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-Project Gutenberg’s Foxglove Manor, Volume II (of III), by Robert W. Buchanan
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-Title: Foxglove Manor, Volume II (of III)
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-FOXGLOVE MANOR
-
-A Novel
-
-By Robert W. Buchanan
-
-In Three Volumes, Vol. I.
-
-London
-
-Chatto And Windos, Piccadilly
-
-1884
-
-
-
-
-FOXGLOVE MANOR.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XIV. BAPTISTO STAYS AT HOME.
-
-|As Haldane sat in his study, the evening previous to the morning
-fixed for his journey to London, Baptisto entered quickly and stood
-before the desk at which his master was busily writing.
-
-“Can I speak to you, senor?” Haldane looked and nodded.
-
-“What is it, Baptisto?”
-
-“You have arranged that I shall go with you to-morrow, but I have had
-during the last few days an attack of my old vertigo. Can you possibly
-dispense with my attendance, senor?” Haldane stared in surprise at the
-Spaniards face, which was inscrutable as usual.
-
-“Do you mean to say you wish to remain at home?”
-
-“Certainly, senor.”
-
-“Why? because you are ill? On the contrary, you look in excellent
-health. No; it is impossible. I cannot get along without you.”
-
-And Haldane returned to his papers as if the matter was ended.
-
-Baptisto, however, did not budge, but remained in the same position,
-with his dark eyes fixed upon his master.
-
-“Do me this favour, senor. I am really indisposed, and must beg to
-remain.”
-
-Haldane laughed, for an idea suddenly occurred to him which seemed to
-explain the mystery of his servant’s request.
-
-“My good Baptisto, I think I understand the cause of your complaint,
-and I am sure a little travel will do you good. It is that dark-eyed
-widow of the lodge-keeper who attaches you so much to the Manor. The
-warm blood of Spain still burns in your veins, and, despite your sad
-experience of women, you are still impressionable. Eh? am I right?”
-
-Baptisto quickly shook his head, with the least suspicion of a smile
-upon his swarthy face.
-
-“I am not impressionable, senor, and I do not admire your English
-women; but I wish to remain all the same.”
-
-“Nonsense!”
-
-“Nonsense! In serious lament, senor, I beseech you to allow me to
-remain.”
-
-But Haldane was not to be persuaded at what he conceived to be a mere
-whim of his servant. He still believed that Baptisto had fallen a
-captive to the charms of Mrs. Feme, a little plump, dark-eyed woman,
-with a large family. He had frequently of late seen the Spaniard
-hanging about the lodge--on one occasion nursing and dandling the
-youngest child--and he had smiled to himself, thinking that the poor
-fellow’s misanthropy, or rather his misogynism, was in a fair way of
-coming to an end.
-
-Finding his master indisposed to take his request seriously, Baptisto
-retired; and presently Haldane strolled into the drawing-room, where
-he found his wife.
-
-“Have you heard of the last freak of Baptisto? He actually wants to
-remain at ease, instead of accompanying me in my journey.”
-
-Ellen looked up from some embroidery, in which she was busily engaged.
-
-“On no account!” she exclaimed. “If you don’t take him with you, I.
-shall not stay in the place.”
-
-“Dear me! said the philosopher. Surely you are not afraid of poor
-Baptisto!”
-
-“Not afraid of him exactly, but he makes me shiver. He comes and goes
-like a ghost, and when you least expect him, he is at your elbow.
-Then, of course, I cannot help remembering he has committed a murder!”
-
-“Nothing of the kind,” said Haldane, laughing and throwing himself
-into a chair. “My dear Ellen, you don’t believe the whole truth of
-that affair. True, he surprised that Spanish wife of his with her
-gallant, whom he stabbed; but I have it on excellent authority that it
-was a kind of duello; the other man was armed, and so it was a fair
-fight.” Ellen shuddered, and showed more nervous agitation than her
-husband could quite account for.
-
-“Take him away with you,” she cried; “take him away. If you never
-bring him back, I shall rejoice. If I had been consulted, he would
-never have been brought to England.”
-
-A little later in the evening, when Haldane had returned to his
-papers, which he was diligently finishing to take away with him, he
-rang and summoned the Spaniard to his presence.
-
-“Well, it is all settled. I have consulted your mistress, and she
-insists in your accompanying me to-morrow.”
-
-A sharp flash came upon Baptisto’s dark eyes. He made an angry
-gesture; then controlling himself, he said in a low, emphatic voice--
-
-“The _senora_ means it? _She_ does not wish me to remain?”
-
-“Just so.”
-
-“May I ask why?
-
-“Only because she does not want you, and I do. Between ourselves, she
-is not quite so certain of you as I am. She has never forgotten that
-little affair in Spain.”
-
-Again the dark eyes flashed, and again there was the same angry
-gesture, instantly checked.
-
-Haldane continued.
-
-“You are violent sometimes, my Baptisto, and madame is a little afraid
-of you. When she knows you better, as I know you, she will be aware
-that you are rational; at present----”
-
-“At present, senor,” said Baptisto, “she would rather not have me so
-near. Ah, I can understand! Perhaps she has reason to be afraid.”
-
-Something in the man’s manner, which was sinister and almost
-threatening, jarred upon his master’s mind. Rising from his chair,
-Haldane stood with his back to the fire, and, with a frown, regarded
-the Spaniard, as, he said--
-
-“Listen to me, Baptisto. I have noticed with great annoyance,
-especially of late, that your manner to madame has been strange, not
-to say sullen. You are whimsical still, and apt to take offence. If
-this goes on, if you fail in respect to your mistress, and make your
-presence uncomfortable in this house, we shall have to part.”
-
-To Haldane’s astonishment, Baptisto asked an explanation, and, falling
-on his knees, seized his master’s hand and kissed it eagerly,
-“Senor! Senor! you don’t comprehend. You don’t think I am ungrateful,
-that I do not remember? But you are wrong. I would die to save
-you--yes, I would die; and I would kill with my own hand any one who
-did you an injury. I am your servant, your slave--ah yes, till death.”
-
-“Come, get up, and go and finish packing my things.”
-
-“But, senor----”
-
-“Get up, I say.”
-
-The Spaniard rose, and with folded hands and bent head stood waiting.
-
-“Get ready like a sensible fellow, and let us have no more of this
-foolery. There, there, I understand. You are exciting yourself for
-nothing.”
-
-“Then, I am to go, senor?”
-
-“Certainly.”
-
-Early the next morning Baptisto entered the carriage with his master,
-and was driven to the railway station, some seven miles away. As they
-went along, Haldane noticed that the man looked very ill, and that
-from time to time he put his hand to his head as if in pain. At the
-railway station, while they were waiting for the train, matters looked
-most serious. Suddenly the Spaniard fell forward on the platform as
-if in strong convulsions, his eyes starting out of his head, his mouth
-foaming. They sprinkled water on his face, chafed his hands, and with
-some difficulty brought him round.
-
-“The devil!” muttered Haldane to himself. “It looks like epilepsy!”
- Baptisto was placed on a seat, and lay back ghastly pale, as if
-utterly exhausted.
-
-“Are you better now?” asked Haldane, bending over him.
-
-“A little better, senor.”
-
-But seeing him so utterly helpless, and likely to have other seizure,
-Haldane rapidly calculated in his own mind the inexpediency of taking
-him away on a long railway journey. After all, the poor fellow had not
-exaggerated his condition, when he had pleaded illness as an excuse
-for remaining at home.
-
-“After all,” said Haldane, “I think you will have to remain behind.”
-
-Baptisto opened his eyes feebly, and stretched out his hands.
-
-“No, senor; since you wish it, I will go.”
-
-“You shall remain,” answered Haldane, just as the whistle of the
-coming train was heard in the distance. “Perhaps, if you are better
-in a day or two, you can follow; but you will go away now in the
-carriage, and send over to Dr. Spruce, and he will prescribe for you.”
-
-Baptisto did not answer, but, taking his masters hand, kissed it
-gratefully. The train came up. Haldane entered a carriage, and, gazing
-from the window as the train began to move on, saw Baptisto still
-seated on the platform, very pale, his eyes half closed, his head
-recumbent. Near him stood the station master, a railway porter, and
-the groom who had driven them over from the Manor, all regarding him
-with languid curiosity.
-
-But the moment the train was gone, Baptisto began to recover. Rising
-to his feet, and refusing all offers of assistance from the others,
-he strolled out of the station, and quietly mounted the dog-cart. The
-groom got up beside him, and they drove homeward through the green
-lanes.
-
-Now, Baptisto was a gentleman, and seldom entered or tolerated
-familiarity from his fellow-servants. Had it been otherwise, the groom
-might have asked the explanation of his curious conduct; for no sooner
-was he mounted on the dogcart, and driving along in the fresh air,
-than the Spaniard seemed to forget all about his recent illness, sat
-erect like a man in perfect health, and exhibited none of the curious
-symptoms which had so alarmed his master.
-
-And when the groom, who was a thirsty individual, suggested that
-they should make a detour and call at the Blue Boar Inn for a little
-stimulant, chiefly as a corrective to the attack from which his
-companion had just suffered, the Spaniard turned his dark eyes round
-about him and actually winked. This proceeding so startled the groom
-that he almost dropped the reins, for never in the whole course of his
-sojourn had the foreign gent condescended to such a familiarity.
-
-They drove round to the Blue Boar, however, and the groom consumed the
-brandy, while Baptisto, who was a teetotaller, had some lemonade, and
-lit his cigar. Then they drove home to the Manor, Baptisto sitting
-with folded arms, completely and absolutely recovered.
-
-About noon that day, as Mrs. Haldane moved about the conservatory,
-looking after her roses, a servant announced the Rev. Mr. Santley.
-Ellen flushed, a little startled at the announcement, coming so soon
-after her husband’s departure, and her first impulse was to deny
-herself; but before she could do so the clergyman himself appeared at
-the door of the conservatory.
-
-“You are an early visitor,” she said coldly, bending her face over the
-flowers.
-
-“It is just noon,” answered the clergyman, “and I was going home from
-a sick-call. Has Mr. Haldane gone?”
-
-“Yes. Did you wish to see him?”
-
-“Not particularly, though I had a little commission which I might have
-asked him to execute had I been in time.” Surely the man’s fall had
-already begun. Ellen knew perfectly well that he was lying. In
-point of fact, he had seen the dog-cart drive past on the way to the
-station, and he had been unable to resist the temptation of coming
-over without delay.
-
-With face half averted, Ellen led the way into the drawing-room, and
-on to the terrace beyond, from which there was a pleasant view of the
-Manor, the plain, and the surrounding country. Just below the gardens
-were laid out in flowerbeds and gravel walks; but the dark shrubberies
-were beyond, and at a little distance, well in the shadow of the
-trees, the old chapel.
-
-There was a long silence. Ellen stood silent, gazing upon the woods
-and lawn, while the clergyman stood just behind her, evidently
-regarding her.
-
-At last she could bear it no longer, but, turning quickly, exclaimed--
-
-“Why did you come? Have you anything to say to me?”
-
-“Nothing, Ellen, if you are angry,” replied the clergyman.
-
-“Angry! You surely know best if I have cause. After what has passed, I
-think it is better that we should not meet,” she added in a low voice.
-“At least, not often.”
-
-He saw she was agitated, and he took a certain pleasure in her
-agitation, for it showed him that she was not quite unsusceptible to
-the influence he might bring to bear upon her. As he stood there, his
-sad eyes fixed upon her, his being conscious of every movement she
-made, of every breath she drew, he felt again the deep fatality of his
-passion, and silently yielded to it.
-
-There was another long pause, which he was the first to break.
-
-“Do you know, Ellen, I sometimes tremble for you, when I think of your
-husbands opinions. In time you may learn to share them, and then we
-should be further apart than ever. At present, it is my sole comfort
-to know you possess that living faith without which every soul is
-lost.”
-
-“Lost?” she repeated, in a bewildering way, not looking at him.
-
-“I don’t mean in the vulgar sense; the theological ideas of damnation
-have never had my sanction, far less my sympathy. But materialism
-degrades the believer, and sooner or later comes a disbelief in all
-that is holy, beautiful, and sanctified. It is a humble creed, the new
-creed of science, and fatal to spiritual hopes.”
-
-“Does it matter so much what one believes, if one’s life is good?”
-
-“It matters so much that I would rather see one I loved dead before my
-feet than an avowed unbeliever. But there, I have not come to preach
-to you. When does Mr. Haldane return?”
-
-“As I told you: in a fortnight, perhaps sooner.”
-
-“And during his absence we shall meet again, I hope?”
-
-She hesitated and looked at him. His eyes were fixed on the distant
-woods, though he stood expectantly, as if awaiting her reply, which
-did not come.
-
-“Can you not trust me?” he exclaimed. “You know I am your friend?”
-
-“I hope so; but I think it is best that you should not come here. If
-you were married, it would be different.”
-
-“I shall not marry,” he replied impatiently. “What then? I am a
-priest of God, and you may trust me fully. If our Church commenced the
-confessional, you might enter it without fear, and I--I would listen
-to the outpourings of your heart. Should you in your grief be afraid
-to utter them?”
-
-She moved away from him, turning her back; but betrayed herself. He
-saw the bright colour mount to her neck and mantle there.
-
-“What nonsense you talk!” she said presently, with a forced laugh.
-“Are you going over to Rome?”
-
-“I might go over to the evil place itself, Ellen, if _you_ were
-there.”
-
-There was no mistaking the words, the tone, in their diabolic
-gentleness, their suavity of supreme and total self-surrender. She
-felt helpless in spite of herself. The man was overmastering her, and
-rapidly encroaching. She felt like a person morally stifled, and with
-a strong effort tried to shake the evil influence away.
-
-“I was right,” she said. “We must not meet.”
-
-He smiled sadly.
-
-“As you please. I will come, or I will go, at your will. You have only
-to say to me, ‘Go and destroy yourself, obliterate yourself for ever
-from my life, blot yourself out from the roll of living beings,’ and I
-shall obey you.”
-
-Her spirit revolted more and more against the steadfast, self-assured
-obliquity of the man. She saw that he was desperate, and that the
-danger grew with his desperation. In every word he spoke, and in his
-whole manner, there was the sombre assurance of something between
-them, of some veiled, but excitable sympathy, which she herself
-utterly ignored. That moment of wild delirium, when he caught her in
-his arms and kissed her, seemed, instead of severing them, to have
-made a link between them. He had been conscious of her indignation, he
-had even professed penitence; but she saw to her dismay that the
-fact of his folly filled him, not with fear, but with courage. So she
-determined to end it once and for ever.
-
-“Let us understand each other,” she said, trembling violently. “How
-dare you talk as if there was any community of feeling between us? How
-dare you presume upon my patience, Mr. Santley? It is wretched; it is
-abominable! When you talk of killing yourself, when you assume that I
-have any serious interest in you, or any right over you, you insult
-me and degrade yourself. We are nothing, and can be nothing to each
-other.”
-
-“I know that,” he replied. “Do you think I am so mad as not to know
-that?”
-
-“Then why do you come here to torture me, and to tempt me?”
-
-The word came from her before she knew it, and her face became
-scarlet; but he uttered no protest, and raised his white hand in
-deprecation.
-
-“Tempt you? God forbid!”
-
-“I did not mean that,” she murmured, in confusion; “but you must know,
-you cannot fail to know, that it is not right for a married woman to
-receive such expressions of sympathy, however spiritual. It is that
-which makes me hate the Catholic Church. The priest promises you his
-office, and too often makes mischief under the guise of religion.”
-
-“Do you accuse me of doing so?” he demanded, in the same sad, calm
-voice.
-
-“No; but you should remember that you have not the custody of my soul,
-and I have no right to influence your actions. Come,” she continued,
-with rather a forced laugh, “talk to me like a true English clergyman.
-Tell me of the old women of the village, and their ailments; ask me
-for a subscription to give to your new soup kitchen; talk to me as
-if Mr. Haldane were listening to us--of your schools, your parish
-troubles--and you shall find me an eager listener!”
-
-“I will talk of anything, Ellen, so long as I may talk to you.”
-
-Again that manner of despairing certainty, of assured and fatal
-sympathy. The man was incorrigible.
-
-She waited impatiently for some minutes, but finding he did not speak
-again, she held out her hand.
-
-“Since you have nothing more to tell me,” she observed lightly, “I
-think I will say good morning. I am going to order the carriage and
-drive to Omberley.”
-
-“When may I come again?”
-
-“When you have anything really parochial to say to me. Please go now.”
-
-Their eyes met, and hers sank beneath his own.
-
-As he crossed towards the door it opened, and Baptisto appeared upon
-the threshold.
-
-“Did you ring, senora?”
-
-At the sight of the Spaniard’s dull impressive face Mrs. Haldane
-started violently, and went a little pale. She had heard nothing of
-his return, and he came like an apparition.
-
-“Baptisto! What are you doing here? I thought----”
-
-She paused in wonder, while the Spaniard inclined his head and bowed
-profoundly.
-
-“I was taken with a vertigo at the station, and the senor permitted me
-to return.”
-
-“Then your master has gone alone?”
-
-“Yes, senora.”
-
-“Very well. Order the carriage at once. I am going out.”
-
-Baptisto bowed and retired, quickly closing the door.
-
-Santley, who had stood listening during the above conversation, now
-prepared to follow, but, glancing at Ellen, saw that she was unusually
-agitated.
-
-“That is a sinister-looking fellow,” he remarked. “I am afraid he has
-frightened you.”
-
-“Indeed, no,” she replied; “though I confess I was startled at his
-unexpected return. Good-bye.”
-
-“Good-bye,” he said, again taking her hand and holding it up a moment
-in his own.
-
-Passing from the drawing-room, he again came face to face with
-Baptisto, who was lurking in the lobby, but who drew aside with a
-respectful bow, to allow the clergyman to pass.
-
-He crossed the hall, descended the stone steps of the portico, and
-walked slowly towards the lodge. As he passed the ruined chapel,
-its shadows seemed to fall upon his spirit and leave it in ominous
-darkness. He shivered slightly, and drew his cloak about him, then
-with his eyes cast down he thoughtfully walked on.
-
-He did not glance back. Had he done so, he would have seen Baptisto
-standing on the steps of the Manor house, watching him with a sinister
-smile.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XV. CONJURATION.
-
-|It was a chill day in early autumn, and as Charles Santley passed
-along the dark avenue of the Manor his path was strewn here and there
-with freshly fallen leaves. Dark shadows lay on every side, and the
-heaven above was full of a sullen, cheerless light. It was just
-the day for a modern Faust, in the course of his noonday walk, to
-encounter, in some fancied guise, canine or human, the evil one of old
-superstition.
-
-Be that as it may, Santley knew at last that the hour of his
-temptation was over, and that the evil one was not far away. He
-knew it, by the sullen acquiescence of evil of his own soul; by the
-deliberate and despairing precision with which he had chosen the easy
-and downward path; by the sense of darkness which already obliterated
-the bright moral instincts in his essentially religious mind. He had
-spoken the truth when he said he would follow Ellen Haldane anywhere,
-even to the eternal pit itself. Her beauty possessed him and disturbed
-him with the joy of impure thoughts; and now that he perceived his own
-power to trouble her peace of mind, he rejoiced at the strength of his
-passion with a truly diabolic perversity.
-
-As he came out of the lodge gate he saw, far away over the fields, the
-spire of his own church.
-
-He laughed to himself.
-
-But the man’s faith in spiritual things, so far from being shaken, was
-as strong as ever. His own sense of moral deterioration, of spiritual
-backsliding, only made him believe all the more fervently in the
-heaven from which he had fallen, or might choose to fall. For it is
-surely a mistake to picture, as so many poets have pictured, the evil
-spirit as one ignorant of or insensible to good. Far wiser is the
-theology which describes Satan as the highest of angelic spirits--the
-spirit which, above all others, had beheld and contemplated the
-Godhead, and had then, in sheer revolt and negation, deliberately and
-advisedly decided its own knowledge and rejected its own truthright.
-Santley was, in his basest moods, essentially a godly man--a man
-strangely curious of the beauty of goodness, and capable of infinite
-celestial dreams. If, like many another, he confused the flesh and the
-spirit, he did no more than many sons of Eve have done.
-
-As he walked slowly along he mused, somewhat to this effect--“I
-love this woman. In her heart she loves me. Her superior spiritual
-endowments are mystically alive to those I myself possess. Her
-husband is a clod, an unbeliever, with no spiritual promptings. In
-his sardonic presence, her aspirations are chilled, frozen at the very
-fountain-head; whereas, in mine, all the sweetness and the power
-of her nature are aroused, though with a certain irritation. If I
-persist, she must yield to the slow moral mesmerism of my passion,
-and eventually fall. Is this necessarily evil? Am I of set purpose
-sinning? Is it not possible that even a breach of the moral law
-might, under certain conditions, lead us both to a higher religious
-place--yes, even to a deeper and intenser consciousness of God?”
-
-And again--“What _is_ sin? Surely it is better than moral stagnation,
-which is death. There are certain deflections from duty which, like
-the side stroke of a bird’s wing, may waft us higher. In the arms of
-this woman, I should surely be nearer God than crawling alone on the
-bare path of duty, loving nothing, hoping nothing, becoming nothing.
-What is it that Goethe says of the Eternal Feminine which lead us
-ever upward and onward? Which was the highest, Faust before he loved
-Marguerite, or Faust after he passed out of the shadow of his sin into
-the sphere of imperial and daring passion? I believe in God, I love
-this woman. Out of that belief, and that love, shall I not become a
-living soul?”
-
-Was this the man’s own musing, or rather the very devil whispering
-in his ear? From such fragmentary glimpses of his mind as have
-been given, we can at least guess the extent of his intellectual
-degradation.
-
-As he walked along the country road, his pale countenance became
-seraphic; just so may the face of Lucifer have looked when he plumed
-his wings for deliberate flight from heaven.
-
-He stepped into a roadside farm and had a glass of milk, which the
-good woman of the place handed to him with a sentiment of adoration;
-he looked so gentle, so at peace with all living things. His white
-hand rested for a moment on the head of her little girl, in gentle
-benediction. He had never felt more tenderly disposed to all creation
-than at that moment, when he was prepared to dip a pen into his
-own hearts blood, and sign the little promissory note which
-Mephistopheles carries, always ready, in his pocket. He had hated his
-congregation before; now he loved them exceedingly--and all the world.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XVI. AT THE OPERA.
-
-|On arriving in London, George Haldane was driven straight to the
-house of an old friend at Chelsea, where he always stayed during
-his visits to the Metropolis. This friend was Lovell Blakiston, as
-eccentric a being in his own way as Haldane himself was in his. He
-had been, since boyhood, in the India Office, where he still put in
-an appearance several hours a day, and whence he still drew a large
-income, with the immediate right to a retiring pension whenever he
-choose to take it. He was a great student, especially of the pagan
-poets and philosophers; and the greater part of his days and nights
-were spent in his-old-fashioned library, opening with folding doors on
-to a quiet lawn, which led in its turn to the very river-side. He
-had two pet aversions--modern progress, in the shape of railroads,
-electricity, geology; all the new business of science and modern
-religion, especially in its connection with Christian theology. He
-was, in short, a pagan pure and simple, fond of old books, old wine,
-old meditations, and old gods. However he might differ with Haldane on
-such subjects’ as the nebular hypothesis, which he hated with all his
-heart, he agreed with him sufficiently on the subject of Christianity.
-Both had a cordial dislike for church ceremonies and church bells.
-
-The two gentlemen had another taste in common. This was the opera,
-which both enjoyed hugely, though Blakiston never ceased to regret
-the disappearance of that old operatic institution, the ballet,
-which, like a rich dessert wine, used to bring the feast of music to
-a delightfully sensuous conclusion. Haldane was too young a man to
-remember such visions of loveliness as Cerito, whom his old friend had
-often gone to see in company with Horne Took.
-
-So it happened that two or three days after his arrival, Haldane
-accompanied his host to the opera house, where Patti was to appear in
-“Traviata.”
-
-Seated comfortably in the stalls, he was glancing quietly round the
-house between the acts, when his attention was attracted to a face in
-one of the private boxes. A pale, Madonna-like, yet girlish face, set
-in golden hair, with soft blue eyes, and an expression so forlorn, so
-wistful, so ill at ease, that it was almost painful to behold.
-
-Haldane started in surprise.
-
-“What is the matter?” said his friend; “Have you recognized anybody?”
-
-“I am not certain,” returned Haldane, raising his opera-glass and
-surveying the face through them. Then, after a long look, he added’ as
-if to himself, “I am almost sure it is the same.”
-
-“Do you mean that young lady in black, seated in the second tier?”
-
-“Yes. Oblige me by looking at her, and tell me what you think of her.”
- Blakiston raised his opera-glass, and took a long look.
-
-“Well?” asked Haldane.
-
-“She reminds me of one of your detestable pre-Raphaelistic drawings,
-shockheaded and vacuous. She is pretty, I grant you, but she has no
-expression.”
-
-“I should say, on the contrary, a very marked expression of deep
-pain.”
-
-“Tight lacing,” grunted Blakiston. “Your modern women have no shape,
-since Cerito.”
-
-Here Haldane rose from his seat. Looking up again, he had met the
-young lady’s eyes, and had perceived at once that she recognized him.
-
-“I am going to speak to her,” he explained. “She is a neighbour of
-ours, and a friend of my wife.”
-
-He made his way to the second tier, and finding the door of the box
-open, he looked in, and saw the person he sought, seated in company
-with an elderly lady and a young man.
-
-“Miss Dove!” he said, advancing into the box. “Although we have only
-met twice, I thought I could not be mistaken.” Edith (for it was she)
-turned quickly and took his outstretched hand..
-
-“How strange to find you here!” she exclaimed. “Is Mrs. Haldane with
-you?
-
-“No, indeed. I left her to the pious duties of the parish, which she
-is fulfilling daily, I expect, in company with your seraphic friend
-the minister.”
-
-Edith looked at him with strange surprise, but said nothing.
-
-“When did you come to town?” he asked. “I thought you were quite
-a country young lady, and never ventured into the giddy world of
-London.”
-
-“I was not very well,” replied Edith, “and my aunt invited me to stop
-with her a few weeks. This is my aunt, Mrs. Hetherington; and this
-gentleman is my cousin Walter.” Here Edith went somewhat nervously
-through the ceremony of introduction. She added, with a slight flush,
-“My cousin insisted on bringing us here to-night. I did not wish to
-come.”
-
-“Why not?” demanded Haldane, noticing her uneasiness.
-
-“Because I did not think it right; and I have been thinking all the
-evening what the vicar will say when I tell him I have been to such a
-place.”
-
-Here the old lady shook her head ominously, and gave a slight groan.
-
-“Is the place so terrible,” asked Haldane, smiling, “now you have seen
-it?”
-
-“No, it is very pretty; and of course the singing is beautiful. But
-Mr. Santley does not approve of the theatre, and I am sorry I came.”
-
-“Nonsense, Edith,” said young Hetherington, with a laugh. “You know
-you wanted to see the ‘Traviata,’ The fact is,” he continued, turning
-to Haldane, “my mother and my cousin are both terribly old-fashioned.
-My mother here is Scotch, and believes in the kirk, the whole kirk,
-and nothing but the kirk; and as for Edith, she is entirely, as they
-say in Scotland, under the minister’s ‘thoomb.’ I thought they would
-have enjoyed themselves, but they have been doing penance all the
-evening.”
-
-Without paying attention to her cousin’s remarks, Edith was looking
-thoughtfully at Haldane.
-
-“When do you return to Omberley?” she asked.
-
-“I am not sure--in a fortnight, at the latest. I am going on to
-France.”
-
-“And Mrs. Haldane will remain all that time alone?”
-
-“Of course,” he replied. “Oh, she will not miss me. She has her
-household duties, her parish, her garden--to say nothing of her
-clergyman. And you, do _you_ stay long in London?”
-
-“I am not sure; I think not. I am tired of it already.”
-
-Again that weary, wistful look, which sat so strangely on the young,
-almost childish face. She sighed, and gazed sadly around the crowded
-house. A minute later, Haldane took his leave, and rejoined his friend
-in the stalls. Looking up at the end of the next act, he saw that the
-box was empty.
-
-The women had yielded to their consciences, and departed before the
-end of the performance.
-
-That night, when Haldane went home to Chelsea, he found a letter from
-his wife. It was a long letter, but contained no news whatever,
-being chiefly occupied with self-reproaches that the writer had not
-accompanied her husband in his pilgrimage. This struck Haldane as
-rather peculiar, as in former communications Ellen had expressed
-no such dissatisfaction; but he was by nature and of set habit
-unsuspicious, and he set it down to some momentary _ennui_. The letter
-contained no mention whatever of Mr. Santley, but in the postscript,
-where ladies often put the most interesting part of their
-correspondence, there was a reference to the Spanish valet, Baptisto.
-
-“As I told you,” wrote Ellen, “Baptisto seems in excellent health,
-though he is mysterious and unpleasant as usual. He comes and goes
-like a ghost, but if he made you believe that he was ill, he was
-imposing upon you. I do so wish you had taken him with you.”
-
-Haldane folded up the letter with a smile.
-
-“Poor Baptisto!” he thought, “I suppose it is as I suspected, and the
-little widow at the lodge is at the bottom of it all.”
-
-After a few days’ sojourn at Chelsea, during which time he was much
-interested in certain spiritualistic investigations which were
-just then being conducted by the London _savants_, to the manifest
-confusion of the spirits and indignation of true believers, Haldane
-went to Paris, where he read his paper before the French Society
-to which he belonged. There we shall leave him for a little time,
-returning to the company of Miss Dove, with whom we have more
-immediate concern.
-
-Mother and son lived in a pleasant house overlooking Clapham Common,
-a district famous for its religious edification, its young ladies’
-seminaries, and its dissenting chapels. Mrs. Hethering-ton was the
-wealthy widow of a Glasgow merchant, long settled in London, and she
-set her face rigidly against modern thought, ecclesiastical vestments,
-and cooking on the sabbath. Curiously enough, her son Walter, who
-inherited a handsome competence, was a painter, and followed his
-heathen occupation with much talent, and more youthful enthusiasm.
-His landscapes, chiefly of Highland scenes, had been exhibited in the
-Royal Scottish Academy. His mother, whose highest ideas of art were
-founded on a superficial acquaintance with the Scripture pieces of
-Noel Paton, and an occasional contemplation of biblical masterpieces
-in the Doré Gallery, would have preferred to have seen him following
-in his fathers footsteps, and even entering the true kirk as a
-preacher; but his sympathies were pagan, and a gloomy childish
-experience had not fitted him with the requisite enthusiasm for John
-Calvin and the sabbath.
-
-Walter Hetherington was a fine fresh young fellow of three and twenty,
-and belonged to the clever set of Scotch painters, headed by Messrs.
-Pettie, Richardson, and Peter Graham. He was “cannie” painstaking, and
-rather sceptical, and, putting aside his art, which he really loved,
-he felt true enthusiasm for only one thing in the world--his cousin
-Edith, whom he hoped and longed to make his wife.
-
-As a very young girl, Edith had seemed rather attached to him; but of
-late years, during which they saw each other only at long intervals,
-she seemed colder and colder to his advances. He noticed her
-indifference, and set it down somewhat angrily to girlish fanaticism,
-for he had little or no suspicion whatever that another man’s image
-might be filling her thoughts. Once or twice, it is true, when she
-sounded the praises of her Omberley pastor, his zeal, his goodness,
-his beauty of discourse, he asked himself if he could possibly have
-a rival _there_; but knowing something of the relinquent fancies of
-young vestals, he rejected the idea. To tell the truth, he rather
-pitied the Rev. Mr. Santley, whom he had never seen, as a hardheaded,
-dogmatic, elderly creature of the type greatly approved by his
-mother, and abundant even in Clapham. He had no idea of an Adonis in
-a clerical frock coat, with a beautiful profile, white hands, and a
-voice gentle and low--the latter an excellent thing in woman, but a
-dangerous thing in an unmarried preacher of the Word.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XVII. WALTER HETHERINGTON.
-
-|When the party got home from the opera, it was only half-past ten.
-They sat down to a frugal supper in the dining-room.
-
-“I am sorry you did not wait till the last act,” said the young man,
-after an awkward silence. “Patti’s death scene is magnificent.”
-
-“I’m thinking we heard enough,” his mother replied. “I never cared
-much for play-acting, and I see little sense in screeching about in
-a foreign tongue. I’d rather have half an hour of the Reverend Mr.
-Mactavish’s discourses than a night of fooling like yon.”
-
-“What do _you_ say, Edith? I’m sure the music was very pretty.”
-
-“Yes, it was beautiful; but not knowing much of Italian, I could not
-gather what it was all about.”
-
-“It is an operatic version of a story of the younger Dumas,” explained
-Walter, with an uncomfortable sense of treading on dangerous ground.
-“The story is that of a beautiful woman who has lived an evil life,
-and is reformed through her affection for a young Frenchman. His
-friends think he is degrading himself by offering to marry her, and to
-cure him she pretends to be false and wicked. In the end, she dies
-in his arms, broken-hearted. It is a very touching subject, I think,
-though some people consider it immoral.”
-
-Here the matron broke in with quiet severity.
-
-“I wonder yon woman--Patti, you call her--doesn’t think shame to
-appear in such dresses. One of them was scarcely decent, and I was
-almost ashamed to look at her--the creature!”
-
-“But her singing, mother, her singing; was it not divine?”
-
-“It was meeddling loud; but I’ve heard far finer in the kirk. Edith,
-my bairn, you’re tired, I’m thinking. We’ll just read a chapter, and
-get to bed.”
-
-So the chapter was read, and the ladies retired, while Walter walked
-off to his studio to have a quiet pipe. He was too used to his
-mother’s peculiarities to be much surprised at the failure of the
-evening’s entertainment; but he felt really amazed that Edith had not
-been more impressed.
-
-The next morning, when they met at breakfast, Edith astonished both
-her aunt and cousin by expressing her wish to return to Omberley as
-soon as possible.
-
-“Go away already!” cried the young man. ‘“Why, you’ve hardly been
-here a week, and you’ve seen nothing of town, and we’ve all the
-picture-galleries to visit yet.”
-
-“And you have not heard Mr. Mactavish discoorse,” cried his mother.
-“No, no; you must bide awhile.”
-
-But Edith shook her head, and they saw her mind was made up.
-
-“I can come again at Christmas, but I would rather go now,” she said.
-
-“But why have you changed your mind?” inquired her cousin eagerly.
-
-“I think they want me at home; and there is a great deal of church
-work to be done in the village.”
-
-Walter was not deceived by this excuse, and tried persuasion, but it
-was of no avail. The girl was determined to return home immediately.
-He little knew the real cause of her determination. Haldane’s presence
-in London had filled her, in spite of herself, with jealous alarm.
-Ellen Haldane was alone at the Manor, with no husband’s eyes to
-trouble her; and, despite the clergyman’s oath of fidelity, Edith
-could not trust him.
-
-Yes, she would go home. It was time to put an end to it all, to remind
-Santley of his broken promises, and to claim their fulfilment. If
-he refused to do her justice, she would part from him for ever; not,
-however, without letting the other woman, her rival, know his true
-character.
-
-It was arranged that she should leave by an early train next morning.
-For the greater part of the day she kept her room, engaged in
-preparations for the journey; but towards evening Walter found her
-alone in the drawing-room. The old lady, his mother, who earnestly
-wished him to marry his cousin, had contrived to be out of the way.
-
-“I am so sorry you are going,” the young man said. “We see so little
-of each other now.”
-
-Edith was seated with her back to the window, her face in deep
-shade. She knew by her cousin’s manner that he was more than usually
-agitated, and she dreaded what was coming--what had come, indeed, on
-several occasions before. She did not answer, but almost unconsciously
-heaved a deep sigh.
-
-“Does that mean that you are sorry too?” asked Walter, leaning towards
-her to see her face.
-
-“Of course I am sorry,” she replied, with a certain constraint.
-
-“I wish I could believe that. Somehow or other, Edith, it seems to
-me that you would rather be anywhere than here. Well, you have some
-cause; for the house is dreary enough, and we are all dull people.
-But you and I used to be such friends! More like brother and sister
-than mere cousins. Is that all over? Are we to drift farther and
-farther apart as the years pass on? It seems to me as if it might come
-to that.”
-
-“How absurd you are!” said Edith, trying to force a laugh, but failing
-lamentably. “You know I was always fond of you and--and--of your
-mother.” Walter winced under the sting of the last sentence, so
-unconsciously given.
-
-“I don’t mean that at all,” he exclaimed. “Of course you liked us,
-as relations like each other; but am I never to be more to you than a
-mere cousin? You know I love you, that I have loved you ever since
-we were boy and girl; and once--ah, yes, I thought you cared for me a
-little. Edith, what does it mean? Why are you so changed?”
-
-Edith was more deeply changed than ever her cousin could guess. Had
-he been able to see her face, he would have been wonder-stricken at
-its expression of mingled shame and despair. She tried to reply; but
-before she could do so her voice was choked, and her tears began to
-fall. In a moment he was close beside her, and bending over her, with
-one hand outstretched to clasp her.
-
-“Now, you are crying. Edith, my darling, what is it?”
-
-“Don’t touch me,” she sobbed, shrinking from him. “I can’t bear it.”
-
-“Forgive me, if I have said anything to pain you; and oh, my darling!
-remember it is my love that carries me away. I do love you, Edith. I
-wish to God I could prove to you how much!”
-
-He took her hand in his; but she drew it forcibly from him, and,
-shrinking still further away, entirely losing her self-control, sobbed
-silently.
-
-“Don’t!” she exclaimed. “For pity’s sake, be silent. You do not know
-what you are saying. I am not fit to become your wife.”
-
-He moved a few steps from her, and waited until her wild, hysterical
-sobbing should have ceased. She commanded herself quickly, as it the
-wild outburst which she had not been able to control had terrified
-her. Then she rose, and would have left the room, but the young man
-stopped her.
-
-“Edith,” he said, “surely you did not mean what you said just now,
-that you are not fit to become my wife?”
-
-“Yes,” she replied quickly; “I did mean it.”
-
-She was glad that her face, was turned from him, and that the room
-was in partial darkness. She was glad that she was able to steady her
-voice, and to give a direct reply.
-
-He did not answer; she felt he was waiting for her to speak on.
-
-“Even if two people love each other,” she said, trembling, “or only
-think they do, which is too often the case, they have no right
-to thoughtlessly contract that holy tie. There cannot be perfect
-happiness in this world without perfect spiritual communion. I know--I
-feel sure--that this does not exist between you and me.”
-
-The young man flushed, and his brow contracted somewhat angrily.
-
-“Take time to think it over,” he said quickly; “this is not your own
-heart that is speaking now. The seeds which that man, your clergyman,
-has been sowing in your heart have borne fruit. Religion is changing
-your whole nature. It is alienating you hopelessly from all to whom
-you are so dear; it is making you unjust, cruelly unkind, to yourself,
-but doubly so to others, under the shallow pretence that you are
-serving God!”
-
-She did not interrupt him; but when he ceased, she put out her hand
-and said, quickly but firmly--
-
-“Good night.”
-
-“Good night,” he repeated. “It is so early, surely you are not going
-to-your room already? This is our last night together, remember.”
-
-“I am so tired,” returned the girl, wearily. “I must get a good
-night’s rest, since I am to start early in the morning.”
-
-“And you will not say another word?”
-
-“I don’t know that there is anything more that I can say.”
-
-“You are angry with me, Edith. Before you go, say at least that you
-forgive me.”
-
-“I am not angry; indeed, I am glad you have spoken. I know now I
-should never have come here. I know I must never come again.”
-
-So, without another word, they parted. Edith went up to her room.
-Walter sought his, and there he remained all the evening, sitting in
-the darkness, pondering over the unaccountable change which had taken
-place in the girl.
-
-Yes, she was changed; but was it hopeless, and altogether unexpected?
-Might she not, with gentle care, be freed from this hateful influence
-of the Church? Walter believed that might be so. Already he seemed
-to see light through the cloud, and to trace the secret of this man’s
-influence over her. Edith was imaginative and highly fanatical; he
-had appealed to her imagination. Being a High Church clergyman, he had
-employed two powerful agents--colour and form. He had scattered the
-shrine at which she worshipped with soft and durable perfumes, and had
-set up sacred symbols; and he had said, “Kneel before these; cast
-down all your worldly wishes and earthly affections.” She, being
-intoxicated, as it were, had yielded to the spell. It was part of his
-plan, thought Walter, that she must neither marry nor form any other
-earthly tie; for was it not through her, and such as her, that his
-beloved Church was able to sustain its full prestige? The Church must
-reign supreme in her heart, as it had done in that of many another
-vestal; it was at the altar alone that her gifts of love and devotion
-must be burned. She must be sacrificed, as many others had been before
-her, and the Church would stand.
-
-This was the young man’s true view of the case. He believed it, for
-he had learnt in his home to hate other worldliness; but though he
-fancied he saw the nature of the discord, he could not as yet perceive
-the directest means of cure.
-
-The next morning, when Edith, looking very pale and weary, but still
-very pretty in her simple travelling costume, came down to breakfast,
-she was a little surprised to find Walter already there. His manner
-was kind and considerate, as it had always been, and he made no
-reference whatever to what had passed between them on the previous
-night. They sat and carried on a constrained but polite conversation;
-but both were glad when it was interrupted by the entrance of Mrs.
-Hetherington. The old lady was filled with genuine regret at her
-niece’s sudden departure, and, while presiding at the breakfast-table,
-was so busy laying down plans for her speedy return that she did not
-notice that every morsel on Edith’s plate remained untouched, and
-that, while sipping her tea, her eyes wandered continually towards
-the window, as if anxiously watching for the cab which was to take her
-away. Walter noticed it with pain, and remained discreetly silent.
-
-As soon as the cab arrived, he left the room, ostensibly to
-superintend the removal of Ediths luggage, but in reality to be absent
-at the leave-taking between his mother and his cousin.
-
-He accompanied Edith to the station. It was merely an act of common
-courtesy, to which she could make no possible objection. On the
-way there was very little said on either side. She was silent from
-preoccupation, and he feared to tread on dangerous ground. But when
-they were near their parting, when Edith was comfortably seated in the
-train, and he stood by the open carriage door, he ventured in a covert
-manner to refer to what had passed.
-
-“The house will be brighter in wintertime,” he said, “and we shall have
-more means of amusing you. You will come back at Christmas, Edith?”
-
-She started, dropped his hand, and drew herself from him.
-
-“No, I think not,” she said; “it is always a busy time with us at
-Christmas. There is much to be done in the church.”
-
-This was their good-bye; for before he could say more the guard
-noisily closed the carriage doors, and whistled shrilly. Mechanically
-Walter took off his hat, and stood sadly watching the train as it
-moved away.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XVIII. CHURCH BELLS--AND A DISCORD.
-
-|Edith was glad that the next day was Sunday. She rose early, dressed
-hurriedly, and went for a walk in the fresh morning air. She felt
-instinctively that she had a battle to fight, and that all her
-resources must be brought into play to gain her the victory. If her
-influence over the man was to continue, she knew there was one way by
-which she could regain it. With such pale cheeks and lacklustre eyes
-as she had brought with her from London, where, she asked, would her
-chances be against Ellen Haldane’s fresh country charms? She must
-banish all painful thoughts for the present, and try to win back the
-roses which he had caused to fade.
-
-She walked for above an hour; and when she returned home, she went
-straight into the garden to gather a little bouquet of flowers. Then
-she went up to her room to dress for church. When she came down to
-breakfast, she wore her prettiest costume, and the bunch of flowers
-was fastened at her throat.
-
-Her aunt had a headache, she said, and could not go to church. Edith
-was not sorry; indeed, when the time came for her to set out, she was
-glad she was alone.
-
-She arrived at the church rather earlier than usual, nevertheless she
-walked straight in, and no sooner had she crossed the threshold than
-she obeyed a sudden impulse which seized her, and determined for that
-day at least not to occupy her usual seat. She selected one which was
-some distance from the pulpit, but from which she could command an
-excellent view of the pew belonging to Foxglove Manor.
-
-The congregation gathered, but the Haldane’s pew was empty. Edith
-watched it with feverish impatience. Presently, just as the tolling
-bell was about to cease, she saw Mrs. Haldane enter and take her seat.
-
-Two minutes later, Mr. Santley, clothed in his white, priestly robes,
-ascended the steps of the reading-desk, and bent his beautiful head
-in prayer. As he rose to his feet, Edith, who had been watching him
-in extreme fascination, saw his gaze wandering round the church, and
-finally fix upon the face of the mistress of Foxglove Manor. She
-saw, or thought she saw, the lady’s eyelids quiver and finally droop
-beneath that glance; while the clergyman arose, like a sick man
-suddenly restored to health, and began to read the lessons for the
-day.
-
-How that morning passed Edith scarcely knew. She remained like one in
-a dream, mechanically going though the religious forms, but feeling as
-if her heart’s blood was slowly ebbing away. Of one thing only she was
-conscious--that of all those upturned faces before him the clergyman
-seemed to see but one, but that from this one face seemed to draw his
-inspiration, as the earth draws life and light from the shining rays
-of the sun.
-
-At length the service was over, the congregation dispersed, and Edith
-found herself walking up and down the quiet lanes alone, panting for
-air, feeling sick at heart, and shivering through and through, though
-she stood in the warm rays of sunlight. Go home she could not. She
-must see Mr. Santley before she could face another human soul.
-
-She turned, intending to go to the Vicarage, but when she was yet
-within some distance of the house, she saw coming towards her the very
-man she sought.
-
-She paused, not knowing whether to feel glad or sorry. It was
-certainly better than having to go to the Vicarage, yet now that the
-meeting was so near, she shrank from it. She made a desperate effort
-to compose herself, and paused, waiting for him. The clergyman was
-evidently lost in deep thought, his head was bent, his eyes were fixed
-on the ground, and he was quite close to Edith before he saw her.
-
-When their eyes met he paused, almost involuntarily, a momentary
-flush of mingled annoyance and surprise passed over his face, then he
-recovered himself, walked forward, and quietly extended his hand.
-
-“Miss Dove!” he said, glancing nervously round. “I had no idea you
-were at home. How do you do?”
-
-It had been agreed between them, long before, that so long as their
-secret remained a secret, no warmer greeting than this must be
-exchanged between them in public. When the proposition had been made,
-Edith had quietly assented. What was it to her that Santley should bow
-his head with a politeness even more frigid than he bestowed upon any
-one of his flock. Had she not seen the burning light of love in his
-half-lowered eyes? and had she not known that a few hours later she
-would feel his caressing arms about her, and hear his rich, mellow
-voice whispering tenderly in her ear?
-
-But now all was changed. The frigid bow which had formerly been the
-prologue, had rapidly developed into the play. There were no stolen
-meetings now; no consoling whisperings. The clergyman had latterly
-become alive to the risk of such indulgences, and had gradually
-allowed them to cease; and Edith, receiving as her portion the cold
-bow and cold handshake that every eye might have seen, had watched the
-love light gradually fade from her hero’s eyes.
-
-But she had never seen him so cold as to-day. When their eyes had met,
-she had noticed the look of positive annoyance which had passed across
-his face. It had soon fled, but when he spoke and extended his hand,
-his face had assumed a look of cold severity.
-
-Edith did not speak; the painful beating of her heart almost stifled
-her, and her tongue clove to the roof of her mouth. She extended her
-hand; the cold, listless touch of his fingers throbbed through her
-like ice. The clergyman saw her trouble, and again that look of
-impatient annoyance passed across his face then he raised his brows in
-calm surprise.
-
-“What is the matter?” he asked quickly. “Has some domestic trouble
-caused your sudden return home?”
-
-She withdrew her hand from his cold, lax fingers, and answered, “No.”
-
-Then she turned and walked along in silence by his side.
-
-The good man was annoyed, seriously annoyed. First at her sudden
-appearance in the village, when he believed she was safely bestowed in
-London for several weeks to come; next at the _rôle_ she thought
-fit to assume. He hated scenes at any time; just now he particularly
-wished to avoid one. So he walked on in silence, until he could
-command his voice to speak quietly; then he said, in the most careless
-manner possible--
-
-“_When_ did you return home?”
-
-“Last night. I attended church this morning.”
-
-She looked at him quickly, to see what effect her words produced.
-Apparently they produced none. The clergymans face remained as coldly
-impassive as before; he raised his brows slightly as he replied.
-
-“Indeed! I did not see you there.” Then, after a pause, he added,
-“Your return was very sudden, was it not? I thought you intended
-staying away for some time.”
-
-“I changed my mind. I thought you would have been glad to have me back
-again.”
-
-Then, swept on by a wild impulse, which she could not possibly
-restrain, she added slowly, but tremulously--
-
-“Charles, are you _sorry_ I have come?”
-
-The clergyman started, flushed, then quickly recovered himself, as he
-added--
-
-“Sorry, my dear Edith? What a question! Why of course I am not sorry.”
-
-“Then, why not say that you are glad? Why not let me know it? Don’t you
-see you are breaking my heart?”
-
-Santley paused, and looked at her. He did not flush this time,
-his face grew white as marble, his eyes quite steel-like in their
-coldness. He had dreaded a scene, but this was so very much worse than
-he had expected; for by this time Edith had lost all self-control, and
-was sobbing violently. His face hardened terribly. He must put an end
-once and for ever to such unpleasant encounters.
-
-“Edith, have you lost your senses?” he said; and the bitterness of his
-tone was like putting a knife into the girl’s heart. “If you wish to
-perform in such scenes as this, you could surely find some other time
-and place than the public road and the broad daylight. If you have
-anything to say to me, you must come to me again in private. At
-present I have no more time which I can place at your service. I have
-business with Mrs. Haldane, who is waiting for me at the Vicarage; and
-my duties at the church will soon begin again.”
-
-He raised his hat, and would have moved away, but Edith laid her hand
-upon his arm and forcibly detained him.
-
-“Stop!” she cried. “One word! You shall not go. I must speak.”
-
-He turned upon her almost angrily; he attempted, but in vain, to shake
-off her detaining hand.
-
-“Tell me,” she cried; “why are you going to meet Mrs. Haldane?” Then,
-before he could recover from his astonishment sufficiently to speak,
-she added, “You need not tell me, for I _know_. It is this woman who
-has come between you and me. Oh, do you think I don’t know that since
-she came to the village you have been a changed man? What did I come
-home for? Because I knew it was not right that you and she should be
-in the village _alone_.”
-
-This time the clergyman succeeded in shaking off her hand. The face
-which he turned towards hers was almost livid in its pallor.
-
-“You forget yourself,” he said, with a sternness which was even harder
-to bear than bitter reproach. “Well, I suppose you think you have a
-right to insult me; but permit me to remind you that your right does
-not extend to religious affairs, or to a lady who is the most esteemed
-member of my congregation.”
-
-“I have not insulted you, Charles; I am only warning you.”
-
-“You are very kind,” he interposed, with a sneer, “but I am, in no
-greater need of your warning than is the lady. Until you can learn how
-to control your own words and actions, it would be better for _you_
-that we should not meet.” Again he moved, as if about to leave her;
-again she put forth her hand, and held him fast. The scene had become
-more violent than she had intended. It was now too late to pause.
-
-“One more word,” she sobbed. “Promise me that you will not see her,
-then I will promise never to mention this subject again.”
-
-“Promise you what? To discontinue all communications with Mrs.
-Haldane?”
-
-“Yes, yes; that is all. It is not much to ask you.”
-
-“It is much more than you have any right to ask. You have chosen to
-connect my name dishonourably with a lady whom I esteem. Enough!
-I cannot control your actions, but I mean to regulate my own. Good
-morning, Edith. Since you have nothing more important to say to me, I
-suppose I am at liberty to go?”
-
-He raised his hat and walked away, pausing a minute later to raise
-it again, and to address some pleasant remark to a member of his
-congregation, who happened at that moment to be coming along the
-road. It was the sight of this stranger which prevented Edith from
-following, which made her turn and walk with rapid steps towards her
-home. She felt cold and sick and heart-broken, and she shrank from the
-sight of any human face.
-
-When she reached her home, she found her aunt, who had been surprised
-at her protracted absence, gazing uneasily up and down the road. The
-sight of the girl’s pale, tear-stained face alarmed her, but Edith
-silenced her inquiries by declaring that she had not been very well.
-
-“It was foolish of me, but I could not help crying at the service,”
- she said. “Dear aunt, do not be anxious. I am better now, and only
-want rest.”
-
-“Shall I send you up some dinner, darling?”
-
-“No; nothing. I want to be alone--quite alone.”
-
-So, with a weary, listless look upon her, the girl went up to her
-room, and, having locked the door, she threw herself upon the bed, and
-cried as if her heart were broken.
-
-Meanwhile Mr. Santley went on his way, almost as much disturbed as
-Edith herself. He was angry, terribly angry; for if scenes similar
-to the one through which he had passed were allowed to continue, he
-anticipated a storm of troubles in the future. But how to avoid them?
-What would be the best and safest course to adopt? The good man was
-terribly perplexed. To openly defy the girl might cause her, in her
-bitterness and pain, to expose herself and him; which would certainly
-be awkward, since he wished, above all things, to stand well with
-his congregation. And yet to adopt any other course, he must at
-least pretend to subscribe to her conditions. He must be content to
-renounce, or pretend to renounce, his intimacy with Mrs. Haldane. The
-man of God was justly indignant.
-
-Such a course, he knew, must not be thought of, and he resolved with
-pious determination to continue Ellen Haldane’s conversion, for which
-he was so zealous and to leave matters between himself and Edith
-exactly as they were.
-
-He knew the girl’s disposition. She would soon acknowledge her folly,
-and make the first advances towards reconciliation. Well, then he
-would be inclined to meet her half-way, but she must be the first to
-move. If, on the other hand, she chose to take the unpleasant course
-of exposing him, why, he would have but one alternative: he would
-simply deny her statements, and who would believe her? It would be an
-unpleasant phase of experience to have to pass through, and it would
-compel him to sacrifice a fellow-creature.
-
-Nevertheless, he acknowledged to himself, with the air of a Christian
-martyr, that if she pushed him to extremities it would be necessary.
-
-After all, he hoped that Edith, shut up with her own grief, in the
-solitude of her own room, would soon be brought to see the error of
-her ways, and would make that first advance towards reconciliation
-which was necessary for the peace of mind of both.
-
-But, whatever might happen in the future, Edith had succeeded for that
-day at least in completely destroying the good mans peace of mind. His
-agitation was so great that he was compelled to walk about the quiet
-lanes until his tranquillity was somewhat restored. Then he returned
-to the Vicarage, where Mrs. Haldane was comfortably seated with
-his sister, and enjoyed her society until the hour of his labours
-returned.
-
-When he entered the church that afternoon, all the congregation
-thought he was looking more seraphic than ever. Many a young heart
-fluttered with holiness, and many an eyelid drooped reverently, before
-the calm serenity of his gaze. As he stood facing his people, he cast
-his eyes around the church. Edith was not there.
-
-He turned the leaves of his gold-clasped volume, and as his rich voice
-filled the church, and the congregation rose, he gazed once more about
-him. This time his cheek flushed slightly, and a soft sigh of relief
-and happiness escaped his parted lips. Mrs. Haldane was again in her
-place, calmly joining in the prayers.
-
-That afternoon the clergyman preached like one inspired; all were
-impressed but none were cognizant of the cause. Though the clergyman’s
-eyes wandered continually around the church, he saw only one face, was
-conscious only of one presence. So engrossed was he, and so wrapped up
-in his fervour of admiration, that he did not notice what was going on
-around him. Had he done so, he would have seen that there was another
-member of the congregation besides Mrs. Haldane who attracted a
-certain amount of interest. Seated in the gallery, calmly joining in
-the service and watching the minister, was the foreign “gentleman with
-the eyes.”
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XIX. HE IS BUT A LANDSCAPE PAINTER
-
-|After Edith’s departure from London, Walter Hetherington thought
-long and deeply over the mysterious change in his cousin. The more
-he thought, the more uneasy he grew. Of one thing he felt tolerably
-sure--that the girl had got into the hands of, a religious fanatic,
-who either consciously or unconsciously was completely destroying
-himself, his happiness--in this world at least. She was fairly
-possessed by the fever of other worldliness, he said to himself, and
-if left alone she would, like many others before her, probably end her
-days in a mad house.
-
-Having arrived at this enlightened conclusion, which was chiefly based
-on what Edith had herself told him, Walter determined that she should
-not be left alone. What would be more rational, he said to himself,
-than that he should pack up his sketching paraphernalia and pay a
-short visit to the picturesque little village where his aunt and
-cousin lived? Surely Edith would be glad to see him, and while he
-remained to watch over her, his time would not be entirely lost.
-
-When he told his mother of his determination to revisit the
-country, the old lady was unfeignedly glad. She suspected, from the
-unaccountable sudden departure of the girl, that the two young people
-had had a quarrel, and she was glad to see her son was magnanimous
-enough to make the first advances towards reconciliation. So she
-helped him to put a few things together, and on the spur of the moment
-he started off.
-
-He had written neither to his cousin nor aunt to tell them of his
-coming.
-
---He had intended sending a telegram from the station, but at the
-last moment he changed his mind, and as he sat in the train which was
-rapidly whirling him onward, he began to ask himself whether it would
-be judicious of him to go to his aunt’s house at all. To be sure, he
-had always made it his head-quarters; but now things were changed.
-Edith had left his mother’s house to avoid _him_; would it be fair to
-either of them that he should become his aunt’s guest? By living in
-the house he would force from her a communication which might be very
-grudgingly given, and at the same time his lips must be inevitably
-sealed. He finally decided that, during the visit at least, it would
-be better for every one that he should stay at the inn.
-
-So on arriving at the station he drove to the inn, secured at a cheap
-price a couple of cosy rooms, and determined to delay calling upon his
-relations until the following day.
-
-The next day was fine, a fit day for an artist to lounge, dream,
-perhaps work. Walter hung about the inn till midday; then he took his
-sketch-book under his arm, and strolled forth in the direction of his
-aunt’s cottage. When he reached the door, and was about to knock, it
-was suddenly opened by Edith, dressed in walking costume.
-
-On coming thus unexpectedly face to face with her cousin, she looked
-manifestly angry.
-
-“Walter, you here?” she said coldly; then she added quickly, “Is
-anything the matter at home?”
-
-“Nothing whatever,” said Walter, quietly giving his hand, and taking
-no notice whatever of the irritation so plainly visible on her face.
-“I got tired of London, that was all, and thought a few days in the
-country might do me good. I am not going to bore _you_. I have brought
-my working tools down with me, and mean to take some sketches back.”
-
-“But where is your luggage?”
-
-“Down at the inn.”
-
-“At the inn?”
-
-“Yes; I had it taken direct there last night. I was fortunate enough,
-too, to secure rooms--a capital little parlour fit for a studio, and
-a bedroom leading out of it. I shall be able to do the host, and
-entertain you, if you’ll come.”
-
-“You are going to stay at the inn?” said Edith. “You always stayed
-with _us_ before!”
-
-“Of course I did; but I am not going to be so inconsiderate as to
-plant myself upon you _now_.”
-
-He laid the slightest possible stress upon the “now,” and Edith
-understood; nevertheless, she deemed it prudent to affect ignorance
-and read a different meaning in his words. She murmured something
-about being very much occupied, and having little time to attend to
-visitors; then led the way across the hall to their sitting-room, and
-brought him into the presence of his aunt.
-
-Mrs. Russell welcomed him cordially, but when she heard of his
-domestic arrangements, her face went very blank indeed. She used every
-argument in her power to persuade the young man to change his mind,
-and to have his luggage brought up to the cottage. Walter, eager to
-accept her kindness, was listening for one word from Edith. It never
-came, and he expressed his intention to remain at the inn.
-
-But, although he abided by his former decision and remained _en
-garçon_ at the inn, a very great part of his time was spent at the
-cottage. The old lady, anxious to atone for the inhospitable behaviour
-of her niece, altered all her household arrangements to suit the
-erratic habits of the young painter. The heavy midday meal was
-replaced by a light luncheon; while for the light supper at six was
-substituted a substantial dinner, to which Walter was always bidden.
-On the afternoon of that day, when the young man had first made his
-appearance at the cottage, a rather unpleasant interview had taken
-place between the aunt and niece, almost the first which had come to
-ruffle the peaceful course of their evenly flowing lines. The old
-lady had been indignant at the coolness of Edith’s reception, and had
-accused the girl of inhospitality and ingratitude; while Edith had
-coolly given it as her opinion that the young man was much better
-located elsewhere.
-
-“It is a tax to have a visitor always in the house, aunt,” said Edith,
-quietly; “and--and I haven’t the strength to bear it, I think.”
-
-Mrs. Russell looked up, and was surprised to find that the girl, after
-bearing her reproaches so mildly, was now actually crying. She
-noted again, too, with a start of shocked surprise how sadly she had
-changed. The fresh, bright beauty which had once charmed every eye
-had gone, leaving scarcely a trace behind it, and the face was pale,
-careworn, and sad. She got up and kissed her, and that silent caress
-did more than a dozen reproaches. It made Edith hurriedly leave the
-room, to cast herself, crying bitterly, upon the bed, while Mrs.
-Russell sat down and wrote a note to Walter.
-
-“You shall have your own way about staying at the inn,” she wrote,
-“and you shall also have every possible hour of the day that you can
-make use of for your work; but surely you can spare your evenings for
-us. I have arranged to dine every day at six, and I beg of you, for
-Edith’s sake, to make one of the party. Dear Edith is far from well,
-and sadly changing. She sees so few people, and the house is dull.
-Dear Walter, come often, for her sake if not for mine.”
-
-Thus it happened that every night, when the little dining-room was
-laid out for dinner, Walter made his appearance at the cottage door,
-and that during those evening hours the family party was increased to
-three. Sometimes they left the dinner-table to lounge in the pretty
-little drawing-room, where Walter was permitted to smoke his cigar,
-while the old lady worked at wool-work, and Edith played to them in
-the slowly gathering darkness. Sometimes they strolled out on to the
-lawn, and had the tea brought out, and laughed and chatted while they
-watched the stars appear one by one in the heavens. Was it fancy, or
-since these social evenings commenced was Edith really changed’ for
-the better? Walter fancied that her eye was brighter, her cheek less
-pale, and that her manner towards himself was sometimes very tender,
-as if she wished in a measure to atone for her past coldness. This
-was particularly noticeable one night when the two sat alone in the
-drawing-room.
-
-Mrs. Russell, murmuring something about household affairs, had left
-them together. Walter was reclining in an armchair, smoking his cigar
-and watching his cousin, who was busily engaged embroidering crosses
-upon a handsome altar-cloth, intended for the decoration of the
-church.
-
-“These have been pleasant evenings,” he said--“pleasant for me, that
-is. I shall be sorry enough when they come to an end.”
-
-Edith looked up and smiled sadly.
-
-“If we always had pleasure it would become a pain,” she said. “Though
-we rebel against pain and suffering, it is, after all, a very great
-boon to the world.”
-
-“Humph! Perhaps so, if it were better distributed. What about the poor
-creatures whose portion is only pain?--who, to put it vulgarly, get
-all the kicks, and none of the halfpence?”
-
-“In this world, you should have said, Walter. Let us hope their
-measure of happiness will be greater in the world that is to come.”
-
-Walter was silent. The conversation had taken precisely the turn which
-he would have avoided, and he was wondering how to bring it to the
-subject which was for ever uppermost in his mind. For a time he
-remained in a brown study. Edith stitched on. Then he rose, took a few
-turns about the room, and stopped near to her chair.
-
-“Edith,” he said quietly, “do you know why I came down here?”
-
-Something in his tone rather than his words made her start and flush
-painfully. She did not raise her eyes or cease her work. Before she
-could answer, he had taken her hand.
-
-“I came for _you_, Edith,” he continued passionately. “Listen to me,
-my darling. Do not answer hastily, if you cannot give me a decided
-answer. At least let me hope.”
-
-Decidedly yet tremblingly the girl put his hands from her, and half
-rose from her seat. His words had frozen her to ice again.
-
-“Why _did_ you come here?” she said. “Do you call it manly or kind to
-persecute me? I tell you I shall never marry.”
-
-As she spoke her eye fell upon the altar-cloth, which she held in her
-hand: Walter saw the look, and as he was walking back to the inn that
-night it recurred to his mind again. The altar-cloth! There was the
-symbol of the thing which had come between them--which was blighting
-his life and hers. Edith was changing; but she was not utterly
-changed. He resolved to do the only thing which now remained to be
-done. He determined to appeal to her spiritual adviser.
-
-All night his mind was filled with this idea; it troubled his sleeping
-as well as his waking moments, and when he rose in the morning it
-was the one thing which possessed him. Now, he had never seen
-the clergyman, but he had pictured him as a middle-aged,
-benevolent-looking man, perhaps with spectacles; a gentle fanatic
-in religion, willing, through the very bigotry of his nature, to
-sacrifice everything for the good of the Church, but still, perhaps,
-amiable. He might be open to reason, and an appeal made directly to
-him might be the means of putting an end to all the trouble.
-
-Breakfast over, the young man issued from the inn, and strolled
-deliberately through the village in the direction of the Vicarage.
-It was early in the day to make a call, so he walked very slowly,
-meditating as he went on the nature of his errand; and the course he
-was about to take, after what had passed between him and his cousin,
-was, perhaps, a little unwarrantable, and Edith might be inclined to
-resent it if she knew. But then, he reflected, she need never know.
-Mr. Santley would surely grant him the favour of keeping the matter
-a secret; and afterwards, when the shadow of the Church had ceased to
-darken her life, and she was happy with him in her married home, she
-would be glad to hear that it was he who had saved her.
-
-These were the kind of rose-coloured visions which filled his brain as
-he walked on towards the Vicarage, and by the time he had reached the
-hall door and pulled the bell, he had even converted Mr. Santley into
-the good fairy of the tale, or rather a sort of Father Christmas, in
-a surplice, smiling benevolently upon them and pairing their hands. A
-trim little servant came to the door, and, in answer to his inquiries,
-informed him that Mr. Santley was not at home. He was expected in
-immediately, however, if the gentleman would like to wait.. Yes;
-Walter would wait. So he followed the little maid across the hall,
-into a somewhat chilly but sufficiently gorgeous room, which was
-reserved solely for the comfort and convenience of Mr. Santley’s
-guests. As Walter sank down into an easy-chair, the arms of which
-seemed to enfold him in a close embrace, and looked about the room, he
-acknowledged that Mr. Santley at least did not give all his substance
-to the poor. Here at least there was no appearance of penury, or of
-sackcloth and ashes; all was comfortable and luxurious in the extreme.
-He walked about the room; examined the books upon the tables, which
-were all works of education, elegantly bound; noticed the engravings
-on the walls--one or two of Raphael’s Madonnas (coloured copies), and
-an old engraving after Andrea del Sarto. Mr. Santley did not come. He
-rang the bell, gave the little maid his card, told her he would call
-again, and left the Vicarage.
-
-This time he walked in the direction of the schoolhouse. He had his
-sketchbook under his arm, and in it a half-finished sketch of the
-schoolmistress’s picturesque home. He would fill up his spare time by
-adding a few touches to the sketch before he returned to the Vicarage.
-
-In this matter fortune favoured him. It being Saturday afternoon,
-there was no school, and the schoolmistress was leaning in a listless
-attitude upon the low trellised gate. She welcomed the young painter
-with a nod and a bright smile, and readily assented to his proposition
-that she should stand for the figure in the picture. He took out his
-book and set to work.
-
-Dora meanwhile chatted and laughed to make the time pass pleasantly,
-and sometimes, in answer to an invitation from him, she would run
-round the easel to take a peep at the figure of herself, which was
-gradually growing under his hand. At last their pleasant interview
-was brought to an end. Walter remembered the appointment which
-this chattering lady had made him forget. He put up his sketching
-materials, and prepared to take his leave. Then Dora stopped him.
-
-“Surely, Mr. Hetherington, you will do me one favour,” she said: “you
-will honour me by stepping for a moment into the cottage which you
-have transferred so beautifully to paper. I have some cream and milk,
-some fresh strawberries from our garden, if that is any inducement to
-you.”
-
-The invitation was tempting. Nevertheless, Walter, while wishing to
-accept, was about to refuse, pleading an engagement at the Vicarage
-when another voice broke in--
-
-“Good day, Miss Greatheart!” it said.
-
-The schoolmistress smiled, made a prim curtsey, and answered, “Good
-day, sir!” Then she waited to see if her visitor had anything more to
-say.
-
-The new arrival was a man, and Walter, who was looking at him, thought
-he was the handsomest man he had ever seen in his life. He was dressed
-as a clergyman, but the cut of his garments-was elegant and eminently
-becoming. As his eye fell upon Walter he raised his hat, and
-discovered a head beautifully shaped and slightly thinning at the
-temples. Walter remained fascinated, staring at the man, who moved
-here and there with easy grace, and whose face grew singularly
-handsome with every varying expression which flitted across it.
-
-He had not much to say to the schoolmistress; and as he moved away
-his hat was again swept off to Walter, and the clergyman’s eyes rested
-upon him for a moment with a look one might love to paint in the eyes
-of a saint.
-
-Walter turned to Miss Greatheart.
-
-“A handsome fellow,” he said, “--a very handsome fellow; and a
-clergyman, I see, by his dress. Who is he? One of Mr. Santley’s
-curates, I suppose?”
-
-The schoolmistress stared at him for a moment in amazement.
-
-“One of Mr. Santley’s curates!” she said. “Why, my dear sir, that is
-our vicar himself!”
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XX. IN THE GLOAMING.
-
-|It was now Walters turn to look amazed.
-
-“That Mr. Santley!” he said. “Why, he is quite a young man!”
-
-“Of course he is--and handsome as good, and good as handsome. But
-won’t you come in, Mr. Hetherington, and have some refreshment? It is
-two hours quite since you opened out your sketch-book at the gate!”
-
-This time Walter accepted her invitation, and followed her into the
-quaint little parlour, where most of her days were spent. The little
-maid who attended to the house had got a holiday with the children,
-and Dora was left to attend to herself that day. Walter was glad of
-it, since he was left free to sit by the window and follow the train
-of his thoughts, while Dora busied herself spreading the snowy cloth
-upon the table, and setting forth her simple fare. When it was ready,
-he came to the table and ate some strawberries and drank some milk,
-thinking all the while of Mr. Santley. Presently he spoke of him.
-
-“You have known Mr. Santley some time, Miss Greatheart?” he said.
-
-“I was schoolmistress here when he came.”
-
-“He is a very good man, you said?”
-
-“Yes, indeed. But it stands to reason that a man with Mr. Santley’s
-gifts must be very good indeed not to get spoiled. In justice to at
-least half of his congregation, he ought to marry.”
-
-“Why, pray?”
-
-“Why? If he had arrived here with a wife, many a young girl in the
-village would have been saved a severe heartache. He is a prize in the
-matrimonial lottery well worth striving for. He is idolized by every
-female in the village. Now, it is certain he cannot marry them all,
-and on the day when the happy one is chosen, fancy the hearts that
-will break!”
-
-“Yours amongst the number?”
-
-“No, sir; I am happy to say I am free. But I take no credit to myself
-on that account. If I had been idle like some of the young ladies
-here, there might have been another victim added to the list; but I
-have so much to do in the school, I have no time to think about the
-vicar,” she added. “Have you heard him preach, Mr. Hetherington?”
-
-“No, not yet.”
-
-“Ah, you must go to the church tomorrow. He speaks magnificently, and
-looks a picture in his robes; besides, his sister, Miss Santley, told
-me he will wear for the first time to-morrow a new surplice and a
-magnificent embroidered band, which has been worked for him by Miss
-Dove!”
-
-At the mention of his cousin’s name Walter felt his face flush and
-his heart leap; but he made no direct reply. He went on eating his
-strawberries, and turned his face to the open window, as he said--
-
-“What have you made for him, Miss Greatheart?”
-
-“I? Oh, nothing! He has so many beautiful presents from the young
-ladies in the village that he has no need of them from me, even if I
-had the time to make them, which I have not; all day I am teaching in
-the school, and all the evening I am busy preparing lessons for the
-following day.”
-
-“Have you always lived here?”
-
-“Not always. My mother was a prison matron at Preston, and we
-lived together until she died, several years ago; then, through the
-influence of some friends, I got this place, and have lived here ever
-since!”
-
-“Working and striving,” added Walter; “finding pleasure in things
-which to some would mean only trouble and irritation. During the
-holidays do you ever come to London, Miss Greatheart?”
-
-“No; I generally remain here.”
-
-“From choice?”
-
-“Not at all. I should like a change; but then, to go alone to a city
-where you have no friends, and to parade crowded streets alone, is a
-holiday which I should not enjoy.”
-
-Walter rose to go.
-
-“You will come back and finish the sketch on Monday, perhaps?” said
-Dora.
-
-“I shall be glad to; I should like, above all, to finish the figure
-leaning on the gate.”
-
-“Then you must come in the evening. I promise to give you an hour
-after school hours.”
-
-Then Walter shook hands with her and left, taking the way to the inn
-instead of to the Vicarage. He would make no appeal to the clergyman.
-The sight of Mr. Santley, so different to the benevolent, elderly
-gentleman of his imagination, had decided him on that point; it had
-also brought with it other trouble, for it threw an entirely new light
-on Edith’s religious fervour.
-
-Was it, then, the man or the church, infatuation or fanaticism? He
-asked himself the question for the first time. Was Edith among the
-mass of simple girls who were breaking their hearts for his sake?
-Probably. It remained now for him to watch her, and ascertain the
-truth.
-
-He went up to the cottage that evening, and regarded Edith with quite
-a new light in his eyes. She also seemed changed. Her manner was
-restless and ill at ease; her cheek was flushed. All through the
-dinner she scarcely touched any food, but glanced furtively at her
-aunt and cousin.
-
-When the dinner was over, they all retired to the drawing-room as
-usual.
-
-Here Ediths restlessness asserted itself more strongly. Instead of
-sitting quietly to her work, as was her usual custom, she flitted
-restlessly about the room. Presently she declared that she had a
-terrible headache, and wished her cousin “good night.”
-
-“I have been trying to bear it,” she said, “but it gets worse instead
-of better. You will excuse me for to-night, Walter, will you not?”
-
-As he took her hand and held it for a moment in his, he felt that it
-was trembling and very hot. He scarcely believed in the headache,
-but he deemed silence the most prudent course; so he wished her “good
-night” without more ado.
-
-Her aunt rose to go with her to her room, but permission to do so was
-firmly refused.
-
-“You will stay and keep Walter company, or else you will make me
-regret I did not bear the pain without a word. Indeed, dear aunt, all
-I want is rest and quietness. I shall be quite well to-morrow.”
-
-So she went. Mrs. Russell sat down again to her wool-work, and Walter
-subsided into his chair.
-
-There was not much talking done after that, and Walter, as soon as his
-cigar was finished, rose to take his leave. The old lady looked at him
-tenderly and sadly, but she said nothing. Instinct had told her
-the true state of, things between the cousins; she was sorry, but
-helpless. It would be better, she thought to herself, if the poor
-boy would resign a useless courtship, since Edith had evidently no
-affection to give, and take to himself some pretty little wife who
-would make his home happy.
-
-He did not return directly to the inn, but with head bent in deep
-thought he strolled on, he knew not whither. He was wondering whether
-or not this hopeless quest should end. If Edith had deceived him--if,
-indeed, it was the man, and not religion, which held the girl so
-entranced--why, then his task of regeneration would surely be a very
-difficult one. It was strange, he thought, that Edith, knowing his
-mistake, should have allowed it to remain. He had repeatedly spoken
-to her of Mr. Santley as an elderly man; and, although she knew the
-truth, she had never corrected him. It looked black, very black; the
-more he thought over it, the more complicated matters became.
-
-He had been so engrossed in his own thoughts, that he had been almost
-unaware of his own actions. He was only conscious of strolling idly
-on and on, he knew not in what direction. Suddenly he paused, looked
-helplessly about him; then took a few stealthy steps forward, and
-paused again. Where he was he did not know. The night had grown quite
-dark and chilly, for heavy, rain-charged clouds were covering both
-stars and moon. But his quick ear had detected what his eyes could not
-at first perceive--the close neighbourhood of two figures in earnest
-conversation--a man and a woman. The darkness shrouded their figures,
-but the breeze brought to him the sound of their voices. Walter hated
-to play the spy, yet for once in his life his feet refused to move.
-For he had recognized one of the voices as belonging to his cousin
-Edith.
-
-Yes, the voice was Ediths.
-
-Having wished her aunt and cousin “good night,” she had hastened to
-her room and locked the door; but instead of throwing herself on the
-bed, she had lit the candles, sat down near the dressing-table, drawn
-forth a letter from her pocket, and begun to read.
-
-The letter was as follows:--
-
-“My dear Miss Dove,
-
-“I am very sorry to hear that you have been suffering. You will find
-what you require at Dr. Spruce’s surgery. You are right about the
-time--nine o’clock will do very well.
-
-“Yours faithfully,
-
-“Charles Santley.”
-
-This letter had come through the post in the ordinary way. It had been
-handed to Edith in the morning; and the very sight of it had sent
-the hot blood coursing through her veins, and kept her in a state of
-feverish excitement the whole day. It was the knowledge of this piece
-of paper in her pocket which had rendered her so uneasy during the
-dinner; it was the knowledge of this letter also which had caused
-her excitement after dinner, and which finally had made her wish her
-cousin a hasty “good night.” And now, as she read it again, the flush
-remounted to her cheeks and her heart beat pleasantly. She had not
-seen Santley alone since that Sunday morning, nearly a week past,
-when the two had parted in anger--an anger which to Edith meant utter
-misery and prostration. And now, at the eleventh hour, he had written
-to her appointing a meeting, and she was ready to fly to him with open
-arms.
-
-She sat for some time looking at the letter, reading it over and over
-until she knew every word of it by heart; then she kissed it, returned
-it to her pocket, opened the window, and looked out. It was a cloudy
-but fine night, and the welcome darkness was gathering quickly.
-
-If it would only rain, she thought, they would be sure to have the
-road to themselves in that case; and for herself, why, what did it
-matter so long as she felt her lovers arms about her again, and knew
-that he was true? But now her first care was to effect her escape
-stealthily from the house. She had decided upon her course of action;
-the great difficulty which remained was to carry it through. She
-hastily put on her walking boots, took up a cloak of sombre colour,
-fastened it round her, drew the hood over her head, and stood ready to
-set forth to the place of meeting--which she knew, by old experience,
-well.
-
-She opened her bedroom door and listened. She could hear nothing.
-Perhaps her cousin was gone, perhaps he was still sitting in the
-drawingroom, quietly smoking his cigar. In any case, it seemed, she
-need not fear interruption; the way was clear. She hastily blew out
-her candles, locked her door, and slipped the key into her pocket;
-then noiselessly descending the stairs, she left the house unseen.
-
-In the garden she hesitated, curious to know what they could all be
-doing; so she crept round the house and peeped in at the drawing-room
-window. Walter was still there, but he stood near the door, holding
-his aunts hand, and evidently taking his leave. Edith turned, and
-without more ado fled quickly in the darkness.
-
-Even as Edith was leaving the cottage, Santley was already at the
-meeting-place, walking with impatient strides up and down the lonely
-lane selected for their interview, and wondering as every minute
-passed away why Edith did not come.
-
-A week’s reflection, and the frequent sight of Edith’s pale, careworn
-face when they met in public, had brought him to this pass. He saw
-that she was suffering, and for the sake of what she had been to
-him he felt really sorry. Besides, he looked at the matter
-philosophically, and he asked himself, why _should_ they quarrel?
-After all, she had been very patient and forbearing; and for that
-little fit of jealousy about Mrs. Haldane she had been sufficiently
-punished.
-
-But perhaps there was another and a stronger motive for this sudden
-wish for a meeting and a reconciliation. So long as this absurd
-quarrel continued, it was evident Edith had no intention of visiting
-the Vicarage; and this fact alone subjected him to a series of
-unpleasant questions from his sister. Santley therefore decided that
-it would be better for him in every possible way to send the letter,
-which would be certain to effect a reconciliation.
-
-“Is it you, Edith? Quick! Is it you?”
-
-His quick ear had caught the rustle of her dress on the grass. Even as
-the words left his lips came the eager answer.
-
-“Yes, Charles; I have come!” And the girl, forgetting all their
-quarrels, leapt with a glad cry into his arms.
-
-For a time no words were spoken. After that one cry of joy, Edith
-had laid her head upon his shoulder and sobbed as if her heart would
-break. At this manifestation of hysteria, Santley was not altogether
-pleased; but he could say nothing, so he clasped his arms firmly about
-her, and tried to soothe her sorrow. When at last Edith lifted her
-head from his shoulder he kissed her lips, and whispered to her so
-gently that the girl’s heart beat as gladly as it had done the first
-day that words like these had been spoken.
-
-“There, there,” said the good man, kissing her again, and patting her
-head like that of a spoilt child. “You are better now, my darling; and
-remember you must not quarrel with me again. You were breaking your
-little heart for nothing at all.”
-
-Part of the girls emotion had communicated itself to him; and for
-the time being, while he stood there holding her to him, feeling
-her breath upon her cheek, her clinging arms about his neck, he felt
-almost as passionately disposed as he had done the first day that
-he told her of his love. As for Edith, a serene happiness and
-peace seemed to enter into her soul. They stood thus for some time,
-exchanging whispered words and fond embraces; then the clergyman told
-her she had better go. A spot or two of rain had fallen, and the sky
-was clouding over as if for a storm.
-
-“Will you play the organ to-morrow, Edith?” he asked, as they moved
-away together.
-
-“Yes, if you wish it.”
-
-“I do wish it, Edith; for when you are playing, it seems as if you
-were helping me with my work.”
-
-Sweet words! She said nothing, but the hand which lay in his pressed
-his fondly, and he knew that she was pleased.
-
-“And will you come to the Vicarage to-morrow afternoon, and have tea
-with us? I shall be so glad if you will!”
-
-He did not add that his sister, wondering all the week at Edith’s
-non-appearance, had threatened repeatedly to call at the cottage, when
-she would doubtless have elicited something of the truth.
-
-“No, I cannot come!” she said; “my cousin, Walter Hetherington, is
-staying in the village, and so long as he remains here he is to spend
-the evenings with us. As to-morrow is Sunday, and no work can be done,
-my aunt has invited him up for the day.”
-
-Santley was relieved, very much relieved indeed. He could now give his
-sister a tangible reason for Edith’s absence from the Vicarage, while
-he himself would be perfectly free to spend the afternoon with Mrs.
-Haldane. He tried, to suppress the delight which he could not help
-feeling, and said quietly, “Let us hope the young man will make a
-speedy departure, if he means to monopolize you so much. But that
-reminds me, Edith, a young man, a Mr. Walter Hetherington, called upon
-me to-day and left his card. I suppose it is the same?”
-
-“Of course it is,” returned Edith. “But what could he want with
-_you?_”
-
-“I don’t in the least know. Nothing of very great importance, I
-suppose, since he promised to call again, and never reappeared.”
-
-The clergyman paused.
-
-They had come now to within a short distance of Edith’s home. Again,
-after a furtive look round, he clasped her fondly to him, pressed her
-lips, and murmured, “Good night, my Edith!”
-
-“Good night,” returned the girl, withdrawing herself reluctantly
-from his embrace. “Oh, I am so happy now! You were quite right, dear;
-another week like the last would have broken my heart!”
-
-Thus they parted--Edith, happy as a child, creeping quickly to the
-cottage; the good man smiling celestially, and well pleased to have
-made everything comfortable at little personal inconvenience, walking
-back to his holy hearth, and thinking of his Sunday sermon.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XXI. IN THE VICARAGE PARLOUR.
-
-|Nearly the whole of this interview had been witnessed by Walter
-Hetherington. He had heard, yet he had not heard; for, though instinct
-told him that the voice was Edith’s, he could only catch fragments of
-what she said. Nevertheless, as he remained crouched in the shadow of
-the trees, he was conscious of sobs and tears, of stolen kisses and
-softly murmured words. He remained until the interview was over; then,
-when the two walked together back towards the village, he still
-very stealthily followed them. When they stopped again, he heard the
-passionate words of parting. His suspicions were, in his own despite,
-fast becoming certainties; they were soon established certainties
-beyond a doubt. He followed the girl after she had left her lover,
-and saw her stealthily open the door and disappear across the
-threshold of Edith’s home.
-
-Then Walter turned, and feeling like one who has had a terrible
-nightmare, he walked back to his lodgings at the inn. He was sorry he
-had not had time to follow the man, for he remained completely in the
-dark as to who he might be. He got little sleep that night. The next
-morning he awoke sadly unrefreshed. After breakfast he strolled out
-among the meadows; and when he heard the bells ring, calling the
-villagers to prayer, he entered the church with the rest.
-
-When the congregation had assembled and the clergyman was in his
-place, Walter looked about for Edith. He felt almost a sense of relief
-when he saw that she was present; it repulsed him to think of her
-calmly joining in the service after the events of last night. He
-looked at the gallery where the school children bestowed themselves,
-and saw Dora, quiet, unobtrusive, and happy, sitting serenely amongst
-her flaxen-haired flock. How cosy, how comfortable she was! but
-the very bitterness of his heart compelled him to ask himself the
-question: was she as bad as the rest? At one time, yes, even so
-late as the preceding night, he had possessed so much blind faith in
-genuine human nature as to believe that the face indicated the soul.
-Now, however, he felt that such a belief was puerile and false. No
-woman on earth could possess a more spiritual countenance than his
-cousin Edith--yet his eyes had assured him of the blackness and
-impurity of her soul. Disappointment was turning his heart to gall.
-
-At last the service was ended: the congregation streamed forth,
-Walter amongst the rest. The crush was so great he could hardly
-get along--for Mr. Santley was a popular preacher. Once outside the
-edifice, Walter paused to draw his breath and look about him. He
-started, turned first hot, then cold, for not many yards from him was
-Edith herself, calmly leaving the church with the rest. Almost before
-he could recover himself she saw him, and advanced with a bright smile
-and outstretched hand.
-
-“I saw you in church,” she said, “and thought you looked dreadfully
-pale. Are you not well, Walter?”
-
-He murmured something about late hours and a sleepless night; then he
-had to confess he had been looking about for her, for he added--
-
-“I did not see _you_ in church.”
-
-“No, you would not. I was in the organ-room. It is my Sunday for
-playing, you remember!”
-
-To this he made no reply. He was wondering how it was that Edith could
-manage so effectually to play such a double part. He expected at least
-a downcast eye, and a blush of guilt upon her cheek; with this he
-might have been tolerably satisfied. But Edith’s face looked brighter
-than it had done for many a day.
-
-“I forgot to ask you,” he said suddenly, “if your headache was
-better.”
-
-“My headache?” she replied. She had been so engrossed with happy
-thoughts at the reconciliation, that the question took her completely
-by surprise.
-
-“Ah yes,” she added, suddenly recollecting herself; “it is so much
-better, that I had quite forgotten it. You see what a good night’s
-rest will do!”
-
-Walter uttered an impatient sigh, and turned on his heel; while Edith
-added--
-
-“You are coming up to dine with us to-day, you know. Shall we walk
-together?”
-
-“I am not coming!”
-
-“Not coming? I thought----”
-
-“Yes, I did accept your aunt’s invitation; but I feel upset to-day,
-and am not fit company for anyone. Will you make my excuses at home?”
-
-“Yes, certainly I will; and I hope that to-morrow you will be so much
-better. Good-bye.”
-
-She shook hands with him, and tripped away.
-
-For a time Walter made no attempt to move, but gazed after her with
-eyes full of sadness and despair. Although he said to himself that
-henceforth Edith must be nothing to him, he felt pained at the
-curtness with which she could dismiss him. He had noticed that she had
-never once attempted to persuade him to alter his decision; indeed,
-she had not been able to hide from him her delight at hearing it, and
-he felt very bitter.
-
-He turned from the church, walked away, and, after strolling about for
-some time he knew not whither, he raised his head and found himself
-quite close to the schoolmistress’s cottage. Dora stood in the
-doorway, surrounded by her flowers.
-
-She came forward when she saw him, and, after giving him a bright
-smile and a warm handshake, stood by the gate and continued to talk.
-She was a wise little woman, and knew exactly what to say and what
-to leave unsaid; she had been a witness of the interview between the
-cousins in the churchyard that morning, and her woman’s instinct
-had divined something of the true state of things. So she chatted
-pleasantly to the young man, and took no notice whatever of his pale
-cheek and peculiarity of manner; and when he said suddenly, “Are you
-not going to ask me in to-day, Miss Greatheart?” she threw open the
-gate at once, and said that she was sadly neglectful and inhospitable,
-and that if Mr. Hetherington would like to come in, he would be more
-than welcome. So he followed her again into the quaint little parlour,
-and again took his seat by the open window, to gaze with strange,
-meditative eyes upon the little garden where the sun was shining. It
-was a ragged little garden enough, and by no means well cared for,
-since Dora was not rich enough to pay for labour, like her more
-fortunate neighbours in the village.
-
-During her leisure hours she worked among the flower-beds until her
-plump hands ached again; but, after all, her leisure hours were very
-few, and the grass and weeds grew so quickly. Walter saw that the
-grass was many inches too long, and that it was scattered thickly with
-withered rose-leaves; that here and there a rose tree was sadly in
-want of the pruning knife. But that did not make the scent of the
-flowers any the less delicious; nor did it take from the quiet beauty
-of their place. There was plenty of light and colour everywhere, and
-there was beauty.
-
-While looking at the garden, Walter began to think of the gardens
-mistress--quiet little Dora, living so contented among her children;
-and in the winter still living here alone, when the flowers had faded,
-when withered rose-leaves were scattered profusely on the grass, and
-the leafless branches of the trees bent before the biting breath of
-the bitter winter wind. It was a pretty picture of Dora--he loved it
-as we love the creatures of our imagination; it seemed to make Dora
-belong to him, artistically, as it were, and bring him consolation.
-Then his reflections took another turn, and he began, for the first
-time, to think it strange that the little woman should be so much
-alone.
-
-He said something of this to Dora; and she laughed and blushed, and
-answered frankly enough.
-
-“Yes, I am a good deal alone. You see, I am in an equivocal position.
-I am too good for the servants, and not good enough for their
-mistresses. I am only the governess!”
-
-“At any rate,” said Walter, “you have contrived to brighten up what
-would otherwise have been a very cheerless visit. As a token of my
-gratitude, will you accept a little present from me?”
-
-“I want no present, sir; your friendly words are quite enough.”
-
-“Nonsense! I should like to give you some of the sketches I have made
-of the village.”
-
-“To me! give them to me?” said Dora, with wide-open eyes. “Why, Mr.
-Hetherington, I thought you wanted them to--to-------”
-
-“To--what?”
-
-“Well, to remind you of this visit!”
-
-“Perhaps when I began them I had some notion of that kind in my head;
-we are all fools sometimes, you know. But I have changed my mind; I
-don’t want to be reminded of this visit. Yes, I shall give you the
-sketches--that is to say, if you will accept them; and when I have
-taken my departure--and I shall do so soon--I shall try to forget that
-such a village as Omberley ever existed at all.”
-
-“And the people,” said Dora; “of course you will try to forget the
-people?”
-
-“That is the first thing I shall try to do!”
-
-We are most of us selfish in our grief, and Walter was no exception to
-the rule. Mortified and suffering himself, it never once entered his
-head that he might be unpolite, and even rude, to another. But the
-knife entered Dora’s little heart, and made her wince. She had been
-happy in the knowledge that she had met a fellow-creature who could
-treat her exactly as an equal--a man whom she could call a friend; and
-lo! when her interest is strongest, when she has been telling herself
-that the memory of the few days which he has brightened for ever will
-linger in her memory and never die, he came to tell her that his first
-effort would be to forget the place--and _her_.
-
-“I will take the pictures, if you like, Mr. Hetherington, but merely
-as a loan. You will change your mind again.. I am convinced that some
-day you will ask me for them back again, and when you do they shall
-certainly be yours. But the sketch of the cottage--is it finished
-already?”
-
-“The sketch of the cottage? Oh, I should like to keep _that_. It
-contains the picture of a lady whom I should certainly not like to
-forget.”
-
-Then, while the glad light danced in Dora’s eyes again, he rose and
-took her hand, as he said--
-
-“Good-bye, Miss Greatheart. When I said I should forget the village
-and the people I was wrong. Your kindness and hospitality I shall
-always remember.”
-
-So he crossed the threshold of the happy little schoolhouse, to stroll
-out again into the sunshine; and again he thought very bitterly of the
-woman who had effectually taken all the sunshine from his life.
-
-He need not have thought so bitterly of her. If she had wounded him
-she was receiving her punishment.
-
-Having left Walter in the churchyard, Edith flew home like one walking
-on air. She had accepted his decision gleefully, never attempting to
-alter it by word or look, for she was thinking all the time of the
-invitation she had received from Mr. Santley, and which had cost
-her such a pang to refuse. Walter’s sudden determination left her
-free--free to spend a few hours in the company of the man who was more
-to her than the whole world. Lighthearted and happy, she hurried home,
-gave Walter’s message to her aunt, and then sat down and made a very
-hearty meal. After it was over, and a reasonable time had elapsed,
-she again put on her hat, and told her aunt she was going down to the
-Vicarage.
-
-“I shan’t be back till late, aunt,” she added, “for, as I have to
-go to the Vicarage, I may as well walk to evening service with Miss
-Santley. If Walter changes his mind and comes, you will look after him
-well, won’t you?”
-
-And Mrs. Russell, promising implicit obedience, kissed her niece
-fondly, and watched her go down the road. On reaching the Vicarage,
-Edith was admitted at once. There was no necessity to take her card
-and keep her waiting while she ascertained if master or mistress was
-at home. She was known to the servants as a visitor who was always
-welcome--at any rate to the mistress of the house. So, without any
-preamble at all, she was shown into the sitting-room, and into the
-presence of Miss Santley.
-
-The room was as luxuriously furnished as any in the Vicarage, and
-charmingly decorated with the choicest of hothouse flowers. The lady
-sat in a low wicker chair, with a book in her hand, and at her elbow
-a little gipsy table, holding a tea-service of Dresden china. The
-opening of the door disturbed the lady. She let her book fall upon her
-knee, and looked up dreamily; but the moment her eye fell upon Edith
-she rose, smiling brightly, gave the girl both her hands, and kissed
-her fondly.
-
-“My dear Edith, I am so glad!” she exclaimed; and there was a ring of
-genuine welcome in her voice. “Why, you are a perfect stranger.--Jane,
-bring a cup for Miss Dove.--Now, dear, select your chair, take off
-your hat, and make yourself comfortable.”
-
-Edith did as she was bidden. She placed her hat on one of the many
-little tables with which the room abounded, stood before one of
-the glasses for a moment to rectify any disarrangement of hair and
-costume; then she drew forth a little wicker chair similar to that
-occupied by her hostess, and sat down. By this time the teapot was
-brought in, and the tea poured, so Edith sat and sipped it, talking
-and laughing meanwhile like a happy child.
-
-“Well, dear,” said Miss Santley, “and what have you been doing with
-yourself all the week? Charles tells me you have a cousin in the
-village, who completely monopolizes you. By the way, he told me that
-he had tried to persuade you to come to tea to-day, but that you had
-positively refused. That could not have been true.”
-
-“Yes, it was true,” returned Edith. “I did refuse when he asked me,
-because I thought I could not come. I thought my cousin would dine
-with us as usual; but I met him at church this morning, and he said he
-was rather unwell and could not come. So I thought it would not matter
-if I came after all.”
-
-“Matter! My dear, I am delighted.” And so, having thus satisfactorily
-arranged matters, the two sat chatting to their hearts’ content.
-
-It was very pleasant, exceedingly pleasant--at any other time Edith
-would have enjoyed it hugely; but as the hands of the bronze clock on
-the chimneypiece travelled so quickly round, she began to grow uneasy,
-and to wonder at the protracted absence of her lover. Miss Santley was
-a very pleasant person indeed, and Edith was very fond of her; but it
-had been a stronger inducement than Miss Santley that had brought
-her to the Vicarage that afternoon. Santley must know she was in the
-house, thought Edith; it was strange he did not come.
-
-Suddenly Miss Santley glanced at the clock. In a moment she was on her
-feet.
-
-“My dear,” she exclaimed, “how the time has flown! Do you play again
-to-night?”
-
-“Yes.”
-
-The lady nodded.
-
-“Well walk to church together, dear,” she said. “Amuse yourself by
-looking at the books, while I run away to get my bonnet and mantle
-on.”
-
-Ere the lady had reached the door of the room, Edith spoke. Prolonged
-disappointment had given her courage.
-
-“Mr. Santley is busy, I suppose?” she said.
-
-“Mr. Santley--Charles? Oh, my dear, he’s not at home!”
-
-“Not at home?”
-
-“No. If he had been, do you suppose for a moment, my dear, he would
-have allowed you to be all this time in the house without coming out
-to say ‘How do you do’? If he had known you had been coming, of course
-he would have stayed in; but he didn’t know, so immediately after
-afternoon service he went to Foxglove Manor. He wanted to see Mrs.
-Haldane, and he said he should go straight from there to the church.”
-
-Miss Santley was near the door. The moment she had finished speaking
-she passed out of the room, and left Edith alone.
-
-It was not a pleasant task to her, this mentioning of Mrs. Haldane.
-She knew that people had already begun to speak somewhat unkindly of
-the relations between that lady and her brother. But since this
-was so, it was well that she should show to the world that she, his
-sister, thought nothing of it. Therefore she had made up her mind
-that, whenever it was necessary for her to mention that lady’s name,
-she would do so without reserve of any kind. It was the only way, she
-thought, to prevent such absurd rumours from taking root.
-
-A very few minutes sufficed to make her toilet. At the end of that
-time she returned to the room where she had left Edith, to get her
-Prayer-book and the handkerchief which had fallen from her hand, and
-lay beside her chain.
-
-“Ready, dear?” she asked brightly; then she paused, amazed.
-
-There sat Edith, pale as a ghost, reclining in an easy-chair, with her
-head thrown back, and her forehead covered by a handkerchief soaked
-with eau-de-cologne.
-
-“Why, my dear!” exclaimed Miss Santley. “Whatever is the matter? Has
-anything happened?”
-
-“No, nothing,” said Edith, faintly. “I have got a very bad headache,
-that is all; and--and--I cannot go to church again to-day, Miss
-Santley.”
-
-“Go to church,” echoed Miss Santley. “Why, my dearest girl, of course
-you cant go to church! I will send Jane with a message to Charles, and
-stay and take care of you.”
-
-But this Edith would not allow. She pulled the handkerchief from her
-forehead, and declared her intention of going home.
-
-Miss Santley kissed her kindly. At this exhibition of tenderness Edith
-fairly broke down. She threw her arms around the lady’s neck, and
-burst into tears.
-
-“I--I am so sorry,” she said at last, when her sobs had somewhat
-subsided; “but I could not help it. I--I am such a coward when I am
-ill!”
-
-Miss Santley said nothing; she knew she could do nothing. There was
-some mystery here which she could not fathom, so she yielded to the
-girl’s solicitations and allowed her to go home.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XXII. AT THE VICARAGE.
-
-|One evening about the middle of the week, as the Rev. Mr. Santley sat
-alone in his study a card was brought to him, on which was printed--
-
-Mr. Walter Hetherington.
-
-The clergyman raised his brows as he read, and asked the maid, who
-waited respectfully at the door, if the gentleman had not called upon
-him before.
-
-“Once before, sir!”
-
-“Did he state his business?”
-
-“He did not, sir; he only said he would not detain you long.”
-
-“Well, ask the gentleman to be good enough to walk this way.”
-
-The maid retired, and a moment afterwards Walter entered the room.
-
-The two men bowed to each other. One glance had assured Santley that
-any attempt at a warmer greeting would be injudicious; the other might
-not respond, and it would never do for the vicar of the parish to be
-snubbed by an itinerant painter whom nobody knew--besides, under the
-circumstances, a bow was ample greeting. He infused into it as much
-politeness as possible, welcomed his young friend to the Vicarage,
-and, pointing to a chair which he had drawn forward, begged him to
-be seated. Decidedly the clergyman was the most self-possessed of
-the two. For Walter took his seat in nervous silence; while Santley,
-wondering greatly in his own mind what could possibly have procured
-him the honour of that visit, kept the scene from flagging by that
-wonderful gift of small talk with which he was possessed.
-
-He was very pleased indeed to meet Mr. Hetherington. He had done him
-the honour to call upon him once before he thought--yes, he was sure
-of it; and he had also had the pleasure of meeting him once
-before, when he had not had the honour of his acquaintance. Was Mr.
-Hetherington thinking of making a long stay amongst them?
-
-“Not very long,” said Walter.
-
-“I suppose you have made some charming sketches?” continued the
-clergyman. “There are pretty little spots about the village, spots
-well worthy of a painters brush. I used to do a little in that way
-myself when I was a youngster at college; but the vicar of a parish
-has onerous duties. I suppose at the present moment I should hardly
-know how to handle a brush. Are you thinking of leaving us soon, Mr.
-Hetherington?”
-
-“I am not quite sure!”
-
-“Ah! well, if you stay and would like to make use of my library, I
-should feel greatly honoured. It is the only thing I have to offer
-you, I fear; but I shall be very pleased indeed to put it at your
-service. It contains a few books on your own art, which might interest
-you.”
-
-“You are very kind, Mr. Santley.”
-
-“Not at all, my dear sir; I am merely neighbourly. Life would be
-dreary indeed if one could not be neighbourly in a place like this!”
-
-“Mr. Santley, I have come to you for your advice.”
-
-The clergyman, nervously dreading what was to follow, looked at his
-visitor with a calm smile, and answered pleasantly enough.
-
-“My advice? My dear sir, I place it freely at your service, and myself
-also if I can be of the slightest use to you.”
-
-“You can be of very great use to me.”
-
-The clergyman merely bowed this time and waited, so Walter continued--
-
-“You know my cousin, Miss Edith Dove?”
-
-As he spoke he fixed his eyes keenly upon the clergyman’s face, but
-the latter made no sign; he neither winced nor changed colour, but
-answered calmly enough.
-
-“I have the pleasure of the lady’s acquaintance. She is one of the
-most esteemed members of my congregation.”
-
-“It is about Miss Dove I wished to speak to you.”
-
-Again the clergyman bowed; again he found it unnecessary to make a
-reply.
-
-Walter, growing somewhat ill at ease, continued--
-
-“I don’t mind confessing to you, Mr. Santley, that at one period of my
-career I hoped most earnestly, and indeed confidently believed, that
-at no very remote date I should have the happiness of making her my
-wife. I was sincerely attached to her; I believe she was attached to
-me. But recently all has changed. She is wasting her life; throwing
-aside all chance of happiness, through some mad infatuation about the
-Church.”
-
-“Some mad infatuation about the Church!” returned the clergyman,
-methodically. “Really, my dear sir, I am afraid you forget you are
-speaking to a clergyman of the Church. As to Miss Dove, she is a
-lady whose conduct is without reproach; she is one of the Church’s
-staunchest supporters!”
-
-“Then you approve her present mode of life; you uphold it? You will
-not advise her to shake her morbid fancies away? to accept an honest
-affection and a happy home?”
-
-Santley seemed to reflect.
-
-“As a clergyman of the Church, I should advise her the other way,
-I think. Surely the fulfilment of religious duties points to a more
-elevated mode of existence than mere marrying and giving in marriage.
-I am sorry for you, since I believe that any man possessed of that
-lady’s esteem might deem himself fortunate; still, I could not advise
-her to act against her conscience and the promptings of religion.”
-
-“And me, what do you advise me to do?”
-
-The clergyman shrugged his shoulders. “It seems to me that there is
-only one thing that you can do. If the lady finds your attentions
-disagreeable, surely the most honourable course for you to adopt would
-be to leave her--in peace.” Walter rose, and the clergyman breathed
-more freely, believing that the interview had come to a satisfactory
-end. Neither of them spoke for a minute or so, till the clergyman
-looked up, and said quietly--
-
-“You have something more to say, Mr. Hetherington?”
-
-“Yes,” 9 answered Walter; “I have something more to say.” Then, going
-a few steps nearer to the clergyman, he added, “You are a hypocrite,
-Mr. Santley!”
-
-The clergyman’s face grew pale. He rose hastily from his seat; but
-before he could speak Walter continued, vehemently--
-
-“Do you think I don’t know you? Do you think I haven’t discovered that
-it is you, and not the Church, who has taken my cousin from me? You
-talk to me of religion, of religious duties, and yet you know that you
-are playing the hypocrite to her, as you have done to me, and that you
-are breaking her heart.”
-
-He paused, flushed, excited, and angry. The clergyman stood calm and
-very pale.
-
-“You do well to seek this interview in my house, sir,” he said. “Now
-you have insulted me with impunity, perhaps you will take your leave.”
-
-But Walter made no attempt to move.
-
-“Before I go,” he said, “I wish to know what are your plans regarding
-my cousin?”
-
-“And I should like to ask you, sir,” returned the clergyman, “what
-authority you have for interfering in my private affairs?”
-
-“I have no authority; your private affairs are nothing to me. I speak
-in the interest of my cousin!”
-
-“Really! I should fancy your interference would be hardly likely to do
-her much good.” #
-
-“Mr. Santley, I shall ask you one more question. Do you, or do you
-not, mean to marry my cousin?”
-
-“And if I refuse to answer?”
-
-“I shall make it my duty, before tomorrow night, to expose you.”
-
-“Really!” returned the clergyman, with an exasperating smile. “You
-will draw your cousin’s good name through the mire in order to throw a
-little mud at me. I should think, young man, you must be a treasure
-to your family. Good evening. I will ring for the servant to show you
-out.”
-
-And he did ring--at the most opportune moment too; for Walter,
-staggered by that last thrust, perceived that his enemy was on the
-side of power. So, when in answer to her master’s summons the servant
-appeared, Walter followed her; he was afraid to utter another word,
-for Edith’s sake.
-
-When he was gone, all Santley’s calmness deserted him, and he walked
-up and down the room in a fit of uncontrollable rage. When he had
-grown calmer, he sat down and wrote one of his neatly worded epistles
-to Edith, making an appointment for the following day.
-
-He half believed that Walter had come to him, as Edith’s authorized
-messenger, to attempt to force upon him those bonds which he was
-so very reluctant to wear. The clergyman could not in any other way
-account for his knowledge of the relations existing between the
-two. It was well for Edith that at that moment she was not near her
-lover--well for her, also, that no meeting could take place between
-them until the following day.
-
-The next day Santley was very much more composed, and when he walked
-towards the trysting-place none would have known, from his outward
-appearance, that anything was materially wrong. He had made the
-appointment in daylight this time; since embraces could be dispensed
-with, so also could darkness and night. There was really nothing in
-this meeting after all; nothing but what might have been witnessed by
-a dozen pair of eyes. Those who did see it would see only an event of
-ordinary everyday life.
-
-Miss Edith Dove, walking leisurely towards the village, was overtaken
-by the clergyman, who paused to shake hands with her, and to walk with
-her a part of the way. Had any one looked closely at these two, he
-would have seen that the clergyman, though calm, was very pale; that
-Edith, pale too, had a weary, listless look about her face; that after
-she had shaken hands with her pastor, she quickly turned away her
-head, for her eyes grew dim with tears.
-
-If Santley saw the tears he did not care to notice them. He had
-found, directly they met, that she was suffering from one of those
-deplorable fits of temper which had more than once caused trouble
-between them; but that could not be taken any notice of now. If she
-chose to wear herself to a shadow, it was her own affair; he had
-something more important on hand. The interview could not be a long
-one, therefore he must reach the heart of the matter at once.
-
-So he began abruptly--
-
-“Edith, this new course you have adopted is a dangerous one, and had
-better be abandoned without loss of time.”
-
-The girl raised her eyes to his face, and asked wearily--
-
-“What do you mean? What have I done?”
-
-“I suppose you are responsible for your cousin’s visit to my house;
-you must have instigated it, if you did not actually advise him!”
-
-Again she raised her troubled eyes to his face, and said sadly--
-
-“I don’t know what you mean.”
-
-“Then I will tell you, Edith. Your cousin, a hot-headed, ill-mannered
-youth, has thought fit to take upon himself the part of protector, or
-guardian, of your happiness. In this capacity he paid me a domiciliary
-visit yesterday, and treated me to some most violent abuse. He
-threatened to make known to the public the relations between us. I
-advised him to think it over, for your sake!”
-
-“My cousin--Walter Hetherington, do you mean?”
-
-“Most certainly.”
-
-“But how does he know? how has he learned?”
-
-“From you, I suppose.”
-
-“No; it is not from me,” returned Edith, whose listlessness was fast
-disappearing. “I have said nothing; I have never even mentioned your
-name to him. It must be known; it must be talked of in the village.
-Oh, Charles, spare me! Keep your promise to me, for God’s sake! Any
-open disgrace would be more than I could bear. I should die.”
-
-The girl, overcome by her emotion, had forgotten for the moment that
-their present interview was a perfectly public one. The clergyman
-coldly reminded her of the fact. Then, after she had forced upon
-herself a composure which she was far from feeling, he continued--“You
-had better understand, Edith, once and for ever, that whatever
-my conduct may be, I do not choose to have it questioned by this
-exceedingly officious young man. A repetition of the scene of
-yesterday I will not bear. And as it is evident to me that my actions
-are under surveillance, I must refuse either to see or hear from you
-again, until that young man has removed himself from the village.”
-
-“Charles, you surely don’t mean that?” exclaimed the girl.
-
-But he certainly did mean it, and though she pleaded and argued, he
-remained firm. At last she resolved that she would speak to Walter,
-resent his interference, and, if possible, induce him to return home.
-
-Then the two shook hands and parted.
-
-That evening Walter dined at the-cottage. During the dinner Edith
-scarcely looked at him; while he himself was silent and distrait. But
-after dinner, when they had all retired to the drawing-room, when the
-old lady had settled down to her wool-work, and Walter had lit his
-cigar, Edith threw a light shawl over her head, and asked him if he
-would come with her into the garden.
-
-Wondering very much at the request, Walter rose at once, and offered
-her his arm. She took it; but the moment they were alone she withdrew
-her hand and turned angrily upon him. Walter listened, and he found
-that he had some chance of being heard. He acknowledged that she had
-spoken the truth; he _had_ interfered; he had deemed it quite right
-that he should do so for her sake.
-
-“For my sake!” returned Edith. “It seems to me there is more of
-selfishness than benevolence in what you have done. What is it to
-you if I am engaged to Mr. Santley? and if we choose to keep our
-engagement a secret, what is that to you? I am my own mistress; I can
-act just as I think fit, without the fear of coercion from any one.
-_You_, at any rate, have no right to regulate my actions or to dictate
-them. I suppose you think I have no right to marry any one, simply
-because I refuse to be coerced into marrying you!”
-
-It was a cruel thing to say; but Edith was simply dealing him,
-secondhand, some of the stabs which she herself had received from her
-beloved pastor in the morning. The stabs went deep into his heart, and
-the wounds remained for many a day. When Edith had uttered a few more
-truisms with the characteristic selfishness of love and hatred, Walter
-coldly suggested that their pleasant stroll in the garden might be
-brought to a termination.
-
-They returned together to the house. As the old lady, beaming with
-delight at what she believed to be the sudden and happy reconciliation
-of the cousins, had prepared the tea, Walter pleased her by sitting
-down to take some before he said good night.
-
-But the next day he returned to town.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XXIII. DR. DUPRÉ’S ELIXIR.
-
-|George Haldane returned home in the best of spirits. His paper had
-been received with enthusiasm by the _savants_ of France, and his
-life in Paris had been one pleasant succession of visits, learned
-conversaziones, and private entertainments. Thanks to his happy
-pre-occupation, he scarcely noticed that his wife’s manner was
-constrained, nervous, yet deeply solicitous; that she looked pale
-and worn, as if with constant watching; and that, in answer to his
-careless questioning as to affairs at home, she made only fragmentary
-replies.
-
-On entering his dressing-room to change his apparel, he found
-Baptisto, who was quietly undoing his portmanteau and selecting the
-necessary things with a calm air, as if his services had never been
-interrupted.
-
-“So, my Baptisto,” he said, clapping that worthy on the shoulder, “you
-are not dead or buried, I see? Ah, you may smile, but I am quite aware
-of the trick you played me. Well, you have been the loser. You would
-have had a pleasant time of it in Paris, the best of entertainment,
-and nothing whatever to do.”
-
-“I am glad you have returned, senor,” replied Baptisto, with his
-customary solemnity.
-
-“I hope you have given satisfaction to your mistress during my
-absence?”
-
-“I hope so, senor.”
-
-“Humph! we shall see what report she has to make concerning you, and
-if that is favourable, I may forgive your freak of laziness.”
-
-“I have not been lazy, senor,” said Baptisto, quietly preparing the
-toilette.
-
-“Indeed! Pray, how have you been employing yourself?”
-
-Baptisto did not reply, but smiled again.
-
-“How is your inamerata and her family? I saw the little woman
-curtsying as I passed through the lodge-gates.”
-
-Baptisto shook his head solemnly.
-
-“Ah, senor,” he said, “you are mistaken. The woman of the lodge is a
-stupid person; and for the rest, I put no faith in women. _Cuerpo di
-Baccho_, no! They smile upon us when we are near; but no sooner do we
-turn our backs, than they smile upon some other man.”
-
-“Pretty philosophy,” returned Haldane, with a laugh. “Why, you are a
-downright misogynist, my Baptisto. But I don’t believe one word you
-say, for all that. Men who talk like you are generally very easy
-conquests, and I would bet twenty to one on the little widow still.”
-
-“Ah, senor, if all women were like your signora, it would be
-different. She is so good, so pure, so faithful at her devotions. It
-is a great thing to have religion.”
-
-As Baptisto spoke his back was turned to his master, so that the
-extraordinary expression of his face was unnoticed, and there was no
-indication in his tone that he spoke satirically. Haldane shrugged his
-shoulders and said nothing, not caring to discuss his wife’s virtues
-with a servant, however familiar. Presently he went downstairs to
-dinner. All that evening he was very affectionate and merry, talking
-volubly of his adventures in Paris, of his scientific acquaintances,
-and of such new discoveries as they had brought under his notice.
-In the course of his happy chat he spoke frequently of a new
-acquaintance, one Dr. Dupré, whom he had met in the French capital.
-“The French, however far behind the Germans in speculative affairs,”
- he observed, “are far their superiors, and ours, in physiology. Take
-this Dupré, for example. He is a wonderful fellow! His dissections and
-vivisections’ have brought him to such a point of mastery that he is
-almost certain that he has discovered the problem poor Lewes broke his
-heart over--how and by what mechanism we can’t think. I don’t quite
-believe he has succeeded in that great discovery, but some of his
-minor discoveries are extraordinary. Did you read the account in the
-papers of his elixir of death?”
-
-Ellen shook her head. The very name seemed horrible.
-
-“His elixir of death?” she repeated.
-
-“Yes. A chemical preparation, the fundamental principle of which is
-morphine. By its agency he can so produce in a living organism the
-ordinary phenomena of death, that even _rigor mortis_ is simulated. I
-saw the experiment tried on two rabbits, a Newfoundland dog, and, to
-crown all, on the human subject. They were all, to every appearance,
-dead; the rabbits for twenty-four hours, the dog for half a day, and
-the woman for an hour and a half.”
-
-“Horrible!” exclaimed Ellen, with a shudder. “Do you actually mean he
-experimented on a living woman?”
-
-“Yes; on a strapping wench, the daughter of his housekeeper; and a
-very fine thing she made of it. We subscribed together, and presented
-her with a purse of a thousand francs.”
-
-“I think such things are wicked,” cried Ellen, with some warmth. “Mere
-mortals have no right to play, in that way, with the mystery of life
-and death.”
-
-“My dear Nell,” cried Haldane, laughing, “it is in the interests of
-science!”
-
-“But I am sure it is not right. Life is given and taken by God alone.”
-
-“Your argument, if accepted, would make all mankind accept the
-religion of the Peculiar People, who will cure no diseases by human
-intervention. As to this business of suspended animation, it is merely
-a part of our discoveries in anodynes. Dupré’s experiment, I know, is
-perfectly safe.”
-
-“But that is not the question.”
-
-“How so, my dear?”
-
-“What I mean is, that death is too solemn and awful a thing to imitate
-as you describe. Such experiments are simply blasphemous, in my
-opinion.”
-
-“Come, come,” cried the philosopher. “There is no blasphemy where
-there is no irreverence. According to your religious people, your
-priests of the churches, there was blasphemy in circumnavigating the
-globe; in discovering the circulation of the blood; in ascertaining
-the age of the earth; and, still later, in using chloroform to lessen
-the pangs of parturition.”
-
-“But what purpose can be served by such experiments as _that?_”
-
-“A good many,” was the reply. “For example, it may help us to the
-discovery of the nature of life itself, which has puzzled everybody,
-from Parmenides down to Haeckel. If we can by a simple anodyne suspend
-the vital mechanism for a period, and then by a vegetable antidote
-restore it again to action, the resurrection of Lazarus will cease to
-be a miracle, and the pretensions of Christianity----”
-
-Ellen rose impatiently, with an expression of sincere pain.
-
-“My dear Nell, what is the matter?” cried her husband.
-
-“I cannot bear to hear you discuss such a thing. Oh, George, if you
-would leave such wicked speculations alone, and try to believe in the
-mystery and sovereignty of God!”
-
-“You mean, burn my books, and go to hear your seraphic friend every
-Sunday?”
-
-Had he not touched, unconsciously, on another painful chord? Why,
-otherwise, did his wife flush scarlet and partially avert her face?
-Conquering herself with an effort, she went over to him, and bending
-over him, looked fondly into his face.
-
-“You are so much cleverer than I, so much wiser, and do you think I am
-not proud of your wisdom? But, all the same, dear, I wish you did not
-think as you do. When life becomes a mere experiment, a mere thing of
-mechanism, what will be left? If we knew everything, even what we are,
-and why we exist, the world would be a tomb--with no place in it for
-the Living God.”
-
-Touched by her manner, Haldane drew her down by his side and kissed
-her; then, with more earnestness than he had yet exhibited, he
-answered her, holding her hand in his own and pressing it softly.
-
-“My dear Nell, do me the justice to believe that I am not quite a
-materialist; simple agnosticism is the very converse of materialism.
-There is not living a scientific philosopher of any eminence who
-does not, in his calculations, postulate a mystery which can never be
-solved by the finest intellect. Even if we had fully completed, with
-the poet--=
-
-```'The new creed of science, which showeth to man
-
-`````How he darkly began,
-
-```How he grew from a cell to a soul, without plan;
-
-```How he breaks like a wave of the ocean, and goes
-
-`````To eternal repose--
-
-```A tone that must fade, tho’ the great Music grows!
-
-even then, we should know nothing of the First Cause. That must for
-ever remain inscrutable.”
-
-“But how horrible it would be to believe in annihilation? _Can_ you
-believe in it?”
-
-“Certainly not,” replied the philosopher.
-
-Ellens face brightened.
-
-“Oh, I am so glad to hear you say that!”
-
-“My dear Nell, annihilation is absurd.”
-
-“Now, isn’t it?” she cried triumphantly.
-
-“It is refuted, on the face of it, by the doctrine of the conservation
-of force. Life is eternal, in one shape or another; no force can be
-destroyed, be sure of that!”
-
-“I wish Mr. Santley could hear you! He wouldn’t call you an atheist
-then!”
-
-Haldane’s face darkened angrily.
-
-“What? Does the man actually----”
-
-“Don’t misunderstand,” cried Ellen, flushing scarlet. “I do not mean
-that he really calls you an atheist, but he is so sorry, so deeply
-sorry, that you do not believe. He does not know you, dear, and takes
-all my bear’s satirical growling for solemn earnest. Now, when I tell
-him----”
-
-“You will tell him nothing,” exclaimed Haldane, with sudden sternness.
-“I will have no priest coming between my wife and me!”
-
-“Mr. Santley would never do that,” she returned, now trembling
-violently.
-
-“Mr. Santley is like all his tribe, I suppose--a meddler and a
-mischief-maker. That is the worst of other-worldliness; it gives these
-traders in the Godhead, these peddlers who would give us in exchange
-for belief in their superstitions a _bonus_ in paradise, an excuse for
-making this world unbearable. Well, my atheism, if you choose to call
-it so, against his theism. Mine at least keeps me a man among men,
-while his keeps him a twaddler among women.”
-
-Haldane spoke with heat, for the word “atheist” had somehow stung him
-to the quick. This man, who rejected all outward forms of belief, and
-whose conversation was habitually ironical, was in his inmost nature
-deeply and sincerely religious; humbly reverent before the forces of
-nature; spiritually conscious of that Power beyond ourselves which
-makes for righteousness. True, he rejected the ordinary forms of
-theism; but he had, on the other hand, a deep though dumb reverence
-for the character of Christ, and he had no sympathy with such
-out-and-out materialists as Haeckel and _hoc genus omne_. For the
-rest, he was liberal-minded, and had no desire to interfere with his
-wife’s convictions; could smile a little at her simplicity, and would
-see no harm in her clerical predispositions, so long as the clergyman
-didn’t encroach too far on the domain of married life and domestic
-privacy.
-
-His indignation did not last. Seeing his wife greatly agitated, and
-fearing that he had caused her pain, he drew her forehead down and
-kissed it; then, patting her cheek, he said--
-
-“Forgive me, Nell. I did not mean to scold; but one does not like hard
-names. When any one calls me ‘atheist,’ I am like the old woman whom
-Cobbett called a ‘parallelogram;’ it is not the significance of the
-epithet, but its opprobrium, that rouses me. Besides, I do not like
-any man to abuse me--to my own wife.”
-
-“No one does that,” she cried. “You know I would not listen.”
-
-“I hope not, my dear.” He added after a little, looking at her
-thoughtfully and sadly, “Man and wife have fallen asunder before
-now, on this very question of religion. Well, rather than that should
-happen, I will let you convert me. Will that satisfy you?”
-
-“I shall never be quite satisfied till I know that you believe as I
-do.”
-
-“What is that, pray?”
-
-“That there is a just God, who made and cherishes us; and that,
-through the blood of His Son we shall live again although we die!”
-
-“Well, it is a beautiful creed, my dear.”
-
-“And true?”
-
-“Why not? I will go with you thus far. I believe that, if there is a
-God, He is just, and that we shall certainly live again, if it is for
-our good.”
-
-The emphasis with which he spoke the last words attracted her
-attention.
-
-“For our good?” she queried.
-
-“I am quoting the saddest words ever written, by the saddest and best
-man I ever knew. * He, too, believed that a God might spare us, and
-give us eternal life, if--mark the proviso--eternal life were indeed
-_for our good._ But suppose the contrary--suppose God knew better, and
-that it would be an evil and unhappy gift? Alas! who knows?”
-
- * J. S. Mill.
-
-He rose from his chair, still encircling his wife’s waist, and moved
-towards the door.
-
-“Come to the drawing-room,” he cried gaily. “After so much offhand
-theology, a little music will be delightful. Ah, Nell, one breath of
-Beethoven is worth all the prosings of your parsons. Play to me, and,
-while the music lasts, I will believe what you will.”
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XXIV. THE EXPERIMENT.
-
-|The next morning Haldane was busy in his laboratory. When he came in
-to lunch, looking disreputable enough in his old coat, and smelling
-strongly of tobacco, he said to his wife--
-
-“By-the-by, Nell, do you remember what I told you last night about
-Dupré’s wonderful elixir? I forgot to tell you that I have brought
-some of it with me, for purposes of private experiment.” Ellen looked
-horrified.
-
-“Don’t be afraid,” he continued, laughing; “your cats and dogs are
-safe from me. I have found a better subject, and mean to operate on
-him this very afternoon.”
-
-“Whom do you mean?”
-
-“As a sort of penance for his shamming illness, I shall kill
-Baptisto.”
-
-She uttered a cry, and raised her hands in protest.
-
-“For heavens sake, George, be warned! If you have any of that horrible
-stuff, throw it away.”
-
-“Now, my dear Nell,” said the philosopher, “be reasonable; there is
-not the slightest cause for alarm. You will see this experiment, and
-it will, I hope, treble your faith in miracles.”
-
-“I will _not_ see it. I beseech you, abandon the idea. As for
-Baptisto----”
-
-At this moment the Spaniard entered the room, carrying certain dishes.
-
-“I have been telling your mistress, Baptisto, that you are ready to
-be a martyr to science. At four o’clock precisely, you will be a dead
-man.”
-
-Baptisto bowed solemnly.
-
-“I am quite ready, senor.”
-
-But here Ellen interposed.
-
-“It is ridiculous; your master is only joking. He would not do
-anything so foolish, so wicked. As for you, I forbid you to encourage
-him.”
-
-Baptisto bowed again, with a curious smile.
-
-“It is for the senor to command. As he knows, he has saved my life,
-and he may take it whenever he pleases.”
-
-Haldane nodded, in the act of drinking a glass of wine.
-
-“Don’t be afraid, Baptisto. After death, there is the resurrection.”
-
-“That, senor, is your affair,” returned the Spaniard, phlegmatically,
-shrugging his shoulders. “You will do with me as you please.”
-
-And so saying, he glided from the room.
-
-Ellen again and again entreated her husband not to proceed in his
-experiment; but he had long made up his mind that it was perfectly
-safe, and he could not be persuaded. To her gentle: spirit, the whole
-idea seemed horrible in the extreme; but her greatest dread was that
-it might be attended with danger to the subject. Haldane, however,
-assured her that this was impossible.
-
-All the afternoon Haldane and Baptisto were together in the
-laboratory. A little after four o’clock, as Ellen was walking on the
-terrace, Haldane came to her, smiling and holding up a small vial.
-
-“It is all over,” he said, “and the experiment is quite successful.
-Come and see.”
-
-Not quite understanding him, she suffered him to lead her into the
-laboratory; but, on crossing the threshold, she uttered a cry of
-horror. Stretched on a sofa, lay Baptisto, moveless, and, to all
-seeming, without one breath of life. His eyes were wide open, but
-rayless; his jaw fixed, his face pale as grey marble; a peaceful
-smile, as of death itself, upon his handsome face. The light of the
-sun, just sinking towards the west, streamed in through the high
-window upon the apparently lifeless form. In the chamber itself there
-was a sickly smell, like that of some suffocating vapour. The whole
-scene would have startled and appalled even a strong man.
-
-“Oh, George!” cried the lady, clasping her hands. “What have you
-done?”
-
-“Don’t be alarmed,” was the reply, “Its all right!”
-
-“But you said the experiment-----
-
-“Was successful? Perfectly. There lies our poor friend, comfortably
-finished.”
-
-“But are you sure, quite sure, that he is not dead? He is not
-breathing.”
-
-“Of course not. The simulation is perfect. Place your hand on his
-wrist--you will detect no pulse. Turn his pupils to the light--you
-see, they do not contract. The case would deceive a whole college of
-physicians.”
-
-As he spoke, he suited the action to the word--placed his finger upon
-the pulse, gazed at the glazing pupils; raised one of the lifeless
-arms, which, on being released, fell heavily as lead.
-
-“Horrible, horrible! For God’s sake, recover him!”
-
-“All in good time. He has only been dead a quarter of an hour; in half
-an hour precisely I shall say, ‘Arise and walk.’ Feel his forehead,
-Nell; it is as cold as marble.”
-
-But Ellen drew back, shuddering, and could not be persuaded to touch
-the sleeper.
-
-“Well, go back to your promenade. I will call you when he is
-awakened.” Sick and terrified, Ellen obeyed her husband. Standing on
-the terrace, she waited for his summons; and at last it came. Haldane
-appeared, and beckoned; she followed him to the laboratory, and there,
-seated in an armchair, comfortably sipping a glass of wine, was the
-Spaniard--a little pale still, but otherwise not the worse for his
-state of coma.
-
-“Thank God!” cried Ellen.
-
-“I thought he would never recover. But it must have been a horrible
-experience.”
-
-Baptisto smiled.
-
-“Tell the signora all about it,” said his master. “Did you feel any
-pain?”
-
-“None, senor.”
-
-“What were your sensations? Pleasant or otherwise?”
-
-“Quite pleasant, senor. It was like sinking into an agreeable sleep.
-If death is like that, it is a bagatelle.”
-
-“Were you at all conscious?”
-
-“Not of this world, senor, but I had bright dreams of another. I
-thought I was in paradise, walking in the sunshine--ah, so bright! I
-was sorry, senor, when I came back to this world.”
-
-“You hear!” cried Haldane, turning to his wife. “After all, death
-itself may be a glorious experience; for ‘in that sleep of death what
-dreams may come!’ It is quite clear at least that all the phenomena
-of death, such as we shrink from and shudder at, may be accompanied by
-some kind of pleasant psychic consciousness. Bravo, Baptisto! After
-this, we shall call you Lazarus the second. You have passed beyond the
-shadow of the sepulchre, and returned to tell the tale.”
-
-Despite the resuscitation, Ellen still revolted from the whole
-proceeding.
-
-“Now you are satisfied,” she said, “promise me never to use that
-dreadful elixir again.”
-
-“I think you may make your mind easy. The experiment is an ugly one,
-I admit, and I am not anxious to repeat it--at least, not on the human
-organism. For the same reason, my dear Nell, pray keep the affair to
-yourself, and make no confidences, even to your confessor--I should
-say, your clergyman, Will you promise?”
-
-“Most certainly. I should not like any one to know you did such
-things. As for Mr. Santley, he would be shocked beyond measure.”
-
-So saying, she left the two men together. In the mean time, Baptisto
-had-finished his wine and risen to his feet. While his master regarded
-him with an approving smile, he walked over to the door, softly closed
-it, and returning noiselessly across the room, said in a low voice--
-
-“There is something, senor, I did not tell you. I had dreams.”
-
-“So you said, my Baptisto.”
-
-“Ah yes, but not all. While I was lying there, I thought that _you_
-were the dead man, and that the senora, your widow, had married.”
-
-“Married?”
-
-“The English priest.”
-
-Haldane started, and looked in amazement at the speaker.
-
-“What the devil do you mean?”
-
-“Ah, senor, it was only my dream; a foolish dream. You were lying
-in your winding-sheet, and they were kneeling at the altar--smiling,
-senor. I did not like to speak of it to the senora; but it was very
-strange.”
-
-Haldane forced a laugh, while, with a mysterious look, Baptisto crept
-from the chamber. Was it in sheer simplicity or in deep cunning that
-the Spaniard had spoken, touching so delicate a chord? Left alone,
-Haldane paced up and down the laboratory in agitation. He was not
-by temperament a jealous or a suspicious man, but he was troubled
-in spite of himself. The words sounded like a warning, almost an
-insinuation.
-
-“What could the fellow mean?” he asked himself again and again. “Could
-he possibly have dreamed _that?_ No; it is preposterous. There was
-malice in his eye, and mischief.... Ellen married to Santley! Bah!
-what am I thinking about? The fellow is not a _prophet!_”
-
-In this manner, whether in innocence or for some set purpose of his
-own, Baptisto contrived to poison all the sweetness of that successful
-experiment. When Haldane again joined his wife that evening, he was
-taciturn, distraught, nervous, and irritable. All his buoyancy had
-departed. Ellen saw the change, and puzzled herself to account for it.
-
-She played to him, sang to him, but failed to drive the cloud from his
-brow.
-
-When she had retired for the night, he still sat pondering over
-Baptisto’s words.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XXV. “BEWARE, MY LORD, OF JEALOUSY!”
-
-|If Baptisto’s object in describing a dream so ominous was to attract
-his master’s attention to the intimate relations between Mrs. Haldane
-and the clergyman, he certainly succeeded. Once assured in this
-direction, Haldane’s perceptions were keen enough. He noticed that
-the mere mention of Santley’s name filled Ellen with a sort of nervous
-constraint; that, although the clergyman’s visits were frequent,
-they were generally made at times when Haldane himself was busy and
-preoccupied--that is to say, during his well-known hours of work; and
-that, moreover, Santley, however much he liked the society of the
-lady, invariably avoided the husband, or, if they met, contrived to
-frame some excuse for speedy parting. Now, Haldane trusted his wife
-implicitly, and believed her incapable of any infidelity, even in
-thought. Still, he did not quite like the aspect of affairs. Much as
-he trusted his wife, he had a strong moral distrust for anything in
-the shape of a priest; and he determined, therefore, to keep his eyes
-upon the clergyman.
-
-A few days after that curious physiological experiment, he had the
-following conversation with Baptisto. It was the first day of the
-week.
-
-“Baptisto, I thought you were a good Catholic?”
-
-“So I am, senor,” returned the Spaniard, smiling.
-
-“Yet you went to an English church-yesterday, I hear?”
-
-“Yes, senor. I go there very often.”
-
-“Why, pray?”
-
-“Simply out of curiosity. Mr. Santley is a beautiful preacher, and has
-a silvery voice. While you were away, I went once, twice, three times.
-There is a young senora there who plays sweetly upon the great organ;
-I like to listen, to-watch the congregation.”
-
-“Humph! By-the-bye, Baptisto, I have been thinking over the dream of
-yours, when--when you were lying there.”
-
-“Yes, senor?”
-
-“Pray, what put such a foolish idea in your head?”
-
-“I cannot tell, senor; all I know is, it came. A foolish dream, do you
-say? I suppose it is because the clergyman was here so often, when you
-were away. And madame is so devout! I trust, senor, my dream has not
-given you offence; perhaps I was wrong to speak of it at all.”
-
-Haldanes face had gone black as a thunder-cloud. Placing his hand on
-the other’s shoulder, and looking firmly into his face, he said--
-
-“Listen to me, Baptisto.”
-
-“I am listening, senor.”
-
-“If I thought you would come back to life to tell lies about your
-mistress, I would have let you lie the other day and rot like a dead
-dog, rather than have recovered you at all. You hear? Take care! I
-know you do not love your mistress, but if you dare to whisper one
-word against her, I will drive you for ever from my door.”
-
-Baptisto bowed his head respectfully before the storm, but retained
-his usual composure.
-
-“Senor, may I speak?”
-
-“Yes; but again, take care!”
-
-“You should not blame me if I am jealous for your honour!”
-
-Haldane started, and uttered an expletive.
-
-“My honour, you dog? What do you mean?”
-
-“This, senor. I would rather die than give you offence; and as for
-the senora, I love her also, for is she not your wife? But will you be
-angry still, when I tell you, when I warn you, to beware of that man,
-that priest? He is a bad man, very bad. Ah, I have watched--and seen!”
-
-“What have you seen?” cried Haldane, clutching him by the arm. “Come,
-out with it!”
-
-“Enough to show me that he is not your friend--that he is dangerous.”
-
-“Bah! is that all? Now, listen to me, and be sure I mean what I say.
-I will have no servant of mine spying upon my wife. I will have no
-servant of mine insinuating that my honour is in danger. If I hear
-another word of this, if you convey to me by one look the fact that
-you are still prying, spying, and suspecting, I shall take you by the
-collar and send you flying out of my house. Now, go!”
-
-Baptisto, who knew his master’s temper perfectly, bowed and withdrew.
-He had no wish to say one word more. He had thrown out a dark hint, a
-black seed of suspicion, and he knew that he might safely let it work.
-It did work, rapidly and terribly. Left alone, Haldane became a prey
-to the wildest fears and suspicions. He remembered now that his wife
-had been acquainted with this man in her girlhood; that there had even
-been some passage of love between them. He remembered how eagerly
-she had renewed the acquaintance, and with what admiring zeal the
-clergyman had responded. He pictured to himself the sympathetic
-companionship, the zealous meetings, the daily religious intercourse,
-of these two young people, each full of the fervour of a blind
-superstition. Could it be possible that they loved each other?
-Questioning his memory, he recalled looks, words, tones, which,
-although scarcely noticed at the time, seemed now of painful
-significance. The mere thought was sickening. Already he realized the
-terrible phrase-of the poet Young--“the jealous are the damned.”
-
-Haldane was not habitually a violent man. Though passionate and
-headstrong by temperament, he had schooled himself to gentleness after
-a stormy youth, and the chilly waters of philosophy, at which he drank
-daily, kept his head cool and his pulses calm. But the stormy spirit,
-though hushed, was not altogether dead within him, and under his
-habitual reticence and good-humoured cynicism, there lay the most
-passionate idolatry for his beautiful wife. He had set her up in his
-heart of hearts, with a faith too perfect for much expression; and it
-had not occurred to him, in his remotest dreams, that any other man
-could ever come between them.
-
-And now, suddenly as a lightning flash illumining a dark landscape,
-the fear came upon him that perhaps he had been unwary and unwise. Was
-it possible, he asked himself, that he had’ been too studious and too
-book-loving, too reticent also in all those little attentions
-which by women, who always love sweetmeats, are so tenderly prized?
-Moreover, he was ten years his wife’s, elder--was that disparity of
-years also a barrier between their souls? No; he was sure it was not.
-He was sure that she was not hypocritical, and that she loved him.
-Wherever the blame might be, if blame there were, it was certainly not
-hers. She had been in all respects, a tender and a sympathetic wife;
-encouraging his deep study of science, even when she most distrusted
-its results; proud of his attainments, and eager for his success; in
-short, a perfect helpmate, but for her old-fashioned prejudices in
-the sphere of religion. Ah, _religion!_ There was the one word which
-solved the enigma, and aroused in our philosopher’s bosom that fierce
-indignation which long ago led Lucretius into such passionate hate
-against the Phantom,=
-
-```"Which with horrid head
-
-```Leered hideously from all the gates of heaven!”=
-
-It needed only this to complete his loathing for the popular theology,
-for all its teachers. Yes, he reflected, religion only was to blame.
-In its name, his wife’s sympathies had been tampered with, her spirit
-more or less turned against himself; in its name, his house had been
-secretly invaded, his domestic happiness poisoned, his peace of
-mind destroyed. It was the old story! Wherever this shadow of
-superstition crawled, craft and dissimulation began. Now, as in the
-beginning, it came between father and child, sister and brother, man
-and wife.
-
-It so happened that when George Haldane came forth from having his
-dark hour alone, he rather avoided meeting his wife at once, and,
-taking his hat, stepped out from the laboratory on to the shrubbery
-path. He had scarcely done so, when his eye fell upon two figures
-standing together in the distance, upon the terrace of the house. One
-was Mrs. Haldane, wearing her garden hat and a loose shawl thrown over
-her shoulders. The other was the clergyman of the parish.
-
-Haldane drew back, and watched. In that moment he knew the extent of
-his humiliation; for never before had he been a spy upon his wife’s
-actions.
-
-Their backs were towards him. Santley was talking eagerly; Ellen was
-looking down. Presently they began to move slowly along the terrace,
-side by side.
-
-Haldane watched them gloomily. The sunlight fell brightly upon them,
-and on the old Manor house, with its brilliant creepers and glittering
-panes, while the old chapel, with the watcher in its ruined porch,
-remained in shadow. It seemed like an omen. In the darkness of his
-hiding-place, Haldane felt satanic. Yes, there they walked--children
-of God, as they called themselves--in God’s sunlight; and he, the
-searcher for light, the unbeliever, was forgotten.
-
-Presently Santley paused again, and, with an impassioned gesture,
-pointed upward. Ellen raised her head, and looked upward too,
-listening eagerly to his words. Haldane laughed fiercely to himself,
-with all the ugliness of his jealousy upon him.
-
-Presently they disappeared into the house. A little afterwards Santley
-emerged from the front door, and came walking rapidly down the avenue.
-His manner was eager and happy, almost jubilant, and Haldane saw, when
-he approached, that his face looked positively radiant.
-
-He was passing, when Haldane stepped out and confronted him. He
-started, paused, and a shadow fell instantaneously upon his handsome
-face. Recovering himself, he held out his hand. Haldane did not seem
-to see the gesture, but, nodding a careless greeting, said, with his
-habitual _sang froid_--
-
-“Well met, Mr. Santley. Here I am again, you see, hard at work. Have
-you come from the house?”
-
-“Yes,” answered Santley.
-
-“On some new message of Christian charity and beneficence, I suppose?
-Ah, my dear sir, you are indefatigable. And the old women of the parish
-must indeed find you a Good Shepherd. Did you find my wife at home?”
-
-“Yes.”
-
-“And zealous, as usual, I suppose?’ Ah, what a thing it is to be
-pious! But let me beg you not to encourage her too much. Charity
-begins at home; and what with soup-kitchens, offertories,
-subscriptions for church repairs, and societies for the gratuitous
-distribution of flannel waistcoats, I am in a fair way of being
-ruined.”
-
-Santley forced a laugh.
-
-“Don’t be afraid. My errand to-day was not a begging one, I assure
-you.”
-
-“I am glad to hear it.”
-
-“I was merely bringing Mrs. Haldane a book I promised to lend her. To
-tell the truth, she finds your library rather destitute of works of a
-religious nature.”
-
-“Do you really think so?” exclaimed Haldane, drily. “Why, I thought
-it unusually well provided in that respect. Let me see! There are
-Volney’s ‘Ruins of Empire,’ Monboddo’s ‘Dissertations,’ Drummond’s
-‘Academical Questions,’ excellent translations of Schopenhauer and
-Hartmann, not to speak of thirty-six volumes of Diderot, and fifty of
-Arouet.”
-
-Santley opened his eyes in horror and astonishment.
-
-“Arouet!” he ejaculated. “Do you actually mean to call Voltaire a
-religious writer?”
-
-“Highly so. There is religion even in ‘La Pucelle,’ but it reaches its
-culmination in the ‘Philosophical Dictionary.’”
-
-“And you would actually let Mrs. Haldane read such works as those?”
-
-“Certainly; though, am sorry to say, she prefers ‘The Old Helmet’ and
-the ‘Heir of Redclyffe.’ May I ask the name of the work you have been
-good enough to lend her?”
-
-“It is a book from which I myself have received great benefit--Père
-Hyacinthes ‘Sermons.’”
-
-“Père Hyacinthe?” repeated Haldane. “Ah! the jolly priest who
-reverenced celibacy, and proclaimed himself the father of a strapping
-boy. Well, the man was at least honest. I think all clergymen should
-marry, and at as early an age as possible. What is your opinion?”
-
-Santley flushed to the temples, while Haldane watched him with a
-gloomy smile.
-
-“I think--I am sure,” he stammered, “that the married state is the
-happiest--perhaps the holiest.”
-
-“With these sentiments, of which I cordially approve, why the deuce
-are you a bachelor?”
-
-The clergyman winced at the question, and his colour deepened; then,
-as if musing, he glanced round towards the house--a look which was
-observed and fully appreciated by his tormentor.
-
-“I am sure my wife would encourage you to change your condition. Like
-most women, she is by instinct a matchmaker.”
-
-Santley did not seem to hear; at any rate, he made no reply, but,
-holding out his hand quickly, exclaimed--
-
-“I must go now. I am rather in haste.”
-
-Haldane did not take the hand, but put his arm upon the clergyman’s
-shoulder.
-
-“Well, good day,” he said. “Take my advice, though, and get a sensible
-wife as soon as possible.”
-
-Santley tried to smile, but only succeeded in looking more pale and
-nervous than usual. With a few murmured words of adieu, he moved
-rapidly away.
-
-Haldane watched him thoughtfully until he disappeared down the avenue.
-
-“I wonder if that man can smile?” he said to himself. “No; I am afraid
-he is too horribly in earnest. I suppose, the women would call
-him handsome--_spiritual_; but I hate such pallid, waxen-featured,
-handsome dolls. A pretty shepherd, that, for a Christian flock to
-follow; a fellow who makes his very ignorance of this world constitute
-his claim to act as cicerone to the next. Fancy being jealous,
-actually _jealous_, of such a thing as that!”
-
-He turned back into his laboratory and tried to dismiss Baptisto’s
-suggestion from his mind; but it was impossible. He could not disguise
-from himself that Santley, with his seraphic face and sad, earnest
-eyes, was the kind of creature whom the weaker sex adore, and that he
-was rendered doubly dangerous to women by the radiant mesmerism of a
-fascinating and voluptuous celestial superstition.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XXVI. FIRST LEAVES FROM A PHILOSOPHER NOTE-BOOK.
-
-|I am about to set down, in as concise a manner as possible, and at
-present solely for my private edification (some day, perhaps, another
-eye may read the lines, but not yet), certain events which have
-lately influenced my domestic life. Were it not that even a professed
-scientist might decline to publish experiments affecting his own
-private happiness, the description of the events to which I allude
-might almost form a chapter in my slowly progressing “Physiology of
-Ethics,” and the description would be at least as interesting as
-many of Ferriers accounts of vivisection on dumb animals. But,
-unfortunately, I am unable, in this case, to apply the dissecting
-knife to my neighbours heart, without laying bare the ugly wound in my
-own.
-
-To begin then, I, George Haldane, recluse, pessimist, moral
-physiologist, and would-be moral philosopher, have discovered, at
-forty years of age, that I am capable of the most miserable of all
-human passions; worse, that this said ignoble passion of jealousy has
-a certain rational foundation. For ten years I have been happy with
-a wife who seemed the perfection of human gentleness and beauty; who,
-although unfortunately we have been blest with no offspring, has shown
-the tenderest solicitude and sympathy for the children of my brain;
-and who, in her wifely faith and sanctity, seemed to be the sole link
-still holding me to a church whose history has always filled me with
-abhorrence, and a religion whose infantine theology I despise. Well,
-_nous avons changé tout cela_. My mind is no longer peaceful, my
-hearth no longer sacred; and the woman I love seems slowly drifting
-from me on a stream of sensuous spiritualism--another name for a
-religious rehabilitation of the flesh.
-
-If any other man were the victim, I should think the situation highly
-absurd. Here, on the one hand, is a fanatical Protestant priest, with
-the face of a seraphic monk, the experience of a schoolgirl, and the
-_gaucherie_ of a country chorister who has never grown a beard; a
-fellow whose sole claims to notice are his white hands, his clean
-linen, and his function as a silly shepherd; a man fresh from college,
-ignorant of the world. Here, on the other hand, am I, physically and
-intellectually his master, knowing almost every creed beneath the
-sun, and the slave of none; indifferent to vulgar human passions, and
-disposed to disintegrate them one and all with the electric current of
-a negative philosophy. Between us both, trembling this way and that,
-is that fair thing of flesh and blood, my wife, zealous to save her
-own soul alive, and fearful at times, I fancy, that I have sold mine
-to the Prince of Darkness. It is another version of science against
-superstition, common sense against a lie; and Ellen Haldane is the
-prize. A fiery Spaniard, like Baptisto yonder, would end the affair
-with a stiletto-thrust; but I, of colder blood, am not likely to do
-anything so courageous or so foolish, but am content to watch and
-watch, and to feel the sick contamination of my suspicion creeping
-over me like an unwholesome mildew. A stiletto thrust? Why, the mere
-tongue, a less fatal weapon, would do it all. If I could only summon
-up the courage to say to my wife, “I know your secret; choose between
-this man and me, between his creed and mine, between your duty as a
-wife and your zeal as a Christian,” I fancy there would be an end
-to it all. But I am too timorous; I suppose, too ashamed of my
-suspicions, too proud to acknowledge so contemptible a rival. As
-a Spaniard covers his face with his mantle, I veil my soul with my
-pride; and, under the mantle of unsuspicion, rest irresolute, while
-the thing grows.
-
-Once or twice, I have thought of another way--of taking my wife by the
-hand and saying, “To-morrow, my dear, we shall leave this place, and
-return to Spain or Italy--some quiet place abroad.” I could easily
-find an excuse for the migration, which, once effected, would make an
-end of the affair. But that, in my opinion, would be too cowardly. It
-would, indeed, be an admission that the danger was real and imminent;
-that, in other words, the fight for honour could only be saved by an
-ignominious retreat. No; Ellen Haldane must take her chance. If she is
-not strong enough to hold out against evil, then let her go--_au bon
-Dieu_ or _au bon diable_, as either leads.
-
-Yet what am I saying? It is precisely because I have the utmost
-faith in her purity of heart that I watch the struggle with a certain
-patience. I believe there will be a victim, but not my Ellen. Surely,
-if there is a good woman in the world, she is that woman. As for the
-other, every day, every hour, brings the cackling creature further
-and further into my decoy. Even if he tried to turn back now, I do
-not think I should let him. No; let him swim in and on, and in and on,
-till he reaches the place where I, like the decoy man, can catch him
-fluttering, and--wring his neck? Perhaps.
-
-It is quite clear that the man takes me for an idiot. At first he used
-precautions, invented subterfuges; latterly, certain of my stupidity
-or indifference, he comes and goes without disguise. When I meet him
-driving side by side of my wife in the phaeton, on some pretended
-errand of mercy, he gives me a careless bow, a nod. As he goes by my
-den, on his way to invite her out to visit his sister or his church,
-he makes no excuse, but passes jauntily, with a conversational pat for
-the stupid watch-dog: that is all. It would be amusing, I say, if it
-were not almost insufferable.
-
-This afternoon, as Ellen was going out, I blankly suggested that she
-should stay at home.
-
-“But you are busy,” she said--“always busy with your books and
-experiments.”
-
-“Not too busy, my dear Nell, for a _tête-à-tête_ with you. Where are
-you going? To the Vicarage?”
-
-“Yes.”
-
-“To see the parson, or his sister?”
-
-“Both. We have a great deal to discuss, about the designs for the new
-stained-glass windows, which have just come from London.”
-
-“Very interesting; but they will keep for a day. I fancy I could show
-you something quite as interesting, in my laboratory.”
-
-“I hate the laboratory,” she cried, “and those horrible experiments.”
-
-“My dear, you should not hate what your husband loves.”
-
-“I don’t mean that I hate them, quite; but I think them so useless!”
-
-“More useless than stained-glass windows?”
-
-“It is certainly not useless to beautify the House of God. Oh, I do
-so wish you could feel as I do about these things! What is the world
-without them?”
-
-“Without stained-glass windows?” I suggested sarcastically.
-
-She flushed impatiently.
-
-“George, why have you such a dislike for religion? Why do you hate
-everything I love?”
-
-“Pardon me, my dear Nell, it was _you_, not I, that spoke of hating.
-Philosophers never hate.”
-
-“But you do worse; you despise it. Thank God we have no children. It
-would be horrible to tell them that their father forbade them to go to
-church, or pray!”
-
-It was like a stab into my heart of hearts, that cry of thanks to God.
-Despite myself, I lost my composure. She saw it instantly, and in the
-manner of her sex, encroached.
-
-“Oh, George, do try to think sometimes of these things, for my sake!
-You would be so much happier, you surely would have so much more
-blessing, if you sometimes prayed.”
-
-“How do you know that I do not pray?”
-
-“Because you do not believe.”
-
-“I do not believe precisely as your priest believes, that is all.”
-
-She looked at me eagerly; then, after a moments hesitation, cried--
-
-“George, if I asked a favour, would you grant it?”
-
-“Try.”
-
-“Let Mr. Santley come sometimes, and speak with you about God!”
-
-This was too much, almost, for even me to bear with equanimity. I am
-afraid I did not look particularly amiable as I answered, sharp and
-short, turning from her--
-
-“After all, I think you had better go and look at those designs.”
-
-“There, you are angry again!” she cried; and I knew by the sound of
-her voice that her throat was choked with tears. “You are always angry
-when I touch upon religion.”
-
-“You were not talking of religion,” I retorted; “you were talking of
-that man.”
-
-“Why do you dislike him so? Because he is a preacher of the Word?”
-
-“Because he is a canting hypocrite, like all his tribe,” I cried.
-
-She saw that I had lost my temper, as was inevitable, and, sighing
-deeply, moved to the door. I followed her with my eyes. I would have
-given the world to call her back; to clasp her in my arms; to tell her
-my aching fears; to promise her I would worship any God she choose, in
-any place, in any way, so long as she would only be true, and answer
-my eager impulse with a little love. But I was too proud for that.
-
-“Then you are going?” I said.
-
-She turned, looking at me very sadly.
-
-“Yes, if you do not mind.”
-
-I shrugged my shoulders, and after another sad, reproachful look,
-she left the room. A minute afterwards, she drove her ponies past the
-window, without looking up.
-
-_Thursday, September_ 15.--A golden autumn day, so warm and still
-that it reminded me of the Indian summer. Not a leaf stirred, but the
-insects in the air were like floating blossoms, and seemed to sleep
-upon their wings. Even all round my den the shadows were sultry, and
-intertangled with slumberous shafts of light.
-
-This fine weather rather disappointed me, for I had arranged for
-a day’s recreation. In my youth, before I was caught myself in the
-tedious snares of speculation, I used to be an ardent fisherman, and
-I still retain sufficient knowledge of the gentle craft to cast a fly
-tolerably. So, tired of work, and a little weary of my own thoughts, I
-determined, for the first time, to take advantage of the permission my
-neighbour, Lord --------, has given me, and spend a day upon the river
-banks.
-
-Despite the sunshine, and the absence of even a breath of wind, I
-shouldered my basket, lifted my rod, and set off. Ellen was already
-out and about; so I did not see her before I started. Taking a short
-cut through the shrubberies, I soon came to the banks of the Emmet--as
-pretty a little stream as ever rippled over golden sands, or reached
-out an azure arm to turn some merry watermill. Arrived there, I soon
-saw that it would be useless to try a cast till there was a little
-wind; so, without putting my rod together, I strolled on along the
-river-side, till I was several miles away from the Manor house.
-
-The stream was rather low, but here and there were good deep pools,
-but so calm, so sunny, that every overhanging tree, every finger of
-fern, every blade of grass, was reflected in them as in a mirror.
-Still, as the time was, the waters were full of life. Over the pools
-hung clusters of flies like glittering spiders’ webs, scarcely moving
-in the sunshine; and when, from time to time, a trout rose, he leaped
-a full foot into the golden air above him, and sank back to coolness
-beneath an ever-widening ring of light. Sometimes from the grassy edge
-of the bank a water-rat would slip, swimming rapidly across, with his
-nose just lifted above the water, and his tail leaving a thin, bright
-trail. Water-ouzels rose at every curve, following swiftly the winding
-of the stream; and twice past my feet flashed a kingfisher, like an
-azure ray.
-
-The way lay sometimes through deep grassy meadows, sometimes by
-the sides of corn-fields where the sheaves were already slanted,
-oftentimes through thick shrubberies and woods already yellow with
-the withering leaf. From time to time I passed a farm, with orchards
-sloping down to the very water’s edge, or pastures slanting down to
-shallows where the cattle waded, breaking the water to silver streaks
-and whisking their tails against the clustering swarms of gnats. It
-was very pleasant and very still, but, from a fishing point of view,
-exceedingly absurd.
-
-By-and-by, however, a faint breeze began to touch the pools, and
-putting my rod together, and selecting my finest casting-line and two
-tiny flies, I tried a cast. Fortunately the wind was blowing
-sunward, and as I faced the light, the shadow fell behind me; but,
-nevertheless, the shadow of my rod flitted about at every cast, and
-threatened to spoil my sport. My first catch was an innocent baby-fish
-as big as my thumb, who came at the fly with a rush, and fought
-desperately when hooked. When I had disengaged him, and put him back
-into the water, he simply gave a flip of his little tail, and sailed
-contemptuously and quite leisurely out of sight, making me call to
-mind, with unusual humiliation, the well-known definition which Dr.
-Johnson gave of angling--“a fish at one end of the line, and a fool at
-the other,” I had tried a good many, casts before I took my first
-respectable fish--a trout of about half a pound. I caught him in a nice
-broken bit of water, just below a quaint old water-mill; and just as I
-put him into the basket, the portly miller came out to the granary
-door, and looked at me with a dusty smile. He evidently thought me a
-lunatic, to be out with a fishing-rod on such a day.
-
-Half a mile further on I landed another glittering picture of at least
-a quarter of a pound; after that, another of half a pound; then my
-luck ceased, the wind fell, and it was full sunshine. By this time I
-had wandered a good many miles from home, and reached the spot where
-the river plunges into the Great Omberley woods. Here the stream was
-so rapid and the boughs so thick, that it was useless to think of
-casting; so I put up my rod, and, leaping over a fence, rambled away
-into the woods.
-
-How strange and dark and still it was, passing out of the sunshine
-into those shadows, deep and cool as the bottom of the sea! The oak
-trees stretched their gnarled boughs into the air, and all around them
-were the lesser trees of the wood-willow, elder, blackthorn, ash, and
-hazel. The ground beneath was carpeted with moss and grass as thick
-and soft as velvet, with thick clusters of fern and bluebells round
-the tree roots, and creepers dangling from every bough. And the wood,
-like the river, was all alive! Conies tumbled across the patches of
-light, and flitted in the shadow, like very elves of the woodland;
-squirrels ran up the gnarled tree trunks; harmless silver snakes
-glided along the moss; but here and there, swift and ominous, ran a
-weazel, darting its head this way and that, and fiercely scenting the
-air, in one eternal glitter and hurry of bloodthirsty emotion. Thrush,
-blackbird, finch, birds without number, sang overhead; save when the
-shadow of the wind-hover or the sparrow-hawk passed across the topmost
-branches, when there was a sudden and respectful silence, to be
-followed by a precipitate hurry of exultation, as the enemy passed
-away.
-
-If I had been a moralist, I might have seen in this wood a microcosm
-of the world, with its abundant happiness, its beauty, and its dark
-spots of moral ugliness and cruelty. In you, Signor Weazel (who
-came so near that I touched you with my rod, which you snapped at
-ferociously, before bolting swiftly into the deep grass), I might
-have seen the likeness of a certain sleek creature of my own sex and
-species, who dwells not very far away. Nevertheless, I let you go in
-peace; which was no mercy to the conies, I suppose.
-
-So I entered the Forest Primaeval--or such it seemed to me, as the
-blaze of sunshine faded, the boughs thickened, the air became full of
-dark shadows and ominous silence. My steps were now deep in grass and
-fern, and the scent of flowers and weeds was thick in my nostrils,
-but I chose a path where the boughs were thinnest, and quietly pushed
-through. While thus I rambled, I suppose that I fell, philosopher
-like, into a dream; at any rate, I seemed to lose all count of time.=
-
-```"The world, the life of men, dissolved away
-
-```Into a sense of dimness,"=
-
-as some poet sings. I felt primaeval--archetypal so to speak, till a
-sudden’ shifting of the vegetable kaleidoscope recalled from thoughts
-of Plato and the Archetype to a cruel consciousness of self.
-
-I was moving slowly on, when I heard the sound of voices quite close
-to me. I paused, listening, and only just in time, for in another
-moment I should have been visible to the speakers. Well shrouded in
-deep foliage, I looked out to discover what sylvan creatures were
-disporting themselves in that lonely place; and I saw--what shall I
-say? A nymph and a satyr? a dryad and a goatfooted Faun?
-
-Just beyond me, there was a broad-green road through the woodland,
-deeply carpeted with soft grass, but marked here and there with the
-broad track of a wood-waggon; and on the side of this solitary road,
-on a rude seat fashioned of two oaken stumps and a rough plank, the
-nymph was sitting. She wore a light dress of some soft material,
-a straw hat, a country cloak, and gloves of Paris kid--a civilized
-nymph, as you perceive! To complete her modern appearance, she carried
-a closed parasol, and a roll which looked like music.
-
-How pretty she looked, with the warm light playing upon her delicate
-features, and suffusing her form in its delicate drapery; with the
-semi-transparent branches behind her, and flowers of the woodland at
-her feet!
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XXVII. THE NOTE-BOOK CONTINUED NYMPH AND SATYR.
-
-|And the satyr? Ah! I knew him at a glance, despite the elegant modern
-boots used to disguise the cloven foot.
-
-He wore black broadcloth and snowy linen, too, and a broad-brimmed
-clerical hat. His face was seraphically pale, but I saw (or fancied
-I saw) the twinkle of the hairy ears of the ignoble, sensual,
-nymph-compelling, naiad-pursuing breed.
-
-He was talking earnestly, with gestures of eager entreaty; for the
-nymph was crying, and he was offering her some kind of consolation.
-
-Presently he sat down by her side, and threw his arms around her. She
-disengaged herself from his embrace, and rose trembling to her feet.
-
-“Don’t touch me!” she cried. “That is all over now. I cannot bear it!”
-
-He rose also, and stood regarding her, not with the rapturous eyes’
-of a lover, but with a dark and gloomy gaze. Then he said, in a low
-voice, something which I could not catch. But I heard her passionate
-reply.
-
-“No, it is all over,” she cried; “and I shall never be at peace again.
-Even, if you kept your word, it would be the same. You do not love me;
-you never loved me--never!”
-
-I crept a little closer, for I was anxious to hear his answer.
-
-“I do love you, Edith; and after what has passed between us----”
-
-She shrank away with a faint, despairing cry, and put her hand to her
-face.
-
-“After what has passed between us, do you think that my love can
-change? But you are unjust to me, to yourself; too violent and too
-hard to please. I do not like to be suspected, to be watched; and it
-is painful to me, very painful, to be constantly called to an account
-by you. It is not reasonable. Even as your husband, I would not bear
-it; it would poison the peace between us, and convert our married life
-into a simple hell!”
-
-He paused; but her only answer was a sob of pain. So he sermonized on:
-
-“Between man and woman, Edith, there should be solemn confidence and
-trust. When that ceases, love is sure to cease. Why, look at me! My
-trust in you is so absolute that no action of yours could shake it;
-no matter how peculiar were the circumstances, I should be certain of
-your faith, your goodness. That is true love--absolute, implicit faith
-in the beloved object. I wish I could persuade you to imitate it.”
-
-“You know that you can trust me,” sobbed the poor child, “because I
-have: _proved_ my love.”
-
-“Have I not proved mine?” he cried, with irritation. “Have I not made
-sacrifice upon sacrifice for your sake? Have I not remained here, in
-this wretched country place, when I could have been promoted to other
-and greater spheres of action? Have I not made you my companion, my
-confidante, my nearest and dearest friend? Edith, why do you persist
-in such accusations? What must I do to signify our attachment? Shall I
-marry you at once? Speak the word, and although, as you know, it would
-involve the ruin of all my worldly projects, I will do as you desire.”
-
-I had-heard enough to convince me that the affair under discussion
-was no affair of mine, and that I had no right to continue playing the
-spy; so I was drawing back as gently as possible, and about to return
-the way I came, when I was suddenly arrested by the next words spoken.
-
-“Give up Mrs. Haldane!”
-
-I The nymph was the speaker. She stood with her wild eyes fixed upon
-the other’s face, which did not improve in beauty of expression. For
-myself, I started, stung to the quick; then I returned, trembling, to
-my place of espionage.
-
-“Give up Mrs. Haldane!” repeated the girl. “I ask nothing more than
-that. I will not force you to marry me, Charles, till it is for your
-good; indeed, if I did, I know that we should be unhappy, and that you
-would never forgive me. But you can at least cease to be so familiar
-with Mrs. Haldane.”
-
-He had discovered by this time, I suppose, that the pleading mood
-availed him little; at all events, he suddenly changed his tone, and
-with a cry of angry indignation, he exclaimed--
-
-“Edith, take care! I have told you that I will not suffer it! How dare
-you suspect that lady! How dare you!”
-
-And he stood towering over her (the satyr!) in the fulness of his
-snowy shirtfront and the whiteness of his moral indignation.
-
-“It is no use being angry,” she returned, with a certain stubbornness,
-though I could see that she was cowed, in the manner of gentle women,
-by his violent physical passion. “After what you have told me, after
-what I have seen----”
-
-“Edith, again, take care!”
-
-“You are always with her,” she continued, “night-time and day-time. I
-am amazed that Mr. Haldane does not notice it. It is the talk of the
-place.”
-
-With another exclamation, he turned his back and walked rapidly away.
-
-“Come back!” she cried hysterically. “If you leave like that, I will
-drown myself in the river.”
-
-He returned and faced her.
-
-“You will drive me mad!” he said. “I am sick of it. I am more like a
-slave than a free man. You will not suffer me even to have a friend.”
-
-“She is more than a friend. You have told me yourself, that you loved
-her.”
-
-“And so I did,” he answered, “though of course she is nothing to me
-_now_.”
-
-“Why are you always with her?”
-
-“I am interested in her, deeply interested. She is unhappy with her
-husband, and as a minister of the gospel----”
-
-With her tearful, truthful eyes, fixed so earnestly upon him, no
-wonder he paused and blushed.
-
-“Charles, do not be a hypocrite! At least be honest. She is more to
-you than a friend.”
-
-He raised his hands heavenward, in pulpit fashion, and protested.
-
-“Edith, I swear to you before God, that there is nothing whatever
-between us. She is a stainless lady, her husband does not understand
-her, I am her spiritual friend and guide.”
-
-“Yes, Charles; I understand,” she said, still earnestly watching him.
-“_Justus you were mine!_”
-
-I think it worth while to put that little sentence in italics. It was
-a home stroke, and took away the satyr’s breath.
-
-“Edith, for shame!” he cried. “You know you do not mean what you say.
-If I thought you meant it, I should break with you for ever. I
-tell you again, Mrs. Haldane is above reproach, and it is simply
-disgraceful to couple her name, in such a manner, with mine. And you
-would infer, now, that I have influenced your own life for evil;
-you would mock at my spiritual pretensions, and brand me as a base,
-unworthy creature. Well, Edith, perhaps you are right. Perhaps I have
-given you cause. I have shown you that I love you, beyond position,
-beyond the world, beyond even my own self-respect, and this is my
-return.”
-
-I could have sprung out and strangled the fellow, he was so cruel
-and yet so plausible, so superbly selfish and yet so completely
-self-deceiving; and I saw that with every word he uttered he gained a
-fresh hold over the heart of the pretty fool who was listening. While
-he spoke, she sobbed as if her little heart was ready to break; and
-when he ceased, she eagerly held out her arms.
-
-“Oh, Charles, don’t say that! Don’t say that my love has been a curse
-to you!”
-
-“You drive me to say it,” he answered moodily; “you make me miserable
-with your jealousy, your suspicion.”
-
-“Don’t say that I make you miserable--don’t!” she sobbed.
-
-“You used to be so different,” he continued, still preserving his tone
-of moral injury; “you used to be so interested in my work, my daily
-duties. Now, you do nothing but reproach me; and why? Because I have
-found an old friend, who happens to be of your own sex, but who is far
-above the folly of a meaningless flirtation, and who little deserves
-the cruel slur you cast upon her. Am I, then, to have no friends, no
-acquaintances? Is every step I take to be measured by the unreasoning
-suspicion of a jealous woman?”
-
-By this time she had put her arms about his neck, and was sobbing on
-his breast.
-
-“Oh, Charles, don’t be so hard with me! It is all because I love
-you--ah, so much!”
-
-“But you should conquer these wicked feelings----”
-
-“I try! I try!”
-
-“You should have more confidence, more faith. You know how much I
-care for you.”
-
-“Yes; but sometimes I feel afraid. Mrs. Haldane is so much cleverer,
-so much more beautiful, than I am, and she was your first love. They
-say men never love twice.”
-
-“That is nonsense, Edith.”
-
-“But you do love me, dear? you do?”
-
-Ugh, the satyr! He answered her with kisses, straining her to his
-heart and she, sobbing and clinging round him, was quite conquered.
-I felt sick to see her at his mercy. Then their voices sank, and he
-whispered, and I saw the bright blood mount to her cheek and brow.
-But, alas! she did not shrink away any more.
-
-Then whispering and kissing, with eyes of passion fixed upon one
-another, they moved away, taking a lonely path into the woods beyond
-me. My first impulse was to follow them, and to tear them asunder.
-But after all, I reflected it was no affair of mine, and I knew now,
-moreover, that nothing in the world would save her from him--or from
-herself. .
-
-
-END OF VOL. II.
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+
+FOXGLOVE MANOR
+
+A Novel
+
+By Robert W. Buchanan
+
+In Three Volumes, Vol. I.
+
+London
+
+Chatto And Windos, Piccadilly
+
+1884
+
+
+
+
+FOXGLOVE MANOR.
+
+
+
+
+CHAPTER XIV. BAPTISTO STAYS AT HOME.
+
+|As Haldane sat in his study, the evening previous to the morning
+fixed for his journey to London, Baptisto entered quickly and stood
+before the desk at which his master was busily writing.
+
+“Can I speak to you, senor?” Haldane looked and nodded.
+
+“What is it, Baptisto?”
+
+“You have arranged that I shall go with you to-morrow, but I have had
+during the last few days an attack of my old vertigo. Can you possibly
+dispense with my attendance, senor?” Haldane stared in surprise at the
+Spaniards face, which was inscrutable as usual.
+
+“Do you mean to say you wish to remain at home?”
+
+“Certainly, senor.”
+
+“Why? because you are ill? On the contrary, you look in excellent
+health. No; it is impossible. I cannot get along without you.”
+
+And Haldane returned to his papers as if the matter was ended.
+
+Baptisto, however, did not budge, but remained in the same position,
+with his dark eyes fixed upon his master.
+
+“Do me this favour, senor. I am really indisposed, and must beg to
+remain.”
+
+Haldane laughed, for an idea suddenly occurred to him which seemed to
+explain the mystery of his servant’s request.
+
+“My good Baptisto, I think I understand the cause of your complaint,
+and I am sure a little travel will do you good. It is that dark-eyed
+widow of the lodge-keeper who attaches you so much to the Manor. The
+warm blood of Spain still burns in your veins, and, despite your sad
+experience of women, you are still impressionable. Eh? am I right?”
+
+Baptisto quickly shook his head, with the least suspicion of a smile
+upon his swarthy face.
+
+“I am not impressionable, senor, and I do not admire your English
+women; but I wish to remain all the same.”
+
+“Nonsense!”
+
+“Nonsense! In serious lament, senor, I beseech you to allow me to
+remain.”
+
+But Haldane was not to be persuaded at what he conceived to be a mere
+whim of his servant. He still believed that Baptisto had fallen a
+captive to the charms of Mrs. Feme, a little plump, dark-eyed woman,
+with a large family. He had frequently of late seen the Spaniard
+hanging about the lodge--on one occasion nursing and dandling the
+youngest child--and he had smiled to himself, thinking that the poor
+fellow’s misanthropy, or rather his misogynism, was in a fair way of
+coming to an end.
+
+Finding his master indisposed to take his request seriously, Baptisto
+retired; and presently Haldane strolled into the drawing-room, where
+he found his wife.
+
+“Have you heard of the last freak of Baptisto? He actually wants to
+remain at ease, instead of accompanying me in my journey.”
+
+Ellen looked up from some embroidery, in which she was busily engaged.
+
+“On no account!” she exclaimed. “If you don’t take him with you, I.
+shall not stay in the place.”
+
+“Dear me! said the philosopher. Surely you are not afraid of poor
+Baptisto!”
+
+“Not afraid of him exactly, but he makes me shiver. He comes and goes
+like a ghost, and when you least expect him, he is at your elbow.
+Then, of course, I cannot help remembering he has committed a murder!”
+
+“Nothing of the kind,” said Haldane, laughing and throwing himself
+into a chair. “My dear Ellen, you don’t believe the whole truth of
+that affair. True, he surprised that Spanish wife of his with her
+gallant, whom he stabbed; but I have it on excellent authority that it
+was a kind of duello; the other man was armed, and so it was a fair
+fight.” Ellen shuddered, and showed more nervous agitation than her
+husband could quite account for.
+
+“Take him away with you,” she cried; “take him away. If you never
+bring him back, I shall rejoice. If I had been consulted, he would
+never have been brought to England.”
+
+A little later in the evening, when Haldane had returned to his
+papers, which he was diligently finishing to take away with him, he
+rang and summoned the Spaniard to his presence.
+
+“Well, it is all settled. I have consulted your mistress, and she
+insists in your accompanying me to-morrow.”
+
+A sharp flash came upon Baptisto’s dark eyes. He made an angry
+gesture; then controlling himself, he said in a low, emphatic voice--
+
+“The _senora_ means it? _She_ does not wish me to remain?”
+
+“Just so.”
+
+“May I ask why?
+
+“Only because she does not want you, and I do. Between ourselves, she
+is not quite so certain of you as I am. She has never forgotten that
+little affair in Spain.”
+
+Again the dark eyes flashed, and again there was the same angry
+gesture, instantly checked.
+
+Haldane continued.
+
+“You are violent sometimes, my Baptisto, and madame is a little afraid
+of you. When she knows you better, as I know you, she will be aware
+that you are rational; at present----”
+
+“At present, senor,” said Baptisto, “she would rather not have me so
+near. Ah, I can understand! Perhaps she has reason to be afraid.”
+
+Something in the man’s manner, which was sinister and almost
+threatening, jarred upon his master’s mind. Rising from his chair,
+Haldane stood with his back to the fire, and, with a frown, regarded
+the Spaniard, as, he said--
+
+“Listen to me, Baptisto. I have noticed with great annoyance,
+especially of late, that your manner to madame has been strange, not
+to say sullen. You are whimsical still, and apt to take offence. If
+this goes on, if you fail in respect to your mistress, and make your
+presence uncomfortable in this house, we shall have to part.”
+
+To Haldane’s astonishment, Baptisto asked an explanation, and, falling
+on his knees, seized his master’s hand and kissed it eagerly,
+“Senor! Senor! you don’t comprehend. You don’t think I am ungrateful,
+that I do not remember? But you are wrong. I would die to save
+you--yes, I would die; and I would kill with my own hand any one who
+did you an injury. I am your servant, your slave--ah yes, till death.”
+
+“Come, get up, and go and finish packing my things.”
+
+“But, senor----”
+
+“Get up, I say.”
+
+The Spaniard rose, and with folded hands and bent head stood waiting.
+
+“Get ready like a sensible fellow, and let us have no more of this
+foolery. There, there, I understand. You are exciting yourself for
+nothing.”
+
+“Then, I am to go, senor?”
+
+“Certainly.”
+
+Early the next morning Baptisto entered the carriage with his master,
+and was driven to the railway station, some seven miles away. As they
+went along, Haldane noticed that the man looked very ill, and that
+from time to time he put his hand to his head as if in pain. At the
+railway station, while they were waiting for the train, matters looked
+most serious. Suddenly the Spaniard fell forward on the platform as
+if in strong convulsions, his eyes starting out of his head, his mouth
+foaming. They sprinkled water on his face, chafed his hands, and with
+some difficulty brought him round.
+
+“The devil!” muttered Haldane to himself. “It looks like epilepsy!”
+ Baptisto was placed on a seat, and lay back ghastly pale, as if
+utterly exhausted.
+
+“Are you better now?” asked Haldane, bending over him.
+
+“A little better, senor.”
+
+But seeing him so utterly helpless, and likely to have other seizure,
+Haldane rapidly calculated in his own mind the inexpediency of taking
+him away on a long railway journey. After all, the poor fellow had not
+exaggerated his condition, when he had pleaded illness as an excuse
+for remaining at home.
+
+“After all,” said Haldane, “I think you will have to remain behind.”
+
+Baptisto opened his eyes feebly, and stretched out his hands.
+
+“No, senor; since you wish it, I will go.”
+
+“You shall remain,” answered Haldane, just as the whistle of the
+coming train was heard in the distance. “Perhaps, if you are better
+in a day or two, you can follow; but you will go away now in the
+carriage, and send over to Dr. Spruce, and he will prescribe for you.”
+
+Baptisto did not answer, but, taking his masters hand, kissed it
+gratefully. The train came up. Haldane entered a carriage, and, gazing
+from the window as the train began to move on, saw Baptisto still
+seated on the platform, very pale, his eyes half closed, his head
+recumbent. Near him stood the station master, a railway porter, and
+the groom who had driven them over from the Manor, all regarding him
+with languid curiosity.
+
+But the moment the train was gone, Baptisto began to recover. Rising
+to his feet, and refusing all offers of assistance from the others,
+he strolled out of the station, and quietly mounted the dog-cart. The
+groom got up beside him, and they drove homeward through the green
+lanes.
+
+Now, Baptisto was a gentleman, and seldom entered or tolerated
+familiarity from his fellow-servants. Had it been otherwise, the groom
+might have asked the explanation of his curious conduct; for no sooner
+was he mounted on the dogcart, and driving along in the fresh air,
+than the Spaniard seemed to forget all about his recent illness, sat
+erect like a man in perfect health, and exhibited none of the curious
+symptoms which had so alarmed his master.
+
+And when the groom, who was a thirsty individual, suggested that
+they should make a detour and call at the Blue Boar Inn for a little
+stimulant, chiefly as a corrective to the attack from which his
+companion had just suffered, the Spaniard turned his dark eyes round
+about him and actually winked. This proceeding so startled the groom
+that he almost dropped the reins, for never in the whole course of his
+sojourn had the foreign gent condescended to such a familiarity.
+
+They drove round to the Blue Boar, however, and the groom consumed the
+brandy, while Baptisto, who was a teetotaller, had some lemonade, and
+lit his cigar. Then they drove home to the Manor, Baptisto sitting
+with folded arms, completely and absolutely recovered.
+
+About noon that day, as Mrs. Haldane moved about the conservatory,
+looking after her roses, a servant announced the Rev. Mr. Santley.
+Ellen flushed, a little startled at the announcement, coming so soon
+after her husband’s departure, and her first impulse was to deny
+herself; but before she could do so the clergyman himself appeared at
+the door of the conservatory.
+
+“You are an early visitor,” she said coldly, bending her face over the
+flowers.
+
+“It is just noon,” answered the clergyman, “and I was going home from
+a sick-call. Has Mr. Haldane gone?”
+
+“Yes. Did you wish to see him?”
+
+“Not particularly, though I had a little commission which I might have
+asked him to execute had I been in time.” Surely the man’s fall had
+already begun. Ellen knew perfectly well that he was lying. In
+point of fact, he had seen the dog-cart drive past on the way to the
+station, and he had been unable to resist the temptation of coming
+over without delay.
+
+With face half averted, Ellen led the way into the drawing-room, and
+on to the terrace beyond, from which there was a pleasant view of the
+Manor, the plain, and the surrounding country. Just below the gardens
+were laid out in flowerbeds and gravel walks; but the dark shrubberies
+were beyond, and at a little distance, well in the shadow of the
+trees, the old chapel.
+
+There was a long silence. Ellen stood silent, gazing upon the woods
+and lawn, while the clergyman stood just behind her, evidently
+regarding her.
+
+At last she could bear it no longer, but, turning quickly, exclaimed--
+
+“Why did you come? Have you anything to say to me?”
+
+“Nothing, Ellen, if you are angry,” replied the clergyman.
+
+“Angry! You surely know best if I have cause. After what has passed, I
+think it is better that we should not meet,” she added in a low voice.
+“At least, not often.”
+
+He saw she was agitated, and he took a certain pleasure in her
+agitation, for it showed him that she was not quite unsusceptible to
+the influence he might bring to bear upon her. As he stood there, his
+sad eyes fixed upon her, his being conscious of every movement she
+made, of every breath she drew, he felt again the deep fatality of his
+passion, and silently yielded to it.
+
+There was another long pause, which he was the first to break.
+
+“Do you know, Ellen, I sometimes tremble for you, when I think of your
+husbands opinions. In time you may learn to share them, and then we
+should be further apart than ever. At present, it is my sole comfort
+to know you possess that living faith without which every soul is
+lost.”
+
+“Lost?” she repeated, in a bewildering way, not looking at him.
+
+“I don’t mean in the vulgar sense; the theological ideas of damnation
+have never had my sanction, far less my sympathy. But materialism
+degrades the believer, and sooner or later comes a disbelief in all
+that is holy, beautiful, and sanctified. It is a humble creed, the new
+creed of science, and fatal to spiritual hopes.”
+
+“Does it matter so much what one believes, if one’s life is good?”
+
+“It matters so much that I would rather see one I loved dead before my
+feet than an avowed unbeliever. But there, I have not come to preach
+to you. When does Mr. Haldane return?”
+
+“As I told you: in a fortnight, perhaps sooner.”
+
+“And during his absence we shall meet again, I hope?”
+
+She hesitated and looked at him. His eyes were fixed on the distant
+woods, though he stood expectantly, as if awaiting her reply, which
+did not come.
+
+“Can you not trust me?” he exclaimed. “You know I am your friend?”
+
+“I hope so; but I think it is best that you should not come here. If
+you were married, it would be different.”
+
+“I shall not marry,” he replied impatiently. “What then? I am a
+priest of God, and you may trust me fully. If our Church commenced the
+confessional, you might enter it without fear, and I--I would listen
+to the outpourings of your heart. Should you in your grief be afraid
+to utter them?”
+
+She moved away from him, turning her back; but betrayed herself. He
+saw the bright colour mount to her neck and mantle there.
+
+“What nonsense you talk!” she said presently, with a forced laugh.
+“Are you going over to Rome?”
+
+“I might go over to the evil place itself, Ellen, if _you_ were
+there.”
+
+There was no mistaking the words, the tone, in their diabolic
+gentleness, their suavity of supreme and total self-surrender. She
+felt helpless in spite of herself. The man was overmastering her, and
+rapidly encroaching. She felt like a person morally stifled, and with
+a strong effort tried to shake the evil influence away.
+
+“I was right,” she said. “We must not meet.”
+
+He smiled sadly.
+
+“As you please. I will come, or I will go, at your will. You have only
+to say to me, ‘Go and destroy yourself, obliterate yourself for ever
+from my life, blot yourself out from the roll of living beings,’ and I
+shall obey you.”
+
+Her spirit revolted more and more against the steadfast, self-assured
+obliquity of the man. She saw that he was desperate, and that the
+danger grew with his desperation. In every word he spoke, and in his
+whole manner, there was the sombre assurance of something between
+them, of some veiled, but excitable sympathy, which she herself
+utterly ignored. That moment of wild delirium, when he caught her in
+his arms and kissed her, seemed, instead of severing them, to have
+made a link between them. He had been conscious of her indignation, he
+had even professed penitence; but she saw to her dismay that the
+fact of his folly filled him, not with fear, but with courage. So she
+determined to end it once and for ever.
+
+“Let us understand each other,” she said, trembling violently. “How
+dare you talk as if there was any community of feeling between us? How
+dare you presume upon my patience, Mr. Santley? It is wretched; it is
+abominable! When you talk of killing yourself, when you assume that I
+have any serious interest in you, or any right over you, you insult
+me and degrade yourself. We are nothing, and can be nothing to each
+other.”
+
+“I know that,” he replied. “Do you think I am so mad as not to know
+that?”
+
+“Then why do you come here to torture me, and to tempt me?”
+
+The word came from her before she knew it, and her face became
+scarlet; but he uttered no protest, and raised his white hand in
+deprecation.
+
+“Tempt you? God forbid!”
+
+“I did not mean that,” she murmured, in confusion; “but you must know,
+you cannot fail to know, that it is not right for a married woman to
+receive such expressions of sympathy, however spiritual. It is that
+which makes me hate the Catholic Church. The priest promises you his
+office, and too often makes mischief under the guise of religion.”
+
+“Do you accuse me of doing so?” he demanded, in the same sad, calm
+voice.
+
+“No; but you should remember that you have not the custody of my soul,
+and I have no right to influence your actions. Come,” she continued,
+with rather a forced laugh, “talk to me like a true English clergyman.
+Tell me of the old women of the village, and their ailments; ask me
+for a subscription to give to your new soup kitchen; talk to me as
+if Mr. Haldane were listening to us--of your schools, your parish
+troubles--and you shall find me an eager listener!”
+
+“I will talk of anything, Ellen, so long as I may talk to you.”
+
+Again that manner of despairing certainty, of assured and fatal
+sympathy. The man was incorrigible.
+
+She waited impatiently for some minutes, but finding he did not speak
+again, she held out her hand.
+
+“Since you have nothing more to tell me,” she observed lightly, “I
+think I will say good morning. I am going to order the carriage and
+drive to Omberley.”
+
+“When may I come again?”
+
+“When you have anything really parochial to say to me. Please go now.”
+
+Their eyes met, and hers sank beneath his own.
+
+As he crossed towards the door it opened, and Baptisto appeared upon
+the threshold.
+
+“Did you ring, senora?”
+
+At the sight of the Spaniard’s dull impressive face Mrs. Haldane
+started violently, and went a little pale. She had heard nothing of
+his return, and he came like an apparition.
+
+“Baptisto! What are you doing here? I thought----”
+
+She paused in wonder, while the Spaniard inclined his head and bowed
+profoundly.
+
+“I was taken with a vertigo at the station, and the senor permitted me
+to return.”
+
+“Then your master has gone alone?”
+
+“Yes, senora.”
+
+“Very well. Order the carriage at once. I am going out.”
+
+Baptisto bowed and retired, quickly closing the door.
+
+Santley, who had stood listening during the above conversation, now
+prepared to follow, but, glancing at Ellen, saw that she was unusually
+agitated.
+
+“That is a sinister-looking fellow,” he remarked. “I am afraid he has
+frightened you.”
+
+“Indeed, no,” she replied; “though I confess I was startled at his
+unexpected return. Good-bye.”
+
+“Good-bye,” he said, again taking her hand and holding it up a moment
+in his own.
+
+Passing from the drawing-room, he again came face to face with
+Baptisto, who was lurking in the lobby, but who drew aside with a
+respectful bow, to allow the clergyman to pass.
+
+He crossed the hall, descended the stone steps of the portico, and
+walked slowly towards the lodge. As he passed the ruined chapel,
+its shadows seemed to fall upon his spirit and leave it in ominous
+darkness. He shivered slightly, and drew his cloak about him, then
+with his eyes cast down he thoughtfully walked on.
+
+He did not glance back. Had he done so, he would have seen Baptisto
+standing on the steps of the Manor house, watching him with a sinister
+smile.
+
+
+
+
+CHAPTER XV. CONJURATION.
+
+|It was a chill day in early autumn, and as Charles Santley passed
+along the dark avenue of the Manor his path was strewn here and there
+with freshly fallen leaves. Dark shadows lay on every side, and the
+heaven above was full of a sullen, cheerless light. It was just
+the day for a modern Faust, in the course of his noonday walk, to
+encounter, in some fancied guise, canine or human, the evil one of old
+superstition.
+
+Be that as it may, Santley knew at last that the hour of his
+temptation was over, and that the evil one was not far away. He
+knew it, by the sullen acquiescence of evil of his own soul; by the
+deliberate and despairing precision with which he had chosen the easy
+and downward path; by the sense of darkness which already obliterated
+the bright moral instincts in his essentially religious mind. He had
+spoken the truth when he said he would follow Ellen Haldane anywhere,
+even to the eternal pit itself. Her beauty possessed him and disturbed
+him with the joy of impure thoughts; and now that he perceived his own
+power to trouble her peace of mind, he rejoiced at the strength of his
+passion with a truly diabolic perversity.
+
+As he came out of the lodge gate he saw, far away over the fields, the
+spire of his own church.
+
+He laughed to himself.
+
+But the man’s faith in spiritual things, so far from being shaken, was
+as strong as ever. His own sense of moral deterioration, of spiritual
+backsliding, only made him believe all the more fervently in the
+heaven from which he had fallen, or might choose to fall. For it is
+surely a mistake to picture, as so many poets have pictured, the evil
+spirit as one ignorant of or insensible to good. Far wiser is the
+theology which describes Satan as the highest of angelic spirits--the
+spirit which, above all others, had beheld and contemplated the
+Godhead, and had then, in sheer revolt and negation, deliberately and
+advisedly decided its own knowledge and rejected its own truthright.
+Santley was, in his basest moods, essentially a godly man--a man
+strangely curious of the beauty of goodness, and capable of infinite
+celestial dreams. If, like many another, he confused the flesh and the
+spirit, he did no more than many sons of Eve have done.
+
+As he walked slowly along he mused, somewhat to this effect--“I
+love this woman. In her heart she loves me. Her superior spiritual
+endowments are mystically alive to those I myself possess. Her
+husband is a clod, an unbeliever, with no spiritual promptings. In
+his sardonic presence, her aspirations are chilled, frozen at the very
+fountain-head; whereas, in mine, all the sweetness and the power
+of her nature are aroused, though with a certain irritation. If I
+persist, she must yield to the slow moral mesmerism of my passion,
+and eventually fall. Is this necessarily evil? Am I of set purpose
+sinning? Is it not possible that even a breach of the moral law
+might, under certain conditions, lead us both to a higher religious
+place--yes, even to a deeper and intenser consciousness of God?”
+
+And again--“What _is_ sin? Surely it is better than moral stagnation,
+which is death. There are certain deflections from duty which, like
+the side stroke of a bird’s wing, may waft us higher. In the arms of
+this woman, I should surely be nearer God than crawling alone on the
+bare path of duty, loving nothing, hoping nothing, becoming nothing.
+What is it that Goethe says of the Eternal Feminine which lead us
+ever upward and onward? Which was the highest, Faust before he loved
+Marguerite, or Faust after he passed out of the shadow of his sin into
+the sphere of imperial and daring passion? I believe in God, I love
+this woman. Out of that belief, and that love, shall I not become a
+living soul?”
+
+Was this the man’s own musing, or rather the very devil whispering
+in his ear? From such fragmentary glimpses of his mind as have
+been given, we can at least guess the extent of his intellectual
+degradation.
+
+As he walked along the country road, his pale countenance became
+seraphic; just so may the face of Lucifer have looked when he plumed
+his wings for deliberate flight from heaven.
+
+He stepped into a roadside farm and had a glass of milk, which the
+good woman of the place handed to him with a sentiment of adoration;
+he looked so gentle, so at peace with all living things. His white
+hand rested for a moment on the head of her little girl, in gentle
+benediction. He had never felt more tenderly disposed to all creation
+than at that moment, when he was prepared to dip a pen into his
+own hearts blood, and sign the little promissory note which
+Mephistopheles carries, always ready, in his pocket. He had hated his
+congregation before; now he loved them exceedingly--and all the world.
+
+
+
+
+CHAPTER XVI. AT THE OPERA.
+
+|On arriving in London, George Haldane was driven straight to the
+house of an old friend at Chelsea, where he always stayed during
+his visits to the Metropolis. This friend was Lovell Blakiston, as
+eccentric a being in his own way as Haldane himself was in his. He
+had been, since boyhood, in the India Office, where he still put in
+an appearance several hours a day, and whence he still drew a large
+income, with the immediate right to a retiring pension whenever he
+choose to take it. He was a great student, especially of the pagan
+poets and philosophers; and the greater part of his days and nights
+were spent in his-old-fashioned library, opening with folding doors on
+to a quiet lawn, which led in its turn to the very river-side. He
+had two pet aversions--modern progress, in the shape of railroads,
+electricity, geology; all the new business of science and modern
+religion, especially in its connection with Christian theology. He
+was, in short, a pagan pure and simple, fond of old books, old wine,
+old meditations, and old gods. However he might differ with Haldane on
+such subjects’ as the nebular hypothesis, which he hated with all his
+heart, he agreed with him sufficiently on the subject of Christianity.
+Both had a cordial dislike for church ceremonies and church bells.
+
+The two gentlemen had another taste in common. This was the opera,
+which both enjoyed hugely, though Blakiston never ceased to regret
+the disappearance of that old operatic institution, the ballet,
+which, like a rich dessert wine, used to bring the feast of music to
+a delightfully sensuous conclusion. Haldane was too young a man to
+remember such visions of loveliness as Cerito, whom his old friend had
+often gone to see in company with Horne Took.
+
+So it happened that two or three days after his arrival, Haldane
+accompanied his host to the opera house, where Patti was to appear in
+“Traviata.”
+
+Seated comfortably in the stalls, he was glancing quietly round the
+house between the acts, when his attention was attracted to a face in
+one of the private boxes. A pale, Madonna-like, yet girlish face, set
+in golden hair, with soft blue eyes, and an expression so forlorn, so
+wistful, so ill at ease, that it was almost painful to behold.
+
+Haldane started in surprise.
+
+“What is the matter?” said his friend; “Have you recognized anybody?”
+
+“I am not certain,” returned Haldane, raising his opera-glass and
+surveying the face through them. Then, after a long look, he added’ as
+if to himself, “I am almost sure it is the same.”
+
+“Do you mean that young lady in black, seated in the second tier?”
+
+“Yes. Oblige me by looking at her, and tell me what you think of her.”
+ Blakiston raised his opera-glass, and took a long look.
+
+“Well?” asked Haldane.
+
+“She reminds me of one of your detestable pre-Raphaelistic drawings,
+shockheaded and vacuous. She is pretty, I grant you, but she has no
+expression.”
+
+“I should say, on the contrary, a very marked expression of deep
+pain.”
+
+“Tight lacing,” grunted Blakiston. “Your modern women have no shape,
+since Cerito.”
+
+Here Haldane rose from his seat. Looking up again, he had met the
+young lady’s eyes, and had perceived at once that she recognized him.
+
+“I am going to speak to her,” he explained. “She is a neighbour of
+ours, and a friend of my wife.”
+
+He made his way to the second tier, and finding the door of the box
+open, he looked in, and saw the person he sought, seated in company
+with an elderly lady and a young man.
+
+“Miss Dove!” he said, advancing into the box. “Although we have only
+met twice, I thought I could not be mistaken.” Edith (for it was she)
+turned quickly and took his outstretched hand..
+
+“How strange to find you here!” she exclaimed. “Is Mrs. Haldane with
+you?
+
+“No, indeed. I left her to the pious duties of the parish, which she
+is fulfilling daily, I expect, in company with your seraphic friend
+the minister.”
+
+Edith looked at him with strange surprise, but said nothing.
+
+“When did you come to town?” he asked. “I thought you were quite
+a country young lady, and never ventured into the giddy world of
+London.”
+
+“I was not very well,” replied Edith, “and my aunt invited me to stop
+with her a few weeks. This is my aunt, Mrs. Hetherington; and this
+gentleman is my cousin Walter.” Here Edith went somewhat nervously
+through the ceremony of introduction. She added, with a slight flush,
+“My cousin insisted on bringing us here to-night. I did not wish to
+come.”
+
+“Why not?” demanded Haldane, noticing her uneasiness.
+
+“Because I did not think it right; and I have been thinking all the
+evening what the vicar will say when I tell him I have been to such a
+place.”
+
+Here the old lady shook her head ominously, and gave a slight groan.
+
+“Is the place so terrible,” asked Haldane, smiling, “now you have seen
+it?”
+
+“No, it is very pretty; and of course the singing is beautiful. But
+Mr. Santley does not approve of the theatre, and I am sorry I came.”
+
+“Nonsense, Edith,” said young Hetherington, with a laugh. “You know
+you wanted to see the ‘Traviata,’ The fact is,” he continued, turning
+to Haldane, “my mother and my cousin are both terribly old-fashioned.
+My mother here is Scotch, and believes in the kirk, the whole kirk,
+and nothing but the kirk; and as for Edith, she is entirely, as they
+say in Scotland, under the minister’s ‘thoomb.’ I thought they would
+have enjoyed themselves, but they have been doing penance all the
+evening.”
+
+Without paying attention to her cousin’s remarks, Edith was looking
+thoughtfully at Haldane.
+
+“When do you return to Omberley?” she asked.
+
+“I am not sure--in a fortnight, at the latest. I am going on to
+France.”
+
+“And Mrs. Haldane will remain all that time alone?”
+
+“Of course,” he replied. “Oh, she will not miss me. She has her
+household duties, her parish, her garden--to say nothing of her
+clergyman. And you, do _you_ stay long in London?”
+
+“I am not sure; I think not. I am tired of it already.”
+
+Again that weary, wistful look, which sat so strangely on the young,
+almost childish face. She sighed, and gazed sadly around the crowded
+house. A minute later, Haldane took his leave, and rejoined his friend
+in the stalls. Looking up at the end of the next act, he saw that the
+box was empty.
+
+The women had yielded to their consciences, and departed before the
+end of the performance.
+
+That night, when Haldane went home to Chelsea, he found a letter from
+his wife. It was a long letter, but contained no news whatever,
+being chiefly occupied with self-reproaches that the writer had not
+accompanied her husband in his pilgrimage. This struck Haldane as
+rather peculiar, as in former communications Ellen had expressed
+no such dissatisfaction; but he was by nature and of set habit
+unsuspicious, and he set it down to some momentary _ennui_. The letter
+contained no mention whatever of Mr. Santley, but in the postscript,
+where ladies often put the most interesting part of their
+correspondence, there was a reference to the Spanish valet, Baptisto.
+
+“As I told you,” wrote Ellen, “Baptisto seems in excellent health,
+though he is mysterious and unpleasant as usual. He comes and goes
+like a ghost, but if he made you believe that he was ill, he was
+imposing upon you. I do so wish you had taken him with you.”
+
+Haldane folded up the letter with a smile.
+
+“Poor Baptisto!” he thought, “I suppose it is as I suspected, and the
+little widow at the lodge is at the bottom of it all.”
+
+After a few days’ sojourn at Chelsea, during which time he was much
+interested in certain spiritualistic investigations which were
+just then being conducted by the London _savants_, to the manifest
+confusion of the spirits and indignation of true believers, Haldane
+went to Paris, where he read his paper before the French Society
+to which he belonged. There we shall leave him for a little time,
+returning to the company of Miss Dove, with whom we have more
+immediate concern.
+
+Mother and son lived in a pleasant house overlooking Clapham Common,
+a district famous for its religious edification, its young ladies’
+seminaries, and its dissenting chapels. Mrs. Hethering-ton was the
+wealthy widow of a Glasgow merchant, long settled in London, and she
+set her face rigidly against modern thought, ecclesiastical vestments,
+and cooking on the sabbath. Curiously enough, her son Walter, who
+inherited a handsome competence, was a painter, and followed his
+heathen occupation with much talent, and more youthful enthusiasm.
+His landscapes, chiefly of Highland scenes, had been exhibited in the
+Royal Scottish Academy. His mother, whose highest ideas of art were
+founded on a superficial acquaintance with the Scripture pieces of
+Noel Paton, and an occasional contemplation of biblical masterpieces
+in the Doré Gallery, would have preferred to have seen him following
+in his fathers footsteps, and even entering the true kirk as a
+preacher; but his sympathies were pagan, and a gloomy childish
+experience had not fitted him with the requisite enthusiasm for John
+Calvin and the sabbath.
+
+Walter Hetherington was a fine fresh young fellow of three and twenty,
+and belonged to the clever set of Scotch painters, headed by Messrs.
+Pettie, Richardson, and Peter Graham. He was “cannie” painstaking, and
+rather sceptical, and, putting aside his art, which he really loved,
+he felt true enthusiasm for only one thing in the world--his cousin
+Edith, whom he hoped and longed to make his wife.
+
+As a very young girl, Edith had seemed rather attached to him; but of
+late years, during which they saw each other only at long intervals,
+she seemed colder and colder to his advances. He noticed her
+indifference, and set it down somewhat angrily to girlish fanaticism,
+for he had little or no suspicion whatever that another man’s image
+might be filling her thoughts. Once or twice, it is true, when she
+sounded the praises of her Omberley pastor, his zeal, his goodness,
+his beauty of discourse, he asked himself if he could possibly have
+a rival _there_; but knowing something of the relinquent fancies of
+young vestals, he rejected the idea. To tell the truth, he rather
+pitied the Rev. Mr. Santley, whom he had never seen, as a hardheaded,
+dogmatic, elderly creature of the type greatly approved by his
+mother, and abundant even in Clapham. He had no idea of an Adonis in
+a clerical frock coat, with a beautiful profile, white hands, and a
+voice gentle and low--the latter an excellent thing in woman, but a
+dangerous thing in an unmarried preacher of the Word.
+
+
+
+
+CHAPTER XVII. WALTER HETHERINGTON.
+
+|When the party got home from the opera, it was only half-past ten.
+They sat down to a frugal supper in the dining-room.
+
+“I am sorry you did not wait till the last act,” said the young man,
+after an awkward silence. “Patti’s death scene is magnificent.”
+
+“I’m thinking we heard enough,” his mother replied. “I never cared
+much for play-acting, and I see little sense in screeching about in
+a foreign tongue. I’d rather have half an hour of the Reverend Mr.
+Mactavish’s discourses than a night of fooling like yon.”
+
+“What do _you_ say, Edith? I’m sure the music was very pretty.”
+
+“Yes, it was beautiful; but not knowing much of Italian, I could not
+gather what it was all about.”
+
+“It is an operatic version of a story of the younger Dumas,” explained
+Walter, with an uncomfortable sense of treading on dangerous ground.
+“The story is that of a beautiful woman who has lived an evil life,
+and is reformed through her affection for a young Frenchman. His
+friends think he is degrading himself by offering to marry her, and to
+cure him she pretends to be false and wicked. In the end, she dies
+in his arms, broken-hearted. It is a very touching subject, I think,
+though some people consider it immoral.”
+
+Here the matron broke in with quiet severity.
+
+“I wonder yon woman--Patti, you call her--doesn’t think shame to
+appear in such dresses. One of them was scarcely decent, and I was
+almost ashamed to look at her--the creature!”
+
+“But her singing, mother, her singing; was it not divine?”
+
+“It was meeddling loud; but I’ve heard far finer in the kirk. Edith,
+my bairn, you’re tired, I’m thinking. We’ll just read a chapter, and
+get to bed.”
+
+So the chapter was read, and the ladies retired, while Walter walked
+off to his studio to have a quiet pipe. He was too used to his
+mother’s peculiarities to be much surprised at the failure of the
+evening’s entertainment; but he felt really amazed that Edith had not
+been more impressed.
+
+The next morning, when they met at breakfast, Edith astonished both
+her aunt and cousin by expressing her wish to return to Omberley as
+soon as possible.
+
+“Go away already!” cried the young man. ‘“Why, you’ve hardly been
+here a week, and you’ve seen nothing of town, and we’ve all the
+picture-galleries to visit yet.”
+
+“And you have not heard Mr. Mactavish discoorse,” cried his mother.
+“No, no; you must bide awhile.”
+
+But Edith shook her head, and they saw her mind was made up.
+
+“I can come again at Christmas, but I would rather go now,” she said.
+
+“But why have you changed your mind?” inquired her cousin eagerly.
+
+“I think they want me at home; and there is a great deal of church
+work to be done in the village.”
+
+Walter was not deceived by this excuse, and tried persuasion, but it
+was of no avail. The girl was determined to return home immediately.
+He little knew the real cause of her determination. Haldane’s presence
+in London had filled her, in spite of herself, with jealous alarm.
+Ellen Haldane was alone at the Manor, with no husband’s eyes to
+trouble her; and, despite the clergyman’s oath of fidelity, Edith
+could not trust him.
+
+Yes, she would go home. It was time to put an end to it all, to remind
+Santley of his broken promises, and to claim their fulfilment. If
+he refused to do her justice, she would part from him for ever; not,
+however, without letting the other woman, her rival, know his true
+character.
+
+It was arranged that she should leave by an early train next morning.
+For the greater part of the day she kept her room, engaged in
+preparations for the journey; but towards evening Walter found her
+alone in the drawing-room. The old lady, his mother, who earnestly
+wished him to marry his cousin, had contrived to be out of the way.
+
+“I am so sorry you are going,” the young man said. “We see so little
+of each other now.”
+
+Edith was seated with her back to the window, her face in deep
+shade. She knew by her cousin’s manner that he was more than usually
+agitated, and she dreaded what was coming--what had come, indeed, on
+several occasions before. She did not answer, but almost unconsciously
+heaved a deep sigh.
+
+“Does that mean that you are sorry too?” asked Walter, leaning towards
+her to see her face.
+
+“Of course I am sorry,” she replied, with a certain constraint.
+
+“I wish I could believe that. Somehow or other, Edith, it seems to
+me that you would rather be anywhere than here. Well, you have some
+cause; for the house is dreary enough, and we are all dull people.
+But you and I used to be such friends! More like brother and sister
+than mere cousins. Is that all over? Are we to drift farther and
+farther apart as the years pass on? It seems to me as if it might come
+to that.”
+
+“How absurd you are!” said Edith, trying to force a laugh, but failing
+lamentably. “You know I was always fond of you and--and--of your
+mother.” Walter winced under the sting of the last sentence, so
+unconsciously given.
+
+“I don’t mean that at all,” he exclaimed. “Of course you liked us,
+as relations like each other; but am I never to be more to you than a
+mere cousin? You know I love you, that I have loved you ever since
+we were boy and girl; and once--ah, yes, I thought you cared for me a
+little. Edith, what does it mean? Why are you so changed?”
+
+Edith was more deeply changed than ever her cousin could guess. Had
+he been able to see her face, he would have been wonder-stricken at
+its expression of mingled shame and despair. She tried to reply; but
+before she could do so her voice was choked, and her tears began to
+fall. In a moment he was close beside her, and bending over her, with
+one hand outstretched to clasp her.
+
+“Now, you are crying. Edith, my darling, what is it?”
+
+“Don’t touch me,” she sobbed, shrinking from him. “I can’t bear it.”
+
+“Forgive me, if I have said anything to pain you; and oh, my darling!
+remember it is my love that carries me away. I do love you, Edith. I
+wish to God I could prove to you how much!”
+
+He took her hand in his; but she drew it forcibly from him, and,
+shrinking still further away, entirely losing her self-control, sobbed
+silently.
+
+“Don’t!” she exclaimed. “For pity’s sake, be silent. You do not know
+what you are saying. I am not fit to become your wife.”
+
+He moved a few steps from her, and waited until her wild, hysterical
+sobbing should have ceased. She commanded herself quickly, as it the
+wild outburst which she had not been able to control had terrified
+her. Then she rose, and would have left the room, but the young man
+stopped her.
+
+“Edith,” he said, “surely you did not mean what you said just now,
+that you are not fit to become my wife?”
+
+“Yes,” she replied quickly; “I did mean it.”
+
+She was glad that her face, was turned from him, and that the room
+was in partial darkness. She was glad that she was able to steady her
+voice, and to give a direct reply.
+
+He did not answer; she felt he was waiting for her to speak on.
+
+“Even if two people love each other,” she said, trembling, “or only
+think they do, which is too often the case, they have no right
+to thoughtlessly contract that holy tie. There cannot be perfect
+happiness in this world without perfect spiritual communion. I know--I
+feel sure--that this does not exist between you and me.”
+
+The young man flushed, and his brow contracted somewhat angrily.
+
+“Take time to think it over,” he said quickly; “this is not your own
+heart that is speaking now. The seeds which that man, your clergyman,
+has been sowing in your heart have borne fruit. Religion is changing
+your whole nature. It is alienating you hopelessly from all to whom
+you are so dear; it is making you unjust, cruelly unkind, to yourself,
+but doubly so to others, under the shallow pretence that you are
+serving God!”
+
+She did not interrupt him; but when he ceased, she put out her hand
+and said, quickly but firmly--
+
+“Good night.”
+
+“Good night,” he repeated. “It is so early, surely you are not going
+to-your room already? This is our last night together, remember.”
+
+“I am so tired,” returned the girl, wearily. “I must get a good
+night’s rest, since I am to start early in the morning.”
+
+“And you will not say another word?”
+
+“I don’t know that there is anything more that I can say.”
+
+“You are angry with me, Edith. Before you go, say at least that you
+forgive me.”
+
+“I am not angry; indeed, I am glad you have spoken. I know now I
+should never have come here. I know I must never come again.”
+
+So, without another word, they parted. Edith went up to her room.
+Walter sought his, and there he remained all the evening, sitting in
+the darkness, pondering over the unaccountable change which had taken
+place in the girl.
+
+Yes, she was changed; but was it hopeless, and altogether unexpected?
+Might she not, with gentle care, be freed from this hateful influence
+of the Church? Walter believed that might be so. Already he seemed
+to see light through the cloud, and to trace the secret of this man’s
+influence over her. Edith was imaginative and highly fanatical; he
+had appealed to her imagination. Being a High Church clergyman, he had
+employed two powerful agents--colour and form. He had scattered the
+shrine at which she worshipped with soft and durable perfumes, and had
+set up sacred symbols; and he had said, “Kneel before these; cast
+down all your worldly wishes and earthly affections.” She, being
+intoxicated, as it were, had yielded to the spell. It was part of his
+plan, thought Walter, that she must neither marry nor form any other
+earthly tie; for was it not through her, and such as her, that his
+beloved Church was able to sustain its full prestige? The Church must
+reign supreme in her heart, as it had done in that of many another
+vestal; it was at the altar alone that her gifts of love and devotion
+must be burned. She must be sacrificed, as many others had been before
+her, and the Church would stand.
+
+This was the young man’s true view of the case. He believed it, for
+he had learnt in his home to hate other worldliness; but though he
+fancied he saw the nature of the discord, he could not as yet perceive
+the directest means of cure.
+
+The next morning, when Edith, looking very pale and weary, but still
+very pretty in her simple travelling costume, came down to breakfast,
+she was a little surprised to find Walter already there. His manner
+was kind and considerate, as it had always been, and he made no
+reference whatever to what had passed between them on the previous
+night. They sat and carried on a constrained but polite conversation;
+but both were glad when it was interrupted by the entrance of Mrs.
+Hetherington. The old lady was filled with genuine regret at her
+niece’s sudden departure, and, while presiding at the breakfast-table,
+was so busy laying down plans for her speedy return that she did not
+notice that every morsel on Edith’s plate remained untouched, and
+that, while sipping her tea, her eyes wandered continually towards
+the window, as if anxiously watching for the cab which was to take her
+away. Walter noticed it with pain, and remained discreetly silent.
+
+As soon as the cab arrived, he left the room, ostensibly to
+superintend the removal of Ediths luggage, but in reality to be absent
+at the leave-taking between his mother and his cousin.
+
+He accompanied Edith to the station. It was merely an act of common
+courtesy, to which she could make no possible objection. On the
+way there was very little said on either side. She was silent from
+preoccupation, and he feared to tread on dangerous ground. But when
+they were near their parting, when Edith was comfortably seated in the
+train, and he stood by the open carriage door, he ventured in a covert
+manner to refer to what had passed.
+
+“The house will be brighter in wintertime,” he said, “and we shall have
+more means of amusing you. You will come back at Christmas, Edith?”
+
+She started, dropped his hand, and drew herself from him.
+
+“No, I think not,” she said; “it is always a busy time with us at
+Christmas. There is much to be done in the church.”
+
+This was their good-bye; for before he could say more the guard
+noisily closed the carriage doors, and whistled shrilly. Mechanically
+Walter took off his hat, and stood sadly watching the train as it
+moved away.
+
+
+
+
+CHAPTER XVIII. CHURCH BELLS--AND A DISCORD.
+
+|Edith was glad that the next day was Sunday. She rose early, dressed
+hurriedly, and went for a walk in the fresh morning air. She felt
+instinctively that she had a battle to fight, and that all her
+resources must be brought into play to gain her the victory. If her
+influence over the man was to continue, she knew there was one way by
+which she could regain it. With such pale cheeks and lacklustre eyes
+as she had brought with her from London, where, she asked, would her
+chances be against Ellen Haldane’s fresh country charms? She must
+banish all painful thoughts for the present, and try to win back the
+roses which he had caused to fade.
+
+She walked for above an hour; and when she returned home, she went
+straight into the garden to gather a little bouquet of flowers. Then
+she went up to her room to dress for church. When she came down to
+breakfast, she wore her prettiest costume, and the bunch of flowers
+was fastened at her throat.
+
+Her aunt had a headache, she said, and could not go to church. Edith
+was not sorry; indeed, when the time came for her to set out, she was
+glad she was alone.
+
+She arrived at the church rather earlier than usual, nevertheless she
+walked straight in, and no sooner had she crossed the threshold than
+she obeyed a sudden impulse which seized her, and determined for that
+day at least not to occupy her usual seat. She selected one which was
+some distance from the pulpit, but from which she could command an
+excellent view of the pew belonging to Foxglove Manor.
+
+The congregation gathered, but the Haldane’s pew was empty. Edith
+watched it with feverish impatience. Presently, just as the tolling
+bell was about to cease, she saw Mrs. Haldane enter and take her seat.
+
+Two minutes later, Mr. Santley, clothed in his white, priestly robes,
+ascended the steps of the reading-desk, and bent his beautiful head
+in prayer. As he rose to his feet, Edith, who had been watching him
+in extreme fascination, saw his gaze wandering round the church, and
+finally fix upon the face of the mistress of Foxglove Manor. She
+saw, or thought she saw, the lady’s eyelids quiver and finally droop
+beneath that glance; while the clergyman arose, like a sick man
+suddenly restored to health, and began to read the lessons for the
+day.
+
+How that morning passed Edith scarcely knew. She remained like one in
+a dream, mechanically going though the religious forms, but feeling as
+if her heart’s blood was slowly ebbing away. Of one thing only she was
+conscious--that of all those upturned faces before him the clergyman
+seemed to see but one, but that from this one face seemed to draw his
+inspiration, as the earth draws life and light from the shining rays
+of the sun.
+
+At length the service was over, the congregation dispersed, and Edith
+found herself walking up and down the quiet lanes alone, panting for
+air, feeling sick at heart, and shivering through and through, though
+she stood in the warm rays of sunlight. Go home she could not. She
+must see Mr. Santley before she could face another human soul.
+
+She turned, intending to go to the Vicarage, but when she was yet
+within some distance of the house, she saw coming towards her the very
+man she sought.
+
+She paused, not knowing whether to feel glad or sorry. It was
+certainly better than having to go to the Vicarage, yet now that the
+meeting was so near, she shrank from it. She made a desperate effort
+to compose herself, and paused, waiting for him. The clergyman was
+evidently lost in deep thought, his head was bent, his eyes were fixed
+on the ground, and he was quite close to Edith before he saw her.
+
+When their eyes met he paused, almost involuntarily, a momentary
+flush of mingled annoyance and surprise passed over his face, then he
+recovered himself, walked forward, and quietly extended his hand.
+
+“Miss Dove!” he said, glancing nervously round. “I had no idea you
+were at home. How do you do?”
+
+It had been agreed between them, long before, that so long as their
+secret remained a secret, no warmer greeting than this must be
+exchanged between them in public. When the proposition had been made,
+Edith had quietly assented. What was it to her that Santley should bow
+his head with a politeness even more frigid than he bestowed upon any
+one of his flock. Had she not seen the burning light of love in his
+half-lowered eyes? and had she not known that a few hours later she
+would feel his caressing arms about her, and hear his rich, mellow
+voice whispering tenderly in her ear?
+
+But now all was changed. The frigid bow which had formerly been the
+prologue, had rapidly developed into the play. There were no stolen
+meetings now; no consoling whisperings. The clergyman had latterly
+become alive to the risk of such indulgences, and had gradually
+allowed them to cease; and Edith, receiving as her portion the cold
+bow and cold handshake that every eye might have seen, had watched the
+love light gradually fade from her hero’s eyes.
+
+But she had never seen him so cold as to-day. When their eyes had met,
+she had noticed the look of positive annoyance which had passed across
+his face. It had soon fled, but when he spoke and extended his hand,
+his face had assumed a look of cold severity.
+
+Edith did not speak; the painful beating of her heart almost stifled
+her, and her tongue clove to the roof of her mouth. She extended her
+hand; the cold, listless touch of his fingers throbbed through her
+like ice. The clergyman saw her trouble, and again that look of
+impatient annoyance passed across his face then he raised his brows in
+calm surprise.
+
+“What is the matter?” he asked quickly. “Has some domestic trouble
+caused your sudden return home?”
+
+She withdrew her hand from his cold, lax fingers, and answered, “No.”
+
+Then she turned and walked along in silence by his side.
+
+The good man was annoyed, seriously annoyed. First at her sudden
+appearance in the village, when he believed she was safely bestowed in
+London for several weeks to come; next at the _rôle_ she thought
+fit to assume. He hated scenes at any time; just now he particularly
+wished to avoid one. So he walked on in silence, until he could
+command his voice to speak quietly; then he said, in the most careless
+manner possible--
+
+“_When_ did you return home?”
+
+“Last night. I attended church this morning.”
+
+She looked at him quickly, to see what effect her words produced.
+Apparently they produced none. The clergymans face remained as coldly
+impassive as before; he raised his brows slightly as he replied.
+
+“Indeed! I did not see you there.” Then, after a pause, he added,
+“Your return was very sudden, was it not? I thought you intended
+staying away for some time.”
+
+“I changed my mind. I thought you would have been glad to have me back
+again.”
+
+Then, swept on by a wild impulse, which she could not possibly
+restrain, she added slowly, but tremulously--
+
+“Charles, are you _sorry_ I have come?”
+
+The clergyman started, flushed, then quickly recovered himself, as he
+added--
+
+“Sorry, my dear Edith? What a question! Why of course I am not sorry.”
+
+“Then, why not say that you are glad? Why not let me know it? Don’t you
+see you are breaking my heart?”
+
+Santley paused, and looked at her. He did not flush this time,
+his face grew white as marble, his eyes quite steel-like in their
+coldness. He had dreaded a scene, but this was so very much worse than
+he had expected; for by this time Edith had lost all self-control, and
+was sobbing violently. His face hardened terribly. He must put an end
+once and for ever to such unpleasant encounters.
+
+“Edith, have you lost your senses?” he said; and the bitterness of his
+tone was like putting a knife into the girl’s heart. “If you wish to
+perform in such scenes as this, you could surely find some other time
+and place than the public road and the broad daylight. If you have
+anything to say to me, you must come to me again in private. At
+present I have no more time which I can place at your service. I have
+business with Mrs. Haldane, who is waiting for me at the Vicarage; and
+my duties at the church will soon begin again.”
+
+He raised his hat, and would have moved away, but Edith laid her hand
+upon his arm and forcibly detained him.
+
+“Stop!” she cried. “One word! You shall not go. I must speak.”
+
+He turned upon her almost angrily; he attempted, but in vain, to shake
+off her detaining hand.
+
+“Tell me,” she cried; “why are you going to meet Mrs. Haldane?” Then,
+before he could recover from his astonishment sufficiently to speak,
+she added, “You need not tell me, for I _know_. It is this woman who
+has come between you and me. Oh, do you think I don’t know that since
+she came to the village you have been a changed man? What did I come
+home for? Because I knew it was not right that you and she should be
+in the village _alone_.”
+
+This time the clergyman succeeded in shaking off her hand. The face
+which he turned towards hers was almost livid in its pallor.
+
+“You forget yourself,” he said, with a sternness which was even harder
+to bear than bitter reproach. “Well, I suppose you think you have a
+right to insult me; but permit me to remind you that your right does
+not extend to religious affairs, or to a lady who is the most esteemed
+member of my congregation.”
+
+“I have not insulted you, Charles; I am only warning you.”
+
+“You are very kind,” he interposed, with a sneer, “but I am, in no
+greater need of your warning than is the lady. Until you can learn how
+to control your own words and actions, it would be better for _you_
+that we should not meet.” Again he moved, as if about to leave her;
+again she put forth her hand, and held him fast. The scene had become
+more violent than she had intended. It was now too late to pause.
+
+“One more word,” she sobbed. “Promise me that you will not see her,
+then I will promise never to mention this subject again.”
+
+“Promise you what? To discontinue all communications with Mrs.
+Haldane?”
+
+“Yes, yes; that is all. It is not much to ask you.”
+
+“It is much more than you have any right to ask. You have chosen to
+connect my name dishonourably with a lady whom I esteem. Enough!
+I cannot control your actions, but I mean to regulate my own. Good
+morning, Edith. Since you have nothing more important to say to me, I
+suppose I am at liberty to go?”
+
+He raised his hat and walked away, pausing a minute later to raise
+it again, and to address some pleasant remark to a member of his
+congregation, who happened at that moment to be coming along the
+road. It was the sight of this stranger which prevented Edith from
+following, which made her turn and walk with rapid steps towards her
+home. She felt cold and sick and heart-broken, and she shrank from the
+sight of any human face.
+
+When she reached her home, she found her aunt, who had been surprised
+at her protracted absence, gazing uneasily up and down the road. The
+sight of the girl’s pale, tear-stained face alarmed her, but Edith
+silenced her inquiries by declaring that she had not been very well.
+
+“It was foolish of me, but I could not help crying at the service,”
+ she said. “Dear aunt, do not be anxious. I am better now, and only
+want rest.”
+
+“Shall I send you up some dinner, darling?”
+
+“No; nothing. I want to be alone--quite alone.”
+
+So, with a weary, listless look upon her, the girl went up to her
+room, and, having locked the door, she threw herself upon the bed, and
+cried as if her heart were broken.
+
+Meanwhile Mr. Santley went on his way, almost as much disturbed as
+Edith herself. He was angry, terribly angry; for if scenes similar
+to the one through which he had passed were allowed to continue, he
+anticipated a storm of troubles in the future. But how to avoid them?
+What would be the best and safest course to adopt? The good man was
+terribly perplexed. To openly defy the girl might cause her, in her
+bitterness and pain, to expose herself and him; which would certainly
+be awkward, since he wished, above all things, to stand well with
+his congregation. And yet to adopt any other course, he must at
+least pretend to subscribe to her conditions. He must be content to
+renounce, or pretend to renounce, his intimacy with Mrs. Haldane. The
+man of God was justly indignant.
+
+Such a course, he knew, must not be thought of, and he resolved with
+pious determination to continue Ellen Haldane’s conversion, for which
+he was so zealous and to leave matters between himself and Edith
+exactly as they were.
+
+He knew the girl’s disposition. She would soon acknowledge her folly,
+and make the first advances towards reconciliation. Well, then he
+would be inclined to meet her half-way, but she must be the first to
+move. If, on the other hand, she chose to take the unpleasant course
+of exposing him, why, he would have but one alternative: he would
+simply deny her statements, and who would believe her? It would be an
+unpleasant phase of experience to have to pass through, and it would
+compel him to sacrifice a fellow-creature.
+
+Nevertheless, he acknowledged to himself, with the air of a Christian
+martyr, that if she pushed him to extremities it would be necessary.
+
+After all, he hoped that Edith, shut up with her own grief, in the
+solitude of her own room, would soon be brought to see the error of
+her ways, and would make that first advance towards reconciliation
+which was necessary for the peace of mind of both.
+
+But, whatever might happen in the future, Edith had succeeded for that
+day at least in completely destroying the good mans peace of mind. His
+agitation was so great that he was compelled to walk about the quiet
+lanes until his tranquillity was somewhat restored. Then he returned
+to the Vicarage, where Mrs. Haldane was comfortably seated with
+his sister, and enjoyed her society until the hour of his labours
+returned.
+
+When he entered the church that afternoon, all the congregation
+thought he was looking more seraphic than ever. Many a young heart
+fluttered with holiness, and many an eyelid drooped reverently, before
+the calm serenity of his gaze. As he stood facing his people, he cast
+his eyes around the church. Edith was not there.
+
+He turned the leaves of his gold-clasped volume, and as his rich voice
+filled the church, and the congregation rose, he gazed once more about
+him. This time his cheek flushed slightly, and a soft sigh of relief
+and happiness escaped his parted lips. Mrs. Haldane was again in her
+place, calmly joining in the prayers.
+
+That afternoon the clergyman preached like one inspired; all were
+impressed but none were cognizant of the cause. Though the clergyman’s
+eyes wandered continually around the church, he saw only one face, was
+conscious only of one presence. So engrossed was he, and so wrapped up
+in his fervour of admiration, that he did not notice what was going on
+around him. Had he done so, he would have seen that there was another
+member of the congregation besides Mrs. Haldane who attracted a
+certain amount of interest. Seated in the gallery, calmly joining in
+the service and watching the minister, was the foreign “gentleman with
+the eyes.”
+
+
+
+
+CHAPTER XIX. HE IS BUT A LANDSCAPE PAINTER
+
+|After Edith’s departure from London, Walter Hetherington thought
+long and deeply over the mysterious change in his cousin. The more
+he thought, the more uneasy he grew. Of one thing he felt tolerably
+sure--that the girl had got into the hands of, a religious fanatic,
+who either consciously or unconsciously was completely destroying
+himself, his happiness--in this world at least. She was fairly
+possessed by the fever of other worldliness, he said to himself, and
+if left alone she would, like many others before her, probably end her
+days in a mad house.
+
+Having arrived at this enlightened conclusion, which was chiefly based
+on what Edith had herself told him, Walter determined that she should
+not be left alone. What would be more rational, he said to himself,
+than that he should pack up his sketching paraphernalia and pay a
+short visit to the picturesque little village where his aunt and
+cousin lived? Surely Edith would be glad to see him, and while he
+remained to watch over her, his time would not be entirely lost.
+
+When he told his mother of his determination to revisit the
+country, the old lady was unfeignedly glad. She suspected, from the
+unaccountable sudden departure of the girl, that the two young people
+had had a quarrel, and she was glad to see her son was magnanimous
+enough to make the first advances towards reconciliation. So she
+helped him to put a few things together, and on the spur of the moment
+he started off.
+
+He had written neither to his cousin nor aunt to tell them of his
+coming.
+
+--He had intended sending a telegram from the station, but at the
+last moment he changed his mind, and as he sat in the train which was
+rapidly whirling him onward, he began to ask himself whether it would
+be judicious of him to go to his aunt’s house at all. To be sure, he
+had always made it his head-quarters; but now things were changed.
+Edith had left his mother’s house to avoid _him_; would it be fair to
+either of them that he should become his aunt’s guest? By living in
+the house he would force from her a communication which might be very
+grudgingly given, and at the same time his lips must be inevitably
+sealed. He finally decided that, during the visit at least, it would
+be better for every one that he should stay at the inn.
+
+So on arriving at the station he drove to the inn, secured at a cheap
+price a couple of cosy rooms, and determined to delay calling upon his
+relations until the following day.
+
+The next day was fine, a fit day for an artist to lounge, dream,
+perhaps work. Walter hung about the inn till midday; then he took his
+sketch-book under his arm, and strolled forth in the direction of his
+aunt’s cottage. When he reached the door, and was about to knock, it
+was suddenly opened by Edith, dressed in walking costume.
+
+On coming thus unexpectedly face to face with her cousin, she looked
+manifestly angry.
+
+“Walter, you here?” she said coldly; then she added quickly, “Is
+anything the matter at home?”
+
+“Nothing whatever,” said Walter, quietly giving his hand, and taking
+no notice whatever of the irritation so plainly visible on her face.
+“I got tired of London, that was all, and thought a few days in the
+country might do me good. I am not going to bore _you_. I have brought
+my working tools down with me, and mean to take some sketches back.”
+
+“But where is your luggage?”
+
+“Down at the inn.”
+
+“At the inn?”
+
+“Yes; I had it taken direct there last night. I was fortunate enough,
+too, to secure rooms--a capital little parlour fit for a studio, and
+a bedroom leading out of it. I shall be able to do the host, and
+entertain you, if you’ll come.”
+
+“You are going to stay at the inn?” said Edith. “You always stayed
+with _us_ before!”
+
+“Of course I did; but I am not going to be so inconsiderate as to
+plant myself upon you _now_.”
+
+He laid the slightest possible stress upon the “now,” and Edith
+understood; nevertheless, she deemed it prudent to affect ignorance
+and read a different meaning in his words. She murmured something
+about being very much occupied, and having little time to attend to
+visitors; then led the way across the hall to their sitting-room, and
+brought him into the presence of his aunt.
+
+Mrs. Russell welcomed him cordially, but when she heard of his
+domestic arrangements, her face went very blank indeed. She used every
+argument in her power to persuade the young man to change his mind,
+and to have his luggage brought up to the cottage. Walter, eager to
+accept her kindness, was listening for one word from Edith. It never
+came, and he expressed his intention to remain at the inn.
+
+But, although he abided by his former decision and remained _en
+garçon_ at the inn, a very great part of his time was spent at the
+cottage. The old lady, anxious to atone for the inhospitable behaviour
+of her niece, altered all her household arrangements to suit the
+erratic habits of the young painter. The heavy midday meal was
+replaced by a light luncheon; while for the light supper at six was
+substituted a substantial dinner, to which Walter was always bidden.
+On the afternoon of that day, when the young man had first made his
+appearance at the cottage, a rather unpleasant interview had taken
+place between the aunt and niece, almost the first which had come to
+ruffle the peaceful course of their evenly flowing lines. The old
+lady had been indignant at the coolness of Edith’s reception, and had
+accused the girl of inhospitality and ingratitude; while Edith had
+coolly given it as her opinion that the young man was much better
+located elsewhere.
+
+“It is a tax to have a visitor always in the house, aunt,” said Edith,
+quietly; “and--and I haven’t the strength to bear it, I think.”
+
+Mrs. Russell looked up, and was surprised to find that the girl, after
+bearing her reproaches so mildly, was now actually crying. She
+noted again, too, with a start of shocked surprise how sadly she had
+changed. The fresh, bright beauty which had once charmed every eye
+had gone, leaving scarcely a trace behind it, and the face was pale,
+careworn, and sad. She got up and kissed her, and that silent caress
+did more than a dozen reproaches. It made Edith hurriedly leave the
+room, to cast herself, crying bitterly, upon the bed, while Mrs.
+Russell sat down and wrote a note to Walter.
+
+“You shall have your own way about staying at the inn,” she wrote,
+“and you shall also have every possible hour of the day that you can
+make use of for your work; but surely you can spare your evenings for
+us. I have arranged to dine every day at six, and I beg of you, for
+Edith’s sake, to make one of the party. Dear Edith is far from well,
+and sadly changing. She sees so few people, and the house is dull.
+Dear Walter, come often, for her sake if not for mine.”
+
+Thus it happened that every night, when the little dining-room was
+laid out for dinner, Walter made his appearance at the cottage door,
+and that during those evening hours the family party was increased to
+three. Sometimes they left the dinner-table to lounge in the pretty
+little drawing-room, where Walter was permitted to smoke his cigar,
+while the old lady worked at wool-work, and Edith played to them in
+the slowly gathering darkness. Sometimes they strolled out on to the
+lawn, and had the tea brought out, and laughed and chatted while they
+watched the stars appear one by one in the heavens. Was it fancy, or
+since these social evenings commenced was Edith really changed’ for
+the better? Walter fancied that her eye was brighter, her cheek less
+pale, and that her manner towards himself was sometimes very tender,
+as if she wished in a measure to atone for her past coldness. This
+was particularly noticeable one night when the two sat alone in the
+drawing-room.
+
+Mrs. Russell, murmuring something about household affairs, had left
+them together. Walter was reclining in an armchair, smoking his cigar
+and watching his cousin, who was busily engaged embroidering crosses
+upon a handsome altar-cloth, intended for the decoration of the
+church.
+
+“These have been pleasant evenings,” he said--“pleasant for me, that
+is. I shall be sorry enough when they come to an end.”
+
+Edith looked up and smiled sadly.
+
+“If we always had pleasure it would become a pain,” she said. “Though
+we rebel against pain and suffering, it is, after all, a very great
+boon to the world.”
+
+“Humph! Perhaps so, if it were better distributed. What about the poor
+creatures whose portion is only pain?--who, to put it vulgarly, get
+all the kicks, and none of the halfpence?”
+
+“In this world, you should have said, Walter. Let us hope their
+measure of happiness will be greater in the world that is to come.”
+
+Walter was silent. The conversation had taken precisely the turn which
+he would have avoided, and he was wondering how to bring it to the
+subject which was for ever uppermost in his mind. For a time he
+remained in a brown study. Edith stitched on. Then he rose, took a few
+turns about the room, and stopped near to her chair.
+
+“Edith,” he said quietly, “do you know why I came down here?”
+
+Something in his tone rather than his words made her start and flush
+painfully. She did not raise her eyes or cease her work. Before she
+could answer, he had taken her hand.
+
+“I came for _you_, Edith,” he continued passionately. “Listen to me,
+my darling. Do not answer hastily, if you cannot give me a decided
+answer. At least let me hope.”
+
+Decidedly yet tremblingly the girl put his hands from her, and half
+rose from her seat. His words had frozen her to ice again.
+
+“Why _did_ you come here?” she said. “Do you call it manly or kind to
+persecute me? I tell you I shall never marry.”
+
+As she spoke her eye fell upon the altar-cloth, which she held in her
+hand: Walter saw the look, and as he was walking back to the inn that
+night it recurred to his mind again. The altar-cloth! There was the
+symbol of the thing which had come between them--which was blighting
+his life and hers. Edith was changing; but she was not utterly
+changed. He resolved to do the only thing which now remained to be
+done. He determined to appeal to her spiritual adviser.
+
+All night his mind was filled with this idea; it troubled his sleeping
+as well as his waking moments, and when he rose in the morning it
+was the one thing which possessed him. Now, he had never seen
+the clergyman, but he had pictured him as a middle-aged,
+benevolent-looking man, perhaps with spectacles; a gentle fanatic
+in religion, willing, through the very bigotry of his nature, to
+sacrifice everything for the good of the Church, but still, perhaps,
+amiable. He might be open to reason, and an appeal made directly to
+him might be the means of putting an end to all the trouble.
+
+Breakfast over, the young man issued from the inn, and strolled
+deliberately through the village in the direction of the Vicarage.
+It was early in the day to make a call, so he walked very slowly,
+meditating as he went on the nature of his errand; and the course he
+was about to take, after what had passed between him and his cousin,
+was, perhaps, a little unwarrantable, and Edith might be inclined to
+resent it if she knew. But then, he reflected, she need never know.
+Mr. Santley would surely grant him the favour of keeping the matter
+a secret; and afterwards, when the shadow of the Church had ceased to
+darken her life, and she was happy with him in her married home, she
+would be glad to hear that it was he who had saved her.
+
+These were the kind of rose-coloured visions which filled his brain as
+he walked on towards the Vicarage, and by the time he had reached the
+hall door and pulled the bell, he had even converted Mr. Santley into
+the good fairy of the tale, or rather a sort of Father Christmas, in
+a surplice, smiling benevolently upon them and pairing their hands. A
+trim little servant came to the door, and, in answer to his inquiries,
+informed him that Mr. Santley was not at home. He was expected in
+immediately, however, if the gentleman would like to wait.. Yes;
+Walter would wait. So he followed the little maid across the hall,
+into a somewhat chilly but sufficiently gorgeous room, which was
+reserved solely for the comfort and convenience of Mr. Santley’s
+guests. As Walter sank down into an easy-chair, the arms of which
+seemed to enfold him in a close embrace, and looked about the room, he
+acknowledged that Mr. Santley at least did not give all his substance
+to the poor. Here at least there was no appearance of penury, or of
+sackcloth and ashes; all was comfortable and luxurious in the extreme.
+He walked about the room; examined the books upon the tables, which
+were all works of education, elegantly bound; noticed the engravings
+on the walls--one or two of Raphael’s Madonnas (coloured copies), and
+an old engraving after Andrea del Sarto. Mr. Santley did not come. He
+rang the bell, gave the little maid his card, told her he would call
+again, and left the Vicarage.
+
+This time he walked in the direction of the schoolhouse. He had his
+sketchbook under his arm, and in it a half-finished sketch of the
+schoolmistress’s picturesque home. He would fill up his spare time by
+adding a few touches to the sketch before he returned to the Vicarage.
+
+In this matter fortune favoured him. It being Saturday afternoon,
+there was no school, and the schoolmistress was leaning in a listless
+attitude upon the low trellised gate. She welcomed the young painter
+with a nod and a bright smile, and readily assented to his proposition
+that she should stand for the figure in the picture. He took out his
+book and set to work.
+
+Dora meanwhile chatted and laughed to make the time pass pleasantly,
+and sometimes, in answer to an invitation from him, she would run
+round the easel to take a peep at the figure of herself, which was
+gradually growing under his hand. At last their pleasant interview
+was brought to an end. Walter remembered the appointment which
+this chattering lady had made him forget. He put up his sketching
+materials, and prepared to take his leave. Then Dora stopped him.
+
+“Surely, Mr. Hetherington, you will do me one favour,” she said: “you
+will honour me by stepping for a moment into the cottage which you
+have transferred so beautifully to paper. I have some cream and milk,
+some fresh strawberries from our garden, if that is any inducement to
+you.”
+
+The invitation was tempting. Nevertheless, Walter, while wishing to
+accept, was about to refuse, pleading an engagement at the Vicarage
+when another voice broke in--
+
+“Good day, Miss Greatheart!” it said.
+
+The schoolmistress smiled, made a prim curtsey, and answered, “Good
+day, sir!” Then she waited to see if her visitor had anything more to
+say.
+
+The new arrival was a man, and Walter, who was looking at him, thought
+he was the handsomest man he had ever seen in his life. He was dressed
+as a clergyman, but the cut of his garments-was elegant and eminently
+becoming. As his eye fell upon Walter he raised his hat, and
+discovered a head beautifully shaped and slightly thinning at the
+temples. Walter remained fascinated, staring at the man, who moved
+here and there with easy grace, and whose face grew singularly
+handsome with every varying expression which flitted across it.
+
+He had not much to say to the schoolmistress; and as he moved away
+his hat was again swept off to Walter, and the clergyman’s eyes rested
+upon him for a moment with a look one might love to paint in the eyes
+of a saint.
+
+Walter turned to Miss Greatheart.
+
+“A handsome fellow,” he said, “--a very handsome fellow; and a
+clergyman, I see, by his dress. Who is he? One of Mr. Santley’s
+curates, I suppose?”
+
+The schoolmistress stared at him for a moment in amazement.
+
+“One of Mr. Santley’s curates!” she said. “Why, my dear sir, that is
+our vicar himself!”
+
+
+
+
+CHAPTER XX. IN THE GLOAMING.
+
+|It was now Walters turn to look amazed.
+
+“That Mr. Santley!” he said. “Why, he is quite a young man!”
+
+“Of course he is--and handsome as good, and good as handsome. But
+won’t you come in, Mr. Hetherington, and have some refreshment? It is
+two hours quite since you opened out your sketch-book at the gate!”
+
+This time Walter accepted her invitation, and followed her into the
+quaint little parlour, where most of her days were spent. The little
+maid who attended to the house had got a holiday with the children,
+and Dora was left to attend to herself that day. Walter was glad of
+it, since he was left free to sit by the window and follow the train
+of his thoughts, while Dora busied herself spreading the snowy cloth
+upon the table, and setting forth her simple fare. When it was ready,
+he came to the table and ate some strawberries and drank some milk,
+thinking all the while of Mr. Santley. Presently he spoke of him.
+
+“You have known Mr. Santley some time, Miss Greatheart?” he said.
+
+“I was schoolmistress here when he came.”
+
+“He is a very good man, you said?”
+
+“Yes, indeed. But it stands to reason that a man with Mr. Santley’s
+gifts must be very good indeed not to get spoiled. In justice to at
+least half of his congregation, he ought to marry.”
+
+“Why, pray?”
+
+“Why? If he had arrived here with a wife, many a young girl in the
+village would have been saved a severe heartache. He is a prize in the
+matrimonial lottery well worth striving for. He is idolized by every
+female in the village. Now, it is certain he cannot marry them all,
+and on the day when the happy one is chosen, fancy the hearts that
+will break!”
+
+“Yours amongst the number?”
+
+“No, sir; I am happy to say I am free. But I take no credit to myself
+on that account. If I had been idle like some of the young ladies
+here, there might have been another victim added to the list; but I
+have so much to do in the school, I have no time to think about the
+vicar,” she added. “Have you heard him preach, Mr. Hetherington?”
+
+“No, not yet.”
+
+“Ah, you must go to the church tomorrow. He speaks magnificently, and
+looks a picture in his robes; besides, his sister, Miss Santley, told
+me he will wear for the first time to-morrow a new surplice and a
+magnificent embroidered band, which has been worked for him by Miss
+Dove!”
+
+At the mention of his cousin’s name Walter felt his face flush and
+his heart leap; but he made no direct reply. He went on eating his
+strawberries, and turned his face to the open window, as he said--
+
+“What have you made for him, Miss Greatheart?”
+
+“I? Oh, nothing! He has so many beautiful presents from the young
+ladies in the village that he has no need of them from me, even if I
+had the time to make them, which I have not; all day I am teaching in
+the school, and all the evening I am busy preparing lessons for the
+following day.”
+
+“Have you always lived here?”
+
+“Not always. My mother was a prison matron at Preston, and we
+lived together until she died, several years ago; then, through the
+influence of some friends, I got this place, and have lived here ever
+since!”
+
+“Working and striving,” added Walter; “finding pleasure in things
+which to some would mean only trouble and irritation. During the
+holidays do you ever come to London, Miss Greatheart?”
+
+“No; I generally remain here.”
+
+“From choice?”
+
+“Not at all. I should like a change; but then, to go alone to a city
+where you have no friends, and to parade crowded streets alone, is a
+holiday which I should not enjoy.”
+
+Walter rose to go.
+
+“You will come back and finish the sketch on Monday, perhaps?” said
+Dora.
+
+“I shall be glad to; I should like, above all, to finish the figure
+leaning on the gate.”
+
+“Then you must come in the evening. I promise to give you an hour
+after school hours.”
+
+Then Walter shook hands with her and left, taking the way to the inn
+instead of to the Vicarage. He would make no appeal to the clergyman.
+The sight of Mr. Santley, so different to the benevolent, elderly
+gentleman of his imagination, had decided him on that point; it had
+also brought with it other trouble, for it threw an entirely new light
+on Edith’s religious fervour.
+
+Was it, then, the man or the church, infatuation or fanaticism? He
+asked himself the question for the first time. Was Edith among the
+mass of simple girls who were breaking their hearts for his sake?
+Probably. It remained now for him to watch her, and ascertain the
+truth.
+
+He went up to the cottage that evening, and regarded Edith with quite
+a new light in his eyes. She also seemed changed. Her manner was
+restless and ill at ease; her cheek was flushed. All through the
+dinner she scarcely touched any food, but glanced furtively at her
+aunt and cousin.
+
+When the dinner was over, they all retired to the drawing-room as
+usual.
+
+Here Ediths restlessness asserted itself more strongly. Instead of
+sitting quietly to her work, as was her usual custom, she flitted
+restlessly about the room. Presently she declared that she had a
+terrible headache, and wished her cousin “good night.”
+
+“I have been trying to bear it,” she said, “but it gets worse instead
+of better. You will excuse me for to-night, Walter, will you not?”
+
+As he took her hand and held it for a moment in his, he felt that it
+was trembling and very hot. He scarcely believed in the headache,
+but he deemed silence the most prudent course; so he wished her “good
+night” without more ado.
+
+Her aunt rose to go with her to her room, but permission to do so was
+firmly refused.
+
+“You will stay and keep Walter company, or else you will make me
+regret I did not bear the pain without a word. Indeed, dear aunt, all
+I want is rest and quietness. I shall be quite well to-morrow.”
+
+So she went. Mrs. Russell sat down again to her wool-work, and Walter
+subsided into his chair.
+
+There was not much talking done after that, and Walter, as soon as his
+cigar was finished, rose to take his leave. The old lady looked at him
+tenderly and sadly, but she said nothing. Instinct had told her
+the true state of, things between the cousins; she was sorry, but
+helpless. It would be better, she thought to herself, if the poor
+boy would resign a useless courtship, since Edith had evidently no
+affection to give, and take to himself some pretty little wife who
+would make his home happy.
+
+He did not return directly to the inn, but with head bent in deep
+thought he strolled on, he knew not whither. He was wondering whether
+or not this hopeless quest should end. If Edith had deceived him--if,
+indeed, it was the man, and not religion, which held the girl so
+entranced--why, then his task of regeneration would surely be a very
+difficult one. It was strange, he thought, that Edith, knowing his
+mistake, should have allowed it to remain. He had repeatedly spoken
+to her of Mr. Santley as an elderly man; and, although she knew the
+truth, she had never corrected him. It looked black, very black; the
+more he thought over it, the more complicated matters became.
+
+He had been so engrossed in his own thoughts, that he had been almost
+unaware of his own actions. He was only conscious of strolling idly
+on and on, he knew not in what direction. Suddenly he paused, looked
+helplessly about him; then took a few stealthy steps forward, and
+paused again. Where he was he did not know. The night had grown quite
+dark and chilly, for heavy, rain-charged clouds were covering both
+stars and moon. But his quick ear had detected what his eyes could not
+at first perceive--the close neighbourhood of two figures in earnest
+conversation--a man and a woman. The darkness shrouded their figures,
+but the breeze brought to him the sound of their voices. Walter hated
+to play the spy, yet for once in his life his feet refused to move.
+For he had recognized one of the voices as belonging to his cousin
+Edith.
+
+Yes, the voice was Ediths.
+
+Having wished her aunt and cousin “good night,” she had hastened to
+her room and locked the door; but instead of throwing herself on the
+bed, she had lit the candles, sat down near the dressing-table, drawn
+forth a letter from her pocket, and begun to read.
+
+The letter was as follows:--
+
+“My dear Miss Dove,
+
+“I am very sorry to hear that you have been suffering. You will find
+what you require at Dr. Spruce’s surgery. You are right about the
+time--nine o’clock will do very well.
+
+“Yours faithfully,
+
+“Charles Santley.”
+
+This letter had come through the post in the ordinary way. It had been
+handed to Edith in the morning; and the very sight of it had sent
+the hot blood coursing through her veins, and kept her in a state of
+feverish excitement the whole day. It was the knowledge of this piece
+of paper in her pocket which had rendered her so uneasy during the
+dinner; it was the knowledge of this letter also which had caused
+her excitement after dinner, and which finally had made her wish her
+cousin a hasty “good night.” And now, as she read it again, the flush
+remounted to her cheeks and her heart beat pleasantly. She had not
+seen Santley alone since that Sunday morning, nearly a week past,
+when the two had parted in anger--an anger which to Edith meant utter
+misery and prostration. And now, at the eleventh hour, he had written
+to her appointing a meeting, and she was ready to fly to him with open
+arms.
+
+She sat for some time looking at the letter, reading it over and over
+until she knew every word of it by heart; then she kissed it, returned
+it to her pocket, opened the window, and looked out. It was a cloudy
+but fine night, and the welcome darkness was gathering quickly.
+
+If it would only rain, she thought, they would be sure to have the
+road to themselves in that case; and for herself, why, what did it
+matter so long as she felt her lovers arms about her again, and knew
+that he was true? But now her first care was to effect her escape
+stealthily from the house. She had decided upon her course of action;
+the great difficulty which remained was to carry it through. She
+hastily put on her walking boots, took up a cloak of sombre colour,
+fastened it round her, drew the hood over her head, and stood ready to
+set forth to the place of meeting--which she knew, by old experience,
+well.
+
+She opened her bedroom door and listened. She could hear nothing.
+Perhaps her cousin was gone, perhaps he was still sitting in the
+drawingroom, quietly smoking his cigar. In any case, it seemed, she
+need not fear interruption; the way was clear. She hastily blew out
+her candles, locked her door, and slipped the key into her pocket;
+then noiselessly descending the stairs, she left the house unseen.
+
+In the garden she hesitated, curious to know what they could all be
+doing; so she crept round the house and peeped in at the drawing-room
+window. Walter was still there, but he stood near the door, holding
+his aunts hand, and evidently taking his leave. Edith turned, and
+without more ado fled quickly in the darkness.
+
+Even as Edith was leaving the cottage, Santley was already at the
+meeting-place, walking with impatient strides up and down the lonely
+lane selected for their interview, and wondering as every minute
+passed away why Edith did not come.
+
+A week’s reflection, and the frequent sight of Edith’s pale, careworn
+face when they met in public, had brought him to this pass. He saw
+that she was suffering, and for the sake of what she had been to
+him he felt really sorry. Besides, he looked at the matter
+philosophically, and he asked himself, why _should_ they quarrel?
+After all, she had been very patient and forbearing; and for that
+little fit of jealousy about Mrs. Haldane she had been sufficiently
+punished.
+
+But perhaps there was another and a stronger motive for this sudden
+wish for a meeting and a reconciliation. So long as this absurd
+quarrel continued, it was evident Edith had no intention of visiting
+the Vicarage; and this fact alone subjected him to a series of
+unpleasant questions from his sister. Santley therefore decided that
+it would be better for him in every possible way to send the letter,
+which would be certain to effect a reconciliation.
+
+“Is it you, Edith? Quick! Is it you?”
+
+His quick ear had caught the rustle of her dress on the grass. Even as
+the words left his lips came the eager answer.
+
+“Yes, Charles; I have come!” And the girl, forgetting all their
+quarrels, leapt with a glad cry into his arms.
+
+For a time no words were spoken. After that one cry of joy, Edith
+had laid her head upon his shoulder and sobbed as if her heart would
+break. At this manifestation of hysteria, Santley was not altogether
+pleased; but he could say nothing, so he clasped his arms firmly about
+her, and tried to soothe her sorrow. When at last Edith lifted her
+head from his shoulder he kissed her lips, and whispered to her so
+gently that the girl’s heart beat as gladly as it had done the first
+day that words like these had been spoken.
+
+“There, there,” said the good man, kissing her again, and patting her
+head like that of a spoilt child. “You are better now, my darling; and
+remember you must not quarrel with me again. You were breaking your
+little heart for nothing at all.”
+
+Part of the girls emotion had communicated itself to him; and for
+the time being, while he stood there holding her to him, feeling
+her breath upon her cheek, her clinging arms about his neck, he felt
+almost as passionately disposed as he had done the first day that
+he told her of his love. As for Edith, a serene happiness and
+peace seemed to enter into her soul. They stood thus for some time,
+exchanging whispered words and fond embraces; then the clergyman told
+her she had better go. A spot or two of rain had fallen, and the sky
+was clouding over as if for a storm.
+
+“Will you play the organ to-morrow, Edith?” he asked, as they moved
+away together.
+
+“Yes, if you wish it.”
+
+“I do wish it, Edith; for when you are playing, it seems as if you
+were helping me with my work.”
+
+Sweet words! She said nothing, but the hand which lay in his pressed
+his fondly, and he knew that she was pleased.
+
+“And will you come to the Vicarage to-morrow afternoon, and have tea
+with us? I shall be so glad if you will!”
+
+He did not add that his sister, wondering all the week at Edith’s
+non-appearance, had threatened repeatedly to call at the cottage, when
+she would doubtless have elicited something of the truth.
+
+“No, I cannot come!” she said; “my cousin, Walter Hetherington, is
+staying in the village, and so long as he remains here he is to spend
+the evenings with us. As to-morrow is Sunday, and no work can be done,
+my aunt has invited him up for the day.”
+
+Santley was relieved, very much relieved indeed. He could now give his
+sister a tangible reason for Edith’s absence from the Vicarage, while
+he himself would be perfectly free to spend the afternoon with Mrs.
+Haldane. He tried, to suppress the delight which he could not help
+feeling, and said quietly, “Let us hope the young man will make a
+speedy departure, if he means to monopolize you so much. But that
+reminds me, Edith, a young man, a Mr. Walter Hetherington, called upon
+me to-day and left his card. I suppose it is the same?”
+
+“Of course it is,” returned Edith. “But what could he want with
+_you?_”
+
+“I don’t in the least know. Nothing of very great importance, I
+suppose, since he promised to call again, and never reappeared.”
+
+The clergyman paused.
+
+They had come now to within a short distance of Edith’s home. Again,
+after a furtive look round, he clasped her fondly to him, pressed her
+lips, and murmured, “Good night, my Edith!”
+
+“Good night,” returned the girl, withdrawing herself reluctantly
+from his embrace. “Oh, I am so happy now! You were quite right, dear;
+another week like the last would have broken my heart!”
+
+Thus they parted--Edith, happy as a child, creeping quickly to the
+cottage; the good man smiling celestially, and well pleased to have
+made everything comfortable at little personal inconvenience, walking
+back to his holy hearth, and thinking of his Sunday sermon.
+
+
+
+
+CHAPTER XXI. IN THE VICARAGE PARLOUR.
+
+|Nearly the whole of this interview had been witnessed by Walter
+Hetherington. He had heard, yet he had not heard; for, though instinct
+told him that the voice was Edith’s, he could only catch fragments of
+what she said. Nevertheless, as he remained crouched in the shadow of
+the trees, he was conscious of sobs and tears, of stolen kisses and
+softly murmured words. He remained until the interview was over; then,
+when the two walked together back towards the village, he still
+very stealthily followed them. When they stopped again, he heard the
+passionate words of parting. His suspicions were, in his own despite,
+fast becoming certainties; they were soon established certainties
+beyond a doubt. He followed the girl after she had left her lover,
+and saw her stealthily open the door and disappear across the
+threshold of Edith’s home.
+
+Then Walter turned, and feeling like one who has had a terrible
+nightmare, he walked back to his lodgings at the inn. He was sorry he
+had not had time to follow the man, for he remained completely in the
+dark as to who he might be. He got little sleep that night. The next
+morning he awoke sadly unrefreshed. After breakfast he strolled out
+among the meadows; and when he heard the bells ring, calling the
+villagers to prayer, he entered the church with the rest.
+
+When the congregation had assembled and the clergyman was in his
+place, Walter looked about for Edith. He felt almost a sense of relief
+when he saw that she was present; it repulsed him to think of her
+calmly joining in the service after the events of last night. He
+looked at the gallery where the school children bestowed themselves,
+and saw Dora, quiet, unobtrusive, and happy, sitting serenely amongst
+her flaxen-haired flock. How cosy, how comfortable she was! but
+the very bitterness of his heart compelled him to ask himself the
+question: was she as bad as the rest? At one time, yes, even so
+late as the preceding night, he had possessed so much blind faith in
+genuine human nature as to believe that the face indicated the soul.
+Now, however, he felt that such a belief was puerile and false. No
+woman on earth could possess a more spiritual countenance than his
+cousin Edith--yet his eyes had assured him of the blackness and
+impurity of her soul. Disappointment was turning his heart to gall.
+
+At last the service was ended: the congregation streamed forth,
+Walter amongst the rest. The crush was so great he could hardly
+get along--for Mr. Santley was a popular preacher. Once outside the
+edifice, Walter paused to draw his breath and look about him. He
+started, turned first hot, then cold, for not many yards from him was
+Edith herself, calmly leaving the church with the rest. Almost before
+he could recover himself she saw him, and advanced with a bright smile
+and outstretched hand.
+
+“I saw you in church,” she said, “and thought you looked dreadfully
+pale. Are you not well, Walter?”
+
+He murmured something about late hours and a sleepless night; then he
+had to confess he had been looking about for her, for he added--
+
+“I did not see _you_ in church.”
+
+“No, you would not. I was in the organ-room. It is my Sunday for
+playing, you remember!”
+
+To this he made no reply. He was wondering how it was that Edith could
+manage so effectually to play such a double part. He expected at least
+a downcast eye, and a blush of guilt upon her cheek; with this he
+might have been tolerably satisfied. But Edith’s face looked brighter
+than it had done for many a day.
+
+“I forgot to ask you,” he said suddenly, “if your headache was
+better.”
+
+“My headache?” she replied. She had been so engrossed with happy
+thoughts at the reconciliation, that the question took her completely
+by surprise.
+
+“Ah yes,” she added, suddenly recollecting herself; “it is so much
+better, that I had quite forgotten it. You see what a good night’s
+rest will do!”
+
+Walter uttered an impatient sigh, and turned on his heel; while Edith
+added--
+
+“You are coming up to dine with us to-day, you know. Shall we walk
+together?”
+
+“I am not coming!”
+
+“Not coming? I thought----”
+
+“Yes, I did accept your aunt’s invitation; but I feel upset to-day,
+and am not fit company for anyone. Will you make my excuses at home?”
+
+“Yes, certainly I will; and I hope that to-morrow you will be so much
+better. Good-bye.”
+
+She shook hands with him, and tripped away.
+
+For a time Walter made no attempt to move, but gazed after her with
+eyes full of sadness and despair. Although he said to himself that
+henceforth Edith must be nothing to him, he felt pained at the
+curtness with which she could dismiss him. He had noticed that she had
+never once attempted to persuade him to alter his decision; indeed,
+she had not been able to hide from him her delight at hearing it, and
+he felt very bitter.
+
+He turned from the church, walked away, and, after strolling about for
+some time he knew not whither, he raised his head and found himself
+quite close to the schoolmistress’s cottage. Dora stood in the
+doorway, surrounded by her flowers.
+
+She came forward when she saw him, and, after giving him a bright
+smile and a warm handshake, stood by the gate and continued to talk.
+She was a wise little woman, and knew exactly what to say and what
+to leave unsaid; she had been a witness of the interview between the
+cousins in the churchyard that morning, and her woman’s instinct
+had divined something of the true state of things. So she chatted
+pleasantly to the young man, and took no notice whatever of his pale
+cheek and peculiarity of manner; and when he said suddenly, “Are you
+not going to ask me in to-day, Miss Greatheart?” she threw open the
+gate at once, and said that she was sadly neglectful and inhospitable,
+and that if Mr. Hetherington would like to come in, he would be more
+than welcome. So he followed her again into the quaint little parlour,
+and again took his seat by the open window, to gaze with strange,
+meditative eyes upon the little garden where the sun was shining. It
+was a ragged little garden enough, and by no means well cared for,
+since Dora was not rich enough to pay for labour, like her more
+fortunate neighbours in the village.
+
+During her leisure hours she worked among the flower-beds until her
+plump hands ached again; but, after all, her leisure hours were very
+few, and the grass and weeds grew so quickly. Walter saw that the
+grass was many inches too long, and that it was scattered thickly with
+withered rose-leaves; that here and there a rose tree was sadly in
+want of the pruning knife. But that did not make the scent of the
+flowers any the less delicious; nor did it take from the quiet beauty
+of their place. There was plenty of light and colour everywhere, and
+there was beauty.
+
+While looking at the garden, Walter began to think of the gardens
+mistress--quiet little Dora, living so contented among her children;
+and in the winter still living here alone, when the flowers had faded,
+when withered rose-leaves were scattered profusely on the grass, and
+the leafless branches of the trees bent before the biting breath of
+the bitter winter wind. It was a pretty picture of Dora--he loved it
+as we love the creatures of our imagination; it seemed to make Dora
+belong to him, artistically, as it were, and bring him consolation.
+Then his reflections took another turn, and he began, for the first
+time, to think it strange that the little woman should be so much
+alone.
+
+He said something of this to Dora; and she laughed and blushed, and
+answered frankly enough.
+
+“Yes, I am a good deal alone. You see, I am in an equivocal position.
+I am too good for the servants, and not good enough for their
+mistresses. I am only the governess!”
+
+“At any rate,” said Walter, “you have contrived to brighten up what
+would otherwise have been a very cheerless visit. As a token of my
+gratitude, will you accept a little present from me?”
+
+“I want no present, sir; your friendly words are quite enough.”
+
+“Nonsense! I should like to give you some of the sketches I have made
+of the village.”
+
+“To me! give them to me?” said Dora, with wide-open eyes. “Why, Mr.
+Hetherington, I thought you wanted them to--to-------”
+
+“To--what?”
+
+“Well, to remind you of this visit!”
+
+“Perhaps when I began them I had some notion of that kind in my head;
+we are all fools sometimes, you know. But I have changed my mind; I
+don’t want to be reminded of this visit. Yes, I shall give you the
+sketches--that is to say, if you will accept them; and when I have
+taken my departure--and I shall do so soon--I shall try to forget that
+such a village as Omberley ever existed at all.”
+
+“And the people,” said Dora; “of course you will try to forget the
+people?”
+
+“That is the first thing I shall try to do!”
+
+We are most of us selfish in our grief, and Walter was no exception to
+the rule. Mortified and suffering himself, it never once entered his
+head that he might be unpolite, and even rude, to another. But the
+knife entered Dora’s little heart, and made her wince. She had been
+happy in the knowledge that she had met a fellow-creature who could
+treat her exactly as an equal--a man whom she could call a friend; and
+lo! when her interest is strongest, when she has been telling herself
+that the memory of the few days which he has brightened for ever will
+linger in her memory and never die, he came to tell her that his first
+effort would be to forget the place--and _her_.
+
+“I will take the pictures, if you like, Mr. Hetherington, but merely
+as a loan. You will change your mind again.. I am convinced that some
+day you will ask me for them back again, and when you do they shall
+certainly be yours. But the sketch of the cottage--is it finished
+already?”
+
+“The sketch of the cottage? Oh, I should like to keep _that_. It
+contains the picture of a lady whom I should certainly not like to
+forget.”
+
+Then, while the glad light danced in Dora’s eyes again, he rose and
+took her hand, as he said--
+
+“Good-bye, Miss Greatheart. When I said I should forget the village
+and the people I was wrong. Your kindness and hospitality I shall
+always remember.”
+
+So he crossed the threshold of the happy little schoolhouse, to stroll
+out again into the sunshine; and again he thought very bitterly of the
+woman who had effectually taken all the sunshine from his life.
+
+He need not have thought so bitterly of her. If she had wounded him
+she was receiving her punishment.
+
+Having left Walter in the churchyard, Edith flew home like one walking
+on air. She had accepted his decision gleefully, never attempting to
+alter it by word or look, for she was thinking all the time of the
+invitation she had received from Mr. Santley, and which had cost
+her such a pang to refuse. Walter’s sudden determination left her
+free--free to spend a few hours in the company of the man who was more
+to her than the whole world. Lighthearted and happy, she hurried home,
+gave Walter’s message to her aunt, and then sat down and made a very
+hearty meal. After it was over, and a reasonable time had elapsed,
+she again put on her hat, and told her aunt she was going down to the
+Vicarage.
+
+“I shan’t be back till late, aunt,” she added, “for, as I have to
+go to the Vicarage, I may as well walk to evening service with Miss
+Santley. If Walter changes his mind and comes, you will look after him
+well, won’t you?”
+
+And Mrs. Russell, promising implicit obedience, kissed her niece
+fondly, and watched her go down the road. On reaching the Vicarage,
+Edith was admitted at once. There was no necessity to take her card
+and keep her waiting while she ascertained if master or mistress was
+at home. She was known to the servants as a visitor who was always
+welcome--at any rate to the mistress of the house. So, without any
+preamble at all, she was shown into the sitting-room, and into the
+presence of Miss Santley.
+
+The room was as luxuriously furnished as any in the Vicarage, and
+charmingly decorated with the choicest of hothouse flowers. The lady
+sat in a low wicker chair, with a book in her hand, and at her elbow
+a little gipsy table, holding a tea-service of Dresden china. The
+opening of the door disturbed the lady. She let her book fall upon her
+knee, and looked up dreamily; but the moment her eye fell upon Edith
+she rose, smiling brightly, gave the girl both her hands, and kissed
+her fondly.
+
+“My dear Edith, I am so glad!” she exclaimed; and there was a ring of
+genuine welcome in her voice. “Why, you are a perfect stranger.--Jane,
+bring a cup for Miss Dove.--Now, dear, select your chair, take off
+your hat, and make yourself comfortable.”
+
+Edith did as she was bidden. She placed her hat on one of the many
+little tables with which the room abounded, stood before one of
+the glasses for a moment to rectify any disarrangement of hair and
+costume; then she drew forth a little wicker chair similar to that
+occupied by her hostess, and sat down. By this time the teapot was
+brought in, and the tea poured, so Edith sat and sipped it, talking
+and laughing meanwhile like a happy child.
+
+“Well, dear,” said Miss Santley, “and what have you been doing with
+yourself all the week? Charles tells me you have a cousin in the
+village, who completely monopolizes you. By the way, he told me that
+he had tried to persuade you to come to tea to-day, but that you had
+positively refused. That could not have been true.”
+
+“Yes, it was true,” returned Edith. “I did refuse when he asked me,
+because I thought I could not come. I thought my cousin would dine
+with us as usual; but I met him at church this morning, and he said he
+was rather unwell and could not come. So I thought it would not matter
+if I came after all.”
+
+“Matter! My dear, I am delighted.” And so, having thus satisfactorily
+arranged matters, the two sat chatting to their hearts’ content.
+
+It was very pleasant, exceedingly pleasant--at any other time Edith
+would have enjoyed it hugely; but as the hands of the bronze clock on
+the chimneypiece travelled so quickly round, she began to grow uneasy,
+and to wonder at the protracted absence of her lover. Miss Santley was
+a very pleasant person indeed, and Edith was very fond of her; but it
+had been a stronger inducement than Miss Santley that had brought
+her to the Vicarage that afternoon. Santley must know she was in the
+house, thought Edith; it was strange he did not come.
+
+Suddenly Miss Santley glanced at the clock. In a moment she was on her
+feet.
+
+“My dear,” she exclaimed, “how the time has flown! Do you play again
+to-night?”
+
+“Yes.”
+
+The lady nodded.
+
+“Well walk to church together, dear,” she said. “Amuse yourself by
+looking at the books, while I run away to get my bonnet and mantle
+on.”
+
+Ere the lady had reached the door of the room, Edith spoke. Prolonged
+disappointment had given her courage.
+
+“Mr. Santley is busy, I suppose?” she said.
+
+“Mr. Santley--Charles? Oh, my dear, he’s not at home!”
+
+“Not at home?”
+
+“No. If he had been, do you suppose for a moment, my dear, he would
+have allowed you to be all this time in the house without coming out
+to say ‘How do you do’? If he had known you had been coming, of course
+he would have stayed in; but he didn’t know, so immediately after
+afternoon service he went to Foxglove Manor. He wanted to see Mrs.
+Haldane, and he said he should go straight from there to the church.”
+
+Miss Santley was near the door. The moment she had finished speaking
+she passed out of the room, and left Edith alone.
+
+It was not a pleasant task to her, this mentioning of Mrs. Haldane.
+She knew that people had already begun to speak somewhat unkindly of
+the relations between that lady and her brother. But since this
+was so, it was well that she should show to the world that she, his
+sister, thought nothing of it. Therefore she had made up her mind
+that, whenever it was necessary for her to mention that lady’s name,
+she would do so without reserve of any kind. It was the only way, she
+thought, to prevent such absurd rumours from taking root.
+
+A very few minutes sufficed to make her toilet. At the end of that
+time she returned to the room where she had left Edith, to get her
+Prayer-book and the handkerchief which had fallen from her hand, and
+lay beside her chain.
+
+“Ready, dear?” she asked brightly; then she paused, amazed.
+
+There sat Edith, pale as a ghost, reclining in an easy-chair, with her
+head thrown back, and her forehead covered by a handkerchief soaked
+with eau-de-cologne.
+
+“Why, my dear!” exclaimed Miss Santley. “Whatever is the matter? Has
+anything happened?”
+
+“No, nothing,” said Edith, faintly. “I have got a very bad headache,
+that is all; and--and--I cannot go to church again to-day, Miss
+Santley.”
+
+“Go to church,” echoed Miss Santley. “Why, my dearest girl, of course
+you cant go to church! I will send Jane with a message to Charles, and
+stay and take care of you.”
+
+But this Edith would not allow. She pulled the handkerchief from her
+forehead, and declared her intention of going home.
+
+Miss Santley kissed her kindly. At this exhibition of tenderness Edith
+fairly broke down. She threw her arms around the lady’s neck, and
+burst into tears.
+
+“I--I am so sorry,” she said at last, when her sobs had somewhat
+subsided; “but I could not help it. I--I am such a coward when I am
+ill!”
+
+Miss Santley said nothing; she knew she could do nothing. There was
+some mystery here which she could not fathom, so she yielded to the
+girl’s solicitations and allowed her to go home.
+
+
+
+
+CHAPTER XXII. AT THE VICARAGE.
+
+|One evening about the middle of the week, as the Rev. Mr. Santley sat
+alone in his study a card was brought to him, on which was printed--
+
+Mr. Walter Hetherington.
+
+The clergyman raised his brows as he read, and asked the maid, who
+waited respectfully at the door, if the gentleman had not called upon
+him before.
+
+“Once before, sir!”
+
+“Did he state his business?”
+
+“He did not, sir; he only said he would not detain you long.”
+
+“Well, ask the gentleman to be good enough to walk this way.”
+
+The maid retired, and a moment afterwards Walter entered the room.
+
+The two men bowed to each other. One glance had assured Santley that
+any attempt at a warmer greeting would be injudicious; the other might
+not respond, and it would never do for the vicar of the parish to be
+snubbed by an itinerant painter whom nobody knew--besides, under the
+circumstances, a bow was ample greeting. He infused into it as much
+politeness as possible, welcomed his young friend to the Vicarage,
+and, pointing to a chair which he had drawn forward, begged him to
+be seated. Decidedly the clergyman was the most self-possessed of
+the two. For Walter took his seat in nervous silence; while Santley,
+wondering greatly in his own mind what could possibly have procured
+him the honour of that visit, kept the scene from flagging by that
+wonderful gift of small talk with which he was possessed.
+
+He was very pleased indeed to meet Mr. Hetherington. He had done him
+the honour to call upon him once before he thought--yes, he was sure
+of it; and he had also had the pleasure of meeting him once
+before, when he had not had the honour of his acquaintance. Was Mr.
+Hetherington thinking of making a long stay amongst them?
+
+“Not very long,” said Walter.
+
+“I suppose you have made some charming sketches?” continued the
+clergyman. “There are pretty little spots about the village, spots
+well worthy of a painters brush. I used to do a little in that way
+myself when I was a youngster at college; but the vicar of a parish
+has onerous duties. I suppose at the present moment I should hardly
+know how to handle a brush. Are you thinking of leaving us soon, Mr.
+Hetherington?”
+
+“I am not quite sure!”
+
+“Ah! well, if you stay and would like to make use of my library, I
+should feel greatly honoured. It is the only thing I have to offer
+you, I fear; but I shall be very pleased indeed to put it at your
+service. It contains a few books on your own art, which might interest
+you.”
+
+“You are very kind, Mr. Santley.”
+
+“Not at all, my dear sir; I am merely neighbourly. Life would be
+dreary indeed if one could not be neighbourly in a place like this!”
+
+“Mr. Santley, I have come to you for your advice.”
+
+The clergyman, nervously dreading what was to follow, looked at his
+visitor with a calm smile, and answered pleasantly enough.
+
+“My advice? My dear sir, I place it freely at your service, and myself
+also if I can be of the slightest use to you.”
+
+“You can be of very great use to me.”
+
+The clergyman merely bowed this time and waited, so Walter continued--
+
+“You know my cousin, Miss Edith Dove?”
+
+As he spoke he fixed his eyes keenly upon the clergyman’s face, but
+the latter made no sign; he neither winced nor changed colour, but
+answered calmly enough.
+
+“I have the pleasure of the lady’s acquaintance. She is one of the
+most esteemed members of my congregation.”
+
+“It is about Miss Dove I wished to speak to you.”
+
+Again the clergyman bowed; again he found it unnecessary to make a
+reply.
+
+Walter, growing somewhat ill at ease, continued--
+
+“I don’t mind confessing to you, Mr. Santley, that at one period of my
+career I hoped most earnestly, and indeed confidently believed, that
+at no very remote date I should have the happiness of making her my
+wife. I was sincerely attached to her; I believe she was attached to
+me. But recently all has changed. She is wasting her life; throwing
+aside all chance of happiness, through some mad infatuation about the
+Church.”
+
+“Some mad infatuation about the Church!” returned the clergyman,
+methodically. “Really, my dear sir, I am afraid you forget you are
+speaking to a clergyman of the Church. As to Miss Dove, she is a
+lady whose conduct is without reproach; she is one of the Church’s
+staunchest supporters!”
+
+“Then you approve her present mode of life; you uphold it? You will
+not advise her to shake her morbid fancies away? to accept an honest
+affection and a happy home?”
+
+Santley seemed to reflect.
+
+“As a clergyman of the Church, I should advise her the other way,
+I think. Surely the fulfilment of religious duties points to a more
+elevated mode of existence than mere marrying and giving in marriage.
+I am sorry for you, since I believe that any man possessed of that
+lady’s esteem might deem himself fortunate; still, I could not advise
+her to act against her conscience and the promptings of religion.”
+
+“And me, what do you advise me to do?”
+
+The clergyman shrugged his shoulders. “It seems to me that there is
+only one thing that you can do. If the lady finds your attentions
+disagreeable, surely the most honourable course for you to adopt would
+be to leave her--in peace.” Walter rose, and the clergyman breathed
+more freely, believing that the interview had come to a satisfactory
+end. Neither of them spoke for a minute or so, till the clergyman
+looked up, and said quietly--
+
+“You have something more to say, Mr. Hetherington?”
+
+“Yes,” 9 answered Walter; “I have something more to say.” Then, going
+a few steps nearer to the clergyman, he added, “You are a hypocrite,
+Mr. Santley!”
+
+The clergyman’s face grew pale. He rose hastily from his seat; but
+before he could speak Walter continued, vehemently--
+
+“Do you think I don’t know you? Do you think I haven’t discovered that
+it is you, and not the Church, who has taken my cousin from me? You
+talk to me of religion, of religious duties, and yet you know that you
+are playing the hypocrite to her, as you have done to me, and that you
+are breaking her heart.”
+
+He paused, flushed, excited, and angry. The clergyman stood calm and
+very pale.
+
+“You do well to seek this interview in my house, sir,” he said. “Now
+you have insulted me with impunity, perhaps you will take your leave.”
+
+But Walter made no attempt to move.
+
+“Before I go,” he said, “I wish to know what are your plans regarding
+my cousin?”
+
+“And I should like to ask you, sir,” returned the clergyman, “what
+authority you have for interfering in my private affairs?”
+
+“I have no authority; your private affairs are nothing to me. I speak
+in the interest of my cousin!”
+
+“Really! I should fancy your interference would be hardly likely to do
+her much good.” #
+
+“Mr. Santley, I shall ask you one more question. Do you, or do you
+not, mean to marry my cousin?”
+
+“And if I refuse to answer?”
+
+“I shall make it my duty, before tomorrow night, to expose you.”
+
+“Really!” returned the clergyman, with an exasperating smile. “You
+will draw your cousin’s good name through the mire in order to throw a
+little mud at me. I should think, young man, you must be a treasure
+to your family. Good evening. I will ring for the servant to show you
+out.”
+
+And he did ring--at the most opportune moment too; for Walter,
+staggered by that last thrust, perceived that his enemy was on the
+side of power. So, when in answer to her master’s summons the servant
+appeared, Walter followed her; he was afraid to utter another word,
+for Edith’s sake.
+
+When he was gone, all Santley’s calmness deserted him, and he walked
+up and down the room in a fit of uncontrollable rage. When he had
+grown calmer, he sat down and wrote one of his neatly worded epistles
+to Edith, making an appointment for the following day.
+
+He half believed that Walter had come to him, as Edith’s authorized
+messenger, to attempt to force upon him those bonds which he was
+so very reluctant to wear. The clergyman could not in any other way
+account for his knowledge of the relations existing between the
+two. It was well for Edith that at that moment she was not near her
+lover--well for her, also, that no meeting could take place between
+them until the following day.
+
+The next day Santley was very much more composed, and when he walked
+towards the trysting-place none would have known, from his outward
+appearance, that anything was materially wrong. He had made the
+appointment in daylight this time; since embraces could be dispensed
+with, so also could darkness and night. There was really nothing in
+this meeting after all; nothing but what might have been witnessed by
+a dozen pair of eyes. Those who did see it would see only an event of
+ordinary everyday life.
+
+Miss Edith Dove, walking leisurely towards the village, was overtaken
+by the clergyman, who paused to shake hands with her, and to walk with
+her a part of the way. Had any one looked closely at these two, he
+would have seen that the clergyman, though calm, was very pale; that
+Edith, pale too, had a weary, listless look about her face; that after
+she had shaken hands with her pastor, she quickly turned away her
+head, for her eyes grew dim with tears.
+
+If Santley saw the tears he did not care to notice them. He had
+found, directly they met, that she was suffering from one of those
+deplorable fits of temper which had more than once caused trouble
+between them; but that could not be taken any notice of now. If she
+chose to wear herself to a shadow, it was her own affair; he had
+something more important on hand. The interview could not be a long
+one, therefore he must reach the heart of the matter at once.
+
+So he began abruptly--
+
+“Edith, this new course you have adopted is a dangerous one, and had
+better be abandoned without loss of time.”
+
+The girl raised her eyes to his face, and asked wearily--
+
+“What do you mean? What have I done?”
+
+“I suppose you are responsible for your cousin’s visit to my house;
+you must have instigated it, if you did not actually advise him!”
+
+Again she raised her troubled eyes to his face, and said sadly--
+
+“I don’t know what you mean.”
+
+“Then I will tell you, Edith. Your cousin, a hot-headed, ill-mannered
+youth, has thought fit to take upon himself the part of protector, or
+guardian, of your happiness. In this capacity he paid me a domiciliary
+visit yesterday, and treated me to some most violent abuse. He
+threatened to make known to the public the relations between us. I
+advised him to think it over, for your sake!”
+
+“My cousin--Walter Hetherington, do you mean?”
+
+“Most certainly.”
+
+“But how does he know? how has he learned?”
+
+“From you, I suppose.”
+
+“No; it is not from me,” returned Edith, whose listlessness was fast
+disappearing. “I have said nothing; I have never even mentioned your
+name to him. It must be known; it must be talked of in the village.
+Oh, Charles, spare me! Keep your promise to me, for God’s sake! Any
+open disgrace would be more than I could bear. I should die.”
+
+The girl, overcome by her emotion, had forgotten for the moment that
+their present interview was a perfectly public one. The clergyman
+coldly reminded her of the fact. Then, after she had forced upon
+herself a composure which she was far from feeling, he continued--“You
+had better understand, Edith, once and for ever, that whatever
+my conduct may be, I do not choose to have it questioned by this
+exceedingly officious young man. A repetition of the scene of
+yesterday I will not bear. And as it is evident to me that my actions
+are under surveillance, I must refuse either to see or hear from you
+again, until that young man has removed himself from the village.”
+
+“Charles, you surely don’t mean that?” exclaimed the girl.
+
+But he certainly did mean it, and though she pleaded and argued, he
+remained firm. At last she resolved that she would speak to Walter,
+resent his interference, and, if possible, induce him to return home.
+
+Then the two shook hands and parted.
+
+That evening Walter dined at the-cottage. During the dinner Edith
+scarcely looked at him; while he himself was silent and distrait. But
+after dinner, when they had all retired to the drawing-room, when the
+old lady had settled down to her wool-work, and Walter had lit his
+cigar, Edith threw a light shawl over her head, and asked him if he
+would come with her into the garden.
+
+Wondering very much at the request, Walter rose at once, and offered
+her his arm. She took it; but the moment they were alone she withdrew
+her hand and turned angrily upon him. Walter listened, and he found
+that he had some chance of being heard. He acknowledged that she had
+spoken the truth; he _had_ interfered; he had deemed it quite right
+that he should do so for her sake.
+
+“For my sake!” returned Edith. “It seems to me there is more of
+selfishness than benevolence in what you have done. What is it to
+you if I am engaged to Mr. Santley? and if we choose to keep our
+engagement a secret, what is that to you? I am my own mistress; I can
+act just as I think fit, without the fear of coercion from any one.
+_You_, at any rate, have no right to regulate my actions or to dictate
+them. I suppose you think I have no right to marry any one, simply
+because I refuse to be coerced into marrying you!”
+
+It was a cruel thing to say; but Edith was simply dealing him,
+secondhand, some of the stabs which she herself had received from her
+beloved pastor in the morning. The stabs went deep into his heart, and
+the wounds remained for many a day. When Edith had uttered a few more
+truisms with the characteristic selfishness of love and hatred, Walter
+coldly suggested that their pleasant stroll in the garden might be
+brought to a termination.
+
+They returned together to the house. As the old lady, beaming with
+delight at what she believed to be the sudden and happy reconciliation
+of the cousins, had prepared the tea, Walter pleased her by sitting
+down to take some before he said good night.
+
+But the next day he returned to town.
+
+
+
+
+CHAPTER XXIII. DR. DUPRÉ’S ELIXIR.
+
+|George Haldane returned home in the best of spirits. His paper had
+been received with enthusiasm by the _savants_ of France, and his
+life in Paris had been one pleasant succession of visits, learned
+conversaziones, and private entertainments. Thanks to his happy
+pre-occupation, he scarcely noticed that his wife’s manner was
+constrained, nervous, yet deeply solicitous; that she looked pale
+and worn, as if with constant watching; and that, in answer to his
+careless questioning as to affairs at home, she made only fragmentary
+replies.
+
+On entering his dressing-room to change his apparel, he found
+Baptisto, who was quietly undoing his portmanteau and selecting the
+necessary things with a calm air, as if his services had never been
+interrupted.
+
+“So, my Baptisto,” he said, clapping that worthy on the shoulder, “you
+are not dead or buried, I see? Ah, you may smile, but I am quite aware
+of the trick you played me. Well, you have been the loser. You would
+have had a pleasant time of it in Paris, the best of entertainment,
+and nothing whatever to do.”
+
+“I am glad you have returned, senor,” replied Baptisto, with his
+customary solemnity.
+
+“I hope you have given satisfaction to your mistress during my
+absence?”
+
+“I hope so, senor.”
+
+“Humph! we shall see what report she has to make concerning you, and
+if that is favourable, I may forgive your freak of laziness.”
+
+“I have not been lazy, senor,” said Baptisto, quietly preparing the
+toilette.
+
+“Indeed! Pray, how have you been employing yourself?”
+
+Baptisto did not reply, but smiled again.
+
+“How is your inamerata and her family? I saw the little woman
+curtsying as I passed through the lodge-gates.”
+
+Baptisto shook his head solemnly.
+
+“Ah, senor,” he said, “you are mistaken. The woman of the lodge is a
+stupid person; and for the rest, I put no faith in women. _Cuerpo di
+Baccho_, no! They smile upon us when we are near; but no sooner do we
+turn our backs, than they smile upon some other man.”
+
+“Pretty philosophy,” returned Haldane, with a laugh. “Why, you are a
+downright misogynist, my Baptisto. But I don’t believe one word you
+say, for all that. Men who talk like you are generally very easy
+conquests, and I would bet twenty to one on the little widow still.”
+
+“Ah, senor, if all women were like your signora, it would be
+different. She is so good, so pure, so faithful at her devotions. It
+is a great thing to have religion.”
+
+As Baptisto spoke his back was turned to his master, so that the
+extraordinary expression of his face was unnoticed, and there was no
+indication in his tone that he spoke satirically. Haldane shrugged his
+shoulders and said nothing, not caring to discuss his wife’s virtues
+with a servant, however familiar. Presently he went downstairs to
+dinner. All that evening he was very affectionate and merry, talking
+volubly of his adventures in Paris, of his scientific acquaintances,
+and of such new discoveries as they had brought under his notice.
+In the course of his happy chat he spoke frequently of a new
+acquaintance, one Dr. Dupré, whom he had met in the French capital.
+“The French, however far behind the Germans in speculative affairs,”
+ he observed, “are far their superiors, and ours, in physiology. Take
+this Dupré, for example. He is a wonderful fellow! His dissections and
+vivisections’ have brought him to such a point of mastery that he is
+almost certain that he has discovered the problem poor Lewes broke his
+heart over--how and by what mechanism we can’t think. I don’t quite
+believe he has succeeded in that great discovery, but some of his
+minor discoveries are extraordinary. Did you read the account in the
+papers of his elixir of death?”
+
+Ellen shook her head. The very name seemed horrible.
+
+“His elixir of death?” she repeated.
+
+“Yes. A chemical preparation, the fundamental principle of which is
+morphine. By its agency he can so produce in a living organism the
+ordinary phenomena of death, that even _rigor mortis_ is simulated. I
+saw the experiment tried on two rabbits, a Newfoundland dog, and, to
+crown all, on the human subject. They were all, to every appearance,
+dead; the rabbits for twenty-four hours, the dog for half a day, and
+the woman for an hour and a half.”
+
+“Horrible!” exclaimed Ellen, with a shudder. “Do you actually mean he
+experimented on a living woman?”
+
+“Yes; on a strapping wench, the daughter of his housekeeper; and a
+very fine thing she made of it. We subscribed together, and presented
+her with a purse of a thousand francs.”
+
+“I think such things are wicked,” cried Ellen, with some warmth. “Mere
+mortals have no right to play, in that way, with the mystery of life
+and death.”
+
+“My dear Nell,” cried Haldane, laughing, “it is in the interests of
+science!”
+
+“But I am sure it is not right. Life is given and taken by God alone.”
+
+“Your argument, if accepted, would make all mankind accept the
+religion of the Peculiar People, who will cure no diseases by human
+intervention. As to this business of suspended animation, it is merely
+a part of our discoveries in anodynes. Dupré’s experiment, I know, is
+perfectly safe.”
+
+“But that is not the question.”
+
+“How so, my dear?”
+
+“What I mean is, that death is too solemn and awful a thing to imitate
+as you describe. Such experiments are simply blasphemous, in my
+opinion.”
+
+“Come, come,” cried the philosopher. “There is no blasphemy where
+there is no irreverence. According to your religious people, your
+priests of the churches, there was blasphemy in circumnavigating the
+globe; in discovering the circulation of the blood; in ascertaining
+the age of the earth; and, still later, in using chloroform to lessen
+the pangs of parturition.”
+
+“But what purpose can be served by such experiments as _that?_”
+
+“A good many,” was the reply. “For example, it may help us to the
+discovery of the nature of life itself, which has puzzled everybody,
+from Parmenides down to Haeckel. If we can by a simple anodyne suspend
+the vital mechanism for a period, and then by a vegetable antidote
+restore it again to action, the resurrection of Lazarus will cease to
+be a miracle, and the pretensions of Christianity----”
+
+Ellen rose impatiently, with an expression of sincere pain.
+
+“My dear Nell, what is the matter?” cried her husband.
+
+“I cannot bear to hear you discuss such a thing. Oh, George, if you
+would leave such wicked speculations alone, and try to believe in the
+mystery and sovereignty of God!”
+
+“You mean, burn my books, and go to hear your seraphic friend every
+Sunday?”
+
+Had he not touched, unconsciously, on another painful chord? Why,
+otherwise, did his wife flush scarlet and partially avert her face?
+Conquering herself with an effort, she went over to him, and bending
+over him, looked fondly into his face.
+
+“You are so much cleverer than I, so much wiser, and do you think I am
+not proud of your wisdom? But, all the same, dear, I wish you did not
+think as you do. When life becomes a mere experiment, a mere thing of
+mechanism, what will be left? If we knew everything, even what we are,
+and why we exist, the world would be a tomb--with no place in it for
+the Living God.”
+
+Touched by her manner, Haldane drew her down by his side and kissed
+her; then, with more earnestness than he had yet exhibited, he
+answered her, holding her hand in his own and pressing it softly.
+
+“My dear Nell, do me the justice to believe that I am not quite a
+materialist; simple agnosticism is the very converse of materialism.
+There is not living a scientific philosopher of any eminence who
+does not, in his calculations, postulate a mystery which can never be
+solved by the finest intellect. Even if we had fully completed, with
+the poet--=
+
+```'The new creed of science, which showeth to man
+
+`````How he darkly began,
+
+```How he grew from a cell to a soul, without plan;
+
+```How he breaks like a wave of the ocean, and goes
+
+`````To eternal repose--
+
+```A tone that must fade, tho’ the great Music grows!
+
+even then, we should know nothing of the First Cause. That must for
+ever remain inscrutable.”
+
+“But how horrible it would be to believe in annihilation? _Can_ you
+believe in it?”
+
+“Certainly not,” replied the philosopher.
+
+Ellens face brightened.
+
+“Oh, I am so glad to hear you say that!”
+
+“My dear Nell, annihilation is absurd.”
+
+“Now, isn’t it?” she cried triumphantly.
+
+“It is refuted, on the face of it, by the doctrine of the conservation
+of force. Life is eternal, in one shape or another; no force can be
+destroyed, be sure of that!”
+
+“I wish Mr. Santley could hear you! He wouldn’t call you an atheist
+then!”
+
+Haldane’s face darkened angrily.
+
+“What? Does the man actually----”
+
+“Don’t misunderstand,” cried Ellen, flushing scarlet. “I do not mean
+that he really calls you an atheist, but he is so sorry, so deeply
+sorry, that you do not believe. He does not know you, dear, and takes
+all my bear’s satirical growling for solemn earnest. Now, when I tell
+him----”
+
+“You will tell him nothing,” exclaimed Haldane, with sudden sternness.
+“I will have no priest coming between my wife and me!”
+
+“Mr. Santley would never do that,” she returned, now trembling
+violently.
+
+“Mr. Santley is like all his tribe, I suppose--a meddler and a
+mischief-maker. That is the worst of other-worldliness; it gives these
+traders in the Godhead, these peddlers who would give us in exchange
+for belief in their superstitions a _bonus_ in paradise, an excuse for
+making this world unbearable. Well, my atheism, if you choose to call
+it so, against his theism. Mine at least keeps me a man among men,
+while his keeps him a twaddler among women.”
+
+Haldane spoke with heat, for the word “atheist” had somehow stung him
+to the quick. This man, who rejected all outward forms of belief, and
+whose conversation was habitually ironical, was in his inmost nature
+deeply and sincerely religious; humbly reverent before the forces of
+nature; spiritually conscious of that Power beyond ourselves which
+makes for righteousness. True, he rejected the ordinary forms of
+theism; but he had, on the other hand, a deep though dumb reverence
+for the character of Christ, and he had no sympathy with such
+out-and-out materialists as Haeckel and _hoc genus omne_. For the
+rest, he was liberal-minded, and had no desire to interfere with his
+wife’s convictions; could smile a little at her simplicity, and would
+see no harm in her clerical predispositions, so long as the clergyman
+didn’t encroach too far on the domain of married life and domestic
+privacy.
+
+His indignation did not last. Seeing his wife greatly agitated, and
+fearing that he had caused her pain, he drew her forehead down and
+kissed it; then, patting her cheek, he said--
+
+“Forgive me, Nell. I did not mean to scold; but one does not like hard
+names. When any one calls me ‘atheist,’ I am like the old woman whom
+Cobbett called a ‘parallelogram;’ it is not the significance of the
+epithet, but its opprobrium, that rouses me. Besides, I do not like
+any man to abuse me--to my own wife.”
+
+“No one does that,” she cried. “You know I would not listen.”
+
+“I hope not, my dear.” He added after a little, looking at her
+thoughtfully and sadly, “Man and wife have fallen asunder before
+now, on this very question of religion. Well, rather than that should
+happen, I will let you convert me. Will that satisfy you?”
+
+“I shall never be quite satisfied till I know that you believe as I
+do.”
+
+“What is that, pray?”
+
+“That there is a just God, who made and cherishes us; and that,
+through the blood of His Son we shall live again although we die!”
+
+“Well, it is a beautiful creed, my dear.”
+
+“And true?”
+
+“Why not? I will go with you thus far. I believe that, if there is a
+God, He is just, and that we shall certainly live again, if it is for
+our good.”
+
+The emphasis with which he spoke the last words attracted her
+attention.
+
+“For our good?” she queried.
+
+“I am quoting the saddest words ever written, by the saddest and best
+man I ever knew. * He, too, believed that a God might spare us, and
+give us eternal life, if--mark the proviso--eternal life were indeed
+_for our good._ But suppose the contrary--suppose God knew better, and
+that it would be an evil and unhappy gift? Alas! who knows?”
+
+ * J. S. Mill.
+
+He rose from his chair, still encircling his wife’s waist, and moved
+towards the door.
+
+“Come to the drawing-room,” he cried gaily. “After so much offhand
+theology, a little music will be delightful. Ah, Nell, one breath of
+Beethoven is worth all the prosings of your parsons. Play to me, and,
+while the music lasts, I will believe what you will.”
+
+
+
+
+CHAPTER XXIV. THE EXPERIMENT.
+
+|The next morning Haldane was busy in his laboratory. When he came in
+to lunch, looking disreputable enough in his old coat, and smelling
+strongly of tobacco, he said to his wife--
+
+“By-the-by, Nell, do you remember what I told you last night about
+Dupré’s wonderful elixir? I forgot to tell you that I have brought
+some of it with me, for purposes of private experiment.” Ellen looked
+horrified.
+
+“Don’t be afraid,” he continued, laughing; “your cats and dogs are
+safe from me. I have found a better subject, and mean to operate on
+him this very afternoon.”
+
+“Whom do you mean?”
+
+“As a sort of penance for his shamming illness, I shall kill
+Baptisto.”
+
+She uttered a cry, and raised her hands in protest.
+
+“For heavens sake, George, be warned! If you have any of that horrible
+stuff, throw it away.”
+
+“Now, my dear Nell,” said the philosopher, “be reasonable; there is
+not the slightest cause for alarm. You will see this experiment, and
+it will, I hope, treble your faith in miracles.”
+
+“I will _not_ see it. I beseech you, abandon the idea. As for
+Baptisto----”
+
+At this moment the Spaniard entered the room, carrying certain dishes.
+
+“I have been telling your mistress, Baptisto, that you are ready to
+be a martyr to science. At four o’clock precisely, you will be a dead
+man.”
+
+Baptisto bowed solemnly.
+
+“I am quite ready, senor.”
+
+But here Ellen interposed.
+
+“It is ridiculous; your master is only joking. He would not do
+anything so foolish, so wicked. As for you, I forbid you to encourage
+him.”
+
+Baptisto bowed again, with a curious smile.
+
+“It is for the senor to command. As he knows, he has saved my life,
+and he may take it whenever he pleases.”
+
+Haldane nodded, in the act of drinking a glass of wine.
+
+“Don’t be afraid, Baptisto. After death, there is the resurrection.”
+
+“That, senor, is your affair,” returned the Spaniard, phlegmatically,
+shrugging his shoulders. “You will do with me as you please.”
+
+And so saying, he glided from the room.
+
+Ellen again and again entreated her husband not to proceed in his
+experiment; but he had long made up his mind that it was perfectly
+safe, and he could not be persuaded. To her gentle: spirit, the whole
+idea seemed horrible in the extreme; but her greatest dread was that
+it might be attended with danger to the subject. Haldane, however,
+assured her that this was impossible.
+
+All the afternoon Haldane and Baptisto were together in the
+laboratory. A little after four o’clock, as Ellen was walking on the
+terrace, Haldane came to her, smiling and holding up a small vial.
+
+“It is all over,” he said, “and the experiment is quite successful.
+Come and see.”
+
+Not quite understanding him, she suffered him to lead her into the
+laboratory; but, on crossing the threshold, she uttered a cry of
+horror. Stretched on a sofa, lay Baptisto, moveless, and, to all
+seeming, without one breath of life. His eyes were wide open, but
+rayless; his jaw fixed, his face pale as grey marble; a peaceful
+smile, as of death itself, upon his handsome face. The light of the
+sun, just sinking towards the west, streamed in through the high
+window upon the apparently lifeless form. In the chamber itself there
+was a sickly smell, like that of some suffocating vapour. The whole
+scene would have startled and appalled even a strong man.
+
+“Oh, George!” cried the lady, clasping her hands. “What have you
+done?”
+
+“Don’t be alarmed,” was the reply, “Its all right!”
+
+“But you said the experiment-----
+
+“Was successful? Perfectly. There lies our poor friend, comfortably
+finished.”
+
+“But are you sure, quite sure, that he is not dead? He is not
+breathing.”
+
+“Of course not. The simulation is perfect. Place your hand on his
+wrist--you will detect no pulse. Turn his pupils to the light--you
+see, they do not contract. The case would deceive a whole college of
+physicians.”
+
+As he spoke, he suited the action to the word--placed his finger upon
+the pulse, gazed at the glazing pupils; raised one of the lifeless
+arms, which, on being released, fell heavily as lead.
+
+“Horrible, horrible! For God’s sake, recover him!”
+
+“All in good time. He has only been dead a quarter of an hour; in half
+an hour precisely I shall say, ‘Arise and walk.’ Feel his forehead,
+Nell; it is as cold as marble.”
+
+But Ellen drew back, shuddering, and could not be persuaded to touch
+the sleeper.
+
+“Well, go back to your promenade. I will call you when he is
+awakened.” Sick and terrified, Ellen obeyed her husband. Standing on
+the terrace, she waited for his summons; and at last it came. Haldane
+appeared, and beckoned; she followed him to the laboratory, and there,
+seated in an armchair, comfortably sipping a glass of wine, was the
+Spaniard--a little pale still, but otherwise not the worse for his
+state of coma.
+
+“Thank God!” cried Ellen.
+
+“I thought he would never recover. But it must have been a horrible
+experience.”
+
+Baptisto smiled.
+
+“Tell the signora all about it,” said his master. “Did you feel any
+pain?”
+
+“None, senor.”
+
+“What were your sensations? Pleasant or otherwise?”
+
+“Quite pleasant, senor. It was like sinking into an agreeable sleep.
+If death is like that, it is a bagatelle.”
+
+“Were you at all conscious?”
+
+“Not of this world, senor, but I had bright dreams of another. I
+thought I was in paradise, walking in the sunshine--ah, so bright! I
+was sorry, senor, when I came back to this world.”
+
+“You hear!” cried Haldane, turning to his wife. “After all, death
+itself may be a glorious experience; for ‘in that sleep of death what
+dreams may come!’ It is quite clear at least that all the phenomena
+of death, such as we shrink from and shudder at, may be accompanied by
+some kind of pleasant psychic consciousness. Bravo, Baptisto! After
+this, we shall call you Lazarus the second. You have passed beyond the
+shadow of the sepulchre, and returned to tell the tale.”
+
+Despite the resuscitation, Ellen still revolted from the whole
+proceeding.
+
+“Now you are satisfied,” she said, “promise me never to use that
+dreadful elixir again.”
+
+“I think you may make your mind easy. The experiment is an ugly one,
+I admit, and I am not anxious to repeat it--at least, not on the human
+organism. For the same reason, my dear Nell, pray keep the affair to
+yourself, and make no confidences, even to your confessor--I should
+say, your clergyman, Will you promise?”
+
+“Most certainly. I should not like any one to know you did such
+things. As for Mr. Santley, he would be shocked beyond measure.”
+
+So saying, she left the two men together. In the mean time, Baptisto
+had-finished his wine and risen to his feet. While his master regarded
+him with an approving smile, he walked over to the door, softly closed
+it, and returning noiselessly across the room, said in a low voice--
+
+“There is something, senor, I did not tell you. I had dreams.”
+
+“So you said, my Baptisto.”
+
+“Ah yes, but not all. While I was lying there, I thought that _you_
+were the dead man, and that the senora, your widow, had married.”
+
+“Married?”
+
+“The English priest.”
+
+Haldane started, and looked in amazement at the speaker.
+
+“What the devil do you mean?”
+
+“Ah, senor, it was only my dream; a foolish dream. You were lying
+in your winding-sheet, and they were kneeling at the altar--smiling,
+senor. I did not like to speak of it to the senora; but it was very
+strange.”
+
+Haldane forced a laugh, while, with a mysterious look, Baptisto crept
+from the chamber. Was it in sheer simplicity or in deep cunning that
+the Spaniard had spoken, touching so delicate a chord? Left alone,
+Haldane paced up and down the laboratory in agitation. He was not
+by temperament a jealous or a suspicious man, but he was troubled
+in spite of himself. The words sounded like a warning, almost an
+insinuation.
+
+“What could the fellow mean?” he asked himself again and again. “Could
+he possibly have dreamed _that?_ No; it is preposterous. There was
+malice in his eye, and mischief.... Ellen married to Santley! Bah!
+what am I thinking about? The fellow is not a _prophet!_”
+
+In this manner, whether in innocence or for some set purpose of his
+own, Baptisto contrived to poison all the sweetness of that successful
+experiment. When Haldane again joined his wife that evening, he was
+taciturn, distraught, nervous, and irritable. All his buoyancy had
+departed. Ellen saw the change, and puzzled herself to account for it.
+
+She played to him, sang to him, but failed to drive the cloud from his
+brow.
+
+When she had retired for the night, he still sat pondering over
+Baptisto’s words.
+
+
+
+
+CHAPTER XXV. “BEWARE, MY LORD, OF JEALOUSY!”
+
+|If Baptisto’s object in describing a dream so ominous was to attract
+his master’s attention to the intimate relations between Mrs. Haldane
+and the clergyman, he certainly succeeded. Once assured in this
+direction, Haldane’s perceptions were keen enough. He noticed that
+the mere mention of Santley’s name filled Ellen with a sort of nervous
+constraint; that, although the clergyman’s visits were frequent,
+they were generally made at times when Haldane himself was busy and
+preoccupied--that is to say, during his well-known hours of work; and
+that, moreover, Santley, however much he liked the society of the
+lady, invariably avoided the husband, or, if they met, contrived to
+frame some excuse for speedy parting. Now, Haldane trusted his wife
+implicitly, and believed her incapable of any infidelity, even in
+thought. Still, he did not quite like the aspect of affairs. Much as
+he trusted his wife, he had a strong moral distrust for anything in
+the shape of a priest; and he determined, therefore, to keep his eyes
+upon the clergyman.
+
+A few days after that curious physiological experiment, he had the
+following conversation with Baptisto. It was the first day of the
+week.
+
+“Baptisto, I thought you were a good Catholic?”
+
+“So I am, senor,” returned the Spaniard, smiling.
+
+“Yet you went to an English church-yesterday, I hear?”
+
+“Yes, senor. I go there very often.”
+
+“Why, pray?”
+
+“Simply out of curiosity. Mr. Santley is a beautiful preacher, and has
+a silvery voice. While you were away, I went once, twice, three times.
+There is a young senora there who plays sweetly upon the great organ;
+I like to listen, to-watch the congregation.”
+
+“Humph! By-the-bye, Baptisto, I have been thinking over the dream of
+yours, when--when you were lying there.”
+
+“Yes, senor?”
+
+“Pray, what put such a foolish idea in your head?”
+
+“I cannot tell, senor; all I know is, it came. A foolish dream, do you
+say? I suppose it is because the clergyman was here so often, when you
+were away. And madame is so devout! I trust, senor, my dream has not
+given you offence; perhaps I was wrong to speak of it at all.”
+
+Haldanes face had gone black as a thunder-cloud. Placing his hand on
+the other’s shoulder, and looking firmly into his face, he said--
+
+“Listen to me, Baptisto.”
+
+“I am listening, senor.”
+
+“If I thought you would come back to life to tell lies about your
+mistress, I would have let you lie the other day and rot like a dead
+dog, rather than have recovered you at all. You hear? Take care! I
+know you do not love your mistress, but if you dare to whisper one
+word against her, I will drive you for ever from my door.”
+
+Baptisto bowed his head respectfully before the storm, but retained
+his usual composure.
+
+“Senor, may I speak?”
+
+“Yes; but again, take care!”
+
+“You should not blame me if I am jealous for your honour!”
+
+Haldane started, and uttered an expletive.
+
+“My honour, you dog? What do you mean?”
+
+“This, senor. I would rather die than give you offence; and as for
+the senora, I love her also, for is she not your wife? But will you be
+angry still, when I tell you, when I warn you, to beware of that man,
+that priest? He is a bad man, very bad. Ah, I have watched--and seen!”
+
+“What have you seen?” cried Haldane, clutching him by the arm. “Come,
+out with it!”
+
+“Enough to show me that he is not your friend--that he is dangerous.”
+
+“Bah! is that all? Now, listen to me, and be sure I mean what I say.
+I will have no servant of mine spying upon my wife. I will have no
+servant of mine insinuating that my honour is in danger. If I hear
+another word of this, if you convey to me by one look the fact that
+you are still prying, spying, and suspecting, I shall take you by the
+collar and send you flying out of my house. Now, go!”
+
+Baptisto, who knew his master’s temper perfectly, bowed and withdrew.
+He had no wish to say one word more. He had thrown out a dark hint, a
+black seed of suspicion, and he knew that he might safely let it work.
+It did work, rapidly and terribly. Left alone, Haldane became a prey
+to the wildest fears and suspicions. He remembered now that his wife
+had been acquainted with this man in her girlhood; that there had even
+been some passage of love between them. He remembered how eagerly
+she had renewed the acquaintance, and with what admiring zeal the
+clergyman had responded. He pictured to himself the sympathetic
+companionship, the zealous meetings, the daily religious intercourse,
+of these two young people, each full of the fervour of a blind
+superstition. Could it be possible that they loved each other?
+Questioning his memory, he recalled looks, words, tones, which,
+although scarcely noticed at the time, seemed now of painful
+significance. The mere thought was sickening. Already he realized the
+terrible phrase-of the poet Young--“the jealous are the damned.”
+
+Haldane was not habitually a violent man. Though passionate and
+headstrong by temperament, he had schooled himself to gentleness after
+a stormy youth, and the chilly waters of philosophy, at which he drank
+daily, kept his head cool and his pulses calm. But the stormy spirit,
+though hushed, was not altogether dead within him, and under his
+habitual reticence and good-humoured cynicism, there lay the most
+passionate idolatry for his beautiful wife. He had set her up in his
+heart of hearts, with a faith too perfect for much expression; and it
+had not occurred to him, in his remotest dreams, that any other man
+could ever come between them.
+
+And now, suddenly as a lightning flash illumining a dark landscape,
+the fear came upon him that perhaps he had been unwary and unwise. Was
+it possible, he asked himself, that he had’ been too studious and too
+book-loving, too reticent also in all those little attentions
+which by women, who always love sweetmeats, are so tenderly prized?
+Moreover, he was ten years his wife’s, elder--was that disparity of
+years also a barrier between their souls? No; he was sure it was not.
+He was sure that she was not hypocritical, and that she loved him.
+Wherever the blame might be, if blame there were, it was certainly not
+hers. She had been in all respects, a tender and a sympathetic wife;
+encouraging his deep study of science, even when she most distrusted
+its results; proud of his attainments, and eager for his success; in
+short, a perfect helpmate, but for her old-fashioned prejudices in
+the sphere of religion. Ah, _religion!_ There was the one word which
+solved the enigma, and aroused in our philosopher’s bosom that fierce
+indignation which long ago led Lucretius into such passionate hate
+against the Phantom,=
+
+```"Which with horrid head
+
+```Leered hideously from all the gates of heaven!”=
+
+It needed only this to complete his loathing for the popular theology,
+for all its teachers. Yes, he reflected, religion only was to blame.
+In its name, his wife’s sympathies had been tampered with, her spirit
+more or less turned against himself; in its name, his house had been
+secretly invaded, his domestic happiness poisoned, his peace of
+mind destroyed. It was the old story! Wherever this shadow of
+superstition crawled, craft and dissimulation began. Now, as in the
+beginning, it came between father and child, sister and brother, man
+and wife.
+
+It so happened that when George Haldane came forth from having his
+dark hour alone, he rather avoided meeting his wife at once, and,
+taking his hat, stepped out from the laboratory on to the shrubbery
+path. He had scarcely done so, when his eye fell upon two figures
+standing together in the distance, upon the terrace of the house. One
+was Mrs. Haldane, wearing her garden hat and a loose shawl thrown over
+her shoulders. The other was the clergyman of the parish.
+
+Haldane drew back, and watched. In that moment he knew the extent of
+his humiliation; for never before had he been a spy upon his wife’s
+actions.
+
+Their backs were towards him. Santley was talking eagerly; Ellen was
+looking down. Presently they began to move slowly along the terrace,
+side by side.
+
+Haldane watched them gloomily. The sunlight fell brightly upon them,
+and on the old Manor house, with its brilliant creepers and glittering
+panes, while the old chapel, with the watcher in its ruined porch,
+remained in shadow. It seemed like an omen. In the darkness of his
+hiding-place, Haldane felt satanic. Yes, there they walked--children
+of God, as they called themselves--in God’s sunlight; and he, the
+searcher for light, the unbeliever, was forgotten.
+
+Presently Santley paused again, and, with an impassioned gesture,
+pointed upward. Ellen raised her head, and looked upward too,
+listening eagerly to his words. Haldane laughed fiercely to himself,
+with all the ugliness of his jealousy upon him.
+
+Presently they disappeared into the house. A little afterwards Santley
+emerged from the front door, and came walking rapidly down the avenue.
+His manner was eager and happy, almost jubilant, and Haldane saw, when
+he approached, that his face looked positively radiant.
+
+He was passing, when Haldane stepped out and confronted him. He
+started, paused, and a shadow fell instantaneously upon his handsome
+face. Recovering himself, he held out his hand. Haldane did not seem
+to see the gesture, but, nodding a careless greeting, said, with his
+habitual _sang froid_--
+
+“Well met, Mr. Santley. Here I am again, you see, hard at work. Have
+you come from the house?”
+
+“Yes,” answered Santley.
+
+“On some new message of Christian charity and beneficence, I suppose?
+Ah, my dear sir, you are indefatigable. And the old women of the parish
+must indeed find you a Good Shepherd. Did you find my wife at home?”
+
+“Yes.”
+
+“And zealous, as usual, I suppose?’ Ah, what a thing it is to be
+pious! But let me beg you not to encourage her too much. Charity
+begins at home; and what with soup-kitchens, offertories,
+subscriptions for church repairs, and societies for the gratuitous
+distribution of flannel waistcoats, I am in a fair way of being
+ruined.”
+
+Santley forced a laugh.
+
+“Don’t be afraid. My errand to-day was not a begging one, I assure
+you.”
+
+“I am glad to hear it.”
+
+“I was merely bringing Mrs. Haldane a book I promised to lend her. To
+tell the truth, she finds your library rather destitute of works of a
+religious nature.”
+
+“Do you really think so?” exclaimed Haldane, drily. “Why, I thought
+it unusually well provided in that respect. Let me see! There are
+Volney’s ‘Ruins of Empire,’ Monboddo’s ‘Dissertations,’ Drummond’s
+‘Academical Questions,’ excellent translations of Schopenhauer and
+Hartmann, not to speak of thirty-six volumes of Diderot, and fifty of
+Arouet.”
+
+Santley opened his eyes in horror and astonishment.
+
+“Arouet!” he ejaculated. “Do you actually mean to call Voltaire a
+religious writer?”
+
+“Highly so. There is religion even in ‘La Pucelle,’ but it reaches its
+culmination in the ‘Philosophical Dictionary.’”
+
+“And you would actually let Mrs. Haldane read such works as those?”
+
+“Certainly; though, am sorry to say, she prefers ‘The Old Helmet’ and
+the ‘Heir of Redclyffe.’ May I ask the name of the work you have been
+good enough to lend her?”
+
+“It is a book from which I myself have received great benefit--Père
+Hyacinthes ‘Sermons.’”
+
+“Père Hyacinthe?” repeated Haldane. “Ah! the jolly priest who
+reverenced celibacy, and proclaimed himself the father of a strapping
+boy. Well, the man was at least honest. I think all clergymen should
+marry, and at as early an age as possible. What is your opinion?”
+
+Santley flushed to the temples, while Haldane watched him with a
+gloomy smile.
+
+“I think--I am sure,” he stammered, “that the married state is the
+happiest--perhaps the holiest.”
+
+“With these sentiments, of which I cordially approve, why the deuce
+are you a bachelor?”
+
+The clergyman winced at the question, and his colour deepened; then,
+as if musing, he glanced round towards the house--a look which was
+observed and fully appreciated by his tormentor.
+
+“I am sure my wife would encourage you to change your condition. Like
+most women, she is by instinct a matchmaker.”
+
+Santley did not seem to hear; at any rate, he made no reply, but,
+holding out his hand quickly, exclaimed--
+
+“I must go now. I am rather in haste.”
+
+Haldane did not take the hand, but put his arm upon the clergyman’s
+shoulder.
+
+“Well, good day,” he said. “Take my advice, though, and get a sensible
+wife as soon as possible.”
+
+Santley tried to smile, but only succeeded in looking more pale and
+nervous than usual. With a few murmured words of adieu, he moved
+rapidly away.
+
+Haldane watched him thoughtfully until he disappeared down the avenue.
+
+“I wonder if that man can smile?” he said to himself. “No; I am afraid
+he is too horribly in earnest. I suppose, the women would call
+him handsome--_spiritual_; but I hate such pallid, waxen-featured,
+handsome dolls. A pretty shepherd, that, for a Christian flock to
+follow; a fellow who makes his very ignorance of this world constitute
+his claim to act as cicerone to the next. Fancy being jealous,
+actually _jealous_, of such a thing as that!”
+
+He turned back into his laboratory and tried to dismiss Baptisto’s
+suggestion from his mind; but it was impossible. He could not disguise
+from himself that Santley, with his seraphic face and sad, earnest
+eyes, was the kind of creature whom the weaker sex adore, and that he
+was rendered doubly dangerous to women by the radiant mesmerism of a
+fascinating and voluptuous celestial superstition.
+
+
+
+
+CHAPTER XXVI. FIRST LEAVES FROM A PHILOSOPHER NOTE-BOOK.
+
+|I am about to set down, in as concise a manner as possible, and at
+present solely for my private edification (some day, perhaps, another
+eye may read the lines, but not yet), certain events which have
+lately influenced my domestic life. Were it not that even a professed
+scientist might decline to publish experiments affecting his own
+private happiness, the description of the events to which I allude
+might almost form a chapter in my slowly progressing “Physiology of
+Ethics,” and the description would be at least as interesting as
+many of Ferriers accounts of vivisection on dumb animals. But,
+unfortunately, I am unable, in this case, to apply the dissecting
+knife to my neighbours heart, without laying bare the ugly wound in my
+own.
+
+To begin then, I, George Haldane, recluse, pessimist, moral
+physiologist, and would-be moral philosopher, have discovered, at
+forty years of age, that I am capable of the most miserable of all
+human passions; worse, that this said ignoble passion of jealousy has
+a certain rational foundation. For ten years I have been happy with
+a wife who seemed the perfection of human gentleness and beauty; who,
+although unfortunately we have been blest with no offspring, has shown
+the tenderest solicitude and sympathy for the children of my brain;
+and who, in her wifely faith and sanctity, seemed to be the sole link
+still holding me to a church whose history has always filled me with
+abhorrence, and a religion whose infantine theology I despise. Well,
+_nous avons changé tout cela_. My mind is no longer peaceful, my
+hearth no longer sacred; and the woman I love seems slowly drifting
+from me on a stream of sensuous spiritualism--another name for a
+religious rehabilitation of the flesh.
+
+If any other man were the victim, I should think the situation highly
+absurd. Here, on the one hand, is a fanatical Protestant priest, with
+the face of a seraphic monk, the experience of a schoolgirl, and the
+_gaucherie_ of a country chorister who has never grown a beard; a
+fellow whose sole claims to notice are his white hands, his clean
+linen, and his function as a silly shepherd; a man fresh from college,
+ignorant of the world. Here, on the other hand, am I, physically and
+intellectually his master, knowing almost every creed beneath the
+sun, and the slave of none; indifferent to vulgar human passions, and
+disposed to disintegrate them one and all with the electric current of
+a negative philosophy. Between us both, trembling this way and that,
+is that fair thing of flesh and blood, my wife, zealous to save her
+own soul alive, and fearful at times, I fancy, that I have sold mine
+to the Prince of Darkness. It is another version of science against
+superstition, common sense against a lie; and Ellen Haldane is the
+prize. A fiery Spaniard, like Baptisto yonder, would end the affair
+with a stiletto-thrust; but I, of colder blood, am not likely to do
+anything so courageous or so foolish, but am content to watch and
+watch, and to feel the sick contamination of my suspicion creeping
+over me like an unwholesome mildew. A stiletto thrust? Why, the mere
+tongue, a less fatal weapon, would do it all. If I could only summon
+up the courage to say to my wife, “I know your secret; choose between
+this man and me, between his creed and mine, between your duty as a
+wife and your zeal as a Christian,” I fancy there would be an end
+to it all. But I am too timorous; I suppose, too ashamed of my
+suspicions, too proud to acknowledge so contemptible a rival. As
+a Spaniard covers his face with his mantle, I veil my soul with my
+pride; and, under the mantle of unsuspicion, rest irresolute, while
+the thing grows.
+
+Once or twice, I have thought of another way--of taking my wife by the
+hand and saying, “To-morrow, my dear, we shall leave this place, and
+return to Spain or Italy--some quiet place abroad.” I could easily
+find an excuse for the migration, which, once effected, would make an
+end of the affair. But that, in my opinion, would be too cowardly. It
+would, indeed, be an admission that the danger was real and imminent;
+that, in other words, the fight for honour could only be saved by an
+ignominious retreat. No; Ellen Haldane must take her chance. If she is
+not strong enough to hold out against evil, then let her go--_au bon
+Dieu_ or _au bon diable_, as either leads.
+
+Yet what am I saying? It is precisely because I have the utmost
+faith in her purity of heart that I watch the struggle with a certain
+patience. I believe there will be a victim, but not my Ellen. Surely,
+if there is a good woman in the world, she is that woman. As for the
+other, every day, every hour, brings the cackling creature further
+and further into my decoy. Even if he tried to turn back now, I do
+not think I should let him. No; let him swim in and on, and in and on,
+till he reaches the place where I, like the decoy man, can catch him
+fluttering, and--wring his neck? Perhaps.
+
+It is quite clear that the man takes me for an idiot. At first he used
+precautions, invented subterfuges; latterly, certain of my stupidity
+or indifference, he comes and goes without disguise. When I meet him
+driving side by side of my wife in the phaeton, on some pretended
+errand of mercy, he gives me a careless bow, a nod. As he goes by my
+den, on his way to invite her out to visit his sister or his church,
+he makes no excuse, but passes jauntily, with a conversational pat for
+the stupid watch-dog: that is all. It would be amusing, I say, if it
+were not almost insufferable.
+
+This afternoon, as Ellen was going out, I blankly suggested that she
+should stay at home.
+
+“But you are busy,” she said--“always busy with your books and
+experiments.”
+
+“Not too busy, my dear Nell, for a _tête-à-tête_ with you. Where are
+you going? To the Vicarage?”
+
+“Yes.”
+
+“To see the parson, or his sister?”
+
+“Both. We have a great deal to discuss, about the designs for the new
+stained-glass windows, which have just come from London.”
+
+“Very interesting; but they will keep for a day. I fancy I could show
+you something quite as interesting, in my laboratory.”
+
+“I hate the laboratory,” she cried, “and those horrible experiments.”
+
+“My dear, you should not hate what your husband loves.”
+
+“I don’t mean that I hate them, quite; but I think them so useless!”
+
+“More useless than stained-glass windows?”
+
+“It is certainly not useless to beautify the House of God. Oh, I do
+so wish you could feel as I do about these things! What is the world
+without them?”
+
+“Without stained-glass windows?” I suggested sarcastically.
+
+She flushed impatiently.
+
+“George, why have you such a dislike for religion? Why do you hate
+everything I love?”
+
+“Pardon me, my dear Nell, it was _you_, not I, that spoke of hating.
+Philosophers never hate.”
+
+“But you do worse; you despise it. Thank God we have no children. It
+would be horrible to tell them that their father forbade them to go to
+church, or pray!”
+
+It was like a stab into my heart of hearts, that cry of thanks to God.
+Despite myself, I lost my composure. She saw it instantly, and in the
+manner of her sex, encroached.
+
+“Oh, George, do try to think sometimes of these things, for my sake!
+You would be so much happier, you surely would have so much more
+blessing, if you sometimes prayed.”
+
+“How do you know that I do not pray?”
+
+“Because you do not believe.”
+
+“I do not believe precisely as your priest believes, that is all.”
+
+She looked at me eagerly; then, after a moments hesitation, cried--
+
+“George, if I asked a favour, would you grant it?”
+
+“Try.”
+
+“Let Mr. Santley come sometimes, and speak with you about God!”
+
+This was too much, almost, for even me to bear with equanimity. I am
+afraid I did not look particularly amiable as I answered, sharp and
+short, turning from her--
+
+“After all, I think you had better go and look at those designs.”
+
+“There, you are angry again!” she cried; and I knew by the sound of
+her voice that her throat was choked with tears. “You are always angry
+when I touch upon religion.”
+
+“You were not talking of religion,” I retorted; “you were talking of
+that man.”
+
+“Why do you dislike him so? Because he is a preacher of the Word?”
+
+“Because he is a canting hypocrite, like all his tribe,” I cried.
+
+She saw that I had lost my temper, as was inevitable, and, sighing
+deeply, moved to the door. I followed her with my eyes. I would have
+given the world to call her back; to clasp her in my arms; to tell her
+my aching fears; to promise her I would worship any God she choose, in
+any place, in any way, so long as she would only be true, and answer
+my eager impulse with a little love. But I was too proud for that.
+
+“Then you are going?” I said.
+
+She turned, looking at me very sadly.
+
+“Yes, if you do not mind.”
+
+I shrugged my shoulders, and after another sad, reproachful look,
+she left the room. A minute afterwards, she drove her ponies past the
+window, without looking up.
+
+_Thursday, September_ 15.--A golden autumn day, so warm and still
+that it reminded me of the Indian summer. Not a leaf stirred, but the
+insects in the air were like floating blossoms, and seemed to sleep
+upon their wings. Even all round my den the shadows were sultry, and
+intertangled with slumberous shafts of light.
+
+This fine weather rather disappointed me, for I had arranged for
+a day’s recreation. In my youth, before I was caught myself in the
+tedious snares of speculation, I used to be an ardent fisherman, and
+I still retain sufficient knowledge of the gentle craft to cast a fly
+tolerably. So, tired of work, and a little weary of my own thoughts, I
+determined, for the first time, to take advantage of the permission my
+neighbour, Lord --------, has given me, and spend a day upon the river
+banks.
+
+Despite the sunshine, and the absence of even a breath of wind, I
+shouldered my basket, lifted my rod, and set off. Ellen was already
+out and about; so I did not see her before I started. Taking a short
+cut through the shrubberies, I soon came to the banks of the Emmet--as
+pretty a little stream as ever rippled over golden sands, or reached
+out an azure arm to turn some merry watermill. Arrived there, I soon
+saw that it would be useless to try a cast till there was a little
+wind; so, without putting my rod together, I strolled on along the
+river-side, till I was several miles away from the Manor house.
+
+The stream was rather low, but here and there were good deep pools,
+but so calm, so sunny, that every overhanging tree, every finger of
+fern, every blade of grass, was reflected in them as in a mirror.
+Still, as the time was, the waters were full of life. Over the pools
+hung clusters of flies like glittering spiders’ webs, scarcely moving
+in the sunshine; and when, from time to time, a trout rose, he leaped
+a full foot into the golden air above him, and sank back to coolness
+beneath an ever-widening ring of light. Sometimes from the grassy edge
+of the bank a water-rat would slip, swimming rapidly across, with his
+nose just lifted above the water, and his tail leaving a thin, bright
+trail. Water-ouzels rose at every curve, following swiftly the winding
+of the stream; and twice past my feet flashed a kingfisher, like an
+azure ray.
+
+The way lay sometimes through deep grassy meadows, sometimes by
+the sides of corn-fields where the sheaves were already slanted,
+oftentimes through thick shrubberies and woods already yellow with
+the withering leaf. From time to time I passed a farm, with orchards
+sloping down to the very water’s edge, or pastures slanting down to
+shallows where the cattle waded, breaking the water to silver streaks
+and whisking their tails against the clustering swarms of gnats. It
+was very pleasant and very still, but, from a fishing point of view,
+exceedingly absurd.
+
+By-and-by, however, a faint breeze began to touch the pools, and
+putting my rod together, and selecting my finest casting-line and two
+tiny flies, I tried a cast. Fortunately the wind was blowing
+sunward, and as I faced the light, the shadow fell behind me; but,
+nevertheless, the shadow of my rod flitted about at every cast, and
+threatened to spoil my sport. My first catch was an innocent baby-fish
+as big as my thumb, who came at the fly with a rush, and fought
+desperately when hooked. When I had disengaged him, and put him back
+into the water, he simply gave a flip of his little tail, and sailed
+contemptuously and quite leisurely out of sight, making me call to
+mind, with unusual humiliation, the well-known definition which Dr.
+Johnson gave of angling--“a fish at one end of the line, and a fool at
+the other,” I had tried a good many, casts before I took my first
+respectable fish--a trout of about half a pound. I caught him in a nice
+broken bit of water, just below a quaint old water-mill; and just as I
+put him into the basket, the portly miller came out to the granary
+door, and looked at me with a dusty smile. He evidently thought me a
+lunatic, to be out with a fishing-rod on such a day.
+
+Half a mile further on I landed another glittering picture of at least
+a quarter of a pound; after that, another of half a pound; then my
+luck ceased, the wind fell, and it was full sunshine. By this time I
+had wandered a good many miles from home, and reached the spot where
+the river plunges into the Great Omberley woods. Here the stream was
+so rapid and the boughs so thick, that it was useless to think of
+casting; so I put up my rod, and, leaping over a fence, rambled away
+into the woods.
+
+How strange and dark and still it was, passing out of the sunshine
+into those shadows, deep and cool as the bottom of the sea! The oak
+trees stretched their gnarled boughs into the air, and all around them
+were the lesser trees of the wood-willow, elder, blackthorn, ash, and
+hazel. The ground beneath was carpeted with moss and grass as thick
+and soft as velvet, with thick clusters of fern and bluebells round
+the tree roots, and creepers dangling from every bough. And the wood,
+like the river, was all alive! Conies tumbled across the patches of
+light, and flitted in the shadow, like very elves of the woodland;
+squirrels ran up the gnarled tree trunks; harmless silver snakes
+glided along the moss; but here and there, swift and ominous, ran a
+weazel, darting its head this way and that, and fiercely scenting the
+air, in one eternal glitter and hurry of bloodthirsty emotion. Thrush,
+blackbird, finch, birds without number, sang overhead; save when the
+shadow of the wind-hover or the sparrow-hawk passed across the topmost
+branches, when there was a sudden and respectful silence, to be
+followed by a precipitate hurry of exultation, as the enemy passed
+away.
+
+If I had been a moralist, I might have seen in this wood a microcosm
+of the world, with its abundant happiness, its beauty, and its dark
+spots of moral ugliness and cruelty. In you, Signor Weazel (who
+came so near that I touched you with my rod, which you snapped at
+ferociously, before bolting swiftly into the deep grass), I might
+have seen the likeness of a certain sleek creature of my own sex and
+species, who dwells not very far away. Nevertheless, I let you go in
+peace; which was no mercy to the conies, I suppose.
+
+So I entered the Forest Primaeval--or such it seemed to me, as the
+blaze of sunshine faded, the boughs thickened, the air became full of
+dark shadows and ominous silence. My steps were now deep in grass and
+fern, and the scent of flowers and weeds was thick in my nostrils,
+but I chose a path where the boughs were thinnest, and quietly pushed
+through. While thus I rambled, I suppose that I fell, philosopher
+like, into a dream; at any rate, I seemed to lose all count of time.=
+
+```"The world, the life of men, dissolved away
+
+```Into a sense of dimness,"=
+
+as some poet sings. I felt primaeval--archetypal so to speak, till a
+sudden’ shifting of the vegetable kaleidoscope recalled from thoughts
+of Plato and the Archetype to a cruel consciousness of self.
+
+I was moving slowly on, when I heard the sound of voices quite close
+to me. I paused, listening, and only just in time, for in another
+moment I should have been visible to the speakers. Well shrouded in
+deep foliage, I looked out to discover what sylvan creatures were
+disporting themselves in that lonely place; and I saw--what shall I
+say? A nymph and a satyr? a dryad and a goatfooted Faun?
+
+Just beyond me, there was a broad-green road through the woodland,
+deeply carpeted with soft grass, but marked here and there with the
+broad track of a wood-waggon; and on the side of this solitary road,
+on a rude seat fashioned of two oaken stumps and a rough plank, the
+nymph was sitting. She wore a light dress of some soft material,
+a straw hat, a country cloak, and gloves of Paris kid--a civilized
+nymph, as you perceive! To complete her modern appearance, she carried
+a closed parasol, and a roll which looked like music.
+
+How pretty she looked, with the warm light playing upon her delicate
+features, and suffusing her form in its delicate drapery; with the
+semi-transparent branches behind her, and flowers of the woodland at
+her feet!
+
+
+
+
+CHAPTER XXVII. THE NOTE-BOOK CONTINUED NYMPH AND SATYR.
+
+|And the satyr? Ah! I knew him at a glance, despite the elegant modern
+boots used to disguise the cloven foot.
+
+He wore black broadcloth and snowy linen, too, and a broad-brimmed
+clerical hat. His face was seraphically pale, but I saw (or fancied
+I saw) the twinkle of the hairy ears of the ignoble, sensual,
+nymph-compelling, naiad-pursuing breed.
+
+He was talking earnestly, with gestures of eager entreaty; for the
+nymph was crying, and he was offering her some kind of consolation.
+
+Presently he sat down by her side, and threw his arms around her. She
+disengaged herself from his embrace, and rose trembling to her feet.
+
+“Don’t touch me!” she cried. “That is all over now. I cannot bear it!”
+
+He rose also, and stood regarding her, not with the rapturous eyes’
+of a lover, but with a dark and gloomy gaze. Then he said, in a low
+voice, something which I could not catch. But I heard her passionate
+reply.
+
+“No, it is all over,” she cried; “and I shall never be at peace again.
+Even, if you kept your word, it would be the same. You do not love me;
+you never loved me--never!”
+
+I crept a little closer, for I was anxious to hear his answer.
+
+“I do love you, Edith; and after what has passed between us----”
+
+She shrank away with a faint, despairing cry, and put her hand to her
+face.
+
+“After what has passed between us, do you think that my love can
+change? But you are unjust to me, to yourself; too violent and too
+hard to please. I do not like to be suspected, to be watched; and it
+is painful to me, very painful, to be constantly called to an account
+by you. It is not reasonable. Even as your husband, I would not bear
+it; it would poison the peace between us, and convert our married life
+into a simple hell!”
+
+He paused; but her only answer was a sob of pain. So he sermonized on:
+
+“Between man and woman, Edith, there should be solemn confidence and
+trust. When that ceases, love is sure to cease. Why, look at me! My
+trust in you is so absolute that no action of yours could shake it;
+no matter how peculiar were the circumstances, I should be certain of
+your faith, your goodness. That is true love--absolute, implicit faith
+in the beloved object. I wish I could persuade you to imitate it.”
+
+“You know that you can trust me,” sobbed the poor child, “because I
+have: _proved_ my love.”
+
+“Have I not proved mine?” he cried, with irritation. “Have I not made
+sacrifice upon sacrifice for your sake? Have I not remained here, in
+this wretched country place, when I could have been promoted to other
+and greater spheres of action? Have I not made you my companion, my
+confidante, my nearest and dearest friend? Edith, why do you persist
+in such accusations? What must I do to signify our attachment? Shall I
+marry you at once? Speak the word, and although, as you know, it would
+involve the ruin of all my worldly projects, I will do as you desire.”
+
+I had-heard enough to convince me that the affair under discussion
+was no affair of mine, and that I had no right to continue playing the
+spy; so I was drawing back as gently as possible, and about to return
+the way I came, when I was suddenly arrested by the next words spoken.
+
+“Give up Mrs. Haldane!”
+
+I The nymph was the speaker. She stood with her wild eyes fixed upon
+the other’s face, which did not improve in beauty of expression. For
+myself, I started, stung to the quick; then I returned, trembling, to
+my place of espionage.
+
+“Give up Mrs. Haldane!” repeated the girl. “I ask nothing more than
+that. I will not force you to marry me, Charles, till it is for your
+good; indeed, if I did, I know that we should be unhappy, and that you
+would never forgive me. But you can at least cease to be so familiar
+with Mrs. Haldane.”
+
+He had discovered by this time, I suppose, that the pleading mood
+availed him little; at all events, he suddenly changed his tone, and
+with a cry of angry indignation, he exclaimed--
+
+“Edith, take care! I have told you that I will not suffer it! How dare
+you suspect that lady! How dare you!”
+
+And he stood towering over her (the satyr!) in the fulness of his
+snowy shirtfront and the whiteness of his moral indignation.
+
+“It is no use being angry,” she returned, with a certain stubbornness,
+though I could see that she was cowed, in the manner of gentle women,
+by his violent physical passion. “After what you have told me, after
+what I have seen----”
+
+“Edith, again, take care!”
+
+“You are always with her,” she continued, “night-time and day-time. I
+am amazed that Mr. Haldane does not notice it. It is the talk of the
+place.”
+
+With another exclamation, he turned his back and walked rapidly away.
+
+“Come back!” she cried hysterically. “If you leave like that, I will
+drown myself in the river.”
+
+He returned and faced her.
+
+“You will drive me mad!” he said. “I am sick of it. I am more like a
+slave than a free man. You will not suffer me even to have a friend.”
+
+“She is more than a friend. You have told me yourself, that you loved
+her.”
+
+“And so I did,” he answered, “though of course she is nothing to me
+_now_.”
+
+“Why are you always with her?”
+
+“I am interested in her, deeply interested. She is unhappy with her
+husband, and as a minister of the gospel----”
+
+With her tearful, truthful eyes, fixed so earnestly upon him, no
+wonder he paused and blushed.
+
+“Charles, do not be a hypocrite! At least be honest. She is more to
+you than a friend.”
+
+He raised his hands heavenward, in pulpit fashion, and protested.
+
+“Edith, I swear to you before God, that there is nothing whatever
+between us. She is a stainless lady, her husband does not understand
+her, I am her spiritual friend and guide.”
+
+“Yes, Charles; I understand,” she said, still earnestly watching him.
+“_Justus you were mine!_”
+
+I think it worth while to put that little sentence in italics. It was
+a home stroke, and took away the satyr’s breath.
+
+“Edith, for shame!” he cried. “You know you do not mean what you say.
+If I thought you meant it, I should break with you for ever. I
+tell you again, Mrs. Haldane is above reproach, and it is simply
+disgraceful to couple her name, in such a manner, with mine. And you
+would infer, now, that I have influenced your own life for evil;
+you would mock at my spiritual pretensions, and brand me as a base,
+unworthy creature. Well, Edith, perhaps you are right. Perhaps I have
+given you cause. I have shown you that I love you, beyond position,
+beyond the world, beyond even my own self-respect, and this is my
+return.”
+
+I could have sprung out and strangled the fellow, he was so cruel
+and yet so plausible, so superbly selfish and yet so completely
+self-deceiving; and I saw that with every word he uttered he gained a
+fresh hold over the heart of the pretty fool who was listening. While
+he spoke, she sobbed as if her little heart was ready to break; and
+when he ceased, she eagerly held out her arms.
+
+“Oh, Charles, don’t say that! Don’t say that my love has been a curse
+to you!”
+
+“You drive me to say it,” he answered moodily; “you make me miserable
+with your jealousy, your suspicion.”
+
+“Don’t say that I make you miserable--don’t!” she sobbed.
+
+“You used to be so different,” he continued, still preserving his tone
+of moral injury; “you used to be so interested in my work, my daily
+duties. Now, you do nothing but reproach me; and why? Because I have
+found an old friend, who happens to be of your own sex, but who is far
+above the folly of a meaningless flirtation, and who little deserves
+the cruel slur you cast upon her. Am I, then, to have no friends, no
+acquaintances? Is every step I take to be measured by the unreasoning
+suspicion of a jealous woman?”
+
+By this time she had put her arms about his neck, and was sobbing on
+his breast.
+
+“Oh, Charles, don’t be so hard with me! It is all because I love
+you--ah, so much!”
+
+“But you should conquer these wicked feelings----”
+
+“I try! I try!”
+
+“You should have more confidence, more faith. You know how much I
+care for you.”
+
+“Yes; but sometimes I feel afraid. Mrs. Haldane is so much cleverer,
+so much more beautiful, than I am, and she was your first love. They
+say men never love twice.”
+
+“That is nonsense, Edith.”
+
+“But you do love me, dear? you do?”
+
+Ugh, the satyr! He answered her with kisses, straining her to his
+heart and she, sobbing and clinging round him, was quite conquered.
+I felt sick to see her at his mercy. Then their voices sank, and he
+whispered, and I saw the bright blood mount to her cheek and brow.
+But, alas! she did not shrink away any more.
+
+Then whispering and kissing, with eyes of passion fixed upon one
+another, they moved away, taking a lonely path into the woods beyond
+me. My first impulse was to follow them, and to tear them asunder.
+But after all, I reflected it was no affair of mine, and I knew now,
+moreover, that nothing in the world would save her from him--or from
+herself. .
+
+
+END OF VOL. II.
+
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- <h1>
- FOXGLOVE MANOR
- </h1>
- <h3>
- A Novel
- </h3>
- <h2>
- By Robert W. Buchanan
- </h2>
- <h4>
- In Three Volumes, Vol. II.
- </h4>
- <h5>
- London <br /> Chatto And Windos, Piccadilly <br /> 1884
- </h5>
- <p>
- <br /><br />
- </p>
- <p>
- <br /><br />
- </p>
- <hr />
- <p>
- <br /><br />
- </p>
- <p>
- <b>CONTENTS</b>
- </p>
- <p class="toc">
- <a href="#link2H_4_0001"> <b>FOXGLOVE MANOR</b>. </a>
- </p>
- <p class="toc">
- <a href="#link2HCH0001"> CHAPTER XIV. BAPTISTO STAYS AT HOME. </a>
- </p>
- <p class="toc">
- <a href="#link2HCH0002"> CHAPTER XV. CONJURATION. </a>
- </p>
- <p class="toc">
- <a href="#link2HCH0003"> CHAPTER XVI. AT THE OPERA. </a>
- </p>
- <p class="toc">
- <a href="#link2HCH0004"> CHAPTER XVII. WALTER HETHERINGTON. </a>
- </p>
- <p class="toc">
- <a href="#link2HCH0005"> CHAPTER XVIII. CHURCH BELLS&mdash;AND A DISCORD.
- </a>
- </p>
- <p class="toc">
- <a href="#link2HCH0006"> CHAPTER XIX. HE IS BUT A LANDSCAPE PAINTER </a>
- </p>
- <p class="toc">
- <a href="#link2HCH0007"> CHAPTER XX. IN THE GLOAMING. </a>
- </p>
- <p class="toc">
- <a href="#link2HCH0008"> CHAPTER XXI. IN THE VICARAGE PARLOUR. </a>
- </p>
- <p class="toc">
- <a href="#link2HCH0009"> CHAPTER XXII. AT THE VICARAGE. </a>
- </p>
- <p class="toc">
- <a href="#link2HCH0010"> CHAPTER XXIII. DR. DUPRÉ&rsquo;S ELIXIR. </a>
- </p>
- <p class="toc">
- <a href="#link2HCH0011"> CHAPTER XXIV. THE EXPERIMENT. </a>
- </p>
- <p class="toc">
- <a href="#link2HCH0012"> CHAPTER XXV. &ldquo;BEWARE, MY LORD, OF JEALOUSY!&rdquo; </a>
- </p>
- <p class="toc">
- <a href="#link2HCH0013"> CHAPTER XXVI. FIRST LEAVES FROM A PHILOSOPHER
- NOTE-BOOK. </a>
- </p>
- <p class="toc">
- <a href="#link2HCH0014"> CHAPTER XXVII. THE NOTE-BOOK CONTINUED NYMPH AND
- SATYR. </a>
- </p>
- <p>
- <br /><br />
- </p>
- <hr />
- <p>
- <a name="link2H_4_0001" id="link2H_4_0001"> </a>
- </p>
- <div style="height: 4em;">
- <br /><br /><br /><br />
- </div>
- <h2>
- FOXGLOVE MANOR.
- </h2>
- <p>
- <br /><br />
- </p>
- <hr />
- <p>
- <a name="link2HCH0001" id="link2HCH0001"> </a>
- </p>
- <div style="height: 4em;">
- <br /><br /><br /><br />
- </div>
- <h2>
- CHAPTER XIV. BAPTISTO STAYS AT HOME.
- </h2>
- <p class="pfirst">
- <span class="dropcap" style="font-size: 4.00em">A</span>s Haldane sat in
- his study, the evening previous to the morning fixed for his journey to
- London, Baptisto entered quickly and stood before the desk at which his
- master was busily writing.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Can I speak to you, senor?&rdquo; Haldane looked and nodded.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;What is it, Baptisto?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;You have arranged that I shall go with you to-morrow, but I have had
- during the last few days an attack of my old vertigo. Can you possibly
- dispense with my attendance, senor?&rdquo; Haldane stared in surprise at the
- Spaniards face, which was inscrutable as usual.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Do you mean to say you wish to remain at home?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Certainly, senor.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Why? because you are ill? On the contrary, you look in excellent health.
- No; it is impossible. I cannot get along without you.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- And Haldane returned to his papers as if the matter was ended.
- </p>
- <p>
- Baptisto, however, did not budge, but remained in the same position, with
- his dark eyes fixed upon his master.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Do me this favour, senor. I am really indisposed, and must beg to
- remain.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Haldane laughed, for an idea suddenly occurred to him which seemed to
- explain the mystery of his servant&rsquo;s request.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;My good Baptisto, I think I understand the cause of your complaint, and I
- am sure a little travel will do you good. It is that dark-eyed widow of
- the lodge-keeper who attaches you so much to the Manor. The warm blood of
- Spain still burns in your veins, and, despite your sad experience of
- women, you are still impressionable. Eh? am I right?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Baptisto quickly shook his head, with the least suspicion of a smile upon
- his swarthy face.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;I am not impressionable, senor, and I do not admire your English women;
- but I wish to remain all the same.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Nonsense!&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Nonsense! In serious lament, senor, I beseech you to allow me to remain.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- But Haldane was not to be persuaded at what he conceived to be a mere whim
- of his servant. He still believed that Baptisto had fallen a captive to
- the charms of Mrs. Feme, a little plump, dark-eyed woman, with a large
- family. He had frequently of late seen the Spaniard hanging about the
- lodge&mdash;on one occasion nursing and dandling the youngest child&mdash;and
- he had smiled to himself, thinking that the poor fellow&rsquo;s misanthropy, or
- rather his misogynism, was in a fair way of coming to an end.
- </p>
- <p>
- Finding his master indisposed to take his request seriously, Baptisto
- retired; and presently Haldane strolled into the drawing-room, where he
- found his wife.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Have you heard of the last freak of Baptisto? He actually wants to remain
- at ease, instead of accompanying me in my journey.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Ellen looked up from some embroidery, in which she was busily engaged.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;On no account!&rdquo; she exclaimed. &ldquo;If you don&rsquo;t take him with you, I. shall
- not stay in the place.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Dear me! said the philosopher. Surely you are not afraid of poor
- Baptisto!&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Not afraid of him exactly, but he makes me shiver. He comes and goes like
- a ghost, and when you least expect him, he is at your elbow. Then, of
- course, I cannot help remembering he has committed a murder!&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Nothing of the kind,&rdquo; said Haldane, laughing and throwing himself into a
- chair. &ldquo;My dear Ellen, you don&rsquo;t believe the whole truth of that affair.
- True, he surprised that Spanish wife of his with her gallant, whom he
- stabbed; but I have it on excellent authority that it was a kind of
- duello; the other man was armed, and so it was a fair fight.&rdquo; Ellen
- shuddered, and showed more nervous agitation than her husband could quite
- account for.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Take him away with you,&rdquo; she cried; &ldquo;take him away. If you never bring
- him back, I shall rejoice. If I had been consulted, he would never have
- been brought to England.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- A little later in the evening, when Haldane had returned to his papers,
- which he was diligently finishing to take away with him, he rang and
- summoned the Spaniard to his presence.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Well, it is all settled. I have consulted your mistress, and she insists
- in your accompanying me to-morrow.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- A sharp flash came upon Baptisto&rsquo;s dark eyes. He made an angry gesture;
- then controlling himself, he said in a low, emphatic voice&mdash;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;The <i>senora</i> means it? <i>She</i> does not wish me to remain?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Just so.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;May I ask why?
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Only because she does not want you, and I do. Between ourselves, she is
- not quite so certain of you as I am. She has never forgotten that little
- affair in Spain.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Again the dark eyes flashed, and again there was the same angry gesture,
- instantly checked.
- </p>
- <p>
- Haldane continued.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;You are violent sometimes, my Baptisto, and madame is a little afraid of
- you. When she knows you better, as I know you, she will be aware that you
- are rational; at present&mdash;&mdash;&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;At present, senor,&rdquo; said Baptisto, &ldquo;she would rather not have me so near.
- Ah, I can understand! Perhaps she has reason to be afraid.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Something in the man&rsquo;s manner, which was sinister and almost threatening,
- jarred upon his master&rsquo;s mind. Rising from his chair, Haldane stood with
- his back to the fire, and, with a frown, regarded the Spaniard, as, he
- said&mdash;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Listen to me, Baptisto. I have noticed with great annoyance, especially
- of late, that your manner to madame has been strange, not to say sullen.
- You are whimsical still, and apt to take offence. If this goes on, if you
- fail in respect to your mistress, and make your presence uncomfortable in
- this house, we shall have to part.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- To Haldane&rsquo;s astonishment, Baptisto asked an explanation, and, falling on
- his knees, seized his master&rsquo;s hand and kissed it eagerly, &ldquo;Senor! Senor!
- you don&rsquo;t comprehend. You don&rsquo;t think I am ungrateful, that I do not
- remember? But you are wrong. I would die to save you&mdash;yes, I would
- die; and I would kill with my own hand any one who did you an injury. I am
- your servant, your slave&mdash;ah yes, till death.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Come, get up, and go and finish packing my things.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;But, senor&mdash;&mdash;&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Get up, I say.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- The Spaniard rose, and with folded hands and bent head stood waiting.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Get ready like a sensible fellow, and let us have no more of this
- foolery. There, there, I understand. You are exciting yourself for
- nothing.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Then, I am to go, senor?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Certainly.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Early the next morning Baptisto entered the carriage with his master, and
- was driven to the railway station, some seven miles away. As they went
- along, Haldane noticed that the man looked very ill, and that from time to
- time he put his hand to his head as if in pain. At the railway station,
- while they were waiting for the train, matters looked most serious.
- Suddenly the Spaniard fell forward on the platform as if in strong
- convulsions, his eyes starting out of his head, his mouth foaming. They
- sprinkled water on his face, chafed his hands, and with some difficulty
- brought him round.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;The devil!&rdquo; muttered Haldane to himself. &ldquo;It looks like epilepsy!&rdquo;
- Baptisto was placed on a seat, and lay back ghastly pale, as if utterly
- exhausted.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Are you better now?&rdquo; asked Haldane, bending over him.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;A little better, senor.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- But seeing him so utterly helpless, and likely to have other seizure,
- Haldane rapidly calculated in his own mind the inexpediency of taking him
- away on a long railway journey. After all, the poor fellow had not
- exaggerated his condition, when he had pleaded illness as an excuse for
- remaining at home.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;After all,&rdquo; said Haldane, &ldquo;I think you will have to remain behind.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Baptisto opened his eyes feebly, and stretched out his hands.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;No, senor; since you wish it, I will go.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;You shall remain,&rdquo; answered Haldane, just as the whistle of the coming
- train was heard in the distance. &ldquo;Perhaps, if you are better in a day or
- two, you can follow; but you will go away now in the carriage, and send
- over to Dr. Spruce, and he will prescribe for you.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Baptisto did not answer, but, taking his masters hand, kissed it
- gratefully. The train came up. Haldane entered a carriage, and, gazing
- from the window as the train began to move on, saw Baptisto still seated
- on the platform, very pale, his eyes half closed, his head recumbent. Near
- him stood the station master, a railway porter, and the groom who had
- driven them over from the Manor, all regarding him with languid curiosity.
- </p>
- <p>
- But the moment the train was gone, Baptisto began to recover. Rising to
- his feet, and refusing all offers of assistance from the others, he
- strolled out of the station, and quietly mounted the dog-cart. The groom
- got up beside him, and they drove homeward through the green lanes.
- </p>
- <p>
- Now, Baptisto was a gentleman, and seldom entered or tolerated familiarity
- from his fellow-servants. Had it been otherwise, the groom might have
- asked the explanation of his curious conduct; for no sooner was he mounted
- on the dogcart, and driving along in the fresh air, than the Spaniard
- seemed to forget all about his recent illness, sat erect like a man in
- perfect health, and exhibited none of the curious symptoms which had so
- alarmed his master.
- </p>
- <p>
- And when the groom, who was a thirsty individual, suggested that they
- should make a detour and call at the Blue Boar Inn for a little stimulant,
- chiefly as a corrective to the attack from which his companion had just
- suffered, the Spaniard turned his dark eyes round about him and actually
- winked. This proceeding so startled the groom that he almost dropped the
- reins, for never in the whole course of his sojourn had the foreign gent
- condescended to such a familiarity.
- </p>
- <p>
- They drove round to the Blue Boar, however, and the groom consumed the
- brandy, while Baptisto, who was a teetotaller, had some lemonade, and lit
- his cigar. Then they drove home to the Manor, Baptisto sitting with folded
- arms, completely and absolutely recovered.
- </p>
- <p>
- About noon that day, as Mrs. Haldane moved about the conservatory, looking
- after her roses, a servant announced the Rev. Mr. Santley. Ellen flushed,
- a little startled at the announcement, coming so soon after her husband&rsquo;s
- departure, and her first impulse was to deny herself; but before she could
- do so the clergyman himself appeared at the door of the conservatory.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;You are an early visitor,&rdquo; she said coldly, bending her face over the
- flowers.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;It is just noon,&rdquo; answered the clergyman, &ldquo;and I was going home from a
- sick-call. Has Mr. Haldane gone?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Yes. Did you wish to see him?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Not particularly, though I had a little commission which I might have
- asked him to execute had I been in time.&rdquo; Surely the man&rsquo;s fall had
- already begun. Ellen knew perfectly well that he was lying. In point of
- fact, he had seen the dog-cart drive past on the way to the station, and
- he had been unable to resist the temptation of coming over without delay.
- </p>
- <p>
- With face half averted, Ellen led the way into the drawing-room, and on to
- the terrace beyond, from which there was a pleasant view of the Manor, the
- plain, and the surrounding country. Just below the gardens were laid out
- in flowerbeds and gravel walks; but the dark shrubberies were beyond, and
- at a little distance, well in the shadow of the trees, the old chapel.
- </p>
- <p>
- There was a long silence. Ellen stood silent, gazing upon the woods and
- lawn, while the clergyman stood just behind her, evidently regarding her.
- </p>
- <p>
- At last she could bear it no longer, but, turning quickly, exclaimed&mdash;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Why did you come? Have you anything to say to me?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Nothing, Ellen, if you are angry,&rdquo; replied the clergyman.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Angry! You surely know best if I have cause. After what has passed, I
- think it is better that we should not meet,&rdquo; she added in a low voice. &ldquo;At
- least, not often.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- He saw she was agitated, and he took a certain pleasure in her agitation,
- for it showed him that she was not quite unsusceptible to the influence he
- might bring to bear upon her. As he stood there, his sad eyes fixed upon
- her, his being conscious of every movement she made, of every breath she
- drew, he felt again the deep fatality of his passion, and silently yielded
- to it.
- </p>
- <p>
- There was another long pause, which he was the first to break.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Do you know, Ellen, I sometimes tremble for you, when I think of your
- husbands opinions. In time you may learn to share them, and then we should
- be further apart than ever. At present, it is my sole comfort to know you
- possess that living faith without which every soul is lost.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Lost?&rdquo; she repeated, in a bewildering way, not looking at him.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;I don&rsquo;t mean in the vulgar sense; the theological ideas of damnation have
- never had my sanction, far less my sympathy. But materialism degrades the
- believer, and sooner or later comes a disbelief in all that is holy,
- beautiful, and sanctified. It is a humble creed, the new creed of science,
- and fatal to spiritual hopes.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Does it matter so much what one believes, if one&rsquo;s life is good?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;It matters so much that I would rather see one I loved dead before my
- feet than an avowed unbeliever. But there, I have not come to preach to
- you. When does Mr. Haldane return?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;As I told you: in a fortnight, perhaps sooner.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;And during his absence we shall meet again, I hope?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- She hesitated and looked at him. His eyes were fixed on the distant woods,
- though he stood expectantly, as if awaiting her reply, which did not come.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Can you not trust me?&rdquo; he exclaimed. &ldquo;You know I am your friend?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;I hope so; but I think it is best that you should not come here. If you
- were married, it would be different.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;I shall not marry,&rdquo; he replied impatiently. &ldquo;What then? I am a priest of
- God, and you may trust me fully. If our Church commenced the confessional,
- you might enter it without fear, and I&mdash;I would listen to the
- outpourings of your heart. Should you in your grief be afraid to utter
- them?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- She moved away from him, turning her back; but betrayed herself. He saw
- the bright colour mount to her neck and mantle there.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;What nonsense you talk!&rdquo; she said presently, with a forced laugh. &ldquo;Are
- you going over to Rome?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;I might go over to the evil place itself, Ellen, if <i>you</i> were
- there.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- There was no mistaking the words, the tone, in their diabolic gentleness,
- their suavity of supreme and total self-surrender. She felt helpless in
- spite of herself. The man was overmastering her, and rapidly encroaching.
- She felt like a person morally stifled, and with a strong effort tried to
- shake the evil influence away.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;I was right,&rdquo; she said. &ldquo;We must not meet.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- He smiled sadly.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;As you please. I will come, or I will go, at your will. You have only to
- say to me, &lsquo;Go and destroy yourself, obliterate yourself for ever from my
- life, blot yourself out from the roll of living beings,&rsquo; and I shall obey
- you.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Her spirit revolted more and more against the steadfast, self-assured
- obliquity of the man. She saw that he was desperate, and that the danger
- grew with his desperation. In every word he spoke, and in his whole
- manner, there was the sombre assurance of something between them, of some
- veiled, but excitable sympathy, which she herself utterly ignored. That
- moment of wild delirium, when he caught her in his arms and kissed her,
- seemed, instead of severing them, to have made a link between them. He had
- been conscious of her indignation, he had even professed penitence; but
- she saw to her dismay that the fact of his folly filled him, not with
- fear, but with courage. So she determined to end it once and for ever.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Let us understand each other,&rdquo; she said, trembling violently. &ldquo;How dare
- you talk as if there was any community of feeling between us? How dare you
- presume upon my patience, Mr. Santley? It is wretched; it is abominable!
- When you talk of killing yourself, when you assume that I have any serious
- interest in you, or any right over you, you insult me and degrade
- yourself. We are nothing, and can be nothing to each other.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;I know that,&rdquo; he replied. &ldquo;Do you think I am so mad as not to know that?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Then why do you come here to torture me, and to tempt me?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- The word came from her before she knew it, and her face became scarlet;
- but he uttered no protest, and raised his white hand in deprecation.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Tempt you? God forbid!&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;I did not mean that,&rdquo; she murmured, in confusion; &ldquo;but you must know, you
- cannot fail to know, that it is not right for a married woman to receive
- such expressions of sympathy, however spiritual. It is that which makes me
- hate the Catholic Church. The priest promises you his office, and too
- often makes mischief under the guise of religion.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Do you accuse me of doing so?&rdquo; he demanded, in the same sad, calm voice.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;No; but you should remember that you have not the custody of my soul, and
- I have no right to influence your actions. Come,&rdquo; she continued, with
- rather a forced laugh, &ldquo;talk to me like a true English clergyman. Tell me
- of the old women of the village, and their ailments; ask me for a
- subscription to give to your new soup kitchen; talk to me as if Mr.
- Haldane were listening to us&mdash;of your schools, your parish troubles&mdash;and
- you shall find me an eager listener!&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;I will talk of anything, Ellen, so long as I may talk to you.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Again that manner of despairing certainty, of assured and fatal sympathy.
- The man was incorrigible.
- </p>
- <p>
- She waited impatiently for some minutes, but finding he did not speak
- again, she held out her hand.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Since you have nothing more to tell me,&rdquo; she observed lightly, &ldquo;I think I
- will say good morning. I am going to order the carriage and drive to
- Omberley.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;When may I come again?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;When you have anything really parochial to say to me. Please go now.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Their eyes met, and hers sank beneath his own.
- </p>
- <p>
- As he crossed towards the door it opened, and Baptisto appeared upon the
- threshold.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Did you ring, senora?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- At the sight of the Spaniard&rsquo;s dull impressive face Mrs. Haldane started
- violently, and went a little pale. She had heard nothing of his return,
- and he came like an apparition.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Baptisto! What are you doing here? I thought&mdash;&mdash;&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- She paused in wonder, while the Spaniard inclined his head and bowed
- profoundly.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;I was taken with a vertigo at the station, and the senor permitted me to
- return.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Then your master has gone alone?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Yes, senora.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Very well. Order the carriage at once. I am going out.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Baptisto bowed and retired, quickly closing the door.
- </p>
- <p>
- Santley, who had stood listening during the above conversation, now
- prepared to follow, but, glancing at Ellen, saw that she was unusually
- agitated.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;That is a sinister-looking fellow,&rdquo; he remarked. &ldquo;I am afraid he has
- frightened you.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Indeed, no,&rdquo; she replied; &ldquo;though I confess I was startled at his
- unexpected return. Good-bye.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Good-bye,&rdquo; he said, again taking her hand and holding it up a moment in
- his own.
- </p>
- <p>
- Passing from the drawing-room, he again came face to face with Baptisto,
- who was lurking in the lobby, but who drew aside with a respectful bow, to
- allow the clergyman to pass.
- </p>
- <p>
- He crossed the hall, descended the stone steps of the portico, and walked
- slowly towards the lodge. As he passed the ruined chapel, its shadows
- seemed to fall upon his spirit and leave it in ominous darkness. He
- shivered slightly, and drew his cloak about him, then with his eyes cast
- down he thoughtfully walked on.
- </p>
- <p>
- He did not glance back. Had he done so, he would have seen Baptisto
- standing on the steps of the Manor house, watching him with a sinister
- smile.
- </p>
- <p>
- <br /><br />
- </p>
- <hr />
- <p>
- <a name="link2HCH0002" id="link2HCH0002"> </a>
- </p>
- <div style="height: 4em;">
- <br /><br /><br /><br />
- </div>
- <h2>
- CHAPTER XV. CONJURATION.
- </h2>
- <p class="pfirst">
- <span class="dropcap" style="font-size: 4.00em">I</span>t was a chill day
- in early autumn, and as Charles Santley passed along the dark avenue of
- the Manor his path was strewn here and there with freshly fallen leaves.
- Dark shadows lay on every side, and the heaven above was full of a sullen,
- cheerless light. It was just the day for a modern Faust, in the course of
- his noonday walk, to encounter, in some fancied guise, canine or human,
- the evil one of old superstition.
- </p>
- <p>
- Be that as it may, Santley knew at last that the hour of his temptation
- was over, and that the evil one was not far away. He knew it, by the
- sullen acquiescence of evil of his own soul; by the deliberate and
- despairing precision with which he had chosen the easy and downward path;
- by the sense of darkness which already obliterated the bright moral
- instincts in his essentially religious mind. He had spoken the truth when
- he said he would follow Ellen Haldane anywhere, even to the eternal pit
- itself. Her beauty possessed him and disturbed him with the joy of impure
- thoughts; and now that he perceived his own power to trouble her peace of
- mind, he rejoiced at the strength of his passion with a truly diabolic
- perversity.
- </p>
- <p>
- As he came out of the lodge gate he saw, far away over the fields, the
- spire of his own church.
- </p>
- <p>
- He laughed to himself.
- </p>
- <p>
- But the man&rsquo;s faith in spiritual things, so far from being shaken, was as
- strong as ever. His own sense of moral deterioration, of spiritual
- backsliding, only made him believe all the more fervently in the heaven
- from which he had fallen, or might choose to fall. For it is surely a
- mistake to picture, as so many poets have pictured, the evil spirit as one
- ignorant of or insensible to good. Far wiser is the theology which
- describes Satan as the highest of angelic spirits&mdash;the spirit which,
- above all others, had beheld and contemplated the Godhead, and had then,
- in sheer revolt and negation, deliberately and advisedly decided its own
- knowledge and rejected its own truthright. Santley was, in his basest
- moods, essentially a godly man&mdash;a man strangely curious of the beauty
- of goodness, and capable of infinite celestial dreams. If, like many
- another, he confused the flesh and the spirit, he did no more than many
- sons of Eve have done.
- </p>
- <p>
- As he walked slowly along he mused, somewhat to this effect&mdash;&ldquo;I love
- this woman. In her heart she loves me. Her superior spiritual endowments
- are mystically alive to those I myself possess. Her husband is a clod, an
- unbeliever, with no spiritual promptings. In his sardonic presence, her
- aspirations are chilled, frozen at the very fountain-head; whereas, in
- mine, all the sweetness and the power of her nature are aroused, though
- with a certain irritation. If I persist, she must yield to the slow moral
- mesmerism of my passion, and eventually fall. Is this necessarily evil? Am
- I of set purpose sinning? Is it not possible that even a breach of the
- moral law might, under certain conditions, lead us both to a higher
- religious place&mdash;yes, even to a deeper and intenser consciousness of
- God?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- And again&mdash;&ldquo;What <i>is</i> sin? Surely it is better than moral
- stagnation, which is death. There are certain deflections from duty which,
- like the side stroke of a bird&rsquo;s wing, may waft us higher. In the arms of
- this woman, I should surely be nearer God than crawling alone on the bare
- path of duty, loving nothing, hoping nothing, becoming nothing. What is it
- that Goethe says of the Eternal Feminine which lead us ever upward and
- onward? Which was the highest, Faust before he loved Marguerite, or Faust
- after he passed out of the shadow of his sin into the sphere of imperial
- and daring passion? I believe in God, I love this woman. Out of that
- belief, and that love, shall I not become a living soul?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Was this the man&rsquo;s own musing, or rather the very devil whispering in his
- ear? From such fragmentary glimpses of his mind as have been given, we can
- at least guess the extent of his intellectual degradation.
- </p>
- <p>
- As he walked along the country road, his pale countenance became seraphic;
- just so may the face of Lucifer have looked when he plumed his wings for
- deliberate flight from heaven.
- </p>
- <p>
- He stepped into a roadside farm and had a glass of milk, which the good
- woman of the place handed to him with a sentiment of adoration; he looked
- so gentle, so at peace with all living things. His white hand rested for a
- moment on the head of her little girl, in gentle benediction. He had never
- felt more tenderly disposed to all creation than at that moment, when he
- was prepared to dip a pen into his own hearts blood, and sign the little
- promissory note which Mephistopheles carries, always ready, in his pocket.
- He had hated his congregation before; now he loved them exceedingly&mdash;and
- all the world.
- </p>
- <p>
- <br /><br />
- </p>
- <hr />
- <p>
- <a name="link2HCH0003" id="link2HCH0003"> </a>
- </p>
- <div style="height: 4em;">
- <br /><br /><br /><br />
- </div>
- <h2>
- CHAPTER XVI. AT THE OPERA.
- </h2>
- <p class="pfirst">
- <span class="dropcap" style="font-size: 4.00em">O</span>n arriving in
- London, George Haldane was driven straight to the house of an old friend
- at Chelsea, where he always stayed during his visits to the Metropolis.
- This friend was Lovell Blakiston, as eccentric a being in his own way as
- Haldane himself was in his. He had been, since boyhood, in the India
- Office, where he still put in an appearance several hours a day, and
- whence he still drew a large income, with the immediate right to a
- retiring pension whenever he choose to take it. He was a great student,
- especially of the pagan poets and philosophers; and the greater part of
- his days and nights were spent in his-old-fashioned library, opening with
- folding doors on to a quiet lawn, which led in its turn to the very
- river-side. He had two pet aversions&mdash;modern progress, in the shape
- of railroads, electricity, geology; all the new business of science and
- modern religion, especially in its connection with Christian theology. He
- was, in short, a pagan pure and simple, fond of old books, old wine, old
- meditations, and old gods. However he might differ with Haldane on such
- subjects&rsquo; as the nebular hypothesis, which he hated with all his heart, he
- agreed with him sufficiently on the subject of Christianity. Both had a
- cordial dislike for church ceremonies and church bells.
- </p>
- <p>
- The two gentlemen had another taste in common. This was the opera, which
- both enjoyed hugely, though Blakiston never ceased to regret the
- disappearance of that old operatic institution, the ballet, which, like a
- rich dessert wine, used to bring the feast of music to a delightfully
- sensuous conclusion. Haldane was too young a man to remember such visions
- of loveliness as Cerito, whom his old friend had often gone to see in
- company with Horne Took.
- </p>
- <p>
- So it happened that two or three days after his arrival, Haldane
- accompanied his host to the opera house, where Patti was to appear in
- &ldquo;Traviata.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Seated comfortably in the stalls, he was glancing quietly round the house
- between the acts, when his attention was attracted to a face in one of the
- private boxes. A pale, Madonna-like, yet girlish face, set in golden hair,
- with soft blue eyes, and an expression so forlorn, so wistful, so ill at
- ease, that it was almost painful to behold.
- </p>
- <p>
- Haldane started in surprise.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;What is the matter?&rdquo; said his friend; &ldquo;Have you recognized anybody?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;I am not certain,&rdquo; returned Haldane, raising his opera-glass and
- surveying the face through them. Then, after a long look, he added&rsquo; as if
- to himself, &ldquo;I am almost sure it is the same.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Do you mean that young lady in black, seated in the second tier?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Yes. Oblige me by looking at her, and tell me what you think of her.&rdquo;
- Blakiston raised his opera-glass, and took a long look.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Well?&rdquo; asked Haldane.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;She reminds me of one of your detestable pre-Raphaelistic drawings,
- shockheaded and vacuous. She is pretty, I grant you, but she has no
- expression.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;I should say, on the contrary, a very marked expression of deep pain.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Tight lacing,&rdquo; grunted Blakiston. &ldquo;Your modern women have no shape, since
- Cerito.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Here Haldane rose from his seat. Looking up again, he had met the young
- lady&rsquo;s eyes, and had perceived at once that she recognized him.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;I am going to speak to her,&rdquo; he explained. &ldquo;She is a neighbour of ours,
- and a friend of my wife.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- He made his way to the second tier, and finding the door of the box open,
- he looked in, and saw the person he sought, seated in company with an
- elderly lady and a young man.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Miss Dove!&rdquo; he said, advancing into the box. &ldquo;Although we have only met
- twice, I thought I could not be mistaken.&rdquo; Edith (for it was she) turned
- quickly and took his outstretched hand..
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;How strange to find you here!&rdquo; she exclaimed. &ldquo;Is Mrs. Haldane with you?
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;No, indeed. I left her to the pious duties of the parish, which she is
- fulfilling daily, I expect, in company with your seraphic friend the
- minister.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Edith looked at him with strange surprise, but said nothing.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;When did you come to town?&rdquo; he asked. &ldquo;I thought you were quite a country
- young lady, and never ventured into the giddy world of London.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;I was not very well,&rdquo; replied Edith, &ldquo;and my aunt invited me to stop with
- her a few weeks. This is my aunt, Mrs. Hetherington; and this gentleman is
- my cousin Walter.&rdquo; Here Edith went somewhat nervously through the ceremony
- of introduction. She added, with a slight flush, &ldquo;My cousin insisted on
- bringing us here to-night. I did not wish to come.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Why not?&rdquo; demanded Haldane, noticing her uneasiness.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Because I did not think it right; and I have been thinking all the
- evening what the vicar will say when I tell him I have been to such a
- place.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Here the old lady shook her head ominously, and gave a slight groan.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Is the place so terrible,&rdquo; asked Haldane, smiling, &ldquo;now you have seen
- it?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;No, it is very pretty; and of course the singing is beautiful. But Mr.
- Santley does not approve of the theatre, and I am sorry I came.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Nonsense, Edith,&rdquo; said young Hetherington, with a laugh. &ldquo;You know you
- wanted to see the &lsquo;Traviata,&rsquo; The fact is,&rdquo; he continued, turning to
- Haldane, &ldquo;my mother and my cousin are both terribly old-fashioned. My
- mother here is Scotch, and believes in the kirk, the whole kirk, and
- nothing but the kirk; and as for Edith, she is entirely, as they say in
- Scotland, under the minister&rsquo;s &lsquo;thoomb.&rsquo; I thought they would have enjoyed
- themselves, but they have been doing penance all the evening.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Without paying attention to her cousin&rsquo;s remarks, Edith was looking
- thoughtfully at Haldane.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;When do you return to Omberley?&rdquo; she asked.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;I am not sure&mdash;in a fortnight, at the latest. I am going on to
- France.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;And Mrs. Haldane will remain all that time alone?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Of course,&rdquo; he replied. &ldquo;Oh, she will not miss me. She has her household
- duties, her parish, her garden&mdash;to say nothing of her clergyman. And
- you, do <i>you</i> stay long in London?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;I am not sure; I think not. I am tired of it already.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Again that weary, wistful look, which sat so strangely on the young,
- almost childish face. She sighed, and gazed sadly around the crowded
- house. A minute later, Haldane took his leave, and rejoined his friend in
- the stalls. Looking up at the end of the next act, he saw that the box was
- empty.
- </p>
- <p>
- The women had yielded to their consciences, and departed before the end of
- the performance.
- </p>
- <p>
- That night, when Haldane went home to Chelsea, he found a letter from his
- wife. It was a long letter, but contained no news whatever, being chiefly
- occupied with self-reproaches that the writer had not accompanied her
- husband in his pilgrimage. This struck Haldane as rather peculiar, as in
- former communications Ellen had expressed no such dissatisfaction; but he
- was by nature and of set habit unsuspicious, and he set it down to some
- momentary <i>ennui</i>. The letter contained no mention whatever of Mr.
- Santley, but in the postscript, where ladies often put the most
- interesting part of their correspondence, there was a reference to the
- Spanish valet, Baptisto.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;As I told you,&rdquo; wrote Ellen, &ldquo;Baptisto seems in excellent health, though
- he is mysterious and unpleasant as usual. He comes and goes like a ghost,
- but if he made you believe that he was ill, he was imposing upon you. I do
- so wish you had taken him with you.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Haldane folded up the letter with a smile.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Poor Baptisto!&rdquo; he thought, &ldquo;I suppose it is as I suspected, and the
- little widow at the lodge is at the bottom of it all.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- After a few days&rsquo; sojourn at Chelsea, during which time he was much
- interested in certain spiritualistic investigations which were just then
- being conducted by the London <i>savants</i>, to the manifest confusion of
- the spirits and indignation of true believers, Haldane went to Paris,
- where he read his paper before the French Society to which he belonged.
- There we shall leave him for a little time, returning to the company of
- Miss Dove, with whom we have more immediate concern.
- </p>
- <p>
- Mother and son lived in a pleasant house overlooking Clapham Common, a
- district famous for its religious edification, its young ladies&rsquo;
- seminaries, and its dissenting chapels. Mrs. Hethering-ton was the wealthy
- widow of a Glasgow merchant, long settled in London, and she set her face
- rigidly against modern thought, ecclesiastical vestments, and cooking on
- the sabbath. Curiously enough, her son Walter, who inherited a handsome
- competence, was a painter, and followed his heathen occupation with much
- talent, and more youthful enthusiasm. His landscapes, chiefly of Highland
- scenes, had been exhibited in the Royal Scottish Academy. His mother,
- whose highest ideas of art were founded on a superficial acquaintance with
- the Scripture pieces of Noel Paton, and an occasional contemplation of
- biblical masterpieces in the Doré Gallery, would have preferred to have
- seen him following in his fathers footsteps, and even entering the true
- kirk as a preacher; but his sympathies were pagan, and a gloomy childish
- experience had not fitted him with the requisite enthusiasm for John
- Calvin and the sabbath.
- </p>
- <p>
- Walter Hetherington was a fine fresh young fellow of three and twenty, and
- belonged to the clever set of Scotch painters, headed by Messrs. Pettie,
- Richardson, and Peter Graham. He was &ldquo;cannie&rdquo; painstaking, and rather
- sceptical, and, putting aside his art, which he really loved, he felt true
- enthusiasm for only one thing in the world&mdash;his cousin Edith, whom he
- hoped and longed to make his wife.
- </p>
- <p>
- As a very young girl, Edith had seemed rather attached to him; but of late
- years, during which they saw each other only at long intervals, she seemed
- colder and colder to his advances. He noticed her indifference, and set it
- down somewhat angrily to girlish fanaticism, for he had little or no
- suspicion whatever that another man&rsquo;s image might be filling her thoughts.
- Once or twice, it is true, when she sounded the praises of her Omberley
- pastor, his zeal, his goodness, his beauty of discourse, he asked himself
- if he could possibly have a rival <i>there</i>; but knowing something of
- the relinquent fancies of young vestals, he rejected the idea. To tell the
- truth, he rather pitied the Rev. Mr. Santley, whom he had never seen, as a
- hardheaded, dogmatic, elderly creature of the type greatly approved by his
- mother, and abundant even in Clapham. He had no idea of an Adonis in a
- clerical frock coat, with a beautiful profile, white hands, and a voice
- gentle and low&mdash;the latter an excellent thing in woman, but a
- dangerous thing in an unmarried preacher of the Word.
- </p>
- <p>
- <br /><br />
- </p>
- <hr />
- <p>
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- </p>
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- <br /><br /><br /><br />
- </div>
- <h2>
- CHAPTER XVII. WALTER HETHERINGTON.
- </h2>
- <p class="pfirst">
- <span class="dropcap" style="font-size: 4.00em">W</span>hen the party got
- home from the opera, it was only half-past ten. They sat down to a frugal
- supper in the dining-room.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;I am sorry you did not wait till the last act,&rdquo; said the young man, after
- an awkward silence. &ldquo;Patti&rsquo;s death scene is magnificent.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;I&rsquo;m thinking we heard enough,&rdquo; his mother replied. &ldquo;I never cared much
- for play-acting, and I see little sense in screeching about in a foreign
- tongue. I&rsquo;d rather have half an hour of the Reverend Mr. Mactavish&rsquo;s
- discourses than a night of fooling like yon.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;What do <i>you</i> say, Edith? I&rsquo;m sure the music was very pretty.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Yes, it was beautiful; but not knowing much of Italian, I could not
- gather what it was all about.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;It is an operatic version of a story of the younger Dumas,&rdquo; explained
- Walter, with an uncomfortable sense of treading on dangerous ground. &ldquo;The
- story is that of a beautiful woman who has lived an evil life, and is
- reformed through her affection for a young Frenchman. His friends think he
- is degrading himself by offering to marry her, and to cure him she
- pretends to be false and wicked. In the end, she dies in his arms,
- broken-hearted. It is a very touching subject, I think, though some people
- consider it immoral.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Here the matron broke in with quiet severity.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;I wonder yon woman&mdash;Patti, you call her&mdash;doesn&rsquo;t think shame to
- appear in such dresses. One of them was scarcely decent, and I was almost
- ashamed to look at her&mdash;the creature!&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;But her singing, mother, her singing; was it not divine?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;It was meeddling loud; but I&rsquo;ve heard far finer in the kirk. Edith, my
- bairn, you&rsquo;re tired, I&rsquo;m thinking. We&rsquo;ll just read a chapter, and get to
- bed.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- So the chapter was read, and the ladies retired, while Walter walked off
- to his studio to have a quiet pipe. He was too used to his mother&rsquo;s
- peculiarities to be much surprised at the failure of the evening&rsquo;s
- entertainment; but he felt really amazed that Edith had not been more
- impressed.
- </p>
- <p>
- The next morning, when they met at breakfast, Edith astonished both her
- aunt and cousin by expressing her wish to return to Omberley as soon as
- possible.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Go away already!&rdquo; cried the young man. &lsquo;&ldquo;Why, you&rsquo;ve hardly been here a
- week, and you&rsquo;ve seen nothing of town, and we&rsquo;ve all the picture-galleries
- to visit yet.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;And you have not heard Mr. Mactavish discoorse,&rdquo; cried his mother. &ldquo;No,
- no; you must bide awhile.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- But Edith shook her head, and they saw her mind was made up.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;I can come again at Christmas, but I would rather go now,&rdquo; she said.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;But why have you changed your mind?&rdquo; inquired her cousin eagerly.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;I think they want me at home; and there is a great deal of church work to
- be done in the village.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Walter was not deceived by this excuse, and tried persuasion, but it was
- of no avail. The girl was determined to return home immediately. He little
- knew the real cause of her determination. Haldane&rsquo;s presence in London had
- filled her, in spite of herself, with jealous alarm. Ellen Haldane was
- alone at the Manor, with no husband&rsquo;s eyes to trouble her; and, despite
- the clergyman&rsquo;s oath of fidelity, Edith could not trust him.
- </p>
- <p>
- Yes, she would go home. It was time to put an end to it all, to remind
- Santley of his broken promises, and to claim their fulfilment. If he
- refused to do her justice, she would part from him for ever; not, however,
- without letting the other woman, her rival, know his true character.
- </p>
- <p>
- It was arranged that she should leave by an early train next morning. For
- the greater part of the day she kept her room, engaged in preparations for
- the journey; but towards evening Walter found her alone in the
- drawing-room. The old lady, his mother, who earnestly wished him to marry
- his cousin, had contrived to be out of the way.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;I am so sorry you are going,&rdquo; the young man said. &ldquo;We see so little of
- each other now.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Edith was seated with her back to the window, her face in deep shade. She
- knew by her cousin&rsquo;s manner that he was more than usually agitated, and
- she dreaded what was coming&mdash;what had come, indeed, on several
- occasions before. She did not answer, but almost unconsciously heaved a
- deep sigh.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Does that mean that you are sorry too?&rdquo; asked Walter, leaning towards her
- to see her face.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Of course I am sorry,&rdquo; she replied, with a certain constraint.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;I wish I could believe that. Somehow or other, Edith, it seems to me that
- you would rather be anywhere than here. Well, you have some cause; for the
- house is dreary enough, and we are all dull people. But you and I used to
- be such friends! More like brother and sister than mere cousins. Is that
- all over? Are we to drift farther and farther apart as the years pass on?
- It seems to me as if it might come to that.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;How absurd you are!&rdquo; said Edith, trying to force a laugh, but failing
- lamentably. &ldquo;You know I was always fond of you and&mdash;and&mdash;of your
- mother.&rdquo; Walter winced under the sting of the last sentence, so
- unconsciously given.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;I don&rsquo;t mean that at all,&rdquo; he exclaimed. &ldquo;Of course you liked us, as
- relations like each other; but am I never to be more to you than a mere
- cousin? You know I love you, that I have loved you ever since we were boy
- and girl; and once&mdash;ah, yes, I thought you cared for me a little.
- Edith, what does it mean? Why are you so changed?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Edith was more deeply changed than ever her cousin could guess. Had he
- been able to see her face, he would have been wonder-stricken at its
- expression of mingled shame and despair. She tried to reply; but before
- she could do so her voice was choked, and her tears began to fall. In a
- moment he was close beside her, and bending over her, with one hand
- outstretched to clasp her.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Now, you are crying. Edith, my darling, what is it?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Don&rsquo;t touch me,&rdquo; she sobbed, shrinking from him. &ldquo;I can&rsquo;t bear it.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Forgive me, if I have said anything to pain you; and oh, my darling!
- remember it is my love that carries me away. I do love you, Edith. I wish
- to God I could prove to you how much!&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- He took her hand in his; but she drew it forcibly from him, and, shrinking
- still further away, entirely losing her self-control, sobbed silently.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Don&rsquo;t!&rdquo; she exclaimed. &ldquo;For pity&rsquo;s sake, be silent. You do not know what
- you are saying. I am not fit to become your wife.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- He moved a few steps from her, and waited until her wild, hysterical
- sobbing should have ceased. She commanded herself quickly, as it the wild
- outburst which she had not been able to control had terrified her. Then
- she rose, and would have left the room, but the young man stopped her.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Edith,&rdquo; he said, &ldquo;surely you did not mean what you said just now, that
- you are not fit to become my wife?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Yes,&rdquo; she replied quickly; &ldquo;I did mean it.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- She was glad that her face, was turned from him, and that the room was in
- partial darkness. She was glad that she was able to steady her voice, and
- to give a direct reply.
- </p>
- <p>
- He did not answer; she felt he was waiting for her to speak on.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Even if two people love each other,&rdquo; she said, trembling, &ldquo;or only think
- they do, which is too often the case, they have no right to thoughtlessly
- contract that holy tie. There cannot be perfect happiness in this world
- without perfect spiritual communion. I know&mdash;I feel sure&mdash;that
- this does not exist between you and me.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- The young man flushed, and his brow contracted somewhat angrily.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Take time to think it over,&rdquo; he said quickly; &ldquo;this is not your own heart
- that is speaking now. The seeds which that man, your clergyman, has been
- sowing in your heart have borne fruit. Religion is changing your whole
- nature. It is alienating you hopelessly from all to whom you are so dear;
- it is making you unjust, cruelly unkind, to yourself, but doubly so to
- others, under the shallow pretence that you are serving God!&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- She did not interrupt him; but when he ceased, she put out her hand and
- said, quickly but firmly&mdash;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Good night.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Good night,&rdquo; he repeated. &ldquo;It is so early, surely you are not going
- to-your room already? This is our last night together, remember.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;I am so tired,&rdquo; returned the girl, wearily. &ldquo;I must get a good night&rsquo;s
- rest, since I am to start early in the morning.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;And you will not say another word?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;I don&rsquo;t know that there is anything more that I can say.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;You are angry with me, Edith. Before you go, say at least that you
- forgive me.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;I am not angry; indeed, I am glad you have spoken. I know now I should
- never have come here. I know I must never come again.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- So, without another word, they parted. Edith went up to her room. Walter
- sought his, and there he remained all the evening, sitting in the
- darkness, pondering over the unaccountable change which had taken place in
- the girl.
- </p>
- <p>
- Yes, she was changed; but was it hopeless, and altogether unexpected?
- Might she not, with gentle care, be freed from this hateful influence of
- the Church? Walter believed that might be so. Already he seemed to see
- light through the cloud, and to trace the secret of this man&rsquo;s influence
- over her. Edith was imaginative and highly fanatical; he had appealed to
- her imagination. Being a High Church clergyman, he had employed two
- powerful agents&mdash;colour and form. He had scattered the shrine at
- which she worshipped with soft and durable perfumes, and had set up sacred
- symbols; and he had said, &ldquo;Kneel before these; cast down all your worldly
- wishes and earthly affections.&rdquo; She, being intoxicated, as it were, had
- yielded to the spell. It was part of his plan, thought Walter, that she
- must neither marry nor form any other earthly tie; for was it not through
- her, and such as her, that his beloved Church was able to sustain its full
- prestige? The Church must reign supreme in her heart, as it had done in
- that of many another vestal; it was at the altar alone that her gifts of
- love and devotion must be burned. She must be sacrificed, as many others
- had been before her, and the Church would stand.
- </p>
- <p>
- This was the young man&rsquo;s true view of the case. He believed it, for he had
- learnt in his home to hate other worldliness; but though he fancied he saw
- the nature of the discord, he could not as yet perceive the directest
- means of cure.
- </p>
- <p>
- The next morning, when Edith, looking very pale and weary, but still very
- pretty in her simple travelling costume, came down to breakfast, she was a
- little surprised to find Walter already there. His manner was kind and
- considerate, as it had always been, and he made no reference whatever to
- what had passed between them on the previous night. They sat and carried
- on a constrained but polite conversation; but both were glad when it was
- interrupted by the entrance of Mrs. Hetherington. The old lady was filled
- with genuine regret at her niece&rsquo;s sudden departure, and, while presiding
- at the breakfast-table, was so busy laying down plans for her speedy
- return that she did not notice that every morsel on Edith&rsquo;s plate remained
- untouched, and that, while sipping her tea, her eyes wandered continually
- towards the window, as if anxiously watching for the cab which was to take
- her away. Walter noticed it with pain, and remained discreetly silent.
- </p>
- <p>
- As soon as the cab arrived, he left the room, ostensibly to superintend
- the removal of Ediths luggage, but in reality to be absent at the
- leave-taking between his mother and his cousin.
- </p>
- <p>
- He accompanied Edith to the station. It was merely an act of common
- courtesy, to which she could make no possible objection. On the way there
- was very little said on either side. She was silent from preoccupation,
- and he feared to tread on dangerous ground. But when they were near their
- parting, when Edith was comfortably seated in the train, and he stood by
- the open carriage door, he ventured in a covert manner to refer to what
- had passed.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;The house will be brighter in wintertime,&rdquo; he said, &ldquo;and we shall have
- more means of amusing you. You will come back at Christmas, Edith?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- She started, dropped his hand, and drew herself from him.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;No, I think not,&rdquo; she said; &ldquo;it is always a busy time with us at
- Christmas. There is much to be done in the church.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- This was their good-bye; for before he could say more the guard noisily
- closed the carriage doors, and whistled shrilly. Mechanically Walter took
- off his hat, and stood sadly watching the train as it moved away.
- </p>
- <p>
- <br /><br />
- </p>
- <hr />
- <p>
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- </p>
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- <br /><br /><br /><br />
- </div>
- <h2>
- CHAPTER XVIII. CHURCH BELLS&mdash;AND A DISCORD.
- </h2>
- <p class="pfirst">
- <span class="dropcap" style="font-size: 4.00em">E</span>dith was glad that
- the next day was Sunday. She rose early, dressed hurriedly, and went for a
- walk in the fresh morning air. She felt instinctively that she had a
- battle to fight, and that all her resources must be brought into play to
- gain her the victory. If her influence over the man was to continue, she
- knew there was one way by which she could regain it. With such pale cheeks
- and lacklustre eyes as she had brought with her from London, where, she
- asked, would her chances be against Ellen Haldane&rsquo;s fresh country charms?
- She must banish all painful thoughts for the present, and try to win back
- the roses which he had caused to fade.
- </p>
- <p>
- She walked for above an hour; and when she returned home, she went
- straight into the garden to gather a little bouquet of flowers. Then she
- went up to her room to dress for church. When she came down to breakfast,
- she wore her prettiest costume, and the bunch of flowers was fastened at
- her throat.
- </p>
- <p>
- Her aunt had a headache, she said, and could not go to church. Edith was
- not sorry; indeed, when the time came for her to set out, she was glad she
- was alone.
- </p>
- <p>
- She arrived at the church rather earlier than usual, nevertheless she
- walked straight in, and no sooner had she crossed the threshold than she
- obeyed a sudden impulse which seized her, and determined for that day at
- least not to occupy her usual seat. She selected one which was some
- distance from the pulpit, but from which she could command an excellent
- view of the pew belonging to Foxglove Manor.
- </p>
- <p>
- The congregation gathered, but the Haldane&rsquo;s pew was empty. Edith watched
- it with feverish impatience. Presently, just as the tolling bell was about
- to cease, she saw Mrs. Haldane enter and take her seat.
- </p>
- <p>
- Two minutes later, Mr. Santley, clothed in his white, priestly robes,
- ascended the steps of the reading-desk, and bent his beautiful head in
- prayer. As he rose to his feet, Edith, who had been watching him in
- extreme fascination, saw his gaze wandering round the church, and finally
- fix upon the face of the mistress of Foxglove Manor. She saw, or thought
- she saw, the lady&rsquo;s eyelids quiver and finally droop beneath that glance;
- while the clergyman arose, like a sick man suddenly restored to health,
- and began to read the lessons for the day.
- </p>
- <p>
- How that morning passed Edith scarcely knew. She remained like one in a
- dream, mechanically going though the religious forms, but feeling as if
- her heart&rsquo;s blood was slowly ebbing away. Of one thing only she was
- conscious&mdash;that of all those upturned faces before him the clergyman
- seemed to see but one, but that from this one face seemed to draw his
- inspiration, as the earth draws life and light from the shining rays of
- the sun.
- </p>
- <p>
- At length the service was over, the congregation dispersed, and Edith
- found herself walking up and down the quiet lanes alone, panting for air,
- feeling sick at heart, and shivering through and through, though she stood
- in the warm rays of sunlight. Go home she could not. She must see Mr.
- Santley before she could face another human soul.
- </p>
- <p>
- She turned, intending to go to the Vicarage, but when she was yet within
- some distance of the house, she saw coming towards her the very man she
- sought.
- </p>
- <p>
- She paused, not knowing whether to feel glad or sorry. It was certainly
- better than having to go to the Vicarage, yet now that the meeting was so
- near, she shrank from it. She made a desperate effort to compose herself,
- and paused, waiting for him. The clergyman was evidently lost in deep
- thought, his head was bent, his eyes were fixed on the ground, and he was
- quite close to Edith before he saw her.
- </p>
- <p>
- When their eyes met he paused, almost involuntarily, a momentary flush of
- mingled annoyance and surprise passed over his face, then he recovered
- himself, walked forward, and quietly extended his hand.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Miss Dove!&rdquo; he said, glancing nervously round. &ldquo;I had no idea you were at
- home. How do you do?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- It had been agreed between them, long before, that so long as their secret
- remained a secret, no warmer greeting than this must be exchanged between
- them in public. When the proposition had been made, Edith had quietly
- assented. What was it to her that Santley should bow his head with a
- politeness even more frigid than he bestowed upon any one of his flock.
- Had she not seen the burning light of love in his half-lowered eyes? and
- had she not known that a few hours later she would feel his caressing arms
- about her, and hear his rich, mellow voice whispering tenderly in her ear?
- </p>
- <p>
- But now all was changed. The frigid bow which had formerly been the
- prologue, had rapidly developed into the play. There were no stolen
- meetings now; no consoling whisperings. The clergyman had latterly become
- alive to the risk of such indulgences, and had gradually allowed them to
- cease; and Edith, receiving as her portion the cold bow and cold handshake
- that every eye might have seen, had watched the love light gradually fade
- from her hero&rsquo;s eyes.
- </p>
- <p>
- But she had never seen him so cold as to-day. When their eyes had met, she
- had noticed the look of positive annoyance which had passed across his
- face. It had soon fled, but when he spoke and extended his hand, his face
- had assumed a look of cold severity.
- </p>
- <p>
- Edith did not speak; the painful beating of her heart almost stifled her,
- and her tongue clove to the roof of her mouth. She extended her hand; the
- cold, listless touch of his fingers throbbed through her like ice. The
- clergyman saw her trouble, and again that look of impatient annoyance
- passed across his face then he raised his brows in calm surprise.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;What is the matter?&rdquo; he asked quickly. &ldquo;Has some domestic trouble caused
- your sudden return home?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- She withdrew her hand from his cold, lax fingers, and answered, &ldquo;No.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Then she turned and walked along in silence by his side.
- </p>
- <p>
- The good man was annoyed, seriously annoyed. First at her sudden
- appearance in the village, when he believed she was safely bestowed in
- London for several weeks to come; next at the <i>rôle</i> she thought fit
- to assume. He hated scenes at any time; just now he particularly wished to
- avoid one. So he walked on in silence, until he could command his voice to
- speak quietly; then he said, in the most careless manner possible&mdash;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;<i>When</i> did you return home?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Last night. I attended church this morning.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- She looked at him quickly, to see what effect her words produced.
- Apparently they produced none. The clergymans face remained as coldly
- impassive as before; he raised his brows slightly as he replied.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Indeed! I did not see you there.&rdquo; Then, after a pause, he added, &ldquo;Your
- return was very sudden, was it not? I thought you intended staying away
- for some time.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;I changed my mind. I thought you would have been glad to have me back
- again.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Then, swept on by a wild impulse, which she could not possibly restrain,
- she added slowly, but tremulously&mdash;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Charles, are you <i>sorry</i> I have come?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- The clergyman started, flushed, then quickly recovered himself, as he
- added&mdash;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Sorry, my dear Edith? What a question! Why of course I am not sorry.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Then, why not say that you are glad? Why not let me know it? Don&rsquo;t you
- see you are breaking my heart?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Santley paused, and looked at her. He did not flush this time, his face
- grew white as marble, his eyes quite steel-like in their coldness. He had
- dreaded a scene, but this was so very much worse than he had expected; for
- by this time Edith had lost all self-control, and was sobbing violently.
- His face hardened terribly. He must put an end once and for ever to such
- unpleasant encounters.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Edith, have you lost your senses?&rdquo; he said; and the bitterness of his
- tone was like putting a knife into the girl&rsquo;s heart. &ldquo;If you wish to
- perform in such scenes as this, you could surely find some other time and
- place than the public road and the broad daylight. If you have anything to
- say to me, you must come to me again in private. At present I have no more
- time which I can place at your service. I have business with Mrs. Haldane,
- who is waiting for me at the Vicarage; and my duties at the church will
- soon begin again.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- He raised his hat, and would have moved away, but Edith laid her hand upon
- his arm and forcibly detained him.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Stop!&rdquo; she cried. &ldquo;One word! You shall not go. I must speak.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- He turned upon her almost angrily; he attempted, but in vain, to shake off
- her detaining hand.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Tell me,&rdquo; she cried; &ldquo;why are you going to meet Mrs. Haldane?&rdquo; Then,
- before he could recover from his astonishment sufficiently to speak, she
- added, &ldquo;You need not tell me, for I <i>know</i>. It is this woman who has
- come between you and me. Oh, do you think I don&rsquo;t know that since she came
- to the village you have been a changed man? What did I come home for?
- Because I knew it was not right that you and she should be in the village
- <i>alone</i>.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- This time the clergyman succeeded in shaking off her hand. The face which
- he turned towards hers was almost livid in its pallor.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;You forget yourself,&rdquo; he said, with a sternness which was even harder to
- bear than bitter reproach. &ldquo;Well, I suppose you think you have a right to
- insult me; but permit me to remind you that your right does not extend to
- religious affairs, or to a lady who is the most esteemed member of my
- congregation.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;I have not insulted you, Charles; I am only warning you.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;You are very kind,&rdquo; he interposed, with a sneer, &ldquo;but I am, in no greater
- need of your warning than is the lady. Until you can learn how to control
- your own words and actions, it would be better for <i>you</i> that we
- should not meet.&rdquo; Again he moved, as if about to leave her; again she put
- forth her hand, and held him fast. The scene had become more violent than
- she had intended. It was now too late to pause.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;One more word,&rdquo; she sobbed. &ldquo;Promise me that you will not see her, then I
- will promise never to mention this subject again.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Promise you what? To discontinue all communications with Mrs. Haldane?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Yes, yes; that is all. It is not much to ask you.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;It is much more than you have any right to ask. You have chosen to
- connect my name dishonourably with a lady whom I esteem. Enough! I cannot
- control your actions, but I mean to regulate my own. Good morning, Edith.
- Since you have nothing more important to say to me, I suppose I am at
- liberty to go?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- He raised his hat and walked away, pausing a minute later to raise it
- again, and to address some pleasant remark to a member of his
- congregation, who happened at that moment to be coming along the road. It
- was the sight of this stranger which prevented Edith from following, which
- made her turn and walk with rapid steps towards her home. She felt cold
- and sick and heart-broken, and she shrank from the sight of any human
- face.
- </p>
- <p>
- When she reached her home, she found her aunt, who had been surprised at
- her protracted absence, gazing uneasily up and down the road. The sight of
- the girl&rsquo;s pale, tear-stained face alarmed her, but Edith silenced her
- inquiries by declaring that she had not been very well.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;It was foolish of me, but I could not help crying at the service,&rdquo; she
- said. &ldquo;Dear aunt, do not be anxious. I am better now, and only want rest.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Shall I send you up some dinner, darling?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;No; nothing. I want to be alone&mdash;quite alone.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- So, with a weary, listless look upon her, the girl went up to her room,
- and, having locked the door, she threw herself upon the bed, and cried as
- if her heart were broken.
- </p>
- <p>
- Meanwhile Mr. Santley went on his way, almost as much disturbed as Edith
- herself. He was angry, terribly angry; for if scenes similar to the one
- through which he had passed were allowed to continue, he anticipated a
- storm of troubles in the future. But how to avoid them? What would be the
- best and safest course to adopt? The good man was terribly perplexed. To
- openly defy the girl might cause her, in her bitterness and pain, to
- expose herself and him; which would certainly be awkward, since he wished,
- above all things, to stand well with his congregation. And yet to adopt
- any other course, he must at least pretend to subscribe to her conditions.
- He must be content to renounce, or pretend to renounce, his intimacy with
- Mrs. Haldane. The man of God was justly indignant.
- </p>
- <p>
- Such a course, he knew, must not be thought of, and he resolved with pious
- determination to continue Ellen Haldane&rsquo;s conversion, for which he was so
- zealous and to leave matters between himself and Edith exactly as they
- were.
- </p>
- <p>
- He knew the girl&rsquo;s disposition. She would soon acknowledge her folly, and
- make the first advances towards reconciliation. Well, then he would be
- inclined to meet her half-way, but she must be the first to move. If, on
- the other hand, she chose to take the unpleasant course of exposing him,
- why, he would have but one alternative: he would simply deny her
- statements, and who would believe her? It would be an unpleasant phase of
- experience to have to pass through, and it would compel him to sacrifice a
- fellow-creature.
- </p>
- <p>
- Nevertheless, he acknowledged to himself, with the air of a Christian
- martyr, that if she pushed him to extremities it would be necessary.
- </p>
- <p>
- After all, he hoped that Edith, shut up with her own grief, in the
- solitude of her own room, would soon be brought to see the error of her
- ways, and would make that first advance towards reconciliation which was
- necessary for the peace of mind of both.
- </p>
- <p>
- But, whatever might happen in the future, Edith had succeeded for that day
- at least in completely destroying the good mans peace of mind. His
- agitation was so great that he was compelled to walk about the quiet lanes
- until his tranquillity was somewhat restored. Then he returned to the
- Vicarage, where Mrs. Haldane was comfortably seated with his sister, and
- enjoyed her society until the hour of his labours returned.
- </p>
- <p>
- When he entered the church that afternoon, all the congregation thought he
- was looking more seraphic than ever. Many a young heart fluttered with
- holiness, and many an eyelid drooped reverently, before the calm serenity
- of his gaze. As he stood facing his people, he cast his eyes around the
- church. Edith was not there.
- </p>
- <p>
- He turned the leaves of his gold-clasped volume, and as his rich voice
- filled the church, and the congregation rose, he gazed once more about
- him. This time his cheek flushed slightly, and a soft sigh of relief and
- happiness escaped his parted lips. Mrs. Haldane was again in her place,
- calmly joining in the prayers.
- </p>
- <p>
- That afternoon the clergyman preached like one inspired; all were
- impressed but none were cognizant of the cause. Though the clergyman&rsquo;s
- eyes wandered continually around the church, he saw only one face, was
- conscious only of one presence. So engrossed was he, and so wrapped up in
- his fervour of admiration, that he did not notice what was going on around
- him. Had he done so, he would have seen that there was another member of
- the congregation besides Mrs. Haldane who attracted a certain amount of
- interest. Seated in the gallery, calmly joining in the service and
- watching the minister, was the foreign &ldquo;gentleman with the eyes.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- <br /><br />
- </p>
- <hr />
- <p>
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- </div>
- <h2>
- CHAPTER XIX. HE IS BUT A LANDSCAPE PAINTER
- </h2>
- <p class="pfirst">
- <span class="dropcap" style="font-size: 4.00em">A</span>fter Edith&rsquo;s
- departure from London, Walter Hetherington thought long and deeply over
- the mysterious change in his cousin. The more he thought, the more uneasy
- he grew. Of one thing he felt tolerably sure&mdash;that the girl had got
- into the hands of, a religious fanatic, who either consciously or
- unconsciously was completely destroying himself, his happiness&mdash;in
- this world at least. She was fairly possessed by the fever of other
- worldliness, he said to himself, and if left alone she would, like many
- others before her, probably end her days in a mad house.
- </p>
- <p>
- Having arrived at this enlightened conclusion, which was chiefly based on
- what Edith had herself told him, Walter determined that she should not be
- left alone. What would be more rational, he said to himself, than that he
- should pack up his sketching paraphernalia and pay a short visit to the
- picturesque little village where his aunt and cousin lived? Surely Edith
- would be glad to see him, and while he remained to watch over her, his
- time would not be entirely lost.
- </p>
- <p>
- When he told his mother of his determination to revisit the country, the
- old lady was unfeignedly glad. She suspected, from the unaccountable
- sudden departure of the girl, that the two young people had had a quarrel,
- and she was glad to see her son was magnanimous enough to make the first
- advances towards reconciliation. So she helped him to put a few things
- together, and on the spur of the moment he started off.
- </p>
- <p>
- He had written neither to his cousin nor aunt to tell them of his coming.
- </p>
- <p>
- &mdash;He had intended sending a telegram from the station, but at the
- last moment he changed his mind, and as he sat in the train which was
- rapidly whirling him onward, he began to ask himself whether it would be
- judicious of him to go to his aunt&rsquo;s house at all. To be sure, he had
- always made it his head-quarters; but now things were changed. Edith had
- left his mother&rsquo;s house to avoid <i>him</i>; would it be fair to either of
- them that he should become his aunt&rsquo;s guest? By living in the house he
- would force from her a communication which might be very grudgingly given,
- and at the same time his lips must be inevitably sealed. He finally
- decided that, during the visit at least, it would be better for every one
- that he should stay at the inn.
- </p>
- <p>
- So on arriving at the station he drove to the inn, secured at a cheap
- price a couple of cosy rooms, and determined to delay calling upon his
- relations until the following day.
- </p>
- <p>
- The next day was fine, a fit day for an artist to lounge, dream, perhaps
- work. Walter hung about the inn till midday; then he took his sketch-book
- under his arm, and strolled forth in the direction of his aunt&rsquo;s cottage.
- When he reached the door, and was about to knock, it was suddenly opened
- by Edith, dressed in walking costume.
- </p>
- <p>
- On coming thus unexpectedly face to face with her cousin, she looked
- manifestly angry.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Walter, you here?&rdquo; she said coldly; then she added quickly, &ldquo;Is anything
- the matter at home?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Nothing whatever,&rdquo; said Walter, quietly giving his hand, and taking no
- notice whatever of the irritation so plainly visible on her face. &ldquo;I got
- tired of London, that was all, and thought a few days in the country might
- do me good. I am not going to bore <i>you</i>. I have brought my working
- tools down with me, and mean to take some sketches back.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;But where is your luggage?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Down at the inn.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;At the inn?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Yes; I had it taken direct there last night. I was fortunate enough, too,
- to secure rooms&mdash;a capital little parlour fit for a studio, and a
- bedroom leading out of it. I shall be able to do the host, and entertain
- you, if you&rsquo;ll come.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;You are going to stay at the inn?&rdquo; said Edith. &ldquo;You always stayed with <i>us</i>
- before!&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Of course I did; but I am not going to be so inconsiderate as to plant
- myself upon you <i>now</i>.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- He laid the slightest possible stress upon the &ldquo;now,&rdquo; and Edith
- understood; nevertheless, she deemed it prudent to affect ignorance and
- read a different meaning in his words. She murmured something about being
- very much occupied, and having little time to attend to visitors; then led
- the way across the hall to their sitting-room, and brought him into the
- presence of his aunt.
- </p>
- <p>
- Mrs. Russell welcomed him cordially, but when she heard of his domestic
- arrangements, her face went very blank indeed. She used every argument in
- her power to persuade the young man to change his mind, and to have his
- luggage brought up to the cottage. Walter, eager to accept her kindness,
- was listening for one word from Edith. It never came, and he expressed his
- intention to remain at the inn.
- </p>
- <p>
- But, although he abided by his former decision and remained <i>en garçon</i>
- at the inn, a very great part of his time was spent at the cottage. The
- old lady, anxious to atone for the inhospitable behaviour of her niece,
- altered all her household arrangements to suit the erratic habits of the
- young painter. The heavy midday meal was replaced by a light luncheon;
- while for the light supper at six was substituted a substantial dinner, to
- which Walter was always bidden. On the afternoon of that day, when the
- young man had first made his appearance at the cottage, a rather
- unpleasant interview had taken place between the aunt and niece, almost
- the first which had come to ruffle the peaceful course of their evenly
- flowing lines. The old lady had been indignant at the coolness of Edith&rsquo;s
- reception, and had accused the girl of inhospitality and ingratitude;
- while Edith had coolly given it as her opinion that the young man was much
- better located elsewhere.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;It is a tax to have a visitor always in the house, aunt,&rdquo; said Edith,
- quietly; &ldquo;and&mdash;and I haven&rsquo;t the strength to bear it, I think.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Mrs. Russell looked up, and was surprised to find that the girl, after
- bearing her reproaches so mildly, was now actually crying. She noted
- again, too, with a start of shocked surprise how sadly she had changed.
- The fresh, bright beauty which had once charmed every eye had gone,
- leaving scarcely a trace behind it, and the face was pale, careworn, and
- sad. She got up and kissed her, and that silent caress did more than a
- dozen reproaches. It made Edith hurriedly leave the room, to cast herself,
- crying bitterly, upon the bed, while Mrs. Russell sat down and wrote a
- note to Walter.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;You shall have your own way about staying at the inn,&rdquo; she wrote, &ldquo;and
- you shall also have every possible hour of the day that you can make use
- of for your work; but surely you can spare your evenings for us. I have
- arranged to dine every day at six, and I beg of you, for Edith&rsquo;s sake, to
- make one of the party. Dear Edith is far from well, and sadly changing.
- She sees so few people, and the house is dull. Dear Walter, come often,
- for her sake if not for mine.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Thus it happened that every night, when the little dining-room was laid
- out for dinner, Walter made his appearance at the cottage door, and that
- during those evening hours the family party was increased to three.
- Sometimes they left the dinner-table to lounge in the pretty little
- drawing-room, where Walter was permitted to smoke his cigar, while the old
- lady worked at wool-work, and Edith played to them in the slowly gathering
- darkness. Sometimes they strolled out on to the lawn, and had the tea
- brought out, and laughed and chatted while they watched the stars appear
- one by one in the heavens. Was it fancy, or since these social evenings
- commenced was Edith really changed&rsquo; for the better? Walter fancied that
- her eye was brighter, her cheek less pale, and that her manner towards
- himself was sometimes very tender, as if she wished in a measure to atone
- for her past coldness. This was particularly noticeable one night when the
- two sat alone in the drawing-room.
- </p>
- <p>
- Mrs. Russell, murmuring something about household affairs, had left them
- together. Walter was reclining in an armchair, smoking his cigar and
- watching his cousin, who was busily engaged embroidering crosses upon a
- handsome altar-cloth, intended for the decoration of the church.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;These have been pleasant evenings,&rdquo; he said&mdash;&ldquo;pleasant for me, that
- is. I shall be sorry enough when they come to an end.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Edith looked up and smiled sadly.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;If we always had pleasure it would become a pain,&rdquo; she said. &ldquo;Though we
- rebel against pain and suffering, it is, after all, a very great boon to
- the world.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Humph! Perhaps so, if it were better distributed. What about the poor
- creatures whose portion is only pain?&mdash;who, to put it vulgarly, get
- all the kicks, and none of the halfpence?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;In this world, you should have said, Walter. Let us hope their measure of
- happiness will be greater in the world that is to come.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Walter was silent. The conversation had taken precisely the turn which he
- would have avoided, and he was wondering how to bring it to the subject
- which was for ever uppermost in his mind. For a time he remained in a
- brown study. Edith stitched on. Then he rose, took a few turns about the
- room, and stopped near to her chair.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Edith,&rdquo; he said quietly, &ldquo;do you know why I came down here?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Something in his tone rather than his words made her start and flush
- painfully. She did not raise her eyes or cease her work. Before she could
- answer, he had taken her hand.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;I came for <i>you</i>, Edith,&rdquo; he continued passionately. &ldquo;Listen to me,
- my darling. Do not answer hastily, if you cannot give me a decided answer.
- At least let me hope.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Decidedly yet tremblingly the girl put his hands from her, and half rose
- from her seat. His words had frozen her to ice again.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Why <i>did</i> you come here?&rdquo; she said. &ldquo;Do you call it manly or kind to
- persecute me? I tell you I shall never marry.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- As she spoke her eye fell upon the altar-cloth, which she held in her
- hand: Walter saw the look, and as he was walking back to the inn that
- night it recurred to his mind again. The altar-cloth! There was the symbol
- of the thing which had come between them&mdash;which was blighting his
- life and hers. Edith was changing; but she was not utterly changed. He
- resolved to do the only thing which now remained to be done. He determined
- to appeal to her spiritual adviser.
- </p>
- <p>
- All night his mind was filled with this idea; it troubled his sleeping as
- well as his waking moments, and when he rose in the morning it was the one
- thing which possessed him. Now, he had never seen the clergyman, but he
- had pictured him as a middle-aged, benevolent-looking man, perhaps with
- spectacles; a gentle fanatic in religion, willing, through the very
- bigotry of his nature, to sacrifice everything for the good of the Church,
- but still, perhaps, amiable. He might be open to reason, and an appeal
- made directly to him might be the means of putting an end to all the
- trouble.
- </p>
- <p>
- Breakfast over, the young man issued from the inn, and strolled
- deliberately through the village in the direction of the Vicarage. It was
- early in the day to make a call, so he walked very slowly, meditating as
- he went on the nature of his errand; and the course he was about to take,
- after what had passed between him and his cousin, was, perhaps, a little
- unwarrantable, and Edith might be inclined to resent it if she knew. But
- then, he reflected, she need never know. Mr. Santley would surely grant
- him the favour of keeping the matter a secret; and afterwards, when the
- shadow of the Church had ceased to darken her life, and she was happy with
- him in her married home, she would be glad to hear that it was he who had
- saved her.
- </p>
- <p>
- These were the kind of rose-coloured visions which filled his brain as he
- walked on towards the Vicarage, and by the time he had reached the hall
- door and pulled the bell, he had even converted Mr. Santley into the good
- fairy of the tale, or rather a sort of Father Christmas, in a surplice,
- smiling benevolently upon them and pairing their hands. A trim little
- servant came to the door, and, in answer to his inquiries, informed him
- that Mr. Santley was not at home. He was expected in immediately, however,
- if the gentleman would like to wait.. Yes; Walter would wait. So he
- followed the little maid across the hall, into a somewhat chilly but
- sufficiently gorgeous room, which was reserved solely for the comfort and
- convenience of Mr. Santley&rsquo;s guests. As Walter sank down into an
- easy-chair, the arms of which seemed to enfold him in a close embrace, and
- looked about the room, he acknowledged that Mr. Santley at least did not
- give all his substance to the poor. Here at least there was no appearance
- of penury, or of sackcloth and ashes; all was comfortable and luxurious in
- the extreme. He walked about the room; examined the books upon the tables,
- which were all works of education, elegantly bound; noticed the engravings
- on the walls&mdash;one or two of Raphael&rsquo;s Madonnas (coloured copies), and
- an old engraving after Andrea del Sarto. Mr. Santley did not come. He rang
- the bell, gave the little maid his card, told her he would call again, and
- left the Vicarage.
- </p>
- <p>
- This time he walked in the direction of the schoolhouse. He had his
- sketchbook under his arm, and in it a half-finished sketch of the
- schoolmistress&rsquo;s picturesque home. He would fill up his spare time by
- adding a few touches to the sketch before he returned to the Vicarage.
- </p>
- <p>
- In this matter fortune favoured him. It being Saturday afternoon, there
- was no school, and the schoolmistress was leaning in a listless attitude
- upon the low trellised gate. She welcomed the young painter with a nod and
- a bright smile, and readily assented to his proposition that she should
- stand for the figure in the picture. He took out his book and set to work.
- </p>
- <p>
- Dora meanwhile chatted and laughed to make the time pass pleasantly, and
- sometimes, in answer to an invitation from him, she would run round the
- easel to take a peep at the figure of herself, which was gradually growing
- under his hand. At last their pleasant interview was brought to an end.
- Walter remembered the appointment which this chattering lady had made him
- forget. He put up his sketching materials, and prepared to take his leave.
- Then Dora stopped him.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Surely, Mr. Hetherington, you will do me one favour,&rdquo; she said: &ldquo;you will
- honour me by stepping for a moment into the cottage which you have
- transferred so beautifully to paper. I have some cream and milk, some
- fresh strawberries from our garden, if that is any inducement to you.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- The invitation was tempting. Nevertheless, Walter, while wishing to
- accept, was about to refuse, pleading an engagement at the Vicarage when
- another voice broke in&mdash;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Good day, Miss Greatheart!&rdquo; it said.
- </p>
- <p>
- The schoolmistress smiled, made a prim curtsey, and answered, &ldquo;Good day,
- sir!&rdquo; Then she waited to see if her visitor had anything more to say.
- </p>
- <p>
- The new arrival was a man, and Walter, who was looking at him, thought he
- was the handsomest man he had ever seen in his life. He was dressed as a
- clergyman, but the cut of his garments-was elegant and eminently becoming.
- As his eye fell upon Walter he raised his hat, and discovered a head
- beautifully shaped and slightly thinning at the temples. Walter remained
- fascinated, staring at the man, who moved here and there with easy grace,
- and whose face grew singularly handsome with every varying expression
- which flitted across it.
- </p>
- <p>
- He had not much to say to the schoolmistress; and as he moved away his hat
- was again swept off to Walter, and the clergyman&rsquo;s eyes rested upon him
- for a moment with a look one might love to paint in the eyes of a saint.
- </p>
- <p>
- Walter turned to Miss Greatheart.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;A handsome fellow,&rdquo; he said, &ldquo;&mdash;a very handsome fellow; and a
- clergyman, I see, by his dress. Who is he? One of Mr. Santley&rsquo;s curates, I
- suppose?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- The schoolmistress stared at him for a moment in amazement.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;One of Mr. Santley&rsquo;s curates!&rdquo; she said. &ldquo;Why, my dear sir, that is our
- vicar himself!&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- <br /><br />
- </p>
- <hr />
- <p>
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- </p>
- <div style="height: 4em;">
- <br /><br /><br /><br />
- </div>
- <h2>
- CHAPTER XX. IN THE GLOAMING.
- </h2>
- <p class="pfirst">
- <span class="dropcap" style="font-size: 4.00em">I</span> t was now Walters
- turn to look amazed.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;That Mr. Santley!&rdquo; he said. &ldquo;Why, he is quite a young man!&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Of course he is&mdash;and handsome as good, and good as handsome. But
- won&rsquo;t you come in, Mr. Hetherington, and have some refreshment? It is two
- hours quite since you opened out your sketch-book at the gate!&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- This time Walter accepted her invitation, and followed her into the quaint
- little parlour, where most of her days were spent. The little maid who
- attended to the house had got a holiday with the children, and Dora was
- left to attend to herself that day. Walter was glad of it, since he was
- left free to sit by the window and follow the train of his thoughts, while
- Dora busied herself spreading the snowy cloth upon the table, and setting
- forth her simple fare. When it was ready, he came to the table and ate
- some strawberries and drank some milk, thinking all the while of Mr.
- Santley. Presently he spoke of him.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;You have known Mr. Santley some time, Miss Greatheart?&rdquo; he said.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;I was schoolmistress here when he came.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;He is a very good man, you said?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Yes, indeed. But it stands to reason that a man with Mr. Santley&rsquo;s gifts
- must be very good indeed not to get spoiled. In justice to at least half
- of his congregation, he ought to marry.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Why, pray?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Why? If he had arrived here with a wife, many a young girl in the village
- would have been saved a severe heartache. He is a prize in the matrimonial
- lottery well worth striving for. He is idolized by every female in the
- village. Now, it is certain he cannot marry them all, and on the day when
- the happy one is chosen, fancy the hearts that will break!&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Yours amongst the number?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;No, sir; I am happy to say I am free. But I take no credit to myself on
- that account. If I had been idle like some of the young ladies here, there
- might have been another victim added to the list; but I have so much to do
- in the school, I have no time to think about the vicar,&rdquo; she added. &ldquo;Have
- you heard him preach, Mr. Hetherington?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;No, not yet.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Ah, you must go to the church tomorrow. He speaks magnificently, and
- looks a picture in his robes; besides, his sister, Miss Santley, told me
- he will wear for the first time to-morrow a new surplice and a magnificent
- embroidered band, which has been worked for him by Miss Dove!&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- At the mention of his cousin&rsquo;s name Walter felt his face flush and his
- heart leap; but he made no direct reply. He went on eating his
- strawberries, and turned his face to the open window, as he said&mdash;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;What have you made for him, Miss Greatheart?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;I? Oh, nothing! He has so many beautiful presents from the young ladies
- in the village that he has no need of them from me, even if I had the time
- to make them, which I have not; all day I am teaching in the school, and
- all the evening I am busy preparing lessons for the following day.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Have you always lived here?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Not always. My mother was a prison matron at Preston, and we lived
- together until she died, several years ago; then, through the influence of
- some friends, I got this place, and have lived here ever since!&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Working and striving,&rdquo; added Walter; &ldquo;finding pleasure in things which to
- some would mean only trouble and irritation. During the holidays do you
- ever come to London, Miss Greatheart?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;No; I generally remain here.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;From choice?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Not at all. I should like a change; but then, to go alone to a city where
- you have no friends, and to parade crowded streets alone, is a holiday
- which I should not enjoy.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Walter rose to go.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;You will come back and finish the sketch on Monday, perhaps?&rdquo; said Dora.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;I shall be glad to; I should like, above all, to finish the figure
- leaning on the gate.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Then you must come in the evening. I promise to give you an hour after
- school hours.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Then Walter shook hands with her and left, taking the way to the inn
- instead of to the Vicarage. He would make no appeal to the clergyman. The
- sight of Mr. Santley, so different to the benevolent, elderly gentleman of
- his imagination, had decided him on that point; it had also brought with
- it other trouble, for it threw an entirely new light on Edith&rsquo;s religious
- fervour.
- </p>
- <p>
- Was it, then, the man or the church, infatuation or fanaticism? He asked
- himself the question for the first time. Was Edith among the mass of
- simple girls who were breaking their hearts for his sake? Probably. It
- remained now for him to watch her, and ascertain the truth.
- </p>
- <p>
- He went up to the cottage that evening, and regarded Edith with quite a
- new light in his eyes. She also seemed changed. Her manner was restless
- and ill at ease; her cheek was flushed. All through the dinner she
- scarcely touched any food, but glanced furtively at her aunt and cousin.
- </p>
- <p>
- When the dinner was over, they all retired to the drawing-room as usual.
- </p>
- <p>
- Here Ediths restlessness asserted itself more strongly. Instead of sitting
- quietly to her work, as was her usual custom, she flitted restlessly about
- the room. Presently she declared that she had a terrible headache, and
- wished her cousin &ldquo;good night.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;I have been trying to bear it,&rdquo; she said, &ldquo;but it gets worse instead of
- better. You will excuse me for to-night, Walter, will you not?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- As he took her hand and held it for a moment in his, he felt that it was
- trembling and very hot. He scarcely believed in the headache, but he
- deemed silence the most prudent course; so he wished her &ldquo;good night&rdquo;
- without more ado.
- </p>
- <p>
- Her aunt rose to go with her to her room, but permission to do so was
- firmly refused.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;You will stay and keep Walter company, or else you will make me regret I
- did not bear the pain without a word. Indeed, dear aunt, all I want is
- rest and quietness. I shall be quite well to-morrow.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- So she went. Mrs. Russell sat down again to her wool-work, and Walter
- subsided into his chair.
- </p>
- <p>
- There was not much talking done after that, and Walter, as soon as his
- cigar was finished, rose to take his leave. The old lady looked at him
- tenderly and sadly, but she said nothing. Instinct had told her the true
- state of, things between the cousins; she was sorry, but helpless. It
- would be better, she thought to herself, if the poor boy would resign a
- useless courtship, since Edith had evidently no affection to give, and
- take to himself some pretty little wife who would make his home happy.
- </p>
- <p>
- He did not return directly to the inn, but with head bent in deep thought
- he strolled on, he knew not whither. He was wondering whether or not this
- hopeless quest should end. If Edith had deceived him&mdash;if, indeed, it
- was the man, and not religion, which held the girl so entranced&mdash;why,
- then his task of regeneration would surely be a very difficult one. It was
- strange, he thought, that Edith, knowing his mistake, should have allowed
- it to remain. He had repeatedly spoken to her of Mr. Santley as an elderly
- man; and, although she knew the truth, she had never corrected him. It
- looked black, very black; the more he thought over it, the more
- complicated matters became.
- </p>
- <p>
- He had been so engrossed in his own thoughts, that he had been almost
- unaware of his own actions. He was only conscious of strolling idly on and
- on, he knew not in what direction. Suddenly he paused, looked helplessly
- about him; then took a few stealthy steps forward, and paused again. Where
- he was he did not know. The night had grown quite dark and chilly, for
- heavy, rain-charged clouds were covering both stars and moon. But his
- quick ear had detected what his eyes could not at first perceive&mdash;the
- close neighbourhood of two figures in earnest conversation&mdash;a man and
- a woman. The darkness shrouded their figures, but the breeze brought to
- him the sound of their voices. Walter hated to play the spy, yet for once
- in his life his feet refused to move. For he had recognized one of the
- voices as belonging to his cousin Edith.
- </p>
- <p>
- Yes, the voice was Ediths.
- </p>
- <p>
- Having wished her aunt and cousin &ldquo;good night,&rdquo; she had hastened to her
- room and locked the door; but instead of throwing herself on the bed, she
- had lit the candles, sat down near the dressing-table, drawn forth a
- letter from her pocket, and begun to read.
- </p>
- <p>
- The letter was as follows:&mdash;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;My dear Miss Dove,
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;I am very sorry to hear that you have been suffering. You will find what
- you require at Dr. Spruce&rsquo;s surgery. You are right about the time&mdash;nine
- o&rsquo;clock will do very well.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Yours faithfully,
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Charles Santley.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- This letter had come through the post in the ordinary way. It had been
- handed to Edith in the morning; and the very sight of it had sent the hot
- blood coursing through her veins, and kept her in a state of feverish
- excitement the whole day. It was the knowledge of this piece of paper in
- her pocket which had rendered her so uneasy during the dinner; it was the
- knowledge of this letter also which had caused her excitement after
- dinner, and which finally had made her wish her cousin a hasty &ldquo;good
- night.&rdquo; And now, as she read it again, the flush remounted to her cheeks
- and her heart beat pleasantly. She had not seen Santley alone since that
- Sunday morning, nearly a week past, when the two had parted in anger&mdash;an
- anger which to Edith meant utter misery and prostration. And now, at the
- eleventh hour, he had written to her appointing a meeting, and she was
- ready to fly to him with open arms.
- </p>
- <p>
- She sat for some time looking at the letter, reading it over and over
- until she knew every word of it by heart; then she kissed it, returned it
- to her pocket, opened the window, and looked out. It was a cloudy but fine
- night, and the welcome darkness was gathering quickly.
- </p>
- <p>
- If it would only rain, she thought, they would be sure to have the road to
- themselves in that case; and for herself, why, what did it matter so long
- as she felt her lovers arms about her again, and knew that he was true?
- But now her first care was to effect her escape stealthily from the house.
- She had decided upon her course of action; the great difficulty which
- remained was to carry it through. She hastily put on her walking boots,
- took up a cloak of sombre colour, fastened it round her, drew the hood
- over her head, and stood ready to set forth to the place of meeting&mdash;which
- she knew, by old experience, well.
- </p>
- <p>
- She opened her bedroom door and listened. She could hear nothing. Perhaps
- her cousin was gone, perhaps he was still sitting in the drawingroom,
- quietly smoking his cigar. In any case, it seemed, she need not fear
- interruption; the way was clear. She hastily blew out her candles, locked
- her door, and slipped the key into her pocket; then noiselessly descending
- the stairs, she left the house unseen.
- </p>
- <p>
- In the garden she hesitated, curious to know what they could all be doing;
- so she crept round the house and peeped in at the drawing-room window.
- Walter was still there, but he stood near the door, holding his aunts
- hand, and evidently taking his leave. Edith turned, and without more ado
- fled quickly in the darkness.
- </p>
- <p>
- Even as Edith was leaving the cottage, Santley was already at the
- meeting-place, walking with impatient strides up and down the lonely lane
- selected for their interview, and wondering as every minute passed away
- why Edith did not come.
- </p>
- <p>
- A week&rsquo;s reflection, and the frequent sight of Edith&rsquo;s pale, careworn face
- when they met in public, had brought him to this pass. He saw that she was
- suffering, and for the sake of what she had been to him he felt really
- sorry. Besides, he looked at the matter philosophically, and he asked
- himself, why <i>should</i> they quarrel? After all, she had been very
- patient and forbearing; and for that little fit of jealousy about Mrs.
- Haldane she had been sufficiently punished.
- </p>
- <p>
- But perhaps there was another and a stronger motive for this sudden wish
- for a meeting and a reconciliation. So long as this absurd quarrel
- continued, it was evident Edith had no intention of visiting the Vicarage;
- and this fact alone subjected him to a series of unpleasant questions from
- his sister. Santley therefore decided that it would be better for him in
- every possible way to send the letter, which would be certain to effect a
- reconciliation.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Is it you, Edith? Quick! Is it you?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- His quick ear had caught the rustle of her dress on the grass. Even as the
- words left his lips came the eager answer.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Yes, Charles; I have come!&rdquo; And the girl, forgetting all their quarrels,
- leapt with a glad cry into his arms.
- </p>
- <p>
- For a time no words were spoken. After that one cry of joy, Edith had laid
- her head upon his shoulder and sobbed as if her heart would break. At this
- manifestation of hysteria, Santley was not altogether pleased; but he
- could say nothing, so he clasped his arms firmly about her, and tried to
- soothe her sorrow. When at last Edith lifted her head from his shoulder he
- kissed her lips, and whispered to her so gently that the girl&rsquo;s heart beat
- as gladly as it had done the first day that words like these had been
- spoken.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;There, there,&rdquo; said the good man, kissing her again, and patting her head
- like that of a spoilt child. &ldquo;You are better now, my darling; and remember
- you must not quarrel with me again. You were breaking your little heart
- for nothing at all.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Part of the girls emotion had communicated itself to him; and for the time
- being, while he stood there holding her to him, feeling her breath upon
- her cheek, her clinging arms about his neck, he felt almost as
- passionately disposed as he had done the first day that he told her of his
- love. As for Edith, a serene happiness and peace seemed to enter into her
- soul. They stood thus for some time, exchanging whispered words and fond
- embraces; then the clergyman told her she had better go. A spot or two of
- rain had fallen, and the sky was clouding over as if for a storm.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Will you play the organ to-morrow, Edith?&rdquo; he asked, as they moved away
- together.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Yes, if you wish it.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;I do wish it, Edith; for when you are playing, it seems as if you were
- helping me with my work.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Sweet words! She said nothing, but the hand which lay in his pressed his
- fondly, and he knew that she was pleased.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;And will you come to the Vicarage to-morrow afternoon, and have tea with
- us? I shall be so glad if you will!&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- He did not add that his sister, wondering all the week at Edith&rsquo;s
- non-appearance, had threatened repeatedly to call at the cottage, when she
- would doubtless have elicited something of the truth.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;No, I cannot come!&rdquo; she said; &ldquo;my cousin, Walter Hetherington, is staying
- in the village, and so long as he remains here he is to spend the evenings
- with us. As to-morrow is Sunday, and no work can be done, my aunt has
- invited him up for the day.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Santley was relieved, very much relieved indeed. He could now give his
- sister a tangible reason for Edith&rsquo;s absence from the Vicarage, while he
- himself would be perfectly free to spend the afternoon with Mrs. Haldane.
- He tried, to suppress the delight which he could not help feeling, and
- said quietly, &ldquo;Let us hope the young man will make a speedy departure, if
- he means to monopolize you so much. But that reminds me, Edith, a young
- man, a Mr. Walter Hetherington, called upon me to-day and left his card. I
- suppose it is the same?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Of course it is,&rdquo; returned Edith. &ldquo;But what could he want with <i>you?</i>&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;I don&rsquo;t in the least know. Nothing of very great importance, I suppose,
- since he promised to call again, and never reappeared.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- The clergyman paused.
- </p>
- <p>
- They had come now to within a short distance of Edith&rsquo;s home. Again, after
- a furtive look round, he clasped her fondly to him, pressed her lips, and
- murmured, &ldquo;Good night, my Edith!&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Good night,&rdquo; returned the girl, withdrawing herself reluctantly from his
- embrace. &ldquo;Oh, I am so happy now! You were quite right, dear; another week
- like the last would have broken my heart!&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Thus they parted&mdash;Edith, happy as a child, creeping quickly to the
- cottage; the good man smiling celestially, and well pleased to have made
- everything comfortable at little personal inconvenience, walking back to
- his holy hearth, and thinking of his Sunday sermon.
- </p>
- <p>
- <br /><br />
- </p>
- <hr />
- <p>
- <a name="link2HCH0008" id="link2HCH0008"> </a>
- </p>
- <div style="height: 4em;">
- <br /><br /><br /><br />
- </div>
- <h2>
- CHAPTER XXI. IN THE VICARAGE PARLOUR.
- </h2>
- <p class="pfirst">
- <span class="dropcap" style="font-size: 4.00em">N</span>early the whole of
- this interview had been witnessed by Walter Hetherington. He had heard,
- yet he had not heard; for, though instinct told him that the voice was
- Edith&rsquo;s, he could only catch fragments of what she said. Nevertheless, as
- he remained crouched in the shadow of the trees, he was conscious of sobs
- and tears, of stolen kisses and softly murmured words. He remained until
- the interview was over; then, when the two walked together back towards
- the village, he still very stealthily followed them. When they stopped
- again, he heard the passionate words of parting. His suspicions were, in
- his own despite, fast becoming certainties; they were soon established
- certainties beyond a doubt. He followed the girl after she had left her
- lover, and saw her stealthily open the door and disappear across the
- threshold of Edith&rsquo;s home.
- </p>
- <p>
- Then Walter turned, and feeling like one who has had a terrible nightmare,
- he walked back to his lodgings at the inn. He was sorry he had not had
- time to follow the man, for he remained completely in the dark as to who
- he might be. He got little sleep that night. The next morning he awoke
- sadly unrefreshed. After breakfast he strolled out among the meadows; and
- when he heard the bells ring, calling the villagers to prayer, he entered
- the church with the rest.
- </p>
- <p>
- When the congregation had assembled and the clergyman was in his place,
- Walter looked about for Edith. He felt almost a sense of relief when he
- saw that she was present; it repulsed him to think of her calmly joining
- in the service after the events of last night. He looked at the gallery
- where the school children bestowed themselves, and saw Dora, quiet,
- unobtrusive, and happy, sitting serenely amongst her flaxen-haired flock.
- How cosy, how comfortable she was! but the very bitterness of his heart
- compelled him to ask himself the question: was she as bad as the rest? At
- one time, yes, even so late as the preceding night, he had possessed so
- much blind faith in genuine human nature as to believe that the face
- indicated the soul. Now, however, he felt that such a belief was puerile
- and false. No woman on earth could possess a more spiritual countenance
- than his cousin Edith&mdash;yet his eyes had assured him of the blackness
- and impurity of her soul. Disappointment was turning his heart to gall.
- </p>
- <p>
- At last the service was ended: the congregation streamed forth, Walter
- amongst the rest. The crush was so great he could hardly get along&mdash;for
- Mr. Santley was a popular preacher. Once outside the edifice, Walter
- paused to draw his breath and look about him. He started, turned first
- hot, then cold, for not many yards from him was Edith herself, calmly
- leaving the church with the rest. Almost before he could recover himself
- she saw him, and advanced with a bright smile and outstretched hand.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;I saw you in church,&rdquo; she said, &ldquo;and thought you looked dreadfully pale.
- Are you not well, Walter?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- He murmured something about late hours and a sleepless night; then he had
- to confess he had been looking about for her, for he added&mdash;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;I did not see <i>you</i> in church.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;No, you would not. I was in the organ-room. It is my Sunday for playing,
- you remember!&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- To this he made no reply. He was wondering how it was that Edith could
- manage so effectually to play such a double part. He expected at least a
- downcast eye, and a blush of guilt upon her cheek; with this he might have
- been tolerably satisfied. But Edith&rsquo;s face looked brighter than it had
- done for many a day.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;I forgot to ask you,&rdquo; he said suddenly, &ldquo;if your headache was better.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;My headache?&rdquo; she replied. She had been so engrossed with happy thoughts
- at the reconciliation, that the question took her completely by surprise.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Ah yes,&rdquo; she added, suddenly recollecting herself; &ldquo;it is so much better,
- that I had quite forgotten it. You see what a good night&rsquo;s rest will do!&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Walter uttered an impatient sigh, and turned on his heel; while Edith
- added&mdash;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;You are coming up to dine with us to-day, you know. Shall we walk
- together?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;I am not coming!&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Not coming? I thought&mdash;&mdash;&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Yes, I did accept your aunt&rsquo;s invitation; but I feel upset to-day, and am
- not fit company for anyone. Will you make my excuses at home?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Yes, certainly I will; and I hope that to-morrow you will be so much
- better. Good-bye.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- She shook hands with him, and tripped away.
- </p>
- <p>
- For a time Walter made no attempt to move, but gazed after her with eyes
- full of sadness and despair. Although he said to himself that henceforth
- Edith must be nothing to him, he felt pained at the curtness with which
- she could dismiss him. He had noticed that she had never once attempted to
- persuade him to alter his decision; indeed, she had not been able to hide
- from him her delight at hearing it, and he felt very bitter.
- </p>
- <p>
- He turned from the church, walked away, and, after strolling about for
- some time he knew not whither, he raised his head and found himself quite
- close to the schoolmistress&rsquo;s cottage. Dora stood in the doorway,
- surrounded by her flowers.
- </p>
- <p>
- She came forward when she saw him, and, after giving him a bright smile
- and a warm handshake, stood by the gate and continued to talk. She was a
- wise little woman, and knew exactly what to say and what to leave unsaid;
- she had been a witness of the interview between the cousins in the
- churchyard that morning, and her woman&rsquo;s instinct had divined something of
- the true state of things. So she chatted pleasantly to the young man, and
- took no notice whatever of his pale cheek and peculiarity of manner; and
- when he said suddenly, &ldquo;Are you not going to ask me in to-day, Miss
- Greatheart?&rdquo; she threw open the gate at once, and said that she was sadly
- neglectful and inhospitable, and that if Mr. Hetherington would like to
- come in, he would be more than welcome. So he followed her again into the
- quaint little parlour, and again took his seat by the open window, to gaze
- with strange, meditative eyes upon the little garden where the sun was
- shining. It was a ragged little garden enough, and by no means well cared
- for, since Dora was not rich enough to pay for labour, like her more
- fortunate neighbours in the village.
- </p>
- <p>
- During her leisure hours she worked among the flower-beds until her plump
- hands ached again; but, after all, her leisure hours were very few, and
- the grass and weeds grew so quickly. Walter saw that the grass was many
- inches too long, and that it was scattered thickly with withered
- rose-leaves; that here and there a rose tree was sadly in want of the
- pruning knife. But that did not make the scent of the flowers any the less
- delicious; nor did it take from the quiet beauty of their place. There was
- plenty of light and colour everywhere, and there was beauty.
- </p>
- <p>
- While looking at the garden, Walter began to think of the gardens mistress&mdash;quiet
- little Dora, living so contented among her children; and in the winter
- still living here alone, when the flowers had faded, when withered
- rose-leaves were scattered profusely on the grass, and the leafless
- branches of the trees bent before the biting breath of the bitter winter
- wind. It was a pretty picture of Dora&mdash;he loved it as we love the
- creatures of our imagination; it seemed to make Dora belong to him,
- artistically, as it were, and bring him consolation. Then his reflections
- took another turn, and he began, for the first time, to think it strange
- that the little woman should be so much alone.
- </p>
- <p>
- He said something of this to Dora; and she laughed and blushed, and
- answered frankly enough.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Yes, I am a good deal alone. You see, I am in an equivocal position. I am
- too good for the servants, and not good enough for their mistresses. I am
- only the governess!&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;At any rate,&rdquo; said Walter, &ldquo;you have contrived to brighten up what would
- otherwise have been a very cheerless visit. As a token of my gratitude,
- will you accept a little present from me?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;I want no present, sir; your friendly words are quite enough.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Nonsense! I should like to give you some of the sketches I have made of
- the village.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;To me! give them to me?&rdquo; said Dora, with wide-open eyes. &ldquo;Why, Mr.
- Hetherington, I thought you wanted them to&mdash;to&mdash;&mdash;&mdash;-&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;To&mdash;what?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Well, to remind you of this visit!&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Perhaps when I began them I had some notion of that kind in my head; we
- are all fools sometimes, you know. But I have changed my mind; I don&rsquo;t
- want to be reminded of this visit. Yes, I shall give you the sketches&mdash;that
- is to say, if you will accept them; and when I have taken my departure&mdash;and
- I shall do so soon&mdash;I shall try to forget that such a village as
- Omberley ever existed at all.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;And the people,&rdquo; said Dora; &ldquo;of course you will try to forget the
- people?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;That is the first thing I shall try to do!&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- We are most of us selfish in our grief, and Walter was no exception to the
- rule. Mortified and suffering himself, it never once entered his head that
- he might be unpolite, and even rude, to another. But the knife entered
- Dora&rsquo;s little heart, and made her wince. She had been happy in the
- knowledge that she had met a fellow-creature who could treat her exactly
- as an equal&mdash;a man whom she could call a friend; and lo! when her
- interest is strongest, when she has been telling herself that the memory
- of the few days which he has brightened for ever will linger in her memory
- and never die, he came to tell her that his first effort would be to
- forget the place&mdash;and <i>her</i>.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;I will take the pictures, if you like, Mr. Hetherington, but merely as a
- loan. You will change your mind again.. I am convinced that some day you
- will ask me for them back again, and when you do they shall certainly be
- yours. But the sketch of the cottage&mdash;is it finished already?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;The sketch of the cottage? Oh, I should like to keep <i>that</i>. It
- contains the picture of a lady whom I should certainly not like to
- forget.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Then, while the glad light danced in Dora&rsquo;s eyes again, he rose and took
- her hand, as he said&mdash;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Good-bye, Miss Greatheart. When I said I should forget the village and
- the people I was wrong. Your kindness and hospitality I shall always
- remember.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- So he crossed the threshold of the happy little schoolhouse, to stroll out
- again into the sunshine; and again he thought very bitterly of the woman
- who had effectually taken all the sunshine from his life.
- </p>
- <p>
- He need not have thought so bitterly of her. If she had wounded him she
- was receiving her punishment.
- </p>
- <p>
- Having left Walter in the churchyard, Edith flew home like one walking on
- air. She had accepted his decision gleefully, never attempting to alter it
- by word or look, for she was thinking all the time of the invitation she
- had received from Mr. Santley, and which had cost her such a pang to
- refuse. Walter&rsquo;s sudden determination left her free&mdash;free to spend a
- few hours in the company of the man who was more to her than the whole
- world. Lighthearted and happy, she hurried home, gave Walter&rsquo;s message to
- her aunt, and then sat down and made a very hearty meal. After it was
- over, and a reasonable time had elapsed, she again put on her hat, and
- told her aunt she was going down to the Vicarage.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;I shan&rsquo;t be back till late, aunt,&rdquo; she added, &ldquo;for, as I have to go to
- the Vicarage, I may as well walk to evening service with Miss Santley. If
- Walter changes his mind and comes, you will look after him well, won&rsquo;t
- you?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- And Mrs. Russell, promising implicit obedience, kissed her niece fondly,
- and watched her go down the road. On reaching the Vicarage, Edith was
- admitted at once. There was no necessity to take her card and keep her
- waiting while she ascertained if master or mistress was at home. She was
- known to the servants as a visitor who was always welcome&mdash;at any
- rate to the mistress of the house. So, without any preamble at all, she
- was shown into the sitting-room, and into the presence of Miss Santley.
- </p>
- <p>
- The room was as luxuriously furnished as any in the Vicarage, and
- charmingly decorated with the choicest of hothouse flowers. The lady sat
- in a low wicker chair, with a book in her hand, and at her elbow a little
- gipsy table, holding a tea-service of Dresden china. The opening of the
- door disturbed the lady. She let her book fall upon her knee, and looked
- up dreamily; but the moment her eye fell upon Edith she rose, smiling
- brightly, gave the girl both her hands, and kissed her fondly.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;My dear Edith, I am so glad!&rdquo; she exclaimed; and there was a ring of
- genuine welcome in her voice. &ldquo;Why, you are a perfect stranger.&mdash;Jane,
- bring a cup for Miss Dove.&mdash;Now, dear, select your chair, take off
- your hat, and make yourself comfortable.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Edith did as she was bidden. She placed her hat on one of the many little
- tables with which the room abounded, stood before one of the glasses for a
- moment to rectify any disarrangement of hair and costume; then she drew
- forth a little wicker chair similar to that occupied by her hostess, and
- sat down. By this time the teapot was brought in, and the tea poured, so
- Edith sat and sipped it, talking and laughing meanwhile like a happy
- child.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Well, dear,&rdquo; said Miss Santley, &ldquo;and what have you been doing with
- yourself all the week? Charles tells me you have a cousin in the village,
- who completely monopolizes you. By the way, he told me that he had tried
- to persuade you to come to tea to-day, but that you had positively
- refused. That could not have been true.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Yes, it was true,&rdquo; returned Edith. &ldquo;I did refuse when he asked me,
- because I thought I could not come. I thought my cousin would dine with us
- as usual; but I met him at church this morning, and he said he was rather
- unwell and could not come. So I thought it would not matter if I came
- after all.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Matter! My dear, I am delighted.&rdquo; And so, having thus satisfactorily
- arranged matters, the two sat chatting to their hearts&rsquo; content.
- </p>
- <p>
- It was very pleasant, exceedingly pleasant&mdash;at any other time Edith
- would have enjoyed it hugely; but as the hands of the bronze clock on the
- chimneypiece travelled so quickly round, she began to grow uneasy, and to
- wonder at the protracted absence of her lover. Miss Santley was a very
- pleasant person indeed, and Edith was very fond of her; but it had been a
- stronger inducement than Miss Santley that had brought her to the Vicarage
- that afternoon. Santley must know she was in the house, thought Edith; it
- was strange he did not come.
- </p>
- <p>
- Suddenly Miss Santley glanced at the clock. In a moment she was on her
- feet.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;My dear,&rdquo; she exclaimed, &ldquo;how the time has flown! Do you play again
- to-night?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Yes.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- The lady nodded.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Well walk to church together, dear,&rdquo; she said. &ldquo;Amuse yourself by looking
- at the books, while I run away to get my bonnet and mantle on.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Ere the lady had reached the door of the room, Edith spoke. Prolonged
- disappointment had given her courage.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Mr. Santley is busy, I suppose?&rdquo; she said.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Mr. Santley&mdash;Charles? Oh, my dear, he&rsquo;s not at home!&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Not at home?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;No. If he had been, do you suppose for a moment, my dear, he would have
- allowed you to be all this time in the house without coming out to say
- &lsquo;How do you do&rsquo;? If he had known you had been coming, of course he would
- have stayed in; but he didn&rsquo;t know, so immediately after afternoon service
- he went to Foxglove Manor. He wanted to see Mrs. Haldane, and he said he
- should go straight from there to the church.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Miss Santley was near the door. The moment she had finished speaking she
- passed out of the room, and left Edith alone.
- </p>
- <p>
- It was not a pleasant task to her, this mentioning of Mrs. Haldane. She
- knew that people had already begun to speak somewhat unkindly of the
- relations between that lady and her brother. But since this was so, it was
- well that she should show to the world that she, his sister, thought
- nothing of it. Therefore she had made up her mind that, whenever it was
- necessary for her to mention that lady&rsquo;s name, she would do so without
- reserve of any kind. It was the only way, she thought, to prevent such
- absurd rumours from taking root.
- </p>
- <p>
- A very few minutes sufficed to make her toilet. At the end of that time
- she returned to the room where she had left Edith, to get her Prayer-book
- and the handkerchief which had fallen from her hand, and lay beside her
- chain.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Ready, dear?&rdquo; she asked brightly; then she paused, amazed.
- </p>
- <p>
- There sat Edith, pale as a ghost, reclining in an easy-chair, with her
- head thrown back, and her forehead covered by a handkerchief soaked with
- eau-de-cologne.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Why, my dear!&rdquo; exclaimed Miss Santley. &ldquo;Whatever is the matter? Has
- anything happened?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;No, nothing,&rdquo; said Edith, faintly. &ldquo;I have got a very bad headache, that
- is all; and&mdash;and&mdash;I cannot go to church again to-day, Miss
- Santley.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Go to church,&rdquo; echoed Miss Santley. &ldquo;Why, my dearest girl, of course you
- cant go to church! I will send Jane with a message to Charles, and stay
- and take care of you.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- But this Edith would not allow. She pulled the handkerchief from her
- forehead, and declared her intention of going home.
- </p>
- <p>
- Miss Santley kissed her kindly. At this exhibition of tenderness Edith
- fairly broke down. She threw her arms around the lady&rsquo;s neck, and burst
- into tears.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;I&mdash;I am so sorry,&rdquo; she said at last, when her sobs had somewhat
- subsided; &ldquo;but I could not help it. I&mdash;I am such a coward when I am
- ill!&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Miss Santley said nothing; she knew she could do nothing. There was some
- mystery here which she could not fathom, so she yielded to the girl&rsquo;s
- solicitations and allowed her to go home.
- </p>
- <p>
- <br /><br />
- </p>
- <hr />
- <p>
- <a name="link2HCH0009" id="link2HCH0009"> </a>
- </p>
- <div style="height: 4em;">
- <br /><br /><br /><br />
- </div>
- <h2>
- CHAPTER XXII. AT THE VICARAGE.
- </h2>
- <p class="pfirst">
- <span class="dropcap" style="font-size: 4.00em">O</span>ne evening about
- the middle of the week, as the Rev. Mr. Santley sat alone in his study a
- card was brought to him, on which was printed&mdash;
- </p>
- <p>
- Mr. Walter Hetherington.
- </p>
- <p>
- The clergyman raised his brows as he read, and asked the maid, who waited
- respectfully at the door, if the gentleman had not called upon him before.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Once before, sir!&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Did he state his business?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;He did not, sir; he only said he would not detain you long.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Well, ask the gentleman to be good enough to walk this way.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- The maid retired, and a moment afterwards Walter entered the room.
- </p>
- <p>
- The two men bowed to each other. One glance had assured Santley that any
- attempt at a warmer greeting would be injudicious; the other might not
- respond, and it would never do for the vicar of the parish to be snubbed
- by an itinerant painter whom nobody knew&mdash;besides, under the
- circumstances, a bow was ample greeting. He infused into it as much
- politeness as possible, welcomed his young friend to the Vicarage, and,
- pointing to a chair which he had drawn forward, begged him to be seated.
- Decidedly the clergyman was the most self-possessed of the two. For Walter
- took his seat in nervous silence; while Santley, wondering greatly in his
- own mind what could possibly have procured him the honour of that visit,
- kept the scene from flagging by that wonderful gift of small talk with
- which he was possessed.
- </p>
- <p>
- He was very pleased indeed to meet Mr. Hetherington. He had done him the
- honour to call upon him once before he thought&mdash;yes, he was sure of
- it; and he had also had the pleasure of meeting him once before, when he
- had not had the honour of his acquaintance. Was Mr. Hetherington thinking
- of making a long stay amongst them?
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Not very long,&rdquo; said Walter.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;I suppose you have made some charming sketches?&rdquo; continued the clergyman.
- &ldquo;There are pretty little spots about the village, spots well worthy of a
- painters brush. I used to do a little in that way myself when I was a
- youngster at college; but the vicar of a parish has onerous duties. I
- suppose at the present moment I should hardly know how to handle a brush.
- Are you thinking of leaving us soon, Mr. Hetherington?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;I am not quite sure!&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Ah! well, if you stay and would like to make use of my library, I should
- feel greatly honoured. It is the only thing I have to offer you, I fear;
- but I shall be very pleased indeed to put it at your service. It contains
- a few books on your own art, which might interest you.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;You are very kind, Mr. Santley.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Not at all, my dear sir; I am merely neighbourly. Life would be dreary
- indeed if one could not be neighbourly in a place like this!&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Mr. Santley, I have come to you for your advice.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- The clergyman, nervously dreading what was to follow, looked at his
- visitor with a calm smile, and answered pleasantly enough.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;My advice? My dear sir, I place it freely at your service, and myself
- also if I can be of the slightest use to you.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;You can be of very great use to me.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- The clergyman merely bowed this time and waited, so Walter continued&mdash;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;You know my cousin, Miss Edith Dove?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- As he spoke he fixed his eyes keenly upon the clergyman&rsquo;s face, but the
- latter made no sign; he neither winced nor changed colour, but answered
- calmly enough.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;I have the pleasure of the lady&rsquo;s acquaintance. She is one of the most
- esteemed members of my congregation.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;It is about Miss Dove I wished to speak to you.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Again the clergyman bowed; again he found it unnecessary to make a reply.
- </p>
- <p>
- Walter, growing somewhat ill at ease, continued&mdash;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;I don&rsquo;t mind confessing to you, Mr. Santley, that at one period of my
- career I hoped most earnestly, and indeed confidently believed, that at no
- very remote date I should have the happiness of making her my wife. I was
- sincerely attached to her; I believe she was attached to me. But recently
- all has changed. She is wasting her life; throwing aside all chance of
- happiness, through some mad infatuation about the Church.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Some mad infatuation about the Church!&rdquo; returned the clergyman,
- methodically. &ldquo;Really, my dear sir, I am afraid you forget you are
- speaking to a clergyman of the Church. As to Miss Dove, she is a lady
- whose conduct is without reproach; she is one of the Church&rsquo;s staunchest
- supporters!&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Then you approve her present mode of life; you uphold it? You will not
- advise her to shake her morbid fancies away? to accept an honest affection
- and a happy home?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Santley seemed to reflect.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;As a clergyman of the Church, I should advise her the other way, I think.
- Surely the fulfilment of religious duties points to a more elevated mode
- of existence than mere marrying and giving in marriage. I am sorry for
- you, since I believe that any man possessed of that lady&rsquo;s esteem might
- deem himself fortunate; still, I could not advise her to act against her
- conscience and the promptings of religion.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;And me, what do you advise me to do?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- The clergyman shrugged his shoulders. &ldquo;It seems to me that there is only
- one thing that you can do. If the lady finds your attentions disagreeable,
- surely the most honourable course for you to adopt would be to leave her&mdash;in
- peace.&rdquo; Walter rose, and the clergyman breathed more freely, believing
- that the interview had come to a satisfactory end. Neither of them spoke
- for a minute or so, till the clergyman looked up, and said quietly&mdash;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;You have something more to say, Mr. Hetherington?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Yes,&rdquo; 9 answered Walter; &ldquo;I have something more to say.&rdquo; Then, going a
- few steps nearer to the clergyman, he added, &ldquo;You are a hypocrite, Mr.
- Santley!&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- The clergyman&rsquo;s face grew pale. He rose hastily from his seat; but before
- he could speak Walter continued, vehemently&mdash;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Do you think I don&rsquo;t know you? Do you think I haven&rsquo;t discovered that it
- is you, and not the Church, who has taken my cousin from me? You talk to
- me of religion, of religious duties, and yet you know that you are playing
- the hypocrite to her, as you have done to me, and that you are breaking
- her heart.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- He paused, flushed, excited, and angry. The clergyman stood calm and very
- pale.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;You do well to seek this interview in my house, sir,&rdquo; he said. &ldquo;Now you
- have insulted me with impunity, perhaps you will take your leave.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- But Walter made no attempt to move.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Before I go,&rdquo; he said, &ldquo;I wish to know what are your plans regarding my
- cousin?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;And I should like to ask you, sir,&rdquo; returned the clergyman, &ldquo;what
- authority you have for interfering in my private affairs?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;I have no authority; your private affairs are nothing to me. I speak in
- the interest of my cousin!&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Really! I should fancy your interference would be hardly likely to do her
- much good.&rdquo; #
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Mr. Santley, I shall ask you one more question. Do you, or do you not,
- mean to marry my cousin?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;And if I refuse to answer?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;I shall make it my duty, before tomorrow night, to expose you.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Really!&rdquo; returned the clergyman, with an exasperating smile. &ldquo;You will
- draw your cousin&rsquo;s good name through the mire in order to throw a little
- mud at me. I should think, young man, you must be a treasure to your
- family. Good evening. I will ring for the servant to show you out.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- And he did ring&mdash;at the most opportune moment too; for Walter,
- staggered by that last thrust, perceived that his enemy was on the side of
- power. So, when in answer to her master&rsquo;s summons the servant appeared,
- Walter followed her; he was afraid to utter another word, for Edith&rsquo;s
- sake.
- </p>
- <p>
- When he was gone, all Santley&rsquo;s calmness deserted him, and he walked up
- and down the room in a fit of uncontrollable rage. When he had grown
- calmer, he sat down and wrote one of his neatly worded epistles to Edith,
- making an appointment for the following day.
- </p>
- <p>
- He half believed that Walter had come to him, as Edith&rsquo;s authorized
- messenger, to attempt to force upon him those bonds which he was so very
- reluctant to wear. The clergyman could not in any other way account for
- his knowledge of the relations existing between the two. It was well for
- Edith that at that moment she was not near her lover&mdash;well for her,
- also, that no meeting could take place between them until the following
- day.
- </p>
- <p>
- The next day Santley was very much more composed, and when he walked
- towards the trysting-place none would have known, from his outward
- appearance, that anything was materially wrong. He had made the
- appointment in daylight this time; since embraces could be dispensed with,
- so also could darkness and night. There was really nothing in this meeting
- after all; nothing but what might have been witnessed by a dozen pair of
- eyes. Those who did see it would see only an event of ordinary everyday
- life.
- </p>
- <p>
- Miss Edith Dove, walking leisurely towards the village, was overtaken by
- the clergyman, who paused to shake hands with her, and to walk with her a
- part of the way. Had any one looked closely at these two, he would have
- seen that the clergyman, though calm, was very pale; that Edith, pale too,
- had a weary, listless look about her face; that after she had shaken hands
- with her pastor, she quickly turned away her head, for her eyes grew dim
- with tears.
- </p>
- <p>
- If Santley saw the tears he did not care to notice them. He had found,
- directly they met, that she was suffering from one of those deplorable
- fits of temper which had more than once caused trouble between them; but
- that could not be taken any notice of now. If she chose to wear herself to
- a shadow, it was her own affair; he had something more important on hand.
- The interview could not be a long one, therefore he must reach the heart
- of the matter at once.
- </p>
- <p>
- So he began abruptly&mdash;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Edith, this new course you have adopted is a dangerous one, and had
- better be abandoned without loss of time.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- The girl raised her eyes to his face, and asked wearily&mdash;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;What do you mean? What have I done?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;I suppose you are responsible for your cousin&rsquo;s visit to my house; you
- must have instigated it, if you did not actually advise him!&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Again she raised her troubled eyes to his face, and said sadly&mdash;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;I don&rsquo;t know what you mean.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Then I will tell you, Edith. Your cousin, a hot-headed, ill-mannered
- youth, has thought fit to take upon himself the part of protector, or
- guardian, of your happiness. In this capacity he paid me a domiciliary
- visit yesterday, and treated me to some most violent abuse. He threatened
- to make known to the public the relations between us. I advised him to
- think it over, for your sake!&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;My cousin&mdash;Walter Hetherington, do you mean?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Most certainly.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;But how does he know? how has he learned?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;From you, I suppose.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;No; it is not from me,&rdquo; returned Edith, whose listlessness was fast
- disappearing. &ldquo;I have said nothing; I have never even mentioned your name
- to him. It must be known; it must be talked of in the village. Oh,
- Charles, spare me! Keep your promise to me, for God&rsquo;s sake! Any open
- disgrace would be more than I could bear. I should die.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- The girl, overcome by her emotion, had forgotten for the moment that their
- present interview was a perfectly public one. The clergyman coldly
- reminded her of the fact. Then, after she had forced upon herself a
- composure which she was far from feeling, he continued&mdash;&ldquo;You had
- better understand, Edith, once and for ever, that whatever my conduct may
- be, I do not choose to have it questioned by this exceedingly officious
- young man. A repetition of the scene of yesterday I will not bear. And as
- it is evident to me that my actions are under surveillance, I must refuse
- either to see or hear from you again, until that young man has removed
- himself from the village.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Charles, you surely don&rsquo;t mean that?&rdquo; exclaimed the girl.
- </p>
- <p>
- But he certainly did mean it, and though she pleaded and argued, he
- remained firm. At last she resolved that she would speak to Walter, resent
- his interference, and, if possible, induce him to return home.
- </p>
- <p>
- Then the two shook hands and parted.
- </p>
- <p>
- That evening Walter dined at the-cottage. During the dinner Edith scarcely
- looked at him; while he himself was silent and distrait. But after dinner,
- when they had all retired to the drawing-room, when the old lady had
- settled down to her wool-work, and Walter had lit his cigar, Edith threw a
- light shawl over her head, and asked him if he would come with her into
- the garden.
- </p>
- <p>
- Wondering very much at the request, Walter rose at once, and offered her
- his arm. She took it; but the moment they were alone she withdrew her hand
- and turned angrily upon him. Walter listened, and he found that he had
- some chance of being heard. He acknowledged that she had spoken the truth;
- he <i>had</i> interfered; he had deemed it quite right that he should do
- so for her sake.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;For my sake!&rdquo; returned Edith. &ldquo;It seems to me there is more of
- selfishness than benevolence in what you have done. What is it to you if I
- am engaged to Mr. Santley? and if we choose to keep our engagement a
- secret, what is that to you? I am my own mistress; I can act just as I
- think fit, without the fear of coercion from any one. <i>You</i>, at any
- rate, have no right to regulate my actions or to dictate them. I suppose
- you think I have no right to marry any one, simply because I refuse to be
- coerced into marrying you!&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- It was a cruel thing to say; but Edith was simply dealing him, secondhand,
- some of the stabs which she herself had received from her beloved pastor
- in the morning. The stabs went deep into his heart, and the wounds
- remained for many a day. When Edith had uttered a few more truisms with
- the characteristic selfishness of love and hatred, Walter coldly suggested
- that their pleasant stroll in the garden might be brought to a
- termination.
- </p>
- <p>
- They returned together to the house. As the old lady, beaming with delight
- at what she believed to be the sudden and happy reconciliation of the
- cousins, had prepared the tea, Walter pleased her by sitting down to take
- some before he said good night.
- </p>
- <p>
- But the next day he returned to town.
- </p>
- <p>
- <br /><br />
- </p>
- <hr />
- <p>
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- </p>
- <div style="height: 4em;">
- <br /><br /><br /><br />
- </div>
- <h2>
- CHAPTER XXIII. DR. DUPRÉ&rsquo;S ELIXIR.
- </h2>
- <p class="pfirst">
- <span class="dropcap" style="font-size: 4.00em">G</span>eorge Haldane
- returned home in the best of spirits. His paper had been received with
- enthusiasm by the <i>savants</i> of France, and his life in Paris had been
- one pleasant succession of visits, learned conversaziones, and private
- entertainments. Thanks to his happy pre-occupation, he scarcely noticed
- that his wife&rsquo;s manner was constrained, nervous, yet deeply solicitous;
- that she looked pale and worn, as if with constant watching; and that, in
- answer to his careless questioning as to affairs at home, she made only
- fragmentary replies.
- </p>
- <p>
- On entering his dressing-room to change his apparel, he found Baptisto,
- who was quietly undoing his portmanteau and selecting the necessary things
- with a calm air, as if his services had never been interrupted.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;So, my Baptisto,&rdquo; he said, clapping that worthy on the shoulder, &ldquo;you are
- not dead or buried, I see? Ah, you may smile, but I am quite aware of the
- trick you played me. Well, you have been the loser. You would have had a
- pleasant time of it in Paris, the best of entertainment, and nothing
- whatever to do.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;I am glad you have returned, senor,&rdquo; replied Baptisto, with his customary
- solemnity.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;I hope you have given satisfaction to your mistress during my absence?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;I hope so, senor.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Humph! we shall see what report she has to make concerning you, and if
- that is favourable, I may forgive your freak of laziness.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;I have not been lazy, senor,&rdquo; said Baptisto, quietly preparing the
- toilette.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Indeed! Pray, how have you been employing yourself?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Baptisto did not reply, but smiled again.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;How is your inamerata and her family? I saw the little woman curtsying as
- I passed through the lodge-gates.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Baptisto shook his head solemnly.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Ah, senor,&rdquo; he said, &ldquo;you are mistaken. The woman of the lodge is a
- stupid person; and for the rest, I put no faith in women. <i>Cuerpo di
- Baccho</i>, no! They smile upon us when we are near; but no sooner do we
- turn our backs, than they smile upon some other man.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Pretty philosophy,&rdquo; returned Haldane, with a laugh. &ldquo;Why, you are a
- downright misogynist, my Baptisto. But I don&rsquo;t believe one word you say,
- for all that. Men who talk like you are generally very easy conquests, and
- I would bet twenty to one on the little widow still.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Ah, senor, if all women were like your signora, it would be different.
- She is so good, so pure, so faithful at her devotions. It is a great thing
- to have religion.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- As Baptisto spoke his back was turned to his master, so that the
- extraordinary expression of his face was unnoticed, and there was no
- indication in his tone that he spoke satirically. Haldane shrugged his
- shoulders and said nothing, not caring to discuss his wife&rsquo;s virtues with
- a servant, however familiar. Presently he went downstairs to dinner. All
- that evening he was very affectionate and merry, talking volubly of his
- adventures in Paris, of his scientific acquaintances, and of such new
- discoveries as they had brought under his notice. In the course of his
- happy chat he spoke frequently of a new acquaintance, one Dr. Dupré, whom
- he had met in the French capital. &ldquo;The French, however far behind the
- Germans in speculative affairs,&rdquo; he observed, &ldquo;are far their superiors,
- and ours, in physiology. Take this Dupré, for example. He is a wonderful
- fellow! His dissections and vivisections&rsquo; have brought him to such a point
- of mastery that he is almost certain that he has discovered the problem
- poor Lewes broke his heart over&mdash;how and by what mechanism we can&rsquo;t
- think. I don&rsquo;t quite believe he has succeeded in that great discovery, but
- some of his minor discoveries are extraordinary. Did you read the account
- in the papers of his elixir of death?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Ellen shook her head. The very name seemed horrible.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;His elixir of death?&rdquo; she repeated.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Yes. A chemical preparation, the fundamental principle of which is
- morphine. By its agency he can so produce in a living organism the
- ordinary phenomena of death, that even <i>rigor mortis</i> is simulated. I
- saw the experiment tried on two rabbits, a Newfoundland dog, and, to crown
- all, on the human subject. They were all, to every appearance, dead; the
- rabbits for twenty-four hours, the dog for half a day, and the woman for
- an hour and a half.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Horrible!&rdquo; exclaimed Ellen, with a shudder. &ldquo;Do you actually mean he
- experimented on a living woman?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Yes; on a strapping wench, the daughter of his housekeeper; and a very
- fine thing she made of it. We subscribed together, and presented her with
- a purse of a thousand francs.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;I think such things are wicked,&rdquo; cried Ellen, with some warmth. &ldquo;Mere
- mortals have no right to play, in that way, with the mystery of life and
- death.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;My dear Nell,&rdquo; cried Haldane, laughing, &ldquo;it is in the interests of
- science!&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;But I am sure it is not right. Life is given and taken by God alone.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Your argument, if accepted, would make all mankind accept the religion of
- the Peculiar People, who will cure no diseases by human intervention. As
- to this business of suspended animation, it is merely a part of our
- discoveries in anodynes. Dupré&rsquo;s experiment, I know, is perfectly safe.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;But that is not the question.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;How so, my dear?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;What I mean is, that death is too solemn and awful a thing to imitate as
- you describe. Such experiments are simply blasphemous, in my opinion.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Come, come,&rdquo; cried the philosopher. &ldquo;There is no blasphemy where there is
- no irreverence. According to your religious people, your priests of the
- churches, there was blasphemy in circumnavigating the globe; in
- discovering the circulation of the blood; in ascertaining the age of the
- earth; and, still later, in using chloroform to lessen the pangs of
- parturition.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;But what purpose can be served by such experiments as <i>that?</i>&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;A good many,&rdquo; was the reply. &ldquo;For example, it may help us to the
- discovery of the nature of life itself, which has puzzled everybody, from
- Parmenides down to Haeckel. If we can by a simple anodyne suspend the
- vital mechanism for a period, and then by a vegetable antidote restore it
- again to action, the resurrection of Lazarus will cease to be a miracle,
- and the pretensions of Christianity&mdash;&mdash;&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Ellen rose impatiently, with an expression of sincere pain.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;My dear Nell, what is the matter?&rdquo; cried her husband.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;I cannot bear to hear you discuss such a thing. Oh, George, if you would
- leave such wicked speculations alone, and try to believe in the mystery
- and sovereignty of God!&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;You mean, burn my books, and go to hear your seraphic friend every
- Sunday?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Had he not touched, unconsciously, on another painful chord? Why,
- otherwise, did his wife flush scarlet and partially avert her face?
- Conquering herself with an effort, she went over to him, and bending over
- him, looked fondly into his face.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;You are so much cleverer than I, so much wiser, and do you think I am not
- proud of your wisdom? But, all the same, dear, I wish you did not think as
- you do. When life becomes a mere experiment, a mere thing of mechanism,
- what will be left? If we knew everything, even what we are, and why we
- exist, the world would be a tomb&mdash;with no place in it for the Living
- God.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Touched by her manner, Haldane drew her down by his side and kissed her;
- then, with more earnestness than he had yet exhibited, he answered her,
- holding her hand in his own and pressing it softly.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;My dear Nell, do me the justice to believe that I am not quite a
- materialist; simple agnosticism is the very converse of materialism. There
- is not living a scientific philosopher of any eminence who does not, in
- his calculations, postulate a mystery which can never be solved by the
- finest intellect. Even if we had fully completed, with the poet&mdash;=
- </p>
- <p>
- The new creed of science, which showeth to man
- </p>
- <p>
- How he darkly began,
- </p>
- <p>
- How he grew from a cell to a soul, without plan;
- </p>
- <p>
- How he breaks like a wave of the ocean, and goes
- </p>
- <p>
- To eternal repose&mdash;
- </p>
- <p>
- A tone that must fade, tho&rsquo; the great Music grows! &lsquo;=
- </p>
- <p>
- even then, we should know nothing of the First Cause. That must for ever
- remain inscrutable.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;But how horrible it would be to believe in annihilation? <i>Can</i> you
- believe in it?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Certainly not,&rdquo; replied the philosopher.
- </p>
- <p>
- Ellens face brightened.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Oh, I am so glad to hear you say that!&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;My dear Nell, annihilation is absurd.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Now, isn&rsquo;t it?&rdquo; she cried triumphantly.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;It is refuted, on the face of it, by the doctrine of the conservation of
- force. Life is eternal, in one shape or another; no force can be
- destroyed, be sure of that!&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;I wish Mr. Santley could hear you! He wouldn&rsquo;t call you an atheist then!&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Haldane&rsquo;s face darkened angrily.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;What? Does the man actually&mdash;&mdash;&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Don&rsquo;t misunderstand,&rdquo; cried Ellen, flushing scarlet. &ldquo;I do not mean that
- he really calls you an atheist, but he is so sorry, so deeply sorry, that
- you do not believe. He does not know you, dear, and takes all my bear&rsquo;s
- satirical growling for solemn earnest. Now, when I tell him&mdash;&mdash;&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;You will tell him nothing,&rdquo; exclaimed Haldane, with sudden sternness. &ldquo;I
- will have no priest coming between my wife and me!&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Mr. Santley would never do that,&rdquo; she returned, now trembling violently.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Mr. Santley is like all his tribe, I suppose&mdash;a meddler and a
- mischief-maker. That is the worst of other-worldliness; it gives these
- traders in the Godhead, these peddlers who would give us in exchange for
- belief in their superstitions a <i>bonus</i> in paradise, an excuse for
- making this world unbearable. Well, my atheism, if you choose to call it
- so, against his theism. Mine at least keeps me a man among men, while his
- keeps him a twaddler among women.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Haldane spoke with heat, for the word &ldquo;atheist&rdquo; had somehow stung him to
- the quick. This man, who rejected all outward forms of belief, and whose
- conversation was habitually ironical, was in his inmost nature deeply and
- sincerely religious; humbly reverent before the forces of nature;
- spiritually conscious of that Power beyond ourselves which makes for
- righteousness. True, he rejected the ordinary forms of theism; but he had,
- on the other hand, a deep though dumb reverence for the character of
- Christ, and he had no sympathy with such out-and-out materialists as
- Haeckel and <i>hoc genus omne</i>. For the rest, he was liberal-minded,
- and had no desire to interfere with his wife&rsquo;s convictions; could smile a
- little at her simplicity, and would see no harm in her clerical
- predispositions, so long as the clergyman didn&rsquo;t encroach too far on the
- domain of married life and domestic privacy.
- </p>
- <p>
- His indignation did not last. Seeing his wife greatly agitated, and
- fearing that he had caused her pain, he drew her forehead down and kissed
- it; then, patting her cheek, he said&mdash;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Forgive me, Nell. I did not mean to scold; but one does not like hard
- names. When any one calls me &lsquo;atheist,&rsquo; I am like the old woman whom
- Cobbett called a &lsquo;parallelogram;&rsquo; it is not the significance of the
- epithet, but its opprobrium, that rouses me. Besides, I do not like any
- man to abuse me&mdash;to my own wife.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;No one does that,&rdquo; she cried. &ldquo;You know I would not listen.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;I hope not, my dear.&rdquo; He added after a little, looking at her
- thoughtfully and sadly, &ldquo;Man and wife have fallen asunder before now, on
- this very question of religion. Well, rather than that should happen, I
- will let you convert me. Will that satisfy you?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;I shall never be quite satisfied till I know that you believe as I do.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;What is that, pray?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;That there is a just God, who made and cherishes us; and that, through
- the blood of His Son we shall live again although we die!&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Well, it is a beautiful creed, my dear.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;And true?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Why not? I will go with you thus far. I believe that, if there is a God,
- He is just, and that we shall certainly live again, if it is for our
- good.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- The emphasis with which he spoke the last words attracted her attention.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;For our good?&rdquo; she queried.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;I am quoting the saddest words ever written, by the saddest and best man
- I ever knew. * He, too, believed that a God might spare us, and give us
- eternal life, if&mdash;mark the proviso&mdash;eternal life were indeed <i>for
- our good.</i> But suppose the contrary&mdash;suppose God knew better, and
- that it would be an evil and unhappy gift? Alas! who knows?&rdquo;
- </p>
-<pre xml:space="preserve">
- * J. S. Mill.
-</pre>
- <p>
- He rose from his chair, still encircling his wife&rsquo;s waist, and moved
- towards the door.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Come to the drawing-room,&rdquo; he cried gaily. &ldquo;After so much offhand
- theology, a little music will be delightful. Ah, Nell, one breath of
- Beethoven is worth all the prosings of your parsons. Play to me, and,
- while the music lasts, I will believe what you will.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- <br /><br />
- </p>
- <hr />
- <p>
- <a name="link2HCH0011" id="link2HCH0011"> </a>
- </p>
- <div style="height: 4em;">
- <br /><br /><br /><br />
- </div>
- <h2>
- CHAPTER XXIV. THE EXPERIMENT.
- </h2>
- <p class="pfirst">
- <span class="dropcap" style="font-size: 4.00em">T</span>he next morning
- Haldane was busy in his laboratory. When he came in to lunch, looking
- disreputable enough in his old coat, and smelling strongly of tobacco, he
- said to his wife&mdash;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;By-the-by, Nell, do you remember what I told you last night about Dupré&rsquo;s
- wonderful elixir? I forgot to tell you that I have brought some of it with
- me, for purposes of private experiment.&rdquo; Ellen looked horrified.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Don&rsquo;t be afraid,&rdquo; he continued, laughing; &ldquo;your cats and dogs are safe
- from me. I have found a better subject, and mean to operate on him this
- very afternoon.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Whom do you mean?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;As a sort of penance for his shamming illness, I shall kill Baptisto.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- She uttered a cry, and raised her hands in protest.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;For heavens sake, George, be warned! If you have any of that horrible
- stuff, throw it away.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Now, my dear Nell,&rdquo; said the philosopher, &ldquo;be reasonable; there is not
- the slightest cause for alarm. You will see this experiment, and it will,
- I hope, treble your faith in miracles.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;I will <i>not</i> see it. I beseech you, abandon the idea. As for
- Baptisto&mdash;&mdash;&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- At this moment the Spaniard entered the room, carrying certain dishes.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;I have been telling your mistress, Baptisto, that you are ready to be a
- martyr to science. At four o&rsquo;clock precisely, you will be a dead man.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Baptisto bowed solemnly.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;I am quite ready, senor.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- But here Ellen interposed.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;It is ridiculous; your master is only joking. He would not do anything so
- foolish, so wicked. As for you, I forbid you to encourage him.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Baptisto bowed again, with a curious smile.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;It is for the senor to command. As he knows, he has saved my life, and he
- may take it whenever he pleases.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Haldane nodded, in the act of drinking a glass of wine.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Don&rsquo;t be afraid, Baptisto. After death, there is the resurrection.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;That, senor, is your affair,&rdquo; returned the Spaniard, phlegmatically,
- shrugging his shoulders. &ldquo;You will do with me as you please.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- And so saying, he glided from the room.
- </p>
- <p>
- Ellen again and again entreated her husband not to proceed in his
- experiment; but he had long made up his mind that it was perfectly safe,
- and he could not be persuaded. To her gentle: spirit, the whole idea
- seemed horrible in the extreme; but her greatest dread was that it might
- be attended with danger to the subject. Haldane, however, assured her that
- this was impossible.
- </p>
- <p>
- All the afternoon Haldane and Baptisto were together in the laboratory. A
- little after four o&rsquo;clock, as Ellen was walking on the terrace, Haldane
- came to her, smiling and holding up a small vial.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;It is all over,&rdquo; he said, &ldquo;and the experiment is quite successful. Come
- and see.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Not quite understanding him, she suffered him to lead her into the
- laboratory; but, on crossing the threshold, she uttered a cry of horror.
- Stretched on a sofa, lay Baptisto, moveless, and, to all seeming, without
- one breath of life. His eyes were wide open, but rayless; his jaw fixed,
- his face pale as grey marble; a peaceful smile, as of death itself, upon
- his handsome face. The light of the sun, just sinking towards the west,
- streamed in through the high window upon the apparently lifeless form. In
- the chamber itself there was a sickly smell, like that of some suffocating
- vapour. The whole scene would have startled and appalled even a strong
- man.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Oh, George!&rdquo; cried the lady, clasping her hands. &ldquo;What have you done?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Don&rsquo;t be alarmed,&rdquo; was the reply, &ldquo;Its all right!&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;But you said the experiment&mdash;&mdash;-
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Was successful? Perfectly. There lies our poor friend, comfortably
- finished.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;But are you sure, quite sure, that he is not dead? He is not breathing.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Of course not. The simulation is perfect. Place your hand on his wrist&mdash;you
- will detect no pulse. Turn his pupils to the light&mdash;you see, they do
- not contract. The case would deceive a whole college of physicians.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- As he spoke, he suited the action to the word&mdash;placed his finger upon
- the pulse, gazed at the glazing pupils; raised one of the lifeless arms,
- which, on being released, fell heavily as lead.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Horrible, horrible! For God&rsquo;s sake, recover him!&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;All in good time. He has only been dead a quarter of an hour; in half an
- hour precisely I shall say, &lsquo;Arise and walk.&rsquo; Feel his forehead, Nell; it
- is as cold as marble.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- But Ellen drew back, shuddering, and could not be persuaded to touch the
- sleeper.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Well, go back to your promenade. I will call you when he is awakened.&rdquo;
- Sick and terrified, Ellen obeyed her husband. Standing on the terrace, she
- waited for his summons; and at last it came. Haldane appeared, and
- beckoned; she followed him to the laboratory, and there, seated in an
- armchair, comfortably sipping a glass of wine, was the Spaniard&mdash;a
- little pale still, but otherwise not the worse for his state of coma.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Thank God!&rdquo; cried Ellen.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;I thought he would never recover. But it must have been a horrible
- experience.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Baptisto smiled.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Tell the signora all about it,&rdquo; said his master. &ldquo;Did you feel any pain?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;None, senor.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;What were your sensations? Pleasant or otherwise?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Quite pleasant, senor. It was like sinking into an agreeable sleep. If
- death is like that, it is a bagatelle.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Were you at all conscious?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Not of this world, senor, but I had bright dreams of another. I thought I
- was in paradise, walking in the sunshine&mdash;ah, so bright! I was sorry,
- senor, when I came back to this world.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;You hear!&rdquo; cried Haldane, turning to his wife. &ldquo;After all, death itself
- may be a glorious experience; for &lsquo;in that sleep of death what dreams may
- come!&rsquo; It is quite clear at least that all the phenomena of death, such as
- we shrink from and shudder at, may be accompanied by some kind of pleasant
- psychic consciousness. Bravo, Baptisto! After this, we shall call you
- Lazarus the second. You have passed beyond the shadow of the sepulchre,
- and returned to tell the tale.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Despite the resuscitation, Ellen still revolted from the whole proceeding.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Now you are satisfied,&rdquo; she said, &ldquo;promise me never to use that dreadful
- elixir again.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;I think you may make your mind easy. The experiment is an ugly one, I
- admit, and I am not anxious to repeat it&mdash;at least, not on the human
- organism. For the same reason, my dear Nell, pray keep the affair to
- yourself, and make no confidences, even to your confessor&mdash;I should
- say, your clergyman, Will you promise?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Most certainly. I should not like any one to know you did such things. As
- for Mr. Santley, he would be shocked beyond measure.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- So saying, she left the two men together. In the mean time, Baptisto
- had-finished his wine and risen to his feet. While his master regarded him
- with an approving smile, he walked over to the door, softly closed it, and
- returning noiselessly across the room, said in a low voice&mdash;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;There is something, senor, I did not tell you. I had dreams.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;So you said, my Baptisto.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Ah yes, but not all. While I was lying there, I thought that <i>you</i>
- were the dead man, and that the senora, your widow, had married.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Married?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;The English priest.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Haldane started, and looked in amazement at the speaker.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;What the devil do you mean?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Ah, senor, it was only my dream; a foolish dream. You were lying in your
- winding-sheet, and they were kneeling at the altar&mdash;smiling, senor. I
- did not like to speak of it to the senora; but it was very strange.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Haldane forced a laugh, while, with a mysterious look, Baptisto crept from
- the chamber. Was it in sheer simplicity or in deep cunning that the
- Spaniard had spoken, touching so delicate a chord? Left alone, Haldane
- paced up and down the laboratory in agitation. He was not by temperament a
- jealous or a suspicious man, but he was troubled in spite of himself. The
- words sounded like a warning, almost an insinuation.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;What could the fellow mean?&rdquo; he asked himself again and again. &ldquo;Could he
- possibly have dreamed <i>that?</i> No; it is preposterous. There was
- malice in his eye, and mischief.... Ellen married to Santley! Bah! what am
- I thinking about? The fellow is not a <i>prophet!</i>&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- In this manner, whether in innocence or for some set purpose of his own,
- Baptisto contrived to poison all the sweetness of that successful
- experiment. When Haldane again joined his wife that evening, he was
- taciturn, distraught, nervous, and irritable. All his buoyancy had
- departed. Ellen saw the change, and puzzled herself to account for it.
- </p>
- <p>
- She played to him, sang to him, but failed to drive the cloud from his
- brow.
- </p>
- <p>
- When she had retired for the night, he still sat pondering over Baptisto&rsquo;s
- words.
- </p>
- <p>
- <br /><br />
- </p>
- <hr />
- <p>
- <a name="link2HCH0012" id="link2HCH0012"> </a>
- </p>
- <div style="height: 4em;">
- <br /><br /><br /><br />
- </div>
- <h2>
- CHAPTER XXV. &ldquo;BEWARE, MY LORD, OF JEALOUSY!&rdquo;
- </h2>
- <p class="pfirst">
- <span class="dropcap" style="font-size: 4.00em">I</span>f Baptisto&rsquo;s
- object in describing a dream so ominous was to attract his master&rsquo;s
- attention to the intimate relations between Mrs. Haldane and the
- clergyman, he certainly succeeded. Once assured in this direction,
- Haldane&rsquo;s perceptions were keen enough. He noticed that the mere mention
- of Santley&rsquo;s name filled Ellen with a sort of nervous constraint; that,
- although the clergyman&rsquo;s visits were frequent, they were generally made at
- times when Haldane himself was busy and preoccupied&mdash;that is to say,
- during his well-known hours of work; and that, moreover, Santley, however
- much he liked the society of the lady, invariably avoided the husband, or,
- if they met, contrived to frame some excuse for speedy parting. Now,
- Haldane trusted his wife implicitly, and believed her incapable of any
- infidelity, even in thought. Still, he did not quite like the aspect of
- affairs. Much as he trusted his wife, he had a strong moral distrust for
- anything in the shape of a priest; and he determined, therefore, to keep
- his eyes upon the clergyman.
- </p>
- <p>
- A few days after that curious physiological experiment, he had the
- following conversation with Baptisto. It was the first day of the week.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Baptisto, I thought you were a good Catholic?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;So I am, senor,&rdquo; returned the Spaniard, smiling.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Yet you went to an English church-yesterday, I hear?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Yes, senor. I go there very often.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Why, pray?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Simply out of curiosity. Mr. Santley is a beautiful preacher, and has a
- silvery voice. While you were away, I went once, twice, three times. There
- is a young senora there who plays sweetly upon the great organ; I like to
- listen, to-watch the congregation.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Humph! By-the-bye, Baptisto, I have been thinking over the dream of
- yours, when&mdash;when you were lying there.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Yes, senor?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Pray, what put such a foolish idea in your head?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;I cannot tell, senor; all I know is, it came. A foolish dream, do you
- say? I suppose it is because the clergyman was here so often, when you
- were away. And madame is so devout! I trust, senor, my dream has not given
- you offence; perhaps I was wrong to speak of it at all.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Haldanes face had gone black as a thunder-cloud. Placing his hand on the
- other&rsquo;s shoulder, and looking firmly into his face, he said&mdash;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Listen to me, Baptisto.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;I am listening, senor.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;If I thought you would come back to life to tell lies about your
- mistress, I would have let you lie the other day and rot like a dead dog,
- rather than have recovered you at all. You hear? Take care! I know you do
- not love your mistress, but if you dare to whisper one word against her, I
- will drive you for ever from my door.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Baptisto bowed his head respectfully before the storm, but retained his
- usual composure.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Senor, may I speak?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Yes; but again, take care!&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;You should not blame me if I am jealous for your honour!&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Haldane started, and uttered an expletive.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;My honour, you dog? What do you mean?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;This, senor. I would rather die than give you offence; and as for the
- senora, I love her also, for is she not your wife? But will you be angry
- still, when I tell you, when I warn you, to beware of that man, that
- priest? He is a bad man, very bad. Ah, I have watched&mdash;and seen!&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;What have you seen?&rdquo; cried Haldane, clutching him by the arm. &ldquo;Come, out
- with it!&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Enough to show me that he is not your friend&mdash;that he is dangerous.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Bah! is that all? Now, listen to me, and be sure I mean what I say. I
- will have no servant of mine spying upon my wife. I will have no servant
- of mine insinuating that my honour is in danger. If I hear another word of
- this, if you convey to me by one look the fact that you are still prying,
- spying, and suspecting, I shall take you by the collar and send you flying
- out of my house. Now, go!&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Baptisto, who knew his master&rsquo;s temper perfectly, bowed and withdrew. He
- had no wish to say one word more. He had thrown out a dark hint, a black
- seed of suspicion, and he knew that he might safely let it work. It did
- work, rapidly and terribly. Left alone, Haldane became a prey to the
- wildest fears and suspicions. He remembered now that his wife had been
- acquainted with this man in her girlhood; that there had even been some
- passage of love between them. He remembered how eagerly she had renewed
- the acquaintance, and with what admiring zeal the clergyman had responded.
- He pictured to himself the sympathetic companionship, the zealous
- meetings, the daily religious intercourse, of these two young people, each
- full of the fervour of a blind superstition. Could it be possible that
- they loved each other? Questioning his memory, he recalled looks, words,
- tones, which, although scarcely noticed at the time, seemed now of painful
- significance. The mere thought was sickening. Already he realized the
- terrible phrase-of the poet Young&mdash;&ldquo;the jealous are the damned.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Haldane was not habitually a violent man. Though passionate and headstrong
- by temperament, he had schooled himself to gentleness after a stormy
- youth, and the chilly waters of philosophy, at which he drank daily, kept
- his head cool and his pulses calm. But the stormy spirit, though hushed,
- was not altogether dead within him, and under his habitual reticence and
- good-humoured cynicism, there lay the most passionate idolatry for his
- beautiful wife. He had set her up in his heart of hearts, with a faith too
- perfect for much expression; and it had not occurred to him, in his
- remotest dreams, that any other man could ever come between them.
- </p>
- <p>
- And now, suddenly as a lightning flash illumining a dark landscape, the
- fear came upon him that perhaps he had been unwary and unwise. Was it
- possible, he asked himself, that he had&rsquo; been too studious and too
- book-loving, too reticent also in all those little attentions which by
- women, who always love sweetmeats, are so tenderly prized? Moreover, he
- was ten years his wife&rsquo;s, elder&mdash;was that disparity of years also a
- barrier between their souls? No; he was sure it was not. He was sure that
- she was not hypocritical, and that she loved him. Wherever the blame might
- be, if blame there were, it was certainly not hers. She had been in all
- respects, a tender and a sympathetic wife; encouraging his deep study of
- science, even when she most distrusted its results; proud of his
- attainments, and eager for his success; in short, a perfect helpmate, but
- for her old-fashioned prejudices in the sphere of religion. Ah, <i>religion!</i>
- There was the one word which solved the enigma, and aroused in our
- philosopher&rsquo;s bosom that fierce indignation which long ago led Lucretius
- into such passionate hate against the Phantom,=
- </p>
- <p>
- Which with horrid head
- </p>
- <p>
- Leered hideously from all the gates of heaven!&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- It needed only this to complete his loathing for the popular theology, for
- all its teachers. Yes, he reflected, religion only was to blame. In its
- name, his wife&rsquo;s sympathies had been tampered with, her spirit more or
- less turned against himself; in its name, his house had been secretly
- invaded, his domestic happiness poisoned, his peace of mind destroyed. It
- was the old story! Wherever this shadow of superstition crawled, craft and
- dissimulation began. Now, as in the beginning, it came between father and
- child, sister and brother, man and wife.
- </p>
- <p>
- It so happened that when George Haldane came forth from having his dark
- hour alone, he rather avoided meeting his wife at once, and, taking his
- hat, stepped out from the laboratory on to the shrubbery path. He had
- scarcely done so, when his eye fell upon two figures standing together in
- the distance, upon the terrace of the house. One was Mrs. Haldane, wearing
- her garden hat and a loose shawl thrown over her shoulders. The other was
- the clergyman of the parish.
- </p>
- <p>
- Haldane drew back, and watched. In that moment he knew the extent of his
- humiliation; for never before had he been a spy upon his wife&rsquo;s actions.
- </p>
- <p>
- Their backs were towards him. Santley was talking eagerly; Ellen was
- looking down. Presently they began to move slowly along the terrace, side
- by side.
- </p>
- <p>
- Haldane watched them gloomily. The sunlight fell brightly upon them, and
- on the old Manor house, with its brilliant creepers and glittering panes,
- while the old chapel, with the watcher in its ruined porch, remained in
- shadow. It seemed like an omen. In the darkness of his hiding-place,
- Haldane felt satanic. Yes, there they walked&mdash;children of God, as
- they called themselves&mdash;in God&rsquo;s sunlight; and he, the searcher for
- light, the unbeliever, was forgotten.
- </p>
- <p>
- Presently Santley paused again, and, with an impassioned gesture, pointed
- upward. Ellen raised her head, and looked upward too, listening eagerly to
- his words. Haldane laughed fiercely to himself, with all the ugliness of
- his jealousy upon him.
- </p>
- <p>
- Presently they disappeared into the house. A little afterwards Santley
- emerged from the front door, and came walking rapidly down the avenue. His
- manner was eager and happy, almost jubilant, and Haldane saw, when he
- approached, that his face looked positively radiant.
- </p>
- <p>
- He was passing, when Haldane stepped out and confronted him. He started,
- paused, and a shadow fell instantaneously upon his handsome face.
- Recovering himself, he held out his hand. Haldane did not seem to see the
- gesture, but, nodding a careless greeting, said, with his habitual <i>sang
- froid</i>&mdash;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Well met, Mr. Santley. Here I am again, you see, hard at work. Have you
- come from the house?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Yes,&rdquo; answered Santley.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;On some new message of Christian charity and beneficence, I suppose? Ah,
- my dear sir, you are indefatigable. And the old women of the parish must
- indeed find you a Good Shepherd. Did you find my wife at home?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Yes.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;And zealous, as usual, I suppose?&rsquo; Ah, what a thing it is to be pious!
- But let me beg you not to encourage her too much. Charity begins at home;
- and what with soup-kitchens, offertories, subscriptions for church
- repairs, and societies for the gratuitous distribution of flannel
- waistcoats, I am in a fair way of being ruined.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Santley forced a laugh.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Don&rsquo;t be afraid. My errand to-day was not a begging one, I assure you.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;I am glad to hear it.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;I was merely bringing Mrs. Haldane a book I promised to lend her. To tell
- the truth, she finds your library rather destitute of works of a religious
- nature.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Do you really think so?&rdquo; exclaimed Haldane, drily. &ldquo;Why, I thought it
- unusually well provided in that respect. Let me see! There are Volney&rsquo;s
- &lsquo;Ruins of Empire,&rsquo; Monboddo&rsquo;s &lsquo;Dissertations,&rsquo; Drummond&rsquo;s &lsquo;Academical
- Questions,&rsquo; excellent translations of Schopenhauer and Hartmann, not to
- speak of thirty-six volumes of Diderot, and fifty of Arouet.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Santley opened his eyes in horror and astonishment.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Arouet!&rdquo; he ejaculated. &ldquo;Do you actually mean to call Voltaire a
- religious writer?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Highly so. There is religion even in &lsquo;La Pucelle,&rsquo; but it reaches its
- culmination in the &lsquo;Philosophical Dictionary.&rsquo;&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;And you would actually let Mrs. Haldane read such works as those?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Certainly; though, am sorry to say, she prefers &lsquo;The Old Helmet&rsquo; and the
- &lsquo;Heir of Redclyffe.&rsquo; May I ask the name of the work you have been good
- enough to lend her?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;It is a book from which I myself have received great benefit&mdash;Père
- Hyacinthes &lsquo;Sermons.&rsquo;&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Père Hyacinthe?&rdquo; repeated Haldane. &ldquo;Ah! the jolly priest who reverenced
- celibacy, and proclaimed himself the father of a strapping boy. Well, the
- man was at least honest. I think all clergymen should marry, and at as
- early an age as possible. What is your opinion?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Santley flushed to the temples, while Haldane watched him with a gloomy
- smile.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;I think&mdash;I am sure,&rdquo; he stammered, &ldquo;that the married state is the
- happiest&mdash;perhaps the holiest.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;With these sentiments, of which I cordially approve, why the deuce are
- you a bachelor?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- The clergyman winced at the question, and his colour deepened; then, as if
- musing, he glanced round towards the house&mdash;a look which was observed
- and fully appreciated by his tormentor.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;I am sure my wife would encourage you to change your condition. Like most
- women, she is by instinct a matchmaker.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Santley did not seem to hear; at any rate, he made no reply, but, holding
- out his hand quickly, exclaimed&mdash;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;I must go now. I am rather in haste.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Haldane did not take the hand, but put his arm upon the clergyman&rsquo;s
- shoulder.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Well, good day,&rdquo; he said. &ldquo;Take my advice, though, and get a sensible
- wife as soon as possible.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Santley tried to smile, but only succeeded in looking more pale and
- nervous than usual. With a few murmured words of adieu, he moved rapidly
- away.
- </p>
- <p>
- Haldane watched him thoughtfully until he disappeared down the avenue.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;I wonder if that man can smile?&rdquo; he said to himself. &ldquo;No; I am afraid he
- is too horribly in earnest. I suppose, the women would call him handsome&mdash;<i>spiritual</i>;
- but I hate such pallid, waxen-featured, handsome dolls. A pretty shepherd,
- that, for a Christian flock to follow; a fellow who makes his very
- ignorance of this world constitute his claim to act as cicerone to the
- next. Fancy being jealous, actually <i>jealous</i>, of such a thing as
- that!&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- He turned back into his laboratory and tried to dismiss Baptisto&rsquo;s
- suggestion from his mind; but it was impossible. He could not disguise
- from himself that Santley, with his seraphic face and sad, earnest eyes,
- was the kind of creature whom the weaker sex adore, and that he was
- rendered doubly dangerous to women by the radiant mesmerism of a
- fascinating and voluptuous celestial superstition.
- </p>
- <p>
- <br /><br />
- </p>
- <hr />
- <p>
- <a name="link2HCH0013" id="link2HCH0013"> </a>
- </p>
- <div style="height: 4em;">
- <br /><br /><br /><br />
- </div>
- <h2>
- CHAPTER XXVI. FIRST LEAVES FROM A PHILOSOPHER NOTE-BOOK.
- </h2>
- <p class="pfirst">
- <span class="dropcap" style="font-size: 4.00em">I</span> am about to set
- down, in as concise a manner as possible, and at present solely for my
- private edification (some day, perhaps, another eye may read the lines,
- but not yet), certain events which have lately influenced my domestic
- life. Were it not that even a professed scientist might decline to publish
- experiments affecting his own private happiness, the description of the
- events to which I allude might almost form a chapter in my slowly
- progressing &ldquo;Physiology of Ethics,&rdquo; and the description would be at least
- as interesting as many of Ferriers accounts of vivisection on dumb
- animals. But, unfortunately, I am unable, in this case, to apply the
- dissecting knife to my neighbours heart, without laying bare the ugly
- wound in my own.
- </p>
- <p>
- To begin then, I, George Haldane, recluse, pessimist, moral physiologist,
- and would-be moral philosopher, have discovered, at forty years of age,
- that I am capable of the most miserable of all human passions; worse, that
- this said ignoble passion of jealousy has a certain rational foundation.
- For ten years I have been happy with a wife who seemed the perfection of
- human gentleness and beauty; who, although unfortunately we have been
- blest with no offspring, has shown the tenderest solicitude and sympathy
- for the children of my brain; and who, in her wifely faith and sanctity,
- seemed to be the sole link still holding me to a church whose history has
- always filled me with abhorrence, and a religion whose infantine theology
- I despise. Well, <i>nous avons changé tout cela</i>. My mind is no longer
- peaceful, my hearth no longer sacred; and the woman I love seems slowly
- drifting from me on a stream of sensuous spiritualism&mdash;another name
- for a religious rehabilitation of the flesh.
- </p>
- <p>
- If any other man were the victim, I should think the situation highly
- absurd. Here, on the one hand, is a fanatical Protestant priest, with the
- face of a seraphic monk, the experience of a schoolgirl, and the <i>gaucherie</i>
- of a country chorister who has never grown a beard; a fellow whose sole
- claims to notice are his white hands, his clean linen, and his function as
- a silly shepherd; a man fresh from college, ignorant of the world. Here,
- on the other hand, am I, physically and intellectually his master, knowing
- almost every creed beneath the sun, and the slave of none; indifferent to
- vulgar human passions, and disposed to disintegrate them one and all with
- the electric current of a negative philosophy. Between us both, trembling
- this way and that, is that fair thing of flesh and blood, my wife, zealous
- to save her own soul alive, and fearful at times, I fancy, that I have
- sold mine to the Prince of Darkness. It is another version of science
- against superstition, common sense against a lie; and Ellen Haldane is the
- prize. A fiery Spaniard, like Baptisto yonder, would end the affair with a
- stiletto-thrust; but I, of colder blood, am not likely to do anything so
- courageous or so foolish, but am content to watch and watch, and to feel
- the sick contamination of my suspicion creeping over me like an
- unwholesome mildew. A stiletto thrust? Why, the mere tongue, a less fatal
- weapon, would do it all. If I could only summon up the courage to say to
- my wife, &ldquo;I know your secret; choose between this man and me, between his
- creed and mine, between your duty as a wife and your zeal as a Christian,&rdquo;
- I fancy there would be an end to it all. But I am too timorous; I suppose,
- too ashamed of my suspicions, too proud to acknowledge so contemptible a
- rival. As a Spaniard covers his face with his mantle, I veil my soul with
- my pride; and, under the mantle of unsuspicion, rest irresolute, while the
- thing grows.
- </p>
- <p>
- Once or twice, I have thought of another way&mdash;of taking my wife by
- the hand and saying, &ldquo;To-morrow, my dear, we shall leave this place, and
- return to Spain or Italy&mdash;some quiet place abroad.&rdquo; I could easily
- find an excuse for the migration, which, once effected, would make an end
- of the affair. But that, in my opinion, would be too cowardly. It would,
- indeed, be an admission that the danger was real and imminent; that, in
- other words, the fight for honour could only be saved by an ignominious
- retreat. No; Ellen Haldane must take her chance. If she is not strong
- enough to hold out against evil, then let her go&mdash;<i>au bon Dieu</i>
- or <i>au bon diable</i>, as either leads.
- </p>
- <p>
- Yet what am I saying? It is precisely because I have the utmost faith in
- her purity of heart that I watch the struggle with a certain patience. I
- believe there will be a victim, but not my Ellen. Surely, if there is a
- good woman in the world, she is that woman. As for the other, every day,
- every hour, brings the cackling creature further and further into my
- decoy. Even if he tried to turn back now, I do not think I should let him.
- No; let him swim in and on, and in and on, till he reaches the place where
- I, like the decoy man, can catch him fluttering, and&mdash;wring his neck?
- Perhaps.
- </p>
- <p>
- It is quite clear that the man takes me for an idiot. At first he used
- precautions, invented subterfuges; latterly, certain of my stupidity or
- indifference, he comes and goes without disguise. When I meet him driving
- side by side of my wife in the phaeton, on some pretended errand of mercy,
- he gives me a careless bow, a nod. As he goes by my den, on his way to
- invite her out to visit his sister or his church, he makes no excuse, but
- passes jauntily, with a conversational pat for the stupid watch-dog: that
- is all. It would be amusing, I say, if it were not almost insufferable.
- </p>
- <p>
- This afternoon, as Ellen was going out, I blankly suggested that she
- should stay at home.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;But you are busy,&rdquo; she said&mdash;&ldquo;always busy with your books and
- experiments.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Not too busy, my dear Nell, for a <i>tête-à-tête</i> with you. Where are
- you going? To the Vicarage?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Yes.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;To see the parson, or his sister?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Both. We have a great deal to discuss, about the designs for the new
- stained-glass windows, which have just come from London.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Very interesting; but they will keep for a day. I fancy I could show you
- something quite as interesting, in my laboratory.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;I hate the laboratory,&rdquo; she cried, &ldquo;and those horrible experiments.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;My dear, you should not hate what your husband loves.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;I don&rsquo;t mean that I hate them, quite; but I think them so useless!&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;More useless than stained-glass windows?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;It is certainly not useless to beautify the House of God. Oh, I do so
- wish you could feel as I do about these things! What is the world without
- them?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Without stained-glass windows?&rdquo; I suggested sarcastically.
- </p>
- <p>
- She flushed impatiently.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;George, why have you such a dislike for religion? Why do you hate
- everything I love?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Pardon me, my dear Nell, it was <i>you</i>, not I, that spoke of hating.
- Philosophers never hate.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;But you do worse; you despise it. Thank God we have no children. It would
- be horrible to tell them that their father forbade them to go to church,
- or pray!&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- It was like a stab into my heart of hearts, that cry of thanks to God.
- Despite myself, I lost my composure. She saw it instantly, and in the
- manner of her sex, encroached.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Oh, George, do try to think sometimes of these things, for my sake! You
- would be so much happier, you surely would have so much more blessing, if
- you sometimes prayed.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;How do you know that I do not pray?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Because you do not believe.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;I do not believe precisely as your priest believes, that is all.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- She looked at me eagerly; then, after a moments hesitation, cried&mdash;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;George, if I asked a favour, would you grant it?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Try.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Let Mr. Santley come sometimes, and speak with you about God!&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- This was too much, almost, for even me to bear with equanimity. I am
- afraid I did not look particularly amiable as I answered, sharp and short,
- turning from her&mdash;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;After all, I think you had better go and look at those designs.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;There, you are angry again!&rdquo; she cried; and I knew by the sound of her
- voice that her throat was choked with tears. &ldquo;You are always angry when I
- touch upon religion.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;You were not talking of religion,&rdquo; I retorted; &ldquo;you were talking of that
- man.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Why do you dislike him so? Because he is a preacher of the Word?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Because he is a canting hypocrite, like all his tribe,&rdquo; I cried.
- </p>
- <p>
- She saw that I had lost my temper, as was inevitable, and, sighing deeply,
- moved to the door. I followed her with my eyes. I would have given the
- world to call her back; to clasp her in my arms; to tell her my aching
- fears; to promise her I would worship any God she choose, in any place, in
- any way, so long as she would only be true, and answer my eager impulse
- with a little love. But I was too proud for that.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Then you are going?&rdquo; I said.
- </p>
- <p>
- She turned, looking at me very sadly.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Yes, if you do not mind.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- I shrugged my shoulders, and after another sad, reproachful look, she left
- the room. A minute afterwards, she drove her ponies past the window,
- without looking up.
- </p>
- <p>
- <i>Thursday, September</i> 15.&mdash;A golden autumn day, so warm and
- still that it reminded me of the Indian summer. Not a leaf stirred, but
- the insects in the air were like floating blossoms, and seemed to sleep
- upon their wings. Even all round my den the shadows were sultry, and
- intertangled with slumberous shafts of light.
- </p>
- <p>
- This fine weather rather disappointed me, for I had arranged for a day&rsquo;s
- recreation. In my youth, before I was caught myself in the tedious snares
- of speculation, I used to be an ardent fisherman, and I still retain
- sufficient knowledge of the gentle craft to cast a fly tolerably. So,
- tired of work, and a little weary of my own thoughts, I determined, for
- the first time, to take advantage of the permission my neighbour, Lord
- &mdash;&mdash;&mdash;&mdash;, has given me, and spend a day upon the river
- banks.
- </p>
- <p>
- Despite the sunshine, and the absence of even a breath of wind, I
- shouldered my basket, lifted my rod, and set off. Ellen was already out
- and about; so I did not see her before I started. Taking a short cut
- through the shrubberies, I soon came to the banks of the Emmet&mdash;as
- pretty a little stream as ever rippled over golden sands, or reached out
- an azure arm to turn some merry watermill. Arrived there, I soon saw that
- it would be useless to try a cast till there was a little wind; so,
- without putting my rod together, I strolled on along the river-side, till
- I was several miles away from the Manor house.
- </p>
- <p>
- The stream was rather low, but here and there were good deep pools, but so
- calm, so sunny, that every overhanging tree, every finger of fern, every
- blade of grass, was reflected in them as in a mirror. Still, as the time
- was, the waters were full of life. Over the pools hung clusters of flies
- like glittering spiders&rsquo; webs, scarcely moving in the sunshine; and when,
- from time to time, a trout rose, he leaped a full foot into the golden air
- above him, and sank back to coolness beneath an ever-widening ring of
- light. Sometimes from the grassy edge of the bank a water-rat would slip,
- swimming rapidly across, with his nose just lifted above the water, and
- his tail leaving a thin, bright trail. Water-ouzels rose at every curve,
- following swiftly the winding of the stream; and twice past my feet
- flashed a kingfisher, like an azure ray.
- </p>
- <p>
- The way lay sometimes through deep grassy meadows, sometimes by the sides
- of corn-fields where the sheaves were already slanted, oftentimes through
- thick shrubberies and woods already yellow with the withering leaf. From
- time to time I passed a farm, with orchards sloping down to the very
- water&rsquo;s edge, or pastures slanting down to shallows where the cattle
- waded, breaking the water to silver streaks and whisking their tails
- against the clustering swarms of gnats. It was very pleasant and very
- still, but, from a fishing point of view, exceedingly absurd.
- </p>
- <p>
- By-and-by, however, a faint breeze began to touch the pools, and putting
- my rod together, and selecting my finest casting-line and two tiny flies,
- I tried a cast. Fortunately the wind was blowing sunward, and as I faced
- the light, the shadow fell behind me; but, nevertheless, the shadow of my
- rod flitted about at every cast, and threatened to spoil my sport. My
- first catch was an innocent baby-fish as big as my thumb, who came at the
- fly with a rush, and fought desperately when hooked. When I had disengaged
- him, and put him back into the water, he simply gave a flip of his little
- tail, and sailed contemptuously and quite leisurely out of sight, making
- me call to mind, with unusual humiliation, the well-known definition which
- Dr. Johnson gave of angling&mdash;&ldquo;a fish at one end of the line, and a
- fool at the other,&rdquo; I had tried a good many, casts before I took my first
- respectable fish&mdash;a trout of about half a pound. I caught him in a
- nice broken bit of water, just below a quaint old water-mill; and just as
- I put him into the basket, the portly miller came out to the granary door,
- and looked at me with a dusty smile. He evidently thought me a lunatic, to
- be out with a fishing-rod on such a day.
- </p>
- <p>
- Half a mile further on I landed another glittering picture of at least a
- quarter of a pound; after that, another of half a pound; then my luck
- ceased, the wind fell, and it was full sunshine. By this time I had
- wandered a good many miles from home, and reached the spot where the river
- plunges into the Great Omberley woods. Here the stream was so rapid and
- the boughs so thick, that it was useless to think of casting; so I put up
- my rod, and, leaping over a fence, rambled away into the woods.
- </p>
- <p>
- How strange and dark and still it was, passing out of the sunshine into
- those shadows, deep and cool as the bottom of the sea! The oak trees
- stretched their gnarled boughs into the air, and all around them were the
- lesser trees of the wood-willow, elder, blackthorn, ash, and hazel. The
- ground beneath was carpeted with moss and grass as thick and soft as
- velvet, with thick clusters of fern and bluebells round the tree roots,
- and creepers dangling from every bough. And the wood, like the river, was
- all alive! Conies tumbled across the patches of light, and flitted in the
- shadow, like very elves of the woodland; squirrels ran up the gnarled tree
- trunks; harmless silver snakes glided along the moss; but here and there,
- swift and ominous, ran a weazel, darting its head this way and that, and
- fiercely scenting the air, in one eternal glitter and hurry of
- bloodthirsty emotion. Thrush, blackbird, finch, birds without number, sang
- overhead; save when the shadow of the wind-hover or the sparrow-hawk
- passed across the topmost branches, when there was a sudden and respectful
- silence, to be followed by a precipitate hurry of exultation, as the enemy
- passed away.
- </p>
- <p>
- If I had been a moralist, I might have seen in this wood a microcosm of
- the world, with its abundant happiness, its beauty, and its dark spots of
- moral ugliness and cruelty. In you, Signor Weazel (who came so near that I
- touched you with my rod, which you snapped at ferociously, before bolting
- swiftly into the deep grass), I might have seen the likeness of a certain
- sleek creature of my own sex and species, who dwells not very far away.
- Nevertheless, I let you go in peace; which was no mercy to the conies, I
- suppose.
- </p>
- <p>
- So I entered the Forest Primaeval&mdash;or such it seemed to me, as the
- blaze of sunshine faded, the boughs thickened, the air became full of dark
- shadows and ominous silence. My steps were now deep in grass and fern, and
- the scent of flowers and weeds was thick in my nostrils, but I chose a
- path where the boughs were thinnest, and quietly pushed through. While
- thus I rambled, I suppose that I fell, philosopher like, into a dream; at
- any rate, I seemed to lose all count of time.=
- </p>
- <p>
- The world, the life of men, dissolved away
- </p>
- <p>
- Into a sense of dimness,
- </p>
- <p>
- as some poet sings. I felt primaeval&mdash;archetypal so to speak, till a
- sudden&rsquo; shifting of the vegetable kaleidoscope recalled from thoughts of
- Plato and the Archetype to a cruel consciousness of self.
- </p>
- <p>
- I was moving slowly on, when I heard the sound of voices quite close to
- me. I paused, listening, and only just in time, for in another moment I
- should have been visible to the speakers. Well shrouded in deep foliage, I
- looked out to discover what sylvan creatures were disporting themselves in
- that lonely place; and I saw&mdash;what shall I say? A nymph and a satyr?
- a dryad and a goatfooted Faun?
- </p>
- <p>
- Just beyond me, there was a broad-green road through the woodland, deeply
- carpeted with soft grass, but marked here and there with the broad track
- of a wood-waggon; and on the side of this solitary road, on a rude seat
- fashioned of two oaken stumps and a rough plank, the nymph was sitting.
- She wore a light dress of some soft material, a straw hat, a country
- cloak, and gloves of Paris kid&mdash;a civilized nymph, as you perceive!
- To complete her modern appearance, she carried a closed parasol, and a
- roll which looked like music.
- </p>
- <p>
- How pretty she looked, with the warm light playing upon her delicate
- features, and suffusing her form in its delicate drapery; with the
- semi-transparent branches behind her, and flowers of the woodland at her
- feet!
- </p>
- <p>
- <br /><br />
- </p>
- <hr />
- <p>
- <a name="link2HCH0014" id="link2HCH0014"> </a>
- </p>
- <div style="height: 4em;">
- <br /><br /><br /><br />
- </div>
- <h2>
- CHAPTER XXVII. THE NOTE-BOOK CONTINUED NYMPH AND SATYR.
- </h2>
- <p class="pfirst">
- <span class="dropcap" style="font-size: 4.00em">A</span>nd the satyr? Ah!
- I knew him at a glance, despite the elegant modern boots used to disguise
- the cloven foot.
- </p>
- <p>
- He wore black broadcloth and snowy linen, too, and a broad-brimmed
- clerical hat. His face was seraphically pale, but I saw (or fancied I saw)
- the twinkle of the hairy ears of the ignoble, sensual, nymph-compelling,
- naiad-pursuing breed.
- </p>
- <p>
- He was talking earnestly, with gestures of eager entreaty; for the nymph
- was crying, and he was offering her some kind of consolation.
- </p>
- <p>
- Presently he sat down by her side, and threw his arms around her. She
- disengaged herself from his embrace, and rose trembling to her feet.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Don&rsquo;t touch me!&rdquo; she cried. &ldquo;That is all over now. I cannot bear it!&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- He rose also, and stood regarding her, not with the rapturous eyes&rsquo; of a
- lover, but with a dark and gloomy gaze. Then he said, in a low voice,
- something which I could not catch. But I heard her passionate reply.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;No, it is all over,&rdquo; she cried; &ldquo;and I shall never be at peace again.
- Even, if you kept your word, it would be the same. You do not love me; you
- never loved me&mdash;never!&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- I crept a little closer, for I was anxious to hear his answer.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;I do love you, Edith; and after what has passed between us&mdash;&mdash;&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- She shrank away with a faint, despairing cry, and put her hand to her
- face.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;After what has passed between us, do you think that my love can change?
- But you are unjust to me, to yourself; too violent and too hard to please.
- I do not like to be suspected, to be watched; and it is painful to me,
- very painful, to be constantly called to an account by you. It is not
- reasonable. Even as your husband, I would not bear it; it would poison the
- peace between us, and convert our married life into a simple hell!&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- He paused; but her only answer was a sob of pain. So he sermonized on:
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Between man and woman, Edith, there should be solemn confidence and
- trust. When that ceases, love is sure to cease. Why, look at me! My trust
- in you is so absolute that no action of yours could shake it; no matter
- how peculiar were the circumstances, I should be certain of your faith,
- your goodness. That is true love&mdash;absolute, implicit faith in the
- beloved object. I wish I could persuade you to imitate it.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;You know that you can trust me,&rdquo; sobbed the poor child, &ldquo;because I have:
- <i>proved</i> my love.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Have I not proved mine?&rdquo; he cried, with irritation. &ldquo;Have I not made
- sacrifice upon sacrifice for your sake? Have I not remained here, in this
- wretched country place, when I could have been promoted to other and
- greater spheres of action? Have I not made you my companion, my
- confidante, my nearest and dearest friend? Edith, why do you persist in
- such accusations? What must I do to signify our attachment? Shall I marry
- you at once? Speak the word, and although, as you know, it would involve
- the ruin of all my worldly projects, I will do as you desire.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- I had-heard enough to convince me that the affair under discussion was no
- affair of mine, and that I had no right to continue playing the spy; so I
- was drawing back as gently as possible, and about to return the way I
- came, when I was suddenly arrested by the next words spoken.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Give up Mrs. Haldane!&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- I The nymph was the speaker. She stood with her wild eyes fixed upon the
- other&rsquo;s face, which did not improve in beauty of expression. For myself, I
- started, stung to the quick; then I returned, trembling, to my place of
- espionage.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Give up Mrs. Haldane!&rdquo; repeated the girl. &ldquo;I ask nothing more than that.
- I will not force you to marry me, Charles, till it is for your good;
- indeed, if I did, I know that we should be unhappy, and that you would
- never forgive me. But you can at least cease to be so familiar with Mrs.
- Haldane.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- He had discovered by this time, I suppose, that the pleading mood availed
- him little; at all events, he suddenly changed his tone, and with a cry of
- angry indignation, he exclaimed&mdash;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Edith, take care! I have told you that I will not suffer it! How dare you
- suspect that lady! How dare you!&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- And he stood towering over her (the satyr!) in the fulness of his snowy
- shirtfront and the whiteness of his moral indignation.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;It is no use being angry,&rdquo; she returned, with a certain stubbornness,
- though I could see that she was cowed, in the manner of gentle women, by
- his violent physical passion. &ldquo;After what you have told me, after what I
- have seen&mdash;&mdash;&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Edith, again, take care!&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;You are always with her,&rdquo; she continued, &ldquo;night-time and day-time. I am
- amazed that Mr. Haldane does not notice it. It is the talk of the place.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- With another exclamation, he turned his back and walked rapidly away.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Come back!&rdquo; she cried hysterically. &ldquo;If you leave like that, I will drown
- myself in the river.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- He returned and faced her.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;You will drive me mad!&rdquo; he said. &ldquo;I am sick of it. I am more like a slave
- than a free man. You will not suffer me even to have a friend.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;She is more than a friend. You have told me yourself, that you loved
- her.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;And so I did,&rdquo; he answered, &ldquo;though of course she is nothing to me <i>now</i>.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Why are you always with her?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;I am interested in her, deeply interested. She is unhappy with her
- husband, and as a minister of the gospel&mdash;&mdash;&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- With her tearful, truthful eyes, fixed so earnestly upon him, no wonder he
- paused and blushed.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Charles, do not be a hypocrite! At least be honest. She is more to you
- than a friend.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- He raised his hands heavenward, in pulpit fashion, and protested.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Edith, I swear to you before God, that there is nothing whatever between
- us. She is a stainless lady, her husband does not understand her, I am her
- spiritual friend and guide.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Yes, Charles; I understand,&rdquo; she said, still earnestly watching him. &ldquo;<i>Justus
- you were mine!</i>&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- I think it worth while to put that little sentence in italics. It was a
- home stroke, and took away the satyr&rsquo;s breath.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Edith, for shame!&rdquo; he cried. &ldquo;You know you do not mean what you say. If I
- thought you meant it, I should break with you for ever. I tell you again,
- Mrs. Haldane is above reproach, and it is simply disgraceful to couple her
- name, in such a manner, with mine. And you would infer, now, that I have
- influenced your own life for evil; you would mock at my spiritual
- pretensions, and brand me as a base, unworthy creature. Well, Edith,
- perhaps you are right. Perhaps I have given you cause. I have shown you
- that I love you, beyond position, beyond the world, beyond even my own
- self-respect, and this is my return.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- I could have sprung out and strangled the fellow, he was so cruel and yet
- so plausible, so superbly selfish and yet so completely self-deceiving;
- and I saw that with every word he uttered he gained a fresh hold over the
- heart of the pretty fool who was listening. While he spoke, she sobbed as
- if her little heart was ready to break; and when he ceased, she eagerly
- held out her arms.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Oh, Charles, don&rsquo;t say that! Don&rsquo;t say that my love has been a curse to
- you!&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;You drive me to say it,&rdquo; he answered moodily; &ldquo;you make me miserable with
- your jealousy, your suspicion.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Don&rsquo;t say that I make you miserable&mdash;don&rsquo;t!&rdquo; she sobbed.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;You used to be so different,&rdquo; he continued, still preserving his tone of
- moral injury; &ldquo;you used to be so interested in my work, my daily duties.
- Now, you do nothing but reproach me; and why? Because I have found an old
- friend, who happens to be of your own sex, but who is far above the folly
- of a meaningless flirtation, and who little deserves the cruel slur you
- cast upon her. Am I, then, to have no friends, no acquaintances? Is every
- step I take to be measured by the unreasoning suspicion of a jealous
- woman?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- By this time she had put her arms about his neck, and was sobbing on his
- breast.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Oh, Charles, don&rsquo;t be so hard with me! It is all because I love you&mdash;ah,
- so much!&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;But you should conquer these wicked feelings&mdash;&mdash;&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;I try! I try!&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;You should have more confidence, more faith. You know how much I care for
- you.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Yes; but sometimes I feel afraid. Mrs. Haldane is so much cleverer, so
- much more beautiful, than I am, and she was your first love. They say men
- never love twice.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;That is nonsense, Edith.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;But you do love me, dear? you do?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Ugh, the satyr! He answered her with kisses, straining her to his heart
- and she, sobbing and clinging round him, was quite conquered. I felt sick
- to see her at his mercy. Then their voices sank, and he whispered, and I
- saw the bright blood mount to her cheek and brow. But, alas! she did not
- shrink away any more.
- </p>
- <p>
- Then whispering and kissing, with eyes of passion fixed upon one another,
- they moved away, taking a lonely path into the woods beyond me. My first
- impulse was to follow them, and to tear them asunder. But after all, I
- reflected it was no affair of mine, and I knew now, moreover, that nothing
- in the world would save her from him&mdash;or from herself. .
- </p>
- <h3>
- END OF VOL. II.
- </h3>
- <div style="height: 6em;">
- <br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />
- </div>
-
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+<div>*** START OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK 48472 ***</div>
+
+ <div style="height: 8em;">
+ <br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />
+ </div>
+ <h1>
+ FOXGLOVE MANOR
+ </h1>
+ <h3>
+ A Novel
+ </h3>
+ <h2>
+ By Robert W. Buchanan
+ </h2>
+ <h4>
+ In Three Volumes, Vol. II.
+ </h4>
+ <h5>
+ London <br /> Chatto And Windos, Piccadilly <br /> 1884
+ </h5>
+ <p>
+ <br /><br />
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ <br /><br />
+ </p>
+ <hr />
+ <p>
+ <br /><br />
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ <b>CONTENTS</b>
+ </p>
+ <p class="toc">
+ <a href="#link2H_4_0001"> <b>FOXGLOVE MANOR</b>. </a>
+ </p>
+ <p class="toc">
+ <a href="#link2HCH0001"> CHAPTER XIV. BAPTISTO STAYS AT HOME. </a>
+ </p>
+ <p class="toc">
+ <a href="#link2HCH0002"> CHAPTER XV. CONJURATION. </a>
+ </p>
+ <p class="toc">
+ <a href="#link2HCH0003"> CHAPTER XVI. AT THE OPERA. </a>
+ </p>
+ <p class="toc">
+ <a href="#link2HCH0004"> CHAPTER XVII. WALTER HETHERINGTON. </a>
+ </p>
+ <p class="toc">
+ <a href="#link2HCH0005"> CHAPTER XVIII. CHURCH BELLS&mdash;AND A DISCORD.
+ </a>
+ </p>
+ <p class="toc">
+ <a href="#link2HCH0006"> CHAPTER XIX. HE IS BUT A LANDSCAPE PAINTER </a>
+ </p>
+ <p class="toc">
+ <a href="#link2HCH0007"> CHAPTER XX. IN THE GLOAMING. </a>
+ </p>
+ <p class="toc">
+ <a href="#link2HCH0008"> CHAPTER XXI. IN THE VICARAGE PARLOUR. </a>
+ </p>
+ <p class="toc">
+ <a href="#link2HCH0009"> CHAPTER XXII. AT THE VICARAGE. </a>
+ </p>
+ <p class="toc">
+ <a href="#link2HCH0010"> CHAPTER XXIII. DR. DUPRÉ&rsquo;S ELIXIR. </a>
+ </p>
+ <p class="toc">
+ <a href="#link2HCH0011"> CHAPTER XXIV. THE EXPERIMENT. </a>
+ </p>
+ <p class="toc">
+ <a href="#link2HCH0012"> CHAPTER XXV. &ldquo;BEWARE, MY LORD, OF JEALOUSY!&rdquo; </a>
+ </p>
+ <p class="toc">
+ <a href="#link2HCH0013"> CHAPTER XXVI. FIRST LEAVES FROM A PHILOSOPHER
+ NOTE-BOOK. </a>
+ </p>
+ <p class="toc">
+ <a href="#link2HCH0014"> CHAPTER XXVII. THE NOTE-BOOK CONTINUED NYMPH AND
+ SATYR. </a>
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ <br /><br />
+ </p>
+ <hr />
+ <p>
+ <a name="link2H_4_0001" id="link2H_4_0001"> </a>
+ </p>
+ <div style="height: 4em;">
+ <br /><br /><br /><br />
+ </div>
+ <h2>
+ FOXGLOVE MANOR.
+ </h2>
+ <p>
+ <br /><br />
+ </p>
+ <hr />
+ <p>
+ <a name="link2HCH0001" id="link2HCH0001"> </a>
+ </p>
+ <div style="height: 4em;">
+ <br /><br /><br /><br />
+ </div>
+ <h2>
+ CHAPTER XIV. BAPTISTO STAYS AT HOME.
+ </h2>
+ <p class="pfirst">
+ <span class="dropcap" style="font-size: 4.00em">A</span>s Haldane sat in
+ his study, the evening previous to the morning fixed for his journey to
+ London, Baptisto entered quickly and stood before the desk at which his
+ master was busily writing.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Can I speak to you, senor?&rdquo; Haldane looked and nodded.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;What is it, Baptisto?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;You have arranged that I shall go with you to-morrow, but I have had
+ during the last few days an attack of my old vertigo. Can you possibly
+ dispense with my attendance, senor?&rdquo; Haldane stared in surprise at the
+ Spaniards face, which was inscrutable as usual.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Do you mean to say you wish to remain at home?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Certainly, senor.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Why? because you are ill? On the contrary, you look in excellent health.
+ No; it is impossible. I cannot get along without you.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ And Haldane returned to his papers as if the matter was ended.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Baptisto, however, did not budge, but remained in the same position, with
+ his dark eyes fixed upon his master.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Do me this favour, senor. I am really indisposed, and must beg to
+ remain.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Haldane laughed, for an idea suddenly occurred to him which seemed to
+ explain the mystery of his servant&rsquo;s request.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;My good Baptisto, I think I understand the cause of your complaint, and I
+ am sure a little travel will do you good. It is that dark-eyed widow of
+ the lodge-keeper who attaches you so much to the Manor. The warm blood of
+ Spain still burns in your veins, and, despite your sad experience of
+ women, you are still impressionable. Eh? am I right?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Baptisto quickly shook his head, with the least suspicion of a smile upon
+ his swarthy face.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;I am not impressionable, senor, and I do not admire your English women;
+ but I wish to remain all the same.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Nonsense!&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Nonsense! In serious lament, senor, I beseech you to allow me to remain.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ But Haldane was not to be persuaded at what he conceived to be a mere whim
+ of his servant. He still believed that Baptisto had fallen a captive to
+ the charms of Mrs. Feme, a little plump, dark-eyed woman, with a large
+ family. He had frequently of late seen the Spaniard hanging about the
+ lodge&mdash;on one occasion nursing and dandling the youngest child&mdash;and
+ he had smiled to himself, thinking that the poor fellow&rsquo;s misanthropy, or
+ rather his misogynism, was in a fair way of coming to an end.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Finding his master indisposed to take his request seriously, Baptisto
+ retired; and presently Haldane strolled into the drawing-room, where he
+ found his wife.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Have you heard of the last freak of Baptisto? He actually wants to remain
+ at ease, instead of accompanying me in my journey.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Ellen looked up from some embroidery, in which she was busily engaged.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;On no account!&rdquo; she exclaimed. &ldquo;If you don&rsquo;t take him with you, I. shall
+ not stay in the place.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Dear me! said the philosopher. Surely you are not afraid of poor
+ Baptisto!&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Not afraid of him exactly, but he makes me shiver. He comes and goes like
+ a ghost, and when you least expect him, he is at your elbow. Then, of
+ course, I cannot help remembering he has committed a murder!&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Nothing of the kind,&rdquo; said Haldane, laughing and throwing himself into a
+ chair. &ldquo;My dear Ellen, you don&rsquo;t believe the whole truth of that affair.
+ True, he surprised that Spanish wife of his with her gallant, whom he
+ stabbed; but I have it on excellent authority that it was a kind of
+ duello; the other man was armed, and so it was a fair fight.&rdquo; Ellen
+ shuddered, and showed more nervous agitation than her husband could quite
+ account for.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Take him away with you,&rdquo; she cried; &ldquo;take him away. If you never bring
+ him back, I shall rejoice. If I had been consulted, he would never have
+ been brought to England.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ A little later in the evening, when Haldane had returned to his papers,
+ which he was diligently finishing to take away with him, he rang and
+ summoned the Spaniard to his presence.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Well, it is all settled. I have consulted your mistress, and she insists
+ in your accompanying me to-morrow.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ A sharp flash came upon Baptisto&rsquo;s dark eyes. He made an angry gesture;
+ then controlling himself, he said in a low, emphatic voice&mdash;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;The <i>senora</i> means it? <i>She</i> does not wish me to remain?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Just so.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;May I ask why?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Only because she does not want you, and I do. Between ourselves, she is
+ not quite so certain of you as I am. She has never forgotten that little
+ affair in Spain.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Again the dark eyes flashed, and again there was the same angry gesture,
+ instantly checked.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Haldane continued.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;You are violent sometimes, my Baptisto, and madame is a little afraid of
+ you. When she knows you better, as I know you, she will be aware that you
+ are rational; at present&mdash;&mdash;&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;At present, senor,&rdquo; said Baptisto, &ldquo;she would rather not have me so near.
+ Ah, I can understand! Perhaps she has reason to be afraid.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Something in the man&rsquo;s manner, which was sinister and almost threatening,
+ jarred upon his master&rsquo;s mind. Rising from his chair, Haldane stood with
+ his back to the fire, and, with a frown, regarded the Spaniard, as, he
+ said&mdash;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Listen to me, Baptisto. I have noticed with great annoyance, especially
+ of late, that your manner to madame has been strange, not to say sullen.
+ You are whimsical still, and apt to take offence. If this goes on, if you
+ fail in respect to your mistress, and make your presence uncomfortable in
+ this house, we shall have to part.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ To Haldane&rsquo;s astonishment, Baptisto asked an explanation, and, falling on
+ his knees, seized his master&rsquo;s hand and kissed it eagerly, &ldquo;Senor! Senor!
+ you don&rsquo;t comprehend. You don&rsquo;t think I am ungrateful, that I do not
+ remember? But you are wrong. I would die to save you&mdash;yes, I would
+ die; and I would kill with my own hand any one who did you an injury. I am
+ your servant, your slave&mdash;ah yes, till death.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Come, get up, and go and finish packing my things.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;But, senor&mdash;&mdash;&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Get up, I say.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The Spaniard rose, and with folded hands and bent head stood waiting.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Get ready like a sensible fellow, and let us have no more of this
+ foolery. There, there, I understand. You are exciting yourself for
+ nothing.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Then, I am to go, senor?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Certainly.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Early the next morning Baptisto entered the carriage with his master, and
+ was driven to the railway station, some seven miles away. As they went
+ along, Haldane noticed that the man looked very ill, and that from time to
+ time he put his hand to his head as if in pain. At the railway station,
+ while they were waiting for the train, matters looked most serious.
+ Suddenly the Spaniard fell forward on the platform as if in strong
+ convulsions, his eyes starting out of his head, his mouth foaming. They
+ sprinkled water on his face, chafed his hands, and with some difficulty
+ brought him round.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;The devil!&rdquo; muttered Haldane to himself. &ldquo;It looks like epilepsy!&rdquo;
+ Baptisto was placed on a seat, and lay back ghastly pale, as if utterly
+ exhausted.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Are you better now?&rdquo; asked Haldane, bending over him.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;A little better, senor.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ But seeing him so utterly helpless, and likely to have other seizure,
+ Haldane rapidly calculated in his own mind the inexpediency of taking him
+ away on a long railway journey. After all, the poor fellow had not
+ exaggerated his condition, when he had pleaded illness as an excuse for
+ remaining at home.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;After all,&rdquo; said Haldane, &ldquo;I think you will have to remain behind.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Baptisto opened his eyes feebly, and stretched out his hands.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;No, senor; since you wish it, I will go.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;You shall remain,&rdquo; answered Haldane, just as the whistle of the coming
+ train was heard in the distance. &ldquo;Perhaps, if you are better in a day or
+ two, you can follow; but you will go away now in the carriage, and send
+ over to Dr. Spruce, and he will prescribe for you.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Baptisto did not answer, but, taking his masters hand, kissed it
+ gratefully. The train came up. Haldane entered a carriage, and, gazing
+ from the window as the train began to move on, saw Baptisto still seated
+ on the platform, very pale, his eyes half closed, his head recumbent. Near
+ him stood the station master, a railway porter, and the groom who had
+ driven them over from the Manor, all regarding him with languid curiosity.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ But the moment the train was gone, Baptisto began to recover. Rising to
+ his feet, and refusing all offers of assistance from the others, he
+ strolled out of the station, and quietly mounted the dog-cart. The groom
+ got up beside him, and they drove homeward through the green lanes.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Now, Baptisto was a gentleman, and seldom entered or tolerated familiarity
+ from his fellow-servants. Had it been otherwise, the groom might have
+ asked the explanation of his curious conduct; for no sooner was he mounted
+ on the dogcart, and driving along in the fresh air, than the Spaniard
+ seemed to forget all about his recent illness, sat erect like a man in
+ perfect health, and exhibited none of the curious symptoms which had so
+ alarmed his master.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ And when the groom, who was a thirsty individual, suggested that they
+ should make a detour and call at the Blue Boar Inn for a little stimulant,
+ chiefly as a corrective to the attack from which his companion had just
+ suffered, the Spaniard turned his dark eyes round about him and actually
+ winked. This proceeding so startled the groom that he almost dropped the
+ reins, for never in the whole course of his sojourn had the foreign gent
+ condescended to such a familiarity.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ They drove round to the Blue Boar, however, and the groom consumed the
+ brandy, while Baptisto, who was a teetotaller, had some lemonade, and lit
+ his cigar. Then they drove home to the Manor, Baptisto sitting with folded
+ arms, completely and absolutely recovered.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ About noon that day, as Mrs. Haldane moved about the conservatory, looking
+ after her roses, a servant announced the Rev. Mr. Santley. Ellen flushed,
+ a little startled at the announcement, coming so soon after her husband&rsquo;s
+ departure, and her first impulse was to deny herself; but before she could
+ do so the clergyman himself appeared at the door of the conservatory.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;You are an early visitor,&rdquo; she said coldly, bending her face over the
+ flowers.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;It is just noon,&rdquo; answered the clergyman, &ldquo;and I was going home from a
+ sick-call. Has Mr. Haldane gone?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Yes. Did you wish to see him?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Not particularly, though I had a little commission which I might have
+ asked him to execute had I been in time.&rdquo; Surely the man&rsquo;s fall had
+ already begun. Ellen knew perfectly well that he was lying. In point of
+ fact, he had seen the dog-cart drive past on the way to the station, and
+ he had been unable to resist the temptation of coming over without delay.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ With face half averted, Ellen led the way into the drawing-room, and on to
+ the terrace beyond, from which there was a pleasant view of the Manor, the
+ plain, and the surrounding country. Just below the gardens were laid out
+ in flowerbeds and gravel walks; but the dark shrubberies were beyond, and
+ at a little distance, well in the shadow of the trees, the old chapel.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ There was a long silence. Ellen stood silent, gazing upon the woods and
+ lawn, while the clergyman stood just behind her, evidently regarding her.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ At last she could bear it no longer, but, turning quickly, exclaimed&mdash;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Why did you come? Have you anything to say to me?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Nothing, Ellen, if you are angry,&rdquo; replied the clergyman.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Angry! You surely know best if I have cause. After what has passed, I
+ think it is better that we should not meet,&rdquo; she added in a low voice. &ldquo;At
+ least, not often.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ He saw she was agitated, and he took a certain pleasure in her agitation,
+ for it showed him that she was not quite unsusceptible to the influence he
+ might bring to bear upon her. As he stood there, his sad eyes fixed upon
+ her, his being conscious of every movement she made, of every breath she
+ drew, he felt again the deep fatality of his passion, and silently yielded
+ to it.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ There was another long pause, which he was the first to break.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Do you know, Ellen, I sometimes tremble for you, when I think of your
+ husbands opinions. In time you may learn to share them, and then we should
+ be further apart than ever. At present, it is my sole comfort to know you
+ possess that living faith without which every soul is lost.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Lost?&rdquo; she repeated, in a bewildering way, not looking at him.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;I don&rsquo;t mean in the vulgar sense; the theological ideas of damnation have
+ never had my sanction, far less my sympathy. But materialism degrades the
+ believer, and sooner or later comes a disbelief in all that is holy,
+ beautiful, and sanctified. It is a humble creed, the new creed of science,
+ and fatal to spiritual hopes.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Does it matter so much what one believes, if one&rsquo;s life is good?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;It matters so much that I would rather see one I loved dead before my
+ feet than an avowed unbeliever. But there, I have not come to preach to
+ you. When does Mr. Haldane return?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;As I told you: in a fortnight, perhaps sooner.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;And during his absence we shall meet again, I hope?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ She hesitated and looked at him. His eyes were fixed on the distant woods,
+ though he stood expectantly, as if awaiting her reply, which did not come.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Can you not trust me?&rdquo; he exclaimed. &ldquo;You know I am your friend?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;I hope so; but I think it is best that you should not come here. If you
+ were married, it would be different.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;I shall not marry,&rdquo; he replied impatiently. &ldquo;What then? I am a priest of
+ God, and you may trust me fully. If our Church commenced the confessional,
+ you might enter it without fear, and I&mdash;I would listen to the
+ outpourings of your heart. Should you in your grief be afraid to utter
+ them?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ She moved away from him, turning her back; but betrayed herself. He saw
+ the bright colour mount to her neck and mantle there.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;What nonsense you talk!&rdquo; she said presently, with a forced laugh. &ldquo;Are
+ you going over to Rome?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;I might go over to the evil place itself, Ellen, if <i>you</i> were
+ there.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ There was no mistaking the words, the tone, in their diabolic gentleness,
+ their suavity of supreme and total self-surrender. She felt helpless in
+ spite of herself. The man was overmastering her, and rapidly encroaching.
+ She felt like a person morally stifled, and with a strong effort tried to
+ shake the evil influence away.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;I was right,&rdquo; she said. &ldquo;We must not meet.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ He smiled sadly.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;As you please. I will come, or I will go, at your will. You have only to
+ say to me, &lsquo;Go and destroy yourself, obliterate yourself for ever from my
+ life, blot yourself out from the roll of living beings,&rsquo; and I shall obey
+ you.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Her spirit revolted more and more against the steadfast, self-assured
+ obliquity of the man. She saw that he was desperate, and that the danger
+ grew with his desperation. In every word he spoke, and in his whole
+ manner, there was the sombre assurance of something between them, of some
+ veiled, but excitable sympathy, which she herself utterly ignored. That
+ moment of wild delirium, when he caught her in his arms and kissed her,
+ seemed, instead of severing them, to have made a link between them. He had
+ been conscious of her indignation, he had even professed penitence; but
+ she saw to her dismay that the fact of his folly filled him, not with
+ fear, but with courage. So she determined to end it once and for ever.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Let us understand each other,&rdquo; she said, trembling violently. &ldquo;How dare
+ you talk as if there was any community of feeling between us? How dare you
+ presume upon my patience, Mr. Santley? It is wretched; it is abominable!
+ When you talk of killing yourself, when you assume that I have any serious
+ interest in you, or any right over you, you insult me and degrade
+ yourself. We are nothing, and can be nothing to each other.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;I know that,&rdquo; he replied. &ldquo;Do you think I am so mad as not to know that?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Then why do you come here to torture me, and to tempt me?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The word came from her before she knew it, and her face became scarlet;
+ but he uttered no protest, and raised his white hand in deprecation.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Tempt you? God forbid!&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;I did not mean that,&rdquo; she murmured, in confusion; &ldquo;but you must know, you
+ cannot fail to know, that it is not right for a married woman to receive
+ such expressions of sympathy, however spiritual. It is that which makes me
+ hate the Catholic Church. The priest promises you his office, and too
+ often makes mischief under the guise of religion.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Do you accuse me of doing so?&rdquo; he demanded, in the same sad, calm voice.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;No; but you should remember that you have not the custody of my soul, and
+ I have no right to influence your actions. Come,&rdquo; she continued, with
+ rather a forced laugh, &ldquo;talk to me like a true English clergyman. Tell me
+ of the old women of the village, and their ailments; ask me for a
+ subscription to give to your new soup kitchen; talk to me as if Mr.
+ Haldane were listening to us&mdash;of your schools, your parish troubles&mdash;and
+ you shall find me an eager listener!&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;I will talk of anything, Ellen, so long as I may talk to you.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Again that manner of despairing certainty, of assured and fatal sympathy.
+ The man was incorrigible.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ She waited impatiently for some minutes, but finding he did not speak
+ again, she held out her hand.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Since you have nothing more to tell me,&rdquo; she observed lightly, &ldquo;I think I
+ will say good morning. I am going to order the carriage and drive to
+ Omberley.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;When may I come again?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;When you have anything really parochial to say to me. Please go now.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Their eyes met, and hers sank beneath his own.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ As he crossed towards the door it opened, and Baptisto appeared upon the
+ threshold.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Did you ring, senora?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ At the sight of the Spaniard&rsquo;s dull impressive face Mrs. Haldane started
+ violently, and went a little pale. She had heard nothing of his return,
+ and he came like an apparition.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Baptisto! What are you doing here? I thought&mdash;&mdash;&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ She paused in wonder, while the Spaniard inclined his head and bowed
+ profoundly.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;I was taken with a vertigo at the station, and the senor permitted me to
+ return.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Then your master has gone alone?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Yes, senora.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Very well. Order the carriage at once. I am going out.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Baptisto bowed and retired, quickly closing the door.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Santley, who had stood listening during the above conversation, now
+ prepared to follow, but, glancing at Ellen, saw that she was unusually
+ agitated.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;That is a sinister-looking fellow,&rdquo; he remarked. &ldquo;I am afraid he has
+ frightened you.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Indeed, no,&rdquo; she replied; &ldquo;though I confess I was startled at his
+ unexpected return. Good-bye.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Good-bye,&rdquo; he said, again taking her hand and holding it up a moment in
+ his own.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Passing from the drawing-room, he again came face to face with Baptisto,
+ who was lurking in the lobby, but who drew aside with a respectful bow, to
+ allow the clergyman to pass.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ He crossed the hall, descended the stone steps of the portico, and walked
+ slowly towards the lodge. As he passed the ruined chapel, its shadows
+ seemed to fall upon his spirit and leave it in ominous darkness. He
+ shivered slightly, and drew his cloak about him, then with his eyes cast
+ down he thoughtfully walked on.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ He did not glance back. Had he done so, he would have seen Baptisto
+ standing on the steps of the Manor house, watching him with a sinister
+ smile.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ <br /><br />
+ </p>
+ <hr />
+ <p>
+ <a name="link2HCH0002" id="link2HCH0002"> </a>
+ </p>
+ <div style="height: 4em;">
+ <br /><br /><br /><br />
+ </div>
+ <h2>
+ CHAPTER XV. CONJURATION.
+ </h2>
+ <p class="pfirst">
+ <span class="dropcap" style="font-size: 4.00em">I</span>t was a chill day
+ in early autumn, and as Charles Santley passed along the dark avenue of
+ the Manor his path was strewn here and there with freshly fallen leaves.
+ Dark shadows lay on every side, and the heaven above was full of a sullen,
+ cheerless light. It was just the day for a modern Faust, in the course of
+ his noonday walk, to encounter, in some fancied guise, canine or human,
+ the evil one of old superstition.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Be that as it may, Santley knew at last that the hour of his temptation
+ was over, and that the evil one was not far away. He knew it, by the
+ sullen acquiescence of evil of his own soul; by the deliberate and
+ despairing precision with which he had chosen the easy and downward path;
+ by the sense of darkness which already obliterated the bright moral
+ instincts in his essentially religious mind. He had spoken the truth when
+ he said he would follow Ellen Haldane anywhere, even to the eternal pit
+ itself. Her beauty possessed him and disturbed him with the joy of impure
+ thoughts; and now that he perceived his own power to trouble her peace of
+ mind, he rejoiced at the strength of his passion with a truly diabolic
+ perversity.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ As he came out of the lodge gate he saw, far away over the fields, the
+ spire of his own church.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ He laughed to himself.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ But the man&rsquo;s faith in spiritual things, so far from being shaken, was as
+ strong as ever. His own sense of moral deterioration, of spiritual
+ backsliding, only made him believe all the more fervently in the heaven
+ from which he had fallen, or might choose to fall. For it is surely a
+ mistake to picture, as so many poets have pictured, the evil spirit as one
+ ignorant of or insensible to good. Far wiser is the theology which
+ describes Satan as the highest of angelic spirits&mdash;the spirit which,
+ above all others, had beheld and contemplated the Godhead, and had then,
+ in sheer revolt and negation, deliberately and advisedly decided its own
+ knowledge and rejected its own truthright. Santley was, in his basest
+ moods, essentially a godly man&mdash;a man strangely curious of the beauty
+ of goodness, and capable of infinite celestial dreams. If, like many
+ another, he confused the flesh and the spirit, he did no more than many
+ sons of Eve have done.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ As he walked slowly along he mused, somewhat to this effect&mdash;&ldquo;I love
+ this woman. In her heart she loves me. Her superior spiritual endowments
+ are mystically alive to those I myself possess. Her husband is a clod, an
+ unbeliever, with no spiritual promptings. In his sardonic presence, her
+ aspirations are chilled, frozen at the very fountain-head; whereas, in
+ mine, all the sweetness and the power of her nature are aroused, though
+ with a certain irritation. If I persist, she must yield to the slow moral
+ mesmerism of my passion, and eventually fall. Is this necessarily evil? Am
+ I of set purpose sinning? Is it not possible that even a breach of the
+ moral law might, under certain conditions, lead us both to a higher
+ religious place&mdash;yes, even to a deeper and intenser consciousness of
+ God?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ And again&mdash;&ldquo;What <i>is</i> sin? Surely it is better than moral
+ stagnation, which is death. There are certain deflections from duty which,
+ like the side stroke of a bird&rsquo;s wing, may waft us higher. In the arms of
+ this woman, I should surely be nearer God than crawling alone on the bare
+ path of duty, loving nothing, hoping nothing, becoming nothing. What is it
+ that Goethe says of the Eternal Feminine which lead us ever upward and
+ onward? Which was the highest, Faust before he loved Marguerite, or Faust
+ after he passed out of the shadow of his sin into the sphere of imperial
+ and daring passion? I believe in God, I love this woman. Out of that
+ belief, and that love, shall I not become a living soul?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Was this the man&rsquo;s own musing, or rather the very devil whispering in his
+ ear? From such fragmentary glimpses of his mind as have been given, we can
+ at least guess the extent of his intellectual degradation.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ As he walked along the country road, his pale countenance became seraphic;
+ just so may the face of Lucifer have looked when he plumed his wings for
+ deliberate flight from heaven.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ He stepped into a roadside farm and had a glass of milk, which the good
+ woman of the place handed to him with a sentiment of adoration; he looked
+ so gentle, so at peace with all living things. His white hand rested for a
+ moment on the head of her little girl, in gentle benediction. He had never
+ felt more tenderly disposed to all creation than at that moment, when he
+ was prepared to dip a pen into his own hearts blood, and sign the little
+ promissory note which Mephistopheles carries, always ready, in his pocket.
+ He had hated his congregation before; now he loved them exceedingly&mdash;and
+ all the world.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ <br /><br />
+ </p>
+ <hr />
+ <p>
+ <a name="link2HCH0003" id="link2HCH0003"> </a>
+ </p>
+ <div style="height: 4em;">
+ <br /><br /><br /><br />
+ </div>
+ <h2>
+ CHAPTER XVI. AT THE OPERA.
+ </h2>
+ <p class="pfirst">
+ <span class="dropcap" style="font-size: 4.00em">O</span>n arriving in
+ London, George Haldane was driven straight to the house of an old friend
+ at Chelsea, where he always stayed during his visits to the Metropolis.
+ This friend was Lovell Blakiston, as eccentric a being in his own way as
+ Haldane himself was in his. He had been, since boyhood, in the India
+ Office, where he still put in an appearance several hours a day, and
+ whence he still drew a large income, with the immediate right to a
+ retiring pension whenever he choose to take it. He was a great student,
+ especially of the pagan poets and philosophers; and the greater part of
+ his days and nights were spent in his-old-fashioned library, opening with
+ folding doors on to a quiet lawn, which led in its turn to the very
+ river-side. He had two pet aversions&mdash;modern progress, in the shape
+ of railroads, electricity, geology; all the new business of science and
+ modern religion, especially in its connection with Christian theology. He
+ was, in short, a pagan pure and simple, fond of old books, old wine, old
+ meditations, and old gods. However he might differ with Haldane on such
+ subjects&rsquo; as the nebular hypothesis, which he hated with all his heart, he
+ agreed with him sufficiently on the subject of Christianity. Both had a
+ cordial dislike for church ceremonies and church bells.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The two gentlemen had another taste in common. This was the opera, which
+ both enjoyed hugely, though Blakiston never ceased to regret the
+ disappearance of that old operatic institution, the ballet, which, like a
+ rich dessert wine, used to bring the feast of music to a delightfully
+ sensuous conclusion. Haldane was too young a man to remember such visions
+ of loveliness as Cerito, whom his old friend had often gone to see in
+ company with Horne Took.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ So it happened that two or three days after his arrival, Haldane
+ accompanied his host to the opera house, where Patti was to appear in
+ &ldquo;Traviata.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Seated comfortably in the stalls, he was glancing quietly round the house
+ between the acts, when his attention was attracted to a face in one of the
+ private boxes. A pale, Madonna-like, yet girlish face, set in golden hair,
+ with soft blue eyes, and an expression so forlorn, so wistful, so ill at
+ ease, that it was almost painful to behold.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Haldane started in surprise.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;What is the matter?&rdquo; said his friend; &ldquo;Have you recognized anybody?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;I am not certain,&rdquo; returned Haldane, raising his opera-glass and
+ surveying the face through them. Then, after a long look, he added&rsquo; as if
+ to himself, &ldquo;I am almost sure it is the same.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Do you mean that young lady in black, seated in the second tier?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Yes. Oblige me by looking at her, and tell me what you think of her.&rdquo;
+ Blakiston raised his opera-glass, and took a long look.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Well?&rdquo; asked Haldane.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;She reminds me of one of your detestable pre-Raphaelistic drawings,
+ shockheaded and vacuous. She is pretty, I grant you, but she has no
+ expression.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;I should say, on the contrary, a very marked expression of deep pain.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Tight lacing,&rdquo; grunted Blakiston. &ldquo;Your modern women have no shape, since
+ Cerito.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Here Haldane rose from his seat. Looking up again, he had met the young
+ lady&rsquo;s eyes, and had perceived at once that she recognized him.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;I am going to speak to her,&rdquo; he explained. &ldquo;She is a neighbour of ours,
+ and a friend of my wife.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ He made his way to the second tier, and finding the door of the box open,
+ he looked in, and saw the person he sought, seated in company with an
+ elderly lady and a young man.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Miss Dove!&rdquo; he said, advancing into the box. &ldquo;Although we have only met
+ twice, I thought I could not be mistaken.&rdquo; Edith (for it was she) turned
+ quickly and took his outstretched hand..
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;How strange to find you here!&rdquo; she exclaimed. &ldquo;Is Mrs. Haldane with you?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;No, indeed. I left her to the pious duties of the parish, which she is
+ fulfilling daily, I expect, in company with your seraphic friend the
+ minister.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Edith looked at him with strange surprise, but said nothing.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;When did you come to town?&rdquo; he asked. &ldquo;I thought you were quite a country
+ young lady, and never ventured into the giddy world of London.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;I was not very well,&rdquo; replied Edith, &ldquo;and my aunt invited me to stop with
+ her a few weeks. This is my aunt, Mrs. Hetherington; and this gentleman is
+ my cousin Walter.&rdquo; Here Edith went somewhat nervously through the ceremony
+ of introduction. She added, with a slight flush, &ldquo;My cousin insisted on
+ bringing us here to-night. I did not wish to come.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Why not?&rdquo; demanded Haldane, noticing her uneasiness.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Because I did not think it right; and I have been thinking all the
+ evening what the vicar will say when I tell him I have been to such a
+ place.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Here the old lady shook her head ominously, and gave a slight groan.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Is the place so terrible,&rdquo; asked Haldane, smiling, &ldquo;now you have seen
+ it?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;No, it is very pretty; and of course the singing is beautiful. But Mr.
+ Santley does not approve of the theatre, and I am sorry I came.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Nonsense, Edith,&rdquo; said young Hetherington, with a laugh. &ldquo;You know you
+ wanted to see the &lsquo;Traviata,&rsquo; The fact is,&rdquo; he continued, turning to
+ Haldane, &ldquo;my mother and my cousin are both terribly old-fashioned. My
+ mother here is Scotch, and believes in the kirk, the whole kirk, and
+ nothing but the kirk; and as for Edith, she is entirely, as they say in
+ Scotland, under the minister&rsquo;s &lsquo;thoomb.&rsquo; I thought they would have enjoyed
+ themselves, but they have been doing penance all the evening.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Without paying attention to her cousin&rsquo;s remarks, Edith was looking
+ thoughtfully at Haldane.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;When do you return to Omberley?&rdquo; she asked.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;I am not sure&mdash;in a fortnight, at the latest. I am going on to
+ France.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;And Mrs. Haldane will remain all that time alone?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Of course,&rdquo; he replied. &ldquo;Oh, she will not miss me. She has her household
+ duties, her parish, her garden&mdash;to say nothing of her clergyman. And
+ you, do <i>you</i> stay long in London?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;I am not sure; I think not. I am tired of it already.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Again that weary, wistful look, which sat so strangely on the young,
+ almost childish face. She sighed, and gazed sadly around the crowded
+ house. A minute later, Haldane took his leave, and rejoined his friend in
+ the stalls. Looking up at the end of the next act, he saw that the box was
+ empty.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The women had yielded to their consciences, and departed before the end of
+ the performance.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ That night, when Haldane went home to Chelsea, he found a letter from his
+ wife. It was a long letter, but contained no news whatever, being chiefly
+ occupied with self-reproaches that the writer had not accompanied her
+ husband in his pilgrimage. This struck Haldane as rather peculiar, as in
+ former communications Ellen had expressed no such dissatisfaction; but he
+ was by nature and of set habit unsuspicious, and he set it down to some
+ momentary <i>ennui</i>. The letter contained no mention whatever of Mr.
+ Santley, but in the postscript, where ladies often put the most
+ interesting part of their correspondence, there was a reference to the
+ Spanish valet, Baptisto.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;As I told you,&rdquo; wrote Ellen, &ldquo;Baptisto seems in excellent health, though
+ he is mysterious and unpleasant as usual. He comes and goes like a ghost,
+ but if he made you believe that he was ill, he was imposing upon you. I do
+ so wish you had taken him with you.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Haldane folded up the letter with a smile.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Poor Baptisto!&rdquo; he thought, &ldquo;I suppose it is as I suspected, and the
+ little widow at the lodge is at the bottom of it all.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ After a few days&rsquo; sojourn at Chelsea, during which time he was much
+ interested in certain spiritualistic investigations which were just then
+ being conducted by the London <i>savants</i>, to the manifest confusion of
+ the spirits and indignation of true believers, Haldane went to Paris,
+ where he read his paper before the French Society to which he belonged.
+ There we shall leave him for a little time, returning to the company of
+ Miss Dove, with whom we have more immediate concern.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Mother and son lived in a pleasant house overlooking Clapham Common, a
+ district famous for its religious edification, its young ladies&rsquo;
+ seminaries, and its dissenting chapels. Mrs. Hethering-ton was the wealthy
+ widow of a Glasgow merchant, long settled in London, and she set her face
+ rigidly against modern thought, ecclesiastical vestments, and cooking on
+ the sabbath. Curiously enough, her son Walter, who inherited a handsome
+ competence, was a painter, and followed his heathen occupation with much
+ talent, and more youthful enthusiasm. His landscapes, chiefly of Highland
+ scenes, had been exhibited in the Royal Scottish Academy. His mother,
+ whose highest ideas of art were founded on a superficial acquaintance with
+ the Scripture pieces of Noel Paton, and an occasional contemplation of
+ biblical masterpieces in the Doré Gallery, would have preferred to have
+ seen him following in his fathers footsteps, and even entering the true
+ kirk as a preacher; but his sympathies were pagan, and a gloomy childish
+ experience had not fitted him with the requisite enthusiasm for John
+ Calvin and the sabbath.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Walter Hetherington was a fine fresh young fellow of three and twenty, and
+ belonged to the clever set of Scotch painters, headed by Messrs. Pettie,
+ Richardson, and Peter Graham. He was &ldquo;cannie&rdquo; painstaking, and rather
+ sceptical, and, putting aside his art, which he really loved, he felt true
+ enthusiasm for only one thing in the world&mdash;his cousin Edith, whom he
+ hoped and longed to make his wife.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ As a very young girl, Edith had seemed rather attached to him; but of late
+ years, during which they saw each other only at long intervals, she seemed
+ colder and colder to his advances. He noticed her indifference, and set it
+ down somewhat angrily to girlish fanaticism, for he had little or no
+ suspicion whatever that another man&rsquo;s image might be filling her thoughts.
+ Once or twice, it is true, when she sounded the praises of her Omberley
+ pastor, his zeal, his goodness, his beauty of discourse, he asked himself
+ if he could possibly have a rival <i>there</i>; but knowing something of
+ the relinquent fancies of young vestals, he rejected the idea. To tell the
+ truth, he rather pitied the Rev. Mr. Santley, whom he had never seen, as a
+ hardheaded, dogmatic, elderly creature of the type greatly approved by his
+ mother, and abundant even in Clapham. He had no idea of an Adonis in a
+ clerical frock coat, with a beautiful profile, white hands, and a voice
+ gentle and low&mdash;the latter an excellent thing in woman, but a
+ dangerous thing in an unmarried preacher of the Word.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ <br /><br />
+ </p>
+ <hr />
+ <p>
+ <a name="link2HCH0004" id="link2HCH0004"> </a>
+ </p>
+ <div style="height: 4em;">
+ <br /><br /><br /><br />
+ </div>
+ <h2>
+ CHAPTER XVII. WALTER HETHERINGTON.
+ </h2>
+ <p class="pfirst">
+ <span class="dropcap" style="font-size: 4.00em">W</span>hen the party got
+ home from the opera, it was only half-past ten. They sat down to a frugal
+ supper in the dining-room.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;I am sorry you did not wait till the last act,&rdquo; said the young man, after
+ an awkward silence. &ldquo;Patti&rsquo;s death scene is magnificent.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;I&rsquo;m thinking we heard enough,&rdquo; his mother replied. &ldquo;I never cared much
+ for play-acting, and I see little sense in screeching about in a foreign
+ tongue. I&rsquo;d rather have half an hour of the Reverend Mr. Mactavish&rsquo;s
+ discourses than a night of fooling like yon.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;What do <i>you</i> say, Edith? I&rsquo;m sure the music was very pretty.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Yes, it was beautiful; but not knowing much of Italian, I could not
+ gather what it was all about.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;It is an operatic version of a story of the younger Dumas,&rdquo; explained
+ Walter, with an uncomfortable sense of treading on dangerous ground. &ldquo;The
+ story is that of a beautiful woman who has lived an evil life, and is
+ reformed through her affection for a young Frenchman. His friends think he
+ is degrading himself by offering to marry her, and to cure him she
+ pretends to be false and wicked. In the end, she dies in his arms,
+ broken-hearted. It is a very touching subject, I think, though some people
+ consider it immoral.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Here the matron broke in with quiet severity.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;I wonder yon woman&mdash;Patti, you call her&mdash;doesn&rsquo;t think shame to
+ appear in such dresses. One of them was scarcely decent, and I was almost
+ ashamed to look at her&mdash;the creature!&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;But her singing, mother, her singing; was it not divine?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;It was meeddling loud; but I&rsquo;ve heard far finer in the kirk. Edith, my
+ bairn, you&rsquo;re tired, I&rsquo;m thinking. We&rsquo;ll just read a chapter, and get to
+ bed.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ So the chapter was read, and the ladies retired, while Walter walked off
+ to his studio to have a quiet pipe. He was too used to his mother&rsquo;s
+ peculiarities to be much surprised at the failure of the evening&rsquo;s
+ entertainment; but he felt really amazed that Edith had not been more
+ impressed.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The next morning, when they met at breakfast, Edith astonished both her
+ aunt and cousin by expressing her wish to return to Omberley as soon as
+ possible.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Go away already!&rdquo; cried the young man. &lsquo;&ldquo;Why, you&rsquo;ve hardly been here a
+ week, and you&rsquo;ve seen nothing of town, and we&rsquo;ve all the picture-galleries
+ to visit yet.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;And you have not heard Mr. Mactavish discoorse,&rdquo; cried his mother. &ldquo;No,
+ no; you must bide awhile.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ But Edith shook her head, and they saw her mind was made up.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;I can come again at Christmas, but I would rather go now,&rdquo; she said.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;But why have you changed your mind?&rdquo; inquired her cousin eagerly.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;I think they want me at home; and there is a great deal of church work to
+ be done in the village.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Walter was not deceived by this excuse, and tried persuasion, but it was
+ of no avail. The girl was determined to return home immediately. He little
+ knew the real cause of her determination. Haldane&rsquo;s presence in London had
+ filled her, in spite of herself, with jealous alarm. Ellen Haldane was
+ alone at the Manor, with no husband&rsquo;s eyes to trouble her; and, despite
+ the clergyman&rsquo;s oath of fidelity, Edith could not trust him.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Yes, she would go home. It was time to put an end to it all, to remind
+ Santley of his broken promises, and to claim their fulfilment. If he
+ refused to do her justice, she would part from him for ever; not, however,
+ without letting the other woman, her rival, know his true character.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ It was arranged that she should leave by an early train next morning. For
+ the greater part of the day she kept her room, engaged in preparations for
+ the journey; but towards evening Walter found her alone in the
+ drawing-room. The old lady, his mother, who earnestly wished him to marry
+ his cousin, had contrived to be out of the way.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;I am so sorry you are going,&rdquo; the young man said. &ldquo;We see so little of
+ each other now.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Edith was seated with her back to the window, her face in deep shade. She
+ knew by her cousin&rsquo;s manner that he was more than usually agitated, and
+ she dreaded what was coming&mdash;what had come, indeed, on several
+ occasions before. She did not answer, but almost unconsciously heaved a
+ deep sigh.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Does that mean that you are sorry too?&rdquo; asked Walter, leaning towards her
+ to see her face.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Of course I am sorry,&rdquo; she replied, with a certain constraint.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;I wish I could believe that. Somehow or other, Edith, it seems to me that
+ you would rather be anywhere than here. Well, you have some cause; for the
+ house is dreary enough, and we are all dull people. But you and I used to
+ be such friends! More like brother and sister than mere cousins. Is that
+ all over? Are we to drift farther and farther apart as the years pass on?
+ It seems to me as if it might come to that.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;How absurd you are!&rdquo; said Edith, trying to force a laugh, but failing
+ lamentably. &ldquo;You know I was always fond of you and&mdash;and&mdash;of your
+ mother.&rdquo; Walter winced under the sting of the last sentence, so
+ unconsciously given.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;I don&rsquo;t mean that at all,&rdquo; he exclaimed. &ldquo;Of course you liked us, as
+ relations like each other; but am I never to be more to you than a mere
+ cousin? You know I love you, that I have loved you ever since we were boy
+ and girl; and once&mdash;ah, yes, I thought you cared for me a little.
+ Edith, what does it mean? Why are you so changed?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Edith was more deeply changed than ever her cousin could guess. Had he
+ been able to see her face, he would have been wonder-stricken at its
+ expression of mingled shame and despair. She tried to reply; but before
+ she could do so her voice was choked, and her tears began to fall. In a
+ moment he was close beside her, and bending over her, with one hand
+ outstretched to clasp her.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Now, you are crying. Edith, my darling, what is it?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Don&rsquo;t touch me,&rdquo; she sobbed, shrinking from him. &ldquo;I can&rsquo;t bear it.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Forgive me, if I have said anything to pain you; and oh, my darling!
+ remember it is my love that carries me away. I do love you, Edith. I wish
+ to God I could prove to you how much!&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ He took her hand in his; but she drew it forcibly from him, and, shrinking
+ still further away, entirely losing her self-control, sobbed silently.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Don&rsquo;t!&rdquo; she exclaimed. &ldquo;For pity&rsquo;s sake, be silent. You do not know what
+ you are saying. I am not fit to become your wife.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ He moved a few steps from her, and waited until her wild, hysterical
+ sobbing should have ceased. She commanded herself quickly, as it the wild
+ outburst which she had not been able to control had terrified her. Then
+ she rose, and would have left the room, but the young man stopped her.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Edith,&rdquo; he said, &ldquo;surely you did not mean what you said just now, that
+ you are not fit to become my wife?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Yes,&rdquo; she replied quickly; &ldquo;I did mean it.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ She was glad that her face, was turned from him, and that the room was in
+ partial darkness. She was glad that she was able to steady her voice, and
+ to give a direct reply.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ He did not answer; she felt he was waiting for her to speak on.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Even if two people love each other,&rdquo; she said, trembling, &ldquo;or only think
+ they do, which is too often the case, they have no right to thoughtlessly
+ contract that holy tie. There cannot be perfect happiness in this world
+ without perfect spiritual communion. I know&mdash;I feel sure&mdash;that
+ this does not exist between you and me.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The young man flushed, and his brow contracted somewhat angrily.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Take time to think it over,&rdquo; he said quickly; &ldquo;this is not your own heart
+ that is speaking now. The seeds which that man, your clergyman, has been
+ sowing in your heart have borne fruit. Religion is changing your whole
+ nature. It is alienating you hopelessly from all to whom you are so dear;
+ it is making you unjust, cruelly unkind, to yourself, but doubly so to
+ others, under the shallow pretence that you are serving God!&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ She did not interrupt him; but when he ceased, she put out her hand and
+ said, quickly but firmly&mdash;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Good night.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Good night,&rdquo; he repeated. &ldquo;It is so early, surely you are not going
+ to-your room already? This is our last night together, remember.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;I am so tired,&rdquo; returned the girl, wearily. &ldquo;I must get a good night&rsquo;s
+ rest, since I am to start early in the morning.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;And you will not say another word?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;I don&rsquo;t know that there is anything more that I can say.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;You are angry with me, Edith. Before you go, say at least that you
+ forgive me.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;I am not angry; indeed, I am glad you have spoken. I know now I should
+ never have come here. I know I must never come again.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ So, without another word, they parted. Edith went up to her room. Walter
+ sought his, and there he remained all the evening, sitting in the
+ darkness, pondering over the unaccountable change which had taken place in
+ the girl.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Yes, she was changed; but was it hopeless, and altogether unexpected?
+ Might she not, with gentle care, be freed from this hateful influence of
+ the Church? Walter believed that might be so. Already he seemed to see
+ light through the cloud, and to trace the secret of this man&rsquo;s influence
+ over her. Edith was imaginative and highly fanatical; he had appealed to
+ her imagination. Being a High Church clergyman, he had employed two
+ powerful agents&mdash;colour and form. He had scattered the shrine at
+ which she worshipped with soft and durable perfumes, and had set up sacred
+ symbols; and he had said, &ldquo;Kneel before these; cast down all your worldly
+ wishes and earthly affections.&rdquo; She, being intoxicated, as it were, had
+ yielded to the spell. It was part of his plan, thought Walter, that she
+ must neither marry nor form any other earthly tie; for was it not through
+ her, and such as her, that his beloved Church was able to sustain its full
+ prestige? The Church must reign supreme in her heart, as it had done in
+ that of many another vestal; it was at the altar alone that her gifts of
+ love and devotion must be burned. She must be sacrificed, as many others
+ had been before her, and the Church would stand.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ This was the young man&rsquo;s true view of the case. He believed it, for he had
+ learnt in his home to hate other worldliness; but though he fancied he saw
+ the nature of the discord, he could not as yet perceive the directest
+ means of cure.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The next morning, when Edith, looking very pale and weary, but still very
+ pretty in her simple travelling costume, came down to breakfast, she was a
+ little surprised to find Walter already there. His manner was kind and
+ considerate, as it had always been, and he made no reference whatever to
+ what had passed between them on the previous night. They sat and carried
+ on a constrained but polite conversation; but both were glad when it was
+ interrupted by the entrance of Mrs. Hetherington. The old lady was filled
+ with genuine regret at her niece&rsquo;s sudden departure, and, while presiding
+ at the breakfast-table, was so busy laying down plans for her speedy
+ return that she did not notice that every morsel on Edith&rsquo;s plate remained
+ untouched, and that, while sipping her tea, her eyes wandered continually
+ towards the window, as if anxiously watching for the cab which was to take
+ her away. Walter noticed it with pain, and remained discreetly silent.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ As soon as the cab arrived, he left the room, ostensibly to superintend
+ the removal of Ediths luggage, but in reality to be absent at the
+ leave-taking between his mother and his cousin.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ He accompanied Edith to the station. It was merely an act of common
+ courtesy, to which she could make no possible objection. On the way there
+ was very little said on either side. She was silent from preoccupation,
+ and he feared to tread on dangerous ground. But when they were near their
+ parting, when Edith was comfortably seated in the train, and he stood by
+ the open carriage door, he ventured in a covert manner to refer to what
+ had passed.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;The house will be brighter in wintertime,&rdquo; he said, &ldquo;and we shall have
+ more means of amusing you. You will come back at Christmas, Edith?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ She started, dropped his hand, and drew herself from him.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;No, I think not,&rdquo; she said; &ldquo;it is always a busy time with us at
+ Christmas. There is much to be done in the church.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ This was their good-bye; for before he could say more the guard noisily
+ closed the carriage doors, and whistled shrilly. Mechanically Walter took
+ off his hat, and stood sadly watching the train as it moved away.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ <br /><br />
+ </p>
+ <hr />
+ <p>
+ <a name="link2HCH0005" id="link2HCH0005"> </a>
+ </p>
+ <div style="height: 4em;">
+ <br /><br /><br /><br />
+ </div>
+ <h2>
+ CHAPTER XVIII. CHURCH BELLS&mdash;AND A DISCORD.
+ </h2>
+ <p class="pfirst">
+ <span class="dropcap" style="font-size: 4.00em">E</span>dith was glad that
+ the next day was Sunday. She rose early, dressed hurriedly, and went for a
+ walk in the fresh morning air. She felt instinctively that she had a
+ battle to fight, and that all her resources must be brought into play to
+ gain her the victory. If her influence over the man was to continue, she
+ knew there was one way by which she could regain it. With such pale cheeks
+ and lacklustre eyes as she had brought with her from London, where, she
+ asked, would her chances be against Ellen Haldane&rsquo;s fresh country charms?
+ She must banish all painful thoughts for the present, and try to win back
+ the roses which he had caused to fade.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ She walked for above an hour; and when she returned home, she went
+ straight into the garden to gather a little bouquet of flowers. Then she
+ went up to her room to dress for church. When she came down to breakfast,
+ she wore her prettiest costume, and the bunch of flowers was fastened at
+ her throat.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Her aunt had a headache, she said, and could not go to church. Edith was
+ not sorry; indeed, when the time came for her to set out, she was glad she
+ was alone.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ She arrived at the church rather earlier than usual, nevertheless she
+ walked straight in, and no sooner had she crossed the threshold than she
+ obeyed a sudden impulse which seized her, and determined for that day at
+ least not to occupy her usual seat. She selected one which was some
+ distance from the pulpit, but from which she could command an excellent
+ view of the pew belonging to Foxglove Manor.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The congregation gathered, but the Haldane&rsquo;s pew was empty. Edith watched
+ it with feverish impatience. Presently, just as the tolling bell was about
+ to cease, she saw Mrs. Haldane enter and take her seat.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Two minutes later, Mr. Santley, clothed in his white, priestly robes,
+ ascended the steps of the reading-desk, and bent his beautiful head in
+ prayer. As he rose to his feet, Edith, who had been watching him in
+ extreme fascination, saw his gaze wandering round the church, and finally
+ fix upon the face of the mistress of Foxglove Manor. She saw, or thought
+ she saw, the lady&rsquo;s eyelids quiver and finally droop beneath that glance;
+ while the clergyman arose, like a sick man suddenly restored to health,
+ and began to read the lessons for the day.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ How that morning passed Edith scarcely knew. She remained like one in a
+ dream, mechanically going though the religious forms, but feeling as if
+ her heart&rsquo;s blood was slowly ebbing away. Of one thing only she was
+ conscious&mdash;that of all those upturned faces before him the clergyman
+ seemed to see but one, but that from this one face seemed to draw his
+ inspiration, as the earth draws life and light from the shining rays of
+ the sun.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ At length the service was over, the congregation dispersed, and Edith
+ found herself walking up and down the quiet lanes alone, panting for air,
+ feeling sick at heart, and shivering through and through, though she stood
+ in the warm rays of sunlight. Go home she could not. She must see Mr.
+ Santley before she could face another human soul.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ She turned, intending to go to the Vicarage, but when she was yet within
+ some distance of the house, she saw coming towards her the very man she
+ sought.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ She paused, not knowing whether to feel glad or sorry. It was certainly
+ better than having to go to the Vicarage, yet now that the meeting was so
+ near, she shrank from it. She made a desperate effort to compose herself,
+ and paused, waiting for him. The clergyman was evidently lost in deep
+ thought, his head was bent, his eyes were fixed on the ground, and he was
+ quite close to Edith before he saw her.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ When their eyes met he paused, almost involuntarily, a momentary flush of
+ mingled annoyance and surprise passed over his face, then he recovered
+ himself, walked forward, and quietly extended his hand.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Miss Dove!&rdquo; he said, glancing nervously round. &ldquo;I had no idea you were at
+ home. How do you do?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ It had been agreed between them, long before, that so long as their secret
+ remained a secret, no warmer greeting than this must be exchanged between
+ them in public. When the proposition had been made, Edith had quietly
+ assented. What was it to her that Santley should bow his head with a
+ politeness even more frigid than he bestowed upon any one of his flock.
+ Had she not seen the burning light of love in his half-lowered eyes? and
+ had she not known that a few hours later she would feel his caressing arms
+ about her, and hear his rich, mellow voice whispering tenderly in her ear?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ But now all was changed. The frigid bow which had formerly been the
+ prologue, had rapidly developed into the play. There were no stolen
+ meetings now; no consoling whisperings. The clergyman had latterly become
+ alive to the risk of such indulgences, and had gradually allowed them to
+ cease; and Edith, receiving as her portion the cold bow and cold handshake
+ that every eye might have seen, had watched the love light gradually fade
+ from her hero&rsquo;s eyes.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ But she had never seen him so cold as to-day. When their eyes had met, she
+ had noticed the look of positive annoyance which had passed across his
+ face. It had soon fled, but when he spoke and extended his hand, his face
+ had assumed a look of cold severity.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Edith did not speak; the painful beating of her heart almost stifled her,
+ and her tongue clove to the roof of her mouth. She extended her hand; the
+ cold, listless touch of his fingers throbbed through her like ice. The
+ clergyman saw her trouble, and again that look of impatient annoyance
+ passed across his face then he raised his brows in calm surprise.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;What is the matter?&rdquo; he asked quickly. &ldquo;Has some domestic trouble caused
+ your sudden return home?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ She withdrew her hand from his cold, lax fingers, and answered, &ldquo;No.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Then she turned and walked along in silence by his side.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The good man was annoyed, seriously annoyed. First at her sudden
+ appearance in the village, when he believed she was safely bestowed in
+ London for several weeks to come; next at the <i>rôle</i> she thought fit
+ to assume. He hated scenes at any time; just now he particularly wished to
+ avoid one. So he walked on in silence, until he could command his voice to
+ speak quietly; then he said, in the most careless manner possible&mdash;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;<i>When</i> did you return home?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Last night. I attended church this morning.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ She looked at him quickly, to see what effect her words produced.
+ Apparently they produced none. The clergymans face remained as coldly
+ impassive as before; he raised his brows slightly as he replied.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Indeed! I did not see you there.&rdquo; Then, after a pause, he added, &ldquo;Your
+ return was very sudden, was it not? I thought you intended staying away
+ for some time.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;I changed my mind. I thought you would have been glad to have me back
+ again.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Then, swept on by a wild impulse, which she could not possibly restrain,
+ she added slowly, but tremulously&mdash;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Charles, are you <i>sorry</i> I have come?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The clergyman started, flushed, then quickly recovered himself, as he
+ added&mdash;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Sorry, my dear Edith? What a question! Why of course I am not sorry.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Then, why not say that you are glad? Why not let me know it? Don&rsquo;t you
+ see you are breaking my heart?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Santley paused, and looked at her. He did not flush this time, his face
+ grew white as marble, his eyes quite steel-like in their coldness. He had
+ dreaded a scene, but this was so very much worse than he had expected; for
+ by this time Edith had lost all self-control, and was sobbing violently.
+ His face hardened terribly. He must put an end once and for ever to such
+ unpleasant encounters.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Edith, have you lost your senses?&rdquo; he said; and the bitterness of his
+ tone was like putting a knife into the girl&rsquo;s heart. &ldquo;If you wish to
+ perform in such scenes as this, you could surely find some other time and
+ place than the public road and the broad daylight. If you have anything to
+ say to me, you must come to me again in private. At present I have no more
+ time which I can place at your service. I have business with Mrs. Haldane,
+ who is waiting for me at the Vicarage; and my duties at the church will
+ soon begin again.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ He raised his hat, and would have moved away, but Edith laid her hand upon
+ his arm and forcibly detained him.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Stop!&rdquo; she cried. &ldquo;One word! You shall not go. I must speak.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ He turned upon her almost angrily; he attempted, but in vain, to shake off
+ her detaining hand.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Tell me,&rdquo; she cried; &ldquo;why are you going to meet Mrs. Haldane?&rdquo; Then,
+ before he could recover from his astonishment sufficiently to speak, she
+ added, &ldquo;You need not tell me, for I <i>know</i>. It is this woman who has
+ come between you and me. Oh, do you think I don&rsquo;t know that since she came
+ to the village you have been a changed man? What did I come home for?
+ Because I knew it was not right that you and she should be in the village
+ <i>alone</i>.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ This time the clergyman succeeded in shaking off her hand. The face which
+ he turned towards hers was almost livid in its pallor.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;You forget yourself,&rdquo; he said, with a sternness which was even harder to
+ bear than bitter reproach. &ldquo;Well, I suppose you think you have a right to
+ insult me; but permit me to remind you that your right does not extend to
+ religious affairs, or to a lady who is the most esteemed member of my
+ congregation.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;I have not insulted you, Charles; I am only warning you.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;You are very kind,&rdquo; he interposed, with a sneer, &ldquo;but I am, in no greater
+ need of your warning than is the lady. Until you can learn how to control
+ your own words and actions, it would be better for <i>you</i> that we
+ should not meet.&rdquo; Again he moved, as if about to leave her; again she put
+ forth her hand, and held him fast. The scene had become more violent than
+ she had intended. It was now too late to pause.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;One more word,&rdquo; she sobbed. &ldquo;Promise me that you will not see her, then I
+ will promise never to mention this subject again.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Promise you what? To discontinue all communications with Mrs. Haldane?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Yes, yes; that is all. It is not much to ask you.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;It is much more than you have any right to ask. You have chosen to
+ connect my name dishonourably with a lady whom I esteem. Enough! I cannot
+ control your actions, but I mean to regulate my own. Good morning, Edith.
+ Since you have nothing more important to say to me, I suppose I am at
+ liberty to go?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ He raised his hat and walked away, pausing a minute later to raise it
+ again, and to address some pleasant remark to a member of his
+ congregation, who happened at that moment to be coming along the road. It
+ was the sight of this stranger which prevented Edith from following, which
+ made her turn and walk with rapid steps towards her home. She felt cold
+ and sick and heart-broken, and she shrank from the sight of any human
+ face.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ When she reached her home, she found her aunt, who had been surprised at
+ her protracted absence, gazing uneasily up and down the road. The sight of
+ the girl&rsquo;s pale, tear-stained face alarmed her, but Edith silenced her
+ inquiries by declaring that she had not been very well.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;It was foolish of me, but I could not help crying at the service,&rdquo; she
+ said. &ldquo;Dear aunt, do not be anxious. I am better now, and only want rest.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Shall I send you up some dinner, darling?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;No; nothing. I want to be alone&mdash;quite alone.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ So, with a weary, listless look upon her, the girl went up to her room,
+ and, having locked the door, she threw herself upon the bed, and cried as
+ if her heart were broken.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Meanwhile Mr. Santley went on his way, almost as much disturbed as Edith
+ herself. He was angry, terribly angry; for if scenes similar to the one
+ through which he had passed were allowed to continue, he anticipated a
+ storm of troubles in the future. But how to avoid them? What would be the
+ best and safest course to adopt? The good man was terribly perplexed. To
+ openly defy the girl might cause her, in her bitterness and pain, to
+ expose herself and him; which would certainly be awkward, since he wished,
+ above all things, to stand well with his congregation. And yet to adopt
+ any other course, he must at least pretend to subscribe to her conditions.
+ He must be content to renounce, or pretend to renounce, his intimacy with
+ Mrs. Haldane. The man of God was justly indignant.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Such a course, he knew, must not be thought of, and he resolved with pious
+ determination to continue Ellen Haldane&rsquo;s conversion, for which he was so
+ zealous and to leave matters between himself and Edith exactly as they
+ were.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ He knew the girl&rsquo;s disposition. She would soon acknowledge her folly, and
+ make the first advances towards reconciliation. Well, then he would be
+ inclined to meet her half-way, but she must be the first to move. If, on
+ the other hand, she chose to take the unpleasant course of exposing him,
+ why, he would have but one alternative: he would simply deny her
+ statements, and who would believe her? It would be an unpleasant phase of
+ experience to have to pass through, and it would compel him to sacrifice a
+ fellow-creature.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Nevertheless, he acknowledged to himself, with the air of a Christian
+ martyr, that if she pushed him to extremities it would be necessary.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ After all, he hoped that Edith, shut up with her own grief, in the
+ solitude of her own room, would soon be brought to see the error of her
+ ways, and would make that first advance towards reconciliation which was
+ necessary for the peace of mind of both.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ But, whatever might happen in the future, Edith had succeeded for that day
+ at least in completely destroying the good mans peace of mind. His
+ agitation was so great that he was compelled to walk about the quiet lanes
+ until his tranquillity was somewhat restored. Then he returned to the
+ Vicarage, where Mrs. Haldane was comfortably seated with his sister, and
+ enjoyed her society until the hour of his labours returned.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ When he entered the church that afternoon, all the congregation thought he
+ was looking more seraphic than ever. Many a young heart fluttered with
+ holiness, and many an eyelid drooped reverently, before the calm serenity
+ of his gaze. As he stood facing his people, he cast his eyes around the
+ church. Edith was not there.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ He turned the leaves of his gold-clasped volume, and as his rich voice
+ filled the church, and the congregation rose, he gazed once more about
+ him. This time his cheek flushed slightly, and a soft sigh of relief and
+ happiness escaped his parted lips. Mrs. Haldane was again in her place,
+ calmly joining in the prayers.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ That afternoon the clergyman preached like one inspired; all were
+ impressed but none were cognizant of the cause. Though the clergyman&rsquo;s
+ eyes wandered continually around the church, he saw only one face, was
+ conscious only of one presence. So engrossed was he, and so wrapped up in
+ his fervour of admiration, that he did not notice what was going on around
+ him. Had he done so, he would have seen that there was another member of
+ the congregation besides Mrs. Haldane who attracted a certain amount of
+ interest. Seated in the gallery, calmly joining in the service and
+ watching the minister, was the foreign &ldquo;gentleman with the eyes.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ <br /><br />
+ </p>
+ <hr />
+ <p>
+ <a name="link2HCH0006" id="link2HCH0006"> </a>
+ </p>
+ <div style="height: 4em;">
+ <br /><br /><br /><br />
+ </div>
+ <h2>
+ CHAPTER XIX. HE IS BUT A LANDSCAPE PAINTER
+ </h2>
+ <p class="pfirst">
+ <span class="dropcap" style="font-size: 4.00em">A</span>fter Edith&rsquo;s
+ departure from London, Walter Hetherington thought long and deeply over
+ the mysterious change in his cousin. The more he thought, the more uneasy
+ he grew. Of one thing he felt tolerably sure&mdash;that the girl had got
+ into the hands of, a religious fanatic, who either consciously or
+ unconsciously was completely destroying himself, his happiness&mdash;in
+ this world at least. She was fairly possessed by the fever of other
+ worldliness, he said to himself, and if left alone she would, like many
+ others before her, probably end her days in a mad house.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Having arrived at this enlightened conclusion, which was chiefly based on
+ what Edith had herself told him, Walter determined that she should not be
+ left alone. What would be more rational, he said to himself, than that he
+ should pack up his sketching paraphernalia and pay a short visit to the
+ picturesque little village where his aunt and cousin lived? Surely Edith
+ would be glad to see him, and while he remained to watch over her, his
+ time would not be entirely lost.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ When he told his mother of his determination to revisit the country, the
+ old lady was unfeignedly glad. She suspected, from the unaccountable
+ sudden departure of the girl, that the two young people had had a quarrel,
+ and she was glad to see her son was magnanimous enough to make the first
+ advances towards reconciliation. So she helped him to put a few things
+ together, and on the spur of the moment he started off.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ He had written neither to his cousin nor aunt to tell them of his coming.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &mdash;He had intended sending a telegram from the station, but at the
+ last moment he changed his mind, and as he sat in the train which was
+ rapidly whirling him onward, he began to ask himself whether it would be
+ judicious of him to go to his aunt&rsquo;s house at all. To be sure, he had
+ always made it his head-quarters; but now things were changed. Edith had
+ left his mother&rsquo;s house to avoid <i>him</i>; would it be fair to either of
+ them that he should become his aunt&rsquo;s guest? By living in the house he
+ would force from her a communication which might be very grudgingly given,
+ and at the same time his lips must be inevitably sealed. He finally
+ decided that, during the visit at least, it would be better for every one
+ that he should stay at the inn.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ So on arriving at the station he drove to the inn, secured at a cheap
+ price a couple of cosy rooms, and determined to delay calling upon his
+ relations until the following day.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The next day was fine, a fit day for an artist to lounge, dream, perhaps
+ work. Walter hung about the inn till midday; then he took his sketch-book
+ under his arm, and strolled forth in the direction of his aunt&rsquo;s cottage.
+ When he reached the door, and was about to knock, it was suddenly opened
+ by Edith, dressed in walking costume.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ On coming thus unexpectedly face to face with her cousin, she looked
+ manifestly angry.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Walter, you here?&rdquo; she said coldly; then she added quickly, &ldquo;Is anything
+ the matter at home?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Nothing whatever,&rdquo; said Walter, quietly giving his hand, and taking no
+ notice whatever of the irritation so plainly visible on her face. &ldquo;I got
+ tired of London, that was all, and thought a few days in the country might
+ do me good. I am not going to bore <i>you</i>. I have brought my working
+ tools down with me, and mean to take some sketches back.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;But where is your luggage?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Down at the inn.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;At the inn?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Yes; I had it taken direct there last night. I was fortunate enough, too,
+ to secure rooms&mdash;a capital little parlour fit for a studio, and a
+ bedroom leading out of it. I shall be able to do the host, and entertain
+ you, if you&rsquo;ll come.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;You are going to stay at the inn?&rdquo; said Edith. &ldquo;You always stayed with <i>us</i>
+ before!&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Of course I did; but I am not going to be so inconsiderate as to plant
+ myself upon you <i>now</i>.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ He laid the slightest possible stress upon the &ldquo;now,&rdquo; and Edith
+ understood; nevertheless, she deemed it prudent to affect ignorance and
+ read a different meaning in his words. She murmured something about being
+ very much occupied, and having little time to attend to visitors; then led
+ the way across the hall to their sitting-room, and brought him into the
+ presence of his aunt.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Mrs. Russell welcomed him cordially, but when she heard of his domestic
+ arrangements, her face went very blank indeed. She used every argument in
+ her power to persuade the young man to change his mind, and to have his
+ luggage brought up to the cottage. Walter, eager to accept her kindness,
+ was listening for one word from Edith. It never came, and he expressed his
+ intention to remain at the inn.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ But, although he abided by his former decision and remained <i>en garçon</i>
+ at the inn, a very great part of his time was spent at the cottage. The
+ old lady, anxious to atone for the inhospitable behaviour of her niece,
+ altered all her household arrangements to suit the erratic habits of the
+ young painter. The heavy midday meal was replaced by a light luncheon;
+ while for the light supper at six was substituted a substantial dinner, to
+ which Walter was always bidden. On the afternoon of that day, when the
+ young man had first made his appearance at the cottage, a rather
+ unpleasant interview had taken place between the aunt and niece, almost
+ the first which had come to ruffle the peaceful course of their evenly
+ flowing lines. The old lady had been indignant at the coolness of Edith&rsquo;s
+ reception, and had accused the girl of inhospitality and ingratitude;
+ while Edith had coolly given it as her opinion that the young man was much
+ better located elsewhere.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;It is a tax to have a visitor always in the house, aunt,&rdquo; said Edith,
+ quietly; &ldquo;and&mdash;and I haven&rsquo;t the strength to bear it, I think.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Mrs. Russell looked up, and was surprised to find that the girl, after
+ bearing her reproaches so mildly, was now actually crying. She noted
+ again, too, with a start of shocked surprise how sadly she had changed.
+ The fresh, bright beauty which had once charmed every eye had gone,
+ leaving scarcely a trace behind it, and the face was pale, careworn, and
+ sad. She got up and kissed her, and that silent caress did more than a
+ dozen reproaches. It made Edith hurriedly leave the room, to cast herself,
+ crying bitterly, upon the bed, while Mrs. Russell sat down and wrote a
+ note to Walter.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;You shall have your own way about staying at the inn,&rdquo; she wrote, &ldquo;and
+ you shall also have every possible hour of the day that you can make use
+ of for your work; but surely you can spare your evenings for us. I have
+ arranged to dine every day at six, and I beg of you, for Edith&rsquo;s sake, to
+ make one of the party. Dear Edith is far from well, and sadly changing.
+ She sees so few people, and the house is dull. Dear Walter, come often,
+ for her sake if not for mine.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Thus it happened that every night, when the little dining-room was laid
+ out for dinner, Walter made his appearance at the cottage door, and that
+ during those evening hours the family party was increased to three.
+ Sometimes they left the dinner-table to lounge in the pretty little
+ drawing-room, where Walter was permitted to smoke his cigar, while the old
+ lady worked at wool-work, and Edith played to them in the slowly gathering
+ darkness. Sometimes they strolled out on to the lawn, and had the tea
+ brought out, and laughed and chatted while they watched the stars appear
+ one by one in the heavens. Was it fancy, or since these social evenings
+ commenced was Edith really changed&rsquo; for the better? Walter fancied that
+ her eye was brighter, her cheek less pale, and that her manner towards
+ himself was sometimes very tender, as if she wished in a measure to atone
+ for her past coldness. This was particularly noticeable one night when the
+ two sat alone in the drawing-room.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Mrs. Russell, murmuring something about household affairs, had left them
+ together. Walter was reclining in an armchair, smoking his cigar and
+ watching his cousin, who was busily engaged embroidering crosses upon a
+ handsome altar-cloth, intended for the decoration of the church.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;These have been pleasant evenings,&rdquo; he said&mdash;&ldquo;pleasant for me, that
+ is. I shall be sorry enough when they come to an end.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Edith looked up and smiled sadly.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;If we always had pleasure it would become a pain,&rdquo; she said. &ldquo;Though we
+ rebel against pain and suffering, it is, after all, a very great boon to
+ the world.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Humph! Perhaps so, if it were better distributed. What about the poor
+ creatures whose portion is only pain?&mdash;who, to put it vulgarly, get
+ all the kicks, and none of the halfpence?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;In this world, you should have said, Walter. Let us hope their measure of
+ happiness will be greater in the world that is to come.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Walter was silent. The conversation had taken precisely the turn which he
+ would have avoided, and he was wondering how to bring it to the subject
+ which was for ever uppermost in his mind. For a time he remained in a
+ brown study. Edith stitched on. Then he rose, took a few turns about the
+ room, and stopped near to her chair.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Edith,&rdquo; he said quietly, &ldquo;do you know why I came down here?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Something in his tone rather than his words made her start and flush
+ painfully. She did not raise her eyes or cease her work. Before she could
+ answer, he had taken her hand.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;I came for <i>you</i>, Edith,&rdquo; he continued passionately. &ldquo;Listen to me,
+ my darling. Do not answer hastily, if you cannot give me a decided answer.
+ At least let me hope.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Decidedly yet tremblingly the girl put his hands from her, and half rose
+ from her seat. His words had frozen her to ice again.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Why <i>did</i> you come here?&rdquo; she said. &ldquo;Do you call it manly or kind to
+ persecute me? I tell you I shall never marry.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ As she spoke her eye fell upon the altar-cloth, which she held in her
+ hand: Walter saw the look, and as he was walking back to the inn that
+ night it recurred to his mind again. The altar-cloth! There was the symbol
+ of the thing which had come between them&mdash;which was blighting his
+ life and hers. Edith was changing; but she was not utterly changed. He
+ resolved to do the only thing which now remained to be done. He determined
+ to appeal to her spiritual adviser.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ All night his mind was filled with this idea; it troubled his sleeping as
+ well as his waking moments, and when he rose in the morning it was the one
+ thing which possessed him. Now, he had never seen the clergyman, but he
+ had pictured him as a middle-aged, benevolent-looking man, perhaps with
+ spectacles; a gentle fanatic in religion, willing, through the very
+ bigotry of his nature, to sacrifice everything for the good of the Church,
+ but still, perhaps, amiable. He might be open to reason, and an appeal
+ made directly to him might be the means of putting an end to all the
+ trouble.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Breakfast over, the young man issued from the inn, and strolled
+ deliberately through the village in the direction of the Vicarage. It was
+ early in the day to make a call, so he walked very slowly, meditating as
+ he went on the nature of his errand; and the course he was about to take,
+ after what had passed between him and his cousin, was, perhaps, a little
+ unwarrantable, and Edith might be inclined to resent it if she knew. But
+ then, he reflected, she need never know. Mr. Santley would surely grant
+ him the favour of keeping the matter a secret; and afterwards, when the
+ shadow of the Church had ceased to darken her life, and she was happy with
+ him in her married home, she would be glad to hear that it was he who had
+ saved her.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ These were the kind of rose-coloured visions which filled his brain as he
+ walked on towards the Vicarage, and by the time he had reached the hall
+ door and pulled the bell, he had even converted Mr. Santley into the good
+ fairy of the tale, or rather a sort of Father Christmas, in a surplice,
+ smiling benevolently upon them and pairing their hands. A trim little
+ servant came to the door, and, in answer to his inquiries, informed him
+ that Mr. Santley was not at home. He was expected in immediately, however,
+ if the gentleman would like to wait.. Yes; Walter would wait. So he
+ followed the little maid across the hall, into a somewhat chilly but
+ sufficiently gorgeous room, which was reserved solely for the comfort and
+ convenience of Mr. Santley&rsquo;s guests. As Walter sank down into an
+ easy-chair, the arms of which seemed to enfold him in a close embrace, and
+ looked about the room, he acknowledged that Mr. Santley at least did not
+ give all his substance to the poor. Here at least there was no appearance
+ of penury, or of sackcloth and ashes; all was comfortable and luxurious in
+ the extreme. He walked about the room; examined the books upon the tables,
+ which were all works of education, elegantly bound; noticed the engravings
+ on the walls&mdash;one or two of Raphael&rsquo;s Madonnas (coloured copies), and
+ an old engraving after Andrea del Sarto. Mr. Santley did not come. He rang
+ the bell, gave the little maid his card, told her he would call again, and
+ left the Vicarage.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ This time he walked in the direction of the schoolhouse. He had his
+ sketchbook under his arm, and in it a half-finished sketch of the
+ schoolmistress&rsquo;s picturesque home. He would fill up his spare time by
+ adding a few touches to the sketch before he returned to the Vicarage.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ In this matter fortune favoured him. It being Saturday afternoon, there
+ was no school, and the schoolmistress was leaning in a listless attitude
+ upon the low trellised gate. She welcomed the young painter with a nod and
+ a bright smile, and readily assented to his proposition that she should
+ stand for the figure in the picture. He took out his book and set to work.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Dora meanwhile chatted and laughed to make the time pass pleasantly, and
+ sometimes, in answer to an invitation from him, she would run round the
+ easel to take a peep at the figure of herself, which was gradually growing
+ under his hand. At last their pleasant interview was brought to an end.
+ Walter remembered the appointment which this chattering lady had made him
+ forget. He put up his sketching materials, and prepared to take his leave.
+ Then Dora stopped him.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Surely, Mr. Hetherington, you will do me one favour,&rdquo; she said: &ldquo;you will
+ honour me by stepping for a moment into the cottage which you have
+ transferred so beautifully to paper. I have some cream and milk, some
+ fresh strawberries from our garden, if that is any inducement to you.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The invitation was tempting. Nevertheless, Walter, while wishing to
+ accept, was about to refuse, pleading an engagement at the Vicarage when
+ another voice broke in&mdash;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Good day, Miss Greatheart!&rdquo; it said.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The schoolmistress smiled, made a prim curtsey, and answered, &ldquo;Good day,
+ sir!&rdquo; Then she waited to see if her visitor had anything more to say.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The new arrival was a man, and Walter, who was looking at him, thought he
+ was the handsomest man he had ever seen in his life. He was dressed as a
+ clergyman, but the cut of his garments-was elegant and eminently becoming.
+ As his eye fell upon Walter he raised his hat, and discovered a head
+ beautifully shaped and slightly thinning at the temples. Walter remained
+ fascinated, staring at the man, who moved here and there with easy grace,
+ and whose face grew singularly handsome with every varying expression
+ which flitted across it.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ He had not much to say to the schoolmistress; and as he moved away his hat
+ was again swept off to Walter, and the clergyman&rsquo;s eyes rested upon him
+ for a moment with a look one might love to paint in the eyes of a saint.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Walter turned to Miss Greatheart.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;A handsome fellow,&rdquo; he said, &ldquo;&mdash;a very handsome fellow; and a
+ clergyman, I see, by his dress. Who is he? One of Mr. Santley&rsquo;s curates, I
+ suppose?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The schoolmistress stared at him for a moment in amazement.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;One of Mr. Santley&rsquo;s curates!&rdquo; she said. &ldquo;Why, my dear sir, that is our
+ vicar himself!&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ <br /><br />
+ </p>
+ <hr />
+ <p>
+ <a name="link2HCH0007" id="link2HCH0007"> </a>
+ </p>
+ <div style="height: 4em;">
+ <br /><br /><br /><br />
+ </div>
+ <h2>
+ CHAPTER XX. IN THE GLOAMING.
+ </h2>
+ <p class="pfirst">
+ <span class="dropcap" style="font-size: 4.00em">I</span> t was now Walters
+ turn to look amazed.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;That Mr. Santley!&rdquo; he said. &ldquo;Why, he is quite a young man!&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Of course he is&mdash;and handsome as good, and good as handsome. But
+ won&rsquo;t you come in, Mr. Hetherington, and have some refreshment? It is two
+ hours quite since you opened out your sketch-book at the gate!&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ This time Walter accepted her invitation, and followed her into the quaint
+ little parlour, where most of her days were spent. The little maid who
+ attended to the house had got a holiday with the children, and Dora was
+ left to attend to herself that day. Walter was glad of it, since he was
+ left free to sit by the window and follow the train of his thoughts, while
+ Dora busied herself spreading the snowy cloth upon the table, and setting
+ forth her simple fare. When it was ready, he came to the table and ate
+ some strawberries and drank some milk, thinking all the while of Mr.
+ Santley. Presently he spoke of him.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;You have known Mr. Santley some time, Miss Greatheart?&rdquo; he said.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;I was schoolmistress here when he came.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;He is a very good man, you said?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Yes, indeed. But it stands to reason that a man with Mr. Santley&rsquo;s gifts
+ must be very good indeed not to get spoiled. In justice to at least half
+ of his congregation, he ought to marry.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Why, pray?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Why? If he had arrived here with a wife, many a young girl in the village
+ would have been saved a severe heartache. He is a prize in the matrimonial
+ lottery well worth striving for. He is idolized by every female in the
+ village. Now, it is certain he cannot marry them all, and on the day when
+ the happy one is chosen, fancy the hearts that will break!&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Yours amongst the number?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;No, sir; I am happy to say I am free. But I take no credit to myself on
+ that account. If I had been idle like some of the young ladies here, there
+ might have been another victim added to the list; but I have so much to do
+ in the school, I have no time to think about the vicar,&rdquo; she added. &ldquo;Have
+ you heard him preach, Mr. Hetherington?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;No, not yet.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Ah, you must go to the church tomorrow. He speaks magnificently, and
+ looks a picture in his robes; besides, his sister, Miss Santley, told me
+ he will wear for the first time to-morrow a new surplice and a magnificent
+ embroidered band, which has been worked for him by Miss Dove!&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ At the mention of his cousin&rsquo;s name Walter felt his face flush and his
+ heart leap; but he made no direct reply. He went on eating his
+ strawberries, and turned his face to the open window, as he said&mdash;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;What have you made for him, Miss Greatheart?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;I? Oh, nothing! He has so many beautiful presents from the young ladies
+ in the village that he has no need of them from me, even if I had the time
+ to make them, which I have not; all day I am teaching in the school, and
+ all the evening I am busy preparing lessons for the following day.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Have you always lived here?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Not always. My mother was a prison matron at Preston, and we lived
+ together until she died, several years ago; then, through the influence of
+ some friends, I got this place, and have lived here ever since!&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Working and striving,&rdquo; added Walter; &ldquo;finding pleasure in things which to
+ some would mean only trouble and irritation. During the holidays do you
+ ever come to London, Miss Greatheart?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;No; I generally remain here.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;From choice?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Not at all. I should like a change; but then, to go alone to a city where
+ you have no friends, and to parade crowded streets alone, is a holiday
+ which I should not enjoy.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Walter rose to go.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;You will come back and finish the sketch on Monday, perhaps?&rdquo; said Dora.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;I shall be glad to; I should like, above all, to finish the figure
+ leaning on the gate.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Then you must come in the evening. I promise to give you an hour after
+ school hours.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Then Walter shook hands with her and left, taking the way to the inn
+ instead of to the Vicarage. He would make no appeal to the clergyman. The
+ sight of Mr. Santley, so different to the benevolent, elderly gentleman of
+ his imagination, had decided him on that point; it had also brought with
+ it other trouble, for it threw an entirely new light on Edith&rsquo;s religious
+ fervour.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Was it, then, the man or the church, infatuation or fanaticism? He asked
+ himself the question for the first time. Was Edith among the mass of
+ simple girls who were breaking their hearts for his sake? Probably. It
+ remained now for him to watch her, and ascertain the truth.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ He went up to the cottage that evening, and regarded Edith with quite a
+ new light in his eyes. She also seemed changed. Her manner was restless
+ and ill at ease; her cheek was flushed. All through the dinner she
+ scarcely touched any food, but glanced furtively at her aunt and cousin.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ When the dinner was over, they all retired to the drawing-room as usual.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Here Ediths restlessness asserted itself more strongly. Instead of sitting
+ quietly to her work, as was her usual custom, she flitted restlessly about
+ the room. Presently she declared that she had a terrible headache, and
+ wished her cousin &ldquo;good night.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;I have been trying to bear it,&rdquo; she said, &ldquo;but it gets worse instead of
+ better. You will excuse me for to-night, Walter, will you not?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ As he took her hand and held it for a moment in his, he felt that it was
+ trembling and very hot. He scarcely believed in the headache, but he
+ deemed silence the most prudent course; so he wished her &ldquo;good night&rdquo;
+ without more ado.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Her aunt rose to go with her to her room, but permission to do so was
+ firmly refused.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;You will stay and keep Walter company, or else you will make me regret I
+ did not bear the pain without a word. Indeed, dear aunt, all I want is
+ rest and quietness. I shall be quite well to-morrow.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ So she went. Mrs. Russell sat down again to her wool-work, and Walter
+ subsided into his chair.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ There was not much talking done after that, and Walter, as soon as his
+ cigar was finished, rose to take his leave. The old lady looked at him
+ tenderly and sadly, but she said nothing. Instinct had told her the true
+ state of, things between the cousins; she was sorry, but helpless. It
+ would be better, she thought to herself, if the poor boy would resign a
+ useless courtship, since Edith had evidently no affection to give, and
+ take to himself some pretty little wife who would make his home happy.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ He did not return directly to the inn, but with head bent in deep thought
+ he strolled on, he knew not whither. He was wondering whether or not this
+ hopeless quest should end. If Edith had deceived him&mdash;if, indeed, it
+ was the man, and not religion, which held the girl so entranced&mdash;why,
+ then his task of regeneration would surely be a very difficult one. It was
+ strange, he thought, that Edith, knowing his mistake, should have allowed
+ it to remain. He had repeatedly spoken to her of Mr. Santley as an elderly
+ man; and, although she knew the truth, she had never corrected him. It
+ looked black, very black; the more he thought over it, the more
+ complicated matters became.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ He had been so engrossed in his own thoughts, that he had been almost
+ unaware of his own actions. He was only conscious of strolling idly on and
+ on, he knew not in what direction. Suddenly he paused, looked helplessly
+ about him; then took a few stealthy steps forward, and paused again. Where
+ he was he did not know. The night had grown quite dark and chilly, for
+ heavy, rain-charged clouds were covering both stars and moon. But his
+ quick ear had detected what his eyes could not at first perceive&mdash;the
+ close neighbourhood of two figures in earnest conversation&mdash;a man and
+ a woman. The darkness shrouded their figures, but the breeze brought to
+ him the sound of their voices. Walter hated to play the spy, yet for once
+ in his life his feet refused to move. For he had recognized one of the
+ voices as belonging to his cousin Edith.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Yes, the voice was Ediths.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Having wished her aunt and cousin &ldquo;good night,&rdquo; she had hastened to her
+ room and locked the door; but instead of throwing herself on the bed, she
+ had lit the candles, sat down near the dressing-table, drawn forth a
+ letter from her pocket, and begun to read.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The letter was as follows:&mdash;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;My dear Miss Dove,
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;I am very sorry to hear that you have been suffering. You will find what
+ you require at Dr. Spruce&rsquo;s surgery. You are right about the time&mdash;nine
+ o&rsquo;clock will do very well.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Yours faithfully,
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Charles Santley.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ This letter had come through the post in the ordinary way. It had been
+ handed to Edith in the morning; and the very sight of it had sent the hot
+ blood coursing through her veins, and kept her in a state of feverish
+ excitement the whole day. It was the knowledge of this piece of paper in
+ her pocket which had rendered her so uneasy during the dinner; it was the
+ knowledge of this letter also which had caused her excitement after
+ dinner, and which finally had made her wish her cousin a hasty &ldquo;good
+ night.&rdquo; And now, as she read it again, the flush remounted to her cheeks
+ and her heart beat pleasantly. She had not seen Santley alone since that
+ Sunday morning, nearly a week past, when the two had parted in anger&mdash;an
+ anger which to Edith meant utter misery and prostration. And now, at the
+ eleventh hour, he had written to her appointing a meeting, and she was
+ ready to fly to him with open arms.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ She sat for some time looking at the letter, reading it over and over
+ until she knew every word of it by heart; then she kissed it, returned it
+ to her pocket, opened the window, and looked out. It was a cloudy but fine
+ night, and the welcome darkness was gathering quickly.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ If it would only rain, she thought, they would be sure to have the road to
+ themselves in that case; and for herself, why, what did it matter so long
+ as she felt her lovers arms about her again, and knew that he was true?
+ But now her first care was to effect her escape stealthily from the house.
+ She had decided upon her course of action; the great difficulty which
+ remained was to carry it through. She hastily put on her walking boots,
+ took up a cloak of sombre colour, fastened it round her, drew the hood
+ over her head, and stood ready to set forth to the place of meeting&mdash;which
+ she knew, by old experience, well.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ She opened her bedroom door and listened. She could hear nothing. Perhaps
+ her cousin was gone, perhaps he was still sitting in the drawingroom,
+ quietly smoking his cigar. In any case, it seemed, she need not fear
+ interruption; the way was clear. She hastily blew out her candles, locked
+ her door, and slipped the key into her pocket; then noiselessly descending
+ the stairs, she left the house unseen.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ In the garden she hesitated, curious to know what they could all be doing;
+ so she crept round the house and peeped in at the drawing-room window.
+ Walter was still there, but he stood near the door, holding his aunts
+ hand, and evidently taking his leave. Edith turned, and without more ado
+ fled quickly in the darkness.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Even as Edith was leaving the cottage, Santley was already at the
+ meeting-place, walking with impatient strides up and down the lonely lane
+ selected for their interview, and wondering as every minute passed away
+ why Edith did not come.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ A week&rsquo;s reflection, and the frequent sight of Edith&rsquo;s pale, careworn face
+ when they met in public, had brought him to this pass. He saw that she was
+ suffering, and for the sake of what she had been to him he felt really
+ sorry. Besides, he looked at the matter philosophically, and he asked
+ himself, why <i>should</i> they quarrel? After all, she had been very
+ patient and forbearing; and for that little fit of jealousy about Mrs.
+ Haldane she had been sufficiently punished.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ But perhaps there was another and a stronger motive for this sudden wish
+ for a meeting and a reconciliation. So long as this absurd quarrel
+ continued, it was evident Edith had no intention of visiting the Vicarage;
+ and this fact alone subjected him to a series of unpleasant questions from
+ his sister. Santley therefore decided that it would be better for him in
+ every possible way to send the letter, which would be certain to effect a
+ reconciliation.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Is it you, Edith? Quick! Is it you?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ His quick ear had caught the rustle of her dress on the grass. Even as the
+ words left his lips came the eager answer.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Yes, Charles; I have come!&rdquo; And the girl, forgetting all their quarrels,
+ leapt with a glad cry into his arms.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ For a time no words were spoken. After that one cry of joy, Edith had laid
+ her head upon his shoulder and sobbed as if her heart would break. At this
+ manifestation of hysteria, Santley was not altogether pleased; but he
+ could say nothing, so he clasped his arms firmly about her, and tried to
+ soothe her sorrow. When at last Edith lifted her head from his shoulder he
+ kissed her lips, and whispered to her so gently that the girl&rsquo;s heart beat
+ as gladly as it had done the first day that words like these had been
+ spoken.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;There, there,&rdquo; said the good man, kissing her again, and patting her head
+ like that of a spoilt child. &ldquo;You are better now, my darling; and remember
+ you must not quarrel with me again. You were breaking your little heart
+ for nothing at all.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Part of the girls emotion had communicated itself to him; and for the time
+ being, while he stood there holding her to him, feeling her breath upon
+ her cheek, her clinging arms about his neck, he felt almost as
+ passionately disposed as he had done the first day that he told her of his
+ love. As for Edith, a serene happiness and peace seemed to enter into her
+ soul. They stood thus for some time, exchanging whispered words and fond
+ embraces; then the clergyman told her she had better go. A spot or two of
+ rain had fallen, and the sky was clouding over as if for a storm.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Will you play the organ to-morrow, Edith?&rdquo; he asked, as they moved away
+ together.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Yes, if you wish it.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;I do wish it, Edith; for when you are playing, it seems as if you were
+ helping me with my work.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Sweet words! She said nothing, but the hand which lay in his pressed his
+ fondly, and he knew that she was pleased.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;And will you come to the Vicarage to-morrow afternoon, and have tea with
+ us? I shall be so glad if you will!&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ He did not add that his sister, wondering all the week at Edith&rsquo;s
+ non-appearance, had threatened repeatedly to call at the cottage, when she
+ would doubtless have elicited something of the truth.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;No, I cannot come!&rdquo; she said; &ldquo;my cousin, Walter Hetherington, is staying
+ in the village, and so long as he remains here he is to spend the evenings
+ with us. As to-morrow is Sunday, and no work can be done, my aunt has
+ invited him up for the day.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Santley was relieved, very much relieved indeed. He could now give his
+ sister a tangible reason for Edith&rsquo;s absence from the Vicarage, while he
+ himself would be perfectly free to spend the afternoon with Mrs. Haldane.
+ He tried, to suppress the delight which he could not help feeling, and
+ said quietly, &ldquo;Let us hope the young man will make a speedy departure, if
+ he means to monopolize you so much. But that reminds me, Edith, a young
+ man, a Mr. Walter Hetherington, called upon me to-day and left his card. I
+ suppose it is the same?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Of course it is,&rdquo; returned Edith. &ldquo;But what could he want with <i>you?</i>&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;I don&rsquo;t in the least know. Nothing of very great importance, I suppose,
+ since he promised to call again, and never reappeared.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The clergyman paused.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ They had come now to within a short distance of Edith&rsquo;s home. Again, after
+ a furtive look round, he clasped her fondly to him, pressed her lips, and
+ murmured, &ldquo;Good night, my Edith!&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Good night,&rdquo; returned the girl, withdrawing herself reluctantly from his
+ embrace. &ldquo;Oh, I am so happy now! You were quite right, dear; another week
+ like the last would have broken my heart!&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Thus they parted&mdash;Edith, happy as a child, creeping quickly to the
+ cottage; the good man smiling celestially, and well pleased to have made
+ everything comfortable at little personal inconvenience, walking back to
+ his holy hearth, and thinking of his Sunday sermon.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ <br /><br />
+ </p>
+ <hr />
+ <p>
+ <a name="link2HCH0008" id="link2HCH0008"> </a>
+ </p>
+ <div style="height: 4em;">
+ <br /><br /><br /><br />
+ </div>
+ <h2>
+ CHAPTER XXI. IN THE VICARAGE PARLOUR.
+ </h2>
+ <p class="pfirst">
+ <span class="dropcap" style="font-size: 4.00em">N</span>early the whole of
+ this interview had been witnessed by Walter Hetherington. He had heard,
+ yet he had not heard; for, though instinct told him that the voice was
+ Edith&rsquo;s, he could only catch fragments of what she said. Nevertheless, as
+ he remained crouched in the shadow of the trees, he was conscious of sobs
+ and tears, of stolen kisses and softly murmured words. He remained until
+ the interview was over; then, when the two walked together back towards
+ the village, he still very stealthily followed them. When they stopped
+ again, he heard the passionate words of parting. His suspicions were, in
+ his own despite, fast becoming certainties; they were soon established
+ certainties beyond a doubt. He followed the girl after she had left her
+ lover, and saw her stealthily open the door and disappear across the
+ threshold of Edith&rsquo;s home.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Then Walter turned, and feeling like one who has had a terrible nightmare,
+ he walked back to his lodgings at the inn. He was sorry he had not had
+ time to follow the man, for he remained completely in the dark as to who
+ he might be. He got little sleep that night. The next morning he awoke
+ sadly unrefreshed. After breakfast he strolled out among the meadows; and
+ when he heard the bells ring, calling the villagers to prayer, he entered
+ the church with the rest.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ When the congregation had assembled and the clergyman was in his place,
+ Walter looked about for Edith. He felt almost a sense of relief when he
+ saw that she was present; it repulsed him to think of her calmly joining
+ in the service after the events of last night. He looked at the gallery
+ where the school children bestowed themselves, and saw Dora, quiet,
+ unobtrusive, and happy, sitting serenely amongst her flaxen-haired flock.
+ How cosy, how comfortable she was! but the very bitterness of his heart
+ compelled him to ask himself the question: was she as bad as the rest? At
+ one time, yes, even so late as the preceding night, he had possessed so
+ much blind faith in genuine human nature as to believe that the face
+ indicated the soul. Now, however, he felt that such a belief was puerile
+ and false. No woman on earth could possess a more spiritual countenance
+ than his cousin Edith&mdash;yet his eyes had assured him of the blackness
+ and impurity of her soul. Disappointment was turning his heart to gall.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ At last the service was ended: the congregation streamed forth, Walter
+ amongst the rest. The crush was so great he could hardly get along&mdash;for
+ Mr. Santley was a popular preacher. Once outside the edifice, Walter
+ paused to draw his breath and look about him. He started, turned first
+ hot, then cold, for not many yards from him was Edith herself, calmly
+ leaving the church with the rest. Almost before he could recover himself
+ she saw him, and advanced with a bright smile and outstretched hand.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;I saw you in church,&rdquo; she said, &ldquo;and thought you looked dreadfully pale.
+ Are you not well, Walter?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ He murmured something about late hours and a sleepless night; then he had
+ to confess he had been looking about for her, for he added&mdash;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;I did not see <i>you</i> in church.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;No, you would not. I was in the organ-room. It is my Sunday for playing,
+ you remember!&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ To this he made no reply. He was wondering how it was that Edith could
+ manage so effectually to play such a double part. He expected at least a
+ downcast eye, and a blush of guilt upon her cheek; with this he might have
+ been tolerably satisfied. But Edith&rsquo;s face looked brighter than it had
+ done for many a day.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;I forgot to ask you,&rdquo; he said suddenly, &ldquo;if your headache was better.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;My headache?&rdquo; she replied. She had been so engrossed with happy thoughts
+ at the reconciliation, that the question took her completely by surprise.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Ah yes,&rdquo; she added, suddenly recollecting herself; &ldquo;it is so much better,
+ that I had quite forgotten it. You see what a good night&rsquo;s rest will do!&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Walter uttered an impatient sigh, and turned on his heel; while Edith
+ added&mdash;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;You are coming up to dine with us to-day, you know. Shall we walk
+ together?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;I am not coming!&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Not coming? I thought&mdash;&mdash;&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Yes, I did accept your aunt&rsquo;s invitation; but I feel upset to-day, and am
+ not fit company for anyone. Will you make my excuses at home?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Yes, certainly I will; and I hope that to-morrow you will be so much
+ better. Good-bye.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ She shook hands with him, and tripped away.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ For a time Walter made no attempt to move, but gazed after her with eyes
+ full of sadness and despair. Although he said to himself that henceforth
+ Edith must be nothing to him, he felt pained at the curtness with which
+ she could dismiss him. He had noticed that she had never once attempted to
+ persuade him to alter his decision; indeed, she had not been able to hide
+ from him her delight at hearing it, and he felt very bitter.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ He turned from the church, walked away, and, after strolling about for
+ some time he knew not whither, he raised his head and found himself quite
+ close to the schoolmistress&rsquo;s cottage. Dora stood in the doorway,
+ surrounded by her flowers.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ She came forward when she saw him, and, after giving him a bright smile
+ and a warm handshake, stood by the gate and continued to talk. She was a
+ wise little woman, and knew exactly what to say and what to leave unsaid;
+ she had been a witness of the interview between the cousins in the
+ churchyard that morning, and her woman&rsquo;s instinct had divined something of
+ the true state of things. So she chatted pleasantly to the young man, and
+ took no notice whatever of his pale cheek and peculiarity of manner; and
+ when he said suddenly, &ldquo;Are you not going to ask me in to-day, Miss
+ Greatheart?&rdquo; she threw open the gate at once, and said that she was sadly
+ neglectful and inhospitable, and that if Mr. Hetherington would like to
+ come in, he would be more than welcome. So he followed her again into the
+ quaint little parlour, and again took his seat by the open window, to gaze
+ with strange, meditative eyes upon the little garden where the sun was
+ shining. It was a ragged little garden enough, and by no means well cared
+ for, since Dora was not rich enough to pay for labour, like her more
+ fortunate neighbours in the village.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ During her leisure hours she worked among the flower-beds until her plump
+ hands ached again; but, after all, her leisure hours were very few, and
+ the grass and weeds grew so quickly. Walter saw that the grass was many
+ inches too long, and that it was scattered thickly with withered
+ rose-leaves; that here and there a rose tree was sadly in want of the
+ pruning knife. But that did not make the scent of the flowers any the less
+ delicious; nor did it take from the quiet beauty of their place. There was
+ plenty of light and colour everywhere, and there was beauty.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ While looking at the garden, Walter began to think of the gardens mistress&mdash;quiet
+ little Dora, living so contented among her children; and in the winter
+ still living here alone, when the flowers had faded, when withered
+ rose-leaves were scattered profusely on the grass, and the leafless
+ branches of the trees bent before the biting breath of the bitter winter
+ wind. It was a pretty picture of Dora&mdash;he loved it as we love the
+ creatures of our imagination; it seemed to make Dora belong to him,
+ artistically, as it were, and bring him consolation. Then his reflections
+ took another turn, and he began, for the first time, to think it strange
+ that the little woman should be so much alone.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ He said something of this to Dora; and she laughed and blushed, and
+ answered frankly enough.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Yes, I am a good deal alone. You see, I am in an equivocal position. I am
+ too good for the servants, and not good enough for their mistresses. I am
+ only the governess!&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;At any rate,&rdquo; said Walter, &ldquo;you have contrived to brighten up what would
+ otherwise have been a very cheerless visit. As a token of my gratitude,
+ will you accept a little present from me?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;I want no present, sir; your friendly words are quite enough.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Nonsense! I should like to give you some of the sketches I have made of
+ the village.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;To me! give them to me?&rdquo; said Dora, with wide-open eyes. &ldquo;Why, Mr.
+ Hetherington, I thought you wanted them to&mdash;to&mdash;&mdash;&mdash;-&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;To&mdash;what?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Well, to remind you of this visit!&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Perhaps when I began them I had some notion of that kind in my head; we
+ are all fools sometimes, you know. But I have changed my mind; I don&rsquo;t
+ want to be reminded of this visit. Yes, I shall give you the sketches&mdash;that
+ is to say, if you will accept them; and when I have taken my departure&mdash;and
+ I shall do so soon&mdash;I shall try to forget that such a village as
+ Omberley ever existed at all.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;And the people,&rdquo; said Dora; &ldquo;of course you will try to forget the
+ people?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;That is the first thing I shall try to do!&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ We are most of us selfish in our grief, and Walter was no exception to the
+ rule. Mortified and suffering himself, it never once entered his head that
+ he might be unpolite, and even rude, to another. But the knife entered
+ Dora&rsquo;s little heart, and made her wince. She had been happy in the
+ knowledge that she had met a fellow-creature who could treat her exactly
+ as an equal&mdash;a man whom she could call a friend; and lo! when her
+ interest is strongest, when she has been telling herself that the memory
+ of the few days which he has brightened for ever will linger in her memory
+ and never die, he came to tell her that his first effort would be to
+ forget the place&mdash;and <i>her</i>.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;I will take the pictures, if you like, Mr. Hetherington, but merely as a
+ loan. You will change your mind again.. I am convinced that some day you
+ will ask me for them back again, and when you do they shall certainly be
+ yours. But the sketch of the cottage&mdash;is it finished already?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;The sketch of the cottage? Oh, I should like to keep <i>that</i>. It
+ contains the picture of a lady whom I should certainly not like to
+ forget.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Then, while the glad light danced in Dora&rsquo;s eyes again, he rose and took
+ her hand, as he said&mdash;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Good-bye, Miss Greatheart. When I said I should forget the village and
+ the people I was wrong. Your kindness and hospitality I shall always
+ remember.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ So he crossed the threshold of the happy little schoolhouse, to stroll out
+ again into the sunshine; and again he thought very bitterly of the woman
+ who had effectually taken all the sunshine from his life.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ He need not have thought so bitterly of her. If she had wounded him she
+ was receiving her punishment.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Having left Walter in the churchyard, Edith flew home like one walking on
+ air. She had accepted his decision gleefully, never attempting to alter it
+ by word or look, for she was thinking all the time of the invitation she
+ had received from Mr. Santley, and which had cost her such a pang to
+ refuse. Walter&rsquo;s sudden determination left her free&mdash;free to spend a
+ few hours in the company of the man who was more to her than the whole
+ world. Lighthearted and happy, she hurried home, gave Walter&rsquo;s message to
+ her aunt, and then sat down and made a very hearty meal. After it was
+ over, and a reasonable time had elapsed, she again put on her hat, and
+ told her aunt she was going down to the Vicarage.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;I shan&rsquo;t be back till late, aunt,&rdquo; she added, &ldquo;for, as I have to go to
+ the Vicarage, I may as well walk to evening service with Miss Santley. If
+ Walter changes his mind and comes, you will look after him well, won&rsquo;t
+ you?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ And Mrs. Russell, promising implicit obedience, kissed her niece fondly,
+ and watched her go down the road. On reaching the Vicarage, Edith was
+ admitted at once. There was no necessity to take her card and keep her
+ waiting while she ascertained if master or mistress was at home. She was
+ known to the servants as a visitor who was always welcome&mdash;at any
+ rate to the mistress of the house. So, without any preamble at all, she
+ was shown into the sitting-room, and into the presence of Miss Santley.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The room was as luxuriously furnished as any in the Vicarage, and
+ charmingly decorated with the choicest of hothouse flowers. The lady sat
+ in a low wicker chair, with a book in her hand, and at her elbow a little
+ gipsy table, holding a tea-service of Dresden china. The opening of the
+ door disturbed the lady. She let her book fall upon her knee, and looked
+ up dreamily; but the moment her eye fell upon Edith she rose, smiling
+ brightly, gave the girl both her hands, and kissed her fondly.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;My dear Edith, I am so glad!&rdquo; she exclaimed; and there was a ring of
+ genuine welcome in her voice. &ldquo;Why, you are a perfect stranger.&mdash;Jane,
+ bring a cup for Miss Dove.&mdash;Now, dear, select your chair, take off
+ your hat, and make yourself comfortable.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Edith did as she was bidden. She placed her hat on one of the many little
+ tables with which the room abounded, stood before one of the glasses for a
+ moment to rectify any disarrangement of hair and costume; then she drew
+ forth a little wicker chair similar to that occupied by her hostess, and
+ sat down. By this time the teapot was brought in, and the tea poured, so
+ Edith sat and sipped it, talking and laughing meanwhile like a happy
+ child.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Well, dear,&rdquo; said Miss Santley, &ldquo;and what have you been doing with
+ yourself all the week? Charles tells me you have a cousin in the village,
+ who completely monopolizes you. By the way, he told me that he had tried
+ to persuade you to come to tea to-day, but that you had positively
+ refused. That could not have been true.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Yes, it was true,&rdquo; returned Edith. &ldquo;I did refuse when he asked me,
+ because I thought I could not come. I thought my cousin would dine with us
+ as usual; but I met him at church this morning, and he said he was rather
+ unwell and could not come. So I thought it would not matter if I came
+ after all.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Matter! My dear, I am delighted.&rdquo; And so, having thus satisfactorily
+ arranged matters, the two sat chatting to their hearts&rsquo; content.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ It was very pleasant, exceedingly pleasant&mdash;at any other time Edith
+ would have enjoyed it hugely; but as the hands of the bronze clock on the
+ chimneypiece travelled so quickly round, she began to grow uneasy, and to
+ wonder at the protracted absence of her lover. Miss Santley was a very
+ pleasant person indeed, and Edith was very fond of her; but it had been a
+ stronger inducement than Miss Santley that had brought her to the Vicarage
+ that afternoon. Santley must know she was in the house, thought Edith; it
+ was strange he did not come.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Suddenly Miss Santley glanced at the clock. In a moment she was on her
+ feet.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;My dear,&rdquo; she exclaimed, &ldquo;how the time has flown! Do you play again
+ to-night?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Yes.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The lady nodded.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Well walk to church together, dear,&rdquo; she said. &ldquo;Amuse yourself by looking
+ at the books, while I run away to get my bonnet and mantle on.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Ere the lady had reached the door of the room, Edith spoke. Prolonged
+ disappointment had given her courage.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Mr. Santley is busy, I suppose?&rdquo; she said.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Mr. Santley&mdash;Charles? Oh, my dear, he&rsquo;s not at home!&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Not at home?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;No. If he had been, do you suppose for a moment, my dear, he would have
+ allowed you to be all this time in the house without coming out to say
+ &lsquo;How do you do&rsquo;? If he had known you had been coming, of course he would
+ have stayed in; but he didn&rsquo;t know, so immediately after afternoon service
+ he went to Foxglove Manor. He wanted to see Mrs. Haldane, and he said he
+ should go straight from there to the church.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Miss Santley was near the door. The moment she had finished speaking she
+ passed out of the room, and left Edith alone.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ It was not a pleasant task to her, this mentioning of Mrs. Haldane. She
+ knew that people had already begun to speak somewhat unkindly of the
+ relations between that lady and her brother. But since this was so, it was
+ well that she should show to the world that she, his sister, thought
+ nothing of it. Therefore she had made up her mind that, whenever it was
+ necessary for her to mention that lady&rsquo;s name, she would do so without
+ reserve of any kind. It was the only way, she thought, to prevent such
+ absurd rumours from taking root.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ A very few minutes sufficed to make her toilet. At the end of that time
+ she returned to the room where she had left Edith, to get her Prayer-book
+ and the handkerchief which had fallen from her hand, and lay beside her
+ chain.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Ready, dear?&rdquo; she asked brightly; then she paused, amazed.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ There sat Edith, pale as a ghost, reclining in an easy-chair, with her
+ head thrown back, and her forehead covered by a handkerchief soaked with
+ eau-de-cologne.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Why, my dear!&rdquo; exclaimed Miss Santley. &ldquo;Whatever is the matter? Has
+ anything happened?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;No, nothing,&rdquo; said Edith, faintly. &ldquo;I have got a very bad headache, that
+ is all; and&mdash;and&mdash;I cannot go to church again to-day, Miss
+ Santley.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Go to church,&rdquo; echoed Miss Santley. &ldquo;Why, my dearest girl, of course you
+ cant go to church! I will send Jane with a message to Charles, and stay
+ and take care of you.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ But this Edith would not allow. She pulled the handkerchief from her
+ forehead, and declared her intention of going home.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Miss Santley kissed her kindly. At this exhibition of tenderness Edith
+ fairly broke down. She threw her arms around the lady&rsquo;s neck, and burst
+ into tears.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;I&mdash;I am so sorry,&rdquo; she said at last, when her sobs had somewhat
+ subsided; &ldquo;but I could not help it. I&mdash;I am such a coward when I am
+ ill!&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Miss Santley said nothing; she knew she could do nothing. There was some
+ mystery here which she could not fathom, so she yielded to the girl&rsquo;s
+ solicitations and allowed her to go home.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ <br /><br />
+ </p>
+ <hr />
+ <p>
+ <a name="link2HCH0009" id="link2HCH0009"> </a>
+ </p>
+ <div style="height: 4em;">
+ <br /><br /><br /><br />
+ </div>
+ <h2>
+ CHAPTER XXII. AT THE VICARAGE.
+ </h2>
+ <p class="pfirst">
+ <span class="dropcap" style="font-size: 4.00em">O</span>ne evening about
+ the middle of the week, as the Rev. Mr. Santley sat alone in his study a
+ card was brought to him, on which was printed&mdash;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Mr. Walter Hetherington.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The clergyman raised his brows as he read, and asked the maid, who waited
+ respectfully at the door, if the gentleman had not called upon him before.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Once before, sir!&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Did he state his business?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;He did not, sir; he only said he would not detain you long.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Well, ask the gentleman to be good enough to walk this way.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The maid retired, and a moment afterwards Walter entered the room.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The two men bowed to each other. One glance had assured Santley that any
+ attempt at a warmer greeting would be injudicious; the other might not
+ respond, and it would never do for the vicar of the parish to be snubbed
+ by an itinerant painter whom nobody knew&mdash;besides, under the
+ circumstances, a bow was ample greeting. He infused into it as much
+ politeness as possible, welcomed his young friend to the Vicarage, and,
+ pointing to a chair which he had drawn forward, begged him to be seated.
+ Decidedly the clergyman was the most self-possessed of the two. For Walter
+ took his seat in nervous silence; while Santley, wondering greatly in his
+ own mind what could possibly have procured him the honour of that visit,
+ kept the scene from flagging by that wonderful gift of small talk with
+ which he was possessed.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ He was very pleased indeed to meet Mr. Hetherington. He had done him the
+ honour to call upon him once before he thought&mdash;yes, he was sure of
+ it; and he had also had the pleasure of meeting him once before, when he
+ had not had the honour of his acquaintance. Was Mr. Hetherington thinking
+ of making a long stay amongst them?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Not very long,&rdquo; said Walter.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;I suppose you have made some charming sketches?&rdquo; continued the clergyman.
+ &ldquo;There are pretty little spots about the village, spots well worthy of a
+ painters brush. I used to do a little in that way myself when I was a
+ youngster at college; but the vicar of a parish has onerous duties. I
+ suppose at the present moment I should hardly know how to handle a brush.
+ Are you thinking of leaving us soon, Mr. Hetherington?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;I am not quite sure!&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Ah! well, if you stay and would like to make use of my library, I should
+ feel greatly honoured. It is the only thing I have to offer you, I fear;
+ but I shall be very pleased indeed to put it at your service. It contains
+ a few books on your own art, which might interest you.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;You are very kind, Mr. Santley.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Not at all, my dear sir; I am merely neighbourly. Life would be dreary
+ indeed if one could not be neighbourly in a place like this!&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Mr. Santley, I have come to you for your advice.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The clergyman, nervously dreading what was to follow, looked at his
+ visitor with a calm smile, and answered pleasantly enough.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;My advice? My dear sir, I place it freely at your service, and myself
+ also if I can be of the slightest use to you.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;You can be of very great use to me.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The clergyman merely bowed this time and waited, so Walter continued&mdash;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;You know my cousin, Miss Edith Dove?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ As he spoke he fixed his eyes keenly upon the clergyman&rsquo;s face, but the
+ latter made no sign; he neither winced nor changed colour, but answered
+ calmly enough.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;I have the pleasure of the lady&rsquo;s acquaintance. She is one of the most
+ esteemed members of my congregation.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;It is about Miss Dove I wished to speak to you.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Again the clergyman bowed; again he found it unnecessary to make a reply.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Walter, growing somewhat ill at ease, continued&mdash;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;I don&rsquo;t mind confessing to you, Mr. Santley, that at one period of my
+ career I hoped most earnestly, and indeed confidently believed, that at no
+ very remote date I should have the happiness of making her my wife. I was
+ sincerely attached to her; I believe she was attached to me. But recently
+ all has changed. She is wasting her life; throwing aside all chance of
+ happiness, through some mad infatuation about the Church.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Some mad infatuation about the Church!&rdquo; returned the clergyman,
+ methodically. &ldquo;Really, my dear sir, I am afraid you forget you are
+ speaking to a clergyman of the Church. As to Miss Dove, she is a lady
+ whose conduct is without reproach; she is one of the Church&rsquo;s staunchest
+ supporters!&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Then you approve her present mode of life; you uphold it? You will not
+ advise her to shake her morbid fancies away? to accept an honest affection
+ and a happy home?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Santley seemed to reflect.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;As a clergyman of the Church, I should advise her the other way, I think.
+ Surely the fulfilment of religious duties points to a more elevated mode
+ of existence than mere marrying and giving in marriage. I am sorry for
+ you, since I believe that any man possessed of that lady&rsquo;s esteem might
+ deem himself fortunate; still, I could not advise her to act against her
+ conscience and the promptings of religion.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;And me, what do you advise me to do?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The clergyman shrugged his shoulders. &ldquo;It seems to me that there is only
+ one thing that you can do. If the lady finds your attentions disagreeable,
+ surely the most honourable course for you to adopt would be to leave her&mdash;in
+ peace.&rdquo; Walter rose, and the clergyman breathed more freely, believing
+ that the interview had come to a satisfactory end. Neither of them spoke
+ for a minute or so, till the clergyman looked up, and said quietly&mdash;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;You have something more to say, Mr. Hetherington?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Yes,&rdquo; 9 answered Walter; &ldquo;I have something more to say.&rdquo; Then, going a
+ few steps nearer to the clergyman, he added, &ldquo;You are a hypocrite, Mr.
+ Santley!&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The clergyman&rsquo;s face grew pale. He rose hastily from his seat; but before
+ he could speak Walter continued, vehemently&mdash;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Do you think I don&rsquo;t know you? Do you think I haven&rsquo;t discovered that it
+ is you, and not the Church, who has taken my cousin from me? You talk to
+ me of religion, of religious duties, and yet you know that you are playing
+ the hypocrite to her, as you have done to me, and that you are breaking
+ her heart.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ He paused, flushed, excited, and angry. The clergyman stood calm and very
+ pale.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;You do well to seek this interview in my house, sir,&rdquo; he said. &ldquo;Now you
+ have insulted me with impunity, perhaps you will take your leave.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ But Walter made no attempt to move.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Before I go,&rdquo; he said, &ldquo;I wish to know what are your plans regarding my
+ cousin?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;And I should like to ask you, sir,&rdquo; returned the clergyman, &ldquo;what
+ authority you have for interfering in my private affairs?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;I have no authority; your private affairs are nothing to me. I speak in
+ the interest of my cousin!&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Really! I should fancy your interference would be hardly likely to do her
+ much good.&rdquo; #
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Mr. Santley, I shall ask you one more question. Do you, or do you not,
+ mean to marry my cousin?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;And if I refuse to answer?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;I shall make it my duty, before tomorrow night, to expose you.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Really!&rdquo; returned the clergyman, with an exasperating smile. &ldquo;You will
+ draw your cousin&rsquo;s good name through the mire in order to throw a little
+ mud at me. I should think, young man, you must be a treasure to your
+ family. Good evening. I will ring for the servant to show you out.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ And he did ring&mdash;at the most opportune moment too; for Walter,
+ staggered by that last thrust, perceived that his enemy was on the side of
+ power. So, when in answer to her master&rsquo;s summons the servant appeared,
+ Walter followed her; he was afraid to utter another word, for Edith&rsquo;s
+ sake.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ When he was gone, all Santley&rsquo;s calmness deserted him, and he walked up
+ and down the room in a fit of uncontrollable rage. When he had grown
+ calmer, he sat down and wrote one of his neatly worded epistles to Edith,
+ making an appointment for the following day.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ He half believed that Walter had come to him, as Edith&rsquo;s authorized
+ messenger, to attempt to force upon him those bonds which he was so very
+ reluctant to wear. The clergyman could not in any other way account for
+ his knowledge of the relations existing between the two. It was well for
+ Edith that at that moment she was not near her lover&mdash;well for her,
+ also, that no meeting could take place between them until the following
+ day.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The next day Santley was very much more composed, and when he walked
+ towards the trysting-place none would have known, from his outward
+ appearance, that anything was materially wrong. He had made the
+ appointment in daylight this time; since embraces could be dispensed with,
+ so also could darkness and night. There was really nothing in this meeting
+ after all; nothing but what might have been witnessed by a dozen pair of
+ eyes. Those who did see it would see only an event of ordinary everyday
+ life.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Miss Edith Dove, walking leisurely towards the village, was overtaken by
+ the clergyman, who paused to shake hands with her, and to walk with her a
+ part of the way. Had any one looked closely at these two, he would have
+ seen that the clergyman, though calm, was very pale; that Edith, pale too,
+ had a weary, listless look about her face; that after she had shaken hands
+ with her pastor, she quickly turned away her head, for her eyes grew dim
+ with tears.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ If Santley saw the tears he did not care to notice them. He had found,
+ directly they met, that she was suffering from one of those deplorable
+ fits of temper which had more than once caused trouble between them; but
+ that could not be taken any notice of now. If she chose to wear herself to
+ a shadow, it was her own affair; he had something more important on hand.
+ The interview could not be a long one, therefore he must reach the heart
+ of the matter at once.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ So he began abruptly&mdash;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Edith, this new course you have adopted is a dangerous one, and had
+ better be abandoned without loss of time.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The girl raised her eyes to his face, and asked wearily&mdash;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;What do you mean? What have I done?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;I suppose you are responsible for your cousin&rsquo;s visit to my house; you
+ must have instigated it, if you did not actually advise him!&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Again she raised her troubled eyes to his face, and said sadly&mdash;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;I don&rsquo;t know what you mean.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Then I will tell you, Edith. Your cousin, a hot-headed, ill-mannered
+ youth, has thought fit to take upon himself the part of protector, or
+ guardian, of your happiness. In this capacity he paid me a domiciliary
+ visit yesterday, and treated me to some most violent abuse. He threatened
+ to make known to the public the relations between us. I advised him to
+ think it over, for your sake!&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;My cousin&mdash;Walter Hetherington, do you mean?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Most certainly.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;But how does he know? how has he learned?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;From you, I suppose.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;No; it is not from me,&rdquo; returned Edith, whose listlessness was fast
+ disappearing. &ldquo;I have said nothing; I have never even mentioned your name
+ to him. It must be known; it must be talked of in the village. Oh,
+ Charles, spare me! Keep your promise to me, for God&rsquo;s sake! Any open
+ disgrace would be more than I could bear. I should die.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The girl, overcome by her emotion, had forgotten for the moment that their
+ present interview was a perfectly public one. The clergyman coldly
+ reminded her of the fact. Then, after she had forced upon herself a
+ composure which she was far from feeling, he continued&mdash;&ldquo;You had
+ better understand, Edith, once and for ever, that whatever my conduct may
+ be, I do not choose to have it questioned by this exceedingly officious
+ young man. A repetition of the scene of yesterday I will not bear. And as
+ it is evident to me that my actions are under surveillance, I must refuse
+ either to see or hear from you again, until that young man has removed
+ himself from the village.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Charles, you surely don&rsquo;t mean that?&rdquo; exclaimed the girl.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ But he certainly did mean it, and though she pleaded and argued, he
+ remained firm. At last she resolved that she would speak to Walter, resent
+ his interference, and, if possible, induce him to return home.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Then the two shook hands and parted.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ That evening Walter dined at the-cottage. During the dinner Edith scarcely
+ looked at him; while he himself was silent and distrait. But after dinner,
+ when they had all retired to the drawing-room, when the old lady had
+ settled down to her wool-work, and Walter had lit his cigar, Edith threw a
+ light shawl over her head, and asked him if he would come with her into
+ the garden.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Wondering very much at the request, Walter rose at once, and offered her
+ his arm. She took it; but the moment they were alone she withdrew her hand
+ and turned angrily upon him. Walter listened, and he found that he had
+ some chance of being heard. He acknowledged that she had spoken the truth;
+ he <i>had</i> interfered; he had deemed it quite right that he should do
+ so for her sake.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;For my sake!&rdquo; returned Edith. &ldquo;It seems to me there is more of
+ selfishness than benevolence in what you have done. What is it to you if I
+ am engaged to Mr. Santley? and if we choose to keep our engagement a
+ secret, what is that to you? I am my own mistress; I can act just as I
+ think fit, without the fear of coercion from any one. <i>You</i>, at any
+ rate, have no right to regulate my actions or to dictate them. I suppose
+ you think I have no right to marry any one, simply because I refuse to be
+ coerced into marrying you!&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ It was a cruel thing to say; but Edith was simply dealing him, secondhand,
+ some of the stabs which she herself had received from her beloved pastor
+ in the morning. The stabs went deep into his heart, and the wounds
+ remained for many a day. When Edith had uttered a few more truisms with
+ the characteristic selfishness of love and hatred, Walter coldly suggested
+ that their pleasant stroll in the garden might be brought to a
+ termination.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ They returned together to the house. As the old lady, beaming with delight
+ at what she believed to be the sudden and happy reconciliation of the
+ cousins, had prepared the tea, Walter pleased her by sitting down to take
+ some before he said good night.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ But the next day he returned to town.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ <br /><br />
+ </p>
+ <hr />
+ <p>
+ <a name="link2HCH0010" id="link2HCH0010"> </a>
+ </p>
+ <div style="height: 4em;">
+ <br /><br /><br /><br />
+ </div>
+ <h2>
+ CHAPTER XXIII. DR. DUPRÉ&rsquo;S ELIXIR.
+ </h2>
+ <p class="pfirst">
+ <span class="dropcap" style="font-size: 4.00em">G</span>eorge Haldane
+ returned home in the best of spirits. His paper had been received with
+ enthusiasm by the <i>savants</i> of France, and his life in Paris had been
+ one pleasant succession of visits, learned conversaziones, and private
+ entertainments. Thanks to his happy pre-occupation, he scarcely noticed
+ that his wife&rsquo;s manner was constrained, nervous, yet deeply solicitous;
+ that she looked pale and worn, as if with constant watching; and that, in
+ answer to his careless questioning as to affairs at home, she made only
+ fragmentary replies.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ On entering his dressing-room to change his apparel, he found Baptisto,
+ who was quietly undoing his portmanteau and selecting the necessary things
+ with a calm air, as if his services had never been interrupted.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;So, my Baptisto,&rdquo; he said, clapping that worthy on the shoulder, &ldquo;you are
+ not dead or buried, I see? Ah, you may smile, but I am quite aware of the
+ trick you played me. Well, you have been the loser. You would have had a
+ pleasant time of it in Paris, the best of entertainment, and nothing
+ whatever to do.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;I am glad you have returned, senor,&rdquo; replied Baptisto, with his customary
+ solemnity.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;I hope you have given satisfaction to your mistress during my absence?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;I hope so, senor.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Humph! we shall see what report she has to make concerning you, and if
+ that is favourable, I may forgive your freak of laziness.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;I have not been lazy, senor,&rdquo; said Baptisto, quietly preparing the
+ toilette.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Indeed! Pray, how have you been employing yourself?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Baptisto did not reply, but smiled again.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;How is your inamerata and her family? I saw the little woman curtsying as
+ I passed through the lodge-gates.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Baptisto shook his head solemnly.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Ah, senor,&rdquo; he said, &ldquo;you are mistaken. The woman of the lodge is a
+ stupid person; and for the rest, I put no faith in women. <i>Cuerpo di
+ Baccho</i>, no! They smile upon us when we are near; but no sooner do we
+ turn our backs, than they smile upon some other man.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Pretty philosophy,&rdquo; returned Haldane, with a laugh. &ldquo;Why, you are a
+ downright misogynist, my Baptisto. But I don&rsquo;t believe one word you say,
+ for all that. Men who talk like you are generally very easy conquests, and
+ I would bet twenty to one on the little widow still.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Ah, senor, if all women were like your signora, it would be different.
+ She is so good, so pure, so faithful at her devotions. It is a great thing
+ to have religion.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ As Baptisto spoke his back was turned to his master, so that the
+ extraordinary expression of his face was unnoticed, and there was no
+ indication in his tone that he spoke satirically. Haldane shrugged his
+ shoulders and said nothing, not caring to discuss his wife&rsquo;s virtues with
+ a servant, however familiar. Presently he went downstairs to dinner. All
+ that evening he was very affectionate and merry, talking volubly of his
+ adventures in Paris, of his scientific acquaintances, and of such new
+ discoveries as they had brought under his notice. In the course of his
+ happy chat he spoke frequently of a new acquaintance, one Dr. Dupré, whom
+ he had met in the French capital. &ldquo;The French, however far behind the
+ Germans in speculative affairs,&rdquo; he observed, &ldquo;are far their superiors,
+ and ours, in physiology. Take this Dupré, for example. He is a wonderful
+ fellow! His dissections and vivisections&rsquo; have brought him to such a point
+ of mastery that he is almost certain that he has discovered the problem
+ poor Lewes broke his heart over&mdash;how and by what mechanism we can&rsquo;t
+ think. I don&rsquo;t quite believe he has succeeded in that great discovery, but
+ some of his minor discoveries are extraordinary. Did you read the account
+ in the papers of his elixir of death?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Ellen shook her head. The very name seemed horrible.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;His elixir of death?&rdquo; she repeated.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Yes. A chemical preparation, the fundamental principle of which is
+ morphine. By its agency he can so produce in a living organism the
+ ordinary phenomena of death, that even <i>rigor mortis</i> is simulated. I
+ saw the experiment tried on two rabbits, a Newfoundland dog, and, to crown
+ all, on the human subject. They were all, to every appearance, dead; the
+ rabbits for twenty-four hours, the dog for half a day, and the woman for
+ an hour and a half.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Horrible!&rdquo; exclaimed Ellen, with a shudder. &ldquo;Do you actually mean he
+ experimented on a living woman?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Yes; on a strapping wench, the daughter of his housekeeper; and a very
+ fine thing she made of it. We subscribed together, and presented her with
+ a purse of a thousand francs.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;I think such things are wicked,&rdquo; cried Ellen, with some warmth. &ldquo;Mere
+ mortals have no right to play, in that way, with the mystery of life and
+ death.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;My dear Nell,&rdquo; cried Haldane, laughing, &ldquo;it is in the interests of
+ science!&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;But I am sure it is not right. Life is given and taken by God alone.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Your argument, if accepted, would make all mankind accept the religion of
+ the Peculiar People, who will cure no diseases by human intervention. As
+ to this business of suspended animation, it is merely a part of our
+ discoveries in anodynes. Dupré&rsquo;s experiment, I know, is perfectly safe.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;But that is not the question.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;How so, my dear?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;What I mean is, that death is too solemn and awful a thing to imitate as
+ you describe. Such experiments are simply blasphemous, in my opinion.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Come, come,&rdquo; cried the philosopher. &ldquo;There is no blasphemy where there is
+ no irreverence. According to your religious people, your priests of the
+ churches, there was blasphemy in circumnavigating the globe; in
+ discovering the circulation of the blood; in ascertaining the age of the
+ earth; and, still later, in using chloroform to lessen the pangs of
+ parturition.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;But what purpose can be served by such experiments as <i>that?</i>&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;A good many,&rdquo; was the reply. &ldquo;For example, it may help us to the
+ discovery of the nature of life itself, which has puzzled everybody, from
+ Parmenides down to Haeckel. If we can by a simple anodyne suspend the
+ vital mechanism for a period, and then by a vegetable antidote restore it
+ again to action, the resurrection of Lazarus will cease to be a miracle,
+ and the pretensions of Christianity&mdash;&mdash;&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Ellen rose impatiently, with an expression of sincere pain.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;My dear Nell, what is the matter?&rdquo; cried her husband.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;I cannot bear to hear you discuss such a thing. Oh, George, if you would
+ leave such wicked speculations alone, and try to believe in the mystery
+ and sovereignty of God!&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;You mean, burn my books, and go to hear your seraphic friend every
+ Sunday?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Had he not touched, unconsciously, on another painful chord? Why,
+ otherwise, did his wife flush scarlet and partially avert her face?
+ Conquering herself with an effort, she went over to him, and bending over
+ him, looked fondly into his face.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;You are so much cleverer than I, so much wiser, and do you think I am not
+ proud of your wisdom? But, all the same, dear, I wish you did not think as
+ you do. When life becomes a mere experiment, a mere thing of mechanism,
+ what will be left? If we knew everything, even what we are, and why we
+ exist, the world would be a tomb&mdash;with no place in it for the Living
+ God.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Touched by her manner, Haldane drew her down by his side and kissed her;
+ then, with more earnestness than he had yet exhibited, he answered her,
+ holding her hand in his own and pressing it softly.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;My dear Nell, do me the justice to believe that I am not quite a
+ materialist; simple agnosticism is the very converse of materialism. There
+ is not living a scientific philosopher of any eminence who does not, in
+ his calculations, postulate a mystery which can never be solved by the
+ finest intellect. Even if we had fully completed, with the poet&mdash;=
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The new creed of science, which showeth to man
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ How he darkly began,
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ How he grew from a cell to a soul, without plan;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ How he breaks like a wave of the ocean, and goes
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ To eternal repose&mdash;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ A tone that must fade, tho&rsquo; the great Music grows! &lsquo;=
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ even then, we should know nothing of the First Cause. That must for ever
+ remain inscrutable.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;But how horrible it would be to believe in annihilation? <i>Can</i> you
+ believe in it?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Certainly not,&rdquo; replied the philosopher.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Ellens face brightened.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Oh, I am so glad to hear you say that!&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;My dear Nell, annihilation is absurd.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Now, isn&rsquo;t it?&rdquo; she cried triumphantly.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;It is refuted, on the face of it, by the doctrine of the conservation of
+ force. Life is eternal, in one shape or another; no force can be
+ destroyed, be sure of that!&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;I wish Mr. Santley could hear you! He wouldn&rsquo;t call you an atheist then!&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Haldane&rsquo;s face darkened angrily.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;What? Does the man actually&mdash;&mdash;&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Don&rsquo;t misunderstand,&rdquo; cried Ellen, flushing scarlet. &ldquo;I do not mean that
+ he really calls you an atheist, but he is so sorry, so deeply sorry, that
+ you do not believe. He does not know you, dear, and takes all my bear&rsquo;s
+ satirical growling for solemn earnest. Now, when I tell him&mdash;&mdash;&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;You will tell him nothing,&rdquo; exclaimed Haldane, with sudden sternness. &ldquo;I
+ will have no priest coming between my wife and me!&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Mr. Santley would never do that,&rdquo; she returned, now trembling violently.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Mr. Santley is like all his tribe, I suppose&mdash;a meddler and a
+ mischief-maker. That is the worst of other-worldliness; it gives these
+ traders in the Godhead, these peddlers who would give us in exchange for
+ belief in their superstitions a <i>bonus</i> in paradise, an excuse for
+ making this world unbearable. Well, my atheism, if you choose to call it
+ so, against his theism. Mine at least keeps me a man among men, while his
+ keeps him a twaddler among women.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Haldane spoke with heat, for the word &ldquo;atheist&rdquo; had somehow stung him to
+ the quick. This man, who rejected all outward forms of belief, and whose
+ conversation was habitually ironical, was in his inmost nature deeply and
+ sincerely religious; humbly reverent before the forces of nature;
+ spiritually conscious of that Power beyond ourselves which makes for
+ righteousness. True, he rejected the ordinary forms of theism; but he had,
+ on the other hand, a deep though dumb reverence for the character of
+ Christ, and he had no sympathy with such out-and-out materialists as
+ Haeckel and <i>hoc genus omne</i>. For the rest, he was liberal-minded,
+ and had no desire to interfere with his wife&rsquo;s convictions; could smile a
+ little at her simplicity, and would see no harm in her clerical
+ predispositions, so long as the clergyman didn&rsquo;t encroach too far on the
+ domain of married life and domestic privacy.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ His indignation did not last. Seeing his wife greatly agitated, and
+ fearing that he had caused her pain, he drew her forehead down and kissed
+ it; then, patting her cheek, he said&mdash;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Forgive me, Nell. I did not mean to scold; but one does not like hard
+ names. When any one calls me &lsquo;atheist,&rsquo; I am like the old woman whom
+ Cobbett called a &lsquo;parallelogram;&rsquo; it is not the significance of the
+ epithet, but its opprobrium, that rouses me. Besides, I do not like any
+ man to abuse me&mdash;to my own wife.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;No one does that,&rdquo; she cried. &ldquo;You know I would not listen.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;I hope not, my dear.&rdquo; He added after a little, looking at her
+ thoughtfully and sadly, &ldquo;Man and wife have fallen asunder before now, on
+ this very question of religion. Well, rather than that should happen, I
+ will let you convert me. Will that satisfy you?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;I shall never be quite satisfied till I know that you believe as I do.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;What is that, pray?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;That there is a just God, who made and cherishes us; and that, through
+ the blood of His Son we shall live again although we die!&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Well, it is a beautiful creed, my dear.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;And true?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Why not? I will go with you thus far. I believe that, if there is a God,
+ He is just, and that we shall certainly live again, if it is for our
+ good.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The emphasis with which he spoke the last words attracted her attention.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;For our good?&rdquo; she queried.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;I am quoting the saddest words ever written, by the saddest and best man
+ I ever knew. * He, too, believed that a God might spare us, and give us
+ eternal life, if&mdash;mark the proviso&mdash;eternal life were indeed <i>for
+ our good.</i> But suppose the contrary&mdash;suppose God knew better, and
+ that it would be an evil and unhappy gift? Alas! who knows?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+<pre xml:space="preserve">
+ * J. S. Mill.
+</pre>
+ <p>
+ He rose from his chair, still encircling his wife&rsquo;s waist, and moved
+ towards the door.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Come to the drawing-room,&rdquo; he cried gaily. &ldquo;After so much offhand
+ theology, a little music will be delightful. Ah, Nell, one breath of
+ Beethoven is worth all the prosings of your parsons. Play to me, and,
+ while the music lasts, I will believe what you will.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ <br /><br />
+ </p>
+ <hr />
+ <p>
+ <a name="link2HCH0011" id="link2HCH0011"> </a>
+ </p>
+ <div style="height: 4em;">
+ <br /><br /><br /><br />
+ </div>
+ <h2>
+ CHAPTER XXIV. THE EXPERIMENT.
+ </h2>
+ <p class="pfirst">
+ <span class="dropcap" style="font-size: 4.00em">T</span>he next morning
+ Haldane was busy in his laboratory. When he came in to lunch, looking
+ disreputable enough in his old coat, and smelling strongly of tobacco, he
+ said to his wife&mdash;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;By-the-by, Nell, do you remember what I told you last night about Dupré&rsquo;s
+ wonderful elixir? I forgot to tell you that I have brought some of it with
+ me, for purposes of private experiment.&rdquo; Ellen looked horrified.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Don&rsquo;t be afraid,&rdquo; he continued, laughing; &ldquo;your cats and dogs are safe
+ from me. I have found a better subject, and mean to operate on him this
+ very afternoon.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Whom do you mean?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;As a sort of penance for his shamming illness, I shall kill Baptisto.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ She uttered a cry, and raised her hands in protest.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;For heavens sake, George, be warned! If you have any of that horrible
+ stuff, throw it away.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Now, my dear Nell,&rdquo; said the philosopher, &ldquo;be reasonable; there is not
+ the slightest cause for alarm. You will see this experiment, and it will,
+ I hope, treble your faith in miracles.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;I will <i>not</i> see it. I beseech you, abandon the idea. As for
+ Baptisto&mdash;&mdash;&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ At this moment the Spaniard entered the room, carrying certain dishes.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;I have been telling your mistress, Baptisto, that you are ready to be a
+ martyr to science. At four o&rsquo;clock precisely, you will be a dead man.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Baptisto bowed solemnly.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;I am quite ready, senor.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ But here Ellen interposed.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;It is ridiculous; your master is only joking. He would not do anything so
+ foolish, so wicked. As for you, I forbid you to encourage him.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Baptisto bowed again, with a curious smile.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;It is for the senor to command. As he knows, he has saved my life, and he
+ may take it whenever he pleases.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Haldane nodded, in the act of drinking a glass of wine.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Don&rsquo;t be afraid, Baptisto. After death, there is the resurrection.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;That, senor, is your affair,&rdquo; returned the Spaniard, phlegmatically,
+ shrugging his shoulders. &ldquo;You will do with me as you please.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ And so saying, he glided from the room.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Ellen again and again entreated her husband not to proceed in his
+ experiment; but he had long made up his mind that it was perfectly safe,
+ and he could not be persuaded. To her gentle: spirit, the whole idea
+ seemed horrible in the extreme; but her greatest dread was that it might
+ be attended with danger to the subject. Haldane, however, assured her that
+ this was impossible.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ All the afternoon Haldane and Baptisto were together in the laboratory. A
+ little after four o&rsquo;clock, as Ellen was walking on the terrace, Haldane
+ came to her, smiling and holding up a small vial.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;It is all over,&rdquo; he said, &ldquo;and the experiment is quite successful. Come
+ and see.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Not quite understanding him, she suffered him to lead her into the
+ laboratory; but, on crossing the threshold, she uttered a cry of horror.
+ Stretched on a sofa, lay Baptisto, moveless, and, to all seeming, without
+ one breath of life. His eyes were wide open, but rayless; his jaw fixed,
+ his face pale as grey marble; a peaceful smile, as of death itself, upon
+ his handsome face. The light of the sun, just sinking towards the west,
+ streamed in through the high window upon the apparently lifeless form. In
+ the chamber itself there was a sickly smell, like that of some suffocating
+ vapour. The whole scene would have startled and appalled even a strong
+ man.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Oh, George!&rdquo; cried the lady, clasping her hands. &ldquo;What have you done?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Don&rsquo;t be alarmed,&rdquo; was the reply, &ldquo;Its all right!&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;But you said the experiment&mdash;&mdash;-
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Was successful? Perfectly. There lies our poor friend, comfortably
+ finished.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;But are you sure, quite sure, that he is not dead? He is not breathing.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Of course not. The simulation is perfect. Place your hand on his wrist&mdash;you
+ will detect no pulse. Turn his pupils to the light&mdash;you see, they do
+ not contract. The case would deceive a whole college of physicians.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ As he spoke, he suited the action to the word&mdash;placed his finger upon
+ the pulse, gazed at the glazing pupils; raised one of the lifeless arms,
+ which, on being released, fell heavily as lead.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Horrible, horrible! For God&rsquo;s sake, recover him!&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;All in good time. He has only been dead a quarter of an hour; in half an
+ hour precisely I shall say, &lsquo;Arise and walk.&rsquo; Feel his forehead, Nell; it
+ is as cold as marble.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ But Ellen drew back, shuddering, and could not be persuaded to touch the
+ sleeper.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Well, go back to your promenade. I will call you when he is awakened.&rdquo;
+ Sick and terrified, Ellen obeyed her husband. Standing on the terrace, she
+ waited for his summons; and at last it came. Haldane appeared, and
+ beckoned; she followed him to the laboratory, and there, seated in an
+ armchair, comfortably sipping a glass of wine, was the Spaniard&mdash;a
+ little pale still, but otherwise not the worse for his state of coma.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Thank God!&rdquo; cried Ellen.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;I thought he would never recover. But it must have been a horrible
+ experience.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Baptisto smiled.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Tell the signora all about it,&rdquo; said his master. &ldquo;Did you feel any pain?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;None, senor.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;What were your sensations? Pleasant or otherwise?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Quite pleasant, senor. It was like sinking into an agreeable sleep. If
+ death is like that, it is a bagatelle.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Were you at all conscious?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Not of this world, senor, but I had bright dreams of another. I thought I
+ was in paradise, walking in the sunshine&mdash;ah, so bright! I was sorry,
+ senor, when I came back to this world.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;You hear!&rdquo; cried Haldane, turning to his wife. &ldquo;After all, death itself
+ may be a glorious experience; for &lsquo;in that sleep of death what dreams may
+ come!&rsquo; It is quite clear at least that all the phenomena of death, such as
+ we shrink from and shudder at, may be accompanied by some kind of pleasant
+ psychic consciousness. Bravo, Baptisto! After this, we shall call you
+ Lazarus the second. You have passed beyond the shadow of the sepulchre,
+ and returned to tell the tale.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Despite the resuscitation, Ellen still revolted from the whole proceeding.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Now you are satisfied,&rdquo; she said, &ldquo;promise me never to use that dreadful
+ elixir again.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;I think you may make your mind easy. The experiment is an ugly one, I
+ admit, and I am not anxious to repeat it&mdash;at least, not on the human
+ organism. For the same reason, my dear Nell, pray keep the affair to
+ yourself, and make no confidences, even to your confessor&mdash;I should
+ say, your clergyman, Will you promise?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Most certainly. I should not like any one to know you did such things. As
+ for Mr. Santley, he would be shocked beyond measure.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ So saying, she left the two men together. In the mean time, Baptisto
+ had-finished his wine and risen to his feet. While his master regarded him
+ with an approving smile, he walked over to the door, softly closed it, and
+ returning noiselessly across the room, said in a low voice&mdash;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;There is something, senor, I did not tell you. I had dreams.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;So you said, my Baptisto.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Ah yes, but not all. While I was lying there, I thought that <i>you</i>
+ were the dead man, and that the senora, your widow, had married.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Married?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;The English priest.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Haldane started, and looked in amazement at the speaker.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;What the devil do you mean?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Ah, senor, it was only my dream; a foolish dream. You were lying in your
+ winding-sheet, and they were kneeling at the altar&mdash;smiling, senor. I
+ did not like to speak of it to the senora; but it was very strange.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Haldane forced a laugh, while, with a mysterious look, Baptisto crept from
+ the chamber. Was it in sheer simplicity or in deep cunning that the
+ Spaniard had spoken, touching so delicate a chord? Left alone, Haldane
+ paced up and down the laboratory in agitation. He was not by temperament a
+ jealous or a suspicious man, but he was troubled in spite of himself. The
+ words sounded like a warning, almost an insinuation.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;What could the fellow mean?&rdquo; he asked himself again and again. &ldquo;Could he
+ possibly have dreamed <i>that?</i> No; it is preposterous. There was
+ malice in his eye, and mischief.... Ellen married to Santley! Bah! what am
+ I thinking about? The fellow is not a <i>prophet!</i>&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ In this manner, whether in innocence or for some set purpose of his own,
+ Baptisto contrived to poison all the sweetness of that successful
+ experiment. When Haldane again joined his wife that evening, he was
+ taciturn, distraught, nervous, and irritable. All his buoyancy had
+ departed. Ellen saw the change, and puzzled herself to account for it.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ She played to him, sang to him, but failed to drive the cloud from his
+ brow.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ When she had retired for the night, he still sat pondering over Baptisto&rsquo;s
+ words.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ <br /><br />
+ </p>
+ <hr />
+ <p>
+ <a name="link2HCH0012" id="link2HCH0012"> </a>
+ </p>
+ <div style="height: 4em;">
+ <br /><br /><br /><br />
+ </div>
+ <h2>
+ CHAPTER XXV. &ldquo;BEWARE, MY LORD, OF JEALOUSY!&rdquo;
+ </h2>
+ <p class="pfirst">
+ <span class="dropcap" style="font-size: 4.00em">I</span>f Baptisto&rsquo;s
+ object in describing a dream so ominous was to attract his master&rsquo;s
+ attention to the intimate relations between Mrs. Haldane and the
+ clergyman, he certainly succeeded. Once assured in this direction,
+ Haldane&rsquo;s perceptions were keen enough. He noticed that the mere mention
+ of Santley&rsquo;s name filled Ellen with a sort of nervous constraint; that,
+ although the clergyman&rsquo;s visits were frequent, they were generally made at
+ times when Haldane himself was busy and preoccupied&mdash;that is to say,
+ during his well-known hours of work; and that, moreover, Santley, however
+ much he liked the society of the lady, invariably avoided the husband, or,
+ if they met, contrived to frame some excuse for speedy parting. Now,
+ Haldane trusted his wife implicitly, and believed her incapable of any
+ infidelity, even in thought. Still, he did not quite like the aspect of
+ affairs. Much as he trusted his wife, he had a strong moral distrust for
+ anything in the shape of a priest; and he determined, therefore, to keep
+ his eyes upon the clergyman.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ A few days after that curious physiological experiment, he had the
+ following conversation with Baptisto. It was the first day of the week.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Baptisto, I thought you were a good Catholic?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;So I am, senor,&rdquo; returned the Spaniard, smiling.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Yet you went to an English church-yesterday, I hear?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Yes, senor. I go there very often.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Why, pray?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Simply out of curiosity. Mr. Santley is a beautiful preacher, and has a
+ silvery voice. While you were away, I went once, twice, three times. There
+ is a young senora there who plays sweetly upon the great organ; I like to
+ listen, to-watch the congregation.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Humph! By-the-bye, Baptisto, I have been thinking over the dream of
+ yours, when&mdash;when you were lying there.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Yes, senor?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Pray, what put such a foolish idea in your head?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;I cannot tell, senor; all I know is, it came. A foolish dream, do you
+ say? I suppose it is because the clergyman was here so often, when you
+ were away. And madame is so devout! I trust, senor, my dream has not given
+ you offence; perhaps I was wrong to speak of it at all.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Haldanes face had gone black as a thunder-cloud. Placing his hand on the
+ other&rsquo;s shoulder, and looking firmly into his face, he said&mdash;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Listen to me, Baptisto.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;I am listening, senor.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;If I thought you would come back to life to tell lies about your
+ mistress, I would have let you lie the other day and rot like a dead dog,
+ rather than have recovered you at all. You hear? Take care! I know you do
+ not love your mistress, but if you dare to whisper one word against her, I
+ will drive you for ever from my door.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Baptisto bowed his head respectfully before the storm, but retained his
+ usual composure.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Senor, may I speak?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Yes; but again, take care!&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;You should not blame me if I am jealous for your honour!&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Haldane started, and uttered an expletive.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;My honour, you dog? What do you mean?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;This, senor. I would rather die than give you offence; and as for the
+ senora, I love her also, for is she not your wife? But will you be angry
+ still, when I tell you, when I warn you, to beware of that man, that
+ priest? He is a bad man, very bad. Ah, I have watched&mdash;and seen!&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;What have you seen?&rdquo; cried Haldane, clutching him by the arm. &ldquo;Come, out
+ with it!&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Enough to show me that he is not your friend&mdash;that he is dangerous.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Bah! is that all? Now, listen to me, and be sure I mean what I say. I
+ will have no servant of mine spying upon my wife. I will have no servant
+ of mine insinuating that my honour is in danger. If I hear another word of
+ this, if you convey to me by one look the fact that you are still prying,
+ spying, and suspecting, I shall take you by the collar and send you flying
+ out of my house. Now, go!&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Baptisto, who knew his master&rsquo;s temper perfectly, bowed and withdrew. He
+ had no wish to say one word more. He had thrown out a dark hint, a black
+ seed of suspicion, and he knew that he might safely let it work. It did
+ work, rapidly and terribly. Left alone, Haldane became a prey to the
+ wildest fears and suspicions. He remembered now that his wife had been
+ acquainted with this man in her girlhood; that there had even been some
+ passage of love between them. He remembered how eagerly she had renewed
+ the acquaintance, and with what admiring zeal the clergyman had responded.
+ He pictured to himself the sympathetic companionship, the zealous
+ meetings, the daily religious intercourse, of these two young people, each
+ full of the fervour of a blind superstition. Could it be possible that
+ they loved each other? Questioning his memory, he recalled looks, words,
+ tones, which, although scarcely noticed at the time, seemed now of painful
+ significance. The mere thought was sickening. Already he realized the
+ terrible phrase-of the poet Young&mdash;&ldquo;the jealous are the damned.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Haldane was not habitually a violent man. Though passionate and headstrong
+ by temperament, he had schooled himself to gentleness after a stormy
+ youth, and the chilly waters of philosophy, at which he drank daily, kept
+ his head cool and his pulses calm. But the stormy spirit, though hushed,
+ was not altogether dead within him, and under his habitual reticence and
+ good-humoured cynicism, there lay the most passionate idolatry for his
+ beautiful wife. He had set her up in his heart of hearts, with a faith too
+ perfect for much expression; and it had not occurred to him, in his
+ remotest dreams, that any other man could ever come between them.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ And now, suddenly as a lightning flash illumining a dark landscape, the
+ fear came upon him that perhaps he had been unwary and unwise. Was it
+ possible, he asked himself, that he had&rsquo; been too studious and too
+ book-loving, too reticent also in all those little attentions which by
+ women, who always love sweetmeats, are so tenderly prized? Moreover, he
+ was ten years his wife&rsquo;s, elder&mdash;was that disparity of years also a
+ barrier between their souls? No; he was sure it was not. He was sure that
+ she was not hypocritical, and that she loved him. Wherever the blame might
+ be, if blame there were, it was certainly not hers. She had been in all
+ respects, a tender and a sympathetic wife; encouraging his deep study of
+ science, even when she most distrusted its results; proud of his
+ attainments, and eager for his success; in short, a perfect helpmate, but
+ for her old-fashioned prejudices in the sphere of religion. Ah, <i>religion!</i>
+ There was the one word which solved the enigma, and aroused in our
+ philosopher&rsquo;s bosom that fierce indignation which long ago led Lucretius
+ into such passionate hate against the Phantom,=
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Which with horrid head
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Leered hideously from all the gates of heaven!&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ It needed only this to complete his loathing for the popular theology, for
+ all its teachers. Yes, he reflected, religion only was to blame. In its
+ name, his wife&rsquo;s sympathies had been tampered with, her spirit more or
+ less turned against himself; in its name, his house had been secretly
+ invaded, his domestic happiness poisoned, his peace of mind destroyed. It
+ was the old story! Wherever this shadow of superstition crawled, craft and
+ dissimulation began. Now, as in the beginning, it came between father and
+ child, sister and brother, man and wife.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ It so happened that when George Haldane came forth from having his dark
+ hour alone, he rather avoided meeting his wife at once, and, taking his
+ hat, stepped out from the laboratory on to the shrubbery path. He had
+ scarcely done so, when his eye fell upon two figures standing together in
+ the distance, upon the terrace of the house. One was Mrs. Haldane, wearing
+ her garden hat and a loose shawl thrown over her shoulders. The other was
+ the clergyman of the parish.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Haldane drew back, and watched. In that moment he knew the extent of his
+ humiliation; for never before had he been a spy upon his wife&rsquo;s actions.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Their backs were towards him. Santley was talking eagerly; Ellen was
+ looking down. Presently they began to move slowly along the terrace, side
+ by side.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Haldane watched them gloomily. The sunlight fell brightly upon them, and
+ on the old Manor house, with its brilliant creepers and glittering panes,
+ while the old chapel, with the watcher in its ruined porch, remained in
+ shadow. It seemed like an omen. In the darkness of his hiding-place,
+ Haldane felt satanic. Yes, there they walked&mdash;children of God, as
+ they called themselves&mdash;in God&rsquo;s sunlight; and he, the searcher for
+ light, the unbeliever, was forgotten.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Presently Santley paused again, and, with an impassioned gesture, pointed
+ upward. Ellen raised her head, and looked upward too, listening eagerly to
+ his words. Haldane laughed fiercely to himself, with all the ugliness of
+ his jealousy upon him.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Presently they disappeared into the house. A little afterwards Santley
+ emerged from the front door, and came walking rapidly down the avenue. His
+ manner was eager and happy, almost jubilant, and Haldane saw, when he
+ approached, that his face looked positively radiant.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ He was passing, when Haldane stepped out and confronted him. He started,
+ paused, and a shadow fell instantaneously upon his handsome face.
+ Recovering himself, he held out his hand. Haldane did not seem to see the
+ gesture, but, nodding a careless greeting, said, with his habitual <i>sang
+ froid</i>&mdash;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Well met, Mr. Santley. Here I am again, you see, hard at work. Have you
+ come from the house?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Yes,&rdquo; answered Santley.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;On some new message of Christian charity and beneficence, I suppose? Ah,
+ my dear sir, you are indefatigable. And the old women of the parish must
+ indeed find you a Good Shepherd. Did you find my wife at home?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Yes.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;And zealous, as usual, I suppose?&rsquo; Ah, what a thing it is to be pious!
+ But let me beg you not to encourage her too much. Charity begins at home;
+ and what with soup-kitchens, offertories, subscriptions for church
+ repairs, and societies for the gratuitous distribution of flannel
+ waistcoats, I am in a fair way of being ruined.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Santley forced a laugh.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Don&rsquo;t be afraid. My errand to-day was not a begging one, I assure you.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;I am glad to hear it.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;I was merely bringing Mrs. Haldane a book I promised to lend her. To tell
+ the truth, she finds your library rather destitute of works of a religious
+ nature.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Do you really think so?&rdquo; exclaimed Haldane, drily. &ldquo;Why, I thought it
+ unusually well provided in that respect. Let me see! There are Volney&rsquo;s
+ &lsquo;Ruins of Empire,&rsquo; Monboddo&rsquo;s &lsquo;Dissertations,&rsquo; Drummond&rsquo;s &lsquo;Academical
+ Questions,&rsquo; excellent translations of Schopenhauer and Hartmann, not to
+ speak of thirty-six volumes of Diderot, and fifty of Arouet.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Santley opened his eyes in horror and astonishment.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Arouet!&rdquo; he ejaculated. &ldquo;Do you actually mean to call Voltaire a
+ religious writer?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Highly so. There is religion even in &lsquo;La Pucelle,&rsquo; but it reaches its
+ culmination in the &lsquo;Philosophical Dictionary.&rsquo;&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;And you would actually let Mrs. Haldane read such works as those?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Certainly; though, am sorry to say, she prefers &lsquo;The Old Helmet&rsquo; and the
+ &lsquo;Heir of Redclyffe.&rsquo; May I ask the name of the work you have been good
+ enough to lend her?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;It is a book from which I myself have received great benefit&mdash;Père
+ Hyacinthes &lsquo;Sermons.&rsquo;&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Père Hyacinthe?&rdquo; repeated Haldane. &ldquo;Ah! the jolly priest who reverenced
+ celibacy, and proclaimed himself the father of a strapping boy. Well, the
+ man was at least honest. I think all clergymen should marry, and at as
+ early an age as possible. What is your opinion?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Santley flushed to the temples, while Haldane watched him with a gloomy
+ smile.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;I think&mdash;I am sure,&rdquo; he stammered, &ldquo;that the married state is the
+ happiest&mdash;perhaps the holiest.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;With these sentiments, of which I cordially approve, why the deuce are
+ you a bachelor?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The clergyman winced at the question, and his colour deepened; then, as if
+ musing, he glanced round towards the house&mdash;a look which was observed
+ and fully appreciated by his tormentor.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;I am sure my wife would encourage you to change your condition. Like most
+ women, she is by instinct a matchmaker.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Santley did not seem to hear; at any rate, he made no reply, but, holding
+ out his hand quickly, exclaimed&mdash;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;I must go now. I am rather in haste.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Haldane did not take the hand, but put his arm upon the clergyman&rsquo;s
+ shoulder.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Well, good day,&rdquo; he said. &ldquo;Take my advice, though, and get a sensible
+ wife as soon as possible.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Santley tried to smile, but only succeeded in looking more pale and
+ nervous than usual. With a few murmured words of adieu, he moved rapidly
+ away.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Haldane watched him thoughtfully until he disappeared down the avenue.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;I wonder if that man can smile?&rdquo; he said to himself. &ldquo;No; I am afraid he
+ is too horribly in earnest. I suppose, the women would call him handsome&mdash;<i>spiritual</i>;
+ but I hate such pallid, waxen-featured, handsome dolls. A pretty shepherd,
+ that, for a Christian flock to follow; a fellow who makes his very
+ ignorance of this world constitute his claim to act as cicerone to the
+ next. Fancy being jealous, actually <i>jealous</i>, of such a thing as
+ that!&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ He turned back into his laboratory and tried to dismiss Baptisto&rsquo;s
+ suggestion from his mind; but it was impossible. He could not disguise
+ from himself that Santley, with his seraphic face and sad, earnest eyes,
+ was the kind of creature whom the weaker sex adore, and that he was
+ rendered doubly dangerous to women by the radiant mesmerism of a
+ fascinating and voluptuous celestial superstition.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ <br /><br />
+ </p>
+ <hr />
+ <p>
+ <a name="link2HCH0013" id="link2HCH0013"> </a>
+ </p>
+ <div style="height: 4em;">
+ <br /><br /><br /><br />
+ </div>
+ <h2>
+ CHAPTER XXVI. FIRST LEAVES FROM A PHILOSOPHER NOTE-BOOK.
+ </h2>
+ <p class="pfirst">
+ <span class="dropcap" style="font-size: 4.00em">I</span> am about to set
+ down, in as concise a manner as possible, and at present solely for my
+ private edification (some day, perhaps, another eye may read the lines,
+ but not yet), certain events which have lately influenced my domestic
+ life. Were it not that even a professed scientist might decline to publish
+ experiments affecting his own private happiness, the description of the
+ events to which I allude might almost form a chapter in my slowly
+ progressing &ldquo;Physiology of Ethics,&rdquo; and the description would be at least
+ as interesting as many of Ferriers accounts of vivisection on dumb
+ animals. But, unfortunately, I am unable, in this case, to apply the
+ dissecting knife to my neighbours heart, without laying bare the ugly
+ wound in my own.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ To begin then, I, George Haldane, recluse, pessimist, moral physiologist,
+ and would-be moral philosopher, have discovered, at forty years of age,
+ that I am capable of the most miserable of all human passions; worse, that
+ this said ignoble passion of jealousy has a certain rational foundation.
+ For ten years I have been happy with a wife who seemed the perfection of
+ human gentleness and beauty; who, although unfortunately we have been
+ blest with no offspring, has shown the tenderest solicitude and sympathy
+ for the children of my brain; and who, in her wifely faith and sanctity,
+ seemed to be the sole link still holding me to a church whose history has
+ always filled me with abhorrence, and a religion whose infantine theology
+ I despise. Well, <i>nous avons changé tout cela</i>. My mind is no longer
+ peaceful, my hearth no longer sacred; and the woman I love seems slowly
+ drifting from me on a stream of sensuous spiritualism&mdash;another name
+ for a religious rehabilitation of the flesh.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ If any other man were the victim, I should think the situation highly
+ absurd. Here, on the one hand, is a fanatical Protestant priest, with the
+ face of a seraphic monk, the experience of a schoolgirl, and the <i>gaucherie</i>
+ of a country chorister who has never grown a beard; a fellow whose sole
+ claims to notice are his white hands, his clean linen, and his function as
+ a silly shepherd; a man fresh from college, ignorant of the world. Here,
+ on the other hand, am I, physically and intellectually his master, knowing
+ almost every creed beneath the sun, and the slave of none; indifferent to
+ vulgar human passions, and disposed to disintegrate them one and all with
+ the electric current of a negative philosophy. Between us both, trembling
+ this way and that, is that fair thing of flesh and blood, my wife, zealous
+ to save her own soul alive, and fearful at times, I fancy, that I have
+ sold mine to the Prince of Darkness. It is another version of science
+ against superstition, common sense against a lie; and Ellen Haldane is the
+ prize. A fiery Spaniard, like Baptisto yonder, would end the affair with a
+ stiletto-thrust; but I, of colder blood, am not likely to do anything so
+ courageous or so foolish, but am content to watch and watch, and to feel
+ the sick contamination of my suspicion creeping over me like an
+ unwholesome mildew. A stiletto thrust? Why, the mere tongue, a less fatal
+ weapon, would do it all. If I could only summon up the courage to say to
+ my wife, &ldquo;I know your secret; choose between this man and me, between his
+ creed and mine, between your duty as a wife and your zeal as a Christian,&rdquo;
+ I fancy there would be an end to it all. But I am too timorous; I suppose,
+ too ashamed of my suspicions, too proud to acknowledge so contemptible a
+ rival. As a Spaniard covers his face with his mantle, I veil my soul with
+ my pride; and, under the mantle of unsuspicion, rest irresolute, while the
+ thing grows.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Once or twice, I have thought of another way&mdash;of taking my wife by
+ the hand and saying, &ldquo;To-morrow, my dear, we shall leave this place, and
+ return to Spain or Italy&mdash;some quiet place abroad.&rdquo; I could easily
+ find an excuse for the migration, which, once effected, would make an end
+ of the affair. But that, in my opinion, would be too cowardly. It would,
+ indeed, be an admission that the danger was real and imminent; that, in
+ other words, the fight for honour could only be saved by an ignominious
+ retreat. No; Ellen Haldane must take her chance. If she is not strong
+ enough to hold out against evil, then let her go&mdash;<i>au bon Dieu</i>
+ or <i>au bon diable</i>, as either leads.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Yet what am I saying? It is precisely because I have the utmost faith in
+ her purity of heart that I watch the struggle with a certain patience. I
+ believe there will be a victim, but not my Ellen. Surely, if there is a
+ good woman in the world, she is that woman. As for the other, every day,
+ every hour, brings the cackling creature further and further into my
+ decoy. Even if he tried to turn back now, I do not think I should let him.
+ No; let him swim in and on, and in and on, till he reaches the place where
+ I, like the decoy man, can catch him fluttering, and&mdash;wring his neck?
+ Perhaps.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ It is quite clear that the man takes me for an idiot. At first he used
+ precautions, invented subterfuges; latterly, certain of my stupidity or
+ indifference, he comes and goes without disguise. When I meet him driving
+ side by side of my wife in the phaeton, on some pretended errand of mercy,
+ he gives me a careless bow, a nod. As he goes by my den, on his way to
+ invite her out to visit his sister or his church, he makes no excuse, but
+ passes jauntily, with a conversational pat for the stupid watch-dog: that
+ is all. It would be amusing, I say, if it were not almost insufferable.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ This afternoon, as Ellen was going out, I blankly suggested that she
+ should stay at home.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;But you are busy,&rdquo; she said&mdash;&ldquo;always busy with your books and
+ experiments.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Not too busy, my dear Nell, for a <i>tête-à-tête</i> with you. Where are
+ you going? To the Vicarage?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Yes.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;To see the parson, or his sister?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Both. We have a great deal to discuss, about the designs for the new
+ stained-glass windows, which have just come from London.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Very interesting; but they will keep for a day. I fancy I could show you
+ something quite as interesting, in my laboratory.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;I hate the laboratory,&rdquo; she cried, &ldquo;and those horrible experiments.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;My dear, you should not hate what your husband loves.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;I don&rsquo;t mean that I hate them, quite; but I think them so useless!&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;More useless than stained-glass windows?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;It is certainly not useless to beautify the House of God. Oh, I do so
+ wish you could feel as I do about these things! What is the world without
+ them?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Without stained-glass windows?&rdquo; I suggested sarcastically.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ She flushed impatiently.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;George, why have you such a dislike for religion? Why do you hate
+ everything I love?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Pardon me, my dear Nell, it was <i>you</i>, not I, that spoke of hating.
+ Philosophers never hate.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;But you do worse; you despise it. Thank God we have no children. It would
+ be horrible to tell them that their father forbade them to go to church,
+ or pray!&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ It was like a stab into my heart of hearts, that cry of thanks to God.
+ Despite myself, I lost my composure. She saw it instantly, and in the
+ manner of her sex, encroached.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Oh, George, do try to think sometimes of these things, for my sake! You
+ would be so much happier, you surely would have so much more blessing, if
+ you sometimes prayed.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;How do you know that I do not pray?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Because you do not believe.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;I do not believe precisely as your priest believes, that is all.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ She looked at me eagerly; then, after a moments hesitation, cried&mdash;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;George, if I asked a favour, would you grant it?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Try.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Let Mr. Santley come sometimes, and speak with you about God!&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ This was too much, almost, for even me to bear with equanimity. I am
+ afraid I did not look particularly amiable as I answered, sharp and short,
+ turning from her&mdash;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;After all, I think you had better go and look at those designs.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;There, you are angry again!&rdquo; she cried; and I knew by the sound of her
+ voice that her throat was choked with tears. &ldquo;You are always angry when I
+ touch upon religion.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;You were not talking of religion,&rdquo; I retorted; &ldquo;you were talking of that
+ man.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Why do you dislike him so? Because he is a preacher of the Word?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Because he is a canting hypocrite, like all his tribe,&rdquo; I cried.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ She saw that I had lost my temper, as was inevitable, and, sighing deeply,
+ moved to the door. I followed her with my eyes. I would have given the
+ world to call her back; to clasp her in my arms; to tell her my aching
+ fears; to promise her I would worship any God she choose, in any place, in
+ any way, so long as she would only be true, and answer my eager impulse
+ with a little love. But I was too proud for that.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Then you are going?&rdquo; I said.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ She turned, looking at me very sadly.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Yes, if you do not mind.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I shrugged my shoulders, and after another sad, reproachful look, she left
+ the room. A minute afterwards, she drove her ponies past the window,
+ without looking up.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ <i>Thursday, September</i> 15.&mdash;A golden autumn day, so warm and
+ still that it reminded me of the Indian summer. Not a leaf stirred, but
+ the insects in the air were like floating blossoms, and seemed to sleep
+ upon their wings. Even all round my den the shadows were sultry, and
+ intertangled with slumberous shafts of light.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ This fine weather rather disappointed me, for I had arranged for a day&rsquo;s
+ recreation. In my youth, before I was caught myself in the tedious snares
+ of speculation, I used to be an ardent fisherman, and I still retain
+ sufficient knowledge of the gentle craft to cast a fly tolerably. So,
+ tired of work, and a little weary of my own thoughts, I determined, for
+ the first time, to take advantage of the permission my neighbour, Lord
+ &mdash;&mdash;&mdash;&mdash;, has given me, and spend a day upon the river
+ banks.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Despite the sunshine, and the absence of even a breath of wind, I
+ shouldered my basket, lifted my rod, and set off. Ellen was already out
+ and about; so I did not see her before I started. Taking a short cut
+ through the shrubberies, I soon came to the banks of the Emmet&mdash;as
+ pretty a little stream as ever rippled over golden sands, or reached out
+ an azure arm to turn some merry watermill. Arrived there, I soon saw that
+ it would be useless to try a cast till there was a little wind; so,
+ without putting my rod together, I strolled on along the river-side, till
+ I was several miles away from the Manor house.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The stream was rather low, but here and there were good deep pools, but so
+ calm, so sunny, that every overhanging tree, every finger of fern, every
+ blade of grass, was reflected in them as in a mirror. Still, as the time
+ was, the waters were full of life. Over the pools hung clusters of flies
+ like glittering spiders&rsquo; webs, scarcely moving in the sunshine; and when,
+ from time to time, a trout rose, he leaped a full foot into the golden air
+ above him, and sank back to coolness beneath an ever-widening ring of
+ light. Sometimes from the grassy edge of the bank a water-rat would slip,
+ swimming rapidly across, with his nose just lifted above the water, and
+ his tail leaving a thin, bright trail. Water-ouzels rose at every curve,
+ following swiftly the winding of the stream; and twice past my feet
+ flashed a kingfisher, like an azure ray.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The way lay sometimes through deep grassy meadows, sometimes by the sides
+ of corn-fields where the sheaves were already slanted, oftentimes through
+ thick shrubberies and woods already yellow with the withering leaf. From
+ time to time I passed a farm, with orchards sloping down to the very
+ water&rsquo;s edge, or pastures slanting down to shallows where the cattle
+ waded, breaking the water to silver streaks and whisking their tails
+ against the clustering swarms of gnats. It was very pleasant and very
+ still, but, from a fishing point of view, exceedingly absurd.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ By-and-by, however, a faint breeze began to touch the pools, and putting
+ my rod together, and selecting my finest casting-line and two tiny flies,
+ I tried a cast. Fortunately the wind was blowing sunward, and as I faced
+ the light, the shadow fell behind me; but, nevertheless, the shadow of my
+ rod flitted about at every cast, and threatened to spoil my sport. My
+ first catch was an innocent baby-fish as big as my thumb, who came at the
+ fly with a rush, and fought desperately when hooked. When I had disengaged
+ him, and put him back into the water, he simply gave a flip of his little
+ tail, and sailed contemptuously and quite leisurely out of sight, making
+ me call to mind, with unusual humiliation, the well-known definition which
+ Dr. Johnson gave of angling&mdash;&ldquo;a fish at one end of the line, and a
+ fool at the other,&rdquo; I had tried a good many, casts before I took my first
+ respectable fish&mdash;a trout of about half a pound. I caught him in a
+ nice broken bit of water, just below a quaint old water-mill; and just as
+ I put him into the basket, the portly miller came out to the granary door,
+ and looked at me with a dusty smile. He evidently thought me a lunatic, to
+ be out with a fishing-rod on such a day.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Half a mile further on I landed another glittering picture of at least a
+ quarter of a pound; after that, another of half a pound; then my luck
+ ceased, the wind fell, and it was full sunshine. By this time I had
+ wandered a good many miles from home, and reached the spot where the river
+ plunges into the Great Omberley woods. Here the stream was so rapid and
+ the boughs so thick, that it was useless to think of casting; so I put up
+ my rod, and, leaping over a fence, rambled away into the woods.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ How strange and dark and still it was, passing out of the sunshine into
+ those shadows, deep and cool as the bottom of the sea! The oak trees
+ stretched their gnarled boughs into the air, and all around them were the
+ lesser trees of the wood-willow, elder, blackthorn, ash, and hazel. The
+ ground beneath was carpeted with moss and grass as thick and soft as
+ velvet, with thick clusters of fern and bluebells round the tree roots,
+ and creepers dangling from every bough. And the wood, like the river, was
+ all alive! Conies tumbled across the patches of light, and flitted in the
+ shadow, like very elves of the woodland; squirrels ran up the gnarled tree
+ trunks; harmless silver snakes glided along the moss; but here and there,
+ swift and ominous, ran a weazel, darting its head this way and that, and
+ fiercely scenting the air, in one eternal glitter and hurry of
+ bloodthirsty emotion. Thrush, blackbird, finch, birds without number, sang
+ overhead; save when the shadow of the wind-hover or the sparrow-hawk
+ passed across the topmost branches, when there was a sudden and respectful
+ silence, to be followed by a precipitate hurry of exultation, as the enemy
+ passed away.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ If I had been a moralist, I might have seen in this wood a microcosm of
+ the world, with its abundant happiness, its beauty, and its dark spots of
+ moral ugliness and cruelty. In you, Signor Weazel (who came so near that I
+ touched you with my rod, which you snapped at ferociously, before bolting
+ swiftly into the deep grass), I might have seen the likeness of a certain
+ sleek creature of my own sex and species, who dwells not very far away.
+ Nevertheless, I let you go in peace; which was no mercy to the conies, I
+ suppose.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ So I entered the Forest Primaeval&mdash;or such it seemed to me, as the
+ blaze of sunshine faded, the boughs thickened, the air became full of dark
+ shadows and ominous silence. My steps were now deep in grass and fern, and
+ the scent of flowers and weeds was thick in my nostrils, but I chose a
+ path where the boughs were thinnest, and quietly pushed through. While
+ thus I rambled, I suppose that I fell, philosopher like, into a dream; at
+ any rate, I seemed to lose all count of time.=
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The world, the life of men, dissolved away
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Into a sense of dimness,
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ as some poet sings. I felt primaeval&mdash;archetypal so to speak, till a
+ sudden&rsquo; shifting of the vegetable kaleidoscope recalled from thoughts of
+ Plato and the Archetype to a cruel consciousness of self.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I was moving slowly on, when I heard the sound of voices quite close to
+ me. I paused, listening, and only just in time, for in another moment I
+ should have been visible to the speakers. Well shrouded in deep foliage, I
+ looked out to discover what sylvan creatures were disporting themselves in
+ that lonely place; and I saw&mdash;what shall I say? A nymph and a satyr?
+ a dryad and a goatfooted Faun?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Just beyond me, there was a broad-green road through the woodland, deeply
+ carpeted with soft grass, but marked here and there with the broad track
+ of a wood-waggon; and on the side of this solitary road, on a rude seat
+ fashioned of two oaken stumps and a rough plank, the nymph was sitting.
+ She wore a light dress of some soft material, a straw hat, a country
+ cloak, and gloves of Paris kid&mdash;a civilized nymph, as you perceive!
+ To complete her modern appearance, she carried a closed parasol, and a
+ roll which looked like music.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ How pretty she looked, with the warm light playing upon her delicate
+ features, and suffusing her form in its delicate drapery; with the
+ semi-transparent branches behind her, and flowers of the woodland at her
+ feet!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ <br /><br />
+ </p>
+ <hr />
+ <p>
+ <a name="link2HCH0014" id="link2HCH0014"> </a>
+ </p>
+ <div style="height: 4em;">
+ <br /><br /><br /><br />
+ </div>
+ <h2>
+ CHAPTER XXVII. THE NOTE-BOOK CONTINUED NYMPH AND SATYR.
+ </h2>
+ <p class="pfirst">
+ <span class="dropcap" style="font-size: 4.00em">A</span>nd the satyr? Ah!
+ I knew him at a glance, despite the elegant modern boots used to disguise
+ the cloven foot.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ He wore black broadcloth and snowy linen, too, and a broad-brimmed
+ clerical hat. His face was seraphically pale, but I saw (or fancied I saw)
+ the twinkle of the hairy ears of the ignoble, sensual, nymph-compelling,
+ naiad-pursuing breed.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ He was talking earnestly, with gestures of eager entreaty; for the nymph
+ was crying, and he was offering her some kind of consolation.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Presently he sat down by her side, and threw his arms around her. She
+ disengaged herself from his embrace, and rose trembling to her feet.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Don&rsquo;t touch me!&rdquo; she cried. &ldquo;That is all over now. I cannot bear it!&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ He rose also, and stood regarding her, not with the rapturous eyes&rsquo; of a
+ lover, but with a dark and gloomy gaze. Then he said, in a low voice,
+ something which I could not catch. But I heard her passionate reply.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;No, it is all over,&rdquo; she cried; &ldquo;and I shall never be at peace again.
+ Even, if you kept your word, it would be the same. You do not love me; you
+ never loved me&mdash;never!&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I crept a little closer, for I was anxious to hear his answer.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;I do love you, Edith; and after what has passed between us&mdash;&mdash;&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ She shrank away with a faint, despairing cry, and put her hand to her
+ face.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;After what has passed between us, do you think that my love can change?
+ But you are unjust to me, to yourself; too violent and too hard to please.
+ I do not like to be suspected, to be watched; and it is painful to me,
+ very painful, to be constantly called to an account by you. It is not
+ reasonable. Even as your husband, I would not bear it; it would poison the
+ peace between us, and convert our married life into a simple hell!&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ He paused; but her only answer was a sob of pain. So he sermonized on:
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Between man and woman, Edith, there should be solemn confidence and
+ trust. When that ceases, love is sure to cease. Why, look at me! My trust
+ in you is so absolute that no action of yours could shake it; no matter
+ how peculiar were the circumstances, I should be certain of your faith,
+ your goodness. That is true love&mdash;absolute, implicit faith in the
+ beloved object. I wish I could persuade you to imitate it.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;You know that you can trust me,&rdquo; sobbed the poor child, &ldquo;because I have:
+ <i>proved</i> my love.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Have I not proved mine?&rdquo; he cried, with irritation. &ldquo;Have I not made
+ sacrifice upon sacrifice for your sake? Have I not remained here, in this
+ wretched country place, when I could have been promoted to other and
+ greater spheres of action? Have I not made you my companion, my
+ confidante, my nearest and dearest friend? Edith, why do you persist in
+ such accusations? What must I do to signify our attachment? Shall I marry
+ you at once? Speak the word, and although, as you know, it would involve
+ the ruin of all my worldly projects, I will do as you desire.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I had-heard enough to convince me that the affair under discussion was no
+ affair of mine, and that I had no right to continue playing the spy; so I
+ was drawing back as gently as possible, and about to return the way I
+ came, when I was suddenly arrested by the next words spoken.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Give up Mrs. Haldane!&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I The nymph was the speaker. She stood with her wild eyes fixed upon the
+ other&rsquo;s face, which did not improve in beauty of expression. For myself, I
+ started, stung to the quick; then I returned, trembling, to my place of
+ espionage.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Give up Mrs. Haldane!&rdquo; repeated the girl. &ldquo;I ask nothing more than that.
+ I will not force you to marry me, Charles, till it is for your good;
+ indeed, if I did, I know that we should be unhappy, and that you would
+ never forgive me. But you can at least cease to be so familiar with Mrs.
+ Haldane.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ He had discovered by this time, I suppose, that the pleading mood availed
+ him little; at all events, he suddenly changed his tone, and with a cry of
+ angry indignation, he exclaimed&mdash;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Edith, take care! I have told you that I will not suffer it! How dare you
+ suspect that lady! How dare you!&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ And he stood towering over her (the satyr!) in the fulness of his snowy
+ shirtfront and the whiteness of his moral indignation.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;It is no use being angry,&rdquo; she returned, with a certain stubbornness,
+ though I could see that she was cowed, in the manner of gentle women, by
+ his violent physical passion. &ldquo;After what you have told me, after what I
+ have seen&mdash;&mdash;&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Edith, again, take care!&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;You are always with her,&rdquo; she continued, &ldquo;night-time and day-time. I am
+ amazed that Mr. Haldane does not notice it. It is the talk of the place.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ With another exclamation, he turned his back and walked rapidly away.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Come back!&rdquo; she cried hysterically. &ldquo;If you leave like that, I will drown
+ myself in the river.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ He returned and faced her.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;You will drive me mad!&rdquo; he said. &ldquo;I am sick of it. I am more like a slave
+ than a free man. You will not suffer me even to have a friend.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;She is more than a friend. You have told me yourself, that you loved
+ her.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;And so I did,&rdquo; he answered, &ldquo;though of course she is nothing to me <i>now</i>.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Why are you always with her?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;I am interested in her, deeply interested. She is unhappy with her
+ husband, and as a minister of the gospel&mdash;&mdash;&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ With her tearful, truthful eyes, fixed so earnestly upon him, no wonder he
+ paused and blushed.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Charles, do not be a hypocrite! At least be honest. She is more to you
+ than a friend.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ He raised his hands heavenward, in pulpit fashion, and protested.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Edith, I swear to you before God, that there is nothing whatever between
+ us. She is a stainless lady, her husband does not understand her, I am her
+ spiritual friend and guide.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Yes, Charles; I understand,&rdquo; she said, still earnestly watching him. &ldquo;<i>Justus
+ you were mine!</i>&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I think it worth while to put that little sentence in italics. It was a
+ home stroke, and took away the satyr&rsquo;s breath.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Edith, for shame!&rdquo; he cried. &ldquo;You know you do not mean what you say. If I
+ thought you meant it, I should break with you for ever. I tell you again,
+ Mrs. Haldane is above reproach, and it is simply disgraceful to couple her
+ name, in such a manner, with mine. And you would infer, now, that I have
+ influenced your own life for evil; you would mock at my spiritual
+ pretensions, and brand me as a base, unworthy creature. Well, Edith,
+ perhaps you are right. Perhaps I have given you cause. I have shown you
+ that I love you, beyond position, beyond the world, beyond even my own
+ self-respect, and this is my return.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I could have sprung out and strangled the fellow, he was so cruel and yet
+ so plausible, so superbly selfish and yet so completely self-deceiving;
+ and I saw that with every word he uttered he gained a fresh hold over the
+ heart of the pretty fool who was listening. While he spoke, she sobbed as
+ if her little heart was ready to break; and when he ceased, she eagerly
+ held out her arms.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Oh, Charles, don&rsquo;t say that! Don&rsquo;t say that my love has been a curse to
+ you!&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;You drive me to say it,&rdquo; he answered moodily; &ldquo;you make me miserable with
+ your jealousy, your suspicion.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Don&rsquo;t say that I make you miserable&mdash;don&rsquo;t!&rdquo; she sobbed.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;You used to be so different,&rdquo; he continued, still preserving his tone of
+ moral injury; &ldquo;you used to be so interested in my work, my daily duties.
+ Now, you do nothing but reproach me; and why? Because I have found an old
+ friend, who happens to be of your own sex, but who is far above the folly
+ of a meaningless flirtation, and who little deserves the cruel slur you
+ cast upon her. Am I, then, to have no friends, no acquaintances? Is every
+ step I take to be measured by the unreasoning suspicion of a jealous
+ woman?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ By this time she had put her arms about his neck, and was sobbing on his
+ breast.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Oh, Charles, don&rsquo;t be so hard with me! It is all because I love you&mdash;ah,
+ so much!&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;But you should conquer these wicked feelings&mdash;&mdash;&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;I try! I try!&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;You should have more confidence, more faith. You know how much I care for
+ you.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Yes; but sometimes I feel afraid. Mrs. Haldane is so much cleverer, so
+ much more beautiful, than I am, and she was your first love. They say men
+ never love twice.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;That is nonsense, Edith.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;But you do love me, dear? you do?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Ugh, the satyr! He answered her with kisses, straining her to his heart
+ and she, sobbing and clinging round him, was quite conquered. I felt sick
+ to see her at his mercy. Then their voices sank, and he whispered, and I
+ saw the bright blood mount to her cheek and brow. But, alas! she did not
+ shrink away any more.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Then whispering and kissing, with eyes of passion fixed upon one another,
+ they moved away, taking a lonely path into the woods beyond me. My first
+ impulse was to follow them, and to tear them asunder. But after all, I
+ reflected it was no affair of mine, and I knew now, moreover, that nothing
+ in the world would save her from him&mdash;or from herself. .
+ </p>
+ <h3>
+ END OF VOL. II.
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- <br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />
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- <h1>
- FOXGLOVE MANOR
- </h1>
- <h3>
- A Novel
- </h3>
- <h2>
- By Robert W. Buchanan
- </h2>
- <h4>
- In Three Volumes, Vol. II.
- </h4>
- <h5>
- London <br /> Chatto And Windos, Piccadilly <br /> 1884
- </h5>
- <p>
- <br /><br />
- </p>
- <p>
- <br /><br />
- </p>
- <hr />
- <p>
- <br /><br />
- </p>
- <p>
- <b>CONTENTS</b>
- </p>
- <p class="toc">
- <a href="#link2H_4_0001"> <b>FOXGLOVE MANOR</b>. </a>
- </p>
- <p class="toc">
- <a href="#link2HCH0001"> CHAPTER XIV. BAPTISTO STAYS AT HOME. </a>
- </p>
- <p class="toc">
- <a href="#link2HCH0002"> CHAPTER XV. CONJURATION. </a>
- </p>
- <p class="toc">
- <a href="#link2HCH0003"> CHAPTER XVI. AT THE OPERA. </a>
- </p>
- <p class="toc">
- <a href="#link2HCH0004"> CHAPTER XVII. WALTER HETHERINGTON. </a>
- </p>
- <p class="toc">
- <a href="#link2HCH0005"> CHAPTER XVIII. CHURCH BELLS&mdash;AND A DISCORD.
- </a>
- </p>
- <p class="toc">
- <a href="#link2HCH0006"> CHAPTER XIX. HE IS BUT A LANDSCAPE PAINTER </a>
- </p>
- <p class="toc">
- <a href="#link2HCH0007"> CHAPTER XX. IN THE GLOAMING. </a>
- </p>
- <p class="toc">
- <a href="#link2HCH0008"> CHAPTER XXI. IN THE VICARAGE PARLOUR. </a>
- </p>
- <p class="toc">
- <a href="#link2HCH0009"> CHAPTER XXII. AT THE VICARAGE. </a>
- </p>
- <p class="toc">
- <a href="#link2HCH0010"> CHAPTER XXIII. DR. DUPRÉ&rsquo;S ELIXIR. </a>
- </p>
- <p class="toc">
- <a href="#link2HCH0011"> CHAPTER XXIV. THE EXPERIMENT. </a>
- </p>
- <p class="toc">
- <a href="#link2HCH0012"> CHAPTER XXV. &ldquo;BEWARE, MY LORD, OF JEALOUSY!&rdquo; </a>
- </p>
- <p class="toc">
- <a href="#link2HCH0013"> CHAPTER XXVI. FIRST LEAVES FROM A PHILOSOPHER
- NOTE-BOOK. </a>
- </p>
- <p class="toc">
- <a href="#link2HCH0014"> CHAPTER XXVII. THE NOTE-BOOK CONTINUED NYMPH AND
- SATYR. </a>
- </p>
- <p>
- <br /><br />
- </p>
- <hr />
- <p>
- <a name="link2H_4_0001" id="link2H_4_0001"> </a>
- </p>
- <div style="height: 4em;">
- <br /><br /><br /><br />
- </div>
- <h2>
- FOXGLOVE MANOR.
- </h2>
- <p>
- <br /><br />
- </p>
- <hr />
- <p>
- <a name="link2HCH0001" id="link2HCH0001"> </a>
- </p>
- <div style="height: 4em;">
- <br /><br /><br /><br />
- </div>
- <h2>
- CHAPTER XIV. BAPTISTO STAYS AT HOME.
- </h2>
- <p class="pfirst">
- <span class="dropcap" style="font-size: 4.00em">A</span>s Haldane sat in
- his study, the evening previous to the morning fixed for his journey to
- London, Baptisto entered quickly and stood before the desk at which his
- master was busily writing.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Can I speak to you, senor?&rdquo; Haldane looked and nodded.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;What is it, Baptisto?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;You have arranged that I shall go with you to-morrow, but I have had
- during the last few days an attack of my old vertigo. Can you possibly
- dispense with my attendance, senor?&rdquo; Haldane stared in surprise at the
- Spaniards face, which was inscrutable as usual.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Do you mean to say you wish to remain at home?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Certainly, senor.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Why? because you are ill? On the contrary, you look in excellent health.
- No; it is impossible. I cannot get along without you.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- And Haldane returned to his papers as if the matter was ended.
- </p>
- <p>
- Baptisto, however, did not budge, but remained in the same position, with
- his dark eyes fixed upon his master.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Do me this favour, senor. I am really indisposed, and must beg to
- remain.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Haldane laughed, for an idea suddenly occurred to him which seemed to
- explain the mystery of his servant&rsquo;s request.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;My good Baptisto, I think I understand the cause of your complaint, and I
- am sure a little travel will do you good. It is that dark-eyed widow of
- the lodge-keeper who attaches you so much to the Manor. The warm blood of
- Spain still burns in your veins, and, despite your sad experience of
- women, you are still impressionable. Eh? am I right?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Baptisto quickly shook his head, with the least suspicion of a smile upon
- his swarthy face.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;I am not impressionable, senor, and I do not admire your English women;
- but I wish to remain all the same.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Nonsense!&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Nonsense! In serious lament, senor, I beseech you to allow me to remain.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- But Haldane was not to be persuaded at what he conceived to be a mere whim
- of his servant. He still believed that Baptisto had fallen a captive to
- the charms of Mrs. Feme, a little plump, dark-eyed woman, with a large
- family. He had frequently of late seen the Spaniard hanging about the
- lodge&mdash;on one occasion nursing and dandling the youngest child&mdash;and
- he had smiled to himself, thinking that the poor fellow&rsquo;s misanthropy, or
- rather his misogynism, was in a fair way of coming to an end.
- </p>
- <p>
- Finding his master indisposed to take his request seriously, Baptisto
- retired; and presently Haldane strolled into the drawing-room, where he
- found his wife.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Have you heard of the last freak of Baptisto? He actually wants to remain
- at ease, instead of accompanying me in my journey.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Ellen looked up from some embroidery, in which she was busily engaged.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;On no account!&rdquo; she exclaimed. &ldquo;If you don&rsquo;t take him with you, I. shall
- not stay in the place.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Dear me! said the philosopher. Surely you are not afraid of poor
- Baptisto!&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Not afraid of him exactly, but he makes me shiver. He comes and goes like
- a ghost, and when you least expect him, he is at your elbow. Then, of
- course, I cannot help remembering he has committed a murder!&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Nothing of the kind,&rdquo; said Haldane, laughing and throwing himself into a
- chair. &ldquo;My dear Ellen, you don&rsquo;t believe the whole truth of that affair.
- True, he surprised that Spanish wife of his with her gallant, whom he
- stabbed; but I have it on excellent authority that it was a kind of
- duello; the other man was armed, and so it was a fair fight.&rdquo; Ellen
- shuddered, and showed more nervous agitation than her husband could quite
- account for.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Take him away with you,&rdquo; she cried; &ldquo;take him away. If you never bring
- him back, I shall rejoice. If I had been consulted, he would never have
- been brought to England.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- A little later in the evening, when Haldane had returned to his papers,
- which he was diligently finishing to take away with him, he rang and
- summoned the Spaniard to his presence.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Well, it is all settled. I have consulted your mistress, and she insists
- in your accompanying me to-morrow.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- A sharp flash came upon Baptisto&rsquo;s dark eyes. He made an angry gesture;
- then controlling himself, he said in a low, emphatic voice&mdash;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;The <i>senora</i> means it? <i>She</i> does not wish me to remain?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Just so.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;May I ask why?
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Only because she does not want you, and I do. Between ourselves, she is
- not quite so certain of you as I am. She has never forgotten that little
- affair in Spain.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Again the dark eyes flashed, and again there was the same angry gesture,
- instantly checked.
- </p>
- <p>
- Haldane continued.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;You are violent sometimes, my Baptisto, and madame is a little afraid of
- you. When she knows you better, as I know you, she will be aware that you
- are rational; at present&mdash;&mdash;&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;At present, senor,&rdquo; said Baptisto, &ldquo;she would rather not have me so near.
- Ah, I can understand! Perhaps she has reason to be afraid.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Something in the man&rsquo;s manner, which was sinister and almost threatening,
- jarred upon his master&rsquo;s mind. Rising from his chair, Haldane stood with
- his back to the fire, and, with a frown, regarded the Spaniard, as, he
- said&mdash;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Listen to me, Baptisto. I have noticed with great annoyance, especially
- of late, that your manner to madame has been strange, not to say sullen.
- You are whimsical still, and apt to take offence. If this goes on, if you
- fail in respect to your mistress, and make your presence uncomfortable in
- this house, we shall have to part.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- To Haldane&rsquo;s astonishment, Baptisto asked an explanation, and, falling on
- his knees, seized his master&rsquo;s hand and kissed it eagerly, &ldquo;Senor! Senor!
- you don&rsquo;t comprehend. You don&rsquo;t think I am ungrateful, that I do not
- remember? But you are wrong. I would die to save you&mdash;yes, I would
- die; and I would kill with my own hand any one who did you an injury. I am
- your servant, your slave&mdash;ah yes, till death.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Come, get up, and go and finish packing my things.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;But, senor&mdash;&mdash;&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Get up, I say.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- The Spaniard rose, and with folded hands and bent head stood waiting.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Get ready like a sensible fellow, and let us have no more of this
- foolery. There, there, I understand. You are exciting yourself for
- nothing.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Then, I am to go, senor?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Certainly.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Early the next morning Baptisto entered the carriage with his master, and
- was driven to the railway station, some seven miles away. As they went
- along, Haldane noticed that the man looked very ill, and that from time to
- time he put his hand to his head as if in pain. At the railway station,
- while they were waiting for the train, matters looked most serious.
- Suddenly the Spaniard fell forward on the platform as if in strong
- convulsions, his eyes starting out of his head, his mouth foaming. They
- sprinkled water on his face, chafed his hands, and with some difficulty
- brought him round.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;The devil!&rdquo; muttered Haldane to himself. &ldquo;It looks like epilepsy!&rdquo;
- Baptisto was placed on a seat, and lay back ghastly pale, as if utterly
- exhausted.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Are you better now?&rdquo; asked Haldane, bending over him.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;A little better, senor.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- But seeing him so utterly helpless, and likely to have other seizure,
- Haldane rapidly calculated in his own mind the inexpediency of taking him
- away on a long railway journey. After all, the poor fellow had not
- exaggerated his condition, when he had pleaded illness as an excuse for
- remaining at home.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;After all,&rdquo; said Haldane, &ldquo;I think you will have to remain behind.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Baptisto opened his eyes feebly, and stretched out his hands.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;No, senor; since you wish it, I will go.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;You shall remain,&rdquo; answered Haldane, just as the whistle of the coming
- train was heard in the distance. &ldquo;Perhaps, if you are better in a day or
- two, you can follow; but you will go away now in the carriage, and send
- over to Dr. Spruce, and he will prescribe for you.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Baptisto did not answer, but, taking his masters hand, kissed it
- gratefully. The train came up. Haldane entered a carriage, and, gazing
- from the window as the train began to move on, saw Baptisto still seated
- on the platform, very pale, his eyes half closed, his head recumbent. Near
- him stood the station master, a railway porter, and the groom who had
- driven them over from the Manor, all regarding him with languid curiosity.
- </p>
- <p>
- But the moment the train was gone, Baptisto began to recover. Rising to
- his feet, and refusing all offers of assistance from the others, he
- strolled out of the station, and quietly mounted the dog-cart. The groom
- got up beside him, and they drove homeward through the green lanes.
- </p>
- <p>
- Now, Baptisto was a gentleman, and seldom entered or tolerated familiarity
- from his fellow-servants. Had it been otherwise, the groom might have
- asked the explanation of his curious conduct; for no sooner was he mounted
- on the dogcart, and driving along in the fresh air, than the Spaniard
- seemed to forget all about his recent illness, sat erect like a man in
- perfect health, and exhibited none of the curious symptoms which had so
- alarmed his master.
- </p>
- <p>
- And when the groom, who was a thirsty individual, suggested that they
- should make a detour and call at the Blue Boar Inn for a little stimulant,
- chiefly as a corrective to the attack from which his companion had just
- suffered, the Spaniard turned his dark eyes round about him and actually
- winked. This proceeding so startled the groom that he almost dropped the
- reins, for never in the whole course of his sojourn had the foreign gent
- condescended to such a familiarity.
- </p>
- <p>
- They drove round to the Blue Boar, however, and the groom consumed the
- brandy, while Baptisto, who was a teetotaller, had some lemonade, and lit
- his cigar. Then they drove home to the Manor, Baptisto sitting with folded
- arms, completely and absolutely recovered.
- </p>
- <p>
- About noon that day, as Mrs. Haldane moved about the conservatory, looking
- after her roses, a servant announced the Rev. Mr. Santley. Ellen flushed,
- a little startled at the announcement, coming so soon after her husband&rsquo;s
- departure, and her first impulse was to deny herself; but before she could
- do so the clergyman himself appeared at the door of the conservatory.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;You are an early visitor,&rdquo; she said coldly, bending her face over the
- flowers.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;It is just noon,&rdquo; answered the clergyman, &ldquo;and I was going home from a
- sick-call. Has Mr. Haldane gone?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Yes. Did you wish to see him?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Not particularly, though I had a little commission which I might have
- asked him to execute had I been in time.&rdquo; Surely the man&rsquo;s fall had
- already begun. Ellen knew perfectly well that he was lying. In point of
- fact, he had seen the dog-cart drive past on the way to the station, and
- he had been unable to resist the temptation of coming over without delay.
- </p>
- <p>
- With face half averted, Ellen led the way into the drawing-room, and on to
- the terrace beyond, from which there was a pleasant view of the Manor, the
- plain, and the surrounding country. Just below the gardens were laid out
- in flowerbeds and gravel walks; but the dark shrubberies were beyond, and
- at a little distance, well in the shadow of the trees, the old chapel.
- </p>
- <p>
- There was a long silence. Ellen stood silent, gazing upon the woods and
- lawn, while the clergyman stood just behind her, evidently regarding her.
- </p>
- <p>
- At last she could bear it no longer, but, turning quickly, exclaimed&mdash;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Why did you come? Have you anything to say to me?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Nothing, Ellen, if you are angry,&rdquo; replied the clergyman.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Angry! You surely know best if I have cause. After what has passed, I
- think it is better that we should not meet,&rdquo; she added in a low voice. &ldquo;At
- least, not often.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- He saw she was agitated, and he took a certain pleasure in her agitation,
- for it showed him that she was not quite unsusceptible to the influence he
- might bring to bear upon her. As he stood there, his sad eyes fixed upon
- her, his being conscious of every movement she made, of every breath she
- drew, he felt again the deep fatality of his passion, and silently yielded
- to it.
- </p>
- <p>
- There was another long pause, which he was the first to break.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Do you know, Ellen, I sometimes tremble for you, when I think of your
- husbands opinions. In time you may learn to share them, and then we should
- be further apart than ever. At present, it is my sole comfort to know you
- possess that living faith without which every soul is lost.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Lost?&rdquo; she repeated, in a bewildering way, not looking at him.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;I don&rsquo;t mean in the vulgar sense; the theological ideas of damnation have
- never had my sanction, far less my sympathy. But materialism degrades the
- believer, and sooner or later comes a disbelief in all that is holy,
- beautiful, and sanctified. It is a humble creed, the new creed of science,
- and fatal to spiritual hopes.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Does it matter so much what one believes, if one&rsquo;s life is good?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;It matters so much that I would rather see one I loved dead before my
- feet than an avowed unbeliever. But there, I have not come to preach to
- you. When does Mr. Haldane return?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;As I told you: in a fortnight, perhaps sooner.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;And during his absence we shall meet again, I hope?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- She hesitated and looked at him. His eyes were fixed on the distant woods,
- though he stood expectantly, as if awaiting her reply, which did not come.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Can you not trust me?&rdquo; he exclaimed. &ldquo;You know I am your friend?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;I hope so; but I think it is best that you should not come here. If you
- were married, it would be different.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;I shall not marry,&rdquo; he replied impatiently. &ldquo;What then? I am a priest of
- God, and you may trust me fully. If our Church commenced the confessional,
- you might enter it without fear, and I&mdash;I would listen to the
- outpourings of your heart. Should you in your grief be afraid to utter
- them?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- She moved away from him, turning her back; but betrayed herself. He saw
- the bright colour mount to her neck and mantle there.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;What nonsense you talk!&rdquo; she said presently, with a forced laugh. &ldquo;Are
- you going over to Rome?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;I might go over to the evil place itself, Ellen, if <i>you</i> were
- there.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- There was no mistaking the words, the tone, in their diabolic gentleness,
- their suavity of supreme and total self-surrender. She felt helpless in
- spite of herself. The man was overmastering her, and rapidly encroaching.
- She felt like a person morally stifled, and with a strong effort tried to
- shake the evil influence away.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;I was right,&rdquo; she said. &ldquo;We must not meet.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- He smiled sadly.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;As you please. I will come, or I will go, at your will. You have only to
- say to me, &lsquo;Go and destroy yourself, obliterate yourself for ever from my
- life, blot yourself out from the roll of living beings,&rsquo; and I shall obey
- you.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Her spirit revolted more and more against the steadfast, self-assured
- obliquity of the man. She saw that he was desperate, and that the danger
- grew with his desperation. In every word he spoke, and in his whole
- manner, there was the sombre assurance of something between them, of some
- veiled, but excitable sympathy, which she herself utterly ignored. That
- moment of wild delirium, when he caught her in his arms and kissed her,
- seemed, instead of severing them, to have made a link between them. He had
- been conscious of her indignation, he had even professed penitence; but
- she saw to her dismay that the fact of his folly filled him, not with
- fear, but with courage. So she determined to end it once and for ever.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Let us understand each other,&rdquo; she said, trembling violently. &ldquo;How dare
- you talk as if there was any community of feeling between us? How dare you
- presume upon my patience, Mr. Santley? It is wretched; it is abominable!
- When you talk of killing yourself, when you assume that I have any serious
- interest in you, or any right over you, you insult me and degrade
- yourself. We are nothing, and can be nothing to each other.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;I know that,&rdquo; he replied. &ldquo;Do you think I am so mad as not to know that?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Then why do you come here to torture me, and to tempt me?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- The word came from her before she knew it, and her face became scarlet;
- but he uttered no protest, and raised his white hand in deprecation.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Tempt you? God forbid!&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;I did not mean that,&rdquo; she murmured, in confusion; &ldquo;but you must know, you
- cannot fail to know, that it is not right for a married woman to receive
- such expressions of sympathy, however spiritual. It is that which makes me
- hate the Catholic Church. The priest promises you his office, and too
- often makes mischief under the guise of religion.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Do you accuse me of doing so?&rdquo; he demanded, in the same sad, calm voice.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;No; but you should remember that you have not the custody of my soul, and
- I have no right to influence your actions. Come,&rdquo; she continued, with
- rather a forced laugh, &ldquo;talk to me like a true English clergyman. Tell me
- of the old women of the village, and their ailments; ask me for a
- subscription to give to your new soup kitchen; talk to me as if Mr.
- Haldane were listening to us&mdash;of your schools, your parish troubles&mdash;and
- you shall find me an eager listener!&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;I will talk of anything, Ellen, so long as I may talk to you.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Again that manner of despairing certainty, of assured and fatal sympathy.
- The man was incorrigible.
- </p>
- <p>
- She waited impatiently for some minutes, but finding he did not speak
- again, she held out her hand.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Since you have nothing more to tell me,&rdquo; she observed lightly, &ldquo;I think I
- will say good morning. I am going to order the carriage and drive to
- Omberley.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;When may I come again?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;When you have anything really parochial to say to me. Please go now.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Their eyes met, and hers sank beneath his own.
- </p>
- <p>
- As he crossed towards the door it opened, and Baptisto appeared upon the
- threshold.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Did you ring, senora?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- At the sight of the Spaniard&rsquo;s dull impressive face Mrs. Haldane started
- violently, and went a little pale. She had heard nothing of his return,
- and he came like an apparition.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Baptisto! What are you doing here? I thought&mdash;&mdash;&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- She paused in wonder, while the Spaniard inclined his head and bowed
- profoundly.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;I was taken with a vertigo at the station, and the senor permitted me to
- return.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Then your master has gone alone?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Yes, senora.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Very well. Order the carriage at once. I am going out.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Baptisto bowed and retired, quickly closing the door.
- </p>
- <p>
- Santley, who had stood listening during the above conversation, now
- prepared to follow, but, glancing at Ellen, saw that she was unusually
- agitated.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;That is a sinister-looking fellow,&rdquo; he remarked. &ldquo;I am afraid he has
- frightened you.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Indeed, no,&rdquo; she replied; &ldquo;though I confess I was startled at his
- unexpected return. Good-bye.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Good-bye,&rdquo; he said, again taking her hand and holding it up a moment in
- his own.
- </p>
- <p>
- Passing from the drawing-room, he again came face to face with Baptisto,
- who was lurking in the lobby, but who drew aside with a respectful bow, to
- allow the clergyman to pass.
- </p>
- <p>
- He crossed the hall, descended the stone steps of the portico, and walked
- slowly towards the lodge. As he passed the ruined chapel, its shadows
- seemed to fall upon his spirit and leave it in ominous darkness. He
- shivered slightly, and drew his cloak about him, then with his eyes cast
- down he thoughtfully walked on.
- </p>
- <p>
- He did not glance back. Had he done so, he would have seen Baptisto
- standing on the steps of the Manor house, watching him with a sinister
- smile.
- </p>
- <p>
- <br /><br />
- </p>
- <hr />
- <p>
- <a name="link2HCH0002" id="link2HCH0002"> </a>
- </p>
- <div style="height: 4em;">
- <br /><br /><br /><br />
- </div>
- <h2>
- CHAPTER XV. CONJURATION.
- </h2>
- <p class="pfirst">
- <span class="dropcap" style="font-size: 4.00em">I</span>t was a chill day
- in early autumn, and as Charles Santley passed along the dark avenue of
- the Manor his path was strewn here and there with freshly fallen leaves.
- Dark shadows lay on every side, and the heaven above was full of a sullen,
- cheerless light. It was just the day for a modern Faust, in the course of
- his noonday walk, to encounter, in some fancied guise, canine or human,
- the evil one of old superstition.
- </p>
- <p>
- Be that as it may, Santley knew at last that the hour of his temptation
- was over, and that the evil one was not far away. He knew it, by the
- sullen acquiescence of evil of his own soul; by the deliberate and
- despairing precision with which he had chosen the easy and downward path;
- by the sense of darkness which already obliterated the bright moral
- instincts in his essentially religious mind. He had spoken the truth when
- he said he would follow Ellen Haldane anywhere, even to the eternal pit
- itself. Her beauty possessed him and disturbed him with the joy of impure
- thoughts; and now that he perceived his own power to trouble her peace of
- mind, he rejoiced at the strength of his passion with a truly diabolic
- perversity.
- </p>
- <p>
- As he came out of the lodge gate he saw, far away over the fields, the
- spire of his own church.
- </p>
- <p>
- He laughed to himself.
- </p>
- <p>
- But the man&rsquo;s faith in spiritual things, so far from being shaken, was as
- strong as ever. His own sense of moral deterioration, of spiritual
- backsliding, only made him believe all the more fervently in the heaven
- from which he had fallen, or might choose to fall. For it is surely a
- mistake to picture, as so many poets have pictured, the evil spirit as one
- ignorant of or insensible to good. Far wiser is the theology which
- describes Satan as the highest of angelic spirits&mdash;the spirit which,
- above all others, had beheld and contemplated the Godhead, and had then,
- in sheer revolt and negation, deliberately and advisedly decided its own
- knowledge and rejected its own truthright. Santley was, in his basest
- moods, essentially a godly man&mdash;a man strangely curious of the beauty
- of goodness, and capable of infinite celestial dreams. If, like many
- another, he confused the flesh and the spirit, he did no more than many
- sons of Eve have done.
- </p>
- <p>
- As he walked slowly along he mused, somewhat to this effect&mdash;&ldquo;I love
- this woman. In her heart she loves me. Her superior spiritual endowments
- are mystically alive to those I myself possess. Her husband is a clod, an
- unbeliever, with no spiritual promptings. In his sardonic presence, her
- aspirations are chilled, frozen at the very fountain-head; whereas, in
- mine, all the sweetness and the power of her nature are aroused, though
- with a certain irritation. If I persist, she must yield to the slow moral
- mesmerism of my passion, and eventually fall. Is this necessarily evil? Am
- I of set purpose sinning? Is it not possible that even a breach of the
- moral law might, under certain conditions, lead us both to a higher
- religious place&mdash;yes, even to a deeper and intenser consciousness of
- God?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- And again&mdash;&ldquo;What <i>is</i> sin? Surely it is better than moral
- stagnation, which is death. There are certain deflections from duty which,
- like the side stroke of a bird&rsquo;s wing, may waft us higher. In the arms of
- this woman, I should surely be nearer God than crawling alone on the bare
- path of duty, loving nothing, hoping nothing, becoming nothing. What is it
- that Goethe says of the Eternal Feminine which lead us ever upward and
- onward? Which was the highest, Faust before he loved Marguerite, or Faust
- after he passed out of the shadow of his sin into the sphere of imperial
- and daring passion? I believe in God, I love this woman. Out of that
- belief, and that love, shall I not become a living soul?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Was this the man&rsquo;s own musing, or rather the very devil whispering in his
- ear? From such fragmentary glimpses of his mind as have been given, we can
- at least guess the extent of his intellectual degradation.
- </p>
- <p>
- As he walked along the country road, his pale countenance became seraphic;
- just so may the face of Lucifer have looked when he plumed his wings for
- deliberate flight from heaven.
- </p>
- <p>
- He stepped into a roadside farm and had a glass of milk, which the good
- woman of the place handed to him with a sentiment of adoration; he looked
- so gentle, so at peace with all living things. His white hand rested for a
- moment on the head of her little girl, in gentle benediction. He had never
- felt more tenderly disposed to all creation than at that moment, when he
- was prepared to dip a pen into his own hearts blood, and sign the little
- promissory note which Mephistopheles carries, always ready, in his pocket.
- He had hated his congregation before; now he loved them exceedingly&mdash;and
- all the world.
- </p>
- <p>
- <br /><br />
- </p>
- <hr />
- <p>
- <a name="link2HCH0003" id="link2HCH0003"> </a>
- </p>
- <div style="height: 4em;">
- <br /><br /><br /><br />
- </div>
- <h2>
- CHAPTER XVI. AT THE OPERA.
- </h2>
- <p class="pfirst">
- <span class="dropcap" style="font-size: 4.00em">O</span>n arriving in
- London, George Haldane was driven straight to the house of an old friend
- at Chelsea, where he always stayed during his visits to the Metropolis.
- This friend was Lovell Blakiston, as eccentric a being in his own way as
- Haldane himself was in his. He had been, since boyhood, in the India
- Office, where he still put in an appearance several hours a day, and
- whence he still drew a large income, with the immediate right to a
- retiring pension whenever he choose to take it. He was a great student,
- especially of the pagan poets and philosophers; and the greater part of
- his days and nights were spent in his-old-fashioned library, opening with
- folding doors on to a quiet lawn, which led in its turn to the very
- river-side. He had two pet aversions&mdash;modern progress, in the shape
- of railroads, electricity, geology; all the new business of science and
- modern religion, especially in its connection with Christian theology. He
- was, in short, a pagan pure and simple, fond of old books, old wine, old
- meditations, and old gods. However he might differ with Haldane on such
- subjects&rsquo; as the nebular hypothesis, which he hated with all his heart, he
- agreed with him sufficiently on the subject of Christianity. Both had a
- cordial dislike for church ceremonies and church bells.
- </p>
- <p>
- The two gentlemen had another taste in common. This was the opera, which
- both enjoyed hugely, though Blakiston never ceased to regret the
- disappearance of that old operatic institution, the ballet, which, like a
- rich dessert wine, used to bring the feast of music to a delightfully
- sensuous conclusion. Haldane was too young a man to remember such visions
- of loveliness as Cerito, whom his old friend had often gone to see in
- company with Horne Took.
- </p>
- <p>
- So it happened that two or three days after his arrival, Haldane
- accompanied his host to the opera house, where Patti was to appear in
- &ldquo;Traviata.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Seated comfortably in the stalls, he was glancing quietly round the house
- between the acts, when his attention was attracted to a face in one of the
- private boxes. A pale, Madonna-like, yet girlish face, set in golden hair,
- with soft blue eyes, and an expression so forlorn, so wistful, so ill at
- ease, that it was almost painful to behold.
- </p>
- <p>
- Haldane started in surprise.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;What is the matter?&rdquo; said his friend; &ldquo;Have you recognized anybody?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;I am not certain,&rdquo; returned Haldane, raising his opera-glass and
- surveying the face through them. Then, after a long look, he added&rsquo; as if
- to himself, &ldquo;I am almost sure it is the same.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Do you mean that young lady in black, seated in the second tier?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Yes. Oblige me by looking at her, and tell me what you think of her.&rdquo;
- Blakiston raised his opera-glass, and took a long look.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Well?&rdquo; asked Haldane.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;She reminds me of one of your detestable pre-Raphaelistic drawings,
- shockheaded and vacuous. She is pretty, I grant you, but she has no
- expression.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;I should say, on the contrary, a very marked expression of deep pain.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Tight lacing,&rdquo; grunted Blakiston. &ldquo;Your modern women have no shape, since
- Cerito.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Here Haldane rose from his seat. Looking up again, he had met the young
- lady&rsquo;s eyes, and had perceived at once that she recognized him.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;I am going to speak to her,&rdquo; he explained. &ldquo;She is a neighbour of ours,
- and a friend of my wife.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- He made his way to the second tier, and finding the door of the box open,
- he looked in, and saw the person he sought, seated in company with an
- elderly lady and a young man.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Miss Dove!&rdquo; he said, advancing into the box. &ldquo;Although we have only met
- twice, I thought I could not be mistaken.&rdquo; Edith (for it was she) turned
- quickly and took his outstretched hand..
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;How strange to find you here!&rdquo; she exclaimed. &ldquo;Is Mrs. Haldane with you?
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;No, indeed. I left her to the pious duties of the parish, which she is
- fulfilling daily, I expect, in company with your seraphic friend the
- minister.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Edith looked at him with strange surprise, but said nothing.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;When did you come to town?&rdquo; he asked. &ldquo;I thought you were quite a country
- young lady, and never ventured into the giddy world of London.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;I was not very well,&rdquo; replied Edith, &ldquo;and my aunt invited me to stop with
- her a few weeks. This is my aunt, Mrs. Hetherington; and this gentleman is
- my cousin Walter.&rdquo; Here Edith went somewhat nervously through the ceremony
- of introduction. She added, with a slight flush, &ldquo;My cousin insisted on
- bringing us here to-night. I did not wish to come.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Why not?&rdquo; demanded Haldane, noticing her uneasiness.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Because I did not think it right; and I have been thinking all the
- evening what the vicar will say when I tell him I have been to such a
- place.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Here the old lady shook her head ominously, and gave a slight groan.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Is the place so terrible,&rdquo; asked Haldane, smiling, &ldquo;now you have seen
- it?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;No, it is very pretty; and of course the singing is beautiful. But Mr.
- Santley does not approve of the theatre, and I am sorry I came.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Nonsense, Edith,&rdquo; said young Hetherington, with a laugh. &ldquo;You know you
- wanted to see the &lsquo;Traviata,&rsquo; The fact is,&rdquo; he continued, turning to
- Haldane, &ldquo;my mother and my cousin are both terribly old-fashioned. My
- mother here is Scotch, and believes in the kirk, the whole kirk, and
- nothing but the kirk; and as for Edith, she is entirely, as they say in
- Scotland, under the minister&rsquo;s &lsquo;thoomb.&rsquo; I thought they would have enjoyed
- themselves, but they have been doing penance all the evening.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Without paying attention to her cousin&rsquo;s remarks, Edith was looking
- thoughtfully at Haldane.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;When do you return to Omberley?&rdquo; she asked.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;I am not sure&mdash;in a fortnight, at the latest. I am going on to
- France.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;And Mrs. Haldane will remain all that time alone?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Of course,&rdquo; he replied. &ldquo;Oh, she will not miss me. She has her household
- duties, her parish, her garden&mdash;to say nothing of her clergyman. And
- you, do <i>you</i> stay long in London?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;I am not sure; I think not. I am tired of it already.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Again that weary, wistful look, which sat so strangely on the young,
- almost childish face. She sighed, and gazed sadly around the crowded
- house. A minute later, Haldane took his leave, and rejoined his friend in
- the stalls. Looking up at the end of the next act, he saw that the box was
- empty.
- </p>
- <p>
- The women had yielded to their consciences, and departed before the end of
- the performance.
- </p>
- <p>
- That night, when Haldane went home to Chelsea, he found a letter from his
- wife. It was a long letter, but contained no news whatever, being chiefly
- occupied with self-reproaches that the writer had not accompanied her
- husband in his pilgrimage. This struck Haldane as rather peculiar, as in
- former communications Ellen had expressed no such dissatisfaction; but he
- was by nature and of set habit unsuspicious, and he set it down to some
- momentary <i>ennui</i>. The letter contained no mention whatever of Mr.
- Santley, but in the postscript, where ladies often put the most
- interesting part of their correspondence, there was a reference to the
- Spanish valet, Baptisto.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;As I told you,&rdquo; wrote Ellen, &ldquo;Baptisto seems in excellent health, though
- he is mysterious and unpleasant as usual. He comes and goes like a ghost,
- but if he made you believe that he was ill, he was imposing upon you. I do
- so wish you had taken him with you.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Haldane folded up the letter with a smile.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Poor Baptisto!&rdquo; he thought, &ldquo;I suppose it is as I suspected, and the
- little widow at the lodge is at the bottom of it all.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- After a few days&rsquo; sojourn at Chelsea, during which time he was much
- interested in certain spiritualistic investigations which were just then
- being conducted by the London <i>savants</i>, to the manifest confusion of
- the spirits and indignation of true believers, Haldane went to Paris,
- where he read his paper before the French Society to which he belonged.
- There we shall leave him for a little time, returning to the company of
- Miss Dove, with whom we have more immediate concern.
- </p>
- <p>
- Mother and son lived in a pleasant house overlooking Clapham Common, a
- district famous for its religious edification, its young ladies&rsquo;
- seminaries, and its dissenting chapels. Mrs. Hethering-ton was the wealthy
- widow of a Glasgow merchant, long settled in London, and she set her face
- rigidly against modern thought, ecclesiastical vestments, and cooking on
- the sabbath. Curiously enough, her son Walter, who inherited a handsome
- competence, was a painter, and followed his heathen occupation with much
- talent, and more youthful enthusiasm. His landscapes, chiefly of Highland
- scenes, had been exhibited in the Royal Scottish Academy. His mother,
- whose highest ideas of art were founded on a superficial acquaintance with
- the Scripture pieces of Noel Paton, and an occasional contemplation of
- biblical masterpieces in the Doré Gallery, would have preferred to have
- seen him following in his fathers footsteps, and even entering the true
- kirk as a preacher; but his sympathies were pagan, and a gloomy childish
- experience had not fitted him with the requisite enthusiasm for John
- Calvin and the sabbath.
- </p>
- <p>
- Walter Hetherington was a fine fresh young fellow of three and twenty, and
- belonged to the clever set of Scotch painters, headed by Messrs. Pettie,
- Richardson, and Peter Graham. He was &ldquo;cannie&rdquo; painstaking, and rather
- sceptical, and, putting aside his art, which he really loved, he felt true
- enthusiasm for only one thing in the world&mdash;his cousin Edith, whom he
- hoped and longed to make his wife.
- </p>
- <p>
- As a very young girl, Edith had seemed rather attached to him; but of late
- years, during which they saw each other only at long intervals, she seemed
- colder and colder to his advances. He noticed her indifference, and set it
- down somewhat angrily to girlish fanaticism, for he had little or no
- suspicion whatever that another man&rsquo;s image might be filling her thoughts.
- Once or twice, it is true, when she sounded the praises of her Omberley
- pastor, his zeal, his goodness, his beauty of discourse, he asked himself
- if he could possibly have a rival <i>there</i>; but knowing something of
- the relinquent fancies of young vestals, he rejected the idea. To tell the
- truth, he rather pitied the Rev. Mr. Santley, whom he had never seen, as a
- hardheaded, dogmatic, elderly creature of the type greatly approved by his
- mother, and abundant even in Clapham. He had no idea of an Adonis in a
- clerical frock coat, with a beautiful profile, white hands, and a voice
- gentle and low&mdash;the latter an excellent thing in woman, but a
- dangerous thing in an unmarried preacher of the Word.
- </p>
- <p>
- <br /><br />
- </p>
- <hr />
- <p>
- <a name="link2HCH0004" id="link2HCH0004"> </a>
- </p>
- <div style="height: 4em;">
- <br /><br /><br /><br />
- </div>
- <h2>
- CHAPTER XVII. WALTER HETHERINGTON.
- </h2>
- <p class="pfirst">
- <span class="dropcap" style="font-size: 4.00em">W</span>hen the party got
- home from the opera, it was only half-past ten. They sat down to a frugal
- supper in the dining-room.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;I am sorry you did not wait till the last act,&rdquo; said the young man, after
- an awkward silence. &ldquo;Patti&rsquo;s death scene is magnificent.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;I&rsquo;m thinking we heard enough,&rdquo; his mother replied. &ldquo;I never cared much
- for play-acting, and I see little sense in screeching about in a foreign
- tongue. I&rsquo;d rather have half an hour of the Reverend Mr. Mactavish&rsquo;s
- discourses than a night of fooling like yon.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;What do <i>you</i> say, Edith? I&rsquo;m sure the music was very pretty.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Yes, it was beautiful; but not knowing much of Italian, I could not
- gather what it was all about.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;It is an operatic version of a story of the younger Dumas,&rdquo; explained
- Walter, with an uncomfortable sense of treading on dangerous ground. &ldquo;The
- story is that of a beautiful woman who has lived an evil life, and is
- reformed through her affection for a young Frenchman. His friends think he
- is degrading himself by offering to marry her, and to cure him she
- pretends to be false and wicked. In the end, she dies in his arms,
- broken-hearted. It is a very touching subject, I think, though some people
- consider it immoral.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Here the matron broke in with quiet severity.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;I wonder yon woman&mdash;Patti, you call her&mdash;doesn&rsquo;t think shame to
- appear in such dresses. One of them was scarcely decent, and I was almost
- ashamed to look at her&mdash;the creature!&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;But her singing, mother, her singing; was it not divine?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;It was meeddling loud; but I&rsquo;ve heard far finer in the kirk. Edith, my
- bairn, you&rsquo;re tired, I&rsquo;m thinking. We&rsquo;ll just read a chapter, and get to
- bed.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- So the chapter was read, and the ladies retired, while Walter walked off
- to his studio to have a quiet pipe. He was too used to his mother&rsquo;s
- peculiarities to be much surprised at the failure of the evening&rsquo;s
- entertainment; but he felt really amazed that Edith had not been more
- impressed.
- </p>
- <p>
- The next morning, when they met at breakfast, Edith astonished both her
- aunt and cousin by expressing her wish to return to Omberley as soon as
- possible.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Go away already!&rdquo; cried the young man. &lsquo;&ldquo;Why, you&rsquo;ve hardly been here a
- week, and you&rsquo;ve seen nothing of town, and we&rsquo;ve all the picture-galleries
- to visit yet.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;And you have not heard Mr. Mactavish discoorse,&rdquo; cried his mother. &ldquo;No,
- no; you must bide awhile.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- But Edith shook her head, and they saw her mind was made up.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;I can come again at Christmas, but I would rather go now,&rdquo; she said.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;But why have you changed your mind?&rdquo; inquired her cousin eagerly.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;I think they want me at home; and there is a great deal of church work to
- be done in the village.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Walter was not deceived by this excuse, and tried persuasion, but it was
- of no avail. The girl was determined to return home immediately. He little
- knew the real cause of her determination. Haldane&rsquo;s presence in London had
- filled her, in spite of herself, with jealous alarm. Ellen Haldane was
- alone at the Manor, with no husband&rsquo;s eyes to trouble her; and, despite
- the clergyman&rsquo;s oath of fidelity, Edith could not trust him.
- </p>
- <p>
- Yes, she would go home. It was time to put an end to it all, to remind
- Santley of his broken promises, and to claim their fulfilment. If he
- refused to do her justice, she would part from him for ever; not, however,
- without letting the other woman, her rival, know his true character.
- </p>
- <p>
- It was arranged that she should leave by an early train next morning. For
- the greater part of the day she kept her room, engaged in preparations for
- the journey; but towards evening Walter found her alone in the
- drawing-room. The old lady, his mother, who earnestly wished him to marry
- his cousin, had contrived to be out of the way.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;I am so sorry you are going,&rdquo; the young man said. &ldquo;We see so little of
- each other now.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Edith was seated with her back to the window, her face in deep shade. She
- knew by her cousin&rsquo;s manner that he was more than usually agitated, and
- she dreaded what was coming&mdash;what had come, indeed, on several
- occasions before. She did not answer, but almost unconsciously heaved a
- deep sigh.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Does that mean that you are sorry too?&rdquo; asked Walter, leaning towards her
- to see her face.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Of course I am sorry,&rdquo; she replied, with a certain constraint.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;I wish I could believe that. Somehow or other, Edith, it seems to me that
- you would rather be anywhere than here. Well, you have some cause; for the
- house is dreary enough, and we are all dull people. But you and I used to
- be such friends! More like brother and sister than mere cousins. Is that
- all over? Are we to drift farther and farther apart as the years pass on?
- It seems to me as if it might come to that.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;How absurd you are!&rdquo; said Edith, trying to force a laugh, but failing
- lamentably. &ldquo;You know I was always fond of you and&mdash;and&mdash;of your
- mother.&rdquo; Walter winced under the sting of the last sentence, so
- unconsciously given.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;I don&rsquo;t mean that at all,&rdquo; he exclaimed. &ldquo;Of course you liked us, as
- relations like each other; but am I never to be more to you than a mere
- cousin? You know I love you, that I have loved you ever since we were boy
- and girl; and once&mdash;ah, yes, I thought you cared for me a little.
- Edith, what does it mean? Why are you so changed?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Edith was more deeply changed than ever her cousin could guess. Had he
- been able to see her face, he would have been wonder-stricken at its
- expression of mingled shame and despair. She tried to reply; but before
- she could do so her voice was choked, and her tears began to fall. In a
- moment he was close beside her, and bending over her, with one hand
- outstretched to clasp her.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Now, you are crying. Edith, my darling, what is it?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Don&rsquo;t touch me,&rdquo; she sobbed, shrinking from him. &ldquo;I can&rsquo;t bear it.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Forgive me, if I have said anything to pain you; and oh, my darling!
- remember it is my love that carries me away. I do love you, Edith. I wish
- to God I could prove to you how much!&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- He took her hand in his; but she drew it forcibly from him, and, shrinking
- still further away, entirely losing her self-control, sobbed silently.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Don&rsquo;t!&rdquo; she exclaimed. &ldquo;For pity&rsquo;s sake, be silent. You do not know what
- you are saying. I am not fit to become your wife.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- He moved a few steps from her, and waited until her wild, hysterical
- sobbing should have ceased. She commanded herself quickly, as it the wild
- outburst which she had not been able to control had terrified her. Then
- she rose, and would have left the room, but the young man stopped her.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Edith,&rdquo; he said, &ldquo;surely you did not mean what you said just now, that
- you are not fit to become my wife?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Yes,&rdquo; she replied quickly; &ldquo;I did mean it.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- She was glad that her face, was turned from him, and that the room was in
- partial darkness. She was glad that she was able to steady her voice, and
- to give a direct reply.
- </p>
- <p>
- He did not answer; she felt he was waiting for her to speak on.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Even if two people love each other,&rdquo; she said, trembling, &ldquo;or only think
- they do, which is too often the case, they have no right to thoughtlessly
- contract that holy tie. There cannot be perfect happiness in this world
- without perfect spiritual communion. I know&mdash;I feel sure&mdash;that
- this does not exist between you and me.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- The young man flushed, and his brow contracted somewhat angrily.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Take time to think it over,&rdquo; he said quickly; &ldquo;this is not your own heart
- that is speaking now. The seeds which that man, your clergyman, has been
- sowing in your heart have borne fruit. Religion is changing your whole
- nature. It is alienating you hopelessly from all to whom you are so dear;
- it is making you unjust, cruelly unkind, to yourself, but doubly so to
- others, under the shallow pretence that you are serving God!&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- She did not interrupt him; but when he ceased, she put out her hand and
- said, quickly but firmly&mdash;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Good night.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Good night,&rdquo; he repeated. &ldquo;It is so early, surely you are not going
- to-your room already? This is our last night together, remember.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;I am so tired,&rdquo; returned the girl, wearily. &ldquo;I must get a good night&rsquo;s
- rest, since I am to start early in the morning.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;And you will not say another word?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;I don&rsquo;t know that there is anything more that I can say.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;You are angry with me, Edith. Before you go, say at least that you
- forgive me.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;I am not angry; indeed, I am glad you have spoken. I know now I should
- never have come here. I know I must never come again.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- So, without another word, they parted. Edith went up to her room. Walter
- sought his, and there he remained all the evening, sitting in the
- darkness, pondering over the unaccountable change which had taken place in
- the girl.
- </p>
- <p>
- Yes, she was changed; but was it hopeless, and altogether unexpected?
- Might she not, with gentle care, be freed from this hateful influence of
- the Church? Walter believed that might be so. Already he seemed to see
- light through the cloud, and to trace the secret of this man&rsquo;s influence
- over her. Edith was imaginative and highly fanatical; he had appealed to
- her imagination. Being a High Church clergyman, he had employed two
- powerful agents&mdash;colour and form. He had scattered the shrine at
- which she worshipped with soft and durable perfumes, and had set up sacred
- symbols; and he had said, &ldquo;Kneel before these; cast down all your worldly
- wishes and earthly affections.&rdquo; She, being intoxicated, as it were, had
- yielded to the spell. It was part of his plan, thought Walter, that she
- must neither marry nor form any other earthly tie; for was it not through
- her, and such as her, that his beloved Church was able to sustain its full
- prestige? The Church must reign supreme in her heart, as it had done in
- that of many another vestal; it was at the altar alone that her gifts of
- love and devotion must be burned. She must be sacrificed, as many others
- had been before her, and the Church would stand.
- </p>
- <p>
- This was the young man&rsquo;s true view of the case. He believed it, for he had
- learnt in his home to hate other worldliness; but though he fancied he saw
- the nature of the discord, he could not as yet perceive the directest
- means of cure.
- </p>
- <p>
- The next morning, when Edith, looking very pale and weary, but still very
- pretty in her simple travelling costume, came down to breakfast, she was a
- little surprised to find Walter already there. His manner was kind and
- considerate, as it had always been, and he made no reference whatever to
- what had passed between them on the previous night. They sat and carried
- on a constrained but polite conversation; but both were glad when it was
- interrupted by the entrance of Mrs. Hetherington. The old lady was filled
- with genuine regret at her niece&rsquo;s sudden departure, and, while presiding
- at the breakfast-table, was so busy laying down plans for her speedy
- return that she did not notice that every morsel on Edith&rsquo;s plate remained
- untouched, and that, while sipping her tea, her eyes wandered continually
- towards the window, as if anxiously watching for the cab which was to take
- her away. Walter noticed it with pain, and remained discreetly silent.
- </p>
- <p>
- As soon as the cab arrived, he left the room, ostensibly to superintend
- the removal of Ediths luggage, but in reality to be absent at the
- leave-taking between his mother and his cousin.
- </p>
- <p>
- He accompanied Edith to the station. It was merely an act of common
- courtesy, to which she could make no possible objection. On the way there
- was very little said on either side. She was silent from preoccupation,
- and he feared to tread on dangerous ground. But when they were near their
- parting, when Edith was comfortably seated in the train, and he stood by
- the open carriage door, he ventured in a covert manner to refer to what
- had passed.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;The house will be brighter in wintertime,&rdquo; he said, &ldquo;and we shall have
- more means of amusing you. You will come back at Christmas, Edith?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- She started, dropped his hand, and drew herself from him.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;No, I think not,&rdquo; she said; &ldquo;it is always a busy time with us at
- Christmas. There is much to be done in the church.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- This was their good-bye; for before he could say more the guard noisily
- closed the carriage doors, and whistled shrilly. Mechanically Walter took
- off his hat, and stood sadly watching the train as it moved away.
- </p>
- <p>
- <br /><br />
- </p>
- <hr />
- <p>
- <a name="link2HCH0005" id="link2HCH0005"> </a>
- </p>
- <div style="height: 4em;">
- <br /><br /><br /><br />
- </div>
- <h2>
- CHAPTER XVIII. CHURCH BELLS&mdash;AND A DISCORD.
- </h2>
- <p class="pfirst">
- <span class="dropcap" style="font-size: 4.00em">E</span>dith was glad that
- the next day was Sunday. She rose early, dressed hurriedly, and went for a
- walk in the fresh morning air. She felt instinctively that she had a
- battle to fight, and that all her resources must be brought into play to
- gain her the victory. If her influence over the man was to continue, she
- knew there was one way by which she could regain it. With such pale cheeks
- and lacklustre eyes as she had brought with her from London, where, she
- asked, would her chances be against Ellen Haldane&rsquo;s fresh country charms?
- She must banish all painful thoughts for the present, and try to win back
- the roses which he had caused to fade.
- </p>
- <p>
- She walked for above an hour; and when she returned home, she went
- straight into the garden to gather a little bouquet of flowers. Then she
- went up to her room to dress for church. When she came down to breakfast,
- she wore her prettiest costume, and the bunch of flowers was fastened at
- her throat.
- </p>
- <p>
- Her aunt had a headache, she said, and could not go to church. Edith was
- not sorry; indeed, when the time came for her to set out, she was glad she
- was alone.
- </p>
- <p>
- She arrived at the church rather earlier than usual, nevertheless she
- walked straight in, and no sooner had she crossed the threshold than she
- obeyed a sudden impulse which seized her, and determined for that day at
- least not to occupy her usual seat. She selected one which was some
- distance from the pulpit, but from which she could command an excellent
- view of the pew belonging to Foxglove Manor.
- </p>
- <p>
- The congregation gathered, but the Haldane&rsquo;s pew was empty. Edith watched
- it with feverish impatience. Presently, just as the tolling bell was about
- to cease, she saw Mrs. Haldane enter and take her seat.
- </p>
- <p>
- Two minutes later, Mr. Santley, clothed in his white, priestly robes,
- ascended the steps of the reading-desk, and bent his beautiful head in
- prayer. As he rose to his feet, Edith, who had been watching him in
- extreme fascination, saw his gaze wandering round the church, and finally
- fix upon the face of the mistress of Foxglove Manor. She saw, or thought
- she saw, the lady&rsquo;s eyelids quiver and finally droop beneath that glance;
- while the clergyman arose, like a sick man suddenly restored to health,
- and began to read the lessons for the day.
- </p>
- <p>
- How that morning passed Edith scarcely knew. She remained like one in a
- dream, mechanically going though the religious forms, but feeling as if
- her heart&rsquo;s blood was slowly ebbing away. Of one thing only she was
- conscious&mdash;that of all those upturned faces before him the clergyman
- seemed to see but one, but that from this one face seemed to draw his
- inspiration, as the earth draws life and light from the shining rays of
- the sun.
- </p>
- <p>
- At length the service was over, the congregation dispersed, and Edith
- found herself walking up and down the quiet lanes alone, panting for air,
- feeling sick at heart, and shivering through and through, though she stood
- in the warm rays of sunlight. Go home she could not. She must see Mr.
- Santley before she could face another human soul.
- </p>
- <p>
- She turned, intending to go to the Vicarage, but when she was yet within
- some distance of the house, she saw coming towards her the very man she
- sought.
- </p>
- <p>
- She paused, not knowing whether to feel glad or sorry. It was certainly
- better than having to go to the Vicarage, yet now that the meeting was so
- near, she shrank from it. She made a desperate effort to compose herself,
- and paused, waiting for him. The clergyman was evidently lost in deep
- thought, his head was bent, his eyes were fixed on the ground, and he was
- quite close to Edith before he saw her.
- </p>
- <p>
- When their eyes met he paused, almost involuntarily, a momentary flush of
- mingled annoyance and surprise passed over his face, then he recovered
- himself, walked forward, and quietly extended his hand.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Miss Dove!&rdquo; he said, glancing nervously round. &ldquo;I had no idea you were at
- home. How do you do?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- It had been agreed between them, long before, that so long as their secret
- remained a secret, no warmer greeting than this must be exchanged between
- them in public. When the proposition had been made, Edith had quietly
- assented. What was it to her that Santley should bow his head with a
- politeness even more frigid than he bestowed upon any one of his flock.
- Had she not seen the burning light of love in his half-lowered eyes? and
- had she not known that a few hours later she would feel his caressing arms
- about her, and hear his rich, mellow voice whispering tenderly in her ear?
- </p>
- <p>
- But now all was changed. The frigid bow which had formerly been the
- prologue, had rapidly developed into the play. There were no stolen
- meetings now; no consoling whisperings. The clergyman had latterly become
- alive to the risk of such indulgences, and had gradually allowed them to
- cease; and Edith, receiving as her portion the cold bow and cold handshake
- that every eye might have seen, had watched the love light gradually fade
- from her hero&rsquo;s eyes.
- </p>
- <p>
- But she had never seen him so cold as to-day. When their eyes had met, she
- had noticed the look of positive annoyance which had passed across his
- face. It had soon fled, but when he spoke and extended his hand, his face
- had assumed a look of cold severity.
- </p>
- <p>
- Edith did not speak; the painful beating of her heart almost stifled her,
- and her tongue clove to the roof of her mouth. She extended her hand; the
- cold, listless touch of his fingers throbbed through her like ice. The
- clergyman saw her trouble, and again that look of impatient annoyance
- passed across his face then he raised his brows in calm surprise.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;What is the matter?&rdquo; he asked quickly. &ldquo;Has some domestic trouble caused
- your sudden return home?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- She withdrew her hand from his cold, lax fingers, and answered, &ldquo;No.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Then she turned and walked along in silence by his side.
- </p>
- <p>
- The good man was annoyed, seriously annoyed. First at her sudden
- appearance in the village, when he believed she was safely bestowed in
- London for several weeks to come; next at the <i>rôle</i> she thought fit
- to assume. He hated scenes at any time; just now he particularly wished to
- avoid one. So he walked on in silence, until he could command his voice to
- speak quietly; then he said, in the most careless manner possible&mdash;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;<i>When</i> did you return home?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Last night. I attended church this morning.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- She looked at him quickly, to see what effect her words produced.
- Apparently they produced none. The clergymans face remained as coldly
- impassive as before; he raised his brows slightly as he replied.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Indeed! I did not see you there.&rdquo; Then, after a pause, he added, &ldquo;Your
- return was very sudden, was it not? I thought you intended staying away
- for some time.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;I changed my mind. I thought you would have been glad to have me back
- again.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Then, swept on by a wild impulse, which she could not possibly restrain,
- she added slowly, but tremulously&mdash;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Charles, are you <i>sorry</i> I have come?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- The clergyman started, flushed, then quickly recovered himself, as he
- added&mdash;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Sorry, my dear Edith? What a question! Why of course I am not sorry.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Then, why not say that you are glad? Why not let me know it? Don&rsquo;t you
- see you are breaking my heart?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Santley paused, and looked at her. He did not flush this time, his face
- grew white as marble, his eyes quite steel-like in their coldness. He had
- dreaded a scene, but this was so very much worse than he had expected; for
- by this time Edith had lost all self-control, and was sobbing violently.
- His face hardened terribly. He must put an end once and for ever to such
- unpleasant encounters.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Edith, have you lost your senses?&rdquo; he said; and the bitterness of his
- tone was like putting a knife into the girl&rsquo;s heart. &ldquo;If you wish to
- perform in such scenes as this, you could surely find some other time and
- place than the public road and the broad daylight. If you have anything to
- say to me, you must come to me again in private. At present I have no more
- time which I can place at your service. I have business with Mrs. Haldane,
- who is waiting for me at the Vicarage; and my duties at the church will
- soon begin again.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- He raised his hat, and would have moved away, but Edith laid her hand upon
- his arm and forcibly detained him.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Stop!&rdquo; she cried. &ldquo;One word! You shall not go. I must speak.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- He turned upon her almost angrily; he attempted, but in vain, to shake off
- her detaining hand.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Tell me,&rdquo; she cried; &ldquo;why are you going to meet Mrs. Haldane?&rdquo; Then,
- before he could recover from his astonishment sufficiently to speak, she
- added, &ldquo;You need not tell me, for I <i>know</i>. It is this woman who has
- come between you and me. Oh, do you think I don&rsquo;t know that since she came
- to the village you have been a changed man? What did I come home for?
- Because I knew it was not right that you and she should be in the village
- <i>alone</i>.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- This time the clergyman succeeded in shaking off her hand. The face which
- he turned towards hers was almost livid in its pallor.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;You forget yourself,&rdquo; he said, with a sternness which was even harder to
- bear than bitter reproach. &ldquo;Well, I suppose you think you have a right to
- insult me; but permit me to remind you that your right does not extend to
- religious affairs, or to a lady who is the most esteemed member of my
- congregation.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;I have not insulted you, Charles; I am only warning you.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;You are very kind,&rdquo; he interposed, with a sneer, &ldquo;but I am, in no greater
- need of your warning than is the lady. Until you can learn how to control
- your own words and actions, it would be better for <i>you</i> that we
- should not meet.&rdquo; Again he moved, as if about to leave her; again she put
- forth her hand, and held him fast. The scene had become more violent than
- she had intended. It was now too late to pause.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;One more word,&rdquo; she sobbed. &ldquo;Promise me that you will not see her, then I
- will promise never to mention this subject again.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Promise you what? To discontinue all communications with Mrs. Haldane?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Yes, yes; that is all. It is not much to ask you.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;It is much more than you have any right to ask. You have chosen to
- connect my name dishonourably with a lady whom I esteem. Enough! I cannot
- control your actions, but I mean to regulate my own. Good morning, Edith.
- Since you have nothing more important to say to me, I suppose I am at
- liberty to go?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- He raised his hat and walked away, pausing a minute later to raise it
- again, and to address some pleasant remark to a member of his
- congregation, who happened at that moment to be coming along the road. It
- was the sight of this stranger which prevented Edith from following, which
- made her turn and walk with rapid steps towards her home. She felt cold
- and sick and heart-broken, and she shrank from the sight of any human
- face.
- </p>
- <p>
- When she reached her home, she found her aunt, who had been surprised at
- her protracted absence, gazing uneasily up and down the road. The sight of
- the girl&rsquo;s pale, tear-stained face alarmed her, but Edith silenced her
- inquiries by declaring that she had not been very well.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;It was foolish of me, but I could not help crying at the service,&rdquo; she
- said. &ldquo;Dear aunt, do not be anxious. I am better now, and only want rest.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Shall I send you up some dinner, darling?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;No; nothing. I want to be alone&mdash;quite alone.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- So, with a weary, listless look upon her, the girl went up to her room,
- and, having locked the door, she threw herself upon the bed, and cried as
- if her heart were broken.
- </p>
- <p>
- Meanwhile Mr. Santley went on his way, almost as much disturbed as Edith
- herself. He was angry, terribly angry; for if scenes similar to the one
- through which he had passed were allowed to continue, he anticipated a
- storm of troubles in the future. But how to avoid them? What would be the
- best and safest course to adopt? The good man was terribly perplexed. To
- openly defy the girl might cause her, in her bitterness and pain, to
- expose herself and him; which would certainly be awkward, since he wished,
- above all things, to stand well with his congregation. And yet to adopt
- any other course, he must at least pretend to subscribe to her conditions.
- He must be content to renounce, or pretend to renounce, his intimacy with
- Mrs. Haldane. The man of God was justly indignant.
- </p>
- <p>
- Such a course, he knew, must not be thought of, and he resolved with pious
- determination to continue Ellen Haldane&rsquo;s conversion, for which he was so
- zealous and to leave matters between himself and Edith exactly as they
- were.
- </p>
- <p>
- He knew the girl&rsquo;s disposition. She would soon acknowledge her folly, and
- make the first advances towards reconciliation. Well, then he would be
- inclined to meet her half-way, but she must be the first to move. If, on
- the other hand, she chose to take the unpleasant course of exposing him,
- why, he would have but one alternative: he would simply deny her
- statements, and who would believe her? It would be an unpleasant phase of
- experience to have to pass through, and it would compel him to sacrifice a
- fellow-creature.
- </p>
- <p>
- Nevertheless, he acknowledged to himself, with the air of a Christian
- martyr, that if she pushed him to extremities it would be necessary.
- </p>
- <p>
- After all, he hoped that Edith, shut up with her own grief, in the
- solitude of her own room, would soon be brought to see the error of her
- ways, and would make that first advance towards reconciliation which was
- necessary for the peace of mind of both.
- </p>
- <p>
- But, whatever might happen in the future, Edith had succeeded for that day
- at least in completely destroying the good mans peace of mind. His
- agitation was so great that he was compelled to walk about the quiet lanes
- until his tranquillity was somewhat restored. Then he returned to the
- Vicarage, where Mrs. Haldane was comfortably seated with his sister, and
- enjoyed her society until the hour of his labours returned.
- </p>
- <p>
- When he entered the church that afternoon, all the congregation thought he
- was looking more seraphic than ever. Many a young heart fluttered with
- holiness, and many an eyelid drooped reverently, before the calm serenity
- of his gaze. As he stood facing his people, he cast his eyes around the
- church. Edith was not there.
- </p>
- <p>
- He turned the leaves of his gold-clasped volume, and as his rich voice
- filled the church, and the congregation rose, he gazed once more about
- him. This time his cheek flushed slightly, and a soft sigh of relief and
- happiness escaped his parted lips. Mrs. Haldane was again in her place,
- calmly joining in the prayers.
- </p>
- <p>
- That afternoon the clergyman preached like one inspired; all were
- impressed but none were cognizant of the cause. Though the clergyman&rsquo;s
- eyes wandered continually around the church, he saw only one face, was
- conscious only of one presence. So engrossed was he, and so wrapped up in
- his fervour of admiration, that he did not notice what was going on around
- him. Had he done so, he would have seen that there was another member of
- the congregation besides Mrs. Haldane who attracted a certain amount of
- interest. Seated in the gallery, calmly joining in the service and
- watching the minister, was the foreign &ldquo;gentleman with the eyes.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- <br /><br />
- </p>
- <hr />
- <p>
- <a name="link2HCH0006" id="link2HCH0006"> </a>
- </p>
- <div style="height: 4em;">
- <br /><br /><br /><br />
- </div>
- <h2>
- CHAPTER XIX. HE IS BUT A LANDSCAPE PAINTER
- </h2>
- <p class="pfirst">
- <span class="dropcap" style="font-size: 4.00em">A</span>fter Edith&rsquo;s
- departure from London, Walter Hetherington thought long and deeply over
- the mysterious change in his cousin. The more he thought, the more uneasy
- he grew. Of one thing he felt tolerably sure&mdash;that the girl had got
- into the hands of, a religious fanatic, who either consciously or
- unconsciously was completely destroying himself, his happiness&mdash;in
- this world at least. She was fairly possessed by the fever of other
- worldliness, he said to himself, and if left alone she would, like many
- others before her, probably end her days in a mad house.
- </p>
- <p>
- Having arrived at this enlightened conclusion, which was chiefly based on
- what Edith had herself told him, Walter determined that she should not be
- left alone. What would be more rational, he said to himself, than that he
- should pack up his sketching paraphernalia and pay a short visit to the
- picturesque little village where his aunt and cousin lived? Surely Edith
- would be glad to see him, and while he remained to watch over her, his
- time would not be entirely lost.
- </p>
- <p>
- When he told his mother of his determination to revisit the country, the
- old lady was unfeignedly glad. She suspected, from the unaccountable
- sudden departure of the girl, that the two young people had had a quarrel,
- and she was glad to see her son was magnanimous enough to make the first
- advances towards reconciliation. So she helped him to put a few things
- together, and on the spur of the moment he started off.
- </p>
- <p>
- He had written neither to his cousin nor aunt to tell them of his coming.
- </p>
- <p>
- &mdash;He had intended sending a telegram from the station, but at the
- last moment he changed his mind, and as he sat in the train which was
- rapidly whirling him onward, he began to ask himself whether it would be
- judicious of him to go to his aunt&rsquo;s house at all. To be sure, he had
- always made it his head-quarters; but now things were changed. Edith had
- left his mother&rsquo;s house to avoid <i>him</i>; would it be fair to either of
- them that he should become his aunt&rsquo;s guest? By living in the house he
- would force from her a communication which might be very grudgingly given,
- and at the same time his lips must be inevitably sealed. He finally
- decided that, during the visit at least, it would be better for every one
- that he should stay at the inn.
- </p>
- <p>
- So on arriving at the station he drove to the inn, secured at a cheap
- price a couple of cosy rooms, and determined to delay calling upon his
- relations until the following day.
- </p>
- <p>
- The next day was fine, a fit day for an artist to lounge, dream, perhaps
- work. Walter hung about the inn till midday; then he took his sketch-book
- under his arm, and strolled forth in the direction of his aunt&rsquo;s cottage.
- When he reached the door, and was about to knock, it was suddenly opened
- by Edith, dressed in walking costume.
- </p>
- <p>
- On coming thus unexpectedly face to face with her cousin, she looked
- manifestly angry.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Walter, you here?&rdquo; she said coldly; then she added quickly, &ldquo;Is anything
- the matter at home?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Nothing whatever,&rdquo; said Walter, quietly giving his hand, and taking no
- notice whatever of the irritation so plainly visible on her face. &ldquo;I got
- tired of London, that was all, and thought a few days in the country might
- do me good. I am not going to bore <i>you</i>. I have brought my working
- tools down with me, and mean to take some sketches back.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;But where is your luggage?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Down at the inn.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;At the inn?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Yes; I had it taken direct there last night. I was fortunate enough, too,
- to secure rooms&mdash;a capital little parlour fit for a studio, and a
- bedroom leading out of it. I shall be able to do the host, and entertain
- you, if you&rsquo;ll come.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;You are going to stay at the inn?&rdquo; said Edith. &ldquo;You always stayed with <i>us</i>
- before!&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Of course I did; but I am not going to be so inconsiderate as to plant
- myself upon you <i>now</i>.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- He laid the slightest possible stress upon the &ldquo;now,&rdquo; and Edith
- understood; nevertheless, she deemed it prudent to affect ignorance and
- read a different meaning in his words. She murmured something about being
- very much occupied, and having little time to attend to visitors; then led
- the way across the hall to their sitting-room, and brought him into the
- presence of his aunt.
- </p>
- <p>
- Mrs. Russell welcomed him cordially, but when she heard of his domestic
- arrangements, her face went very blank indeed. She used every argument in
- her power to persuade the young man to change his mind, and to have his
- luggage brought up to the cottage. Walter, eager to accept her kindness,
- was listening for one word from Edith. It never came, and he expressed his
- intention to remain at the inn.
- </p>
- <p>
- But, although he abided by his former decision and remained <i>en garçon</i>
- at the inn, a very great part of his time was spent at the cottage. The
- old lady, anxious to atone for the inhospitable behaviour of her niece,
- altered all her household arrangements to suit the erratic habits of the
- young painter. The heavy midday meal was replaced by a light luncheon;
- while for the light supper at six was substituted a substantial dinner, to
- which Walter was always bidden. On the afternoon of that day, when the
- young man had first made his appearance at the cottage, a rather
- unpleasant interview had taken place between the aunt and niece, almost
- the first which had come to ruffle the peaceful course of their evenly
- flowing lines. The old lady had been indignant at the coolness of Edith&rsquo;s
- reception, and had accused the girl of inhospitality and ingratitude;
- while Edith had coolly given it as her opinion that the young man was much
- better located elsewhere.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;It is a tax to have a visitor always in the house, aunt,&rdquo; said Edith,
- quietly; &ldquo;and&mdash;and I haven&rsquo;t the strength to bear it, I think.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Mrs. Russell looked up, and was surprised to find that the girl, after
- bearing her reproaches so mildly, was now actually crying. She noted
- again, too, with a start of shocked surprise how sadly she had changed.
- The fresh, bright beauty which had once charmed every eye had gone,
- leaving scarcely a trace behind it, and the face was pale, careworn, and
- sad. She got up and kissed her, and that silent caress did more than a
- dozen reproaches. It made Edith hurriedly leave the room, to cast herself,
- crying bitterly, upon the bed, while Mrs. Russell sat down and wrote a
- note to Walter.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;You shall have your own way about staying at the inn,&rdquo; she wrote, &ldquo;and
- you shall also have every possible hour of the day that you can make use
- of for your work; but surely you can spare your evenings for us. I have
- arranged to dine every day at six, and I beg of you, for Edith&rsquo;s sake, to
- make one of the party. Dear Edith is far from well, and sadly changing.
- She sees so few people, and the house is dull. Dear Walter, come often,
- for her sake if not for mine.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Thus it happened that every night, when the little dining-room was laid
- out for dinner, Walter made his appearance at the cottage door, and that
- during those evening hours the family party was increased to three.
- Sometimes they left the dinner-table to lounge in the pretty little
- drawing-room, where Walter was permitted to smoke his cigar, while the old
- lady worked at wool-work, and Edith played to them in the slowly gathering
- darkness. Sometimes they strolled out on to the lawn, and had the tea
- brought out, and laughed and chatted while they watched the stars appear
- one by one in the heavens. Was it fancy, or since these social evenings
- commenced was Edith really changed&rsquo; for the better? Walter fancied that
- her eye was brighter, her cheek less pale, and that her manner towards
- himself was sometimes very tender, as if she wished in a measure to atone
- for her past coldness. This was particularly noticeable one night when the
- two sat alone in the drawing-room.
- </p>
- <p>
- Mrs. Russell, murmuring something about household affairs, had left them
- together. Walter was reclining in an armchair, smoking his cigar and
- watching his cousin, who was busily engaged embroidering crosses upon a
- handsome altar-cloth, intended for the decoration of the church.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;These have been pleasant evenings,&rdquo; he said&mdash;&ldquo;pleasant for me, that
- is. I shall be sorry enough when they come to an end.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Edith looked up and smiled sadly.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;If we always had pleasure it would become a pain,&rdquo; she said. &ldquo;Though we
- rebel against pain and suffering, it is, after all, a very great boon to
- the world.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Humph! Perhaps so, if it were better distributed. What about the poor
- creatures whose portion is only pain?&mdash;who, to put it vulgarly, get
- all the kicks, and none of the halfpence?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;In this world, you should have said, Walter. Let us hope their measure of
- happiness will be greater in the world that is to come.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Walter was silent. The conversation had taken precisely the turn which he
- would have avoided, and he was wondering how to bring it to the subject
- which was for ever uppermost in his mind. For a time he remained in a
- brown study. Edith stitched on. Then he rose, took a few turns about the
- room, and stopped near to her chair.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Edith,&rdquo; he said quietly, &ldquo;do you know why I came down here?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Something in his tone rather than his words made her start and flush
- painfully. She did not raise her eyes or cease her work. Before she could
- answer, he had taken her hand.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;I came for <i>you</i>, Edith,&rdquo; he continued passionately. &ldquo;Listen to me,
- my darling. Do not answer hastily, if you cannot give me a decided answer.
- At least let me hope.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Decidedly yet tremblingly the girl put his hands from her, and half rose
- from her seat. His words had frozen her to ice again.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Why <i>did</i> you come here?&rdquo; she said. &ldquo;Do you call it manly or kind to
- persecute me? I tell you I shall never marry.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- As she spoke her eye fell upon the altar-cloth, which she held in her
- hand: Walter saw the look, and as he was walking back to the inn that
- night it recurred to his mind again. The altar-cloth! There was the symbol
- of the thing which had come between them&mdash;which was blighting his
- life and hers. Edith was changing; but she was not utterly changed. He
- resolved to do the only thing which now remained to be done. He determined
- to appeal to her spiritual adviser.
- </p>
- <p>
- All night his mind was filled with this idea; it troubled his sleeping as
- well as his waking moments, and when he rose in the morning it was the one
- thing which possessed him. Now, he had never seen the clergyman, but he
- had pictured him as a middle-aged, benevolent-looking man, perhaps with
- spectacles; a gentle fanatic in religion, willing, through the very
- bigotry of his nature, to sacrifice everything for the good of the Church,
- but still, perhaps, amiable. He might be open to reason, and an appeal
- made directly to him might be the means of putting an end to all the
- trouble.
- </p>
- <p>
- Breakfast over, the young man issued from the inn, and strolled
- deliberately through the village in the direction of the Vicarage. It was
- early in the day to make a call, so he walked very slowly, meditating as
- he went on the nature of his errand; and the course he was about to take,
- after what had passed between him and his cousin, was, perhaps, a little
- unwarrantable, and Edith might be inclined to resent it if she knew. But
- then, he reflected, she need never know. Mr. Santley would surely grant
- him the favour of keeping the matter a secret; and afterwards, when the
- shadow of the Church had ceased to darken her life, and she was happy with
- him in her married home, she would be glad to hear that it was he who had
- saved her.
- </p>
- <p>
- These were the kind of rose-coloured visions which filled his brain as he
- walked on towards the Vicarage, and by the time he had reached the hall
- door and pulled the bell, he had even converted Mr. Santley into the good
- fairy of the tale, or rather a sort of Father Christmas, in a surplice,
- smiling benevolently upon them and pairing their hands. A trim little
- servant came to the door, and, in answer to his inquiries, informed him
- that Mr. Santley was not at home. He was expected in immediately, however,
- if the gentleman would like to wait.. Yes; Walter would wait. So he
- followed the little maid across the hall, into a somewhat chilly but
- sufficiently gorgeous room, which was reserved solely for the comfort and
- convenience of Mr. Santley&rsquo;s guests. As Walter sank down into an
- easy-chair, the arms of which seemed to enfold him in a close embrace, and
- looked about the room, he acknowledged that Mr. Santley at least did not
- give all his substance to the poor. Here at least there was no appearance
- of penury, or of sackcloth and ashes; all was comfortable and luxurious in
- the extreme. He walked about the room; examined the books upon the tables,
- which were all works of education, elegantly bound; noticed the engravings
- on the walls&mdash;one or two of Raphael&rsquo;s Madonnas (coloured copies), and
- an old engraving after Andrea del Sarto. Mr. Santley did not come. He rang
- the bell, gave the little maid his card, told her he would call again, and
- left the Vicarage.
- </p>
- <p>
- This time he walked in the direction of the schoolhouse. He had his
- sketchbook under his arm, and in it a half-finished sketch of the
- schoolmistress&rsquo;s picturesque home. He would fill up his spare time by
- adding a few touches to the sketch before he returned to the Vicarage.
- </p>
- <p>
- In this matter fortune favoured him. It being Saturday afternoon, there
- was no school, and the schoolmistress was leaning in a listless attitude
- upon the low trellised gate. She welcomed the young painter with a nod and
- a bright smile, and readily assented to his proposition that she should
- stand for the figure in the picture. He took out his book and set to work.
- </p>
- <p>
- Dora meanwhile chatted and laughed to make the time pass pleasantly, and
- sometimes, in answer to an invitation from him, she would run round the
- easel to take a peep at the figure of herself, which was gradually growing
- under his hand. At last their pleasant interview was brought to an end.
- Walter remembered the appointment which this chattering lady had made him
- forget. He put up his sketching materials, and prepared to take his leave.
- Then Dora stopped him.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Surely, Mr. Hetherington, you will do me one favour,&rdquo; she said: &ldquo;you will
- honour me by stepping for a moment into the cottage which you have
- transferred so beautifully to paper. I have some cream and milk, some
- fresh strawberries from our garden, if that is any inducement to you.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- The invitation was tempting. Nevertheless, Walter, while wishing to
- accept, was about to refuse, pleading an engagement at the Vicarage when
- another voice broke in&mdash;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Good day, Miss Greatheart!&rdquo; it said.
- </p>
- <p>
- The schoolmistress smiled, made a prim curtsey, and answered, &ldquo;Good day,
- sir!&rdquo; Then she waited to see if her visitor had anything more to say.
- </p>
- <p>
- The new arrival was a man, and Walter, who was looking at him, thought he
- was the handsomest man he had ever seen in his life. He was dressed as a
- clergyman, but the cut of his garments-was elegant and eminently becoming.
- As his eye fell upon Walter he raised his hat, and discovered a head
- beautifully shaped and slightly thinning at the temples. Walter remained
- fascinated, staring at the man, who moved here and there with easy grace,
- and whose face grew singularly handsome with every varying expression
- which flitted across it.
- </p>
- <p>
- He had not much to say to the schoolmistress; and as he moved away his hat
- was again swept off to Walter, and the clergyman&rsquo;s eyes rested upon him
- for a moment with a look one might love to paint in the eyes of a saint.
- </p>
- <p>
- Walter turned to Miss Greatheart.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;A handsome fellow,&rdquo; he said, &ldquo;&mdash;a very handsome fellow; and a
- clergyman, I see, by his dress. Who is he? One of Mr. Santley&rsquo;s curates, I
- suppose?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- The schoolmistress stared at him for a moment in amazement.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;One of Mr. Santley&rsquo;s curates!&rdquo; she said. &ldquo;Why, my dear sir, that is our
- vicar himself!&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- <br /><br />
- </p>
- <hr />
- <p>
- <a name="link2HCH0007" id="link2HCH0007"> </a>
- </p>
- <div style="height: 4em;">
- <br /><br /><br /><br />
- </div>
- <h2>
- CHAPTER XX. IN THE GLOAMING.
- </h2>
- <p class="pfirst">
- <span class="dropcap" style="font-size: 4.00em">I</span> t was now Walters
- turn to look amazed.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;That Mr. Santley!&rdquo; he said. &ldquo;Why, he is quite a young man!&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Of course he is&mdash;and handsome as good, and good as handsome. But
- won&rsquo;t you come in, Mr. Hetherington, and have some refreshment? It is two
- hours quite since you opened out your sketch-book at the gate!&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- This time Walter accepted her invitation, and followed her into the quaint
- little parlour, where most of her days were spent. The little maid who
- attended to the house had got a holiday with the children, and Dora was
- left to attend to herself that day. Walter was glad of it, since he was
- left free to sit by the window and follow the train of his thoughts, while
- Dora busied herself spreading the snowy cloth upon the table, and setting
- forth her simple fare. When it was ready, he came to the table and ate
- some strawberries and drank some milk, thinking all the while of Mr.
- Santley. Presently he spoke of him.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;You have known Mr. Santley some time, Miss Greatheart?&rdquo; he said.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;I was schoolmistress here when he came.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;He is a very good man, you said?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Yes, indeed. But it stands to reason that a man with Mr. Santley&rsquo;s gifts
- must be very good indeed not to get spoiled. In justice to at least half
- of his congregation, he ought to marry.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Why, pray?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Why? If he had arrived here with a wife, many a young girl in the village
- would have been saved a severe heartache. He is a prize in the matrimonial
- lottery well worth striving for. He is idolized by every female in the
- village. Now, it is certain he cannot marry them all, and on the day when
- the happy one is chosen, fancy the hearts that will break!&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Yours amongst the number?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;No, sir; I am happy to say I am free. But I take no credit to myself on
- that account. If I had been idle like some of the young ladies here, there
- might have been another victim added to the list; but I have so much to do
- in the school, I have no time to think about the vicar,&rdquo; she added. &ldquo;Have
- you heard him preach, Mr. Hetherington?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;No, not yet.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Ah, you must go to the church tomorrow. He speaks magnificently, and
- looks a picture in his robes; besides, his sister, Miss Santley, told me
- he will wear for the first time to-morrow a new surplice and a magnificent
- embroidered band, which has been worked for him by Miss Dove!&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- At the mention of his cousin&rsquo;s name Walter felt his face flush and his
- heart leap; but he made no direct reply. He went on eating his
- strawberries, and turned his face to the open window, as he said&mdash;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;What have you made for him, Miss Greatheart?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;I? Oh, nothing! He has so many beautiful presents from the young ladies
- in the village that he has no need of them from me, even if I had the time
- to make them, which I have not; all day I am teaching in the school, and
- all the evening I am busy preparing lessons for the following day.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Have you always lived here?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Not always. My mother was a prison matron at Preston, and we lived
- together until she died, several years ago; then, through the influence of
- some friends, I got this place, and have lived here ever since!&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Working and striving,&rdquo; added Walter; &ldquo;finding pleasure in things which to
- some would mean only trouble and irritation. During the holidays do you
- ever come to London, Miss Greatheart?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;No; I generally remain here.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;From choice?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Not at all. I should like a change; but then, to go alone to a city where
- you have no friends, and to parade crowded streets alone, is a holiday
- which I should not enjoy.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Walter rose to go.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;You will come back and finish the sketch on Monday, perhaps?&rdquo; said Dora.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;I shall be glad to; I should like, above all, to finish the figure
- leaning on the gate.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Then you must come in the evening. I promise to give you an hour after
- school hours.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Then Walter shook hands with her and left, taking the way to the inn
- instead of to the Vicarage. He would make no appeal to the clergyman. The
- sight of Mr. Santley, so different to the benevolent, elderly gentleman of
- his imagination, had decided him on that point; it had also brought with
- it other trouble, for it threw an entirely new light on Edith&rsquo;s religious
- fervour.
- </p>
- <p>
- Was it, then, the man or the church, infatuation or fanaticism? He asked
- himself the question for the first time. Was Edith among the mass of
- simple girls who were breaking their hearts for his sake? Probably. It
- remained now for him to watch her, and ascertain the truth.
- </p>
- <p>
- He went up to the cottage that evening, and regarded Edith with quite a
- new light in his eyes. She also seemed changed. Her manner was restless
- and ill at ease; her cheek was flushed. All through the dinner she
- scarcely touched any food, but glanced furtively at her aunt and cousin.
- </p>
- <p>
- When the dinner was over, they all retired to the drawing-room as usual.
- </p>
- <p>
- Here Ediths restlessness asserted itself more strongly. Instead of sitting
- quietly to her work, as was her usual custom, she flitted restlessly about
- the room. Presently she declared that she had a terrible headache, and
- wished her cousin &ldquo;good night.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;I have been trying to bear it,&rdquo; she said, &ldquo;but it gets worse instead of
- better. You will excuse me for to-night, Walter, will you not?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- As he took her hand and held it for a moment in his, he felt that it was
- trembling and very hot. He scarcely believed in the headache, but he
- deemed silence the most prudent course; so he wished her &ldquo;good night&rdquo;
- without more ado.
- </p>
- <p>
- Her aunt rose to go with her to her room, but permission to do so was
- firmly refused.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;You will stay and keep Walter company, or else you will make me regret I
- did not bear the pain without a word. Indeed, dear aunt, all I want is
- rest and quietness. I shall be quite well to-morrow.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- So she went. Mrs. Russell sat down again to her wool-work, and Walter
- subsided into his chair.
- </p>
- <p>
- There was not much talking done after that, and Walter, as soon as his
- cigar was finished, rose to take his leave. The old lady looked at him
- tenderly and sadly, but she said nothing. Instinct had told her the true
- state of, things between the cousins; she was sorry, but helpless. It
- would be better, she thought to herself, if the poor boy would resign a
- useless courtship, since Edith had evidently no affection to give, and
- take to himself some pretty little wife who would make his home happy.
- </p>
- <p>
- He did not return directly to the inn, but with head bent in deep thought
- he strolled on, he knew not whither. He was wondering whether or not this
- hopeless quest should end. If Edith had deceived him&mdash;if, indeed, it
- was the man, and not religion, which held the girl so entranced&mdash;why,
- then his task of regeneration would surely be a very difficult one. It was
- strange, he thought, that Edith, knowing his mistake, should have allowed
- it to remain. He had repeatedly spoken to her of Mr. Santley as an elderly
- man; and, although she knew the truth, she had never corrected him. It
- looked black, very black; the more he thought over it, the more
- complicated matters became.
- </p>
- <p>
- He had been so engrossed in his own thoughts, that he had been almost
- unaware of his own actions. He was only conscious of strolling idly on and
- on, he knew not in what direction. Suddenly he paused, looked helplessly
- about him; then took a few stealthy steps forward, and paused again. Where
- he was he did not know. The night had grown quite dark and chilly, for
- heavy, rain-charged clouds were covering both stars and moon. But his
- quick ear had detected what his eyes could not at first perceive&mdash;the
- close neighbourhood of two figures in earnest conversation&mdash;a man and
- a woman. The darkness shrouded their figures, but the breeze brought to
- him the sound of their voices. Walter hated to play the spy, yet for once
- in his life his feet refused to move. For he had recognized one of the
- voices as belonging to his cousin Edith.
- </p>
- <p>
- Yes, the voice was Ediths.
- </p>
- <p>
- Having wished her aunt and cousin &ldquo;good night,&rdquo; she had hastened to her
- room and locked the door; but instead of throwing herself on the bed, she
- had lit the candles, sat down near the dressing-table, drawn forth a
- letter from her pocket, and begun to read.
- </p>
- <p>
- The letter was as follows:&mdash;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;My dear Miss Dove,
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;I am very sorry to hear that you have been suffering. You will find what
- you require at Dr. Spruce&rsquo;s surgery. You are right about the time&mdash;nine
- o&rsquo;clock will do very well.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Yours faithfully,
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Charles Santley.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- This letter had come through the post in the ordinary way. It had been
- handed to Edith in the morning; and the very sight of it had sent the hot
- blood coursing through her veins, and kept her in a state of feverish
- excitement the whole day. It was the knowledge of this piece of paper in
- her pocket which had rendered her so uneasy during the dinner; it was the
- knowledge of this letter also which had caused her excitement after
- dinner, and which finally had made her wish her cousin a hasty &ldquo;good
- night.&rdquo; And now, as she read it again, the flush remounted to her cheeks
- and her heart beat pleasantly. She had not seen Santley alone since that
- Sunday morning, nearly a week past, when the two had parted in anger&mdash;an
- anger which to Edith meant utter misery and prostration. And now, at the
- eleventh hour, he had written to her appointing a meeting, and she was
- ready to fly to him with open arms.
- </p>
- <p>
- She sat for some time looking at the letter, reading it over and over
- until she knew every word of it by heart; then she kissed it, returned it
- to her pocket, opened the window, and looked out. It was a cloudy but fine
- night, and the welcome darkness was gathering quickly.
- </p>
- <p>
- If it would only rain, she thought, they would be sure to have the road to
- themselves in that case; and for herself, why, what did it matter so long
- as she felt her lovers arms about her again, and knew that he was true?
- But now her first care was to effect her escape stealthily from the house.
- She had decided upon her course of action; the great difficulty which
- remained was to carry it through. She hastily put on her walking boots,
- took up a cloak of sombre colour, fastened it round her, drew the hood
- over her head, and stood ready to set forth to the place of meeting&mdash;which
- she knew, by old experience, well.
- </p>
- <p>
- She opened her bedroom door and listened. She could hear nothing. Perhaps
- her cousin was gone, perhaps he was still sitting in the drawingroom,
- quietly smoking his cigar. In any case, it seemed, she need not fear
- interruption; the way was clear. She hastily blew out her candles, locked
- her door, and slipped the key into her pocket; then noiselessly descending
- the stairs, she left the house unseen.
- </p>
- <p>
- In the garden she hesitated, curious to know what they could all be doing;
- so she crept round the house and peeped in at the drawing-room window.
- Walter was still there, but he stood near the door, holding his aunts
- hand, and evidently taking his leave. Edith turned, and without more ado
- fled quickly in the darkness.
- </p>
- <p>
- Even as Edith was leaving the cottage, Santley was already at the
- meeting-place, walking with impatient strides up and down the lonely lane
- selected for their interview, and wondering as every minute passed away
- why Edith did not come.
- </p>
- <p>
- A week&rsquo;s reflection, and the frequent sight of Edith&rsquo;s pale, careworn face
- when they met in public, had brought him to this pass. He saw that she was
- suffering, and for the sake of what she had been to him he felt really
- sorry. Besides, he looked at the matter philosophically, and he asked
- himself, why <i>should</i> they quarrel? After all, she had been very
- patient and forbearing; and for that little fit of jealousy about Mrs.
- Haldane she had been sufficiently punished.
- </p>
- <p>
- But perhaps there was another and a stronger motive for this sudden wish
- for a meeting and a reconciliation. So long as this absurd quarrel
- continued, it was evident Edith had no intention of visiting the Vicarage;
- and this fact alone subjected him to a series of unpleasant questions from
- his sister. Santley therefore decided that it would be better for him in
- every possible way to send the letter, which would be certain to effect a
- reconciliation.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Is it you, Edith? Quick! Is it you?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- His quick ear had caught the rustle of her dress on the grass. Even as the
- words left his lips came the eager answer.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Yes, Charles; I have come!&rdquo; And the girl, forgetting all their quarrels,
- leapt with a glad cry into his arms.
- </p>
- <p>
- For a time no words were spoken. After that one cry of joy, Edith had laid
- her head upon his shoulder and sobbed as if her heart would break. At this
- manifestation of hysteria, Santley was not altogether pleased; but he
- could say nothing, so he clasped his arms firmly about her, and tried to
- soothe her sorrow. When at last Edith lifted her head from his shoulder he
- kissed her lips, and whispered to her so gently that the girl&rsquo;s heart beat
- as gladly as it had done the first day that words like these had been
- spoken.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;There, there,&rdquo; said the good man, kissing her again, and patting her head
- like that of a spoilt child. &ldquo;You are better now, my darling; and remember
- you must not quarrel with me again. You were breaking your little heart
- for nothing at all.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Part of the girls emotion had communicated itself to him; and for the time
- being, while he stood there holding her to him, feeling her breath upon
- her cheek, her clinging arms about his neck, he felt almost as
- passionately disposed as he had done the first day that he told her of his
- love. As for Edith, a serene happiness and peace seemed to enter into her
- soul. They stood thus for some time, exchanging whispered words and fond
- embraces; then the clergyman told her she had better go. A spot or two of
- rain had fallen, and the sky was clouding over as if for a storm.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Will you play the organ to-morrow, Edith?&rdquo; he asked, as they moved away
- together.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Yes, if you wish it.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;I do wish it, Edith; for when you are playing, it seems as if you were
- helping me with my work.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Sweet words! She said nothing, but the hand which lay in his pressed his
- fondly, and he knew that she was pleased.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;And will you come to the Vicarage to-morrow afternoon, and have tea with
- us? I shall be so glad if you will!&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- He did not add that his sister, wondering all the week at Edith&rsquo;s
- non-appearance, had threatened repeatedly to call at the cottage, when she
- would doubtless have elicited something of the truth.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;No, I cannot come!&rdquo; she said; &ldquo;my cousin, Walter Hetherington, is staying
- in the village, and so long as he remains here he is to spend the evenings
- with us. As to-morrow is Sunday, and no work can be done, my aunt has
- invited him up for the day.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Santley was relieved, very much relieved indeed. He could now give his
- sister a tangible reason for Edith&rsquo;s absence from the Vicarage, while he
- himself would be perfectly free to spend the afternoon with Mrs. Haldane.
- He tried, to suppress the delight which he could not help feeling, and
- said quietly, &ldquo;Let us hope the young man will make a speedy departure, if
- he means to monopolize you so much. But that reminds me, Edith, a young
- man, a Mr. Walter Hetherington, called upon me to-day and left his card. I
- suppose it is the same?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Of course it is,&rdquo; returned Edith. &ldquo;But what could he want with <i>you?</i>&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;I don&rsquo;t in the least know. Nothing of very great importance, I suppose,
- since he promised to call again, and never reappeared.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- The clergyman paused.
- </p>
- <p>
- They had come now to within a short distance of Edith&rsquo;s home. Again, after
- a furtive look round, he clasped her fondly to him, pressed her lips, and
- murmured, &ldquo;Good night, my Edith!&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Good night,&rdquo; returned the girl, withdrawing herself reluctantly from his
- embrace. &ldquo;Oh, I am so happy now! You were quite right, dear; another week
- like the last would have broken my heart!&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Thus they parted&mdash;Edith, happy as a child, creeping quickly to the
- cottage; the good man smiling celestially, and well pleased to have made
- everything comfortable at little personal inconvenience, walking back to
- his holy hearth, and thinking of his Sunday sermon.
- </p>
- <p>
- <br /><br />
- </p>
- <hr />
- <p>
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- </p>
- <div style="height: 4em;">
- <br /><br /><br /><br />
- </div>
- <h2>
- CHAPTER XXI. IN THE VICARAGE PARLOUR.
- </h2>
- <p class="pfirst">
- <span class="dropcap" style="font-size: 4.00em">N</span>early the whole of
- this interview had been witnessed by Walter Hetherington. He had heard,
- yet he had not heard; for, though instinct told him that the voice was
- Edith&rsquo;s, he could only catch fragments of what she said. Nevertheless, as
- he remained crouched in the shadow of the trees, he was conscious of sobs
- and tears, of stolen kisses and softly murmured words. He remained until
- the interview was over; then, when the two walked together back towards
- the village, he still very stealthily followed them. When they stopped
- again, he heard the passionate words of parting. His suspicions were, in
- his own despite, fast becoming certainties; they were soon established
- certainties beyond a doubt. He followed the girl after she had left her
- lover, and saw her stealthily open the door and disappear across the
- threshold of Edith&rsquo;s home.
- </p>
- <p>
- Then Walter turned, and feeling like one who has had a terrible nightmare,
- he walked back to his lodgings at the inn. He was sorry he had not had
- time to follow the man, for he remained completely in the dark as to who
- he might be. He got little sleep that night. The next morning he awoke
- sadly unrefreshed. After breakfast he strolled out among the meadows; and
- when he heard the bells ring, calling the villagers to prayer, he entered
- the church with the rest.
- </p>
- <p>
- When the congregation had assembled and the clergyman was in his place,
- Walter looked about for Edith. He felt almost a sense of relief when he
- saw that she was present; it repulsed him to think of her calmly joining
- in the service after the events of last night. He looked at the gallery
- where the school children bestowed themselves, and saw Dora, quiet,
- unobtrusive, and happy, sitting serenely amongst her flaxen-haired flock.
- How cosy, how comfortable she was! but the very bitterness of his heart
- compelled him to ask himself the question: was she as bad as the rest? At
- one time, yes, even so late as the preceding night, he had possessed so
- much blind faith in genuine human nature as to believe that the face
- indicated the soul. Now, however, he felt that such a belief was puerile
- and false. No woman on earth could possess a more spiritual countenance
- than his cousin Edith&mdash;yet his eyes had assured him of the blackness
- and impurity of her soul. Disappointment was turning his heart to gall.
- </p>
- <p>
- At last the service was ended: the congregation streamed forth, Walter
- amongst the rest. The crush was so great he could hardly get along&mdash;for
- Mr. Santley was a popular preacher. Once outside the edifice, Walter
- paused to draw his breath and look about him. He started, turned first
- hot, then cold, for not many yards from him was Edith herself, calmly
- leaving the church with the rest. Almost before he could recover himself
- she saw him, and advanced with a bright smile and outstretched hand.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;I saw you in church,&rdquo; she said, &ldquo;and thought you looked dreadfully pale.
- Are you not well, Walter?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- He murmured something about late hours and a sleepless night; then he had
- to confess he had been looking about for her, for he added&mdash;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;I did not see <i>you</i> in church.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;No, you would not. I was in the organ-room. It is my Sunday for playing,
- you remember!&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- To this he made no reply. He was wondering how it was that Edith could
- manage so effectually to play such a double part. He expected at least a
- downcast eye, and a blush of guilt upon her cheek; with this he might have
- been tolerably satisfied. But Edith&rsquo;s face looked brighter than it had
- done for many a day.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;I forgot to ask you,&rdquo; he said suddenly, &ldquo;if your headache was better.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;My headache?&rdquo; she replied. She had been so engrossed with happy thoughts
- at the reconciliation, that the question took her completely by surprise.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Ah yes,&rdquo; she added, suddenly recollecting herself; &ldquo;it is so much better,
- that I had quite forgotten it. You see what a good night&rsquo;s rest will do!&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Walter uttered an impatient sigh, and turned on his heel; while Edith
- added&mdash;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;You are coming up to dine with us to-day, you know. Shall we walk
- together?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;I am not coming!&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Not coming? I thought&mdash;&mdash;&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Yes, I did accept your aunt&rsquo;s invitation; but I feel upset to-day, and am
- not fit company for anyone. Will you make my excuses at home?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Yes, certainly I will; and I hope that to-morrow you will be so much
- better. Good-bye.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- She shook hands with him, and tripped away.
- </p>
- <p>
- For a time Walter made no attempt to move, but gazed after her with eyes
- full of sadness and despair. Although he said to himself that henceforth
- Edith must be nothing to him, he felt pained at the curtness with which
- she could dismiss him. He had noticed that she had never once attempted to
- persuade him to alter his decision; indeed, she had not been able to hide
- from him her delight at hearing it, and he felt very bitter.
- </p>
- <p>
- He turned from the church, walked away, and, after strolling about for
- some time he knew not whither, he raised his head and found himself quite
- close to the schoolmistress&rsquo;s cottage. Dora stood in the doorway,
- surrounded by her flowers.
- </p>
- <p>
- She came forward when she saw him, and, after giving him a bright smile
- and a warm handshake, stood by the gate and continued to talk. She was a
- wise little woman, and knew exactly what to say and what to leave unsaid;
- she had been a witness of the interview between the cousins in the
- churchyard that morning, and her woman&rsquo;s instinct had divined something of
- the true state of things. So she chatted pleasantly to the young man, and
- took no notice whatever of his pale cheek and peculiarity of manner; and
- when he said suddenly, &ldquo;Are you not going to ask me in to-day, Miss
- Greatheart?&rdquo; she threw open the gate at once, and said that she was sadly
- neglectful and inhospitable, and that if Mr. Hetherington would like to
- come in, he would be more than welcome. So he followed her again into the
- quaint little parlour, and again took his seat by the open window, to gaze
- with strange, meditative eyes upon the little garden where the sun was
- shining. It was a ragged little garden enough, and by no means well cared
- for, since Dora was not rich enough to pay for labour, like her more
- fortunate neighbours in the village.
- </p>
- <p>
- During her leisure hours she worked among the flower-beds until her plump
- hands ached again; but, after all, her leisure hours were very few, and
- the grass and weeds grew so quickly. Walter saw that the grass was many
- inches too long, and that it was scattered thickly with withered
- rose-leaves; that here and there a rose tree was sadly in want of the
- pruning knife. But that did not make the scent of the flowers any the less
- delicious; nor did it take from the quiet beauty of their place. There was
- plenty of light and colour everywhere, and there was beauty.
- </p>
- <p>
- While looking at the garden, Walter began to think of the gardens mistress&mdash;quiet
- little Dora, living so contented among her children; and in the winter
- still living here alone, when the flowers had faded, when withered
- rose-leaves were scattered profusely on the grass, and the leafless
- branches of the trees bent before the biting breath of the bitter winter
- wind. It was a pretty picture of Dora&mdash;he loved it as we love the
- creatures of our imagination; it seemed to make Dora belong to him,
- artistically, as it were, and bring him consolation. Then his reflections
- took another turn, and he began, for the first time, to think it strange
- that the little woman should be so much alone.
- </p>
- <p>
- He said something of this to Dora; and she laughed and blushed, and
- answered frankly enough.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Yes, I am a good deal alone. You see, I am in an equivocal position. I am
- too good for the servants, and not good enough for their mistresses. I am
- only the governess!&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;At any rate,&rdquo; said Walter, &ldquo;you have contrived to brighten up what would
- otherwise have been a very cheerless visit. As a token of my gratitude,
- will you accept a little present from me?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;I want no present, sir; your friendly words are quite enough.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Nonsense! I should like to give you some of the sketches I have made of
- the village.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;To me! give them to me?&rdquo; said Dora, with wide-open eyes. &ldquo;Why, Mr.
- Hetherington, I thought you wanted them to&mdash;to&mdash;&mdash;&mdash;-&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;To&mdash;what?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Well, to remind you of this visit!&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Perhaps when I began them I had some notion of that kind in my head; we
- are all fools sometimes, you know. But I have changed my mind; I don&rsquo;t
- want to be reminded of this visit. Yes, I shall give you the sketches&mdash;that
- is to say, if you will accept them; and when I have taken my departure&mdash;and
- I shall do so soon&mdash;I shall try to forget that such a village as
- Omberley ever existed at all.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;And the people,&rdquo; said Dora; &ldquo;of course you will try to forget the
- people?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;That is the first thing I shall try to do!&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- We are most of us selfish in our grief, and Walter was no exception to the
- rule. Mortified and suffering himself, it never once entered his head that
- he might be unpolite, and even rude, to another. But the knife entered
- Dora&rsquo;s little heart, and made her wince. She had been happy in the
- knowledge that she had met a fellow-creature who could treat her exactly
- as an equal&mdash;a man whom she could call a friend; and lo! when her
- interest is strongest, when she has been telling herself that the memory
- of the few days which he has brightened for ever will linger in her memory
- and never die, he came to tell her that his first effort would be to
- forget the place&mdash;and <i>her</i>.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;I will take the pictures, if you like, Mr. Hetherington, but merely as a
- loan. You will change your mind again.. I am convinced that some day you
- will ask me for them back again, and when you do they shall certainly be
- yours. But the sketch of the cottage&mdash;is it finished already?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;The sketch of the cottage? Oh, I should like to keep <i>that</i>. It
- contains the picture of a lady whom I should certainly not like to
- forget.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Then, while the glad light danced in Dora&rsquo;s eyes again, he rose and took
- her hand, as he said&mdash;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Good-bye, Miss Greatheart. When I said I should forget the village and
- the people I was wrong. Your kindness and hospitality I shall always
- remember.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- So he crossed the threshold of the happy little schoolhouse, to stroll out
- again into the sunshine; and again he thought very bitterly of the woman
- who had effectually taken all the sunshine from his life.
- </p>
- <p>
- He need not have thought so bitterly of her. If she had wounded him she
- was receiving her punishment.
- </p>
- <p>
- Having left Walter in the churchyard, Edith flew home like one walking on
- air. She had accepted his decision gleefully, never attempting to alter it
- by word or look, for she was thinking all the time of the invitation she
- had received from Mr. Santley, and which had cost her such a pang to
- refuse. Walter&rsquo;s sudden determination left her free&mdash;free to spend a
- few hours in the company of the man who was more to her than the whole
- world. Lighthearted and happy, she hurried home, gave Walter&rsquo;s message to
- her aunt, and then sat down and made a very hearty meal. After it was
- over, and a reasonable time had elapsed, she again put on her hat, and
- told her aunt she was going down to the Vicarage.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;I shan&rsquo;t be back till late, aunt,&rdquo; she added, &ldquo;for, as I have to go to
- the Vicarage, I may as well walk to evening service with Miss Santley. If
- Walter changes his mind and comes, you will look after him well, won&rsquo;t
- you?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- And Mrs. Russell, promising implicit obedience, kissed her niece fondly,
- and watched her go down the road. On reaching the Vicarage, Edith was
- admitted at once. There was no necessity to take her card and keep her
- waiting while she ascertained if master or mistress was at home. She was
- known to the servants as a visitor who was always welcome&mdash;at any
- rate to the mistress of the house. So, without any preamble at all, she
- was shown into the sitting-room, and into the presence of Miss Santley.
- </p>
- <p>
- The room was as luxuriously furnished as any in the Vicarage, and
- charmingly decorated with the choicest of hothouse flowers. The lady sat
- in a low wicker chair, with a book in her hand, and at her elbow a little
- gipsy table, holding a tea-service of Dresden china. The opening of the
- door disturbed the lady. She let her book fall upon her knee, and looked
- up dreamily; but the moment her eye fell upon Edith she rose, smiling
- brightly, gave the girl both her hands, and kissed her fondly.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;My dear Edith, I am so glad!&rdquo; she exclaimed; and there was a ring of
- genuine welcome in her voice. &ldquo;Why, you are a perfect stranger.&mdash;Jane,
- bring a cup for Miss Dove.&mdash;Now, dear, select your chair, take off
- your hat, and make yourself comfortable.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Edith did as she was bidden. She placed her hat on one of the many little
- tables with which the room abounded, stood before one of the glasses for a
- moment to rectify any disarrangement of hair and costume; then she drew
- forth a little wicker chair similar to that occupied by her hostess, and
- sat down. By this time the teapot was brought in, and the tea poured, so
- Edith sat and sipped it, talking and laughing meanwhile like a happy
- child.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Well, dear,&rdquo; said Miss Santley, &ldquo;and what have you been doing with
- yourself all the week? Charles tells me you have a cousin in the village,
- who completely monopolizes you. By the way, he told me that he had tried
- to persuade you to come to tea to-day, but that you had positively
- refused. That could not have been true.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Yes, it was true,&rdquo; returned Edith. &ldquo;I did refuse when he asked me,
- because I thought I could not come. I thought my cousin would dine with us
- as usual; but I met him at church this morning, and he said he was rather
- unwell and could not come. So I thought it would not matter if I came
- after all.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Matter! My dear, I am delighted.&rdquo; And so, having thus satisfactorily
- arranged matters, the two sat chatting to their hearts&rsquo; content.
- </p>
- <p>
- It was very pleasant, exceedingly pleasant&mdash;at any other time Edith
- would have enjoyed it hugely; but as the hands of the bronze clock on the
- chimneypiece travelled so quickly round, she began to grow uneasy, and to
- wonder at the protracted absence of her lover. Miss Santley was a very
- pleasant person indeed, and Edith was very fond of her; but it had been a
- stronger inducement than Miss Santley that had brought her to the Vicarage
- that afternoon. Santley must know she was in the house, thought Edith; it
- was strange he did not come.
- </p>
- <p>
- Suddenly Miss Santley glanced at the clock. In a moment she was on her
- feet.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;My dear,&rdquo; she exclaimed, &ldquo;how the time has flown! Do you play again
- to-night?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Yes.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- The lady nodded.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Well walk to church together, dear,&rdquo; she said. &ldquo;Amuse yourself by looking
- at the books, while I run away to get my bonnet and mantle on.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Ere the lady had reached the door of the room, Edith spoke. Prolonged
- disappointment had given her courage.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Mr. Santley is busy, I suppose?&rdquo; she said.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Mr. Santley&mdash;Charles? Oh, my dear, he&rsquo;s not at home!&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Not at home?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;No. If he had been, do you suppose for a moment, my dear, he would have
- allowed you to be all this time in the house without coming out to say
- &lsquo;How do you do&rsquo;? If he had known you had been coming, of course he would
- have stayed in; but he didn&rsquo;t know, so immediately after afternoon service
- he went to Foxglove Manor. He wanted to see Mrs. Haldane, and he said he
- should go straight from there to the church.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Miss Santley was near the door. The moment she had finished speaking she
- passed out of the room, and left Edith alone.
- </p>
- <p>
- It was not a pleasant task to her, this mentioning of Mrs. Haldane. She
- knew that people had already begun to speak somewhat unkindly of the
- relations between that lady and her brother. But since this was so, it was
- well that she should show to the world that she, his sister, thought
- nothing of it. Therefore she had made up her mind that, whenever it was
- necessary for her to mention that lady&rsquo;s name, she would do so without
- reserve of any kind. It was the only way, she thought, to prevent such
- absurd rumours from taking root.
- </p>
- <p>
- A very few minutes sufficed to make her toilet. At the end of that time
- she returned to the room where she had left Edith, to get her Prayer-book
- and the handkerchief which had fallen from her hand, and lay beside her
- chain.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Ready, dear?&rdquo; she asked brightly; then she paused, amazed.
- </p>
- <p>
- There sat Edith, pale as a ghost, reclining in an easy-chair, with her
- head thrown back, and her forehead covered by a handkerchief soaked with
- eau-de-cologne.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Why, my dear!&rdquo; exclaimed Miss Santley. &ldquo;Whatever is the matter? Has
- anything happened?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;No, nothing,&rdquo; said Edith, faintly. &ldquo;I have got a very bad headache, that
- is all; and&mdash;and&mdash;I cannot go to church again to-day, Miss
- Santley.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Go to church,&rdquo; echoed Miss Santley. &ldquo;Why, my dearest girl, of course you
- cant go to church! I will send Jane with a message to Charles, and stay
- and take care of you.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- But this Edith would not allow. She pulled the handkerchief from her
- forehead, and declared her intention of going home.
- </p>
- <p>
- Miss Santley kissed her kindly. At this exhibition of tenderness Edith
- fairly broke down. She threw her arms around the lady&rsquo;s neck, and burst
- into tears.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;I&mdash;I am so sorry,&rdquo; she said at last, when her sobs had somewhat
- subsided; &ldquo;but I could not help it. I&mdash;I am such a coward when I am
- ill!&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Miss Santley said nothing; she knew she could do nothing. There was some
- mystery here which she could not fathom, so she yielded to the girl&rsquo;s
- solicitations and allowed her to go home.
- </p>
- <p>
- <br /><br />
- </p>
- <hr />
- <p>
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- </p>
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- <br /><br /><br /><br />
- </div>
- <h2>
- CHAPTER XXII. AT THE VICARAGE.
- </h2>
- <p class="pfirst">
- <span class="dropcap" style="font-size: 4.00em">O</span>ne evening about
- the middle of the week, as the Rev. Mr. Santley sat alone in his study a
- card was brought to him, on which was printed&mdash;
- </p>
- <p>
- Mr. Walter Hetherington.
- </p>
- <p>
- The clergyman raised his brows as he read, and asked the maid, who waited
- respectfully at the door, if the gentleman had not called upon him before.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Once before, sir!&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Did he state his business?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;He did not, sir; he only said he would not detain you long.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Well, ask the gentleman to be good enough to walk this way.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- The maid retired, and a moment afterwards Walter entered the room.
- </p>
- <p>
- The two men bowed to each other. One glance had assured Santley that any
- attempt at a warmer greeting would be injudicious; the other might not
- respond, and it would never do for the vicar of the parish to be snubbed
- by an itinerant painter whom nobody knew&mdash;besides, under the
- circumstances, a bow was ample greeting. He infused into it as much
- politeness as possible, welcomed his young friend to the Vicarage, and,
- pointing to a chair which he had drawn forward, begged him to be seated.
- Decidedly the clergyman was the most self-possessed of the two. For Walter
- took his seat in nervous silence; while Santley, wondering greatly in his
- own mind what could possibly have procured him the honour of that visit,
- kept the scene from flagging by that wonderful gift of small talk with
- which he was possessed.
- </p>
- <p>
- He was very pleased indeed to meet Mr. Hetherington. He had done him the
- honour to call upon him once before he thought&mdash;yes, he was sure of
- it; and he had also had the pleasure of meeting him once before, when he
- had not had the honour of his acquaintance. Was Mr. Hetherington thinking
- of making a long stay amongst them?
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Not very long,&rdquo; said Walter.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;I suppose you have made some charming sketches?&rdquo; continued the clergyman.
- &ldquo;There are pretty little spots about the village, spots well worthy of a
- painters brush. I used to do a little in that way myself when I was a
- youngster at college; but the vicar of a parish has onerous duties. I
- suppose at the present moment I should hardly know how to handle a brush.
- Are you thinking of leaving us soon, Mr. Hetherington?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;I am not quite sure!&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Ah! well, if you stay and would like to make use of my library, I should
- feel greatly honoured. It is the only thing I have to offer you, I fear;
- but I shall be very pleased indeed to put it at your service. It contains
- a few books on your own art, which might interest you.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;You are very kind, Mr. Santley.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Not at all, my dear sir; I am merely neighbourly. Life would be dreary
- indeed if one could not be neighbourly in a place like this!&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Mr. Santley, I have come to you for your advice.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- The clergyman, nervously dreading what was to follow, looked at his
- visitor with a calm smile, and answered pleasantly enough.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;My advice? My dear sir, I place it freely at your service, and myself
- also if I can be of the slightest use to you.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;You can be of very great use to me.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- The clergyman merely bowed this time and waited, so Walter continued&mdash;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;You know my cousin, Miss Edith Dove?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- As he spoke he fixed his eyes keenly upon the clergyman&rsquo;s face, but the
- latter made no sign; he neither winced nor changed colour, but answered
- calmly enough.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;I have the pleasure of the lady&rsquo;s acquaintance. She is one of the most
- esteemed members of my congregation.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;It is about Miss Dove I wished to speak to you.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Again the clergyman bowed; again he found it unnecessary to make a reply.
- </p>
- <p>
- Walter, growing somewhat ill at ease, continued&mdash;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;I don&rsquo;t mind confessing to you, Mr. Santley, that at one period of my
- career I hoped most earnestly, and indeed confidently believed, that at no
- very remote date I should have the happiness of making her my wife. I was
- sincerely attached to her; I believe she was attached to me. But recently
- all has changed. She is wasting her life; throwing aside all chance of
- happiness, through some mad infatuation about the Church.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Some mad infatuation about the Church!&rdquo; returned the clergyman,
- methodically. &ldquo;Really, my dear sir, I am afraid you forget you are
- speaking to a clergyman of the Church. As to Miss Dove, she is a lady
- whose conduct is without reproach; she is one of the Church&rsquo;s staunchest
- supporters!&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Then you approve her present mode of life; you uphold it? You will not
- advise her to shake her morbid fancies away? to accept an honest affection
- and a happy home?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Santley seemed to reflect.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;As a clergyman of the Church, I should advise her the other way, I think.
- Surely the fulfilment of religious duties points to a more elevated mode
- of existence than mere marrying and giving in marriage. I am sorry for
- you, since I believe that any man possessed of that lady&rsquo;s esteem might
- deem himself fortunate; still, I could not advise her to act against her
- conscience and the promptings of religion.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;And me, what do you advise me to do?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- The clergyman shrugged his shoulders. &ldquo;It seems to me that there is only
- one thing that you can do. If the lady finds your attentions disagreeable,
- surely the most honourable course for you to adopt would be to leave her&mdash;in
- peace.&rdquo; Walter rose, and the clergyman breathed more freely, believing
- that the interview had come to a satisfactory end. Neither of them spoke
- for a minute or so, till the clergyman looked up, and said quietly&mdash;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;You have something more to say, Mr. Hetherington?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Yes,&rdquo; 9 answered Walter; &ldquo;I have something more to say.&rdquo; Then, going a
- few steps nearer to the clergyman, he added, &ldquo;You are a hypocrite, Mr.
- Santley!&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- The clergyman&rsquo;s face grew pale. He rose hastily from his seat; but before
- he could speak Walter continued, vehemently&mdash;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Do you think I don&rsquo;t know you? Do you think I haven&rsquo;t discovered that it
- is you, and not the Church, who has taken my cousin from me? You talk to
- me of religion, of religious duties, and yet you know that you are playing
- the hypocrite to her, as you have done to me, and that you are breaking
- her heart.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- He paused, flushed, excited, and angry. The clergyman stood calm and very
- pale.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;You do well to seek this interview in my house, sir,&rdquo; he said. &ldquo;Now you
- have insulted me with impunity, perhaps you will take your leave.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- But Walter made no attempt to move.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Before I go,&rdquo; he said, &ldquo;I wish to know what are your plans regarding my
- cousin?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;And I should like to ask you, sir,&rdquo; returned the clergyman, &ldquo;what
- authority you have for interfering in my private affairs?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;I have no authority; your private affairs are nothing to me. I speak in
- the interest of my cousin!&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Really! I should fancy your interference would be hardly likely to do her
- much good.&rdquo; #
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Mr. Santley, I shall ask you one more question. Do you, or do you not,
- mean to marry my cousin?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;And if I refuse to answer?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;I shall make it my duty, before tomorrow night, to expose you.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Really!&rdquo; returned the clergyman, with an exasperating smile. &ldquo;You will
- draw your cousin&rsquo;s good name through the mire in order to throw a little
- mud at me. I should think, young man, you must be a treasure to your
- family. Good evening. I will ring for the servant to show you out.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- And he did ring&mdash;at the most opportune moment too; for Walter,
- staggered by that last thrust, perceived that his enemy was on the side of
- power. So, when in answer to her master&rsquo;s summons the servant appeared,
- Walter followed her; he was afraid to utter another word, for Edith&rsquo;s
- sake.
- </p>
- <p>
- When he was gone, all Santley&rsquo;s calmness deserted him, and he walked up
- and down the room in a fit of uncontrollable rage. When he had grown
- calmer, he sat down and wrote one of his neatly worded epistles to Edith,
- making an appointment for the following day.
- </p>
- <p>
- He half believed that Walter had come to him, as Edith&rsquo;s authorized
- messenger, to attempt to force upon him those bonds which he was so very
- reluctant to wear. The clergyman could not in any other way account for
- his knowledge of the relations existing between the two. It was well for
- Edith that at that moment she was not near her lover&mdash;well for her,
- also, that no meeting could take place between them until the following
- day.
- </p>
- <p>
- The next day Santley was very much more composed, and when he walked
- towards the trysting-place none would have known, from his outward
- appearance, that anything was materially wrong. He had made the
- appointment in daylight this time; since embraces could be dispensed with,
- so also could darkness and night. There was really nothing in this meeting
- after all; nothing but what might have been witnessed by a dozen pair of
- eyes. Those who did see it would see only an event of ordinary everyday
- life.
- </p>
- <p>
- Miss Edith Dove, walking leisurely towards the village, was overtaken by
- the clergyman, who paused to shake hands with her, and to walk with her a
- part of the way. Had any one looked closely at these two, he would have
- seen that the clergyman, though calm, was very pale; that Edith, pale too,
- had a weary, listless look about her face; that after she had shaken hands
- with her pastor, she quickly turned away her head, for her eyes grew dim
- with tears.
- </p>
- <p>
- If Santley saw the tears he did not care to notice them. He had found,
- directly they met, that she was suffering from one of those deplorable
- fits of temper which had more than once caused trouble between them; but
- that could not be taken any notice of now. If she chose to wear herself to
- a shadow, it was her own affair; he had something more important on hand.
- The interview could not be a long one, therefore he must reach the heart
- of the matter at once.
- </p>
- <p>
- So he began abruptly&mdash;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Edith, this new course you have adopted is a dangerous one, and had
- better be abandoned without loss of time.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- The girl raised her eyes to his face, and asked wearily&mdash;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;What do you mean? What have I done?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;I suppose you are responsible for your cousin&rsquo;s visit to my house; you
- must have instigated it, if you did not actually advise him!&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Again she raised her troubled eyes to his face, and said sadly&mdash;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;I don&rsquo;t know what you mean.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Then I will tell you, Edith. Your cousin, a hot-headed, ill-mannered
- youth, has thought fit to take upon himself the part of protector, or
- guardian, of your happiness. In this capacity he paid me a domiciliary
- visit yesterday, and treated me to some most violent abuse. He threatened
- to make known to the public the relations between us. I advised him to
- think it over, for your sake!&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;My cousin&mdash;Walter Hetherington, do you mean?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Most certainly.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;But how does he know? how has he learned?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;From you, I suppose.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;No; it is not from me,&rdquo; returned Edith, whose listlessness was fast
- disappearing. &ldquo;I have said nothing; I have never even mentioned your name
- to him. It must be known; it must be talked of in the village. Oh,
- Charles, spare me! Keep your promise to me, for God&rsquo;s sake! Any open
- disgrace would be more than I could bear. I should die.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- The girl, overcome by her emotion, had forgotten for the moment that their
- present interview was a perfectly public one. The clergyman coldly
- reminded her of the fact. Then, after she had forced upon herself a
- composure which she was far from feeling, he continued&mdash;&ldquo;You had
- better understand, Edith, once and for ever, that whatever my conduct may
- be, I do not choose to have it questioned by this exceedingly officious
- young man. A repetition of the scene of yesterday I will not bear. And as
- it is evident to me that my actions are under surveillance, I must refuse
- either to see or hear from you again, until that young man has removed
- himself from the village.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Charles, you surely don&rsquo;t mean that?&rdquo; exclaimed the girl.
- </p>
- <p>
- But he certainly did mean it, and though she pleaded and argued, he
- remained firm. At last she resolved that she would speak to Walter, resent
- his interference, and, if possible, induce him to return home.
- </p>
- <p>
- Then the two shook hands and parted.
- </p>
- <p>
- That evening Walter dined at the-cottage. During the dinner Edith scarcely
- looked at him; while he himself was silent and distrait. But after dinner,
- when they had all retired to the drawing-room, when the old lady had
- settled down to her wool-work, and Walter had lit his cigar, Edith threw a
- light shawl over her head, and asked him if he would come with her into
- the garden.
- </p>
- <p>
- Wondering very much at the request, Walter rose at once, and offered her
- his arm. She took it; but the moment they were alone she withdrew her hand
- and turned angrily upon him. Walter listened, and he found that he had
- some chance of being heard. He acknowledged that she had spoken the truth;
- he <i>had</i> interfered; he had deemed it quite right that he should do
- so for her sake.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;For my sake!&rdquo; returned Edith. &ldquo;It seems to me there is more of
- selfishness than benevolence in what you have done. What is it to you if I
- am engaged to Mr. Santley? and if we choose to keep our engagement a
- secret, what is that to you? I am my own mistress; I can act just as I
- think fit, without the fear of coercion from any one. <i>You</i>, at any
- rate, have no right to regulate my actions or to dictate them. I suppose
- you think I have no right to marry any one, simply because I refuse to be
- coerced into marrying you!&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- It was a cruel thing to say; but Edith was simply dealing him, secondhand,
- some of the stabs which she herself had received from her beloved pastor
- in the morning. The stabs went deep into his heart, and the wounds
- remained for many a day. When Edith had uttered a few more truisms with
- the characteristic selfishness of love and hatred, Walter coldly suggested
- that their pleasant stroll in the garden might be brought to a
- termination.
- </p>
- <p>
- They returned together to the house. As the old lady, beaming with delight
- at what she believed to be the sudden and happy reconciliation of the
- cousins, had prepared the tea, Walter pleased her by sitting down to take
- some before he said good night.
- </p>
- <p>
- But the next day he returned to town.
- </p>
- <p>
- <br /><br />
- </p>
- <hr />
- <p>
- <a name="link2HCH0010" id="link2HCH0010"> </a>
- </p>
- <div style="height: 4em;">
- <br /><br /><br /><br />
- </div>
- <h2>
- CHAPTER XXIII. DR. DUPRÉ&rsquo;S ELIXIR.
- </h2>
- <p class="pfirst">
- <span class="dropcap" style="font-size: 4.00em">G</span>eorge Haldane
- returned home in the best of spirits. His paper had been received with
- enthusiasm by the <i>savants</i> of France, and his life in Paris had been
- one pleasant succession of visits, learned conversaziones, and private
- entertainments. Thanks to his happy pre-occupation, he scarcely noticed
- that his wife&rsquo;s manner was constrained, nervous, yet deeply solicitous;
- that she looked pale and worn, as if with constant watching; and that, in
- answer to his careless questioning as to affairs at home, she made only
- fragmentary replies.
- </p>
- <p>
- On entering his dressing-room to change his apparel, he found Baptisto,
- who was quietly undoing his portmanteau and selecting the necessary things
- with a calm air, as if his services had never been interrupted.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;So, my Baptisto,&rdquo; he said, clapping that worthy on the shoulder, &ldquo;you are
- not dead or buried, I see? Ah, you may smile, but I am quite aware of the
- trick you played me. Well, you have been the loser. You would have had a
- pleasant time of it in Paris, the best of entertainment, and nothing
- whatever to do.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;I am glad you have returned, senor,&rdquo; replied Baptisto, with his customary
- solemnity.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;I hope you have given satisfaction to your mistress during my absence?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;I hope so, senor.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Humph! we shall see what report she has to make concerning you, and if
- that is favourable, I may forgive your freak of laziness.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;I have not been lazy, senor,&rdquo; said Baptisto, quietly preparing the
- toilette.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Indeed! Pray, how have you been employing yourself?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Baptisto did not reply, but smiled again.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;How is your inamerata and her family? I saw the little woman curtsying as
- I passed through the lodge-gates.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Baptisto shook his head solemnly.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Ah, senor,&rdquo; he said, &ldquo;you are mistaken. The woman of the lodge is a
- stupid person; and for the rest, I put no faith in women. <i>Cuerpo di
- Baccho</i>, no! They smile upon us when we are near; but no sooner do we
- turn our backs, than they smile upon some other man.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Pretty philosophy,&rdquo; returned Haldane, with a laugh. &ldquo;Why, you are a
- downright misogynist, my Baptisto. But I don&rsquo;t believe one word you say,
- for all that. Men who talk like you are generally very easy conquests, and
- I would bet twenty to one on the little widow still.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Ah, senor, if all women were like your signora, it would be different.
- She is so good, so pure, so faithful at her devotions. It is a great thing
- to have religion.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- As Baptisto spoke his back was turned to his master, so that the
- extraordinary expression of his face was unnoticed, and there was no
- indication in his tone that he spoke satirically. Haldane shrugged his
- shoulders and said nothing, not caring to discuss his wife&rsquo;s virtues with
- a servant, however familiar. Presently he went downstairs to dinner. All
- that evening he was very affectionate and merry, talking volubly of his
- adventures in Paris, of his scientific acquaintances, and of such new
- discoveries as they had brought under his notice. In the course of his
- happy chat he spoke frequently of a new acquaintance, one Dr. Dupré, whom
- he had met in the French capital. &ldquo;The French, however far behind the
- Germans in speculative affairs,&rdquo; he observed, &ldquo;are far their superiors,
- and ours, in physiology. Take this Dupré, for example. He is a wonderful
- fellow! His dissections and vivisections&rsquo; have brought him to such a point
- of mastery that he is almost certain that he has discovered the problem
- poor Lewes broke his heart over&mdash;how and by what mechanism we can&rsquo;t
- think. I don&rsquo;t quite believe he has succeeded in that great discovery, but
- some of his minor discoveries are extraordinary. Did you read the account
- in the papers of his elixir of death?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Ellen shook her head. The very name seemed horrible.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;His elixir of death?&rdquo; she repeated.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Yes. A chemical preparation, the fundamental principle of which is
- morphine. By its agency he can so produce in a living organism the
- ordinary phenomena of death, that even <i>rigor mortis</i> is simulated. I
- saw the experiment tried on two rabbits, a Newfoundland dog, and, to crown
- all, on the human subject. They were all, to every appearance, dead; the
- rabbits for twenty-four hours, the dog for half a day, and the woman for
- an hour and a half.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Horrible!&rdquo; exclaimed Ellen, with a shudder. &ldquo;Do you actually mean he
- experimented on a living woman?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Yes; on a strapping wench, the daughter of his housekeeper; and a very
- fine thing she made of it. We subscribed together, and presented her with
- a purse of a thousand francs.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;I think such things are wicked,&rdquo; cried Ellen, with some warmth. &ldquo;Mere
- mortals have no right to play, in that way, with the mystery of life and
- death.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;My dear Nell,&rdquo; cried Haldane, laughing, &ldquo;it is in the interests of
- science!&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;But I am sure it is not right. Life is given and taken by God alone.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Your argument, if accepted, would make all mankind accept the religion of
- the Peculiar People, who will cure no diseases by human intervention. As
- to this business of suspended animation, it is merely a part of our
- discoveries in anodynes. Dupré&rsquo;s experiment, I know, is perfectly safe.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;But that is not the question.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;How so, my dear?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;What I mean is, that death is too solemn and awful a thing to imitate as
- you describe. Such experiments are simply blasphemous, in my opinion.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Come, come,&rdquo; cried the philosopher. &ldquo;There is no blasphemy where there is
- no irreverence. According to your religious people, your priests of the
- churches, there was blasphemy in circumnavigating the globe; in
- discovering the circulation of the blood; in ascertaining the age of the
- earth; and, still later, in using chloroform to lessen the pangs of
- parturition.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;But what purpose can be served by such experiments as <i>that?</i>&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;A good many,&rdquo; was the reply. &ldquo;For example, it may help us to the
- discovery of the nature of life itself, which has puzzled everybody, from
- Parmenides down to Haeckel. If we can by a simple anodyne suspend the
- vital mechanism for a period, and then by a vegetable antidote restore it
- again to action, the resurrection of Lazarus will cease to be a miracle,
- and the pretensions of Christianity&mdash;&mdash;&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Ellen rose impatiently, with an expression of sincere pain.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;My dear Nell, what is the matter?&rdquo; cried her husband.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;I cannot bear to hear you discuss such a thing. Oh, George, if you would
- leave such wicked speculations alone, and try to believe in the mystery
- and sovereignty of God!&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;You mean, burn my books, and go to hear your seraphic friend every
- Sunday?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Had he not touched, unconsciously, on another painful chord? Why,
- otherwise, did his wife flush scarlet and partially avert her face?
- Conquering herself with an effort, she went over to him, and bending over
- him, looked fondly into his face.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;You are so much cleverer than I, so much wiser, and do you think I am not
- proud of your wisdom? But, all the same, dear, I wish you did not think as
- you do. When life becomes a mere experiment, a mere thing of mechanism,
- what will be left? If we knew everything, even what we are, and why we
- exist, the world would be a tomb&mdash;with no place in it for the Living
- God.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Touched by her manner, Haldane drew her down by his side and kissed her;
- then, with more earnestness than he had yet exhibited, he answered her,
- holding her hand in his own and pressing it softly.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;My dear Nell, do me the justice to believe that I am not quite a
- materialist; simple agnosticism is the very converse of materialism. There
- is not living a scientific philosopher of any eminence who does not, in
- his calculations, postulate a mystery which can never be solved by the
- finest intellect. Even if we had fully completed, with the poet&mdash;=
- </p>
- <p>
- The new creed of science, which showeth to man
- </p>
- <p>
- How he darkly began,
- </p>
- <p>
- How he grew from a cell to a soul, without plan;
- </p>
- <p>
- How he breaks like a wave of the ocean, and goes
- </p>
- <p>
- To eternal repose&mdash;
- </p>
- <p>
- A tone that must fade, tho&rsquo; the great Music grows! &lsquo;=
- </p>
- <p>
- even then, we should know nothing of the First Cause. That must for ever
- remain inscrutable.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;But how horrible it would be to believe in annihilation? <i>Can</i> you
- believe in it?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Certainly not,&rdquo; replied the philosopher.
- </p>
- <p>
- Ellens face brightened.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Oh, I am so glad to hear you say that!&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;My dear Nell, annihilation is absurd.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Now, isn&rsquo;t it?&rdquo; she cried triumphantly.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;It is refuted, on the face of it, by the doctrine of the conservation of
- force. Life is eternal, in one shape or another; no force can be
- destroyed, be sure of that!&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;I wish Mr. Santley could hear you! He wouldn&rsquo;t call you an atheist then!&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Haldane&rsquo;s face darkened angrily.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;What? Does the man actually&mdash;&mdash;&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Don&rsquo;t misunderstand,&rdquo; cried Ellen, flushing scarlet. &ldquo;I do not mean that
- he really calls you an atheist, but he is so sorry, so deeply sorry, that
- you do not believe. He does not know you, dear, and takes all my bear&rsquo;s
- satirical growling for solemn earnest. Now, when I tell him&mdash;&mdash;&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;You will tell him nothing,&rdquo; exclaimed Haldane, with sudden sternness. &ldquo;I
- will have no priest coming between my wife and me!&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Mr. Santley would never do that,&rdquo; she returned, now trembling violently.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Mr. Santley is like all his tribe, I suppose&mdash;a meddler and a
- mischief-maker. That is the worst of other-worldliness; it gives these
- traders in the Godhead, these peddlers who would give us in exchange for
- belief in their superstitions a <i>bonus</i> in paradise, an excuse for
- making this world unbearable. Well, my atheism, if you choose to call it
- so, against his theism. Mine at least keeps me a man among men, while his
- keeps him a twaddler among women.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Haldane spoke with heat, for the word &ldquo;atheist&rdquo; had somehow stung him to
- the quick. This man, who rejected all outward forms of belief, and whose
- conversation was habitually ironical, was in his inmost nature deeply and
- sincerely religious; humbly reverent before the forces of nature;
- spiritually conscious of that Power beyond ourselves which makes for
- righteousness. True, he rejected the ordinary forms of theism; but he had,
- on the other hand, a deep though dumb reverence for the character of
- Christ, and he had no sympathy with such out-and-out materialists as
- Haeckel and <i>hoc genus omne</i>. For the rest, he was liberal-minded,
- and had no desire to interfere with his wife&rsquo;s convictions; could smile a
- little at her simplicity, and would see no harm in her clerical
- predispositions, so long as the clergyman didn&rsquo;t encroach too far on the
- domain of married life and domestic privacy.
- </p>
- <p>
- His indignation did not last. Seeing his wife greatly agitated, and
- fearing that he had caused her pain, he drew her forehead down and kissed
- it; then, patting her cheek, he said&mdash;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Forgive me, Nell. I did not mean to scold; but one does not like hard
- names. When any one calls me &lsquo;atheist,&rsquo; I am like the old woman whom
- Cobbett called a &lsquo;parallelogram;&rsquo; it is not the significance of the
- epithet, but its opprobrium, that rouses me. Besides, I do not like any
- man to abuse me&mdash;to my own wife.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;No one does that,&rdquo; she cried. &ldquo;You know I would not listen.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;I hope not, my dear.&rdquo; He added after a little, looking at her
- thoughtfully and sadly, &ldquo;Man and wife have fallen asunder before now, on
- this very question of religion. Well, rather than that should happen, I
- will let you convert me. Will that satisfy you?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;I shall never be quite satisfied till I know that you believe as I do.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;What is that, pray?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;That there is a just God, who made and cherishes us; and that, through
- the blood of His Son we shall live again although we die!&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Well, it is a beautiful creed, my dear.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;And true?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Why not? I will go with you thus far. I believe that, if there is a God,
- He is just, and that we shall certainly live again, if it is for our
- good.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- The emphasis with which he spoke the last words attracted her attention.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;For our good?&rdquo; she queried.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;I am quoting the saddest words ever written, by the saddest and best man
- I ever knew. * He, too, believed that a God might spare us, and give us
- eternal life, if&mdash;mark the proviso&mdash;eternal life were indeed <i>for
- our good.</i> But suppose the contrary&mdash;suppose God knew better, and
- that it would be an evil and unhappy gift? Alas! who knows?&rdquo;
- </p>
-<pre xml:space="preserve">
- * J. S. Mill.
-</pre>
- <p>
- He rose from his chair, still encircling his wife&rsquo;s waist, and moved
- towards the door.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Come to the drawing-room,&rdquo; he cried gaily. &ldquo;After so much offhand
- theology, a little music will be delightful. Ah, Nell, one breath of
- Beethoven is worth all the prosings of your parsons. Play to me, and,
- while the music lasts, I will believe what you will.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- <br /><br />
- </p>
- <hr />
- <p>
- <a name="link2HCH0011" id="link2HCH0011"> </a>
- </p>
- <div style="height: 4em;">
- <br /><br /><br /><br />
- </div>
- <h2>
- CHAPTER XXIV. THE EXPERIMENT.
- </h2>
- <p class="pfirst">
- <span class="dropcap" style="font-size: 4.00em">T</span>he next morning
- Haldane was busy in his laboratory. When he came in to lunch, looking
- disreputable enough in his old coat, and smelling strongly of tobacco, he
- said to his wife&mdash;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;By-the-by, Nell, do you remember what I told you last night about Dupré&rsquo;s
- wonderful elixir? I forgot to tell you that I have brought some of it with
- me, for purposes of private experiment.&rdquo; Ellen looked horrified.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Don&rsquo;t be afraid,&rdquo; he continued, laughing; &ldquo;your cats and dogs are safe
- from me. I have found a better subject, and mean to operate on him this
- very afternoon.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Whom do you mean?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;As a sort of penance for his shamming illness, I shall kill Baptisto.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- She uttered a cry, and raised her hands in protest.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;For heavens sake, George, be warned! If you have any of that horrible
- stuff, throw it away.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Now, my dear Nell,&rdquo; said the philosopher, &ldquo;be reasonable; there is not
- the slightest cause for alarm. You will see this experiment, and it will,
- I hope, treble your faith in miracles.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;I will <i>not</i> see it. I beseech you, abandon the idea. As for
- Baptisto&mdash;&mdash;&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- At this moment the Spaniard entered the room, carrying certain dishes.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;I have been telling your mistress, Baptisto, that you are ready to be a
- martyr to science. At four o&rsquo;clock precisely, you will be a dead man.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Baptisto bowed solemnly.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;I am quite ready, senor.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- But here Ellen interposed.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;It is ridiculous; your master is only joking. He would not do anything so
- foolish, so wicked. As for you, I forbid you to encourage him.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Baptisto bowed again, with a curious smile.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;It is for the senor to command. As he knows, he has saved my life, and he
- may take it whenever he pleases.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Haldane nodded, in the act of drinking a glass of wine.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Don&rsquo;t be afraid, Baptisto. After death, there is the resurrection.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;That, senor, is your affair,&rdquo; returned the Spaniard, phlegmatically,
- shrugging his shoulders. &ldquo;You will do with me as you please.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- And so saying, he glided from the room.
- </p>
- <p>
- Ellen again and again entreated her husband not to proceed in his
- experiment; but he had long made up his mind that it was perfectly safe,
- and he could not be persuaded. To her gentle: spirit, the whole idea
- seemed horrible in the extreme; but her greatest dread was that it might
- be attended with danger to the subject. Haldane, however, assured her that
- this was impossible.
- </p>
- <p>
- All the afternoon Haldane and Baptisto were together in the laboratory. A
- little after four o&rsquo;clock, as Ellen was walking on the terrace, Haldane
- came to her, smiling and holding up a small vial.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;It is all over,&rdquo; he said, &ldquo;and the experiment is quite successful. Come
- and see.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Not quite understanding him, she suffered him to lead her into the
- laboratory; but, on crossing the threshold, she uttered a cry of horror.
- Stretched on a sofa, lay Baptisto, moveless, and, to all seeming, without
- one breath of life. His eyes were wide open, but rayless; his jaw fixed,
- his face pale as grey marble; a peaceful smile, as of death itself, upon
- his handsome face. The light of the sun, just sinking towards the west,
- streamed in through the high window upon the apparently lifeless form. In
- the chamber itself there was a sickly smell, like that of some suffocating
- vapour. The whole scene would have startled and appalled even a strong
- man.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Oh, George!&rdquo; cried the lady, clasping her hands. &ldquo;What have you done?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Don&rsquo;t be alarmed,&rdquo; was the reply, &ldquo;Its all right!&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;But you said the experiment&mdash;&mdash;-
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Was successful? Perfectly. There lies our poor friend, comfortably
- finished.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;But are you sure, quite sure, that he is not dead? He is not breathing.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Of course not. The simulation is perfect. Place your hand on his wrist&mdash;you
- will detect no pulse. Turn his pupils to the light&mdash;you see, they do
- not contract. The case would deceive a whole college of physicians.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- As he spoke, he suited the action to the word&mdash;placed his finger upon
- the pulse, gazed at the glazing pupils; raised one of the lifeless arms,
- which, on being released, fell heavily as lead.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Horrible, horrible! For God&rsquo;s sake, recover him!&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;All in good time. He has only been dead a quarter of an hour; in half an
- hour precisely I shall say, &lsquo;Arise and walk.&rsquo; Feel his forehead, Nell; it
- is as cold as marble.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- But Ellen drew back, shuddering, and could not be persuaded to touch the
- sleeper.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Well, go back to your promenade. I will call you when he is awakened.&rdquo;
- Sick and terrified, Ellen obeyed her husband. Standing on the terrace, she
- waited for his summons; and at last it came. Haldane appeared, and
- beckoned; she followed him to the laboratory, and there, seated in an
- armchair, comfortably sipping a glass of wine, was the Spaniard&mdash;a
- little pale still, but otherwise not the worse for his state of coma.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Thank God!&rdquo; cried Ellen.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;I thought he would never recover. But it must have been a horrible
- experience.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Baptisto smiled.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Tell the signora all about it,&rdquo; said his master. &ldquo;Did you feel any pain?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;None, senor.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;What were your sensations? Pleasant or otherwise?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Quite pleasant, senor. It was like sinking into an agreeable sleep. If
- death is like that, it is a bagatelle.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Were you at all conscious?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Not of this world, senor, but I had bright dreams of another. I thought I
- was in paradise, walking in the sunshine&mdash;ah, so bright! I was sorry,
- senor, when I came back to this world.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;You hear!&rdquo; cried Haldane, turning to his wife. &ldquo;After all, death itself
- may be a glorious experience; for &lsquo;in that sleep of death what dreams may
- come!&rsquo; It is quite clear at least that all the phenomena of death, such as
- we shrink from and shudder at, may be accompanied by some kind of pleasant
- psychic consciousness. Bravo, Baptisto! After this, we shall call you
- Lazarus the second. You have passed beyond the shadow of the sepulchre,
- and returned to tell the tale.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Despite the resuscitation, Ellen still revolted from the whole proceeding.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Now you are satisfied,&rdquo; she said, &ldquo;promise me never to use that dreadful
- elixir again.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;I think you may make your mind easy. The experiment is an ugly one, I
- admit, and I am not anxious to repeat it&mdash;at least, not on the human
- organism. For the same reason, my dear Nell, pray keep the affair to
- yourself, and make no confidences, even to your confessor&mdash;I should
- say, your clergyman, Will you promise?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Most certainly. I should not like any one to know you did such things. As
- for Mr. Santley, he would be shocked beyond measure.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- So saying, she left the two men together. In the mean time, Baptisto
- had-finished his wine and risen to his feet. While his master regarded him
- with an approving smile, he walked over to the door, softly closed it, and
- returning noiselessly across the room, said in a low voice&mdash;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;There is something, senor, I did not tell you. I had dreams.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;So you said, my Baptisto.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Ah yes, but not all. While I was lying there, I thought that <i>you</i>
- were the dead man, and that the senora, your widow, had married.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Married?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;The English priest.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Haldane started, and looked in amazement at the speaker.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;What the devil do you mean?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Ah, senor, it was only my dream; a foolish dream. You were lying in your
- winding-sheet, and they were kneeling at the altar&mdash;smiling, senor. I
- did not like to speak of it to the senora; but it was very strange.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Haldane forced a laugh, while, with a mysterious look, Baptisto crept from
- the chamber. Was it in sheer simplicity or in deep cunning that the
- Spaniard had spoken, touching so delicate a chord? Left alone, Haldane
- paced up and down the laboratory in agitation. He was not by temperament a
- jealous or a suspicious man, but he was troubled in spite of himself. The
- words sounded like a warning, almost an insinuation.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;What could the fellow mean?&rdquo; he asked himself again and again. &ldquo;Could he
- possibly have dreamed <i>that?</i> No; it is preposterous. There was
- malice in his eye, and mischief.... Ellen married to Santley! Bah! what am
- I thinking about? The fellow is not a <i>prophet!</i>&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- In this manner, whether in innocence or for some set purpose of his own,
- Baptisto contrived to poison all the sweetness of that successful
- experiment. When Haldane again joined his wife that evening, he was
- taciturn, distraught, nervous, and irritable. All his buoyancy had
- departed. Ellen saw the change, and puzzled herself to account for it.
- </p>
- <p>
- She played to him, sang to him, but failed to drive the cloud from his
- brow.
- </p>
- <p>
- When she had retired for the night, he still sat pondering over Baptisto&rsquo;s
- words.
- </p>
- <p>
- <br /><br />
- </p>
- <hr />
- <p>
- <a name="link2HCH0012" id="link2HCH0012"> </a>
- </p>
- <div style="height: 4em;">
- <br /><br /><br /><br />
- </div>
- <h2>
- CHAPTER XXV. &ldquo;BEWARE, MY LORD, OF JEALOUSY!&rdquo;
- </h2>
- <p class="pfirst">
- <span class="dropcap" style="font-size: 4.00em">I</span>f Baptisto&rsquo;s
- object in describing a dream so ominous was to attract his master&rsquo;s
- attention to the intimate relations between Mrs. Haldane and the
- clergyman, he certainly succeeded. Once assured in this direction,
- Haldane&rsquo;s perceptions were keen enough. He noticed that the mere mention
- of Santley&rsquo;s name filled Ellen with a sort of nervous constraint; that,
- although the clergyman&rsquo;s visits were frequent, they were generally made at
- times when Haldane himself was busy and preoccupied&mdash;that is to say,
- during his well-known hours of work; and that, moreover, Santley, however
- much he liked the society of the lady, invariably avoided the husband, or,
- if they met, contrived to frame some excuse for speedy parting. Now,
- Haldane trusted his wife implicitly, and believed her incapable of any
- infidelity, even in thought. Still, he did not quite like the aspect of
- affairs. Much as he trusted his wife, he had a strong moral distrust for
- anything in the shape of a priest; and he determined, therefore, to keep
- his eyes upon the clergyman.
- </p>
- <p>
- A few days after that curious physiological experiment, he had the
- following conversation with Baptisto. It was the first day of the week.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Baptisto, I thought you were a good Catholic?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;So I am, senor,&rdquo; returned the Spaniard, smiling.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Yet you went to an English church-yesterday, I hear?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Yes, senor. I go there very often.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Why, pray?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Simply out of curiosity. Mr. Santley is a beautiful preacher, and has a
- silvery voice. While you were away, I went once, twice, three times. There
- is a young senora there who plays sweetly upon the great organ; I like to
- listen, to-watch the congregation.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Humph! By-the-bye, Baptisto, I have been thinking over the dream of
- yours, when&mdash;when you were lying there.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Yes, senor?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Pray, what put such a foolish idea in your head?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;I cannot tell, senor; all I know is, it came. A foolish dream, do you
- say? I suppose it is because the clergyman was here so often, when you
- were away. And madame is so devout! I trust, senor, my dream has not given
- you offence; perhaps I was wrong to speak of it at all.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Haldanes face had gone black as a thunder-cloud. Placing his hand on the
- other&rsquo;s shoulder, and looking firmly into his face, he said&mdash;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Listen to me, Baptisto.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;I am listening, senor.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;If I thought you would come back to life to tell lies about your
- mistress, I would have let you lie the other day and rot like a dead dog,
- rather than have recovered you at all. You hear? Take care! I know you do
- not love your mistress, but if you dare to whisper one word against her, I
- will drive you for ever from my door.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Baptisto bowed his head respectfully before the storm, but retained his
- usual composure.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Senor, may I speak?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Yes; but again, take care!&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;You should not blame me if I am jealous for your honour!&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Haldane started, and uttered an expletive.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;My honour, you dog? What do you mean?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;This, senor. I would rather die than give you offence; and as for the
- senora, I love her also, for is she not your wife? But will you be angry
- still, when I tell you, when I warn you, to beware of that man, that
- priest? He is a bad man, very bad. Ah, I have watched&mdash;and seen!&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;What have you seen?&rdquo; cried Haldane, clutching him by the arm. &ldquo;Come, out
- with it!&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Enough to show me that he is not your friend&mdash;that he is dangerous.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Bah! is that all? Now, listen to me, and be sure I mean what I say. I
- will have no servant of mine spying upon my wife. I will have no servant
- of mine insinuating that my honour is in danger. If I hear another word of
- this, if you convey to me by one look the fact that you are still prying,
- spying, and suspecting, I shall take you by the collar and send you flying
- out of my house. Now, go!&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Baptisto, who knew his master&rsquo;s temper perfectly, bowed and withdrew. He
- had no wish to say one word more. He had thrown out a dark hint, a black
- seed of suspicion, and he knew that he might safely let it work. It did
- work, rapidly and terribly. Left alone, Haldane became a prey to the
- wildest fears and suspicions. He remembered now that his wife had been
- acquainted with this man in her girlhood; that there had even been some
- passage of love between them. He remembered how eagerly she had renewed
- the acquaintance, and with what admiring zeal the clergyman had responded.
- He pictured to himself the sympathetic companionship, the zealous
- meetings, the daily religious intercourse, of these two young people, each
- full of the fervour of a blind superstition. Could it be possible that
- they loved each other? Questioning his memory, he recalled looks, words,
- tones, which, although scarcely noticed at the time, seemed now of painful
- significance. The mere thought was sickening. Already he realized the
- terrible phrase-of the poet Young&mdash;&ldquo;the jealous are the damned.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Haldane was not habitually a violent man. Though passionate and headstrong
- by temperament, he had schooled himself to gentleness after a stormy
- youth, and the chilly waters of philosophy, at which he drank daily, kept
- his head cool and his pulses calm. But the stormy spirit, though hushed,
- was not altogether dead within him, and under his habitual reticence and
- good-humoured cynicism, there lay the most passionate idolatry for his
- beautiful wife. He had set her up in his heart of hearts, with a faith too
- perfect for much expression; and it had not occurred to him, in his
- remotest dreams, that any other man could ever come between them.
- </p>
- <p>
- And now, suddenly as a lightning flash illumining a dark landscape, the
- fear came upon him that perhaps he had been unwary and unwise. Was it
- possible, he asked himself, that he had&rsquo; been too studious and too
- book-loving, too reticent also in all those little attentions which by
- women, who always love sweetmeats, are so tenderly prized? Moreover, he
- was ten years his wife&rsquo;s, elder&mdash;was that disparity of years also a
- barrier between their souls? No; he was sure it was not. He was sure that
- she was not hypocritical, and that she loved him. Wherever the blame might
- be, if blame there were, it was certainly not hers. She had been in all
- respects, a tender and a sympathetic wife; encouraging his deep study of
- science, even when she most distrusted its results; proud of his
- attainments, and eager for his success; in short, a perfect helpmate, but
- for her old-fashioned prejudices in the sphere of religion. Ah, <i>religion!</i>
- There was the one word which solved the enigma, and aroused in our
- philosopher&rsquo;s bosom that fierce indignation which long ago led Lucretius
- into such passionate hate against the Phantom,=
- </p>
- <p>
- Which with horrid head
- </p>
- <p>
- Leered hideously from all the gates of heaven!&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- It needed only this to complete his loathing for the popular theology, for
- all its teachers. Yes, he reflected, religion only was to blame. In its
- name, his wife&rsquo;s sympathies had been tampered with, her spirit more or
- less turned against himself; in its name, his house had been secretly
- invaded, his domestic happiness poisoned, his peace of mind destroyed. It
- was the old story! Wherever this shadow of superstition crawled, craft and
- dissimulation began. Now, as in the beginning, it came between father and
- child, sister and brother, man and wife.
- </p>
- <p>
- It so happened that when George Haldane came forth from having his dark
- hour alone, he rather avoided meeting his wife at once, and, taking his
- hat, stepped out from the laboratory on to the shrubbery path. He had
- scarcely done so, when his eye fell upon two figures standing together in
- the distance, upon the terrace of the house. One was Mrs. Haldane, wearing
- her garden hat and a loose shawl thrown over her shoulders. The other was
- the clergyman of the parish.
- </p>
- <p>
- Haldane drew back, and watched. In that moment he knew the extent of his
- humiliation; for never before had he been a spy upon his wife&rsquo;s actions.
- </p>
- <p>
- Their backs were towards him. Santley was talking eagerly; Ellen was
- looking down. Presently they began to move slowly along the terrace, side
- by side.
- </p>
- <p>
- Haldane watched them gloomily. The sunlight fell brightly upon them, and
- on the old Manor house, with its brilliant creepers and glittering panes,
- while the old chapel, with the watcher in its ruined porch, remained in
- shadow. It seemed like an omen. In the darkness of his hiding-place,
- Haldane felt satanic. Yes, there they walked&mdash;children of God, as
- they called themselves&mdash;in God&rsquo;s sunlight; and he, the searcher for
- light, the unbeliever, was forgotten.
- </p>
- <p>
- Presently Santley paused again, and, with an impassioned gesture, pointed
- upward. Ellen raised her head, and looked upward too, listening eagerly to
- his words. Haldane laughed fiercely to himself, with all the ugliness of
- his jealousy upon him.
- </p>
- <p>
- Presently they disappeared into the house. A little afterwards Santley
- emerged from the front door, and came walking rapidly down the avenue. His
- manner was eager and happy, almost jubilant, and Haldane saw, when he
- approached, that his face looked positively radiant.
- </p>
- <p>
- He was passing, when Haldane stepped out and confronted him. He started,
- paused, and a shadow fell instantaneously upon his handsome face.
- Recovering himself, he held out his hand. Haldane did not seem to see the
- gesture, but, nodding a careless greeting, said, with his habitual <i>sang
- froid</i>&mdash;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Well met, Mr. Santley. Here I am again, you see, hard at work. Have you
- come from the house?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Yes,&rdquo; answered Santley.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;On some new message of Christian charity and beneficence, I suppose? Ah,
- my dear sir, you are indefatigable. And the old women of the parish must
- indeed find you a Good Shepherd. Did you find my wife at home?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Yes.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;And zealous, as usual, I suppose?&rsquo; Ah, what a thing it is to be pious!
- But let me beg you not to encourage her too much. Charity begins at home;
- and what with soup-kitchens, offertories, subscriptions for church
- repairs, and societies for the gratuitous distribution of flannel
- waistcoats, I am in a fair way of being ruined.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Santley forced a laugh.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Don&rsquo;t be afraid. My errand to-day was not a begging one, I assure you.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;I am glad to hear it.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;I was merely bringing Mrs. Haldane a book I promised to lend her. To tell
- the truth, she finds your library rather destitute of works of a religious
- nature.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Do you really think so?&rdquo; exclaimed Haldane, drily. &ldquo;Why, I thought it
- unusually well provided in that respect. Let me see! There are Volney&rsquo;s
- &lsquo;Ruins of Empire,&rsquo; Monboddo&rsquo;s &lsquo;Dissertations,&rsquo; Drummond&rsquo;s &lsquo;Academical
- Questions,&rsquo; excellent translations of Schopenhauer and Hartmann, not to
- speak of thirty-six volumes of Diderot, and fifty of Arouet.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Santley opened his eyes in horror and astonishment.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Arouet!&rdquo; he ejaculated. &ldquo;Do you actually mean to call Voltaire a
- religious writer?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Highly so. There is religion even in &lsquo;La Pucelle,&rsquo; but it reaches its
- culmination in the &lsquo;Philosophical Dictionary.&rsquo;&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;And you would actually let Mrs. Haldane read such works as those?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Certainly; though, am sorry to say, she prefers &lsquo;The Old Helmet&rsquo; and the
- &lsquo;Heir of Redclyffe.&rsquo; May I ask the name of the work you have been good
- enough to lend her?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;It is a book from which I myself have received great benefit&mdash;Père
- Hyacinthes &lsquo;Sermons.&rsquo;&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Père Hyacinthe?&rdquo; repeated Haldane. &ldquo;Ah! the jolly priest who reverenced
- celibacy, and proclaimed himself the father of a strapping boy. Well, the
- man was at least honest. I think all clergymen should marry, and at as
- early an age as possible. What is your opinion?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Santley flushed to the temples, while Haldane watched him with a gloomy
- smile.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;I think&mdash;I am sure,&rdquo; he stammered, &ldquo;that the married state is the
- happiest&mdash;perhaps the holiest.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;With these sentiments, of which I cordially approve, why the deuce are
- you a bachelor?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- The clergyman winced at the question, and his colour deepened; then, as if
- musing, he glanced round towards the house&mdash;a look which was observed
- and fully appreciated by his tormentor.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;I am sure my wife would encourage you to change your condition. Like most
- women, she is by instinct a matchmaker.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Santley did not seem to hear; at any rate, he made no reply, but, holding
- out his hand quickly, exclaimed&mdash;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;I must go now. I am rather in haste.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Haldane did not take the hand, but put his arm upon the clergyman&rsquo;s
- shoulder.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Well, good day,&rdquo; he said. &ldquo;Take my advice, though, and get a sensible
- wife as soon as possible.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Santley tried to smile, but only succeeded in looking more pale and
- nervous than usual. With a few murmured words of adieu, he moved rapidly
- away.
- </p>
- <p>
- Haldane watched him thoughtfully until he disappeared down the avenue.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;I wonder if that man can smile?&rdquo; he said to himself. &ldquo;No; I am afraid he
- is too horribly in earnest. I suppose, the women would call him handsome&mdash;<i>spiritual</i>;
- but I hate such pallid, waxen-featured, handsome dolls. A pretty shepherd,
- that, for a Christian flock to follow; a fellow who makes his very
- ignorance of this world constitute his claim to act as cicerone to the
- next. Fancy being jealous, actually <i>jealous</i>, of such a thing as
- that!&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- He turned back into his laboratory and tried to dismiss Baptisto&rsquo;s
- suggestion from his mind; but it was impossible. He could not disguise
- from himself that Santley, with his seraphic face and sad, earnest eyes,
- was the kind of creature whom the weaker sex adore, and that he was
- rendered doubly dangerous to women by the radiant mesmerism of a
- fascinating and voluptuous celestial superstition.
- </p>
- <p>
- <br /><br />
- </p>
- <hr />
- <p>
- <a name="link2HCH0013" id="link2HCH0013"> </a>
- </p>
- <div style="height: 4em;">
- <br /><br /><br /><br />
- </div>
- <h2>
- CHAPTER XXVI. FIRST LEAVES FROM A PHILOSOPHER NOTE-BOOK.
- </h2>
- <p class="pfirst">
- <span class="dropcap" style="font-size: 4.00em">I</span> am about to set
- down, in as concise a manner as possible, and at present solely for my
- private edification (some day, perhaps, another eye may read the lines,
- but not yet), certain events which have lately influenced my domestic
- life. Were it not that even a professed scientist might decline to publish
- experiments affecting his own private happiness, the description of the
- events to which I allude might almost form a chapter in my slowly
- progressing &ldquo;Physiology of Ethics,&rdquo; and the description would be at least
- as interesting as many of Ferriers accounts of vivisection on dumb
- animals. But, unfortunately, I am unable, in this case, to apply the
- dissecting knife to my neighbours heart, without laying bare the ugly
- wound in my own.
- </p>
- <p>
- To begin then, I, George Haldane, recluse, pessimist, moral physiologist,
- and would-be moral philosopher, have discovered, at forty years of age,
- that I am capable of the most miserable of all human passions; worse, that
- this said ignoble passion of jealousy has a certain rational foundation.
- For ten years I have been happy with a wife who seemed the perfection of
- human gentleness and beauty; who, although unfortunately we have been
- blest with no offspring, has shown the tenderest solicitude and sympathy
- for the children of my brain; and who, in her wifely faith and sanctity,
- seemed to be the sole link still holding me to a church whose history has
- always filled me with abhorrence, and a religion whose infantine theology
- I despise. Well, <i>nous avons changé tout cela</i>. My mind is no longer
- peaceful, my hearth no longer sacred; and the woman I love seems slowly
- drifting from me on a stream of sensuous spiritualism&mdash;another name
- for a religious rehabilitation of the flesh.
- </p>
- <p>
- If any other man were the victim, I should think the situation highly
- absurd. Here, on the one hand, is a fanatical Protestant priest, with the
- face of a seraphic monk, the experience of a schoolgirl, and the <i>gaucherie</i>
- of a country chorister who has never grown a beard; a fellow whose sole
- claims to notice are his white hands, his clean linen, and his function as
- a silly shepherd; a man fresh from college, ignorant of the world. Here,
- on the other hand, am I, physically and intellectually his master, knowing
- almost every creed beneath the sun, and the slave of none; indifferent to
- vulgar human passions, and disposed to disintegrate them one and all with
- the electric current of a negative philosophy. Between us both, trembling
- this way and that, is that fair thing of flesh and blood, my wife, zealous
- to save her own soul alive, and fearful at times, I fancy, that I have
- sold mine to the Prince of Darkness. It is another version of science
- against superstition, common sense against a lie; and Ellen Haldane is the
- prize. A fiery Spaniard, like Baptisto yonder, would end the affair with a
- stiletto-thrust; but I, of colder blood, am not likely to do anything so
- courageous or so foolish, but am content to watch and watch, and to feel
- the sick contamination of my suspicion creeping over me like an
- unwholesome mildew. A stiletto thrust? Why, the mere tongue, a less fatal
- weapon, would do it all. If I could only summon up the courage to say to
- my wife, &ldquo;I know your secret; choose between this man and me, between his
- creed and mine, between your duty as a wife and your zeal as a Christian,&rdquo;
- I fancy there would be an end to it all. But I am too timorous; I suppose,
- too ashamed of my suspicions, too proud to acknowledge so contemptible a
- rival. As a Spaniard covers his face with his mantle, I veil my soul with
- my pride; and, under the mantle of unsuspicion, rest irresolute, while the
- thing grows.
- </p>
- <p>
- Once or twice, I have thought of another way&mdash;of taking my wife by
- the hand and saying, &ldquo;To-morrow, my dear, we shall leave this place, and
- return to Spain or Italy&mdash;some quiet place abroad.&rdquo; I could easily
- find an excuse for the migration, which, once effected, would make an end
- of the affair. But that, in my opinion, would be too cowardly. It would,
- indeed, be an admission that the danger was real and imminent; that, in
- other words, the fight for honour could only be saved by an ignominious
- retreat. No; Ellen Haldane must take her chance. If she is not strong
- enough to hold out against evil, then let her go&mdash;<i>au bon Dieu</i>
- or <i>au bon diable</i>, as either leads.
- </p>
- <p>
- Yet what am I saying? It is precisely because I have the utmost faith in
- her purity of heart that I watch the struggle with a certain patience. I
- believe there will be a victim, but not my Ellen. Surely, if there is a
- good woman in the world, she is that woman. As for the other, every day,
- every hour, brings the cackling creature further and further into my
- decoy. Even if he tried to turn back now, I do not think I should let him.
- No; let him swim in and on, and in and on, till he reaches the place where
- I, like the decoy man, can catch him fluttering, and&mdash;wring his neck?
- Perhaps.
- </p>
- <p>
- It is quite clear that the man takes me for an idiot. At first he used
- precautions, invented subterfuges; latterly, certain of my stupidity or
- indifference, he comes and goes without disguise. When I meet him driving
- side by side of my wife in the phaeton, on some pretended errand of mercy,
- he gives me a careless bow, a nod. As he goes by my den, on his way to
- invite her out to visit his sister or his church, he makes no excuse, but
- passes jauntily, with a conversational pat for the stupid watch-dog: that
- is all. It would be amusing, I say, if it were not almost insufferable.
- </p>
- <p>
- This afternoon, as Ellen was going out, I blankly suggested that she
- should stay at home.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;But you are busy,&rdquo; she said&mdash;&ldquo;always busy with your books and
- experiments.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Not too busy, my dear Nell, for a <i>tête-à-tête</i> with you. Where are
- you going? To the Vicarage?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Yes.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;To see the parson, or his sister?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Both. We have a great deal to discuss, about the designs for the new
- stained-glass windows, which have just come from London.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Very interesting; but they will keep for a day. I fancy I could show you
- something quite as interesting, in my laboratory.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;I hate the laboratory,&rdquo; she cried, &ldquo;and those horrible experiments.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;My dear, you should not hate what your husband loves.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;I don&rsquo;t mean that I hate them, quite; but I think them so useless!&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;More useless than stained-glass windows?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;It is certainly not useless to beautify the House of God. Oh, I do so
- wish you could feel as I do about these things! What is the world without
- them?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Without stained-glass windows?&rdquo; I suggested sarcastically.
- </p>
- <p>
- She flushed impatiently.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;George, why have you such a dislike for religion? Why do you hate
- everything I love?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Pardon me, my dear Nell, it was <i>you</i>, not I, that spoke of hating.
- Philosophers never hate.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;But you do worse; you despise it. Thank God we have no children. It would
- be horrible to tell them that their father forbade them to go to church,
- or pray!&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- It was like a stab into my heart of hearts, that cry of thanks to God.
- Despite myself, I lost my composure. She saw it instantly, and in the
- manner of her sex, encroached.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Oh, George, do try to think sometimes of these things, for my sake! You
- would be so much happier, you surely would have so much more blessing, if
- you sometimes prayed.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;How do you know that I do not pray?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Because you do not believe.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;I do not believe precisely as your priest believes, that is all.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- She looked at me eagerly; then, after a moments hesitation, cried&mdash;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;George, if I asked a favour, would you grant it?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Try.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Let Mr. Santley come sometimes, and speak with you about God!&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- This was too much, almost, for even me to bear with equanimity. I am
- afraid I did not look particularly amiable as I answered, sharp and short,
- turning from her&mdash;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;After all, I think you had better go and look at those designs.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;There, you are angry again!&rdquo; she cried; and I knew by the sound of her
- voice that her throat was choked with tears. &ldquo;You are always angry when I
- touch upon religion.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;You were not talking of religion,&rdquo; I retorted; &ldquo;you were talking of that
- man.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Why do you dislike him so? Because he is a preacher of the Word?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Because he is a canting hypocrite, like all his tribe,&rdquo; I cried.
- </p>
- <p>
- She saw that I had lost my temper, as was inevitable, and, sighing deeply,
- moved to the door. I followed her with my eyes. I would have given the
- world to call her back; to clasp her in my arms; to tell her my aching
- fears; to promise her I would worship any God she choose, in any place, in
- any way, so long as she would only be true, and answer my eager impulse
- with a little love. But I was too proud for that.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Then you are going?&rdquo; I said.
- </p>
- <p>
- She turned, looking at me very sadly.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Yes, if you do not mind.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- I shrugged my shoulders, and after another sad, reproachful look, she left
- the room. A minute afterwards, she drove her ponies past the window,
- without looking up.
- </p>
- <p>
- <i>Thursday, September</i> 15.&mdash;A golden autumn day, so warm and
- still that it reminded me of the Indian summer. Not a leaf stirred, but
- the insects in the air were like floating blossoms, and seemed to sleep
- upon their wings. Even all round my den the shadows were sultry, and
- intertangled with slumberous shafts of light.
- </p>
- <p>
- This fine weather rather disappointed me, for I had arranged for a day&rsquo;s
- recreation. In my youth, before I was caught myself in the tedious snares
- of speculation, I used to be an ardent fisherman, and I still retain
- sufficient knowledge of the gentle craft to cast a fly tolerably. So,
- tired of work, and a little weary of my own thoughts, I determined, for
- the first time, to take advantage of the permission my neighbour, Lord
- &mdash;&mdash;&mdash;&mdash;, has given me, and spend a day upon the river
- banks.
- </p>
- <p>
- Despite the sunshine, and the absence of even a breath of wind, I
- shouldered my basket, lifted my rod, and set off. Ellen was already out
- and about; so I did not see her before I started. Taking a short cut
- through the shrubberies, I soon came to the banks of the Emmet&mdash;as
- pretty a little stream as ever rippled over golden sands, or reached out
- an azure arm to turn some merry watermill. Arrived there, I soon saw that
- it would be useless to try a cast till there was a little wind; so,
- without putting my rod together, I strolled on along the river-side, till
- I was several miles away from the Manor house.
- </p>
- <p>
- The stream was rather low, but here and there were good deep pools, but so
- calm, so sunny, that every overhanging tree, every finger of fern, every
- blade of grass, was reflected in them as in a mirror. Still, as the time
- was, the waters were full of life. Over the pools hung clusters of flies
- like glittering spiders&rsquo; webs, scarcely moving in the sunshine; and when,
- from time to time, a trout rose, he leaped a full foot into the golden air
- above him, and sank back to coolness beneath an ever-widening ring of
- light. Sometimes from the grassy edge of the bank a water-rat would slip,
- swimming rapidly across, with his nose just lifted above the water, and
- his tail leaving a thin, bright trail. Water-ouzels rose at every curve,
- following swiftly the winding of the stream; and twice past my feet
- flashed a kingfisher, like an azure ray.
- </p>
- <p>
- The way lay sometimes through deep grassy meadows, sometimes by the sides
- of corn-fields where the sheaves were already slanted, oftentimes through
- thick shrubberies and woods already yellow with the withering leaf. From
- time to time I passed a farm, with orchards sloping down to the very
- water&rsquo;s edge, or pastures slanting down to shallows where the cattle
- waded, breaking the water to silver streaks and whisking their tails
- against the clustering swarms of gnats. It was very pleasant and very
- still, but, from a fishing point of view, exceedingly absurd.
- </p>
- <p>
- By-and-by, however, a faint breeze began to touch the pools, and putting
- my rod together, and selecting my finest casting-line and two tiny flies,
- I tried a cast. Fortunately the wind was blowing sunward, and as I faced
- the light, the shadow fell behind me; but, nevertheless, the shadow of my
- rod flitted about at every cast, and threatened to spoil my sport. My
- first catch was an innocent baby-fish as big as my thumb, who came at the
- fly with a rush, and fought desperately when hooked. When I had disengaged
- him, and put him back into the water, he simply gave a flip of his little
- tail, and sailed contemptuously and quite leisurely out of sight, making
- me call to mind, with unusual humiliation, the well-known definition which
- Dr. Johnson gave of angling&mdash;&ldquo;a fish at one end of the line, and a
- fool at the other,&rdquo; I had tried a good many, casts before I took my first
- respectable fish&mdash;a trout of about half a pound. I caught him in a
- nice broken bit of water, just below a quaint old water-mill; and just as
- I put him into the basket, the portly miller came out to the granary door,
- and looked at me with a dusty smile. He evidently thought me a lunatic, to
- be out with a fishing-rod on such a day.
- </p>
- <p>
- Half a mile further on I landed another glittering picture of at least a
- quarter of a pound; after that, another of half a pound; then my luck
- ceased, the wind fell, and it was full sunshine. By this time I had
- wandered a good many miles from home, and reached the spot where the river
- plunges into the Great Omberley woods. Here the stream was so rapid and
- the boughs so thick, that it was useless to think of casting; so I put up
- my rod, and, leaping over a fence, rambled away into the woods.
- </p>
- <p>
- How strange and dark and still it was, passing out of the sunshine into
- those shadows, deep and cool as the bottom of the sea! The oak trees
- stretched their gnarled boughs into the air, and all around them were the
- lesser trees of the wood-willow, elder, blackthorn, ash, and hazel. The
- ground beneath was carpeted with moss and grass as thick and soft as
- velvet, with thick clusters of fern and bluebells round the tree roots,
- and creepers dangling from every bough. And the wood, like the river, was
- all alive! Conies tumbled across the patches of light, and flitted in the
- shadow, like very elves of the woodland; squirrels ran up the gnarled tree
- trunks; harmless silver snakes glided along the moss; but here and there,
- swift and ominous, ran a weazel, darting its head this way and that, and
- fiercely scenting the air, in one eternal glitter and hurry of
- bloodthirsty emotion. Thrush, blackbird, finch, birds without number, sang
- overhead; save when the shadow of the wind-hover or the sparrow-hawk
- passed across the topmost branches, when there was a sudden and respectful
- silence, to be followed by a precipitate hurry of exultation, as the enemy
- passed away.
- </p>
- <p>
- If I had been a moralist, I might have seen in this wood a microcosm of
- the world, with its abundant happiness, its beauty, and its dark spots of
- moral ugliness and cruelty. In you, Signor Weazel (who came so near that I
- touched you with my rod, which you snapped at ferociously, before bolting
- swiftly into the deep grass), I might have seen the likeness of a certain
- sleek creature of my own sex and species, who dwells not very far away.
- Nevertheless, I let you go in peace; which was no mercy to the conies, I
- suppose.
- </p>
- <p>
- So I entered the Forest Primaeval&mdash;or such it seemed to me, as the
- blaze of sunshine faded, the boughs thickened, the air became full of dark
- shadows and ominous silence. My steps were now deep in grass and fern, and
- the scent of flowers and weeds was thick in my nostrils, but I chose a
- path where the boughs were thinnest, and quietly pushed through. While
- thus I rambled, I suppose that I fell, philosopher like, into a dream; at
- any rate, I seemed to lose all count of time.=
- </p>
- <p>
- The world, the life of men, dissolved away
- </p>
- <p>
- Into a sense of dimness,
- </p>
- <p>
- as some poet sings. I felt primaeval&mdash;archetypal so to speak, till a
- sudden&rsquo; shifting of the vegetable kaleidoscope recalled from thoughts of
- Plato and the Archetype to a cruel consciousness of self.
- </p>
- <p>
- I was moving slowly on, when I heard the sound of voices quite close to
- me. I paused, listening, and only just in time, for in another moment I
- should have been visible to the speakers. Well shrouded in deep foliage, I
- looked out to discover what sylvan creatures were disporting themselves in
- that lonely place; and I saw&mdash;what shall I say? A nymph and a satyr?
- a dryad and a goatfooted Faun?
- </p>
- <p>
- Just beyond me, there was a broad-green road through the woodland, deeply
- carpeted with soft grass, but marked here and there with the broad track
- of a wood-waggon; and on the side of this solitary road, on a rude seat
- fashioned of two oaken stumps and a rough plank, the nymph was sitting.
- She wore a light dress of some soft material, a straw hat, a country
- cloak, and gloves of Paris kid&mdash;a civilized nymph, as you perceive!
- To complete her modern appearance, she carried a closed parasol, and a
- roll which looked like music.
- </p>
- <p>
- How pretty she looked, with the warm light playing upon her delicate
- features, and suffusing her form in its delicate drapery; with the
- semi-transparent branches behind her, and flowers of the woodland at her
- feet!
- </p>
- <p>
- <br /><br />
- </p>
- <hr />
- <p>
- <a name="link2HCH0014" id="link2HCH0014"> </a>
- </p>
- <div style="height: 4em;">
- <br /><br /><br /><br />
- </div>
- <h2>
- CHAPTER XXVII. THE NOTE-BOOK CONTINUED NYMPH AND SATYR.
- </h2>
- <p class="pfirst">
- <span class="dropcap" style="font-size: 4.00em">A</span>nd the satyr? Ah!
- I knew him at a glance, despite the elegant modern boots used to disguise
- the cloven foot.
- </p>
- <p>
- He wore black broadcloth and snowy linen, too, and a broad-brimmed
- clerical hat. His face was seraphically pale, but I saw (or fancied I saw)
- the twinkle of the hairy ears of the ignoble, sensual, nymph-compelling,
- naiad-pursuing breed.
- </p>
- <p>
- He was talking earnestly, with gestures of eager entreaty; for the nymph
- was crying, and he was offering her some kind of consolation.
- </p>
- <p>
- Presently he sat down by her side, and threw his arms around her. She
- disengaged herself from his embrace, and rose trembling to her feet.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Don&rsquo;t touch me!&rdquo; she cried. &ldquo;That is all over now. I cannot bear it!&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- He rose also, and stood regarding her, not with the rapturous eyes&rsquo; of a
- lover, but with a dark and gloomy gaze. Then he said, in a low voice,
- something which I could not catch. But I heard her passionate reply.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;No, it is all over,&rdquo; she cried; &ldquo;and I shall never be at peace again.
- Even, if you kept your word, it would be the same. You do not love me; you
- never loved me&mdash;never!&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- I crept a little closer, for I was anxious to hear his answer.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;I do love you, Edith; and after what has passed between us&mdash;&mdash;&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- She shrank away with a faint, despairing cry, and put her hand to her
- face.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;After what has passed between us, do you think that my love can change?
- But you are unjust to me, to yourself; too violent and too hard to please.
- I do not like to be suspected, to be watched; and it is painful to me,
- very painful, to be constantly called to an account by you. It is not
- reasonable. Even as your husband, I would not bear it; it would poison the
- peace between us, and convert our married life into a simple hell!&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- He paused; but her only answer was a sob of pain. So he sermonized on:
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Between man and woman, Edith, there should be solemn confidence and
- trust. When that ceases, love is sure to cease. Why, look at me! My trust
- in you is so absolute that no action of yours could shake it; no matter
- how peculiar were the circumstances, I should be certain of your faith,
- your goodness. That is true love&mdash;absolute, implicit faith in the
- beloved object. I wish I could persuade you to imitate it.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;You know that you can trust me,&rdquo; sobbed the poor child, &ldquo;because I have:
- <i>proved</i> my love.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Have I not proved mine?&rdquo; he cried, with irritation. &ldquo;Have I not made
- sacrifice upon sacrifice for your sake? Have I not remained here, in this
- wretched country place, when I could have been promoted to other and
- greater spheres of action? Have I not made you my companion, my
- confidante, my nearest and dearest friend? Edith, why do you persist in
- such accusations? What must I do to signify our attachment? Shall I marry
- you at once? Speak the word, and although, as you know, it would involve
- the ruin of all my worldly projects, I will do as you desire.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- I had-heard enough to convince me that the affair under discussion was no
- affair of mine, and that I had no right to continue playing the spy; so I
- was drawing back as gently as possible, and about to return the way I
- came, when I was suddenly arrested by the next words spoken.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Give up Mrs. Haldane!&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- I The nymph was the speaker. She stood with her wild eyes fixed upon the
- other&rsquo;s face, which did not improve in beauty of expression. For myself, I
- started, stung to the quick; then I returned, trembling, to my place of
- espionage.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Give up Mrs. Haldane!&rdquo; repeated the girl. &ldquo;I ask nothing more than that.
- I will not force you to marry me, Charles, till it is for your good;
- indeed, if I did, I know that we should be unhappy, and that you would
- never forgive me. But you can at least cease to be so familiar with Mrs.
- Haldane.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- He had discovered by this time, I suppose, that the pleading mood availed
- him little; at all events, he suddenly changed his tone, and with a cry of
- angry indignation, he exclaimed&mdash;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Edith, take care! I have told you that I will not suffer it! How dare you
- suspect that lady! How dare you!&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- And he stood towering over her (the satyr!) in the fulness of his snowy
- shirtfront and the whiteness of his moral indignation.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;It is no use being angry,&rdquo; she returned, with a certain stubbornness,
- though I could see that she was cowed, in the manner of gentle women, by
- his violent physical passion. &ldquo;After what you have told me, after what I
- have seen&mdash;&mdash;&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Edith, again, take care!&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;You are always with her,&rdquo; she continued, &ldquo;night-time and day-time. I am
- amazed that Mr. Haldane does not notice it. It is the talk of the place.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- With another exclamation, he turned his back and walked rapidly away.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Come back!&rdquo; she cried hysterically. &ldquo;If you leave like that, I will drown
- myself in the river.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- He returned and faced her.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;You will drive me mad!&rdquo; he said. &ldquo;I am sick of it. I am more like a slave
- than a free man. You will not suffer me even to have a friend.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;She is more than a friend. You have told me yourself, that you loved
- her.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;And so I did,&rdquo; he answered, &ldquo;though of course she is nothing to me <i>now</i>.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Why are you always with her?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;I am interested in her, deeply interested. She is unhappy with her
- husband, and as a minister of the gospel&mdash;&mdash;&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- With her tearful, truthful eyes, fixed so earnestly upon him, no wonder he
- paused and blushed.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Charles, do not be a hypocrite! At least be honest. She is more to you
- than a friend.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- He raised his hands heavenward, in pulpit fashion, and protested.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Edith, I swear to you before God, that there is nothing whatever between
- us. She is a stainless lady, her husband does not understand her, I am her
- spiritual friend and guide.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Yes, Charles; I understand,&rdquo; she said, still earnestly watching him. &ldquo;<i>Justus
- you were mine!</i>&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- I think it worth while to put that little sentence in italics. It was a
- home stroke, and took away the satyr&rsquo;s breath.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Edith, for shame!&rdquo; he cried. &ldquo;You know you do not mean what you say. If I
- thought you meant it, I should break with you for ever. I tell you again,
- Mrs. Haldane is above reproach, and it is simply disgraceful to couple her
- name, in such a manner, with mine. And you would infer, now, that I have
- influenced your own life for evil; you would mock at my spiritual
- pretensions, and brand me as a base, unworthy creature. Well, Edith,
- perhaps you are right. Perhaps I have given you cause. I have shown you
- that I love you, beyond position, beyond the world, beyond even my own
- self-respect, and this is my return.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- I could have sprung out and strangled the fellow, he was so cruel and yet
- so plausible, so superbly selfish and yet so completely self-deceiving;
- and I saw that with every word he uttered he gained a fresh hold over the
- heart of the pretty fool who was listening. While he spoke, she sobbed as
- if her little heart was ready to break; and when he ceased, she eagerly
- held out her arms.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Oh, Charles, don&rsquo;t say that! Don&rsquo;t say that my love has been a curse to
- you!&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;You drive me to say it,&rdquo; he answered moodily; &ldquo;you make me miserable with
- your jealousy, your suspicion.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Don&rsquo;t say that I make you miserable&mdash;don&rsquo;t!&rdquo; she sobbed.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;You used to be so different,&rdquo; he continued, still preserving his tone of
- moral injury; &ldquo;you used to be so interested in my work, my daily duties.
- Now, you do nothing but reproach me; and why? Because I have found an old
- friend, who happens to be of your own sex, but who is far above the folly
- of a meaningless flirtation, and who little deserves the cruel slur you
- cast upon her. Am I, then, to have no friends, no acquaintances? Is every
- step I take to be measured by the unreasoning suspicion of a jealous
- woman?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- By this time she had put her arms about his neck, and was sobbing on his
- breast.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Oh, Charles, don&rsquo;t be so hard with me! It is all because I love you&mdash;ah,
- so much!&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;But you should conquer these wicked feelings&mdash;&mdash;&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;I try! I try!&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;You should have more confidence, more faith. You know how much I care for
- you.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Yes; but sometimes I feel afraid. Mrs. Haldane is so much cleverer, so
- much more beautiful, than I am, and she was your first love. They say men
- never love twice.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;That is nonsense, Edith.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;But you do love me, dear? you do?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Ugh, the satyr! He answered her with kisses, straining her to his heart
- and she, sobbing and clinging round him, was quite conquered. I felt sick
- to see her at his mercy. Then their voices sank, and he whispered, and I
- saw the bright blood mount to her cheek and brow. But, alas! she did not
- shrink away any more.
- </p>
- <p>
- Then whispering and kissing, with eyes of passion fixed upon one another,
- they moved away, taking a lonely path into the woods beyond me. My first
- impulse was to follow them, and to tear them asunder. But after all, I
- reflected it was no affair of mine, and I knew now, moreover, that nothing
- in the world would save her from him&mdash;or from herself. .
- </p>
- <h3>
- END OF VOL. II.
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