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diff --git a/495-0.txt b/495-0.txt new file mode 100644 index 0000000..499815b --- /dev/null +++ b/495-0.txt @@ -0,0 +1,1497 @@ +The Project Gutenberg EBook of Amy Foster, by Joseph Conrad + +This eBook is for the use of anyone anywhere at no cost and with +almost no restrictions whatsoever. You may copy it, give it away or +re-use it under the terms of the Project Gutenberg License included +with this eBook or online at www.gutenberg.org + + +Title: Amy Foster + +Author: Joseph Conrad + +Release Date: April 1996 [EBook #495] +Last Updated: September 9, 2016 + +Language: English + +Character set encoding: UTF-8 + +*** START OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK AMY FOSTER *** + + + + +Produced by Judith Boss and David Widger + + + + + +AMY FOSTER + +By Joseph Conrad + + + +Kennedy is a country doctor, and lives in Colebrook, on the shores of +Eastbay. The high ground rising abruptly behind the red roofs of the +little town crowds the quaint High Street against the wall which defends +it from the sea. Beyond the sea-wall there curves for miles in a vast +and regular sweep the barren beach of shingle, with the village of +Brenzett standing out darkly across the water, a spire in a clump of +trees; and still further out the perpendicular column of a lighthouse, +looking in the distance no bigger than a lead pencil, marks the +vanishing-point of the land. The country at the back of Brenzett is +low and flat, but the bay is fairly well sheltered from the seas, and +occasionally a big ship, windbound or through stress of weather, makes +use of the anchoring ground a mile and a half due north from you as +you stand at the back door of the “Ship Inn” in Brenzett. A dilapidated +windmill near by lifting its shattered arms from a mound no loftier than +a rubbish heap, and a Martello tower squatting at the water’s edge half +a mile to the south of the Coastguard cottages, are familiar to the +skippers of small craft. These are the official seamarks for the +patch of trustworthy bottom represented on the Admiralty charts by an +irregular oval of dots enclosing several figures six, with a tiny anchor +engraved among them, and the legend “mud and shells” over all. + +The brow of the upland overtops the square tower of the Colebrook +Church. The slope is green and looped by a white road. Ascending along +this road, you open a valley broad and shallow, a wide green trough +of pastures and hedges merging inland into a vista of purple tints and +flowing lines closing the view. + +In this valley down to Brenzett and Colebrook and up to Darnford, the +market town fourteen miles away, lies the practice of my friend Kennedy. +He had begun life as surgeon in the Navy, and afterwards had been the +companion of a famous traveller, in the days when there were continents +with unexplored interiors. His papers on the fauna and flora made him +known to scientific societies. And now he had come to a country +practice--from choice. The penetrating power of his mind, acting like +a corrosive fluid, had destroyed his ambition, I fancy. His intelligence +is of a scientific order, of an investigating habit, and of that +unappeasable curiosity which believes that there is a particle of a +general truth in every mystery. + +A good many years ago now, on my return from abroad, he invited me to +stay with him. I came readily enough, and as he could not neglect his +patients to keep me company, he took me on his rounds--thirty miles or +so of an afternoon, sometimes. I waited for him on the roads; the horse +reached after the leafy twigs, and, sitting in the dogcart, I could hear +Kennedy’s laugh through the half-open door left open of some cottage. He +had a big, hearty laugh that would have fitted a man twice his size, a +brisk manner, a bronzed face, and a pair of grey, profoundly attentive +eyes. He had the talent of making people talk to him freely, and an +inexhaustible patience in listening to their tales. + +One day, as we trotted out of a large village into a shady bit of road, +I saw on our left hand a low, black cottage, with diamond panes in the +windows, a creeper on the end wall, a roof of shingle, and some roses +climbing on the rickety trellis-work of the tiny porch. Kennedy pulled +up to a walk. A woman, in full sunlight, was throwing a dripping blanket +over a line stretched between two old apple-trees. And as the bobtailed, +long-necked chestnut, trying to get his head, jerked the left hand, +covered by a thick dog-skin glove, the doctor raised his voice over the +hedge: “How’s your child, Amy?” + +I had the time to see her dull face, red, not with a mantling blush, but +as if her flat cheeks had been vigorously slapped, and to take in the +squat figure, the scanty, dusty brown hair drawn into a tight knot at +the back of the head. She looked quite young. With a distinct catch in +her breath, her voice sounded low and timid. + +“He’s well, thank you.” + +We trotted again. “A young patient of yours,” I said; and the doctor, +flicking the chestnut absently, muttered, “Her husband used to be.” + +“She seems a dull creature,” I remarked listlessly. + +“Precisely,” said Kennedy. “She is very passive. It’s enough to look +at the red hands hanging at the end of those short arms, at those slow, +prominent brown eyes, to know the inertness of her mind--an inertness +that one would think made it everlastingly safe from all the surprises +of imagination. And yet which of us is safe? At any rate, such as you +see her, she had enough imagination to fall in love. She’s the daughter +of one Isaac Foster, who from a small farmer has sunk into a shepherd; +the beginning of his misfortunes dating from his runaway marriage with +the cook of his widowed father--a well-to-do, apoplectic grazier, who +passionately struck his name off his will, and had been heard to utter +threats against his life. But this old affair, scandalous enough to +serve as a motive for a Greek tragedy, arose from the similarity of +their characters. There are other tragedies, less scandalous and of a +subtler poignancy, arising from irreconcilable differences and from that +fear of the Incomprehensible that hangs over all our heads--over all our +heads....” + +The tired chestnut dropped into a walk; and the rim of the sun, all red +in a speckless sky, touched familiarly the smooth top of a ploughed +rise near the road as I had seen it times innumerable touch the distant +horizon of the sea. The uniform brownness of the harrowed field glowed +with a rosy tinge, as though the powdered clods had sweated out in +minute pearls of blood the toil of uncounted ploughmen. From the edge +of a copse a waggon with two horses was rolling gently along the ridge. +Raised above our heads upon the sky-line, it loomed up against the red +sun, triumphantly big, enormous, like a chariot of giants drawn by two +slow-stepping steeds of legendary proportions. And the clumsy figure of +the man plodding at the head of the leading horse projected itself on +the background of the Infinite with a heroic uncouthness. The end of his +carter’s whip quivered high up in the blue. Kennedy discoursed. + +“She’s the eldest of a large family. At the age of fifteen they put +her out to service at the New Barns Farm. I attended Mrs. Smith, the +tenant’s wife, and saw that girl there for the first time. Mrs. Smith, +a genteel person with a sharp nose, made her put on a black dress every +afternoon. I don’t know what induced me to notice her at all. There +are faces that call your attention by a curious want of definiteness +in their whole aspect, as, walking in a mist, you peer attentively at +a vague shape which, after all, may be nothing more curious or strange +than a signpost. The only peculiarity I perceived in her was a slight +hesitation in her utterance, a sort of preliminary stammer which passes +away with the first word. When sharply spoken to, she was apt to lose +her head at once; but her heart was of the kindest. She had never been +heard to express a dislike for a single human being, and she was tender +to every living creature. She was devoted to Mrs. Smith, to Mr. Smith, +to their dogs, cats, canaries; and as to Mrs. Smith’s grey parrot, its +peculiarities exercised upon her a positive fascination. Nevertheless, +when that outlandish bird, attacked by the cat, shrieked for help in +human accents, she ran out into the yard stopping her ears, and did +not prevent the crime. For Mrs. Smith this was another evidence of her +stupidity; on the other hand, her want of charm, in view of Smith’s +well-known frivolousness, was a great recommendation. Her short-sighted +eyes would swim with pity for a poor mouse in a trap, and she had been +seen once by some boys on her knees in the wet grass helping a toad in +difficulties. If it’s true, as some German fellow has said, that without +phosphorus there is no thought, it is still more true that there is no +kindness of heart without a certain amount of imagination. She had some. +She had even more than is necessary to understand suffering and to be +moved by pity. She fell in love under circumstances that leave no room +for doubt in the matter; for you need imagination to form a notion of +beauty at all, and still more to discover your ideal in an unfamiliar +shape. + +“How this aptitude came to her, what it did feed upon, is an inscrutable +mystery. She was born in the village, and had never been further away +from it than Colebrook or perhaps Darnford. She lived for four years +with the Smiths. New Barns is an isolated farmhouse a mile away from +the road, and she was content to look day after day at the same fields, +hollows, rises; at the trees and the hedgerows; at the faces of the four +men about the farm, always the same--day after day, month after month, +year after year. She never showed a desire for conversation, and, as it +seemed to me, she did not know how to smile. Sometimes of a fine Sunday +afternoon she would put on her best dress, a pair of stout boots, a +large grey hat trimmed with a black feather (I’ve seen her in that +finery), seize an absurdly slender parasol, climb over two stiles, tramp +over three fields and along two hundred yards of road--never further. +There stood Foster’s cottage. She would help her mother to give their +tea to the younger children, wash up the crockery, kiss the little ones, +and go back to the farm. That was all. All the rest, all the change, all +the relaxation. She never seemed to wish for anything more. And then +she fell in love. She fell in love silently, obstinately--perhaps +helplessly. It came slowly, but when it came it worked like a powerful +spell; it was love as the Ancients understood it: an irresistible and +fateful impulse--a possession! Yes, it was in her to become haunted and +possessed by a face, by a presence, fatally, as though she had been a +pagan worshipper of form under a joyous sky--and to be awakened at last +from that mysterious forgetfulness of self, from that enchantment, +from that transport, by a fear resembling the unaccountable terror of a +brute....” + +With the sun hanging low on its western limit, the expanse of the +grass-lands framed in the counter-scarps of the rising ground took on +a gorgeous and sombre aspect. A sense of penetrating sadness, like that +inspired by a grave strain of music, disengaged itself from the silence +of the fields. The men we met walked past slow, unsmiling, with downcast +eyes, as if the melancholy of an over-burdened earth had weighted their +feet, bowed their shoulders, borne down their glances. + +“Yes,” said the doctor to my remark, “one would think the earth is under +a curse, since of all her children these that cling to her the closest +are uncouth in body and as leaden of gait as if their very hearts were +loaded with chains. But here on this same road you might have seen +amongst these heavy men a being lithe, supple, and long-limbed, straight +like a pine with something striving upwards in his appearance as though +the heart within him had been buoyant. Perhaps it was only the force of +the contrast, but when he was passing one of these villagers here, the +soles of his feet did not seem to me to touch the dust of the road. He +vaulted over the stiles, paced these slopes with a long elastic stride +that made him noticeable at a great distance, and had lustrous black +eyes. He was so different from the mankind around that, with his freedom +of movement, his soft--a little startled, glance, his olive complexion +and graceful bearing, his humanity suggested to me the nature of a +woodland creature. He came from there.” + +The doctor pointed with his whip, and from the summit of the descent +seen over the rolling tops of the trees in a park by the side of the +road, appeared the level sea far below us, like the floor of an immense +edifice inlaid with bands of dark ripple, with still trails of glitter, +ending in a belt of glassy water at the foot of the sky. The light blur +of smoke, from an invisible steamer, faded on the great clearness of the +horizon like the mist of a breath on a mirror; and, inshore, the white +sails of a coaster, with the appearance of disentangling themselves +slowly from under the branches, floated clear of the foliage of the +trees. + +“Shipwrecked in the bay?” I said. + +“Yes; he was a castaway. A poor emigrant from Central Europe bound to +America and washed ashore here in a storm. And for him, who knew nothing +of the earth, England was an undiscovered country. It was some time +before he learned its name; and for all I know he might have expected to +find wild beasts or wild men here, when, crawling in the dark over +the sea-wall, he rolled down the other side into a dyke, where it was +another miracle he didn’t get drowned. But he struggled instinctively +like an animal under a net, and this blind struggle threw him out into +a field. He must have been, indeed, of a tougher fibre than he looked +to withstand without expiring such buffetings, the violence of his +exertions, and so much fear. Later on, in his broken English that +resembled curiously the speech of a young child, he told me himself that +he put his trust in God, believing he was no longer in this world. And +truly--he would add--how was he to know? He fought his way against the +rain and the gale on all fours, and crawled at last among some sheep +huddled close under the lee of a hedge. They ran off in all directions, +bleating in the darkness, and he welcomed the first familiar sound he +heard on these shores. It must have been two in the morning then. And +this is all we know of the manner of his landing, though he did not +arrive unattended by any means. Only his grisly company did not begin to +come ashore till much later in the day....” + +The doctor gathered the reins, clicked his tongue; we trotted down +the hill. Then turning, almost directly, a sharp corner into the High +Street, we rattled over the stones and were home. + +Late in the evening Kennedy, breaking a spell of moodiness that had come +over him, returned to the story. Smoking his pipe, he paced the long +room from end to end. A reading-lamp concentrated all its light upon the +papers on his desk; and, sitting by the open window, I saw, after +the windless, scorching day, the frigid splendour of a hazy sea lying +motionless under the moon. Not a whisper, not a splash, not a stir +of the shingle, not a footstep, not a sigh came up from the earth +below--never a sign of life but the scent of climbing jasmine; and +Kennedy’s voice, speaking behind me, passed through the wide casement, +to vanish outside in a chill and sumptuous stillness. + +“... The relations of shipwrecks in the olden time tell us of much +suffering. Often the castaways were only saved from drowning to die +miserably from starvation on a barren coast; others suffered violent +death or else slavery, passing through years of precarious existence +with people to whom their strangeness was an object of suspicion, +dislike or fear. We read about these things, and they are very pitiful. +It is indeed hard upon a man to find himself a lost stranger, helpless, +incomprehensible, and of a mysterious origin, in some obscure corner of +the earth. Yet amongst all the adventurers shipwrecked in all the wild +parts of the world there is not one, it seems to me, that ever had to +suffer a fate so simply tragic as the man I am speaking of, the most +innocent of adventurers cast out by the sea in the bight of this bay, +almost within sight from this very window. + +“He did not know the name of his ship. Indeed, in the course of time we +discovered he did not even know that ships had names--‘like Christian +people’; and when, one day, from the top of the Talfourd Hill, he beheld +the sea lying open to his view, his eyes roamed afar, lost in an air +of wild surprise, as though he had never seen such a sight before. And +probably he had not. As far as I could make out, he had been hustled +together with many others on board an emigrant-ship lying at the mouth +of the Elbe, too bewildered to take note of his surroundings, too weary +to see anything, too anxious to care. They were driven below into the +‘tweendeck and battened down from the very start. It was a low timber +dwelling--he would say--with wooden beams overhead, like the houses in +his country, but you went into it down a ladder. It was very large, very +cold, damp and sombre, with places in the manner of wooden boxes where +people had to sleep, one above another, and it kept on rocking all ways +at once all the time. He crept into one of these boxes and laid down +there in the clothes in which he had left his home many days before, +keeping his bundle and his stick by his side. People groaned, children +cried, water dripped, the lights went out, the walls of the place +creaked, and everything was being shaken so that in one’s little box one +dared not lift one’s head. He had lost touch with his only companion (a +young man from the same valley, he said), and all the time a great +noise of wind went on outside and heavy blows fell--boom! boom! An awful +sickness overcame him, even to the point of making him neglect his +prayers. Besides, one could not tell whether it was morning or evening. +It seemed always to be night in that place. + +“Before that he had been travelling a long, long time on the iron track. +He looked out of the window, which had a wonderfully clear glass in it, +and the trees, the houses, the fields, and the long roads seemed to fly +round and round about him till his head swam. He gave me to understand +that he had on his passage beheld uncounted multitudes of people--whole +nations--all dressed in such clothes as the rich wear. Once he was made +to get out of the carriage, and slept through a night on a bench in a +house of bricks with his bundle under his head; and once for many hours +he had to sit on a floor of flat stones dozing, with his knees up and +with his bundle between his feet. There was a roof over him, which +seemed made of glass, and was so high that the tallest mountain-pine +he had ever seen would have had room to grow under it. Steam-machines +rolled in at one end and out at the other. People swarmed more than you +can see on a feast-day round the miraculous Holy Image in the yard of +the Carmelite Convent down in the plains where, before he left his home, +he drove his mother in a wooden cart--a pious old woman who wanted to +offer prayers and make a vow for his safety. He could not give me an +idea of how large and lofty and full of noise and smoke and gloom, and +clang of iron, the place was, but some one had told him it was called +Berlin. Then they rang a bell, and another steam-machine came in, and +again he was taken on and on through a land that wearied his eyes by its +flatness without a single bit of a hill to be seen anywhere. One more +night he spent shut up in a building like a good stable with a litter +of straw on the floor, guarding his bundle amongst a lot of men, of whom +not one could understand a single word he said. In the morning they +were all led down to the stony shores of an extremely broad muddy river, +flowing not between hills but between houses that seemed immense. There +was a steam-machine that went on the water, and they all stood upon it +packed tight, only now there were with them many women and children who +made much noise. A cold rain fell, the wind blew in his face; he was +wet through, and his teeth chattered. He and the young man from the same +valley took each other by the hand. + +“They thought they were being taken to America straight away, but +suddenly the steam-machine bumped against the side of a thing like a +house on the water. The walls were smooth and black, and there uprose, +growing from the roof as it were, bare trees in the shape of crosses, +extremely high. That’s how it appeared to him then, for he had never +seen a ship before. This was the ship that was going to swim all the +way to America. Voices shouted, everything swayed; there was a ladder +dipping up and down. He went up on his hands and knees in mortal fear +of falling into the water below, which made a great splashing. He got +separated from his companion, and when he descended into the bottom of +that ship his heart seemed to melt suddenly within him. + +“It was then also, as he told me, that he lost contact for good and all +with one of those three men who the summer before had been going about +through all the little towns in the foothills of his country. They would +arrive on market days driving in a peasant’s cart, and would set up an +office in an inn or some other Jew’s house. There were three of them, +of whom one with a long beard looked venerable; and they had red cloth +collars round their necks and gold lace on their sleeves like Government +officials. They sat proudly behind a long table; and in the next room, +so that the common people shouldn’t hear, they kept a cunning telegraph +machine, through which they could talk to the Emperor of America. The +fathers hung about the door, but the young men of the mountains would +crowd up to the table asking many questions, for there was work to +be got all the year round at three dollars a day in America, and no +military service to do. + +“But the American Kaiser would not take everybody. Oh, no! He himself +had a great difficulty in getting accepted, and the venerable man in +uniform had to go out of the room several times to work the telegraph on +his behalf. The American Kaiser engaged him at last at three dollars, he +being young and strong. However, many able young men backed out, afraid +of the great distance; besides, those only who had some money could be +taken. There were some who sold their huts and their land because it +cost a lot of money to get to America; but then, once there, you had +three dollars a day, and if you were clever you could find places where +true gold could be picked up on the ground. His father’s house was +getting over full. Two of his brothers were married and had children. +He promised to send money home from America by post twice a year. His +father sold an old cow, a pair of piebald mountain ponies of his own +raising, and a cleared plot of fair pasture land on the sunny slope of +a pine-clad pass to a Jew inn-keeper in order to pay the people of the +ship that took men to America to get rich in a short time. + +“He must have been a real adventurer at heart, for how many of the +greatest enterprises in the conquest of the earth had for their +beginning just such a bargaining away of the paternal cow for the mirage +or true gold far away! I have been telling you more or less in my own +words what I learned fragmentarily in the course of two or three years, +during which I seldom missed an opportunity of a friendly chat with him. +He told me this story of his adventure with many flashes of white +teeth and lively glances of black eyes, at first in a sort of anxious +baby-talk, then, as he acquired the language, with great fluency, +but always with that singing, soft, and at the same time vibrating +intonation that instilled a strangely penetrating power into the sound +of the most familiar English words, as if they had been the words of +an unearthly language. And he always would come to an end, with many +emphatic shakes of his head, upon that awful sensation of his heart +melting within him directly he set foot on board that ship. Afterwards +there seemed to come for him a period of blank ignorance, at any rate as +to facts. No doubt he must have been abominably sea-sick and abominably +unhappy--this soft and passionate adventurer, taken thus out of his +knowledge, and feeling bitterly as he lay in his emigrant bunk his utter +loneliness; for his was a highly sensitive nature. The next thing +we know of him for certain is that he had been hiding in Hammond’s +pig-pound by the side of the road to Norton six miles, as the crow +flies, from the sea. Of these experiences he was unwilling to speak: +they seemed to have seared into his soul a sombre sort of wonder and +indignation. Through the rumours of the country-side, which lasted for +a good many days after his arrival, we know that the fishermen of West +Colebrook had been disturbed and startled by heavy knocks against the +walls of weatherboard cottages, and by a voice crying piercingly strange +words in the night. Several of them turned out even, but, no doubt, he +had fled in sudden alarm at their rough angry tones hailing each other +in the darkness. A sort of frenzy must have helped him up the steep +Norton hill. It was he, no doubt, who early the following morning had +been seen lying (in a swoon, I should say) on the roadside grass by the +Brenzett carrier, who actually got down to have a nearer look, but drew +back, intimidated by the perfect immobility, and by something queer in +the aspect of that tramp, sleeping so still under the showers. As the +day advanced, some children came dashing into school at Norton in such +a fright that the schoolmistress went out and spoke indignantly to a +‘horrid-looking man’ on the road. He edged away, hanging his head, for +a few steps, and then suddenly ran off with extraordinary fleetness. +The driver of Mr. Bradley’s milk-cart made no secret of it that he had +lashed with his whip at a hairy sort of gipsy fellow who, jumping up at +a turn of the road by the Vents, made a snatch at the pony’s bridle. And +he caught him a good one too, right over the face, he said, that made +him drop down in the mud a jolly sight quicker than he had jumped up; +but it was a good half-a-mile before he could stop the pony. Maybe that +in his desperate endeavours to get help, and in his need to get in touch +with some one, the poor devil had tried to stop the cart. Also three +boys confessed afterwards to throwing stones at a funny tramp, knocking +about all wet and muddy, and, it seemed, very drunk, in the narrow deep +lane by the limekilns. All this was the talk of three villages for days; +but we have Mrs. Finn’s (the wife of Smith’s waggoner) unimpeachable +testimony that she saw him get over the low wall of Hammond’s pig-pound +and lurch straight at her, babbling aloud in a voice that was enough to +make one die of fright. Having the baby with her in a perambulator, Mrs. +Finn called out to him to go away, and as he persisted in coming nearer, +she hit him courageously with her umbrella over the head and, without +once looking back, ran like the wind with the perambulator as far as the +first house in the village. She stopped then, out of breath, and spoke +to old Lewis, hammering there at a heap of stones; and the old chap, +taking off his immense black wire goggles, got up on his shaky legs +to look where she pointed. Together they followed with their eyes the +figure of the man running over a field; they saw him fall down, pick +himself up, and run on again, staggering and waving his long arms above +his head, in the direction of the New Barns Farm. From that moment he +is plainly in the toils of his obscure and touching destiny. There is +no doubt after this of what happened to him. All is certain now: Mrs. +Smith’s intense terror; Amy Foster’s stolid conviction held against +the other’s nervous attack, that the man ‘meant no harm’; Smith’s +exasperation (on his return from Darnford Market) at finding the dog +barking himself into a fit, the back-door locked, his wife in hysterics; +and all for an unfortunate dirty tramp, supposed to be even then lurking +in his stackyard. Was he? He would teach him to frighten women. + +“Smith is notoriously hot-tempered, but the sight of some nondescript +and miry creature sitting cross-legged amongst a lot of loose straw, and +swinging itself to and fro like a bear in a cage, made him pause. Then +this tramp stood up silently before him, one mass of mud and filth from +head to foot. Smith, alone amongst his stacks with this apparition, in +the stormy twilight ringing with the infuriated barking of the dog, felt +the dread of an inexplicable strangeness. But when that being, parting +with his black hands the long matted locks that hung before his face, as +you part the two halves of a curtain, looked out at him with glistening, +wild, black-and-white eyes, the weirdness of this silent encounter +fairly staggered him. He had admitted since (for the story has been a +legitimate subject of conversation about here for years) that he made +more than one step backwards. Then a sudden burst of rapid, senseless +speech persuaded him at once that he had to do with an escaped lunatic. +In fact, that impression never wore off completely. Smith has not in his +heart given up his secret conviction of the man’s essential insanity to +this very day. + +“As the creature approached him, jabbering in a most discomposing +manner, Smith (unaware that he was being addressed as ‘gracious lord,’ +and adjured in God’s name to afford food and shelter) kept on speaking +firmly but gently to it, and retreating all the time into the other +yard. At last, watching his chance, by a sudden charge he bundled him +headlong into the wood-lodge, and instantly shot the bolt. Thereupon +he wiped his brow, though the day was cold. He had done his duty to +the community by shutting up a wandering and probably dangerous maniac. +Smith isn’t a hard man at all, but he had room in his brain only for +that one idea of lunacy. He was not imaginative enough to ask himself +whether the man might not be perishing with cold and hunger. Meantime, +at first, the maniac made a great deal of noise in the lodge. Mrs. Smith +was screaming upstairs, where she had locked herself in her bedroom; but +Amy Foster sobbed piteously at the kitchen door, wringing her hands and +muttering, ‘Don’t! don’t!’ I daresay Smith had a rough time of it that +evening with one noise and another, and this insane, disturbing voice +crying obstinately through the door only added to his irritation. He +couldn’t possibly have connected this troublesome lunatic with the +sinking of a ship in Eastbay, of which there had been a rumour in the +Darnford marketplace. And I daresay the man inside had been very near +to insanity on that night. Before his excitement collapsed and he became +unconscious he was throwing himself violently about in the dark, rolling +on some dirty sacks, and biting his fists with rage, cold, hunger, +amazement, and despair. + +“He was a mountaineer of the eastern range of the Carpathians, and the +vessel sunk the night before in Eastbay was the Hamburg emigrant-ship +_Herzogin Sophia-Dorothea_, of appalling memory. + +“A few months later we could read in the papers the accounts of the +bogus ‘Emigration Agencies’ among the Sclavonian peasantry in the more +remote provinces of Austria. The object of these scoundrels was to get +hold of the poor ignorant people’s homesteads, and they were in league +with the local usurers. They exported their victims through Hamburg +mostly. As to the ship, I had watched her out of this very window, +reaching close-hauled under short canvas into the bay on a dark, +threatening afternoon. She came to an anchor, correctly by the chart, +off the Brenzett Coastguard station. I remember before the night fell +looking out again at the outlines of her spars and rigging that stood +out dark and pointed on a background of ragged, slaty clouds like +another and a slighter spire to the left of the Brenzett church-tower. +In the evening the wind rose. At midnight I could hear in my bed the +terrific gusts and the sounds of a driving deluge. + +“About that time the Coastguardmen thought they saw the lights of a +steamer over the anchoring-ground. In a moment they vanished; but it is +clear that another vessel of some sort had tried for shelter in the +bay on that awful, blind night, had rammed the German ship amidships (a +breach--as one of the divers told me afterwards--‘that you could sail +a Thames barge through’), and then had gone out either scathless or +damaged, who shall say; but had gone out, unknown, unseen, and fatal, to +perish mysteriously at sea. Of her nothing ever came to light, and yet +the hue and cry that was raised all over the world would have found her +out if she had been in existence anywhere on the face of the waters. + +“A completeness without a clue, and a stealthy silence as of a neatly +executed crime, characterise this murderous disaster, which, as you may +remember, had its gruesome celebrity. The wind would have prevented the +loudest outcries from reaching the shore; there had been evidently no +time for signals of distress. It was death without any sort of fuss. The +Hamburg ship, filling all at once, capsized as she sank, and at daylight +there was not even the end of a spar to be seen above water. She was +missed, of course, and at first the Coastguardmen surmised that she +had either dragged her anchor or parted her cable some time during the +night, and had been blown out to sea. Then, after the tide turned, +the wreck must have shifted a little and released some of the bodies, +because a child--a little fair-haired child in a red frock--came ashore +abreast of the Martello tower. By the afternoon you could see along +three miles of beach dark figures with bare legs dashing in and out +of the tumbling foam, and rough-looking men, women with hard faces, +children, mostly fair-haired, were being carried, stiff and dripping, on +stretchers, on wattles, on ladders, in a long procession past the door +of the ‘Ship Inn,’ to be laid out in a row under the north wall of the +Brenzett Church. + +“Officially, the body of the little girl in the red frock is the first +thing that came ashore from that ship. But I have patients amongst the +seafaring population of West Colebrook, and, unofficially, I am informed +that very early that morning two brothers, who went down to look after +their cobble hauled up on the beach, found, a good way from Brenzett, +an ordinary ship’s hencoop lying high and dry on the shore, with eleven +drowned ducks inside. Their families ate the birds, and the hencoop was +split into firewood with a hatchet. It is possible that a man (supposing +he happened to be on deck at the time of the accident) might have +floated ashore on that hencoop. He might. I admit it is improbable, but +there was the man--and for days, nay, for weeks--it didn’t enter our +heads that we had amongst us the only living soul that had escaped +from that disaster. The man himself, even when he learned to speak +intelligibly, could tell us very little. He remembered he had felt +better (after the ship had anchored, I suppose), and that the darkness, +the wind, and the rain took his breath away. This looks as if he had +been on deck some time during that night. But we mustn’t forget he had +been taken out of his knowledge, that he had been sea-sick and battened +down below for four days, that he had no general notion of a ship or of +the sea, and therefore could have no definite idea of what was happening +to him. The rain, the wind, the darkness he knew; he understood the +bleating of the sheep, and he remembered the pain of his wretchedness +and misery, his heartbroken astonishment that it was neither seen nor +understood, his dismay at finding all the men angry and all the women +fierce. He had approached them as a beggar, it is true, he said; but in +his country, even if they gave nothing, they spoke gently to beggars. +The children in his country were not taught to throw stones at those +who asked for compassion. Smith’s strategy overcame him completely. The +wood-lodge presented the horrible aspect of a dungeon. What would be +done to him next?... No wonder that Amy Foster appeared to his eyes +with the aureole of an angel of light. The girl had not been able to +sleep for thinking of the poor man, and in the morning, before the +Smiths were up, she slipped out across the back yard. Holding the door +of the wood-lodge ajar, she looked in and extended to him half a loaf of +white bread--‘such bread as the rich eat in my country,’ he used to say. + +“At this he got up slowly from amongst all sorts of rubbish, stiff, +hungry, trembling, miserable, and doubtful. ‘Can you eat this?’ +she asked in her soft and timid voice. He must have taken her for a +‘gracious lady.’ He devoured ferociously, and tears were falling on the +crust. Suddenly he dropped the bread, seized her wrist, and imprinted a +kiss on her hand. She was not frightened. Through his forlorn condition +she had observed that he was good-looking. She shut the door and walked +back slowly to the kitchen. Much later on, she told Mrs. Smith, who +shuddered at the bare idea of being touched by that creature. + +“Through this act of impulsive pity he was brought back again within +the pale of human relations with his new surroundings. He never forgot +it--never. + +“That very same morning old Mr. Swaffer (Smith’s nearest neighbour) +came over to give his advice, and ended by carrying him off. He stood, +unsteady on his legs, meek, and caked over in half-dried mud, while the +two men talked around him in an incomprehensible tongue. Mrs. Smith had +refused to come downstairs till the madman was off the premises; Amy +Foster, far from within the dark kitchen, watched through the open back +door; and he obeyed the signs that were made to him to the best of his +ability. But Smith was full of mistrust. ‘Mind, sir! It may be all his +cunning,’ he cried repeatedly in a tone of warning. When Mr. Swaffer +started the mare, the deplorable being sitting humbly by his side, +through weakness, nearly fell out over the back of the high two-wheeled +cart. Swaffer took him straight home. And it is then that I come upon +the scene. + +“I was called in by the simple process of the old man beckoning to +me with his forefinger over the gate of his house as I happened to be +driving past. I got down, of course. + +“‘I’ve got something here,’ he mumbled, leading the way to an outhouse +at a little distance from his other farm-buildings. + +“It was there that I saw him first, in a long low room taken upon the +space of that sort of coach-house. It was bare and whitewashed, with a +small square aperture glazed with one cracked, dusty pane at its further +end. He was lying on his back upon a straw pallet; they had given him a +couple of horse-blankets, and he seemed to have spent the remainder +of his strength in the exertion of cleaning himself. He was almost +speechless; his quick breathing under the blankets pulled up to his +chin, his glittering, restless black eyes reminded me of a wild bird +caught in a snare. While I was examining him, old Swaffer stood silently +by the door, passing the tips of his fingers along his shaven upper +lip. I gave some directions, promised to send a bottle of medicine, and +naturally made some inquiries. + +“‘Smith caught him in the stackyard at New Barns,’ said the old chap in +his deliberate, unmoved manner, and as if the other had been indeed a +sort of wild animal. ‘That’s how I came by him. Quite a curiosity, isn’t +he? Now tell me, doctor--you’ve been all over the world--don’t you think +that’s a bit of a Hindoo we’ve got hold of here.’ + +“I was greatly surprised. His long black hair scattered over the straw +bolster contrasted with the olive pallor of his face. It occurred to +me he might be a Basque. It didn’t necessarily follow that he should +understand Spanish; but I tried him with the few words I know, and also +with some French. The whispered sounds I caught by bending my ear to +his lips puzzled me utterly. That afternoon the young ladies from the +Rectory (one of them read Goethe with a dictionary, and the other had +struggled with Dante for years), coming to see Miss Swaffer, tried their +German and Italian on him from the doorway. They retreated, just the +least bit scared by the flood of passionate speech which, turning on his +pallet, he let out at them. They admitted that the sound was pleasant, +soft, musical--but, in conjunction with his looks perhaps, it was +startling--so excitable, so utterly unlike anything one had ever heard. +The village boys climbed up the bank to have a peep through the little +square aperture. Everybody was wondering what Mr. Swaffer would do with +him. + +“He simply kept him. + +“Swaffer would be called eccentric were he not so much respected. They +will tell you that Mr. Swaffer sits up as late as ten o’clock at night +to read books, and they will tell you also that he can write a cheque +for two hundred pounds without thinking twice about it. He himself would +tell you that the Swaffers had owned land between this and Darnford for +these three hundred years. He must be eighty-five to-day, but he does +not look a bit older than when I first came here. He is a great breeder +of sheep, and deals extensively in cattle. He attends market days for +miles around in every sort of weather, and drives sitting bowed low over +the reins, his lank grey hair curling over the collar of his warm coat, +and with a green plaid rug round his legs. The calmness of advanced age +gives a solemnity to his manner. He is clean-shaved; his lips are thin +and sensitive; something rigid and monarchal in the set of his features +lends a certain elevation to the character of his face. He has been +known to drive miles in the rain to see a new kind of rose in somebody’s +garden, or a monstrous cabbage grown by a cottager. He loves to hear +tell of or to be shown something that he calls ‘outlandish.’ Perhaps it +was just that outlandishness of the man which influenced old Swaffer. +Perhaps it was only an inexplicable caprice. All I know is that at +the end of three weeks I caught sight of Smith’s lunatic digging in +Swaffer’s kitchen garden. They had found out he could use a spade. He +dug barefooted. + +“His black hair flowed over his shoulders. I suppose it was Swaffer +who had given him the striped old cotton shirt; but he wore still the +national brown cloth trousers (in which he had been washed ashore) +fitting to the leg almost like tights; was belted with a broad leathern +belt studded with little brass discs; and had never yet ventured into +the village. The land he looked upon seemed to him kept neatly, like the +grounds round a landowner’s house; the size of the cart-horses struck +him with astonishment; the roads resembled garden walks, and the aspect +of the people, especially on Sundays, spoke of opulence. He wondered +what made them so hardhearted and their children so bold. He got +his food at the back door, carried it in both hands carefully to his +outhouse, and, sitting alone on his pallet, would make the sign of the +cross before he began. Beside the same pallet, kneeling in the early +darkness of the short days, he recited aloud the Lord’s Prayer before he +slept. Whenever he saw old Swaffer he would bow with veneration from +the waist, and stand erect while the old man, with his fingers over his +upper lip, surveyed him silently. He bowed also to Miss Swaffer, who +kept house frugally for her father--a broad-shouldered, big-boned woman +of forty-five, with the pocket of her dress full of keys, and a grey, +steady eye. She was Church--as people said (while her father was one of +the trustees of the Baptist Chapel)--and wore a little steel cross +at her waist. She dressed severely in black, in memory of one of the +innumerable Bradleys of the neighbourhood, to whom she had been engaged +some twenty-five years ago--a young farmer who broke his neck out +hunting on the eve of the wedding day. She had the unmoved countenance +of the deaf, spoke very seldom, and her lips, thin like her father’s, +astonished one sometimes by a mysteriously ironic curl. + +“These were the people to whom he owed allegiance, and an overwhelming +loneliness seemed to fall from the leaden sky of that winter without +sunshine. All the faces were sad. He could talk to no one, and had no +hope of ever understanding anybody. It was as if these had been the +faces of people from the other world--dead people--he used to tell me +years afterwards. Upon my word, I wonder he did not go mad. He didn’t +know where he was. Somewhere very far from his mountains--somewhere over +the water. Was this America, he wondered? + +“If it hadn’t been for the steel cross at Miss Swaffer’s belt he would +not, he confessed, have known whether he was in a Christian country at +all. He used to cast stealthy glances at it, and feel comforted. There +was nothing here the same as in his country! The earth and the water +were different; there were no images of the Redeemer by the roadside. +The very grass was different, and the trees. All the trees but the three +old Norway pines on the bit of lawn before Swaffer’s house, and these +reminded him of his country. He had been detected once, after dusk, with +his forehead against the trunk of one of them, sobbing, and talking to +himself. They had been like brothers to him at that time, he affirmed. +Everything else was strange. Conceive you the kind of an existence +overshadowed, oppressed, by the everyday material appearances, as if by +the visions of a nightmare. At night, when he could not sleep, he kept +on thinking of the girl who gave him the first piece of bread he had +eaten in this foreign land. She had been neither fierce nor angry, +nor frightened. Her face he remembered as the only comprehensible face +amongst all these faces that were as closed, as mysterious, and as mute +as the faces of the dead who are possessed of a knowledge beyond +the comprehension of the living. I wonder whether the memory of her +compassion prevented him from cutting his throat. But there! I suppose I +am an old sentimentalist, and forget the instinctive love of life which +it takes all the strength of an uncommon despair to overcome. + +“He did the work which was given him with an intelligence which +surprised old Swaffer. By-and-by it was discovered that he could help +at the ploughing, could milk the cows, feed the bullocks in the +cattle-yard, and was of some use with the sheep. He began to pick up +words, too, very fast; and suddenly, one fine morning in spring, he +rescued from an untimely death a grand-child of old Swaffer. + +“Swaffer’s younger daughter is married to Willcox, a solicitor and the +Town Clerk of Colebrook. Regularly twice a year they come to stay with +the old man for a few days. Their only child, a little girl not three +years old at the time, ran out of the house alone in her little white +pinafore, and, toddling across the grass of a terraced garden, pitched +herself over a low wall head first into the horse-pond in the yard below. + +“Our man was out with the waggoner and the plough in the field nearest +to the house, and as he was leading the team round to begin a fresh +furrow, he saw, through the gap of the gate, what for anybody else +would have been a mere flutter of something white. But he had +straight-glancing, quick, far-reaching eyes, that only seemed to flinch +and lose their amazing power before the immensity of the sea. He was +barefooted, and looking as outlandish as the heart of Swaffer could +desire. Leaving the horses on the turn, to the inexpressible disgust +of the waggoner he bounded off, going over the ploughed ground in long +leaps, and suddenly appeared before the mother, thrust the child into +her arms, and strode away. + +“The pond was not very deep; but still, if he had not had such good +eyes, the child would have perished--miserably suffocated in the foot or +so of sticky mud at the bottom. Old Swaffer walked out slowly into the +field, waited till the plough came over to his side, had a good look +at him, and without saying a word went back to the house. But from that +time they laid out his meals on the kitchen table; and at first, Miss +Swaffer, all in black and with an inscrutable face, would come and stand +in the doorway of the living-room to see him make a big sign of the +cross before he fell to. I believe that from that day, too, Swaffer +began to pay him regular wages. + +“I can’t follow step by step his development. He cut his hair short, was +seen in the village and along the road going to and fro to his work like +any other man. Children ceased to shout after him. He became aware of +social differences, but remained for a long time surprised at the bare +poverty of the churches among so much wealth. He couldn’t understand +either why they were kept shut up on week days. There was nothing to +steal in them. Was it to keep people from praying too often? The rectory +took much notice of him about that time, and I believe the young ladies +attempted to prepare the ground for his conversion. They could not, +however, break him of his habit of crossing himself, but he went so far +as to take off the string with a couple of brass medals the size of a +sixpence, a tiny metal cross, and a square sort of scapulary which he +wore round his neck. He hung them on the wall by the side of his bed, +and he was still to be heard every evening reciting the Lord’s Prayer, +in incomprehensible words and in a slow, fervent tone, as he had heard +his old father do at the head of all the kneeling family, big and +little, on every evening of his life. And though he wore corduroys at +work, and a slop-made pepper-and-salt suit on Sundays, strangers would +turn round to look after him on the road. His foreignness had a peculiar +and indelible stamp. At last people became used to see him. But +they never became used to him. His rapid, skimming walk; his swarthy +complexion; his hat cocked on the left ear; his habit, on warm evenings, +of wearing his coat over one shoulder, like a hussar’s dolman; his +manner of leaping over the stiles, not as a feat of agility, but in the +ordinary course of progression--all these peculiarities were, as one +may say, so many causes of scorn and offence to the inhabitants of the +village. _They_ wouldn’t in their dinner hour lie flat on their +backs on the grass to stare at the sky. Neither did they go about the +fields screaming dismal tunes. Many times have I heard his high-pitched +voice from behind the ridge of some sloping sheep-walk, a voice light +and soaring, like a lark’s, but with a melancholy human note, over +our fields that hear only the song of birds. And I should be startled +myself. Ah! He was different: innocent of heart, and full of good will, +which nobody wanted, this castaway, that, like a man transplanted into +another planet, was separated by an immense space from his past and +by an immense ignorance from his future. His quick, fervent utterance +positively shocked everybody. ‘An excitable devil,’ they called him. +One evening, in the tap-room of the Coach and Horses (having drunk some +whisky), he upset them all by singing a love song of his country. They +hooted him down, and he was pained; but Preble, the lame wheelwright, +and Vincent, the fat blacksmith, and the other notables too, wanted to +drink their evening beer in peace. On another occasion he tried to show +them how to dance. The dust rose in clouds from the sanded floor; he +leaped straight up amongst the deal tables, struck his heels together, +squatted on one heel in front of old Preble, shooting out the other +leg, uttered wild and exulting cries, jumped up to whirl on one foot, +snapping his fingers above his head--and a strange carter who was having +a drink in there began to swear, and cleared out with his half-pint +in his hand into the bar. But when suddenly he sprang upon a table and +continued to dance among the glasses, the landlord interfered. He didn’t +want any ‘acrobat tricks in the taproom.’ They laid their hands on him. +Having had a glass or two, Mr. Swaffer’s foreigner tried to expostulate: +was ejected forcibly: got a black eye. + +“I believe he felt the hostility of his human surroundings. But he was +tough--tough in spirit, too, as well as in body. Only the memory of the +sea frightened him, with that vague terror that is left by a bad dream. +His home was far away; and he did not want now to go to America. I had +often explained to him that there is no place on earth where true gold +can be found lying ready and to be got for the trouble of the picking +up. How then, he asked, could he ever return home with empty hands when +there had been sold a cow, two ponies, and a bit of land to pay for +his going? His eyes would fill with tears, and, averting them from the +immense shimmer of the sea, he would throw himself face down on the +grass. But sometimes, cocking his hat with a little conquering air, he +would defy my wisdom. He had found his bit of true gold. That was Amy +Foster’s heart; which was ‘a golden heart, and soft to people’s misery,’ +he would say in the accents of overwhelming conviction. + +“He was called Yanko. He had explained that this meant little John; but +as he would also repeat very often that he was a mountaineer (some word +sounding in the dialect of his country like Goorall) he got it for his +surname. And this is the only trace of him that the succeeding ages +may find in the marriage register of the parish. There it stands--Yanko +Goorall--in the rector’s handwriting. The crooked cross made by the +castaway, a cross whose tracing no doubt seemed to him the most solemn +part of the whole ceremony, is all that remains now to perpetuate the +memory of his name. + +“His courtship had lasted some time--ever since he got his precarious +footing in the community. It began by his buying for Amy Foster a green +satin ribbon in Darnford. This was what you did in his country. You +bought a ribbon at a Jew’s stall on a fair-day. I don’t suppose the +girl knew what to do with it, but he seemed to think that his honourable +intentions could not be mistaken. + +“It was only when he declared his purpose to get married that I +fully understood how, for a hundred futile and inappreciable reasons, +how--shall I say odious?--he was to all the countryside. Every old woman +in the village was up in arms. Smith, coming upon him near the farm, +promised to break his head for him if he found him about again. But he +twisted his little black moustache with such a bellicose air and rolled +such big, black fierce eyes at Smith that this promise came to nothing. +Smith, however, told the girl that she must be mad to take up with a man +who was surely wrong in his head. All the same, when she heard him in +the gloaming whistle from beyond the orchard a couple of bars of a weird +and mournful tune, she would drop whatever she had in her hand--she +would leave Mrs. Smith in the middle of a sentence--and she would run +out to his call. Mrs. Smith called her a shameless hussy. She answered +nothing. She said nothing at all to anybody, and went on her way as if +she had been deaf. She and I alone all in the land, I fancy, could see +his very real beauty. He was very good-looking, and most graceful in +his bearing, with that something wild as of a woodland creature in his +aspect. Her mother moaned over her dismally whenever the girl came to +see her on her day out. The father was surly, but pretended not to know; +and Mrs. Finn once told her plainly that ‘this man, my dear, will do you +some harm some day yet.’ And so it went on. They could be seen on the +roads, she tramping stolidly in her finery--grey dress, black feather, +stout boots, prominent white cotton gloves that caught your eye a +hundred yards away; and he, his coat slung picturesquely over one +shoulder, pacing by her side, gallant of bearing and casting tender +glances upon the girl with the golden heart. I wonder whether he saw how +plain she was. Perhaps among types so different from what he had ever +seen, he had not the power to judge; or perhaps he was seduced by the +divine quality of her pity. + +“Yanko was in great trouble meantime. In his country you get an old man +for an ambassador in marriage affairs. He did not know how to proceed. +However, one day in the midst of sheep in a field (he was now Swaffer’s +under-shepherd with Foster) he took off his hat to the father and +declared himself humbly. ‘I daresay she’s fool enough to marry you,’ was +all Foster said. ‘And then,’ he used to relate, ‘he puts his hat on his +head, looks black at me as if he wanted to cut my throat, whistles +the dog, and off he goes, leaving me to do the work.’ The Fosters, of +course, didn’t like to lose the wages the girl earned: Amy used to give +all her money to her mother. But there was in Foster a very genuine +aversion to that match. He contended that the fellow was very good with +sheep, but was not fit for any girl to marry. For one thing, he used +to go along the hedges muttering to himself like a dam’ fool; and then, +these foreigners behave very queerly to women sometimes. And perhaps he +would want to carry her off somewhere--or run off himself. It was not +safe. He preached it to his daughter that the fellow might ill-use her +in some way. She made no answer. It was, they said in the village, as if +the man had done something to her. People discussed the matter. It was +quite an excitement, and the two went on ‘walking out’ together in the +face of opposition. Then something unexpected happened. + +“I don’t know whether old Swaffer ever understood how much he was +regarded in the light of a father by his foreign retainer. Anyway the +relation was curiously feudal. So when Yanko asked formally for an +interview--‘and the Miss too’ (he called the severe, deaf Miss Swaffer +simply _Miss_)--it was to obtain their permission to marry. +Swaffer heard him unmoved, dismissed him by a nod, and then shouted the +intelligence into Miss Swaffer’s best ear. She showed no surprise, and +only remarked grimly, in a veiled blank voice, ‘He certainly won’t get +any other girl to marry him.’ + +“It is Miss Swaffer who has all the credit of the munificence: but in +a very few days it came out that Mr. Swaffer had presented Yanko with +a cottage (the cottage you’ve seen this morning) and something like an +acre of ground--had made it over to him in absolute property. Willcox +expedited the deed, and I remember him telling me he had a great +pleasure in making it ready. It recited: ‘In consideration of saving the +life of my beloved grandchild, Bertha Willcox.’ + +“Of course, after that no power on earth could prevent them from getting +married. + +“Her infatuation endured. People saw her going out to meet him in the +evening. She stared with unblinking, fascinated eyes up the road where +he was expected to appear, walking freely, with a swing from the hip, +and humming one of the love-tunes of his country. When the boy was born, +he got elevated at the ‘Coach and Horses,’ essayed again a song and a +dance, and was again ejected. People expressed their commiseration for +a woman married to that Jack-in-the-box. He didn’t care. There was a +man now (he told me boastfully) to whom he could sing and talk in the +language of his country, and show how to dance by-and-by. + +“But I don’t know. To me he appeared to have grown less springy of step, +heavier in body, less keen of eye. Imagination, no doubt; but it seems +to me now as if the net of fate had been drawn closer round him already. + +“One day I met him on the footpath over the Talfourd Hill. He told me +that ‘women were funny.’ I had heard already of domestic differences. +People were saying that Amy Foster was beginning to find out what +sort of man she had married. He looked upon the sea with indifferent, +unseeing eyes. His wife had snatched the child out of his arms one day +as he sat on the doorstep crooning to it a song such as the mothers sing +to babies in his mountains. She seemed to think he was doing it some +harm. Women are funny. And she had objected to him praying aloud in the +evening. Why? He expected the boy to repeat the prayer aloud after him +by-and-by, as he used to do after his old father when he was a child--in +his own country. And I discovered he longed for their boy to grow up so +that he could have a man to talk with in that language that to our +ears sounded so disturbing, so passionate, and so bizarre. Why his wife +should dislike the idea he couldn’t tell. But that would pass, he said. +And tilting his head knowingly, he tapped his breastbone to indicate +that she had a good heart: not hard, not fierce, open to compassion, +charitable to the poor! + +“I walked away thoughtfully; I wondered whether his difference, his +strangeness, were not penetrating with repulsion that dull nature they +had begun by irresistibly attracting. I wondered....” + +The Doctor came to the window and looked out at the frigid splendour of +the sea, immense in the haze, as if enclosing all the earth with all the +hearts lost among the passions of love and fear. + +“Physiologically, now,” he said, turning away abruptly, “it was +possible. It was possible.” + +He remained silent. Then went on--“At all events, the next time I saw +him he was ill--lung trouble. He was tough, but I daresay he was not +acclimatised as well as I had supposed. It was a bad winter; and, of +course, these mountaineers do get fits of home sickness; and a state +of depression would make him vulnerable. He was lying half dressed on a +couch downstairs. + +“A table covered with a dark oilcloth took up all the middle of the +little room. There was a wicker cradle on the floor, a kettle spouting +steam on the hob, and some child’s linen lay drying on the fender. The +room was warm, but the door opens right into the garden, as you noticed +perhaps. + +“He was very feverish, and kept on muttering to himself. She sat on a +chair and looked at him fixedly across the table with her brown, blurred +eyes. ‘Why don’t you have him upstairs?’ I asked. With a start and a +confused stammer she said, ‘Oh! ah! I couldn’t sit with him upstairs, +Sir.’ + +“I gave her certain directions; and going outside, I said again that +he ought to be in bed upstairs. She wrung her hands. ‘I couldn’t. I +couldn’t. He keeps on saying something--I don’t know what.’ With the +memory of all the talk against the man that had been dinned into her +ears, I looked at her narrowly. I looked into her shortsighted eyes, +at her dumb eyes that once in her life had seen an enticing shape, but +seemed, staring at me, to see nothing at all now. But I saw she was +uneasy. + +“‘What’s the matter with him?’ she asked in a sort of vacant +trepidation. ‘He doesn’t look very ill. I never did see anybody look +like this before....’ + +“‘Do you think,’ I asked indignantly, ‘he is shamming?’ + +“‘I can’t help it, sir,’ she said stolidly. And suddenly she clapped +her hands and looked right and left. ‘And there’s the baby. I am +so frightened. He wanted me just now to give him the baby. I can’t +understand what he says to it.’ + +“‘Can’t you ask a neighbour to come in tonight?’ I asked. + +“‘Please, sir, nobody seems to care to come,’ she muttered, dully +resigned all at once. + +“I impressed upon her the necessity of the greatest care, and then had +to go. There was a good deal of sickness that winter. ‘Oh, I hope he +won’t talk!’ she exclaimed softly just as I was going away. + +“I don’t know how it is I did not see--but I didn’t. And yet, turning +in my trap, I saw her lingering before the door, very still, and as if +meditating a flight up the miry road. + +“Towards the night his fever increased. + +“He tossed, moaned, and now and then muttered a complaint. And she sat +with the table between her and the couch, watching every movement and +every sound, with the terror, the unreasonable terror, of that man she +could not understand creeping over her. She had drawn the wicker +cradle close to her feet. There was nothing in her now but the maternal +instinct and that unaccountable fear. + +“Suddenly coming to himself, parched, he demanded a drink of water. She +did not move. She had not understood, though he may have thought he +was speaking in English. He waited, looking at her, burning with fever, +amazed at her silence and immobility, and then he shouted impatiently, +‘Water! Give me water!’ + +“She jumped to her feet, snatched up the child, and stood still. He +spoke to her, and his passionate remonstrances only increased her +fear of that strange man. I believe he spoke to her for a long time, +entreating, wondering, pleading, ordering, I suppose. She says she bore +it as long as she could. And then a gust of rage came over him. + +“He sat up and called out terribly one word--some word. Then he got up +as though he hadn’t been ill at all, she says. And as in fevered dismay, +indignation, and wonder he tried to get to her round the table, she +simply opened the door and ran out with the child in her arms. She heard +him call twice after her down the road in a terrible voice--and +fled.... Ah! but you should have seen stirring behind the dull, +blurred glance of these eyes the spectre of the fear which had hunted +her on that night three miles and a half to the door of Foster’s +cottage! I did the next day. + +“And it was I who found him lying face down and his body in a puddle, +just outside the little wicket-gate. + +“I had been called out that night to an urgent case in the village, and +on my way home at daybreak passed by the cottage. The door stood open. +My man helped me to carry him in. We laid him on the couch. The lamp +smoked, the fire was out, the chill of the stormy night oozed from the +cheerless yellow paper on the wall. ‘Amy!’ I called aloud, and my voice +seemed to lose itself in the emptiness of this tiny house as if I had +cried in a desert. He opened his eyes. ‘Gone!’ he said distinctly. ‘I +had only asked for water--only for a little water....’ + +“He was muddy. I covered him up and stood waiting in silence, catching +a painfully gasped word now and then. They were no longer in his own +language. The fever had left him, taking with it the heat of life. And +with his panting breast and lustrous eyes he reminded me again of a wild +creature under the net; of a bird caught in a snare. She had left him. +She had left him--sick--helpless--thirsty. The spear of the hunter had +entered his very soul. ‘Why?’ he cried in the penetrating and indignant +voice of a man calling to a responsible Maker. A gust of wind and a +swish of rain answered. + +“And as I turned away to shut the door he pronounced the word +‘Merciful!’ and expired. + +“Eventually I certified heart-failure as the immediate cause of death. +His heart must have indeed failed him, or else he might have stood this +night of storm and exposure, too. I closed his eyes and drove away. +Not very far from the cottage I met Foster walking sturdily between the +dripping hedges with his collie at his heels. + +“‘Do you know where your daughter is?’ I asked. + +“‘Don’t I!’ he cried. ‘I am going to talk to him a bit. Frightening a +poor woman like this.’ + +“‘He won’t frighten her any more,’ I said. ‘He is dead.’ + +“He struck with his stick at the mud. + +“‘And there’s the child.’ + +“Then, after thinking deeply for a while--“‘I don’t know that it isn’t +for the best.’ + +“That’s what he said. And she says nothing at all now. Not a word of +him. Never. Is his image as utterly gone from her mind as his lithe and +striding figure, his carolling voice are gone from our fields? He is no +longer before her eyes to excite her imagination into a passion of love +or fear; and his memory seems to have vanished from her dull brain as +a shadow passes away upon a white screen. She lives in the cottage and +works for Miss Swaffer. She is Amy Foster for everybody, and the child +is ‘Amy Foster’s boy.’ She calls him Johnny--which means Little John. + +“It is impossible to say whether this name recalls anything to her. Does +she ever think of the past? I have seen her hanging over the boy’s cot +in a very passion of maternal tenderness. The little fellow was lying on +his back, a little frightened at me, but very still, with his big black +eyes, with his fluttered air of a bird in a snare. And looking at him I +seemed to see again the other one--the father, cast out mysteriously by +the sea to perish in the supreme disaster of loneliness and despair.” + + + + + +End of the Project Gutenberg EBook of Amy Foster, by Joseph Conrad + +*** END OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK AMY FOSTER *** + +***** This file should be named 495-0.txt or 495-0.zip ***** +This and all associated files of various formats will be found in: + http://www.gutenberg.org/4/9/495/ + +Produced by Judith Boss and David Widger + +Updated editions will replace the previous one--the old editions +will be renamed. + +Creating the works from public domain print editions means that no +one owns a United States copyright in these works, so the Foundation +(and you!) can copy and distribute it in the United States without +permission and without paying copyright royalties. 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