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diff --git a/old/50489-0.txt b/old/50489-0.txt deleted file mode 100644 index a9e6d97..0000000 --- a/old/50489-0.txt +++ /dev/null @@ -1,824 +0,0 @@ -*** START OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK 50489 *** - -POEMS IN PROSE - -FROM - -CHARLES BAUDELAIRE - -TRANSLATED BY - -ARTHUR SYMONS - -LONDON - -ELKIN MATHEWS, CORK STREET - -1913 - - - - -The "Petits Poèmes en Prose" are experiments, and they are also -confessions. "Who of us," says Baudelaire in his dedicatory preface, -"has not dreamed, in moments of ambition, of the miracle of a poetic -prose, musical without rhythm and without rhyme, subtle and staccato -enough to follow the lyric motions of the soul, the wavering outlines -of meditation, the sudden starts of the conscience?" This miracle he -has achieved in these _bagatelles laborieuses_, to use his own words, -these astonishing trifles, in which the art is not more novel, precise -and perfect than the quality of thought and of emotion. In translating -into English a few of these little masterpieces, which have given me so -much delight for so many years, I have tried to be absolutely faithful -to the sense, the words, and the rhythm of the original. - -A. S. - - - - CONTENTS - - I. The Favours of the Moon - II. Which is True? - III. "L'Invitation au Voyage" - IV. The Eyes of the Poor - V. Windows - VI. Crowds - VII. The Cake - VIII. Evening Twilight - IX. "Anywhere out of the World" - X. A Heroic Death - XI. Be Drunken - XII. Epilogue - - - -I - - -The Favours of the Moon - - -The Moon, who is caprice itself, looked in through the window -when you lay asleep in your cradle, and said inwardly: "This is -a child after my own soul." - -And she came softly down the staircase of the clouds, and -passed noiselessly through the window-pane. Then she laid -herself upon you with the supple tenderness of a mother, and -she left her colours upon your face. That is why your eyes are -green and your cheeks extraordinarily pale. It was when you -looked at her, that your pupils widened so strangely; and she -clasped her arms so tenderly about your throat that ever since -you have had the longing for tears. - -Nevertheless, in the flood of her joy, the Moon filled the room -like a phosphoric atmosphere, like a luminous poison; and all -this living light thought and said: "My kiss shall be upon you -for ever. You shall be beautiful as I am beautiful. You shall -love that which I love and that by which I am loved: water and -clouds, night and silence; the vast green sea; the formless and -multiform water; the place where you shall never be; the lover -whom you shall never know; unnatural flowers; odours which make -men drunk; the cats that languish upon pianos and sob like -women, with hoarse sweet voices! - -"And you shall be loved by my lovers, courted by my courtiers. -You shall be the queen of men who have green eyes, and whose -throats I have clasped by night in my caresses; of those that -love the sea, the vast tumultuous green sea, formless and -multiform water, the place where they are not, the woman whom -they know not, the ominous flowers that are like the censers -of an unknown rite, the odours that trouble the will, and the -savage and voluptuous beasts that are the emblems of their -folly." - -And that is why, accursed dear spoilt child, I lie now at -your feet, seeking to find in you the image of the fearful -goddess, the fateful godmother, the poisonous nurse of all the -moonstruck of the world. - - - - -II - - -Which is True? - - -I knew one Benedict?, who filled earth and air with the ideal; -and from whose eyes men learnt the desire of greatness, of -beauty, of glory, and of all whereby we believe in immortality. - -But this miraculous child was too beautiful to live long; and -she died only a few days after I had come to know her, and I -buried her with my own hands, one day when Spring shook out her -censer in the graveyards. I buried her with my own hands, shut -down into a coffin of wood, perfumed and incorruptible like -Indian caskets. - -And as I still gazed at the place where I had laid away my -treasure, I saw all at once a little person singularly like the -deceased, who trampled on the fresh soil with a strange and -hysterical violence, and said, shrieking with laughter: "Look -at me! I am the real Benedicta! a pretty sort of baggage I am! -And to punish you for your blindness and folly you shall love -me just as I am!" - -But I was furious, and I answered: "No! no! no!" And to -add more emphasis to my refusal I stamped on the ground so -violently with my foot that my leg sank up to the knee in the -earth of the new' grave; and now, like a wolf caught in a trap, -I remain fastened, perhaps for ever, to the grave of the ideal. - - - - -III - - -"L'Invitation au Voyage" - - -There is a wonderful country, a country of Cockaigne, they say, -which I dreamed of visiting with an old friend. It is a strange -country, lost in the mists of the North and one might call it -the East of the West, the China of Europe, so freely does a -warm and capricious fancy flourish there, and so patiently and -persistently has that fancy illustrated it with a learned and -delicate vegetation. - -A real country of Cockaigne, where everything is beautiful, -rich, quiet, honest; where order is the likeness and the -mirror of luxury; where life is fat, and sweet to breathe; -where disorder, tumult, and the unexpected are shut out; where -happiness is wedded to silence; where even cooking is poetic, -rich and highly flavoured at once; where all, dear love, is -made in your image. - -You know that feverish sickness which comes over us in our -cold miseries, that nostalgia of unknown lands, that anguish -of curiosity? There is a country made in your image, where all -is beautiful, rich, quiet and honest; where fancy has built -and decorated a western China, where life is sweet to breathe, -where happiness is wedded to silence. It is there that we -should live, it is there that we should die! - -Yes, it is there that we should breathe, dream, and lengthen -out the hours by the infinity of sensations. A musician has -written an "Invitation à la Valse": who will compose the -"Invitation au Voyage" that we can offer to the beloved, to the -chosen sister? - -Yes, it is in this atmosphere that it would be good to live; -far off, where slower hours contain more thoughts, where clocks -strike happiness with a deeper and more significant solemnity. - -On shining panels, or on gilded leather of a dark richness, -slumbers the discreet life of pictures, deep, calm, and devout -as the souls of the painters who created it. The sunsets which -colour so richly the walls of dining-room and drawing-room, -are sifted through beautiful hangings or through tall wrought -windows leaded into many panes. The pieces of furniture are -large, curious, and fantastic, armed with locks and secrets -like refined souls. Mirrors, metals, hangings, goldsmith's work -and pottery, play for the eyes a mute and mysterious symphony; -and from all things, from every corner, from the cracks of -drawers and from the folds of hangings, exhales a singular -odour, a "forget-me-not" of Sumatra, which is, as it were, the -soul of the abode. - -A real country of Cockaigne, I assure you, where all is -beautiful, clean, and shining, like a clear conscience, like a -bright array of kitchen crockery, like splendid jewellery of -gold, like many-coloured jewellery of silver! All the treasures -of the world have found their way there, as to the house of -a hard-working man who has put the whole world in his debt. -Singular country, excelling others as Art excels Nature, where -Nature is refashioned by dreams, where Nature is corrected, -embellished, re-moulded. - -Let the alchemists of horticulture seek and seek again, let -them set ever further and further back the limits to their -happiness! Let them offer prizes of sixty and of a hundred -thousand florins to whoever will solve their ambitious -problems! For me, I have found my "black tulip" and my "blue -dahlia"! - -Incomparable flower, recaptured tulip, allegoric dahlia, it -is there, is it not, in that beautiful country, so calm and -so full of dreams, that you live and flourish? There, would -you not be framed within your own analogy, and would you not -see yourself again, reflected, as the mystics say, in your own -"correspondence"? - -Dreams, dreams ever! and the more delicate and ambitious the -soul, the further do dreams estrange it from possible things. -Every man carries within himself his natural dose of opium, -ceaselessly secreted and renewed, and, from birth to death, how -many hours can we reckon of positive pleasure, of successful -and decided action? Shall we ever live in, shall we ever pass -into, that picture which my mind has painted, that picture made -in your image? - -These treasures, this furniture, this luxury, this order, these -odours, these miraculous flowers, are you. You too are the -great rivers and the quiet canals. The vast ships that drift -down them, laden with riches, from whose decks comes the sound -of the monotonous songs of labouring sailors, are my thoughts -which slumber or rise and fall on your breast. You lead them -softly towards the sea, which is the infinite, mirroring the -depths of the sky in the crystal clearness of your soul; and -when, weary of the surge and heavy with the spoils of the East, -they return to the port of their birth, it is still my thoughts -that come back enriched out of the infinite to you. - - - - -IV - - -The Eyes of the Poor - - -Ah! you want to know why I hate you to-day It will probably be -less easy for you to understand than for me to explain it to -you; for you are, I think, the most perfect example of feminine -impenetrability that could possibly be found. - -We had spent a long day together, and it had seemed to me -short. We had promised one another that we would think the same -thoughts and that our two souls should become one soul; a dream -which is not original, after all, except that, dreamed by all -men, it has been realised by none. - -In the evening you were a little tired, and you sat down -outside a new café at the corner of a new boulevard, still -littered with plaster and already displaying proudly its -unfinished splendours. The café glittered. The very gas put on -all the fervency of a fresh start, and lighted up with its full -force the blinding whiteness of the walls, the dazzling sheets -of glass in the mirrors, the gilt of cornices and mouldings, -the chubby-cheeked pages straining back from hounds in leash, -the ladies laughing at the falcons on their wrists, the nymphs -and goddesses carrying fruits and pies and game on their heads, -the Hebes and Ganymedes holding out at arm's-length little jars -of syrups or parti-coloured obelisks of ices; the whole of -history and of mythology brought together to make a paradise -for gluttons. Exactly opposite to us, in the roadway, stood -a man of about forty years of age, with a weary face and a -greyish beard, holding a little boy by one hand and carrying on -the other arm a little fellow too weak to walk. He was taking -the nurse-maid's place, and had brought his children out for -a walk in the evening. All were in rags. The three faces were -extraordinarily serious, and the six eyes stared fixedly at -the new café with an equal admiration, differentiated in each -according to age. - -The father's eyes said: "How beautiful it is! how beautiful -it is! One would think that all the gold of the poor world -had found its way to these walls." The boy's eyes said: "How -beautiful it is! how beautiful it is! But that is a house which -only people who are not like us can enter." As for the little -one's eyes, they were too fascinated to express anything but -stupid and utter joy. - -Song-writers say that pleasure ennobles the soul and softens -the heart. The song was right that evening, so far as I was -concerned. Not only was I touched by this family of eyes, but -I felt rather ashamed of our glasses and decanters, so much -too much for our thirst. I turned to look at you, dear love, -that I might read my own thought in you; I gazed deep into your -eyes, so beautiful and so strangely sweet, your green eyes that -are the home of caprice and under the sovereignty of the Moon; -and you said to me: "Those people are insupportable to me with -their staring saucer-eyes! Couldn't you tell the head waiter to -send them away?" - -So hard is it to understand one another, dearest, and so -incommunicable is thought, even between people who are in love! - - - - -V - - -Windows - - -He who looks in through an open window never sees so many -things as he who looks at a shut window. There is nothing more -profound, more mysterious, more fertile, more gloomy, or more -dazzling, than a window lighted by a candle. What we can see -in the sunlight is always less interesting than what goes on -behind the panes of a window. In that dark or luminous hollow, -life lives, life dreams, life suffers. - -Across the waves of roofs, I can see a woman of middle age, -wrinkled, poor, who is always leaning over something, and who -never goes out. Out of her face, out of her dress, out of her -attitude, out of nothing almost, I have made up the woman's -story, and sometimes I say it over to myself with tears. - -If it had been a poor old man, I could have made up his just as -easily. - -And I go to bed, proud of having lived and suffered in others. - -Perhaps you will say to me: "Are you sure that it is the real -story?" What does it matter, what does any reality outside of -myself matter, if it has helped me to live, to feel that I am, -and what I am? - - - - -VI - - -Crowds - - -It is not given to every man to take a bath of multitude: to -play upon crowds is an art; and he alone can plunge, at the -expense of humankind, into a debauch of vitality, to whom -a fairy has bequeathed in his cradle the love of masks and -disguises, the hate of home and the passion of travel. - -Multitude, solitude: equal terms mutually convertible by the -active and begetting poet. He who does not know how to people -his solitude, does not know either how to be alone in a busy -crowd. - -The poet enjoys this incomparable privilege, to be at once -himself and others. Like those wandering souls that go about -seeking bodies, he enters at will the personality of every man. -For him alone, every place is vacant; and if certain places -seem to be closed against him, that is because in his eyes they -are not worth the trouble of visiting. - -The solitary and thoughtful walker derives a singular -intoxication from this universal communion. He who mates -easily with the crowd knows feverish joys that must be for -ever unknown to the egoist, shut up like a coffer, and to the -sluggard, imprisoned like a shell-fish. He adopts for his own -all the occupations, all the joys and all the sorrows that -circumstance sets before him. - -What men call love is small indeed, narrow and weak indeed, -compared with this ineffable orgie, this sacred prostitution of -the soul which gives itself up wholly (poetry and charity!) to -the unexpected which happens, to the stranger as he passes. - -It is good sometimes that the happy of this world should learn, -were it only to humble their foolish pride for an instant, -that there are higher, wider, and rarer joys than theirs. The -founders of colonies, the shepherds of nations, the missionary -priests, exiled to the ends of the earth, doubtless know -something of these mysterious intoxications; and, in the midst -of the vast family that their genius has raised about them, -they must sometimes laugh at the thought of those who pity them -for their chaste lives and troubled fortunes. - - - - -VII - - -The Cake - - -I was travelling. The landscape in the midst of which I -was seated was of an irresistible grandeur and sublimity. -Something no doubt at that moment passed from it into my -soul. My thoughts fluttered with a lightness like that of the -atmosphere; vulgar passions, such as hate and profane love, -seemed to me now as far away as the clouds that floated in the -gulfs beneath my feet; my soul seemed to me as vast and pure -as the dome of the sky that enveloped me; the remembrance of -earthly things came as faintly to my heart as the thin tinkle -of the bells of unseen herds, browsing far, far away, on the -slope of another mountain. Across the little motionless lake, -black with the darkness of its immense depth, there passed -from time to time the shadow of a cloud, like the shadow of an -airy giant's cloak, flying through heaven. And I remember that -this rare and solemn sensation, caused by a vast and perfectly -silent movement, filled me with mingled joy and fear. In a -word, thanks to the enrapturing beauty about me, I felt that -I was at perfect peace with myself and with the universe; I -even believe that, in my complete forgetfulness of all earthly -evil, I had come to think the newspapers are right after all, -and man was born good; when, incorrigible matter renewing its -exigences, I sought to refresh the fatigue and satisfy the -appetite caused by so lengthy a climb. I took from my pocket -a large piece of bread, a leathern cup, and a small bottle -of a certain elixir which the chemists at that time sold to -tourists, to be mixed, on occasion, with liquid snow. - -I was quietly cutting my bread when a slight noise made me -look up. I saw in front of me a little ragged urchin, dark -and dishevelled, whose hollow eyes, wild and supplicating, -devoured the piece of bread. And I heard him gasp, in a low, -hoarse voice, the word: "Cake!" I could not help laughing at -the appellation with which he thought fit to honour my nearly -white bread, and I cut off a big slice and offered it to him. -Slowly he came up to me, not taking his eyes from the coveted -object; then, snatching it out of my hand, he stepped quickly -back, as if he feared that my offer was not sincere, or that I -had already repented of it. - -But at the same instant he was knocked over by another little -savage, who had sprung from I know not where, and who was -so precisely like the first that one might have taken them -for twin brothers. They rolled over on the ground together, -struggling for the possession of the precious booty, neither -willing to share it with his brother. The first, exasperated, -clutched the second by the hair; and the second seized one of -the ears of the first between his teeth, and spat out a little -bleeding morsel with a fine oath in dialect. The legitimate -proprietor of the cake tried to hook his little claws into -the usurper's eyes; the latter did his best to throttle his -adversary with one hand, while with the other he endeavoured -to slip the prize of war into his pocket. But, heartened by -despair, the loser pulled himself together, and sent the victor -sprawling with a blow of the head in his stomach. Why describe -a hideous fight which indeed lasted longer than their childish -strength seemed to promise? The cake travelled from hand to -hand, and changed from pocket to pocket, at every moment but, -alas, it changed also in size; and when at length, exhausted, -panting and bleeding, they stopped from the sheer impossibility -of going on, there was no longer any cause of feud; the slice -of bread had disappeared, and lay scattered in crumbs like the -grains of sand with which it was mingled. - -The sight had darkened the landscape for me, and dispelled -the joyous calm in which my soul had lain basking; I remained -saddened for quite a long time, saying over and over to myself: -"There is then a wonderful country in which bread is called -cake, and is so rare a delicacy that it is enough in itself to -give rise to a war literally fratricidal!" - - - - -VIII - - -Evening Twilight - - -The day is over. A great restfulness descends into poor minds -that the day's work has wearied; and thoughts take on the -tender and dim colours of twilight. - -Nevertheless from the mountain peak there comes to my balcony, -through the transparent clouds of evening, a great clamour, -made up of a crowd of discordant cries, dulled by distance into -a mournful harmony, like that of the rising tide or of a storm -brewing. - -Who are the hapless ones to whom evening brings no calm; to -whom, as to the owls, the coming of night is the signal for a -witches' sabbath? The sinister ululation comes to me from the -hospital on the mountain; and, in the evening, as I smoke, and -look down on the quiet of the immense valley, bristling with -houses, each of whose windows seems to say, "Here is peace, -here is domestic happiness!" I can, when the wind blows from -the heights, lull my astonished thought with this imitation of -the harmonies of hell. - -Twilight excites madmen. I remember I had two friends whom -twilight made quite ill. One of them lost all sense of social -and friendly amenities, and flew at the first-comer like a -savage. I have seen him throw at the waiter's head an excellent -chicken, in which he imagined he had discovered some insulting -hieroglyph. Evening, harbinger of profound delights, spoilt for -him the most succulent things. - -The other, a prey to disappointed ambition, turned gradually, -as the daylight dwindled, sourer, more gloomy, more nettlesome. -Indulgent and sociable during the day, he was pitiless in the -evening; and it was not only on others, but on himself, that he -vented the rage of his twilight mania. - -The former died mad, unable to recognise his wife and child; -the latter still keeps the restlessness of a perpetual -disquietude; and, if all the honours that republics and princes -can confer were heaped upon him, I believe that the twilight -would still quicken in him the burning envy of imaginary -distinctions. Night, which put its own darkness into their -minds, brings light to mine; and, though it is by no means rare -for the same cause to bring about opposite results, I am always -as it were perplexed and alarmed by it. - -O night! O refreshing dark! for me you are the summons to -an inner feast, you are the deliverer from anguish! In the -solitude of the plains, in the stony labyrinths of a city, -scintillation of stars, outburst of gas-lamps, you are the -fireworks of the goddess Liberty! - -Twilight, how gentle you are and how tender! The rosy lights -that still linger on the horizon, like the last agony of -day under the conquering might of its night; the flaring -candle-flames that stain with dull red the last glories of the -sunset; the heavy draperies that an invisible hand draws out of -the depths of the East, mimic all those complex feelings that -war on one another in the heart of man at the solemn moments of -life. - -Would you not say that it was one of those strange costumes -worn by dancers, in which the tempered splendours of a shining -skirt show through a dark and transparent gauze, as, through -the darkness of the present, pierces the delicious past? And -the wavering stars of gold and silver with which it is shot, -are they not those fires of fancy which take light never so -well as under the deep mourning of the night? - -"Anywhere out of the World" - -Life is a hospital, in which every patient is possessed by the -desire of changing his bed. One would prefer to suffer near the -fire, and another is certain that he would get well if he were -by the window. - -It seems to me that I should always be happy if I were -somewhere else, and this question of moving house is one that I -am continually talking over with my soul. - -"Tell me, my soul, poor chilly soul, what do you say to living -in Lisbon? It must be very warm there, and you would bask -merrily, like a lizard. It is by the sea; they say that it is -built of marble, and that the people have such a horror of -vegetation that they tear up all the trees. There is a country -after your own soul; a country made up of light and mineral, -and with liquid to reflect them." - -My soul makes no answer. - -"Since you love rest, and to see moving things, will you come -and live in that heavenly land, Holland? Perhaps you would be -happy in a country which you have so often admired in pictures. -What do you say to Rotterdam, you who love forests of masts, -and ships anchored at the doors of houses?" - -My soul remains silent. - - - - -IX - - -"ANYWHERE OUT OF THE WORLD" - - -"Or perhaps Java seems to you more attractive? Well, there we -shall find the mind of Europe married to tropical beauty." - -Not a word. Can my soul be dead? - -"Have you sunk then into so deep a stupor that only your own -pain gives you pleasure? If that be so, let us go to the lands -that are made in the likeness of Death. I know exactly the -place for us, poor soul! We will book our passage to Torneo. We -will go still further, to the last limits of the Baltic; and, -if it be possible, further still from life; we will make our -abode at the Pole. There the sun only grazes the earth, and the -slow alternations of light and night put out variety and bring -in the half of nothingness, monotony. There we can take great -baths of darkness, while, from time to time, for our pleasure, -the Aurora Borealis shall scatter its rosy sheaves before us, -like reflections of fireworks in hell!" - -At last my soul bursts into speech, and wisely she cries to me: -"Anywhere, anywhere, out of the world!" - - - - -X - - -A Heroic Death - - -Fancioulle was an admirable buffoon, and almost one of the -friends of the Prince. But for persons professionally devoted -to the comic, serious things have a fatal attraction, and, -strange as it may seem that ideas of patriotism and liberty -should seize despotically upon the brain of a player, one day -Fancioulle joined in a conspiracy formed by some, discontented -nobles. - -There exist everywhere sensible men to denounce those -individuals of atrabiliar disposition who seek to depose -princes, and, without consulting it, to reconstitute society. -The lords in question were arrested, together with Fancioulle, -and condemned to death. - -I would readily believe that the Prince was almost sorry -to find his favourite actor among the rebels. The Prince -was neither better nor worse than any other prince; but an -excessive sensibility rendered him, in many cases, more cruel -and more despotic than all his fellows. Passionately enamoured -of the fine arts, an excellent connoisseur as well, he was -truly insatiable of pleasures. Indifferent enough in regard to -men and morals, himself a real artist, he feared no enemy but -Ennui, and the extravagant efforts that he made to fly or to -vanquish this tyrant of the world would certainly have brought -upon him, on the part of a severe historian, the epithet of -"monster," had it been permitted, in his dominions, to write -anything whatever which did not tend exclusively to pleasure, -or to astonishment, which is one of the most delicate forms of -pleasure. The great misfortune of the Prince was that he had no -theatre vast enough for his genius. There are young Neros who -are stifled within too narrow limits, and whose names and whose -intentions will never be known to future ages. An unforeseeing -Providence had given to this man faculties greater than his -dominions. - -Suddenly the rumour spread that the sovereign had decided to -pardon all the conspirators; and the origin of this rumour was -the announcement of a special performance in which Fancioulle -would play one of his best _rôles_, and at which even the -condemned nobles, it was said, were to be present, an evident -sign, added superficial minds, of the generous tendencies of -the Prince. - -On the part of a man so naturally and deliberately eccentric, -anything was possible, even virtue, even mercy, especially if -he could hope to find in it unexpected pleasures. But to those -who, like myself, had succeeded in penetrating further into the -depths of this sick and curious soul, it was infinitely more -probable that the Prince was wishful to estimate the quality -of the scenic talents of a man condemned to death. He would -profit by the occasion to obtain a physiological experience of -a _capital_ interest, and to verify to what extent the habitual -faculties of an artist would be altered or modified by the -extraordinary situation in which he found himself. Beyond this, -did there exist in his mind an intention, more or less defined, -of mercy? It is a point that has never been solved. - -At last, the great day having come, the little court displayed -all its pomps, and it would be difficult to realise, without -having seen it, what splendour the privileged classes of a -little state with limited resources can show forth, on a really -solemn occasion. This was a doubly solemn one, both from the -wonder of its display and from the mysterious moral interest -attaching to it. - -The Sieur Fancioulle excelled especially in parts either -silent or little burdened with words, such as are often -the principal ones in those fairy plays whose object is to -represent symbolically the mystery of life. He came upon the -stage lightly and with a perfect ease, which in itself lent -some support, in the minds of the noble public, to the idea of -kindness and forgiveness. - -When we say of an actor, "This is a good actor," we make use -of a formula which implies that under the personage we can -still distinguish the actor, that is to say, art, effort, -will. Now, if an actor should succeed in being, in relation -to the personage whom he is appointed to express, precisely -what the finest statues of antiquity, miraculously animated, -living, walking, seeing, would be in relation to the confused -general idea of beauty, this would be, undoubtedly, a singular -and unheard of case. Fancioulle was, that evening, a perfect -idealisation, which it was impossible not to suppose living, -possible, real. The buffoon came and went, he laughed, wept, -was convulsed, with an indestructible aureole about his head, -an aureole invisible to all, but visible to me, and in which -were blended, in a strange amalgam, the rays of Art and the -martyr's glory. Fancioulle brought, by I know not what special -grace, something divine and supernatural into even the most -extravagant buffooneries. My pen trembles, and the tears -of an emotion which I cannot forget rise to my eyes, as I -try to describe to you this never-to-be-forgotten evening. -Fancioulle proved to me, in a peremptory, an irrefutable way, -that the intoxication of Art is surer than all others to veil -the terrors of the gulf; that genius can act a comedy on the -threshold of the grave with a joy that hinders it from seeing -the grave, lost, as it is, in a Paradise shutting out all -thought of the grave and of destruction. - -The whole audience, _blasé_ and frivolous as it was, soon -fell under the all-powerful sway of the artist. Not a thought -was left of death, of mourning, or of punishment. All gave -themselves up, without disquietude, to the manifold delights -caused by the sight of a masterpiece of living art. Explosions -of joy and admiration again and again shook the dome of the -edifice with the energy of a continuous thunder. The Prince -himself, in an ecstasy, joined in the applause of his court. - -Nevertheless, to a discerning eye, his emotion was not -unmixed. Did he feel himself conquered in his power as despot? -humiliated in his art as the striker of terror into hearts, of -chill into souls? Such suppositions, not exactly justified, -but not absolutely unjustifiable, passed through my mind as -I contemplated the face of the Prince, on which a new pallor -gradually overspread its habitual paleness, as snow overspreads -snow. His lips compressed themselves tighter and tighter, and -his eyes lighted up with an inner fire like that of jealousy -or of spite, even while he applauded the talents of his old -friend, the strange buffoon, who played the buffoon so well in -the face of death. At a certain moment, I saw his Highness lean -towards a little page, stationed behind him, and whisper in his -ear. The roguish face of the pretty child lit up with a smile, -and he briskly quitted the Prince's box as if to execute some -urgent commission. - -A few minutes later a shrill and prolonged hiss interrupted -Fancioulle in one of his finest moments, and rent alike every -ear and heart. And from the part of the house from whence this -unexpected note of disapproval had sounded, a child darted into -a corridor with stifled laughter. - -Fancioulle, shaken, roused out of his dream, closed his eyes, -then re-opened them, almost at once, extraordinarily wide, -opened his mouth as if to breathe convulsively, staggered a -little forward, a little backward, and then fell stark dead on -the boards. - -Had the hiss, swift as a sword, really frustrated the hangman? -Had the Prince himself divined all the homicidal efficacy -of his ruse? It is permitted to doubt it. Did he regret his -dear and inimitable Fancioulle? It is sweet and legitimate to -believe it. - -The guilty nobles had enjoyed the performance of comedy for the -last time. They were effaced from life. - -Since then, many mimes, justly appreciated in different -countries, have played before the court of ----; but none of -them have ever been able to recall the marvellous talents of -Fancioulle, or to rise to the same _favour_. - - - - -XI - - -Be Drunken - - -Be always drunken. Nothing else matters: that is the only -question. If you would not feel the horrible burden of Time -weighing on your shoulders and crushing you to the earth, be -drunken continually. - -Drunken with what? With wine, with poetry, or with virtue, as -you will. But be drunken. - -And it sometimes, on the stairs of a palace, or on the green -side of a ditch, or in the dreary solitude of your own room, -you should awaken and the drunkenness be half or wholly slipped -away from you, ask of the wind, or of the wave, or of the star, -or of the bird, or of the clock, of whatever flies, or sighs, -or rocks, or sings, or speaks, ask what hour it is; and the -wind, wave, star, bird, clock, will answer you: "It is the hour -to be drunken! Be drunken, if you would not be martyred slaves -of Time; be drunken continually! With wine, with poetry, or -with virtue, as you will." - - - - - XII - - - Epilogue - - - With heart at rest I climbed the citadel's - Steep height, and saw the city as from a tower, - Hospital, brothel, prison, and such hells, - - Where evil comes up softly like a flower. - Thou knowest, O Satan, patron of my pain, - Not for vain tears I went up at that hour; - - But, like an old sad faithful lecher, fain - To drink delight of that enormous trull - Whose hellish beauty makes me young again. - - Whether thou sleep, with heavy vapours full, - Sodden with day, or, new apparelled, stand - In gold-laced veils of evening beautiful, - - I love thee, infamous city! Harlots and - Hunted have pleasures of their own to give, - The vulgar herd can never understand. - - - - - -End of the Project Gutenberg EBook of Poems in Prose, by Charles Baudelaire - - -*** END OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK 50489 *** |
