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You may copy it, give it away or re-use it under the terms of -the Project Gutenberg License included with this eBook or online at -www.gutenberg.org. If you are not located in the United States, you'll have -to check the laws of the country where you are located before using this ebook. - -Title: Hermia Suydam - -Author: Gertrude Atherton - -Release Date: October 10, 2015 [EBook #50169] - -Language: English - -Character set encoding: UTF-8 - -*** START OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK HERMIA SUYDAM *** - - - - -Produced by Mardi Desjardins & the online Distributed -Proofreaders Canada team (http://www.pgdpcanada.net) from -page images generously made available by The Internet -Archive American Libraries -(https://archive.org/details/americana) - - - - - - -</pre> - -<div class='figcenter'> -<img src='images/cover.jpg' alt='' id='iid-0000' style='width:375px;height:auto;'/> -</div> - -<hr class='pbk'/> - -<div class='lgc' style=''> <!-- rend=';' --> -<p class='line' style='font-size:2.3em;font-weight:bold;'>HERMIA SUYDAM</p> -<p class='line'> </p> -<p class='line'> </p> -<p class='line'> </p> -<p class='line' style='font-size:1.2em;font-weight:bold;'>GERTRUDE FRANKLIN ATHERTON</p> -<p class='line' style='font-size:0.8em;'>AUTHOR OF “WHAT DREAMS MAY COME”</p> -<p class='line'> </p> -<p class='line'> </p> -<p class='line'> </p> -<p class='line'> </p> -<p class='line' style='font-size:1.1em;'>THE CURRENT LITERATURE PUBLISHING CO</p> -<p class='line' style='font-size:0.8em;'>NEW YORK, SAN FRANCISCO, LONDON, AND PARIS</p> -</div> <!-- end rend --> - -<hr class='pbk'/> - -<div class='lgc' style=''> <!-- rend=';' --> -<p class='line'><span class='sc'>Copyright</span>, 1889.</p> -<p class='line'> </p> -<p class='line'><span class='sc'>The Current Literature Publishing Co.</span></p> -<p class='line'> </p> -<p class='line'>[<span class='it'>All rights reserved.</span>]</p> -<p class='line'> </p> -<p class='line'> </p> -<p class='line'> </p> -<p class='line'> </p> -<p class='line'> </p> -<p class='line' style='font-size:0.8em;'>Press of J. J. Little & Co.</p> -<p class='line' style='font-size:0.8em;'>Astor Place, New York.</p> -</div> <!-- end rend --> - -<hr class='pbk'/> - -<p class='line' style='text-align:center;margin-top:1.5em;margin-bottom:1.5em;font-size:1.2em;font-weight:bold;'>Table of Contents</p> - -<table id='tab1' summary='' class='center'> -<tr><td class='tab1c1 tdStyle0'><a href='#c001'>CHAPTER I.</a>—<span style='font-size:smaller'>A SECOND AVENUE HOUSEHOLD.</span></td><td class='tab1c2 tdStyle0'></td></tr> -<tr><td class='tab1c1 tdStyle0'><a href='#c002'>CHAPTER II.</a>—<span style='font-size:smaller'>JOHN SUYDAM GIVES HIS BLESSING.</span></td><td class='tab1c2 tdStyle0'></td></tr> -<tr><td class='tab1c1 tdStyle0'><a href='#c003'>CHAPTER III.</a>—<span style='font-size:smaller'>BROOKLYN AND BABYLON.</span></td><td class='tab1c2 tdStyle0'></td></tr> -<tr><td class='tab1c1 tdStyle0'><a href='#c004'>CHAPTER IV.</a>—<span style='font-size:smaller'>IN THE GREEN ROOM OF LITERATURE.</span></td><td class='tab1c2 tdStyle0'></td></tr> -<tr><td class='tab1c1 tdStyle0'><a href='#c005'>CHAPTER V.</a>—<span style='font-size:smaller'>THE SWEETS OF SOLITUDE.</span></td><td class='tab1c2 tdStyle0'></td></tr> -<tr><td class='tab1c1 tdStyle0'><a href='#c006'>CHAPTER VI.</a>—<span style='font-size:smaller'>SUYDAM’S LEGACY AND HERMIA’S WILL.</span></td><td class='tab1c2 tdStyle0'></td></tr> -<tr><td class='tab1c1 tdStyle0'><a href='#c007'>CHAPTER VII.</a>—<span style='font-size:smaller'>A HEROINE IN TRAINING.</span></td><td class='tab1c2 tdStyle0'></td></tr> -<tr><td class='tab1c1 tdStyle0'><a href='#c008'>CHAPTER VIII.</a>—<span style='font-size:smaller'>HERMIA DISCOVERS HERSELF.</span></td><td class='tab1c2 tdStyle0'></td></tr> -<tr><td class='tab1c1 tdStyle0'><a href='#c009'>CHAPTER IX.</a>—<span style='font-size:smaller'>HELEN SIMMS.</span></td><td class='tab1c2 tdStyle0'></td></tr> -<tr><td class='tab1c1 tdStyle0'><a href='#c010'>CHAPTER X.</a>—<span style='font-size:smaller'>A MENTAL PHOTOGRAPH GALLERY.</span></td><td class='tab1c2 tdStyle0'></td></tr> -<tr><td class='tab1c1 tdStyle0'><a href='#c011'>CHAPTER XI.</a>—<span style='font-size:smaller'>A TAILOR-MADE FATE.</span></td><td class='tab1c2 tdStyle0'></td></tr> -<tr><td class='tab1c1 tdStyle0'><a href='#c012'>CHAPTER XII.</a>—<span style='font-size:smaller'>THE CLUB OF FREE DISCUSSION.</span></td><td class='tab1c2 tdStyle0'></td></tr> -<tr><td class='tab1c1 tdStyle0'><a href='#c013'>CHAPTER XIII.</a>—<span style='font-size:smaller'>OGDEN CRYDER.</span></td><td class='tab1c2 tdStyle0'></td></tr> -<tr><td class='tab1c1 tdStyle0'><a href='#c014'>CHAPTER XIV.</a>—<span style='font-size:smaller'>IN A METROPOLITAN JUNGLE.</span></td><td class='tab1c2 tdStyle0'> </td></tr> -<tr><td class='tab1c1 tdStyle0'><a href='#c015'>CHAPTER XV.</a>—<span style='font-size:smaller'>A CLEVER TRIFLER.</span></td><td class='tab1c2 tdStyle0'> </td></tr> -<tr><td class='tab1c1 tdStyle0'><a href='#c016'>CHAPTER XVI.</a>—<span style='font-size:smaller'>A LITERARY DINNER.</span></td><td class='tab1c2 tdStyle0'> </td></tr> -<tr><td class='tab1c1 tdStyle0'><a href='#c017'>CHAPTER XVII.</a>—<span style='font-size:smaller'>AN ILLUSION DISPELLED.</span></td><td class='tab1c2 tdStyle0'> </td></tr> -<tr><td class='tab1c1 tdStyle0'><a href='#c018'>CHAPTER XVIII.</a>—<span style='font-size:smaller'>A BLOODLESS ENTHUSIAST.</span></td><td class='tab1c2 tdStyle0'> </td></tr> -<tr><td class='tab1c1 tdStyle0'><a href='#c019'>CHAPTER XIX.</a>—<span style='font-size:smaller'>TASTELESS FRUIT.</span></td><td class='tab1c2 tdStyle0'> </td></tr> -<tr><td class='tab1c1 tdStyle0'><a href='#c020'>CHAPTER XX.</a>—<span style='font-size:smaller'>A COMMONPLACE MEETING.</span></td><td class='tab1c2 tdStyle0'> </td></tr> -<tr><td class='tab1c1 tdStyle0'><a href='#c021'>CHAPTER XXI.</a>—<span style='font-size:smaller'>BACK TO THE PAST.</span></td><td class='tab1c2 tdStyle0'> </td></tr> -<tr><td class='tab1c1 tdStyle0'><a href='#c022'>CHAPTER XXII.</a>—<span style='font-size:smaller'>QUINTARD IS DISCUSSED.</span></td><td class='tab1c2 tdStyle0'> </td></tr> -<tr><td class='tab1c1 tdStyle0'><a href='#c023'>CHAPTER XXIII.</a>—<span style='font-size:smaller'>PLATONIC PROSPECTS.</span></td><td class='tab1c2 tdStyle0'> </td></tr> -<tr><td class='tab1c1 tdStyle0'><a href='#c024'>CHAPTER XXIV.</a>—<span style='font-size:smaller'>AN UNEXPECTED CONFESSION.</span></td><td class='tab1c2 tdStyle0'> </td></tr> -<tr><td class='tab1c1 tdStyle0'><a href='#c025'>CHAPTER XXV.</a>—<span style='font-size:smaller'>THE POWER OF PERSONALITY.</span></td><td class='tab1c2 tdStyle0'> </td></tr> -<tr><td class='tab1c1 tdStyle0'><a href='#c026'>CHAPTER XXVI.</a>—<span style='font-size:smaller'>HERMIA HEARS THE TRUTH.</span></td><td class='tab1c2 tdStyle0'> </td></tr> -<tr><td class='tab1c1 tdStyle0'><a href='#c027'>CHAPTER XXVII.</a>—<span style='font-size:smaller'>FIVE POINTS OF VIEW.</span></td><td class='tab1c2 tdStyle0'> </td></tr> -<tr><td class='tab1c1 tdStyle0'><a href='#c028'>CHAPTER XXVIII.</a>—<span style='font-size:smaller'>TWO HISTORIES ARE ALMOST FINISHED.</span></td><td class='tab1c2 tdStyle0'> </td></tr> -<tr><td class='tab1c1 tdStyle0'><a href='#c029'>CHAPTER XXIX.</a>—<span style='font-size:smaller'>AN EPOCH-MAKING DEPARTURE.</span></td><td class='tab1c2 tdStyle0'> </td></tr> -<tr><td class='tab1c1 tdStyle0'><a href='#c030'>CHAPTER XXX.</a>—<span style='font-size:smaller'>THROUGH THE SNOW.</span></td><td class='tab1c2 tdStyle0'> </td></tr> -<tr><td class='tab1c1 tdStyle0'><a href='#c031'>CHAPTER XXXI.</a>—<span style='font-size:smaller'>THE DYKMAN REPRIMAND.</span></td><td class='tab1c2 tdStyle0'> </td></tr> -<tr><td class='tab1c1 tdStyle0'><a href='#c032'>CHAPTER XXXII.</a>—<span style='font-size:smaller'>FUTURITY.</span></td><td class='tab1c2 tdStyle0'> </td></tr> -<tr><td class='tab1c1 tdStyle0'><a href='#c033'>CHAPTER XXXIII.</a>—<span style='font-size:smaller'>CHAOS.</span></td><td class='tab1c2 tdStyle0'> </td></tr> -<tr><td class='tab1c1 tdStyle0'><a href='#c034'>CHAPTER XXXIV.</a>—<span style='font-size:smaller'>LIFE FROM DEATH.</span></td><td class='tab1c2 tdStyle0'> </td></tr> -<tr><td class='tab1c1 tdStyle0'><a href='#c035'>CHAPTER XXXV.</a>—<span style='font-size:smaller'>IDEALS RESTORED.</span></td><td class='tab1c2 tdStyle0'> </td></tr> -<tr><td class='tab1c1 tdStyle0'><a href='#c036'>CHAPTER XXXVI.</a>—<span style='font-size:smaller'>AN AWAKENING.</span></td><td class='tab1c2 tdStyle0'> </td></tr> -<tr><td class='tab1c1 tdStyle0'><a href='#c037'>CHAPTER XXXVII.</a>—<span style='font-size:smaller'>THE DOCTRINE OF THE INEVITABLE.</span></td><td class='tab1c2 tdStyle0'> </td></tr> -<tr><td class='tab1c1 tdStyle0'><a href='#c038'>CHAPTER XXXVIII.</a>—<span style='font-size:smaller'>BETWEEN DAY AND NIGHT.</span></td><td class='tab1c2 tdStyle0'> </td></tr> -<tr><td class='tab1c1 tdStyle0'><a href='#c039'>CHAPTER XXXIX.</a>—<span style='font-size:smaller'>THE REALIZATION OF IDEALS.</span></td><td class='tab1c2 tdStyle0'> </td></tr> -</table> - -<hr class='pbk'/> - -<p class='line' style='text-align:center;margin-bottom:1.5em;'><span class='it'>FROM HERBERT SPENCER’S CHAPTER ON “THE WILL.”</span></p> - -<p class='pindent'><span class='it'>To say that the performance of the action is the result of -his free will is to say that he determines the cohesion of the -psychical states which arouse the action; and as these -psychical states constitute himself at the moment, this is to -say that these psychical states determine their own cohesion, -which is absurd. These cohesions have been determined by -experiences—the greater part of them, constituting what we -call his natural character, by the experiences of antecedent -organisms, and the rest by his own experiences. The -changes which at each moment take place in his consciousness -are produced by this infinitude of previous experiences -registered in his nervous structure, co-operating with the -immediate impressions on his senses; the effects of these -combined factors being in every sense qualified by the -psychical state, general or local, of his organism.</span></p> - -<hr class='pbk'/> - -<p class='line' style='text-align:center;margin-bottom:1.5em;font-size:2em;font-weight:bold;'>HERMIA SUYDAM</p> - -<div><span class='pageno' title='7' id='Page_7'></span><h1 class='nobreak'><a id='c001'></a>CHAPTER I.</h1></div> - -<p class='line' style='text-align:center;margin-bottom:1.5em;font-size:1em;'>A SECOND AVENUE HOUSEHOLD.</p> - -<p class='pindent'>When Crosby Suydam died and left exactly -enough money to bury himself, his widow returned -to New York, and, taking her two little girls by the -hand, presented herself at the old Suydam mansion -on Second Avenue. “You must either take care of -us or see us go to the poor-house,” she said to her -brother-in-law; “I am not strong enough to work, -and my relatives are as poor as myself.” And -she sank into one of the library chairs with that -air of indifference and physical weakness which -makes a man more helpless than defiance or curse. -Did John Suydam still, in his withered, yellow -frame, carry a shrunken remnant of that pliable -organ called the heart? His brother’s widow did -not add this problem to the others of her vexed -existence—she had done with problems forever—but -in his little world the legend was whispered -that, many years before, the last fragment had -<span class='pageno' title='8' id='Page_8'></span> -dried and crumbled to dust. It must be either -dust or a fossil; and, if the latter, it would surely -play a merry clack and rattle with its housing -skeleton every time the old man drew a long -breath or hobbled across the room.</p> - -<p class='pindent'>John Suydam’s age was another problem. His -neighbors said that the little yellow old man was -their parents’ contemporary. That he had ever -had any youth those parents denied. He was -many years older than Crosby Suydam, however, -and the world had blamed him sharply for his -treatment of his younger brother. Crosby had -been wealthy when he married, and a great favorite. -Some resentment was felt when he chose a -New England girl for his wife; but Mrs. Suydam -entertained so charmingly that society quickly forgave -both, and filled their drawing-rooms whenever -bidden. For ten years these two young -people were illuminating stars in the firmament -of New York society; then they swept down -the horizon like meteors on a summer’s night. -Crosby had withdrawn his fortune from the -securities in which his father had left it, and -blown bubbles up and down Wall street for a year -or so. At the end of that time he possessed -neither bubbles nor suds. He drifted to Brooklyn, -and for ten years more, struggled along, at one -clerkship or another, his brother never lending him -a dollar, nor offering him the shelter of his roof. -He dropped out of life as he had dropped out -<span class='pageno' title='9' id='Page_9'></span> -of the world, which had long since forgotten -both him and his unhappy young wife.</p> - -<p class='pindent'>But, if John Suydam had no heart, he had pride. -New York, in his opinion, should have been -called Suydam, and the thought of one of his -name in the poor-house aroused a passion stronger -than avarice. He told his sister-in-law that she -could stay, that he would give her food and shelter -and a hundred dollars a year on condition -that she would take care of her own rooms—he -could not afford another servant.</p> - -<p class='pindent'>It was a strange household. Mrs. Suydam sat -up in her room all day with her two little girls and in -her passive, mechanical way, heard their lessons, or -helped them make their clothes. Her brother she -met only at the table. At those awful meals not -a word was ever spoken. John, who had atrocious -table manners, crunched his food audibly -for a half-hour at breakfast, an hour and a half at -dinner, and an hour at supper. Mrs. Suydam, -whose one desire was to die, accepted the hint he -unconsciously gave, and swallowed her food whole; -if longevity and mastication were correlatives, it -was a poor rule that would not work both ways. -She died before the year was out; not of indigestion, -however, but of relaxation from the terrible -strain to which her delicate constitution had been -subjected during the ten preceding years.</p> - -<p class='pindent'>John Suydam had her put in the family vault, -under St. Mark’s, as economically as possible, then -<span class='pageno' title='10' id='Page_10'></span> -groaned in spirit as he thought of the two children -left on his hands. He soon discovered that they -would give him no trouble. Bessie Suydam was a -motherly child, and adversity had filled many of -the little store-rooms in her brain with a fund of -common-sense, which, in happier conditions, might -have been carried by. She was sixteen and Hermia -was nine. The day after the funeral she -slipped into her mother’s place, and her little -sister never missed the maternal care. Their -life was monotonous. Bessie did not know her -neighbors, although her grandparents and theirs -had played together. When Mrs. Suydam had -come to live under her brother-in-law’s roof, the -neighborhood had put its dislike of John Suydam -aside and called at once. It neither saw Mrs. -Suydam, nor did its kindness ever receive the -slightest notice; and, with a sigh of relief, it forgot -both her and her children.</p> - -<p class='pindent'>A few months after Mrs. Suydam’s death another -slight change occurred in the household. A fourth -mendicant relative appeared and asked for help. -He was a distant cousin, and had been a schoolmate -of John Suydam in that boyhood in which -no one but himself believed. He had spent his -life in the thankless treadmill of the teacher. Several -years before, he had been pushed out of the -mill by younger propounders of more fashionable -methods, and after his savings were spent he had -no resource but John Suydam.</p> - -<p class='pindent'><span class='pageno' title='11' id='Page_11'></span> -Suydam treated him better than might have -been expected. These two girls, whom a malignant -fate had flung upon his protection, must be -educated, and he was unwilling to incur the expenses -of a school or governess. The advent of -William Crosby laid the question at rest. John -told him that he would give him a home and a -hundred dollars a year if he would educate his -nieces, and the old man was glad to consent.</p> - -<p class='pindent'>The professor taught the girls conscientiously, -and threw some sunshine into their lives. He -took them for a long walk every day, and showed -them all the libraries, the picture galleries, and the -shops. In spite of the meanness of her garb, Bessie -attracted some attention during these ramblings; -she had the pretty American face, and the freshness -of morning was in it. Poor Hermia, who -obediently trotted behind, passed unnoticed. Nature, -who had endowed the rest of her family so -kindly—her father and mother had been two of -the old dame’s proudest works—had passed her by -in a fit of abstraction. Under her high, melancholy -forehead and black, heavy brows, stared -solemnly a pair of unmistakably green eyes—even -that hypocrite Politeness would never name them -gray. Her dull, uninteresting hair was brushed -severely back and braided in a tight pig-tail; and -her sallow cheeks were in painful contrast to the -pink and white of her sister’s delicate skin. Her -eyelashes were thick and black, and she had the -<span class='pageno' title='12' id='Page_12'></span> -small, admirably shaped hands and feet of the -Suydams, but the general effect was unattractive. -She was a cold, reserved child, and few people -liked her.</p> - -<p class='pindent'>The professor took the girls to the theater one -night, and it was a memorable night in their lives. -Each was in a fever of excitement, and each -manifested it characteristically. Bessie’s cheeks -were flushed to her eyelashes, and she jerked the -buttons off both gloves. Her gray eyes shone -and her pink lips were parted. People stared at -her as she passed and wondered who she was. -But for once in her life she was blind to admiration; -she was going to see a play! Hermia -was paler than ever and almost rigid. Her lips -were firmly compressed, but her hands, in her little -woolen gloves, were burning, and her eyes -shone like a cat’s in the dark. They sat in the -gallery, but they were in the front row, and as -content as any jeweled dame in box or parquette.</p> - -<p class='pindent'>The play was Monte Cristo, and what more -was needed to perfect the delight of two girls confronted -with stage illusion for the first time? -Bessie laughed and wept, and rent her gloves to -shreds with the vehemence of her applause. -Hermia sat on the extreme edge of the seat, -and neither laughed, wept, nor applauded. Her -eyes, which never left the stage, grew bigger and -bigger, her face paler, and her nostrils more tense.</p> - -<p class='pindent'>After the play was over she did not utter a -<span class='pageno' title='13' id='Page_13'></span> -word until she got home; but the moment she -reached the bedroom which the sisters shared in -common she flung herself on the floor and shrieked -for an hour. Bessie, who was much alarmed, -dashed water over her, shook her, and finally -picked her up and rocked her to sleep. The -next morning Hermia was as calm as usual, but -she developed, soon after, a habit of dreaming -over her books which much perplexed her sister. -Bessie dreamed a little too, but she always heard -when she was spoken to, and Hermia did not.</p> - -<p class='pindent'>One night, about three months after the visit -to the theater, the girls were in their room preparing -for bed. Hermia was sitting on the hearth-rug -taking off her shoes, and Bessie was brushing -her long hair before the glass and admiring the reflection -of her pretty face.</p> - -<p class='pindent'>“Bessie,” said Hermia, leaning back and clasping -her hands about her knee, “what is your ambition -in life?”</p> - -<p class='pindent'>Bessie turned and stared down at the child, -then blushed rosily. “I should like to have a nice, -handsome husband and five beautiful children, all -dressed in white with blue sashes. And I should -like to have a pretty house on Fifth Avenue, and -a carriage, and lots of novels. And I should like -to go to Europe and see all the picture-galleries -and churches.” She had been addressing herself -in the glass, but she suddenly turned and looked -down at Hermia.</p> - -<p class='pindent'><span class='pageno' title='14' id='Page_14'></span> -“What is your ambition?” she asked.</p> - -<p class='pindent'>“To be the most beautiful woman in the -world!” exclaimed the child passionately.</p> - -<p class='pindent'>Bessie sat down on a hassock. She felt but -did not comprehend that agonized longing for the -gift which nature had denied, and which woman -holds most dear. She had always been pretty -and was somewhat vain, but she had known little -of the power of beauty, and power and uncomeliness -alone teach a woman beauty’s value. But -she was sympathetic, and she felt a vague pity for -her sister. She thought it better, however, to improve -the occasion.</p> - -<p class='pindent'>“Beauty is nothing in itself,” she said, gently; -“you must be good and clever, and then people -will think——”</p> - -<p class='pindent'>“Bessie,” interrupted Hermia, as if she had -not heard, “do you think I will <span class='it'>ever</span> be pretty?”</p> - -<p class='pindent'>Bessie hesitated. She was very conscientious, -but she was also very tender-hearted. For a -moment there was a private battle, then conscience -triumphed. “No,” she said, regretfully, “I am -afraid you never will be, dear.”</p> - -<p class='pindent'>She was looking unusually lovely herself as she -spoke. Her shoulders were bare and her chemise -had dropped low on her white bosom. Her eyes -looked black in the lamp’s narrow light, and her -soft, heavy hair tumbled about her flushed face -and slender, shapely figure. Hermia gazed at her -for a moment, and then with a suppressed cry -<span class='pageno' title='15' id='Page_15'></span> -sprang forward and tore her sharp nails across -her sister’s cheek.</p> - -<p class='pindent'>Bessie gave a shriek of pain and anger, and, -catching the panting, struggling child, slapped her -until her arm ached. “There!” she exclaimed, -finally, shaking her sister until the child’s teeth -clacked together, “you little tiger cat! You -sha’n’t have any supper for a week.” Then she -dropped Hermia suddenly and burst into tears. -“Oh, it is dreadfully wicked to lose one’s temper -like that; but my poor face!” She rubbed the -tears from her eyes and, standing up, carefully -examined her wounds in the glass. She heaved a -sigh of relief; they were not very deep. She -went to the washstand and bathed her face, then -returned to her sister. Hermia stood on the -hearth-rug. She had not moved since Bessie -dropped her hands from her shoulders.</p> - -<p class='pindent'>Bessie folded her arms magisterially and looked -down upon the culprit, her delicate brows drawn -together, her eyes as severe as those of an angel -whose train has been stepped on. “Are you not -sorry?” she demanded sternly.</p> - -<p class='pindent'>Hermia gazed at her steadily for a moment. -“Yes,” she said, finally, “I am sorry, and I’ll -never get outside-mad again as long as I live. -I’ve made a fool of myself.” Then she marched -to the other side of the room and went to bed.</p> - -<hr class='tbk100'/> - -<div><span class='pageno' title='16' id='Page_16'></span><h1><a id='c002'></a>CHAPTER II.</h1></div> - -<p class='line' style='text-align:center;margin-bottom:1.5em;font-size:1em;'>JOHN SUYDAM GIVES HIS BLESSING.</p> - -<p class='pindent'>One day a bank clerk came up to the quiet -house with a message to John Suydam. As he -was leaving he met Bessie in the hall. Each did -what wiser heads had done before—they fell wildly -and uncompromisingly in love at first sight. How -Frank Mordaunt managed to find an excuse for -speaking to her he never remembered, nor how he -had been transported from the hall into the dingy -old drawing-room. At the end of an hour he was -still there, seated on a sofa of faded brocade, -and looking into the softest eyes in the world.</p> - -<p class='pindent'>After that he came every evening. John Suydam -knew nothing of it. Bessie, from the parlor -window, watched Mordaunt come down the -street and opened the front door herself; the old -man, crouching over his library fire, heard not an -echo of the whispers on the other side of the wall.</p> - -<p class='pindent'>Poor Bessie! Frank Mordaunt was the first -young man with whom she had ever exchanged -a half-dozen consecutive sentences. No wonder -her heart beat responsively to the first love and the -first spoken admiration. Mordaunt, as it chanced, -<span class='pageno' title='17' id='Page_17'></span> -was not a villain, and the rôle of victim was not -offered to Bessie. She was used to economy, he -had a fair salary, and they decided to be married -at once. When they had agreed upon the date, -Bessie summoned up her courage and informed -her uncle of her plans. He made no objection; -he was probably delighted to get rid of her; and -as a wedding-gift he presented her with—Hermia.</p> - -<p class='pindent'>“I like her better than I do you,” he said, “for -she has more brains in her little finger than you -have in your whole head; and she will never be -contented with a bank clerk. But I cannot be -bothered with children. I will pay you thirty -dollars a quarter for her board, and William -Crosby can continue to teach her. I hope you -will be happy, Elizabeth; but marriage is always -a failure. You can send Hermia to me every -Christmas morning, and I will give her twenty-five -dollars with which to clothe herself during -the year. I shall not go to the wedding. I dislike -weddings and funerals. There should be no -periods in life, only commas. When a man dies -he doesn’t mind the period; he can’t see it. But -he need not remind himself of it. You can go.”</p> - -<p class='pindent'>Bessie was married in a pretty white gown, -made from an old one of her mother’s, and St. -Mark’s had never held a daintier bride. No one -was present but Mordaunt’s parents, the professor, -who was radiant, and Hermia, who was -the only bridesmaid. But it was a fair spring -<span class='pageno' title='18' id='Page_18'></span> -morning, the birds were singing in an eager -choir, and the altar had been decorated with a -few greens and flowers by the professor and Hermia. -At the conclusion of the service the clergyman -patted Bessie on the head and told her he -was sure she would be happy, and the girl forgot -her uncle’s benediction.</p> - -<p class='pindent'>“Bessie,” said Hermia an hour later, as they -were walking toward their new home, “I will -never be married until I can have a dress covered -with stars like those Hans Andersen’s princesses -carried about in a nutshell when they were disguised -as beggar-maids, and until I can be married -in a grand cathedral and have a great organ just -pealing about me, and a white-robed choir singing -like seraphs, and roses to walk on——”</p> - -<p class='pindent'>“Hermia,” said Bessie dreamily, “I wish you -would not talk so much, and you shouldn’t wish -for things you can never have.”</p> - -<p class='pindent'>“I will have them,” exclaimed the child under -her breath. “I will! I will!”</p> - -<hr class='tbk101'/> - -<div><span class='pageno' title='19' id='Page_19'></span><h1><a id='c003'></a>CHAPTER III.</h1></div> - -<p class='line' style='text-align:center;margin-bottom:1.5em;font-size:1em;'>BROOKLYN AND BABYLON.</p> - -<p class='pindent'>Thirteen years passed. Bessie had three of -her desired children and a nice little flat in -Brooklyn. Reverses and trials had come, but -on the whole Mordaunt was fairly prosperous, and -they were happy. The children did not wear -white dresses and blue sashes; they were generally -to be seen in stout ginghams and woolen plaids, -but they were chubby, healthy, pretty things, -and their mother was as proud of them as if -they had realized every detail of her youthful -and ambitious dreams.</p> - -<p class='pindent'>Bessie’s prettiness had gone with her first baby, -as American prettiness is apt to do, but the sweetness -of her nature remained and shone through -her calm eyes and the lines of care about her -mouth. She had long since forgotten to sigh -over the loss of her beauty, she had so little time; -but she still remembered to give a deft coil to her -hair, and her plain little gowns were never dowdy. -She knew nothing about modern decorative art, -and had no interest in hard-wood floors or dados; -but her house was pretty and tasteful in the old-fashioned -<span class='pageno' title='20' id='Page_20'></span> -way, and in her odd moments she -worked at cross-stitch.</p> - -<p class='pindent'>And Hermia? Poor girl! She had not found -the beauty her sister had lost. Her hair was still -the same muddy blonde-brown, although with a -latent suggestion of color, and she still brushed it -back with the severity of her childhood. Nothing, -she had long since concluded, could beautify -her, and she would waste no time in the attempt. -She was a trifle above medium height, and her -thin figure bent a little from the waist. Her skin -was as sallow as of yore, and her eyes were dull. -She had none of Bessie’s sweetness of expression; -her cold, intellectual face just escaped being sullen. -Her health was what might be expected of -a girl who exercised little and preferred thought -to sleep. She had kept the promise made the -night she had scratched her sister’s face; during -the past fifteen years no one had seen her lose -her self-control for a moment. She was as cold -as a polar night, and as impassive as an Anglo-American. -She was very kind to her sister, and -did what she could to help her. She taught the -children; and, though with much private rebellion, -she frequently made their clothes and did the -marketing. Frank and Bessie regarded her with -awe and distant admiration, but the children -liked her. The professor had taught her until he -could teach her no more, and then had earned his -subsistence by reading aloud to John Suydam. -<span class='pageno' title='21' id='Page_21'></span> -A year or two before, he had departed for less -material duties, with few regrets.</p> - -<p class='pindent'>But, if Hermia no longer studied, she belonged -to several free libraries and read with unflagging -vigor. Of late she had taken a deep interest in -art, and she spent many hours in the picture galleries -of New York. Moreover, she grasped any -excuse which took her across the river. With all -the fervor of her silent soul she loved New York -and hated Brooklyn.</p> - -<p class='pindent'>She was sitting in the dining-room one evening, -helping Lizzie, the oldest child, with her -lessons. Lizzie was sleepy, and was droning -through her multiplication table, when she happened -to glance at her aunt. “You are not paying -attention,” she exclaimed, triumphantly; “I -don’t believe you’ve heard a word of that old -table, and I’m not going to say it over again.”</p> - -<p class='pindent'>Hermia, whose eyes had been fixed vacantly on -the fire, started and took the book from Lizzie’s -lap. “Go to bed,” she said; “you are tired, -and you know your tables very well.”</p> - -<p class='pindent'>Lizzie, who was guiltily conscious that she had -never known her tables less well, accepted her -release with alacrity, kissed her aunt good-night, -and ran out of the room.</p> - -<p class='pindent'>Hermia went to the window and opened it. It -looked upon walls and fences, but lineaments -were blotted out to-night under a heavy fall of -snow. Beyond the lower roofs loomed the tall -<span class='pageno' title='22' id='Page_22'></span> -walls of houses on the neighboring street, momentarily -discernible through the wind-parted storm.</p> - -<p class='pindent'>Hermia pushed the snow from the sill, then -closed the window with a sigh. The snow and -the night were the two things in her life that she -loved. They were projected into her little circle -from the grand whole of which they were parts, -and were in no way a result of her environment.</p> - -<p class='pindent'>She went into the sitting-room and sat down by -the table. She took up a book and stared at its -unturned pages for a quarter of an hour. Then -she raised her eyes and looked about her. Mordaunt -was sitting in an easy-chair by the fire, -smoking a pipe and reading a magazine story -aloud to his wife, who sat near him, sewing. Lizzie -had climbed on his lap, and with her head -against his shoulder was fast asleep.</p> - -<p class='pindent'>Hermia took up a pencil and made a calculation -on the fly-leaf of her book. It did not take -long, but the result was a respectable sum—4,620. -Allowing for her sister’s brief illnesses and for -several minor interruptions, she had looked upon -that same scene, varied in trifling details, just -about 4,620 times in the past thirteen years. She -rose suddenly and closed her book.</p> - -<p class='pindent'>“Good-night,” she said, “I am tired. I am -going to bed.”</p> - -<p class='pindent'>Mordaunt muttered “good-night” without -raising his eyes; but Bessie turned her head with -an anxious smile.</p> - -<p class='pindent'><span class='pageno' title='23' id='Page_23'></span> -“Good-night,” she said; “I think you need a -tonic. And would you mind putting Lizzie to -bed? I am so interested in this story. Frank, -carry her into the nursery.”</p> - -<p class='pindent'>Hermia hesitated a moment, as if she were -about to refuse, but she turned and followed -Frank into the next room.</p> - -<p class='pindent'>She undressed the inert, protesting child and -tucked her in bed. Then she went to her room -and locked the door. She lit the gas mechanically -and stood still for a moment. Then she -threw herself on the bed, and flung herself wildly -about. After a time she clasped her hands tightly -about the top of her head and gazed fixedly at -the ceiling. Her family would not have recognized -her in that moment. Her disheveled hair -clung about her flushed face, and through its -tangle her eyes glittered like those of a snake. -For a few moments her limbs were as rigid as if -the life had gone out of them. Then she threw -herself over on her face and burst into a wild passion -of weeping. The hard, inward sobs shook -her slender body as the screw shakes the steamer.</p> - -<p class='pindent'>“How I hate it! How I hate it! How I hate -it!” she reiterated, between her paroxysms. “O -God! is there nothing—nothing—nothing in life -but this? Nothing but hideous monotony—and -endless days—and thousands and thousands of -hours that are as alike as grains of sand?”</p> - -<p class='pindent'>She got up suddenly and filling a basin with -<span class='pageno' title='24' id='Page_24'></span> -water thrust her head into it. The water was as -cold as melting ice, and when she had dried her -hair she no longer felt as if her brain were trying -to force its way through the top of her skull.</p> - -<p class='pindent'>Hermia, like many other women, lived a double -life. On the night when, under the dramatic -illusion of Monte Cristo, her imagination had -awakened with a shock which rent the film of -childhood from her brain, she had found a dream-world -of her own. The prosaic never suspected -its existence; the earth’s millions who dwelt in -the same world cared nothing for any kingdom -in it but their own; she was sovereign of a vast -domain wrapped in the twilight mystery of dreamland, -but peopled with obedient subjects conceived -and molded in her waking brain. She -walked stoically through the monotonous round -of her daily life; she took a grim and bitter -pleasure in fulfilling every duty it developed, and -she never neglected the higher duty she owed her -intellect; but when night came, and the key was -turned in her door, she sprang from the life she -abhorred into the world of her delight. She -would fight sleep off for hours, for sleep meant -temporary death, and the morning a return to -material existence. A ray of light from the street-lamp -struggled through the window, and, fighting -with the shadows, filled the ugly, common little -room with glamour and illusion. The walls -swept afar and rolled themselves into marble pillars -<span class='pageno' title='25' id='Page_25'></span> -that towered vaporously in the gloom. Beyond, -rooms of state and rooms of pleasure ceaselessly -multiplied. On the pictured floors lay -rugs so deep that the echo of a lover’s footfall -would never go out into eternity. From the -enameled walls sprang a vaulted ceiling painted -with forgotten art. Veils of purple stuffs, gold-wrought, -jewel-fringed, so dense that the roar of -a cannon could not have forced its way into the -stillness of that room, masked windows and doors. -From beyond those pillars, from the far perspective -of those ever-doubling chambers came the -plash of waters, faint and sweet as the music of -the bulbul. The bed, aloft on its dais, was -muffled in lace which might have fringed a mist. -Hidden in the curving leaves of pale-tinted lotus -flowers were tiny flames of light, and in an urn -of agate burned perfumed woods. * * *</p> - -<p class='pindent'>For this girl within her unseductive frame had -all the instincts of a beautiful woman, for the -touch of whose lips men would dig the grave -of their life’s ambitions. That kiss it was the -passionate cry of her heart to give to lips as warm -and imploring as her own. She would thrust -handfuls of violets between her blankets, and -imagine herself lying by the sea in a nest of -fragrance. Her body longed for the softness of -cambric and for silk attire; her eye for all the -beauty that the hand of man had ever wrought.</p> - -<p class='pindent'>When wandering among those brain-born shadows -<span class='pageno' title='26' id='Page_26'></span> -of hers, she was beautiful, of course; and, -equally inferable, those dreams had a hero. This -lover’s personality grew with her growth and -changed with every evolution of the mind that -had given it birth; but, strangely enough, the -lover himself had retained his proportions and -lineaments from the day of his creation. Is it -to be supposed that Hermia was wedded peacefully -to her ideal, and that together they reigned -over a vast dominion of loving and respectful -subjects? Not at all. If there was one word -in the civilized vocabulary that Hermia hated -it was that word “marriage.” To her it was -correlative with all that was commonplace; with -a prosaic grind that ate and corroded away life -and soul and imagination; with a dreary and infinite -monotony. Bessie Mordaunt’s peaceful married -life was hideous to her sister. Year after -year,—neither change nor excitement, neither -rapture nor anguish, nor romance nor poetry, -neither ambition nor achievement, nor recognition -nor power! Nothing of mystery, nothing of -adventure; neither palpitation of daring nor quiver -of secrecy; nothing but kisses of calm affection, -babies, and tidies! 4,620 evenings of calm, domestic -bliss; 4,620 days of placid, housewifely duties! -To Hermia such an existence was a tragedy more -appalling than relentless immortality. Bessie had -her circle of friends, and in each household the -tragedy was repeated; unless, mayhap, the couple -<span class='pageno' title='27' id='Page_27'></span> -were ill-mated, when the tragedy became a -comedy, and a vulgar one at that.</p> - -<p class='pindent'>Hermia’s hatred of marriage sprang not from -innate immorality, but from a strongly romantic -nature stimulated to abnormal extreme by the -constant, small-beer wave-beats of a humdrum, -uniform, ever-persisting, abhorred environment. -If no marriage-bells rang over her cliffs and waters -and through her castle halls, her life was more -ideally perfect than any life within her ken which -drowsed beneath the canopy of law and church. -Regarding the subject from the point of view to -which her nature and conditions had focused her -mental vision, love needed the exhilarating influence -of liberty, the stimulation of danger, and -the enchantment of mystery.</p> - -<p class='pindent'>Of men practically she knew little. There were -young men in her sister’s circle, and Mordaunt -occasionally brought home his fellow clerks; but -Hermia had never given one of them a thought. -They were limited and commonplace, and her -reputation for intellectuality had the effect of -making them appear at their worst upon those -occasions when circumstances compelled them to -talk to her. And she had not the beauty to win -forgiveness for her brains. She appreciated this -fact and it embittered her, little as she cared for -her brother’s uninteresting friends, and sent her -to the depths of her populous soul.</p> - -<p class='pindent'>The books she read had their influence upon -<span class='pageno' title='28' id='Page_28'></span> -that soul-population. The American novel had -much the same effect upon her as the married -life of her sister and her sister’s friends. She -cared for but little of the literature of France, and -the best of it deified love and scorned the conventions. -She reveled in mediæval and ancient history -and loved the English poets, and both poets -and history held aloft, on pillars of fragrant and -indestructible wood, her own sad ideality.</p> - -<hr class='tbk102'/> - -<div><span class='pageno' title='29' id='Page_29'></span><h1><a id='c004'></a>CHAPTER IV.</h1></div> - -<p class='line' style='text-align:center;margin-bottom:1.5em;font-size:1em;'>IN THE GREEN ROOM OF LITERATURE.</p> - -<p class='pindent'>Hermia’s imagination in its turn demanded a -safety-valve; she found it necessary, occasionally, -to put her dreams into substance and sequence. -In other words she wrote. Not prose. She had -neither the patience nor the desire. Nor did she -write poetry. She believed that no woman, save -perhaps time-enveloped Sappho, ever did, and -she had no idea of adding her pseudonym to the -list of failures. When her brain became overcharged, -she dashed off verses, wildly romantic, -and with a pen heated white. There was a wail -and an hysterical passion in what she wrote that -took the hearts of a large class of readers by -storm, and her verses found prompt acceptance -by the daily and weekly papers. She had as yet -aspired to nothing higher. She was distinctly -aware that her versification was crude and her -methods faulty. To get her verses into the magazines -they must be fairly correct and almost -proper, and both attainments demanded an -amount of labor distasteful to her impatient -nature. Of late, scarcely a week had passed -<span class='pageno' title='30' id='Page_30'></span> -without the appearance of several metrical contributions -over the signature “Quirus;” and the -wail and the passion were growing more piercing -and tumultuous. The readers were moved, -interested, or amused, according to their respective -natures.</p> - -<p class='pindent'>The morning after the little arithmetical problem, -Hermia arose early and sat down at her desk. -She drew out a package of MS. and read it over -twice, then determined to have a flirtation with -the magazines. These verses were more skillful -from a literary point of view than any of her previous -work, because, for the sake of variety, she -had plagiarized some good work of an English -poet. The story was a charming one, dramatic, -somewhat fragmentary, and a trifle less caloric -than her other effusions. She revised it carefully, -and mailed it, later in the day, to one of the -leading New York magazines.</p> - -<p class='pindent'>Two weeks passed and no answer came. Then, -snatching at anything which offered its minimum -of distraction, she determined to call on the -editor. She had never presented herself to an -editor before, fearing his betrayal of her identity; -so well had she managed that not even Bessie -knew she wrote; but she regarded the magazine -editor from afar as an exalted being, and was -willing to put her trust in him. She felt shy -about acknowledging herself the apostle of beauty -and the priestess of passion, but ennui conquered -<span class='pageno' title='31' id='Page_31'></span> -diffidence, and one morning she presented herself -at the door of her editor’s den.</p> - -<p class='pindent'>The editor, who was glancing over proofs, -raised his eyes as she entered, and did not look -overjoyed to see her. Nevertheless, he politely -asked her to be seated. Poor Hermia by this -time was cold with fright; her knees were shaking. -She was used to self-control, however, and in a -moment managed to remark that she had come to -inquire about the fate of her poem. The editor -bowed, extracted a MS. from a pigeon-hole behind -him, and handed it to her.</p> - -<p class='pindent'>“I cannot use it,” he said, “but I am greatly -obliged to you, nevertheless. We are always -grateful for contributions.”</p> - -<p class='pindent'>He had a pleasant way of looking upon the -matter as settled, but an ounce or two of Hermia’s -courage had returned, and she was determined -to get something more out of the interview -than a glimpse of an editor.</p> - -<p class='pindent'>“I am sorry,” she said, “but of course I expected -it. Would you mind telling me what is -the matter with it?”</p> - -<p class='pindent'>Editors will not take the trouble to write a criticism -of a returned manuscript, but they are more -willing to air their views verbally than people -imagine. It gives them an opportunity to lecture -and generalize, and they enjoy doing both.</p> - -<p class='pindent'>“Certainly not,” said the editor in question. -“Your principal fault is that you are too highly -<span class='pageno' title='32' id='Page_32'></span> -emotional. Your verses would be unhealthy -reading for my patrons. This is a family magazine, -and has always borne the reputation of incorruptible -morality. It would not do for us to -print matter which a father might not wish his -daughter to read. The American young girl -should be the conscientious American editor’s -first consideration.”</p> - -<p class='pindent'>This interview was among the anguished memories -of Hermia’s life. After her return home she -thought of so many good things she might have -said. This was one which she uttered in the -seclusion of her bed-chamber that evening:</p> - -<p class='pindent'>(“You are perfectly right,” with imperturbability. -“‘Protect the American young girl lest -she protect not herself’ should be the motto and -the mission of the American editor!”)</p> - -<p class='pindent'>When she was at one with the opportunity, she -asked: “And my other faults?”</p> - -<p class='pindent'>“Your other faults?” replied the unconscious -victim of lagging wit. “There is a strain of philosophy -in your mind which unfits you for magazine -work. A magazine should be light and not too -original. People pick it up after the work of the -day; they want to be amused and entertained, -they do not want to think. Anything new, anything -out of the beaten track, anything which does -not suggest old and familiar favorites, anything -which requires a mental effort to grasp, annoys -them and affects the popularity of the magazine. -<span class='pageno' title='33' id='Page_33'></span> -Of course we like originality and imagination—do -not misunderstand me; what we do not want is -the complex, the radically original, or the deep. -We have catered to a large circle of readers for a -great many years; we know exactly what they -want, and they know exactly what to expect. -When they see the name of a new writer in our -pages they feel sure that whatever may be the -freshness and breeziness of the newcomer, he (or -she) will not call upon them to witness the tunneling -of unhewn rock—so to speak. Do you grasp -my meaning?”</p> - -<p class='pindent'>(Hermia at home in her bed-chamber: “I see. -Your distinctions are admirable. You want -originality with the sting extracted, soup instead -of blood, an exquisite etching rather than the bold -sweep and color of brush and oils. Your contributors -must say an old thing in a new way, or -a new thing in so old a way that the shock will be -broken, that the reader will never know he has -harbored a new-born babe. Your little lecture -has been of infinite value to me. I shall ponder -over it until I evolve something worthy of the -wary parent and the American Young Girl.”)</p> - -<p class='pindent'>Hermia in the editor’s den: “Oh, yes; thank -you very much. But I am afraid I shall never do -anything you will care for. Good-morning.”</p> - -<p class='pindent'>The next day she sent the manuscript to another -magazine, and, before she could reasonably -expect a reply, again invaded the sanctity of editorial -<span class='pageno' title='34' id='Page_34'></span> -seclusion. The genus editor amused her; -she resolved to keep her courage by the throat -and study the arbiters of literary destinies. It is -probable that, if her second editor had not been -young and very gracious, her courage would again -have flown off on deriding wings; as it was, it did -not even threaten desertion.</p> - -<p class='pindent'>She found the editor engaged in nothing more -depressing than the perusal of a letter. He -smiled most promisingly when she announced herself -as the mysterious “Quirus,” but folded his -hands deprecatingly.</p> - -<p class='pindent'>“I am sorry I cannot use that poem,” he said, -“but I am afraid it is impossible. It has decided -merit, and, in view of the awful stuff we are obliged -to publish, it would be a welcome addition to our -pages. I don’t mind the strength of the poem or -the plot; you have made your meaning artistically -obscure. But there is one word in it which would -make it too strong meat for the readers of this -magazine. I refer to the word ‘naked.’ It is quite -true that the adjective ‘naked’ is used in conjunction -with the noun ‘skies;’ but the word itself is -highly objectionable. I have been trying to find -a way out of the difficulty. I substituted the word -‘nude,’ but that spoils the meter, you see. Then -I sought the dictionary.” He opened a dictionary -that stood on a revolving stand beside him, and -read aloud: “‘Naked—uncovered; unclothed; -nude; bare; open; defenseless; plain; mere.’ -<span class='pageno' title='35' id='Page_35'></span> -None of these will answer the purpose, you see. -They are either too short or too long; and ‘open’ -does not convey the idea. I am really afraid that -nothing can be done. Suppose you try something -else and be more careful with your vocabulary. I -trust you catch my idea, because I am really quite -interested in your work. It is like the fresh -breeze of spring when it is not”—here he laughed—“the -torrid breath of the simoon. I have read -some of your other verse, you see.”</p> - -<p class='pindent'>“I think I understand you,” said Hermia, leaning -forward and gazing reflectively at him. “Manner -is everything. Matter is a creature whose limbs -may be of wood, whose joints may be sapless; so -long as he is covered by a first-class tailor he is a -being to strut proudly down to posterity. Or, for -the sake of variety, which has its value, the creature -may change his sex and become a pink-cheeked, -flax-haired, blue-eyed doll. Hang upon -her garments cut by an unconventional hand, -looped eccentrically and draped artistically, and -the poor little doll knows not herself from her -clothes. Have I gazed understandingly upon the -works of the literary clock?”</p> - -<p class='pindent'>The editor threw back his head and laughed -aloud. “You are very clever,” he exclaimed, -“but I am afraid your estimate of us is as correct -as it is flattering. We are a set of cowards, but -we should be bankrupt if we were not.”</p> - -<p class='pindent'>Hermia took the manuscript he had extracted -<span class='pageno' title='36' id='Page_36'></span> -from a drawer, and rose. “At all events you were -charitable to read my verses,” she said, “and -more than good to attempt their re-form.”</p> - -<p class='pindent'>The editor stood up also. “Oh, do not mention -it,” he said, “and write me something else—something -equally impassioned but quite irreproachable. -Aside from the defect I mentioned, there -were one or two verses which I should have been -obliged to omit.”</p> - -<p class='pindent'>Hermia shrugged her shoulders. She might -repeatedly work the lovers up to the verge of disaster, -then, just before the fatal moment, wrench -them apart and substitute asterisks for curses. -The school-girls would palpitate, the old maids -thrill, the married women smile, and the men grin. -No harm would be done, maidens and maids -would lay it down with a long-drawn sigh—of -relief?—or regret?</p> - -<p class='pindent'>Hermia kept these reflections to herself and -departed, thinking her editor a charming man.</p> - -<p class='pindent'>When she reached the sidewalk she stood irresolute -for a moment, then walked rapidly for many -blocks. The Mecca of her pilgrimage was another -publishing-house. She stepped briskly upstairs -and asked for the editor with a confidence born -of excitement and encouragement. After a short -delay she was shown into his office, and began the -attack without preliminary.</p> - -<p class='pindent'>“I have brought you some verses,” she said, -“which have been declined by two of your -<span class='pageno' title='37' id='Page_37'></span> -esteemed contemporaries on the ground of unconventionality—of -being too highly seasoned for -the gentle palates to which they cater. I bring -them to you because I believe you have more -courage than the majority of your tribe. You -wrote two books in which you broke out wildly -once or twice. Now I want you to read this -while I am here. It will take but a few moments.”</p> - -<p class='pindent'>The editor, who had a highly non-committal -air, smiled slightly, and held out his hand for the -verses. He read them through, then looked up.</p> - -<p class='pindent'>“I rather like them,” he said. “They have a -certain virility, although I do not mistake the -strength of passion for creative force. But they -are pretty tropical, and the versification is crude. -I—am afraid—they—will hardly—do.”</p> - -<p class='pindent'>He looked out of the window, then smiled outright. -It rather pleased him to dare that before -which his brethren faltered. He made a number -of marks on the manuscript.</p> - -<p class='pindent'>“That rectifies the crudeness a little,” he said, -“and the poem certainly has intellectuality and -merit. You can leave it. I will let you know in -a day or two. Your address is on the copy, I -suppose. I think you may count upon the availability -of your verses.”</p> - -<p class='pindent'>Hermia accepted her dismissal and went home -much elated. The verses were printed in the -next issue of the magazine, and there was a mild -storm on the literary lake. The course of the -<span class='pageno' title='38' id='Page_38'></span> -magazine, in sending up a stream of red-hot lava -in place of the usual shower-bath of lemonade and -claret-cup, was severely criticised, but there were -those who said that this deliberately audacious -editor enjoyed the little cyclone he had provoked.</p> - -<p class='pindent'>This was the most exciting episode Hermia -could recall since Bessie’s marriage.</p> - -<hr class='tbk103'/> - -<div><span class='pageno' title='39' id='Page_39'></span><h1><a id='c005'></a>CHAPTER V.</h1></div> - -<p class='line' style='text-align:center;margin-bottom:1.5em;font-size:1em;'>THE SWEETS OF SOLITUDE.</p> - -<p class='pindent'>A few weeks later Frank made an announcement -which gave Hermia a genuine thrill of delight. -A fellow bank-clerk was obliged to spend -some months in California, and had offered Mordaunt -his house in Jersey for the summer. Hermia -would not consent to go with them, in spite of -their entreaties. As far back as she could remember, -way down through the long perspective -of her childhood, she had never been quite alone -except at night, nor could she remember the time -when she had not longed for solitude. And now! -To be alone for four months! No more evenings -of domestic bliss, no more piles of stockings -to darn, no more dinners to concoct, no -more discussions upon economy, no more daily -tasks carefully planned by Bessie’s methodical -mind, no more lessons to teach, no more <span class='it'>anything</span> -which had been her daily portion for the last -thirteen years. Bridget would go with the family. -She would do her own cooking, and not eat at all -if she did not wish. Her clothes could fall into -rags, and her hands look through every finger of -<span class='pageno' title='40' id='Page_40'></span> -her gloves. She would read and dream and forget -that the material world existed.</p> - -<p class='pindent'>It was a beautiful spring morning when Hermia -found herself alone. She had gone with the -family to Jersey, and had remained until they were -settled. Now the world was her own. When she -returned to the flat, she threw her things on the -floor, pushed the parlor furniture awry, turned the -framed photographs to the wall, and hid the -worsted tidies under the sofa.</p> - -<p class='pindent'>For two months she was well content. She -reveled in her loneliness, in the voiceless rooms, -the deserted table, the aimless hours, the forgotten -past, the will-painted present. She regarded the -post-man as her natural enemy, and gave him -orders not to ring her bell. Once a week she -took her letters from the box and devoted a half-hour -to correspondence. She had a hammock -swung in one of the rooms, and dreamed half the -night through that she was in the hanging gardens -of Semiramis. The darkness alone was between -her and the heavens thick with starry gods; and -below was the heavy perfume of oranges and lotus -flowers. There was music—soft—crashing—wooing -her to a scene of bewildering light and mad -carousal. There was rapture of power and ecstasy -of love. She had but to fling aside the curtains—to -fly down the corridor—</p> - -<p class='pindent'>It is not to be supposed that Hermia’s imagination -was faithful to the Orient. Her nature had -<span class='pageno' title='41' id='Page_41'></span> -great sensuous breadth and wells of passion which -penetrated far down into the deep, hard substratum -of New England rock; but her dreams -were apt to be inspired by what she had read last. -She loved the barbarous, sensuous, Oriental past, -but she equally loved the lore which told of the -rugged strength and brutal sincerity of mediæval -days, when man turned his thoughts to love and war -and naught besides; when the strongest won the -woman he wanted by murder and force, and the -woman loved him the better for doing it. Hermia -would have gloried in the breathless uncertainty -of those days, when death and love went -hand-in-hand, and every kiss was bought with the -swing of a battle-axe. She would have liked to -be locked in her tower by her feudal father, -and to have thrown down a rope-ladder to her -lover at night. Other periods of history at times -demanded her, and she had a great many famous -lovers: Bolingbroke and Mirabeau, Napoleon -and Aaron Burr, Skobeleff and Cavour, a -motley throng who bore a strong racial resemblance -to one another when roasting in the furnace of -her super-heated imagination.</p> - -<p class='pindent'>Again, there were times when love played but a -small part in her visions. She was one of the -queens of that world to which she had been born, a -world whose mountains were of cold brown stone, -and in whose few and narrow currents drifted -stately maidens in stiff, white collars and tailor-made -<span class='pageno' title='42' id='Page_42'></span> -gowns. She should be one of that select -band. It was her birthright; and each instinct of -power and fastidiousness, caste and exclusiveness, -flourished as greenly within her as if those currents -had swept their roots during every year of her -life’s twenty-four. When ambition sank down, -gasping for breath, love would come forward eager -and warm, a halo enveloped the brown-stone -front, and through the plate-glass and silken curtains -shone the sun of paradise.</p> - -<p class='pindent'>For a few weeks the charm of solitude retained -its edge. Then, gradually, the restlessness of -Hermia’s nature awoke after its sleep and clamored -for recognition. She grew to hate the monotony -of her own society as she had that of her little -circle. She came to dread the silence of the -house; it seemed to close down upon her, oppressing, -stifling, until she would put her hand to her -throat and gasp for breath. Sometimes she would -scream at every noise; her nerves became so unstrung -that sleep was a visitor who rarely remembered -her. Once, thinking she needed change of -scene, she went to Jersey. She returned the next -morning. The interruption of the habit of years, -the absolute change of the past few months made -it impossible to take up again the strings of her old -life. They had snapped forever, and the tension -had been too tight to permit a knot. She could -go down to the river, but not back to the existence -of the past thirteen years.</p> - -<p class='pindent'><span class='pageno' title='43' id='Page_43'></span> -For a week after her return from Jersey she felt -as if she were going mad. Life seemed to have -stopped; the future was a blank sheet. Try to -write on it as she would, the characters took neither -form nor color. To go and live alone would mean -no more than the change from her sister’s flat to a -bare-walled room; to remain in her present conditions -was unthinkable. She had neither the -money nor the beauty to accumulate interests in -life. Books ceased to interest her, imagination -failed her. She tried to write, but passion was -dead, and the blood throbbed in her head and -drowned words and ideas. She had come to the -edge of life, and at her feet swept the river—in its -depths were peace and oblivion—eternal rest—a -long, cool night—the things which crawl in the -deep would suck the blood from her head—a claw -with muscles of steel would wrench the brain -from her skull and carry it far, far, where she -could feel it throb and jump and ache no more—</p> - -<p class='pindent'>And then, one day, John Suydam died and left -her a million dollars.</p> - -<hr class='tbk104'/> - -<div><span class='pageno' title='44' id='Page_44'></span><h1><a id='c006'></a>CHAPTER VI.</h1></div> - -<p class='line' style='text-align:center;margin-bottom:1.5em;font-size:1em;'>SUYDAM’S LEGACY AND HERMIA’S WILL.</p> - -<p class='pindent'>Hermia attended her uncle’s funeral because -Frank came over and insisted upon it; and she and -her brother-in-law were the only mourners. But -few people were in the church, a circumstance -which Hermia remembered later with gratitude. -The Suydams had lived on Second Avenue since -Second Avenue had boasted a brick or brownstone -front, but no one cared to assume a respect -he did not feel. Among the tablets which -graced the interior of St. Mark’s was one erected -to the dead man’s father, who had left many -shekels to the diocese; but John Suydam was -lowered into the family vault with nothing to -perpetuate his memory but his name and the -dates of his birth and death engraved on the -silver plate of his coffin.</p> - -<p class='pindent'>Hermia took no interest in her uncle’s death; -she was even past the regret that she would be -the poorer by twenty-five dollars a year. When -she received the letter from Suydam’s lawyer, informing -her that she was heiress to a million dollars, -her hands shook for an hour.</p> - -<p class='pindent'><span class='pageno' title='45' id='Page_45'></span> -At first she was too excited to think connectedly. -She went out and took a long walk, -and physical fatigue conquered her nerves. She -returned home and sat down on the edge of her -bed and thought it all out. The world was under -her feet at last. With such a fortune she could -materialize every dream of her life. She would -claim her place in society here, then go abroad, and -in the old world forget the Nineteenth Century. -She would have a house, each of whose rooms -should be the embodiment of one of that strange -medley of castles she had built in the land of her -dreams. And men would love her—she was free -to love in fact instead of in fancy—free to go forth -and in the crowded drawing-rooms of that world -not a bird’s flight away find the lover whose -glance would be recognition.</p> - -<p class='pindent'>She sprang to her feet and threw her arms -above her head. New life seemed to have been -poured into her veins, and it coursed through them -like quicksilver; she felt <span class='it'>young</span> for the first time in -the twenty-four centuries of her life. She dropped -her arms and closed her hand slowly; the world -was in the palm. She smiled and let her head -drop back. She moved it slowly on the pivot of -her throat. Her eyes met the glass.</p> - -<p class='pindent'>The cry of horror which burst from her lips -rang through the room. For this girl had lived -so long and so consistently in her imagination -that it was rarely she remembered she was not a -<span class='pageno' title='46' id='Page_46'></span> -beautiful woman. During the past hours she -had slowly grasped the fact that, as with the -stroke of a magician’s wand, her dream-estates -had been hardened from shadow into substance; -it had not occurred to her that the gift most coveted -was the one gift withheld.</p> - -<p class='pindent'>She sank in a heap on the bed, all spirit and -hope gone out of her. For many minutes she -remained motionless. Then she slowly straightened -herself until she was erect once more, and -in her face grew a look of hope fighting down -doubt. In a moment hope triumphed, then gave -way to determination, which in turn yielded to -defiance. She sprang forward and with her -clenched hand shattered her mirror into a star with -a thousand points.</p> - -<p class='pindent'>“I <span class='it'>will</span> be beautiful!” she cried aloud, “and -I will never look into a glass again until I am.”</p> - -<hr class='tbk105'/> - -<div><span class='pageno' title='47' id='Page_47'></span><h1><a id='c007'></a>CHAPTER VII.</h1></div> - -<p class='line' style='text-align:center;margin-bottom:1.5em;font-size:1em;'>A HEROINE IN TRAINING.</p> - -<p class='pindent'>The thirty or forty thousand dollars over John -Suydam’s million had been left to Bessie. She -immediately bought a charming house on St. -Mark’s Avenue—it did not occur to her to leave -her beloved Brooklyn—and Hermia furnished it -for her and told her that she would educate the -children. Hermia did not divide her fortune with -her sister. She kept her hundred thousands, not -because gold had made her niggardly, but because -she wanted the power that a fortune gives.</p> - -<p class='pindent'>The old Suydam house was one of the largest -of its kind in New York. Exteriorly it was of -red brick with brown-stone trimmings, and about -the lower window was a heavy iron balcony. -Beneath the window was a square of lawn the -size of a small kitchen table, which was carefully -protected by a high, spiked iron railing.</p> - -<p class='pindent'>Hermia put the house at once in the hands of -a famous designer and decorator, but allowed -him no license. Her orders were to be followed -to the letter. The large, single drawing-room -was to be Babylonian. The library just behind, -<span class='pageno' title='48' id='Page_48'></span> -and the dining-room in the extension were to look -like the rooms of a feudal castle. The large hall -should suggest a cathedral. Above, her boudoir -and bed-room was to be a scene from the Arabian -Nights. A conservatory, to be built at the -back of the house, would be a jungle of India.</p> - -<p class='pindent'>The house was to be as nearly finished as possible -by the beginning of winter. She wrote to -her mother’s sister, Miss Huldah Starbruck, a -lady who had passed fifty peaceful years in Nantucket, -and asked her to come and live with her. -Miss Starbruck promised to come early in December, -and then, all other points settled, Hermia -gave her attention to the momentous question of -her undeveloped beauty.</p> - -<p class='pindent'>She went to a fashionable physician and had a -long interview with him. The next day he sent -her a trained and athletic nurse, a pleasant, -placid-looking young woman, named Mary Newton. -Miss Newton, who had received orders to -put Hermia into a perfect state of health, and -who was given carte blanche, telegraphed for a -cottage on the south shore of Long Island. She -had a room fitted up as a gymnasium, and for -the next four months Hermia obeyed her lightest -mandate upon all questions of diet and exercise. -Once a week Hermia went to town and divided -the day between the house-decorators and a hairdresser -who had engaged to develop the color in -her lusterless locks.</p> - -<p class='pindent'><span class='pageno' title='49' id='Page_49'></span> -On the first of December, Miss Newton told -her that no girl had ever been in more superb condition; -and Hermia, who had kept her vow and -not yet looked in a mirror, was content to take -her word, and both returned to town.</p> - -<hr class='tbk106'/> - -<div><span class='pageno' title='50' id='Page_50'></span><h1><a id='c008'></a>CHAPTER VIII.</h1></div> - -<p class='line' style='text-align:center;margin-bottom:1.5em;font-size:1em;'>HERMIA DISCOVERS HERSELF.</p> - -<p class='pindent'>Had Hermia been a bride on her wedding-night -she could not have felt more trepidation -than when she stood on the threshold of her first -interview with her new self. She was to meet a -strange, potent being, who would unlock for her -those doors against which, with fierce, futile longing, -she had been wont to cast herself, since -woman’s instinct had burst its germ.</p> - -<p class='pindent'>She entered her bedroom and locked the door. -But she did not go to the mirror at once; she was -loath to relinquish pleasurable uncertainty. She -sank on a rug before the hearth and locked her -hands about her knee in the attitude which had -been a habit from childhood. For a few moments -she sat enjoying the beauty of the room, the successful -embodiment of one of her dearest dreams. -The inlaid floor was thick with rugs that had been -woven in the looms of the Orient. The walls were -hung with cloth of gold, and the ceiling was a -splendid picture of Nautch girls dancing in the -pleasure palace of an Indian prince. The bed, -enameled to represent ivory, stood on a dais over -<span class='pageno' title='51' id='Page_51'></span> -which trailed a wonderful Hindoo shawl. Over -the couches and divans were flung rich stuffs, -feathered rugs, and odd strips of Indian conceits. -The sleeping-room was separated from the boudoir -by a row of pillars, and from the unseen apartment -came the smell of burning incense.</p> - -<p class='pindent'>Hermia leaned back against a pile of cushions, -and, clasping her hands behind her head, gazed -about her with half-closed eyes. There was a -sense of familiarity about it all that cast a shadow -over her content. It was a remarkably close reproduction -of an ideal, considering that the ideal -had been filtered through the practical brain of a -nineteenth century decorator—but therein lay the -sting. She had dreamed of this room, lived in -it; it was as familiar as Bessie’s parlor in Brooklyn, -with its tidies and what-nots; it wanted the -charm of novelty. She had a protesting sense of -being defrauded; it was all very well to realize -one’s imaginings, but how much sweeter if some -foreign hand had cunningly woven details within -and glamour above, of which she had never -dreamed. The supreme delight of atmospheric -architecture is the vague, abiding sense that high -on the pinnacle we have reared, and which has -shot above vision’s range, is a luminous apex, -divine in color, wondrous in form, a will-o’-the-wisp -fluttering in the clouds of imagination.</p> - -<p class='pindent'>Hermia sighed, but shrugged her shoulders. -Had not life taught her philosophy?</p> - -<p class='pindent'><span class='pageno' title='52' id='Page_52'></span> -Where the gold-stuffs parted on the wall opposite -the pillars, a mirror, ivory-framed, reached -from floor to ceiling. Hermia rose and walked a -few steps toward the glass without daring to -raise her eyes. Then with a little cry she ran to -the lamps and turned them out. She flung off -her clothes, threw the lace thing she called her -night-gown over her head, and jumped into bed. -She pulled the covers over her face, and for ten -minutes lay and reviled herself. Then, with an -impatient and audible exclamation at her cowardice, -she got up and lit every lamp in the room.</p> - -<p class='pindent'>She walked over to the mirror and looked long -at herself, fearfully at first, then gravely, at last -smilingly. She was beautiful, because she was -unique. Her victory was the more assured because -her beauty would be the subject of many a -dispute. She had not the delicate features and -conventional coloring that women admire, but a -certain stormy, reckless originality which would -appeal swiftly and directly to variety-loving man. -Her eyes, clear and brilliant as they had once -been dull and cold, were deep and green as the -sea. Her hair, which lay in a wiry cloud about -her head and swept her brows, was a shining mass -of brazen threads. Her complexion had acquired -the clear tint of ivory and was stained with the -rich hue of health. The very expression of her -face had changed; the hard, dogged, indifferent -look had fled. With hope and health and wishes -<span class='pageno' title='53' id='Page_53'></span> -gratified had come the lifting and banishment of -the old mask—that crystallization of her spirit’s -discontent. Yes, she was a beautiful woman. -She might not have a correct profile or a soft -roundness of face, but she was a beautiful woman.</p> - -<p class='pindent'>She pinched her cheek; it was firm and elastic. -She put her hands about her throat; it rose from -its lace nest, round and polished as an ivory pillar. -She slipped the night-gown from her shoulders; -the line of the back of her head and neck -was beautiful to see, and a crisp, waved strand of -shorter hair that had fallen from its place looked -like a piece of gold filigree on an Indian vase. -Her shoulders did not slope, but they might have -been covered with thickest satin. She raised one -arm and curved it slowly, then let it hang straight -at her side. She must always have had a well-shaped -arm, for it tapered from shoulder to wrist; -but health and care alone could give the transparent -brilliancy and flawless surface.</p> - -<p class='pindent'>Hermia gazed long at herself. She swayed her -beautiful body until it looked like a reed in an -Indian swamp, blown by a midnight breeze. It -was as lithe and limber as young bamboo. She -drew the pins from her hair. It fell about her -like a million infinitesimal tongues of living flame, -and through them her green eyes shone and her -white skin gleamed.</p> - -<p class='pindent'>Tossing her hair back she sprang forward and -kissed her reflection in the glass, a long, greeting, -<span class='pageno' title='54' id='Page_54'></span> -grateful kiss, and her eyes blazed with passionate -rapture. Then she slowly raised her arms above -her head, every pulse throbbing with delicious -exultation, every nerve leaping with triumph and -hope, every artery a river of tumultuous, victorious, -springing life.</p> - -<hr class='tbk107'/> - -<div><span class='pageno' title='55' id='Page_55'></span><h1><a id='c009'></a>CHAPTER IX.</h1></div> - -<p class='line' style='text-align:center;margin-bottom:1.5em;font-size:1em;'>HELEN SIMMS.</p> - -<p class='pindent'>A year later Hermia was sitting by her library -fire one afternoon when the butler threw back the -tapestry that hung over the door and announced -Helen Simms. Hermia rose to greet her visitor -with an exclamation of pleasure that had in it an -accent of relief. She had adopted Helen Simms -as the friend of her new self; as yet, but one knew -the old Hermia. Helen was so essentially modern -and practical that restless longings and romantic -imaginings fled at her approach.</p> - -<p class='pindent'>Miss Simms, as she entered the room, her -cheeks flushed by the wind, and a snow-flake on -her turban, was a charming specimen of her kind. -She had a tall, trim, slender figure, clad in sleek -cloth, and carried with soldierly uprightness. Her -small head was loftily and unaffectedly poised, her -brown hair was drawn up under her quiet little -hat with smoothness and precision, and a light, -severe fluff adorned her forehead. She had -no beauty, but she had the clean, clear, smooth, -red-and-ivory complexion of the New York girl, -and her teeth were perfect. She looked like a -<span class='pageno' title='56' id='Page_56'></span> -thoroughbred, splendidly-groomed young greyhound, -and was a glowing sample of the virtues -of exercise, luxurious living, and the refinement -of two or three generations.</p> - -<p class='pindent'>“What do you mean by moping here all by -yourself?” she exclaimed, with a swift smile -which gave a momentary flash of teeth. “You -were to have met me at Madame Lefarge’s, to -have tried on your new gown. I waited for you a -half-hour, and in a beastly cold room at that.”</p> - -<p class='pindent'>“I beg your pardon,” replied Hermia, with sudden -contrition, “but I forgot all about it—I may -as well tell the bald truth. But I am glad to see -you. I am blue.”</p> - -<p class='pindent'>Helen took an upright chair opposite Hermia’s, -and lightly leaned upon her umbrella as if it were -a staff. “I should think you would be blue in -this ‘gray ancestral room,’” she said. “It looks -as if unnumbered state conspiracies and intrigues -against unhappy Duncans had been concocted in -it. I do not deny that it is all very charming, but -I never come into it without a shiver and a side-glance -at the dark corners.”</p> - -<p class='pindent'>She looked about her with a smile which had -little fear in it.</p> - -<p class='pindent'>“These stern gray walls and that vaulted ceiling -carry you out of Second Avenue, I admit; -and those stained-glass windows and all that tapestry -and antique furniture waft me back to the -days of my struggles with somebody or other’s -<span class='pageno' title='57' id='Page_57'></span> -history of England. But, <span class='it'>Hermia mia</span>, I think it -would be good for you to have a modern drawing-room -in your house, and to sit in it occasionally. -It is this semblance of past romance which makes -you discontented with the world as you find it.”</p> - -<p class='pindent'>Hermia gave a sigh. “I know,” she said, “but -I can’t help it. I am tired of everything. I dread -the thought of another winter exactly like last. -The same men, same receptions, same compliments, -same everything.”</p> - -<p class='pindent'>“My dear, you are blasé. I have been expecting -it. It follows on the heels of the first season, -as delicate eyes follow scarlet fever. The eyes get -well, and so will you. Five years from now you -will not be as blasé as you are this moment. -Look at me. I have been out four years. I was -blasé three years ago, but to-day I could not live -without society and its thousand little excitements. -See what you have to look forward to!”</p> - -<p class='pindent'>Hermia smiled. “You certainly are a shining -example of patience and fortitude, but I fear you -have something in you which I lack. I shall grow -more and more bored and discontented. Three -years of this would kill me. I wish I could go to -Europe, but Aunt Frances cannot go yet, and I -don’t care to go alone the first time, for I want -to see the society of the different capitals. After -that I shall go to Europe by myself. But in the -mean time what am I to do?”</p> - -<p class='pindent'>“Have a desperate flirtation; I mean, of -<span class='pageno' title='58' id='Page_58'></span> -course, a prolonged one. Heaven knows you -are the most fearful flirt in New York—while -it lasts. Only it never lasts more than a week -and a day.”</p> - -<p class='pindent'>“I am not a flirt,” said Hermia. “I have not -the first essential of a flirt—patience. I have -been simply trying with all my might to fall in -love. And I cannot have a prolonged flirtation -with a man who disappoints me.”</p> - -<p class='pindent'>“My dear, as a veteran, let me advise you. So -long as you keep up this hunt for the ideal you -will be bored by everything and everybody in -actual life. All this sentiment and romance and -imagination of yours are very charming, and -when I recall the occasions wherein you have -kept me awake until two in the morning, I forgive -you, because I found you quite as entertaining -as a novel. But it is only spoiling you for the -real pleasures of life. You must be more philosophical. -If you can’t find your ideal, make up -your mind to be satisfied with the best you can -get. There are dozens of charming men in New -York, and you meet them every week. They may -not be romantic, they may look better in evening -clothes than in a tin hat and leather legs, but -they are quite too fascinating for all that. Just -put your imagination to some practical use, and -fancy yourself in love with one of them for a -month. After that it will be quite easy.”</p> - -<p class='pindent'>“I can’t!” exclaimed Hermia emphatically, as -<span class='pageno' title='59' id='Page_59'></span> -she turned to pour out the tea the butler had -brought in. “I get everything they know out of -them in three interviews, and then we’ve nothing -left to talk about.”</p> - -<p class='pindent'>Helen removed her glove from her white hand -with its flashing rings, and, changing her seat to -one nearer the table, took up a thin slice of bread-and-butter. -“Is it five o’clock already?” she -said, “I must run. I have a dinner to-night, the -opera, and two balls.” She nibbled her bread -and sipped her tea as if the resolution to run had -satisfied her conscience. “Shall I have the -pleasure of seeing you have twice as many partners -as myself?”</p> - -<p class='pindent'>“No; I am not going out to-night. You -know I draw the line at three times a week, and I -have already touched the limit.”</p> - -<p class='pindent'>“Quite right. You will be beautiful as long as -you live. Between Miss Newton, three nights’ -sleep a week, and a large waist, you will be -quoted to your grandchildren as a nineteenth-century -Ninon de l’Enclos. But, to return to the -truffles we were discussing before the tea came in—another -trouble is that you are too appallingly -clever for the ‘infants.’ Why do you not go into -the literary set and find an author? All I have -ever known are fearful bores, but they might suit -you.” She put down her tea-cup. “I have it!” -she exclaimed; “Ogden Cryder has just come -back from Europe, and I am positive that he is -<span class='pageno' title='60' id='Page_60'></span> -the man you have been waiting for. You must -meet him. I met him two or three years ago, -and really, for a literary man, he was quite charming. -Awfully good-looking, too.”</p> - -<p class='pindent'>“He is one of the dialect fiends, is he not?” -asked Hermia, languidly. “It is rather awkward -meeting an author whose books you haven’t read, -and I simply cannot read dialect.”</p> - -<p class='pindent'>“Oh! get one or two and skim them. The -thread of the story is all you want; then you can -discuss the heroine with him, and insist that she -ought to have done the thing he did not make -her do. That will flatter him and give you a -subject to start off with. An author scares me to -death, and, upon the rare occasions when I meet -one, I always fly at him with some reproach about -the cruel way in which he treated the heroine, or -ask him breathlessly to <span class='it'>please</span> tell me whether she -and the hero are ever going to get out of their -difficulties or are to remain <span class='it'>planté là</span> for the rest -of their lives. This works off the embarrassment, -you see, and after that we talk about Mrs. Blank’s -best young man.”</p> - -<p class='pindent'>Hermia smiled. It was difficult to imagine -Miss Simms frightened, breathless, or embarrassed. -She looked as if emotion had not stirred her since -the days when she had shrieked in baby wrath -because she could not get her chubby toes into -her toothless mouth.</p> - -<p class='pindent'>“Ogden Cryder might at least have something -<span class='pageno' title='61' id='Page_61'></span> -to talk about,” Hermia answered. “Perhaps it -would be worth while.”</p> - -<p class='pindent'>“It would, my dear. I am convinced that he -is the man, and I know where you can meet him. -Papa has tickets for the next meeting of the Club -of Free Discussion, and I will tell him to take you. -He knows Mr. Cryder, and shall have strict -orders to introduce you. What is more, you will -have the pleasure of hearing the lion roar for an -hour before you meet him. He is to give the -lecture of the evening.”</p> - -<p class='pindent'>“Well,” said Hermia, “I shall be glad to go, if -your father will be good enough to take me. -Which of Cryder’s books shall I read up?”</p> - -<p class='pindent'>“‘Cornfield Yarns’ and ‘How Uncle Zebediah -sowed dat Cotton Field’ are the ones everybody -talks about most. Some of the yarns are quite -sweet, and the papers say—I always read the criticisms, -they give the outline of the plot, and it -saves an awful lot of trouble—that Uncle Zebediah -is the most superb African of modern fiction. -Uncle Tom has hidden his diminished head. -‘Unc. Zeb.,’ as he is familiarly called, rolls forth -an amount of dialect to the square inch which -none but a Cryder could manipulate. It is awful -work pulling through it, but we all have to work -for success in this life.”</p> - -<p class='pindent'>She drew on her long, loose, tan-colored glove, -pushed her bangles over it, then carefully tucked -the top under her cuff. “Well, <span class='it'>addio, Hermia -<span class='pageno' title='62' id='Page_62'></span> -mia</span>,” she said, rising; “I will send you a note -to-morrow morning and let you know if anything -can possibly happen to prevent papa going on -Wednesday evening. In the mean time, make up -your mind to be vanquished by Ogden Cryder. -He really is enchanting.”</p> - -<hr class='tbk108'/> - -<div><span class='pageno' title='63' id='Page_63'></span><h1><a id='c010'></a>CHAPTER X.</h1></div> - -<p class='line' style='text-align:center;margin-bottom:1.5em;font-size:1em;'>A MENTAL PHOTOGRAPH GALLERY.</p> - -<p class='pindent'>After Helen left, Hermia went up to her room. -There she did what she never failed to do the -moment she entered her bedroom—walked over -to the glass and looked at herself. She had not -even yet got used to the idea of her beauty, and -sometimes approached the mirror with dread lest -her new self should prove a dream. She saw -nothing to alarm her. A year’s dissipation had not -impaired her looks. Excitement and good living -agreed with her, and Miss Newton tyrannized over -her like the hygienic duenna that she was.</p> - -<p class='pindent'>She sank down on the floor before the long -glass, resting her elbow on a cushion. Her -crouching attitude reminded her of the women -whose lines had fallen in days of barbaric splendor. -It is not to be supposed for a moment that -this effect was accidental. Hermia had determined, -before she burst upon New York, that her -peculiar individuality should be the suggestion of -the untrammeled barbarian held in straining leash -by the requirements of civilization. Her green -eyes and tawny hair were the first requisites, and -<span class='pageno' title='64' id='Page_64'></span> -she managed her pliant body with a lithe grace -which completed the semblance.</p> - -<p class='pindent'>She wore to-day a tea-gown of Louis XIV. -brocade and lace, and she watched herself with -an amused smile. A year and a half ago her -wardrobe had consisted of coarse serges and gingham -aprons.</p> - -<p class='pindent'>She put her head on the cushion, nestled her -body into the feather rug, and in a vague, indolent -way let her memory rove through the little photograph -gallery in her brain set apart for the accumulations -of the past twelve months. There were a -great many photographs in that gallery, and their -shapes and dimensions were as diverse as their -subjects. Some were so large that they swept -from floor to ceiling, although their surface might -reflect but one impression; others were too small -to catch the eye of the casual observer, and the -imprint on them was like one touch of a water-colorist’s -brush. Many pasteboards of medium -size were there whose surfaces were crowded like -an ant-hill at sundown; and pushed into corners -or lying under a dust-heap were negatives, undeveloped -and fading. At one end of the gallery -was a great square plate, and on it there was no -impression of any sort, nor ever had been.</p> - -<p class='pindent'>Hermia pushed up her loose sleeve and pressed -her face into the warm bend of her arm. On the -whole, the past year had been almost satisfactory. -A clever brain, an iron will, and a million dollars -<span class='pageno' title='65' id='Page_65'></span> -can do much, and that much Hermia’s combined -gifts had accomplished.</p> - -<p class='pindent'>She opened the windows of her photograph gallery -and dusted out the cobwebs, then, beginning -at the top, sauntered slowly down. She looked -at her first appearance in the world of fashion. -It is after the completion of her winter’s wardrobe -by a bevy of famous tailors, and she wears a -gown of light-gray cloth and a tiny bonnet of silvery -birds. The début is in St. Mark’s; and as -she walks up the center aisle to the Suydam pew, -her form as straight as a young sapling, her head -haughtily yet nonchalantly poised, every curve -of her glove-fitting gown proclaiming the hand -that cut it, Second Avenue catches its breath, -raises its eyebrows, and exchanges glances of well-bred, -aristocratic surprise. Late that week it -calls, and this time is not repulsed, but goes away -enchanted. It does not take long for the unseen -town crier to flit from Second Avenue to Fifth, -and one day his budget of news sends a ripple -over the central stream. John Suydam’s heiress, -a beautiful girl of twenty, with a style all her own, -yet not violating a law of good form! The old -red-brick house transformed into an enchanted -palace, with a remarkably wide-awake princess, -and a sacrifice to modern proprieties in the shape -of a New England aunt! How unusual and -romantic! yet all as it should be. We begin to -remember poor Crosby Suydam and his charming -<span class='pageno' title='66' id='Page_66'></span> -young wife. We recall the magnificence of their -entertainments in the house on lower Fifth Avenue—now -resplendent with a milliner’s sign. Both -dead? How sad! And to think that John Suydam -had a million all the time! The old wretch! -But how enchanting that he had the decency to -leave it to this beautiful girl! We will call.</p> - -<p class='pindent'>They do call; and a distant relative of Hermia’s -father, Mrs. Cotton Dykman, comes forward -with stately tread and gracious welcome and -offers her services as social sponsor. Hermia -accepts the offer with gratitude, and places her -brougham at Mrs. Dykman’s disposal.</p> - -<p class='pindent'>Mrs. Dykman is a widow approaching fifty, with -lagging steps yet haughty mien. Her husband -omitted to leave her more than a competence; -but she lives in Washington Square in a house -which was her husband’s grandfather’s, and holds -her head so high and wears so much old lace and -so many family diamonds (which she hid in the -wall during the late Cotton’s lifetime) that the -Four Hundred have long since got into the habit -of forgetting her bank account. To her alone -does Hermia confide the secret of her past external -self and the methods of reconstruction, and -Mrs. Dykman respects her ever after.</p> - -<p class='pindent'>In a photograph near the head of the gallery -Hermia and Mrs. Dykman are seated by the -library fire, and Hermia is discoursing upon a question -which has given her a good deal of thought.</p> - -<p class='pindent'><span class='pageno' title='67' id='Page_67'></span> -“I want to be a New York society woman to -my finger-tips,” she exclaims, sitting forward in -her chair; “that is, I want to be <span class='it'>au fait</span> in every -particular. I would not for the world be looked -upon as an alien; but at the same time I want -to be a distinctive figure in it. I want to be -aggressively <span class='it'>myself</span>. The New York girl is of so -marked a type, Aunt Frances, that you would -know one if you met her in a Greek bandit’s cave. -She is unlike anything else on the face of the -earth. You cross the river to Brooklyn, you travel -an hour and a half to Philadelphia, you do not -see a woman who faintly resembles her unless she -has been imported direct. The New York girl -was never included in the scheme of creation. -When the combined forces of a new civilization -and the seven-leagued stride of democracy made -her a necessity, Nature fashioned a mold differing -in shape and tint from all others in her storehouse, -and cast her in it. It is locked up in -a chest and kept for her exclusive use. The -mold is made of ivory, and the shape is long and -straight and exceeding slim. There is a slight -roundness about the bust, and a general neatness -and trimness which are independent of attire. -And each looks carefully fed and thoroughly -groomed. Each has brightness in her eye and -elasticity in her step. And through the cheek of -each the blood flows in exactly the same red current -about a little white island. Now all this is -<span class='pageno' title='68' id='Page_68'></span> -very charming, but then she lacks—just a little—individuality. -And I <span class='it'>must</span> have my distinctive -personality. There seems nothing left but to be -eccentric. Tell me what line to take.”</p> - -<p class='pindent'>Mrs. Dykman, who has been listening with a -slight frown on her brow and a smile on her lips, -replies in her low, measured accents, which a -cataclysm could not accelerate nor sharpen: “My -dear, before I answer your amusing tirade, let me -once more endeavor to impress you with the importance -of repose. You may be as beautiful and -as original as your brains and will can make you, -but without repose of manner you will be like an -unfinished impressionist daub. Few American -women have it unless they have lived in England; -but I want you to take coals to Newcastle when -you make your début in London society.</p> - -<p class='pindent'>“In regard to the other question,” she continues, -“experience and observation and thirty years -of that treadmill we call society have taught me a -good many things. One of these things is that -eccentricity is the tacit acknowledgment of lack -of individuality. A person with native originality -does not feel the necessity of forcing it down people’s -throats. The world finds it out soon enough, -and likes it in spite of its own even pace and -sharply defined creeds. That is, always provided -the originality wears a certain conventional garb: -if you would conquer the world, you must blind -and humor it by donning its own portable envelope. -<span class='pageno' title='69' id='Page_69'></span> -Do you understand what I mean, my dear? -You must not startle people by doing eccentric -things; you must not get the reputation of being -a <span class='it'>poseuse</span>—it is vulgar and tiresome. You must -simply be quietly different from everybody else. -There is a fine but decided line, my dear girl, -between eccentricity and individuality, and you -must keep your lorgnette upon it. Otherwise, -people will laugh at you, just as they will be afraid -of you if they discover that you are clever. By -the way, you must not forget that last point. The -average American woman is shallow, with an appearance -of cleverness. You must be clever, with -an appearance of shallowness. To the ordinary -observer the effect is precisely the same.”</p> - -<p class='pindent'>She rises to her feet and adjusts her bonnet. -“It is growing late and I must go. Think over -what I have said. You have individuality -enough; you need not fear that people will fail -to find it out; and you assuredly do not look like -any one else in New York.”</p> - -<p class='pindent'>Hermia stands up and gives Mrs. Dykman’s -tournure a little twist. “You are a jewel, Aunt -Frances. What should I do without you?”</p> - -<p class='pindent'>Whereupon Mrs. Dykman looks pleased and -goes home in Hermia’s brougham.</p> - -<p class='pindent'>Hermia is fairly launched in society about the -first of January, and goes “everywhere” until the -end of the season. It gets to be somewhat monotonous -toward the end, but, on the whole, she -<span class='pageno' title='70' id='Page_70'></span> -rather likes it. She is what is called a success; -that is to say, she becomes a professional beauty, -and is much written about in the society papers. -She receives a great many flowers, constant and -assiduous attention at balls, and her dancing is -much admired. She gets plenty of compliments, -and is much stared upon at the opera and when -driving in the park. Her reception days and -evenings are always crowded, and her entertainments—supervised -by Mrs. Dykman and a valuable -young man named Richard Winston—are -pronounced without flaw, and receive special -mention in the dailies.</p> - -<p class='pindent'>And yet—Hermia rubbed her fingers thoughtfully -up and down several of the pictures as if to -make their figures clearer—in her heart she did -not deem herself an unqualified success. Men -ran after her—but because she was the fashion, -not because they loved her.</p> - -<p class='pindent'>During that first winter and the ensuing season -at Newport, she had a great many proposals, but -with two or three exceptions she believed them to -have been more or less interested. She did not -seem to “take” with men. This had angered -her somewhat; she had expected to conquer the -world, and she did not like obstacles.</p> - -<p class='pindent'>She had an odd and voluptuous beauty, she had -brain and all the advantages of unique and charming -surroundings, and she flattered men when she -remembered that it was the thing to do. Was it -<span class='pageno' title='71' id='Page_71'></span> -because the men felt rather than knew that they -did not understand her? Or was it because she -did not understand them? She was keenly aware -of her lack of experience, and that her knowledge -of men was chiefly derived from books. And -wherein she was right and wherein wrong she -could not tell.</p> - -<p class='pindent'>She shrugged her shoulders. “I suppose experience -will come with time,” she thought, “and -I certainly have not much to wish for—if—only—”</p> - -<p class='pindent'>She clasped her hands behind her head and -turned her mental eyeglass upon the unused plate -at the head of the gallery.</p> - -<p class='pindent'>When the news of her good fortune had come, -her heart’s first leap had been toward the lover -who awaited her in the world thrown at her feet. -That lover, that hero of her dream-world, she had -not found. Occasionally she had detected a -minor characteristic in some man, and by it been -momentarily attracted. In no case had the -characteristic been supplemented by others; and -after a long and eager search she had resigned -herself to the painful probability that ideals belonged -to the realm of the immaterial.</p> - -<p class='pindent'>But, if she had sighed farewell to the faithful -and much-enduring hero of her years of adversity, -she had by no means relinquished the idea of -loving. Few women had ever tried more determinedly -and more persistently to love, and few -had met with less success. She had imagined -<span class='pageno' title='72' id='Page_72'></span> -that in a world of men a woman’s only problem -must be whom to choose. It had not taken her a -year to discover that it is easier to scratch the -earth from its molten heart than to love.</p> - -<p class='pindent'>She sprang to her feet and walked up and down -the room with swift, impatient steps. Was she -never to be happy? never to know the delights of -love, the warmth of a man’s caress, the sudden, -tumultuous bursting from their underground fastness -of the mighty forces within her? Was she -to go through life without living her romance, -without knowing the sweet, keen joy of hidden -love? Would she end by marrying a club-room -epigram flavored with absinthe, and settle down -to a light or lurid variation on Bessie’s simple -little theme? She laughed aloud. Perhaps it -need not be stated that a year of fashionable life -had increased her contempt for matrimony.</p> - -<p class='pindent'>Was Ogden Cryder the man? An author, yet -a man of the world; a man of intellect, yet with -fascination and experience of women. It sounded -like! It sounded like! Oh! if he were! He -might have flaws. He might be the polaric opposite -of her ideal. Let him! If he had brain and -passion, skill and sympathy, she would love him -with every fiber of her being, and thank him on -her knees for compelling her so to do.</p> - -<hr class='tbk109'/> - -<div><span class='pageno' title='73' id='Page_73'></span><h1><a id='c011'></a>CHAPTER XI.</h1></div> - -<p class='line' style='text-align:center;margin-bottom:1.5em;font-size:1em;'>A TAILOR-MADE FATE.</p> - -<p class='pindent'>Helen Simms was a young woman who had -cantered gracefully under the flick of society’s -whip since the night of her début. Occasionally -she broke into a trot, and anon into a run. The -speedier locomotion took place on unworn by-paths; -when on the broad highway she was a -most sedate representative of her riding-school. -At times she had been known—to a select few—to -kick; and the kick had invariably occurred at -the crossing of the highway and the by-path, and -just before she had made up her mind to forsake -the road for the hedges.</p> - -<p class='pindent'>She had all the virtues of her kind. On Sunday -mornings she attended St. Thomas’s, and after -service was over walked home with her favorite -youth, whom she patronizingly spoke of as her -“infant.” In the afternoon she entertained -another “infant” or read a French novel. Nor -was her life entirely given over to frivolity. She -belonged to the sewing-class of her church, and -like its other members fulfilled her mission as a -quotable example, if she pricked her fingers seldom; -<span class='pageno' title='74' id='Page_74'></span> -and once a week she attended a Shakespeare -“propounding.” She took a great deal of exercise, -skimmed through all the light literature of the -day, including the magazines, and even knew a -little science, just enough to make the occasional -clever man she met think her a prodigy as she -smiled up into his face and murmured something -about “the great body of force” or a late experiment -in telepathy.</p> - -<p class='pindent'>She had a bright way of saying nothing, a cool, -shrewd head, and an endless stock of small-talk. -Both sexes approved of her as a clever, charming, -well-regulated young woman—all of which she -indisputably was.</p> - -<p class='pindent'>Enthusiasm had long since been drilled out of her, -but she had for Hermia an attachment very sincere -as far as it went—it may be added that, if there had -been more of Miss Simms, there would have been -more attachment. It is possible that Hermia, without -her brilliant position, would not have attracted -the attention of Miss Simms, but it is only just to -Helen to say that the conditions affected her not -a whit; she was quite free from snobbery.</p> - -<p class='pindent'>She liked Hermia because she could not understand -her—much as she was influenced by the sea -in a storm, or by mountains with lightning darting -about their crests. Whenever she entered -Hermia’s presence she always felt as if the air had -become suddenly fresher; and she liked new sensations. -She did not in the least resent the fact -<span class='pageno' title='75' id='Page_75'></span> -that she could not understand Hermia, that her -chosen friend was intellectually a hemisphere -beyond her, and in character infinitely more complex. -She was pleased at her own good taste, and -quite generous enough to admire where she could -not emulate.</p> - -<p class='pindent'>She was constantly amused at Hermia’s abiding -and aggressive desire to fall in love, but she was -by no means unsympathetic. She would have regarded -an emotional tumult in her own being as a -bore, but for Hermia she thought it quite the most -appropriate and advisable thing. Once in a while, -in a half-blind way, she came into momentary contact -with the supreme loneliness and craving of -Hermia’s nature, and she invariably responded -with a sympathetic throb and a wish that the -coming man would not tarry so long.</p> - -<p class='pindent'>She was so glad she had thought of Cryder. -She honestly believed him to be the one man of -all men who could make the happiness of her -friend; and she entered the ranks of the Fates -with the pleasurable suspicion that she was the -author of Hermia’s infinite good.</p> - -<p class='pindent'>She surprised her father, the morning after her -last interview with Hermia, by coming down to -breakfast. She was careful to let him finish his -roll to the last crumb and to read his paper to the -acrid end. Then she went over and put her -finger-tips under his chin.</p> - -<p class='pindent'>He glanced up with a groan. “What do you -<span class='pageno' title='76' id='Page_76'></span> -want now?” he demanded, looking at her over his -eye-glasses. His periodical pettings had made -him cynical.</p> - -<p class='pindent'>“Nothing—for myself. Did you not say that -some one had sent you tickets for the next meeting -of the Free Discussion?”</p> - -<p class='pindent'>“Yes; but you can’t have them to give to some -girl who would only go to show herself, or to some -boy whose thimbleful of gray matter would be -addled before the lecture was half over. I am -going to hear that lecture myself.”</p> - -<p class='pindent'>“How perfectly enchanting! That is what I -wished, yet dared not hope for. And you are not -only going yourself, but you are going to take -Hermia Suydam with you.”</p> - -<p class='pindent'>“Oh!” Mr. Simms raised his eyebrows. “I -am? Very well. I am sure I have no objection. -Miss Suydam is the finest girl in New York.”</p> - -<p class='pindent'>“Of course she is, and she will make a sensation -at the club; you will be the envied of all -men. And there is one thing else you are to do. -As soon as the exercises are over I want you to -present Ogden Cryder to her. I have particular -reasons for wishing them to meet.”</p> - -<p class='pindent'>“What are the reasons?”</p> - -<p class='pindent'>“Never mind. You do as you are told, and -ask no questions”—this in a tone which extracted -the sting, and was supplemented by a light kiss -on Mr. Simms’ smooth forehead.</p> - -<p class='pindent'>“Very well, very well,” said her father, obediently, -<span class='pageno' title='77' id='Page_77'></span> -“she shall meet him; remind me of it just -before I leave. And now I must run. I have a -case in court at ten o’clock.”</p> - -<p class='pindent'>He stood up and gave one of his handsome, -iron-gray side-whiskers an absent caress. He was -not a particularly good-looking man, but he had -a keen, dark eye, and a square, heavy jaw, in -both of which features lay the secret of his great -success in his profession. He was devoted to -Helen, and had allowed her, with only an occasional -protest, to bring him up. He could be brusque -and severe in court, but in Helen’s hands he was -a wax ball into which she delighted to poke her -dainty fingers.</p> - -<p class='pindent'>Helen wrote a note to Hermia, and he took it -with him to send by an unwinged Mercury.</p> - -<p class='pindent'>On Friday morning Helen went over to Second -Avenue to make sure that her friend had not -changed her mind. She found Hermia in her -boudoir, with one of Cryder’s books in her hand -and another on a table beside her.</p> - -<p class='pindent'>“What do you think of him?” demanded Miss -Simms, somewhat anxiously, as she adjusted her -steel-bound self in a pile of cushions—straight-backed -chairs in this room there were none.</p> - -<p class='pindent'>Hermia shrugged her shoulders: “A decorous -seasoning of passion; a clear, delicate gravy of -sentiment; a pinch of pathos; a garnish of -analysis; and a solid roast of dialect. Woe is -me!—I have read two whole volumes; and I pray -<span class='pageno' title='78' id='Page_78'></span> -that I may like the author better than his books. -But he is clever; there is no denying that!”</p> - -<p class='pindent'>“Oh, horribly clever! What are you going to -wear, to-night?”</p> - -<p class='pindent'>“That dark-green velvet I showed you the -other day.”</p> - -<p class='pindent'>“Lovely! And it will match your eyes to a -shade. You will look, as usual, as if you had -just stepped out of an old picture. Mr. Cryder -will put you in a book.”</p> - -<p class='pindent'>“If he does I shall be a modern picture, not -an old one. That man could not write a tale of -fifty years ago.”</p> - -<p class='pindent'>“So much the better for you! What you want -is to fall in love with a modern man, and let him -teach you that the mediæval was a great animal, -who thought of nothing but what he ate and -drank. I do not claim that the species is extinct; -but, at least, in these days we have a choice.”</p> - -<hr class='tbk110'/> - -<div><span class='pageno' title='79' id='Page_79'></span><h1><a id='c012'></a>CHAPTER XII.</h1></div> - -<p class='line' style='text-align:center;margin-bottom:1.5em;font-size:1em;'>THE CLUB OF FREE DISCUSSION.</p> - -<p class='pindent'>Hermia looked at her reflection that evening -with a smile. The shadowed emerald of her velvet -gown made her hair glow like vibrant flame. -The color wandered through her cheeks and -emptied itself into her lips. Her eyes were as -green as the limpid floor of ocean-hollowed caverns. -Across her ivory-white shoulder swept a -curving blue vein, thin as an infant’s lash, and on -the rise of her right breast were three little moles, -each marking the corner of a tiny triangle.</p> - -<p class='pindent'>Mr. Simms called for her promptly, and when -they arrived at the club-rooms they strolled about -looking at the pictures and the people until the -exercises began. There were many literary and -artistic celebrities present, all of whom looked -much like ordinary and well-bred people; but to -Hermia there was a luminous halo about each. -It was her first experience in the literary world, -and she felt as if she had entered the atmosphere -of a dream. It was one of her few satisfactory -experiments. She was much stared at; everybody -knew her by reputation if not by sight; and a -number of men asked to be presented.</p> - -<p class='pindent'><span class='pageno' title='80' id='Page_80'></span> -Among them was Mr. Overton, the editor who -had published her poem in his magazine. She -changed color as he came up, but his manner at -once assured her that she was not recognized: he -would have vindicated his fraternity, indeed, had -he been keen-sighted enough to recognize in this -triumphant, radiant creature the plain, ill-dressed, -stooping girl with whom he had talked for half an -hour at the close of a winter’s day two years -before. Hermia, of course, no longer wrote; life -offered her too many other distractions.</p> - -<p class='pindent'>Mr. Overton suggested that they should go into -the lecture-room and secure good seats. He -found them chairs and took one beside Hermia.</p> - -<p class='pindent'>“Ogden Cryder gives the address to-night,” he -said, after he had satisfied Hermia’s curiosity in -regard to the names of a half-dozen people. “Do -you like his books?”</p> - -<p class='pindent'>“Fairly. Do you?”</p> - -<p class='pindent'>Mr. Overton laughed. “That is rather a direct -question, considering that I print one of his stories -about every six months.”</p> - -<p class='pindent'>“Oh, you might not like them. You might -publish them out of tender regard for the demands -of your readers.”</p> - -<p class='pindent'>Mr. Overton had a characteristic American -face, thin, nervous, shrewd, pleasant. He gave -Hermia a smile of unwonted frankness. “I will -confide to you, Miss Suydam, that such is the -case with about two-thirds I publish. I thank -<span class='pageno' title='81' id='Page_81'></span> -Heaven that I do not have to read a magazine as -well as publish it. I have an associate editor -who sits with his finger on the pulse of the public, -and relieves me of much vexation of spirit.”</p> - -<p class='pindent'>“But tell me what you think of Mr. Cryder.”</p> - -<p class='pindent'>Mr. Overton raised his eyebrows. “He is indisputably -the best dialect writer we have, and he is -a charming exponent of surface passions. Whether -he would drown if he plunged below the surface -is a question; at all events he might become -improper, and morality pays in this magazine era. -There he is now; no doubt we shall have a -delightful address.”</p> - -<p class='pindent'>Hermia turned her head quickly, but Cryder -had taken a chair at the foot of the rostrum, and -there were many heads between her own and his. -A moment later, however, the president of the -club made the preliminary remarks, and then gave -place to Cryder.</p> - -<p class='pindent'>Hermia watched him breathlessly as he ascended -the steps and stood beside the table, waiting -for the hearty welcome to subside. Was it -<span class='it'>he</span> at last? He was certainly good to look at; -she had never seen more charming eyes—clear -golden-hazel, half melancholy, wholly intelligent. -His small, well-shaped head was thickly covered -with short, soft, gold-brown hair; the delicate, -aristocratic features were as finely cut as those on -an intaglio; and the thin, curved lips were -shaded by a small mustache. His figure, tall, -<span class='pageno' title='82' id='Page_82'></span> -light, graceful, had a certain vibrating activity -even in repose. His hand was white and tapering -as that of a woman, and his auditors were -given opportunity to appreciate it.</p> - -<p class='pindent'>The subject of the lecture was “The Dialect -Element in American Fiction,” and Mr. Cryder -did it justice in a clear, ringing, musical voice. -He very properly remarked that it was the proud -boast of America that no other country, ancient -or modern, could present such an array of famous -dialects, consequently no other country had ever -had such infinite variety in her literature. He -would say nothing of the several hundred dialects -as yet awaiting the Columbus-pen of genius; he -would merely speak of those nine already discovered -and immortalized—the Negro, the Yankee, -the Southern, the Creole, the Tennessee Mountain, -the Cow-boy, the Bret Harte Miner, the -Hoosier, and the Chinese. Each of these, although -springing from one bosom, namely, that of the -Great American People, had as distinct an individuality -as if the product of an isolated planet. -Such a feature was unique in the history of any -country or any time. The various <span class='it'>patois</span> of the -French, the provincialisms of the English, the -barbarisms of the Scotch, the brogue of the Irish, -were but so many bad and inconsequent variations -upon an original theme. Reflect, therefore, -upon the immense importance of photographing -and preserving American neologies for the benefit -<span class='pageno' title='83' id='Page_83'></span> -of posterity! In the course of time would inevitably -come the homogeneity of the human -race; the negro, for instance, would pervade -every corner of the civilized earth, and his identity -become hopelessly entangled with that of his -equally de-individualized blonde brother. His -dialect would be a forgotten art! Contemporaries -would have no knowledge of it save through -the painstaking artists of their ancestors’ time. -Reflect, then, upon the heavy responsibility which -lay upon the shoulders of the author of to-day. -Picture what must be the condition of his conscience -at the end of his record if he has failed to -do his duty by the negro dialect! Picture the -reproaches of future generations if they should -be left ignorant of the unique vernacular of their -grandfathers’ serfs! (Applause.) He did not lay -such stress upon the superior importance of the -negro dialect because he had enrolled himself -among its faulty exponents; he had taken his -place in its ranks <span class='it'>because</span> of that superior importance. -Nevertheless, he was by no means blind -to the virtues of those other eight delightful -strings in the Great National Instrument. No one -enjoyed more than he the liquid and incomprehensible -softness of the Creole, the penetrating, -nasonic strength of the Yankee, the delicious -independence of the Hoosier, the pine-sweet, -redwood-calm transcriptions of the prose-laureate -of the West. He loved them all, and he gloried -<span class='pageno' title='84' id='Page_84'></span> -in the literary monument of which they were the -separate stones.</p> - -<p class='pindent'>To do Mr. Cryder’s oration justice would be a -feat which no modest novelist would attempt. -Those who would read that memorable speech -in its entirety and its purity will find it in the -archives of the club, in the sixth volume of the -Sessional Records. After reading brief and pithy -extracts from the nine most famous dialect stories -of the day, he sat down with the applause of -approval in his ears.</p> - -<p class='pindent'>Hermia turned to Mr. Overton: “He was guying, -I suppose,” she said.</p> - -<p class='pindent'>Mr. Overton stared. “Certainly not,” he said, -severely. “The value of precisely rendered dialect -is incalculable.”</p> - -<p class='pindent'>Hermia, quite snubbed, said no more; and in -a few moments, Mr. Duncan, a shrewd, humorous-looking -little Scotchman, rose to reply.</p> - -<p class='pindent'>“I have nothing whatever to say in contradiction -to Mr. Cryder’s remarks regarding the value -of dialect,” he said, looking about with a bland, -deprecating smile. “On the contrary, I have yet -another word to add in its favor. I hold that the -value of dialect to the American author has never -yet been estimated. When a story has a lot of -dialect, you never discover that it hasn’t anything -else. (Laughter, and a surprised frown from -Cryder.) Furthermore, as America is too young -to have an imagination, the dialect is an admirable -<span class='pageno' title='85' id='Page_85'></span> -and original substitute for plot and situations.” -(Laughter and mutterings; also a scowl -from Cryder.) “Again, there is nothing so difficult -as the handling of modern English: it is a -far speedier and easier road to fame to manipulate -a dialect familiar to only an insignificant section -of our glorious sixty millions.” (“Hear, hear!” -from a pair of feminine lips, and many sympathetic -glances at Cryder’s flashing eyes.) “Yet -again, the common fault found with our (I wish it -understood that I speak always from the standpoint -of the country which I have adopted)—with -our writers is lack of passion. Now, nobody can -be expected to be passionate when groaning in -the iron stays of dialect. Dialect is bit and curb -to the emotions, and it is only an American who -is sharp enough to perceive the fact and make -the most of it. What is more, pathos sounds -much better in dialect than in cold, bald English, -just as impropriety sounds better in French, and -love-making in Spanish. Contrast, for instance, -the relative pathos of such sentences as these—the -throbbing sadness of the one, the harsh -bathos of the other: ‘I done lubbed you, Sally!’ -‘I loved you, Maria.’” (Laughter from one side -of the house; ominous silence from the other.) -“Truly, ’tis in the setting the jewel shines. I -would like to say, in conclusion,” he went on, -imperturbably, “that Mr. Cryder, in his enumeration -of American neologics has omitted one as -<span class='pageno' title='86' id='Page_86'></span> -important and distinctive as any in his category, -namely, that of fashionable society. In the virility, -the variety, and the amplitude of her slang, -America is England’s most formidable rival.”</p> - -<p class='pindent'>He left the platform amidst limited applause, -and then Mr. Cryder’s pent-up wrath burst forth, -and he denounced in scathing terms and stinging -epigrams the foreigner who had proved himself -incapable of appreciating one of his country’s -most remarkable developments, and attempted to -satirize it from his petty point of view.</p> - -<p class='pindent'>The auditors were relieved when the exercises -were over and the club’s disruption postponed, -and, betaking themselves to the supper-room, dismissed -both lecture and reply from their minds.</p> - -<p class='pindent'>Hermia was standing by one of the tables talking -to three or four men, when Mr. Simms brought -up Cryder and introduced him. Cryder looked -absent and somewhat annoyed. He was evidently -not in a mood to be impressed by feminine loveliness. -At the end of a few moments Hermia -wisely let him go, although with a renewed sense -of the general flatness of life. At the same time -she was somewhat amused, and sensible enough -to know that it could not have been otherwise.</p> - -<hr class='tbk111'/> - -<div><span class='pageno' title='87' id='Page_87'></span><h1><a id='c013'></a>CHAPTER XIII.</h1></div> - -<p class='line' style='text-align:center;margin-bottom:1.5em;font-size:1em;'>OGDEN CRYDER.</p> - -<p class='pindent'>Only the nineteenth century could have -evolved Cryder. The infancy of a democratic -civilization produces giants. The giants build -hot-houses, and a flower, delicate, beautiful, exquisitely -perfumed, but fragile, light as bubbles -of blown glass, is the result. America is now -doing the best she can with her hot-house flora. -She has no great men, but the flora is wondrous -fine. Outside the forcing-houses is a wilderness -of weeds in which lies her future’s hope.</p> - -<p class='pindent'>Cryder would have taken the medal at an -orchid show. He was light as a summer breeze, -yet as stimulating and fresh. He was daintily -humorous, yet seldom witty enough to excite -envy. His conversation was like the song of a -lark, clear, brilliant, trilling, with never a bass -note to disturb the harmony. In a quick, keen, -flashing way, he had an exact knowledge of the -salient world. He was artistic to his finger-tips, -and preferred an aquarelle to an oil. He had -loved many times and hoped to love as many -more, and his love was always that of an æsthete. -<span class='pageno' title='88' id='Page_88'></span> -For coarse passions he had a cold contempt. He -had broken many roses from their stems, but more -because he thought an herbarium looked better -when filled than because he enjoyed the plucking -of the flower. Probably it is needless to observe -that he never drank more than a pint bottle of -champagne, and that he never over-ate.</p> - -<p class='pindent'>The day after his address at the club he was -walking down the avenue when he met Helen -Simms. He turned back with her, and finished -the afternoon in her drawing-room.</p> - -<p class='pindent'>Helen did not give him so much of her time -without an object. She cared little for Cryder, -and few of her doings were unprompted by motive; -life was too brief.</p> - -<p class='pindent'>“You met Miss Suydam last night, did you -not?” she asked, when Cryder was comfortably -established in an easy-chair near the fire.</p> - -<p class='pindent'>“Yes, for a moment. I was a little put out by -Duncan’s attack on me, and only stayed for a -few words. I needed the solace of a cigarette.”</p> - -<p class='pindent'>“I read the account of the affair in this morning’s -papers. Mr. Duncan’s remarks were purely -foolish, as he must have realized when he saw -them in print. However, you have the consolation -of knowing that after your reply he will not -be likely to attack you again. But I am glad you -met Miss Suydam. She will interest you as a -study. She is all the rage at present. Every -other man in town is in love with her.”</p> - -<p class='pindent'><span class='pageno' title='89' id='Page_89'></span> -Cryder turned to her with some interest in his -eyes. “Is she so very fascinating? She is certainly -handsome—yes—stylishly handsome.”</p> - -<p class='pindent'>“Oh, she is a beauty! Such a unique type! -And she is quite as different from other people -herself. That is her great trouble. She is called -a terrible flirt, but it is the men’s fault, not hers. -She is always looking for something, and can -never find it.”</p> - -<p class='pindent'>“Sad and strange! Is she a young woman with -yearnings?”</p> - -<p class='pindent'>“Not at all. She is the most sensible woman I -know. She is merely unusually clever, consequently -she is very lonely. I do not believe any -man will ever satisfy her. She is like the sleeping -princess in the enchanted castle. She shuts herself -up in that wonderful house of hers and -dreams of the lover who never comes.”</p> - -<p class='pindent'>“You touch my fancy; and what do you mean -by her wonderful house?”</p> - -<p class='pindent'>“That house would delight your author’s soul. -Every room is the materialization of a dream, as -Hermia would say;” and she gave him an account -of her friend’s inartistic but original abode.</p> - -<p class='pindent'>Cryder listened with much interest. Romance -was a dead-letter to him, but he was alive to the -picturesque. He concluded that it would be -quite enchanting to make love to a woman in a -feudal library or an Indian jungle, and more than -satisfactory to awaken the sleeping beauty. It -<span class='pageno' title='90' id='Page_90'></span> -would be a charming episode for his present brief -stay in New York, altogether quite the choicest -specimen in his herbarium. What she was waiting -for was a combination of brain and skill.</p> - -<p class='pindent'>“You have made me want to know her,” he said, -“but, of course, she did not ask me to call.”</p> - -<p class='pindent'>“I will take you to see her some time.”</p> - -<p class='pindent'>“That is very good of you. Some afternoon -when you have nothing better to do.”</p> - -<p class='pindent'>“Come on Monday. That is her day. You -won’t have much chance to talk to her, but then -you can go again as soon as you like.”</p> - -<p class='pindent'>Cryder took out his note-book and penciled a -memorandum, “On Monday, then.”</p> - -<p class='pindent'>Helen concluded that if she had been born a -man she would have elected diplomacy as a career.</p> - -<hr class='tbk112'/> - -<div><span class='pageno' title='91' id='Page_91'></span><h1><a id='c014'></a>CHAPTER XIV.</h1></div> - -<p class='line' style='text-align:center;margin-bottom:1.5em;font-size:1em;'>IN A METROPOLITAN JUNGLE.</p> - -<p class='pindent'>Cryder called on Hermia Monday afternoon. -Although the room was full he had a few words -with her, and she thought him very charming.</p> - -<p class='pindent'>“I want to talk to you,” he said. “I have -wanted to talk to you ever since I met you, but I -was in such a bad humor the other night that I -would not inflict you. Are you ever alone? Cannot -I have an hour or two some evening?”</p> - -<p class='pindent'>Hermia smiled. “Come on Thursday evening. -I have not another evening until late next week.”</p> - -<p class='pindent'>“I have an engagement, but I will break it. -And will you think me impertinent if I ask you to -show me all over this wonderful house? There is -nothing like it in Europe.”</p> - -<p class='pindent'>“I shall be delighted,” said Hermia, enthusiastically. -“So few people appreciate it.”</p> - -<p class='pindent'>“It is good of you to think I can. But in -thought I always dwell in the past (he hated the -past), and although my work is realistic, because -realism is of more value to literature, yet my -nature is essentially a romantic one. Only, one -so seldom acknowledges romance, one is so afraid -of being laughed at.”</p> - -<p class='pindent'><span class='pageno' title='92' id='Page_92'></span> -He watched her as he spoke, and saw a sudden -gleam come into her eyes. A year’s training and -her own native cleverness had taught Hermia not -to believe all that men said to her, but Cryder had -struck a well-loved chord. And she had no wish -to be skeptical.</p> - -<p class='pindent'>On Thursday evening Hermia arrayed herself -with great care. After much deliberation she -donned a gown which as yet she had never worn. -It was of tan-gold velvet, with irregular appliqués -of dark-brown plush. Down the front was a curious -design of gold braid and deep-green brilliants.</p> - -<p class='pindent'>She received Cryder in the conservatory. It -had but recently been completed, and looked -enough like a jungle to deceive the most suspicious -of tigers. The green tiles of the floor were -painted with a rank growth of grasses and ferns. -Through the palms and tropical shrubs that -crowded the conservatory glared the wild beasts -of far-off jungles, marvelously stuffed and poised. -The walls were forgotten behind a tapestry of -reeds and birds of the Orient. In one corner was -a fountain, simulating a pool, and on its surface -floated the pink, fragrant lilies that lie on eastern -lakes. Few people had seen this jungle—before -its completion, Hermia had learned that it was -dangerous to test her city’s patience too far.</p> - -<p class='pindent'>Hermia sat down on a bank and waited for the -curtain to rise. She felt the humor of the situation, -but she knew that the effect was good. A few -<span class='pageno' title='93' id='Page_93'></span> -moments later Cryder came in and was charmed. -He had the same remote yearning for the barbaric -that the small, blonde actor has for the -part of the heavy villain. As he walked down -the jungle toward Hermia, he felt that he gave -this Eastern ideal its completing touch.</p> - -<p class='pindent'>Hermia held up her hand. “I would not have -dared do this for any one but you,” she said, -“but you will understand.”</p> - -<p class='pindent'>“For Heaven’s sake do not apologize!” exclaimed -Cryder. He raised her hand to his lips -and sat down on the bank beside her. “There -was never anything so enchanting in real life. -And you—you are Cleopatra in your tiger-hood.”</p> - -<p class='pindent'>“I was Semiramis before,” said Hermia, indifferently. -She turned her head and gave him a -meditative glance. “Do you know,” she said, -with an instinct of coquetry rare to her, “I cannot -understand your being a realistic author.”</p> - -<p class='pindent'>He was somewhat taken aback, but he replied -promptly: “That is a mere accident. To tell -you the truth, I care no more for realism than I -do for idealism, and dialect is a frightful bore. -I will tell you what I have told no one else. Now -that my position is established, my name made, I -am going to leave dialect to those who can do -no better, and write a great romantic novel.”</p> - -<p class='pindent'>Hermia thought his last remark a trifle conceited, -but she forgave it for the sake of its sentiment. -“I shall like that,” she said, “and be -<span class='pageno' title='94' id='Page_94'></span> -romantic without sensationalism. Tell me the -plot of your book.”</p> - -<p class='pindent'>“It is too vague to formulate, but you and -your house are to be its inspiration. I have -wanted to meet a woman like you; the study will -be an education. Tell me of your life. You have -not always been as you are now?”</p> - -<p class='pindent'>Hermia gave him a startled glance. “What do -you mean?” she demanded.</p> - -<p class='pindent'>“I mean that you have two personalities, an -actual and an assumed. You are playing a part.”</p> - -<p class='pindent'>Hermia gave him a fierce glance from beneath -her black brows. “You know that until a year -ago I was poor and obscure, and you are rude -enough to remind me that I play the part of -<span class='it'>grande dame</span> very badly,” she exclaimed.</p> - -<p class='pindent'>“I beg your pardon,” said Cryder, quickly, -“I knew nothing of the kind. You might have -spent the last ten years in a fashionable boarding-school -for all I have heard to the contrary. But -I repeat what I said. I received two impressions -the night we met. One was that you were at -war with something or somebody; the other that -you had a double personality, and that of one -the world had no suspicion. It is either that -you have a past, or that you are at present in conditions -entirely new and consequently unfamiliar. -I believe it is the latter. You do not look like a -woman who has <span class='it'>lived</span>. There is just one thing -wanting to make your face the most remarkable -<span class='pageno' title='95' id='Page_95'></span> -I have seen; but until it gets that it will be like -a grand painting whose central figure has been -left as the last work of the artist.”</p> - -<p class='pindent'>Hermia leaned her elbow on her knee and -covered her face with her hand. She experienced -the most pleasurable sensation she had ever -known. This was the first man who had shown -the faintest insight into her contradictory personality -and complicated nature. For the moment -she forgot where she was, and she gave a little -sigh which brought the blood to her face. To -love would not be so difficult as she had imagined.</p> - -<p class='pindent'>“What is it?” asked Cryder, gently. He had -been watching her covertly. “I want to amend -something I said a moment ago. You have not -lived in fact but you have in imagination, and -the men your fancy has created have made those -of actual, prosaic life appear tame and colorless.”</p> - -<p class='pindent'>Hermia’s heart gave a bound. She turned to -him with shining eyes. “How do you know -that?” she murmured.</p> - -<p class='pindent'>“Is it not true?”</p> - -<p class='pindent'>“Yes,” she said, helplessly, “it is true.”</p> - -<p class='pindent'>“Then I will tell you how I know. Because I -have lived half my natural life with the population -of my brain, and dream-people know one another. -Ours have met and shaken hands while we have -been exchanging platitudes.”</p> - -<p class='pindent'>“That is very pretty,” said Hermia; “I hope -their estates border upon each other, and that -<span class='pageno' title='96' id='Page_96'></span> -their chosen landscape is the same, for dream-people -may have their antipathies, like the inhabitants -of the visible world. Because we have taken -out our title-deeds in dream-land, it does not follow -that our tenants live in harmony.”</p> - -<p class='pindent'>“It would not—except that we both instinctively -know that there has not been even border -warfare. There have been marriage and inter-marriage; -the princes of my reigning house have -demanded in state——”</p> - -<p class='pindent'>Hermia interrupted him harshly: “There is no -marriage or giving in marriage in my kingdom. -I hate the word! Are you very much shocked?”</p> - -<p class='pindent'>Cryder smiled. “No,” he said, “one is surprised -sometimes to hear one’s own dearest theories -in the mouth of another, but not shocked. It -only needed that to make you the one woman I -have wanted to know. You have that rarest gift -among women—a catholic mind. And it does -not spring from immorality or vulgar love of excitement—you -are simply brave and original.”</p> - -<p class='pindent'>Hermia leaned forward, her pupils dilating until -her eyes looked like rings of marsh about lakes of -ink. “You know that—you understand that?” -she whispered, breathlessly.</p> - -<p class='pindent'>Cryder looked her full in the eyes. “Yes,” he -said, “and no one ever did before.”</p> - -<p class='pindent'>His audacity had the desired effect. Men were -always a little afraid of Hermia. She looked at -him without speaking—a long gaze which he returned. -<span class='pageno' title='97' id='Page_97'></span> -He was certainly most attractive, although -in quite a different way from any man born of her -imaginings. Perhaps, however, that gave him the -charm of novelty. He was almost magnetic; he -almost thrilled her—not quite, but that would -come later. She had received so many impressions -this evening that no one could master her. -Yes, she was sure she was going to love him.</p> - -<p class='pindent'>“No,” she said, at last, “no one ever did.”</p> - -<p class='pindent'>“You have been loved in a great many ways,” -Cryder went on; “for your beauty, which -appeals to the senses of men, yet which at the -same time frightens them, because of the tragic -element which is as apparent as the passionate; -for your romantic surroundings, which appeal to -their sentiment; for the glamour which envelops -you as one of the most sought-after women in -New York; for your intellect; and for your incomprehensibility -to the average mind, which has -the fascination of mystery. But I doubt if any -man has ever known or cared whether you have a -psychic side. If I fall in love with you, I shall -love your soul, primarily. Passion is merely the -expression of spiritual exaltation. Independently -of the latter it is base. A woman of your strong -psychical nature could never forget the soul for -the body—not for a moment.”</p> - -<p class='pindent'>“That is very beautiful,” murmured Hermia, -dreamily. “Can it be? And are you sure that -I have any spirituality?”</p> - -<p class='pindent'><span class='pageno' title='98' id='Page_98'></span> -“If you do not know it, it is because you have -never loved and never been loved in the right -way.” He sprang suddenly to his feet, and then, -before she could answer, he was gone.</p> - -<p class='pindent'>She sank her elbow into a cushion and leaned -her cheek on her palm. Cryder had touched her -sensuous nature by the artistic novelty of his wooing—her -ideal had been brutal and direct. She -had always imagined she should like that best, but -this was a new idea and very charming. It appealed -to the poetic element in her. The poetic -vase tossed aloft the spray of refined passion and -rode contemptuously over the undertow of sensuality. -That was as it should be.</p> - -<p class='pindent'>She went up-stairs, and, after she was in bed, -thought for a long time. She slept until late the -next day, and in the afternoon paid a number of -calls. In the temporary seclusion of her carriage -she took pleasure in assuring herself that Cryder -was uppermost in her mind.</p> - -<hr class='tbk113'/> - -<div><span class='pageno' title='99' id='Page_99'></span><h1><a id='c015'></a>CHAPTER XV.</h1></div> - -<p class='line' style='text-align:center;margin-bottom:1.5em;font-size:1em;'>A CLEVER TRIFLER.</p> - -<p class='pindent'>The next afternoon Cryder came again. Hermia -received him this time in the hall which, with -its Gothic roof, its pictured windows, its walls -ribbed and dark, and its organ, looked like a cathedral. -As she came down the broad staircase, -in a gown that made her look as if she had stepped -from some old French canvas, Cryder stood gazing -at her for a moment, then without a word sat -down before the organ and began to play. The -organ needs only a skillful hand; its own rich, -sonorous tones pour soul through cold, calm fingers. -Cryder played Tristan’s Death Song, and -Hermia sank into a chair and felt that naught -existed but glory of color and surge of sound.</p> - -<p class='pindent'>Cryder played but a short time—he never did -anything too long—then went over and sat beside -her. He made her talk about herself, and managed -to extract much of her past. He learned -nothing, however, of her former lack of beauty. -Then he entertained her brilliantly for an hour -with accounts of celebrated people he had met.</p> - -<p class='pindent'>After he had gone she felt a vague sense of disappointment; -he had not touched upon co-personal -<span class='pageno' title='100' id='Page_100'></span> -topics for a moment. The sense of disappointment -grew and deepened, and then she gave -a sudden start and smiled. She could not feel -disappointment were she not deeply interested. -Was this the suffering, the restlessness, which were -said to be a part of love? Surely! She was -pained that he could talk lightly upon indifferent -subjects, and apparently quite forget the sympathy -which existed between them. The pain and the -chagrin might not be very acute, but they were -forewarnings of intenser suffering to come. Of -course she wanted to suffer. All women do until -the suffering comes. After that they do not go -out of their way to look for it.</p> - -<p class='pindent'>She went up-stairs and sat down before the fire -in her boudoir. It was very delightful to fall in -love with a man as mentally agreeable as Cryder. -He would always entertain her. She would never -be bored! The intervals between love-making -would never drag; she had heard that they were -sometimes trying. And then the pictures between -those framing intervals—when the fierce, hot tide -of passion within her would leap like a tidal wave, -lashed into might by the convulsion at its heart. -And Cryder! To see the tiger in the man fling -off its shackles and look through the calm brown -of his eyes! (Like all girls, Hermia believed that -every man had a tiger chained up inside him, no -matter how cold he might be exteriorly.) What -a triumph to break down that cool self-control!</p> - -<p class='pindent'><span class='pageno' title='101' id='Page_101'></span> -Her maid brought her a cup of tea and she -drank it; then, resting her elbows on her knees -leaned her chin on her locked fingers. There -were some things she did not like about Cryder. -He lacked literary conscience, and she doubted -if he had much of any sort. Her high ideals still -clung to her; but perhaps this was her mission in -life—to remold Cryder. A man is always much -under the influence of the woman who gives him -his happiness; she would have a grand opportunity -to make him better. When the end came, as -of course it would—she was no longer such a fool -as to imagine that love lasted forever—he should -have much to thank her for.</p> - -<p class='pindent'>When a woman thinks she loves a man, she -dreams of making him better. When she really -loves him, she would have him share his virtues -with the saints. She loves his faults and encourages -them; she glories in the thought that his -personality is strong enough to make her indifferent -to defects. This lesson, however, Hermia -had yet to learn; but she was pleased with the -idea of putting the spirituality of which Cryder -had accused her to some practical use. She had -not a very clear idea what spirituality meant, but -she thought she was learning.</p> - -<hr class='tbk114'/> - -<div><span class='pageno' title='102' id='Page_102'></span><h1><a id='c016'></a>CHAPTER XVI.</h1></div> - -<p class='line' style='text-align:center;margin-bottom:1.5em;font-size:1em;'>A LITERARY DINNER.</p> - -<p class='pindent'>A few weeks later Hermia gave a dinner to -Cryder. The other guests were Mr. Overton, Mr. -Simms, Alan Emmet, a young author who combined -the literary and the sensational in a manner -which gave him much notoriety, Mr. Langley, -Cryder’s publisher, and Ralph Embury, a noted -young journalist. Helen Simms was there to -chatter serious thought to ambush, and Miss Starbruck, -primly alert, and waiting to be shocked.</p> - -<p class='pindent'>Poor Miss Starbruck! She drifted like a gray -shadow through Hermia’s rooms, and longed for -her modest cottage at Nantucket. She had been -an active member of sewing-circles and reading-clubs, -and the farther down her past’s perspective -did this unexciting environment retreat, the -oftener did she sigh as she contrasted its cool -shadows with the hot glare into which fate’s -caprice had suddenly cast her. But Hermia was -considerate—if Miss Starbruck appeared at her -niece’s dinners and receptions, and drove with her -occasionally, she could sit up in her room and -dream of Nantucket and bewail duty as much as -she pleased. Mrs. Dykman was chaperon-in-chief.</p> - -<p class='pindent'><span class='pageno' title='103' id='Page_103'></span> -Hermia wore a gown of white velvet, simply -made, and fitting in wrinkleless perfection the free -lines and curves of her full, lithe figure. About -her throat hung a silver chain of Roman workmanship, -and around her waist a girdle of similar -but heavier links. The wiry maze of her hair -outshone the diamond pins that confined it.</p> - -<p class='pindent'>Miss Simms wore a dinner-gown of black tulle -and a profusion of chrysanthemums. Her hair -was as sleek as a mole.</p> - -<p class='pindent'>The conversation was naturally more or less -literary, and Hermia drew out her ambitious -guests with a good deal of skill. It was hard to -curb them when they were started, but she -managed to make each feel that he had had an -opportunity to shine. Some day, when her personal -interest in life had ceased, she intended to have a -<span class='it'>salon</span>, and this was a pleasant foretaste. She -even let Mr. Simms tell a few anecdotes, but -after the third gently suppressed him.</p> - -<p class='pindent'>It is not easy to check the anecdotal impulse, -and both Mr. Langley and Mr. Overton were -reminiscent. The former told a tale of a young -man who had brought him a manuscript ten years -before, and never returned to ask its destiny.</p> - -<p class='pindent'>“He looked delicate, and I imagine he died of -consumption,” said the great publisher, placidly, -as he discussed his pâté. “At all events I have -never heard from him since. Our readers unanimously -advised us not to publish the manuscript. -<span class='pageno' title='104' id='Page_104'></span> -It was entirely out of our line, and would have -involved great risk. We put it aside and forgot -all about it. The other day I happened to -meet one of the readers through whose hands -it passed—he has not been with us for some -years—and he asked me why I did not publish the -rejected book. ‘That sort of thing has become -fashionable now,’ he said, ‘and you would make -money out of it.’ I merely mention this as an -illustration of how fashion changes in literature as -in everything else.”</p> - -<p class='pindent'>“You publishers are awful cowards,” said Emmet, -in his drawling tones; “you are so afraid of -anything new that all authors you introduce are -branded Prophets of the Commonplace.”</p> - -<p class='pindent'>Mr. Langley’s blonde, pleasant little face took -a warmer hue, and he answered somewhat testily: -“The publisher was brave, indeed, who presented -you to the public, Mr. Emmet.”</p> - -<p class='pindent'>In spite of the general laugh, Emmet replied -imperturbably: “The best advertisement I had, -and the only one which I myself inserted, was that -‘Mrs. Bleeker’ had been refused by every conservative -house in New York. My reward is that -I have the reputation instead of the firm.”</p> - -<p class='pindent'>“No; the firm hasn’t any left—that’s a fact,” -retorted Mr. Langley; and Emmet turned to -Helen with a pout on his boyish face.</p> - -<p class='pindent'>“Do my books shock you?” he asked her.</p> - -<p class='pindent'>Helen smiled. “No, they do not,” she said, -<span class='pageno' title='105' id='Page_105'></span> -briefly. “I quite adore them. I don’t always -acknowledge having read them, but I don’t mind -telling you, considering that you are the author.”</p> - -<p class='pindent'>“Oh, some women assure me that nothing -would induce them to read my books. I am glad -you have the courage of your opinions. I scorn -women who have not, and I will not talk to a girl -unless I can do so as freely as to a man.”</p> - -<p class='pindent'>“Oh, I am not a prude,” said Helen, lightly. -“I only draw the line at positive indecency, and -you are quite vague enough. But do you always -talk to men on improper subjects?”</p> - -<p class='pindent'>“Oh—no; I merely meant that I like to feel -the same lack of restraint with women as with -men. It is a bore to call up every thought for -inspection before you utter it.”</p> - -<p class='pindent'>“Yes,” said Helen; “you wouldn’t talk at all, -you would only inspect.”</p> - -<p class='pindent'>“Speaking of mysterious disappearances,” broke -in Embury’s voice, “what has become of that girl -who used to give us such bucketfuls of soulful -lava?—the one who signed herself ‘Quirus’?”</p> - -<p class='pindent'>Mr. Overton laughed, and much to Hermia’s -relief every one turned to him. “She brought -me that poem I published, herself, and I came -near laughing outright once or twice. I have -seen few plainer women; there was such a -general dinginess about her. At the same time -there was a certain magnetism which, I imagine, -would have been pronounced had she been a -<span class='pageno' title='106' id='Page_106'></span> -stronger woman. But I should not be surprised -to hear that she had died of consumption.”</p> - -<p class='pindent'>“Is it possible?” said Embury. “Her work -was strong, however. Why didn’t you take her in -hand and bring her up in the way she should go?”</p> - -<p class='pindent'>“My dear Embury, life is too short. That -girl was all wrong. She worked her syllogisms -backward, so to speak. Her intellect was molten -with the heat of her imagination, and stunted -with the narrowness of her experience. She reasoned -from effect to cause. Her characters, -instead of being the carefully considered products -of environment and heredity, were always -altered or distorted to suit some dramatic event. -Intellect without experience of the heart and of -life is responsible for more errors than innate -viciousness which is controlled by worldly wisdom, -or natural folly which is clothed in the gown -of accumulated knowledge. I have seen so many -clever writers go to pieces,” he added, regarding -his empty plate with a sigh; “they lie so. They -have no conscience whatever, and they are too -clever to see it.”</p> - -<p class='pindent'>“Then how can they help themselves?” asked -Hermia, with a puzzled look.</p> - -<p class='pindent'>“They had better wait until they can.”</p> - -<p class='pindent'>Hermia did not care to pursue the subject, and -saw, moreover, that Embury was waiting to be -heard. “What would journalism do if no one -knew how to lie?” she asked him, with a smile, -<span class='pageno' title='107' id='Page_107'></span> -and was somewhat surprised when every man at -the table except Embury laughed aloud.</p> - -<p class='pindent'>Embury colored, but replied promptly: “It -would probably die for want of patronage.”</p> - -<p class='pindent'>“You are right, Embury,” said Cryder. “You -could not have found a more appreciative field -for your talents.”</p> - -<p class='pindent'>Embury looked at him reproachfully, and Cryder -continued: “I never could resist the temptation -to kick a friend when he was down. I will -give you an opportunity later.”</p> - -<p class='pindent'>“Life is made up of lost opportunities—I probably -shall not see it. True, I might review your -books, but to do so I should have to read them.”</p> - -<p class='pindent'>“Is this the way literary people always spar?” -murmured Hermia to Cryder.</p> - -<p class='pindent'>“Oh! do not let it worry you,” he replied. -“This is only facetiousness—American humor. -It doesn’t hurt.” He dropped his voice. “Are -you not well? You look tired.”</p> - -<p class='pindent'>“I am tired,” said Hermia, returning his gaze—he -seemed very near to her at that moment. -“Clever people, singly, are very delightful, but -<span class='it'>en masse</span> they keep one on the rack.”</p> - -<p class='pindent'>“Don’t bother any more!” said Cryder. “Leave -them to me; I will take care of them.”</p> - -<p class='pindent'>“You are good,” murmured Hermia. “When -I am old I shall like a <span class='it'>salon</span>; I shall like the -power of it. Now—it bores me a little.”</p> - -<p class='pindent'>Cryder bent somewhat nearer to her. “Do not -<span class='pageno' title='108' id='Page_108'></span> -wait too long for anything,” he murmured. “A -man’s power comes with age; a woman’s power -goes with age.”</p> - -<p class='pindent'>He turned from her suddenly and addressed a -remark to Embury which immediately gave that -clever young man a chance to entertain his companions -for ten minutes. Hermia found herself -drifting from her guests. She had undergone -many evolutions of thought and feeling during the -past few weeks. At times she had believed herself -in love with Cryder; at others, she had been -conscious of indifferent liking. She was puzzled -to find that his abstract image thrilled her more -than his actual presence. On the other hand, she -<span class='it'>liked</span> him better when with him. He was so entertaining, -so sympathetic; he had such delicate -tact and charm. When absent, she sometimes -thought of him with a certain distaste; he had -qualities that she disliked, and he was diametrically -different from all imagined lovers. Then -she would make up her mind to close her eyes to -his deficiencies and to love him spiritually. She -would compel herself to think of him for hours -together on an exalted mental and spiritual plane, -where passion had no place. Not that she believed -him incapable of passion, by any means—she -believed that all men were constructed on the -same plan—but he was so different from that man -who now dwelt behind a barred door in her brain -that she felt it her duty, to both, to love him in a -<span class='pageno' title='109' id='Page_109'></span> -different way. She was surprised to find that after -such æsthetic communion she almost hated him. -Reaction following excess of passion may be short-lived; -but immoderate sentimentality leaves a -mental ennui that requires a long convalescence. -Sentimentality is a growth of later civilization, -and trails its roots over the surface like a pine; -while passion had its seeds planted in the garden -of Eden, and is root, branch, twig, and leaf of -human nature.</p> - -<p class='pindent'>In summing up her sensations she had come -to the conclusion that on the whole she was in -love with him. No one had ever moved her one-tenth -as much before. If she had not lost her -head about him, it was because her nature had -slept too long to awake in a moment. That -would come by degrees. There were times when -she felt the impulse to cast herself on her face -and sob farewell to the dreams of her youth and -to the lover who had been a being more real than -Ogden Cryder; but she thrust aside the impulse -with a frown and plunged into her daily life.</p> - -<p class='pindent'>At opportune moments Hermia’s attention returned -to her guests. Miss Starbruck rose at a -signal from her niece and the women went into -the library. The men joined them soon after, and -Cryder, much to the gratitude of his tired and -dreamy hostess, continued to entertain them until -eleven o’clock, when they went home.</p> - -<hr class='tbk115'/> - -<div><span class='pageno' title='110' id='Page_110'></span><h1><a id='c017'></a>CHAPTER XVII.</h1></div> - -<p class='line' style='text-align:center;margin-bottom:1.5em;font-size:1em;'>AN ILLUSION DISPELLED.</p> - -<p class='pindent'>The front door had closed after the last guest, -the butler had turned down the lights in the hall, -Miss Starbruck had gone up-stairs, and Hermia -was standing by the library fire. She heard some -one come down the hall, and turned her head, her -expression of indifference and mental fatigue lifting -a little. The portière was pushed aside and -Cryder entered the room.</p> - -<hr class='tbk116'/> - -<p class='pindent'>The next morning Hermia stood gazing at her -bedroom fire for a few moments before going -down-stairs. Her face wore a peculiar expression. -“Is there anything in love?” she murmured, half -aloud. “<span class='it'>Is</span> there?”</p> - -<p class='pindent'>She went down to the library and sank listlessly -into a chair, and covered her face with her hands. -She did not love Cryder. There was but one -answer to the question now. Imagination and -will had done their utmost, but had been conquered -by fact. She had made a horrible mistake. -She felt an impulse to fling herself on the floor and -shriek aloud. But the self-control of years was -<span class='pageno' title='111' id='Page_111'></span> -stronger than impulse. In spite of the softening -influences of happier conditions, she must suffer -or enjoy in her old dumb way until something had -smashed that iron in her nature to atoms or melted -it to lava.</p> - -<p class='pindent'>But, if she was saturated with dull disgust and -disappointment, her conscience rapped audibly on -her inactive brain. It was her duty to herself and -to Cryder to break the thing off at once—to continue -it, in fact, was an impossibility. But she -shrank from telling Cryder that he must go and -not return. He loved her, not as she had wanted -to be loved, perhaps, but with his heart, his sentiment. -She liked him—very much indeed—and -had no desire to give him pain. He might suffer -the more keenly because of the fineness of his -sensibilities. Suppose he should kill himself? -Men so often killed themselves for women who -did not love them. She remembered that she -had dreamed of men dying for hopeless love of -her; but, now that it seemed imminent, the -romance was gone. It would be nothing but a -vulgar newspaper story after all.</p> - -<p class='pindent'>What should she do? She must tell him. She -turned to her desk, then sank back into her -chair. She could not write. He would come -again that evening. She would tell him then. -Written words of that sort were always brutal.</p> - -<p class='pindent'>How she got through that day she never knew. -It seemed as if the very wheels of life were -<span class='pageno' title='112' id='Page_112'></span> -clogged. The sky was gray and the snow fell -heavily; the gas had to be lighted in the house. -No one called; but Hermia was willing to be left -to solitude. She was not restless, she was dully -indifferent. The grayness of the day entered into -her and enveloped her; life in the Brooklyn flat -had never looked colder and barer than in this -palace which her will and her wealth had created.</p> - -<p class='pindent'>When evening came she gave orders that no -one but Cryder should be admitted. Somewhat -to her surprise he did not come. She did not -care particularly, but went to bed at half-past -nine, and had Miss Newton rub her to sleep.</p> - -<hr class='tbk117'/> - -<div><span class='pageno' title='113' id='Page_113'></span><h1><a id='c018'></a>CHAPTER XVIII.</h1></div> - -<p class='line' style='text-align:center;margin-bottom:1.5em;font-size:1em;'>A BLOODLESS ENTHUSIAST.</p> - -<p class='pindent'>Cryder did not come the next day or evening, -nor did he write. At first Hermia experienced a -mild fear that he was ill; but Helen Simms called -the following morning and said, en passant, that she -had met him a few moments before on the street. -Then Hermia began to be piqued and a little -mortified. For several hours she thought less -about dismissing him. The next day the whole -thing seemed like a dream; she caught herself -wondering if it had really happened. At this -point she received a note from Cryder.</p> - -<div class='blockquote'> - -<p class='pindent'>“It is a year since I have seen you, but I have a book -due at the publisher’s on Thursday, and I have been working -night and day. After the weary grind is over you will -see too much of me. In the mean time I am with you -always. In fancy I look into your eyes and see the waves -break over the rocks, and watch the moon coquet with the -tides. Now the green bosom of the sea is placid for a -moment, and I see * * * the mermaids * * * -sleeping in their caves—</p> - -<p class='line' style='text-align:right;margin-right:6em;'>“Until to-night!</p> -<p class='line' style='text-align:right;margin-right:3em;'>“O. C.”</p> - -</div> - -<p class='pindent'><span class='pageno' title='114' id='Page_114'></span> -Hermia shrugged her shoulders. It was very -pretty, but rather tame. At the same time her -pride was glad to be reassured that he still loved -her, and she once more put her dismissal into -mental shape and blunted the arrow of decree -with what art she possessed.</p> - -<p class='pindent'>When he was shown into the library that evening -she rose nervously, wondering how she was to -keep him from kissing her. He raised her hand -lightly to his lips after his old habit, complimented -her Catherine de’ Medici gown, and threw himself -into an easy-chair by the fire.</p> - -<p class='pindent'>“How grateful this fire is!” he exclaimed. -“It is one of those horrid, sleety nights. The -horse slipped once or twice.”</p> - -<p class='pindent'>“Did you come in a cab?” asked Hermia.</p> - -<p class='pindent'>“Yes; I had not the courage to face that long -block from the elevated.”</p> - -<p class='pindent'>He settled himself back in his chair, asked permission -to light a cigarette, and for an hour entertained -her in his most brilliant vein. Hermia -listened with the most complex sensations of her -life. The predominating one at first was intense -mortification. There was no danger of this man -blowing out his brains for any woman. She was -rather the most agreeable woman he knew just -then, but—there were plenty of others in the -world. Then her brain and her philosophy came -to her aid, and she began to be amused. She -had always been able to laugh at her own expense, -<span class='pageno' title='115' id='Page_115'></span> -and she indulged in a little private burst whilst -Cryder was reciting a graphic passage from his -lately finished book. The laugh added several -years to her twenty-five, but on the whole, she -concluded, it did her good.</p> - -<p class='pindent'>Then she began to reason: Why break it off? -He is the most agreeable man I have ever known; -why lose him? If I dismiss him thus cavalierly, -he will be piqued at least, and I shall not even -have his friendship. And I can never love or have -a throb of real feeling. All that was the delusion -of a morbid imagination. There are no men -like those I have dreamed of. The ocean rolls -between the actual and the ideal.</p> - -<p class='pindent'>She did Cryder some injustice in the earlier -part of her meditations. He was really very fond -of her. There were many things about her that -he liked immensely. She was beautiful, she -was artistic, she had a fine mind, and, above all -things, she was the fashion, and he had carried -her off. But he never rushed at a woman and -kissed her the moment he entered the room; he -did not think it good taste. Moreover, she looked -particularly handsome in that black-velvet gown -and stiff white ruff, and her position in that -carved, high-backed chair was superb. His eye -was too well pleased to allow the interference of -his other senses. After a time he went over and -lifted her face and kissed her. She shrugged her -shoulders a little but made no resistance.</p> - -<hr class='tbk118'/> - -<div><span class='pageno' title='116' id='Page_116'></span><h1><a id='c019'></a>CHAPTER XIX.</h1></div> - -<p class='line' style='text-align:center;margin-bottom:1.5em;font-size:1em;'>TASTELESS FRUIT.</p> - -<p class='pindent'>She began to have an absurdly married feeling. -When she had made up her mind to drift on the -wave she had chosen, she had consoled herself -with the thought that, if love was a disappointment, -the situation was romantic. By constantly -reminding herself that she was the heroine of “an -experience,” she could realize in part her old wild -dreams. To create objective illusion was a task -she soon renounced. No matrimonial conditions -were ever more prosaic and matter-of-fact than -the various phases of this affair.</p> - -<p class='pindent'>The evenings were long and very pleasant. -Cryder smoked innumerable cigarettes in the most -comfortable chair in the library, and was never -dull. Hermia began to get rather fond of him in -a motherly sort of way. One night he had a cold -and she gave him a dose of quinine; occasionally -she sent him certain of her cook’s dainty concoctions. -She always had a little supper for him on -his particular evenings, and took care that his -favorite dishes were prepared.</p> - -<p class='pindent'>She had her intervals of disgust and fury with -<span class='pageno' title='117' id='Page_117'></span> -fate, but they were becoming less frequent. Like -all tragic and unversed women she was an extremist. -She had dreamed that life was one thing; -her particular episode had taught her that it was -another. There was no medium nor opposite -pole; she had been wrong in every theory.</p> - -<p class='pindent'>Ennui was her worst enemy. Sometimes she -got tired of the very sound of Cryder’s voice—it -ceased so seldom. She longed for variety of any -sort, for something to assure her that she was not -as flatly married as Bessie and her husband. -One day when she was more bored than usual -Helen Simms came in.</p> - -<p class='pindent'>“How brilliant you look!” she exclaimed. -“What <span class='it'>is</span> the matter with you?”</p> - -<p class='pindent'>“Ennui; life is a burden.”</p> - -<p class='pindent'>“Where is Ogden Cryder? I thought he had -put ennui to flight.”</p> - -<p class='pindent'>“He is charming,” said Hermia, “and I am -having that flirtation with him that you advised; -but even that is getting a little monotonous.”</p> - -<p class='pindent'>“I will tell you what you want,” exclaimed -Helen, decidedly. “You want to see something -of the champagne side of life. You have had -enough of a flirtation by a library fire in a feudal -room; it is time you did something a little more -<span class='it'>risqué</span>! Get Mr. Cryder to take you to some -awfully wicked place to dine—some place which -would mean social ostracism were you found out—only -you mustn’t be found out. There is nothing -<span class='pageno' title='118' id='Page_118'></span> -actually wrong in it, and the danger gives one -the most delightful sensation.”</p> - -<p class='pindent'>Hermia elevated her nose. “I hate anything -‘fast,’” she said. “I prefer to keep out of that -sort of atmosphere.”</p> - -<p class='pindent'>“Oh, nonsense! It is the spice of life; the -spice without the vulgarity. To have all the -appearance of being quite wicked, and yet to be -actually as innocent as a lamb—what more stimulating? -It is the only thing which has saved my -valuable life. I always amuse myself picturing -how poor papa would look if he should suddenly -descend upon me. Then after the dinner take a -drive through the park in a hansom—at midnight! -You quite feel as if you were eloping; -and yet—with none of the disagreeable consequences. -You elope, and that is the end of you. -You drive through the park in a hansom, and go -home and to bed like a good little girl. The -next week—you drive through the park in another -hansom. Then you feel that life is worth living. -Some night you and Mr. Cryder, Mr. Winston -and myself will have a tear.”</p> - -<p class='pindent'>“No!” exclaimed Hermia; “I abominate that -sort of thing, and I will not go.”</p> - -<p class='pindent'>But Helen, unconsciously, had appalled her. -Was there no other escape from ennui? What a -prospect! Mrs. Dykman had promised to take -her to Europe. She determined to make that -lady hasten her plans and go at once.</p> - -<hr class='tbk119'/> - -<div><span class='pageno' title='119' id='Page_119'></span><h1><a id='c020'></a>CHAPTER XX.</h1></div> - -<p class='line' style='text-align:center;margin-bottom:1.5em;font-size:1em;'>A COMMONPLACE MEETING.</p> - -<p class='pindent'>Quintard, after an absence of five years, had -returned to New York to find Hermia Suydam -the sensation of the year. He saw her first at -the Metropolitan Opera-House, and, overhearing -some people discussing her, followed the direction -of their glances. She had never looked more -radiant. Her hair shone across the house like -burnished brass; her eyes had the limpid brilliancy -of emeralds, and the black lashes lay heavy -above and below them; her skin was like ivory -against which pomegranate pulp had been crushed, -and her mouth was as red as a cactus-flower. Her -neck and arms and a portion of her bust were -uncovered. Although it was a first night and -most of her sister belles were present, her peculiar, -somewhat barbaric beauty glittered like a planet -in a firmament of stars.</p> - -<p class='pindent'>Quintard left his seat at the end of the second -act and walked back and forth in the lobby until -he met Ralph Embury.</p> - -<p class='pindent'>“Do you know Miss Suydam?” he asked the -lively little journalist.</p> - -<p class='pindent'><span class='pageno' title='120' id='Page_120'></span> -Embury hastened to assure him that he had the -honor of Miss Suydam’s acquaintance.</p> - -<p class='pindent'>“Then introduce me,” said Quintard.</p> - -<p class='pindent'>Embury went at once to ask Miss Suydam’s -permission for the desired presentation, and, returning -in a few moments, told Quintard to follow -him. Cryder gave his chair to Quintard, and -Hermia was very gracious. She talked in a low, -full voice as individual as her beauty—a voice -that suggested the possibility of increasing to -infinite volume of sound—a voice that might -shake a hearer with its passion, or grow hoarse as -a sea in a storm. Quintard had never heard just -such a voice before, but he decided—why, he did -not define—that the voice suited its owner.</p> - -<p class='pindent'>She said nothing beyond the small-talk born of -the conditions of the moment, but she gave him -food for speculation, nevertheless. Had it not -been absurd, he would have said that twice a look -of unmistakable terror flashed through her eyes. -She was looking steadily at him upon both occasions—once -he was remarking that he was delighted -to get back to America, and again that he -had last seen Tannhäuser at Bayreuth.</p> - -<p class='pindent'>He was also perplexed by a vague sense of -unreality about her. What it meant he could not -define; she was not an adventuress, nor was her -beauty artificial. While he was working at his -problems the curtain went down on the third act, -and she rose to go. She held out her hand to -<span class='pageno' title='121' id='Page_121'></span> -him with a frank smile and said good-night. -When she had put on her wraps she bent her -head to him again and went out of the door. -Then she turned abruptly and walked quickly -back to him. The color had spread over her -face, but the expression of terror had not returned -to her eyes. They were almost defiant.</p> - -<p class='pindent'>“Come and see me,” she said quickly.</p> - -<p class='pindent'>He bowed. “I shall be delighted,” he murmured; -but she left before he had finished.</p> - -<p class='pindent'>“She is lovely,” he thought, “but how odd! -What is the matter with her?”</p> - -<hr class='tbk120'/> - -<div><span class='pageno' title='122' id='Page_122'></span><h1><a id='c021'></a>CHAPTER XXI.</h1></div> - -<p class='line' style='text-align:center;margin-bottom:1.5em;font-size:1em;'>BACK TO THE PAST.</p> - -<p class='pindent'>Hermia gave a little supper after the opera, and, -when the last guest had gone, she went up to her -room and sank down in a heap before her bedroom -fire. As she stared at the coals, the terrified look -came back to her eyes and remained there. She -had received a shock. And yet Quintard had only -uttered a dozen sentences, and these she could -not recall. And she had never seen him before. -Had not she? She closed her eyes. Once more -she was in her little Brooklyn room; that room -had been transformed * * * and she was not -alone. She opened her eyes and gave a quick -glance about her, then plunged her head between -her knees and clasped her hands about the back -of it. She must conjure up some other setting -from that strange, far-away past of hers—one that -had never been reproduced in this house. There -had been splendid forests in those old domains of -hers, forests which harbored neither tigers nor -panthers, bulbuls nor lotus-lilies. Only the wind -sighed through them, or the stately deer stalked -down their dim, cool aisles. Once more she -<span class='pageno' title='123' id='Page_123'></span> -drifted from the present. He was there, that -lover of her dreams; she lay in his arms; his lips -were at her throat. How long and how faithfully -she had loved him! Every apple on the tree of -life they had eaten together. And how cavalierly -she had dismissed him! how deliberately forgotten -him! She had not thought of him for months—until -to-night.</p> - -<p class='pindent'>She raised her head with abrupt impatience and -scowled. What folly! How many men had not -she met with black hair and dark-blue eyes and -athletic frames? What woman ever really met -her ideal? But—there had been something besides -physical resemblance of build and color. A -certain power had shone through his eyes, a certain -magnetism had radiated from him—she shuddered, -threw herself back on the rug, and covered -her eyes with her hands. To meet him now!</p> - -<hr class='tbk121'/> - -<div><span class='pageno' title='124' id='Page_124'></span><h1><a id='c022'></a>CHAPTER XXII.</h1></div> - -<p class='line' style='text-align:center;margin-bottom:1.5em;font-size:1em;'>QUINTARD IS DISCUSSED.</p> - -<p class='pindent'>The next afternoon Hermia was sitting in the -library with Miss Starbruck when Helen came in. -Hermia greeted her eagerly. Helen always -diverted her mind. Perversely, also, she wanted -to hear some one speak of Quintard.</p> - -<p class='pindent'>“I have only a few moments,” said Helen. “I -told Mr. Winston to call for me at four. We are -going to find a place to walk where we shall not -meet everybody we know——.” She stopped suddenly -as she caught sight of Miss Starbruck’s -gray, erect figure and shocked expression. “I -beg your pardon, Miss Starbruck,” she said, -sweetly; “I did not see you.”</p> - -<p class='pindent'>“Why do you object to meeting people you -know when you walk with young men?” demanded -Miss Starbruck, severely.</p> - -<p class='pindent'>Helen, by this time, had quite recovered her -presence of mind. “Oh! they always want to stop -and talk,” she said, lightly, “and that is such a -bore.” Then she turned to Hermia: “I saw -Grettan Quintard in your box last night. Did -you ever hear such a name? As hard as a rock! -<span class='pageno' title='125' id='Page_125'></span> -But I imagine it suits him—although he felt pretty -bad five years ago.”</p> - -<p class='pindent'>“What about?” demanded Hermia.</p> - -<p class='pindent'>“You never heard that story? But, to be sure, -that was before your time. He was awfully in -love with Mrs. Theodore Maitland—one of the -prettiest women in town—and she with him. -Everybody was talking, and finally Mr. Maitland -found it out. He was very cool about it; he -calmly went down town to a lawyer and told him -to begin proceedings for a divorce. He sent for -his things and took rooms at a hotel. Everybody -cut Mrs. Maitland, and she felt so horrible that -she killed herself. Quintard was fearfully upset. -He went abroad at once and staid five years. -This is his first reappearance.”</p> - -<p class='pindent'>“A true nineteenth-century romance!” exclaimed -Hermia, sarcastically. “An intrigue, a -divorce court, and a suicide!” But she had -listened with a feeling of dull jealousy, and the -absurdity of it angered her. Her imagination had -made a fool of her often enough; was she about -to weakly yield herself to its whip again? What -was Quintard or his past to her? “I rather liked -his face,” she added, indifferently. “Did you -know him before he went away?”</p> - -<p class='pindent'>“Only by sight. I was not out. For the matter -of that he went out very little himself until -the Mrs. Maitland episode. He cared nothing -for society, and only went into it to be with her. -<span class='pageno' title='126' id='Page_126'></span> -He wasn’t even very much of a club man, and had -few intimates. I met him the other night at Mrs. -Trennor-Secor’s dinner, and he took me in. I -can’t say I care much for him; he’s too quiet. -But he is awfully good-looking, and has great distinction. -It is time,” she added, glancing at the -clock, “for Mr. Winston to appear.”</p> - -<p class='pindent'>“Are you engaged to that young man?” asked -Miss Starbruck.</p> - -<p class='pindent'>Helen stared. “Oh, no!” she said, with a little -laugh; “he is only my first infant-in-waiting.”</p> - -<p class='pindent'>The “infant” arrived as she spoke. He was a -mild, blonde, inoffensive-looking youth, so faithful -to his type that it was difficult to remember -him by name until closer acquaintance had -called out his little individualities. He had his -importance and use, however; he knew how to -get up and carry off a ball. He even attended -to the paying of the bills when husbands were too -busy or had moved to Greenwood. He had -saved Hermia a great deal of trouble, and she -rewarded him by taking him to the theater occasionally. -He admired her in a distant, awe-struck -way, much as a pug admires the moon; but he -preferred Helen Simms.</p> - -<p class='pindent'>“I am afraid you will find it rather cold for -walking,” he said to Helen, with his nationally -incorrect imitation of English drawl and accent. -“It is quite beastly out, don’t you know?”</p> - -<p class='pindent'>“Yes,” said Helen, “I know; but you will -<span class='pageno' title='127' id='Page_127'></span> -have to stand it. Good-bye, Hermia. A walk -would not hurt you; you are looking pale.”</p> - -<p class='pindent'>“Aren’t you going to let me sit down for a -moment?” asked Winston.</p> - -<p class='pindent'>“No, it is getting late; and, besides, Hermia -doesn’t want you. Come.”</p> - -<p class='pindent'>They went out, and Miss Starbruck remarked: -“That is the average man of to-day, I suppose. -They were different when I was young.”</p> - -<p class='pindent'>“Oh, no; that is not the average man,” said -Hermia; “that is only the average society man. -They are two distinct species, I assure you.”</p> - -<p class='pindent'>“Well, at all events, I prefer him to that dreadful -Mr. Quintard. I hope he will not come to -this house, Hermia.”</p> - -<p class='pindent'>“Oh, I have invited him,” said Hermia, indifferently. -“He shines beside some who come -here, if you did but know it.”</p> - -<p class='pindent'>“Then I am thankful I do not know it,” -exclaimed Miss Starbruck. “I think I will go -up-stairs and talk to Miss Newton.”</p> - -<p class='pindent'>“No,” said Hermia, “stay and talk to me. I -am bored! I hate to be alone! Sit down.”</p> - -<hr class='tbk122'/> - -<div><span class='pageno' title='128' id='Page_128'></span><h1><a id='c023'></a>CHAPTER XXIII.</h1></div> - -<p class='line' style='text-align:center;margin-bottom:1.5em;font-size:1em;'>PLATONIC PROSPECTS.</p> - -<p class='pindent'>She met Quintard the next afternoon at a tea. -She was standing with a group of people when he -joined her. After a moment he asked her to go -over to the other side of the room and talk to him. -She was somewhat amused at his directness, but -went with him to a sofa and ignored the rest of -the company for a half-hour.</p> - -<p class='pindent'>At the end of that time she drew a long sigh of -relief. He was not her ideal; he was commonplace. -He talked very well, but with none of -Cryder’s brilliancy. He was even a little didactic, -a quality she detested. And he had none of the -tact of an accomplished man of the world. She -was not surprised to hear that he had not been to -five entertainments in as many years. There was -no subtle flattery in his manner; he did not -appear to take any personal interest in her whatever; -sometimes he appeared inattentive to what -she was saying. She wondered why he had insisted -upon talking to her. Moreover, he was cold, and -coldness and her ideal had never shaken hands. -He looked as if nothing could move that calm -self-control, that slow, somewhat stiff formality.</p> - -<p class='pindent'><span class='pageno' title='129' id='Page_129'></span> -She saw him several times during the next two -weeks, but never alone. In the mean time she -heard much of him. His personal appearance, -his wealth, his exile and its cause, made him an -interesting figure, and people began to remember -and compare all the tales regarding him which -had floated across the Atlantic during the last five -years. These tales were of a highly adventurous -nature, and were embroidered and fringed.</p> - -<p class='pindent'>Quintard was not very grateful. He went out -seldom, and got away as soon as he could. This, -of course, made people wonder what he was doing.</p> - -<p class='pindent'>Hermia heard all these stories with some surprise. -They seemed so incongruous with the -man. Assuredly there was neither romance nor -love of adventure in him; he was quite matter-of-fact; -he might have been a financier. She -thought, however, that he had humor enough to -be amused at the stories he had inspired.</p> - -<p class='pindent'>One evening he found her alone. The night -was cold, and she was sitting in a heap in a big -arm-chair by the fire, huddled up in a soft, bright, -Japanese gown. She did not rise as he entered, -and he looked at her calmly and took a seat on -the other side of the hearth.</p> - -<p class='pindent'>“You look comfortable,” he said. “Those -gowns are the warmest things in the world. I -have one that I wear when I sit by the fire all -night and think. If my dinner does not agree with -me, I do not sleep like a lamb.”</p> - -<p class='pindent'><span class='pageno' title='130' id='Page_130'></span> -This was romantic! Hermia had a fine contempt -for people who recognized the existence of -their internal organs. She raised her brows. -“Why do you eat too much?” she demanded.</p> - -<p class='pindent'>“Because I happen to feel like it at the time. -The philosophy of life is to resist as few temptations -as you conveniently can. I have made it a -habit to resist but three.”</p> - -<p class='pindent'>“And they are?”</p> - -<p class='pindent'>“To tell a woman I love her, to make love to -the wife of a friend, and to have a girl on my -conscience. The latter is a matter of comfort, -not of principle. The girl of to-day nibbles the -apple with her eyes wide open.”</p> - -<p class='pindent'>Hermia did not know whether she was angry -or not. Her experience with Cryder had affected -her peculiarly. He had the super-refinement of -all artificial natures, and there had been nothing -in his influence to coarsen the fiber of her mind. -Moreover, he had barely ruffled the surface of her -nature. She always had a strange feeling of standing -outside of herself, of looking speculatively on -while the material and insignificant part of her -“played at half a love with half a lover.”</p> - -<p class='pindent'>She was not used to such abrupt statements, -but she was too much interested to change the -conversation.</p> - -<p class='pindent'>“Do you mean that you never tell a woman -when you love her?” she asked, after a moment.</p> - -<p class='pindent'>“If I loved a woman I should tell her so, of -<span class='pageno' title='131' id='Page_131'></span> -course. I make it a principle never to tell a -woman that I love her, because I never do. It -saves trouble and reproaches.”</p> - -<p class='pindent'>Hermia leaned forward. “Did not you love -Mrs. Maitland?” she asked.</p> - -<p class='pindent'>The color mounted to Quintard’s face.</p> - -<p class='pindent'>“My dear Miss Suydam, this is the nineteenth -century—the latter quarter. Love of that sort is -an episode, a detached link.” He leaned forward -and smiled. “I suppose you think I talk -like the villain in the old-fashioned novel,” he -said. “But codes of all sorts have their evolutions -and modifications. The heroes of the past -would cut a ridiculous figure in the civilization of -to-day. I am not a villain. I am merely a man -of my prosaic times.”</p> - -<p class='pindent'>It was as she had thought—no romance, no -love of the past. But the man had a certain -power; there was no denying that. And his -audacity and brutal frankness, so different from -Cryder’s cold-blooded acting, fascinated her.</p> - -<p class='pindent'>“Oh, no! I do not think you a villain,” she -said; “only I don’t see how you could have had -the cruelty to——”</p> - -<p class='pindent'>“I am inclined to be faithful, Miss Suydam,” -he interrupted. “In my extreme youth it was the -reverse, but experience has taught me to appreciate -and to hold on to certain qualities when I -find them—for in combination they are rare. -When one comes to the cross-roads, and shakes -<span class='pageno' title='132' id='Page_132'></span> -hands good-bye with Youth, his departing comrade -gives him a little packet. The packet is full of -seeds, and the label is ‘philosophy.’”</p> - -<p class='pindent'>“I found that packet long before I got to the -cross-roads,” said Hermia, with a laugh—“that -is, if I ever had any youth. How old are you?”</p> - -<p class='pindent'>“Oh, only thirty-four as yet. But I got to the -cross-roads rather early. What do you mean by -saying that you never had any youth?”</p> - -<p class='pindent'>“Nothing. Are all those European stories -about you true?”</p> - -<p class='pindent'>“What stories?”</p> - -<p class='pindent'>“Oh! all those stories about women. They say -you have had the most dreadful adventures.”</p> - -<p class='pindent'>Quintard shrugged his shoulders. “I don’t know -what the stories are,” he said. “Nor do I particularly -care. I am not posing as a masculine Circe -or a destroyer of households. You must remember -that there are more than two classes of women in -the world. There are many women who are without -any particular ties, who live a drifting, Bohemian -sort of existence, who may have belonged to -society once, but have exhausted it, and prefer -the actualities of life. These women are generally -the most companionable in every respect. -And they are more or less indifferent to public -opinion.”</p> - -<p class='pindent'>“I was sure of one thing!” exclaimed Hermia; -“but, if possible, you have made me more sure: -you have not a spark of romance in you.”</p> - -<p class='pindent'><span class='pageno' title='133' id='Page_133'></span> -An expression of shyness crossed Quintard’s -face, and he hesitated a moment.</p> - -<p class='pindent'>“Oh, well, you know, nobody has in these -days,” he said, awkwardly. “What would people -do with romance? They would never find any -one to share it.”</p> - -<p class='pindent'>“No,” said Hermia, with a laugh, “probably -they would not.”</p> - -<p class='pindent'>He went away soon after, and she did not see -him again for a week. Cryder came the next -night, and Hermia had never liked him less. He -was as entertaining as usual, but he was more -like highly-charged mineral water than ever. He -spoke of his personal adventures; they were tame -and flat. Nothing he said could grasp her, hold -her. He seemed merely an embodied intellect, a -clever, bloodless egoist, babbling eternally about -his little self. As she sat opposite him, she wondered -how she had managed to stand him so long. -She was glad Quintard had come to relieve the -monotony. He was the sort of man she would -care to have for a friend.</p> - -<hr class='tbk123'/> - -<div><span class='pageno' title='134' id='Page_134'></span><h1><a id='c024'></a>CHAPTER XXIV.</h1></div> - -<p class='line' style='text-align:center;margin-bottom:1.5em;font-size:1em;'>AN UNEXPECTED CONFESSION.</p> - -<p class='pindent'>She met Quintard next at one of Mrs. Dykman’s -<span class='it'>musicales</span>. That fashionable lady was fond -of entertaining, and Hermia was delighted to pay -the bills. If it pleased Mrs. Dykman to have her -entertainments in her own house rather than in the -mansion on Second Avenue, she should be gratified, -and Winston never betrayed family secrets.</p> - -<p class='pindent'>People were very glad to go to Mrs. Dykman’s -house. She never had any surprises for them, but -they always went away feeling that her evening -had been one of the successes of the season. In -her palmier days she had done much entertaining, -and seen a great deal of the world. She had been -a beauty in her youth, and was still so handsome -that people forgot to insult her by calling her -“well preserved.” If her hair had turned gray, -the world never found it out; she wore a dark-brown -wig which no one but her maid had ever seen -elsewhere than on her head; and her unfathomable -gray eyes had not a wrinkle about them. She -still carried her head with the air of one who has -had much incense offered her, and, although her -<span class='pageno' title='135' id='Page_135'></span> -repose amounted to monotony, it was very impressive. -She had grown stout, but every curve of -her gowns, every arrangement of draperies, lied as -gracefully and conclusively as a diplomatist. She -was one of the few women upon whom Quintard -ever called, and he was a great pet of hers.</p> - -<p class='pindent'>“She may not be an intellectual woman,” he -said to Hermia, on this night of the <span class='it'>musicale</span>, “but -she has learned enough in her life to make up for -it. I have seldom met a more interesting woman. -If she were twenty years younger, I’d ask her to -marry and knock about the world with me.”</p> - -<p class='pindent'>“Yes? I suppose you find the intellectual a -good deal of a bore, do you not?”</p> - -<p class='pindent'>“Was that a shot? By itself, emphatically yes—a -hideous bore. When combined with one or -two other things, most eagerly to be welcomed.”</p> - -<p class='pindent'>“What other things?”</p> - -<p class='pindent'>“Oh, womanliness and <span class='it'>savoir</span>—but, primarily, -passion.”</p> - -<p class='pindent'>“Do you know that you are very frank?” exclaimed -Hermia.</p> - -<p class='pindent'>“I beg your pardon,” humbly. “I have a bad -habit of saying what I think, and, besides, I feel a -doubly strong impulse to be frank with you. I -abominate girls as a rule; I never talk to them. -But I have rather a feeling of good comradeship -with you. It always seems as if you <span class='it'>understood</span>, -and it never occurs to me that I can make a mistake -with you. You are quite unlike other girls. -<span class='pageno' title='136' id='Page_136'></span> -You have naturally a broad mind. Do not deliberately -contract it.”</p> - -<p class='pindent'>“No,” said Hermia, quite mollified, “I have no -desire to; and, for some peculiar reason, what you -say may startle but it never offends. You have a -way of carrying things off.”</p> - -<p class='pindent'>After the music and supper were over, Hermia -sat with him awhile up-stairs in her aunt’s boudoir.</p> - -<p class='pindent'>“Have you idled away your whole life?” she -asked. “Do you never intend to <span class='it'>do</span> anything?”</p> - -<p class='pindent'>“Do you think it is doing nothing to spend five -years in the study of Europe?”</p> - -<p class='pindent'>“But what are you going to <span class='it'>do</span> with it all? Just -keep it in your head?”</p> - -<p class='pindent'>“What would you have me do with it? Put it -in a book and inflict it on the world?”</p> - -<p class='pindent'>“Yes. Give yourself some definite object in -life. I have no respect for people who just drift -along—who have no ambition nor aim.”</p> - -<p class='pindent'>“Well, I will tell you something if you will -promise not to betray me,” he said, quickly: “I -am writing a book.”</p> - -<p class='pindent'>“No?” exclaimed Hermia. “Actually? Tell -me about it. Is it a novel? a book of travels?”</p> - -<p class='pindent'>“Neither. It is a series of lives of certain -knights of Norman days about whom there are -countless fragmentary legends, but nothing has -ever been written. I am making a humble endeavor -to reproduce these legends in the style and -vernacular of the day and in blank verse. Imagine -<span class='pageno' title='137' id='Page_137'></span> -a band of old knights, broken-down warriors, -hunted to the death, and hiding in a ruined castle. -To while away the time they relate their youthful -deeds of love and war. Do you like the idea?”</p> - -<p class='pindent'>Hermia leaned forward with her eyes expanded -to twice their natural size. “Do you mean to tell -me,” she said, “that you care for the past—that -its romance appeals to you?”</p> - -<p class='pindent'>Quintard threw himself back in his chair and -raised his eyebrows a little. “I have gone so far, -I may as well confess the whole thing,” he said. -“I would have lived in the feudal ages if I could. -Love and war! That is all man was made for. -Everything he has acquired since is artificial and -in the way. He has lost the faculty of enjoying -life since he has imagined he must have so much -to enjoy it with. Let a man live for two passions, -and he is happy. Let him have twenty ways of -amusing himself, and he lowers his capacity for -enjoying any one in the endeavor to patronize -them all.”</p> - -<p class='pindent'>Hermia remembered her experience with Cryder. -He had talked very beautifully of the past—once. -Life was making her skeptical. “Have -you written any of your book?” she asked.</p> - -<p class='pindent'>“Yes, it is nearly done.”</p> - -<p class='pindent'>“Would you let me see it? Or is that asking -too much? But—that period of history particularly -interests me. I used to live in it.”</p> - -<p class='pindent'>“Did you? I should be very glad to have -<span class='pageno' title='138' id='Page_138'></span> -you read my effusions; but wading through manuscript -is a frightful bore.”</p> - -<p class='pindent'>“I have waded through a good deal,” said -Hermia, briefly. “Bring it to-morrow night. -No,”—she had suddenly recollected that the next -was Cryder’s evening. “Bring it the next night—no—the -next. Will that do?”</p> - -<p class='pindent'>“Yes,” said Quintard. “I will afflict you, -with great pleasure, if you will let me.”</p> - -<p class='pindent'>When they went down-stairs, Mrs. Dykman -wrapped Hermia’s furs more closely about her. -“I hope, my dear,” she murmured, “you do not -mind that the whole house is talking about you. -Do you know that Mr. Quintard is the only man -whom you have condescended to notice during -the entire evening?”</p> - -<p class='pindent'>“No?” said Hermia. “I had not thought -about it. No, I don’t mind. A woman is not -happy until she is talked about—just a little, you -know. When her position is secure, it makes her -so picturesque—quite individual.”</p> - -<p class='pindent'>“You will be engaged before the week is over. -You will be accused of having deserted Mr. Cryder, -and entered upon a more desperate flirtation -yet. The ultra caustic will remember Grettan -Quintard’s reputation.”</p> - -<p class='pindent'>“You can deny the engagement,” said Hermia.</p> - -<hr class='tbk124'/> - -<div><span class='pageno' title='139' id='Page_139'></span><h1><a id='c025'></a>CHAPTER XXV.</h1></div> - -<p class='line' style='text-align:center;margin-bottom:1.5em;font-size:1em;'>THE POWER OF PERSONALITY.</p> - -<p class='pindent'>A few evenings later Quintard came with a -portion of his book, which he had had type-written -for her. While he amused himself with the -many rare volumes on the library shelves, Hermia -read the introduction and the four tales with -equal interest and astonishment. They had a -vital power which seemed to grip her mind as with -a palpable hand and hold it until she had read -the last of the sheets. Quintard had reproduced -the style and spirit of the age with remarkable -fidelity—the unbridled passions, the coarse wit, -the stirring deeds of valor. He made no attempt -at delicate pathos or ideality. When a man suffered, -he raged like a wounded boar; every phase -of his nature was portrayed in the rough.</p> - -<p class='pindent'>Hermia dropped the sheets into her lap and -gazed into the fire. Her opinion of Quintard had -quite changed. Why did she not love him? But -she did not. He attracted her mentally, and his -character fascinated her, but stone could not be -colder than her heart. Did he go out of the -room that moment never to return, she would not -<span class='pageno' title='140' id='Page_140'></span> -care, save that a promising friend would be lost. -He had come too late. She no longer possessed -the power to love. She shrugged her shoulders. -They could be friends; that was quite enough.</p> - -<p class='pindent'>Her comments were very flattering and discriminating, -and he was much gratified, and gave -her a general idea of the rest of the book. She -had one or two books that might help him, and -she promised to send them to his rooms.</p> - -<p class='pindent'>“You are a remarkable mixture,” she said, in -conclusion; “at times you seem almost prosaic, -altogether matter-of-fact. When I first met you, -I decided that you were commonplace.”</p> - -<p class='pindent'>“You will allow a man to have two sides, at -least,” said Quintard, smiling. “I cannot always -be walking on the ramparts of imagination. I -enjoy being prosaic at intervals, and there are -times when I delight to take a hammer and smash -my ideals to atoms. I like to build a castle and -raze it with a platitude, to create a goddess and -paint wrinkles on her cheek, to go up among the -gods and guy them into common mortals, to kiss -a woman and smother passion with a jest.”</p> - -<p class='pindent'>“That is the brutality in your nature.”</p> - -<p class='pindent'>“Yes,” said Quintard, “I suppose that is it.”</p> - -<p class='pindent'>She watched him for a moment. He had taken -a chair near her and was leaning forward looking -at the fire, his elbow on his knee, his chin in the -cup of his hand. His strong, clean-cut profile -stood out like a bas-relief against the dark wood -<span class='pageno' title='141' id='Page_141'></span> -of the mantel. The squareness of his jaw and -the thickness of his neck indicated the intense -vitality of his organism; his thick, black mustache -overshadowed a mouth heavy and determined; -his dense, fine hair clung about a head of -admirable lines; and his blue eyes were very dark -and piercing. He had the long, clean-limbed, -sinewy figure of a trained athlete, and there was -not an ounce of superfluous flesh on it. He combined -the best of the old world’s beauty with the -best of the new, and Hermia looked at him with -a curious mixture of national and personal pride.</p> - -<p class='pindent'>“I like brutality,” she said, abstractedly; “all -the great men of the world had it.” She turned -to him suddenly. “You look as if you always -got whatever you made up your mind to have,” -she said. “Do you?”</p> - -<p class='pindent'>“Yes,” he said, “usually.”</p> - -<hr class='tbk125'/> - -<div><span class='pageno' title='142' id='Page_142'></span><h1><a id='c026'></a>CHAPTER XXVI.</h1></div> - -<p class='line' style='text-align:center;margin-bottom:1.5em;font-size:1em;'>HERMIA HEARS THE TRUTH.</p> - -<p class='pindent'>He called one morning soon after and spent the -entire day with her. He had finished the last of -the stories and he read it to her. The tale was a -tragic one, and had a wild, savage pathos in it. -It brought the tears to her eyes, and at the climax -she leaned forward with a gasp.</p> - -<p class='pindent'>“Oh, you can cry?” said Quintard.</p> - -<p class='pindent'>“It is only nervousness,” hastily. “I never do. -I may have been able to once, but I no longer -possess feeling of any sort. Don’t think that I am -ridiculous and blasé; it is simply that I cannot -take any personal interest in life. I have made -the discovery that there is nothing in it a little -sooner than most people—that is all.”</p> - -<p class='pindent'>“You are a little crazy,” said Quintard. “You -will get over it.”</p> - -<p class='pindent'>The blood mounted to the roots of Hermia’s -hair, and her eyes looked as fierce as if she were -one of Quintard’s barbarians. She felt more anger -than she cared to betray. No other man living -would have dared make such a speech to her. -Cryder would have humored her, and she had -expected Quintard to be suitably impressed.</p> - -<p class='pindent'><span class='pageno' title='143' id='Page_143'></span> -“What did you say?” she demanded, with an -effort at control.</p> - -<p class='pindent'>He looked at her unmoved. “You have a -great many ridiculous notions about life,” he said. -“In addition, you have less knowledge of yourself -than any woman I have ever known. The two -things combined have put your mind out of joint.”</p> - -<p class='pindent'>Hermia felt as if she were stifling. “I wonder -you dare,” she said through her teeth.</p> - -<p class='pindent'>“Your point of view is all wrong,” he went on; -“you see everything through glasses that do not -fit your eyes. You are not fond of talking about -yourself, but you have given me several opportunities -to gather that. You think you have -exhausted life, whereas you have not begun to live. -You simply don’t even know what you are thinking -about. You know less about the world than -any woman of brain and opportunities I ever met -in my life, and it is because you have deliberately -blinded yourself by false and perverted views.”</p> - -<p class='pindent'>Hermia’s teeth were clinched and her bosom -was heaving. “You may as well finish,” she said, -in a voice ominously calm.</p> - -<p class='pindent'>“Just to mention one point. You have said you -do not believe in matrimony—particularly when -people love each other. I have had every experience -with women that a romantic temperament -can devise, so perhaps you will allow me to tell -you that I have come to the conclusion that the -only satisfactory relationship for a man and woman -<span class='pageno' title='144' id='Page_144'></span> -who love each other is matrimony. The very -knowledge that conditions are temporary, acts as -a check to love, and one is anxious to be off with -one affair for the novelty of the next. Moreover, -if human character is worth anything at all, it is -worth its highest development. This, an irregular -and passing union cannot accomplish; it needs -the mutual duties and responsibilities and sacrifices -of married life. If ever I really loved a -woman I should ask her to marry me. You have -got some absurd, romantic notions in your head -about the charm and spice of an intrigue. Try -it, and you will find it flatter than any matrimony -you have ever seen or imagined.”</p> - -<p class='pindent'>Hermia, with a cry of rage, sprang from her -chair and rushed from the room. She dropped -her handkerchief in her flight, and Quintard went -forward and picked it up. “She is ready to tear -me bone from bone,” he thought; “but, if I have -destroyed some of her illusions, I shall not mind.” -He passed his hand tenderly over the handkerchief, -then raised it suddenly to his lips. A wave -of color rushed over his dark face, making it -almost black. “She was superb in her wrath,” -he muttered, unsteadily.</p> - -<p class='pindent'>He laid the handkerchief on the table and -went back to his seat. After a time Hermia -returned. She was very pale, and looked rather -ashamed of herself. It was characteristic of her -that she made no allusion to the past scene. She -<span class='pageno' title='145' id='Page_145'></span> -had a book in her hand. “I came across this in -an old book-shop the other day,” she said. “I -am fond of prowling about dusty shelves; I suppose -I shall end by becoming a bibliomaniac. -This is a collection of fragmentary verses which -it is said the Crusaders used to sing at night on -the battle-field. I thought you might use it.”</p> - -<p class='pindent'>Quintard looked as pleased as a boy. “It was -very good of you to think of me,” he said impulsively, -“and I shall make use of it. But tell me -what you think of this last yarn.”</p> - -<p class='pindent'>“It is magnificent,” said Hermia; “I believe -you are that rarest object in the history of the -world—a poet.”</p> - -<p class='pindent'>“I have written miles of it, and have made -some of the most beautiful bonfires in history.”</p> - -<p class='pindent'>Hermia laughed. “Could you never be consistently -serious?”</p> - -<p class='pindent'>“Yes, I could,” said Quintard, briefly.</p> - -<p class='pindent'>Hermia looked at the door. “Higgins is coming -to announce luncheon,” she said.</p> - -<hr class='tbk126'/> - -<div><span class='pageno' title='146' id='Page_146'></span><h1><a id='c027'></a>CHAPTER XXVII.</h1></div> - -<p class='line' style='text-align:center;margin-bottom:1.5em;font-size:1em;'>FIVE POINTS OF VIEW.</p> - -<p class='pindent'>At five o’clock Mrs. Dykman, Helen Simms, -and Cryder dropped in for a cup of tea, and Miss -Starbruck came down-stairs.</p> - -<p class='pindent'>Quintard insisted that, in spite of Miss Starbruck’s -open disapproval of him, she was his -proudest conquest; and her abuse was certainly -growing milder. She rarely failed to appear at -these informal tea-drinkings; there was just -enough of the worldly flavor about them to fascinate -without frightening her; and it was noticeable -that to whatever Quintard chose to say she -listened with a marked and somewhat amusing -interest. The poor old lady was no more proof -against personal magnetism and the commanding -manliness which was Quintard’s most aggressive -characteristic than her less rigid sisters. Quintard -threatened to marry her and deprive Hermia -of her only natural protector, but Miss Starbruck -was as yet innocent of his designs.</p> - -<p class='pindent'>“This is quite a family party,” said Helen; -“let us draw our chairs close to the fire and warm -<span class='pageno' title='147' id='Page_147'></span> -ourselves with brotherly affection; it is so beastly -cold out. But by this great log fire one thinks -himself in the hall of an old English castle; -and the streets of New York are not. I feel -almost romantic.”</p> - -<p class='pindent'>“Let us tell stories,” suggested Cryder.</p> - -<p class='pindent'>“No,” replied Helen, promptly, “I don’t want -to listen to long stories. You would tell your own, -and I can’t understand dialect. Besides, I want -to talk about myself—I beg that prerogative of -your sex. As this is a family party, I am going to -tell my woes and ask advice. I want to get married! -Shall I, or shall I not?”</p> - -<p class='pindent'>“Who is the man?” asked Cryder. “How can -we advise until we know whether he is worthy to -buy your bonnets?”</p> - -<p class='pindent'>“I have not decided. The man is not much of -a point. I simply want to be married that I may -be free,” and she heaved a sigh.</p> - -<p class='pindent'>“Free of what?” asked Hermia, sarcastically. -“Of freedom?”</p> - -<p class='pindent'>“Oh, this is not freedom, my dear. A girl -always has to be chaperoned. A married woman -chaperones. Oh, the difference!”</p> - -<p class='pindent'>“But where do you propose to keep the future -Mr. Helen Simms?” asked Cryder, laughing.</p> - -<p class='pindent'>“At his club, or in a rose-colored boudoir. -Mine will be blue.”</p> - -<p class='pindent'>“Helen Simms! you are the most immoral -young woman I ever—ever——.” The wrathful -<span class='pageno' title='148' id='Page_148'></span> -voice broke down, and all turned to Miss Starbruck -with amused sympathy.</p> - -<p class='pindent'>“Are you not yet used to our wicked Gotham?” -asked Quintard, taking a chair beside her.</p> - -<p class='pindent'>“No!” Miss Starbruck had recovered her -voice. “And I think it abominable that the holy -institution of matrimony should be so defamed.”</p> - -<p class='pindent'>“Oh, dear Miss Starbruck,” cried Helen, good-naturedly. -“It is time you left Nantucket. That -primitive saying has long since been paraphrased -into ‘the unholy institution of whithersoever thou -goest, in the other direction will I run.’ And a -jolly good revolution it is, too. Please do not call -me immoral, dear Miss Starbruck. You and I were -born on different planets, that is all.”</p> - -<p class='pindent'>“Marriage is a necessary evil,” said Mrs. Dykman’s -soft, monotonous voice. “You have done -well to defer it as long as possible, but you are -wise to contemplate a silken halter. No woman’s -position is established, nor has she any actual -importance until she has a husband. But marry -nothing under a million, my dear. Take the -advice of one who knows; money is the one thing -that makes life worth living. Everything else -goes—youth, beauty, love. Money—if you take -care that does not go too—consoles for the loss of -all, because it buys distractions, amusement, power, -change. It plates ennui and crystallizes tears -to diamonds. It smoothes wrinkles and keeps -health in the cheek. It buys friends and masks -<span class='pageno' title='149' id='Page_149'></span> -weakness and sin. You are young, but the young -generation is wiser than the old; my advice, I feel -sure, will not be thrown away.”</p> - -<p class='pindent'>“And this!” exclaimed Miss Starbruck, -hoarsely; “this is what life has come to! I -am an old maid, and have done with all thought -of marriage; but I am not ashamed to say that -many years ago I loved a young man, and had he -lived would have married him, and been a true -and faithful and loving wife. That a woman -should marry from any other motive seems to me -scandalous and criminal.”</p> - -<p class='pindent'>“What do truth and duty mean?” demanded -Hermia scornfully. “Monotony and an ennui -worse than death. You are happy that you live -your married life in imagination, and that your -lover died before even courtship had begun to pall. -Still”—she shrugged her shoulders as she thought -of Bessie—“perhaps you wouldn’t have minded -it; some people don’t.”</p> - -<p class='pindent'>“No,” said her aunt; “I wouldn’t have -minded it. I would have appreciated it.”</p> - -<p class='pindent'>Hermia turned to her with a curious glance. -“How differently people are made,” she said with -a sigh. “The monotony of married life would -drive me mad.”</p> - -<p class='pindent'>Quintard rose and rested his elbow on the mantel. -“Did it ever occur to you,” he said, “that -monotony is not an absolutely indispensable ingredient -of married life?”</p> - -<p class='pindent'><span class='pageno' title='150' id='Page_150'></span> -Hermia shrugged her shoulders. “It ruins -more wedded lives than jealousy or bad temper.”</p> - -<p class='pindent'>“True; but if married life is monotonous, it is -largely the fault of those who suffer from the -monotony. It is true that the average human -animal is commonplace; therefore monotony in -the domestic relations of such men and women -follows as a matter of course. They suffer the -consequences without the power to avert them. -Those who walk on the plane above, shiver under -the frozen smile of the great god Bore as -well—but they can avert it. The ennui that kills -love is born of dispelled illusions, of the death of -the dramatic principle, which is buried at the foot -of the altar. When a man is attempting to win a -woman he is full of surprises which fascinate her; -he never tarries a moment too long; he is always -planning something to excite her interest; he -watches her every mood and coddles it, or breaks -it down for the pleasure of teaching her the -strength of his personality; he does not see her -too often; above all, he is never off guard. Then, -if he wins her, during the engagement each kiss -is an event; and, another point, it is the future -of which they always talk.”</p> - -<p class='pindent'>“How is it after marriage? We all know.”</p> - -<p class='pindent'>Cryder gave an unpleasant little laugh, common -to him when some one else had held the floor too -long. “Taking your own theory as a premise,” -he said, “I should say that the best plan was not -<span class='pageno' title='151' id='Page_151'></span> -to get married at all. People who marry are -doomed to fall between the time-honored lines. -Better they live together without the cloying -assurance of ties; then, stimulus is not wanting.”</p> - -<p class='pindent'>“That is all very well for people who are independent -of the world’s opinion,” said Mrs. Dykman, -“but what are they to do who happen to -have a yearning for respectable society?”</p> - -<p class='pindent'>Cryder shrugged his shoulders. “They must -be content with water in their claret. You can’t -get intoxicated and dilute your wine, both.”</p> - -<p class='pindent'>“I deny that,” said Quintard. “I believe that -matrimony can be made more exciting and interesting -than liaison, open or concealed, because -it lacks the vulgarity; it can be made champagne -instead of beer.”</p> - -<p class='pindent'>“You ought to know,” murmured Mrs. Dykman.</p> - -<p class='pindent'>“Mr. Quintard!” exclaimed Miss Starbruck; -“I am glad to hear you say that, although I do -not think it is a very proper subject to discuss -before both men and women.”</p> - -<p class='pindent'>“My dear Miss Starbruck,” broke in Helen, -with a laugh; “this is the progressive nineteenth -century, and we are people of the world—the -wild, wicked world. We are not afraid to discuss -anything, particularly in this house, where the -most primitive and natural woman in the world is -queen. It has come to be a sort of Palace of Truth. -We don’t offend the artistic sense, however.”</p> - -<p class='pindent'>“Miss Simms has been right more than once -<span class='pageno' title='152' id='Page_152'></span> -to-day,” said Quintard. “She said a moment ago -that one must be married to be free. May I venture -the assertion that, in the present state of -society, the highest human freedom is found in -the bonds of matrimony alone?”</p> - -<p class='pindent'>“Explain your paradox,” said Hermia, who -had made no comment to Quintard’s remarks.</p> - -<p class='pindent'>“It is easily explained. I say nothing whatever -of passing fancies, infatuations, passions, which -are best disposed of in a temporary union. I -refer to love alone. When a man loves a woman -he wants her constant companionship, with no -restraint but that exercised by his own judicious -will and art. He wants to live with her, to -travel with her, to be able to seek her at all hours, -to follow his own will, unquestioned and untrammeled. -This, outside of conventional bonds, is -impossible without scandal, and no man who -loves a woman will have her lightly spoken of if -he can help it. But let the priest read his formula, -and the man so bound is monarch of his -own desires, and can snap his fingers at the world. -I have neither patience nor respect for the man -who must have the stimulus of uncertainty to feed -his love. He is a poor, weak, unimaginative -creature, who is dependent upon conditions for -that which he should find in his own character.”</p> - -<p class='pindent'>“I never expected to hear you talk like this, -Mr. Quintard!” exclaimed Miss Starbruck, “for -you have been a very immoral man.”</p> - -<p class='pindent'><span class='pageno' title='153' id='Page_153'></span> -Quintard looked at her with an amused smile. -“Why immoral, Miss Starbruck?”</p> - -<p class='pindent'>“You have—well, people say——” stammered -poor Miss Starbruck, and then broke down.</p> - -<p class='pindent'>Mrs. Dykman came to the rescue. “Miss -Starbruck means that you have lived with a number -of women and have not taken any particular -pains to hide the fact.”</p> - -<p class='pindent'>“Is that immoral? I think not. I have lived -with no woman who had anything to lose, and -I have lived with no woman who was not my -equal intellectually. Companionship was quite -as much an object as passion. I never took a -woman out of the streets and hung jewels upon -her and adored her for her empty beauty, and -with a certain class of women I have never exchanged -a dozen words since my callow youth. -Furthermore, I never won a woman’s affections -from her husband. If I ever got them he had -lost them first. Therefore, I protest against -being called immoral.”</p> - -<p class='pindent'>“If you want to go into the question of moral -ethics,” said Cryder, “you cannot plead guiltless -altogether of immorality. In openly living with -a woman who is not your wife you outrage the -conventions of the community and set it a bad -example. It may be argued that you do less -harm than those who pursue the sort of life you -let alone; but the <span class='it'>positive</span> harm is there.”</p> - -<p class='pindent'>All looked at Quintard, wondering how he -<span class='pageno' title='154' id='Page_154'></span> -would reply. Even Hermia felt that he was -driven into a corner.</p> - -<p class='pindent'>“The question is,” replied Quintard, slowly, -“What is morality? The world has many standards, -from that of the English Government to -that of the African barbarian, who follows his -instincts, yet who, curiously enough, is in all respects -more of a villain than his artificial brother. -That point, however, we will not discuss. A -man’s standard, of course, is determined by the -community in which he lives. We will consider -him first in relation to himself. Man is given a -temperament which varies chiefly according to -his physical strength, and tastes which are distinctly -individual. And he not only is a different -man after the experiences of each successive decade, -but he frequently waits long for the only -woman for whom he is capable of feeling that -peculiar and overwhelming quality of love which -demands that he shall make her his wife. But in -the mean time he cannot go altogether companionless, -and he meets many women with whom -life is by no means unennobling. As to the community, -I deny that he sets it a bad example. -It is a wiser, more educating, and more refined -life than insensate love-making to every pretty -weak woman who comes along, or than associations -which degrade a man’s higher nature and -give him not a grain of food for thought. If -more men, until ready to marry, spent their lives -<span class='pageno' title='155' id='Page_155'></span> -in the manner which I have endeavored to defend, -there would be less weariness of life, less drinking, -less excess, less vice of all sorts.”</p> - -<p class='pindent'>Miss Starbruck shuddered, but felt that the -conversation had gone out of her depth, and -made no reply. Hermia looked at Quintard with -a feeling of unconscious pride. Until he finished -speaking, she did not realize how she would hate -to have him beaten.</p> - -<p class='pindent'>Cryder rose and began walking up and down -the room. “When you argue,” he said fretfully, -“I always feel as if you were hammering me about -my ears. You have such a way of pounding -through a discussion! One never knows until -the next day whether you are right or whether -you have simply overwhelmed one by the force of -your vitality. Personally, however, I do not -agree with you, and for the same reason that I -would never marry; I dislike responsibilities.”</p> - -<p class='pindent'>Quintard gave him a glance of contempt, under -which Hermia shrank as if a lash had cut her -shoulders; but before he could reply Helen -rushed to the front. “And all this discussion -has come out of my poor little bid for sympathy -and advice!” she cried. “You have frightened -me to death! I am afraid of the very word matrimony -with all your analysis and philosophy. -To me it was a simple proposition: ‘Marry and -chaperon; don’t marry, and be chaperoned.’ -Now I feel that, if a man proposes to me, I must -<span class='pageno' title='156' id='Page_156'></span> -read Darwin and Spencer before I answer. I -refuse to listen to another word. Mrs. Dykman, -I am going home; let me drive you over.”</p> - -<p class='pindent'>They all went in a few moments, and Hermia -was left alone with her reflections.</p> - -<hr class='tbk127'/> - -<div><span class='pageno' title='157' id='Page_157'></span><h1><a id='c028'></a>CHAPTER XXVIII.</h1></div> - -<p class='line' style='text-align:center;margin-bottom:1.5em;font-size:1em;'>TWO HISTORIES ARE ALMOST FINISHED.</p> - -<p class='pindent'>Hermia saw a great deal of Quintard. They -walked together, they rode together, and circumstances -frequently forced them into each other’s -society for hours at a time. She liked him more -with every interview, but she did not feel a throb -of love for him. The snow on her nature’s volcano -was deep as the ashes which buried Pompeii.</p> - -<p class='pindent'>He had many opportunities to put his wearing -qualities to the test. Once they met at a fashionable -winter rendezvous in the country. The other -women were of the Helen Simms type; the rest -of the men belonged to the Winston brotherhood. -For the greater part of four days Hermia and -Quintard devoted themselves exclusively to each -other. When they were not riding across the -country or rambling through the windy woods, -they sat in the library and told stories by the fire.</p> - -<p class='pindent'>One day they had wandered far into the woods -and come upon a hemlock glen, down one side of -which tumbled melting snow over great jutting -rocks that sprang from the mountain side. Quintard -and Hermia climbed to a ledge that overhung -one of the rocky platforms and sat down. About -<span class='pageno' title='158' id='Page_158'></span> -and above them rose the forest, but the wind was -quiet; there was no sound but the dull roar of the -cataract. A more romantic spot was not in America, -but Quintard could not have been more matter-of-fact -had he been in a street-car. He had -never betrayed any feeling he may have had for -her by a flash of his eye. He discussed with her -subjects dangerous and tender, but always with -the cold control of the impersonal analyst.</p> - -<p class='pindent'>He smoked for a few moments in silence and -then said abruptly: “Don’t imagine that I am -going to discuss religion with you; it is a question -which does not interest me at all. But do -you believe in the immortality of the soul?”</p> - -<p class='pindent'>“No,” said Hermia.</p> - -<p class='pindent'>“Why not?”</p> - -<p class='pindent'>Hermia lifted her shoulders: “I have never -thought agnosticism needed defense.”</p> - -<p class='pindent'>“Agnosticism is the religion of the intellectual, -of course. But I have some private reasons for -going a step beyond agnosticism, and believing in -the persistence of personality. Do you want to -hear them?”</p> - -<p class='pindent'>“Yes,” said Hermia, “but it all comes down to -the same proposition. Religion has its stronghold -in Ego the Great. <span class='it'>La vie, c’est moi!</span> I am, -therefore must ever be! Now and forever! World -without end!”</p> - -<p class='pindent'>“I refuse to be snubbed beforehand. Why -are children so frequently the ancestors of their -<span class='pageno' title='159' id='Page_159'></span> -family’s talent? When heredity cannot account -for genius, what better explanation than that of -the re-embodiment of an unquenchable individuality? -The second reason is a more sentimental -one. Why is a man never satisfied until he -meets the woman he really loves, and why are his -instincts so keen and sure when he does meet -her? Why, also, does he so often dwell with the -ideal of her before he sees her in material form?”</p> - -<p class='pindent'>Hermia felt herself paling, but she exclaimed -impatiently: “Don’t talk to me of ideals—those -poor, pale photographs of ourselves, who have -neither mind nor will nor impulse; who jump -out like puppets as the strings are pulled; who -respond to every mood and grin to every smile! -They are born of the supreme egoism of human -nature, which admits no objective influence to -any world of its own creating—an egoism which -demands vengeance for the humiliation of spirit -one is called upon to endure in the world of men. -Your other arguments were good, however. I like -them, although I will not discuss them until you -have further elaborated. In the mean time solve -another problem. What is the reason that, when -a woman falls in love, she immediately, if a believer, -has an increase of religious feeling; if a non-believer, -she has a desire to believe, so that she -may pray? Sentimentality? The softening of -her nature under the influence of love? The -general awakening of her emotional possibilities?”</p> - -<p class='pindent'><span class='pageno' title='160' id='Page_160'></span> -“Neither—or all, indirectly. She is not drawn -to God in the least. She is drawn to the idealized -abstraction of her lover, who, in the mists of -her white-heated imagination, assumes the lineaments -of the being most exalted by tradition. If -there were a being more exalted still than God, -her lover’s phantom would be re-christened with -his name instead. It is to her lover that she -prays—the intermediate being is a pretty fiction—and -she revels in prayer, because it gives her a -dreamy and sensuous nearness to her lover.”</p> - -<p class='pindent'>Hermia sprang to her feet and paced the narrow -platform with rapid steps. “It is well I have -no ‘pretty fictions,’” she said, “you would shatter -them to splinters.”</p> - -<p class='pindent'>He rose also. “No,” he said, “I would never -shatter any of your ideals. Such as you believe -in and I do not, I will never discuss with you.”</p> - -<p class='pindent'>Hermia stood still and looked away from him -and through the hemlock forest, with its life outstretched -above and its death rotting below. The -shadows were creeping about it like ghosts of the -dead bracken beneath their feet. The mist was -rolling over the mountain and down the cataract; -it lay like a soft, thin blanket on the hurrying -waters. Hermia drew closer to Quintard and -looked up into his face.</p> - -<p class='pindent'>“Do you believe,” she said, “that perfect happiness -can be—even when affinities meet?”</p> - -<p class='pindent'>“Not perfect, because not uninterrupted,” he -<span class='pageno' title='161' id='Page_161'></span> -replied, “except in those rare cases where a man -and woman, born for each other, have met early -in youth, before thought or experience had -formed the character of either. When—as almost -always happens—they do not meet until each is -incased in the armor of their separate and perfected -individualities, no matter how united they -may become, there must be hours and days of -terrible spiritual loneliness—there must be certain -sides of their natures that can never touch. But”—he -bent his flushed face to hers and his voice -shook—“there are moments—there are hours—when -barriers are of mist, when duality is forgotten. -Such hours, isolated from time and the -world——”</p> - -<p class='pindent'>She broke from him as from an invisible embrace -and stood on the edge of a rock. She gave -a little, rippling laugh that was caught and lost in -the rush and thunder of the waters. “Your -theories are fascinating,” she cried, “but this -unknown cataract is more so. I should like to -stand here for an hour and watch it, were not -these rocks so slippery——”</p> - -<p class='pindent'>Quintard turned his head. Then he leaped -down the path beneath the ledge. Hermia had -disappeared. He was about to swing himself out -into the cataract when he staggered and leaned -against the rock; his heart contracted as if there -were fingers of steel about it. With a mighty -resolution, he overcame the physical weakness -<span class='pageno' title='162' id='Page_162'></span> -which followed in the wake of the momentary -pain, and, planting his feet on one of the broad -stones over which the torrent fell, he set his shoulder -against a projecting rock and looked upward. -Hermia lay on a shelf above; the force of the -cataract was feebler at its edges and had not -swept her down. Quintard crawled slowly up, -his feet slipping on the slimy rocks, only saving -himself from being precipitated into the narrowing -body of the torrent below by clinging to the -roots and branches that projected from the ledges. -He reached Hermia; she was unconscious, and it -was well that he was a strong man. He took her -in his arms and went down the rocks. When he -stepped on to the earth again his face was white, -and he breathed heavily. “My heart beats as if -I were a woman,” he muttered impatiently, “what -is the matter with me?”</p> - -<p class='pindent'>He laid Hermia on the ground, and for a moment -was compelled to rest beside her. Then he -aroused himself and bent anxiously over her. -She had had a severe fall; it was a wonder her -brains had not been dashed out. He lifted her -and held her with her body sloping from feet to -head. She struggled to consciousness with an -agonized gasp. She opened her eyes, but did not -appear to see him, and, turning her face to the torrent, -made a movement to crawl to it. Quintard -caught her in his arms and stood her on her feet.</p> - -<p class='pindent'>“What are you doing?” he asked roughly.</p> - -<p class='pindent'><span class='pageno' title='163' id='Page_163'></span> -She put her hand to her head. “I like to -watch it, but the rocks are so slippery,” she said -confusedly, yet with a gleam of cunning in her -shadowed eyes.</p> - -<p class='pindent'>Quintard caught her by both shoulders and -shook her. “My God!” he exclaimed, “did you -do it purposely?”</p> - -<p class='pindent'>The blood rushed to her head and washed the -fog from her brain. “You are crazy,” she said; -“let us go home.”</p> - -<hr class='tbk128'/> - -<div><span class='pageno' title='164' id='Page_164'></span><h1><a id='c029'></a>CHAPTER XXIX.</h1></div> - -<p class='line' style='text-align:center;margin-bottom:1.5em;font-size:1em;'>AN EPOCH-MAKING DEPARTURE.</p> - -<p class='pindent'>A woman never moralizes until she has committed -an immoral act. From the moment she -voluntarily accepts it until the moment she casts -it aside, she may do distasteful duty to the letter, -but she does it mechanically. The laws and -canons are laid down, and she follows them without -analysis, however rebelliously. She may long -for the forbidden as consistently as she accepts -her yoke, whether the yoke be of untempted girlhood -or hated matrimony; but the longing serves -to deepen her antipathy to bonds; she sees no -beauty in average conditions. After she has -plucked the apple and eaten it raw, skin, core -and all, and is suffering from the indigestion -thereof, she is enabled to analytically compare it -with such fruits as do not induce dyspepsia.</p> - -<p class='pindent'>Although Hermia was far from acknowledging -that she loved Quintard, she allowed him occasionally -to reign in her imagination, and had more -than one involuntary, abstract, but tender interview -with him. This, she assured herself, was -purely speculative, and in the way of objective -<span class='pageno' title='165' id='Page_165'></span> -amusement, like the theater or the opera. When -she found that she thought of him always as her -husband she made no protest; he was too good -for anything less. Nor, she decided, had she met -him earlier and been able to love him, would she -have been content with any more imperfect union.</p> - -<p class='pindent'>Cryder still came with more or less regularity. -There were brief, frantic moments, as when she -had sought death in the torrent; but on the whole -she was too indifferent to break with him. Her -life was already ruined; what mattered her actions? -Moreover, habit is a tremendous force, and he -had a certain hold over her, a certain fascination, -with which the physical had nothing to do.</p> - -<p class='pindent'>After she had known Quintard about two -months she found herself free. Cryder, in truth, -was quite as tired as herself. Ennui was in his -tideless veins, and, moreover, the time had come -to add another flower to his herbarium. But he -did not wish to break with Hermia until his time -came to leave the city. If she had loved him, it -might have been worth while to hurt her; but, as -even his egoism could not persuade him that she -gave him more than temperate affection, he would -not risk the humiliation of being laughed at.</p> - -<p class='pindent'>One evening he told her that he must go South -the following week and remain several months. -His dialect was growing rusty, and the public -would expect another novel from him in the -coming spring. He hated to say good-bye to her, -<span class='pageno' title='166' id='Page_166'></span> -but his muse claimed his first and highest duty. -Hermia felt as one who comes out of a room full -of smoke—she wanted to draw a long breath and -throw back her head. She replied very politely, -however—they were always very polite—that she -should miss him and look forward to his return. -Neither would avow that this was the end of the -matter, but each was devoutly thankful that the -other was not a fool.</p> - -<p class='pindent'>Cryder looked melancholy and handsome when -he came to say good-bye. He had on extremely -becoming traveling clothes, and his skin and eyes -had their accustomed clearness. He bade Hermia -a tender farewell, and his eyes looked resigned and -sad. Then an abstracted gaze passed into them, -as if his spirit had floated upward to a plane far -removed from common affection.</p> - -<p class='pindent'>Hermia had much ado to keep her mouth from -curling. She remembered what Quintard had -once said of him: that he always wanted to -throw him on a table to see if he would ring. -Bah! what a <span class='it'>poseur</span> he was! Then she mentally -shrugged her shoulders. His egoism had its -value; he had never noticed the friendship which -existed between her and Quintard. Had he been -a jealous man he would have been insufferable.</p> - -<p class='pindent'>After he had gone he seemed to glide out of -her life—out of the past as of the present. She -found herself barely able to recall him, his features, -his characteristics. For a long time she -<span class='pageno' title='167' id='Page_167'></span> -never thought of him unless some one mentioned -his name, and then she wondered if he had not -been the hero of a written sketch rather than of -an actual episode.</p> - -<p class='pindent'>Whether it was owing to Cryder’s removal or to -Quintard’s influence, she could not tell, but she -found herself becoming less blasé. Her spirits -were lighter, people interested her more, life -seemed less prosaic. She asked Quintard once -what it meant, and he told her, with his usual -frankness, that it was the spring. This offended -her, and she did not speak for ten minutes.</p> - -<p class='pindent'>On another occasion he roused her to wrath. -He told her one day that on the night he met her -he had been impressed with a sense of unreality -about her; and, acting on a sudden impulse, she -told him the history of her starved and beautiless -girlhood. When she finished she expected many -comments, but Quintard merely put another log -of wood on the fire and remarked:</p> - -<p class='pindent'>“That is all very interesting, but I am warned -that the dinner-hour approaches. Farewell, I -will see you at Mrs. Dykman’s this evening.”</p> - -<p class='pindent'>Hermia looked at the fire for some time after -he had gone. She was thankful that fate had -arranged matters in such wise that she was not to -spend her life with Quintard. He could be, at -times, the most disagreeable man she had ever -known, and there was not a grain of sympathy in -his nature. And, yes, he <span class='it'>was</span> prosaic!</p> - -<hr class='tbk129'/> - -<div><span class='pageno' title='168' id='Page_168'></span><h1><a id='c030'></a>CHAPTER XXX.</h1></div> - -<p class='line' style='text-align:center;margin-bottom:1.5em;font-size:1em;'>THROUGH THE SNOW.</p> - -<p class='pindent'>Two days later Hermia went to a large dinner, -and Quintard took her in. She was moody and -absent. She felt nervous, she said, and he need -not be surprised if he found her very cross. -Quintard told her to be as cross as she liked. He -had his reasons for encouraging her in her moods. -After the dinner was over she wandered through -the rooms like a restless ghost. Finally she -turned abruptly to Quintard. “Take me home,” -she said; “I shall stifle if I stay in this house any -longer. It is like a hot-house.”</p> - -<p class='pindent'>“But what will Mrs. Dykman say?”</p> - -<p class='pindent'>“I do not care what she says. She is not ready -to go, and I won’t stay any longer. I will go -without saying anything to her about it.”</p> - -<p class='pindent'>“Very well. There will be comment, but I -will see if they have a telephone and order a cab.”</p> - -<p class='pindent'>“I won’t go in a cab. I want to walk.”</p> - -<p class='pindent'>“But it is snowing.”</p> - -<p class='pindent'>“I like to walk in the snow.”</p> - -<p class='pindent'>Quintard thought it best to let her have her -way. Moreover, a walk through the snow with -her would be a very pleasant thing. He hunted -<span class='pageno' title='169' id='Page_169'></span> -up a housemaid and borrowed a pair of high overshoes. -Hermia had on a short gown; she pulled -the fur-lined hood of her long wrap about her -head, Quintard put on the overshoes, and they -managed to get out of the house unnoticed. The -snow was falling, but the wind lingered afar on -the borders of the storm.</p> - -<p class='pindent'>“You had better let me call a cab.”</p> - -<p class='pindent'>“I will <span class='it'>not</span> drive,” replied Hermia; and Quintard -shrugged his shoulders and offered his arm.</p> - -<p class='pindent'>The walk was not a long one under ordinary -circumstances; the house at which the dinner had -been given was in Gramercy Park; but, with a -slippery pavement and snow-stars in one’s eyes, -each block is a mile. Quintard had an umbrella, -but Hermia would not let him raise it. She liked -to throw back her head and watch the snow in its -tumbling, scurrying, silent fall. It lay deep in the -long, narrow street, and it blotted out the tall, -stern houses with a merry, baffling curtain of wee, -white storm-imps. Now and again a cab flashed -its lantern like a will-o’-the-wisp.</p> - -<p class='pindent'>Hermia made Quintard stop under one of the -electric lamps. It poured its steady beams through -the storm for a mile and more, and in it danced -the sparkling crystals in infinite variety of form -and motion. About the pathway pressed the -soft, unlustrous army, jealous of their transformed -comrades, like stars that sigh to spring from the -crowded milky way. Down that luminous road -<span class='pageno' title='170' id='Page_170'></span> -hurried the tiny radiant shapes, like coming souls -to the great city, hungry for life.</p> - -<p class='pindent'>Hermia clung to Quintard, her eyes shining out -of the dark.</p> - -<p class='pindent'>“Summer and the country have nothing so -beautiful as this,” she whispered. “I feel as if -we were on a deserted planet, and of hateful modern -life there was none. I cannot see a house.”</p> - -<p class='pindent'>“I see several,” said Quintard.</p> - -<p class='pindent'>Hermia gave a little exclamation of disgust, but -struggled onward. “Sometimes I hate you,” she -said. “You never respond to my moods.”</p> - -<p class='pindent'>“Oh, yes, I do—to your real moods. You often -think you are sentimental, when, should I take you -up, you would find me a bore and change the subject. -You will get sentimental enough some day, -but you are not ready for it yet.”</p> - -<p class='pindent'>“Yes? You still cling to that ridiculous idea -that I shall some day fall in love, I suppose.”</p> - -<p class='pindent'>“I do. And how you will go to pieces.”</p> - -<p class='pindent'>“That is purest nonsense. I wish it were not.”</p> - -<p class='pindent'>“Have you got that far? But we will not -argue the matter. Your mood to-night, as I suggested -before, is not a sentimental one. You are -extremely cross. I don’t know but I like that better. -It would be hard for me to be sentimental -in the streets of New York.”</p> - -<p class='pindent'>Hermia rather liked being bullied by him at -times. But if she could only shake that effortless -self-control!</p> - -<p class='pindent'><span class='pageno' title='171' id='Page_171'></span> -They walked a block in silence. “Are you very -susceptible to beauty?” she asked suddenly.</p> - -<p class='pindent'>Quintard laughed. “I am afraid I am. Still, -I will do myself the justice to say that it has no -power to hold me if there is nothing else. Beauty -by itself is a poor thing; combined with several -other things—intellect, soul, passion—it becomes -one of the sweetest and most powerful aids to -communion.”</p> - -<p class='pindent'>“Why do you think so much of passion?” -she demanded. “You haven’t any yourself.”</p> - -<p class='pindent'>They passed under a lamp at the moment, and -a ray of light fell on Quintard’s face, to which -Hermia had lifted her eyes. The color sprang to -it, and his eyes flashed. He bent his head until -she shrank under the strong, angry magnetism of -his gaze. “It is time you opened your eyes,” he -said harshly, “and learned to know one man -from another. And it is time you began to realize -what you have to expect.” He bent his face -a little closer. “It will not frighten you, though,” -he said. And then he raised his head and carefully -piloted her across the street.</p> - -<p class='pindent'>Hermia made no reply. She opened her lips -as if her lungs needed more air. Something was -humming in her head; she could not think. She -looked up through a light-path into the dark, -piling billows of the vaporous, storm-writhed -ocean. Then she caught Quintard’s arm as if -she were on an eminence and afraid of falling.</p> - -<p class='pindent'><span class='pageno' title='172' id='Page_172'></span> -“Are you cold?” he asked, drawing her closer.</p> - -<p class='pindent'>“Yes,” said Hermia. “I wish we were home. -How thick the snow is! Things are in my eyes.”</p> - -<p class='pindent'>Quintard stopped and brushed the little crystals -off her lashes. Then they went on, slipping sometimes, -but never falling. Quintard was very sure-footed. -The snow covered them with a garment -like soft white fur, the darkness deepened, and -neither made further attempt at conversation. -Quintard had all he could do to keep his bearings, -and began to wish that he had not let Hermia -have her way; but she trudged along beside -him with a blind sort of confidence new to her.</p> - -<p class='pindent'>After a time he gave an exclamation of relief. -“We are within a couple of blocks of your house,” -he said. “We shall soon be home. Be careful—the -crossing is very slip——. Ah!”</p> - -<p class='pindent'>She had stepped off the curbstone too quickly, -her foot slipped, and she made a wild slide -forward, dragging Quintard with her. He threw -his arm around her, and caught his balance on -the wing. In a second he was squarely planted -on both feet, but he did not release Hermia. He -wound his arms about her, pressing her closer, -closer, his breath coming quickly. The ice-burdened -storm might have been the hot blast of -a furnace. He did not kiss her, his lips were -frozen; but her hood had fallen back and he -pressed his face into the fragrant gold of her hair.</p> - -<p class='pindent'>He loosened his hold suddenly, and, drawing -<span class='pageno' title='173' id='Page_173'></span> -her arm through his, hurried through the street. -They were at Hermia’s door in a few moments, -and when the butler opened it she turned to him -hesitatingly.</p> - -<p class='pindent'>“You will come in and get warm, and ring for -a cab?” she asked.</p> - -<p class='pindent'>“Yes,” he said, “I will go in for a moment.”</p> - -<p class='pindent'>They went into the library, and Quintard lit all -the burners. He touched a bell and told the -butler to bring some sherry and call a cab.</p> - -<p class='pindent'>When the sherry came he drank a glass with -her, and entertained her until the cab arrived, with -an account of a wild storm in which he had once -found himself on the mountains of Colorado. -When the bell rang she stood up and held out her -hand with a smile.</p> - -<p class='pindent'>“Good-luck to you,” she said. “I hope you -will get home before morning.”</p> - -<p class='pindent'>He took her hand, then dropped it and put -both his own about her face, his wrists meeting -under her chin. “Good-night,” he said softly. -“Go to those sovereign domains of yours, where -the castles are built of the clouds of sunset, and -the sea thunders with longing and love and pain -of desire. I have been with you there always; I -always shall be;” and then he let his hands fall, -and went quickly from the room.</p> - -<p class='pindent'>Hermia waited until the front door had closed, -and then she ran up to her room as if hobgoblins -were in pursuit.</p> - -<hr class='tbk130'/> - -<div><span class='pageno' title='174' id='Page_174'></span><h1><a id='c031'></a>CHAPTER XXXI.</h1></div> - -<p class='line' style='text-align:center;margin-bottom:1.5em;font-size:1em;'>THE DYKMAN REPRIMAND.</p> - -<p class='pindent'>While Hermia was sitting in the library the -next day in a very unenviable frame of mind, the -door opened and Mrs. Dykman came in.</p> - -<p class='pindent'>“Hermia,” she said, after she had disposed herself -on one of the severe, high-backed chairs, “it -is quite time for you to adopt some slight regard -for the conventionalities. You are wealthy, and -strong in your family name; but there is a limit. -The world is not a thing you can hold in the hollow -of your hand or crush under your foot. The -manner in which you left Mrs. Le Roy’s house -last night was scandalous. What do you suppose -the consequences will be?” Her cold, even -tones never varied, but they had the ice-breath of -the Arctic in them.</p> - -<p class='pindent'>“Are people talking?” asked Hermia.</p> - -<p class='pindent'>“Talking? They are shrieking! It is to be -hoped, for your own sake, that you are going to -marry Grettan Quintard, and that you will let me -announce the engagement at once.”</p> - -<p class='pindent'>Hermia sprang to her feet, overturning her -chair. She had a book in her hand, and she -flung it across the room. Her eyes were blazing -<span class='pageno' title='175' id='Page_175'></span> -and her face was livid. “Don’t ever dare mention -that man’s name to me again!” she cried. -“I hate him! I hate him! And don’t bring me -any more tales about what people are saying. I -don’t care what they say! I scorn them all! -What are they but a set of jibbering automatons? -One year has made me loathe the bloodless, pulseless, -colorless, artificial thing you call society. -Those people whose names and position each -bows down to in the other are not human beings! -they are but a handful of fungi on the great plant -of humanity! If they were wrenched from their -roots and crushed out of life to-morrow, their poor, -little, miserable, self-satisfied numbers would not -be missed. Of what value are they in the scheme -of existence save to fatten and puff in the shade -of a real world like the mushroom and the toadstool -under an oak? They are not <span class='it'>alive</span> like the -great world of real men; not one of them ever -had a strong, real, healthy, animal impulse in his -life. Even their little sins are artificial, and owe -their faint, evanescent promptings to vanity or -ennui. I hate their wretched little aims and ambitions, -their well-bred scuffling for power in the -eyes of each other—<span class='it'>power</span>—Heaven save the mark! -They work as hard, those poor midgets, for recognition -among the few hundred people who have ever -heard of them, as a statesman does for the admiration -of his country! And yet if the whole tribe -were melted down into one soul they would not -<span class='pageno' title='176' id='Page_176'></span> -make an ambition big enough to carry its result -to the next generation. A year and I shall have -forgotten every name on my visiting-list. Great -God! that you should think I care for them.”</p> - -<p class='pindent'>Mrs. Dykman rose to her feet and drew her furs -about her. “I do not pretend to understand -you,” she said. “Fortunately for myself, my lot -has been cast among ordinary women. And as I -am a part of the world for which you have so -magnificent a contempt, one of the midgets for -whom you have so fine a scorn, I imagine you will -care to see as little of me in the future as I of you.”</p> - -<p class='pindent'>She was walking majestically down the room -when Hermia sprang forward, and, throwing her -arms about her, burst into a storm of tears. “Oh, -don’t be angry with me!” she cried. “Don’t! -Don’t! I am so miserable that I don’t know -what I am saying. I believe I am half crazy.”</p> - -<p class='pindent'>Mrs. Dykman drew her down on a sofa. -“What is the trouble?” she asked. “Tell me.”</p> - -<p class='pindent'>“There is nothing in particular,” said Hermia. -“I am just unstrung. I feel like a raft in the -middle of an ocean. I am disgusted with life. It -must be because I am not well. I am sure that is -it. There is nothing else. Oh, Aunt Frances, -take me to Europe.”</p> - -<p class='pindent'>“Very well,” said Mrs. Dykman; “we will go -if you think that traveling will cure you. But I -cannot go for at least five weeks. Will that do?”</p> - -<p class='pindent'>“Yes,” said Hermia; “I suppose it will have to.”</p> - -<hr class='tbk131'/> - -<div><span class='pageno' title='177' id='Page_177'></span><h1><a id='c032'></a>CHAPTER XXXII.</h1></div> - -<p class='line' style='text-align:center;margin-bottom:1.5em;font-size:1em;'>FUTURITY.</p> - -<p class='pindent'>A few days later Hermia had a singular experience. -Bessie’s youngest child, her only boy, -died. Hermia carried her sister from the room -as the boy breathed his last, and laid her on a bed. -As Bessie lay sobbing and moaning, sometimes -wailing aloud, she seemed suddenly to fade from -her sister’s vision. Hermia was alone, where she -could not tell, in a room whose lineaments were -too shadowy to define. Even her own outlines, -seen as in a mirror held above, were blurred. Of -one thing only was she sharply conscious: she -was writhing in mortal agony—agony not of the -body, but of the spirit. The cause she did not -grasp, but the effect was a suffering as exquisite -and as torturing as that of vitriol poured upon -bare nerves. The insight lasted only a few -seconds, but it was so real that she almost screamed -aloud. Then she drifted back to the present and -bent over her sister. But her face was white. -In that brief interval her inner vision had pierced -the depths of her nature, and what it saw there -made her shudder.</p> - -<hr class='tbk132'/> - -<div><span class='pageno' title='178' id='Page_178'></span><h1><a id='c033'></a>CHAPTER XXXIII.</h1></div> - -<p class='line' style='text-align:center;margin-bottom:1.5em;font-size:1em;'>CHAOS.</p> - -<p class='pindent'>She began to hate Cryder with a mortal hatred. -When he left her he had flown down the perspective -of her past, but now he seemed to be crawling -back—nearer—nearer—</p> - -<p class='pindent'>Had it not been for him she might have loved -Quintard. But he had scraped the gloss from -life. He had made love commonplace, vulgar. -She felt a sort of moral nausea whenever she -thought of love. What an ideal would love have -been with Quintard in this house! There was -a barbaric, almost savage element in his nature -which made him seem a part of these rooms and -of that Indian wilderness.</p> - -<p class='pindent'>And every nook and corner was eloquent of -Cryder! Sometimes she thought she would take -another house. But she asked herself: Of what -use? She had nothing left to give Quintard, and -her house was his delight. She no longer pretended -to analyze herself or to speculate on the -future. Once, when sitting alone by Bessie’s bed -in the night, she had opened the door of her -mental photograph gallery and glanced down the -<span class='pageno' title='179' id='Page_179'></span> -room to that great, bare plate at the end. It was -bare no longer. On its surface was an impression—what, -she did not pause to ascertain. She shut -the door hurriedly and turned the key.</p> - -<p class='pindent'>At times all the evil in her nature was dominant. -She dreaded hearing Quintard speak the -word which would thrust her face to face with -her future; but the temptation was strong to see -the lightning flash in his eyes, to shake his silence -as a rock shakes above the quivering earth. And -Quintard kept his control because he saw that she -was trying to tempt him, and he determined that -he would not yield an inch until he was ready.</p> - -<hr class='tbk133'/> - -<p class='pindent'>She made up her mind to go away from all -memory of Cryder and live on some Mediterranean -island with Quintard. She was not fit to be any -man’s wife, and life could never be what it might -have been; but at least she would have him, and -she could not live without him. There were -softer moments, when she felt poignant regret for -the mistake of her past, when she had brief, fleeting -longings for a higher life of duty, and of a love -that was something more than intellectual companionship -and possession.</p> - -<p class='pindent'>Quintard’s book came out and aroused a hot -dispute. He was accused of coarseness and immorality -on the one side, and granted originality -and vigor on the other. The ultra-conservative -faction refused him a place in American literature. -<span class='pageno' title='180' id='Page_180'></span> -The radical and advanced wing said that American -literature had some blood in its veins at last. -Hermia took all the papers, and a day seldom -passed that Quintard’s name, either in execration -or commendation, did not meet her eyes. The -derogatory articles cut her to the quick or aroused -her to fury; and the adulation he received delighted -her as keenly as if offered to herself.</p> - -<p class='pindent'>He was with her in his periods of elation and -depression, and it was at such times that the better -part of her nature was stirred. He needed -her. She could give him that help and comfort -and sympathy without which his life would be -barren. She knew that under the hard, outer -crust of her nature lay the stunted germs of self-abnegation -and sacrifice, and there were moments -when she longed with all the ardor of her quickening -soul to give her life to this man’s happiness -and good. Then the mood would pass, and she -would look back upon it with impatience.</p> - -<hr class='tbk134'/> - -<div><span class='pageno' title='181' id='Page_181'></span><h1><a id='c034'></a>CHAPTER XXXIV.</h1></div> - -<p class='line' style='text-align:center;margin-bottom:1.5em;font-size:1em;'>LIFE FROM DEATH.</p> - -<p class='pindent'>Hermia was in bed one morning when her -maid brought her the papers. She opened one, -then sat suddenly erect, and the paper shook in -her hands. She read the headlines through twice—details -were needless. Then she dropped the -paper and fell back on the pillows. A train had -gone over an embankment in the South, and -Ogden Cryder’s name was in the list of dead.</p> - -<p class='pindent'>She lay staring at the painted canopy of her -bed. It seemed to her that with Cryder’s life her -past was annihilated, that the man took with him -every act and deed of which she had been a part. -A curtain seemed to roll down just behind her. -A drama had been enacted, but it was over. -What had it been about? She had forgotten. -She could recall nothing. That curtain shut out -every memory.</p> - -<p class='pindent'>She pressed her hands over her eyes. She was -free! She could take up her life from this hour -and forget that any man had entered it but Grettan -Quintard. Cryder? Who was he? Had he -ever lived? What did he look like? She could -<span class='pageno' title='182' id='Page_182'></span> -not remember. She could recall but one face—a -face which should never be seen in this room.</p> - -<p class='pindent'>Though her mood was not a hard one, she felt -no pity for Cryder. Love had made every object -in life insignificant but herself and her lover.</p> - -<p class='pindent'>She would marry Quintard. She would be all -that in her better moments she had dreamed of -being—that and more. She had great capacity -for good in her; her respect and admiration for -Quintard’s higher qualities had taught her that. -She threw up her arms and struck her open palms -against the bed’s head. And how she loved him! -What exultation in the thought of her power to -give him happiness!</p> - -<p class='pindent'>For a few days Quintard felt as if he were -walking on the edge of a crater. The hardness -in her nature seemed to have melted and gone. -The defiant, almost cynical look had left her -eyes; they were dreamy, almost appealing. She -made no further effort to tempt him, but he had -a weird feeling that if he touched her he would -receive an electric shock. He did not suspect -the cause of the sudden change, nor did he care -to know. It was enough that it was.</p> - -<hr class='tbk135'/> - -<div><span class='pageno' title='183' id='Page_183'></span><h1><a id='c035'></a>CHAPTER XXXV.</h1></div> - -<p class='line' style='text-align:center;margin-bottom:1.5em;font-size:1em;'>IDEALS RESTORED.</p> - -<p class='pindent'>They were sitting together one evening in the -jungle. The night was hot and the windows were -open, but the curtains were drawn. The lamps -were hidden behind the palms, and the room was -full of mellow light. Hermia sat on a bank of -soft, green cushions, and Quintard lay beside her. -Hermia wore a loose gown of pale-green mull, -that fell straight from her bosom’s immovable -swell, and her neck and arms were bare. She -had clasped her hands about her knee and was -leaning slightly forward. Beside her was a heavy -mass of foliage, and against it shone her hair and -the polished whiteness of her skin.</p> - -<p class='pindent'>“Now that you are famous, and your book has -been discussed threadbare, what are you going to -do next?” she asked him.</p> - -<p class='pindent'>“I want to write some romances about the -princely houses of India—of that period which -immediately antedates the invasion of the East -India Company. I spent a year in northern and -western India, and collected a quantity of material. -We know little of the picturesque side of -<span class='pageno' title='184' id='Page_184'></span> -India outside of Macaulay, Crawford, and Edwin -Arnold, and it is immensely fertile in romance and -anecdote. There never were such love-affairs, -such daring intrigues, such tragedies! And the -setting! It would take twenty vocabularies to do -it justice; but it is gratifying to find a setting -upon which one vocabulary has not been twenty -times exhausted. And then I have half promised -Mrs. Trennor-Secor to dramatize Rossetti’s ‘Rose -Mary’ for her. She wants to use it at Newport -this summer, or rather, she wanted something, and -I suggested that. I have always intended to do -it. But I feel little in the humor for writing at -present, to tell you the truth.”</p> - -<p class='pindent'>He stopped abruptly, and Hermia clasped her -hands more tightly about her knee. “What are -your plans for ‘Rose Mary’?” she asked. “I -hope you will have five or six voices sing the -Beryl songs behind the altar. The effect would -be weird and most impressive.”</p> - -<p class='pindent'>“That is a good idea,” said Quintard. “How -many ideas you have given me!”</p> - -<p class='pindent'>“Tell me your general plan,” she said quickly.</p> - -<p class='pindent'>He sketched it to her, and she questioned him -at length, nervously keeping him on the subject -as long as she could. The atmosphere seemed -charged; they would never get through this evening -in safety! If he retained his self-control, she -felt that she should lose hers.</p> - -<p class='pindent'>She pressed her face down against her knee, -<span class='pageno' title='185' id='Page_185'></span> -and his words began to reach her consciousness -with the indistinctness of words that come through -ears that are the outposts of a dreaming brain. -When he finished he sat suddenly upright, and -for a few moments uttered no word. He sat -close beside her, almost touching her, and Hermia -felt as if her veins’ rivers had emptied their cataracts -into her ears. Her nerves were humming in -a vast choir. She made a rigid attempt at self-control, -and the effort made her tremble. Quintard -threw himself forward, and putting his hand -to her throat forced back her head. Her face -was white, but her lips were burning. Quintard -pressed his mouth to hers—and Hermia took her -ideals to her heart once more.</p> - -<p class='pindent'>Time passed and the present returned to them. -He spoke his first word. “We will be married -before the week is out. Promise.”</p> - -<p class='pindent'>He left her suddenly, and Hermia sank back -and down amidst the cushions. Once or twice -she moved impatiently. Why was he not with -her? The languor in her veins grew heavier and -wrapped her about as in a covering. She slept.</p> - -<hr class='tbk136'/> - -<div><span class='pageno' title='186' id='Page_186'></span><h1><a id='c036'></a>CHAPTER XXXVI.</h1></div> - -<p class='line' style='text-align:center;margin-bottom:1.5em;font-size:1em;'>AN AWAKENING.</p> - -<p class='pindent'>When Hermia awoke there was a rattle of -wagons in the street, and the dawn struggled -through the curtains. There was a chill in the -air and she shivered a little. She lay recalling the -events of the night. Suddenly she sat upright and -cast about her a furtive glance of horror. Then -she sat still and her teeth chattered.</p> - -<p class='pindent'>Cryder’s face looked at her from behind every -palm! It grinned mockingly down from every -tree! It sprang from the cushions and pressed -itself close to her cheek! The room was <span class='it'>peopled</span> -with Cryder!</p> - -<p class='pindent'>She sprang to her feet and threw her arms -above her head. “O God!” she cried; “it was -but for a night! for a night!”</p> - -<p class='pindent'>She fled down the room, Cryder, in augmenting -swarm, pursuing her. She flew up the stairs and -into her room, and there flung herself on the floor -in such mortal agony as she could never know -again, because the senses must be blunted ever -after. Last night, in Quintard’s arms, as heaven’s -lightning flashed through her heart, every avenue -<span class='pageno' title='187' id='Page_187'></span> -in it had been rent wide. The great mystery of -life had poured through, flooding them with light, -throwing into cloudless relief the glorious heights -and the muttering depths. Last night she had -dwelt on the heights, and in that starry ether had -given no glance to the yawning pits below. But -sleep had come; she had slid gently, unwittingly -down; she had awakened to find herself writhing -on the sharp, jutting rocks of a rayless cavern, on -whose roof of sunset gold she had rambled for -days and weeks with a security which had in it -the blindness of infatuation.</p> - -<p class='pindent'>She marry Quintard and live with him as the -woman he loved and honored above all women! -She try to scale those heights where was to be -garnered something better worth offering her lover -than any stores in her own sterile soul! That -hideous, ineffaceable brand seemed scorching her -breast with letters of fire. If she had but half -loved Cryder—but she had not loved him for a -moment. With her right hand she had cast the -veil over her eyes; with her left, she had fought -away all promptings that would have rent the veil -in twain. Every moment, from beginning to -awakening, she had shut her ears to the voice -which would have whispered that her love was a -deliberate delusion, created and developed by her -will. No! she had no excuse. She was a woman -of brains; there was no truth she might not have -grasped had she chosen to turn her eyes and face it.</p> - -<p class='pindent'><span class='pageno' title='188' id='Page_188'></span> -She flung her arms over her head, grasping the -fringes of the rug, and twisting them into a shapeless -mass. She moaned aloud in quick, short, -unconscious throbs of sound. She was five-and-twenty, -and life was over. She had wandered -through long years in a wilderness as desolate as -night, and she had reached the gates of the city -to find them shut. They had opened for a -moment and she had stood within them; then a -hand had flung her backward, and the great, -golden portals had rushed together with an impetus -which welded them for all time. She made -no excuses for herself; she hurled no anathemas -against fate. Her intellect had been given to her -to save her from the mistakes of foolish humanity, -a lamp to keep her out of the mud. She had -shaded the lamp and gone down into the mire. -She had known by experience and by thought -that no act of man’s life passed without a scar; -that the scars knit together and formed the separate, -indestructible constituent fibers of his character. -And each fiber influenced eternally the -structure as a whole. She had known this, and -yet, without a glance into the future, without a -stray thought tossed to issues, she had burnt herself -as indifferently as a woman who has nothing -to lose. It was true that great atonement was in -her power, that in a life’s reach of love and duty -the scar would fade. But that was not in the -question. With such tragic natures there is no -<span class='pageno' title='189' id='Page_189'></span> -medium. She could not see a year in the future -that would not be haunted with memories and -regrets; an hour when that scar would not burn.</p> - -<p class='pindent'>If life could not be perfect, she would have -nothing less. She had dealt her cards, she would -accept the result. She had had it in her to enjoy -a happiness possible only to women of her intellect -and temperament. She had deliberately put -happiness out of her life, and there could be but -one end to the matter.</p> - -<p class='pindent'>She sprang to her feet. She had no tears, but -it seemed as if something had its teeth at her -vitals and was tearing them as a tiger tears its -victim. She walked aimlessly up and down the -room until exhausted, then went mechanically -to bed.</p> - -<hr class='tbk137'/> - -<div><span class='pageno' title='190' id='Page_190'></span><h1><a id='c037'></a>CHAPTER XXXVII.</h1></div> - -<p class='line' style='text-align:center;margin-bottom:1.5em;font-size:1em;'>THE DOCTRINE OF THE INEVITABLE.</p> - -<p class='pindent'>Late in the day her maid awoke her and said -that Mrs. Dykman was down-stairs.</p> - -<p class='pindent'>Hermia hesitated; then she bade the girl bring -the visitor up to her boudoir. It was as well for -several reasons that Mrs. Dykman should know.</p> - -<p class='pindent'>She thrust her feet into a pair of night-slippers, -drew a dressing-gown about her, and went into -the next room. Mrs. Dykman, as she entered a -moment later, raised her level brows.</p> - -<p class='pindent'>“Hermia!” she said, “what is the matter?”</p> - -<p class='pindent'>Hermia glanced at herself in the mirror. She -shuddered a little at her reflection. “Several -things,” she said, briefly. “Sit down.”</p> - -<p class='pindent'>Mrs. Dykman, with an extremely uncomfortable -sensation, took a chair. On the occasion of her first -long conversation with Hermia she had made up her -mind that her new-found relative would one day -electrify the world by some act which her family -would strive to forget. How she wished Hermia -had been cast in that world’s conventional mold! -It had come! She was convinced of that, as she -looked at Hermia’s face. What <span class='it'>had</span> she done?</p> - -<p class='pindent'><span class='pageno' title='191' id='Page_191'></span> -“I have something to tell you,” said Hermia; -and then she stopped.</p> - -<p class='pindent'>“Well?”</p> - -<p class='pindent'>Mrs. Dykman uttered only one word; but before -that calm, impassive expectancy there was no -retreat. She looked as immovable, yet as compelling, -as a sphinx.</p> - -<p class='pindent'>Hermia told her story to the end. At so low -an ebb was her vitality that not a throb of excitement -was in her voice.</p> - -<p class='pindent'>When she had finished, Mrs. Dykman drew a -breath of relief. It was all very terrible, of -course, but she had felt an indefinable dread of -something worse. She knew with whom she had -to deal, however, and decided upon her line of -argument without the loss of a moment. For -Hermia to allow any barrier to stand between herself -and Quintard was ridiculous.</p> - -<p class='pindent'>“It is a very unfortunate thing,” she said, in a -tone intended to impress Hermia with its lack of -horror; “but has it occurred to you that it could -not be helped?”</p> - -<p class='pindent'>“What do you mean?”</p> - -<p class='pindent'>“Do you remember that for more years than -you can count you nursed and trained and hugged -the idea of an adventurous love-affair? The moment -you got the necessary conditions you thought -of nothing but of realizing your dream. To have -changed your ideas would have involved the -changing of your whole nature. The act was as -<span class='pageno' title='192' id='Page_192'></span> -inevitable as any minor act in life which is the -direct result of the act which preceded it. You -could no more have helped having an intrigue -than you could help having typhoid fever if your -system were in the necessary condition. I think -that is a logical statement of the matter.”</p> - -<p class='pindent'>“I do not deny it,” said Hermia indifferently; -“but why was I so blind as to mistake the wrong -man for the right?”</p> - -<p class='pindent'>“The men of your imagination were so far -above reality that all men you met were a disappointment. -Cryder was the first who had any -of the qualities you demanded. And there was -much about Cryder to please; he was one of the -most charming men I ever met. You found it delightful -to be with a man who, you thought, understood -you, and whose mind was equal to your own. -You were lonely, too—you wanted a companion. -If Quintard had come first, there would have been -no question of mistake; but, as the case stands, it -was perfectly natural for you to imagine yourself -in love with Cryder.”</p> - -<p class='pindent'>Hermia turned her head listlessly against the -back of the chair and stared at the wall. It was -all true; but what difference did it make?</p> - -<p class='pindent'>Mrs. Dykman went on: “Moreover—although -it is difficult for you to accept such a truth in -your present frame of mind—the affair did you -good, and your chances of happiness are greater -than if you took into matrimony neither experience -<span class='pageno' title='193' id='Page_193'></span> -nor the memory of mistakes. If you had -met Quintard first and married him, you would -have carried with you through life the regret that -you had never realized your wayward dreams. -You would have continued to invest an intrigue -with all the romance of your imagination; now -you know exactly how little there is in it. What -is more, you have learned something of the difference -in men, and will be able to appreciate a man -like Quintard. You will realize how few men -there are in the world who satisfy all the wants of -a woman’s nature. There is no effect in a picture -without both light and shade. The life you -will have with Quintard will be the more complete -and beautiful by its contrast to the emptiness -and baldness of your attempt with Cryder.”</p> - -<p class='pindent'>Hermia placed her elbows on her knees and -pressed her hands against her face. “You are -appealing to my intellect,” she said; “and what -you say is very clever, and worthy of you. But, if -I had met Quintard in time, he would have dispelled -all my false illusions and made me more -than content with what he offered in return. No, -I have made a horrible mistake, and no logic will -help me.”</p> - -<p class='pindent'>“But look at another side of the question. -You have given yourself to one man; Heaven -knows how many love affairs Grettan Quintard -has had. You know this; you heard him acknowledge -it in so many words. And yet you -<span class='pageno' title='194' id='Page_194'></span> -find no fault with him. Why, then, is your one -indiscretion so much greater than his many? -Your life until you met Quintard was your own to -do with as it pleased you. If you chose to take -the same privilege that the social code allows to -men, the relative sin is very small; about positive -right and wrong I do not pretend to know anything. -With the uneven standard of morality set -up by the world and by religion, who does? But -relatively you are so much less guilty than Quintard -that the matter is hardly worth discussing. -And, if he never discovers that you give him less -than he believes, it will not hurt him. When you -are older, you will have a less tender regard for -men than you have to-day.”</p> - -<p class='pindent'>Hermia leaned back and sighed heavily. “Oh, -it is not the abstract sin,” she said. “It is that -<span class='it'>it was</span>, and that <span class='it'>now</span> I love.”</p> - -<p class='pindent'>“Hermia,” said Mrs. Dykman, sternly, “this is -unworthy of a woman of your brains and character. -You have the strongest will of any woman I -have ever known; take your past by the throat -and put it behind you. Stifle it and forget it. -You have the power, and you must surely have -the desire.”</p> - -<p class='pindent'>“No,” said Hermia, “I have neither the power -nor the desire. That is the one thing in my life -beyond the control of my will.”</p> - -<p class='pindent'>“Then there is but one thing that will bring -back your normal frame of mind, and that is -<span class='pageno' title='195' id='Page_195'></span> -change. I will give you a summer in London -and a winter in Paris. I promise that at the end -of that time you will marry Quintard.”</p> - -<p class='pindent'>“Well,” said Hermia, listlessly, “I will think of -it.” She was beginning to wish her aunt would -go. She had made her more disgusted with life -than ever.</p> - -<p class='pindent'>Mrs. Dykman divined that it was time to leave -the girl alone, and rose. She hesitated a moment -and then placed her hand on Hermia’s shoulder. -“I have had every experience that life offers to -women,” she said—and for the first time in -Hermia’s knowledge of her those even tones deepened—“every -tragedy, every comedy, every bitterness, -every joy—<span class='it'>everything</span>. Therefore, my -advice has its worth. There is little in life—make -the most of that little when you find it. You are -facing a problem that more than one woman has -faced before, and you will work it out as other -women have done. It was never intended that a -life-time of suffering should be the result of one -mistake.” Then she gathered her wraps about -her and left the room.</p> - -<p class='pindent'>Shortly after, Hermia drove down to her lawyer’s -office and made a will. She left bequests to -Helen Simms and Miss Newton, and divided the -bulk of her property between Bessie, Miss Starbruck, -and Mrs. Dykman.</p> - -<hr class='tbk138'/> - -<div><span class='pageno' title='196' id='Page_196'></span><h1><a id='c038'></a>CHAPTER XXXVIII.</h1></div> - -<p class='line' style='text-align:center;margin-bottom:1.5em;font-size:1em;'>BETWEEN DAY AND NIGHT.</p> - -<p class='pindent'>Hermia sat by the window waiting for Quintard. -It was the saddest hour of the day—that -hour of dusk when the lamplighter trudges on his -rounds. How many women have sat in their -darkening rooms at that hour with their brows -against the glass and watched their memories rise -and sing a dirge! Even a child—if it be a woman-child—is -oppressed in that shadow-haunted land -between day and night, for the sadness of the -future is on her. It is the hour when souls in -their strain feel that the tension must snap; -when tortured hearts send their cries through forbidding -brains. The sun has gone, the lamps are -unlit, the shadows lord and mock until they are -blotted out under falling tears.</p> - -<p class='pindent'>Hermia rose suddenly and left the room. She -went into the dining-room and drank a glass of -sherry. She wore a black gown, and her face was -as wan as the white-faced sky; but in a moment -the wine brought color to her lips and cheeks. -Then she went into the jungle and lit the lamps.</p> - -<p class='pindent'>She was standing by one of the date-trees as -Quintard entered. As he came up to her he took -<span class='pageno' title='197' id='Page_197'></span> -her hand in both his own, but he did not kiss her; -he almost dreaded a renewal of last night’s excitement. -Hermia, moreover, was a woman whose -moods must be respected; she did not look as if -she were ready to be kissed.</p> - -<p class='pindent'>“Are you ill?” he asked, with a tenderness in -his voice which made her set her teeth. “Your -eyes are hollow. I am afraid you did not sleep. -I”—the dark color coming under his skin—“did -not sleep either.”</p> - -<p class='pindent'>“I slept,” said Hermia—“a little; but I have -a headache.”</p> - -<p class='pindent'>They went to the end of the room and sat -down, she on the bank, he opposite, on a seat made -to represent a hollowed stump.</p> - -<p class='pindent'>They talked of many things, as lovers do in -those intervals between the end of one whirlwind -and the half-feared, half-longed-for beginning -of another. He told her that the Poet’s -Club, after a mighty battle which had threatened -disruption, had formally elected him a member. -Word had been sent to his rooms late in the afternoon. -Then he told her that they were to be married -on Thursday, and to sail for Europe in the -early morning on his yacht. He spoke of the -places they would visit, the old cities he had -loved to roam about alone, where idle talk would -have shattered the charm. And he would take -her into the heart of nature and teach her to -forget that the world of men existed. And the -<span class='pageno' title='198' id='Page_198'></span> -sea—they both loved the sea better than all. He -would teach her how every ocean, every river, -every stream spoke a language of its own, and -told legends that put to shame those of forest -and mountain, village and wilderness. They -would lie on the sands and listen to the deep, -steady voice of the ocean telling the secrets she -carried in her stormy heart—secrets that were -safe save when some mortal tuned his ear to -her tongue. He threw back his head and quoted -lingeringly from the divinest words that have ever -been written about the sea:</p> - -<div class='blockquote0r9'> - -<div class='poetry-container' style=''><div class='lgp'> <!-- rend=';' --> -<p class='line0'>“Mother of loves that are swift to fade,</p> -<p class='line0'>  Mother of mutable winds and hours,</p> -<p class='line0'>A barren mother, a mother-maid,</p> -<p class='line0'>  Cold and clean as her faint, salt flowers.</p> -<p class='line0'>I would we twain were even as she,</p> -<p class='line0'>Lost in the night and the light of the sea,</p> -<p class='line0'>Where faint sounds falter and wan beams wade,</p> -<p class='line0'>  Break and are broken, and shed into showers.</p> -<p class='line'> </p> -<p class='line0' style='text-align:center;'>* * * * * * *</p> -<p class='line'> </p> -<p class='line0'>“O tender-hearted, O perfect lover,</p> -<p class='line0'>  Thy lips are bitter, and sweet thine heart.</p> -<p class='line0'>The hopes that hurt and the dreams that hover,</p> -<p class='line0'>  Shall they not vanish away and apart?</p> -<p class='line0'>But thou, thou art sure, thou art older than earth;</p> -<p class='line0'>Thou art strong for death and fruitful of birth;</p> -<p class='line0'>Thy depths conceal and thy gulfs discover;</p> -<p class='line0'>  From the first thou wert; in the end thou art.”</p> -</div></div> <!-- end poetry block --><!-- end rend --> - -</div> - -<p class='pindent'>Hermia leaned forward and pressed her hands -into his. “Come!” she said.</p> - -<p class='pindent'><span class='pageno' title='199' id='Page_199'></span> -He dropped on the cushion beside her and -caught her to him in an embrace that hurt her; -and under his kiss the coming hour was forgotten.</p> - -<p class='pindent'>After a time he pushed her back among the -cushions and pressed his lips to her throat. Suddenly -he stood up. “I am going,” he said. “We -will be married at eight o’clock on Thursday -night. I shall not see you until then.”</p> - -<p class='pindent'>She stood up also. “Wait a moment,” she -said, “I want to say something to you before you -go.” She looked at him steadily and said: “I -was everything to Ogden Cryder.”</p> - -<p class='pindent'>For a moment it seemed as if Quintard had not -understood. He put out his hand as if to ward -off a blow, and looked at her almost inquiringly.</p> - -<p class='pindent'>“What did you say?” he muttered.</p> - -<p class='pindent'>“I tried to believe that I loved him, and failed. -There is no excuse. I knew I did not. I tell -you this because I love you too well to give you -what you would have spurned had you known; -and I tell you that you may forget me the sooner.”</p> - -<p class='pindent'>Quintard understood. He crossed the short -distance between them and looked into her face.</p> - -<p class='pindent'>Hermia gave a rapturous cry. All that was -brutal and savage in her nature surged upward in -response to the murderous passion in this man -who was bone of herself. Never had she been so -at one with him; never had she so worshiped -him as in that moment when she thought he was -going to kill her. Then, like a flash, he left her.</p> - -<hr class='tbk139'/> - -<div><span class='pageno' title='200' id='Page_200'></span><h1><a id='c039'></a>CHAPTER XXXIX.</h1></div> - -<p class='line' style='text-align:center;margin-bottom:1.5em;font-size:1em;'>THE REALIZATION OF IDEALS.</p> - -<p class='pindent'>She stood motionless for a few moments, then -went up-stairs. As she crossed the hall she saw -that the front-door was open, but she was too listless -to close it. She went to her boudoir and -sank into a chair. In the next room was a bottle -of potassium cyanide which she had brought up -from the butler’s pantry. It had been purchased -to scour John Suydam’s silver, which had the rust -of generations on it. She would get it in a few -moments. She had a fancy to review her life -before she ended it. All those years before the -last two—had they ever really existed? Had -there been a time when life had been before her? -when circumstances had not combined to push -her steadily to her destruction? No temptations -had come to the plain, unattractive girl in the -little Brooklyn flat. Though every desire had -been ungratified, still her life had been unspoiled, -and she had possessed a realm in which she had -found perfect joy. Was it possible that she and -that girl were the same? She was twenty years -older and her life was over; that girl’s had not -<span class='pageno' title='201' id='Page_201'></span> -then begun. If she could be back in that past -for a few moments! If, for a little time, she -could blot out the present before she went into -the future! She lifted her head. In a drawer of -her wardrobe was an old brown-serge dress. She -had kept it to look at occasionally, and with -it assure, and reassure, herself that the present -was not a dream. She had a fancy to look for -a moment as she had looked in those days when -all things were yet to be.</p> - -<p class='pindent'>She went into her bedroom and took out the -dress. It was worn at the seams and dowdy of -cut. She put it on. She dipped her hair into -a basin of water, wrung it out, and twisted it -in a tight knot at the back of her head, leaving -her forehead bare. Then she went back to the -boudoir and looked at herself in the glass. Yes, -she was almost the same. The gown did not -meet, but it hung about her in clumsy folds; the -water made her hair lifeless and dull; and her -skin was gray. Only her eyes were not those -of a girl who had never looked upon the realities -of life. Yes, she could easily be ugly again; -but with ugliness would not come two years’ -annihilation.</p> - -<p class='pindent'>She threw herself into a chair, and, covering her -eyes with her hand, cried a little. To the hopes, -the ambitions, the dreams, the longings, which -had been her faithful companions throughout her -life, she owed those tears. She would shed none -<span class='pageno' title='202' id='Page_202'></span> -for her mistakes. She dropped her hand and let -her head fall back with a little sigh of content. -At least there was one solution for all misery, and -nothing could take it from her. Death was so -easy to find; it dwelt in a little bottle in the -next room. In an hour she would be beyond the -reach of memories. What mattered this little -hour of pain? There was an eternity of forgetfulness -beyond. Another hour, and she would be -like a bubble that had burst on the surface of a -lake. Then an ugly thought flashed into her -brain, and she pressed her hands against her -eyes. Suppose there were a spiritual existence -and she should meet Cryder in it! Suppose he -were waiting for her at the threshold, and with -malignant glee should link her to him for all -eternity! His egoism would demand just such -revenge for her failure to love him!</p> - -<p class='pindent'>She sprang to her feet. With difficulty she -kept from screaming aloud. Was she mad?</p> - -<p class='pindent'>Then the fear left her eyes and her face relaxed. -If the soul were immortal, and if each -soul had its mate, hers was Quintard, and Cryder -could not claim her. She felt a sudden fierce -desire to meet Cryder again and pour out upon -him the scorn and hatred which for the moment -forced love from her heart.</p> - -<p class='pindent'>She dropped her hands to her sides and gazed -at the floor for a while, forgetting Cryder. Then -she walked toward her bedroom. As she reached -<span class='pageno' title='203' id='Page_203'></span> -the pillars she stopped and pressed her handkerchief -to her mouth with a shudder of distaste. -Cyanide of potassium was bitter, she had heard. -She had always hated bitter things—quinine and -camphor and barks; her mother used to give her -a horrible tea when she was a child. * * * -The taste seemed to come into her mouth and -warp it. * * *</p> - -<p class='pindent'>She flung her handkerchief to the floor with an -impatient gesture and went into the next room.</p> - -<p class='pindent'>A moment later she raised her head and listened. -Then she drew a long, shuddering breath. -Some one was springing up the stairs.</p> - -<p class='pindent'>She thrust her hands into her hair and ruffled -it about her face; it was half dry, and the gold -glinted through the damp.</p> - -<p class='pindent'>Quintard threw open the door of the boudoir -and was at her side in an instant. His face was -white and his lips were blue, but the fierceness -was gone from his eyes.</p> - -<p class='pindent'>“You were going to kill yourself,” he said.</p> - -<p class='pindent'>“Yes,” she replied, “I shall kill myself.”</p> - -<p class='pindent'>“I knew it! Sit down and listen to me.”</p> - -<p class='pindent'>He pushed her on to a divan and sat in front -of her.</p> - -<p class='pindent'>“I find by my watch that it is but an hour since -I left you,” he went on. “I had thought the -world had rolled out of its teens. For most of -that hour I was mad. Then came back that -terrible hunger of heart and soul, a moment of -<span class='pageno' title='204' id='Page_204'></span> -awful, prophetic solitude. Let your past go. I -cannot live without you.”</p> - -<p class='pindent'>Hermia bent her body until her forehead -touched her knees. “I cannot,” she said; “I -never could forget, nor could you.”</p> - -<p class='pindent'>“I <span class='it'>would</span> forget, and so will you. I will make -you forget.”</p> - -<p class='pindent'>She shook her head. “Life—nothing would -ever be the same to me; nor to you—now that -I have told you.”</p> - -<p class='pindent'>He hesitated a moment. “You did right to tell -me,” he said, “for your soul’s peace. And I—I -love you the better for what you have suffered. -And, my God! think of life without you! Let it -go; we will make our past out of our future.”</p> - -<p class='pindent'>He sat down beside her and took her in his -arms, then drew her across his lap and laid her -head against his shoulder.</p> - -<p class='pindent'>“We are the creatures of opportunity, of circumstance,” -he said; “we must bow to the Doctrine -of the Inevitable. Inexorable circumstance -waited too long to rivet our links; that is all. -Circumstance is rarely kind save to the commonplace, -for it is only the commonplace who never -make mistakes. But no circumstance shall stand -between us now. I love you, and you are mine.”</p> - -<p class='pindent'>He drew her arms about his neck and kissed -her softly on her eyes, her face, her mouth.</p> - -<p class='pindent'>“You have suffered,” he whispered, “but let it -be over and forgotten. Poor girl! how fate all -<span class='pageno' title='205' id='Page_205'></span> -your life has stranded you in the desert, and how -you have beaten your wings against the ground -and fought to get out. Come to me and forget—forget—”</p> - -<p class='pindent'>She tightened her arm about his neck and -pressed his face against her shoulder. Then she -took the cork from the phial hidden in her sleeve. -With a sudden instinct Quintard threw back his -head, and the movement knocked the phial from -her hand. It fell to the floor and broke.</p> - -<p class='pindent'>For a moment he looked at her without speaking. -Under the reproach in his eyes her lids fell.</p> - -<p class='pindent'>He spoke at last. “Have you not thought of -me once, Hermia? Are you so utterly absorbed -in yourself, in your desire to bury your misery in -oblivion, that you have not a thought left for my -suffering, for my loneliness, and for my remorse? -Do you suppose I could ever forget that you killed -yourself for me? You are afraid to live; you can -find no courage to carry through life the gnawing -at your soul. You have pictured every horror of -such an existence. And yet, by your own act, -you willingly abandon one whom you profess to -love, to a life full of the torments which you so -terribly and elaborately comprehend.”</p> - -<p class='pindent'>Hermia lay still a moment, then slipped from -his arms and rose to her feet. For a few moments -she walked slowly up and down the room, then -stood before him. The mask of her face was the -same, but through it a new spirit shone. It was -<span class='pageno' title='206' id='Page_206'></span> -the supreme moment of Hermia’s life. She might -not again touch the depths of her old selfishness, -but as surely would she never a second time brush -her wings against the peaks of self’s emancipation.</p> - -<p class='pindent'>“You are right,” she said; “I had not thought -of you. I have sulked in the lap of my own egoism -all my life. That a human soul might get -outside of itself has never occurred to me—until -now. I will live and rejoice in my own abnegation, -for the sacrifice will give me something the -better to offer you. I have suffered, and I shall -suffer as long as I live—but I believe you will be -the happier for it.”</p> - -<p class='pindent'>He stood up and grasped her hands. “Hermia!” -he exclaimed beneath his breath, “Hermia, -promise it! Promise me that you will live, -that you will never kill yourself. There might be -wild moments of remorse—promise.”</p> - -<p class='pindent'>“I promise,” she said.</p> - -<p class='pindent'>“Ah! you are true to yourself at last.” Suddenly -he shook from head to foot, and leaned -heavily against her.</p> - -<p class='pindent'>She put her arms about him. “What is the -matter?” she asked through white lips.</p> - -<p class='pindent'>“There is a trouble of the heart,” he murmured -unsteadily, “it is not dangerous. The tension has -been very strong to-night—but—to-morrow”—and -then he fell to the floor.</p> - -<p class='pindent'>She was beside him still when Miss Starbruck -entered the room. The old lady’s eyes were -<span class='pageno' title='207' id='Page_207'></span> -angry and defiant, and her mouth was set in a -hard line. For the first time in her life she was -not afraid of Hermia.</p> - -<p class='pindent'>“I heard his voice some time ago,” she said, -hoarsely, “and at first I did not dare face you -and come in. But you are my dead sister’s child, -and I will do my duty by you. You shall not -disgrace your mother’s blood—why is he lying -there like that?”</p> - -<p class='pindent'>Hermia rose and confronted her, and involuntarily -Miss Starbruck lowered her eyes.</p> - -<p class='pindent'>“He is dead,” said Hermia, “and I——have -promised to live.”</p> - -<p class='line' style='text-align:center;margin-top:1.5em;'>THE END.</p> - -<hr class='tbk140'/> - -<p class='line' style='margin-top:2em;font-size:1.1em;'><span class='bold'>Transcriber’s Notes:</span></p> - -<p class='noindent'>Spellings and hyphenation have been retained as in the original. 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