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+The Project Gutenberg EBook of The Long Ago, by Jacob William Wright
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+Title: The Long Ago
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+Author: Jacob William Wright
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+Posting Date: September 4, 2009 [EBook #4757]
+Release Date: December, 2003
+First Posted: March 12, 2002
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+Language: English
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+*** START OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK THE LONG AGO ***
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+Produced by David A. Schwan. HTML version by Al Haines.
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+The Long Ago
+
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+
+by Jacob William Wright
+
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+
+ 1 The Garden
+ 2 The River
+ 3 Christmas
+ 4 Butter, Eggs, Ducks, Geese
+ 5 The Sugar Barrels
+ 6 Jimmy, the Lamplighter
+ 7 Flies
+ 8 The Autumn Leaves
+ 9 Getting in the Wood
+ 10 The Rain
+ 11 Grandmother
+ 12 When Day is Done
+
+
+
+ Then said he unto me,
+ Go thy way,
+ Weigh me the weight of the fire,
+ Or measure me the blast of the wind,
+ Or call me again the day that is past.
+ II Esdras IV:5
+
+
+
+The day is done, and yet we linger here at the window of the private
+office, alone, in the early evening. Street sounds come surging up to
+us--the hoarse Voice of the City--a confused blur of noise--clanging
+trolley-cars, rumbling wagons, and familiar cries--all the varied
+commotion of the home-going hour when the city's buildings are pouring
+forth their human tide of laborers into the clogged arteries.
+
+We lean against the window-frame, looking across and beyond the myriad
+roofs, and listening. The world-weariness has touched our temples with
+gray, and the heaviness of the day's concerns and tumult presses in,
+presses in .... presses in ....
+
+Yet as we look into the gentle twilight, the throbbing street below
+slowly changes to a winding country road .... the tall buildings fade
+in the sunset glow until they become only huge elm-trees overtopping a
+dusty lane .... the trolley-bells are softened so that they are but the
+distant tinkle of the homeward herd on the hills .... and you and I in
+matchless freedom are once more trudging the Old Dear Road side by
+side, answering the call of the wondrous Voice of Boyhood sounding
+through the years.
+
+
+
+
+The Garden
+
+
+It was the spirit of the garden that crept into my boy-heart and left
+its fragrance, to endure through the years. What the garden stood
+for--what it expressed--left a mysterious but certain impress.
+Grandmother's touch hallowed it and made it a thing apart, and the rare
+soul of her seemed to be reflected in the Lilies of the Valley that
+bloomed sweetly year by year in the shady plot under her favorite
+window in the sitting-room. Because the garden was her special
+province, it expressed her own sturdy, kindly nature. Little wonder,
+then, that we cherished it; that I loved to roam idly there feeling the
+enfoldment of that same protection and loving-kindness which drew me to
+the shelter of her gingham-aproned lap when the griefs of Boyhood
+pressed too hard upon me; and that we walked in it so contentedly in
+the cool of the evening, after the Four O'clocks had folded their
+purple petals for the night.
+
+Grandmother's garden, like all real gardens, wasn't just flowers and
+fragrance.
+
+There was a brick walk leading from the front gate to the sitting-room
+entrance--red brick, all moss-grown, and with the tiny weeds and
+grasses pushing up between the bricks. In the garden proper the paths
+were of earth, bordered and well-defined by inch-wide boards that
+provided jolly tight-rope practice until grandmother came anxiously out
+with her oft-repeated: "Willie don't walk on those boards; you'll,
+break them down." And just after the warm spring showers these
+earthwalks always held tiny mud-puddles where the rain-bleached worms
+congregated until the robins came that way.
+
+There's something distinctive and individual about the paths in a
+garden--they either "belong," or they do not. Imagine cement walks in
+grandmother's garden! Its walks are as much to a garden as its flowers
+or its birds or its beetles, and express that dear, indescribable
+intimacy that makes the Phlox a friend and the Johnny-Jump-Up a
+play-fellow.
+
+ * * * * *
+
+The best place for angle-worms was underneath the white Syringa
+bush--the tallest bloomer in the garden except the great Red Rose that
+climbed over the entire wall of the house, tacked to it by strips of
+red flannel, and whose blossoms were annually counted and reported to
+the weekly newspaper.
+
+Another good place was under the Snowball bush, where the ground was
+covered with white petals dropped from the countless blossom-balls that
+made passers-by stop in admiration.
+
+Still another good digging-ground was in the Lilac corner where the
+purple and white bushes exhaled their incomparable perfume. Grandmother
+forbade digging in the flower-beds--it was all right to go into the
+vegetable garden, but the tender flower-roots must not be exposed to
+the sun by ruthless boy hands intent only on the quest of bait.
+
+ * * * * *
+
+Into the lapel of my dress coat She fastened a delicate orchid last
+night. It must have cost a pretty penny, at this season--enough, no
+doubt, to buy the seeds that would reproduce a half-dozen of my
+grandmother's gardens. And as we moved away in the limousine She asked
+me why I was so silent. She could not know that when she slipped its
+rare stem into place upon my coat, the long years dropped away--and I
+stood again where the Yellow Rose, all thorn-covered, lifted its sunny
+top above the picket fence--plucked its choicest blossom, put it almost
+apologetically and ashamed into the buttonhole of my jacket--stuffed my
+hands into my pockets and went whistling down the street, with the
+yellow rose-tint and the sunlight and the curls on my child head all
+shining in harmony. The first boutonniere of my life--from the bush
+that became my confidant through all those wondrous years before they
+packed my trunk and sent me off to college!
+
+To be sure, I loved the bright-faced Pansies which smiled cheerily up
+at me from their round bed--and the dear old Pinks, of a strange
+fragrance all their own--and the Sweet William, and even the grewsome
+Bleeding Heart that drooped so sad and forlorn in its alloted corner.
+Yet it is significant that last night's orchid took me straight back
+over memory's pathway to that simple yellow rosebush by the fence!
+
+ * * * * *
+
+Tonight, with the forgotten orchid in my lapel, and all the weight of
+the great struggle lying heavy against my heart, I stand where the
+night-fog veils the scraggly eucalyptus, and the dense silence blots
+out all the noises that have intervened between the Then and the
+Now--and I can see again the gorgeous Peonies, pink and white, where
+they toss their shaggy heads, and gather as of old the flaming Cock's
+Comb by the little path. I hear the honeybees droning in the Crab Apple
+tree by the back gate, and watch the robins crowding the branches of
+the Mountain Ash, where the bright red berries cluster. I see the
+terrible bumble-bee bear down the Poppy on its slender stem and go
+buzzing threateningly away, all pollen-covered.
+
+And shining clear and true through the mist I see her who was the
+Spirit of the Garden. There she stands, on the broad step beside the
+bed where the Lilies of the Valley grew, leaning firmly upon her one
+crutch, looking out across her garden to each loved group of her
+flower-friends--smiling out upon them as she did each day through fifty
+years--turning at last into the house and taking with her, in her
+heart, the glory of the Hollyhocks against the brick wall, the perfume
+of the Narcissus in the border, the wing-song of the humming-bird
+among, the Honey-suckle, and the warmth of the glad June sunshine.
+
+
+
+
+The River
+
+
+The river wasn't a big river as I look back at it now, yet it was wide
+and wandering and deep, and flowed quietly along through a wonderful
+Middle West valley, dividing the Little Old Town geographically and
+socially. Its shores furnished such a boy playground as never was known
+anywhere else in all the world--for it was a gentle river, a kindly
+playfellow, an understanding friend; and it seemed fairly to thrill in
+responsive glee when I plunged, naked and untamed, beneath the eddying
+waters of the swimming-hole under the overhanging wild-plum tree.
+
+Its banks, curving in a semi-circle around the village, marked the
+borders of the whole wide world. There were other rivers, other
+villages, other lands somewhere--all with strange, queer
+names--existing only in the geographies to worry little children. The
+real world, and all the really, truly folks and things, were along the
+far-stretching banks of this our river. Down by the flats, where the
+tiny creek widened to a miniature swamp and emptied its placid waters
+into the main stream, the red-wing blackbirds sounded their strange cry
+among the cat-tails and the bull-rushes; the frogs croaked in ceaseless
+and reverberant chorus; the catfish were ever hungry after dark, and
+the night was broken by the glare of torches along the little bridge or
+in a group of boats where fisher-lads kept close watch upon their
+corks. Far below The Dam, where the changeful current had left a wide
+sand-bar and a great tree-trunk stretched its fallen length across from
+the shore to the water's edge, the mud-turtles basked in the sun-shine,
+and, at the approach of Boyhood, glided or splashed to the safety of
+the water.
+
+The banks of the river were a deep and silent jungle wherein all manner
+of wild beasts and birds were hunted; its bosom was the vasty deep out
+upon which our cherished argosies were sent. And how often their prows
+were unexpectedly turned by some new current into mid-stream; sometimes
+saved by an assortment of missiles breathlessly thrown to the far side,
+to bring them, wave-washed, back to us; sometimes, alas, swept
+mercilessly out to depths where only the eye and childish grief could
+follow them over the big dam to certain wreckage in the whirlpools
+below, but even then not abandoned until the shore had been patrolled
+for salvage as far as courage held out.
+
+Let's go back to the banks of our beloved river, you and I--and get up
+early in the morning and run to the riffles near the old cooper-shop
+and catch a bucket of shiners and chubs, and then hurry on to Boomer's
+dam--or 'way upstream above the Island where we used to have the
+Sunday-school picnics--or, maybe just stay at the in-town dam near the
+flour mills and the saw-mills where old Shoemaker Schmidt used to catch
+so many big ones--fat, yellow pike and broad black-bass. We will climb
+high up on the mist-soaked timbers of the mill-race and settle
+ourselves contentedly with the spray moistening our faces and the warm
+sun browning our hands--and the heavy pounding of falling waters
+sounding in our ears so melodiously and so sweetly. Lazily, drowsily
+we'll hold a bamboo pole and guide out shiner through the foam-crowned
+eddies of the whirlpool, awaiting the flash of a golden side or a lusty
+tug at the line; and dreamily watch a long, narrow stream of shavings
+and sawdust, loosed from the opposite planing-mill, float away on the
+current. And here, in the dear dream-days, the conquering of the world
+will be a simple matter; for through the mist-prisms that rise from the
+foaming waters below the dam only rainbows can be seen--and there is
+Youth and the Springtime, and the new-born flowers and mating birds,
+and The River....
+
+And when the sun is low we'll wind our poles, at the end of a rare and
+great day--one that cannot die with the sunset, but that will live so
+long as Memory is. Tonight we need not trudge over the fields toward
+home, in happy weariness, to Her who waited and watched for us at the
+window, peering through the gathering dusk until the anxious heart was
+stilled by the sight of tired little legs dragging down the street past
+the postoffice. We'll stay here in the twilight, and watch the
+fire-flies light their fitful lamps, and the first stars blinking
+through the afterglow; and when the night drops down see the black bats
+careening weirdly across the moon.... And we'll stretch out again on
+the wild grass--soothed by the fragrance of the Mayapple and the
+violets, and the touch of the night-wind... How still it is ... and The
+River doesn't seem to sound so loud when your head's on the ground--and
+your eyes are closed--and you're listening to the far, far, far-off
+lullaby of tumbling waters--and you're a bit tired, Perhaps ... a bit
+tired....
+
+ * * * * *
+
+
+The Winter Stream
+
+
+Somehow The River never terrified me.
+
+(It did mother, however!)
+
+Perhaps it brought no fear to me because it flowed so gently and so
+helpfully through such a wonderful valley of Peace and Plenty. Even in
+its austere winter aspect, with its tree-banks bare of leaves and its
+snow-and-ice-bound setting, it rejoiced me.
+
+Teams of big horses and wagons and scores of men, worked busily upon
+its frozen surface, sawing and cutting and packing ice in the big
+wooden houses along the banks.
+
+Always there was enough wind for an ice-boat or a skate-sail, or to
+send a fellow swiftly along when mother-made promises were forgotten
+and an unbuttoned coat was held outstretched to catch the breeze.
+
+At night the torches and bonfires flickered and glowed where the
+skaters sent the merry noises of their revelry afloat through the crisp
+air as they dodged steel-footed in and out among the huts of the winter
+fishermen.
+
+Perhaps I loved the winter river because I knew that beneath its
+forbidding surface there was the life of my loved lilies, and because I
+knew that all in good time the real river--our river--would be restored
+to us again, alive and joyous and unchanged.
+
+One day, when first the tiny rivulets started to run from the bottom of
+the snow-drifts, The River suddenly unloosed its artillery and the
+crisp air reechoed with the booming that proclaimed the breaking-up of
+the ice. Great crowds of people thronged the banks, wondering if the
+bridge would go out or would stand the strain of pounding icecakes. The
+unmistakable note of a robin sounded from somewhere. Great dark spots
+began to show in the white ice-ribbon that wound through the valley.
+The air at sundown had lost its sting.
+
+So day by day the breaking-up continued until at last the blessed
+stream was clear--the bass jumped hungry to the fly--the daffodils and
+violets sprang from beneath their wet leaf-blankets--and all the world
+joined the birds in one grand song of emancipation and joy.
+
+ * * * * *
+
+
+The Big Bend
+
+
+Above the town, just beyond the red iron bridge, the river made a great
+bend and widened into a lake where the banks were willow-grown, and
+reeds and rushes and grasses and lily-pads pushed far out into
+mid-stream, leaving only a narrow channel of clear water.
+
+To the Big Bend our canoe glided often, paddling lazily along and going
+far up-stream to drift back with the current.
+
+Arms bared to the shoulder, we reached deep beneath the surface to
+bring up the long-stemmed water-lilies--the great white blossoms, and
+the queer little yellow-and-black ones.
+
+Like a blight-eyed sprite the tiny marsh-wren flitted among the rushes,
+and the musk-rat built strange reed-castles at the water's edge.
+
+The lace-winged dragon-fly following our boat darted from side to side,
+or poised in air, or alighted on the dripping blade of our paddle when
+it rested for a moment across our knees.
+
+Among the grasses the wind-harps played weird melodies which only
+Boyhood could interpret.
+
+In this place The River sang its love-songs, and sent forth an
+answering note to the vast harmonious blending of blue sky and golden
+day and incense-heavy air and the glad songs of birds.
+
+And here at this tranquil bend The River seemed to be the self-same
+river of the old, loved hymn we sang so often in the Little Church With
+The White Steeple--that river which "flows by the throne of God";
+fulfilling the promise of the ancient prophet of prophets and bringing
+"peace ... like a river, and glory ... like a flowing stream."
+
+
+
+
+Christmas
+
+
+We always used grandmother's stocking--because it was the biggest one
+in the family, much larger than mother's, and somehow it seemed able to
+stretch more than hers. There was so much room in the foot, too--a
+chance for all sorts of packages.
+
+There was a carpet-covered couch against the flowered wall in one
+corner of the parlor. Between the foot of it and the chimney, was the
+door into our bedroom. I always hung my stocking at the side of the
+door nearest the couch, on the theory, well-defined in my mind with
+each recurring Christmas, that if by any chance Santa Claus brought me
+more than he could get into the stocking, he could pile the overflow on
+the couch. And he always did!
+
+It may seem strange that a lad who seldom heard even the third
+getting-up call in the morning should have awakened without any calling
+once a year--or that his red-night-gowned figure should have leaped
+from the depths of his feather bed--or that he should have crept
+breathless and fearful to the door where the stocking hung.
+Notwithstanding the ripe experience of years past, when each Christmas
+found the generous stocking stuffed with good things, there was always
+the chance that Santa Claus might have forgotten, this year--or that he
+might have miscalculated his supply and not have enough to go
+'round--or that he had not been correctly informed as to just what you
+wanted--or that some accident, might have befallen his
+reindeer-and-sleigh to detain him until the grey dawn of Christmas
+morning stopped his work and sent him scurrying back to his toy kingdom
+to await another Yule-tide.
+
+And so, in the fearful silence and darkness of that early hour, with
+stilled breath and heart beating so loudly you thought it would awaken
+everyone in the house, You softly opened the door--poked your arm
+through--felt around where the stocking ought to be, but with a great
+sinking in your heart when you didn't find it the first time--and
+finally your chubby fist clutched the misshapen, lumpy, bulging fabric
+that proclaimed a generous Santa Claus.
+
+Yes, it was there!
+
+That was enough for the moment. A hurried climb back into the warm
+bed--and then interminable years of waiting until your attuned ear
+caught the first sounds of grandmother's dressing in her nearby
+bedroom, and the first gleam of winter daylight permitted you to see
+the wondrous stocking and the array of packages on the sofa. It was
+beyond human strength to refrain from just one look. But alas! The
+sight of a dapple-grey rocking-horse with silken mane and flowing tail
+was too much, and the next moment you were in the room with your arms
+around his arched neck, while peals of unrestrained joy brought the
+whole family to the scene. Then it was that mother gathered you into
+her lap, and wrapped her skirt about your bare legs, and held your
+trembling form tight in her arms until you promised to get dressed if
+they would open just one package--the big one on the end of the sofa.
+After that there was always "just one more, please!" and by that time
+the base burner was warming up and you were on the floor in the middle
+of the discarded wrapping-paper, uncovering each wonderous package down
+to the very last--the very, very last--in the very toe of the
+stocking--the big round one that you were sure was a real league ball
+but proved to be nothing but an orange! ...
+
+No Santa Claus? Huh! ...
+
+If there isn't any Santa Claus, what does he put all the sample toys in
+the stores for every Christmas so boys and girls can see what they
+want? If he doesn't fill the stockings, who does, I'd like to know.
+Some folks say that father and mother do it--but s'posin, they do, it's
+only to help Santa Claus sometimes when he's late or overworked, or
+something like that.
+
+The Spirit of Christmas is Santa Claus--else how could he get around to
+everybody in the whole world at exactly the same time of the night?
+
+There is a new high-power motor in my garage. It came to me
+yesterday--Christmas. It is very beautiful, and it cost a great deal of
+money, a very great deal. If we were in the Little Old Town it would
+take us all out to Aunt Em's farm in ten minutes. (It always took her
+an hour to drive in with the old spotted white mare.)
+
+I am quite happy to have this wonderful new horse of today, and there
+is some warmth inside of me as I walk around it in the garage while
+Henry, its keeper, flicks with his chamois every last vestige of dust
+from its shiny sides.
+
+And yet ... how gladly would I give it up if only I could have been in
+my feather bed last night--if I could have awakened at daybreak and
+crept softly, red-flanneled and barefooted, to the parlor door--if I
+could have groped for grandmother's stocking and felt its lumpy shape
+respond to my eager touch--and if I could have known the thrill of that
+dapple-grey rocking-horse when I flung my arms around its neck and
+buried my face in its silken mane!
+
+
+
+
+Butter, Eggs, Ducks, Geese
+
+
+It seems mighty convenient to telephone your grocer to send up a pound
+of butter and have it come all squeezed tight into a nice
+square-cornered cardboard box whose bright and multi-colored label
+assures you that the butter has been properly deodorized fumigated,
+washed, sterilized, antisepticized and conforms in every other respect
+to the Food and Drugs Act, Serial 1762973-A. You read the label again
+and feel reasonably safe at meals.
+
+Huh! Precious little grandmother knew about that kind of butter!
+
+Hers came in a basket--a great big worn-brown-and-shiny, round bottom,
+willow basket, hand-wove. It didn't come in any white-and-gold delivery
+wagon, either. It was delivered by a round-faced, rosy-checked,
+gingham-gowned picture of health, whose apron-strings barely met around
+the middle--for Frau Hummel brought it herself--after having first
+milked the cows with her own hands and wielded the churning-stick with
+her own stout German arms. She had the butter all covered up with
+fresh, sweet, white-linen cloths-and hand-moulded into big rolls--each
+roll wrapped in its own immaculate cloth--and when that cloth was
+slowly pulled away so that grandmother could stick the point of a knife
+in the butter and test it on her tongue, you could see the white salt
+all over the roll--and even the imprint of the cloth-threads ... Good?
+... Why, you could eat it without bread!
+
+"What else have you got today, Mrs. Hummel?" (Grandmother never could
+say "Frau"--and as if she didn't know what else was in the basket!)
+
+"Vell, Mrs. Van, dere is meppe some eks, und a dook--und also dere is
+left von fine stuffed geese."
+
+So the cloth covering was rolled farther back--and the 3-dozen eggs
+were gently taken out and put in the old tin eggbucket--and just then
+grandfather came in and lifted tenderly out of the basket one of those
+wonderful geese "stuffed" with good food in a dark cellar until fat
+enough for market.... Ever have a toothful of that kind of goose-breast
+or second joint? ... No? ... Your life is yet incomplete--you have
+something to live for! ... Goodness me! I can't describe it! How can a
+fellow tell about such things! It's like--well, it's like Frau Hummel's
+"stuffed" goose, that's all! ...
+
+And then it was weighed on the old balances, steels--(no, I don't mean
+scales!)--steelyards, you know--a long-armed affair with a pear-shape
+of iron at one end and a hook at the other and a handle somewhere in
+between at the center-of-gravity, or some such place.... Anyway, they
+gave an honest pound, which is perhaps another respect in which they
+were different.
+
+Then the ducks, too, were unwrapped from their white cloths and
+weighed--usually a pair of them--and the old willow basket had nothing
+left but its bundle of cloths when Frau Hummel started out again on her
+10-mile walk to the farm.
+
+Whenever I see a glassy-eyed, feather-headed, cold-storage chicken half
+plucked and discolored hanging in a present-day butcher-shop
+accumulating dust--or a scrawny duck almost popping through its skin--I
+think of Frau Hummel and her willow basket....
+
+But Frau Hummel isn't here now--and they don't build ducks and geese
+like hers any more--and her old willow basket is probably in some
+collection while we use these machine-made things that fall to pieces
+when you accidentally stub your toe against them in the cellar.... We
+are hurrying along so fast that we don't see anything until it's cooked
+and served.... We just use the phone and let them send us any old thing
+that they can charge on a bill.... But in those days grandfather and
+grandmother inspected everything--and it just had to be good--and there
+weren't any trusts--or eggs of various grades from just eggs to
+strictly fresh eggs and on down to eggs guaranteed to boil without
+crowing. Every Frau Hummel in the country wanted the Van Alstyne
+trade--and Frau Hummel knew it--and she never brought anything to that
+back kitchen door unless it was perfect of its kind.
+
+No wonder grandfather lived to be 92 and grandmother 86--in good health
+and spirits to the last!
+
+
+
+
+The Sugar Barrels
+
+
+Do you remember the three barrels of sugar in the dark place under the
+stairs--or were they in the big pantry just off the kitchen?
+
+Well, anyway, there were three, you recollect--two of white and one of
+brown.
+
+Always the brown sugar--and each Autumn the same colloquy:
+
+"Mr. Van, don't you think we can get along without the brown sugar this
+year?"
+
+"Now, Mrs. Van, you've got to have a little brown sugar in the
+house--and it comes cheaper by the barrel."
+
+"Yes, so it does, Mr. Van ..... We can use it, I suppose, in something
+..... And we always have had it, and ..... Well, do as you think best."
+
+White sugar was good when you had something to go with it.
+
+But brown sugar stood alone--sticky, heavy, crumbly lumps that held
+together until a fellow could tip back his head and drop one of the
+chunks in his mouth.
+
+And after school grandmother could be persuaded to cut a full-size
+slice of bread (thick) and spread it with butter (thick) and you'd
+start away with it (quick)--just nibbling at one edge, not really
+biting--and you'd sneak into the dark place under the stairs (or into
+the pantry)--and reach deep down into the white sugar barrel--and grab
+a handful--and sprinkle it over the bread-and-butter--and shake back
+into the barrel all that didn't stick to the butter--and then do it all
+over again--and pat it down hard--and then sprinkle just a little bit
+more on hurriedly, (because grandfather's cane could be heard tapping
+down the hall)--and then you emerged with dignity, but with no
+unnecessary commotion--and just faded away into the Outer World so
+softly, so gently, so contentedly! .....
+
+(Have you tried any bread-and-butter-and-sugar recently? Did it taste
+the same as it used to? ...
+
+No? ... Perhaps you broke it into pieces instead of beginning at one
+side and eating straight through?
+
+Or maybe you got hold of the cooking butter ... Or did you try it with
+baker's bread? ...
+
+No? ... Well, why didn't it taste the same?
+
+
+
+
+Jimmy the Lamplighter
+
+
+The sun had gone down behind the willows on the river-bank. The
+night-clouds still carried the crimson-and-purple of the late twilight;
+and the deep, still waters of the channel gave back the colors and the
+gleam of the first stars that heralded the night ..... The martins
+chattered under the eaves, scolding some belated member of the clan who
+pushed noisily for a lodging-place for the night. The black bat and the
+darting nighthawk were a-wing, grim spectres of the dusk. The
+whip-poor-will was crying along the river, and far up-stream the loon
+called weirdly across the water.....
+
+A small boy was sitting on grandfather's front steps, his elbows on his
+knees, his chin in his palms, seeing familiar objects disappear in the
+gathering dusk, and watching the stars come out. He was safe, very safe
+for grandfather had not gone to the dining-room yet, and his arms could
+be reached for shelter in two or three bounds, if need be. So it was
+very pleasant to sit on the steps and see the little old town fold-up
+its affairs and settle down for the night.
+
+And more particularly to watch for Jimmy, the Lamplighter.
+
+Far up the street, in the almost-dark place, about where Schmidt's
+shoestore ought to be, a point of light flashed suddenly, flickered,
+and then burned steadily--and in a moment another, across the street
+.... Then a space of black, and two more points appeared. Down the
+street they came in pairs, closely following the retreating day.
+
+And the Little Boy on the Steps knew that it was Jimmy, the
+Lamplighter, working his way swiftly and silently. If only the supper
+bell would delay awhile The Boy would see old Jimmy light the lamp on
+grandfather's corner, as he had seen him countless times before.
+
+Then, just as the red glow faded in the West and Night settled down, he
+came swinging sturdily across the street, his ladder hung on his right
+shoulder, his wax taper in his left hand. Quickly, unerringly he placed
+the ladder against the iron post that sent its metallic ring into the
+clear night air as the ladder struck, and was three rounds up almost
+before it settled into position. Then a quick opening of the glass; a
+struggle with the matches in the wind, a hurried closing of the door,
+one quick look upward; an arm through the ladder and a swing to the
+shoulder--and Jimmy the Lamplighter was busily off to his next corner.
+
+Once, in the later years, he came with his new lighter--a splendid
+brass affair, with smooth wood handle, holding a wax taper that
+flickered fitfully down the street and marked old Jimmy's pathway
+through the dusk. Although he could reach up and turn on the gas with
+the key-slot at the end of the scepter and light it with the taper, all
+at one time, he ever carried the ladder--for none could tell when or
+where a burner might need fixing, or there would be other need to climb
+the post as in the days of the lamp and sulphur-match.
+
+Short of stature, firm of build, was old Jimmy. The night storms of
+innumerable years had bronzed his skin and furrowed his face.
+Innumerable years, yes--for so faithful a servant as old Jimmy the
+Lamplighter was not to be cast away by every caprice of the public mind
+which changed the political aspect of the town council. So Jimmy stayed
+on through the years and changing administrations--in the sultry heat
+of the summer nights, or breasting his way through winter's huge
+snow-drifts, fronting the wind-driven sleet, or dripping through the
+spring-time rain, his taper hugged tight beneath his thick rubber coat,
+his matches safe in the depths of an inside pocket.
+
+And tonight, as the Boy still watches, in memory, old Jimmy on his
+rounds, they are a bit odd, these queer old street lamps that just seem
+to belong to the night, after the garish blaze of electric signs and
+the great arc-lights in the shop windows. Yet it shines through the
+years, this simple lamp of the Long Ago, as it shone through the night
+of old--a friendly beacon only, the modest servant of an humble
+race.....
+
+Jimmy's boy Ted, who carried his father's ladder and taper when the
+good old man laid them down, now nods in his chimney-corner o' nights.
+But his boy, old Jimmy's grandson, is still a lamplighter--still
+illuminating the streets of his town, still turning on its lamps when
+the loon calls weirdly across the river in the gathering dusk.
+
+He bears no ladder nor fitful taper--he dreads no sultry summer
+heat--he breasts no snowdrifts--he battles against no wind-driven sleet
+and rain.
+
+There he sits, inside yonder great brick building, his chair tipped
+back against the wall, reading the evening paper while the giant wheels
+of the dynamo purr softly and steadily. He lowers his paper--looks at
+the clock--then out into the early twilight .... then slowly turns to
+the wall, pushes a bit of a button, takes up his paper again, and goes
+on with his reading--while a thousand lights burn white through the
+city! ....
+
+Ah, Jimmy, Jimmy! the world is all awry, man! Your son's son lights his
+thousand lamps in a flash that's no more than the puff of wind that
+used to blow your match out when you stood on your ladder and lighted
+one!
+
+
+
+
+Flies
+
+
+Come to think of it, the Old Folks never made such a fuss about flies
+as we make nowadays. You cannot pick up a magazine without running
+plump into an article on the deadly housefly--with pictures of him
+magnified until he looks like the old million-toed, barrel-eyed,
+spike-tailed dragon of your boyhood mince-pie dreams. The first two
+pages convince you that the human race is doomed to extermination
+within eighteen months by the housefly route!
+
+Grandmother never resorted to very drastic measures. The most violent
+thing she ever did was to get little Annie, Bridget-the-housewoman's
+Annie, to help her chase them out. They went from room to room
+periodically (when flies became too numerous), each armed with an old
+sawed-off broom-handle on which were tacked long cloth streamers--a
+sort of cat-o'-nine-tails effect, only with about a score or more of
+tails. After herding the blue-bottles and all their kith and kin into a
+fairly compact bunch at the door, little Annie opened the screen and
+grandmother drove them out--and that's all there was to it.
+
+Another favorite device (particularly in the dining-room and kitchen),
+was the "fly-gallery"--a wonderful array of multicolored tissue-paper
+festooned artistically from the ceiling or around the gas-pipes to lure
+or induce the fly into moments of inactivity. There was no
+extermination in this device--it was purely preventive in its
+function--the idea being that since there must be fly-specks, better to
+mass them as much as possible on places where they would show the least
+and could be removed the easiest when sufficiently accumulated.
+
+But the greatest ounce-of-prevention was the screen hemisphere. Gee! I
+haven't thought of that thing for years, have you? Of course you
+remember it--absolutely fly-proof--one clapped over the butter, another
+over the crackerbowl, another over the sugar!
+
+And say! I almost forgot! ... (Yes, I know you were just going to speak
+of it!) ... That conical screen fly-trap where the flies see something
+good inside, crawl up to the top and then over and in--and then can't
+get out--but just buzz and buzz and buzz--and make a lot of fuss about
+it--bluebottles and all--no respecter of persons--and when it gets full
+of the quick and dead in flydom, Bridget takes it out in the back yard
+and dumps it. Very simple ... clean, peaceful, effective.
+
+My, My! But it's a far cry back to those days, isn't it? And wouldn't
+you like right this minute to sneak into the cool, curtain-down,
+ever-so-quiet dining-room again ... and nose around to see if anything
+edible bad been overlooked--and see one of those dear old round
+fly-screens guarding the sugar!
+
+
+
+
+The Autumn Leaves
+
+
+There were three recognized uses for leaves in the Autumn--first, to be
+banked by the wind along fences or sidewalk edges and provide
+kicking-ground for exuberant youngsters returning home from school;
+second, to be packed around the foundations of the house as a measure
+for interior comfort in winter; and, third, to be pressed between the
+pages of the big Bible and kept for ornamental purposes until they
+crumbled and had to be thrown away. This last-named use was always
+questioned by every red-blooded boy, and more tolerated than
+accepted--a concession to the women of earth, from little sister with
+her bright-hued wreath to mother and grandmother with their book of
+pressed leaves.
+
+Even for purposes of comfort their use was more or less
+secondary--granted because the banking-up process was a man's job and
+an out-door enterprise. Then, too, it was a lot of fun to rake the big
+yard and get the fallen leaves into one or two huge piles; and
+wheelbarrow them to the edge of the house where old Spencer had driven
+the wooden pegs that held the boards ready to receive the leaves. Load
+after load was dumped into the trough-like arrangement and stamped down
+tight and hard by old Tom's huge feet and little Willie's eager but
+ineffective ones--and then the top board was fastened down, and never a
+cold winter wind could find its way under the floors with such a
+protective bulwark around the house.... And in the spring the boards
+had to be taken down--and countless bleached bugs fairly oozed out into
+the spring sunlight--and the snow-wet soggy leaves were raked out and
+burned, and the smoke was so thick and heavy that it hardly got out of
+the yard.
+
+But the real use of leaves--their only legitimate function in the
+Autumn, according to all accepted boy-law--was for kicking purposes.
+
+Plunging through banks of dry leaves along the edge of the
+sidewalk-knee-deep sometimes--scattering them in all directions, even
+about our heads--there was such a racket that we could scarcely hear
+each other's shouts of glee. And we'd run through them only to dive
+exhausted into some huge pile of them, rolling and kicking and
+hollering until some kid came along and chucked an armful, dirt and
+all, plumb into our face! This was the signal for a battle of
+leaves--and perhaps there would have been fewer tardy-marks, teacher,
+if there had been fewer autumn leaves along the route ... Perhaps!
+
+There were influences that tempered the joys of leaf-kicking--some
+"meanie" was always ready to hide a big rock, or other disagreeable
+foreign substance, under a particularly inviting bunch of leaves--then
+watch and giggle at your discomfiture when you came innocently
+ploughing along!
+
+What a riot of wonderful color they made just after the first frosts
+had turned their green to red and gold and brown! As a boy I disdained
+so weak a thing as noticing the coloring on Big Hill--but now, in the
+long-after years, I realize that its vivid Autumn garment was
+indestructibly fixed in my memory and has lived--saved for me until I
+could look back through Time's long glass and understand and love that
+glorious picture. Not even the brush of a Barbizon master could tell
+the story of Big Hill, three miles up the river from Main Street
+bridge, gleaming in the hues that Jack Frost mixed, beneath the
+blue-gold dome of a cloudless sky--for it could not paint the chatter
+of the squirrel, or the glint of the bursting bittersweet berry, or the
+call of the crow, or the crisp of the air, or the joy of life that only
+boyhood knows!
+
+
+
+
+Getting in the Wood
+
+
+An autumnal event of importance, second only to the filling of the
+meat-house, was the purchase and sawing of the wood.
+
+Three sizes, remember--the 4-foot lengths for the long, low stove in
+the Big Room, 12-inch "chunks" for the oval sheet-iron stove in the
+parlor, and the fine-split 18-inch lengths for the kitchen. (Yes, they
+burned wood in the kitchen--not only wood, but oak and maple and
+hickory--the kind you buy by the carat nowadays!)
+
+And what a fire it made! Two sticks of the long wood in the stove in
+the Big Room, and the damper open, and you'd have to raise the windows
+inside of fifteen minutes no matter how low the thermometer registered
+outside. In the kitchen grandmother did all her cooking with a wood
+fire--using the ashes for the lye barrel--and the feasts that came
+steaming from her famous oven have never been equalled on any gas-range
+ever made. (Gas-range! how grandmother would have sniffed in scorn at
+such a suggestion!) Even coal was only fit for the base burner in the
+family sitting-room--and that must be anthracite, or "hard" coal, the
+kind that comes in sacks nowadays at about the same price as butter and
+eggs. And even the wood had to be split just so and be "clear" and
+right, or grandmother would scold grandfather for not wearing his
+near-seeing specs when he bought it. "Guess they fooled you on that
+load, Mr. Van," she'd say. "It isn't like the last we had."
+
+Don't you remember how you were hanging around the kitchen one Saturday
+morning kind-a waiting for something to come within reach, and
+grandfather's cane came tap-tapping down the long hall, and he pushed
+open the kitchen door and stood there, just inside the door, until the
+kettle started boiling over and making such a noise. And then he
+announced that he thought he better go out and see if there was any
+wood in market. (As if there weren't fifty farmers lined up there
+almost before daylight!) It was about nine o'clock and the sun had had
+a chance to warm things up a bit--so grandmother wrapped him up in his
+knitted muffler and away he went beneath his shiny silk hat. And
+because you stood around and looked wistfully up at him, he finally
+turned back, just before he reached the big front door and said: "Want
+to go along, Billie?" Of course you went, because there were all kinds
+of shops on the way up town to the wood market and grandfather always
+had an extra nickle for such occasions.
+
+Can't you just see that wood-market now, as it used to be in the Long
+Ago--with its big platform scales--and its wagons of accurately-piled
+cord-wood marked on the end of some stick with the white chalk-mark of
+the official "inspector" and measurer--and the farmers all bundled-up
+and tied-around with various cold-dispelling devices and big mitts and
+fur caps? So far as you could tell then (or now, either, I'll wager!)
+every load was exactly like every other load--but not so to
+grandfather, for he would scrutinize them all, sound them with his
+stick, barter and dicker and look out for knots--and then make the
+rounds again and do it all over before finally making his
+selection--and I distinctly remember feeling that the wood left in
+market after grandfather had made his selection wasn't worth hauling
+away!
+
+Load after load was driven up to the high backyard fence and its sticks
+heaved into the yard and piled in perfect order--and it made a goodly
+and formidable showing when Old Pete, the wood-sawyer, finally arrived
+on the scene. The time of wood-buying was determined partly by Pete's
+engagements--he went first to the Perkinses and next to the Williamses
+and so on in rotation as he had done for years, his entire winter being
+"engaged" far ahead. It did not seem possible, to boyish mind, that one
+man could ever get all that wood sawed and split, even if he was a
+great giant Norseman with the finest buck-saw in the country.
+
+But each year Old Pete's prowess seemed to increase--and day after day
+the ceaseless music of his saw sounded across the crisp air--and the
+measured strokes of his axe struck a clarion note--until finally the
+yard showed only chips and saw-dust where that vast wood-pile had
+been--and the big barn was piled full to the rafters--the kitchen wood
+and chunks on one side, the big wood on the other.
+
+Then Pete would come in and announce that the job was done--and
+grandfather would bundle-up and go out for a final inspection. Pete
+removed the pad from his leg (you remember the carpet he wore on his
+left knee--the one that held the stick in place in the buck when he was
+sawing) and together they went into the barn--and talked it all
+over--and Pete said it was harder wood than last year's and more knots
+in it and ought to be worth two shillings more than contract price--and
+grandfather finally allowed the excess--and Old Pete came in and got
+his money (in gold and silver) and a bowl of coffee and some bread--and
+went his way to the Jonesses or some other folks.
+
+And you, young man--you surely hated to see that great Viking go--for
+he had told you many a wonderful tale at the noon hour as he munched
+his thick sandwiches--and no one could look at his massive head and
+huge shoulders and great beard and hair and doubt that his forebears
+had done all that he credited to them.
+
+Somehow, Old Pete seemed more real than most men you knew--except
+grandfather, of course. There was something unexplainable in the man
+and his work that rang true--something that was so wholesome and sound.
+He wasn't like old Hawkins, the grocer--he'd as lief give you a rotten
+apple as not if he could smuggle it into the bag without you seeing
+him; and Kline the candy-man sometimes sold you old hard stuff mixed
+with the fresh. But Old Pete here--he just worked honest and
+steady--out in the open--at a fixed wage--and he did an honest job and
+was proud of it even if it was only sawing wood. He worked faithfully
+until it was done, and then he got a good word and a bowl of coffee and
+his wages in gold and silver--and went his way rejoicing, leaving
+behind him the glory of labor well performed blending with the
+refreshing fragrance of new-cut logs that sifted through the cracks of
+the old barn.
+
+
+
+
+The Rain
+
+
+It is early, and Saturday morning--very, very early.
+
+Listen! ... An unmistakable drip, drip, drip ... and the room is dark.
+
+A bound out of bed--a quick step to the window--an anxious peering
+through the wet panes .... and the confirmation is complete.
+
+It is raining--and on Saturday, the familiar leaden skies and steady
+drip that spell permanency and send the robin to the shelter of some
+thick bush, and leave only an occasional undaunted swallow cleaving the
+air on swift wing.
+
+In all the world there is no sadness like that which in boyhood sends
+you back to bed on Saturday morning with the mournful drip, drip, drip
+of a steady rain doling in your ears.
+
+Out in the woodshed there is a can of the largest, fattest angle-worms
+ever dug from a rich garden-plot--all so happily, so feverishly, so
+exultantly captured last night when Anticipation strengthened the
+little muscles that wielded the heavy spade. All safe in their black
+soil they wait, coiled round and round each other into a solid
+worm-ball in the bottom of the can.
+
+A mile down the river the dam is calling--the tumbled waters are
+swirling and eddying and foaming over the deep places where the
+black-bass wait--and old Shoemaker Schmidt, patriarch of the river, is
+there this very minute, unwinding his pole, for well he knows that if
+one cares to brave the weather he will catch the largest and finest and
+most bass when the rain is falling on the river.
+
+But small boys who have anxious mothers do not go fishing on rainy
+days--so there is no need of haste, and one might as well go back to
+bed and sleep unconcernedly just as late as possible. If only a fellow
+could get up between showers, or before the rain actually starts, so
+that he could truthfully say: "But, mother, really and truly, it wasn't
+raining when we started!" it would be all right, and the escape was
+warrantable, justified and safe; but with the rain actually falling,
+there was nothing to do but go to sleep again and turn the worms back
+into the garden if the rain didn't let up by noon.
+
+ * * * * *
+
+It is one of the miracles of life that Boyhood can turn grief into joy
+and become almost instantly reconciled to the inevitable like a true
+philosopher, and change a sorrow into a blessing. The companion miracle
+is that Manhood with its years of wisdom forgets how to do this.
+
+And so, when the rainy day becomes hopelessly rainy, and Shoemaker
+Schmidt is left alone at the dam, the rain that sounded so dismal at
+dawn proves to be a benefactor after all. There will be no
+woodsplitting today, no outdoor chores--for if it's too wet to go
+fishing, as mother insists, of course it's too wet to carry wood, or
+weed gardens or pick cucumbers for pickles. The logic is so obvious and
+conclusive that even mother does not press the point when you remind
+her of it--and you are free for a whole day in the attic.
+
+Instantly the blessing is manifest--the sadness of that day-break drip,
+drip, drip is healed--the whole character of the day is changed, and
+the rain-melody becomes not a funeral-march but a dance.
+
+The attic is the place of all places you would most love to be on this
+particular calendar day!
+
+How stupid to spoil a perfectly good Saturday by sitting on a hard
+beam, with wet spray blowing in your face all the time, and getting all
+tired out holding a heavy fish-pole, when here is the attic waiting for
+you with its mysterious dark corners, its scurrying mice that suddenly
+develop into lions for your bow-and-arrow hunting, and its maneuvers on
+the broad field of its floor with yourself as the drum-corps and your
+companions as the army equipped with wooden swords and paper helmets!
+
+ * * * * *
+
+The day has been rich in adventure, and exploration, and the doing of
+great deeds.
+
+And it has been all too short, for the attic is growing dim, and mother
+is again calling us--telling us to send our little playmates home and
+come and get our bread and milk.
+
+A last arrow is shot into the farthest comer where some undiscovered
+jungle beast may be prowling.
+
+A last roll is given to the drum, and the army disbands.
+
+A sudden fear seizes upon us as we realize that night has come and we
+are in the attic, alone.
+
+And with no need of further urging we scamper unceremoniously down the
+stairs, slam the attic door, hurry into the kitchen where Maggie has
+our table waiting ....
+
+ * * * * *
+
+Eight o'clock--and we're all tucked away among the feathers again!
+
+Aren't we glad we didn't go down to the river--it would have been a
+cold, dismal day--and perhaps they weren't biting today, anyway--and we
+should have gotten very wet.
+
+It is still raining, raining hard--pattering unceasingly on the roof
+... And the tin eave-troughs are singing their gentle lullaby of
+running water trickling from the shingles ... a lullaby so soothing
+that we do not hear mother softly open the door ... and come to our
+crib and place the little bare arms under the covers and leave a kiss
+on the yellow curls and a benediction in the room.
+
+
+
+
+Grandmother
+
+
+Do you remember the day she lost her glasses? My, such a commotion!
+Everybody turned in to hunt for them. Grandmother tramped from one end
+of the house to the other--we all searched--upstairs and down--with no
+success.
+
+They weren't in the big Bible (we turned the leaves carefully many
+times--it was the most likely place). They weren't in either of her
+sewing baskets, nor in the cook-book in the kitchen. Grandfather said
+she could use one pair of his gold-bowed ones--but shucks! She couldn't
+see with anything except those old steel-bowed specs! ...
+
+And then, when she finally sat down and said for the fiftieth time: "I
+wonder where those specs are!" ... and put the corner of her apron to
+her eyes--I happened to look up, and there they were--on the top of her
+head! Been there all the time ... And she enjoyed the joke as much as
+we did--a joke that went around the little town and followed her
+through all the years within my memory of her.
+
+Sometimes (as often as expedient), you asked her for a penny--never
+more, and then:
+
+"Now, Willie, what do you want with a penny? I haven't got it. Run
+along now."
+
+"Aw, Gran'ma, don't make a feller tell what he's goin' to buy. I know
+you got one--Look'n see! Please, Gran'ma!"
+
+Slowly the wrinkled hand would fumble for that skirt-pocket which was
+always so hard to locate--and from its depths there would come the old
+worn leather wallet with a strap around it--and slowly, (gee! how
+s-l-o-w-l-y),--after much fumbling, during which you were never sure
+whether you were going to get it or not ... the penny would come forth
+and be placed (with seeming reluctance) in the grimy, dirty boy-hand.
+And usually, just as you reached the door on your hurried way to the
+nearest candy-shop, she would scare you almost stiff by calling you
+back, and say:
+
+"Wait a minute, Willie, I found another one that I didn't know was in
+here!"
+
+And then you kissed her wrinkled, soft check and ran away thinking,
+after all, grandmother was pretty good.
+
+Good?
+
+Can a woman stick to a man through sixty-odd years--and keep his linen
+and his broadcloth--and bear him children--and make them into fine
+wives and husbands--and take them back to her bosom when their mates
+turn against them--and raise a bunch of riotous grandchildren--and
+manage such a household as ours with never a complaint--get up at five
+o'clock every morning and sit up till half-after nine o'clock every
+night--busy all the time--and nurse her own and other folks' ailments
+without a murmur--and submerge self completely in her constant doing
+for others--can a frail woman so live for eighty-six years and be
+anything less than good?
+
+And then, at the end of the long journey she was still trudging
+patiently and gladly along, side by side with Grandfather--making less
+fuss over the years--old pain in her knees than we make now over a
+splinter in a finger--going daily and uncomplainingly about her
+manifold duties.
+
+And at night, about an hour before bedtime, she would sit down in the
+black-upholstered rocker almost behind the big base burner--her first
+quiet moment in all the long day--head resting against the chair's high
+back--and doze and listen to the fitful conversation in the room, or to
+someone reading--giving everything, demanding nothing--as had been her
+wont all the long years!
+
+And Christmas eve ... (I'll have to go a bit slow now) ... On Christmas
+eve, you remember, when out-of-doors the big snow-flakes were slowly
+and softly fluttering down, grandmother would get the huge Bible and
+her treasure-box and bring them up to the little round table covered
+with its red cloth ... And you'd get a chair and come up close ('cause
+you knew what was happening) ... Then she would read you a wonderful
+story out of the Bible about the love of God so great that He sent His
+only-begotten Son to be a Light unto the World ... and then she'd go
+down into that little old card-board treasure-box and find some
+Christmas carols printed in beautiful colors on lace-edged cards folded
+up just like a fan. She would look down at you over the top of her
+specs and tell you how the street minstrels in England used to stand
+out in the snow and sing, and be brought into the house and given a
+warm mug and a bite to eat--going from house to house all through the
+early night ...
+
+And then she would close her eyes and begin to sing the dear old carols
+... with the tremble in her voice ... and tapping on the table with her
+finger-ends in rhythm ... and Memory's tears dropping on the wrinkled
+checks ... and the tremulous voice, still soft and sweet, chanting:
+
+ "God rest you, merrie gentlemen!
+ Let nothing you dismay;
+ For Jesus Christ, our Saviour,
+ Was born on Christmas Day!"
+ .............
+
+Aye and amen, dear soul! God rest you--and He does!
+
+
+
+
+When Day is Done
+
+
+If the page blurs, as it may do if you were ever a child and if you
+have been tempered in the cruel furnace of the years, maybe the mists
+that fill the eyes will bathe the soul of you in their hallowed flood
+until the world-ache is soothed, and you can start up the big road
+again with some of the same wonderful exultation that sped you onward
+and forward in the Long Ago ... One touch of that, and the burden of
+Today, grown great in the years of struggle, slips from your shoulders
+as lightly as the wild-rose petal drops upon the bosom of the stream
+and floats away to the music of the riffles.
+
+Only a strong man can go back over the Old Road to the
+beginning-point--facing the memories that throng the path--meeting the
+surging emotions that sweep away all our carefully-laid
+defenses--braving the grim spectre that puts the white seal of age upon
+our heads.
+
+Once more, in the cool of the late twilight, we'll sit with chin in
+hand on grandfather's front steps and watch the stars come out ... and
+hear the loon calling weirdly across the water ... and catch the
+perfume of the lilacs and narcissus from the garden ... and gather at
+grandmother's knee to feel her soft fingers in our curls and hear her
+bedtime story. Half asleep, but ever reluctant, we will trudge
+stumblingly to the little room with its deep feather bed, and get into
+our red-flannel nightie. Down on our knees, with our face in the soft
+edges of the mattress and tiny hands uplifted, we will say our prayers,
+and end them in the same old way: "God bless father and mother, and
+grandfather and grandmother ... and ev-ery-body ... else in ... the ...
+world .. amen ..." and feel those strong mother-arms lifting our sleepy
+form into the downy depths!
+
+Never until now have we known the reality of the boy-days, or paused to
+receive their hallowed touch.
+
+Grandfather and grandmother, and the garden, and the river, and the
+song of the robin in the appletree, and all the myriad experiences of
+the boy-time, are glorified now as never before. In the halcyon Then
+they were but incidents of the day; in the mellowed Now we learn the
+truth of them, and catch their wondrous meaning.
+
+The flower blossoms are gleaming as colorful and fragrant today as they
+did in the Long Ago. The bird-songs are as tuneful now as they were
+then. The sun is shining just as golden and as genial this moment as it
+did when we sat on the beams of the mill-race and felt on our faces the
+spray of tumbling waters sun-warmed in the air.
+
+We need only open our hearts and let the sunshine in!
+
+And Youth and Age, blended and rejoicing, will go hand in hand along
+the path of life to its far goal bestowing upon us all the freshness of
+the dew-damp morning, all the vigor of the strenuous noon, and all the
+peace and calm assurance of the star-lit night.
+
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