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-The Project Gutenberg EBook of Morley Ernstein, by
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-Title: Morley Ernstein
- or the Tenants of the Heart
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-MORLEY ERNSTEIN
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-OR THE
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-TENANTS OF THE HEART
-
-A ROMANCE
-
-BY G.P.R. JAMES ESQ.
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-BRUSSELS.
-MELINE, CANS AND CO.
-M DCCC XLII
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-MORLEY ERNSTEIN
-OR
-THE TENANTS OF THE HEART.
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-CHAPTER I.
-
-
-"Pouvons-nous pas dire, qu'il n'y a rien en nous, pendant cette prison
-terrestre, purement, ni corporel ni spirituel?" asks good old
-Montaigne, and certain it is that in many an act where we imagine the
-body alone takes part, the spirit has as great a share; and in many a
-thought where the mind seems to divest herself of clay, the impulse
-was given by the body, not the soul. But besides the contention
-between the corporeal and spiritual part of our nature, and the sort
-of swindling that goes on on both sides, he that looks into his own
-heart must acknowledge with him of old, that there seem to be two
-spirits within us. I do not only mean two spirits distinguished by
-their promptings to good and evil, but two principles separate in
-their nature, in their objects, and in their ultimate dwelling-place,
-the one tending to the earth, the other aspiring to the heavens; the
-one the principle of animal existence, the other the principle of
-immortal life; the one shared with the brutes that perish, the other
-that essence which raises us above them here and hereafter. What shall
-we call these two spirits? How shall we distinguish them, the one from
-the other, in speaking of them hereafter? Let us name the higher and
-the purer one, _the spirit of the soul_; and call the other, _the
-spirit of the flesh_; for both are distinct from mere intellect, which
-each uses as an agent, as each gains the ascendancy, or appeals to as
-a judge when the struggle is nearly equal. It is upon this struggle
-between these two principles that turns the greater part of each man's
-moral history.
-
-One of the strangest points in that contest is, that _the spirit of
-the soul_, as we have called the one, appeals less frequently to the
-intellect than her earthly sister, leaving it, in general, to the
-latter, as if for her uses in this earth the powers of intellect were
-given, while the soul obtains its impulses from other sources, and,
-marked out for a higher destiny, receives winged inspirations from the
-world to which it tends--faith, conviction, sentiment, feeling,
-conscience;--and oh, how often does that better spirit seize the happy
-moment to open the eyes which all our powers of mind could not
-unclose, and strip the world and all its pleasures of the delusions
-which no force of intellect has been equal to dispel!
-
-At the age of one-and-twenty years--It is a beautiful age, full of the
-spring, with all the vigour of manhood, without one touch of its
-decay; with all the fire of youth, without one touch of its
-feebleness! Oh, one-and-twenty! bright one-and-twenty!--wilt thou
-never come back to me again? No, never! The cord of the bow has been
-so often drawn that it has lost its elasticity; there have been a
-thousand flowers cast away that have withered in the dust of Time's
-sandy path; there have been a thousand fruits tasted that have left
-but the rind in my hand; there have been a thousand travel stains
-acquired that never can be washed off till the journey is done. That
-which has been lost, and that which has been gained, have both been
-gathered into the two baskets of the past; and whatever the future may
-have in store, one-and-twenty, with its many hopes, its few fears, its
-buoyancy of spirit, its elasticity of limb, its eagerness of
-expectation, its activity of pursuit, its aspirations, its desires,
-its faith, its confidence, its frankness, its garden of visionary
-flowers, and its atmosphere of misty light, can never, never come back
-to us, were we to whistle till we broke our hearts. No, no; in the sad
-arithmetic of years, multiply by what numbers you will, you can never
-get at one-and-twenty more than once.
-
-At the age of one-and-twenty years, Morley Ehrenstein, or Ernstein, as
-it had been contracted, a gentleman--descended, as his name evinces,
-from a very old German family, who had made themselves a home in a
-foreign land, some three centuries before--sat in one of the large
-chambers of an English country-house, not many miles from the good
-town of Doncaster. No one tenanted the chamber but himself, and though
-it was a cheerful day of summer, and the room was one of a bright and
-sunny aspect, there was a degree of melancholy on the young man's
-countenance, which might be difficult to account for, if we did not
-look a little into his heart, and pause for a moment on his previous
-history. Let him gaze then at the ceiling, and study the quaint
-arabesques into which the plaster of Paris had been drawn; let him
-lean his head upon his hand, and examine the pretty nothings with
-which his table is covered; let him gaze out of the window into
-the far distance, as if he were about to paint a portrait of the
-weather-cock on the village church; but let you and I, dear reader,
-first put our friend into a microscope, and note down exactly every
-limb and feature and sinew, as if we were true Kirbys, anatomising a
-moth; and then let us look in the old almanacks, to discover some of
-the antecedents of his present state.
-
-The young man, then, of whom we speak, was above the middle height,
-powerful in limb, and though so young, with but little of the
-slightness of youth remaining. Health, and strength, and activity,
-were to be traced in every swelling muscle, and those who regard what
-is merely corporeal, might well pronounce him a fine animal, even when
-at rest. When in activity, however--when hunting, swimming, leaping,
-or performing any of those rude exercises whereof Englishmen are so
-fond, and also so proud, with the glowing cheek and expanded nostril,
-the flashing eye, and the strong rounded outline of every limb, he
-looked like a fierce young horse, before the bit has taught it the
-force of any other power than its own strength. In every moment of
-excitement the animal spirit, _the spirit of the flesh_, started up
-strong and bold within him; his veins seemed to be filled with molten
-fire, his heart to be full of eagerness and impetuosity, his whole
-mind one active enthusiasm. He felt within him a thirst for unceasing
-action of any and every kind, and had it not been for certain
-qualities, which we shall notice hereafter, he would have been merely
-one of those who look upon all things round them, as objects on which
-to employ their reckless energy, and life itself but as a child's
-plaything.
-
-He was young, dear reader, very young, and had neither learned from
-the bitter teaching of years nor from any sudden and sad experience,
-that the face must be, as it were, a veil to hide the countenance of
-the heart. There are few men who reach thirty, without more or less
-becoming hypocrites, and still fewer women; at least, as far as the
-expression of the features goes. There are some with whom the waters
-of time are like those of certain springs, and gradually petrify the
-face into a mask. There are others who retain their pliability of
-features, but reverse the action; cover hate and sorrow with a smile,
-or conceal joy and satisfaction with an air of icy indifference. There
-are some endowed by nature with lineaments of marble, and some who, by
-habit and by art, form for themselves an India-rubber countenance,
-which will stretch to whatsoever they require.
-
-Morley Ernstein was none of these. He was very young, as we have said,
-and nature had made his looks the reflection of all that passed in his
-heart. His face was as a clear stream, through which one sees to the
-very bottom. He had never learned to rule its expressions, and those
-impulses which were but too apt to sway his actions, had still more
-power over his countenance.
-
-Why then did he now look so sad? Women will imagine that he was in
-love, for they are all inclined to say, with Alfred de Musset, that--
-
-
- "La vie est un sommeil, l'amour en est le rêve."
-
-
-Men--but especially Frenchmen--may be inclined to suppose, with
-Balzac's gamblers, when they first beheld Raphael, that there was,
-under his melancholy aspect, "quelque horrible mystère;" and imagine
-it proceeded from some "douleur inouïe." Neither of those
-suppositions, however, would be correct. There was no one point in his
-history or situation, that should have produced anything like gloom.
-
-Morley Ernstein was born to wealth and honour; his father had died
-early, leaving but one child, to the care of a fond but a wise mother,
-who, though young and beautiful at her husband's death, kept,
-throughout the rest of her life, the colours of mourning in her
-garments and in her heart. Some six years before the time of which we
-now speak, she too had left this world for another state of being, and
-her son had fallen into hands of guardians, somewhat strict, but still
-prudent and kind. They had seen that his talents were great, that his
-mind approached, if it did not absolutely reach, the height of genius,
-and they had taken care that it should have such cultivation as the
-land afforded. They were as conscientious with the young baronet's
-property as with his intellect; and the old family-house had been left
-in the care of two faithful good women, who had withered in the
-service of his ancestors, and who now shewed themselves scrupulous in
-maintaining everything in the same precise order, and clean propriety
-which had been kept up during the life of the lady of the mansion.
-
-The guardians of Morley Ernstein had resisted all his entreaties to
-let him pass the vacations of school and college in his ancestral
-house; but on the day that he was one-and-twenty, a carriage and four
-horses were at the door of his temporary abode before six in the
-morning, and ere night he was in the dwelling of his youth. Everything
-had been prepared to receive him, and he had hastened from room to
-room, while all the moonlight joy of memory lit up each chamber with
-associations from the past. He slept little, and rose on the following
-day, to go through the accounts of guardians and executors, and he
-found, as paper after paper was laid before him, new cause to applaud
-their care and wisdom--new reason to look upon his situation as one of
-the brightest that man could fill. The subsequent night he slept
-soundly; but now, when he rose on the day we have mentioned, which was
-the one that succeeded, he sat in the large drawing-room, where his
-mother used to pass the morning, with his head resting on his hand,
-the broad, fine forehead contracted, the bright dark eyes full of
-melancholy, the corners of his mouth turned down, gazing at things he
-did not see, and forgetting all the bright expectations of youth, and
-all the joys that hope had spread out before him.
-
-Of what was it that he thought? Was it of his mother? No! Time had
-healed the only wound that fate, within his own memory, had inflicted
-on him; and his thoughts were of no external kind whatever: It was
-that _the spirit of the soul_ then, for the first time, made her voice
-heard strongly. She might have whispered before, but now she spoke
-aloud. It was as a warning at the gates of life: it was as if some
-hand, for a moment, drew back the glittering veil with which pale
-reality covers her wrinkled front, and had shewn him, instead of the
-bright young features he expected to see, nothing but deformity and
-age. Unhappy is it--at the time, most unhappy--for the man, in whose
-mind age and youth can change places, even for an hour. God wills us,
-while we are young, to view things youngly, and when the thoughts of
-age force themselves upon us in youth, we are like the living clasped
-in the cold arms of the dead.
-
-Such, then, were the sensations of Morley Ernstein, as he sat in the
-house of his fathers, master thereof, master of himself, master of
-fortune, station, youth, strength, and expectation! Oh, how he had
-longed for that hour! What bright visions had risen before his eyes,
-of enjoyment to come! How he had strode in imagination over every
-field--how he had visited every cottage--how he had consoled the old
-servants for his long absence--how he had made in fancy every change
-that he had devised in boyhood. He had dreamed bright dreams, though
-most innocent ones; and now the dream was accomplished--he was there,
-with nothing but his own will to control him in any act! Yes, the
-dream was accomplished, but it was ended too! Whenever we grasp life's
-flowers with too hot a hand, they are sure to wither almost ere they
-reach our bosom. He had not felt as much joy as he had expected; he
-had been happy certainly, but he had discovered that even happiness is
-not the bright thing he had thought it; and now he sat and mused, the
-spirit of the soul seeming to tell him, that thus he would still find
-it throughout the whole of life; that there is a rich ingredient
-wanting in the cup of mortal joy which never can be found on earth.
-
-There was a dull oppression on his heart that he could not account
-for; there was a voice rang in his ear, telling of the emptiness of
-all human things. "But a few short years ago," he thought, "here
-moved my father, filled with plans and purposes, hopes and
-expectations,--here crowded round him the gay, the bright, the
-beautiful, the wise, the good--here honour waited, wealth supported,
-renown followed him--here, too, my mother spent days of joy and
-sorrow--here she looked with tenderness upon my cradle--here she
-watched with pride my growing years--here she often talked of the
-bright future with her beloved son. And they are both gone: their
-shadows no longer cross the household floor; the roof tree no longer
-echoes back their voices; their tongues are silent, and their smiles
-are cold; and the place where they once dwelt, now knows them no more.
-Thus, too, shall it be with me ere many years have passed; my joys, my
-hopes, my affections shall soon be in the dust with theirs."
-
-Such were his thoughts as he sat there, though the room was full of
-sunshine--though the object before his eyes were bright--though
-one-and-twenty years were all that he had numbered. Judge then, dear
-reader, whether _the spirit of the soul_ was not strong within him,
-thus to rise and reprove the animal spirit, even at the very threshold
-of youth. Each was indeed powerful: the elements of earthly and
-immortal existence had been poured into him profusely; the eager,
-impassioned, vehement being of this world, was met by the calm, grand,
-mysterious essence of a higher sphere; and sometimes the impetuous
-energy of the one, sometimes the stern majesty of the other, gained
-the victory, and ruled the course of life.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER II.
-
-
-We will have done with the philosophy of the human heart; we will talk
-no more of abstract sensations--at least, for the present; we will
-enter into no further investigations of causes and effects; but
-will tell a simple story to the end; never deviating into
-discussions--except when it suits us; for, as the gentle reader is
-well aware that resolutions, whether made by man or woman, are
-intended from the very first to be broken, it would be hard upon a
-poor writer to force him to keep his better than kings, or ministers,
-or philosophers.
-
-The thoughtful fit into which Morley Ernstein had fallen did not last
-long. The entrance of a servant dispelled it in a moment; and starting
-up, as if half ashamed of the gloom that had fallen upon him, he
-resumed the tone of ordinary life. Youth, with its consciousness,
-feels as if man's bosom were but a glass case, where thoughts may be
-examined like curious insects, and the young man doubted not that the
-servant would see all that was passing within if he cleared not his
-brow of the shadows that covered it.
-
-"Bring me round a horse!" he said; "I will ride out." And after taking
-his hat, his gloves, and his cane, he went into the old portico before
-the door, and sat down on one of the stone benches which flanked it on
-either side. The air was warm and balmy, for it was the month of May,
-the period of the year in which Morley had been born. There is surely
-something in the season of our birth which transfuses itself into our
-character, and, I have sometimes been inclined to think, influences
-our fate. Byron was born in the dark and stormy winter; Napoleon, in
-the fiery and blazing month of August.
-
-Morley had first seen the light in the fitful spring; and now, in that
-month, when very often the heat of summer and the cold of winter
-struggle with each other on alternate days, especially in the land
-that gave him birth, he sat and watched the bright sunshine and the
-dark cloud chase each other over the blue sky. The scene impressed
-itself upon his heart and gave its hue to his feelings, for he was one
-of those whose bosoms are like a deep, clear lake, reflecting vividly
-the aspect of nature, except when the demon of the tempest sweeps over
-it with his ruffling wing. He felt himself falling into a new fit of
-thought, but resisted the inclination; and when the horse was brought
-round, he sprang at once into the saddle, and struck the flank with
-his heel. The animal darted forward, but instead of turning its head
-towards the gate the rider took his way at full gallop across the
-park, leaped the enclosure at a bound, and was soon out of the old
-servant's sight, who beheld him depart, with the exclamation--"He is
-but a boy after all!"
-
-There was as much envy and admiration as anything else in the old
-man's speech; for who would not be a boy if they could?--who would not
-go back to the freshness of early years?--who would not shake off the
-burden of age and its heavy thoughts? At that very moment Morley was
-flying from thoughts too old for his years; the animal spirit had
-resumed its sway, and, in the fiery career of the high-bred beast he
-rode, the energies of his own corporeal nature found exercise and joy.
-
-A little accident happened, however, almost at the outset of his ride,
-which checked the speed at which he was flying over the country. We
-have said he leaped the enclosure of the park at a bound; but he
-certainly did so without thinking that any one might be upon the high
-road at the other side. Such was the case, however; and, as Morley
-Ernstein darted over the fence, he perceived a lady and a gentleman on
-horseback, riding gently along.
-
-The sudden and unexpected apparition of a mounted horseman at full
-speed, where there had been nothing but solitude the moment before,
-made the lady start, but it made her horse start still more; and being
-of that race of animals that is restive without being spirited, the
-beast plunged, reared, and would have fallen backwards, but, as quick
-as light, Morley was upon his feet by the lady's side, and with her
-bridle in his firm, manly grasp. The horse became quiet instantly; it
-seemed as if the animal felt at once that it could not resist; and
-though it passaged away from him who held it, it no longer tried to
-rear with that strong determination of crushing its fair rider which
-it had shewn at first.
-
-The lady, however, agitated with all that had happened, slipped from
-the saddle, quickly but gracefully, and of course Morley Ernstein
-aided her to the best of his abilities, apologizing for frightening
-her horse, and assuring her that the animal was now quiet, that the
-danger was over, and adding a multitude of other things of the same
-kind, in a breath.
-
-Our measures of time are all false and absurd together; we might
-find a thousand better clocks than any that have ever been carried
-up into the sky by a church steeple. Thoughts, feelings, passions,
-events--these are the real moral time-keepers. What is to me the
-ticking of a pendulum? There is many a five minutes, as they are
-called when measured by that false scale, that form two-thirds of a
-lifetime. One fortnight of existence has withered more than twenty
-years, cast down the barrier between youth and age, and dried up the
-fountains of the heart, like the simoon.
-
-It was not exactly thus with Morley Ernstein and the lady; but the
-brief moments in which all passed that I have just narrated, comprised
-for the young gentleman a world of other things besides. She was young
-and very beautiful.--Is not that enough to load the wings of a single
-minute with the thoughts of years, for a young man of one-and-twenty?
-But that was not all; hers was the sort of beauty that he had always
-most admired, most thought of, most wondered at. It was all gentleness
-and brightness, but withal resplendent with high feeling and thought.
-It was the mixture that we so seldom see of all that is lovely in mere
-corporeal form and colouring: the rich contour, the flowing lines, the
-warmth but softness of hue, the contrasted tints of the hair, the
-eyes, the cheeks, the forehead, and the lips, with the lofty, yet
-gentle, the tender, yet deep in expression. The young horseman had
-remarked all this in a moment, and he had seen that beautiful face
-agitated, that graceful form rendered more graceful by the effort to
-keep her seat upon the vicious beast that bore her. At the same time,
-the morning sun shone, mellowed through the foliage of a tree over
-head, and cast that rich mysterious yellow light upon the whole scene
-which is only produced when the sun-shine falls through the green
-leaves that owe their brief and strange existence to his glorious
-beams. That light seemed to give a peculiar lustre to her face--a
-something that the youth, in his fond enthusiasm, could have fancied
-unearthly, had not the soft hand that rested upon his as he aided her
-to dismount, and the deep-drawn sigh of apprehension relieved, told
-him that she was but a being of the same nature as himself. It was all
-done in a moment, as I have said, and the manifold thoughts, or we may
-call them impressions, which took place in his bosom, were like the
-ripples of a moonlight sea; a thousand bright things received all at
-once into the mind.
-
-Scarcely, however, had Morley Ernstein time to utter the few words
-which have been mentioned when the lady's companion interposed,
-saying--"At this time of the year sir, one does not expect to see
-people flying over a park fence like madmen. The periodical season of
-insanity--I mean the hunting season--is at an end, and I do not wonder
-at the horse being surprised and alarmed."
-
-Morley turned his eyes suddenly to the speaker's face; but he was an
-old man, with grey hair, and the youth had a certain foolish reverence
-for age, which was much inculcated amongst those weak people, our
-ancestors; though it has given way very generally now, under the
-influence of improvement and the diffusion of knowledge. He refrained,
-therefore, and strangled an angry reply between his teeth, merely
-saying--
-
-"I am extremely sorry I have alarmed the lady, and trust she will
-forgive me. You still look frightened," he continued, addressing her
-with a voice in which some young timidity, and the slight agitation of
-admiration mixed strangely with a consciousness, not so much of varied
-powers as of high purpose and noble feelings; "you still look
-frightened, and somewhat faint. Were it not better for you to repose
-for a moment at my house, hard by?"
-
-"At your house!" said the gentleman, with peculiar emphasis, and
-gazing at him from head to foot; "I thank you, sir, but the lady can
-very well pursue her ride. The horse, too, will be perfectly quiet,
-unless he be again startled, and it is not reasonable to expect two
-such pleasant occurrences in one day."
-
-The young lady bowed her head with a smile that seemed intended and
-fully sufficient to compensate for the harsh coldness of her
-companion. "I am not faint," she said--"a little frightened; but I can
-well go on." She thanked him, too, for his kindness, in a somewhat
-lower tone; not so low, indeed, as to be unheard by either of the two
-who stood beside her, but still softened, and with somewhat of
-timidity in her manner, as if she felt that what she said to the one
-might not be pleasing to the other.
-
-Morley aided her to remount, and gave her the rein, for her companion
-made no effort to assist her. As he did so, he gazed for one instant
-in her face, and his eyes met the deep blue heavenly light of hers,
-pouring through the dark lashes, like the first dawn of morning
-through the clouds of night. It was but for an instant, and bowing her
-head once more, she rode on, leaving him standing on the road, and
-marvelling still at the bright vision which had thus crossed his path,
-and vanished. Who has not, in his childhood, seen a shooting star
-cross the sky and disappear, on a bright autumn night?--and who has
-not then gazed long into the wide vacant heaven, to see if the shining
-wanderer would not appear again? Thus gazed Morley Ernstein after the
-fair being that had just left him, with that sort of admiration in
-which wonder has so great a share.
-
-He stood motionless, his horse's bridle over one arm, his cane
-drooping from his wrist, and his eyes fixed upon the receding figures,
-till they reached an angle of the road. They were riding slowly, and
-by no movement in either did it appear that they gave another thought
-to what had occurred--to that momentary meeting which had furnished
-him with so many thoughts. He had no reason to suppose they would.
-Perhaps, indeed, with man's true perversity, Morley might have deemed
-it not quite feminine if the lady had turned her head as she rode
-away; but yet he was mortified that she did not do so; and sighed to
-think that he should most likely never see her more. At the angle of
-the road, however--it was, perhaps, some three hundred yards distant
-from the spot where he stood, far enough, in short, to render features
-indistinct, but not to hide the gestures of the body--the two riders
-directed their course to the left, and then--but only for a single
-instant, with a glance withdrawn as soon as given--the lady turned her
-face towards the scene of the little incident which had delayed her on
-her way. It was but for an instant, we have said; but Morley felt that
-in that instant she must have seen him standing and gazing after her,
-and in his young enthusiasm he could not but fancy that she must have
-seen, too, the admiration she had excited in his bosom.
-
-Who could she be? he asked himself--Who and what? Was she the old
-man's daughter? He did not like to think it was so. He persuaded
-himself that it was not. There was not the slightest resemblance
-between them; his aspect was harsh, and hers was gentle; his eyes were
-dim, and hers were bright; his brow was brown and wrinkled, hers was
-fair and smooth; his hair was gray, and hers--. But as he thus thought
-he smiled at himself, seeing that all the differences he had found
-might be solely those of age. "'Tis but that he is old and she is
-young," he thought; "but no! there is no resemblance, and then the
-voices were as different as the croak of the raven and the song of the
-lark--the voice which is almost always hereditary."
-
-If not his daughter, who could she be? was the next question; and as
-there is always in the bosom of every one, a ready devil to suggest
-that which may torment us most, he next inquired, "May she not be
-his wife?" In England, however, it is not so common as in other
-countries--where marriages are mercantile transactions, and the altar
-and the commune often become a mere slave-market--for men to marry
-girls who might be their grand-daughters; and Morley Ernstein soon
-determined that she could not be his wife. She might be cousin, niece,
-connexion--anything, in short: but neither his daughter nor his wife.
-His daughter! No, she was too lovely, too gentle, too bright, for the
-same blood to run in her veins, and in the cold icehouse of her
-companion's heart. His wife!--Heaven and earth! it was impossible!
-
-The young man mounted his horse, and rode on, but more slowly than
-before. The very sight that he had seen had calmed him, for such is
-generally the first effect of very exquisite beauty. There is power in
-it as well as loveliness--we are impressed as much as attracted; it
-awakens admiration before it excites passion, and, with love as with
-the ocean, the calm precedes the storm. He rode on, then,
-thoughtfully, and many were the workings of his spirit within him.
-
-Not long after, he reached a village, which stood upon his own
-property; the cottagers were all people who had known him in his
-youth, and though they had not seen him for six years, they all
-remembered him well. It was, by this time, the peasant's hour of
-dinner, but some one caught a sight of the young landlord as he
-entered the place, and the tiding spread like lightning. Every door
-had its occupants, and low courtesies and respectful bows greeted him
-as he advanced. There was a kindliness in Morley's heart, that would
-not let him deal coldly with any one; and, though he would fain have
-gone on, thinking of the engrossing subject that had taken hold of
-him, he could not resist the good cottagers' looks of recognition;
-and, dismounting from his horse, he called a boy to lead it through
-the village, while, walking from door to door, he spoke a few words to
-his humble friends.
-
-"God bless him!" cried one, as soon as he had gone on; "he is a nice
-young gentleman."
-
-"He is very like his father," observed another. "I remember his father
-well."
-
-"He has got his mother's beautiful eyes, though," said a third. "Well,
-I do think she was the prettiest creature I ever yet did see!"
-
-At the fourth or fifth cottage an idea seemed to strike Morley
-Ernstein suddenly, and he asked if any of the inhabitants thereof had
-seen a lady and a gentleman pass through the place on horseback,
-intending to follow up that enquiry by demanding who they were. But he
-got no satisfaction there. The cottager had been out in the fields,
-his wife had been cooking the dinner, and no such persons as the young
-gentleman described had been seen by either. He put the same question
-again and again at other houses, but no tidings were to be obtained;
-and, vexed and disappointed, he returned to his home and made
-enquiries there.
-
-To the old servants he described the gentleman he had met with
-accurately enough; on the lady he would not venture to say much, for
-like all Englishmen he was keenly sensitive to a laugh, and feared to
-awaken the least feeling of ridicule, even in the mind of a dependent.
-He dwelt upon the person and dress of the horseman at large; but in
-regard to the lady, added only that she was young and handsome.
-
-Human nature is very obtuse to description, and we seldom if ever find
-any one who either attends to or applies the details that we give,
-respecting any object which we wish to call up before the mind's eye
-by means of the ear. Do not let poets or historians ever believe that,
-by the lengthened descriptions they give, the reader ever becomes
-impressed with the very scene or person that they themselves behold.
-Oh, no! the reader manufactures a scene of his own, out of some of the
-writer's words and many of his own imaginations or memories; or
-fabricates a personage out of his own fancies and predilections; but
-both scene and personage as unlike that which we have wished to
-represent as possible. Thus was it, too, with Morley Ernstein and his
-servants. One declared that the persons he had seen must be Mr.
-Ferdinand Beckford and his young wife. Mr. Beckford was the good
-priest of a neighbouring parish, and was just six-and-twenty years of
-age. Another vowed that the horseman must be Mr. Thomas Ogden, Member
-of Parliament for the town hard by, and the lady must be his wife.
-Mrs. Ogden was somewhere between forty and fifty, and though she still
-preserved a pretty face, her person was as round as a tub of Dutch
-butter. A third insisted that it was Lawyer Chancery; but Ernstein
-knew the lawyer, and replied--"Why he is six feet high, and I told you
-this person was short."
-
-He saw that it was in vain to enquire further in that quarter, at
-least; and he now resolved to pursue another plan, to reverse the
-course of proceeding which he had proposed to follow, when he had
-first arrived, and to visit immediately every gentleman's house within
-twenty miles. His eager spirit would bear no delay, and before night
-he had called on five or six of the principal personages in the
-neighbourhood. All the gentlemen around declared that it was evident
-Sir Morley Ernstein intended to be very sociable; and all the ladies,
-who had daughters to marry, pronounced him a very charming young man;
-but Morley did not find what he sought.
-
-He dined, wandered out through his beautiful park, hurried here and
-there till bed-time, and then cast himself down to repose, but found
-it not, thinking only of the places where he would call the next day,
-and the chances of his finding the fair girl who had so much excited
-his imagination. In short, _the spirit of the animal_ was triumphant
-in his bosom for the time. Let us guard, however, the expression well
-against mistake. Do not let it be supposed that one evil thought found
-place in his bosom at that moment. He was far too young, and fresh in
-heart, to admit aught to the council chamber of his bosom, which the
-fair girl ho had seen might not herself have witnessed and approved,
-even supposing her to be all that her countenance bespoke her--pure,
-and bright, and holy, as the spirits of a better world. No! but we
-still say that the spirit of the animal was triumphant--the eager,
-active, impetuous spirit, the same that leads the lion to rush after
-his prey, the same that carries the warrior through the battle
-field--the spirit of this world's things, of mortal hopes, and
-passions, and affections--the spirit which, in all its shapes, in all
-its forms, in camps and cities, courts and cabinets, gaining both high
-worldly renown and the visionary immortality of fame, is still but an
-animal energy--the spirit of dust and ashes.
-
-Early the next morning he rose and pursued his eager course; another
-and another round of hours and visits succeeded, till at length he had
-called on every one that he could hear or think of, within the reach
-of a lady's riding, and yet he had neither seen, nor obtained the
-least intelligence of the horseman and his fair companion. The
-disappointment but excited him the more for some days, and he left no
-means untried to relieve himself from the irritable curiosity into
-which he had wrought himself.
-
-Still, all excitements come to an end; and in time he learned to feel
-angry at himself for what he began to call boyish enthusiasm. He felt
-somewhat disgusted with the life of the country, however; and as the
-London season was then at its height, and everybody was carrying up
-their stock of faults and follies to that great mart of wickedness and
-vanity, from the less profitable markets of the country, he determined
-to see what was passing in the metropolis, and to take his part in all
-its energetic idleness. Be it said to his honour that he knew London
-well, and loved it not; but he had seen it only as a boy, under the
-somewhat rigid tutelage of others, and he was now to see it as a man,
-master of himself and of a princely fortune.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER III.
-
-
-Scarcely had Morley's visits in the country been paid, when first came
-four invitations to dinner, and then a grand ball was determined on by
-a lady, who lived near the county town, and had four sons and six
-daughters. Who can tell whether Morley Ernstein's appearance in the
-neighbourhood had aught to do with all these gay affairs? Old Miss
-Cumbertown, who had seen sixty and more drying summers and freezing
-winters pass over her, till all the sweeter essences of her nature
-were parched up to a dry haricot, muttered and grinned at all she
-heard, and prognosticated that the young gentleman would not be caught
-yet awhile. She knew well what it was to be disappointed in the
-attempt to catch a lover; and when she heard, some days after this,
-that the young master of Morley Court had declined all invitations,
-announcing that he was about to go to town on the very day the first
-dinner-party was to take place, she grinned a thousand times more. It
-is so pleasant to see other people visited by the same misfortunes
-that have fallen upon ourselves!
-
-In the meantime the young gentleman was totally unconscious that there
-was anything like a design upon him in any of the five invitations, or
-that he was creating the least disappointment in the inviters;
-although they did not fail to believe--for cunning always fancies
-itself opposed by cunning--that he partly saw through their devices.
-
-"Oh, he gives himself great airs!" said one.
-
-"I suppose we must beg his company in very humble terms," cried
-another.
-
-But, as we have before declared, Morley was quite unconscious of.
-offence, and never once recollected the fact either of his having the
-command of a number of votes for the county, or of his being an
-eligible match for any lady in the land. Indeed, he thought not at all
-of any man's daughter in Europe, except, indeed, of her whose birth,
-parentage, and education, he had not been able to discover.
-
-After he had settled the period of his journey, the next thing was to
-settle the mode of travelling. It was very natural that, with great
-wealth in possession, which he had never been allowed fully to enjoy,
-he should dream of tasting the sweets of it in every possible manner,
-and that the chariot-and-four should first present itself to his
-imagination, as the only fitting way for him to seek the capital. He
-had very nearly given orders for the horses, and had visions of going
-at least thirteen miles an hour. Rapidity of motion is one of the
-inherent joys of youth and vigour--it may be called, almost, a
-necessity, and Morley was one of those who enjoy to the highest
-extent that peculiar sensation which is produced by the rapid passing
-of the fair objects of nature before the eye; tower and town, and
-church-steeple, and green fields, and bright rivers, and tall trees,
-and rich woods, resting just long enough upon the organs of vision to
-call up sweet, but undefined imaginations, and then passing away--like
-distant music which swells and falls upon the ear, bringing back
-vaguely airs that we have heard elsewhere, and leaving fancy to play
-them to an end.
-
-He forgot, however, to give the order for the horses at the hour of
-dinner, and afterwards he strolled out into the country round, and
-visited the cottages of some of the peasantry who were reported to be
-in a state of great poverty. He now saw real misery, for the first
-time, and it had a powerful effect upon him. We have not space, dear
-reader, to enter into the details; to paint the pale face of squalid
-misery, and the eager anxious eyes of hopeless destitution. Suffice
-it, that Morley Ernstein was young; his heart had not been hardened in
-the furnace of the world, and it was not originally formed of that
-adamantine stuff, called selfishness. He was not, as some, lavish in
-his bounty, from mere want of any principle of action whatsoever; but
-he relieved the unhappy people fully, and on his return home, gave
-such directions, as to prevent their falling back into misery again
-during his absence, except by their own fault.
-
-After this was done, he sat and thought, and ended, by ordering a
-servant to go to the neighbouring town, and secure him a place in the
-stage-coach to London. His scheme of travelling had been changed by
-his visit to the poor; but not in the manner, or from the motives that
-many persons may imagine. It was not that he proposed to save small
-sums out of a princely fortune, for the purpose of devoting the whole
-of that fortune to the poor, for Morley knew right well that the
-industrious mechanic, the artisan, the farmer, the builder--all, in
-short, who contribute by the labour of their hands and minds to the
-convenience, comfort, and welfare of their fellow-creatures, have a
-first claim upon those to whom God has entrusted the distribution of
-great wealth. He believed that though the poor, the honest and worthy
-poor, must be supplied, must be cared for--that though it is a duty to
-make up, by active charity, for the inequalities and accidents that
-the fundamental constitution of society, and the very nature of man
-must always produce--still the industrious of all classes have their
-great primary right, which ought to be attended to. It was not that
-the actual sight of misery made him purpose to deny himself anything
-that was rational and just in the station in which he was placed, or
-resolve to refrain from any expense which might encourage the
-industrious in all classes, but that sight had called up _the spirit
-of the soul_ to speak within him, and to check the animal spirit which
-had fired his imagination. After he returned from those poor cottages,
-he found no pleasure in the idea of the gay postilions and foaming
-horses; his mind took a sadder, a more thoughtful tone. He felt almost
-ashamed of the bright eagerness of pampered life in the presence of
-the dim eyes and tear-stained cheeks of misery. His whole scheme
-changed. "I will go to the capital," he said, "quietly and modestly. I
-will not present myself in that gay place as the rich man, coming to
-enjoy, but as the thoughtful man, going to examine and to consider. I
-will not, indeed, conceal myself; but I will retire rather than
-advance, till I have good cause to do so. I will seek to find friends
-rather than to make acquaintances, and rather than simply endeavour to
-spend my income, I will endeavour to spend it well."
-
-Nothing occurred to check _the spirit of the soul_, and he continued
-in the same mood till the stage-coach passed by the gates of his park,
-the next day. A number of passengers covered the outside of the
-vehicle, so that there was no room for him in that part which
-Englishmen always choose in preference to the interior, as if they
-loved the dust of summer, the rain of autumn and spring, and the cold
-winds of winter, better than any other of the enjoyments of those
-seasons. To foreigners this seems an extraordinary taste; but the
-origin of it probably is that the Englishman, who pushes almost all
-his affections to extravagance, loves, with a vehemence that few other
-people can feel, the free air of heaven. Morley would willingly have
-changed places with the poorest traveller on the outside of the coach;
-but as that could not be done, he took his seat in solitude in the
-interior, where he found plenty of room for thought, there being
-nobody within it but himself.
-
-The coach rolled on with a celerity which no one who has not travelled
-in one of those small, inconvenient, but wonderfully rapid, vehicles,
-can imagine to be produced by any animal under the sun. The nearer
-objects flew past like lightning, the further ones kept gradually
-changing their place with a quickness proportioned to their respective
-distances from the coach, which, for its part, like the mind of a vain
-man, seemed the centre of a circle round which all other objects were
-running; and Morley's impetuosity was well nigh satisfied with the
-rate of progression at which they were going.
-
-After all, movement is the grand principle of animal life; it runs in
-our veins, it beats in our hearts, it advances with our ideas, it
-enters into every change, is more rapid in youth, slower in infancy
-and age, fails as desires are extinguished or objects wanting, grows
-dull in sickness, pauses in sleep, and ends alone in death.
-
-After driving on at the same pace for three-quarters of an hour,
-during which, Morley gave himself up to the sort of dreamy pleasure
-which I have mentioned, of feeling himself whirled on through a
-thousand beautiful objects, the coach stopped to change horses, and
-one of the travellers from the outside came in, and took his seat by
-the previously solitary tenant of the interior.
-
-"It is as hot as if it were summer on the outside," he said,
-addressing nobody, "and the seat I had got was so unpleasant, that I
-am not sorry to quit it."
-
-Morley did not answer; but--with the sort of habitual coldness which
-affects almost all Englishmen, in part pride, in part timidity, in
-part contempt for all other beings than themselves, in part fear that
-others should entertain the same contempt for them--he sat silent,
-gazing out of the window, following his own meditations, and quite
-willing that his travelling companion should follow his likewise.
-
-The personage who had entered was not one, however, that had anything
-repulsive in his manners or appearance. He was tall, gracefully
-formed, with an air of distinction, and a countenance often full of
-fire and animation, although the habitual expression was that of quick
-but easy-flowing thought. His brow was high and fine, his eyes
-peculiarly large and bright, and his hair strongly curled; the only
-feature in his face which could be termed even not good, was the
-mouth, the lips being somewhat thick and heavy. His complexion was
-dark, and the skin very brown, apparently with exposure to the air and
-sun, but the whole exterior was extremely pleasing; and had Morley
-looked at him at all, he would in all probability have spoken in
-return; but the young gentleman did not look at him, and the stranger,
-after pausing for a moment, spoke again--resolved, it would seem, to
-make some impression upon his temporary companion.
-
-"Pray, whose house is that?" he demanded, pointing to a handsome
-mansion on the right.
-
-"I do not know," replied Morley, turning round, and gazing at him, for
-the first time.
-
-"Indeed!" said the stranger; "I thought you were well acquainted with
-this country. The coachman told me that you were Sir Something
-Ernstein, and that the park, at the gates of which we took you up,
-belongs to you."
-
-Morley smiled. "It is all very true," he answered; "but, nevertheless,
-I do not know. I have not been in this part of England for six or
-seven years."
-
-The stranger mused; but between two men not absolutely repulsive in
-themselves, nor particularly disposed by any circumstances mutually to
-repel each other--the poles of whose minds, in short, are not
-reversed--conversation soon establishes itself after a few words have
-been spoken. A single syllable will often do the whole with people
-whose characters are well balanced, and a word act like the hair
-trigger of a pistol, upon which hangs the fate of a life.
-
-Oh, how strange and complicated is the web of God's will! How the
-smallest, the most pitiful, the most empty of things, by his great and
-wise volition, act their part in mighty changes! How a look, a tone, a
-sound, a pebble in our path, a grain of dust in our eyes, a headache,
-a fit of gloom, a caprice, a desire, may not only change the whole
-current of one man's existence, but affect the being of states and
-empires, and alter human destinies to the end of time! The present
-state of France, the whole mass of facts, circumstances, incidents,
-accidents, and events, which are there going on, may all be owing to a
-lady, whom I knew well, having splashed her stocking fifty years ago.
-
-"As how, in the name of Heaven?" demands the reader.
-
-Thus! She was going out of her house with a relation in the town of
-Douai, when, carelessly putting her foot on a stone, she splashed her
-stocking. She went back to change it; the delay occupied a quarter of
-an hour. When she went on again, she met, at the corner of the
-_Place_, a man, since too famous in history, then scarcely known as
-anything but a clever fop. His name was Francis Maximilian
-Robespierre. Instead of going on, he turned with her and her relation,
-and walked up and down the _Place_ with them for half an hour. In one
-of the houses hard by, a debating society was in the act of canvassing
-some political question. As they passed to and fro, Robespierre
-listened at the door from time to time, and at length, pronouncing the
-debaters to be all fools together, he rushed in to set them right.
-From that moment, he entered vehemently into all the fiery discussions
-which preceded the revolution, in which he had never taken part
-before, and grasped at power, which opened the doors of the cage, and
-let out the tiger in his heart. Thus, had the lady not splashed her
-stocking, she would not have met the future tyrant; he would have
-pursued his way, and would not have turned back to the _Place_; he
-would never have heard the debate that first called him into action,
-for he was going to quit Douai the next day, and who can say how that
-one fact, in the infinite number of its combinations with other
-things, might have affected the whole social world at present?
-
-The stranger mused, as we have said, but after a moment's thought, he
-replied, in a meditative tone--
-
-"How strange is the sensation when, after a long absence from
-any place, we return to it suddenly! How different everything
-appears!--how shrunk, and changed, and withered, seem many objects
-that we thought beautiful and bright!--how many a light gone out!--how
-many a sweet sound silent! I believe that it is very happy for us that
-in point of time we cannot go back again, as we can in space."
-
-"Nay, I do not think so," answered Morley, growing interested in his
-companion's conversation; "I cannot, indeed, judge from experience,
-but I should imagine that many an old man would willingly return to
-the days of his youth; that every man, indeed, when he finds life
-beginning to lose its energies, health failing, the muscle relaxing,
-the eye growing dim, the limbs feeble, would willingly go back to the
-time when all were in their perfection."
-
-"They would do so willingly, beyond all doubt," replied his companion;
-"but whether they would do so wisely is another thing. We all wish to
-see again the scenes of our boyhood, when we have been separated from
-them long; but when we are gratified, we are always disappointed."
-
-Morley smiled, to find the stranger speaking to all his late
-sensations, as if he would have divined them; but he only enquired--
-
-"Always?"
-
-"Always, I think," said the other; "because it is in the nature of
-things that it should be so. Enjoyment is a harmony--the person that
-is pleased with anything and the object of his pleasure must be
-adapted to each other. Thus the boy loves a particular scene of his
-youth, returns to it as a man, and does not find the same delight; not
-because it is changed, but because it has remained the same, and he is
-altered; he has lost his fitness for it. It suited the boy; but it no
-more suits the man than would the wooden sword and the rocking horse."
-
-"I do not know," replied Morley, "but I should think that the memory
-of enjoyment would make up for the change in his own nature. Memory is
-the hope of the past, and both brighten the objects that they rest
-upon."
-
-"True!" answered his companion; "but then that which he enjoys is not
-the same, but the memory of his own pleasure therein. Oh no! the life
-of man is still, forward--forward! Each period of existence,
-doubtless, has its powers and its joys, as well as its hopes and its
-desires."
-
-"But I have heard many that I have loved and respected, declare," said
-Morley, "that in their own case the pure joys of youth were those on
-which memory had rested through life with the greatest satisfaction."
-
-"Simply because they were the furthest off," replied the other; "but
-why call them the pure joys of youth? I do not see why they should be
-purer than those of any other period. Surely all joys are pure--I mean
-those that are not criminal. Anything that gives me pleasure, or by
-which I can give others pleasure, and which injures no one, is just as
-pure as the gathering of a flower, or the pruning of a tree--certainly
-more pure than crucifying a worm upon a hook, or shooting an
-inoffensive bird, or many another of those sports and pastimes of
-which youth is fond."
-
-Morley was silent for some little time; he felt that there was
-something dangerous in his companion's doctrines, if pushed to the
-extreme; but still, as far as he had expressed them, there was nothing
-Of which he could take hold. The other seemed to perceive, with fine
-tact, that the young man who sat beside him, had taken alarm at the
-indefinite nature of his argument, and he added in haste--
-
-"You will understand that I mean strictly to limit enjoyment to that
-which is not criminal--which is not wrong--in short, all I mean to say
-is, that the wisest plan for man to pursue is, to go on without ever
-turning back his eyes to the past; to enjoy all that is natural for
-his period of life, without regretting others that are gone. Each
-pleasure is as a precious stone, picked up upon the sea-shore, a thing
-to be treasured by memory; but because we find an emerald at one
-moment, that is no reason why we should neglect the diamond that we
-find the next, or the ruby that comes a little further on. Our
-capabilities of enjoyment were intended to be used, and he who does
-not do so, fails to fulfil one of the great obligations of his
-nature."
-
-Morley was better satisfied, but still not completely so; and had he
-been older and more experienced, he might have thought that his
-conversation with his travelling companion, is like that which
-Conscience and Desire sometimes hold together, when temptation is very
-strong. Desire still finds an argument to lead us up to the very verge
-of wrong, assuring Conscience all the time that we are upon the safe
-ground of right, and trusting to some momentary impulse to make us
-leap the barrier when we have reached it.
-
-Morley, however, was too young, too inexperienced, and be it added,
-too innocent even in heart, to have had many such debates with
-conscience, and to be experimentally acquainted with the tactics of
-temptation. There was certainly something in his companion's arguments
-which did not satisfy, but at the same time there was a peculiar charm
-in his manner, in his conversation, in his very look, which made words
-that might otherwise have failed to produce any effect, now sink into
-the mind, and remain, like seeds, to produce fruit at a future period.
-
-The manner and the look that we have just spoken of, were certainly
-very fascinating apart, but still more so together; not so much
-because they harmonized as because they differed. The manner was
-gentle, soft, and though full of rapid thought, yet easy, and glowing
-with a sort of conviction that made assent easy; and yet there was
-nothing in the least presumptuous in it. On the contrary--indeed,
-every word appeared to be spoken, more as a suggestion than a
-decision; while the soft richness of the speaker's voice seemed
-calculated to persuade and lead. The look on the other hand was full
-of quick vivacity and fire--the eye brightened up at a word, the lip
-changed its expression twenty times in a minute, and withal there was
-an air of reckless joyousness, of rapid careless quickness, which
-contrasted wonderfully with the metaphysical themes he touched upon,
-and by contrast, gave the stronger effect to his deeper thoughts.
-
-That he was a man of station and high breeding one would scarcely
-doubt; and in his dress there was that scrupulous neatness which is
-one of the distinguishing marks of a gentleman in youth. In older
-life, a man may well lose a part of that attention to his apparel
-which no young man should be without; but before the grand passage of
-forty-five, no one should deem himself old enough to go out in a bad
-hat if he can get a good one, or wear ill-blacked boots. The neatness
-of his dress did not at all approach to puppyism, but every article of
-his clothing was so well adapted to the other, that the whole
-harmonized perfectly, and gave that peculiar and undefinable tone to
-his appearance which has a vague sort of connexion with the mind
-within, a reflection perhaps we might call it, of the habitual
-thoughts and feelings influencing the dress without the wearer knowing
-it. Man is but a species of chameleon, in general taking all his tints
-from the things that surround him; but when these fail--like the stalk
-of the balsam plant--his external colouring is affected by that which
-passes within; and a man's fondness for particular hues, or sounds, or
-scents, is often no bad indication of the character of his mind.
-
-Morley Ernstein felt not a little impressed in favour of the stranger.
-He was, indeed, not without strong good sense himself, but still there
-was a charm that he could not resist; and never dreaming that he was
-doing aught but passing agreeably an hour which might otherwise have
-proved tedious, he soon renewed the conversation, but on a different
-subject.
-
-Let no one, however, venture to think that even a brief half-hour's
-conversation with another man of strong mind can be a matter of mere
-indifference--indeed, I know not that it ever is so, with any one,
-wise or foolish, ugly or pretty, good or bad. We are all nothing but
-traders in this world, mere hucksters, travelling packmen, with a
-stock continually changing, increasing, diminishing. We go forth into
-the world carrying a little wallet of ideas and feelings; and with
-every one to whom we speak for a moment, we are trafficking in those
-commodities. If we meet with a man of wisdom and of virtue, sometimes
-he is liberal, and supplies us largely with high and noble thoughts,
-receiving only in return sweet feelings of inward satisfaction;
-sometimes, on the other hand, he will only trade upon equal terms, and
-if we cannot give him wisdom for wisdom, shuts up his churlish shop
-and will deal with us no more. If we go to a bad man we are almost
-always sure to be cheated in our traffic, to get evil or useless
-wares, and often those corrupted things which, once admitted to our
-stock, spread the mould and mildew to all around. Often, often, too,
-in our commerce with others do we pay for the poisons which we buy as
-antidotes, all that we possess of good, both in feeling and idea. But
-when we sit down by beauty, and gentleness, and virtue, what a world
-of sweet images do we gain for the little that we can give in
-exchange! Ay, and even in passing a few light moments with a dear,
-innocent child, how much of bright and pure do we carry away in
-sensation!--how much of deep and high may we gain in thought! Oh
-no!--it is no indifferent thing, with whom we converse, if ideas be
-the riches of the spirit.
-
-Thoughtful men, and men of rapid combinations, are almost always
-abrupt in conversation. A topic is started, two of them pursue it like
-hunters for some time together, mutually hallooing on one another; but
-the time comes when they separate, ride rapidly on alone, till they
-have run down the game, and then they come back to rouse a new quarry.
-Thus Morley Ernstein had soon got far away from the subject of their
-former discourse; and had followed the thoughts suggested by it to an
-end, with many a collateral idea likewise, before he spoke again. When
-he did so, it was merely of an object that attracted the corporeal
-eye.
-
-"What a beautiful sunset!" he said, gazing out of the window of the
-coach towards a spot where, through a break in the large wood by which
-they were passing, the last rays of day were streaming in floods of
-gold and crimson, seeming to make the forest air thick and misty with
-light--"What a beautiful sunset! Might not one imagine the glades of
-that wood filled at this moment with every sort of fairy and fanciful
-being, to which the curious superstitions of old times gave birth?"
-
-"One might, indeed!" replied the stranger. "It is a haunt formed
-expressly for the 'good people,' as you call them, in this country.
-Here the belief in such beings is very nearly extinct, even in the
-lowest classes. In my country, such is by no means the case; and there
-is scarcely one of us, whatever be his grade, in whose bosom, if you
-were able to search into all its hidden corners, you would not find
-some belief--ay, and a strong belief, too--not only in the existence
-of spirits, but in their assuming tangible forms and opening a
-communication with man."
-
-"Are you not an Englishman, then?" demanded Morley, with so much
-astonishment in his countenance at the discovery that one who spoke
-his own difficult tongue so well was from another country, as to call
-up a smile upon the lip of his companion--"Are you not an Englishman,
-then?"
-
-"No!" replied the stranger; "I am not; but some foreigners can speak
-your language tolerably, especially when they have lived long in the
-land. But, as I was saying, there are very few persons in Germany who
-are totally free from such a belief; and, indeed, it is scarcely
-reasonable to suppose, if we admit there is another order of created
-beings above ourselves, that there should be no means whatever of
-communication between the two next links in the same great chain. I
-confess, that I cannot conceive such a thing possible. If there be
-such things as spirits--if all be not merely material in this moving
-clay, there must be some means by which the superhuman being can make
-his presence felt and known to his fellow spirit in the earthly
-tabernacle. All our great men have certainly believed such to be the
-case. Who can read either Goëthe or Schiller, without perceiving that
-creed peeping through philosophy, and wit, and history, and poetry?"
-
-"Oh, Goëthe certainly entertained such feelings!" replied Morley. "It
-was impossible for any one so to extract intense sublimity from human
-superstitions, without being tinctured with them strongly himself. Had
-Goëthe written whole volumes to prove that everything is material, a
-few lines of the choruses in Faust would have shewn him to be
-insincere."
-
-"The picture of Mephistophiles himself," said his companion, "were
-surely quite enough."
-
-"Yes," replied Morley; "and yet there are parts of the character of
-Mephistophiles which I do not clearly understand. He is all-powerful
-over Faust, and yet seems subservient to him. He appears at his
-command, obeys his behests, and yet leads, directs, and overpowers
-him."
-
-"In short," replied his companion, "he serves but to command; and,
-depend upon it, whether it be an allegory or a portrait, the picture
-is a true one. It may be, that the great poet meant to represent the
-power of the passions. But I imagine that he drew, almost by
-inspiration, the likeness of that mighty being, whose fate and
-character have been summed up by Milton, in the words--
-
-
- 'Evil, be thou my good!'
-
-
-You must remember, that the infinite variety of that being is as
-wonderful as his power. Milton might draw one portrait; Goëthe
-another: both different, but both alike. If Goëthe really meant a
-picture rather than an allegory, he shewed that Mephistophiles had
-bound himself simply to serve, for a certain time, the views of a vast
-mind which otherwise might have escaped him. He ruled Faust by his
-wisdom, governed, directed him--ay, even enlightened him; but the
-spirit adapted himself to the mortal with whom he had to deal. Even by
-the very tone of sadness that pervades the character of
-Mephistophiles, the gravity that is in his mirth, the depth that is
-below his lightness, he was fitted to deal with Faust. Had the
-character of the man been different, so would have been the character
-of the spirit. The Magician had power over the finer essence for the
-time, and the prince of one class of spirits willingly devoted himself
-to the service and instruction of a mortal--nay, more, it is evident,
-as far as he could feel affection or pity for a being so placed as
-Faust, he felt it for him."
-
-"But," exclaimed Morley, "do you imagine Satan to be capable of
-affection and pity?"
-
-"Why not?" demanded his companion--"more, in all probability, than
-beings that have never known sorrow or pain."
-
-"You seem inclined to defend the Prince of Darkness!" rejoined Morley,
-with a smile.
-
-"Certainly!" answered his companion, laughing--"if I did not defend
-him, no one else would; and I am always inclined to take part with the
-weaker side."
-
-Almost as the stranger spoke, the coach which had been going down a
-long hill with terrible rapidity, swayed from side to side for a
-moment, like a ship in a stormy sea. A violent concussion then took
-place as the vehicle, in turning the corner of a bridge, struck a
-large stone, and the next instant Morley felt that the carriage was
-going over towards the side on which he sat. He had but time by one
-hasty glance to see that the low parapet of the bridge was close to
-the wheels, when the stage went over; the stones gave way beneath it,
-and the whole mass rolled headlong into the river below. It fell upon
-the top, and struck the stones in the bed of the stream. The
-concussion was terrible--the carriage was nearly dashed to pieces, and
-Morley Ernstein only felt one violent blow, only saw a thousand bright
-sparks flash from his own eyes, and then lost all consciousness, even
-that of pain.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER IV.
-
-
-The sensations of Morley Ernstein, when he returned to consciousness,
-were all of the most unpleasant kind. There was a numbness over his
-whole body, and a feeling of tingling from head to foot, which, to
-those who have not felt it, may be difficult, if not impossible to
-describe. A violent weighty pain in the head too, a sluggish
-oppression at the heart, and a great difficulty in drawing the breath,
-all made the consciousness of life so burdensome, that, when he saw a
-number of people standing round the bed in which he had been placed,
-and employing every means that art could devise and skill execute, to
-restore him entirely to life, he could not but feel a desire that they
-would let him alone, and leave him to that quiet insensibility from
-which they were taking such pains to rouse him. For the moment it
-seemed to him that death was a very pleasant thing; and he who, full
-of health, life, and buoyant youth, had thought half an hour before
-that there would be nothing more awful than to lie "in cold
-obstruction and to rot," now that he had become more familiar with
-"the lean, abhorred monster," felt not the same repugnance, and almost
-longed for the still quiet of the grave. Life and death are the two
-grand adversaries; fighting incessantly for the kingdom of man's body,
-and in proportion as the dominion of Life in us is powerful, so is our
-reluctance to yield ourselves to her enemy.
-
-Such as I have mentioned were the first feelings of Morley Ernstein;
-but, as life came back more fully--as he felt his heart beat more
-freely, his benumbed frame regain its true sensations, his bosom heave
-with the unrestrained breath--his love for the bright angel, and his
-abhorrence for her dark opponent, returned in full force; and he could
-feel grateful to those who were giving him back to all the warm
-associations of earthly being. His eyes wandered round the little
-circle that encompassed his bed; but all the faces were strange,
-except one--that of his travelling companion in the stage-coach; who,
-amongst the most eager, and the most busy, was superintending with
-active skill the execution of every mandate pronounced by the lips of
-a tall, thin, yellow-faced man in black, that sat by the side of the
-bed near the head. All eyes were fixed upon the patient, with a look
-of interest in his fate and satisfaction at the change that was coming
-over him; but the moment he attempted to speak, every one raised a
-finger to the lip, in order to impose silence upon him.
-
-"You may take away the salt from under the shoulders," said the thin
-yellow man; "circulation is coming back rapidly. Keep the hot water to
-the feet, however, and bring me a little Madeira, Mr. Jones. We must
-give it him by teaspoonfuls. Your friend, sir, will do," he continued,
-speaking to Morley's travelling companion; "but we must be very
-careful!--very careful, indeed! I knew a poor fellow once, who died,
-when every one thought him quite recovered, merely from the people
-imprudently raising him up in bed.--Pray do not move a muscle, sir!"
-he added, seeing that the young gentleman himself was evidently
-listening to all he said.
-
-"You have had a very narrow escape, sir--a very narrow escape, indeed;
-and the least thing may undo all we have done. I never knew, in my
-life, a case of suspended animation, where a relapse did not prove
-fatal.--Oh, the Madeira!--now, sir--a teaspoonful every five minutes!"
-
-From all that Morley Ernstein saw and heard, he judged rightly that he
-had undergone, and perhaps required, the treatment applied to persons
-who are apparently drowned. He learned, moreover, in the course of the
-evening, that, at the moment that he had received the severe blow on
-the head, which had deprived him of sensation, the carriage had sunk
-deep in the water, and that he would have infallibly perished had it
-not been for the exertions of his fellow-traveller, who, not being
-stunned as he was, had soon perceived that he remained under the
-water, and had dragged him out, through the door of the broken
-vehicle. He was quite insensible, however, when brought to land, and
-remained so for nearly an hour, although every means of resuscitation
-were skilfully employed.
-
-The dangers of our poor friend were not by any means over when life
-once more bounded freely in his bosom. The headache which he had felt,
-on first recovering his senses, increased every minute; and ere the
-next morning, violent fever and delirium had succeeded. For ten days
-he hung between life and death; but the thin yellow man, whom he had
-seen sitting by his bedside, was, in truth, a surgeon of great skill;
-and the unwearied care and attention of his fellow-traveller, whose
-whole interest in him was only that which could be excited by the
-companionship of a few short hours, did as much as art to withdraw him
-from this new danger.
-
-When the young gentleman recovered sufficiently to comprehend what was
-passing around him, he found another face by his bedside, better known
-than that of any one near. His old servant, Adam Gray, had been
-brought, it seemed, from the mansion to attend upon his young master,
-at a period when very little hope was entertained of his recovery, and
-for the four last days he had been employed in aiding the stranger in
-his care of the patient.
-
-Every writer who has ever taken a pen in hand has written, and every
-heart, even the most selfish, has felt, how sweet is the sight of a
-familiar face in times of sorrow, sickness, or difficulty; so that the
-observation is trite enough, and yet few have analyzed the sensations
-which that familiar face produces, or told us why we love to see it
-better than fairer countenances, or even those that express as great
-an interest in us. It is that a familiar face comes loaded with those
-sweet associations of other times, which are no mean medicaments to
-the body or the mind. There is a light of hope upon it, reflected from
-those past days, which seems to brighten all the dark spots in the
-present; and such was the sight of that old man's countenance to
-Morley Ernstein. It brought to him the recollections of his early
-years, a feeling of balmy spring, the thoughts of health and rural
-sports, and many bright hours long gone; and from the moment that he
-saw him hovering round his sick bed, the sensation of convalescence
-came upon him, and he could say to himself, "I am getting well."
-
-Ere long, conversation was allowed him, and he soon found the
-opportunity of doing that which he had more than once wished to do,
-while the grave doctor and the officious nurse had continued to impose
-silence upon him--namely, to thank the man, who, on so slight an
-acquaintance, had tended him with the care and kindness of a brother.
-His travelling companion, who had been absent for about an hour,
-entered the room, shortly after the permission to speak was granted
-him, and took his seat by the bedside in which he now sat up, while
-the balmy air of the first days of June found their way in through the
-open window of the little inn. Morley lost not the occasion, and
-expressed, as he well could do, in the fine eloquent language of the
-heart, the feelings of gratitude, which he experienced for all the
-generous kindness that had been shown him.
-
-"Mention it not!--mention it not!" replied the stranger; "I have no
-title to thanks whatsoever; I did it for my own gratification, solely
-and simply, and consequently have no right to claim or to receive
-gratitude."
-
-"Nay, nay," said Morley, "I have heard of such disclaimers before, my
-good friend, and know that some men always put good actions upon
-selfish motives, when they perform them themselves. But the way I
-distinguish is, to ask whether, abstracted from the pleasure of doing
-good, this man or that, who denies the merit of all he has done, would
-have so acted. This man jumps into a river, to save a child from
-drowning; that visits a prison, to give comfort to a sick man--would
-the one have plunged into the water with his clothes on merely for
-amusement, or the other have spent an hour in the prison if no sick
-man had been there? If the pleasure felt be derived solely from the
-goodness of the action, the man who experiences it is a good man, and
-well deserving the gratitude and admiration of his fellows. You saved
-my life, the landlord informs me, by dragging we out of the carriage
-while it was under water, and--"
-
-"Yes, that is true," replied his companion, half laughing; "I did.
-indeed, as Sheridan called it, play the Newfoundland dog, when I found
-you were likely to be drowned unless assisted; but that is all, and
-surely that is little enough. I have done the same for a fly in a
-cream jug."
-
-"But you have never stayed three weeks in a country inn," answered
-Morley, smiling, "to nurse a fly in a fever; and for that, at least,
-you deserve my deepest gratitude."
-
-"Not at all!" answered his friend--"not at all! Even on your own
-principles, you owe me no thanks. I never thought whether I was doing
-a good action or not. In regard to the first of your mighty
-obligations, that of staying three weeks in a country inn, it might
-truly have been a great tax upon me under some circumstances; but just
-at that time, I had nothing on earth to do. I was going back to London
-out of pure weariness of the place I was in; for in general, I never
-am in town before the first or second of June. Here I have had fine
-air, fine scenery, and a fine trout-stream. What would you have more?
-Then as to watching and taking care of you in your delirium, I have no
-merit there: the truth is, I am fond of all strong emotions, and the
-watching you, the wondering whether you would live or die, the changes
-of your countenance, the gray shade that would sometimes come over
-your face, the flush of fever, the restless tossing to and fro--and
-then, again, the gambling, as it were, each moment in my own mind for
-your life?-all this was surely excitement enough. Besides your
-delirium was worth any money. There is something so strange and
-fantastic in the ravings of a man in fever--very much more curious and
-metaphysical than mere madness. In madness, one always finds one
-strong predominant idea; but in delirium it is as if all the ideas of
-a lifetime were mixed in one wild chaos. Nor Talma, nor Schroeder, nor
-Malibran, could have afforded me so much interest as you in your
-delirium."
-
-"You have a strange taste," replied Ernstein, not altogether well
-pleased, in the first instance, at the explanation of his companion's
-feelings. A moment's reflection, however, convinced him that there was
-some affectation in the account, but that the affectation was of that
-generous kind which seeks to diminish the value of an obligation
-conferred upon another, even at the risk of appearing hard or selfish.
-"Well," he continued, "your motives are your own affairs; but the
-kindness you have shown me is mine, and I must feel gratitude
-accordingly."
-
-While they were still speaking, the surgeon again entered, and his
-appearance put a stop to the conversation for the night. On the
-following morning, however, the patient was so far better as to be
-permitted to rise for a short time, and his fellow-traveller visited
-him towards the middle of the day, announcing that he came to bid him
-farewell, as he had just received letters which summoned him to
-London. "I do not go unwillingly," he continued, "for my plan of life
-is ever to hasten forward. Existence is so short that we have no time
-for long pauses anywhere; each joy of each period--each thought, each
-feeling of each period of animal being should be tasted, or they will
-be lost, for we must never forget the great axiom, that every minute
-we are a minute older."
-
-"But do you not think," said Morley, "that we may sometimes, in our
-haste, taste a bitter instead of a sweet?"
-
-"So much the better--so much the better," replied his friend,
-laughing; "it is by such things that we become wise. I am quite of the
-opinion of your great poet, Coleridge, that--
-
-
- 'The strongest plume in Wisdom's wing
- Is memory of past folly;'
-
-
-and depend upon it every man will find in life, that to be very wise,
-he must be a little foolish. The child that does not cut its finger
-before it is eight years old, will cut its hand by the time it is
-twelve, and perhaps its throat by the time it is twenty. What I mean
-is--for I see you are surprised--that we must learn what is evil or
-dangerous, by that acquaintance with evil and danger which is fitted
-for our time of life, otherwise we are sure to get our portion all at
-once, at some after period. It is like one of those medicines which
-doctors tell us accumulate in the system, and kill us suddenly when we
-least expect it; or rather, like one of those Eastern drugs, which are
-very salutary when we take a little of them every day, but utterly
-poisonous if we take a large dose at once."
-
-"Might it not be better for a healthy person to take none at all?"
-demanded Morley; and added, the moment after, seeing his companion
-about to reply, "but I am not fit to argue to-day, though I think that
-your system has some flaws in it."
-
-"Doubtless--doubtless," replied the other. "It would not be a human
-system if it had not. Heaven forbid that I should originate a perfect
-system of any kind! I would not commit such a crime for the world. I
-will only answer your question, therefore, by saying, that if we were
-on this earth in a healthy state, as your words suppose, it would
-certainly be very foolish to take drugs of any kind; but depend upon
-it, a portion of physic, and a portion of evil, are reserved for every
-man to take, to suffer, to commit, and he had better spread them over
-as wide a space as possible, that they may not be too thick anywhere.
-And now I must leave you, for the coach will soon pass."
-
-"But," said Morley, eagerly, "I must ask you first, to tell me where I
-can find you in London, for you will let me hope that an acquaintance
-begun under such unusual circumstances is not to end here, and as yet
-I do not even know your name."
-
-"It is not Mephistophiles!" replied the other, who had marked with a
-keen eye the expression of his young companion's countenance, at every
-doctrine which might be considered as doubtful in tendency, and had
-smiled, moreover, at what he considered the boyish innocence of Morley
-Ernstein--"it is not Mephistophiles! I am a very inferior devil, I
-assure you. My name is Everard Lieberg. In England, which is as much
-my home as Germany, people put Esquire at the end of it. On the other
-side of the channel, I put Graff before it, and the one title
-signifies about as little as the other."
-
-"But tell me, Count, where I am to find you?" demanded Morley, the
-other having risen to depart.
-
-"Nay, do not call me Count!" exclaimed Lieberg, laughing; "if you do,
-I shall fancy myself walking about London, with mustachios and a
-queer-looking coat, and lodging somewhere near Leicester Square. No,
-no, I put off the Count here, and I have a bachelor's lodging in
-Sackville Street, where I shall be very happy to see you--so
-farewell."
-
-Morley Ernstein was left alone, and, as usual with the young, his
-first thoughts were of the character of his late companion. Before we
-grow old, we learn that the character of nineteen men out of twenty is
-not worth a thought. There was something in Lieberg that did not
-altogether please him--not alone displayed in his opinions, but also
-in his manner, a lightness which was superficial--not affected, but
-habitual--and which covered the depths of his character with an
-impenetrable disguise. It was like a domino, which, though nothing but
-thin, fluttering silk, hides form and feature, so that the real person
-beneath cannot be recognised, even by a near friend.
-
-"Has he any heart, I wonder?" thought the young gentleman. "If so, he
-takes pains to hide it. All things seem to pass him by, affecting him
-but as breath upon a looking-glass, leaving no trace the moment after,
-upon the cold, hard surface beneath. Here he has nursed me like a
-brother for the last fortnight, and now he leaves me with the same air
-of indifference as if we had just got out of a stagecoach in which our
-acquaintance had commenced two hours before."
-
-Morley felt as if he were somewhat ungrateful for scanning so closely
-the character of one who had treated him with much kindness, and, soon
-quitting such thoughts, he rang for his good old servant, Adam Gray,
-and enquired into all that had passed at Morley Court since he had
-left it--the situation of the poor cottagers, whose fate he had
-endeavoured to soften; the health of his horses and his dogs; the
-promises of the game season; and all those things that the most
-interest a very young Englishman, in his hours of health. The horses
-were all well; the dogs were in as good a state as could be wished;
-the game bade fair to be abundant.
-
-"But as to Johnes, and Dickenson, and poor Widow Harvey," the old man
-said, "I can tell you very little, sir. They have had the money, and
-the bread and soup; and Johnes had work at the Lee farm. Widow Harvey
-got wool given her to spin, and I sent the apothecary to Dickenson,
-but did not hear how he was; for you see, sir, I was just going down
-to look in at the poor fellow's cottage, when Miss Carr came to tell
-me of the accident, and--"
-
-"Miss who?" demanded Morley Ernstein, in some surprise.
-
-"Oh, Miss Carr, sir, you know!" replied Adam Gray. "She was in a
-great flurry, poor young lady, and did seem to be very sorry about
-you--indeed every one knows she has a good heart, and does as much for
-the poor as she can, though that's less than she likes, poor young
-lady!"
-
-"And, pray, who is Miss Carr?" demanded Ernstein; "and why does your
-compassion run over on her account, my good Adam? Why do you call her
-'poor young lady' so often?"
-
-"Oh, because she has such a father, to be sure, sir!" replied the
-servant. "Surely you recollect Old Carr, the miser, and his daughter,
-Miss Juliet--a beautiful girl she was--and is, too, for that matter,
-poor thing!"
-
-"I do not recollect anything about them," answered Morley; "and yet I
-remember everything for many years before my poor mother died. But no
-such name as Carr ever comes back to my memory. Who is this Mr. Carr?"
-
-"Ay, ay, I recollect," answered the old man, "it was long ago--before
-your time. But as to this Mr. Carr--he's a miser, and was a
-lawyer--ay, and cheat into the bargain, if all tales be true. However,
-sir, he's got money enough, they say, to buy out half the county; and
-there he lives, in that old tumble-down house, at the back of
-Yelverly, and not a shilling will he spend to repair it. He has two
-maids now, but till Miss Juliet was grown up, there was but one; and
-then the man that does the garden and looks after the farm, takes care
-of the two horses. Miss Juliet, they say, has some money of her own,
-but she spends all that upon the poor people about Yelverly, and upon
-books."
-
-Morley mused; there was a feeling in his bosom--not an operation of
-the mind, but one of the revelations of the heart--which instantly
-convinced him that the lady, whose horse he had contrived to frighten,
-was no other than Juliet Carr. How she had discovered his situation,
-so as to give notice to his servants, and send one of them to him, was
-his first thought; but, before he gratified his curiosity on that
-subject, by asking any questions, he returned to something which had
-attracted his attention a few minutes before, demanding--
-
-"What was it you meant just now, Adam, when you said, '_It_ was long
-ago, before my time?'"
-
-"Oh, the quarrel, sir," replied the old man--"the quarrel between your
-father and Lawyer Carr; when he came about something, and vowed he
-would prosecute Sir Henry for defamation, as they called it, which
-means scandal, I take it; and your father struck him, and turned him
-out of the house, and he has never been near the place since."
-
-"Did you hear how Miss Carr knew that I was ill?" demanded Morley, now
-fully convinced that his supposition was right.
-
-"She told me they had been passing by this place, sir," answered Adam
-Gray, "and they heard the whole story from the ostlers; so she walked
-over, that very night, to tell us, poor young lady! It's a long walk,
-too, from Yelverly; so she was tired, and sat down for a minute or two
-in the library, and took up the book that was open upon the table--it
-was called 'Herrick's Poems,' I think--and asked if you had been
-reading it; and said, she hoped that you would soon be able to read it
-again, with such a sweet voice, she made us all love her. I do wonder
-how that man happened to have such a daughter as that--her mother was
-a good lady, too."
-
-"Well, that will do, Adam!" said his master; "now bring me some soup."
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER V.
-
-
-The next day Morley Ernstein was permitted by his doctor to go out,
-and strange, most strange, were the feelings with which he did
-so.--There is nothing positive on earth but truth; all other matters
-are relative. Truth, indeed pure abstract truth--is the starting point
-of all morals, and without it we should have no starting point at all;
-so that the world might well be Pyrrhonists or Epicureans, or what
-they would, were it not for the simple doctrine that two and two make
-four, and the consequences thereof; for, once having established that
-truth is right and falsehood wrong, every other moral tenet follows
-step by step, as a matter of course. That ethics are as much a certain
-science, when rightly pursued and understood, as mathematics, I have
-no more doubt than of my own existence, ethics being, in fact, the
-mathematics of the spirit.
-
-But nevertheless, to return from our digression, it is wonderful how
-many things on this earth are relative, which we fancy to be quite
-positive; amongst the rest, every kind of sensation, every kind of
-pleasure, every kind of taste; so that it is quite easy for us, from
-our own occasional experience, to conceive how, in another state of
-being, when we have shuffled off this mortal coil, and cast away the
-fibres of the flesh, many of those things that gave us pleasure here
-below, will be abhorrent to us, and much that might seem dull, heavy,
-incomprehensible to the animal walking in darkness on the earth, will
-then, brightened by higher perceptions, be all light, and glory, and
-enjoyment.
-
-With Morley Ernstein, however, as with all convalescents, the
-sensations were not exactly changed from what they were before; some
-were acuminated, some were softened, since he had lain on the bed of
-sickness, and strange indeed were his feelings as he walked out,
-leaning on the arm of his old servant. It was only into the little
-garden at the back of the inn that he ventured, but it was all delight
-to him. Nature seemed never to have been so bright and beautiful; the
-broad bosom of each common rose that was planted by the side of the
-gravel walk, appeared a chamber of enjoyment, in which some small
-angel might well pass away the perfumed hours. The cobweb, spangled
-with morning dew, was a miracle; the breath of the breeze was heaven.
-There was withal a sensation of calm, peaceful repose within his own
-breast, which was very different from the eager fire of his nature in
-ordinary health; and during that day, and the one that followed it, he
-contemplated with pleasure a return to Morley Court, to a long lapse
-of dreamy hours amongst woods, and fields, and streams, with, perhaps,
-some thoughts of finding out fair Juliet Carr, and thanking her for
-the interest she had taken in him.
-
-Day by day, however, health came back, and strength along with it, and
-eager activity with strength. The longing for objects on which to
-spend the energies within him; the curiosity of a young fresh heart
-for a knowledge of the deeper and more powerful things of life; that
-ambition for the vigorous occupations of mature minds, which possesses
-all who set out in life with strong bodily and intellectual faculties,
-returned upon the young Baronet with every pulse of renewed health;
-and four days after his first walk in the garden, he despatched Adam
-Gray for the chariot from Morley Court, and on the sixth was rolling
-away towards London.
-
-London is certainly the most wonderful city in the world, and probably
-the most unlike any other on the earth. On approaching it, one is lost
-in surprise from its immensity of extent--an immensity that makes
-itself felt one hardly knows how. It seems to press upon you before
-you reach it; to multiply its forms and appearances around you, when
-you fancy yourself far from it; to surround, to grasp, to overwhelm
-you, ere you know that a city is near. Nevertheless, when once in it,
-the effect upon any one who is not an indigenous plant of the soil, is
-anything but impressive. In general, the smallness of the houses, the
-long rows of iron railings, the littleness of the windows, and their
-numbers, give the streets a petty and poor effect; while the colour of
-the bricks, which, when seen in grand masses, is imposing enough, has
-there a dull and dirty appearance, very unsatisfactory to the eye. Add
-to all this, the thick and heavy atmosphere, foul with the steam of
-fifteen hundred thousand human beings, and full three hundred thousand
-fires, so that a vast dome of smoke nightcaps the great capital, and
-only suffers the sun to penetrate, as the dim vision of a brighter
-thing.
-
-In summer, indeed, the extinction of all the fires--except those which
-man, the cooking animal, maintains everlastingly, for the
-gratification of his palate--leaves the English metropolis somewhat
-clearer and brighter than at any other season of the year; and as it
-was a warm and brilliant day, in the beginning of June, when Morley
-Ernstein entered London, the streets looked gay and cheerful, and he
-drove up to the Hotel in Berkeley Square, with that feeling of
-pleasant expectation which comes upon us all when we enter a new
-abode, where a thousand means and opportunities of pleasure, a
-thousand channels and highways of gratification, are opened before us,
-and where sorrow, and pain, and misery, and sickness, and death, are
-hidden beneath those pompous and glittering veils with which it is the
-business of society to conceal the abhorrent features of all that is
-distressing and frightful in human existence.
-
-There are some people who, on entering a great capital, feel a weight,
-an oppressive load fall upon their bosom, as if all those miseries of
-which we have spoken were infused into the burdensome atmosphere of
-the place, and were drawn in with every breath; but these must be men
-who have lived long, and known sorrows tangibly, who have felt the
-tooth of gnawing care, and the beak and talons of fierce anxiety,
-preying day by day upon the bleeding heart. Such, however, was not the
-case with Morley Ernstein; there seemed a well of hope in his bosom,
-the waters of which possessed a power ascribed to those consecrated by
-the Roman Church, of driving out all dark spirits from the spot over
-which they were sprinkled. The busy life, the eager energy within him,
-the warrior-spirit of strong animal existence, always ready to combat
-the ills of fate, guarded the door of imagination, and suffered no
-thought of coming evil to intrude.
-
-Thus all things seemed to smile around him; and although the lilacs
-and the laurels, the laburnums and the privets, which tenanted the
-square before his eyes, might look somewhat dull and smoky, when
-compared with the green trees of the country; though the air he
-breathed might seem but a shade thinner than pea soup, and the noise
-of eternal carriages might strike his ear as something less tuneful
-than the birds of his own fields; yet it was not upon these things
-that his mind rested. He thought, on the contrary, of all the wonders
-of that mighty place; of the vast resources comprised within it; of
-the intellectual pleasures that were there collected as if in a
-store-house; of the magnificent monuments of art that it contained; of
-the wealth, the abundance, the splendour, the beauty, the fancy; the
-genius, the wisdom, the grace, with which every street was thronged;
-of the vast and strange combinations that were there produced; of the
-laws, the systems, the philosophies, the wars, the colonies, the
-enterprises, that had thence issued forth; of the piety, the charity,
-the benevolence, the great aspirations, the noble purposes, the fine
-designs, the wonderful discoveries, which had there originated;
-and--as if to give the finishing touch of the sublime to all--came
-over his mind the vague, spectre-like image of the crime which there
-had a permanent existence, an unchangeable and undiscoverable home.
-Such were the feelings with which he viewed London, on returning to it
-as his own master, free to taste, to examine, to inquire, to judge,
-and to enjoy.
-
-It would require more time than I could bestow on any one part of my
-subject, to trace the life of Morley Ernstein during the first
-fortnight of his stay in London. With the eagerness of novelty he
-followed various pleasures, sought out various amusements, and dipped
-somewhat, but not deeply, in the stream of dissipation. What is called
-the season was that year protracted to a period later than usual. Gay
-carriages still thronged the streets in the end of June. The
-Parliament continued its sittings far into July, and gaiety succeeded
-gaiety, till those who had commenced the pleasures of a London life at
-the beginning Of the year, with bright eyes and rosy cheeks, were pale
-and haggard, with the round of midnight parties and crowded rooms.
-
-Not so Morley Ernstein: health and strength were returning to him
-every hour, in spite of the current in which he was now immersed, and
-by one of those strange physiological phenomena for which it is
-difficult, if not impossible, to account, the vigour of his frame, the
-impetuosity of his animal nature seemed to be increased rather than
-diminished by the consequences of the malady which had nearly crushed
-out existence altogether.
-
-The reader, perhaps, may think that the young Baronet shewed somewhat
-like weak caprice, or still weaker vacillation of purpose, in plunging
-into the high tide of gaiety, when he had set out for London with the
-design of studying calmly and quietly his fellow-beings, and the
-strange complicated form of existence in which they moved in the great
-capital; but the difference between the execution and the design, as,
-indeed, is generally the case, was produced by the operation of
-external as well as internal causes, by the accidents of situation as
-well as the vehement impulse of high blood and energetic youth,
-contending against the calmer admonitions of a holier spirit within.
-On his first arrival in London, he followed the plan which he had
-proposed, and called upon no one but his guardian and Count Lieberg.
-He felt himself, indeed, bound in gratitude not to make any
-unnecessary delay in visiting either. The latter, with whom the reader
-is already acquainted, had saved his life; the former had protected
-his early years and had administered his fortune with anxious care and
-successful wisdom. He, however, not being yet known to the reader, we
-must bring him on the stage for a moment, and dwell briefly upon a
-character, which, though presenting no very salient points, is
-nevertheless worth studying as the type of a class. Mr. Hamilton was a
-banker--an English banker, which is as different an animal from that
-which goes by the same generic name in other countries, as the mammoth
-or antediluvian elephant is from the elephant of the _Jardin des
-Plantes_. He was a calm, quiet, reasoning man, of aristocratical
-family, (his brother was a peer of the realm,) and of aristocratical
-habits and manners. He had been selected from among three younger
-brothers, to take a share in one of the great London banking-houses,
-on account of his talent for calculation and his habits of business;
-and during the course of a long career, he had shewn that knowledge of
-detail and attention to minutiæ which is the essence of accuracy in
-every sort of transaction. He possessed, however, another set of
-qualities which are but too rarely combined in this world with those
-which we have ascribed to him. His general views were broad and
-extensive; his heart benevolent and kind; and he valued not in any
-degree, except as a means, that gold with which he was called upon to
-occupy his thoughts during a considerable portion of every day in his
-life. There is many a reader who may, perhaps, say, "This character is
-unnatural--this is one of those phantasms of ideal perfection only to
-be found in a romance; every one knows, that the habit of dealing with
-gold contracts the heart, and even if it does not diminish the
-intellect, it so concentrates it upon one favourite object, as to
-render it unavailable for all the grander purposes of life."
-
-Thus, reasoning from abstract data, we may all produce very pleasant
-criticisms, as philosophers have often produced very pleasant
-theories, and yet be very wrong. The character of the banker is not an
-ideal one; and though I certainly do not intend to make him the hero
-of these pages, or to bring him often on the stage, I must proceed to
-paint him, and must add another touch, which will add to the
-incredibility of the whole. He was not ambitious any more than he was
-avaricious. He had a family of several children whom he loved passing
-well. His eldest daughter was the pride of his heart; she might have
-bound her brow with a Coronet, or have seen herself mistress of the
-most splendid mansion in her native land. With her father's full
-consent and approbation, she married a man of no great wealth and no
-very high expectations, having for every recommendation that he was a
-gentleman both in heart and manners, and a gallant soldier of a
-gallant race. This was not like ambition; and there are eyes which may
-sometime or another rest upon this page, who have witnessed those acts
-of generous liberality, which shew that wealth may be gained without
-begetting avarice, and that the most expansive liberality is perfectly
-compatible with the most clear and accurate knowledge of detail. Mr.
-Hamilton was a politician as well as a financier, but he carried the
-same spirit into all his proceedings, and displayed the clear and just
-views which spring from a high mind, combined with the noble and
-generous feelings which originate in a fine heart.
-
-Such was the English Banker; it is certain that he might have some
-faults, that there might be an error here or a weakness there; but I
-envy not the man whose mental eye can gaze through the smoked glass of
-a misanthropical philosophy, to discover spots amid such light as
-that.
-
-To the house of Mr. Hamilton, then, Morley Ernstein's very first visit
-was paid. He had always felt the deepest gratitude and regard towards
-his guardian, and he was now well pleased to express all such
-sensations at the end of that period, during which the one had the
-right to control, and the other was bound to obey. Ere he left Mr.
-Hamilton, he told him the plan which he had laid out for himself in
-London, but the good banker did not altogether approve of it.
-
-"You are wise," he said, "Morley, not to plunge deeply into what may
-be called innocent dissipations, but still the society of persons in
-your own rank is a necessary which you must not deny yourself, not a
-luxury which can enfeeble or injure the mind. Besides, my young
-friend, if you would study man and society, you must study both
-under their various aspects; nor must you look at them apart, for if
-you would judge sanely, you must see, each grade acting and reacting
-upon the other. The man of rank and station is but a mere automaton,
-pretty to look at, amusing to examine; it is not till he is considered
-in his relations with those around him and below him, in the reference
-which his acts bear to his inferiors, to his equals, and to his God,
-that you have the great moral agent, the most wonderful subject of
-contemplation which this world can furnish. Such, too, is the case
-with the inferior grades of society. All their arts, all their
-thoughts, all their pleasures, all their sufferings, become tenfold
-more interesting, tenfold more important, as an object of meditation,
-when considered in reference to, and in comparison with, the pleasures
-and sufferings, thoughts and acts of others. Beware, my dear boy,
-beware, how, in your very outset of life, you gain a _one-sided_ view
-of the grand scheme of society. It is this capital error which is the
-prevailing fault of politicians and philosophers. It is from this
-error that we have so many declaimers, and so few reasoners. It is
-this error which makes the staple commodity of those men, who are
-continually exciting one class of society against another. It is with
-this that they trade, and often win themselves most undeserved renown,
-of which future ages will strip them, and leave them naked and
-disgraced. It is this one-sided view which actuates the many good,
-and, in some respects, wise men, whom we see daily altering laws
-without mending them, and founding institutions without benefiting
-society. See, my dear Morley, the lower classes, but see the the
-higher also--see with your own eyes, judge with your own
-understanding; but see all, and not a part; judge, but judge not
-without knowing all that is in dispute."
-
-"I will try to follow your advice, my dear sir," replied Morley; "for
-I perfectly understand and appreciate your reasoning. I merely felt
-inclined to look first into those lower grades, where so much misery
-and crime, I fear, exist, thinking that I could study with much more
-ease, the class in which I move myself, at an after-period."
-
-"Study them together, Morley," said the Banker; "look at no one part
-of the scheme, without a reference to the other. When you consider me,
-consider, at the same time, what influence my personal character and
-habits may have upon the footman that opened the door to you, and upon
-all my other servants. Then, if you will trace them home to the family
-cottage in the country or the lodging in some little back street in
-London, you will find, that just as I am a good or bad man, just as I
-am a kind or unkind master, just as I deal well and wisely with my
-inferiors, a corresponding result is transmitted through a long chain
-of cause and effect, to the tenants of the cottage or the lodging, of
-which I have been speaking. The same will be the case, though the
-process will be with more difficulty perceived, if you begin with a
-person in inferior station, and trace the results of his acts upon
-those above him. I have known a casual word spoken by a vicious
-servant, plant the seeds of vice in a young and previously-innocent
-mind, which have afterwards produced a harvest of misery, desolation,
-and remorse, in the bosom of a happy and virtuous family. I give you
-this as but an instance, to shew that we are continually acted upon
-from below, as well as from above. Take, therefore, the best means,
-examine both at the same time: thus will you gain a perfect view, and
-will not suffer the ideas acquired by the contemplation of one side of
-any question, to be so fixed in your mind as to exclude those
-arguments and facts which would modify or remove them."
-
-"I will certainly follow your advice, my dear sir," replied Morley,
-"both because I am convinced that it is good, and because you give it;
-but I only fear that my time in London will be too short to see
-anything deeply, if, by comparing continually, I double the inquiry."
-
-"Do you know, Morley," said Mr. Hamilton, musing, "I am not sure that
-there is not a greater, a more miserable kind of evil brought about by
-studying only one side of a question deeply, than by studying both
-superficially. However, my dear boy, dine with us to-night, where you
-will see some of those in the higher ranks, who are worthy of being
-known. There is a little party, too, I believe, in the evening, and
-you can begin 'Don Quixote' to-morrow."
-
-Morley smiled, and promising to join the Banker's dinner-table, turned
-his steps towards the dwelling of his new friend, Lieberg. He easily
-found the house, which, as the reader well knows, was in a very
-central situation. The step of the door was washed with the greatest
-care, and rubbed with the peculiar kind of stone, to that especial
-purpose appropriate, till it was as white as snow. The door was of
-mahogany, with a small lozenge-shaped brass knocker, and a
-copper-plate fixed immediately under the instrument of noise,
-recommending, with the soft persuasion of the imperative mood, that
-the visitor should ring as well as knock. Morley Ernstein obeyed to
-the letter, and without a moment's delay, a servant out of livery
-opened the door, and replied to his demand, that Colonel Lieberg was
-at home. The addition of military rank to his friend's titles did not
-at all surprise Morley Ernstein; for there was in his whole appearance
-a certain soldier-like look which is seldom acquired by a civilian.
-
-Every thing within the doors of the house was the pink of perfection.
-The drawing-room was beautifully furnished, and in every part of it
-were to be seen objects of taste and _vertu_, not precisely those
-things which have acquired for themselves the technical terms of
-nic-nacs, and serve but to please the eye or amuse the fancy; but, on
-the contrary, things which appealed to the mind through various
-associations--small cabinet pictures of great value, bronzes from
-Herculanum, marbles from Greece and Rome, beautiful specimens of the
-_cinque cento_ workmanship, a little Venus from the hands of John of
-Bologna, and two or three tables of exquisite Florentine mosaic.
-
-Lying on a sofa, near the open window, which was curtained, if we may
-use the term, with manifold odoriferous flowers, habited in a
-dressing-gown of rich embroidered silk, and with his fine countenance
-full of eager interest in what he was reading, lay Everard Lieberg,
-with a book in his hand, on which his eyes were so intently fixed,
-that he did not seem to observe the opening of the door, till his
-servant pronounced the name of Morley Ernstein.
-
-Starting up from the sofa, he laid down the book, and grasped his
-young friend's hand, welcoming him to London, and congratulating him
-on the full recovery which his looks bespoke. The conversation then
-turned to Morley's plans and purposes, as it had done with Mr.
-Hamilton. But Lieberg declared that he had already laid out
-half-a-dozen schemes for Ernstein, which he must insist upon being
-executed. There were beautiful horses to be bought, there were races
-to be attended, there were singers to be heard, there were pictures to
-be seen, there was a wonderful mechanical invention which brought into
-action new powers in the physical world, there was a splendid orator
-in a chapel in Sloane Street, there was the loveliest woman in all
-Europe in the third box of the first tier of the opera, there was a
-new pamphlet on the immortality of the soul, and there was a romance
-of Balzac's, which seemed written for the express purpose of proving,
-that--
-
-
- "Nought is everything, and everything is nought."
-
-
-The multitude, the diversity, the opposition of the various matters
-which Lieberg proposed for his pursuit, at once bewildered and amused
-his young friend. But there was a fascination about his eloquence that
-was scarcely to be resisted. He contrived to describe everything in
-such a manner, as to place it in the most attractive aspect to his
-hearer, seeing, with a skill that seemed almost intuitive, the exact
-nature and character of his tastes and feelings, and shaping his
-account accordingly. As an instance, his description of the lady, whom
-he had beheld on two successive nights at the opera, was such, that
-Morley almost fancied he must have seen Juliet Carr, although, to the
-best of his belief, she was nearly two hundred miles from London.
-
-"I shall get bewildered with all that I have to see, to do, and to
-think of," replied Morley, "and so I fear must leave one half of your
-fine plans unexecuted. But at all events, we must classify them
-somewhat better, for you have propounded them in rather a
-heterogeneous form."
-
-"Not at all, not at all!" cried Lieberg, "the very contrast gives the
-charm! Depend upon it, we should not think half so much of beauty if
-there was no ugliness in the world. Life ought to be like a Russian
-bath, the hot and the cold alternately; nothing will strengthen the
-mind so much, nothing will give us such powers of endurance, nothing
-will keep the zest of pleasure so fresh upon us, nothing will enable
-us to change with so little regret, as the changing periods of our
-life compel us to seek new enjoyments, and follow fresh pursuits."
-
-"I should think," replied Morley, "that with your incessant activity
-in the chase of pleasure, you would soon meet with satiety, and the
-world's stock of enjoyment would be exhausted while you are yet
-young."
-
-"Impossible--impossible!" cried Lieberg; "the world's stores are
-inexhaustible to a man who has the capabilities of enjoying them all.
-But come, Ernstein, we are losing time even now. Come with me to
-T--'s; this is a sale day; I know of three horses that are perfect in
-every point; you shall buy which of them you like, and I will take any
-that you do not buy. Wait one moment for me while I put off my
-dressing-gown and on my coat. There is 'Don Juan' for you, or a
-Pamphlet on the Currency, as you happen to be in the mood."
-
-The horses were bought, and justified fully Lieberg's knowledge and
-taste; and the rest of the day Morley Ernstein spent with his new
-friend, hurried on from scene to scene, and from object to object,
-with that impetuosity which suited but too well with his own nature.
-At the same time, there was a degree of wit, sufficient to enliven,
-but not to dazzle, a degree of eloquence, which carried away without
-convincing, in the conversation of Lieberg, whatever was the subject
-that it touched upon, which added interest to all that Morley heard
-and saw, by the remarks which followed. Thus, when he returned home to
-dress for dinner, his mind was in that state of giddy excitement,
-which every one must have sometimes felt after a hard day's hunting.
-As he made his preparations for the party at Mr. Hamilton's he
-resolved that the next day should be passed in more calm and
-thoughtful pursuits; but he little knew how difficult it is for a man
-to halt in any course on which he has once entered vehemently.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER VI.
-
-
-The dinner-party at Mr. Hamilton's was such as might be expected, from
-the character as well as the situation of the man. Splendour,
-chastened by good taste, reigned at the table; and as he possessed
-none of the harsh austerity which sometimes accompanies age, although
-his whole demeanour displayed that calm gravity which sits so well
-upon the brow of years, the guests around his table were chosen from
-amongst the most cheerful, as well as from amongst the best of the
-society which London can afford. There were one or two distinguished
-statesmen, there were one or two mere politicians--and these classes
-are very distinct--there were one or two men of high rank and vast
-possessions; there were one or two persons distinguished for genius
-and for virtue; there were one or two gay young men, with very empty
-heads, who chattered to one or two pretty young women, who were easily
-satisfied in point of conversation. The rest of the party consisted of
-the wives of some of those we have mentioned, and the family of Mr.
-Hamilton himself.
-
-All were London people; all had been accustomed to mingle much in
-London society: all were acquainted with everything that existed in
-the part of London which they themselves inhabited, and in the society
-with which they were accustomed to mix. I do not mean to say, that--as
-is so common--they knew nothing more. On the contrary, the greater
-part of the men and women who sat around that dinner-table, possessed
-extensive information upon many subjects; but still the locality in
-which they dwelt, and the society in which they moved, acted in some
-sort as a prison to their minds, from the limits of which they did
-certainly occasionally make excursions, but to which they were
-generally brought back again by the gaoler, custom, ere they had
-wandered far.
-
-Such is ordinarily the great evil of London society to a stranger.
-Unless an effort is charitably made for the sake of the uninitiated,
-the conversation of the English capital is limited to subjects of
-particular rather than general interest; and where a Frenchman would
-sport over the whole universe of created things, solely for the
-purpose of shewing his agility, an Englishman's conversation,
-following the bent of his habits, sits down by his own fireside, and
-seldom travels beyond the circle in which he lives. The effect of this
-contraction is curious and unpleasant to a stranger; but that stranger
-himself, if he be gentlemanly in habits and powerful in mind, very
-often produces a miraculous and beneficial change upon the society
-itself. If the people composing it really possess intellect and
-information, and the narrowness of their conversation proceed merely
-from habit, there is something in the freshness of the stranger's
-thoughts which interests and excites them. They make an effort to keep
-up with him on his own ground; the animation of the race carries them
-away, and off they go, scampering over hill and dale, as if they were
-driving after a fox.
-
-Such was the case in the present instance. Morley Ernstein, though he
-had been in London several times during his school and college life,
-knew little of it but the names of certain streets, the theatres, the
-opera, and the park. He could not talk of what had taken place at
-Almack's the night before. He was not conversant with any of the
-scandal that was running in the town; he did not know who was going to
-marry who; and was quite unaware that Lady Loraine had had two
-husbands before, and was going to take a third. All the tittle-tattle,
-in short, of that quarter of London in which fashionable people live,
-was as unknown to him as the gossip of the moon; and during some ten
-minutes, as he sat at a little distance from Mr. Hamilton himself, he
-remained in profound silence, eating his soup and his fish, with as
-much devotion as if the _Almanach des Gourmands_ had been his book of
-common prayer.
-
-After talking for some time to other people, Mr. Hamilton cast his
-eyes on his former ward, and knowing that he was neither shy, nor
-stupid, nor sullen, nor gluttonous, he wondered to see him buried in
-profound meditations over the plate that was before him. At that
-moment, however, his ear caught the sound of the conversation that was
-taking place on either side of Morley.
-
-"The Duchess has such excellent taste," said the lady on his right
-hand; "so she insisted upon it, that it should be dark green, with a
-thin line of stone colour, between the black and the green, and the
-arms only in light and shade."
-
-Mr. Hamilton perceived that she was talking of the Duchess of
-Watercourse's new carriage, but Morley Ernstein knew nothing about it.
-
-"Oh! but I know it did!" replied the young lady, on Ernstein's other
-side, speaking to a young gentleman, who might quite as well have been
-a young lady too; "it cost five hundred francs in Paris, and that is
-twenty pounds--is it not? But then it was _à point d'armes_, and it
-was trimmed with the most beautiful valenciennes, three fingers
-broad."
-
-Mr. Hamilton guessed that she was talking of a pocket-handkerchief;
-but what she said was as unintelligible to Morley, as an essay on the
-differential calculus would have been to her. At that moment the young
-Baronet raised his eyes, with a curious sort of smile, to the face of
-his former guardian, and Mr. Hamilton certainly read his look, and
-connected it with their conversation of that morning. It seemed to
-say--"Notwithstanding all your exhortations, my good friend, the study
-of the higher classes of society does not appear to me to tend much to
-edification." But Mr. Hamilton, who knew that there is such a thing as
-being stupid by convention, made an effort to give his young friend an
-opening, and consequently addressing the lady who had last been
-speaking, he said--"Pray, what do you call _à point d'armes_, Lady
-Caroline?--I confess I am very ignorant, and so, I fear, is my friend
-Morley, next to you."
-
-The young lady coloured a little, and laughed, saying--"I was only
-talking of a pocket-handkerchief which cost five hundred francs."
-
-"Was any one wicked enough to give it?" said Morley, to whom she had
-addressed the last few words.
-
-"O dear, yes," she replied; "we good people in London are wicked
-enough to do anything for the sake of fashion."
-
-"There is candour enough, at least, in the avowal," thought Morley
-Ernstein, and there was something in the young lady's tone as she
-answered, which struck him, and made him conceive that his first
-opinion of her mental powers, might not be altogether accurate.
-
-Let it be remarked, that, the very general idea, that speech consists
-of words alone, is extremely erroneous. That the parts of speech,
-indeed, which are beaten into us at school, and for which, during a
-certain period of our lives, we curse all the grammarians that ever
-lived, from Priscian down to Lily, consist entirely of words, is true;
-but he who looks closer than any of these grammar-makers at the real
-philosophy of language, will find that speech consists of three
-distinct branches--words, looks, and tones. All these must act
-together to make what is properly called speech. Without either of the
-two last branches, the words rightly arranged form but what is called
-language; but that is a very different thing. How much is there in a
-tone?--what a variety of meanings will it give to the same word, or to
-the same sentence! It renders occasionally the same phrase negative or
-affirmative; it continually changes it from an assertion to an
-interrogation. The most positive form of language in the world, under
-the magic influence of a tone, becomes the strongest expression of
-doubt, and "I will not" means "I will" full as frequently as anything
-else.
-
-Tones, too, besides shewing the meaning of the speaker at the moment,
-occasionally go on to display the character of his mind or the
-habitual direction of his thoughts; and it was by this interpreter
-that Morley Ernstein was led at once to translate the little
-insignificant moral that fell from his fair neighbour's lips, into a
-hint, that her mind did not always dwell upon the frivolous things of
-which she had just been speaking. He followed the direction in which
-she led: the conversation grew brighter, more animated; many persons
-took part in it; many subjects were discussed; the freshness of
-Morley's mind led others gaily after him. The vehemence and eagerness
-of his natural character, carried him off to a thousand subjects,
-which he at first never dreamed of touching upon; and in short, the
-conversation of the next half hour was like the wild gallop which we
-have seen him take across his own park; and, as then too, he ended by
-leaping the wall at a hound, and plunging into a topic, which might
-well be compared to the high road, being neither more nor less than
-politics.
-
-A sudden silence followed, and the young gentleman, feeling that he
-had gone quite far enough, drew in the rein, and stopped in full
-course. The impetus however was given, the thoughts of those around
-him were led so far away from all the ordinary subjects of discussion
-at a London party, that they would have found it difficult to get back
-again, even if they had been so inclined, which, however, was the case
-with but few of them; and one or two of the elder and more
-distinguished persons present, purposely led Morley on to speak upon
-various subjects with which they judged him to be well acquainted. It
-was done with tact and discretion, however, in such a manner as to
-draw him out, without letting him perceive that any one looked upon
-him as a sort of American Indian.
-
-On rising from table, a Peer who had figured in more than one
-administration, drew Mr. Hamilton aside, and made Morley the subject
-of conversation, while that young gentleman himself was talking for a
-few moments with an elderly man of amiable manners, called Lord
-Clavering.
-
-"A very remarkable young man, Mr. Hamilton!" said the
-statesman--"somewhat fresh and inexperienced; but his ideas are very
-original, and generally just. Is his fortune large?"
-
-"Very considerable!" replied Mr. Hamilton; "his father, whom you must
-have known, left two large estates, one called the Morley Court
-estate; the other still larger, but not so productive, in the wilds of
-Northumberland. He succeeded when very young, and as you may suppose,
-I have not let the property decrease during his minority."
-
-"I know, Mr. Hamilton--I know, Mr. Hamilton!" replied the Peer, with a
-meaning smile. "Would it not be better to bring the young gentleman
-into the House of Commons? There is the old borough, you know,
-Hamilton, will be vacant after this session; for poor Wilkinson
-accepts the Hundreds, on account of bad health. My whole influence
-shall be given to your young friend, if he chooses to stand."
-
-Mr. Hamilton bowed, and thanked the Peer, but somewhat drily withal,
-saying, "I will mention to him what your lordship says;" and then,
-turning away, he spoke to some of his other guests.
-
-Not long after, the knocker of Mr. Hamilton's door became in great
-request, footman after footman laying his hand upon it, and
-endeavouring, it would seem, to see how far he could render it a
-nuisance to every one in the neighbourhood. Crowds of well-dressed
-people, of every complexion and appearance under the sun, began to
-fill the rooms, and certainly afforded--as every great party of a
-great city does--a more miscellaneous assortment of strange animals
-than can be found in the Regent's Park, or the Jardin des Plantes.
-Putting aside the differences of hue and colouring--the fair, the
-dark, the bronze, the sallow, the ruddy, the pale--and the differences
-of size--the tall, the short, the fat, the thin, the middle-sized--and
-of name, the variations of which were derived from every colour under
-heaven, black, brown, green, grey, white, and every quarter that the
-wind blows front, east, west, north, and south--and the difference of
-features--the bottle-nosed, the small-eyed, the long-chinned, the
-cheek boned, down to the noseless rotundity of a Gibbon's countenance,
-and the saucer-eyes that might have suited the owl in the
-Freyschutz--putting aside all these, I say there were various persons,
-each of whom might have passed for a _lusus naturæ_, were not many
-such to be found in every assembly of this world's children. There
-were some without heads, and some without hearts, some without
-feelings, and some without understanding. Some were simply bundles
-of pulleys and ropes, with a hydraulic machine for keeping them
-going--termed, by courtesy, flesh, bones, and blood, but none the less
-mere machines as ever came out of Maudslay's furnaces. Some were but
-bags of other people's ideas, who were propelled about the world as if
-on castors, receiving all that those who were near them chose to cram
-them with. Others were like what surveyors call a spirit-level, the
-fluid in which inclines this way or that, according to that which it
-leans upon. There were those, too, whose microscopic minds enlarge the
-atoms under their own eyes, till mites seem mountains, but who yet can
-see nothing further than an inch from their own noses; and there were
-those, also, who appear to be always gazing through a theodolite, so
-busily gauging distant objects as to overlook everything that is
-immediately before them. There was, in short, the man of vast general
-views, who can never fix his mind down to particular truths, and the
-man of narrow realities, who cannot stretch his comprehension to
-anything that he has not seen. Besides all these, there was the
-ordinary portion of the milk-and-water of society; a good deal of the
-vinegar; here and there some spirits of wine, a few flowers, and a
-scanty portion of fruit.
-
-In the midst of all this, what did Morley Ernstein do? He amused
-himself greatly, as every young man of tolerable intellect might do;
-he laughed at some, and with others; was little annoyed by any; and,
-with a heart too young to be a good hater, he saw not much to excite
-anger, though a good deal to excite pity. There were some, however,
-who pleased him much. One or two young men, whose manners, tone, and
-countenance he liked; and more young women, whom, of course, he liked
-better still. He was a good deal courted, and made much of; and many
-ladies who had daughters, marriageable and unmarried, sent people to
-bring him up, and introduce him. Morley thought it very natural that
-such should be the case. "Were I a mother," he said to himself,
-"which, thank Heaven, I never can be, I would do just the same. People
-cry out upon this sort of thing--I really do not see why they should
-do so, more than censure a father for getting his son a commission in
-the Guards. It is right that we should wish to see our children well
-provided for; and so long as there is nothing unfair, no deception, no
-concealment, the purpose is rather honourable than otherwise."
-
-Morley Ernstein knew that his large fortune and position in society
-must cause him to be regarded as a good match by more than half the
-mothers in England; he had heard so, and believed it; but he did not
-suffer that belief to make him either conceited, or suspicious. "It is
-a great advantage to me," he thought; "for it gives me the entrance
-into many a house where I could not otherwise penetrate, and puts me
-above the consideration of wealth, which I might otherwise be driven
-to, in the choice of my future wife. Thank. God! I can afford to wed
-the poorest girl in Europe if I find that she possesses those
-qualities which I believe will make me happy."
-
-With these feelings, Morley Ernstein could hardly fail to make himself
-agreeable in the society of women; and certain it is, that many of
-those intriguing mothers, who go beyond that just limit which his mind
-had clearly fixed, thought, when they saw his careless and
-unsuspicious manner, his want of conceit in the gifts of fortune, and
-the readiness with which he met any advances, that he would be an easy
-as well as a golden prize, and prepared themselves to do battle with
-their rivals in the same good cause, for the possession of the young
-Baronet. They found themselves mistaken, for the simplest of all
-reasons, that mothers who could scheme, and contrive, and deceive, for
-the purpose of entangling him, were precisely those who could by no
-possible means bring up a daughter in such a way as to satisfy, even
-in manners, the young heir of Morley Court.
-
-However, the evening passed pleasantly for Morley Ernstein. He was
-amused, as I have said; but, in truth, there was something more. He
-was interested and excited. Where is the young man of one-and-twenty
-to be found, who will not let his heart yield, in a great degree, to
-the effect of scene and circumstance?--to the moving of fair and
-graceful forms around him?--to the sound of sweet voices, mingled with
-music?--to the glittering of bright jewels, and of brighter eyes? and
-to soft words and gentle looks, enlivened from time to time by flights
-of gay wit, or even thoughtless merriment. Morley certainly passed
-through the rooms, criticising as he went, and found much interest in
-examining the characters of the persons present; but that was not all:
-he gradually became one of them himself in feeling, took an individual
-interest as well as a general one, in what was going on, shared in the
-excitement, and went home at length, after having enjoyed the whole
-probably ten times as much as any one there, except it was some young
-girl of eighteen, who met the man she hoped might love her, or some
-unknown youth who had never before obtained admission to the higher
-classes of English society.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER VII.
-
-
-The general diffusion of knowledge is a very great thing, no doubt,
-and the cultivation of intellectual powers, in every grade of life and
-class of society, may probably produce a very excellent result; but
-yet, the man who goes about the world with his eyes open--it is
-certainly very rare to find such a man, for the great mass of human
-beings decidedly keep their eyes shut altogether, or, at best, but
-half unclosed--the man who goes about the world with his eyes open
-will be inclined, from a great number of very curious facts that he
-perceives, to deduce a theory, or, perhaps, if that be too positive a
-term, we may say, to build up an hypothesis, very much at variance
-with the dream of the French philosophers before the first revolution,
-regarding the perfectibility of human nature. He will be inclined to
-imagine that the will of God may allot to a certain number of mortals
-only a certain portion of genius, and that when a very great share of
-this genius is concentrated in a few individuals of the number, the
-rest of the multitude remain dull and incapable, while the few produce
-the most sublime fruits of human intellect; and, on the contrary,
-where the allotted portion of talent is spread over a great surface,
-divided amongst many, not only few distinguish themselves from the
-rest, but none produce anything equal to the works brought into being
-by the two or three more gifted men which we have referred to in the
-other case. Thus, in the present age, where all is light, in not one
-of the arts do we find such wonderful results as we might anticipate
-from the general diffusion of knowledge. It is very true, great
-discoveries have been made--that we have had Herschells, La Places,
-Faradays--that we have discovered steam-engines, railroads, electric
-telegraphs; but, though the assertion may seem bold, the gauge of
-original powers in the human mind is to be found more in the arts than
-in the sciences. The sciences build upon tradition; they are
-cumulative, and all the generations of the past together hold out the
-hand to raise up the diligent aspirer to a height above themselves.
-Not so the arts; for though the scientific part of each may be
-improved, by, the accumulation of knowledge, that part which gives
-them their fire and vigour depends upon the genius of each individual
-artist; and just in the same proportion as you find a certain degree
-of skill very generally diffused, you will find a multitude of poets,
-painters, statuaries, and a sad deficiency of excellence amongst them.
-
-Nothing, perhaps, shewed the grandeur and the grasp of ancient art
-more strongly than the vigour with which the old painters used the
-effect produced upon the human mind by the power of contrast, and the
-infinite skill with which they employed that power, so as never to
-violate those essential principles of harmony which affect painting
-and sculpture fully as much as they affect music and poetry. Where is
-the man of the present day who can set red, and yellow, and blue
-garments side by side with hues of the most sparkling brightness, and
-yet in no degree offend the eye, or produce the least sensation of
-harshness upon the mind? So, nevertheless, it is in the paintings of
-almost all the finest old masters; and we shall also find, that in
-life itself, one of the greatest zests to enjoyment is striking
-contrast, provided we can obtain it without any harshness of
-transition.
-
-Morley Ernstein sat at breakfast, on the following day, somewhat later
-than usual, thinking over all the people and the things he had seen,
-and all the words and sounds he had heard, and as, though somewhat
-variable in his moods, he was not one of those monsters of philosophy
-who come out into the world at the age of one-and-twenty, like Minerva
-all armed from the head of Jove, with a sombre and supercilious
-disgust for common life and its vanities--as he was, in short, neither
-less nor more than an eager, impetuous, though talented and feeling,
-young man, it must be confessed, he felt a little of that sort of
-giddiness of brain, and hurry of ideas, which follows excitement of
-any kind. His reveries, however, were soon broken in upon by the
-appearance of his friend Lieberg, who did not take the seat placed for
-him, but immediately exclaimed--
-
-"Come, Ernstein, you are on the search for strange things; I have one
-all ready for you. I am going to Bow-street, and on what occasion I
-will tell you by the way. There you may make a mental breakfast upon
-all the rogues and vagabonds that are served up fresh every morning
-about eleven, like new shrimps at Worthing."
-
-"I shall be delighted," replied Morley. "I long extremely to see a
-good deal more of those gentry; they and their manners have always
-formed a subject of wonder and interest for my imagination."
-
-"You may pamper its appetite here to the full," answered Lieberg; "but
-come, I shall be late."
-
-Morley Ernstein was speedily equipped and rolling along in Lieberg's
-cabriolet towards that street where, in days of yore, a thieves'
-coffee-house appeared on one side of the way, nearly opposite to the
-place whence so many of them were sent to trial and to death. As a
-Bow-street officer once expressed it--"The house had been established
-there, that the gentlemen might always be ready when they were
-wanted." As they proceeded, Lieberg told him that his pocket had been
-picked of a gold snuff-box, coming out of the opera on the preceding
-night.
-
-"The thing was done in the most deliberate manner," he said. "I found
-myself pressed upon very hard by three strong fellows, and feeling a
-sort of waving undulation of my pocket behind, I turned round to look,
-and saw a very well-dressed man in the act of abstracting the box,
-without any great ceremony or delicacy. With the fullest intentions of
-knocking him down, I was prevented from moving in many way by the two
-men who pressed me on either side, and who, by a well-devised method
-of squeezing their victim, held me as if in a vice. Scarcely could I
-turn my head round again, when I found something tugging hard at my
-watch; luckily there was a strong guard round my neck, but,
-nevertheless, after the conquest of my snuff-box had been fully
-effected, the fellow who was before me still gave two hearty pulls,
-and when he ceased, had the impudence to say, with a grin--'That's a
-good chain, sir--I'd advise you to take care of it.' They then shouted
-to each other--'Be off--be off!' and began running up the Haymarket
-at full speed. I chased the man who had got the box for some way,
-crying--'Stop thief!' A watchman sprang his rattle, and tried to seize
-one of the fellows; but, by a dexterous movement, the pickpocket
-tripped up the poor Charley's feet, and he, rolling down before me,
-stopped one for the moment, and the fellows escaped. I immediately
-sent for a Bow-street officer, described my friend who had got the
-snuff-box, and this morning was told that he is in custody. A curious
-hint, however, was given me by my good friend R----, the officer.
-'Which do you want to do, sir--get your snuff-box, or punish the man?
-You can't do both, you know.' 'To get my snuff-box,' I replied; 'so if
-you can manage that for me, I can contrive not to be quite sure of his
-identity, you know.' 'No, no, sir,' said R----, with a wink of his
-eye, 'that's no go; you must swear to him positively, otherwise the
-fellows will think you've got no hold of him, and they'll keep the
-yellow. You be quite sure, and we'll have an alibi ready.' So you see,
-Ernstein, I am going to play my part in a pretty farce."
-
-As he spoke the last words, the cabriolet rolled up to the door of the
-police-office, in Bow-street, round which were standing numerous
-groups of men and women, whose character was anything but doubtful,
-and whose appearance was certainly by no means prepossessing, whatever
-their practices might be. There might be seen the face pale and
-swollen from habitual drunkenness, looking like a moulded lump of
-unbaked dough, with an expression which will bear no logical
-description, though it was marked and peculiar enough. It was the
-expression of stupid cunning, if one may use such a term, and is
-seldom to be met with, except in the countenances of those in whom
-drunkenness is only an accessory to other vices. There, too, might be
-beheld all the terrible marks, with which crime brands upon the
-forehead of the guilty the history of their faults and punishment. The
-red vermilion lines about the mouth and eyelids; the swelled and
-sometimes blackened eyes; the face covered with many a patch and
-plaster; the hair rugged and dirty; the dull, downcast look, not of
-active but of passive despair, seeing nothing round it, but fixing the
-corporeal eyes upon blankness, while looking with its mental eyes into
-itself. Oh! who can tell what it must be sometimes for the spirit to
-stare into the dark cavern of the heart, with that heavy, straining
-gaze, ineffectual, hopeless, finding nothing there--nothing to solace
-or to soothe; nothing to elevate or to support; nothing from the past,
-nothing for the future; nothing to be derived from memory; nothing to
-be bestowed on hope. Nothing!--nothing! All blank darkness, blotted
-over with the night of crime!
-
-Through a crowd of such beings standing round the door of the
-police-office in Bow-street, Morley and his friend drove up to the
-side of the pavement, and jumped out of the cabriolet, while Lieberg's
-young groom sprang to the head of the tall, powerful horse, who seemed
-as if he could have run away with him like a feather, and held him
-firm with both hands, like a small bull-dog pinning an immense bull.
-Along the dirty passage, the wainscoted walls of which, on either
-side, about five feet from the ground, were traced with a
-long-continued smear of greasy black, from the incessant rubbing of
-human shoulders, Lieberg, and his companion, walked on--one or two
-very doubtful-looking people giving way before the two swells, as they
-internally termed them--into the room where the magistrates were
-sitting.
-
-There were several persons already at the bar, and in the place
-assigned to the attorneys were various shrewd-looking, keen-faced men,
-with eyes full of business, while in one or two instances an
-ostentatious blue bag appeared beside them. More than one personage,
-however, who seemed merely, an idler, was also amongst the select;
-while at the back of the part appropriated to the people, chatting
-carelessly over totally different subjects, was a group of friendly
-officers and pickpockets, screened from the bench and the bar by a
-tolerable thick row of human heads, male and female, through the
-interstices between which, a girl of fourteen, who seemed already a
-prostitute, and a boy somewhat younger, were striving to get a view of
-what was passing at the bar. The court itself possessed an atmosphere
-redolent of a peculiarly disagreeable smell of human nature, mixed
-with second-hand whiffs of beer, tobacco, and gin, which, to the more
-refined noses of the two gentlemen who now entered the court, and
-especially to that of Morley Ernstein, which was principally
-accustomed to the free air and sweet scents of the country, was
-anything but fragrant.
-
-The case before the magistrates was disposed of ere any notice was
-taken of Lieberg and his companion; but then, the gentleman who had
-relieved him of his snuff-box on the night before, being placed at the
-bar, and the rank, station, and appearance, of the two friends being
-taken into due consideration by His Worship, they were invited to take
-their places on the bench, and the charge was entered into. Lieberg
-detailed the whole affair, and swore to the prisoner's identity; a
-keen-faced man asked him several questions on behalf of the prisoner,
-and the magistrate, after giving the personage at the bar a proper
-warning not to say anything more than he liked, interrogated him in
-turn.
-
-The man positively declared, that the gentleman must be mistaken,
-affirming, with a sly look and half-suppressed grin, that he did not
-mean to impeach the truth and honour of such a gentleman as he was,
-but that there was a mistake somewhere; for at that very hour, and for
-a full hour before and after, he was with a club called the "Rum
-Fellows," which met weekly at a certain house that he named. Very
-honest men, they were, he said, though they was Rum Fellows, and a
-number of respectable tradesmen too. He could prove it, he said, for
-there were lots of witnesses. He would call one immediately, whom he
-had sent for as soon as he was taken up.
-
-He accordingly called a Mr. Higgins, but for a moment or two Mr.
-Higgins did not appear, and there was a murmur ran through the court
-in consequence, which no one took pains to keep from the ears of the
-bench, of, "where is he? where is he?--where's Bill Jones's alibi?"
-and at length the call for Bill Jones's alibi was roared with a
-stentorian voice along the passage, and transmitted to the
-public-house on the opposite side of the street.
-
-A moment after, in rushed a short, stout, swarthy man, very well
-dressed, after the fashion of a respectable tradesman. His coal-black
-hair was as smooth as a mirror; his linen was clean, and white; he had
-a pair of drab gaiters upon his sturdy legs, a black coat, a Marcellas
-waistcoat, and a coloured handkerchief. His eyes were black and large,
-his teeth fine and white, and on a fat little finger he wore a fat,
-long ring. He was a little out of breath with haste, and, as he
-appeared before the magistrates, he wiped from the corners of his
-mouth the last vestiges of what the people of that place generally
-term "something _short_," which he had taken to keep him fresh
-before the court. He bowed low to the sitting magistrates, low to
-Lieberg and to Ernstein, and then nodded to the prisoner at the bar,
-exclaiming--"Ah, Bill! what's the matter? Surely you did not get drunk
-last night after you left us!"
-
-His innocent mind being enlightened, in regard to the charge against
-his friend, he swore most positively, that Bill Jones had been with
-him and others, at a public-house named the "George," celebrating the
-mysteries of a club called the "Rum Fellows," at the very hour when
-Colonel Lieberg's snuff-box had been extracted from his pocket. He
-swore that the said Bill Jones had been there an hour before and an
-hour afterwards; and he did, moreover, what, to the uninitiated, might
-seem a dangerous proceeding--that is to say, he entered into minute
-particulars as to what Bill Jones said or did on that occasion.
-
-"Well, then, Mr. Higgins," said the magistrate, "if such be the case,
-there must be, doubtless, others of your club who can swear to the
-same facts as yourself; if the prisoner thinks fit, he can call
-another witness."
-
-The prisoner was prepared upon this point also, and he accordingly
-called a Mr. Farebrother. While Mr. Farebrother was being sought for,
-Mr. Higgins thought fit to enlighten the court upon his profession,
-saying, he did not see why his word should be disbelieved, as he was a
-respectable tradesman.
-
-"Yes, Mr. Higgins," said the magistrate, "I know you; you are a
-pawnbroker. You may go down."
-
-Mr. Farebrother presented an appearance the most opposite that it is
-possible to imagine to that of his club-fellow, Mr. Higgins. He was a
-small, thin, narrow-made man; with a coat of good quality, but
-originally constructed for a much more considerable person than
-himself. Indeed, he seemed to have a strong desire to be at room in
-his clothes, for the slate-coloured trowsers with which his nether man
-was ornamented, lapped vaguely over his shoes behind; which, if the
-stockings were in harmony with those shoes, might be, upon the whole,
-advantageous to him. His look was humble and sanctimonious, and,
-either from tenderness of heart or of eyes, he had a weeping look
-about him, which those who knew him believed to increase greatly under
-reiterated tumblers of brandy and water. We need not enter largely
-into the testimony which he gave; suffice it to say, he corroborated,
-in every point, the testimony of Mr. Higgins, and the story of Bill
-Jones.
-
-The magistrate, as a matter of form, asked him some shrewd, sensible
-questions, premising them, however, by saying, in a low voice, to
-Colonel Lieberg, "You wont convict him; the thing is too well got up."
-
-Mr. Farebrother resisted manfully every attempt to wring the truth
-from him; he had more than once been under the hands of Mister
-afterwards Baron Garrow, and, consequently, there was not an art by
-which a witness can be made to forget or betray himself, that he was
-not thoroughly acquainted with, and ready to resist. Having terminated
-his examination, the magistrate turned to the accuser, with a silent
-smile, as if asking--"What am I to do next?"
-
-"I certainly thought I was sure of the identity," said Lieberg, "and,
-accordingly, swore to the fact; but, after what we have heard, I
-suppose the matter must be given up."
-
-The magistrate accordingly dismissed the charge; but Bill Jones, who
-stood upon character, seemed resolved to have the last word: "I hope,
-your worship," he observed, "that I quit this bar with honour."
-
-"Pooh! nonsense!" said the magistrate. "Go along;" and the worthy
-gentleman slunk out of court, like a dog, under the influence of fear.
-Lieberg and Ernstein took leave, and departed also, followed, a step
-behind, by R----, the officer, who had been standing near the prisoner
-during the whole time.
-
-"I beg your pardon, Colonel," he said, as soon as they got into the
-passage, "but I sha'n't be able to come up to you, to-day, so here's
-your box;" and he pulled out of his pocket, and presented to Lieberg,
-the splendid box, of which he had been robbed the night before. "The
-men will expect you to stand something, sir," he said; "but I'll do
-what's right, and let you know what it comes to to-morrow."
-
-"Do, do!" replied Lieberg. "But, harkye, R----, here's a young friend
-of mine who wishes to become acquainted with what is going on in all
-stations in society. Could you not give him a little insight into the
-lives of such gentry as we have just seen?"
-
-"Lord bless you!--yes, sir," cried R----; "I will introduce him to
-them all, if he likes; but, you know, sir, there's a proverb about
-touching pitch."
-
-"If there's any danger in it," said Lieberg, "of course he had better
-not."
-
-"Oh, no danger in life, sir!" replied R----; "as I will manage for
-him; but he had better mind his watch, and his purse, and all that; or
-leave them at home. The gentleman, I take it, wants a lark; and if
-that's the case, he can have it; but it may cost him something,
-perhaps."
-
-"It is not exactly a 'lark,' as you term it," replied Morley, in a
-more serious and sedate tone than the officer had expected from his
-years; "as my friend has told you, I want to see something of the mode
-of life of these people, as well as others."
-
-"Oh! you are a flosofer, sir--are you?" said R----, "or, perhaps, a
-flantrofist! Well, sir, there's no reason why you shouldn't. It may
-cost a pound in lush, or what not; but as for your being safe, make
-your mind at ease about that; they know me too well to meddle with
-you. I wouldn't introduce you to any of that sort of fellows. Why, you
-know, sir, there are only two kind of people that set about regularly
-committing a murder. First of all, there's the fellow that knows he is
-well nigh up to the mark; he gets not to care what he does, and takes
-his chance of one thing or another. Those are the old, bad hands, that
-have been at every kind of thing for many a long year, and having got
-down low, are not able to keep upon the quiet lay, but must make some
-grand stroke to set them up altogether, or send them to the drop. Then
-there are others, sir, that do it unaccountably--men that haven't been
-half so bad as some others, who seem to take it into their head all of
-a sudden; those are the fellows that give us the greatest trouble, for
-we are not up to them; and sometimes we may be a week or ten days
-before we find out who has done it. But I wont put you in the way of
-anything that is dangerous. The best thing I can do for you, is, to
-make you acquainted with Master Higgins, there; you'll find him a very
-gentlemanly sort of man, and as he lost, I suppose, a matter of three
-or four pounds upon this snuff-box, it is but right to be civil to
-him. I could take you over there, sir, where they have gone to talk of
-the affair; but I think you had better let me bring him to you
-to-night, and then you can settle the matter together."
-
-This plan was accordingly agreed upon; Morley gave his address to the
-officer, and as soon as it was dark R---- entered the young
-gentleman's sitting-room, in Berkeley-square.
-
-"Oh, you are alone, sir, are you?" said he.
-
-"Yes," replied Ernstein. "Have you not brought your friend with you?"
-
-"Oh, yes," replied R---; "but I have left him behind, there, in the
-passage, talking with your servant, sir; for I thought you might have
-somebody with you, and might not like to have him seen."
-
-Morley smiled at the officer's estimates of respectability; but he
-merely replied, "Is he so well known, then?"
-
-"Oh, yes, sir; he is well known enough," said R----; "especially
-amongst us. However, as a hood for what he was coming about, he
-brought something to offer you for sale, as if he were a regular
-tradesman."
-
-"Which, I suppose, he expects me to buy," said Morley, "as the price
-of his favour and protection."
-
-"Oh, no, sir," answered R----; "you need not buy anything, unless you
-like. He is always sure to get his market--it is the price that he
-takes the things at which he makes by."
-
-"Well! bring him in, then," said Morley; "and we will talk about the
-matter afterwards."
-
-Mr. Higgins was speedily introduced, and, as he entered, gave a rapid,
-but very marking, glance round the whole room. It is probable, that
-there was not a table, chair, or piece of china, down to the coffee
-cup and saucer with which Morley was engaged when he entered, that he
-would not have known again, had it been brought to pawn at his shop.
-Mr. Higgins made a low bow to the inhabitant of the apartment, after
-he had remarked upon the other things which it contained, and, seeing
-that Morley was making as keen an investigation of his person as he
-himself ever had made of any object for sale or pledge offered to him
-by the children of vice and misery with whom he had generally to deal,
-he thought fit to begin the conversation first, and cut short a
-scrutiny of which he was not fond.
-
-"Mr. R---- has done me the honour, sir," he began, in very tolerable
-language, "of bringing me here, because, he said you wished to see
-some little things in my way;" and having uttered this very equivocal
-sentence, he held his tongue, and left Morley to take it up in what
-sense he chose.
-
-Morley was amused, but he replied in such a manner as still to leave
-the task of explanation to the other.
-
-"I am very much obliged to Mr. R----," he said. "Pray, what have you
-got to shew me?"
-
-The man grinned, to find that the young gentleman could deal in
-equivoques, as well as himself. Ere he answered, he gave an approving
-wink of the eye to the Officer, which might have been translated,
-perhaps--"He is not a fool, after all, though he is gentleman."
-However, he would not be brought to the point; and putting his hand in
-his pocket, he produced a small shagreen case, which he opened, and
-laid on the table before Morley Ernstein; displaying to the wondering
-eyes of the young baronet, a pair of very beautiful diamond ear-rings.
-Morley gazed at them for a moment or two, in no small surprise.
-
-"They are very handsome, indeed," he said, at length--"they are very
-handsome, indeed, as far as I am any judge of such things; but, pray,
-what do you intend me to do with these?"
-
-"To buy them, sir," replied the man, quite coolly.
-
-"I hope not to wear them, too," said Morley, "for that I shall
-scarcely consent to."
-
-"O no, sir!" answered Mr. Higgins, laughing; "but such gentlemen as
-you, are always wanting diamond ear-rings. Why, there isn't one of all
-those ladies that you want to make a present to, who would not say
-they are as handsome a pair as ever were seen. I will let you have
-them a great bargain, too. Why, Lord ----'s young lady sold me a pair,
-the other day, for twice the money, which he had given her only two
-days before."
-
-"A pleasant comment on such sort of connexions," thought Morley
-Ernstein; but he answered, aloud--"There is one objection to my taking
-these, even if I did want them, my good friend--namely, that I do not
-exactly know where they may come from."
-
-The man paused, and stared in his face for a moment.
-
-"Ha, now I take you, sir--now I take you!" he cried, at length. "But I
-can assure you, you are mistaken; they are not exactly mine. I am
-disposing of them for another party; but I think if you knew what an
-act of charity you are doing in buying them, you would give the full
-money willingly enough, and perhaps something into the bargain."
-
-"Indeed!" said Morley, with his curiosity somewhat excited; "pray, who
-do they belong to?"
-
-"Oh, as nice a young lady, sir, as ever lived!" replied the man. "Her
-father was a clergyman, and her mother a lady of good fortune, and
-amongst the tip-top of the world; but there was a law-suit about the
-mother's fortune, to whom these ear-rings belonged, I have heard, and
-that ruined her husband, and broke her heart. She died first, and the
-parson not long after; and they left this daughter and a boy, who is a
-wild one, with about a couple of hundred between them, and some
-nic-nacs. Well, the boy soon got through his money, and his sister's
-too; and from time to time he came to me, with a lot of things to
-sell: His sister, he let out the other day, had kept him and herself
-too by teaching; but now she hasn't had much to do for some time,
-because she fell ill in the winter, and so lost her pupils. They are
-well nigh starving, the boy tells me, and in the end she is driven to
-sell her mother's ear-rings. She only asks forty pounds for them,
-sir--I think they are worth a hundred."
-
-The story had every appearance of truth about it to the mind of Morley
-Ernstein. Such things were very likely to happen; and the man told it,
-too, like a true story. After asking why Mr. Higgins did not buy the
-diamonds himself, and receiving the satisfactory answer, that he had
-bought just such a pair before from Lord ----'s young lady, and could
-not afford to buy two, as well as having received truth-like replies
-to one or two other questions, Morley made up his mind somewhat
-precipitately to do three things: to purchase the ear-rings, to find
-out the brother, and to see if, through him, he could not do something
-for the sister.
-
-"Pray, where does this young man live?" he said, after having
-concluded the purchase; "do you think he will have any objection to
-speak with me about his affairs?"
-
-"Oh, not he, sir!" cried the man; "the young scamp don't mind talking
-about them to the whole world. He's no shame left! He lives at No. 3,
-Dover-street, New-road, and his sister too. A prettier girl I never
-saw, in all the course of my life, for I went there one day."
-
-Morley put down the address; and having dismissed this subject, and
-arranged to make an expedition with the worthy Mr. Higgins, into some
-of the most reputable resorts of rogues and vagabonds, on the
-succeeding night, he suffered him and R---- to depart, waiting with
-some impatience for the following morning, when he proposed to put his
-Quixotic purpose, regarding the sellers of the diamond earrings, into
-execution.
-
-When the Officer and Higgins were on the pavement of Berkeley-square,
-the former whistled three bars of an air as popular in its day as the
-elegant tune of Jim Crow has been within our own recollection. These
-bars were whistled with emphasis, which ought in all grammars to be
-considered as an additional part of speech, adding more significance
-to a sentence than either noun or verb. Higgins seemed to understand
-perfectly well what he meant, and said, in a tone of reply--
-
-"He wants to see life, Master R----. We'll shew it him, wont we? His
-old servant told me that he was a tender-hearted young gentleman, and
-did a world of good in his own parish!"
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER VIII.
-
-
-Morley Ernstein made all sorts of good resolutions--that is to say,
-not virtuous resolutions, because, as yet, there was no temptation for
-him to be otherwise; but worldly good resolutions--the resolutions of
-prudence, propriety, economy. In short, all those sort of resolutions
-which one makes when one has fixed upon a certain line of conduct,
-from feeling rather than from judgment, and wish to enchain our
-purpose in its execution, by the exercise of that very power whose
-sway we have cast off. Morley Ernstein resolved, then, that he would
-inquire into all the facts with the most scrupulous accuracy; that he
-would not assist this young man and his sister beyond a certain point;
-that he would not assist the youth at all, unless he found that there
-were hopes of amendment; and that, should such not be the case, he
-would employ the intervention of Mr. Hamilton to give aid to the young
-lady. No one on earth can doubt that these were all very prudent
-resolutions. If he had been forty, he could not have been more
-reasonable, though, probably, if he had been forty, he never would
-have formed them. But resolutions are always the sport of accident,
-and however harsh and hard it may be to say, yet I fear it is
-nevertheless true, that the course of conduct which needs to be
-guarded with such scrupulous care, had better never to be entered upon
-at all.
-
-To return to Morley Ernstein. At the hour of eleven, his new
-cabriolet, which the poetical coachmaker had assured him would roll
-over the pavement like a cloud through the sky, and one of his new
-horses, which, if the same figurative personage had beheld him, would
-most likely have been compared to the wind impelling the cloud, were
-at the door of the hotel, together with a groom upon the most approved
-scale, bearing gloves as white as the Horse Guards', and the usual
-neat, but unaccountable sort of clothing, called leather breeches and
-top-boots. Morley Ernstein descended with a slow step, entered his
-cabriolet thoughtfully, and drove towards the house to which he had
-been addressed, not going above a mile out of his way, in consequence
-of his ignorance of all those narrow turnings and windings which a
-professed London coachman is fond of taking. The street was a small
-one, and evidently a poor one, but Morley Ernstein had expected
-nothing else, and the house was neat and clean, with a white doorstep,
-a clean door, and a small brass knocker. The young gentleman's groom,
-by his directions, applied his hand to the implement of noise, and
-produced a roll of repeated knocks, which, in any other country, would
-be held as a nuisance. A few minutes after, a neat maid-servant
-presented herself, and, in answer to the question, "Is Mr. William
-Barham at home?" replied in the affirmative.
-
-Morley Ernstein then descended, gave his name, and was ushered up a
-flight of stairs, having a centre line of neat stair carpet, not much
-wider than one's hand. The drawing-room into which he was shewn was
-very nicely furnished with a number of little ornaments, not indeed of
-the kind that could be purchased, but of the sort which a dexterous
-and tasteful female-hand can produce, to trick out and decorate the
-simplest habitation. There was a small piano in one corner of the
-room, a Spanish guitar, with a blue ribbon, lying on the sofa, a pile
-of music on the top of the piano, some very well executed landscapes
-lying, half finished, on the table, together with a box of colours,
-and a glass of water. All, in short, bespoke taste and skill, and that
-graceful occupation of leisure hours, which is so seldom found
-uncombined with a fine mind.
-
-The room was empty of human beings, and while Morley was making his
-survey, he heard the maid-servant run up stairs to another flight, and
-say--"Master William--Master William, there is a gentleman below in
-the drawing-room wishes to speak to you."
-
-There was no reply; and after some running about, the girl returned to
-say, that Master William had gone out without her knowing it. As she
-spoke, however, there was a knock at the door, and, exclaiming, "Oh!
-there he is!" she ran down to open it.
-
-Morley Ernstein remained in the middle of the drawing-room, with the
-door partly unclosen, so as to allow him to hear the murmur of voices
-in the passage below, and the moment after, some light foot-steps
-ascending the stairs. They were not the steps of a man, and ere he
-could ask himself, "What next?" the door of the room opened wide, and
-a young lady entered the room, whose appearance answered too well the
-description which had been given, for him to doubt that she was the
-late possessor of the diamond ear-rings.
-
-She seemed to be about nineteen; and, both in features and figure, was
-exceedingly beautiful. Dressed in mourning, there could be no bright
-colours in her apparel, but every garment was so arranged as
-tastefully to suit the other; and the whole was in the very best
-style, if not absolutely from the hands of the most fashionable
-dressmaker. Yet all was plain--there was nothing at all superfluous;
-and, indeed, her beauty required it not. The luxuriant dark hair
-clustered under the close bonnet, and contrasted finely with the pure,
-fair skin, warmed by a bright blush, like that of a rose, which one
-could hardly believe that the air of London would leave long
-unwithered. The large and dark, but soft eyes, spoke mind and feeling
-too; though there was an occasional flash of brightness in them, which
-seemed to say, that mirth had not always been so completely banished
-as it seemed at this moment. The whole face looked but the more lovely
-from the darkness of her garb; and the beautiful small foot and ancle
-were certainly not displayed to disadvantage in the tight-fitting
-black silk stockings and well-made shoe. She bowed distantly to
-Morley, as she entered the room, with a look that expressed no sort of
-pleasure, adding--"The servant tells me, sir, that you wish to see my
-brother. He will be here in five minutes; for I left him only at a
-little distance, at a shop where he wanted to purchase something. Will
-you not sit down?"
-
-She pointed coldly to a chair, and as she spoke, began removing the
-drawings from the table; but Morley replied--"Perhaps I had better
-return again; I fear I interrupt you."
-
-The lady looked up with an air of hesitation--
-
-"Indeed, sir," she said, after a moment's pause, "I do not know well
-how to reply to you. My brother will be angry, perhaps, if I say what
-I think, and yet--"
-
-Morley was not a little surprised at this unfinished reply, and he
-answered, with interest, which, it is not to be denied, was increasing
-every moment under all he heard and saw--
-
-"Pray explain yourself, madam. I think you must be under some mistake;
-but at all events, your brother cannot be made angry by what you say;
-for of course, unless you desire it, I shall never repeat it to him,
-or to any one."
-
-"Well then, sir," she said, gravely and sadly, "I was going to say,
-however rude and harsh you may think it, that I certainly would rather
-that you did not wait for my brother, and cannot but hope that he may
-be absent also when you come again."
-
-Morley smiled at this very strange reception, but still he could not
-help thinking that there was some mistake. "Indeed, Miss Barham." he
-replied, "this is so unexpected and extraordinary, that I rather
-believe you are in error regarding me."
-
-"Oh, no!" replied the lady in the same tone; "his description, sir,
-was very accurate. Are you not Mr. Neville?"
-
-"Oh, no!" answered Morley, with a smile, "my name is Morley Ernstein,
-and I came with a view of doing your brother good and not harm."
-
-"Ernstein!" she cried, starting with a wild look of joy and
-satisfaction. "Morley Ernstein! Oh! then you are the gentleman whose
-name was to the draft! It was you who bought the diamonds, then; but
-my brother told me he had not seen you--that it was through a third
-person--" and she blushed deeply as she spoke.
-
-"He said true, miss Barham," replied Morley; "it was through another
-person, but from that other person I learnt something of your own and
-your brother's situation, in explanation of the cause for which the
-diamonds were sold."
-
-"Oh! they should not have told all that!" murmured the young lady.
-"How did they know it? It was sad enough to sell them at all!" and her
-eyes filled with tears.
-
-"I made the inquiry," said Morley; "and came here, believe me, without
-any intention of obtruding myself upon your confidence, but simply
-with the intention of seeing your brother, and ascertaining whether
-anything could be done for him. But now I am here," he added, "may I
-venture to ask who is this Mr. Neville for whom you took me? I hope I
-do not presume too far."
-
-"O no, sir," she answered, with a faint smile, accompanied by another
-deep blush--"if you were aware, sir, of all that you have done by
-giving that sum for the ear-rings, you would feel that you have a
-claim to ask such a question. I do not know this Mr. Neville; my
-brother says he is a man of fortune, but I do not believe it. I know,
-however, that he has led William into sad extravagance, that he and
-his companions have ruined him, and that William has ruined me,
-leaving me literally destitute, till your kindly taking those trinkets
-at a price I am afraid too high, has set me free from the difficulty
-that pressed upon me."
-
-It may well be believed, that a young man of one-and-twenty, with a
-heart not the coldest in the world, began to feel some sensations of
-satisfaction at having met with the sister rather than the brother,
-notwithstanding all the good resolutions he had previously made.
-
-"I have the ear-rings with me now," said Morley; "you will easily
-understand that I had no object in buying such things but to afford a
-little assistance where it seemed needful. I am aware that it has
-caused you much pain to part with these jewels. You must take them
-again, and keep the money as a loan, till such time as it is quite
-convenient for you or your brother to pay me;" and taking out of his
-pocket the little case which he had previously sealed up, he offered
-to return it.
-
-The fair girl drew back, however, though not without a look of
-pleasure.
-
-"Oh, no!" she answered, "I cannot take them. You must excuse me--I do
-not borrow money of--of--."
-
-"Of a stranger you would say," said Morley. "But surely, miss Barham,
-that objection may soon cure itself. When you know me better----."
-
-"Ah, then," she replied, "perhaps I might feel differently; but now,
-I cannot, indeed--besides, if my brother knew----."
-
-"Would he be angry?" demanded Morley, thinking; "if such were the
-case, the youth would be more scrupulous than had been represented."
-
-"Oh, no!" answered the young lady; "but he would think--he would--he
-would--I cannot explain myself," she added. "But before he comes, let
-me express my deep sense of your generosity and kindness, sir. It is
-what one so seldom meets with, that it touches me the more."
-
-"Nay, then," said Morley, "shew that you do not reject it by keeping
-these trinkets. I have no use for them--I can do nothing with them;
-the money that I gave will never even be missed in my banker's
-account; and, as I said before, you or your brother can pay me when
-you can find it convenient. My object in coming here today," he added,
-"was to see what could be done for him; and, as I was prepared to find
-him somewhat wild and thoughtless, what you have said concerning him
-has not surprised me. If I can befriend him, however, I will; but
-whatever may result from this visit between him and me, let me, at all
-events, be considered as a friend by you, Miss Barham."
-
-"You have acted like one, indeed, this day!" she answered, with the
-tears rising in her eyes.
-
-"Well, then," said Morley, "as the first proof that you regard me as
-such, take these things back: they only embarrass me."
-
-As he spoke, there was another loud knock at the door, and before the
-quick step, which was instantly heard on the staircase, had reached
-the room, Morley had placed the little case in Miss Barham's hand, and
-she had received it with evident confusion and hesitation. The next
-moment the door opened wide, and a young man, scarcely of eighteen
-years of age, entered quickly, with his long and shining, but somewhat
-dishevelled hair, tossed loosely about a face, quick and intelligent
-enough, but bearing an expression both wild and cunning. His
-complexion was very different from that of his sister, for he was very
-pale and sallow, and there was a certain look of premature dissipation
-about him, which is not easily to be mistaken.
-
-"Here is Neville, Helen!" he exclaimed, as he entered; but the instant
-his eyes lighted upon Morley Ernstein, he started, and looked both
-surprised and annoyed.
-
-Ere anything more could pass, however, a slower step was heard
-mounting the staircase, and through the door, which the youth had left
-open behind him, appeared a fashionably-dressed man coming up with an
-air of easy nonchalance, as if he were entering the abode of people
-very much below him, looking at his boot, which he tapped occasionally
-with his cane, and not raising his eyes in the slightest degree
-towards the drawing-room--though the door, as I have said, was
-open--till he was upon the very threshold. When he did look up,
-however, and saw the figure of Morley Ernstein standing exactly
-opposite to him, he started, with an appearance of even greater
-surprise than had been shewn by the brother of Miss Barham; and at the
-same time his brow contracted, and his eye flashed, in a way that he
-seemed to think very imposing, for it was evident that his whole
-demeanour had much preparation in it.
-
-Morley, in the meantime, could hardly suppress a smile, at seeing the
-man for whom he had been mistaken, and who had been described as so
-much like himself. This Mr. Neville was certainly not less than
-fifteen or sixteen years older; he was shorter, too, by two or three
-inches, not nearly so powerful in make, and though dressed in the very
-extreme of the fashion, which, in that day, was somewhat extravagant
-in itself, he wanted that easy tone and indescribable grace which
-marks the gentleman, both in mind and in station.
-
-The feelings of Miss Barham, however, were evidently anything but
-pleasant, and it was with some satisfaction that Morley saw her draw
-in a slight degree nearer to himself, as her brother and his companion
-entered. All the parties gazed upon each other for a moment in
-silence; but the very first words which were spoken, and which
-proceeded from the lips of Mr. Neville, at once showed Morley that the
-fable of the borrowed plumes might be acted in real life. "I say,
-Barham!" he exclaimed--"what is all this, my boy?"
-
-Morley might perhaps have felt himself a little awkward at being found
-alone with Miss Barham, by any high-toned man of his own class; it
-might have produced an instant shyness--an uncertainty as to whether
-he should explain the circumstance or not; but the words, the manner,
-and the voice of the worthy who now entered, at once set him at his
-ease.
-
-"Mr. Barham," he said, "I called here to speak a few words to you,
-but as I find you are occupied, I shall take another opportunity."
-
-"And pray, sir, who may you be?" demanded Mr. Neville, not suffering
-the young man to reply.
-
-"I really do not know, sir," said Morley Ernstein, looking at him from
-head to foot, with a contemptuous air, "why I should answer you any
-questions, until I know who it is that presumes to put them to me."
-
-"My name is Neville, sir--my name is Neville," exclaimed the other;
-"have you anything to say to that?"
-
-"Nothing at all, sir," replied Morley, "as my business does not lie
-with Mr. Neville, but with Mr. Barham."
-
-"But I am Mr. Barham's friend, sir," said Mr. Neville, "and he does
-not seem to know you any more than I do. I am Mr. Barham's friend, I
-say."
-
-"I am very sorry to hear it," replied Morley, calmly, though provoked;
-"for, from all I can see, your acquaintance does not seem likely to be
-advantageous to him."
-
-"Oh, sir! oh!" exclaimed the other, with a furious look--"now, I
-insist upon having your card. I will have satisfaction, sir--I will
-have satisfaction."
-
-"Nay, my dear young lady," said Morley, gently passing Miss Barham,
-who was endeavouring to interpose; "I understand this gentleman, and
-you do not.--I never give my card, sir, to people that I do not know.
-If you are the sort of person I take you to be, such satisfaction as a
-horsewhip may give, you shall command. If you be not such a personage,
-and prove the fact to my conviction, I will either make you an
-apology, or meet you in the way that you require. Stand out of the
-way, sir, for I am very likely, at this moment, to throw you from the
-top of the stairs to the bottom. Mr. Barham, I much wish to have a few
-words of conversation with you, and if you could make it convenient to
-call upon me to night, at Thomas's, in Berkeley-square, towards seven
-o'clock, I should be glad to see you. You will ask for Sir Morley
-Ernstein. Miss Barham, I shall have the honour of paying my respects
-to you on another occasion."
-
-"Missed fire, by Jove!"--exclaimed Mr. Neville, as Morley descended
-the stairs, opened the door, and beckoned to his cabriolet, which was
-wandering up and down the street--"I say, what's to be done now? That
-bird's worth plucking, and you are a fool if you don't do it. I must
-have a feather, too, if it can be managed--but pray, introduce me to
-your sister. Miss Barham, how do you do?"
-
-Miss Barham drew back. "I must beg to decline the introduction, sir,"
-she said; "I have no inclination to make your acquaintance; I told
-William so, this morning, and he might have saved me the pain of
-seeing you here, as his only pretext was an appointment to meet you,
-and it seems that you had joined each other before you came in."
-
-"Hey! how is this, Barham?" exclaimed the other; "I thought you had
-talked to her about it all."
-
-"So I did," replied William Barham; "but she is foolish. I tell you
-what, Helen; this wont do--you don't know what you are about; and it
-is all nonsense, too, because you have often told me about such things
-that--"
-
-"It will so far do, William," replied Helen Barham, interrupting him,
-"that I will beg you will leave me my rooms to myself. If you do not,
-I must take means to free myself from society I do not like."
-
-Thus saying, she passed through the door leading into another chamber,
-and was heard to lock it behind her.
-
-"Leave me with her, Neville," said her brother--"leave me with her; I
-will bring her to, and will join you in an hour at Williams's."
-
-"Well, mind you!" cried the other, somewhat sternly--"remember, my
-lad, I have got my thumb upon you!" and uttering these words, Mr.
-Neville marched out of the room. As soon as the door of the house
-closed upon him, the youth knocked gently at that of his sister's
-room. "Helen!" he exclaimed; "Helen!--he is gone. Do come out and
-speak to me, there is a dear girl!"
-
-Helen Barham did come out; but her eyes were red with tears. "Oh,
-William!" she said, "I wonder you are not ashamed to see me----"
-
-"Nonsense, Helen," he cried, "I have often heard you laugh at idle
-prejudices."
-
-"Fie--fie!" she continued, not attending to him; "to wish to sell
-your sister to such a being as that! I did say that there is nothing I
-would not do to save you from destruction, but--oh! William----"
-
-"Well, then, Helen," he said, "this is the only way of saving me from
-destruction."
-
-"Not now, William," she exclaimed, "not now! The money which you got
-for the ear-rings will do for some time, surely; and before that is
-spent, I may get some other means of keeping myself and you."
-
-"You will never get enough to keep us comfortably," replied the youth;
-"and as to that, it does not matter whether you do or not; I tell you,
-the only way to save me from destruction, is----"
-
-"Is by my own, you would say," replied his sister.
-
-"Stuff and nonsense!" answered her brother; "they never hang people
-for that, Helen; and I tell you, that man could hang me, or very near
-it, if he chose."
-
-The face of Helen Barham turned as pale as death, and she sank into a
-chair without any reply, gazing in her brother's countenance, with
-silent agony, for several moments.
-
-"It is true, Helen," said her brother, doggedly, and setting his teeth
-hard, "it is true what I tell you."
-
-"Whoever heard of such horror!" exclaimed Helen Barham. "The brother
-would sell his sister, to be the mistress of a low-bred, horrible
-villain; and that villain would hang the brother, if the sister will
-not consent to her own destruction. Is that it, William?"
-
-"Not exactly," replied the youth; "you twist the matter which way you
-please, Helen. I said he could hang me if he liked, not that he would;
-and as for the rest, Helen, I don't sell you. I only want you to do
-the best for yourself, and for me too. You can never get enough by
-teaching, to keep me or you either. You are fond enough of fine
-clothes, I can tell you; and here's a man will give you as many as you
-want. He will settle five hundred a-year on you, just as if you were
-his wife. He can't marry you, you know, because he is married
-already."
-
-"Hush! hush! hush!" cried Helen Barham, stopping her ears "hush! and
-leave me. Do not make me hate myself! What did I ever say, William, to
-make you think that I would become any man's mistress for fine
-clothes?"
-
-"No," replied her brother, "but I have heard you say that marriage is
-love; that a man and woman who have promised themselves to each other,
-ought to consider themselves just as much married as if all the
-ceremonies in the world had passed between them."
-
-Helen hid her eyes in her hands, saying, "I have been very foolish,
-William, and I have talked wildly; but you have misunderstood
-me--sadly, too. I meant, that they had never a right to break that
-promise. Love!--can you talk to me of love with such a man as that?"
-
-"Why, I suppose, then, you are in love with the other I found here,"
-said her brother. "Pray, what was he doing here with you alone?--What
-is it he wants with me, too?"
-
-"He wants," exclaimed Helen, her face brightening up with renewed
-hope--"he wants to save you, William; he wants to aid you--to deliver
-you, if you will let him. Go to him, William--go to him; tell him the
-whole--tell him all the truth, and, I am sure, if it be in the power
-of man to help you, he will. He is generous and kind; and came here
-for the purpose of assisting you; he came not to see me; but the man
-from whom he bought the diamonds told him something about you, and he
-came on purpose to offer you aid."
-
-"That old fool, Higgins, has made a blunder," said the youth,
-thoughtfully; "I'll go and call upon him, Helen, and see if anything
-can be got out of him; but, as to telling him the whole, you do not
-think me such a fool, do you, to put my neck in two men's power,
-because it happens to be in that of one? You seem to be mightily
-smitten with him, Helen; and perhaps might not object to the
-arrangement there, eh? But, I'll tell you what--that wont do, my lady.
-Neville's the man, depend upon it; and I insist that you treat him
-civilly, at least. For to-day, I must quiet matters down as well as I
-can, but to-morrow I shall bring him here to tea."
-
-Helen Barham again burst into tears, and in that state the youth left
-her. But ere half an hour was over, Mr. Neville was again in the
-house, and, passing by the maid, he entered the drawing-room
-unannounced, saying, he "only wanted to speak two words to Miss
-Barham." He certainly was not long with her, and what he said was in a
-low tone, for the maid, who was not at all inquisitive, could not
-catch the words through the keyhole of the door. In less than a minute
-and a half, he quitted the house again, and the maid looked at him
-from the parlour-window, as he mounted a beautiful horse and rode
-away. The moment after, she heard something heavy fall in the room
-above, and running up, found Helen Barham lying senseless on the
-floor.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER IX.
-
-
-I a not fond of scenes of low vice; I love not to dwell upon them.
-Although in endeavouring to form for myself a just estimate of human
-nature, to learn, for the sake of comparing them, the effects produced
-upon the mind of man by every station of life, and every earthly
-pursuit, I have visited the haunts of the low and the guilty, and
-mingled, for a brief season, with the profligate, the criminal, and
-the base, in many of the countries that my feet have trod, yet I look
-back upon such moments, and such scenes, as a physician may be
-supposed to look back upon the lazar-house and the plague-hospital,
-whither he has gone for instruction, but which he recollects with
-horror and with pain.
-
-What was very justly said, by a man who had made acquaintance,
-actuated by no evil views, with that most miserable class of
-beings--the fallen women of a great city--that "each carries a tragedy
-about with her," may well be said of the criminals who every day
-expose themselves to fresh punishment by fresh crimes. It is not,
-indeed, with the latter as with the other unhappy beings I have just
-mentioned, that there is always a fund of broken hopes and lost
-affections and crushed sensibilities; for man, made of sterner stuff,
-often strides on rapidly into evil by his own choice, and corrupts
-himself with his eyes open. With men the tragedy is not enacted in
-their own heart; it is amongst parents, relations, friends--amongst
-those who have built up their hopes and loves upon a being who shakes
-them all to the ground, and leaves scarcely a ruin standing. But even
-were it not for this--were the criminal alone in all the world--had he
-disappointed no father's brightest wishes--had broken no mother's
-heart had he never scattered dismay and sorrow round the fond domestic
-hearth, nor cast the shadow of the Upas on the hearts of brothers and
-sisters, surely the degradation of high intellect, the debasement of
-all man's powers, corporeal and mental, the extinction of bright
-innocence, the condemnation of an immortal spirit, are tragic acts,
-enough to wring the heart of even the sternest when he beholds crime.
-It is the apathy of age, the deadened sense of habit, or the levity of
-youth, that enable us all to walk almost indifferent through scenes,
-where, every day, sorrow, and sin, and destruction, are taking hold of
-beings like ourselves.
-
-The character of Morley Ernstein, as I have before depicted it, will
-enable the reader to judge easily of the feelings with which he
-visited, in company with Mr. Higgins, one of the nocturnal meetings of
-a body of notorious criminals. The eager and impetuous part of his
-nature was, for the time, predominant; and the spirit of adventure
-which the act implied, heightened by a change of dress, with which the
-worthy pawnbroker had furnished him, and the novelty of the whole
-scene, made him feel amused rather than otherwise, and caused him to
-forget altogether the more painful aspect of that which was before his
-eyes.
-
-I will not dwell upon all that took place, though, for reasons which
-will be seen hereafter, it is necessary to touch upon these events in
-some degree. Suffice it to say, that Mr. Higgins introduced his young
-friend, pledged himself for his _honesty_, and bestowed such
-commendations upon him as the society and the circumstances required.
-Morley, not very many years before, had been at a public school,
-where, amongst other branches of learning, nothing is acquired more
-thoroughly than the art of making one's way in every sort of male
-society. On this occasion he gave himself up to the impulse of the
-moment, and, without affecting to talk their slang, or imitate their
-manners, he soon found himself highly popular amongst the ruffians by
-whom he was surrounded. There was a blithe jollity about them, which,
-probably, nothing but utter recklessness of all that others hold dear
-could produce; and one of the men in particular, whom the rest called
-Harry Martin, had a gay, good-humoured frankness; a daring, insolent,
-but cheerful merriment, which Morley could very well conceive might
-prove not a little engaging to persons of his own class. Martin also
-seemed struck and amused with Morley, laughed with him, talked with
-him, tried to make him drink, and, not being successful, had many a
-joke at his puny habits, even while he evidently admired his
-self-command.
-
-After having remained with these men for about an hour, Morley
-perceived a note brought in, or rather a scrap of paper, for it was
-not doubled up into the form of a letter, which, being handed to Harry
-Martin, he replied--"Oh, very well;" and pushed it over to Higgins. A
-momentary consultation ensued, and then a youth of about two or three
-and twenty was singled out, and placed at the top of the table, when
-Martin, pulling out a handsome gold watch, remarked, aloud--
-
-"It is now half-past nine, gentlemen; and this is our friend, Billy
-Barham."
-
-Morley Ernstein stared. Although the name was similar, there was not
-the least resemblance in the world, between the Billy Barham before
-his eyes, and the William Barham whom he had seen in the morning.
-However, everything went on as before; Billy Barham laughing,
-drinking, and talking with the rest, and his friends around always
-taking especial care to address him by his two names.
-
-After a certain space of time, Morley found the scene begin to grow
-tiresome. It was not exactly what he had expected; there was less
-distinctive character about it than he had imagined he should find;
-very little, indeed, to bring away, or which could bear in any degree
-upon views of philosophy, or serve the purposes of instruction. He
-accordingly gave Higgins, who sat next to him, the signal that had
-been agreed upon, as indicating his wish to depart.
-
-"Stay a bit, sir," whispered Higgins--"stay a bit. We mustn't go yet,
-the time's not up."
-
-Morley accordingly remained, till Higgins informed him that they might
-go, adding, in the same low tone--"You'll pay for the lush, I
-suppose."
-
-"Oh, yes!" replied Morley; but, upon putting his hand into his pocket,
-where he had left a few sovereigns for accidental expenses, he found
-that they had disappeared. He uttered not a word, however, in regard
-to his suspicions, though he saw the eyes of Higgins, Martin, and one
-or two others upon him at the moment.
-
-"Come, Mr. Higgins," he said, "you know me well enough to trust me.
-You pay the reckoning for us all, for I have forgot to bring any
-money."
-
-"That's a hearty, now!" cried Martin, tossing down the sovereigns upon
-the table--"they've been handed up to me; but I wouldn't take them
-from such a fellow, for my little finger."
-
-"Well then," said Morley, leaving them on the table--"let all that is
-over the reckoning, be spent by the party, and so good night to you
-all."
-
-"We'll drink your health, sir!" cried one of the persons present, and
-with such benediction, Morley and Higgins were suffered to depart.
-
-"And now, Mr. Higgins," said Morley, as, after treading a great number
-of narrow streets, they entered King-street, Covent Garden--"pray,
-tell me, was that young man's name--I mean the one they took up to the
-top of the table--really William Barham, as well as the youth you
-mentioned to me yesterday?"
-
-"Lord bless you!--no, sir," replied Higgins, "no more than yours!"
-
-"Then, why did they call him so?" demanded Morley Ernstein.
-
-"Why, that's a bit of a secret, sir," replied Higgins; "but, however,
-I don't mind telling you; and now, let me see how I can manage to make
-you understand. You know something of an alibi already, I think, sir.
-Well, you see, many a good witness might be caught tripping, if he
-were to come into court with a story told him by another: and so, when
-we know that any one is upon the lay, or have notice given us that
-something's going on, where such and such men that we know may chance
-to put themselves in need of an alibi, we call one or two of the
-fellows present, by the names of the men that are out, and talk to
-them all night as such. Then every man that is there present, can
-swear with a safe conscience, that he saw Billy Barham, or any one
-else, at this house or that, and he can swear to the place, and name
-what was said, and be quite sure that if any one else is called he
-will swear to the same likewise; so that there can be no contradicting
-oneself or one another. That's the way we get up an alibi. So, you
-see, to-night some one sent in to say that Billy Barham was out upon
-some job; and though he did not tell us himself, we did the thing just
-out of kindness to him, because he's a young hand. But it wont do,
-sir; he'll get pulled up some of these days! He is going it a great
-deal too fast."
-
-"I should think so, indeed," said Morley; "and, pray, Mr. Higgins,
-who is a personage named Neville?"
-
-"Oh, sir," replied Higgins, "Neville was what we call a _prime swell_;
-he's getting a little bit down now, but I can recollect the time when
-his line of business was altogether on the race-course, and at certain
-houses in the neighbourhood of St. James's. Then he took to getting
-money by lending it, and as long as he kept to pianoforte selling, and
-all that, it did very well; but he was fool enough to let a story get
-into the papers, about his filching some bills, and though the
-serjeant cleared him of that cleverly, it blowed him a great deal.
-Then he got horsewhipped one day, and shewed a little bit of the white
-feather, and that did him no good with any party. But, if you are
-asking because of what happened this morning, I can put you up to all
-that in no time."
-
-"Indeed!" said Morley. "Then you have heard all about this morning's
-business, it seems."
-
-"To be sure!" replied Higgins. "The stupid young fool came to me
-to-night, about six o'clock, or so, and told me the whole; so I shewed
-him that Neville would never do for his sister, and told him what I
-wanted to make up for her. I said to him: 'There's Sir Morley
-Ernstein, he may do very well, if you like, and what he promises he'll
-keep; but as for Neville, he may have a hundred pounds in his pocket
-to-day, and not twopence to-morrow; and as for his doing what he says
-he will, even when he can, there's no use in trusting to that.' We
-know him well enough--Master Neville. He's not a man of honour, sir."
-
-A new light was beginning to shine upon Morley Ernstein; he was now,
-indeed, seeing human existence, under a fresh aspect; he was too young
-to be suspicious, but yet he had heard a good deal of the world, if he
-had not mingled with it much; and the horrible scheme of villany and
-vice, of which the reader is already aware, but which now first broke
-upon him, made him ask himself, which were the agents, which the
-victims, in the sad affair wherein he had himself become so suddenly
-and unexpectedly a participator? or, was he alone the object of this
-nefarious arrangement? Was Helen Barham, beautiful and high-minded as
-she seemed, but a light woman, seeking for some new paramour; or was
-she in reality what she appeared, and a mere victim to be immolated by
-the criminal selfishness of her brother? He paused then, for several
-minutes, without making any answer; he was, in fact, putting on his
-armour, if one may so call it, finding himself suddenly attacked in a
-manner that he did not expect. Accordingly, after some silence, he
-replied, "Well, Mr. Higgins, I think you spoke quite reasonably. She
-is a very beautiful girl, certainly. Pray, who did she live with
-last?"
-
-"No, sir; no," said Mr. Higgins, with more warmth than Morley had
-expected. "She never lived with anybody that I know of--no, I'm sure
-she hasn't--but I'll tell you the plain truth of the matter. I have
-been given to understand, that you are a gentleman that wants to see
-life; now you know very well, sir, that young gentlemen that set out
-upon that lay, make a point, in the first place, of picking up some
-lady. Well, sir, what I've got to say is no bad compliment to you,
-either. I had seen this youth--this William Barham--almost every day,
-for the last three or four months; and I had heard all about his
-sister from him, and how she had laboured to support him in his wild
-ways. Well, sir, I found that now, having pawned or sold everything he
-had in the world, and almost everything she had, too, and done a great
-many other things besides, which we wont talk about, he was determined
-to sell his sister at last to some one. So, sir, when I saw you, and
-heard you talk, I thought that you were one who, if you did take the
-young lady, would not treat her as some men do, but, if some time you
-liked to marry, and part with her, would provide for her handsomely.
-It was that made me put you up quietly to go into that house."
-
-"A very hopeful scheme, indeed!" said Morley. "But it seems to me, my
-good friend, that this youth, who is, evidently, as hopeless a
-scapegrace as ever cut a purse, or trod the drop, has other views for
-his sister."
-
-"Ay, sir; he's a bad one," answered Mr. Higgins. "He's one that will
-come to no good. He might have been in a very genteel way of business,
-if he had liked it, without any risk either; but there's no keeping
-him steady, and he's got into bad hands that don't care how soon they
-ruin the young man altogether, provided they screen themselves."
-
-The moralizing vein of Mr. Higgins might, in some degree, have
-surprised Morley Ernstein, had he not thought that there was something
-equivocal in the good gentleman's expressions, and that, perhaps, what
-he termed a genteel way of business, might be neither more nor less
-than gambling, swindling, or thieving dexterously, and that the more
-dangerous courses to which he alluded, might only be crimes easy of
-detection. Mr. Higgins went on, however, after a moment's pause,
-saying--"I can't help thinking, that young scoundrel has got himself
-entangled with Neville, in a way that he'll not easily, break through;
-Neville's got a string round his foot, I have a notion."
-
-"I do not understand exactly what you mean," replied Morley.
-
-"Why, I mean, sir," replied Higgins, "that the fellow has got Bill to
-do something which might swing him, if Neville were to peach. I don't
-know what it is, either; but I could soon know, if I liked."
-
-"Well, then," answered Morley, "I wish you would like, and let me
-know; and if ten pounds or so will get at the matter, I should not
-mind giving it, though you know very well that I would not use the
-information to the young man's harm."
-
-"Oh, I understand, sir, what you want," replied Higgins, while at one
-comprehensive view he saw every possible use that a gentleman,
-situated as Sir Morley Ernstein was, could make of the intelligence he
-was desirous of obtaining; and, remaining perfectly satisfied that the
-object was to frustrate Neville, and at once to put brother and
-sister into his own power, he repeated, with greater emphasis than
-before,--"Oh, I understand, sir--I understand!"
-
-"You will almost always find me, Mr. Higgins," said Morley, "at about
-six o'clock, when I come home to dress for dinner; and, of course, I
-need not say that I should like the information as soon as possible."
-
-"You shall have it, sir--you shall have it," replied Higgins, "if not
-to-morrow night, for certain, the night after."
-
-"So be it, then," replied Morley; "good night! Mr. Higgins;" and
-taking his way homeward, he left his worthy companion to pursue his
-path to the shop.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER X.
-
-
-At the hour of ten, on the following morning, Morley Ernstein sat at
-breakfast with his friend Lieberg. He had come thither in haste, but
-as his friend's servant was in the room, he had suffered the cup, the
-saucer, the plate, the knife and fork, and every usual implement of
-breakfast-eating, to be placed, before he touched upon the subject
-which had brought him thither at that hour of the morning. As soon as
-all was arranged, and Morley had scanned the whole of the beautiful
-china upon the table, each piece of which was worth a Jew's eye--as
-soon as the young gentleman himself had reached the middle term of his
-first cup of coffee--as soon as some very thin broiled ham, and some
-excellent caviare, looking like all the black eyes of a harem put
-together, had been handed round--as soon, in short, as the servant,
-having no pretext for staying longer, had retired from the room,
-Morley Ernstein threw an open note across to Colonel Lieberg,
-saying--"There, my dear Count, I have taken the liberty of referring
-my gallant correspondent to yourself, though I fear it may make you
-get up to-morrow an hour or two earlier than usual."
-
-Lieberg read it, and smiled. "That will be exactly as you please,
-Ernstein," he replied. "Of course, you are aware that it is not the
-least necessary for you to fight that man, unless you like it."
-
-"Oh, I will fight him, certainly!" replied Morley, "as a matter of
-course. Having told him I would horsewhip him, or something
-equivalent, I will not refuse to fight him, especially as he seems to
-have got a friend to stand by him."
-
-"You mean this Captain Stallfed," said Lieberg; "who writes you the
-note? The greatest rascal in Europe, my dear Morley, except Neville
-himself! the one a common swindler, the other a blackleg, of the very
-lowest character. Nevertheless, I think you are very right, for
-several reasons. In the first place, every man should do a thing once
-or twice in his life, just to get over the novelty of it, and to see
-what it is like--a duel, as well as every thing else. In the next
-place, having made up your mind to fight somebody, you could not
-choose anybody better to fire at than Neville. Whether you hit him or
-miss him, your conduct may well be regarded as philanthropical. If you
-kill him, the benefit to society at large will be immense; if you miss
-him, you restore to him a rag of that reputation which was never
-otherwise than in a very tattered condition, and of which there is not
-now a scrap left. Then, again, my dear Morley, as you are known to be
-a gentleman and a man of honour, and I am known to be a man of the
-world, with a tolerable portion of respectability also, your fighting
-Neville, with Stallfed for his second, will be considered as the
-surest proof that you are resolved to fight anybody and everybody that
-asks you, as nothing could justify such a proceeding except that
-resolution. This will have the effect of sparing you the chance of
-twenty duels in times to come; for, depend upon it, in this brave
-world of ours, the reputation of a readiness to fight keeps a man
-clear of a thousand petty insults and annoyances. There is one thing,
-however, which I very much doubt--namely, that these men will ever
-give us the meeting at all."
-
-"That is their affair," answered Morley; "the honour of fighting this
-man, I can assure you, Lieberg, is not what I can desire; but, of
-course, one must either make up one's mind to meet a man, or set a
-great guard upon one's tongue towards him."
-
-"I do not know that there is any 'or' in the question, Ernstein,"
-replied Lieberg; "with such a man as this, indeed, there are twenty
-alternatives--kicking, horsewhipping, throwing out of the window,
-sending him to Marlborough-street. But with any other sort of person,
-there is nothing to be done but fighting when he asks you, for a man
-of courage and a gentleman."
-
-"I differ with you, Lieberg," said Morley. "I can easily conceive, that
-the man who upon principle refuses to fight a person to whom he gave
-no reasonable cause for offence, may be both a man of courage and a
-gentleman; but the man who chooses to give rein to his tongue against
-another man, and then refuses to fight him, can be nothing but a
-coward; and, therefore, though this Mr. Neville be a scamp, I will not
-baulk him of his humour."
-
-"You will sadly disappoint him," answered Lieberg; "or, depend upon
-it, he calculates upon your dislike to meet such a man as he is, and
-hopes to make something of it, either as a salve for a sore
-reputation, or a plaster for a broken purse. But come, Ernstein, pray
-explain to me, if there be no secret in it, how you were brought in
-contact with this very reputable personage. You really must have been
-making your way in the world."
-
-Morley Ernstein found more difficulty in replying to Lieberg's
-question than he anticipated. Between one-and-twenty, and seven or
-eight-and-twenty, there is an extraordinary gap, a vaster space, at
-least in general, than is to be found betwixt any other two periods of
-life, with a similar interval of years. That gap is filled by the
-curious thing called experience--a sort of vapour, through which we
-see every object under a totally different aspect on the one side of
-the space and the other--a smoke, raised from the burning of a great
-bonfire, formed partly of certain weeds called hopes, enthusiasms,
-confidences, expectations, and partly of certain withered sticks,
-round which these weeds were accustomed to cling not ungracefully
---called illusions. To the eyes on the one side of this gap--I mean the
-youthful one--a person standing on the other side seems so far off,
-that it is scarcely possible for them to reach the hand unto them; and
-such was the case with Morley Ernstein and Lieberg. That gap, and
-perhaps more, was between them, and Morley was afraid that Lieberg
-could not or would not understand him: or, to resume the figure
-which I have twisted this way and that--somewhat too often,
-perhaps--already, he was afraid of giving up to him any of those
-flowering weeds whereof I have spoken--those enthusiasms, hopes, and
-confidences--lest he should cast them down and burn them in the
-bonfire of experience.
-
-That part of the affair which related to Helen Barham he did not like
-to mention to one whose views were formed in a different school from
-his own. He knew not what might be Lieberg's comments, what his
-inferences, what he might say, what he might suspect; and there is
-nothing that a young and high mind shrinks so timidly from as
-suspicion; it is the cowardice of a generous heart. As the matter was
-to be told, however, for he could not very well avoid it, he spoke
-with his wonted candour of the whole affair, related the manner in
-which the situation of Helen Barham and her brother had first been
-brought to his knowledge, his interview with her, and the subsequent
-conversation which he had had with good Mr. Higgins. But the demeanour
-of Lieberg was very different from that which he had expected. Not a
-smile appeared upon his lip which could have alarmed a heart the most
-sensible to ridicule; not a word passed from his tongue which could
-shock one feeling in Morley's breast. He listened in perfect silence,
-with his eyes bent gravely on the ground, and remained without
-answering for some moments after the other had done speaking.
-
-"This is a curious and interesting history," he said, at length; "and
-has some of the strangest points in it that I know of. Many men in
-London, who practically know as much of its ways as I do, but who
-perhaps have not speculated upon them quite so philosophically as I
-have, at least, tried to do, would conclude that a story thus told to
-a young and inexperienced man of fortune, by a mere 'fence,' as they
-call such fellows as Higgins, must be a trumped-up tale for the
-purpose of cheating; the woman a loose woman, the boy a swindler, and
-the man Neville merely brought in to give greater effect to the scene.
-But I know better than this, Morley, and can very well conceive the
-whole story to be true. Those who see a great deal of London will
-find, if they do but take the trouble to investigate the matter
-impartially, that even in the innermost recesses of vice and iniquity,
-mingling with all that is wicked and bad in the very hearts of men
-given up to various sorts of crime, there are peculiar virtues, good
-qualities, bursts of feeling, touches of generosity, and even of
-truth, which lie, like the jewels of Golconda, diamonds amongst mud,
-or grow, like some of our most beautiful plants, from a soil formed of
-filth and corruption. Do not misunderstand me: I do not mean to make
-heroes of pickpockets and swindlers, forgers and housebreakers; but I
-mean to say, that in the very blackest of them there is some good
-point, some virtues carried to a high pitch--some which, perhaps I
-might say, are almost peculiar to the hearts of vice. Many a man who
-risks his life daily to take the money of another will give his own as
-freely as water to one of his fellows in distress. The tenderness, I
-have heard, with which some of the most abandoned women in Europe will
-nurse a sick friend, is quite extraordinary; and a strong and active
-feeling for sorrow and distress of every kind, is, I know, very much
-more common amongst ruffians than amongst the pampered men of
-pleasure. I can thus very well conceive that this good man, Higgins,
-might be touched by compassion for the situation of this poor girl,
-and lay out the plan that he says he has done, thinking it the very
-best thing for her and for you too, in which, perhaps, he is right."
-
-Lieberg's last words were spoken calmly, deliberately, and
-thoughtfully; and not the most learned argumentations in favour of
-licentiousness would have been calculated to produce such a
-demoralizing effect as the deliberate matter-of-course manner in which
-he gave them utterance. It at once, in the very fewest possible words,
-and with the least possible shock, placed before the mind of Morley
-Ernstein the idea of seducing Helen Barham, and keeping her as a
-mistress, in the light of something not at all evil, and perhaps
-right; a thing to be considered, simply in regard to its convenience
-and expediency, without the slightest reference in the world to the
-morality or immorality of the transaction. Morley did not reply, but
-remained with his eyes thoughtfully fixed upon the floor, meditating
-over what he had just heard, and asking himself, it must be confessed,
-whether there is really an absolute right and wrong in such matters,
-or not. It is the most dangerous question that youth can ask itself,
-not because it is difficult to answer--not because there should be any
-doubt or hesitation on the subject. It is because passion not only
-raises the voice against reason, but is sure to reiterate the same
-demand a thousand times in every life, and often--too often, waits for
-no reply.
-
-"You must see your way in the business clearly, Ernstein," continued
-his friend, "and make very sure that you are not deceived in the
-girl's character; but I am inclined to think with you, that she is
-what she appears. However, one or two interviews will easily enable
-you to ascertain the fact. Art never yet looked so like nature to
-deceive an eye sharpened by doubt and in a reasonable head."
-
-"I shall most likely never see her again," replied Morley, "and
-therefore shall have small opportunity of judging."
-
-"Indeed!--and why not?" demanded Lieberg.
-
-"Simply because I think it dangerous," replied Morley. "She is very
-beautiful, very graceful, very charming. With such a brother it would
-be quite beyond my most romantic ideas to make her my wife; and as to
-the other sort of connexion which you speak of, I can conceive a man
-being betrayed into it by accident, or rather by a combination of
-unfortunate circumstances, but could never dream, for my own part at
-least, of sitting down deliberately to plan such a thing. It does not
-enter into my scheme of life, Lieberg."
-
-Lieberg laughed.
-
-"I know that I am not without strong passions," continued Morley, "as
-well as you do. When I love, it will be vehemently, ardently; and
-whatever may be her fortune or station, I will make that woman my wife
-if she will become so. It is for this very reason that I do not choose
-to run the risk of falling in love with any one that I would not
-choose to marry. I shall therefore take care not to visit such
-dangerous precincts again."
-
-"Well, if you don't, Ernstein," said Lieberg, "I think I shall."
-Morley was mortified. "Perhaps, Lieberg," he replied, "if you do go,
-you may not find the opportunity that you expect."
-
-"Nay, nay," answered Lieberg, laughing again; "you have no right to
-excite one's compassion for this fair orphan, and then, with a
-resolution to abandon her yourself, prevent any other generous man
-from showing her his sympathy."
-
-"You mistake me," replied Morley, gravely. "I do not intend to abandon
-her myself."
-
-"Why, you said you never intended to see her again!" exclaimed
-Lieberg, with surprise.
-
-"I did," replied Morley; "but I intend also, Lieberg, the moment I
-quit your house to go to that of my worthy friend, Mr. Hamilton, to
-tell him this young lady's story; to beg him, with that prompt
-benevolence for which he is famous, to investigate the whole
-circumstances, and on my part to do whatever may be necessary to
-enable Miss Barham to extricate herself from the situation in which
-she is placed. I feel myself lucky in knowing such a man; his years
-and character enable him to do what I could not do, and I can trust at
-once to his wisdom and to his zealous benevolence."
-
-"You are quite right, Morley," answered Lieberg. "You are acting
-generously and well--not perhaps so well for the girl's happiness as
-if you had followed the other plan--but at all events, using
-self-denial that will do you good, and neither doing yourself nor
-making her do anything that is irretrievable. Heaven forbid that I
-should interfere for a moment to spoil such a scheme! Every man in
-life must calculate which he thinks will procure him the greatest sum
-of happiness, keen joys or calm pleasures. One man will argue that the
-joys--which undoubtedly are the brighter of the two commodities--are
-only followed by those counterbalancing griefs which moralists tell us
-of, in consequence of man's subserviency to various foolish prejudices
-and unjust regulations in his artificial state of being. Others again
-may contend that calm pleasures, though not so brilliant, are more
-durable; that they are extended over a greater space; that if a man
-obtains many joys and shakes off many griefs by throwing from him the
-prejudices of society, on the other hand, the very struggle with those
-prejudices is in itself an annoyance equal to the endurance of them
-all. I have never calculated the matter very nicely myself, but I
-recollect once going to see a fair cousin of mine who, when I went in,
-was in the act of giving two of her sons some jelly, or jam, or
-something of that kind. The one boy spread it thinly over a large
-piece of bread and butter; the other ate it plain all at once; my
-cousin, who was a very wise girl as well as a pretty one, let each do
-as he liked; and I, who stood by and watched, thought that it was a
-good picture and a good lesson of life."
-
-"You mean," said Morley, "that the one boy was the image of the man
-who chooses the calmer pleasures spread over the greater space; the
-other, the representation of him who gives himself up to the brighter,
-but the briefer joys of life?"
-
-"And my cousins's conduct," replied Lieberg, "gave me the lesson of
-letting every man do as he likes, and eat his bread and butter as he
-pleases. Thus, my dear Morley, I say to you; make up your mind upon
-the matter, and do as you think fit, though from all I have seen of
-you, I should suspect that there never was a man in this world more
-inclined by nature to eat his jam plain."
-
-Morley laughed, and Lieberg added, "At all events, I will not meddle
-with your plans. I would not for the world, now I hear that you are
-really going to do something to assist the poor girl; my own views
-were very indefinite when I spoke of seeing her myself. My general
-purpose was merely to free her from her present situation, in whatever
-way seemed to me best suited to her own inclinations. However, I leave
-the matter in your hands; and now to return to this business of
-Neville and Stallfed. When the lesser of the two scoundrels comes to
-me, I suppose I am to say that you refuse all apology."
-
-"Except such as can be conveyed by a horsewhip," replied Morley.
-
-"Nay, nay," said Lieberg, "we will not deal in such figures of speech.
-I am to name a place and a time of course?"
-
-"The earliest possible," answered Morley. "I do not like such things
-hanging over me."
-
-"To-morrow morning then," said Lieberg. "Primrose-hill, half past
-five, a pair of my friend Joe's best, with all the improvements, and
-we will soon settle Mr. Neville."
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XI.
-
-
-"Is Mr. Hamilton gone into the city yet?" demanded Ernstein, as the
-door was opened to him by a servant who knew him well.
-
-"No, Sir Morley," replied the man, with a look which well might be the
-harbinger of bad tidings. "Have you not heard, then, that my master
-was taken very ill in the middle of the night, and we were obliged to
-send for Doctor Warren?"
-
-"No, indeed," answered Morley; "and I am extremely sorry to hear it.
-What is the matter, pray?"
-
-There has not been for many years a servant in England who rightly
-knew what ailed his master or mistress; whether from a general
-indifference to sickness and discomfort in others, or from that want
-of sympathy between the two classes, which, under the fostering care
-of what we call political institutions, is daily growing up amongst
-us, I cannot tell. In former times, the good old blue-bottle--the
-faithful serving man, in country or in town, who--very often born on
-the estates of the master whom he served--never changed his place
-during the course of a long life, but went on respected, from one
-station in the household to another, till very likely, loaded with
-years, he died in the arms of the grandson of him whom he first
-served--he had a personal interest in each sensation of his master,
-and watched the looks and words of the physician, to catch his augury
-of good or evil. Now, however, when every kitchen in the land is more
-or less a debating society, all such individual interests are merged
-into considerations of the public weal; and the cosmopolite lackey
-changes his place every two years to see the world, with a trembling
-apprehension lest the progress of time should produce such a foolish
-feeling as attachment towards a master.
-
-The servant of Mr. Hamilton, though a very respectable man, and a good
-servant, as the world of London goes--that is to say, some four or
-five shades better than an American help--had not the slightest idea
-of what was the matter with his master, having only the disagreeable
-impression on his mind that he, amongst other servants, had been
-called up in the night, and had lost some four or five hours of rest.
-
-"Is Mrs. Hamilton visible?" demanded Morley, finding that no further
-information was to be obtained from the man.
-
-"I dare say she is to you, sir," replied the servant; "though she bade
-me not admit any one."
-
-"Send up, and ask," said Morley; and the butler at the same moment
-appearing, declared that, of course, his mistress would see Sir Morley
-Ernstein.
-
-That young gentleman was accordingly shewn into the drawing-room, and
-Mrs. Hamilton soon after joining him there, gave him the unpleasant
-tidings that his worthy guardian had been attacked by inflammation of
-the lungs during the preceding night, and was in a state of imminent
-danger. Morley was seriously grieved; for, having long been deprived
-of his own father, he looked upon that gentleman in the light of a
-parent. He felt also that his loss at the present moment might be far
-more disastrous to him than the death of his own father had proved
-many years before. Perfect quiet and tranquillity were, of course,
-necessary to the invalid, and Morley did not press to see him, though
-he felt an eager wish to do so; but turned his steps back towards
-Berkeley-square, meditating and sad, with a shadow cast across the
-bright thoughts of youth, like that flung upon the gay spring world by
-the passing cloud of an April sky.
-
-On entering his own apartments in the hotel, a waiter followed him,
-saying, with that sharp, quick tone peculiar to waiters, who always
-speak as if there was, not a drawn sword, but a ringing bell hanging
-over their heads--"Beg pardon, sir--forgot to tell you a young
-gentleman called upon you last night, named Barham--eight o'clock.
-Your servant out also--beg pardon, sir note came this morning--somehow
-left down stairs till you were gone."
-
-Morley took the note; it was small, neat, well folded, addressed, in a
-fine sort of a gossamer hand--"An invitation to dinner," he thought;
-but when he opened it, the length at once shewed him he was mistaken.
-
-"How to excuse myself to you, sir, I know not," it ran; "how even to
-exculpate myself in my own eyes, for venturing to address a gentleman
-almost a stranger to me, with the request that I am about to make. The
-only palliation for such conduct is, that in the short moment during
-which I saw you, you shewed yourself generous and considerate, and
-that you yourself expressed an interest, which could but spring from
-noble benevolence, in the wretched boy who has ruined himself, and is
-now striving to drag his sister down with him. After you were gone,
-and the base man who has helped to destroy him had taken his
-departure, I was made acquainted with the terrible secret of his
-situation. It is so awful, it is so agonizing to me, that I have
-remained all day in a state almost approaching madness, not knowing
-how to act, torn by contending feelings, with no one to advise me, and
-with no means of deliverance, abhorring my brother's conduct and
-views, abhorring the base man that has us in his power, and yet bound,
-by natural feeling and long affection, to save, at any risk and at any
-sacrifice, the erring being who is still my brother, but seeing no way
-of so doing without becoming the victim myself. You said, sir, that
-you wished to save him, but, alas! he will not let you with his own
-good will. He will seek to make you a prey--to extract money from you;
-but he will not tell you the secret which places him in the power of
-that horrible man. I am resolved to do so, if I can see you again; and
-yet I fear, even by making the request that you would come to me, to
-encounter, as perhaps I may deserve, your contempt at the same time as
-your pity. Whether such be the case or not, I shall always remember,
-with deep thankfulness, your past conduct, and ever remain your
-unhappy but grateful servant,
-
-"HELEN BARHAM."
-
-
-To fly to her at once, to give her every assistance and consolation in
-his power, to treat her tenderly, kindly, generously, was the first
-impulse of Morley Ernstein, and he obeyed it. He gave one casual
-thought as to how he could act most prudently; but Mr. Hamilton's
-illness had put all his wisely-constructed schemes to flight. He had
-no one to trust to take counsel with, and though, to say truth, he
-doubted himself where matters of passion were concerned, but one
-course presented itself to his mind at the moment; and without waiting
-for aught else than to put on his hat again, he was in the street the
-minute after he had read Helen Barham's letter.
-
-It was some time ere he reached her dwelling, and he thus might have
-had plenty of space for forethought and deliberation; but men of a
-vehement temperament like himself, when approaching any particular
-object, occupy the time, by corporeal efforts to get forward, which
-they might employ in thoughts that would much more facilitate their
-after progress. Morley was upon foot, and he strode on so rapidly, as
-nearly to overturn half a dozen people in his way--sometimes having to
-stop to apologize for his rudeness, sometimes half inclined to pause,
-and punish some of those who made impertinent observations on his
-haste--while all the cool considerations of right and propriety, with
-which, during the last week, he had striven to bind himself down, were
-now totally forgotten in the sole object of aiding the fair girl who
-was thus cast upon him for assistance.
-
-If he was eager in the business at the first reading of the letter, he
-had worked himself into more eagerness before he reached the door, and
-it was only after the servant had said that her mistress was at home,
-and his step was upon the stairs, that he began to think of calming
-even his demeanour. He had but little opportunity, however, of doing
-on those twelve or fifteen feet of stairs, what he had neglected to do
-during a walk of a mile and a half. He did not give himself more time
-than was necessary either, for the impetus still carried him on, and
-he was treading on the maid's heels when she announced him.
-
-Helen Barham had evidently heard his knock, and knew it, for she was
-standing on the other side of the table watching the opening door,
-blushing up to the eyes, and looking far more beautiful with nothing
-round her face but her own rich black hair, than she had done in her
-walking-dress. She moved not--she spoke not, but remained with her
-eyes fixed upon him, and the hand that rested on the table trembling
-with emotion. Morley easily understood that she could not welcome
-him, and advancing at once towards her, he took her hand in his,
-saying--"Miss Barham, I fear you have thought me very negligent for
-not coming earlier, but the people of the hotel stupidly neglected to
-give me your note till after my return from calling upon two friends."
-
-"Oh, no!" she said, in a trembling and agitated voice; "you are only
-too kind to come at all. It is better, too, that you did not come
-earlier, for that wretched boy has only just gone out, and I believe
-he would kill me if he knew that I betrayed his secret to any one."
-
-"He need not fear your telling it to me," replied Morley; "for, depend
-upon it, I will only use it for his own advantage. Let me know, then,
-my dear Miss Barham, how I can serve you. Tell me what I can do to
-deliver you from the terrible situation I saw you placed in
-yesterday."
-
-"I will, in a moment," she replied; "but I must first recall my
-thoughts. The very fact of your coming, Sir Morley Ernstein, may well
-agitate me very much. Since I wrote to you I have scarcely known
-whether to regret or to be glad that I did so--whether to be sorry or
-rejoice, that I had not, in my despair, abandoned myself and my
-unhappy brother to our fate."
-
-"Nay, nay," said Morley, in a soothing tone--"view it in a different
-light, Miss Barham! Say simply that you saw I was interested in you,
-that I was inclined to deal differently with you and yours from most
-other men; that you trusted in my honour and my good feeling, and that
-you were not deceived."
-
-"I know you are generously inclined," she said--"I am sure you are;
-but yet I have been thinking, since I wrote, you must despise me for
-the rashness and the boldness of what I have done; or, at least, that
-you must fancy it strange I should have no friends, no connexions here
-to whom I can apply even for advice. Indeed--indeed, it is not my
-fault! For the nine months before my poor father's death, he was a
-continual sufferer; we came to London for medical advice, from a
-distant part of the country, and knowing nobody here, of course made
-no acquaintances. After his death, I got two pupils for singing, and
-one to whom I taught drawing. That poor child is dead, and the other
-two have left London: My brother, alas! has made acquaintances enough,
-but I have made none."
-
-She spoke in a tone of deep sadness, and her eyes rested fixed upon
-the ground, but without tears. Morley was deeply touched, and soothed
-her with every assurance of sympathy. He took her hand in his, as he
-sat beside her; he besought her to trust in him fully and entirely,
-promising, with all his own impetuosity, but in sincerity and truth,
-to do all for her that man could do for a sister.
-
-"If it be possible, dear Miss Barham," he said, "I will save your
-brother; but at all events, it is possible to save you from the
-infamous person into whose hands he would cast you. That, at least,
-you must allow me to do. But now, tell me at once your brother's
-situation, and let us consider together what can best be done to
-disentangle him, which will apparently be the best means of serving
-you."
-
-"Oh, that I will!" she exclaimed, gently withdrawing her hand from
-his, in which he had detained it perhaps an instant longer than he
-himself thought right; and she then proceeded to explain to him more
-fully what had taken place after he left her the day before. It was a
-terribly difficult task for her. She had to allude to, if not to speak
-of, so much that was wounding to all her feelings; she had to shew to
-a young, handsome, and distinguished man, that, unless means could be
-found for delivering her brother from the power of the low-born
-swindler whom he had seen there the day before, she must either
-abandon herself to that base man, or see her brother perish by an
-ignominious death. She had deliberately to poise and dwell upon the
-idea of becoming that man's mistress, or of destroying her own
-brother, and that to the ears of one of another sex, and a higher
-station than herself; and yet she did it well, at least as far as it
-was possible so to do. She often turned, and paused, and hesitated,
-and the tears came up in her eyes, and her voice frequently refused to
-obey her will, and she told the whole in half sentences, leaving
-imagination to fill up that which she dared not speak.
-
-Thus did Morley Ernstein pass the most dangerous hour that he had ever
-yet been subjected to in life. The poor girl's secret, however, was
-told at length, and he found that her brother had committed a forgery
-to the amount of five hundred pounds; that the note which he had
-signed with a name not his own, was to pass through the hands of the
-man Neville, before it was presented for payment, and that William
-Barham himself did not know where it was, who possessed it, or any
-means that could be employed to stop it, till it reached the fiend to
-whom he had sold himself.
-
-By the time that Helen Barham had done, Morley Ernstein was nearly as
-much agitated as herself, and the sympathies that were established
-between those two, as they sat there together--the deep, the strong,
-the thrilling sympathies, the feelings speaking from heart to heart,
-and answering each other; the admiration, the tenderness, the
-compassion, on one side--the admiration, the anguish, the gratitude,
-on the other, were as perilous a host as ever forced their way into
-the bosom of man and woman. The interest that Morley took in her, the
-anxiety that he felt to serve her; the apprehension for herself and
-for her brother, which her history excited, were all open to the eyes
-of Helen Barham, and were all in return powerful upon her spirit. At
-that moment, when, trembling, agitated, tearful, breathless, she
-concluded the sad tale with that one terrible truth, and when he,
-listening with quivering lips and eyes straining upon her bright face,
-heard the dark conclusion of the whole, which seemed to leave no
-course for him, no hope for her, but to snatch her at once from her
-unworthy brother, one rash impulse, two rash words, "Be mine!" would
-have sealed the fates of both for ever. Had he uttered them, she could
-but have cast herself upon his breast, or died.
-
-Oh, it is sad to feel that there is but one thing on earth to which we
-can cling, and yet not dare to cling to it! Oh, it is sad to feel
-within ourselves the power to cherish and to comfort, and yet not dare
-to use it! Those words, "Be mine," presented themselves to Morley's
-mind, rose up in his heart, trembled upon his lips; but as the
-destinies of men and states have ever depended upon accident, one
-instant's pause saved him and Helen Barham; whether permanently, or
-only for the time, those who read will learn. "Shall I say it?" he
-asked himself; and while his heart beat like an imprisoned eagle
-against the bars of its cage, his eyes turned towards the table and
-rested there for a moment. There was a book upon it, which she had
-evidently been reading before he came in, open, and turned upon its
-face. There was a word stamped upon the back, and Morley's glance
-passed over it--it was, Prayer!
-
-In a moment lightning-like thought had passed round the whole range of
-the mental horizon.
-
-"She has been praying," he thought--"praying to that God, who made her
-beautiful, and innocent, and bright--praying for help against the
-infernal powers of wickedness and evil, that seem to surround her; and
-shall I, the only help that he has sent her, shall I sully her
-brightness, destroy her innocence, and blister that fair brow with the
-name of harlot? God forbid!"
-
-The ethereal spirit within him was triumphant in a moment, the hour of
-the animal spirit was over.
-
-"Prayer!" he said, aloud--"prayer!" and rising from his seat, he took
-her hand tenderly and respectfully, and pressed it to his lips. "Here,
-Miss Barham," he said, laying his hand upon the book, "is the true
-means of comfort and consolation. He only to whom the words in this
-book are addressed, can certainly give you deliverance. I, however, as
-an instrument in his hands, will do my very best to help you; and
-whatever my fortune or my influence can effect, shall not be wanting,
-and what cannot fortune and influence do in this or any other land!"
-
-He paused, and cast his eyes thoughtfully upon the ground; and she
-answered simply, as if she had been speaking her thoughts to an old
-and dear friend--"I was praying before you came in; and though my mind
-was somewhat confused, I felt comforted and relieved. I felt as if my
-heart told me, that God would send somebody to help me--I think he
-sent you."
-
-"May it prove so, dear lady," said Morley; "I trust it will prove so.
-You have put your confidence in one, who, though, in some respects, a
-strange, wayward young man, will try what he can do to merit it. First
-let me tell you, however," he continued, seeing a slight blush come up
-in Helen Barham's cheek, at the thought of having put her trust in _a
-strange, wayward young man_--"let me tell you what I have done in this
-business since I saw you yesterday, for you have not been absent from
-my thoughts. In the first place, the person who brought me the
-ear-rings saw me again last night, and gave me an intimation that this
-man Neville must have some extraordinary hold upon your brother,
-probably by a fault or crime which he has seduced him to commit. He
-also explained to me partially the conduct and views of your brother
-towards yourself. For the purpose of aiding you as far as possible, I
-offered him a sum of money if he would ascertain what was the nature
-of this man's power over your brother, and he promised me to obtain
-the information quickly. Considering the matter further, however, I
-thought that it might be necessary to remove you at once from the
-influence of one who, however near akin, is most dangerous to you, and
-to place you under the care of some one who would protect you against
-Neville and your brother, and at the same time, guard you against all
-the evils of straitened circumstances."
-
-Helen Barham cast down her look upon the ground, and the red blood
-crept up into her forehead; she then turned her eyes rapidly to the
-book of Prayer, and raised them to Morley's countenance with an
-inquiring glance. He understood it all as well as if she had spoken a
-volume.
-
-"Nay, my dear Miss Barham," he said; "do not misunderstand me; though
-passion may often lead me to do what is wrong, I am not the cool,
-deliberate villain to lay out a regular scheme for the ruin of any
-one. Your youth, your beauty, your unfriended situation altogether,"
-he continued, while the blush grew deeper and deeper on her cheek,
-"all made me think that it would be better some man of advanced years
-and high reputation--some man whose very character would be the
-noblest shield for yours, should act in this business rather than
-myself; and one of my visits this morning, ere I received your note,
-was to the Honourable Mr. Hamilton, the great banker, who was my
-guardian in times past, and has ever acted as a second father to me. I
-intended to tell him the whole case, and to beg him to do what I could
-not, or ought not to do--to remove you from this house altogether, and
-to use every nerve to deliver your brother, but to put you quite out
-of his power, both in respect of pecuniary affairs and moral
-influence. Unfortunately, I found Mr. Hamilton had been seized only
-last night with a dangerous disease. Mrs. Hamilton, though an
-excellent person, is very different in heart and mind from her
-husband; thus the whole scheme is deranged for the present. We must
-therefore do the best that we can, as no time is to be lost, however
-painful it may be to you to depend solely upon the assistance and
-efforts of a young man like myself."
-
-"Oh, no!" she cried, interrupting him eagerly, and laying her hand
-upon his arm, while she looked up in his face with a bright smile of
-confidence, that repaid him well for all that he had said and done.
-"Oh, no!" she cried; "it is not painful to me. I could trust anything
-to you, after your conduct to-day--my life, my honour, anything! Oh,
-no! it is not painful to me;" and bending down her face upon her two
-hands, she wept for a minute, with one of those bursts of emotion in
-which joy and sorrow are strangely, but perhaps we may say sweetly,
-blended together. Morley soothed her, but she wiped away the tears in
-a few moments, and said--"Do not mind, it is only agitation, not
-grief. What were you going to say?"
-
-"Merely this," replied Morley; "we have but one course to pursue, my
-dear Miss Barham, for the present. It is this--to discover, if
-possible, who is the person whose name your brother has thus forged.
-You must try to wring it from him, and, that being once obtained, I
-will endeavour, to the utmost of my power, and by all the means at my
-command, to make the person, whoever it is, abandon the thought of
-proceeding against him."
-
-"But whoever it is will never consent to save a criminal by paying so
-large a sum," said Helen Barham.
-
-"I will do that," replied Morley; and before he could prevent her, she
-caught his hand, and pressed her lips on it.
-
-"God bless you!" she cried, "and return it to you a thousandfold, in
-treasures uncountable!--But, alas! I fear," she continued, after a
-thoughtful pause, "I shall never induce William to give me the name."
-
-"Try, at all events," replied Morley. "I will endeavour, through the
-man who seems his confidant. If we fail by all other means, we must
-come openly to himself, show him his danger, prove to him that, as
-your resolution is taken, nothing can save him but confession, and
-offer to do everything for him if he will but be candid. But, indeed,
-my dear Miss Barham, before that time, you ought to be removed from
-him entirely, and put in safety and at ease. You say you have no
-friends in London; have you any in the country, with whom you could
-be?"
-
-"But few," she replied, with a sigh. "Who loves to be burdened with
-the unfortunate? My father's parish was extensive, but poor;
-containing no gentry of any kind. There were several large and
-respectable farmers in it, and their wives were, in many cases,
-excellent women; some of them loved me well enough, I believe; but
-I could hardly ask any of them to receive me. My father, too, was
-retired in his habits, and made few acquaintances. There was the wife
-of a neighbouring clergyman, indeed, who was almost the only person
-near of the same station as ourselves; he is dead, but she lives in
-the village still, and, perhaps, might be willing to have me with her;
-but I could do nothing there to earn my own livelihood, and I would
-not be a burden to her, or to any one. Besides, I wrote to her a week
-or two ago, and have not heard from her since."
-
-"Your stay need only be for a few weeks," replied Morley. "Ere long, I
-trust, Mr. Hamilton will be quite well; I will place your affairs in
-his hands, Miss Barham, and then the matter will soon be settled. It
-is only for the present that I do not know what to do for you. I think
-it absolutely necessary that, for a time, even on his own account,
-your brother should be cut off from all communication with you, if he
-will not give that information which is necessary to deliver him from
-the hands of this man, Neville; and yet I myself can suggest no means,
-no place of refuge, without danger or discredit to you; and, believe
-me," he added, "I would not, for any consideration, bring upon you
-either."
-
-"Indeed, I do believe you!" she said, looking brightly up in his face;
-"but, oh, sir! you seem to fix your whole hopes and expectation upon
-Mr. Hamilton's recovery. Are you very sure that, if he were well
-to-morrow, he would feel in this matter as you do--that he would judge
-as you do? The old see things very differently from the young; the
-heart gets cased by experience, if not hardened--and judgment is a
-sterner person to deal with than feeling. I recollect one of my young
-pupils wanted to persuade her mother to take me with them into the
-country, because I looked sad at their going--as well I might. The
-mother explained to her kindly, that it would never do; and I could
-not but own that she was right; and yet I loved the daughter better
-than the mother."
-
-She blushed immediately she had uttered those words, seeing that they
-might have an application which she did not intend; but Morley was too
-much a gentleman in heart, to give to any words a meaning different
-from their real one; for there are some things which we understand
-with our heart rather than with our head; and the meaning of those we
-speak with is read by the spirit within ourselves, whatever may be the
-mere sounds that address themselves to the ear. "What I mean,"
-continued Miss Barham, "is only, you must not be disappointed if you
-find that Mr. Hamilton does not quite approve of all you have done,
-and does not encourage, or assist you in doing all that you would, be
-willing to do. Nor can any one say that he is wrong, for indeed, Sir
-Morley Ernstein, I cannot but feel that you have already done more
-than the calm judgment of any man of the world would approve."
-
-Morley smiled. "You do not know Mr. Hamilton," he said; "he is as
-young in heart as I am, though old in experience, and mature in
-judgment. He is one of those few, Miss Barham, in whose enthusiasms I
-can trust."
-
-"I doubt not," replied Miss Barham, "that he will take a kind interest
-in me, on your account; that he will give me countenance and
-protection, and ensure me the means of obtaining my own living
-respectably. That is all I can desire, or expect. Most grateful to him
-shall I be; but he can never do for me what you have done--raise me up
-from the depth of sorrow and despair; comfort, support, protect
-me--and all with honour and consideration, without one selfish or
-ungenerous feeling,--without one evil thought mingling with your
-benevolence to make me blush at the pity I excited, or the assistance
-I received."
-
-It was Morley who blushed now, for he felt that though he had been
-generous, he had not been altogether so generous as she supposed. He
-felt that the passions which man encourages, and thinks no evil,
-though subdued and kept down, might have had their share; and that
-those feelings had been there which we will not believe have power to
-sully till we place our own heart in contrast with something brighter
-than itself. He coloured, as we have said, and was somewhat confused;
-and, after promising to see her again on the following morning, and
-beseeching her to use every means to wring the required information
-from her brother, he left her, and returned thoughtfully to his
-temporary home.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XII.
-
-
-The table was covered with notes, but they were all insignificant, and
-Morley glanced over them with an eye which shewed how abstracted the
-mind was, and how busy with other topics. He had thrown the last down,
-and, with his hand still resting on the table, was gazing forth into
-vacancy, when the door of the room opened, and Lieberg entered, with
-his usual gentlemanly, but impressive manner.
-
-"Well, Morley," he said, "I have arranged it all for you, as was
-proposed; these two men, Stallfed and Neville, had evidently heard all
-about you, so far as your being wealthy, young, and unacquainted with
-London; and they proposed to make a very pleasant speculation of
-Neville's quarrel with you, and share some five hundred pounds between
-them, or perhaps more; but the fact of your referring them to me,
-instead of some of your college companions, as they expected, has
-sadly disappointed them."
-
-"Why, how could they calculate so wildly?" exclaimed Morley. "They
-could never imagine that I was to be frightened into paying them money
-for the privilege of not fighting?"
-
-"Oh, no, no!" answered Lieberg; "that was not the way, at all. The
-way it was to be arranged was this. Stallfed was to treat you in the
-most gentlemanly manner, and no one can assume the tone of a high-bred
-gentleman better than he can, when he likes it. The slightest apology
-on your part was to be accepted; the Captain was to be smitten with
-high admiration of your gentlemanly bearing, and bold demeanour. You
-were to be invited to dinner, accommodated with champagne, and claret,
-perhaps a little laudanum, or some other exhilarating fluid; cards and
-dice were to be at your service--and the result was to be, the
-enriching of themselves, and the pillaging of you."
-
-"Why, how did you discover all this?" said Morley. "You certainly have
-some extraordinary way of getting at people's secrets!"
-
-"Not at all," replied Lieberg--"not at all; it is pure intuition,
-Ernstein. I know the whole thing, as well as if it had been done and I
-had seen it. This man, Neville, I have long known, to the very
-innermost corners of his dark mind. He won two hundred pounds of me at
-Ascot, last year, with such barefaced cheatery, that he himself did
-not expect me to pay the money--"
-
-"But did you pay it?" exclaimed Ernstein, in some surprise.
-
-"To be sure!" answered Lieberg. "Was it not well worth two hundred
-pounds to keep one's name out of the newspaper, in connexion with that
-of a blackleg? The very reputation of having overreached Colonel
-Lieberg, was as much to him as winning another great battle would be
-to the Duke of Wellington. The consequence was, that I pretended to be
-looking another way and very busy about other business, paid the money
-as fast as ever I could, for fear the whole affair should be exposed
-by other people who had bets, and got off the course before the thing
-was inquired into, leaving Hartley, of the Third, to horsewhip
-Neville, and have his name in the 'Times,' coupled with an action of
-battery. However, Ernstein, my simple reply to the worthy Captain,
-was, that you were quite prepared to give Mr. Neville satisfaction;
-that your place was Chalk Farm, your hour half-past five, and that we
-set our watches by the Horse-Guards. If Neville comes to the ground, I
-am very much mistaken; though Stallfed has one virtue--namely,
-courage, and will bring him if possible. I will call for you at a
-quarter after five to-morrow, and roll you up to the place. What do
-you intend to do, if the fellow does come? I know you have odd notions
-about these sort of things."
-
-"Shoot him!" replied Morley, vehemently. "Shoot him, as I would a mad
-dog, and upon the same principle. I am not a man to miss what I fire
-at, Lieberg, let it be living or dead; and if he calculates that I am
-too humane to kill a viper like him, who is spreading poison and
-destroying wherever he goes, he is very much mistaken."
-
-"I think you are quite right, Ernstein," replied Lieberg. "For my own
-part, I do not see any use of going out to fight a man, unless one
-fires at him; it is very silly work to stand up to be shot at, and
-then to waste a certain portion of good powder by firing in the air."
-
-"But there are some circumstances," said Morley, "when a man could not
-fire at another--after having done him a great injury, for instance."
-
-"I know none," replied Lieberg, drily. "The man who calls out another
-with any reason to believe that his adversary will not fire at him,
-must be somewhat of a coward, and deserves to be shot for his pains.
-Oh, no; child's play does not become reasonable men! Of course, I
-never interfere with what a friend chooses to do in such cases. But I
-think you are quite right; and in shooting Neville, you will be doing
-a benefit to society; in reward for which, there ought to be a general
-subscription, to present you with a very handsome pair of long
-barrels. Mind you don't miss him--don't take him too fine!--I am going
-to see that great picture of Rubens," he continued, in his usual easy
-tone--"will you come? He is a magnificent painter--Rubens; and yet I
-hate his pictures--it always seems to me as if he had skinned all his
-men, and pinched all his women. Many of them are certainly very
-natural, but it is a fat and undignified nature, too. Was there ever
-anything like that St. Peter at Cologne? How the saint is roaring in
-his unpleasant position! One seems to hear the very cries of agony
-coming from his mouth; and yet it does not give us a very elevated
-idea of the saint--to see him with his head downwards, bellowing, like
-a cross man with the gout. Will you come?"
-
-Morley, however, declined; he had much to think of; and after Lieberg
-had left him, he sat for a long time, revolving in his own mind the
-situation of Helen Barham, but endeavouring in vain to arrange some
-plan to place her in a less dangerous situation, till Mr. Hamilton was
-well enough to give him counsel and assistance. He thought of her
-much--he thought of her long--of her beauty, of her grace, of a
-certain wild, sparkling manner, very different from the demeanour of
-the young lady of the fashionable society, but very winning withal,
-and very charming. Pity mingled with the train of reflection, and
-softened admiration into tenderness; at the same time, there was a
-sort of consciousness that she was entirely in his power--that she was
-the creature of his will, not by any tie of mere circumstance, but by
-the tie of gratitude and admiration. The better spirit, however, as we
-have said, had gained the triumph; and though passion might urge, and
-vanity prompt, it was all in vain--Morley did not yield for a moment,
-but went on in high speculations on the destinies of human beings--of
-the strange, and, apparently, wayward turns of fate--and of that far,
-but sublime period when the ways of God will be justified, even to the
-eyes of his creatures, when those who have suffered, and yet believe,
-will rejoice, and those who have doubted and rebelled, will be covered
-with confusion, on finding that all is bright, and good, and excellent
-in the scheme of Divine wisdom.
-
-The spirit of the soul, as I have called it, exerted her sway during
-that hour with calm, but mighty power. He dwelt upon many a curious
-question with himself, both general and referring to the chief matter
-of the day, and although the idea of marrying Helen Barham, and thus
-freeing her from all her difficulties, never entered into his mind as
-a thing that could take place, because he could not dream of allying
-himself to one so base as her brother was proved to be, yet he asked
-himself, had circumstances been different, would he have offered her
-his hand? The answer was--"No--she was not the being he would have
-chosen." And why was she not so? became the next question. Could any
-one be more lovely?--could any style of beauty whatsoever be more fit
-to excite ardent passion? Had he a doubt of her virtue? of her
-simplicity, or truth? No, no, no! He could not tell why. He did not,
-or he would not, investigate why he felt that, although, had he given
-way to the temptation of circumstances, and the strong inclination of
-his own heart, he might have made Helen Barham his mistress--he would
-not choose her for his wife. Let not the reader suppose that it was
-any evil in her character, anything that betrayed itself therein, and
-which he felt, though he could not define it. No; she was all that she
-seemed--pure, bright, generous-hearted, tender, devoted, not without
-some faults, but those such as would little affect domestic peace. No!
-it was nothing in her character, but it was something in his heart.
-Reader! it was a memory!
-
-Great part of the men and women that are cast by the will of God into
-the world, go about seeking a mere match of some kind. For most of
-them, if not exactly anything, very nearly anything will do. It
-matters not what is the first thing that links their affections to
-another, whether beauty, or similar thoughts, or similar tastes, or
-circumstances, or proprieties, or follies, or accidents; one or two
-slight causes combining is sufficient to produce the effect; the words
-are spoken, the altar gives its sanction, the ring encircles the
-finger, the white ribbons and the orange blossom, the smiles and
-gaiety, are worn and pass away, and the union settles down into
-tranquil happiness, continual irritation, fierce strife, or speedy
-rupture, as the temper, the passions, and the principles of the
-parties impel or bind them. But there are others, however, of a finer
-clay, and a higher mould, who form, at a very early period, a bright
-ideal image of the being that must be their soul's companion, in which
-every trait and feature is made harmonious, (to use boldly a mixed
-figure,) to the pre-existing tones of their own heart; where each
-taste, each feeling, each thought, finds a responsive note in the
-spirit of another, and where the corporeal form represents but as a
-symbol, that grand quintessence of all that we desire in the heart of
-the being that we love. Seldom, very seldom does it happen in life,
-that those who have thus, if I may so call it, preconceived their
-love, ever find the being they have dreamt of. Seldom, if they do find
-her, is it their fate to win her; but if they do, they may well die
-the day after, for they have known enough of human joy to fill up a
-whole existence. Seldom do they find her; they may find the face and
-the form, but the one harmonious whole is rare--oh, how rare! The
-mines of Golconda do not furnish fewer diamonds, the river of Ceylon
-roll down fewer rubies, than the whole world produces, ay, in a
-thousand years, of beings fully worthy to be loved.
-
-Morley Ernstein was one of those who had formed for himself the
-picture of her who was to be his; and, as we have shewn the reader, he
-had once seen the face of his visions. Whether the mind was there he
-knew not, but that face was ever present to his memory, and it was not
-that of Helen Barham. Bright, and beautiful, and sunny as she was, he
-might feel passion towards her, pity, tenderness, esteem--but no, not
-love! There was a something wanting still; I cannot well tell what,
-and will not seek to do so, for love is like one of those fine
-elixirs, which some skilful and life-restoring hands have formed, and
-which we may analyze as we will, separating the parts with every
-scientific aid, but still something escapes, which we cannot discover,
-something which gives virtue and efficacy to the whole.
-
-The thoughts of Morley Ernstein strayed naturally and by imperceptible
-steps from Helen Barham back to that fair young being whom he had seen
-once, and only once in life. The idea brought back the thoughts and
-feelings of the day when he had met her, so short a time before, and
-yet seeming far, far away in the past; so many had been the fresh
-incidents which had crowded into that brief period of his career.
-There was a sweet and soothing pleasure in the very remembrance. There
-always is, in the memory of first love; it is like the memory of our
-early home. A first love is surely the early home of the heart. It
-came upon him so pleasantly, with such tranquillizing influence, with
-such balmy power, that he resolved, as soon as he could disentangle
-himself from the affairs which now pressed upon him, he would return
-to his own old hall; to his own park, and its shady trees; to the
-sweet singing of the summer birds, the smoke of the peasant's cottage,
-the village church, the cheerful upland, and all that made the bright
-picture to memory of the native place he had left behind.
-
-Suddenly, however, the questions broke upon him--how should he return
-to it? and should he ever be able to enjoy, as he had enjoyed it--to
-taste the same pleasures with the same zest? Had he not passed by the
-moment of such delights? Had he not known, and felt, and lived, beyond
-the hour of such calm happiness? Then imagination went on to the work
-laid out for the following day; to the act that he was about to
-commit; to the bringing of blood upon his hand; to the slaying of a
-fellow-creature; to the imprinting on the irrevocable roll of deeds
-done, the dark word--"Death!"
-
-He started away from his own thoughts; his mind was made up and fixed;
-his determination had been announced, and he resolved that he would
-think upon the matter no more. He would amuse his thoughts; he would
-mingle with the crowded world; he would go to the party to which he
-was invited that night, and do the deed he had purposed to do, as a
-mere matter of course; and yet there was one thing which he had to
-consider, and which, till late on that day, he did not consider at
-all--namely, that he might himself fall in the encounter. He did not
-think it likely, but such an event might take place. Neville was a
-coward, evidently well known to be so; but the most notorious cowards,
-aided by accident, and the cat-in-a-corner courage of despair, have
-been known to shoot men of duelling reputation. He might fall, then,
-and at all events it was necessary to make some preparation for such a
-result. He sat down accordingly, pen in hand, to draw up a little
-memorandum of his last wishes; and although, as I have already said,
-his property was originally very large, and had been increased greatly
-by the care of Mr. Hamilton, his will was soon made, and compressed in
-a few lines.
-
-He left his two former guardians his executors; explained very briefly
-his knowledge of Helen Barham, her circumstances, and the bad conduct
-of her brother. He besought Mr. Hamilton to act entirely as her
-guardian, knowing that, with him, that would be only another name for
-acting as her father, and he left her so large a portion of the sum
-accumulated during his minority, as to place her in a state of
-affluence for life, with one or two thoughtful provisions, to ensure
-that it should never fall within the grasp of a sharper. His landed
-property he suffered to take its legal course, which led it, in case
-of his death, to a very distant branch of his family, none of whom he
-had seen above two or three times in the course of his life, and whose
-representatives had satisfied themselves, during his minority, by
-inquiring tenderly, once or twice in the year, after his health, which
-had always proved so vigorous as to exclude them from all reasonable
-hope of entering into possession themselves.
-
-There was still a larger sum to be disposed of, and Morley thought
-for a moment what he should do with it; for it sometimes so happens,
-that when thousands are starving, and worse than starving, around, a
-rich man, caught by the sudden arrest of death, looks about him
-embarrassed for some object on which to bestow his wealth. There were
-several things that Morley had proposed to do; institutions he had
-dreamt of founding; good deeds of various kinds which he had thought
-to perform; but, alas! of all the many things that are killed by
-delay, none are so easily slaughtered as those same good deeds. Morley
-found now that there was no time to make such arrangements as he had
-proposed, with that precision and circumlocution which the law of
-England requires, as if for the express purpose of embarrassing a
-man's mind at a period when his mind is rarely very clear, and wasting
-his time, when time is too seldom very abundant. He therefore
-contented himself with leaving the great bulk of his funded property
-to Mr. Hamilton, for the purpose of being distributed amongst such
-persons as that gentleman should find most necessitous and deserving,
-in the course of the next three years. From this, indeed, he reserved
-a few small sums for annuities to his servants, and for remembrances
-to one or two of his college friends. To Lieberg he left some fine
-pictures; and an impulse that he could not resist, made him bequeath
-some diamonds which had been his mother's, as a token of gratitude to
-Juliet Carr.
-
-"Mr. Hamilton will smile," he thought, "if he have occasion to open
-this will, and may well smile, if he should ever know that Helen
-Barham I have seen twice, Juliet Carr perhaps once--perhaps not at
-all;" and leaning his head on his hand, he began again to think of the
-scene which had taken place in the road under his own park wall, and
-of the beautiful being he had there beheld, upon whom his imagination
-had fixed a name which might very well belong to some one else.
-
-There are strange things told of presentiment; there are a thousand
-recorded instances of men firmly and clearly anticipating the death
-that awaited them, often when there was no reasonable cause for
-expecting it. But we may go further still. Who is there that, without
-any distinct motive that he can perceive, has not often found his
-thoughts resting strongly upon some particular theme, very loosely
-related, if at all, to the circumstances around him, and returning,
-whether he would or not, to that one topic, his mind seemingly
-impelled to its consideration by an irresistible power out of himself,
-and then, ere many hours were over, has found the things connected
-with that theme rise up around him as if by magic? Who is there that
-has not had occasion to say to himself in life--"My thoughts were
-prophetic?" Who is there that has not more than once in life almost
-fancied himself endowed with the second sight?
-
-Morley Ernstein dined, dressed himself, and went out to a party, which
-had been announced to him, by the lady who gave the invitation, as a
-small and an early one. Perhaps of all others this was the kind of
-society that he would not have chosen on that occasion. He would
-rather have been in the midst of a gay world of sights and sounds,
-each appealing strongly to imagination for a moment, and changing
-again ere the mind could get weary: But the lady who had asked him had
-some claims upon him; she was an old friend of his mother's; had been
-kind and affectionate to him in his youth; was of a very amiable
-character, though somewhat eccentric in her enthusiasms and her
-self-devotion; and thus, as he knew she counted much upon his presence
-that night, he would rather have disappointed any person in London
-than Lady Malcolm. Be accordingly proceeded to her house not very long
-after the hour she had named; but there was already a number of people
-in the rooms, almost all of them belonging to the best society in
-London, but deviating from their usual late habits to please a person
-universally respected and liked.
-
-Lady Malcolm herself, always lady-like, notwithstanding some touches
-of eccentricity, was in the small outer room, receiving and talking to
-a group of gentlemen who had entered not long before Morley himself.
-She greeted her young friend gladly, and then added, with a marked
-smile--"If you go on, Sir Morley, you will find an acquaintance in
-those other rooms."
-
-As she said this, she turned to speak again with the other party, and
-Morley advanced into a larger chamber beyond, where a number of
-gentlemen and ladies were collected, talking of everything and nothing
-upon the face of the earth. As the room, however, was not very large,
-neither of the three being at all upon a grand scale, Morley's
-entrance caused some little sensation, for, as we have before said,
-his appearance was distinguished, his countenance handsome, the
-expression not ordinary, and his whole carriage that of a very
-high-bred gentleman. The first persons who saw him, asked others who
-stood near, who he was, and it soon spread through the whole, that he
-was the rich young Baronet who had lately come of age. Those who were
-acquainted with him, approached eagerly to speak with him, and several
-others asked to be introduced.
-
-In the demeanour of a man pre-occupied with any grave and powerful
-feelings, there is generally a tone of cold firmness, which is
-impressive to the indifferent and the light-hearted, and Morley, at
-that moment, was too full of the thoughts of to-morrow to be at all
-carried away by the light conversation of a party like that. Some
-called him haughty; some thought him vain; some pronounced him cold;
-some said he was purse-proud. One or two men of high rank judged more
-favourably of him, and declared that his bearing was just what it
-should be; but after suffering himself to be detained for a few
-minutes, the young gentleman moved on, and entered the third chamber,
-which concluded the little suite of Lady Malcolm's receiving rooms. He
-was making his way towards a table covered with drawings, when a sight
-presented itself, which caused him to stop short, and pause, as if
-suddenly rooted to the ground. The sight, however, was certainly a
-pleasant, one, for it was that of as beautiful a face as was ever
-seen, but if it had been that of Venus herself, fresh risen from the
-sparkling Mediterranean wave, it could not, independent of
-association, have had the effect upon Morley Ernstein which was
-produced by that fair countenance.
-
-There--there before him, in the rooms of Lady Malcolm, was the same
-soft, yet dazzling face; the same deep blue eyes, with their dark
-lashes; the same clear forehead and fair brow; the same short,
-chiselled lip, with the rosy mouth half open, in the act of speaking;
-the same beautiful form, every line of which was contour and symmetry,
-the same bright being, in short, which he had seen once, and as he
-believed only once, in life before, when they had stood together for a
-moment, by her horse's side, in the mellow light of a spring morning.
-She was conversing with a lady who sat on the sofa beside her, but her
-eyes were full upon Morley Ernstein; and, on his part, after the first
-sudden pause of surprise was over, with a look of bright satisfaction
-that could not be mistaken, he crossed the room at once, and took her
-hand in his, as if he had known her twenty years, forgetting
-altogether, that at that moment he was not even sure of her name.
-
-She smiled upon him kindly, evidently recollecting him well, and not
-displeased with the recollection. There was a faint blush, too, came
-up in her face, not like the blush of agitation, indeed, but that sort
-of sudden transient glow, which comes over a cheek unhackneyed to any
-strong sensations, upon even a slight emotion. There are few people in
-the world more to be pitied than women who have lost the power of
-blushing. With them the bloom has gone off the fruit indeed. She
-blushed slightly, as I have said, and Morley inquired after her
-health, and spoke of the time when they had last met, and his eyes
-sparkled, and his lip became full of expression, and there was
-eagerness in his whole tone, so that those who had seen him in the
-other room would hardly have known him now. So much can two steps do
-to change the whole feelings of the human heart.
-
-Scarcely, however, had he uttered many sentences when the feeling that
-he had never been introduced to the fair being to whom he was speaking
-in so intimate a tone--that he had, in fact, according to the usages
-of society, no right even to know her, first embarrassed, and then
-made him smile at his embarrassment, and seeing a vacant seat beside
-her on the sofa, he took possession of it at once, resolved to wait
-till Lady Malcolm came into the room, in order that no idle form for
-the future might stand in the way between them. They spoke of ordinary
-subjects for a few minutes--that is to say, subjects which any one
-might talk of to another, though in London society in general people
-do not do so--of the beauty of the country where they had last met; of
-the pleasures of the country in general; of the superiority of that
-which, according to the old adage, God himself made, over that which
-man made. The lady who sat beside them, either thought their comments
-very tiresome, or perceived that one of the party might feel it as
-pleasant if he were left alone with his neighbour, and, contrary to
-the usual course of human benevolence, she rose, and went away to
-speak to a dear friend in the doorway.
-
-If she supposed that the conversation of Morley Ernstein and his fair
-companion would be more free after she was gone, she was very much
-mistaken. For the first few minutes, they had both very nearly fallen
-into absolute silence, though their thoughts were busy. As often
-happens on such occasions, it was the lady who first spoke.
-
-"I am happy," she said, "to see that you are so completely recovered."
-
-"Then you are Juliet Carr," said Morley, abruptly; "I was sure it was
-so, from the description of my good old servant Adam Gray."
-
-"Indeed!" said the young lady, with the warm blood now rushing quick
-into her glowing cheek--"indeed! The truth is," she added, a moment
-after, "that in passing by the place where you were lying ill, I heard
-of the accident that had occurred, and in going near your house, in
-one of my walks round Yelverley, I thought it best to inform your
-servants that such was the case, suspecting that they might not know
-it, as, indeed, they did not."
-
-"And most grateful am I, dear Miss Carr," replied Morley, "for your
-taking the trouble of letting them know. However much interest you
-might create in me on our first meeting, I could hardly hope that I
-had excited any such kind feelings in you, when my rash folly, in
-leaping my horse over the park palings, might have killed you, and
-certainly did alarm you very much."
-
-"Your kindness after it was done," replied Juliet Carr, in a calm
-tone, "made ample compensation; but," she added, in a lower voice, and
-with her eyes cast down upon the ground, "that was not the first time
-that we ever met."
-
-"Indeed!" exclaimed Morley, in his turn surprised, and under the first
-impulse speaking out the plain truth, without any of the softenings of
-conventional life--"I did not think it possible, that if I had once
-seen you on the whole earth before, even for a single moment, I could
-ever have forgotten you."
-
-His fair companion answered not for a moment, and he added
-"Where--where was it, Miss Carr? I do not recollect any one even of
-your name in our neighbourhood. Where was it?"
-
-"In this very house--in this very room," replied Juliet Carr. "We have
-played together many a time upon the carpet, and you used to tease me
-sadly," she added, with a playful look, "when you were eight years
-old, and I was seven."
-
-"God give me the opportunity of teasing you again!" exclaimed Morley,
-with a bright laugh--her words illuminating, in a moment, the whole
-dark void of the past, like a flash of lightning in a murky night;
-"and is it possible that you were my little July, my little
-summer-month, as I used to call you? It is the only name by which I
-ever knew you; for, indeed, dear Juliet, I was not aware that your
-name was Carr. Do you recollect"--he added--but ere he could conclude
-his sentence, the memory of the light, boyish feelings of the past,
-became mingled so strangely with the intense manly feelings of the
-present, as to make him almost regret he had begun the question, and
-caused his voice to tremble as he went on, feeling that he must
-conclude--"Do you recollect how you promised to be my wife?"
-
-Juliet Carr turned deadly pale, and Morley could scarcely hear her
-voice, as she replied, "Oh yes, oh yes! I remember something of it."
-
-His heart sunk, for he was inexperienced in matters of love, and
-thought that, in that paleness, and that low tone, he perceived a
-thousand things which they did not imply in the least. Such feelings
-as his, however, are seldom without hope, and he soon rallied again;
-but he resolved, ere he said more upon subjects of so deep an
-interest, to watch and see, to mark every word and every tone, to
-gather by some means, in short, the certainty that there was no such
-bar as another attachment between her heart and his. So far he
-resolved wisely; but he went on to determine that he would guard his
-own affections carefully, that he would take care not to fall in love
-with Juliet Carr till he was certain there was no obstacle to her
-loving him again. In this he resolved very foolishly, as every man
-does who takes resolutions in regard to things that are past. Morley
-Ernstein had no longer any power not to love Juliet Carr. He might
-guard the posterns of the citadel as he would,--the garrison had
-already surrendered, and the enemy had entered by the great gates.
-
-Morley might have been somewhat puzzled to renew the conversation,
-after the momentary pause for thought which succeeded the last word
-spoken. It is a great art in that sort of communion which he was
-holding with Juliet Carr, never to let any subject drop entirely
-without leaving some sort of link in the chain open to hook it on to
-another. Morley was relieved from his difficulty, however, though not
-in the manner which he might have liked the best. The lady who had
-been talking with his fair companion when he first saw her that
-evening, returned, and spoke with her again for a few minutes. What
-she said Morley did not hear, for he went on thinking upon the subject
-which, for the time, was predominant in his own mind. After a moment
-or two, however, he saw Miss Carr's eyes directed towards the man with
-whom the other lady had been speaking in the doorway, and at the same
-time a sort of shudder seemed to come over her, while she said, "Can
-you really admire such conduct?"
-
-The lady made some reply, which Morley did not hear, laughed, with a
-gay toss of her head, and went away again.
-
-Morley Ernstein was now better prepared to carry on the conversation,
-for his mind had turned to the past, and to the childish days which he
-had spent in that house with Juliet Carr. "Am I mistaken in thinking,
-Miss Carr," he asked, "that you are a niece of Lady Malcolm's? It
-seems to me, that I recollect having heard such was the case, long
-ago."
-
-"Oh no," replied Juliet Carr; "our relationship is not so near. My
-mother was Lady Malcolm's cousin; but you know how generous and
-high-spirited she is; and since my mother's death she has always acted
-towards me more as a mother than anything else--at least, when she has
-been permitted to do so."
-
-"I really do not see, Miss Carr," replied Morley Ernstein, "the exact
-connexion between Lady Malcolm's generosity and high spirit, and her
-affection for you; I should think it very possible to love you dearly,
-without any great liberality of feeling."
-
-He spoke with a smile, and evidently in a tone of assumed playfulness;
-but Juliet Carr replied, eagerly--"Oh, indeed! in this case you are
-mistaken; it needed great kindness and generosity for Lady Malcolm to
-feel any affection for me at all, as my birth kept her from a
-considerable property, which, at that time, I have heard, she was much
-in need of."
-
-"Then, I trust, you are with her now for a long time," said Morley
-Ernstein.
-
-"I have only leave of absence for three weeks," she answered; and the
-moment after added, in a low tone, "Thank Heaven, he is gone!"
-
-Morley had remarked that, during the last five minutes, her eyes had
-turned frequently towards the gentleman who stood in the doorway, and
-who had now just moved away with a slight degree of lameness in his
-walk. There was quite sufficient love in Morley's breast to make him
-feel an eager--I might almost call it an apprehensive, interest in all
-Juliet Carr's thoughts, and, with his usual impetuosity, he said at
-once, "May I know who the gentleman is, Miss Carr, whose departure
-seems to afford you so much relief?"
-
-"I really do not know," replied Juliet, with a smile, which might,
-perhaps, be at Morley's impetuous questioning, or perhaps, at her own
-ignorance of the man's name, for whose absence she had thanked
-Heaven--"I really do not know," she answered, and then stopped, gazing
-in his face, with that smile, as if to puzzle him still further.
-Morley looked down upon the ground, but would ask no further
-questions; and seeing a sort of determination in his countenance not
-to do so, Juliet Carr added, in a lower tone, and with a graver look,
-"I can tell you what he his, though I cannot tell you who."
-
-"What, what?" asked Morley, eagerly.
-
-"He is a duellist!" replied Juliet Carr. "Lady Emily Greenfield came
-up, just now, to tell me a good deal about him; she says that he
-killed another man in a duel, a fortnight ago."
-
-There was a look of abhorrence and pain in her beautiful face as she
-spoke, which brought some strange sensations into Morley's heart, when
-he thought of the part he was about to play the next morning; and he
-replied, "Perhaps he could not help it."
-
-"Could not help it!" exclaimed Juliet Carr, with a look of surprise,
-and forgetting, in her eagerness, the lapse of thirteen or fourteen
-years she added--"Could not help it! Oh, Morley!"
-
-Morley felt as if he could have cast himself at her feet, in gratitude
-for that one word; but he governed his impetuous nature, and followed
-out the subject on which they were speaking. "Perhaps," he said, in
-explanation, "he was grossly insulted by this man whom he shot.
-Perhaps his adversary called him out, and made him fight."
-
-"But, do you mean to say," asked Juliet Carr, "that there are any
-circumstances in which a man cannot help deliberately killing another?
-I myself think, that no man ought to fight a duel at all; but even if
-he be weak enough to risk his own life for a vain prejudice, he has no
-right to take that of another. God will ask the blood of his brother
-at his hand," she added, lifting her beautiful eyes as if towards the
-heavens; "and though he may smother the voice of conscience, in this
-world, he must not hope that he will escape punishment in another. Oh!
-think what a horrible thing it is to take away that existence which we
-can never restore; to cut off, in a moment, a fellow-being, from all
-the warm and sweet relationships of life; to change the living being,
-instinct with a bright spirit, into a dull mass of inanimate clay,
-and, worse than all, to put the seal of fate upon the sins, and
-follies, and crimes, of a fellow-being; to cut him off for ever from
-repentance, and bring the day of judgment upon his head, without time
-for thought, or preparation, or hope, or atonement! Oh, no, no! if
-such a thing had happened to me, I would hide myself from all eyes in
-the darkest corners of the earth. I would spend my whole life in
-bitterness and tears. I should never know a moment's peace--I should
-think I heard the voice of him whom I had murdered, crying for ever in
-my ears, 'You have not only destroyed the body, but condemned the
-soul!'"
-
-Morley had been gazing thoughtfully on the ground, but he now replied,
-"There may be some cases, Miss Carr, where we should be doing a
-benefit to society, in firing at a man opposed to us in a duel.
-Suppose that he were one of those criminals who are daily committing
-crimes that the laws will not reach?"
-
-"Leave him to God!" replied Juliet, eagerly. "Leave him to God! His
-law will sooner or later reach all, and it is a law of mercy as well
-as justice."
-
-They both paused; Juliet with a warm glow upon her cheek, from a
-feeling that she had been speaking with some vehemence, and Morley
-doing what so few people ever do in conversation, really weighing the
-arguments that were addressed to him, and applying them to his own
-heart.
-
-"But suppose," he said--"suppose a man so placed that his own life is
-at stake. There are circumstances in which there is every probability
-that a man must either take life or lose it. For instance, when your
-adversary is known as an infallible shot, where you have but one
-chance for your own existence, and where, judging yourself in the
-right, you have every reason to defend your own life, even at the
-sacrifice of that of an enemy whom you know to be in the wrong?"
-
-"It is a hard case," replied Juliet Carr, with her eyes cast down upon
-the ground; "but I am really not fit to be a judge upon such matters,
-and perhaps have said more than I ought upon the subject already."
-
-"Nay," said Morley; "I really wish to hear your opinion. Believe me,
-it is valuable to me, for I think a woman often judges these sort of
-things more sanely than a man."
-
-"Well, you shall have it!" replied Juliet Carr, "though it is little
-worth having. You must recollect that I think no man has any right to
-fight at all, if he be a Christian. He ought, therefore, never to be
-there, and if he will go there, I cannot see why, to save his own
-life, he should add a great crime to a great fault, and make murder
-terminate strife. Perhaps this is speaking too harshly; but what I
-mean to say is, that I should love, and respect, and admire the man
-most who, if he have not resolution enough to refuse to fight, would
-shew that his courage went to the high pitch of risking all, rather
-than do that which he knew to be the highest pitch of evil. Were I a
-man I would rather lose life than keep it under a continual sense of
-remorse--nay, even as a weak woman, I say the same; and I am sure in
-the choice my courage would not fail."
-
-Morley gazed at her for a moment with tenderness and admiration; but
-he then replied, as he saw Lady Malcolm approaching them, "Well, then,
-I promise you, that if ever I should be called upon to fight, I will
-recollect your lesson of to-night, and not fire at my adversary."
-
-Juliet looked as if she would fain reply, but Lady Malcolm came up,
-with a smile, saying, "So you have found each other out! She is
-scarcely at all changed--is she, Morley?"
-
-"So little, at least in manner," replied Morley, "that every instant I
-feel myself inclined to forget the years that have past, and to call
-her Juliet."
-
-If ever lover made an artful speech in this world, it was that which
-had just proceeded from the lips of Morley Ernstein; for it brought
-about quietly, as he well knew it would, that which he did not dare to
-ask openly.
-
-"Why should you call her anything else?" asked Lady Malcolm. "You were
-like brother and sister in your childhood. Call her Juliet, to be
-sure. I am certain she has no objection. Have you, my dear girl?"
-
-Morley felt very strongly that they were not brother and sister now,
-and perhaps Juliet Carr did the same, for she blushed while she
-replied, "None, assuredly."
-
-"And will you call me Morley again?" demanded her lover--for so we may
-now well name him.
-
-"Yes," answered Juliet Carr, looking up with that candour of heart
-which is far, far more attractive than the finest art that ever
-coquette devised; "I shall find no difficulty in it, for old habits
-come back with such force that I can scarcely call you anything else."
-
-Morley felt that in the new game he was playing, he had won a point;
-and, casting from him all thoughts of the following morning, he
-lingered on at Lady Malcolm's house till he was the last guest
-present. He then took leave, and quitted the house where he had spent
-a night of joy, such as he had never known till then; but as he turned
-from the door, and the memory of the dark business before him rushed
-upon his mind, it seemed as if a cold wind blew upon him.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XIII.
-
-
-In the evening and the morning, small objects cast long shadows; but
-in the mid-day, the meridian sun makes all bright. Not so exactly,
-however, is it with the day of life, as any man must have felt who has
-been called upon to repeat, at two distant times in his existence, the
-same unpleasant act. Take fighting a duel for an instance: with what
-different feelings the same man sets about the deed, at two or
-three-and-twenty, and five or six-and-thirty. How the gay buoyancy of
-youth carries us over the light ruffle of the sea at one period! how
-little do we heed the menacing storm! how little do we care for the
-momentary tempest! how confident are we of safety and success! But, at
-the other period, however strong may be our resolution, however firm our
-purpose, however, unshaken our nerve, we go to the task set before us
-with a knowledge of every particle of the peril, with a clear notion
-of all the consequences, with a calculation of each point of the
-result. The grasp of a friend's hand comes with a consciousness that
-it may be for the last time; the look we give to those we love has in
-it the tenderness of a farewell, and at the same time, all the mighty
-responsibility of taking the life of another is pressed upon
-reflection by every sight of human existence around us, by all the
-fresh joys and hopes that we see in the bosoms of our own fellow-men.
-Morley Ernstein, however, was in the early day of life; fear was a
-thing unknown to him, and even with awe he was not very familiar.
-Thus, when Lieberg's cabriolet came to the door in Berkeley-square, he
-sprang in with a light step; and, with as cheerful a voice as if he
-had been going to a wedding, he gave his friend the "Good morning,"
-and asked if he were not a little late.
-
-"Oh, no!" answered Lieberg; "in very good time, and my chesnut here
-will carry us up as if he were running for the Derby."
-
-Away they rolled at a rate which had something exhilarating in its
-rapidity. London was soon left behind; its lengthy suburbs were
-speedily crossed, and the singing of a lark in the early morning, told
-that the horse's hoofs were treading the country. The spot appointed
-was soon reached, the boy handed out the pistol case, and took the
-horse, and Morley and his friend walked forward into the field, where
-no one as yet had made his appearance. It was a beautiful summer
-morning as ever was seen; the country, even in the neighbourhood of
-London, looked lovely in the early light, and the world altogether
-seemed too pleasant a place to quit willingly. But Morley Ernstein,
-though his was the especial time of life when joys are fullest and
-hopes brightest, and all the things that endear to us mortal existence
-are in their most attractive aspect, never thought about quitting the
-world at all. He found it difficult to impress upon his mind the idea
-of danger; and though a momentary sensation of awe had come over him
-during the preceding night, all such feeling had gone off, and he
-looked about for his adversary, in the mere desire of getting a
-disagreeable business over as soon as possible.
-
-"I would bet five to three that he does not come," said Lieberg; "and
-really I think that if he do not, I shall go and horsewhip him myself,
-for making me get out of my bed at half-past four."
-
-Scarcely had he spoken, however, when the roll of wheels was heard,
-and a very handsome travelling chaise, with four post-horses,
-appeared, and drew up at the gate leading into the field. The door
-was opened, and forth came Mr. Neville, with his friend, Captain
-Stallfed, whom Morley had seen once before, and a gentleman in black,
-possessing extensive whiskers, not very well combed, long French-cut
-hair, and a surgical appearance about the nose and eyes, which at once
-bespoke his profession.
-
-"Upon my word," said Lieberg, "this looks like execution! Now, Morley,
-what will you bet that all this is not part of a solemn farce, to
-squeeze an apology out of you?"
-
-"It will not succeed," answered Morley, and he walked on with Lieberg,
-to meet the advancing party.
-
-As they came near, the two seconds took a step forward, and Captain
-Stallfed, as Lieberg had anticipated, began, after the ordinary
-salutations, to work his way up to the demand of an apology.
-
-"My friend, Mr. Neville," he said, "has certainly been grossly
-insulted by your friend, Sir Morley Ernstein. However, as Neville is
-peculiarly situated in some respects, Colonel Lieberg, I have advised
-him to content himself with an apology." He paused for a moment, as if
-to see whether Lieberg would reply; but that gentleman was as silent
-as the grave; and Captain Stallfed went on, with a slight degree of
-embarrassment. "A-hem!" he said; "if, therefore, your friend thinks
-fit to say that he is sorry for having used the threat of
-horsewhipping my friend Neville, I have advised him to drop the
-matter, and rest satisfied."
-
-"I think you are labouring under a mistake, Captain Stallfed," said
-Lieberg; "my friend Sir Morley Ernstein would have the greatest
-pleasure in saying that he is sorry for having threatened to horsewhip
-your friend Mr. Neville, if he were at all sorry; but, as he fully did
-intend to horsewhip him, in case Mr. Neville did not find a gentleman
-of honour and repute, such as Captain Stallfed, to bring the matter to
-another issue for him, you will easily perceive that my friend can
-offer no apology whatsoever."
-
-Stallfed looked a little disconcerted, and merely saying--"Very well,
-sir--very well!" retired to confer with Neville again, whose eyes,
-during the brief conversation between his friend and Lieberg, had been
-round the field, and up the road, and over the hill, with a very
-anxious and expectant expression. Lieberg marked all this with a
-smile, saying to Morley--"He is like a cowardly felon at the
-gallows-foot, asking to be allowed time for another prayer; but we
-must interrupt his shrift, otherwise I should not wonder if we were
-interrupted in our proceedings. Captain Stallfed," he said, advancing
-again a step or two, "we wait your pleasure, and, as it seems to me
-that your friend is very apprehensive lest we should be annoyed by the
-Bow-street officers, we had better proceed as fast as possible."
-
-Captain Stallfed bowed, frowned at Neville, and saying, not too low
-for the other party to hear--"Nonsense--nonsense, man!--the thing
-must be;" he came forward to make the necessary preparations with
-Lieberg.
-
-The spot was chosen, the ground measured, and each second threw down a
-glove, for his friend's standing place, Lieberg calmly overruling a
-man[oe]uvre of Stallfed's, to place Morley in a line with a tree. In
-the meanwhile, the young Baronet walked up and down, with his arms
-folded on his chest, thinking the preparations somewhat long, while
-Neville, with the surgeon at his elbow, stood at some distance,
-listening to such consolations as the man of healing could give him,
-and evidently under the influence of no very dignified trepidation.
-Morley, who, from time to time, cast a glance that way, could not help
-smiling at the bend of the knees, the rounding of the shoulders, and
-the wandering eagerness of the eye. He thought every moment, indeed,
-that his gallant antagonist would take to his heels and run, and
-probably it was only the proximity of the surgeon that prevented such
-a consummation. Everything being at length complete, however, Lieberg
-placed his man, saying--"Now, don't miss him, Morley."
-
-"I don't intend to fire at him," replied Morley.
-
-Lieberg looked at him with astonishment, but there was no time for
-further explanation, and merely saying--"You are joking, surely," he
-withdrew.
-
-In the meanwhile, Neville, in dead silence had been brought to his
-ground, and Stallfed gave him some directions in a low voice. "Is the
-handkerchief tight round your arm?" he asked--"well, raise your pistol
-smartly, keep him on the outside of your elbow, and you are sure to
-hit him. Can't you steady your hand, man? That d--d shaking will ruin
-you!"
-
-Neville answered not a word, and it is probable that at that moment he
-neither saw, heard, nor understood. The two seconds, however, retired;
-and, as it had been arranged that the parties were to fire together,
-the "one, two, three" was pronounced, and both pistols went off very
-nearly at the same moment. Neville's, indeed, was a little the first,
-as he had been instructed by his friend, to fire even before the word
-"three" was pronounced. To the surprise of all parties present, not
-only did Morley fire directly in the air, but Neville, notwithstanding
-his terror, his confusion, and his shaking hand, sent his ball with so
-true an aim, that it passed through Morley's coat, and slightly
-wounded him, by grazing his right shoulder. Unconscious of his
-success, however, he fell to the ground at once, as soon as he heard
-the report of his adversary's pistol; but upon Stallfed and the
-surgeon coming up, both of whom had clearly seen, that Morley had
-fired in the air, the swindler got upon his feet again, declaring that
-he had stumbled over a stone.
-
-"Stumbled!" exclaimed Stallfed, in an angry tone; "why what the devil
-business had you to move at all? I suppose, Colonel Lieberg, as your
-friend fired in the air, we cannot demand another fire!"
-
-Ere Lieberg could reply, the party in the field was increased by three
-or four other persons, at the head of whom appeared R----, the
-Bow-street officer, coming up, as was then usually the case, in
-encounters of such a kind, somewhat slowly and tardily, to prevent a
-duel, which had already taken place.
-
-"These, I presume," said Lieberg, as he marked the approach of the new
-comers; "these, I presume, are the gentlemen whom your friend
-expected, and of course we shall have the pleasure of figuring at
-Bow-street, while you have the satisfaction of seeing the whole in a
-newspaper."
-
-By the time this was said, the officers were up with them, and gave
-them intimation that they must present themselves before a magistrate.
-To Lieberg and Morley, R---- and his companions were perfectly civil
-and deferential; but with Neville and Captain Stallfed--ay, and with
-the surgeon those gentlemen had brought thither, the officers were
-quite friendly and familiar. Promising to appear at Bow-street as soon
-as the magistrates took their seat in the office, Lieberg and Morley
-got into the cabriolet, and drove away, Morley tying a handkerchief
-round his arm to stanch the blood, which was now trickling through his
-coat. The officers remained with the res-t of the party, and R--- with
-his hands in his breeches pockets, gazed over the chariot and four
-horses with a cunning smile.
-
-"Why Nevvy," he said, "this is a flare-up, and will cost you a
-trifle--I take it!"
-
-"I'll tell you what, R----," said the Captain, "it ought to be worth
-five hundred pounds to him, if he manages the matter well. Why, having
-fought a duel with Sir Morley Ernstein, and wounded him in the arm, is
-enough to make a man of him."
-
-"Hard to do that," said R----, with a knowing look; "why, Nevvy, how
-did you ever screw yourself up to come to the scratch?--cost you a
-pint of thunder and lightning, I'll bet. But come, we must be jogging;
-as the chay is full, I'll get up behind. We wont put the darbies on
-you, this time, Nevvy; though, if you don't mind what you're about,
-it'll come to that, I give you warning. I had some talk about you, the
-other day, with the old gentleman in the wig, and he said, it wouldn't
-do much longer; so keep quiet, there's a good fellow."
-
-The first case called on before the magistrates that morning, was that
-of the duel; the tidings of which had spread far and wide through
-London, before ten o'clock, and the office was consequently full of
-reporters. The matter was soon settled, in the usual manner; but the
-magistrate in a grave, but kindly, tone, thought fit to address to
-Morley a few words of remonstrance, upon the practice of duelling in
-general, adding a caution, in regard of the choice of associates,
-while his eye rested with stern severity upon Neville and his worthy
-second.
-
-"I thank you much, sir," said Morley, with his usual firm and manly
-manner, "for the warning that you give me; but, you will understand
-that these persons are not my associates, and not even my
-acquaintances. I chanced to meet one of them in the commission of acts
-which I judged imprudent and wrong, and I threatened him with
-chastisement. As he found a person bearing his Majesty's commission,
-to act as his friend on the occasion, I thought fit to give him that
-satisfaction which is usual amongst gentlemen; reserving to myself the
-right, and holding firmly the determination, of chastising him as I
-promised, should he give me further occasion for offence."
-
-"I will beg of these gentlemen of the press, to remark," said Lieberg,
-turning towards the reporters, "that my friend, Sir Morley Ernstein,
-only consented to meet Mr. Neville, because he did not choose to
-refuse any man satisfaction when it was demanded; but in order to
-guard against a bad precedent being established in favour of Mr.
-Neville, let me add, that I consider him a coward as well as a
-blackguard, and only regret that my friend treated him with so much
-lenity."
-
-He was going to add more, but the magistrate interfered, and Lieberg.
-left the place, accompanied by Morley, the former saying, with a
-laugh--
-
-"It was necessary, my dear Ernstein, to make some observation on the
-business, which these gentlemen would not very much like repeated,
-otherwise they would dress up so smart a story of it in the
-newspapers, that Neville, for the rest of his life, would be treated
-as a gentleman, and have the privilege of plundering all sorts of
-young fools with impunity."
-
-Notwithstanding all Lieberg's precautions, the report of the affair in
-the newspapers, was such as newspaper reports but too frequently are.
-There was so much truth in the statement as to give it perfect
-verisimilitude, and to render it impossible to say that it was all a
-lie, but with so much left untold as to create an impression as
-erroneous as if the whole had been untrue. It appeared by the report,
-that Sir Morley Ernstein had fought the well-known Mr. Neville, and
-had been severely wounded in the arm; that the parties had been
-brought to Bow-street, and bound over to keep the peace, some sharp
-words passing between them in the office. The statement ended with the
-words--"The quarrel, we find, took place about a lady!"
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XIV.
-
-
-Morley Ernstein cast down the evening newspaper in disgust, and walked
-up and down the room with angry feelings in his heart, which would not
-bear control. Whither was it that his thoughts first wandered? The
-reader need hardly ask--it was to Juliet Carr. As early in the day as
-the usages of society had permitted, he had called upon Lady Malcolm,
-but, as almost invariably happens when one has a particular object in
-seeing any friend, male or female, both Lady Malcolm herself, and Miss
-Carr were reported by the servant to be out. His next visit was to Mr.
-Hamilton, and there the report was very unfavourable. The next was to
-a surgeon; for his shoulder, though the wound had been but slight, was
-becoming very painful. The man of healing, of course, put him to ten
-times more pain, in order to give him relief; and thus Morley had all
-the most unpleasant preparatives that a man can have, for seeing his
-name in a newspaper. He had been disappointed in his expectations--he
-had been grieved for a friend--he had been put to positive pain
-himself, and now he saw such an account of an affair, which was
-assuredly not discreditable to himself, as to produce an impression
-the most to be dreaded, on the minds of those he loved and esteemed.
-His imagination was a quick one, and with the rapid magic of thought,
-he summoned to his mind, all that Juliet Carr would think--all that
-Juliet Carr would feel, on hearing that he had quarrelled with, and
-fought a swindler "_on account of a lady!_"
-
-Men little know to what an immense extent their own acquaintance with
-all the evil and wickedness of the world affects their estimate of
-other people's thoughts and opinions. The rascal, nine times out of
-ten, supposes every body to possess the same rascally feelings as
-himself; and men, in picturing to their own mind the thoughts of
-women, imagine that those thoughts are founded upon knowledge that few
-of the gentler sex have any means of possessing. Morley Ernstein,
-himself, though he believed the mind of Juliet Carr to be as pure as
-that of an angel, fancied nevertheless, that the moment her eye rested
-upon that paragraph, she would see him in the midst of scenes of vice
-and licentiousness, quarrelling with a blackleg, for an abandoned
-woman.
-
-Morley was quite mistaken, however. It is true, that scarcely one of
-all the many male eyes which that day read the news of Bow-street,
-failed to receive exactly such an impression from the paragraph
-concerning himself. But what did Juliet Carr think? Any thing but what
-her lover supposed. Juliet Carr was a great reader of character; she
-was endowed by nature with that discriminating power--for depend upon
-it, reader, it is a gift, not an acquirement--which enables us by some
-traits, often even undefinable to ourselves, and generally totally
-unnoticed by others, to distinguish at once the innate or habitual
-springs of action in those with whom we are brought in contact. I know
-not well, whether that gift be most likely to prove a blessing or a
-curse. It may often guide our actions, but it seldom guides our
-affections, and too often renders the struggle between inclination and
-reason, more painful than it always is. Juliet Carr had discovered
-very rapidly all the principal traits of Morley Ernstein's character;
-but even had not that been the case, she was not sufficiently
-acquainted with the evils of the world in general, to conjure up the
-picture which Morley supposed would present itself to her imagination.
-
-Thus, when she read the account of the duel, she felt quite certain
-that the cause of quarrel was some impetuous act springing from a
-generous impulse. When she came to the fact of his having fired in the
-air, a smile of pleasure brightened her face, crossing the look of
-painful anxiety with which she had been reading; but when in the end
-she found that he was wounded, she dropped the paper from her hand
-with feelings of mingled fear and sorrow, and with something like
-self-reproach, as if her counsels of the night before had caused the
-injury under which he suffered. Taking up the newspaper quickly again,
-she carried it at once into the neighbouring room, where Lady Malcolm
-was sitting, and pointing out the paragraph with a pale cheek and an
-anxious eye, which her worthy cousin did not fail to remark, she asked
-Lady Malcolm, if she could not send to obtain some more certain
-information as to the real state of their young friend. Lady Malcolm
-replied, that she would write at once, and the letter was accordingly
-despatched.
-
-It was now about half-past eight o'clock at night, and to make sure of
-the note being properly delivered, and that a correct account of
-Morley Ernstein's health should be brought, Juliet's cousin despatched
-an old and faithful servant of her own; who was well acquainted with
-good Adam Gray, the young gentleman's attached dependent. In about
-three quarters of an hour the man returned, saying, that he had left
-the note, and that Sir Morley Ernstein must be better, for he had gone
-out, the waiter said, on purpose to see Miss Barham.
-
-Lady Malcolm remarked that Juliet turned slightly pale, and being the
-best disposed woman in the world to relieve persons from unpleasant
-sensations, she replied, "Nonsense! there must be some mistake,
-William. Did you see old Adam Gray."
-
-"No, my lady," replied the man; "I did not; but the waiter told me;
-that Sir Morley had especially directed him, if any one called, to say
-that he had gone to see Miss Barham."
-
-Lady Malcolm was one of those who make the most of a difficulty by
-attempting to get over it, and she was in the high road to try whether
-she could not persuade the man that he was mistaken, when Juliet rose
-quietly, and went into the other room, as if to seek a book. Her
-ladyship then saw that there was no need of proceeding further, and
-suffered her servant to depart.
-
-In the meanwhile, Juliet rested her hand upon the table in the next
-room for a moment, and gazed thoughtfully at the lamp. The flame was
-bright and clear--and whether she found some fanciful affinity between
-the object on which her eyes were fixed, and that of which her mind
-was in search, I know not; but certainly at that moment she was
-seeking for light, upon subjects connected with her own feelings, and
-with the circumstances round her, and the lamp of the mind had
-suddenly become dim and shadowy. Now many a reader may think that the
-question with which she busied herself was, whether Morley Ernstein
-was really in love with another? whether, after all that his lips had
-said, and all that his look had said--nay, all that his whole
-demeanour had said, during the preceding evening, his heart could
-really be given to a different object--his affections at that very
-time engrossed by another? Such, however, was not the question that
-Juliet Carr addressed to herself. It did not at all refer to the
-feelings of Morley Ernstein. It referred to her own. She asked
-herself, what it was that made such strange sensations shoot through
-her bosom, at the thought of his passing that evening with another?
-She asked herself, why she should feel as if a cold hand pressed her
-heart, at the idea of his being attached to another? Had she been
-dreaming? Had she been indulging visions that she had no right to
-indulge? or, had she really suffered her imagination to be captivated
-by a wild, gay, ardent, young man, who perhaps addressed the same
-flattery of words and manner to some new acquaintance every night?
-Juliet Carr was frightened at her own feelings, and for the rest of
-the evening, though not absolutely melancholy, she was grave and
-thoughtful.
-
-About eleven o'clock on the following day, Lady Malcolm went out, not
-telling her fair visitor where she was going at that early hour. It
-must be recollected, that she was first cousin to Juliet's mother, and
-her period of life was somewhat more than that mother's age would have
-been had she been still living. She was, perhaps forty-eight or nine;
-and cares and sorrows--those sad beauty-killers--had left her less of
-the appearance of youth than might have been her portion, if her life
-had passed smoothly and happily. It was upon the strength of her age,
-then, that Lady Malcolm now ventured towards Berkeley-square, in order
-to visit Morley Ernstein, and enquire into his proceedings with her
-own lips.
-
-In the meantime, however, that young gentleman himself, as so often
-happens on such occasions, had been impelled towards the house of Lady
-Malcolm, taking his way, as if on purpose, by streets the most
-distinct and opposite to those which the good lady herself pursued. He
-had not the slightest idea, it is true, that there was a chance of her
-coming to call upon him; but still, if the truth must be told, his
-heart beat with a pleasurable pulse when he heard that Lady Malcolm
-was out, and that Miss Carr was at home.
-
-He followed the servant quickly up the stairs, through the first
-drawing-room, and into the second, where Juliet was busy, writing a
-letter; so that she scarcely heard his name announced ere he was
-before her. The colour mounted up into her cheek, a smile came upon
-her lip, and she received him kindly and courteously; but still there
-was, in her manner, or at least Morley thought so, a certain degree of
-coldness, which his warm and eager nature could not endure, even for a
-moment. Time to think had been allowed him since the first impression,
-which had been produced upon his mind by reading the newspaper-account
-of his duel with Neville, and various other circumstances had
-combined, to fix him in a resolution which he now proceeded to
-execute. He sat down, then, at once beside Juliet Carr, saying--
-
-"You must forgive me for coming at this early hour, and, still
-further, you must forgive me for preventing you from writing your
-letter, perhaps for a long time, as I intend to stay here till Lady
-Malcolm comes back."
-
-There was something in his manner that agitated Juliet Carr, but she
-would not give way to the sensations of her own heart, nor suffer
-herself to fancy, for a moment, that there was any other feeling
-towards her in his, than common friendship.
-
-"Indeed, I am very happy to see you," she replied; "we were very
-anxious to hear of you last night; for we saw, in the newspaper, an
-account--"
-
-"Of my having become a duellist, notwithstanding all your kind
-cautions," said Morley.
-
-"Yes," answered Juliet Carr, with a bright smile; "but also of your
-having acted well and nobly, even though you did yield to the bad
-influence of man's customs."
-
-"You mean in not firing at my adversary," said Morley. "Well, I will
-confess to you, that at the moment I was conversing with you, the
-night before, I had fully made up my mind to shoot him. Nay, more, I
-thought I should be serving society by so doing."
-
-"Oh, then," exclaimed Juliet, warmly, "I do rejoice that I said what I
-did, if I am to believe it had any effect upon you. Think, with what
-different feelings we should now have met, if you had killed that
-man--think how sad and melancholy you would have been."
-
-"Your words had every effect," replied Morley, "for they entirely
-stopped me in my purpose, and I will own, now, that I am most glad I
-listened to them; not only, because it gives me pleasure to have
-followed your counsel, but because I am satisfied, that counsel was
-right; and now let us speak, Juliet," he continued, "of that newspaper
-account which you saw of the business, for, believe me, your good
-opinion is more valuable to me than anything else in life."
-
-Juliet blushed, and her heart beat quickly; but following that first
-impulse, which generally affects the mind of woman on such occasions,
-she sought to avoid the more agitating part of the theme, and replied,
-quickly, "I see that one part of the account must be false; for it
-stated that you were severely wounded. It was that which made me and
-Lady Malcolm so anxious to hear how you were. She wrote to you last
-night, but--"
-
-"I was out," replied Morley, with that straight-forward frankness of
-demeanour, which wrought a change in Juliet's feelings at every
-word--"I would have come, in answer to her note, myself, but I was
-obliged to go out, early in the evening, to see a young lady of the
-name of Barham, whose situation is one which, I think, will interest
-you deeply when you come to hear the particulars."
-
-Juliet Carr drew a long, deep sigh; her eyes remained fixed upon the
-table; the fine turned upper lip quivered, as she listened; and the
-beautiful nostril expanded, as if some struggling feelings in her
-breast required more breath in their eager contest.
-
-"It was my intention," continued Morley, "to interest Mr. Hamilton, my
-former guardian, in this business, and to induce him to do all for
-Miss Barham that I could wish to do; but he, I am sorry to say, is
-extremely ill, and I must apply to Lady Malcolm and yourself to help
-me."
-
-"Oh, that we will, willingly!" exclaimed Juliet. "But what is the
-matter, Morley?--why cannot you act for yourself? Is this the lady,
-about whom they say you fought the duel?"
-
-There was a slight smile upon her face as she asked the last
-question--but each of the three was somewhat difficult to answer, and
-Morley chose the least.
-
-"It was not exactly about her that the quarrel took place," he said,
-"though it was in her house. This man, Neville, who is a swindler, had
-gone there with purposes which, perhaps, Juliet, I could better
-explain to Lady Malcolm than yourself. It is sufficient to say, that
-they were insulting to an innocent and amiable girl, overwhelmed with
-misfortunes of various kinds: first, the death of her father, a poor,
-but respectable clergyman, after a long and tedious illness, which
-exhausted all his resources; next, the pressure of poverty; and last,
-but greatest of all, the infamous conduct of a brother, who has
-abandoned himself to every sort of evil, and would sell or betray his
-sister for a very slight consideration. It was the wish to see if I
-could do something, both to relieve and reclaim this youth, that took
-me to Miss Barham's house, when I met the man, Neville, there. I had
-never beheld her before, but I then saw enough to make me sure that
-she was innocent and good, and you may easily imagine, that I did not
-feel disposed to suffer her to be injured or insulted in my presence."
-
-"Oh, no, no!" exclaimed Juliet, enthusiastically, "I am sure you would
-not--I am sure that you would do everything in your power to protect
-and assist her."
-
-Somehow or another, I know not well how, Morley Ernstein seemed to
-feel he had got a little the advantage of Juliet Carr, and he replied,
-with a smile--
-
-"I am most anxious to do everything; but how it is to be done is the
-question, Juliet; for I must let you into one secret--this Miss Barham
-is young and very beautiful."
-
-He saw the colour in Juliet's cheek vary, in a manner that gave him
-greater pleasure than anything that he had beheld for many a day; and
-yet he hastened to restore it to a steadier tone.
-
-"There are two difficulties, Juliet," he said; "one of which I do not
-like to encounter, and one of which I have no right to encounter. You
-will easily understand," he continued, with a smile, "that I cannot
-take this pretty Helen Barham to my house, or even send her thither
-and give her an asylum there, though, for a thousand reasons, it were
-better that she should leave London. If she remains, I cannot shield
-her from persecution and annoyance; and my being with her frequently,
-might produce an impression on the minds of others, that my views
-towards her were of an evil nature; while in herself," he added,
-slowly and gravely, "it might induce a belief that I am actuated by
-feelings of personal attachment, which I can never feel. Do not
-suppose me vain, Juliet; but it is right to remember that, thrown
-altogether into my society, resting upon me for protection and
-support, experiencing some kindness from me, and feeling more
-gratitude than I deserve, she might learn to entertain sentiments that
-I could never return, and should be deeply grieved to disappoint."
-
-Juliet's lips moved, though there was no sound proceeded from them,
-but her heart said something that Morley Ernstein might have been glad
-to hear.
-
-"To speak the truth, Juliet," continued Morley, "it is more lest she
-should mistake me, than lest others should mistake me, that I am
-anxious. It so seldom happens that a man is very eager to serve a
-woman without some motive, that she might well think I am influenced
-by an attachment to herself, unless--unless--unless, in short, I can
-find some more proper person than myself to stand prominently forward
-in this business. Some facts which I heard last night, and which made
-me hurry to her instantly, render it the more necessary that she
-should be removed from her present abode at once."
-
-"Why?" demanded Juliet; "is she in any danger?"
-
-"She is in danger of being placed in the most painful situation
-possible," replied Morley. "Her brother has thrown himself entirely in
-the power of the swindler Neville. Their views upon this poor girl are
-such as I can hardly explain, for there are things which, to ears so
-pure as yours, are offensive even to hear named."
-
-"Alas!" replied Juliet, looking up in his face, with a sweet yet sad
-smile, "one cannot live any time in the world, Morley, without being
-well aware that there are many vices and evils of all kinds going on
-around us. I am not sure that it would be beneficial to us to be
-ignorant that such things exist, if they must exist; but, however, I
-can easily conceive that this man's views and purposes are infamous.
-The only thing I cannot comprehend is, how a brother can lend himself
-to disgrace a sister. What can be his inducement? What can be the
-motive strong enough to lead him to an act which one would imagine the
-most depraved mind would shrink from with horror?"
-
-"The hope of life, Juliet," replied Morley--"the fear of death. These
-are his inducements; but that part of the subject I must not touch
-upon with you. Wherever he is concerned, I will deal with the affair
-myself, and hope still to save him from the consequences of his own
-crime and folly. If he cannot be saved, however, we must shield his
-sister from his importunities; and if you will help me in this--if you
-will give her your countenance, assistance, and protection, I am sure
-she will be grateful, and I, Juliet, will be deeply so."
-
-"I will do anything you like," cried Juliet, with a glowing
-countenance; "I will go to her this moment, if you please. Oh, I
-forgot I was in London!" she added, sitting down again on the sofa,
-from which she had partly risen. "But, however, whatever you think
-best to be done, I am quite ready to do. You know, I believe, Morley,
-that my means of helping her--in point of money, I mean--are not very
-large, and that I have some poor pensioners at home, but still I have
-quite enough to give her assistance for the time, and I shall soon
-have more."
-
-Morley gazed at her with sensations that kept him silent for a moment.
-"It is unnecessary," he replied, at length; "I can supply all that. I
-have far more than I know how to employ properly, Juliet, and, indeed,
-I think that when I have engaged you so deeply in this affair that you
-cannot escape me, I shall try to induce you to give me counsel in the
-disposal of that wealth which is too great not to imply a serious
-obligation to employ it properly. Will you be my monitor, Juliet?"
-
-Juliet Carr looked down, and again turned pale, saying, in a low
-voice, "Willingly, Morley, if I could be vain enough to think my
-counsels would aid or benefit you."
-
-Strange as it may seem, the same sudden paleness which had alarmed
-Morley Ernstein on the preceding night, making him doubt whether
-Juliet's heart was free, and resolve to bridle his impetuous spirit
-and proceed coolly and slowly to ascertain what were her real feelings
-before he committed himself, lest vanity should meet a rebuff and love
-a disappointment--the same sudden paleness now produced a contrary
-effect. During their conference of that morning there had been a
-thousand little signs, a thousand little passing expressions of the
-countenance, which had raised hope and expectation. There had been a
-light in her eyes when she raised them suddenly to his face, a
-changing colour under his glance, an agitation in the voice, an
-occasional embarrassment in the manner,--all of which shewed Morley
-Ernstein that he had the power, at least, of producing emotion in the
-heart of Juliet Carr, and there is something in that power which
-renders it akin either to love or fear. Morley was very sure that
-there was no touch of the latter passion in her feelings. He hoped,
-then, naturally enough, that there might be somewhat of the former.
-How the matter would have gone on at that moment, Heaven only knows,
-but just as the words passed Juliet's lips, there was a loud knock at
-the street-door, and Juliet added--"There is Lady Malcolm!"
-
-There was no time left then for any long explanations, but Morley took
-the hand which rested on the table--it was certainly a fair book,
-that might have been kissed by Jews or infidels, with no light
-devotion--and pressing his lips upon it, he said--"Thus, dear Juliet,
-I seal your promise."
-
-"What promise?" exclaimed Juliet Carr, with a start and a blush.
-
-"To be my monitor," replied Morley. He would have fain added "for
-life," but he dared not risk all at that moment, and ere either of
-them could utter more, Lady Malcolm entered the room.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XV.
-
-
-Each act and fact in human nature, and in human life, is connected by
-so many links, with everything around, that the man who sets out to
-tell a history, if he would tell it completely, has as many different
-threads to follow, as a spider in the middle of his web. If he pursue
-one for any length, without deviating, he finds that he has left forty
-or fifty other branches on either side, which--each of them more or
-less--affect the narrative in the end. He has to come back for each,
-to follow each out carefully, or else some of the meshes in the web
-will be found broken, when most he wants them. Thus must we return, to
-take up the history of Morley Ernstein, at that particular point where
-we left off to expatiate upon men's miscalculations of the thoughts of
-women, being thence seduced away by very natural inducements, to tell
-what was really going on in the mind of sweet Juliet Carr; and thence
-again, as speedily to recount her interview with Morley on the
-subsequent day.
-
-After having thrown down the newspaper, then, and strode up and down
-the room for some time, with indignation and bitterness of heart,
-Morley began to consider what was the best course for him to pursue in
-order to prevent such impressions, as he feared had been produced,
-from becoming permanent in the mind of her he loved. In short, he
-acted like any other impetuous man. He first became violently angry at
-the apprehension of an evil, and then, after having wasted half an
-hour in the whirl of passion, began to do what it would have been
-better to do at first, and think of means to remedy what had gone
-amiss. He determined, then, as we have seen, to tell Juliet Carr as
-much as he could tell of Helen Barham's history, and to explain
-frankly and straightforwardly his whole conduct. The only question
-was, how was this to be brought about naturally? Juliet Carr would
-certainly never demand any account of how or why he had fought the
-duel, or who was the lady to whom the newspapers referred. Nay, more,
-most probably she would even shrink from the subject altogether, if
-such suspicions were excited in her mind as he anticipated.
-
-After some thought, the plan suddenly flashed upon his mind, of
-interesting Lady Malcolm, and even Juliet herself, in the situation of
-Helen Barham, and thus delivering himself from two difficulties at
-once. What politicians love does make of us! As soon as the idea
-struck him, he saw the whole benefit of it, and resolved to follow it
-out immediately. He would break through all ceremony; he would go to
-Lady Malcolm that very night, and with this view he rang the bell, and
-asked if he could have his dinner earlier than he had ordered it.
-
-The waiter replied, "Yes, sir;" and, as usual in such cases, the
-dinner was half an hour later than ever. Morley ate it, when it did
-come, as fast as possible, but he had just concluded when information
-was brought him, that a gentleman wished to see him upon business, and
-ordering him to be admitted, with a somewhat impatient expression, Mr.
-Higgins was ushered in with a deferential air. With that careful
-eschewance of all listening ears, which was one point of Mr. Higgins's
-prudence, that gentleman remained bowing in silence, till the waiter
-was out of the room, after which he approached a little nearer to the
-table, saying--
-
-"I have done the matter, sir. I can tell you all about it, now; I set
-somebody to pump Nevvy himself, for I could make nothing of Bill, and
-I find the lad has done that which shews he prefers hemp to lint any
-time, by way of a neck-handkerchief. He'll swing, sir--there's no
-helping it. He'll swing--you'll see," and Mr. Higgins stuck his hands
-forcibly into his breeches pockets, as the most powerful mode of
-asseveration which he could adopt. "I don't like exactly to tell you
-what he's done, sir," he continued, "though I'm sure you wouldn't
-peach, but still--"
-
-"I know what he has done," answered Morley, calmly; "all I want to
-know now is, whose is the name he forged?"
-
-Higgins gazed at him in some surprise, at finding that the young
-gentleman had arrived so rapidly at so dangerous a piece of
-information.
-
-"Why, sir," he replied, "as you know so much, I might as well tell you
-all, but yet, when a lad's neck's in jeopardy--"
-
-"All I seek," said Morley, somewhat impatiently, "is the lad's own
-good. If I cannot benefit him I will not hurt him, depend upon it; so
-speak out, Mr. Higgins--who is the man?"
-
-"Why, he is a friend of yours, sir," replied Higgins, "that is what
-makes me so careful."
-
-"Mr. Hamilton!" said Morley, looking in the man's face with
-consternation; for he well knew that the crime of forgery was one
-which, in the eyes of the banker, however tender and lenient he was on
-other occasions, could only be expiated by death. "Mr. Hamilton! That
-is, indeed, unfortunate!"
-
-"No, no, sir," answered Higgins, "both he and Neville knew better than
-that. The Colonel, sir--the Colonel's the man. No one would ever
-believe that any of Neville's party could have a bill of Mr.
-Hamilton's, but as for the Colonel, sir--the Count, some folks call
-him--being a little bit upon the turf, and a good deal in the world,
-and all that, the thing was likely enough."
-
-While the man had been speaking, Morley Ernstein had revolved in his
-own mind all the consequences of Lieberg's possessing the power of
-life and death over William Barham. He doubted not, for a moment, that
-his friend would abandon all thought of proceeding against the
-unfortunate young man, at his request; but after what had passed
-between them the morning before, his mind could not help entertaining
-a fear, that Lieberg might use the hold he had acquired, to the injury
-of Helen Barham. He knew that Lieberg would think it doing her no
-wrong, to seek to place her in a situation of affluence and ease, at
-the expense of what the world in general calls virtue. He could not
-help acknowledging, too, that Lieberg's chance of success in such a
-pursuit was very much more probable than that of the man Neville.
-Strikingly handsome as he was in person, there was a fascination about
-his manners, a charm in his eloquence, which Morley himself could not
-resist. He felt that it was sometimes dangerous to him, but yet it was
-most agreeable; and even he himself, with all his strong good sense,
-while talking with Lieberg, lost the clear distinction of what was
-right and wrong, or only retained it by a great struggle, which, if he
-abandoned for a moment, all his ideas on such subjects became vague
-and shadowy, as in that pleasant moment when tired, but not too tired,
-we sink into the arms of sleep, scarcely knowing at what point our
-waking thoughts desert us. What might be the influence of such a man,
-Morley asked, over a young and inexperienced girl like Helen Barham,
-when he had the life of her brother in his hands? Morley feared very
-much for the result: he had marked, in that poor girl, the traces of
-strong and deep feelings; eager and somewhat wild enthusiasms--seeds,
-in short, that might be speedily made to shoot up into powerful
-passions. Yes, he feared very much for the result! There was nothing
-to be done, but to remove her speedily and at once from the scene,
-before the attempt to save her brother was made, and his resolution
-was taken accordingly.
-
-"There, Mr. Higgins," he said, pushing across a note to that worthy;
-"there is what I promised; and now tell me one or two things more
-about this business. First of all, how soon is the matter likely to be
-discovered?"
-
-"Why, on Saturday, sir," replied Higgins; "I hear it's a promissory
-note at a month, and it's up on Saturday. Neville has made the boy
-believe that he can and will stop the thing, but he can no more do
-that than he can fly. The note is out of his hands long ago. The way
-the thing was done was very unfair to the lad, too, I hear. He has a
-great art of imitating any writing he sees, and they got him to copy
-the Colonel's name, which he had never heard of before, making him
-think that it was that of somebody who had been dead a long while.
-When he found out the trick, however, and was in so great a fright
-that they thought he would go and blab the whole directly, they coaxed
-him down by giving him some forty or fifty pounds of the money, which
-he went and spent directly with a girl named Sally Cole. Neville, too,
-persuaded him that he would take the bill up, though Neville took care
-not to be present when William signed the name."
-
-"It is strange," said Morley, "how a set of men, so well known to be
-scoundrels as these are, can ever get a forged bill like that into
-circulation."
-
-"Oh it is very easily done, sir," replied Higgins, "it goes through
-half-a-dozen hands, each of whom make a good thing by it. They sold it
-to a man for half the money, or perhaps less; then he sold it to one
-of the low regular money-lenders for thirty or forty pounds more. He
-again sent it to another, who had a somewhat better name; and then,
-when my Lord This-thing or my Lord That-thing comes to him for four or
-five thousand pounds, he will give him this bill as part payment.
-However, they'll soon get hold of poor Bill, for every one of them
-will give him up, and there are plenty ready to turn evidence against
-him."
-
-"Then you think there is no chance," said Morley, "of Neville ever
-recovering the bill?"
-
-"Not he," answered Higgins; "a thousand to one, sir, it is in the
-hands of some banker by this time, and unless one could prig the
-clerk's pocket-book, there is no stopping the matter now. The only way
-would be, to get Bill out of the way, but I doubt if these fellows
-would let him go; for they know very well, that Sir Richard will have
-one of them: and as the boy is boots, you see, sir, they think he had
-better swing early."
-
-"They may find themselves mistaken," said Morley; "however, I must see
-what can be done. Good night, Mr. Higgins."
-
-"I say, sir," said Higgins, with a sly look, before he departed: "Have
-you got hold of the young lady yet?"
-
-"You mistake, my good friend," said Morley, sternly; "I have no such
-intentions as you suppose."
-
-"Well, sir," said the man, nothing abashed, "you'll easily manage it
-if you like. Bill Barham told me he was going to call upon you
-to-night between seven and eight; and you could easily bring him to
-terms--that I saw very well. No offence, sir, I hope. Good night."
-
-Morley Ernstein remained standing for a moment in thought. "The girl
-must be removed," he said, speaking to himself, "and if the youth can
-be induced to go and confess all to Lieberg, with an offer of repaying
-the money, I doubt not all may yet go well. When Lieberg finds that
-Helen Barham is gone, and that even her brother does not know where to
-find her, he will of course think that I have seduced her, and taken
-her away. Well, let him do so, for the present! If Lady Malcolm helps
-me, we will soon convince him of the contrary. In the meantime things
-must take their course; I will go to her at once, and see if she will
-put herself entirely under my direction, before I speak with Lady
-Malcolm."
-
-Ere he set out, he left directions to inform William Barham, if that
-praiseworthy young gentleman called, that he was gone to his
-sister's house; and in Davis-street he got into a hackney-coach with
-the intention of proceeding thither more quickly. That sad and tardy
-contrivance for wasting men's time, however, was not at all suited to
-the eager spirit of Morley Ernstein, and ere it had rumbled through
-more than two or three streets, he made the coachman stop, paid him
-his fare, jumped out, and proceeded on foot. On arriving at Helen
-Barham's dwelling, he was admitted instantly; for the maid, who had
-her own notion of the object of his visits, had heard all about him
-from the groom, who had accompanied him at first, and judging that the
-arrangement would do very well, took care to be especially civil to
-one whom she supposed would be her future master. She even made way
-for him to go up the stairs before her, and Morley, who was too eager
-to be ceremonious, passed on, and opened the drawing-room door
-himself.
-
-Helen Barham had learned to know his knock and his step, however, and
-with her pencil in her hand, as she sat working hard at a drawing
-before her, she gazed up with a glad and eager look towards the
-opening door, to see if her ear had not deceived her. It was by this
-time night. There might be a ray or two of daylight still in the sky,
-but not enough for her to see her drawing. The windows therefore had
-been closed, and the lamp lighted, and as she sat with the rays
-falling full upon her face, with her bright eyes raised towards the
-opening door, her lips apart and shewing the white teeth, her form
-bent forward with expectation, and the fair, delicate hand holding the
-pencil suspended over the paper, certainly nothing more lovely could
-have presented itself to the eyes of Morley Ernstein. Then came up in
-her face the light of joy as she saw him, the beaming of gratitude and
-regard, as if to give sunshine to the picture.
-
-It was altogether like a fine Rembrandt, for, both morally and
-physically, the full light was all concentrated in that one spot in
-the room, and everything else around was dark to the eye, and to the
-heart. There she sat, alone--a being, formed to ornament society, to
-give happiness to others, to receive happiness from them, to animate,
-to cheer, to soothe, to taste, to feel, to enjoy! There she sat,
-alone, pursuing solitary and ungrateful labour through the long hours
-of the night, with sad thoughts as her only companions, and no voice
-of father, of brother, or of husband, to comfort and support her. The
-first reflection that crossed the mind of Morley Ernstein, after the
-impression of her dazzling beauty subsided, was, how sad and gloomy
-must her existence have been for many a long day past! The feelings in
-his heart might well have tempted him to take the stricken lamb to his
-bosom, to nourish, and to cheer her there, without one evil sensation,
-or one thought but for her good; and the reader may well pardon him,
-if--although he was guarded by a passion, intense and true, for
-another--if, notwithstanding all he could do, there was a tenderness
-in his manner, a gentle affection in his tone, that was very dangerous
-to poor Helen Barham. She sprang up, she held out her hand to him, she
-exclaimed, with a look that told the whole joy of her heart--
-
-"Oh! how glad I am to see you! Do you know, I have found a way of
-supporting myself quite well, till I can get some more scholars. Since
-I saw you, I have sold two of my drawings to a shop in Pall Mall, and
-received two guineas for them. I did not think the things were worth
-anything, but merely for my scholars to copy; but as I went past the
-windows of a drawing shop, I saw some that did not seem better than
-mine, so I resolved to try. The man gave me two guineas at once, and
-said he would take as many more as I could bring; so that now, you
-see, I am rich."
-
-"I am afraid, my dear Miss Barham," said Morley, with a smile, "that I
-have come to destroy all your fine projects; but, do not be alarmed,
-it is to substitute others in their place, which, I trust, may not be
-disagreeable to you."
-
-The sensation of her position in regard to Morley Ernstein, her total
-dependence, as it were, upon him, the power he seemed to have over her
-fate, and the right of interfering in it, which he had at once
-assumed, never seemed to affect Helen Barham painfully when she was
-pouring forth expressions of gratitude for what he had done, or when
-showing her thankfulness in word, in look, or in tone. But when he
-seemed about to propose any line of conduct, or offer any further
-assistance, a vague sensation of apprehension, as it were, a sort of
-indistinct consciousness that whatever he asked her, were it right or
-wrong, she would do, caused the fluttering blood to come into her
-cheek, her heart to beat, and her breathing to grow quick with
-expectation.
-
-"What is it you wish me to do?" she asked, in a tone that implied,
-"You have but to tell me, and I will do it."
-
-Morley paused for a moment before he answered. There was something in
-the whole circumstances of the moment, and especially in the
-extraordinary difference between the manner with which Helen Barham
-now received him, and that with which she had first met him some days
-before, which affected him strangely. Was there again a struggle in
-his heart? Was there again temptation? Was there again the voice of
-the earthly spirit prompting him to rush impetuously to the
-gratification of every impulse without fear or thought of the
-consequences to himself and others? Reader, we will not pry-into his
-heart too closely; we will not look for that which it might be painful
-to find. If Morley Ernstein was tempted, he overcame the temptation;
-nor did it reach such a point, that the better spirit was called to
-fight vehemently against the adversary.
-
-He paused for a moment, and his heart beat quick--but that was all;
-and he then explained to Helen that he had discovered the person whose
-name her brother had so criminally used--that he was a friend of his
-own--and that he believed, beyond all doubt, he should have the means
-of inducing him to stop all proceedings against the offender. In the
-next place, he told her, that he still thought it absolutely
-necessary, both on her own and her brother's account, that she should,
-immediately remove from her present abode, into the country. He
-informed her that it was his intention, if possible, to induce William
-Barham to go abroad to one of the British Colonies, where employment
-of an honourable kind would be found for him; but, at the same time,
-he showed her, that if her brother was still suffered to entertain any
-hopes of concealing the forgery, by playing into the hands of the man
-Neville, he might be kept lingering on in England till it was too late
-to save him, and at all events might never be disentangled from the
-evil companions to whom he had devoted himself. At the same time he
-urged that the only way to make him abandon every attempt to carry out
-his infamous bargain with Neville, was to place her beyond his reach
-altogether, and not even to let him know where she was.
-
-She listened for a moment in silence, with her eyes bent down, and
-evidently full of thought, and then looked up in his face, with
-something like a tear upon her eyelashes. "You have been so kind and
-good," she said, in a faltering voice, "and have shewn yourself so
-generous, that I scarcely ought to ask you any questions, but only, I
-am afraid--that is to say, having no friend who has yet expressed a
-willingness to receive me, I think people might judge it strange, if I
-were to go anywhere with you alone--I mean, under your care--without
-my own brother knowing it. But I see you are smiling--I have mistaken
-you. But, oh, no! indeed I have not doubted you--I am sure, Sir Morley
-Ernstein, you would not wrong me in any way;" and she gave him her
-hand.
-
-"Not for the world," he replied. "I smiled at myself, Miss Barham--my
-mind being fully occupied with my own plans for you. I forgot to tell
-you one half of them, which ought to have been told you at first. My
-friend, Mr. Hamilton's illness has embarrassed me; but there is an
-excellent lady, an old friend of my mother's, to whom I intend to
-apply for assistance, which I know she will give, for she is not a
-little of an enthusiast herself in all that is good, and is ever eager
-to help misfortune. I will apply to her, and to a young lady who is
-now with her, an old friend of mine, and I feel perfectly certain--or
-at least very certain--that they will not refuse to give me every sort
-of aid in carrying my plans for you into execution. I will go to them
-early to-morrow, and doubt not soon to bring you back good news from
-them. But let us consider the worst, my dear Miss Barham: suppose I
-were to find Lady Malcolm and Miss Carr either not disposed, or not
-able to afford or ensure you a safe asylum, I still believe that it
-would be absolutely necessary for you, at any risk, and whatever the
-world may say, to quit this place, and separate yourself from your
-brother for a time. There are occasions on which we must brave the
-world's opinion, when we know that we are doing what is right, when
-our purposes and views are high and pure, and when, by obeying the
-cold dictates of society, we should incur still greater dangers, or
-fall into real errors."
-
-Was the doctrine that he preached a perilous one? Perhaps it might be
-so--at least, as far as human happiness is concerned; for the laws and
-customs of the world are exactly like the military code of Great
-Britain, which strictly forbids a man to fight a duel, and disgraces
-him if he refuses.
-
-Helen Barham again looked up in his face, and replied, at once--"I
-will do anything that you please. Tell me what I ought to do! I am
-sure, as I said before, you will not tell me wrong; and I am sure,
-also, that when I am away, however criminal you may think him, you
-will do the best for my poor brother William."
-
-Morley gave her every assurance. There was much, however, to be
-thought of--much to be spoken of, between them; and he remained nearly
-two hours longer with her, in that sort of conversation which, of all
-others, perhaps was the most dangerous--dangerous, indeed, to her,
-poor girl! They had to speak of all the subjects most interesting to
-her--of everything which touched her heart, or her feelings, which
-awoke memories of the past, hopes of the future, which aroused dreams,
-expectations, wishes, sensations, many of them still living, many of
-them gone, and sounding upon the ear of memory like a death-bell in
-the midst of the night. She had to talk of all these things with a
-man, young, handsome, graceful, captivating, full of varied powers and
-rich imagination--her only friend, her preserver, her benefactor.
-Alas! for poor Helen Barham!
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XVI.
-
-
-Such as we have described in the last chapter, had been Morley
-Ernstein's interview with Helen Barham, on the night preceding his
-early visit to Lady Malcolm. When that worthy lady herself returned,
-and entered the room where Morley and Juliet Carr were seated, she
-might well assure him that she was delighted to see him; for she was
-truly delighted to see him there, in that exact spot, seated by
-Juliet's side; and yet had she known that he was there, she certainly
-would not have seen him at all, for she would not have come home for
-an hour. Lady Malcolm loved Juliet Carr sincerely; she loved Morley
-Ernstein, too, with affection that had been going on and increasing
-from his childhood. She thought it the most natural thing in the world
-that they should love each other, and she was quite sure, to see them
-wed each other, would very greatly contribute to her own happiness.
-Whenever circumstances were in such a predicament, Lady Malcolm, who,
-in these respects, was the wisest as well as the kindest woman in the
-world, made a point of getting out of the way of the lovers as fast
-and as far as possible, but, in the present instance, she discovered
-her young friend's visit too late.
-
-Morley's story was quickly told, and Lady Malcolm soon became deeply
-interested in the fate of Helen Barham. She had lived long enough in
-the world to comprehend, at a word, the views of Neville, and the sort
-of danger from which Morley sought to screen the fair being he had
-befriended. To say sooth, on the mind of Lady Malcolm, the newspaper
-account of the duel had in some degree produced the effect which
-Morley had expected it would produce on every one. The bold and candid
-way, however, in which he now told who the lady was, and how the duel
-had arisen, not only removed all suspicions from Lady Malcolm's
-thoughts, but prevented anything like apprehension of Morley's being
-seriously attached to any one else than Juliet Carr; which--to
-acknowledge a sad truth--would have been more painful to her, than if
-her young friend had really been engaged in some passing intrigue; for
-Lady Malcolm was one of those who, from seeing a great deal of the
-dissipated society of a court and a metropolis, believed that every
-young man must and would commit a certain portion of vices and
-follies; forgetting that those vices and follies, though we may turn
-from them at an after period and learn to do better, leave behind
-them stains of two kinds--stains upon our happiness and upon our
-candour--not only regrets, but suspicions--not only the memory of evil
-acts, but the knowledge of wickedness and of crime. The tree of which
-man rebelliously ate in the garden of Eden, was called the Tree of the
-Knowledge of Good and Evil. Had our unhappy first parent paused to
-consider, he would have known that he possessed already the knowledge
-of good, and that the prohibition of God referred, in fact, to the
-tasting of that which could give him the knowledge of evil. He did
-eat, and the stain of that fruit came upon his soul; and so is it with
-every child of man; we cannot know evil without a spot remaining on
-our hearts for ever.
-
-However, such was Lady Malcolm's code, in respect to the licence
-allowed to men, and such, alas! is the code of many another excellent
-woman. She was glad, indeed, to find that it was not the case with
-Morley Ernstein; but she was still more glad to find, as I have said,
-that the cause of the duel was no serious attachment on the part of
-Morley Ernstein to any other lady than Juliet Carr, and she now most
-willingly entered into all his views with the zealous benevolence and
-kind feeling, which she displayed in all cases, even when her judgment
-was not so much in the right as it was in the present instance.
-
-"I will go and see her immediately, my dear Morley," she said; "and I
-and Juliet will settle the whole affair with her in five minutes. As
-you say, it would be very improper for you to take her into the
-country yourself. Why what would the people say, Juliet?--And then he
-might fall in love with her, you know," she added, laughing.
-
-But Morley answered at once--"There is no fear of that, my dear Lady
-Malcolm. I have a buckler against all such dangers. A shield that was
-given me accidentally on the very day after I came of age--under my
-own park wall too," he added, turning towards Juliet Carr.
-
-But her eyes were bent down upon the back of a book which she was
-examining attentively, and she only raised them when Lady Malcolm
-asked--"Well, Juliet, wont you come upon this good errand? Though I
-don't know, I am sure, where we can place her for the time. Must it
-absolutely be in the country, Morley? Why could it not be here? She
-could have a bed in the little room next to yours, Juliet; and be
-quite as well as in the country."
-
-"For a day or two," replied Juliet, to whom she looked as if for
-approval of her plan; "but I think not for long, my dear cousin.
-The object is, you see, to remove her from her brother. Now as long as
-she remained entirely in the house, that object would be attained
-here, but the first time she went out she might meet him; and one
-could not keep the poor girl a close prisoner.--I will write to my
-father," she continued; "there are many rooms in our house that are
-never used at all."
-
-"Oh, my dear Juliet!--write to your father!" exclaimed Lady Malcolm,
-with some warmth--"write to your father! You know him as well as I do,
-and that he would not give you board and lodging yourself, if you did
-not pay him."
-
-Juliet coloured painfully; and Lady Malcolm, perceiving that she had
-hurt her, said--"Forgive me, dear Juliet, I did not mean to grieve
-you."
-
-"You do not quite know my father," said Juliet Carr, gently; "but I
-think I can arrange the matter with him so that he will willingly
-receive Miss Barham for a month or two."
-
-Lady Malcolm looked at her, divining what she intended to do, and
-said--"You are a good girl, Juliet; but you must not be a hypocrite
-with me. Write to your father, and if you find any difficulty, let me
-know. We can easily manage the matter together then. The season is now
-at an end, or nearly so; I must go out of London very soon, and I can
-take you both with me. Nay, do not shake your head, I am very poor I
-know, but you shall bear half the expense, heiress!"
-
-"And pray, what share am Ito bear in this business?" said Morley,
-laughing. "You forget, my dear Lady Malcolm, that all I desired, and
-all I can consent to, is, that you and Miss Carr should kindly shield
-the reputation of the whole party, by giving that protection to this
-poor young lady, which I, as a man and a young man, should not be
-permitted to do by this good meddling world. I must insist, that
-whatever expense is incurred in the matter, may fall upon me. I know
-already," he added, "how many claims there are upon this sweet lady's
-bounty. I have heard of all her good doings round Yelverly."
-
-"Very little are they, indeed," said Juliet, with a sigh: "I wish I
-could do more. Still I have enough to bear my part in this kind act
-which you have devised for us, and dear Lady Malcolm will not be
-satisfied without doing something, too; so you must be content,
-Morley, with your fair third--and now I will go and get ready to
-accompany you at once," she added, speaking to Lady Malcolm.
-
-As soon as Juliet was gone, and after a note had been despatched to
-Helen Barham, at Morley's suggestion, to make her aware of the
-intended visit, a fit of prudence suddenly seized upon Lady Malcolm,
-which threatened to be very severe, as, to say sooth, such fits were
-few and far between. Morley knew how to quiet the awakened demon,
-however, and when Lady Malcolm asked him anxiously--"Now, are you
-quite sure, Morley, that this girl has nothing of the impostor about
-her, that she is quite the sort of person she ought to be?"
-
-"Perfectly certain, upon my honour," replied Morley. "Put your mind
-perfectly at ease, my dear Lady Malcolm, I have not been deceived,
-depend upon it."
-
-"You are very young in the world, Morley," said the good lady, still a
-little doubtfully; "and, remember, I am going to take Juliet with me."
-
-"You may, with all safety," answered Morley Ernstein. "Indeed, dear
-Lady Malcolm, I wish you would, for many reasons; and, believe me,
-neither you yourself, nor her very best and dearest friends, could
-have such a tender regard for Juliet Carr's reputation and conduct as
-I have."
-
-"Oh, indeed!" exclaimed Lady Malcolm, with a look of satisfaction; "if
-that be the case, then I am perfectly content. But you must have made
-quick progress, Morley!"
-
-Morley saw that the good lady had put a much wider construction upon
-his words than he intended, and not knowing how far her view of the
-matter might spread ere long, he thought it better to limit her
-imagination to the truth at once, although he certainly had no
-inclination to make a confidant of his love, while it was yet so new.
-
-"Now, do not, my dear Lady Malcolm," he said, taking that tone of
-affectionate playfulness which he often assumed towards his mother's
-friend. "Now, do not tell all the world that I am Juliet Carr's
-accepted lover, for such, I can assure you, is not the case, and you
-may break many a heart for nothing. I do not even yet know that she is
-not engaged to some other man."
-
-There was a sort of cloud came over Morley's brow as he spoke the last
-words, which gave Lady Malcolm an insight into what was passing in his
-heart, and that advantage over him which such an insight always
-affords to woman in her dealings with man.
-
-"It would break your heart, Morley, would it not?" she asked,
-laughing, "if such were really the case. Well, I should not
-wonder--she must have plenty of lovers, and who can tell?--But never
-mind! Go along, foolish boy! Were you never told when you were young
-something about jesting with edged tools? Take my word for it, Morley,
-it is fully as dangerous for a lover of one-and-twenty to venture a
-joke in regard to his love, as for an infant to play with a
-razor--especially when he speaks in the presence of a woman! You do
-not at all believe that Juliet Carr is engaged, only you wish to be
-made quite sure that she is not. I have a good mind to punish you for
-your pride, by telling you nothing upon the subject. However, I always
-spoiled you, and gave you too many sweetmeats when you were a boy; and
-so I must divulge, I suppose, that I know she is not engaged--either
-heart or hand. But that is not to say she will accept you, if you
-propose to-morrow. Indeed, I do not think she will.--But here she
-comes; so now you leave us, for we do not intend to take you with us
-to see this pretty lady."
-
-Morley accordingly took his leave, and Lady Malcolm proceeded with
-Juliet to the house of Helen Barham. They were on foot with a servant
-behind them, for Lady Malcolm, as she had said, was not rich, and did
-not keep a carriage. The position of the house, its distance from the
-part of the world they were accustomed to frequent, and the appearance
-of several streets which they passed through to arrive at it, caused
-good Lady Malcolm's heart to sink a little; and, like a cowardly
-child, who has determined rashly to brave the terrors of the
-churchyard by night, she was almost tempted to turn and to run away
-before she reached the place itself. The greater air of
-respectability, however, which the street displayed when she did
-arrive at it, and the neatness of the house to which she had been
-directed, revived her very much; while Juliet, unconscious of all that
-had been passing in her companion's mind, looked up to the windows,
-somewhat tired with a long walk through the streets of London, and
-congratulated herself upon having reached the place at length.
-
-The door was opened by the usual maid-servant, who seemed somewhat
-surprised to see two ladies of such an appearance, and their names
-being given, she ushered them up to the drawing-room. The note, which
-Lady Malcolm had sent, was on the table when that lady entered; and
-beside it, Helen Barham hastily laid down a newspaper. Her eyes were
-looking wild and agitated, and they fixed upon the visitor with an
-enquiring look, as if her coming, notwithstanding the note, was quite
-unexpected.
-
-Juliet had delayed a moment in order to give Lady Malcolm, who had
-lost some activity with years, time to climb the stairs, and before
-the younger lady appeared, the kind-hearted widow had taken Helen by
-the hand, and was saying a thousand gentle and tender things to her,
-telling her how highly Sir Morley Ernstein had spoken of her, and what
-an interest he had created for her, in the bosom of herself and Miss
-Carr.
-
-Helen was very much agitated with emotions of many kinds, and during
-the few minutes that followed, those emotions increased every instant.
-She had just been reading, for the first time, the account of the duel
-between Morley and Neville; and the danger he had run, the wound he
-had suffered and had never mentioned to her, as well as the thought
-that it was in her defence that he had fought, had created in her mind
-a world of apprehension and gratitude, which was well nigh
-overpowering her at the moment the door of the room opened. Then,
-again, the kindness of Lady Malcolm, the benevolence of her demeanour
-and her tone, all moved her in another manner, so that the tears were
-in her eyes when Juliet entered. Helen suddenly turned her look from
-Lady Malcolm to Juliet, and those two beautiful beings stood gazing
-the one at the other, as if in surprise at each other's loveliness;
-but--whether it was that Helen read her fate in the exquisite and
-high-souled beauty of Juliet Carr, or whether it was that, agitation
-after agitation, and one emotion upon another, was more than her
-overwrought mind could bear, I cannot tell--she grew gradually paler
-and paler, and then sank down upon the floor, her fair head falling
-back upon the sofa behind her.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XVII.
-
-
-All had gone well with Morley Ernstein's plans. Lady Malcolm and
-Juliet Carr had remained with Helen Barham some time, had tended her
-with care and kindness, and had entered into every arrangement with
-her for the purpose of removing her speedily from the situation in
-which she was placed. Each became interested in her almost as much as
-Morley himself, for there was in her that quality which does more to
-prepossess than even beauty itself, and which may be called
-engagingness. She remained very sad indeed, during the whole of the
-conversation with those two ladies; but that sadness seemed to them so
-natural under the circumstances, that it produced no surprise, and
-excited no suspicion, as to what might perhaps be the real cause
-thereof. It was settled that she was to come to Lady Malcolm's house
-the next day, and to remain there till Juliet received an answer from
-her father, or till Lady Malcolm herself could execute her scheme of
-quitting London for a short period.
-
-Thus, then, as I have said, Morley's plans were proceeding as
-prosperously as could be; but, alas! how often, and how sadly does it
-happen, that the shoals and rocks of disaster lie close to the port of
-success! It is strange to see how very, very frequently, at the very
-moment that all seems sure to the eye of human calculation, the will
-of God disappoints man's expectations, and the voice of fate
-proclaims--"It shall not be!" Wisely and excellently, we know, it must
-be so ordained; and human presumption certainly requires such checks,
-however painful they may be.
-
-Morley Ernstein had heard from Lady Malcolm all that had been done;
-and a sort of feeling, which he could not very well define, prevented
-him from going to see Helen Barham that day. We, however, may well
-enquire, though he would not, what was the nature of his sensations.
-Was it that her society, with the constant consideration of sorrows,
-and painful circumstances, was becoming at all wearisome to him? Not
-at all. It might have been so with some men, with those who are
-volatile as well as eager, the straw-fire of whose enthusiasm is
-quenched as soon as lighted. But such was not the case with Morley
-Ernstein. He was, as we have seen, often struggled for by two spirits,
-but both spirits were powerful and resolute, and their action was to
-give energy and perseverance to all he undertook.
-
-Was it that he himself, notwithstanding his love for Juliet
-Carr--love, which was every moment becoming more ardent and
-passionate--felt in the society of Helen Barham a charm that he would
-not indulge in?--that there was a pleasure in soothing and consoling
-her, a degree of excitement in sitting beside her, talking with her
-over all her inmost feelings, dwelling with her upon the past,
-consulting with her upon the future--a sentimental luxury, if we may
-so call it, in the very tenderness of his compassion which he knew to
-be dangerous, if not wrong?
-
-Perhaps it was so. There was a vague impression upon his mind that it
-was something like wronging Juliet Carr to give so much of his
-tenderness to another; and the higher spirit having then the power, he
-resisted his inclination, and did not go. But that fact itself made
-him listless.
-
-Morley remained in his own room, writing and reading, and had not been
-out since he left Lady Malcolm, when a note was brought up in
-Lieberg's handwriting. It was to the following effect:--"My dear
-Ernstein,--If you dine at home, will you let me share your dinner, for
-I have something of importance to say to you." Morley instantly wrote
-to beg him to come; and a few hours after, he and Lieberg were seated
-together at the social meal, waiting till the servants had taken their
-departure ere they approached the business which the visitor had to
-speak upon.
-
-"This trout is excellent," said Lieberg; "your host shows his taste,
-Morley, in giving you trout instead of sea-fish at this season of the
-year. Sea-fish is intolerable at Midsummer, and especially as you
-English people dress yours. Who could endure the thought of frying and
-grease; or even of boiled fish and lobster sauce, cayenne pepper, and
-anchovy, and all the concatenation of horrors which follow the
-invariable dish of fish, at an ordinary English table? Trout or smelts
-are the only things tolerable at this season of the year. I must have
-had a presentiment that you would have trout to-day, when I invited
-myself to dine with you. Do you give in to the doctrine of
-presentiments, Morley?"
-
-"All men, I suppose, have a vague superstition of the kind in regard
-to great events; but I do not think, Lieberg, that supernatural
-warnings would be wasted upon a dish of trout."
-
-"I don't see why," replied Lieberg. "These little things are great to
-little men; and if, as I believe, the whole universe around us swarms
-with kindred spirits, only separated from us by the thin partition of
-our mortal clay, interesting themselves in our happiness, and giving
-us intimation of things that affect our present state, I do not see
-why one of these same aërial brethren of ours should not tap at the
-wainscot to tell me that there is a dish of trout, or any other little
-pleasant sin, awaiting me at the house of my friend."
-
-Morley smiled in spite of himself; for the knowledge that Lieberg had
-come to speak to him upon some important business, and the fact of
-being obliged to wait till after dinner to know what that business
-was, oppressed his eager spirit, and occupied his thoughts too much
-for him to relish any ordinary conversation. "I should not think," he
-replied, "that they would take the trouble of knocking at all, except
-upon great occasions."
-
-"True," replied Lieberg. "But men's estimation of what are great
-occasions is various. Some may think death itself but a light thing,
-and a bad dinner a very serious one. I do not know that I am not of
-that opinion myself. I certainly know one thing--that I would rather
-die a thousand times, than live on, forty or fifty years, gorging fat
-pork every day, as I have seen your peasantry in Hampshire."
-
-Adam Gray, who stood behind his master's chair, and the waiter, who
-was taking away Lieberg's plate, were both on the broad grin; but he
-went on, with the same grave face, treating habitually the servants
-who were in the room exactly as if they had no being for him, except
-in so far as the moving about of various objects in the room was
-concerned.
-
-"But tell me, Ernstein," he said, "now that we are talking
-metaphysically, are you not a predestinarian?--but, indeed, I am sure
-you are."
-
-"In truth, my dear Lieberg," replied Morley, "I think we know very
-little of the matter. I believe in God's overruling providence. I
-believe in his foreknowledge of all that must take place. I believe
-that it is by his will or permission that it does take place; but
-still I believe in man's responsibility for his own actions, and in
-his perfect freedom to choose between good and evil!"
-
-"And in that of spirits, too?" demanded Lieberg, gravely.
-
-"Really, I have never considered the matter, with reference to such
-personages as that," replied Morley, with a laugh. "I think it better
-to mind my own business, and not to pry into their affairs. But
-really, Lieberg, your mixture of moral philosophy and roast lamb,
-metaphysics and mint sauce, is too German for my English
-understanding."
-
-Lieberg in turn laughed, saying--"It is not very usual table-talk, I
-confess, but it was suggested to me by the subject that brought me
-here to-day. One part of my creed is, that persons who are destined to
-affect each other's fate, are generally brought together by a power
-manifestly superior to their own will, and that--struggle against it
-as much as we please--the overruling hand which is upon us links in
-act with act, life with life, and circumstance with circumstance, in
-such a manner as to connect two persons together in particular events
-by means the most unlikely."
-
-"Well!" exclaimed Morley, eagerly, and with his curiosity greatly
-excited--"well, Lieberg, what then? How does this bear upon the
-matter?"
-
-"Why, I think, my dear Morley," replied Lieberg, "that you and I seem
-destined by fate, though, perhaps, not by disposition, to act
-together. Our first acquaintance was strange. The singular accident
-that happened to you; the danger that you ran; the fit of sickness
-that followed; my having a week or ten days to spare, for the purpose
-of nursing you;--all gave a marked commencement to our intimacy; and
-now, many other things are combining to compel us, whether we will or
-not, to co-operate in matters of some moment."
-
-"Indeed!" said Morley. "Can you not tell we in what respect?"
-
-"Not just at present," replied Lieberg. "But, to look once more to the
-past, I can recollect various curious circumstances which brought
-about our first meeting in the coach, and without which it could not
-have taken place. It hung upon the balance of a straw, whether I
-should go back to Germany in the end of April last, or whether I
-should go to the south of France, when, meeting a young fisherman
-accidentally at dinner, I was captivated by his account of fly-fishing
-in the north, and went to bestow my idleness there. Then, again, I had
-actually taken my place in the coach from York to London for the
-preceding day; but a packet of letters which I expected, was delayed
-for two or three hours, by some accident happening to the mail, and I
-lost my place and my money rather than come away without them:
-otherwise we should, in all probability, never have met."
-
-Morley paused, and pondered over the past. He, too, recollected the
-accidental circumstances which had prevented him from taking post
-horses and coming to town in his own carriage, and he could not help
-acknowledging that there was something strange in the whole affair.
-
-There was something strange--there is something strange in every mesh
-of the fine network of fate, for the eye of him who examines it
-curiously; and every part of every man's history, if he could trace
-the connexion with other parts, would present points as curious and
-interesting as those to which Morley's attention was now called. He
-did not reply, however, directly to Lieberg's observations, and both
-falling into a reverie for a few minutes, went on towards the
-conclusion of their dinner very perseveringly. At length the dishes
-were taken away, the wine set upon the table, and the room cleared. No
-sooner was this done, than Morley burst forth impetuously--"Now,
-Lieberg--now, what is it? I am anxious to hear."
-
-Lieberg smiled, replying--"I see you are, Morley, and I will not keep
-you in suspense a moment longer.--I did not know that this man had
-such good claret--this is real La Tour.--Well, you recollect the story
-you told me about your quarrel with Neville, and the wild young scamp
-you wanted to save from what old ladies call 'his evil courses,' and
-his pretty sister, and the whole of that business?"
-
-"Yes," replied Morley, impatiently, "I recollect very well. What of
-that?"
-
-"Why, simply this," replied Lieberg--"I find that there is floating
-about London a note, or draft or bill of exchange, or something of
-that kind, for five hundred pounds, purporting to be from my hand. Now
-it so happens, that being tolerably well to do in this world of
-ours--that is to say, having perhaps a thousand a year more than my
-habits or wishes require--I never gave such a thing to any man on earth;
-and having received intimation of the fact, I caused inquiries to be
-quietly made, as to the person who had taken this unpleasant liberty
-with my name. I have obtained pretty good information upon the
-subject, and I find that there is little or no doubt that the forger
-is no other than your friend and protégé, William Barham."
-
-Few things on earth could have been more painful to Morley Ernstein at
-that moment than to find that full information regarding the crime and
-the criminal had reached Lieberg's ears from any other lips than his
-own. I have already shown the nature of his apprehensions in respect
-to his friend's future conduct; but his mind was too candid and
-straightforward to shuffle or palter with the open facts in any way,
-and he replied, after a very brief pause given to thought, "I am
-afraid what you have heard is quite true, Lieberg. I had intimation of
-the fact likewise, and intended to speak with you about it to-morrow.
-I trust and hope that you will not think of proceeding against this
-young man, and all I can say is, that I am quite willing to pay the
-money myself, if you will consent to receive the bill without
-disowning the signature."
-
-Lieberg laughed. "Oh!" replied he, "you value the young lady's smiles
-at five hundred pounds, do you, Morley? Well, if such be your
-arrangements, I will do whatever I can."
-
-Morley paused, and there was a strong struggle in his mind. He knew
-what Lieberg suspected; and he believed that a strange view of honour,
-not uncommon in the world, would both prevent his friend from
-interfering in any way, if he thought that Helen Barham was likely to
-become connected with him by the ties of illicit love, and would make
-him consent to receive and pay the forged bill, and, in fact, enter
-into all those arrangements most to be desired for her very benefit.
-He was strongly tempted, it must be acknowledged, to suffer Lieberg to
-remain in the belief which he evidently entertained. But the idea of a
-falsehood, even implied, was so repugnant to his principles, that he
-would not admit it into any part of his conduct.
-
-"You are mistaken, Lieberg," he said, at length. "I still tell you, as
-I told you before, that I have no such purposes towards Miss Barham as
-you suppose. I wish to spare her the agony of seeing her brother die
-upon the gallows. I wish to save the unfortunate lad himself, who is a
-mere boy, and has been misled by others. But I tell you fairly, I have
-no intention whatsoever of even attempting to injure this poor girl in
-the way you mean, nor do I think there would be the least chance of
-success, even if I were to try. She is a girl of good principles, of
-firm character, and seems to have monopolized the whole of the high
-feelings which Nature intended for her brother and herself."
-
-"You will certainly not succeed," answered Lieberg, in a calm and
-reasoning tone, "if you leave her any hope of your marrying her. If
-her brother were hanged, or transported, or anything of that kind, the
-disgrace would so strongly forbid the bans, that she would lose the
-expectation, and yield to your views very readily, depend upon it.
-Indeed, seriously, I think that it would be far the best arrangement
-for all parties. The youth would only have one light swing between
-heaven and earth, very soon over, which would relieve him from a
-multitude of cares. The young lady would be placed under the
-protection of a gentleman and a man of honour, one who has generously
-befriended her, who would treat her well and tenderly, and provide for
-her when it was necessary for them to part; instead--as will most
-certainly happen, if you do not take her--instead of her falling into
-the power of some other man, who may be a rascal and a scoundrel, who
-may ill-treat and abuse her even while they live together, and abandon
-her to the public streets when he is tired. You will place yourself in
-the situation that nine young men of fortune out of ten are placed in,
-with only this difference, that instead of an opera dancer, a chorus
-singer, a stage soubrette, or any other mercenary woman, you will have
-a companion really attached to you, and influenced by gratitude and
-affection."
-
-"Do you know, Lieberg," exclaimed Morley, "that I have scarcely
-patience to sit and listen to you! I tell you that I have no such
-intentions as you suppose. I tell you that I shall never dream of
-entertaining them; and that whatever may happen to the young man, Mr.
-Hamilton, myself, and two or three other people, whom I have engaged
-or will engage in the business, will take ample care that no
-temptation--at least in the shape of poverty and exposure--shall ever
-be thrown in Miss Barham's way, either to become the mistress of an
-unprincipled scoundrel, or be thrown upon the public streets. Pray
-speak to me no more upon such a subject, or, on my honour, I shall
-think you the Devil himself."
-
-Lieberg burst into a fit of laughter. "Well, Morley," he said, "if you
-will not take the opportunity that offers, I cannot help it; but,
-really, the chances in my own favour are now so great, that I, who
-have not such powers of resisting temptation as you have, must yield a
-little."
-
-"Lieberg!" exclaimed Morley, starting up, and laying his hand upon his
-arm, "you promised me--"
-
-"Ay," replied Lieberg, "but our position is very much changed now. I
-have now become a party interested, without seeking it."
-
-"And will you," exclaimed Morley Ernstein--"and will you really
-follow the base example of that man Neville, and trade with the
-brother's blood, for the purpose of taking the sister's honour?"
-
-"Sir!" exclaimed Lieberg, raising his head, and gazing at him for a
-moment, with his dark eye flashing fiercely. But the next instant he
-recovered himself; his brow lost its frown, his eye its fire, and he
-replied, "No, Morley, no. Put that on one side altogether, and rest
-satisfied that, as far as depends upon me, her brother does not die. I
-do not intend to trade with her fears, whatever I may do with her
-gratitude."
-
-"Then you assure me he shall be saved," said Morley.
-
-"Nay," answered Lieberg, "I cannot promise that."
-
-"Why not?" demanded his friend. "I am sure, Lieberg, you will not act
-ungenerously by him. Be generous at once, and let it not be said that
-you did a noble and kind act by halves. Save the youth, even though he
-be criminal, and aid me also in placing him in such a situation as to
-remove him from temptation to commit such acts again. Leave this poor
-girl to those who will do all that is possible to raise her rather
-than to sink her, to soften her present fate, and make her forget the
-many sorrows that have already befallen her. Indeed, indeed, Lieberg,
-she has suffered bitterly in heart and spirit, and cruel would that
-man be who would open before her a path, beginning in sin, going on in
-self-reproach, and ending in disappointed affection and unavailing
-remorse.
-
-"Well," answered Lieberg, after a moment's thought, "I promise you,
-firmly and fully, as far as it is possible for me, to save this young
-man. In regard to my further conduct in the business, I will make no
-promises of any kind. I will be guided by circumstances, and no one
-has a right to demand anything further of me. I confess I have become
-interested in the girl from your account of her, and I shall certainly
-like to see her; but you mistake me if you suppose that I am
-deliberately planning the seduction of a woman I have never beheld.
-Besides, I take it for granted, from all you have said, that she is as
-much in love with you as you seem to be with her, otherwise I think
-she must be a very hard-hearted sort of person. If she be in love with
-you, she is, of course, not likely to fall in love with me, and the
-matter will, doubtless, end as it has begun. So set your mind at ease,
-for she has three strong safeguards. If I find that she loves you, I
-shall stop short, for I never rival my friend; if I find that she is
-coy, I shall stop short, for I love not maids that are long a wooing:
-and if I find that she is in no way coy, perhaps I may not love her
-the better either. So rest satisfied, my young Don Quixote."
-
-Morley, however, was not satisfied, and he determined to hasten by
-every means in his power the arrangements which would place Helen
-Barham at a distance from a more dangerous pursuer than Neville. On
-another point, too, he was not satisfied--namely, with regard to the
-conditional sort of manner in which Lieberg spoke of saving William
-Barham. He did not see why the promise should not be positive, and he
-said, after thinking over all that had passed for a moment,
-
-"You mistake, Lieberg, in regard to my being the least in love with
-Miss Barham; depend upon it, if I were, I should take a different tone
-with any one who spoke lightly of her. I am not the least in love with
-her, and never shall be. But, putting that aside, let me ask why you
-speak of saving William Barham conditionally; of doing what you can;
-of doing all that depends upon you? Why cannot you certainly save him,
-by destroying at once the forged draft, or whatever it may be, if I am
-willing to pay the money?"
-
-"The latter part will be an easy business," replied Lieberg, "for I am
-not very penurious, myself, Morley; and, though it is entirely at your
-intercession I do it, yet, if I am able to save him, nobody pays the
-money but myself. Why I speak conditionally is, simply because, in
-this business, I have not the absolute disposal of the young man's
-fate. Other people know the facts besides myself. My banker, when the
-bill is presented, will see that it is not my handwriting directly.
-Several of the officers of Bow-street are already aware of the
-business. There is such a thing as compromising felony; I have heard,
-in your law, and I can only do for him that which will not bring me
-under the arm of Justice myself. Let me warn you also to be careful,
-Morley, for we may get ourselves into difficulties, from which we
-shall not easily be extricated."
-
-Morley mused, embarrassed; he had never thought of the circumstances
-that Lieberg brought at once before his view, and all he replied, for
-several minutes, was,
-
-"The fact of the officers being aware of this has, I suppose,
-prevented him twice from coming when he promised. He has called here
-more than once at my request; but never at the hour stated."
-
-"He is afraid of being taken in a trap," said Lieberg; and then
-falling into thought again, he suffered Morley to pursue his
-meditations uninterrupted. At length, however, he held out his hand to
-his young friend, saying, "Come, Ernstein, let us act together, we
-have had a little spar, but we will be friends again. You fancy me a
-much greater _roué_ than I am, simply because I am charitable towards
-all human failings, and because I advised you to do what I judged the
-best for you--what I thought, and do still think, would be no great
-harm to any one. For my own part, I am a very moderate man in my
-views, I can assure you--a quiet, calm, sober, steady person, who,
-upon principle, never do anything _éclatant_, except when people drive
-me to it by trying to pull me back. Let us consider, then, what can be
-best done for this young man."
-
-Morley shook his hand warmly, saying, "I believe, Lieberg, you have
-the vice of making yourself appear much worse than you really are; and
-I do not always feel sure whether you are not jesting with me, in
-advocating things that I never see you plunge into yourself."
-
-"There may be a little joke in the matter," said Lieberg, "for depend
-upon it, Morley, men who have seen a great deal of the world, and have
-got the ferocity of their virtue softened down, feel a little inclined
-to sport with those who come upon them full of the sweets of
-innocence, and thinking every peccadillo a mountain of iniquity. But
-now, as I have said, let us consult what may best be done to save this
-youth from the gallows which he so well merits."
-
-The consultation between them was long, and at length it was
-determined, that Lieberg should use every means to get hold of the
-forged document; that he should pay it, if presented, without
-hesitation; that, if possible, William Barham should be brought to
-confer with the two friends; that the spurious bill should be shewn to
-him, and that it should be made a sine qua non of his being forgiven,
-to go out immediately to the East or West Indies, where some situation
-was to be found for him. Pains were also to be taken to stop all
-inquiries on the part of the police, and Lieberg joined so heartily in
-every part of the scheme, that he left Morley with the charm of his
-influence fully re-established, and the mind of his young companion
-convinced that he had done him some wrong in the suspicions he had
-entertained.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XVIII.
-
-
-What was it carried Morley Ernstein to the door of Helen Barham's
-house at so early an hour on the following day? Was it that his
-resolution had given way, and that the attraction which was about her
-had prevailed, notwithstanding all the considerations which had
-restrained him on the preceding day? If the angels are permitted to
-look into men's hearts, and see with their eyes of light, the motives,
-as well as the actions to which they lead, it must always afford a
-curious and sometimes an amusing, though very often a sad speculation
-to the bright beings above us.
-
-So seldom does it happen, that man cannot find a valid excuse to his
-own understanding for following his own inclinations, that it is not
-to be wondered at that Morley Ernstein drew out of his conversation
-with Lieberg on the preceding evening, a valid excuse for visiting
-Helen Barham. I do not mean to say, indeed, that he was wrong; but one
-thing is certain, his inclinations led him thither, as well as his
-reason, and he was not sorry that a just motive impelled him to go.
-Dear reader, it was very natural, and certainly not in the least
-blamable; nor does it prove in the slightest degree that his affection
-wavered from Juliet Carr. She was certainly a bright, a beautiful, and
-an engaging creature, that he went to see; but to Morley Ernstein, she
-was the creature of his compassion, of his benevolence, of his
-tenderness. "We take a withering stick," says Sterne, "and plant it in
-the ground, and then we water it, because we planted it."
-
-Such was the case with Morley Ernstein, and now he went to do one of
-the most difficult things on earth; to guard Helen Barham against
-Lieberg, and yet not to assail the character of his friend. As usual,
-he was admitted at once, for Helen was now rarely out; but when he
-entered the drawing-room, and saw her, he could not help thinking that
-there was some difference in her manner towards him--at least it
-appeared so at first. There was a timidity, a shrinkingness--if we may
-use the expression--a faltering of the voice, a dropping of the eye, a
-want of that frank and straightforward pouring forth of excited and
-grateful feelings, which had hitherto characterized the whole
-demeanour of Helen Barham towards himself.
-
-It puzzled Morley Ernstein; he could not understand the change.
-Perhaps the reader can; at all events he will easily do so when he is
-told, that Helen had been looking into her own heart, and enquiring
-what were her feelings really towards the man who now stood before
-her. Her emotion at the sight of Juliet Carr had first shewn her that
-there were strange things in her own bosom, and she had passed a
-sleepless night, thinking of but one subject on earth--Morley
-Ernstein.
-
-She gave him her hand, however--a hand which was usually as cold as
-the marble from which, to judge by the colour, it was formed; but that
-hand was now burning with fiery heat, and the once rosy cheek had
-become much paler. As Morley felt that feverish touch, and gazed on
-her face, the cause of the difference in manner he had observed,
-seemed at once to display itself.
-
-"You are ill, Miss Barham," he exclaimed with an eager and an anxious
-look, that made Helen's heart beat fast, and her knees tremble under
-her. "For Heaven's sake let me send for a physician."
-
-"Oh, no, no!" she exclaimed, "I am quite well, indeed."
-
-"Then what makes your hand burn so?" he demanded, still holding it in
-his own, "and what makes you look so pale?"
-
-"I did not sleep very well last night," she said; "there had been a
-good deal to agitate me during the day, and I lay awake thinking,
-anxiously enough."
-
-"And of what were you thinking?" demanded Morley, leading her to a
-sofa, and seating himself beside her. "Nay, you must tell me; for
-perhaps I can relieve some of your anxiety."
-
-Helen hesitated, and he added, "Nay, you must tell me; you will not
-surely refuse?
-
-"Refuse!" she exclaimed; "do you think I would refuse you anything,
-after all you have done for me?" She paused for a moment, but then,
-seeming to take a sudden resolution, she looked up, saying, "I was
-thinking of you--I only heard yesterday of your having fought that
-wretched man Neville, and risked your life on my account. I pondered
-upon many things, but that was one of those I thought most of during
-the night; and I asked myself, what would have become of me if you had
-been killed?--I think I must have died."
-
-Morley felt that both Helen and himself were standing on dangerous
-ground. He was half sorry that he had come at all; but, shutting his
-eyes resolutely to all that he feared to see, he replied gravely,
-though in the same kind tone he always used towards her, "I had not
-forgotten, Miss Barham, the situation in which you were placed, and
-that it might be aggravated by the very fact of an unexplained quarrel
-having occurred in your house, between myself and another person; and
-therefore, to guard against the worst, I wrote down my wishes to two
-gentlemen who, I knew, would attend to them, and would take care that
-you were shielded through life from everything like danger and
-difficulty."
-
-"Oh, I know you are noble and good," she cried; "I know it, I know it
-well:" and putting her hand over her eyes, she burst into tears.
-
-Morley soothed her, and feeling that it would be best to change the
-subject as soon as possible, he said, "Where is your brother? I was in
-hopes that by coming so early, I might find him here."
-
-Helen shook her head. "He has not been home all night," she replied;
-"indeed, he very seldom is. Sometimes I do not see him for a week."
-
-Morley mused. "I came to tell you," he said at length, "that as far as
-this business of the forgery is concerned, I think you may consider
-him safe. I have seen the gentleman, Colonel Lieberg, whose name was
-used, and he has promised me not to proceed against your brother at
-all."
-
-"Oh, that is joyful indeed!" exclaimed Helen; "then all danger is
-past, and I need not become a burden to Lady Malcolm, and Miss Carr."
-
-This was certainly quite the contrary effect to that which Morley
-wished to produce, and he went on to explain to his fair companion,
-that all Lieberg and himself could do might perhaps be ineffectual. He
-assured her, at the same time, that he looked upon it as more
-necessary than ever she should be removed from the neighbourhood and
-influence of her brother, and from the house in which she then dwelt,
-till such time as an appointment in one of the Colonies could be
-procured for William Barham, or some means could be taken to get him
-out of England, and separate him from his evil companions.
-
-Morley urged it upon her in various ways, and with so many arguments,
-that she replied at length with a smile, though it was a sad one, "Are
-you not sure that I will do anything you tell me? I should either be
-very obstinate or very base, if, after all your generous kindness, I
-did not follow your advice precisely. Lady Malcolm is to call for me
-at one o'clock to-day, and I am quite ready to go. The only thing that
-embarrasses me is, that I do not well know what to do with this house,
-which my father had taken for a year. There are two or three months
-still to run, and I do not like to deprive William of a home when he
-chooses to have one. Yet Lady Malcolm says, I must bring the maid with
-me, otherwise he will find out from her where I am."
-
-Morley undertook to arrange the whole of that business for her, to see
-the landlord of the house, and to have some person put in to take care
-of it, as soon as she was gone. He then rose to depart, though the
-chief object of his coming had not been spoken of as yet; but when he
-took her hand to wish her good bye, he said, "There is one thing that
-I must ask you to promise me, and to keep your promise most strictly,
-without asking me why."
-
-"You have but to name it," said Helen, looking up in his face timidly.
-
-"It is simply this," replied Morley; "and it will not be very
-difficult to keep, I trust. Give me your word that, under no
-circumstances whatsoever, you will mention where you are going to
-before you leave this house for Lady Malcolm's, or even that you are
-going away at all, till you are actually gone. I say, to no one,
-meaning, not only to your own brother, but speaking generally, to no
-one--not even to my dearest friend."
-
-He laid so strong an emphasis upon the last words as to make Helen
-Barham give a little start, and gaze inquiringly in his face. But she.
-replied, the next instant--
-
-"I will mention it to no one upon earth. I see that you have some
-strong reason for what you say, but I am quite contented to be
-ignorant of it, till you think fit to tell me--though, perhaps, I may
-not see you again for a long while."
-
-Morley understood that she did not venture to ask the question "When?"
-and he replied, "I shall meet you this very night, I trust, for Lady
-Malcolm has asked me to spend the evening there. Believe me, dear Miss
-Barham, it will be the greatest satisfaction to me that I have ever
-known, to see you there; for, under the protection of that excellent
-lady, and with the acquaintance and friendship of Miss Carr, you may
-set the frowns of fortune at defiance; and I trust that such sorrow--I
-may say, such agony of mind, as you must have been suffering when I
-saw you a few days ago, may have passed away for ever."
-
-He let go her hand as he spoke, and turned towards the door, while
-Helen Barham, with her eyes gazing upon the ground, stood murmuring to
-herself--"And in those few days you have done all this!"
-
-When he was gone, she pressed her hand tightly upon her brow for
-several minutes, and then saying--"I must not think of it, I will not
-think of it; it is foolish--it is mad--it is wrong!" she proceeded
-hastily to occupy herself with other things; putting by all the
-objects that she did not intend to take with her; locking up this
-drawer and that; sometimes sitting down for a moment, and sketching
-with her pencil some wild, fanciful head, upon a sheet of paper which
-lay on the table, and then starting up again, to employ herself more
-actively--struggling vehemently, in short, against feelings and
-thoughts that called loudly for attention, in every pause of
-occupation. She had been thus engaged for about an hour, and the clock
-stood at a quarter to twelve, when there came the roll of wheels, and
-a loud knock at the door.
-
-"There he is again!" exclaimed Helen, thinking it was the knock of
-Morley's groom; "there he is again! How kind of him to come back!"
-
-The maid, however, was the first person who appeared, bearing a card
-in her hand, upon which was written--"Lieutenant-Colonel, Count
-Lieberg." The girl gave the ticket to her mistress, and informed her
-that the gentleman whose name it bore was below, and begged the honour
-of a few minutes' conversation with her.
-
-"Oh, let him come up!" exclaimed Helen, gladly, recollecting that the
-name was that of Morley's friend, who had so generously agreed to
-spare her brother--"shew him up directly;" and she waited with eager
-expectation, well pleased to have an opportunity of thanking him for
-his promised forbearance.
-
-I have before described Lieberg, but still I must pause for a moment
-to notice the effect his appearance produced on the mind of Helen
-Barham. He came up the stairs with a quick and easy step, his whole
-dress being in the height, but not the excess, of fashion, his hat,
-shining like glass, held in his hand, his glossy black hair waving
-lightly over his high clear forehead, his fine eyes sparkling with
-that peculiar fire and lustre which rendered them so different from
-the eyes of any other being, and his lips bearing a mild and pleasant
-smile, while his whole air and look was that of a high-finished and
-graceful gentleman. There was not a feature, there was not a line,
-there was not a movement, that Helen Barham could find fault with; and
-yet, strange to say, when she beheld him, though prepared to be
-pleased, and ready to admire; though full of gratitude, and with a
-heart tenderly alive to kindness, an unaccountable shudder came over
-her the moment that her eyes rested upon him.
-
-Is it that some faculty altogether independent of and finer than
-reason itself, gives us instant intimation of the presence of a being
-who purposes, or is destined to work us some grievous harm? Who is
-there that has not felt antipathies, for which he could find no
-motive, and against which he strove in vain, till at length something
-has discovered that the being thus strangely disliked was exercising
-some dark influence upon our fate and happiness? Helen Barham did not
-strive to reason with her feelings; she resisted and overcame the
-impression, as far, at least, as her outward demeanour was concerned;
-and advancing, with the grace which she always displayed, she held out
-her hand at once to Count Lieberg, saying--"Sir Morley Ernstein, sir,
-has told me how nobly and kindly you are disposed to behave towards my
-brother. I need not assure you that I am full of deep gratitude; and
-most sincerely do I pray God to reward you as you deserve."
-
-A strange dark shade came over Lieberg's countenance, but he
-replied at once, pressing Helen's hand gently, but not a moment too
-long--"Morley has been beforehand with me, then? I thought I should
-have been early enough to convey you intelligence which I was sure
-would please you, myself. However, I must not be angry with him; for
-the satisfaction of giving you happiness and relief might well lead
-him to steal a march upon his friend. I have a little, however, still
-to tell you myself, which he cannot know of, as I have only heard the
-intelligence this morning. I think, beyond all doubt, that I shall be
-able to obtain possession of the draft without suffering it to fall
-into the hands of any of the myrmidons of justice. In that case, all
-danger will be at an end."
-
-"But if not," said Helen, with her heart sinking at the idea of there
-still being so much peril--"but if not, will his fate then be sealed?"
-
-Lieberg seemed to hesitate, and taking a seat near her, he looked down
-upon the floor for a moment or two, apparently in deep thought, and
-then replied--"It might be difficult to save him, if we cannot get
-hold of the draft ourselves, and destroy it. One would need to bribe
-the officers with some enormous sum; or else I should have to refuse
-to give evidence, which might place me in a dangerous position myself.
-But I trust that this will not be; I trust that, ere two days more are
-over, I shall have the document in my own hands. So let us not think
-of such unpleasant circumstances. You must have had, I fear, a sad
-time of it lately, my poor young lady. Morley's account of you and
-your fate has been enough to melt a heart of stone, and, I can assure
-you, it interested me not a little; so that I trust not only to be
-able to relieve your mind in regard to your brother, but to do
-something more for your happiness hereafter, if you will permit me."
-
-"You are very kind, indeed," replied Helen; "but were this once off my
-mind, I think, with the friends who have unexpectedly risen up around
-me, I should have nothing to desire or wish for. My hours would have
-been sad, indeed," she added, "if it had not been for the comfort and
-consolation which have been given me by Sir Morley Ernstein."
-
-Lieberg smiled. "He is, indeed, very amiable," he said: and Helen
-blushed, till her face and neck were all one crimson. The words that
-Lieberg spoke were nothing, but it was the tone and meaning smile that
-brought the bright blood up into her face. There was a slight touch of
-indignation, however, in her feelings; and though her face still
-glowed, she raised her head high, while she replied--"He is, indeed,
-very amiable, and not alone amiable, but generous; ay, and good, too.
-He is one of those who, I am sure, would never take an ungenerous
-advantage of any one, not even to obtain that which he most desired in
-life."
-
-"You are quite right," said Lieberg, seeing that the well of Helen's
-feelings was all pure. "Morley's impulses are all generous and noble;
-sometimes, perhaps, a little too generous for his own happiness, and
-for those he wishes well to. There are occasions, my dear young lady,
-when our own gratification is the means of gratifying another too, and
-in those instances self-denial is unkind."
-
-Helen did not understand what he meant, for she was a high-hearted,
-tender being, but by no means metaphysical; and Lieberg, seeing more
-deeply into her character every moment, skilfully changed the
-conversation to less dangerous ground, and, in the open field, where
-she was less prepared to defend herself, he put forth all those
-fascinating powers which he possessed, and which were far greater than
-it would be easy to do justice to. Helen listened with pleasure, and
-with some surprise, and to a certain point Lieberg succeeded, for he
-excited a kind of admiration; but it was the admiration of the mind,
-the heart had nothing to do with it; and even had the little citadel
-of Helen's bosom not been fully garrisoned, as it was, Lieberg would
-have made no progress that day in attempting to storm it.
-
-There seemed, however, to be a greater impression produced upon
-himself than perhaps he had anticipated. Often, in the midst of his
-brilliant conversation, he bent his eyes upon the ground for some
-moments, and then raised them thoughtfully to Helen's face, gazing
-upon her beauty, and seeming, as it were, to drink it in, but at the
-same time with a grave and meditative air, which took from it all
-offence.
-
-With an art peculiar to himself, he brought up subject after subject
-the most unlikely to arise from the circumstances in which he and
-Helen Barham were placed, and he listened to all her replies with a
-look of interest, which was not without its flattery. He was
-surprised, it is true, to find her mind so richly stored. He was
-pleased and struck with much that she said, and his whole manner, as
-well as his words, shewed that it was so, while, at the same time, he
-never gave up--though he never presumed upon it--that position of
-mental superiority which he was so well calculated to maintain against
-almost all men, and which, when not painfully felt, has no slight
-effect upon the hearts of women. They do not always love those they
-most approve, but in general they love those whom they look up to, be
-it in right or wrong.
-
-At length, however, as the hands of the clock approached the point of
-half-past twelve, and his fair companion became somewhat penurious of
-her replies, Lieberg, with quick perception, saw that his visit must
-come to an end, or be tedious to her, and he knew there is nothing so
-dangerous as to remain long enough to be wished away.
-
-"She is either going out to meet Morley, or she expects him here," he
-thought, "and I had better take my leave at once. He will disappoint
-her ere many days be over, and then it may be my task to console. Her
-heart is not so far gone to him as I imagined.--I will now wish you
-good-bye, Miss Barham," he said, rising, "but I hope you will not
-exclude me for the future from society that, I assure you, I value
-highly. You love music, I see, and I am passionately fond of it. You
-like drawing too, if I may judge from that table. I am not without
-some slight knowledge of that art, and I possess some of the finest
-small pictures in Europe. I will not give up the hope of some day
-shewing them to you. However, for the present we have other things to
-think of; the first of which, of course, is your brother. I doubt not,
-by this time to-morrow, I shall have good news to bear to you; I
-suppose this is as good a time to find you as I could choose?"
-
-Helen was about to reply at once, that she would not be there on the
-following day, and to inform him where he would find her; but the
-promise she had made to Morley suddenly rushed to her mind. Then again
-she thought, "But surely I may tell him! He has my brother's life in
-his hands, and could never be meant----. But, no," she said to herself
-again, "I have promised, and he shall never say that I swerved from
-any promise to him, even in the least degree."
-
-The consideration of all this, and of what she should reply, together
-with the consciousness that she was long ere she did answer, called
-the colour into her cheek again, as she said, with an evasion that she
-did not like to use,
-
-"I am very seldom, if ever, out."
-
-Lieberg saw that she was more moved than was natural, by the simple
-question that he had asked; but he himself was too much impressed by
-her beauty and grace to judge with his usual acuteness of what was
-passing in her mind. When he got into his cabriolet, his thoughts were
-full of Helen Barham.
-
-"Beautiful, indeed!" he muttered--"Beautiful, indeed! This boy is a
-fool, with his advantages!" and driving on, busy with reveries of his
-own, he well nigh killed two people at the corner of Oxford-street,
-and grazed one of the posts with the wheel of his vehicle.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XIX.
-
-
-The under-workings of the passions in the human heart, the movements
-and the progress of that central fire in the world of each man's
-breast--that fire which is never guessed at by the surface, except
-from some slight and often unobserved indications, or from some
-violent outburst, like the eruption of a volcano--the underworkings of
-the passions, I say, are generally far more worthy of the
-investigation of philosophy, if we would take the trouble, are far
-more replete with the tragic and the sublime, than all the external
-demonstrations to which we give so much attention. When sitting in the
-midst of a social circle, and often when gay looks and light jests
-abound, who is there shall say, what are the feelings really within
-the very bosoms that are next to us--what the passions that are
-gnawing the core of the hearts that seem all merriment?--the
-cankerworm of envy--the sharp tooth of hatred--the bitter grinding
-jaws of disappointment--the locusts of ill-requited love eating up all
-the green things of hope? Alas! Alas! too often in the world in which
-we live, if we could draw back the veil from the hearts of the most
-cheerful scene, there would be much weeping amongst us for the sorrows
-of others, or our own!
-
-The drawing-room of Lady Malcolm was a pleasant and a cheerful room;
-and--though in the midst of London--she had contrived, by manifold
-flowers and shrubs, frequently renewed, to give it a certain degree of
-freshness, an air and a scent of the country, which were wonderfully
-refreshing to the London-tired senses at the end of a long season. In
-that drawing-room, with the windows open and the warm air of a
-summer's night stealing through the half-closed blinds, sat the good
-lady herself, together with Juliet Carr and Helen Barham, waiting for
-the arrival of Morley Ernstein. He was the only person invited, for
-Lady Malcolm not only wished Helen Barham to remain as quietly as
-might be in her house, but she also wished Morley and Juliet Carr to
-have as much of each other's society, uninterrupted, as possible.
-
-As far as all the external circumstances of life could go, nothing
-could be happier for Helen Barham than the change which had occurred,
-and the situation in which she was now placed. Good Lady Malcolm was
-feeling and acting towards her as a mother. That worthy lady, after
-embracing Morley's proposal, as eagerly as we have seen her do, had
-for a little time been puzzled by the question of how she was to treat
-the person whom she had promised to protect, but she had wisely put
-off the consideration of it till she had seen Miss Barham with her own
-eyes. When she did see her, however, all doubt upon the matter
-vanished; the engaging charm which pervaded Helen's whole demeanour,
-whether in sorrow or joy, gloom or gaiety, affected instantly so very
-impressible a person as Lady Malcolm; and she had come away, declaring
-to Juliet as soon as she got into the street, that Helen was the
-sweetest creature she had ever seen in her life, and that she should
-not wonder, if properly brought out, and introduced into good society,
-were she to end by marrying a Duke. She consequently at once set Helen
-on a par with herself and Juliet, and treated her as her own child
-from the moment she entered her house, doing everything that motherly
-tenderness could do to remove any little sensation of shyness and
-dependence, and to make her perfectly at home and at ease in her new
-abode.
-
-Juliet, though perhaps not quite so easily charmed as Lady Malcolm,
-had not only felt the fascination of Helen Barham's demeanour very
-strongly, but had been more deeply interested in her than Lady Malcolm
-herself, entering into all her sensations--perhaps almost divining her
-thoughts. On their very first interview she had watched her beauty
-with a curious and attentive eye, even while occupied in recalling her
-to herself after she had fainted; and when Helen recovered, Juliet
-remained meditative, if not sad, for some time. There is nothing like
-woman's heart for finding out woman's secrets, and Juliet--perhaps by
-questioning herself as to what would have been her own feelings had
-she been so situated with Morley Ernstein--in a great degree
-discovered those of Helen Barham.
-
-When the conviction of what the poor girl's sentiments towards her
-deliverer must be, flashed upon Juliet's mind, her sensations were
-strange, and for a moment beyond all control. The first question she
-asked herself was, "Does Morley love her after all?--Can he help
-loving her--so beautiful, so interesting, so much to be pitied?" But
-the next moment she recollected all she knew of his character, every
-trait that she had remarked of his demeanour in regard to the very
-matter with which her thoughts were busied; and, though she had at
-first clasped her hand upon her heart to stop its insufferable
-beating, she now took it away relieved, saying in her own mind--"'Tis
-I whom he loves. Alas, poor Helen Barham!"
-
-For an instant, for a single instant, Juliet Carr had felt the pangs
-of jealousy, but the moment after, when her feeling of security in
-Morley's love returned, she reproached herself bitterly for the joy
-she felt at that which must needs produce another's sorrow. The few
-hours' calm reflection which intervened between their visit to the
-fair object of their care, and her arrival at Lady Malcolm's house,
-calmed down and quieted Juliet's feelings, and enabled her to play her
-part towards Helen, when she did arrive, in the manner which might be
-expected from her character. AS a sort of atonement for loving Morley
-Ernstein, and being beloved by him, as well as from tenderness and
-interest, and kindness towards Helen, no sister could have shewn her
-more affectionate care and attention than were displayed by Juliet
-Carr. She sat with her in the room which had been assigned to her near
-her own; she aided her to arrange it with taste; she saw if anything
-was wanting, and had it instantly supplied; she talked with her of
-future prospects and bright hopes, and lavished on her all those
-little acts of gentle attention, which removed every feeling of
-strangeness, and made Helen feel that she had a friend upon whose
-bosom she could cast herself in danger, or sorrow, or temptation if it
-should come, and tell her all without fear or hesitation.
-
-That conviction was in itself a relief, a mighty relief to the poor
-girl's heart; and though her mind still wandered to Morley Ernstein,
-and thought dwelt, in spite of all her efforts, upon the connexion
-between him and Juliet Carr, when she looked upon her lovely
-companion, marked her transcendent beauty, listened to her melodious
-voice, and experienced such tenderness and generous kindness, she
-could not refrain, even in Juliet's presence, from looking down with a
-sigh, and murmuring indistinctly with a melancholy movement of the
-head, "No wonder that he loves her."
-
-The day passed over in this manner, but before night, Helen Barham was
-quite familiar with the house and its inhabitants. Everything that
-Lady Malcolm saw of her, led that lady to approve her conduct more and
-more. Her manners were so graceful, her whole demeanour so
-distinguished, that the good lady began to feel proud of her protégée,
-and looking from Helen to Juliet, as she sat at dinner, she could not
-help thinking, that seldom on the face of this earth, had two such
-beautiful beings sat side by side.
-
-Helen was sad and thoughtful during the early part of the evening, but
-in consideration of those with whom she dwelt, she struggled against
-the gloom that oppressed her; sought her usual occupations, and
-followed her ordinary pursuits. Thus while Lady Malcolm herself fell
-quietly asleep over a purse that she was netting, and Juliet busied
-her fingers with embroidery, Helen went on sketching with a masterly
-hand, though with the carelessness of absent thoughts, a scene from
-Milton's Paradise Lost, representing the contention of the archangel
-and the fiend.
-
-Juliet talked to her from time to time, and then came round to view
-her work. "Why, Helen!" she exclaimed, with the first impulse of
-surprise, as she looked over her shoulder; "you have drawn a friend of
-ours for the angel!"
-
-Helen looked up in her face with her large lustrous eyes, but made no
-reply, and Juliet returned thoughtfully to her seat again. Helen added
-several more strokes to the other figure, and then pushed it gently
-across the table to her fair companion, saying, with a sad smile--
-
-"You shall have it, for you are an angel too, I think. It is like him,
-I believe--though I did not intend it."
-
-Juliet gazed for several minutes intently at the drawing, which was
-beautifully, though slightly executed, and while she was still thus
-employed, Sir Morley Ernstein was announced and entered the room.
-
-Lady Malcolm started up out of her sleep; and not a little emotion was
-felt both by Helen Barham and Juliet Carr. Strange to say, however,
-Juliet shewed it most. She, who had usually so much command over
-herself, was now fluttered and agitated. It is true there were
-sensations in her bosom towards Morley Ernstein, which produced a
-thrill whenever she saw him; but in the most profound lakes the
-gushing of the fountains is hidden by the depth of the waters; and
-those feelings confined themselves to her heart, and did not at all
-appear on the surface. In the present instance it was the presence of
-Helen Barham that agitated her more than the coming of Morley
-Ernstein. She sympathized with the poor girl deeply, and by a power,
-which true benevolence really has, she placed herself in the situation
-of her fair companion so completely, as to feel all that she felt
-without losing the emotions natural to her own situation also. There
-was always a great abnegation of self in the character of Juliet Carr,
-and though she could not have sacrificed Morley's love for any
-consideration, yet she did wish that he would now speak to Helen
-first.
-
-But Morley did not do so, and would not have done so for the world,
-even on Helen's own account. There had been something in her manner
-that morning which he would not suffer his mind to rest upon, the
-remembrance of which he had cast from him as an idle vanity, but
-which, nevertheless, influenced his conduct, making him feel that it
-would be better to mark at once his attachment to Juliet Carr as
-strongly as possible. After speaking for a moment, then, with Lady
-Malcolm, he turned to Juliet, and took her hand in his, with his face
-beaming with all the affection that was in his heart. He called her by
-her Christian name, too, as she had permitted him, and every look and
-every tone was calculated to leave no doubt on the mind of any one, as
-to what were his feelings towards her.
-
-Juliet was only the more agitated; but Helen was less so than might
-have been expected. The marked conduct of Morley towards Juliet Carr
-did her good. She had previously made up her mind, and read her fate,
-and the only thing that could have shaken her greatly at that moment,
-would have been the renewal of doubt and hope. Thus, when Morley
-turned towards her, and spoke to her, as he had been accustomed to do,
-kindly, gently, tenderly--ay, tenderly!--for a slight inclination,
-which he detected in his own breast, to make his manner towards Helen
-a little less warm than it had been when they were alone together,
-caused him resolutely to resist such a feeling as dishonourable to
-her, to Juliet, and to himself--when he spoke to her, then, kindly,
-gently, and tenderly--as if, in short, he were a brother--she received
-him, not without emotion, indeed, but with a much greater appearance
-of calmness than she had previously hoped to obtain.
-
-Morley congratulated her upon her change of abode, and upon the
-friendship of Lady Malcolm; for it was a part of his plan, and,
-indeed, was only consistent with his impetuous character, to go
-straightforward to every difficult or unpleasant point, and never to
-be satisfied till all was said that it might be necessary to say. Many
-people do great things by avoiding difficulties, but bolder minds love
-the task of overcoming them. He spoke at once, therefore, of the
-change which had taken place in Helen's situation, though he knew it
-might awaken unpleasant thoughts, feeling that as much must be
-referred to, and even discussed at different periods, concerning her
-past and her future fate, it would be better to touch upon the subject
-immediately, lest every hour of reserve should render it more
-difficult. He then added, in a rather lower voice--
-
-"I have seen your brother, my dear Miss Barham, and we are to meet
-again to-morrow; when I hope all things will be settled to your
-satisfaction. In the meantime, I need not ask if you are comfortable
-and happy with these friends, for I know Lady Malcolm is all kindness,
-especially where she meets with undeserved sorrow. I think, too," he
-added, turning his eyes to Juliet, "that we might very well trust the
-happiness of any one to Miss Carr's tenderness."
-
-"We have done what we could to soothe her, Morley," replied Juliet
-Carr, "but it is not to be expected that Miss Barham should yet be
-quite as cheerful as we will hope to see her. She can amuse herself,
-however, even now, and at the same time gratify her friends--Look
-here!"
-
-"Oh, no, no!" exclaimed Helen, trying to prevent Juliet from shewing
-the drawing; but ere she could stop her, it was in Morley's hand--
-
-"Good Heavens!" he exclaimed, as soon as he had cast his eyes upon it,
-"Why this is Lieberg!"
-
-"Oh, no, no!" exclaimed Helen again, "I did not mean it for anybody.
-Indeed, I never thought of what I was drawing!"
-
-"But this cannot have been by accident, surely," said Morley; "the
-likeness is so striking. Did you ever see Count Lieberg, Miss Barham?"
-
-"I saw him this morning," replied Helen, at once. "He called upon
-me--not long before Lady Malcolm came--to tell me, what you had told
-me before regarding my brother."
-
-"And did he do anything to offend you?" asked Morley, looking at the
-drawing with a smile, as he marked the character in which she had
-depicted Lieberg.
-
-"Oh, no!" replied Helen, "nothing; on the contrary, he was as kind as
-he could be; but I can assure you I meant nothing by that drawing, and
-had not an idea that I was sketching any one, till Miss Carr remarked
-one likeness; and now you have remarked another. If there be any, it
-is purely accidental, though, perhaps, without thinking of it, one
-naturally takes the features which one has lately seen, as I have
-remarked after reading a book, the thoughts come back to us as if they
-were our own. Will you give it to me," and taking it out of Morley's
-hand, she added, speaking to Juliet--"You must let me tear it, and I
-will draw you another.--You shall have the angel as before," she said,
-with a sad smile, and an earnest look into Juliet's eyes, "but I must
-change the face of the fiend; as it seems that I most unintentionally
-took that of one who has shewn himself anything but unkind to me and
-mine."
-
-"Tear it--tear it, Helen!" said Juliet "I am sure you did not mean to
-give the portrait of any one in such a character."
-
-"On my word I did not," replied Helen, and then, after putting her
-hand to her brow for an instant, she added--"Come, dear Miss Carr, to
-make up for destroying the drawing I gave you, if Sir Morley Ernstein
-will sit down on the sofa and talk to you, I will take his portrait. I
-am sure you will be glad to have it, for you said you had known him
-long. I can sketch very quickly, and I once thought of trying to make
-my bread by portrait-painting. But I took fright at the thought of all
-the people that might come to me, and gave up the idea."
-
-Juliet Carr blushed at the proposal, partly with feelings of pleasure,
-but partly abashed; for the remembrance that Morley had not yet said
-one word which could justify her, or any one, in looking upon his
-attachment to her as certain, was still present to her mind. She
-answered not, then, but Lady Malcolm replied for her, eagerly--
-
-"Do--pray do, my dear child--and then you shall copy it for me."
-
-At the same time Morley took his seat upon the sofa by the side of
-Juliet Carr; Lady Malcolm rang for tea; and Helen, while she pursued
-her work, joined in the conversation, not only frequently, but gaily,
-as if the object on which she was employed had given her back her
-cheerfulness. Once, when Juliet was about to rise she exclaimed,
-quickly--
-
-"Sit still--pray sit still--he will not remain in the same attitude if
-you move!" and, about ten minutes after, she beckoned to Lady Malcolm,
-asking her, "Will that do?"
-
-"Oh, beautiful, beautiful!" exclaimed Lady Malcolm--"that is quite
-perfect!"
-
-"Not yet," said Helen, and she added some touches more.
-
-Juliet became impatient to see the sketch likewise, and, starting up
-playfully, she said--"I will be excluded no longer, Helen."
-
-When she came round, however, her cheek took the colour of a rose. It
-was not alone Morley's portrait, but her own likewise, that Helen
-Barham had drawn; and, with a skill that nothing but intense feeling
-could have taught her, she had cast into the looks of both, as they
-seemed gazing upon each other, that expression of deep affection which
-she was but too sure was in their hearts.
-
-Morley followed Juliet to Helen's side, almost at once, and gazing
-upon the picture, he first smiled with pleasure; but, the next
-instant, a thoughtful expression came over his countenance, and he
-looked down upon the beautiful head of Helen Barham--as she bent over
-it, resting her cheek upon her hand--with sensations that it would be
-difficult to describe. He asked himself hurriedly, what had been
-really her feelings? and then he would not suffer his heart to answer
-the question. He voluntarily suffered his ideas to remain confused;
-but in their vagueness was mingled not only much apprehension, lest
-there should be those things in the bosom of Helen which might affect
-her after-peace, but pity for her in every way, and a certain portion,
-if not of unmerited self-reproach, at least of regret, that it had not
-been possible for him to protect and support her from the beginning,
-through the medium of others.
-
-Helen, however, seemed pleased with her work, she forced herself to be
-cheerful, and the evening passed over apparently brightly for all. The
-conversation, which had been diverted, for the time, from the subject
-of Count Lieberg's visit, returned to it ere long, and Helen
-recapitulated, in her own artless manner, all that had passed. At
-length she came to speak of his question in regard to calling upon her
-the following day, and she added--
-
-"I was quite sure that I might tell him I was coming hither--"
-
-Morley started, with a feeling of apprehension, but Helen instantly
-added--"However, as you had told me I was not to mention the fact to
-any one, I refrained, and merely said that I was seldom out, knowing
-that you could inform him of what you thought fit, afterwards."
-
-"You did quite right, dear Miss Barham," replied Morley--"you did
-perfectly right. I entreated you to tell no one, and if I had wished
-any exception made, I would have said so."
-
-Both Helen and Juliet gazed at Morley with some surprise; but Lady
-Malcolm instantly read a comment upon her young friend's reply,
-saying--"He is too gay a personage, Helen--this Count Lieberg--to be a
-very safe intimate for you. Not that I mean, my dear child, he would
-or could do you any harm; nor do I know, indeed, of any harm that he
-ever did do; but some men establish for themselves, by tolerating all
-vices, and associating intimately with persons of dissolute habits,
-the reputation of licentiousness, even when they do not deserve it.
-Now, I never in all my life heard the least harm of this Count
-Lieberg. I never saw his name in the papers, or anything of that kind;
-but, at the same time, he is a great deal with people who are
-notorious for dissipated habits, and consequently he is looked upon as
-one of the same class, though, perhaps, the best of the class.
-Nevertheless, Morley was quite right, Helen; there is no need at all
-of his knowing where you are, and, to say the truth, I think it better
-he should not."
-
-Morley said nothing, but he was not a little obliged to Lady Malcolm
-for saving him the pain of an explanation; and, shortly after, he took
-his leave, promising to return the following day, and let Helen know
-what was the result of his second conference with her brother.
-
-As soon as he was gone, Helen rose to retire to her room. A slight
-degree of paleness had come over her face, a look of exhaustion, which
-Juliet remarked, and very well understood. She came round, then, to
-where Helen stood, and putting her arm gently round her, she kissed
-her cheek, saying, in a low voice--"I think, Helen, you are more of an
-angel than any of us."
-
-Helen pressed her hand gently in hers; and though not a word more was
-spoken on either part, each felt that she understood the other; and
-Helen Barham, with swimming eyes, retired to her chamber, and wept
-with very mingled feelings.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XX.
-
-
-The interview between Morley Ernstein and William Barham was to take
-place at the hotel in Berkeley-square; and Morley had written to
-Lieberg, giving him notice that the young man would be there, and
-begging him, if possible, to meet him, as the draft was to be
-presented on the ensuing day, so that no time ought to be lost.
-Lieberg breakfasted an hour earlier than usual, but it was not with
-the object of being in time for the proposed meeting, as mid-day was
-the hour appointed; and as soon as he had done breakfast, he got into
-his cabriolet to drive to the house of Helen Barham.
-
-When he reached the house, he got out and knocked himself, and his
-keen and marking eye at once perceived that it was not Helen's
-neat-looking maid who opened the door, but, on the contrary, a person
-bearing the look, which is very peculiar, of people that are put in to
-keep houses, which would otherwise be vacant.
-
-In reply to his demand for Miss Barham, the woman said, in a short,
-quick tone--"She's not here, sir--she's gone."
-
-"Pray, where is she gone to?" demanded Lieberg, in a quiet tone, as if
-the tidings did not surprise him in the least.
-
-"I can't tell, sir," answered the woman. "Two ladies called for her,
-and took her away with them, but I don't know where, nor who they
-were."
-
-"Ladies!" said Lieberg, with some emphasis; but the other replied
-immediately, with a toss of her head--"Yes, ladies, every inch of
-them; that I'll answer for; and so is she, too, poor thing, though she
-is not so rich as some; but as for their being ladies, the servant
-called his mistress 'My Lady' twice--that's all I know."
-
-"And pray, who put you in here, to take care of the house?" said
-Lieberg.
-
-"Why, the landlord, to be sure," replied the woman; "and he bade me,
-too, take great care of all Miss Barham's things, and to dust all
-that's in the drawing-room every day."
-
-"So, then," said Lieberg, "Miss Barham has left some things behind
-her?"
-
-"Oh, yes, a great many," replied the woman, who seemed not to be in
-the most respondent humour in the world; "but really, sir, I cannot
-stay answering questions all day. I have told you everything I know
-about the young lady, and that is little enough."
-
-"It is so," replied Lieberg; and getting into his vehicle, without
-farther comment, he drove away.
-
-As he was still a full hour and a half before his time, he sought for
-occupation, and to all appearance gave not a second thought to Helen
-Barham's place of residence. It was not so, however, in reality; and
-as he drove away, he repeated twice--"This is Ernstein's doing!" But
-he had now regained all that self-possession which Helen's beauty had
-for a time disturbed; and when--after attending a sale of pictures and
-bronzes, at Phillipps's Rooms, for about an hour--he proceeded to
-visit Morley Ernstein, his look was as calm and cheerful, his manner
-as unembarrassed and graceful, as ever. Not one word passed his lips
-in regard to his visit of that morning to the house of Helen Barham,
-though there was some meaning in the smile with which he shook hands
-with Morley on their meeting. To the call he had made on the preceding
-day, however, he referred at once, saying--"Well, Morley, I have seen
-this fair object of your benevolence, and must confess that her
-beauty, her grace, and her talent too, far exceed what I had expected.
-I cannot help thinking you a great fool, begging your pardon for so
-saying; but I suppose we shall never think alike upon these matters,
-and I shall give up attempting to convert you to my doctrines, for
-every man must seek happiness in his own way; and I do not see why a
-man's prejudices should not be considered as a part of his property
-which it is felony to rob him of, as well as anything else."
-
-"Why, Lieberg," replied Morley, "prejudices, I should think, would be
-a sort of property of which, like paving-stones in a man's pocket, it
-would be kind to free him as soon as possible. But I rather think the
-dispute between you and me would be, as to which of my views are
-prejudices--which are principles. I do not mean to claim any
-outrageous morality, but in what I am doing now, I am quite sure I am
-right."
-
-"I hope you are equally sure that you will be successful," replied
-Lieberg; "for my part, I think I shall soon leave the matter in your
-hands altogether, for I have some intention, ere the earth, and all it
-bears about with it, be a month older, of setting out for the
-Continent, and taking, what the people who travel and write books,
-call 'an autumn tour,' somewhere."
-
-"Why, I thought," said Morley, "that you were going down to the house
-of Lord Medway for the season?"
-
-"He invited me," answered Lieberg; "but I am not in a humour this
-year, either for stalking after partridges through a turnip-field, or
-for the beastly butchery of a battue. The last time I was at one, I
-felt myself like the dog that the man shewed about London some time
-ago--'Billy,' you know, that killed a hundred rats in a minute--and I
-determined never to go to such barn-door slaughter again. But here
-comes this good youth, I suppose," he added, seeing the door open; "do
-not tell him at first. We may see some of the workings of the
-passions, which is better sport than a battue."
-
-Morley thought that it was as cruel sport, too; but the waiter
-announcing that a gentleman desired to speak with him, he directed him
-to be shewn in, and the moment after William Barham, with his pale,
-dissolute countenance, and his long light hair straggling as usual
-over his face, entered the room, but stopped suddenly short, on
-beholding Lieberg.
-
-"Good morning, Mr. Barham," said Morley; "this gentleman is a friend
-of mine, who has promised me to do what he can to assist you. Take a
-seat, and let us talk over this affair."
-
-"William Barham glanced first at Morley, and then at Lieberg, and then
-at the door, as if he would fain have made his escape; but finding
-that impossible, he sat down, and looked doggedly at the table. Morley
-turned to Lieberg, as if to ask him to begin the discussion; but
-certainly Lieberg did it in a way that Morley the least expected and
-approved.
-
-"I find, Mr. Barham," he said, fixing his dark, piercing, intelligent
-eyes upon him, with a gaze that seemed to look into his very heart--"I
-find that you have committed a forgery, and are likely to be hanged."
-
-William Barham started up from his seat, and stared at Lieberg and
-Morley with eyes full of the wild, wandering expression of terror.
-
-"I have it from the best authority," said Lieberg, still bending upon
-him the same eagle glance. "Cousins, the Bow-street officer, who is
-watching for you, told me the whole story."
-
-The lad sank down in the chair again, clasped his hands over his eyes,
-and sobbed aloud. Still Lieberg held him under his dark, firm gaze,
-and Morley, puzzled and surprised, did not know well whether to
-interfere, and endeavour to assuage the unnecessary suffering which
-his companion was inflicting upon the unhappy young man, or not. A
-pause of more than a minute ensued, and even a short pause, under such
-circumstances, is long. Perhaps Lieberg himself was in doubt how he
-should proceed.
-
-"Is it not so?" he said, at length; and then, as the boy sat silent,
-he turned his eyes towards Morley Ernstein with a strange expression,
-which Morley did not well understand. There was a degree of unsated
-fierceness in it, and yet it seemed to ask--"Shall I rack him
-farther?--Will you abhor me, and interpose, if I do?"
-
-Morley made a gesture, as if supplicating him to forbear, and in an
-instant the whole expression of Lieberg's countenance changed.
-
-"Hark, young man!" he continued, speaking to young Barham, in a milder
-tone--"Do you know who I am?"
-
-"No, sir," replied the unhappy youth; "I never saw you before, that I
-know of."
-
-"And yet you have used my name for five hundred pounds!" said Lieberg.
-
-The lad instantly sprang off his seat, and cast himself upon his knees
-at Lieberg's feet, exclaiming--"Forgive me--oh, forgive me!"
-
-"I will forgive you," replied Lieberg, "upon one condition, which
-is, that you at once quit this country, and go to one of the
-Colonies--whichever I and my friend, Sir Morley Ernstein, may
-determine. You shall be furnished with money for your passage."
-
-"But how shall I live when I am there?" exclaimed the youth. "I can
-but do as I have done here, and get into trouble again."
-
-"There is no fear of that," interposed Morley; "some place or some
-occupation shall be found for you, which will put you above want, and
-if you behave well, means will be taken to procure your advancement."
-
-"Besides," said Lieberg, "your sister will in all probability be able
-to do something for you. At all events, I and my friend, Sir Morley
-Ernstein, pledge ourselves that you shall be taken care of, if you
-conduct yourself properly. I must have no hesitation--this is your
-only chance of escaping the gallows, so choose quickly."
-
-"Oh, I have chosen--I have chosen!" cried the young man, at once. "It
-would, of course, be far better for me to go and take my chance there,
-than stay here, and be hanged to a certainty."
-
-"That is according to taste," answered Lieberg, who could not refrain
-from one of his bitter jests, even at that terrible moment; "however,
-if such be your opinion, come to me to-morrow at this same hour, and I
-will shew you the note you drew, paid by my banker."
-
-"But," said the boy, gazing earnestly in his face, as if to discover
-what was passing in Lieberg's inmost thoughts, yet with a look of
-cunning fear also, both lest he should offend and lest he should be
-deceived: "but--but--suppose you should change your mind!"
-
-"And hang you after ail!" rejoined Lieberg, with a contemptuous sneer:
-"it would be a very pleasant trick, young gentleman, for any of your
-present friends--such as Neville and others. But be so good as to
-recollect, that I have nothing to gain by hanging you: were I a
-surgeon, there might be some object, for I dare say you would make a
-very good subject for the anatomist's knife; but I am not a surgeon.
-Moreover, remember that if I wanted to send you to the gallows, I
-should have nothing to do this moment but to put my hand on your
-collar, call in the waiter, and send for an officer."
-
-He took a step forward as he spoke, and the boy, in an agony of
-terror, started back, and looked behind him, as if he expected to see
-the whole array of Bow-street at the other side of the room.
-
-"Now mark me, my good youth," said Lieberg, "and answer me
-straightforwardly; will you, or will you not come, as I have directed
-you?"
-
-"I will, upon my honour, sir," replied the boy.
-
-"Your honour!" exclaimed Lieberg; "but I have got a better hold upon
-you than your honour. Mark me, my good sir, if you do not come
-precisely to the minute, you will find yourself at the new drop before
-a month be over. The sessions are coming on, and we will make short
-work with you, for I will not be trifled with. Do not suppose, either,
-that you can escape, for you ought to know well enough, that every
-movement you make is known, and I could have taken you out of your bed
-last night, if I had thought right, for I knew quite well where you
-were."
-
-"Where?" exclaimed the youth, with a shrewd look; "where?"
-
-"Where you should not have been," replied Lieberg, sternly; "not many
-yards from ---- street, in the Strand."
-
-The colour that comes up from agitation, not from shame--for alas, he
-was past that point--rose in the boy's countenance, and he only
-replied, "I will come--indeed I will."
-
-Morley Ernstein had perceived from the first that Lieberg wished to
-conduct the whole business with William Barham himself, and although
-he might feel a suspicion, of which he was at the same time ashamed,
-regarding his companion's motives; yet he felt not only that he had no
-right, but also that it would be imprudent to interfere in a matter
-which entirely depended upon Lieberg himself. He had therefore
-abstained, as far as possible, from saying anything, but he now added
-a caution, which was totally independent of his friend's proceedings.
-
-"If you will take my advice," he said, speaking to William Barham,
-"you will, in the meantime, that is to say, before you go to Colonel
-Lieberg's, avoid all your recent companions; and going home at once,
-remain quietly, without setting your foot beyond the doors till
-to-morrow."
-
-Remarking that the boy hesitated, and answered nothing, and knowing
-what a hold evil habits have upon the mind, Morley resolved to try
-what fear would do, and for that purpose to make use of the
-information he had gained from Higgins. "I advise you alone for your
-own good," he said, "and to prevent you from missing the only chance
-of safety. You know quite well, that there are a number of other
-people engaged in this affair. Now those scoundrels will be glad
-enough to keep you here, in order to get your neck into the noose,
-instead of their own."
-
-"I will peach against them all, if they do!" replied the youth,
-vehemently.
-
-"That will not save you," replied Morley; "you are a principal, they
-are only accessories."
-
-"I will not go near any of them," exclaimed the boy suddenly--"I will
-not go near any of them."
-
-"Well, then, keep your resolution," rejoined Morley, "and you will do
-well. I pledge myself for your safety, as well as Colonel Lieberg, if
-you go to him to-morrow; but if you fail, I tell you as he has done, I
-abandon you from that moment, and will take no farther interest in
-you. Do you know where he lives?"
-
-The young man replied in the affirmative, and took up his hat as if to
-depart, but then looked hesitatingly, first at Morley, and then at
-Lieberg, and then at Morley again. At length, however, he said,
-addressing the latter--"But I wanted to speak with you, Sir
-Morley--can't I have a word with you for a minute?"
-
-Morley caught the quick eye of Lieberg glancing from the boy's face to
-his, and he replied at once: "If what you want to say refers to this
-business, it must be said to Colonel Lieberg, not to me, for upon him
-alone does your fate depend--or, at least, it must be said in his
-presence."
-
-"It is not about that at all," answered the youth; "it is something
-which nobody has anything to do with, but you and I."
-
-"Let him speak with you--let him speak with you, Morley," said
-Lieberg; "I am going to make a call on the other side of the square,
-and will be back with you again in ten minutes."
-
-Thus saying, he left the room, and, the young man, after gazing in
-Morley's face for a few moments, demanded, abruptly--"Pray, where is
-my sister, sir?"
-
-"Your sister is quite safe," replied Morley, in a calm tone, "and
-under the protection of those who will take care that no harm happens
-to her."
-
-"That is to say, under yours, I suppose," said William Barham, looking
-at him with a keen and eager glance; "but I'll tell you what, sir, if
-such is the case, I think I have a right to ask, that you should
-settle something upon her, that she may not come to poverty too."
-
-Morley grew angry. "You young scoundrel!" he said, "I have a great
-inclination to take you up, and throw you out of that window into the
-square. You have a right to ask, indeed! You, who would have sold your
-sister to a low and vagabond swindler--you, now to talk of having any
-right to meddle in her affairs!"
-
-"You are wrong, sir," said the young man, boldly, and with a more
-straightforward tone than Morley had seen him yet assume; "you are
-wrong, sir; I would not have sold my sister. I would not have taken a
-penny for myself. Now that the truth must come out, I will tell you
-how it was--a man will do many things to save his life--what is there
-that he wont do, indeed?"
-
-"Nothing dishonourable, if he be not a coward," answered Morley.
-
-"Coward, or no coward!" rejoined the young man--"coward, or no coward,
-no man likes the gallows, and it was to save myself from that, that I
-did what I did; besides, I saw that, some day or another, she would
-not have bread to eat. She has been forced to sell almost everything,
-even now. Neville offered to settle five hundred a-year upon her, if I
-would consent, and to hang me if I didn't. So I had no choice; but I
-would not have taken a farthing from him myself, for all the world."
-
-"You are not quite so bad as I thought you," replied Morley; "but,
-nevertheless, you are an atrocious scoundrel, and not a bit better for
-being a coward too. In regard to your sister, however, if you have
-really any feeling for her--and I can hardly think that such is the
-case with one who would prey upon her in the way that you have
-done--make your mind easy; she is no farther under my protection, than
-that I will see she is not subjected either to insult or annoyance.
-She is with two ladies who have taken an interest in her; one, a lady
-of high rank, and one, a young lady who is very dear to me. They will
-provide for and take care of her; but, as to your present demand, I
-should be wronging her and myself both, were I to do anything which,
-even in the eyes of the world, might cause it to be supposed there
-exists any other connexion between myself and her, than interest in
-her fate, and sorrow for her misfortunes."
-
-"I suppose--" said the young man; but Morley stopped him at once.
-
-"There is nothing more, sir, to be said upon the subject," he
-exclaimed. "I am very likely to be made angry in this matter; and,
-therefore, the less you speak, or suppose, the better."
-
-"I was only going to say," replied the young man, "that I suppose, of
-course, as you know where she is, you'll have no objection to my
-seeing her."
-
-"I certainly do know where she is," answered Morley; "but you will
-easily understand that, as she removed from her own house for the
-purpose of keeping at a distance from the influence you had so
-misused, and from the insulting solicitations which you had permitted
-and encouraged, there is not the slightest chance of your being
-permitted to see her. It was from yourself and your acquaintances that
-she fled; and, therefore, you will know nothing farther about her than
-you do know now, till you embark on board a vessel for one of the
-colonies. Your sister's address will then be furnished to you; you can
-write to her, if your wishes prompt you to do so, and she will answer
-you, informing you of her own situation, hopes, and prospects. This is
-all I have to say upon the subject, and you must expect nothing more."
-
-The young man frowned upon him fiercely as he spoke; and after looking
-at him with a bitter and a disappointed glance, for a moment or two,
-he said--"God give you as hard a measure!"
-
-"I hope he may give me just the same," replied Morley; "for I can call
-him to witness that I am acting as I judge best for the happiness both
-of yourself and her."
-
-"Ay," said the young man, thoughtfully, "I may, some time or another,
-have the means of paying you this;" and without more ado, he quitted
-the room.
-
-"He is a determined young villain!" was Morley's comment, as Helen's
-brother left him. "How strange it is that we sometimes see the gifts,
-both of mind and person, so unequally apportioned in the same family!
-Beauty, and talent, and virtue in one member of it, and vice,
-stupidity, and deformity in another. Who, even in look, would take
-that youth for Helen's brother?"
-
-He had not long to consider the matter farther, for Lieberg soon came
-back, full of schemes of pleasure and amusement. He had a thousand
-things for Morley to see; he had a thousand things for Morley to do;
-and it was with difficulty that his friend, upon the excuse of other
-business, freed himself from him for an hour or two, in order that he
-might, as he had promised, convey to Helen Barham tidings of what had
-passed in regard to her brother. Perhaps it might have been a truer
-way of putting the matter, if we had said: in order to avail himself
-of the excuse he had made for visiting Juliet Carr. He promised,
-however, to join Lieberg in the park within two hours, and, certainly,
-those two hours were amongst the sweetest that ever he knew in life.
-He found Juliet Carr sitting with Lady Malcolm; Helen was in her own
-room; and after the elder lady had remained some short time, she rose,
-discreetly saying that she would send Miss Barham to hear what tidings
-he had brought. Juliet begged Lady Malcolm to let her go; and, I
-believe, that if one could have seen into her bosom, her heart would
-have been found beating terribly as she made the proposal. Lady
-Malcolm, however, replied--"I am going up for another pair of gloves,
-Juliet, and therefore I will tell her as I go."
-
-Juliet and Morley were left alone. Strange to say, however, they both
-remained silent for several minutes. There was much that Morley
-desired to say, but yet the thought that Helen might come down every
-moment made him pause and hesitate, and lose even the time that he
-had. Juliet, on her part, divined something of what was passing in his
-breast, and she was afraid of speaking first, for she knew, whatever
-topic she chose, her voice would tremble so as to shew that her
-thoughts were busy with agitating subjects.
-
-I do believe that seldom, if ever, has a declaration of love been made
-in this world without being managed in the most awkward way that it is
-possible to conceive. Indeed, though it may seem a contradiction in
-terms to say that imperfection is a part of perfection, yet I do
-believe that awkwardness is necessary to a proper declaration; for it
-is scarcely possible to believe two persons to be very much in love
-with each other, without being greatly agitated at that moment, and,
-consequently, not sufficiently master of their own thoughts to act
-with calmness and propriety.
-
-Morley, however, at length discovered that the pause must not last any
-longer; and, as it was quite out of the question at that moment to
-talk of any indifferent subject, he went round the table, seated
-himself on the sofa by the side of Juliet, took her right hand, which
-lay idle in her lap, and pressing his lips upon it, added the small
-word "Juliet."
-
-Juliet answered nothing, but sat with her beautiful eyes bent down,
-the colour glowing in her cheeks, her lip quivering, her bosom
-panting. Morley was beloved, and he felt it. "Juliet," he
-repeated--"Juliet, dear girl, after what I see, need I ask you any
-questions?"
-
-"Oh, no, no!" murmured Juliet, turning her head slowly round, still
-bent so that he could scarcely see her glowing face for the rich hair
-that clustered over it; and, leaning her forehead and her eyes upon
-his shoulder, she repeated--"oh, no, no!"
-
-The doors of Lady Malcolm's house were such as doors should always be,
-and opened noiselessly. Juliet's face was hid upon Morley's
-shoulder--her hand was clasped in his--his eyes were bent in
-tenderness upon her--his arm was thrown around her--when the door
-opened without their seeing it--closed again softly the moment after;
-and they remained alone for near an hour.
-
-Alas! poor Helen Barham!
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XXI.
-
-
-William Barham was punctual to his hour; but Lieberg made him wait for
-fully twenty minutes in an empty room, looking out into the dull back
-court of a London house, where there was nothing to amuse his mind
-within the chamber or without: not a picture, not a print upon the
-walls: not the sight of a chimney, the smoke of which would have given
-occupation to the eye: not an odd-looking table, with carved legs: not
-anything, in short, on which the energies of the spirit could spend
-themselves. The very carpet was in long straight lines of monotonous
-colours, and the walls were painted of a blank greyish hue.
-
-The mind, when surrounded by dulness from which it cannot escape, is
-like the scorpion when hemmed in by fire, and turns to sting itself.
-That room seemed the very abode of gloom and despondency. The windows
-were dusty, and admitted but little light; they were not as regularly
-opened as they ought to have been, and there was a closeness in the
-atmosphere, a smell of desolation, if we may so call it, which made
-one feel faint. The grate looked somewhat rusty from neglect, and
-there were no fire-irons.
-
-William Barham first walked to a window, and looked out, but nothing
-met his eye, except the tall, unpleasant, dingy brick wall of an
-opposite house, without a single casement looking that way. He then
-turned, and gazed round the room. It was all cheerless and dull. His
-eye found nothing on which it could rest. It was empty and gloomy as a
-heart that has been bereaved of the object of its love. He tried the
-window again, and then let his eye run over the walls of the room; but
-all was dark and sad. There was not even a Greek border on the broad
-expanse of dull, grey painted stucco, with which the mind might form a
-labyrinth for thought to lose herself withal. He walked up and down
-for a moment or two, and then cast himself down upon a chair, and his
-fancy gave itself up to that which was most painful--his own fate and
-circumstances.
-
-Did Lieberg do it on purpose? Who can say? There are few men who know
-human nature better than he did. There are few who could more
-correctly appreciate the effect of solitary thought, with gloomy
-adjuncts, upon a mind loaded with crime, and weakened by vice and
-intemperance. None, then, could judge better what would be that effect
-upon William Barham, and yet he had ordered him, with particular care,
-to be placed in that room, which he himself had never entered above
-once or twice since he had hired those apartments; and yet while the
-youth remained there, Lieberg was not occupied with any important
-affair. He was trifling with some objects of art; writing a note or
-two in answer to invitations; doing a thousand things, in short, that
-might have been done at any other time. It seemed, certainly, that he
-calculated upon producing a particular effect upon the mind of the
-unhappy boy who was in his power.
-
-William Barham's eye, in the meantime, strained upon the floor. It
-grew more and more anxious in expression, its gaze more and more
-intense. He looked as if horror-struck with some object on which his
-eyes fell upon the carpet--but the unhappy boy saw nothing before him
-but his own fate. Remorse, if not repentance, visited his heart! He
-thought of all that he had done, of all that he might have done; he
-saw that, by his own folly, and by his own crimes, at the best he had
-driven himself from his native land, and had, but for an accident,
-condemned himself to death, to an ignominious and terrible death. He
-had lost all the advantages of a fair education, an honourable
-teaching, and of a good example. He had voluntarily chosen evil when
-good was within his grasp, and now the consequences had fallen upon
-his head, without any place of shelter, any hope, any refuge, except
-in the mercy of a man who had shewn him some harshness, and whose
-objects he was strongly inclined to doubt. He had come thither with a
-palpitating heart, and he remained in agitation and distress.
-
-Minute after minute went by, and each one seemed an age, till at
-length he began to think--"Is this man deceiving me?--Perhaps he is
-playing me false!--Perhaps even now he has sent for the officers of
-justice to seize their prey!"
-
-He started up and approached the door, intending to steal out if he
-found no one, and to say that he could not wait any longer, if he met
-with any of the servants in the passage. There was a footman within a
-few yards, however, and when he had repeated that which he had made up
-his mind to speak, the man answered, with the cold sauciness of a
-London lackey,--"My master said you were to wait for him, and so you
-must wait, if you please."
-
-The man stood directly in the way, and William Barham, re-entered the
-room, with a sinking heart. His thoughts, hurried and confused, first
-turned to flight, but flight, he soon saw, was impossible. The window
-was high--there was a fall of five-and-twenty feet, or more, into the
-area below. His next thought was, what else could give him safety?
-Where was there any other hope? "This man must want something,"
-he thought. "He must have some object, some purpose, some end to
-answer!--What can it be?--I will do anything, everything, if he will
-but spare my life."
-
-It was at that moment that Lieberg, as if he had calculated it by a
-watch, sent to call the unfortunate William Barham to his presence;
-and when the youth appeared, he questioned him sternly and steadily,
-as to the whole transaction of the forgery, writing down his replies.
-Had William Barham been an old and wily offender, he might have
-refused to plead in this illegitimate sort of court; but fear now
-superseded everything: even natural cunning gave way before it, and he
-told all, though he saw Lieberg taking notes of each word he spoke.
-
-"Now," asked the interrogator, when he had finished, "will you sign
-that?" and he put the paper before him.
-
-"But will you promise me safety?" said the boy, torn by terrors of
-several kinds, and gazing upon the countenance of Lieberg with eyes
-that seemed as if they would start from their sockets--"will you
-promise me safety?"
-
-"Yes," answered Lieberg, "I will promise you--but on one condition,
-that you will help me with your whole heart and mind in something that
-I desire to accomplish."
-
-"Oh, that I will!" exclaimed the youth, "in anything that you like."
-
-"In _anything?_" said Lieberg, with emphasis, and at the same time
-holding up his finger, to mark more particularly, that he had some
-especial object.
-
-The blood rose slightly in William Barham's cheek, but the game was
-for life and death, and he had made up his mind. "Yes," he replied,
-nodding his bead significantly; "perhaps I understand what you mean.
-But I say, I will help you in anything you like."
-
-"That is right," answered Lieberg, "that is quite right; and if you do
-help me, instead of death, or exile, and poverty, and privation, and
-gnawing want, you shall have comfort, and respectability, and
-affluence, in your own land."
-
-The youth's eyes sparkled, and Lieberg went on, "Attach yourself to my
-fortunes," he continued, "and you are safe. I tell you fairly, all I
-wish you to sign this paper for, is, that I may have such a hold upon
-you, that neither any of those rascally companions whom you have
-unfortunately met with, nor any of the whining Methodists and
-hypocrites who are scarcely better than the others, may ever persuade
-you to play me false in this matter. Mark me! It is not any knavery on
-your part that I fear, it is weakness; but I think you know me well
-enough, to be sure that I will hang you, as certain as I live, if you
-fail me----"
-
-"But will you certainly spare me, if I do not?" cried the youth. "Will
-you write it down?"
-
-Lieberg paused for a moment, in meditation, drawing in his eyelids, as
-if to shut out even the daylight from his busy brain, and he replied,
-at length--
-
-"Very well, I will, marking the condition, that you pledge yourself to
-assist me in one particular object, with your whole power and might."
-
-"Very well," said the youth, and Lieberg wrote down the stipulations.
-
-The boy signed, what might be called, his confession, and Lieberg put
-his hand to the promise. After he had done so, however, he shook his
-head, gazing on the boy with a smile full of pity and contempt.
-
-"I will keep that promise, my good youth, firmly," he said, "but at
-the same time I will tell you, it is of no earthly value; for I have
-nothing to do but to let this bill slip into the hands of the
-Bow-street officers, and you are arrested, tried, and executed in the
-shortest possible time. No promise of mine could save you. It is the
-state that prosecutes, the law that condemns. I have nothing to do
-with it but to swear that this name, purporting to be mine, is not my
-handwriting," and he took out of his pocket-book the identical bill
-which William Barham had forged, and laid his finger upon the fatal
-words, "Frederick Lieberg," at the bottom.
-
-The unhappy youth gazed at it, with eyes of eager fire--and oh, what
-would he have given to snatch it from the hand of him that held it,
-and tear it into a thousand pieces that moment! The bright eyes of
-Lieberg seemed to read his very thoughts, and again the dark and
-bitter smile curled his lip, as he said--
-
-"You cannot get it, my good youth. It will remain with me till there
-is a stronger bond between you and me, and what I desire is
-accomplished.--Where is your sister?"
-
-"I do not know," replied the youth, boldly. "Do you not know?--I
-thought you did."
-
-"No, indeed," replied Lieberg, "I am utterly ignorant. But we must
-both know ere long. This is the first business we have before us.--You
-tell me true, I see it--but how happens it that she was removed
-without your knowledge?"
-
-"I was away for two days," replied the youth, "and when I came back
-she was gone. But he knows--that Sir Morley Ernstein! Cannot you get
-him to tell you?"
-
-"I would not ask him for this right hand," replied Lieberg, "but we
-will soon find out without him."
-
-"He refused to tell me," said the youth; "he would give me no tidings,
-indeed, but that she is safe and with two ladies, one of whom is a
-lady of rank."
-
-"Ha!" exclaimed Lieberg. "A lady of rank? Who can that be? And he
-positively refused to let you know where she is?"
-
-"That he did," answered the youth; "but I'll tell you what he told
-me, too; he said that I should know where she is, and she should write
-to me, as soon as I was aboard ship to go to the colonies. Can't we
-make something of that, sir?"
-
-"Certainly," answered Lieberg, "we will make everything of that, if we
-cannot do what we desire before; for that might produce a long delay,
-which must be avoided if possible.--Oh, we will arrive at it!" he
-said, after a moment's thought--"where did you sleep, last night?"
-
-"In our own house," replied the boy. "The rent is paid, the woman told
-me, and she is put in to keep it, with seven shillings a week; but the
-place is still ours, till the twenty-ninth of September."
-
-"Well then," said Lieberg, "go back at once to the good woman who is
-in the house, and in the course of the evening get her to tell you
-exactly what was the appearance of the ladies who came for your
-sister, and what was the livery of the servant whom she talked of to
-me. Whether he was a tall man or a short man, and, in a word, all the
-particulars that she can furnish you with. Do not let her see that you
-are cross questioning her, for I suspect, from her manner to me
-yesterday morning, she has been told not to tell the truth to any one.
-You must therefore proceed cautiously."
-
-"Oh, I understand--I understand!" replied the boy. "I must fish it
-out, you mean."
-
-"Exactly," said Lieberg, with a smile at the expression. "Fish it out,
-and come to me at six o'clock to-day. I shall then be dressing for
-dinner, but you will be admitted; and now, as perhaps you are in want
-of money, there is a ten-pound note for you. If we proceed
-successfully, your fortunes are begun."
-
-The youth took the money eagerly. It was certainly the wages of
-iniquity, but evil--whatever be its kind--always smoothes the road for
-more; and William Barham had so often tasted burning pleasures bought
-by money wrongly acquired, that there were no great scruples left in
-his mind. His sister's honour and soul, her happiness, and her peace
-of mind, he was very ready to sell for the combined temptation of
-safety and enjoyment; and, taking the money greedily, he gave Lieberg
-a meaning smile, which even sickened the superior demon with whom he
-was dealing; for surely it is a part of the punishment which evil
-spirits are destined to feel, even in the joys which they propose to
-themselves, that they must abhor the tools they work with, and loathe
-the means which they employ for their own ends. If Lieberg, at that
-moment, had given way to his own inclination, he would have driven the
-youth, with contempt and hatred, into the street. But he suffered him
-to depart quietly, saying--"Do not fail;" and William Barham proceeded
-on his way.
-
-Exactly at the hour appointed he was at Lieberg's door again, and was
-instantly admitted to his dressing-room. The splendour and the luxury
-of everything that he beheld, the beautiful arrangement, the exquisite
-taste, struck him so much, that for a moment he did not speak, gazing
-round at all the richly-chased silver implements, the china, the
-glass, and the steel-work, with which the dressing-table was covered,
-and thinking that his sister would be a very happy girl, if, on any
-terms, she was permitted to live in the midst of such magnificence as
-that. And yet William Barham had been taught good principles; had
-heard, during his early youth, moral and religious doctrines from the
-lips of his mother; and, until his father's health had failed
-entirely, had daily received instruction from him. But there are some
-minds which seem incapable of imbibing any clear and definite notion
-of right and wrong. They can recollect that they have been told one
-thing is good, and another thing is evil, and perfectly distinguish
-between the two, but without feeling in their hearts, even in the
-slightest degree, the excellence of the one and the hatefulness of the
-other. They are like that arid soil, which will produce abundance of
-weeds, but in which any good shrub withers as soon as it is planted.
-
-Such was very much the case with William Barham; but there was another
-cause which had tended also to make him what he was, and which must be
-clearly pointed out. His father, though an excellent man and a sincere
-Christian, was fond of indulging in speculative opinions--not of
-embracing, but of discussing them--the most dangerous practice in the
-world before young people, for if they do not absolutely adopt the
-opinion that is wrong, they learn not to be quite sure that
-any opinion is right. The mind of Helen herself might have been
-affected by this fault on the part of their father, but she had two
-safeguards--a pure, high-spirited heart, and the memory of her
-mother's counsels, she having been somewhat older than her brother,
-and more capable of receiving principles than he was, at the time of
-that mother's death.
-
-The tidings which William Barham brought were fuller than Lieberg had
-expected. The appearance of the servant and of the ladies was detailed
-with great accuracy, and even the crest upon the servant's button was
-known; but when Lieberg sent his valet to bring him a book that he
-named, in which the crest of all the principal families of England
-were displayed, he found that several would answer the description,
-which, as may easily be supposed, had not been given with true
-heraldic accuracy. William Barham seemed at his wits' end, when he
-found that this was the case; but Lieberg, whatever might be the
-strength of his passions, was not one of those who give them vent at
-every trifling obstacle. On the contrary, like the great propelling
-power of the present day, they were kept pent up within the iron of
-his bosom, but to carry him on with the fiercer vehemence to the end
-desired; and on this occasion he only laughed, saying--"We shall
-arrive at it--do not be afraid. Combining the crest with the colour of
-the livery, and then applying the description of the man himself and
-the ladies, to discriminate among the various branches of the
-family, we shall find out the facts. I will put it in the hands of
-an Argus this very night, who will ferret out the whole matter ere
-eight-and-forty hours be over. Difficulties, my young friend, to a man
-of a firm mind, and obstacles in his path, of whatever nature they may
-be, only afford him stronger inducements to follow his course, and
-render his pursuit a passion. I remember a man who was told that he
-could never throw the same combinations four times running with the
-dice, and he sat for three months in the same room till he had done
-it. That man was fit to struggle for an empire. I have seldom suffered
-myself to seek anything very eagerly; but I never yet was baffled when
-I did. And now go home, and keep yourself as quiet as may be. Have no
-communication of any kind with the men that you know in London, and
-confide no secrets to the women. Always be at your own house, so that
-I may find you from nine in the morning till night-fall; the rest of
-the four-and-twenty hours is your own."
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XXII.
-
-
-Two days elapsed, and on the third morning Lady Malcolm was sitting in
-her drawing-room alone, when the servant threw open the door, and
-announced "Colonel Lieberg." Her visitor upon the present occasion was
-personally known to her, so far as a mere bow went, when they met in
-society. But this was the first time that he had ever presented
-himself at her house; and Lady Malcolm, therefore, as she well might,
-looked somewhat surprised when she received him. Her demeanour,
-however, was perfectly courteous, though somewhat distant withal, and
-after begging him to be seated, she enquired what fortunate
-circumstance procured her the honour of his visit.
-
-"I beg your ladyship's pardon," said Lieberg, "for intruding upon you,
-especially at this hour of the morning; but, in truth, though I asked
-for you--thinking it would be more proper so to do--my visit is
-intended for a young lady, who is, I find, under your kind care and
-protection, and to whom I have some intelligence to communicate, which
-may, perhaps, give her pleasure."
-
-Lady Malcolm, however, had lived long enough in the great world to
-have the faculty of misunderstanding, when she thought proper; and she
-therefore replied--"I am really very sorry, Count, but Miss Carr is
-out, and probably will not return till the evening."
-
-"Your ladyship is under a mistake," replied Lieberg; "my visit was not
-intended for the lady you mention, but for Miss Barham, who, her
-brother informs me, is residing at your house."
-
-"He is quite in error," replied Lady Malcolm; "Miss Barham did,
-indeed, do me the favour of passing a few days with me, but she left
-me yesterday morning."
-
-Lieberg's cheek grew hot; and though he still maintained the
-appearance of the utmost suavity, there was a certain degree of
-sharpness in his tone, which shewed how mortified and disappointed he
-was.
-
-"Then, of course," he said, "your ladyship can favour me with her
-address."
-
-"No, indeed," replied Lady Malcolm, "I cannot. All I can tell you is,
-that she is gone into the country."
-
-"May I humbly enquire," rejoined Lieberg, "whether your difficulty, in
-regard to telling me her address, is voluntary, or from ignorance of
-where she is?--beg pardon," he added, in a softer tone "if I am
-asking anything extraordinary; but as I have matters of importance to
-communicate to Miss Barham, it is very necessary that I should learn
-her address by some means, in order to write to her speedily."
-
-"To answer you candidly, Count Lieberg," replied Lady Malcolm, "and as
-you put the question so distinctly, I must acknowledge that I do not
-give you the information you wish for, partly because I have not the
-exact address, and partly because Miss Barham requested me not to say
-where she is gone to any one."
-
-"But I should certainly think she would make an exception in my
-favour," said Lieberg, earnestly, "considering that business of the
-greatest importance, affecting her brother in the highest degree, is
-left entirely in my hands. I say, therefore, Lady Malcolm," he added,
-as that lady remained perfectly silent--"I say, therefore, that I
-should think she must have made an exception in my favour."
-
-"She did not," answered Lady Malcolm, drily; "she never hinted at any
-exception at all; and such being the case, I cannot take upon myself
-to make one."
-
-"Really, this is very extraordinary," exclaimed Lieberg; "and allow me
-to say, very mortifying also. Nor can I think that Miss Barham will be
-at all obliged to those who prevent her from receiving intelligence
-which it is necessary she should be made acquainted with directly."
-
-"Indeed," said Lady Malcolm, "I feel it to be a very painful and
-disagreeable position; but you must see clearly, my dear Count, that I
-have only one course to pursue."
-
-"No, indeed," replied Lieberg, "I cannot say that I agree with you. I
-cannot but think that, under, present circumstances, and considering
-my character and station in life, you might, without hesitation or
-apprehension of the consequences, make that exception in my favour
-which I am perfectly certain Miss Barham would have done had she
-thought of it."
-
-"Ay," replied Lady Malcolm, with a sly smile, "but you men are so bold
-and resolute, Count Lieberg, and I am but a poor timid woman, always
-afraid of doing wrong. You must forgive me, indeed, if I do not act as
-you wish; and besides, as I say, I have not got her exact address. She
-is to write to me in a few days, and then if she tells me to give you
-her address, I can send it. If not, I will write to her, and ask. This
-is all I can do."
-
-The tone in which she spoke was firm and determined; and Lieberg,
-seeing that it was vain to press the matter further, made a virtue of
-necessity, saying--"Well, my dear Lady Malcolm, you judge for the
-best, I am sure; but believe me it may cause great inconvenience,
-especially as I myself much want to go out of town. What a beautiful
-little picture that is! That must be a Correggio!"
-
-"It is generally esteemed so," replied Lady Malcolm. And Lieberg,
-before he took his leave, examined the various pictures which the room
-contained, praising several with that degree of discrimination which
-took from his commendation every appearance of flattery to the taste
-of the lady who had selected the paintings, though in reality he was
-skilfully smoothing down all the feelings of irritation which he
-feared his own irritation might have produced. He succeeded so far as
-to make Lady Malcolm say to herself, after he left her, "Well; he is a
-very pleasant person, certainly.--But Morley is right," she added, "I
-would not trust him in matters such as this."
-
-Whatever were Lady Malcolm's motives, the story which she had told
-Count Lieberg was perfectly true. Miss Barham had left her on the
-preceding day, and had gone down into the country. Juliet Carr, as she
-had promised when Morley first mentioned the situation of his poor
-protégée, had written at once to her father, asking if he would
-receive Helen as her companion and friend, when she herself came down,
-and hinting at those pecuniary arrangements which she knew would have
-weight with her somewhat too covetous parent.
-
-To her surprise, however, she had received a letter by return of post,
-making no reference whatsoever to money matters, but "begging Juliet
-to ask only one question of her fair companion--namely, whether she
-was or was not the daughter of the Rev. Mr. Barham, the curate of
-Elmes, in Cumberland, and if both her father and mother were dead. If
-so, he said, he would have the greatest pleasure in receiving her, as
-he had been an intimate acquaintance of her grandfather, and done what
-he could to prevent him from spending his fine property. He added,
-moreover, that if from the circumstances at which Juliet had hinted,
-it was more pleasant for Miss Barham to come down at once, without
-waiting for his daughter, he begged she would do so, and remain as
-long as she liked, when he would treat her in every respect as his
-child."
-
-The whole letter was so unlike her father, that unless Juliet had seen
-the handwriting she could scarcely have believed it was his
-composition. That fact, however, was not to be doubted, and she
-accordingly shewed the epistle to Helen, who immediately replied that
-she was the daughter of the Mr. Barham mentioned, and she had some
-faint idea of having heard him once or twice speak of Mr. Carr. Juliet
-then proposed to write back to her father and inform him that, such
-being the case, Helen would accompany her to Yelverly in a fortnight.
-But Helen laid her fair hand upon her companion's arm, and gazing
-earnestly in her face, replied, "I would rather go at once, if
-possible."
-
-"But why so, dear Helen?" said Juliet. "Lady Malcolm wishes you to
-stay, and go with us to some watering-place for a time, and Morley has
-promised----"
-
-"I would rather go at once," said Helen, with that sad shake of the
-head which speaks that the heart is faint and weary within us,--"I
-would rather go at once, dear Juliet--there is much that I would
-willingly avoid here, in London."
-
-Juliet understood her in a moment, and opposed her no farther; and it
-was settled, at Helen's own desire, that she and her maid should
-proceed part of the way to Yelverly on the following morning. This
-plan was put in execution, and Helen herself seemed more than ever
-anxious to fly from the scenes that surrounded her. She was to visit
-for one day, as she went, the house of the friend to whom she had
-previously written, and whose prolonged silence she did not
-understand; after which, she was to go on to the house of Juliet's
-father, and to write immediately on her arrival. Thus, Lady Malcolm
-could safely say that she did not absolutely know where she was,
-though Juliet Carr could not have done so with as much sincerity had
-she been present, for Helen left the address of the friend she was
-about to visit with her.
-
-We will not enquire into the feelings of Lieberg as he returned to his
-own home, suffice it that he immediately sent for the youth, William
-Barham, with whom he held a long conference. At the end of their
-disquisition of ways and means, he despatched the lad to seek for
-Morley Ernstein in Berkeley-square, but that gentleman was not at
-home, and Lieberg himself, in riding through the park a few hours
-afterwards, met him walking with Lady Malcolm and a young lady, whose
-dazzling beauty of face and symmetry of form at once let Lieberg into
-the secret of a part, at least, of his friend's conduct. "Ha, this is,
-good!" he said to himself, as he rode on after bowing to Lady Malcolm,
-and nodding familiarly to Morley. "This is good! However, Sir Morley,
-you shall not frustrate me."
-
-Lieberg did not attempt to stop; nor appear to take any further notice
-of Juliet Carr; and Morley walked on by her side with very little
-restraint upon their feelings from the presence of Lady Malcolm.
-Whatever restraint did exist was, perhaps, not altogether unpleasant.
-It is strange to say, that the fact of being prevented from doing what
-we could wish to do, can ever be agreeable; and yet, though the lover
-may long to be altogether alone with her he loves, there is a sweet
-excitement in expressing all the warm and glowing feelings in the
-heart, by shadowy figures, half veiling, half exposing, the thoughts
-and the sensations that we should have told openly had there not been
-an indifferent ear to listen.
-
-Good Lady Malcolm, indeed, was by no means indifferent; and though her
-presence, as I have said, was some restraint, yet that restraint was
-too small ever to be painful. The marriage of Morley Ernstein and of
-Juliet Carr, was a thing that she had long set her heart upon; and
-that they would fall in love with each other as soon as they met, was
-one of those facts which she had predetermined, with that peculiar
-sort of vaticination which many elderly ladies experience in regard to
-affairs of the heart. When they did meet, then, and did fall in love
-with each other, she received it more as a compliment to her
-prophetical powers than anything else; and, well pleased with them and
-herself, she left them to settle the rest as much to their own
-satisfaction as possible.
-
-Having used the words, "when they did meet, and did fall in love with
-each other," I must dwell for a minute or two upon the process of that
-act, as, in the hurry of tale-telling, I could not pause upon it
-sufficiently to explain some part of the mystery at the exact period
-when it might be most proper to do so. I have shown, indeed, how it
-took place with Morley Ernstein, that in his case it was, in fact,
-_love at first sight_--a thing much more common, by the way, with
-eager and impetuous hearts and quick imaginations, than is generally
-supposed. It was, literally, love at first sight; for though there
-might be some vague boyish impressions of what he had loved and liked
-in childhood still remaining undefined in his mind, and making his
-heart spring to Juliet Carr as soon as he saw her, yet they were too
-indefinite to be taken into the account; and it was, simply and truly,
-admiration of her dazzling beauty, and the translation of that
-loveliness into a guarantee, under the hand of nature, that the heart,
-and mind, and spirit within were of the brightest kind, which made
-Morley Ernstein love Juliet Carr from the first moment he beheld her.
-
-With her, the matter was very different. Woman's love is nursed with
-more visionary food than man's; and, in our cold climate at least, is
-of slower but more solid growth than his. Circumscribed in her sphere
-of action, even from her childhood, her feelings and her thoughts are
-more concentrated within her own bosom, and fix more firmly upon the
-great master topic of her whole existence--love. Juliet, the reader
-has remarked, had recollected the early days she had passed with
-Morley Ernstein, better than he had done. The reason was, that she was
-a woman; and from a very early period, all the affections are matters
-of more importance to a woman than a man. She had recollected those
-early days, not only as a passing dream, but as a definite existence;
-there was scarcely a sport or a pastime which they had enjoyed
-together, that she could not call up before the eye of memory. The
-voice of Morley Ernstein, in all the soft tones of boyish attachment,
-had often rung in her ears as she grew towards womanhood. His young,
-bright face often presented itself in her waking and her sleeping
-hours, and sometimes she would try to picture the changes that must
-have come over him, and would ask herself, "What the boy would be, now
-he was become a man!"
-
-Her annual visit to Lady Malcolm too--her father allowed her to make
-an annual visit--called Morley frequently back to her mind, for that
-good friend would often talk of him in the manner which the little
-scheme he had established, in her own mind, suggested; and by one
-means or another, Juliet's imagination was supplied with plenty of
-food for nursing up young affection into full-grown love. Thus was it,
-then, that the germ of the future passion went on in her heart; so
-that when she saw Morley Ernstein again under the wall of his own
-park, it was with no slight emotion that she recognised the companion
-of her early days; that she beheld him far surpassing, in personal
-appearance, all which she had herself anticipated; that she heard the
-tones of the same voice, which still echoed in her ear from the
-pleasant places of her childhood, and that she beheld--although it was
-evident that he did not know her--his eyes filled with admiration, and
-with the promise of love. She dreamt upon that meeting for many a long
-day, and dreamt joyfully, though the interview itself had been mingled
-with some pain, in consequence of her father's harsh and rude repulse
-of Morley's apology for the accident which had occurred.
-
-And now what were her feelings? Reader, she had given herself entirely
-to the passion that had taken its place in her heart. Everything which
-she had seen of Morley Ernstein was so noble, so generous, so kind,
-that reason confirmed all that the voice of love prompted, and told
-her that she might well, and without hesitation, acknowledge her
-choice in the eyes of all the world. She felt that the glow of pride
-would mingle with the blush of modesty on her cheek, as she avowed her
-affection for one so well worthy of attachment, and she could not see
-in the whole range of probability, one objection that any one could
-urge against her union with him whom she had chosen. The eye of
-avarice itself, greedy as it is, might be dazzled with the splendour
-of his fortune. His attainments, his character, his connexions, were
-all high, and such as might well satisfy a far nobler race than hers.
-He was master, too, of himself, and of his own choice, so that there
-did not appear the slightest chance of any obstacle to their union.
-
-Indeed, between Morley Ernstein and Juliet Carr, difficulties were
-never thought of--objections were never anticipated. Morley had never
-asked her to wed him. He had told her of his love; he had painted it
-with all the fire and eagerness that he felt; he had seen that he was
-loved in return, and, not satisfied with that, he had drawn from her,
-by questions, and entreaties, and all the arts of passion, an
-acknowledgment that it was so. More than one day had passed in all the
-pleasant visions of the future, in all the words, and looks, and
-caresses which form that bright and rapturous dream in which the hours
-of young affection fleet by. Rarely, very rarely, do lovers think much
-of difficulties, and certainly if there ever was a case were it seemed
-needless to do so, it was that of Morley Ernstein and Juliet Carr.
-While they were together--and it must be admitted that they were so
-during the greater part of each day--the minutes flew by like
-lightning; and had their whole lives been destined to pass in the same
-manner, life and death would have seemed but two points with an
-instant of joy between them.
-
-There were times, however, when the ordinary proprieties of society,
-or the particular arrangements of Lady Malcolm, kept them apart, and
-in those hours Lieberg was almost always with Morley Ernstein. Now,
-let not the reader suppose that Morley was very foolish, or very weak,
-for putting any trust in one who was so little trust-worthy, or in
-associating with a man, whose views, thoughts, and principles, were so
-different from his own. The reader, it is true, knows what were
-Lieberg's views, thoughts, and principles. For the eyes of the world
-we have drawn back the veil, and exposed his heart; but such was not
-the case with Morley Ernstein. No hand had laid bare for him the
-objects and the views of his travelling companion--no one had shewn
-him Lieberg's dealings with William Barham--no one had told the
-purposes he nourished against Helen with but the more eagerness and
-determination from the opposition that he had met with. On all these
-points Morley was in the dark. He only knew Lieberg as the most
-fascinating person that he had ever met with; as a man full of talent,
-information, and taste; as one who possessed that sort of candour,
-which, far from concealing opinions when opposed either to the views
-and prejudices of others, or to the general feelings of society,
-rather exaggerates and aggravates them, and makes them appear worse
-than they really are. He knew him, besides, as one capable of doing
-generous actions, and at the same time denying all merit in performing
-them; as one, who was even at that moment sacrificing a large sum,
-rather than proceed to the destruction of a fellow-creature; as one
-who had saved his own life, and who had attended him through a long
-and painful sickness with the care and tenderness of a brother.
-
-Such was the light in which Morley had alone a right to regard Count
-Lieberg, although his friend's openly-avowed principles, in regard to
-some points of morality, might well cause him to avoid as far as
-possible placing the fate of a young and lovely being, like Helen
-Barham, in any degree at his disposal. Nor did the least point appear
-in Lieberg's present conduct, which could excite Morley's suspicions.
-He entered warmly into his views for hastening the departure of
-William Barham from England; he drove with Morley down to the docks,
-for the purpose of seeking a vessel to bear the youth to a foreign
-land. He aided eagerly in obtaining the promise of a small place of
-considerable labour, but no great trust, for Helen's brother, and in
-every respect he seemed almost to have forgotten herself. So at least
-it appeared, though, indeed, if there was anything which should have
-excited Morley's suspicion, it was the fact of Lieberg's total silence
-in regard to an object which had once seemed to interest him so
-deeply. But Morley was not of a suspicious nature, and he judged that
-Lieberg, a man of the world, and a man of pleasure, had looked upon
-poor Helen Barham as a beautiful picture, which he had seen and
-perhaps desired, but had forgotten very soon. Thus he was well pleased
-to enjoy Lieberg's society, whenever he was obliged to be absent from
-Juliet Carr. Yet, if the truth must be told, Morley did feel that his
-companion's conversation was not calculated to improve him, though it
-might be to instruct and to amuse. Nevertheless he did not bring the
-conviction home to his own heart so far as to prevent him from
-accompanying Lieberg to various places of entertainment, and enjoying
-the comments of his friend fully as much as that which he went to see
-or to hear.
-
-Once, and only once, during their rambles about London, Lieberg jested
-with him slightly upon the subject of Juliet Carr, and claimed a right
-to be present at the marriage, saying--
-
-"Pray tell the fair lady, Morley, that I pulled you out of the water
-just in time to fulfil your country's vulgar proverb, about the
-propensity to hanging counteracting the risk of a watery death."
-
-"Oh, you shall be present," replied Morley, gaily, "but recollect,
-Lieberg, you have been wrong once in regard to your calculation of my
-proceedings, and you may be mistaken, even now."
-
-Lieberg looked at him with a quiet smile, but made no reply, and the
-conversation dropped there. As usually happens in London, two or three
-gay _fêtes_ took place, as if to close the season brilliantly, and,
-whenever it was possible, Lieberg induced his young friend to go to
-these parties, and introduced him to a number of the persons present.
-Although, by this time, all Morley's plans and purposes, in regard to
-the study of society, had been burnt up, like old acts of parliament,
-in the fire of passion, he was not sorry to see such scenes, and to
-know such people. But if Lieberg thought that Morley was likely to
-plunge into the vortex of dissipated life, to have his attention
-distracted, and his eyes blinded, by the gay scenes and bright objects
-around him, so as to forget his purposes in regard to Helen Barham,
-and to leave her to her fate, even for a short period, Lieberg was
-mistaken.
-
-Had Morley not known Juliet Carr, he might have drunk of the cup of
-pleasure to intoxication; for there were many beautiful, and
-sparkling, and brilliant, who were right willing to lead him into
-paths more flowery than safe, and to assail him on all sides, with
-arms very difficult for a young man to resist. But Morley was defended
-now with that highest and noblest of armours, love for a pure and
-beautiful being. His life, in short, was in Juliet Carr, and all the
-rest around him was but a pageant or a dream.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XXIII.
-
-
-"Take care you're not done, Bill--that's all I say!" was the
-exclamation of the good-looking, powerful fellow, who has once already
-been placed before the reader's eyes, under the name of Harry Martin,
-and who now sat with Helen's brother in the house she had inhabited.
-"If he gets you on board ship, you mayn't get out again, I take it;
-but you know your own business best. I don't like the job, I can tell
-you. I think you're all wrong, my lad, and you'll find it out some
-day.--Come, pass us another glass, and I'll be jogging.--If I were
-you, I would stick to my sister; she's a very good girl, I hear; and
-hang me, Bill, it's very well talking, but a good girl's a good girl,
-you know, and a bad one's a bad one--there's no mistake. You that are
-born a gentleman, too, I should have thought you'd something more of
-it in you. Why didn't ye fly at the fellow's throat when he shewed you
-the paper, and tear it all to pieces in a minute?"
-
-"I couldn't," said William Barham, who had been gazing down upon the
-floor, with a look half sullen, half ashamed; "there was a table
-between us, and I couldn't get at it."
-
-"If you could get hold of that," said Harry Martin, "the job would be
-at an end, you know; you could do what you pleased. Can't you make him
-shew it you again?"
-
-The boy shook his head. "It wont do, Harry," he said; "he keeps it in
-a little pocket-book, with some other things; and I would have tried
-to get it out of his pocket quietly, as Simes showed me how one day,
-but you see it's an inside pocket, and I can't get at it."
-
-"Why, for that matter, one could cut his pocket off," said Harry
-Martin; "and I shouldn't care if I had a hand in it; but we must have
-two or three, and unless there was a good deal of tin to be had
-besides, the men would not like to risk a trip to Botany, just to get
-that note of yours. However, I'll think over it, and talk with some
-other fellows about it, and perhaps we shall bring the thing right
-after all. I'll take one more glass, and then I'll go."
-
-William Barham thought for a moment or two, and then said, "I'll tell
-you what, Harry, when we find out where Helen is, he's sure to go down
-into the country after her. Don't you think that one could do
-something, as he goes? He has always lots of money about him, and that
-gold snuff box which there was a piece of work about once with Bill
-Jones, you know; and if he goes into the country for any time, his
-dressing-case is worth a cool couple of hundred, just to make soup of,
-as you call it. It's all gold and silver together."
-
-"What! a touch of the highway, as men used to have long ago?" said
-Harry Martin. "But that's not so easy done now, my boy. We have
-changed all that--trade has fallen off sadly too. I wish those days
-would come again, for there's scarce a man of us keeps a horse now."
-
-"Why, you've got your horse and gig, Harry," said the youth.
-
-"Ay, but one can't stop a gentleman on the road with a horse and gig."
-
-"Very true," answered William Barham; "but if he were to go down into
-the country, you could go after him, and make a smash of it."
-
-The man with whom he was talking, laughed, but seemed to think the
-idea not a bad one. "We can't do it for nothing, Bill," he said;
-"though if he puts up in a place where there's something to be got,
-and the thing's easy, I shouldn't mind undertaking it, for your sake,
-though I am not a cracksman, myself--especially if it's a good way
-down in the country, for you see, there's not so much chance of being
-pulled up for it. We could have the gig waiting, and after the job
-was done, get in and drive thirty miles or so, and then take the
-coach. All I can say is, if you choose to cut this business about your
-sister entirely, and want really to get out of the fellow's power,
-I'll help you as far as I can; so look out, there's a good boy, and
-let me know; for hang me, if I like to see a poor girl bought and
-sold, like a sheep in Smithfield!--And now, good night, Bill. I would
-fain see you a free man again, for now you're no better than a
-nigger-slave in the West Indies."
-
-Thus saying, he left him, and I will not pause to investigate and lay
-bare all the curious combinations in the bosom of Harry Martin, which
-produced his strange and anomalous notions of honour and dishonour,
-honesty and dishonesty. It would be a very difficult task in his case,
-and perhaps if we knew all, it would not be much less so in the case
-of many men of far higher reputation--for too, too often, in this good
-world, do we see the frauds to which they are accustomed, the
-dishonest--ay, and criminal acts, which suit their purposes and
-conveniences, placed in as strange contrast with better things in the
-life of high and distinguished persons, "all honourable men," as the
-habit of plundering was, with his notions in regard to Helen Barham,
-in the breast of Henry Martin. The man who takes a solemn vow at the
-altar, in the presence of his God, and breaks it ere three months are
-over, would cut the throat of his dearest friend, if he called him a
-liar; and yet, what is he? The politician, who, on the hustings, or on
-the table, excites the passions of the people, vows that he is seeking
-their own interests solely, when his object is place, or power, or
-station; or he, who in his canvass promises all sorts of things that
-he never can, and never will perform, what is he but a hypocrite? and
-yet he would grin at you like a dog if you gave him his right name. I
-could go on for an hour to shew how we felons of high station contrive
-to render our notions of honour quite as compatible with crime and
-dishonour, of the basest sort, as were the plundering habits of
-William Barham's companion, with his indignation at the brother's
-carelessness of the sister's honour.
-
-However, as I have said, I must not pause upon such things, for I fear
-very much, with the slow rate at which my story proceeds, I may be
-obliged to infringe the boundary which the customs of the present day
-ascribe to the teller of a tale. Nor will I delay the reader with all
-that took place between Lieberg and William Barham, previous to the
-embarkation of the latter in the river Thames, for a long and distant
-voyage. The whole business was conducted with the knowledge, and under
-the eye, of Morley Ernstein. Money was furnished to him for all
-necessary expenses, and Mr. Hamilton, who was now slowly recovering,
-promised his interest, at Morley's solicitation, to obtain advancement
-for the young man in the distant land to which he was going, if his
-conduct during a couple of years justified the belief that he would
-act honourably for the future. Before he embarked, he wrote a letter
-to Helen, and gave it into Morley's hands to put upon it the right
-address. Morley did so, and forwarded it himself, but no answer had
-been received at the time the ship dropped down the river.
-
-Such were the principal events connected with the fate of William
-Barham which took place in London; but I must now suddenly change the
-scene, and beseech the reader to accompany me to a distant spot, and
-take up his abode for a short space in a small room--for the inn had
-no other but small rooms--in a house known by the distinctive
-appellation of "The Sandown Castle," in the small town of Deal.
-
-It was night, and the wind had been blowing freshly from the westward
-during the whole day; but as the sun went down it increased to a gale,
-varying somewhat to the southward, with an unpromising blackness about
-the sky in that quarter, mingling with the faint red of evening, in
-the west and north. It was altogether as ominous and unpleasant a
-night to commence a long voyage upon, as any one could wish to see;
-and nobody whose destiny was not very well assured, would have chosen
-the neighbourhood of the Goodwin Sands for his night's lodging on the
-deep. Although the wind had got to the south, as I have said, the
-night was one of those which are more generally met with in this
-favoured climate than any other--that is to say, cold, raw, and damp,
-in the very midst of the summer, giving us back all our recollections
-of December in the heart of July.
-
-The room of which I have spoken in the little inn, had been made as
-comfortable as possible, under existing circumstances. The table had
-been well rubbed, to take out the marks of tumblers, imprinted in
-rum-and-water; the windows had been opened to "air the room"--a
-proceeding which, to say the truth, was not a little required, as a
-dull and heavy atmosphere of tobacco-smoke and mixed spirits reigned
-within, and seemed very ill-disposed to go out, either at door or
-window, in that cold and boisterous night. There was a small fire,
-too, in the grate, and once or twice, as the evening drew in and night
-fell heavy over the world, a very genteel-looking personage, with a
-foreign countenance, and a grave, sedate air, entered the room, looked
-about him to see that everything was right, put this thing and that
-thing in order; smoothing down a great coat, that hung over the back
-of a chair, stirring the fire, arranging the furniture, and doing all
-those little acts which give notice that some personage is expected,
-for whom everything must be prepared in the nicest manner.
-
-At length, he shut the windows and lighted the candles, and in about
-ten minutes after, a gentleman, dressed in the very height of fashion,
-with a large blue military cloak, of the finest cloth, hanging from
-his shoulders, entered the room, and advancing to the fire, gazed into
-it for a minute or two in silence. The other personage whom we have
-mentioned, stood at a respectful distance, without saying a single
-word, till at length his master, for so it was, turned round and gave
-him his hat and wet cloak, saying, "Here, Martini, take these, and
-then go down to the beach. It is a terrible night, and I am uneasy
-about the ship--one can see the surf running upon the sands quite
-plain. There was a vessel too, apparently coming into the Downs, but I
-could make nothing of it myself, and the jargon of these pilots I do
-not pretend to understand. I suppose the boy will come ashore
-directly, of course."
-
-"If he can, sir," replied the man, with a strong foreign accent; "but
-I should not like to trust myself, I know, in an open boat, on such a
-night as this."
-
-"There are several boats out," said Lieberg, for it was our friend who
-spoke; and then making a sign for the man to leave him, he sat till
-nearly eleven o'clock at night in that worst of all states of
-idleness; the idleness of a strange inn, which is the next thing to
-solitary confinement. Lieberg, on most occasions, had plenty of means
-of employing and amusing himself, but at the present moment his mind
-was evidently not at ease. He gazed during the greater part of the
-evening into the fire, and one might have supposed that it was the
-thought of being baffled in his pursuit, by the destruction of the
-ship which bore William Barham, that troubled him, had not a word or
-two escaped from his lips towards the end of the period we have
-mentioned, which shewed that, in reality, some better feelings were
-mingled with his emotions, and that it was about the youth himself,
-and the risk he ran for the time, he was anxious. The words indeed,
-dear reader, to which I allude, were all harsh, and, apparently,
-unfeeling; but still they shewed that Lieberg was occupied rather with
-the boy's fate than with his own plans and purposes.
-
-"Curse him!" he said, rising from his chair, towards eleven
-o'clock--"he may as well die that way as any other. He would be
-hanged, that's certain, sooner or later, if he escaped the water. So
-it is as well if he be drowned after all. There is no reason for my
-making myself uneasy about him. It might be as well, indeed, if he had
-some other business in hand when called upon to join the world of
-spirits; but I dare say, let him live as long as a patriarch, he would
-be engaged in some rascality at the day of his death, and as well this
-as anything else; so good bye to him!"
-
-Thus saying, Lieberg rang the bell and ordered supper to be brought,
-of which, when it did appear, he partook moderately, and then retired
-to bed, his valet having by that time returned without any tidings
-whatsoever of William Barham, or the ship that bore him. If the truth
-must be told, however, Lieberg did not sleep much, for while he was
-undressing, a dull, distant peal came from the sea, loud, but heavy.
-
-"'Tis some ship firing for a pilot, sir," said his valet.
-
-Lieberg took out his watch and listened; ere the minute was quite
-done, there came the roar of another gun, and then another, and
-another. For near an hour the same sounds went on, when all became
-still, except the rushing of the wind, and the heavy, thunder-like
-fall of the sea upon the beach. Stoicism may do its utmost, but the
-human heart generally finds a time to speak, and Lieberg was so
-evidently uneasy, that his _valet de chambre_--who had about as
-much feeling as that race of created beings generally have, and no
-more--evidently saw that his master was very much more moved than was
-usually the case with him, and went to bed, wondering what could be
-the occasion thereof--that is to say, not asking himself exactly what
-was the object of Lieberg's emotion, but what possibly could induce
-him to give way to any emotion at all.
-
-Perceiving, however, that such was the case, and wishing, as all
-well-disposed _valets de chambre_ are expected to do, to set his
-master's mind at ease, his tap was heard at Lieberg's door towards six
-o'clock on the following morning, and his voice exclaimed--"He is
-arrived, sir! The ship has gone to pieces, but all the crew are
-saved."
-
-Lieberg instantly started up, threw on his brocaded dressing-gown, and
-opened the door. The man, who was standing there, pointed to the
-sitting-room, which was on the opposite side of the passage, and his
-master instantly crossed over and entered the room.
-
-Certainly never on earth did a more disconsolate object present
-itself to the eyes of man, than that which was offered to Lieberg's
-sight by the unfortunate William Barham. He was seated on a chair by
-the fire--which had just been relighted and had not well burnt
-up--without a coat or waistcoat; his long, silky, light hair drenched
-with water, and hanging upon his cheeks and neck; his countenance,
-previously pallid with licentiousness and habits of vice, now ten
-times paler than ever, and purplish at the extremes, with the cold and
-terror he had undergone; his eyes languid, his teeth chattering, and
-his whole limbs trembling, while a bad cut upon his forehead, received
-in getting into one of the boats, made him look still more miserable,
-and a stain or two of blood oozing through the breast of his shirt,
-shewed that he must have received some other blow upon the chest.
-
-Lieberg was truly moved by what he saw, and exerted himself
-energetically to comfort and assist the unhappy young man. "Get a bed
-ready, and have it warmed, immediately!" he exclaimed, addressing a
-drowsy chambermaid, who was trying, by various pokes and thumps, to
-irritate the cold-hearted coals, in the grate, into some degree of
-warmth. "You, Martini, bring him some Madeira as quick as possible,
-while I get him some dry clothes."
-
-The girl proceeded as slowly as possible, according to the usual
-custom of such personages; but Martini sprang rapidly to obey his
-master's orders, and Lieberg himself soon procured all that was
-necessary for arraying the unfortunate youth in dry clothing, and
-bringing some degree of warmth back into his chilled and exhausted
-frame. A surgeon also was sent for, and, as soon as possible, William
-Barham was placed in a warm bed, and received such treatment as the
-man of art thought necessary in the existing circumstances.
-
-While this was taking place he said very little himself, only
-answering in a monosyllable; and Lieberg asked but few questions for
-the time. All that he thus learnt was, that the vessel had got well
-out of the mouth of the Thames, and was making the best of her way
-towards her destination, notwithstanding the Captain's previous
-intimation that he would touch at Deal, when the change of wind had
-forced him to try for an anchorage in the Downs, and, by some
-mismanagement towards nightfall, the ship, instead of getting into a
-place of security, had been driven upon the Goodwins, and become a
-complete wreck. Though the gallant boatmen of Deal had done all in
-their power, it had proved utterly impossible to save any one from the
-wreck before daybreak. But then, with great difficulty, and at the
-imminent risk of their own lives, the hovellers, as they are called,
-had contrived to bring off the whole of the crew, except one or two,
-who had been swept from the wreck during the night. Further
-particulars were obtained by Lieberg in the course of the day; and
-with the spirit of liberality which he always shewed, he contributed
-largely to assist the unfortunate persons who had lost the whole of
-their stores in the ship, and also to reward the brave fellows who had
-saved their lives.
-
-Lieberg thus occupied himself during the day, and at night returned to
-the inn, where his servant met him at the foot of the little stairs,
-and communicated to him two pieces of intelligence, the latter of
-which seemed to affect him the most.
-
-"He is up, sir," said the man in a low tone; "and in the sitting-room;
-and he has received a letter from the post-office, addressed to
-William Barham, Esq., in the ship Mary Anne.'"
-
-"In what sort of hand?" demanded Lieberg, eagerly. "Did you see the
-post-mark?"
-
-"The hand was a very good one, sir," replied the valet. "The post-mark
-was Doncaster."
-
-Lieberg started, and turned red. "Morley Ernstein's post-town!" he
-exclaimed. "But nonsense!" he continued, after pausing for a moment,
-"he is still lingering on in London. The thing cannot be. He must have
-got somebody to receive her in the neighbourhood;" and with some
-doubts still upon his mind, he mounted the staircase and entered the
-room, where William Barham was seated over the fire, though by this
-time the weather had become sultry to the feelings of every one else.
-
-"How hot the room is!" exclaimed Lieberg, as he entered. "Tell the
-people to serve dinner as soon as possible.--Well, William, how do you
-feel now?"
-
-"Very much bruised, and very cold," replied the youth, sullenly. "I
-hear you have had a letter from your sister," said Lieberg, in a
-quiet, easy tone. "Pray where is she now?"
-
-The man Martini was in the room; and it is probable that Lieberg
-calculated upon the youth giving him an answer at once. But
-William Barham still sat over the fire, without looking up, and
-replied--"We'll talk about that by-and-by."
-
-"Leave the room, Martini," said Lieberg, adding, as soon as he was
-obeyed--"Well, William, now, where is your sister?"
-
-The youth rose up from before the fire, and stood opposite to Lieberg,
-pale, ghastly, and haggard, replying, boldly--"I do not mean to say I
-do not know where my sister is, for I do, and I know too that you have
-got me in your power; but before I tell you any more, or help you any
-farther, I will have you promise me to settle something upon her, so
-that she may never want."
-
-Lieberg gazed at him for a moment, with a dark, considering look, not
-unmixed with contempt, and he then replied--"Make your mind easy, she
-shall never want. Now answer my question, and quickly, for I do not
-love being trifled with."
-
-The worm he trod upon turned against him, and the youth replied--"I
-shall not tell you anything more, or help you any farther, unless you
-give me some better assurance than that. I'll tell you what, Count;
-last night in the storm, when I was clinging to the wreck, I thought I
-heard Helen's voice in the wind, and this morning I have been thinking
-of her ever since I woke; and I have made up my mind sooner to die
-than to do anything farther, unless you will give me something, under
-your hand, which will ensure that she shall never be walking about the
-streets in misery, as I have seen some poor girls do."
-
-Lieberg frowned upon him darkly, with feelings that it may be best to
-explain. We can only do so in part, it is true, for there was one dark
-side of his character upon which we cannot throw light. Such
-explanation, however, as we can give, we will. There had been
-something in the beauty of Helen Barham--ay, in her innocence and
-somewhat wild simplicity--which had struck and captivated him much.
-Her talents, too, and tastes, were of a kind to attract him; and
-though he had beheld her but once, he had seen quite sufficient to
-show him that she was exactly the being for whom he had been long
-seeking, to be his companion, his paramour, the object of passion, the
-amusement of idle hours; to be sported with, conversed with, to be
-lapped in luxury, spoiled, petted, and perhaps loved, but to be
-dependent entirely upon his will--the slave of the Eastern harem, not
-the wife of a civilized land.
-
-He saw all this in a moment, and had determined to obtain her: yet
-perhaps he might have been diverted from the pursuit by any small and
-ordinary obstacle, which did not pique his vanity or excite his
-passions. The difficulties he had met with, however, had been the work
-of human beings; he had been thwarted and opposed by those who seemed
-inferior to himself; and every stumbling-block that he met with, every
-barrier in his way, made him but the more resolute to overleap them
-all, and to pursue his course with a degree of vehemence and passion,
-which mere love for Helen Barham could not have excited in the short
-space of time that he had known her.
-
-Determined to win her, and thinking that no sacrifice would be too
-much for that object, he would not have hesitated, in the least, to
-make any provision for her that was in his power, had it not been
-dictated to him; but that her brother, who was bound hand and foot
-before him, chained to his will, as a sinner to the power of
-Satan--that he should turn and make conditions, excited the evil
-spirit that reigned in him to the very highest pitch, and made him
-reply, after gazing upon the youth darkly for a moment--"Very
-well.--you would sooner die, would you? That is easy. I had better
-send for a constable;" and he put his hand towards the bell, adding,
-as he did so--"You make your own choice, young man; but do not let any
-wild notions of romance enter into your head, and make you believe
-that you can frustrate me. You will only be hanged yourself, and make
-no change in your sister's fate, for I know that she is in the
-neighbourhood of Doncaster as well as you do. So now I shall give you
-into charge at once; then go down to see her, and return in time to
-bear testimony to your merits at the trial:" and he rang the bell.
-
-The youth's resolution failed him; he gasped, as if he were half
-strangled, exclaiming--"For God's sake--for God's sake, spare me!" and
-thrust into Lieberg's hand--even as the landlord entered the room--the
-letter which he had received from Helen Barham.
-
-Lieberg's lip curled, and grasping the letter tight, he turned round
-to the landlord, saying--"Is not the dinner ready? I ordered it at six
-precisely! What wine can you give me?" and he entered, in the calmest
-tone possible, into a discussion upon things to be eaten and drunk,
-which would not edify the reader to hear.
-
-After he had done, and the landlord was dismissed, Lieberg walked with
-the letter to the window, read it attentively, took a note of one or
-two things on some tablets, and then returned it to William Barham.
-
-"Mark one thing, my good young man," he said, "and recollect it well
-in your future dealings with me--I am not a man to be dictated to.
-Nothing was ever obtained from me by threat or opposition yet. What
-you required for your sister just now, and I would not grant, because
-you asked it in a high tone, I will now consent to, since you have
-yielded obedience, and will give you a promise under my hand of that
-which will always put your sister above need. Where is the paper I
-gave you when we were in London? I will add it to that."
-
-The boy shook his head sadly, saying--"It is lost, with everything
-else that I had, in that ship. You must write it on another piece of
-paper."
-
-"That I will do at once," said Lieberg, drawing a writing-desk to him.
-"Do not be cast down, my good youth, at your losses, I will soon
-repair them amply if we succeed. But come, here is the dinner, and you
-want some refreshment. I will write it afterwards. Sit down; what will
-you take--some soup, or some fish?"
-
-The youth sat down to table with him, and Lieberg treated him with
-kindness. But the reader learned in the human heart need not be told,
-that William Barham hated him as much for his after-condescension as
-he did for his previous tyranny.
-
-Lieberg kept his word. After dinner he wrote a promise, which was
-quite as satisfactory to William Barham as such a promise could be: he
-provided him also with all that was necessary for his comfort, while
-weakness obliged him to remain in Deal, and gave him money to journey
-to London as soon as he had taken some repose, charging him strictly,
-however, to go to the house he had formerly inhabited, and keep
-himself out of sight of Sir Morley Ernstein. Lieberg himself set off
-early in the following morning for London, proposing to go down at
-once to Doncaster, in pursuit of Helen, but hoping to return
-successful ere many days were over.
-
-Not wishing his proceedings to be particularly remarked, and fearing
-that he might meet some one in the coach who knew him, Lieberg had
-come down to Deal in his own carriage, and in it he returned; but
-scarcely was he gone, when William Barham demanded at what hour the
-coaches started, and in less than half an hour after he also was on
-his way to town, with feelings of hatred in his heart towards him who
-had just left him, which were not without their fruit in due time.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XXIV.
-
-
-Wend back with me, dear reader, into that distant part of the country
-where this tale first began; not exactly, indeed, to the same scene,
-but to a spot about three or four miles from Morley Court, which you
-have already heard of, under the name of Yelverly. The aspect of that
-place, and of the whole country round it, was so peculiar, that I
-should have wished to pause, and give some description of the house
-and grounds, even if I had not been impelled to do so by the necessity
-of the case. But there are things to come, which may render it
-requisite that the reader's eye should be able to call up, like a
-magistrate, each individual part of the scene before it, and examine
-it strictly as a witness in regard to the events that are taking
-place. Oh, those silent witnesses!--those trees, those shrubs, those
-fields! those dark panels of the old oak chamber! those carved figures
-and antique busts of ancient heroes!--oh, those silent witnesses in
-every old domain! Could we but endow them with a voice, what tales
-might they tell of merry or sad scenes in the long past; of secret
-sins, and horrible treacheries; of human absurdity, folly, and vice;
-of crime, of agony, and of despair! How might they, with their quaint
-old legends, make the lips laugh, the bosom heave, and the eyes
-overflow!
-
-The house of Yelverly was a curious old stone structure, of firm and
-solid masonry, on which few repairs had taken place, for few had been
-necessary, but which had been subjected to several alterations, as was
-evinced by apertures blocked up here and there, and by the lines of
-different coloured stone-work, which indicated that the tops of the
-windows, which were now square, had once displayed pointed, or Tudor
-arches. What the building had originally been I do not know, probably
-some dependence of a monastery or abbey, in the neighbourhood. It had
-never been large, though it now formed a roomy and convenient house
-for a small family. But, notwithstanding its antiquity, and the
-picturesque taste of the architects of the age in which it was built,
-it had not one single pretension to beauty of any kind; sort, or
-description whatsoever. It was grey, and cold, and flat, with the
-windows apparently scattered over the face of it by accident, each
-having been put in, beyond all doubt, wherever it was found
-convenient; here, to light one room--there, to light another; at one
-point to clear up the obscurity of a staircase--at a second, to let
-the sun shine into a passage.
-
-As if to disfigure the front more completely, a penthouse had been
-thrown out from one side, at the height or about ten feet from the
-ground, covering an eighth part the building, and rendering the rooms
-thus sheltered dull and sunless enough. The principal door would have
-been as ugly as the rest of the house, had it not possessed an
-old-fashioned stone porch, with a seat on either side, which, by no
-means beautiful in itself, yet relieved the eye, in some degree, by
-breaking the flatness of the building.
-
-Before the house, extended a long grass court, up which no carriage
-could drive, and which was separated from a cross road that run in
-front, by a wall about three feet high, surmounted by a row of tall,
-thin, iron railings. The ornaments of the court were ten magnificent
-old yew trees, forming, as it were, a sort of avenue from the gate in
-the iron railing, up to the door of the house, the trees being ranged
-at equal distances on either side, and a small path, formed of
-dumpling-like stones placed edgeways, running between them. On either
-side the court was flanked by a tall brick wall, and the only entrance
-for a carriage was down a narrow lane at the side, which led by some
-gates into a large paved court behind. It is true that Mr. Carr,
-having quarrelled with all the gentry in the neighbourhood, and not
-being particularly beloved by the great farmers, who had an idea that
-he was fond of fomenting disputes, was seldom troubled with the
-approach of curricle, or carriage, or one-horse chaise. But still that
-lane was necessary and useful to him, as he was himself a skilful and
-experienced agriculturist, though so avaricious, as often to injure
-himself by grudging a load of manure where it was really necessary.
-
-The country round was of a very curious aspect. For more than a mile
-on either side, it displayed chiefly fine old grass-land, separated
-into fields of every size and shape by thick-set hedges, well kept,
-but totally without trees. The scenery, though not at all mountainous,
-or even hilly, might be called hillocky, for it was so undulating,
-that if a field contained more than four acres, it was certain to have
-in it both a hill and a valley; and through several of the latter ran
-a clear trout-stream, giving great luxuriance to the grass, and
-rendering it the finest pasture ground in the world. There was an air,
-however, of bareness about the landscape, from the want of trees,
-which accorded well with the bald antiquity of the old house, and on a
-summer evening, when the sun was going down, and the slant beams
-peered over the green uplands, one might sit in that stone porch, and
-fancy oneself a yeoman of the olden time, so much did the ancient
-aspect of the whole scene sink into the heart.
-
-It was on such a summer evening, then, that Old Carr, the miser--as he
-was called in the neighbourhood,--walked forth between those black
-yews with fair Helen Barham. Nature, who loves contrasts, and who
-places the bright red berries amidst the dark green leaves, might well
-be satisfied with the opposition of those two: Helen, as she came
-forward, the picture of youth and grace and wild simplicity; and
-Robert Carr, with age, and heaviness, and slow computation in all his
-steps and looks. I have already described his personal appearance, and
-have only to add, in that respect, that he seemed to the eye much more
-aged when on foot than on horseback, as is very often the case. His
-hair was not white, indeed, but it was very thickly mingled with grey,
-and though he was not fat, yet, as I have said, he was heavy. His step
-was deliberate and weighty, and his face, which had certainly once
-been handsome, was marked with many lines, which one might have taken
-for the traces of strong passions, had it not been for the thoughtful,
-calculating expression of the countenance, which seemed utterly at
-variance with passion of any sort but one. The greed of gain was
-written there in characters easily read, though it also was of its
-particular kind. It was more the eagerness of the beast of prey, than
-the spirit of petty accumulation; nor was it alone the rapacity of the
-wolf, for the subtlety of the fox was there also.
-
-The eyes were bent down upon the ground all the time he walked, but
-the right eyebrow was raised up and down, as the feelings, called
-forth by the conversation, produced any change upon his countenance,
-and always, while he was listening, his upper lip was raised on the
-opposite side, displaying a long, fang-like tooth, with much of the
-look of a dog when one strives to take away a bone. He must have been
-a tall man and powerfully formed, though now very much broken; and it
-is said that he beat another attorney almost to death in the streets
-of York, for having foiled him in an unjust suit. The other prosecuted
-him, indeed, for an assault; but by some of the extraordinary
-loopholes of the law, Robert Carr crept through the danger, and
-escaped unpunished.
-
-He did not give his arm to Helen Barham as they walked, but held a
-thick staff in his right hand, with which he steadied his steps, and
-strove to give himself the appearance of youthful firmness. He had
-shewn to Helen Barham so much kindness and courtesy since her arrival,
-however, that she would have been very willing to pass over the want
-of any small attention, even had she perceived it, which certainly she
-did not; and, walking on beside him, with her bonnet loosely thrown
-on, her rich hair clustering round her beautiful face, a look of
-thoughtful sadness in her dark bright eyes, and a somewhat listless
-grace in all her movement, very different from the wild buoyancy of
-her step before she knew Morley Ernstein, she listened to the old
-lawyer's questions, and gave him true and simple answers, with little
-or no reservation, for he did not touch upon any of those points where
-she might have felt some difficulty in framing her reply.
-
-"And so," said old Carr, "your brother is seventeen years of age."
-
-"Nearly eighteen," replied Helen; "his birthday is in December."
-
-"A cold month," said the lawyer--"mine is in October. And so you, left
-him in London?"
-
-"Yes," replied Helen, "but he was very speedily to sail for the West
-Indies."
-
-The old man started--"Sail for the West Indies!" he exclaimed. "Sail
-for the West Indies! That is very unfortunate. What could make him
-think of such a thing as that?--that is very unfortunate, indeed!"
-
-"Perhaps not so much as you imagine," said Helen, colouring, and
-determined to meet the point at once, with the general truth, lest she
-should be cross-questioned in regard to the particulars. "My poor
-brother had got into very bad society, I am sorry to say, and some
-kind and generous friends have obtained for him a small post in one of
-those colonies."
-
-"He must come back--he must come back!" said the old lawyer. "I was
-just going to bid you invite him down here. Do you think he is gone?
-Are you sure he is sailed?"
-
-"By this time he certainly is," replied Helen. "In your kind
-daughter's letter, which I received two or three days ago, she
-informed me of the day that he was to sail, and enclosed to me a
-letter from himself, confirming the same tidings, and bidding me write
-to him at Deal, as that would be the last opportunity of communicating
-with him ere his departure. I wrote yesterday, accordingly."
-
-"That is very unlucky," said the old man, "and now the post is gone
-out. He must come back--he must come back!"
-
-"Nay," answered, Helen, somewhat surprised, and, to say the truth,
-thinking the old gentleman verging towards dotage. "It will be better
-for him, I believe, to stay where he is. You know that he has no means
-of gaining his bread in England, and there at least he has a
-provision."
-
-"I know--I know," said the lawyer, impatiently. "You are all poor--you
-are all beggars--Juliet said so. But, I tell you, your brother must
-come back--he is heir to a large property unjustly withheld from him,
-and I will undertake to cause restitution. Why, I have got all the
-papers myself! I did not know, till Juliet wrote, that your father had
-any children; and your father himself was a fool, and would not let me
-act for him; but would have suffered you both to live like beggars and
-die on a dunghill, out of a mere idle whim. But your brother will be
-wiser, and I will get back the estates for him, if he will give
-me--give me ten thousand pounds."
-
-Helen smiled, and in gayer days, she might have laughed, though many
-things that the lawyer had said had made her shrink as if he had put
-his hand upon a wound.
-
-"Where is my brother to get ten thousand pounds, think you, Mr. Carr?"
-she said. "We are, as you said, if not quite beggars, very nearly so,
-and I think poor William would find it difficult to find ten thousand
-pence."
-
-"I mean--I mean," cried Mr. Carr, "he shall give me ten thousand
-pounds when I have got the property for him. I will stand all the
-expenses in the meanwhile. Ten thousand pounds shall cover all, and he
-shall give me a bond to pay it when I have got back the property for
-him. I will be like the quack doctors--'no cure, no pay,' my dear Miss
-Barham. Ha, ha, ha!" and he laughed aloud. "Why the thing is as easy
-as possible," he continued; "the name is William Henslow Barham in the
-deed, and his name was John."
-
-"John was my grandfather's name," said Helen--"that I know very well,
-because I have his miniature set in gold, with the name at the back,
-with the day of his birth, and his age when it was taken."
-
-"To be sure--to be sure," said old Carr, "his name was John. It was
-your great grandfather's name that was William, and the drunken clerk
-made a mistake in copying the old deeds. He shall have it back, every
-inch of it, and Warmstone Castle and all; and you, my dear young
-lady--why you will be a fortune. There is an old settlement, I know,
-providing for younger children. There will be plenty of back rents to
-pay, enough to beggar him, the coxcomb! Ha, ha, ha!" and again the old
-lawyer laughed at some merry subject in his own breast.
-
-Helen, too, looked joyfully up, for the words of Mr. Carr awakened in
-her bosom various memories of the past, and convinced her that,
-whether he was right or wrong in the expectation of recovering a
-fortune for her brother, there was not wanting a foundation for what
-he said. She remembered, in her father's room, at the Rectory, an old
-water-colour painting, dim with dust and age, but under which she had
-often spelt, in early years, the words "Warmstone Castle, the seat of
-John Henslow Barham, Esq;" and she remembered upon one occasion
-hearing her father and a neighbouring clergyman commenting upon the
-drawing, while she was standing near. Her father had then replied, in
-answer to some question put by his friend, "How did we lose the
-property? By the simplest process in the world. My father was a
-prodigal, his son an honest man. That is the way that half the
-properties in Europe are lost."
-
-The words had made an impression at the time, and Helen recollected
-them now, so that she gained, in some degree, a clue to the old
-lawyer's thoughts; and her heart, it must be owned, rejoiced; not for
-her own sake, poor girl, but for the sake of her brother. Her fancy
-was a lively one, and in an instant it presented to her mind's eye
-that unhappy young man, freed from all the troubles and difficulties
-in which he had placed himself, and--like him wit was afterwards the
-victor of Azincourt--shaking from him the vices of his youth when
-placed in a loftier station.
-
-I do not mean to say, that Helen thought not at all of herself; but
-she thought of herself only for a moment, and then shrunk away from
-the ideas that imagination conjured up. She could not but feel that it
-would be a joy and satisfaction--perhaps I might call it, more
-properly, a consolation, placed as they were at that moment--to meet
-Morley Ernstein, even for a brief space, as his equal in worldly
-gifts; and yet there was a voice whispered at the bottom of her heart,
-that there could never be anything like pride in her bosom towards
-him. Oh, could he but have loved her, how willingly would she have
-been the creature of his bounty--dependent upon him for everything on
-earth! From his hand she could have received all, and enjoyed all that
-she did receive, because it was he that gave it!
-
-She would not pause upon such things--she dared not; and though she
-mused for several minutes over the various pictures called up, she
-soon returned to a consciousness of the questions which Mr. Carr was
-asking her, and to which for a time, she had returned but irrelevant
-answers. She promised immediately to write to her brother urging him
-to return; or, at least, to tell him the facts, and let him return if
-he thought fit; and the conversation soon led to her own recollections
-of former times, in regard to which Mr. Carr cross-examined her as if
-she had been a witness at the Old Bailey.
-
-There was something, however, Mr. Carr suffered to appear, which
-surprised and puzzled Helen in some degree. His words led her to
-imagine that her father had known fully that a fortune of considerable
-amount was due to himself and his children, but that on some account
-he had refused, or neglected to claim it. Helen enquired why, and more
-than once during their walk pressed Mr. Carr upon the subject. That
-gentleman would give her no distinct information, however, sometimes
-saying that it was a whim, sometimes saying that it was laziness; but,
-in truth, Mr. Carr did not choose to tell Helen that it was a
-conscientious scruple which had prevented Mr. Barham from pursuing the
-course pointed out by his legal adviser. There was something in the
-truth and simplicity of that sweet girl's heart which was formidable
-to knavery; and Mr. Carr at once understood that there would be
-difficulties with her which might not exist in the case of her
-brother, and he therefore avoided the question altogether.
-
-They strolled on slowly till it was nearly dusk and then returned
-towards the house, still conversing on the same subject, when, as they
-approached the front gate, walking over the crown of one of the little
-hilly fields in the neighbourhood, Mr. Carr's eyes were astonished and
-dazzled by the sight of a very handsome carriage standing opposite the
-iron railings, with two post-horses, hot and panting with a long
-stage.
-
-"Who can that be?" said the old lawyer. "Thank God, I have not seen
-fools in gilded carriages for a long time! It must be either for you,
-Miss Barham, or there must be some mistake."
-
-"Perhaps it is Morley Ernstein!" thought Helen Barham; but she did not
-speak it, for that was a name which deep feelings in her own bosom had
-prevented her from uttering once to the cold ear of Mr. Carr; and now,
-the very thought of Morley, probably, being there, made her heart
-flutter violently.
-
-There was a servant out of livery standing at the carriage door, but
-no one was in the inside of the vehicle, and the iron gate was open.
-In the porch of the house, too, through the avenues of yews, could be
-seen one of Mr. Carr's maid-servants, as if looking out for his
-return; and, as soon as they were within hearing, the girl exclaimed,
-in a jargon, which I shall not attempt to transpose to these
-pages--"There's a gentleman, sir, in the drawing-room, waiting to
-speak with Miss Barham upon business."
-
-"Business!--Let me go in with you, Miss Barham," said the old lawyer;
-"perhaps my advice may be of use."
-
-And as Helen saw no reasonable objection to be offered, she did not
-object, though she would rather have gone in alone. Her heart
-throbbed, and her knees somewhat trembled, but nobody could have
-perceived her agitation in the easy, graceful step in which she
-advanced towards the door of the drawing-room.
-
-When she entered, however, all agitation ceased, though not surprise,
-for the person who came forward to meet her, with calm and tranquil
-aspect, was no other than Colonel Lieberg, who had been standing near
-the table, with his hat in his hand, waiting for her arrival, and
-affecting to look over an old illustrated copy of Bunyan's "Pilgrim's
-Progress," which the lawyer, from some unaccountable motive, would
-always have in a conspicuous part of the drawing-room.
-
-"My dear Miss Barham," said Lieberg, taking her hand, with a smile,
-which certainly was as bright and engaging as any that ever crossed a
-mortal lip--"I dare say you are surprised to see me here; but, having
-obtained your address from your friends in London, I came hither with
-all speed from Doncaster, where I had some business to transact,
-knowing that you must be very anxious about your brother."
-
-Helen glanced her eye to Mr. Carr, who was now entering the room, and
-lest Lieberg should suffer the secret of her brother's conduct to
-escape, she introduced the Count to her host, saying, "Colonel
-Lieberg--Mr. Carr;" and then immediately added, "I heard from my
-brother, sir, the other day. He wrote me a letter which quite relieved
-my apprehensions regarding him. I am very much obliged to you, indeed,
-however, for the kind trouble that you have taken. Pray sit down."
-
-While she had been speaking, Lieberg with cool effrontery had measured
-Mr. Carr from head to foot with his eye, and returned his bow with a
-cold and stately inclination of the head. He turned to Helen, however,
-as soon as he had done so, saying--"I imagine from your words that my
-visit has been more useful than I expected, dear Miss Barham, for I
-have outrun bad news that might have alarmed you."
-
-Helen turned somewhat pale; for the idea of her brother having
-committed some fresh crime or folly was the first that imagination
-presented. Lieberg, however, who marked each variation of her cheek,
-hastened to relieve her.
-
-"Do not be frightened," he said, "the danger is all past now. Your
-brother is well, and in safety; I left him at Deal, two days ago, but
-he was soon to follow me to London. The vessel he was in was wrecked
-upon the Goodwin Sands."
-
-Helen clasped her fair hands together, and looked up to heaven, in
-Lieberg's eyes more beautiful than any object that he had ever beheld
-on earth. Had he dared, he would have thrown his arm round her,
-carried her, willingly or unwillingly, to the carriage at the gate,
-and bade the postilion drive anywhere on earth, so that he might
-secure possession of her. Such were the feelings which had grown up in
-his heart under the influence of opposition and disappointment; but,
-as is too usual, his demeanour was the most opposite that it is
-possible to imagine.
-
-"Come, my dear young lady, sit down," he continued, "and do not let
-this matter agitate you. Poor William certainly has had a very narrow
-escape, and remained all night upon the wreck with the sea washing
-over him; but he was much better when I left him, though somewhat
-bruised and chilled."
-
-"Poor boy!" exclaimed Helen. "Oh! how I wish I could be with him!"
-
-"That is what I was about to propose," said Lieberg, in a quiet, easy
-manner. "I think it would be better for you to be with him, for he
-really needs some nursing, and a sister's care and tenderness may make
-the difference of life and death to him."
-
-"Good God!" cried Helen--"what shall I do? There is no one to take
-care of him there!--The very maid I have taken with me--"
-
-"Nay," answered Lieberg, "do not suppose that I would leave him
-without aid, Miss Barham, if not on his own, on your account. I would
-not act such a part, believe me. I left him attended by a skilful
-surgeon, with plenty of money and every convenience; and in London I
-gave directions to my own servants to watch for his arrival in town,
-and treat him as if he were my own brother. You think me very
-hard-hearted and unkind, I see."
-
-"Oh, no, no!" exclaimed Helen, clasping her hands again: "God in
-heaven will bless you! I will pray to him to bless you for your
-kindness and humanity to that poor boy."
-
-A dark shade came over Lieberg's countenance, as it had done once
-before when Helen had used nearly similar expressions; but some words
-she added immediately afterwards, changed his feelings, whatever they
-were, making him believe himself on the point of succeeding to a
-greater extent than he had even dared to hope would be the case so
-speedily.
-
-"What shall I do?" exclaimed Helen. "I wonder what I ought to do?"
-
-Lieberg paused for a moment, not to seem too eager, and then
-replied--"I cannot think that you will hesitate, dear Miss Barham.
-Your brother wants much tendance and care, and--"
-
-"Go, my dear young lady--go!" said Mr. Carr, much to Lieberg's
-surprise, at finding so unexpected an ally. "His life is infinitely
-valuable just now; and as you ought not to travel alone, I think I
-will go with you. We will have post-chaise over to Doncaster
-to-morrow, and then take the coach to London."
-
-Lieberg's countenance fell, and his expectations likewise. He laid a
-strong curse upon the old man in his own mind, and still more so, when
-Mr. Carr, with the sarcastic bitterness he sometimes displayed,
-added--"Colonel Lieberg would doubtless have much pleasure in
-escorting you but I think my plan is the most proper one."
-
-Lieberg was instantly upon his guard, and he replied--"Most certainly,
-my dear sir; and though I should have been very happy to escort Miss
-Barham, yet I could scarcely have done so to-morrow, as I have
-business of importance to transact at Doncaster. There is one little
-matter I have to settle with you also, Mr. Carr," he continued; "you
-are, I think, the proprietor of the manors of Yelverly and Maxtown,
-and wish to let the sporting for the next year?"
-
-Mr. Carr's face assumed quite a different aspect; he smiled graciously
-upon Lieberg, and replied that such was certainly the case. He had
-long given up shooting himself, he said--his family required very
-little game; it annoyed him to deal with poachers continually; and
-therefore he always liked to let his manors when possible; that the
-two years' lease of them had lately fallen in, and the gentleman who
-had before taken them, being but a poor, second-rate sort of man, had
-not been able to keep them on. There could not be better manors in
-Europe, he continued. There were the finest covers it was possible to
-see; the best partridge-ground in Europe; trout-streams, where the
-fish jostled each other in the river; and moors, the higher parts of
-which were actually swarming with grouse and black game.
-
-Lieberg appeared charmed with the account, regretted that it was too
-late to take a canter over the ground that afternoon, but added, that
-he would return the next morning to see them, that he might know how
-the ground lay. He imagined, he said, that he could not find an inn
-without either returning to Doncaster or going on to Bingley, and he
-should prefer the latter, as it was much nearer, and there were also
-two manors there which he had heard of, and which he could see early
-in the morning, before he returned.
-
-Now, Lieberg had taken care to get plenty of good information at
-Doncaster, and knew perfectly well that, in a sporting point of view,
-the manors at Bingley were infinitely preferable to those of Mr. Carr.
-Mr. Carr was very well aware of the same fact, and, bent upon taking
-in Lieberg to hire the sporting of his manors, instead of the better
-ones a little further on, he was himself taken in to ask Lieberg to
-stay the night, which was all that his visitor wanted. It may seem
-that he employed a complicated man[oe]uvre to obtain that end, but in
-truth it was a very simple one, with a man who knew the facts, and saw
-profoundly into the heart, as Lieberg did.
-
-Mr. Carr assured him that, after the manors of Yelverly and Maxtown,
-the two manors at Bingley were not worth his seeing. He took down the
-county map, and demonstrated to him that the estates could not be
-compared for a moment, with as much ease as any other falsehood can be
-demonstrated when there is nobody to contradict it. If Coronel Lieberg
-would do him the honour of taking a bed at Yelverly, they could very
-easily ride over the manors in the morning, before it was necessary
-for himself and Miss Barham to set off for Doncaster. The coach from
-York was late ere it passed, he said, and they had plenty of time
-before them.
-
-Lieberg, on his part, affected to be afraid of putting Mr. Carr to
-inconvenience--there was his servant, too; he really thought he had
-better go on to Bingley for the night. But Mr. Carr was determined
-that such should not be the case--a bed could be found for the
-servant, too. His calculation was, that the whole expenses of
-Lieberg's stay, even if his servant had beer and meat for supper, and
-the Count himself took a glass of wine before he went to bed, could
-not amount to four shillings, while, if he missed the opportunity of
-letting his shooting for two years, it might be a couple of hundreds
-of pounds out of his pocket, besides all the expenses of gamekeepers,
-lookers, etc. The matter, then, was at length arranged, the
-post-horses sent away, Lieberg's carriage placed in the yard, and his
-valet, with his goods and chattels, brought into the house.
-
-The Count very soon suffered to appear, without saying so directly,
-how much he proposed to give for the shooting he desired, and from
-that moment Mr. Carr's civilities knew no bounds. Tea was sent for,
-and Helen Barham presided over the "odoriferous infusion," as some
-gentleman, prodigal of fine words, has called it; while Lieberg,
-seating himself by her side, put forth all his powers of fascination,
-which, as we have before informed the reader, were anything but small.
-He had a peculiar habit of fixing his large dark eyes, with all their
-deep, intense light, upon the persons to whom he spoke, not with what
-is termed a stare, or anything that could be looked upon as rude or
-annoying; but with a sort of thoughtful interest, as if that glance
-established a communication between his soul and theirs, making
-thought answer to thought, before any words were spoken. There was
-something overpowering in it, especially when he used all his
-exertions to please, as he did this night; and, in truth, as he sat
-there, gazing on the lovely face of Helen Barham, it might well put
-one in mind of the serpent fascinating the bright birds of the warm
-climates of the south, by the lustre of his dangerous eyes.
-
-In this case, however, the bird had a talisman which set such magic at
-defiance; and, though there was in his whole conversation and
-demeanour, that mingling of sportiveness and depth; that appearance of
-pride bent down to please, of confident reliance on innate powers of
-mind, yet deference to the opinions of the being spoken to; that light
-and sparkling brilliancy, which seems merely the sport of strength;
-that combination of all things, in short, which are engaging--except
-the heart--though the manifold expressions that he brought over his
-fine and striking countenance rendered the beauty thereof more marked
-and attractive; though every movement was full of grace and
-gentlemanly suavity--though all those small cares and little
-attentions, which win so much upon the heart of woman, seemed as
-familiar to him as any of the daily acts of life, yet upon Helen
-Barham the whole had no more effect than to make a few hours pass
-pleasantly, and occupy her somewhat sad and wandering thoughts.
-Reader, she was in love with another!
-
-What was the effect upon Lieberg himself? His arts recoiled and
-wounded him; her beauty, her grace, her talents, her enthusiasms, all
-struck and captivated him more than he had ever been with any other
-mortal being; but, strange as it may seem, her indifference attracted
-him more than all. He saw it--he could not help seeing it. There was
-something to conquer, and he resolved to conquer it. But how?--that
-was the question. It mattered not! Lieberg was one who had few
-scruples of any kind. "Once she be mine," he thought, "I will soon
-teach her to love me. First let me overcome her, and the rest will be
-easy enough."
-
-I have said that Lieberg's presence and conversation made the hours
-pass pleasantly to Helen Barham. It cannot be denied that such was the
-case, and that she certainly thought him one of the most gentlemanly
-and agreeable men she had ever met with, though nothing more. She grew
-much more cheerful, however, under this influence, and was prevailed
-upon, ere the evening came to an end, to sit down to Juliet's piano,
-and sing one of those songs for which her full rich voice was
-peculiarly adapted. It was at Mr. Carr's request that she did so, and
-he named a song that he had heard his daughter sing.
-
-Helen had sung it many a time before; and she sat down without
-dreaming that either the words or the music would touch her in the
-least; but the changes that are within us affect the influence of all
-external things upon ourselves, fully as much as the changes of
-external things affect our feelings. Since last she had sung that
-song, there was a new spirit in the breast of Helen Barham, and a new
-sensation--love and hopelessness. In the stormiest hours of former
-days she had not given way to despair; though the spot on which she
-stood was ever so dark, there had been bright hopes lighting the
-future. But now, the cloud hung above the coming days--dark,
-impenetrable, gloomy; and if we could make a distinction between
-hopelessness and despair, we might say that the former was her state,
-rather than the latter. Thus it was she herself was changed, and yet
-the song seemed entirely altered to her. It spoke to her heart; it
-seemed to thrill through her bosom; it was like the voice of her own
-sorrows poured forth whether she would or not; and the very feeling
-with which she sang, the expression she gave to each note, acted upon
-herself even more than upon those that heard her, and made the tears
-rise in her eyes, and well nigh overflow when she had done.
-
-The song had a great effect upon Lieberg, too; it made him sad, though
-it excited him; it seemed like the voice of an angel singing to a
-fallen spirit, mourning over his degradation and loss, and drawing
-from his heart tears of regret, though not of repentance--the glow of
-shame, though not of contrition. For, as the inspired writer
-says--"There is a shame that bringeth sin; and there is a shame which
-is glory and grace." There were moments with him, as with all others
-like him, when he felt the bitterness of wrong, but without even a
-dream of turning unto right; and one of the times at which that
-feeling was most strong upon him was when he heard plaintive
-music--not the music of the opera, of the concert, or the oratorio,
-for those are places in which it is easy to cast aside one's heart,
-and become the mere connoisseur, but the song sung in private, the
-piece of music played by a delicate hand, and breathing softly to the
-ear, like the low, still voice of conscience, or like the tongue of
-memory, speaking to us of early days--of innocence--and of peace.
-
-Such was the case now; and when Helen had done, when she had turned
-away till the drops had disappeared from her eyelids, and looked round
-again, she saw Lieberg sitting with his head bent thoughtfully
-forward, his eyes fixed sadly upon the ground, and his whole attitude
-and look displaying deep and sad abstraction. Had Helen's affections
-been free, that would have been the moment in which Lieberg would have
-made more impression upon her than at any other, for the widest door
-of woman's heart is pity, and he seemed sorrowful.
-
-The effect soon passed away with the whole party, and not long after,
-Mr. Carr left the room for a moment, to see for some supper, as he
-expressed it. Strange to say, Lieberg was agitated; he, the calm, the
-composed, the immovable, felt shaken in a way that he had never known
-in all his earthly course before; and angry at himself for what he
-called such weakness, he at length drew a little nearer to Helen's
-side--who, as if placed in stronger opposition than ever to him, was
-not in the least degree agitated or embarrassed and said--"Dear Miss
-Barham, I wish very much to obtain a few minutes' private conversation
-with you."
-
-Helen looked a little surprised, but answered with a degree of
-calmness that provoked him--"Certainly!--I suppose about my brother,
-of course--I hope there is nothing worse concerning him to be told me,
-Count Lieberg!"
-
-Lieberg resolved to keep her imagination at work, and he
-replied--"Nothing worse exactly, but still something of much
-importance."
-
-"Can you not tell me now?" she asked, eagerly; but ere he could reply,
-Mr. Carr returned, and did not quit the room again, till Helen Barham
-rose and proposed to retire to rest.
-
-Lieberg and M. Carr sat for about a quarter of an hour after she was
-gone, and the Count then was shewn to his room, which he found a very
-comfortable one; while the display of all his dressing apparatus had
-given it even an air of splendour, notwithstanding the dimity
-curtains, and the plain Kidderminster carpet. The valet, Martini, was
-still busy, arranging everything in the place, when Lieberg entered,
-and the Count having made him take out some writing materials, sat
-down, and wrote--
-
-"Dear Miss Barham--Will you kindly write underneath, merely in pencil,
-at what time to-morrow I can have a few minutes' conversation with you
-alone, upon the subject that we mentioned?"
-
-"There, take that!" he said, folding up the paper, "and find out Miss
-Barham's maid directly; bid her give it to her mistress, and let me
-have an answer."
-
-The valet took the note, and disappeared. Helen's toilette for the
-night was well nigh done, and she was on the point of seeking her bed,
-when she received it; and, guileless and innocent herself, without a
-thought of evil, she wrote underneath the lines sent by Lieberg, in
-pencil, "Whenever you like.--Helen Barham."
-
-When the note was brought back, Lieberg gazed at it with a keen,
-triumphant look, though his cheek was pale with intense feeling.
-
-"Do you know which is Miss Barham's room?" he said, addressing the
-valet.
-
-"The one at the end of the corridor, sir," said the man; "that on the
-right; the opposite door leads to a store-room, I find."
-
-"And where do you sleep yourself, Martini?" said Lieberg.
-
-"I sleep just above Miss Barham's room, sir," replied the man.
-
-"Get a horse early to-morrow," said Lieberg; "go over to the
-post-office at Doncaster, and let me have my letters before eleven."
-
-The man bowed, and very little further conversation took place, while
-Lieberg undressed, and retired to bed. His last words were, "Leave the
-light burning."
-
-As soon as the man was gone, Lieberg rose from his bed again,
-carefully cut the sheet of note-paper on which he had written to Helen
-in two, separating the part containing his enquiry from Helen's reply,
-burnt the former part, and then gazed steadfastly upon the other,
-repeating--"Whenever I like! whenever I like!--I like this very
-night!--This shall justify me;" and putting the paper into his desk,
-he extinguished the light, and retired to bed again, but not to sleep.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XXV.
-
-
-For a short space we must not only leave sweet Helen Barham in the
-house of Yelverly, but Lieberg, with all machinations in his head, and
-turn to schemes of a different kind, and at a different spot. It was
-in the back room of a low public house that, on the very day which
-witnessed Lieberg's arrival in London from the town of Deal, there sat
-together four as powerful and determined-looking fellows as ever
-perhaps met, with a view of consulting upon the grand purpose of
-cutting a purse, or proving that there are other people, as well as
-the little god of love, who can laugh at locksmiths. In the chair--for
-it will always be found, in civil and political matters alike, that
-the meetings which assemble for the purpose of setting all laws and
-regulations at defiance, must have their laws and regulations
-likewise--in the chair of this gallant and respectable assembly, was
-placed that worthy gentleman, Harry Martin, whom we have had the
-honour of bringing before our readers on more than one occasion. On
-his right was a gentleman who was delivering himself with a great deal
-more eloquence than is usually met with, either on the hustings or the
-Commons House of Parliament--though, like the oratory of those places,
-his had its peculiar characteristics, which suited it to the auditory
-who were to hear it--he was delivering himself, I say, of a speech, to
-which I can only do partial justice, both from a want of a thorough
-knowledge of the copious tongue in which it was composed; and also
-from lack of space to give all the figures of rhetoric, the tropes,
-the metaphors, the similes, with which it was ornamented. The tendency
-of the speech, however, was to incite his hearers to undertake a great
-enterprise; and an expedition against Carthage, or a war against
-Philip, was never debated with more vehemence and animation.
-
-"I'll tell you what, Simes," he said--"you think that Martin and I do
-this out of regard to Bill Barham; but I tell you it is no such thing.
-I do it only because I think that such good luck does not fall in a
-man's way every day. Did you ever see a blackbird, on a sunshiny
-morning, sitting upon a bough, and singing as quietly as I might do at
-the club? Well, if he sees a great fat worm wriggle out his head, down
-he pounces upon him, and never ceases pulling till he has got him all
-out of his hole. Well, I am the blackbird, and this Old Miser Carr is
-the worm. I have sat cherupping here in London for a long while, till
-I got scent of this old fellow, and now I'll pounce upon him just like
-a sparrow-hawk upon a ground-lark. We will get help enough, if you
-don't like to go; it's not every man that has the same liberality of
-feeling as you think you have, to refuse his share of four or five
-thousand pound, just for a little bit of a smash that can be done in a
-minute, and we can be all over to Sheffield again, and then to London,
-before any one knows that we have been in the place at all. If the
-thing were to be done near town, I would not press it upon you,
-gentlemen, for there's all the risk in the world of being trapped, if
-we do such things too near home. But down there it's easy to do, and
-not easy to discover; and when four or five thousand pound is to be
-got, it's worth the touch of a crow-bar, or ten minutes' work with the
-centrebit."
-
-"Ay, but there's the job!" cried the man he called Simes; "I want to
-be made sure that the thing's worth the journey. I can pick up a nice
-little living here in London, without going down into Yorkshire, and
-perhaps getting myself hanged into the bargain; so let me be sure, I
-say, that there is this tin, or I shall say, I would rather be
-excused. I am not fond of eating an empty pudding, and do not
-particularly like the cordwainer's company. I don't choose to be made
-a freeman of it, and wear the riband upon the jugular; not that I am
-afraid, when there's anything really to be done, but I should like to
-know more about the money first."
-
-"Why, as for that, Mr. Simes," observed a stout man, with a hawk's
-nose, on his right hand; "you see I knew the country well enough, not
-long ago, when I used to do a little with the thimbles, at Doncaster.
-You may recollect that we, one time, had an engagement with the other
-gentlemen of the course; but they were too much for us, and drove us
-off with the butt ends of their horsewhips, and then we scattered
-about the country. Well, I had a gossip with one of the maids there,
-and sold her some real French muslin, which I picked up at York, and I
-asked her all about her master, Old Carr; the miser, as they called
-him in those parts, and she said he was prodigious rich, and never had
-less than two or three thousand pounds in the house, besides lots of
-plate."
-
-"You hear, Simes," said Harry Martin; "so you see, whatever you may
-think, we don't stand only upon what Bill Barham says, because Bill
-does not know whether the man's rich or poor, and only knows that he's
-called Carr, the miser. However, you shan't want for full information;
-Bill has promised to bring some one with him here to-night who knows
-the whole place, and the people round about, for he was the Squire's
-groom at Bingley, which is close by. His name's Andrews, and he's now
-in another way of business, as a horse-dealer--and has done a clever
-thing or two."
-
-"Oh, yes," replied Simes, "I know him very well--a pleasant gentleman
-he is. He sold old Major Groundsell the same horse three times over;
-first, as a black horse, with not a spot of white about him; then with
-the two fore feet white; and then he shaved him, docked him, and made
-another creature of him; but the Major could never ride him first nor
-last."
-
-"No, nor anybody else," said another of the men present, "for he was a
-plunger, a bolter, and a rearer, and when he couldn't get you off he
-went over with you."
-
-"A pleasant chap to be on the outside of," said Harry; "but let us
-have some more lap. Mr. Simes, may I trouble you to ring the bell. Oh,
-here comes Bill, and Mr. Andrews too! Mr. Andrews, good evening to
-you--I hope you're well, sir."
-
-Various civilities now took place between the whole party, for the
-meeting was evidently a formal one, and gentlemen of that class are
-generally much more ceremonious on such occasions than people who
-consider themselves better bred. Fresh supplies of drink were brought,
-and as soon as the room was again clear, the subject matter of the
-debate was once more brought forward, and the account given by Mr.
-Tony Andrews was so conclusive, that even the cautious soul of Mr.
-Simes was fired with generous ardour, and it was determined, nem.
-con., that the thing should be undertaken. As soon as this was
-settled, William Barham--who occupied a seat by the side of
-Harry Martin, but a little behind the general line, not being one of
-the active participators in the enterprise--whispered a word or two in
-his friend's ear, who immediately pronounced a new oration upon the
-occasion. The tendency of the harangue was to shew the absolute
-necessity that there existed of setting about the thing at once; but
-in this, Martin met with no opposition whatsoever, for every man
-present was a veteran in his profession, and knew well that in great
-undertakings promptness of execution is only secondary to maturity of
-deliberation.
-
-"I'm ready this minute," said Simes--"I only want to go home to get a
-tool or two."
-
-"And I think there's no time to be lost either," said the man with the
-hook nose. "But," continued he, turning his left eye downward, and
-looking with that orb alone into the bottom of his glass with an air
-of deliberate wisdom--"but how are we to go? If we four get upon the
-mail together, the guard will be in such a fuss about his bags, that
-he'll blow who we are, all the way down. Then, I think, Harry, you
-talked of your mare and the gig; but your mare can't run half the way,
-and the gig wont hold four, though I've seen you put three into it,
-and bad enough it looked."
-
-"Oh, I'll lend you a phaeton for one horse," cried Mr. Andrews--"and
-if Mr. Martin can make him run forty miles before this time to-morrow,
-I'll give you a note to a friend of mine at ----, who will contrive to
-horse you on. You see, gentlemen, I shall expect a trifle--not so
-much, in course, as if I went out of town myself, but say a tenth, and
-upon honour."
-
-The claim was agreed to, upon the condition of the horses being all
-ready and no mistakes made; and then the gentleman with the beak again
-brought his peculiar eye to bear upon the lump of sugar at the bottom
-of the tumbler, and remarked--"What I said myself, just now, gives me
-a good hint. Suppose we were to get Jerry Knowles and Sam Harrison
-to----"
-
-"Oh, that will never do," cried Mr. Andrews, who was a man that stood
-upon his reputation, "those gentlemen have such a bad character that
-we must not bring them into the business, for there's always somebody
-looking out after them."
-
-"That's the very reason," said the other. "You gentlemen from
-Yorkshire are so quick, that you see gooseberries upon cherry trees.
-These are the very men who ought to be employed for what I mean. The
-worse, the better for my purpose. We put dung upon a field, to make it
-bear, not ice cream. What I mean to say is, that everything is good in
-its way, and these gentlemen, though they certainly have gained
-themselves a reputation, may very well serve my purpose."
-
-"Well, well! what is it?" exclaimed Harry Martin, impatiently, for he
-loved long speeches in nobody's mouth but his own. "Speak out, and let
-us hear!"
-
-"It is," answered the hook-nosed man, "that they should be sent down
-by coach to Doncaster, with a promise of a five-pound note each, if
-the thing answers. They can go down by coach, you know, and be absent
-for a day or two, and go back again, taking care to get into mischief,
-and to have proof of where they were."
-
-"Oh, I understand--I understand!" cried two or three voices at once.
-
-"As a blind," said Harry Martin--"a devilish good plan; and then if
-they get into the brown jug, we must give them a trifle more."
-
-Some farther conversation in the same strain took place; and then
-Harry Martin said in a low voice to William Barham--"But what share
-are you to have, Will?"
-
-"Not a farthing," answered the boy eagerly, "not a farthing. If you
-get me those papers that's all I care about. He always carries them in
-a Russia leather pocket-book, in a pocket inside his coat. It is a
-brown pocket-book, you know, with a steel spring and clasp."
-
-"But are you sure he is there?" asked Martin.
-
-Bill nodded his head, saying, in a low tone--"Helen is there, and
-he'll find a way to fix himself where she is. But the papers are all I
-want."
-
-"Well, well, you shall have them," answered Harry; "and if I find the
-fellow himself, I'll put my mark upon him. Now, Simes, you get your
-tools, and I'll get mine and have the horse in the phaeton before a
-couple of hours are over. Let's all meet and have a little supper here
-at ten o'clock, and then we can drive out pleasant by the moonlight."
-
-The rest of their arrangements were soon settled, and the party
-separated; William Barham returning to his own abode, where he
-remained for several days, waiting, with no light anxiety, to hear the
-result of an enterprise which was first devised for his benefit.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XXVI.
-
-
-No sleep visited the eyes of Everard, Count Lieberg. He heard people
-moving about, doors opened and closed, and various other sounds, for
-near an hour. Then all was silent, and remained so for another hour.
-At the end of that time he raised himself upon his elbow and listened,
-struck his repeater, which gave him half-past one; lay down for about
-a quarter of an hour more, with his head resting upon his hand, and
-then started, at hearing sounds again. A muttered curse broke from his
-lips, and he sat up, endeavouring to distinguish what could be the
-occupation of the person who was watching, and busy at that "very
-witching time of night." He could make nothing of it, however, for his
-ear only caught a low whirring sort of sound, very much like that of a
-watch running down. He thought he heard some people speaking or
-whispering also in the court, and rising from his bed he threw on his
-dressing-gown, drew back the curtain of his window, and looked out.
-
-It was a bright and beautiful moonlight night as ever was seen. One
-could almost distinguish the blades of green grass in the turfed court
-below; but Lieberg could perceive nothing of any human being. He
-found, indeed, that the penthouse of the large shed, which I have
-mentioned as disfiguring the front of the building, came nearly up to
-the window of his room; and he concluded that the noise he heard must
-proceed from some of the early farm servants, busily at work in those
-agricultural mysteries which he himself did not understand. By this
-time, however, the sound had ceased, and another kind of noise
-succeeded for a moment, which also came to an end, and then all was
-quiet.
-
-Silence maintained her reign for about a quarter of an hour, during
-which time Lieberg gazed out upon a scene which was well calculated to
-afford high and holy thoughts, had his been a breast to receive them.
-The beautiful orb, which, like woman's love to man, follows this
-earthly sphere through all its wandering course, was shining bright
-and pure, in her highest glory. The green lawn, the dark yew trees,
-the sloping upland, the well-trimmed hedges, caught the rays as they
-fell, and deep shadows, like those which must ever fall to the eye of
-memory over various spots in the past, when we look back from the end
-of a long life, were cast over the turf from every rising object.
-Round about, at a distance from their queen, in the blue heaven,--for
-those that were near were swallowed up in her light,--the bright
-attendant stars filled up the glory of the sky, and spoke to man's
-heart of the majesty of that God who made a thousand worlds, and yet
-bows himself to regard the lowest being on the earth.
-
-Such, however, were not the thoughts with which Lieberg gazed. We
-shall not, indeed, attempt to penetrate them; they were deep
-inscrutable, and would do no good to the mind of any one. Suffice it,
-that as his eye strayed upon the dark blue expanse, and seemed
-shooting back rays to the bright orb above him, a dark shadow came
-upon his brow, his lip curled, his head was raised higher than before,
-his chest expanded, as if with some struggle within him. Indeed, it
-would seem that he heard some warning voice, and succeeded in drowning
-it in the clamour of pride and passion, for he muttered to himself as
-he turned from the window--"So hypocrites would tell us, and so fools
-would yield!"
-
-He left the curtains open, and with a quiet and steady step, walked
-towards the door. As he did so, however, and as his hand was actually
-upon the lock to open it, he thought he heard a faint cry, and paused
-for a minute to listen. "Busy imagination!" he said, finding the sound
-was not repeated; and he opened the door.
-
-All was dark, but the moonlight, which streamed through his room,
-crossed the corridor and gave a faint light. There was a sudden step
-heard in the passage, and Lieberg instantly drew back; but before he
-could shut the door, or see what was coming, he received a heavy blow
-upon the head, which struck him to the ground, and for a few minutes
-deprived him of all thought and feeling. When he opened his eyes, one
-of the candles on his dressing-table was lighted, and he saw two tall,
-stout men, covered with smock frocks, each with a large piece of black
-crape drawn over his face, busily engaged, the one in packing up
-quietly all his dressing apparatus, at least that part of it which was
-formed of silver or gold, whilst the other, who had, to say the truth,
-opened various portmanteaus and carriage-boxes, without their master's
-privity or consent, was examining a purse and a pocket-book by the
-light of a candle.
-
-Lieberg was a man of dauntless courage; and though there were two to
-one against him, yet he strove to rise, trusting to his own powers to
-enable him to contend successfully with the housebreakers, till he
-received some assistance. The very first effort to move, however,
-shewed him that his hands were tied tightly behind his back, and his
-feet linked together, for which purpose two of his own silk
-handkerchiefs had been employed. As soon as he found that such was the
-case, he perceived that it was vain to make any effort; and he took
-his resolution at once, lying as still as if he was dead, and only
-watching the proceedings of the plunderers, through his half-closed
-eyes.
-
-After having examined the contents of the pocket-book, the man put it
-in his pocket, saying to himself, "That will do!" He then proceeded to
-aid his companion, and their arrangements were very soon made. The
-larger articles were tied up in a towel; Lieberg's rings, watch, seal,
-and various other trinkets, were disposed about their persons, and
-then, shading again a dark lantern which they had brought with them,
-they approached the door, leaving the candle burning on the table.
-Lieberg closed his eyes completely, and lay quite still, though his
-heart burnt within him; and had there been the slightest possibility
-of success, had he been able to free himself, even in a degree, he
-would have undoubtedly struggled up, at all risks, rather than remain
-in a situation which wounded his pride perhaps more than anything that
-had ever occurred to him in life.
-
-He could hear, as he lay with his eyes shut, however, that the two men
-stopped beside him; and the one said to the other--
-
-"You've done for him, Harry!"
-
-"No, I haven't!" exclaimed the other, in a loud, rough tone. "D--n his
-heart and limbs, I have a great mind to do for him, though! He's only
-stunned, like--see how he breathes! but if he were up to knowing why I
-did it, I'd take and thrash him till I drove the soul out of his body.
-I'll tell you what--this is the fellow that you heard of, who got hold
-of the poor boy, and threatened to hang him for forgery, if he
-wouldn't make his sister go into keeping with him. Now, that's what I
-call being a rascal, indeed. These gentlefolks call you and I,
-blackguards, and scamps, and criminals, and felons; now, I should like
-to know who is the greatest rascal, who is the greatest felon--he or
-I? I never take anything but a little money from those that can spare
-it, but he--curse the pitiful mongrel--wants to take away a poor
-girl's life and soul, and threatens to hang her brother if he wont
-help him. If it were with all her own good will, I've nothing to
-say; but to think to go to buy her with the price of her brother's
-blood!--if that isn't a blackguard trick, I don't know what is. How it
-happens that what you call gentlemen keep him amongst them, I can't
-say; but I know if he were to come amongst us, we would kick him out.
-But come along; if I stand looking at him any longer, I shall do a
-something that I shall be sorry for. I don't like taking a man's life
-in that way, unless he stands up to me; so come along, for I feel
-inclined to put my foot upon him, and tread his dirty soul out, as I
-would to a toad."
-
-The next moment came the sound of receding steps, and then voices were
-heard, speaking in another part of the house, and then doors opening
-and shutting again, and what seemed tones of lamentation and
-supplication. Those were followed by the banging-to of a heavy door,
-and the sound of a key turned in the lock; and then all was still,
-till what seemed the noise of distant cart-wheels came upon the air,
-and silence resumed her sway again.
-
-All these sounds Lieberg might have heard, and did hear as far as the
-external organs were concerned, but his heart was moved with passions
-far too strong for the mental ear to give heed to anything. Had it
-been possible for his strong, clear mind to give way, it would have
-yielded at that instant, when, lying bound and helpless, and forced to
-counterfeit insensibility, he listened to the comments of a town-born
-ruffian upon his own base conduct, and felt himself, in spite of all
-the resistance of vanity, placed in a state of utter degradation both
-in his own eyes and in those of the two men who had been gazing upon
-him. There was no excess of frantic vehemence in which he could not
-have indulged had he given way to the sensations of his heart; but,
-instead of doing so, he lay perfectly still, concentrating all his
-feelings within his own dark bosom, and continuing to shut his eyes,
-as if to prevent the rage over which he brooded, from venting itself
-by any of the senses whatsoever.
-
-It required nearly an hour for his feelings to become tranquil in any
-degree, and during that time everything remained quiet in the house,
-while the calm, sweet dawn of day came gradually on, throwing warmer
-and warmer tints into the room, till at length all was sunshine. As
-soon as the day was bright and high, the ear of Lieberg caught the
-sound of knocking and shaking, as if some persons at the top of the
-house were locked in a room, and trying to make themselves heard. Then
-came the voice of his own servant, Martini, exclaiming, with his
-Italian accent--"Why have you locked me in? Some one let me out! My
-master ordered me to go for the letters early. Let me out, I say!"
-
-"We can't!" screamed a woman's voice, still further off; "they have
-locked us in, too."
-
-"They!" exclaimed the voice of Martini, again--"who the devil are
-they?"
-
-"The men who broke in, and robbed the house, and murdered my master
-and the strange gentleman--I dare say," screamed the woman, who had
-spoken before. "Lord have mercy upon us! I saw one of their black
-faces"--and she plunged into a personal description of the
-housebreakers, which was certainly borrowed very greatly from
-imagination, although she had preserved judgment enough, as she said,
-to lie still, pretending to be asleep, and do nothing but shiver while
-the men were in the room. This was the lady who exercised the function
-of cooking, which is a wakeful sort of profession, there arising a
-kind of salamanderishness in the nature of a cook, from living
-constantly in fiery atmospheres, which prevents her from giving way
-more than is absolutely necessary to the cold and frozen state of
-sleep. The housemaid, however, following the characteristics of
-housemaids, had slept through the whole, and did not even wake with
-the cook's shivering, although the latter was her bedfellow, and added
-a number of thumps in the side to rouse her, as soon as she found
-courage to move hand or foot. Not even did the shouted dialogue
-between her close companion and Signor Martini disturb her slumbers,
-and the conversation soon dropped.
-
-At length, the notes of some early country-man, whistling gaily as he
-went to his labour, caught Lieberg's ear, and he now raised his voice,
-calling to his servant as loud as it was possible; and bidding him,
-holla out of the window, and tell the man to break open the doors.
-Fortunately, Martini's ears were quick, and he heard and distinguished
-his master's orders. The window was thrown open, and several loud
-shouts soon brought the country-man, who was passing along the road,
-into the green court, and under Martini's window.
-
-"What is the matter, master?" he cried. "What do you want? It seems
-Master Carr has got you there in a cage, that you are chirping out so
-early in the morning."
-
-"I want to be let out," exclaimed Martini. "Break open the doors, and
-let me out."
-
-"No, no," said the man, "that wont do. We never meddle with any of
-Master Carr's birds. He's a queer hand to deal with, and so I'll let
-him alone."
-
-He was actually stalking off, when the head of the cook popped out of
-another window, and she exclaimed--"Master Turnbull--Master Turnbull!
-break open the door, there's a dear heart! There have been robbers and
-murderers in the house last night; and I don't doubt you'll find
-master, with his throat cut, down stairs. Do break open the door,
-there's a good soul, and let us out, for we are all locked in
-together; though by the blessing of God, we are all alive!"
-
-"I'll go and get somebody to help me," said the man, with a knowing
-look--"the fellows may be there still. It would take them some time
-to break open old Carr's strong box, I take it. No one ever got in
-there easily. I'll go and get help--you wait there till I come!"
-
-The poor cook had no choice except that of doing so, or throwing
-herself down upon the top of the penthouse, and probably breaking her
-legs; and the man began to walk away, with as slow a step as if he had
-been following the plough. Fortune, however, decided that their state
-of durance should not continue much longer; for no sooner had Master
-Turnbull issued forth into the road again, than his eyes lighted upon
-two labourers, coming leisurely up towards him. With their aid and
-assistance he now determined to encounter all the powers of darkness
-which might be found in Mr. Carr's house, and approached with a steady
-purpose of breaking open the door, and restoring egress and regress to
-the inhabitants. All violent proceedings, however, were spared him;
-for, on coming nearer, he found that one of the windows, under the
-shed which we have before mentioned, was wide open, a large hole
-having been cut in the window shutter with a saw, and the sash having
-been raised quietly by a hand introduced through the aperture.
-
-One of the labourers made his way in by this entrance; but in the
-meantime, Master Turnbull had been examining the door, and discovered
-that, though it was locked, the key was on the outside. This he
-turned, and, accompanied by the other peasant, entered by the ordinary
-passage. The first thing that the three deliverers did, was to proceed
-together to that part of the house from which they had heard
-articulate sounds; and the door of the maid's room, as well as that of
-the valet, was opened. Forth from their several apartments issued the
-male tenant, in haste to set his master free--the cook, all alive to
-look after her old gentleman, as she called him--and the housemaid,
-still rubbing her eyes.
-
-The countrymen followed as quick as it was in their nature, upon the
-steps of Martini, to Count Lieberg's room, and arrived in time to see
-the valet raise his master from the floor, and place him in a chair.
-The floor of the room displayed a good deal of blood, which had flowed
-from Lieberg's head, and Master Turnbull exclaimed--"Lackadaisy, that
-is a bad cut!"
-
-"Off my hands, off my hands, first!" exclaimed Lieberg, as Martini was
-endeavouring to untie the tight knot round his ancles. "Cut it, cut
-it! What matters the price of a handkerchief, in comparison with this
-torture?"
-
-The man took a knife from his pocket, and, solving these Gordian knots
-in the Alexandrine fashion, set his master at liberty.
-
-"Now, my men," cried Lieberg, "where can my servant find a
-magistrate?"
-
-"Oh, there's a magistrate at Bingley, master," replied Turnbull; "but
-you can't get a surgeon nearer than Doncaster."
-
-"Never mind a surgeon," said Lieberg; "never mind a surgeon, for me at
-least. What has become of Mr. Carr and Miss Barham?"
-
-"That we can't tell," replied one of the peasants; "the maids are gone
-to see after them."
-
-"Let us go too; though," replied Lieberg, "they would not hurt the
-lady, and I do not think from what they said, that they have killed
-the old man. But let us go and see--some one had better run for a
-magistrate immediately. These fellows must be pursued at once."
-
-As Lieberg spoke, he rose from the chair in which he had been placed;
-but for some moments he could scarcely stand, and, motioning the rest
-to leave him, he said--"Go quick, go quick! I must put on some more
-clothes. Go with them, Martini, and bring me intelligence as soon as
-may be."
-
-The man obeyed at once, and Lieberg proceeded to dress himself, as
-quickly as possible, though it was but slowly after all--for both his
-arms and feet were cramped and swollen, from the tightness of the
-ligatures which had bound them. As he proceeded, he paused two or
-three times in thought, and once struck his hand vehemently upon the
-dressing-table, saying--"Curses upon them!--Well, well, Martini," he
-exclaimed, as the man entered the room; "what have you found?--what
-has happened?"
-
-There was a grin upon the man's countenance which assured Lieberg that
-no life had been lost; and the Italian replied--"We found the old man,
-sir, tied naked to the bed-post, cold, shivering, and miserable
-enough, but he has contrived to warm himself since, for never did I
-see a man in such a fury about his money and his plate? They have
-cleared the whole house out, that is certain, and got some seven
-thousand pounds, the old man says."
-
-"They have got five or six hundred from me," said Lieberg. "But what
-of Miss Barham?"
-
-"Oh, she is very well, sir, I suppose," said the man, with a peculiar
-expression of countenance. "I met her maid just now going to her room,
-and she did not say that her mistress had been disturbed at all. The
-truth is, sir," he added, approaching close to Lieberg, and speaking
-in a low tone, "I did hear some noise in the night, but I did not know
-what it might be, and thought it better to keep quiet, and take no
-notice."
-
-Lieberg shut his teeth hard, and clenched his hand with a frowning
-brow; but he made no reply, and having dressed himself as far as was
-necessary, issued forth and proceeded to the room of Mr. Carr. That
-gentleman was coming out, with nothing but his stockings, breeches,
-and a grey dressing gown on; and grasping Lieberg's arm, he dragged
-him on towards the drawing-room, saying, "They have robbed me--they
-have plundered me--they have ruined me, sir!"
-
-Now there was nothing on earth that excited Lieberg's scorn and hatred
-so much as to see a human being give way to passion or emotion, simply
-because he had great powers of concealing his own; and the agony of
-Mr. Carr, on account of his loss, only served to curl his companion's
-lip with a contemptuous smile, and render all his movements, as if for
-the contrast's sake, as cool, as self-possessed as possible.
-
-While the old man, then, walked about the room in a state of
-half-frenzied agitation, Lieberg calmly approached the table, and
-after looking at him for a moment, with a cold, sneering, gaze, he
-opened quietly the leaves of Bunyan's Pilgrim's Progress, and began to
-turn over the engravings.
-
-"Do you know, Mr. Carr," he said, in the tone of a connoisseur, "I
-think they have made a very great mistake in representing Apollyon as
-so fearfully ugly. Surely, if that good gentleman, who tempts us all,
-be so frightful as he is here put down, we sinners must be men of good
-stomachs to run after his sweet things so greedily."
-
-Mr. Carr thought him perfectly insane; but Lieberg went on in the same
-spirit--"He should be rendered very beautiful and attractive, powerful
-certainly, and well armed, but still very charming; for we all of us
-paint our own particular fiend as a pleasant, sweet personage. Now
-you, for instance, never represent to yourself Mammon with horns and a
-tail, and all this paraphernalia of episodical horrors, fangs, and
-hoofs, and claws, and all that sort of a thing. I dare say, in your
-eyes, he is a sweet little cherub, with a purse in his hand, as I
-paint Asteroth to myself as a beautiful woman."
-
-The miser gazed at him as if he had suddenly found himself in the
-presence of a furious madman, and he exclaimed vehemently, in the
-first excitement of passion, "Why I believe that you are Satan
-himself! Is it not enough to drive me mad, to have lost seven thousand
-pounds in one night, without having a stranger insulting me in my own
-drawing-room, talking of Asteroth, and Mammon, and Apollyon, and all
-the follies that ever were concocted in the brain of that half-drunken
-idiot, John Bunyan?--Was it you that robbed me?--How should I know
-that it was not?--I never saw you before--you may have had a hand in
-it for aught I know!"
-
-"It is very probable," answered Lieberg, "especially as there has been
-another robbery committed in your house that you are not aware of, and
-that to a large amount."
-
-Mr. Carr instantly ran to a little old oak cabinet, and shook the door
-to see if it had been opened. All was safe, however, and he exclaimed,
-"Where?--how?--in what room?"
-
-"In my room"--answered Lieberg; "that is to say, in the room where I
-slept last night; and where, if I robbed you as you say, I committed
-the folly of robbing myself also, to the amount of some six or seven
-hundred pounds--It seems to me, Mr. Carr," he continued, in a quicker
-but less ironical tone, "that this loss of yours has made you mad, and
-that instead of thinking of recovering your property by pursuing these
-men at once, with all the activity in your nature, you are, instead,
-raving like an insane person. Why don't you saddle every horse in your
-stable, and track the wheels of the cart in which they carried off
-your goods and mine? I have already sent for a magistrate, and no time
-ought to be lost in taking other measures."
-
-"True--very true, Count!" said Mr. Carr, who, now that the first burst
-of passion had passed, was coming to his senses again, and recollected
-that it would not do to offend a guest, who was likely to hire his
-manors--"I will send out some men directly. I beg your pardon, sir,
-for being so violent, but this is a great loss.--We must despatch
-people to the village, too, and after we have taken all sorts of
-measures, we can just go over the manors together. But, dear me, what
-shall I do about going to town with Miss Barham!--Hark!--what is that?
-There is somebody calling me--they do not know where to find us.
-Perhaps they have found some of the plate. It was very heavy, and the
-men may have thrown it away. Here I am--here I am!" he continued,
-putting his head out of the drawing-room door, "What do you want with
-me? Have you found anything?"
-
-"No, sir, no!" exclaimed the cook, running up with eager eyes. "We
-have not found anything, but what is worse than finding anything in
-this world, we can't find the young lady--we can't find Miss Barham!"
-
-"God of Heaven!" exclaimed Lieberg, starting forward. "Can't find her?
-Are there any signs of violence?"
-
-"Oh, dear! Lord bless you, sir! they have murdered her!" exclaimed the
-cook, with her eyes as big as saucers, while the housemaid gaped
-behind, and Helen's maid appeared with the tears on her cheeks. "They
-have murdered her, and taken away the body to bury it, like a dead
-dog, in some field. I'll wager any money she saw them and screamed,
-and they cut her throat. They would have cut mine, too, if I had
-screamed, but I knew better."
-
-"I declare I heard her scream in the night!" cried the housemaid; "but
-I thought it was only a screech owl."
-
-"Get along, you fool," said the cook, in reply, "you heard nothing at
-all, not even yourself snoring."
-
-"Let me pass!" said Lieberg, with his face as pale as death. "This
-must be seen to at once."
-
-He was confronted, however, by Helen's maid, who said, wiping the
-tears from her eyes--"I don't think they have murdered my young lady,
-sir, for the shoes and the gown that she wore last night are gone,
-though everything else is left, even the combs for her hair. I think
-she must have seen them, too, and they must have made her go away with
-them for fear she should tell."
-
-"Come with me--come with me!" cried Lieberg, and away he rushed to the
-room where Helen had inhabited. He found everything as the girl had
-described. There were no signs of any violence, but evident proof that
-Miss Barham had quitted the place suddenly, and but half-dressed.
-Nothing seemed to have been plundered, however; two rings which she
-had worn were on the dressing-table; and the picture of her
-grandfather, which she had spoken of to Mr. Carr on the preceding
-evening, lay beside them, having been apparently taken out of the
-lower part of a small dressing-case, on which was inscribed--"To Helen
-Barham, from her affectionate Father." Her drawing-box was also on the
-table, and beside it, a sketch which she had been drawing. Signs of
-her mind were in everything about the room, and Lieberg gazed around
-it with sensations such as he had never experienced before. He felt
-that, for the first time he loved--passionately, strongly; and when
-he thought of the fair being who had so lately tenanted that
-chamber--whose spirit seemed to live in every object round him--of her
-grace, her loveliness, her bright mind, her glowing heart; of his own
-evil designs against her, and of her uncertain fate, of her being cast
-into the hands of ruffians, and left entirely to their will and
-disposal, he struck his hand against his brow, and then shook it
-wildly in the air.
-
-The moment after he had done so, his eye rested upon the form of Mr.
-Carr, standing before him, with a bitter sneer upon his countenance.
-
-"And so," said the old man, evidently finding his revenge in Lieberg's
-agitation, "Mammon is a sweet little cherub--a sweet little cherub,
-with a purse in his hand; and Asteroth is a beautiful lady! Well,
-Count, you see, we have all our weaknesses, and I agree with you
-perfectly that we should paint Apollyon good-looking, though powerful.
-I do not know that you might not sit for the picture yourself."
-
-"I will give five guineas to any man," exclaimed Lieberg, "who brings
-me a saddle-horse to the door in half-an-hour."
-
-"I will--I will!" said Mr. Carr, "and give you credit for the sum,
-Count, for I believe they have taken your purse as well as mine."
-
-"I have more that they did not find," answered Lieberg, abruptly.
-"Quick with the horse then, sir! Every minute is precious. Let my
-servant, when he returns, wait for me here. If I should not come till
-to-morrow, let him have his food, Mr. Carr! You shall be paid. I know
-the principles of your proceedings. Quick with the horse, I say!"
-
-In less than a quarter of an hour the horse was brought round, and
-Lieberg was upon its back. He tracked the marks of wheels for a long
-way with the skill of a wild Indian, but at length they entered upon a
-high road where they were lost amongst other traces. Lieberg chose his
-direction after a moment's consideration, and then galloped on till he
-came to a large town.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XXVII.
-
-
-It is not in the least my intention to keep the reader in suspense
-regarding the fate of Helen Barham, or, indeed, of any of the other
-personages in this book. It is a plain unvarnished tale, without
-mystery or secret in any part of it, narrating the events exactly as
-they occurred, and preparing no other surprises for the public, than
-precisely those which fate and fortune destined for the actors in the
-scene itself. We will, therefore, at once, with good leave and
-permission, return, in point of time, to the night preceding the
-attack upon Mr. Carr's house, and venture, in our ghostly capacity,
-into the bedchamber of sweet Helen Barham.
-
-She was certainly as fair a being as ever was seen, and the great test
-of loveliness, which the poet gave in his few masterly words, proved
-hers--that ornament made no addition to her charms; that dress added
-nothing, but rather took away, and that her beauty was assuredly,
-"when unadorned, adorned the most." She was indeed so lovely that
-eyes, not in general accustomed to contemplate or appreciate very
-great refinement, admired as much as those which fed upon rare flowers
-every day; and the girl whom Helen had brought from London with her,
-was almost as much her lover as if she had been a man.
-
-Helen's toilet for the night, though always careful, was not long;
-and, it must be repeated, that in her bed-gown she was not a bit less
-lovely than in the richest robe that ever came from the hands of a
-Parisian artist. She had approached the side of her bed, to kneel down
-and pray to that God who had mingled most unexpected mercies with his
-chastisements, whom she had never forgotten in her misfortunes, and
-who had saved her from temptation to sin. She was about to kneel,
-then, when her maid, whom she had dismissed for the night some time
-before, re-entered the room, and said--"A little note from Count
-Lieberg, Miss Helen."
-
-Helen turned round, perhaps somewhat impatiently, for her thoughts
-were full of other things--full of all the wants and wishes which she
-was about to express to the ear of God; and she asked, "What is it,
-Mary?--open it, and read it."
-
-The girl obeyed, and taking the note to the light, read aloud the
-words which the reader has already heard. Helen returned to the table,
-and wrote her hasty reply beneath; and then dismissing the maid, knelt
-down and prayed. Amongst other petitions was the request that God
-would pardon, reform, and bless her brother; and her thoughts
-naturally ran on, after she had done, to his future fate, and to the
-hopes of fortune which Mr. Carr had held out. She could not help
-thinking that his having been prevented from proceeding on his voyage
-just at the time that such a discovery was likely to take place,
-seemed like an interposition of Providence. Such a train of thought
-induced her to take out of the lower part of her dressing-case the
-picture of her grandfather, and compare it with that of her father,
-which had belonged originally to her mother, and which, since her
-mother's death, she had constantly worn round her neck, night and day.
-The latter portrait was an extremely small miniature in a gold case,
-surrounded by small brilliants; but it had been painted for her father
-in the times of his happiness and prosperity, by an artist who has not
-long been dead, but whose works are of high value still to all who
-possess them, and who was known in his own day by the name of
-Gentleman Shelley. His skilful hand had preserved the likeness in a
-size scarcely greater than that of a large ring, and in comparing the
-two pictures, the resemblance between the father and the son was
-extraordinary.
-
-Helen gazed on them for several minutes; her memory ran back to the
-past, and to the last looks of that father who had been taken from her
-at an hour when a father's care was most needful. No one can wonder
-that her eyes filled with tears; but feeling that it was in vain to
-indulge such sorrow, she extinguished the light and retired to bed,
-with her own heart free from guile, though crime, in various shapes,
-was hovering round--crime of one kind destined, by the wisdom and
-mercy of God, to disappoint another.
-
-She lay awake for some time, for from the bosom of Helen Barham had
-gone for ever that balmy peace which sheds the downy blessing on the
-eyes of childhood. Passion, the scarer of slumber, had taken
-possession of her bosom, and the lids that not a year before used to
-drop at the first invitation of repose, now refused to shut out busy
-waking thought from the troubled brain. At length, however, weariness
-overcame her, and after a deep-drawn sigh, she fell into profound
-sleep.
-
-How long it lasted she knew not, but when she woke, it was with a
-start. There was a light in the room which dazzled her eyes, and to
-her horror and consternation she beheld three men, dressed as we have
-described those who entered Lieberg's chamber, except that one had for
-the moment withdrawn the crape from his face, and was drinking a
-draught of cold water from a tumbler which she had left upon the
-table. All three were standing near the dressing-glass, and one was
-examining some of the little trinkets which she had laid down.
-Although they all seemed so peaceably disposed, Helen could not
-restrain the first impulse of terror, and uttered a scream, though it
-was rendered a faint one by an effort to repress it. The man whose
-face was uncovered, instantly drew the crape over it again, and darted
-towards her bedside with a crow-bar in his hand, exclaiming--"By--she
-has seen me!"
-
-Helen, overpowered by terror, could not utter a word, but clasped her
-hands in an attitude of supplication. She was so young, so beautiful,
-there was so much of the light and spirit of life about her, that it
-must have been a heart of stone indeed that could have struck her, as
-she there lay, in her innocence and her loveliness. The man paused
-suddenly, repeating--"She has seen me!" and then asked in a harsh and
-grating tone, "Did you not see me?"
-
-Even then Helen would not tell a falsehood, and she murmured forth, "I
-did; but I will never, never say a word of it to any one."
-
-The man continued gazing at her for a minute or more, in perfect
-silence, and then thrust the end of the crow-bar into his pocket,
-saying, "It's no use!--I can't do it! Look ye, my young lady, I know
-ye, your name is Barham--I have seen you with your brother. Now if I
-spare your life, and you help to take mine, damme if you're not a
-great deal worse than I am."
-
-"I will never say one word against you, so help me Heaven!" exclaimed
-Helen.
-
-At that moment one of the man's companions pulled him by the sleeve,
-and they had a quick whispering conference together at the other side
-of the room.
-
-"Very well," said the man who had approached her bedside, "that will
-do. You stay here at her door, on the outside, d'ye see, while Simes
-and I go to the other room.--Don't you do her any harm, mind ye, for I
-wont have her hurt. I know she's a good girl.--Come, ma'am, you must
-get up, and put on some things, and go with us. They don't choose to
-leave ye here. So now be quick, Don't be afraid; no harm shall happen
-to ye. I give you my honour I'll take care of ye, and nobody shall lay
-a finger on ye. If they do, I'll take care of them--that's all. Get up
-quick, there's a good girl," he added, in a softer tone, and all three
-left the room.
-
-Astonished, surprised--scarcely knowing whether she was dead or
-alive--Helen lay for a moment ere she proceeded to execute the
-commands she had received. She then rose, though it was with terror
-and agitation, which scarcely left her power to dress herself, so
-terribly did her hands tremble and her knees shake under her. Her
-dress was still in sad disarray, when the man who was watching on the
-outside put his head in, exclaiming, "Be quick--be quick!--we can't
-stay here all night. They'll soon have done."
-
-But, as may well be supposed, his exhortations to speed only tended to
-agitate Helen more, and take from her the power of making haste. A
-minute after, another man appeared, who, by his voice, she recognised
-as the man whose face she had seen. "Come, come!" he exclaimed, "you
-must be quick."
-
-She would fain have supplicated to be allowed to remain, but he caught
-her sharply by the hand, and led her along, saying, "Not a word, as
-you value your life."
-
-With these words he led her down stairs, through the passages at the
-bottom of the house, and to the door leading out into the court.
-Another man who preceded them, darted away towards a room, which she
-knew to be Mr. Carr's, and returned in a minute, bearing a large and
-heavy load, and followed by a third similarly burdened. A fourth
-carried another large package, and as soon as they were all collected
-in the hall, they opened the door and issued forth, one of them
-pausing for a moment to lock the door behind them. Poor Helen, still
-grasped by the arm, was hurried along through the grass court, and
-down the road, which passed before the house, to a spot at about a
-hundred yards' distance, where they found a double-bodied phaeton, and
-two knavish-looking horses, which apparently had come some distance
-that morning. These animals had their forelegs tightly tied with
-handkerchiefs, so as to prevent them from moving; but the bandages
-being speedily taken off, the packages, which the men had brought,
-were placed in various parts of the carriage, and Helen, in a state
-scarcely to be described, was lifted into the vehicle.
-
-The man who had hitherto shewn her some kindness, now took his place
-by her side, seized the reins with an experienced hand, and drove on,
-as fast as the horses would go, for the space of nearly two hours,
-only stopping for one single minute to let the poor animals breathe at
-the top of a hill. He shewed no hesitation as to which way he should
-turn, though one of the men--of whom there were three, crowded into
-the second body of the carriage--called out from time to time, "To the
-right, Harry--to the left!" as they approached any lane or road, up
-which it was necessary to go.
-
-It seemed to Helen from the way in which they turned and re-turned,
-that they were making more than one circuit, in order to evade
-pursuit; and such indeed was the case, for the spot which they at
-length reached was not, in a direct line, more than sixteen miles
-from Yelverly, and the round they had taken must have been at least
-twenty-four. Instead of slackening their pace, they quickened it
-towards the end of the journey, and entered a large smoky-looking
-town, just as the darkness of the night was beginning to turn grey
-with the light of the morning. There was nobody stirring in the
-streets, and they did not drive far into the town, stopping at a small
-public house on the left hand, almost immediately after they had
-entered. All was darkness in the aspect of the dwelling, but one of
-the men springing down, opened the door without knocking, and Helen
-was lifted out, by another, and taken into a small parlour, where she
-found a rushlight on the table, the faint twinkling of which shewed
-her, that the people who were with her had not yet taken the crape
-from off their faces. One of the two who had got out of the phaeton
-stayed in the room with her, without saying a word, while the other
-ran out, and returned with a candle, which he lighted at the
-rushlight; and then both quitted the parlour, leaving Helen alone, and
-locking the door upon her.
-
-Nearly half-an-hour passed without any one returning, and the poor
-girl remained shivering with terror, and with a sensation of cold all
-over her; although it was in the midst of summer, and the morning was
-in reality warm. No sounds stirred in the house--nothing gave any
-indication of its being inhabited; but at length the door was again
-opened, and a man appeared, in whom, though the crape was gone, and
-the smock-frock was thrown off, Helen recognised without difficulty,
-the man whose face she had seen in her room at Yelverly. He was a
-handsome, powerful, active-looking man, with a frank and bold, but
-somewhat stern countenance; and though his brow was frowning when he
-entered, yet, to say the truth, Helen felt more security in his
-presence, than probably she might have done in that of any of his
-companions.
-
-She had been sitting upon a wooden chair, with her head resting upon
-her hands, but she started up as soon as the man entered, and gazed
-upon him as if enquiring her fate. The expression of apprehension upon
-her face seemed to move him, and his first words were--"Don't be
-afraid, young lady; I told you nobody should do you any harm, and they
-shan't; so make your mind at ease on that score.--You can hurt nobody
-but me, and I'll take my chance."
-
-"On my word," cried Helen--"on my honour, I will never say anything to
-injure you."
-
-"Well, well, I believe you," he said; "and if you did think of
-peaching, I don't fancy you will, when I give you what I've got
-in my hand. Look here, Miss Barham; you know your brother's a
-d--d fool.--There, that paper might have hanged him--ay, and it was
-kept for the purpose of hanging him, too, by that bitter bad scamp,
-Lieberg, if he did not do what was wrong by you. So there, now, take
-it, and do what you like with it:" and he held out towards her the
-very bill that her brother had forged.
-
-"Oh, no, no!" cried Helen, drawing back; "I do not know what to do
-with it."
-
-"Not know what to do with it!" cried the man; "why, you foolish girl,
-I'll shew you then;"--and twisting it up in his fingers, he put it to
-the light. In a moment it blazed up, and the chief record of William
-Barham's guilt was at an end. Though Helen dared not do that act
-herself, yet her heart beat gladly when she saw it done, and starting
-forward with one of her wild impulses of gratitude, she caught the
-man's hand, and pressed it to her lips.
-
-"Nonsense, nonsense!--don't do that," he cried, actually colouring
-with a feeling of shame. "Look here! here's another paper I got out of
-that same pocket-book--a sort of confession that he made your brother
-sign, all for the sake of getting hold of you--I can't well wonder at
-it, after all. But then he should have gone honourably about it, and
-asked you yourself. However, we will serve this the same," and he set
-fire to it likewise, and threw it into the empty grate. "And now,"
-continued he, "you're to stay here for an hour more, Miss Helen! After
-that, you may go where you please--back again if you like; but take my
-advice, and have nothing to do with that d--d rascal, Lieberg, for
-he's as bad a one as ever lived. He would have made your brother sell
-you, like a sheep, to save his neck; and that's not the way to get a
-woman's love, I'm sure."
-
-"But how can I get back?" said Helen; "how can I get home?"
-
-"Oh! easy enough," replied the man; "you have nothing to do, but to
-turn to the left out of the door, and walk straight up the street,
-till you come to the Tontine Inn, and the coach-office; and so now
-remember, that whenever you see me again, you're not to know me from
-Adam."
-
-"I have promised you most sincerely," said Helen, "and on my word I
-will keep that promise--you need not be in the least afraid."
-
-"I am not--I am not," said the man; "there, give us your hand upon it.
-Stay here for an hour, and then go where you like."
-
-Thus saying, he shook her hand heartily, and was turning to depart,
-but Helen stopped him, saying, timidly, "But am I safe here?"
-
-"Perfectly," replied the man--"perfectly! Why bless your little heart,
-there's nobody in the house but yourself."
-
-"But if the people to whom it belongs should come?" said Helen, "they
-may think--"
-
-"Well, tell them how you were brought here," said the man; "in an hour
-you may say anything you please;" and he added, "we shall be far on
-the road into Scotland by that time, so don't forget your word, and
-good bye!"
-
-Thus speaking, he quitted the room, and Helen stood watching the
-light, as it burnt slowly down in the candlestick.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XXVIII.
-
-
-In an hour after the period at which we closed the last chapter, Helen
-Barham stood before a house, bearing the name of the Tontine Inn, in
-the town of Sheffield. It was now broad daylight, and there were a
-many artisans and people of the lower classes going about the streets
-on their various employments; but yet very few of the houses and shops
-that she had passed were open, it being barely half-past five o'clock
-in the morning. About the inn itself there was no appearance of
-wakefulness, and the coach-office was not to be seen.
-
-Poor Helen Barham's heart sunk as she gazed up at the closed shutters
-and blank face of the tall house. She knew not where to go, or what to
-do; and had she recollected that her appearance at that moment was
-certainly somewhat wild and strange--her hair dishevelled, her bonnet
-scarcely tied, without shawl or handkerchief, or gloves--she might
-have felt still more abashed and apprehensive than she did.
-
-After pausing for several minutes, Helen wandered some way on, and
-then came back again, when, to her great satisfaction, she saw one of
-the drudging housemaids of the establishment sweeping out the passage.
-Helen approached her timidly, and asked which was the coach-office?
-
-"Why, bless you, Miss!" replied the girl, "it wont be open these two
-hours; those lazy fellows are never in it much before eight o'clock.
-The early coach started an hour ago and more; and then Mr. Jones, who
-is the night clerk, goes away, and it's long enough before the others
-come."
-
-"That is very unfortunate!" said Helen, "for I wanted to go to
-Yelverly as fast as possible."
-
-"There's no coach, ma'am," answered the girl, "till ten o'clock. But
-hadn't you better step into the waiting-room, and remain there? What
-coach did you come by?"
-
-"I came by none," replied Helen; "I was brought here from Yelverly
-against my will, and want to get back, as soon as possible, to Mr.
-Carr's."
-
-"Oh, what miser Carr's house!" said the girl. "I know that very well,
-for I was born at Bingley; and I know Miss Juliet very well, too, for
-she was kind to my poor dear mother before she died."
-
-"She is a very dear and good friend of mine," answered Helen; "and I
-have been staying at Mr. Carr's for some time: but a party of men
-brought me away by force this morning."
-
-The girl's, wonder and compassion were both moved by Helen's short
-account of herself; and after a moment's thought, she said--"May be,
-you would not like to go into the waiting-room, where everybody can
-come in. Hadn't I better shew you into a private room, Miss? Some of
-the waiters will be up soon, and then you can get some breakfast."
-
-Helen very willingly agreed to this proposal, and by the maid's
-assistance she was, in the space of half-an-hour, not only seated in a
-comfortable room in the inn, but had before her such tea and toast as
-the place could afford, and all that constitutes the inn idea of a
-breakfast. It must not be supposed that Helen forgot her purse had
-been left behind her, and that she had no money with her; but she had
-busily turned in her own thoughts the situation in which she was
-placed, and had made up her mind as to the course she was to pursue,
-in order to pay both for he accommodation at the inn, and her place
-back to Yelverly.
-
-The personage who attended upon the room where she sat, who brought
-her breakfast, and took away the things when she had done, could not
-exactly be called a dumb waiter, because he possessed at least two
-words, which were--"Yes, ma'am!" and once even, in a fit of Laputan
-abstraction, he replied to a question from Helen--"Yes sir!"--though,
-bless her, she looked as little like a gentleman as it is possible to
-conceive. From this personage, it may be easily supposed, Helen could
-get but very little information of any kind, either respecting the
-starting of the stages, or aught else; and, after having waited till
-she heard, by the chime of the clock, that the hour of the coach's
-departure would be the next that struck, she rang the bell, and asked
-the waiter if she could speak with the mistress of the house?
-
-The waiter replied--"Yes, ma'am"--perhaps with the intention of
-informing his mistress; but by this time, as I have hinted, it was
-nine o'clock: people were coming and going; much gossiping was taking
-place at the door of the house; bells were ringing, and a variety of
-calls, objurgations, screams, applications, and scoldings, were flying
-about the chambers and passages, fit to deafen the ears or distract
-the brain of any personage but Figaro or the waiter of an inn.
-
-The consequence was, that, after waiting for about a quarter of an
-hour more, Helen again rang the bell, made the same demand, and
-received the same reply. "Pray do not fail," she added, in a gentle
-tone; and the man hastened away, determined to obey her behest, before
-he did anything else. In a minute after, a tall, fine-looking, stately
-dame, dressed in black silk, with an apron and cap as white as snow,
-notwithstanding the manifold globules of soot that float about in the
-air of Sheffield, entered the room, and asked the young lady, what was
-her pleasure, surveying her, at the same time, from head to foot, with
-some degree of curiosity.
-
-Helen, by this time, had indeed done something at the looking-glass,
-to take away the wildness of her appearance; but still she was
-conscious of not being dressed with that care which becomes a lady,
-and her situation altogether gave a timidity to her tone, as she
-replied--"I wished, madam, to ask a favour of you. The case is,
-simply, this: I have been spending some time at Mr. Carr's, at
-Yelverly; but I was brought away from that place last night by four
-men, perfect strangers to me, and against my will. All my money was
-left behind----"
-
-The landlady uttered an ominous "Oh!" and pursed up her lips, with a
-very significant expression of countenance. But Helen hastened on to
-the principal point of her story, saying--"I desire to get back again
-to Yelverly, as fast as possible, and I have no means of doing so,
-but----"
-
-"I never lend money to nobody, ma'am," said the landlady, tossing her
-head; "and I always expect people to pay for their breakfast when they
-order it." And as she thus spoke, she took a step towards the door, as
-if to consult with her excellent spouse upon ulterior proceedings. But
-Helen was made a little angry at the worthy lady's sharp selfishness;
-and she replied, in a tone of more firmness, and command--
-
-"Stop a minute, madam, and be so good as to hear me out, before you
-come to such rapid conclusions. I do not expect you to lend me money,
-or to trust me in any way, without some certainty of being paid. I
-have, luckily, one thing with me, which--though I have never parted
-with it for an hour, from the time I first had it till the present
-day--I must now give up for a time, till I can get to Yelverly, and
-send the money to you."
-
-As she spoke, she unclasped the little gold chain that suspended her
-father's picture around her neck, and looked at the miniature for a
-moment, with a glistening eye. "This picture, madam," she continued,
-"is set in gold--those are brilliants round it, of no great value it
-is true, but more than enough to make you quite sure that you will not
-lose by trusting me with whatever may be the amount of my bill here,
-and with a sufficient sum to carry me to Yelverly. You will be good
-enough to give me a little memorandum of having received the picture;
-and as soon as I arrive at Mr. Carr's house, I will send back the
-money to redeem it."
-
-The landlady's manner was altered in an extraordinary degree, as she
-looked at the miniature, and saw that it was set round with a row of
-small diamonds, intrinsically worth, perhaps, seven or eight guineas.
-"I will speak to my husband, ma'am," she said. "Indeed, I did not mean
-to say anything----"
-
-Helen bowed her head gently, replying--"There is no need of any
-apology. It is very natural that you should not trust a mere stranger.
-Speak to your husband by all means; shew him the picture, and tell him
-what I say. Indeed, if he likes to send some one with me to Yelverly,
-I shall greatly prefer it. Then he can have the money at once, and I
-will pay his messenger."
-
-"Oh dear, no, ma'am, there's no occasion for that, I'm sure," cried
-the landlady; "he'll be quite satisfied, I'm certain. I'll be back in
-a minute, ma'am," and away she went to tell her husband all about the
-nice young lady in No. 5, whom ten minutes before she had set down for
-a swindler and a reprobate.
-
-When she came into the bar, however, she found her husband speaking
-busily with a gentleman whose whole attire was dusty, as if from long
-travelling.
-
-"No, sir, no," said the landlord; "I have heard nothing of the
-kind--Lord have mercy! you had better go to the magistrates. What do
-you think, my dear? They have broken into Mr. Carr's house, at
-Yelverly, and carried off every thing out of the place."
-
-"Then I'll bet any money," cried the landlady, "that this here picture
-is a part of the stolen goods.--But no, that can't be it, neither; for
-the young lady wants to go back again."
-
-"What young lady?--What picture?" cried Lieberg eagerly, for he it
-was. "Let me look at it!"
-
-"Why, sir," rejoined the landlady, handing it to him, "the young lady
-says she was carried away by force by four men against her will. To
-say the truth, I did not believe it at first----"
-
-"Then you were a fool for your pains!" thundered Lieberg. "It is Miss
-Barham! Where is she? Poor girl, what she must have suffered!" and
-Lieberg, who without scruple would have wrung her heart, and condemned
-her to a life of regret and remorse, did, nevertheless, feel sincere
-compassion for Helen Barham under sufferings not a thousandth part so
-intense.
-
-The landlady, however, who did not at all like being called a fool in
-the presence of her husband and her waiter, determined to stand up for
-Helen Barham's dignity, now that she was thoroughly convinced that the
-young lady was what she professed to be; and to Lieberg's repeated
-question of "Where is she?" she replied, "I must first ask the lady,
-sir, whether she desires to see you. What name shall I tell her?"
-
-"Colonel Lieberg," he exclaimed, sharply. "But, as there is no doubt
-about her seeing me, I shall accompany you."
-
-The landlady led the way to No. 5, and opened the door sufficiently
-wide to admit her own portly person, but not to let Lieberg pass,
-saying, at the same time, "Madam, if your name is Miss Barham, here is
-a gentleman, who calls himself Colonel Lieberg, wishing to see you."
-
-In an instant the warnings of the housebreaker came back to Helen's
-recollection, but more powerfully still the words of Morley Ernstein.
-Her countenance spoke at once plainly that her visitor was not one
-whom she most eagerly desired to see, but, ere she could reply,
-Lieberg pushed the door impetuously out of the landlady's hand, and,
-passing by her, advanced at once towards Helen.
-
-"Dear Miss Barham," he cried--"we have almost been in despair about
-you. This is, indeed, joyful to have found you so soon. I have been
-galloping about the country these last three hours in search of you."
-
-There was so much real joy and satisfaction in his whole look, that
-Helen could not refuse to give him her hand; and the landlady having
-shut the door, Lieberg, in the excitement of the moment, pressed his
-lips upon it, resolved to hazard everything at what he believed to be
-a favourable opportunity.
-
-Helen would have drawn away her hand instantly, but he held it firmly,
-and led her to her seat, saying--"Oh, Helen, what have I suffered on
-your account this night!"
-
-Helen coloured and trembled, feeling that a moment of trial was
-approaching. She replied gravely, however--"I am extremely sorry that
-you should have been put to any pain on my account; but as the stage
-will soon be departing for Yelverly, I must settle with the people
-here, and take my place."
-
-"Nay, nay, Helen," said Lieberg, "you must first listen to me for a
-moment."
-
-Helen turned very pale; but he continued, eagerly, though in that
-bland, persuasive tone which he knew well how to use, his voice
-assuming the softest modulations, his brow cleared of every thing that
-was stern and dark, his magnificent features glowing with animation,
-but full of gentleness and entreaty, his eyes beaming like stars in a
-dark night, but with a subdued and gentle light.
-
-"Helen," he said, "dear Helen, you must know, you cannot but know,
-since last night, that I love you; deeply, passionately, tenderly;
-with an ardour, strength, a profoundness that I never felt before
-towards any woman. I know not what it is, or how, but you have
-fascinated me--enchanted me. That song which you sang last night
-seemed to waken in my heart feelings that had slept for years--those
-early dreams of love and ecstatic joy with one adored being, separate
-from all the rest of earth, bound to her by none of the cold worldly
-ties that unite the dull earthly insects which crawl about the world
-and call themselves society, but united to her by the bond of strong
-affection--of passion, powerful, overpowering, everlasting,
-indestructible--of passion, neither to be changed by the world's cold
-maxims, nor restrained by idle ceremonies or empty laws. Oh, Helen,
-listen to me! Turn not away your head--let not your cheek grow pale as
-if you thought I wished to deceive or to wrong you, for I am yours
-altogether, and you shall dictate anything to me that you, please. You
-shall command we in all respects; I will be your slave, the creature
-of your will. I, who never bowed my head to human being--who never
-found any to resist or to control me--I will take my law from your
-lips, and do in all things as you would have me!--Only, only, do one
-thing. There are circumstances which I cannot explain now, for want of
-time, but which shall be entirely made clear to you as we go. Only, I
-beseech you, let me order horses, and go with me at once to London and
-to your brother. I would fain have you, too, go on with me to the
-Continent; but you shall stay in London if it please you better. All I
-have is at your command, myself, my fortune, my life itself; and you
-shall always dictate to me every thing that you would have done, and
-it shall be done at once. Helen, dear Helen, come with me! True
-passion bears no cold delay, and a rapid resolution, taken in a moment
-like this, when love speaks out, when opportunity presents itself and
-there is nothing to oppose, often goes on to happiness the most
-intense, the most durable, when, if we lose the instant, we give
-ourselves up to grief for our whole lives. Nay, shrink not from my
-arms, beloved--for once let me clasp you to a bosom that burns for you
-alone."
-
-Helen did shrink from him, however, farther and farther, as with
-increasing energy and vehemence, with his eyes lighting up, his words
-rushing rapidly from his lips in a thousand varied intonations, and
-his whole spirit moved by the strong feelings within him, he poured
-forth his passionate solicitations. She shrunk from him, I say,
-farther and farther, with the small, finely cut ear glowing with the
-scarlet blood, her cheek as pale as death, her lip quivering, her eye
-fixed upon her suitor, in terror, surprise, and horror. She could
-hardly speak. But however Lieberg veiled his purposes under vague,
-though glowing language, warned as she had been, she understood him
-only too well, and saw that all which had been told her was true.
-
-Her lips moved for a moment without uttering a sound, but at length
-she murmured, "Monster!"--and turned to ring the bell.
-
-Lieberg, however, caught her hand and stopped her, and she stood
-gazing at him with such a look of horror and pain as, in the moment of
-the great temptation, the mother of mankind might have worn, had some
-angel whispered the real nature of the being to whom she listened, and
-displayed to her mind's eye the endless misery, through unnumbered
-generations, that was to follow on man's fall.
-
-"Beware!" said Lieberg, at length, as he marked that look and read it
-aright; and his tongue, while he spoke, lost its poisonous melody, his
-face its fascinating smile--"beware what you do! Remember, Helen
-Barham, that you are in my power. The moment is now before you to
-choose between my love and my hate. Be mine, and I swear by all that I
-hold sacred, such a life of joy and love shall be yours as even your
-fancy could never dream; but if you reject all that I offer, recollect
-that your brother's fate is in my hands, his life, his shame, ay--and
-your own fate, too--that reputation of which you may be idly vain.
-Disappoint me now, and men shall laugh, and say that she was Count
-Lieberg's paramour; but that he tired of her, and cast her off in a
-single day. Your fate, I say, as well as his, is in my hands."
-
-"Mine, mine!" cried Helen, with astonishment and terror. "Mine in your
-hands? What is it that you mean?"
-
-"Nay, nay," said Lieberg, softening his tone again, "though what I say
-is true, think not of it. I meant but to shew you what was in my
-power, Helen. I have not thought of using that power. To wring or pain
-your heart would pain my own, dear girl. Forgive me for what I have
-said--think that it was but the mad vehemence of passion. Oh, feel for
-me, Helen!--you that seem made for love and joy, feel for the intense,
-the burning love you have inspired. Think not that I would hurt your
-brother. On the contrary, I have tended him with kindness and care,
-when there was no one to tend him but myself. I have furnished him
-with all that was needful for his happiness, and it is his first wish
-and desire you should be mine. My vehemence has frightened and
-surprised you, I see; but you know not what it is I feel. Sit
-down again, dear girl, and listen to me--listen to me but for a
-moment----."
-
-"No, Count Lieberg," she replied, firmly, "I will not! I will neither
-sit down nor listen to you at all, but upon one subject. I can easily
-conceive that you suppose my brother's fate entirely in your hands;
-but, thank God, my reputation is not; and I believe you speak a
-falsehood when you say that you can make even the general world, much
-less those that love and esteem me, believe that I ever was the
-paramour of a man whom I hate and despise. I believe, sir, that you
-have told a gross falsehood, for the same base purpose for which you
-have threatened a brother's life to the ears of his sister."
-
-The look of Helen Barham had changed under the emotions that she felt.
-Instead of fear, and timidity, and horror, it bore now the look of
-indignant pride. Her head was raised high, her beautiful nostril
-expanded, her bright eyes flashed, and Lieberg, though all these signs
-of anger were displayed against himself, felt passion but the stronger
-in his heart.
-
-"Nay, nay, Helen," he said, in a quick, but half sportive tone, "if
-you so dare me, dear lady, I must shew that I threaten not without
-power. Look at these few words of written invitation, in Helen
-Barham's hand! Sent to me by my own valet last night, after all the
-household were in bed--'_Whenever you like.--Helen Barham!_'"
-
-To Lieberg's surprise, the horror and detestation which became the
-predominant expression of Helen's countenance, was ummingled with
-anything like fear.
-
-"You are a fiend, indeed!" she cried. "You are a fiend, indeed! But,
-like the machinations of all other fiends, your devices are controlled
-by the good will of God! When the note that you wrote to me last
-night, and which you have torn off from the answer, was brought to me,
-know that I was not alone. It was read by another to me--by one who
-can swear to every word of it. Thus I set you at nought, scorning you,
-as well as hating you, feeling as much disgust as horror at your
-conduct. Let me tell you more, Count Lieberg, that, were there no
-other man on earth, I would regard you with the same contempt that I
-do now; that you are personally odious to me; and that were you at my
-feet to-morrow, with proposals as high and pure, as those of to-day
-are base and infamous, though I were a beggar in the streets, seeking
-my bread from door to door, I would spurn you from me, with the same
-scorn that I do now," and passing him boldly, she rang the bell.
-
-The moment that Helen's hand had left the bell rope, the stately old
-landlady burst into the room, with her face all in a glow.
-
-"You shan't be injured, or insulted, in my house, ma'am," she said. "I
-beg your pardon for listening, ma'am, but I thought you might want a
-little help from what I saw. The gentleman may take himself where he
-likes, but he shan't affront you any more here."
-
-Helen burst into tears at this unexpected support; and the good woman,
-who really, except in money matters, deserved that name, held out her
-arms towards the agitated and beautiful being before her, saying, in
-the tone of a mother--
-
-"Come here to me, my dear! You are a good, virtuous girl, and deserve
-to be taken care of. The coach will go in a quarter of an hour, and my
-son, Will, shall go with you on the top, to see that no harm comes to
-you. There's the picture, my dear--we don't want it; and as for the
-gentleman, he had better budge, for if my husband had heard all that I
-have heard, he would have leathered his jacket."
-
-Lieberg gazed at her for a moment, with a look of calm scorn, for his
-self-possession had been restored in a moment.
-
-"My good woman," he said, "you are a very foolish person; and, if you
-meddle in this way, with things that don't concern you, you will burn
-your fingers some day. Miss Barham, we shall meet again, when you will
-think differently."
-
-"Never!" said Helen; and Lieberg, without more reply, quitted the
-room, and ordered his horse over to the other inn.
-
-"Feed him," he said, to the hostler who took him, "and bring him round
-as soon as he is ready."
-
-He then called for a private room, and buried his eyes in his hands
-till the sound of a coach setting out from the office opposite made
-him look up. Then biting his lip, without any other gesticulation, he
-muttered--"Curses upon it all!"
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XXIX.
-
-
-In passing through life we must have remarked, not only that the
-satirical maxim of La Rochefoucauld is true, with a great number of
-people, in regard to the pleasures that they derive from the
-misfortunes of their friends, but that the general world contrives to
-extract an infinite quantity of amusement, delight, and satisfaction
-from all the evils that are going on throughout the universe. What a
-fund of pleasant excitement is there to the minds of many, in that
-column of a newspaper, headed "Accidents and Offences." What
-gratification to multitudes in a child being scalded to death, a house
-being burnt down, a retired tradesman, in a solitary cottage,
-undergoing the process of murder! And such is the joy and delight the
-great mass of mankind in crime and sorrow, that I do really
-believe, if any person could invent an unheard-of iniquity, or
-contrive to die some unknown kind of death, not only would rags of his
-clothes be kept as relics, locks of his hair preserved in lockets, or
-the rope that hanged him be sold at a guinea an inch, but a very
-handsome subscription might be gathered, to raise a statue to him, as
-the man who furnished the public with a new kind of excitement.
-
-Fie upon it! The morbid taste for stimulating things, that habitual
-drunkenness of the mind, which is increasing day by day more and more
-throughout the whole world, excluding the sane, the simple, and the
-just, must end in moral death--the sad, worn-out, apathetic death of
-the spirit drinker. On my life, I have a great inclination to shake
-hands with Father Mathew, and preach a mental teetotalism!
-
-The prevailing spirit, the love of excitement, which is in every human
-being, was not wanting even amongst the quiet fields and villages
-around Yelverly; and the news of that famous burglary having spread
-far and wide, the retired house of Mr. Carr became an object of
-attention and visitation, for all the places in the neighbourhood.
-Magistrates flocked in, farmers and yeomen made their appearance,
-constables, from every place in the vicinity, travelled thither
-without loss of time; and though many a one winked the eye and laughed
-at Old Carr's misfortune, the general pleasure derived by the
-multitude from an extensive robbery in that part of the country was of
-the higher and more interesting kind called excitement.
-
-The retired lawyer, himself, as his first step, shut up his house, and
-would let no one in but those whom he knew; and, after he had
-collected his thoughts in some degree, he visited various parts of the
-building, opened different drawers and secret cupboards, and found, to
-his great relief, that the robbers, from their ignorance of his
-habits, had missed many of the stores which he had fancied carried
-off. He then gathered together his papers, which were scattered about
-his room, examined the marks and memorandums upon them, and, to his
-great joy, perceived that they were all correct. Another thing tended
-to relieve him from a still greater portion of the load of care, which
-was, that the plunderers, with a fine apprehension of detection, had
-displayed a goodly contempt for bank-notes, so that two packets,
-amounting each to five hundred pounds, were found cast down upon the
-floor without the slightest sign of veneration.
-
-In the midst of these operations, several magistrates poured in upon
-him, and all the local wisdom of the neighbourhood was expended during
-the next three hours, in consulting and considering what was to be
-done. As will ever be the case where there are manifold persons, each
-of whom has as much right to speak as another, a great deal of
-nonsense was talked, and a great deal of time was expended to very
-little purpose.
-
-The abduction of poor Helen Barham formed one of the principal topics
-with the magistrates; and Mr. Carr himself expressed much greaser
-anxiety upon the subject than he had ever been known to evince in
-regard to anybody, except his daughter. By the time that the premises
-had been thoroughly examined, the means by which the robbers had
-obtained an entrance clearly ascertained, and the route that they had
-taken in their escape rendered as confused and puzzled as possible, by
-conflicting testimonies and innumerable conjectures. Count Lieberg's
-servant had returned from Doncaster, bringing information from some of
-the magistrates of that place, that three persons of very suspicious
-look, and one of whom was known to be an infamous character, had
-appeared in that town on the preceding day, and had suddenly
-disappeared towards night. All attention was now turned towards
-Doncaster, every man who thought himself an active magistrate, or who
-wished to establish for himself such a reputation, set off instantly
-for that town, while the rest retired to their own houses, satisfied
-with having talked much and done nothing at all, as is too much the
-case with county justices and with members of parliament.
-
-When they were all gone beyond recall, and Mr. Carr was left alone,
-the real track of the plunderers, as so generally happens, was
-discovered at once by no other event than the passing of the Sheffield
-coach, and the arrival of Helen Barham. Mr. Carr was really delighted
-to see her, both because she had proved a pleasant companion to him,
-and because in the prospect of managing her own and her brother's
-affairs, he foresaw, or thought he foresaw, the means of recovering,
-and more than recovering, the riches which the housebreakers had
-carried away.
-
-Many and eager were his questions, to all of which Helen gave a
-sincere answer, telling exactly what had occurred, with the exception
-of those points which referred to her brother William. She related how
-she had seen the man's face in her bed-room; how she had been forced
-to rise and accompany the robbers; how she had pledged herself most
-solemnly never to give evidence against the man at whose intercession
-her life was spared; and how she had taken refuge at the Tontine Inn,
-and come thence by the stage to Yelverly. She would willingly have
-ended her history there, but Mr. Carr asked, as soon as she paused, if
-Colonel Lieberg, then, had not found her?
-
-"I regret to say he did, my dear sir," replied Helen, with much
-agitation; "he found me alone and unprotected, and took that
-opportunity, when I most needed comfort and help, to insult and grieve
-me. Had it not been for the kindness of the people of the inn, I do
-not know what I should have done. I trust," she added, with the tears
-in her eyes, "that he will not return here while I remain. If he have
-any feeling of honour or shame left he certainly will not."
-
-"But the manors! my dear Miss Barham--the manors!" cried Mr. Carr;
-"what can be done about the manors? Oh, he certainly must return here,
-for he has left his carriage and his servant."
-
-"Then if he does," said Helen, "by your permission, my dear sir, I
-will remain in my own room till he is gone, and will not see him on
-any account whatsoever."
-
-"Oh, quite right--quite right, my dear Miss Helen," replied Mr. Carr;
-"the foolish fellow doubtless thought you poor and friendless; but he
-will find himself mistaken; and when he sees you with seventy or
-eighty thousand pounds, or, may be, with a hundred--for I have not
-calculated what the arrears will be, and, indeed, cannot, till we
-enter into the accounts fully--he will change his tone, I am sure."
-
-Helen smiled sadly, for, notwithstanding the belief, which had gained
-a strong hold of her, that there might be some truth in what Mr. Carr
-said regarding the claims of her family to greater fortune than they
-possessed, she could not help looking upon his expectation of
-recovering it as a mere dream.
-
-"If he were to alter his tone," she replied, "I should certainly never
-alter mine. But I will go now, Mr. Carr, and write at once to my
-brother. I have many important things to tell him."
-
-"Bid him come down here, with all speed," exclaimed Mr. Carr--"bid him
-come down here, with all speed. He will soon recover his health here,
-and if he do not, you will do quite as well; the entail was in the
-female line, as well as the male, and, indeed--"
-
-"But I thought you proposed, Mr. Carr," said Helen, "to accompany me
-to London. I know that it is too late to-day, and, indeed, I feel too
-faint and weak to undertake such a journey without repose; but I did
-hope that you might be able to go to-morrow, for I only intended to
-write to my brother to comfort him in the meantime. You heard what
-that miserable man said about his state of health."
-
-"Oh, he exaggerated--he exaggerated!" answered Mr. Carr. "Don't you
-see, he had an object to gain? But, however, I will go up, if you like
-it; and, indeed, perhaps it would be the best way. Then we could
-settle all things with your brother speedily, and I could set the
-Bow-street fellows upon the track of these villains who have carried
-off so much of my property. You say very right, my dear, it will be
-the best way, and we will go to-morrow--that is, if you be well
-enough, for we must not risk your life too. You must take care of
-yourself--you must take care of yourself, my little lady, for you will
-be a rich dame some of these days, and life becomes well worth
-preserving, when people have plenty of money."
-
-Helen gazed down upon the ground, and her eyes filled with tears, but
-she merely replied--"A little repose is all that I require--I shall
-be quite able to set out to-morrow; but now I will go and write to my
-brother, and pay the young man from the inn at Sheffield, who is
-waiting in the kitchen, I fancy."
-
-"Ay, do, my dear Miss Barham--do," said Mr. Carr. "I would offer to
-pay him, but, really, these men have taken all the money I have got."
-
-"That would be quite unnecessary," replied Helen; "I do not think they
-took anything from my room, and I have, luckily, plenty of money in my
-desk."
-
-"Plenty?" said Mr. Carr, with a smile. "Never think you have plenty,
-my dear Miss Barham; you will always find more than enough to do with
-it, if you had twenty times as much."
-
-Helen made no reply, but retired to her chamber as she had said, and
-after having paid the boy from Sheffield, wrote a long letter to her
-brother, and another to Juliet Carr. To the first she told all that
-had taken place between herself and Mr. Carr, regarding the fortune
-which he said was unjustly withheld from them. She entered into the
-whole of her own recollections, and the facts which induced her to
-believe that there was some ground for the statements of the old
-lawyer, and at the same time she informed her brother of her
-approaching return to London. The most important intelligence of the
-whole, however, was conveyed in a postscript of a few words, to the
-following effect:--"You need no longer be under any apprehension
-regarding the consequences of an act that you lately committed, which
-you once told me of. Both the papers were destroyed before my own
-eyes, by a man who seemed to know something of you, and who had
-obtained possession of them in the commission of another crime."
-
-The letter to Juliet was upon other topics, though she noticed briefly
-all that had occurred at Yelverly, and stated that she was about to
-return to London, accompanied by Mr. Carr. In the end of the letter
-she said--"Count Lieberg has been here, and has justified too sadly
-the opinion which Sir Morley Ernstein and Lady Malcolm entertained of
-him. He has insulted me cruelly, dear Juliet; and, I do not know why,
-but since I have had your friendship, and the support and protection
-of one who is, I know, very dear to you, my spirit has risen, even in
-spite of much sadness; and those insults which, a few weeks ago, I
-looked upon as a part of my fate, a misery that I was born to endure,
-I now feel angry and indignant at, and my heart burns within me. It
-seems as if being admitted to call myself your friend, has given me,
-back a dignity of feeling that misery and friendlessness had before
-taken from me. The poor teacher of music and of drawing, who could
-hardly gain enough, by her utmost labour, to keep herself and her
-brother from absolute want, seemed to consider herself, as well as to
-be considered by others, as merely a being to be pursued by the wicked
-and licentious, and with no other task before her, than to struggle
-and resist, till age came to relieve her from any share of
-attractions, without feeling the least anger or surprise at views and
-proposals the most degrading. Now, however, it is different, and I
-feel the insult that this man has offered me to the very heart.
-Nevertheless, my dear Juliet, you must, on no account, mention this to
-Sir Morley Ernstein; we both know his noble and his generous nature
-too well to doubt that it might, and very probably would, produce a
-quarrel between him and the other, which might end fatally. Just in
-the proportion as I am unprotected, poor, and without any claim to the
-generosity and friendship of any one, would he think himself called
-upon to resent an injury and an evil inflicted upon her to whom he has
-shewn so much disinterested kindness. I tell it to you, because I will
-conceal nothing from you; but you must on no account let him hear one
-word of what I have said, as you value your own peace, and as you
-value mine."
-
-Before Helen had concluded her letter to Juliet Carr, she received a
-message from the old lawyer, informing her that Count Lieberg had sent
-somebody from Sheffield with post horses, to bring away his carriage
-and servant, as he did not intend to take the manors or return to
-Yelverly; and about half-an-hour after she was summoned to the
-drawing-room to speak with two of the magistrates, who had been
-recalled by Mr. Carr. Their object was, of course, to ascertain in
-what direction the house-breakers had fled, and by what signs they
-could be recognised. In regard to the first point, Helen made a clear
-statement of what had taken place, and repeated what the man, Harry
-Martin, had said, respecting their soon being safe in Scotland,
-without at all imagining that these words had been spoken for the
-express purpose of misleading; but the information that she could or
-would give in order to identify the plunderers was very small. She
-described the phaeton generally; but as to the colour, or any other
-distinctive mark, she could say nothing, having only seen it in the
-night, and being too much agitated and frightened to take any great
-notice if it then. The forms and features of the men had been so
-thoroughly concealed by the smock frocks which they wore, and the
-crape which was drawn over their faces, that Helen said truly, she
-could tell nothing regarding them in general by which they could be
-distinguished from any other men.
-
-"But," exclaimed one of the magistrates, "you saw one of them, Miss
-Barham! Let us have an account of him, at least. It very often happens
-that one being known, his accomplices are speedily traced."
-
-"But I told you, sir," replied Helen, apparently with some surprise at
-the request, "I told you that I had promised most positively never to
-say anything by which he could be recognised."
-
-"But of course," cried the magistrate, "you do not intend to regard
-such a promise as binding!"
-
-"As much as any other promise I ever made," answered Helen; "he might
-have taken my life if he had liked it, and----"
-
-"But listen to me, my dear young lady," said the other magistrate,
-"promises made under threats and intimidation are always held to be
-invalid. Neither law, religion, nor justice, recognise them for a
-moment."
-
-"I really do not know," replied Helen--"I am no great casuist in such
-matters. The man did not threaten me in the least degree, but he might
-have taken my life if he had thought fit. If he had done so, the law
-would have assigned to him no worse punishment than for breaking into
-the house; and on no consideration whatsoever will I give the
-slightest indication by which he may be discovered."
-
-The magistrates then took another turn, and tried to alarm her,
-saying, they had power to compel her to answer their questions, that
-she might be treated as an accessory after the fact. Helen, however,
-turned to Mr. Carr, asking--"Do you suffer this, sir? You are a
-magistrate also, I think, and I must know if you wish me to be treated
-in this manner."
-
-"No, no, my dear young lady," said Mr. Carr, moved by very different
-feelings from those which either Helen or the magistrates attributed
-to him, and, in fact, looking upon her already as the heiress which he
-presumed her to be. "No, no, my dear young lady, this shall not be
-done. Gentlemen, Miss Barham must either be persuaded by fair means,
-or must be silent at her will. I cannot have her bullied."
-
-The two magistrates seemed somewhat offended at the term which Mr.
-Carr employed; but the ci-devant lawyer was quite chivalrous in
-defence of his young friend, quoted all sorts of law to prove that his
-brethren of the bench were perfectly in the wrong, overwhelmed them
-with a multitude of obsolete terms, and would hear no argument in
-reply whatsoever. The two magistrates took up their hats, mortified
-and annoyed, and, with the dogged stalk of two British mastiffs,
-marched out of the room and the house, saying, "that Mr. Carr might
-manage the affair as he liked best himself."
-
-"I will tell you how I will manage it, my dear Miss Barham," he said.
-"I will put two of the Bow-street runners on the track, and promise
-them a percentage on every ounce of gold and silver they recover. Much
-better is it for me to lose a little and get back the money, than to
-pay a great sum and hang them all. These county magistrates, with one
-thing or another, would let them go on till all the money was spent,
-and all the plate melted; but the Bow-street officers will take care
-of that, if they hope to have a share; and so we will set out for
-London to-morrow without fail."
-
-The good gentleman's purpose was executed, and he and Helen proceeded
-to Doncaster, and thence to London, without pause or delay. Mr. Carr
-himself had a strong objection to inns and hotels, and he consequently
-drove at once to Lady Malcolm's house, having a sort of claim to the
-hospitality of that lady, as his wife's first cousin, which he did not
-fail to put forward on all occasions when he visited London. To his
-surprise, and that of Helen's, however, a maid-servant opened the
-door, and informed Mr. Carr that her lady, Miss Juliet, and Sir Morley
-Ernstein, had gone down together to spend a few days at the little
-watering-place called Sandgate.
-
-Helen remarked that there was something in this intelligence which
-made a scowl, such as she had seldom or ever seen there before, come
-upon the face of Mr. Carr.
-
-"Gone down to Sandgate with Sir Morley Ernstein?" he exclaimed,
-swearing a desperate oath at the same time. "That is strange enough!"
-
-"Oh, but she will be up in a day or two, sir," replied the maid, who
-knew Mr. Carr quite well, and attributed his anger to a wrong cause;
-"and I am sure she will be delighted if you will stay here till she
-comes; for she always said that a bed was to be ready for you--and
-Miss Helen, too, I am sure she will be glad to see. I hope you are
-well, ma'am, and have passed a pleasant time in the country, though
-you look a little tired like--But I'll go and call the housekeeper."
-
-That functionary accordingly appeared, and confirmed all the maid had
-said; and though Helen had some hesitation as to remaining at Lady
-Malcolm's house without an invitation from its mistress, yet the
-assurances of the housekeeper, who knew her lady well, were so strong,
-and Mr. Carr insisted so vehemently, that she yielded, and took up her
-abode in the little room which she had tenanted before, close to that
-of Juliet Carr.
-
-No sooner was Mr. Carr installed, than he wrote a note of the most
-pressing kind to his daughter, telling her that he had come to London
-on business of great moment, and begging her to return instantly to
-meet him in the capital. He entered into no explanations of his views
-whatsoever, but requested Juliet, as probably it would be inconvenient
-for Lady Malcolm to come up with her, not to make any delay on that
-account, but to set out at once, immediately after receiving this
-letter.
-
-This being done, and having taken some refreshment, he proceeded at
-once to the house which Helen had formerly inhabited, where her
-brother William, who had received her letter in the morning, was
-waiting in a state of excitement of joy and astonishment impossible to
-describe. Helen, who accompanied Mr. Carr, remarked one thing,
-however, which made her fear that her brother had once more fallen
-amongst bad associates; he was extremely anxious to go into the
-country, vowed that though Lieberg was a liar, as he termed broadly
-it, and he had never been seriously ill at all, it would do his health
-good to be away from London; and added, that if Helen had only given
-him time, he would have come down to her in the country, without
-giving her the trouble of coming up to him.
-
-Like all weak persons, William Barham was ever ready to attach himself
-to any one who would flatter his hopes or his wishes, hating
-unpalatable truth of all kinds, almost as much when it regarded his
-own situation, as when it affected his own conduct. With Mr. Carr he
-was delighted, vowed that he was a very honest fellow--that he would
-put himself entirely in his hands--and that there could be no earthly
-doubt that he was quite right in regard to the view he took of the
-case. Thus, after a long conversation, they parted, and Mr. Carr
-returned with Helen to Lady Malcolm's house, enjoying the idea of
-having so soft a person to deal with, almost as much as if he had
-still been a solicitor in full practice.
-
-Helen, however, was sad and dispirited, and felt that the tone of her
-brother's conversation altogether was painful and distressing. Some
-time had now elapsed since she had seen him; the effect of the country
-on her mind had been calm and refreshing; and all that was dark and
-bad, all that was weak and foolish in the character of her brother,
-seemed to stand out the more prominently from the state of her own
-mind. When we wish to see an object distinctly through a glass, we
-take care to wipe it clean from all specks and dust; and there is
-nothing that clears the mental vision so much of all the dark and
-dimming things of earthly life, as calm communion with the spirit of
-God's works in scenes where man's handy-work has wrought but little.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XXX.
-
-
-In looking at one of the finest and most sunshiny pictures of Claude
-Lorrain, and in marking the calm and gentle brightness which his
-pictures generally display, it has often struck me that they afforded
-a fine image of happiness--of that pure dreamy happiness which is
-sometimes the portion of youth. The calm, refreshing shades in the
-foreground--shades produced not by clouds or by storms, or by the
-proximity of night, but by some sweet object softening the light, and
-mitigating the heat--the immense boundless distances, blending into
-the blue sky, Earth losing itself in Heaven--the prospect embracing
-every sort of object that can enchant the eye, fields, and plains, and
-hills, and woods, and villages, bridges, and streams, and lakes, in
-gay confusion, and ruined temples waking sweet associations of the
-past, and man's living habitations giving the idea of dear domestic
-peace, each catching the bright sunshine, and each beautiful, though
-vague--the poet-painter surely intended all this as the symbol of a
-happy dream, where present enjoyment is calm though full, and every
-object of desire and hope is stretched out before the future, and
-lighted by the sun of youth and fancy, till the remote end mingles
-with heaven itself.
-
-The three days that Morley Ernstein and Juliet Carr had passed at
-Sandgate, had been, like one of those pictures of Claude Lorrain, all
-brightness, all hope. There seemed not to be a cloud in the whole sky;
-but those sweet days of happiness are often like the glowing mornings
-of tropical climes, where, in the midst of a heaven previously without
-spot, a small, dark cloud appears, no bigger than a man's hand, and
-ere many hours are over, the hurricane sweeps past, and all is
-destruction, desolation, and sorrow.
-
-The fourth day broke as brightly as any of the former, and Morley
-Ernstein, who, for propriety's sake--or for the sake of that which a
-corrupted state of society believes to be propriety--had been driven
-by Lady Malcolm to sleep at another house, came in to breakfast as
-usual, and to arrange with her he loved some pleasant scheme for the
-passing of the coming hours. They had sat up late on the preceding
-night, enjoying the balmy summer air, as it swept over the sea, and
-Juliet had not yet quitted her room. At the place where she usually
-sat, however, had been laid down a letter, and Lady Malcolm, who
-entered the room first, wondered from whom it could come. Juliet
-herself soon appeared, and, without noticing the epistle, talked to
-Morley for some time, upon all those things which first interest
-lovers when they meet, and might have gone on still longer, had not
-Lady Malcolm--who was at an age when small matters are great, and who,
-moreover, had always been gifted with that peculiar sort of
-irritability which never suffers one to rest till the inside of a
-letter has been seen--insisted upon Juliet opening hers, though Juliet
-had said before that it was from her father, and was only that which
-he wrote her every week.
-
-To please her cousin, however, she broke the seal; but poor Juliet's
-countenance underwent a sad change as she read the few lines that it
-contained, and her voice faltered sadly, as she said--
-
-"My father is in London; he has come up in great haste about various
-matters, and requires my presence immediately, without a moment's
-delay. He refers me to a letter from Helen, which I have never
-received, and speaks of Yelverly having been broken into by robbers. I
-am afraid I must go directly, Harriet."
-
-As one may suppose every thing was soon in confusion. Lady Malcolm
-read the letter, and saw that it was imperative. Juliet wished to go
-alone, but her cousin would not hear of such a thing, and said she was
-quite ready to return to London: Morley Ernstein professed himself
-rejoiced that Mr. Carr had come to town, and spoke a few words for
-Juliet's ear alone, which made the blood mount into her cheek. Lady
-Malcolm did not seem so well contented, however, and after breakfast
-she and Juliet consulted together, sending Morley to see that
-everything was ready for their immediate departure. In five minutes
-after, however, Lady Malcolm despatched her maid to call him back
-again, and when he entered the little sitting-room of the inn, he
-found that good lady standing ready to speak with him, and bearing
-very much the air of one who has something unpleasant to communicate,
-and does not well know how to do it.
-
-"My dear Morley," she said, "I have just been talking to Juliet about
-you and her father; for on hearing that he had come suddenly to town,
-I began to be in a fright lest something unpleasant might take place,
-if he saw you at once as the acknowledged lover of his daughter,
-before he is a little prepared----"
-
-"But, why--why?" demanded Morley, with some surprise. "If he had not
-come, I should have gone down, as soon as Juliet herself left town, to
-ask her hand at once. She is well aware that such was my intention.
-Why should anything unpleasant happen, my dear lady?"
-
-"That is what I was explaining to Juliet," said Lady Malcolm. "A long
-time ago, there was a sad quarrel between your father and Mr.
-Carr--all about me, too, unfortunately--and though the thing is passed
-by and gone, my dear Morley, yet I think it would be very much better
-if you would let us go up first, and follow to-morrow, when I have
-seen Mr. Carr, and explained the whole matter to him. Now do not look
-sad and discomposed; it is only a precaution, but, depend upon it, it
-is a wise one. He is an irritable, and a passionate man, Mr. Carr,
-and, in the haste of the moment, he might say something which he would
-never retract. But as I will manage it, all will go right, depend upon
-it."
-
-"But what says Juliet?" demanded Morley, while that small dark cloud
-which we have spoken of as announcing the tempests of tropical skies;
-now first appeared upon the horizon of his own happiness. "What says
-Juliet, Lady Malcolm? I would fain speak with her. You alarm and
-surprise me."
-
-Lady Malcolm immediately called Juliet from her room; but she came in
-with so cheerful a countenance, that the fears which had suddenly
-taken possession of Morley's heart, disappeared before its sunshine.
-
-"What is this, Juliet," he asked, "that Lady Malcolm tells me? It
-seems," he continued, "that she and you have determined to cut me off
-from a day's happiness, dear Juliet; and wish me to stay here till you
-have seen your father?"
-
-"You are not angry with me for wishing it?" said Juliet, giving him
-her hand, for he had spoken in a tone of vexation. "If you are, you
-shall come, Morley. But I thought what dear Lady Malcolm proposed was
-much better. She has explained to me the cause of my father's
-crossness on that day when first we met you, which I never knew
-before. But I am sure that if we have an opportunity of speaking with
-him calmly and quietly, he will not oppose us in any degree. He never
-does thwart me, and the only danger lies in taking him by surprise,
-and provoking him to utter something harsh. When he has said a thing,
-he adheres to it inflexibly, and, therefore, I thought it much better
-not to risk anything.--I tell you the whole truth, Morley, as I ever
-will, and now, having done so, you shall act as you like."
-
-"Then I will stay here, Juliet," replied Morley; "for as my whole
-happiness depends upon obtaining you, it shall never be said that any
-rashness of mine whatsoever cast away the cup of happiness when it was
-so near my lips. I will not set off for London, then, until to-morrow
-morning, for I fear, Juliet, I could not keep myself away, if I were
-in the same town with you, and then I should never cease to reproach
-myself, if anything went wrong."
-
-"Nothing will--nothing can!" said Juliet, with a smile.
-
-Lady Malcolm, finding that their plan was settled, quitted the room
-for a moment; and Juliet Carr, seeing that a slight shade of
-apprehension still hung upon her lover's countenance, added--"Nothing
-will go wrong, Morley, depend upon it; and though I dare not make any
-other promises, this, at least, I may venture to say; the hand you
-have sought, Morley, shall never be given to any one else--believe me,
-on my honour."
-
-"I do believe you, dear Juliet," cried Morley, enthusiastically--"I do
-believe you, from what I feel myself; for I cannot think that those
-who have loved as we have, could ever forget that love so far as,
-under any circumstances or for any consideration, to enter into an
-union with another than the person who first possessed their heart.--I
-do not know why I am apprehensive, Juliet, or of what; but certainly
-it is not lest you should give your hand to another."
-
-The half-hour that was to intervene before the departure of Lady
-Malcolm and Juliet Carr passed as rapidly as the half-hours of
-happiness usually do; and Morley Ernstein was soon left alone to while
-away the time, amidst scenes which had seemed full of joy and beauty.
-
-There is a fine paper in the _Spectator_, from the hand of Addison
-himself, upon the effect which would be produced in the physical world
-by the absence of the coloured rays of light, showing the dull,
-greyness that would spread over the whole universe; and certainly in
-the moral world, the absence of those we love produces the same
-effect. How instantly does all around us become changed!--how rapidly
-does everything lose its brightness and its glow!--how grey, how
-leaden, how heavy, falls upon the eye every object in which we took
-pleasure while the beloved were with us when the light of love is
-gone! Morley had fancied the scenery around him beautiful--he had
-thought everything full of loveliness and brightness; but it was in
-truth Juliet Carr that he saw reflected from all on which his eye
-rested; it was her beauty, her beaming countenance that he beheld on
-the sunshiny sea, in the bright landscape, in every ride or drive
-around; and now that she was gone, all things seemed, indeed, "flat,
-stale, and unprofitable."
-
-In vain he sought for occupation or for amusement; his spirit was
-impatient, his heart was apprehensive. Twenty times in the course of
-the day, he felt angry with himself for not accompanying Juliet to
-London--twenty times he felt tempted to send for horses, and follow
-her as fast as possible.
-
-The day ended at length, notwithstanding all its tediousness, and
-gladly did he see the following morning break, and the horses brought
-to the door. The coach went wondrous slow for his impatience, and
-every stoppage seemed to him an unpardonable crime on the part of the
-coachman. But the journey, as the tedious waiting of the preceding day
-had done, and as everything else, whether pleasant or unpleasant, must
-do, passed away in the end; and towards seven o'clock, he found
-himself at the door of the hotel.
-
-On his table was a note from Lady Malcolm, very brief, and evidently
-written in haste. The few words which it contained were as
-follows:--"My dear Morley, pray come here directly. I have a great
-deal to talk to you about; Helen Barham too is here, and has promised
-to stay with and console me."
-
-Morley Ernstein let the note drop out of his hand. "To stay with and
-console her!--Console her, for what?" he exclaimed. "In the name of
-Heaven what has happened?" and snatching up his hat, he darted away to
-Lady Malcolm's, with the speed of lightning, making no answer to the
-waiter's demand of, "Dine at home to-day, sir?"
-
-At Lady Malcolm's the quiet appearance of everything provoked him. The
-footman who opened the door presented as calm a face, answered with as
-easy a tone, and moved with as slow a step, as if everything had gone
-on in peace and happiness since Noah and his train issued forth from
-the ark. Morley Ernstein could not affect a tranquillity he did not
-feel, and while the man was walking up the stairs before him, as if
-his joints were becoming ossified, the young gentleman suddenly pushed
-past him, and entered the drawing-room unannounced.
-
-Lady Malcolm was seated quietly at work, and Helen Barham was reading;
-but, though Morley looked round for the bright angelic face of Juliet,
-and the less prepossessing one of Mr. Carr, no such objects presented
-themselves; and the grieved, anxious expression of Helen's
-countenance, as she raised her eyes and beheld him, told at once that
-something painful had happened, something which she knew would
-distress him much.
-
-"Oh, dear, I am so glad you are come!" exclaimed Lady Malcolm, "though
-I am sure I do not know what is to be done--but you must judge
-yourself."
-
-"Where is Juliet?" demanded Morley, eagerly interrupting Lady
-Malcolm--"where is Juliet, dear Lady Malcolm?"
-
-"She is gone," replied Lady Malcolm; "Mr. Carr would take her home
-with him, in spite of all I could say. I explained the whole to him;
-and Juliet herself, I am sure, told him all; but he said nothing but
-'hum,' and 'ha!' and in reply, when I told him you would be here
-to-night, he only grumbled that he was sorry, but could not stay."
-
-Morley was agitated far more than lady Malcolm had expected. Love is
-blind in some respects, and in moments of joy is very dull of sight
-indeed; but at the first touch of sorrow, comes upon it a prophetic
-spirit which teaches it to see the evil afar off, and shrink at the
-anguish that too often besets its path. Morley stood still in the
-middle of the room, without attempting to take a seat, and looked
-steadfastly down upon the ground, asking himself what he should do
-next.
-
-"My dear Lady Malcolm," he said, at length, "you must forgive me for
-making my visit a very hurried one. I can bear anything but
-uncertainty, and I must set off immediately for Yelverly."
-
-"Not to-night!" exclaimed Lady Malcolm.
-
-"Yes, this very night, dear lady!" replied Morley; "I should not sleep
-five minutes if my head were on the softest pillow in England; so I
-may as well pass the hours of darkness in my carriage as anywhere
-else. I shall be at Morley Court about mid-day to-morrow, and can see
-Juliet and her father, and know my fate before another night pass over
-my head."
-
-"Oh! it will all go very well," said Lady Malcolm; "do not be afraid,
-my dear Morley. If you but consider, you will see that Mr. Carr will
-never be so foolish as to make any difficulty. He thinks of nothing on
-earth but money, you know, and in that point he certainly cannot
-object to you."
-
-Morley smiled sadly, but still with some renewal of hopes, and he
-answered: "Well, we shall see; but at all events I cannot bear
-uncertainty, and will go away at once."
-
-"Nay, nay," rejoined. Lady Malcolm--"stay a little; here is your young
-friend Helen Barham, to whom you have not said a word."
-
-Morley felt that he had been unkind, and going round, he took Helen's
-hand. It was as cold as marble; and, as she looked up in his face, it
-was with an expression that struck him much, and carried him away for
-a moment from the selfishness of his own sorrow. The look was not a
-grave one; on the contrary, it was intended to be cheerful; but the
-forced smile, the eyes that were full of sadness, the quivering of the
-lip and nostril, betraying a struggle against tears, all spoke of
-grief at heart; and Morley, after conversing with her for some little
-time, went away from Lady Malcolm's house, saying to himself--as I
-have had occasion to say more than once--although he saw nothing
-of the feelings that he commiserated, except that they were
-sorrowful--"Alas, poor Helen Barham!"
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XXXI.
-
-
-It was at Yelverly on a summer's evening, but not upon one of those
-bright evenings which I have described in another place. The weather
-had sadly changed, with all the mutability of temperature which
-manifests itself so strangely in England, as if for the purpose of
-affording a contrast to the firm and constant character of the people.
-The sky was covered with grey clouds, the wind was from the cold
-north-east, sweeping sorrowfully over the fields and through the
-hedge-rows round Yelverly; and that which had seemed sunshiny, rich,
-and beautiful, was now to the eye all cold, sad, and desolate. The
-cattle gathered themselves under the shelter of the hedges, the sheep
-drew close together, the birds sat motionless upon the boughs, and
-some wheeling flights of crows, high up in the sky, added to the
-autumnal-look which had so suddenly come over the world.
-
-Notwithstanding the inauspicious aspect of the afternoon, Juliet Carr
-had wandered forth with a shawl wrapped close over her fair bosom to
-keep out the rude touch of the blast, and her veil thrown over her
-head and face. Her heart was somewhat sad, as may well be supposed,
-for she had been suddenly separated, without the slightest expectation
-of being so, from him that she loved best on earth. But still, though
-her mind was not of a very sanguine or hopeful nature, and her
-feelings were as deep and keen as ever dwelt in woman's heart, yet she
-was no more than sad, for not one word had passed her father's lips to
-make her think he would absolutely disapprove of her union with Morley
-Ernstein. He had remained perfectly silent upon the subject: somewhat
-gloomy, indeed, but nothing more; and that gloominess Juliet thought
-might, perhaps, proceed from a feeling of indisposition, for the
-fatigues of the journey had brought on an attack of illness, which,
-though not alarming, was severe.
-
-To see him suffer, of course, had not lightened the load upon his
-daughter's heart; more especially as, at such moments, he repelled
-every effort to soothe and comfort him. Indeed, it was clear that, in
-sickness, he preferred being attended by any one else than Juliet; and
-the sight of her, whose appearance was hailed in the cottage of the
-poor as the visit of a consoling angel, seemed rather to affect Mr.
-Carr, in his hours of illness, with painful and unpleasant feelings.
-It was not that he was cross or morose with her, for it was scarcely
-possible for any human being to be so; and, on the contrary, he was
-usually much more gentle with her than with any other person, seeming
-to pay a sort of deferential respect to her opinion, which sometimes
-surprised even Juliet herself. But when he was ill, he had always some
-excuse ready for sending her away, and this was so marked that she
-perceived it, and perceived it with sorrow.
-
-Such had been the case on the present occasion. Juliet and her father
-had arrived the day before, at Yelverly, Mr. Carr feeling himself at
-the time extremely unwell. His illness had increased considerably
-during the night; and Juliet, though evidently not much to his
-satisfaction, had remained attending upon him during the whole day.
-Towards evening, however, he became more impatient; and upon pretence
-that it was better for her health to take exercise, he insisted upon
-her going out--reminding her, that the cottagers on different parts of
-the estate had not seen her for some weeks.
-
-Juliet, at the time I have brought her before the reader's eyes again,
-had strolled out to one of the distant hamlets which belonged to her
-father, had called at two or three of the houses, where no slight joy
-and satisfaction had greeted her arrival, had seen that all which
-could be done to promote the happiness and comfort of the poor had
-been executed during her absence, and was walking home again, with a
-heart somewhat sorrowful, when she heard the sound of a horse's feet
-proceeding at a rapid pace along the highway hard by. She was at this
-time in one of the small green fields that I have mentioned, about a
-mile and a half from Yelverly house, and was crossing the meadow by a
-foot-path running from one corner to another, which was terminated by
-a gate and stile leading to the main road.
-
-Juliet's heart beat at the sound of that horse's feet, she knew not
-well why, for manifold were the horsemen who rode along that road, and
-not a few of them went at the same rapid and impatient pace which
-those footfalls indicated; but yet her heart beat with the thought
-that it might be Morley Ernstein; and, though it was very natural that
-she should so think, for love is as full of hopes as fears--rapid,
-causeless, wild--yet she scolded herself for entertaining idle
-expectations, when she had no right whatever to suppose that Morley
-could have followed her so soon.
-
-Juliet looked eagerly forward as she approached the stile, before
-which the horseman must pass, and in a moment after, the figure of
-Morley Ernstein himself flitted across like lightning, mounted on the
-same splendid horse which he was riding when they met under the walls
-of his own park. He turned not his head to the right or to the left,
-little dreaming that Juliet was so near; and though she would have
-given a world to call to him, knowing right well that Yelverly was the
-object of his ride, and that he would be sadly disappointed at not
-finding her there, yet a feeling of modest shame withheld her till it
-was too late.
-
-Quickening her pace to look after him, however, Juliet approached the
-stile rapidly; but just as she reached it the clatter of the horse's
-feet for a moment increased, then ceased altogether--it seemed to her
-very strangely; and when, throwing open the gate, with a beating
-heart, she looked down the road in the direction which Morley had
-taken, she saw the horse just struggling up from the ground, and her
-lover lying motionless beside it.
-
-Juliet screamed not, she paused not, she uttered not a word, but
-darted on like lightning. The horse was all cut and bleeding, shewing
-with what a shock he had fallen; but the poor animal, as if with
-generous forgetfulness of his own suffering, after the first trembling
-gaze around him, bent down his head to the prostrate body of his
-master, seeming to enquire why he lay there so still and silent.
-
-Oh, how cold was the heart of Juliet Carr, when coming up she looked
-upon the motionless form of him she loved best on earth, and asked
-herself--"Is he dead!" She knelt down, she raised his head, she gazed
-upon his face. It was covered with dust from the road, but there was
-no blood. The fine expressive eyes were closed, the teeth were hard
-set; but as she looked upon him he drew a deep breath. There was still
-life! and her first words were--"Praise be to God!"
-
-Just at that moment, clear and gay, came the merry note of some
-peasant boy, as he whistled across the lea. Sad, sad were those merry
-sounds to the ear of Juliet Carr, and yet they brought the hope of
-relief, for the place was at the distance of half a mile to any
-dwelling-house, and she feared to leave Morley lying there while she
-ran to procure help. Advancing to a gate a little further on, she
-looked into the field, and saw the boy whose wild music she had heard,
-coming slowly and heavily along, with some instrument of husbandry
-upon his shoulder, and beckoning him eagerly to her, she sent him away
-to the nearest cottages to procure all the assistance that he could.
-
-In the meanwhile she remained by the side of him she loved, gazing
-down upon him with eyes from which the tears now began to drop fast,
-and watching with faint hope for some sign of returning consciousness.
-She made some efforts, too, to call him to life herself: she untied
-the handkerchief that was round his neck, she opened the collar of his
-shirt, she brought some water in her fair hands from a neighbouring
-stream; and, kneeling down beside him, sprinkled his brow; and, as she
-did so, Juliet looked timidly around to see if any one was near, and
-then pressed her lips upon his forehead and dewed it with her tears.
-
-Morley moved not, however, even at the touch of love, though he still
-breathed; and in about a quarter of an hour four men came down,
-bringing a hurdle from one of the neighbouring fields. Upon it Morley
-Ernstein was laid, and the men, lifting him up, under Juliet's
-direction, carried him to Yelverly, the boy leading the horse, which
-had never attempted to stir from the spot.
-
-Arrived at the house, Morley Ernstein was carried up stairs and laid
-in the room which had been inhabited by Lieberg, Juliet accompanying
-the people who bore him thither, and casting aside the consideration
-of everything else but the one great object of doing all in her power
-to restore him to life. A man was instantly despatched on horseback
-for a surgeon, and Juliet hastened to tell her father what had
-happened, and to seek his approval of her conduct.
-
-She found, however, that the news had been already communicated, but
-what surprised her more was to find a stranger seated by her father's
-bedside. He was a sickly-looking young man--but to spare further
-description, I may add, that though a stranger to Juliet, he is not so
-to the reader, being no other than the brother of Helen Barham. The
-young man started up somewhat awkwardly, for he had been little used
-to the society of ladies, and had not those qualities in his own
-character which enable men of fine minds to assimilate themselves
-rapidly to what is higher, nobler, and more graceful in the mind and
-demeanour of others.
-
-Juliet's pale face and haggard look, while she told her father of the
-accident which had occurred, did not escape the old man's eyes, and he
-fixed a keen and searching look upon his daughter's countenance which
-pained Juliet, and added other apprehensions to those which she
-already entertained.
-
-"I think, Juliet," he said, as she concluded, "that you might have
-taken him to some cottage nearer than this house, and not have put me
-to all the expense and trouble of having him here."
-
-"Oh, my dear father!" exclaimed Juliet, turning away with a sad and
-reproachful look; but Mr. Carr, who displayed in general a deference
-for her opinion, which he did not evince for that of any one else,
-cried out quickly, "Well, well, Juliet, the thing is done now and
-cannot be helped; we must make the best of it."
-
-At that moment one of the maids entered the room with a quick step,
-saying, "Miss Carr--Miss Carr! there's Mr. Langley, the surgeon, up at
-the rectory, with Mrs. Lee the rector's wife."
-
-"Send for him directly," cried Juliet, following the maid out of the
-room--"lose not a minute, Jane."
-
-The girl hastened away herself, and in about ten minutes more the
-surgeon was in the house. Juliet accompanied him to the room where
-Morley Ernstein lay, and watched with anxiety--which may have been
-deeply felt by those who love, but can never be described even by
-those who have felt it--the long, the terribly long examination on
-which hung the hopes of life and death. She uttered not a word; she
-breathed not a sigh; she was so still in that intense anxiety, that
-she not only felt but could hear her heart beating.
-
-The surgeon turned round, at length, and looked at her, seeing then,
-for the first time, that some deep feeling was busy in her bosom. He
-spoke not to her, but bowed his head gently, with a look of
-encouragement; and then the tears burst forth in floods from her eyes,
-and she turned away towards the window. At the same moment the surgeon
-drew from his pocket that little case of instruments, the sight of
-which has so often produced the shudder of mortal antipathy on the
-manly frame--the operation of which has with equal frequency plunged
-hearts full of affection and tenderness into the bitterest agony of
-earthly sorrow, or restored smiles and sunshine to the bright domestic
-hearth.
-
-The lancet and the bandage were soon produced, and the red blood
-spouted freely from the arm of the injured man. A minute or two after,
-while Juliet was still looking forth from the window, she heard a
-voice which made her whole frame thrill. It was the rich melodious
-tone of the lips of him she loved, but low and softened; and darting
-to the bedside, she cast herself upon her knees, exclaiming, "Thank
-God!--thank God!"
-
-Great indeed was the change which the flowing of that blood produced.
-The dull heavy aspect of life without intelligence was gone. The clear
-bright soul had resumed its sway in the mortal tenement, and looked
-out from the window of the eye.
-
-"Juliet, Juliet!" said Morley Ernstein, "where am I? Something has
-happened!"
-
-But the surgeon held up his hand, saying, "Do not speak. You must be
-kept perfectly quiet, especially till the blood has flowed freely.
-This will all pass away, but we must guard against any fever.--Do not
-be agitated, my dear Miss Carr, all will go well, I assure you. The
-only thing that is necessary is quiet: and therefore I must now have
-the room cleared. Two or three days of perfect tranquillity and
-confinement will remove all evil, except aches and bruises. So you may
-rest satisfied, and leave this gentleman to my care without any
-apprehension."
-
-"I will leave him for the present," replied Juliet; "but I must be his
-nurse, Mr. Langley. I have known this gentleman from childhood, and I
-am sure that sir Morley Ernstein will like my tending as well as that
-of any other."
-
-"Better--far better--than any on the earth," replied Morley, holding
-out his hand to her, while the surgeon was busy binding the bandage
-round his other arm. "To see you near me, Juliet, is enough of itself
-to make me well.--I remember now that my horse fell, but how I came
-hither I do not recollect."
-
-"We will tell you all that afterwards," replied the surgeon; "and if,
-in order to make you well, Miss Carr must come back again," he added,
-with a meaning smile, "I can have nothing to say; only she must leave
-you for the present--for two or three hours at least. During that time
-I must stay and watch you; but when I am sure that all is going on
-right, she shall take her turn."
-
-On leaving the room of Morley Ernstein, Juliet proceeded at once to
-the chamber of her father, to report the state of their young guest;
-for although she was almost sure to find, in any communication with
-Mr. Carr, something to shock and pain her, yet she struggled against
-the repugnance naturally engendered by his words and demeanour, and
-overcame, from a sense of duty, every inclination to conceal from the
-eyes of her parent the feelings of her own heart.
-
-Had she found her father alone on the present occasion, all that she
-felt towards Morley Ernstein would undoubtedly have been poured forth;
-but William Barham was still with him, and Juliet saw with some
-apprehension that Mr. Carr's face was flushed and feverish. He was
-irritable too, and spoke angrily of her having been so long away. She
-listened with patience, and made no reply, but informed him of the
-state of Sir Morley Ernstein, and told him the surgeon's opinion, that
-the young Baronet would soon be well.
-
-"I wish, my dear father," she added, in the end, "that you would see
-Mr. Langley yourself. You do not seem at all better, and as he is now
-in the house, it would be wiser to consult him."
-
-"If he will not charge it as a visit to me," said Mr. Carr, "I shall
-have no objection. But I am not going to pay him for doctoring me when
-he is getting paid for his time by this young Baronet."
-
-"Then I will send him, sir," said Juliet, and much reason had she to
-be glad that she had persuaded her father to see the surgeon; for it
-proved that Mr. Carr was more seriously ill than he imagined, and the
-recovery of Morley Ernstein was much more rapid than his own.
-Nevertheless, more than one week passed before the young Baronet was
-suffered to quit his room; and the situation of Juliet Carr, it must
-be owned, was somewhat strange, not only in relation to Morley, but
-also in relation to William Barham, who, at Mr. Carr's request,
-continued to reside in the house.
-
-All the cold proprieties of society--the icy fetters with which the
-evil acts of the bad have contrived to chain the warmest affections of
-the generous and the good--did certainly from time to time present
-themselves to the mind of Juliet Carr, and acted, in some degree, as a
-check upon her. But that degree was a very small one. Her heart was
-too pure, her mind too candid, all her intentions and all her thoughts
-too high and holy for evil in any shape to present itself to her
-imagination; and that which she herself knew not to be wrong, she
-could with difficulty believe would be represented as wrong even by a
-harsh world.
-
-Many hours of the day, then, did she spend with Morley Ernstein,
-cheering him, soothing him; and the only restraint that she did put
-upon herself was to ensure that those hours were not passed with him
-alone--so long, at least, as he was confined to his own chamber. There
-was always some servant in the room with her--not a little to Morley's
-annoyance, if we may say the truth--but two or three gentle words from
-Juliet, explaining to him her reasons, convinced him that she was
-right. He loved her too well to wish that, for his sake, she should do
-anything which might bring one reproach upon his future wife.
-
-Still those hours were most sweet to both of them--perhaps not the
-less sweet for the slight restraint under which they laboured; for
-there are times, as every one must have felt, when the partial
-indulgence of our feelings gives greater delight than even the full
-enjoyment, as the slight airy haze which sometimes covers a landscape
-makes it seem more beautiful than it would appear, unveiled and
-distinct. The time soon came, however, when he could come down to the
-drawing-room, and sit with her there alone, but it was only during one
-day that he enjoyed that privilege, for William Barham, who had
-previously remained almost entirely in Mr. Carr's room, except in
-those hours when he was rambling over the country round, now contrived
-to intrude his society continually upon Morley Ernstein and Juliet,
-although it must have been very evident to him that his company was
-anything but pleasant to them, and although he himself always seemed
-ill at ease in the presence of the young Baronet.
-
-On their first interview, as may be well supposed, Morley was not a
-little surprised to find him in England, and at Yelverly; but the
-account of his shipwreck was soon given, and his appearance there was
-explained by the old friendship of Mr. Carr for several members of his
-family. After some questions on these subjects, Morley paid little or
-no attention to him, except as an annoying restraint upon Juliet and
-himself. In order to free himself from such a check, Morley urged the
-surgeon vehemently to let him go out sooner than the man of healing
-was inclined to permit. At length, however, the prohibition was taken
-off; and that very day the lover accompanied Juliet Carr upon her
-morning walk. But of the walk itself, and of all that followed, we
-must speak in another chapter.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XXXII.
-
-
-Love is certainly a strange and wonderful power, affecting all things,
-within us and without us, by its own magical influence, brightening
-all things, calling forth beauty from all things, bringing out
-infinite variety from objects that would otherwise be tame and full of
-sameness, and impressing with the stamp of immortal memory, feelings,
-thoughts, and words that seem the most evanescent, light, and
-transitory.
-
-Morley and Juliet walked on with love for their sole companion; but,
-oh! how that sweet comrade of the way enriched with marvellous
-splendour the calm fields of Yelverly! But not only for them did he
-produce changes, but in them also were wonderful alterations effected.
-The lovely countenance of Juliet Carr, always full of deep and high
-expression, now became the mirror of all the thousand emotions that
-trembled in her bosom. It was like a beautiful lake, rippled by the
-gentle wind of an April day, which wafted over it innumerable bright
-gleams and soft shadows, rendering it not only lovely in itself, but
-lovely in its varieties. The sunshine was predominant, though there
-were still some clouds, as I have said, for where can there be vast
-hopes without light fears? and though Juliet knew not what it was she
-apprehended, yet, from time to time, there was a doubt came over her
-to soften the feeling of joy, like the flattened third, which will
-often throw into a gay piece of music a tone of melancholy, which
-renders the whole far more touching.
-
-She knew not, as I have said, what she doubted or what she feared; and
-perhaps such fears as she did entertain might arise only from that
-uncertainty of the stability of any human enjoyment which is implanted
-in the deepest depths of man's heart--a voice, as it were, from the
-tomb, telling him that all in this unstable world must perish and pass
-away--the brightest hopes, the warmest feelings, the fondest
-affections, purposes, desires, enjoyments, must know decay as well as
-every other earthly thing, as well as every leaf, and flower, and
-bright form, and beautiful conception, and give place to things of
-other unknown worlds, which, we may fondly trust, are more stable than
-any of the joys of this. It might be that impression of the mortality
-of all this earth's beings that made Juliet Carr, even in the midst of
-love and joy, feel the faint shadow of some undefined apprehensions
-cross the sunshine of her mind from time to time. Nevertheless, the
-summer of love was not less bright, the harvest of joy not less
-abundant.
-
-With Morley Ernstein that bright dream of youth was warmer and more
-glowing still, and he would have called himself completely happy, had
-it not been that fate still left that _something to be wished for_
-which accompanies us from the cradle to the grave--which is an
-absolute ingredient in all the happiness of this earth where fruition
-is but a point, and which leads us on to that grand state of being
-where everything is eternal, whether it be joy, and hope, and love, or
-pain, remorse, and despair,--that something to be wished for, the
-great main-spring of human action and endeavour, without which the
-senses, and the heart, and the brain would all stand still, like a
-clock run down,--that something to be wished for, which leads us
-sweetly on from the soft days of infancy, when we clutch with feeble
-efforts the daisy in the grass, through the flowery paths of love,
-through the noble but more laborious ways of a high ambition, unto the
-bed of death itself, where, still beyond the tomb, the higher, holier
-object stands, and the something to be wished for is seen, at length,
-in the infinite promises of Heaven!
-
-That there was something to be wished for, that the hand of Juliet
-Carr was not yet his, that it was still the object of hope and
-expectation, could scarcely be said to diminish the enjoyment of
-Morley Ernstein; but yet his eager nature, the fiery and impetuous
-spirit, of which I have so often spoken, was at that time in full
-ascendancy, and did not suffer the calmer, the more placid spirit of
-the soul, to rest satisfied with that tranquil happiness which he
-possessed, and which might have lasted for many a day longer, had he
-not grasped at more. He was anxious to know his fate, he was anxious
-to call Juliet his own, and he pressed her vehemently to communicate
-at once to her father the love that existed between them, and to beg
-his sanction of their immediate union.
-
-There were contending emotions in Juliet's breast, there was a timid
-shrinking from the task of avowing her love to any one but him who
-possessed it, and yet a reluctance to withhold any part of her
-confidence from her father, even for an hour. Had it not been for this
-latter feeling she would have urged Morley to wait patiently for some
-time to stay till Mr. Carr was no longer oppressed and irritated by
-sickness, to enjoy the bright present, and not to rush too rashly into
-the dim future; but the thought of duty intervened, though she did
-hesitate in some degree, saying--
-
-"My father is still very unwell, Morley, and I really do not know
-whether I shall have any opportunity to-day; for that youth is now
-continually with him, and not only that, Morley, but when he is sick
-he seems so impatient of my society, and, in spite of all that I can
-do to soothe and please him, sends me so soon away, that whatever I
-have to say to him I am generally compelled to say abruptly. Now, dear
-Morley, I could not enter upon this subject abruptly--at least, it
-would be with very great pain that I did so."
-
-Nevertheless, Morley Ernstein still pressed his request, and Juliet,
-not grieved but agitated, consented to do what he wished, and returned
-with him to the house, thoughtful, silent, and with steps somewhat
-wavering and uncertain.
-
-"It must be done, some time, dear Juliet," said Morley, after they had
-entered the mansion, "and it were better done at once, my beloved. I
-will wait for you here; and, oh! come back to me, Juliet, with bright
-looks and happy tidings."
-
-Morley Ernstein remained alone in the drawing-room, and he had not
-been there five minutes before he began to think that Juliet was long
-in returning. He then walked up and down the room, and looked out of
-the window; and then there was the sound of a closing door, and Morley
-Ernstein listened for Juliet's step. A step, indeed, was heard, but it
-was not that of her he loved; and, in a minute or two after, he saw
-William Barham issue forth from the porch, walk slowly up between the
-yew trees, and, passing through the iron gate, stop to speak, for a
-moment, with one of his (Morley's) grooms, who had brought a horse
-over for him from his own house. After that the young man walked on,
-and Morley Ernstein sat down and tried to look at a book. He neither
-saw one letter of the printed page, nor one line of the engraving that
-illustrated it, and he soon closed the volume again, and resumed his
-impatient pacing up and down the room.
-
-A quarter of an hour went by--half-an-hour came to an end, and,
-muttering, "Surely something must be the matter," Morley opened the
-drawing-room door. There came a low murmuring sound from the chamber
-of Mr. Carr, as if two persons were conversing eagerly, and in the
-tone of one of them Morley recognised, at once, the voice of Juliet.
-Although the door between Mr. Carr's room and the passage prevented
-what was said from being heard, Morley instantly drew back, lest even
-a word should catch his ear; but he was not destined to remain long in
-suspense. A moment after, the door of Mr. Carr's room opened and
-closed, and the step of Juliet Carr was heard in the passage. But
-where was its elastic lightness? Where the quick and bounding tread
-with which she used to seek the room where Morley Ernstein waited her?
-
-She came slowly, seemingly sadly. He could bear the doubt no more, and
-once more going forth, he looked up the passage in the direction of
-Mr. Carr's chamber. Juliet was there, but she was pale, trembling,
-supporting her half-fainting steps by laying her hand upon the cornice
-of the old wainscot, and with her bright eyes deluged in tears.
-As soon as she saw him, she made an effort and came forward more
-quickly, and Morley, throwing his arm around her, drew her into the
-drawing-room and closed the door. He pressed her to his bosom, he
-asked her again and again, in a tone of wild anxiety, what it was that
-grieved her; but Juliet continued to hide her face upon his breast,
-and weep in silence for several minutes, speech, and almost thought,
-seeming for the time denied to her.
-
-At length, however, she sobbed forth a few inarticulate words. They
-were merely--"It is all in vain, Morley--it is all in vain! I can
-never be yours. I have promised not to stay with you either--I must
-leave you, to see you no more;" and again her face, which she had
-raised for a moment to speak, fell upon his bosom, and her eyes
-deluged it with tears.
-
-"God of Heaven!" cried Morley Ernstein, "what is the meaning of this,
-Juliet? I must not--I cannot--I will not, lose you so! To what can
-your father object? With what can he find fault, in myself, my
-fortune, and my station?"
-
-"It is not that--it is not that!" cried Juliet. "It is ancient hatred,
-Morley--it is other plans, other designs. Oh, Heaven! that my father
-should ever have a share in causing you such grief!"
-
-"Grief, indeed?" cried Morley Ernstein. "But will you, Juliet--will
-you suffer yourself to be the means of inflicting such grief upon me?
-Juliet, you must not, you cannot act so. You are pledged and plighted
-to me. You are mine, my beloved, and I will never forego my claim upon
-your hand. Oh, Juliet! if you love me, if you have ever loved me, you
-will not fail me now in this hour of terrible trial. Juliet, you must
-consent to be mine at all risks, and without the consent of any one,
-if that consent is withheld upon such unworthy grounds. If one word
-can be brought against my character and reputation, if it can be shewn
-that I have done anything in life base, dishonourable, or wrong, I
-will submit, not without agony, but without a murmur. But, Juliet, if
-such is not the case, and if you have no reason to believe that I am
-unworthy of you, you have a duty to perform to me as well as to
-others, and, dear Juliet, I call upon you; by every tie of love and
-affection, to perform it at once. You have no right, Juliet, to be the
-means of trampling upon my heart; to doom all my future years to
-misery and solitary despair, to take away all the brightness of my
-youth, and but to bless me for a moment in order to make me miserable
-for ever. Fly with me, Juliet--fly with me! Once united, your father
-will readily forgive a step to which he himself drove us. Fly with me,
-and be mine at once--."
-
-As he spoke he pressed her closer to his bosom, but Juliet drew back
-and disengaged herself from his arms, still leaving her hand in his,
-however. "Morley, it must not, and it cannot be," she said. "What!
-would you have Juliet Carr fly from the house of her sick father, for
-the purpose of violating his express commands? Oh, no, Morley!--no,
-that can never be. You would despise me if I did it. But that is not
-the only obstacle, Morley; there are a thousand things that you will
-learn too soon, which would render it impossible for me to give you my
-hand now, even were I willing to forget my duty to my parent. Oh, no,
-no," she continued, while the tears which had ceased for a moment
-again burst forth from her eyes--"the time will come when you will
-hate me, Morley, when you will abhor the day that you first knew
-anything of me or mine. That--that is worse than anything to bear--to
-think that you should ever have cause to look upon the day that you
-met Juliet Carr, as the most unfortunate of your life."
-
-Morley Ernstein gazed upon her for a moment in silence, puzzled by the
-words she uttered; but at length he said--"What is it you mean,
-Juliet?--You are going to give your hand to another? Oh, Juliet Carr!
-beware, beware! Think upon the responsibility you draw upon your own
-head. Remember, you not only blast my happiness and peace for ever,
-but you take from me all confidence in virtue--all belief in
-honour--all trust in human love! You drive me to vice, to wickedness,
-perhaps to crime; you plunge me into that whirl of dissipation and
-folly, which is the only resource for reckless, hopeless, trustless
-despair.--Juliet, you are going to wed another, and ruin both yourself
-and me!"
-
-"Never, never, never!" cried Juliet, vehemently. "Morley, you do me
-wrong; indeed, indeed you do! I call that God to witness, whose will I
-believe I am obeying in sacrificing my own happiness to the commands
-of my parent, that no consideration upon earth shall ever induce me to
-give my hand to any other man; that I will love you ever, dear Morley,
-to the last hour of my life, that I will pray for you as for a brother
-dearest to my heart, and that, when death shall free me from a world
-where there is nothing but sorrow before me, you shall have a token to
-know that my affection was unchanged even to the last hour. I ask
-nothing of you, Morley, in return," she continued, after a moment's
-pause--"I ask nothing in return, but that you should try never to
-think harshly of poor Juliet Carr; to separate her acts in your mind
-from the acts of others, and, if you have ever loved her and esteemed
-her truly, to remember her but for the purpose of keeping yourself
-firm and steadfast in all those high and noble principles that shed
-around you a glory in her eyes which shall never pass away from the
-picture that memory will supply of the only man she ever loved. Let me
-ever hear of you with pride and pleasure, Morley. Let me hear, too, of
-your being happy--as happy as the circumstances will permit. Yes,
-Morley," she added, laying both her hands gently upon his arm, "happy
-with another, who may love you, perhaps, nearly as well as I do, and
-who may render your future life brighter than I can do. Oh, yes,
-Morley! yes, you were not formed for solitary existence. You were
-formed for giving and receiving happiness, and night and day will I
-pray that it may be your lot, and that, whatever course of life you
-pursue, you may ever be remembered amongst the great, and good, and
-happy."
-
-Morley cast himself down in a seat, and hid his eyes with his hands;
-not that they contained a tear, for they burned in his head like
-living coals, but to shut out, as it were, the terrible and confused
-images that flitted before his sight as a vision of the future.
-
-"Farewell, Morley," said the voice of Juliet, sadly and solemnly, as
-if she was speaking on the bed of death--"farewell, Morley--farewell
-for ever!"
-
-Morley Ernstein started up and caught her again to his bosom. Tears
-came then to his relief, he kissed her again and again with agony
-which those only can conceive who have known what it is to part for
-ever with those that they loved best on earth. Juliet wept, too, in
-silence for a moment, and then again murmuring--"Farewell!" she tore
-herself from him, and darted away.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XXXIII.
-
-
-The chilly wind that sighed in long heavy gusts over moor and fell and
-wild grass-covered mountain, the damp rawness of the air, the heavy
-clouds that lay detached in strange-shaped masses upon the edge of the
-distant horizon, all told that the sweet season of the summer was come
-to a close, and that the world was dropping into the old age of the
-year.
-
-In the northern parts of England, the summer often seems to go out, as
-it were, at once, and autumn, especially towards sunset, puts on the
-chilling aspect of the winter. But the moment at which I choose to
-open this chapter was beyond that of sunset by some hours, and the
-traveller who rode alone through a wild, bleak part of Northumberland,
-appeared, by the rapidity of his pace, to be eager to arrive at some
-place of shelter for the night. Such, however, was not the case; and
-little did that traveller care at what hour he reached the home to
-which his steps were bent, for despair was in his heart, and all was
-barren. The cheerful hall, the blazing hearth, the gay banquet, the
-familiar faces, were all to him cold, and lifeless, and not less
-desert than the wild hill-side over which he now took his impetuous
-way.
-
-The fresh and beaming countenance of Morley Ernstein, which but a few
-short months before, when he was first introduced to the reader,
-breathed health, and strength, and energy, was now pale, and anxious,
-and depressed. The air, the bland expression of youth, was gone,
-sorrow and disappointment, and strong passionate thought, had set the
-seal of mature life upon his brow. Every touch of early years and
-fresh inexperience was done away, and any one who could have looked
-upon his countenance would have said that six or seven-and-twenty
-years must have passed over his head, rather than the shorter,
-brighter count of one-and-twenty.
-
-Though the night was chilly and raw, as I have stated, it was not
-dark; a grey film indeed covered the sky, composed of cold damp
-vapours, driven hastily along by the keen wind. But beneath was the
-moon, which was now near the edge of the horizon, and which not only
-afforded a considerable portion of light, even when her broad disk was
-not seen, but from time to time glanced through the hurrying clouds,
-and glared, large, and cold, and wan upon the traveller's eye.
-
-Still he rode forward along the sandy road, now having nothing before
-him but the dim forms of the hills over which his way lay, cutting
-upon the sky, now catching a glimpse of some distant tower or village
-steeple, rising black and sad above the horizon for a moment, and then
-sinking into the confused darkness of all around, as he dashed onward.
-At length the light-coloured sand, which had marked out the road,
-became mingled with some darker substance, and the path he was
-following was thenceforth scarcely to be distinguished. The speed of
-the traveller, however, was not relaxed, and with that sort of
-recklessness which bitter disappointment brings with it, instead of
-striving to guide his horse he let the rein float loose upon the
-animal's neck, thinking--"He will find his way--and if not, it matters
-little."
-
-He was thus crossing an open moor at a rapid rate when a faint cry of
-some kind struck his ear. He paid no attention to it, however,
-thinking that it proceeded from some wild bird of night, startled from
-its marshy nest by the sounding feet of his horse; and rode quickly
-on, still plunged in his own thoughts, when suddenly the beast that
-bore him shied wildly from some object at the side of the road, and
-Morley Ernstein, catching up the rein, drew the animal in, and turned
-his head towards the thing that had frightened him. He then heard the
-voice of a child, apparently crying bitterly, and although he had
-become by this time reckless and careless of himself, the better part
-of his heart's feelings was still untouched, and, springing to the
-ground, he approached the spot where the little wanderer sat.
-
-Morley found there a boy of about four years old, who at first made no
-answer to his manifold questions but by tears. At length, however, he
-made out that the poor child was crying for some one whom he had lost,
-and whom he called "Annie;" but difficult indeed was it to discover
-where or how this person was to be found. All that the boy could tell
-was, that he had left her "by the fire," and Morley in vain
-endeavoured to discover where the cottage lay to the fire in which he
-fancied the poor child alluded; the urchin still replying to all
-enquiries that he had left Annie by the fire.
-
-"Well, my boy," said Morley, in a kindly tone, "shall I take you to
-seek for Annie?" and the child, instantly starting up, held out his
-hand. "I will take you up before me on the horse," continued
-the gentleman, and the boy shewed anything but unwillingness,
-exclaiming--"Harry did that."
-
-The young gentleman accordingly remounted, taking the little fellow up
-on the pommel of the saddle. "Now, which way shall I turn, my man?" he
-said. But the boy could give him no information; and he rode on,
-determined to place the child in safety at the next village, and then
-to send out different persons to enquire for his parents. Proceeding
-more slowly than he had hitherto done, Morley advanced across the
-moor, the undulations of the ground preventing him from seeing beyond
-a few hundred yards around him. At length a bright glare suddenly
-burst upon his sight, rising over the slope before him, and a moment
-or two after he came in sight of one of those immense fires of waste
-coal, which mark out the edges of pits in the North. The flame rose up
-many yards in height, waving to and fro, as the keen wind drove it,
-and canopying itself with a loud of lurid smoke, while below appeared
-the intense glow of the fire, spreading over some twenty or thirty
-feet of ground.
-
-"There--there's the fire!" cried the boy; "Annie's by the
-fire--Annie's by the fire!" and Morley, beginning to comprehend what
-the poor baby meant, pushed his horse onwards toward the glare, though
-it was not without great difficulty that he forced the animal to
-approach it. No human form, however, appeared by the light, and the
-boy, after seeming somewhat bewildered, exclaimed--"No, it is not
-there--no, it is not there.--It is the other fire."
-
-At the same time he pointed with his hand towards the east, and
-Morley, following that indication, turned his horse once more upon the
-road. As soon as he had issued forth from the bright red light that
-spread around, he perceived a faint glow at some distance, in the
-direction towards which the boy had pointed; and, as he rode onward,
-he found that he was approaching another of the pit-mouths, where a
-still larger pile of waste coal than that which he had before seen was
-blazing up into the sky. Before he reached it, however, the road
-dipped down into a little ravine, and as he followed its course,
-losing sight of the fire for a moment, he heard the voice of
-lamentation, and a moment or two afterwards some one from the top of
-the bank exclaimed, in a tone of agony--"Have you found him,
-Harry?--have you found him?"
-
-Morley drew in his horse. "If it be of a child you are speaking," he
-cried, raising his voice, "I have just found one on the moor. He is
-quite safe, and I will bring him round to the fire a minute."
-
-The voice which had spoken made no reply, but in a moment or two
-after, Morley's horse carried him again within sight of the pit-mouth,
-which was still at the distance of three or four hundred yards. By the
-light of the burning coal, he beheld a female figure walking about
-with gesticulations which he easily conceived to be those of grief;
-but it was evident that the person whom he there saw could not be the
-woman whose voice he had heard from above, when he was in the ravine.
-He rode on, however, towards the fire, and was again saluted by the
-name of Harry as he came up, though, the moment after, the mistake was
-perceived, and the old woman, for such she was, who stood by the
-blaze, drew back a step or two, as if inclined to avoid him. No sooner
-did she behold the child, however, than she darted forward, and held
-out her arms, exclaiming, with a wild cry of joy--"He's saved!--he's
-saved!"
-
-The young gentleman lifted the boy gently down to her, and then
-dismounted himself, not a little interested in all that he saw; and,
-to say the truth, at that moment Morley Ernstein was not a little glad
-to find that any subject upon earth could afford him matter of
-interest even for a moment; for the dull and heavy load of despair was
-upon his heart, and, not an hour before, all the things of life had
-seemed in his eyes to have become light and valueless when put in the
-balance against that ponderous weight.
-
-The woman's first impulse led her to kiss the child again and again,
-even before she offered any thanks to his restorer. The boy also
-shewed not a little joy at finding himself again in the arms of the
-old woman, and by the terms of endearment which he applied to her,
-Morley discovered that it was herself he had wished to designate by
-the name of Annie--by which, probably, he meant Granny. While he stood
-and gazed, however, at the joyful meeting, between old age and
-infancy, the group was joined by another person, who seemed more
-deeply affected than even the old dame. It was a young woman of some
-three or four-and-twenty years of age, who now came running at full
-speed from the bank above the ravine, and she, too, without noticing
-Morley, caught the child to her bosom, pressing it close, and kissing
-it a thousand times. The young Baronet did not doubt for a moment that
-she was the boy's mother, for only a mother's heart could prompt such
-emotions as he there beheld.
-
-When she had given vent to her feelings for a moment or two, however,
-she set the child down beside her, still holding it tight by the hand,
-and turned to gaze in silence upon Morley Ernstein, in which
-occupation the old woman was already deeply busy.
-
-Morley returned the enquiring looks of both; for, to say the truth, he
-was somewhat surprised at the reception which he met with, and that
-not the slightest word of thanks or gratitude was proffered by either
-of the women for that which they evidently conceived to be a very
-great service. He could understand, indeed, that the elder woman
-might, either from natural rudeness or from timidity, be unwilling or
-unable to express her thanks, for she was plain and homely in her
-attire, and in her appearance altogether, and was evidently a person
-of the lower orders. The younger woman was not only pretty, graceful,
-and dressed in a style very much superior to her companion, but was
-distinguished by a lady-like and intelligent look, which seemed to
-promise a mind capable of comprehending what was due to her child's
-deliverer, and of expressing it easily and well. Both, however, gazed
-for more than a minute at Morley Ernstein without speaking, and then
-turned their looks enquiringly towards each other, as if doubtful what
-to say or how to act, and at length the younger drew the elder aside,
-and spoke to her for a moment or two in a whisper, while Morley
-Ernstein looked around him, not a little surprised at everything that
-he beheld.
-
-Morley was unacquainted with that part of the country, having never
-visited his northern estates; and the sight of those immense fires,
-blazing in the midst of the night, surrounded by wild moors and naked
-hills, was calculated in itself to excite an imagination unusually
-rich and active, while the meeting with those two women in the midst
-of so desolate a scene, with not a trace of human habitation, except a
-low, miserable shed of turf, which he saw not far from the mouth of
-the pit, and some of the machinery for raising coal, which lay at no
-great distance, supplied plenty of materials for fancy to work upon.
-Their strange manner, too; the contrast between the appearance of the
-one and that of the other; their deep emotions at recovering the
-child, and yet their seeming ingratitude to him who restored it; were
-all matters of curious speculation, and for the time diverted Morley's
-mind from the thought of himself.
-
-"I will stay and see what comes of all this," he said to himself.
-"Occupation must now be my great object in life, the deadening of
-remembrance and regret, the striving for forgetfulness. I may as well
-take the matter for fresh thoughts wherever I find it.--I will pass
-the night here, it will be better than the dull solitude of Warmstone,
-where I should have nothing but bitter memory for my companion."
-
-As he thus communed with himself, the murmured conversation between
-the two women was brought to an end, and the younger one advanced
-towards him, still speaking a word or two more to the other, "No, no,
-mother," she said, "he is not one of those; I know such sort of people
-better than you do. They may put on the clothes of a gentleman, but
-they never look like him. This is not one of them, depend upon it. See
-how he stands; you never saw a thief-taker stand like that."
-
-The old woman made no reply, and the young one continued addressing
-herself now to Morley Ernstein. "I am very much obliged to you, sir,"
-she said, "and thank you a thousand times for saving my child, and
-bringing him back to me. He strayed away from his grandmother while
-she fell asleep by the fire, and we feared that he might have fallen
-into some old pit. I am very much obliged to you, sir, indeed, and
-thank you with my whole heart!"
-
-As she spoke, she made Morley a low and graceful courtesy; but he
-replied, "Is not your husband looking for the child?--What you said to
-me from the top of the bank, when you first heard my horse's feet,
-made me think so, at least."
-
-"He _is_ looking for the boy, sir," answered the younger woman, "but
-he will soon be back again.--I am very much obliged to you, sir;" and
-again she made a low courtesy, as if to intimate that she wished the
-conference to come to an end. But Morley did not choose that such
-should be the case, and he exclaimed--"I will go and seek for him. He
-is doubtless anxious about the child, and may very likely not return
-for long, unless he knows that the boy is found."
-
-"Oh, he will return--he will return!--there is no fear, sir," replied
-the younger woman. "He is anxious enough, poor fellow, no doubt; but
-he will soon return, I am sure."
-
-"You had better go away, young gentleman--you had better go away,"
-cried the old woman, chiming in, with a more peremptory tone; "they
-are wild people in these parts, and you can do no good by staying
-here, and may do harm. You had better go away, I say, for this is no
-place for you--nor for me either," she added, in a lower tone. "I was
-never born for all this."
-
-I have attempted to shew before, that the mind of Morley Ernstein was
-not very susceptible of fear; and though there was certainly a sort of
-menace in the tone of the old woman, his curiosity was but the more
-excited, and he replied, without hesitation--"Oh, dear, no! You had
-better let me go and look for him. It is the way of this world, where
-a man who has lost one thing must always go and help his neighbour who
-has lost something else."
-
-"I think you are laughing at us," said the younger woman, gravely;
-"and I tell you, too, I wish you would go, sir. It may be better for
-you if you do. If you have really lost anything, and any one here has
-found it, it shall be sent back to you."
-
-"I am not laughing at you, my good lady," replied Morley; "what I have
-lost is my way, and I meant that I was going to call your husband back
-to his, when I have lost my own. Thus it was myself I was laughing at,
-if at any one. But the truth is, having, as I said, lost my way, I am
-about to ask you for shelter here during the night, as I must have, by
-the best calculation I can make, some sixteen or seventeen miles, if
-not more, to ride to my own home."
-
-"Shelter here!" cried the old woman, looking at him eagerly, and even
-sternly--"what sort of shelter do you expect here, young man? Is this
-a place to seek shelter, or are we people that can give it?"
-
-"I really do not know," answered Morley Ernstein. "I certainly thought
-that such a thing was possible, or I should not have asked it; there
-seems a cottage there----"
-
-Before the old woman could reply, there came the sound of a horse's
-feet approaching at a quick pace, and the boy's mother, catching him
-up in her arms, darted away like lightning towards the spot where she
-had first been standing when met by Morley Ernstein. She seemed to
-reach it before the horseman, and Morley could just hear her
-exclaim--"He is safe, Harry--he is safe!--Wait till I come down to
-you!--Do not come on, I have something to say."
-
-The horse apparently paused; for two or three minutes no other sound
-was heard from that quarter; and Morley would have been left to
-pursue, uninterrupted, his meditations upon the somewhat peculiar
-position in which he found himself placed, had not the old woman who
-stood beside him urged him somewhat eagerly to mount his horse and
-ride away.
-
-"You don't look like a bad man," she said, "and you are certainly a
-young one, and it's a pity to risk a fresh and happy life for an idle
-whim. If you had seen as much sorrow as I have, you might very well
-sport with danger; but now, I tell you fairly, you are hazarding your
-life for nothing."
-
-"I have seen sorrow enough, my good dame," replied Morley, "to care
-very little about life; but I believe, as you say, it were better not
-to risk it. We have no right to do so in this world; God gave it to,
-us for others, as much, if not more, than for ourselves. I will take
-your advice, then, and go."
-
-Thus saying, he put his foot in the stirrup, mounted, and turned the
-rein to ride away; but he could not make up his mind to go fast, for
-the idea of flight from any sort of danger was unpleasant to him.
-Before he had gone two yards, then, the sound of the other horse's
-feet was renewed, and a moment after he saw a stout man, mounted on a
-powerful grey, come round by the road which he himself had followed,
-and approach at a quick pace towards the fire.
-
-The young Baronet felt that a struggle might be approaching of a
-somewhat desperate character, and he grasped his riding-whip by the
-middle, without any sensation of fear, certainly, but with that degree
-of emotion which every one must experience at the prospect of coming
-strife. Without taking any apparent notice of the new comer, however,
-he pursued his way in the direct course, which he had at first taken,
-and which brought him within about ten yards of the path along which
-the other was now approaching.
-
-Morley rode on, but as they crossed each other, the child's father
-drew up his horse, and seemed to gaze at the young Baronet
-attentively. He then said, "Good night!" to which Morley replied by
-exactly the same salutation, still riding on. The next instant,
-however, the other exclaimed--"Holloa! Sir Morley Ernstein! You must
-give a word to an old acquaintance, after bringing us back the babe!"
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XXXIV.
-
-
-The old and vulgar proverb--that misfortune makes us acquainted with
-strange bedfellows, is true in more senses than in one; for it not
-only brings us into contact with persons that we should never
-otherwise have met, but it makes us seek companionships which nothing
-else, perhaps, could have produced. To be recognised in such a tone,
-in such a place, might at any other time have made Morley Ernstein
-start with some surprise; but now he drew in his horse calmly and
-deliberately, and turned towards the man who addressed him, very
-little caring, to say the truth, who was the person, or what was his
-trade. In the meanwhile the other approached, and the light of the
-fire was sufficiently strong where they stood to shew Morley a
-countenance that was familiar to him, but which, for a moment, he
-could not connect in memory with any particular circumstance or
-situation.
-
-"Ay, you don't recollect me, sir," said the man; "and you saw me only
-in a place which I should not think of mentioning anywhere else than
-where we now stand--nor, indeed, for that matter, should I take the
-liberty of claiming acquaintance with you here, only it can do you no
-harm, and I wish to thank you for bringing back the babe."
-
-While he had been speaking, the man's voice led Morley's mind back, by
-the paths of remembrance, to the point in the past which referred to
-their first meeting. "I recollect you, now, Mr. Martin," he said;
-"but, to say the truth, we are at such a distance from the spot where
-we last saw each other, that you took me by surprise. So this was your
-child I found upon the common. How did it happen to stray so? The poor
-thing might have perished in such a night as this."
-
-"True, sir--true!" replied Harry Martin, for it was that bold, and
-somewhat unscrupulous personage with whom Morley now stood face to
-face. "True, sir--true, the boy might have perished, and with him my
-only tie to life. No, not my only tie either, for there is my poor
-girl, Mary, I must think of her a bit, too, though I often fancy she
-would be better off if I were gone. She would have been better off,
-sure enough, if she had never known me; but, however, she loves me,
-and I love her, dear little soul; and though I know you gentle people
-and others think that we in our way of life have little or no feelings
-of any kind, but just to drink and smoke, and fight a main of cocks,
-or something of that sort, yet it is not altogether so either, and we
-can love our wife, or our sweetheart, or our child, just as much as
-the best in the land. I know one thing, that if we had lost the babe,
-it would have broke my heart outright, though I I can remember very
-well the time when I did not care anything about children, and thought
-they would only be a bother to one; but, somehow, since I had one of
-my own, I have got very fond of it, and I don't know how it is that
-fondness has made me think very differently of many other things too.
-So you see, sir, I am very much obliged to you,--only there is one
-favour I'll ask of you, which is not just to mention that you have
-seen me here; for the beaks are after me for a little job I did some
-time ago, and I think of taking a swim over the herring-pond as a
-volunteer, for fear, as they say on board the ships, they should make
-me work my passage to Heaven by pulling at a rope's-end."
-
-"I will certainly not mention it, Martin," replied Morley; "but I
-should like to hear something more of you. I asked that young woman,
-who is, I suppose, your wife, and her companion, to give me shelter in
-the cottage for this night, having got somewhat out of my way, and
-being, I fancy, some sixteen or seventeen miles from Warmstone
-Castle."
-
-"Not so far as that, sir--not so far as that," said Harry Martin;
-"but, nevertheless, you shall be welcome to stay if you like it. I
-know I can trust you; but the women did not know who you were, and
-they are in a sad fright about me, poor things! I had left them, for
-an hour or two, to go and look out for news; but my poor wife could
-not be satisfied, and as I did not come so soon as she expected, went
-away to meet me, leaving the boy with his grandmother. The poor old
-woman was so tired with all our dodging about for the last two or
-three days, that she fell asleep by the fire, and the boy strayed away
-after a will-o-the-wisp, or something of that kind, I suppose. But
-come, Sir Morley, if you like to stay with us, we will do the best we
-can for you, though what you call a cottage is but a hovel, and that
-the two women must have. There are some pitmen's cottages, however,
-two miles further up on the moor; but between you and I, bad as they
-call me, you may rest more safely with me than with them."
-
-"I will stay by your fire, Martin," said Morley, dismounting and
-leading his horse back; and in a few minutes more, after some
-formalities and introductions of a particular kind, he was seated in
-what may be called Harry Martin's domestic circle, and in full
-conversation with him, his wife, and mother-in-law.
-
-He perceived that the elder woman looked at him hard from time to
-time, and at length she said--"I was stupid not to know you, Sir
-Morley, for you are so like your father. There is something of your
-mother, too, about the eyes, but you are more like your father."
-
-"I suppose you knew my father well, then?" answered Morley, looking at
-her steadfastly, in order to see whether he could trace in her worn,
-but still fine features, the countenance of any of the dependents of
-his family whom he had known in youth. It was in vain that he did so,
-however; the face of the old woman was quite unknown to him, as her
-reply soon showed him that it must be.
-
-"Ay, I did know him well," replied the old woman, "and a good man he
-was. I wish I had always followed what he told me. It is now about
-eighteen years since I saw him, and then he said, very truly, that
-those who seek riches by wrong means, are sure to find poverty
-straight on their road."
-
-"I certainly am sorry that you did not take his advice," said Morley;
-"but I trust you were led to do nothing very wrong in opposition to
-his counsel."
-
-"Tut, nonsense, granny!" cried Harry Martin; "you are doting with your
-old stories. What wrong did you ever do, if it was not letting me
-marry your daughter? You were as good an old body as ever lived, and
-as thriving a one, too, after you came back from India, till both
-mother and daughter, I believe, fell in love with a scapegrace like
-myself."
-
-"I did not fall in love with you, Harry," replied the old woman; "but
-I thought you better than you seemed, and, to say the truth better
-than you are. You were frank and free; I believed you would be kind to
-my poor girl, and, to do you but justice, you have been so. But what I
-am talking about is many years ago; she was then a babe, not so big as
-little Harry here, and I was the wife of Serjeant More, a good man and
-a kind, but somewhat too fond of money withal. Ay, it was a bad
-business, that; but it is of no use thinking of it now. I have not
-been in those parts, sir," she continued, "since I came back to
-England, and I should like much to hear of all the people there. Your
-father is dead, sir, I know; pray, how is your mother? She was a
-beautiful creature!"
-
-"Alas!" replied Morley, "she has been long dead, too."
-
-"Well-a-day!" exclaimed the old woman, and then, after a pause, she
-asked--"and Mr. Sanderstead's family, sir--how are they? He was just
-married then."
-
-"He has now eight or nine daughters, I believe," answered Morley; "I
-know the room was full of them when I called there one morning."
-
-"Ay," said the old woman, abstractedly, "and what has become of Lawyer
-Carr and his wife?"
-
-Morley shrunk, as if a rude hand had been laid upon a fresh wound, but
-he replied, after a moment's hesitation--"The old man is still living,
-but his wife has been dead, I find, for some years."
-
-"Dead!--dead!" cried the old woman; "and is the child living--the
-daughter?"
-
-"Yes, she is," replied Morley, rising--"she is living--Martin, I think
-I shall go on."
-
-"Why, what's the matter, sir?" said Harry Martin, gazing on the young
-Baronet's face; "a minute ago you were all for staying, and now you
-must be gone."
-
-"I am, perhaps, whimsical," replied Morley Ernstein; "I have become so
-lately. However, before I go, let me speak a word or two with you on
-your own affairs. You talk of going to America, if I understood you
-rightly. I do not wish to hear why, or anything about it--I can guess,
-perhaps; but two women and a child must be a burden to you under such
-circumstances. If they like to come up to Warmstone, while you make
-your escape, there is a vacant cottage, I hear from my agent, which
-they can have, till they go to join you. Some furniture can be sent
-down from the Castle, and if you think fit, I will give full orders
-before I leave Warmstone, for I shall not be there more than a day."
-
-Harry Martin had risen while Morley was speaking, and was gazing in
-his face, with an expression in which doubt and suspicion seemed to
-mingle with satisfaction. "I don't think you would play me a trick,
-sir," he said, as Morley concluded, "and yet it's strange enough, your
-starting up in that way the moment the old woman mentioned Lawyer
-Carr!"
-
-Morley returned his gaze with a look of unmixed surprise, "I don't
-understand what you mean," he answered; "what have you to do with
-Lawyer Carr? or Lawyer Carr to do with you?"
-
-"Everything in the world," cried Harry Martin, knitting his brows, and
-stamping his foot--"everything in the world--don't you know that?"
-
-It was the old woman who now replied, for she seemed now the most
-astonished of the party, and catching Martin by the arm, she
-asked--"Is it old Carr, then, that you are afraid of? He had better
-not touch a hair of your head!"
-
-"Nonsense--nonsense, granny!" said the man; "you don't understand what
-you are talking about. But I see Sir Morley has not heard of the job.
-Sir, I'm very much obliged to you for your offer, and wont say No, but
-will just talk to my wife about it after you are gone, if it would not
-be too much trouble for you to give the orders upon the chance."
-
-"I will not fail to have the place put in order," replied Morley; "and
-you may be sure that if they do come, they shall be well taken care
-of. As for yourself, Martin, I can offer you nothing, for your own
-words have, of course, given me to suspect that you have placed
-yourself in a situation which precludes me from affording you shelter,
-or any sort of aid, except of a pecuniary kind. If, however, you are
-in want of money, all that I have about me is at your service."
-
-"Thank you, sir," said Martin, with a light, laugh at the double
-meaning of that which was about to spring from his lips; "I am very
-much obliged to you, but I do not want your money, or I would have
-taken it, I can assure you.--Though that is not true either," he
-added; "I might have taken a stranger's, but not yours, Sir Morley;
-but the fact is, I don't want money."
-
-"Of that I am very happy," answered Morley; "but I cannot help
-expressing a regret, Martin, that you should adhere to a course so
-dangerous as well as so evil. I thought, when first I saw you, and
-think still, that you were intended for better things, and might
-distinguish yourself, and raise yourself high in a good and honourable
-course."
-
-The man he spoke to cast down his eyes, and gazed musingly upon the
-ground for several minutes, but he then replied--"Thank you, sir, for
-your good opinion; but it's all nonsense talking or thinking of such
-things now--it's too late in the day to mend. The worst of the laws of
-this country, and of what people call society, is, that they never
-allow any man to get better. A man may get worse in this world every
-day, if he likes it; the bad road is always open before him, and
-plenty there are to drive him on upon it. But if he tries to go back
-again, sir, to the good road that he has left, there is sure to be
-some one to bang the turnpike in his face, and stop him ere he has got
-half a mile. I cannot help thinking, sir, that it is a pity those men
-who set about making laws and customs, do not recollect that there is
-such a thing as amending as well as punishing. I believe it would be
-better for all of us if they did; for now, even a hardened scoundrel
-like myself, as they would call me if I were in a prison tomorrow,
-why, a very little thing would have made me a better man at one time,
-and I don't believe it would take very much even now. It may be an odd
-thing to say, for a man who does something wrong every day, that he
-never does anything that is wrong without being sorry for it very soon
-after it's done; but yet it is true; and, even now, a word or two of
-encouragement, such as you spoke to me just this minute, makes me feel
-quite vexed with myself that I have not gone in the right way instead
-of the wrong."
-
-"There is some truth in what you say," replied Morley, "that our laws
-and our customs, in dealing both with man and woman, seem to lose
-sight altogether of the great object of reformation. Terror is the
-only instrument we use, and terror never yet reclaimed. Nevertheless,
-though the path back, Martin, must always be more difficult and
-laborious than the path onward, still I believe it may be trodden, if
-a man have a strong heart and a good resolution; and I trust that,
-when you have made your escape to another country, and are out of
-danger altogether, you will think of what we have been saying tonight,
-and will see whether, in a new world, you cannot live a new life.
-
-"On my soul and honour I will, sir!" replied the man, eagerly. "I'll
-do my best, at all events. I'll tell you what it is, Sir Morley
-Ernstein--the thing that ruins half of us is want of hope. The least
-little bit of hope would very often lead on a man to do much better,
-but we don't get it, sir. Once we have done amiss, as the world goes
-now, there's no object in stopping. However, sir, I have had some
-encouragement, and, as I said just now, I'll do my best, if I can
-contrive to get off this time."
-
-"I trust you may do both," replied Morley--"I trust you may do both,
-my good friend, for I believe that you are not without good feelings,
-if they were well directed. But I will now go on, and before to-morrow
-night the cottage shall be all ready for your wife and her mother."
-
-"Stay a bit, sir," said Harry Martin; "I'll walk up with you beyond
-the pitmen's hovels. They are somewhat of a wild set, and some of them
-may be stirring yet."
-
-Morley threw the rein of his horse over his arm, and walked on with
-Harry Martin by his side. Most men would have considered it not the
-safest sort of companionship in the world; but no idea of danger to
-himself crossed the young Baronet's mind, and his thoughts, to say the
-truth, were busy in a struggle which every one must have endured who
-has felt for his fellow-creatures.
-
-Amongst all the pieces of casuistry which man puts to his own heart,
-there is none more difficult, I might say more painful, to resolve,
-than the question of where lenity should stop and just severity begin;
-how far, in short, compassion for an offender may be extended, without
-injustice to the innocent and to society. I must not say that Morley
-felt a strong inclination to aid the man, Martin, in making his
-escape, for that was not altogether the sensation which affected him;
-but he did regret sincerely, that what he owed to the laws of his
-country, prevented him from aiding, in the least degree, the flight of
-one whom he believed to be formed for better things, and in whom he
-saw, or thought he saw, a tendency to repentance, which would
-certainly lead to a new course of life. Nevertheless, he felt that he
-had no right to place his individual opinion, his hopes or
-expectations, of the man's reformation in direct opposition to the law
-of the land, and, consequently, he felt anxious to turn from the
-subject as soon as possible, though he felt some difficulty in so
-doing.
-
-Harry Martin himself, however, soon relieved him by speaking
-first--"Pray, Sir Morley," he said--"can you tell me what has become
-of that young scamp, William Barham? I saw him after he escaped from
-being drowned--which he never will be, if there's truth in the old
-proverb--for he is as bad a youth as ever lived or died unhanged. He
-partly put me up to this last job, and then, when it was done, sneaked
-out of the way somewhere, and I never could get sight of him
-afterwards."
-
-The recollection of the last time he had seen William Barham was,
-as the reader may suppose, agitating to Morley Ernstein; but he was
-more upon his guard upon the present occasion, than when all the
-painful circumstances of his fate had been suddenly recalled to his
-mind, a few minutes before, by the questions of the old woman. He
-paused for a moment, indeed, ere he replied; but he then answered
-calmly enough--"Not many days ago, he was staying at the house of Mr.
-Carr, at Yelverly."
-
-"Ha!" replied his companion; "the young villain's betraying me: he is
-fit to sell his own soul, though it is not worth buying if he did; but
-he had better take care what he is about, or I will break his neck for
-him."
-
-"Do nothing rashly, Martin," replied Morley Ernstein; "he is, I
-believe, bad enough; but I have a faint recollection of having heard
-that some connexion or other has been discovered between him and Mr.
-Carr--some relationship or friendship between their parents--I forget
-what; but, certainly, it had no reference to you."
-
-"I trust it has not," replied Martin, in the same stern tone with
-which he had before spoken; but he still seemed dissatisfied, and
-continued to walk by Morley's side in silence, till they had passed a
-long row of low-built cottages, and had gone on for about half a mile
-on the moor. At length he paused, and pointing on the road before him,
-he said--"That is your way, sir. About a mile on you will find a
-finger-post, with two roads separating to the right and left; take the
-left-hand road, and follow it till you come to a village, where you
-must get further directions. Good night, sir!"
-
-Morley wished him good night, and was about to proceed, but he thought
-he perceived a degree of hesitation in the man's manner, which made
-him pause for a moment. "You seem to have something more to tell me,
-Martin," he said; "speak without reserve, if you have."
-
-"Why, there is a word or two, sir," replied Harry Martin, approaching
-close to his horse's side, and speaking in a low tone. "If things go
-right with me, and I get away, it's all well and good; but you know,
-sir, matters may go another way, and then the game's up. As for dying,
-I declare, I care no more about it, than about going to sleep; but you
-see, sir, there's my poor wife--she is as good a girl as ever lived,
-and I don't know how or why it is, but since we were married it has
-made a great difference in me. I am not half so wild as I was before;
-and I have got a sort of tenderness, if I may call it so, towards all
-women for her sake. I believe it is, that I did no rightly know what a
-good woman was before I married her; but it is very different now, and
-that is the only thing that rests upon my mind. You see, sir, she has
-never been used to hard work, but has been brought up as a sort of a
-lady, and if I were gone, what would come of her? I think, if I knew
-she would be well taken care of, I should not care for anything in
-life."
-
-"Make your mind easy," said Morley, "though I cannot exactly say what
-I should be able to do for her under such circumstances; I will
-promise you to see her established in some honest way of life--some
-small school, or other thing, that does not imply any severe
-exertion."
-
-The man made no answer, but he grasped the young Baronet's hand tight,
-in a way that was not to be mistaken, and thus they parted.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XXXV.
-
-
-Morley Ernstein rode on more slowly than during the former part of his
-journey. His mood was changed, another spirit had come over him. It
-was no longer the rash, and reckless vehemence of bitter, perhaps we
-might call it angry, disappointment, that tenanted his bosom; but it
-was the dark, sad, listlessness of a heart which has given up all
-expectation for itself, and only lives faintly in its sympathies with
-others. If ever the poet's words were made true, it was in his case,
-for "black care did, indeed, sit behind the horseman," and was his
-only companion by the way. His mind rested frequently, it is true,
-upon the fate and character of the man he had just left, but it was
-with a vague, careless, indistinctness of thought, very, very
-different from the keen and eager scrutiny which he gave to every
-phase of human life, in former times. He thought too, occasionally, of
-himself--of the change which he felt had come upon him--of the
-lifelessness of the world around--of the painful memories of the
-past--of the dull and cheerless prospects of the future. He asked
-himself, what he should do to fill up existence? and he answered
-himself, with a bitter smile--"It will pass somehow, I suppose; and
-the space which now seems long, will probably then seem short. Man's
-eye in youth is at the wrong end of the telescope. It is in age that
-we see clearly how short are the spaces over which we have passed."
-
-Thus musing, he wended on his way, his journey being much like the
-life he contemplated--dull, gloomy, dark, and long; but yet, mile
-after mile, slipping away he scarcely knew how. At length, he saw a
-faint redness in the sky before him, but took little notice, thinking
-that it was occasioned by another of the waste coal-fires. It grew
-redder and redder, however, and touches of warm yellow began to
-brighten the edges of the clouds--
-
-"Can it be morning already?" he said; but the clear grey which took
-place of the blackness of night, soon shewed him, that another day had
-indeed begun.
-
-A little more than an hour after dawn brought him to a bridge over a
-small stream, but he made his horse pass through the water, and
-suffered it to pause to drink. As he did so he gazed around him, and
-his eyes rested upon a scene strongly characteristic of that part of
-the country.
-
-From the edge of the river stretched up a small field full of ripe
-corn, which, notwithstanding the advanced period of the year, had not
-yet felt the sickle. Beyond, the land rose, swelling gradually into a
-considerable hill, about half way up which appeared an old grey stone
-mansion, with a wide sort of park before it, spreading down to the
-edge of the cornfield, and covered with short grass. On either side of
-the house, stretching half way down the hill, with somewhat prim
-regularity of outline, was seen a large, dark mass of wood, leaving
-the open space of park lawn between, unencumbered by a single tree of
-any kind. The only object that broke the calm, still regularity of the
-scene was a group of fine deer, which trotted at an easy pace across
-the park, as if seeking for some other spot, where the herbage was
-richer, or the sheltering fern more abundant.
-
-The house itself was of a castellated form, and a part of it had
-evidently been built at that period when each man was obliged to hold
-his own with a strong hand, and the sword of justice was impotent to
-protect those who could not find shelter within walls and battlements.
-Various plans had been adopted to give modern comforts to the ancient
-habitation; windows had superseded loop-holes, and gardens had been
-laid out where the spears once bristled and the cannon roared. Morley
-did not in the least recollect the mansion, for he had not seen it
-since he was an infant; but, nevertheless, from the descriptions which
-he had heard, he instantly recognised the house he was in search of;
-and, finding his way to a gate, he entered the park, and was soon in
-the court-yard of his own dwelling.
-
-Servants had gone down before him; everything had been prepared for
-his reception; the place looked as gay and bright as it was possible
-to make it; and the time had been, not long before, when Morley would
-have walked well pleased through the long, wainscoted corridors and
-quaint old rooms,--would have enjoyed that calm look of the past which
-ancient houses have about them; and might have compared it to the
-tranquil aspect of a good old man at the end of a happy life, and
-wished that his own latter day might come with as little decay and as
-much quiet cheerfulness. Now, however, he walked straight to the old
-drawing-room, without looking either to the right or left, and cast
-himself down in a chair, each new thing which the hopes of the past
-had linked to happiness in the future, producing nothing but bitter
-pain, now that the golden chain was broken by the hand of
-disappointment. The first sight of the old dwelling had instantly
-brought back the bitterness to his heart, and the entrance into his
-home only made him recollect that that home was to be for ever
-companionless.
-
-His old servant, Adam Gray, had followed him, and marked his haggard
-eye and faded cheek with pain. He sought for no explanation,
-however--he wanted none; for, with the instinct of old affection, he
-had divined the grand cause of the sorrow he beheld, and cared little
-for the minor particulars. It was wonderful, too, how accurately the
-old man guessed the course which grief and disappointment would take
-with his master's mind.
-
-"I am afraid, sir," he said, "that you have been up all night. Had you
-not better lie down for an hour or two? Your room is quite ready, for
-we expected you last night, and I waited up till two o'clock, thinking
-you might come."
-
-"I should not sleep, Adam," replied Morley; "and it is as well to
-remain awake where I am--where there are things to employ the eyes
-upon--as to shut out everything but thought, which is not pleasant to
-me just now, good Adam. Let me have some coffee, my good friend, and
-afterwards I will walk round the place with you, for I have something
-to give you in charge, Adam. You must see to it yourself, after I am
-gone away."
-
-"Gone away, sir!" exclaimed the old man; "I hope you don't intend to
-go very soon. There is a great deal to be done here, sir--a great deal
-that would amuse and please you, I am sure."
-
-"It must be done by others," answered Morley, sadly; "I shall return
-to Morley Court to-morrow morning. There I shall stay but a day or two
-ere I set out for London. From London I shall most likely go to the
-Continent; but I have not fixed upon any plan yet. Get me the coffee,
-Adam."
-
-It is a sad sign when, in youth--the period of innumerable plans, when
-everything is to be attempted, and nothing seems impossible--the
-scheme of the future is left vague and undefined. The prospects, the
-views, the purposes may change every hour, and afford no indication of
-anything but youth's bright eagerness; but still each hour must have
-its plan for the next, or you may well pronounce the heart to be
-vacant, desolate, or broken. It is my firm belief, that the history of
-a man's past life, as far, at least, as its happiness or unhappiness
-is concerned, may almost always be told distinctly from the plans he
-can form for the future. It is the burden of disappointment that
-weighs down the butterfly wings of expectation that carry us insects
-on from flower to flower.
-
-The old man well understood that such is the case; and he grieved more
-at seeing his master without plans and purposes, than at any of the
-other signs of listlessness and sorrow which his whole conduct
-displayed. He brought him the coffee, then, in silence; he laid out
-the breakfast table with care; he found a thousand little excuses for
-lingering in the room; and he watched his master's countenance, with
-that sort of anxious but humble attachment, which is rarely to be
-found anywhere but in an old servant or a faithful dog. For, alas!
-truth and honour, and true, deep love, are jewels more frequently to
-be found in the plain oak coffer than the gilded casket. At length, he
-ventured to say, in a low tone, as if it were more an involuntary
-observation he was making for his own relief, than intended for the
-ear of the young Baronet--"Well, I did not think Miss Juliet would
-have done so!"
-
-Morley raised his finger sternly, with a knitted brow, but he only
-said--"Leave me!" and the old man, seeing that a touch upon the wound
-was agony, quitted the drawing-room, sorry for the words that he had
-uttered.
-
-As soon as he was gone, Morley Ernstein rose from his seat, and, with
-his hands clasped together, and his eyes cast down, strode up and down
-for several minutes, in bitter meditations. Hitherto the feelings of
-heart-broken disappointment--disappointment of the best and brightest
-hopes of his existence--the crushing of the sweetest, the tenderest,
-the most elevating sensations of his heart, had been unmingled with
-any other passion. It had been alone deep sorrow--despair, if one
-will--but now the words of the old servant threw in a new ingredient.
-
-I have not represented the character of Morley Ernstein as a perfect
-one, for he was anything but perfect, and now--to use what may be
-considered a strange expression--one of the most powerful weaknesses
-of man's nature was called into action by finding that he was an
-object of commiseration to others. Vanity, oh, reader!--vanity, which
-lurks in some shape or in some disguise in every human breast, perhaps
-without exception--vanity, which is the spring of more actions, good
-as well as bad, noble as well as base, than have ever been catalogued
-to any other author--vanity, which has made kings and conquerors,
-prelates and statesmen, saints and hermits--vanity, which has led men
-to the height of pomp, and the lowest acts of humiliation, was roused
-in the breast of Morley Ernstein by the one sentence that old Adam
-Gray had spoken, and took its course according to the peculiarities of
-his character. He felt himself an object of compassion, and he loved
-not to be so. There was a feeling of being lowered, degraded, in
-knowing that his misery had been observed and pitied; and he muttered
-to himself--"This must not be: I shall have my tale of disappointment
-sent over all the world. I shall be called love-sick, broken-hearted;
-I shall be laughed at by unfeeling puppies, commiserated by
-sentimental girls, and scorned by the cold and calculating, who know
-nothing of life but its material things. Though she has contrived to
-make my existence desolate, and to chill the warm fountain of my
-heart's blood into ice, yet I must not suffer myself to become an
-object of contempt or neglect. I must move and act in this world as if
-it still had matters of interest for me. I must taste of pleasure,
-since I cannot taste of happiness; and I must have occupation,
-amusement, gaiety, as I cannot have calm tranquillity and domestic
-joy. I, too, will do as others do--make my face a mask for my heart,
-teach my voice to become but as an instrument of music, to give forth
-what sounds art may make me seek to produce, and shut up my spirit
-with all the fetters of disappointment heavy upon it, as an unseen
-captive within the prison of this earthly frame. Such shall be my
-scheme of life; and, come what may, I will follow it with the stern
-determination of one who can find for the future no obstacle in all
-the things of a world, which is now become a place of emptiness and
-vanity in his eyes, no guiding channels for his conduct in those
-customs and usages which have lost their importance for ever. I am
-afraid, however," he continued, "that I spoke somewhat harshly to that
-poor old man. Heaven forbid that I should give him pain!--There is
-nothing upon earth of sufficient value to justify us in making even a
-worm writhe."
-
-Morley Ernstein sat down, drank some of the coffee, more to shew that
-he had used the breakfast things set down before him than from
-appetite, and then rang for his old servant. It was another, however,
-who now appeared, and Morley had to send for Adam Gray, not indeed
-with the intention of referring at all to the stern answer he had
-given, or to anything which had passed, but merely to evince towards
-him that kindness and confidence which he knew would be the best
-atonement for any harshness.
-
-"Now, Adam," he said, in a tone not cheerful indeed, but less gloomy
-than before, "shew me which is my dressing-room, and while I shave and
-change my clothes, you shall give me some account of all the wonders
-of Warmstone. Then you shall take a walk with me round the place, and
-we will talk of the disposal of one or two of the cottages that are
-vacant."
-
-The old man was well pleased; and, standing by his master's side,
-while he dressed and refreshed himself after his long night's ride,
-Adam Gray, with some degree of loquacity, which, though not
-inseparable from age, is its very frequent companion, proceeded to
-relate and comment upon a thousand little particulars which he had
-remarked since his arrival at Warmstone three or four days before. He
-believed firmly that he was driving from his master's mind some
-painful remembrances, though, to say the truth, ere he had pronounced
-a dozen sentences, Morley's mind was far away, and the words were
-gathered by his ear, bearing but a small part of their meaning with
-them, like over-ripe corn which drops the grain ere it be garnered.
-Occasionally, indeed, he saw that the old man paused for an answer,
-and to satisfy him he replied at random, sometimes successfully as far
-as sense went, but sometimes with words totally inapplicable to what
-had gone before, and then Adam Gray explained again, and Morley was
-obliged to listen more attentively.
-
-At length his toilet was concluded, and, taking his hat and gloves, he
-sauntered forth, followed by the old servant, half a step behind. It
-was a pleasant, but somewhat cold day, for the time of year, and
-strange were the sensations of the young gentleman as he strolled
-forward over the short turf, gilded by the autumnal sunshine, with the
-woods just beginning to grow brown upon their edges, resting calm in
-the tranquil noontide, and an antique solitude of aspect spread over
-the whole place. Guided through the tall oaks and beeches on the
-right, Adam Gray led him to the old pleasure grounds of the castle,
-where high walls of thick black yew, trimmed with the utmost neatness,
-flanked broad gravel walks, and protected from the wind various formal
-beds of flowers, which, though well kept, and not selected amiss, were
-shewing a good deal the hand of autumn. Half way down the principal
-walk was a small grassy mound with a sun-dial, on one side of which
-was inscribed the name of some former proprietor of the castle, who
-had erected it, and thus thought to save himself for a little from
-oblivion, while on the other side was inscribed a quaint old rhyme,
-shewing the vanity of all temporal things, as if intended as a curious
-comment on the vain memento of the opposite face.
-
-A few yards beyond the time-teller appeared the first living thing
-which Morley had seen since he issued forth from the house. It was an
-old gardener, who seemed in shape to have imitated the sun-dial, with
-the erection of which, it is probable, his birth was coeval. He was
-habited in a longwaisted coat, with broad flaps and large pockets, and
-his breeches, which scarcely covered his knees and mounted no farther
-than his hips, displayed a portion of a coarse, but very white shirt
-about his stomach, and were fastened with large silver buckles just
-above the calves of his legs. Similar buckles of still vaster
-dimensions appeared on his shoes, and the costume was completed by a
-pigtail and a low-crowned broad-brimmed hat. He was hale and hearty,
-though upwards of eighty-five, and his profession was marked by the
-spade on which he leant, and which had been familiar with his hand for
-more than two-thirds of a century.
-
-Reader, will you forgive me when I acknowledge that this antique
-gardener has nothing to do with our history, but yet I could not
-forbear giving you this little picture of a sort of being which has
-passed away for ever. Morley advanced to the old man and spoke a few
-words to him, the answers to which were as quaint as his attire; and
-when his young master had passed on, the gardener continued to rest
-upon his spade, and look after him with an expression of calm,
-speculative thought, evidently regarding him merely as a new sort of
-plant, and wondering, perhaps, what sort of flower or fruit he would
-bear.
-
-From the garden, Morley and his old servant proceeded across the park
-to the little village which lay upon the property at the distance of
-about a mile from the house. Morley walked through it, spoke to the
-different cottagers, enquired into their situation, gave some
-directions regarding them, and then told Adam Gray to take him to the
-two small houses which he had said were untenanted. The old man then
-led him back upon the road towards Warmstone Castle, but turning, soon
-after, up a broad well-kept path by the side of a stream, he conducted
-his master into a little glen, at the end of which might be seen a
-small water-mill. Some way further down, however, between the mouth of
-the glen and the mill, were two pretty stone cottages joined together,
-with a little sweep of the hill behind them, and a garden in the front
-coming down to the path.
-
-"You seem to know this place well, Adam," said Morley, "though you
-cannot have been much here."
-
-"Oh, bless you! yes, sir," replied the man. "In your father's time we
-used to spend four or five months at Warmstone every year, and as it
-was his particular wish that it should be well kept up, Mr. Hamilton
-has sent me over once or twice a year since."
-
-Morley made no reply, but walked on with the melancholy feeling of the
-passing away of all things more strong upon him than ever; and he
-could not help thinking that the lingering of earthly affection, which
-teaches us in the hour of death to care for even inanimate things, and
-provide for their preservation after we ourselves have fallen into the
-ruin of the tomb, is like the clinging love which the human heart will
-sometimes feel towards a fellow-being, the thoughtful tenderness, the
-longing aspiration for the happiness of another, which will continue
-to exist throughout our being, long after the despair of ever uniting
-our fate with hers, has trampled out the selfishness of passion. He
-felt that such was the case with himself; and that, though from some
-unexplained causes, Juliet Carr had left him hopeless and miserable,
-with a heart dead to all the fond expectations of love, yet for her,
-and for her happiness, he would always pray, would think of her when
-he was careless of himself, and feel an interest in her when all the
-rest of the world was nothing but an empty show.
-
-He stopped opposite the gate of the cottage garden, while the old man
-went in and opened the doors and windows. Morley then shook off the
-load of thought, and looked round the place, examining the different
-rooms, and seeing that all was in a state of good repair. Although a
-place destined to be the scene of busy life always looks somewhat
-melancholy when vacant, there was an air of comfort about the cottage
-which satisfied the young Baronet, and turning to Adam Gray, he
-said--"You must stay here a day or two, Adam, after I have gone to
-town. Have a sufficient quantity of furniture, of a suitable kind,
-brought down here from the castle, and let the garden be put in
-somewhat better order. Probably to-morrow, or the next day, you will
-have an application about the cottage from some people whom I have
-promised to let it to rent free--a respectable-looking old woman and
-her daughter, a younger one, with a little boy, her child. The younger
-woman--and, indeed, both--have been in a better situation. You will
-therefore do everything to make them comfortable."
-
-The old man gazed in his master's face for a moment, without reply;
-but then enquired--"May I ask what is the old lady's name, Sir Morley?
-for a great many old ladies might come, you know."
-
-"That is not likely," replied Morley; "but I have almost forgotten her
-name, my good Adam, though it is one, I believe, you ought to know,
-for she lived near Morley Court, in my father's time. Oh, I remember
-now!--her name is More, the widow of Serjeant More."
-
-The old man's face changed in a moment--"The wife of Serjeant More
-come back again!" he exclaimed. "We all heard that she had died in
-India. Ha! I shall like to have a chat with her, of old times. Every
-one said she was a very good woman--too good a woman to do a wicked
-thing--but yet people did suspect that she did one thing which was not
-quite right--"
-
-"Well, my good Adam," said Morley, interrupting him, "the scandals of
-the past have, doubtless, more interest for you than for me. You will
-have plenty of time to hold any conversation you like with the old
-lady, for I shall not want you in town till to-morrow week. In the
-meantime, however, you must give directions for taking care of the
-horses, and see that everything be put in good order, both at Morley
-Court and here, for I am going to the Continent, good Adam, and shall
-most likely be absent many months."
-
-"I hope you are not going without me, sir," exclaimed the old man. "I
-would fain go with you, if you please; for if you leave me behind, I
-shall take a sad fancy that I shall never see you again."
-
-"It shall be as you like, Adam," replied Morley. "It is the custom, my
-good old friend, on these occasions, to take with one a personage,
-who, according to the law of fashion, must not be one's own
-countryman, nor have one single tie to the master whom he serves. His
-business is, to pay postmasters and postilions more than they ought to
-have, to aid the landlords of inns, and the officers of Custom-houses,
-the cicerone and the waiter in plundering his employer to the best of
-his abilities, to run away from him in case of danger, and to
-appropriate such parts of his goods and chattels, in case of sickness
-or death, as may be most easily secreted. This personage is called a
-courier; and as I go, you know, in the quality of an English gentleman
-of fashion, such a piece of roguery is, of course, a necessary
-appendage to my travelling carriage. You may go with me too, however,
-if you like; but there is one bargain which I must make with you--no
-complaints or representations in regard to the courier! You must even
-let him cheat me according to the best esteemed mode, till I find him
-out myself in something too gross, and then--"
-
-"What will you do then, sir?" demanded Adam Gray, in a quiet tone.
-
-"Throw him out of the window," answered Morley.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XXXVI.
-
-
-We must pass over the space of two days, and then return to the
-cottage, of which we have spoken in the last chapter, having now to
-dwell for some time upon the fate and history of persons in a very
-different station of life, and of a very different character from Sir
-Morley Ernstein. Yet let not the reader think that we thus go from
-scene to scene, and from person to person--leaving those for whom we
-have just created an interest, almost as soon as that interest is
-excited, and turning to others whom the reader cares little
-about--from any wantonness of imagination, or carelessness of plan. On
-the contrary, it is done deliberately and designedly; not only because
-it is in the ordinary course of nature, and because the fates of the
-great and the small, the good and the bad, the wise and the foolish,
-are linked together in such a manner throughout the whole scheme of
-human life, that they all affect each other in the most intimate
-manner, but also because it is absolutely necessary to pursue such a
-course, in order that the reader may, in the least degree, comprehend
-the story of this book. Let him be forewarned, then, that if he misses
-one chapter, one page, or perhaps one sentence, he may very probably
-lose the key to the whole, and understand no more at the end than he
-did at the beginning; for the destiny of each person herein spoken of,
-was so twined and intertwisted with that of the others, by the decree
-of fate, that the life, property, and happiness of the greatest and
-the best amongst them, was often entirely dependent upon the actions
-of the least and the worst, and the ultimate result of all was brought
-about by circumstances that seemed the most trivial.
-
-To the cottage, then, we must turn, on the evening of the second day
-after that on which Sir Morley Ernstein had visited it; premising,
-that the young Baronet had set off for London on the day after we last
-saw him. The little tenement had undergone a considerable change, and
-though it may seem strange to attribute anything like poetry to tables
-and chairs, yet I must say there was the poetry of comfort about
-it--ay, dear reader, there is a poetry in anything which calls up
-before the eye of imagination all the sweet relationships of domestic
-life; the household joys, the bright hearth's happy circle, parental
-fondness, the husband's protecting care, the wife's devoted love.
-There is a poetry in it all, the blandest, the most soothing to the
-human heart; for it is the poetry of the purest happiness that man is
-permitted to know on earth. That sort of poetry had been produced in
-the cottage I have spoken of, by the change from the vacant rooms, and
-dull uncovered walls, to the cheerful, furnished cottage-kitchen, with
-the bright fire blazing on the hearth, the long row of shelves loaded
-with various articles for daily use, all clean and shining; the
-polished oaken table in the midst, the stools and seats around, the
-large chair by the fire, and a thousand little objects, not of
-absolute necessity, perhaps, but which all more or less contribute to
-comfort; for good old Adam Gray had taken an interest in the orders
-his masters gave him, and had forgotten nothing--no, not even a small
-crib for the child.
-
-At the moment that we speak of, the elder woman, whom the little boy
-himself has introduced to us by the name of Granny, was seated in the
-arm-chair by the fire, and looking round with a feeling of relief and
-satisfaction, though her face was somewhat worn with the anxiety and
-watching which she had undergone during the last week, and with being
-hunted, as she expressed it, like a wild beast, over the moors. The
-boy, her grandson, was on the floor near her feet, rolling to and fro
-a large round mass of wood, which was used to keep the cottage-door
-open in fine weather; while his mother was gazing down upon him with a
-look of sorrowful affection; and in her eyes might be read deep and
-sad comments upon, the fate of her child, upon human love, and human
-errors. Oh! could one have seen into her heart at that moment, how
-touching--how strangely touching--would have been the terrible
-blending of intense affection, and strong anxiety, and profound
-sorrow, which would have been found there as she gazed upon her boy!
-
-The two women had been in the house for several hours, but had been
-busily engaged in arranging all things in their future abode, so that
-this was the first moment that leisure had been found for calm
-contemplation. Neither mother nor daughter spoke for some time, and
-nothing was heard but the ticking of the clock behind the door, and
-the rolling to and fro of the wooden ball by the little boy. Suddenly,
-however, there was a footfall in the garden, and the younger woman
-started and listened, but the moment after she shook her head,
-saying--"It is not he."
-
-The well-known music of the step we love, the sweetest of all sounds
-to those who have been long absent from the arms of affection, was not
-there. It was the slow and heavy tread of an old man, and in another
-minute, after tapping at the door, good Adam Gray entered the cottage
-and approached the fire. He had not thought fit to be present when the
-little party took possession of their new dwelling; but he now came,
-both to see that his young master's orders had been executed, and to
-satisfy, in some degree, his own curiosity upon more than one point.
-
-The younger woman had said--"Come in!" and her mother had turned round
-to see who it was that entered, but the eye of the latter rested upon
-the form of the old butler without the slightest sign of recognition.
-He gazed upon her in return as he advanced; but whether it was that
-his memory was better, or that she was less changed by time than he
-was, it was very evident, from the expression of his countenance, that
-he saw in her an old acquaintance.
-
-"Good evening," he said--"good evening. I hope you find everything
-comfortable here. It was my young master's strict order that I should
-do everything to make you so."
-
-"I thank you, sir," replied the younger woman, with a tone and manner
-that would not have disgraced any society, "we are deeply indebted to
-Sir Morley Ernstein, and have found everything far more comfortable
-than we could even hope, certainly far more than we had any right to
-expect."
-
-"I am glad to hear it--I am glad to hear it," said good Adam Gray. "But
-by your leave, ma'am, I will take a chair. I have come here as an old
-friend, Mrs. More; do you not recollect me? Do you not recollect Adam
-Gray?"
-
-The old woman looked in his face with some surprise--"And are you Mr.
-Gray, the butler?" she asked. "Why, your hair used to be as black as
-jet, and you seemed to me taller by a couple of inches."
-
-"Ay," answered old Adam, "'tis very true, good dame--'tis very true
-indeed; but time, you know, will whiten the hair and bow the body, and
-I do not stand near so tall as I once did. Good lack! when I look in
-the looking-glass, I can scarcely recollect what I was like twenty
-years ago. You are much changed, too, Dame More, though not so much as
-I am, I think. You were a buxom woman in those days, and we were all
-sorry when you left the village, though some said it was for your own
-good; but others shook the head, you know, Dame More."
-
-"Well they might," said the old woman, in a low, sad tone, fixing her
-eyes upon the fire--"well they might, indeed!"
-
-Adam Gray and his old acquaintance sat silent for several minutes,
-evidently engaged in meditations over the past; and the younger woman;
-feeling, perhaps, that their thoughts were busy about things which
-were not familiar to her own mind, laid hold of the arm of her little
-boy, who was staring inquisitively in the face of the stranger,
-saying--"Come, Dick, it is time for you to go to bed, boy, and rest
-your young limbs."
-
-The child went away willingly enough, and the old man and woman were
-left alone.
-
-"Well, Mrs. More," said Adam Gray, "I am glad that we have met once
-again in life, though I suppose you will be as silent about all the
-stories of those days as you were when last I saw you."
-
-"I don't know that," answered the old woman, musing; "times have
-changed, Mr. Gray, and I may not care to talk about things now that I
-did not choose to talk about then. Sir Morley Ernstein has been kind
-to me, too--"
-
-"And I am sure so was his father," said the butler.
-
-"Yes," replied she, "so he was; but, as I have said, times have
-changed, and those who were then befriending me and mine, may now be
-persecuting us. However, I shall say nothing till I see what comes of
-it."
-
-"I should like very much, however, to hear all that story," rejoined
-Adam Gray, "and I am sure I would not say a word to any one. It is
-only for my own satisfaction I speak, and to know if my good master
-was right or wrong in what he said."
-
-The old woman gazed for an instant down upon the ground, then turned
-her eyes upon the old man with a very strange expression, saying--"He
-was wrong, M. Gray; and I told him what was true. Yet, odd as it may
-seem, he was right too, and I deceived him. I will tell you what, you
-where always a good-hearted man, and a sensible one, and some day or
-another I'll tell you the whole story, but it sha'n't be now."
-
-"It must be every soon, then," said Adam Gray, "for I am going to
-London in two days, and to the Continent immediately after."
-
-"That will do!" cried the old woman--"that will do quite well."
-
-"Do you mean when I come back again?" demanded Adam Gray. "Who can
-tell, good dame, when that may be? Who can tell whether it ever will
-be?"
-
-"I don't mean that," said the old woman, somewhat peevishly, "but I
-mean that you are not likely to tell it again till I am dead and
-buried, and then you may tell it if you like; so you shall hear all
-before you go, if you will promise to keep it a secret, as I have
-done, till I be gone to join my husband and my son."
-
-"Why, where are they?" Asked Adam Gray. "I thought you were a widow,
-Dame More. Did you leave your husband and your son in India?"
-
-"Yes," replied the old woman, fixing her eyes upon the fire--"I left
-them in the grave."
-
-The good old servant seemed somewhat shocked that he had called up
-such painful memories, and after remaining silent for a short time,
-Dame More, as he called her, went on--"There is many a thing, Mr.
-Gray," she said, "that I may weep for, and many a thing that I wish
-had gone otherwise; but there is only one thing that I repent, and
-that is what we are now talking about. If you will come to me
-to-morrow, however, I will tell you all about it, for I do wish some
-one person to know the thing besides myself. Your master is too young,
-or I would have told him; and Harry, my girl's husband, is too wild
-and not to be trusted; and if I told Jane herself, she would never
-keep it from her husband; so I will tell you, because I believe you
-have always been an honest man--I should like to know that Harry gets
-safe away first, however, for if that man persecutes him, I will stop
-him, or have vengeance."
-
-"Vengeance!" observed the old man--"vengeance, my good dame, is like a
-sword without a hilt, sure to cut the hands of those that use it."
-
-"It may be so, Mr. Gray," replied the old woman--"it may be so,
-indeed, but I must save him, for my poor girl's sake."
-
-"I do not exactly understand what you mean," said Adam Gray. But the
-old woman shook her head, replying, "You had better not. However, I
-will tell you at all events, for it is fit that some one should know.
-Life is uncertain at the best, and at my years it's but like the
-dying flame of a candle, flickering up and down before it goes out
-for ever.--Come, you shall hear the story now," she continued; "but
-first let me go and tell the girl not to come down. Poor Jane! she
-has enough sad secrets of her own without having to bear mine too."
-
-The old woman rose from her chair, supporting herself by the arm, for
-she seemed somewhat stiff, and was turning towards the door which led
-to the staircase, when her daughter's step was heard descending
-quickly, and Jane Martin entered with an eager look, saying--"He is
-there--he is there! I heard his step in the garden. I am sure he is
-there!" and as she spoke, she turned her eyes with an apprehensive
-glance from the countenance of her mother to that of Adam Gray.
-
-"You may trust him--you may trust him!" cried the old woman. "Open the
-door, Jane, and see. Do not be afraid, girl--you may trust him, I
-say."
-
-The younger woman approached the door with a quiet and noiseless step,
-and lifting the latch, looked out. A quick and eager respiration was
-all that was heard, but the moment she had opened the door, she darted
-out, and returned the instant after, with her fair slight form clasped
-round by the powerful arm of her husband.
-
-The eyes of Harry Martin rested at once upon Adam Gray, as he sat by
-the fire, but it was with no expression of apprehension, and he
-answered some words which his wife whispered rapidly to him, by
-saying--"I understand--I understand, Jane."
-
-Adam Gray, however, saw at once that there was something more in the
-situation of the parties than had been communicated to him by his
-master; and, being a prudent and sagacious man, though not without his
-share of curiosity, he rose after a few brief words had passed between
-him and the rest, and took his leave, promising to return on the
-following day, and have a further chat with Mrs. More.
-
-The night was somewhat dark as the old butler issued forth, and,
-accustomed as his eyes had lately been to the light within the
-cottage, he could scarcely see his way along the narrow gravel
-foot-path which led from the door to the end of the little garden.
-When he reached the low gate, however, a sudden light, proceeding from
-some object which he could not distinguish, came in his face and
-nearly blinded him, but the moment after, it ceased, and he caught the
-faint outline of a man standing close by the palings.
-
-The appearance of this personage, who seemed to have a dark lantern
-with him, was not at all satisfactory to good Adam Gray, but judging
-that civility would be the best policy, he merely said, "Good night,"
-and passed through the gate. His friend with a lantern made no reply,
-and Adam hurried down the little path which led towards the mansion
-house, not by any means sure that certain notes, together with sundry
-round pieces of gold and silver, which at that moment tenanted his
-breeches pocket, would be permitted to remain in occupation till he
-reached Warmstone Castle.
-
-On arriving at the high road, however, he saw another man advancing
-rapidly towards him, but bearing in no degree the aspect of a person
-of that neighbourhood. The stranger stopped exactly opposite to him,
-but seemed more inclined to examine than to annoy him, and suffered
-him to pass on, replying, "Good night," to Adam's salutation, in a
-civil tone, but without any Northumbrian accent. The sight of a
-post-chaise, standing in the road at some distance, put an end to the
-good old man's apprehensions, though it did not clear up the mystery;
-but wisely judging that the affair was no business of his, he made the
-best of his way back to the castle, without taking any farther notice,
-or enquiring into things that did not concern him.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XXXVII.
-
-
-It was nearly twelve o'clock at night, and Harry Martin stood with his
-wife, gazing down upon their sleeping child. Curious as are all the
-contrasts which life presents, there are few more extraordinary, more
-full of deep and strange interest, than the contrast between the vices
-and strong passions of unbridled manhood, and the calm reproachful
-innocence of infancy. Oh! what a mirror it holds up to shew man,
-hardened by sin, and strife, and selfishness, what he once was, what
-he might still have been; and yet, how seldom do we take the reproof
-to our hearts, how rarely do we apply to ourselves the comment which
-is secretly made within us! The bold, reckless man who stood there and
-gazed, felt a deep strain of solemn sensations, mingling with the
-feelings of paternal love, which the sight of his child called forth.
-But he asked himself not why or how it was that he experienced a
-sorrowful emotion totally distinct from the idea of parting from the
-beloved, as he gazed down upon the sleeping boy--an emotion which, if
-he had investigated all the causes, he would have found to be the
-voice of memory reproaching him for the innocence he had cast away.
-
-"Well, Jane," he said, at length, "it is no use lingering--I must go.
-It would have been wiser, perhaps, not to come, but I could not go
-without seeing you again, my dear girl. Six hours now will bring me to
-the coast, and then the lugger the man talked of will soon take me to
-Liverpool, and the 'Mary Anne' sails on Saturday morning; so I shall
-soon be on my way to another far country, and you must follow as soon
-as may be--Hark! I thought your mother was gone to bed!"
-
-"It is only the kitchen window," said his wife; "it makes that noise
-when the wind shakes it."
-
-"You are sure that you have money enough for all that you want?"
-continued her husband.
-
-"Quite sure," she answered; "more than enough, Harry. You know I have
-not been accustomed to such extravagance as you have taught me. I can
-do upon very little, and the passage-money I will put by and keep,
-without--"
-
-"Hark!" he exclaimed, grasping her arm, and looking with a wild and
-eager gaze towards the door. "There is certainly some one below."
-
-Jane turned as pale as death, for she distinctly heard a step, but she
-lost not her courage--her husband's life was at stake, and the
-resolute spirit of deep love rose up within her.
-
-"Out through that room behind," she said; "the window is not high;
-then up the side of the hill, there are woods and moors. I will go
-down and stop them. Away, Harry, away!" and printing one kiss upon his
-cheek, she darted towards the staircase, and ran down, exclaiming, in
-a tone of alarm that needed no affectation to assume--"Who is
-there?--There is surely some one in the house! Mother, mother!" she
-was heard to exclaim aloud; "here are strange men in the house! Who
-are you?--what do you want here?"
-
-"It's no use talking, ma'am," said a voice the moment after,
-proceeding from a stout, thickset personage, who stood in the middle
-of the kitchen floor, while another man was thrusting himself through
-the lattice window. "We want just to say a word or two to Mr. Martin,
-and we must say it, too. He knows that the game's up well enough, so
-it's no use dodging about in this way."
-
-The wife, however, continued to stand in the doorway that led to the
-stairs, calling out aloud, "Mother! mother!"
-
-Even as he spoke, there were the sounds of a window thrown open above,
-a leap, and steps running over the greensward; and Jane, giving a wild
-scream, fell forward upon the floor.
-
-The officer, for such the person was whom she found in the occupation
-of the kitchen below, sprang over her, and rushed up stairs; old Mrs.
-More came down in her night-gear, and raised her daughter fainting
-from the floor; and the other officer, who had been scrambling in by
-the window, made his exit by the door, and ran round to the back of
-the house. Numerous cries, shouts, and directions, were then heard,
-vociferated by the man above, who at length leaped out of the window
-himself, and seemingly took his way over the hill. Comparative silence
-succeeded, though voices, shouting to each other, were still heard
-faintly, and Jane was raising her head in her mother's arms, and
-enquiring--"Is he safe?" when the distant report of a pistol came upon
-the wind, then some fresh calling; and then all was silent. Jane and
-the old woman listened with eager and beating hearts, but not a sound
-more reached them to give them any satisfaction. At length, the child
-in the room above, disturbed in its sleep by all that had taken place,
-began to cry aloud, and the half-distracted mother ran up to soothe
-it.
-
-Still no further sound broke upon the anxious ear from the hill side,
-and hour after hour passed by without tale or tidings. Jane lay down
-upon her bed towards the morning, and wept with fear and agitation,
-but she slept not. At length the grey dawn appeared, and she rose to
-go forth and see if she could gather anything to calm her anxiety,
-from the appearance of the footsteps on the hill side. At the door,
-however, she was met by one of the men whom she had seen the night
-before. He had a dogged, sullen look, which she thought might proceed
-from disappointment, and that itself was a relief to her; but when he
-said, in a civil tone--"Good morning, ma'am, I have come to search the
-house," the poor girl could have embraced him, for she misconstrued
-his words, and imagined that he was still in pursuit of her husband.
-
-"You may search as much as you please," she said, with a lightened
-heart; "you will find nobody here."
-
-"As to nobody," replied the officer, "I suppose you are right, ma'am;
-but it's not body, but thing I'm looking for. We've got his body safe
-enough."
-
-"What do you mean?" exclaimed Jane, nearly sinking to the earth, while
-a new terror took possession of her heart, "His body!--you have not
-killed him?"
-
-"Oh, no, no!" cried the officer; "he's safe and hearty, ma'am, don't
-be afraid. I was only speaking as the lawyers do. We caught him in the
-wood over the hill there, and we shall soon have his body into court,
-for the assizes are just coming on, you know, and he's gone over to
-Doncaster in a shay, which we had all ready for him, quite like a
-gentleman, I can assure you. These foolish country constables would
-never have caught him. They can deal with a stray thief, or a
-horse-stealer, or any of your petty-larceny rogues, as the gentleman
-says in the play; but they don't know how to manage a regular
-professional man at all. So it is lucky for Mr. Martin, too, that they
-had us down from London, for he'll be treated quite politely, you may
-be sure. Howsoever, I must just go in and search the house, ma'am, for
-some of the things may be here, you know."
-
-This long oration had fallen upon the ears of Jane like her husband's
-knell of death, and retreating into the cottage kitchen, she sank down
-on a chair, letting the man proceed with his search as he would. That
-search disturbed, as a natural consequence, the mother of the
-unfortunate wife; and while the poor girl sat by herself, with her
-head drooping and her hands clasped on her knee, the image of
-disconsolate bereavement, she heard Dame More's voice in eager
-conversation with the officer, and at length distinguished the words
-"I will prove him innocent. Do not you be so confident, for you shall
-hear another story at the trial."
-
-"What, you will prove an alibi, my good woman?" said the officer, in a
-sneering tone; "but that's an old go--it wont do this time. Juries are
-getting accustomed to alibis; they don't answer now;--or, mayhap, you
-committed the burglary yourself, and, if so, you had better come along
-with me to Doncaster."
-
-"I did not commit it myself," replied the old woman, in a stern
-tone--"I did not commit it myself, nor can you prove that he committed
-it."
-
-"Come, come," said the officer--"this is all gammon. What's in this
-box, old lady? that's what we want to see at present."
-
-"Search, and you will see," answered Mrs. More. "We have nothing to
-conceal from you here!"
-
-"That's coming it strong, howsoever," replied the man; and, leaving
-him to pursue his search as he pleased, the old lady descended to
-comfort her daughter.
-
-"Don't be afraid, Jane," she said--"don't be afraid; they shall do
-nothing to him. It were worth as much as that old miser's life, to
-hurt a hair of is head. Don't be afraid, Jane, but put on your bonnet,
-my girl, run up to the castle, and tell the old man Gray to come down
-and speak to me. I might die, or some accident might happen, so I had
-better see him before I set out."
-
-With trembling hands--but little reassured by what her mother said,
-and, unfortunately, but too certain of her husband's guilt--the poor
-girl put on her bonnet, and hastened, as fast as her limbs would carry
-her, up to Warmstone Castle. Before she returned again with Adam Gray,
-after about half-an-hour's absence, the officer had completed his
-search, and had left the house, swearing, with an oath, that it was
-very strange he had been able to discover nothing bearing in the least
-degree upon the robbery which had been committed. Jane found her
-mother putting on the boy's clothes, and, taking him out of the old
-lady's hands, she left her to speak with Adam Gray alone. On coming
-down again, both the child and herself were completely dressed, as if
-to go upon a journey; and the eagerness of her look amounted almost to
-wildness, as, in answer to her mother's question of where she was
-going, she replied--"You know I must get to Doncaster as fast as I
-can, that I may be with him. Think of his being in prison, mother, and
-alone!"
-
-"Nay, nay, Jane," replied her mother--"stay a bit, my girl--they would
-not let you be with him even if you were there; but this good
-gentleman, Mr. Gray, says he will take us all over in the chaise, with
-which he is going to drive back to Morley Court to-morrow. It will be
-a sad thing for me to see all those places again; but never mind, I
-will go."
-
-"I cannot stay till to-morrow," cried the younger woman. "I would
-rather walk, mother--indeed I would. My heart will break if I do not
-go to him directly;" and she burst into tears.
-
-Adam Gray, in the meanwhile, had stood with his eyes fixed upon the
-floor, musing deeply, as if some subject of extraordinary interest
-occupied him altogether. It very often happens, however, that the mere
-corporeal senses, like servants afraid of disturbing their master when
-he is busy, receive and retain impressions, which they do not
-communicate to the intellectual soul, till after she has fully
-discussed and dismissed some particular subject with which she is
-occupied, or till the urgency of external applications compel them to
-break in upon her meditations. It was so in the present instance; the
-ear of Adam Gray had heard all that had passed, but his mind was so
-fully engaged with the conversation which had taken place between him
-and Mrs. More, that he had not given any attention to what was
-passing, till the tears of the young woman roused him from his
-reverie, and then the ear conveyed to his mind all that it had
-collected.
-
-"There is no use," he said, addressing Jane, "of your trying to go on
-foot. You do not know what a distance it is, and you will be there
-twice as soon by going with me. Besides, if it comes to that, and you
-are so very anxious, I could set out to-day, about three o'clock. We
-shall get to Greta Bridge by ten, and then there will be the coach
-to-morrow, which will land you at Doncaster in the evening. If you
-were to set off on foot this minute, it would take you four days, or
-more, do what you would."
-
-"Oh, the shortest--the shortest!" cried Jane. "But will they not let
-me be with him, mother? Did you say they will not let me be with him?"
-
-"No, indeed, my dear child," replied her mother, "that will they not;
-but he shall soon be with you. Be comforted, Jane--be comforted."
-
-The poor girl, however, could receive no comfort; and, to say the
-truth, she trusted not to her mother's promises, for she believed them
-to be solely intended to soothe and tranquilize her. Her whole
-thoughts, however, were bent upon setting off as soon as possible, and
-she wandered about without occupation, till at length, about half-past
-two, for the good old man was earlier than his hour, a boy ran up the
-little glen from the high road, to say that Mr. Gray was waiting, and
-to carry down anything that was to go.
-
-Never did journey seem so long as the drive from Warmstone to Greta
-Bridge, to poor Jane; and to say sooth, the horse, though strong and
-well fitted for such a journey, was not the swiftest that was ever put
-in harness, nor was M. Gray the most dashing of charioteers. At
-length, however, they reached the borders of Yorkshire, and put up at
-the little inn at Greta, where Adam Gray's well-known face procured
-them instantly a warm reception from the shrewd Yorkshire landlord.
-
-The good butler took care that the two women under his charge should
-be well treated in all respects; but Jane and her boy retired to rest
-almost immediately, leaving old Dame More once more alone with her
-ancient acquaintance. They remained together, in earnest conversation,
-for two or three hours, and Mr. Gray, in the course of the evening,
-called for pen, and ink, and paper, so that it was evident to the
-landlord some business of importance was being transacted between his
-two guests.
-
-On the following morning the tax cart was sent back to Northumberland,
-and, proceeding in the coach, which at that day was not altogether so
-rapid a conveyance as at present, the whole party were, ere long, set
-down at Doncaster, where the old servant of sir Morley Ernstein passed
-the night, for the kindly purpose of putting his two companions into
-what he called the way of doing for themselves at Doncaster. He was up
-early on the following morning, and was enjoying the sunshine for five
-minutes before breakfast at the door of the inn, when the landlord
-himself sauntered out, with a--"Good morning, Mr. Gray! So sir Morley
-is gone to London, I hear; an odd time of the year to go to London,
-too!"
-
-"He has some business there," replied Adam Gray, laconically. "Pray
-what is doing in Doncaster, Mr. Beilby?"
-
-"Oh, nothing much to talk of," answered the landlord. "Yesterday there
-was a great piece of work, for they brought in the man who robbed Mr.
-Carr's house at Yelverly, not long ago. They have been looking after
-him for the last fortnight, or more, but he always managed to give
-them the slip till the other day, when they caught him in
-Northumberland, up somewhere in your parts, I believe; and a
-prodigious number of people there were to see him.--A fine-looking
-fellow he is, too, and set them all at defiance. He would not say a
-word before the magistrates; and, indeed, as Mr. Carr was too ill to
-attend, little Jeremy Sharpset, the lawyer, who appeared for the
-prisoner, insisted that they should discharge him, or, at the worst,
-remand him."
-
-"And did they remand him?" exclaimed Adam Gray.
-
-"Oh! not they," replied Mr. Beilby; "they would not hear any nonsense,
-but committed him to York Castle, at once."
-
-Adam Gray heard the tidings in silence, and turned into the inn to
-communicate the news he had obtained to those who were more interested
-in the matter than himself.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XXXVIII.
-
-
-We must now endeavour to give the picture of a woman's mind under deep
-affliction, as a contrast to that which we have drawn of a man
-suffering from similar sorrow. Juliet Carr sat sad and lonely in her
-own room at Yelverly, meditating over lost happiness and bitter
-disappointment. Her father's health was better--that is to say, he was
-stronger, able to rise, and go about in the immediate neighbourhood,
-though the surgeon shook his head, warned him that no great exertions
-must be made, and gave Juliet herself to understand that Mr. Carr was
-still in a very precarious state. It was a great relief to her,
-however, to see his health even so far improved, for it removed the
-necessity of making that anxious struggle to do her duty towards him,
-by tending him in sickness, which she never failed in, notwithstanding
-his unwillingness to receive her attention, or be indebted to her
-care.
-
-She sat, then, lonely in her chamber, thinking over her fate, and it
-must be acknowledged that sad indeed were all her feelings, and deep
-was the depression that rested on her mind. But very, very different
-was her endurance of the sorrow from that of Morley Ernstein. She was
-sensible that her happiness was gone for ever, her brightest hopes
-disappointed, the treasured affections of her heart, the first deep,
-earnest love of her young spirit cast away upon the ocean of Time--one
-of all the manifold things which in the course of the world are
-wrecked and perish in that engulfing sea. She felt her fate in all its
-bitterness, but she writhed not under the pang; she knew that it is
-woman's lot to endure, and she prepared her mind for a life of
-endurance. She wept often, it is true, but she prayed often, too. She
-prayed not only for herself, but for him whose peace was shipwrecked
-with her own--she prayed that God might give him happiness,
-consolation, relief--that the grief which had befallen him might not
-drive his impetuous nature to seek for amusement or occupation in
-paths of danger or of wrong--nay more, that he might find others to
-cheer and to support him--that his fate might be brighter than her
-own--that he might not remember, nor feel, nor love as long as she
-must do.
-
-For her own part her mind was made up; the day-dream of life was over
-to her; she asked nothing, she expected nothing from the future. All
-the aspirations of the young heart were at an end, and though she
-might expect some pleasures of a certain kind--in the doing good to
-others, the wiping away some tears, the relief of sorrows, the
-comforting and the consoling of the poor and the distressed--she
-dreamt of nothing more. She was well contented, indeed, to bound her
-hopes to the being an instrument in the hands of God to benefit her
-fellow-creatures; and if imagination did present a vision to her mind
-of anything like real joy for herself, if her heart did lift a prayer
-to Heaven for anything like individual gratification, it embraced but
-one bright object, it implied but one earnest petition that the time
-might sooner or later come when she should be of some use to him she
-loved--that she might have some opportunity of showing him the
-undying, the unchanging affection which existed in her heart. Oh! with
-what delight she sometimes dreamed of the possibility of following his
-footsteps unseen through the world, of hovering round him like a
-protecting spirit, warding off from him dangers and difficulties,
-shielding him from malice, enmity, and strife, guarding him against
-others--perhaps against himself! Such, for a moment, would sometimes
-be the waking vision of Juliet Carr; but then she would endeavour to
-shut it out.--It seemed too bright, too happy, for her to believe that
-anything so joyful could yet be in store for her.
-
-These, then, reader, were the feelings of the woman's heart under the
-same affliction which had produced very different sensations in Morley
-Ernstein. He, it is true, longed for the happiness of Juliet Carr,
-even independent of himself; his voice would ever have been ready to
-defend her, his arm to protect; he would have gone to strife, and to
-certain death to procure her even a moment's happiness; but with his
-endurance of his own grief was mingled a bitterness and a repining
-which made him writhe and struggle under it. The character of man,
-born for effort and exertion, destined and taught to resist and to
-strive, rendered it scarcely possible for him to bow with resignation
-like hers to the stroke that separated them; there was anger mingled
-with the tears that he shed, and wrath was in his heart as well as
-sorrow.
-
-Morley, however, had the world to go to for relief and for occupation.
-Juliet, in this respect, was far more unfortunate than he was, for she
-had nothing to take off the first edge of her sorrow; there was no
-variety in her existence, there was no one object to turn her thoughts
-from herself. Her father--though the sort of habitual respect with
-which he was accustomed to treat her, prevented him from breaking
-forth even into an angry word, nevertheless regarded her, when they
-met, with a stern and an enquiring eye; and the continual presence of
-the youth, William Barham, drove her often to seek the refuge of her
-own chamber, in order to avoid society which she did not like, and
-which every day was becoming more and more unpleasant to her.
-
-From motives, and with views which Juliet could in no degree divine,
-Mr. Carr used to indulge the weak, idle, selfish youth whom he had
-taken into the house, in every sort of whim and fancy. He, who was
-usually so parsimonious, refused the young man nothing that he
-desired, and an evident taste for drinking soon manifested itself in
-his unpromising protégé. Mr. Carr caused him to be supplied with wine,
-or spirits, or whatever he might think necessary, taking a note,
-indeed, of every farthing of expense, but still with a degree of
-liberality which astonished all who witnessed his proceedings. It may
-be easily supposed, that the sort of unlimited command which the youth
-had over everything in the house, was not only unpleasant to Juliet
-personally, but also was painful for her to witness, from the evil
-effects it was evidently producing upon the brother of Helen Barham.
-
-In one of her letters to Helen, who still remained with Lady Malcolm,
-Juliet, after much hesitation, mentioned the facts and her
-apprehensions; and about four days afterwards, while her father and
-William Barham were both out, she suddenly heard the rolling of
-wheels, and the moment after her maid ran in to tell her that Miss
-Barham had just arrived from London.
-
-Juliet went down in haste, and the meeting between Helen Barham
-and herself was like that of two sisters. In regard to human
-affections--as indeed in regard to almost everything else--time is a
-mere relative term; for there are circumstances and situations which
-bind heart to heart in a few hours by ties more strong than can be
-woven by the intimacy of a lifetime. It is alone upon the
-deceitfulness of the world that is grounded the sad necessity of
-choosing slowly and thoughtfully the friends of the heart; but there
-are cases where the inmost secrets of the bosom are so clearly
-displayed that caution may be well done away; and generally it is in
-such cases that those circumstances exist which draw us irresistibly
-towards another, and teach us at once to love and to esteem.
-
-So had it been with Helen Barham and Juliet Carr. In a few days--nay,
-in a few hours, they had known each other well, and loved each other
-dearly; and if in the character of Helen Barham there were points
-which Juliet grieved for, yet they were points which excited
-tenderness and pity rather than condemnation, and proceeded from
-errors in education, never from defects of the heart. When they had
-last met there had existed a difference in their state of mind, which
-was the only impediment to the deepest attachment. It was, that Juliet
-Carr was then perfectly happy, and happiness, which is at best a
-selfish thing, prevented her from feeling altogether as she might have
-done that full sympathy for Helen, which none but those who have
-themselves known deep grief can experience towards those who grieve.
-Let me not be misunderstood, however--Juliet had sympathized with her
-fair companion deeply, and had loved her warmly, and the only
-abatement was, that Juliet was herself completely happy. Now, however,
-happiness had passed away from her heart, and as she held Helen in her
-arms for a moment, at their first meeting, she felt that she had
-hardly loved her half enough.
-
-Luckily for themselves, they were suffered to be alone for several
-hours, for they had much to explain to each other which was difficult
-to tell--many subjects to speak upon, in regard to which even woman
-with woman hesitates. And Juliet had dreamt a dream, so mingled of
-sweet and noble purposes, of painful expectations, of devotion, of
-resignation, and of tenderness, that it was hard for her even to
-approach the subject--hard even to think of it, without the tears
-rising in her eyes, and her heart throbbing as if it would beat
-through her bosom. She gazed on Helen Barham, while they sat and
-talked together; she looked at her bright and sparkling beauty, almost
-as if she had been a lover; she read the deep, strong affections of
-those bright heart-full eyes, she fathomed in her own mind the well of
-intense feelings that existed in that soft bosom, and in her humility
-she asked herself--"What am I, that he should love me rather than
-her?"
-
-Juliet went on with her enquiries, and demanded of herself, "Is it not
-possible--is it not even probable, that, knowing we can never be
-united, with his attachment to me broken by the cold hand of despair,
-his affections may turn to one who so well deserves them, and Helen
-Barham, happy in his love, may, in the end, make him happy likewise?"
-Not only was it likely, she thought, but scarcely to be doubted. It
-was impossible that he could see much of one so beautiful, so
-talented, so engaging, without learning to love her, if love for
-another could once be extinguished in his heart.
-
-A pause had taken place while she thus thought, and Juliet saw her
-fair companion's eyes rest upon the green expanse before the house,
-while an expression of deep melancholy stole over her countenance.
-Juliet read that look, and read it rightly; and though she felt
-somewhat timid, in regard to touching upon the subject at all, and
-sought not to raise any expectations, especially when she could not be
-sure that they might not be disappointed, yet she resolved, with the
-generous confidence of a pure and high mind, to let Helen know the
-exact position in which she herself stood towards Morley Ernstein. "I
-am sure," she said to herself, "that Helen will not rejoice in my
-disappointment. But, nevertheless, the knowledge that he whom she
-loves is not actually about to be united to another, may make a
-difference in her own fate and conduct."
-
-Thus thinking, she fixed her eyes for a moment upon Helen Barham
-again, saying--"Dear Helen, you look somewhat pale and sad."
-
-The blood rushed up into Helen Barham's cheek, from the well of
-consciousness in her heart. But Juliet went on, anxious to prevent her
-making any reply--"I am afraid, dear Helen," she continued, "that you
-are not very happy, though there never yet was one who more deserved
-happiness, I am sure. I can now sympathize with you, dear Helen, more
-deeply than I ever could do before, for I am not happy, either."
-
-Helen started, and gazed eagerly in her face--"What is it you mean?"
-she cried. "You unhappy, Juliet!--you, whose days I thought were to be
-all sunshine, blessed and blessing from the beginning of life to the
-close!--you, whose fate I believed was destined to show to man that it
-is possible to be happy, even on this earth!--you, who I fancied were
-to be for ever a being of brightness, and goodness, and joy!--you to
-be unhappy! Then, indeed, is this world a place of trial to every one;
-and, as old Comines says--'Right loyally has God kept his word with
-man, that in sorrow shall every one eat of the fruit of the ground,
-all the days of his life!' Oh, Juliet! this is very sad to me, for it
-takes away that belief in the mere existence of such a thing as
-happiness, which was all that was left to make me remember my own."
-
-"Why should I be exempt, Helen?" replied Juliet. "I am not vain enough
-to think I deserved that which I believed was in store for me; and
-though deep and bitter has been the disappointment of all my hopes,
-yet I trust to be enabled, by God's mercy, to bear that disappointment
-calmly."
-
-Helen Barham gazed earnestly and sadly in her face, making no reply,
-for some moments; but she then said--"Speak, Juliet, speak; tell me
-more, now you have told so much; but do not, do not say he was
-unworthy, for that I can never believe, even from your lips."
-
-"Heaven forbid!" exclaimed Juliet, eagerly, with her whole soul coming
-into her beautiful eyes. "Unworthy! oh, no!--he is worthy of all the
-deepest, the tenderest, the most ardent, the most enduring love that
-even a woman's heart can bestow. But, alas, Helen, it is all in vain!
-He and I can never be united. Say not a word, dear Helen; for on this
-subject I must be very, very brief. I dare not speak--I cannot speak
-much, lest these tears should drown me. We can never be united, Helen;
-there is a barrier between us that cannot be removed; and my only
-hope, my only wish, is, to see him happy with some one who may deserve
-to share his fate."
-
-Helen Barham cast her arms round Juliet's neck, and, for a moment or
-two, gave way to an overwhelming flood of tears. She made no comment,
-she asked no further question; and all she said, even in the end, was
-"Oh, Juliet Carr--dear Juliet Carr!--would to God, that I might spend
-my life with you! I know not, but I think that I might comfort you, as
-you have often comforted me; and that peace, Juliet--calm peace, which
-is all that either of us can hope for now, might sooner come to our
-dwelling if we were together. To be with you, even for a brief space,
-is a great happiness to me; and when your father sent for me--oh, how
-gladly did I come, although I had long tried to fancy that I was
-better away!"
-
-There was a pause for several minutes, but at length Juliet
-asked--"Did my father, then, send for you, Helen?"
-
-"Yes," replied Helen Barham. "Did you not know it, Juliet? He sent a
-messenger express to London for me, begging me to come down
-immediately, on business of importance."
-
-"I never heard of it," said Juliet. "I thought you had come on your
-brother's account. But there are my father and Mr. Barham in the
-avenue. I will speak to you more about your brother, Helen, when I
-have an opportunity. There are many things of which I wish to warn
-you."
-
-To the heart that deals with facts as they exist, and not according to
-the conventional mode of viewing them--to the heart that tries things
-by its own feelings, and not by the appreciations of others to the
-heart, in short that feels and acts for itself, the world, and the
-world's customs, the idle apathy, the selfish indifference, the narrow
-calculations, the dark, and often stupid caution of that ordinary
-crowd which forms what is called the mass of society, must ever be
-considered as a host of natural enemies. Thus we close our bosoms
-against them; and when the gates have been unbarred for a moment, and
-the feelings have been permitted to issue forth, it is wonderful how
-soon, if any of the adversaries' troops approach, in the persons of
-the worldly and the indifferent, the soldiers of the heart retreat
-within the walls of the fortress, the drawbridge is pulled up, the
-doors and sally-ports closed, and everything is put in a state of
-stern defence.
-
-Such was the case with Helen Barham and Juliet Carr. The traces of
-tears were rapidly wiped off, the every-day look put on as a veil, and
-the very thoughts with which they had been so busy were chased away,
-lest they might still affect the countenance, as soon as Mr. Carr and
-William Barham approached the house.
-
-The old lawyer himself had become extremely thin and haggard since
-Helen had seen him, and though he had recovered sufficient strength to
-drive to Doncaster on that very morning, he was evidently sadly broken
-and enfeebled. He met Miss Barham, however, with a good deal of that
-fawning courtesy which he always displayed towards those whom he
-sought to flatter and to win, and which was strangely, but not
-unnaturally, contrasted with the acerbity and sarcastic bitterness
-that he assumed towards those he disliked or despised.
-
-The conduct of William Barham, on meeting with his sister, was such as
-the reader may very well conceive it would be. There was a shy
-coldness about it, a sort of schoolboy-awkwardness, which was mixed
-with an affectation of ease; and, through all, an enquiring underlook
-of apprehension was apparent, as if he feared that Helen might have
-been betraying his secrets to Miss Carr. In short, every word and
-gesture rendered their meeting painful, even to Helen herself. Indeed,
-for many months, each conversation between the brother and sister had
-added but one source of grief or another to the number which the more
-amiable of the two had to bear; but now she remarked not alone the
-unpleasant and ungentlemanlike demeanour of her brother, but that in
-personal appearance a considerable and painful change had taken place.
-He looked thin and worn, and his face, which always bore a look of
-pale dissipation, was now marked by several purple blotches, in
-various places, and a bright red spot in the centre of each cheek. He
-had a peculiar cough, too, which Helen did not like; for she was old
-enough to remember something very like it, before her mother's death;
-and the course which Juliet told her that her brother was pursuing was
-certainly not one to improve his health and restore his vigour. After
-Mr. Carr and the young man had been about ten minutes in the room, the
-former left it, with a chuckling laugh, saying to Helen, that he had a
-little note for her in his desk. He returned almost instantly, and put
-into her hand a long slip of writing, upon which she gazed with
-enquiring eyes, finding it very nearly, if not totally unintelligible.
-"It is a sort of summons, my dear young lady," said the old man, "to
-appear, and give evidence upon the trial of those villains who broke
-into the house. It is all in proper form."
-
-Helen Barham turned very pale, saying--"I thought I should have been
-spared this;" and sitting down with the document in her hand, she
-continued gazing upon it in silence, with a thoughtful and anxious
-expression of countenance, as if placed in a situation of sudden and
-unexpected difficulty.
-
-"Pray, Mr. Carr," she asked, at length, "was it on this account that
-you sent for me from town?"
-
-Mr. Carr saw that he had pained her, and he was evidently not a little
-anxious to give her no offence.
-
-"No, no," he replied, eagerly--"not entirely, my dear Miss Barham--not
-entirely; there are various other important things to be done. I must
-have your authority, as well as your brother's, to act upon. He is not
-quite of age yet, you know; and I have to consult with you upon a
-great many matters, though I have put your affairs into the hands of a
-gentleman, who agrees to take it upon the 'no cure, no pay' system. He
-sees his way as clearly as I do, and signs an agreement to stand all
-the expenses if he does not recover your property. Nevertheless, there
-is much to be talked about; and as to this affair," he continued,
-seeing that the first effect upon Helen's mind was wearing away--"you
-know, my dear Miss Barham, I acted for the best in giving you the
-subp[oe]na here, where I was at your elbow to afford you advice and
-assistance. If I had not done so, they would have sent it to you in
-London, and what would have come of it then? Nobody can escape such a
-thing, you know, my dear Miss Barham; it is one of the bounden duties
-of Englishmen to give evidence for the purpose of promoting the ends
-of justice."
-
-Helen sat silent for a moment, and then asked--"What are the
-consequences, Mr. Carr, of a person refusing to give evidence?"
-
-"Oh, very terrible, indeed!" exclaimed Mr. Carr; "I can scarcely tell
-you what might, or what might not be done; but, certainly, in the very
-first instance, anybody doing so would be committed for contempt of
-court, and then they might stay their whole life in prison."
-
-Helen's cheek turned very pale, and Mr. Carr continued--"When anything
-happens to make witnesses wish not to answer, they generally contrive
-to evade the question, to say they are not sure of this thing or
-that--to equivocate a little, in short."
-
-"But suppose they do not choose to equivocate?" said Helen.
-
-"Then they tell the truth," said Mr. Carr, sharply.
-
-Helen was silent and thoughtful, but there was a look of resolution in
-her face, which made Mr. Carr somewhat apprehensive that she would not
-act exactly in the way that he wished; and he was preparing all his
-eloquence to show her the dangers and inconveniences of the plan he
-suspected she was about to pursue, when one of the maids came into the
-room quickly, saying, with an impatient air--"There is an old woman,
-sir, at the door, wants to speak to you."
-
-"I can't speak with her now, Sally," replied Mr. Carr; "she must come
-again."
-
-"But she says she must speak with you directly, sir," rejoined the
-maid; "indeed, she is very saucy about it."
-
-"Oh, I dare say it is that old woman, Brown," said Mr. Carr, "who says
-always there was five shillings owing to her son who died. Tell her it
-is no such thing, and that she had better go away, or I will send for
-a constable."
-
-"It isn't Goody Brown, at all," answered the woman, in a tone of very
-little reverence for her master--"she told me something about her
-name, but I forget what it was."
-
-"Go, and ask it--go, and ask it, then!" said Mr. Carr; and he was
-about to recommence his argument with Helen during the girl's absence;
-but she was not away more than a minute, and returned with a vastly
-indignant air, saying--"The saucy old thing says she must and will see
-you directly--that her name is Jane More, widow of Sergeant More; and
-she will take no refusal."
-
-Mr. Carr turned as pale as death, pressed his hand upon his heart, and
-sunk into a chair.
-
-"You are not well," cried Juliet, starting up. "Let me go and speak to
-her, sir."
-
-"No, no, no!" cried N. Carr, eagerly--"on no account. Take her into my
-little room, Sally. Some one give me a spoonful of brandy. Tell her I
-am not well, or I would have spoken to her at once, but I will come
-directly."
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XXXIX.
-
-
-As soon as Mr. Carr had left the room, Helen Barham turned towards the
-place where her brother had been standing the moment before--not,
-indeed, to ask his advice as to her future proceedings, for, alas, she
-did not respect that brother sufficiently to trust in any of his
-counsels!--but with the sort of enquiring look which nature has taught
-us to direct towards any one nearly allied to us, in circumstances of
-difficulty or danger. To her surprise, however, William Barham was no
-longer there; and Juliet informed her that her brother had quitted the
-room as soon as Mr. Carr began to speak of the robbery. "Indeed," she
-added, with a smile, and little thinking her words would give pain, "I
-perceive that he always does so."
-
-Helen Barham looked down, for the knowledge which she possessed of her
-brother's former course of life produced some apprehension lest
-William himself might be by some means implicated in the terrible
-transaction which was about to undergo the investigation of the law.
-When she recollected the conduct and the words of Harry Martin, too,
-the probability seemed so great, that she actually trembled at the
-thought of what might be the consequence; and the difficulties of her
-own situation became aggravated a thousand fold by fears for her
-brother.
-
-Juliet remarked her agitation, perhaps with some surprise, but she
-made no observation, and Helen, as soon as she had recovered herself,
-left the room, saying, that she wished to speak with William for a few
-moments. She found him in the room to which she was directed by one of
-the servants of the house, busily engaged in packing up a portmanteau.
-He was looking extremely pale, and in answer to Helen's enquiries,
-said that he intended to go back to London the next day. He made some
-excuse for this sudden determination, which Helen did not clearly
-understand, alleging that it was necessary he should see "the lawyer;"
-but his sister could draw no farther information from him, and,
-indeed, he appeared anxious to free himself from her presence. She
-remained for some time, however, trying to soothe him, and
-endeavouring to call up some better feelings in his heart; but she
-found that her efforts were spent in vain, and with sorrow of various
-kinds in her bosom, she returned to the room where she had left
-Juliet.
-
-As she laid her hand upon the lock of the drawing-room door, she heard
-her friend's voice calling loudly from a little room at the end of the
-corridor,--"Helen! Helen!" cried Juliet; "pray send some of the maids.
-Come to me, dear Helen--my father has fainted!"
-
-Helen ran into the room in which Mr. Carr usually transacted his
-business, and found him seated in a chair, as pale as death, with his
-daughter supporting his head.
-
-"Something has happened," said Juliet, in a low voice--"something has
-happened between him and that woman who was here just now; for the
-moment that she was gone, he called for me eagerly, but before I could
-reach him he was in the state that you see."
-
-Measures were immediately taken for restoring Mr. Carr, and in about
-half-an-hour they proved successful. He opened his eyes faintly and
-looked around him, and then endeavoured to rise from his chair, but
-was unable to do so. He was very angry, however, when he found that a
-medical man had been sent for, vowed it was ruin and destruction, and
-reproached Juliet bitterly for bringing him, as he termed it, to
-poverty and disgrace.
-
-Poor Juliet wept, not so much at the sting of her father's reproaches,
-as because she thought his senses were bewildered; for although Mr.
-Carr throughout life had displayed his avarice in acts, he had been
-very careful to avoid suffering the miser to appear in his words. He
-often, on the contrary, affected a tone of liberality; talked much
-about "petty savings," and people being "penny wise and pound
-foolish;" with all those old proverbs and saws of liberality, which
-are more frequently in the mouths of the greedy and the avaricious
-than of the really generous and open-handed.
-
-Gradually, as he recovered himself, he became more guarded again, said
-that as the doctor had been sent for he could not help it, but at the
-same time put Juliet away from him with a cold air, and begged that
-she would not act in such a way another time without his authority. He
-asked, moreover, with a look of doubt and suspicion, if she had seen
-that old woman, and seemed relieved when he was informed that such had
-not been the case.
-
-The surgeon, when he arrived, would fain have sent Mr. Carr to bed,
-declared that he was much more ill than he believed himself to be, and
-protested that he would not answer for the consequences if his
-directions were not obeyed. Mr. Carr resisted, however, saying, that
-there could be no use of his going to bed then, as he must set off for
-York at six o'clock on the following morning, to be present at the
-assizes.
-
-It was in vain that Juliet remonstrated, and besought him to refrain
-from an act which the surgeon assured him might cost his life,--it was
-in vain that she represented how little it mattered whether the men
-who robbed his house were convicted or not, if his own death was to be
-the result. He grew angry with her arguments, telling her that she
-knew not what she was talking about, and could not enter into his
-views, or understand his motives; and so far, at least, he seemed to
-be in the right, that the very exertion appeared to do him good, for
-during the evening he went about making his preparations with much
-greater strength than either Juliet or Helen believed him to possess.
-
-He was pale when he rose on the following morning, and his hand shook
-a good deal, as if he had had a slight stroke of the palsy; but his
-determination of proceeding to York was so evident, that Juliet dared
-offer no farther opposition, and only petitioned to be allowed to
-accompany him. He did not comply with her request, however, saying,
-somewhat impatiently, that there was no need of increasing the charges
-at an inn. His daughter judged, and judged rightly, that the
-apprehension of expense was not the sole cause of her father's
-unwillingness to take her with him, and she did not venture to propose
-that arrangement which had but too often taken place between him and
-herself--namely, that she should pay her share from her own private
-income.
-
-As soon as the chaise appeared, Mr. Carr and Helen Barham got into it,
-and the door was already shut when William Barham, who had been
-wandering about the house during the whole morning, as if not knowing
-what to do with his vacant time, ran up to the side of the vehicle,
-and spoke a few words to Mr. Carr. The old man seemed surprised, but
-after a reply and a rejoinder, exclaimed--"Very well--very well,
-then--only make haste!"
-
-The youth's portmanteau was immediately sent for, and strapped upon
-the carriage; he himself took his place inside, and the whole party
-were borne away in a very few minutes. To Juliet, who watched them
-from the window, the words which William Barham had spoken where
-inaudible; and she was not a little surprised to see the young man
-depart, even for a short time, without the ordinary courtesy of
-bidding her adieu; for, to say the truth, there had been a growing
-familiarity in his manner, which, though difficult to check, had been
-not a little disagreeable to her. On the present occasion, she
-concluded that he was going to witness the trial at York, and was glad
-of the relief; but she would have been still more surprised at his
-conduct, though even better satisfied with the result, if she had
-known that he only proposed to accompany M. Carr as far as the high
-road, and there to get a place in the first coach for London.
-
-While in the carriage with Mr. Carr and Helen, William Barham
-maintained that sort of dull reserve which his sister's presence
-seemed now to produce invariably, and only entered into conversation
-for the purpose, of hinting to the old lawyer that he wanted a supply
-of money. With scarcely a moment's hesitation given to his habitual
-reluctance to part with money on any consideration, Mr. Carr produced
-his pocket-book, and handed over at once two ten-pound notes to his
-young companion, only stipulating that, when they arrived at the inn,
-he should give a note of hand for the sum which he had received.
-
-"This man has been called a miser and a usurer," thought Helen, "and
-yet he deals thus liberally and kindly. So do people gain the
-reputation of vices that they do not possess."
-
-But poor Helen Barham knew not, that for every shilling which Mr. Carr
-lent to William, he calculated that he would gain fifty, if not a
-hundred per cent. On their arrival at the inn, which occupied the
-angle where the by-road from Yelverly joined the high road from York
-to London, Mr. Carr and William Barham got out of the carriage; and
-the old lawyer carefully took a memorandum from the young man of the
-sum which had been given him. William then took leave of his sister,
-merely shaking hands as if she had been some common acquaintance, and
-the chaise rolled on towards York, while Helen's brother remained
-waiting the arrival of the coach. When it came, he got into the
-inside, seeing that is was already tenanted by two well-dressed young
-women, and an elderly gentleman; and in a few minutes the youth was in
-full conversation, casting away entirely all that reserve which he had
-displayed in the presence of his sister, and giving himself all sorts
-of airs, as if he were the scion of some noble house, frequenting the
-first society in the land, and possessing wealth at will.
-
-Fast drove the coach along the road, and faster went the young man's
-tongue, the innocent girls within the vehicle giving full credit to
-every word he said, though not particularly liking his manners and
-appearance, and their elder companion, with more experience and
-knowledge of the world, setting him down, not exactly for what he
-really was, but for some saucy shopboy, suddenly possessed of a few
-pounds, and raised in his own impudent imagination to the highest
-pitch of fortune.
-
-At the end of about two hours, the coach drove up to an inn to change
-horses, and at the same moment a dark-coloured, but highly-finished
-barouche, rolled rapidly past on the side next to William Barham. The
-old gentleman who occupied the other corner, could only perceive that
-the carriage contained a man of a distinguished aspect, with fine
-features and a very dark complexion; but William Barham recognised
-with terror the well-known countenance of Lieberg, and saw that the
-keen dark eye rested upon him while the finger was raised and the brow
-contracted. He turned deadly pale, and became as silent as the grave.
-
-The old gentleman remarked all this, and whispered to one of
-his daughters, "I suppose this vulgar young coxcomb is some
-valet-de-chambre, and if so, depend upon it that was his master who
-passed just now."
-
-William Barham's sharp ears caught the meaning of the whisper, and his
-heart burned within him, but he did not dare to reply. His only
-resource was to betake himself to the outside of the coach at the next
-stage, and to drown the mingled feelings of apprehension and rage in
-five or six glasses of strong brandy and water, taken wherever the
-vehicle stopped long enough to give time for such potations.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XL.
-
-
-It was in the interior of the well-known prison of York, just after
-nightfall, that the prisoner Harry Martin sat by himself, having been
-permitted a long interview with his wife in the course of the day, and
-having apparently derived great comfort and consolation from her
-presence--much greater, indeed, than that which he had derived from a
-conversation with his lawyer, who had taken a view of his case not the
-most encouraging. During the first day or two of his imprisonment he
-had, to say the truth, felt a degree of despairing anxiety which he
-had never before known in life; not, indeed, that he had displayed any
-external sign of apprehension, unless it were a stern gravity of
-language rather different from his usual gay and reckless tone. But
-upon the whole he had been calm, talking with any one who saw him upon
-indifferent subjects, and seemingly not at all engrossed with his own
-situation, but only feeling the general impression of a serious
-charge. His demeanour altogether had much pleased not only the
-governor of the prison, but also the turnkeys; and the former declared
-that he had seen many a guilty man in his day, but he had never seen
-any who had less the manner of one than Mr. Martin, nor could he
-conceive that what all the London officers said of him was true; while
-the turnkeys, on their part, vowed that, whatever he had done, Mr.
-Martin was "quite a gentleman."
-
-Although even in those days the prison licentiousness, commemorated in
-the Beggar's Opera and in the works of our older novelists, had been
-very nearly done away, yet a degree of licence existed in our gaols
-unknown to our stricter rule. The discipline of a prison was a very
-different thing then from that which it is now, and it rarely happened
-that a harsh magistrate interdicted a prisoner before trial from any
-reasonable communication with his friends and acquaintances. All that
-was required from the governor of a gaol was the secure custody of the
-prisoner's person, and if that was properly cared for, few questions
-of any kind were asked.
-
-There were hours fixed, however, beyond which any visits to the prison
-were not usually permitted, and it was with some surprise, therefore,
-that Harry Martin saw the door of his cell open a few hours after the
-ordinary time of admission.
-
-"A gentleman wants to speak with you, Mr. Martin," said one of the
-turnkeys, and the prisoner, raising his eyes, beheld a tall and
-powerful man, wrapped in a travelling cloak, enter the room while the
-gaoler held the door for him to pass in.
-
-Harry Martin was not one to forget readily a face he had once seen,
-but it took the reflection of a moment or two to connect that of his
-visitor with the events of the past; and ere his recollection served
-him, the door was closed, and he stood face to face with the personage
-whom we have called Count Lieberg. The moment that he became aware of
-who it was, the brow of the prisoner contracted, and he demanded
-sternly--"What do you want with me?"
-
-Lieberg's dark, keen eye rested upon him heavily, with that sort of
-oppressive light which seemed at once to see into and weigh down the
-heart of those he gazed at, and he remained for a moment or two
-without making any reply, as if to let the man before him feel the
-full force of that basilisk glance.
-
-"When last we met," he said, at length, "you took away some papers--"
-
-Harry Martin had by this time recollected himself, and he replied.
-with a loud laugh--"When last we met? Did we ever meet at all? That is
-the question, my fine fellow. You seem to me as impudent as a quack
-doctor, and I dare say are as great a liar as a horse-chanter."
-
-"When last we met," repeated Lieberg, in an unaltered tone, "you took
-a pocket-book of mine, containing some papers of value to me and of no
-value to you. What has become of them?"
-
-"What has become of them!" cried Harry Martin. "If I took any papers
-of yours, depend upon it that they are by this time what you and I
-soon will be."
-
-"And what is that?" demanded Lieberg.
-
-"Dust and ashes--dust and ashes!" replied Harry Martin.
-
-"You make a mistake," said Lieberg, calmly, "I have no intention of
-being anything of the kind. But listen to me for a moment, my good
-friend, and I will give you sufficient motives for making you change
-your mind in this business. Those papers are of great consequence to
-me; if they can't be found, the proofs of the facts to which they
-referred are the next important things to obtain. If you can furnish
-me with either the one or the other, you will benefit me and yourself
-too. Hear me!--you will save your own neck from the gallows--You will
-save your own life, I say."
-
-"I would not, to save fifty lives," answered Harry Martin. "Come,
-don't talk to me any more about it, for I don't want to hear such
-stuff. You have no power to give life or to take it. You, who, if laws
-were equal, and punishments proportioned to crime, would find a far
-higher gallows than any of us poor fellows--you, who are a robber of
-more than money--a murderer of more than life--who gave you power to
-offer me safety, or anything like it?"
-
-"The chance that placed me in the house which you broke into," replied
-Lieberg, "and the wit that made me lie quiet when I found there was no
-use in resisting. Upon my words hangs your life, and I pledge my
-honour to save it, if you but restore me those papers."
-
-"Your honour!" exclaimed Harry Martin. "What's your honour worth? I
-have heard some tricks of your honour, that make it of as little
-value, to those who know what is underneath the surface, as a coiner's
-shilling."
-
-"You are in the wrong," said Lieberg, calmly, keeping still fixed upon
-him that peculiar look which Harry Martin could not prevent himself
-from feeling, notwithstanding all his daring hardihood--"you are quite
-in the wrong, my good friend, and are risking your neck, or rather, I
-should say, absolutely condemning yourself to death for the sake of a
-youth who has betrayed you, and who was the first to bring upon you
-the eye of the law."
-
-"Has he betrayed me?" demanded Harry Martin, with his eye flashing.
-"Has he betrayed me? If I thought that--"
-
-"I can prove it," replied Lieberg. "You have mistaken your friends for
-your enemies, my good man. Listen to me for a very brief space of
-time, and you shall soon see that you have not only done me injustice,
-but yourself too. All the information that you possess, with regard to
-me and to my proceedings, has been derived from a youth whom you
-yourself know to be one of the most egregious liars in Europe, who has
-misrepresented my conduct to every one, even while I was acting for
-his own good. I should have supposed that you were too wise to trust
-to one word that he says, even from what you knew of him before; but
-surely you will not be foolish enough to give the slightest credit to
-the falsehoods which he has spoken of me, when you find that he is
-rascal enough to betray you without the least hesitation. Of the
-latter fact you may be quite sure, although he may very likely have
-bargained not to be brought forward at your trial. Take any means that
-you like to satisfy yourself, and you will find that almost
-immediately after the robbery had been committed, he went to the house
-of Mr. Carr, and has remained there ever since. You will find, also,
-that his sister has been brought down to give evidence against you;
-and every enquiry that you make will prove to you, more and more
-strongly, that it was he who pointed you out to the police as the man,
-even when suspicion had very naturally fallen upon two other persons."
-
-Harry Martin walked up and down the narrow space of the cell, in a
-state of terrible agitation. "So, so!" he said, "this is the game! He
-shall smart for it!--I wish I had my hand upon his shoulder, that's
-all; but I will have my day, yet. Never mind--revenge will come, and
-it is sweet!"
-
-"It is, indeed!" said Lieberg, with a tone of such earnestness, that
-no one could doubt he felt the burning passion, the hell-thirst of
-which he spoke, with strong intensity, notwithstanding the calm and
-indifferent demeanour which he so generally affected. "It is, indeed,"
-he said, "and no man who knows how sweet it is, lets slip the
-opportunity when presented to him. The way before you, my good friend,
-is open, and easy; give me those papers; or, if you really have them
-not, furnish me with the proofs, which I know you possess, against the
-boy, William Barham, and you at once save your own life, and gain your
-revenge against him; for I tell you fairly, it is at him I strike."
-
-"Pooh! nonsense!--don't talk to me," cried Harry Martin; "it's his
-sister you want. You care devilish little about him. Do you think to
-come humbugging me in that manner?"
-
-"You are mistaken," said Lieberg, sternly; "I may seek revenge upon
-them both, and so may you, too, for she is as much your enemy as he
-is, and has come down for the express purpose of giving evidence
-against you."
-
-"Not she!" cried Harry Martin; "that's a lie--I'll never believe it!"
-
-"I tell you, she arrived in York last night, with Mr. Carr," replied
-Lieberg; "and, as you know, the trial comes on the day after
-tomorrow."
-
-"She'll give no evidence against me, I'm sure," said Harry Martin,
-gazing down upon the floor, but speaking in a less assured tone than
-he had used before. "I don't think she would, if her life were at
-stake."
-
-"If you are quite sure of that," answered Lieberg, in a meaning
-tone--"if you are quite sure that the fear of being committed, and of
-suffering a tedious imprisonment will not induce her to give some
-intimation of the facts, you can trust her, and make yourself easy
-upon her score. It were as well, however, to recollect all the
-arguments that may be used to induce a girl like that to speak what
-she knows, however strongly she may have promised you not to do so. In
-the first place, they will shew her, that, both morally and
-religiously, promises extorted under threats and the fear of death are
-always held to be no promises at all, and quite in vain. They will get
-lawyers, and priests, and friends, to tell her all this; and then they
-will set before her eyes her duty to her country, and shew that
-everybody is bound, by the strongest of moral obligations, to aid in
-bringing an offender to justice. All the arguments, in short, which a
-poor gentleman, whom you call the devil, has supplied to make people
-betray each other under the idea of being very virtuous, will be used
-towards her, and with effect; and then, to back all these persuasions,
-will be held out the terror of the law, which is armed with power to
-punish those who do not do their duty to society. Do you think any
-girl will hold out against all this--against the arguments of lawyers,
-and friends, and divines--and most likely, against her own convictions
-also; and will quietly walk into a prison for an uncertain space of
-time, solely to save a man from the gallows whom she never saw but
-once in her life? If you do, my good friend, trust her--trust her by
-all means; you are the best judge of the value of your own neck,
-though probably there are some other people besides yourself, who may
-grieve for you, and who may be left destitute if you are hanged."
-
-Harry Martin seemed shaken. He sat down at the table, he leaned his
-head upon his hands, and the workings of his countenance told how
-strong was the emotion within him. Lieberg watched him, with eyes
-terribly skilled in reading the passions and weaknesses of the human
-heart; and after he had paused for a moment, to let what he had said
-have full effect, he went on--"So much for the girl!--and you must
-recollect, that if she refuses to swear that you are the man, and
-assigns for the reason that her life had been spared, even that will
-tell against you, in some degree. Then comes her brother, and says all
-that he knows of you; then come I myself, and swear to you positively.
-Now, if you do what I want, you sweep away the whole of this mass of
-evidence at once, and, in fact, may be said to set yourself free."
-
-"Why, how so?" cried Harry Martin. "How would that prevent her giving
-her evidence?"
-
-"Do you think she would give her evidence against you, if by so doing
-she condemned her own brother to death?" demanded Lieberg, in a low,
-but emphatic tone; "and I promise you, she shall have that before her
-eyes, at all events."
-
-Harry Martin gazed at him from under his bent brows, and for a moment
-or two a variety of different expressions passed over the prisoner's
-countenance, from which the dark, keen eye of Lieberg could extract no
-information in regard to what was passing in his bosom. All that his
-tempter could divine was, that he was shaken, that his resolution
-wavered, though there was a certain look of scorn mingled with all the
-shades that flitted across Martin's face, which was not very pleasant
-to his proud companion. He failed not, however, to ply him with every
-argument, to tempt him by every inducement, and Martin sat and
-listened, sometimes gazing full upon Lieberg, sometimes bending his
-eyes down upon the table, sometimes frowning heavily, and sometimes
-indulging in a flickering smile, which crossed his countenance like
-the lights that we occasionally see carried across the open windows of
-a house, the tenant of which we know not, as we travel past it in a
-dark night.
-
-"Well now, sir," he said, at length, looking up with a softened look,
-in Lieberg's face--"Well now, sir, suppose I were to do as you wish,
-what surety should I have that you will stand by me, in the time of
-need?"
-
-Lieberg bent down his head, speaking across the table, and replied, "I
-will acknowledge this night in presence of the turnkey, that in seeing
-you, and hearing your voice, I have become convinced you are not one
-of the men who broke into Mr. Carr's house, at Yelverly."
-
-"That might do," said Harry Martin, in a thoughtful tone--"that would
-go a great way; but don't you think it would be a lie?"
-
-"A lie!" exclaimed Lieberg, with his lip curling--"Are you fool enough
-to suppose, that a man of the world cares two straws about the mere
-empty shade of truth, when a great and important object is to be
-obtained? Where is the minister, the statesman, the patriot, who ever
-dreams of the abstract truth or falsehood of a particular proposition?
-The greatest reformer that ever lived, who harangues multitudes upon
-corruption, and all the evils that afflict a state or a religion, will
-no more scruple to falsify the truth in regard to an opponent, or to
-tell a bare falsehood to gain an end, than a schoolboy will to rob an
-orchard. Take them all, from Luther down to the lowest of your
-purity-mongers in this happy island, and you will find that there is
-not one of them who considers truth and falsehood, except in reference
-to the end they have in view. Away with such nonsense between us--it
-is only fit for a school-mistress's homily to girls of twelve years
-old. I will do what I say, and that is sufficient; and ere your trial
-comes on, I will so contrive to tutor Helen Barham that she shall work
-your acquittal, without committing herself."
-
-"That will do--that will do!" said Harry Martin, meditating. "But
-then, sir, I thought you intended to have your revenge upon this young
-woman. I should not be sorry to have mine upon that scoundrel, her
-brother. Now let me see; though we jump together in that. I should not
-like the poor girl ill treated at all--I don't suppose you would ever
-go to strike a woman, or to punish her in that sort of way, at all?"
-
-Lieberg smiled contemptuously, and replied--"You cannot understand, my
-good friend, the nature of the revenge I seek; but be satisfied! It is
-nothing of the kind you imagine."
-
-"But I should like to know what it is, sir," said Harry Martin--"I
-should much like to know what it is before I consent.--Anything in
-reason, but no violence!"
-
-His tone was very much altered, and Lieberg marked with no light
-satisfaction that everything promised well for his purposes.
-
-"Well," he said, at length, "my revenge should be this: to force her
-to be mine, to bind her to myself by ties she loathes and abhors--to
-bow her pride to the dust, by none of the ill-treatment that you dream
-of, but by caresses that she hates--ay, and daily to know that her
-situation, as my paramour, is a pang and an anguish to her, while she
-has no means of freeing herself from the bond!"
-
-"Well!" cried Harry Martin, starting up, with such fury that he
-overset the table, "you are a damneder scoundrel than I thought man
-could be! Get out, or I will dash you to atoms!" And at the same
-moment he seized Lieberg by the shoulder, as if to cast him headlong
-forth from the door.
-
-To his surprise, however, he found that, notwithstanding all his own
-great strength, he could not move him in the least, and that the dark
-man before him stood rooted like a rock to the floor.
-
-"Beware!" said Lieberg, lifting up his finger with a scornful smile,
-as the prisoner drew back in some astonishment--"beware!" and at the
-same moment one of the turnkeys opened the door to enquire what was
-the matter.
-
-Lieberg went out without making any reply, and the prisoner was once
-more left alone.
-
-"Ay," said Martin when he was by himself; "now if they have a cell in
-the place fit to receive a man that has murdered his own father, they
-should put that fellow into it. How the scoundrel was taken in, to
-tell all his rascality!--I don't believe a word of it--never peach. I
-know a little bit about women, too, and I'll bet my life she doesn't
-say a word--only those rascally fellows may get it out of her; those
-lawyers. I have seen them puzzle a cleverer head than hers with their
-questions. However, we will see: a man can but die once, and I'd
-rather do that while I'm about it, than give the poor girl up into the
-hands of such an infernal villain as that, even if I had the papers to
-give him, which, thank God, I have not!--for no man can tell what he
-will do when he is tempted.--I suppose it will go hard with me after
-all!" And with this not very pleasant reflection, Martin cast himself
-into a chair, and appeared to give himself up to calculate the chances
-for and against himself, with a heavy brow and a sad and anxious eye.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XLI.
-
-
-Man, in his collective quality, is undoubtedly a gin-drinker, a lover
-of ardent spirits, a seeker of all that stimulates the palate, both
-mental and corporeal. The wholesome food of every-day life we soon
-learn to loathe, and even the excitement of the imagination by the
-mimic scene or tale of fictitious distress, is willingly cast away for
-the more potent taste of real sorrow and actual crime. How we flock to
-see the trial of any notorious criminal!--how eagerly we watch the
-workings of apprehension, and anguish on his countenance!--how
-critically we examine the gradations of emotion, and fear, and awe,
-and despair, as they move the stubborn features, or make the strong
-frame writhe! How we gloat upon the deadly anguish of a fellow-human
-heart through all the terrible scenes in the administration of
-justice, from the first examination of the captured criminal, to the
-last dread moment upon the fatal drop!
-
-Is it then, indeed, that man loves to witness misery, that he enjoys
-the spectacle of agony in a creature like himself? No; no more than he
-enjoys pain in his own person when he drinks those burning things from
-which his infant lips would have drawn back, or eats those flaming
-condiments which set the palate in a blaze. Stimulus--it is all for
-stimulus! Stimulus that makes up one half of all the enjoyments of the
-passions, the great ingredient in strife and exertion, the incentive
-in the course of glory, the companion of ambition!
-
-The criminal court at York was filled to the doors. The reporters for
-the London newspapers were all present, come down to the mart of
-excitement for the purpose of hawking it in retail over the whole
-country. Manifold were the lawyers present to hear what they justly
-expected would prove a curious case, and the rest of the place was
-occupied by a various multitude, not only from the city itself and the
-neighbouring county, but from various parts of England, and even from
-the capital. There was expectation in every countenance, and each
-little movement that took place in the court created not only a slight
-rustling murmur, and a motion of every head forward to see what was
-taking place, but also produced the palpitation of many a heart from
-mere eagerness and anxiety for the result. A great part of the crowd
-consisted, as is usually the case, of women, and a more than ordinary
-interest had been excited amongst the fairer and tenderer portion of
-the community, by the rumours which had been circulated regarding the
-prisoner Martin. He had become, as it were, the hero of the day; and
-his long evasion of the officers' pursuit, his sojourn on the moors,
-and his capture in attempting to escape from a distant cottage, had
-all been magnified, and made the theme of wonder and comment, so that
-more than one penny pamphlet, containing an account of "the adventures
-of Harry Martin," had been produced from the brains of several
-marvel-mongers in York. Then, again, there was the tale of his
-beautiful young wife and her mother having followed him to the place
-of his confinement; and a report was current that the old woman had
-been heard to say, on several occasions, that Harry was not guilty,
-and that it would prove so; which created a very general belief in his
-innocence amongst the many whose ignorance of all the mass of crime
-that exists in this world renders them ever ready to believe that
-those who boldly assume virtue, are virtuous.
-
-The first cause that came on was one of no possible amusement to any
-but the parties concerned; one of those cases of horse-stealing or
-sheep-stealing, which sadly try the patience of an expecting auditory,
-when something more interesting, if not more important, is to follow
-immediately after. The counsel, however, on both sides, were brief,
-the jury themselves were impatient, and that trial was soon over; for
-it is no less true than strange, that even in courts of justice the
-accidental circumstances connected with any particular case make an
-immense difference in the portion of attention paid to the
-investigation thereof, though the crime and the punishment remain the
-same.
-
-The judges of the land, indeed, generally hold, as far as is
-necessary, that calm and dignified impartiality which preserves the
-same estimation of all things submitted to their judgment, without any
-reference to aught but that which is brought before them. Such is not
-the case, however, either with juries or with the gentlemen of the
-bar, and any vulgar crime will be investigated, judged, and punished,
-with a rapidity truly surprising, when the same act, dignified by the
-situation of the parties, or brought into notice by something new and
-striking in the mode of its perpetration, will occupy a court for
-whole days, and call forth the most profound affections in the breasts
-of jurors, counsellors, and auditory.
-
-The barrister who would conduct a trial for horse-stealing, with a
-light and flippant speech of five minutes, although by the sanguinary
-laws of old, the life of the prisoner was in as great danger as if he
-had committed murder, would become impressed by the deepest sense of
-his situation, and speak by the hour together, if some great man were
-slain by the hand of an inferior; and the slightest touch of romance
-will hold a court for hours over a trial for murder, which would hang
-a dozen men for simple forgery in an hour and a half; and yet the
-responsibility is the same--the life of a fellow-being is in both
-cases at stake.[1] Although, perhaps, it no longer happens that
-"Wretches hang, that jurymen may dine;" yet many a man has a cause
-affecting his life, or his happiness through life, tried with no
-slight inattention, because he has not committed some distinguished
-crime, or performed it in a remarkable manner.
-
-At length, the expected moment came for the trial of Martin and his
-companions, and the prisoners were brought in and placed at the bar.
-All eyes were upon them, and certainly an awful moment must it be,
-when a man enters a crowded and expecting court, loaded with the
-charge of a heavy crime, waiting for the ordeal of a public trial,
-knowing that his fate for life or death is there to be sealed in a few
-short hours, and sees fixed upon him the thousand eyes of a multitude
-who have come there to pry into and enjoy all his emotions, to witness
-the terrible struggle, and mark how he bears his destiny. It must be a
-strong heart, or a hard one, that can endure that first look with
-calmness.
-
-Very different from each other, in aspect and demeanour, were the four
-men who now advanced into the dock. Two of them hung their heads and
-looked down upon the ground; one of them gazed around with a faint and
-affected smile, nodding to some one that he saw in the crowd, and
-labouring painfully to appear at ease. Martin, on the contrary, came
-forward, looking straight before him, with his head erect, his broad
-chest expanded, and his step slow, but firm. His brow was somewhat
-knit and thoughtful, but his air was frank as usual, and after having
-gazed towards the bench and the barristers' table, he turned his eyes
-slowly to the right and left, scanning the eager faces of the crowd
-with an unquailing eye and an unchanging countenance. The clerk of the
-arraigns then read the indictment, charging the four prisoners with
-breaking into the house of Mr. Carr, at Yelverly, and stealing thence
-various sums of money, and articles of gold and silver, and he then
-asked the prisoners severally for their plea.
-
-Contrary to the expectation of all present, while the three men who
-had seemed most cowed by the aspect of the court, pleaded "Not
-guilty," in a firm and distinct tone, and gave an immediate answer,
-Martin paused for a moment, ere he replied, as if he had some
-hesitation, and then answered likewise, but in a low voice, "Not
-guilty."
-
-It may seem strange, it may be called unnatural, but I believe that,
-at that moment, there was in the heart of the bold and criminal man of
-whom I speak, a repugnance to tell a public falsehood, and to put in a
-plea that was not true. He would have given a great deal, as he stood
-there, to have been permitted to claim the old battle ordeal--ay, if
-there had been twenty champions against him; but with all his faults
-and crimes, he liked not to say he was not guilty, when he knew
-himself to be so.
-
-The jury was then called over and sworn, no challenges being made, and
-after the usual formalities, the counsel for the crown addressed the
-court, with a due sense of the responsibility that rests upon him who
-undertakes the part of public accuser. Not one word did he say to
-display his own skill, or eloquence, to excite the passions of his
-auditory, or to prejudice the cause that was about to be tried. He
-mentioned the facts of the robbery, as they had taken place, the
-evidence by which he intended to prove those facts, the circumstances
-which he thought might justly fix the crime upon the prisoners at the
-bar, and then left it to the jury to decide whether they were guilty
-or not, according to the impression produced by the testimony about to
-be given before them.
-
-After the conclusion of the counsel's speech, a momentary interruption
-of the proceedings took place, and a report ran round the court, that
-one of the principal witnesses had been taken suddenly ill. The judge
-and the counsel for the crown held some conversation together, the
-principal part of which was only heard by those near them; but at
-length the former said, distinctly--"I think that such is the best
-course to pursue. It does not much matter to you in what order the
-evidence is taken, and, probably, before we have proceeded far, the
-witness may be able to appear."
-
-The counsel acquiesced in the judge's view, much to the relief of the
-spectators, who had become apprehensive that they might lose their
-amusement for the morning.
-
-The two witnesses first called were the female servants of Mr. Carr,
-who, together with the labourers who had come to the rescue of the
-inhabitants of Yelverly, proved the facts of the robbery, but could
-say nothing to fix the guilt upon either of the prisoners in the dock.
-The housemaid, indeed, dealt a little in the marvellous, and though
-her fellow-servant had declared that she was asleep the whole time,
-vowed that she had seen one of the robbers, and that he was at least
-six inches taller than any of the prisoners; which called from the
-prisoner's counsel the significant remark, that the maid's testimony
-would go far to fix the burglary upon the Irish Giant. He declined to
-cross-examine her, however, saying, with a nod and a shrewd look to
-the jury, that her evidence was very well as it was, and would be
-received for as much as it was worth--but no more. Some of the
-prisoners smiled, but Harry Martin still remained grave, and
-thoughtful. His brow, indeed, gathered into a stern frown when the
-name of the next witness was pronounced, and Frederick, Count Lieberg,
-was called into court.
-
-The foreign appellation, and the rank of the witness, caused a
-movement of curiosity amongst the spectators, and a slight murmur, in
-the midst of which, Lieberg advanced, and took his place in the
-witness-box, with that sort of calm and impressive demeanour, which
-bespeaks both attention and belief--very often, alas! where neither is
-due; for those who have been accustomed to frequent senates and
-courts, must have observed how much attention an empty speech will
-gain from an attractive tone and manner; and how readily a falsehood
-is believed, when the face of the teller bears the appearance of a
-firm conviction. Let the reader be sure that the lie is as much in the
-manner as the words, and that its success depends more upon the former
-than the latter.
-
-Lieberg's handsome face, too, and fine person, the accurate taste of
-his dress, and his military carriage, all struck the spectators, and
-the court, and prepared them to give full credit to every word that he
-uttered. The judge alone, long accustomed to remark the slightest
-changes of the human countenance--whose memory was, in short, a
-dictionary of looks--remarked a something when the eye of the witness
-lighted on the prisoner Martin, which made him say to himself--"There
-is hatred there." It was no permanent expression, but one that passed
-like a gleam of lightning, over his face, and was gone--a flash of the
-eye, a sudden convulsive curl of the lip, a momentary contraction of
-the brow, and then all was calm again.
-
-After stating who and what he was, and that he had visited the house
-of Mr. Carr for the purpose of hiring some shooting in the
-neighbourhood, Lieberg went on to give, in a clear and perspicuous
-manner, and, as usual, without the slightest foreign accent in the
-world, his account of all that occurred on the night of the robbery.
-Nor was that account far different from the truth, for Lieberg well
-knew that truth is always more convincing than falsehood, and,
-consequently, he contented himself with as little of the latter
-ingredient in his story as was possible, consistent with his purposes.
-The only part, then, of his statement which was calculated to deceive,
-was that he had been roused out of his sleep by a scream, and was
-issuing forth from his room to see what it was, when he received a
-blow on the head, which stunned him for a few minutes. He next
-proceeded to say, that on recovering his senses, he found himself
-bound, and, looking through his half-closed eyes, saw two men in his
-chamber, rifling his trunks and dressing-case. They remained there, he
-continued, for some time, talking aloud, and then went away, leaving
-him still tied.
-
-"Have you seen either of those men since?" demanded the examining
-counsel.
-
-"I have," replied Lieberg, firmly. "I see one of them now,"--and he
-fixed his eyes upon Harry Martin, with a stern look.
-
-The judge smiled, as he saw the direction of his glance; but the
-counsel bade the witness point out the man, if he still saw him in
-court. Lieberg immediately held out his hand towards Martin,
-saying--"Of the four prisoners in the dock, the one upon the extreme
-right, I can swear to, as one of those whom I saw in my room that
-night." As he spoke, he bent his eyes full upon Martin's face, and the
-prisoner returned his stare, with a look as proud and powerful as his
-own; and again a murmur ran through the court, as the spectators
-remarked the glances which those two men interchanged.
-
-"Do you see in the court the second man who was in your room?"
-demanded the counsel.
-
-"I think that the other prisoner, at the further end of the dock, is
-he," said Lieberg; "but I cannot swear to him."
-
-After a few more questions, the examination in chief was ended, and
-Count Lieberg was turned over to the hands of the prisoners' counsel,
-who proceeded to cross-examine him at length.
-
-It is a terrible engine, a cross-examination, in the hands of one who
-knows how to wield it properly. It is a sort of mental torture, for
-the purpose of making a witness confess the truth, but which, like the
-rack and the thumb-screw, has as often brought forth falsehood, as
-that which is sought to be elicited; and yet it is impossible,
-perhaps, to do without it. The proud spirit of Lieberg writhed
-within him at all that he was obliged to endure, during his
-cross-examination, but with the wonderful command which he possessed
-over himself, he covered, for a long time, all his feelings with an
-exterior of cold composure; revenging himself, from time to time, upon
-the counsel, by a bitter sneer, which made the court smile, though his
-own lip remained unmoved and stern.
-
-He was made to go over and over again the exact position in which he
-stood, when he received the blow that stunned him; and a number of
-questions were asked which seemed directed to puzzle the witness, more
-than to accomplish any other object; and then the counsel demanded,
-suddenly, whether he were not actually up, and at the door of his
-room, when he heard the scream he had mentioned?
-
-"I have already said," replied Lieberg, "that it woke me from my
-sleep; and I must appeal to the court, whether this course of
-examination is to be persisted in?"
-
-The judge, however, did not see that the question was at all
-objectionable, and the counsel had the pleasure of finding that he had
-irritated the witness. He then went on to ask him, by what signs and
-external marks it was that he recognised the prisoner; and he made him
-acknowledge that the faces of the men he had seen were covered with a
-black crape, and their figures enveloped in smock frocks.
-
-"How was it, then," the counsel asked, "that the Count recognised one
-of them so rapidly?--was it by his feet, which might have appeared
-from under the smock frock--or was it by his hands?"
-
-Lieberg replied that it was by his general appearance; and, knowing
-that his visit to the prisoner's cell might, sooner or later, be made
-a subject of discussion, he determined, with his usual decision of
-character, to touch upon it at once himself.
-
-"I remember him," he said, "by his general appearance, and also by
-another indication. I have told the court that I heard him speak for
-some time----"
-
-"But," exclaimed the counsel, interrupting him, and evidently prepared
-for what was to follow, by some intimation from Martin himself--"but
-you have not heard him speak in this court; and I will now ask you,
-Count Lieberg, upon your oath--remember, you are upon your oath,
-sir--whether you did not visit this prisoner in York Castle, for the
-purpose of entering into a compromise with him, which would have
-nullified your evidence here this day?"
-
-The counsel for the crown here interfered, and the court declared that
-the question could not be so put in such a shape, though the counsel
-for the prisoner asserted that it was necessary for his defence.
-The very discussion, however, produced what the keen lawyer
-desired--namely, a doubt in the minds of the jury; and Lieberg's eye
-gathered, in a moment, from the countenances around him, that an
-advantage had been gained by his adversary. He decided at once upon
-his line of conduct, and, bowing to the court, said, with a degree of
-rapidity which rendered it difficult to stop him--"The question has
-been asked, and I am not only willing, but desirous, of answering it
-at once. It is very easy for a hireling advocate, by base
-insinuations, to affect the character of a witness, but the stain must
-not rest upon my honour. I did visit the prisoner the night before
-last; but it was, as I explained to those who gave me admission, for
-the purpose of hearing him speak in common conversation, with a view
-to make myself quite sure of his identity. He threatened me, it is
-true, if I gave evidence against him, and----"
-
-But the court again interfered, in a peremptory tone, signifying
-distinctly, that neither the counsel nor the witness could be allowed
-to go on in the course which they were following, and Lieberg's
-cross-examination was soon after terminated, the barrister who
-conducted it being satisfied with the impression which he had
-produced, and which remained unfavourable to Count Lieberg; for
-suspicion is one of those evil weeds which, when once planted, can by
-no possibility be eradicated from the soil in which they have taken
-root.
-
-Lieberg left the witness-box with a frowning brow, but took a place in
-the court to see the rest of the proceedings. At the next name that
-was called, there were two hearts that beat in the court--that of the
-prisoner, and that of Count Lieberg; but it was the heart of the
-latter which throbbed most violently when the crier pronounced the
-words--"Helen Barham!" He looked round the people, and thought it
-strange to see the indifference upon the faces of all; for so intense
-were his own sensations, that he forgot the crowd were not aware who
-Helen Barham was, and that the name, for aught they knew, might
-appertain to some inferior person in the household of Mr. Carr. When
-she appeared, however, and lifted her veil, her extraordinary
-loveliness produced at first a dead silence, and then a low murmur of
-admiration. Helen's cheek, which was unusually pale when she entered,
-grew crimson as she saw the multitude of eyes upon her, and read in
-every look the effect of her beauty upon the crowd. To one, feeling as
-she did, that admiration was a very painful part of a situation
-already too terrible. She turned pale again--she turned red--she felt
-as if she should faint; and, while in this state, an old mumbling
-officer of the court put a book into her hand, ran over indistinctly
-some words she did not hear, and then added, in a louder tone--"Kiss
-the book!" Helen obeyed mechanically; and, after a short pause, to
-allow her to recover herself, her examination began. The counsel for
-the crown addressed her in a softened voice; and while she spoke in
-answer to his questions, and detailed all that had occurred on the
-night of the robbery, the prisoner, Martin, never took his eyes from
-her face. At the same time, the dark light of Lieberg's--if I may use
-a term which seems a contradiction--poured upon her countenance
-unceasingly. It seemed as if he were trying to intimidate her by that
-stern fixed gaze; but Helen had now regained her composure, and
-proceeded unwavering, with her soft musical voice, in a tone low
-indeed, but so clear, that each word was heard by every ear. There was
-no backwardness no hesitation; and there was not a heart in that hall
-which did not feel she was uttering the simple, undisguised truth. She
-told how she had been awakened; how she had seen the face of one of
-the robbers; how she had uttered an involuntary cry; how he had rushed
-towards her, with the intention of burying her testimony against him
-in the silence of the grave, and how he had spared her.
-
-She paused for a moment, while a tear or two ran over her cheek, and
-hers were not the only eyes in the court that shed bright drops.
-
-She then went on to tell all that had occurred afterwards, till the
-period when she was left alone in Sheffield; and then the counsel took
-a grave, and somewhat sterner tone with her, saying--"Miss Barham, I
-feel deeply for your situation, after the promise that you have made,
-for the purpose of saving your life; but before I propose to you the
-question which I am about to ask, I beg to remind you, first, that no
-promise, exacted under fear of death, can be held binding for one
-moment; secondly, that you have a duty to your God and country to
-perform--to the laws, and to society in general, which duty must be
-accomplished unflinchingly; and I now ask you, by that duty, however
-much pain it may give you--Do you, or do you not, see in this court
-the man whose face you beheld on the night in question?"
-
-Helen paused, and there was a dead silence through the whole hall.
-
-"I will not prevaricate in the least," she replied, in a voice still
-firm, though her face was very pale, "and I know fully what I expose
-myself to; but I will not answer, in any way, a question which
-endangers the life of a man who spared mine when my death would have
-ensured his safety. I will not say, whether I do see him or do not see
-him, and I will bear no testimony against him whatsoever."
-
-Again there was a profound silence in the court; and then the counsel
-expostulated, and the judge, in a mild but serious manner, brought
-forward every argument which could be adduced, to persuade Helen
-Barham to answer the question asked her; but nothing moved her, and
-when he added a threat of using the authority with which he was
-invested for punishing contempt of the court, she replied in a mild
-and humble, but still a firm tone--"I came hither, my lord, with a
-full knowledge of what you might be obliged to do; and I have only to
-beseech you, in consideration of the circumstances in which I am
-placed, to deal with me as leniently as possible, believing that it is
-a firm belief I should be committing a great crime, were I to act
-otherwise, that makes me maintain a silence which, whatever it may be
-called, does not border in the slightest degree upon contempt."
-
-The good judge looked down, evidently distressed and puzzled how to
-act. But the counsel for the crown--resolved at all events to
-gain some admission which might prove the fact he wanted to
-establish--demanded, somewhat suddenly--"Is it your final
-determination, Miss Barham, not to point out in this court the man
-whose face you saw on the night in question?"
-
-"I did not say he was in the court," replied Helen, who had studiously
-kept her eyes turned from the dock ever since she entered--"I know not
-whether he is in the court or not. I merely said that I would not
-answer any question on the subject. If it were to affect my life
-itself I would make the same reply, for that life which he spared he
-has every right to require again, if by the sacrifice of it his own
-can be shielded."
-
-"I fear," said the judge, "that the dignity of the court must be
-vindicated. Miss Barham, I warn you, that if you still refuse to give
-evidence, I must commit you for contempt, as the most lenient method
-of dealing with you."
-
-Helen bowed her beautiful head, replying, in a low tone--"I know it,
-my lord."
-
-"Let the warrant be made out," said the judge; "and let the witness be
-removed in custody."
-
-As he saw Helen quitting the witness-box in charge of the officers of
-the court, Harry Martin took a quick step forward to the front of the
-dock, as if about to speak, but at that moment a warning voice was
-heard amongst the crowd, exclaiming--"Harry!"
-
-His eyes ran rapidly round to that side of the court, and he saw his
-wife with her two hands clasped, gazing with a look of agony in his
-face. He instantly cast down his eyes again, and drew slightly back,
-while one of his companions in captivity whispered--"Well, that girl
-is a diamond!"
-
-In the meanwhile, a pause had taken place in the court; and the judge,
-anxious to get rid of the impression which Helen's conduct had
-produced upon himself as well as others, directed the next witness to
-be called. The name of Mr. Carr was accordingly pronounced, the
-counsel at the same time asking some one who stood near if that
-gentleman were well enough to appear. Ere an answer could be given,
-however, Mr. Carr himself was supported into the witness-box, and was
-accommodated with a seat. He was deadly pale, and shook very much, as
-if affected by cold or fear; and he gave his evidence in so low a
-tone, that the examining barrister was more than once obliged to bid
-him raise his voice. He, as the rest of the witnesses had done,
-detailed all that he knew of the robbery, but as his room was the one
-which had been the most completely rifled, he appeared to have seen
-more of the actual robbers than any one else. There were four of them,
-he said, and he had had a good opportunity of marking them well while
-they tied him to the bed-posts, and stripped his chamber of all that
-was valuable in it. He had not seen their faces, it is true, but
-nevertheless, from their general appearance, he could swear to them
-anywhere.
-
-Towards this part of Mr. Carr's evidence, he seemed to become heated
-by the thought of the property he had lost, and he spoke much louder
-and quicker than before, but just then there was a little bustle and
-confusion on the opposite side of the court, and Mr. Carr raised his
-eyes. What he saw there no one knew, but his voice fell, and his
-countenance changed; and when the counsel told him to point out the
-persons who had robbed him, if he saw them in the court, Mr. Carr
-gazed into the dock with a vacant look, and shook his head, saying--"I
-do not think any of those are the men. The three on this side, indeed,
-might be amongst them, but that man beyond "--and he pointed to the
-prisoner Martin--"was certainly not one."
-
-A murmur of surprise, and it must be said of indignation, took place
-at the counsel's table, for lawyers are not easily deceived in such
-matters, and there was not one man there who was not perfectly
-convinced that the prisoners at the bar were the persons who had
-committed the robbery, and, moreover, that Mr. Carr knew it to be so.
-The examining counsel made one more effort, by asking Mr. Carr how he
-happened to be so sure in the case of Martin.
-
-"Because," replied Mr. Carr, "none of the housebreakers were so tall
-and powerful."
-
-"And yet," said the barrister, turning round to his brethren, "two of
-the other prisoners are taller than he is. My lord, I think it is
-inexpedient, after what we have heard, to call any further witnesses."
-
-"I think so too," said the judge; "but I shall let the case go to the
-jury."
-
-The prisoners declined making any defence, and the judge remarked it
-was scarcely necessary for him to sum up the evidence, adding--"A more
-disgraceful case I have never had the misfortune to see tried." The
-jury, without quitting the box, returned a verdict of "Not Guilty."
-
-The judge then addressed the prisoners, saying--"A jury of your
-country has acquitted you of a great crime, and I will not take upon
-myself to make any observation tending to impugn the only verdict it
-could return under the circumstances; but, at the sane time, you will
-feel that there are facts connected with this trial which give it a
-peculiar character, and that the same are never likely to occur again.
-If, then, either or any of you have hitherto led a vicious or criminal
-life, let the danger you have now run be a warning to you.--I do not
-think, sir," he continued, addressing the leading counsel for the
-crown, "that after what has taken place, we can deal very severely
-with Miss Barham. Let it be notified to her, that upon due petition
-the court will order her discharge;" and he turned, to his paper to
-see what was the next case set down for trial.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XLII.
-
-
-"The climate, not the heart, he changes who flies across the wave." So
-said the old Roman, some thousand years ago, and doubtless what he
-said was true, both in his own day, when men cultivated a firm, fixed
-spirit within them, and also in the present, in the case of some
-individuals, to whom has descended the gem-like hardness of the
-antique mind, on which lines, once engraved, are never to be effaced.
-Nevertheless, in the rapid change of scene, in the running from land
-to land, in new sights and new excitements, in the companionship of
-fresh acquaintances, and even in the every-hour collision with our
-fellow-creatures which takes place only in travelling, one wears away
-the sharpness of some sorrows, as the gem which has rolled for ages in
-the waters of the Tiber, or which is cast up by the waves of the Ægean
-Sea, though it retains the figures which were cut into it ages ago,
-loses the sharp outline that it received from the graver's tool.
-
-As there is scarcely a plant on earth from which the bee cannot
-extract honey, so there is scarcely a scene in the wide world from
-which the mind that seeks real wisdom cannot draw a moral; and every
-moral has its consolation. The very aspect of strange cities, whatever
-be the grief in our heart at the time, brings its comfort, derived we
-seldom examine how, and often mistake when we do examine, but wrought
-out justly and reasonably, by the silent working of that spirit within
-us, which, if we would let it, would always deduce its homily from
-every object of the senses. We wander through the streets of a great
-town, we gaze up at the tall houses, we mingle with the busy crowd, we
-see the sunshine streaming upon some mansions, and the deep shade
-resting upon others; at one window we behold a group of merry faces,
-at another the close-drawn curtain, indicative of sickness, anguish,
-and death. From the one door, with tabor, and pipe, and garlands, and
-scattered flowers, goes forth the bride to the altar; from another,
-streams out the dark procession of the grave. On each countenance that
-we meet is written some tale of joy or sorrow; each street has its
-history, each dwelling presents an episode in the great poem of human
-life. We return to our own chamber with a calmness in our sorrows,
-with a resignation in our melancholy that we have not before felt--and
-why?
-
-Is it the universality of human misery that gives us a false support?
-Is it, as the most misanthropical of philosophers has declared, that
-there is comfort for each man in the sorrows of his fellow-creatures?
-Is this the process by which we derive consolation from mingling in
-the busy haunts of unknown races of beings like ourselves, and
-discovering the same cares, pursuits, and joys, and griefs throughout
-the world?
-
-Oh, no!--it is, that we are taught our own littleness, as one
-individual ant in a whole ant-hill; and from the sense of our own
-littleness we gain humility, and from humility resignation, and from
-resignation love and admiration for that great God who made the
-wondrous universe, of which we are an atom--some knowledge of his
-power--some trust in his wisdom--confidence in his goodness, and some
-hope in his protecting arm.
-
-Who is there that has ever stood amongst the multitudes of a strange
-city, that has not asked himself--"What am I in the midst of all
-these? what are all these to the God that made them? and is not that
-God mine?" There may be such, but those who seek it will ever find, in
-the contemplation of any scene where the workings of Almighty will are
-displayed, some balm for those wounds which almost every man, in the
-great warfare of the world, carries about beneath his armour; for--to
-end as we have begun--there is a drop of honey in every flower.
-
-Morley Ernstein had executed his purpose; he had quitted England to
-search--not for happiness, but for forgetfulness--not forgetfulness of
-her he loved, but forgetfulness of himself and of his situation. But
-alas, reader, it must be acknowledged, he sought not the drop of honey
-in the way that it might most easily be found! The same impatient
-spirit was upon him, which rebelled against the share of human sorrow
-that was allotted to him; and, full of its suggestions he struggled to
-drown thought and reflection, rather than to find comfort by their
-aid. Pride, too, as we have shewn, had its share in his feelings; he
-was angry with himself that his heart had bent before any blow. He
-accused himself of weakness, not knowing where he was really weak; he
-strove to steel his bosom, and, in fact, only hardened his external
-demeanour.
-
-A fit of illness which overtook him at Calais, of no very serious
-character or long duration, only served to increase his irritation and
-impatience. He had been angry before with the weakness of his mind, as
-he called it; he now felt a degree of scorn at himself and at human
-nature, for that weakness of body which yields to any of the trifling
-accidents of air and climate; and the very irritation which he felt,
-increased and prolonged the sickness under which he laboured.
-
-At length, however, he was convalescent, and being permitted to go out
-for an hour or two, walked forth into the town, thinking that in its
-streets he might find something to call his mind away from himself.
-But little indeed can the good town, whose name was written upon
-Mary's heart, display, even to the eyes of an Englishman, to occupy or
-interest him for a moment. It is a sad, dull place, but in those days
-the communication between France and England having been interrupted
-for many years, and only opened for a few, there was a kind of local
-colouring about Calais which supplied the want of other attractions.
-There one saw a great many things that one had never beheld before.
-Postilions were to be found with enormous pigtails, and as much wood
-as leather in their boots; ropes served for harness, and peasant women
-came to market covered with great ornaments of gold. The contrast,
-indeed, was strong between the two sides of the water, and Morley
-Ernstein's eye soon became occupied, even when he believed his mind
-was taking no part in any of the objects around him.
-
-The dull lethargy which comes upon the spirit of man under the
-influence of any bitter disappointment, is never so easily thrown off
-as when fancy is awakened by some of the magic tones of association.
-There are few places in this good world that are not linked on to some
-interesting event in history, and even the small, dull town of Calais
-itself figures in the records of the past on more than one important
-occasion. Nothing, however, presented itself, in the aspect of the
-place, or in anything on which his eye rested, that could carry the
-mind of Morley Ernstein away to other days, till he paused for a
-moment, after a ramble round the market-place, before a bronze bust,
-which is not easily to be passed unnoticed.
-
-There are some heads, as the reader must often have remarked, which
-are very beautiful in painting, but which lose all their interest when
-sculptured; there are others, however, which seem to demand the marble
-or the bronze; and if we compare accurately the busts that have come
-down to us from ancient times with the history of the persons whom
-they represent, we shall find that the man of fixed and powerful
-thoughts, of stern and rigid determination, affords almost always the
-best subject for the statuary, as if the character of his mind
-required something analogous to receive the expression which it gave
-to his features. Of all the heads in modern times, perhaps that of the
-Cardinal de Richelieu was the one which afforded the finest subject
-for the sculptor. All the paintings of him are weak when compared to
-his character; it is in bronze that his image ought to go down to
-posterity.
-
-The moment Morley's eyes fixed upon his bust, the lightning of the
-mind flashed back into the chasm of past years--the scenes of other
-days, the block, the axe, the chamber of the torture, and all the dark
-implements with which that terrible man built up the fabric of his
-greatness, came before his eyes in a moment, and, for the first time
-since the cloud of sorrow had fallen upon him, his spirit found a
-momentary sunshine in the memories of ancient lore.
-
-He stood and gazed, then, with his arms folded on his chest, while the
-people walking to and fro passed and repassed him, and many a one
-commented as they went, and assigned him a history and a character
-from their own imagination. How seldom is it, in the busy world with
-which we mingle, that any of the conjectures regarding our thoughts,
-our feelings, our state of existence, are correct! How rarely, from
-any of the indications that man's external demeanour affords to
-society, can one single trait of the heart's countenance be divined!
-Alas, dear reader, that it should be so! but to one another we all
-wear a mask.
-
-One man, as he passed by Morley Ernstein, and saw the traces of care
-and thought on his countenance, settled it at once that he was some
-young prodigal flying from his creditors--a very natural supposition
-in the town of Calais or Boulogne. Another, moralizing with a friend
-who walked beside him, declared, from his youth, his gloomy look, and
-his distinguished attire, that he must have killed his best friend in
-a duel, or committed some of those other dark crimes which society
-never punishes, but conscience, sooner or later, always does; another
-set him down for an indifferent _milord:_
-
-
- "Parfait Anglais voyageant sans dessein,
- Achetant cher de modernes antiques,
- Regardant tout avec un air hautain,
- Et méprisant les saints et leurs reliques."
-
-
-But at that moment there was one near him who knew better; and while
-Morley continued to gaze at the bust of Richelieu, careless altogether
-of what any one thought of him--shut up, in short, like the lady of
-the Arabian giant, in a glass-case of his own sensations and thoughts,
-through which he could be seen, but could not be approached--he was
-suddenly roused by hearing his name pronounced, and, turning round,
-saw a countenance not less striking than that of Richelieu himself,
-nor, upon the whole, very different in character.
-
-The first impression was not pleasant, for the loneliness of heart
-that he felt upon him, made him repugnant to all companionship.
-Neither was the man he saw one in whom he was inclined to trust, or to
-confide--one whose sympathies were with him, or upon whose counsel he
-could rely; but yet, to say the truth, when he remembered the charm of
-his conversation, the power that he seemed to possess of leading the
-mind of others, with whom he held any communication, away from all
-that was unpleasant or painful, to brighter objects and to calmer
-thoughts, the first shrinking feeling of unwillingness passed away,
-and he stretched out his hand frankly, exclaiming--"Lieberg! I little
-dreamed of meeting you here."
-
-Now the reader may remark, with great justice--"What, then, Morley
-Ernstein was by this time willing to seek entertainment!--If so, his
-sorrow was on the wane." He may likewise observe, that after all the
-acts and deeds committed by the worthy gentleman who now stood before
-him, it would surely have been more characteristic of Morley Ernstein
-to turn his back than to hold out his hand. True, O courteous
-reader!--true, in both cases--with the qualification of a "_but_." Did
-you ever happen to take, under the influence of any of the many ills
-that flesh is heir to, a dose which seemed somewhat bitter at first,
-but which produced great relief to the sick heart, or the aching head?
-If you have, you will know that though you might nauseate the remedy
-at first, you sought it eagerly again as soon as you had experienced
-the benefit thereof. Now Morley Ernstein was exactly in that
-situation. Under the first pressure of grief, he had turned from the
-very thought of amusement with disgust; but in mere occupation he had
-found a mitigation of pain; and while gazing at the bust of that great
-and terrible man, and suffering his mind to run over the scenes of the
-past, he had felt an interval of tranquillity which he had not known
-for many a-day. Conscious therefore that in Lieberg's society he would
-find more of the same kind of relief than in that perhaps of any other
-man living, he was not unwilling to take the same medicine for his
-wound again, although there might be still a degree of repugnance
-lingering at his heart. In regard to the second point, let it be
-recollected, dear reader, that although our good friend, Count
-Lieberg, had done everything on earth which Morley Ernstein would have
-looked upon as base and villanous, had he been aware of the facts, not
-one particular of all those transactions with which the reader is
-fully acquainted had been made known to him either by Helen or Juliet;
-and he was utterly ignorant of the whole. He looked upon Lieberg
-merely as a man of the world, with better feelings than principles;
-for although Morley was somewhat philosophically disposed by nature,
-he wanted totally that experience which, in the end, convinces us that
-the separation between good principles and good feelings is much more
-rare than youth and passion are willing to admit.
-
-Principle may be one check upon a man, good feeling another; the man
-who has both is sure to go right, but the man who has either will not
-go far astray, and in this case too you may know the tree by its
-fruits. Of Lieberg's conduct to Helen Barham, of his conduct to her
-brother, Morley was ignorant; and though at first, as I have said, he
-felt but little disposed to like the society of any one, yet the
-second impulse made him hold out his hand, and utter the words that I
-have mentioned.
-
-"I as little thought to see you in Calais," said Lieberg, in reply;
-"but I did trust to overtake you in Paris; for on my return to town, I
-heard that you had suddenly quitted England, that something had gone
-wrong with you, and that you were about to make an autumnal wandering
-in other lands."
-
-Lieberg paused, seeing that the allusion which he had made to the
-cause of his companion's quitting England made Morley's brow knit
-heavily, and his eyes seek the ground. "To say the truth," continued
-Lieberg, "I am not in the best spirits myself, and I am somewhat
-aweary of this working-day world. I tried all the various resources of
-Great Britain for shaking off the dulness of this season of the
-year--fired a gun or two upon the moors, spent a day at a fashionable
-watering-place, and finding that everything was vanity and vexation of
-spirit, set off, post haste, to overtake you in Paris, and see if you
-would take a grumbling tour with me through foreign lands."
-
-The picture which he gave of his state of mind was adapted with
-infinite art to the mood which his keen and penetrating eyes saw at
-once was dominant with his companion. A faint, and, as it were,
-unwilling smile, was Morley's only reply; but he passed his arm
-through that of Lieberg, and as they turned back, towards the inn, the
-latter proceeded--"We can go, you know, across from Paris to Cologne,
-then ramble along the banks of the Rhine, make our way through the
-Tyrol into Italy, spend the cold season at Rome or Naples, and then,
-if you like it, '_mitescente hyeme_,' return to England. Or," he
-continued, "if that suits you not, we can ramble still farther, plunge
-into Calabria, visit the blue shores of Greece, see the fairy-tale
-wonders of Constantinople, range through the scenes of the crusades in
-Syria and Palestine, and scour on fleet horses the sandy deserts of
-Egypt. Where need we stop, Morley? where need we stop? I have no tie
-to one quarter of the globe--you have none either, that I know of; the
-world is all before us, and the wonders, not only of a hundred
-countries, but a hundred ages. Where shall we not find some astounding
-record of the mighty past? Some of those marbles, which, in their
-slowly perishing grandeur; teach us the littleness of all things
-present, and, amongst the rest, of the cares and sorrows that we may
-both be suffering? Of those cares and sorrows we will speak no more; I
-ask you not what are yours--you question me not regarding mine. But
-let us onward, onward together, through all the varied scenes of
-earth, pausing no longer anywhere than while enjoyment is in its
-freshness, taking the grape while the bloom is upon it, and the flower
-before a leaf is shed. Once more, what say you?--shall it be so?"
-
-There was something in the tone in which he spoke, in the picture that
-he presented, in the very rapid succession of objects which he
-proposed, that seemed addressed with careful calculation to the weaker
-part of Morley's character--to the rash, the impetuous, the
-excitement-loving spirit, which had been long kept down by the
-influence of the better soul within him. There was nothing in the
-scheme against which that better soul could raise the warning voice;
-there was no one thing suggested which could be branded with the name
-of evil. It was like offering to an eager and a fiery horse a wide and
-swift career, while, faint at the far extreme, appeared a goal hung
-with prizes, which seemed to glitter, though dim and confused from the
-distance at which they were placed.
-
-Morley hesitated not, but replied, his eyes for a moment lighting up
-with the fire which used once to be kindled so readily in them--"I
-will go willingly, Lieberg. It is, in fact, the scheme I had laid out
-for myself, only improved and brightened by having you for my
-companion. I have been ill since I have been here; but to-morrow they
-assure me I shall be ready to continue my journey."
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XLIII.
-
-
-"Providence," says a powerful but dangerous author of another
-land--"has placed Disgust at the door of all bad places."
-
-But, alas, she keeps herself behind the door as we go in, and it is
-only when we come out that we meet her face to face! The road to evil
-is undoubtedly a flowery path, smoothed down and softened with every
-care, so that no obstruction, no difficulty, may retard our steps, or
-keep us within the bounds of right. It is only when we would turn
-again that we discover the thorns.
-
-Such may seem a strange homily wherewith to begin an account of the
-journey of Morley Ernstein and Frederick, Count Lieberg. It is
-nevertheless an undoubted fact, dear reader, that of all the many
-persons well calculated to smooth that high road to vice, of which we
-have just spoken, the young Baronet could have found none more
-dangerous than the man who, placed side by side with him, commenced,
-on the day following that with which we terminated our last chapter, a
-tour through lands where temptation is cheap, example abundant, and
-punishment rare--except, indeed, that silent punishment of the heart,
-the sentence of God's own law, to which man has sometimes added
-corporeal infliction, but from which he can never take away one fiery
-drop.
-
-They sat side by side in Morley's carriage, turning over that of Count
-Lieberg to servants and baggage; for, as we have seen, Morley had no
-less than three men in his train--the courier, the groom, and good
-Adam Gray--while Lieberg was armed with a courier and a valet, so that
-they were plenty certainly to occupy both vehicles. The conversation
-between the two travelling companions was, of course, modified by the
-circumstances in which they were placed. It was no longer the wide,
-discursive, rambling play of fancy which had characterized their
-communications at an earlier period of their acquaintance, but it was
-full of deeper thoughts and feelings. It was no longer the even flow
-of a bright and sparkling rivulet, dancing rapidly on, uninterrupted
-by any obstacle, glistening over the pebbles of its bed, and whirling
-in murmuring eddies from the banks; but it was the mountain-torrent,
-amongst rocks and precipices, now pausing in deep silent pools, now
-dashing through stones and crags, and now plunging, in an eager
-cataract, over the edge of the precipitous cliff.
-
-It might be that Lieberg's mind had itself taken a different mood from
-the various scenes through which he had lately gone, from the violent
-passions which had actuated him, from the bitter disappointment of
-pride, and vanity, and love. Or was it that he purposely gave to all
-he said that tone which made it harmonize with the mood and temper of
-his companion at that moment? Who shall say which? Certain it is,
-however, that he, as usual, led the conversation, and led it in that
-exact strain which bore the mind of Morley Ernstein along with him. He
-suffered the pauses that took place to be long; he forced not his
-fellow-traveller to speak; he meditated, as well as Morley, and only
-roused himself from his silence to cast forth some fierce and flashing
-sarcasm at the world and all that it contains, or to utter some deep
-and stern comment upon human happiness or human efforts. It was like
-the stillness of the storm's approach broken by the flash of the
-thunder. Then, if he found his companion so disposed, he would go on
-in a rambling and meditative manner, with a dark gloom pervading all
-he said, like the shadow of the cloud, remaining even when the voice
-of the tempest is still.
-
-"Do you see that mother nursing her child, Morley?" he said, after a
-pause, as they drove through one of those small, miserable villages,
-to be found so frequently upon the road from Calais to Paris--"do you
-see yon mother nursing her child? Is it not a pretty sight?"
-
-"I think it is," replied Morley, somewhat surprised at the sneering
-turn of the lip that accompanied his words.
-
-"Ay," continued Lieberg, "it is indeed a sweet sight to see the sowing
-of hopes that go on from blight to blight, till all are blasted to the
-very root. For what is she nursing it, Morley? For sickness, and
-sorrow, and disappointment; for anguish of body and of mind; to find
-virtue become a curse, or pleasure alone in vice; for sin, crime,
-misery, and death, the grave and corruption, and hell hereafter! It is
-a sweet sight, indeed; and yet, if there be truth, either in Holy
-Writ, or in worldly experience, such is what we have just seen. The
-child was a girl, was it not?"
-
-"I think so," replied Morley, gloomily.
-
-"Poor thing!" said Lieberg--"the more her misery. Men can find
-pleasure, or, at all events, relief from their cares, if they are wise
-enough to seek it. Women are altogether slaves--their minds to
-prejudices, their bodies to passions or to follies. They are worse
-than any other slaves, the slaves of two masters--of man, and of
-vanity."
-
-Morley replied not, and the conversation dropped; but it is true, and
-therefore must be admitted, that the tone assumed by his companion was
-that which harmonized with the feelings in his own bosom, although he
-might see in many cases the falseness of his arguments, and the
-fallacy of all his deductions. Those feelings were of angry
-discontent, and he would not take the trouble to refute Lieberg, even
-where he perceived he was most wrong. It was like hearing a man who
-has deeply injured us accused of faults that he has not committed--too
-often do we listen, and internally dissent, but are silent, and
-perhaps are pleased.
-
-After a pause of some minutes, Lieberg took up the same topic again,
-pointing out how superior was the situation of man to woman; but still
-the theme was, that man could drown every sorrow and every care by
-varying excitements. It was too pleasant a doctrine for Morley, in his
-state of mind at the time, willingly to resist, and he yielded
-gradually to the belief that the only course for him to pursue was, to
-drown the memory of Juliet Carr by anything that could occupy or
-interest him. He proposed to himself innocent objects, it is true; but
-where is the man who can gallop his horse headlong at a fence, and say
-that he will not leap it?
-
-The first day's journey passed in such conversation as we have
-described, and the carriages paused at Beauvais, for the night. It was
-yet light; and to while away an hour ere dinner was ready, Morley
-Ernstein, without giving any notice to Lieberg, who had gone to
-another room, strolled out to the fine old cathedral, and entered
-those doors which, in Roman-catholic countries, are never shut against
-the worshipper.
-
-He gazed up towards the high transept, the magnificent proportions of
-which must ever bow the heart to religious feelings, first calling to
-taste, and taste leading on imagination, and imagination bringing a
-thousand devout images in her train, as is always the case when
-appealed to by anything grand and solemn. There is something, also, in
-the architecture of Gothic churches, which has certainly a more
-devotional effect than the light and graceful buildings of the Greeks.
-There are near relationships between all grand sensations. Awe is the
-sister of Devotion; and I believe that feelings truly sublime can
-never be awakened in the human heart without ideas of religion rising
-up with them. Man often becomes sensible of his littleness in the
-midst of the works of his own hands; the eye runs up the tall column,
-till it loses the tracery of the capital in the airy gloom above; he
-stands at the foot of it as an insect, and thinks of the God for whose
-worship that structure was raised, and to whom it is less than the
-ant-hill on which we set our unconscious feet.
-
-Morley Ernstein felt the influence of the place. The shady hour; the
-solemn arches; the sober hue of the building; the solitary lamp at a
-shrine on the other side; the kneeling figure of a woman, half
-hidden in the gloom; a receding step, that echoed along the vacant
-vault;--all made him feel inclined to stay and meditate; and the
-better spirit seemed to think her hour was come again, and lifted her
-voice to take the bitterness from his wounded heart. It was in vain,
-however, for the fiend was near him, and ere Morley had reached the
-end of the choir, Lieberg was by him, and his hand upon his arm.
-
-How was it that he whiled Morley away from those contemplations, which
-were likely to lead him to higher and holier feelings than those which
-his counsels could inspire? It was by no light laugh--it was by no,
-bitter sneer--it was by none of those means which he might have
-employed at another time. He knew that there was a spirit dwelt in the
-air of that place which would not suffer any method of the kind to
-succeed. He called Morley's attention, then, to the beauties of the
-building, he descanted upon columns and arches with the most refined
-and delicate taste, he destroyed the grand effect of the whole by
-engaging his companion's fancy in the examination of details, and,
-drawing him out of the church, after having taken a turn round it, he
-pointed to some of the grotesque ornaments, the grinning heads, and
-monstrous forms which found place in the architecture of that day, and
-then, and not till then, he ventured upon a sneer.
-
-"See, Morley," he said, "how these people think fit to decorate the
-temples of their God, with heads of devils and serpents! Thus is it
-with us all, I fear; and if we were to look to the temple which we
-raise to God in our own hearts, we should find it as full of grinning
-fooleries as the outside of a French cathedral. The very image that we
-draw of him, nine times out of ten, if we could embody it, would be no
-better than the great idol of Juggernaut; and, alas! like that idol,
-we often make it, in bloody triumph, roll over a crowd of human
-things, crushing all sweet affections, and joys, and happiness,
-beneath the wheels of one superstition or another. Is it more
-drivelling or more foolish to ornament a temple like that with toads,
-and bats, and dragons of stone, than to suppose that the God who made
-us and gave us powers of enjoyment, should quarrel with us for using
-those powers, or tasting pleasure wherever we find it?"
-
-"It must depend upon the kind of pleasure, Lieberg," replied Morley,
-somewhat sharply. "God will never quarrel with us, I am sure, for that
-which neither injures ourselves, nor other individuals, nor society in
-general--which neither degrades the spirit that he has given us, nor
-takes away from the glory of the giver. But it is a wide subject,
-Lieberg, which I will not discuss with you in my present mood; one
-thing, however, is very certain, that man's foolish imaginations can
-no more alter the nature of God, than those foolish ornaments can
-affect the prayers that are offered in sincerity beneath those walls.
-He has told us what he is, and with that we must rest satisfied."
-
-Lieberg made no farther reply, for he was well aware, that one evil
-thought, that one dark doubt in regard to right and wrong, once
-implanted in the human mind, remains for its time buried in silence
-and apparent forgetfulness, till the summer day of temptation causes
-it to germinate and produce the richest harvest which a tempter can
-desire. He left the subject, therefore, were it was, and the following
-morning the two companions proceeded on their way towards the French
-metropolis.
-
-They stayed not long in that capital, nor shall I pause upon all the
-events that occurred there. Lieberg took care that Morley should not
-want temptation, and it was not by any ordinary means that he
-stimulated him to yield to it. He urged him not, he argued not with
-him in order to induce him to plunge into the ordinary dissipations of
-youth, but he proceeded by the sap and mine: every word, every tone,
-and every look being directed to show without an effort--to impress
-upon the mind of his companion as a self-evident truth, that a greater
-or a less degree of vice was an inevitable necessity, an incident in
-the life of every young man, without which, youth never reached
-manhood. He took it for granted--or, at least, he seemed to do
-so--that Morley's views on those subjects must be the same as his
-own--nay, that he must be already in some degree dipped in the stream,
-which is certainly neither that of immortality nor oblivion; and he
-more than once thought fit to suppose that his young companion went
-hither, or went thither with views which never entered into his head.
-At the same time, as his acquaintance was very extensive in Paris, he
-contrived that his fellow-traveller should be cast, whether he liked
-it or not, into such society as he thought fit.
-
-Tools for any work are never wanting in Paris; a thousand accidents
-brought about a meeting between Morley and this fair lady, or that
-beautiful girl; and amidst the bright, the gay, and the fascinating,
-there were many willing and well-skilled to lead youth upon the
-flowery path of passion. A moment of strong temptation came, working
-itself up by various accidents like clouds gathering together for a
-storm. Lieberg watched it coming, and chose the precise moment when
-the whole fabric of Morley's good feelings and good principles
-tottered, for the purpose of making a great effort to overthrow them
-altogether; but he strove for it, not as other men would have striven.
-
-It was a sombre evening, the moment of danger he knew was to be
-towards nine o'clock that night, and Lieberg sought not to make his
-companion pass the hours in any occupation which might banish thought
-and reflection; on the contrary, it seemed as if a deep and heavy
-gloom had fallen upon himself; his conversation was of the darkest and
-desponding character; and, as they sat alone together, he skilfully
-called up every idea that might pile such a load upon Morley's heart
-and mind, as would impel him to anything in order to cast it off.
-
-"Such evenings as this make me sad," he said, with his dark, bright
-eyes resting mournfully upon the young Englishman. "Autumn, indeed, is
-always to me a time of darkness. It is the death-bed of the year, and
-still, when I think how many pleasures have slipped by us
-untasted--how few will ever return again,--when I think of the
-emptiness of many things that I have sought and cared about, I feel a
-cloud come over my spirit that I would give worlds to disperse! What a
-difference, Morley," he continued, looking out of the window--"what a
-difference between this evening and that on which I some time ago met
-you in the park, with a beautiful girl hanging on your arm, and
-looking as if she loved you!"
-
-Morley shrunk as if he had been rending open his heart, and bent down
-his eyes upon the table, but Lieberg went on--"I, too, was happier
-then," he continued; "but those dreams fade, and I do believe, after
-all, that with women, the virtue and the high principle which we
-admire is but coldness of nature. They will be to all appearance as
-fond, as attached, as devoted, as may be, but put some small
-stumbling-block in their way, and we shall find that they will whirl
-all our happiness to the wind without a hesitation or a care."
-
-Morley stretched out his hand to the Burgundy that stood by with a
-sort of convulsive grasp, filled the tumbler to the brim, and drank it
-off without a pause.
-
-"Give me the woman of passion," continued Lieberg--"she who yields to
-the impetuous torrent of her love without fears of the consequences or
-thoughts of the future--a thousand to one she betrays me, it is true,
-but still she is mine while I possess her, and she can never inflict
-upon me the pang of the cold-hearted, virtuous coquette, who raises
-love almost to a pitch of agony, and then disappoints it with an agony
-more terrible, verifying the Icelandic fable of the damned, whose
-torture is, to be first burned in the heart of Hecla, and then plunged
-into its eternal snows. There have been periods in my life, Morley,
-when I have felt more bitterly than you know of; and it is ever in
-such dull times as this that the memory of all which is sad and dark
-in the past comes upon me. I wish the Salon was opened; I think I
-could go and stake my last louis, to see if, by the gambler's feverish
-joy, I could cast off this oppressive weight upon my breast. Give me
-the wine, Morley, and let us have the windows closed--I love not the
-world nor anything in it!"
-
-Thus went he on for some time in a tone of dark despondency, which
-made the moral poison that mingled with all he said ten times more
-potent and dangerous than when it came diluted with gayer things. Had
-he presented to Morley's mind the memory of Juliet Carr in all her
-purity and goodness, he would have called up a warning angel rather
-than a fiend; but it was the memory of sorrows alone that he recalled,
-of that anguish of mind which--as corporeal pain will sometimes drive
-the wretch, in a moment of madness, to fly to deadly poison for the
-repose of death--will often urge on the spirit to a thousand harmful
-things, even for a moment's relief.
-
-As he proceeded, the load seemed to lie more and more heavy upon
-Morley's heart. At first it bore him down, and seemed to overpower
-him, but gradually he rose to struggle against it; the wine seemed to
-strengthen him; he took another and another draught, but then he
-paused, saying, he would drink no more: Already, however, it had
-produced some effect, not in intoxicating, not in clouding his senses,
-but in sending that fire through the veins which none but the
-Burgundian grape can produce. He became impatient of Lieberg's gloomy
-tone--he was glad when the clock struck nine.
-
-"Ha! there is the hour," cried Lieberg. "Now will you come to the
-Salon, Morley? We shall find some excitement, at least, in those
-mischievous pieces of pasteboard."
-
-"No," answered Morley, "I have an engagement to-night; my carriage
-must be by this time in the court;" and hurrying away to escape
-further question, the sound of wheels were heard the moment after.
-
-A dark smile came upon Lieberg's countenance. He, too, went forth, but
-he was not absent more than an hour; and then, speaking a word to his
-valet as he passed, he walked into the sitting-room, and sat down to
-read. It was past one o'clock when the valet entered, suddenly
-saying--"That is his carriage now, sir."
-
-Lieberg went out into the corridor, and passed Morley Ernstein, as,
-with a slow step, the young Englishman mounted the stairs. He gave him
-but a word of salutation, and hurried on; but Lieberg marked the
-haggard eye and the flushed cheek, and, entering his own bed-room, he
-stood silent for a moment in the midst of the floor, with a look of
-fierce triumph. It was as if he had won a great victory.
-
-But there must have been a motive for all this. There was, and his
-words showed it: "He has fallen!" he cried--"he has fallen! The first
-plunge is taken! Who shall stop him now?--Neither Heaven nor hell. He
-shall go on--he shall go on! and ere many a year, I will show her this
-god of her idolatry as low and empty a licentious debauchee as any
-that crawls through opera saloons, or spends his days and nights
-between the gaming table and the brothel!"
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XLIV.
-
-
-At breakfast the following morning, the two travelling companions met
-again, and by that time a great change had come over the aspect of
-Morley Ernstein. A change in a very small particular, but one so
-remarkable that it instantly struck the eyes of Lieberg, surprised and
-puzzled him. Morley was grave--perhaps one might say, sad--but there
-was a calm, a tranquillity in his grief which had not appeared in his
-demeanour since his parting with Juliet Carr. There seemed none of
-that bitterness, that struggling against the hand of fate which had
-before characterized his sorrow: he was sad, as we have said, but he
-was no longer moody, indignant, and discontented.
-
-Although, alas! we have no window through which to look into the
-breast of man, and see the springs and wheels of thought and action as
-they work, yet imagination may pry into the motives, and, perhaps,
-obtain some insight. It is but supposition, reader, yet we will try to
-show the causes of the change in Morley Ernstein. Previous to this
-period, the share of pride, which is in every human heart, had fixed
-itself upon his high and steadfast adherence to right; there had been
-in his bosom, in short, a sense of deserving; and a feeling of
-ill-treatment and angry repugnance to submit to the will of God had
-risen up when the first touch of sorrow lighted on him. He seemed to
-think that he had a right to happiness, and that to make him take his
-part in human griefs was an injustice.
-
-Of course it must not be supposed that he acknowledged such sensations
-to his own mind; I paint them in the broad light as I believe they
-stood, without the veils with which the deceitfulness of man's heart
-covered them to Morley's own eyes. Had he analyzed his feelings, in
-truth he would have discovered that--though he might have experienced
-sorrow, deep poignant sorrow, at his disappointment under any
-circumstances--the bitterer, the more fiery part of his grief would
-have been absent, had he not set up a claim to deserving a better
-fate. He had looked round, saying, as did the apostle, but with a
-different feeling--"What man convinces me of sin?"
-
-Such had been his state up to the day before, and now the change which
-had come over him was produced by self-abasement. He no longer stood
-in the same proud position in his own eyes, he felt all his weakness,
-all the weakness of human nature, and his spirit was bowed down in
-humility before the will of God. He could no longer say--"I have
-deserved;" and although his sadness was increased by knowing that he
-had himself erred, yet it was a more wholesome grief than that which
-he had before experienced, and bitter repentance opened his hearth, so
-that resignation could take the place of despair.
-
-I have said that his demeanour puzzled Lieberg; he could not
-comprehend the change that he saw in Morley Ernstein; but the truth
-is, his own character was so different, that similar events would with
-him have produced the reverse result. His spirit was one neither to
-sorrow nor repent, and the consciousness of evil would but have made
-him raise his head to meet the avenger; he might bow, indeed, under
-the force of circumstances, but it was only for the purpose of an
-after-struggle. He watched his companion attentively, then, but he
-commented upon nothing that he saw; he took no note of their
-conversation on the preceding evening, or of any events which might
-have followed, but he began in a lighter, though not a gay tone,
-asking Morley how he had slept, and adding--"What a stormy night it
-has been."
-
-"Indeed!" replied Morley; "I did not hear it."
-
-"Innocence sleeps sound," said Lieberg, with a laugh--
-
-
- "'Virtue, without the doctor's aid,
- In the soft arms of sleep was laid;
- Whilst vice, within the guilty breast,
- Could not be physick'd into rest.'
-
-
-"Is it so, Morley? But after all, what conventional nonsense those
-poets write! Well may it be said that they deal in fiction, and their
-morality is not a bit more real than the rest. A pretty sort of
-morality, truly, one finds in all these moral poets, and other
-righteous personages; they think no more of manufacturing a falsehood
-to serve the cause of truth, as they call it, than a poor, honest,
-wicked man like myself thinks of drinking my cup of coffee. Now what a
-gross lie it is--so gross, indeed, as to be quite impotent--to tell us
-that virtue is happiness, and that innocence always sleeps
-comfortably! For my part, everything that I see around me makes me
-believe, that, in this world at least, virtue is more akin to misery
-than to happiness; and how many pangs and sorrows are there that from
-time to time disturb the repose of innocence, and break the rest of
-the purest and the best!"
-
-"That is true," replied Morley, thoughtfully. "Griefs may often break
-the sleep of innocence, but can vice ever repose, Lieberg? And as to
-the happiness or unhappiness of the good and the bad, thank God there
-is another world where things may be made even!"
-
-"Your English proverb says," rejoined Lieberg, "that 'a bird in the
-hand is worth two in the bush.' I would rather take out my stock of
-happiness here, my good friend."
-
-"I have been thinking much over that subject this very morning,"
-answered Morley, "and have made up my mind upon the matter, Lieberg."
-
-"And to what conclusion?" asked his companion.
-
-"That the balance even here is in favour of right," replied Morley.
-"Supposing that there be an equal portion of misfortunes and
-disappointments, successes and advantages, allotted to the virtuous
-and the vicious--and there is nothing either in reason or experience
-to show that the bad man is more favoured by fortune than the
-good--the very nature of the virtuous man's own mind leaves his
-pleasures not only more pure, but more poignant from the freshness of
-his heart, while his sorrows are diminished by resignation to the will
-of Him who sent them, and by those bright hopes which lighten half the
-load of life."
-
-"I am glad to think that you have got up such a comfortable
-philosophy," answered Lieberg, "for of late I have certainly seen that
-you are very sad, Morley, and I have striven to the best of my power,
-though somewhat vainly, to cheer you."
-
-"I thank you for it deeply," replied Morley, extending his hand, "and
-I wish I had been wise enough to get up this philosophy, as you call
-it, before. You would not have found it, then, so difficult to soothe
-me, Lieberg."
-
-"It is an excellent good philosophy," answered his companion; "and the
-only part of it with which I might be inclined to quarrel, my good
-friend, is the actual estimation of what is right and what is wrong,
-what is innocent and what is vicious. I do not take for granted the
-dictum of every would-be philosopher--no, nor of every puritan--when
-he tells me that a thing which makes me very happy, and does no harm
-to anybody, is a vice or a wickedness;--but there is no use of
-talking any more about it. Ethics are a very uncertain science;
-what's excessively wicked in one country is highly virtuous in
-another--polygamy is an honoured observance in Turkey. Dwindle it down
-to bigamy in England, and it becomes a great crime, for which you send
-the poor wretch to hard labour in a penal colony, as if the fool's act
-would not be punishment enough if we did but compel him to abide by
-the consequences, and live with the two wives at once."
-
-Lieberg laughed aloud, half drowning Morley's reply--"The Christian
-has always a standard of morality, Lieberg."
-
-The former, however, wished to pursue the subject no more, for he was
-satisfied with the advantages he had gained, and was well inclined to
-leave the boundaries of vice and virtue vague and undefined.
-
-He therefore turned the matter off with a jest, and as their breakfast
-concluded, demanded--"Well, Morley, what shall we do to-day?"
-
-"For my part," answered Morley, "I shall quit Paris this very day, but
-I do not wish to influence your conduct, Lieberg, as you many have
-affairs to keep you here somewhat longer. I wish to be away from the
-place, and will wait for you anywhere that you like, till you rejoin
-me."
-
-Lieberg's eyes flashed with an angry expression for a moment, when
-Morley talked of leaving the French capital so suddenly; but the
-latter part of his companion's speech cleared his brow again, and he
-replied--"Nay, nay, I will go with you. I have nothing to do here,
-unless it were to take leave of some of the fair girls we know; but as
-you are in such haste, we will do without even that. Doubtless, as the
-poet says--
-
-
- 'Fresh freres will clear the bright blue eyes
- We late left swimming o'er.'"
-
-
-All the arrangements were soon made, passports were signed, bills were
-paid, accounts were closed, horses were procured, and, ere night,
-Morley Ernstein and his companion were some miles on their way towards
-the banks of the Rhine.
-
-It was rather late in the year for the German watering places, and
-about one half of the company which, during the summer, had thronged
-the picturesque villages of Nassau and Baden had taken its flight
-towards greater cities. A number still remained, however, to linger
-out the last fortnight of the season, and roulette and rouge-et-noire,
-and certain select gambling parties, went on with only the greater
-vigour from the want of that excitement which the more extended
-society of the full season brought with it. It is just at that time of
-year that the arrival of strangers--especially if they come with some
-little display of importance--creates the greatest sensation, and it
-may be easily believed that the two handsome English carriages, the
-servants and the couriers which accompanied Morley and his companion,
-made many a head protrude itself from the windows, and many an idler
-gather round the vehicles. The appearance of those within them did not
-diminish the interest felt, and some questions were asked of the
-servants as to the names of the two gentlemen, which soon circulated
-amongst the inhabitants of the place. The dinner at the table-d'hôte
-passed off pleasantly; Lieberg meeting with several persons whom he
-knew, and Morley being placed next to a most respectable looking old
-German Baroness, with her white hair beautifully arranged round her
-fair though wrinkled face. Notwithstanding the melancholy which still
-hung heavily upon Morley Ernstein, the frank and ladylike manner of
-his fair neighbour at the board, soon seduced him into conversation,
-which the society of the young and the beautiful, perhaps, might have
-not been able to effect.
-
-In the evening, he strolled with Lieberg into the great hall where the
-company had assembled, intending but to gaze for a moment at the
-splendour which such a place generally displays, and then to wander
-out into the walks round about which had been cut with careful taste
-to give every attraction to the little town. Very different indeed was
-the scene presented from that which he had often witnessed before in a
-Parisian gaming-house. Roulette and rouge-et-noire, were, it is true,
-going on in one part of the vast hall, and card-tables were to be seen
-laid out in another; but besides the parties occupied with such
-dangerous pursuits, there were various gay and glittering groups
-moving here and there, or seated at various tables taking different
-kinds of refreshment. A band was playing in the open space before the
-manifold windows of the building, the night was clear and warm, for
-the time of year, and everything that heart could do had been done to
-render the scene splendid, and to banish thought by forcibly engaging
-the mind with a whole host of amusements.
-
-Again Lieberg, as they moved onward, met with many acquaintances--some
-of them foreigners, some of them Englishmen. Indeed, in every place,
-and amongst every nation, he seemed to have friends, and he took care
-to introduce his young companion to all the most distinguished
-personages present; princes, and counts, and barons without number,
-and more than one noble lord whom Morley had often heard of as men of
-high repute, but had never met with before.
-
-Not anxious for much society, Morley Ernstein, at length, disengaged
-himself from Lieberg, telling him that he was about to stroll out
-through the walks; but the moment after he was stopped by a
-fine-looking elderly man, of a fresh and pleasing, though somewhat
-melancholy countenance, who held out his hand to him as an old
-acquaintance. After a moment's thought, Morley recollected the old
-nobleman whom he had met in London, and to whom he had been introduced
-at the house of Mr. Hamilton. Well pleased at what he remembered of
-their conversation on those occasions, he returned his greeting
-warmly, and willingly sat down beside him for a few moments in one of
-the windows.
-
-"I hope you are not in search of health, Sir Morley," said Lord
-Clavering. "You do not look so well as when I met you in London."
-
-"Oh, no!" answered Morley; "my health is good; but I am seeking what
-most people seek, after they have found the uselessness of seeking
-happiness--I mean amusement. But I trust your lordship is not less
-fortunate in point of health, though I am afraid, from your asking me,
-that you yourself have been driven to these baths by some of the
-unpleasant ills of the flesh."
-
-"Not exactly so," replied the old nobleman, "though I always think
-that mineral waters are medicines with which nature herself furnishes
-us for almost all diseases, if we do but apply them rightly. It is now
-many years ago since I myself received great benefit from these
-waters. I had just suffered a deep and terrible affliction which,
-through the mind, had preyed upon my constitution, and no one expected
-that I should ever recover. I was then a younger son, seeing life, as
-it is called, in the Austrian service. I accordingly threw up my
-commission, and was returning home to die in England, little cared
-for by anybody, and, to say the truth, caring little for anybody
-myself--except, indeed, one who has also been snatched from me since,
-by the inexplicable decrees of God. I paused, however, at this very
-place; and though at that time I thought life a very valueless
-possession, and was prepared, like Cawdor, 'To throw away the dearest
-thing I owed, as 'twere a careless trifle,' I remained here for six
-weeks, and by so doing recovered health and life."
-
-"And have you never had to curse the waters since?" asked Morley,
-gloomily, "and to wish that you had not tasted them?"
-
-"No, my young friend," replied the old lord; "though I thought at that
-time, as you seem to think now; yet I have since had to bless them for
-affording me time to judge better of many things, and to learn
-submission to the will of the Almighty--nay more, for having left me
-to the enjoyment of many blessings, the calm sunshine of health and
-ease, and that degree of freshness of heart--notwithstanding some
-bitter sorrows and deep disappointments--which enables me still to
-feel many endearing affections, partaking, perhaps, less of the eager
-passions which are the portion of youth, but more of the permanent
-convictions of experience. I can now love worth," he continued, with a
-smile, "better than beauty, and seek in the companion of my later
-hours the friend rather than the mistress."
-
-"I have been wrong, my lord," said Morley, "and gave way to a
-bitterness of spirit which I do not wish in general to indulge----"
-
-At that moment Lieberg came up hastily, and spoke to his young
-companion in a low voice, saying--"Will you do me a favour, Morley? I
-know you hate play of all kinds, but I know also you do not care about
-losing a crown or two. The old Baroness Von L----, next whom you sat
-at dinner, is very anxious for a quotidian game of whist. She has
-pressed me into the service, and there is the old Prince of
-Naggerstein, but we cannot get a fourth, all we can do. Come, only sit
-down for one rubber. I hate that dull drivelling game as much as
-anybody, but I could not well refuse."
-
-Morley rose and walked slowly to the table, feeling that it was
-utterly impossible he could take the slightest interest in any one of
-all the gambler's pursuits. In his eyes, rouge-et-noir was as stupid
-as whist, and whist as stupid as draughts. Of all the games that were
-ever invented, if he had been forced to choose one, it would probably
-have been marbles. He sat down to play, however: the old lady was
-charmed with his politeness; the Prince of Naggerstein was courtesy
-itself. Morley soon found that the stakes were enormously high, and
-that the two old opponents of Lieberg and himself were a couple of
-thorough-paced gamblers. Lieberg seemed to discover the fact at the
-same moment, and gave a warning look across the table towards Morley.
-He himself played well and carefully, but during the first rubber the
-young Englishman could not bend his attention sufficiently on the
-game, made several mistakes, and the two companions were losers of a
-very considerable sum.
-
-"For Heaven's sake, Morley, be careful!" said Lieberg. "You have lost
-me five hundred louis by not playing up to my lead. We must have our
-revenge, however, for it is impossible to rise with such a loss as
-that. I understand the old lady's game now; only be careful, and we
-shall recover."
-
-In the evening, he strolled with Lieberg into the great hall where the
-company had assembled, intending but to gaze for a moment at the
-splendour which such a place generally displays, and then to wander
-out into the walks round about, which had been cut with careful taste
-to give every attraction to the little town. Very different indeed was
-the scene presented from that which he had often witnessed before in a
-Parisian gaming-house. Roulette and rouge-et-noir, were, it is true,
-going on in one part of the vast hall, and card-tables were to be seen
-laid out in another; but besides the parties occupied with such
-dangerous pursuits, there were various gay and glittering groups
-moving here and there, or seated at various tables taking different
-kinds of refreshment. A band was playing in the open space before the
-manifold windows of the building, the night was clear and warm, for
-the time of year, and everything that heart could do had been done to
-render the scene splendid, and to banish thought by forcibly engaging
-the mind with a whole host of amusements.
-
-Again Lieberg, as they moved onward, met with many acquaintances--some
-of them foreigners, some of them Englishmen. Indeed, in every place,
-and amongst every nation, he seemed to have friends, and he took care
-to introduce his young companion to all the most distinguished
-personages present; princes, and counts, and barons without number,
-and more than one noble lord whom Morley had often heard of as men of
-high repute, but had never met with before.
-
-Not anxious for much society, Morley Ernstein, at length, disengaged
-himself from Lieberg, telling him that he was about to stroll out
-through the walks; but the moment after he was stopped by a
-fine-looking elderly man, of a fresh and pleasing, though somewhat
-melancholy countenance, who held out his hand to him as an old
-acquaintance. After a moment's thought, Morley recollected the old
-nobleman whom he had met in London, and to whom he had been introduced
-at the house of Mr. Hamilton. Well pleased at what he remembered of
-their conversation on those occasions, he returned his greeting
-warmly, and willingly sat down beside him for a few moments in one of
-the windows.
-
-"I hope you are not in search of health, Sir Morley," said Lord
-Clavering. "You do not look so well as when I met you in London."
-
-"Oh, no!" answered Morley; "my health is good; but I am seeking what
-most people seek, after they have found the uselessness of seeking
-happiness--I mean amusement. But I trust your lordship is not less
-fortunate in point of health, though I am afraid, from your asking me,
-that you yourself have been driven to these baths by some of the
-unpleasant ills of the flesh."
-
-"Not exactly so," replied the old nobleman, "though I always think
-that mineral waters are medicines with which nature herself furnishes
-us for almost all diseases, if we do but apply them rightly. It is now
-many years ago since I myself received great benefit from these
-waters. I had just suffered a deep and terrible affliction which,
-through the mind, had preyed upon my constitution, and no one expected
-that I should ever recover. I was then a younger son, seeing life, as
-it is called, in the Austrian service. I accordingly threw up my
-commission, and was returning home to die in England, little cared for
-by anybody, and, to say the truth, caring little for anybody myself?
-except, indeed, one who has also been snatched from me since, by the
-inexplicable decrees of God. I paused, however, at this very place;
-and though at that time I thought life a very valueless possession,
-and was prepared, like Cawdor, 'To throw away the dearest thing I
-owed, as 'twere a careless trifle,' I remained here for six weeks, and
-by so doing recovered health and life."
-
-"And have you never had to curse the waters since?" asked Morley,
-gloomily, "and to wish that you had not tasted them?"
-
-"No, my young friend," replied the old lord; "though I thought at
-that time, as you seem to think now; yet I have since had to bless
-them for affording me time to judge better of many things, and to
-learn submission to the will of the Almighty--nay more, for having left
-me to the enjoyment of many blessings, the calm sunshine of health and
-ease, and that degree of freshness of heart? notwithstanding some
-bitter sorrows and deep disappointments? which enables me still to
-feel many endearing affections, partaking, perhaps, less of the eager
-passions which are the portion of youth, but more of the permanent
-convictions of experience. I can now love worth," he continued, with a
-smile, "better than beauty, and seek in the companion of my later
-hours the friend rather than the mistress."
-
-"I have been wrong, my lord," said Morley, "and gave way to a
-bitterness of spirit which I do not wish in general to indulge----"
-
-At that moment Lieberg came up hastily, and spoke to his young
-companion in a low voice, saying--"Will you do me a favour, Morley? I
-know you hate play of all kinds, but I know also you do not care about
-losing a crown or two. The old Baroness Von L----, next whom you sat
-at dinner, is very anxious for a quotidian game of whist. She has
-pressed me into the service, and there is the old Prince of
-Naggerstein, but we cannot get a fourth, all we can do. Come, only
-sit down for one rubber. I hate that dull drivelling game as much as
-anybody, but I could not well refuse."
-
-Morley rose and walked slowly to the table, feeling that it was
-utterly impossible he could take the slightest interest in any one of
-all the gambler's pursuits. In his eyes, rouge-et-noir was as stupid
-as whist, and whist as stupid as draughts. Of all the games that were
-ever invented, if he had been forced to choose one, it would probably
-have been marbles. He sat down to play, however: the old lady was
-charmed with his politeness; the Prince of Naggerstein was courtesy
-itself. Morley soon found that the stakes were enormously high, and
-that the two old opponents of Lieberg and himself were a couple of
-thorough-paced gamblers. Lieberg seemed to discover the fact at the
-same moment, and gave a warning look across the table towards Morley.
-He himself played well and carefully, but during the first rubber the
-young Englishman could not bend his attention sufficiently on the
-game, made several mistakes, and the two companions were losers of a
-very considerable sum.
-
-"For Heaven's sake, Morley, be careful?" said Lieberg. "You have lost
-me five hundred louis by not playing up to my lead. We must have our
-revenge, however, for it is impossible to rise with such a loss as
-that. I understand the old lady's game now; only be careful, and we
-shall recover."
-
-He spoke in English, which language the other two did not understand,
-and Morley, vexed with himself, continued at the table. He did now
-pay attention--nay, more, he became interested, eager. The dark bright
-eyes of Lieberg were fixed upon him sharply from the other side of the
-table, and Morley fancied that he read in them anxiety to see what he
-was about to play. It was, on the contrary, only to mark how far the
-gambling spirit of the place was getting a hold upon his mind. The
-scheme had been well arranged, and it was so far successful, that Morley
-felt that dangerous degree of excitement which he had never experienced
-before, the first symptoms of the growing disease--of that fell and
-terrible disease, which, when once it has taken full possession of any
-human being, never leaves him till it has destroyed him--the immedicable
-fever of the mind.
-
-Once he raised his eyes from the table, and saw Lord Clavering standing
-opposite to him with a look of melancholy interest in his face. Morley
-averted his glance, and went on eagerly with the game, the impetuosity
-of his nature affecting him in this, as in all other pursuits, and
-carrying him on with a vehemence which he wished to restrain without
-being able. As his mind was clear and rapid, and his memory good, he
-played well now that he paid attention; Lieberg also managed his game
-with admirable skill, leading Morley on almost to the very last with the
-expectation of winning.
-
-The end of the rubber was again approaching; Morley Ernstein had
-played, the Prince of Naggerstein had just made a trick; the result of
-the whole depended upon Lieberg's next card, and while he paused, as
-if in thought, Morley again lifted his eyes. Lord Clavering was still
-there, but another figure now stood beside him which made the young
-Englishman turn, for a moment, as pale as death. The next instant the
-blood rushed from his heart into his face and temples, he saw and
-understood nothing more of what had passed at the card-table, except
-that Lieberg had played, and that the game was lost.
-
-Rapidly paying what the other party had won, Morley turned away, saying,
-in a determined tone, that he would play no more. Lieberg marked the
-look, and said, in a low voice to himself, "The time will come!" But the
-next instant, following Morley with his eyes, he saw him standing
-beside one of the most lovely creatures he had ever beheld, with a
-degree of agitation in the manner of both, which not even all the
-crowd that was around them could repress. The lady was dressed in deep
-mourning, but Lieberg had no difficulty in recognising the same fair
-being whom he had once seen with Morley in the park, and with Lady
-Malcolm upon another occasion.
-
-What were the sensations of Morley, as he stood beside Juliet Carr,
-and, with a low voice and beating heart, enquired into what had passed
-since he left her! Juliet was not less agitated than himself. It was
-evident that she was glad, not sorry to see him, though melancholy
-mingled with her joy, and she left the soft, fair, trembling hand in
-his as long as he thought fit to detain it. She told him that the
-cause of the mourning which he beheld was the death of her father, and
-those tidings, it must be owned, produced but one sensation in
-Morley's heart. He had respect for Juliet's grief, however, and for a
-moment or two bent down his eyes for fear glad hopes should sparkle up
-in them, and jar with her natural sorrow. In the brief pause that took
-place, Lord Clavering, who had stood by with Juliet's arm resting in
-his, watching with no slight interest, apparently, the agitation of
-his fair companion and her lover, disengaged himself from her,
-saying--"I will see if the carriage is there, Juliet. Sir Morley, will
-you take care of this lady till I return; I will not be long."
-
-"Oh, Morley," said Juliet, the moment he was gone, "I have one great
-favour to ask of you--a favour that will make me as happy as anything
-can!"
-
-"Name it, Juliet," replied Morley; "are you not sure that, to make you
-happy I would sacrifice life itself?"
-
-"Never sit down again to a table like that, Morley," said Juliet. "You
-know not the agony of watching one that we love with a countenance
-full of passions which only the dark spirits of this place can impart.
-Promise me, Morley--promise me, if you have ever loved me. You cannot
-tell what I have suffered within the last five minutes."
-
-"I do promise you, Juliet," replied Morley; "but you know not what I
-have suffered during many weeks. I told you, Juliet, that I could not
-answer for what occupations I might seek, in order to cast off the
-misery which your loss inflicted on me."
-
-"That which is wrong," replied Juliet, "depend upon it can but add
-gall to the well of bitterness. Oh, Morley, for my sake--for Juliet's
-sake--strive for better consolations. To know that you are happy, were
-the only happiness that I could now possess; and I am sure that such a
-heart as yours can never find anything but wretchedness in vice."
-
-"I will trust," said Morley, "that the state of despair which might
-well drive me to any source of relief is to last no longer. Where are
-you to be found, Juliet? I will come early to-morrow; and you must
-then give me up at least an hour--to myself and by myself, Juliet."
-
-She shook her head mournfully, but replied at once--"We are at the
-place called the Towers. Come if you like, but it is all in vain. I
-would fain be with you often, Morley--I would fain be with you always,
-to advise--to counsel, to soothe you; but it must be as a sister. I
-can never be more."
-
-"This must be explained," answered Morley; but at that moment Lord
-Clavering again appeared, saying--"The carriage is here;" and at the
-same time offering his hand to Juliet to lead her from the hall.
-
-Morley, however, would not give up his post till the last minute, and
-he himself conducted Juliet to the side of the carriage. He waited
-with a heavy heart and frowning brow, till the old nobleman, taking
-his seat by Juliet in the vehicle, ordered the coachman to drive to
-"The Towers." Then, after pausing moodily for a moment or two before
-the door of the building, he looked up into the sky, and, with a deep
-and long-drawn sigh, turned into the paths that wound away, through
-the woods, up towards the summit of the hills.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XLV.
-
-
-Night and meditation were friendly to Morley's spirit; he wandered on,
-rising higher and higher as he advanced, over the busy world of
-emptiness, of folly and vice that he had just left in the great hall.
-The fresh breeze of the mountain played around his head, and quieted
-the feverish throbbing of his temples. He looked up to the Heavens,
-and saw star beyond star, till the deep blue sky seemed, to his
-intense gaze, to grow white with the multitude of brilliant orbs that
-shone forth from the very bottom of the depth. Was it possible that he
-could see that infinite immensity of worlds without thinking of God,
-without wondering at the mightiness of his power, without asking
-himself if his goodness or his strength could ever fail, and without
-deriving thence powers of endurance--ay, and powers of resistance,
-too--which no other philosophy could have afforded?
-
-The very sight of Juliet Carr, too--the very words that she had
-uttered, though their import was sad, and though not a ray of hope
-could be elicited from anything that she had said, woke the better
-spirit in the bosom of her lover, and led his thoughts on to higher
-and to holier things than those to which the earthly spirit would have
-prompted him.
-
-He wandered on, thinking of endurance: for the first time since the
-bitter disappointment that he had met with, the heavenly spirit in his
-bosom seemed to have free sway, to clear away, as in days of yore, the
-mists and shadows of earth from his eyes, to unveil the skeleton face
-of earth's ordinary pleasures, and to show him the rankling corruption
-of even the fairest forms of vice.
-
-"I will endure," he thought, "firmly, strongly, resolutely. I will
-endure with resignation, with submission, with the courage of a man,
-with the humility of a Christian. Juliet shall not grieve to see me
-plunge into those things which my own heart condemns. I will learn,
-once for all, whether there be any real and substantial obstacle
-between us; and if my life must be passed in sorrow and regret, I will
-not add remorse also to the burden."
-
-He had now climbed high up the side of the hill, with nothing but the
-stars above him, and turning his eyes from them down upon the town
-below, he beheld the place where he had so lately sat, with the lights
-glittering from the manifold windows, and the music sighing faintly up
-to his distant ear. The sight and the sounds only filled him with
-disgust; and it was with regret that, after remaining for some time
-longer upon the hill, he took his way back again to the busy haunts of
-men.
-
-On arriving at the inn, and entering the rooms which had been assigned
-to himself and Lieberg, he found considerable confusion and disarray.
-The cause was soon explained to him, for the moment after he appeared,
-his companion issued forth from the left-hand room, saying, with an
-eager look--"What say you, Morley, to a journey by night? I have just
-received intelligence which obliges me to set off for Munich
-immediately--every hour is of consequence. Will you come?"
-
-Morley thought of Juliet Carr, and replied, that he was sorry that he
-could not go--that it was impossible. Lieberg pressed him much, and
-seemed mortified that he would not consent; but his friend explained
-to him that he had made an engagement for the following morning which
-he could not break; and it was at length arranged that they should
-meet at Augsburg or Munich, Morley adding, with a faint light from
-hope still shining in his bosom--"If nothing should occur on either
-part to prevent it."
-
-In less than half-an-hour the wheels of Lieberg's carriage rolled
-away, and Morley, finding that it was hopeless to attempt to sleep,
-sat up and read for some hours. How few books are there, amongst all
-the many that come from the hand of man, on which the mind can rest
-when the heart is sad! How often is even the very best of human
-productions taken up and laid down, looked at and cast away, as the
-sad thoughts wander round the one painful subject to which they are
-fixed, like an animal tethered in a field to one particular point,
-which he may turn round and round in every direction, but from which
-he can never break away. Many a book will amuse the couch of pain,
-will draw away the mind from corporeal uneasiness, but the anguish of
-the heart has a property in our thoughts that cannot be dissolved; and
-if any work can call us from that anguish, even for a moment, its
-chief characteristic must be goodness. Wit, and fancy, and imagination
-jar sadly with the tones of sorrow, but high and pure philosophies
-come as a balm to the wounds of the spirit.
-
-It was over some of the smaller poems of Milton that Morley paused;
-and though he could not go on very connectedly, yet there was a depth
-and a freshness in the whole as invigorating as the waters of a clear,
-cool river to the limbs of one who has wandered far through a hot day.
-His spirit seemed to plunge into that well of pure poetry, and rose up
-refreshed.
-
-At length he retired to rest, and though he slept not for some hours,
-yet his thoughts were calm. He determined that he would go early on
-the following morning to see Juliet Carr--that he would not wait for
-any formal time of visiting, although he saw that she was travelling
-with a party consisting of persons whom he believed to be nearly
-strangers to him; and he lay and revolved all that he would say and
-all that he would do, with the usual vain calculation of man, who
-never till the end of life learns to know that the very next minute is
-not his own. Thus passed the first four hours of the night, and then
-came a short period of repose, broken with thought running into
-dreams, and then came deep and profound slumber.
-
-It seldom, if ever, happens that we can obtain sleep when we most
-require it, but the unbidden guest visits us at the times when we wish
-him most away. Morley Ernstein slept longer than he intended, but,
-nevertheless, it was not late when he woke; his watch pointed to a
-quarter to eight, and, starting up, he rang eagerly for his servant,
-intending to proceed upon his errand at about half-past nine. There
-was a note in the hands of old Adam Gray as he entered, and, as may be
-easily imagined, it was with some emotion that Morley opened it when
-he saw the hand writing of Juliet Carr; but that emotion was greatly
-increased when he read the contents.
-
-"We go early," she said; "and though I will never refuse to see you
-when you think fit to come, I am inclined to believe that it would be
-better you should not come to-day at all. I could say nothing, Morley,
-to console you. All that I could tell you would, perhaps, but make you
-the more unhappy. For me the dream of life is over, and I feel from
-what passed last night, that it agitates us both too much at present
-to meet frequently. I will not say 'too much for me,' because I resign
-myself entirely to my fate--it is fixed and determined--I hope
-nothing, I fear nothing, I expect nothing. There is only one thing
-that I pray for in this life, to know that you are happy, and never,
-by any chance, to have cause to think otherwise of you than I have
-always hitherto done. Such is my fate, Morley, and such must be the
-fate of every woman situated as I am; but with a man it is very
-different. Suffer the memory of these days to fade away--I do not say
-forget me, for that I think you will never do; but remember me only as
-one that is dead. Form other ties, open your heart to other
-attachments, and believe me, that I shall experience the only
-consolation that I can receive in knowing that your affection for me,
-and the bitter disappointment that we have both undergone, has not
-permanently affected the happiness, or in any degree changed the
-nature of the man I love."
-
-"When did this come?" exclaimed Morley, in a tone that made the old
-man start.
-
-"About an hour ago, sir," replied Adam Gray. "I knocked at your door,
-but you were sound asleep."
-
-Morley cast down the paper, dressed himself as rapidly as possible,
-and hurried out.
-
-There were two or three people lounging quietly at the door of the inn
-called "The Towers," without any one of those signs and appearances
-which indicate to the eye of the experienced traveller that a
-departure is about to take place. There were no boxes in the passage,
-nor leather cases, nor cloaks and shawls, nor portfolios and
-drawing-books, the stray volume of a new romance, nor the couriers'
-innumerable straps and buckles. There were two or three men with
-whiskers, and one with mustachioes, and each bearing about him that
-indescribable something which points out the travelling servant; but
-they were all in a state of calm tranquillity; and Morley, by the
-whole aspect of the place, became convinced he was not, as he had
-feared, too late. He went into the house, then, and enquired of a
-person whom he met, and whom, from certain signs and symptoms, albeit
-as unlike an English innkeeper as possible, he took to be the master
-of the hotel, where he should find Miss Carr?
-
-The man stared, and then replied, that there was no such person there.
-Morley next asked for Lord Clavering, which name immediately brought
-up a look of intelligence in the innkeeper's countenance; but the
-answer that instantly followed, at once damped the young Englishman's
-hopes.
-
-"Oh, they are gone--they are gone!" replied the man. "They have been
-gone three quarters of an hour."
-
-"Who do you mean by they?" demanded Morley.
-
-"Why, the old 'milord', and the lady, and the beautiful young lady,
-and all--maids and servants and couriers, and all," answered the host.
-
-"Are you sure they are the persons I mean?" said Morley with the last
-faint hope struggling up.
-
-"I will shew you their names in the book," rejoined the innkeeper;
-and, taking him into a small room at the side of the passage, he
-opened a huge book before him, and pointed to a long string of names,
-half way down the page.
-
-Morley read, but he soon saw enough, for there stood the words--"Lord
-Clavering, Lady Malcolm, Juliet Carr." He turned away in, silence,
-with his heart full of bitter thoughts, and, taking his way back to
-the inn, he gave but one order--"Let everything be prepared for
-departure."
-
-"Do you know, sir," said Adam Gray, after hesitating for a moment or
-two--"do you know, sir, that Miss Juliet is here? I saw her maid this
-morning, in the street, and I did fancy that note came from her--"
-
-Morley waved his hand impatiently, and the old man stopped. "She is
-gone," replied Morley Ernstein; "do as I told you, Adam."
-
-"Will you not take breakfast, sir?" demanded the old servant, with a
-wistful look in his master's face.
-
-"No, no!" answered Morley, impatiently; and Adam Gray quitted the
-room. He paused musing at the door, however, laying his finger upon
-his bald forehead, and muttering to himself--
-
-"If I was sure it was she who is making him miserable--I would--that I
-would! But she never seemed to have any pride in her. What right had
-she, indeed? But I can't think it's her doing; she was always a good,
-kind young lady, as ever lived, and I am sure I thought she was fond
-enough of Master Morley, as well she might be. She wont find such
-another match in a hurry. But I'll watch, and see; she may be playing
-the fool after all, for there's no knowing about women--they are so
-devilish uncertain."
-
-With this moral reflection old Adam Gray concluded his soliloquy, and
-went to give the orders with which his master had entrusted him, in
-regard to preparing for departure. Ere noon all was ready, and Morley,
-alone in his carriage, with his arms folded on his chest, his brow
-bent, and his hat pressed over his forehead, drove out of the little
-town, while many a foreign idler of the baths stood gazing at him,
-sneering at the gloomy aspect that they did not comprehend, and
-pointing him out as the true personification of English spleen.
-
-Buried in the depth of his own thoughts, Morley cared little what
-comments were made upon his appearance. The brief glimpse he had had
-of Juliet Carr, the momentary revival of hope, had but plunged him
-into deeper gloom now that it was gone, and for a time all the better
-feelings which reflection had produced passed away, and left him as
-bitter in spirit as ever. There was one strong, predominant
-determination, however, in his mind, which was, to seek another
-meeting with Juliet wherever she had gone; to induce her to give him
-reasons for her conduct; to make her speak plainly why she debarred
-him and herself of hope, why, if she loved him, as she did not deny
-that she did, she made him miserable now that her father's death had
-removed his opposition to their union.
-
-Such were the feelings with which he went on through the wild valleys
-and deep ravines that led him back to the banks of the Rhine. This is
-not the journal of a tourist, reader! but still I must pause, to say a
-word or two upon the scenes through which Morley Ernstein now passed,
-because those scenes were not without effect upon his mind. At first
-the impression was imperceptible, but gradually it became more and
-more strong, operating like some fine restorative balm, and producing
-a slow but salutary effect, as he journeyed on. It is not through the
-ear alone, nor by the written words addressed to the eye, neither by
-the tale, nor the fable, nor the moral, that man's heart may receive
-instruction, if he will but take it. There is not--I say again--there
-is not a sight, there is not a sound, from the flower in the valley to
-the cloud-covered peak of the mountain--from the song of the lark to
-the thunder of the storm, which does not speak to the heart of man
-sweet counsel, and wisdom without end; sinking softly, calmly, almost
-imperceptibly, into the mind.
-
-The mere aspect of nature's ever-varying face must, if we will let it,
-tranquillize the passions, harmonize all the jarring affections of our
-nature, and with a solemn, and a soothing voice, proclaim to us the
-love, and the wisdom of Him--
-
-
- "Who shapes our fate, rough-hew it how we will."
-
-
-Such also was the effect upon Morley Ernstein, as he journeyed onward,
-though it was produced very slowly. When he first raised his eyes, the
-mouth of the valley through which his course had been directed was
-just opening out upon the Rhine. High on either side rose grey ruins,
-pinnacled upon the ancient mountain-tops, all that remained of the
-feudal domination of the past; dark, and solemn, and sad, each itself
-a legend, appealing more strongly to the imagination than any of those
-with which tradition had ornamented the walls. Fancy might there range
-at liberty, might people the deserted halls with life, might see fair
-faces gazing from the casementless windows, might cover the winding
-roads with the bands of horsemen, and might see the plundered
-merchants, or the train of captives, borne up to the hold of the
-lordly robbers who reigned in the towers above. The ruined church
-called fancy to other creations--the bridal song, and gay procession,
-the joyful birth of the young heir, the dark funeral of the departed
-lord, and all the manifold acts to which the ceremonies of religion
-lend their aid.
-
-It is true, the imagination of Morley Ernstein, occupied with one sad
-subject, was not disposed to tear his mind away from the present; but,
-still, as the eye rested upon this object or upon that, his thoughts
-would stray for a moment to the scenes of the dim past; or, leaving
-his own fate for an instant, would find a temporary occupation in that
-of others. The merry vintage was going on; and on every bank, and on
-every hill, thousands and thousands of the peasantry, rejoicing in the
-reward of honest industry, poured forth their songs as he passed by.
-While he gazed around, perhaps, he pictured to himself the return home
-of the labourers he saw, the embrace of affection, the soft domestic
-love, and all the household joys that were never to be his; but still
-he was not so selfish that he could not bless God for the happiness of
-others, though he himself could not partake of it. The better spirit,
-reader, gained the ascendancy, and in deep and pensive thought, calm
-though sad, he went upon his way.
-
-All those who have travelled along the banks of the Rhine--and few
-there are who have not done so, now-a-days--know well, that though,
-perhaps, the Rhone presents more picturesque beauties, there is
-scarcely any spot on earth where, to loveliness of scenery, are joined
-so many thrilling memories, and such a wide extent of associations.
-Well might it be called the Storied Rhine; for there is not one step
-along its banks which has not its history; and from the ages of the
-Roman domination, down to the "Now," when the stranger stands beside
-it, there is scarcely a year in the wide course of time, which has not
-marked the Rhine by some great event. He, indeed, must have become
-dead to life, or never have been alive to half the wonderful things
-that life presents, who can wander by the side of that mighty river,
-without giving himself up to dreams of the past--ay, and perchance of
-the future.
-
-Morley Ernstein was neither; and though the tone of his own feelings,
-of course, gave a colouring to all his thoughts, yet his meditations
-on the things around him soon became deep and long, and in those
-meditations he himself found relief.
-
-Thus passed the next four days, but, as he went from inn to inn, he
-perseveringly strove to trace the road that Juliet Carr had taken.
-Once only, however, he met with the name of Lord Clavering, with the
-words, "and party," attached to it; and he knew not why, but a painful
-feeling that Juliet Carr should be included in the party of another
-passed across his mind. He strove to banish it instantly; he asked
-himself, with a sort of scornful smile, if he were jealous of Lord
-Clavering; but still the idea continued painful; and now, convinced
-that Juliet had taken the same road which he was following, he simply
-pointed out the name of the party to his courier, and directed him to
-search for it in the inn-books, and let him know when he found it
-again.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XLVI.
-
-
-When the fall of Napoleon Buonaparte had opened the gates of Europe to
-the little body of islanders who had been knocking at them for so many
-years in vain, the first that rushed in to see all the wonders of the
-great continental fair, were, of course, the great and the wealthy,
-having every means at hand to satisfy to the full the expectant
-innkeepers and postilions, who were well prepared to make the purses
-of our good countrymen pay for the sights which and been so long
-forbidden. But in the rear of these, only by a very short distance,
-came a number of very respectable people of an inferior class, who
-were firmly resolved to have their holiday also, and that it should be
-spent on the Continent. The means of locomotion, indeed, were not so
-plentiful then as now; no steam-boats bridged over the Straits of
-Dover; no railroads saved one the trouble of seeing anything in Europe
-without depriving one of the pleasant consciousness of making a tour.
-People set out actually to travel in those times; and many a worthy
-citizen of London contemplated the journey to Paris with as much wild
-excitement, and strong sense of personal enterprise and merit in
-braving danger, as did Le Valliant, or Bruce, or Cook, or any other
-traveller of past days.
-
-To facilitate them in their undertaking, however, there was
-established, at a house on the eastern side of the Haymarket, what may
-be called a dépôt of _voituriers_, where a man was almost always to be
-found or heard of, ready, for a specified sum, to carry any lady,
-gentleman, or child, who might be locomotively disposed, from one part
-of Europe to another. In truth, the manner of travelling was not at
-all an unpleasant one, and being then in its first freshness, fewer
-tricks were played upon the traveller, more conveniences provided for
-him, and the rogues and vagabonds with which Europe is superabundantly
-supplied, had not then fully discovered that the trade of _voiturier_
-was one which afforded them great facilities for the exercise of their
-talent.
-
-It was one day, then, in the month of September, a short time after
-various events had taken place, which have been related in this true
-history, that a Swiss _voiturier_, ready, for any man's money, to go
-to any part of the civilized world, was standing in the shop in
-question, having left his horses and carriage in the good town of
-Calais and come over to England, for the express purpose of seeing
-what the English could be about, that nobody had hired him up to that
-late period of the year. The master of the house expressed himself not
-a little grieved that such was the case, but assured him that he had
-not had one single application, and was in the very act of counselling
-him to go back to Switzerland empty, when a tall, powerful, and
-good-looking man, dressed in black, and with a very pretty and
-lady-like young woman leaning upon his arm, entered the shop, and made
-some enquiries, which instantly caused the Swiss to raise his ears,
-and listen with great attention.
-
-His knowledge of the English language was certainly very limited, but
-at the same time he understood the meaning of the word carriage, and
-was well aware that the word Naples, though somewhat different from
-the Italian name of the place, was applied by us Englishmen to the
-City of the Syren. Be soon found, then, that the gentleman was
-bargaining to be carried, lodged, and boarded by the way, from the
-town of Calais to that of Naples. He, moreover, understood, that two
-ladies and a child were to be of the party, so that four places, out
-of the six which his vehicle afforded, might be speedily secured. He
-perceived, likewise, that the gentleman made his bargain shrewdly and
-strictly--in fact, as a man accustomed to deal with a world which has
-rogues in it; and as he thought he saw an inclination on the part of
-the master of the shop to risk losing a customer by demanding too
-much, he hastened to join in to the best of his abilities, and make
-his bargain for himself. His next discovery was, that the gentleman in
-black could not speak a word of any language but his own; and that the
-lady who was with him could only converse in French of a certain sort;
-but after about three-quarters of an hour's discussion, the whole
-matter was arranged satisfactorily, and the Swiss set off again for
-Calais, to prepare for a journey to Naples, to which city he was to
-convey the party of travellers, upon terms set down in a written
-agreement.
-
-When all had been settled, the two future travellers took their way
-through the streets of London to one of the small houses, which,
-placed in the neighbourhood of the more fashionable parts of the town,
-afford to the younger and poorer branches of distinguished families
-many a convenient residence at no great expense.
-
-"No. 15, did you not say, Jane?" said the gentleman, addressing the
-lady on his arm. "It seems a wonderfully nice house; I wonder how that
-is kept up."
-
-Knocking as he spoke, he asked the servant who appeared--a man in
-mourning livery--if Miss Barham were at home. But even while he was
-putting the question, the door of what seemed a dining-room opened,
-and a distinguished looking elderly man, apparently not in the best
-health, came out, saying, to some persons within--"Well, gentlemen,
-all I can say is, that he shall hear the whole particulars. You have
-dealt candidly with me, in shewing me the deeds, and, without giving
-an opinion on the case, I will promise you to communicate the whole
-facts fairly."
-
-As he came forth the door was closed, and the servant who was in the
-passage drew back to give him egress.
-
-"That is Mr. Hamilton, the famous banker," observed the gentleman in
-black, in a whisper, to his fair companion--"a very good man, they
-say."
-
-At the same moment the servant replied, that Miss Barham was at home,
-and ushered the two up to the drawing-room, while a great deal of loud
-talking, with evident haste and eagerness, was heard from the chamber
-which they passed on the right.
-
-"What name shall I give, sir?" demanded the servant at the
-drawing-room door.
-
-"Martin," replied the stranger; and the moment after Mr. and Mrs.
-Martin were announced, in a loud tone.
-
-In an elegant, though somewhat small drawing-room, with everything
-which could contribute to comfort and convenience around her, sat
-Helen Barham, not less beautiful than ever, though with a deep shade
-of melancholy hanging upon her fair brow, and a colour, almost too
-delicately lovely, in her cheek. She raised her eyes as the man threw
-open the door, and then started up with a look almost of alarm,
-paused, and hesitated till the servant was gone, and then, with one of
-her radiant smiles, chasing away the cloud, like the sun at noon, she
-pointed to a chair, saying--"I am glad to see you--pray sit down. I
-know not what startled me, but the name brought back painful
-memories."
-
-"I do not wonder at it, ma'am," answered Harry Martin--"though, after
-all, I think, if I were you, it would bring up the proudest and
-happiest memories that could come into my heart. Memories of having
-done, Miss Barham, what there are not two people in all Europe would
-do--ay, not only of having saved a fellow-creature from death, but of
-having saved him from perhaps worse destructions. I have come to thank
-you, ma'am--and my poor wife, too; and the first name we shall teach
-our baby to pray for is yours--isn't it, Jane?"
-
-Jane Martin went round the table, and dropping upon her knees beside
-Helen Barham, kissed her hand, and bathed it with tears.
-
-"Oh, no, no!" cried Helen, trying to raise her. "Pray do not do
-so!--you agitate--you distress me. I did but keep the promise I had
-made."
-
-"Ay, ma'am, and nobly," replied Harry Martin; "give me those that _do_
-keep their word in this world of promise-breakers. But Jane has got
-something to tell you, she will say it better than I can, for such
-words are so new in my mouth that they come rather awkwardly."
-
-Helen turned an inquiring look towards Jane Martin, who had now risen,
-and was standing by her side, wiping away the tears that the sweet
-feelings of gratitude had drawn forth. "He means me to tell you,
-madam," said the latter, "something that I am sure, if I judge you
-rightly, will repay you for all you did, and all you suffered on that
-terrible day at York. He has determined, madam, more out of gratitude
-to you and one other, who has befriended us, too, in our time of need,
-to change his way of life altogether. We are going to a far country,
-ma'am, as far from England as we can get, without going out of Europe;
-I mean to Naples, where I had once an uncle, who is, I believe, living
-still. There we may do honestly and industriously, and, if possible,
-in time, will pay back everything that is not rightly ours."
-
-"Oh, do so!--do so!" cried Helen, gladly; "the blessing which that
-very thought will give you, will be worth any other kind of
-happiness."
-
-"I begin to think so too, Miss Barham," replied Harry Martin; "and one
-thing more I will say, which is, that I know what will make me the
-happiest man alive."
-
-"What is that?" said Helen; "I am sure if it be possible for me to
-help you I will. I cannot forget that, besides sparing my life when
-many other people would have taken it, you aided to deliver my brother
-from the power of those who would have most basely used the means of
-injuring him which they possessed. Tell me what it is; I am far more
-capable of doing something to show my gratitude now, than I have ever
-been before, and if money--"
-
-"No, no!" exclaimed Harry Martin, "it is not money that I want, Miss
-Barham! All I wish for is an opportunity of serving you. But do you
-know, Miss Barham," he added, after a moment's pause, "I am almost
-sorry to hear you have money to spare."
-
-"Why so?" said Helen, in some surprise.
-
-"Why, I don't know well how to tell you what I mean," replied Harry
-Martin; "but it's this, you see, Miss Barham from what I know, I don't
-see how you or your brother can have much money to spare, if he gets
-it in a way that may not some time or another bring you into a worse
-scrape than the last."
-
-Helen Barham's habit of blushing had not been lost, even in all the
-painful scenes she had lately gone through, and the blood came warm
-into her cheek at the man's words, though she knew that they were not
-intended to offend or pain her. There was something in them, however,
-which caused her mind instantly to refer to her late position--to the
-position of danger and temptation in which she had been placed when
-first she was presented to the reader's eyes--and the very thought
-made the true modesty of her young and candid heart shrink as if from
-contamination.
-
-"You are mistaken, in this instance," she said, mildly; "a great
-change has taken place in our situation. I cannot tell you all the
-particulars, for I do not know them; and, indeed, I believe on some
-account I have been purposely kept in the dark--but it has been
-discovered that a large property rightly belonging to my brother has
-been kept from him. It was old Mr. Carr who first told me of the
-facts; since then, the matter has been referred to several London
-lawyers, who are so perfectly convinced the property cannot be
-withheld any longer, that the solicitor is quite willing to advance my
-brother any money that he needs--more so, indeed, than I could
-wish--for William is yet too young to use it rightly."
-
-"He'll never be old enough," replied Harry Martin; "but, however,
-whatever is for your good is a blessing; and, I trust, notwithstanding,
-though God may give you, young lady, the fortune you well deserve, I
-shall some day be able to show you my gratitude. I wont ask to see your
-brother, Miss Barham, for the meeting would not be very pleasant to him
-or to me, but I can tell him one thing, if he would have health or
-happiness either, he must live a very different life from that which he
-was following when I knew him. Why, we ourselves, who did not stick at
-a trifle, as you may well suppose, used to get sick of his way of
-going on."
-
-Helen Barham cast down her eyes, and for a moment or two made no
-reply. It was painful enough for her to think that her brother should
-ever have been the companion of the man who stood before her; but to
-bear that even the profligates, the lawless, and the reckless, were
-outdone by the son of her own mother, was terrible indeed. Her
-silence, however, arose from other sensations, likewise produced in
-her bosom by the words of Harry Martin. The stores of the past, the
-things that have been--ay, and the things that are--are often garnered
-up in our hearts like the inflammable substances of a magazine,
-apparently cold and lifeless, but requiring only a spark to blaze
-forth. That spark is frequently a mere accidental word; a look, a tone
-will sometimes communicate the flame. There had been a deep anxiety
-preying upon Helen Barham for some weeks, a new anxiety, a fresh
-grief, which mingled with all the others painful feelings in her
-bosom, and produced a sort of dread, which cast an additional gloom
-over every prospect. She had remarked in her brother a bright red spot
-in the pale cheek, increasing towards nightfall, an eye full of
-unnatural lustre, a hurried and fluttering respiration, a slight but
-frequent cough--all of which she had seen once before in another, a
-few months previous to the time when the turf was laid upon her
-mother's head. She had questioned him eagerly and often; she had
-endeavoured to prevent him from committing excess in various ways, but
-he had always insisted that he was quite well, and any attempt to
-restrain his inclinations seemed but to irritate him, and to drive him
-to wild extremes. Lately she had tried hard, and successfully, to shut
-out his state of health from her mind: she had kept the truth at a
-distance; but the words of Harry Martin not only opened her eyes, and
-showed her that her brother was hurrying on towards death, but that it
-was his own deed.
-
-"I fear," she said, in reply--"I fear that his health has suffered
-very much! Indeed, he is anything but well; and I trust, when all this
-business is settled, to induce him to try a better climate."
-
-"Induce him, Miss Barham," said Harry Martin--"induce him--"
-
-He was going to add--"to try a better life," but he gazed in the fair
-face of Helen Barham, saw the deep melancholy that overspread it, and
-felt afraid that he might add one drop more of bitter to the lot of
-her, who, born with every endowment of person and mind which the
-prodigal hand of nature could bestow upon a favourite child, had been
-placed in circumstances where beauty was peril, where excellence was
-trial, and where tenderness was anguish. He would not add another
-word, but paused in the midst of what he was saying, and then turned
-abruptly to his wife, exclaiming--"Come, Jane, let us go, we are only
-keeping Miss Barham. God bless you, madam, and protect you. May you
-find kind friends wherever you go, and may every one be as honest to
-you as you have been to me. God bless you, I say, and make you happy,
-and give me some opportunity of helping you when you need it."
-
-Thus speaking, he turned away and left the room, followed by his wife;
-and Helen, bidding them adieu, resumed her occupations.
-
-They had not been long gone, however, when her brother came in, with
-his face flushed and excited, and a look of triumph in his
-countenance. "I have him," he said--"I'll do for him, Helen! We have
-got hold of the only admission that was wanting. I'll make a beggar of
-him before I have done with him!"
-
-"I hope not, William," answered Helen, reproachfully. "I hope you will
-make a beggar of no one upon the earth. You, of all people, William,
-ought to know how terrible a thing it is to be a beggar. But who is it
-you are talking of?"
-
-"Ay! that I sha'n't tell you, Helen," replied William Barham, with a
-laugh. "I know you'd be for interfering, and that wouldn't do. The
-business is my own, and I'll manage it myself. You shall know nothing
-about it till it's all done; and who can tell if the matter may not be
-more for your advantage than you think?"
-
-"Well, William," rejoined Helen, with a sigh, "as I said to you
-yesterday, if you do not tell me more, tell me nothing. But listen to
-what I have to say to you. The man, Harry Martin, who was tried at
-York, has been here to thank me. You know very well that he took, and
-destroyed, those papers which were so dangerous to you. Now, I think,
-as you say you have money to spare, you ought to send him some
-immediately."
-
-"Not I," cried William Barham, though his face for a moment had become
-very pale. "You say he destroyed the papers. He can't do anything
-against me, then--I shall send him no money. You were a fool for not
-letting him be hanged," and he turned sullenly from her, and left the
-room.
-
-Helen Barham leaned her head upon her hand, pressed her handkerchief
-upon her eyes, and wept bitterly.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XLVII.
-
-
-THE night was dark and tempestuous, the rain beat violently against
-the windows of the carriage, the wind blew so vehemently as to shake
-it upon the springs, and the hollow moanings of the gale, as it swept
-down the valley of Treisam, sounded like the screams of souls in
-torture. Once or twice, but once or twice only, the features of the
-scene around were displayed for an instant by a sudden flash of
-lightning, and rock, and chasm, and rushing stream, swelled into a
-torrent by the deluge that was pouring down, started out from the
-darkness and instantly disappeared again. The effect was fine, but
-awful; and for the sake of postilions and servants, Morley Ernstein
-would have willingly turned back, but that the storm did not commence
-till Freiburg was left far behind, and had not reached its height till
-the carriage was nearly half way through the pass, known by the gloomy
-name of the Valley of Hell. To go on, then, was a matter of necessity,
-and Morley contented himself with calling old Adam Gray into the
-inside of the carriage, to shelter his white hair from the storm of
-night. The journey, indeed, was not without danger, for the pit of
-Acheron was certainly never darker than the Höllen-Thal, in the
-intervals of the lightning; and the windings of the road, amongst
-rocks and streams, are conducted with a greater regard to brevity than
-to the traveller's neck.
-
-"It is a dreadful night, indeed, sir," said good old Adam Gray, with a
-shudder, "and it seems to be a terribly wild country. Why, the
-carriage can scarcely get on, and I believe will be broken in pieces
-before we get to the end of the stage."
-
-"Oh, no!" replied Morley; "it is too well built for that, Adam; and
-the darkness makes you think every jolt worse than it is. Through this
-very valley General Moreau made his famous retreat, bringing with him
-his baggage and artillery, so it is impossible that it can be so very
-bad."
-
-"It's bad enough, sir, any way!" exclaimed Adam Gray, as the carriage
-passed over an immense stone, producing a jolt that nearly knocked the
-heads of the travellers against the top of the vehicle. "I would
-almost sooner be a cannon than a Christian to go through here--at
-least in this dark night!"
-
-"I certainly should have waited till to-morrow," replied Morley, "if I
-had known we should have such a storm, but now it is not to be helped,
-and the stage, I believe, is not a very long one. We must sleep where
-we can for to-night, as there is no use of attempting to go on to
-Schaffhausen."
-
-The way, however, seemed to Adam Gray interminably long, for the
-German drivers, with very proper caution, proceeded at a rate
-certainly somewhat slower than that with which an English
-broad-wheeled waggon wends its way along the drawing-room roads of our
-own favoured land. At the end of about an hour the storm decreased,
-the sharp gusts of wind ceased almost entirely, the lightning no
-longer illuminated the valley from time to time with its fierce glare,
-and the rain itself subsided into a thin and drizzling mist, through
-which the lamps of the carriage poured a red and confused light,
-occasionally catching upon some wild rock, or bringing forth from the
-darkness the large boll of some old tree, but generally showing
-nothing but the dim expanse of vapour which wrapped the harsh features
-of the valley in a foggy shroud.
-
-How long they had thus gone on through that tempestuous night, Morley
-Ernstein did not know, but he judged by guess that the next post-house
-could not be far off, when the sound of what seemed a distant call met
-his ear, and, turning to old Adam Gray, he said--"Well, Adam, your
-rough journey will soon be over; we must be coming near Steig, for I
-hear voices, and some persons shouting."
-
-"Perhaps some one has got hurt in this terrible night," replied Adam
-Gray. "God send us well out of this horrid place!"
-
-Morley Ernstein listened eagerly, for the old man's words brought
-suddenly into his mind the very probable case of some accident having
-happened in such a storm and such a scene; and, letting down the
-window, he put his head out, gazing round to see if he could descry
-anything, but in vain.
-
-A moment or two after, however, a loud shout from the right, and at no
-great distance, showed that the lamps of the carriage, though of no
-great service either to the travellers or the postilions attached to
-it, had sent their glare far enough into the gloom of the valley to
-reach the eyes of some person in distress. The shout was repeated
-again and again, and Morley thought that he distinguished an English
-tone and English words, though let it be remembered that such sounds
-may very well be heard in Germany, without the speakers being
-Englishmen or knowing one syllable of our native tongue. This Morley
-recollected, but, nevertheless, he was just as anxious to give
-assistance as if he had been quite sure that the persons calling for
-aid were his fellow-countrymen.
-
-The postilions, although they must have heard the cry fully as well as
-those within the carriage, did not seem in the slightest degree
-disposed to stop, but went on with the same indifferent jog-trot,
-which probably they would have continued if the father of each of them
-had been drowning in the stream below. Three times did Morley himself
-call to them before they condescended to pay any attention. They at
-length brought up, however, and quietly asked what was the matter.
-Without waiting to inform them, but bidding the servants get down to
-aid him, Morley sprang out of the vehicle, drew one of the lanterns
-with his own hands from the socket, and called aloud, in very good
-German, to ascertain where were the personages who had been so
-vociferously appealing for help.
-
-The reply left him no doubt as to its being an Englishman who now
-spoke, for the very first sentence was adorned with one of those oaths
-which unhappily are but too often in the mouths of our countrymen.
-"Holloa hoy!" cried the voice. "D--n you, if you don't make haste you
-will be too late! This way, I say--this way!"
-
-It was not without some difficulty, however, that any means were found
-of reaching the spot from whence the voice proceeded. The bank was
-steep and rugged, large masses of rock and stone obstructed the way,
-and the darkness of the night, increased by the mist, prevented Morley
-Ernstein and his servant from seeing more than a few yards even by the
-aid of the lantern, which the young gentleman himself carried. All
-this delayed them much, but still they advanced, guided by several
-voices talking rapidly and eagerly together; and bad French and bad
-English were to be heard spoken in sharp and sometimes angry tones,
-between people who seemed to have a very great difficulty in making
-themselves mutually understood.
-
-At length, however, the exact place where all this was going on became
-more distinct; and the forms of two men, two or three women, a child,
-four horses, and an overturned coach, were seen against a back ground
-of white spray and foam, occasioned by the stream--now swelled, as I
-have before said, into a torrent, and dashing in angry fury amidst the
-crags and rocky fragments which encumbered the valley. The men and
-most of the women were all gathered closely round the carriage, and
-seemed to be holding on thereby as if endeavouring to move it, while
-one of the group was giving eager orders to another, in a somewhat
-extraordinary compound of English and French, to attach the horses to
-the overthrown vehicle in a particular manner, and endeavour to pull
-it up; while the man to whom he spoke seemed to have taken the wise
-resolution, in the first place, of not understanding him, and in the
-next place, of not doing what he was told when he did.
-
-Such was the state of things when Morley Ernstein approached within a
-few yards of the carriage, and perceived that the vehicle, and
-whatever it might contain, was certainly in a very dangerous position,
-being balanced as nicely as can be conceived, upon the edge of a
-second bank, and apparently only kept from falling over into the
-stream by the weight of the persons who held it down. Such was the
-first fact that presented itself to Morley's mind; but there was
-another point which struck him nearly at the same time--namely, that
-the figures of two, at least, out of the personages in the group, were
-quite familiar to him; and the combination of the voice which he had
-heard, with the appearance of the people now before him, instantly
-brought to his recollection our old acquaintance Harry Martin, and his
-wife. The latter, it would seem, instantly recognised the young
-Baronet in the person who now came to their aid, for at the very
-moment that Morley recognised her husband, she exclaimed--"Oh, how
-fortunate! It is Sir Morley, Harry--it is Sir Morley Ernstein!"
-
-"That is luck, indeed!" cried Harry Martin. "We shall now have
-somebody to help us."
-
-The matter was soon explained; the Swiss driver of the vehicle in
-which Martin had engaged a certain number of places for himself and
-his family, had, in the darkness of the night, mistaken a small
-cart-road on the right, for the highway to Steig, had soon become
-embarrassed amongst the rocks, and had ended by overturning the
-carriage in the most dangerous part of the valley.
-
-"The worst part of the whole job, is," said Harry Martin, "that the
-old woman is a good deal hurt, I am afraid; and we couldn't get her
-out the carriage, as it lies there. I had nobody to help me but this
-d--d fellow, and he will not help at all."
-
-With the aid of Morley and his servants, the vehicle was soon freed
-from the dangerous situation in which it hung, and drawn back into the
-bad cart-road from which it had strayed. The jolting, however, was so
-terrible to poor old Mrs. More--who had, as her son-in-law declared,
-received considerable injuries--that she now very willingly agreed to
-do that which she had at first refused, and quit the rough and
-ill-hung coach for Morley's more comfortable conveyance.
-
-Finding that the distance to the post-house was not more than an
-English mile, the young Baronet determined to go the rest of the way
-on foot, sending only one servant with his carriage, and giving the
-places thus left vacant to the women, whom he had found in such a
-deplorable situation in the valley. Harry Martin's wife and the little
-boy took their seats beside old Mrs. More, in the inside. There was
-room for another behind, but there were still two persons to be
-provided for, both foreigners--one seeming the mistress, and the other
-the maid. The lady, however, insisted that her attendant should go,
-saying--"You are bruised, Marguerite, and I am not; I can walk very
-well."
-
-The attendant needed no great pressing, but took her place at once,
-and Morley Ernstein, offering his arm to her mistress, gave directions
-to his courier to remain with the Swiss, in order to aid him in
-getting his carriage safely back into the main road, and then
-proceeded, with Harry Martin on his right hand, talking sometimes to
-one of his companions, sometimes to the other. The lady spoke very
-little English, but French she understood thoroughly, although her
-accent betrayed the tones of a southern land; and, now that the danger
-was over, she laughed with light-hearted gaiety at the misadventures
-of the night, though a tone of sadness mingled every now and then with
-her merriment, when she mentioned the situation of the poor old lady,
-Mrs. More. The impression produced by her conversation upon the mind
-of Morley Ernstein was altogether agreeable; and indeed it must be a
-hard case, where a young and graceful woman and a young and
-accomplished man, finding their way on together along a road they do
-not know, in a dull and drizzly night, dislike each other very much in
-the end.
-
-The mind of Harry Martin seemed, for the time, wholly taken up with
-the accident which had happened to Mrs. More, for whom he apparently
-entertained as much affection as if he had been her son. Although he
-in no degree affected to have forgotten Morley Ernstein, and spoke to
-him in a tone of respect--perhaps one might say, of gratitude--yet he
-referred, not even by a word, to the circumstances of their previous
-acquaintance. Morley himself kept aloof from any such topic also, on
-account of the proximity of his servants' ears, though he determined,
-if occasion served, to enquire into all which had lately occurred to
-his companion, and to ascertain by what train of events he now found
-him in a remote part of Germany, with his wife and family. The
-opportunity was soon given to him. On their arrival at Steig, they
-found the little post-house full of bustle and confusion. Poor Mrs.
-More had been taken out of the carriage, and removed to bed, it having
-been found that her leg was broken in two places. Her daughter was in
-the room, attending upon her, with no little distress of mind; and the
-fair Italian, who had accompanied Morley Ernstein--though there was
-evidently a little struggle in her breast as to whether she should
-stay below in the hall, and pass the evening with the young English
-gentleman, or go up and give what assistance she could to the sufferer
-up stairs--decided, at length, in favour of the more amiable, though
-less pleasant occupation. Bidding Morley a graceful good night, she
-left him and Harry Martin in possession of the great, odd-shaped room,
-which is almost always to be found on the lower story of a German inn,
-and proceeded to the chamber of Mrs. More, where, we may as well add,
-in passing, she shewed much good humour, and benevolent attention,
-aiding Jane in putting her child to bed, and soothing and tending her
-mother.
-
-In the meantime, Morley Ernstein's servants busied themselves in
-preparing their master's room, taking care of the carriage, and
-removing a part of the contents to the house; while the courier paid
-the postilion within a few florins of the sum he intended to charge
-his master, ordered the best of everything for his own supper, and the
-next best for that of Sir Morley, and looked into the saloon three
-times to see what the young gentleman was about, and to prove that he
-was very attentive.
-
-On the part of Sir Morley Ernstein, the first proceeding was to send
-for the post-master, and to enquire where a surgeon could be procured.
-No good one was to be heard of nearer than Freiburg; and, accordingly,
-a man on horseback was sent off by Sir Morley's directions, to bring
-the best bone-setter that the capital of the Breisgau could afford.
-Then--after various enquiries as to the real situation of the old
-woman, after some going to and fro between her chamber and the saloon,
-and all the little bustles, orders and counter-orders, enquiries and
-replies, examinations and discoveries, precautions, preparations, and
-annoyances, which attend the first arrival at an out-of-the-way inn,
-on a dark and rainy night, after a journey of adventures and
-mishaps--after all this was concluded Harry Martin stood upon the
-other, with his arms crossed upon his broad, bull-like chest.
-
-"You see, Sir Morley," said the latter, at length, as if in
-explanation of his feelings towards Mrs. More--"you see, that I am
-very anxious about this old woman, for she has been kind to me ever
-since I first knew her, and ended by saving my life. She was
-the first one, sir, that ever made me think--love being out of the
-question--that any one could care about me for myself, and she has
-always kept tight to the same way of acting by me; though, God knows,
-little was the good I ever did her or hers! However, I am sure I ought
-to be well contented with the world, for when I was at the hardest
-pinch that ever man was at, I found people to be generous to me,
-people to be true to me, and people to be zealous for me, which,
-altogether, was what saved my life, when I as much deserved to be
-hanged as any man that ever was born."
-
-"How was that?" demanded Morley Ernstein, not doubting, indeed, the
-truth of Harry Martin's confession, but merely desirous of hearing
-something more of his history: "I left you in a fair way of making
-your escape, I thought."
-
-"Ay, sir, so you did," replied his companion, "but I was fool enough
-to put my foot in a trap, and was caught. I should have been hanged,
-too, if it hadn't been for that noble girl Miss Helen Barham, who
-should be a queen if I had my will. She kept her word with me in spite
-of all that any one could say, and she'll go to heaven for it, if it
-was for nothing else, for she's given me time to think and to change
-my life altogether, and that's what the law would not have done. My
-wife was reading me the Bible, the other day, where it says--'There's
-joy in heaven over one sinner that repents;' and if it be so,
-which I don't pretend to doubt, she must have made the place very
-happy--which, indeed, I suppose it was before--for certainly I was as
-bad as I could be, but now I have repented a good deal, and mean to do
-so a great deal more. It would not have been the case, sir, if it
-happened any other way at all; if they had hanged me, I should have
-died game; and if I had got off by some trick of the lawyers, some
-flaw in the indictment, or something of that kind, I should have been
-at the old work again in a week; but to see that beautiful girl sit
-there, badgered by the judge and all the lawyers, and quietly make up
-her mind to go to prison sooner than to break her word with a man like
-me,--why, sir, it changed my whole heart in a moment; and I thought to
-myself, if I get off this time I will lead a different life altogether
-for your sake, you angel, just to shew you that I'm not altogether so
-bad as people think!"
-
-By degrees, Morley Ernstein obtained a general idea of all that
-occurred to Harry Martin, since he left him in the north of England.
-It was not with little interest that the young Englishman questioned
-him concerning Helen Barham, and we need hardly say that it was with
-pleasure he heard, not only her praises from the man beside him, but
-an account of the actions which had called forth his gratitude. It was
-with great satisfaction, too, he learnt that a change had taken place
-in her pecuniary affairs and that competence, if not wealth, was at
-all events assured to her; for though he had written to Mr. Hamilton
-about her before he left England, and placed her future fate beyond
-doubt, he was not a little pleased to find that she would be dependant
-upon no one. The relative situation into which they had been thrown,
-the high qualities of her mind, the compassion that he had felt for
-her--ay, the very temptation which had at one moment assailed him, had
-left a tenderness in his feelings towards Helen Barham, which was
-certainly not love, and yet was something more than friendship, It was
-a sensation, strange, complicated, difficult to be defined even to his
-own mind; it was the blending of many memories and many sweet
-impressions into something like the affection of a father for a child,
-something like the love of a brother for a sister, and yet differing
-from both, inasmuch as there was nothing conventional in it, inasmuch
-as there was no bond or tie of duty, inasmuch as it differed from the
-common forms and modes into which the rules of society shape our
-feelings as well as our actions.
-
-The presence of such sensations in his bosom was rendered more
-sensible to him by the conversation taking place at that moment, than
-it had ever been before, and he paused for some short time thinking
-that it was all very strange, and enquiring into the nature of the
-things within him. The man Martin, in the meantime, remained beside
-him, with his keen, intelligent eyes fixed upon his countenance,
-apparently reading, or attempting to read, the thoughts that were busy
-in his breast.
-
-At length he said--"Well, Sir Morley, I am going to bid you good
-night, and I thank you very heartily for all the kindness you have
-shewn me. There's one thing I can't help saying, however--and you must
-not think me impudent or meddling for saying it, though I must not
-mention any names--but I can't help thinking, sir, that you have
-thrown away your own happiness, and quitted the good, and the true,
-and the beautiful, to follow one that you'll find out some day,
-perhaps when hope, and comfort, and peace are all ruined together.
-Forgive me for saying it, sir, but I owe it to one who has been kind
-to me to give him a warning. I wish you good night, sir!"
-
-"Stay, stay!" cried Morley; "explain what you mean, at least, before
-you go."
-
-"No, no, I can't say any more," replied Harry Martin, moving steadily
-towards the door, "I have said all that I have a right to say; and I
-only add, that if you watch you will see, and if you enquire you will
-find out. You will be convinced, at last, although I should think that
-you had had enough to convince you already."
-
-Without waiting for further question he turned and quitted the room,
-and Morley remained bewildered and surprised, applying the words just
-spoken to Juliet Carr, although they referred to quite a different
-object; and asking himself how the man who had just left him could
-have gained such a knowledge of his affairs. Surprise was certainly
-the first feeling, but suspicion is a guest that finds but too easy
-admission into the human heart.
-
-"Peace, and comfort, and happiness are indeed gone already," he said,
-"and gone by her act--must I call it by her fault? Can this be
-trifling?--Love, they say, is blind.--Can it be coquetry? Can she be
-sporting with my misery?"
-
-But, as he put the question to his own heart, the idea of Juliet Carr,
-in all her beauty, in all her frank simplicity, in all that
-openhearted candour which gave the crowning grace to her demeanour,
-rose up before his sight, and he became not only angry with himself
-for having given credit to one word against her; but angry also and
-indignant, with the man who had uttered aught that could raise a doubt
-of her sincerity in his mind.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XLVIII.
-
-
-Early on the following morning the carriage of Morley Ernstein stood
-prepared for departure before the little inn at Steig. He had sent to
-ask after the health of the old woman who had suffered from the
-accident of the preceding night, and had heard, certainly with
-pleasure, that the surgeon made a favourable report of her situation,
-though he at once pronounced that she must remain for many weeks in
-the room to which she had been carried. For Martin himself the young
-gentleman had not asked; nor did he speak more than a few words to him
-when he met him at the bottom of the stairs, in descending to go into
-his carriage. Although convinced that the man intended well, he was
-still angry, to say the truth, at the words which the other had
-addressed to him on the preceding evening; the more angry, perhaps,
-because he felt irritated with himself on account of the shade of
-doubt which lingered in his own mind, which he had combated during the
-whole night without being able to conquer it, which had fled but to
-return, and which still raised its head against reason and
-argument--ay, and even conviction itself.
-
-With one of the party which he had encountered the night before,
-however, he did stop to speak for some minutes. It was with the
-Italian lady, who had been his companion on foot from the place where
-the accident had occurred to the inn; and he now perceived clearly--a
-fact of which he had only a faint notion from his glance during the
-preceding evening--namely, that she was a young and very pretty woman;
-not exactly beautiful, for there was not a feature in her face which
-deserved that often misapplied epithet, if we except the eyes. They,
-indeed, were remarkably fine, as most Italian eyes are--bright,
-sparkling, and full of merry light, but chastened withal by a frequent
-look of feeling and thoughtful meditation. To behold them, and to
-watch their expression for any length of time, reminded one of a
-sunshiny prospect with an occasional cloud floating over it and
-varying by its soft shadows the sparkling brightness of the scene.
-
-With her, then, Morley stopped to speak for some time, enquiring after
-her health, and hoping that she had not suffered from the accidents of
-the night before. She replied, gaily, that she had nothing to complain
-of, except that she was stopped on her journey, which, indeed, was not
-only an annoyance, but a misfortune. It would be two or three days,
-she said, before the carriage would be able to proceed, and delay
-would be most inconvenient to her, as she had engagements in Milan and
-Venice, on account of which she had determined on going by the
-Brenner, as the pass most certain to be open. If she could but reach
-Constance, she would soon be able to find a conveyance for the rest of
-the journey which was not to be done at Steig.
-
-Morley hesitated; English prudence came in the way--the question which
-every Englishman first puts to himself, "What will people say,"
-instantly suggested itself; and it took him a minute, which under such
-circumstances is a long time, ere he could make up his mind to do that
-to which good-nature prompted him. How often is it that good feelings
-are panders to bad actions! Alas! too frequently do they lead us so
-near the door of evil places, that we are tempted to go in. Morley
-Ernstein took his resolution at length, and replied, that if she were
-not bound by any means to go in the same conveyance which had brought
-her so far, a seat in his carriage was much at her service.
-
-Many persons may, perhaps, enquire whether her sparkling dark eyes had
-anything to do with Morley's civility. I can conscientiously
-reply--"Nothing in the world." He would have made the same proposal if
-she had been as ugly as Cerberus perhaps more readily; and the only
-part that her bright eyes could take in the business, was to make her
-even a more dangerous companion than that three headed gentleman
-himself.
-
-She did not refuse the young Baronet's proposal, but laughed with an
-arch look as she accepted it, saying--"You are afraid of your
-reputation. Is it not so? All Englishmen are so prudent and careful!
-We Italians have much more confidence in virtue, bad as they call us;
-but I am not the least afraid, though my reputation is much more
-likely to be endangered than yours--for I, too, have a reputation to
-lose."
-
-She spoke the last words somewhat proudly, and there was a frankness
-in her whole demeanour which pleased Morley Ernstein, and set him more
-at ease. The carriage was ordered to wait for half-an-hour, the
-voiturier was easily settled with, the trunks and packages were
-removed to Morley Ernstein's chariot, and the young Englishman
-followed the fair Italian into the vehicle, a third place being taken
-therein by her maid. Good Adam Gray looked grave; and although his
-brow was somewhat cleared when he saw that his master and the strange
-lady were not to be without a companion, yet, to say sooth, the old
-man was not well satisfied. Whether it was experience or nature taught
-him that, for a young man like Morley to sit side by side, during a
-somewhat long journey, with a gay and pretty Italian girl was a
-dangerous sort of proximity, matters very little; but Adam Gray could
-not help fancying that the matter might end ill, having no great faith
-in the virtue of any lady born beyond the precincts of the four seas,
-and, perhaps, not quite so much confidence in his master's powers of
-resisting the impetuous fire of his own nature as Morley really
-deserved.
-
-Now might I, dear reader, trace the journey of the young Englishman
-and his fair companion, tell all that took place between them, and
-point out how she gradually won upon Morley Ernstein--amused, pleased,
-interested him. I might dilate upon all the little incidents of the
-road, all the attentions which he thought himself bound to pay her,
-all those small and accidental circumstances which occasionally lead
-people on, to use Shakspeare's expression, upon "The primrose way to
-the everlasting bonfire." There were many of those things took
-place--there was the flash of similar thought, there was the
-admiration of similar objects, there were the slight differences that
-give variety, there were the touches of feeling which, like the
-cabalistic words pronounced by the magician, in the tales of eastern
-lands, open the heart, however firmly it may be locked against
-intrusion. But we must pause upon very few of these matters, and will
-only notice two little incidents, and one brief part of their
-conversation.
-
-At the moment they set out, Morley made up his mind not to stay at
-Schaffhausen, but to go on to Constance at once; it must be admitted
-that he took this resolution from an unacknowledged conviction that he
-was not doing the most prudent thing in the world, in travelling with
-the fair Italian at all. In fact, he wished not to make more than one
-day of the journey. It was somewhat later, however, than he had
-calculated upon when they arrived at Schaffhausen, the hour of the
-table-d'hôte was over, dinner could not be obtained for an hour, and
-the host enquired, as if it were a thing absolutely necessary to be
-done, at what time they would like to see the falls. The lady looked
-in Morley's face, and left him to answer. It seemed to him that there
-would be a rudeness in not giving her a choice; and the consequence
-was, they went to see the falls together, by the light of a fine
-afternoon, and returning to Schaffhausen remained there that night.
-
-In the saloon to which they were shown there was a piano; and Morley's
-companion, in one of the unoccupied moments--of which there are more
-in inns than in any other places, perhaps, in the world--walked up to
-the instrument, ran her fingers over the keys, with a touch of
-complete mastery, and hummed, rather than sang, a few bars of a
-popular opera; but it was done in a manner which left Morley in no
-doubt that her voice itself had been cultivated with the utmost care.
-It may easily be supposed, then, that the evening did not pass without
-music--without that enjoyment, which, whether we may consider it an
-entity or not, is in all its forms one of the greatest blessings that
-ever was bestowed on man.
-
-Music--what is it? How can one say what it really is? Substantial it
-is certainly not, or rather, I should say, material. Where is it to be
-found? Is it not in the spirit itself? Is it not, in fact, one of the
-highest and holiest qualities of the soul; a perception of that
-harmony which we may well believe to be an attribute of God, from
-finding it in all his works--from seeing it in all his revelations of
-himself. In what part of creation is it that the heart of man may not
-find music, if he will? Sweet sounds may, indeed, by the ear produce
-the impression most distinctly; but sights presented to the eye will
-raise exactly the same sensations in the spirit; and sounds, and
-sights, and sense, all link themselves together in memory, shewing
-their near affinity to each other and their reference to one
-harmonious whole. Nevertheless, on this earth the grand expression of
-that innate music, which--as fire is latent in every existing material
-thing--lies hid in every object of the spirit's action, is still to be
-found in the union of sweet tones; and as the reader may easily
-imagine, from all we have said of his character, no one was ever more
-deeply moved by the power of harmony than Morley Ernstein. He
-listened, then, entranced to the singing of the fair Italian, perfect
-as it was in every respect, for nature had given her, in her rich
-Italian voice, an instrument such as no art could fabricate; and
-science and long study had taught her to wield all its powers with
-unrivalled effect. Taste, too, and, apparently, deep feeling were not
-wanting; and when she had sung something exquisitely beautiful, and
-then looked up in Morley's face to see the effect it had produced on
-him, there was as much music in her eyes as on her lips.
-
-These, reader, are the two incidents which I promised to relate; and
-now for the conversation. Their second day's journey was verging to a
-close; a sort of soft languor had come over the fair Italian--a touch
-of melancholy, such as almost every one must feel in drawing nigh the
-moment of parting from one with whom we have held sweet intercourse
-even for a few short hours. They had glances of the Rhine as they
-rolled along; they caught the distant towers of Constance, to which
-they were rapidly approaching; gleams of far mountains; and, once, a
-sight of the wide lake met their eyes as they advanced; and all told
-them that the time of separation was coming. The maid was apparently
-asleep; and, at all events, Morley and his companion, were speaking
-French, which she did not understand. The sights before their eyes,
-the yellow evening tint that was spreading over the sky, not only led
-their thoughts to that moment of parting, but brought the conversation
-suddenly to it also. The lady looked up, from the reverie of a minute
-or two, with a smile, in which there was a touch of the sadness of
-which I have spoken.
-
-"Well," she said, "we are now drawing near our journey's end. I have
-to thank you much for your kindness. It will prove of great service to
-me, and, I trust, be of no disservice to you. You see we have passed
-along our way without meeting any one, so that neither your reputation
-nor mine can have suffered."
-
-"I know it is very foolish," answered Morley, in his usual frank
-manner; "but I do not deny that I may feel the prejudices of my
-country in these respects, though not sufficiently, I hope, to prevent
-me from doing what is courteous and right. But still, I do think it
-would be a dangerous practice, generally speaking, for young and
-pretty ladies, such as yourself, to travel alone with any man unallied
-to them in blood."
-
-"Why?" demanded the Italian lady, simply.
-
-It was rather a difficult question to answer with sincerity; and,
-after hesitating for a moment, Morley Ernstein said--"Why, nobody can
-tell where they go to--how they spend their time. In short, they throw
-off that sort of responsibility that they owe to society--the eyes of
-the world are no longer upon them."
-
-"And is it only the eyes of the world which keep people from doing
-wrong?" asked the lady.
-
-Morley laughed, and, wishing to change the subject, he answered--"Many
-other inconveniences might happen, you know--they might fall in love
-with each other, or do a thousand things of that kind."
-
-"Oh, then I am quite safe!" replied the lady--"for I never yet saw the
-man whom I felt the least inclination to fall in love with in my
-life."
-
-"Perhaps you are incapable of love," said Morley. "There are some
-women so happily constituted by nature, that they never know what it
-is to be touched by any but the more tranquil affections."
-
-"Perhaps such is the case," she rejoined quite seriously, "or perhaps,
-what is more likely, I may spend all my feelings upon matters of
-imagination. A song, a piece of music, a scene in a play, will move me
-in a degree that I cannot describe. I have generally remarked, and am
-inclined to believe it is an invariable rule, that people of a strong
-imagination are very seldom troubled with strong affections."
-
-Her observation threw Morley into a reverie. He asked himself whether
-it were true, and paused in doubt, not having sufficient experience to
-solve the question at once by his own knowledge, and plunging into
-those metaphysical deductions, which lead as often to what is false as
-to what is true.
-
-The lady went on to say--"I hope--indeed I am sure, that such is the
-case with myself; for I would not for the world feel such passions as
-I see depicted and hear told. Thus I know myself to be perfectly safe,
-and can trust myself in any situation without fear."
-
-"And yet," rejoined Morley, with a meaning smile, "you are an
-Italian."
-
-"True," she answered, with one of her sparkling looks; "but perhaps
-the very fact of the existence of such strong passions amongst my
-countrywomen, as you would insinuate, may have been my warning and
-safeguard."
-
-"Where there is no danger, there is no need of a safeguard," said
-Morley. "You acknowledge, then, that it is by reason, and not by
-nature, that you are guided."
-
-"You must not press me too hard," exclaimed the lady, laughing--"you
-know we women never understand how to argue. All I know is, that I
-never did love, and never shall love any man--not even you, fair sir,"
-she added, laughing--"though you have certainly been much more kind
-and courteous than most of your countrymen; and the only way I can
-repay you is, by asking you to come and see me, should you visit
-Venice, or, at least, should you be there some two months hence. I may
-then be enabled to return your courtesy in some shape, and perhaps may
-procure you the means of seeing more of the city of the waves than
-foreigners usually do see."
-
-"I will certainly avail myself of your invitation," replied Morley;
-"but you forget that, owing to the strange way in which our
-acquaintance commenced, I am ignorant, up to the present moment, even
-of your name."
-
-"Oh, that omission will soon be remedied," answered the lady--"my name
-is Veronica Pratesi. You will easily find me in Venice."
-
-Thus ended the conversation to which we wished to refer. The lady and
-Morley spent the evening together at Constance, and part of the next
-morning. A carriage was easily procured to convey her on her way, and
-Morley placed her in it, and bade her adieu with feelings of regret.
-
-Her sparkling manner, too, was somewhat overshadowed by passing
-clouds. At one moment, she was gay and bright as ever; at the next,
-fell into deep thought. She bade him farewell however, with all the
-levity of a Frenchwoman; but as soon as the adieu was spoken, and
-while something was doing to the interminable harness, she gazed down
-into the bottom of the vehicle, as if to prevent herself from having
-any more last words. The moment the driver's whip cracked for
-departure she turned round to look at Morley again; and her face was
-then overclouded.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XLIX.
-
-
-"Hi! ha!" said Lieberg, as he sat at breakfast with Morley Ernstein,
-in the Golden Stag, at Munich--"so you met with the cold and fair
-Veronica, and actually travelled with her in your own carriage. I
-trust, Morley, you did not fall in love with her, for there is no hope
-there. When she first appeared at the opera at Naples--"
-
-"What! she is an actress, then?" demanded Morley Ernstein.
-
-"A singer--a singer," replied Lieberg--"the famous cantatrice. But, as
-I was saying, when first she appeared at Naples, all the dissolute old
-nobles of that kingdom, and half-a-dozen others of your own, Morley,
-thought no expense would be too great to add this fair linnet to their
-aviary. Various were the proposals made to her, more flattering to her
-avarice than her virtue; but to every offer of the kind Veronica
-returned but one answer--that of silent contempt. Then came the young,
-and the gay, and the fascinating; and many a woman, Morley, as you
-well know, surrenders to the wordy siege of a penniless young
-libertine, who has resisted the golden bombardment of his grandfather.
-But it was all in vain: Veronica gave them to understand that she
-objected to young fools just as much as to old ones. Some were driven
-into the despair of matrimony, and made what they called honourable
-proposals, after having made what, by a plain inference, she was bound
-to consider the reverse. But Veronica answered that whatever she
-thought of their former offers, she thought still worse of these,
-adding, that whatever folly she did commit, it should not at least be
-the folly of marriage. Every one then said that she would make her own
-choice, and would select some one, either for his rank, his person, or
-his mind. But four years and more have since passed; all ranks,
-classes, conditions, and degrees, have been at her feet, and Veronica
-has continued to shew herself exactly the same piece of ice which she
-from the first declared herself to be."
-
-"In fact," said Morley, "a cold coquette."
-
-"No," answered Lieberg gravely--"no. I was at Naples the time the
-thing first began, and I must do her the justice to say, she gave no
-encouragement to any one. People always will seek what is difficult to
-be had; and that quality, together with her singing, her fine eyes,
-and her beautiful figure, were the great attractions. She sets up for
-a sort of Corinne, too, writes poetry, goes about and sees the world,
-makes an immense deal by her singing, and is a person very much
-_recherchée_ in Venice, I can assure you."
-
-"Is she a Venetian?" demanded Morley.
-
-"No," replied Lieberg--"she is a Milanese, but she lives principally
-in Venice, because, as she says truly, it is a city without noise, and
-there is nothing she abhors so much as the rolling of carriage-wheels,
-except the plaudits of a theatre."
-
-"Then the fact simply is," said Morley, "she is a woman without
-passions, and whose vanity takes a high tone."
-
-"In the last, you are right," answered Lieberg--"with regard to the
-first, I doubt. There is something in the flashing of her eye, in the
-brightness of her smile, and, occasionally, in the impetuous torrent
-of her song, that gives the lie to her whole conduct. But as I do not
-know her in private life, and never intend to know her either, I
-cannot say, with any certainty, what is really beneath the appearance
-of coldness. I never put myself in a situation to fall in love with a
-woman with whom I am not likely to succeed; and if you will take my
-advice, Morley, you will keep out of the way of Veronica Pratesi,
-especially as you are very fond of music."
-
-"I am not at all afraid," replied Morley; "there is not the least
-chance of my ever falling in love with a barrel organ, let the tunes
-be ever so pretty."
-
-Lieberg smiled, well pleased to see that a bitterness not natural to
-his young companion still held possession of him, so far as to affect
-even his speech upon ordinary occasions. The conversation dropped
-there, and at the end of about ten days, once more in full
-companionship, their carriages were rolling down into the valley of
-the Inn.
-
-I forget who it is that has said, that there is consolation in all
-things. Perhaps he meant _for all things_; but I believe that the
-observation were more just when taken in the most apparent
-sense--namely, that from all things that do surround us, we may
-extract consolation if we will. I have dwelt upon this topic already
-perhaps at too great length; and what I have said respecting the
-scenery on the Rhine, and its effect upon the mind of Morley Ernstein,
-need be repeated here in regard to the scenery of the Tyrol: only, as
-the objects around him were here grander and wilder, so the
-impressions conveyed were more strong, more elevating, and also more
-permanent.
-
-It would seem to me impossible, did I not know that it is frequently
-done, for any man to stand in the presence of gigantic mountains, or
-dwell long amidst the snowy peaks, and cloud-mantled summits of the
-Alps, without finding his heart enlarged and his spirit raised by the
-sublime aspect of the world around him. It is possible, however--but
-too possible; and, although such was not the case with Morley
-Ernstein--although he felt his bosom expand, as it were, to take in
-the sensations produced by such majestic sights--the mind of his
-companion remained unchanged, whatever was the scenery through which
-he passed. And yet, let me not be mistaken; perhaps his mind also did
-undergo some alteration, not in its nature, not in its character, but
-in its capacity. The evil spirit might, in its own dark purposes,
-assume a loftier range, but without the slightest difference in the
-ends proposed, without a change even in the means employed. The
-sensation of joy and satisfaction at any progress made, of dark
-malevolence and angry impatience when aught obstructed its course.
-might become more energetic, more grand, more awful, though all the
-rest remained the same. There is a sublime in bad as well as in good,
-and the feelings of Lieberg, it would appear, were in intensity, as
-much influenced by the sights which presented themselves hourly to his
-eye in the Tyrol, as even that of his companion.
-
-One thing, however, is to be remarked, the country in which they now
-were was quite new to Morley, but not so to Lieberg. He had seen it
-often before, and the freshness of first impressions was at an end.
-Nevertheless he gladly took part with his fellow traveller, in all his
-wanderings through that bright scenery; he climbed the peaks of the
-mountains with him; he gazed down into the valleys; he trod the wide
-tracks of snow; he accompanied him through the deep woods of pines; he
-stood upon the edge of the beetling precipice, or gazed over the wild
-dark lake; and it must be said, that his companionship gave additional
-charms to the expedition. Untiring in mind and in body, seeming never
-to know weariness for a moment, always well pleased at whatever course
-was taken, and always deriving a fresh current of thoughts, equally
-new and striking, from every change of scene that presented itself,
-Lieberg kept the thoughts of Morley Ernstein in a continual state of
-excitement, pleasing, though too strong. Occasionally, indeed, some of
-those strange observations, or perverted trains of reasoning, to which
-I have already adverted more than once, would burst forth, as it were,
-irrepressibly; and dark and awful words, betokening a spirit angry
-with, and rebellious to the will of God, would startle Morley at the
-very moment when his own heart felt inclined to raise itself in praise
-and adoration.
-
-It was thus one day, after climbing nearly to the summit of a high
-peak, that they stood with their feet among the fresh fallen snow of
-the preceding night. There was a bright blue sky above them, and a
-light cloud rolled round the edge of the mountain, about half way
-down, while, beyond it--bursting forth in strong relief of light and
-shade--appeared one of those splendid valleys, surrounded on every
-side by Alps, and a thousand lesser hills rising up from the bottom of
-the depth, and bearing high their ancient castles to catch the
-noon-day sun. Morley gazed round with feelings of love and gratitude
-towards that Being who has robed the earth in splendour, and cast a
-mantle of beauty over all his works. But then, even then, as their
-eyes rested upon an infinite multitude of things, varying through
-every form of loveliness, and running up in magnificent harmony, from
-the fair delicate flower on the edge of the snow, to the stupendous
-sublimity of the icy crags above their head--it was then, even then,
-that Lieberg, after several minutes of dark thought, exclaimed, "Where
-shall man flee from God, from him, who has pronounced himself a God of
-vengeance--from him whose will is death and destruction--who has
-allotted a portion of sorrow to every being he has created, and cast
-the miserable insects he has formed into a sea of wretchedness, and
-strife, and mutual destruction? Where shall man flee from this fierce
-God? If he go into the cities, the pestilence and the sword, the
-midnight robber, the slow disease, the poisoned cup, the faithless
-paramour, disappointed hopes, agonized limbs, pangs, and death, meet
-him there; he can scarcely breathe the air without drawing in some
-calamity; he can scarcely lay himself down to rest without finding an
-asp upon his pillow. If he climb to the top of the mountains, and take
-refuge in the solitude of these eternal hills, the lightning and the
-rending fragment, the false footing and the thundering avalanche
-follow him there, and crush the writhing object of tyrannical power,
-as man himself sets his foot upon the worm."
-
-Morley turned round, and gazed at him with sensations of wonder and
-horror; but after a moment's pause, the awful cloud which had hung
-upon Lieberg's fine brow, passed away, and noticing the expression of
-his companion's countenance with a smile, he added--"You are
-surprised, Morley, to find such gloomy feelings in one so gay as I am;
-but, perhaps, it may be the conviction of all life's many miseries
-that teaches me so eagerly to drain its scanty joys."
-
-"No, Lieberg, no," answered Morley, somewhat sternly; "I was not
-surprised at finding such gloomy feelings; but I was surprised at
-finding such impious thoughts, and hearing such blasphemous words."
-
-"But are they not true ones?" demanded Lieberg, with his eye flashing.
-"For what did God make man, but to curse him?"
-
-"Man is his own curse," replied Morley. "We see it in everything. Are
-not his luxuries and his vices the cause of his diseases? Are not his
-strife and contention the effect of his own pampered passions? Are not
-almost all the evils that beset him, in a civilized state, the work of
-his own refractory will, opposed to the declared will of God? You may
-say that God formed him with those passions, and therefore that still
-the curse was his; but God gave them to him for good, not for evil;
-and not only with beneficent generosity left him to choose the good or
-evil course, according to his own volition, but guarded him against
-the one by warning and exhortation, and persuaded him to the other by
-every inducement, and every reward. Man is his own curse, Lieberg; man
-is his own curse, and if, as we daily see, he brings two-thirds, at
-least, of the misery that exists upon his own head, by his own act,
-we may very well conclude, that the rest of the load also was
-purchased in times past by errors and disobedience of the same kind."
-
-"By eating an apple in a garden," said Lieberg, with a sneer, turning
-on his heel to descend the mountain.
-
-"By rebellion against God, in some shape!" replied Morley.
-
-Lieberg paused suddenly upon the verge of the crag, with his eye
-flashing fiercely, as if from personal offence, and for an instant the
-same demon-like expression came over his whole face, and even form,
-which had once caught the eye of Helen Barham. As he stood there, with
-his fine limbs thrown into strong action while balancing himself
-proudly upon the very edge of the precipice, and with the dark shadow
-on his haughty features, he certainly looked like one of the fallen
-spirits come down to hold dangerous communion with mortal men. The
-passion which moved him, however, passed away in a moment, and,
-without saying another word, he proceeded in his descent.
-
-Though nothing that could be called a dispute had taken place, yet
-this conversation cast a shadow both upon Morley and Lieberg, during
-the rest of the day. They proceeded in the afternoon to Meran, and put
-up at the little inn, where stories of Hofer, and thoughts of past
-times, served, like the evening sun, to clear the clouds away, and
-they rose for their journey the following morning in a more cheerful
-mood.
-
-I have said this book is not a road-book--I wish to Heaven it were,
-for there are few things more pleasant than journeying lightly along,
-taking the reader as one's companion, and discussing with him, in a
-quiet, easy kind of way, sometimes the bright and beautiful things of
-nature, sometimes the follies and absurdities of man; telling a story
-here, gleaning an anecdote there; moralizing on the strange destinies
-of states and individuals; looking into the domestic home of the
-peasant in one place, sitting down with the statesman in his
-retirement in another; sometimes listening to the thunders of
-eloquence, sometimes to the music of the shepherd's pipe. But all this
-must not be, and we must hurry upon our way with Morley and his
-companion passing along by the side of the clear and sparkling Adige,
-and issuing forth into the plains of Lombardy; but, strange to say,
-with far different feelings from those which are described by
-universal tourists in the language of conventional admiration for the
-land of song and ancient arts.
-
-The weather in the Tyrol had been fine and warm, for the season of the
-year. The days had been clear, the nights fine, as if summer had come
-back in the train of autumn, to usurp, for a time, possession of the
-earth in despite of winter. The scenery had thus appeared to the
-highest advantage, and the Lombard plains seemed flat and meaningless
-to the eyes of Morley Ernstein, as they bent their way towards Verona.
-
-After sleeping in that fine old city, seeing all the curious monuments
-Which it contains, Juliet's apocryphal tomb, and that splendid
-amphitheatre which first wakes up in the mind of the traveller the
-images of the mighty past, that Rome is destined to call forth still
-more vividly, it became a question whether they should proceed on
-their way southward, while the weather was yet fine and clear, or turn
-aside to visit Venice, and other places of interest on that side of
-Italy.
-
-Lieberg seemed somewhat anxious to go on, but Morley had dreams about
-Venice which he wished to realize. It was to him a place of greater
-interest than Rome itself. He had few sympathies with the Cæsars, but
-with "_The Rialto, Shylock, and the Moor_," he had a thousand, and
-easily induced his companion to give up his own opinion, and accompany
-him, by Vicenza and Padua, to the City of the Sea, proposing, as they
-returned, to pass by Mantua and Modena, on their way to Naples.
-
-Venice is certainly a place of enchantment--the only town I ever saw
-which leaves fancy far behind. Morley Ernstein yielded to the magic
-influence of the place, as he had yielded to the effect of every other
-beautiful thing along the road. The buildings, the pictures, the air,
-the Adriatic, the moonlight walks in the Piazzetta, the solemn
-mysterious gloom of the jewel-fretted dome of St. Mark's,--all excited
-his imagination to a pitch which he had thought scarcely possible; he
-lived as if in another world; he felt as if his Spirit were refreshed
-and renewed. The powers of enjoyment came fully back upon him, and the
-vein of melancholy, of unfading and unfaded regret, that mingled with
-every pleasure, seemed now to elevate and not to lower the tone of his
-sensations.
-
-Such was his state of mind when, one day as he was waiting for Lieberg
-on the Sclavonian quay, and gazing thoughtfully over towards the
-ghost-like church of the _Salute_, a lady crossed him, dressed, as is
-very common there, in black, and gliding along with a quick but
-graceful pace, her head bent down, and her veil closely drawn around
-her face. She had passed him before she seemed to take any notice; but
-then she suddenly stopped, and turning round, as if she partially
-recognised him, and wished to make herself sure, she raised her veil,
-shewing him the countenance of his fair companion Veronica.
-
-Morley sprang forward with real pleasure, for the effect of Lieberg's
-description of her character and conduct was yet strong upon his mind,
-but she looked at him reproachfully, though she held out her hand,
-saying--"You had forgotten your promise. I have heard of your being in
-Venice these five days."
-
-"I had not forgotten, indeed," replied Morley; "but, if you recollect,
-you gave me to understand that you would not be here so soon."
-
-"True--true," she said; "but I did not stay in Milan as long as I
-expected--I wanted to get back; and now I am mortified, because I dare
-say you have seen almost all that is worth seeing here without me. I
-wanted to shew you everything myself, and to see your enthusiasm, to
-call it forth, to force it into action. My countrymen, and almost
-every other nation upon earth, make a mistake about you English; they
-say you have no enthusiasm, but I believe that England is the only
-country where true enthusiasm is to be found. The difference is, that
-with us there is the gilding upon the surface--with you the gold is in
-the heart; with most nations it is a painted shrine having little
-inside, but with you it is the oaken casket, and the jewels within;
-now, you have deprived me of the pleasure of seeing these jewels--I
-mean, making you display your enthusiasm; and therefore I am very
-angry with you."
-
-"You shall not be angry with me long," said Morley--"for I have not
-yet seen one half there is to see, and my enthusiasm is in such a
-state of excitement, that I could run wild upon almost any subject
-connected with Venice."
-
-"That is right--that is right," she tried; "and you must let me shew
-you all. Where are you going now? My gondola is at the end of the
-quay; but who is this coming here, as if to join you? Oh, I
-remember!--that dark, terrible man Lieberg; I have seen him in Naples
-in days of old. I never loved that man: there is something fearful
-about him. You are travelling with him, I hear. Beware--beware!"
-
-Almost as she spoke, Lieberg came up, bowing low to the fair Italian,
-but without addressing her, and Morley could evidently see that he was
-not well pleased to find him in her society.
-
-"I am sorry," he said, addressing his friend--"that I shall not be
-able to accompany you as I intended, for I find letters at the
-banker's this morning, which require an immediate answer."
-
-Veronica's features sparkled with pleasure, which she took not the
-slightest pains to conceal. "You shall come with me, then," she said,
-"and we will row across to one of the islands, go to the Armenian
-convent, or to Murano--No, that is too far--we will go down the Grand
-Canal, and see some of the pictures. There are pictures here that make
-one live three hundred years ago, and speak with people that have been
-long in their graves."
-
-"A pleasant employment, madam, for a dull morning," said Lieberg.
-"Sometimes the dead are as pleasant, and less dangerous companions
-than the living," answered the lady, in a marked manner. Lieberg bowed
-low, with bitter emphasis, replying--"Undoubtedly!"
-
-Veronica could not but feel his meaning, and her eyes flashed for a
-moment angrily, but the next instant the look of irritation passed
-away, and giving her hand gaily to Morley Ernstein, she said--"Come!
-your friend is not an Englishman, and therefore we can expect no
-enthusiasms from him."
-
-In a minute or two after, however, as they were walking on together,
-she said, in a low voice--"Has he been slandering me? Has he dared to
-say aught against my name?"
-
-"No, indeed," answered Morley Ernstein; "nothing of the kind, I assure
-you. He told me he had seen you at Naples some years ago--"
-
-"But his words implied something," she exclaimed, hastily--"he spoke
-as if he wished to give you a warning, and evidently alluded to some
-existing danger. What was it? Tell me, my friend, if you are frank, as
-I believe you. Did he, or did he not, mean to imply that I was like
-some of our light women of the theatres, who seek for men, such as you
-are, to plunder and deceive them?"
-
-"Not in the least," replied Morley; "he thought, on the contrary, that
-you might captivate but to make me unhappy; in fact, that you might
-sport with love after having excited it."
-
-"I seek not to excite it," said the lady in a grave tone; "I never
-have sought, and I have warned you fully."
-
-"You have," answered Morley, "and I have no fear. My heart is cased in
-iron, fair lady, as hard as your own, and there is no danger of my
-deriving aught but pleasure from your society."
-
-The lady looked up in his face with a gay smile, conscious of grace
-and powers of captivation, perhaps doubting a little her companion's
-capabilities of resistance, and half inclined to try them, if but to
-shake his too great confidence. In short, dear reader--for in truth I
-must be short--Morley Ernstein and Veronica Pratesi were in as
-dangerous a situation as ever two people were in this wide world; both
-of them a good deal too confident of their own powers, and trusting
-themselves too far in every way.
-
-At the end of the quay was the lady's own gondola, and in it, half
-sitting, half lying, as is the case in those luxurious contrivances,
-Morley Ernstein skimmed along over the waves of the lagune during the
-rest of the day. That in itself was dangerous enough, but the
-conversation of his fair companion, the sights they met with, the
-feelings, the thoughts, the enthusiasms which those sights called
-forth, the excitement of the scene and the circumstances, all rendered
-even that first day very perilous indeed. Darkness at length fell, and
-Veronica insisted that Morley should dine with her, and spend the rest
-of the day at her house. It was a small but beautiful dwelling, with a
-delicately carved marble staircase, leading down to one of the
-principal canals; and as Morley found that he could not leave Lieberg
-without some explanation, he obtained her permission to return to the
-inn on the promise of being back with her again immediately. Her
-gondola conveyed him to Danielli's, and waited for him while he went
-up and told Lieberg of his engagement.
-
-His companion gazed in his face with a look of some astonishment, and
-then exclaimed, laughing--"On my life, Morley, either this woman is a
-coquette, which is a name she never bore, or else she is in love with
-you."
-
-"Neither, my good friend," replied Morley. "If I did not feel sure
-that she was neither one nor the other, my conduct would be very
-different."
-
-"Well, go on, Morley--go on," said Lieberg, shaking him by the hand;
-"if you win Veronica Pratesi, you will indeed be an extraordinary
-person. But you will not win her; so take care you don't get yourself
-into a scrape."
-
-To some it may seem, that Lieberg was very kind in his apprehensions
-for his young friend, but with others it will be doubted whether his
-warnings were likely to deter him from, or lead him on upon the path
-which he was pursuing. We will not take the pains of solving the
-problem, but will only tell what was the real effect which his words
-did produce. They instantly suggested to Morley's mind the
-question--"Is it possible to win Veronica--to call that fascinating
-creature my own--to accomplish that in which so many had failed?"
-There were three distinct sources of temptation in those three ways of
-putting the question. Passion, fancy, vanity--all raised their sweet
-voices together; and although Morley, like Ulysses, tried to stop
-his ears against the song of the Sirens--or, in other words;
-turned away his mind from the idea--yet, throughout the whole of his
-after-communication with Veronica, that question came like a vague
-sound, heard, though he would not listen to it--"Is it possible to win
-her?"
-
-The devil never miscalculates in his dealings with human nature, and
-in choosing his word, he always selects the right one for his own
-purposes.
-
-He found Veronica alone, standing in one of those beautiful halls
-which have seen the fair and the bright of other days, and seem in
-their very atmosphere to bear the memories of more poetical times,
-even in the steam and rail-road age in which we live. She was
-arranging flowers in a large antique vase, and the classic lines of
-her beautiful figure accorded well with every object that the room
-contained, while an air of intense thought, all too deep for the light
-employment in which she was engaged, harmonized the whole--like the
-low tones of some fine instrument in the bass, pervading with its
-solemn sounds a fine and complicated piece of music.
-
-Veronica looked up from the flowers as Morley entered, but seemed
-scarcely to see him for a moment or two, so intense was the fit of
-musing into which she was plunged. Then, with a graceful wave of the
-head, and a smile at her own abstractedness, she gave him her hand,
-saying--"You have been long; and, as I always do when left alone, I
-had fallen into a reverie."
-
-"A sweet or a bitter one?" demanded Morley.
-
-"Mixed," she replied, "as all things on earth are. But come, dinner
-will be ready in a few minutes, and in the meanwhile I will sing you a
-song, which has never been heard by any ears but yours. It is by a
-young composer, named Bellini, who will one day be a great man."
-
-The reader may imagine how the evening passed--music, and poetry, and
-deep thought, and bright fancies,--Wit, and Imagination and Feeling,
-sporting like three sweet children on the carpet, while the good old
-nurses, Judgment and Prudence, were kept at the back of the door.
-Twice a fit of musing fell upon Veronica. Was the cause of it fear?
-Did she doubt herself? Did she doubt her companion? Who shall say? One
-thing is certain--she and Morley Ernstein were equally resolved not to
-fear anything, which is, in general, a strong sign of being afraid. It
-was late when they parted, and both started when they found how late,
-for the minutes had gone so rapidly that each thought the night was
-not far spent. They only left each other to meet again the following
-morning early, Veronica exacting a promise that Morley would see
-nothing more in Venice without her.
-
-"I cannot refuse your friend's company," she said, "if it needs must
-be so; but I shall never like him, even if he were to call me an
-angel."
-
-Lieberg, however, refused to be of the party, saying, with a
-sneer--"The housemaids in England, Morley, have a proverb which sets
-forth the inconveniences attending upon the number, three; at least,
-in reference to social things. Now, what is good for a housemaid is
-good for a king or a count, and therefore I will not render your party
-of the obnoxious number. So fare you well, and success attend you,
-though I am quite willing to take you a bet of five thousand pounds
-this moment that you do not succeed."
-
-"I shall succeed in all I seek for," replied Morley, "for I shall seek
-for nothing that is not very easily obtained."
-
-Once more the gondola skimmed along the canals, and once more Morley
-and Veronica, side by side, were borne over the bright Adriatic
-waters, throughout a world of beautiful things, and indulging their
-fancies to the utmost. Veronica told Morley again all that she had
-told him before about the coldness of her nature, and the
-impossibility of her ever loving any one; and Morley laughed, and
-assured her that the warning was unnecessary; and then they both
-smiled and continued the subject of love, till, landing at a palace on
-the Grand Canal, they walked thoughtfully into the vacant rooms hung
-with pictures beautiful and inestimable in themselves, but falling
-into sad decay. The first thing that their eyes rested upon was a
-small but exquisite painting of the marriage of St. Catherine, by Paul
-Veronese, and before it they paused for several minutes without
-uttering a word.
-
-"It is strange," said Veronica, at length, "that such things should
-exist."
-
-"As love, do you mean?" demanded Morley, with some surprise.
-
-"No, no, no," replied his fair companion with playful vehemence; "I can
-easily conceive love, though I never felt it, and can conceive its
-leading one to anything, to excess of every kind, jealousy, revenge,
-sacrifices of all kinds--everything, in short, but marriage. Why any
-man, because he is attached to a woman, should wish her to make
-herself a slave, I cannot understand; but still less, how any woman
-can consent to such a folly. She would love him ten times better if
-she were not bound by a hard oath; and he would not so soon cease to
-love her, as men usually do, if he did not first make her a slave."
-
-Morley did not reply, but went on musing, and Veronica once more
-brought back the conversation to the subject of love, uttered a few
-gay and saucy sentences in defiance of the great power, and then fell
-into a more pensive train, ending in a fresh reverie.
-
-Thus passed the day; and when they once more reached the steps of her
-own house, she said--"I will not ask you to stay with me to-day, for I
-must go to the theatre. You may come and see me there if you like. You
-will not often have the opportunity, for I have to-day taken a
-resolution to give up the stage for ever. I require it no longer as a
-resource, and my feelings are changed towards that profession in which
-I once found triumph and delight. I used to imagine that there is
-something glorious in embodying a great writer's conceptions, or in
-giving voice to the melodious visions of some great composer; but now,
-I know not why, I feel sick of it altogether, so I shall only sing the
-five nights for which I am engaged, and once more for the poor of the
-city. Come and hear me then!--But do not applaud. I would not for one
-half of Europe see you clap your hands with the vulgar crowd; I should
-not be able to sing a note afterwards."
-
-Had Morley Ernstein been experienced in love, he would have known the
-invariable maxim that the moment a woman separates one particular man
-from the rest of the world in her feelings towards him--whatever
-seeming those feelings may put on--the gates of the heart are thrown
-open for love to ride in triumphant.
-
-Morley was not experienced, however; he went to the theatre, and he
-saw Veronica in one of those tragic operas where song gives intenser
-voice to passion. He obeyed her instructions to the letter, for the
-deep and breathless interest that he took in the scene, the thrilling
-delight that the full, rich, exquisite tones of her voice produced,
-left no room for that critical approbation from which springs
-applause. He was near enough for her to see him as well as he saw her,
-and for a moment, when their eyes first met, her voice sank and
-wavered; but then it burst forth again with power only increased, and
-the rapturous plaudits of all who were there present, showed that she
-had that night excelled all which she had ever done before.
-
-Morley waited for her coming out, and offered her his hand to lead her
-to her boat. She seemed pale and fatigued; he uttered not a word of
-praise or admiration, but led her on almost in silence.
-
-"You must not come to-night," she said; "I am tired and exhausted, so
-I will go to bed and sleep. Come early to-morrow, we will see sights
-all day, and in the evening I will have some people to meet you at
-dinner whom you will like to see. Canova is here, and--"
-
-"Pray do not have any one," said Morley, "unless you yourself wish it.
-I would rather spend the evening as we spent the last."
-
-She looked in his face by the moonlight for a moment as they stood by
-the edge of the canal, and then answered, in a voice tremulous and
-almost mournful, "It shall be as you like."
-
-What will you have, reader? Two, three, four, five days passed away,
-and passed in the same manner. Veronica became pale and thoughtful,
-Morley Ernstein agitated and apprehensive.
-
-Lieberg no longer sneered, but sometimes looked in Morley's face, and
-once laid his hand on his arm, saying--"In my course through life,
-Morley, I have seen more men render themselves miserable by throwing
-away happiness that was offered to them, because their vanity was
-engaged in the pursuit of that which they never could obtain, than by
-any other means. Morley, you know your own business best; but, I
-beseech you, let no such vanity affect you, for happiness is never
-offered to a man twice in life."
-
-Morley made no reply, but gazed steadfastly forth upon the blue waters
-before him.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER L.
-
-
-On, how often in life, when struggling with temptation, in the
-darkness of error and of wrong!--oh, how often would we give the best
-jewel we possess, for one ray of light to guide us back to the bright
-path that we have forsaken. That light, indeed, is always to be found,
-till life itself is at an end, though with more difficulty at every
-step that we take onward in the darkness; for the hand of a beneficent
-God has planted beacons all across the stormy sea of life, to guide us
-into port, if we would look for them. But besides these--these
-steadfast lights, which mark out the right track, and should keep us
-ever from deviating--there are a thousand circumstances arising,
-apparently, by the merest accident, which cross our course, like
-wandering boats, to hail us as they sail, and tell us we have gone
-astray. It is for some of these that we long when we first find
-ourselves chartless, amidst the waves of error. We look not for the
-beacons that guide us back, but too often gaze afar for some distant
-sail to follow her in hope of help and guidance.
-
-Morley Ernstein leaned his head upon his hand on the morning after his
-conversation with Lieberg, and, with his brain all in confusion, his
-heart full of contention, he would have given all he possessed for any
-little accident which would have forced him away from Venice. He was
-ashamed of his own irresolution--he felt that he was hurrying on to
-the destruction of a life of hopes--he felt that he could never love
-but one--that his love for her--his pure, high, holy love--even in
-agony and disappointment, was better, far better, than the fiery cup
-of mere passion; and that though he might know delirious joys and
-feverish happiness with another, yet the sorrowful memory of Juliet
-Carr was worth a world of such enjoyments. But he was fascinated, the
-magic spell was over him--like the glamour, which the Scotch, of old,
-attributed to the gipsies,--compelling him to follow wheresoever the
-charmer would. Poor Morley, however, had not to contend against his
-own passions only, there were obstacles thrown in his way by others;
-and though on that very morning he took the same resolution which he
-had followed in Paris, to quit the place at once, yet he was prevented
-from acting upon it.
-
-"Lieberg," he said, going down to the saloon, where breakfast waited
-him, "you will think me eccentric and capricious; but I much wish to
-leave Venice to-day."
-
-"Nay," said Lieberg, in reply, "that is scarcely possible, for me, at
-least; and I think, Morley, you will not, a second time, deal so
-brusquely with me, as you did in the French capital. Wait for me, only
-till the day after to-morrow; and then, however wrong I may think you,
-I will accompany you at once."
-
-"Why do you think me wrong?" demanded Morley, sharply.
-
-"If I must speak the plain truth, Morley," answered Lieberg, "I think
-you wrong, because I know all that has happened to you. I am aware
-that you have been trifled with, deceived, made a sport of, by one who
-was not worthy of you, and whose conduct you will one day see in its
-proper light; and I am sure, also, that you have now within your grasp
-a treasure, which would make you the envy of one half of Europe, and
-that you will not take it, out of weak regard for a woman who has
-parted with you, in the most cruel manner. I say you are wrong,
-Morley, in point of justice to yourself, and equally so to Veronica,
-for she is not one to exact from you any ties, but those of love; and
-it would be less painful far to part at an after period, if you find
-that you cannot be happy together, than to leave her now, when you
-have taught her to fancy you everything that she has dreamt of as
-forming the being for whom she could regard the whole of the rest of
-the world with coldness. But you would be happy! She is too
-enthusiastic and devoted, ever to lose that dream; and you would find
-in her that love which alone can give you felicity, and that endless
-variety which would keep up the charm to the last hour of life.
-However, to-day you cannot go, for you forget you left your carriage
-at Mestre, with a broken spring, and it cannot be repaired before
-to-morrow."
-
-Strange, that a broken spring should have an effect which no argument
-could have! Morley had hardened himself against Lieberg's persuasions;
-but the broken spring gave him an excuse for staying, which was valid
-to himself; and though it could hold good but for one day, that was
-all Lieberg wanted. It was enough to let his words have their effect
-in silence.
-
-"That is unfortunate!" replied Morley; and, retiring to his own
-chamber, he sent the courier to have the carriage repaired at once;
-but in the meanwhile he thought of all that Lieberg had said, and
-dressed himself hastily, to go to the house of Veronica.
-
-There was one point rested on his mind, more than all the rest of
-Lieberg's persuasions. He had alluded to the conduct of Juliet Carr,
-almost in the same terms which had been used by Harry Martin. Indeed
-the latter had never mentioned Juliet's name; but an eager and
-impetuous character, like that of Morley Ernstein, always applies what
-others say vaguely, to the subject most interesting to itself at the
-time.
-
-On this point, then, he paused, and pondered with exactly the same
-train of thought which Lieberg could have desired, asking himself--"Is
-it, then, true? Is it, then, self-evident to everybody but myself,
-that my feelings have been sported with, my heart trampled upon, my
-love despised, and rejected without reason, without cause? And shall I
-cast away my chance of happiness with another, on the account of one
-who so treats me?" But then, again, came the question--had he that
-chance of happiness with another? Did that fascinating being really
-love him? Was he not deceiving himself, in reading all that was
-strange and peculiar in her manner as marks of a growing feeling new
-to her heart?
-
-With confusion of mind and thought hardly describable, Morley buried
-his eyes in his hands, as if to let the troubled current of ideas work
-itself clear. But it was in vain he did so, and finishing his toilette
-hastily, he snatched up his hat, and issued forth. In a few minutes
-the gondola glided up to the steps of Veronica's house, the door
-opened to admit him, the servant did not even go on to announce him.
-All spoke as plainly as signs can speak, that he was regarded in that
-dwelling as no other person was regarded; that he was one and alone in
-the favour of its mistress, and that her feelings spread themselves
-around to her dependents.
-
-He went on up the stairs, then, with a quick step, and a beating
-heart; but as he did so, in passing the window of an ante-room, that
-overhung one of the canals, there was the gliding rush of a gondola
-through the water below, and voices speaking as the boat was pushed
-along. It was Italian they were talking; but one sweet voice was very
-like that of Juliet Carr, and Morley paused, and trembled. Reader,
-though he was fascinated and attracted, though admiration and
-regard--ay, and passion, had each its share, Morley Ernstein did not
-love Veronica--he could think of another at a moment like that, and he
-did not love Veronica!
-
-He heard her move in the next chamber, however, and went on. She was
-paler than usual, but her paleness was not a defect, but rather the
-contrary. She looked beautiful, though she was not beautiful, and her
-dark resplendent eyes were full of soul and life; while over the whole
-of the rest of her face, and of her exquisite figure, there was an air
-of languor that contrasted strangely, but finely, with the light and
-fire of those dark orbs.
-
-"You have been long this morning," she said, in a voice, every tone of
-which was music. "Why have you come so late?--You are agitated, too;"
-and she gazed in his face for a moment, while similar and still
-greater agitation took possession of her whole frame. Her eyes
-gradually sank to the ground, her cheek became crimson, her hand
-trembled in his, her whole form shook in every limb. Morley felt that
-she was sinking, and, catching her in his arms, he supported her to
-the sofa, at the other side of the room.
-
-"Veronica!" he said--"Veronica! what is this?"
-
-"Ask me not--ask me not!" she replied, putting away his hand, and
-covering her own eyes. "Ask me nothing, Morley. Tear not away the veil
-from my own sight. Make me not own that I have deceived you--that I
-have deceived myself. Oh! leave me, leave me, and forget me!"
-
-Morley tried to soothe her, but it was in vain; Veronica burst into a
-passion of tears, and though she left her hand in his, when he took it
-she answered him not.
-
-Thus it continued for some time; Morley remained more than an hour
-with her, and it were useless to attempt to describe all that took
-place, impossible to detail all that was said. Neither of them knew
-what they had uttered when they parted, but the method of their
-parting was somewhat strange. Veronica had become calmer, she had even
-given to Morley Ernstein the first caress of affection that her lips
-had ever bestowed upon mortal man. But whether it was that remorse and
-regret even then, like a serpent only half hidden by the roses,
-suffered itself, in some vague and shadowy manner, to appear in word,
-or look, or action, I cannot tell; Veronica suddenly started away, and
-clasped her hands together, exclaiming--"I thought you long, but you
-are come too soon! I thought you were here seldom, but you have been
-here too often!--Oh, Morley, Morley! leave me now, I beseech you.
-Leave me to thought, leave me to reflection!--I will write to you--I
-will send to you. Fear not!" she continued seeing a look of pain come
-over his countenance; "I will never make you unhappy; but I would only
-have time for thought--I would only act calmly--it shall be at your
-own choice. Everything shall be at your will; but if you come to me
-again, you come for ever.--Leave, leave me, now;--if I say more, I
-shall die."
-
-Morley left her, and strange and great was the agitation in his heart,
-as he cast himself again into the gondola, and the boat rowed away.
-
-It was gliding rapidly up the great canal, when suddenly it passed one
-of those large boats, used by the Venetian government to carry
-strangers to and from Venice, in communication with the post-houses of
-Mestre and Fusina. It was filled with people, and rowed by several
-men. There were English liveries, and English faces in it, and in the
-principal part appeared a group, which, at any other time, would have
-attracted Morley's attention instantly. As it was, it was only when
-the boat was shooting fast past his own, that the countenance of
-Juliet Carr burst upon his sight, and was gone again in a moment.
-
-"Stop, stop!" he cried to his own boatman. "Where is that boat going?
-Follow it quick!"
-
-"It is going to Mestre, sir," replied the man. "We can never catch it.
-They are going to join the post-horses, and will be gone before we
-arrive."
-
-"Ten sequins, if you come up in time!" said Morley; and away the boat
-flew over the waters, like a bird.
-
-The moments seemed dreadfully long; but what is there that gold will
-not do? Mestre was at length in sight, Morley's foot was upon the
-shore, and darting at once to the inn--which so many readers will
-recollect as a mere hotel for empty carriages--he gazed round for the
-party, which must have arrived only a few minutes before him. There
-were two chariots standing before the door, with horses attached to
-them, ready for departure, and servants lingering round, as if all
-were concluded in the way of packing, and nothing remained but for
-their masters to appear, ere the vehicles rolled away. Before Morley
-could enter the inn there were voices on the stairs, and the face of
-Juliet Carr herself appeared, with several others, in the doorway. It
-was as beautiful as ever, but somewhat pale, and there was a listless
-sadness in the expression, which spoke to Morley's heart, and told him
-that the spirit within could find no satisfaction in sporting with the
-feelings of him who loved her. Morley strove to be calm, to collect
-his thoughts, to tranquillize his demeanour; but every one must know
-how vain are such efforts at such a moment.
-
-He advanced straight towards her, however, and took her hand, while
-the first expression that passed over her countenance, was that of
-pleasure, succeeded suddenly by that painful shadow which their mutual
-situation naturally produced.
-
-"I must speak with you, for a few minutes, Juliet," he said, heeding
-nobody, seeing nobody but her. "You must not refuse me; for there is
-much at stake."
-
-"I will not," replied Juliet, in a low and agitated tone; "I will
-never refuse you that which you have every right to ask, and I know
-you will never ask anything but what is right. Wait one moment. Let me
-speak a word to Lord Clavering, and I will be back."
-
-She took a step or two forward, to the group of persons who apparently
-had gone on in order not to interrupt a conversation which all must
-have seen was one of no slight interest; and for about a minute Morley
-remained, gazing down upon the ground, with thoughts and feelings
-agitated almost to madness. He now learned, with agony, how different
-is love and passion, as his heart was torn between the ties that
-chained him to Veronica, and the higher attachment that bound him to
-Juliet Carr. He might have stood there for an hour, swallowed up in
-his own sensations, had not Juliet returned, saying, in a low and
-tender voice--"Now, Morley--now!"
-
-She led the way, and he followed, to the saloon upon the first floor,
-where her party had been waiting till the carriages were ready, and
-there she paused, supporting herself with her hand upon one of the
-tables, and gazing with her tender, speaking eyes, upon Morley's face.
-with a look almost approaching to apprehension.
-
-"Juliet!" he said, after a moment's hesitation--"Juliet! you owe me
-some explanation. Let me know whether you are sporting with a heart
-that loves you, for your own gratification, or at the dictates of
-others?"
-
-"Oh, Morley!" she exclaimed, her eyes filling with tears; "do I hear
-such words from you? Are you not sure--do you not see, that I am as
-wretched as you can be?"
-
-"Then why, Juliet--why?" he demanded; "what is the obstacle? What is
-the motive that should make you not only cast away your happiness, but
-mine--mine, which was trusted entirely to your keeping, with the most
-boundless confidence? If you can assign no motive, I claim you as my
-own, by every tie, by every right--"
-
-"Nay, nay," she said--"not so, Morley! I conceal not that I love you
-deeply, truly; but it must be told--I am bound, Morley, by an oath, I
-am bound, by a promise which I cannot, which I dare not break, and
-must fulfil to the letter, though it condemns me to sorrow and despair
-through life!"
-
-"Juliet," replied her lover, in a tone now calm, but calm with
-despair--"I one time fancied that you would be my guardian angel; that
-you would form my blessing; that you would be the light of my home,
-the guide of my footsteps; would cure me of all that was weak or wrong
-in my nature; would prove at once my safeguard and my happiness. How
-have I deceived myself! You have taken from me peace; you have
-deprived me of hope; you leave me without object or expectation in
-life; you withdraw from me all motive for virtue; you plunge me into
-degradation and vice!"
-
-Juliet had turned very pale, and trembled as Morley spoke; but as he
-went on to tell her too truly the state of mind to which he was
-reduced, and the peril in which he stood, agitation overcame all
-habits; she sank upon her knees before him, and clasped his hand
-eagerly.
-
-"Oh, no!" she cried, "oh, no!--I am very, very miserable! Morley, save
-me from that despair--save me from the dreadful thought that I have
-debased as fine a spirit as ever God sent for trial on this earth.
-Morley--dear Morley, believe that I am not in fault; and oh, in pity,
-if ever you loved Juliet Carr, yield not to evil, but conquer it, as
-we are told to do, with good!--Have compassion upon me, Morley, and do
-not, in addition to all the wretchedness that has fallen upon my
-head--in addition to the bitter, the everlasting disappointment of my
-first and only affections--do not give me the undying agony of
-thinking that he whom I have ever loved has cast away his fair name,
-and blasted his heart and spirit with evil, on account of this our
-sorrow. Promise me, Morley--promise me, at least, to try--promise to
-resist to the utmost. Nay, nay, I will kneel here till you do promise;
-I will kneel--I will die, Morley, at your feet, sooner than that you
-should leave me with such thoughts and purposes as you but now
-entertained. Will you--will you promise me? When this poor heart is
-broken, you will then believe and understand all that I feel--nay,
-strive not to raise me, unless you give me that promise."
-
-"Well, Juliet--well, I do," said Morley Ernstein; "but you know not
-how I am beset."
-
-"Oh! if you would but forget me," replied Juliet, "happiness might yet
-be yours;--every happiness that you have dreamt of with me might be
-yours with another. I know it, Morley--I am sure of it; and Juliet
-Carr would bless the woman who, as the wife of Morley Ernstein, would
-fulfil that vision of peace, and goodness, and delight, in which she
-herself must not share. Oh, that I might say all I know and all I
-think!--but I must not. Yet the time will, I trust, come ere long,
-when your own eyes will be opened to qualities far superior to any
-that I possess, and that you will at length find peace and affection
-with one upon whom there is no restraint, who can and will--perhaps
-_does_ love you, even now."
-
-Morley shook his head sadly, but without reply. After a moment's
-pause, there was a voice calling from below for Juliet.
-
-"Do not go!" he exclaimed, catching her hand--"do not go!"
-
-But she withdrew herself gently from him, saying--"I have your
-promise! Oh, forget not that you have given your promise!" and with
-those words she left him.
-
-In about an hour, Morley Ernstein came down slowly to the courtyard of
-the inn; but during the interval he had hardily heard one of all the
-many sounds in that abode of noise, or seen any object but the forms
-of his own imagination, though several persons had come in and out of
-the room while he was there. His face when he descended was pale and
-stern, but there was no longer that absent air about him with which he
-had remained standing so long in the midst of the saloon above. He
-looked round the court as he came down the stairs, and amongst the
-first persons on whom his eye rested, was his own courier, and his old
-servant, Adam Gray; the one examining his carriage with a blacksmith,
-the other gazing up towards the windows of the inn, with a face
-anxious and sorrowful. After speaking a few words, and giving some
-directions to both, Morley re-entered his boat, and was rowed slowly
-back to Venice. A slight wind curled the waters of the lagune, and the
-undulating motion of the boat seemed to soothe him, and to
-tranquillize thoughts that were in themselves but too turbulent.
-
-But his brief conversation with Juliet Carr had produced the effect it
-always had upon his mind. There was a magic in the soft melody of her
-voice, in the pure, spirit-like light of her eyes, in the grace that
-pervaded her every gesture which his heart could never resist; and
-there was still greater power over him, in that tone of high truth and
-deep sincerity which was felt in all her words and looks. He might
-think others beautiful when she was not near; but their beauty faded
-away like stars before the sun, as soon as he saw her. He might doubt
-others, but when he heard her speak, he could as soon have doubted
-truth itself as Juliet Carr.
-
-As soon as the first terrible agitation was over, although he felt
-more strongly than ever that the flower of happiness was utterly
-blighted, that, root and branch, it was withered away, yet her
-presence and her words had awakened the higher and the holier spirit
-in his heart once more, even in the midst of sorrow and despair. The
-passions of earth lost their light and their importance in his eyes;
-mere material things, and the joys that they bring with them, became
-at once to his sight the ephemera that they really are, and principles
-and feelings assumed their place, as the only imperishable possessions
-of man. It was as if, for a brief space, he had passed the grave, and
-had been enabled to see and judge all that this world contains, as,
-perhaps, we may see and judge it hereafter.
-
-Dark and sad had indeed become his sensations, but the purpose of
-right was strong within him, and he now turned his mind to consider
-what he ought to do, how he ought to act. He had a duty to Veronica to
-perform as well as to himself, and steadfastly he resolved to execute
-it. It is true that she had aided to deceive him, as to what her own
-feelings might be, and that he also had deceived himself; but he could
-not wholly exculpate himself of all that had ensued. He had gone on
-after he felt the danger to himself and her; he had proceeded when he
-knew that it was wrong to proceed, and he prepared to bear the
-consequences, whatever those consequences might be, provided they
-implied no guilt or dishonour. It took him long to think of all these
-matters, reader; but as the boat slowly wended its way back to
-Danielli's, he had time for thought, and when he entered the door of
-the inn, his mind was fully made up as to his future conduct. He would
-be true and honest; he would deal with Veronica without a concealment,
-without reserve; he would tell her all, and leave her to decide his
-fate and her own. Already, he thought, that fate might be sealed; she
-had promised to write to him, and the letter might be now waiting
-which would determine all. On enquiry, he found that such was not the
-case, and he at once sat down to take that step on which his future
-destiny hung.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER LI.
-
-
-MORLEY ERNSTEIN TO VERONICA PLATESI.
-
-"You promised to write to me, and you have not done it. Had you
-written, ere this time, your fate and mine would have been decided for
-life. But you have hesitated, and it is evident that there is a
-struggle in your mind as well as in my own. I therefore take the task
-upon myself of opening to you my heart's inmost feelings, and shewing
-you what must be the future, as far as my eyes can discover it. We
-have both, I fear, Veronica, deceived ourselves, and unconsciously may
-have deceived each other. You were confident in the impunity which you
-have hitherto enjoyed, and thought that love could never assail you. I
-felt equally secure in the memory of a deep and permanent, though
-disappointed passion, and believed that I could never be sufficiently
-attracted towards any woman, to seek or to win her affection. You
-thought I was sufficiently warned by the words you have more than once
-spoken, and I believed you to be steeled against love, or incapable of
-feeling. Let us first forgive each other for having mutually deceived
-one another, and then let me offer you all that I have to offer, and
-ask if it can make you happy. I have heard you speak rash words in
-regard to marriage, but I will believe that they were spoken more in
-sport than earnest, and put them aside altogether, for you must be
-mine by ties we can both respect, or not at all. I offer you, then, my
-hand and my name; I offer you the tenderest affection; and I promise
-you that, as my wife, you shall never have to call yourself 'a slave.'
-But at the same time, dear Veronica, I cannot but tell you that the
-first freshness of my heart has been given to another--that I have
-loved as man only loves once. I leave it to you to decide whether you
-can be satisfied with less. Every devotion, every tenderness, every
-affection, shall be yours, that it is possible for my heart to feel;
-but still I have loved deeply, passionately, entirely, and though the
-dream is gone for ever, its memory will always endure. It is for your
-voice to pronounce upon our fate. If you do not like to write at
-length, tell me to come to you, and I will conceive your answer given.
-At all events, trust to me as a man of honour, that if you become my
-wife, my whole days thenceforward shall be devoted to forget all
-others, and make you happy.
-
- "MORLEY ERNSTEIN."
-
-
-He sealed the letter and sent it; and then, burying his face in his
-hands, remained for some time in deep and anxious thought. Hour after
-hour passed, and there was no answer, till, as night drew nigh, he
-became apprehensive, and went to the well-known dwelling where he had
-spent so many hours of excitement and temptation. The door no longer
-opened as if to a master, and the servant, in answer to his questions,
-said that his mistress was unwell. Morley sent in his name, but
-Veronica's answer was, that she would write to him. It was not till
-the following morning that the letter arrived.
-
-
-FROM VERONICA PRATESI TO MORLEY ERNSTEIN.
-
-"No man ever understands a woman's heart. It never has been, and never
-will be. The language written in that book is unknown to you all, and
-you attempt to read it in vain. I did not write to you, my friend--not
-because there was any struggle in my bosom, for the struggle was
-over--but I was impeded by feelings you cannot comprehend, for man can
-never understand what it is to woman to own that she loves for the
-first time. Such was the task before me if I had written before your
-letter reached me, and it seemed then a terrible one, when I fancied
-that a life of joy and happiness was to follow. Such is the task
-before me still, even now that I know all your feelings, and see the
-wide extent of misery into which I have plunged. And yet, strange to
-say, it is less difficult to confess that I do love, when, coupled
-with that acknowledgment, I have to bid you quit me for ever.
-
-"When your letter first reached me, Morley, disappointment and agony
-of mind made me unjust. I was angry with you who have in no way
-offended, rather than with myself on whom the whole blame must justly
-rest. I called your words cold, unfeeling, base. But I soon
-recollected what might have been the result if you had really been
-base and unfeeling--if, instead of offering me your hand while you
-nobly confessed the state of your heart, you had taken advantage of my
-passions and my prejudices, made me the paramour of a few months or
-years, and then cast me away like a worn garment. My mind soon did you
-justice, and owned that you were generous, true, sincere--all that it
-is proud to love, and agony to part with. But, Morley, then came the
-greatest temptation of all. Weak, weak woman that I am! A voice within
-me whispered--Accept his offer, use every means of pleasing, put
-forth every effort, twine yourself round his heart with every binding
-tie, make yourself necessary to the joy of every hour--become a
-wife--Oh, Heaven! perhaps become a mother!--and honour, and virtue,
-and gratitude, will all combine to win for you that love which is now
-necessary to your existence! Oh, Morley, what a terrible temptation
-was there! How vanity flattered, and passion persuaded, and
-selfishness deceived! But I conquered at length. I love you--and yet
-will never see you more. Never, unless--yes, there is yet one hope
-left me!--I cannot, I will not share one thought of your heart--one
-remembrance with any woman, on the face of earth; but with the dead I
-am not so miserly. If the grave have closed over this affection--if
-your memoried love be with some saint in heaven, come to me--come to
-me, dear Morley! I will soothe, I will comfort, I will console you! We
-will weep together over the tomb of her who is gone, and when I strive
-to cheer each hour of your existence, I will think of her and redouble
-every effort. But if the air of this earth be still breathed by her
-who has taken your love from me, adieu, for ever!
-
-"VERONICA."
-
-
-MORLEY ERNSTEIN TO VERONICA PRATESI.
-
-"Alas, Veronica, that I should add pain to pain! Had my heart been
-with the dead I would have told you so at once. But still I must not
-deceive you; it is not so. She whom I have so deeply loved still
-lives, and her own will is the only barrier between us. Such is the
-plain truth.
-
- "MORLEY ERNSTEIN."
-
-
-Morley was not kept long in the faint suspense that still remained
-after he had written the last sentences. Ere half an hour was over, a
-note was brought him containing those few sad words, "Adieu, for
-ever!"
-
-In two hours more, he and Lieberg were once more rolling on upon their
-way towards Bologna, Morley bearing with him some regret and much
-grief; but so far happy that he could lay his hand upon his heart, and
-say--"Though I may have erred in the commencement of this sad affair,
-in the end I have done right."
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER LII.
-
-
-If Angerona, the secret divinity said to have presided over the fate
-of ancient Rome, could hear the many barbarous and unromantic names of
-inns, the Isles Britanniques, the Hotel de l'Europe, the Ville de
-Paris, etc., which are daily vociferated in the ancient capital of
-empires, doubtless her ears would be more offended than were told,
-they were formerly, on any one pronouncing her own harmonious title.
-It was to the principal hospitium, however, in the Piazza di Spagna,
-that the carriages of Count Lieberg and Sir Morley Ernstein took their
-way in the middle of one of those winter months when Rome is fullest.
-The streets were crowded with vehicles of all kinds, as the travelling
-companions passed along; and so many fair English faces were to be
-seen in every direction, that it was difficult for them not to believe
-themselves in that part of Bond-street, where, at about four o'clock
-of the day, during five months of the year, there seems to be an
-inextricable impediment to the advance or retreat of any sort of
-carriage whatsoever.
-
-The first order to their respective couriers, given both by Morley
-Ernstein and Lieberg after they had taken seizin of their apartments,
-was to proceed to the post-office and enquire for their letters.
-Lieberg, indeed, seemed the most anxious, and it is to be remarked.
-that he had kept up with England a much more constant and regular
-correspondence than his friend.
-
-During the couriers' absence, however, the two comrades occupied
-themselves in different ways, according to their several characters
-and habits. Lieberg, with that regular attention to his own comfort
-which never deserted him, proceeded to arrange the rooms, of which he
-took possession, with scrupulous care of their neatness, grace, and
-convenience. His books were assigned to their particular station;
-trinkets and ornaments took their place upon one table; implements for
-writing and drawing were laid upon another; a few small miniature
-pictures of faces pleasant to the eye were displayed where they could
-be seen in the best light, and, in short, in half-an-hour the room
-looked as different as possible from that which it was when he entered
-it, and represented as nearly as can be conceived the interior of his
-lodging in Sackville-street.
-
-Morley Ernstein, on the contrary, walked up and down the saloon, which
-was common to both their apartments, with eyes fixed upon the ground,
-and a sad and pensive brow. He was arranging the chamber of his own
-breast while Lieberg was busy with the contents of his carriage, and
-the agitation of all his feelings was too great to admit of his
-attending to other things.
-
-It may be asked, then, if Lieberg--whose passions I have represented
-as intense and strong, and whose keen and active mind was always in
-movement--if he had no thoughts to occupy him as well as his
-companion. Yes, reader, he had; and busy were those thoughts all the
-time, but their activity interrupted nothing else, for there were no
-contending emotions in his breast--there was no struggle there between
-good and evil--no regret for aught that had passed--no hesitation in
-regard to what was to come. It is only when feeling rises up to war
-with feeling, when principles combat passions, and when, from the
-great battle-field of the present, our fugitive thoughts fly from both
-hosts of good and evil into the wide surrounding country of the past
-and the future, and struggle as they run--it is only then, I say,
-that, taken up entirely with the strife within, man can attend but
-little to the idle things without.
-
-What were Morley's sensations the reader may well divine. It is true,
-no new event of any importance had occurred to grieve or agitate him;
-but every one must have felt, when any abiding sorrow is at the heart,
-how a fresh scene will sometimes rouse it, as if from sleep, and with
-it all its host of painful memories.
-
-In about half-an-hour the courier returned with the letters. There
-were several to each of the gentlemen; but the two or three first that
-each of them opened, seemed to excite very little interest, for they
-were read carelessly, in one instance, eliciting a passing smile, in
-another, a momentary look of thought, and then cast aside. At length,
-however, Lieberg came to one which brought a dark look of triumph upon
-his handsome features; and after reading it twice, he folded it
-carefully up and put it by, turning his bright dark eyes slowly to the
-countenance of Morley, who now stood in one of the windows, perusing
-with anxious attention a long letter of several sheets. The young
-Englishman's brow was contracted, his lip was curled, his eye
-straining on the paper. When he had read one sheet he re-read it, and
-then glanced more rapidly over the second and third which seemed to be
-written in another hand.
-
-But we must turn to the first sheet, and give the reader some account
-of its contents. It was addressed to Morley by his guardian, Mr.
-Hamilton, and conveyed some of the most unpleasant tidings that could
-meet his eye, as far as his pecuniary affairs were concerned.
-
-"My dear Morley (the letter said), I am distressed not to know exactly
-where to find you, as I have to write to you on business of a very
-urgent nature. I shall, however, address this letter to Rome, trusting
-that you may receive it ere long. A fortnight ago I received what I
-then considered a very extraordinary application from a solicitor,
-informing me that a bill in chancery was about to be filed against you
-immediately, for the recovery of the estate of Warmstone Castle, your
-title to which he maintained to be bad. At first I felt inclined to
-treat the affair with contempt, but upon this legal gentleman calling
-upon me again, I saw him, and found that several eminent lawyers had
-been engaged in the affair, and consequently that it was more serious
-than I at first imagined. At the same time there was a degree of
-fairness about the tone of the opposite party, which induced me to
-meet them in the same manner, and I have had two interviews with all
-the parties in which I find they ground their claim upon the following
-assertions. You are aware, I dare say, that your father became
-possessed of Warmstone by purchase from a Mr. Barham. The sum given
-was ninety-three thousand pounds, and the title at the time seemed
-perfectly good. A will, however, and deed of settlement is now
-produced, showing that this Mr. Barham did not succeed to the estate
-as his father's direct heir, but under this will and settlement, by
-which the estate was strictly tied up. The father left but one son,
-indeed, the person who sold the estate to your father, but that son at
-the time the will was signed was married and had a child, and the will
-strictly limits the estate to that child and his children, appointing
-in a diffuse manner certain contingent provisions for younger
-children, with which we have nothing to do. The youth who now claims
-the property is the grandson of the person who sold the estate to your
-father, and the papers necessary to prove his claim were discovered, I
-hear, by a Mr. Carr, with whom I well remember your father once had a
-severe dispute concerning what he believed to be a very nefarious
-transaction in which poor Lady Malcolm suffered severely. Thus, as the
-character of the finder of this document is undoubtedly very bad, and
-the young man himself not the most prepossessing person in the world,
-I naturally concluded that the will might be manufactured. The parties
-gave me every opportunity of examining the document with my own lawyer
-and yours; and your friend, Mr. Wills, whose eyes you know are very
-sharp where your interests are concerned, remembered that there is an
-old clerk still living who belonged to the house, the name of which is
-upon one of the documents. This clerk, after some difficulty, was
-discovered, and, I am sorry to say, he remembers distinctly having
-seen the will itself, when it was submitted on some legal point to the
-house with which he served his time. I have at once caused the whole
-case to be laid before the highest legal authorities, and send you
-their opinion. You will see that they believe you could keep the
-claimants out of the estate for years, but must yield at last, as the
-case is quite clear. It is for you to decide; but I think I know how
-you will act. The worst part of the whole, however, is still to be
-told: the estate has been in possession of your family for thirty
-years, and though the fault lies not with you or yours, but in the
-fraudulent conduct of the man who sold it, you are held to be
-responsible for all the rents which have been received, and which now
-amount to more than a hundred and fifty thousand pounds. You would
-recover the ninety-three thousand pounds with interest, if the man who
-sold the estate had left any effects; but the present claimant comes
-in as heir of entail, and his grandfather who illegally sold the
-estate died in poverty. Perhaps a composition may be entered into in
-regard to these back rents, and, at all events, we must obtain time
-for the payment, as, I believe, that after the purchase of the small
-estate in Sussex, there remained no more of the guardianship account
-than fifty thousand pounds, and it would take ten years of the whole
-rents of the Morley Court property to clear off the sum still unpaid.
-Unauthorized by you, I have of course not been able to act; but I beg
-of you to write to me at once, giving me your own views."
-
-The banker went on to consider the subject in various ways, but the
-terrible fact remained, that one estate was virtually gone, another
-deeply encumbered, and that all the long and careful savings of his
-minority were to be swept away at once.
-
-What was the effect upon Morley Ernstein? Very different from that
-which might be supposed. The first blow was undoubtedly startling; he
-looked round like one bewildered; re-read what Mr. Hamilton had
-written; and then turning to the legal opinions inclosed, perused them
-accurately. They confirmed but too fully the account which his banker
-had given, and Morley Ernstein made up his mind in an instant. After
-the first stunning effect of the intelligence was over, it seemed to
-give him strength and energy; and merely telling Lieberg that he must
-instantly answer the letter he had received, he quitted the room, sent
-for his writing-desk, and applied himself busily, and with a steadfast
-mind, to put down, in a letter to Mr. Hamilton, the resolutions which
-he had immediately taken.
-
-"My dear Mr. Hamilton," he said, "I will never defend an untenable
-cause. The present case is one in which it is very difficult, if not
-impossible, for the law to deal justly with both parties, and proves
-the utter absurdity of the axiom, which we hear so continually
-repeated by lawyers, that according to English law there is no wrong
-without a remedy. A notorious and shameful fraud was evidently
-committed in the sale of the Warmstone estate to my father, and in the
-concealment of the entail. The law has now only to judge which must
-suffer--myself, or the persons on whom it was entailed. Perhaps it is
-right that I should be the victim; but, at all events, a wrong is done
-and suffered somewhere. You have my full authority to concede the
-whole question, to give up Warmstone to the rightful owners, and to
-make the best arrangement that you can for paying the back rents with
-as little inconvenience as possible. All that I have in the funds must
-be immediately sold out for that purpose; but you say that there will
-still remain about a hundred thousand pounds to be paid. Morley Court
-I will part with on no account--not an acre of it; and the other
-little estate in Sussex, if sold, would still be but a drop of water
-in the ocean. What I propose, then, is this: immediately to cut off
-every superfluous expense, and to live as so many do, comfortably and
-happily upon the rents of the Sussex estate--seven hundred and thirty
-pounds per annum, I think we made it. This is not poverty, my dear
-sir, though the change is certainly great to me, but still I can
-endure it without a murmur. The Morley Court estate I propose to place
-immediately in the hands of trustees, for the purpose of paying off
-the debt. In the first place, the house and grounds must be kept up in
-the most thorough repair; the game must be properly protected; none of
-the old servants or labourers must be discharged. I would rather
-deprive myself of every superfluity than such should be the case. As
-near as I can recollect, not having my accounts with me, these charges
-amount to about eleven hundred per annum. That paid, there will still
-remain between nine and ten thousand per annum, to discharge the
-amount now claimed, and in eleven years it will be done. I have a
-considerable sum with me here, in money and letters of credit; but
-there are various things to be paid, some old people and pensioners to
-be provided for, and thus I shall soon get through that which I have.
-I think these proposals are so fair that they will not be refused,
-especially if by any chance one of those extraordinary coincidences,
-which sometimes cross us in life, has occurred in this instance, as I
-am led to suspect by some words in your letter. Is the young man you
-mention a fair-haired, pale-faced lad, with a look of sickly
-dissipation about him? If so, I rather imagine I once saved him from
-the gallows, and it is his sister, in regard to whom I wrote you a
-long epistle. Shakspeare says that our bad deeds turn round and whip
-us; but it would seem that our good deeds do so too, if I am to lose
-almost all I possess in consequence of having interposed between this
-youth and destruction. I am sorry to say that owing to the uncertain
-course I have pursued, your letter has been lying here for two
-months;"--and Morley went on to enter into the details of the changes
-he intended to make in his own mode of living, and to give directions
-for all the necessary papers to be forwarded for his signature as
-speedily as possible. When he had concluded, he returned to the
-saloon, where he found Lieberg seated near one of the windows, gazing
-forth in meditation.
-
-"I am afraid, Morley," said the latter, as soon as he heard his
-friend's step, "that you have had bad tidings from England."
-
-"I have," replied Morley. "You are a strange reader of human
-countenances, Lieberg. I thought I had guarded mine so carefully that
-no emotion could be apparent."
-
-"It is my belief," rejoined Lieberg, "that everything that seems
-extraordinary may be accounted for with the most perfect ease; so that
-there is not a miracle, from the creation of this world down to
-Aaron's voracious walking-stick, which ate up the walking-sticks of
-all the Egyptians, that could be explained to us in a single word,
-only that poor fool Eve, after having eaten half the apple, stopped
-short in a fright, and was not wise enough to make even one good meal
-of the tree of knowledge. See how everything that we think strange
-becomes ridiculously simple when it is explained. You judge me a great
-reader of countenances; now, I never looked at your face at all, but
-merely read my letters while you read yours, and there found news
-which of course has reached you."
-
-"That I have lost a considerable property," replied Morley, "and have
-to pay back rents to an immense amount."
-
-"And are you aware to whom?" demanded Lieberg.
-
-"I suppose, from the similarity of the name, and from the description
-of my friend, Mr. Hamilton," Morley answered, "it is to that William
-Barham of whom you and I know a good deal."
-
-"To be sure," rejoined Lieberg, with his eye flashing; "I felt certain
-that something of the kind would happen at the time."
-
-"Indeed!" exclaimed Morley, with much surprise; "how so?--why so?"
-
-"Because," replied Lieberg, with his lip curling, "I never saw a man
-caress a scorpion, or put a viper in his bosom, that, sooner or later,
-he was not stung. Would to God I had hanged him!"
-
-"I am much obliged to you for your kind interest," replied Morley,
-with a melancholy smile; "but if the thing was destined to happen at
-all, I am well pleased that it is as it is--not for the sake of that
-weak and vicious young knave, but for his sweet sister's sake.
-He will only use his fortune ill; but she will, of course, come in for
-a part, and thus be placed in a station for which she was evidently
-intended by Heaven. But now, Lieberg, let us speak of something more
-immediate. I am sorry to say our companionship must soon end, as I
-have assigned the greater part of my property to pay off this
-unexpected debt, retaining to myself not more than seven hundred
-a-year; all my expenses must, of course, be curtailed, and I can no
-longer afford to travel in the way that befits you."
-
-"Nonsense, Morley," replied his companion; "you can very easily reduce
-your expenditure to the scale required, without depriving me of the
-pleasure of your society, or yourself of the gratification and
-advantage of travelling with so pleasant and instructive a companion
-as myself. You can diminish your whole host of lackeys, send your old
-grey-headed friend to England, and keep the most useful of your men.
-Get rid of your courier, in the very first place, both because you
-don't want him, one being quite enough for you and I; and, secondly,
-because he is a very bad one, while mine is the best that ever cheated
-a master, bullied an innkeeper, defrauded a postilion, or gave a hint
-to a bandit. Then, as for the rest, we need not travel more rapidly
-than suits your purse; you shall pay for whatever additional horses
-are necessary to my carriage, in consequence of your being with me,
-but, of course, no more; and, I can assure you, all this may be done
-upon even less than you propose. Try, at least,--try for a few months!
-If you refuse to do so, I shall conceive that you take advantage of
-this circumstance to draw off your forces."
-
-Morley felt that he could not refuse to make the experiment, though he
-certainly had misgivings; but he steadfastly and strictly held his
-resolution of curtailing all his expenses, from that very moment. He
-explained to his servants, that he had met with a severe loss, and
-though a younger and more active attendant might have been preferable,
-in many respects, yet he retained no one about his person, but old
-Adam Clay, knowing that the good man would feel pained not to serve
-him, even though he were to pension him off, and leave him to spend
-his latter days in peace. His carriage he immediately ordered to be
-sold, and for want of knowledge how far his limited income would go,
-denied himself, at first, many an indulgence which he could very well
-afford. He divided his expenses into weeks, and almost into days, and
-bound himself down to all those small and narrow economies which are
-always a painful thing to a generous mind, and are only to be
-compensated by the internal satisfaction of doing that which is just
-and right.
-
-Upon the whole, the circumstances in which he was so suddenly placed,
-proved beneficial to the heart of Morley Ernstein. He had other
-subjects for thought given him, besides the bitter disappointment
-which he had endured. He had now matter for activity, energy,
-determination, self-denial. He had to keep his spirit from repining at
-petty evils, he had often to struggle with his inclinations upon small
-points, and that habit gave him power to strive more successfully on
-greater occasions.
-
-The conduct of Lieberg towards him was, apparently, all that was kind.
-At first, while he knew that the weight which had been suddenly cast
-upon his young friend, had produced a great reaction of the mind, he
-tempted him in no degree to go beyond the limits of a strict economy;
-but as the immediate effect wore away, he certainly did cast
-inducements in his companion's path, to spend money which might have
-been spared. Two or three times, too, when tempted suddenly, Morley
-forgot his altered circumstances, and yielded without consideration.
-He bought things that were unnecessary, he gave an order which he was
-sorry for but would not rescind; and Lieberg with pleasure saw a
-probability of leading him to overstep the bounds of the income he had
-left himself, and plunging him into difficulties which might bring on
-more false steps to remedy.
-
-For the present, however, Morley was safe; for the sum which he had
-brought with him from England, was so much larger than he required, on
-his reduced scale of expenditure, that he could fall back upon it at
-any moment, though he did so with regret.
-
-Thus passed a month in Rome; and though Morley Ernstein often thought
-of Juliet Carr, and wondered whether she was or was not in the same
-town with himself, he met her not in public or in private, while the
-period of his stay in Rome wore rapidly away.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER LIII.
-
-
-In early youth there are pleasures in all seasons of the year; and as
-the schoolboy-story goes, it is difficult to choose between the
-glowing summer, with its brightness and its smiles--the sweet spring,
-with its soft breezes and its flowers--the brown autumn, with its
-fruits, and days of harvest--and the hardy winter, with its sports,
-and merry nights. But, believe me, reader, as one advances in life,
-the days that we would choose are always warm ones; and putting the
-brighter season of the year out of the question, the only difficulty
-is, to say which is most grateful; that brief return of summer-like
-hours, which generally takes place in the commencement of
-November--like that return of prosperity towards the end of life,
-which sometimes brightens the fate of men who have long struggled with
-adversity; or the burst of warmth and sunshine, which often, in the
-early spring, forestalls the summer--like the splendid vision of a
-great and glorious career which presents itself in hours of meditation
-to the unchastised eyes of youth.
-
-It was in the end of February, however, with days warmer than many in
-June, with a balmy air, and a clear sky, that some travellers, with
-whom the reader is already well acquainted, took their way as nearly
-as possible by the same course that Morley Ernstein had pursued
-towards the classic land, in which he was now sojourning.
-
-Nor let it seem strange, and romance-like, or make any one doubt the
-accuracy of this true history, that three parties of people, without
-any common consent amongst them, are here represented taking exactly
-the same path to a particular object, when there were five or six
-other roads open before them. Ay, but, dear reader, it is the very
-question which you are begging. If you remember rightly, at the period
-of which we are now speaking, a tremendous storm had swept the Alps,
-greatly injuring two of the principal passages; the Splugen was
-impassable, neither of the St. Bernards could be thought of, either
-very late or very early in the year; and Mont Cenis could only be
-passed in traineaux; but the Brenner was, and is passable, and
-convenient at all seasons, though sometimes the traveller is very cold
-before he gets at it. The convenience of this passage, especially to
-an invalid, in the early month of which we speak, was the cause why it
-was chosen by the party, to whom we now return; for one of that party
-was an invalid.
-
-It was on one of those warm days of February, then, which generally
-brighten a part of the coldest season of the year, that a splendid
-green chariot, quite new, with much more silver about it than was in
-good taste--with a courier behind, dressed out to the highest pitch of
-courierism--and a lady's maid, of a very different appearance, neat,
-plain, and staid--drove along one of the roads that traverse the Black
-Forest, taking its way towards the small town of Schaffhausen. The
-vehicle was nevertheless at the distance of several leagues from that
-place; and, as it ascended one of the tall hills which diversify that
-part of the country, a wide extent of forest ground was displayed to
-the eye, undulating into all the most beautiful forms, with the yellow
-sun resting upon the bare, leafless branches of that ocean of trees,
-which.--although not a bud could be perceived upon the closest
-inspection, nor the slightest promise of the spring--yet bore over
-all, when beheld from afar, a kind of misty bloom, which is not seen
-in the earlier part of winter, and is difficult to account for.
-
-The air was so warm that Helen Barham, at the request of her sick
-brother--who was now journeying for his only chance of life, towards
-that land where so many of the children of the North have laid their
-bones--opened the window of the carriage, and let in the breath of
-spring, which for a time seemed to revive the invalid. She herself
-leant forward, and gazed over the prospect, enjoying it with a spirit
-attuned to every thing that is beautiful, but with feelings saddened
-by a partial knowledge of her brother's perilous state; though William
-Barham himself, like most sufferers from the same malady, was utterly
-ignorant of the fate that hung over him, and had that very morning
-been cursing the doctors, for some little inconvenience which he had
-undergone at the last inn, declaring that if they had let him remain
-in England, he would have been well long before.
-
-Helen gazed, as I have said, pleased but somewhat sorrowful; and,
-indeed, there is nothing on earth I know more melancholy, than to look
-over one of the bright scenes of nature with an eye fresh from the bed
-of deadly sickness. There is a strange and awful contrast in it: it
-makes life seem so utterly vain and worthless, that all we have been
-taught to prize turns suddenly, like the fabled fruits, to dust and
-ashes; and our heart sinks with a conviction of the emptiness of every
-thing below, even before it can rise with the consciousness of a
-better state beyond.
-
-Helen gazed, then, and meditated; and her lovely eyes filled with
-tears. At that moment her brother's voice said, "Helen;" but for a
-short time she would not look round, lest he should see the drops upon
-her eyelids, and divine their cause. But the next moment, he repeated
-the word "Helen" in a tone that alarmed her, and when she did turn,
-his countenance alarmed her still more. His cheeks had become more
-hollow, the red spot which had been constantly there for some weeks
-was gone, his temples seemed fallen in, and the thin light hair lay
-more wild upon his brow than usual. There was a transparent greyness,
-too, about the flesh which Helen had never seen before, in him, but
-had marked it to well in another; and when once seen, it is never to
-be forgotten. At the same time a sort of spasmodic gasping seemed to
-convulse his chest, and his hands lay upon his knees.
-
-"Helen!" he cried--"Helen! I feel very queer. Don't let them go on in
-this mist. Stop the carriage--I should like to get out. The air is so
-thick here I cannot breathe. Stop the carriage, girl, I say! Those
-d--d doctors, if they had but left me in England I should have been
-well by this time. That mist--"
-
-Helen let down the window hastily, and called to the postilions to
-stop, but they did not hear her, and it was some time before she could
-catch the ear of the courier. At length, however, the carriage paused;
-and the door was opened, and, by a great effort, William Barham raised
-himself from his seat, and fell forward into the arms of the courier.
-The man carried him to the bank, and placed him at the foot of a tree,
-but the unhappy youth sunk back upon the grass with his eyes closed;
-while the same death-like pallor continued upon his countenance, and a
-quick, hard-drawn respiration shook his emaciated frame. Helen sprang
-from the carriage after her brother, and knelt beside him, her heart
-palpitating with apprehension, and her eyes filled with the tears of
-natural affection, no less keen and sensible because he who lay there
-dying before her had been so frequently the cause of pain, and sorrow,
-and anxiety. She bade the man bring water from the stream to throw
-upon his face; but though he went civilly to obey, yet he shrugged his
-shoulders, saying, in French--"It is of no use, mademoiselle--he is
-dying."
-
-Oh! of all the many painful things of earth, there are few more
-terrible than to stand by the side of a being that we deeply love,
-watching the last struggles of departing life, looking round for aid,
-consolation, and support, and finding about us none but indifferent
-strangers, who view our sorrow and its cause but as a scene upon a
-theatre. Though she knew that medical aid was useless, what would not
-Helen Barham have given, at that moment, for the presence of a
-physician, for the presence of any friend! But all she could do was to
-clasp her hands, and gaze through her tears upon the unanswering
-countenance of her brother, expecting every moment to see the spirit
-depart. After the courier had been gone for a minute, however, a hasty
-step called her attention, and then a voice which seemed familiar to
-her ear, asking aloud, in English--"What's the matter--what's the
-matter?"
-
-Helen looked up, and the face of Harry Martin met her eyes.
-
-"Oh, I am so glad to see you!" she exclaimed. "My brother--my
-brother,--he is dying, I am afraid."
-
-Harry Martin said, in his own heart, "And no bad job either!" But
-there was too much of the milk of human kindness, mingled with his
-rough nature, to let him utter one word which could pain poor Helen
-Barham at that moment.
-
-"I am very glad to see you, ma'am," he replied; "but sorry to find you
-in such a state. But why did you take the young man out of the
-carriage? The place they call Steig is only two miles off; the doctor
-will be there in half an hour, to see our poor old woman who broke her
-leg. Better put him in again, Miss! Take the maid with you, inside;
-I'll jump up behind, and we'll soon be there."
-
-The courier came back with some water in his hands, but though thrown
-upon the face of the unhappy youth, it produced no effect, except a
-slight shudder which passed over his frame. The suggestion of the man
-Harry Martin was then followed. He himself carried the almost lifeless
-body of William Barham to the carriage, and placed him in it; while
-Helen, taking her seat beside him, supported his head upon her arm,
-and the door being closed after the maid had entered, they proceeded
-on their way.
-
-The postilions drove quick--much more so, indeed, than any money would
-have induced them to do--and in about twenty minutes the chariot stood
-before the little post-house. Much to the satisfaction of Harry
-Martin, the surgeon who had been attending old Mrs. More was seen, as
-they came up, in the very act of getting into his ancient caleche, to
-rumble back again to Friedburg, and, springing down, the Englishman
-stopped him, and told him what had occurred. The surgeon followed him
-instantly to the side of the vehicle, but when they came up, the
-post-master, the servants, and the courier were all whispering round,
-Helen's beautiful face was buried in her handkerchief, and the dead
-body of William Barham lay beside her, with the head resting upon her
-shoulder.
-
-Harry Martin sprang round to the other side of the chariot, opened the
-door, and, raising the corpse in his powerful arms, bore it into the
-inn. Helen started, and looked round for a moment, as she felt the
-weight that had leaned upon her removed; but then bent down her head
-again, and once more covering her eyes, wept bitterly, without making
-any movement to quit the carriage. In another instant, however, Harry
-Martin was at the door again, and gently laying his hand upon her
-sleeve, he called her attention, saying--"You must get out, Miss
-Barham, I fear, for there is much to be done.--Be comforted, madam,"
-he added, in a low tone--"be comforted. Ay, and thank God! Remember,
-it might have been worse--much worse."
-
-Helen dried her tears, and entered the inn, where much sad business
-lay before her. Luckily, however, she was amongst kindhearted and
-honest people, and the only effort that was made to wrong her in any
-respect, was on the part of her brother's courier. He was detected in
-pilfering and cheating, on the day after the funeral of William
-Barham, by the keen eyes of Harry Martin, who, as he himself said, not
-knowing the laws of the country, ensured that the rogue should not go
-without punishment by thrashing him most terribly on the spot, and at
-the moment. He then reported his conduct to Miss Barham, and the man
-was accordingly dismissed, so that Helen was left in a small German
-village, without any counsel or assistance of the kind and character
-which she most needed, to choose her own plans, and to follow out the
-curious windings of that fate, which had placed her in so many an
-unforeseen position through life. She had been compelled to choose her
-course before, in circumstances that may seem to the reader far more
-difficult; but, strange to say, now that great wealth was at her
-command, and that all the self-named friends and humble servants who
-are always ready to bow down and worship at the shrine of the great
-god of this world, were prepared to court and seek her, and show her
-kindnesses and attentions, not the slightest of which her high
-qualities of mind and heart would have won from them had she remained
-poor,--strange to say, she felt more embarrassed, more anxious, more
-doubtful in acting for herself, than she had felt when left, by her
-father's death, to provide by her own exertions food for her brother
-and herself.
-
-At one time, she thought of returning to England; and, perhaps, had
-she been a person to consult the dictates of prudence alone, she would
-have done so; but alas! reader, Helen Barham was not by nature a
-prudent person. She was good, indeed,--she was very good; and she had
-strong and fine principles, but it was from her heart that her
-goodness proceeded--in her heart that her principles dwelt. On the
-present occasion there was some secret longing--some inclination
-hidden from herself which made her anxiously desire to go on towards
-Italy; and though, at first, she felt some sort of fear at the mere
-idea of doing so, of taking so long a journey by herself, of
-encountering strange scenes and strange people, and undergoing all the
-dangers and difficulties of the road, yet these apprehensions soon
-disappeared, and she reasoned down every other objection in her own
-mind.
-
-Nor did many real obstacles present themselves. All her brother's
-affairs had been settled before she left England, and she came in as
-the clear and sole heir, he having died under age, of the whole
-property which they had lately acquired. The steps necessary to be
-taken in consequence of his decease, the lawyers were very willing to
-carry through without her presence, and Helen having once written to
-England and received an answer, openly took the resolution of going on
-to Italy--speaking the truth when she said that she herself did not
-feel well, and would probably be better for the air of a milder
-climate.
-
-There was a difficulty, indeed, in procuring an honest and respectable
-servant, and her experience of the last courier did not tend to give
-her any great confidence in that sort of cattle. But she was not
-destined to proceed alone. The man Martin and his wife had shown her
-that devoted attention and respect, which could only spring from deep
-gratitude; and although the good old lady, Mrs. More, was still in a
-very feeble and even dangerous state, they had lost no opportunity of
-offering to Helen every attention and assistance. The funeral of
-William Barham had been arranged and carried through by Harry Martin
-himself, who had by this time learnt to converse in a somewhat
-barbarous kind of German, and many of the painful particulars which
-attend the act of committing our kindred clay to the earth, had been
-spared to Helen by his consideration for her.
-
-When he now heard that she was going on to Italy, he made all the
-preparations, took her orders, as if he had been her servant, and
-often gazed wistfully in her face, with a look that seemed to imply
-there was something in his mind which he wished to speak, without
-presuming to do so. He often, too, held long consultations with his
-wife; and, in the end, he came one morning suddenly into the
-room which Helen had made her sitting-room, saying, without any
-preface--"I can't think of your going to Italy by yourself, Miss
-Helen. I know you talk of getting a courier fellow at Schaffhausen or
-Constance; but bless you, ma'am, he's as likely to cheat you as the
-other, and you are going into a place where there are blackguards of
-all sorts. Now, it's very possible, ma'am, that, from what you know of
-me, you may think I am not a very likely person to take with you, and
-that I may just prove as bad as the rest of them you would meet with;
-but I give you my word of honour, that I never cheated any one in my
-life, though many a time I have done, perhaps, what may be worse. But,
-however, I would not wrong you in any way for a great deal more than
-the world, and if you were to give me to keep for you a hundred
-thousand pound without counting it, you should have every farthing
-back again, if I were starving."
-
-"I am quite sure of it, Martin," replied Helen Barham, with one of her
-sweet confiding smiles; "I should not in the least mind putting all I
-have in the world in your hands. But what is it you wish to propose?
-You could not, quit this poor lady in her present state--"
-
-"Why, Miss Helen," replied Harry Martin, "that is just what I have
-been talking to my wife about. She is not the least afraid of staying
-here to attend to her mother, till I go with you to Italy and come
-back again. What I want is, just to go along with you, on the outside
-of the carriage, to see that nobody does you any harm. You can get a
-courier fellow where you can find one, for you see I know nothing
-about that sort of business, and should not exactly like such a thing
-either; but I will see that he keeps all straight, and when once you
-are safe, and amongst people who will love you, and take care of you,
-as you ought to be, I can come back again, or Jane can come to me, as
-the case may be."
-
-Helen took a day to consider, but her consideration ended in her
-adopting the plan which was proposed, and though she obtained a
-courier with a good recommendation, Harry Martin attended her onward
-into Italy.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER LIV.
-
-
-That season of the year was approaching when it is necessary for
-foreigners to quit Rome, if they hold their life very dearly; and
-Morley Ernstein, though certainly with no thought of malaria, had more
-than once proposed to Lieberg to pursue their way to Naples, but for
-some reason, best known to himself, the latter had always made some
-excuse to delay. In the meantime, he surrounded Morley Ernstein with
-temptations of all sorts, upon which we will not dwell, having already
-displayed the course which he followed, and the means which he took,
-and it being unnecessary to repeat nearly the same story. He did not
-succeed, it is true, to any great extent. Some few pieces of
-extravagance, Morley certainly was led to commit--some few acts which
-he regretted,--not many, but enough to give Lieberg encouragement to
-pursue his plan with good hope of success at last; for the water does
-not more certainly wear the stone over which it passes, than a
-constant familiarity with vicious scenes destroys the moral principle
-in the heart of man.
-
-Morley Ernstein would not approach the gaming-table, however, neither
-would he drink to anything like excess, though that also was tried by
-his dear friend, who well knew, that, as in the case of the Santon,
-one folly of such a kind opens the door to vices of all sorts. It may
-be asked, what was the object of all this?--it may be said that there
-must be a motive for all human actions. Reader, I cannot clearly tell
-you what the object was; and Lieberg's conduct certainly seemed more
-fiend-like than human. He afterwards indeed uttered some dark words
-which were never explained and might be untrue; but if there was not
-some deep seated cause of enmity towards Morley Ernstein in his bosom,
-arising in circumstances that we know not, we can only guess at his
-purposes and motives. To degrade Morley in the eyes of Helen Barham
-was certainly one end in view; but besides this, we have seen that his
-young companion had on more than one occasion thwarted him in an
-object of passion, had mortified his vanity and wounded his pride; and
-if we take these causes of offence, acting upon a malignant mind,
-together with the natural antipathy that the evil feel towards the
-good, and the jealous hatred of a man who sees another preferred by
-the being that he loves, the motives may perhaps be considered
-sufficient for his conduct. There may indeed have been something
-more--I am inclined to believe it was so--but what, I know not.
-
-The struggle was still going on with Morley Ernstein between
-temptation and resistance, when, one day, as he was passing along the
-Piazza del Popolo, he saw a magnificent carriage, undoubtedly of
-English construction, standing before the great hotel, the name of
-which I forget, with two or three servants round the door, and the
-usual quantity of lackeys, couriers, and ciceroni at the entrance of
-the inn. When his eyes first lighted upon it he was at a considerable
-distance, and while he was still some thirty yards, a lady came out of
-the hotel with a quick step, and entered the vehicle. The door was
-closed, the order given where to drive, and the carriage, taking a
-turn, dashed past Morley the moment after. There was an earl's coronet
-and emblazoned arms upon the panel, and Morley, raising his eyes to
-the window, beheld the countenance of Juliet Carr. How often had he
-seen that face with joy--ay, even after hope had passed away; and the
-first sensation had always been pleasure; but now, there was something
-in Juliet's dress and appearance--something in the magnificence of the
-equipage--something, perhaps, in his own pre-conceived suspicions
-which made the sight of her he loved feel like a heavy blow upon his
-heart. She evidently did not see him, and was speaking with a smile to
-some one else who was in the vehicle with her. Morley paused for an
-instant to recover breath, and then advancing to the inn, determined
-to have his doubts satisfied, he asked an English servant, who was
-still gazing after the carriage, whose it was.
-
-The man was one of those saucy English footmen who are the disgrace of
-many of our noble houses; and to any one but a man of Morley's
-distinguished appearance he might have made an insolent reply. To him,
-however, he answered, in a civil tone--"The Countess of Clavering,
-sir."
-
-"Lord Clavering has not long been married, I think," said Morley, in
-as firm a voice as he could command.
-
-"About a month, sir," replied the man, with a grin, "and he has
-already gone back to England to attend the house of peers. That was my
-lady who just drove away."
-
-Morley turned with his heart burning and his brain whirling round;
-but, pausing after he had taken a step or two, with a bitter smile
-curling his lip, he took out his card-case, and, walking back, gave
-the man a card, saying--"That for Lady Clavering, with my
-congratulations."
-
-The attempt to describe the feelings of Morley Ernstein, when the full
-agony burst upon him, would indeed be vain. His passionate indignation
-approached nearly to madness; his bitter, bitter anguish of spirit
-might have tempted him, at that moment, to commit any act which his
-worst enemy could wish. He felt it--he knew it to be so--his command
-over himself was gone, and he feared to return to the inn where he had
-left Lieberg, lest he might be led into some irretrievable step of
-folly or of vice. He wandered, then, through the streets of Rome for
-several hours, with the hurried pace and unequal step of a man torn by
-terrible emotions. He saw nothing that passed him; his eye marked none
-of the objects it rested upon; his spirit, busy within itself, seemed
-to have lost communication with the bodily senses; and it was nearly
-night when he was recalled to himself by some one suddenly seizing his
-arm, and exclaiming--"What is the matter, Morley? I have been
-following you this half hour, and you do not seem to know where you
-are going, or what you are doing."
-
-"Nor do I, Lieberg," replied Morley. "All I have undergone is not
-equal to this."
-
-"Nay, nay," said Lieberg; "come back to the hotel, and tell me what is
-the matter. By keeping your griefs and anxieties to yourself you more
-than double them; and not only that, but you are unjust to me. In
-striving to suggest those things which might divert your mind without
-knowing what it is that weighs upon it, I very often may propose the
-worst things when I wish to offer the best. I beseech you, Morley,
-tell me all."
-
-"I will, Lieberg--I will," replied Morley. "I will; but let us go home
-first;" and walking quickly on by the side of his companion he took
-his way to the hotel, where, casting himself into a chair, he covered
-his eyes with his hands for two or three minutes to collect his
-thoughts, and then gave Lieberg a hurried and confused account of his
-attachment to Juliet Carr, and all that had occurred in the course of
-that true love, which had run even more roughly than is usually the
-case with the troubled course of human affection.
-
-After he had brought his narrative up to the events of Venice, he
-paused, and Lieberg replied--"I had known something of all this,
-Morley, but not accurately, and I see I have made several mistakes in
-dealing with you. I did not know that you loved her so intensely. You
-may think me light, but my passions and attachments are as strong, or
-stronger than your own. I believed that you would have acted, if you
-truly loved her, as I would have acted under similar circumstances,
-that you would have pursued her, struggled against her resolutions,
-combated her arguments, set at nought idle vows, and ultimately won
-her for your happiness and for her own. But I forgot, Morley, that you
-are less experienced in all things than I am, and though passion may
-give the impetus to action, it is experience that must guide it to
-success. I forgot this, I say, and fancying that you loved her with
-one of those half loves, which may be diverted by pleasures and
-occupations, or swallowed up in another attachment, I endeavoured to
-lead your mind upon a course it could not follow. Now, however, I am
-convinced that you do love--at least I believe so, but I shall soon
-see, by the steps which you once take when your eyes are open. You
-seem to think that she has true affection for you; and, though from
-your agitation now, I suppose you have seen her again, and that she
-has once more treated you with the same cruel coldness, if you do love
-her, you will pursue her with that vigour of determination which will
-sweep away all obstacles. There is a might in real passion to which
-all inferior things soon bow, and which woman's heart can never
-resist, even for an hour, when once convinced that it is truly
-present. But that conviction cannot be produced by any sign of
-weakness,--you must show her that you love her, as none but strong and
-powerful hearts can love. That you are resolved to possess her, or to
-die----"
-
-"Vain, vain, vain!" cried Morley, in bitterness of spirit. "It is all
-now in vain; she did love me; but driven by some promise extorted by
-her father, I suppose, she is now the wife of another!"
-
-Lieberg started, and gazed upon him in surprise, then grasped his arm,
-and with his dark star-like eyes fixed on his face, exclaimed--"Take
-her from him! What right has he to possess her? Is she not yours?
-Yours by the bond of the heart's affection--yours by the tie that is
-beyond the earth--yours by the union of spirit with spirit! Talk not
-to me of human laws and ordinances, where the soul itself recognises a
-rule that is defined. You are her husband, if with the true intensity
-of heaven's own fire you love her and she loves you. You are her
-husband, I say, and every hour of her union with another is adultery.
-Take her from him, Morley--take her from him, be he who he may.
-Scruple at no means, stop at no pitiful considerations; it is due to
-her as well as to yourself--it is due to her in every sense. Think,
-think of the long and lasting misery that she must endure. Do you not
-know--are you not sure that every hour she must recollect you? What
-human ordinance will blot you out from her memory? What empty words,
-spoken at an altar, will erase from her heart the husband of her early
-dreams. Morley, if you are a lover--if you are a man--you will spare
-that sweet, mistaken girl the hell-fire tenderness of him whom she
-cannot love!"
-
-"Hush, hush, hush!" cried Morley. "You will drive me mad!"
-
-"You are mad already, Morley", replied Lieberg, "or you would fly to
-her at once. You would show her the brow which she loves, scathed with
-the lightning of passion, the form of him to whom she promised heaven,
-blighted by the consuming hell of disappointed affection. You would
-call upon her to remedy the wrong that she has committed--you would
-urge her with those words of power, the omnipotent magic of love, to
-save you from despair, destruction, and death, and to give you back
-the joy of which she has robbed you."
-
-Thus did he proceed, reader, adding to the words he spoke, that
-overpowering eloquence of look, gesture, and tone, which has far more
-effect than language, but can never be described. Let it be
-remembered, too, that this was addressed to Morley Ernstein at a
-moment when the whole powers of his mind were shaken by the agony he
-endured, when reason herself tottered on her throne, and despair had
-broken down the great prop of all good principle--hope. He sat and
-listened, not without a knowledge that there was wrong and evil in the
-words he heard; but it was as a man for whom all life's joys and
-expectations are extinct, and who, in a moment of frenzied
-desperation, takes quietly the cup he knows to be poisoned, and drains
-it with a bitter smile.
-
-At length, however, he rose, and said, "Lieberg, I will leave you for
-to-night. I cannot converse with any one--my story is scarcely told,
-but a few words more will do it. She is married to a man as old as her
-father--to a Lord Clavering--"
-
-"Why, he is just gone to England!" exclaimed Lieberg.
-
-"I know it," answered Morley, "and has left her here."
-
-"Fly to her, Morley--fly to her!" cried Lieberg, grasping his
-hand--"fly to her this very night!"
-
-"No," answered Morley, "no! Whatever I do, I must have time for
-thought."
-
-Thus saying, he left him, and in the silence and solitude of his own
-chamber, paced up and down for more than an hour, with the better
-spirit within him struggling vehemently against the spell, but too
-weak to cast it off by its own efforts.
-
-"I must fly," he said to himself, at length--"I must fly from this
-man, or he will destroy me. I will fly speedily, both from him and
-from the presence of her who has cast away my happiness and her own.
-To-morrow I will seek for the means, and to-night I will see him no
-more. I will throw off his dangerous companionship. To avoid evil is
-the next thing to conquering it."
-
-He opened the door to call his servant Adam Gray; the old man was
-sitting at the other side of the antechamber, and looking eagerly
-towards the entrance of his master's room.
-
-"I have knocked twice, sir," he said, "but you did not hear me."
-
-"I was busy with very sad meditations, Adam," replied his master.
-
-"I thought so, sir," answered the old man, simply, "for I saw to-day
-the person who always causes them--I wish I might say all--"
-
-"Say nothing, my good Adam--say nothing upon that subject," replied
-Morley.
-
-"No; I must not tell anything now, sir," rejoined Adam Gray, "but the
-time will come for me to speak."
-
-"You said you knocked," continued Morley, gravely; "what do you want?"
-
-"Why, sir," replied Adam, "there's another person in Rome besides her;
-a person whom you will be glad to see, I think; and who will be glad
-enough to see you, poor thing!"
-
-"Who is that?" demanded his master; the expression, "poor thing,"
-showing him that his old servant spoke of some person he believed to
-be attached to him, and making his mind immediately turn to Veronica.
-Alas, he never thought of Helen Barham!
-
-"Why, sir, it is the young lady who was for some time with Lady
-Malcolm," replied Adam Gray. "Miss Barham, or Miss Helen, as people
-always call her. I saw her maid looking about the town with the
-courier, about an hour or two ago, and told them where you were, so
-just now the courier brought this note for you."
-
-Morley ordered lights into his room, and taking the note, read as
-follows:--
-
-
-"MY DEAR SIR;
-
-"Although, under ordinary circumstances, it might seem strange for me
-to ask you to come to see me, yet I feel that it would show a want of
-gratitude were I to be in the same city with yourself and not tell you
-that I am here. But I have another excuse for that which I acknowledge
-I am very willing to do. You are, I dare say, aware, by this time, of
-my poor brother's death, and that the property which to my great
-regret, he claimed and obtained from you, has descended to me. There
-is still, however, some business to settle in regard to it, which I am
-sure he would have wished to arrange himself as I propose, if his life
-had been spared to do so. In regard to these arrangements, I could
-much wish to speak with you, as well as to assure you that I am, ever
-most truly,
-
- "Your grateful,
- "HELEN BARHAM."
-
-"P.S. I will wait at home to-morrow till you call, unless you let me
-know that it is inconvenient to do so on that day."
-
-
-Morley answered the note at once, and named the hour, and this return
-to the ordinary things of life had some effect in calming his mind
-again. Twice he asked himself why Adam Gray had called Helen "poor
-thing," but he turned his thoughts away from the images to which the
-reply gave rise.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER LV.
-
-
-Pale, haggard, and sick at heart, Morley Ernstein rose from his
-sleepless bed, and made preparations of various kinds for that speedy
-departure, which all the varied trains of thought that had visited his
-mind during the night, had but shewn him to be the more necessary. The
-next thing to be done, was to announce his determination to Lieberg,
-and for that purpose he proceeded to the saloon, where his companion
-was already seated at breakfast. There was a sparkling sort of smile
-upon Lieberg's countenance which Morley was never very fond of. He had
-often seen it precede conversations that ended or went on in a painful
-manner; but it was Lieberg's general plan never to commence any
-subject himself, except of an ordinary kind, and on this occasion, as
-usual, he suffered Morley to speak first, merely giving him the common
-salutation of the morning. Now, as we have shewn, the character of
-Morley Ernstein was _intimately mixed of good and evil_, but he had
-one invariable quality, which was, frankness; at times carried too
-far, perhaps--too far, at least, for his own earthly interest: truth
-can never be carried too far for Heaven. In the present case, he not
-only told Lieberg his purpose, but he told him why; he acknowledged
-that he feared him; that their views on the subject which they had
-discussed on the preceding night, were as different as light from
-darkness; but that he dreaded lest, under strong temptation, he might
-yield, and never cease to regret that he had so given way.
-
-"I believe, Lieberg," he said, "that you wish me well, and would
-direct me to what you conceive to be happiness. My view of that not to
-be found jewel, however, can never be the same as yours; and though I
-thank you much for your good wishes, yet I must pursue my own plan."
-
-Morley paid no great attention to his companion's countenance while he
-spoke, and yet it was worth observing. There was once or twice a look
-of displeasure, and once or twice a look of triumph, especially when
-the young Englishman owned that he feared his influence. A scornful
-smile marked his lip, too, when Morley spoke of proceeding at once;
-but the whole settled down into an expression of calm, well-satisfied
-pride, and he replied, attaching himself, in the first place, to the
-words, "My view of happiness can never be the same as yours,"--"You
-must come to it, Morley," he said--"You must come to it. The time will
-be, believe me, when you will find such happiness as mine the only
-happiness to be procured. However, be it as you will! Take your own
-way! Go to Naples at once, and wait for me there till I come. I will
-not be long after you; and then, as I shall have nothing to tempt you
-with, you may pursue your journey with me in safety, through the sunny
-land of Greece, and perhaps to the brighter and more ardent skies of
-Syria. There we shall see whether even your cold blood may not be
-warmed into a flame. But where go you after breakfast? Let us, at
-least, spend this last day of your stay in Rome together."
-
-"I fear that cannot be," replied Morley; "I have various things to do,
-and have an engagement at eleven; but after two I am at your command."
-
-Lieberg bit his lip, but made no reply, and Morley had finished his
-breakfast as soon as he left the saloon, and proceeded to his own
-chamber. It happened, by the merest accident in the world, that after
-he had taken his hat and gloves, and give some additional orders to
-Adam Gray, he went out of his room by another door, on the side
-opposite to that which opened into the common vestibule, and issued
-forth from the hotel by a small staircase which he had only used twice
-before. It is true that, although he believed Helen Barham to be now
-placed by fortune far above Lieberg's pursuit, yet he felt no
-inclination to speak of her being in Rome at all; but still, in going
-out by the back way, he acted without premeditation, and without ever
-dreaming that he would be watched.
-
-Had he gone through the anteroom, however, he would have seen that
-Lieberg's valet was waiting there; and there the man continued to sit,
-till Adam Gray came out of Morley's room, when a few words were
-interchanged between the two servants. The valet seemed surprised, and
-immediately went in to speak with his master; after which the old
-man's ear caught a furious imprecation, followed by a sound, as if the
-Count in his anger had struck the table a violent blow with his
-clenched fist.
-
-In the meanwhile, Morley Ernstein walked on to the inn where Helen
-Barham was to be found, and, on asking for her, was immediately
-admitted. She rose as soon as she saw him, a little fluttered and
-agitated, but with the mounting colour in her cheeks, the slight
-quivering of her beautiful lip, and the dancing light in her dark
-eyes, all adding to that loveliness which in itself was incomparable.
-She strove hard to be calm and placid, and indeed would sooner have
-become somewhat cold than otherwise, but it was a difficult thing for
-Helen Barham to be so. I have heard people called creatures of
-impulse, but she was a creature of emotions--tender, fine, high,
-noble, but still trembling, like a finely-balanced lever, at the
-lightest touch. She could not restrain her feelings; and as Morley met
-her, she looked so happy with her resplendent beauty, with all her
-wild grace, with light, and soul, and tenderness in her eyes--she
-seemed to possess so much of everything that God can give to content
-the utmost expectations of a human creature, that Morley was forced to
-ask himself again why it was the old man had called her "Poor thing!"
-Morley fell into a very common error notwithstanding all his own
-experience. It is, that we always make a mistake as to the source of
-happiness. It springs from within, and not from without. It is the
-water that gushes from the rock of our own hearts, not the rain that
-dimples the stream, adding but a few drops to the current.
-
-"I am most delighted to see you," said Morley, taking the hand she
-offered; "and though I know you must feel the loss of your brother
-deeply, yet I must still congratulate you on your accession to the
-fortune you now possess. I was always sure, my dear Miss Barham, that
-you would do honour to high station and extensive means, and I thank
-God that I see you now possessed of them!"
-
-"If I had had either voice or choice in the matter," replied Helen,
-earnestly, "I never would have become possessed of them in such a way.
-A very small portion would have contented me; and the superabundance
-which I do possess is rather a burden than otherwise, especially as I
-feel that, to have taken it from you, is to have turned our heel
-against our benefactor."
-
-"Not at all," answered Morley Ernstein. "It was perfectly your
-brother's right; and as soon as I became convinced that it was so, I
-could not have held the estate for a single hour. Neither did your
-brother behave at all unhandsomely in any of the proceedings regarding
-it--"
-
-"Nay--nay," said Helen, holding up her hand--"though he did not, Sir
-Morley; and I believe would ultimately have done what was right, yet
-his lawyers did behave unhandsomely in his name; but I have
-immediately taken means to remedy what was amiss."
-
-"I do not know what you have done, my dear Miss Barham," said Morley,
-with a smile; "but I trust and hope that your kind and generous
-feelings have not induced you to undo anything that has been settled.
-What the law gives you, is yours; and as far as I am concerned in the
-matter, I cannot consent to your making any sacrifice--honour and
-common honesty forbid me; and now, having said this, let me enquire
-what it is that you have done?"
-
-Helen was sitting beside him on the sofa, and for a moment she raised
-her bright eyes to his, with a look of internal satisfaction mingled
-with regard, which, if Morley had chosen to translate it, might have
-been read--"I have done that which gives me the highest delight,
-because you must and will approve it." But she did not answer exactly
-in those words, and withdrew her eyes again immediately, with a sigh,
-and a look of sadness, as if she saw something in Morley's
-countenance, which she had not remarked before.
-
-"What I have done," she said "is only what is just and right. There
-has been no generosity--no flights of what people call fine feeling in
-it, and I think you will confess at once that it is so, and not give
-me the greatest pain, by refusing to accede to that which your own
-heart will tell you is just, merely because it is proposed to you by a
-person whom you have already loaded with benefits. I think," she
-added, in a lower, but not less eager tone, "you would not willingly
-make me very unhappy."
-
-"God forbid!" replied Morley, warmly. "What is there that I, would not
-do to make you happy?"
-
-Helen's cheek became a little pale, and, for a moment, she did not
-answer; but finding that he paused also, she said--"The fact is,
-simply, this: the property which my brother claimed, and recovered was
-bought from my grandfather, who, I am told, was the most careless and
-thoughtless of men. He did not, I am sure, intend to defraud your
-father, and acted without consideration. But, at all events, your
-father paid ninety-three thousand pounds for the estate; and the
-lawyers tell me, that if my grandfather had been still living, you
-could have claimed and recovered that sum from him. It is but just,
-then, that I should pay it back to you, and I have told the people in
-London, to place it immediately in the hands of your friend,
-Mr. Hamilton.--Nay, now," she added, "do not look grave and
-thoughtful--your heart tells you that what I propose is right."
-
-"But--" said Morley Ernstein.
-
-"Nay, nay," interrupted Helen, playfully; "I will have no buts. Tell
-me, Sir Morley, in former days--to remember which, connected with your
-kindness, will always be most delightful to me--did I not ever do what
-you told me, as soon as I was convinced that it was right?"
-
-"You did, indeed," said Morley, with a smile; "but I wish first to be
-sure whether this is really right?"
-
-"What would you do if you were in my place?" demanded Helen.
-
-"As you have done," answered Morley.
-
-"Ay, and perhaps more," said Helen. "You would do all that I should
-wish to do, but dare not offer, because I know you would reject it
-angrily."
-
-"Not angrily--not angrily, with you," exclaimed Morley; "but firmly.
-You have already done as much, and more, than the most generous
-feeling could dictate; and as I believe it is a pleasure to you to do
-it, I will not refuse to accept what you propose, though I see that
-you do not know the whole circumstances. Let me tell you, then, my
-dear Miss Barham, what they are, in some degree; for if you feel a
-pleasure in doing a generous act, the satisfaction will be doubled
-when you know that act relieves one who has the greatest regard for
-you from a severe embarrassment."
-
-He then explained to her, that the only means he had found of paying
-the large claims against him, were, to assign the rents of almost all
-his landed property, to dismiss his servants, to curtail his
-expenditure, and to live upon an income comparatively small and
-pitiful. Helen's cheek first grew pale, and then burned with the hue
-of crimson; and as he went on she burst into a bitter flood of tears,
-exclaiming--"And we have done this!--we have done this!"
-
-Morley took her hand, and pressed his lips upon it, saying--"Others
-have done it, and were not to blame. You have remedied it all, and how
-am I to thank you?"
-
-"Oh, no, no!" she exclaimed--"I have not remedied it all; I fear that
-I still am robbing you--robbing you of that fortune which you used so
-nobly; and that, too, when I owe you everything--life, and more than
-life; for in the state I was when you found me, I could not have lived
-long, and should not only have died, but have died with shame and
-misery!--Ah! you cannot tell, Sir Morley," she continued, "how much
-sooner I would be a pensioner upon your bounty for a small pittance to
-supply my daily wants, than take from my benefactor that property
-which I cannot but feel of right is his."
-
-"Not so, indeed!" answered Morley Ernstein; "it is not mine, Helen. It
-was of right your brother's, and is yours. I scarcely know, indeed,
-whether I am justified in not following out the plan that I had first
-proposed, and paying you all. But as you wish it, I will not insist
-upon that point; and now, tell me how you are, and let me hear all
-that has happened to you, since we met."
-
-"Why, I am well," replied Helen, wiping away the tears which still
-felt inclined to flow; "well, and yet not quite well. But speak of
-yourself--I scarcely dare to ask how you are, for I see that you are
-ill, Sir Morley."
-
-"I must not have you call me by that name," said Morley Ernstein;
-"after the strange way in which our fate has been linked together, we
-can but look upon each other as brother and sister; and if you will
-let me, Helen, I will be a brother to you instead of him that you have
-lost."
-
-"You have been a better brother already," replied Helen; "but you do
-not say, if you are ill; and yet I am sure you are, for you are so
-changed."
-
-"I have had much to pain me, Helen," answered Morley Ernstein; "very
-much."
-
-"I know it--I know it," said Helen; "and it has been our
-doing--Morley."
-
-The last word she pronounced after a moment's hesitation, and in so
-low a tone that he scarcely heard it; but yet the blood came up into
-her cheek, as if she had told him that she loved him.
-
-"It was not on that account, Helen, that I have grieved," he replied.
-"Fortune could never disturb my night's repose; but there have been
-many other things pressing heavily upon my mind."
-
-Helen cast down her eyes, and replied not; but the paleness that crept
-over her countenance might well shew that there were some emotions
-busy at her heart. Morley Ernstein was silent, too, for there was a
-light breaking upon him, to which he would have fain been blind. At
-length, Helen spoke, saying, with an effort--"I was in hopes I should
-have heard of your being very happy."
-
-"It is quite the reverse, Helen," he answered. "Those bright days,
-which you once saw me enjoy, are past away for ever, and I have
-nothing left but to fly from myself, and from her who might have made
-my happiness, and has made me miserable."
-
-"Oh, no, no!" cried Helen; "do not say so."
-
-"Yes, indeed!" replied Morley Ernstein. "It is on that account I quit
-Rome to-morrow. Are you aware that she is in this city?"
-
-"Who?--Juliet Carr?" exclaimed Helen.
-
-"She, who was Juliet Carr," replied Morley, bitterly; "now, Countess
-of Clavering."
-
-Helen started from her seat, and clasping her hands, gazed wildly in
-Morley's countenance. "It is impossible!" she cried; and then sinking
-down upon the sofa again, she buried her face in her hands, murmuring
-some words that Morley did not hear, while the crimson was seen dying
-her temples, and her fine small ear. What were the mingled emotions
-that at that moment possessed her?--Who can say? She herself was not
-aware; so strange, so complicated, so contending were they.
-
-The first thing that roused her, was Morley's voice: "You say it is
-impossible, Helen," he replied. "I begin to think all things possible.
-When those whom we love best, and to whom, of all the world, we have
-given least cause to treat us ill, destroy our peace, betray our
-trust, cast away our love, and even sacrifice themselves for sordid
-motives, what may we not believe next?"
-
-"O, you wrong her--you wrong her!" cried Helen Barham, raising her
-head, and speaking with enthusiastic eagerness. "You wrong her,
-Morley, most assuredly. There is something in this that you do not
-know--some cause she has for her conduct which will justify it, I am
-sure; or, at least, will palliate it. She may never be yours, but you
-must not cease to esteem her. I will take upon me to say, that she has
-not acted thus without some powerful, some overpowering motive."
-
-"You judge her by your own heart, Helen," replied Morley. "No coronet
-would tempt you to such a union as this."
-
-Helen would not be ungenerous, even by remaining silent, and she
-replied, eagerly, "You are wrong--you are wrong. She does love
-you,--she has ever loved you. She loves you still, whatever duty may
-say; and, though she may struggle to forget you, bound as she is to
-another, yet the struggle will be in vain, and will be more than a
-sufficient punishment for any weakness she may have shewn."
-
-Poor Helen Barham knew not that whilst she fancied she was but doing
-justice to Juliet, and soothing the agonized feelings of Juliet's
-lover, she was by every word giving force and vigour to the most
-terrible temptation which Morley had ever undergone. There seemed to
-be something peculiar in Lieberg's evil suggestions--a something which
-made them resemble those of Satan himself. Every accidental
-circumstance gave them additional venom, and even words which were the
-most repugnant to all that is wrong, stirred them up in greater
-virulence and power than ever. Morley put his hands over his eyes, as
-if to shut out the temptation; but after a moment's pause, he rose,
-saying--"Helen, I must leave you. I will set out for Naples this very
-day, if it be possible. I take it for granted, that your steps will
-soon be bent thither also. You must let me know when you arrive, for I
-believe the only society from which I could derive comfort and
-consolation, would be yours."
-
-As he spoke he took Helen's hand, bidding her adieu, and she left it
-in his, gazing with an anxious and sympathizing look in his
-countenance, and thinking more of his sorrow than of the sweet and
-gratifying words that he addressed to herself.
-
-"I will see Juliet," she said, "before I come. I believe that I can
-induce her to tell me all. You shall hear her motives as she gives
-them to me, for I would fain restore to her your esteem."
-
-"Let it be as it is, Helen," replied Morley, solemnly; "for it is less
-dangerous for me to despise her than to love her still."
-
-Thus saying he left her, and was hurrying home, with his thoughts so
-agitated that he scarcely remarked a man who stood in his way at the
-bottom of the stairs, till Harry Martin stopped him, by pronouncing
-his name.
-
-"I am afraid, Sir Morley," he said, as soon as the other paused--"I am
-afraid I gave you some offence by what I said to you in Germany, about
-some one that you trust. Now I--"
-
-"You did, my good friend!" replied Morley; "but I was wrong, and you
-were right. All that is over--my eyes are opened, and I trust no
-more."
-
-"That's right--that's right!" cried Harry Martin. "All may go well,
-then, and you may be as happy as the day is long; for if ever man was
-loved by an angel, you are, by one not very far from here."
-
-"Hush!" Cried Morley; "hush! You are mistaken altogether;" and,
-turning away, he hurried back as fast as possible to his own hotel,
-and quitted Rome ere the day was many hours older.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER LVI.
-
-
-A month passed in Naples, and Morley strove to drown recollection, to
-drown thought, to drown the ringing echo of the tempter's words, to
-quell, by any means, the struggle that still went on in his heart--the
-longing, eager, ardent desire to fly to Juliet Carr, to tell her, with
-all the impetuous madness of intense passion, that he loved her still,
-to shew her that she had destroyed his peace for ever, and to leave
-her to decide, whether he were to live with her or to die by his own
-hand. He knew that it was frenzy--he knew that it was crime. With as
-much courage as any ancient warrior ever strove, he fought against the
-host of dark temptations that beset him, in the vain hope that time
-would mitigate the intensity of his feelings; but time brought no
-balm--his heart knew no relief. The gay and gabbling crowd in the
-ball-room, the palace, and the theatre, distracted not his attention
-for a moment. With difficulty, even for a few minutes, did he fix his
-attention upon all the objects of ancient art, which formerly would
-have amused his fancy. The political strife of various parties which
-at that time convulsed all Europe, scarcely roused his mind from the
-bitter memories that were in his heart to give it even a thought; and
-Morley's sole delight soon became to sail over the deep blue sea of
-the bay, gazing in melancholy listlessness upon the waters, and
-longing for a quiet abode beneath the rolling of those sunshiny waves.
-
-It soon, however, grew a weariness and a pain to him, to be forced,
-even during a part of the day, to see and hear the merry multitudes of
-the siren city. The coarse and glaring vice, the utter moral
-degradation of almost all classes, the miserable laziness and
-destitution of the lower orders, the frivolous wickedness of the
-higher, all became an offence to his eyes; and he determined, at
-length, to get rid of the whole and to remove to some distance from
-Naples, although there was one employment for a part of his day, which
-could not be, without difficulty, obtained anywhere but in the city.
-It may seem strange that this his sole occupation was the examination
-of almost all the principal London journals. But there was only one
-part of those journals into which he looked--only one name that he
-sought for. It was the name of Lord Clavering. From time to time, he
-found it amongst those of the most diligent attendants upon
-parliamentary duties. Morley read no more that day when he had once
-seen the name. He perused not the speech to which it was attached, nor
-examined the nature of the petition which the earl presented. He could
-not hate him more than he did, and he did not wish to hate him less;
-but still, to know that he was afar, that he was not in the same land
-with Juliet Carr, was something.
-
-He resolved, at length, as I have said, to quit the city, and take up
-his abode at such a distance that he could continually send into
-Naples for intelligence, without setting his foot within the walls
-itself. The generous though just act of Helen Barham having removed
-the necessity for economy, Morley could indulge at ease whatever
-fancies suited his humour best at the time; and, rowing along the
-shores of the bay towards Sorrento, he pitched upon a solitary villa,
-not far from that place, towards Castellamare as the house be should
-like to hire. It was seated upon the high rocky ground, and was
-visible from the sea; but on enquiring at the latter town, he found
-that there was no road to it but a mule-path, and that it was
-inhabited by the Italian family to whom it belonged. The latter
-difficulty, however, was speedily removed; gold was an object to the
-Italians, and none to Morley; and, while he had his boat, he needed no
-other road but the waves.
-
-In this new abode, then, was he soon fixed, and certainly a lovelier
-scene never soothed the disappointed heart. The view over the bay was
-beyond description; a deep indentation of the shore brought the
-profound waters up to the very foot of the rock under the villa, and
-one of those arching caves, of which there are so many on the
-Sorrentine shores, admitted the sea still farther, so that a sight of
-steps from the house itself, similar to those near the _villa
-Cocumella_, led down by a subterranean passage to the verge of the
-bay; and Morley's boat could be brought in under the very crag on
-which his dwelling stood. A little farther on, however, a winding
-path, ornamented by some tall cypresses, led down to the shore, which
-was strewed at that spot with ruins of various ancient buildings, and
-covered almost to the edge of the sea with all the wild flowers and
-rich creeping plants of that climate, while here and there the
-gigantic aloe had planted itself, giving a peculiar character to the
-picture, produced by no other European plant. High hills lay up
-behind; and, along the shore on both sides, appeared all that variety
-of rock, and precipice, and smooth descent, and soft sloping bank,
-which every one who has rounded that headland must remember. We will
-not dwell farther upon a description of the place, but will only add,
-that the usual drawback to all Italian scenery was found not far off,
-as one approached Sorrento, in numerous stone walls and narrow roads,
-forming a sort of labyrinth, which required some degree of knowledge
-and experience to escape from, in the attempt to find freer space upon
-the mountain tops beyond.
-
-Here Morley dwelt in comparative peace for about a fortnight, with his
-establishment restored to its former scale, and moreover increased by
-six rowers for his boat, to whom one of the cottages in the vineyard
-was assigned as an abode. Although so grave and sad, he had contrived
-to make himself loved even by the light-hearted Neapolitans in his
-service. There are few people more really sensible of dignified and
-graceful manners than the lower classes; and as we have already shown,
-there was a peculiar charm in the young Englishman's deportment, which
-only derived a greater interest from the gloom that had fallen over
-him. He was kind-hearted, and generous, too, and the only efforts that
-now seemed to interest him strongly, were those tending to increase
-the comfort and happiness of the people about him. He taught them to
-obey him promptly, to attend, even in their lightness, to his smallest
-sign or word, but he taught them also to respect, admire, and love
-him.
-
-Old Adam Gray, too--though, to say sooth, he was not liking the
-Italians--was a favourite amongst them, and they were always ready to
-shew him his way hither and thither, keeping up with him as he went
-along--partly by signs, partly by words--long conversations, of which
-neither party understood one third.
-
-It was thus one day, while his master was out sailing in the bay, that
-the old man had found his way to Sorrento, accompanied by one of the
-Neapolitan servants, named Giacchino, who understood somewhat more of
-English than the rest. He had gazed about upon the houses and villas,
-had gone down to see the remains of antiquity that protrude in some
-places from the cliffs, and had bought a basket of fruit from one of
-the old women of the town, when suddenly--while he was yet counting
-out the interminable small pieces of coin, which seem invented, in
-several of the Italian States, for the torment of the passing
-traveller--he dropped a whole handful of them, exclaiming--"Good
-heavens, Mrs. Martin!--is that you? What could bring you to Italy?"
-
-The person he addressed was a very pretty young woman, dressed in
-mourning, and her reply was simple enough, that she had followed her
-husband thither.
-
-"Oh, I understand--I understand!" replied Adam Gray; "though how he
-got out of York Castle I do not comprehend."
-
-"No, you do not understand it at all," said Jane. "My husband got out
-of York Castle by being pronounced innocent. But if you will come up
-to the villa just upon the hill, he will tell you the whole story
-himself. He came here out of Germany with dear Miss Helen, and I think
-he would like to see you, for we told him how kind you had been."
-
-Without more ado, Adam Gray picked up the fallen money, and followed
-the young Englishwoman, leaving his Italian companion Giacchino
-talking with a number of men in pointed hats, and somewhat Calabrese
-attire, who had come in with the apparent purpose of selling fruit and
-small birds. When Giacchino joined them, however, they were engaged in
-gossiping away the time with a man in the habit of a courier, whom
-Adam Gray had seen more than once before loitering about the doors of
-their inn at Rome, where he had filled the post of occasional _valet
-de place_.
-
-We need not pause upon the interview between Adam Gray and the party
-at the villa to which he was conducted; but he found that Harry Martin
-was still in attendance upon Helen Barham, not being able, he said, to
-make up his mind to leave her, always fancying that some mischief
-would happen, if he were not near to take care of her.
-
-"It's a strange whim of mine," he said, "but I can't get rid of it.
-However, I know that Miss Helen sent a note to your master at Naples,
-yesterday, and when I can see her with plenty of kind friends about
-her I shall be content, and think her safe."
-
-Adam Gray remained for a full hour at the villa, and, before he went,
-begged to pay his respects to Helen herself, who sent a message by him
-to Morley, telling him where she was, and adding that she had
-something of importance to communicate to him, if he could call upon
-her the next day.
-
-On returning to the spot where he had left his companion, the old man
-found the Neapolitan still laughing and chattering with the rest, and
-they proceeded on their way homeward together, both somewhat
-thoughtful, though the natural buoyancy of the Italian's spirit would
-not suffer him to bear the silence quite so long as the native of a
-more taciturn land.
-
-"Those fellows will do some mischief before they are out of Sorrento,"
-he said; "and that devil of a courier will lead them into no good."
-
-"Ha!" cried Adam Gray, "do you know those people, then, Giacchino?
-Pray who may they be who are so mischievously disposed?"
-
-"Why, that tall, good-looking fellow," replied the man, "was the head
-of the banditti that used to rob about Nocera and Salerno, and
-sometimes almost up to Portici on the other side. He gave it up of his
-own accord when the bands were put down, and is now a very good
-gardener. The rest are friends of his," he added, with a shrewd
-gesticulation, which conveyed the full sense of what he meant.
-
-"And the courier?" demanded Adam Gray. "Pray who is he?"
-
-"Oh, he has come with some Englishman," replied Giacchino--"a count
-something or another, which would break an Italian's teeth to speak."
-
-"There you are mistaken," exclaimed Adam Gray. "We have no counts in
-England, Master Giacchino, though there are viscounts enough in all
-conscience. But pray what was he doing with the banditti?--going to
-sell his master to them?"
-
-"No, no," replied Giacchino; "he said his master would like to see
-them, and talk to them. It seems that he is fond of such fishes."
-
-In such conversation they plodded on their way, till they reached the
-dwelling of the young Englishman, and the old man, leaving his
-companion below, proceeded through all the open doors and corridors of
-an Italian house, till he reached the room where Morley usually sat.
-He entered without ceremony, but was not a little surprised to find
-that his master was not alone.
-
-Morley was standing with his hand leaning on the back of a chair, his
-brow knit, and his teeth closed, while Lieberg appeared within three
-or four paces, with his arms folded on his chest, his head erect, and
-his dark eyes flashing like a thunder-cloud. What had previously taken
-place, no one ever heard, but it was clear that angry words had
-already passed between them.
-
-"Your language, Sir Morley Ernstein," said Lieberg, "is well nigh
-insulting, and must not be repeated."
-
-"I have told you, Count Lieberg," replied Morley, "the plain truth,
-for which truth you pressed me. Having to thank you for some kindness,
-nothing can be farther from my wish than to insult you; but, at the
-same time, you must not urge me too far. Your advice I relish not; and
-though I do not, as you insinuate, pretend to anything like perfect
-purity of thought, word, or action--God forbid that I should be such a
-hypocrite!--and though I may yield to temptation, when it comes upon
-me, as weakly as any man, yet I will never calmly and deliberately lay
-out a plan for seducing a woman from that faith to which she has sworn
-at the altar. When I said that I should consider myself a villain if I
-did so, I had a reference to my own feelings and my own principles, in
-direct opposition to which I have no right to act. You see the matter
-in a different light, and I pretend not to criticise or to censure
-your views or your actions. The temptation may come, and I may fall,
-as you say; I fear it might be so--I am sure it might be so; but I
-will never seek the temptation myself."
-
-"You will repent;" replied Lieberg, still frowning on him--"you will
-repent your language towards me this night.--I am better as a friend
-than an enemy."
-
-"You drive me, sir, to say harsh things," answered Morley sternly;
-"but I fear you less as the latter than the former. One word more,
-Count Lieberg, before you go," he added, as Lieberg turned towards the
-door. "I have this morning received a letter from a lady, whom I find
-you have seen oftener than I believed. I do not understand all that
-she means; but Miss Barham places the name of Count Lieberg so close
-to the term--'a man who persecutes me,' that, as we part apparently
-not soon to meet again, it may be as well to say, I look upon that
-lady as a sister, will protect her as such, and will treat any man who
-insults or injures her, as I would one who wronged my nearest
-relation."
-
-Lieberg's lip curled with a sarcastic smile. "Your knight-errantry,
-Sir Morley," he said, "may lead you into scrapes; but you are a very
-wise and prudent young man, and doubtless will extricate yourself
-delicately from all embarrassments. As you have added a word to me,
-however, I must add one to you. It shall be a short one, for the
-evening sky is beginning to turn grey, and I must seek a more
-hospitable roof. It is this--do not cross my path, or I will blast you
-like a withered leaf; and so, good night!"
-
-With his usual calm, firm step, Lieberg descended the stairs, and
-quitted the villa. Morley's eyes flashed; but old Adam Gray hastened
-to interpose telling his master all that he had seen and heard during
-that afternoon.
-
-"This is very strange!" said Morley, musing. "Send the man, Giacchino,
-to me--or, stay, ask him yourself, if the courier mentioned was that
-of Count Lieberg. He may be meditating some harm to that poor girl,
-and yet I must not--dare not go to Sorrento myself. Go, good Adam, and
-enquire. It is all very strange!--That Juliet should come to Sorrento,
-when she knows that I am so near!--It seems as if it were my fate to
-be doomed to do wrong, even when I labour to avoid it.--I will not
-go!"
-
-Old Adam Gray came back in a moment, saying that Giacchino was quite
-sure that the name of Count Lieberg was the one he had heard; and
-Morley seriously alarmed instantly took means to warn Helen of the
-vague but not unfounded apprehensions which he entertained. He sent
-the peasant who farmed the estate attached to the villa, and two of
-his own servants, over to Sorrento, with orders to stay with the young
-lady, and give her protection during the night; and after explaining
-his motives for this step, in a short note, he added--"I would have
-come myself at once, but that you tell me Juliet and her party from
-Sicily are about to join you this day at Sorrento. Dear Helen, I must
-never see her more, for I dare not trust myself. I am tempted in a way
-that you cannot divine; and I must fly from that temptation, lest even
-greater misfortunes fall upon her and me. Keep the men I send, with
-you till Juliet comes, after that, her servants, added to your own,
-will, I trust, ensure your safety."
-
-"Now dispatch the people quickly, good Adam," said Morley, giving him
-the note; "but, above all things, bid them keep a horse saddled, and
-let me know if anything important occurs at Sorrento. They can be over
-here in less than ten minutes. Have all our men prepared for whatever
-may occur; and see if there be not some more horses to be procured in
-the neighbourhood. If so let them be brought in. We might have to ride
-over in haste."
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER LVII.
-
-
-Lieberg had not said true when he declared that the evening sky was
-beginning to turn grey. It was purple that it grew, that intense deep
-purple which is only to be seen in southern skies, where the sunshine
-seems to infuse a tint of gold into the azure of the heaven, rendering
-it like the lazuli stone in which the sparks of the metal may be seen
-through the fine hue of the gem. More and more red was every moment
-mingled with the blue, till the western horizon, where it lay upon the
-waters, glowed as if with intense fire, which seemed to catch the
-waves themselves and all the distant sea was in a flame. The splendour
-of the hour, however, was unseen by the eyes of Morley Ernstein--but I
-use, perhaps, a wrong expression, it was not altogether unseen; and,
-though I am so near the end of my history, where events press for
-attention rather than scenes or sensations, I must still pause for a
-moment to show how he saw without seeing, and felt without perceiving.
-
-When Lieberg had left him, and his orders had been given, he went
-forth from the house with his heart full of strong emotions. He stood
-upon the promontory over the cave, and gazed, or seemed to gaze,
-across the wide world of waters, lighted by the setting sun. Though he
-had heard many things that day to interest and occupy him--though he
-had learned that Veronica had abandoned the world and taken the veil,
-and that Juliet was once more drawing near,--his mind was fixed upon
-himself, and upon the act he had just done, an act as great and
-important to him and to his future fate as if he had conquered a
-kingdom. He had broken a tie, bound round him by circumstances with
-such close and intimate folds, that it had appeared as if it could
-never be totally dissevered. He had cast off a fatal companionship for
-ever, which had endured already too long. By a strong effort of
-determination, he had repudiated a society which seemed destined to
-corrupt all the pure current of his blood, like the envenomed garment
-of Alcides, though happily for himself he had thrown it from him
-before it had entered into his flesh.
-
-He stood, then, upon that promontory with his head erect, and his arms
-folded on his broad chest; feeling that he had done a right and a
-great act, that he had executed a strong and high determination, and
-deriving from the very fact the conscious dignity which the powerful
-performance of a wise resolution always imparts to the human mind. He
-marked not the sunset and its splendour--he marked not the illuminated
-ocean, or the classic shores in their purple shadows--he marked not
-the fire of the western sky, or the clouds glowing into a blaze above,
-but the whole sank into his spirit through the eye, and seemed to
-elevate his own sensations more and more by the harmonious tone of
-every thing around. He felt that it was in such a scene, in such a
-climate, in such an hour, that man might well do deeds worthy of his
-immortal soul. That under the eye of Heaven, and with the brightest of
-Heaven's works on every side, he might well purify his heart of its
-dross, and cast from him every baser thing. It was not unseen, then,
-all the loveliness that surrounded him; it was not unfelt; but in the
-busy turmoil of his own thoughts, it was unmarked.
-
-Ere the sun had quite gone down, however, his mind became more calm,
-he recollected where he stood, he ran his eye along the line of coast,
-he raised it to the sky above, he gazed pensively at the sea below his
-feet, and marked the long, bow-like sails that skimmed across the
-waters towards the resting-place for the night.
-
-The whole bay and the sea beyond it were alive with boats, and Morley
-Ernstein thought: "Amongst all those is probably one that bears to the
-same shore with myself; her who, I once believed was to be my leading
-star to every high act and noble purpose; but who has left me in
-darkness and despair. Over those waters, her bark is steering, and,
-perhaps, her mind, no longer with the eye of memory, sees him whom she
-once loved any more than her corporeal eye beholds me here. How calm
-everything is, how tranquil; and that small cloud, catching the last
-rays of the sun, glows like the conscious cheek of love. I wonder why
-all the boats are hurrying into Naples. This seems to me the very hour
-for lingering on the sea. I will go out and sail again;" and as he
-thus thought, he beckoned one of his boatmen, whom he saw on the beach
-below, to come up by the steps in the rock and speak with him. Ere the
-man could reach him, however, a change had come over the whole scene.
-The waves in the bay became crested with white foam--a sudden rushing
-sound was heard. Then came a light breath of air; and then a number of
-orange trees and large oleanders, which were ranged upon the terrace
-of the villa, were levelled with the ground in a moment by a violent
-gust of wind. Morley himself, strong and powerful as he was, was
-obliged to catch at a great ilex for support.[2] Leaves and branches
-were torn up and whirled away, and a thin, dusty film was carried
-suddenly over sea and land, not sufficient to intercept the sight, but
-to render all the lately glowing features of the scene grey and sad.
-Whistling and screaming through the branches of the trees, over the
-rocks and stones; and through the windows and porticos the storm
-rushed on, and the Neapolitan servants ran hither and thither, closing
-the windows and increasing the din and confusion by their shouts, and
-outcries, and gesticulations. As soon as he had somewhat recovered
-himself, Morley placed his back against the tree, the large branches
-of which were waving to and fro like reeds, and gazed out upon the
-sea. When he had last looked in that direction he had seen a vessel,
-apparently steering from Capri, and sailing gallantly on towards
-Sorrento. He had then regarded it with that indefinite feeling of
-interest which often attaches to one particular thing amongst many
-similar ones, we cannot tell why or wherefore. Perhaps it was a
-thought which casually struck him that Juliet might be on board of
-that polacca, which caused him to look at the vessel I have mentioned
-more intently than any of the rest. But whatever it might be she had
-formed a beautiful object in the view, with all sails set, and the
-last red light of the sun dying her canvas with bright crimson. When
-he turned his eyes towards her again, however, now that the squall was
-raging with such fury; he could hardly believe she was the same ship.
-One of her masts was gone, and seemed to lay over the side, only
-attached to the vessel by the cordage. It was evident that the crew
-were taking in sail, and endeavouring to ease her in every way; but
-while Morley still gazed, the other mast went overboard, and she lay a
-complete log on the water, with the gale still blowing tremendously
-and dead upon the shore and the night coming rapidly on.
-
-Climbing slowly up the stairs in the rock, the boatman, to whom Morley
-had beckoned, now approached him with difficulty, and the young
-Englishman, pointing to the vessel in distress, asked if he knew what
-she was. He replied that she was some Sicilian polacca, and that he
-had seen her lying off Capri while they were out sailing in the
-morning.
-
-"She'll not see another day rise," added the man. "Many a poor sinner
-has gone to purgatory already to-night. Did you see that felucca upset
-and go down, sir, just as she was getting round the point?"
-
-"No," answered Morley, "no; but we must not leave that ship to perish.
-You must get out the boat--I will go off to her."
-
-The man laughed at the very idea. It is true, the wind was blowing
-dead upon the land, the sea running tremendously high, the gale
-scarcely abated at all of its fury, and the night coming on dark and
-stormy, the heavens looking totally unlike the pure, clear, starlit
-skies that had hung above them for the last six weeks. While he was
-still arguing with his master, however, a faint, distant flash, and
-the booming roar of a gun from the polacca, appealed to the heart of
-the young Englishman for help; and assuming a somewhat sterner tone,
-he bade the man gather together his companions and prepare the boat,
-in the language of command. He obeyed so far as collecting together
-the rest of the boatmen went, but no progress was made in getting the
-boat ready, and they remained drawn into a knot, talking eagerly and
-gesticulating violently, screaming, shouting, grinning, laughing, and
-almost weeping, in a manner that can only be seen in Italy.
-
-Morley waited for a minute or two with some impatience, and then
-approaching them, used every means that the reader may conceive to
-induce them to accompany him. He succeeded so far, at length, that one
-of the younger men yielded, and declared he would go, if the _padrone_
-would but stay a quarter of an hour to let the wind go down. Such a
-squall, he said, never lasted long, and at all events it would be more
-moderate. The consent of one soon brought that of the rest, and Morley
-ordered them, in the meantime, to make every preparation. Hoping
-perhaps that he would change his purpose, they contrived to extend the
-quarter of an hour to nearly double that time, notwithstanding all
-their master's impatience and reiterated commands, while the darkness
-increased, and gun after gun told the dangerous situation of the
-vessel, and each showed, by the greater brightness of the flash and
-loudness of the sound, that she was driving rapidly upon the rocky
-coast.
-
-At length, however, an effort was made; the boat was pushed out of the
-cove, and rowed through the calmer water of the little bay. A
-tremendous sea was still running beyond, although the violence of wind
-had certainly somewhat diminished, and old Adam Gray, who, without a
-word, had watched the proceedings of his master, knowing too well that
-attempt to restrain him would be in vain, now, from the top of the
-rock, gazed at the boat rushing out into the waves, and kept his eyes
-upon it till it was lost to his sight amidst the dark struggling
-waters. He tried to catch it again, but in vain; all was dim upon the
-face of the sea; and then turning his eyes towards the spot where the
-signals of distress, from time to time, showed the position of the
-polacca, he remained with his grey hair floating in the wind, and his
-heart full of sad and anxious apprehensions.
-
-After a time the firing ceased, and the old man muttered to
-himself--"They have either reached her, or she has gone down." Then
-came the longest and most terrible space of expectation. Everything
-was darkness around; the only sound that interrupted the silence was
-the fierce rushing of the wind, which still continued to blow with
-awful fury; the sky at the same time was covered with clouds, so that
-no light fell upon the waters, and the only sight that met the eyes of
-old Adam Gray, as he gazed down from above, was the white foaming tops
-of the waves, which seemed boiling as in a cauldron.
-
-"I wonder," he thought, "if I were to pile up a beacon here, whether
-he would understand what it meant? At all events it would shew him the
-villa and the rocks, so as to enable him to steer. I will try it at
-all risks;" and calling to several of the other servants, who were
-down below looking out as well as himself, he made them gather
-together a quantity of old wood which had been left in a corner of the
-vineyard, and with one or two decayed olive-trees, which had just been
-cut down, a fire was soon lighted on the extreme verge of the rock,
-and in about ten minutes spread its red glare far and wide.
-
-Perhaps the good man expected that, besides giving light to any one
-who might be wandering over the surface of the waters, it would enable
-him also to see what was passing on the waves below; but in this he
-was mistaken, and for a quarter of an hour longer he watched in vain.
-During that time the wind subsided still more, and at length Adam Gray
-thought he heard his master's voice raised loudly. A moment after, a
-slight flash, like that of a pistol, was seen in the little bay, and
-the rocks around echoed with the report.
-
-"Quick! light the torches--light the torches," cried the old man; and
-taking one of the flambeaux which he had brought out, he ran down the
-steps through the rock, to the place where the boat was usually hauled
-up. The other servants followed, but before they reached the shore the
-grating sound of her keel was heard, and the first sight presented to
-the eyes of Adam Gray was his master, pale and dripping, carrying
-across the narrow ledge of rock the form of a lady, whose face rested
-on his shoulder, while her arms were clasped tightly round him.
-
-The blaze of the torches seemed to rouse her, or else it was
-some words that Morley whispered, for she raised her head,
-exclaiming--"Now, now, Morley, set me down! There are others need your
-care."
-
-"Not yet," said Morley; "not till you are under shelter. This, at
-least, I have a right to do. Light us up the rocks, good Adam; the
-rest stay here till you have got out the other women. Captain," he
-added, speaking in Italian to a tall, athletic man, who had sprung to
-the shore after him--"take care of your own people, and follow us to
-the villa. Are you sure the other boat went down?"
-
-"I saw it sink," replied the man, in a sad tone; and hurrying on up
-the steps, with Juliet in his arms, Morley paused not till he had laid
-her on a sofa in the saloon; then bending down his head he kissed her
-cheek, saying--"Thank God!" After gazing on her for a moment, he
-added--"Now I will see to your cousin. I fear she is much worse. Here,
-my good women," he continued, speaking to the wife of the contadino
-and her daughters, who had followed him into the house, "there is a
-lady below who will much want your care. Come with me."
-
-In a few minutes he returned, bearing Lady Malcolm in his arms,
-apparently lifeless. She was soon carried to his own bedroom, and
-every means were employed to restore her that the experience of any of
-the party could suggest. Juliet forgot herself and all she had
-suffered in her anxiety for her cousin; but ere long, she had the
-happiness to hear her utter a few words of thanks to them for all they
-had done.
-
-"Now leave her with me and her woman," said the wife of the contadino,
-who had shown skill as well as tenderness in her care of the sufferer;
-"a few hours' sleep will do more for her than anything else. Go with
-that lady, girls," she continued, speaking to her own daughters; "and
-find her some clothes, for she is very wet."
-
-Morley led Juliet forth, and then, in the same grave tone in which he
-had hitherto spoken, besought her to change her dress, and take some
-refreshment and repose. "I must go myself," he added, "to make sure
-that there is assistance at hand, in case of any of the poor wretches
-in the other boat reaching the shore. Though they abandoned you and
-their companions, we must not abandon them. Farewell; then, for
-to-night. Lie down to rest. We shall meet again to-morrow--Juliet."
-
-Juliet gazed on him in silence and sadness, but made no reply, and
-Morley left her.
-
-About an hour was spent by the young Englishman in sending people with
-lights along the rocks, but without any result. The boat, with which
-some of the seamen had left the ship, had, as the master of the vessel
-said, gone down almost immediately, and the bodies of those that it
-contained were not found for several days.
-
-With a slow and thoughtful step while the moon began to struggle with
-the clouds, Morley Ernstein returned to his own dwelling, passed along
-the corridor, gave some orders to Adam Gray, and entered the saloon.
-To his surprise, on raising his eyes, he beheld Juliet standing as if
-watching for his return. Morley paused for a moment, gazed at her with
-a look full of emotions that could not be spoken; then closed the
-door, and, advancing, threw his arms around her, and pressed her to
-his heart. Juliet strove not to withdraw herself, but leaned her face
-upon his bosom, and wept.
-
-"Juliet," he said, in a low voice, as he felt her heart throbbing
-against his--"Juliet, we must never part! It is no longer happiness or
-misery with me, Juliet--it is life or death. You are mine, or no other
-sun ever rises for me again. Choose, Juliet--choose! The words of fate
-are upon your lips. If you love me, you are mine--if you love me not,
-I am nothing!"
-
-"I do--I do," cried Juliet, throwing her own arms around him, and
-speaking with a vehemence that he had never known her use; "I do love
-you, Morley--I always have loved you--I never loved any but you. Think
-not you have suffered alone, Morley,--oh, I have endured more than it
-is possible for human language to declare! Can you doubt that I love
-you? if you do, tell me how you will have me prove my love, and I am
-ready to do it, even though the breaking of my vow should break my
-heart, and destroy me here, as well as bring wrath upon my head
-hereafter. Speak, Morley--speak!--Love you? Oh, yes! better than any
-thing on earth--better, I fear, than heaven!"
-
-Morley clasped her closer to his heart, and pressed his lips again and
-again upon her brow and cheek; they burned, as if with fire. She had
-asked him what he would have her do, and now he told her, with all the
-eloquent words of passion. He saw her gaze wildly upon him: he thought
-that she hesitated. Then all the fell words with which Lieberg had
-urged him came back to his memory, and he was about to employ their
-power upon her also--from the tempted to become the tempter! But
-happily--oh most happily for both, Juliet replied before he had
-blasted her esteem.
-
-"Say no more, Morley," she said--"say no more--I am yours for ever;"
-and she put her hand in his. "Oh, Lord God!" she added, "if I sin in
-breaking the solemn vow I made to those who first gave me life,
-forgive me in thy mercy! But for him, on whose account I break it,
-that life which they gave would now be at an end. His is the existence
-that I henceforth possess, and surely it can be no crime to dedicate
-it all to him! I will try, Morley," she continued--"I will try to
-forget that vow that I have made to those who are dead, or to think
-that I am now exempt from its obligation; yet I fear it will often
-return to make your Juliet sad, and that my peace of mind will always
-be disturbed by the thought of a parent's curse."
-
-Morley cast down his eyes as one bewildered. He gazed thoughtfully on
-the ground for several moments. He trembled at the feeling of a great
-escape; and then he murmured--"Here has been some mistake--here has
-been some mistake!--Tell me, Juliet, what was this vow? It cannot be
-binding on you now, but yet I must hear it."
-
-"Hear it, Morley, and decide for me," said Juliet, with a melancholy
-look; "the vow is a double one. My mother, Morley, on her
-death-bed--after a life of grief and sorrow for having disobeyed her
-own parent--exacted from me a solemn pledge that I would never become
-the wife of any man to whom my father forbade me to give my hand.
-Morley, he did forbid me to unite myself to you. He demanded from me a
-vow that I would not, on my duty as his child, and his last words were
-the bitterest--the-most awful curse upon my head if I disobeyed."
-
-There was a step in the room, which caused Juliet to turn her head,
-while Morley, whose face was towards the door, made an impetuous sign
-to the person who had entered to retire; but old Adam Gray came in
-with a respectful, but a determined countenance, and Juliet, with a
-glowing cheek, withdrew herself from Morley's arm.
-
-"I beg your pardon, Sir Morley," cried the old man; "but what I have
-to say must be said--I can keep it down no longer; I care not whether
-it offends or not! I have loved you from a boy, sir, and will tell you
-the truth, even though it make you angry. The young lady that you are
-talking to--I do not mean to say anything against her--though she has
-made you unhappy enough, I'm sure."
-
-"Quit the room, Adam Gray!" exclaimed Morley sternly.
-
-"Not till I've told you, sir," replied the old servant "I've heard
-it's her father's will makes her do all this; but she is no more what
-she fancies herself than I am. Your father always said, sir, that she
-was not old Carr's daughter, and wished Lady Malcolm--that is, Lady
-Clavering, as I ought to call her now--to try it with him. That was
-the cause of the quarrel; for your father said he was a swindler; and,
-you know, all Mrs. Carr's property went to Lady Malcolm, if she had
-not a child; and so, when their baby died, he got this young lady up
-from Sergeant More's wife, who had it to nurse; but the cheat was as
-plain as possible, for this baby was six weeks old, and the other but
-a day or two; but as poor Mrs. Carr was so ill that she knew nothing
-about it, and the baby was brought up by hand, nobody could prove it
-then, except the nurse and Mrs. More. I can prove it now, however, and
-that I will, too, let come of it what may."
-
-The old man paused to take breath, for he had spoken with all the
-eager rapidity of one who, having broken through habitual respect, is
-fearful lest the impulse which gave him courage to do so should fail
-him. The effect produced upon Morley and Juliet, however, was very
-different from what he expected. At first both seemed bewildered; but
-then a look of joy and satisfaction inexpressible came upon his
-master's countenance, and casting his arms round her he loved, Morley
-exclaimed--"Mine--mine, Juliet!--you are mine, without a fear and
-without a regret, without one cloud to shadow the sunshine of our
-love!"
-
-"Oh, is it--can it be true?" cried Juliet. "Tell me--tell me," she
-continued, disengaging herself from Morley's embrace, and laying her
-hand upon the old man's arm--"can you prove it?--can you shew, beyond
-a doubt, that I am not his child? I would give anything--I would give
-everything--but, alas!" she added, suddenly recollecting herself, "if
-it be as you say, Adam Grey, I shall have nothing to give--I shall be
-a beggar, Morley.--Will you value your Juliet less?"
-
-"A thousand-fold more, dearest!" replied her lover. "There was an
-internal conviction of the truth in my heart, from the very first. I
-was sure that old man could not be your father--that the same blood
-never ran in his veins and in yours."
-
-"And whose then is the blood that runs in mine?" said Juliet,
-thoughtfully. "It is strange, Morley--very strange!--and yet I own
-that I am most thankful to God it is as it is; for amongst many
-painful things that I have endured through life, one of the most
-painful has been, a conviction that I was not really an affectionate
-and tender daughter--that I could not love my father as natural
-impulse would prompt one to do. Often have I struggled with myself,
-often have I wept over my own sensations, and have thought that,
-though he was unkind, and cold, and bitter towards me, if I had really
-the feelings which a child ought to have, I should forget every sort
-of harsh and chilling act in filial love. But, oh! I do regret my
-mother--I do regret my poor mother!--she was always gentle and
-affectionate, and fond of me."
-
-"Because she _thought_ you were her child; and he _knew_ you were not
-his," replied Adam Gray--"that was the cause of the difference, Miss
-Juliet; and though I can't understand how you and Sir Morley have
-settled matters, so as to seem very happy at what I feared might make
-you otherwise, I hope you will forgive me; and as to proving it, I
-have got Mrs. More's declaration myself, signed with her own hand, and
-her daughter has got all the papers which the old woman left at her
-death. I promised not to say a word till she was dead, and should not,
-indeed, have told it now, but that I thought you were ill using my
-poor master, Miss Juliet."
-
-"I hope I have not done so," said Juliet, with a sad smile at the old
-man's bluntness. "One may sometimes be obliged to make those they love
-unhappy, without ill using them. Adam Gray, I think you should have
-known me better. But, however, perhaps now I may have the power of
-rendering him happy instead. Morley, you seem sad."
-
-"No," answered Morley, "I am not, my beloved; but even in intense
-joy itself, such as I now experience, there may be a melancholy,
-Juliet--at all events a pensiveness--as there must be, indeed, as long
-as man feels in his own heart that he is utterly unworthy of the
-goodness and mercy of God. Together with the sensation of relief and
-blessing which was given me by the tidings of this night, and the
-knowledge that you are mine without one shade of regret hanging over
-our union, came the recollection of how little I had merited such joy,
-how I had repined and struggled, how many evil acts I had actually
-been guilty of under the influence of despair, how many more I might
-have been tempted to commit, how many I was upon the very eve of
-plunging into. I must not tell you, Juliet--I cannot tell you all that
-my words to you this very night implied, before I found what were
-really the ties that bound you."
-
-"Say not a word, dear Morley--say not a word," replied Juliet, sadly
-but tenderly; "it has been bitter enough to know that I have been
-making you wretched as well as myself. What would it be to think that
-I had plunged you into any evil?"
-
-"It is past, Juliet--it is past!" said Morley; "and though the last
-year will ever remain upon my memory as one dark and gloomy spot, yet,
-dear girl, it may be no disadvantage to me to be a humbler man for the
-rest of my life, from sad experience of my own weakness.--But hark!"
-he exclaimed, hearing a sound unusual in that remote place, "there is
-the galloping of a horse's feet. I hope no bad news from Sorrento. Run
-down and see, good Adam, and bring me word quickly."
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER LVIII.
-
-Morley Ernstein had not been alone in watching with eager terror the
-progress of the storm, and the wreck of the Sicilian polacca, on the
-night, with the events of which, we have lately been busy. Helen
-Barham, also, had seen the first effects of the squall, with terror
-the more intense, because she knew, not only that Juliet must be at
-that very time upon the waters, but also because she was aware that
-she must be within a few leagues of the shore of Sorrento, upon which
-the wind was blowing with such dreadful vehemence. Juliet had written
-her a note from Capri, where they had paused for an hour or two to see
-the island, and had even so accurately described the vessel, that
-Helen had seen and recognised it before the storm began. Each howl of
-the gale, when it first commenced, made her heart sink with
-apprehension; and though there be some people in the world,
-unfortunately, who may dream that thoughts would come across Helen's
-mind to check if not to mitigate her anxiety for her friend, yet be it
-said, most truly, that Helen only remembered Juliet at that moment as
-one who had ever been tender and kind, who had been a sister to her
-when the ties of kindred failed, who had loved her with disinterested
-love, and soothed her in the time of sorrow and mourning.
-
-As soon it was possible, notwithstanding the fury of the wind, she
-went out to the highest point of the coast, though it required all the
-strength of Harry Martin, and another strong man, to steady her steps.
-But Helen could not resolve to remain within, while one whom she so
-dearly loved was perishing amidst the waves; and on the top of the
-promontory she found a number of Italians, gazing out likewise, with
-their eyes all fixed upon that vessel--now mastless and abandoned to
-the fury of the waters--which was growing dimmer and more dim to their
-sight, as the beams of day were fading away from the sky. Then came
-the signals of distress, and all those terrible moments, ere the
-polacca was totally hidden by the night. But Helen, though powerless,
-remained not inactive; she endeavoured, though in vain, to induce the
-fishermen to put off a boat; she enquired fruitlessly for any persons
-more venturous than the rest; she offered sums that seemed of
-incredible magnitude to the poor Sorrentines, for any one who would go
-forth to give aid to the vessel in distress. None would undertake it;
-and as the night went on, one by one the people who had been assembled
-dropped away, and left her standing there, still gazing out into the
-darkness, but unable to tear herself from the spot.
-
-At length, the same idea struck Harry Martin, which had occurred to
-old Adam Gray. "In half an hour from this time, madam," he said, "that
-ship will be upon these rocks. Will it not be better to get a number
-of men, with torches, all ready to help and save as many of the crew
-as possible?"
-
-"Oh, yes, yes!" cried Helen; "fly, by all means, fly, and collect as
-many as possible. Pay them well, and promise a large reward for every
-life that is saved. Go quick, my good friend, go quick! I will return
-to the villa with the courier. I fear I can do no good here. Never
-mind me, Martin, but gather the people together, as fast as possible."
-
-According to her orders, Harry Martin left her; and after remaining
-for about ten minutes more, Helen was turning to go back to her own
-dwelling, when one of the servants of the villa came up seeking for
-her in the darkness to tell her that some people had been sent over to
-Sorrento by Sir Morley Ernstein, who entertained some apprehensions
-regarding her safety. Scarcely had the man spoken, when the dim forms
-of two or three other persons were seen sauntering up the rocky road,
-and Helen, somewhat alarmed at what she heard, and not liking their
-appearance, hastened her steps. She passed another and another,
-without being able in the obscurity to discern their faces; and the
-sound of footfalls following, made her heart beat strangely. At length
-four men presented themselves, linked arm in arm, and at the same
-moment a loud whistle was heard from those behind. At that signal an
-immediate rush was made upon Helen, and those who were with her. The
-two men were knocked down in an instant; and Helen, caught up by arms
-which it was in vain to resist, was borne away, shrieking, and calling
-for help in vain.
-
-"This way, Eccellenza, this way!" cried a voice, in Italian, while the
-speaker apparently ran on before; "round by this wall, and the back of
-the houses, or we shall be stopped. Once on the road to Vico, and we
-are safe. The house you bade us get, is that way--the other men will
-take care we are not pursued. Here, round to the right, sir."
-
-Helen ceased not, however, to cry for help, as long as strength
-remained, but it was in vain, and for two miles the man who carried
-her bore her on with a rapidity that made his own breath come thick
-and hard. At length as they were entering what seemed a wilder, and
-less cultivated part of the country, where the walls of the vineyards
-and gardens had ceased, and nothing was before them but the hills
-covered with their odoriferous plants, he paused, saying--"I must stop
-for a minute. Bid the men make a circle round us."
-
-"Oh!" cried Helen; "for pity's sake let me go. What have I done to
-injure you? If you will let me go, you shall have any ransom that you
-name."
-
-"Ransom!" he replied, speaking in English and in a voice too well
-known; "half a world should not ransom you, till you become a thing
-that you yourself loathe and hate. You scorned my love in England, you
-scorned it still more bitterly at Rome, but now I have you amongst
-these wild hills, and the God that delivers you, will be a God indeed!
-Come on, my men, come on;" he continued, "see, the moon is breaking
-through the clouds, and the wind is going down, we are still too near
-the houses.--Come on, quick, I say; I think I hear a horse's feet."
-
-Helen heard the same sound, and shrieked aloud for aid, but help did
-not come; they hurried her on: the echo of the horse's feet died away,
-and Lieberg said, in a bitter tone--"He hears not the sweet music; or,
-like the deaf adder, he stoppeth his ear to the song of the charmer.
-Your mode of journeying is unpleasant, perhaps; it will soon be over,
-lady, so content yourself for a time."
-
-When he had gone about a quarter of a mile farther, however, a distant
-noise met the ears of the whole party, not like the noise of one
-horse's feet, but as if there were many, coming up at the full gallop
-by the same path which they were pursuing. Helen found her
-persecutor's arms clasped more tightly round her, while his pace grew
-still more rapid; and, confirmed by these signs in the faint hope she
-entertained of assistance being near, she again called aloud for help.
-
-"Tie this over her mouth," cried one of the men, giving Lieberg a
-handkerchief; "they cannot trace us here, unless her screams bring
-them up."
-
-"That accursed moon will betray us," exclaimed Lieberg. "Cannot we get
-down into the hollow way?"
-
-"They will hem us in there," cried the man. "By the body of Bacchus,
-they have got round, and are before us! Bend down, Eccellenza, bend
-down!--Curse that screaming! I will drive my knife into her!"
-
-"Here, take her," cried Lieberg. "We shall have to fight them.--Call
-up some of the men from behind.--Tie her, and keep her here; they
-cannot be so many as we are. We will soon disperse them.--Here come
-three, right down upon us--call up some of the men from behind, I
-say!"
-
-The man to whom he spoke uttered the same loud whistle that Helen had
-heard before, but at that moment were heard two or three shots from
-the ground which they had just passed over, and then a whole volley,
-while the three horsemen, who had galloped on and intercepted
-Lieberg's farther progress, caught sight of him, by the clear
-moonlight and were coming down at full speed.
-
-"Huzza! we have them--we have them!" cried the voice of Harry
-Martin.--"In God's name, leave him to me, Sir Morley.--You look to the
-lady."
-
-But as he spoke, two of Lieberg's hired ruffians rushed up, in that
-picturesque, and never-to-be-mistaken costume which the Italian
-bandits have affected, with the ribands on their hats floating wildly
-in the gale, and their long guns carried easily in their hands.
-
-"We cannot help you," they cried--"we cannot help you, they are too
-many for us. Bertolo is down, and so is Marino."
-
-"But strike one stroke," exclaimed Lieberg, furiously; "here are but
-three before us."
-
-"But there are twenty behind," answered one of the men. "However, here
-goes;" and raising his gun to his shoulder, he fired.
-
-His companion followed his example the very moment after, and
-instantly one of their opponents went down, horse and man together.
-Another horse reared and plunged, but darted forward again with a
-staggering pace, and the horseman finding that the beast was wounded,
-sprang to the ground, and cast away the rein. The other man, who had
-fallen also, started up, and two of Lieberg's companions each taking a
-separate way, turned and fled. The man who still remained mounted, was
-turning his rein to pursue them, but the voice of Morley Ernstein
-stopped him, exclaiming--"This way--this way! There stands the villain
-himself. I know him but too well."
-
-"This for you, Sir Morley Ernstein," shouted Lieberg, levelling a
-pistol, and firing at the same moment.
-
-Morley staggered back, but the ball, discharged from too great a
-distance, only hurt him slightly, and the next moment he darted
-forward again.
-
-"Shall I kill her?" cried the Italian, who stood beside Lieberg.
-
-His master paused for a single instant, then caught Helen up again in
-his arms, asking "The cliff is near, is it not?" and without waiting a
-reply, he ran with the swiftness of lightning up the side of the
-hill. The moon was now shining clear, as I have said, and the whole
-party beheld and followed him. The man on horseback contrived to turn
-him once, as a greyhound does a hare, but neither Morley nor Harry
-Martin, though by their companion's man[oe]uvre they gained upon him
-considerably, dared to fire for fear of hitting Helen.
-
-At length Lieberg paused, but it was only on the very verge of the
-rock overlooking the sea; and there he stood, laughing aloud with the
-peculiar mocking laugh, which always marked that he thought he had won
-the day. His tall, magnificent form was seen clear and distinct by the
-moonlight, and Morley and those who were with him, not three paces
-distant, could even distinguish his features and the look of dark and
-savage triumph by which they were animated.
-
-"Keep back, Sir Morley Ernstein," he cried, "and hear a word or two!
-When first we met, I felt that the fate of one of us depended on the
-other. You have me at bay, but I have my advantage too. If you drive
-me over this precipice, you not only destroy a woman who loves you,
-but you kill your own brother--Ay! your father's son, Sir Morley, by a
-lady of higher rank than your own low-born dame. Have you any scruples
-of paternal tenderness?--I have none!" and at the same moment he
-clasped Helen tightly round the waist with his left arm, and stretched
-out his right with a second pistol in the act to fire.
-
-Ere he could draw the trigger, however, with a bound, which cleared
-the intervening space in an instant, Harry Martin was upon him. One
-powerful arm was cast round Helen tearing her from her persecutor; the
-other pressed a pistol right into Lieberg's ear. The cock fell--there
-was a flash and a report; and, reeling back, with Helen in his arms,
-from the edge of the precipice over which he had nearly fallen in his
-effort to rescue her, the hardy Englishman exclaimed--"I have saved
-you--by God, I have saved you!"
-
-And where was Lieberg? He had disappeared; and though Sir Morley
-Ernstein caused long and diligent search to be made for his body under
-the cliffs upon the following morning, it was nowhere to be found. The
-sea did not approach near enough to have washed it away; none of the
-peasants or fishermen had seen or heard of it; and the only thing that
-could give any indication of his fate, was a drop or two of blood on
-the spot where he had stood.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER LIX.
-
-
-There are few sensations that affect the heart of man which are more
-impressive, I might almost say sublime, than those which he feels when
-he wakes from the first sleep that is afforded to him after strange
-and stirring events, when some vast change has been effected, when
-some great result has been achieved. During that dark and terrible
-night--that night so full of joy and pain, which we have spoken of in
-the last chapter, Morley Ernstein obtained but little refreshing
-repose. Much confusion and agitation took place in his own dwelling
-after he returned thither with Helen Barham; and the emotions of joy,
-we all know, are not less exciting than even those of grief.
-
-The meeting between Juliet and Helen was in itself affecting to both,
-and equally so to him who witnessed it; but Helen Barham was the same
-as she had always been--generous and enthusiastic in her affections,
-and thinking far less of herself than others. When Morley, indeed, led
-her into the room where Juliet waited his return with anxious
-expectation, her heart fluttered, and her lips murmured a few words
-which might perhaps be prayer; but she cast her arms round her friend,
-and told her all the terror and the anguish she had felt while
-uncertain of her fate upon the sea.
-
-"But now," she added, after the events which had just taken place upon
-the hill had been related to their fair auditor--"from all I see, and
-from a few words which he has spoken, dear Juliet, I believe I may
-thank God, not only for saving you from destruction, but for restoring
-you fully to him towards whom I am such a debtor. To see you two happy
-will be the greatest of happiness to me, for, indeed, I may well say
-that I love you both, better than any beings on this earth; and I am
-very sure, as no one can ever confer such benefits upon me as you have
-done, so will no one ever arise even to share in that affection which
-is your due from me."
-
-In conversation such as this, and in enquiries, explanations, and
-arrangements, two or three hours passed after Morley's return, and it
-wanted but a short time of the dawn when he laid his head down to
-rest. Thought occupied that space, and the sky was growing grey with
-the approach of daylight, when sleep fell upon the young Englishman's
-eyes. He slept for about two hours, then rose, and went out to gaze
-over the sea. All was calm and tranquil. The storm which had swept the
-waters on the preceding evening had passed away; sunshine, and
-brightness, and tranquillity, had returned; and Morley could not help
-finding a symbol in the atmospheric changes of that night, of the
-workings of his own fate, which had just taken place. He felt that a
-tempest had swept over him, had passed, and had left a calm to come
-back again and soothe his heart. He raised his voice to God, and
-thanked him for the infinity of his mercies.
-
-Morley Ernstein had yet more to be grateful for than perhaps he
-already knew; but he was quite satisfied with his fate, and sought to
-enquire no farther. He comprehended easily how, with rash haste, he
-had concluded that Juliet had become Lady Clavering, and would have
-asked no farther questions on a subject, the very memory of which was
-painful to him, had not the good Countess herself, with her usual
-kindly simplicity, thought it right to explain to her young friend--as
-soon as she could get down, on the day following the shipwreck--all
-the reasons and motives of her marriage with Lord Clavering.
-
-"I dare say you, my dear Morley," she said, "and a great number of
-other people, thought it a very silly thing for an old woman like
-myself to do, and perhaps for my good lord also; but we have known
-each other for some thirty years, and have seen each other at periods
-of great grief for the loss of those we loved better than we shall
-ever love again. We both found ourselves somewhat solitary in life;
-and therefore, when I saw that Juliet here had made up her mind to
-give her hand to you, I listened to the proposal of Lord Clavering,
-though I had some time before hesitated to agree to it. You may be
-very sure, my dear Morley, that neither wealth nor station was my
-object; for though my income was a very limited one, I always made it
-answer my purposes, and, at all events, it was as great as my
-ambition."
-
-"Had you waited a little," said Morley, looking at Juliet with a
-smile, "your fortune would have been much increased."
-
-Lady Clavering was surprised, but the tale was soon told, and Adam
-Gray himself sent for to explain the whole. He now repeated what he
-had said the night before; but as a proof of his assertions, had
-produced a paper which the widow of Sergeant More had signed, as the
-reader may recollect, when she was journeying over with him and her
-daughter to Doncaster. By this she acknowledged that, shortly after
-her arrival in England, whither she had come after leaving her husband
-with the army, she had taken up her abode in a small Yorkshire
-village, between Morley Court and Yelverly, with three children of her
-own, and one infant, the daughter of an officer in the Austrian
-service, which she had brought from the Continent, leaving its father
-dying, and its mother dead. She received some kindness from the father
-of Sir Morley Ernstein on her first arrival, and he had seen the
-infant she brought. But before she had been a week in the cottage she
-inhabited, Mr. Carr himself came down one night in haste, and
-concluded with her a bargain, by which, for the sum of two hundred
-pounds, and the promise of future protection and support, she gave up
-to him the infant which she had brought to England, and taking the
-dead child in its place, pretended that her little charge had fallen
-sick and expired. The motive assigned by Mr. Carr for his part of this
-proceeding was, that his wife would go distracted if she found her
-child had died. But Mrs. More soon began to hear rumours of a
-different sort; Sir Morley Ernstein's father came down to her, and
-with kindly, though serious admonitions, besought her to tell the
-truth in regard to the death of the child, as a considerable property
-was at stake. Mr. Carr himself ultimately acknowledged the fact to
-her; but by payment of a second sum, and obtaining her husband's
-promotion, induced her to go with Sergeant More to India, where she
-remained for eighteen or nineteen years.
-
-Such were the contents of the paper which Adam Gray now read, but Jane
-Martin, he said, possessed all the more important documents, and she
-was soon brought from Sorrento, to throw what light she could upon the
-case. She produced four curious documents, perfectly sufficient to
-confirm all that the old man had asserted. The first, was another
-clear statement by Mrs. More herself precisely similar in all material
-points to the other: it was drawn up by her own hand, signed and
-witnessed. The next, was an acknowledgment of the facts which she had
-extracted from Mr. Carr before she would consent to leave England. The
-third, was a certificate in German of the birth of Juliet Willoughby;
-and the fourth, a letter from her father, Captain Willoughby, to the
-rector of some parish in Yorkshire, recommending the child to his
-care, and begging him to interest the writer's elder brother in the
-poor orphan. On this letter was written, in Mrs. More's hand--"The
-rector had died of the fever before I got to England."
-
-"Shew me those two last papers," cried Lady Clavering, as Morley read
-them aloud; "let me see them, Morley--let me see them! Juliet, my dear
-child," she continued, casting her arms around her, after she had read
-and re-read the papers, "if you have lost one father, you have found
-another--that Captain Willoughby is my husband!"
-
-It were needless to trouble the reader with farther explanations, or
-to ask his permission, like the vanquished party after a battle, to
-bury our dead. If he will turn to the first part of this volume, he
-will see the reference made by Lord Clavering himself--which,
-probably, he skipped at the time, as being irrelevant to the history
-before him--to some of the circumstances of his early life, and I can
-afford him no farther information, not possessing any myself. Suffice
-it, that nobleman, on his arrival at Naples, about a fortnight
-afterwards, held Juliet to his heart, and wept over her as a long-lost
-child; and that without any tedious delay, he united his daughter to
-the man whom she had always loved.
-
-For Morley, he was happier than even imagination, warmed by love and
-expectation, had been able to paint; and with Juliet by his side, let
-it be said, the good "_Tenant of the heart_" the high, the holy, and
-the pure--the spirit of the soul, maintained a perpetual sway over her
-more earthly comrade.
-
-Some five or six years after the period of this tale, the two
-cottages, which we have described as seated in the little glen near
-Warmstone Castle, appeared thrown into one, decorated with shrubs and
-flowers, and, generally, with three or four rosy children running
-about the doors. From the little garden-gate every morning, half an
-hour after sun-rise, might be seen to ride forth a very powerful man,
-growing, perhaps, a little heavy withal, but mounted on a stout
-Yorkshire horse, well fitted to carry him. The labourers and tenants
-touched their hat to the steward; and, though with a wary and a
-watchful eye he perambulated the property, seeing that no injustice
-was done to his beloved mistress, yet all the people on the land
-declared that Mr. Martin was a kind, good man; that he was tender to
-the poor, charitable to all, liberal to the active and industrious,
-and, above all things, clement, and no way harsh to an unconfirmed
-wrong-doer; for he himself well knew, that, whatever magistrates or
-lawgivers may say, _Mercy has power to reclaim_.
-
-And of her, the mistress of the mansion, what have we to tell? That
-Helen remained Helen Barham still, in mind, in character, as well as
-in name. If there was regret resting as a shade upon her mind, if
-there was disappointment amongst the memories of the heart, the pure,
-high spirit, veiled them from all eyes; and though I must not say she
-_struggled with_ them--for there was nothing like contention in her
-breast, after Juliet and Morley were once united--yet she _repressed_
-all selfish feelings, and saw the happiness that their union produced,
-with a bright, though grave, tranquillity. She laid out for herself,
-from that moment, her course of life. In the fair and calm abode which
-seemed to have been prepared expressly for her, she passed her future
-years in diffusing happiness and sunshine round her. The cottage knew
-her step well; and a class above that found her a kind and indulgent
-lady, healing all wounds, reconciling all differences, and silencing
-clamour and complaint. It was very seldom throughout the whole
-neighbourhood, that sweet smile, and that soft voice, would not
-prevail, even where every harsher means had been tried in vain. She
-was a good neighbour, too, and a good friend; and her beauty, her
-extraordinary beauty, remained undiminished for many years. It was as
-if the pure and noble spirit had a balmy and preserving influence even
-upon her corporeal frame. There is one thing strange, however, in
-regard to her fate; though many admired the lovely woman, and many
-coveted the hand of the wealthy heiress, no one ever ventured to ask
-that boon of Helen Barham.
-
-Several years afterwards she besought Juliet to allow her to adopt one
-of her children, and make him heir of the property which had once been
-his father's. The boy spent several months with her in each succeeding
-year; and once--but only once--as he looked up with a bright and
-beaming smile in Helen's face, while she parted the beautiful hair
-upon his brow, her eyes filled with tears, and she clasped him to her
-bosom, with emotions that could not be restrained.
-
-And Lieberg! Was nothing, then, ever heard of him? Can one form no
-conjecture, backed by sufficient probabilities, of his real fate?
-
-Reader, his body was never found; but his spirit, alas! still lives,
-and pervades too many a scene, blasting with its presence what
-otherwise might be bright. Happy is the man who has not a Lieberg
-always, very, very near him!
-
-Where?
-
-In his own heart!
-
-
-
-
-FOOTNOTES:
-
-[Footnote 1: This is now altered.]
-
-[Footnote 2: Let no reader suppose that either the suddenness or the
-violence of this storm is exaggerated. Such is by no means the case.]
-
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-THE END.
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