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- THE GARDEN OF MEMORIES
-
-
-
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-Title: The Garden of Memories
-Author: Henry St. John Cooper
-Release Date: May 29, 2015 [EBook #49074]
-Language: English
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-*** START OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK THE GARDEN OF MEMORIES ***
-
-
-
-
-Produced by Al Haines.
-
-
-
-
-
- *THE GARDEN OF
- MEMORIES*
-
-
- BY
-
- *HENRY ST. JOHN COOPER*
-
- AUTHOR OF "SUNNY DUCROW," "JAMES BEVANWOOD,
- BARONET," ETC.
-
-
-
- TORONTO
- THE MUSSON BOOK COMPANY
- LIMITED
-
-
-
-
- COPYRIGHT, CANADA, 1921.
-
-
-
- MUSSON
- ALL CANADIAN PRODUCTION
-
-
-
-
- *CONTENTS*
-
-PROLOGUE
-
-CHAPTER
-
-I In the Garden of Dreams
-II A Marriage Has Been Arranged
-III A Desirable Family Mansion
-IV How Allan Came to the Garden
-V In Which Allan Buys the Manor House
-VI "I Hate Him--Hate Him I Du!"
-VII "How Wonderful--the Way of Things"
-VIII "Kathleen--Do You Remember?"
-IX How Sir Josiah Opened His Purse
-X Confidences
-XI In Which Sir Josiah Proves Himself a Gentleman
-XII The Hands of Abram Lestwick
-XIII The Homecoming
-XIV "His Son's Wife"
-XV "Will You Take This Man?"
-XVI "My Lady Merciful"
-XVII Harold Scarsdale Returns
-XVIII In the Dawn
-XIX The Dream Maiden
-XX The Road to Homewood
-XXI After Ten Years
-XXII Mr. Coombe Wears a White Tie
-XXIII "I Belong to Thee"
-XXIV In Which Lord Gowerhurst Rises Early
-XXV Beside the Lake
-XXVI On Other Shoulders
-XXVII The Conqueror
-XXVIII The Watcher
-XXIX Why Abram Lestwick Stayed from Church
-XXX The Religion of Sir Josiah
-XXXI "A Very Worthy Man"
-XXXII The Awakening
-XXXIII By the Lake
-XXXIV The Going of Betty
-XXXV "I Shall Return"
-
-
-
-
- *THE GARDEN OF
- MEMORIES*
-
-
-
- *PROLOGUE*
-
-
-From the house a broad white stone path runs to the very heart of the
-garden and there opens out into a wide circle in the middle of which is
-set a sundial, and here too are placed some great benches of the same
-white stone; where, when the heat of the sun is not too great, it is
-pleasant enough to sit and watch the glory of the flowers.
-
-They are wealthy folk, the Elmacotts, and they love their garden and
-pride themselves on it and hold that in all Sussex no soil can produce
-finer flowers and sweeter fruit, and though in this year of grace
-seventeen hundred and three the house, which is the Manor House of the
-Parish of Homewood, has no great antiquity, being scarce more than sixty
-years old, it has about it that completeness, those niceties of detail,
-the neatness and the order and the well being that are found only in the
-home which is ruled by a house-proud mistress.
-
-And Madame Elmacott is proud of her house, proud of her garden, proud of
-the flowers that grow in it and above all proud of her stalwart sons,
-Master Nat and Master Dick, who are at this time with his Grace of
-Marlborough in Flanders, fighting their country's battles.
-
-To-day the sun shines on the garden and the flowers stir gently, swaying
-in the light breeze that also lifts the white dimity at the open windows
-of the house, whence comes the sweet tinkling of a spinet, the keys of
-which are touched by the skilled white fingers of Mistress Phyllis
-Elmacott.
-
-The tall hollyhocks that cast wavering blue shadows on the white stone
-pathway nod to one another in the breeze, nod, it seems, knowingly, for
-from the pathway one may see into the pleasant room where the spinet and
-its fair player are and seeing these may also see the handsome figure of
-the Captain, who leans upon the spinet, the better to see into those
-bright eyes that have brought him home to England and Sussex from across
-the seas, though at this time in the service of his Grace the Captain
-General there is much to be done and much to be won.
-
-He has but waited to see and share in the victory of Donauwort and then
-has come hastening home on the wings of love and with the merry peal of
-marriage bells a-ringing in his ears.
-
-But it is not of these, not of the dashing Captain in his red coat and
-fair-haired Mistress Elmacott, who thinks him the most perfect and
-wonderful, as well as the bravest and handsomest of all created beings.
-It is of the garden and of a lad who sits on the grassy bank at the edge
-of the lake and watches with eyes, that yet seem scarcely to see, the
-slim white figure of a maiden wrought of stone. She stands up from the
-green waters, in the center of the lake and on her sun-kissed shoulder
-she holds a pitcher, from which the glittering water is flung aloft
-into, the air to fall with a pleasant tinkling, back into the green pool
-beneath.
-
-And so silent, so motionless does he sit here, that the swallows that
-now and again skim the water, the dragon flies in all the glory of their
-green and crimson, and blue sheen that dart hither and thither take no
-heed of him, no more heed than if he too were of senseless stone.
-
-In all the colour, in all the glory of the garden, he is the sombre, the
-one sombre note. His clothes are drab, his shoes are stout and thick
-and ungainly and clasped with great brass buckles. His hands are the
-hands of a man who toils for his living, rough and hardened by spade and
-hoe and rake and scythe, and stained by the good earth of the garden.
-His eyes that stare so unceasingly on that white stone figure are blue,
-his face is lean and tanned, his neck too is tanned deeply to the very
-shoulders where the coarse shirt falls open.
-
-Straight and strong and courageous he is. Has he not listened with
-bated breath and with quick beating heart to the brave stories told in
-the bar parlour of the "Fighting Cocks" in Stretton. Cross? Has he not
-watched the Serjeant who has told these thrilling tales, of every one of
-which, who should be the hero but the Serjeant himself, in his fine red
-coat and his crossed belts and his tall hat, that makes him, fine man
-that he is, seem almost a giant?
-
-He has done well here in Stretton and Homewood and at Bush Corner and in
-all those other quiet places, has the Serjeant. There are at least a
-score of fine young Sussex lads, even at this very moment on their way
-to Harwich, en route for Flanders and glory, who have been wheedled from
-field and wood and garden and alehouse and stable by the Serjeant's
-persuasive tongue, his jolly laugh and his generous hand.
-
-And Allan Pringle, sitting here by the green pool, clasping his strong
-brown chin with his hands, knows that he too would have been of that
-score, but for one reason--one reason that now, alas, is no more!
-
-It is the first grief he has ever known and it is a bitter one, for what
-more bitter sorrow can youth feel than for wasted hopes, for broken
-faith, for misplaced love?
-
-Only Betty and his love for her, only the happiness that she had
-promised should one day be his, had deafened him to the persuasive
-eloquence of the Serjeant.
-
-But it is not too late now, others will hearken to the Serjeant and set
-off for Harwich and he will be among the next. Yes, he will be among
-the next to go, and pray God that he may never return!
-
-He does not hear a light step on the long stone pathway, for it is
-scarce heavier than a bird might make. From the house a little maid
-comes hurrying. Now she stands hesitatingly and looks about her, her
-finger on her lips, as one a little fearful, a little anxious. Again
-and yet again, she pauses, as she looks about her, then comes to where
-beyond the great hedge of clipped yew trees the green waters of the pool
-reflect the golden, sunshine.
-
-And now she sees him and stands watching, a tender smile on her lips. A
-dainty slip of a maiden is she, with hair that gleams gold under her
-cap, the soft rounded arms are bare to the dimpled elbows, save for the
-thin black lace mittens, through which her white skin shines.
-
-Though he, the silent, solitary figure sitting beside the pool is but
-ten paces from her, yet she hesitates, half a score of times, making a
-timorous step and then pausing before the next, her blue eyes filled,
-now with mischief and love and now clouded by some fear. And then
-suddenly she makes a brave little run to him and drops lightly on her
-knees behind him and lifts her hands and clasps them over his eyes.
-
-"And you--you would leave your Betty? Oh, Allan, you would leave your
-Betty who loves you and go away to the cruel wars?" she sobs.
-
-He has taken her hands, has taken them strongly in his hold and holding
-them yet, he turns to her. "Why did you come, why did you come to me,
-Betty?"
-
-"Because," and the blue eyes are lifted to his filled with an innocence
-and candour that even he, jealous and despairing though he is, cannot
-but recognise, "because I do love thee so and cannot let thee go!"
-
-"And why, loving me, Betty, do you suffer the kisses of such a man as
-Timothy Burnand, a rascally tinker and a thieving poacher, a man whose
-hand I would not have touch thee, Betty?"
-
-Into her face there flames a great flush, a look of anger, then it dies
-out and the laughter comes rippling to her lips and into her eyes come
-back the mischief and the love and a little pride too, for she realises
-that he is jealous of her, this man she loves and though jealousy be a
-sin, yet it is not without its sweetness, too, for say what the
-wiseacres may, jealously is oftentimes a proof of love.
-
-"And you saw--" she cries, "Allan, you--saw--ugh!" She makes a little
-gesture, a little grimace. "Did you think that I invited, that I
-welcomed him? Did you think that I bore his kiss with patience? Go and
-seek him now and look for the red mark upon his face! He came on me
-unawares and then all suddenly--" she pauses. "Allan," she says
-pleadingly, "Allan, you will not go, you will not go, my dear, you will
-not go and leave me?" And sobbing she is in his arms. And so for Allan
-Pringle the sun shines out again and the flowers are blooming brightly
-and the little slim maiden of stone from the centre of the pool seems to
-throw the glittering water higher and yet higher into the air as though
-in joy that all is well between these two, who hold one another so
-tightly, who are mingling their tears and their laughter and their
-kisses, now that the cloud has passed.
-
- * * * * *
-
-There are no flowers in the garden now, for the garden of Homewood Manor
-and all the world beside lies under a pall of white, for the winter is
-here, the winter of seventeen hundred and five, which is remembered by
-all men as a winter of bitter cold, of great frosts and heavy snows.
-
-In a tiny cottage that stands a bare quarter of a mile on the Stretton
-Road from the Homewood gates, a man is on his knees beside a bed.
-
-And that bed holds all his world, all that the world can give him, all
-that makes life sweet, and his heart is black and bitter with suffering
-and despair and cries out against God that he, who was rich only in her
-and in her love, must lose her now, must spend the rest of his days
-solitary, and heartbroken.
-
-His eyes are on the sweet white face, on those lips once so red and now
-so pale, but which even yet have a smile for him, a smile of wonderful
-tenderness and undying love. He takes no heed of the fretful cry that
-comes from the cradle, for there is no other in all his world now, but
-her, she who is so soon to leave him.
-
-"Betty, my Betty, I cannot let thee go! Oh, remember, Betty, once when
-I would have left thee, you called me back and I came. I am calling,
-calling to you now, my life, my sweet, I cannot let you go! Stay with
-me, stay with me, for you are all my life and the world is black without
-you; stay with me!"
-
-She would lift her thin little hand to caress, to touch his face, but
-the strength is not hers to do it.
-
-"Allan, take me, hold me in your arms, hold me tightly, my dear, hold me
-tightly," she says.
-
-And he puts his strong arms about her. God pity him, how light she is,
-how small, how fragile a thing this, that death is taking from him!
-
-His very soul is in rebellion against fate, he is mad with the
-suffering, mad with his impotence. He can do nothing save watch her
-die, watch her fade out of his life; and it must be soon "A matter of
-hours," the doctor from Stretton had said and that was long ago and now,
-now it is but a matter of minutes.
-
-"Allan, I wanted, always, to die like this, with your arms about me,
-your dear eyes the last of earth that I shall see--ah! Allan, it is
-now----"
-
-"Betty, Betty, I am calling, calling to you, come back, beloved, come
-back!"
-
-And then he knows that it is useless, she is leaving him, slipping away,
-no matter how tightly he may hold her. It is good-bye, their last
-good-bye and the sad word comes perhaps unconsciously to his lips.
-
-And then, is it fancy? Is it some trick of his tortured brain? For as
-he watches, the dear lips move and it seems to him that the message they
-whisper to him with her dying breath is this: "It is not good-bye!"
-
-He is holding her against his breast, he is kissing those lips that for
-the first time give not back kiss for kiss. He is calling to her from
-his aching, breaking heart, but she has passed beyond the sound of his
-voice, though the smile on her dead lips is still for him.
-
-And those last words, were they real? Did they pass her lips with her
-dying breath, were they meant for him in pity and compassion and love?
-
-"It is not good-bye!"
-
-
-
-
- *CHAPTER I*
-
- *IN THE GARDEN OF DREAMS*
-
-
-A girl, a slip of a maid with sunny hair and wonderful blue eyes, stood
-beside a crumbling old rose-red brick wall. She looked up the long
-country road and she looked down it, there was no one, not a soul in
-sight. So she thrust the too of one small and broken boot into a
-crevice of the wall, made a little spring and caught at the top, then
-dragged herself up till she sat, flushed and triumphant, on the coping.
-
-She was a village girl and her dress was of print, well washed, well
-mended, skimpy, too, for her slight figure, slender though it was, for
-it had been hers for three years, and a dress that is originally made
-for a maiden of fourteen is apt to be small when worn by a maid of
-seventeen.
-
-It was a demure and a very sweet face, the eyes big and strangely
-dreamy, the white skin of her face and neck powdered lightly with tiny
-golden freckles, her hair a deep red gold.
-
-And wonderful hair it was, wonderfully untidy, too, so rebellious that
-it spurned all hairpins and fretted and struggled agains ribbons and
-tapes.
-
-So now, she sat on top of the old rose red wall and looked down on the
-other side and saw a green tangle of brambles and grass and other things
-that grew rankly and luxuriously in that deserted place.
-
-It was easier to descend the wall than to climb it, for here was a
-friendly tree that held out an inviting branch. Sho seized it, with
-small brown hands and lightly swung herself to the ground and then drew
-a sigh of relief and pleasure.
-
-It was forbidden ground! Were there not many notices that announced the
-fact that "Trespassers Would Be Prosecuted"? But she cared nothing for
-these, the notice that she dreaded most of all was "This Desirable
-Historical Family Mansion, with Seven Hundred and Fifty Acres of Land,
-to be Sold."
-
-How she dreaded lest one day someone should come and see and covet this
-place and buy it and so shut her out forever from its delights and its
-pleasures. But that someone had not come yet.
-
-So she made her way through the tangle of the growth, and came presently
-to a great garden, a wonderful garden once, but now a weed-grown place
-of desolation.
-
-Always this garden attracted her; to-day it brought a soft, tender light
-into her eyes as she stood with clasped hands and looked at it! She
-could see the old broken stone-paved pathway that led through the heart
-of the garden. She knew where that stone pathway opened out into a great
-circle in the midst of which was set a sundial, a sundial of stone
-chipped and green and the gnomon of the dial rusted away so that never
-again should its shadow fall upon the dial and mark the passing of the
-brighter hours. And about this circle, she knew, were old stone seats,
-green now like the pedestal of the dial and through the crevices of the
-paving grew and flourished and blossomed foxglove and dandelion,
-hollyhock and groundsell.
-
-It had been a very, very beautiful garden long years ago, when ladies
-had tapped up and down the stone pathway in their little red-heeled
-shoes. Ladies who wore wide flounced skirts and powdered hair and
-cunning little patches on their fair cheeks. The garden with its roses,
-with its stately hollyhocks, its cloves and sweet-williams, its rosemary
-and lavender and all the sweet things that grow in English gardens, must
-have been a very lovely and perfect place then. But to this little maid
-with the dreamy eyes, it was a very wonderful place now. There was no
-other place like it in all the world; she had come here by sunshine and
-by moonlight, for sometimes in the night the garden had seemed to call
-to her and she had risen from her bed under the thatched roof of her old
-grandmother's cottage and had come stealing here to watch it, all bathed
-in the silver light of the moon. Perhaps she loved it best by
-moonlight, for then strange dreams seemed to come to her, dreams that
-never came when the sun was shining.
-
-It seemed as if some kindly gentle hand touched lightly on the chords of
-memory, and then--the weeds and the tall rank grass, the decay of the
-present, the rioting growth, all were gone and she saw the old garden as
-it had once been, and she saw folk, strangely dressed folk, whom never
-in her life could she have met. These came and went, men with strange
-affected antics and gestures, gestures she might have smiled at, yet
-never did, and sweet, gracious ladies who moved with stately dignity
-through the old garden.
-
-But always there was one, a young man whose clothes were plain and
-lacking all the finery that made the others seem so grand. She knew him
-for a servant, for one who worked in the garden, for often she would see
-him stooping over some trim bed, or with keen scythe sweeping the short
-grass.
-
-They were dreams, only dreams that the old garden seemed to bring to
-her, when she came when the world was sleeping. Dreams, and yet she
-seemed to be so curiously awake.
-
-But she never spoke of the old garden to the others, or told of the
-things that she saw here. Yet they knew she came, her grandmother rated
-her, "One day, my maid, caught ee'll be," she said, "and then summoned
-very likely for trespassing!"
-
-But the Law had no terrors for her, so she came whenever the garden
-seemed to be calling to her and the high rank grass brushed her thin
-cotton skirt and wetted the coarse stocking that clad her slim ankle.
-
-For an hour she wandered about the garden, she stood by the sundial and
-watched the line of the path-way, sadly encroached on now by the weeds
-and the self-seeded flowers. A tall yew hedge, once clipped into
-fantastic shapes, but now reclaimed by Nature, shut out what had once
-been the rose garden, all weed grown now and the roses gone. And beyond
-the rose garden, the lake in which the great carp swam lazily and over
-which the birds skimmed! From the lake's centre rose a figure in stone,
-sadly battered and marred, the figure of a slim girl, a girl that might
-have been, herself, changed into stone.
-
-She often came to look at this figure rising from the centre of the
-lake. It held a vase poised on its shoulder, once a fountain had been
-flung high into the air from this vase, but the fountain had been dead
-long ago. To-day a rook sat perched on one stone shoulder, but flew
-away when the living girl came down to the brink.
-
-She had a feeling for this stone maiden, all so lonely in the midst of
-the desolation. She never came into the garden without coming to the
-edge of the lake and nodding her little head to the figure who never
-nodded back.
-
-And so, for an hour she wandered about the garden. She picked none of
-the flowers that grew so freely here, for she would not dare take them
-back, mute tale tellers that they would be. So, empty handed as she
-came, she presently made her way back to the old wall and seeing that no
-one was in sight, gained the road and went on to the cottage in the
-village.
-
-Her grandmother was leaning over the gate, an old woman with the face of
-a russet apple that has been kept till it has wrinkled and mellowed.
-
-"So there you be, Betty Hanson, and seeing the way you hev come it be
-useless and idle it be, for me to ask you where hev you been tu!"
-
-The girl did not answer.
-
-"You've been in that garden again, spite o' all I du say. Betty Hanson,
-it hev got to cease, my maid, and cease it will now!"
-
-"Why?" the girl said and there was a frightened look in her eyes.
-
-"Why? for I hev been talking to Mr. Dalabey and he du tell me that there
-be several parties after the old house, and one rich American he very
-likely to buy it and if he du, then there be an end to all your
-philanderings in that there disgraceful old garden, my maid!"
-
-"Buy it! Buy it!" She looked at her grandmother and in the blue eyes
-there was a look of actual fear. "'Ee don't mean as--as anyone be going
-to buy--buy it?" She whispered, "'ee be only saying it!"
-
-"A rich American!" The old woman nodded her head, "and going to buy it,
-he be, and a dratted good job, too!" she added. "Look at your frock
-now, what a sight it be!"
-
-But she did not look at her frock, her face had gone very pitifully
-white. She lifted her little brown hands and laid them against her
-breast and went into the cottage with tragedy and misery in her blue
-eyes.
-
-"And a dratted good job, too," the old woman said again.
-
-
-
-
- *CHAPTER II*
-
- *A MARRIAGE HAS BEEN ARRANGED*
-
-
-"My dear child, if I were to say that we had arrived at our last
-shilling, such a statement would not be quite true, for we had reached
-that unpleasant position some months ago, and I fear that it is on other
-people's shillings that we are existing at the present moment. Not only
-is our financial position unsatisfactory, to say the least of it, but,
-and forgive me for speaking of it, Kathleen, the years are passing and
-five years ago--well, dear one, you were five years younger than you are
-to-day!"
-
-"Father, if you think that you can goad me----"
-
-"I never goad, it would be too fatiguing! Besides, Kathleen, as my
-daughter and a Stanwys, you are not a fool--the Stanwys----"
-
-"Oh, please do not tell me about the Stanwys, father," she said
-bitterly.
-
-"Would you rather that I spoke about the Homewoods? There is the father,
-Sir Josiah----"
-
-"Common and vulgar!" the girl said with a note of contempt in her voice.
-
-"But the son--he at least is presentable, have we not agreed that the
-son is not so bad, and the position----"
-
-"I know of the position; do you think I can forget it for even a
-moment?"
-
-She rose and went to the window and stared out into the dull London
-Square.
-
-She was twenty-eight. It is not a great age, yet at twenty-eight the
-first sweet freshness of youth is on the wane--a woman of twenty-eight
-realises that she is no longer a girl, her girlhood is behind her.
-Sometimes she is terribly conscious of it. It is a little tragedy to be
-eight and twenty, unmarried and unsought. Kathleen Stanwys at
-twenty-eight was unmarried, nor was she engaged. Society was a little
-puzzled by the fact, for she was unusually and exceedingly handsome.
-She had been a very lovely girl and she was now a radiantly beautiful
-woman.
-
-Seven years ago she had outshone all rival beauties in the great world
-of Fashion, but she had made no bid for popularity. She shrank from
-anything of the nature of publicity and cheap advertisement; rarely if
-ever had her photograph appeared in the press. She wrapped herself in a
-mantle of reserve. Ever conscious of the poverty which she was never
-permitted to forget she had earned the reputation of being cold and
-haughty and proud. Admirers she had never lacked, but suitors had been
-few and shy! Young men, well provided with money, had a wholesome fear
-of Lord Gowerhurst, her father, for he was a very finished specimen of
-his type.
-
-Smooth tongued, with a charming and plausible manner, cynical, handsome
-as all the Stanwys are and have been, an accomplished gambler, too
-accomplished, perhaps his enemies, and he had many, whispered. He was
-utterly selfish, utterly pitiless. He had never been known to spare a
-man or a woman either. Woe to him or to her who fell into his toils.
-With what fine courtesy, with what charm of manner would he relieve some
-luckless victim, of his last shilling! How sweetly and sympathetically
-he would speak of his victims' ill fortune, would suggest some future
-"revenge," and then pocket his winnings with a grace that could have
-brought but little comfort to the poor wretch whose possessions had
-passed out of his own into the keeping of this courtly, delightful,
-aristocratic gentleman.
-
-So, young men well endowed with money, having a wholesome fear of His
-Lordship, avoided his Lordship's beautiful daughter, and young men
-without money were of course not to be considered for a moment.
-
-Therefore, at twenty-eight, Kathleen, unappropriated, and a very
-beautiful woman, stood staring out of the window this fine May morning,
-into the dull London Square.
-
-My Lord, slender, dressed with exquisite care, was of a tallness and
-slimness that permitted his tailor to do justice and honour to his
-craft. Few men could wear their clothes with such perfect grace as his
-Lordship. His tailor, long suffering man, groaned at the length of the
-unpaid bill, but realised that as a walking advertisement Lord
-Gowerhurst was an asset to his business not to be despised. So the
-lengthy bill grew longer and more formidable, but youngsters, fresh to
-town, admiring his Lordship's appearance prodigiously, made it their
-business to discover who was his Lordship's tailor and Mr. Darbey, of
-Dover Street, saw to it that Lord Gowerhurst never went shabby and
-possibly, cunning man, made those who could and would pay, contribute
-unconsciously to the upkeep of Lord Gowerhurst's external appearance.
-
-He came of a handsome family, the women of which had been toasts in many
-reigns and through many generations. His forehead was broad and high,
-crowned by silver hair that curled crisply, his nose was of the type of
-the eagle's beak, his hands white, well kept, reminiscent of the eagle's
-claws, a moustache of jetty blackness in admirable contrast to his
-silvered hair, shaded and beneficently concealed a thin-lipped, hard and
-somewhat cruel mouth.
-
-My Lord rolled a cigar between his delicate fingers. It was an
-excellent cigar; years ago Julius Dix and Company had acquired the habit
-of supplying Lord Gowerhurst with cigars on credit and bad habits are
-difficult to eradicate. But then his Lordship sent wealthy customers to
-the quiet but extremely expensive little shop near the Haymarket.
-
-"Our position, Kathleen, is irksome," he said softly, "deucedly irksome.
-Now and again I have little windfalls, but alas--they grow fewer and
-farther between as time goes on--at the moment I haven't a bob, you,
-dear, have not a bob--" he paused and laughed softly. "It recalls the
-French exercise of my youth. I have not a bob, thou hast not a bob, he
-has not a bob--" he waved the cigar. "Anyhow, that is the position, and
-then some kindly breeze of Heaven wafts that stout, prosperous, opulent
-craft the "Sir Josiah Homewood" on to the horizon of our "sea of
-troubles," as Shakespeare so aptly puts it!"
-
-He paused, he looked at the slender, upright, girlish back of his
-daughter.
-
-"So," he went on, "this large, stout, prosperous and richly freighted
-cargo boat, the Sir Josiah Homewood, rises on the horizon of our
-eventful lives and----"
-
-"Oh, please," the girl said with a note of impatience in her voice,
-"leave out all that; I wish to understand exactly--exactly what you
-propose----"
-
-"Not what I propose, but what Homewood proposes. Really, I rather admire
-the fellow's presumption. As you know, he has a son, a lad not
-altogether displeasing, who fortunately but little resembles his father,
-a fact you may have noticed, Kathleen. Indeed, I might almost say the
-young fellow is not without his good points; he is prepossessing, a
-little shy and silent, in which he does not resemble his father. He is
-well educated, he has Eton and Oxford behind him. By the way, what a
-time he must have had at Eton, if his parentage ever leaked out, poor
-devil--however, there it is, the lad is at least presentable--but the
-father is----"
-
-"Terrible!" the girl said with a shudder.
-
-"Too true, yet it is not proposed you should marry the father. We need
-money. You, child, need money, and what is more, a prospect, a future.
-You have nothing and the outlook is not cheering."
-
-"The outlook is hopeless; I have nothing in the world, our family was
-always hopelessly impoverished, still the little we once had----"
-Kathleen paused.
-
-"Recriminations, my love, are useless!" his Lordship said.
-
-"There was very little and now that little hath taken unto itself wings
-and has flown away----" He stroked his long drooping moustache with his
-slender hand. "So it behoves us to make our arrangements for the
-future. Sir Josiah and I have discussed everything."
-
-"You mean myself, you have arranged the deeds of sale, I suppose, how
-much am I worth?"
-
-"Your value is inestimable. Sir Josiah, worthy Baronet, more daring
-than I, puts it down in actual figures--" he paused. "I made a note of
-them. He advances me--" He took some papers from his pocket, "the sum
-of twelve thousand pounds--advances, mind you, Kathleen, a kindly loan,
-which I shall, no doubt, find useful----"
-
-"That is your part of the payment," she said bitterly, "go on!"
-
-"He buys a fine house, an estate, he settles it on his son; by the way
-the lad's name is Allan."
-
-"I know," she said, "go on."
-
-"He settles a fine estate on this Allan, with an income of eight
-thousand a year, not so bad, eh?"
-
-"And this is all conditional----"
-
-"On your marrying the said Allan Homewood. I think," he said, as he
-rose from his breakfast table, "I have on the whole not done so badly
-for you!"
-
-"And yourself," she said; "not so badly!" She smiled bitterly, then
-shrugged her shapely shoulders. "Very well, I suppose it is only left
-for me to say thank you very much indeed!"
-
-"Quite so. The alternative, dear child, is this"--his lordship waved
-his hand--"an elderly unmarried lady residing in, say, a Brighton
-Boarding House, her face bearing some evidence of a past but long since
-faded beauty, her title, if she is foolish enough to make use of it,
-subjecting her to some little annoyance, mingled with a certain amount
-of servile respect. Not a pretty picture, my love, but a very true
-one."
-
-"And the alternative is to marry Mr. Allan Homewood?"
-
-"A pleasant alternative, and its acceptance never for a moment in doubt,
-eh?"
-
-"Never for a moment in doubt," she repeated.
-
-"Then it only remains for me to say Heaven bless you, my child, and to
-send a wire of acceptance to Sir Josiah. No, on second thought, I'll
-telephone him from the Club." He paused for a moment to arrange his
-necktie before the glass over the mantel, then went to the door. At the
-door. he stood and looked at her for a moment, then went out, a
-satisfied smile on his thin aristocratic face.
-
-The girl stood there by the window for a long time. She was thinking.
-She had much to think about. She was twenty-eight and a beautiful woman
-of twenty-eight has no doubt many memories.
-
-Presently she sighed and turned away from the window. A fine place and
-eight thousand a year and more when Josiah Homewood was laid with his
-fathers. Well! things might be worse, and the lad himself, she liked
-him. He was younger than she was by four years, but what did that
-matter?
-
-She had seen him once or twice, had liked him vaguely, there was little
-to dislike about him. He was not handsome, she was glad of that, she
-hated handsome men, nor was he plain. Again she was glad; she disliked
-anything that was ugly. He was also, despite his parentage, a
-gentleman. She liked him for that most of all.
-
-"If he had been vulgar like his father, three times the money would not
-have been enough," she said to herself.
-
-Still, there were memories, memories that rose up out of the past, the
-memory of a face, of eager, ardent, worshipping eyes, of a lame, halting
-speech, words disjointed and broken, eager, pleading, yet hopeless
-words. "I love you, oh! I love you; don't turn from me. I know I am
-not worthy, Kathleen, but I love you so!"
-
-She laughed suddenly, she felt ashamed and annoyed to realise that there
-were tears on her lashes and on her cheeks.
-
-"Folly!" she said aloud. "Folly, and it's all dead and gone ten, years
-ago, ten years--" she laughed, "a lifetime! He's married to someone
-else; if he's sensible, he will have married someone with money, for he
-had none, poor fellow!"
-
-Meanwhile at the Club, where the better part of his day and practically
-the whole of his night was spent, Lord Gowerhurst had looked up a
-telephone number and was putting a call through.
-
-"Homewood--yes, Sir Josiah Homewood, is he in? Yes, I do,
-Gowerhurst--Lord Gowerhurst--You'll put him through--then hurry!"
-
-He waited and then came a voice. It was evidently the voice of a stout
-man in a state of anxiety.
-
-"Yes, it's me, it's Homewood, my Lord----"
-
-Lord Gowerhurst detected the anxiety, purposely he delayed, he told
-himself the man was anxious--naturally--"Let him be anxious, let him
-remain on tenter hooks for a time!" It would do him no harm.
-
-"Is that Sir Josiah Homewood?"
-
-"Yes, yes, Homewood, I'm speaking to Lord Gowerhurst, aren't I?"
-
-"Yes--ah, Homewood, is that you? Well, about that little matter we were
-discussing yesterday--" his lordship drawled, "the proposition that you
-placed before me with such engaging frankness, I should not be surprised
-if you remember----"
-
-"Yea, my Lord, I've not forgotten! Not me!" The voice came chokingly,
-uncertain, but above all things eager.
-
-"I have discussed it with the person--most concerned!"
-
-"And what does her ladyship----"
-
-"My dear Homewood, no names on the telephone, no names I beg!"
-
-"No, no, of course not, my mistake, my Lord. I wouldn't think of
-mentioning any names, not for a moment, my Lord. Still what does
-she--the person--the party, I mean, my Lord, what does she--er--her----"
-
-"I quite understand the--as you say--party--is inclined to give very
-favourable consideration to the matter. In fact, I may say, my dear
-Homewood, that the matter is practically settled on the basis you
-suggested."
-
-Sir Josiah Homewood in his luxurious City office, closed his eyes as in
-ecstasy! He clung to the telephone receiver and an expression of rapt
-and perfect contentment stole over his features.
-
-"Then--then it's all right. I may regard it as all right,
-my--my--Lord--she, the party, I mean----"
-
-"Agrees--" said Lord Gowerhurst shortly. "Briefly, yes she agrees--the
-matter is settled and now it only remains to complete the contract, you
-understand, eh?"
-
-"I understand, ha, ha, very good, just so, the Contract, always dealing
-with contracts I am, but not many like this! Ha, ha, splendid--and now
-your Lordship and the other party, I mean the other contracting party,
-will dine at my house in Grosvenor Square to-night."
-
-Gowerhurst frowned. "Oh, very well!" he said ungraciously.
-
-"Half past seven at Grosvenor Square, your Lordship remembers the
-number?"
-
-"At half past seven, then!" His Lordship said and hung up the receiver.
-
-"And that," my Lord said, "is that! When my time comes, and I am in no
-hurry for it to come, especially just now, I shall be able to close my
-eyes on this world, knowing that I have done my duty to my only child, a
-truly comforting reflection--And now for a brandy with the merest
-suggestion of soda, and if possible a little game of billiards." And he
-went up the Club's handsome staircase.
-
-None of the multitudinous clerks in the large and palatial offices of
-Sir Josiah Homewood, Son and Company, Limited, had ever seen the
-Managing Director in such a delightful temper, for sometimes his temper
-was not delightful. This morning he beamed on all and sundry. Young
-Alfred Cope, who supported a widowed Mother on an insignificant salary,
-had long been trying to muster up courage to ask for a rise. It seemed
-to him that this morning, this bright May morning, the opportunity had
-come, and so opportunity sent him, a shivering, trembling wretch,
-tapping nervously on the highly polished mahogany door of Sir Josiah's
-private office.
-
-"Well?" Sir Josiah said. "Well, and what do you want?"
-
-Alfred stumbled lamely into his pitiful story.
-
-Sir Josiah frowned. "How much are you getting paid now?" he demanded.
-
-"Forty-two. Forty-two shillings a week! Bless my heart and soul,
-princely, princely! Why, when I was a lad such a wage would have been
-considered handsome, sir, and here you come asking me for more--Why;
-bless me, let me tell you this, Cope--the City is bristling with clerks,
-bristling with 'em, you can't move for clerks, sir, and most of 'em out
-of work! I've only got to hold up my finger, sir, like this--" He
-thrust a broad, stumpy finger into the air, "and say 'Clerk!' and a
-hundred would rush at me. I'd be suffocated! Do you understand me,
-Cope? Simply crushed to death by the rush! If I put an advertisement
-in the papers, I'd have to hire a policeman to keep the Quee--the
-Queek--what d'ye call the thing from obstructing the traffic--Forty-two
-shillings, you ought to go down on your knees, sir, on your knees and
-thank Heaven that you are earning such a salary! Princely! That's what
-it is, princely!"
-
-And so on, for ten long, fear laden, wretched minutes, at the end of
-which the hapless wretch slunk away, thanking God that he had not been
-dismissed or that his wretched two and forty shillings had not been
-reduced to thirty or less.
-
-"Forty-two shillings--and wants more," Sir Josiah said to himself,
-"bless me, what are things coming to?" Then he banished the frown, he
-beamed all over his round red face.
-
-"Lady Kathleen Homewood," he said to himself, "Lady Kathleen Homewood,
-my daughter-in-law! Lady Kathleen--ah ha!" He rubbed his hands.
-"That'll make Cutler sit up! The fellow gives himself airs because his
-daughter married a fellow who is Governor of some place no one in their
-senses ever heard of--His Excellency the Governor--Bless my heart! I'm
-sick to death of His Excellency! Now Cutler will turn green, eh?
-There's nothing like the real thing, the real old true blue-blooded
-British aristocracy--can't get over that, eh? No, no fear!"
-
-Usually it takes but two to make a bargain; in this case it required
-four. Three of the four were agreed, himself first of all, now His
-Lordship, the Earl of Gowerhurst, and Lady Kathleen Stanwys, his
-daughter. There was but one other, but that one other was a good boy, a
-dutiful son; he would do exactly what his father wished.
-
-"Thank God I don't look for opposition from him!" Sir Josiah thought.
-"Never trod a better lad than mine, bless him! He knows my heart's set
-on this, knows it he does, and he'll do it to please me! He's not like
-other young fellows with their fancy tricks. Besides that, the girl's a
-beauty, apart from her blood and breeding! If she is a little older
-than he, well, what of that? It's the blood, the birth that is, what
-tells every time and by George--by George, when I have grandchildren
-I'll be able to look at 'em and say to myself--'These grandchildren of
-mine are also the grandchildren of an Earl!' And that's something these
-days, eh? That's something!" So he fell to muttering and chuckling to
-himself, this highly pleased old gentleman, and presently he picked up a
-pen and all unconsciously scribbled many times on the blotting paper:
-
-"Lady Kathleen Homewood, Lady Kathleen Homewood, my daughter-in-law,
-Lady Kath----"
-
-"Eh, what's that?"
-
-"I thought I'd remind you that it is past one, Sir Josiah, and you were
-to lunch with Mr. Cutler and Mr.----"
-
-"Oh, bless my soul, yes, I'd clean forgotten--many thanks--Jarvis--quite
-right, sensible of you!"
-
-Mr. Jarvis, the head clerk, bowed and would have retired.
-
-"Oh, Jarvis, one moment, here, help me into my coat, there's a good
-feller! That young feller, young what's his name--Cope--Crope--eh?"
-
-"Cope, sir, yes, sir!"
-
-"What sort of a chap is he, good worker and all that?"
-
-"A very attentive worker and a respectable young man!"
-
-"Supports a widowed mother, I understand?"
-
-"Yes, sir!"
-
-"Bless me, well, well. I've been having a chat with him--where's my
-umbrella?--having a chat with him--a man can't support a widowed mother
-cheaply these days, eh, Jarvis?"
-
-"Very expensive days, sir!"
-
-"Quite so, expensive hobby, too, supporting widowed mothers. Raise his
-salary to--say Three pound ten, Jarvis, and report to me how he goes on!
-My hat, do you see my hat? Oh, thanks, I'll be back at two-thirty,
-Jarvis----"
-
-And Sir Josiah went out.
-
-
-
-
- *CHAPTER III*
-
- *A DESIRABLE FAMILY MANSION*
-
-
-DEAR SIR,
-
-"In reply to your advertisement in the _Daily Telegraph,_ I am at the
-moment in a position to offer you a very fine old historical mansion
-situated in West Sussex on the Hampshire border. The house has been
-untenanted for a number of years and will require considerable
-attention. In the hands of a man of wealth and taste, it could be
-restored to its original condition and would form one of the most
-picturesque and desirable mansions in the Country. It is eminently a
-place that it is necessary to see and a description of it would take too
-much time now, for as I have previously mentioned, I am only, at the
-moment, in a position to offer it as it has already been seen and highly
-approved by a wealthy American gentleman and it is quite probable that
-he will close at the bargain price at which the house and estate of
-seven hundred and fifty acres, including part of a small and picturesque
-village, is being offered. I would urge on you, therefore, if you care
-to consider the place, to view it without one moment's delay, as
-obviously it will be sold to the first who makes a good offer. I may
-add that the Mansion in question, with its many historical associations,
-would make a country seat fit for any nobleman in the land. May I
-finally repeat my urgent advice to view the place at once, as the delay
-of even an hour may be prejudicial to your obtaining it. Believe me,
-sir,
-
-Yours truly,
- DALABEY AND SON."
-
-
-Over this letter Sir Josiah pondered a little and frowned a little.
-
-"It's rather like having a pistol at one's head! Hanged if it isn't!"
-he muttered. "But it reads all right, it reads--the goods! Historical
-Mansion, seven hundred and fifty acres, fit for a nobleman, with part of
-a village, sounds right--sounds right--" he muttered. He nodded his
-head. "But this hurry--why it's a confounded nuisance, that's what it
-is. How can I go? I've got--let me see--har hum--" He muttered to
-himself and frowned heavily.
-
-He had much important business to see to, that day, a meeting of
-Directors at twelve, another at two, and there were things to be
-arranged and discussed that Sir Josiah knew would require his clear
-brain and intellect. How could, he go journeying down to some remote
-part of Sussex to view this ancient mansion with its historical
-associations, desirable as it might be?
-
-Sir Josiah looked up from the letter and glanced across the breakfast
-table at his son.
-
-Allan was reading. It would have been noteworthy had Allan not been
-reading. The lad was always reading. His book was propped up against a
-teacup and he seemed to have forgotten his breakfast.
-
-A good looking, big and broad shouldered young fellow this, with clean
-cut features and massive jaw and a broad high forehead! Muscle and
-sinew were there, but there was intelligence and brain power in that
-noble forehead of his.
-
-Fully six feet stood he in his socks, massive of build, with straight,
-honest blue eyes and waving hair that was neither dark nor fair. A face
-that might in its strength seem a little hard, a little fierce, even a
-little forbidding, but that the mouth atoned for all.
-
-No man with a mouth like this could be other than very human, very
-tender and kindly, very generous, the mouth of a man who could give
-much, suffer much and love greatly.
-
-But Sir Josiah saw nothing of all this, he only saw Allan, his son,
-reading another of those confounded books, for which Sir Josiah had no
-feeling, except of the deepest disgust.
-
-"Allan!"
-
-"Father?" The young man looked up. "I'm sorry!" he said. "Did you
-speak to me before?"
-
-"No, I didn't, and breakfast ain't the time, Allan, to be stuffing your
-head with all that there nonsense!"
-
-Allan smiled. "You had your letters, and as I had my book----"
-
-"You always have your book! I never saw such a fellow for reading--but
-I'm not saying anything, my boy. No, no, you're a good lad. Few sons
-please their old fathers as you do me--we're not quarrelling, Allan
-lad!"
-
-"We never have yet, father, and we never will, I think!"
-
-"I know!" said Sir Josiah. "Ah, Allan, you're doing well, a fine woman,
-beautiful as a picture, tall and stately, and the daughter of an Earl.
-Why, boy, you ought to be in the Seventh Heaven of delight and instead
-you sit there with your nose in a book!"
-
-"She is a fine and a beautiful and I believe a good woman," said Allan,
-"but her father--" he paused. "I could have wished her a better
-father!"
-
-"An Earl, an Earl!" cried the old man. "A better father than an Earl!
-Bless me, Allan--what nonsense! However, you're marrying her not her
-father; it's all settled, all agreed--" He rubbed his hands, his round
-red face shone with benevolence and joy. "You're a sensible and dutiful
-fellow, Allan! You say to yourself, 'My old father wishes it--The girl
-is good and beautiful and well born, I don't know particularly that I
-love her--come to that perhaps I don't, but I might go farther and fare
-worse!' Eh, that's it, isn't it? And you're doing it, boy, because you
-know it will give pleasure to the old man!"
-
-"I think you have got my reasoning very correctly, father!" Allan said.
-
-"There's no one else?" Sir Josiah said.
-
-"No one else, no--and I like Lady Kathleen. I admire her and I pity
-her----"
-
-"Pity--pity--bless my soul, boy, pity. Why should you pity her? Isn't
-she well born, doesn't she move in the best, the very best society?
-Isn't she the only daughter, only child come to that, of an Earl? Pity
-her?"
-
-"Just that, I pity her, I am deeply sorry for her. I think she suffers
-a good deal and can't you understand why?"
-
-"I--I don't know, lad, how should I know what the feelings of a young
-Society lady are?"
-
-"She is proud and she is poor, there's suffering in that--She is proud
-and she knows that her father's name is in bad odour. Do you think a
-sensitive, highly strung girl as she is doesn't feel a thing like that?
-Yes, I pity her, and if through me her life may be made a little
-happier, why not? Last night when you and her father were talking
-money--she and I had much to say to one another. She was very open and
-very frank to me and I to her. We made no pretence--we know that we do
-not love one another. She is desperately poor and she is marrying me
-chiefly--entirely for the money you are going to give us both. I know
-that you are lending Lord Gowerhurst money, that he has not the
-slightest intention of every repaying you--Oh, Kathleen and I have been
-perfectly open and frank with one another--I understand that she cares
-for no one else. She has the same assurances from me, so there--" Allan
-laughed sharply, "you have it, the usual thing, a marriage of
-convenience! How can I pretend that I like it, Father, when I do not?
-You--you know that I would sooner not--but it is arranged, it is
-agreed--I do not love her, but thank God I can and do respect her and I
-feel sorry for her--and so we shall go through with it, Father!" he
-concluded.
-
-Josiah nodded. "Yes, boy, you will go through with it and one day
-you'll thank me that I brought it about. I know a good woman when I see
-one and I tell you she is that--good--good to the core--I'm not clever
-and not over well educated, Allan, like you are. I don't set up to be a
-gentleman, but there's one thing I can do, I can sum up my fellow men
-and women, too, come to that. You'll find Allan, I'm making no mistake
-when I say Lady Kathleen is as fine and as true a woman as ever stepped.
-You'll go through with this marriage, Allan, I count on you!"
-
-"I've never failed you yet, Father."
-
-"You never have, never, and never will!" A look of rare tenderness came
-into the commonplace, even vulgar face. He rose and went to his son and
-put a large trembling hand on his shoulder.
-
-"No Allan, you've never failed me, not even when you were a little chap!
-Do you think I don't think of it? Do you think I don't thank God for
-it, do you think when I hear other men speaking of their sons and of--of
-the trouble some of 'em bring? Do you think I don't say to myself--'My
-boy's above that kind of thing, my boy's an honest man and a
-gentleman!'" He gripped the shoulder under his hand tightly.
-
-"And now read that, read this letter----" he went on in a changed voice.
-"Read it, Allan!"
-
-Allan took the letter and read it.
-
-"Well, father?"
-
-"It looks like being just the kind of place I'm after!"
-
-"There are bound to be hundreds of others--hundreds!"
-
-"That's just what there aren't. You know how I've advertised, you know
-how many places I've seen, twenty at least, and I wouldn't be found dead
-in any one of 'em. No! places like I want aren't to be found every day,
-and I've got an idea this might be the place. Besides that, these
-agents write, it's to be bought cheaply. I'm never above making a
-bargain, Allan. It's in pretty bad condition evidently and I daresay
-it'll cost some money to put right, but what's that matter if I get it
-off the purchase price? Now to-day I can't go and you see that this
-agent writes to say it's urgent. There's an American out for it and I
-don't like to be beat, Allan, and especially I don't like to be beat by
-an American. They are keen buyers and clever buyers and what I say is
-this--if this place is good enough for a rich American--why it might
-also be good enough for me!"
-
-Allan nodded. "And you will go and see this place and----"
-
-"That's just what I can't do, I've got two Company meetings and
-important ones they are, and I can't miss 'em. Time's short, it's a bit
-like having a pistol pointed at one's head; but there you are, you can't
-help it and so my boy you've just got to put that book of poems, or
-whatever it is, away and forget it for to-day--you've got to go
-down--to----" he paused and looked at the letter, "this place, this
-Little Stretton, Little Stretton----" he repeated. "I seem to know the
-name, been there before perhaps--motoring or something, however you'll
-have to go there to-day instead of--me! You're not a fool, Allan,
-you've got eyes in your head--After all, the place is to be for you when
-you are married to her Ladyship, and it's right you should be the one to
-see it, so go down there, boy, see the place, size it up and find out
-the price. Use your own judgment because you've got it to use. I'll
-leave it in your hands. I'll make out a cheque for five hundred and
-sign it and you can leave it as deposit if you decide to buy. Only make
-up your mind, don't beat about the bush, remember we're not the only
-ones--and if it's the right place I don't want to lose it!"
-
-"But father--had you not better see it yourself, surely to-morrow----?"
-
-"To-morrow won't do--it must be done to-day--I know, worse luck, you're
-not a good hand at making a bargain, but I've got to make the best of
-that! Do your best, if you like the place, if you think it's cheap, if
-there are possibilities in it--why, Allan, boy, snap it up--don't let
-anyone get ahead of you! Here's the cheque." Sir Josiah tore a cheque
-out and made it out for five hundred pounds and signed it "Josiah
-Homewood."
-
-"And now you'd better look out a train to this place, this Little
-Stretton----" again he seemed to linger over the name. "Unless, of
-course," he added, "you'll go by the car?"
-
-"I'll go by train----" Allan said. In the train he could read his
-beloved books. The car allowed no such relaxation. "I'll go by train!"
-he said.
-
-
-
-
- *CHAPTER IV*
-
- *HOW ALLAN CAME TO THE GARDEN*
-
-
-For May it was a very hot day, almost an unnaturally hot day. It was a
-day that might well have belonged to August.
-
-Allan stepped it from the station, a sign post told him that Little
-Stretton was yet a mile to go. He took off his hat and henceforth
-carried it in his hand. He had read his book all the way down in the
-train and his mind was still lingering on it, on the book rather than on
-realities. So when he came to where stood an old, a very, very ancient
-oak, the mere relic of a once noble tree, he looked at it vaguely, and
-then looked beyond for the little red tiled barn that some fancy told
-him would be there. And it was there, but it was a very old barn and
-the roof had fallen in, in places and lichen was growing on the broken
-tiles.
-
-Allan stared at it, he felt faintly surprised.
-
-"Strange!" he said aloud. "Strange--why----"
-
-He had an idea that the barn was not so old, why it ought to have been
-almost a new barn, had he not seen----
-
-"Good Heavens!" he said aloud. "I must be dreaming or something----"
-Then he walked on rapidly. He breasted a hill and descended on the far
-side, following the twisting, turning road between the hedgerows all
-sweet with May flowers, and so came at last to a little village of red
-houses roofed with slabs of old Sussex stone, all green and yellow with
-lichen, yellow mostly.
-
-Allan stood still and looked at the village that lay almost at his feet.
-
-"I suppose," he said slowly. "I suppose we must, have motored through
-here once!"
-
-He seemed to know it all so well, the sleepy sloping street with the
-quaintly irregular houses, the little shops with curved bow windows
-thrusting out on to the pavement, and the low pitched doorways one
-gained by climbing perhaps three or more worn stone steps. The Inn, the
-sign of which swung from a beam that spanned the street. Yes surely he
-had seen it all before--on some motoring trip perhaps--and yet--and yet
-in a way it was strangely different, as the barn had differed from his
-expectations. For a time with a queer puzzled sensation, he stood, and
-then he came back to realities. He had journeyed here to see some house
-agent--what was his name?
-
-Dalabey! yes Dalabey!
-
-"Boy," he called to a dusty white haired urchin playing with a dog.
-"Boy, which is Mr. Dalabey's, the house agent?"
-
-The boy pointed. "That be Dalabey's up they steps be Dalabey's shop."
-
-So Allan went up the steps and found himself in the office of Dalabey
-and Son.
-
-Mr. Dalabey, a stout, red haired man, wearing no coat, was talking with
-a visitor, he looked at Allan.
-
-"My father had a letter about a house, an old house, he asked me----"
-
-"Ah yes, to be sure, the house as Mr. Van Norden be after, well there be
-nothing settled as yet, sir," Mr. Dalabey said as he reached up for a
-huge key.
-
-"I'll be ten minutes about," he said, "if you'll wait here while I get
-finished with this gentleman!"
-
-"Couldn't I go on? If you direct me I might find it."
-
-"Aye, and I'll follow. Well you can't make any mistake, 'tis just
-beyond the village, you'll see a high red wall, a very old wall it be,
-follow the wall for maybe a quarter of a mile, then you will come to the
-gates, well this key don't fit the gates, you'll hev to go a bit further
-till you come to a green door. This key is the key of the door, if
-you'll go on I'll get my bicycle and follow you and maybe I'll catch you
-up before you get there."
-
-"Thanks!" Allan said, he took the key, a ponderous thing and smiled at
-it for its bigness and clumsiness.
-
-Children in the roadway stared at the young man swinging the ponderous
-key in his hand, women standing in their doorways nodded to one another.
-
-They knew the key. "Very like he be the rich American who be coming to
-buy the Manor," they said.
-
-Allan walked on. Yes, certainly they must have motored through this
-village, he remembered it vaguely, and yet it seemed to him always a
-little changed. Now was there not, should there not be a Cross standing
-here where the road widened, in front of the Inn.
-
-He paused and stared about him. There was no Cross, no suggestion of
-one.
-
-An old man, typically Sussex, grey bearded and bent double by age, clad
-in a smock and an ancient tall hat, stared at him with rheumy eyes.
-
-"Grandfather," said Allan, "wasn't there a cross here once?"
-
-"Aye, a cross there were and a very fine cross it was tu," said the old
-man. "I du remember her, when I were a lad, seventy years ago; I du
-remember that Cross, seventy years ago knocked down her were in broad
-daylight, her were and I see it done, I did wi' my two eyes, see it
-done, I did!" He nodded his hoary head. "'Twere this a way, the doing
-of it. Village Street be wunnerful steep it be, they was bringing up
-two great el'ums on a lurry, three strappin' hosses they were a-pulling
-of the lurry up the hill, then down all on a sudden goes one o' the
-hosses, and down goes another. T'other hoss rares up her did and crack
-goes the chain, lurry wi' they two great el'ums goes running back'ard
-down the bill it did. I say it, as seen it done seventy years ago,
-seventy and one to be parfectly correct, and bash goes they el'um trunks
-into the Cross. Bash goes the Cross, down it falls in little pieces. I
-picked up a piece, I du remember, the bit I've got to this day, it
-stands on the chimbley shelf, it du. Seventy and one years ago, and me
-a lad of turned twelve a fine strapping lad tu."
-
-Allan slipped a coin into the old man's willing palm.
-
-Strange he should have thought that a Cross stood there. And yet, why
-strange? He had seen some other village street like this one, with a
-Cross set up in it. One often saw Crosses set up in old world villages.
-
-So he went on, swinging the great key in his hand and presently he came
-to the end of the village, where was the beginning of the old brick
-wall, a very high brick wall it was, fully ten feet, and the bricks were
-of that rare rose tint, the like of which have never been made since
-Anne was Queen, but these seemed to go back far before the time of Anne
-and here and there the wall was somewhat broken. But nature had done her
-best to make good the gaps, filling them up with lichen and moss of
-brilliant green and vivid yellow, a feast of colour for eyes tired of
-London's sombre streets.
-
-And he knew, because Mr. Dalabey had told him, that a quarter of a mile
-on, he would come to the gates, wide gates of iron hung on stone pillars
-and on each stone pillar was set the head of a deer, also carved in
-stone.
-
-And presently he came to the gates, and the pillars stood all moss
-covered, surmounted, as he knew they would be, by the sculptured heads
-of deer; but one had lost its antlers, and the other had its muzzle
-broken short off.
-
-Allan looked up at them and smiled, and then his smile vanished. Mr.
-Dalabey had not told him of the deers' heads, and yet--they were here.
-Curious! he thought.
-
-It was as though he had come on a place that he had visited in a dream,
-he could not shake off the feeling of familiarity, the knowledge, the
-certainty that attended his every step. He knew that the green door
-would be arched at the top and that it would be studded with great nails
-and bound with iron in many places.
-
-He knew that it would be and it was! He fitted the heavy key in the
-lock and it turned at last with much rasping and complaining.
-
-The door gave on a paved yard and in the crevices of the great flat
-topped cobbles grew weeds of all kind that bloomed and flourished
-untouched.
-
-And now the feeling of familiarity, the knowledge of the place had grown
-on him, so that he wondered at it no longer. He accepted it, because it
-was right, because--he refused to consider it at all. He knew!
-
-To the left stood the kitchen part of the house, he glanced towards it,
-but turned to the right and picked his way across the weed grown yard
-and came to a small wicket gate, between two tumble down buildings. The
-wicket gate had fallen into rottenness and lay all in fragments on the
-ground, but through the opening that was left he passed and found
-himself in the wild tangle of the great garden.
-
-Through the garden he walked, a man waking, yet in a strange dream. He
-followed the flagged pathway past the old sundial that had lost its
-gnomon, beyond the wild yew hedge and so to the lake, from which rose
-the slim figure of a stone girl and at her he stared long.
-
-He suddenly realised that, he had come here to see her, he had come on
-purpose, just to see this stone figure of a girl. He would have been
-disappointed, almost shocked, if she had not been here--and she was
-here--but the pitcher on her shoulder was empty and the upflung water
-flashed no longer in the sunlight.
-
-Slowly, very slowly, he turned away, he went back through the rose
-garden with bowed head, he came to the great circle of stone in the
-midst of which was set the old sundial, and on a stone seat, warmed by
-the sun, he sat down.
-
-"Strange!" he said. He said it aloud. "Strange!" he repeated. "I seem
-to know----" He stretched his arm out and laid it on the back of the
-old stone seat, and sat there staring at the moss grown sundial
-pedestal--staring till it seemed to waver, to become all uncertain
-before his sight.
-
-And then--then he lifted his head and looked about him.
-
-He saw a garden all glowing with flowers, and trim green lawns, the
-weeds, the desolation and the ruin of centuries had passed as with a
-breath. The garden was all glowing and blowing as perhaps it had two
-hundred years ago, and then slowly he turned his head and looked towards
-the house and saw that doors and windows stood open and that curtains
-swung from the casements lazily in the breeze. And as he watched a door
-opened and into the sunshine stepped, somewhat timidly he thought, a
-little maid, a trim, slim bodied little maid. She wore a flowered
-cotton gown, short at the ankles and low in the neck, and how the sun
-seemed to kiss it! And the little face above, a rarely sweet little
-face, purely oval with ripe red lips and the bluest eyes in the world.
-So she came hurrying along the wide stone pathway to him, a smile on her
-red lips and the copper red of her hair all flaming in the sunlight
-under the dainty mob cap.
-
-But ere she reached him, she stood still suddenly and looked at him with
-a pretty frown that was yet half a smile on her little face.
-
-"Allan!" she said. "Allan, be you still angry wi' your Betty now, dear?
-Will 'ee take back the words 'ee did speak in your anger, Allan? For
-you should know I would not have let a gawky rogue like Tim Burnand buss
-me, Allan, if I could 'a helped it. Before I could tell what he was at,
-he did steal a kiss, and I have rubbed my poor face sore to rub it all
-away for--for I want no kisses but thine Allan, my--my dear!"
-
-Her voice was very soft and sweet and the tears gathered in her
-wonderful blue eyes, tears that seemed to wring his heart.
-
-"I--I was overharsh and rough wi' thee, my Betty," he said. "I know
-'twas not your fault, but all the fault of Tim Burnand whose bones I'll
-break for him, may----"
-
-"Nay--swear not!" she said. "Oh Allan, I love thee for thy jealousy, I
-love thee for it!" Her eyes were laughing and joyous now and her face
-was all smiles and dimples and so she came to him, daintily, and put her
-two small hands, little brown hands in queer black lace mittens, on his
-shoulders and rising on her toes, she kissed him on the eyes.
-
-"And never, never more will 'ee be angry and jealous of your Betty?" she
-said.
-
-"Never again!" he said. "But because I do love thee so, my maid I could
-not bear to think that other lips----"
-
-"Have never touched mine, 'twas but my cheek he bussed, and I boxed his
-ears soundly for him--but hush--I hear my lady calling to me--Listen!
-Betty! Betty! yes--I did but steal away, seeing you here--just to tell
-thee----" She paused for breath for a moment "to tell thee, my Allan,
-how I do love thee! Hark, my lady is calling again!"
-
-"Blow me; sir, if I didn't think you'd been and lost yourself or fell
-down the old well, which I did ought to have reminded you about, or
-something!" said a voice.
-
-Allan started up, stared up into the round red and over-heated face of
-Mr. Dalabey. He looked about him with dazed eyes. Weeds were rioting
-over the old garden, the grass stood knee high on the lawns, dandelions
-thrust their golden heads between the paving stones at his feet. He
-stared at the house and saw it all, sombre and lifeless, a house of the
-dead. Its windows were broken, desolation and ruin were upon it, and
-then he looked back at the jolly red face of Mr. Dalabey.
-
-"Fell asleep!" Mr. Dalabey said. "And been dreaming!" he added.
-
-"Yes--dreaming----" Allan said quietly. "Dreaming!"
-
-
-
-
- *CHAPTER V*
-
- *IN WHICH ALLAN BUYS THE MANOR HOUSE*
-
-
-In and out and up and down Mr. Dalabey led Allan over the old house.
-They pried into dark and dusty corners, they ascended narrow and rickety
-stairs. It was a wonderful, rambling old place, the years had set their
-mark on it. The old oaken floors, worn and roughened by a thousand
-feet, took on many a queer pitch; from the pine panelling the paint had
-come away in great flakes; scarce a window but had its broken pane and
-through the pane some impertinent creeper thrust into the room and
-nodded to them familiarly.
-
-Allan followed the stout, red faced, good humoured man up and down the
-stairs and in and out the old rooms. A great talker was Mr. Dalabey, a
-born seller of houses.
-
-"This here be the banquetting hall, a very noble room, sir, very noble,
-fit for the aristocracy, her be, and a good many of the aristocracy it
-hev seen, sir, and many a bottle hev been drunk here, sir, I'll wager!
-Look at the ceiling, sir, some of the finest old plaster work to be met
-with in the kingdom, wonderful fine plaster work it be, as many gents as
-be connoisseurs, hev remarked. Greatly took with the plaster work was
-Mr. Van Norden."
-
-"Yes," Allan said, and "Yes!" For his thoughts were far away, he looked
-through the broken and dusty windows into the garden with its weeds and
-its broken pathways and overgrown flower beds, and a strange sense of
-loss came to him. He felt a little ache at his heart, for the girl who
-had come to him in that same strange dream and had kissed his eyes and
-called him "her dear."
-
-How real she had been. He marvelled now at the feeling that had been
-his at the time, that she was a very part of his life. How sweet and
-musical her voice, how warm and soft the touch of her red lips and yet
-it had only been a dream!
-
-"This be one o' the guest rooms and you'll notice the wig cupboard,
-sir," said Mr. Dalabey; "very remarkable this wig cupboard, you'll see
-'em in most of the bedrooms where the quality of them days kep' their
-wigs. Much took Mr. Van Norden was with they wig cupboards!"
-
-"Yes!" said Allan, and all the time his thoughts were with the maiden of
-the garden, she who had kissed his eyes and had vanished as she had
-come, leaving him with this strange sense of loneliness and longing and
-hunger, and above all that deep, deep sense of loss.
-
-"And now I think we've pretty well done it, sir, there's the stables,
-rare fine stables they was once. Seldom less than twenty hosses did
-they keep in them stables in the Elmacott's days----"
-
-"Whose days?"
-
-"Elmacott, that were the name o' the folk, dead and gone they be
-now--Sir Nathaniel were the last, a rare wild devil of a man according
-to history, my old grandfather, a wonderful man he were, would tell me
-many a story of Sir Nat, as they called him, when I were a boy. Stories
-my old granddad had from his father before him--well sir," Mr. Dalabey
-paused, "well, sir, there it be, I've shewn you all there is to see,
-hiding nothing, a rare lot of money'll be wanted to be spent on it, sir,
-and there be no disguising the fact, nor have I attempted to disguise
-it, as you'll bear witness, sir, but there be this Mr. Van Norden keen
-set on the place and likely for to make up his mind any moment,
-considering of it he is at this very time, I daresay!"
-
-"Who are the owners?" Allan asked.
-
-"A gentleman of the name of Stimpson be the owner, a distant relative of
-the Elmacotts by marriage. I do understand, out in Canada he be, born
-and bred there and never clapped eyes on the place, nor ever likely to.
-I've got to get the best price I can for the place, seeing he be my
-client, and the price I've asked Mr. Van Norden----" Dalabey paused.
-He looked at Allan, he had no great opinion of Allan. "Queer and dreamy
-like," Mr. Dalabey thought, "not businesslike, one of they sort who goes
-through the world mooning----"
-
-"And the price?" Allan asked.
-
-"Er--thirty thousand pounds," said Dalabey.
-
-"It's a great deal of money," Allan said, he said it more for the sake
-of saying something than for any other reason. Had Dalabey said fifty
-thousand pounds, he would probably have said the same thing.
-
-"Open to an offer I be, but the offer's got to come quick and soon, or
-Mr. Van Norden----"
-
-"I know, I know!" Allan stood and stared out over the garden. He
-wondered at its strange fascination for him. Of course it had only been
-a dream, yet a dream so strangely real, so clear cut, so logical and
-why--why should it have come to him here in this old garden--why?
-
-Mr. Dalabey was staring at him.
-
-"Gone to sleep he hev seemingly."
-
-"Thirty thousand, sir, and that be no more than forty pounds an acre for
-good Sussex land by my reckoning, to say nothing of the old house and
-the buildings and a dozen cottages in the village wi' the alehouse, the
-Elmacott Arms."
-
-"Yes, yes!" Allan said. "Yes! I am acting for my father. I have his
-permission to--to settle--the house will cost a great deal to repair, a
-great deal!"
-
-"I haven't disguised nothing from you and no one can say----"
-
-"I will offer you twenty-five thousand on my father's behalf!"
-
-"Oh sir, oh consider! A fine house her be and wunnerful good land the
-best in all Sussex and twenty-five thousand b'ain't no more than about
-thirty pounds an acre, a terribul little money that, sir, for land so
-good and the historical association and all!"
-
-"Twenty-seven!" Allan said briefly.
-
-"There be Mr. Van Norden a considering of it at this very moment----"
-
-Allan hated bargaining, hated money. His life had been spent in an
-atmosphere of money. He knew that above and before all he wanted to be
-rid of this man, he wanted to go back to the old garden and sit there on
-the sun warmed stone seat and see if his dream would not come back to
-him.
-
-"Twenty-eight thousand, then, and no more, I have done, take it or leave
-it!"
-
-"You'll like to see the cottages and the Inn, a wunnerful old Inn her be
-with historical interest and----"
-
-"No!" said Allan. "No! do you take my offer, yes or no? Tell me now!"
-
-Mr. Balabey stroked his chin. He did not like to do business in this
-way. True it was profitable business, for Mr. Van Norden was
-considering the offer at twenty-five thousand.
-
-"Very well, sir, done and done!" said Mr. Dalabey. "Done with you, sir,
-and I congratulate you on a rare bargain, I do, sir!" He held out his
-large and moist hand.
-
-Allan took it.
-
-"Now," he said, "I will ask you to do me a favour! I have purchased the
-place at twenty-eight thousand pounds. I have a cheque for five hundred
-pounds as deposit in my pocket, if I had a pen----"
-
-"I've got a fountain pen with me, sir," said Dalabey, "always carry one
-I du!"
-
-"Very well then, we will sit down here--and if you will lend me your
-pen----?"
-
-They sat down on the old stone seat and Allan filled in the cheque.
-
-"Make it payable to me," Dalabey said. "Thomas J. Dalabey," which Allan
-did.
-
-"And now," Allan said, "I'd like to look about the old place alone, take
-the cheque and I will call at your office on my way back, you can then
-give me the receipt."
-
-"To be sure and so I will, and once more congratulate you I do, and if
-so be you'll honour me, sir, I'll have a cup of tea ready and waiting
-for you when you come back!"
-
-"Thank you!" Allan said. "And now, one thing more, how is the old place
-called, Mr. Dalabey?"
-
-"Why 'tis Homewood Manor, I thought as I mentioned the name in my
-letter----"
-
-"No, you did not, though I remember someone else spoke of it to
-me--Homewood Manor, that is strange!"
-
-"In the Parish of Homewood it be," said Dalabey, "just within, and the
-next Parish be Little Stretton, but as this----"
-
-"I understand, I quite understand, but all the same it is curious!"
-
-"I don't see how," said Mr. Dalabey, "curious it 'ud be if it were
-called anything else, sir!"
-
-"Look at the cheque, at the signature!" Allan said.
-
-Mr. Dalabey looked, he uttered an exclamation as he spelled out Josiah
-Homewood's crabbed handwriting.
-
-"Very odd it be, I swear!" he said. "And very right and proper too,
-come to that, nothing could be better! Mr. Homewood of Homewood Manor,
-it sounds good, sir! And now I'll get back and a cup o' tea'll be ready
-for you in say an hour's time----"
-
-"Say two----" Allan said, "and thank you!"
-
-So Dalabey hurried off to spread the news through Little Stretton.
-Beaming with joy he was, as he cycled down the road.
-
-"Ah, Mrs. Hanson, there you be, Ma'am!" he shouted, slowing down by the
-little cottage. "News I've got for 'ee and for that little gel o'
-thine!"
-
-"News--hev the American----"
-
-"No, ma'am, he hasn't! Why, my maid, what be the matter wi' 'ee?"
-Dalabey added, for he had caught sight of Betty's blooming face in the
-window.
-
-And a pretty picture the girl made, her sweet face framed in the
-clinging greenery and the roses on the point of breaking into bloom, but
-the sweetest rose of all was there in the window.
-
-"Fair joyous you do look," said Dalabey, "joyous be the word, all
-bubbling over wi' delight--and yet--you cannot have heard the news of
-the selling yet?"
-
-"The--the selling--Mr. Dalabey, not--not the selling of--my--of--oh you
-said--the American hasn't bought----"
-
-"Homewood Manor be sold, sold by I, this very day, Mrs. Hanson, sold by
-I within the hour!" He rubbed his big red hands, "and a fair price, yes
-I'll admit, a fair price as things go--but sold it be, sold and done
-for, but not to the American gentleman--Why, Mrs. Hanson, what be the
-matter wi' that gel o' thine?"
-
-For Betty had gone white, white as death, and the joy had gone out of
-her face and her little red lips dragged down pitifully and into her
-blue eyes had come tears, tears which all unnoticed trickled down her
-pale cheeks.
-
-"Fair daft that maid be about that old garden!" said Mrs. Hanson. "And
-glad I be, Mr. Dalabey, as the place be sold, and put to orders, I hope
-it'll be, so this maid of mine will go no more roamin' where her haven't
-no business to be!"
-
-"Ah yes, to be sure, to be sure!" Mr. Dalabey said. "To be sure," he
-added, "well! sold it be and, strangest of all, to a young gentleman,
-leastways his father, which be all the same, of the name of Homewood.
-There, what do 'ee think of that now? Homewood Manor sold to a
-Homewood, curious, eh? Well, well, I must be getting along!"
-
-"Sold it be and a dratted good job too!" Mrs. Hanson said.
-
-Betty crept away to her attic room under the thatched roof. Sold! Her
-garden sold and for ever now barred against her! No more rambles in the
-enchanted garden by moonlight, no more dreams in which she peopled the
-old garden with all those strange folk, of whom she had seen visions.
-And He--she would never see Him more, bending over the flower beds at
-his work. He whose face she had hardly seen, and yet somehow she knew
-that He meant so much to her. So the little maid crept to her room with
-bursting heart.
-
-"Sold it be, sold it be," she whispered to herself.
-
-
-
-
- *CHAPTER VI*
-
- *"I HATE HIM--HATE HIM I DU!"*
-
-
-Allan sat on the old stone seat in the warm sunshine. He watched the
-rioting weeds, the broken sundial, the long pathway of flagged stone
-leading to the grim desolate house.
-
-He closed his eyes and opened them again, hoping to see that vision he
-had seen, but it came to him no more. No! there were only the weeds and
-the decay and the green moss.
-
-So he sat there for a full hour and tried to force that which would not
-come. He could see her, in fancy, tripping down the flagged path to
-him, with love and tenderness in her blue eyes, that dainty little
-figure with the head of flaming gold and the white neck. But it was a
-vision that could not be forced.
-
-So presently, disheartened and hopeless, he rose and went to the lake
-and stared hard at the broken stone nymph and watched the great idle
-fish and the sense of loss grew stronger and yet stronger on him.
-
-Who was she who had come out of the past to kiss his eyes and to tell
-him that she loved him? Why should such dreams come to him? He had
-never dreamed in all his life before, but she had been so real, even to
-the little black lace mittens, black lace mittens such he had never seen
-on a girl's hands before. Yet he had dreamed of her and the sweet voice
-of her and the sweet Sussex speech and strangely enough, had he not
-answered her in that same speech? He remembered it now with a sudden
-start of surprise.
-
-Yes, he with Eton and Oxford behind him, had spoken as she had spoken,
-as the old man who had told him about the broken Cross in Little
-Stretton had spoken.
-
-He turned away, he made his way back through the garden. He wondered at
-his seeming previous knowledge of it now, for that knowledge was gone,
-it took him some time to find the gap where the broken wicket gate had
-been, but he found it and went, blundering and uncertain, across the
-grass grown stable yard.
-
-He locked the battered green door behind him and thrust the great key
-into his coat pocket and went along the road, and on the way to the
-village he passed a little thatched roofed cottage and under that
-thatched roof a maid was lying on her little bed, face downward, weeping
-her heart out for the thing that he had done, yet he could not know
-that. How could he? He saw an old dame standing by the little gate, an
-upright severe old dame, with white hair and a wrinkled face, and she
-bobbed him a country curtsey.
-
-To her Allan lifted his hat politely.
-
-"A beautiful day!" he said.
-
-"And that it be, a wunnerful fine day and hot like for May her be, sir
-and might--might I make bold----" she hesitated.
-
-Allan stopped and looked at her with kindly eyes.
-
-"You were going to ask me something?"
-
-"Cur-us I be, which be a besetting sin!" she admitted. "But Mr. Dalabey
-he hev passed by just now when my maid and I--my granddarter her be,
-were here and he told we as he hev sold the old Manor House and I were
-thinking, sir, seeing the key was sticking out, of your pocket----"
-
-Allan laughed. "Yes," he said, "you are right, I have bought it, for my
-father, that is----"
-
-"A wunnerful fine place it be!" she said.
-
-"And we shall be near neighbours, eh?"
-
-Again she dropped a curtsey.
-
-"'Tisn't for the like of we to be a neighbour to the like of gentry,"
-she added, "but if any little thing I can du----"
-
-"Be sure I will come and ask you Mrs.----"
-
-"Hanson be my name, sir, as anyone can tell 'ee. Old this cottage be,
-but there never yet lived in it one whose name was not Hanson. 'Twere
-Hansons lived here in the days when the Elmacotts lived at the Manor,
-Hansons hev been servants there, always served the Elmacotts, they did,
-and if, sir, there be any little thing that we can du----"
-
-"You are very good!" Allan said.
-
-"A dear talkative old soul," he thought; he held out a friendly hand to
-her and she blushed at the honour and bobbed him a dozen curtseys as he
-went his way.
-
-"Betty, Betty, my maid, Betty, come 'ee here, Betty, where be 'ee? Come
-here!" cried Mrs. Hanson, when Allan had gone.
-
-"Here I be, Grandmother!" Betty came, a pale sorrowful faced little
-maiden.
-
-"And crying 'ee've been, shame on 'ee my maid for to cry because that
-dirty old place hev been sold and who do 'ee think I have been talkin'
-wi'? Why bless 'ee wi' the young gentleman as hev bought her and a
-proper young gentleman he be, not above shaking hands wi' an old body
-like me and lifting of his hat to I, for all the world like I were a
-fine lady! Bless 'ee my maid, a fine, upstanding, smart, young
-gentleman he be, one of the quality too, aye of the quality, my maid,
-for mark 'ee the real quality are never above shaking hands wi' a poor
-body and talking pleasant to the likes o' we! 'Tis they upstarts and
-nobodys as looks down on poor folks! When 'ee sees him Betty,
-'ee'll----"
-
-"I never want to see him, never!" the girl cried, "Never, never, I hope
-I never shall see him!"
-
-"Bless me what nonsense are 'ee talking now?"
-
-"I never want to see him, for--for if I du, I shall hate him, hate him,
-aye, I hate him now, I du--hate him terribul bad, I du----"
-
-"For shame and to your room wi' 'ee till you du come to your senses--I
-be ashamed o' you, Betty Hanson, that I be! Hate him indeed, hate him, a
-fine upstanding----"
-
-"I hate him, I hate him, I hate him!" Betty said, and then once again,
-with defiance and anger and sorrow too in her blue eyes, "I hate him, I
-du, Grandmother!"
-
-Mrs. Hanson lifted a rigid arm, she pointed at the door.
-
-"To your room wi' 'ee, Betty Hanson," she said, "I be ashamed of 'ee, I
-be, to your room, you perilous bad maid!"
-
-
-
-
- *CHAPTER VII*
-
- *"HOW WONDERFUL--THE WAY OF THINGS"*
-
-
-"Bless my soul!" Sir Josiah said, "Bless my soul!" He said it several
-times, there was a look of astonishment on his red round face, "Bless my
-soul, sir!"
-
-He walked up and down the large and imposing room, his hands behind his
-back.
-
-"And how about the drains, did you make any enquiry about the drains?
-
-"No!" said Allan.
-
-"No, you wouldn't, nor about the water! Is water laid on, eh, answer me
-that?"
-
-"I--I don't know, father, I am afraid I--I was a bad representative!"
-
-"It's enough to worry a man's head off," cried his father. "Here do I go
-trusting you to go and--and--not a thing do you know! Hand over my
-cheque for five hundred pounds like it was a bagatelle as the saying is.
-You don't know anythin' about the title deeds, nothing about the drains,
-nothing about the water, while you admit the state of repair of the
-house is somethin' disgraceful!"
-
-"Father, I wish you had gone yourself, I told you----"
-
-"Yes, I know, you told me I know, you did--told me you weren't no good
-at bargaining, and I'm afraid you were right! Here you go
-and--and--and----" Sir Josiah paused, a little breathlessly.
-
-"Well, what's the place like? Just try my lad and pull yourself
-together and describe it!"
-
-"Homewood Manor is----"
-
-"What Manor?"
-
-"Homewood--it bears the same name as we do, father!"
-
-Sir Josiah sat down, he sat down abruptly and stared wide eyed at his
-son.
-
-"Homewood----" he gasped, "Little Stretton--Homewood Manor--well, well
-if this don't beat anything--anything I've ever heard--Homewood----"
-
-"It is an odd coincidence," said Allan.
-
-"Odd coincidence, it's more--it's more. It is the very hand of Fate,
-that's what it is, the hand of Fate, you don't understand of course you
-don't----" he paused. "Allan, did you ever hear the name Pringle?"
-
-"Pringle?" asked Allan, puzzled, "of course I have heard it, but----"
-
-"Heard it, just heard it--eh? That's all, just heard it, mentioned and
-nothing more, eh?"
-
-"It's a name I have heard, father, that's all!"
-
-"And don't signify anything to you, nothing particular, out of the way,
-eh?"
-
-"Nothing, father!"
-
-"Bless me, bless me, you never heard me speak of Allan Pringle of The
-Green Gate Inn in Aldgate?"
-
-Allan shook his head.
-
-"A wonderful man!" said Sir Josiah. "Allan, his name was, the same as
-yours and Allan was his father before him and his father before him, yes
-Allans all along the line, till they came to me, only me they called
-Josiah, Josiah after Josiah Rodwell, my mother's father, hoping to get a
-bit out of the old man, which they never did, bless me! and never heard
-of Allan Pringle, you haven't?
-
-"Queer too," Josiah rambled on, "that he should be the kind of man he
-was, they said of him as he could squeeze gold out of a stone and I
-b'lieve he could. Coming from the country, a farm hand he was and his
-father a gardener and his father's father a gardener, grubbing about in
-the earth, Allan, and yet Allan Pringle came to London, a farmer's boy
-and makes a little fortune!"
-
-"But who was he?"
-
-"My grandfather, Allan Pringle was. He laid the foundation of our
-fortune! My father was keen and clever, not up to the old man though.
-Still he did not do so badly, he left me forty thousand when he died,
-that's what I've been building on, Allan, and now--now--maybe it's
-nearer twenty times forty thousand, my boy! That comes of having a head
-on you--a head which you haven't got and never will have!"
-
-"Then your name is--is Pringle?"
-
-"Was!" said Sir Josiah. "It was my father who took the name of Homewood
-when he began to get on a bit and wanted to sink the aleshop, called
-himself Homewood after the place where his father was born and where all
-the family came from----"
-
-"And it is this very place that to-day----?"
-
-Sir Josiah nodded. "The very place!" he said. "Queer, isn't it, Allan?
-Very queer! When I heard the name Little Stretton, it set me thinking,
-but even then I didn't quite catch on. But now, Homewood Manor, why
-bless me, boy--my grandfather, Allan Pringle's mother, was maid in that
-very house and my great grandfather, Allan Pringle he was, Allan, the
-same as you, he and she was sweethearting, her the lady's maid, he the
-under gardener, and got married, they did. A wonderful pretty young
-woman, so I've heard and a sad story if what one hears is true, hadn't
-been married a year when she died when the boy was born, him as
-afterwards kept the Green Gate Inn in Aldgate. And now, now after all
-these years, Allan, here am I, buying the very house, the very house, my
-boy, where my great-grandfather was under gardener and my
-great-grandmother was lady's maid. Wonderful, isn't it? Wonderful the
-way of things, Allan?"
-
-"Wonderful!" Allan said dreamily. "Very wonderful--the way of
-things--Father----" He turned suddenly on Sir Josiah, "This--this
-marriage of mine----"
-
-"Well, what about it?"
-
-"It--it must go on--there's no way----"
-
-Sir Josiah stared, his round face grew redder, it turned purple. "Way,"
-he shouted, "to what? Are you going to kick against it now? Are you
-going to, to turn everything down now? But--but you can't do it--you
-can't do it! If you do I'll never forgive you, never to my dying day
-and after and then--think of her ladyship--Lady Kathleen, do you mean
-you want to back out of it, Allan, now?"
-
-Allan did not answer, he stared out of the window, he did not see the
-gloomy London Square, he saw a garden, sweet with flowers and down the
-paved pathway a little maid with sunkissed hair and eyes as blue as the
-Heavens came tripping towards him.
-
-"Allan, Allan," she said, "my dear, I love you so!"
-
-"Allan you--you can't do it!" Sir Josiah's old voice trembled, he came
-and put a hand on Allan's shoulder. "It--it isn't as if it was only a
-promise to me, to me now, it's a promise to her, you can't shame and
-disgrace her--Lady Kathleen--you can't--by--by Heaven you can't! Allan,
-it isn't a thing that even I'd do, much less a gentleman like you!"
-
-"I understand, father, I understand that, it--it must go on, I shall not
-back out of it as you say--it shall go on!"
-
-"Ah!" Sir Josiah said, "ah, a lady, an Earl's daughter, Lady Kathleen
-Homewood of Homewood Manor, that sounds good, Allan boy, eh? Sounds
-good, don't it? I can hear myself saying it at the Club--my
-daughter-in-law, Lady Kathleen Homewood! No, you can't back out of it
-now, Allan, I'd never forgive you if you did--Besides, why should you?
-Last night, you weren't against it, Allan----"
-
-"Last night," Allan said, "last night----" he paused. How far away
-seemed last night! Sir Josiah was watching him anxiously and Allan
-smiled.
-
-"Yes, I understand, it must go on now, but--last night--was last night!"
-
-
-
-
- *CHAPTER VIII*
-
- *"KATHLEEN--DO YOU REMEMBER?"*
-
-
-My lady sat with her chin in her hand, her dressing gown had slipped
-over the polished loveliness of her white shoulders, on which the soft
-dark brown of her hair fell in heavy glistening curls.
-
-She had sat here for many minutes, her thoughts away in the past. Now
-she stirred, she sighed a little, she roused herself and laughed
-wearily, then reached out a white hand and took a ring from the dressing
-table. A magnificent ring, one of immense value, a ring worthy of her
-and of the man who had put it on her finger, yet she doubted if Allan
-had bought it. It looked in its ostentatious magnificence more like his
-father, somehow, and she shivered suddenly and cast the ring aside. And
-then laughed again a queer, uncertain, trembling little laugh that might
-have sounded naturally enough from the lips of a maiden of eighteen, but
-which came a little oddly from the lips of a woman of twenty-eight.
-
-But to-night her eyes were soft and misty. To-night memory was there,
-tapping at the door of her soul. "You can't shut me out," it seemed to
-say, "close the door, bolt it, bar it against me, but you can't shut out
-memory, you never, never can! Fight against me, but I am always here,
-always ready to come to you--a chance word, a chance gesture, the scent
-of a flower or a perfume, the music of an old song and though you think
-you have locked the door against me, see I am back again! Listen, even
-the ticking of the clock--the little clock on your mantel. Kathleen, do
-you remember how the clock ticked that night when you--you and he----"
-
-She threw out her hands suddenly, she rose, a tall, queenly young
-figure.
-
-"The past is past, is dead and will remain dead!" she said, then she
-crossed the room, and very resolutely she unlocked a drawer, from the
-drawer took a little steel japanned box, she unlocked it and from it
-took a packet of letters.
-
-Should she read them before she destroyed them? Should she? No, and
-yet she hesitated--the strength and resolution of a moment ago were
-gone, she sat down and toyed with the ribbon that held the papers
-together.
-
-"Just for the last time," she said, "and then I shall forget them
-utterly!" So she untied the ribbon and took the letters one by one and
-read them and the misty look in her eyes seemed to grow more soft and
-more gentle and there came a sweet womanly tenderness to her lips that
-the world until now had thought a little hard and contemptuous.
-
-Is there not some little packet of old letters jealously hidden away in
-your possession? Haven't you treasured just one or two? Open the
-packet with reverent fingers, touch them gently, for here are holy
-things!
-
-A child's unformed hand, the unsteady letters yet so neatly and so
-carefully made. Can't you see him as he makes them? that little chubby
-fist, that somehow cannot hold the pen in just the way the master says
-it must be held.
-
-Can't you see the little curly head leaning a little to one side?
-Slowly he forms the great round "Os" and fashions the long tailed "Ys"
-and does his honest best to keep them fair and square upon the pencilled
-line that even now you can see ruled faintly on the old paper?
-
-A child's letter, a little odd glove, a lock of yellow hair, his hair!
-Only these, but they bring back memories, don't they? Do you
-remember--? Ah, can you forget? When you held him so tightly in your
-arms that day--when he went away for ever. Such a great strong fellow,
-so brave, so confident of the future! How he looked into that future
-with clear shining eyes, eyes that were unafraid.
-
-"Dear, it is all right, I shall come back to you, safe and sound!" So
-he said, and then the waiting, the agony of it, the long suspense, the
-silence, the hourly prayers to Almighty God that all might be well with
-him--and then--then the news--that came at last!
-
-And all that you have now is the child's letter--the little glove and
-the curl of yellow hair.
-
-And there are other letters, yours, Kathleen. I wonder did he think
-when he wrote them ten long years ago that you would be sitting here
-to-night reading them over yet once again? I wonder, did he think that
-those letters of his could bring the tears to your eyes, Kathleen? Did
-he dream when in his eagerness and his passion and his love for you, as
-he penned them, never weighing his words, only eager to pour out his
-soul to you, that you would keep them and cherish them all these years,
-Kathleen, only to destroy them at last?
-
-The unsteady writing fades and is gone. Your eyes through a mist of
-tears see a young, ardent, boyish face, you see eyes that plead and are
-filled with a hope that fights valiantly against despair. Those hastily
-scrawled, passionate words are as voices that come to you out of the
-past, voices that remind you of how he loved you once--when you were but
-eighteen!
-
-There came from the little clock on, the mantel a whirring sound, then
-it struck One--Two--She lifted her head for a moment, there was a step
-on the stairs outside, her father come home from the Club, he passed her
-door.
-
-A mist was before her eyes, the letters were all blurred and indistinct,
-the writing--she could no longer see, yet, she knew every word written
-there. How many times had she read them over and over and yet over
-again!
-
-And what need to read them when, she knew them so well? Would she ever
-forget them? So many pages, so closely written and yet all that had
-been said, could have been said in but three words, three short words,
-"I love you!"
-
-So she sat there with the letters all in a heap in her lap, and her head
-bowed.
-
-Memory--Memory was monarch of all to-night. Memory ruled and reigned
-supreme.
-
-That night, do you remember, Kathleen? The night when the raindrops
-pattered on the glossy leaves of the magnolia that grew beneath your
-window? Do you remember how he stood there looking up at you, the light
-from your lamp on his face? Do you remember? And that day, the day you
-met him by the end of the lane and put your hand in his and went with
-him down the long road? Do you remember? And then again----
-
-She moved suddenly, she flung her head back, her face was white and
-drawn and there was agony in her eyes. She rose suddenly and thrust the
-letters into the empty grate, she bent over them and struck a match and
-watched them burn.
-
-And then, when the last was turned to grey and black ash, she went back
-to the table and took up the great expensive, glittering ring, the ring
-that represented more money than He had ever owned. And so she turned
-it over and over between her white fingers and laughed suddenly. But
-the laughter was not good to hear.
-
-
-
-
- *CHAPTER IX*
-
- *HOW SIR JOSIAH OPENED HIS PURSE*
-
-
-Sir Josiah garaged his two thousand guinea car in the old coach house of
-"The Fighting Cocks" Inn. He ordered a sumptuous repast in that antique
-house of call, the best and the oldest wines must be brought up from the
-cellars for him.
-
-A keen money getter, yet he was at heart a very generous man. The
-respect, the bobbing curtseys, the doffed hats and smiling faces here at
-Little Stretton delighted him. He felt just a thrill of regret that he
-had bought the old place for Allan rather than for himself. He had an
-idea that he would make a far better and more imposing Lord of the Manor
-than Allan.
-
-In the City of London he was "somebody," but here in little quiet out of
-the world Little Stretton, he was "everybody."
-
-Mr. Dalabey fawned on him, he fetched and carried, he was hat in hand.
-A cunning, artful fellow Mr. Dalabey, he sized Sir Josiah up, he called
-him "Squire," and Sir Josiah glowed with satisfaction.
-
-"A good feller, that Dalabey, a sensible man!" Sir Josiah said to Allan,
-"a useful feller!" It puzzled the Baronet that his son refused to
-accompany him on his many trips to Little Stretton and Homewood. Allan
-went once, and on that once he was moody and silent. While his father
-stamped about the house and thrust the blade of his pen-knife into
-suspicious woodwork, Allen held aloof, he went out into the old garden
-by himself and stood staring at the battered nymph, whose slim stone
-figure was reflected in the dark pool. He sat down, on the old mossy
-stone seat in the great circle about the sundial and stared at the weeds
-and decay, and somehow the desolation of the place seemed to creep into
-his heart. He was glad to get away.
-
-He loved his father, he knew what a fine old fellow he was at heart,
-what noble and generous impulses he was capable of. But to-day his
-father's loud self-confident voice, his intense self-satisfaction, his
-huge importance, Dalabey's servility all irked him. He was intensely
-glad to leave Homewood behind him and thereafter he always found some
-excuse that prevented him from accompanying Sir Josiah on his many
-visits to Homewood.
-
-So the Baronet came and gave his orders to Dalabey and to the builders
-and decorators and the gardeners, and he spent money like water.
-
-"When I do things, I don't half do things, eh Dalabey?" Sir Josiah
-enquired.
-
-"No, that you don't, Squire, beg your pardon, Sir Josiah!" said Dalabey.
-"Never was such a free and open handed gentleman, sir!"
-
-"Your Mr. Van Norden wouldn't have done the thing in such style, eh?"
-enquired Sir Josiah.
-
-"No, sir, not to be thought of, not for a moment, Squire!"
-
-It meant thousands, yet what did thousands matter to Sir Josiah with his
-hundreds of thousands? He spent and spent, he was extravagant. Before,
-as he said himself, one could say "Jack Robinson," he had an army of
-workpeople slaving at the place, and he walked about the house and
-garden and saw his men doing his work and drawing his pay, and for the
-first time in his life he felt himself a really great man.
-
-And once--once his forebears had delved and dug this very soil that was
-now his own! Once for a few miserable shillings a week had they turned
-over the sweet brown earth over which he was lord and master.
-
-In Little Stretton, in Homewood, at Bargate and Bushcorner, and all the
-little villages round about, there were smiling faces and curtseys for
-him and he was utterly unconscious that one pair of blue eyes grew hard
-and bitter and one red lipped mouth curled with contempt and dislike,
-that in one soft little breast a usually tender little heart was filled
-with hate for him. For this was the mab who had bought "her" garden,
-and who was spoiling it, spoiling it so that it would never, never
-again, be as it hud been. With one wave of his thick hand he had
-banished all those dear ghosts of the past who had been her friends,
-even more her friends than the honest, red faced rustics who were very
-much real flesh and blood, and who regarded her with commiserating eyes
-as a "queer" maid.
-
-Oozing satisfaction and gold, Sir Josiah was beloved of everyone save of
-this unreasonable little maid, who hated his jolly round red face and
-loathed the sound of his loud and domineering voice.
-
-"Get some of them old trees cut down and out of the way, Dalabey, get
-all this tangle rooted out of it and get that wall pointed, yes that's
-what it wants--pointing, make it look smart--and Dalabey----"
-
-"Yes, Squire?"
-
-"How about some broken class along the top of the walls? We don't want
-people climbing over and trespassing, Dalabey!"
-
-"Certainly, Squire, broken glass!"
-
-So on moonlight nights broken glass, securely set in cement, glittered
-and twinkled like a line of frost along the top of the walls and the
-little maid looked at it with bursting heart and a terrible sense of
-loss.
-
-"Very sullen, not to say quiet, my granddarter du be getting," said Mrs.
-Hanson to Mrs. Colley, her neighbour.
-
-"Maids du get that way," said Mrs. Colley. "'Tis a home of her own her
-be pining for--gone eighteen your maid be, Mrs. Hanson?"
-
-"Gone eighteen Feb'ry last," said Mrs. Hanson.
-
-"Then time it is her was married and in a home of her own, with, things
-to look after to keep her hands and her mind full! Marriage be the
-right and proper and nat'ral thing for young maids of her years----"
-
-"And her not wanting for chances," said Mrs. Hanson; "why she hev but to
-hold up her finger and there be a dozen ready to run to she!"
-
-Mrs. Colley wagged her head. "And who be they?" she asked jealously,
-for she had a granddaughter of her own who was as yet unappropriated.
-"There be Tom Spinner, who du be spending his evenings in the bar of the
-Three Ploughs, and Bob Domer, a nice ne'er-do-well he, and young Frank
-Peasgood as du make eyes at every maid he sees. Why I did order him the
-door myself when he would have come a-courting my 'Lizbeth."
-
-"And there be Abram Lestwick," said Mrs. Hanson, "who be a fine and
-proper young man, reg'lar to Church, one as walks in fear of the Lord
-and no beer drinker, nor smoker neither, and a steady worker with a nice
-cottage of his own, and standing high with Farmer Patcham. Aye, there
-be Abram Lestwick as would kneel down and kiss the very floor my maid
-treads on!"
-
-Mrs. Colley sniffed. She had had designs on Abram Lestwick herself for
-her 'Lizbeth, but Abram had always stolidly passed her inviting door by
-and never had be given a second glance to sallow faced, black haired,
-shrewish tempered 'Lizbeth Colley.
-
-"Too mysterious he be and too quiet and sullen like, I count him, for a
-young man. I like young men as enjoys life, not such as walks about
-with a book in his pocket and scarce ever takes his eyes from the
-ground. Fair and square and open I du like young men to be, Mrs.
-Hanson, and as for your Abram Lestwick, I give him to you, I du!"
-
-"Very gen'rous you be, givin' what bain't yours to give!" said Mrs.
-Hanson with spirit; "and thank you kindly, I be sure, Mrs. Colley!"
-
-So they parted, not the best of friends, but into Mrs. Hanson's mind had
-come an image of Betty settling down with Abram Lestwick as her partner,
-and that same evening she opened fire on Betty with:
-
-"A very proper young man be Abram Lestwick, a pity 'tis there bain't a
-few more like he!"
-
-Betty made no answer.
-
-"And very frequent he du pass this cottage, whiles round by Perry's
-medder be the nearest and nighest way for he."
-
-"Well, what about Abram Lestwick, Grandmother?"
-
-"I du believe, Betty, he hev serious intentions," said the old lady,
-"and a nice little cottage, well furnished and steady money coming in,
-not less than thirty-five shillings every week, as would make a maid
-happy and comfortable."
-
-Betty sprang to her feet, her face flushed, her eyes seemed to dart
-points of light.
-
-"What do 'ee mean, Grandmother? Be 'ee goading I to marry Abram
-Lestwick? Do 'ee want to get rid o' I, is that it?"
-
-"Bless me, my maid, what tantrums 'ee do fly into!" cried the astonished
-old body. "Wherever did 'ee get thy temper from I don't know, a
-peaceful soul thy mother was and thy father being my own son, was as
-easy a man as ever trod and here be 'ee, my maid, with a hot temper, of
-which I be ashamed, and down on your knees and ask God to forgive 'ee
-and make a better maid of 'ee!"
-
-"I shan't!" said Betty.
-
-Mrs. Hanson rose: "'Tis the first time as ever 'ee said shan't to me,
-Betty Hanson, and after this I be determined and my mind be made
-up--marry Abram Lestwick 'ee shall!"
-
-"No, no!"
-
-"Or out through that door do 'ee go, never was there a maid so bad and
-so ungrateful as 'ee be. Go to your room and consider of things, Betty
-Hanson, till 'ee be come to a better frame of mind!"
-
-
-
-
- *CHAPTER X*
-
- *CONFIDENCES*
-
-
-When Sir Josiah had enquired of Mr. Dalabey how long it would take to
-put Homewood into the order in which he desired to see it, Mr. Dalabey
-had scratched his head.
-
-"Three months, maybe four, and I shouldn't he s'prised, seeing how
-powerful a lot there du be to du, no I shouldn't be s'prised, Squire, if
-it warn't five months, aye, all five months I should say it would be!"
-
-"And now, listen to me, Dalabey," said Sir Josiah, "two months I say,
-and not a minute longer, two mouths I give you and if the last workman
-isn't out of the house and the last bit of timber and papering and what
-not in and done with, the garden straight and all the rest of it, then
-I'll get someone else to do my work for me, Dalabey!"
-
-"Har!" said Dalabey.
-
-"And it's not money I'm stinting you of, my man, get twenty more men at
-work on the place, I don't care, get as many as you can handle, but two
-months is the time I give you and then I clear you all out, lock, stock
-and barrel. So get busy, Dalabey my man, if you wish to remain in my
-good graces."
-
-Dalabey got busy. He hired more painters and carpenters and joiners,
-more labourers and gardeners, stone masons and brick layers till
-Homewood was given over to a small industrial army, of which Dalabey was
-the indefatigable general.
-
-There was no slacking at Homewood, Dalabey saw to that, he was here,
-there and everywhere. He himself was doing very well, he had no cause
-to complain, he charged his own time very handsomely and there were
-other pickings besides. But he worked, he was honest at least in that,
-and he made the others work. A week did wonders, a fortnight shewed an
-amazing change, at the end of the first month Sir Josiah nodded
-approval.
-
-"Getting to be something like shipshape, Dalabey," he said. "And you
-got talking to me about five months, here we ain't been five weeks on
-the job and look you----"
-
-"You be right, Squire, and I were wrong," said Dalabey humbly.
-
-In one thing at least Dalabey was to be highly complimented. He was out
-to "restore" the old place, to make it look as nearly like it had been
-in the time of the Elmacotts as possible. He introduced no newfangled
-ideas and innovations, no modern improvements, except of course the
-power plant and the dynamo and the huge collection of storage cells
-which were to light the old house with electricity. Except for the
-electric lighting outfit, the old house was to look so like its old own
-and original self that had an eighteenth century Elmacott come to life
-and walked in through the hall door, he would not have been in the least
-surprised by anything he saw.
-
-In the garden Dalabey had a very able lieutenant in old Markabee.
-
-"Restore," said Dalabey, "find out all the lines of the old beds and
-borders and replace 'em, clean up the stone work, but not too much. You
-got to remember, Markabee, as time du meller things, an old garden this
-be and an old garden it hev got to remain, mark that, Markabee. It have
-got to look like, so be as if a gentleman in powdered wig and silk
-stockings and maybe a sword at his side were to come strolling down yon
-path, a-taking snuff out of his box and walking with a lady in hoops,
-Markabee, and patches and her hair all done high and whitened, as--as
-you wouldn't take, it to be the Fifth of November, Markabee, you get the
-hang of my meaning?"
-
-"I du!" said Markabee, and he did his work well.
-
-Inch by inch the old ground was reclaimed, the old yew hedge was clipped
-and trimmed, till it began to assume a faint suggestion of its once
-fanciful shape, the grass was scythed and weeded and patched and rolled
-and mowed. The weeds were torn up from the crevices in the old pathway
-of stone, but Markabee was artist enough to leave many a flower blooming
-where perhaps a flower should not have been.
-
-The stonemasons and the rest would have pulled down and replaced the
-little stone nymph, but Dalabey ordered them off sternly.
-
-"You leave yon maid alone, her be in keeping wi' the old place, her be!
-Too true some o' they weeds might be cleared off the pond, Markabee, but
-there be a line beyond which no one must go, so let the stone maid
-bide!"
-
-So the little nymph was left in her old place, and the sunlight kissed
-her white stone shoulders, and dappled the slender little stone body
-with splashes of vivid brightness, and, little by little, the old garden
-came back to its own again. The weeds were all gone and the flowers
-bloomed, and the June sunshine and the June showers made the grass green
-and pleasant to the sight.
-
-Meanwhile Allan stayed away; he was in London and his time was not
-unpleasantly employed.
-
-He was too healthy and too young to brood over what after all had been
-merely a dream. It had been wonderfully real and wonderfully tender and
-beautiful while it had lasted. He had come back to reality with a sense
-of loss and a heartache for the little maid who had looked at him with
-such love in her blue eyes, who had put her arms about, his neck and
-called him her dear and kissed his eyes. Very, very real it had been
-and for many a day and many a night he could not put it out of his
-memory.
-
-But this was to-day and there was all the world about him and he was to
-be married to a girl who was beautiful and good, and for whom he felt a
-liking and admiration that bordered on real affection.
-
-Most of all he felt sorry for her, why he hardly knew, sometimes when
-she did not know that he was looking at her, there was a sadness about
-her eyes, a sad pensive little droop to her lips, which was gone all in
-a moment if he spoke to her.
-
-There was a very comfortable understanding between them. They were going
-to be man and wife very soon, in the natural course of events they would
-have to live their lives together. They were beginning that life with
-mutual regard, liking and friendship. Love and passion were entirely
-absent.
-
-"I am old, Allan," Kathleen said, "much, much older than you dear, in
-every way, not only in years, but----" she paused.
-
-"In suffering and knowledge!" she might have said, but did not.
-
-"You will never be old, I think," he said, he took her hand. "Kathleen,
-we understand one another. I--I'm a clumsy fellow, clumsy and slow of
-speech. I belong to a different world from yours!"
-
-She shook her head.
-
-"I am not going to apologise for my people, for in my heart I am proud
-of them. They were nothing and nobodies and they have made a place for
-themselves in the world--I love my father, honour and respect him,
-though I know, I know that you in your heart cannot like him."
-
-"Your father is kind and generous, mine cynical and selfish, I think
-that you are richer in this matter than I am, Allan, but----"
-
-It was the first night of a new play. London was still full, the season
-had not waned, the new play was dull and lifeless, the audience was
-yawning consumedly. These two had retired to the back of the box which
-Lord Gowerhurst had quitted just now and found more interest in
-discussing their own affairs than in following the fortunes of the
-characters on the boards.
-
-Kathleen was looking wonderfully, regally beautifully to-night, and
-Allan was looking--what he was--an honest, clean living, stalwart young
-Englishman, whose dress clothes sat well on his shapely body. Son of
-the people he might be, but he was not a man to feel shame for.
-
-"I do not disguise anything from myself, Allan, nor from you. I want to
-feel that you are my friend, that you are the friend I can come to and
-open my heart and speak to plainly as I might to one who is truly and
-indeed my friend!"
-
-He pressed her hand by way of answer.
-
-"I've wanted this opportunity to speak to you, it has come unexpectedly,
-but I shall speak now," she paused. "Our marriage was only a bargain, a
-very sordid bargain, and it--it hurt me at first, it hurt me a great
-deal. I--I hated myself, despised myself for agreeing to it, but since
-then, since I have come to know you better and understand you better,
-Allan, I think we can make something more of our lives than most others
-similarly placed might. I do not love you, my dear, and I know that you
-do not love me--No, don't speak yet, Allan, let me say what I have to
-say! Years ago there was someone--I was scarcely more than a child and I
-loved him very, very truly, very deeply. He was poor and so was I,
-marriage was impossible. He--went, away, I have never seen him since
-and I shall never see him again--the night we became engaged--you and
-I--I burned his letters. It hurt a little, Allan, but I did it, dear,
-because I want to come to you without a secret on my soul. I want to
-lay my heart bare to you. I want to look you in the face, to take your
-hand, knowing that I am keeping nothing back from you, knowing there is
-no secret that might lead to bitterness and anger and perhaps even to
-dislike. Though I feel very, very old sometimes, Allan, I know that I
-am young yet; we are both young, there are many years before us in the
-natural course of events. All those years we must spend together, so we
-will be truthful and frank and honest with each other and keeping our
-own self-respect, dear, we shall keep our respect for one another."
-
-He lifted her hand to his lips and kissed it.
-
-"You are a good, sweet, woman, Kathleen!" he said.
-
-She laughed a little, very softly, "And you, Allan, have you nothing to
-tell me?"
-
-"Nothing!" he said, yet hesitated and smiled to himself.
-
-"I think there is something----" she said, "was there never even for a
-little while, someone!"
-
-"Yes," he said, "a girl who called me her dear, who looked at me with
-loving tender blue eyes, who put her arms about my neck and kissed
-me----"
-
-"Oh Allan, and yet----"
-
-"Wait!" he said, he smiled, he still held her hand. "To me she was the
-most wonderful, the most lovely thing I ever saw, I loved her with all
-my heart----"
-
-Kathleen would have drawn her hand away, gently, yet have drawn it away,
-but he, smiling down at her, would not let the little hand go.
-
-"But she was not real, she was only a dream maiden. I never thought to
-tell anyone, Kathleen, but will you listen to me?"
-
-"Yes!"
-
-And so, still holding her hand, he told her.
-
-"That was a very wonderful dream, Allan," she said.
-
-"It was a very wonderful dream, and when I looked about me and saw all
-the weeds and the desolation, then I felt as if I had lost something--as
-if----"
-
-"I understand!" she said. She was pensive and thoughtful. "What can it
-mean? Why should such a dream be sent to you? There was some meaning
-behind it, something--I wish I knew!"
-
-"It was only a dream, and I am trying to forget it, perhaps I have
-nearly forgotten it--the sense of loss is passing away--not quite----"
-
-She looked at him. "It will never quite pass, I think," she said.
-"Allan," she hesitated, "Allan, if--if it ever became real, if someone
-else, someone who awakened your heart ever came into your life----"
-
-"I should remember that you are----"
-
-"No, no, listen, I want you to promise me something, to promise me on
-your honour, and I know that I can trust that--if such a thing comes to
-you, if the real love that may come that comes into nearly every man's
-life does come--Allan, will you tell me, frankly, as one friend to
-another, will you tell me, dear?"
-
-"I promise," he said, "and you, Kathleen!"
-
-"It--it came--it can never come again--I was only a child, but he was
-all my world. I have never seen him since and shall never see him
-again----"
-
-"But if you did--then will you tell me, will you be less frank with me
-than I with you?"
-
-"No!" she said. "I will tell you, I promise, if--but it never, never
-will, still, if--if it should--then I promise, always we will be frank
-with one another!"
-
-"Always!" he said.
-
-Lord Gowerhurst opened the door of the box and closed it very softly
-behind him.
-
-"Ah!" he said, "quite so; you are wise, the play is not the thing--it is
-rubbish--I am sorry for the author, I am sorry for the management, but
-as usual I am sorry most of all for myself. You two young people have
-something more interesting to discuss. I don't blame you! No, hang me,
-I don't blame you! Now I'll confess, I met Lumeyer, an excellent
-fellow, one who knows of good things, he put me on to one 'The Stelling
-Reef Gold Mine,' shares bound to go up. I've a good mind to have a
-flutter. By the way, Allan, where's your father? Our worthy and
-excellent Baronet!"
-
-Allan flushed. He always did when his Lordship spoke of his father.
-Unintentional it might be, but there was always a suggestion of a sneer
-in the cultivated voice of the man whose pockets were at this moment
-supplied with the Baronet's money.
-
-"My father is at Little Stretton to-day and staying over night, he is
-very busy down there at Homewood, sir, our--my--our future home--he
-takes a great interest in it and is doing the place up thoroughly!"
-
-"An excellent man, you're lucky to have such a father!"
-
-"I never lose sight of that fact, my lord!" Allan said gravely.
-
-"Quite right, quite right--would to Heaven----" his lordship said
-tragically, "would to Heaven Kathleen could say the same! She can't,
-she can't, sir, too deuced honest to tell lies! She is like her sainted
-Mother! Bless me this drivel doesn't seem to be shaping for a finish.
-Supposing we clear out, eh? What about a snack of supper at
-Poligninis?"
-
-Kathleen rose, "I would prefer to go home," she said, "I am tired
-to-night!" She looked at Allan, her eyes were very bright, very kind
-and friendly.
-
-"My dear child," said his lordship, "at Poligninis they have some
-eighty-seven Heidsick, which I regard practically as my own property.
-It is never offered to casual customers. Polignini is an excellent
-fellow who appreciates my taste and keeps it for me," he paused.
-
-"I am tired and I shall go home!" Kathleen said briefly.
-
-"I will see you home!" Allan said.
-
-His lordship shrugged his shoulders. "So be it, I will go to my lonely
-caravanserie and a frugal meal. I'm an old fellow, an old fellow, I
-realise that youth must be served!" He waved a white hand. "Youth,
-youth!" he said. "How lightly we hold it when it is ours, how we even
-resent it, and how, when it is lost to us forever, do we worship and
-yearn and long for it. Oh the happy, goutless indigestionless days of
-our long since fled youth, how precious they were! And how ill spent!
-Give me my lost youth back again, as I think it was Faust, remarked, and
-what would I do with it? I am afraid, my dears, I would do with it
-exactly as I did with it before. We never learn wisdom! Adieu mes
-enfants, bon repos, my Kathleen! May angels guard thee and bring happy
-dreams! Allan, dear lad, good night, my respectful compliments to the
-Baronet, an old man, my dears, and a lonely; I realise that youth is
-impatient of garrulous though well intentioned age! Good night once
-again!" He waved his hand and the box door closed on him, he was gone.
-
-Kathleen sighed a little, she looked at Allan with a queer smile on her
-lips.
-
-"Yes, I think Allan," she said, "you are more fortunate than I, and now,
-dear, I am tired, I am going home--to bed!"
-
-
-
-
- *CHAPTER XI*
-
- *IN WHICH SIR JOSIAH PROVES HIMSELF A GENTLEMAN*
-
-
-St. George's, Hanover Square, had always been at the back of Sir
-Josiah's mind. His lordship had favoured St. Margaret's, Westminster.
-July was nearly out, London was emptying, if not emptied of people who
-really count, which was a great disappointment to Sir Josiah. But
-Homewood was nearly complete, the old gentleman walked through the
-transformed and glorious rooms, he looked through sound windows into a
-garden that was a delight to see with never a weed to mar its
-perfection. He took Montague Davenham, the celebrated art dealer, down
-with him to see the place.
-
-"There you are, you ought to have seen it two months ago, you'd never
-believe, a ruin it was!" said Sir Josiah. "Fairly hopeless it looked,
-said I, keep to the old lines! It's an old house and you've got to make
-it look like an old house, but a well kept one, renew and restore! If
-you take away a piece of old moulding that's gone rotten, put back a new
-piece shaped the same, nothing new, that was my instructions, and they
-have carried 'em out, and now the rest's up to you, Mr. Davenham. I
-don't pretend to know what I don't know. But I do know this, that if you
-were to put say bamboo furniture and Japanese fans and umbrellas in this
-here old room with that ceiling and them panelled walls, why they'd be
-out of place, you wouldn't go and make a mistake like that! I've got
-money, I don't deny, and this house has been a bit of a hobby with me.
-I want to see it looking like it should look, so just take a look round,
-make up your mind and put the right stuff into it!"
-
-"My dear sir, if every rich man were as wise as you, the world would
-certainly look a great deal more pleasant than it does. The house will
-form an admirable setting for furnishings of the right period. I
-compliment you on the manner in which the work has been done. I
-couldn't have done it better myself, the garden in particular is
-delightful, simply delightful!"
-
-"Markabee here, done it, under Dalabey, a useful man. Dalabey, I don't
-know what I'd done without him, but it's ready for you now. Mr.
-Davenham, get ahead, get the place fixed up as it should be, the right
-furniture, the right decorations. Keep the price reasonable, I don't
-say stint, nor I don't say launch out too wildly. I leave it to you!"
-
-"It is a commission that I accept with a great deal of pleasure. I
-think and hope that I shall please you and at a not too terrible
-expenditure!"
-
-"Get ahead with it!" Sir Josiah said.
-
-"Fine feller Davenham!" he said to Allan. "Knows his business; one
-thing you'll have a house that you needn't be ashamed to shew to anyone,
-a fit setting, my boy, a fit setting for a very sweet and lovely young
-lady, bless her heart, and a lucky fellow you are!"
-
-"To have such a father!" Allan said, in all honest sincerity.
-
-"Bless you, bless you, it's been a pleasure, I don't know when I've put
-myself heart and soul into a thing like I've done into this! I'm almost
-sorry I've put it in Davenham's hands now, but then he knows what's
-right and I don't. Now about the wedding, Allan! His lordship and me
-was talking last night. Something about St. Margaret's, Westminster, he
-said. 'I beg your pardon, my lord,' I said. 'St. Georges, Hanover
-Square, if you don't mind.' I've set my heart on it, Allan; I always
-had an idea I'd like you to be married at Hanover Square; there's
-something solid about the very name of it, right down respectable!" he
-paused. "Then, for the reception afterwards, I'm for taking the
-Whitehall Rooms at----"
-
-"Father, I want to speak to you!" Allan said. "I--I hate to disappoint
-you, but in this matter I think the first person to be considered is
-Kathleen!"
-
-"Bless me, and so it is! What she says goes!"
-
-"She wishes the wedding to be very quiet, very quiet indeed; she wants
-only our own selves there, my father and hers and no one besides!"
-
-"Why--why, bless me, bless my soul! You don't mean to say----" Sir
-Josiah's face was almost pitiful.
-
-"She asked me last night, she begged me to side with her and uphold her
-wishes and I promised. I--I know, father, it's a disappointment to you,
-but we can't go against her, can we?"
-
-"No, no, we can't go against her, that's right, right enough, no we
-can't go against her--never think of such a thing, I wouldn't, but I'd a
-thought that a young girl with all her friends would have liked----"
-
-"It cannot be too quiet for her! And I promised to speak to you about
-it. Her father is very angry, unnecessarily angry, he spoke to her
-sharply, almost rudely in my presence last night, in a way----" Allan
-paused, "that my father would not have spoken to a woman!" he added
-proudly.
-
-Sir Josiah gripped Allan's hand. "You--you're right, the little girl
-shall have her way, tell her; give her my love, Allan, and tell her what
-she says goes. As for his Lordship, his Lordship can--can go to the
-Dickens----"
-
-Allan smiled. "I think his Lordship has been making for that quarter
-all his life!"
-
-It was a bitter blow to the Baronet, but he took it like a man. He had
-counted on a gorgeous spectacle, for which he had been very willing to
-find the money. He had counted on portraits of the bride and bridegroom
-and bridegroom's father, to say nothing of the bride's father in the
-fashionable illustrated papers, as well as the daily illustrated press.
-He had cut out paragraphs from the _Times_ and the _Morning Post_.
-
-
-"A marriage has been arranged between Mr. Allan Homewood, only son of
-Sir Josiah Homewood, Bart., of Homewood, Sussex, and the Lady Kathleen
-Nora Stanwys, only daughter of the Earl of Gowerhurst."
-
-
-He had cut out these news items and carried them about with him and
-shewn them to Jobson and Cuttlewell and Smith and Priestly (of Priestly,
-Nicholson and Coombe), and others of his City cronies. How proud he had
-been of them, how he had beamed and swelled with pride! He had hinted
-that he might ask--might possibly--ask Priestley and the rest to witness
-the ceremony. It had not been an actual promise, but next door to it,
-made by him in a moment of joyous enthusiasm following a good lunch and
-a bottle of excellent port.
-
-And now the marriage was to be a small quiet affair, it was a blow, but
-he took it like a man! He sought out Kathleen, he took her hand and
-held it in his moist palm.
-
-"My dear, Allan's told me, he says you're all for a quiet wedding; well
-I did reckon on something a bit slap up and stylish and like that, but
-if you're set on a quiet wedding, my dear----"
-
-"I am, I want it very much, Allan understands," she said.
-
-"Then, bless you, my dear, so it shall be, as quiet as you like! It's
-for you to say, what you say goes with me, Allan told you, that's
-right--why tears--my dear? Tears! Bless me, my lady, my dear, don't
-cry!"
-
-"You are very good to me, now I understand why Allan is--is what he is,
-the fine man he is! He is like his father!"
-
-"Like--like me--bless my soul, Allan like me, my love! My lady I
-mean--I'm a common old chap! Allan's a gentleman, I made up my mind I'd
-do my best for him and I done it--I'm what I am, my King, God bless him,
-saw fit to make a "Sir" of me, but that don't make a gentleman of me, my
-dear, and I know it!"
-
-"I am going to be frank with you, truthful," Kathleen said. "I am going
-to--to hurt you perhaps, and then I am going to try and make amends for
-it--" She paused. "When my father first spoke of my marriage, my
-marriage with Allan, I shuddered at the thought of it--not because of
-Allan, but because of you!"
-
-"I know, I know," he said sadly. "I ain't everyone's money, but----"
-
-"No, listen, I looked down on you. I thought you were vulgar and
-purseproud and boastful, and, oh, I thought a thousand evil things of
-you and pretended to shudder when your name was mentioned!"
-
-"My dear, I know, I know; don't, tell me more--I know!"
-
-"But I am going to tell you more, I am going to tell you this!" She
-caught his hand and held it. "It isn't what you have given and what you
-are giving us, it isn't money--oh you know that, don't you? I was
-wrong, wrong all the time! I know you better now and I like and respect
-you and I envy Allan his father--yes, envy him his father and so I have
-told him and--please kiss me because I am going to be your daughter,
-aren't I? And because I want you to like me and be my friend!"
-
-"God bless me!" he said. "God bless my--oh, my lady, my, my dear--Kiss
-you? I'd be proud and happy!"
-
-She laughed a little, she held up her face, there were tears on her
-lashes. "Then kiss me, Allan's father!" she said.
-
-My Lord had counted on an expensive and fashionable wedding, even more
-than Sir Josiah had. He had specially ordered a frock coat of a
-peculiar and delicate shade of grey, which would become him handsomely.
-That he would easily outshine everyone present he knew with certainty.
-He would give his daughter away, everyone would remark on his
-appearance, the exquisite sensibility that would mark his every action.
-They would not compare him with the Baronet, it was no question of
-comparison. People would see with their own eyes how immeasurably
-superior he was to Sir Josiah.
-
-That the limelight would be mainly on himself, His Lordship had decided.
-He had even rehearsed the part he would play. He would be the tender,
-loving father, heart-broken and bereaved at losing his darling child,
-and yet he would bear up bravely, carry himself proudly, with a touch of
-tender gaiety. His speech at the reception he had written and
-re-written--and now he was in a furious passion, shaking with rage, he
-sought out Kathleen and swore viciously at her.
-
-"What devil's tomfoolery is this?" he shouted. "What new pose have we
-here? What's this confounded rotten, absurd business about, a twopenny
-ha'penny housemaid's wedding, hey? Haven't I asked, unofficially of
-course, but asked all the same a hundred people? Haven't Bellendon and
-the Cathcarts and--and George Royhills and his wife practically delayed
-their departure from Town for this wedding, and now--now what rotten
-nonsense have you got in your head now, hey?"
-
-She eyed him steadily. "Please don't swear at me, father?" she said.
-"There is no need. I asked Allan----"
-
-"Asked Allan, hang and confound Allan! Ain't I anyone? Don't I count?
-I'm only your father! Haven't I planned this for you, haven't I
-cherished the idea of making you a rich woman, haven't I----?" He
-paused, floundering wildly in his fury.
-
-"I asked Allan to humor me, I wanted a very quiet wedding, he was quite
-willing, as eager as I almost. He spoke to his father and his father
-has agreed----"
-
-"His father! that confounded old City shark, that common, vulgar old
-brute, who--who----"
-
-"Whom you are very pleased and glad to take money from, who has treated
-me with every kindness and respect and gave way at once to my wishes,
-though they were opposed to his own. Yes, a common old man, but
-generous and kind and good and--and I could wish, I could wish that my
-father was as fine a gentleman!" And with a stately curtsey, she left
-him.
-
-"Well, I'll be damned!" His Lordship said in utter amazement.
-
-
-
-
- *CHAPTER XII*
-
- *THE HANDS OF ABRAM LESTWICK*
-
-
-"You've got my wishes, Abram, you have!" said Mrs. Hanson.
-
-He nodded. "I know," he said gloomily.
-
-Abram Lestwick was of that curious, foreign type that one comes on
-unexpectedly in our English country villages. He was about thirty-two
-years of age, five feet nine in height and of a strong wiry build. His
-complexion was swarthy, the skin sallow and drawn with a strange
-suggestion of tightness, over the high and prominent cheek bones. The
-eyes were small, black and very bright and deeply set beneath heavy
-brows. No razor had ever touched the lower part of his face, which was
-covered with a thin and straggling growth of coarse black hair, that
-could scarcely be described as a "beard," for so thinly and far apart
-did the hairs grow that the contour of a weak chin was clearly visible.
-
-The whole appearance of the man suggested nervous unquiet and
-restlessness, which particularly found expression in the constant
-agitation of his hands. He had a restless, nervous habit of fingering
-things within his reach.
-
-At this moment he was sitting on the one "easy" chair at Mrs. Hanson's
-little parlour. He had dragged down the antimacassar that usually
-adorned the chair back and was plucking at the threads and rolling the
-edge of it into a tight curl. Mrs. Hanson watched his face; she did not
-look at his hands. There was something hateful about Abram Lestwick's
-hands, the fingers were long, flexible and thin, save at the ends, where
-they suddenly thickened out and flattened in a strange, unsightly
-manner. But it was their restlessness, their never ceasing movement
-that was so remarkable. Never for a moment were they still.
-
-Mrs. Hanson, favouring the young man, yet knew she hated his hands!
-
-"I feel, I du," she said to herself, "as I want to scream if I set and
-watch them, but I du know he be a good man and a hard worker, with no
-love for the alehouse and reg'lar to Church and like to make Betty a
-good husband, and after all, what du a man's hands matter? So be as he
-du work with them and earn his living honourable and upright in the
-state of life which it du please God to call him!"
-
-"I've got your wishes, I hev," he said, "I know that, but what be the
-use of your wishes to me, Mrs. Hanson, so I haven't got Betty's liking?"
-
-"You mustn't take too much notice of the maid; maids be strange and
-fickle things, aye and vain they be! The man as praises a maid to her
-face and tells her she be nice looking be the one as goes best with
-they!"
-
-"What do 'ee want I to do?" he said sullenly. "I know there beain't a
-maid to compare wi' Betty, there beain't one as be fit to tie her
-shoes!" A dull red crept into his checks, his voice shook, his fingers
-worked more nervously and more rapidly at the destruction of the
-antimacassar.
-
-"Slow of speech I be," he said thickly, "and difficult it du be for me
-to find words--there be a thousand things I would say to she--they be
-here all in my brain, but my tongue won't utter them! I--I try--" he
-paused, choking, "I try, I look at she dumblike and stupid and knowing
-it, aye, curse it, knowing it!" His voice rose, he wrenched at the
-antimacassar, he tore a piece away; his fingers were hideous to see at
-this moment and Mrs. Hanson looked resolutely at his face. Yet she was
-all the time conscious of the havoc his fingers were making.
-
-"Do 'ee think I don't want to tell she? I du! I du, I try to, but my
-tongue won't do me sarvice. I love her!" He paused. "I love her!" He
-said it again. "Love her, I mean to tell her, yet like as not her'll
-laugh at me!" He stood up, he flung the antimacassar to the floor, his
-hands worked up and down his coat, tearing and fingering at the buttons
-and the buttonholes.
-
-"There bain't a maid in all the world like she, not a man fit to kiss
-the grounds she treads on. If a man, a man in this village did look at
-she wi' harmful eyes, I'd kill him!" He nodded. "Kill him!" He said.
-"I'd get my hands on his throat and never let go! Sometimes when I
-think of her I feel that I be going mad like, I see red--red passion
-before my eyes. I tell 'ee, Mrs. Hanson, ma'am, I've got your wishes, I
-know, I know! But I must hev that maid; no one else shall, as God hears
-me, no one else shall!"
-
-He went to the door, swinging his arms violently, his fingers clenched
-and unclenching.
-
-"I've got your wishes, I hev, I'm glad of them, ma'am. I thank 'ee, I
-du--your good wishes, Ma'am, and I be obliged greatly, I be--and--please
-don't mind my tempers! 'Tis thinking of the maid makes me so; a peaceful
-man I be, and begging your pardon, Ma'am, that I did forget myself, but
-'tis thinking of the maid that--that drives me like you see me, Ma'am!
-But I beg your pardon I du, most politely!"
-
-He was gone and Mrs. Hanson sighed and stooped and picked up from the
-ground the work of her own busy fingers--and his! She sighed again,
-looking at the destruction of it.
-
-"A terribul man he be--in his wrath, fit to kill anyone belike!" she
-said. "All tore it be, all tore and wrenched and broke apart--powerful
-fingers he must hev! Ill would it go wi' man or maid that angered he
-and did him hurt!"
-
-Down the road in a tempest of passion went Abram Lestwick, swinging his
-arms and muttering to himself like a madman, and yet at Farmer Patchams,
-where he worked, they counted him as a man of an even and equable
-temper. A foreman, he never cursed and swore at those under him. Little
-things moved him not; his grim, glum, gloomy face never darkened with
-rage. A polite tongue he had, though a slow one, a steady man and
-quiet, and yet he himself knew of the tempest of unbridled passion, the
-mad tumult that his brain was capable of.
-
-Rarely did his passions master him before others. They had to-night,
-before Mrs. Hanson, but he had her wishes, he was safe with her.
-
-"If any man did look at she wi' wishful eyes," he repeated, "by God's
-Heaven I would kill him!" He clenched at the air with his nervously
-working hands. "Get my hands on his throat and kill him, grip and crash
-it till the life were gone out o' he, I would!"
-
-He stopped suddenly, bathed in perspiration, but the fury gone. She
-stood before him in the gloaming of the evening.
-
-"I be come from your house, Betty," he said, and his voice was mild as a
-voice may be. "A pleasant half hour I did have along wi' your
-grandmother, Betty!"
-
-"I hope 'ee enjoyed yourself, Abram," she said with a little
-contemptuous laugh.
-
-"Aye, I did in a way, for I were talking about 'ee, Betty!"
-
-She frowned.
-
-"Betty!" He felt as if he were suddenly choking, he lifted those
-working, restless hands of his to his own throat. They made as to tear
-open his shirt, so that he might breathe the more freely.
-
-"Betty, do 'ee know what I and your grandmother were talking about?"
-
-"I doan't and I bain't curus to hear!" she said. She made to pass him,
-but he held his ground.
-
-"'Twere about 'ee!"
-
-"Then 'twere nothing good," she said. "My left ear were burning cruel
-and now I know!"
-
-"Betty," he said, "wait, 'ee shall, 'ee shall I say, wait, there's
-summut I must say to 'ee!"
-
-"Let me--pass!"
-
-"No, no." He caught her by the arm and held her.
-
-"Betty, I du love 'ee so, I want 'ee to wife! If I don't have 'ee no
-one else shall, no one, I swear! Look at me, stubborn o' tongue I
-be--and difficult it be for me to speak the words I want to say, but
-'tis all in this: 'I love 'ee better than life, better than death. I
-love 'ee mad; mad I be, I tell 'ee wi' love for 'ee! My maid, I'd die
-for 'ee and live for 'ee and kill they as come between us! Betty,
-Betty, give yourself to me--to--cherish--" He paused, the words of the
-marriage service came to him uncertainly, "to hold and to keep, to
-cherish until death us du part. Give yourself to me, for never and you
-go through the whole world will 'ee find a man as loves 'ee half so
-well!"
-
-"I bain't a marrying maid!" she said. "And I'll not marry 'ee or anyone
-else and 'ee last and leastest of all, Abram Lcstwick. I'll never marry
-'ee, never, never!"
-
-"And I swear by Heaven 'ee shall!" he cried. His fingers were at work
-on her arm, she felt and hated the touch of them. Hateful fingers--long
-and sinuous, with their horrible, spatulated tips, they reminded her of
-writhing snakes, with their venomous, flattened heads, just that! She
-tried to break away from him.
-
-"A great coward 'ee be, to so beset a maid. I hate 'ee, I du. Let me
-be, let me be!"
-
-"I'll never let 'ee be, for I du love 'ee mad, mad," he cried, "and 'ee
-shall never belong to anyone else, never and----"
-
-And then she broke from him, she lifted her strong young arm and smote
-him across the face with all her strength. Abram Lestwick fell back
-apace, his sallow skin went deathly white, he stood and stared at her.
-
-"'Ee, 'ee made me du it!" she panted. "I--I had to du it, Abram, I
-didn't mean it, I be sorry in my heart, I did strike 'ee!"
-
-But he said nothing, he only looked at her, then without a word turned
-and walked away down the road and she stood looking after him. Even now
-she could see the restless, nervous working of his hands.
-
-"I hate--hate and I be afeared o' him tu!" she said. "I be terribul
-afeared o' him!" She broke down, sobbing and crying. "'Tisn't fair as
-a maid should be so bothered as I be! I don't want to marry anyone,
-leastest of all he, for I du hate him most mortally, I du!"
-
-Her grandmother was waiting for her.
-
-"Did 'ee see Abram Lestwick down the road?" she asked.
-
-"Aye, I did see him!"
-
-"Well?"
-
-"Well?"
-
-"Didn't he speak to 'ee, tell 'ee his mind?"
-
-"Yes, he did and--and I hate him!"
-
-"Hate?" said Mrs. Hanson. "Still filled wi' hate, 'ee be, which bain't
-seemly in a young maid! What wi' your hating first this one and then
-t'other, fair fed up I be wi' your hates, my maid, and 'tis time to put
-a stop to all such nonsense! Abram Lestwick hev been wi' me to-night
-and talking wi' me he hev been, and about you--moreover. And he be
-willing to marry 'ee and a good match it'll be, my maid, which Mrs.
-Colley have been angling for for that putty-faced 'Lizbeth o' hers,
-though Abram would never look twice at she. But 'tis you he be after,
-an upright, godly young man with thirty-five shillings a week and a
-cottage and all, and a rare chance for the likes of 'ee, Betty Hanson,
-wi'out a shillin' to your name!"
-
-"I hate him and I'll never, never marry him; I hate him and am afeared
-of him as well! And sooner than marry he I'd go and drownd myself in
-the river, aye, that, I would, and that I will, for marry him I never
-will!"
-
-"That's what 'ee say, but hark to me, marry him I say 'ee shall and I
-have told him, he has my wishes!"
-
-A defiant white face, with big glittering eyes faced the wrinkled, angry
-old face.
-
-"Drownd myself I will gladly and willingly afore I marry he!"
-
-"Go 'ee in!" said Mrs. Hanson. "A perilous bad maid 'ee be and 'shamed
-of 'ee I be, and asking myself I be all the time--Be this my son Garge's
-child, or be she a changeling? For such temper no Hanson ever did hev
-yet--Go 'ee in, but mark this, marry him 'ee shall!"
-
-"Mark this!" Betty cried. "Marry him I never will! I'll drownd myself
-first! Aye and blithely and gaily--for I du hate and fear him more than
-any mortal man and they fingers o' his that touched me--ugh! That
-touched me and--" And then suddenly she broke down in a passion of sobs
-and ran into the house.
-
-
-
-
- *CHAPTER XIII*
-
- *THE HOMECOMING*
-
-
-Sir Josiah was performing his last friendly offices. Davenham had
-finished his part of the work and had done it, as the Baronet knew he
-would, with a complete and thorough knowledge and good taste.
-
-Who, to look about one now, seeing those beautiful rooms with their
-exquisite furnishing, that garden, a thing of delight and perfect
-beauty, could reconcile it all with the desolate and derelict wilderness
-of a place it had been three short months before?
-
-"I'd like that there Van Norden, or whatever his name is, to see it, I
-would!" Sir Josiah thought. "Hang me, I'd like him to take a stroll
-around now! Them Americans are smart and wonderful skilful, aye, and
-what's more a fine nat'ral taste they've got, appreciating fine things
-and old things more than we do! I say all that and admit all that, but
-this here Van Norden, he couldn't have beat what I've done in the time,
-he couldn't! He'd own it, too, for I've yet to meet the American who
-wasn't frank to admit the truth!"
-
-Sir Josiah here was like a small king in great state. He was to
-interview potential servants, advertisements appeared in the London and
-the local papers, inviting cooks and housemaids, parlourmaids, footmen,
-grooms, scullery maids, still room maids and the like to present
-themselves at Homewood Manor on a certain day, when all their expenses
-would be paid by Sir Josiah Homewood, who would engage the most suitable
-persons. His own man Bletsoe was here to do honour to the occasion.
-
-"How many are there, Bletsoe?"
-
-"Nine young women, three old ones, two fellers and an old man as come
-about the gardener's place, only I understand as you're keeping that old
-feller, old Markabee, Sir Josiah!"
-
-"That's right, keeping him on I am, a sensible man and clever at his
-work, that garden's a credit to him! Old very likely, but I've known
-men as weren't old, yet fools, Bletsoe!"
-
-"Quite so, sir!" said Bletsoe. "And now about h'interviewing 'em?"
-
-Sir Josiah frowned to hide his nervousness.
-
-"How many old ones did you say, Bletsoe?"
-
-"Three, sir, and one of 'em with a wonderful fine moustache as I ever
-see!"
-
-"There's the money, take it and settle with them, mark where they come
-from and look up the fares in the A.B.C., Bletsoe, to see they don't
-cheat you, then give 'em five shillings over and above. But pay 'em
-their fares right and correct, not a penny more nor less, and Bletsoe,
-when I say--ahem! like that, you'll know as that one's no good, you
-see!"
-
-It was hard work and none too pleasant, but the house had to be staffed.
-Allan and Lady Kathleen were married, they were spending a brief
-honeymoon on the East Coast; they would be back here soon to take
-possession and Allan's father was resolved that when they came they
-would find everything complete. Had not he himself pried in the store
-cupboards, which Messrs. Whiteley had obligingly stocked at his request?
-He had satisfied himself that everything necessary was there,
-everything, that is, of an unperishable nature.
-
-Salt and tea, sugar and pepper. He had been greatly disturbed in his
-mind when he found that washing soda had been overlooked and he had
-ordered a hundredweight forthwith. And now he was engaging servants.
-
-"I am Sir Josiah Homewood, this house belongs to my son, Mr. Allan
-Homewood, at present away on his honeymoon with his wife, the Lady
-Kathleen Homewood, daughter to the Earl of Gowerhurst. They are
-returning in a week and I desire to have everything in readiness for
-them. What might your age be and what are your references and who were
-you with last? And why did you leave your last place?"
-
-"Begging your pardon, sir, my age, I respectfully beg to say, I don't
-see hasn't nothing to do with the matter. As for my references, here
-they are. I've lived in a Duke's family and there's but little I don't
-know how to cook, even to peacocks, I have cooked, sir, and----"
-
-"Bless my soul, I didn't know people eat 'em!" said the Baronet.
-
-"Only the best of the quality, sir!"
-
-"Bless me, very well, hum, hah!" He looked through the references, he
-made notes on a piece of paper. "Please settle with this lady, Bletsoe,
-and give her, her out of pockets as according to arrangement--a--hem!"
-
-And so the fate of the lady with the moustache was sealed, though she
-knew it not.
-
-Betty had heard of this reception that Sir Josiah was holding to-day.
-Girls from Little Stretton, Bush Corner, and even from Gadsover and
-Lindney, had come to offer themselves for hiring. Betty hesitated,
-since that evening when she had defied her Grandmother life had not been
-very happy at Mrs. Hanson's little cottage. Should she go with the rest
-and offer herself for service in the house? But could she bear it,
-could she bear to see her own beloved garden again as it was now, not as
-she remembered it? All the dear trees cut down, or most of them, and
-hideous new walls put up, and her little stone friend gone from the lake
-and a great ugly stone fountain erected in her place, for so she had
-heard. Could she bear to see it all as it was now?
-
-No, she could not, so she hesitated. The other girls went and were
-engaged or not, as Sir Josiah decided, but Betty did not offer herself.
-
-For three days after that night when she had struck Abram Lestwick in
-the face, she did not see him, but on the evening of the fourth day he
-presented himself at the door of her grandmother's cottage.
-
-He said nothing of that last interview. His manner was nervous and
-hesitating and without passion, his fingers worked incessantly, toying
-and tearing at everything within his reach. He sat upright on a
-horsehair-covered chair, and tore little hairs out of the cloth all the
-evening. At a quarter to ten he rose and took his hat.
-
-"I'll be wishing you good night, Mrs. Hanson, ma'am!" he said.
-
-"Good night, Abram, and always glad to see you," said Mrs. Hanson
-heartily.
-
-"I thank you, Ma'am, good night, Betty!" he said.
-
-"Go to the door, my maid, and see Abram off the step," said her
-grandmother.
-
-Betty hesitated, then went, with her red-lipped mouth firmly compressed.
-
-On the step in the summer darkness Abram found his tongue.
-
-"Well?" he said. "When is it to be!"
-
-"When be, what to be?"
-
-"Our wedding?"
-
-"Didn't I tell 'ee?"
-
-"Aye, but 'ee didn't mean it, besides I hev made up my mind; when is it
-to be?"
-
-"Never!" she said. "Never, never!"
-
-He laughed softly to himself as she closed the door in his face, but
-to-night there was no passion, no tempest within him. He laughed again
-as he walked down the road in the velvety blackness.
-
-There were lights in the Old Manor House, unfamiliar sight! He did not
-ever remember seeing lights there before and strange lights they were,
-very bright and brilliant, and so many of them. He stood still in the
-road and stared at the house.
-
-Presently the little arched green door in the wall opened and a woman
-scuttled out, carrying a bundle suspiciously.
-
-"Who be that? Law! How 'ee did frighten me!" she panted a little with
-nervousness; perhaps that bundle had no right to be in her arms. "Be it
-you, Abram Lestwick?" she asked, peering into the darkness.
-
-"Aye!" he said briefly. "It be me all right, Mother Colley. What be
-'ee doing here to-night?"
-
-"'Tis the young new Squire, the old man's son, come home wi' his lady
-wife. I see her for a minute, Abram, and a prettier creature I never
-set eyes on, so kind and smiling her looks, too, and so mighty fond they
-du seem to be of one another, arm in arm they was walking. 'Father,' he
-were saying when I see him, 'Father have done wonders here, Kathleen!
-You did ought to have seen the place no more than four months ago.
-Father have worked wonderful, terribul hard for we!' he said."
-
-"Ah!" said Abram.
-
-"Yes," said Mrs. Colley, nodding her head, "and she wonderful sweet and
-dainty her looked, I tell 'ee, Abram--'Wonderful kind and good he be,
-Allan,' she says. And, Abram, why don't 'ee ever come in for a kindly
-cup o' tea to our cottage? My maid 'Lizbeth continooally du ask me! A
-clever maid her be wi' her fingers and a worker she, not like someone as
-I could name, some as bain't too right in their mind!"
-
-"Who?"
-
-"I mention no names, Abram, only I say there be a kindly welcome and a
-cup set for 'ee whenever 'ee do take the fancy and now I must be getting
-along. A wonderful place they hev made o' it, and oh! the money it hev
-cost! It fair sets me wondering how there ever du be so much money in
-the world!"
-
-"And if," Abram thought, "all the money in the world were mine, I would
-lay it at Betty's feet!" So he went on his way, for the man who rises
-at four in the morning must to bed betimes.
-
- * * * * *
-
-Allan had been in no hurry for the honeymoon to end. Every day of their
-companionship added to his liking and respect for Kathleen. Now that
-she was away from her father, now that she had shaken herself free from
-the old environment, she seemed to be a different woman. Her laughter
-was more spontaneous; the sadness, for which in his heart he had pitied
-her, was going, if not gone from her eyes. She was a charming
-companion, her good temper and entire unselfishness were never failing.
-What more could a man ask?
-
-He had rather dreaded the honeymoon, and now had come to realise that it
-formed the most pleasant period of his life. But now that it had come to
-its end, he felt a strange reluctance to go to Homewood.
-
-He was young and healthy minded; for such a man to brood over a dream or
-a vision was impossible. The effect of that May day dream of his had
-well nigh worn away, the vision of the girl who had come to him in the
-old garden and kissed him had grown vague and shadowy. Like most
-visions, it was slowly passing and presently, unless something happened
-to revive it, it would pass into oblivion altogether.
-
-But this return to Homewood would and must revive it and bring back that
-day and all that had happened on that day forcibly to mind once more.
-
-And he asked himself, did he wish to be reminded? Was he not well
-enough content with life as it was? He was married to a girl for whom
-he felt a great liking, a growing affection, and a respect, a woman whom
-he realised was the sweetest and best woman he had ever known.
-
-It was not her beauty alone that attracted him, yet he could scarcely
-repress a thrill of pride of possession that comes to many men when they
-realise the envy of others and see the looks of admiration which were no
-more than Kathleen's well deserved tribute.
-
-So the honeymoon had been a very pleasant and happy time. They were
-frank with one another, the best of friends. They kissed one another
-with a quiet, undemonstrative affection that was not feigned. There had
-not been one breath to mar the perfect serenity of their lives. No
-foolish trumpery quarrel, but always that complete understanding and
-good faith that willingness to give and take unselfishly.
-
-Are honeymoons always such a success? When the passionate lovers are
-united at last and drive away radiant and triumphant, amidst a shower of
-rice and good wishes, who can tell what pitfalls her pretty little feet
-may trip into, what obstacles he may go stumbling and floundering over?
-They believed that they knew and understood one another so well, all
-unconsciously perhaps they have kept up many pretences, have only
-permitted one another to see the brighter side.
-
-But there is always the other and darker side, Romeo's temper the first
-thing in the morning may not be everything that is desirable. When
-Juliet finds that one of her dresses does not fit her quite so well as
-it might, she must vent her annoyance on someone--and there is only
-Romeo!
-
-The good ship of matrimony has scarcely weighed anchor and set sail and
-the Captain and the Mate have yet to learn one another's characters,
-perhaps they have even to decide who the Captain and who the Mate.
-There are many little things to arrange, little difficulties to adjust.
-Happy they who can do it all, with kindness and good temper, willing to
-give freely and yet not asking for too much!
-
-It was in the dusk of the late July evening that Allan and Kathleen came
-to Homewood.
-
-It was the last day of Sir Josiah's reign, and never a sovereign gave up
-his sceptre with better grace. How he beamed, how he swelled with
-visible pride, how he dragged them from room to room to see this and to
-see that!
-
-"There you are, my boy, what do you think of it? Wouldn't know the
-place, would you? You'd 'a fallen through this floor three months ago;
-look at it now!" And the old gentleman jumped up and down to prove the
-soundness of the joists and boards.
-
-"Well, my dear, and what do you think of it? Pretty, ain't it?
-Davenham didn't let me down, there's nothing like going to the right
-man! Davenham ain't cheap, but--" He caught himself up, this was no
-time to talk of money and money matters. He had spent freely and
-willingly. Perhaps never before in his life had he spent quite so
-freely, quite so willingly. There was a heavy bill to meet, but what of
-that? He could meet it!
-
-He had picked up a good deal from careful observations and from
-listening to Davenham's learned talk. The names Hepplewhite and Adam,
-Sheraton and Chippendale tripped glibly from his tongue. True, he
-confused Hepplewhite and Adam, but what did that matter? Allan and
-Kathleen did not mind, perhaps did not know, and the old fellow was
-happy and smiling, though there was just a little ache at his heart, for
-to-morrow his work would be done, to-morrow he would pack his traps,
-order the car, tip the servants and say good-bye. His reign would be
-ended! The villagers would give him their bobs and their smiles and
-perhaps a cheer, Dalabey would come from his shop and grovel for a
-moment as he passed and then--then life would of a sudden become
-strangely empty, strangely without aim and object.
-
-"Can almost see 'em, can't you, Allan, my boy, those old Elmacotts; the
-place must have looked very like this in their time. Lord, it's a pity
-we've got into the way of dressing so plain and starchy like we do now!
-But bless my soul! What would I look like in a flowered waistcoat and
-powdered wig and silk stockings, eh? Ha, ha, ha! And how well she's
-looking, how pretty she is, prettier'n ever, Allan, and what a lucky
-fellow you are!"
-
-"The luckiest in the world and the happiest I think, father!" Allan said
-very soberly.
-
-The old man nodded, "That's right, that's right, that's what I hoped to
-hear. Now, take her and shew her round. It's a pity it's gone so dark,
-so you can't see the gardens to-night. I tell you, Allan, the gardens
-are even better than the house. You keep on that old Markabee, he knows
-his job and you won't get no better man for thirty-seven and six a week,
-cottage found!"
-
-In the dawn of the summer morning Allan wakened, his sleep had been
-strangely disturbed. He had dreamed, yet now he was awake the dreams
-were all vague, half forgotten and meaningless. He rose and went to the
-open window and looked out into the garden.
-
-He saw it as he had seen it that day in May, in his dream, all trim and
-fair, the weeds and the desolation gone, the flower beds all gay and
-bright with bloom, the lawns--and how old Markabee and his men had
-worked on these lawns! shaved and rolled and weeded.
-
-And though remembering it as he had seen it, with the desolation of
-years over it all, it all looked unfamiliar to him now and yet
-wonderfully, strangely familiar.
-
-Then suddenly there came to him with a sense of shock and anxiety a
-question. What of the little stone nymph who had stood there in the
-midst of the pool? Had they torn her from her pedestal and banished her
-from the place she had held for centuries? Why had he never spoken of
-her? Why had he never asked that she might be protected? Why--why above
-all did he care? What had become of a little stone image with a broken
-arm and a battered vase, and the slender little stone body all stained
-green?
-
-But he did care, and he wanted to know what her fate was. He turned
-back into the room and saw his wife sleeping there. The sunlight
-slanted in through the uncurtained window and touched her face, and he
-stood looking at her.
-
-Sleeping, she seemed, in spite of her eight and twenty years, to be such
-a child. There was a smile on her lips, her face was pillowed on one
-white bare arm, her hair fell about her on the pillow.
-
-He stretched out his hand and lifted one heavy lock and held it lightly,
-letting it slip softly through his fingers till it fell to the pillow
-again.
-
-And, watching her as she slept, he wondered why his heart did not throb,
-why a great passionate love for her did not come--yet it did not!
-
-He dressed and went out into the garden. He was early, early even for
-old Markabee, from whose little cottage even now the smoke was curling,
-thin and blue, into the morning air.
-
-In spite of the panic of anxiety of a while ago, he had forgotten the
-little stone maid. The enchantment of the garden was on him, his feet
-trod the stone pathway, his hands were behind his back, his head bent a
-little forward, yet he saw everything, the trim, carefully laid out
-beds, the green grass, the foxglove and the hollyhock thrusting their
-way to life and air and sun through the crevices in the old stone path.
-So he stepped aside to avoid tramping on their loveliness, yet wondered
-why they should be there.
-
-Was it right? What would my Lady say? And he? Was not he dallying here
-when he should be at his work?
-
-What thoughts! What strange jumble of thoughts was this?
-
-Hoe and rake, he must get them from the shed; the shed there behind the
-old red wall. So he turned and came to the place and found no shed,
-then started and came back to life again and frowned at himself for his
-folly.
-
-Was there some enchantment that brooded over the place, something that
-held him in its grip when his feet trod the soil of this old garden?
-
-"Dreams!" he said aloud, and again, "Dreams!" And then laughed at
-himself and turned back to the broad stone pathway, then suddenly
-remembered the object of his quest, and hurried on to the lake.
-
-She was there, untouched! and he was conscious of a relief, a sense of
-gladness--yet why? What did it matter? What would it have mattered had
-they pulled her down and carried her away and used her to mend some
-country road with and placed some fine marble fountain with basin all
-complete in her place? Yet it did matter and he knew that it did!
-
-He turned, conscious of a relief and yet wondering at it and went back
-along the path to where was the great circle in the middle of which
-stood the sundial, and he noticed that some artificer had replaced the
-long lost gnomon, so that once again the shadow might fall and tell the
-passing of the hours.
-
-And there was the seat on which he had sat that day. Then it had been
-half lost in a maze of tangle and growth. Now it had been cleaned and
-even mended a little, the moss and green growth removed.
-
-Allan sat down, as he had sat down that day; he laid his arm along the
-back of the stone seat, just as then, and as then presently, the reality
-about him grew faint and uncertain, and he drifted into a light sleep.
-But in that sleep no dreams came, no vision of a little figure tripping
-down the stone pathway, no dainty little figure in her flowered gown,
-with mob cap on her shining head. Instead he opened his eyes and looked
-into the face of an ancient man, who pulled a scanty lock of hair at him
-and wished him "Good marning!" in purest Sussex.
-
-"Good morning to you," said Allan and wondered for a moment who the old
-man might be, then it dawned on him.
-
-"A wunnerful and powerful difference be here," said the old man, "which
-you will hev noticed, so be as you hev seen the place before!"
-
-"I have seen it before, three months ago, and as you say a wonderful
-difference is here," said Allan, "and you are----"
-
-"Markabee be my name," the old man said, "gardener I were at Lord
-Reldewood's place, near Smarden in Kent, though I be Sussex born and
-bred."
-
-There was interrogation in his still, bright eyes.
-
-"My name is Homewood, Allan Homewood!"
-
-"Then you be the young master, the old master be a proper fine man and a
-thorough gentleman!"
-
-Allan laughed. "I hope that you will be able to say the same of me,
-though I warn you, Markabee, I am not such a fine man nor so good a
-gentleman as my father!"
-
-"That may be, that may be!" said Markabee. "One finds out, one does,
-for one's self. But I be one as speaks as I du find and I say the old
-gentleman be a proper fine man, free handed moreover and pleasant of
-speech!
-
-"Very late in the season, it were," Markabee went on. "May, pretty nigh
-out, when I du come to this garden. Powerful difficult it were to make
-much of a show, as I did say to Mr. Dalabey. 'Never mind,' says he, 'du
-your bestest, Markabee, for you be working for a proper fine gentleman
-who don't mind a little bit of extry money here and there, so be he gets
-what he du want!'"
-
-Allan nodded. Not for all the world would he hurt the old fellow's
-feelings, but he could wish old Markabee safely off to his work in the
-garden, leaving him here to his dreams in the sunshine.
-
-But not so Markabee. For he was old and had seen many things and many
-gardens; old and garrulous was he and eager above all to make a good
-impression on the young master!
-
-"Things I hev seen and changes," he said, "you wouldn't believe, and
-now--how old might you take me to be, eh, young sir? What aged man
-would you say I were?" He pulled himself up erect as a grenadier, and
-his bright old eyes twinkled, while the long whisps of white hair fell
-about his copper coloured face.
-
-"Now, sir, make a guess, how old might 'ee take me to be, eh?"
-
-"I should say--" said Allan cautiously, "that you might be sixty-five!"
-
-"Ha, ha, ha, that be a good 'un, sixty-five--ha, ha!" He laughed till
-his voice cracked and he nearly choked. "Two and eighty years hev I
-seen, two and eighty wi' never a lie, and look at me, fit for a long
-day's work I be with the best and youngest on 'em! Ask anyone here,
-young sir, ask what sort of worker be old Markabee, ask 'em to satisfy
-yourself, sir! Yes, two and eighty summers and winters hev I
-seen--sixty-five--ha, ha, ha! Sixty-five!" And, chuckling with
-laughter, he saluted, drew his old body erect and went marching off down
-the garden with a jaunty air, and yet in his heart a little quavering
-wonder and anxious fear.
-
-"I wonder, du he think I be too old?"
-
-If spell there had been, old Markabee had broken it. So though he might
-sit here on the old stone seat, no drowsiness came to him now. He
-watched a bee, a great velvety bumble bee, with its lustrous black and
-tan body hurrying, full of business, from flower to flower. The sun was
-low yet, and cast slanting shadows all softly blue on the stone pathway.
-The dew glinted and glistened in the cups of the flowers and in the
-heart of the starry green leaves of the lupins. He looked along the
-broad straight pathway to the house and saw it, so strangely like he had
-seen it that day, the windows open, the dimity curtains moving lightly
-in the soft breeze. And now came a maid servant, but no mob cap and
-flowered gown wore she, and her hair was black and her eyes sleepy, nor
-did she trip daintily, but shuffled in sluggard fashion and let down the
-new sun blinds outside the windows with a rasping, creaking sound of
-iron on iron.
-
-No dreams for him this day, nor did he want them? Why seek them, invite
-them? For dreams would but bring him again to dissatisfaction and would
-set him yearning and longing and even hoping for that which could never,
-never come true. Allan rose and seemed to shake himself, though he
-shook himself more mentally than physically, to lighten himself of these
-fancies, which were idle and foolish and which he must not encourage nor
-harbour.
-
-He smiled to himself as he set off for a ramble about the garden, for he
-saw what he must do. He must prove to old Markabee and to all the rest
-that he was a man worthy of being his father's son.
-
-"A proper fine man he be and a thorough gentleman," old Markabee had
-said, and so he was. God bless him for a fine gentleman!
-
-And then suddenly and unexpectedly, for he had wandered far into a part
-of the garden where he had never been before and where even old Markabee
-and his merry men had not yet penetrated, he came on a little stream
-that flowed rapidly and clearly between high banks of thick green growth
-and at one place was a deep pool where the water swirled and eddied,
-obstructed for the moment in its course by an abrupt turn in the winding
-of the stream. About him were the trees and the greenery, an
-impenetrable leafy screen and the silence; but for the birds there was
-nothing to interrupt the solitude of the place. So off with his clothes
-and then a header into the cool green water for a brisk swim. Here,
-under the shade of the trees, the water ran cold and its coldness sent
-the blood leaping and throbbing through his veins.
-
-A few minutes and he was out, glowing, dripping, a young giant in his
-health and strength. Now he had put his clothes on caring nothing that
-his skin was wet beneath them.
-
-Back through the garden and the sunshine he strode--dreams, what idle
-things were dreams! Only a fool or a poet might sit there on that old
-old stone seat trying to conjure up visions of a long dead past. His
-body was in a glow, he was conscious of a great and voracious appetite.
-He saw the girl who had pulled the sun blinds down and called to her.
-
-"What's your name?" he said. "Mary or Peggy, or Molly, eh?" he smiled
-at her.
-
-"Ann is my name, sir!" she said. "Ann!"
-
-"You're not Sussex?"
-
-She tossed her head. "Not me, thank you, sir, I come from the Fulham
-Road!"
-
-"Then, Ann, where you come from does not matter, but if you love me, get
-me a cup of tea and--and--well anything--a good big hunk of bread and
-butter will do, but see that it is big and that there is plenty of
-butter on it and I'll wait here till you come back, Ann!"
-
-"What a very strange young gent," the girl thought. "If I love him
-indeed! There's a nice way of talking!" She tossed her head, yet went
-off to get the tea and the bread and butter.
-
-"If I love him indeed, well of all the impudence!"
-
-
-
-
- *CHAPTER XIV*
-
- *"HIS SON'S WIFE"*
-
-
-"Well, well, my boy, what do you think of it all? How do you think the
-garden looks?"
-
-"Wonderful!"
-
-"Wonderful, yes, that old Markabee's a treasure; you won't part with
-him, Allan?"
-
-"Nothing would induce me to, father. I hope he'll stay here another
-twenty years at least!"
-
-"That'll make him a hundred and two, the old man is very proud of his
-age, eighty something!"
-
-"Eighty-two and seems a mere boy!" Allan went to his father and put his
-arms about the old man's shoulders.
-
-"I--I'm not going to try and thank you!" he said.
-
-"Don't, there's nothing to thank me for! I--I did it--I enjoyed doing
-it, never enjoyed anything so much in my life, put myself into it heart
-and soul. I'd like Cutler, you know Cutler, his daughter married the
-Governor of somewhere or other--I'd like him to see this place!"
-
-"Then why not?"
-
-"Bless me--so I may--one day--I might bring him down, but, Allan, I'm
-not going to interfere with you, not me! Two's company, three's none!
-I know that! And--good morning, my dear, and I don't need to ask how
-you slept! As fresh as a rose you look this morning, as fresh and as
-handsome too!"
-
-And she did, her cheeks were glowing, her eyes were bright. Fresh from
-her cold bath, she was a picture of glowing health and beauty. She went
-to him and put her hands on his shoulders and kissed him.
-
-"And now I want to know what is the meaning of those horrible looking
-bags and portmanteaux and things I saw on the landing?"
-
-"Why--why bless me--they are mine--I--I didn't mean to leave 'em about,
-my dear. I'd never have forgiven myself if you'd tripped and fallen
-over them, but----"
-
-"I don't mean that; what I want to know is: Why are they packed?"
-
-"Because--because there's my things in 'em and I'm off for London.
-Bletsoe's got his orders and after breakfast I'll start----"
-
-"But supposing I don't mean to let you go?"
-
-"Thank you, my dear, thank you and God bless you! I--I know what you
-mean, but thank you, my dear, all the same! I--I like to think that
-you're not in a hurry to push the old fellow out! I'll be glad to
-remember that!" His eyes shone. "Yes, my love, I'll be glad to
-remember that, but----"
-
-"How are we going to manage without you?" she asked. "You have been so
-clever, it's all so wonderful what you have done here. Allan told me
-what a terrible, terrible state the place was in and how like a fairy, a
-good fairy, you have touched it with your wand and it--is like it is
-now! And we can't let our fairy go, can we?"
-
-"But he'll come back, my love, he'll come back!" The old man cried
-happily. "But you and Allan have got to settle down and I--I know what
-it is, my dear, when Allan's mother and me were married, settling down
-is a bit difficult--I think you and Allan are best left to yourselves,
-and then when you want me, why I'll come, I'll come, you won't have to
-ask twice. You ought to have the telephone on--" he paused, took out
-his pocketbook and made a rapid note, "arrange telephone, Homewood,"
-then you'll be able to ring me up and I'll be able to ring you up--now
-and again, not that I want to be a nuisance or a worry to
-you--but--but--what's that? What's that? Breakfast, eh?"
-
-"Yes, sir, breakfast!" said the manservant.
-
-Over breakfast they discussed an idea that had come to Kathleen.
-
-"We must have a house warming," she said, "you know the old
-superstition, there'll be no luck about the house unless we have a
-warming!"
-
-"To be sure!" said Sir Josiah, a little puzzled, "but I had the fires
-lighted and kep' going for weeks and----"
-
-"I know!" she laughed. "But I mean a party, a house party, just a few
-of our nearest and dearest. You, of course, first and before all and
-my--" she hesitated, "my father, of course, and then you will have one
-or two of your own friends, Sir Josiah, won't you? Friends of yours you
-might like to bring down?"
-
-His eyes shone. "Cutler!" he said. "I'd like to bring him, take the
-shine out of him, it will too. I'm fed up with Her Excellency, the
-Governor's wife, that's Cutler's daughter. Why, my love, it'll stifle
-him, that's what it will do! Why, of course, I'll come! And there'll be
-a few things, wines and spirits and like that. I'll see about them, see
-about 'em at once--and now----"
-
-And now the time for parting had come, the time he had dreaded, but it
-must come; the car was at the door, the bags were put into the car. And
-the owner of the car dallied, he was in the morning room and Kathleen
-was with him. She put her hand on his arm and delayed him, she had
-smiled a signal to Allan to go out and leave them together for a moment
-or so, and Allan had gone.
-
-"You have been very, very good to us, you have given us this beautiful
-home, you have given us more--I know--" she said and her eyes were very
-bright and very kind, as she stood, a queenly young figure, with her
-slim white hand resting on his arm--"And I want to tell you this--I want
-to--to earn it all. I want to earn all your kindness and affection. I
-want to prove myself worthy of it! You have given me all this and you
-have given me your son and he--he is the best of all! A little while
-ago I thought that I was an old, old woman; life seemed to hold very,
-very little for me, my whole life was one long struggle, a struggle
-between pride and poverty. I suffered--" she paused, "more than I can
-ever tell. I knew what people said of me and of--" she paused, "of--of
-me, and now all suddenly I seem to realise that I am not old, but that I
-am young, and that I am not afraid of the years that lie before me. Our
-marriage, Allan's and mine, was--was--at first sordid and mercenary, and
-I hated it, but Allan and I talked about it and we agreed, long ago,
-that we would make the best, the very, very best possible of our lives
-and I think we are doing it. I know how you love him and I know how
-deeply he loves you and so--so I wanted to tell you that Allan's wife
-will try, with God's help, to be worthy of him and of you, that she will
-be a good, true and faithful wife to him, helping him when she may help,
-comforting him if he should need comfort. Perhaps--" she said softly,
-"I am not a religious woman, I wish I were! But no religious woman
-could have prayed to her God more fervently, more from her heart than I
-have prayed from mine that I may never fail in my duty, that I shall be
-all that he would have me, that I shall be a good, true and faithful
-wife and friend to the man whose name I bear!"
-
-He did not speak, his lips trembled a little, he put his arms about her
-and held her very tightly for a moment and then he went out, seeing
-nothing very clearly, for the mist that was before his eyes.
-
-And as he drove through the little town and out into the white Sussex
-roads, past the green fields and under the shadow of the Downs, he
-remembered, not that his daughter was Lady Kathleen, daughter of the
-Earl of Gowerhurst, but that she was the sweetest and the best woman he
-had ever known.
-
-
-
-
- *CHAPTER XV.*
-
- *"WILL YOU TAKE THIS MAN?"*
-
-
-The kindly cup of tea of which Mrs. Colley had spoken to Abram Lestwick
-must have grown cold or been replaced and renewed many times, but it was
-not partaken of by him for whom it was so hospitably intended.
-
-Mrs. Colley, a short, little body, with a long, lean, bony face and
-black hair, dragged back painfully from a protruding and shiny forehead,
-watched for Abram as eagerly as ever a maid watched for the coming of
-her lover.
-
-'Lizabeth, sallow faced, black haired like her grandmother, and with the
-bad teeth possessed by too many country girls, tossed her head.
-
-"I don't go running after no man!" she said. "Abram Lestwick least of
-all! I say if he doan't want our tea, let him stop away!"
-
-"You fool!" said her grandmother, "and there be that Mrs. Hanson forever
-dangling after he. Would you be beat, 'Lizabeth, by a pink and white
-dolly faced hussy like Mrs. Hanson's Betty? I'd have more pride, I
-would!"
-
-"She be welcome to he!" said 'Lizabeth. "Too quiet and mum mouthed he
-be to my liking and----"
-
-"There he be!" said Mrs. Colley.
-
-She bounded out of her chair and was across the little sitting room
-kitchen and down the garden path to the gate all in a moment; a very
-energetic woman, Mrs. Colley!
-
-"Oh, Abram!" she said a little breathlessly. "Funny me coming out this
-moment and meeting 'ee promiscus like, but I did see a great slug
-a-settling on my geraniums and just at this very moment 'Lizabeth be
-laying the tea and a fresh biscuit she hev baked, all hot from the oven,
-so du 'ee come in now, Abram, for there be a powerful lot of things I
-want to speak wi' 'ee about!"
-
-"I be sorry," he said gloomily, "afraid I be I cannot stop!"
-
-"And the tea fresh brewed and on the hob and the water on it not more'n
-three minutes, Abram, and the biscuit of 'Lizabeth's baking, a currant
-biscuit, Abram!"
-
-He shook his head. "I wish 'ee good evening, Mrs. Colley," he said,
-"and must be getting along!" He lifted his hat to her, a polite man,
-Abram Lestwick, and went on. Mrs. Colley went back, beaten and angry.
-
-"She hev laid a spell on him, 'tis a good thing for Mother Hanson her
-bain't living a hundred years ago, or burned for a witch her would be,
-certain sure! And his coat buttons, I never see such a sight,
-'Lizabeth!"
-
-"Drat his coat buttons! What be they to me?"
-
-"Two gone out of the four and two others hanging by threads, and him
-working his fingers whiles he were talking wi' me, pulling they off, a
-rare busy time wi' her needle will Abram Lestwick's wife hev! Wonderful
-restless and nervis he be about the hands, 'Lizabeth!"
-
-"Drat his hands!" said Elizabeth Colley. "He doan't catch me sewing on
-his buttons for him, no nor for the best man living neither, which Abram
-Lestwick b'aint!"
-
-Down the road went Abram Lestwick, the weak chin under the straggling
-growth of black hair looked a shade more resolute this evening, for he
-had made up his mind.
-
-Was he, Abram Lestwick, the man to stand nonsense from a mere maid who
-dared oppose his will with her own? No! Was he not Farmer Patcham's
-foreman and first hand, looked up to and respected? He was!
-
-Had he not a cottage of four rooms of his own? He had! Was he not in
-receipt of a steady income of thirty-five shillings a week, of which he
-had no less than forty-three pounds ten saved and standing in the Post
-Office Savings Bank to his credit? He was!
-
-Very well then!
-
-Down the road strode Abram Lestwick.
-
-"I'll put up wi' no more dilly dallying wi' she!" he said to himself, "I
-be a strong intentioned man, not a boy like some, to be put off wi' a
-grimace and a shake o' a head, and such like! And so I'll let her know
-and I hev her grandmother's good wishes!"
-
-He did not falter, he flung open the little green painted gate of Mrs.
-Hanson's front garden and trod manfully up the broken stone pathway to
-the cottage door.
-
-"Why if it bain't Abram!" said Mrs. Hanson, in a tone of surprise,
-though she had been watching the clock for him this past half hour.
-Betty, pouring boiling water from the kettle into the brown teapot,
-started, so that the hot water splashed on her hand, but she uttered no
-sound. Her face turned white, perhaps it was the pain from the boiling
-water, perhaps the sound of the man's voice!
-
-"Good evening!" he said.
-
-"Good evening to 'ee, Abram," said Mrs. Hanson. She looked across the
-room to the girl. "Betty, here be Abram!"
-
-"Aye, I know!"
-
-Abram had taken off his hat, he was twisting it between his restless
-fingers, plucking at the felt, bending the brim. Mrs. Hanson stared
-resolutely at his face.
-
-"Wun't 'ee draw a chair and set down, Abram?" she said. "An' put your
-hat down!"
-
-He nodded, he put his hat down and sat by the table. Betty's face was
-white and set hard, her small round chin was thrust out obstinately.
-
-Abram looked at her out of the corner of his eyes.
-
-"I du hear good accounts of the new people at the Manor," he said.
-
-"Aye, a sweet and pleasant spoken lady and the daughter of a Lord!" said
-Mrs. Hanson. "And Mr. Allan Homewood, who I did speak with the very day
-he came here first, a very nicely spoken gentleman, I'm sure!" She
-looked at Betty.
-
-Betty sat down, she stared straight before her, she knew that these were
-but preliminaries, that which they were saying now mattered nothing at
-all. Her grandmother poured out the tea. Abram took his cup, he
-twisted it round and round in the saucer.
-
-"I see Mrs. Colley as I passed the door, picking slugs she were! She
-asked me in to tea, she said there was a fresh biscuit of 'Lizbeth's
-baking!"
-
-It was meant for conversation, and not as a reflection on the present
-tea table, which was guiltless of a currant biscuit.
-
-"A wunnerful hand at cooking, 'Lizbeth Colley be!" he said.
-
-Mrs. Hanson shrugged her shoulders, "Hev you ever noticed her teeth,
-Abram, terribul teeth they be!"
-
-"Terribul!" he agreed; he looked at the girl facing him. He could not
-see her teeth, for her small rosebud mouth was tightly compressed, but
-he had seen them and remembered them for the whitest pearls he had ever
-seen.
-
-"A rare hand at fashioning and managing, 'Lizbeth Colley," he remarked.
-He paused to drink with his mouth full of bread and butter. It was not
-a pretty exhibition, but neither Mrs. Hanson nor Betty remarked it.
-Bread and butter and tea taken at one meal had to mingle, sooner or
-later; why not sooner than later?
-
-The meal went on, Abram smacked his lips noisily. Mrs. Hanson tried to
-make conversation.
-
-"A bit of luck for an old man like Markabee getting a permanent job at
-his time of life! I wonder how long du they think they'll keep he?" she
-asked.
-
-"Ah!"
-
-"Though I du admit very agile he be for his years!"
-
-It was all idle, it was all eating up time, till the meal should be
-over. These, as Betty knew, were merely preliminaries, presently the
-real business would start. Her grandmother had warned her.
-
-"Ahram be here to-night, he be, to hev a direct answer and for 'ee to
-make up thy mind and name the day!" said Mrs. Hanson.
-
-"He'll get his direct answer, he will! And as for naming the day, there
-wun't he no day to name!" said Betty.
-
-"We'll see, my gell!"
-
-"Aye, we'll see!" said Betty.
-
-"I can't think what have come to that maid!" Mrs. Hanson thought. "All
-contrairy and perilous defiant her be, and once----"
-
-"Help me clear they things!" Mrs. Hanson said.
-
-The meal was over at last. Abram brought out his pipe; he did not light
-it, he did not even put it between his long, yellowish teeth. He held
-it in his hand, he twisted it and turned it. He made of the bowl a
-thimble, which he set on his finger; he picked at the thin silver mount
-and all the time he watched Betty. And always that weak chin of his
-under the coarse, sparse black hairs, seemed to grow stronger and more
-protruberant, more pronounced.
-
-Mrs. Hanson spun out the washing up, but it was over at last and she
-came back and took her usual seat by the fireplace.
-
-"And now, Abram?" she said.
-
-It was the signal, Betty stiffened up, she clenched her small hands;
-Abram dropped the pipe and stooped to recover it.
-
-"Mrs. Hanson, Ma'am, and Betty, you both know full well why I be here
-to-night," he said. "Terribul slow of speech I be--" He dropped the
-pipe again and went in search of it; groping along the floor, again he
-recovered it.
-
-"Why not put the pipe down, Abram?" Mrs. Hanson said. "Pipes be
-terribul easy things to drop!"
-
-He nodded, he put the pipe down on the table and fell to plucking out
-the horsehairs from the chair seat.
-
-"Terribul slow of speech I be!" he repeated. "But you, Ma'am, Mrs.
-Hanson, know, I think, why I be here to'night! 'Tis about the maid,
-Betty, your grand-darter, Ma'am!"
-
-"Ah!" said Mrs. Hanson.
-
-"What hev your visits to do wi' me?" Betty demanded, a spot of vivid
-colour in her white cheeks.
-
-"I du love 'ee and want 'ee to marry me!" he said simply.
-
-"That be well spoken, straight and to the point, that be!" said Mrs.
-Hanson. "No man could speak fairer!"
-
-"Then I will speak straight and to the point tu," Betty said. "I du not
-love 'ee and will never marry 'ee! I would sooner be dead, and drownd
-myself I will before I marry 'ee, Abram Lestwick!"
-
-"Ah!" he said, his eyes roved towards Mrs. Hanson. What had she to say
-to that?
-
-"A perilous bad maid 'ee be!" said Mrs. Hanson.
-
-"So 'ee've told me till I be sick to death o' hearing it. Perilous bad
-and wicked and ungrateful, I be--an all that's bad! Why do he come here
-a persecutering me? Why doan't he leave I alone?" the girl cried
-passionately. "I doan't ask him to--to foller me and worry me--why
-doan't he go and marry 'Lizbeth Colley, wi' her currant biscuits? A
-wonderful fashioner and manager she be! He said it, said it and I--I
-wun't marry him. I'll die--die willing and glad, yes die! Yes, I'll
-die!"
-
-She leaped to her feet, her face was burning, her eyes brilliant with
-defiance and anger.
-
-"No one hasn't the right to so persecute a maid like he du persecute I!
-I doan't want him here. I--I can't bear nor bide 'ee, Abram Lestwick, I
-can't!"
-
-Her voice faltered. He sat there staring at her, never speaking a word
-and his silence disconcerted her.
-
-"A perilous--" began Mrs. Hanson.
-
-"Say--say it again, say it again!" Betty panted, "And I'll scream, I'll
-scream till I be dead. Say it, again!"
-
-"And 'ee be my son Garge's child. Garge as were ever mild and quiet,
-and I be Garge's mother!" Up rose Mrs. Hanson. "I be Garge's mother
-and thy grandmother and I be the one to speak, Betty Hanson, and speak I
-will!" She lifted a strong arm and pointed a long, thick-jointed finger
-at the girl. "Marry him 'ee shall, and I say it! And wi' a good grace
-tu, and come to your senses, 'ee shall, my maid, if I break a stick over
-your back! And I'll hev no more o' these tantrums, no more of them, I
-say, a perilous bad and wicked maid 'ee be! Hev not Abram done we a
-great honour? Hev he not----"
-
-"I'll kill myself before I marry him!" the girl said, but she said it
-without passion, only with an immense certainty in her voice.
-
-Abram blinked, he stared at the ill smelling, newly lighted lamp.
-
-"Listen to me, Betty Hanson. Here be Abram asking 'ee to marry 'ee and
-asking 'ee to name the day--answer!"
-
-"I hev answered!"
-
-"Answer as I order 'ee!"
-
-"I shan't!"
-
-Mrs. Hanson stalked across the room, she went to a corner by the
-fireplace, in that corner stood the stout old stick that had supported
-her husband's declining years. She had always kept that stick in the
-corner, it was more homely to see it there. She took it now, she came
-back to Betty.
-
-"Will 'ee marry this good man?"
-
-"No!"
-
-One, two, three, down came the stick, heavily across the slender
-shoulders. The girl's eyes filled with tears, born of the smart of the
-blows, but she kept her white teeth clenched.
-
-"I ask 'ee again, will 'ee name the day?"
-
-"No, never!"
-
-Thud, thud, thud!
-
-Ahram Lestwick leaned forward, he stared at them both. He was tearing
-the threads out of the fringe of the cheap tablecloth now. He watched
-Betty's face without emotion. "Dogged abst'nate her be!" he muttered.
-
-"Betty Hanson, my mind be made up! Will 'ee take this man to be your
-lawful wedded husband, in sickness and in health, for better an' for
-worser, till death du 'ee part?"
-
-"I wun't, I hate him!"
-
-Thud, thud, thud.
-
-"And I hate 'ee tu!" said Betty suddenly.
-
-"That be enough!" The stick fell. "'Ee've said it, Betty Hanson! Said
-it! Said it past recall! Hate me, 'ee said it! And to-morrow 'ee go
-out, go out, my maid, for I live in no house where hate du abide!"
-
-"I'll go and glad, glad!" the girl said.
-
-Abram rose slowly.
-
-"I beg to thank 'ee for a good tea, which I did enjoy, Mrs. Hanson, 'tis
-time for me to be going!" he turned towards the door. "A very good
-tea!" he said. "I bain't partial to new baked currant biscuits!" He
-paused at the door and looked at Betty.
-
-"I'll ask 'ee to name the day some other time, my maid! I be a patient
-man, a very patient man, I be in no hurry, no hurry at all! And I wish
-'ee good night, Mrs. Hanson, and thank 'ee for your good tea once
-again!"
-
-Betty stared at him, her eyes were wide, filled with terror. She lifted
-her hands to her face, she gripped her face between them, the sharp
-little nails dug into the soft, peach-like cheeks, but she felt no pain,
-was unconscious of what she was doing.
-
-He looked at her and smiled, he backed out and closed the door, but she
-did not move. She heard his steps outside, her breast was rising and
-falling and when she spoke, she spoke in gasps, in short breathless
-sentences.
-
-"Did 'ee see--grandmother, did 'ee see--his hands--his hateful hands?
-Grandmother, did 'ee see? One day--he'll kill someone wi' they hands,
-kill 'em--grandmother, maybe--maybe 'twill be--me!"
-
-
-
-
- *CHAPTER XVI*
-
- *"MY LADY MERCIFUL"*
-
-
-"I am glad Mr. Dalabey spared her," said Kathleen.
-
-She nodded towards the little figure of the nymph standing up from the
-middle of the lake.
-
-"So am I!" Allan said. "But I've a great respect for Dalabey, he does
-not look it, but he is an artist. He has a right perception, a sense of
-fitness. Dalabey is a reader and a thinker, too. Kathleen, you would
-be surprised by the depth of Dalabey's knowledge, for all that, he says
-'I be' and 'Du 'ee?' Which, after all, may be better English than that
-which you and I speak. You would hardly believe that Dalabey and Ruskin
-have more than a nodding acquaintance, but so it is! Yes, I'm glad he
-spared the little stone maid. Do you know the first morning we were
-here, dear, I worried about her. I rose early and came out to see if
-she were still here and there she was, a monument to Dalabey's good
-sense! I've congratulated him since!"
-
-She was listening to him with a smile on her lips. Now she glanced at
-him, at the tall, big young man by her side--her husband!
-
-"Allan," she said suddenly, "Allan, you seem to be very happy!"
-
-"Happy!" he was startled. "Of course I am happy. Why--why did you say
-that? I am happy and content. I Have the dearest and best man in the
-world for father. I have a wife who is friend and comrade----" he
-pressed her hand. "I have a home, the like of which there is not to be
-found in all England! Happy--why not, Kathleen?"
-
-She was silent for a moment. He had said the dearest father and his
-wife--after all his wife was only friend and comrade--only! Why did she
-feel vaguely dissatisfied, had she not set herself to be just that very
-thing, that he said she was--friend, comrade, and now he had said it,
-she felt a little regret.
-
-"And you would not have things different from what they are, Allan?"
-
-"No!" he said. "I'm very, very content, very proud and very happy,
-Kathleen."
-
-"And the dream," she said, "the dream you told me of, Allan, the pretty
-girl who came----"
-
-He laughed frankly, almost boyishly, a laugh so clear and so ringing
-that it, was infectious.
-
-"Because I had a pleasant dream and dreamed a pretty girl was imprudent
-enough to come and kiss me, shall I moon about disconsolate and unhappy,
-my mind filled with stupid longing and foolish regrets, eh?"
-
-"But the dream did affect you for a time, Allan?"
-
-"For a time," he said, "it was so clear, so real, so strange, so--so
-undreamlike that it must affect me! Kathleen, I never think of it now,
-I've put it out of my mind, I've sat there a score of times on that very
-seat and no dreams have come, I've smiled at the foolish fancy of it,
-laughed it all to scorn--and forgotten it----"
-
-"But if it were not--all a dream, if one day she came into your
-life--that girl----"
-
-He shook his head. "She was a dream and she doesn't exist, she never
-will and never can--she came and she went--for good!"
-
-"And yet," she persisted, with a woman's strange persistence, "Allan,
-if--if she came, if you saw her in life, if----"
-
-"Then," he said quietly and looked her full in the eyes, "you have my
-promise, dear, just as I have yours, but it will never, never
-be--Kathleen, shall I be truthful, honest, candid with, you? I never
-want it to be, dear, I am well content! And now come----" he went on
-gaily, "and we'll talk to old Markabee, that young fellow who refuses to
-grow old! Come, dear and----"
-
-But she shook her head. "I am going to the village, Allan," she said,
-"at least, not to the village, but to a little cottage between here and
-Little Stretton, Mrs. Hanson's cottage."
-
-"Hanson, I remember a kindly talkative old dame who has always a smile
-and a country bob for us."
-
-"I am afraid she is not as kindly as she looks!" Kathleen said.
-
-"Why, what has the wicked old body been doing?"
-
-"Ill-treating her granddaughter, so I have heard. It was Debly Cassons
-who told me. She said she was passing Mrs. Hanson's cottage as she came
-here last evening, and she heard the sound of beating and looking in
-through the window saw that wicked old woman thrashing the girl with a
-stick. And there----" Kathleen went on, "the girl was standing
-accepting the blows without a sound, but later as Debly was going back,
-she heard someone sobbing as thought her heart was breaking and she
-found the girl lying on the grass in the little garden crying bitterly.
-Debly is a kindly old soul and she tried to comfort her and find out
-what the trouble was, but the girl would not answer, so----"
-
-"So my dear little Lady Bountiful, my Lady Merciful is going to carry
-comfort to the ill-used child, eh?"
-
-He looked at Kathleen, then stretched out his hand and touched hers.
-"Kathleen, you are a good woman," he said sincerely and gently, "I wish
-I could think that I were worthy of you!"
-
-Kathleen shook her head, she did not speak.
-
-There was a trace of sadness in her eyes as she went back alone to the
-house. It seemed to her that there was the chance of happiness of a
-great and wonderful happiness, yet she could not stretch out her hand to
-grasp it, could not because of memories, years old memories, memories of
-another face and another voice, memories of a love that had filled her
-life once. She had loved then, she told herself, as a woman loves but
-once, as she could never love again.
-
-"Allan's happiness and mine," she said to herself, "is built not on
-love, but on friendship and respect, perhaps it is the surest, the best
-foundation," yet while she consoled herself, she sighed a little and the
-sadness stayed in her eyes.
-
-Very grim and very silent was Mrs. Hanson this morning. Last night that
-maid, the maid she had brought up from babyhood had told her that she
-hated her, had said "shan't" to her, had defied her.
-
-Mrs. Hanson had had a strict upbringing herself, she had married Hanson
-because he was in regular work and was drawing good pay, twelve
-shillings a week, no less. Her parents had told her to marry Hanson and
-she had married him. The marriage market has its branches in the
-smallest of villages and marriages of convenience are not luxuries
-enjoyed only by the rich and the wellborn.
-
-And she, in her turn, had found a very suitable husband for this wayward
-maid who, lacking in duty and obedience, definitely refused to accept
-that husband.
-
-Very well then! Mrs. Hanson had every reason to be hurt and aggrieved.
-
-Betty had risen early--as usual--had cleaned out the little cottage
-kitchen, had polished the stove till it shone, had made the fire and had
-prepared the breakfast just as usual, but all the time she was doing it,
-she knew that she was doing it for the last time.
-
-Last night her grandmother had said to her, "You shall go!"
-
-Her grandmother never changed her mind, never relented, never altered.
-Betty knew this of long, long experience, besides in any event she would
-go, she would not stay--no, not even if her grandmother begged her to on
-her bended knees, and that was not in the least likely. They had their
-breakfast together in stony silence. After breakfast Mrs. Hanson spoke.
-
-"Wash they things and put them back on the dresser--for the last time!"
-she added.
-
-Betty had washed the things, she had replaced them on the dresser, on to
-the snowy white board of the dresser top she had permitted one large hot
-tear to splash.
-
-Her grandmother sat stiffly upright in her chair by the window with the
-huge family Bible open on the little rickety round table before her.
-
-Mrs. Hanson always turned to the Bible for comfort and for advice in
-times of stress and doubt. She was reading stolidly through the story
-of Naboth's Vineyard and was deriving much spiritual comfort from it.
-Very stern and unrelenting she looked sitting primly bolt upright, her
-hands resting on the book and her spectacles adjusted on the end of her
-long and pointed nose.
-
-Now and again out of the corner of her eye she glanced at the girl who
-was slowly putting the finishing touches to her work. In a little while
-the girl must be gone, Mrs. Hanson was a stern and unrelenting woman.
-
-Where the girl would go to, Mrs. Hanson did not know, she never gave it
-a thought.
-
-"She did say, she did hate me!" the old woman thought. "Hate--a perilous
-wicked thing for a young gell to say--and to abide in a house of hatred,
-I will not! There's the Bible for it--'Better a dinner of yarbs and
-contentment therewith than a stalled ox in the house----'" Mrs. Hanson
-looked up, a shadow had fallen across the window, there came a light
-tapping on the door.
-
-"Bless me and bless my dear soul!" said Mrs. Hanson aloud, "if here
-b'ain't my Lady Homewood, Betty quick--quickly open the door to Her
-Ladyship, quick now! Do 'ee hear me speak?"
-
-The door was opened by Betty. Coming from the hot bright sunlight of
-the outer world into the twilight of the little room, Kathleen could
-only see a slight, slender figure in an old cotton gown, which figure
-bobbed a deferential, yet it almost seemed a defiant little curtsey to
-her.
-
-"This is Mrs. Hanson's cottage?" Kathleen asked.
-
-"Yes, my lady!"
-
-Mrs. Hanson had risen, she bobbed, it was no half hearted curtsey this
-of hers, she seemed to sink into the floor to her middle and then rose
-again, tall and lean and agitated.
-
-"Mrs. Hanson I be, my Lady, and proud I be to see your Ladyship
-here--Betty, a chair for her Ladyship, my maid!"
-
-Betty brought a chair, she flicked it with a duster and placed it that
-Kathleen might be seated.
-
-And now Kathleen, whose sight had grown accustomed to the dimmer light
-of the room, could see the child plainly, and seeing her, wondered a
-little at the loveliness of the little piteous face, the drawn mouth,
-the big saddened eyes that had so evidently recently shed tears.
-
-Poor pretty little maid! Kathleen remembered what Debly had told her of
-the child lying out in the grass, sobbing her heart out in the darkness
-of the night. She looked at the stern puritanical looking old woman and
-Kathleen, who was hot blooded and generous, felt instinctive dislike of
-her, which dislike was unjust and ill placed.
-
-So, having come expressly about this girl with the golden hair and the
-sweet oval face, Kathleen, being a very diplomatic young woman, spoke of
-everything and anything else under the sun. She told Mrs. Hanson how
-often she had admired the neatness and prettiness of the little front
-garden.
-
-"It is so nice to see gardens so well kept, I am sure yours is a great
-credit to you, and oh Mrs. Hanson, do please sit down, we can't talk
-comfortably, can we, if you stand?"
-
-"Oh, my Lady, to sit in your presence!"
-
-"Then you will force me to stand too!" said Kathleen.
-
-So Mrs. Hanson sat down on the very edge of her hard chair and they
-talked of the garden, that neat little garden with its flower beds,
-surrounded by nice large flint stones which Betty whitened regularly
-every Saturday, to make all prim and clean and spotless for the Sunday.
-
-"You have lived here many years?" Kathleen asked.
-
-"A Hanson hev always lived in this cottage, my Lady, from time out o'
-mind. A Bifley were I born, my mother being a Pringle, and me married
-to Amos Hanson when I were just turned seventeen."
-
-"Ah yes!" Kathleen said. "And this is your granddaughter?"
-
-"My granddarter her be," said Mrs. Hanson sternly.
-
-"And of course you need her here to help you in this little cottage?"
-Kathleen hazarded.
-
-"I du not need she, my Lady, and her be going to leave me, her be, this
-very day!"
-
-"To--to leave--you--you mean the child is going away? Where is she going
-to?"
-
-Mrs. Hanson did not answer. The girl was still in the room, seemingly
-busy at the dresser, but Kathleen looking could see the slender
-shoulders shake and knew what a big fight the little maid was putting up
-to keep herself from bursting into tears.
-
-What little village tragedy was here? she wondered.
-
-"Is she going to London?" Kathleen asked.
-
-"I du not know, my Lady!"
-
-"But----" Kathleen said.
-
-Mrs. Hanson rose, she was trembling.
-
-"My Lady, that I should hev to tell 'ee a stranger, yet with a face so
-kind, that emboldened I be--my Lady--this maid, this perilous wicked
-maid----" the old dame stopped for a moment, quivering and shaking,
-"this perilous bad, wicked onnatchral maid did say to me--I hate 'ee, I
-du! Said it my lady wi' her own lips and tongue, she did! And I said tu
-her 'Betty Hanson, granddarter o' mine, 'ee may be, but never, never
-will I abide in a house where hatred du exist, so out of this house du
-'ee go for a bad perilous maid on the morrow!' And this be the morrow,
-my Lady----"
-
-"But she is so young, only a child and surely you would not let her go
-without, knowing she is going into safety and into the house of friends?
-She is your granddaughter and you are responsible for her! Do you think
-that you are acting rightly? Do you think--oh please don't think that I
-am preaching to you--but she is so young and so pretty and to think of
-her going--and never even knowing where the poor child is going to!"
-
-"I hev chose for she a good husband, a man wi' thirty-five shillings a
-week coming in, a cottage too and of quiet ways!"
-
-"But if she does not love him?" Kathleen asked, and, remembering her own
-marriage, blushed red as a rose.
-
-"Love him indeed, my lady, hev I not chose he for she? A good
-upstanding, upright man as ever was, to Church reg'lar twice a Sundays,
-walking in the fear of God, he du, and very respectable wi' never a word
-to be heard against he--and--and----" Mrs. Hanson paused nervously and
-exhausted for the moment.
-
-"But she is only a child! Betty, come here, Betty!"
-
-"Betty, du 'ee hear her Ladyship a-speaking to 'ee?" cried the
-grandmother.
-
-But Betty at the dresser, her back obstinately turned, did not move.
-
-"There, there!" said Mrs. Hanson triumphantly, "'ee can see for
-yourself, my Lady, how bad and de-fiant and obstinant her du be--Oh
-Betty, shame on thee!" the old woman added, for Kathleen herself had
-risen and had gone across the room to the lonely little figure and all
-suddenly had put a kind arm about those heaving shoulders.
-
-"Betty, Betty child, come and tell me all about it!" she said in that
-sweet gentle voice of hers that could break down any barrier of anger
-and defiance. And then Betty, knowing, feeling that here was a friend,
-broke down suddenly and giving way to the long threatening tears, laid
-her head against Kathleen's breast and sobbed.
-
-"I hate him, I hate him I du and fear him I du, My--my lady and
-grandmother be so bent on my marrying he and I, I can't! Oh, I can't
-bear it, I can't and 'tis breaking my heart, it be, my--my Lady!"
-
-"Hush, little one, don't cry!" Kathleen said.
-
-"Betty, I be mortal ashamed of 'ee, I be!" said Mrs. Hanson. "Mortal
-ashamed and all put about I be!"
-
-"Please, Mrs. Hanson, let me speak to her!" said Kathleen. She drew
-Betty towards her chair, she sat down and held the girl's hot little
-hand and looked into the pretty flushed tear stained face. Poor pretty
-child!
-
-"How old are you, Betty?" she asked.
-
-"I be--be eighteen, my Lady!"
-
-"And behaving she be like she were but seven!" said Mrs. Hanson. "A
-perilous bad----" she paused.
-
-"Your grandmother says you must go, Betty!"
-
-"Aye, I du, I du, and when I du say a thing, by that thing I du abide!"
-said Mrs. Hanson. "Go, I said, and go she shall! A very unrelenting
-woman I be!"
-
-And then at last came a flash of anger into Kathleen's eyes.
-
-"Yes, a very hard and unrelenting woman, I fear, Mrs. Hanson! Has this
-child no other friends, no other relations, than you?"
-
-"Never a soul hev she got, and I hev brought she up!"
-
-"And now would turn her out of the house, knowing that she had no one to
-go to, no one to keep and protect her, for shame, Mrs. Hanson!" cried
-Kathleen in just indignation. Mrs. Hanson said nothing, she quivered and
-shook. Perhaps in her heart of hearts she wanted to give way, but she
-had said it, a stern and unrelenting woman was she, and prided herself
-on it.
-
-"And where will you go to, Betty, when you leave your grandmother's
-cottage?"
-
-"Oh my lady, I du not know, indeed I du not! For I hev not thought of
-it, but I wouldn't mind where I did go, so be it was not to Abram
-Lestwick, who I du hate and of whom I be in most mortal terror, my--my
-lady!"
-
-"Then you shall not go to him, you shall come to me, Betty, and you
-shall be my little maid!" Kathleen said.
-
-"To--to the Manor House, my--my lady?" Betty stammered, "Oh my Lady,
-to--to the Manor House?"
-
-"Why, of course, child, for I live there!"
-
-"Oh my Lady, I--I couldn't, don't ask me--I couldn't bear to--to go
-there and see it all--all as it be now--I couldn't my Lady, 'twould
-break my heart!"
-
-Kathleen looked at her in amazement. "But why, Betty?" she said. "I
-don't understand!"
-
-"My Lady," interposed Mrs. Hanson, "if so be as I may be allowed to
-speak----" she paused, quivering with indignation, "'tis but right I
-should tell 'ee this, that this wayward, obstinate, perilous gel was
-forever in they old gardens before Mr. Homewood bought the old place,
-forever she was, spite of all I did say to she. Sometimes of nights I
-du verily believe she would rise and go stealing off to they gardens, a
-terribul state they was in too, and coming back wi' her frock all
-covered wi' green like and sometimes tored by the wall over which she
-did climb most shameful----"
-
-Kathleen heard, she looked at the girl who stood with bowed head before
-her.
-
-"Why did you go to the garden, Betty?" she asked softly.
-
-"Because--oh I--I don't know, because--I can't--can't tell 'ee, my Lady,
-I can't tell 'ee, but it be all changed and altered now wi' great fences
-put up and--and my stone maid gone and 'twould break my heart, my Lady
-to go there and not see she, my stone maid, any more!"
-
-"The stone maid is not gone, Betty, and the gardens have not been
-altered, but only made beautiful and they tell me that they must be just
-as they were in the old days!"
-
-"I wonder, my Lady, as 'ee have the patience to talk wi' she!" said Mrs.
-Hanson.
-
-But Kathleen took no notice. "So, Betty, will you come to me and be my
-little maid?"
-
-"And glad and grateful!" said Mrs. Hanson. "Say it!" she commanded.
-"Elizabeth Hanson, say it, yes--and glad and grateful I du be, my Lady,
-to 'ee for your great kindness, and drop my Lady a curtsey, 'ee
-unmannerly maid, as I be sore ashamed of!"
-
-"If only----" Kathleen thought, "if only the old woman would leave the
-child alone, poor Betty, I can see why that little spirit of hers was
-goaded into rebellion at last!"
-
-"I need no thanks!" Kathleen said, "I only want Betty to say that she
-will come; you will come, child?"
-
-How kind were those eyes that looked into hers, how sweet a smile there
-was on her Ladyship's beautiful face! It must have melted a heart of
-stone and Betty's warm passionate little heart was not of stone. So she
-broke down, sobbing and crying, she would come and glad and grateful she
-was, and come she would that very day if her Ladyship would but have
-her.
-
-"Pack your little box, Betty," Kathleen said, "and I will send one of
-the men presently to fetch it for you and I think and hope you will be
-happy and--and maybe Betty, you will not find the old garden so changed
-after all. I will answer for it there are no ugly fences and the stone
-maid stands where she did in the middle of the lake, Betty, so--go come
-and see your little friend again!" She held out her kind hand, but
-Betty did not take it, instead she dropped suddenly onto her knees and
-kissed that white hand as if it had been the hand of a Queen, and so
-like a queen was Kathleen to the country maid, a Queen all beautiful,
-all generous, all kind. Queen! No, an angel from Heaven rather! And
-when she had gone Betty stood there, all unmindful that her grandmother
-was here and she spoke her thoughts aloud.
-
-"Very willing and glad I would be," she said slowly, "very willing and
-glad to die for she, I would!"
-
-Mrs. Hanson sniffed, she had no patience with such outrageous and
-exaggerated statements.
-
-"Get 'ee off and pack your box," she said sharply, "and think yourself
-lucky, Betty Hanson, as 'ee hev found another home, and a kind mistress,
-too kind I be afeared! Too kind and lenient like wi' 'ee and your
-folly, my maid!"
-
-
-
-
- *CHAPTER XVII*
-
- *HAROLD SCARSDALE RETURNS*
-
-
-Kathleen's face was very thoughtful, a little sad even, as she walked
-back along the white dusty road. She hardly saw the village folk, who
-bobbed and curtseyed to her as she passed. She saw only a sweet oval
-face, a glorious head of glittering hair, a pair of sad, wistful blue
-eyes.
-
-"So these people do, as their betters!" she thought. "They drive and
-goad their children into unhappy marriages! My Lord's daughter must be
-made to marry thirty thousand a year, as little Betty, Mrs. Hanson's
-granddaughter, is to be forced into marriage with thirty shillings a
-week! How wrong and what a shame it all is! Money, rank, position and
-interest! Is there no such thing as love left in the world at all? May
-not a man choose his mate, a woman choose for herself from among all
-men, the one she loves? It seems not, in village or in city, in cottage
-or in palace, and I----" she paused. "I did as I was bidden and I am
-happier perhaps than I deserve to be!"
-
-Kathleen, unlike other well born young ladies of Society, had had no
-maid, in the old days she could not afford one. Amy, the parlour maid,
-had assisted her into the dresses that were so very seldom paid for, and
-Kathleen had long since adopted the unladylike practice of doing her own
-hair. So when she came to Homewood she had decided to continue without
-a maid, though the funds were not lacking now and the dresses were
-certainly paid for.
-
-Of course little Betty Hanson would not know a tithe of those things
-that a good and practiced lady's maid should know. She would not be
-able to do her ladyship's hair in the latest and most becoming style.
-She would not be able to select gowns suitable for special occasions.
-She would not be able to massage my lady's white hands and perhaps her
-face. She would not be able to flatter and fawn and sponge and perhaps
-rob and lie. No, Betty Hanson was not likely to have any of these
-desirable accomplishments.
-
-Kathleen had an honest admiration for beauty. She was one of those rare
-women who can see and appreciate beauty in another woman. She would
-have everything about her beautiful if she could. She feared that
-perhaps to those who were unbeautiful, she was a little unjust. To Ann,
-the very plain housemaid who came from the Fulham Road, for instance,
-Kathleen was more than unusually kind and generous, because in her heart
-of hearts she did not like Ann. And she believed that she did not like
-Ann because Ann had a sallow, greasy skin, a misshapen nose and small
-mean eyes, set too closely together and a loose, nondescript kind of
-mouth.
-
-Ann, as a matter of fact, was a stupid, blundering creature, who forgot
-to do one half of what she was told and deliberately neglected to do the
-other half, who generally did everything badly, and had a habit of
-breaking the most expensive things she could put her clumsy hands on.
-Once Kathleen, goaded and irritated by Ann's hopeless imbecility had
-spoken sharply--sharply for her--to the girl and had promptly repented
-of it and had given Ann five shillings and begged a half day off for her
-from Mrs. Crozier, the housekeeper.
-
-But that was like Kathleen and that was why the servants adored her.
-
-But Kathleen was a little disturbed in her mind. She found herself
-wondering, remembering and wondering--what was this about this child
-haunting the old garden at the Manor House, climbing the high brick wall
-and entering into that place of desolation and solitude, called thither,
-who knows by what strange voices? What was this about her going there
-of nights to wander about the black solitudes of tangle and weed?
-Surely it was not right, it was not canny. She smiled at the word, the
-word that she had heard her old Scottish nurse use years and years ago.
-Yet it was the right word, it was not canny that a young and pretty girl
-should have so strange a love for solitudes and weed grown gardens.
-
-"Could it--could it have been she?" What mad nonsense, what folly was
-this? Kathleen wondered at her own thoughts. How could it have been
-this girl whom Allan had seen there that day? He had said it was a
-dream, it must have been a dream--this girl was no dream, but living
-reality. And then Allan had told her that the girl of his dream had been
-dressed all in some strange, old world costume, how the garden about her
-had been in bloom and all so trim and neat and tidy, how the old house,
-a place of desolation, had been bright and gay with its open windows and
-blowing curtains, and how the girl herself had gone to him and had
-kissed him and had put her little mittened hands--mittened hands--had
-little Betty Hanson ever owned a pair of mittens in her life? No, no
-those things had gone out in Betty's great-grandmother's time, what mad
-nonsense it all was! So Kathleen laughed merrily and laughed the ideas
-and the notions all away.
-
-She went to find Mrs. Crozier--Mrs. Crozier, the elderly, kindly
-autocrat of the house, Mrs. Crozier who had been housekeeper in a far
-finer and more magnificent mansion than this, no less a place than
-Dwennington Hall, the seat of the Duke of Grandon.
-
-"Mrs. Crozier, I have engaged a young village girl, Betty Hanson,
-granddaughter of Mrs. Hanson, who lives in the cottage up the road
-towards Little Stretton, she is to be my lady's maid. She is only a
-child and she will feel strange here at first so----"
-
-"I quite understand, my lady, I'll look after the little thing and make
-her feel quite at home!"
-
-"Thank you, you do so readily understand me, Mrs. Crozier."
-
-"It's easy enough to understand your Ladyship," Mrs. Crozier said.
-"There is always some kindly thought in your head, my lady, for
-others--I know Mrs. Hanson slightly, a good and very respectable woman!"
-
-"Will you send one of the men for Betty Hanson's box presently? And oh
-Mrs. Crozier, about the fourteenth----"
-
-"I'm making all preparations, my lady, Sir Josiah will be coming of
-course!" Mrs. Crozier smiled, she held Sir Josiah in very high esteem.
-
-"Not a highly educated gentleman, perhaps," Mrs. Crozier had said over a
-cup of tea to Mrs. Parsmon, the doctor's wife, "but one of the kind,
-Mrs. Parsmon that I call Nature's gentlemen! That is my opinion of Sir
-Josiah Homewood!" So when Mrs. Crozier mentioned his name to Sir
-Josiah's daughter-in-law, she smiled in a very kindly way.
-
-"Sir Josiah will bring a friend, perhaps two, and my father will come of
-course," Kathleen's voice changed a little, as it always did in some
-subtle manner when she spoke of her father. Her face seemed to grow a
-shade colder, then the cloud passed and she was smiling and thanking
-Mrs. Crozier again, for her intended kindness to Betty Hanson.
-
-"I'll see her in the morning," she said, "let her come up to me after
-breakfast and I'll have a long talk with her, and O Mrs. Crozier, as she
-is leaving her grandmother so suddenly, she may need some things,
-clothes I mean--I know it is not always easy for a young girl to get all
-the clothes she needs"--there was a sad reminiscent smile on Kathleen's
-face, "so will you get anything for her she may require and let me
-know?"
-
-"I will do everything, my lady."
-
-The fourteenth was the date fixed for the house warming, that event that
-had a little puzzled Sir Josiah. But he quite understood what it meant
-now, and he was looking forward to it with much the same feeling as a
-schoolboy has regarding the coming summer holidays.
-
-At the old fashioned chop house in the City, a table was regularly
-reserved for Sir Josiah, which he sometimes shared with Cutler and
-sometimes with Jobson or Cuttlewell, or Priestly (of Priestly,
-Nicholson, and Coombe, those famous contractors). At that same table
-now, Sir Josiah bragged and boasted of the glories of Homewood, of his
-daughter-in-law, Lord Gowerhurst's only child. How he told them of his
-work at Homewood and of the wonders of the place. "Historical, it is!"
-he said. "And that feller Davenham, I put him in charge. I know my
-limitations, Cuttlewell, no man better, when it comes to furnishing in
-the Period style I'll own I'm beat, but Davenham knows, an expensive man
-I'll admit, but what's money, what's money?"
-
-What was money indeed! Had not Sir Josiah been in pursuit of it all his
-life, had he not seemed to worship it? Had not those plump knees of his
-been for ever bent to the Golden Calf?
-
-"What's money, hey?" he cried. "Ho! William, William! Mr. Cuttlewell
-will take a glass of that old port with me!"
-
-And William, the antique waiter, of the white side whiskers and the
-ancient evening dress suit and the large sized, untidy feet, shuffled
-away to fill the order, for their best and most respected customer.
-
-"I'd like you to see the place, I should, Priestly, my boy! My
-daughter-in-law, Lady Kathleen, is giving a house warming on the
-fourteenth. Cutler's running down with me--going to take him down in
-the car. Hang it, Priestly, you shall come! My daughter-in-law, Lady
-Kathleen, says all my friends are her friends, and she means it, she's
-that sort. God bless her! There isn't a truer, sweeter woman on earth
-and so--so I say God bless her!" The tears came into his eyes, they
-trickled down his cheek.
-
-Here was honest pride, honest and unfeigned! He lifted his glass of
-port, he beamed on them and gave them the toast from his heart. "My
-daughter-in-law, Lady Kathleen Homewood, God bless her!"
-
-They smiled at him, they took it good naturedly, they knew his worth, a
-sound man Sir Josiah, good for at least a couple or three hundred
-thousand and very likely for a good deal more. When a man has a credit
-good for anything from two to four hundred thousand, who will not put up
-with his little ways, even though it might be a trifle boring for those
-who had not the pleasure of Lady Kathleen's acquaintance? So Priestly
-was asked and Cutler and Cuttlewell too, only unfortunately Cuttlewell
-could not come, but Jobson could and would!
-
-When the expansive moment was past, Sir Josiah felt a little nervous.
-Had he overstepped the limits? Had he gone too far; would it not be
-encroaching on Kathleen's goodness? Conscience smote him. That he had
-bought and paid for the house, that he was sending down cases of wines
-regardless of cost, that he was ordering at the big London Stores with
-the most lavish hand and purse in the world, all that mattered nothing
-at all! But would Kathleen be annoyed? He wrote to her and received a
-letter that made his cheeks flush like those of a school miss of
-sixteen.
-
-"Your friends are mine, bring them all, you cannot bring too many,
-especially if they are like you. Only let me know how many rooms you
-want, dear, and believe me to be your affectionate and grateful
-Kathleen."
-
-"God bless her!" he said. "God bless her!" And that day he added
-Coombe to the list. What a time they would all have on the fourteenth!
-How he talked and bragged and boasted, yet strangely enough a change had
-come over his boasting, it was not of his Lordship the Earl, and her
-"Ladyship, the Earl's daughter, it was not of the "historical" mansion,
-and the period rooms and Davenham's whole hearted expenditure in the
-matter of furnishing the place, it was of "My daughter-in-law,
-Kathleen."
-
-"Beautiful, ha, ha!" he laughed. "I'll shew you real beauty! You think
-Lesbia Carter and Sybil Montgomery, those actress girls, are beautiful
-and so they are, sweetly pretty girls they are, and I don't say one word
-against 'em, not me! But when you see my daughter Kathleen--Lady
-Kathleen, then you'll see beauty, then you'll see goodness and sweet
-gracious womanliness, my boy!"
-
-Cutler and Jobson laughed, they had their little jokes together. "The
-old boy ought to have married her himself! I'll bet you he's more in
-love with her than Allan, his son, is!"
-
-"I know Gowerhurst," said Coombe. Coombe was a large man who smoked
-expensive cigars, with the bands on them, for effect.
-
-"Know him, I should think I do. He owes me a bit now! I'll bet you if
-he hears I'm going to--what's the name of the place--Homewood--he won't
-turn up--catch him!"
-
-Lord Gowerhurst had received his invitation. He had not been down to
-Homewood, he had no love for the country, ancient historical houses and
-early English gardens did not appeal to him. The house that found the
-most favour in his sight was his favourite and particular Club, and he
-preferred the card room there or the billiard room to any garden that
-ever bloomed. But he must go, he must offer himself up as a sacrifice.
-Old Homewood would be there of course and his Lordship was not quite
-easy in his mind about certain speculations into which he had been led.
-Lumeyer had induced him to put five of the twelve thousand he had
-obtained from Homewood into the Stelling Reef Gold Mine and his Lordship
-had heard bad accounts of that same concern. He had tried to sell out
-and had tried vainly.
-
-Lumeyer, a densely black bearded man, with cherry lips, had told him all
-would be well, but his Lordship did not believe it. It might
-conceivably be possible that presently he would need old Homewood's help
-again.
-
-"Doosid bore and beastly nuisance!" he said. "But I'll have to go, I
-hate family parties and that kind of thing and Kathleen hasn't mentioned
-if there's a billiard room. Let me see--the fourteenth will be Friday.
-I'll leave a telegram with Parsons, the hall porter here, to send on to
-me the first thing Monday morning, demanding my presence in Town.
-Kathleen's done well, doosid well, thanks to me! I don't like the tone
-of her letter, though, no, hang me, I don't like the tone of her letter!
-Cold and formal, but that's Kathleen, takes after her mother! Doosid
-cold and doosid formal, well, well!" He paused. "Whatever happens I'll
-be able to say I did the best possible for my daughter. A man's got to
-consider his family, I've considered mine, no one can say to the
-contrary!"
-
-It was in the dining room during luncheon time at his Club that his
-Lordship was holding communion with his own thoughts. He started now at
-the sight of a tall elderly, white haired, soldierly man who came in,
-followed by a somewhat younger man--it was the younger man who claimed
-his Lordship's attention.
-
-"Who's that?" he asked himself. "Seen that face before--who the doose
-is it now? Not a member----"
-
-"Here Paul!"
-
-"Yes, my Lord?"
-
-"Paul, did you see that gentleman come in? Who is he?"
-
-"Sir Andrew Moly----"
-
-"Yes, yes, I don't mean the old one, I mean the younger one with him!"
-
-"Don't know, my Lord, can't say! I haven't seen the gentleman before!"
-
-"Then find out!" The man scuttled off.
-
-"I--I know that face, hang me if I don't--wonder who he is?" His
-Lordship frowned, he adjusted his eyeglass and gazed across to the
-little table where Sir Andrew Molyneux and his companion were seated.
-
-"Confoundedly annoying to see a fellow's face and not know who the doose
-he is!" His Lordship thought. "Hello, Paul, well? Have you found out?"
-
-"Yes, my Lord, I did, I took the liberty of asking Mr. Marsmith. I
-noticed Mr. Marsmith bow to the gentleman as he came in and I took the
-liberty----"
-
-"Yes, yes, but who is the fellow?"
-
-"A very important gentleman, Governor of some place as I didn't catch
-the name of, my Lord, somewhere in America, I should think or the
-Indies--I don't know my Lord, anyhow he is Sir Harold Scarsdale, a very
-rich----"
-
-"Bless--my--soul!" his Lordship said. "Thanks, that will do, Paul, that
-will do!"
-
-Paul went away.
-
-"Harold Scarsdale--bless my soul!" He sat and looked at the younger
-man.
-
-"Altered, confoundedly altered, looks twenty years older, and it is only
-ten! Let me see, he can't be a day over thirty-five and the fellow
-looks forty-five. By George, there was that love affair between him and
-Kathleen. I remember it well, Old Scarsdale, our Rector at Benningley's
-son. I remember, by George I do, had a few words with the young fellow,
-called him a presumptuous puppy if I remember right, so he was, by
-George! But byegones--eh--byegones can be byegones--Kathleen was too
-sensible and too cold, yes by George, too cold to make a fool of
-herself, turned him down, very rightly and properly, I remember it all,
-remember catching him in the garden at Bishopsholme, I remember a letter
-I got hold of, of his, asking Kathleen to run away with him, the young
-fool. By George if I remember right, I made it warm for him! And he
-cleared out, left the country, he seems to have done well for himself,
-knighted, eh? Well, well, things change, the wheel goes round, one man
-gets carried up, t'others get taken down. I'm t'other," he smiled
-grimly. "I'm down! I think--I think----" he paused. "I shall
-recall--why not? A rich man, Paul said so, sensible fellow Paul. He
-knows I always like to understand the financial position of other
-folk--I shall certainly, yes certainly, recall our earlier
-acquaintance!"
-
-His Lordship bided his time. He waited, he had finished his own
-luncheon some time since, but he timed his retirement from the dining
-room to synchronise with that of the other two.
-
-"Why, bless my soul, surely I am not mistaken?"
-
-Sir Andrew turned to look at his Lordship, but this expression of
-astonishment was not for him.
-
-The other man had halted, seemed to draw back, his face stern and grave,
-a handsome face, seemed to harden a shade as the Earl thrust himself
-forward.
-
-"I surely am not mistaking my old friend's son, Harold Scarsdale. If I
-am, then believe me I offer my sincere apologies, but I can hardly make
-a mistake!"
-
-"My name is Scarsdale, and----"
-
-"Then you don't remember me, bless my soul, you don't remember me, my
-name is Gowerhurst!"
-
-"I remember your Lordship perfectly!"
-
-"My dear fellow, I am delighted to see you, it quite takes me back.
-Come, come, we must have a long talk, a long talk together, eh? How's
-the world been treating you? Well, I hope, if I can be of service to
-you, command me! By George, Harold, I always had a sneaking affection
-for you!"
-
-"You managed to hide it very cleverly, my Lord, ten years ago!
-
-"Ha, ha! Had to, you know, had to! Doting father, that sort of thing,
-couldn't let my little girl make a bad match! Hang it, if I'd been a
-rich man, ha, ha, I wouldn't have stood in your way, but I wasn't; I
-was, and am, come to that, doosid poor, and a father's feelings, Harold,
-my boy, as you'll know when you are a father yourself, unless----"
-
-"I am not married!" said Scarsdale quietly.
-
-"No, no, quite right. Well as I was saying, a father must consider his
-child. I may have seemed hard, a little hard perhaps, to you that day,
-I remember it perfectly well, but I liked you, my dear fellow, all the
-time my heart was bleeding for you, bleeding, sir! I said to myself,
-can I, dare I? No, by George, I can't and daren't! I can't see my girl
-scrubbing her own doorstep and--and turning her dresses and making her
-own bonnets--I can't think of it! So I nerved myself to be stern,
-nerved myself, Harold, and all the time my heart bled for you, my dear
-lad!"
-
-"I remember very well," Scarsdale said quietly, "that you on that
-occasion called me a cunning, scheming, blackguardly young adventurer,
-who had dared to presume to look far too high, and you were right, as to
-the last, my lord, but not as to the first. For I was not cunning or
-scheming, I--I loved her, worshipped her and forgot everything else----"
-
-"By George! and so you did, so you did! But I was her father, I had to
-consider ways and means, eh? You'd do the same yourself, you'd have to!
-But we can't talk here!"
-
-"I am with Sir Andrew Molyneux, an old friend of my father."
-
-"Ah! And your father, dear old fellow, how is he now, eh?"
-
-"He has been dead four years, my Lord, and if you will excuse me----"
-
-"Positively I must see you and have a chat with you over things, Harold.
-You'll dine with me to-night? Say yes!" Lord Gowerhurst wrung the
-young man's hand. "Come, come, I can't take no--I positively refuse to
-take no! Hang it, after all these years old friends and that sort of
-thing, we can't pass like ships in the confounded night, can we, eh?"
-
-Sir Harold Scarsdale smiled. He had a stern, grave face, but the smile
-lighted it up.
-
-"To-night then, my Lord, since you wish it, here--at what time?"
-
-"Eight o'clock," his Lordship said briskly, "and I shall look for you,
-it's been a delight, a sheer delight to see you again!"
-
-
-
-
- *CHAPTER XVIII*
-
- *IN THE DAWN*
-
-
-My dear Kathleen, I am looking forward with keen enjoyment to my coming
-visit to your charming home. That I have not come before you will easily
-understand, my love. I am an old fellow and my ways are not your ways.
-I am sensitive, very sensitive, as I think you know. To have felt
-myself de trop would have been a cause of pain to me. I felt I could
-not do it and though my heart was yearning for you and though I have
-often, a thousand times, pictured your beautiful home, its master and
-mistress, though I, in my solitary and none too comfortable rooms, have
-often visioned to myself your delightful life at Homewood, yet I have
-never intruded. I have been tempted many times. I have said to myself,
-I will run down just for the day, then I hesitated. Should I be
-welcome? I know, I know, my love, that my dear daughter's heart is
-always affectionately inclined to her doting father, yet in your new
-life, with your new interests, with your young husband, I have wondered,
-is there a place, some nook, some corner for the old fellow to stow
-himself away in?
-
-"But bless me, how I ramble on? I live a very quiet and uneventful
-life, my appetite is not what it was. I sometimes walk round to the
-Club and try and peck a morsel for lunch, but I am not my own man. I
-think I feel my loneliness. Well, well, my dear, I look forward, as I
-say, to the fourteenth of this month, with great expectation and
-happiness. Now I shall behold you in your own home. I shall behold my
-dear daughter, mistress of a good house, dispensing her and her
-husband's hospitality with the gracious courtesy that is the birthright
-only of a woman of breeding. Give my kindly remembrance to your husband
-and believe me, my dear Kathleen, ever your fond and devoted Father,
-Gowerhurst.
-
-"P.S. I am taking the liberty of bringing an old friend down with me. I
-know in such a mansion as Homewood, there are many rooms, may I hope
-that I am not encroaching in asking that one may be reserved for one for
-whom you once had a kindly feeling."
-
-Kathleen smiled a little and frowned a little over this letter. It was
-like her father, he wrote as he spoke. But who was the friend? She
-hardly gave it a thought, there were so many old friends, was there one
-for whom she had once had a kindly feeling? She doubted it. Her
-father, in the old days, had commanded her ready affection at all times
-for any opulent acquaintance from whom he was hopeful of extracting
-money. This was in all probability another victim. So Kathleen put the
-letter aside and forgot all about it, except that she asked Mrs. Crozier
-to have another room prepared.
-
-She told Mrs. Crozier now, lest she might forget it.
-
-"Oh, my lady," said the housekeeper, "there's that little Betty Hanson
-who came yesterday, she is waiting your ladyship's pleasure."
-
-"I had not forgotten," Kathleen said. "Will you send her up to my
-room?"
-
-She smiled at Allan. "My new maid," she said, "the one I told you
-about, the little girl from the cottage down the road, such a pretty
-little thing, I am sure you will admire her!"
-
-Allan smiled when she had gone out, he wondered if other wives bespoke
-their husband's admiration for new maids in this way? Then his smile
-drifted away and he frowned a little, had Kathleen loved him--she would
-have been more jealous of his admiration--loved him! How good she was,
-what a sweet, lovely nature hers was, and how utterly unworthy of her
-was he!
-
-Had she loved him? Yet, why should he wish for her love when he had
-given her none of his own? None? No, he did not love her, not as a man
-should love the wife he has married. He liked her, admired her,
-respected her, above all living women. She shared with his father the
-whole of his heart, but it was not "the love," not the passion of young
-manhood, the worshipping, devouring, all selfish and yet all unselfish
-love that surely she was worthy to awaken in his breast.
-
-"Betty!" Who had said "Betty"? Who had uttered that name? Mrs.
-Crozier of course, she had told Kathleen that Betty Hanson was here, but
-the name awakened memories, memories of that dream. "Her" name had been
-Betty, had she not told him with her red lips, "Thy Betty," she had
-said, and he had been "her Allan."
-
-Betty, nonsense! This Betty would be a big bouncing, red cheeked, bold
-eyed, healthy country girl! As for Betty of his dreams, there was no
-place for her now in his busy life. There was much to be done. He had
-taken up farming wholeheartedly, not for ever would he live on his
-father's bounty. He would improve the place, make it almost
-self-supporting. He would prove to his father and Kathleen that there
-was something in him and that he was not merely an idler and a dreamer.
-So he filled his pipe and lighted it and went out to have a long talk
-with old Custance at One Tree Hill Farm. For Custance, though old,
-seemed to be the most progressive man in the place and already he and
-Allan had laid their heads together and had discussed ways and means to
-wring money from the fertile soil.
-
-Mrs. Crozier had been very kind to the timid and shy girl. She had had
-Betty to tea with her in her own private room, she had introduced her to
-the other servants, and had kept a motherly eye on Betty till the time
-came for Betty to retire to her own small room in the servant's
-quarters.
-
-And she was here! actually here, sleeping in this old house, which she
-had seen so often, watched so often by sunlight and moonlight. She
-remembered it as it had been then, with its broken windows, with the ivy
-and the creepers growing over it in one great tangle.
-
-But the garden, she had not seen the garden yet! How would it look when
-she saw it? What terrible changes would there be there? Her dear
-garden, what harm had they done to it? How strange and altered would it
-be?
-
-She could not sleep that night, she lay awake on the strange unfamiliar
-bed, tossing restlessly.
-
-Her ladyship had said, and how sweet and good was her ladyship, she had
-said that the stone maiden was still there in the old lake, so she would
-find one familiar friend.
-
-After a long, sleepless, troubled night for Betty, the daylight dawned
-at last, and then she rose and dressed very quietly and before the other
-servants were waking, she crept down the steep stairs to the kitchen.
-
-She did not hesitate for a moment, she seemed to know her way perfectly,
-yet she had never been inside the house before. The House had always
-repelled her, its gloom and its silence and its dust had forbidden any
-desire on her part to explore it. Yet now she made her way unerringly
-through the great kitchen through the vast and cold scullery, down a
-long passage till she came to a little door, a door that she knew must
-be there. And it was there and then she drew a ponderous bolt that had
-been fashioned by a hand that had been dust for two centuries. She
-unfastened a huge lock, by a key that required all her strength to turn,
-and so she opened the door and stepped out into the garden as the rising
-sun flung its first ray of primrose and gold across the heavens.
-
-Only two steps Betty took, then stood still. The light was dim yet, yet
-through the grey mists she could see it--not as she had seen it
-last--yet as she had seen it perhaps in her dreams. It was all so
-familiar, not as she had dreaded, strange and cold, but it, was as the
-face of an old friend suddenly grown young again, young and beautiful
-and sweet.
-
-Her garden--yes it was hers! Changed and yet not changed, even more
-hers, it seemed to her, now, than had been the weed grown, tangled
-desert she remembered. Yet she remembered that she had seen it thus in
-dreams and now, as the sun rose, as the sky was flooded with the glory
-of the dawn, she saw her garden in all its beauty, in all its reality,
-as sometimes she had seen it in those strange dreams that had come to
-her.
-
-Had she not seen it like this when those figures, those strange,
-beautiful, unreal figures of her imagination had promenaded these old
-walks, those gracious ladies with their strange old world costumes,
-their hair dressed so high on their heads, their tiny slim waists, their
-great bell-like skirts and their little red heeled shoes. Those men in
-their rich deep skirted coats, their stockinged legs, their swords,
-their wigs--all those visions that had come to her in dreams, had they
-not moved and lived in a garden like this, this same garden as it was
-now, all trim and sweet and gay with flowers?
-
-She felt her heart pounding, throbbing, beating as it had never beat
-before. She hurried on and on, down the broad stone pathway to the lake
-and there she saw her little friend, just the same as always, the broken
-pitcher on her shoulder.
-
-So while the sun rose higher and higher, Betty stood there and nodded
-solemnly to the little stone figure, who never nodded back. And then,
-turning to go back to the house before the others should know that she
-had come here unpermitted, she stopped suddenly and uttered a little
-choking cry of wonder and amazement. For from here she could see the
-house, a place of the living, no longer a place of the dead. She could
-see the curtains fluttering in the breeze at the many open windows, she
-could see the signs of life there, the primness and neatness of it all!
-
-And it was all familiar, there was no strangeness to her here, she was
-looking at that which her eyes had seen before and yet how could it be,
-since she had not entered this place, since those days before the
-workmen had come to alter it all? How could it be? and yet it was! And
-then suddenly she turned and did not know why, and looked at an old
-stone seat that stood on the edge of the great ring about the sundial.
-Why had she looked at it? What had she expected to see there? What she
-saw was an old, old stone seat, grey and brown and green in the shadows,
-golden white where the sun's rays touched it.
-
-And then, filled with wonder, filled with a strange sense of fear, she
-ran to the house and so back through the door which she bolted and
-barred after her, and up the steep stairs to her own little room and to
-sit on the bed with her hands clasped and her eyes staring into vacancy,
-a vacancy which yet seemed to hold many things, and one thing she saw
-very plainly, a man who was young, a man whom she knew instantly as he
-whom she had seen so often at his work in the old garden. But now she
-saw his face, and he smiled at her, a lean, strong, sunburned face, with
-eyes as blue as her own! How often in those strange dreams had she seen
-him, quaintly dressed in a suit of snuff coloured brown, toiling at his
-work with spade and hoe. "Allan!" she said suddenly. "Allan!" And
-then she uttered a cry, she hid her face in her hands and shivered
-suddenly, for she was conscious of a strange feeling of fear, for here
-was something she could not understand. "Allan!" Why had she said that
-name? What had put it into her mind and brought it to her lips?
-
-
-
-
- *CHAPTER XIX*
-
- *THE DREAM MAIDEN*
-
-
-If Allan Homewood, Esquire, should by chance meet his wife's maid or any
-other servant on the stairs, or in one of the innumerable passages of
-the old fashioned house, it was scarcely likely that he would give more
-than a passing glance and more than a passing thought to the domestic.
-If little Betty Hanson should happen suddenly on the master of the house
-at a turn in the passageway, what more becoming than she should drop her
-eyes demurely and go on her way?
-
-So while Allan and Betty Hanson had met perhaps a dozen times or more,
-neither had really seen the other.
-
-Allan was vaguely conscious of a small trim figure, and a wealth of
-golden hair, which figure when he came tapping at the door of his wife's
-room usually flitted out by another door.
-
-Betty took kindly to her new duties, she was intelligent, she was quick
-and she was very eager to be of service to her mistress. Because she
-was eager to learn she learned rapidly. Kathleen was a gentle mistress,
-who never lost her temper and saw something rather pitiful in the young
-girl's evident desire to please.
-
-"Poor little thing!" she said, "she is grateful!" So she was more than
-usually kind to Betty and the girl whose heart was bursting with love
-and gratitude, would very willingly have lain down and allowed Kathleen
-to trample on her.
-
-"What do you think of my little maid, Allan? Don't you think the child
-is pretty?"
-
-"Eh, your maid? Oh yes!" Allan said. "Quite a pretty little thing!"
-He was thinking of something else, the fourteenth of the month was
-weighing rather heavily on him and his spirits.
-
-If it had only been his father who was coming, or only Kathleen's, but
-that both should come, that both should bring friends of their own
-troubled Allan. He knew that his father's friends were not likely to
-find much favour with his Lordship. Allan had met most of them, he knew
-Cutler, a prosy, self sufficient, middle aged bore. Jobson was another
-of the same type. Coombe was a big man with a loud voice and vulgar
-aggressive manner. He told interminable stories without wit or point.
-They were sound men in the City, very likely, but he dreaded their
-advent here. For his father he felt nothing but pride and affection.
-He knew the old man's goodness of heart, his generous nature, his
-simplicity, for these he loved him and honoured him above all men. Let
-my Lord Gowerhurst sneer at that good honest man if he dared--if he
-dared--in his, Allan's presence. It was not of his father, but of
-Cutler, Jobson, Coombe and Company that Allan felt nervous and whom he
-worried about.
-
-Kathleen had told him that her father was bringing a friend.
-
-"Who?" Allan asked.
-
-"I don't know, Allan, he writes, an old friend of mine--but I doubt it,
-very few of my father's friends were mine--I am sorry," she said
-frankly, "that he is coming. I know that you do not like him, Allan, I
-cannot wonder that you do not!" She sighed and her head drooped a
-little.
-
-And Allan, looking at her, felt his heart swell with pity, for he knew
-what that proud spirit of hers had been called on to suffer because of
-her father, the Earl.
-
-But was it pity only that made his heart swell, that made him take a
-step towards her, then stand hesitating?
-
-He turned abruptly and went out into the garden. He was puzzled,
-uneasy, uncertain--Life had seemed so placid, the future as well as the
-present had seemed so certain, as certain as anything human could be.
-He and Kathleen understood one another so perfectly, were such firm
-friends, such tried companions; yet did they understand one another
-after all? Did he even understand himself?
-
-He flung himself down onto the stone seat facing the sundial. He had
-never been in love in his life, and therefore told himself that he knew
-all about it. Love, he believed, came like a tempest, it swept a man
-off his feet, it robbed him of his appetite. It caused him sleepless
-nights, it drove him to a thousand and one follies. Such mad,
-passionate, foolish love had never assailed him. He had a good appetite
-and he slept well of nights, he did not write poetry, though he was
-rather fond of reading it, if it were good. So emphatically he could
-not be in love and certainly not in love with his own wife!
-
-He laughed at the thought, but the laughter was a little uncertain, a
-little shaky.
-
-"I am," he said aloud, "no more in love with her than she with me. We
-are the best of friends, our lives together are practically ideal, we
-have not had one quarrel in all these weeks, we are not likely to have;
-how could one quarrel with a woman so gracious, so sweet, so good as
-Kathleen?"
-
-He thrust his hands into his pockets and stretched out his long legs and
-stared hard at his boots.
-
-In love? certainly not! and most assuredly not with Kathleen, yet
-supposing she were to leave him, supposing he must suddenly face life
-without her? He shuddered at the thought.
-
-Then he refused to consider the matter, to-morrow was the fourteenth,
-to-morrow would come his father, God bless him, with his beaming face,
-his car probably packed full of little delicacies and little presents,
-as well as of City friends, whose coming Allan distinctly dreaded, yet
-his father should not be made aware of that. There would be a royal
-welcome for Coombe and Cutler and Jobson, for the sake of the dear old
-man who brought them.
-
-A telegram had been delivered by the red cheeked messenger from the
-Little Stretton Telegraph office.
-
-It was carried up to My Lady's room, as Mr. Homewood himself was not
-visible.
-
-Kathleen tore open the envelope, it was from her father.
-
-Womanlike she glanced at the signature "Gowerhurst" first and a faint
-hope came that it was to say his Lordship would not be able to come, but
-he was coming.
-
-"Find trains serve badly, can you send a car to meet us three fifteen
-Longworthy Station. Gowerhurst."
-
-Of course they could and must. Kathleen sighed a little, she glanced
-through the window and saw Allan sprawling on the old stone seat by the
-sundial.
-
-"Betty," she said, "take this telegram down to Mr. Homewood and ask him
-if he will kindly arrange about it."
-
-Nothing was farther from Allan's thoughts, at this moment, than dreams,
-or memories of dreams. He had put all that nonsense behind him, long
-since; he had laughed frankly and whole heartedly when the merest memory
-of that strangely lifelike dream had come into his mind. If it had
-affected him--and it had--it affected him no longer.
-
-He was thinking particularly of Coombe, if only his father had contented
-himself with Cutler and Jobson! They were at least quiet and
-unobtrusive, while Coombe--Allan looked up.
-
-Down the wide flagged pathway a girl was coming to him. About her was
-the old world garden, all bright and gay with its flowers, and the trim
-emerald green lawn, all dappled with sunlight and shadows. Behind her
-was the old house, the casement curtains fluttering in the gentle breeze
-and the girl herself dainty and light footed.
-
-Why did he start? Why did he catch his breath suddenly? Why did his
-eyes dilate? She wore no quaint old-world cap on her gleaming little
-head of golden hair, she wore no flowered gown, high waisted and cut low
-to show the white neck. No, she wore a very simple, plain black frock
-with a dainty white apron. But he knew her! He knew her and his heart
-seemed to stand still as he watched her, wide eyed with amazement. His
-outflung hand gripped the back of the stone seat.
-
-So she came towards him, then as suddenly stopped, she stood there
-looking, looking at him with the bluest eyes he had ever seen. He saw a
-little hand go to her breast as into her childlike face there came a
-look of wonder and of fear.
-
-"Betty!" he said. "Betty!" And scarcely knew that he had said it.
-
-"Allan, oh Allan, I----" and then flashed into her face a crimson tide
-of shame, she dropped her eyes, she stood before him, trembling and
-abashed.
-
-What had possessed her? What madness was this? Allan--she had dared so
-to call him, him the master of the house--my lady's husband!
-
-So the man sat, gripping the old seat, and the girl stood there, covered
-with shame and confusion, not daring to lift her eyes, and silence fell
-on them both.
-
-What strange mad fantasy was this? Should he waken in a moment to hear
-Dalabey's voice, as once before? But no, she was real at least, this
-little maid in her black dress and her head crowned with its shining
-glory.
-
-But she had called him Allan, the name had seemed to come spontaneously
-from her lips, as he had called her Betty! He felt shaken, life had
-suddenly become fantastic to him, nothing seemed very real. It was
-after all a world of dreams; this too, was a dream. He could almost
-have welcomed the voice of Dalabey, but it did not come. So she stood
-there, with bent head and he saw something fluttering in her little
-hand.
-
-"You--you have brought me a message?" he said, and his voice sounded
-strangely hoarse and discordant.
-
-"Yes, sir, from--from my Lady!" She dropped him a little curtsey, he
-could see the flush still in her cheeks, could see that it even stained
-her white neck and her little ears. He rose and went to her and
-stretched out his hand. He hoped that she would look up but she did
-not, never once were the blue eyes lifted to his own. Why had she come,
-why had she come? He had not wanted her to come, yet she had come into
-his life after all. She was here, standing before him, not in the
-picturesque trappings of a byegone century, but in her modern dress,
-still he knew her well enough.
-
-"Betty, Betty!" Betty who had kissed him, who had told him that she
-loved him.
-
-He had hoped once that he might meet her in real life. He had pictured
-her, tried to dream that dream again, yet had never succeeded. And now
-that at last he saw her, could stretch out his hand and touch her, he
-knew that it were better that she had not come.
-
-He put out his hand and took the telegram from her, yet did not look at
-her.
-
-"You are--Betty Hanson, my wife's maid?"
-
-The little head seemed to droop lower, he could see the childish breast
-heaving under the pretty white apron. She dropped him a curtsey humbly.
-
-"You are Betty!" he said. "And you called me----"
-
-He paused.
-
-"Oh sir, oh sir forgive me. Indeed--indeed I du not know what made me,
-sir!" Now the blue eyes were lifted to him in pitiful appeal.
-
-"Indeed--oh indeed, sir, I didn't know what I were saying! 'Twasn't as
-if I myself spoke, 'twas as if--if summut in me made me say it--oh
-sir--indeed, I couldn't help it! I--I don't know what made me du it!"
-
-How blue her eyes were, how they shone and glittered now with the tears
-that clung to the sweeping, upturned lashes, how pitiful in its appeal
-for pardon was the little face! He looked at her with a feeling of
-pity, and yet not of pity only. It was she! the girl of his dreams, the
-girl who had come to him and called him "Allan, her Allan," this girl a
-servant in the house, who had come to him this day in real life and had
-called him by his name.
-
-What meaning, what strange, unknown, force was behind it all? How could
-he tell, still less, poor maid, how could she?
-
-"I am not angry, Betty," he said, "indeed, why should I be angry--with
-you--for I called you Betty, knowing it to be your name, though I did
-not recognise you as Betty Hanson, my wife's maid. Don't think of it
-again, child, and do not let it trouble you! Perhaps you are right, it
-was not you yourself who spoke----"
-
-"And you bain't angry wi' me, sir?" she asked.
-
-He shook his head and smiled. Angry--angry with her--yet had she not
-once before asked him that selfsame question? Strangely he remembered
-clearly and distinctly the very words "Allan, Allan, be you still angry
-wi' your Betty now?"
-
-Perhaps unconsciously he had muttered them aloud, for he was startled to
-see the look in her face, the wonder, the and excitement.
-
-"What--what made 'ee say those words?" she gasped. "Oh, what made 'ee
-say 'em?"
-
-"I don't know, I don't know," he said. "Betty, Betty, child, go back,
-forget all this, it is nonsense--some foolish dream that you and I seem
-to have shared. Go back, little maid, to your mistress and your work
-and forget---" he paused, "forget that you knew my name to be Allan and
-that I knew you for Betty! Believe me it is better, far, far better
-so!" He smiled at her kindly. "Don't think that I am angry, why should
-I be angry? It seems to me, child, that fate is playing some strange
-trick with us, that is far, far beyond understanding. We must not try
-to understand it. Betty, better put it out of your mind and forget
-it----"
-
-"If--if I could!" she whispered. "Oh if I could!"
-
-"We must, both of us," he said sternly. "We must forget what we should
-never know!"
-
-How pretty she was--and now that the colour was in her cheeks, how
-lovely she looked in the sunlight with the old garden all about her!
-Kathleen was right--a rarely lovely little maid was Mrs. Hanson's
-granddaughter! And as she was, so had been that other maid, the maid of
-his dream, the same gleaming, golden hair, the same delicate arched
-brows--the deep blue eyes--with their wealth of uplifted lashes, the
-fair oval of her cheeks, and the red lipped dainty little mouth that
-once had smiled on him so kindly and not smiled only, but had come so
-willingly to meet his own lips.
-
-"Betty, there are some things that it is not given to us to understand,
-perhaps now and again in the lives of some mortals the curtain is for a
-moment lifted. It may have been so with us, lifted and then, allowed to
-fall again--and when it has been lifted only for a moment, Betty, it is
-better that we who have been granted a sight beyond it, should forget
-what we have seen and never let it influence our thoughts or our lives.
-Can you understand me, Betty?"
-
-She nodded silently, she looked at him with her glorious eyes and in
-them he saw to his dismay, his terror almost, the same light, the light
-of the love he had seen shining in the eyes of his dream maiden.
-
-But now she broke the spell, she dropped him a curtsey, she was turning
-away.
-
-"Be there any answer to my lady's message, sir?" she asked.
-
-"No!" he said. "No, there is no answer!"
-
-He went back to the stone seat and sat there, conscious that life and
-the world had changed suddenly for him. He dropped his chin onto his
-hand and sat staring, staring and seeing nothing.
-
-He knew that once he had hoped that she might come and she had come and
-now he knew he was sorry and yet glad, with a strange gladness.
-
-"Betty!" he said and said it aloud. "Betty----!" And saw her, not as
-he had seen her but a moment ago, but as he had seen her that first time
-in her picturesque flowered gown, so quaintly high waisted, the neck cut
-low to shew her slender white throat, the little mittened hands and the
-mob cap on her shining head.
-
-But the face, the eyes, the lips, ah! they were the same!
-
-He rose suddenly and seemed to shake himself mentally and physically.
-This was real life, this was the world all about him. There was no time
-for folly and for dreams--to-morrow the old house would be filled with
-visitors. He remembered the telegram suddenly and found it crushed into
-a ball in his hand. He opened it and smoothed it out and read it.
-
-"It is from my wife's father," he said aloud, and then repeated the
-words as of some set meaning and for some known purpose, "my wife's
-father!"
-
-
-
-
- *CHAPTER XX*
-
- *THE ROAD TO HOMEWOOD*
-
-
-Long ago before their marriage, Allan had promised to tell Kathleen if
-his dream maiden should ever come to him in real life. And she had
-come, yet he had not told his wife. To-morrow the old house would be
-filled with guests. Kathleen had much to do and much to think about,
-why trouble her now with this foolish story? After all the visitors
-were gone--why then--perhaps--but not now!
-
-Then they would have the old house to themselves, then would be the time
-for confidences, and such foolish confidences after all, why tax her
-patience with them now?
-
-As for Betty, it was likely that he would see the child again, yet when
-he saw her, what then? He would not speak to her. Yet at the very
-thought of that fair, flowerlike face, those deep blue eyes, something
-seemed to stir within him, the blood seemed to run more quickly in his
-veins, he was conscious of a heart throb, of a subdued excitement.
-
-And now that she was not here before his eyes, he pictured her, not as
-he had seen her last, but as he had seen her for the first time, in
-quaint gown and mob cap, with mittened hands.
-
-No! when the visitors were all gone, when her father and his had taken
-their departure, when they had the house to themselves once again--then
-he would tell her and ask her opinion and advice. Perhaps she would
-send the child away, women did such things he knew, he hoped that
-Kathleen would not. On the whole he did not think she would. Kathleen
-could not be guilty of anything that was small and mean.
-
-She looked up at him now as he came in with the same frank kindly smile
-as always.
-
-"You had my father's telegram, Allan?" she said. "Did you arrange about
-a car?"
-
-"Yes!"
-
-"Allan, it's very, very wrong of me, yet when I saw the message was from
-my father I almost hoped that it was to say he could not come!"
-
-He did not answer and she went on.
-
-"He has taken so little interest in us and the house, he has not thought
-it worth his while to run down, even for an hour to see us, all these
-weeks, while your father----" she paused.
-
-"I wish," he said, "that my father was not bringing so many of his City
-friends, I am afraid that his Lordship will not approve of them!"
-
-"Your father surely has a right to bring whom he pleases to this house?"
-
-"Yes, dear, but----"
-
-"I wrote to him. I did not tell you at the time, I told him that all
-his friends were welcome here, Allan, if we can give him any little
-pleasure; could we deny it to him, after all that he has given to us and
-done for us? And, oh! I feel so humble when I think of him and his
-goodness. I remember what I used to think of him, what I used to permit
-myself to say of him, before I knew him as I know him now. I feel that
-I can never sufficiently make amends for that!"
-
-All that evening she talked to him of the visitors who were coming. She
-herself had seen to Sir Josiah's room, she had arranged vases for the
-flowers that she would not cut until the morning, so that they should be
-fresh. It was a sense of duty rather than a feeling of love that caused
-her to put flowers in her own father's room too, for one thing she knew
-that he would not appreciate them. That night Allan lay wakeful. He
-thought of Betty and thought of her with a sense of shame, yet with a
-strange joy.
-
-Why should it have been as it had? What meaning was behind it all? Was
-there a meaning that he would ever understand? He remembered what his
-father had told him of a Pringle--an Allan Pringle who had married a
-Betty, maid to the then mistress of the house. It had been a sad story,
-his father had said, the girl had died, poor Betty! He listened to
-Kathleen's sweet regular breathing, he lifted himself on his arm and
-watched her sleeping face in the moonlight that came in through the
-widely opened window.
-
-How good she was, how white and pure she looked lying here in her sleep!
-He was strangely moved, his mind was filled with a great reverence for
-her, he bent to her, he touched her cheeks with his lips, so lightly as
-not to waken her, then he lay down again and slept.
-
-No holiday maker ever set out for a day's pleasuring with keener
-anticipation than did Sir Josiah this bright September morning. He was
-to call for Cutler on the way. Coombe was driving his own car and would
-pick up Jobson, they were to meet at the Chequers at Horley, should they
-not happen on one another on the road.
-
-There were a thousand and one things to remember, a dozen packages to
-stow away.
-
-"Mind that there one, Bletsoe, my man, go lightly now!"
-
-"Very good, Sir Josiah!"
-
-"And see Mr. Cutler don't go and put his foot on it," said Sir Josiah,
-"and let me see, one, two, three, four, that's all right! One moment!"
-Back into the house he dashed, to reappear with more parcels.
-
-"Reg'lar old Santy Claus," muttered Bletsoe, with a kindly smile, "like
-a blooming great kid he is, going to 'ave a day's outing!"
-
-"One, two, three, four, five, six, seven--seven's right, and eight,
-that's in my pocket; what's the time, Bletsoe?"
-
-"Gone ten, sir!"
-
-"Bless my soul and I promised to be at Cutler's at ten--all right now,
-Bletsoe, let her go!"
-
-How he had racked his brain, what shops had he not rummaged, what
-shopmen and shop maidens had he not pestered. He had sent down cases
-from the wine merchant, stores from Messrs. Whiteley, hundred weights of
-pate de foie gras, Strasbourg pies, chocolates and Heaven knew what
-besides from Messrs. Fortum and Mason's. That lengthy and evidently
-fragile parcel he had been so careful about was a beautiful and costly
-vase. Something of the Ming Period or the Chang Dynasty, he was not
-very sure what, but it cost a great deal. That soft and pliable looking
-parcel was a silken kimono of rare and wonderful workmanship. Those
-square parcels were cigars and cigarettes for Allan and Allan's friends.
-There he sat, this red faced, jolly old gentleman, with a great cigar in
-the corner of his mouth and he beamed on the world as his magnificent
-car whirled him up one street and down another.
-
-And here was Cutler actually ready, standing in his open doorway, Cutler
-in a new and rather becoming tweed suit, and a soft felt hat, an
-unfamiliar Cutler, for Sir Josiah had never seen him in anything but a
-silk hat and a correct black coat in the City.
-
-"Hallo Cutler, here we are, a bit late, mind the parcels! Bletsoe, take
-Mr. Cutler's suitcase, here we are, my boy, lovely morning, looking
-forward to a delightful run, picking up Coombe and Jobson at Horley.
-Get in, get in! Have a cigar, no you prefer a pipe. I don't know that
-you ain't right!"
-
-And now they were really off and away. How nimbly the big car twisted
-in and out the traffic, how it dodged cumbersome, road monopolising
-trams, how it slipped round the unwieldy omnibuses! Then away southward
-Streatham was passed--here was Croydon with its narrow congested
-streets, past Purley and Redhill, down the long hill somewhere near the
-foot of which lies the village of Horley and its well known Inn, where
-Coombe and Jobson would be waiting.
-
-What a morning, what sunshine, what a breeze!
-
-"Does one good, Cutler. Blows the cobwebs away! Better than all your
-Doctor's stuffs, my boy!"
-
-"My daughter," said Cutler, "tells me that in Demauritius, of which her
-husband is Governor, they have some extraordinarily beautiful country
-and she constantly----"
-
-But Cutler's reminiscences are cut short, here is the Chequers, and here
-is Coombe with a tankard of beer in his hand. He waves the tankard to
-Sir Josiah unblushingly and drinks his jolly good health.
-
-"And your jolly good health too, Coombe, my boy, what a morning! What's
-the time! Eleven--Bless me, we must have dawdled on the way! Beer! the
-air's good enough for me--like wine, sir, wine--the finest wine in the
-world!"
-
-"Race you to Crawley for a fiver," says Coombe.
-
-"I--I trust--Sir Josiah," says Jobson, "you will not agree, believe me
-Coombe needs no inducement at all to be reckless, he nearly ran over an
-old lady in Streatham a very respectable looking old lady, in Croydon he
-butted into a tram standard, and it is a mercy we were not all killed,
-and then at Purley Corner--a butcher's cart----"
-
-But Coombe's beer is finished, Jobson is bundled into the car, Coombe
-starts her up, climbs over Jobson and tramples on his feet, seizes the
-wheel and away they go.
-
-For all Coombe's boasting and reckless driving, Sir Josiah and Cutler
-are in Crawley first. Here they swing away to the right to Horsham and
-leave the Brighton road for good. From now on, their road takes them
-through the heart of Sussex, Sussex of the quaint wayside cottages, with
-gardens all blooming and fragrant, Sussex of the chalky white roads, the
-great undulating sweeps of noble hills. Sing of Devon who will, but can
-Devon shew such cottage gardens, can she shew anything to compare with
-yonder glorious range of downs? Green downs on which the passing clouds
-cast moving shadows of purple and blue, and here and there a gleam of
-purest white, where the sunlight strikes on to the bare white chalk of
-some cliff or cutting. Where in all the world grows turf so dense, so
-fine, so short and sweet and perfect as here upon these rolling hills of
-chalk. Under the hills the trees are all glowing red and bronze and
-orange. The car wheels swish among the fallen leaves, the children come
-running out of the cottages and cling to the gates to watch as the cars
-go whirling by.
-
-But they are going at a more sober pace now, the country is all too
-lovely under the September sunshine to rattle through in a cloud of
-chalky dust. Sir Josiah, eager as he is, calls on Bletsoe to go more
-quietly, and it is luncheon time when they cross the river and run up
-into Arundel Town, so luncheon they have in the old Inn and walk up the
-hill to have a look at the castle, the home of the Howards, while the
-steak is grilling.
-
-And then the last stage of the journey, along the pleasant road to
-Chichester, Chichester of the old market cross, and here the cars swing
-to the right towards Midhurst, but the end of the journey is very near
-now. The Midhurst Road is left behind, up hill and down dale sweeps the
-narrower bye-way.
-
-"Here we are, this is Little Stretton!" said Sir Josiah. "That's the
-Fighting Cocks, many a good meal I've had there--hello Dalabey, how are
-you? Hello Crabb, hello Monson!" He waves his hand, there are smiles
-and bobs and greetings for him. Dalabey could not bow more profoundly
-if it had been a Royal Duke, and he could not have felt more honest
-respect for so exalted a personage than he did for the red faced old
-fellow who waved to him so pleasantly from the splendid car.
-
-"We're getting near, see that wall, that long wall, that's Homewood, see
-them--those gates--those are the Homewood gates, they are open, they are
-expecting us of course! Drive in Bletsoe, drive right in, blow the horn
-Bletsoe, here we are!"
-
-His face is beaming. It has been a jolly journey, a rare holiday in the
-September sunshine, but perhaps this is the most pleasant part of it
-all. Here is Homewood, the gates stand open, they drive through, the
-hall door stands open too!
-
-And here is Kathleen; she has heard the wheels, she comes hurrying out.
-No servants shall open the hall door to Sir Josiah and carry Sir
-Josiah's card to the lady of the house, that would be but a poor
-welcome. So my Lady Kathleen, all smiling and dimpling, runs down the
-steps and springs lightly onto the running board of the car and puts her
-arms around his neck and kisses him before them all.
-
-"Welcome," she says, "welcome, I've been watching for you for hours!"
-
-Yes, this is the pleasantest part of the whole journey after all!
-
-
-
-
- *CHAPTER XXI*
-
- *AFTER TEN YEARS*
-
-
-Kathleen had looked forward to conducting Sir Josiah and his friends
-around the house and grounds. But though she knew that he was pleased
-and happy to have her with them, though he took a delight in her
-company, yet her presence embarrassed them all a little, even Sir Josiah
-himself. How could he be the showman when she was near? How could he
-tell Coombe how much money he had spent on this and that? How crush
-Cutler with the magnificence of the rooms and dazzle Jobson with the
-extent and the beauty of the gardens?
-
-Kathleen, with her rare tact and intelligence saw it in a moment.
-Coombe had allowed his cigar to go out, Jobson looked nervous. Sir
-Josiah, while he beamed on her, had scarce a word to say. Only Cutler
-seemed to be at his ease and was telling her about his daughter's
-establishment in Demauritius, in which island she was the Lady of the
-Governor.
-
-Kathleen put her hand through Sir Josiah's arm, she drew him aside a
-little.
-
-"I want you to shew them round, shew them everything, you know so much
-more about it all than I do! It is all your doing, you knew it as it
-was, you can describe it so much better than I can, and besides I'm
-terribly busy," she smiled at him. "You know my father is coming and
-he's bringing some other guest who I do not know. Allan will be back
-soon, he is terribly busy these days," she laughed softly. "He is at
-One Tree Hill Farm with old Mr. Custance; they have great schemes; Allan
-is going to make his fortune!"
-
-"Bless me!" said Sir Josiah. "Allan is!--well, well!"
-
-"So I must run away," she said. She smiled at him and hurried into the
-house.
-
-But from the window she watched them with bright eyes, she saw Sir
-Josiah stretch his hand, pointing this way and that.
-
-"You ought to have seen it, you ought, Coombe. Derelict wasn't the word
-for it. Weeds that high, my boy; now look, look at it. Jobson, what do
-you say to this for a garden, hey? and you, Cutler, you wait till you
-see the house. It's something to see I promise you, and six months ago,
-six months ago, my boy, you ought to have seen it, then."
-
-The old man was himself again, that tender, kindly, loving greeting had
-warmed his heart.
-
-"I'll bet it was her thought, keeping the gates open," he thought to
-himself. "It's like her to think of little things like that. Things
-that make just all the difference."
-
-"Tidy place," said Coombe, "good taste, too; shouldn't be surprised if
-her Ladyship had a good deal to say in the management of this garden."
-
-"Her ladyship has a good deal to say in the management of everything,"
-said Sir Josiah, "and quite right she should. A place like this is a
-natural environment for her, while for me and my boy Allan, though he's
-twice--" he paused, "twice the gentleman I am--" he had been going to
-say, but these were Jobson, Cutler and Coombe, men he kept up his
-dignity with to a certain extent.
-
-"What's the old boy say to it, hey?" asked Coombe.
-
-"Old boy?"
-
-"The Earl--Gowerhurst--what's he say to it all, hey?"
-
-"Oh he--I don't think he's been down yet, but he's coming, they are
-expecting him to-day."
-
-"I'll lay he don't know that I'm here," Coombe said. "If he did he
-wouldn't show up, not he."
-
-"And why not?" asked Sir Josiah. "Why not, Coombe? I'd like to know."
-
-"Money, my boy, money! I've had dealings with his Lordship before. His
-Lordship knows me well enough; bet you a fiver, Homewood, when the old
-boy sees me he'll turn green."
-
-"I hope," said Sir Josiah with great dignity, "that here in my
-daughter-in-law's house there is not going to be any discussion about
-money matters. No shop, Coombe, no shop. We owe it at least to Lady
-Kathleen to behave like gentlemen when we are her guests."
-
-Coombe looked at the old gentleman out of the corner of his eyes.
-"Quite right, Homewood, I should be sorry to be guilty of any disrespect
-to so charming and kind hearted a young lady I'm sure. The only wonder
-to me is that such a father should have such a child." Coombe winked
-broadly at Jobson, a very humorous man, Mr. Coombe, and fond of his
-little joke.
-
-And now came Allan, who had been delayed by the garrulous but competent
-Mr. Custance. He gripped his father by the hand and thrust his hand
-through the old gentleman's arm.
-
-He was kindly and courteous to Coombe, whom he did not like, and to
-Jobson and Cutler, whom he esteemed because they were his father's
-friends.
-
-"You've seen Kathleen, father?"
-
-"Seen her, yes, why bless her she was waiting on the steps to welcome
-us, that's what I call a welcome, Allan. None of your Society manners
-with Kathleen, no sending in of cards and being ushered in by servants.
-There she was, bless her pretty face, watching for us and ran down the
-steps, she did, and--and well, where have you been, Allan, hey? I hear
-you are going to make your fortune."
-
-"I'm going to have a good try at earning a bit of money, father, and it
-can be done; I'll talk to you about it later. Now come in and have a
-look at the house, Mr. Coombe, I am sure would like something."
-
-"Ha, ha!" said Coombe. "Guessed it at once, Allan, my boy! I've just
-been wondering how long it would be before someone made the suggestion."
-
-"I am sorry," Allan said reddening.
-
-They went in. Kathleen saw them come, but she was watching for the
-other visitor, the other guest, whom she told herself, she would not be
-half so pleased to see as the guest who had already arrived.
-
-She took herself to task and yet she knew that she could not try and
-cheat herself. Her father was her father. It was Fate--respect for him
-she had none--that she could not respect him had been one of the
-greatest sorrows of her life. Affection for him she had but very little.
-She knew him too well, could read him too easily, understood his
-thoughts too clearly and she pitied him for his utter selfishness.
-
-She knew, for she had been old enough to know, something of her mother's
-sufferings before death came, not unwelcomed. He had never been anything
-to his wife in the presence of others except polite and courteous, then
-he treated her with his usual charm of manner, on which he prided
-himself.
-
-He had neglected her, ignored her when alone; he stung her and wounded
-her with his sneers, his poisoned darts of contempt and contumely. He
-had never lifted his hand to her, yet he had killed her in the end as
-surely as the drunken tinker slays the wife of his bosom with a boot
-heel or the kitchen poker.
-
-And Kathleen knew much of this, not quite all perhaps, but she
-remembered the suffering of the quiet, pale-faced, cowed woman whom the
-young girl had surrounded with a worshipping, adoring love.
-
-So she stood watching and listening for the coming of the car. Who the
-other guest might be, she did not speculate on. It was someone in whom
-she felt not the slightest interest. In a way she was glad that her
-father was bringing a friend of his own choice. It would be someone for
-him to talk to. Coombe, Jobson and Cutler would hardly prove to be
-associates of whom his lordship would approve. She knew his feelings
-toward Sir Josiah and she felt a twinge of shame, for in a way she had
-shared those feelings in the past.
-
-His lordship was in an ill humour. He disliked the country intensely.
-The only occasions when he found the country at all bearable was, when
-one of a large house party, there was some shooting to be done in the
-daytime and unlimited bridge, billiards or baccarat to while away the
-night. That he would not find these amusements waiting him at Homewood
-he was fully aware.
-
-During the journey from London Bridge to Longworthy, he was fidgety and
-faultfinding. The carriage when the window was up was too hot; when it
-was down the carriage was draughty, the seats were dusty, "a disgrace to
-the Railway Company." The line, he maintained, was the very worst laid
-line in the Kingdom. He was jolted to pieces, carriages worse sprung
-than this he had never ridden in.
-
-"We might have come by car," Scarsdale said.
-
-"I hate cars, nasty draughty things, I dislike the smell of the petrol,
-the hot oil, the dust, I hate running over children and dogs. I'm
-deuced unlucky in a car--never go out in one unless there's an accident;
-ran over a child last time when I was with Lysart, shook my nerves up
-most confoundedly. By George, Harold, I blame myself, yes, I take blame
-to myself, I do by Gad!"
-
-"For running over the child?"
-
-"No, I'm thinking of Kathleen's marriage. I was anxious about her,
-deucedly anxious. Kathleen was getting on, I don't tell everyone, but
-you know, you the friend of her childhood, that Kathleen isn't so young
-as she was. Not that she's gone off, not a bit of it. I consider
-Kathleen more handsome to-day than ever in her life. She comes of the
-right stock, Harold, the Stanwys wear well, the men and the women. My
-grandmother, begad, was a toast when she was fifty-five and they say she
-did not look a day over thirty. She was a Stanwys by birth, Arabella
-Stanwys, daughter of Francis--but this don't interest you. No, I was
-speaking of Kathleen. I say that I take blame to myself that I hurried
-on the wedding, hurried it on. I'll admit it frankly. Thoughts of
-Kathleen caused me sleepless nights. I'm naturally an affectionate man,
-a man on whom responsibility weighs heavily. I realised my position,
-Harold. 'When I am dead and gone, Begad!' I said to myself, 'what of
-Kathleen? What of my poor, dear child?' You'd have said the same had
-you been in my place. Then I fell in with Homewood in connection with a
-Company, common old fellow; you'll dislike him intensely as I do, by
-gad!"
-
-"And so you married Kathleen to his son?"
-
-"Yes, yes, I felt I had to. The girl's future troubled me, worried me
-to death, Harold. How was I to know that you'd come back; how the deuce
-was I to know that you hadn't married and settled down; how was I to
-know that you----?"
-
-"That I had succeeded in life and was in a position to offer Kathleen a
-home?" Scarsdale asked.
-
-"That's it, that's it, begad. The very words I was going to say. How
-could I know all that? I did not, I saw the chance. Allan Homewood
-isn't a bad fellow, not a gentleman of course; how could he be with such
-a father? But quiet and unassuming, decently educated, sensible. I was
-torn, Harold, torn, I confess now that I thought of you--" the tears
-came into his lordship's fine eyes, he leaned forward and gripped
-Scarsdale's hand. "I thought of you, I thought to myself, 'If ever that
-fine young fellow comes back, what a blow to him, what a blow!' Yet how
-did I know you were coming back?"
-
-"No, you were not to know." Harold Scarsdale stared out of the window.
-"I wish, Heaven knows, for many reasons, I had not come back. I might
-have known that Kathleen could not have waited, yet I watched the
-papers, I saw no engagement, no marriage announced and I clung to hope,
-then--" he laughed shortly. "I ought not to be here now, Lord
-Gowerhurst, it's the weakest, most foolish thing I have ever done, yet
-you say you wrote and told Kathleen."
-
-"I did, I did, 'pon my honour I did, wrote to her and said I was
-bringing you down and she wrote and said she'd be delighted to see you."
-
-"Which was very kind and very friendly of her," said Scarsdale with a
-bitter sneer, "and proves that she doesn't care a hang for me now, and
-in all probability never did." He laughed again and his lordship, not
-quite knowing why, laughed too.
-
-Kathleen was waiting, she heard the car wheels, the hoot of the horn as
-the car swung in through the open gateway. She could do no less to
-welcome her own father than she had done to welcome Allan's. She
-hurried out, and descended the steps, there was a smile on her face, her
-hand was held out, then suddenly she stopped. The smile seemed to set
-on her face, which had grown rigid, and suddenly very white; the
-outstretched hand shook and fell to her side.
-
-So for a moment she stood there, wide eyed, conscious of the violent
-throbbing of her heart.
-
-After--ten years--and so they faced one another again. And the man knew
-that her father had lied to him and that his coming was all unexpected
-by her.
-
-But it was only for a moment, just one moment, that was yet enough to
-betray her to those keen, eager, watchful eyes. Then she came forward,
-calmly, with an artificial smile on her lips. She took her father's
-hand, she kissed him, what she said she hardly knew, she touched the
-other man's hand. She told him that his coming was an unexpected
-pleasure.
-
-Jardine, the chauffeur, holding open the door of the car saw nothing out
-of the common. James, the footman, coming down the steps to take the
-rugs and handbags, little dreamed that here was a meeting between lovers
-who ten years ago had parted in tears and an agony of heartbroken
-hopelessness.
-
-For Lady Kathleen was herself again, she was smiling, and if the colour
-had not yet returned to her cheeks, who was to notice so insignificant a
-fact? Not James and Jardine, not Lord Gowerhurst certainly.
-
-"And so this is Homewood, eh Kathleen? Quite a nice little place;
-reminds me a little of--of Clamberwick, Normandyke'a seat in Cumberland,
-but smaller of course, a great deal smaller. Had some deuced good
-fishing there I remember. Thought you'd like to see Harold again, hey?
-By the way he is Sir Harold now, Governor of somewhere or other. The
-world's treated him decently, yes decently, eh Harold? And quite right
-too, I like to see a man work his way up in the world."
-
-"I am glad to hear it," Kathleen said. "I am sure that any fortune that
-has come to Mr. Scar--to Sir Harold Scarsdale, has been fairly and
-honestly won--and thoroughly deserved."
-
-"Ha, ha, nicely put, very simply and nicely put, eh Scarsdale?" said his
-lordship. "Give me your arm, my dear, I'm confoundedly cramped, getting
-to be an old fellow now. One of these days I may ask my daughter to
-find some corner, some out of-the-way corner by the fire for the old
-man, eh? Some obscure place where the old man may sit and dream away
-his last days. It's the fall of the leaf, my dear, the fall of the
-leaf. As I rode through your beautiful country a while ago, I saw the
-leaves all strewn on the road and I thought--as with the year, so with
-me--my leaves are falling, all wrinkled and brown. And yet it seems but
-yesterday since I put them on so fresh and green, hey, so fresh and
-green and--and----"
-
-He was talking the arrant nonsense he loved, in the self-pitying style
-Kathleen knew only too well. She shivered, but not with her usual
-impatience of the humbug of it. How had he dared--dared to bring this
-man? How had he dared to make friendly overtures to one whom he had
-grossly and cruelly insulted ten years ago? And Harold himself? It
-shocked her to think that he could come here--that he could bring
-himself to accept her and Allan's hospitality. She had not looked at
-him since that first quick glance, and short though that had been, it
-had shewn her the change in him. The boy she had known--and loved--was
-gone--this man, she felt, she hardly knew. She asked herself even now,
-had she foolishly made an ideal of that lad, or had she idealised her
-love for him? she wondered--but it hurt her that he was here now.
-
-Lord Gowerhurst, leaning far more heavily than he need on her arm,
-entered the house. He betrayed no interest in it. The finely panelled
-walls, the carefully selected and diligently sought after "Period"
-furniture, the vista from the windows of the wonderful old English
-garden in its autumnal glory, interested him not at all. He was talking
-of himself, which was the most interesting topic he could think of.
-
-"I'm not eating too well, my dear, a bad sign, hey, a bad sign, and my
-sleep is broken--terribly broken. I never was one of the "fat kine" my
-love, but I'm growing noticeably thinner. I declare to you that
-Crombie, my man, is positively shocked at the falling off in my girth
-and Darbey, my tailor, poor fellow, is getting quite anxious about me."
-
-Kathleen told herself that she ought to have known, ought to have
-anticipated it, yet she felt hurt that he took so little interest in her
-home. He never looked at anything; he sat down in a delightful
-Hepplewhite chair, a chair that the great Davenham had undertaken a
-seventy-five mile journey to secure. He sat down in the chair and
-stared at the very pointed toes of his exquisite boots.
-
-"I'm not my own man, no, my love, I don't wish to pain you, I know how
-sensitive you are, what a loving heart my child has; I don't wish to
-rouse one anxiety in your mind, my love, but I feel age, old age
-creeping on."
-
-Kathleen sat facing him, there was a set smile on her white lips. She
-heard him and did not realise one word that he was uttering, perhaps she
-had heard it all so often before that it was not worth listening to now.
-
-"He is here, he is here. Here under this roof, here in this very room."
-The man who had written her those passionate love letters, letters which
-she had blistered with her tears, letters which she had destroyed at
-last with an aching heart and feelings of reverence and solemnity. How
-often, his voice calling to her, had come up out of the past, "Kathleen,
-I love you. Kathleen, come with me, risk all, give all, dare all, but
-come--come with me because I love you so."
-
-And how nearly, how nearly she had said yes. Sometimes she wondered why
-she had not said yes, for it was in her heart to listen and to go--yet
-she had not, and now he was here.
-
-Was she glad? No, no, no! Yet was she sorry? How could she answer,
-how could she tell?
-
-"Darbey, of Dover Street, you remember, my love, my tailor, though
-Heaven knows I don't patronise the poor fellow one half as much as he
-deserves. I tell you Darbey was shocked; he said to me, almost with
-tears in his eyes and his voice shaking with emotion, 'My lord,' he
-said, 'I'm sorry to tell your lordship that your present measurements
-shew a falling off of two and a half inches at the waist, it's a serious
-thing.' He begged and besought me to consult a physician, but I did
-not. No, no, what does it matter after all? When I look about me and
-see your charming home--" he had not looked about him in the slightest
-degree, "then I realise that I have done what I could. I have seen to
-it that my child is--Don't I hear voices, hey, Kathleen?"
-
-He certainly did, from the adjoining room came Coombe's big bass voice:
-
-"Sir Josiah Homewood is here and he has brought some friends----"
-
-"Friends, eh! bless me, friends of Homewood, very interesting." His
-lordship laughed a thin, cackling, unpleasant laugh. "My dear Harold, I
-think I can promise you some amusement, Sir Josiah Homewood is----"
-
-"Is my husband's father," Kathleen said, and her cheeks suddenly blazed
-with generous colour. "He is also my very dear friend."
-
-"And therefore entitled to the respect and esteem of all men," said
-Scarsdale quietly.
-
-She turned to him for the first time, looked at him, and saw the many
-changes in him. She looked for some sign, something that would recall
-the boy lover of long ago, and it seemed to her that she looked in vain.
-
-"My husband's father has been very kind, very generous and good to us,"
-she said. "There are few for whom I have a greater esteem and a deeper
-affection than I have for him."
-
-Coombe, putting down his empty glass, looked out of the window and saw
-the empty car turning towards the Garage. He gripped Jobson's arm.
-
-"The nobility and gentry have now arrived," he whispered. "This is going
-to be as good as a play, Jobson. Keep your eye on me and watch old
-Gowerhurst, I'll bet it'll be amusing, you watch out, Jobson, he, he.
-Watch him turn green. Last time I saw the old boy he tried to borrow a
-couple of thousand, but no thanks, not taking any, said I. Securities
-too deuced rotten--rotten as his own confounded reputation. Almost wept
-to me, the old fellow did, but once bitten--twice shy--he had four
-hundred out of me once and I'd like to see the colour of my money; a
-shark, a confounded oily slimy old leech, that's what he is. Button
-your pockets up, Jobson, my son, when his nobility, the Earl of
-Gowerhurst, is about the premises."
-
-All this was in an undertone to Jobson, who looked and felt very
-uncomfortable.
-
-Allan and his father had been talking in a low voice, and now Allan
-turned.
-
-"I think my wife is with her father in the drawing room; shall we go
-in?" he asked.
-
-"Yes, yes, let's go in," Sir Josiah said. "It's a long time since I saw
-his lordship; I trust his lordship is quite well."
-
-"His lordship won't be so jolly well presently," whispered Coombe to
-Jobson, "it's going to be as good as a play, watch the fun." And Coombe
-winked at Jobson knowingly.
-
-And now the door of the drawing room opened and Allan, holding his
-father's arm, came in, followed by Jobson, Cutler and Coombe.
-
-"The old fat common fellow;" thought his lordship, then suddenly
-remembering that in the very near future he would in all probability
-require the assistance of the "old fat common fellow," he rose and held
-out a friendly generous hand.
-
-"Delighted to see you, Homewood. Looking well, positively well, you
-are, ha, ha, you busy men with interests in life, you're much to be
-envied."
-
-"Allan," Kathleen touched his arm. "Allan, I want to present you to
-a--a friend, an old friend whom my father has brought down with him."
-Her voice shook, yet so little that Allan, unobservant as he was,
-noticed nothing.
-
-"Sir Harold Scarsdale. My husband!"
-
-Allan's hand was thrust out, his face lighted with pleasure and frank
-and friendly welcome.
-
-"I'm delighted to see you, Sir Harold," he said, "it's kind of you to
-come to such an out-of-the-world place as this."
-
-"I've been out of England for many years, and it's a great pleasure to
-me to see my own country again and--and my old friends." Scarsdale's
-voice shook a little. Why had he come, why had he come? Gowerhurst had
-lied to him vilely, when he had told him that Kathleen was expecting him
-and had expressed pleasure at the thought of seeing him; what a liar the
-man was.
-
-And Kathleen, how little she had altered. The years had robbed her of
-nothing, he remembered her as a sweet faced, lovely girl; he saw her now
-a radiantly beautiful woman. Yes, the years had been kind to her. How
-often had he thought of her, pictured her to himself. How had he, many
-a time, lain awake in the sweltering heat of the tropical nights and
-tried to picture her, and yet the reality, how immeasurably superior it
-was to the vision his dreams had conjured up. And while he was thinking
-these things, he was talking to her husband.
-
-His lordship's calm superiority always made Sir Josiah feel a little
-nervous, made him realise his own inferior station in life. He was
-feeling it now, he was conscious of a sensation of undue heat. He had
-been cool enough five minutes ago in the dining room, now he was visibly
-perspiring.
-
-"Yes, her Ladyship, Lady Kathleen, was so kind as to ask us to run down,
-me and a few friends, ha, ha. As your lordship says we busy City men
-are much to be envied in one way, but when it comes to a holiday--ha,
-ha." He paused nervously. "We're always glad to get a week-end off,
-ain't we, Cutler? Let me introduce you, my lord."
-
-His lordship frowned. He was not accustomed to be introduced to common
-persons like Cutler; Cutler, the common person, should have been
-presented to him.
-
-"Mr. Cutler, Senior Partner of Cutler, Cutler and Wakethorpe, his
-daughter is Governor of--of--I forget the name. Jobson, let me introduce
-Lord Gowerhurst--" Sir Josiah went on, persisting in doing the honours
-the wrong way about.
-
-Monied men no doubt, rich, opulent men, Lord Gowerhurst thought; just as
-well to keep in with them, one never knows.
-
-"How de do Mr.--er--Johnson." He held out a finger and Jobson took it
-and shook it solemnly.
-
-"Coombe," said Sir Josiah, "my friend, Mr. Coombe, my lord."
-
-"Ah! ha!" said Coombe, "I've had the pleasure of meeting his lordship
-before; how de do, my lord? Hope I see you well?" He held out a large,
-red and moist hand.
-
-Now was the moment, the moment for Jobson to hold his sides, the moment
-to witness the discomfiture of this Peer of the Realm. Did his lordship
-start? Did he turn pale? Did he tremble and turn green, as Coombe had
-prophesied?
-
-No, he did not; he looked at Coombe, he put his monocle very slowly and
-deliberately in his eye and took another look.
-
-"'Pon my soul, Mr.--er--Groom, did you say Groom, Sir Josiah?"
-
-"Coombe," said Sir Josiah.
-
-"I beg your pardon, Mr.--er--Coombe, 'pon my soul, I don't recall the
-pleasure." Very insolently his lordship looked Mr. Coombe up and down
-and Mr. Coombe turned red; the joke was not so good as he had thought it
-would be.
-
-"Langworthy," he said, "you remember Langworthy's business, my Lord?"
-
-"Langworthy, really did I meet you at Hansbar, my friend, Sir George
-Langworthy's house? I haven't been there, let me see, for three years,
-and the last time----"
-
-"No, it wasn't there neither," said Coombe angrily. "It was in my City
-Office I met your lordship and it wasn't Sir George Langworthy, it was
-quite a different Langworthy."
-
-"Indeed?" said his lordship politely, "indeed?"
-
-Mr. Coombe's hot hand dropped to his side.
-
-"I don't recall your face, 'pon my soul I am afraid I don't. But one
-sees so many faces, hey? And now--my dear Homewood, tell me all about
-the wonderful things you have been doing here." And his lordship turned
-his back on Mr. Coombe with marked deliberation.
-
-Coombe clenched his fists.
-
-"Supercilious beast!" he muttered. "I'll teach him, I ain't done with
-him yet, not by a long sight, I haven't. You wait, Jobson----"
-
-But Jobson turned and stared out into the garden through the window. He
-was losing faith in the ability of Coombe to make Peers of the Realm
-feel unhappy.
-
-
-
-
- *CHAPTER XXII*
-
- *MR. COOMBE WEARS A WHITE TIE*
-
-
-Kathleen had given them tea, she had chatted and laughed, she had
-concealed every feeling and every thought with that skill that is
-acquired by every intelligent, well educated woman.
-
-How daintily she presided over the tea tray. Her white hand never
-trembled--was it three lumps or only two that Sir Josiah took? What a
-kind, friendly glance she flashed at Allan as he took his father's cup
-from her hand. How should Allan know, how should anyone in that room,
-save perhaps one, know that every nerve in her delicate body was
-quivering, that in her heart there was a mingled fear and joy, gladness
-and sorrow, anxiety for the future, and regret for the past.
-
-"No tea for me, child, the doctor positively forbids it, positively,"
-his lordship said; he sighed. "No one appreciates a cup of tea more
-than I, but I am obliged to forego it. One has to give up many things,
-eh Sir Josiah, the falling leaf must not be too roughly dealt with, else
-perhaps it will fall even before its time. No, no tea for me, my love,
-but if I might beg a glass of soda water--just a glass of plain soda
-water--with perhaps the merest, the very merest touch of brandy, hey
-Allan, just to take the bite off the soda water, so to speak?"
-
-Coombe, sipping tea which he had no love for, eyed his enemy the peer,
-malevolently. His lordship, he noticed, reversed the programme, it was
-the merest touch of the soda water to take the bite off the brandy.
-
-"Owes me four hundred and treats me like dirt, hanged if I don't bung a
-writ into him!" thought Coombe.
-
-He happened to be sitting near to Lord Gowerhurst and presently his
-lordship adjusted his monocle and stared at Coombe.
-
-"Ah, ha, Mr. Groom, I think that you were telling me just now that we
-had met at Hansbar, Langworthy's place in Somerset? Have you known the
-Langworthys long, eh?"
-
-"I didn't say anything of the kind," Coombe growled sullenly. "I
-said----"
-
-"Oh, yes, I remember, some other Langworthy, quite so."
-
-"I'll bet a shilling," Coombe whispered under his breath, "I'll bet a
-shilling, my lord, as you remember me a sight better than you pretend
-you do."
-
-Gowerhurst regarded Coombe's hot red face coldly and critically.
-
-"I never, I never remember anyone I prefer to forget, my dear Mr.
-Groom," he said. "It's an excellent plan--eh? An excellent plan, saves
-a great deal of trouble and annoyance, eh?"
-
-And now Kathleen was alone, she had come to her room, she had locked the
-door on herself. She sat down by the window and put her elbows on the
-sill and rested her chin on her hands.
-
-He had come back.
-
-It had almost stunned her, its unexpectedness and suddenness. She had
-not had time to realise what it all meant, all that she could realise
-was, that he was here.
-
-She saw herself now, as she had been, a girl of eighteen, a girl deeply,
-desperately in love; she remembered how she had lain through long,
-sleepless nights, tossing on her pillow. How willingly in those days she
-would have gone with him into direst poverty, the deeper the poverty how
-much more would she have gloried in it. To tramp the roads by his side,
-to sing in the streets with him, to crouch beside him under some
-friendly hedge for the night--yes, she would have done that very
-willingly and yet--yet perhaps common sense, perhaps the hereditary
-instinct of her kind had kept her from such folly.
-
-But she had loved him. Now, sitting here, she was realising that
-perhaps she had loved him more--more after he had gone and left her as
-she believed forever, than she had actually loved him while he was yet
-with her.
-
-It is often the way, when the beloved object ceases to be real and
-tangible, when he becomes a memory--with what virtues can we clothe him?
-In memory we only recall all the good, the best that was in him--memory
-charitably forgets the numerous little faults, the tiny acts of
-selfishness, the little outbursts of foolish temper. No, they are all
-gone. So, because he was the beloved object, memory is eager to idealise
-him.
-
-Perhaps it had been so with her--yet she had loved him--she had thrilled
-to the passion in his boyish voice, to the love in his boyish, ardent
-eyes. A child's love, a school girl's love, her father had said. "My
-dear child, I'm a man of the world and you are a young Miss who has only
-just learned to do her back hair up; accept it from me, the person who
-marries his or her first love lives to regret it. First love is merely
-a kind of preliminary canter, it's good exercise, provided you don't
-take it too seriously, but if you do take it seriously why then it is
-the deuce and all."
-
-She smiled to herself, recalling her father's words. It had been her
-first love and her only love, it had lived with her for ten years and
-during those ten years it had seemed to her to have grown stronger,
-better, purer. It had perhaps made her a little cold to the world about
-her, yet in reality it had made her heart more tender, had made her more
-prone to sympathy and tenderness and kindness.
-
-Why had he come, why had he come back? She clenched her hands tightly.
-
-The few short months of her married life with Allan had been quiet and
-peaceful, uneventful, happy, yes happy! she had always liked him, she
-liked him better now than she had before he had given his name to her.
-
-She liked him better and yet better every day, she liked him because he
-confided in her, because he was honest and open with her, because while
-he lavished no caresses on her, for would not caresses have been humbug
-and hypocrisy, he gave her a quiet affection and respect that won her
-heart to him. He had told her of his plans with old Custance, how he
-would make money and help repay his father a little of the much that his
-father had done for them both.
-
-And then he had promised once that if ever--ever love came to him, the
-love that nearly always comes knocking at a man's heart at some time in
-his life, he would tell her candidly and truthfully and they would face
-the fact together. And she for her part had promised that she would
-tell him if--the lover of long ago should come back into her life.
-
-And he had come, and so she must tell him, as she had promised to do;
-she must be honest and truthful with Allan, surely he deserved that of
-her.
-
-There was a tap on the door and Kathleen rose and opened it.
-
-"My lady, 'ee'll be wanting me? I've been waiting for the bell, my
-lady, but 'ee didn't ring it."
-
-"No, Betty, I didn't ring, but--but come in. Betty, what is the
-matter?"
-
-"Matter? Oh, my lady, nothing du be the matter wi' I."
-
-"But your face is white, child, and your eyes look red from crying. Is
-there anything wrong, Betty? Have you seen your grandmother and is she
-still angry with you?"
-
-"I bain't seen her, my--my lady, and I du not care whether her be still
-angry wi' me or not--for it be all the same to I."
-
-"You shouldn't say that, child."
-
-"For never, never will I marry Abram, my--my lady, never will I. Sooner
-would I drownd myself in the river, which I would du gaily, aye gaily,
-my lady, than--than marry Abram who I never could abide."
-
-Kathleen smiled. "There need be no talk of that now, Betty, surely?"
-
-"No, my lady, but I can't help thinking about it, specially when I du
-see Abram loitering about the green gate, my lady, and know he du be
-waiting for I."
-
-"Then I will see that he is not permitted to loiter there, as you
-dislike him so much, Betty."
-
-"I hate him, I du, I hate him mortally, my lady, I du. Oh, my lady, his
-hands du be terribul, terribul; if 'ee did see 'em they would make you
-shudder like they do I."
-
-"But perhaps you dislike this poor Abram so much, Betty, because there
-is someone else?" Kathleen asked. "Is that the truth, my little maid?"
-
-"Oh, my lady, I--I doan't know, I doan't know. No, no, there bain't
-anyone else, no one else--I promise, I swear, my lady, there bain't,
-there couldn't be! How could there be?"
-
-Kathleen took her hand, she held it, it was very hot, this small hand of
-the girl's.
-
-"Betty, child," she said, "you are not well this evening, your hand is
-hot and--" she lifted her hand to Betty's forehead, that cool, white,
-slender hand of hers, and let it rest there for a moment.
-
-"And your head is hot, too, child, you had better go to bed and
-presently I will ring and ask that something is taken to you. No,
-Betty, don't wait, I can manage quite well to-night; go to bed, child,
-and go to sleep and forget all your troubles, and if you don't want
-Abram, why then, Betty, you shall not have Abram and no one shall force
-you to." She pushed the silken fair hair back from the girl's forehead;
-she smiled af her.
-
-"Now to bed, Betty, and to sleep and forget all your little troubles,
-child, and to-morrow come to me with a smile on your lips as I would
-have you."
-
-"Oh--my lady, if--if I could only dare--dare tell--'ee," Betty cried
-passionately. She caught Kathleen's hand and held it with both her own.
-"If only I could dare----"
-
-"Dare what? Betty, tell me, child, if there is anything----?"
-
-"No, no, I can't, I be mad to speak of it even--I think I be going mad
-altogether, my lady, sometimes I du think I bain't like other maids wi'
-such foolish strange notions that I get. I can't--can't tell 'ee, my
-lady, doan't ask me, for I can't--I can't." And then Betty flung the
-kind hand away and rushed to the door, fumbled for a moment with the
-lock, and then opened the door, fled.
-
-"And so," Kathleen said, "we all have our troubles, our fears and our
-loves, Betty and I and all Eve's daughters."
-
-She dressed herself, it was no hardship or novelty to her.
-
-She looked at herself in the glass without vanity, but rather with a
-curious interest.
-
-"I'm twenty-eight," she said, "in a few months I shall be
-twenty-nine--yet I have no wrinkles and there are no silver threads
-yet--I wonder--I wonder does he think me much changed? He is changed,
-greatly changed, yet I knew him, of course I knew him; I should have
-known him among ten thousand, I should have known him had he come in
-rags and poverty, just as I knew him, now he has come to me in his
-prosperity and health and strength."
-
-She went down the stairs, she went into the drawing room and found, as
-she had almost feared she would find, that he was there alone. He came
-forward eagerly to greet her.
-
-"Kathleen, are you angry with me?"
-
-"Why should I be angry, Harold?"
-
-"For coming."
-
-"It would have been better, kinder to me if--if you had stayed away."
-
-"And kinder to myself," he said bitterly. "Kathleen, do--do you think
-that this does not mean suffering to me?"
-
-"Why did you come?"
-
-"Your father told me you--you knew and approved, that you would be glad
-to welcome me."
-
-She did not answer.
-
-"But now I know that that was untrue; you did not know that I was
-coming----"
-
-"I did not know," she said. "No, I did not know."
-
-"Kathleen, Kathleen, you waited so long, all--all those years and yet
-not quite long enough; another few months, if only you had waited
-another few months, Kathleen."
-
-She turned to him suddenly, her face bright, her cheeks flushed.
-
-"You--you have seen him, my husband, you have taken his hand, you--you
-are here, his guest--our honoured guest--the past is dead and gone; I
-waited--ten years--" her voice broke for a moment, "then I looked at
-your letters for the last time and--and burned them all, and when I saw
-their black ashes in the grate, I knew that from that moment my new life
-began, a life that could not, must not, hold memories of a past. It was
-Fate and we--we must accept it; I have accepted it--so we--you and I--we
-meet again--as friends--" She held out her hand to him, she smiled at
-him.
-
-He took her hand and held it tightly, he looked into her eyes, then he
-groaned, he bent his head and kissed the hand before he let it go, and
-then from beyond the door there came the sound of voices, Coombe's loud
-and dominant, argumentative.
-
-"Not wear a white tie with a dinner jacket, Jobson? I tell you I'll
-wear any tie I like--and if people don't like it, they can do the other
-thing. A black tie makes me look like a waiter, by George, and I won't
-wear 'em. And if I want to wear a pink or a sky blue tie, why hang it,
-I'll wear it. And if it isn't the fashion, well I'll make the fashion
-like that fellow Beau--Beau Brummagem, or whatever his confounded name
-was."
-
-All unknowingly Coombe had struck the right note, he had done Kathleen a
-service. A dead and gone love, burned love-letters, ten long years of
-waiting, of hoping and praying and nothing to reward the faithfulness
-and the loyalty--what mattered all that? Away with melancholy thoughts,
-away with sadness and regrets--poor Romance must fly for the moment and
-hide her diminished head before the advance of a stout gentleman in
-evening dress, wearing a white tie. Kathleen smiled. Honest Mr. Coombe
-little knew how grateful his hostess felt to him at that moment.
-
-
-
-
- *CHAPTER XXIII*
-
- *"I BELONG TO THEE"*
-
-
-Lord Gowerhurst justly prided himself on the "Stanwys manner" which he
-had to perfection. If he were formal he carried his formality with
-grace, he was studiously polite, he was courteous, urbane--and a wet
-blanket.
-
-He crushed utterly those four jolly City gentlemen, who would have been
-ten times happier if his lordship and his manner had not been there.
-Sir Josiah, seated on the right hand of his daughter-in-law, perspired
-freely from sheer nervousness, mingled with a kind of admiration and
-awe. Jobson and Cutler were noticeably ill at ease, and consumed by
-anxiety lest they might say or do the wrong thing. Mr. Coombe was
-resentful and would have been sarcastic had he dared.
-
-That man, sitting facing Mr. Coombe, fingering the stem of his wineglass
-with his delicate white fingers, monopolising the conversation with his
-confounded drawling aristocratic voice and his infernal air of
-superiority, who was he? Was not he the same man who one day had come
-cringing into his, Coombe's, office hoping to raise a loan of two
-thousand on some rotten securities; was not he the same man who had well
-nigh wept when the loan had not materialised?
-
-"And there he sits," thought Coombe, "there he sits, treating us all as
-if we were dirt, looking down on us, the rotten, humbugging, insolvent
-old--old--beast."
-
-No one could find fault with the dinner, indeed his lordship gracefully
-congratulated his daughter on the excellence of her chef. Good Mrs.
-Crozier had watched over everything and had seen to everything, and a
-lady of her experience was scarcely likely to allow a dinner to go to
-table that would not be a credit to the household over which she ruled.
-
-The wines, too, were above reproach, Sir Josiah had spared no expense in
-this matter, but there was something wrong with the atmosphere, yes the
-atmosphere was all wrong. Sir Josiah could not find one word to say.
-Even Cutler was unable to introduce an observation concerning the island
-of Demauritius, its Governor and the Governor's wife, his daughter.
-Jobson was frankly and noticeably unhappy, and in his agitation had
-splashed his white shirt front with gravy. Coombe was oppressed, angry
-and bitter, trying hard to find something to say that would take the
-wind out of the sails of that drawling, dandified, supercilious
-aristocrat on the other side of the table.
-
-Kathleen had her own thoughts and the subject of them was sitting beside
-her on her left, facing Sir Josiah. She could feel his eyes on her now
-and again, she tried to laugh and to talk frankly and freely, but she
-was conscious of a weight, of a fear, of joy, she hardly knew what.
-
-And Allan, too, his thoughts had strayed away from that unhappy dining
-table. They were out in the garden, not in the garden as it was now,
-all shrouded in the soft darkness of the summer night, but in a garden
-filled with sunshine, sunshine that touched and glorified a little head
-of gold, that lighted up a sweet, oval face and glistened on eyes as
-blue as the skies.
-
-Why, why, why? He asked himself and could scarce frame the question.
-How much less the answer to it. Better that she should go, but poor
-child, how unfair to her. Yet he could not go; how could he? And to
-live here, under the same roof, to see her, perhaps every day, to have
-that strange memory, which was yet no memory, recalled every time he saw
-her. How could it be, how could he be loyal to Kathleen? Why should
-that girl, that child whom he had seen but once, mean so much to him?
-How were their lives connected; what could some unknown past have held,
-a past that affected their present and their future so greatly?
-
-Coombe had grasped the opportunity. There had come a lull, Coombe
-seized on it, he began a story in a loud voice. It was about a deal in
-some shares. Coombe, in his eagerness to talk, grew involved, he
-floundered. He appealed to Sir Josiah, Sir Josiah who frowned,
-remembering that he had instructed Coombe that there was to be no
-"shop." Coombe saw the frown and got more mixed than before, Sir Josiah
-had let him down. He turned to Jobson, but Jobson had no help to offer.
-
-"Anyhow, there it was, Munston bought seven thousand and fifty and
-Lockyer I forget how many, and the bottom fell out of the market see,
-ha, ha."
-
-"Now that is very interesting, very interesting indeed,
-Mr.--er--Groom--my dear Allan, you and I are not business men, Mr. Groom
-here is a business man, it is quite interesting to hear these stories,
-eh? Of course we don't understand 'em, Allan, because, as I say, we are
-not business men. I have no doubt but that it is an excellent story,
-but I don't understand it, no, be gad, I don't see the point. It's the
-same with golfing stories, they may be deuced funny, but when you don't
-understand them, well you don't, and that's all there is to say to it.
-Which reminds me of Normandyke--you remember the Duke of Normandyke, my
-love? His place at Clamberwick was recalled to me by this little place
-of yours. Of course your home, elegant though it is, is a mere cottage
-in comparison; Clamberwick is one of the great houses--" and so on and
-so on, belittling his daughter's house with cheerful patronage and
-intense superiority, till the colour flamed into Kathleen's cheeks, born
-of the generous indignation in her heart. She slipped her hand under
-the table and her cool white fingers closed round Sir Josiah's thick old
-hand, and pressed it in silent sympathy, love and gratitude.
-
-"I understand, my dear, I understand," the old gentleman whispered.
-"This Clamberwick may be a great place, my dear, and beyond an old
-fellow like me, but I'd give you ten such places if I could, and you'd
-be fit to reign over the lot of 'em."
-
-"I--I wouldn't exchange Homewood for all the Clamberwicks in the world.
-You made it for us and gave it to us, and I love it for its own and the
-giver's sake."
-
-She would not tell Allan to-night, she watched Allan. He looked, she
-thought, a little unhappy, this house party was weighing on his mind.
-No, she would not tell him to-night, she would wait till after they were
-all gone. She would keep her promise, of course, and when Harold
-Scarsdale had gone, when they had bidden one another farewell, and it
-would be for the last time, she would tell him that it must be for the
-last time, and as he was a gentleman he would understand and so--so when
-she told Allan, she would be able to tell him that she had seen the man
-again, that he had come and gone, and this time forever.
-
-She felt easier, lighter and happier now she had made up her mind. She
-went to the drawing room and played and sang. Scarsdale, beside the
-piano, watched her, he turned her music. Now and again he spoke to her,
-reminding her of some song that called up the past.
-
-"Won't you sing one of them to me, Kathleen?"
-
-"No, no, not to-night, please don't ask me, I--I don't want to think of
-the past. I told you--there is no past--I burned it with the old
-letters--it is ashes now." Her lips trembled as she looked up at him
-and smiled at him. "It is better so, is it not? You know it is. So
-to-night I shall sing the new songs, the old ones belong to the past and
-are dead with it."
-
-"If I could only think as you think, or do you think as you speak,
-Kathleen, do you believe what you say?"
-
-"Yes, I believe it, I know it, it is true."
-
-His lordship, having made a very good dinner, had selected the easiest
-chair in the room and settled himself down comfortably. Sir Josiah and
-his friends drifted to the smoking room and their cigars and their talk.
-
-His lordship, taking his ease in his chair, had fallen into a sweet,
-refreshing slumber, for which he would have to pay presently when
-bed-time came. Kathleen was singing at the piano with this old friend
-of hers. Allan looked at them both. He did not quite know what to make
-of this old friend of Kathleen's, this man Scarsdale. He had not summed
-him up yet; on the whole he thought he did not much like him. To-night
-Allan felt in no mood to join his father and his friends, had Sir Josiah
-been alone it would have been different. Kathleen was interested in her
-friend. His lordship was asleep, Allan crossed the room quietly, opened
-a French window, and passed out into the garden.
-
-When a man is face to face with a problem, he must wrestle with it, find
-an answer to it and act on his own finding. A man who thrusts the thing
-behind him and leaves it all in the hands of Fate is little better than
-a coward, and Allan Homewood was no coward.
-
-In this garden he had dreamed a dream and in that dream there had come
-to him the sweetest little maid on whom the sun had ever shone, and
-though his eyes had never beheld her before, yet he knew that she came
-to him as no stranger, but rather as some sweet vision or memory out of
-a past, which past had never been, in this life at least, and when the
-dream had gone he had awakened with a feeling of loss that had stayed
-with him for many days till at last he had managed to banish that
-feeling.
-
-And now, now a living girl, the very maid of his dreams, had come to him
-and he had looked at her and known her for the same, and all the old
-tenderness, the love for her had come welling up in his heart again.
-And she, strangely, seemed to know him even as he knew her. Had she not
-called him Allan? Had she not looked at him with that same strange
-light in her blue eyes as had shone in those of the little maid of his
-dreams?
-
-"What does it mean?" he whispered. "And what am I to do? Send her
-away? That would be cruel and unkind, poor little soul." Where had she
-to go to; why banish her for no fault of her own? And yet how
-impossible for him to go. But to meet her every day, to see those blue
-eyes of hers with their strange expression, half pleading, half
-fearful--to know, for he did know, and must know that this little maid
-for some strange reason loved him, as he must love her. What should he
-do? Would Kathleen help him when he told her as tell her he must--yes,
-he would rely on her sane judgment, on her generous nature, on her sweet
-womanliness. She would know how to act; he would place it all in
-Kathleen's hands and all would be well.
-
-He felt relieved to think that he had arrived at some definite
-conclusion. Kathleen would--he paused suddenly and lifted his head.
-
-From the soft darkness there came to him a sound, the sound of sobbing,
-as of some child weeping bitterly in its loneliness. It touched him,
-for he was tender hearted to a fault. Who was it? He went on quickly,
-yet softly, so as not to frighten or disturb the child. And then he
-found her, crouching on the stone seat, near the sundial, the slender
-body bent, the little hands clasped over her face. He knew her at once,
-he saw the sheen of her hair in the dim light and stood still for a
-moment, yet the piteous sobbing, the heaving of the shoulders hurt him
-and he stretched out his hand and touched her gently.
-
-"Betty," he said, "Betty, why are you here and crying, child?"
-
-She did not start, she lifted her head slowly, her hands dropped, he
-could see her face dimly, white in the starlight.
-
-"Why do I find you here alone, Betty, and weeping?" he asked gently.
-"Are you in some trouble or suffering?"
-
-She shook her head in silence.
-
-"Then why?"
-
-"Oh, I doan't know, I doan't know," she cried suddenly, she flung out
-her arms with a gesture of despair. "I doan't understand it all, and it
-du frighten me, it du. Oh, I be terribul frightened of it all, I be,
-frightened and yet--glad." She looked up at him. He could see the oval
-face more clearly now, the shining eyes and the trembling red lips.
-
-He took both her hands suddenly and held them tightly.
-
-"Betty, what does it all mean? Can you tell me, for I do not
-understand?"
-
-"Nor du I understand," she said. "Oh, tell me, Allan, tell me, did 'ee
-know me when--Oh, sir--forgive." She broke off suddenly and her head
-dropped.
-
-"Tell me, what were you going to ask?"
-
-She lifted her head again.
-
-"Did 'ee know me as I knew 'ee, yesterday when I came here and--and
-found 'ee here, Allan?"
-
-"Yes, I knew you, I knew you, Betty. Once before in a dream you came to
-me here in this same place and I cannot understand why it should have
-been so. No, I cannot understand."
-
-"And it du frighten me terribul, terribul, it du. How did I know your
-name were Allan? How dared--dared I call 'ee Allan, seeing you be my
-lady's husband and my master, and yet I could not help myself, the name
-did come from my lips wi'out my knowing it."
-
-"And you never saw me before?"
-
-"Aye, many, many times."
-
-He was startled. "You knew me, Betty, you had seen me before, but when,
-where?"
-
-"Here, here in this place, in this garden, but 'ee was so different
-then. Grandmother was angry wi' me for coming, she said I were a bad
-maid to come here into this old garden, all weed grown and ramy-shackle
-that it were, but I came often--often--and then I used to see--'ee here,
-Allan, oh sir." She paused.
-
-"Go on," he said. "Go on, Betty." And still held her quivering hands.
-
-"But 'twas not as a fine gentleman as I did see 'ee," she went on,
-seeming to gain a little in confidence, though her voice was still
-tremulous, "'ee wore a queer old hat and brown clothes and--and
-stockings, and heavy shoes wi' brass buckles to 'em, sir, and for the
-most part 'ee was working in the garden, digging sometimes, sometimes at
-work wi' hoe or rake, but always working, bending over the flower beds
-'ee were, and never, never did I see your face, sir, yet when I did see
-your face, I knew it for 'ee."
-
-"Go on, go on."
-
-"There's nothing more to tell 'ee, sir, only that I, contrairywise, came
-here to the old garden and climbed the wall, I did, and sometimes I did
-come here of nights when the moon was shining and it was then I see 'ee,
-sir, working here, bending over your work--and I knew--knew--" she
-paused.
-
-"You knew----?"
-
-"I knew as--as oh I--I can't tell 'ee, sir, I daren't tell 'ee."
-
-"Tell me, Betty," he whispered, "tell me," and perhaps did not know how
-much tenderness he had put into his voice.
-
-"I knew as 'ee meant summut to me, sir, as--as somehow it seemed as if
-'ee belonged to me and I to thee."
-
-She dropped her eyes, her hands seemed to flutter in his and he said
-nothing, could not, for he did not know what to say, but he realised
-that she had put into words that which was in his own mind, in his own
-knowledge, just as he had meant something to her so had she meant
-something to him. He had known that in some strange way they belonged
-to each other.
-
-He spoke, to break the silence that had fallen rather than for any other
-reason.
-
-"You were unhappy with your grandmother?"
-
-"Terribul, terribul unhappy I were wi' she, sir, for her willed me to
-marry Abram."
-
-"Abram?" he asked.
-
-"Abram, aye, Abram Lestwick, sir, whom I du hate and de-test most
-terribul."
-
-"But who is he?"
-
-"Grandmother willed me to marry him, sir, but I would not and she be
-very wrathful wi' I."
-
-"Poor little soul," he said gently. "Betty, it seems to me that strange
-and perhaps foolish dreams have--have come to both of us here in this
-old garden, and we must put those dreams out of our minds, and face
-life, child, as it really is. Just now you reminded me that I am your
-lady's husband and I am, and proud and happy that so good and sweet a
-woman should be my wife----"
-
-"Good and sweet her be, there bain't none like she; I would die for her
-willing, I would."
-
-"And I think I too, Betty, and so--so--" he paused to listen--out of the
-darkness there came voices.
-
-"Wonderful air, isn't it? I don't know any air like this. Get a smell
-of the sea in it, don't you, Cutler, my boy?"
-
-Allan dropped the little hands. He felt suddenly ashamed, felt as
-though he were about, to be detected in some wrong-doing, and yet,
-Heaven above knew, that there had not been one wrong thought in his
-brain.
-
-He would have told her to go, but it was unnecessary. Very quickly and
-suddenly she snatched at one of his hands, he felt it pressed for a
-moment against burning lips and then she had gone. He heard the soft
-rustling of her gown among the bushes, the light tap of her little
-shoes, and then the heavier stolid tread of his father's honest feet.
-
-Allan dropped onto the stone bench, and there, a minute later Sir Josiah
-found him.
-
-"Why, who's here, Allan, Allan, my boy--is it you?"
-
-"Yes, father, come here to dream in the old garden. Won't you and Mr.
-Cutler sit here and finish your cigars?"
-
-He scarcely knew what he was saying. He was glad that they had come,
-and yet perhaps sorry too.
-
-
-
-
- *CHAPTER XXIV*
-
- *IN WHICH LORD GOWERHURST RISES EARLY*
-
-
-His lordship had had a bad night. He had gone to sleep after his
-dinner, a foolish thing to do. He had tossed and turned restlessly in a
-strange bed and he loathed strange beds. Then after what had seemed to
-be interminable hours of sleeplessness and misery, he had fallen asleep
-to be awakened in apparently a few minutes by a feathered chorus in the
-beech tree, just outside his window.
-
-What a noise they made, what a commotion with their piping and their
-shrill chattering. His Lordship sat up and solemnly cursed all birds.
-
-A cock saluted the dawn in the customary manner; another, apparently
-some little distance away, took up the challenge. Lord Gowerhurst heard
-the crowing receding farther and farther till it was lost in the
-distance, then it came back, seemingly step by step to the original cock
-that was somewhere in his immediate neighbourhood. And all the time the
-birds kept up their incessant twittering and chattering and piping till
-the poor gentleman's nerves were on edge.
-
-He rose, he thrust one bony leg from the bed, then the other. He went
-to the window, he shook his fist at the birds.
-
-"Shoo! go away you beasts!" he shouted. "Go away, shoo!"
-
-He slammed the window down and went back to bed, but it was useless. He
-put his head under the clothes, but he could still hear the babel of
-sounds. As the sun rose higher so did the sounds increase; there came
-the barking of dogs, the lowing of cattle from the green pastures, a hen
-had laid an egg somewhere and was proclaiming the fact triumphantly. Her
-husband shouted his joy, the other cocks took up the chorus. It was
-Bedlam and Babel let loose.
-
-Added to the other sounds of animal and bird life came presently fresh
-contributions. A sleepy-eyed servant banged a pail down somewhere,
-doors were being opened and shut with unnecessary vigour.
-
-"London, give me London. It's the only place in the world fit to sleep
-in, as for this country, this--" His lordship sat up and exploded with
-wrath and profanity.
-
-He would stay in bed no longer, bed was purgatory; it was but six. He
-had never risen at six in the morning in his life. Frequently he had
-retired at this hour. He rang for hot water to shave.
-
-At his chambers in Maybury Street, Webster, his landlord, valeted him.
-Webster shaved him every morning and dressed him with the same care as a
-young mother bestows on her darling. But Webster was employed during
-the day at his lordship's club, so had not been able to come.
-
-The old gentleman's hand shook very severely this morning, he cut
-himself twice. He was entirely unhappy and in the blackest of ill
-humours when he went downstairs.
-
-Early as it was, everyone seemed to be up. Sir Josiah, rosy and
-cheerful, came in from the garden, looking ridiculous with a great
-armful of flowers.
-
-"Good morning, my lord, nice and early, eh? Lovely morning, nothing
-like getting up when the dew's on the grass, eh?" Then came Cutler,
-followed by Coombe, offensive in white flannel trousers; Kathleen,
-looking as fresh as the morning itself, came to him and kissed him. She
-saw his humour, she knew it of old, the morning was never his lordship's
-best time.
-
-Happy he who can rise in the morning in a spirit of kindliness and good
-humour, who commences the day as he means to live through it, in good
-will and amity with all. Thrice happy they who live with such a man.
-
-Kathleen knew her father.
-
-"Would you like to have breakfast served you alone quietly in my own
-little room, dear?" she asked.
-
-"Would I what? Hang it! do you want to get rid of me? Am I not good
-enough to sit down to breakfast with your absurd friends? Has that
-gentleman in the white trousers been attending a tennis party? It is
-somewhat early for tennis parties, is it not? Barely seven yet--is
-Homewood going to decorate a Church or is he merely masquerading as a
-Jack in the Green? Where's Scarsdale? Not down yet? I don't blame
-him, I never heard such an infernal din in my life--cocks crowing, birds
-shouting, dogs barking and--and cut my face twice, begad, twice--which
-means a deuced uncomfortable day for me and--and--and your father is to
-be poked away into a little back room and have his meals by himself, is
-he? I'm hurt, Kathleen, positively hurt; had you told me that my
-society was distasteful to you, had you only told me that you were
-asking me out of politeness, begad, out of compliment, why then I should
-have stayed away. I feel it, I am an old fellow and oversensitive
-perhaps, little things, little unkindnesses wound me, as perhaps a few
-years ago they would not. As one grows older one----"
-
-"Come into breakfast, father," she said, and slipped her hand under his
-arm.
-
-Scarsdale came down a little late. He held Kathleen's hand for a
-moment, looked her in the eyes and sat down.
-
-"I slept badly," he said quietly, "in fact I could not sleep at all, it
-was strange to me to realise that the same roof that sheltered you--" he
-paused.
-
-"Tea or coffee?" Kathleen asked brightly.
-
-His lordship was like a bear with a very sore head, the Stanwys manner
-was not in evidence. He growled and cursed under his breath. He flung
-poisoned darts of wit, sneers and jibes at Coombe and they glanced
-harmless enough from that gentleman's toughened hide, but they went home
-when he turned his battery on Sir Josiah.
-
-"Poisonous old devil he is," Coombe muttered to himself as he put away a
-huge breakfast.
-
-
-
-
- *CHAPTER XXV*
-
- *BESIDE THE LAKE*
-
-
-They had all gone out together, Sir Josiah and his Lordship in Sir
-Josiah's car, Mr. Coombe and Mr. Cutler and Mr. Jobson with a large
-quantity of golf sticks in Allan's car, and Allan himself had gone over
-to One Tree Farm to discuss intensive culture, scientific pedigree
-poultry and pig raising and farm business generally; and Kathleen found
-herself for the first time alone with Harold Scarsdale.
-
-She had tried to avoid this, yet in some fashion she had known that it
-must come sooner or later. She had suggested that he should go out with
-the others, but he had quietly declined. And so if it must be, well it
-must be. If she and Harold Scarsdale must come to a definite
-understanding, why not sooner than later? She was a coward to shun it.
-
-From her bedroom window she saw him sauntering up and down the broad
-paved pathway. That he was waiting for her, confident that she would
-come to him, she knew, and she knew that she must go.
-
-"Betty!"
-
-"Yes, my Lady?"
-
-"Sir Harold Scarsdale is in the garden; will you go down to him and tell
-him that I will join him soon? There he is, Betty, you can see him from
-here."
-
-"I see him, my Lady, and I'll go and tell him." Betty turned away.
-
-"Betty!"
-
-"My Lady?"
-
-"Betty, are you unhappy, child?"
-
-"Unhappy, oh, my lady, I be very happy here, indeed--indeed I be--very
-happy I be, my lady."
-
-"You look white and troubled, child," Kathleen said. "Is--is that man,
-is your grandmother--troubling you?"
-
-"No, my Lady, I've not seen Grandmother since I came here."
-
-"And Lestwick?"
-
-"Abram du hang about waiting for I, my Lady, Polly Ransom have told me
-that Abram du continually be hanging about the green door, my Lady, but
-I doan't go out and so I du never see he."
-
-"I will speak to Mr. Homewood about it and ask him to interview this
-Lestwick and tell him to keep away from here, for I will not have you
-worried and troubled, Betty. Now run down, child, and tell Sir Harold."
-
-Scarsdale paced up and down in the warm sunlight, waiting, as years ago
-he had waited in another garden for the coming of his beloved.
-
-And presently she would come to him, he did not doubt that. He turned
-now at the sound of a light step, but it was not she, he knew that--who,
-who loves, does not know the step of the beloved one? Is it not
-different from all other footfalls in the world, as different as 'her'
-voice is different from all other voices. A man usually knows the step
-of the woman he loves, but a woman always knows the step of her man.
-Scarsdale, turning slowly, knew full well that it was not Kathleen. A
-stern, silent man was he, misjudged by many who thought him cold and
-even heartless. Men found but little pleasure in his society, women
-none, for he had neither heart nor admiration to give them. He had
-looked at beautiful women and had failed to see their beauty, because
-only one face was beautiful in his sight. But this little maid tripping
-to him so demurely in the sunlight was pretty enough to win an
-unaccustomed smile to his lips.
-
-What a pretty child she was, a fit handmaiden for Her!
-
-"You want me?" he asked, and his voice was a little more gentle than
-usual.
-
-She dropped him a curtsey, "My Lady sent me to say that she would be
-here in the garden very soon, sir."
-
-"Thank you." He stood looking at her, at the pretty, downcast face. He
-looked after her when she had turned back towards the house. A pretty
-little country girl with a sweet voice, he thought, and then, even
-before she had whisked out of sight behind a door, he had forgotten her
-and his thoughts had gone back to the one to whom they were constant.
-
-She was coming, and when she came what should he say to her? Just as
-ten years ago he had watched and waited for her in another garden, his
-heart filled with love for her, so he was watching and waiting now and
-his love was the same, no--not the same, for, even he, was conscious of
-its change. But it was no less, it was even more, it was greater, it
-burned with a stronger flame, a greater passion.
-
-And after ten years--did many men love for ten long years, were many men
-as constant as he had been? Would not that constancy count for
-something with her? Surely, surely it must, for women prized constancy
-in a man above all other things.
-
-So the smile still lingered on his lips, as he turned and slowly made
-his way along the sun warmed path. What should he say to her when she
-came, what had he said to her in the old days when he had poured out his
-heart to her? A thousand things, a million things, and yet all were
-summed up in three words, "I love you."
-
-He had given her everything, a man's love, a man's constancy. His heart
-had not beaten one throb the faster for any woman but her. His eyes had
-found no pleasure in looking on any other woman's face. Could man give
-more than he had given? What could he ask in return? Everything--and he
-knew that he must ask everything of her.
-
-Kathleen was conscious of a trepidation, of a nervousness unusual to
-her. A strange shyness had come to her, an unwillingness to meet him;
-yet she must and because she must she was here. She had asked
-herself--Was he the same, had the years altered him? And she had
-answered her own questions with No and Yes: he was not the same, the
-years had altered him. She scarcely knew this silent, almost morose
-man. He came to her with his tanned, lean face, his deep sombre eyes,
-as almost a stranger, just now and again for a fleeting moment she saw
-something in his face, heard something in his voice that brought back
-memories of the boy she had known and loved. Yet they were but
-fleeting.
-
-The ardent, outspoken, honest, loving boy had changed into the quiet,
-self-contained man. The man had infinitely more self-control than the
-boy. Yet she had seen those eyes of his lighten up, had seen the spark
-of fire gleam in them and she knew that it was not the same flame that
-had burned so brightly in the boyish eyes.
-
-He met her and looked at her with a smile on his face, but he did not
-speak and she spoke because she knew that the silence must be broken.
-
-"I saw you from my window, you have been admiring the--our garden," she
-said.
-
-"I do not think that I have given the garden a thought."
-
-"Yet is it not beautiful enough? And to think that a few months ago it
-was little more than a jungle and now----"
-
-"It is beautiful, yet I knew another infinitely more beautiful to me
-than this. You knew that garden too, Kathleen, our garden at
-Bishopsholme, the garden where I used to wait for you, where I first
-told you----" his voice quavered and trembled and her eyes, downcast,
-dared not lift themselves to his face.
-
-"Where I first told you how I loved you--I have seen that garden in my
-dreams a thousand times, I have had cool visions of it in the sweltering
-heat of the tropical nights. I have seen it--and you--always you--and
-yet my memory never did you justice Kathleen. To-day you are more
-beautiful, more sweetly gracious, more lovable----"
-
-"Hush!" she said.
-
-"Why should I be silent when silence would be but pretence? Ten years
-ago I loved you with all my heart and soul, for ten years my love has
-been constant, my dreams and my memories of you were sweeter to me than
-the living realty of other women--I cared nothing for them, my heart was
-all yours."
-
-"Harold!" she said. "Harold!" She put her hand on his arm. "The past
-is dead and it must lie dead and--and forgotten----"
-
-"Forgotten! You tell me to forget when I have lived on memories, when
-the visions of you that my brain has conjured up have been the only
-real, the only beautiful things in my life: have I not heard your voice
-speaking to me in the stillness of those hot nights, have I not felt
-your cool hand on my brow when fever assailed me? You, even though
-thousands of miles parted us, were with me always. You were by my side
-in daylight and in darkness, my other self, my better, purer, sweeter
-self, and now after ten years when all that I had of you, all that I had
-in the world was memory of you, you tell me to forget----"
-
-"Because you must," she said softly, "because--oh because you must."
-
-"And did you forget? Could you have forgotten at the word of command?"
-he said. His cheeks were flushed under their tan, his eyes were
-gleaming and his words came quick and fast. "Could you have forgotten
-so easily? No, you too were faithful, you waited, Kathleen. You told
-me so yourself. You waited--hoping, dear, did you not, hoping that I
-should come back to you as, God willing, I meant always to come back.
-You knew as I knew that it was the great love, the one and only love of
-our two lives. It came to you, dear, when you were little more than a
-child, to me when I was but a boy, but it will last through my life and
-yours--yours too, and knowing this, you tell me to forget."
-
-"Listen," she said. "Listen--this is my home, you are my friend, my
-husband's guest----"
-
-"Does that matter, does anything in this world matter save that I have
-come back to you, that you and I love one another now as we did then and
-that after years of separation, years of heart sickness and longing, we
-are, thank God, together again. Does anything matter but that? You are
-married, you married the man for his money--his father's money--your
-father told me this--I am not speaking in anger, dear, nor contempt, I
-am only stating what I know to be a fact. You gave him no love, how
-could you, when you had none to give, for your heart was always mine."
-
-"Oh hush, hush! Before you say any more, Harold, listen, for you must
-listen to me now. My father told you only the truth, I married for
-money, for a home, for a future--I had given up hope, I had waited so
-long, my youth was passing. I looked ahead, I saw old age and
-loneliness and oh--perhaps I was a coward, but I was
-afraid--afraid--Perhaps you had forgotten, perhaps you no longer
-lived--remember, remember that for ten years I heard no word of you: I
-know now that in not writing one word to me you were faithfully keeping
-the word of honour that my father forced you to give. Yet I did not
-think you had died, Harold, for if you were dead I think--I think I
-should have known--you were only a boy, I told myself, and the love of a
-boy changes, absence so often means forgetfulness. There are other
-women younger and more beautiful than I--No, no, let me speak, I know
-now that I was wrong--I know that I was wrong--yet how could I know it
-then? I was twenty-eight, twenty-eight and what had I to look forward
-to? Nothing! nothing in the world--my father had nothing to give me, I
-was useless, I could not work, I knew of no trade--I had been brought up
-in idleness, a useless creature--and the future--it meant--starvation,
-not merely genteel poverty, it meant worse, it meant----"
-
-"I know, and you married for money--for a home--have I blamed you, have
-I shewn anger, Kathleen? No, dear, I pitied you. You married this man
-for his money only----"
-
-"Not wholly, I liked him, respected him----"
-
-"Liked him, respected him----" he smiled grimly. "But I had your
-heart?"
-
-"Yes----" she said, "then."
-
-"And now--now still now--always!"
-
-"It is not fair, it is cruel, it is unlike you to ask me," she said, "it
-is too late to ask me now----"
-
-"It is not too late. Was not your sin against me, against your love
-greater when you married him than any you might commit against him now?"
-
-"I am his wife, I have promised to be faithful and true to him."
-
-"You promised to be faithful and true to me; do you remember our parting
-at Bishopsholme, you promised then when I held you in my arms, when the
-tears were in your dear eyes--you promised always to love me, always to
-be faithful and true, all your life long--you promised me then with
-tears, beloved."
-
-"And I performed--I waited for ten years. Never passed a day that I did
-not waking think of you, that I did not when I lay down to sleep ask
-God's blessing on you and then Fate was too strong----"
-
-"It was Fate that brought me here to-day."
-
-"So that we could meet as friends, take one another by the hand and----"
-
-"As friends--you and I----" his voice quivered with scorn and
-bitterness--"Friends!"
-
-They had come to the little lake, the pool where stood the stone nymph
-and where in the deep green water the great carp swam lazily. She was
-remembering how she and Allan had stood here days ago and had spoken of
-this little stone maiden.
-
-"Kathleen, true love, love that is loyal and lasting and good and true
-is the holiest, the best and most enduring thing in this world, it
-stands far, far above a mere ceremony. It is Heavensent. You dare not
-sin against that love, dear, for Heaven itself put it in your heart. I
-have been faithful all those years, I have loved you. I have dreamed of
-you, spoken to you in my thoughts, and now I have come back, I have come
-to you for--my reward, Kathleen."
-
-She turned slowly and looked at him, her face had grown white.
-
-"Harold, I do not understand."
-
-"You must, oh you must, you do understand, Kathleen, don't shrink from
-me--you see before you the man who loves you better than he loves his
-life, better I think, than he loves his soul. Marriage--what is
-marriage, such a marriage as yours, a marriage of convenience, a
-marriage of accommodation, a marriage tainted by money. Can you set up
-such a marriage as yours against my steadfast love? You cannot, you
-shall not, Kathleen, you belong to me--you became mine when you gave me
-your heart--when you let me hold you in my arms, when my lips first
-kissed yours. That--that gave you to me--I ask for my own now and
-you--you are my own--I have come for you--I want you, God knows I need
-you. I shall never let you go now never, never again in this world!"
-
-She looked at him and saw that which was unfamiliar to her, looked at
-him and seemed to see the face of a stranger, of a man she had never
-known, that face was flushed, those eyes were bright, his hands
-stretched out to her trembled with the passion that moved him.
-
-"What are you asking me?"
-
-"To come with me, to leave all this, for your love's sake, for my love's
-sake, to let love rise triumphant above every earthly consideration, I
-have come for you, I shall not go without you."
-
-And then she turned from him, she turned to look at the little statue
-that had stood there, reflected in the green waters through all those
-centuries. The stone maiden who would stand here perhaps when the grave
-had closed over her, and looking at the little statue, rather than at
-him, she spoke quietly.
-
-"I loved you," she said, "I loved you all those years because I believed
-you to be all that I would have had you be. I loved you for your respect
-for me, for your honour, your purity and for your reverence. In those
-days you never offended me by word or look, I was safe with you as with
-a brother--and because I knew that with you, I was so protected, so
-safe, so secure, I loved you, I think I worshipped you and so I
-remembered you as good and honourable and innocent and true--and--and
-now you come back to me----" her voice broke a little, "and I know that
-the love I believed in, trusted in so, has degenerated into what is
-nothing but a selfish passion. Here under my husband's roof, you hold
-out your hand to me, you bid me come, you bid me leave honour, happiness
-and peace of heart, you bid me leave self-respect, all--all behind me."
-
-"Kathleen--Kathleen!"
-
-"Had I been free and had you come in rags, a beggar, with nothing in
-your hands, had you called to me to go with you--I would have gone
-gladly, proudly gone. But you waited, Harold, and you waited too long,
-and now you dishonour your love, you trample it into the dust at your
-feet. I idealised you and the idol that I set up and which I in my
-blindness and foolishness worshipped, is fallen and shattered, broken
-beyond repair, and so----" She turned to him for the first time and
-held out her hand, "and so we have come to the parting of the ways,
-Harold, the last parting. It is good-bye between us, good-bye for
-always."
-
-"If your love had been as strong as mine, had lived as mine had lived,
-you would not say this to me now."
-
-"It lived till a little while ago, till we came here just now and stood
-beside the lake--it lived till then--and then--you killed it, Harold,
-you killed it here."
-
-"These are words, mere words!"
-
-"Yet true words, it died here after I had kept it warm, after I had
-cherished it in my heart, after I had regarded it as the best, the
-sweetest, purest, noblest thing that could ever come into my life, and
-here you taught me that I was wrong, you degraded it, you made me see
-that it was not the pure and holy thing I had believed it. You shewed
-me that it was mean and cruel and selfish. You asked me for--for your
-reward, yet did not consider what the cost of that reward must be to me.
-You would have made me an outcast, my name a word of shame, you, who ten
-years ago never wronged me in word or thought. You would take me from
-here into the wilderness, thinking that if I could but hide my face from
-others I might find happiness. Did you give a thought to my soul, to my
-conscience, where could I have hidden from that?"
-
-He did not answer, he stood looking at her, his brown hands clenched.
-Smouldering passion was in his breast, the passion of desire, the
-passion of anger. Yet he could be honest with himself and knew that she
-was speaking the truth, and had never a word to say in contradiction.
-
-"Just now," she said, "just now you killed my love, you drove it from my
-heart--it belonged to the man I thought so fine, so splendid, so noble
-and when I found him ignoble, selfish, self-seeking, it died; it had to
-die, Harold, and being dead will never live again!" She held out her
-hand to him, there was a smile on her white face, a rather pitiful
-smile, for only she and her God knew what she had suffered here in this
-garden of sunshine.
-
-"We must part here, dear, part--you and I who were lovers, part as
-lovers for ever, yet we shall meet again in a few hours, I the hostess,
-you my guest and friend. But I part here from the man I once loved and
-bidding him good-bye ask that God may bless him always."
-
-"Once!" he said softly. "Once, Kathleen, I once loved? Once?"
-
-"Once!" she said, and bravely looked into his eyes.
-
-Moments of silence passed while he stood looking at her. His face seemed
-to have grown older, it was haggard, there were lines of pain upon it.
-
-This place, she knew, would hold for ever a memory of pain and suffering
-for her, here she would see his face in memory as she saw it now. Never
-would she see these green waters lying motionless under the deep shadows
-of the yews, but that into her memory would come his face as she saw it.
-now, all haggard and stricken, the face of one who has seen the gate to
-happiness opened for an instant and then finds himself shut out in the
-darkness and the cold for evermore.
-
-Suddenly he fell to his knees, he lifted the soft and dainty fabric of
-her dress and touched it with his lips and then, rising, turned and
-strode away, leaving her by the water alone.
-
-
-
-
- *CHAPTER XXVI*
-
- *ON OTHER SHOULDERS*
-
-
-When he had knelt and kissed the hem of her garment, Scarsdale had meant
-it as an act of renunciation, as an acceptance of Kathleen's decision.
-He could not hope to fight against it. The truth of what she had said
-appealed to him. True he could take her away back to his own little
-domain at the farthest end of the earth. He could take her to a place
-where no one should know of her and his past. But he could not take her
-away from her own thoughts, the upbraiding of her own conscience. His
-love for her was a strange mixture of passion and reverence. Sometimes
-it was the one that was uppermost, at another time the other. Now it
-was reverence, respect for her purity that filled his heart. He put his
-passion away, for ever, he told himself. He would go back whence he
-came. He would take back with him his dreams and his memories and
-nothing else.
-
-To-day was Saturday, his visit here would end on Monday. He would have
-ended it to-day, yet he felt that he might appear a coward in her sight
-if he ran away, besides, why should he cheat himself of these last few
-hours of her? She was nothing to him, never could be anything, but he
-could still watch her, still listen to her voice, still garner up in his
-brain memories of her on which he would draw presently when he had gone
-back to the old lonely, hopeless life.
-
-No, he would not run away.
-
-He found from one of the men servants, old Markabee it was, in which
-direction lay the golf course, to which Messrs. Coombe, Cutler and
-Jobson had repaired.
-
-"Fower miles it be, fower good miles, sir," said Markabee, "through
-Stretton you du go, then turns to the left and----" And so on,
-Scarsdale listened to the directions and followed them and an hour later
-stood on the course and watched Mr. Coombe making wild and ineffective
-swipes at a small ball perched on a mound.
-
-Mr. Coombe, bathed in perspiration, appealed to him.
-
-"Never tried this game before, I haven't," he said, "and don't know as
-I'm going to spend sleepless nights before I try it again. I daresay
-it's all right for those who like it--play it yourself perhaps, Sir
-Harold?"
-
-Scarsdale shook his head. "There's not much golf where I come from," he
-said briefly.
-
-"No, too hot I reckon--well for my part, give me a quiet game of bowls.
-Innocent mirth I don't find fault with, but I object to making myself a
-sort of circus for a lot of grinning urchins, who ought to be at school
-or somewhere." He came and stood beside Scarsdale. At any other time
-Scarsdale might have avoided Mr. Coombe, to-day he welcomed him. Even
-Coombe was a better companion than his own thoughts.
-
-"A decent feller," Coombe thought, "no airs about him, a bit silent, I
-don't expect he gets much society where he comes from."
-
-Thereafter Mr. Combe left Cutler and Jobson to their golf and attached
-himself to Scarsdale, and for long after the boastful Coombe would tell
-in City chop houses how he and his friend Sir Harold Scarsdale played
-golf together on Stretton Links.
-
-"Walk," said Coombe, "why of course I'll walk, nothing like walking to
-get a man's weight down."
-
-"I gather you don't do much walking, Mr. Coombe."
-
-"Me?" said Coombe. "You should see me, all over the City I am, in one
-office out another up and down the stairs."
-
-They lunched, the four of them, at a little Inn, lunched on bread and
-cheese and good English ale. Coombe called the pretty little maid who
-waited on them his dear. He chucked her under her dimpled chin and
-asked her how many sweethearts she had--a gay dog, Mr. Coombe, playful
-and ponderous, with no more vice in him than is in an honest British
-bulldog.
-
-"Pretty girl," said Coombe; "I always said London wants beating for
-pretty girls. You see more pretty girls in ten minutes in the streets
-of London than you do in a day's journeying anywhere else. But next to
-London comes Sussex, I've seen 'em handsome enough in Kent and passable
-in Devonshire, but Sussex girls beat the best. There's a girl at
-Homewood, Lady Kathleen's maid I think she is, as pretty as a
-picture--Jobson and I saw her last night, didn't we, Jobson?"
-
-Jobson blushed furiously.
-
-"You did call my attention to a young woman, now I come to think of it,
-Coombe."
-
-"Call his attention--ha, ha!" roared Coombe. "He didn't want much
-attention called, believe me Scarsdale, and mind you she was worth
-looking at, the daintiest little bit I've seen for a long while, I can
-tell you--neat, trim little body, hair as gold--as gold as that sunlight
-yonder, a demure little face, my word--ask Jobson, hey Jobson?"
-
-"The young woman was certainly prepossessing," said Jobson primly, "and
-I suppose there's no harm in a man admiring a pretty face and God forbid
-because I see a pretty face and admire it that any other--thoughts--any
-other ideas--should enter my head--and--and I don't like your manner,
-Coombe, it suggests things I do not like--sir, and if you must, have
-your joke--as you call it, I would be infinitely obliged to you if you
-would find another subject to joke about than myself."
-
-"Bless my soul!" said Coombe. "Bless my soul, Jobson, what are you
-going off the deep end for now? I said you saw a pretty girl and
-admired her and so did I, begad! I'd be a blind fool if I did not! And
-if you think I'm saying one word against you or the girl either, Jobson,
-why then--then--hang it then----"
-
-"If you meant no offence, Coombe, then none is taken," said Jobson.
-
-They were good honest fellows, decent, clean minded men and if their
-talk was mainly of money and of money getting, what did it matter?
-Scarsdale found no fault with them, he even felt a kind of liking for
-Mr. Coombe. Coombe was so big, so noisy, so inoffensively vulgar.
-
-"Yes, I say and I ain't ashamed to say, that though I am fifty-nine I
-can admire a pretty face. Yes, fifty-nine," Coombe swelled out his
-chest and looked around, expecting that someone would question his age,
-but no one did. "Though I am fifty-nine, I can still, thank God, admire
-the beauties of Nature, whether it's a noble landscape, or a sweeping
-view of the sea or--or a woman's face. I wouldn't be fit to be blessed
-with my sight if I couldn't admire a pretty face--and that's why, my
-dear, I admire you," he added as the little serving maid came in with
-more bread and cheese. "And why I hope that some fine young fellow will
-come along with his pocket full of money and marry you and make you a
-good husband."
-
-"How 'ee du talk, sir!" the little maid said, blushing and curtseying;
-"a rare comic gentleman 'ee du be, sir."
-
-"And----" went on Mr. Coombe when the girl had gone out again, "what I
-think is the most beautiful thing to see, gentlemen, the finest and
-noblest of God's created creatures, is a true bred, real English lady.
-It isn't only her looks, it's her sweet graciousness, her kindness and
-her friendliness and the dainty way she has of speaking, so's you feel
-at home and feel as she likes you and that's she's your friend and would
-do you a kindness if she could. There aren't many of 'em about,
-leastways it hasn't been my lot to meet 'em--but I've met one
-now--and--and"--Mr. Coombe paused, he rose, he held up his tankard,
-"Beer isn't good enough nor would the finest champagne ever vinted be
-good enough, but it isn't the stuff we drink her health in, it's the
-feeling, it's the respect, the admiration we feel, gentlemen, that does
-her honour and perhaps does honour to us too. And so I ask you to drink
-the health of the finest lady I ever met, the loveliest and best--and I
-tell you when I look at Lady Kathleen, it makes me proud to remember I'm
-an Englishman!"
-
-"Hear, hear!" said Cutler and Jobson. "If old Homewood were here,
-Coombe, he'd love you for that," said Cutler.
-
-Coombe might have been a hundred times more vulgar than he was, louder,
-commoner, more boisterous, but Scarsdale from that moment on would never
-see any harm in Coombe. A good fellow, an honest man. What mattered it
-that he wore white trousers and canvas strapped shoes, a soft felt hat
-to the golf course, that he perspired freely and that he bellowed like
-the bull of Bashan, what did it all matter? His heart was in the right
-place; and so mentally Scarsdale shook Coombe by his jolly big moist
-hand and thanked him in his heart for his tribute of reverence and
-respect to the One Woman in all Scarsdale's world.
-
-Back to the golf course went Mr. Cutler and Mr. Jobson, each eager to do
-"something in so many," so Coombe vaguely understood, but here outside
-the Inn on a seat in the sunshine, it was pleasant enough to stay and
-Coombe and Scarsdale sat and smoked their pipes and watched the chickens
-and the white ducks in the roadway and thought their own thoughts.
-
-"Yes," said Coombe, "if I ever saw a pretty girl, it was that one!
-Betty her name is, because I asked her, and she is Lady Kathleen's maid
-and all I've got to say is that her ladyship must be the purest and
-sweetest soul living or she wouldn't have a lovely young thing like that
-in the same house as her own young husband!"
-
-Scarsdale started. "Why--what do you mean, Mr. Coombe? Is Homewood the
-type of man who would----"
-
-"Heaven forbid it, there isn't a cleaner, better lad living than Allan
-Homewood. But there's a certain prayer as runs--'Lead us not into
-temptation,' Sir Harold and knowing what I know----" Mr. Coombe paused.
-
-"And what do you know?"
-
-"I know that Lady Kathleen Homewood is a sweet and lovely young lady,
-though how she came to have such a father--at any rate I know there
-isn't a finer lady in this land than her, and I know that Allan Homewood
-is a lad who if I had had a daughter of my own I'd have liked to have
-seen her married to, but for all that it was old Homewood who made the
-marriage, his money that did it, and though they like one another and
-respect one another, as all the world can see, why--why--do you see, Sir
-Harold, it isn't the same as if it had been a love match and they had
-married for love, do you take me?"
-
-"I understand you quite well and because it was not a love match----"
-
-"Well, Sir Harold, because Allan ain't in love with Lady Kathleen, it's
-just possible, isn't it, he might, I say--might--fall in love with
-someone else, as is natural! Young blood, Sir Harold, young blood--you
-know. It's natural for a man to seek his own mate and that's why I
-don't hold with loveless marriages. Depend on it the man, and very
-often the woman too, will find he needs the love his marriage didn't
-bring him and he'll look for it, or if he don't look for it, Sir Harold,
-why then it may come to him all the same."
-
-"And you think that Mr. Allan Homewood might possibly fall in love with
-his wife's little maid, eh?"
-
-"God forbid I should think anything of the kind," said Mr. Coombe. "I
-never said it and I don't want to think it, but I do say if I was my
-Lady Kathleen's father, which I am not, I'd say to her, 'My dear, that
-little maid of yours is too pretty by half, and it would be best that
-you got rid of her!'"
-
-"And Lady Kathleen would tell you that she was quite capable of
-conducting her own business without interference, Mr. Coombe!"
-
-"Which would serve me right for a meddling, interfering old fool!" said
-Mr. Coombe.
-
-He knocked out his pipe and then presently the warm sunshine, the drowsy
-hum of the hees hovering about the old straw skeps on their bench in the
-little orchard across the road, the good English ale, all had their
-effect. Mr. Coombe's heavy head nodded. He jerked himself awake, then
-nodded again, and so fell asleep. And Harold Scarsdale, an empty pipe
-between his teeth, sat with folded arms and stared before him, seeing
-nothing, but thinking deeply and his thoughts were: "After all--after
-all might there not even now be some hope for him? Must the years be
-all lonely?"
-
-She, God's blessings on her, would not come to him in shame--her
-shame--and his, yet might she not come if the burden of shame should
-fall on other shoulders?
-
-So Mr. Coombe snored in the pleasant sunshine and Harold Scarsdale
-widely awake, dreamed of a future that might even yet be.
-
-
-
-
- *CHAPTER XXVII*
-
- *THE CONQUEROR*
-
-
-A girl was leaning against the old rose red wall, she was sobbing
-pitifully.
-
-"'Ee du be cruel, for--for ever pestering I!" she moaned. "Why doan't
-'ee leave me in peace, Abram?"
-
-The man stood stolidly watching her, her tears moved him not at all.
-
-"Every night 'ee du be hanging about here, I know it, for Polly Ransom
-told me and getting I a bad name 'ee be!"
-
-"Polly Ransom be a mischief making hussey!" the man said.
-
-"She did but tell I the truth, Abram, for 'ee du be here all hours
-watching for I, so I daren't show my face beyond the walls."
-
-"Who should I be watching and waiting for, if it be not 'ee, Betty? 'Ee
-be my promised wife, 'ee be!"
-
-"I bain't!" she said. "I bain't, and I du hate 'ee!"
-
-He laughed hoarsely.
-
-"Slow--slow I be, slow o' speech and slow to make up my mind, yet when I
-du speak, then the words I hev said be spoken and can never be recalled,
-and when I du make up my mind, it be just the same, I never change, I
-never alter, I chose 'ee, Betty Hanson, from all other maids! I've set
-my heart on 'ee, my maid, and nothing on God's earth'll make me alter,
-nothing!"
-
-They were words that might have been spoken with passion, yet he spoke
-without passion, with a cool, deadly certainty that frightened the girl
-infinitely more than blustering rage. Only his fingers betrayed his
-nervousness, they were plucking at each other for lack of something else
-to pluck at.
-
-"A patient man I be, wunnerful, terribul patient," he went on slowly.
-"Night after night hev I come here, watching this door, knowing full
-well that sooner or later 'ee must pass it. Night, after night hev I
-gone away and said to myself, 'To-morrer,' and see 'ee've come, just as
-I 'lowed 'ee would----" he paused. "When'll the day be, Betty Hanson?"
-
-"The day?"
-
-"The day for our wedding, surely?"
-
-"Never, never," she said, "never!" She clasped her hands over her
-heaving breast, "Never, Abram Lestwick! My funeral day will come afore
-my marriage day wi' 'ee!"
-
-He nodded his head slowly. He had found a button, a button hanging by a
-mere thread; he twisted and tore at it till it came off, then he
-fingered the button, rolling it between finger and thumb, passing it
-restlessly from one hand to the other till at last he dropped it. He
-stooped and fumbled in the dust hunting for it as though it were
-something of great account. The girl clasped her face between her two
-hands and looked at him, terror in her eyes.
-
-"Abram, Abram!"
-
-He had not found the thing, he straightened himself up, but his yes
-still roved the ground.
-
-"Why du 'ee pester I so?"
-
-"I don't pester 'ee, my maid, I but come to look after my own!"
-
-"I bain't your own!"
-
-"'Ee be chose by I, willed to me by your grandmother, so 'ee du belong
-to I! and one day I will hev 'ee, Betty Hanson----"
-
-"Never!"
-
-He stood staring at her, forgetting the button. About them was the dusk
-of the night. His restless eyes roved up and down the long straight
-road, not a soul was there to be seen. And then the slow passion that
-sometimes came to him moved him. He had been patient, truly he had said
-he was patient, patient and slow, yet as sure as death itself--why
-should he wait? He took a step towards her, the girl shrank back, the
-green door was behind her, she might have lifted the latch and escaped,
-but a strange feeling of impotence, of helplessness was on her, she
-could only stare at the man with distended eyes.
-
-"'Ee do belong to I!" he said. And he said it again and then again, and
-each time he took a slow step toward her.
-
-"No, no, Abram----" her voice rose shrill with terror, for his arms were
-suddenly about her, his hateful hands were on her, she could feel his
-hot breath on her cheek.
-
-"Let--let I go, for God's sake--Abram--let I go!"
-
-But he did not answer, he dragged her towards him, her face closer to
-his, his breath was on her lips now, his eyes shone brilliantly, their
-dull, lifelessness was gone, the madness of his pent-up passion was on
-him.
-
-"Let I--let I go--for--for God's sake let I----"
-
-And then the green door behind her opened suddenly, Abram Lestwick
-lifted his head, he looked at the newcomer, the man who stood in the
-opening of the wall.
-
-The girl was sobbing, struggling pitifully in his grip, yet he never let
-her go, he held her tightly, staring at the man, and it seemed waiting
-for him to pass.
-
-"Let I go--let I go--for God's mercy, let I go!"
-
-Allan Homewood knew the voice, he knew the shimmer of her gold hair, he
-knew that writhing little figure. He put his hand on her arm, he drew
-her back, Lestwick released her, yet did not stir.
-
-"She be my promised wife," he said quietly, "my promised wife her be!"
-
-"No, no!" the girl sobbed. "Never have I given him a promise of
-mine--never, never! Doan't let--doan't let him touch me! Oh I be
-frightened--frightened!"
-
-Allan thrust her back gently. Strangely enough in some ways he and this
-other man were alike, alike and yet so vastly different, slow to anger
-was each, yet when that anger was aroused, it was deadly and terrible.
-It was roused now, that pitiful cry, that white face, those tearful,
-terrified eyes, those little clinging hands that were stretched out to
-him, craving his protection. What he said he did not know, the words
-came hot and furious. He called the other man cur and villain, he
-ordered him away, he lifted clenched fists in threatening.
-
-But Abram Lestwick stood staring, like one surprised at the interference
-of this man. What right had he, what was it to him? He knew the man,
-knew him for Allan Homewood, Esquire, of the gentry, so what right had
-he to interfere between a man and his promised wife.
-
-"You hear me, you coward, you hear me? I order you to go and never to
-come back; if you torment and threaten this child, I'll thrash you, yes
-man, thrash you till I cannot stand over you!"
-
-"And me----" Abram Lestwick said, blinking his eyes at Allan, "me--what
-would I be doing?"
-
-There came slowly into his dull mind a dim suspicion. This man was
-young, he lived beneath the same roof as Betty, Betty was beautiful, the
-most beautiful maid in all Sussex, in all the world! This man had seen
-her, admired her, loved her, what man could help it? But she belonged
-to him, Abram Lestwick.
-
-"What be that maid to 'ee," he said, "what be her to 'ee?" A dull red
-came into his face, his eyes shone evilly.
-
-The girl crouched back against the wall, still clasping her soft cheeks
-between her hands. She was watching them, waiting, wondering, conscious
-of a thrill of pride--these two men--were going to fight--for her.
-
-She had no fear of the battle to come, and the bloodshed there might be,
-she was eager for it. She wanted to see Allan Homewood--Allan kill this
-man whom she hated and feared so, rid her of him for ever. Why--why did
-not they begin, what were they waiting for? Why this long silence?
-
-"What be her to 'ee?" Lestwick asked again, and then the smouldering
-passion burst into flame, foul words, fouler suggestions came to his
-lips. He ground his teeth together, he quivered from head to foot. In
-his madness and passion he fumbled with those restless hands of his with
-his clothing--and Allan misunderstood.
-
-And so the fight began and the girl drew a long shuddering breath and
-watched. She saw them strike at one another, saw Abram Lestwick reel,
-staggering back with blood on his face, and she exulted, she wanted to
-scream her joy and gladness aloud. Oh! this man of hers, this Allan who
-belonged to her, whom she loved so madly, so passionately, what a man,
-what a man he was, how big and strong and broad, how fine to love a man
-like this!
-
-"Kill him, kill him, kill him!" she prayed voicelessly, "Oh kill him!"
-
-They had fought away from the wall, they were near to the middle of the
-chalk white road.
-
-In the dim light she could see only Lestwick's face, Allan's broad back
-was towards her and Lestwick's face was all blood smeared and his eyes
-shone with an unholy light.
-
-"Kill him!" she whispered, "oh kill him!"
-
-She uttered a choking cry of joy, she saw Lestwick fling up his arms and
-spin round and then fall, fall crashing into the roadway, she watched
-him for a breathless moment as he lay there motionless. Then her breath
-came back to her, the blood coursed in her veins again, for the man had
-moved, he was rising slowly, painfully, but rising. He stood up, shaken
-and unsteady and his face was no sight for a maid to see, but she
-rivetted her eyes on it.
-
-"Will you go now? Ah! you damned villain!"
-
-Lestwick's fingers were again busy with his clothes and yet again Allan
-misunderstood. He thought the man was fumbling for a knife to draw on
-him and so gave him no time.
-
-Another blow staggered Lestwick, but he did not go down, the fury in his
-face was an ill thing to see, his teeth were bared and snapping like the
-teeth of a mad dog. He tried to close with Allan, disregarding the
-blows that fell on him, tried to close and to get those long green teeth
-of his into the other man's soft flesh. And the girl knew it and
-screamed a warning.
-
-"Mind--mind as he doan't bite 'ee, mind as he doan't bite 'ee. Ah God,
-save us, he be mad!" She stooped, she fumbled in the dust, she found
-what she sought for, a flint, a jagged, heavy flint. There was hell
-fire in Lestwick's eyes, the passionate rage of a maniac. This she saw
-as she flung the stone. She flung it straight at that hideous, convulsed
-face.
-
-It struck Lestwick on the forehead, it broke the skin and the blood
-gushed out. He turned, he looked at her, noting it was her hand that
-had flung it. He laughed a curiously strange mocking laugh and then he
-collapsed, seemed to crumple before her eyes and fall a limp heap in the
-roadway.
-
-"What did you do, Betty, Betty what have you done?"
-
-She was sobbing and laughing at once. "He--he meant to kill 'ee, meant
-to--to get they teeth o' his in your throat, Allan, oh I knew it, I knew
-it! Did--did 'ee see his face, Allan, did 'ee see his face and his
-eyes? And oh they--they hands o' his!"
-
-"Go into the house quietly, say nothing to anyone, bring water quickly,
-understand, not a word to a soul, bring water here at once!"
-
-He went down on his knees beside the man, he lifted the sorely battered
-head, the hideous blood stained face. Yet it was not hideous now, the
-passion was smoothed away, the eyes and mouth were closed.
-
-She was back with the water in but a few seconds.
-
-"Be he dead?"
-
-"No!"
-
-Minutes passed, between them they bathed away the blood, they cleaned
-the wound, the jagged wound in his forehead. Allan bound it with his own
-white handkerchief and then the man opened his eyes, now they were dull
-and brooding. He lifted his hand and passed it across his mouth, as a
-man does in sheer nervousness.
-
-"I--I be all right!" he said, and his voice was low and monotonous--"I
-be quite all right, a strong man I be--'tis time I were going home----"
-
-"Yes, it's time you went home," Allan said, he ran his hands over the
-man's clothing, not yet trusting him, misdoubting Lestwick's strange
-passionless calm. He was searching for the knife that twice he had
-believed the man would have drawn on him, but there was no knife there.
-
-"What be 'ee looking for?" Lestwick asked.
-
-"Your knife!"
-
-"I bain't got a knife, cruel treacherous, dangerous things knives
-be--I'll be getting home----"
-
-Allan helped him to his feet, the man stood dazed, swaying a little,
-then he seemed to take hold on himself.
-
-"A very passionate man I be," he said, "terribul wrathful in moments of
-anger----" He looked at Allan with that strange sullen expression of
-his.
-
-"I beg your pardon if I did say or du anything as I should not--'tis my
-anger as du master I--I wish 'ee good night!"
-
-He turned and walked slowly and unsteadily down the road. Betty caught
-at Allan's arm, and they stood there, the girl clinging to the man,
-watching him go. Once Abram turned his head and looked back, he saw
-them there together, the girl and the man, holding to one another, the
-dusky red came into his cheek, he breathed hard, then went on his way,
-mumbling to himself.
-
-"A knife--he did think I had a knife--what du, I need with a
-knife--bain't I got my hands----?" He held them out before him and
-looked at them, as the fingers writhed and clenched and unclenched.
-"Terribul powerful my hands be, but I did not get them on him--no, not
-then, not then----"
-
-Betty had broken down and was sobbing and moaning, clinging to Allan's
-arm.
-
-"Betty, hush, hush child, hush dear, he is gone--there is nothing to
-fear!"
-
-"But he will come back. Oh, Allan, I did mean to kill he----"
-
-"Hush!" he said again.
-
-"For he meant to kill 'ee and--and Allan he will think about it and
-brood about it, and one day he will surely kill 'ee, unless 'ee du watch
-he terribul, terribul close, he will kill 'ee!"
-
-He laughed softly. "I am not afraid of him, Betty, hush dear, hush,
-don't cry!"
-
-For she was sobbing bitterly and pressing her face against his arm,
-clinging to him as in fear, or love, or both.
-
-"Hush!" he said. "Come, come, child, come!" But his hands were
-quivering and his heart seemed to be beating faster than usual, "Come!"
-he said again.
-
-"Oh Allan, Allan, if he did hurt 'ee, I would want to die!" she moaned.
-"For I du; I du love 'ee--oh! I love 'ee terribul, terribul bad, I du!"
-
-"Betty," he said, "hush, you must not! hush! come!" He drew her through
-the little arched green door into the yard. He himself was shaking now,
-trembling, afraid for her, afraid for himself, for his honour. She said
-she loved him and she clung to him, this passionate maiden. What mad
-folly it all was, what mad folly, God preserve them all!
-
-"Betty go back, go into the house!" he said.
-
-"No, no, don't let me leave 'ee, Allan, let me bide wi' 'ee for a time!"
-
-He felt her tears on his hand, the hand she had taken and was holding
-tight pressed to her face.
-
-"Let me bide wi' 'ee, Allan, Allan, don't 'ee send me away yet!"
-
-She was sobbing unrestrainedly, crying aloud as a child does, and he
-feared lest any servant should come into the yard and hearing her, find
-them here together. Nor could he send her back into the house for
-others to see, all tears and shaken as she was. But stay here he could
-not and would not.
-
-"Come," he said, he held her hand tightly, he took her through the
-little gateway into the garden. Here at least they would be safe and
-secure.
-
-"A--a--cowardly maid I be," she moaned, "oh a coward I be, but I du feel
-safe wi' 'ee, Allan, don't--don't leave me! Oh sir, I--I du forget----"
-
-"That does not matter now," he said, "Betty, try and compose yourself.
-I understand, you have been frightened, poor child, and upset, but--but
-that man will not trouble you again!"
-
-"You doan't know he," she said quietly; "Allan if I--I did think that I
-must marry he, I would go and drownd myself in the pond, the pond where
-my stone maid be!"
-
-"You are not going to drown yourself, Betty," he said. "You are going to
-live for many happy years!"
-
-"How--how can I?"
-
-"There are other men, better men than this poor fellow Lestwick!"
-
-"Oh Allan, du 'ee pity him?"
-
-"Yes, for loving you vainly, child!"
-
-They had taken a roundabout pathway under the dense shadow of the tall
-yews and now they had come suddenly on the little lake, from which the
-slender white figure rose.
-
-"There her be, there be my stone maid--and one day, one day I will go to
-her, I think Allan!"
-
-"Hush!" he said. "If you talk in this way I shall leave you! Betty,
-Betty, be brave, brave dear, for your own sake! For--for mine!" his
-voice broke a little, he looked down at her, her lovely little face was
-upturned to his.
-
-And oh the temptation of that moment, the temptation of those red lips,
-those eyes all filled with the soft light of her love, the love that she
-felt no shame to admit. His for the taking--his he seemed to know, even
-before they had ever met--his in some past life, his now and through all
-time--his in the life yet to come.
-
-There came to him suddenly a great, an irresistible desire, a passionate
-love of her, the desire to put his arms about her, to hold her to him
-tightly, tightly, to crush his lips to hers, and she, he knew, would not
-struggle, would not deny him.
-
-And because he was young, because the lifeblood ran hot, in his veins,
-because she was so near to him, so alluring, so loving, so beautiful,
-God help him, how could he resist?
-
-"Betty, Betty, why do you say you love me?"
-
-"Du 'ee not know, Allan, why I love 'ee?" she said. "Oh you du!" She
-put her hands against his breast, she looked up into his face, her eyes
-smiled at his, her lips invited. He bent to her, she could feel the
-heavy, the wild beating of his heart under her little hands, and there
-came to her a sense of joy, of triumph.
-
-A cloud drifted across the moon, it blotted out for a moment that
-glowing, inviting little face. It was gone, leaving but an indistinct
-shape of whiteness.
-
-His father! his wife!--his old father's pride in him, Kathleen's faith
-in him--Was he to prove himself unworthy? Was he to fall at this first
-temptation?
-
-"Allan, my Allan!" she said, and her voice came to him, soft as a caress
-from out of the darkness. She had thought him won, had believed him
-hers, and she was waiting joyously, expectantly for the kiss, the kiss
-that never came.
-
-"Allan, my son," he seemed to hear the old voice say, that proud and
-tender old voice. "Allan my husband!" Her voice now, calling him back
-to a sense of honour, to a sense of duty and right and he heard the
-voices, listened to them, heeded them. He pushed the girl away gently.
-
-"Betty, we must go back to the house, child--they will miss me and
-wonder, you too, you may be wanted, you have dried your tears--go back,
-go back."
-
-"Allan!" she said and her voice was like a cry of pain. He gripped her
-little hands and held them tightly, then he let them go.
-
-"Go back!" he said, and his voice was harsh and stern, yet it was the
-voice of his better self--the conqueror!
-
-
-
-
- *CHAPTER XXVIII*
-
- *THE WATCHER*
-
-
-A man seated in the shadows watched them part, for the moon had come out
-again, watched them part as he had watched them come, as he had watched
-them standing there together on the edge of the pool. To him, the
-watcher, it had seemed that the girl was in the man's arms, her face
-uplifted to his--he had seen the moonlight on her face and had seen the
-dull glimmer of her hair.
-
-And the man--yes, he thought that he made no mistake--about the man! So
-Mr. Coombe was right, clever, farseeing, sensible Mr. Coombe--God's
-blessings on Mr. Coombe for his few idle words that meant so much to
-this man watching here in the shadows.
-
-He did not move. He scarcely breathed, as the girl passed him, alone on
-her way to the house. He heard her sobbing softly to herself as she
-went, saw the little head bent as in shame.
-
-And to the watcher it seemed that she went in shame and he was
-glad--Heaven knew how glad he was!
-
-Yet he must make no mistake, he must not trust to intuition, to mere
-suspicion. He must know beyond the shadow of a doubt that this man was
-Allan Homewood--'Her' husband.
-
-Scarsdale rose, the man was still standing by the edge of the pool, the
-girl had gone some while. Scarsdale walking softly on the turf, skirted
-the hedge and came out on the broad flagged pathway. He walked
-leisurely towards the pool and seemed to see the other man for the first
-time.
-
-"Hello!" he said. "Who is here?"
-
-"I----" Allan turned to him.
-
-"You--oh Homewood, is that you, my host?"
-
-So it was true. He felt a sudden liking for this man, he felt he loved
-him for his weakness and his sin, for would not that weakness, that sin
-give him that which he wanted most? They talked of the night, of the old
-garden, of the sweet soft English country air. Scarsdale spoke of the
-damp night heat of that country which had been the prison of his body
-and soul.
-
-He was a good talker when he pleased and to-night he wished to please.
-He wanted this man's liking--he exerted himself to gain it and yet felt
-a deep contempt of himself while he strove.
-
-He spoke of fights with savages, of fights against disease and death, of
-perils that made the blood run cold. Yet he did not boast or brag.
-Dimly Allan realised that the man who was speaking was the hero of these
-adventures, but Scarsdale never said so.
-
-"You were long away from England, Scarsdale?"
-
-"A thousand years!" Scarsdale said, he laughed softly, "according to the
-calendar; ten years, to me a thousand! Thank God to be back!" He drew a
-deep breath.
-
-"Will you go back again?"
-
-"It depends, I do not know, I may, yet I hope not!"
-
-"Perhaps you have come to seek a wife?"
-
-"Yes!"
-
-"But could you take her to this place of which you have been telling
-me?"
-
-"God forbid!"
-
-"So it depends on your success with the lady whether you remain in
-England or go back?"
-
-"Yes, it depends on that!"
-
-"You and Kathleen are old friends?"
-
-"I knew her when she was a child, I hoped that she would not have
-forgotten me!"
-
-"And she did not, Kathleen would not, she never forgets!"
-
-Strange that Allan should say this, here beside the pool where he and
-Kathleen had stood but a few hours ago. "Kathleen never forgets!" The
-words sounded to Scarsdale like an ill omen, he shivered a little. Then
-he smiled at his own thoughts and his thoughts were--"The shame shall be
-this man's, not hers. Her freedom shall come to her without a breath of
-scandal to touch her fair name--but she shall be free--and those ten
-years of waiting, ten years of constancy, ten years of love must find
-their reward----"
-
-They sat down on the stone seat beside the sundial, the stillness and
-darkness of the garden about them, the perfume of the flowers in the
-air. A place to sit and dream in. Many windows were lighted in the old
-house, sending out friendly warm yellow rays of light into the night.
-From the house came the distant sound of music, a woman's voice, deep,
-rich and beautiful, even more beautiful mellowed by the distance.
-
-She was singing and both men were silent, listening.
-
-Thank God, thank God presently he could go in and take her hand and face
-her, look into her eyes, with no memory of guilt and of shame to stand
-between them to mar the perfect understanding and the deep friendship
-that was so sweet to both of them.
-
-Thank God! Thank God that he had mastered the temptation, the passion
-of just now! It had gone utterly. Yet he felt a great tenderness, a
-great love for the little maid who would have given herself as she had
-given her love to him.
-
-And now Scarsdale was talking, exerting himself to talk in his low,
-deep, strong, man's voice. He was trying to win this other man's liking
-and friendship, for he had an object in view. On Monday, at the latest
-Tuesday, this little house party would break up, they would all go their
-separate ways and he wanted to stay, as a few hours ago realising defeat
-and failure, he had wanted to go. Now with a new hope in his breast he
-wished to remain.
-
-What they talked of mattered little, of everyday things, of
-commonplaces, but Scarsdale worked steadily towards the object he had in
-view.
-
-"After ten years--I went away a mere boy, I knew but a few people, my
-father, who is dead since then, others who have passed out of my life.
-I come back to England a stranger among strangers. To me London is a
-desert, I walk its streets, looking vainly for a familiar face; I know
-no one, no one who passes knows me!"
-
-"But you found Lord Gowerhurst?"
-
-"Yes, he remembered me----"
-
-"You and he were good friends?"
-
-"No, as a boy I disliked him, may I say it to you?"
-
-"But Kathleen and you were friends?"
-
-"A--a boy and girl friendship--she has grown into a sweet and lovely
-woman--I shall think of this place, of her, of you and of your
-happiness, of the tranquil calm of this when I am back out there
-again--even when I am back in that London that I do not know and that
-knows me not!"
-
-"Is there haste for you to return to London?"
-
-"Haste--every hour I remain out of it I feel I am gaining something!"
-
-"Then why hurry back?" asked Allan in his hospitable generosity. "Why
-go back? Lord Gowerhurst is eager for his Club, his billiards, his
-cards, his manservant. My father and his friends have their businesses,
-but you--why go back?"
-
-Scarsdale murmured something about imposing himself--Allan laughed.
-
-"Stay and believe me we shall be glad--Kathleen will be glad to hear
-that you are staying awhile with us--come, you will stay, eh?"
-
-"It would give me more pleasure than you can know!" Scarsdale said.
-
-Allan laughed, for him there was no double meaning in the other man's
-words.
-
-He had gained his point, his host had asked him to remain on
-indefinitely, for days, weeks even, there would be no time limit now.
-
-"It is good of you, Homewood--you don't realise how I appreciate it--my
-opportunities of seeing home life, such as this, are not many!"
-
-"But the lady you hope to marry?" Allan asked.
-
-Scarsdale rose.
-
-"She is not for me--yet----" he said steadily. "Thank you again,
-Homewood, may I tell your wife that you have asked me to remain?"
-
-"She will be as pleased as I am!" Allan said simply.
-
-Scarsdale turned to the house, he left Allan sitting there and Allan
-rested his chin on his hands. He was not deeply religious. He had
-prayed, as men do, by fits and starts, in moments of anxiety, in moments
-of relief and gratitude. But his heart was offering up thanksgiving
-now. He had been delivered from temptation. He thanked God for it, for
-his own sake and for hers, that child's, for his father's sake, for
-Kathleen's.
-
-But temptation might assail him again, would--and he, knowing his own
-weakness now, knowing how nearly he had succumbed to it, must do that
-thing that even brave men may do and yet still keep their honour. He
-must avoid it, he must shun it, even flee from it if necessary--but how?
-
-Betty or he must go and how could he when this was his home, when all
-his interests were here? How could he go, how could be explained his
-reason for flight? No, it must be she who must go!
-
-"I must think, I must plan, I must consider her, yes, consider her in
-every way, but she must go."
-
-
-
-
- *CHAPTER XXIX*
-
- *WHY ABRAM LESTWICK STAYED FROM CHURCH*
-
-
-Mrs. Colley wagged her ancient head, she looked at her granddaughter and
-smiled, shewing toothless gums.
-
-"Du 'ee notice now as Abram bain't in Church this morning, my gell?"
-
-'Lizbeth Colley frowned, "Abram Lestwick's comings and goings du not
-interest I," she said in a low voice.
-
-The service was in progress. There sat Mrs. Hanson, prim and stiffly
-upright, the place beside her that had for so long been Betty's was
-still vacant. There was Miss Dowell, tall, angular and lantern jawed,
-gifted with a harsh and nasal voice that rose above all other voices
-when the hymns were being sung, beyond her, her niece little Mary
-Tiffley, who minded Miss Dowell's shop, ran her unimportant errands,
-cleaned her house and stye, windows and floors, a useful, hard working
-little maid Mary, a good wife in the making for some man who would
-probably work her even harder than did her Aunt Emily. And beyond Mary,
-that vacant space towards which Mrs. Colley's small bright eyes had been
-attracted.
-
-Abram Lestwick, regular and devout worshipper, always occupied this
-place. He had knelt beside Mary Tiffley, had shared his torn and
-tattered hymn book with her, had thundered the responses in her little
-ears and it is doubtful if he had ever looked at the round childish
-pretty face.
-
-Mary Tiffley, Polly Ransom, Ann Geach, what were they to him, he to
-them? What mattered it to Abram Lestwick that they were pleasant to
-look on, that they were fine, healthy country maids, any one of whom
-would make some man a good wife? He did not consider them, they did not
-exist for him. He could not have told from memory whether Mary Tiffley
-had fair hair or dark. He had sat next to her in Church; he had
-bellowed the same hymns with her for five years, since she was a child
-of twelve, she had grown up beside him and he had not noticed it.
-
-"Aunt Emily, Mister Lestwick bain't in Church this marning," whispered
-Mary.
-
-"I see him bain't," said Miss Dowell. "Mind your devotions now and
-don't 'ee getting looking about 'ee."
-
-"Mortal glad I du be," Mary thought, "that he bain't here, for his
-fingers do fidget I something terribul, they du."
-
-Everyone in Church noted the fact that Abram Lestwick was not there.
-Compared with the women, there were noticeably few men in Church, Abram
-was always a distinguished figure and they missed him.
-
-Presently the sermon, which they knew by heart, was drawing towards its
-natural conclusion. When the Rector arrived at--"And so it behooves us
-to bear these things in mind. Let us put covetousness out of our heart,
-let us be content with that which we have, no matter how poor or how
-lowly be our lots in life. Let us accept God's goodness with thankful
-hearts asking for no more than it pleaseth Him to give--and----"
-
-They knew from long experience that the sermon would conclude in exactly
-two minutes from this point and now there was a general movement, a
-rustling of Sunday dresses, a shuffling of young feet, eager to be out
-scampering on the grass, or on the good high road.
-
-There was that movement in the little Church that takes place in a
-railway carriage when the long, long journey is nearing its end, when
-the station is almost gained.
-
-Mrs. Colley stepped out briskly and smartly into the sunshine.
-
-"A spryer woman I be than Mrs. Hanson, aye, a spryer and a nimbler I be,
-so as one 'ud take I for being ten years younger, though we were at
-school together. See how stiff du be her walk, how she du lean on her
-umber-rella. 'Lizbeth, take notice how her hand du shake remarkable!
-Good marning to 'ee, Mrs. Hanson, and 'tis a lovely fine day."
-
-"'Tis:" said Mrs. Hanson briefly.
-
-"A fine marning and a good sarmint," said Mrs. Colley.
-
-"'Tis my favrit sarmint," said Mrs. Hanson, "I were always partial to
-Nabob's vineyard."
-
-"Miss Dowell du be ageing terribul," said Mrs. Colley.
-
-Mrs. Hanson sniffed. She felt that she was ageing herself, she missed
-the maid, though she would not admit it to herself. Perilous bad was
-that maid and disobedient, and she, Mrs. Hanson, was a stern, unbending,
-unyielding woman.
-
-"Miss Dowell's Mary be growing to a fine maid!" said Mrs. Hanson. She
-was approaching the vacant space in the pew as it were, step by step.
-
-"I have never noticed she, pertickler, I remember her mother, one of
-they empty heads as I never could abide."
-
-"I noticed," said Mrs. Colley, "I noticed Mrs. Hanson as----"
-
-"So did I!" said Mrs. Hanson, "Abram Lestwick were not in Church, I
-noticed it tu."
-
-"'Tis the first time----"
-
-"'Tis his own business and 'tis not yours nor mine."
-
-Mrs. Colley bridled. "I du notice a great change in Abram, and if what
-I du hear be half true, that maid of yours hev played Abram a bad trick,
-leaving him in the lurk like and going and getting sarvice in the big
-house."
-
-"I will thank 'ee, Mrs. Colley, not to interfere wi' me and my affairs.
-My grand-darter had her own rights to get any place as she did chose,
-and whoever hev been saying ill things o' she--I would hev took it
-friendly and neighbourly, seeing me and you went to school together as
-young things, I--I say I would hev took it neighbourly and friendly if
-you had up and spoke for the maid."
-
-"And how did 'ee know as I didn't?" demanded Mrs. Colley shrilly.
-
-"Because I du know your tongue, Ann Colley and knowed it of old I du,
-and it's a tongue as would sooner speak ill things of your neighbours
-than good things and--and I wish 'ee good marning, Mrs. Colley, and my
-bes' respects to 'ee!" And shaking her old umbrella, Mrs. Hanson
-marched on, a tall gaunt figure of a woman.
-
-It had worried her too, that Abram was not in Church, she disliked
-changes; she had come to look for Abram in his place every pleasant
-Sunday morning, and every unpleasant one too for the matter of that.
-But fine or dirty the weather, Abram had never failed till to-day.
-
-"There be something wrong," Mrs. Hanson thought. "I mislike it, Abram
-not being in his place, I missed his voice in that 'ymn which we did
-have to-day and which he was always partial to."
-
-Not for days had she spoken to Abram. He passed the cottage regularly,
-he touched his hat politely when he saw Mrs. Hanson, for he was a polite
-man. But he had never crossed the threshold since Betty had got her
-place in the big house.
-
-But Mrs. Hanson had heard things from others than Ann Colley. She had
-heard how Abram patiently and stolidly spent two hours every night
-staring at the arched green doorway in the wall of Homewood, through
-which doorway he knew must come Betty sooner or later.
-
-Mrs. Hanson sat down to her Sunday dinner, it was a frugal meal of cold
-boiled bacon, a cold potato and a piece of bread. Mrs. Hanson was a
-strict Sabbatarian. Many and many a time when Betty had dared to
-remonstrate about the Sunday fare, Mrs. Hanson had said to her.
-
-"Remember my maid, as you du keep holy the Sabbath day. Six days shalt
-'ee labour and do your work, and not a potato will I have cooked in
-house of mine on the Seventh day, which be the day of the Lord, thy God,
-nor baked nor biled meats will I hev."
-
-"But 'ee du bile the kettle, Grandmother, for to make a cup of tea on
-Sundays same as other days!" Betty had said.
-
-"That be a different thing, tea one must hev; the Lord would not hev
-sent we tea if He had not meant we to bile a kittle to make it with."
-
-"Nor potatoes," Betty thought, "if they were not to be cooked. After
-all, why was it a sin to boil water in a saucepan and no sin to boil it
-in a kettle."
-
-So Mrs. Hanson sat down to cold bacon. Primly and stiffly she sat and
-mumbled the bacon between her hard gums, but she was not thinking of the
-carnal pleasure of feasting, her thoughts were of Abram Lestwick.
-
-Strange that he was not at Church, strange that he should have missed on
-such a fine Sunday after all these years!
-
-"Something must ail he," thought Mrs. Hanson and was surprised that the
-idea had not occurred to her before.
-
-Mrs. Hanson finished her meal, she washed her plate in cold water, she
-set it on the dresser. She put on her bonnet again, she took her
-umbrella and locked the cottage door behind her.
-
-Abram's cottage was three-quarters of a mile away and Mrs. Hanson was
-feeling her age to-day. But she walked the distance, she reached the
-cottage and tapped on the door.
-
-"Come in!"
-
-Mrs. Hanson went in. Abram, dressed with his usual care, was seated in
-a stiff chair, drawn up to a round table. On the table, which was
-covered with a red flannel table cloth, was a large Bible. Abram was
-reading from the Bible, following the lines as he read them with his
-long, flat tipped finger.
-
-Abram's face was battered and scarred, there was a deep gash on the
-forehead, there were livid marks under his right eye, on his left cheek,
-and a contused wound on his upper lip.
-
-Mrs. Hanson looked at him, but she said nothing.
-
-"I wish you good marning, Mrs. Hanson, and beg of you to be seated,"
-said Abram.
-
-Mrs. Hanson sat down.
-
-In higher circles educated and polite people are apt to remark on any
-facial disturbance of a temporary disfiguring nature that may have
-befallen their friends. In Mrs. Hanson's circle it would have been
-considered bad form.
-
-"It were remarked in Church, this marning, Abram, as 'ee was not
-present."
-
-"I were not!" he lifted his head and looked at her, the light shone in
-from the window and illuminated his battered countenance.
-
-"So being an old friend----"
-
-"And very considerate of 'ee, Mrs. Hanson," he said. "I will finish my
-chapter," he added.
-
-She sat there waiting, she watched him as with the forefinger of his
-right hand, which appeared to her to be abnormally long and curiously
-flattened at the end, he traced a line across the page, stopping at
-every word, which though he uttered it not aloud, he evidently formed by
-muscular exertion of his jaws. His left hand not being engaged with the
-book was twisting and tearing the edge of the red flannel table cloth.
-
-Mrs. Hanson shut her eyes, she could hear Abram's stertorous breathing,
-then she heard a movement. He had evidently finished, he closed the
-book solemnly.
-
-"I hev finished my chapter," he said; "spiritual comfort be a very great
-blessing, Mrs. Hanson."
-
-"Ah!" she said. "We had Nabob's vineyard for the sarmint to-day, Abram,
-and 'ymn seventy-two, as I know 'ee be partial to."
-
-He nodded.
-
-She wondered if he would tell her about his face, not for all the world
-would she transgress the unwritten laws of politeness and ask for an
-explanation. The reason, however, why he had not been present at Church
-was obvious.
-
-"Last night," he said after a long pause, "last night I see the
-maid----"
-
-"Betty?"
-
-"There be but one maid for me, Mrs. Hanson, and it be onnecessary for me
-to give a name to she when I say the Maid 'ee will understand."
-
-"Aye!" she said.
-
-"Her still keeps contrairywise," said Abram.
-
-"Her will give way," said Mrs. Hanson, "maids du!"
-
-Abram's right hand was trying to tear scraps from the worn leather of
-the corner of the book, his left was still engaged with the tablecloth.
-
-He was looking at Mrs. Hanson, it seemed as if he was trying to make up
-his mind to say something, several times he opened his mouth and as many
-times closed it again in silence.
-
-"Well Abram, I must be getting along," she said it to urge him to
-speech.
-
-"I would beg of 'ee to take a cup of tea wi' me," he said, "but Sunday
-be a day of fasting and repentance and prayer, Mrs. Hanson, Ma'am! And
-moreover the fire hev gone out, Mrs. Hanson----" Again he hesitated.
-"Mrs. Hanson, hev 'ee ever met Mr. Homewood----"
-
-"The barron-ite one," she asked, "or the young one as be master?"
-
-"The young one."
-
-"Aye, I hev met he and spoke to he and a very pleasant spoken gentleman
-he be."
-
-"Oh he be a very pleasant spoken gentleman--a very pleasant spoken one,
-I du know!" A spasm seemed to pass across the man's face, his fingers
-clenched suddenly, she heard his long nails rasp over the leather cover
-of the book. Looking she could see a series of deep scratches they had
-furrowed in the stout leather.
-
-"Why Abram bain't 'ee well to-day?"
-
-"I be very well, I thank 'ee, Mrs. Hanson, I be enjoying unusual good
-health, I thank 'ee. I did not come to Church this marning
-because--because in the dark last night--I did stumble and fell as 'ee
-may have noticed, Mrs. Hanson."
-
-That he was lying, that it was no stumble, no fall, she knew. Had it
-something to do with Betty and why had he asked her if she knew Allan
-Homewood?
-
-"And as 'ee said 'ee must be getting along----" he suggested. She rose
-to her feet, it was a hint, a broad one and she took it.
-
-"Aye! I must be getting along, Abram," she said.
-
-He saw her to the door, he went to the gate and opened it for her.
-
-"I thank 'ee most politely for coming and calling, and I wish 'ee good
-day, Mrs. Hanson!"
-
-He stood watching the tall upright figure down the road.
-
-"Her be ageing," he said to himself, "ageing her be."
-
-He went back into the cottage and closed the door after him. He took
-the Bible and placed it on the small round table in the window, on the
-Bible he laid an antimacassar, on that a small glass case containing
-some flowers contrived in wool.
-
-Then he stood still, he lifted his hands so that they were between him
-and the light, he looked at them as though examining them curiously.
-
-"A very pleasant spoken gentleman he be!" And then he laughed
-curiously.
-
-
-
-
- *CHAPTER XXX*
-
- *THE RELIGION OF SIR JOSIAH*
-
-
-From Kathleen's window the garden glowing in the white sunshine was a
-feast of vivid colour. To-day old Markabee, in clean smock and
-respectable though ancient high hat, had wended his way to the village
-church, in obedience to the persistent clanging of the unmusical bell.
-But the bell was silent now, its noisy clamour was stilled and the peace
-and calm of the day of rest brooded over the place.
-
-Kathleen sat, her chin resting on her hands, her eyes fixed on the old
-garden, yet seeing nothing of it.
-
-To her within the last few hours had come knowledge, a wonderful
-knowledge, knowledge that brought with it a strange fear and yet a great
-joy. She knew that she was to fulfil her woman's destiny. At first she
-had been inclined to question that knowledge, to doubt it, then she had
-waived doubts aside. It was to be! and why should it not be? She asked
-herself, was she glad? Was she sorry? She could find no answer at
-first, just at first her one thought was "fear." But it passed quickly
-and in its place came pride--pride and joy.
-
-Glad--yes, she was glad--her eyes were bright with the joy that had come
-to her, there was a smile on her lips, and yet about that smile there
-was a shade of melancholy and sadness and a little too of the
-wistfulness of hunger. For strangely, of the one knowledge, had been
-born another.
-
-She had come to understand something which she had been faintly
-conscious of for a long while past, something that she had thought of
-perhaps yesterday when she had stood beside the pool, listening to
-Harold Scarsdale.
-
-That other knowledge that she had gained made her understand now why
-that parting with Scarsdale had cost her so little anguish, so small a
-heartache. She had pitied him, yet not herself, and then she had not
-known why this should be, yet she knew it now.
-
-And so, after ten years dreaming, she had awakened to find that the
-dream was but a dream after all.
-
-Presently into the garden came two who walked side by side, the one tall
-and upright and strong, the other a hale and hearty man, yet lacking the
-spring of youth in his sure steps. She watched them and there came into
-her eyes a new light, a light born of wonderful tenderness, into her
-fair cheeks came a faint colour.
-
-She saw the younger put his arm about the elder's shoulder. How they
-loved one another, those two, father and son.
-
-"I want to tell him, I want him to know and yet--yet I dare not tell
-him!" she thought. "Still, oh I want him to know! I wonder, will he be
-glad and proud, proud as I am? Or will he--be sorry?" Her head sank a
-little. "He would be proud and glad if he loved me----"
-
-"Allan!" she said softly, "Allan!"
-
-It seemed almost as if from her brain there fled a message to his, for
-he turned, he looked up at her and smiled.
-
-And the sunshine was on his brown honest face and in his clear eyes. He
-could only see the smile she had for him, he could not read at this
-distance the message in her eyes, a new message, one that they had never
-sent to him before, a message of a newly found yet great and sure and
-strong love.
-
-And now, as she watched him, she knew why yesterday she had been able to
-turn that leaf, in the book of her life with scarce a heartache.
-
-She knew the truth now, she had idealised the child's love, she had
-lived on the ideal, had tended it and cared for it and worshipped it and
-had made it the most beautiful and wonderful thing in her life. She had
-built for herself a great and wonderful palace and had found that its
-foundations were laid on the shifting sands, and so the dream palace had
-crumbled and fallen into utter ruin, the dream had ended, and with clear
-eyes she beheld the truth.
-
-This morning Scarsdale had told her quietly that he had been asked to
-stay by Allan. He had watched her curiously while he told her, had
-wondered if she would shew anger or annoyance, and she had shewn
-neither.
-
-She was only the gracious hostess who expressed her pleasure at his
-continued stay.
-
-"When our other friends are gone, I am afraid you will find it very
-dull, unless you are interested in those things that Allan is interested
-in--this modern, scientific farming." She smiled at him, there was no
-self-consciousness.
-
-Yesterday might never have been, all the years, all their memories might
-never have been. This man was her guest, her husband's friend--his
-guest from this moment, nothing more. She was not playing a part, she
-was not cheating herself. Yesterday she had told him that as lovers
-they had parted forever, as mere friends they would probably meet many
-times, and so it was.
-
-Harold Scarsdale represented nothing to her now; he was even less her
-friend henceforth than her husband's.
-
-He had wondered at the far-away look in her eyes, at the almost
-mechanical way in which she had accepted his news. How could he guess
-how utterly and completely her thoughts were filled with this knowledge,
-the greatest, most wonderful that ever comes into a woman's life?
-
-And so she sat here by her window and watched the figures of the two
-men, both dear to her, but one grown suddenly so wonderfully, so
-inexpressibly dear that the strength and depth of her love almost made
-her afraid.
-
-In spite of the smile he had given Kathleen a while ago, there was this
-morning a cloud on Allan's brow, a weight of care on his heart. He was
-worried and anxious, he wanted to do what was right, he wanted to act
-justly and honourably, and he knew that he was afraid--afraid for
-himself, afraid of a man's weakness, afraid of temptation that he would
-willingly flee if he could.
-
-Long ago he had promised to be open and honest with Kathleen, had
-promised to tell her if that which had been so unreal, so intangible,
-should by any chance become real, and it had and yet he hesitated to
-tell her. It had been so easy to promise then, so difficult to perform.
-But he wanted advice, he wanted help and to whom could he turn if not to
-her?
-
-There was his father.
-
-He looked down at the kindly old face. But would his father understand?
-He doubted it. What patience would Sir Josiah, man of affairs, business
-man and materialist, have with dreams and visions and such-like rubbish?
-Yet Allan had a boyish, and because it was boyish, an honest longing to
-take someone into his confidence, to unburden his mind, to ask advice,
-to share his thoughts with some other and if not Kathleen, who better,
-who more natural than his father?
-
-And so he made up his mind to speak, but hesitated. Twice he commenced,
-twice he branched off lamely into something else.
-
-"What's the matter, Allan lad?" Sir Josiah asked.
-
-"Matter, father?"
-
-"Aye, matter, my son! I know you better than you think I do perhaps.
-You've got something worrying you and that's a fact. Now what is it?
-Is it Gowerhurst, has his lordship been saying anything or--or wanting
-anything, hey?"
-
-"Lord Gowerhurst has----"
-
-"Allan, look here," Josiah took his son's arm and pressed it closely.
-"I know his lordship, he's a gentleman, a man of position, a man of rank
-and title and like that--but he's hard up and when a man's pushed, well
-I suppose he ain't too particular, can't afford to be; it just crossed
-my mind that his lordship might--I say might have asked you, Allan, to
-lend him a helping hand."
-
-"No, no!"
-
-"Well then I'm wrong, but it might happen, and if I turned out to be
-right I wouldn't like you to have to say no to Kathleen's father, boy, I
-wouldn't like that--and it might hurt her, our--our little girl--eh, if
-she knew."
-
-"Our little girl," what a wealth of tenderness and love in those three
-words! It was never "her ladyship" now, it was just that: "our little
-girl." Allan felt something sting in his eyes for a moment, his hand
-rested more heavily on his father's shoulder.
-
-"No, I wouldn't like to hurt her in any way, even that way, Allan,
-so--so if his lordship should--and it seems to me very likely that his
-lordship may--why do you see, Allan, you can draw on me. Of course he
-won't never pay back, that's not to be looked for nor expected and one
-thing he wouldn't expect to get a wonderful lot out of you--so if he
-does ask you must say Yes--up to five hundred, Allan, and then let me
-know quietly, and there you are, there you are, my boy!"
-
-"I wonder if there is another man in all the world like my father?"
-Allan said.
-
-"Bless you, heaps and heaps and a sight better. But there's one thing,
-Allan, there's never a father in this world as knows and loves his son
-as I know and love mine and so--so boy--out with it, out with it now and
-here."
-
-They had come to a shady place, under the tall yews. Here was an
-inviting seat and on the seat Sir Josiah settled himself and drew Allan
-down beside him.
-
-"Out with it--with what, father?" Allan asked lamely.
-
-"Why out with what's worrying you, my boy; do you think I didn't see it,
-do you think when I saw you first thing this morning and took just one
-look at you I didn't see it there--there in your face and eyes? Why
-bless you, of course I did; it ain't money, Allan?"
-
-"No, no!"
-
-"I knew that, then what is it? Not--not trouble, nothing amiss
-with--between you and her?"
-
-"No, thank God!"
-
-"Thank God!" the old man said. "And so--so it isn't that and therefore
-it can't be anything bad--so I'm waiting, Allan, waiting, dear lad, tell
-me."
-
-"Father, if I did you could not understand."
-
-"I'd try, Allan," the old man said simply.
-
-"Then, by Heaven I will tell you, father, and you shall try and
-understand, though--though if you do, you will be more clever than I,
-for I cannot understand." Allan lifted his hand to his head for a
-moment.
-
-"Do you remember something that you told me once about--an ancestor of
-ours--whose name was the same as mine--a labourer here--a gardener, who
-married his mistress' serving maid?"
-
-"And whose son went to London and took over the Green Gates in
-Aldgate--why of course I do!"
-
-"Well," said Allan quietly, "that's it----"
-
-Sir Josiah looked at him. "God bless my soul!" he said, and if ever
-there were mystification on a man's face, it was on his.
-
-"Father, do you believe that the soul can outlast and outlive not one
-earthly body, but many, ten, a hundred, a thousand, that when the body
-perishes as all things earthly must perish, the soul can and does find
-another dwelling place? Ah! I don't make myself clear." He broke off,
-seeing the mystification deepen in the old man's face. "I am afraid I
-never can. Think this out, father, a man dies, the body perishes, but
-the soul, the ego, the spirit lives on. It finds another body, which it
-animates for good or for evil, it completes another life, and then all
-happens over again. Each time the body dies, the soul passes through
-oblivion and returns to earth----"
-
-"Here, here, Allan!" cried the old man. "Here, bless my soul, didn't
-you ought to see someone?"
-
-Allan smiled ruefully.
-
-"Have you never heard of re-incarnation, the re-incarnation of the soul,
-father?"
-
-"No, I can't say as I ever have and I don't know as I ever want to.
-I've only got one life and though I mayn't succeed in many little things
-none too well, I'm trying to do the best I can with it. Looking back--"
-the old man went on, "looking back, Allan, I can say and thank God as I
-can say it that I can't remember ever having done a dirty act or ever
-having played a mean trick on a man or a woman in my life. I accepted
-my body like it was, a loan from God; I've used it and kept it clean and
-when the time comes for me to hand it back to Him, why then I want to
-feel as I can hand it back in good condition and good order--fair wear
-and tear excepted, Allan, and that's how I look at things. I don't
-pretend to know, there's some as does, yet they are only men, the same
-as me and you, dear lad, and they don't know--no one knows--and it's as
-well for us, maybe, we don't! It's a beautiful world and a wonderful
-world and God lent it to us the same as He lent us our bodies to use
-properly, to admire and to make the most of and enjoy. Beyond that, I
-don't seek to know anything, but when my time comes, I want to be able
-to think to myself a prayer, that goes somehow this way--'God, this is
-the body You lent to me, I'm done with it and now I'm giving it back;
-I've tried to keep it clean and honest, I've treated it as if it was
-something belonging to You more than to me--and that I was in honour
-bound obliged to deal with carefully. If there's a Heaven and You know
-best, I hope you'll find a place in it for my soul, because in keeping
-my body clean, oh Lord, I've kept my soul clean along with it!' That's
-how I look at things, Allan, I ain't good at talk of this sort. Maybe
-you'll think I've got funny ideas, so I have, but don't tell me nothing
-about this re-incarnation of yours; I don't hold with it, boy, I don't
-believe in it; if it's true, and it may be, mind you, it may be, it
-isn't for us to know if it's true or not. If it was right, we should
-know, then God would find some way of telling us."
-
-"Perhaps He has!" Allan thought, but he said no more. No, he could not
-tell his father, for his father would never understand!
-
-
-
-
- *CHAPTER XXXI*
-
- *"A VERY WORTHY MAN"*
-
-
-Allan's conscience smote him sorely. He had misjudged and dealt hardly
-with Abram Lestwick. He had thought, had honestly believed, that the
-man had intended drawing a knife on him and in his fury and anger had
-punished his victim unmercifully.
-
-Later, when he had gone carefully over Lestwick's clothing and had found
-no traces of weapons hidden there, he had known his suspicion had been
-unjust. It weighed on his mind, he went over the incident again and
-again. He wondered if he had seriously hurt the man. He felt anxious
-and ill at ease, as must every just man when he is conscious of an
-unintentional act of injustice.
-
-It troubled him the more because he knew that he did not like Lestwick,
-that to a certain extent he shared Betty's antipathy for the man.
-
-Little Betty to spend all her days with Abram Lestwick! That could not
-and should never be.
-
-Yet in this Allan felt himself in the wrong and there was but one course
-open to him. To seek Lestwick out, to admit frankly that he had erred,
-to ask the man's forgiveness and to make amends, if amends were
-possible.
-
-And yet Allan decided that in a way the man deserved all that he had
-got, he had pestered and worried Betty, he had waylaid her, to obtrude
-his hateful love on the frightened, shrinking maid.
-
-"Hang him!" Allan muttered between his teeth. "If he ever does it again
-I--" he clenched his hands and felt very bitter for a moment towards
-Abram Lestwick, then the bitterness was gone. He himself had done
-wrong, had misjudged and therefore only one course was possible to Allan
-Homewood.
-
-Lord Gowerhurst having found another bedroom, where he was not likely to
-be disturbed by sounds of bird life, had decided to stay on for a day or
-two. The country would do him no harm, he would be all the better by
-the change. His appetite was getting to be really quite satisfactory,
-though even at the very worst of time, Lord Gowerhurst was no mean
-performer with the knife and fork.
-
-He had also made the discovery that Allan's butler, the staid,
-deferential and respectable Mr. Howard, had at some time in his career
-been a valet and could still shave with some dexterity and was moreover
-a very polite and capable man, so his lordship took possession of Howard
-and another room and declared his intention of staying till Tuesday or
-Wednesday.
-
-Sir Josiah and Mr. Coombe and the rest were not averse to one day more
-of holiday. The newly installed telephone enabled them to get into
-touch with their City offices, with the result that the little house
-party would not definitely break up till Wednesday.
-
-So Allan, with the weight of his injustice to Abram Lestwick on his
-conscience, set out this Monday morning to do penance.
-
-He knew that Lestwick was employed by Patcham at the Moat Farm. Betty
-had told him. The Moat Farm formed part of the Homewood Estate and
-Patcham was his tenant; what more natural than he should call on so
-worthy a tenant and talk crops and soil and manures and such like with
-him? And then how easily and naturally would slip out a word or two
-about Abram Lestwick. Was he a good man? an honest worker? and if he
-should prove to be these and deserving, Allan must see what he could do
-for the man to make up for the injustice of his treatment of him.
-
-Kathleen followed him out of the breakfast room this morning. Lord
-Gowerhurst was not yet risen and Mr. Coombe had expanded under the
-influence of His Lordship's absence. Mr. Coombe was telling stories of
-high finance. That his stories were interminably long and without any
-point and of no particular interest, did not matter. Coombe was a sound
-man, Sir Josiah honoured him, Cutler and Jobson admired him. Sir Harold
-Scarsdale took no notice of him, so was not bored by his stories.
-Scarsdale was thinking naturally of Kathleen. He thought of little
-else, her manner troubled him. He could not, frankly he could not
-understand her. She was smilingly polite, courteous and considerate,
-she was friendly and sweet to him, and it made him realise that he
-represented nothing at all to her. But she was playing a part, and
-playing it well, he argued with himself. A woman, and a woman like
-Kathleen, could not apparently without effort or sense of loss tear out
-an image that has been enshrined in her heart for ten long years. It
-puzzled him, worried him, even angered him, but he told himself he must
-be patient. His was now the waiting game, and he believed that he had
-but to wait long enough and all that he desired on this earth would be
-his.
-
-So Kathleen followed Allan out into the wide hall and found his cap and
-selected his stick for him and did just those little things that a
-tender, thoughtful, loving woman always does and meanwhile she looked at
-him with a strange wistfulness, a curious pleading in her eyes, eyes
-that told of a hunger and longing in her soul. But he, man-like, was
-blind to it, yet not insensible of her goodness and her thought for him.
-
-To-day she felt a strange unwillingness to let him go, she did what she
-had never done before. She slipped her hand through his arm and walked
-with him down the wide pathway to the gate, the sunshine in her hair and
-on her face. Sir Josiah, bored by Coombe's unending story, yet too
-polite to shew it, watched them from the window, a smile on his face.
-It was good to see them like this--such friends, such comrades!
-
-She wanted to tell him--not of Scarsdale, for that had sunk into
-insignificance now--now that there was something so much greater, so
-much more wonderful for him to know. But not yet, not yet--not out here
-in the sunshine with perhaps someone watching them from the window.
-Presently--presently when they should be quite alone!
-
-So at the gate she paused, she looked at him.
-
-"And once I thought I loved--Harold!" she thought. "Once I thought so
-and now I know--I love----"
-
-"Don't you want me to go out this morning, dear?"
-
-"Oh, yes, yes, you're going to old Custance to talk----"
-
-"No, I'm going to the Moat Farm to see Patcham, it's time I called on
-him. But if you would rather I stayed----
-
-"No!" she said. "Go! Good-bye, Allan!" she added softly.
-
-They would have parted with a touch of the hand as they always did.
-They kissed on rising and on retiring, but at no other time of the day.
-Yet to-day she clung to his hand for a moment, her heart was filled with
-tenderness for him, longing and a desire to keep him that she was too
-unselfish to pander to.
-
-"Why dear----"
-
-There was something about her that he could not understand to-day,
-something in the tight hold of her hand, in the unwonted colour in her
-cheeks, the wonderful brightness in her eyes.
-
-"It is nothing, dear, go--good-bye!" she said, yet as she spoke she
-lifted his hand and held it against her soft cheek, just for a moment
-and then would have turned, yet before she did, he caught her
-suddenly--why he did not know--it was a moment of passion irresistible,
-something that came so swiftly that he could not question it, could not
-understand it. He caught her and held her and kissed her and then
-quickly let her go and without a word went striding forth, conscious of
-a feeling of shame, as though he had offered her insult.
-
-And she stood looking after him, her hands pressed against her breast,
-her eyes wide. Not once did he turn; had he done so perhaps he might
-have seen, might have understood the longing in her eyes, the hunger for
-the love that he never dreamed she needed.
-
-Allan walked on quickly. A woman in moments of mental stress can find
-relief in tears, a man more usually in violent movement.
-
-He was a little shaken, a little unnerved, greatly surprised at himself.
-Why had he done that, why had his heart leaped suddenly at the touch of
-her soft cheek on his hand, why had he--done what he had done? Yet,
-having done it, regretted nothing. It seemed to him that from that
-moment Kathleen held a new interest for him. He had regarded her as
-friend and companion--from this moment on he knew that she meant more
-than this to him.
-
-Farmer John Patcham received him courteously, with a deference and
-respect that had nothing whatever of servility about it.
-
-"'Tis a fine marning," he said, "and I be just going to have my usual
-lunch, Mr. Homewood, a very plain and simple lunch it be, just a glass
-of ale and a plum-heavy, very partial I be to plum-heavies and there's
-no one in all Sussex makes 'em better than my wife, so if you'll join
-me----"
-
-Allan did. They sat in the somewhat stuffy little parlour, the window
-of which remained hermetically sealed, summer and winter, and drank good
-brown beer and ate those Sussex cakes that for some reason have never
-achieved the fame of the cakes of Banbury or the Buns of Bath.
-
-And over their cakes and ale they talked and Allan surprised the farmer
-somewhat by the depth and advancement of his knowledge.
-
-"You been getting your head laid alongside old Custance now I'll be
-bound," he said, "wunnerful advanced man Custance be, as sets great
-store on book larning to be sure. But if so be you be minded to try hop
-raising in this part of Sussex, Mr. Homewood, I say give it up! 'Tis
-the soil, sir, 'tis the soil! Hops be all right for Kent and the
-Midlands, but--" and so on and so on, from hops to manures, chemical and
-otherwise, to tithes and land taxes, to red cows and brindled cows and
-the swine of Berkshire and of Yorkshire, on all of which subjects Mr.
-Patcham laid down the law and smote the rickety round table with a heavy
-hand, to drive his points home.
-
-"Flints," said Patcham, "flints be the cussedest things, wunnerful how
-flints du crop up. Clean a field, pick it, hand-pick it of flints,
-clear out every flint there du be and in three months what du 'ee find?
-Flints, sir, bushels of 'em, tons of 'em! In some counties it du be
-fuzz and Sussex has its share of fuzz, come to that, but flints--I were
-but saying to Abram last Saturday--no, 'twere Friday----"
-
-"Abram--that is Abram Lestwick, isn't it?" Allan asked. "He works for
-you?"
-
-"Aye, Abram be my right hand man, straight he be, straight as an arrer,
-honest as the day be Abram, not a drinking man, quiet and respectable
-like in his manners, never an angry word or a cross look do 'ee get from
-Abram Lestwick. Lucky I be to have such a man!"
-
-"Ah!" Allan said.
-
-"No one ever did see Abram lose his temper----"
-
-"I have," thought Allan, "but it was pardonable."
-
-"Soft spoken and gentle, but a wunnerful hand with the men, reg'lar to
-Church and walking in the fear of the Lord du be Abram Lestwick, and wi'
-sheep never a man to compare wi' he--whether it be lambing time or
-shearing, a born shepherd be Abram!"
-
-"And a good reliable man?"
-
-"There ain't one to come nigh nor near to him," said Farmer Patcham, "a
-good wage du I pay he and worth it every penny he be--thirty-five
-shillings and a cottage to hisself, no less. And what the maids be
-about, beats I and the Missus too, a hard man to fault," went on
-Patcham, "a very hard man to fault, sir, and you'll believe me. My
-Missus and the maids here du complain a bit about they hands of his,
-restless hands as you may have noticed, sir, but what's that, all said
-and done? And now, maybe, you'll take a look round the farm?"
-
-Allan took a look round the farm and saw a back view of Abram in the
-rick yard, but Abram never turned and apparently did not notice the
-visitor.
-
-"A good man," Patcham said, "a reliable, trustworthy, honest, sober man,
-likely to make his way in the world. No frequenter of the ale-house and
-a regular churchgoer, a man with rare and wonderful knowledge of the
-soil and of sheep. Hi, Abram, Abram, my lad, come 'ee here! Here be Mr.
-Homewood a-hearing all about 'ee from me!"
-
-Very slowly Abram turned his discoloured face, his attitude was of
-intense humility, he seemed to cower, his furtive hands wandered up and
-down the edge of his waistcoat, yet never once did he look into Allan's
-face.
-
-"Why, Abram lad, 'ee've been in the wars, surely!" cried Patcham. "What
-hev come to your face, lad?"
-
-"An accident," Abram mumbled, "a blundering fellow, I be in the dark,
-Mister Patcham!"
-
-Patcham smiled. "Had it been any other than 'ee, Abram, I would say it
-were through fighting."
-
-Allan looked at his victim, he felt a strange pity, mingled with an
-invincible repugnance. The man looked so inoffensive, so humble, even
-servile and yet--Allan's attention was directed to those strangely
-restless hands; he found that they attracted and held his eyes. He
-remembered how Betty had cried out in fear and horror of those same
-hands. Poor little Betty, never, never, Allan resolved, should those
-hands touch the child, if he could prevent it!
-
-"I would like to speak to Lestwick, Mr. Patcham," he said, "if I have
-your permission?"
-
-"Oh, aye, of course, why not?" said the farmer, looking a little
-surprised. "Do 'ee mean alone, sir?"
-
-"Yes, alone!"
-
-Patcham eyed Allan a little resentfully, a little suspiciously. "I
-hope," he began, "I hope, Mr. Homewood, as 'ee've got no idea o' trying
-to get Abram away from me? I've spoke out for he and spoken as I did
-find, but----"
-
-Allan smiled. "Have no fear, I want to speak to Lestwick on an entirely
-different matter."
-
-Patcham's face cleared as he walked away. "Now I du wonder what he can
-have to say to Abram?" he thought.
-
-And now the two were left together and Allan, looking at the abject,
-servile creature before him, felt suddenly tongue-tied. He was
-conscious of a feeling of hot shame. Those unsightly marks, those livid
-bruises were his work, the work of his fists. How desperately he must
-have punished the man in his rage.
-
-"Lestwick--I have something to say to you, an apology to make, I wish to
-ask your pardon."
-
-The wandering eyes were lifted for a moment to Allan's face, then
-dropped again, the hands were at their nervous work.
-
-"I misjudged you and in my anger treated you roughly, for which I am
-deeply sorry," said Allan, eager to make his amends and be done with it,
-for he could not but be conscious of his great and growing repugnance
-and repulsion for the man.
-
-He waited, but Abram said nothing, he stood there mute, his eyes seeming
-to search the ground about him.
-
-"You misled me--when we--when you and I--on Saturday night, when we
-fought, I mean--I say you misled me, I thought you had a knife and
-thinking so I struck you hardly. I am sorry for it, I made a mistake
-and I wish to ask your forgiveness for what I did."
-
-And still the man did not answer; why did he not speak? What was he
-waiting for, was it----?
-
-A smile came into Allan's face, it was a smile of contempt. He might
-have guessed it, there was only one plaster for such a wound as Abram's.
-He took out his pocket-book and from it a five pound note.
-
-"I hope you will accept this," he said, "and with it my apology."
-
-Abram looked up, his eyes wandered from Allan's face to the outstretched
-hand that held the note. He seemed to hesitate, a convulsion passed
-across his features, then he stretched out his hand suddenly and took
-the note. He did not snatch it, for Abram was ever a polite man, he
-took it gently and looked at it and then--then he tore it, slowly across
-and across and yet again, tore it into small strips that he flung to the
-ground and stamped into the soft earth with his foot.
-
-"I thank 'ee, Mr. Homewood," he said in his low, passionless voice, "I
-du thank 'ee most politely, I du, sir, for your good intentions toward
-I--I thank 'ee, sir, most politely!" And then he turned away and went
-slowly to his work in the rick yard.
-
-Allan stood lost in wonder, he watched the man go, he glanced down at
-the ragged scraps of what had once been a valuable piece of paper,
-trodden into the earth.
-
-So be it! He had done all that he could do, the man had apparently
-refused to accept his apology. Sudden anger came to him.
-
-"Lestwick!" he called sharply. "Lestwick!"
-
-Lestwick stopped, but did not turn.
-
-"I have this to say to you, my man," Allan said hotly, "I injured you,
-under a wrong impression, for which I have expressed regret, but I
-believe, on my soul, that you really deserved all you got. You have
-annoyed and terrorised a girl who has no feeling save of fear and
-dislike of you. In future you will leave her alone; if I find you
-hanging about my house, waiting to waylay Betty Hanson, then I'll deal
-with you again, as I dealt with you on Saturday night. Remember that, my
-man, it's no idle threat!"
-
-Lestwick made no answer, he did not turn, he stood still, as though
-waiting patiently for Allan to complete his remarks, and then when
-silence fell, Lestwick went slowly on his way.
-
-Allan made his way homeward, with a feeling of anger in his breast. He
-had done all that a man might do, and he had been repulsed. No wonder
-that Betty, poor little Betty, felt horror and loathing for the man.
-
-"Is he sane, is he normal?" Allan questioned himself. "There is
-something--about him--" he shuddered. "I can't understand it, I never
-loathed a human being in my life, as I loathe that man, but Betty----"
-
-What could he do about Betty, how unravel the tangle, how straighten out
-that very winding path of the child's life? She loved him, had she not
-said it a hundred times with tears and with pleading? Yet was it the
-real love? The one passion of a life-time? He doubted it, for Allan
-Homewood held himself in no high esteem and could not think of himself
-as one for whom any woman would care deeply. No, it could not be that,
-it must be the strange tie that united them, that lifting of the curtain
-that had revealed to them both a glimpse into some strange past that was
-not of this life.
-
-What, did she want of him? What did she expect, ask of him? But
-whatever it was, how impossible it all was!
-
-To-day he had kissed Kathleen, his wife, as never before had he kissed
-her and remembering this, a softer, more tender look came into his face.
-
-What was Kathleen thinking now? Had he surprised, even frightened her,
-was she hurt or angry, or could she understand and forgive that sudden
-wave of passion that had come to him? Love and passion for her--his own
-wife! His cheeks flushed a little, it seemed to him that all his little
-world was in strange and dire confusion.
-
-Mrs. Hanson, standing at her own gate, tall, erect, and brown of face,
-beady of eyes, bobbed to him an exaggerated respectful curtsey.
-
-Allan lifted his hat to her.
-
-"Good morning!"
-
-"And good morning to 'ee, sir," she said and treated him to another
-curtsey.
-
-"I hope my maid du be conducting herself in a seemly manner and giving
-satisfaction to my lady, sir?"
-
-"Yes!" Allan said; he felt confused before those keen bright eyes.
-
-"A strange, wilful maid her be in many ways, sir, yet her heart be so
-good as gold."
-
-"She is wonderfully pretty, your granddaughter, Mrs. Hanson!"
-
-"Beauty be but a snare and likewise is but skin deep. I set no stores
-by such, 'tis the heart as tells, sir."
-
-"But her heart is good, I am sure." He was talking for the mere sake of
-talking, for an idea bad come into his brain, a little dim and vague as
-yet, but yet an idea that possibly might mean a way to safety for them
-all.
-
-"Good-hearted her may be, but most terribul obstinate and stubborn, a
-perilous obstinate maid, terribul contrairy and self willed her du be in
-many ways----"
-
-"In--in what ways?"
-
-"In marrying," said Mrs. Hanson, "I hev chose for she a good honest man
-as du walk upright in the sight of the Lord, a man as du keep hisself to
-hisself and du keep holy the Sabbath day, reading in the Bible and not
-with an eye to every maid, though there be many wishful of attracting
-his attention. Wonderful partial he be to my Betty tu, wonderful
-partial and keen and eager for she."
-
-"And the man?"
-
-"There bain't a better in all Sussex and yet that perilous obstinate
-maid will hev none of he!"
-
-"Because she may dislike the man!"
-
-"Dis-like, what hev that to do with it, sir? Why should Betty dis-like
-Abram Lestwick--a man earning his thirty-five shillings a week and with
-a cottage to himself and all keen set as he be----?"
-
-"I have seen the man and can understand her dislike for him. He lays in
-wait for her, outside the gates; she is afraid to venture out of nights
-because of this man, whom she fears and hates. And you, can you not
-understand the child's aversion for such a man as Lestwick, Mrs.
-Hanson?"
-
-"That I cannot and will not! A proper man be Abram and rare grateful
-and glad any maid should be attracting the like of he!"
-
-"Betty is neither glad nor grateful, she goes in fear of him, hates him
-and is terrified by the very thought of him--it would be death--do you
-understand, death to the girl to force her into a marriage so shocking!
-Why are you so keen for it? Why do you seek to drive her against her
-own natural inclinations, why--why?" Allan cried hotly.
-
-She eyed him with cold disfavour. What business was all this of his, of
-young Mr. Homewood of Homewood Manor House? She would have looked on
-him with some suspicion, yet there was something so open in his face,
-his anger was so honest, that she could not, even if she would, suspect
-him of an interest in pretty Betty, that reflected no credit on him.
-
-"Abram hev thirty-five shillings a week and----"
-
-"And for thirty-five shillings a week you would force this child to
-marry a man she hates, you would wreck and ruin her life, you would
-drive her perhaps--God knows--to death--to suicide! Can't you
-understand that it is not mere dislike she feels for him, it is hate and
-terror! Thirty-five shillings a week!" He laughed aloud in scorn, he
-flung his head back, his face was flushed, his eyes bright, and Mrs.
-Hanson stared at him in wonderment and with something of anger too.
-
-"Listen to me," Allan said and his voice was more gentle and quiet, he
-looked into the keen, hard, old face. "Listen to me, Mrs. Hanson, you
-are Betty's grandmother. I believe you are her only living relative.
-If you think so highly of thirty-five shillings a week and of a
-cottage--I will make you an offer--" He paused, "I will undertake to
-pay to you as Betty's guardian, a sum that will equal the amount of
-Abram Lestwick's wages. I will find a cottage for you--not here--not
-near here even--and you shall have it rent free, so that Betty may live
-with you and that you shall not torment her further about this man
-Lestwick. Do you understand? I will give to you and to Betty all that
-Abram Lestwick could give, the money and the cottage! And you and the
-girl shall go away from here--away for good. She is young and she is
-beautiful, she will surely find many eager to marry her, and she shall
-choose and pick among them for herself. Do you understand, do I make
-myself plain?"
-
-"Plain--aye, plain!" she said; under the black bodice the thin old
-breast rose and fell, she gripped the rails of the gate and stared into
-his face.
-
-"And why--why are 'ee willing to do this, give this to Betty Hanson, Mr.
-Homewood?"
-
-"To save her from marriage with a man I dislike and distrust, as much as
-she does--for that reason and that reason alone!"
-
-"'Ee be mighty generous, Mr. Homewood!" Her hard voice quivered with
-suspicion, and yet--yet she looked him full in the eyes and he looked
-back at her and there was no shame, no confusion, nothing of the look of
-one who has something on his conscience.
-
-"I--I do not understand--" she said slowly, "I do not understand!"
-
-"No, I do not suppose you do understand. Shall we leave it at that? My
-offer holds good, accept it and make a happy home for the child--but not
-here."
-
-"'Ee du seem mighty set on it not being here!" she said thoughtfully.
-"Mighty set 'ee du be. Does the maid know your intentions to she, sir?"
-
-"No, I had no such intentions just now, the thought has only just come
-into my mind."
-
-She nodded slowly. He had said that she could not understand and he was
-right. Whoever heard the like before? Thirty-five shillings a week and
-a cottage and all--all for nothing! Whoever heard the like before?
-Certainly not Mrs. Hanson.
-
-"All bewildered I be," she said and said it aloud, though it was not
-intended for his ears. "All bewildered and wonder struck I du be!"
-
-"Do you agree, answer me, do you agree to this? Tell me, Mrs. Hanson?"
-
-"But the maid--you du say, sir, she hev not heard?"
-
-"She has not heard, but if you agree, you can tell her yourself, tell
-her this evening and then you shall give me her and your answer."
-
-"If the maid is willing," she said slowly, "though all the same I be
-partial to Abram."
-
-"Her terror of him should have some weight with you. Take her away from
-this place to where she will never see him again, you will?"
-
-She looked at him. "Send the maid to me to-night and I will talk of it
-wi' she."
-
-She stood at the gate, staring down the road after him.
-
-"Thirty-five shillings a week and a cottage--far away from here for
-Betty and for me and for nothing, for nothing! Very bewildered and
-wonderstruck I be!"
-
-And Allan, hurrying homeward, was thinking--if this might be the
-solution, how easy it was after all, freedom for Betty from Abram
-Lestwick--a new life for the little maid among new faces--where
-soon--soon she would forget her dreams in the old garden and him.
-
-And then, when all was done and Betty and her grandmother gone for good,
-he would tell Kathleen; it would be easy to tell her then and Kathleen
-would understand.
-
-
-
-
- *CHAPTER XXXII*
-
- *THE AWAKENING*
-
-
-Bright eyes, the brightest he believed he had ever seen, greeted Allan.
-Eyes so kind, so bright and so tender that he knew before ever a word
-had been spoken that he had not offended, that Kathleen was not angry
-with him, not hurt.
-
-He felt a great wave of relief and then the feeling passed and gave
-place to wonder, because in some subtle way Kathleen had changed. To
-others she was still the Kathleen he knew and loved and respected, but
-to him she had become another being, her eyes were misty and soft and
-tender, for him, there was a rich, rare colour in her cheeks. He felt
-his own heart respond. As they were passing into lunch he touched her
-hand--why?
-
-There was no reason for it, it was just the impulse of the moment, yet
-he felt that he must do it, so he did and she turned and looked at him
-and it seemed to him that the colour deepened in her cheeks and the look
-in her eyes was more tender than ever.
-
-And the touch of that little hand of hers made his heart leap. This was
-no mere friendship, this was no mere liking, no symptom of respect. He
-wondered at himself, wondered at its meaning and as a result he failed
-to hear Lord Gowerhurst, who was addressing himself particularly to
-Allan.
-
-As a matter of fact Lord Gowerhurst, departing on the morrow, found
-himself woefully short of money. He was not in the cue to approach Sir
-Josiah and a timely loan of a comparatively small sum from Allan, a mere
-fifty or even twenty-five, would be agreeable to his lordship. Later on
-Sir Josiah's money bags must be properly besieged, with all due form and
-with a regard to detail for which there was no time at the moment.
-
-"If, therefore, you could give me ah--ten minutes--some time most
-convenient to yourself, my dear Allan--" said his lordship with unwonted
-humility.
-
-"Of course, delighted!" Allan murmured, and was thinking of Kathleen all
-the time.
-
-Had he ever appreciated her properly? Had he ever realised the
-exquisite beauty of her face, a beauty that was spiritual, was of
-expression rather than of mere form and mould of feature. How sweetly
-gracious she was, how charming, not even the loquacious and boresome
-Coombe aroused irritability in her--how his old father worshipped
-her--what a strange, yet perfect understanding there seemed to be
-between them, the old City man of business, of plebeian origin and this
-young and gracious well born lady. Yet they were so obviously and so
-certainly friends, good, close, true friends, with a mutual
-understanding and a mutual love for one another.
-
-So Allan did not make the most agreeable of companions at that meal and
-his lordship felt uneasy.
-
-"I wonder if the fellow suspects I'm going to ask a small loan, a mere
-trifle till I get back to town? Confound it, it's deuced unpleasant for
-a man in my position to--er--place himself under an obligation to a mere
-stripling like this! I can't ask Scarsdale, there's something deuced
-standoffish about the fellow; I almost wish I hadn't taken Scarsdale up
-again, I've got an idea that Scarsdale lets bygones rankle. By George,
-though, I did give him a dressing down in those days, and by George he
-deserved it--asked for it--begad, and got it too!"
-
-Just for a moment Allan had an opportunity for a word with Kathleen when
-lunch was over.
-
-"You--you are not angry with me?"
-
-"Angry?"
-
-Was she a woman of twenty-nine almost, or only a maiden of nineteen that
-suddenly her eyes dropped before his, that suddenly a deep rich colour
-came flaming her face.
-
-"Kathleen--Kathleen!" He caught her hand, he was suddenly in a strange
-tremble, and then in on them burst Mr. Coombe.
-
-"Wistaria, not westeria, Jobson, my boy, if you'd done the gardening
-I've done at Tulse Hill--I--I beg pardon!" stammered Mr. Coombe, taken
-aback.
-
-Kathleen smiled. "You are quite right, Mr. Coombe, it is wistaria!" she
-said.
-
-"I've got one over my house at Tulse Hill," said Mr. Coombe, "with a
-stem, if you'll believe me, as thick as my body!" Which was an
-exaggeration, as Mr. Coombe's body was of no ordinary thickness.
-
-Allan turned away.
-
-"Oh, I forgot--" he said, and his eyes and Kathleen's met. "I saw Mrs.
-Hanson at her gate as I passed and she says if you can spare her
-granddaughter this evening, Kathleen, she would be glad."
-
-"I will send Betty," Kathleen said, "though the old woman was not very
-kind to her, still she is old and alone. Yes, I will see that Betty
-goes!"
-
-His lordship secured his quiet ten minutes with Allan.
-
-"Most foolish and stupid of me, forgot to bring my cheque book, I can't
-think what possessed me--I assure you, Allan, I was astounded at my
-oversight. Of course one can draw a cheque on a sheet of note paper,
-but my Bank don't like it--no, they don't like it, sir--and so--so----"
-
-"I shall be only too pleased to be of service to you," said Allan
-promptly, so promptly that his lordship was a little taken aback.
-
-Yet Allan seemed so ready, so willing--it would be a shameful waste of
-opportunity to make the amount so small as he had originally intended.
-
-"If--if--er--a couple of hundred wouldn't put you to inconvenience----"
-
-"With pleasure," Allan said. "I'll send Howard over to Stretton in the
-car, he'll be able to get to the Bank just in time."
-
-Never in the whole course of his experience, and it had been large, had
-his lordship had such a request granted with such alacrity and
-willingness.
-
-"My dear Allan, 'pon my soul now, 'pon my soul, it is very good of
-you--I take a pleasure, sir, a pleasure in being under an obligation to
-you, even though it is only a temporary one. You're a good fellow,
-Allan, a deuced generous, open-handed good fellow and--and I honour you,
-sir, and your father too, and it's a pleasure and a relief to me, be
-Gad, to think that my girl has entered your family--a family of--of
-gentlemen, be gad!"
-
-"Poor old chap!" Allan thought. "It must be hard for a man in his
-position and of his rank to have to lower himself and demean himself to
-borrow money--" He sighed, and then smiled in wonder at himself that he
-should feel so kindly towards Lord Gowerhurst, for whom he had
-previously felt nothing but aversion and contempt.
-
-But then Lord Gowerhurst was Kathleen's father and for some reason
-to-day that made just all the difference in the world to Allan. So,
-having lent Lord Gowerhurst two hundred pounds, Allan resolved that he
-would say nothing to his own father about it.
-
-Custance claimed Allan that afternoon and when Custance had done with
-him there was barely time to reach home and dress for dinner, so he did
-not see Kathleen till they met at the dinner table. And to-night she
-was looking her loveliest and her best. Even Coombe remarked her
-heightened colour and tried to pay her a clumsy compliment on her looks
-and meeting Lord Gowerhurst's cold stare when half way through his
-speech, faltered and broke down and burst into profuse perspiration.
-
-But Kathleen smiled on him and thanked him and told him in a little
-confidential whisper, that highly pleased Coombe, that she was getting
-to be an old, old woman. In less than eighteen months she would be
-thirty years of age, and though she had not found a grey hair as yet, no
-doubt she soon would.
-
-"Old, my dear--" said Mr. Coombe, and then blushed crimson, "I beg your
-pardon----"
-
-"You have nothing to beg my pardon for--Sir Josiah's friends are
-mine--and if one of them is kind enough to call me my dear, it only
-proves that he likes me and I like to be liked, Mr. Coombe, by my
-friends!"
-
-"And so you are, so you are, and as for getting old, never, you'll never
-be old, you'll be young to the last day of your life, if you live to be
-eighty, and please God you will!" And Mr. Coombe turned deliberately
-and stared Lord Gowerhurst full in the face with an expression that said
-as plain as words--"If you don't like the way I am behaving and if you
-don't like my paying compliments to your daughter--then you can go to
-the deuce and go as soon as you like, my Lord, and be hanged to you!"
-
-Among that company of gentlemen Harold Scarsdale was inconspicuous.
-That he was better bred than Mr. Coombe and Mr. Jobson was obvious, that
-he could talk a good deal better than any of them Allan at least knew,
-but it pleased Scarsdale to hold his tongue and keep himself much in the
-background. From that background he watched Kathleen and the more he
-watched the less did he seem to understand her.
-
-He remembered the passion of the old days, he remembered that scene by
-the lake only two short days ago, how during those two days had she
-changed. She greeted him with a friendly smile, she held out her hand
-to him, she wished him good morning and good night and talked to him of
-trivial, every day things, listening with interest to the few remarks he
-made and that was all.
-
-But she was a woman and he knew little of women, but had read much and
-so had obtained a false impression. She was clever, she was hiding her
-feelings and doing it successfully. When the time came, and it would
-come, then she would fling all pretence to the winds, she would be his,
-he would open his arms to her, the ten years of hunger would be ended.
-
-To-night he sat in his corner and listened to everyone and said little,
-but he was watchful and presently he saw Allan go out and, waiting for a
-time, Scarsdale too rose and sauntered to the window and stepped out
-into the garden.
-
-Allan, however, had not gone to the garden. He remembered that Betty
-was going to her grandmother's to-night.
-
-She would be sure to leave the old woman's cottage by nine. He counted
-on that. He wanted to see her, he wanted to see how she had taken what
-her grandmother would say to her, he wanted to know that Betty would
-realise how sensible the arrangement was and how it would be for her own
-good and happiness in the long run. She was young, a mere child, in
-some far away little village she would begin a new life, unmolested by
-Abram Lestwick, the terror of his presence and his pretensions removed
-for ever from her mind. And far away amid new surroundings, she would
-surely forget in time--perhaps not at once--yet in time, all those
-strange happenings and that strange tie that had drawn Betty and himself
-so closely together.
-
-Allan was not vain, he did not for one moment believe that it was his
-own personality that had attracted Betty, or that he himself--the man he
-was now, had ever awakened any feelings of tenderness and love in that
-little heart.
-
-It was the glamour, the strange mystery, the unsolvable mystery, those
-visions that she--and he too--had seen, that dimly uncertain memory of
-'something' that had been, in the buried and unknown past; it was that
-that had appealed to her as of course it had appealed to him.
-
-So Allan lighted his pipe and strolled away down the dusky road and
-strangely enough had not gone ten paces before he was thinking of
-Kathleen, rather than of her he had come to meet.
-
- * * * * *
-
-Mrs. Hanson sat upright on her stiff old chair, her hands were folded
-primly on her narrow lap, her eyes were fixed in an unwavering stare on
-the closed door.
-
-She was expecting Betty, she had been expecting the girl for the past
-hour. For an hour Mrs. Hanson had sat there listening for coming
-footsteps but hearing only the steady persistent 'tick-tock' of the long
-cased clock.
-
-During that hour Mrs. Hanson had been thinking, she had been asking of
-herself questions, and as the minutes passed the stern old face grew
-graver and grimmer.
-
-Why should he be willing to give to Betty and herself such a mort of
-money. Why should he be wishful of sending Betty to some far off place.
-Why should Mr. Allan Homewood interest himself in the very least with
-the future of Betty Hanson at all?
-
-Questions that Mrs. Hanson could not answer satisfactorily.
-
-"A very pleasant and outspoken young gentleman he du seem--and yet----"
-Mrs. Hanson shook her head. "And yet----"
-
-But the long expected footsteps were sounding, there came a tapping on
-the door. That in itself was unfamiliar. In the old days Betty lifted
-the latch and came in.
-
-Betty came to-night as a visitor, and Mrs. Hanson realised the
-difference.
-
-"Come in," she said, and rose stiffly to receive her visitor. Betty came
-in nervously; she looked at her grandmother, hesitated and then came
-forward and offered a soft cheek.
-
-"You will hev had your tea?"
-
-"Yes grandmother."
-
-"Will you be seated?"
-
-Betty sat down, her nervousness increasing.
-
-Mrs. Hanson stared at the childish pretty face, it was the face of most
-perfect innocence, yet Mrs. Hanson looked with eyes of suspicion.
-
-"The weather be holding up," she remarked, she was a woman who never
-came straight to the matter in hand, as Betty well knew.
-
-"Grandmother 'ee sent for I?"
-
-It was like carrying the war into the enemy's camp.
-
-"True I did send for 'ee," Mrs. Hanson frowned.
-
-"I hev had from young Mr. Allan Homewood an offer with which I be
-greatly surprised."
-
-"From--from----" the colour deepened in the pretty cheeks, a fact that
-Mrs. Hanson's keen eyes did not miss.
-
-"And why pray should 'ee blush at the mention of the gentleman's name."
-
-"I bean't blushing, grandmother."
-
-"And now 'ee be lying as well, Betty Hanson."
-
-Betty hung her head.
-
-"Very distrustful and uneasy I be in my mind, very distrustful. Betty
-Hanson, look me in the eye and answer me this: what be there between 'ee
-and Mr. Allan Homewood?"
-
-"Oh! oh grandmother--there----" Betty was silent, she pressed her hands
-against her breast. "Be-between I and Mr. Homewood grandmother,
-what--what should there be?"
-
-"There should be nothing Miss, but there be! there be, I see it. What
-be he to thee?"
-
-"Nothing, nothing, nothing. Oh grandmother, why do 'ee worry I so? I
-wish--I wish--I hadn't come!"
-
-"If so be as your mind were at rest and your conscience clear, Betty
-Hanson, 'ee wouldn't hev said that! Now answer, answer me and speak the
-truth for I be your dead father's mother and your only living relative I
-be. What be Mr. Allan Homewood to 'ee?"
-
-"Nothing," the girl whispered, "he bain't nothing to I--nothing, and if
-anyone hev told 'ee contrairywise he be a liar!"
-
-"The truth I will hev! nor shall 'ee leave this place----"
-
-Mrs. Hanson rose, she crossed the room to the door and turned the
-ponderous key. "The truth will I hev before I shall allow 'ee to
-depart, what be Mr. Allan Homewood of Homewood Manor House, to 'ee,
-Betty Hanson?"
-
-Betty did not answer. She sat with bowed head, she wrung and twisted
-her hands.
-
-"I--I did see he--of nights of moonlight--nights in--in the old garden,"
-she whispered.
-
-Mrs. Hanson bristled, she sat upright: "'Ee did see him of nights in the
-old garden! Oh! shame on 'ee shame----
-
-"So this be the meaning of your perilous bad conduct, slipping away out
-of the cottage of nights to--to meet--a man, a man! Terribul deceitful
-and deceiving 'ee've been all this while, terribul and shameful and
-perilous Betty Hanson."
-
-"'Twasn't a man I went to see," Betty cried, "Grandmother 'twere no
-man."
-
-"No man and 'ee said with your own lips----"
-
-"Grandmother, 'ee can never, never understand--it--were a--a ghost----"
-
-Mrs. Hanson fell back on her chair, her black eyes blazed in
-indignation.
-
-"'Ee've said enough, either 'ee be daft or the greatest liar as I ever
-did hear on, a Ghost! 'ee wicked deceitful maid, a ghost indeed!"
-
-"Grandmother, 'ee could never, never understand. I'll try and make 'ee,
-but I know----" Betty shook her head, "'ee never will. 'Twasn't
-Allan----"
-
-"Allan," Mrs. Hanson lifted her two hands.
-
-"'Twasn't Allan, I did see in the old garden, but a ghost I see him and
-others, fine ladies and gentlemen all in strange clothing, Grandmother,
-and Allan he were for ever digging, he in his old brown suit wi' the
-brass buckles to his shoes and----"
-
-"Betty Hanson, stop, stop, this minit; not another word will I sit here
-and listen to, I hev made up my mind.
-
-"This day, this man, this Allan, as 'ee do so shamelessly call him, made
-an offer to me. A fine offer that I did greatly mistrust. 'Tis
-this--take the child--away he said, take her far away, don't worrit her
-wi' Abram Lestwick, and I will allow 'ee and her tu, the thirty-five
-shillings a week, the same as Abram's money and a cottage all for
-nothin' so as 'ee du take she far away from Homewood."
-
-"Oh! oh! he said that?"
-
-"Aye he did, my maid, which du mean as he be tired of 'ee, tired, 'ee
-hear me, tired as men du tire of women like 'ee."
-
-Betty lifted her head slowly, she looked at the grandmother and her
-pretty face blazed with sudden anger. She rose:
-
-"Grandmother, 'ee be a wicked woman, a bad despiteful wicked woman.
-What 'ee hev said, shames 'ee more, more than it does me, shames 'ee,
-and--and----" she broke down suddenly, she sank back sobbing on to the
-chair, she rocked to and fro. "'Ee could never, never understand
-'twasn't Allan, yet 'twas Allan and I know he were something to I,
-something very, very dear and precious he were to I. But oh! oh! 'ee
-could never understand."
-
-"I du understand this," Mrs. Hanson said, "I do understand that 'ee
-shall marry Abram Lestwick. An honest and upright man, and 'ee shall
-never take money from him as 'ee du most shamelessly call Allan, never,
-nor I. Money taken from he would choke me, 'twould spring up like the
-tares and choke me."
-
-Mrs. Hanson pointed a bony finger at the girl.
-
-"'Ee shall marry Abram Lestwick a good man and honest, 'ee shall become
-his wife. I hev said it, and I say it again and I shall listen to no
-more of this nonsense, and as for Mr. Allan Homewood for all he be a
-frank and outspoken gentleman and lib'ral wi' his money, I would take
-shame to myself to accept of anything from he, nor allow 'ee to do
-likewise. Marry Abram Lestwick 'ee shall----"
-
-"I never will," Betty leaped up, her face convulsed, "I never will, I
-bain't your grand-darter any more, I bean't nothing to 'ee, I wunt
-listen to 'ee! I wunt! I be free, free--and----" she turned and darted
-to the door, she wrenched at the heavy old key and turned it, just as
-Mrs. Hanson rose and came stiffly to prevent her.
-
-But Betty, younger and more active succeeded, she tore the door open and
-in the open doorway turned:
-
-"I bain't your grand-darter anymore! I be free of 'ee, I wunt marry
-Abram Lestwick, I--I'll be--damned if I du."
-
-"Stop!" Mrs. Hanson said in a voice of thunder, but Betty did not, she
-turned and fled into the night and the old woman unable to pursue stood
-there shaking and quivering with honest indignation.
-
-"De-fiant her be, perilous defiant and hev soiled her lips wi' foul and
-unseemly words, her henceforth be no granddarter of mine. From this
-moment I du renounce she."
-
-Sobbing, panting, her little heart labouring, down the road sped Betty,
-and then suddenly she saw him coming, slowly towards her, and to him she
-ran with eager outstretched hands and a little cry of joy.
-
-"O Allan, Allan be 'ee come to meet I? O Allan, I be all upset and put
-about, I be----"
-
-"Betty--why Betty child, what is it, what has--come," he added as she
-clung to his hand sobbing like a broken hearted child.
-
-"Be kind to me, be kind to me, for I be all broken hearted," she pressed
-her tear-stained face against his sleeve.
-
-"Allan, I be all broken hearted. Her be harsh and cruel wi' me, and
-said--said things--things--Oh!" she pressed her face tightly to his
-sleeve, to hide the hot flush of shame that came to her.
-
-"Hush little girl, hush," he said, "don't cry, did your grandmother tell
-you what I suggested about--about you and her going away----?"
-
-"She told me--she told me, and she said she wouldn't hev it, she said
-that I must marry Abram."
-
-"You never shall, Betty, don't cry, I swear before Heaven you never
-shall, trust me, rely on me in this, for rather than that, I would kill
-the man, kill him with my two hands. Betty, you hear me?"
-
-"Aye I hear 'ee; say it again Allan, say it over again, say as 'ee would
-kill he, rather than I should marry he."
-
-"I mean it, and it shall never be, and your grandmother then will not
-agree to my plan. Well, it does not matter, you will be perhaps happier
-without her, I shall find some place where neither your grandmother nor
-Abram Lestwick will trouble you, with people who will be good and kind
-to you and will make your life happy. Your future shall be protected,
-too."
-
-"Let me stay. Let me stay here, and bide with 'ee, don't, don't send me
-away from 'ee Allan, don't 'ee send me away."
-
-"Hush," he said. "Hush," he was bitterly disappointed, he had thought
-all arranged, and now--but her pitiful crying wrung his heart, poor
-little maid, poor dear little soul, he put his arm about her and tried
-to soothe and quiet her.
-
-"Betty, Betty, don't cry, don't cry, it hurts me to hear you cry and
-child, try and understand how--how impossible it all is. There is no
-other way, you yourself will see it and understand it presently."
-
-"Don't send me away from 'ee for I shall die, I shall die if 'ee do."
-She was nestling close to him, holding his hand in both her own,
-pressing it against her wet cheek.
-
-Supposing someone should happen down the road and what more likely--oh
-no, this would never do.
-
-"Come, Betty! Come, be brave, we must talk of this."
-
-Not far away was the little green gate, and he drew her towards it and
-in the deep shadows of the wall a man flattened himself against the
-brickwork and held his breath as they passed him so closely, that he
-might have stretched out his hand and touched them as they went, a man
-who was shaking strangely with passion and whose eyes gleamed from the
-dark shadows. And then the little green door opened and took them and
-Abram Lestwick stepped into the roadway.
-
-"Pleasant spoken," he said. "Aye, pleasant spoken he be. Pleasant
-spoken!" He repeated the words a score of times, he went to the green
-door and his hands worked with it. He fingered the heavy old nail heads
-with which it was studded.
-
-"Very, very pleasant spoken he be--robbing me of
-she--robbing--robbing----." He scratched at the paint with his nails,
-then muttering to himself, turned away and went down the road.
-
-Allan led Betty into the garden, he led her along the path between the
-tall yews and as they walked he spoke to her. It was difficult, yet it
-must be done. His heart yearned to her in pity--the spell of her, the
-fascination of her was on him, but he fought against it--her childlike
-weeping set him longing to take her in his arms, to comfort her, hold
-her, kiss her tears away, for the weeping of women and of children
-always affected him greatly.
-
-"Betty, don't cry, Betty listen to me. Be reasonable, be sensible my
-dear, listen----."
-
-"O Allan, oh sir, that you--that you of all should turn against thy
-Betty."
-
-His Betty--what memories the words awakened, memories of this same
-garden, of a little maid in quaint mob cap, with pretty mittened hands
-and eyes all ashine with love--for him--Thy Betty, that maid had said as
-she, by his side, had said it but a moment ago--His Betty!
-
-Perhaps the devil walked with them that night along the path under the
-dark yews, perhaps he tapped Allan on the shoulder and whispered in his
-ear.
-
-Allan turned to her suddenly, he gripped her wrists, he tore her hands
-away from her face, his voice was harsh, as unlike his own voice as
-voice could be.
-
-"Listen, you--you must--this--this cannot go on. What the past held,
-God knows--yet whatever it held, it cannot and shall not influence the
-future. I have a wife, I am bound in honour to her, in honour to you,
-Betty. Hush, leave off crying, you hear me?"
-
-She was frightened by the stern authority in his voice and left off her
-whimpering.
-
-"What I am doing, what I want to do is for your own sake, and for mine
-because you are young and well nigh friendless and very beautiful,
-because I too am young and--and afraid, yes afraid--Betty."
-
-"Oh Allan, of--of me?"
-
-"Yes of you, and for you Betty, I want you to be happy and, dear, I want
-happiness myself. This old garden, the garden here about us has meant
-so much to us both, better dear that you should go and never see it
-again, for then in time you will forget, and the love you speak of is
-not real, it cannot be real, it is born of dreams Betty and like a dream
-it will pass."
-
-"Why--why when I du love----"
-
-"You know why, because I have a wife, because I love her and honour her
-and would sooner cut off my hand than cause her one moment of shame, of
-pain or unhappiness."
-
-He bent nearer to her, he could see her face glimmering white so near to
-his, so tempting, yet he was not tempted.
-
-"It means her happiness, do you know why--because--and God knows that I
-speak without vanity, but very humbly, because I believe that she loves
-me--how could I hurt her through you, would you hurt her?"
-
-"I would die for her!" She wrenched her hands free from his, she stood
-before him.
-
-"I--I will think of all as 'ee have said to I, sir, and I--I will try
-and bring myself to thy way of thinking and I--I will try and bring
-myself to--oh no, no! I can't, I can't!" She broke down, sobbing
-wildly, then suddenly gained control of herself. "I will not--not
-trouble thee any more, sir."
-
-"Betty, listen," he put his hands on her shoulders and held her. "Take
-time, take time, think this over, to-day is Monday, in three days, not
-before three days, you will make up your mind, Betty, come to me--here
-in this place--in three days--on Thursday night at this hour, come and
-tell me then, child, that you will be wise and sensible."
-
-"I--I will come to 'ee here in three days----" she said slowly, "and
-then I will tell 'ee, sir, what I shall do,--in three days--good night!"
-She turned away, standing there he heard her go and heard a strange
-little moaning noise coming back to him from out the darkness as she
-went.
-
-So, after waiting a time, he too turned towards the house and passed
-down the wide flagged pathway, and the man on the stone bench by the
-sundial let him pass unchallenged.
-
-
-
-
- *CHAPTER XXXIII*
-
- *BY THE LAKE*
-
-
-Lord Gowerhurst made an affecting little speech, for the time of parting
-had come. Sir Josiah's big car, all spick and span, with the
-respectable Bletsoe at the wheel, was waiting outside the hall door, so
-too was Mr. Coombe's automobile, which seemed to require some of its
-owner's attention at the last moment, for Mr. Coombe was only visible as
-to his legs and feet, the rest of him being out of sight under his car.
-
-"This visit, a trifling thing perhaps to you, my love, has been to me
-like an oasis, a green and fragrant oasis be-gad, an the desert of my
-life! I am leaving my dear, dear daughter----" his lordship turned his
-fine eyes upwards and his voice shook with noble emotion. "I am leaving
-my dear, dear daughter surrounded by love and happiness, I am leaving
-her in her pretty little home----." He spoke of the place as though it
-were a cottage, to impress Messrs. Cutler and Jobson with the idea of
-his own magnificence--"and I----" he sighed, "I go back to my quiet
-humdrum life, my poor chambers, my loneliness! Often and often as I sit
-alone in my rooms, I shall picture you and this home of yours to myself.
-I am an old man, an old man my dear, and my time--may not be long----."
-He sighed deeply, there were tears in those fine eyes of his. Kathleen
-was very patient, she knew her father's love for these tender,
-meaningless speeches, she bore with them as she bore with him, with a
-sweet untiring patience.
-
-But he had done at last, he had taken his place in Sir Josiah's car, Sir
-Josiah was seated beside him, Mr. Coombe's arrangements and
-re-arrangements were complete, his oil-smeared countenance was beaming,
-"All aboard!" he cried. "All aboard! You're coming with me this time,
-Cutler, eh? We'll shew 'em the way, my boy!"
-
-"Good-bye, Allan, my lad, good-bye and thank 'ee, thank 'ee for a very
-happy time and good-bye, Lady Kathleen, and thank you too for a time as
-I shan't forget in a hurry!"
-
-Jobson tried to make a little speech, but broke down through
-nervousness.
-
-But Kathleen saved him all embarrassment. "It's been splendid having
-you and when you are gone I shall miss you all terribly, terribly, and
-you must all promise to come again soon, very soon, Mr. Jobson, and you
-Mr. Coombe, and you Mr. Cutler!"
-
-"Just ask me, my Lady, just give me the chance, that's all!" shouted Mr.
-Coombe--"Don't forget my telephone number, City double three double five
-one four----"
-
-"I think, sir," said Bletsoe, "as we'd best let Mr. Coombe get away with
-his little lot first, we won't want their dust all the time, nor yet
-have him trying to pass us every two minutes."
-
-"Quite right!" said Sir Josiah. "Yes, by all means allow Mr. Coombe to
-get away!"
-
-"I shall feel no personal grief if Mr. Coombe gets entirely away!" said
-his lordship. He did not like motoring, but the lift that Sir Josiah
-had offered him had been accepted. It meant that he would not have to
-purchase a ticket to Town.
-
-"Good-bye father, good-bye dear Sir Josiah!"
-
-Kathleen had clambered on to the running board of the car like any young
-girl for a last kiss. His lordship disapproved of exhibitions of
-affection before menials, he waved a white hand.
-
-"Good-bye, dear child!" But Sir Josiah was not to be deprived of his
-kiss.
-
-"It's all right, Bletsoe!" he said at last with a sigh, "I think Mr.
-Coombe has got well away."
-
-They had stayed late, would have stayed later, but for his lordship's
-anxiety to be back in town. As it was, the sun was near its setting,
-the sweet mellow glow of the evening was on the earth, and the distances
-were purple against the red and yellow sky.
-
-They stood in the roadway, waving, Allan and Kathleen and Scarsdale.
-She could have wished that he had gone with them and mentally took
-herself to task for her lack of hospitality.
-
-And now the white dust whirled up by the stout tyres of Sir Josiah's
-car, blotted it out. It was gone and Kathleen slipped her hand through
-Allan's arm.
-
-Scarsdale saw it. It was done so spontaneously, it seemed so natural
-that it angered him, his face stiffened. She had married the fellow for
-money, for nothing else, why did she find it necessary to make such
-pretence with him? It was mere acting, he knew that, yet he felt she
-over-acted the part and she fell a little in his estimation, though his
-love for her and desire of her was no less than before.
-
-A man with bent head trudged past them down the road, he lifted his hand
-to his hat and touched it as he went, yet never gave them a glance. His
-hand, having reached his hat, remained with it for some moments, his
-fingers fumbling at the brim, then he was gone.
-
-"Who was that?" Kathleen asked.
-
-Allan hesitated for a moment.
-
-"A man named Lestwick--he is----"
-
-"Oh I know, so that is the man, Allan! I can understand that child's
-feeling, I don't like him, I don't like him, there is something about
-him----"
-
-Kathleen's eyes followed the black figure down the road. "I don't know
-why," she said, "it may be unjust and probably is, but I--I seemed to
-feel a chill, a sense of dislike, of distaste as he passed us by!"
-
-"Poor wretch, he is to be pitied since Kathleen dislikes him!" Scarsdale
-said and a note of irony and sarcasm crept into his voice, which she
-detected in a moment and her cheeks flushed a little.
-
-"I am sorry," she said gently, "I may be mistaken, I hope I am, one is
-often mistaken in one's likes and dislikes, it is not well to trust too
-much to instinct!"
-
-"What did she mean?" Scarsdale wondered, but he said nothing and they
-went back into the house, the house that seemed strangely deserted and
-silent.
-
-When the friends, whose pleasant voices have sounded in the rooms, have
-gone their ways, like them much or little as we may, there is always a
-sense of loneliness and desertion about the place. Who can tell if the
-hospitable door will ever open to them again? Noisy Mr. Coombe and
-embarrassed Mr. Jobson--we have no great affection for them perhaps, yet
-because they were here a while ago and the place seems empty without
-them, we can spare them a passing regret, we can admit to ourselves that
-we miss them just a little.
-
-"You will find it a little dull now, I am afraid Harold," Kathleen said.
-
-"I shall not find it dull here!"
-
-"Dull----" when she was near, perhaps that was what his words meant to
-convey, but Allan, who heard them, noticed no double meaning, no
-particular tenderness underlying the words.
-
-"Allan must neglect Mr. Custance a little now and give you more of his
-time."
-
-"If you say that then you will make me feel that I am not wanted. I
-should hate to think that you regard me as a person who must be
-entertained. If I thought that my presence here, Homewood, made the
-very smallest difference to your arrangements, then I should want to
-leave you at once!"
-
-"And I hope that you won't think of leaving for a long while to come,"
-said Allan heartily.
-
-"But you must--must give him a little more time, Allan," Kathleen said
-presently. "He is your guest----"
-
-"But your old friend, dear, you and he have far more to talk about than
-he and I could have! You have the past to dig in!" He smiled.
-
-The past--how little he knew! Her heart smote her. She ought to have
-told him and yet, after all, how little was there to tell? The man she
-had loved had come back and she had discovered that she had lived in a
-fool's paradise, that she had not loved the man, but rather had loved
-her love for him, had idealised it and had made of it the sweetest,
-holiest and best thing in her life. And now at last with eyes open and
-clear, she could see that her gold had been tinsel after all, her
-flowers so fresh and glorious and beautiful had been but poor
-counterfeits of paper or coloured rag, the hero so noble, so brave, so
-unselfish and splendid, whose image she had enshrined in her heart was
-after all but a very ordinary man, very weak and selfish and lacking all
-those fine qualities with which in her heart she had endowed her
-childhood's knight.
-
-And now the guests were gone, all but Harold Scarsdale--and how she
-wished that he too had gone with the others--She and Allan were alone
-and the time had come to tell him that wonderful news!
-
-And because the time had come, there came to Kathleen a thousand fears.
-There came too a strange sense of modesty, a shrinking that would not be
-there if only he loved her. If only he loved her--would he be glad,
-glad and proud, or would he be sorry and disappointed, worst of all
-perhaps he would be indifferent! And that would be the hardest, the
-cruelest thing of all to bear.
-
-Yet she must tell him.
-
-To-night, yes to-night, and yet when to-night came she--coward-like--put
-it off.
-
-"To-morrow," she said, "I will tell him in the sunshine in the garden,
-so that I may watch his face and know--know without spoken words what
-his thoughts and feelings are----"
-
-So to-night she lay sleepless beside him, torturing herself with those
-fears that come to a woman who loves, torturing herself till at last her
-nerves were all unstrung and she could lie here no longer. So she rose
-softly, not to waken him, and went to the window and stared out into the
-glory of the brilliant night.
-
-Somewhere far away was her father, probably playing cards in his Club or
-billiards. How idle were those fine sentimental touching speeches of
-his, how little she believed in them! She drew her thoughts away from
-her father, they followed old Sir Josiah instead.
-
-How fine and good and noble he was, how sincere and honest! And what he
-was, she knew that Allan was too, generous and honourable, kind of
-heart, true--true as steel! What wonder then that she should love him,
-that her love for him should awaken--
-
-Her thoughts were interrupted, from the dark shadows in the garden below
-there came in the stillness of the night a little moaning, sobbing cry.
-Kathleen was startled.
-
-She was a woman and therefore not without superstition, what good,
-honest, tender woman has not some trace of superstition in her mind?
-Just for a moment Kathleen held her breath and listened intently. Again
-she heard the sound and at the same time a light footfall and then,
-watching, she saw a little figure come creeping from out the shadows
-into the white path of the moon.
-
-Betty--she knew the child in an instant--Betty out at this hour, Betty
-in some sore trouble, crying to herself! She had a mind to call softly
-to the girl, yet did not, for fear of waking him. So she sat for a
-moment or so and watched the girl go slowly down the paved pathway and
-then Kathleen made up her mind. She rose, she thrust her white feet
-into slippers, she threw a dressing gown on and went creeping down the
-silent stairs.
-
-Softly she drew back a bolt and turned a key and opened a door that gave
-on to the garden.
-
-The radiant light of the moon flooded the place, all save under the tall
-yews, where the shadows lay blackly. But of the girl she could see
-nothing, yet had noted the way she had gone.
-
-Like a ghost herself, a very lovely spirit all in white, her little
-woollen slippers making never a sound on the old flagged pavement, she
-sped on her way.
-
-The moaning sobbing cry had awakened every sympathy in her heart, she
-was filled with womanly tenderness and pity. "Poor child, poor pretty
-child!" she thought and so hurried on, looking eagerly for the little
-lonely figure. Then presently Kathleen paused, she stood still, she had
-meant to call softly to Betty, yet did not, for she heard the moaning
-and crying near at hand now.
-
-"Afraid--oh afraid--terribul, terribul afraid I be!" the broken voice
-whispered. "But I must. Oh, I must, I hev made up my mind to it and I
-must!"
-
-Half a dozen noiseless steps and Kathleen saw her. The girl stood on
-the brink of the pool, her hands clasped over her breast.
-
-"Afraid, oh terribul, terribul afraid I be!" she whispered and repeated
-the words again and again. Then she thrust out one bare foot and
-touched the inky water with it and drew back with a low cry of fear.
-
-"But I must, I must, 'tis all there be left for I to du now! I must, for
-he does not want me and I can't, oh I can't du what he wishes me, so I
-must!--I--I be coming to 'ee my little stone maid, perhaps 'ee always
-knowed as I would come to 'ee one day--I be coming now, I be coming now!
-It seems as 'ee always meant something to me, little stone maid standing
-there, seems to me now as 'ee always called to me to come and I be
-coming now--now----" She stretched out her hands and suddenly uttered a
-stifled shriek for she felt strong tender arms about her, felt herself
-dragged back from the water's edge and then all in a moment she was
-sobbing out her breaking heart on Kathleen's breast.
-
-For many minutes Kathleen let the girl weep on unrestrainedly, for she
-knew it for the better way. Let her shed her tears, since she could,
-and when they were passed the little troubled heart would be all the
-easier for them.
-
-So with Kathleen's arms about her, Betty wept softly, clinging to the
-other woman as to one to whom she looked for love and help and
-protection and did not look in vain.
-
-And then, little by little, Kathleen drew her away from the pool, drew
-her presently to the stone bench beside the sundial and made her sit
-beside her.
-
-"Why Betty, why were you going to do that--that wicked thing?" Kathleen
-whispered. "No, child, keep your face against my breast, tell me while
-I hold you! You are safe with me, little Betty, you know that, child,
-don't you?"
-
-"Oh safe--safe wi' 'ee, safe wi' 'ee!" the girl moaned.
-
-"Why did you wish to do that?"
-
-"There were nothing left for I to du. Oh I didn't want to, for I were
-afraid, most terribul afraid--I were, but--but it seemed I must, 'twas
-as if the little stone maid were calling to I, just--just as she used to
-call to I of moonlight nights when I were in my grandmother's cottage,
-but--but 'twas different then--then I had not seen him, only--only in my
-dreams!"
-
-"Seen him?" Kathleen asked softly.
-
-"Allan!" the girl said simply and for the moment seemed to forget that
-it was Allan's wife who held her in her arms.
-
-"Allan?"
-
-"I did see him here, here in the old garden, long, long before he came
-here to live, many times I saw him digging at they flower beds, him all
-in brown wi' queer brass buckles to his shoes, and his hat all dragged
-down over his face, strange that I scarce did ever see his face, and
-yet--yet I knew him and when I came to him here in the garden while he
-sat on this very bench I knew--oh my lady, what be I saying, what be I
-saying?"
-
-But Kathleen did not answer. It had come to her with a sudden shock, a
-feeling of desolation, of hopelessness. Allan, her husband, and this
-little maid, this Betty and the old garden! She remembered the dream of
-which he had told her, that night in a London theatre. It was but a
-dream then, a picture out of the past and nothing more and since then it
-had become reality and yet he had not told her as he had promised!
-
-"And I du love him so--so cruel!" the girl sobbed.
-
-Never once while she listened to this confession did Kathleen's arms
-relax their hold on the sobbing girl, yet Kathleen's heart was being
-tortured and wounded by every word.
-
-Allan, her husband, whom she had regarded as the soul of honour--could
-it be--Allan into whose ears she had intended to pour this wonderful
-secret, this secret of a little life yet to be, which belonged to him
-and to her!
-
-"Oh my lady, I be so terribul unhappy!" Betty whimpered, "So terribul
-unhappy for I did think he loved me as I loved him!"
-
-"And--did he not--love you?" Kathleen whispered and wondered at her own
-voice, for it trembled so strangely, it was so filled with eagerness,
-with fear and yet with hope.
-
-"He was mine--mine!" the girl said passionately. "For 'twas he I saw
-here in this old garden many, many times--and I knew him, my lady, and
-yet--yet when I would have felt his kisses on my lips, he held away from
-me--and oh I be all broken hearted, I be, and now he be set against me
-and wishful of my going away for ever, but I can't, I can't, I would
-sooner die! And that night here--here my lady, in the garden, he was
-all stern and angry wi' I! He told me that I must go, that it would be
-for my good and that I should be happy and--and he told me my lady as he
-was afraid of I, afraid--they were his very words!"
-
-"Thank God he was afraid!" Kathleen thought. "Thank God for his fears,
-for they did him honour. Oh I was wrong, he is all I thought him, all I
-believed him, even better, stronger, braver, thank God!"
-
-"And he told me," Betty went on in her low sobbing voice, "that I were
-to come to him here in the garden in three nights, 'twere Monday then
-and to-morrow night I be to see him here and tell him what I will
-do--if--if I will go far, far away and be wise and sensible--but I
-can't--I can't 'twould break my heart!"
-
-"It will not dear," Kathleen said. "It will not, Betty!" Her arm
-tightened about the girl, she was such a child, did not her very
-confession prove it? "It seems very hard to bear now Betty, but you
-must be brave and good and sensible, it will be far, far better that you
-do not see Allan, my husband, again, for it is not for your happiness to
-see him. I do not understand, Betty, nor do I think that even you and
-he understand, it is all so strange--so--so unusual! But I shall send
-you away----" she paused. It was so easy to say "I will send you away,"
-yet where could she send the child? For a moment she pondered and then
-it came to her like a flash of inspiration.
-
-"You shall go away Betty quietly and no one need know of your going and
-to-morrow I will tell him that you are gone and that you and he will not
-meet again. You will be happy, very happy with those to whom I shall
-send you. Will you trust me, Betty?"
-
-"Trust 'ee----." The girl caught her hand and kissed it passionately.
-"And--and bain't I to see him again, never?"
-
-"It will be better not, Betty!"
-
-Betty leaned against her sobbing--"I du love him----" she sobbed, "and
-it will be terribul to go and never see him again!"
-
-"Had you thrown yourself into the water to-night you would never have
-seen him again and you would have caused him grief and sorrow, Betty,
-so--so dear it is better you should go quietly, and live and be happy,
-for you will be happy, child and you will forget! You are only a child,
-Betty, and--and I--I know what a child's love means, it is seldom the
-real love--it will pass, for such love does pass, I know, Betty! And
-then--then one day the real love, the love of all your life will come to
-you and you will look back on these memories and smile at them and when
-that day comes, Betty----" Kathleen's voice shook a little, "then--then,
-child, go down on your knees and thank God that you gave your child's
-love to a good and noble man, a man who respected it--and you--and--and
-was afraid--dear!"
-
-And Betty, if she did not understand, was comforted by the kind voice
-and nestled closer to Kathleen. She dried her tears and presently had
-forgotten them and was smiling, and the little tragedy was past.
-
-
-
-
- *CHAPTER XXXIV*
-
- *THE GOING OF BETTY*
-
-
-"I want, dear Sir Josiah, to feel that the child is happy and well cared
-for, her life here has not been a very happy one, her grandmother was
-trying to force her into marriage with a man she hated, a man I myself
-feel instinctive mistrust of. I send her to you because I know of no
-one so kind, so good, so generous. I know that you will do all you can
-for her. I do not wish her, and I do not think she herself wishes ever
-to come back to Homewood again. She will be happier away from the place
-and so, dear kind friend, to whom I seem to turn instinctively in any
-moment of doubt and anxiety, I leave her in your hands, knowing that all
-you may do for her will be right and for the child's own good."
-
-Kathleen had written the letter to Sir Josiah, she herself had helped to
-pack Betty's little box, she had taken the dependable and
-uncommunicative Howard into her confidence.
-
-"Your ladyship desires me to see the young woman and her box safe to Sir
-Josiah's London house?"
-
-"That is what I wish, Howard, and I wish her going to be kept secret, I
-don't want others to know, it may be difficult, but----"
-
-"It can quite easily be arranged, my lady, no difficulty at all. I'll
-have the closed cab from the village and if your ladyship will be so
-good as to inform the young person she is to walk quietly out of the
-house and to take the Bursdon Road, I will direct the driver to take
-that way, my lady, and pick her up and take her on to Bursdon station
-and catch the three thirty-five for London. It will be right if the
-young person was to start at say half past two. As for her box, my
-lady, I'll manage it, so that no one sees it--anything else, my lady?"
-
-"Nothing, Howard, and I thank you very much, you are very, very
-helpful," Kathleen said.
-
-Just before the half hour after two, Betty sobbing as though her heart
-was breaking, was in Kathleen's room.
-
-"Oh my lady, it be cruel hard to have to go and leave it all, when I du
-love it so and----" she paused and sobbed aloud with many a catch of the
-breath, as a child does.
-
-Yet Kathleen felt as she kissed and comforted the girl that tears so
-easily shed might be just as easily dried, and to prove that she was
-right, in a little while Betty began to dry her eyes and shew interest
-in her destination.
-
-"To think that I be actually going to London, my lady, a terribul long
-way it be and I always wishful of seeing it, though I never--never----"
-and then a fresh torrent of tears and sighs and cries, tears which
-Kathleen wiped away.
-
-"You will be very happy, Betty, and life will be full of interest for
-you. London is a wonderful place, you cannot think how marvellous the
-shops are. Streets and streets of them, Betty--and the people and the
-cars and carriages----"
-
-Betty listened, wide eyed, forgetting her grief again.
-
-"And there be theayters, my lady."
-
-"Many of them and you shall go and see them, Betty."
-
-The girl was actually smiling now and then suddenly, remembering her
-sorrow, she began to cry again. But Kathleen felt no fears. The girl
-was genuine and sincere enough, transparently honest, but she was not of
-those who die of broken hearts.
-
-"Now you will be a good brave girl, you know dear that you must go
-because it will be kinder to--to him--to me and to yourself. You are
-going to someone whom I love very much and who will be kind to you, not
-only because I have asked him to be and for your own sake too, but
-because he is kindness itself. You know, Betty, that you must go, don't
-you? You know, child, that it is not possible that you could stay on
-here, and--and Betty, you are going somewhere where you will never see
-Abram Lestwick, you will be safe from him."
-
-Betty nodded, she even smiled. "Terribul put about and angry will Abram
-be when he finds I be gone and grandmother, her too."
-
-There was mischief and even enjoyment in her smile and Kathleen's heart
-felt eased and at peace. She wanted to play no hard and cruel part in
-this little drama, she did not want the girl to go broken hearted and
-unhappy.
-
-"And now--now Betty, it is time," she said, "time, dear, for you to go,
-you--you quite understand?"
-
-"Oh--oh my lady!" And once more Betty was all tears, the tears rained
-down her face and suddenly she rushed to Kathleen who held out her arms
-to her.
-
-"Good-bye, my dear, good-bye and God bless you and bring you to
-happiness." Kathleen strained her in her arms, held her tightly for a
-moment and then let her go and her own eyes were not dry.
-
-Presently Betty, in her neat little black gown, opened the arched green
-gate for the last time, and of habit peered up and down the road, half
-fearfully, lest someone might be there waiting for her. But there was
-no sign of Abram Lestwick. In the distance she could see the blue smoke
-curling from the chimney of her grandmother's cottage and at the sight
-the tears were gone and the pretty face grew a trifle hard, even a
-little bitter.
-
-"And now we shall see if I be going to marry Abram Lestwick,
-grandmother," she thought, "terribul obstinate I be, yes and contrairy
-and a perilous bad maid, but Abram will hev to look for someone
-else--'Lizbeth Colley, who due bake such wonderful fine currant
-biscuits."
-
-She laughed softly a little laugh of triumph, mingled with grief and
-then--then she stepped out into the white roadway and pulled the gate
-after her. She looked along the high wall of old red brick, over which
-she had clambered--bad, perilous bad maid that she was--many a time.
-The wall was topped now with glittering glass and seeing it the tears
-all came back with a rush and sobs broke from the labouring, childish
-breast.
-
-"Broken hearted I be----" she wailed, "broken hearted and wishful of
-dying--oh--oh never never to see him again, never!" She looked back
-along the road and could see her grandmother's cottage. She pictured to
-herself her grandmother, that stern, unbending woman, sitting in her
-stiff, high backed chair--waiting--waiting for her, waiting to have her
-will with her.
-
-And the thought of the old woman sitting there waiting and waiting all
-in vain banished the tears from the bright eyes.
-
-"She said that I was bad and that I must go and--and so I be going for
-good--going to London. Powerful 'quisitive I be to see what London
-looks like, bigger than Stretton it be, wi' streets of shops and
-theayters and oh!" Her eyes shone, the grief was forgotten, she was
-hurrying on her way down the road now. The red wall had ceased to be
-and it seemed as though the enchantment of the old garden that it
-protected was lifted, for the girl was smiling and her eyes were bright
-with anticipation as she hastened on her way, and never once did she
-look behind her now.
-
-"A child's love!" Kathleen thought, "a child's love, very real, very
-wonderful, with such power to bring grief or joy and yet after all only
-a child's love--mine lasted for ten long years and--and then it
-passed--Little Betty's, how long will hers last? Ten days, ten hours
-perhaps--not longer--poor, pretty, shallow little Betty, yet so
-lovable--and he, my darling, my Allan was afraid--afraid of her for a
-time--yes thank God afraid--and told her so nobly and bravely." She
-smiled at her thoughts and Scarsdale, looking at her, wondered what made
-her smile.
-
-"What are you thinking of Kathleen?" he said.
-
-"Of my husband," she said gently.
-
-Scarsdale turned away, he looked out into the garden. Should he stay,
-was there still room for hope? Was she acting a part as he believed and
-hoped, or did it mean that she had ceased to care, that what she had
-told him there beside the pool was true, that her love for him had died?
-Yet it might not be dead, only slumbering for a while, when she found,
-as she would find, that Homewood was untrue to her, that of nights he
-was meeting a girl, a servant maid in the garden, that he loved that
-girl, what then? Would she not come back to him, eager for his love and
-sympathy and protection? He hoped so and believed so.
-
-"I will wait a while yet," he thought.
-
-They missed the guests of the past few days, these three, as they sat
-down to dinner in the dining room. They missed Sir Josiah, they missed
-noisy genial Mr. Coombe, even they missed his lordship, for on these
-three a silence had fallen and each was busy with his own thoughts.
-
-To-night Betty would tell him, thought Allan, she would tell him that
-she had decided to be, as he had said, sensible and wise.
-
-"To-night," Kathleen thought, "to-night she would tell him all."
-
-And Scarsdale's thoughts were the same. Would she come to him if she
-might come in honour, if the dishonour fell on other shoulders? He
-believed it and hoped it and would hope it till the last.
-
-Kathleen watched Allan that evening, watched him and saw the worried
-anxious look on his face. She knew that he was planning to meet Betty,
-yet surely never a lover went to meet his love with such a look on his
-face as Allan's wore this night? No, he did not love her, he was
-anxious and troubled about her, about the girl herself and her future
-and presently he should know that all was well, that Betty was gone and
-would be happy and cared for.
-
-So when the darkness had fallen completely, she rose and went up to her
-own room and changed from the light dinner dress she had been wearing
-into a plain dark frock.
-
-"Will he be glad and proud, or will he be sorry?" she asked herself.
-Glad and proud--please God he would be glad and proud! And if it
-brought gladness and pride to him, what then? might it not bring love
-also, the love she hungered for, the love her heart craved?
-
-The moon was late rising to-night. There was no light save the dim
-faint light of the stars. Somewhere among the tall trees an owl was
-making its plaintive cry. Kathleen shivered a little at the sound, it
-seemed almost like an ill omen. She knew where he would be waiting and
-then presently in the deep dark shadows under the high old yew hedge she
-found him.
-
-He heard the light footfall, he heard the rustle of her dress and made
-no doubt that it was Betty, for who else would come to him here in this
-place?
-
-"Betty!" he said.
-
-She did not answer him, she stood still, then hesitatingly came forward
-towards him. But he offered her no greeting, he did not hold out his
-hands to her. He seemed even to turn away from her.
-
-"Listen," he said, and did not even look towards her. "I have given you
-time to think, to realise that what I hope to arrange for you is
-all--all for your good. What I said to you that night was true--Betty
-we do not and we should not know what the past held for us, that we do
-know, something of it has only brought us unhappiness and heartache. But
-the past is past, Betty, it belonged to another life, another generation
-and we who stand here to-night have to deal only with the present and
-even more with the future."
-
-Kathleen stood listening, her hands pressed against her breast. Was she
-wrong to listen to him, knowing that his words were meant for other
-ears? If he but turned to her now he might see, dim though the light,
-that it was not the little country girl that he was talking to.
-
-Yet he did not look at her once, but rather at the ground, or away into
-the blue black distance.
-
-"You have told me that you loved me, you have asked me for my love,
-forgetting or not knowing, dear, that I could not give you that love
-with honour. Could I feel such love for you it would but dishonour you,
-dishonour myself--and--and her, Betty, her." His voice shook for a
-moment.
-
-"Once you came to me in a strange vision, a vision out of the long
-buried past. I was heartwhole then--and it seemed to me that some tie,
-some link forged in another life, another existence held us together,
-that vision was very wonderful and very sweet to me, it lived in my
-memory for many and many a long day and then--then it faded, Betty, it
-faded--and the link that was forged in the past was snapped and broken."
-He was silent for a moment and then went on in a lower voice.
-
-"It ended because something came into my life to end it, a greater love,
-something that was not born of visions and fancies and fancied memories.
-That love, Betty, is the most wonderful, the most beautiful thing that
-has ever come to me. It meant my salvation, dear, and yours, it meant
-protection for you and for me. For loving her, loving her----" his
-voice rose, "loving my own wife with all my soul----."
-
-"Allan, my Allan!"
-
-He turned to her with a choking cry, he peered into her face through the
-darkness, and then he took her hands and held them, drawing her closer
-to him till he had clasped her hands against his breast, and all the
-time he looked into the face that was uplifted to his.
-
-"Kathleen!"
-
-"Who needs you, even as you--you love her, Allan, who has come to tell
-you, dear, that she knows all and honours you and respects you and loves
-you with all her heart and soul and is--is proud of you--proud! I sent
-her away, dear, not in anger, but in love. Poor child, I sent her away
-all tears that--that I think will soon be dried and to-night I came here
-to tell you this--to tell you this and--and----" She drew even closer to
-him and he put his arms about her and held her tightly, "to tell you, my
-husband----" and her voice was so soft, so low that he could hear, yet
-only just hear--"to tell you that God is sending into our lives
-something to make us happier and perhaps better, something that will
-belong to us both, something for us to share and to love alike,
-something that will draw us nearer, closer together and hold us together
-all our lives. Allan, my husband, why don't you speak to me? Allan,
-are you glad or sorry, dear? Oh Allan!"
-
-For suddenly, even while he still held her in his arms, he slipped down
-on his knees before her and tried to tell her of the pride, the joy and
-the gladness that he felt and yet could tell her nothing, save that he
-loved her.
-
-Beautiful and wonderful, wonderful above all women, more angel than
-woman to him, now as always.
-
-"You are giving so much, so much, my Kathleen, but you cannot give me
-all your heart, for I know that in the past there was someone----."
-
-"Someone who came back," she said, "who came back, Allan, and when I saw
-him and listened to him again, I knew, oh I knew that, my love was never
-love at all--I think it was less love than a religion with me. Allan,
-don't you understand? He is nothing to me--no more than any other
-stranger, any guest who might sleep beneath our roof, for the love, the
-great love of my life I give, my husband, to you--now and always!"
-
-And then the pent up love and longing, the hunger of the time of waiting
-found expression. She stooped to him, she put her arms about him, she
-drew his head to her breast and held him closely, a radiant joy in her
-heart, knowing him to be what he was, worthy, well worthy of all her
-love, knowing him to be simple and brave, strong and tender, and even
-though brave, still afraid, afraid of temptation and his man's weakness.
-
-So she held him and blessed him and her heart was filled with a great
-love and gratitude.
-
-Faint though the starlight was, yet the watcher away among the shadows
-could see them indistinctly and seeing them fell naturally into error.
-For how should he dream that it was husband and wife he spied on? He
-watched them presently move slowly away, the man with his arm about the
-woman, she with her head against his shoulder, and the man waiting in
-the darkness smiled, wondering how long would this last, how long before
-Kathleen knew?
-
-He watched them till they were gone, swallowed up in the soft darkness,
-and then he moved, he turned slowly towards the house. The vigil was
-over, but he frowned in thought. How should Kathleen know, how could she
-be made aware of this? And then--he heard a sound, the soft pad of a
-foot behind him and had no time to turn for even as he would have swung
-round, something leaped upon him and clung to him. A hand gifted with a
-curious strength sought for and found his throat, and finding it gripped
-and gripped.
-
-He fought, struggling madly, he tried to tear away that terrible hold,
-yet it was like trying to unbend bars of steel. He fought at those
-gripping, clinging fingers till his brain grew dazed, till the dark
-night swam about him. He could feel on his neck the hot quick breathing
-of his enemy.
-
-A hoarse scream, a shriek that ended in a choking, gasping sob broke
-from the strangling throat, a scream of agony and of terror. For he,
-brave man though he was, felt a mad, horrible fear of the silent, the
-unseen thing that was seeking to rob him of his life.
-
-Kathleen threw up her head. "Allan, Allan darling, did you hear? Hush,
-listen, what was that?"
-
-"Only a screech owl beloved, and oh my Kathleen, to hear you call
-me----" he paused and was silent, for there came a repetition of the
-sound, but this time fainter, the strangling cry of a man in agony,
-hoarse despairing, spent and gasping, ending in sudden silence, followed
-by the sound of a fall.
-
-"Kathleen go, run to the house, there is something wrong--send help!"
-And then he turned and dashed into the darkness, in the direction whence
-came the sound. Scarsdale was down, he lay face downward on the stone
-paving and with his last strength, his last effort was seeking to unlock
-those fingers from his throat, but his movements were weakening, the man
-was done, as near to death as a man can be and yet still live, and on
-his back there crouched a figure, the figure of a small mean man, whose
-wondrous strength was all contained in those hooked fingers that were
-choking the life out of the jerking, labouring body.
-
-"Pleasant spoken 'ee be--aye wonderful pleasant spoken 'ee du be!" The
-creature was chuckling, was laughing, his eyes seemed to burn with
-strange fires.
-
-"Wonderful pleasant spoken 'ee be--but never again, never again will 'ee
-cheat a man of his maid, never again! Stole her from me, lied her away
-from me!--Oh wonderful pleasant spoken 'ee be----"
-
-It was death that was come on him now, and he knew it, the death he had
-defied--for so long--in savage places. Strange that it should come to
-him here at last in this peaceful old garden. Death--the world was
-swimming about him--he seemed to see Kathleen's face, the fighting hands
-were grown powerless and never for a moment did that grip on his throat
-relax.
-
-"Oh wonderful, powerful pleasant spoken 'ee be----" chuckled the voice.
-
-And then the man was torn from his victim, dragged from him and flung
-violently to the stone pavement. Kathleen had run screaming to the
-house, the servants were alarmed, Howard, prompt and efficient, came
-hurrying with lighted lamp; others followed, Kathleen with them.
-
-"It's Scarsdale--been attacked--he's fainted--lift him, some of you,
-carry him in--stop that man, stop him!"
-
-For Abram Lestwick had risen, he stood there for a moment, then turned
-to fly, but suddenly stood still, as the lamp-light stone for a moment
-on Allan's face. Lestwick peered at him. His hands rose to his own
-throat, fumbled with it, tore at his collar till they tore it loose.
-
-"Bless I if it bain't Abram Lestwick!" said a voice, the voice belonged
-to old Markabee, "Abram Lestwick it du be!"
-
-"Aye, it be me!" Lestwick said, he spoke dully, still fumbling at his
-throat, his eyes wandered from the figure of the man they were lifting,
-to Allan's face clear in the lamp-light, eyes from which all the fire
-and passion had died out.
-
-He had made a mistake, his slow brain was grasping the fact--a
-mistake--why should he have made a mistake? Surely it had been the right
-man, had he not climbed the wall and waited and seen a man with a woman
-and that woman Betty--who else could it have been? And then--then--
-
-"A terribul strong intentioned man I be!" Abram muttered. "Terribul
-passionate and quick----" His eyes roved round restlessly, he still
-worked at his frayed and torn collar. "I must be going, time be getting
-on, very late it be growing, I've stayed too long!" He would have
-turned, but old Markabee faced him resolutely.
-
-"Stir from here, 'ee don't, Abram Lestwick, after what 'ee hev done!"
-
-One sweep of his arm would have felled Markabee and left the way clear
-for him to depart, yet Abram Lestwick never thought of that--he stood
-still, silent, submissive.
-
-His dull brain refused to answer the question that he would have put to
-it. A mistake--how had he come to make a mistake--another man--what
-other man could it be? Had he not seen his enemy standing erect,
-unhurt, the lamplight on his face?
-
-"It be past, all past my understanding----" Abram Lestwick muttered.
-"All misty and dizzy it du seem to I--all misty and dizzy!"
-
-They had carried the victim into the house, now they came back for
-Lestwick, they took him and bound his hands behind his back, those
-terrible, those death dealing hands, and he submitted without a word,
-without a struggle.
-
-Sullenly and with bent head, he shambled along between his captors.
-They took him into the house, into the light, he stood with bent head,
-then slowly lifted it, his restless eyes roamed the room, they fell on
-Kathleen's white face for a moment, then strayed away again.
-
-The man was muttering to himself, they bent near to listen, yet could
-make but little of it.
-
-"Wonderful pleasant spoken he be----" he said, and said it again and yet
-again, a score of times.
-
-Old Markabee, tremulous, but staunch, gripping a Dutch hoe, stood on
-guard. "I du remember," he said, "aye I du remember his mother, my
-Lady, and it be the same wi' Abram as it were wi' she--strange she were
-always, terribul strange and they du say aye I have heard it said as her
-did die in the madhouse!"
-
-Kathleen drew back, but the horror died out of her face and in its place
-there came pity, a great pity for this stricken wretch, the dull eyes
-rested for a moment on her face, then sank to the ground, his fingers
-were picking at the rope that bound his wrists together, but not with
-any intention of picking himself free, just for the sake of picking and
-fraying and tearing the cords, that was all.
-
-
-
-
- *CHAPTER XXXV*
-
- *"I SHALL RETURN"*
-
-
-"Kathleen--Kathleen----"
-
-"Yes, Harold, here beside you." She touched his cheek with her fingers.
-"You are easier now, better?"
-
-"With you beside me, yes." He lifted his hand slowly to the bandaged
-throat.
-
-"It was--Homewood--Allan Homewood who--saved--who dragged that man off
-me?"
-
-"Yes, it was Allan, we heard your cry for help, he and I, we were
-together in the garden and----"
-
-"You--you and he--you and he in the garden?"
-
-"We had been talking in the yew walk, we were returning to the house and
-then we heard----"
-
-He said nothing, his face twisted a little, as with pain, then it
-passed.
-
-"The man, Abram Lestwick was mad, quite mad, Harold. He made no effort
-to get away, he was docile and quiet, dazed and stupid. They took him
-before the magistrates the next day, but the doctors certified at once,
-he will not have his liberty again, poor creature, they say he is a
-homicidal maniac. Yet why--why should he have come creeping into the
-garden that night, why should he have attacked you, Harold, you a
-stranger to him?"
-
-But it seemed that he was not listening, as though what she said had no
-interest for him. He lay looking at her, thinking--It was she--she in
-the garden with Homewood that night, she walking with Homewood, his arm
-about her.
-
-He saw it all again, in memory, as he had seen it that night in reality,
-the man and the woman walking as lovers walk, the man's arm about the
-woman, her head against his shoulder--and it was Homewood and Kathleen,
-the husband and the wife--and he had thought--
-
-"The doctor tells me that I shall mend soon, that I shall soon be my own
-man again, Kathleen, and then," he smiled, "then I shall go back."
-
-"Need you?"
-
-He did not answer the question. "You know why I came, what hopes I had.
-It was folly and the hopes are over and ended and dead--so I shall go
-back alone as I came. There is nothing to remain for--nothing." His
-hand sought hers and she put hers into it. He held it for a time and
-then let it go.
-
-"So I shall go back," he said again, and said it quietly and with a
-fixity of purpose that she knew would never be changed.
-
-Her eyes, filled with pity, looked down on him. Yet she knew, better
-that he went back, better that in the years to come they should never
-meet again.
-
-Her heart ached for him, but not for herself. And then the door opened
-and Allan came softly to the bedside and looked down at the invalid and
-standing beside Kathleen his arm went round her and he never knew what
-suffering it meant to the man lying there.
-
-"Kathleen has told you about Lestwick, Scarsdale? The poor wretch is
-hopelessly insane. There was no reason for his act, there could be
-none. It has all been horrible, you can imagine what our feelings have
-been that you, our guest, our friend----" very kind was Allan's smile as
-he looked down on the man who would have been his enemy, "should have to
-bear this. But thank God it is no worse than it is. You will be a well
-man again soon, Scarsdale, and then you will stay on and rest here,
-Kathleen will be your nurse----"
-
-"You are good, but I shall leave you as soon as I may, for I am going
-back to the place I came from, Homewood, going back soon."
-
-"Going back? I remember that you told me once you hoped----"
-
-Scarsdale smiled faintly. "I hoped--but that is over, I had hope, but
-not now. There is nothing to hold me to England. I am a stranger in a
-strange land, I shall be better out there among the people who know me."
-
-"Are you sure--sure that there is no hope for you, Scarsdale?"
-
-Again Scarsdale smiled. "There never was," he said. "Yet I did not
-realise it, would not understand it--but there was never any hope for
-me, so--so I shall go, thanking my good friends for their care of me,
-thanking them and blessing them----" As he spoke he looked up at
-Kathleen and Allan watching saw the yearning, the hunger, the love that
-the lips could not utter, and then suddenly he understood that this was
-the man!
-
-Yet, even understanding, he stooped and touched the other's hand.
-
-"Remember, if you will stay, my wife and I will be glad--we would have
-you stay as long as you can--Scarsdale."
-
-They turned away, went out of the room together, and then when the door
-had closed on them, he turned to her.
-
-"Kathleen, I remember that night you told me that you had met the man
-again--it was he."
-
-"He came back," she said, "he came back and I knew it meant nothing to
-me. It was a dream, as yours was dear, and it passed, as yours did, my
-Allan and so--so----" she held up her arms and put them about his neck
-and lifted her face to his.
-
-"I meant to tell you--at first and then--then I forgot, yes forgot,
-Allan--because of something of which I wanted to tell you far, far
-more."
-
-"I know," he said, he put his arms about her and held her closely.
-"Something that has made me the happiest and proudest man in all the
-world, beloved."
-
- * * * * *
-
-A winter and a spring had passed and the garden at Homewood was blooming
-with a loveliness that it had not been able to attain last summer. Old
-Markabee, bearing the weight of yet one more year on his round
-shoulders, was snipping at the ivy covered wall.
-
-"A pernicious thing be ivy, sir," he said, "a terribul pernicious thing,
-eating away the very wall as du support it, tearing it away bit by bit,
-ruining it, sir, it du--with them terribul little clinging fingers it
-hev got, workin' and workin' till the old wall be crumbled quite and
-ready to fall, a most terribul pernicious thing ivy be."
-
-"Yes, yes to be sure, but hush my good man, not--not so loudly if you
-please----"
-
-Markabee turned contritely, "I bain't gone and woke he wi' my chatter?"
-he asked.
-
-"No, no, he is still sound asleep."
-
-Sir Josiah rose from the stone bench, he peered under the holland awning
-over the perambulator.
-
-His reign was but short and presently nurse would come and demand of
-him, her charge. It was a great favour that she did him, leaving him
-here in charge of the slumbering infant, there was no one else nurse
-would trust, but she knew that she might Sir Josiah.
-
-"You may look at him, Markabee, if you like, did you ever see a
-healthier looking child?"
-
-Markabee poked his brown face under the awning, holding his breath the
-while. Not till he was safely away did he trust himself with speech.
-
-"A wunnerful child he be," he said. "And so powerful strong he du
-look."
-
-"Would you say, Markabee?" Sir Josiah enquired anxiously, "is the child
-like his mother or his father?"
-
-"A bit like both," said Markabee. "And wi' a look, aye now I du see it
-quite plain, a look of his grandfather tu, he hev got."
-
-"You don't say so!" said Sir Josiah. "You don't say so--well bless my
-heart!" His round red face beamed and Markabee, cunning old sinner,
-chuckled behind his hand.
-
-"That ought to be good enough for half a suvereign for I," he thought.
-
-And now came nurse to take possession of her charge.
-
-"He hasn't awakened, Sir Josiah, has he?" she said.
-
-"Bless you my dear, no, not moved, he hasn't," Sir Josiah said.
-
-She smiled. "I always feel I can trust you with him at any rate, Sir
-Josiah."
-
-"A good woman that, a sensible woman, couldn't have found a better," Sir
-Josiah said as nurse wheeled the baby carriage away. "And you were
-saying just now, Markabee?"
-
-"I were saying a terribul pernicious thing is this ivy working with its
-little fingers on they old walls as du support it, tearing and tearing,
-wonderful like the fingers of Abram Lestwick's, I du remember."
-
-"Ah poor fellow!" said Sir Josiah.
-
-"Mad!" said Markabee, "like his mother were afore him--mad--and mad in
-love moreover."
-
-"Indeed!"
-
-"Wi' the prettiest maid in these parts, old Mother Hanson's
-grand-darter, sir."
-
-"Little Betty Hanson?" said Sir Josiah--"whom my daughter-in-law Lady
-Kathleen sent to me months and months ago, and to think that poor mad
-fellow loved her. But she's married now, Markabee, and married
-well--married to a young fellow who works for me, a lad named Cope! I'm
-paying him six pounds a week, Markabee, and he's worth it, a hard
-working honest lad. I had tea with them in their little house and a
-prettier little hostess you never saw. But if you'll believe me,
-Markabee, an arrant little flirt, with those pretty eyes of hers----"
-
-"Her mother were the same," said Markabee. "All wimmen more or less be
-the same--specially when they du have fine eyes as Betty had."
-
-"Why I don't know that you aren't right Markabee, and yet not all, not
-all women Markabee, there is one----"
-
-Sir Josiah looked up and saw the one of whom he spoke. She was coming
-slowly towards them along the flagged pathway, her husband's arm about
-her, her head against his shoulder and as they came slowly in the
-sunshine, they halted now and again, for not yet, had all her strength
-come back to her, though thank God, it was coming. She was still a
-little pale, still a little languid in her movements. But in her eyes
-there was a great and wonderful happiness and a deep tenderness and
-unutterable love. Love for this man beside her, this man to whom she
-clung, this man, who was friend, lover, husband all in one. Was ever
-woman so blessed as she?
-
-Sir Josiah stood watching them, knowing that these two had found a
-happiness that was almost beyond his understanding.
-
-And then he would have turned and gone quietly away, but Kathleen called
-to him.
-
-"Won't you come here and sit with us in the sunshine dear? Don't go,
-don't go!"
-
-He came back with a happy pleased look on his old face.
-
-"I didn't think you and Allan would want the old man," he said, "I
-thought you two--together----"
-
-"We want you always, when you are here our little world is all
-complete," she said softly. "I have those whom I love and those who
-love me," she lifted her hand and held it against his cheek.
-
-And so on the sunwarmed old stone bench they sat, and there was no sound
-save the steady 'clip clip' of old Markabee's shears and the rustle of
-the falling glossy green leaves from the ivied wall.
-
-About them, was the sunshine and the glory of the flowers in bloom, the
-little pool lay shimmering like molten gold, and from its midst rose the
-slim white figure of the stone maiden, for ever holding the broken
-pitcher on her sun kissed shoulder.
-
-
-
- THE END
-
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