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+The Project Gutenberg eBook of Last Poems, by Laurence Hope
+
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+
+Title: Last Poems
+
+Author: Laurence Hope
+
+Release Date: May 5, 2002 [eBook #5125]
+Last Updated: August 19, 2023
+
+Language: English
+
+Character set encoding: UTF-8
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+Produced by: Gordon Keener
+
+*** START OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK LAST POEMS ***
+
+
+
+
+Last Poems
+Translations from the Book of Indian Love
+
+Laurence Hope [Adela Florence Cory “Violet” Nicolson]
+
+
+Dedication to Malcolm Nicolson
+
+
+I, who of lighter love wrote many a verse,
+ Made public never words inspired by thee,
+Lest strangers’ lips should carelessly rehearse
+ Things that were sacred and too dear to me.
+
+Thy soul was noble; through these fifteen years
+ Mine eyes familiar, found no fleck nor flaw,
+Stern to thyself, thy comrades’ faults and fears
+ Proved generously thine only law.
+
+Small joy was I to thee; before we met
+ Sorrow had left thee all too sad to save.
+Useless my love--as vain as this regret
+ That pours my hopeless life across thy grave.
+
+ L. H.
+
+
+The Masters
+
+
+Oh, Masters, you who rule the world,
+ Will you not wait with me awhile,
+When swords are sheathed and sails are furled,
+ And all the fields with harvest smile?
+I would not waste your time for long,
+ I ask you but, when you are tired,
+To read how by the weak, the strong
+ Are weighed and worshipped and desired.
+
+When weary of the Mart, the Loom,
+ The Withering-house, the Riffle-blocks,
+The Barrack-square, the Engine-room,
+ The pick-axe, ringing on the rocks,--
+When tents are pitched and work is done,
+ While restful twilight broods above,
+By fresh-lit lamp, or dying sun,
+ See in my songs how women love.
+
+We shared your lonely watch by night,
+ We knew you faithful at the helm,
+Our thoughts went with you through the fight,
+ That saved a soul,--or wrecked a realm
+Ah, how our hearts leapt forth to you,
+ In pride and joy, when you prevailed,
+And when you died, serene and true:
+ --We wept in silence when you failed!
+
+ Oh, brain that did not gain the gold!
+ Oh, arm, that could not wield the sword,
+ Here is the love, that is not sold,
+ Here are the hearts to hail you Lord!
+
+You played and lost the game? What then?
+ The rules are harsh and hard we know,
+You, still, Oh, brothers, are the men
+ Whom we in secret reverence so.
+Your work was waste? Maybe your share
+ Lay in the hour you laughed and kissed;
+Who knows but what your son shall wear
+ The laurels that his father missed?
+
+Ay, you who win, and you who lose,
+ Whether you triumph,--or despair,--
+When your returning footsteps choose
+ The homeward track, our love is there.
+For, since the world is ordered thus,
+ To you the fame, the stress, the sword,
+We can but wait, until to us
+ You give yourselves, for our reward.
+
+To Whaler’s deck and Coral beach,
+ To lonely Ranch and Frontier-Fort,
+Beyond the narrow bounds of speech
+ I lay the cable of my thought.
+I fain would send my thanks to you,
+ (Though who am I, to give you praise?)
+Since what you are, and work you do,
+ Are lessons for our easier ways.
+
+ ’Neath alien stars your camp-fires glow,
+ I know you not,--your tents are far.
+ My hope is but in song to show,
+ How honoured and dear you are.
+
+
+I Shall Forget
+
+
+Although my life, which thou hast scarred and shaken,
+ Retains awhile some influence of thee,
+As shells, by faithless waves long since forsaken,
+ Still murmur with the music of the Sea,
+
+I shall forget. Not thine the haunting beauty,
+ Which, once beheld, for ever holds the heart,
+Or, if resigned from stress of Fate or Duty,
+ Takes part of life away:--the dearer part.
+
+I gave thee love; thou gavest but Desire.
+ Ah, the delusion of that summer night!
+Thy soul vibrated at the rate of Fire;
+ Mine, with the rhythm of the waves of Light.
+
+It is my love for thee that I regret,
+Not thee, thyself, and hence,--I shall forget!
+
+
+The Lament of Yasmini, the Dancing-Girl
+
+
+Ah, what hast thou done with that Lover of mine?
+ The Lover who only cared for thee?
+Mine for a handful of nights, and thine
+ For the Nights that Are and the Days to Be,
+The scent of the Champa lost its sweet--
+ So sweet is was in the Times that Were!--
+Since His alone, of the numerous feet
+ That climb my steps, have returned not there.
+ Ahi, Yasmini, return not there!
+
+Art thou yet athrill at the touch of His hand,
+ Art thou still athirst for His waving hair?
+Nay, passion thou never couldst understand,
+ Life’s heights and depths thou wouldst never dare.
+The Great Things left thee untouched, unmoved,
+ The Lesser Things had thy constant care.
+Ah, what hast thou done with the Lover I loved,
+ Who found me wanting, and thee so fair?
+ Ahi, Yasmini, He found her fair!
+
+Nay, nay, the greatest of all was thine;
+ The love of the One whom I craved for so,
+But much I doubt if thou couldst divine
+ The Grace and Glory of Love, or know
+The worth of the One whom thine arms embraced.
+ I may misjudge thee, but who can tell?
+So hard it is, for the one displaced,
+ To weigh the worth of a rival’s spell.
+ Ahi, Yasmini, thy rival’s spell!
+
+And Thou, whom I loved: have the seasons brought
+ That fair content, which allured Thee so?
+Is it all that Thy delicate fancy wrought?
+ Yasmini wonders; she may not know.
+Yet never the Stars desert the sky,
+ To fade away in the desolate Dawn,
+But Yasmini watches their glory die,
+ And mourns for her own Bright Star withdrawn.
+ Ahi, Yasmini, the lonely dawn!
+
+Ah, never the lingering gold dies down
+ In a sunset flare of resplendent light,
+And never the palm-tree’s feathery crown
+ Uprears itself to the shadowy night,
+But Yasmini thinks of those evenings past,
+ When she prayed the glow of the glimmering West
+To vanish quickly, that night, at last,
+ Might bring Thee back to her waiting breast.
+ Ahi, Yasmini, how sweet that rest!
+
+Yet I would not say that I always weep;
+ The force, that made such a desperate thing
+Of my love for Thee, has not fallen asleep,
+ The blood still leaps, and the senses sing,
+While other passion has oft availed.
+ (Other Love--Ah, my One, forgive!--)
+To aid, when Churus and Opium failed;--
+ I could not suffer so much and live.
+ Ahi, Yasmini, who had to live!
+
+Nay, why should I say “Forgive” to Thee?
+ To whom my lovers and I are naught,
+Who granted some passionate nights to me,
+ Then rose and left me with never a thought!
+And yet, Ah, yet, for those Nights that Were,
+ Thy passive limbs and thy loose loved hair,
+I would pay, as I _have_ paid, all these days,
+ With the love that kills and the thought that slays.
+ Ahi, Yasmini, thy youth it slays!
+
+The youthful widow, with shaven hair,
+ Whose senses ache for the love of a man,
+The young Priest, knowing that women are fair,
+ Who stems his longing as best he can,
+These suffer not as I suffer for Thee;
+ For the Soul desires what the senses crave,
+There will never be pleasure or peace for me,
+ Since He who wounded, alone could save.
+ Ahi, Yasmini, He will not save!
+
+The torchlight flares, and the lovers lean
+ Towards Yasmini, with yearning eyes,
+Who dances, wondering what they mean,
+ And gives cold kisses, and scant replies.
+They talk of Love, she withholds the name,--
+ (Love came to her as a Flame of Fire!)
+From things that are only a weary shame;
+ Trivial Vanity;--light Desire.
+ Ahi, Yasmini, the light Desire!
+
+Yasmini bends to the praise of men,
+ And looks in the mirror, upon her hand,[1]
+To curse the beauty that failed her then--
+ Ah, none of her lovers can understand!
+How her whole life hung on that beauty’s power,
+ The spell that waned at the final test,
+The charm that paled in the vital hour,--
+ Which won so many,--yet lost the best!
+ Ahi, Yasmini, who lost the best!
+
+She leaves the dancing to reach the roof,
+ With the lover who claims the passing hour,
+Her lips are his, but her eyes aloof
+ While the starlight falls in a silver shower.
+Let him take what pleasure, what love, he may,
+ He, too, will suffer e’er life be spent,--
+But Yasmini’s soul has wandered away
+ To join the Lover, who came,--and went!
+ Ahi, Yasmini, He came,--and went!
+
+[1] Indian women wear a small mirror in a ring on their thumbs.
+
+
+Among the Rice Fields
+
+
+She was fair as a Passion-flower,
+ (But little of love he knew.)
+Her lucent eyes were like amber wine,
+ And her eyelids stained with blue.
+
+He called them the Gates of Fair Desire,
+ And the Lakes where Beauty lay,
+But I looked into them once, and saw
+ The eyes of Beasts of Prey.
+
+He praised her teeth, that were small and white
+ As lilies upon his lawn,
+While I remembered a tiger’s fangs
+ That met in a speckled fawn.
+
+She had her way; a lover the more,
+ And I had a friend the less.
+For long there was nothing to do but wait
+ And suffer his happiness.
+
+But now I shall choose the sharpest Kriss
+ And nestle it in her breast,
+For dead, he is drifting down to sea,
+ And his own hand wrought his rest
+
+
+The Bride
+
+
+Beat on the Tom-toms, and scatter the flowers,
+ Jasmin, Hibiscus, vermillion and white,
+This is the day, and the Hour of Hours,
+ Bring forth the Bride for her Lover’s delight.
+Maidens no more, as a maiden shall claim her,
+ Near, in his Mystery, draweth Desire.
+Who, if she waver a moment, shall blame her?
+ She is a flower, and love is a fire.
+ Choti Tinchaurya syani hogayi!
+
+Give her the anklets, the rings and the necklace,
+ Darken her eyelids with delicate Art,
+Heighten the beauty, so youthful and fleckless,
+ By the Gods favoured, oh, Bridegroom thou art!
+Twine in thy fingers her fingers so slender,
+ Circle together the Mystical Fire,
+Bridegroom,--a whisper--be gentle and tender,
+ Choti Tinchaurya knows not desire.
+ Abhi Tinchaurya syani hogayi!
+
+Bring forth the silks and the veil that shall cover
+ Beauty, till yesterday, careless and wild,
+Red are her lips for the kiss of a lover,
+ Ripe are her breasts for the lips of a child.
+Centre and Shrine of Mysterious Power,
+ Chalice of Pleasure and Rose of Delight,
+Shyly aware of the swift-coming hour,
+ Waiting the shade and the silence of night,
+ Choti Tinchaurya syani hogayi!
+
+Still must the Bridegroom his longing dissemble,
+ Longing to loosen the silk-woven cord,
+Ah, how his fingers will flutter and tremble,
+ Fingers well skilled with the bridle and sword.
+Thine is his valor oh, Bride, and his beauty,
+ Thine to possess and re-issue again,
+Such is thy tender and passionate duty,
+ Licit thy pleasure and honoured thy pain.
+ Choti Tinchaurya syani hogayi!
+
+Choti Tinchaurya, lovely and tender,
+ Still all unbroken to sorrow and strife.
+Come to the Bridegroom who, silk-clad and slender,
+ Brings thee the Honour and Burden of Life.
+Bidding farewell to thy light-hearted playtime,
+ Worship thy Lover with fear and delight,
+Art thou not ever, though slave of his daytime,
+ Choti Tinchaurya, queen of his night?
+ Choti Tinchaurya syani hogayi!
+
+
+Unanswered
+
+
+Something compels me, somewhere. Yet I see
+No clear command in Life’s long mystery.
+
+Oft have I flung myself beside my horse,
+ To drink the water from the roadside mire,
+And felt the liquid through my being course,
+ Stilling the anguish of my thirst’s desire.
+
+A simple want; so easily allayed;
+After the burning march; water and shade.
+
+Also I lay against the loved one’s heart
+ Finding fulfilment in that resting-place,
+Feeling my longing, quenched, was but a part
+ Of nature’s ceaseless striving for the race.
+
+But now, I know not what they would with me;
+Matter or Force or God, if Gods there be.
+
+I wait; I question; Nature heeds me not.
+ She does but urge in answer to my prayer,
+“Arise and do!” Alas, she adds not what;
+ “Arise and go!” Alas, she says not where!
+
+
+The Net of Memory
+
+
+I cast the Net of Memory,
+Man’s torment and delight,
+Over the level Sands of Youth
+That lay serenely bright,
+Their tranquil gold at times submerged
+In the Spring Tides of Love’s Delight.
+
+The Net brought up, in silver gleams,
+Forgotten truth and fancies fair:
+Like opal shells, small happy facts
+Within the Net entangled were
+With the red coral of his lips,
+The waving seaweed of his hair.
+
+We were so young; he was so fair.
+
+
+The Cactus Thicket
+
+
+“The Atlas summits were veiled in purple gloom,
+ But a golden moon above rose clear and free.
+The cactus thicket was ruddy with scarlet bloom
+ Where, through the silent shadow, he came to me.”
+
+“All my sixteen summers were but for this,
+ That He should pass, and, pausing, find me fair.
+You Stars! bear golden witness! My lips were his;
+ I would not live till others have fastened there.”
+
+“Oh take me, Death, ere ever the charm shall fade,
+ Ah, close these eyes, ere ever the dream grow dim.
+I welcome thee with rapture, and unafraid,
+ Even as yesternight I welcomed Him.”
+
+<tb>
+
+ “Not now, Impatient one; it well may be
+ That ten moons hence I shall return for thee.”
+
+
+Song of the Peri
+
+
+Beauty, the Gift of Gifts, I give to thee.
+ Pleasure and love shall spring around thy feet
+As through the lake the lotuses arise
+ Pinkly transparent and divinely sweet.
+
+I give thee eyes aglow like morning stars,
+ Delicate brows, a mist of sable tresses,
+That all the journey of thy lie may be
+ Lit up by love and softened by caresses.
+
+For those who once were proud and softly bred
+ Shall, kneeling, wait thee as thou passest by,
+They who were pure shall stretch forth eager hands
+ Crying, “Thy pity, Lord, before we die!”
+
+And one shall murmur, “If the sun at dawn
+ Shall open and caress a happy flower,
+What blame to him, although the blossom fade
+ In the full splendour of his noontide power?”
+
+And one, “If aloes close together grow
+ It well may chance a plant shall wounded be,
+Pierced by the thorntips of another’s leaves,
+ Thus am I hurt unconsciously by thee.”
+
+For some shall die and many more shall sin,
+ Suffering for thy sake till seven times seven,
+Because of those most perfect lips of thine
+ Which held the power to make or mar their heaven.
+
+And though thou givest back but cruelty,
+ Their love, persistent, shall not heed nor care,
+All those whose ears are fed with blame of thee
+ Shall say, “It may be so, but he was fair.”
+
+Ay, those who lost the whole of youth for thee,
+ Made early and for ever, shamed and sad,
+Shall sigh, re-living some sweet memory,
+ “Ah, once it was his will to make me glad.”
+
+Thy nights shall be as bright as summer days,
+ The sequence of thy sins shall seem as duty,
+Since I have given thee, Oh, Gift of Gifts!--
+ The pale perfection of unrivalled beauty.
+
+
+Though in my Firmament thou wilt not shine
+
+
+Talk not, my Lord, of unrequited love,
+ Since love requites itself most royally.
+Do we not live but by the sun above,
+ And takes he any heed of thee or me?
+
+Though in my firmament thou wilt not shine,
+ Thy glory, as a Star, is none the less.
+Oh, Rose, though all unplucked by hand of mine,
+ Still am I debtor to thy loveliness.
+
+
+The Convert
+
+
+The sun was hot on the tamarind trees,
+ Their shadows shrivelled and shrank.
+No coolness came on the off-shore breeze
+ That rattled the scrub on the bank.
+She stretched her appealing arms to me,
+Uplifting the Flagon of Love to me,
+Till--great indeed was my unslaked thirst--
+ I paused, I stooped, and I drank!
+
+I went with my foe to the edge of the crater,--
+ But no one to return, we knew,--
+The lava’s heat had never been greater
+ Than the ire between us two.
+He flung back his head and he mocked at me,
+He spat unspeakable words at me,
+Our eyes met, and our knives met,
+ I saw red, and I slew!
+
+Such were my deeds when my youth was hot,
+ And force was new to my hand,
+With many more that I tell thee not,
+ Well known in my native land.
+These show thy Christ when thou prayest to Him,
+He too was a man thou sayest of Him,
+Therefore He, when I reach His feet,
+ Will remember, and understand.
+
+
+Ashore
+
+
+Out I came from the dancing-place:
+The night-wind met me face to face--
+
+A wind off the harbour, cold and keen,
+“I know,” it whistled, “where thou hast been.”
+
+A faint voice fell from the stars above--
+“Thou? whom we lighted to shrines of Love!”
+
+I found when I reached my lonely room
+A faint sweet scent in the unlit gloom.
+
+And this was the worst of all to bear,
+For someone had left while lilac there.
+
+The flower you loved, in times that were.
+
+
+Yasin Khan
+
+
+Ay, thou has found thy kingdom, Yasin Khan,
+ Thy fathers’ pomp and power are thine, at last.
+No more the rugged roads of Khorasan,
+ The scanty food and tentage of the past!
+
+Wouldst thou make war? thy followers know no fear.
+ Where shouldst thou lead them but to victory?
+Wouldst thou have love? thy soft-eyed slaves draw near,
+ Eager to drain thy strength away from thee.
+
+My thoughts drag backwards to forgotten days,
+ To scenes etched deeply on my heart by pain;
+The thirsty marches, ambuscades, and frays,
+ The hostile hills, the burnt and barren plain.
+
+Hast thou forgotten how one night was spent,
+ Crouched in a camel’s carcase by the road,
+Along which Akbar’s soldiers, scouting, went,
+ And he himself, all unsuspecting, rode?
+
+Did we not waken one despairing dawn,
+ Attacked in front, cut off in rear, by snow,
+Till, like a tiger leaping on a fawn,
+ Half of the hill crashed down upon the foe?
+
+Once, as thou mournd’st thy lifeless brother’s fate,
+ The red tears falling from thy shattered wrist,
+A spent Waziri, forceful still, in hate,
+ Covered they heart, ten paces off,--and missed!
+
+Ahi, men thrust a worn and dinted sword
+ Into a velvet-scabbarded repose;
+The gilded pageants that salute thee Lord
+ Cover _one_ sorrow-rusted heart, God knows.
+
+Ah, to exchange this wealth of idle days
+ For one cold reckless night of Khorasan!
+To crouch once more before the camp-fire blaze
+ That lit the lonely eyes of Yasin Khan.
+
+To watch the starlight glitter on the snows,
+ The plain stretched round us like a waveless sea,
+Waiting until thy weary lids should close
+ To slip my furs and spread them over thee.
+
+How the wind howled about the lonely pass,
+ While the faint snow-shine of that plateaued space
+Lit, where it lay upon the frozen grass,
+ The mournful, tragic beauty of thy face.
+
+Thou hast enough caressed the scented hair
+ Of these soft-breasted girls who waste thee so.
+Hast thou not sons for every adult year?
+ Let us arise, O Yasin Khan, and go!
+
+Let us escape from these prison bars
+ To gain the freedom of an open sky,
+Thy soul and mine, alone beneath the stars,
+ Intriguing danger, as in days gone by.
+
+Nay; there is no returning, Yasin Khan.
+ The white peaks ward the passes, as of yore,
+The wind sweeps o’er the wastes of Khorasan;--
+ But thou and I go thitherward no more.
+
+Close, ah, too close, the bitter knowledge clings,
+ We may not follow where my fancies yearn.
+The years go hence, and wild and lovely things,
+ _Their own_, go with them, never to return.
+
+
+Khristna and His Flute
+
+(Translation by Moolchand)
+
+
+Be still, my heart, and listen,
+ For sweet and yet acute
+I hear the wistful music
+ Of Khristna and his flute.
+Across the cool, blue evenings,
+ Throughout the burning days,
+Persuasive and beguiling,
+ He plays and plays and plays.
+
+Ah, none may hear such music
+ Resistant to its charms,
+The household work grows weary,
+ And cold the husband’s arms.
+I must arise and follow,
+ To seek, in vain pursuit,
+The blueness and the distance,
+ The sweetness of that flute!
+
+In linked and liquid sequence,
+ The plaintive notes dissolve
+Divinely tender secrets
+ That none but he can solve.
+Oh, Khristna, I am coming,
+ I can no more delay.
+“My heart has flown to join thee,”
+ How can my footsteps stay?
+
+Beloved, such thoughts have peril;
+ The wish is in my mind
+That I had fired the jungle,
+ And left no leaf behind,--
+Burnt all bamboos to ashes,
+ And made their music mute,--
+To save thee from the magic
+ Of Khristna and his flute.
+
+
+Song of Jasoda
+
+
+Had I been young I could have claimed to fold thee
+ For many days against my eager breast;
+But, as things are, how can I hope to hold thee
+ Once thou hast wakened from this fleeting rest?
+
+Clear shone the moonlight, so that thou couldst find me,
+ Yet not so clear that thou couldst see my face,
+Where in the shadow of the palms behind me
+ I waited for thy steps, for thy embrace.
+
+What reck I now my morning life was lonely?
+ For widowed feet the ways are always rough.
+Though thou hast come to me at sunset only,
+ Still thou hast come, my Lord, it is enough.
+
+Ah, mine no more the glow of dawning beauty,
+ The fragrance and the dainty gloss of youth,
+Worn by long years of solitude and duty,
+ I have no bloom to offer thee in truth.
+
+Yet, since these eyes of mine have never wandered,
+ Still may they gleam with long forgotten light.
+Since in no wanton way my youth was squandered,
+ Some sense of youth still clings to me to-night.
+
+_Thy_ lips are fresh as dew on budding roses,
+ The gold of dawn still lingers in thy hair,
+While the abandonment of sleep discloses
+ How every attitude of youth is fair.
+
+Thou art so pale, I hardly dare caress thee,
+ Too brown my fingers show against the white.
+Ahi, the glory, that I should possess thee,
+ Ahi, the grief, but for a single night!
+
+The tulip tree has pallid golden flowers
+ That grow more rosy as their petals fade;
+Such is the splendour of my evening hours
+ Whose time of youth was wasted in the shade.
+
+I shall not wait to see to-morrow’s morning,
+ Too bright the golden dawn for me,--too bright,--
+How could I bear thine eyes’ unconscious scorning
+ Of what so pleased thee in the dimmer light?
+
+It may be wine had brought some brief illusion,
+ Filling thy brain with rainbow fantasy,
+Or youth, with moonlight, making sweet collusion,
+ Threw an alluring glamour over me
+
+Therefore I leave thee softly, to awaken
+ When the first sun rays warm thy blue-veined breast,
+Smiling and all unknowing I have taken
+ The poppied drink that brings me endless rest.
+
+Thus would I have thee rise; thy fancy laden
+ With the vague sweetness of the bygone night,
+Thinking of me as some consenting maiden,
+ Whose beauty blossomed first for thy delight.
+
+While I, if any kindly visions hover
+ Around the silence of my last repose,
+Shall dream of thee, my pale and radiant lover,
+ Who made my life so lovely at its close!
+
+
+Song of Ramesram Temple Girl
+
+
+Now is the season of my youth,
+ Not thus shall I always be,
+Listen, dear Lord, thou too art young,
+ Take thy pleasure with me.
+My hair is straight as the falling rain,
+ And fine as morning mist,
+I am a rose awaiting thee
+ That none have touched or kissed.
+
+ Do as thou wilt with mine and me,
+ Beloved, I only pray,
+ Follow the promptings of thy youth.
+ Let there be no delay!
+
+A leaf that flutters upon the bough,
+ A moment, and it is gone,--
+A bubble amid the fountain spray,--
+ Ah, pause, and think thereon;
+For such is youth and its passing bloom
+ That wait for thee this hour,
+If aught in thy heart incline to me
+ Ah, stoop and pluck thy flower!
+
+ Come, my Lord, to the temple shade,
+ Where cooling fountains play,
+ If aught in thy heart incline to love
+ Let there be no delay!
+
+Many shall faint with love of me
+ And I shall slake their thirst,
+But Fate has brought thee hither to-day
+ That thou shouldst be the first.
+Old, so old are the temple-walls,
+ Love is older than they;
+But I am the short-lived temple rose,
+ Blooming for thee to-day.
+
+ Thine am I, Prince, and only thine,
+ What is there more so say?
+ If aught in thy heart incline to love
+ Let there be no delay!
+
+
+The Rao of Ilore
+
+
+I was sold to the Rao of Ilore,
+ Slender and tall was he.
+When his litter carried him down the street
+ I peeped through the thatch to see.
+ Ah, the eyes of the Rao of Ilore,
+ My lover that was to be!
+
+The hair that lay on his youthful brow
+ Was curled like an ocean wave;
+His eyes were lit with a tender smile,
+ But his lips were soft and grave.
+For sake of these things I was still with joy
+ When the silver coins were paid,
+And they took me up to the Palace gates,
+ Delighted and unafraid.
+ Ah, the eyes of the Rao of Ilore,
+ May never their brilliance fade!
+
+So near was I to the crown of life!
+ Ten thousand times, alas!
+The Diwan leant from the latticed hall,
+ Looked down and saw me pass.
+He begged for me from the Rao of Ilore,
+ Who answered, “She is thine,
+Thou wert ever more than a father to me,
+ And thy desires are mine.”
+ Ah, the eyes of the Rao of Ilore
+ That never had looked in mine!
+
+My years were spent in the Diwan’s Courts,
+ My youth died down that day.
+For sake of thine own content of mind
+ My lost beloved, I pray
+That never my Lord a love may know
+ Like that he threw away.
+ Ah, the eyes of the Rao of Ilore,
+ Who threw my life away!
+
+
+To M. C. N.
+
+
+Thou hast no wealth, nor any pride of power,
+ Thy life is offered on affection’s altar.
+Small sacrifices claim thee, hour by hour,
+ Yet on the tedious path thou dost not falter.
+
+To the unknowing, well thy days might seem
+ Circled by solitude and tireless duty,
+Yet is thy soul made radiant by a dream
+ Of delicate and rainbow-coloured beauty.
+
+Never a flower trembles in the wind,
+ Never a sunset lingers on the sea,
+But something of its fragrance joins thy mind,
+ Some sparkle of its light remains with thee.
+
+Thus when thy spirit enters on its rest,
+Thy lips shall say, “I too have known the best!”
+
+
+Disappointment
+
+
+Oh, come, Beloved, before my beauty fades,
+ Pity the sorrow of my loneliness.
+I am a Rosebush that the Cypress shades,
+ No sunbeams find or lighten my distress.
+
+Daily I watch the waning of my bloom.
+ Ah, piteous fading of a thing so fair!
+While Fate, remorseless, weaving at her loom,
+ Twines furtive silver in my twisted hair.
+
+This noon I watched a tremulous fading rose
+ Rise on the wind to court a butterfly.
+“One speck of pollen, ere my petals close,
+ Bring me one touch of love before I die!”
+
+But the gay butterfly, who had the power
+ To grant, refused, flew far across the dell,
+And, as he fertilised a younger flower,
+ The petals of the rose, defrauded, fell.
+
+Such was my fate, thou hast not come to me,
+ Thine eyes are absent, and thy voice is mute,
+Though I am slim, as this Papaya tree,
+ With breasts out-pointing, even as its fruit.
+
+Beauty was mine, it brought me no caress,
+ My lips were red, yet there were none to taste,
+I saw my youth consume in loneliness,
+ And all the fervour of my heart run waste.
+
+While I still hoped that Thou would’st come to me,
+ I and the garden waited for their Lord.
+Here He will rest, beneath this Champa tree;
+ Hence, all ye spike-set grasses from the sward!
+
+In this cool rillet I shall bathe His feet,
+ Come, rounded pebbles from a smoother shore.
+This is the honey that His lips will eat,
+ Hasten, O bees, enhance the amber store!
+
+Ripen, ye Custard Apples, round and fair,
+ Practise your songs, O Bulbuls, on the bough,
+Surely some sweeter sweetness haunts the air;
+ Maybe His feet draw near us, even now!
+
+Disperse, ye fireflies, clustered on the palm,
+ Love heeds no lamp, he welcomes moonless skies:
+Soon shall ye find, O stars, serene and calm,
+ Your sparkling rivals in my lover’s eyes!
+
+Closely I wove my leafy Jasmin bowers,
+ Hoping to hide my pleasure and my shame,
+Where the Lantana’s indecisive flowers
+ Vary from palest rose to orange flame.
+
+Ay, there were lovely hours, ’neath fern and palm,
+ Almost my aching longing I forgot.
+White nights of silence, noons of golden calm,
+ All past, all wasted, since Thou camest not!
+
+Night after night the Champa trees distilled
+ Their cruel sweetness on the careless air.
+Noon after noon I watched the Bulbuls build,
+ And saw with hungry eyes the Sun-birds pair.
+
+None came, and none will come; no use to wait,--
+ Youth’s fragrance dies, its tender light dies down.
+I will arise, before it grows too late,
+ And seek the noisy brilliance of the town.
+
+These many waiting years I longed for gold,
+ Now must I needs console me with alloy.
+Before this beauty fades, this pulse grows cold,
+ I may not love, I will at least enjoy!
+
+Farewell, my Solitude of scented flowers,
+ Across whose glades the emerald parrots gleam,
+Haunt of false hope, and home of wasted hours,
+ I am awake, at last,--Guard thou the dream!
+
+
+On Pilgrimage
+
+
+Oh, youthful bearer of my palanquin,
+ Thy glossy hair lies loosened on thy neck,
+The “tears of labour” gem thy velvet skin,
+ Whose even texture knows no other fleck.
+
+Thy slender shoulder strains beneath my weight;
+ Too fair thou art for work, sweet slave of mine.
+Would that this idle breast, reversing fate,
+ A willing serf to love, supported thine!
+
+I smell the savage scent of sun-warmed fur
+ Close in the Jungle, musky, hot and sweet.--
+The air comes from thy shoulder, even as myrrh,
+ Would we were as the panthers, free to meet.
+
+The Temple road is steep; I grieve to see
+ Thy slender ankles bruised among the clods.
+Oh, my Beloved, if I might worship thee!
+ Beauty is greater far than all the Gods.
+
+
+The Rice-boat
+
+
+I slept upon the Rice-boat
+ That, reef protected, lay
+At anchor, where the palm-trees
+ Infringe upon the bay.
+The windless air was heavy
+ With cinnamon and rose,
+The midnight calm seemed waiting,
+ Too fateful for repose.
+
+One joined me on the Rice-boat
+ With wild and waving hair,
+Whose vivid words and laughter
+ Awoke the silent air.
+Oh, beauty, bare and shining,
+ Fresh washen in the bay,
+One well may love by moonlight
+ What one would not love by day!
+
+Above among the cordage
+ The night wind hardly stirred,
+The lapping of the ripples
+ Was all the sound we heard.
+Love reigned upon the Rice-boat,
+ And Peace controlled the sea,
+The spirit’s consolation,
+ The senses’ ecstasy.
+
+Though many things and mighty
+ Are furthered in the West,
+The ancient Peace has vanished
+ Before To-day’s unrest.
+For how among their striving,
+ Their gold, their lust, their drink,
+Shall men find time for dreaming
+ Or any space to think?
+
+Think not I scorn the Science
+ That lightens human pain;
+Though man’s reliance often
+ Is placed on it in vain.
+Maybe the long endeavour,
+ The patience and the strife,
+May some day solve the riddle,
+ The Mystery of Life.
+
+Perchance I do not value
+ Things Western as I ought,
+The trains,--that take us, whither?
+ The ships,--that reach, what port?
+To me it seems but chaos
+ Of greed and haste and rage,
+The endless, aimless, motion
+ Of squirrels in a cage.
+
+Here, where some ruined temple
+ In solitude decays,
+With carven walls still hallowed
+ With prayers of bygone days,
+Here, where the coral outcrops
+ Make “flowers of the sea,”
+The olden Peace yet lingers,
+ In hushed serenity.
+
+Ah, silent, silver moonlight,
+ Whose charm impartial falls
+On tanks of sacred water
+ And squalid city walls,
+Whose mystic whiteness hallows
+ The lowest and the least,
+To thee men owe the glamour
+ That draws them to the East.
+
+And as this azure water,
+ Unflecked hy wave or foam,
+Conceals in its tranquillity
+ The dreaded white shark’s home,
+So if love be illusion
+ I ask the dream to stay,
+Content to love by moonlight
+ What I might not love by day.
+
+
+Lallji my Desire
+
+
+“This is no time for saying ‘no’”
+ Were thy last words to me,
+And yet my lips refused the kiss
+ They might have given thee.
+ How could I know
+ That thou wouldst go
+ To sleep so far from me?
+
+They took thee to the Burning-Ghat,
+ Oh, Lallji, my desire,
+And now a faint and lonely flame
+ Uprises from the pyre.
+The thin grey smoke in spirals drifts
+ Across the opal sky.
+Would that I were a wife of thine,
+ And thus with thee could die!
+ How could I know
+ That thou wouldst go,
+ Oh, Lallji, my desire?
+ The lips I missed
+ The flames have kissed
+ Upon the Sandal pyre.
+
+If one should meet me with a knife
+ And cut my heart in twain,
+Then would he see the smoke arise
+ From every severed vein.
+Such is the burning, inward fire,
+ The anguish of my pain,
+For my Beloved, whose dying lips
+ Implored a kiss--in vain!
+ How could I know
+ That thou wouldst go,
+ Oh, Lallji, my desire?
+ Too young thou art
+ To lay thy heart
+ Upon the Sandal pyre.
+
+Thy wife awaits her coming child;
+ What were a child to me,
+If I might take thee in these arms
+ And face the flames with thee?
+The priests are chanting round the pyre,
+ At dusk they will depart
+And leave to thee thy lonely rest,
+ To me my lonelier heart.
+ How could I know
+ Thou lovedst me so?
+ Upon the Sandal pyre
+ He lies forsaken.
+ The flames have taken
+ My Lallji, my desire!
+
+
+Rutland Gate
+
+
+His back is bent and his lips are blue,
+ Shivering out in the wet:
+“Here’s a florin, my man, for you,
+ Go and get drunk and forget!”
+
+Right in the midst of a Christian land,
+ Rotted with wealth and ease,
+Broken and draggled they let him stand
+ Till his feet on the pavement freeze.
+
+God leaves His poor in His vicars’ care,
+ For He hears the church-bells ring,
+His ears are buzzing with constant prayer
+ And the hymns His people sing.
+
+Can His pity picture the anguish here,
+ Can He see, through a London fog,
+The man who has worked “nigh seventy year”
+ To die the death of a dog?
+
+No one heeds him, the crowds pass on.
+ Why does he want to live?
+“Take this florin, and get you gone,
+ Go and get drunk,--and forgive!”
+
+
+Atavism
+
+
+Deep in the jungle vast and dim,
+ That knew not a white man’s feet,
+I smelt the odour of sun-warmed fur,
+ Musky, savage, and sweet.
+
+Far it was from the huts of men
+ And the grass where Sambur feed;
+I threw a stone at a Kadapu tree
+ That bled as a man might bleed.
+
+Scent of fur and colour of blood:--
+ And the long dead instincts rose,
+I followed the lure of my season’s mate,--
+ And flew, bare-fanged, at my foes.
+
+ * * *
+
+Pale days: and a league of laws
+ Made by the whims of men.
+Would I were back with my furry cubs
+ In the dusk of a jungle den.
+
+
+Middle-age
+
+
+The sins of Youth are hardly sins,
+ So frank they are and free.
+’T is but when Middle-age begins
+ We need morality.
+
+Ah, pause and weigh this bitter truth:
+ That Middle-age, grown cold,
+No comprehension has of Youth,
+ No pity for the Old.
+
+Youth, with his half-divine mistakes,
+ She never can forgive,
+So much she hates his charm which makes
+ Worth while the life we live.
+
+She scorns Old Age, whose tolerance
+ And calm, well-balanced mind
+(Knowing how crime is born of chance)
+ Can pardon all mankind.
+
+Yet she, alas! has all the power
+ Of strength and place and gold,
+Man’s every act, through every hour,
+ Is by her laws controlled.
+
+All things she grasps with sordid hands
+ And weighs in tarnished scales.
+She neither feels, nor understands,
+ And yet her will prevails!
+
+Cold-blooded vice and careful sin,
+ Gold-lust, blind selfishness,--
+The shortest, cheapest way to win
+ Some, worse than cheap, success.
+
+Such are her attributes and aims,
+ Yet meekly we obey,
+While she to guide and order claims
+ All issues of the day.
+
+You seek for honour, friendship, truth?
+ Let Middle-age be banned!
+Go, for warm-hearted acts, to Youth;
+ To Age,--to understand!
+
+
+The Jungle Flower
+
+
+Ah, the cool silence of the shaded hours,
+The scent and colour of the jungle flowers!
+
+Thou art one of the jungle flowers, strange and fierce and fair,
+ Palest amber, perfect lines, and scented with champa flower.
+Lie back and frame thy face in the gloom of thy loosened hair;
+ Sweet thou art and loved--ay, loved--for an hour.
+
+But thought flies far, ah, far, to another breast,
+ Whose whiteness breaks to the rose of a twin pink flower,
+Where wind the azure veins that my lips caressed
+ When Fate was gentle to me for a too-brief hour.
+
+There is my spirit’s home and my soul’s abode,
+The rest are only inns on the traveller’s road.
+
+
+From Behind the Lattice
+
+
+I see your red-gold hair and know
+ How white the hidden skin must be,
+Though sun-kissed face and fingers show
+The fervour of the noon-day glow,
+ The keenness of the sea.
+
+My longing fancies ebb and flow,
+ Still circling constant unto this;
+My great desire (ah, whisper low)
+To plant on thy forbidden snow
+ The rosebud of a kiss.
+
+The scarlet flower would spread and grow,
+ Your whiteness change and flush,
+(Be still, my reckless heart, beat slow,
+’T is but a dream that stirs thee so!)
+ To one transparent blush.
+
+
+Wings
+
+
+Was it worth while to forego our wings
+ To gain these dextrous hands?
+Truly they fashion us wonderful things
+ As the fancy of man demands.
+
+But--to fly! to sail through the lucid air
+ From crest to violet crest
+Of these great grey mountains, quartz-veined and bare,
+ Where the white clouds gather and rest.
+
+Even to flutter from flower to flower,--
+ To skim the tops of the trees,--
+In the roseate light of a sun-setting hour
+ To drift on a sea-going breeze.
+
+Ay, the hands have marvellous skill
+ To create us curious things,--
+Baubles, playthings, weapons to kill,--
+ But--I would we had chosen wings!
+
+
+Song of the Parao (Camping-ground)
+
+
+Heart, my heart, thou hast found thy home!
+ From gloom and sorrow thou hast come forth,
+Thou who wast foolish, and sought to roam
+ ’Neath the cruel stars of the frozen North.
+
+Thou hast returned to thy dear delights;
+ The golden glow of the quivering days,
+The silver silence of tropical nights,
+ No more to wander in alien ways.
+
+ Here, each star is a well-loved friend;
+ To me and my heart at the journey’s end.
+
+These are my people, and this my land,
+ I hear the pulse of her secret soul.
+This is the life that I understand,
+ Savage and simple and sane and whole.
+
+ Washed in the light of a clear fierce sun,--
+ Heart, my heart, the journey is done.
+
+See! the painted piece of the skies,
+Where the rose-hued opal of sunset lies.
+ Hear the passionate Koel calling
+ From coral trees, where the dusk is falling.
+
+See my people, slight limbed and tall.
+ The maiden’s bosom they scorn to cover:
+The breasts that shall call and enthral her lover,
+ Things of beauty, are free to all.
+
+Free to the eyes, that think no shame
+ That a girl should bloom like a forest flower.
+Who hold that Love is a sacred flame,--
+ Outward beauty a God-like dower.
+
+Who further regard it as no disgrace
+If loveliness lessen to serve the race,
+Nor point the finger of jesting scorn
+At her who carries the child unborn.
+
+ Ah, my heart, but we wandered far
+ From the light of the slanting fourfold Star!
+
+Oh, palm-leaf thatch, where the melon thrives
+Beneath the shade of the tamarind tree,
+Thou coverest tranquil, graceful lives,
+That want so little, that knew no haste,
+ Nor the bitter goad of a too-full hour;
+Whose soft-eyed women are lithe and tall,
+And wear no garment below the knee,
+ Nor veil or raiment above the waist,
+But the beautiful hair, that dowers them all,
+ And falls to the ground in a scented shower.
+
+The youths return from their swift-flowing bath,
+ With the swinging grace that their height allows,
+Lightly climbing the river-side path,
+ Their soft hair knotted above their brows.
+
+Elephants wade the darkening river,
+ Their bells, which tinkle in minor thirds,
+Faintly sweet, like passionate birds
+ Whose warbling wakens a sense of pain,--
+Thrill through the nerves and make them quiver,--
+ Heart, my heart, art thou happy again?
+
+Here is beauty to feast thine eyes.
+ Here is the land of thy long desire.
+See how the delicate spirals rise
+ Azure and faint from the wood-fed fire.
+
+Where the cartmen wearily share their food,
+ Ere they, by their bullocks, lie down to rest.
+Heart of mine, dost thou find it good
+ This wide red road by the winds caressed?
+
+ This lone Parao, where the fireflies light?
+ These tom-toms, fretting the peace of night?
+
+Heart, thou hast wandered and suffered much,
+ Death has robbed thee, and Life betrayed,
+But there is ever a solace for such
+ In that they are not lightly afraid.
+
+The strength that found them the fire to love
+ Finds them also the force to forget.
+Thy joy in thy dreaming lives to prove
+ Thou art not mortally wounded yet.
+
+Here, ’neath the arch of the vast, clear sky,
+ Where range upon range the remote grey hills
+Far in the distance recede and die,
+ There is no space for thy trivial ills.
+
+On the low horizon towards the sea,
+ Faint yet vivid, the lightnings play,
+The lucid air is kind as a kiss,
+ The falling twilight is cool and grey.
+ What has sorrow to do with thee?
+ Love was cruel? thou now art free.
+ Life unkind? it has given thee this!
+
+
+The Tom-toms
+
+
+Dost thou hear the tom-toms throbbing,
+Like a lonely lover sobbing
+For the beauty that is robbing him of all his life’s delight?
+Plaintive sounds, restrained, enthralling,
+Seeking through the twilight falling
+Something lost beyond recalling, in the darkness of the night.
+
+Oh, my little, loved Firoza,
+Come and nestle to me closer,
+Where the golden-balled Mimosa makes a canopy above,
+For the day, so hot and burning,
+Dies away, and night, returning,
+Sets thy lover’s spirit yearning for thy beauty and thy love.
+
+Soon will come the rosy warning
+Of the bright relentless morning,
+When, thy soft caresses scorning, I shall leave thee in the shade.
+All the day my work must chain me,
+And its weary bonds restrain me,
+For I may not re-attain thee till the light begins to fade.
+
+But at length the long day endeth,
+As the cool of night descendeth
+His last strength thy lover spendeth in returning to thy breast,
+Where beneath the Babul nightly,
+While the planets shimmer whitely,
+And the fire-flies glimmer brightly, thou shalt give him love and rest.
+
+Far away, across the distance,
+The quick-throbbing drums’ persistence
+Shall resound, with soft insistence, in the pauses of delight,
+Through the sequence of the hours,
+While the starlight and the flowers
+Consecrate this love of ours, in the Temple of the Night.
+
+
+Written in Cananore
+
+
+I
+
+Who was it held that Love was soothing or sweet?
+Mine is a painful fire, at its whitest heat.
+
+Who said that Beauty was ever a gentle joy?
+Thine is a sword that flashes but to destroy.
+
+Though mine eyes rose up from thy Beauty’s banquet, calm and refreshed,
+My lips, that were granted naught, can find no rest.
+
+My soul was linked with thine, through speech and silent hours,
+As the sound of two soft flutes combined, or the scent of sister
+ flowers.
+
+But the body, that wretched slave of the Sultan, Mind,
+Who follows his master ever, but far behind,
+
+Nothing was granted him, and every rebellious cell
+Rises up with angry protest, “It is not well!
+
+Night is falling; thou hast departed; I am alone;
+And the Last Sweetness of Love thou hast not given--I have not known!”
+
+II
+
+Somewhere, Oh, My Beloved One, the house is standing,
+Waiting for thee and me; for our first caresses.
+It may be a river-boat, or a wave-washed landing,
+The shade of a tree in the jungle’s dim recesses,
+ Some far-off mountain tent, ill-pitched and lonely,
+ Or the naked vault of the purple heavens only.
+
+But the Place is waiting there; till the Hour shall show it,
+And our footsteps, following Fate, find it and know it.
+
+Where we shall worship the greatest of all the Gods in his pomp and
+ power,--
+I sometimes think that I shall not care to survive that hour!
+
+
+Feroke
+
+
+The rice-birds fly so white, so silver white,
+ The velvet rice-flats lie so emerald green,
+My heart inhales, with sorrowful delight,
+ The sweet and poignant sadness of the scene.
+
+The swollen tawny river seeks the sea,
+ Its hungry waters, never satisfied,
+Beflecked with fallen log and torn-up tree,
+ Engulph the fisher-huts on either side.
+
+The current brought a stranger yesterday,
+ And laid him on the sand beneath a palm,
+His worn young face was partly torn away,
+ His eyes, that saw the world no more, were calm
+
+We could not close his eyelids, stiff with blood,--
+ But, oh, my brother, I had changed with thee
+For I am still tormented in the flood,
+ Whilst thou hast done thy work, and reached the sea.
+
+
+My Desire
+
+
+Fate has given me many a gift
+ To which men most aspire,
+Lovely, precious and costly things,
+ But not my heart’s desire.
+
+Many a man has a secret dream
+ Of where his soul would be,
+Mine is a low verandah’d house
+ In a tope beside the sea.
+
+Over the roof tall palms should wave,
+ Swaying from side to side,
+Every night we should fall asleep
+ To the rhythm of the tide.
+
+The dawn should be gay with song of birds,
+ And the stir of fluttering wings.
+Surely the joy of life is hid
+ In simple and tender things!
+
+At eve the waves would shimmer with gold
+ In the rosy sunset rays,
+Emerald velvet flats of rice
+ Would rest the landward gaze.
+
+A boat must rock at the laterite steps
+ In a reef-protected pool,
+For we should sail through the starlit night
+ When the winds were calm and cool.
+
+I am so tired of all this world,
+ Its folly and fret and care.
+Find me a little scented home
+ Amongst thy loosened hair.
+
+Give me a soft and secret place
+ Against thine amber breast,
+Where, hidden away from all mankind,
+ My soul may come to rest.
+
+Many a man has a secret dream
+ Of where his life might be;
+Mine is a lovely, lonely place
+ With sunshine and the sea.
+
+
+Sher Afzul
+
+
+This was the tale Sher Afzul told to me,
+ While the spent camels bubbled on their knees,
+And ruddy camp-fires twinkled through the gloom
+ Sweet with the fragrance from the Sinjib trees.
+
+I had a friend who lay, condemned to death
+ In gaol for murder, wholly innocent,
+Yet caught in webs of luckless circumstance;--
+ Thou know’st how lies, of good and ill intent,
+
+Cluster like flies around a justice-court,
+ Wheel within wheel, revolving screw on screw;--
+But from his prison he escaped and fled,
+ Keeping his liberty a night or two
+
+Among the lonely hills, where, shackled still,
+ He braved a village, seeking for a file
+To loose his irons; alas! he lost his life
+ Through the base sweetness of a woman’s smile.
+
+Lovely she was, and young, who gave the youth
+ Kind words, and promised succor and repose,
+Till on the quilt of false security
+ He found exhausted sleep; but, ere he rose,
+
+Entered the guards, brought by her messenger.
+ Thus was he captured, slain, and on her breast
+Soon shone the guerdon of her treachery,
+ The price of blood; in gold made manifest.
+
+I might have killed her? Brave men have died thus.
+ Revenge demanded keener punishment.
+So I walked softly on those lilac hills,
+ Touching my _rhibab_ lightly as I went.
+
+I found her fair: ’t was no unpleasant task
+ In the young spring-time when the fruit-trees flower,
+To pass her door, and pause, and pass again,
+ Shading mine eyes against her beauty’s power.
+
+Warmly I wooed her, while the almond trees
+ Broke into fragile clouds of rosy snow.
+Her dawning passion feared her lord’s return,
+ Ever she pleaded softly, “Let us go.”
+
+But I spoke tenderly, and said, “Beloved,
+ Shall not thy lips give orders to my heart?
+Yet there is one small matter in these hills
+ Claiming attention ere I can depart.
+
+“Let us not waste these days; thine absent lord
+ Cannot return, thou know’st, before the snow
+Has melted, and the almond fruits appear.”
+ This time she answered, “Naught but thee I know!”
+
+I too was young; I could have loved her well
+ When her soft eyes across the twilight burned;
+But suddenly, around her amber neck,
+ The golden beads would sparkle as she turned.
+
+_And I remembered_; swift mine eyelids fell
+ To hide the hate that festered in my soul,
+Ever more deeply, with the rising fear
+ That Love might wrench Revenge from my control.
+
+But when at last she, acquiescent, lay
+ In the sweet-scented shadow of the firs,
+Lovely and broken, granting--asking--all,
+ It was _his_ eyes I met: not hers--not hers!
+
+ * * *
+
+Three months I waited: all the village talked,
+ And ever anxiously she urged our flight.
+Yet still I lingered, till her beauty paled,
+ And wearily she came to me at night.
+
+Then, seeing Love, subservient to Revenge,
+ Had well achieved his own creative end,
+And in his work must soon be manifest,
+ Compassing thus my duty to my friend,
+
+One tranquil, sultry night I rode away
+ Till far behind the purple hills were dim,
+Exulting in my spirit, “Thus I leave
+ Her to her fate, and my revenge to him!”
+
+Swiftly he struck, her lord; the body lay
+ With hacked-off breasts, dishonoured, in the Pass.
+Months later, riding lonely through the gorge,
+ I saw it still, among the long-grown grass.
+
+It was well done; my soul is satisfied.
+ Friendship is sweet, and Love is sweeter still,
+But Vengeance has a savour all its own--
+ A strange delight--well known to those who kill.
+
+Such was the story Afzul told to me,
+ While wood-fires crackled in the evening breeze,
+And blows on hammered tent-pegs stirred the air
+ Sweet with the fragrance from the Sinjib trees.
+
+Tent-like, above, up-held by jagged peaks,
+ The heavy purple of the tranquil sky
+Shed its oft-broken promises of peace,
+ While twinkling stars bemocked the worn-out lie!
+
+
+Nay, not To-night
+
+
+Nay, not to-night;--the slow, sad rain is falling
+ Sorrowful tears, beneath a grieving sky,
+Far off a famished jackal, faintly calling,
+ Renders the dusk more lonely with its cry.
+
+The mighty river rushes, sobbing, seawards,
+ The shadows shelter faint mysterious fears,
+I turn mine eyes for consolation theewards,
+ And find thy lashes tremulous with tears.
+
+If some new soul, asearch for incarnation,
+ Should, through our kisses, enter Life again,
+It would inherit all our desolation,
+ All the soft sorrow of the slanting rain.
+
+When thou desirest Love’s supreme surrender,
+ Come while the morning revels in the light,
+Bulbuls around us, passionately tender,
+ Singing among the roses red and white.
+
+Thus, if it be my sweet and sacred duty,
+ Subservient to the Gods’ divine decree,
+To give the world again thy vivid beauty,
+ I should transmit it with my joy in thee.
+
+I could not if I would, Beloved, deceive thee.
+ Wouldst thou not feel at once a feigned caress?
+Yet, do not rise, I would not have thee leave me,
+ My soul needs thine to share its loneliness.
+
+Let the dim starlight, when the low clouds sunder,
+ Silver the perfect outline of thy face.
+Such faces had the saints; I only wonder
+ That thine has sought my heart for resting-place.
+
+
+The Dying Prince
+
+
+There are no days for me any more, for the dawn is dark with tears,
+There is no rest for me any more, for the night is thick with fears.
+There are no flowers nor any fruit, for the sorrowful locusts came,
+And the garden is but a memory, the vineyard only a name.
+
+There is no light in the empty sky, no sail upon the sea,
+Birds are yet on their nests perchance, but they sing no more to me.
+Past--vanished--faded away--all the joys that were.
+My youth died down in a swift decline when they married her to despair.
+
+“My lord, the crowd in the Audience Hall; how long wilt thou have them
+ wait?”
+I have given my father’s younger son the guidance of the State.
+“The steeds are saddled, the Captains call for the orders of the day.”
+Tell them that I shall ride no more to the hunting or the fray.
+
+“Sweet the scent of the Moghra flowers;” Brother, it may be so.
+“The young, flushed spring is with us again.” Is it? I did not know.
+“The Zamorin’s daughter draweth near, on slender golden feet;”
+Oh, a curse upon all sweet things say I, to whom they are no more sweet!
+
+Dost think that a man as sick as I can compass a woman’s ease?
+That the sons of a man who is like to me could ever find rest or peace?
+Tell them to marry them where they will, if their longing be so sore,
+Such are the things that all men seek, but I shall seek no more.
+
+All my muscles are fallen in, and the blood deserts my veins,
+Every fibre and bone of me is waxen full of pains,
+The iron feet of mine enemy’s curse are heavy upon my head,
+Look at me and judge for thyself, thou seest I am but dead.
+
+“Then, who is it, Prince, who has done this thing, has sown such a
+ bitter seed,
+That we hale him forth to the Market-place, bind him and let him bleed,
+That the flesh may shudder and wince and writhe, reddening ’neath the
+ rod.”
+Love is the evil-doer, alas! and how shalt thou scourge a God?
+
+
+The Hut
+
+
+Dear little Hut by the rice-fields circled,
+ That cocoa-nuts shade above.
+I hear the voices of children singing,
+ And that means love.
+
+When shall the traveller’s march be over,
+ When shall his wandering cease?
+This little homestead is bare and simple,
+ And that means peace.
+
+Nay! to the road I am not unfaithful;
+ In tents let my dwelling be!
+I am not longing for Peace or Passion
+ From any one else but thee,
+ My Krishna,
+ Any one else but thee!
+
+
+My Paramour was Loneliness
+
+
+My paramour was loneliness
+ And lying by the sea,
+Soft songs of sorrow and distress
+ He did beget in me.
+
+Later another lover came
+ More meet for my desire,
+“Radiant Beauty” was his name;
+ His sons had wings of fire!
+
+
+The Rice was under Water
+
+
+The Rice was under water, and the land was scourged with rain,
+The nights were desolation, and the day was born in pain.
+Ah, the famine and the fever and the cruel, swollen streams,
+I had died, except for Krishna, who consoled me--in my dreams!
+
+The Burning-Ghats were smoking, and the jewels melted down,
+The Temples lay deserted, for the people left the town.
+Yet I was more than happy, though passing strange it seems,
+For I spent my nights with Krishna, who loved me--in my dreams!
+
+
+“Surface Rights”
+
+
+Drifting, drifting down the River,
+ Tawny current and foam-flecked tide,
+Sorrowful songs of lonely boatmen,
+ Mournful forests on either side.
+
+Thine are the outcrops’ glittering blocks,
+ The quartz where the rich pyrites gleam,
+The golden treasure of unhewn rocks
+ And the loose gold in the stream.
+
+But,--the dim vast forests along the shore,
+ That whisper wonderful things o’ nights,--
+These are things that I value more,
+ My beautiful “surface rights.”
+
+Drifting, drifting down the River,--
+ Stars a-tremble about the sky--
+Ah, my lover, my heart is breaking,
+ Breaking, breaking, I know not why.
+
+Why is Love such a sorrowful thing?
+ This I never could understand;
+Pain and passion are linked together,
+ Ever I find them hand in hand.
+
+Loose thy hair in its soft profusion,
+ Let thy lashes caress thy cheek,--
+These are the things that express thy spirit,
+ What is the need to explain or speak?
+
+Drifting, drifting along the River,
+ Under the light of a wan low moon,
+Steady, the paddles; Boatmen, steady,--
+ Why should we reach the sea so soon?
+
+See where the low spit cuts the water,
+ What is that misty wavering light?
+Only the pale datura flowers
+ Blossoming through the silent night.
+
+What is the fragrance in thy tresses?
+ ’T is the scent of the champa’s breath;
+The meaning of champa bloom is passion--
+ And of datura--death!
+
+Sweet are thy ways and thy strange caresses,
+ That sear as flame, and exult as wine.
+But I care only for that wild moment
+ When my soul arises and reaches thine.
+
+Wistful voices of wild birds calling--
+ Far, faint lightning towards the West,--
+Twinkling lights of a Tyah homestead,--
+ Ruddy glow on a girl’s bare breast--
+
+Drifting boats on a mournful River,
+ Shifting thoughts in a dreaming mind,--
+We two, seeking the Sea, together,--
+ When we reach it,--what shall we find?
+
+
+Shivratri (the Night of Shiva)
+
+(While the procession passed at Ramesram)
+
+
+Nearer and nearer cometh the car
+ Where the Golden Goddess towers,
+Sweeter and sweeter grows the air
+ From a thousand trampled flowers.
+We two rest in the Temple shade
+ Safe from the pilgrim flood,
+This path of the Gods in olden days
+ Ran royally red with blood.
+
+Louder and louder and louder yet
+ Throbs the sorrowful drum--
+That is the tortured world’s despair,
+ Never a moment dumb.
+Shriller and shriller shriek the flutes,
+ Nature’s passionate need--
+Paler and paler grow my lips,
+ And still thou bid’st them bleed.
+
+Deeper and deeper and deeper still,
+ Never a pause for pain--
+Darker and darker falls the night
+ That golden torches stain.
+Closer, ah! closer, and still more close,
+ Till thy soul reach my soul--
+Further, further, out on the tide
+ From the shores of self-control.
+
+Glowing, glowing, to whitest heat,
+ Thy feverish passions burn,
+Fiercer and fiercer, cruelly fierce,
+ To thee my senses yearn.
+Fainter and fainter runs my blood
+ With desperate fight for breath--
+This, my Beloved, thou sayest is Love,
+ Or I should have deemed it Death!
+
+
+The First Wife
+
+
+Ah, my lord, are the tidings true,
+That thy mother’s jewels are shapen anew?
+
+I hear that a bride has chosen been,
+The stars consulted, the parents seen.
+
+Had I been childless, had never there smiled
+The brilliant eyes from the face of a child,
+
+Then at least I had understood
+This thing they tell me thou findest good.
+
+But I have been down to the River of Death,
+With painful footsteps and shuddering breath,
+
+Seven times; thou hast daughters three,
+And four young sons who are fair as thee.
+
+I am not unlovely, over my head
+Not twenty summers as yet have sped.
+
+’T is eleven years since my opening life
+Was given to thee by my father’s wife.
+
+Ah, those days--They were lovely to me,
+When little and shy I waited for thee.
+
+Till I locked my arms round my lover above,
+A child in form but a woman in love.
+
+And I bore thy sons, as a woman should,
+Year by year, as is meet and good.
+
+Thy mother was ever content with me--
+And Oh, Beloved, I worshipped thee!
+
+And now it’s over; alas, my lord,
+Better I felt thy sharpest sword.
+
+I hear she is youthful and fair as I
+When I came to thee in the days gone by.
+
+Her breasts are firmer; this bosom slips
+Somewhat, weighted by children’s lips.
+
+But they were thy children. Oh, lord my king,
+Ah, why hast thy heart devised this thing?
+
+I am not as the women of this thy land,
+Meek and timid, broken to hand.
+
+From the distant North I was given to thee,
+Whose daughters are passionate, fierce and free,
+
+I could not dwell by a rival’s side,
+I seek a bridegroom, as thou a bride.
+
+The night she yieldeth her youth to thee,
+Death shall take his pleasure in me.
+
+
+I Arise and go Down to the River
+
+
+I arise and go down to the River, and currents that come from the sea,
+Still fresh with the salt of the ocean, are lovely and precious to me,
+The waters are silver and silent, except where the kingfisher dips,
+Or the ripples wash off from my shoulder the reddening stain of thy
+ lips.
+
+Two things make my joy at this moment: thy gold-coloured beauty by
+ night,
+And the delicate charm of the River, all pale in the day-breaking light,
+So cool are the waters’ caresses. Ah, which is the lovelier,--this?
+Or the fire that it kindles at midnight, beneath the soft glow of thy
+ kiss?
+
+Ah, Love has a mighty dominion, he forges with passionate breath
+The links which stretch out to the Future, with forces of life and of
+ death,
+But great is the charm of the River, so soft is the sigh of the reeds,
+They give me, long sleepless from passion, the peace that my weariness
+ needs.
+
+I float on the breast of my River, and startle the birds on the edge,
+To land on a newly found island, a boat that is caught in the sedge,
+The rays of the sun are still level, not yet has the heat of the day
+Deflowered the mists of the morning, that linger in delicate grey.
+
+What land was his dwelling whose fancy first gave unto Paradise birth?
+He never had swum in my River, or else he had fixed it on earth!
+Oh, grace of the palm-tree reflections, Oh, sense of the wind from the
+ sea!
+Oh, divine and serene exultation of one who is lonely and free!
+
+Ah, delicate breezes of daybreak, so scentless, refreshing and free!
+And yet--had my midnight been lonely you had been less lovely to me.
+This coolness comes laden with solace, because I am hot from the fire,
+As often devotion to virtue arises from sated desire.
+
+_Gautama came forth from his Palace; he felt the night wind on his
+ face,_
+_He loathed, as he left, the embraces, the softness and scent of the
+ place,_
+_But, ah, if his night had been loveless, with no one to solace his
+ need,_
+_He never had written that sermon which men so devotedly read._
+
+Ah, River, thy gentle persuasion! I doubt if I seek any more
+The beauty that hurts me and holds me beneath the low roof on the shore.
+I loved thee, ay, loved--for a season, but thou, was it love or desire,
+The glow of the Sun in his glory, or only the heat of a fire?
+
+I think not that thou wilt regret me, for thou art too joyous and fair,
+So many are keen to caress thee, thy passionate midnights to share.
+Thou wilt not have time to remember, before a new love-knot is tied,
+The stranger who loved thee and left thee, who drifted away on the tide.
+
+Two things I have found that are lovely, though most things are sullen
+ and grey;
+One: Peace--but what mortal has found him; and Passion--but when would
+ he stay?
+So I shall return to my River, and floating at ease on its breast,
+Shall find, what Love never has given--a sense of most infinite rest.
+
+When the years have gone by and departed, what thought shall I keep of
+ this land?
+A curl of thy waist-reaching-tresses? a flower received from thy hand?
+Nay, if I can fathom the future, I fancy my relic will be
+Some shell, my beloved one, the River, has stol’n from the store of the
+ sea.
+
+
+Listen, Beloved
+
+
+Listen, Beloved, the Casurinas quiver,
+ Each tassel prays the wind to set it free,
+Hark to the frantic sobbing of the river,
+ Wild to attain extinction in the sea.
+All Nature blindly struggles to dissolve
+In other forms and forces, thus to solve
+The painful riddle of identity.
+Ah, that my soul might lose itself in thee!
+
+Yet, my Beloved One, wherefore seek I union,
+ Since there is no such thing in all the world,--
+Are not our spirits linked in close communion,--
+ And on my lips thy clinging lips are curled?
+Thy tender arms are round my shoulders thrown,
+I hear thy heart more loudly than my own,
+And yet, to my despair, I know thee far,
+As in the stellar darkness, star from star.
+
+Even in times when love with bounteous measure
+ A simultaneous joy on us has shed,
+In the last moment of delirious pleasure,
+ Ere the sense fail, or any force be fled,
+My rapture has been even as a wall,
+Shutting out any thought of thee at all!
+My being, by its own delight possessed,
+Forgot that it was sleeping on thy breast.
+
+Ay, from his birth each man is vowed and given
+ To a vast loneliness, ungauged, unspanned,
+Whether by pain and woe his soul be riven,
+ Or all fair pleasures clustered ’neath his hand.
+His gain by day, his ecstasy by night,--
+His force, his folly, fierce or faint delight,--
+Suffering or sorrow, fortune, feud, or care,--
+Whate’er he find or feel,--he may not share.
+
+Lonely we join the world, and we depart
+ Even as lonely, having lived alone,
+The breast that feeds us, the beloved one’s heart,
+ The lips we kiss,--or curse--alike unknown.
+Ay, even these lips of thine, so often kissed,
+What certitude have I that they exist?
+Alas, it is the truth, though harsh it seems,
+I have been loved as sweetly in my dreams.
+
+Therefore if I should seem too fiercely fond,
+ Too swift to love, too eager to attain,
+Forgive the fervour that would forge beyond
+ The limits set to mortal joy and pain.
+Knowing the soul’s unmeasured loneliness,
+My passion must be mingled with distress,
+As I, despairing, struggle to draw near
+What is as unattainable as dear.
+
+Thirst may be quenched at any kindly river,
+ Rest may be found ’neath any arching tree.
+No sleep allures, no draughts of love deliver
+ My spirit from its aching need of thee.
+Thy sweet assentiveness to my demands,
+All the caressive touches of thy hands,--
+These soft cool hands, with fingers tipped with fire,--
+They can do nothing to assuage desire.
+
+Sometimes I think my longing soul remembers
+ A previous love to which it aims and strives,
+As if this fire of ours were but the embers
+ Of some wild flame burnt out in former lives.
+Perchance in earlier days I _did_ attain
+That which I seek for now so all in vain,
+Maybe my soul with thine _was_ fused and wed
+In some great night, long since dissolved and dead.
+
+We may progress; but who shall answer clearly
+ The riddle of the endless change of things.
+Perchance in other days men loved more dearly,
+ Or Love himself had wider ways and wings,
+Maybe we gave ourselves with less control,
+Or simpler living left more free the soul,
+So that with ease the flesh aside was flung,--
+Or was it merely that _Mankind was young?_
+
+Or has my spirit a divine prevision
+ Of vast vague passions stored in days to be,
+When some strong souls shall conquer their division
+ And two shall be as one, eternally?
+Finding at last upon each other’s breast,
+Unutterable calm and infinite rest,
+While love shall burn with such intense a glow
+That both shall die, and neither heed or know.
+
+Why do I question thus, and wake confusion
+ In the soft thought that lights thy perfect face,
+Ah, shed once more thy perfumed hair’s profusion,
+ Open thine arms and make my resting place.
+Lay thy red lips on mine as heretofore,
+Grant me the treasure of thy beauty’s store,
+Stifle all thought in one imperious kiss,--
+What shall I ask for more than this,--and this?
+
+
+Oh, Unforgotten and Only Lover
+
+
+Oh, unforgotten and only lover,
+ Many years have swept us apart,
+But none of the long dividing seasons
+ Slay your memory in my heart.
+In the clash and clamour of things unlovely
+ My thoughts drift back to the times that were,
+When I, possessing thy pale perfection,
+ Kissed the eyes and caressed the hair.
+
+Other passions and loves have drifted
+ Over this wandering, restless soul,
+Rudderless, chartless, floating always
+ With some new current of chance control.
+But thine image is clear in the whirling waters--
+ Ah, forgive--that I drag it there,
+For it is so part of my very being
+ That where I wander it too must fare.
+
+Ah, I have given thee strange companions,
+ To thee--so slender and chaste and cool--
+But a white star loses no glimmer of beauty
+ In all the mud of a miry pool
+That holds the grace of its white reflection;
+ Nothing could fleck thee, nothing could stain,
+Thou hast made a home for thy delicate beauty
+ Where all things peaceful and lovely reign.
+
+Doubtless the night that my soul remembers
+ Was a sin to thee, and thine only one.
+Thou thinkest of it, if thou thinkest ever,
+ As a crime committed, a deed ill done.
+But for me, the broken, the desert-dweller,
+ Following Life through its underways,--
+I know if those midnights thou hadst not granted
+ I had not lived through these after days.
+
+And that had been well for me; all would say so,
+ What have I done since I parted from thee?
+But things that are wasted, and full of ruin,
+ All unworthy, even of me.
+Yet, it was to me that the gift was given,
+ No greater joy have the Gods above,--
+That night of nights when my only lover,
+ Though all reluctant, granted me love.
+
+For thy beauty was mine, and my spirit knows it,
+ Never, ah, never my heart forgets,
+One thing fixed, in the torrent of changing,
+ Faults and follies and fierce regrets.
+Thine eyes and thy hair, that were lovely symbols
+ Of that white soul that their grace enshrined,
+They are part of me and my life for ever,
+ In every fibre and cell entwined.
+
+Men might argue that having known thee
+ I had grown faithful and pure as thee,
+Had turned at the touch of thy grace and glory
+ From the average pathways trodden by me.
+Hadst thou been kinder or I been stronger
+ It may be even these things had been--
+But one thing is clear to my soul for ever,
+ I owe my owning of thee to sin.
+
+Had I been colder I had not reached thee,
+ Besmirched the ermine, beflecked the snow--
+It was only sheer and desperate passion
+ That won thy beauty in years ago.
+And not for the highest virtues in Heaven,
+ The utmost grace that the soul can name,
+Would I resign what the sin has brought me,
+ Which I hold glory, and thou--thy shame.
+
+I talk of sin in the usual fashion,
+ But God knows what is a sin to me--
+We love more fiercely or love more faintly--
+ But I doubt if it matters how these things be.
+The best and the worst of us all sink under--
+ What I held passion and thou held’st lust--
+What name will it find in a few more seasons,
+ When we both dissolve in an equal dust?
+
+If a God there be, and a God seems needed
+ To make the beauty of things like thee,
+He doubtless also, some careless moment,
+ Mixed the forces that fashioned me.
+Also He, for His own good reason--
+ Though I care little how these things are--
+Gave me thee, in those few brief midnights,
+ And that one solace He never can mar.
+
+Ah me, the stars of such varying heavens
+ Have watched me, under such alien skies,
+Lay thy beauty naked before me
+ To soothe and solace my world-worn eyes.
+For one good gift to me has been given--
+ A memory accurate, clear and keen,
+That holds the vision, perfect for ever
+ In charm and glory, of things once seen.
+
+So I hold thee there, and my fancy wanders
+ To each known beauty and blue-veined place,
+I know how each separate eyelash trembles,
+ And every shadow that sweeps thy face.
+And this is a joy of which none can rob me,
+ This is a pleasure that none can mar--
+As sweet as thou wert, in that long past midnight,
+ Even as lovely my memories are.
+
+Ah, unforgotten and only lover,
+ If ever I drift across thy thought,
+As even a vision unloved, unlovely,
+ May cross the fancy, uncalled, unsought,
+When the years that pass thee have shown, in passing,
+ That my love, _in its strength at least_, was rare--
+Wilt thou not think--ah, hope of the hopeless--
+ E’en as thou wouldst not, thou wilt not--care!
+
+
+Early Love
+
+
+Who says I wrong thee, my half-opened rose?
+Little he knows of thee or me, or love.--
+I am so tender of thy fragile youth,
+Yea, in my hours of wildest ecstasy,
+Keeping close-bitted each careering sense.
+Only I give mine eyes unmeasured law
+To feed them where they will, and _their_ delight
+Was curbed at first, until thy tender shame
+Died in the bearing of thy first born joy.
+
+I am not cruel, my half-opened rose,
+Though in the sunshine of my own desire
+I have uncurled thy petals to the light
+And fed the tendrils of thy dawning sense
+With delicate caresses, till they leave
+Thee tremulous with the newness of thy joy,
+Sharing thy lover’s fire with innocent flame.
+
+Others will wrong thee, that I well foresee,
+Being a man, knowing my fellow men,
+And they who, knowing, would blame my love of thee
+Contentedly will see thy beauty given,
+When the world judges thou art ripe to wed,--
+To the rough rites of marriage, to the pain
+And grievous weariness of child-getting,--
+This shall be right and licit in their eyes--
+But it would break my heart, were I alive.
+
+Yea, this will be; many will doubtless share
+The rose whose bud has been my one delight,
+And I shall not be there to shield my flower.
+Yet, I have taught thee of the ways of men,
+Much I have learnt in cities and in courts,
+Winnowed to suit thy tender brain,--is thine,
+Thus Life shall find thee, not all unprepared
+To face its callous, subtle cruelties.
+
+Still,--it will profit little; I discern
+Thou art of those whose love will prove their curse,
+--Thou sayest thou lovest me, to thy delight?
+Nay, little one, it is not love as yet.
+Dear as thou art, and lovely, thou canst not love,
+Thy later loves shall show the truth of this.
+
+Ay, by some subtle signs I know full well
+That thou art capable of that great love
+Whose glory has the light of unknown heavens,
+And makes hot Hell for those who harbour it.
+
+Naught I can say could save thee from thyself,
+Ah, were I half my age! Yet even that,
+Had been too old for thy sweet thirteenth year.
+
+Still, thou art happy now, and glad thine eyes,
+When, as the lilac evening gains the sky,
+I lay thee, ’twixt thine own soft hair and me,
+Kissing thy senses into soft delight.
+Ruffling the petals of my half-closed rose
+With tender touches, and perpetual care
+That no wild moment of mine own delight
+Deep in the flower’s heart,--should set the fruit.
+
+Ah, in the days to come, it well may be,
+When thou shalt see thy beauty stained and torn
+By the harsh sequel of some future love,
+Thy thoughts shall stray to thy first lover’s grave,
+And thou shalt murmur, “Ay, but that was love.
+They were most wrong who said he did me wrong.
+Only I was too young to understand.”
+
+
+Vayu the Wind
+
+
+Ah, Wind, I have always loved thee
+ Since those far off nights
+When I lay beneath the vines
+ A prey to strange delights,
+For among my tresses
+Thy soft caresses
+ Were sweet as a lover’s to me.
+
+Later thou grewest more wanton, or I more shy,
+And after the bath I drew my garments close,
+Fearing thy soft persuasion amongst my hair
+When thou camest fresh with the scent of some ruffled rose.
+
+Ah, Wind, thou hast lain with the Desert,
+ I know her savour well,
+ And the spices wherewith she scents her breasts--
+She who has known such countless lovers
+Yet rarely borne a city among her sands--
+ Thou comest as one from a night of love,
+ Thy breath is broken and hard,--
+ Bringing echoes of lonely things,
+ Vast and cruel, that the soft and golden sands
+ Buried beneath thin ripples so long ago.
+ Ah, Wind, thou hast given me lovely things,
+ The scent of a thousand flowers,
+And the heavy perfume of pollen-laden fields,
+Strange snatches of wild song from the heart of the dark Bazaar
+ That thrilled to my very core,
+Till I threw the sheet aside and rose to follow,--
+ But whither, or what?
+
+Also, Wind, thou broughtest the breath of the sea,
+ The sound of its myriad waves.
+And in nights when I lay on the lonely sands
+Stretching mine arms to thee,
+ Thou gavest me something--faint and vast and sweet,
+Something ineffable, wistful, from far away,
+ Elsewhere--Beyond--
+
+And thou wast kind to me in my times of love,
+ Cooling my lips
+ That my lover wore away,
+While, wafting the scent from his divided hair,
+ Thou show’dst the stars between
+Far away, and eclipsed by his burning eyes
+ Even the stars.
+
+And now I almost foresee the place and the hour
+ When I shall open my dying lips to thee
+ And receive a last cool kiss.
+Afterwards, Wind, since I have always loved thee,--
+ Whirl my dust to the scented heart of a moghra flower,
+ _His_ flower, but, ah, thou knowest,--
+ So often thy kisses have mingled with his and mine.
+
+
+
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