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+The Long Ago
+
+
+
+by Jacob William Wright
+
+
+
+
+ 1 The Garden
+ 2 The River
+ 3 Christmas
+ 4 Butter, Eggs, Ducks, Geese
+ 5 The Sugar Barrels
+ 6 Jimmy, the Lamplighter
+ 7 Flies
+ 8 The Autumn Leaves
+ 9 Getting in the Wood
+10 The Rain
+11 Grandmother
+12 When Day is Done
+
+
+
+Then said he unto me,
+Go thy way,
+Weigh me the weight of the fire,
+Or measure me the blast of the wind,
+Or call me again the day that is past.
+II Esdras IV:5
+
+
+
+The day is done, and yet we linger here at the window of the private
+office, alone, in the early evening. Street sounds come surging up to us -
+the hoarse Voice of the City - a confused blur of noise - clanging
+trolley-cars, rumbling wagons, and familiar cries - all the varied
+commotion of the home-going hour when the city's buildings are pouring
+forth their human tide of laborers into the clogged arteries.
+
+We lean against the window-frame, looking across and beyond the myriad
+roofs, and listening. The world-weariness has touched our temples with
+gray, and the heaviness of the day's concerns and tumult presses in,
+presses in . . . . presses in . . . .
+
+Yet as we look into the gentle twilight, the throbbing street below
+slowly changes to a winding country road . . . . the tall buildings fade
+in the sunset glow until they become only huge elm-trees overtopping a
+dusty lane . . . . the trolley-bells are softened so that they are but
+the distant tinkle of the homeward herd on the hills . . . . and you and
+I in matchless freedom are once more trudging the Old Dear Road side by
+side, answering the call of the wondrous Voice of Boyhood sounding
+through the years.
+
+
+
+The Garden
+
+
+
+It was the spirit of the garden that crept into my boy-heart and left
+its fragrance, to endure through the years. What the garden stood for -
+what it expressed - left a mysterious but certain impress. Grandmother's
+touch hallowed it and made it a thing apart, and the rare soul of her
+seemed to be reflected in the Lilies of the Valley that bloomed sweetly
+year by year in the shady plot under her favorite window in the
+sitting-room. Because the garden was her special province, it expressed
+her own sturdy, kindly nature. Little wonder, then, that we cherished
+it; that I loved to roam idly there feeling the enfoldment of that same
+protection and loving-kindness which drew me to the shelter of her
+gingham-aproned lap when the griefs of Boyhood pressed too hard upon me;
+and that we walked in it so contentedly in the cool of the evening,
+after the Four O'clocks had folded their purple petals for the night.
+
+Grandmother's garden, like all real gardens, wasn't just flowers and
+fragrance.
+
+There was a brick walk leading from the front gate to the sitting-room
+entrance - red brick, all moss-grown, and with the tiny weeds and
+grasses pushing up between the bricks. In the garden proper the paths
+were of earth, bordered and well-defined by inch-wide boards that
+provided jolly tight-rope practice until grandmother came anxiously out
+with her oft-repeated: "Willie don't walk on those boards; you'll, break
+them down." And just after the warm spring showers these earthwalks
+always held tiny mud-puddles where the rain-bleached worms congregated
+until the robins came that way.
+
+There's something distinctive and individual about the paths in a garden -
+they either "belong," or they do not. Imagine cement walks in
+grandmother's garden! Its walks are as much to a garden as its flowers
+or its birds or its beetles, and express that dear, indescribable
+intimacy that makes the Phlox a friend and the Johnny-Jump-Up a
+play-fellow.
+
+-
+
+The best place for angle-worms was underneath the white Syringa bush -
+the tallest bloomer in the garden except the great Red Rose that climbed
+over the entire wall of the house, tacked to it by strips of red
+flannel, and whose blossoms were annually counted and reported to the
+weekly newspaper.
+
+Another good place was under the Snowball bush, where the ground was
+covered with white petals dropped from the countless blossom-balls that
+made passers-by stop in admiration.
+
+Still another good digging-ground was in the Lilac corner where the
+purple and white bushes exhaled their incomparable perfume. Grandmother
+forbade digging in the flower-beds - it was all right to go into the
+vegetable garden, but the tender flower-roots must not be exposed to the
+sun by ruthless boy hands intent only on the quest of bait.
+
+-
+
+Into the lapel of my dress coat She fastened a delicate orchid last
+night. It must have cost a pretty penny, at this season - enough, no
+doubt, to buy the seeds that would reproduce a half-dozen of my
+grandmother's gardens. And as we moved away in the limousine She asked
+me why I was so silent. She could not know that when she slipped its
+rare stem into place upon my coat, the long years dropped away - and I
+stood again where the Yellow Rose, all thorn-covered, lifted its sunny
+top above the picket fence - plucked its choicest blossom, put it almost
+apologetically and ashamed into the buttonhole of my jacket - stuffed my
+hands into my pockets and went whistling down the street, with the
+yellow rose-tint and the sunlight and the curls on my child head all
+shining in harmony. The first boutonniere of my life - from the bush
+that became my confidant through all those wondrous years before they
+packed my trunk and sent me off to college!
+
+To be sure, I loved the bright-faced Pansies which smiled cheerily up at
+me from their round bed - and the dear old Pinks, of a strange fragrance
+all their own - and the Sweet William, and even the grewsome Bleeding
+Heart that drooped so sad and forlorn in its alloted corner. Yet it is
+significant that last night's orchid took me straight back over memory's
+pathway to that simple yellow rosebush by the fence!
+
+-
+
+Tonight, with the forgotten orchid in my lapel, and all the weight of
+the great struggle lying heavy against my heart, I stand where the
+night-fog veils the scraggly eucalyptus, and the dense silence blots out
+all the noises that have intervened between the Then and the Now - and I
+can see again the gorgeous Peonies, pink and white, where they toss
+their shaggy heads, and gather as of old the flaming Cock's Comb by the
+little path. I hear the honeybees droning in the Crab Apple tree by the
+back gate, and watch the robins crowding the branches of the Mountain
+Ash, where the bright red berries cluster. I see the terrible bumble-bee
+bear down the Poppy on its slender stem and go buzzing threateningly
+away, all pollen-covered.
+
+And shining clear and true through the mist I see her who was the Spirit
+of the Garden. There she stands, on the broad step beside the bed where
+the Lilies of the Valley grew, leaning firmly upon her one crutch,
+looking out across her garden to each loved group of her flower-friends -
+smiling out upon them as she did each day through fifty years -
+turning at last into the house and taking with her, in her heart, the
+glory of the Hollyhocks against the brick wall, the perfume of the
+Narcissus in the border, the wing-song of the humming-bird among, the
+Honey-suckle, and the warmth of the glad June sunshine.
+
+
+
+The River
+
+
+
+The river wasn't a big river as I look back at it now, yet it was wide
+and wandering and deep, and flowed quietly along through a wonderful
+Middle West valley, dividing the Little Old Town geographically and
+socially. Its shores furnished such a boy playground as never was known
+anywhere else in all the world - for it was a gentle river, a kindly
+playfellow, an understanding friend; and it seemed fairly to thrill in
+responsive glee when I plunged, naked and untamed, beneath the eddying
+waters of the swimming-hole under the overhanging wild-plum tree.
+
+Its banks, curving in a semi-circle around the village, marked the
+borders of the whole wide world. There were other rivers, other
+villages, other lands somewhere - all with strange, queer names -
+existing only in the geographies to worry little children. The real
+world, and all the really, truly folks and things, were along the
+far-stretching banks of this our river. Down by the flats, where the
+tiny creek widened to a miniature swamp and emptied its placid waters
+into the main stream, the red-wing blackbirds sounded their strange cry
+among the cat-tails and the bull-rushes; the frogs croaked in ceaseless
+and reverberant chorus; the catfish were ever hungry after dark, and the
+night was broken by the glare of torches along the little bridge or in a
+group of boats where fisher-lads kept close watch upon their corks. Far
+below The Dam, where the changeful current had left a wide sand-bar and
+a great tree-trunk stretched its fallen length across from the shore to
+the water's edge, the mud-turtles basked in the sun-shine, and, at the
+approach of Boyhood, glided or splashed to the safety of the water.
+
+The banks of the river were a deep and silent jungle wherein all manner
+of wild beasts and birds were hunted; its bosom was the vasty deep out
+upon which our cherished argosies were sent. And how often their prows
+were unexpectedly turned by some new current into mid-stream; sometimes
+saved by an assortment of missiles breathlessly thrown to the far side,
+to bring them, wave-washed, back to us; sometimes, alas, swept
+mercilessly out to depths where only the eye and childish grief could
+follow them over the big dam to certain wreckage in the whirlpools
+below, but even then not abandoned until the shore had been patrolled
+for salvage as far as courage held out.
+
+Let's go back to the banks of our beloved river, you and I - and get up
+early in the morning and run to the riffles near the old cooper-shop and
+catch a bucket of shiners and chubs, and then hurry on to Boomer's dam -
+or 'way upstream above the Island where we used to have the
+Sunday-school picnics - or, maybe just stay at the in-town dam near the
+flour mills and the saw-mills where old Shoemaker Schmidt used to catch
+so many big ones - fat, yellow pike and broad black-bass. We will climb
+high up on the mist-soaked timbers of the mill-race and settle ourselves
+contentedly with the spray moistening our faces and the warm sun
+browning our hands - and the heavy pounding of falling waters sounding
+in our ears so melodiously and so sweetly. Lazily, drowsily we'll hold a
+bamboo pole and guide out shiner through the foam-crowned eddies of the
+whirlpool, awaiting the flash of a golden side or a lusty tug at the
+line; and dreamily watch a long, narrow stream of shavings and sawdust,
+loosed from the opposite planing-mill, float away on the current. And
+here, in the dear dream-days, the conquering of the world will be a
+simple matter; for through the mist-prisms that rise from the foaming
+waters below the dam only rainbows can be seen - and there is Youth and
+the Springtime, and the new-born flowers and mating birds, and The
+River. . . .
+
+And when the sun is low we'll wind our poles, at the end of a rare and
+great day - one that cannot die with the sunset, but that will live so
+long as Memory is. Tonight we need not trudge over the fields toward
+home, in happy weariness, to Her who waited and watched for us at the
+window, peering through the gathering dusk until the anxious heart was
+stilled by the sight of tired little legs dragging down the street past
+the postoffice. We'll stay here in the twilight, and watch the
+fire-flies light their fitful lamps, and the first stars blinking
+through the afterglow; and when the night drops down see the black bats
+careening weirdly across the moon. . . . And we'll stretch out again on
+the wild grass - soothed by the fragrance of the Mayapple and the
+violets, and the touch of the night-wind. . . How still it is . . . and
+The River doesn't seem to sound so loud when your head's on the ground -
+and your eyes are closed - and you're listening to the far, far, far-off
+lullaby of tumbling waters - and you're a bit tired, Perhaps . . . a bit
+tired. . . .
+
+-
+
+The Winter Stream
+
+
+
+Somehow The River never terrified me.
+
+(It did mother, however!)
+
+Perhaps it brought no fear to me because it flowed so gently and so
+helpfully through such a wonderful valley of Peace and Plenty. Even in
+its austere winter aspect, with its tree-banks bare of leaves and its
+snow-and-ice-bound setting, it rejoiced me.
+
+Teams of big horses and wagons and scores of men, worked busily upon its
+frozen surface, sawing and cutting and packing ice in the big wooden
+houses along the banks.
+
+Always there was enough wind for an ice-boat or a skate-sail, or to send
+a fellow swiftly along when mother-made promises were forgotten and an
+unbuttoned coat was held outstretched to catch the breeze.
+
+At night the torches and bonfires flickered and glowed where the skaters
+sent the merry noises of their revelry afloat through the crisp air as
+they dodged steel-footed in and out among the huts of the winter
+fishermen.
+
+Perhaps I loved the winter river because I knew that beneath its
+forbidding surface there was the life of my loved lilies, and because I
+knew that all in good time the real river - our river - would be
+restored to us again, alive and joyous and unchanged.
+
+One day, when first the tiny rivulets started to run from the bottom of
+the snow-drifts, The River suddenly unloosed its artillery and the crisp
+air reechoed with the booming that proclaimed the breaking-up of the
+ice. Great crowds of people thronged the banks, wondering if the bridge
+would go out or would stand the strain of pounding icecakes. The
+unmistakable note of a robin sounded from somewhere. Great dark spots
+began to show in the white ice-ribbon that wound through the valley. The
+air at sundown had lost its sting.
+
+So day by day the breaking-up continued until at last the blessed stream
+was clear - the bass jumped hungry to the fly - the daffodils and
+violets sprang from beneath their wet leaf-blankets - and all the world
+joined the birds in one grand song of emancipation and joy.
+
+-
+
+The Big Bend
+
+
+
+Above the town, just beyond the red iron bridge, the river made a great
+bend and widened into a lake where the banks were willow-grown, and
+reeds and rushes and grasses and lily-pads pushed far out into
+mid-stream, leaving only a narrow channel of clear water.
+
+To the Big Bend our canoe glided often, paddling lazily along and going
+far up-stream to drift back with the current.
+
+Arms bared to the shoulder, we reached deep beneath the surface to bring
+up the long-stemmed water-lilies - the great white blossoms, and the
+queer little yellow-and-black ones.
+
+Like a blight-eyed sprite the tiny marsh-wren flitted among the rushes,
+and the musk-rat built strange reed-castles at the water's edge.
+
+The lace-winged dragon-fly following our boat darted from side to side,
+or poised in air, or alighted on the dripping blade of our paddle when
+it rested for a moment across our knees.
+
+Among the grasses the wind-harps played weird melodies which only
+Boyhood could interpret.
+
+In this place The River sang its love-songs, and sent forth an answering
+note to the vast harmonious blending of blue sky and golden day and
+incense-heavy air and the glad songs of birds.
+
+And here at this tranquil bend The River seemed to be the self-same
+river of the old, loved hymn we sang so often in the Little Church With
+The White Steeple - that river which "flows by the throne of God";
+fulfilling the promise of the ancient prophet of prophets and bringing
+"peace . . . like a river, and glory . . . like a flowing stream."
+
+
+
+Christmas
+
+
+
+We always used grandmother's stocking - because it was the biggest one
+in the family, much larger than mother's, and somehow it seemed able to
+stretch more than hers. There was so much room in the foot, too - a
+chance for all sorts of packages.
+
+There was a carpet-covered couch against the flowered wall in one corner
+of the parlor. Between the foot of it and the chimney, was the door into
+our bedroom. I always hung my stocking at the side of the door nearest
+the couch, on the theory, well-defined in my mind with each recurring
+Christmas, that if by any chance Santa Claus brought me more than he
+could get into the stocking, he could pile the overflow on the couch.
+And he always did!
+
+It may seem strange that a lad who seldom heard even the third
+getting-up call in the morning should have awakened without any calling
+once a year - or that his red-night-gowned figure should have leaped
+from the depths of his feather bed - or that he should have crept
+breathless and fearful to the door where the stocking hung.
+Notwithstanding the ripe experience of years past, when each Christmas
+found the generous stocking stuffed with good things, there was always
+the chance that Santa Claus might have forgotten, this year - or that he
+might have miscalculated his supply and not have enough to go 'round -
+or that he had not been correctly informed as to just what you wanted -
+or that some accident, might have befallen his reindeer-and-sleigh to
+detain him until the grey dawn of Christmas morning stopped his work and
+sent him scurrying back to his toy kingdom to await another Yule-tide.
+
+And so, in the fearful silence and darkness of that early hour, with
+stilled breath and heart beating so loudly you thought it would awaken
+everyone in the house, You softly opened the door - poked your arm
+through - felt around where the stocking ought to be, but with a great
+sinking in your heart when you didn't find it the first time - and
+finally your chubby fist clutched the misshapen, lumpy, bulging fabric
+that proclaimed a generous Santa Claus.
+
+Yes, it was there!
+
+That was enough for the moment. A hurried climb back into the warm bed -
+and then interminable years of waiting until your attuned ear caught the
+first sounds of grandmother's dressing in her nearby bedroom, and the
+first gleam of winter daylight permitted you to see the wondrous
+stocking and the array of packages on the sofa. It was beyond human
+strength to refrain from just one look. But alas! The sight of a
+dapple-grey rocking-horse with silken mane and flowing tail was too
+much, and the next moment you were in the room with your arms around his
+arched neck, while peals of unrestrained joy brought the whole family to
+the scene. Then it was that mother gathered you into her lap, and
+wrapped her skirt about your bare legs, and held your trembling form
+tight in her arms until you promised to get dressed if they would open
+just one package - the big one on the end of the sofa. After that there
+was always "just one more, please!" and by that time the base burner was
+warming up and you were on the floor in the middle of the discarded
+wrapping-paper, uncovering each wonderous package down to the very last -
+the very, very last - in the very toe of the stocking - the big round
+one that you were sure was a real league ball but proved to be nothing
+but an orange! . . .
+
+No Santa Claus? Huh! . . .
+
+If there isn't any Santa Claus, what does he put all the sample toys in
+the stores for every Christmas so boys and girls can see what they want?
+If he doesn't fill the stockings, who does, I'd like to know. Some folks
+say that father and mother do it - but s'posin, they do, it's only to
+help Santa Claus sometimes when he's late or overworked, or something
+like that.
+
+The Spirit of Christmas is Santa Claus - else how could he get around to
+everybody in the whole world at exactly the same time of the night?
+
+There is a new high-power motor in my garage. It came to me yesterday -
+Christmas. It is very beautiful, and it cost a great deal of money, a
+very great deal. If we were in the Little Old Town it would take us all
+out to Aunt Em's farm in ten minutes. (It always took her an hour to
+drive in with the old spotted white mare.)
+
+I am quite happy to have this wonderful new horse of today, and there is
+some warmth inside of me as I walk around it in the garage while Henry,
+its keeper, flicks with his chamois every last vestige of dust from its
+shiny sides.
+
+And yet . . . how gladly would I give it up if only I could have been in
+my feather bed last night - if I could have awakened at daybreak and
+crept softly, red-flanneled and barefooted, to the parlor door - if I
+could have groped for grandmother's stocking and felt its lumpy shape
+respond to my eager touch - and if I could have known the thrill of that
+dapple-grey rocking-horse when I flung my arms around its neck and
+buried my face in its silken mane!
+
+
+
+Butter, Eggs, Ducks, Geese
+
+
+
+It seems mighty convenient to telephone your grocer to send up a pound
+of butter and have it come all squeezed tight into a nice
+square-cornered cardboard box whose bright and multi-colored label
+assures you that the butter has been properly deodorized fumigated,
+washed, sterilized, antisepticized and conforms in every other respect
+to the Food and Drugs Act, Serial 1762973-A. You read the label again
+and feel reasonably safe at meals.
+
+Huh! Precious little grandmother knew about that kind of butter!
+
+Hers came in a basket - a great big worn-brown-and-shiny, round bottom,
+willow basket, hand-wove. It didn't come in any white-and-gold delivery
+wagon, either. It was delivered by a round-faced, rosy-checked,
+gingham-gowned picture of health, whose apron-strings barely met around
+the middle - for Frau Hummel brought it herself - after having first
+milked the cows with her own hands and wielded the churning-stick with
+her own stout German arms. She had the butter all covered up with fresh,
+sweet, white-linen cloths-and hand-moulded into big rolls - each roll
+wrapped in its own immaculate cloth - and when that cloth was slowly
+pulled away so that grandmother could stick the point of a knife in the
+butter and test it on her tongue, you could see the white salt all over
+the roll - and even the imprint of the cloth-threads . . . Good? . . .
+Why, you could eat it without bread!
+
+"What else have you got today, Mrs. Hummel?" (Grandmother never could
+say "Frau" - and as if she didn't know what else was in the basket!)
+
+"Vell, Mrs. Van, dere is meppe some eks, und a dook - und also dere is
+left von fine stuffed geese."
+
+So the cloth covering was rolled farther back - and the 3-dozen eggs
+were gently taken out and put in the old tin eggbucket - and just then
+grandfather came in and lifted tenderly out of the basket one of those
+wonderful geese "stuffed" with good food in a dark cellar until fat
+enough for market. . . . Ever have a toothful of that kind of
+goose-breast or second joint? . . . No? . . . Your life is yet
+incomplete - you have something to live for! . . . Goodness me! I can't
+describe it! How can a fellow tell about such things! It's like - well,
+it's like Frau Hummel's "stuffed" goose, that's all! . . .
+
+And then it was weighed on the old balances, steels - (no, I don't mean
+scales!) - steelyards, you know - a long-armed affair with a pear-shape of
+iron at one end and a hook at the other and a handle somewhere in
+between at the center-of-gravity, or some such place. . . . Anyway, they
+gave an honest pound, which is perhaps another respect in which they
+were different.
+
+Then the ducks, too, were unwrapped from their white cloths and weighed -
+usually a pair of them - and the old willow basket had nothing left
+but its bundle of cloths when Frau Hummel started out again on her
+10-mile walk to the farm.
+
+Whenever I see a glassy-eyed, feather-headed, cold-storage chicken half
+plucked and discolored hanging in a present-day butcher-shop
+accumulating dust - or a scrawny duck almost popping through its skin -
+I think of Frau Hummel and her willow basket. . . .
+
+But Frau Hummel isn't here now - and they don't build ducks and geese
+like hers any more - and her old willow basket is probably in some
+collection while we use these machine-made things that fall to pieces
+when you accidentally stub your toe against them in the cellar. . . . We
+are hurrying along so fast that we don't see anything until it's cooked
+and served. . . . We just use the phone and let them send us any old
+thing that they can charge on a bill. . . . But in those days
+grandfather and grandmother inspected everything - and it just had to be
+good - and there weren't any trusts - or eggs of various grades from
+just eggs to strictly fresh eggs and on down to eggs guaranteed to boil
+without crowing. Every Frau Hummel in the country wanted the Van Alstyne
+trade - and Frau Hummel knew it - and she never brought anything to that
+back kitchen door unless it was perfect of its kind.
+
+No wonder grandfather lived to be 92 and grandmother 86 - in good health
+and spirits to the last!
+
+
+
+The Sugar Barrels
+
+
+
+Do you remember the three barrels of sugar in the dark place under the
+stairs - or were they in the big pantry just off the kitchen?
+
+Well, anyway, there were three, you recollect - two of white and one of
+brown.
+
+Always the brown sugar - and each Autumn the same colloquy:
+
+"Mr. Van, don't you think we can get along without the brown sugar this
+year?"
+
+"Now, Mrs. Van, you've got to have a little brown sugar in the house -
+and it comes cheaper by the barrel."
+
+"Yes, so it does, Mr. Van . . . . . We can use it, I suppose, in
+something . . . . . And we always have had it, and . . . . . Well, do as
+you think best."
+
+White sugar was good when you had something to go with it.
+
+But brown sugar stood alone - sticky, heavy, crumbly lumps that held
+together until a fellow could tip back his head and drop one of the
+chunks in his mouth.
+
+And after school grandmother could be persuaded to cut a full-size slice
+of bread (thick) and spread it with butter (thick) and you'd start away
+with it (quick) - just nibbling at one edge, not really biting - and
+you'd sneak into the dark place under the stairs (or into the pantry) -
+and reach deep down into the white sugar barrel - and grab a handful -
+and sprinkle it over the bread-and-butter - and shake back into the
+barrel all that didn't stick to the butter - and then do it all over
+again - and pat it down hard - and then sprinkle just a little bit more
+on hurriedly, (because grandfather's cane could be heard tapping down
+the hall) - and then you emerged with dignity, but with no unnecessary
+commotion - and just faded away into the Outer World so softly, so
+gently, so contentedly! . . . . .
+
+(Have you tried any bread-and-butter-and-sugar recently? Did it taste
+the same as it used to? . . .
+
+No? . . . Perhaps you broke it into pieces instead of beginning at one
+side and eating straight through?
+
+Or maybe you got hold of the cooking butter . . . Or did you try it with
+baker's bread? . . .
+
+No? . . . Well, why didn't it taste the same?
+
+
+
+Jimmy the Lamplighter
+
+
+
+The sun had gone down behind the willows on the river-bank. The
+night-clouds still carried the crimson-and-purple of the late twilight;
+and the deep, still waters of the channel gave back the colors and the
+gleam of the first stars that heralded the night . . . . . The martins
+chattered under the eaves, scolding some belated member of the clan who
+pushed noisily for a lodging-place for the night. The black bat and the
+darting nighthawk were a-wing, grim spectres of the dusk. The
+whip-poor-will was crying along the river, and far up-stream the loon
+called weirdly across the water. . . . .
+
+A small boy was sitting on grandfather's front steps, his elbows on his
+knees, his chin in his palms, seeing familiar objects disappear in the
+gathering dusk, and watching the stars come out. He was safe, very safe
+for grandfather had not gone to the dining-room yet, and his arms could
+be reached for shelter in two or three bounds, if need be. So it was
+very pleasant to sit on the steps and see the little old town fold-up
+its affairs and settle down for the night.
+
+And more particularly to watch for Jimmy, the Lamplighter.
+
+Far up the street, in the almost-dark place, about where Schmidt's
+shoestore ought to be, a point of light flashed suddenly, flickered, and
+then burned steadily - and in a moment another, across the street . . . .
+Then a space of black, and two more points appeared. Down the street
+they came in pairs, closely following the retreating day.
+
+And the Little Boy on the Steps knew that it was Jimmy, the Lamplighter,
+working his way swiftly and silently. If only the supper bell would
+delay awhile The Boy would see old Jimmy light the lamp on grandfather's
+corner, as he had seen him countless times before.
+
+Then, just as the red glow faded in the West and Night settled down, he
+came swinging sturdily across the street, his ladder hung on his right
+shoulder, his wax taper in his left hand. Quickly, unerringly he placed
+the ladder against the iron post that sent its metallic ring into the
+clear night air as the ladder struck, and was three rounds up almost
+before it settled into position. Then a quick opening of the glass; a
+struggle with the matches in the wind, a hurried closing of the door,
+one quick look upward; an arm through the ladder and a swing to the
+shoulder - and Jimmy the Lamplighter was busily off to his next corner.
+
+Once, in the later years, he came with his new lighter - a splendid
+brass affair, with smooth wood handle, holding a wax taper that
+flickered fitfully down the street and marked old Jimmy's pathway
+through the dusk. Although he could reach up and turn on the gas with
+the key-slot at the end of the scepter and light it with the taper, all
+at one time, he ever carried the ladder - for none could tell when or
+where a burner might need fixing, or there would be other need to climb
+the post as in the days of the lamp and sulphur-match.
+
+Short of stature, firm of build, was old Jimmy. The night storms of
+innumerable years had bronzed his skin and furrowed his face.
+Innumerable years, yes - for so faithful a servant as old Jimmy the
+Lamplighter was not to be cast away by every caprice of the public mind
+which changed the political aspect of the town council. So Jimmy stayed
+on through the years and changing administrations -in the sultry heat of
+the summer nights, or breasting his way through winter's huge
+snow-drifts, fronting the wind-driven sleet, or dripping through the
+spring-time rain, his taper hugged tight beneath his thick rubber coat,
+his matches safe in the depths of an inside pocket.
+
+And tonight, as the Boy still watches, in memory, old Jimmy on his
+rounds, they are a bit odd, these queer old street lamps that just seem
+to belong to the night, after the garish blaze of electric signs and the
+great arc-lights in the shop windows. Yet it shines through the years,
+this simple lamp of the Long Ago, as it shone through the night of old -
+a friendly beacon only, the modest servant of an humble race. . . . .
+
+Jimmy's boy Ted, who carried his father's ladder and taper when the good
+old man laid them down, now nods in his chimney-corner o' nights. But
+his boy, old Jimmy's grandson, is still a lamplighter - still
+illuminating the streets of his town, still turning on its lamps when
+the loon calls weirdly across the river in the gathering dusk.
+
+He bears no ladder nor fitful taper - he dreads no sultry summer heat -
+he breasts no snowdrifts - he battles against no wind-driven sleet and
+rain.
+
+There he sits, inside yonder great brick building, his chair tipped back
+against the wall, reading the evening paper while the giant wheels of
+the dynamo purr softly and steadily. He lowers his paper - looks at the
+clock - then out into the early twilight . . . . then slowly turns to
+the wall, pushes a bit of a button, takes up his paper again, and goes
+on with his reading - while a thousand lights burn white through the
+city! . . . .
+
+Ah, Jimmy, Jimmy! the world is all awry, man! Your son's son lights his
+thousand lamps in a flash that's no more than the puff of wind that used
+to blow your match out when you stood on your ladder and lighted one!
+
+
+
+Flies
+
+
+
+Come to think of it, the Old Folks never made such a fuss about flies as
+we make nowadays. You cannot pick up a magazine without running plump
+into an article on the deadly housefly - with pictures of him magnified
+until he looks like the old million-toed, barrel-eyed, spike-tailed
+dragon of your boyhood mince-pie dreams. The first two pages convince
+you that the human race is doomed to extermination within eighteen
+months by the housefly route!
+
+Grandmother never resorted to very drastic measures. The most violent
+thing she ever did was to get little Annie, Bridget-the-housewoman's
+Annie, to help her chase them out. They went from room to room
+periodically (when flies became too numerous), each armed with an old
+sawed-off broom-handle on which were tacked long cloth streamers - a
+sort of cat-o'-nine-tails effect, only with about a score or more of
+tails. After herding the blue-bottles and all their kith and kin into a
+fairly compact bunch at the door, little Annie opened the screen and
+grandmother drove them out - and that's all there was to it.
+
+Another favorite device (particularly in the dining-room and kitchen),
+was the "fly-gallery" - a wonderful array of multicolored tissue-paper
+festooned artistically from the ceiling or around the gas-pipes to lure
+or induce the fly into moments of inactivity. There was no extermination
+in this device - it was purely preventive in its function - the idea
+being that since there must be fly-specks, better to mass them as much
+as possible on places where they would show the least and could be
+removed the easiest when sufficiently accumulated.
+
+But the greatest ounce-of-prevention was the screen hemisphere. Gee! I
+haven't thought of that thing for years, have you? Of course you
+remember it - absolutely fly-proof - one clapped over the butter,
+another over the crackerbowl, another over the sugar!
+
+And say! I almost forgot! . . . (Yes, I know you were just going to
+speak of it!) . . . That conical screen fly-trap where the flies see
+something good inside, crawl up to the top and then over and in - and
+then can't get out - but just buzz and buzz and buzz - and make a lot of
+fuss about it - bluebottles and all - no respecter of persons - and when
+it gets full of the quick and dead in flydom, Bridget takes it out in
+the back yard and dumps it. Very simple . . . clean, peaceful,
+effective.
+
+My, My! But it's a far cry back to those days, isn't it? And wouldn't
+you like right this minute to sneak into the cool, curtain-down,
+ever-so-quiet dining-room again . . . and nose around to see if anything
+edible bad been overlooked - and see one of those dear old round
+fly-screens guarding the sugar!
+
+
+
+The Autumn Leaves
+
+
+
+There were three recognized uses for leaves in the Autumn - first, to be
+banked by the wind along fences or sidewalk edges and provide
+kicking-ground for exuberant youngsters returning home from school;
+second, to be packed around the foundations of the house as a measure
+for interior comfort in winter; and, third, to be pressed between the
+pages of the big Bible and kept for ornamental purposes until they
+crumbled and had to be thrown away. This last-named use was always
+questioned by every red-blooded boy, and more tolerated than accepted -
+a concession to the women of earth, from little sister with her
+bright-hued wreath to mother and grandmother with their book of pressed
+leaves.
+
+Even for purposes of comfort their use was more or less secondary -
+granted because the banking-up process was a man's job and an out-door
+enterprise. Then, too, it was a lot of fun to rake the big yard and get
+the fallen leaves into one or two huge piles; and wheelbarrow them to
+the edge of the house where old Spencer had driven the wooden pegs that
+held the boards ready to receive the leaves. Load after load was dumped
+into the trough-like arrangement and stamped down tight and hard by old
+Tom's huge feet and little Willie's eager but ineffective ones - and
+then the top board was fastened down, and never a cold winter wind could
+find its way under the floors with such a protective bulwark around the
+house. . . . And in the spring the boards had to be taken down - and
+countless bleached bugs fairly oozed out into the spring sunlight - and
+the snow-wet soggy leaves were raked out and burned, and the smoke was
+so thick and heavy that it hardly got out of the yard.
+
+But the real use of leaves - their only legitimate function in the Autumn,
+according to all accepted boy-law - was for kicking purposes.
+
+Plunging through banks of dry leaves along the edge of the
+sidewalk-knee-deep sometimes - scattering them in all directions, even
+about our heads - there was such a racket that we could scarcely hear
+each other's shouts of glee. And we'd run through them only to dive
+exhausted into some huge pile of them, rolling and kicking and hollering
+until some kid came along and chucked an armful, dirt and all, plumb
+into our face! This was the signal for a battle of leaves - and perhaps
+there would have been fewer tardy-marks, teacher, if there had been
+fewer autumn leaves along the route . . . Perhaps!
+
+There were influences that tempered the joys of leaf-kicking - some
+"meanie" was always ready to hide a big rock, or other disagreeable
+foreign substance, under a particularly inviting bunch of leaves - then
+watch and giggle at your discomfiture when you came innocently ploughing
+along!
+
+What a riot of wonderful color they made just after the first frosts had
+turned their green to red and gold and brown! As a boy I disdained so
+weak a thing as noticing the coloring on Big Hill - but now, in the
+long-after years, I realize that its vivid Autumn garment was
+indestructibly fixed in my memory and has lived - saved for me until I
+could look back through Time's long glass and understand and love that
+glorious picture. Not even the brush of a Barbizon master could tell the
+story of Big Hill, three miles up the river from Main Street bridge,
+gleaming in the hues that Jack Frost mixed, beneath the blue-gold dome
+of a cloudless sky - for it could not paint the chatter of the squirrel,
+or the glint of the bursting bittersweet berry, or the call of the crow,
+or the crisp of the air, or the joy of life that only boyhood knows!
+
+
+
+Getting in the Wood
+
+
+
+An autumnal event of importance, second only to the filling of the
+meat-house, was the purchase and sawing of the wood.
+
+Three sizes, remember - the 4-foot lengths for the long, low stove in
+the Big Room, 12-inch "chunks" for the oval sheet-iron stove in the
+parlor, and the fine-split 18-inch lengths for the kitchen. (Yes, they
+burned wood in the kitchen - not only wood, but oak and maple and
+hickory - the kind you buy by the carat nowadays!)
+
+And what a fire it made! Two sticks of the long wood in the stove in the
+Big Room, and the damper open, and you'd have to raise the windows
+inside of fifteen minutes no matter how low the thermometer registered
+outside. In the kitchen grandmother did all her cooking with a wood fire -
+using the ashes for the lye barrel - and the feasts that came steaming
+from her famous oven have never been equalled on any gas-range ever
+made. (Gas-range! how grandmother would have sniffed in scorn at such a
+suggestion!) Even coal was only fit for the base burner in the family
+sitting-room - and that must be anthracite, or "hard" coal, the kind
+that comes in sacks nowadays at about the same price as butter and eggs.
+And even the wood had to be split just so and be "clear" and right, or
+grandmother would scold grandfather for not wearing his near-seeing
+specs when he bought it. "Guess they fooled you on that load, Mr. Van,"
+she'd say. "It isn't like the last we had."
+
+Don't you remember how you were hanging around the kitchen one Saturday
+morning kind-a waiting for something to come within reach, and
+grandfather's cane came tap-tapping down the long hall, and he pushed
+open the kitchen door and stood there, just inside the door, until the
+kettle started boiling over and making such a noise. And then he
+announced that he thought he better go out and see if there was any wood
+in market. (As if there weren't fifty farmers lined up there almost
+before daylight!) It was about nine o'clock and the sun had had a chance
+to warm things up a bit - so grandmother wrapped him up in his knitted
+muffler and away he went beneath his shiny silk hat. And because you
+stood around and looked wistfully up at him, he finally turned back,
+just before he reached the big front door and said: "Want to go along,
+Billie?" Of course you went, because there were all kinds of shops on
+the way up town to the wood market and grandfather always had an extra
+nickle for such occasions.
+
+Can't you just see that wood-market now, as it used to be in the Long
+Ago - with its big platform scales - and its wagons of accurately-piled
+cord-wood marked on the end of some stick with the white chalk-mark of
+the official "inspector" and measurer - and the farmers all bundled-up
+and tied-around with various cold-dispelling devices and big mitts and
+fur caps? So far as you could tell then (or now, either, I'll wager!)
+every load was exactly like every other load - but not so to
+grandfather, for he would scrutinize them all, sound them with his
+stick, barter and dicker and look out for knots - and then make the
+rounds again and do it all over before finally making his selection -
+and I distinctly remember feeling that the wood left in market after
+grandfather had made his selection wasn't worth hauling away!
+
+Load after load was driven up to the high backyard fence and its sticks
+heaved into the yard and piled in perfect order - and it made a goodly
+and formidable showing when Old Pete, the wood-sawyer, finally arrived
+on the scene. The time of wood-buying was determined partly by Pete's
+engagements - he went first to the Perkinses and next to the Williamses
+and so on in rotation as he had done for years, his entire winter being
+"engaged" far ahead. It did not seem possible, to boyish mind, that one
+man could ever get all that wood sawed and split, even if he was a great
+giant Norseman with the finest buck-saw in the country.
+
+But each year Old Pete's prowess seemed to increase - and day after day
+the ceaseless music of his saw sounded across the crisp air - and the
+measured strokes of his axe struck a clarion note - until finally the
+yard showed only chips and saw-dust where that vast wood-pile had been -
+and the big barn was piled full to the rafters - the kitchen wood and
+chunks on one side, the big wood on the other.
+
+Then Pete would come in and announce that the job was done - and
+grandfather would bundle-up and go out for a final inspection. Pete
+removed the pad from his leg (you remember the carpet he wore on his
+left knee - the one that held the stick in place in the buck when he was
+sawing) and together they went into the barn - and talked it all over -
+and Pete said it was harder wood than last year's and more knots in it
+and ought to be worth two shillings more than contract price - and
+grandfather finally allowed the excess - and Old Pete came in and got
+his money (in gold and silver) and a bowl of coffee and some bread - and
+went his way to the Jonesses or some other folks.
+
+And you, young man - you surely hated to see that great Viking go - for
+he had told you many a wonderful tale at the noon hour as he munched his
+thick sandwiches - and no one could look at his massive head and huge
+shoulders and great beard and hair and doubt that his forebears had done
+all that he credited to them.
+
+Somehow, Old Pete seemed more real than most men you knew - except
+grandfather, of course. There was something unexplainable in the man and
+his work that rang true - something that was so wholesome and sound. He
+wasn't like old Hawkins, the grocer - he'd as lief give you a rotten
+apple as not if he could smuggle it into the bag without you seeing him;
+and Kline the candy-man sometimes sold you old hard stuff mixed with the
+fresh. But Old Pete here - he just worked honest and steady - out in the
+open - at a fixed wage - and he did an honest job and was proud of it
+even if it was only sawing wood. He worked faithfully until it was done,
+and then he got a good word and a bowl of coffee and his wages in gold
+and silver - and went his way rejoicing, leaving behind him the glory of
+labor well performed blending with the refreshing fragrance of new-cut
+logs that sifted through the cracks of the old barn.
+
+
+
+The Rain
+
+
+
+It is early, and Saturday morning - very, very early.
+
+Listen! . . . An unmistakable drip, drip, drip . . . and the room is
+dark.
+
+A bound out of bed - a quick step to the window - an anxious peering
+through the wet panes . . . . and the confirmation is complete.
+
+It is raining - and on Saturday, the familiar leaden skies and steady
+drip that spell permanency and send the robin to the shelter of some
+thick bush, and leave only an occasional undaunted swallow cleaving the
+air on swift wing.
+
+In all the world there is no sadness like that which in boyhood sends
+you back to bed on Saturday morning with the mournful drip, drip, drip
+of a steady rain doling in your ears.
+
+Out in the woodshed there is a can of the largest, fattest angle-worms
+ever dug from a rich garden-plot - all so happily, so feverishly, so
+exultantly captured last night when Anticipation strengthened the little
+muscles that wielded the heavy spade. All safe in their black soil they
+wait, coiled round and round each other into a solid worm-ball in the
+bottom of the can.
+
+A mile down the river the dam is calling - the tumbled waters are
+swirling and eddying and foaming over the deep places where the
+black-bass wait - and old Shoemaker Schmidt, patriarch of the river, is
+there this very minute, unwinding his pole, for well he knows that if
+one cares to brave the weather he will catch the largest and finest and
+most bass when the rain is falling on the river.
+
+But small boys who have anxious mothers do not go fishing on rainy days -
+so there is no need of haste, and one might as well go back to bed and
+sleep unconcernedly just as late as possible. If only a fellow could get
+up between showers, or before the rain actually starts, so that he could
+truthfully say: "But, mother, really and truly, it wasn't raining when
+we started!" it would be all right, and the escape was warrantable,
+justified and safe; but with the rain actually falling, there was
+nothing to do but go to sleep again and turn the worms back into the
+garden if the rain didn't let up by noon.
+
+-
+
+It is one of the miracles of life that Boyhood can turn grief into joy
+and become almost instantly reconciled to the inevitable like a true
+philosopher, and change a sorrow into a blessing. The companion miracle
+is that Manhood with its years of wisdom forgets how to do this.
+
+And so, when the rainy day becomes hopelessly rainy, and Shoemaker
+Schmidt is left alone at the dam, the rain that sounded so dismal at
+dawn proves to be a benefactor after all. There will be no woodsplitting
+today, no outdoor chores - for if it's too wet to go fishing, as mother
+insists, of course it's too wet to carry wood, or weed gardens or pick
+cucumbers for pickles. The logic is so obvious and conclusive that even
+mother does not press the point when you remind her of it - and you are
+free for a whole day in the attic.
+
+Instantly the blessing is manifest - the sadness of that day-break drip,
+drip, drip is healed - the whole character of the day is changed, and
+the rain-melody becomes not a funeral-march but a dance.
+
+The attic is the place of all places you would most love to be on this
+particular calendar day!
+
+How stupid to spoil a perfectly good Saturday by sitting on a hard beam,
+with wet spray blowing in your face all the time, and getting all tired
+out holding a heavy fish-pole, when here is the attic waiting for you
+with its mysterious dark corners, its scurrying mice that suddenly
+develop into lions for your bow-and-arrow hunting, and its maneuvers on
+the broad field of its floor with yourself as the drum-corps and your
+companions as the army equipped with wooden swords and paper helmets!
+
+-
+
+The day has been rich in adventure, and exploration, and the doing of
+great deeds.
+
+And it has been all too short, for the attic is growing dim, and mother
+is again calling us - telling us to send our little playmates home and
+come and get our bread and milk.
+
+A last arrow is shot into the farthest comer where some undiscovered
+jungle beast may be prowling.
+
+A last roll is given to the drum, and the army disbands.
+
+A sudden fear seizes upon us as we realize that night has come and we
+are in the attic, alone.
+
+And with no need of further urging we scamper unceremoniously down the
+stairs, slam the attic door, hurry into the kitchen where Maggie has our
+table waiting . . . .
+
+-
+
+
+Eight o'clock - and we're all tucked away among the feathers again!
+
+Aren't we glad we didn't go down to the river - it would have been a
+cold, dismal day - and perhaps they weren't biting today, anyway - and
+we should have gotten very wet.
+
+It is still raining, raining hard - pattering unceasingly on the roof . . .
+And the tin eave-troughs are singing their gentle lullaby of running
+water trickling from the shingles . . . a lullaby so soothing that we do
+not hear mother softly open the door . . . and come to our crib and
+place the little bare arms under the covers and leave a kiss on the
+yellow curls and a benediction in the room.
+
+
+
+Grandmother
+
+
+
+Do you remember the day she lost her glasses? My, such a commotion!
+Everybody turned in to hunt for them. Grandmother tramped from one end
+of the house to the other - we all searched - upstairs and down - with
+no success.
+
+They weren't in the big Bible (we turned the leaves carefully many times -
+it was the most likely place). They weren't in either of her sewing
+baskets, nor in the cook-book in the kitchen. Grandfather said she could
+use one pair of his gold-bowed ones - but shucks! She couldn't see with
+anything except those old steel-bowed specs! . . .
+
+And then, when she finally sat down and said for the fiftieth time: "I
+wonder where those specs are!" . . . and put the corner of her apron to
+her eyes - I happened to look up, and there they were - on the top of
+her head! Been there all the time . . . And she enjoyed the joke as much
+as we did - a joke that went around the little town and followed her
+through all the years within my memory of her.
+
+Sometimes (as often as expedient), you asked her for a penny - never
+more, and then:
+
+"Now, Willie, what do you want with a penny? I haven't got it. Run along
+now."
+
+"Aw, Gran'ma, don't make a feller tell what he's goin' to buy. I know
+you got one - Look'n see! Please, Gran'ma!"
+
+Slowly the wrinkled hand would fumble for that skirt-pocket which was
+always so hard to locate - and from its depths there would come the old
+worn leather wallet with a strap around it - and slowly, (gee! how
+s-l-o-w-l-y), - after much fumbling, during which you were never sure
+whether you were going to get it or not . . . the penny would come forth
+and be placed (with seeming reluctance) in the grimy, dirty boy-hand.
+And usually, just as you reached the door on your hurried way to the
+nearest candy-shop, she would scare you almost stiff by calling you
+back, and say:
+
+Wait a minute, Willie, I found another one that I didn't know was in
+here!"
+
+And then you kissed her wrinkled, soft check and ran away thinking,
+after all, grandmother was pretty good.
+
+Good?
+
+Can a woman stick to a man through sixty-odd years - and keep his linen
+and his broadcloth - and bear him children - and make them into fine
+wives and husbands - and take them back to her bosom when their mates
+turn against them - and raise a bunch of riotous grandchildren - and
+manage such a household as ours with never a complaint - get up at five
+o'clock every morning and sit up till half-after nine o'clock every
+night - busy all the time - and nurse her own and other folks' ailments
+without a murmur - and submerge self completely in her constant doing
+for others - can a frail woman so live for eighty-six years and be
+anything less than good?
+
+And then, at the end of the long journey she was still trudging
+patiently and gladly along, side by side with Grandfather - making less
+fuss over the years - old pain in her knees than we make now over a
+splinter in a finger - going daily and uncomplainingly about her
+manifold duties.
+
+And at night, about an hour before bedtime, she would sit down in the
+black-upholstered rocker almost behind the big base burner - her first
+quiet moment in all the long day - head resting against the chair's high
+back - and doze and listen to the fitful conversation in the room, or to
+someone reading - giving everything, demanding nothing - as had been her
+wont all the long years!
+
+And Christmas eve . . . (I'll have to go a bit slow now) . . . On
+Christmas eve, you remember, when out-of-doors the big snow-flakes were
+slowly and softly fluttering down, grandmother would get the huge Bible
+and her treasure-box and bring them up to the little round table covered
+with its red cloth . . . And you'd get a chair and come up close ('cause
+you knew what was happening) . . . Then she would read you a wonderful
+story out of the Bible about the love of God so great that He sent His
+only-begotten Son to be a Light unto the World . . . and then she'd go
+down into that little old card-board treasure-box and find some
+Christmas carols printed in beautiful colors on lace-edged cards folded
+up just like a fan. She would look down at you over the top of her specs
+and tell you how the street minstrels in England used to stand out in
+the snow and sing, and be brought into the house and given a warm mug
+and a bite to eat - going from house to house all through the early
+night . . .
+
+And then she would close her eyes and begin to sing the dear old
+carols . . . with the tremble in her voice . . . and tapping on the table
+with her finger-ends in rhythm . . . and Memory's tears dropping
+on the wrinkled checks . . . and the tremulous voice, still soft and
+sweet, chanting:
+
+"God rest you, merrie gentlemen!
+Let nothing you dismay;
+For Jesus Christ, our Saviour,
+Was born on Christmas Day!"
+. . . . . . . . . . . . .
+
+Aye and amen, dear soul! God rest you - and He does!
+
+
+
+When Day is Done
+
+
+
+If the page blurs, as it may do if you were ever a child and if you have
+been tempered in the cruel furnace of the years, maybe the mists that
+fill the eyes will bathe the soul of you in their hallowed flood until
+the world-ache is soothed, and you can start up the big road again with
+some of the same wonderful exultation that sped you onward and forward
+in the Long Ago . . . One touch of that, and the burden of Today, grown
+great in the years of struggle, slips from your shoulders as lightly as
+the wild-rose petal drops upon the bosom of the stream and floats away
+to the music of the riffles.
+
+Only a strong man can go back over the Old Road to the beginning-point -
+facing the memories that throng the path - meeting the surging emotions
+that sweep away all our carefully-laid defenses - braving the grim
+spectre that puts the white seal of age upon our heads.
+
+Once more, in the cool of the late twilight, we'll sit with chin in hand
+on grandfather's front steps and watch the stars come out . . . and hear
+the loon calling weirdly across the water . . . and catch the perfume of
+the lilacs and narcissus from the garden . . . and gather at
+grandmother's knee to feel her soft fingers in our curls and hear her
+bedtime story. Half asleep, but ever reluctant, we will trudge
+stumblingly to the little room with its deep feather bed, and get into
+our red-flannel nightie. Down on our knees, with our face in the soft
+edges of the mattress and tiny hands uplifted, we will say our prayers,
+and end them in the same old way: "God bless father and mother, and
+grandfather and grandmother . . . and ev-ery-body . . . else in . . .
+the . . . world . . amen . . . " and feel those strong mother-arms
+lifting our sleepy form into the downy depths!
+
+Never until now have we known the reality of the boy-days, or paused to
+receive their hallowed touch.
+
+Grandfather and grandmother, and the garden, and the river, and the song
+of the robin in the appletree, and all the myriad experiences of the
+boy-time, are glorified now as never before. In the halcyon Then they
+were but incidents of the day; in the mellowed Now we learn the truth of
+them, and catch their wondrous meaning.
+
+The flower blossoms are gleaming as colorful and fragrant today as they
+did in the Long Ago. The bird-songs are as tuneful now as they were
+then. The sun is shining just as golden and as genial this moment as it
+did when we sat on the beams of the mill-race and felt on our faces the
+spray of tumbling waters sun-warmed in the air.
+
+We need only open our hearts and let the sunshine in!
+
+And Youth and Age, blended and rejoicing, will go hand in hand along the
+path of life to its far goal bestowing upon us all the freshness of the
+dew-damp morning, all the vigor of the strenuous noon, and all the peace
+and calm assurance of the star-lit night.
+
+
+
+
+
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