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diff --git a/old/4706.txt b/old/4706.txt new file mode 100644 index 0000000..022ad0c --- /dev/null +++ b/old/4706.txt @@ -0,0 +1,14501 @@ +The Project Gutenberg EBook of Yama (The Pit), by Alexandra Kuprin + +This eBook is for the use of anyone anywhere at no cost and with +almost no restrictions whatsoever. You may copy it, give it away or +re-use it under the terms of the Project Gutenberg License included +with this eBook or online at www.gutenberg.org + + +Title: Yama (The Pit) + +Author: Alexandra Kuprin + +Translator: Bernard Guilbert Guerney + +Posting Date: March 3, 2010 [EBook #4706] +Release Date: December, 2003 +First Posted: March 5, 2002 + +Language: English + +Character set encoding: ASCII + +*** START OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK YAMA (THE PIT) *** + + + + +Produced by Robert Rowe, Charles Franks and the Online +Distributed Proofreading Team. HTML version by Al Haines. + + + + + + + + + + + +YAMA [THE PIT] + + +Of this edition, intended for private circulation only, and printed +from type on Berkeley Antique laid paper, 950 copies have been printed +for America, and 550 for Great Britain. Also, 55 unnumbered copies, for +the press. + +This copy is Number 223 + + + + + +YAMA [THE PIT] + +A NOVEL IN THREE PARTS + +BY ALEXANDRA KUPRIN + +TRANSLATED FROM THE RUSSIAN + +BY BERNARD GUILBERT GUERNEY + +"All the horror is in just this, that there is no horror ..." + + + + + +AUTHOR'S DEDICATION + + +I know that many will find this novel immoral and indecent; +nevertheless, I dedicate it with all my heart to MOTHERS AND YOUTHS--A. +K. + + + + + +TRANSLATOR'S DEDICATION + + +I dedicate the labour of translation, in all humility and sincerity, to +K. ANDRAE. B. G. G. + + +JTABLE 2 2 1 + +JTABLE 6 12 1 + +JTABLE 6 17 1 + +JTABLE 6 9 1 + + +INTRODUCTION + + +"With us, you see," Kuprin makes the reporter Platonov, his mouthpiece, +say in Yama, "they write about detectives, about lawyers, about +inspectors of the revenue, about pedagogues, about attorneys, about the +police, about officers, about sensual ladies, about engineers, about +baritones--and really, by God, altogether well--cleverly, with finesse +and talent. But, after all, all these people are rubbish, and their +life is not life, but some sort of conjured up, spectral, unnecessary +delirium of world culture. But there are two singular +realities--ancient as humanity itself: the prostitute and the moujik. +And about them we know nothing, save some tinsel, gingerbread, +debauched depictions in literature..." + +Tinsel, gingerbread, debauched depictions... Let us consider some of +the ways in which this monstrous reality has been approached by various +writers. There is, first, the purely sentimental: Prevost's Manon Les +caut. Then there is the slobberingly sentimental: Dumas' Dame aux +Camelias. A third is the necrophilically romantic: Louys' Aphrodite. +The fertile Balzac has given us no less than two: the purely romantic, +in his fascinating portraits of the Fair Imperia; and the romantically +realistic, in his Splendeurs et Miseres des Courtisanes. Reade's Peg +Woffington may be called the literary parallel of the costume drama; +Defoe's Moll Flanders is honestly realistic; Zola's Nana is rabidly so. + +There is one singular fact that must be noted in connection with the +vast majority of such depictions. Punk or bona roba, lorette or +drab--put her before an artist in letters, and, lo and behold ye! such +is the strange allure emanating from the hussy, that the resultant +portrait is either that of a martyred Magdalene, or, at the very least, +has all the enigmatic piquancy of a Monna Lisa... Not a slut, but what +is a hetaera; and not a hetaera, but what is well-nigh Kypris herself! +I know of but one depiction in all literature that possesses the +splendour of implacable veracity as well as undiminished artistry; +where the portrait is that of a prostitute, despite all her tirings and +trappings; a depiction truly deserving to be designated a portrait: the +portrait supreme of the harlot eternal--Shakespeare's Cleopatra. + +Furthermore, it will be observed that such depictions, for the most +part, are primarily portraits of prostitutes, and not pictures of +prostitution. It is also a singular fact that war, another scourge has +met with similar treatment. We have the pretty, spotless grenadiers and +cuirassiers of Meissonier in plenty; Vereshchagin is still alone in the +grim starkness of his wind-swept, snow-covered battle-fields, with +black crows wheeling over the crumpled masses of gray... + +And, curiously enough, it is another great Russian, Kuprin, who is +supreme--if not unique--as a painter of the universal scourge of +prostitution, per se; and not as an incidental background for +portraits. True, he may not have entirely escaped the strange allure, +aforementioned, of the femininity he paints; for femininity--even +though fallen, corrupt, abased, is still femininity, one of the +miracles of life, to Kuprin, the lover of life. But, even if he may be +said to have used too much of the oil of sentimentality in mixing his +colours for the portraits, his portraits are subordinate to the +background; and there his eye is true and keen, his hand steady and +unflinching, his colours and brushwork unimpeachable. Whether, like his +own Platonov--who may be called to some extent an autobiographical +figure, and many of whose experiences are Kuprin's own--"came upon the +brothel" and gathered his material unconsciously, "without any ulterior +thoughts of writing," we do not know, nor need we rummage in his dirty +linen, as he puts it. Suffice it to say here--to cite but two +instances--that almost anyone acquainted with Russia will tell you the +full name of the rich, gay, southern port city of K--; that any +Odessite will tell you that Treppel's is merely transplanted, for +fictional reasons, from his own city to K--... + +Alexandre I. Kuprin was born in 1870; 1909 marked the twenty-fifth +anniversary of his literary activity. He attained his fame only upon +the publication of his amazing, epical novel, "The Duel"--which, just +like "YAMA," is an arraignment; an arraignment of militaristic +corruption. Russian criticism has styled him the poet of life. If +Chekhov was the Wunderkind of Russian letters, Kuprin is its enfant +terrible. His range of subjects is enormous; his power of observation +and his versatility extraordinary. Gambrinus alone would justify his +place among the literary giants of Europe. Some of his picaresques, +"THE INSULT," "HORSE-THIEVES," and "OFF THE STREET"--the last in the +form of a monologue--are sheer tours de force. "Olessiya" is possessed +of a weird, unearthly beauty; "The Shulamite" is a prose-poem of +antiquity. He deals with the life of the moujik in "Back-woods" and +"The Swamp"; of the Jews, in "The Jewess" and "The Coward"; of the +soldiers, in "The Cadets," "The Interrogation," "The Night Watch," +"Delirium"; of the actors, in "How I Was an Actor" and "In Retirement." +We have circus life in "'Allez!'" "In The Circus," "Lolly," "The +Clown"--the last a one-act playlet; factory life, in "Moloch"; +provincial life, in "Small Fry"; bohemian life, in "Captain Ribnicov" +and "The River of Life"--which no one but Kuprin could have written. +There are animal stories and flower stories; stories for children--and +for neuropaths; one story is dedicated to a jockey; another to a circus +clown; a third, if I remember rightly, to a race-horse... "Yama" +created an enormous sensation upon the publication of the first part in +volume three of the "Sbornik Zemliya"--"The Earth Anthology"--in 1909; +the second part appeared in volume fifteen, in 1914; the third, in +volume sixteen, in 1915. Both the original parts and the last revised +edition have been followed in this translation. The greater part of the +stories listed above are available in translations, under various +titles; the list, of course, is merely a handful from the vast bulk of +the fecund Kuprin's writings, nor is any group of titles exhaustive of +its kind. "The Star of Solomon," his latest collection of stories, +bears the imprint of Helsingfors, 1920. + +It must not be thought, despite its locale, that Kuprin's "Yama" is a +picture of Russian prostitution solely; it is intrinsically universal. +All that is necessary is to change the kopecks into cents, pennies, +sous or pfennings; compute the versts into miles or metres; Jennka may +be Eugenie or Jeannette; and for Yama, simply read Whitechapel, +Montmartre, or the Barbary Coast. That is why "Yama" is a "tremendous, +staggering, and truthful book--a terrific book." It has been called +notorious, lurid--even oleographic. So are, perhaps, the picaresques of +Murillo, the pictorial satires of Hogarth, the bizarreries of Goya... + +The best introduction to "Yama," however, can be given in Kuprin's own +words, as uttered by the reporter Platonov. "They do write," he says, +"... but it is all either a lie, or theatrical effects for children of +tender years, or else a cunning symbolism, comprehensible only to the +sages of the future. But the life itself no one as yet has touched... + +"But the material here is in reality tremendous, downright crushing, +terrible... And not at all terrible are the loud phrases about the +traffic in women's flesh, about the white slaves, about prostitution +being a corroding fester of large cities, and so on, and so on... an +old hurdy-gurdy of which all have tired! No, horrible are the everyday, +accustomed trifles; these business-like, daily, commercial reckonings; +this thousand-year-old science of amatory practice; this prosaic usage, +determined by the ages. In these unnoticeable nothings are completely +dissolved such feelings as resentment, humiliation, shame. There +remains a dry profession, a contract, an agreement, a well-nigh honest +petty trade, no better, no worse than, say, the trade in groceries. Do +you understand, gentlemen, that all the horror is in just this--that +there is no horror! Bourgeois work days--and that is all... + +"More awful than all awful words, a hundredfold more awful--is some +such little prosaic stroke or other as will suddenly knock you all in a +heap, like a blow on the forehead..." + +It is in such little prosaic strokes; everyday, accustomed, +characteristic trifles; minute particles of life, that Kuprin excels. +The detailism which crowds his pages is like the stippling of Whistler; +or the enumerations of the Bible; or the chiselling of Rodin, that +endows the back of the Thinker with meaning. + +"We all pass by these characteristic trifles indifferently, like the +blind, as though not seeing them scattered about under our feet. But an +artist will come, and he will look over them carefully, and he will +pick them up. And suddenly he will so skillfully turn in the sun a +minute particle of life, that we shall all cry out: 'Oh, my God! But I +myself--myself!--have seen this with my own eyes. Only it simply did +not enter my head to turn my close attention upon it.' But our Russian +artists of the word--the most conscientious and sincere artists in the +whole world--for some reason have up to this time passed over +prostitution and the brothel. Why? Really, it is difficult for me to +answer that. Perhaps because of squeamishness, perhaps out of +pusillanimity, out of fear of being signalized as a pornographic +writer; finally from the apprehension that our gossiping criticism will +identify the artistic work of the writer with his personal life and +will start rummaging in his dirty linen. Or perhaps they can find +neither the time, nor the self-denial, nor the self-possession to +plunge in head first into this life and to watch it right up close, +without prejudice, without sonorous phrases, without a sheepish pity, +in all its monstrous simplicity and everyday activity... That +material... is truly unencompassable in its significance and +weightiness... The words of others do not suffice--even though they be +the most exact--even observations, made with a little note-book and a +bit of pencil, do not suffice. One must grow accustomed to this life, +without being cunningly wise..." + +"I believe, that not now, not soon--after fifty years or so--but there +will come a writer of genius, and precisely a Russian one, who will +absorb within himself all the burdens and all the abominations of this +life and will cast them forth to us in the form of simple, fine, and +deathlessly--caustic images. And we shall all say: 'Why, now, we +ourselves have seen and known all this, but we could not even suppose +that this is so horrible! In this coming artist I believe with all my +heart." + +Kuprin is too sincere, too big, to have written this with himself in +mind; yet no reader of the scathing, searing arraignment called "Yama," +will question that the great, the gigantic Kuprin has shown "the +burdens and abominations" of prostitution, in "simple, fine, and +deathlessly-caustic images"; has shown that "all the horror is in just +this--that there is no horror..." For it is as a pitiless reflection of +a "singular," sinister reality that "Yama" stands unsurpassed. + +B. G. GUERNEY. + +New York City, January, 1922. + + + + + +TRANSLATOR'S NOTE. + + +A word must be said of Kuprin's style. He is by no means a purist; his +pages bristle with neologisms and foreign--or, rather, +outlandish--words; nor has he any hesitancy in adapting and +Russianizing such words. He coins words; he is, at times, actually +Borrowesque, and not only does he resort to colloquialisms and slang, +but to dialect, cant, and even actual argot. Therein is his glory--and, +perhaps, his weakness. Therefore, an attempt has been made, wherever +corruptions, slang, and so forth, appear in the original, to render +them through the nearest English equivalents. While this has its +obvious dubieties and disadvantages, any other course would have +smacked of prettification--a fate which such a book as "Yama" surely +does not deserve. + + + + + +PART ONE + + + + +CHAPTER I. + + +A long, long time ago, long before the railroads, the +stage-drivers--both government and private--used to live, from +generation to generation, at the very farthest confine of a large +southern city. And that is why the entire region was called the +Yamskaya Sloboda--the Stage-drivers' Borough; or simply Yamskaya, or +Yamkas--Little Ditches, or, shorter still, Yama--The Pit. In the course +of time, when hauling by steam killed off transportation by horses, the +mettlesome tribe of the stage-drivers little by little lost its +boisterous ways and its brave customs, went over into other +occupations, fell apart and scattered. But for many years--even up to +this time--a shady renown has remained to Yama, as of a place +exceedingly gay, tipsy, brawling, and in the night-time not without +danger. + +Somehow it came about of itself, that on the ruins of those ancient, +long-warmed nests, where of yore the rosy-cheeked, sprightly wives of +the soldiery and the plump widows of Yama, with their black eyebrows, +had secretly traded in vodka and free love, there began to spring up +wide-open brothels, permitted by the authorities, regulated by official +supervision and subject to express, strict rules. Towards the end of +the nineteenth century both streets of Yama--Great Yamskaya and Little +Yamskaya--proved to be entirely occupied, on one side of the street as +well as the other, exclusively with houses of ill-fame.[1] Of the +private houses no more than five or six were left, but even they were +taken up by public houses, beer halls, and general stores, catering to +the needs of Yama prostitution. + + +[1] "Houses of Suffrance"--i.e., Houses of the Necessary Evil.--Trans. + + +The course of life, the manners and customs, are almost identical in +all the thirty-odd establishments; the difference is only in the +charges exacted for the briefly-timed love, and consequently in certain +external minutiae as well: in the assortment of more or less handsome +women, in the comparative smartness of the costumes, in the +magnificence of the premises and the luxuriousness of the furnishings. + +The most chic establishment is that of Treppel, the first house to the +left upon entering Great Yamskaya. This is an old firm. Its present +owner bears an entirely different name, and fills the post of an +elector in the city council and is even a member of the city board. The +house is of two stories, green and white, built in the debauched +pseudo-Russian style a la Ropetovsky, with little horses, carved +facings, roosters, and wooden towels bordered with lace-also of wood; a +carpet with a white runner on the stairs; in the front hall a stuffed +bear, holding a wooden platter for visiting cards in his out-stretched +paws; a parquet floor in the ballroom, heavy raspberry silk curtains +and tulle on the windows, along the walls white and gold chairs and +mirrors with gilt frames; there are two private cabinets with carpets, +divans, and soft satin puffs; in the bedrooms blue and rose lanterns, +blankets of raw silk stuff and clean pillows; the inmates are clad in +low-cut ball gowns, bordered with fur, or in expensive masquerade +costumes of hussars, pages, fisher lasses, school-girls; and the +majority of them are Germans from the Baltic provinces--large, handsome +women, white of body and with ample breasts. At Treppel's three roubles +are taken for a visit, and for the whole night, ten. + +Three of the two-rouble establishments--Sophie Vassilievna's, The Old +Kiev, and Anna Markovna's--are somewhat worse, somewhat poorer. The +remaining houses on Great Yamskaya are rouble ones; they are furnished +still worse. While on Little Yamskaya, which is frequented by soldiers, +petty thieves, artisans, and drab folk In general, and where fifty +kopecks or less are taken for time, things are altogether filthy and +poor-the floor in the parlor is crooked, warped, and full of splinters, +the windows are hung with pieces of red fustian; the bedrooms, just +like stalls, are separated by thin partitions, which do not reach to +the ceiling, and on the beds, on top of the shaken down hay-mattresses, +are scattered torn, spotted bed-sheets and flannel blankets, dark from +time, crumpled any old way, full of holes; the air is sour and full of +fumes, with a mixture of alcohol vapours and the smell of human +emanations; the women, dressed in rags of coloured printed calico or in +sailor costumes, are for the greater part hoarse or snuffling, with +noses half fallen through, with faces preserving traces of yesterday's +blows and scratches and naively bepainted with the aid of a red +cigarette box moistened with spit. + +All the year round, every evening--with the exception of the last three +days of Holy Week and the night before Annunciation, when no bird +builds its nest and a shorn wench does not plait her braid--when it +barely grows dark out of doors, hanging red lanterns are lit before +every house, above the tented, carved street doors. It is just like a +holiday out on the street--like Easter. All the windows are brightly +lit up, the gay music of violins and pianos floats out through the +panes, cabmen drive up and drive off without cease. In all the houses +the entrance doors are opened wide, and through them one may see from +the street a steep staircase with a narrow corridor on top, and the +white flashing of the many-facetted reflector of the lamp, and the +green walls of the front hall, painted over with Swiss landscapes. Till +the very morning hundreds and thousands of men ascend and descend these +staircases. Here everybody frequents: half-shattered, slavering +ancients, seeking artificial excitements, and boys-military cadets and +high-school lads--almost children; bearded paterfamiliases; honourable +pillars of society, in golden spectacles; and newly-weds, and enamoured +bridegrooms, and honourable professors with renowned names; and +thieves, and murderers, and liberal lawyers; and strict guardians of +morals--pedagogues, and foremost writers--the authors of fervent, +impassioned articles on the equal rights of women; and catchpoles, and +spies, and escaped convicts, and officers, and students, and Social +Democrats, and hired patriots; the timid and the brazen, the sick and +the well, those knowing woman for the first time, and old libertines +frayed by all species of vice; clear-eyed, handsome fellows and +monsters maliciously distorted by nature, deaf-mutes, blind men, men +without noses, with flabby, pendulous bodies, with malodorous breath, +bald, trembling, covered with parasites--pot-bellied, hemorrhoidal +apes. They come freely and simply, as to a restaurant or a depot; they +sit, smoke, drink, convulsively pretend to be merry; they dance, +executing abominable movements of the body imitative of the act of +sexual love. At times attentively and long, at times with gross haste, +they choose any woman they like and know beforehand that they will +never meet refusal. Impatiently they pay their money in advance, and on +the public bed, not yet grown cold after the body of their predecessor, +aimlessly commit the very greatest and most beautiful of all universal +mysteries--the mystery of the conception of new life. And the women +with indifferent readiness, with uniform words, with practiced +professional movements, satisfy their desires, like machines--only to +receive, right after them, during the same night, with the very same +words, smiles and gestures, the third, the fourth, the tenth man, not +infrequently already biding his turn in the waiting room. + +So passes the entire night. Towards daybreak Yama little by little +grows quiet, and the bright morning finds it depopulated, spacious, +plunged into sleep, with doors shut tightly, with shutters fixed on the +windows. But toward evening the women awaken and get ready for the +following night. + +And so without end, day after day, for months and years, they live a +strange, incredible life in their public harems, outcast by society, +accursed by the family, victims of the social temperament, cloacas for +the excess of the city's sensuality, the guardians of the honour of the +family--four hundred foolish, lazy, hysterical, barren women. + + + + +CHAPTER II. + + +Two in the afternoon. In the second-rate, two-rouble establishment of +Anna Markovna everything is plunged in sleep. The large square parlor +with mirrors in gilt frames, with a score of plush chairs placed +decorously along the walls, with oleograph pictures of Makovsky's Feast +of the Russian Noblemen, and Bathing, with a crystal lustre in the +middle, is also sleeping, and in the quiet and semi-darkness it seems +unwontedly pensive, austere, strangely sad. Yesterday here, as on every +evening, lights burned, the most rollicking of music rang out, blue +tobacco smoke swirled, men and women careered in couples, shaking their +hips and throwing their legs on high. And the entire street shone on +the outside with the red lanterns over the street doors and with the +light from the windows, and it seethed with people and carriages until +morning. + +Now the street is empty. It is glowing triumphantly and joyously in the +glare of the summer sun. But in the parlor all the window curtains are +lowered, and for that reason it is dark within, cool, and as peculiarly +uninviting as the interiors of empty theatres, riding academies and +court buildings usually are in the middle of the day. + +The pianoforte glimmers dully with its black, bent, glossy side; the +yellow, old, time-eaten, broken, gap-toothed keys glisten faintly. The +stagnant, motionless air still retains yesterday's odour; it smells of +perfumes, tobacco, the sour dampness of a large uninhabited room, the +perspiration of unclean and unhealthy feminine flesh, face-powder, +boracic-thymol soap, and the dust of the yellow mastic with which the +parquet floor had been polished yesterday. And with a strange charm the +smell of withering swamp grass is blended with these smells. To-day is +Trinity. In accordance with an olden custom, the chambermaids of the +establishment, while their ladies were still sleeping, had bought a +whole waggon of sedge on the market, and had strewn its long, thick +blades, that crunch underfoot, everywhere about--in the corridors, in +the private cabinets, in the drawing room. They, also, had lit the +lamps before all the images. The girls, by tradition, dare not do this +with their hands, which have been denied during the night. + +And the house-porter has adorned the house-entrance, which is carved in +the Russian style, with two little felled birch-trees. And so with all +the houses--the thin white trunks with their scant dying verdure adorn +the exterior near the stoops, bannisters and doors. + +The entire house is quiet, empty and drowsy. The chopping of cutlets +for dinner can be heard from the kitchen. Liubka, one of the girls, +barefooted, in her shift, with bare arms, not good-looking, freckled, +but strong and fresh of body, has come out into the inner court. +Yesterday she had had but six guests on time, but no one had remained +for the night with her, and because of that she had slept her +fill--splendidly, delightfully, all alone, upon a wide bed. She had +risen early, at ten o'clock, and had with pleasure helped the cook +scrub the floor and the tables in the kitchen. Now she is feeding the +chained dog Amour with the sinews and cuttings of the meat. The big, +rusty hound, with long glistening hair and black muzzle, jumps up on +the girl--with his front paws, stretching the chain tightly and +rattling in the throat from shortness of breath, then, with back and +tail undulating all over, bends his head down to the ground, wrinkles +his nose, smiles, whines and sneezes from the excitement. But she, +teasing him with the meat, shouts at him with pretended severity: + +"There, you--stupid! I'll--I'll give it to you! How dare you?" + +But she rejoices with all her soul over the tumult and caresses of +Amour and her momentary power over the dog, and because she had slept +her fill, and passed the night without a man, and because of the +Trinity, according to dim recollections of her childhood, and because +of the sparkling sunny day, which it so seldom befalls her to see. + +All the night guests have already gone their ways. The most +business-like, quiet and workaday hour is coming on. + +They are drinking coffee in the room of the proprietress. The company +consists of five people. The proprietress herself, in whose name the +house is registered, is Anna Markovna. She is about sixty. She is very +small of stature, but dumpy: she may be visualized by imagining, from +the bottom up, three soft, gelatinous globes--large, medium and small, +pressed into each other without any interstices; this--her skirt, torso +and head. Strange, her eyes are a faded blue, girlish, even childish, +but the mouth is that of an old person, with a moist lower lip of a +raspberry colour, impotently hanging down. Her husband--Isaiah +Savvich--is also small, a grayish, quiet, silent little old man. He is +under his wife's thumb; he was doorkeeper in this very house even at +the time when Anna Markovna served here as housekeeper. In order to be +useful in some way, he has learned, through self-instruction, to play +the fiddle, and now at night plays dance tunes, as well as a funeral +march for shopmen far gone on a spree and craving some maudlin tears. + +Then, there are the two housekeepers--senior and junior. The senior is +Emma Edwardovna. She is a tall, full woman of forty-six, with chestnut +hair, and a fat goitre of three chins. Her eyes are encircled with +black rings of hemorrhoidal origin. The face broadens out like a pear +from the forehead down to the cheeks, and is of an earthen colour; the +eyes are small, black; the nose humped, the lips sternly pursed; the +expression of the face calmly authoritative. It is no mystery to anyone +in the house that in a year or two Anna Markovna will go into +retirement, and sell her the establishment with all its rights and +furnishings, when she will receive part in cash, and part on terms--by +promissory note. Because of this the girls honour her equally with the +proprietress and fear her somewhat. Those who fall into error she beats +with her own hands, beats cruelly, coolly, and calculatingly, without +changing the calm expression of her face. Among the girls there is +always a favourite of hers, whom she tortures with her exacting love +and fantastic jealousy. And this is far harder than her beatings. + +The other one is called Zociya. She has just struggled out of the ranks +of the common girls. The girls, as yet, call her impersonally, +flatteringly and familiarly, "little housekeeper." She is spare, spry, +just a trifle squinting, with a rosy complexion, and hair dressed in a +little curly pompadour; she adores actors--preferably stout comedians. +Toward Emma Edwardovna she is ingratiating. + +The fifth person, finally, is the local district inspector, Kerbesh. +This is an athletic man; he is kind of bald, has a red beard like a +fan, vividly blue slumbrous eyes, and a thin, slightly hoarse, pleasant +voice. Everybody knows that he formerly served in the secret service +division and was the terror of crooks, thanks to his terrible physical +strength and cruelty in interrogations. + +He has several shady transactions on his conscience. The whole town +knows that two years back he married a rich old woman of seventy, and +that last year he strangled her; however, he was somehow successful in +hushing up this affair. But for that matter, the remaining four have +also seen a thing or two in their chequered life. But, just as the +bretteurs of old felt no twinges of conscience at the recollection of +their victims, even so do these people regard the dark and bloody +things in their past, as the unavoidable little unpleasantness of their +professions. + +They are drinking coffee with rich, boiled cream--the inspector with +Benedictine. But he, strictly speaking, is not drinking, but merely +conveying the impression that he is doing it to oblige. + +"Well, what is it to be, Phoma Phornich?" asks the proprietress +searchingly. "This business isn't worth an empty eggshell, now... Why, +you have only to say a word..." + +Kerbesh slowly draws in half a wine-glass of liqueur, works the oily, +strong, pungent liquid slightly with his tongue over the roof of his +mouth, swallows it, chases it down, without hurrying, with coffee, and +then passes the ring finger of his left hand over his moustaches, to +the right and left. + +"Think it over for yourself, Madam Shoibes," he says, looking down at +the table, spreading out his hands and screwing up his eyes. "Think of +the risk to which I'm exposed! The girl through means of deception was +enticed into this... what-you-may-call-it... well, in a word, into a +house of ill-fame, to express it in lofty style. Now the parents are +searching for her through the police. Ve-ery well. She gets into one +place after another, from the fifth into the tenth... Finally the trail +is picked up with you, and most important of all--think of it!--in my +district! What can I do?" + +"Mr. Kerbesh, but she is of age," says the proprietress. + +"They are of age," confirms Isaiah Savvich. "They gave an +acknowledgment, that it was of their own will..." + +Emma Edwardovna pronounces in a bass, with cool assurance: + +"Honest to God, she's the same here as an own daughter." + +"But that's not what I am talking about," the inspector frowns in +vexation. "Just consider my position... Why, this is duty. Lord, +there's no end of unpleasantnesses without that!" + +The proprietress suddenly arises, shuffles in her slippers to the door, +and says, winking to the inspector with a sleepy, expressionless eye of +faded blue: + +"Mr. Kerbesh, I would ask you to have a look at our alterations. We +want to enlarge the place a bit." + +"A-ah! With pleasure..." + +After ten minutes both return, without looking at each other. Kerbesh's +hand is crunching a brand-new hundred rouble note in his pocket. The +conversation about the seduced girl is not renewed. The inspector, +hastily finishing his Benedictine, complains of the present decline in +manners. + +"I have a son, now, a schoolboy--Paul. He comes to me, the scoundrel, +and declares: 'Papa, the pupils swear at me, because you are a +policeman, and because you serve on Yamskaya, and because you take +bribes from brothels.' Well, tell me, for God's sake, Madam Shoibes, if +that isn't effrontery?" + +"Ai, ai, ai! ... And what bribes can there be? Now with me..." + +"I say to him: 'Go, you good-for-nothing, and let the principal know, +that there should be no more of this, otherwise papa will inform on all +of you to the governor.' And what do you think? He comes to me and +says: 'I am no longer a son to you--seek another son for yourself.' +What an argument! Well, I gave him enough to last till the first of the +month! Oho-ho! Now he doesn't want to speak with me. Well, I'll show +him yet!" + +"Ah, you don't have to tell us," sighs Anna Markovna, letting her +lower, raspberry-coloured lip hang down and with a mist coming over her +faded eyes. "We keep our Birdie--she is in Fleisher's high school--we +purposely keep her in town, in a respectable family. You understand, it +is awkward, after all. And all of a sudden she brings such words and +expressions from the high school that I just simply turned all red." + +"Honest to God, Annochka turned all red," confirms Isaiah Savvich. + +"You'll turn red, all right!" warmly agrees the inspector. "Yes, yes, +yes, I understand you fully. But, my God, where are we going! Where are +we only going? I ask you, what are these revolutionaries and all these +various students, or... what-you-may-call-'ems? ... trying to attain? +And let them put the blame on none but themselves. Corruption is +everywhere, morality is falling, there is no respect for parents. They +ought to be shot." + +"Well, now, the day before yesterday we had a case," Zociya mixes in +bustlingly. "A certain guest came, a stout man..." + +"Drop it!" Emma Edwardovna, who was listening to the inspector, piously +nodding with her head bowed to one side, cuts her short in the jargon +of the brothels. "You'd better go and see about breakfast for the young +ladies." + +"And not a single person can be relied upon," continues the +proprietress grumblingly. "Not a servant but what she's a stiff, a +faker. And all the girls ever think about is their lovers. Just so's +they may have their own pleasure. But about their duties they don't +even think." + +There is an awkward silence. Some one knocks on the door. A thin, +feminine voice speaks on the other side of the door: + +"Housekeeper, dear, take the money and be kind enough to give me the +stamps. Pete's gone." + +The inspector gets up and adjusts his sabre. + +"Well, it's time I was going to work. Best regards, Anna Markovna. Best +wishes, Isaiah Savvich." + +"Perhaps you'll have one more little glass for a stirrup cup?" the +nearly blind Isaiah Savvich thrusts himself over the table. + +"Tha-ank you. I can't. Full to the gills. Honoured, I'm sure! ..." + +"Thanks for your company. Drop in some time." + +"Always glad to be your guest, sir. Au revoir!" + +But in the doorway he stops for a minute and says significantly: + +"But still, my advice to you is--you'd better pass this girl on to some +place or other in good time. Of course, it's your affair, but as a good +friend of yours I give you warning." + +He goes away. When his steps are abating on the stairs and the front +door bangs to behind him, Emma Edwardovna snorts through her nose and +says contemptuously: + +"Stool-pigeon! He wants to take money both here and there..." + +Little by little they all crawl apart out of the room. It is dark in +the house. It smells sweetly of the half-withered sedge. Quiet reigns. + + + + +CHAPTER III. + + +Until dinner, which is served at six in the evening, the time drags +endlessly long and with intolerable monotony. And, in general, this +daily interval is the heaviest and emptiest in the life of the house. +It remotely resembles in its moods those slothful, empty hours which +are lived through during the great holidays in scholastic institutes +and other private institutions for females, when all the friends have +dispersed, when there is much leisure and much indolence, and a +radiant, agreeable tedium reigns the whole day. In only their +petticoats and white shifts, with bare arms, sometimes barefooted, the +women aimlessly ramble from room to room, all of them unwashed, +uncombed; lazily strike the keys of the old pianoforte with the index +finger, lazily lay out cards to tell their fortune, lazily exchange +curses, and with a languishing irritation await the evening. + +Liubka, after breakfast, had carried out the leavings of bread and the +cuttings of ham to Amour, but the dog had soon palled upon her. +Together with Niura she had bought some barberry bon-bons and sunflower +seeds, and now both are standing behind the fence separating the house +from the street, gnawing the seeds, the shells of which remain on their +chins and bosoms, and speculate indifferently about those who pass on +the street: about the lamp-lighter, pouring kerosene into the street +lamps, about the policeman with the daily registry book under his arm, +about the housekeeper from somebody else's establishment, running +across the road to the general store. + +Niura is a small girl, with goggle-eyes of blue; she has white, flaxen +hair and little blue veins on her temples. In her face there is +something stolid and innocent, reminiscent of a white sugar lamb on a +Paschal cake. She is lively, bustling, curious, puts her nose into +everything, agrees with everybody, is the first to know the news, and, +when she speaks, she speaks so much and so rapidly that spray flies out +of her mouth and bubbles effervescence on the red lips, as in children. + +Opposite, out of the dram-shop, a servant pops out for a minute--a +curly, besotted young fellow with a cast in his eye--and runs into the +neighbouring public house. + +"Prokhor Ivanovich, oh Prokhor Ivanovich," shouts Niura, "don't you +want some?--I'll treat you to some sunflower seeds!" + +"Come on in and pay us a visit," Liubka chimes in. + +Niura snorts and adds through the laughter which suffocates her: + +"Warm your feet for a while!" + +But the front door opens; in it appears the formidable and stern figure +of the senior housekeeper. + +"Pfui![2] What sort of indecency is this!" she cries commandingly. "How +many times must it be repeated to you, that you must not jump out on +the street during the day, and also--pfui!--only in your underwear. I +can't understand how you have no conscience yourselves. Decent girls, +who respect themselves, must not demean themselves that way in public. +It seems, thank God, that you are not in an establishment catering to +soldiers, but in a respectable house. Not in Little Yamskaya." + + +[2] A German exclamation of disgust or contempt, corresponding to the +English fie.--Trans. + + +The girls return into the house, get into the kitchen, and for a long +time sit there on tabourets, contemplating the angry cook Prascoviya, +swinging their legs and silently gnawing the sunflower seeds. + +In the room of Little Manka, who is also called Manka the Scandaliste +and Little White Manka, a whole party has gathered. Sitting on the edge +of the bed, she and another girl--Zoe, a tall handsome girl, with +arched eyebrows, with grey, somewhat bulging eyes, with the most +typical, white, kind face of the Russian prostitute--are playing at +cards, playing at "sixty-six." Little Manka's closest friend, Jennie, +is lying behind their backs on the bed, prone on her back, reading a +tattered book, The Queen's Necklace, the work of Monsieur Dumas, and +smoking. In the entire establishment she is the only lover of reading +and reads intoxicatingly and without discrimination. But, contrary to +expectation, the forced reading of novels of adventure has not at all +made her sentimental and has not vitiated her imagination. Above all, +she likes in novels a long intrigue, cunningly thought out and deftly +disentangled; magnificent duels, before which the viscount unties the +laces of his shoes to signify that he does not intend to retreat even a +step from his position,[3] and after which the marquis, having spitted +the count through, apologizes for having made an opening in his +splendid new waistcoat; purses, filled to the full with gold, +carelessly strewn to the left and right by the chief heroes; the love +adventures and witticisms of Henry IV--in a word, all this spiced +heroism, in gold and lace, of the past centuries of French history. In +everyday life, on the contrary, she is sober of mind, jeering, +practical and cynically malicious. In her relation to the other girls +of the establishment she occupies the same place that in private +educational institutions is accorded to the first strong man, the man +spending a second year in the same grade, the first beauty in the +class--tyrannizing and adored. She is a tall, thin brunette, with +beautiful hazel eyes, a small proud mouth, a little moustache on the +upper lip and with a swarthy, unhealthy pink on her cheeks. + + +[3] Probably a sly dig at Gautier's Captain Fracasse.--Trans. + + +Without letting the cigarette out of her mouth and screwing up her eyes +from the smoke, all she does is to turn the pages constantly with a +moistened finger. Her legs are bare to the knees; the enormous balls of +the feet are of the most vulgar form; below the big toes stand out +pointed, ugly, irregular tumours. + +Here also, with her legs crossed, slightly bent, with some sewing, sits +Tamara--a quiet, easy-going, pretty girl, slightly reddish, with that +dark and shining tint of hair which is to be found on the back of a fox +in winter. Her real name is Glycera, or Lukeria, as the common folk say +it. But it is already an ancient usage of the houses of ill-fame to +replace the uncouth names of the Matrenas, Agathas, Cyclitinias with +sonorous, preferably exotic names. Tamara had at one time been a nun, +or, perhaps, merely a novice in a convent, and to this day there have +been preserved on her face timidity and a pale puffiness--a modest and +sly expression, which is peculiar to young nuns. She holds herself +aloof in the house, does not chum with any one, does not initiate any +one into her past life. But in her case there must have been many more +adventures besides having been a nun: there is something mysterious, +taciturn and criminal in her unhurried speech, in the evasive glance of +her deep and dark-gold eyes from under the long, lowered eyelashes, in +her manners, her sly smiles and intonations of a modest but wanton +would-be saint. There was one occurrence when the girls, with well-nigh +reverent awe, heard that Tamara could talk fluently in French and +German. She has within her some sort of an inner, restrained power. +Notwithstanding her outward meekness and complaisance, all in the +establishment treat her with respect and circumspection--the +proprietress, and her mates, and both housekeepers, and even the +doorkeeper, that veritable sultan of the house of ill-fame, that +general terror and hero. + +"I've covered it," says Zoe and turns over the trump which had been +lying under the pack, wrong side up. "I'm going with forty, going with +an ace of spades--a ten-spot, Mannechka, if you please. I'm through. +Fifty-seven, eleven, sixty-eight. How much have you?" + +"Thirty," says Manka in an offended tone, pouting her lips; "oh, it's +all very well for you--you remember all the plays. Deal ... Well, +what's after that, Tamarochka?" she turns to her friend. "You talk +on--I'm listening." + +Zoe shuffles the old, black, greasy cards, allows Manya to cut, then +deals, having first spat upon her fingers. + +Tamara in the meanwhile is narrating to Manya in a quiet voice, without +dropping her sewing. + +"We embroidered with gold, in flat embroidery--altar covers, palls, +bishops' vestments... With little grasses, with flowers, little +crosses. In winter, you'd be sitting near a casement; the panes are +small, with gratings, there isn't much light, it smells of lamp oil, +incense, cypress; you mustn't talk--the mother superior was strict. +Some one from weariness would begin droning a pre-Lenten first verse of +a hymn ... 'When I consider thy heavens ...' We sang fine, beautifully, +and it was such a quiet life, and the smell was so fine; you could see +the flaky snow out the windows--well, now, just like in a dream..." + +Jennie puts the tattered novel down on her stomach, throws the +cigarette over Zoe's head, and says mockingly: + +"We know all about your quiet life. You chucked the infants into +toilets. The Evil One is always snooping around your holy places." + +"I call forty. I had forty-six. Finished!" Little Manka exclaims +excitedly and claps her palms. "I open with three." + +Tamara, smiling at Jennie's words, answers with a scarcely perceptible +smile, which barely distends her lips, but makes little, sly, ambiguous +depressions at their corners, altogether as with Monna Lisa in the +portrait by Leonardo da Vinci. + +"Lay folk say a lot of things about nuns ... Well, even if there had +been sin once in a while ..." + +"If you don't sin--you don't repent," Zoe puts in seriously, and wets +her finger in her mouth. + +"You sit and sew, the gold eddies before your eyes, while from standing +in the morning at prayer your back just aches, and your legs ache. And +at evening there is service again. You knock at the door of the mother +superior's cell: 'Through prayers of Thy saints, oh Lord, our Father, +have mercy upon us.' And the mother superior would answer from the +cell, in a little bass-like 'A-men.'" + +Jennie looks at her intently for some time, shakes her head and says +with great significance: + +"You're a queer girl, Tamara. Here I'm looking at you and wondering. +Well, now, I can understand how these fools, on the manner of Sonka, +play at love. That's what they're fools for. But you, it seems, have +been roasted on all sorts of embers, have been washed in all sorts of +lye, and yet you allow yourself foolishness of that sort. What are you +embroidering that shirt for?" + +Tamara, without haste, with a pin refastens the fabric more +conveniently on her knee, smooths the seam down with the thimble, and +speaks, without raising the narrowed eyes, her head bent just a trifle +to one side: + +"One's got to be doing something. It's wearisome just so. I don't play +at cards, and I don't like them." + +Jennie continues to shake her head. + +"No, you're a queer girl, really you are. You always have more from the +guests than all of us get. You fool, instead of saving money, what do +you spend it on? You buy perfumes at seven roubles the bottle. Who +needs it? And now you have bought fifteen roubles' worth of silk. Isn't +this for your Senka, now?" + +"Of course, for Sennechka." + +"What a treasure you've found, to be sure! A miserable thief. He rides +up to this establishment like some general. How is it he doesn't beat +you yet? The thieves--they like that. And he plucks you, have no fear?" + +"More than I want to, I won't give," meekly answers Tamara and bites +the thread in two. + +"Now that is just what I wonder at. With your mind, your beauty, I +would put such rings-around-a-rosie about a guest like that, that he'd +take me and set me up. I'd have horses of my own, and diamonds." + +"Everyone to his tastes, Jennechka. You too, now, are a very pretty and +darling girl, and your character is so independent and brave, and yet +you and I have gotten stuck in Anna Markovna's." + +Jennie flares up and answers with unsimulated bitterness: + +"Yes! Why not! All things come your way! ...You have all the very best +guests. You do what you want with them, but with me it's always either +old men or suckling babies. I have no luck. The ones are snotty, the +others have yellow around the mouth. More than anything else, now, I +dislike the little boys. He comes, the little varmint; he's cowardly, +he hurries, he trembles, but having done the business, he doesn't know +what to do with his eyes for shame. He's all squirming from disgust. I +just feel like giving him one in the snout. Before giving you the +rouble, he holds it in his pocket in his fist, and that rouble's all +hot, even sweaty. The milksop! His mother gives him a ten kopeck piece +for a French roll with sausage, but he's economized out of that for a +wench. I had one little cadet in the last few days. So just on purpose, +to spite him, I say: 'Here, my dearie, here's a little caramel for you +on your way; when you're going back to your corps, you'll suck on it.' +So at first he got offended, but afterwards took it. Later I looked +from the stoop, on purpose; just as soon as he walked out, he looked +around, and right away into his mouth with the caramel. The little +swine!" + +"But with old men it's still worse," says Little Manka in a tender +voice, and slyly looks at Zoe. "What do you think, Zoinka?" + +Zoe, who had already finished playing, and was just about to yawn, now +cannot in any way give rein to her yawns. She does not know whether she +wants to be angry or to laugh. She has a steady visitor, some little +old man in a high station, with perverted erotic habits. The entire +establishment makes fun of his visits to her. + +Zoe at last succeeds in yawning. + +"To the devil's dam with all of you," she says, with her voice hoarse +after the yawn; "may he be damned, the old anathema!" + +"But still, the worst of all," Jennie continues to discourse, "worse +than your director, Zoinka, worse than my cadet, the worst of all--are +your lovers. What can there be joyous in this: he comes drunk, poses, +makes sport of you, wants to pretend there's something in him--only +nothing comes of it all. Wha-at a lad-die, to be sure! The scummiest of +the scum, dirty, beaten-up, stinking, his whole body in scars, there's +only one glory about him: the silk shirt which Tamarka will embroider +for him. He curses one's mother, the son of a bitch, always aching for +a fight. Ugh! No!" she suddenly exclaimed in a merry provoking voice, +"The one I love truly and surely, for ever and ever, is my Mannechka, +Manka the white, little Manka, my Manka-Scandalistochka." + +And unexpectedly, having embraced Manya by the shoulders and bosom, she +drew her toward herself, threw her down on the bed, and began to kiss +deeply and vigorously her hair, eyes, lips. Manka with difficulty tore +herself away from her, with dishevelled, bright, fine, downy hair, all +rosy from the resistance, and with eyes downcast and moist from shame +and laughter. + +"Leave off, Jennechka, leave off. Well, now, what are you doing? Let me +go!" + +Little Manya is the meekest and quietest girl in the entire +establishment. She is kind, yielding, can never refuse anybody's +request, and involuntarily everybody treats her with great gentleness. +She blushes over every trifle, and at such time becomes especially +attractive, as only very tender blondes with a sensitive skin can be +attractive. But it is sufficient for her to drink three or four glasses +of Liqueur Benedictine, of which she is very fond, for her to become +unrecognizable and to create brawls, such, that there is always +required the intervention of the housekeepers, the porter, at times +even the police. It is nothing for her to hit a guest in the face or to +throw in his face a glass filled with wine, to overturn the lamp, to +curse out the proprietress, Jennie treats her with some strange, tender +patronage and rough adoration. + +"Ladies, to dinner! To dinner, ladies!" calls Zociya the housekeeper, +running along the corridor. On the run she opens the door into Manya's +room and drops hurriedly: + +"To dinner, to dinner, ladies!" + +They go again to the kitchen, all still in their underwear, all +unwashed, in slippers and barefoot. A tasty vegetable soup of pork +rinds and tomatoes, cutlets, and pastry-cream rolls are served. But no +one has any appetite, thanks to the sedentary life and irregular sleep, +and also because the majority of the girls, just like school-girls on a +holiday, had already managed during the day to send to the store for +halvah, nuts, rakkat loukoum (Turkish Delight), dill-pickles and +molasses candy, and had through this spoiled their appetites. Only Nina +alone--a small, pug-nosed, snuffling country girl, seduced only two +months ago by a travelling salesman, and (also by him) sold into a +brothel--eats for four. The inordinate, provident appetite of a woman +of the common people has not yet disappeared in her. + +Jennie, who has only picked fastidiously at her cutlet and eaten half +her cream roll, speaks to her in a tone of hypocritical solicitude: + +"Really, Pheclusha, you might just as well eat my cutlet, too. Eat, my +dear, eat; don't be bashful--you ought to be gaining in health. But do +you know what I'll tell you, ladies?" she turns to her mates, "Why, our +Pheclusha has a tape-worm, and when a person has a tape-worm, he always +eats for two: half for himself, half for the worm." + +Nina sniffs angrily and answers in a bass which comes as a surprise +from one of her stature, and through her nose: + +"There are no tape-worms in me. It's you that has the tape-worms, +that's why you are so skinny." + +And she imperturbably continues to eat, and after dinner feels herself +sleepy, like a boa constrictor, eructs loudly, drinks water, hiccups, +and, by stealth, if no one sees her, makes the sign of the cross over +her mouth, through an old habit. + +But already the ringing voice of Zociya can be heard through the +corridors and rooms: + +"Get dressed, ladies, get dressed. There's no use in sitting +around...To work..." + +After a few minutes in all the rooms of the establishment there are +smells of singed hair, boric-thymol soap, cheap eau-de-cologne. The +girls are dressing for the evening. + + + + +CHAPTER IV. + + +The late twilight came on, and after it the warm, dark night, but for +long, until very midnight, did the deep crimson glow of the sky still +smoulder. Simeon, the porter of the establishment, has lit all the +lamps along the walls of the drawing room, and the lustre, as well as +the red lantern over the stoop. Simeon was a spare, stocky, taciturn +and harsh man, with straight, broad shoulders, dark-haired, +pock-marked, with little bald spots on his eye-brows and moustaches +from small-pox, and with black, dull, insolent eyes. By day he was free +and slept, while at night he sat without absenting himself in the front +hall under the reflector, in order to help the guests with their coats +and to be ready in case of any disorder. + +The pianist came--a tall, elegant young man, with white eyebrows and +eyelashes, and a cataract in his right eye. The while there were no +guests, he and Isaiah Savvich quietly rehearsed Pas d'Espagne, at that +time coming into fashion. For every dance ordered by the guests, they +received thirty kopecks for an easy dance, and a half rouble for a +quadrille. But one-half of this price was taken out by the +proprietress, Anna Markovna; the other, however, the musicians divided +evenly. In this manner the pianist received only a quarter of the +general earnings, which, of course, was unjust, since Isaiah Savvich +played as one self-taught and was distinguished for having no more ear +for music than a piece of wood. The pianist was constantly compelled to +drag him on to new tunes, to correct and cover his mistakes with loud +chords. The girls said of their pianist to the guests, with a certain +pride, that he had been in the conservatory and always ranked as the +first pupil, but since he is a Jew, and in addition to that his eyes +had begun to trouble him, he had not succeeded in completing the +course. They all treated him carefully and considerately, with some +sort of solicitous, somewhat mawkish, commiseration, which chimes so +well with the inner, backstage customs of houses of ill-fame, where +underneath the outer coarseness and the flaunting of obscene words +dwells the same sweetish, hysterical sentimentality as in female +boarding schools, and, so they say, in penal institutions. + +In the house of Anna Markovna everybody was already dressed and ready +for the reception of the guests, and languishing from inaction and +expectation. Despite the fact that the majority of the women +experienced toward men--with the exception of their lovers--a complete, +even somewhat squeamish, indifference, before every evening dim hopes +came to life and stirred within their souls; it was unknown who would +choose them, whether something unusual, funny and alluring might not +happen, whether a guest would not astonish with his generosity, whether +there would not be some miracle which would overturn the whole +life...In these presentiments and hopes was something akin to those +emotions which the accustomed gamester experiences when counting his +ready money before starting out for his club. Besides that, despite +their asexuality, they still had not lost the chiefest instinctive +aspiration of women--to please. + +And, in truth, altogether curious personages came into the house at +times and ludicrous, motley events arose. The police would appear +suddenly together with disguised detectives and arrest some seemingly +respectable, irreproachable gentlemen and lead them off, pushing them +along with blows in the neck. At times brawls would spring up between +the drunken, trouble-making company and the porters of all the +establishments, who had gathered on the run for the relief of a fellow +porter--a brawl, during which the window-panes and the decks of +grand-pianos were broken, when the legs of the plush chairs were +wrenched out for weapons, blood ran over the parquet floor of the +drawing room and the steps of the stairs, and people with pierced sides +and broken heads fell down into the dirt near the street entrance, to +the feral, avid delight of Jennka, who, with burning eyes, with happy +laughter, went into the thickest of the melee, slapped herself on the +hips, swore and sicked them on, while her mates were squealing from +fear and hiding under the beds. + +There were occurrences when there would arrive, with a pack of +parasites, some member of a workingmen's association or a cashier, long +since far gone in an embezzlement of many thousands through gambling at +cards and hideous orgies, and now, in a drunken, senseless delirium, +tossing the last money after the other, before suicide or the +prisoner's box. Then the doors and windows of the house would be +tightly closed, and for two days and nights at a stretch a Russian orgy +would go on--nightmarish, tedious, savage, with screams and tears, with +revilement over the body of woman; paradisaical nights were gotten up, +during which naked, drunken, bow-legged, hairy, pot-bellied men, and +women with flabby, yellow, pendulous thin bodies hideously grimaced to +the music; they drank and guzzled like swine, on the beds and on the +floor, amidst the stifling atmosphere, permeated with spirits, befouled +with human respiration and the exhalations of unclean skins. + +Occasionally, there would appear a circus athlete, creating in the +low-ceiled quarters a strangely cumbersome impression, somewhat like +that of a horse led into a room; a Chinaman in a blue blouse, white +stockings, and with a queue; a negro from a cabaret, in a tuxedo coat +and checked pantaloons, with a flower in his button-hole, and with +starched linen, which, to the amazement of the girls, not only did not +soil from the black skin, but appeared still more dazzlingly white. + +These rare people fomented the satiated imagination of the prostitutes, +excited their exhausted sensuality and professional curiosity, and all +of them, almost enamoured, would walk in their steps, jealous and +bickering with one another. + +There was one incident when Simeon had let into the room an elderly +man, dressed like a bourgeois. There was nothing exceptional about him; +he had a stern, thin face, with bony, evil-looking cheek-bones, +protruding like tumours, a low forehead, a beard like a wedge, bushy +eyebrows, one eye perceptibly higher than the other. Having entered, he +raised his fingers, folded for the sign of the cross, to his forehead, +but having searched the corners with his eyes and finding no image, he +did not in the least grow confused, put down his hand, and at once with +a business-like air walked up to the fattest girl in the +establishment--Kitty. + +"Let's go!" he commanded curtly, and with determination nodded his head +in the direction of the door. + +During the entire period of her absence the omniscious Simeon, with a +mysterious, and even somewhat proud air, managed to inform Niura, at +that time his mistress, while she, in a whisper, with horror in her +rounded eyes, told her mates, in secret, that the name of the bourgeois +was Dyadchenko, and that last fall he had volunteered, owing to the +absence of the hangman, to carry out the execution of eleven rioters, +and with his own hands had hung them in two mornings. And--monstrous as +it may be--at that hour there was not in the establishment a single +girl who did not feel envy toward the fat Kitty, and did not experience +a painful, keen, vertiginous curiosity. When Dyadchenko was going away +half an hour later--with his sedate and stern air, all the women +speechlessly, with their mouths gaping, escorted him to the street door +and afterwards watched him from the windows as he walked along the +street. Then they rushed into the room of the dressing Kitty and +overwhelmed her with interrogations. They looked with a new feeling, +almost with astonishment, at her bare, red, thick arms, at the bed, +still crumpled, at the old, greasy, paper rouble, which Kitty showed +them, having taken it out of her stocking. Kitty could tell them +nothing. "A man like any man, like all men," she said with a calm +incomprehension; but when she found out who her visitor had been, she +suddenly burst into tears, without herself knowing why. + +This man, the outcast of outcasts, fallen as low as the fancy of man +can picture, this voluntary headsman, had treated her without rudeness, +but with such absence of even a hint at endearment, with such disdain +and wooden indifference, as no human being is treated; not even a dog +or a horse, and not even an umbrella, overcoat or hat, but like some +dirty, unclean object, for which a momentary, unavoidable need arises, +but which, at the passing of its needfulness, becomes foreign, useless, +and disgusting. The entire horror of this thought the fat Kate could +not embrace with her brain of a fattened turkey hen, and because of +that cried--as it seemed even to her--without cause and reason. + +There were also other happenings, which stirred up the turbid, foul +life of these poor, sick, silly, unfortunate women. There were cases of +savage, unbridled jealousy with pistol shots and poisoning; +occasionally, very rarely, a tender, flaming and pure love would +blossom out upon this dung; occasionally the women even abandoned an +establishment with the help of the loved man, but almost always came +back. Two or three times it happened that a woman from a brothel would +suddenly prove pregnant--and this always seemed, on the face of it, +laughable and disgraceful, but touching in the profundity of the event. + +And no matter what may have happened, every evening brought with it +such an irritating, strained, spicy expectation of adventures that +every other life, after that in a house of ill-fame, would have seemed +flat and humdrum to these lazy women of no will power. + + + + +CHAPTER V. + + +The windows are opened wide to the fragrant darkness of the evening, +and the tulle curtains stir faintly back and forth from the +imperceptible movement of the air. It smells of dewy grass from the +consumptive little garden in front of the house, and just the least wee +bit of lilac and the withering birch leaves of the little trees placed +near the entrance because of the Trinity. Liuba, in a blue velvet +blouse with low cut bosom, and Niura, dressed as a "baby," in a pink, +wide sacque to the knees, with her bright hair loose and with little +curls on her forehead, are lying embraced on the window-sill, and are +singing in a low voice a song about the hospital, which song is the +rage of the day and exceedingly well known among prostitutes. Niura, +through her nose, leads in a high voice. + +Liuba seconds her with a stifled alto: + + "Monday now is come again, + They're supposed to get me out; + Doctor Krasov won't let me out ..." + +In all the houses the windows are brightly lit, while hanging lanterns +are burning before the entrances. To both girls the interior in the +establishment of Sophia Vasilievna, which is directly opposite, is +distinctly visible--the shining yellow parquet, draperies of a dark +cherry colour on the doors, caught up with cords, the end of a black +grand-piano, a pier glass in a gilt frame, and the figures of women in +gorgeous dresses, now flashing at the windows, now disappearing, and +their reflections in the mirrors. The carved stoop of Treppel, to the +right, is brightly illuminated by a bluish electric light in a big +frosted globe. + +The evening is calm and warm. Somewhere far, far away, beyond the line +of the railroads, beyond some black roofs and the thin black trunks of +trees, down low over the dark earth in which the eye does not see but +rather senses the mighty green tone of spring, reddens with a scarlet +gold the narrow, long streak of the sunset glow, which has pierced the +dove-coloured mist. And in this indistinct, distant light, in the +caressing air, in the scents of the oncoming night, was some secret, +sweet, conscious mournfulness, which usually is so gentle in the +evenings between spring and summer. The indistinct noise of the city +floated in, the dolorous, snuffling air of an accordeon, the mooing of +cows could be heard; somebody's soles were scraping dryly and a +ferruled cane rapped resoundingly on the flags of the pavement; lazily +and irregularly the wheels of a cabman's victoria, rolling at a pace +through Yama, would rumble by, and all these sounds mingled with a +beauty and softness in the pensive drowsiness of the evening. And the +whistles of the locomotives on the line of the railroad, which was +marked out in the darkness with green and red lights, sounded with a +quiet, singing caution. + + "Now the nurse is co-oming in, + Bringing sugar and a roll, + Bringing sugar and a roll, + Deals them equally to all." + +"Prokhor Ivanich!" Niura suddenly calls after the curly waiter from the +dram-shop, who, a light black silhouette, is running across the road. +"Oh, Prokhor Ivanich!" + +"Oh, bother you!" the other snarls hoarsely. "What now?" + +"A friend of yours sent you his regards. I saw him today." + +"What sort of friend?" + +"Such a little good-looker! An attractive little brunet ...No, but +you'd better ask--where did I see him?" + +"Well, where?" Prokhor Ivanovich comes to a stop for a minute. + +"And here's where: nailed over there, on the fifth shelf with old hats, +where we keep all dead cats." + +"Scat! You darn fool!" + +Niura laughs shrilly over all Yama, and throws herself down on the +sill, kicking her legs in high black stockings. Afterward, having +ceased laughing, she all of a sudden makes round astonished eyes and +says in a whisper: + +"But do you know, girlie--why, he cut a woman's throat the year before +last--that same Prokhor. Honest to God!" + +"Is that so? Did she die?" + +"No, she didn't. She got by," says Niura, as though with regret. "But +just the same she lay for two months in the Alexandrovskaya Hospital. +The doctors said, that if it were only this teen-weeny bit higher--then +it would have been all over. Bye-bye!" + +"Well, what did he do that to her for?" + +"How should I know? Maybe she hid money from him or wasn't true to him. +He was her lover--her pimp." + +"Well, and what did he get for it?" + +"Why, nothing. There was no evidence of any kind. There had been a +free-for-all mix-up. About a hundred people were fighting. She also +told the police that she had no suspicions of any sort. But Prokhor +himself boasted afterwards: 'I,' says he, 'didn't do for Dunka that +time, but I'll finish her off another time. She,' says he, 'won't get +by my hands. I'm going to give her the works.'" + +A shiver runs all the way down Liuba's back. + +"They're desperate fellows, these pimps!" she pronounces quietly, with +horror in her voice. + +"Something terrible! I, you know, played at love with our Simeon for a +whole year. Such a Herod, the skunk! I didn't have a whole spot on me. +I always went about in black and blue marks. And it wasn't for any +reason at all, but just simply so--he'd go in the morning into a room +with me, lock himself in, and start in to torture me. He'd wrench my +arms, pinch my breasts, grab my throat and begin to strangle me. Or +else he'd be kissing, kissing, and then he'd bite the lips so that the +blood would just spurt out ... I'd start crying--but that's all he was +looking for. Then he'd just pounce an me like a beast--simply shivering +all over. And he'd take all my money away--well, now, to the very last +little copper. There wasn't anything to buy ten cigarettes with. He's +stingy, this here Simeon, that's what, always into the bank-book with +it, always putting it away into the bank-book... Says when he gets a +thousand roubles together--he'll go into a monastery." + +"Go on!" + +"Honest to God. You look into his little room: the twenty-four hours +round, day and night, the little holy lamp burns before the images. +He's very strong for God ... Only I think that he's that way because +there's heavy sins upon him. He's a murderer." + +"What are you saying?" + +"Oh, let's drop talking about him, Liubochka. Well, let's go on further: + +"I'll go to the drug store, buy me some poison, And I will poison then +meself." + +Niura starts off in a very high, thin voice. + +Jennie walks back and forth in the room, with arms akimbo, swaying as +she walks, and looking at herself in all the mirrors. She has on a +short orange satin dress, with straight deep pleats in the skirt, which +vacillates evenly to the left and right from the movement of her hips. +Little Manka, a passionate lover of card games, ready to play from +morning to morning, without stopping, is playing away at "sixty-six" +with Pasha, during which both women, for convenience in dealing, have +left an empty chair between them, while they gather their tricks into +their skirts, spread out between their knees. Manka has on a brown, +very modest dress, with black apron and pleated black bib; this dress +is very becoming to her dainty, fair little head and small stature; it +makes her younger and gives her the appearance of a high-school +undergraduate. + +Her partner Pasha is a very queer and unhappy girl. She should have +been, long ago, not in a house of ill-fame, but in a psychiatric ward, +because of an excruciating nervous malady, which compels her to give +herself up, frenziedly, with an unwholesome avidity, to any man +whatsoever who may choose her, even the most repulsive. Her mates make +sport of her and despise her somewhat for this vice, just as though for +some treason to their corporate enmity toward men. Niura, with very +great versimilitude, mimics her sighs, groans, outcries and passionate +words, from which she can never refrain in the moments of ecstasy and +which are to be heard in the neighbouring rooms through two or three +partitions. There is a rumour afloat about Pasha, that she got into a +brothel not at all through necessity or temptation or deception, but +had gone into it her own self, voluntarily, following her horrible, +insatiable instinct. But the proprietress of the house and both the +housekeepers indulge Pasha in every way and encourage her insane +weakness, because, thanks to it, Pasha is in constant demand and earns +four, five times as much as any one of the remaining girls--earns so +much, that on busy gala days she is not brought out to the more drab +guests at all, or else refused them under the pretext of Pasha's +illness, because the steady, paying guests are offended if they are +told that the girl they know is busy with another. And of such steady +guests Pasha has a multitude; many are with perfect sincerity, even +though bestially, in love with her, and even not so long ago two, +almost at the same time, offered to set her up: a Georgian--a clerk in +a store of Cakhetine wines, and some railroad agent, a very proud and +very poor nobleman, with shirt cuffs the colour of a cabbage rose, and +with an eye which had been replaced by a black circle on an elastic. +Pasha, passive in everything save her impersonal sensuality, would go +with anybody who might call her, but the administration of the house +vigilantly guards its interests in her. A near insanity already flits +over her lovely face, in her half-closed eyes, always smiling with some +heady, blissful, meek, bashful and unseemly smile, in her languorous, +softened, moist lips, which she is constantly licking; in her short, +quiet laugh--the laugh of an idiot. Yet at the same time she--this +veritable victim of the social temperament--in everyday life is very +good-natured, yielding, entirely uncovetous and is very much ashamed of +her inordinate passion. Toward her mates she is tender, likes very much +to kiss and embrace them and sleep in the same bed with them, but still +everybody has a little aversion for her, it would seem. + +"Mannechka, sweetie, dearie," says Pasha lightly touching Manya's hand +with emotion, "tell my fortune, my precious little child." + +"We-ell," Manya pouts her lips just like a child, "let's play a little +more." + +"Mannechka, my little beauty, you little good-looker, my precious, my +own, my dear..." + +Manya gives in and lays out the pack on her knees. A suit of hearts +comes out, a small monetary interest and a meeting in the suit of +spades with a large company in the king of clubs. + +Pasha claps her hands joyously: + +"Ah, it's my Levanchik! Well, yes, he promised to come to-day. Of +course, it's Levanchik." + +"That's your Georgian!" + +"Yes, yes, my little Georgian. Oh, how nice he is. I'd just love never +to let him go away from me. Do you know what he told me the last time? +'If you'll go on living in a sporting house, then I'll make both you +dead, and make me dead.' And he flashed his eyes at me so!" + +Jennie, who had stopped near, listens to her words and asks haughtily: + +"Who was it said that?" + +"Why, my little Georgian, Levan. 'Both for you death and for me death.'" + +"Fool! He isn't any little Georgian at all, but simply a common +Armenian. You're a crazy fool." + +"Oh no, he isn't--he's a Georgian. And it is quite strange on your +part..." + +"I'm telling you--a common Armenian. I can tell better. Fool!" + +"What are you cursing for, Jennie? I didn't start cursing you first +off, did I?" + +"You just try and be the first to start cursing! Fool! Isn't it all the +same to you what he is? Are you in love with him, or what?" + +"Well, I am in love with him!" + +"Well, and you're a fool. And the one with the badge in his cap, the +lame one--are you in love with him too?" + +"Well, what of it? I respect him very much. He is very respectable." + +"And with Nicky the Book-keeper? And with the contractor? And with +Antoshka-Kartoshka?[4] And with the fat actor? Oo-ooh, you shameless +creature!" Jennie suddenly cries out. "I can't look at you without +disgust. You're a bitch! In your place, if I was such a miserable +thing, I'd rather lay hands on myself, strangle myself with a cord from +my corset. You vermin!" + + +[4] Tony the Potato.--Trans. + + +Pasha silently lowers her eyelashes over her tear-filled eyes. Manya +tries to defend her. + +"Really, what are you carrying on like that for, Jennechka? What are +you down on her like that for..." + +"Eh, all of you are fine!" Jennie sharply cuts her short. "No +self-respect of any sort! Some scum comes along, buys you like a piece +of meat, hires you like a cabby, at a fixed rate, for love for an hour, +but you go all to pieces: 'Ah, my little lover! Ah, what unearthly +passion!' Ugh!" she spat in disgust. + +She wrathfully turns her back upon them and continues to promenade on a +diagonal through the room, swinging her hips and blinking at herself in +every mirror. + +During this time Isaac Davidovich, the piano player, is still +struggling with the refractory violinist. + +"Not that way, not that way, Isaiah Savvich. You throw the fiddle away +for one little minute. Listen a little to me. Here is the tune." + +He plays with one finger and hums in that horrible goatish voice that +all musical directors--for which calling he had been at one time +preparing--possess. + +"Ess-tam, ess-tam, ess-tiam-tiam. Well, now, repeat after me the first +part, first time off..... Well..... ein, zwei..." + +Their rehearsal is being attentively watched by the grey-eyed, +round-faced, arch-browed Zoe, mercilessly bedaubed with cheap rouges +and whiteners, leaning with her elbows on the pianoforte, and the +slight Vera, with drink-ravaged face, in the costume of a jockey--in a +round little cap with straight brim, in a little silk jacket, striped +blue and white, in tightly stretched trunks and in little patent +leather boots with yellow facings. And really, Vera does resemble a +jockey, with her narrow face, in which the exceedingly sparkling blue +eyes, under a smart bob coming down on the forehead, are set too near +the humped, nervous, very handsome nose. When, at last, after long +efforts the musicians agree, the somewhat small Verka walks up to the +large Zoe, in that mincing, tethered walk, the hind part sticking out, +and elbows spread as though for flight, with which only women in male +costume can walk, and makes a comical masculine bow to her, spreading +her arms wide and lowering them. And, with great enjoyment, they begin +careering over the room. + +The nimble Niura, always the first to announce all the news, suddenly +jumps down from the window sill, and calls out, spluttering from the +excitement and hurry: + +"A swell carriage...has driven up...to Treppel ...with electricity... +Oi, goils...may I die on the spot...there's electricity on the shafts." + +All the girls, save the proud Jennie, thrust themselves out of the +windows. A driver with a fine carriage is indeed standing near the +Treppel entrance. His brand-new, dashing victoria glistens with new +lacquer; at the ends of the shafts two tiny electric lights burn with a +yellow light; the tall white horse, with a bare pink spot on the septum +of its nose, shakes its handsome head, shifts its feet on the same +spot, and pricks up its thin ears; the bearded, stout driver himself +sits on the coach-box like a carven image, his arms stretched out +straight along his knees. + +"Oh, for a ride!" squeals Niura. "Oh, uncle! Oh you swell coachman!" +she cries out, hanging over the window sill. "Give a poor little girlie +a ride... Give us a ride for love." + +But the swell coachman laughs, makes a scarcely noticeable movement +with his fingers, and immediately the white horse, as though it had +been waiting just for that, starts from its place at a goodly trot, +handsomely turns around and with measured speed floats away into the +darkness together with the victoria and the broad back of the coachman. + +"Pfui! What indecency!" the indignant voice of Emma Edwardovna sounds +in the room. "Well, where did you see that respectable girls should +allow themselves to climb out of the windows and holler all over the +street. O, scandal! And it's all Niura, and it's always this horrible +Niura!" + +She is majestic in her black dress, with her yellow flabby face, with +the dark pouches under her eyes, with the three pendulous, quivering +chins. The girls, like boarding school misses, staidly seat themselves +on the chairs along the walls, except Jennie, who continues to +contemplate herself in all the mirrors. Two more cabbies drive up +opposite, to the house of Sophia Vasilievna. Yama is beginning to liven +up. At last one more victoria rattles along the paved road and its +noise is cut short abruptly at the entrance to Anna Markovna's. + +The porter Simeon helps someone take off his things in the front hall. +Jennie looks in there, holding on with both hands to the door jambs, +but immediately turns back, and as she walks shrugs her shoulders and +shakes her head negatively. + +"Don't know him, someone who's an entire stranger," she says in a low +voice. "He has never been in our place. Some daddy or other, fat, in +gold eye-glasses and a uniform." + +Emma Edwardovna commands in a voice which sounds like a summoning +cavalry trumpet: + +"Ladies, into the drawing room! Into the drawing room, ladies!" + +One after the other, with haughty gaits, into the drawing room enter: +Tamara, with bare white arms and bared neck, wound with a string of +artificial pearls; fat Kitty with her fleshy, quadrangular face and low +forehead--she, too, is in decollete, but her skin is red and in +goose-pimples; Nina, the very newest one, pug-nosed and clumsy, in a +dress the colour of a green parrot; another Manka--Big Manka, or Manka +the Crocodile, as they call her, and--the last--Sonka the Rudder, a +Jewess, with an ugly dark face and an extraordinarily large nose, +precisely for which she has received her nickname, but with such +magnificent large eyes, at the same time meek and sad, burning and +humid, as, among the women of all the terrestrial globe, are to be +found only among the Jewesses. + + + + +CHAPTER VI. + + +The elderly guest in the uniform of the Department of Charity walked in +with slow, undecided steps, at each step bending his body a little +forward and rubbing his palms with a circular motion, as though washing +them. Since all the women were pompously silent, as though not noticing +him, he traversed the drawing room and let himself down on a chair +alongside of Liuba, who, in accordance with etiquette, only gathered up +her skirt a little, preserving the abstracted and independent air of a +girl from a respectable house. + +"How do you do, miss?" he said. + +"How do you do?" answered Liuba abruptly. + +"How are you getting along?" + +"Thanks--thank you. Treat me to a smoke." + +"Pardon me--I don't smoke." + +"So that's how. A man--and he doesn't smoke, just like that. Well, +then, treat me to some Lafitte with lemonade. I am terribly fond of +Lafitte with lemonade." + +He let that pass in silence. + +"Ooh, what a stingy daddy! Where do you work, now? Are you one of the +government clerks?" + +"No, I'm a teacher. I teach the German language." + +"But I have seen you somewhere, daddy. Your physiognomy is familiar to +me. Where have I met you before?" + +"Well, now, I don't know, really. Unless it was on the street." + +"It might have been on the street, likely as not... You ought to treat +me to an orange, at least. May I ask for an orange?" + +He again grew quiet, looking about him. His face began to glisten and +the pimples on his forehead became red. He was mentally appraising all +the women, choosing a likely one for himself, and was at the same time +embarrassed by his silence. There was nothing at all to talk about; +besides that the indifferent importunity of Liuba irritated him. Fat +Katie pleased him with her large, bovine body, but she must be--he +decided in his mind--very frigid in love, like all stout women, and in +addition to that not handsome of face. Vera also excited him, with her +appearance of a little boy, and her firm thighs, closely enveloped by +the white tights; and Little White Manya, looking so like an innocent +school-girl; and Jennie with her energetic, swarthy, handsome face. For +one minute he was all ready to stop at Jennie, but only started in his +chair and did not venture--by her easy, inaccessible and negligent air, +and because she in all sincerity did not pay him the least attention, +he surmised that she was the most spoilt of all the girls in the +establishment, accustomed to having the visitors spend more money on +her than on the others. But the pedagogue was a calculating man, +burthened with a large family and an exhausted wife, destroyed by his +masculine demands and suffering from a multiplicity of female ills. +Teaching in a female high school and in an institute, he lived +constantly in a sort of secret sensual delirium, and only his German +training, stinginess and cowardice helped him to hold his constantly +aroused desires in check. But two or three times a year, with +incredible privations, he would cut five or ten roubles out of his +beggarly budget, denying himself in his beloved evening mug of beer and +contriving to save on the street cars, which necessitated his making +enormous distances on foot through the town. This money he set aside +for women and spent it slowly, with gusto, trying to prolong and +cheapen down the enjoyment as much as possible. And for his money he +wanted a very great deal, almost the impossible; his German sentimental +soul dimly thirsted after innocence, timidity, poesy, in the flaxen +image of Gretchen; but as a man he dreamt, desired, and demanded that +his caresses should bring a woman into rapture and palpitation and into +a sweet exhaustion. + +However, all the men strove for the very same thing--even the most +wretched, monstrous, misshapen and impotent of them--and ancient +experience had long ago taught the women to imitate with voice and +movements the most flaming passion, retaining in the most tempestuous +minutes the fullest sang froid. + +"You might at least order the musicians to play a polka. Let the girls +dance a little," asked Liuba grumblingly. + +That suited him. Under cover of the music, amid the jostling of the +dances, it was far more convenient to get up courage, arise, and lead +one of the girls out of the drawing room, than to do it amid the +general silence and the finical immobility. + +"And how much does that cost?" he asked cautiously. + +"A quadrille is half a rouble; but ordinary dances are thirty kopecks. +Is it all right then?" + +"Well, of course...if you please...I don't begrudge it," he agreed, +pretending to be generous... + +"Whom do you speak to?" + +"Why, over there--to the musicians." + +"Why not? ... I'll do it with pleasure...Mister musician, something in +the light dances, if you please," he said, laying down his silver on +the pianoforte. + +"What will you order?" asked Isaiah Savvich, putting the money away in +his pocket. "Waltz, polka, polka-mazourka?" + +"Well...Something sort of..." + +"A waltz, a waltz!" Vera, a great lover of dancing, shouted from her +place. + +"No, a polka! ... A waltz! ... A vengerka! ... A waltz!" demanded +others. + +"Let them play a polka," decided Liuba in a capricious tone. "Isaiah +Savvich, play a little polka, please. This is my husband, and he is +ordering fox me," she added, embracing the pedagogue by the neck. +"Isn't that true, daddy?" + +But he freed himself from under her arm, drawing his head in like a +turtle, and she without the least offence went to dance with Niura. +Three other couples were also whirling about. In the dances all the +girls tried to hold the waist as straight as possible, and the head as +immobile as possible, with a complete unconcern in their faces, which +constituted one of the conditions of the good taste of the +establishment. Under cover of the slight noise the teacher walked up to +Little Manka. + +"Let's go?" he said, offering her his bent arm. + +"Let's go," answered she, laughing. + +She brought him into her room, gotten up with all the coquettishness of +a bedroom in a brothel of the medium sort, with a bureau, covered with +a knit scarf, and upon it a mirror, a bouquet of paper flowers, a few +empty bonbonierres, a powder box, a faded photograph of a young man +with white eyebrows and eyelashes and a haughtily astonished face, as +well as several visiting cards. Above the bed, which is covered with a +pink pique blanket, along the wall, is nailed up a rug with a +representation of a Turkish sultan luxuriating in his harem, a narghili +in his mouth; on the walls, several more photographs of dashing men of +the waiter and actor type; a pink lantern hangs down from the ceiling +by chains; there are also a round table under a carpet cover, three +vienna chairs, and an enameled bowl with a pitcher of the same sort in +the corner on a tabouret, behind the bed. + +"Darling, treat me to Lafitte with lemonade," in accordance with +established usage asked Little Manka, unbuttoning her corsage. + +"Afterwards," austerely answered the pedagogue. "It will all depend +upon yourself. And then--what sort of Lafitte can you have here? Some +muddy brew or other?" + +"We have good Lafitte," contradicted the girl touchily. "Two roubles a +bottle. But if you are so stingy, then buy me beer at least. All right?" + +"Well, beer is all right..." + +"And for me lemonade and oranges. Yes?" + +"A bottle of lemonade, yes; but oranges, no. Later, maybe, I will treat +you to champagne even. It will all depend on you. If you'll exert +yourself." + +"Then, daddy, I'll ask for four bottles of beer and two bottles of +lemonade? Yes? And for me just a little cake of chocolate. All right? +Yes?" + +"Two bottles of beer, a bottle of lemonade, and nothing more. I don't +like when I'm bargained with. If need be, I'll order myself." + +"And may I invite a friend of mine?" + +"No, let it be without any friends, if you please." + +Manka leaned out of the door into the corridor and called out +resoundingly: + +"Housekeeper, dear! Two bottles of beer and a bottle of lemonade for +me." + +Simeon came with a tray and began with an accustomed rapidity to uncork +the bottles. Following him came Zociya, the housekeeper. + +"There, now, how well you've made yourself at home here. Here's to your +lawful marriage!" she congratulated them. + +"Daddy, treat the little housekeeper with beer," begged Manka. "Drink, +housekeeper dear." + +"Well, in that case here's to your health, mister. Somehow, your face +seems kind of familiar to me?" + +The German drank his beer, sucking and licking his moustache, and +impatiently waited for the housekeeper to go away. But she, having put +down her glass and thanked him, said: + +"Let me get the money coming from you, mister. As much as is coming for +the beer and the time. That's both better for you and more convenient +for us." + +The demand for the money went against the grain of the teacher, because +it completely destroyed the sentimental part of his intentions. He +became angry: + +"What sort of boorishness is this, anyway! It doesn't look as if I were +preparing to run away from here. And besides, can't you discriminate +between people at all? You can see that a man of respectability, in a +uniform, has come to you, and not some tramp. What sort of importunity +is this!" + +The housekeeper gave in a little. + +"Now, don't get offended, mister. Of course, you'll pay the young lady +yourself for the visit. I don't think you will do her any wrong, she's +a fine girl among us. But I must trouble you to pay for the beer and +lemonade. I, too, have to give an account to the proprietress. Two +bottles at fifty is a rouble and the lemonade thirty--a rouble thirty." + +"Good Lord, a bottle of beer fifty kopecks!" the German waxed +indignant. "Why, I will get it in any beer-shop for twelve kopecks." + +"Well, then, go to a beer-shop if it's cheaper there," Zociya became +offended. "But if you've come to a respectable establishment, the +regular price is half a rouble. We don't take anything extra. There, +that's better. Twenty kopecks change coming to you?" + +"Yes, change, without fail," firmly emphasized the German teacher. "And +I would request of you that nobody else should enter." + +"No, no, no, what are you saying," Zociya began to bustle near the +door. "Dispose yourself as you please, to your heart's content. A +pleasant appetite to you." + +Manka locked the door on a hook after her and sat down on the German's +knee, embracing him with her bare arm. + +"Are you here long?" he asked, sipping his beer. He felt dimly that +that imitation of love which must immediately take place demanded some +sort of psychic propinquity, a more intimate acquaintance, and on that +account, despite his impatience, began the usual conversation, which is +carried on by almost all men--when alone with prostitutes, and which +compels the latter to lie almost mechanically, to lie without +mortification, enthusiasm or malice, according to a single, very +ancient stencil. + +"Not long, only the third month." + +"And how old are you?" + +"Sixteen," fibbed Little Manka, taking five years off her age. + +"O, such a young one!" the German wondered, and began, bending down and +grunting, to take off his boots. "Then how did you get here?" + +"Well, a certain officer deprived me of my innocence there...near his +birthplace. And it's terrible how strict my mamma is. If she was to +find out, she'd strangle me with her own hands. Well, so then I ran +away from home and got in here..." + +"And did you love that same officer, the one who was the first one, +now?" + +"If I hadn't loved him, I wouldn't have gone to him. He promised to +marry me, the scoundrel, but then managed to get what he was after, and +abandoned me." + +"Well, and were you ashamed the first time?" + +"Of course, you'd be ashamed...How do you like it, daddy, with light or +without light? I'll turn, down the lantern a little. All right?" + +"Well, and aren't you bored here? What do they call you?" + +"Manya. To be sure I'm bored. What sort of a life is ours!" + +The German kissed her hard on her lips and again asked: + +"And do you love the men? Are there men who please you? Who afford you +pleasure?" + +"How shouldn't there be?" Manka started laughing. "I love the ones like +you especially, such nice little fatties." + +"You love them? Eh? Why do you love them?" + +"Oh, I love them just so. You're nice, too." + +The German meditated for a few seconds, pensively sipping away at his +beer. Then he said that which every man tells a prostitute in these +moments preceding the casual possession of her body: + +"Do you know, Marichen, you also please me very much. I would willingly +take you and set you up." + +"You're married," the girl objected, touching his ring. + +"Yes, but, you understand, I don't live with my wife; she isn't well, +she can't fulfill her conjugal duties." + +"The poor thing! If she were to find out where you go, daddy, she would +cry for sure." + +"Let's drop that. So, you know, Mary, I am always looking out for such +a girl as you for myself, so modest and pretty. I am a man of means, I +would find a flat with board for you, with fuel and light. And forty +roubles a month pin money. Would you go?" + +"Why not go--I'd go." + +He kissed her violently, but a secret apprehension glided swiftly +through his cowardly heart. + +"But are you healthy?" he asked in an inimical, quavering voice. + +"Why, yes, I am healthy. There's a doctor's inspection every Saturday +in our place." + +After five minutes she went away from him, as she walked putting away +in her stocking the earned money, on which, as on the first handsel, +she had first spat, after a superstitious custom. There had been no +further speech either about maintenance or natural liking. The German +was left unsatisfied with the frigidity of Manka and ordered the +housekeeper to be summoned to him. + +"Housekeeper dear, my husband demands your presence!" said Manya, +coming into the drawing room and fixing her hair before a mirror. + +Zociya went away, then returned afterwards and called Pasha out into +the corridor. Later she came back into the drawing room, but alone. + +"How is it, Manka, that you haven't pleased your cavalier?" she asked +with laughter. "He complains about you: 'This,' he says, 'is no woman, +but some log of wood, a piece of ice.' I sent him Pashka." + +"Eh, what a disgusting man!" Manka puckered up her face and spat aside. +"Butts in with his conversations. Asks: 'Do you feel when I kiss you? +Do you feel a pleasant excitement?' An old hound. 'I'll take you,' he +says, 'and set you up!'" + +"They all say that," remarked Zoe indifferently. + +But Jennie, who since morning has been in an evil mood, suddenly flared +up. + +"Oh, the sneak, the big, miserable sneak that he is!" she exclaimed, +turning red and energetically putting her hands to her sides. "Why, I +would take him, the old, dirty little beast, by the ear, then lead him +up to the mirror and show him his disgusting snout. What? Good-looking, +aren't you? And how much better you'll be when the spit will be running +out of your mouth, and you'll cross your eyes, and begin to choke and +rattle in the throat, and to snort right in the face of the woman. And +for your damned rouble you want me to go all to pieces before you like +a pancake, and that from your nasty love my eyes should pop out onto my +forehead? Why, hit him in the snout, the skunk, in the snout! Until +there's blood!" + +"O, Jennie! Stop it now! PFUI!" the susceptible Emma Edwardovna, made +indignant by her tone, stopped her. + +"I won't stop!" she cut her short abruptly. But she grew quiet by +herself and wrathfully walked away with distending nostrils and with +fire in the darkened, handsome eyes. + + + + +CHAPTER VII. + + +Little by little the drawing room was filling. There came Roly-Poly, +long known to all Yama--a tall, thin, red-nosed, gray old man, in the +uniform of a forest ranger, in high boots, with a wooden yard-stick +always sticking out of his side-pocket. He passed whole days and +evenings as a habitue of the billiard parlor in the tavern, always +half-tipsy, shedding his little jokes, jingles and little sayings, +acting familiarly with the porters, with the housekeepers and the +girls. In the houses everybody from the proprietress to the +chamber-maids--treated him with a bit of derision--careless, a trifle +contemptuous, but without malice. At times he was even not without use: +he could transmit notes from the girls to their lovers, and run over to +the market or to the drug-store. Not infrequently, thanks to his +loosely hung tongue and long extinguished self respect, he would worm +himself into a gathering of strangers and increase their expenditures, +nor did he carry elsewhere the money gotten as "loans" on such +occasions, but spent it right here for women--unless, indeed, he left +himself some change for cigarettes. And, out of habit, he was +good-naturedly tolerated. + +"And here's Roly-Poly arrived," announced Niura, when he, having +already managed to shake hands amicably with Simeon the porter, stopped +in the doorway of the drawing room, lanky, in a uniform cap knocked at +a brave slant over one side of his head. "Well, now, Roly-Poly, fire +away!" + +"I have the honour to present myself," Roly-Poly immediately commenced +to grimace, putting his hand up to his brim in military fashion, "a +right honourable privy frequenter of the local agreeable +establishments, Prince Bottlekin, Count Liquorkin, Baron +Whoatinkevich-Giddapkovski--Mister Beethoven! Mister Chopin!" he +greeted the musicians. "Play me something from the opera The Brave and +Charming General Anisimov, or, A Hubbub in the Coolidor. My regards to +the little political economist Zociya.[5] A-ha! Then you kiss only at +Easter? We shall write that down. Ooh-you, my Tomalachka, my pitty-itty +tootsicums!" + + +[5] An untranslatable pun on Economochka, a diminutive for +"housekeeper."--Trans. + + +And so with jests and with pinches he went the round of all the girls +and at last sat down alongside of the fat Katie, who put her fat leg +upon his, leant with her elbow upon her knee, while upon the palm she +laid her chin, and began to watch indifferently and closely the +surveyor rolling a cigarette for himself. + +"And how is it that you don't ever get tired of it, Roly-Poly? You're +forever rolling a coffin nail." + +Roly-Poly at once commenced to move his eye-brows and the skin of his +scalp and began to speak in verse: + + "Dear cigarette, my secret mate, + How can I help loving thee? + Not through mere whim, prompted by fate, + All have started smoking thee." + +"Why, Roly-Poly, but you are going to croak soon," said Kitty +indifferently. + +"And a very simple matter, that." + +"Roly-Poly, say something still funnier, in verse," begged Verka. + +And at once, obediently, having placed himself in a funny pose, he +began to declaim: + + "Many stars are in the bright sky, + But to count them there's no way. + Yes, the wind whispers there can be, + But there really is no way. + Blossoming now are burdocks, + Now sing out the birds called cocks." + +Playing the tom-fool in this manner, Roly-Poly would sit whole evenings +and nights through in the drawing rooms of the establishments. And +through some strange psychic fellow feeling the girls counted him +almost as one of their own; occasionally rendered him little temporary +services and even bought him beer and vodka at their expense. + +Some time after Roly-Poly a large company of hairdressers, who were +that day free from work, tumbled in. They were noisy, gay, but even +here, in a brothel, did not cease their petty reckonings and +conversations about closed and open theatrical benefits, about the +bosses, about the wives of the bosses. All these were people corrupt to +a sufficient degree, liars, with great hopes for the future--such as, +for example, entering the service of some countess as a kept lover. +They wanted to utilize to the widest possible extent their rather +hard-earned money, and on that account decided to make a review of +absolutely all the houses of Yama; only Treppel's they could not +resolve to enter, as that was too swell for them. But at Anna +Markovna's they at once ordered a quadrille and danced it, especially +the fifth figure, where the gents execute a solo, perfectly, like real +Parisians, even putting their thumbs in the arm holes of their vests. +But they did not want to remain with the girls; instead, they promised +to come later, when they had wound up the complete review of the +brothels. + +And there also came and went government clerks of some sort; crisp +young people in patent leather boots; several students; several +officers, who were horribly afraid of losing their dignity in the eyes +of the proprietress and the guests of the brothel. Little by little in +the drawing room was created such a noisy, fumy setting that no one +there any longer felt ill at ease. There came a steady visitor, the +lover of Sonka the Rudder, who came almost every day and sat whole +hours through near his beloved, gazed upon her with languishing +oriental eyes, sighed, grew faint and created scenes for her because +she lives in a brothel, because she sins against the Sabbath, because +she eats meat not prepared in the orthodox Hebrew manner, and because +she has strayed from the family and the great Hebrew church. + +As a usual thing--and this happened often--Zociya the housekeeper would +walk up to him under cover of the hubbub and would say, twisting her +lips: + +"Well, what are you sitting there for mister? Warming your behind? You +might go and pass the time with the young lady." + +Both of them, the Jew and the Jewess, were by birth from Homel, and +must have been created by God himself for a tender, passionate, mutual +love; but many circumstances--as, for example, the pogrom which took +place in their town, impoverishment, a complete confusion, fright--had +for a time parted them. However, love was so great that the junior drug +clerk Neiman, with great difficulty, efforts, and humiliations, +contrived to find for himself the place of a junior in one of the local +pharmacies, and had searched out the girl he loved. He was a real, +orthodox Hebrew, almost fanatical. He knew that Sonka had been sold by +her very mother to one of the buyers-up of live merchandise, knew many +humiliating, hideous particulars of how she had been resold from hand +to hand, and his pious, fastidious, truly Hebraic soul writhed and +shuddered at these thoughts, but nevertheless love was above all. And +every evening he would appear in the drawing room of Anna Markovna. If +he was successful, at an enormous deprivation, in cutting out of his +beggarly income some chance rouble, he would take Sonka into her room, +but this was not at all a joy either for him or for her: after a +momentary happiness--the physical possession of each other--they cried, +reproached each other, quarreled with characteristic Hebraic, +theatrical gestures, and always after these visits Sonka the Rudder +would return into the drawing room with swollen, reddened eyelids. + +But most frequently of all he had no money, and would sit whole +evenings through near his mistress, patiently and jealously awaiting +her when Sonka through chance was taken by some guest. And when she +would return and sit down beside him, he would, without being +perceived, overwhelm her with reproaches, trying not to turn the +general attention upon himself and without turning his head in her +direction. And in her splendid, humid, Hebraic eyes during these +conversations there was always a martyr-like but meek expression. + +There arrived a large company of Germans, employed in an optical shop; +there also arrived a party of clerks from the fish and gastronomical +store of Kereshkovsky, and two young people very well known in the +Yamas--both bald, with sparse, soft, delicate hairs around the bald +spots: Nicky the Book-keeper and Mishka the Singer--so were they both +called in the houses. They also were met very cordially, just like Karl +Karlovich of the optical shop and Volodka of the fish store--with +raptures, cries and kisses, flattering to their self-esteem. The spry +Niurka would jump out into the foyer, and, having informed herself as +to who had come, would report excitedly, after her wont: + + "Jennka, your husband has come!" + +Or: + + "Little Manka, your lover has come!" + +And Mishka the Singer, who was no singer at all, but the owner of a +drug warehouse, at once, upon entering, sang out in a vibrating, +quavering, goatish voice: + + "They fe-e-e-l the tru-u-u-u-uth! + Come thou daw-aw-aw-aw-ning..." + +which he perpetrated at every visit of his to Anna Markovna. + +Almost incessantly they played the quadrille, waltz, polka, and danced. +There also arrived Senka--the lover of Tamara--but, contrary to his +wont, he did not put on airs, did not go in for "ruination," did not +order a funeral march from Isaiah Savvich, and did not treat the girls +to chocolate ... For some reason he was gloomy, limped on his right +leg, and sought to attract as little attention as possible--probably +his professional affairs were at this time in a bad way. With a single +motion of his head, while walking, he called Tamara out of the drawing +room and vanished with her into her room. And there also arrived +Egmont-Lavretzki the actor, clean-shaven, tall, resembling a court +flunky with his vulgar and insolently contemptuous face. + +The clerks from the gastronomical store danced with all the ardour of +youth and with all the decorum recommended by Herman Hoppe, the +self-instructor of good manners. In this regard the girls also +responded to their intentions. Both with these and with the others it +was accounted especially decorous and well-bred to dance as rigidly as +possible, keeping the arms hanging down, while the heads were raised +high and inclined to one side with a certain proud, and, at the same +time, tired and enervated air. In the intermissions, between the +figures of the dance, it was necessary to fan one's self with a +handkerchief, with a bored and negligent air ... In a word, they all +made believe that they belonged to the choicest society, and that if +they do dance, they only do it out of condescension, as a little +comradely turn. But still they danced so ardently that the perspiration +rolled down in streams from the clerks of Kereshkovsky. + +Two or three rows had already happened in different houses. Some man, +all in blood, whose face in the pale light of the moon's crescent +seemed black from the blood, was running around in the street, cursing, +and, without paying the least attention to his wounds, was searching +for his cap which had been lost in the brawl. On Little Yamskaya some +government scribes had had a fight with a ship's company. The tired +pianists and musicians played as in a delirium, in a doze, through +mechanical habit. This was towards the waning of the night. + +Altogether unexpectedly, seven students, a sub-professor, and a local +reporter walked into the establishment of Anna Markovna. + + + + +CHAPTER VIII. + + +They had all, except the reporter, passed the whole day together, from +the very morning, celebrating May Day with some young women of their +acquaintance. They had rowed in boats on the Dnieper, had cooked field +porridge on the other side of the river, in the thick, bitter-smelling +underbrush; had bathed--men and women by turns--in the rapid, warm +water; had drunk home-made spiced brandy, sung sonorous songs of Little +Russia, and had returned to town only late in the evening, when the +dark, broad, running river so eerily and merrily plashed against the +sides of their boats, playing with the reflections of the stars, the +silvery shimmering paths of the electric lamps, and the bowing lights +of the can-buoys. And when they had stepped out on the shore, the palms +of each burned from the oars, the muscles of the arms and legs ached +pleasantly, and suffusing the whole body was a blissful, healthy +fatigue. + +Then they had escorted the young women to their homes and at the +garden-gates and entrances had taken leave of them long and cordially, +with laughter and with such swinging hand-shakes as if they were +working the lever of a pump. + +The whole day had passed in gaiety and noise, even a trifle +clamorously, and just the least wee bit tiresomely, but with youth-like +continence; without intoxication, and, which happens especially rarely, +without the least shadow of mutual affronts, or jealousy, or unvoiced +mortifications. Of course, such a benign mood had been helped by the +sun, the fresh river breeze, the sweet exhalations of the grasses and +the water, the joyous sensation of the strength and alertness of one's +body while bathing and rowing, and the restraining influence of the +clever, kind, pure and handsome girls from families they were +acquainted with. But, almost without the knowledge of their +consciousness, their sensuousness--not imagination, but the simple, +healthy, instinctive sensuousness of young playful males--kindled from +chance encounters of their hands with feminine hands and from comradely +obliging embraces, when the occasion arose to help the young ladies +enter a boat or jump out on shore; from the tender odour of maiden +apparel, warmed by the sun; from the feminine cries of coquettish +fright on the river; from the sight of feminine figures, negligently +half-reclining with a naive immodesty on the green grass around the +samovar--from all these innocent liberties, which are so usual and +unavoidable on picnics, country outings and river excursions, when +within man, in the infinite depth of his soul, secretly awakens from +the care-free contact with earth, grasses, water and sun, the +beast-ancient, splendid, free, but disfigured and intimidated of men. + +And for that reason, at two o'clock in the night, when THE SPARROWS, a +cozy students' restaurant, had barely closed, and all the eight, +excited by alcohol and the plentiful food, had come out of the smoky, +fumy underground place into the street, into the sweet, disquieting +darkness of the night, with its beckoning fires in the sky and on the +earth, with its warm, heady air, from which the nostrils dilate avidly, +with its aromas, gliding from unseen gardens and flower-beds,--the head +of each one of them was aflame and the heart quietly and languishingly +yearning from vague desires. It was joyous and arrogant to sense after +the rest the new, fresh strength in all the sinews, the deep breathing +of the lungs, the red, resilient blood in the veins, the supple +obedience of all the members. And--without words, without thoughts, +without consciousness--one was drawn on this night to be running +without raiment in the somnolent forest, to be sniffing hurriedly the +tracks of some one's feet on the dewy grass, with a loud call to be +summoning a female unto one's self. + +But to separate was now very difficult. The whole day, passed together, +had shaken them into an accustomed, tenacious herd. It seemed that if +even one were to go away from the company, a certain attained +equilibrium would be disturbed and could not be restored afterwards. +And so they dallied and stamped upon the sidewalk, near the exit of the +tavern's underground vault, interfering with the progress of the +infrequent passers-by. They discussed hypocritically where else they +might go to wind up the night. It proved to be too far to the Tivoli +Garden, and in addition to that one also had to pay for admission +tickets, and the prices in the buffet were outrageous, and the program +had ended long ago. Volodya Pavlov proposed going to him--he had a +dozen of beer and a little cognac home. But it seemed a bore to all of +them to go in the middle of the night to a family apartment, to enter +on tiptoes up the stairs and to talk in whispers all the time. + +"Tell you what, brethren ... Let's better ride to the girlies, that +will be nearer the mark," said peremptorily Lichonin, an old student, a +tall, stooping, morose and bearded fellow. By convictions he was an +anarchist--theoretic, but by avocation a passionate gambler at +billiards, races and cards--a gambler with a very broad, fatalistic +sweep. Only the day before he had won a thousand roubles at macao in +the Merchants' Club, and this money was still burning a hole in his +pockets. + +"And why not? Right-o!" somebody sustained him. "Let's go, comrades?" + +"Is it worth while? Why, this is an all night affair ..." spoke another +with a false prudence and an insincere fatigue. + +And a third said through a feigned yawn: + +"Let's better go home, gentlemen ... a-a-a ... go bye-bye ... That's +enough for to-day." + +"You won't work any wonders when you're asleep," Lichonin remarked +sneeringly. "Herr professor, are you coming?" + +But the sub-professor Yarchenko was obstinate and seemed really +angered, although, perhaps, he himself did not know what was lurking +within him, in some dark cranny of his soul. + +"Leave me in peace, Lichonin. As I see it, gentlemen, this is downright +and plain swinishness--that which you are about to do. We have passed +the time so wonderfully, amiably and simply, it seems,--but no, you +needs must, like drunken cattle, clamber into a cesspool. I won't go." + +"Still, if my memory does not play me false," said Lichonin, with calm +causticity, "I recollect that no further back than past autumn we with +a certain future Mommsen were pouring in some place or other a jug of +ice into a pianoforte, delineating a Bouratian god, dancing the +belly-dance, and all that sort of thing?" + +Lichonin spoke the truth. In his student days, and later, being +retained at the university, Yarchenko had led the most wanton and +crack-brained life. In all the taverns, cabarets, and other places of +amusement his small, fat, roundish little figure, his rosy cheeks, +puffed out like those of a painted cupid, and the shining, humid kindly +eyes were well known, his hurried, spluttering speech and shrill +laughter remembered. + +His comrades could never fathom where he found the time to employ in +study, but nevertheless he went through all examinations and prescribed +work with distinction and from the first course the professors had him +in view. Now Yarchenko was beginning little by little to quit his +former comrades and bottle companions. He had just established the +indispensable connections with the professorial circle; the reading of +lectures in Roman history for the coming year had been offered him, and +not infrequently in conversation he would use the expression current +among the sub-professors: "We, the learned ones!" The student +familiarity, the compulsory companionship, the obligatory participation +in all meetings, protests and demonstrations, were becoming +disadvantageous to him, embarrassing, and even simply tedious. But he +knew the value of popularity among the younger element, and for that +reason could not decide to sever relations abruptly with his former +circle. Lichonin's words, however, provoked him. + +"Oh, my God, what does it matter what we did when we were youngsters? +We stole sugar, soiled our panties, tore the wings off beetles," +Yarchenko began to speak, growing heated, and spluttering. "But there +is a limit and a mean to all this. I, gentlemen, do not presume, of +course, to give you counsels and to teach you, but one must be +consistent. We are all agreed that prostitution is one of the greatest +calamities of humanity, and are also agreed, that in this evil not the +women are guilty, but we, men, because the demand gives birth to the +offer. And therefore if, having drunk a glass of wine too much, I +still, notwithstanding my convictions, go to the prostitutes, I am +committing a triple vileness: before the unfortunate, foolish woman, +whom I subject to the most degrading form of slavery for my filthy +rouble; before humanity, because, hiring a public woman for an hour or +two for my abominable lust, I through this justify and uphold +prostitution; and finally, this is a vileness before one's own +conscience and mind. And before logic." + +"Phew-ew!" Lichonin let out a long-drawn whistle and chanted in a thin, +dismal voice, nodding in time with his head hanging down to one side: +"The philosopher is off on our usual stuff: 'A rope--is a common cord.'" + +"Of course, there's nothing easier than to play the tom-fool," +responded Yarchenko. "But in my opinion there is not in the sorrowful +life of Russia a more mournful phenomenon than this lackadaisicalness +and vitiation of thought. To-day we will say to ourselves: Eh! It's all +the same, whether I go to a brothel or whether I do not go, from this +one time things will get neither worse nor better. And after five years +we will be saying: Undoubtedly a bribe is a horribly nasty bit of +business, but you know--children ... the family ... And just the same +way after ten years we, having remained fortuitous Russian liberals, +will be sighing about personal freedom and bowing low before worthless +scoundrels, whom we despise, and will be cooling our heels in their +ante-rooms. 'Because, don't you know,' we will say, tittering, 'when +you live with wolves, you must howl like a wolf.' By God, it wasn't in +vain that some minister called the Russian students future head-clerks!" + +"Or professors," Lichonin put in. + +"But most important of all," continued Yarchenko, letting this pointed +remark pass by, "most important of all is this, that I have seen all of +you to-day on the river and afterwards there ... on the other shore ... +with these charming, fine girls. How attentive, well-bred, obliging you +all were--but scarcely have you taken leave of them, when you are drawn +to public women. Let each one of you imagine for a moment, that we all +had been visiting his sisters and straight from them had driven to Yama +... What? Is such a supposition pleasant?" + +"Yes, but there must exist some valves for the passions of society," +pompously remarked Boris Sobashnikov, a tall, somewhat supercilious and +affected young man, upon whom the short, white summer uniform jacket, +which scarcely covered his fat posteriors, the modish trousers, of a +military cut, the PINCE-NEZ on a broad, black ribbon, and a cap after a +Prussian model, all bestowed the air of a coxcomb. "Surely, it isn't +more respectable to enjoy the caresses of your chambermaid, or to carry +on an intrigue on the side with another man's wife? What am I to do if +woman is indispensable to me!" + +"Eh, very indispensable indeed!" said Yarchenko with vexation and +feebly made a despondent gesture. + +But here a student who was called Ramses in the friendly coterie +intervened. This was a yellowish-swarthy, hump-nosed man of small +stature; his clean-shaven face seemed triangular, thanks to a broad +forehead, beginning to get bald, with two wedge-like bald spots at the +temples, fallen-in cheeks and a sharp chin. He led a mode of life +sufficiently queer for a student. While his colleagues employed +themselves by turns with politics, love, the theatre, and a little in +study, Ramses had withdrawn entirely into the study of all conceivable +suits and claims, into the chicane subtleties of property, hereditary, +land and other business law-suits, into the memorizing and logical +analysis of quashed decisions. Perfectly of his own will, without in +the least needing the money, he served for a year as a clerk at a +notary's for another as a secretary to a justice of the peace, while +all of the past year, being in the last term, he had conducted in a +local newspaper the reports of the city council and had borne the +modest duty of an assistant to a secretary in the management of a +syndicate of sugar manufacturers. And when this same syndicate +commenced the well-known suit against one of its members, Colonel +Baskakov, who had put up the surplus sugar for sale contrary to +agreement, Ramses from the very beginning guessed beforehand and very +subtly engineered, precisely that decision which the senate +subsequently handed down in this suit. + +Despite his comparative youth, rather well-known jurists gave heed to +his opinions--true, a little loftily. None of those who knew Ramses +closely doubted that he would make a brilliant career, and even Ramses +himself did not conceal his confidence in that toward thirty-five he +would knock together a million, exclusively through his practice as a +civil lawyer. His comrades not infrequently elected him chairman of +meetings and head of the class, but this honour Ramses invariably +declined, excusing himself with lack of time. But still he did not +avoid participation in his comrades' trials by arbitration, and his +arguments--always incontrovertibly logical--were possessed of an +amazing virtue in ending the trials with peace, to the mutual +satisfaction of the litigating parties. He, as well as Yarchenko, knew +well the value of popularity among the studying youths, and even if he +did look upon people with a certain contempt, from above, still he +never, by as much as a single movement of his thin, clever, energetical +lips, showed this. + +"Well, Gavrila Petrovich, no one is necessarily dragging you into +committing a fall from grace," said Ramses in a conciliatory manner, +"What is all this pathos and melancholy for, when the matter as it +stands is altogether simple? A company of young Russian gentlemen +wishes to pass the remnant of the night modestly and amicably, to make +merry, to sing a little, and to take internally several gallons of wine +and beer. But everything is closed now, except these very same houses. +ERGO! ..." + +"Consequently, we will go merry-making to women who are for sale? To +prostitutes? Into a brothel?" Yarchenko interrupted him, mockingly and +inimically. + +"And even so? A certain philosopher, whom it was desired to humiliate, +was given a seat at dinner near the musicians. But he, sitting down, +said: 'Here is a sure means of making the last place the first.' And +finally I repeat: If your conscience does not allow you, as you express +yourself, to buy a woman, then you can go there and come away, +preserving your innocence in all its blossoming inviolability." + +"You overdo it, Ramses," objected Yarchenko with displeasure. "You +remind me of those bourgeois, who, while it is still dark, have +gathered to gape at an execution and who say: we have nothing to do +with this, we are against capital punishment, this is all the +prosecuting attorney's and the executioner's doing." + +"Superbly said and partly true, Gavrila Petrovich. But to us, +precisely, this comparison may not even apply. One cannot, you see, +treat some malignant disease while absent, without seeing the sufferer +in person. And yet all of us, who are now standing here in the street +and interfering with the passers-by, will be obliged at some time in +our work to run up against the terrible problem of prostitution, and +what a prostitution at that--the Russian! Lichonin, I, Borya +Sobashnikov and Pavlov as jurists, Petrovsky and Tolpygin as medicos. +True, Veltman has a distinct specialty--mathematics. But then, he will +be a pedagogue, a guide of youth, and, deuce take it, even a father! +And if you are going to scare with a bugaboo, it is best to look upon +it one's self first. And finally, you yourself, Gavrila +Petrovich--expert of dead languages and future luminary of grave +digging--is the comparison, then, of the contemporary brothels, say, +with some Pompeian lupanaria, or the institution of sacred prostitution +in Thebes and Nineveh, not important and instructive to you? ..." + +"Bravo, Ramses, magnificent!" roared Lichonin. "And what's there to +talk so much about, fellows? Take the professor under the gills and put +him in a cab!" + +The students, laughing and jostling, surrounded Yarchenko, seized him +under the arms, caught him around the waist. All of them were equally +drawn to the women, but none, save Lichonin, had enough courage to take +the initiative upon himself. But now all this complicated, unpleasant +and hypocritical business was happily resolved into a simple, easy joke +upon the older comrade. Yarchenko resisted, and was angry, and +laughing, trying to break away. But at this moment a tall, +black-moustached policeman, who had long been eyeing them keenly and +inimically, walked up to the uproarious students. + +"I'd ask you stewdent gents not to congregate. It's not allowed! Keep +on going!" + +They moved on in a throng. Yarchenka was beginning to soften little by +little. + +"Gentlemen, I am ready to go with you, if you like ... Do not think, +however, that the sophistries of the Egyptian Pharaoh Ramses have +convinced me ... No, I simply would be sorry to break up the party ... +But I make one stipulation: we will drink a little there, gab a little, +laugh a little, and so forth ... but let there be nothing more, no +filth of any kind ... It is shameful and painful to think that we, the +flower and glory--of the Russian intelligentzia, will go all to pieces +and let our mouths water at the sight of the first skirt that comes our +way." + +"I swear it!" said Lichonin, putting up his hand. + +"I can vouch for myself," said Ramses. + +"And I! And I! By God, gentlemen, let's pledge our words ... Yarchenko +is right," others took up. + +They seated themselves in twos and threes in the cabs--the drivers of +which had been long since following them in a file, grinning and +cursing each other--and rode off. Lichonin, for the sake of assurance, +sat down beside the sub-professor, having embraced him around the waist +and seated him on his knees and those of his neighbour, the little +Tolpygin, a rosy, pleasant-faced boy on whose face, despite his +twenty-three years, the childish white down--soft and light--still +showed. + +"The station is at Doroshenko's!" called out Lichonin after the cabbies +driving off. "The stop is at Doroshenko's," he repeated, turning around. + +They all stopped at Doroshenko's restaurant, entered the general room, +and crowded about the bar. All were satiated and no one wanted either +to drink or to have a bite. But in the soul of each one still remained +a dark trace of the consciousness that right now they were getting +ready to commit something needlessly shameful, getting ready to take +part in some convulsive, artificial, and not at all a merry merriment. +And in each one was the yearning to bring himself through intoxication +to that misty and rainbow condition when nothing makes any difference, +and when the head does not know what the arms and legs are doing, and +what the tongue is babbling. And, probably, not the students alone, but +all the casual and constant visitors of Yama experienced in greater or +lesser degree the friction of this inner psychic heart-sore, because +Doroshenko did business only late in the evening and night, and no one +lingered long in his place but only turned in in passing, half-way on +the journey. + +While the students were drinking cognac, beer and vodka, Ramses was +constantly and intently looking into the farthest corner of the +restaurant hall, where two men were sitting--a tattered, gray, big old +man, and, opposite him, his back to the bar, with his elbows spread out +upon the table and his chin resting on the fists folded upon each +other, some hunched up, stout, closely-propped gentleman in a gray +suit. The old man was picking upon a dulcimer lying before him and +quietly singing, in a hoarse but pleasing voice: + + "Oh my valley, my little valley, + Bro-o-o-o-o-oad land of plenty." + +"Excuse me, but that is a co-worker of ours," said Ramses, and went to +greet the gentleman in the gray suit. After a minute he led him up to +the bar and introduced him to his comrades. + +"Gentlemen, allow me to introduce to you my companion in arms in the +newspaper game, Sergei Ivanovich Platonov. The laziest and most +talented of newspaper workers." + +They all introduced themselves, indistinctly muttering out their names. + +"And therefore, let's have a drink," said Uchonin, while Yarchenko +asked with the refined amiability which never forsook him: + +"Pardon me, pardon me, but I am acquainted with you a little, even +though not personally. Weren't you in the university when Professor +Priklonsky defended the doctor's dissertation?" + +"It was I," answered the reporter. + +"Ah, that's very nice," smiled Yarchenko charmingly, and for some +reason once more pressed Platonov's hand vigorously. "I read your +report afterwards: very exactly, circumstantially and skillfully put +together ... Won't you favor me? ... To your health!" + +"Then allow me, too," said Platonov. "Onuphriy Zakharich, pour out for +us again ... one ... two, three, four ... nine glasses of cognac..." + +"Oh no, you can't do that ... you are our guest, colleague," +remonstrated Lichonin. + +"Well, now, what sort of colleague am I to you?" good-naturedly laughed +the reporter. "I was only in the first class and then only for half a +year--as an unmatriculated student. Here you are, Onuphriy Zakharich. +Gentlemen, I beg you..." + +The upshot of it was that after half an hour Lichonin and Yarchenko did +not under any consideration want to part with the reporter and dragged +him with them to Yama. However, he did not resist. + +"If I am not a burden to you, I would be very glad," he said simply. +"All the more since I have easy money to-day. THE DNIEPER WORD has paid +me an honorarium, and this is just as much of a miracle as winning two +hundred thousand on a check from a theatre coat room. Pardon me, I'll +be right back..." + +He walked up to the old man with whom he had been sitting before, +shoved some money into his hand, and gently took leave of him. + +"Where I'm going, grandpa, there you mustn't go--to-morrow we will meet +in the same place as to-day. Good-bye!" + +They all walked out of the restaurant. At the door Borya Sobashnikov, +always a little finical and unnecessarily supercilious, stopped +Lichonin and called him to one side. + +"I'm surprised at you, Lichonin," he said squeamishly. "We have +gathered together in our own close company, yet you must needs drag in +some vagabond. The devil knows who he is!" + +"Quit that, Borya," answered Lichonin amicably. "He's a warm-hearted +fellow." + + + + +CHAPTER IX. + + +"Well now, gentlemen, this isn't fit for pigs," Yarchenko was saying, +grumblingly, at the entrance of Anna Markovna's establishment. "If we +finally have gone, we might at least have chosen a decent place, and +not some wretched hole. Really, gentlemen, let's better go to Treppel's +alongside; there it's clean and light, at any rate." + +"If you please, if you please, signior," insisted Lichonin, opening the +door before the sub-professor with courtly urbanity, bowing and +spreading his arms before him. "If you please." + +"But this is an abomination ... At Treppel's the women are +better-looking, at least." + +Ramses, walking behind, burst into dry laughter. + +"So, so, Gavrila Petrovich. Let us continue in the same spirit. Let us +condemn the hungry, petty thief who has stolen a five-kopeck loaf out +of a tray, but if the director of a bank has squandered somebody else's +million on race horses and cigars, let us mitigate his lot." + +"Pardon me, but I do not understand this comparison," answered +Yarchenko with restraint. "However, it's all the same to me; let's go." + +"And all the more so," said Lichonin, letting the subprofessor pass +ahead; "all the more so, since this house guards within it so many +historical traditions. Comrades! Decades of student generations gaze +upon us from the heights of the coat-hooks, and, besides that, through +the power of the usual right, children and students pay half here, as +in a panopticon. Isn't that so, citizen Simeon?" + +Simeon did not like to have people come in large parties--this always +smacked of scandal in the not distant future; moreover, he despised +students in general for their speech, but little comprehensible to him, +for their propensity towards frivolous jokes, for their godlessness, +and chiefly because they were in constant revolt against officialdom +and order. It was not in vain that on the day when on the Bessarabian +Square the cossacks, meat-sellers, flour dealers and fish mongers were +massacring the students, Simeon having scarce found it out had jumped +into a fine carriage passing by, and, standing just like a chief of +police in the victoria, tore off to the scene of the fray in order to +take part in it. He esteemed people who were sedate, stout and elderly, +who came singly, in secret, peeped in cautiously from the ante-room +into the drawing room, fearing to meet with acquaintances, and very +soon and with great haste went away, tipping him generously. Such he +always styled "Your Excellency." + +And so, while taking the light grey overcoat off Yarchenko, he sombrely +and with much significance snarled back in answer to Lichonin's banter: + +"I am no citizen here, but the bouncer." + +"Upon which I have the honour to congratulate you," answered Lichonin +with a polite bow. + +There were many people in the drawing room. The clerks, having danced +their fill, were sitting, red and wet, near their ladies, rapidly +fanning themselves with their handkerchiefs; they smelt strongly of old +goats' wool. Mishka the Singer and his friend the Book-keeper, both +bald, with soft, downy hairs around the denuded skulls, both with +turbid, nacreous, intoxicated eyes, were sitting opposite each other, +leaning with their elbows on a little marble table, and were constantly +trying to start singing in unison with such quavering and galloping +voices as though some one was very, very often striking them in the +cervical vertebrae: + + "They fe-e-e-l the tru-u-u-u-uth!" + +while Emma Edwardovna and Zociya with all their might were exhorting +them not to behave indecently. Roly-Poly was peacefully slumbering on a +chair, his head hanging down, having laid one long leg over the other +and grasped the sharp knee with his clasped hands. + +The girls at once recognized some of the students and ran to meet them. + +"Tamarochka, your husband has come--Volodenka. And my husband +too!--Mishka!" cried Niura piercingly, hanging herself on the neck of +the lanky, big-nosed, solemn Petrovsky. "Hello, Mishenka. Why haven't +you come for so long? I grew weary of waiting for you." + +Yarchenko with a feeling of awkwardness was looking about him on all +sides. + +"We'd like to have in some way ... don't you know ... a little private +room," he said with delicacy to Emma Edwardovna who had approached. +"And give us some sort of red wine, please ... And then, some coffee as +well ... You know yourself." + +Yarchenko always instilled confidence in servants and MAITRES D'HOTEL, +with his dashing clothes and polite but seigniorial ways. Emma +Edwardovna started nodding her head willingly, just like an old, fat +circus horse. + +"It can be done ... it can be done ... Pass this way, gentlemen, into +the parlor. It can be done, it can be done ... What liqueur? We have +only Benedictine ... Benedictine, then? It can be done, it can be done +... And will you allow the young ladies to come in?" + +"Well, if that is so indispensable?" Yarchenko spread out his hands +with a sigh. + +And at once the girls one after the other straggled into the parlor +with its gray plush furniture and blue lantern. They entered, extended +to every one in turn their unbending palms, unused to hand-clasps, gave +their names abruptly in a low voice--Manya, Katie, Liuba ... They sat +down on somebody's knees, embraced him around the neck, and, as usual, +began to importune: + +"Little student, you're such a little good-looker. May I ask for +oranzes?" + +"Volodenka, buy me some candy! All right?" + +"And me chocolate!" + +"Fatty," Vera, dressed as a jockey, wheedled the sub-professor, +clambering up on his knees, "I have a friend, only she's sick and can't +come out into the drawing room. I'll carry her some apples and +chocolate. Will you let me?" + +"Well, now, those are all just stories about a friend! But above all, +don't be thrusting your tenderness at me. Sit as smart children sit, +right here alongside, on the arm chair, just so. And fold your little +hands." + +"Ah, but what if I can't!" writhed Vera in coquetry, rolling her eyes +up under her upper lids ... "When you are so nice." + +But Lichonin, in answer to this professional beggary, only nodded his +head gravely and good-naturedly, just like Emma Edwardovna, and +repeated over and over again, mimicking her German accent: + +"Itt can pe done, itt can pe done, itt can pe done..." + +"Then I will tell the waiter, honey, to carry my friend some sweets and +apples?" pestered Vera. + +Such importunity entered the round of their tacit duties. There even +existed among the girls some captious, childish, strange rivalry as to +the ability to "ease a guest of his money"--strange enough because they +did not derive any profit out of this, unless, indeed, a certain +affection from the housekeeper or a word of approbation from the +proprietress. But in their petty, monotonous, habitually frivolous life +there was, in general, a great deal of semi-puerile, semi-hysterical +play. + +Simeon brought a coffee pot, cups, a squatty bottle of Benedictine, +fruits and bon-bons in glass vases, and gaily and easily began making +the corks of the beer and wine pop. + +"But why don't you drink?" Yarchenko turned to the reporter Platonov. +"Allow me ... I do not mistake? Sergei Ivanovich, I believe?" + +"Right." + +"Allow me to offer you a cup of coffee, Sergei Ivanovich. It's +refreshing. Or perhaps, let's drink this same dubious Lafitte?" + +"No, you really must allow me to refuse. I have a drink of my own ... +Simeon, give me..." + +"Cognac!" cried out Niura hurriedly. + +"And with a pear!" Little White Manka caught up just as fast. + +"I heard you, Sergei Ivanich--right away," unhurriedly but respectfully +responded Simeon, and, bending down and letting out a grunt, +resoundingly drew the cork out of the neck of the bottle. + +"It's the first time I hear of cognac being served in Yama," uttered +Lichonin with amazement. "No matter how much I asked, they always +refused me." + +"Perhaps Sergei Ivanich knows some sort of magic word," jested Ramses. + +"Or is held here in an especially honoured state?" Boris Sobashnikov +put in pointedly, with emphasis. + +The reporter listlessly, without turning his head, looked askance at +Sobashnikov, at the lower row of buttons on his short, foppish, white +summer uniform jacket, and answered with a drawl: + +"There is nothing honourable in that I can drink like a horse and never +get drunk; but then, I also do not quarrel with anyone or pick upon +anybody. Evidently, these good sides of my character are sufficiently +known here, and because of that confidence is shown me." + +"Good for you, old fellow!" joyously exclaimed Lichonin, who was +delighted by a certain peculiar, indolent negligence--of few words, yet +at the same time self-confident--in the reporter. "Will you share the +cognac with me also?" + +"Very, very gladly," affably answered Platonov and suddenly looked at +Lichonin with a radiant, almost child-like smile, which beautified his +plain face with the prominent cheek-bones. "You, too, appealed to me +from the first. And even when I saw you there, at Doroshenko's, I at +once thought that you are not at all as rough as you seem." + +"Well, now, we have exchanged pleasantries," laughed Lichonin. "But +it's amazing that we haven't met once just here. Evidently, you come to +Anna Markovna's quite frequently?" + +"Even too much so." + +"Sergei Ivanich is our most important guest!" naively shrieked Niura. +"Sergei Ivanich is a sort of brother among us!" + +"Fool!" Tamara stopped her. + +"That seems strange to me," continued Lichonin. "I, too, am a habitue. +In any case, one can only envy everybody's cordiality toward you." + +"The local chieftain!" said Boris Sobashnikov, curling his lips +downward, but said it so low that Platanov, if he chose to, could +pretend that he had not heard anything distinctly. This reporter had +for long aroused in Boris some blind and prickling irritation. That he +was not one of his own herd really meant nothing. But Boris, like many +students (and also officers, junkers, and high-school boys) had grown +accustomed to the fact that the outside "civilian" people, who +accidentally fell into a company of students on a spree, should hold +themselves somewhat subordinately and with servility in it, flatter the +studying youths, be struck with its daring, laugh at its jokes, admire +its self-admiration, recall their own student years with a sigh of +suppressed envy. But in Platonov there not only was none of this +customary wagging of the tail before youth, but, on the contrary, there +was to be felt a certain abstracted, calm and polite indifference. + +Besides that, Sobashnikov was angered--and angered with a petty, +jealous vexation--by that simple and yet anticipatory attention which +was shown to the reporter by everybody in the establishment, beginning +with the porter and ending with the fleshy, taciturn Katie. This +attention was shown in the way he was listened to, in that triumphal +carefulness with which Tamara filled his glass, and in the way Little +White Manka pared a pear for him solicitously, and in the delight of +Zoe, who had caught the case skillfully thrown to her across the table +by the reporter, when she had vainly asked for a cigarette from her two +neighbors, who were lost in conversation; and in the way none of the +girls begged either chocolate or fruits from him, in the lively +gratitude for his little services and his treating. "Pimp!" Sobashkinov +had almost decided mentally with malice, but did not believe it even +himself--the reporter was altogether too homely and too carelessly +dressed, and moreover he bore himself with great dignity. + +Platonov again made believe that he had not heard the insolent remark +made by the student. He only nervously crumpled a napkin in his fingers +and lightly threw it aside from him. And again his eyelids quivered in +the direction of Boris Sobashnikov. + +"Yes, true, I am one of the family here," he continued calmly, moving +his glass in slow circles on the table. "Just think, I dined in this +very house, day after day, for exactly four months." + +"No? Seriously?" Yarchenko wondered and laughed. + +"In all seriousness. The table here isn't at all bad, by the way. The +food is filling and savory, although exceedingly greasy." + +"But how did you ever..." + +"Why, just because I was tutoring for high school a daughter of Anna +Markovna, the lady of this hospitable house. Well, I stipulated that +part of my monthly pay should be deducted for my dinners." + +"What a strange fancy!" said Yarchenko. "And did you do this of your +own will? Or ... Pardon me, I am afraid of seeming indiscreet to you +... Perhaps at that time ... extreme necessity? ..." + +"Not at all. Anna Markovna soaked me three times as much as it would +have cost in a student's dining room. I simply wanted to live here a +while on a somewhat nearer, closer footing, to enter intimately into +this little world, so to speak." + +"A-ah! It seems I am beginning to understand!" beamed Yarchenko. "Our +new friend--pardon me for the little familiarity--is, apparently, +gathering material from life? And, perhaps, in a few years we will have +the pleasure of reading ..." + +"A t-r-ragedy out of a brothel!" Boris Sobashnikov put in loudly, like +an actor. + +While the reporter had been answering Yarchenko, Tamara quietly got up +from her place, walked around the table, and, bending down over +Sobashnikov, spoke in a whisper in his ear: + +"Dearie, sweetie, you'd better not touch this gentleman. Honest to God, +it will be better for you, even." + +"Wass that?" the student looked at her superciliously, fixing his +PINCE-NEZ with two spread fingers. "Is he your lover? Your pimp?" + +"I swear by anything you want that not once in his life has he stayed +with any one of us. But, I repeat, don't pick on him." + +"Why, yes! Why, of course!" retorted Sobashnikov, grimacing scornfully. +"He has such a splendid defense as the entire brothel. And it's a sure +thing that all the bouncers on Yamskaya are his near friends and +cronies." + +"No, not that," retorted Tamara in a kind whisper. "Only he'll take you +by the collar and throw you out of the window, like a puppy. I've +already seen such an aerial flight. God forbid its happening to anyone. +It's disgraceful, and bad for the health." + +"Get out of here, you filth!" yelled Sobashnikov, swinging his elbow at +her. + +"I'm going, dearie," meekly answered Tamara, and walked away from him +with her light step. + +Everybody for an instant turned toward the student. + +"Behave yourself, barberry!" Lichonin threatened him with his finger. +"Well, well, go on," he begged the reporter; "all that you're saying is +so interesting." + +"No, I'm not gathering anything," continued the reporter calmly and +seriously. "But the material here is in reality tremendous, downright +crushing, terrible ... And not at all terrible are the loud phrases +about the traffic in women's flesh, about the white slaves, about +prostitution being a corroding fester of large cities, and so on, and +so on ... an old hurdy-gurdy of which all have tired! No, horrible are +the everyday, accustomed trifles, these business-like, daily, +commercial reckonings, this thousand year old science of amatory +practice, this prosaic usage, determined by the ages. In these +unnoticeable nothings are completely dissolved such feelings as +resentment, humiliation, shame. There remains a dry profession, a +contract, an agreement, a well-nigh honest petty trade, no better, no +worse than, say, the trade in groceries. Do you understand, gentlemen, +that all the horror is in just this, that there is no horror! Bourgeois +work days--and that is all. And also an after taste of an exclusive +educational institution, with its NAIVETE, harshness, sentimentality +and imitativeness." + +"That's right," confirmed Lichonin, while the reporter continued, +gazing pensively into his glass: + +"We read in the papers, in leading articles, various wailings of +anxious souls. And the women-physicians are also endeavouring in this +matter, and endeavouring disgustingly enough. 'Oh, dear, regulation! +Oh, dear, abolition! Oh, dear, live merchandise! A condition of +slavery! The mesdames, these greedy haeterae! These heinous degenerates +of humanity, sucking the blood of prostitutes!' ... But with clamour +you will scare no one and will affect no one. You know, there's a +little saying: much cry, little wool. More awful than all awful +words--a hundredfold more awful--is some such little prosaic stroke or +other as will suddenly knock you all in a heap, like a blow on the +forehead. Take even Simeon, the porter here. It would seem, according +to you, there is no sinking lower--a bouncer in a brothel, a brute, +almost certainly a murderer, he plucks the prostitutes, gives them +"black eyes," to use a local expression--that is, just simply beats +them. But, do you know on what grounds he and I came together and +became friendly? On the magnificent details of the divine service of +the prelate, on the canon of the honest Andrew, pastor of Crete, on the +works of the most beatific father, John the Damascene. He is +religious--unusually so! I used to lead him on, and he would sing to me +with tears in his eyes: 'Come ye brethren, and we will give the last +kiss to him who has gone to his rest...' From the ritual of the burial +of laymen. No, just think: it is only in the Russian soul alone that +such contradictions may dwell together!" + +"Yes. A fellow like that will pray, and pray, then cut a throat, and +then wash his hands and put a candle before an image," said Ramses. + +"Just so. I know of nothing more uncanny than this fusion of fully +sincere devoutness with an innate leaning toward crime. Shall I confess +to you? I, when I talk all alone to Simeon--and we talk with each other +long and leisurely, for hours--I experience at moments a genuine +terror. A superstitious terror! Just as though, for instance, I am +standing in the dusk upon a shaking little board, bending over some +dark, malodorous well, and just barely distinguish how there, at the +bottom, reptiles are stirring. And yet, he is devout in a real way, and +I am sure will some time join the monks and will be a great faster and +sayer of prayers, and the devil knows how, in what monstrous fashion, a +real religious ecstasy will entwine in his soul with blasphemy, with +scoffing at sacred things, with some repulsive passion or other, with +sadism or something else of that nature!" + +"However, you do not spare the object of your observations," said +Yarchenko, and carefully indicated the girls with his eyes. + +"Eh, it's all the same. Our relations are cool now." + +"How so?" asked Volodya Pavlov, who had caught the end of the +conversation. + +"Just so ... It isn't even worth the telling..." smiled the reporter +evasively. "A trifle ... Let's have your glass here, Mr. Yarchenko." + +But the precipitate Niura, who could never keep her tongue behind her +teeth, suddenly shot oat in rapid patter: + +"It's because Sergei Ivanich gave him one in the snout ... On account +of Ninka. A certain old man came to Ninka ... And stayed for the night +... And Ninka had the flowers ... And the old man was torturing her all +the time ... So Ninka started crying and ran away."[6] + + +[6] The Russian expression is "the red flag."--TRANS. + + +"Drop it, Niura; it's boring," said Platonov with a wry face. + +"Can it!" (leave off) ordered Tamara severely, in the jargon of houses +of prostitution. + +But it was impossible to stop Niura, who had gotten a running start. + +"But Ninka says: 'I,' she says, 'won't stay with him for anything, +though you cut me all to pieces ... He,' she says, 'has made me all wet +with his spit.' Well, the old man complained to the porter, to be sure, +and the porter starts in to beat up Ninka, to be sure. And Sergei +Ivanich at this time was writing for me a letter home, to the province, +and when he heard that Ninka was hollering..." + +"Zoe, shut her mouth!" said Platonov. + +"He just jumped up at once and ... app! ..." and Niura's torrent +instantly broke off, stopped up by Zoe's palm. + +Everybody burst out laughing, only Boris Sobashnikov muttered under +cover of the noise with a contemptuous look: + +"OH, CHEVALIER SANS PEUR ET SANS REPROCHE!" + +He was already pretty far gone in drink, stood leaning against the +wall, in a provoking pose, and was nervously chewing a cigarette. + +"Which Ninka is this?" asked Yarchenko with curiosity. "Is she here?" + +"No, she isn't here. Such a small, pug-nosed little girl. Naive and +very angry." The reporter suddenly and sincerely burst into laughter. +"Excuse me ... It's just so ... over my thoughts," explained he through +laughter. "I recalled this old man very vividly just now, as he was +running along the corridor in fright, having grabbed his outer clothing +and shoes ... Such a respectable ancient, with the appearance of an +apostle, I even know where he serves. Why, all of you know him. But the +funniest of all was when he, at last, felt himself out of danger in the +drawing room. You understand--he is sitting on a chair, putting on his +pantaloons, can't put his foot where it ought to go, by any means, and +bawls all over the house: 'It's an outrage! This is an abominable dive! +I'll show you up! ... To-morrow I'll give you twenty-four hours to +clear out! ... Do you know, this combination of pitiful helplessness +with the threatening cries was so killing that even the gloomy Simeon +started laughing ... Well, now, apropos of Simeon ... I say, that life +dumfounds, with its wondrous muddle and farrago, makes one stand +aghast. You can utter a thousand sonorous words against souteneurs, but +just such a Simeon you will never think up. So diverse and motley is +life! Or else take Anna Markovna, the proprietress of this place. This +blood-sucker, hyena, vixen and so on ... is the tenderest mother +imaginable. She has one daughter--Bertha, she is now in the fifth grade +of high school. If you could only see how much careful attention, how +much tender care Anna Markovna expends that her daughter may not +somehow, accidentally, find out about her profession. And everything is +for Birdie, everything is for the sake of Birdie. And she herself dare +not even converse before her, is afraid of her lexicon of a bawd and an +erstwhile prostitute, looks into her eyes, holds herself servilely, +like an old servant, like a foolish, doting nurse, like an old, +faithful, mange-eaten poodle. It is long since time for her to retire +to rest, because she has money, and because her occupation is both +arduous and troublesome, and because her years are already venerable. +But no and no; one more extra thousand is needed, and then more and +more--everything for Birdie. And so Birdie has horses, Birdie has an +English governess, Birdie is every year taken abroad, Birdie has +diamonds worth forty thousand--the devil knows whose they are, these +diamonds? And it isn't that I am merely convinced, but I know well, +that for the happiness of this same Birdie, nay, not even for her +happiness, but, let us suppose that Birdie gets a hangnail on her +little finger--well then, in order that this hangnail might pass +away--imagine for a second the possibility of such a state of +things!--Anna Markovna, without the quiver of an eyelash, will sell +into corruption our sisters and daughters, will infect all of us and +our sons with syphilis. What? A monster, you will say? But I will say +that she is moved by the same grand, unreasoning, blind, egoistical +love for which we call our mothers sainted women." + +"Go easy around the curves!" remarked Boris Sobashnikov through his +teeth. + +"Pardon me: I was not comparing people, but merely generalizing on the +first source of emotion. I might have brought out as an example the +self-denying love of animal-mothers as well. But I see that I have +started on a tedious matter. Better let's drop it." + +"No, you finish," protested Lichonin. "I feel that you have a massive +thought." + +"And a very simple one. The other day a professor asked me if I am not +observing the life here with some literary aims. And all I wanted to +say was, that I can see, but precisely can not observe. Here I have +given you Simeon and the bawd for example. I do not know myself why, +but I feel that in them lurks some terrible, insuperable actuality of +life, but either to tell it, or to show it, I can not. Here is +necessary the great ability to take some picayune trifle, an +insignificant, paltry little stroke, and then will result a dreadful +truth, from which the reader, aghast, will forget that his mouth is +agape. People seek the terrible in words, in cries, in gestures. Well, +now, for example, I am reading a description of some pogrom or of a +slaughter in jail, or of a riot being put down. Of course, the +policemen are described, these servants of arbitrariness, these +lifeguards of contemporaneousness, striding up to their knees in blood, +or how else do they write in such cases? Of course, it is revolting and +it hurts, and is disgusting, but all this is felt by the mind, and not +the heart. But here I am walking along Lebyazhia Street, and see that a +crowd has collected, a girl of five years in the centre--she has lagged +behind the mother and has strayed, or it may be that the mother had +abandoned her. And before the girl, squatting down on his heels, is a +roundsman. He is interrogating her, how she is called, and where is she +from, and how do they call papa, and how do they call mamma. He has +broken out into sweat, the poor fellow, from the effort, the cap is at +the back of his neck, the whiskered face is such a kindly and woeful +and helpless one, while the voice is gentle, so gentle. At last, what +do you think? As the girl has become all excited, and has already grown +hoarse from tears, and is shy of everybody--he, this same 'roundsman on +the beat,' stretches out two of his black, calloused fingers, the index +and the little, and begins to imitate a nanny goat for the girl and +reciting an appropriate nursery rhyme! ... And so, when I looked upon +this charming scene and thought that half an hour later at the station +house this same patrolman will be beating with his feet the face and +chest of a man whom he had not till that time seen once, and whose +crime he is entirely ignorant of--then--you understand!--I began to +feel inexpressibly eerie and sad. Not with the mind, but the heart. +Such a devilish muddle is this life. Shall we drink some cognac, +Lichonin?" + +"What do you say to calling each other thou?" suddenly proposed +Lichonin. + +"All right. Only, really, without any of this business of kissing, now. +Here's to your health, old man ... Or here is another instance ... I +read a certain French classic, describing the thoughts and sensations +of a man condemned to capital punishment. He describes it all +sonorously, powerfully, brilliantly, but I read and ... well, there is +no impression of any sort; neither emotion nor indignation--just ENNUI. +But then, within the last few days I come across a brief newspaper +notice of a murderer's execution somewhere in France. The Procureur, +who was present at the last toilet of the criminal, sees that he is +putting on his shoes on his bare feet, and--the blockhead!--reminds +him: 'What about the socks?' But the other gives him a look and says, +sort of thoughtfully: 'Is it worth while?' Do you understand, these two +remarks, so very short, struck me like a blow on the skull! At once all +the horror and all the stupidity of unnatural death were revealed to me +... Or here is something else about death ... A certain friend of mine +died, a captain in the infantry--a drunkard, a vagabond, and the finest +soul in the world. For some reason we called him the Electrical +Captain. I was in the vicinity, and it fell to me to dress him for the +last parade. I took his uniform and began to attach the epaulettes to +it. There's a cord, you know, that's drawn through the shank of the +epaulette buttons, and after that the two ends of this cord are shoved +through two little holes under the collar, and on the inside--the +lining--are tied together. Well, I go through all this business, and +tie the cord with a slipknot, and, you know, the loop won't come out, +nohow--either it's too loosely tied, or else one end's too short. I am +fussing over this nonsense, and suddenly into my head comes the most +astonishingly simple thought, that it's far simpler and quicker to tie +it in a knot--for after all, it's all the same, NO ONE IS GOING TO +UNTIE IT. And immediately I felt death with all my being. Until that +time I had seen the captain's eyes, grown glassy, had felt his cold +forehead, and still somehow had not sensed death to the full, but I +thought of the knot--and I was all transpierced, and the simple and sad +realization of the irrevocable, inevitable perishing of all our words, +deeds, and sensations, of the perishing of all the apparent world, +seemed to bow me down to the earth ... And I could bring forward a +hundred such small but staggering trifles ... Even, say, about what +people experienced in the war ... But I want to lead my thought up to +one thing. We all pass by these characteristic trifles indifferently, +like the blind, as though not seeing them scattered about under our +feet. But an artist will come, and he will look over them carefully, +and he will pick them up. And suddenly he will so skillfully turn in +the sun a minute bit of life that we shall all cry out: 'Oh, my God! +But I myself--myself--have seen this with my own eyes. Only it simply +did not enter my head to turn my close attention upon it.' But our +Russian artists of the word--the most conscientious and sincere artists +in the whole world--for some reason have up to this time passed over +prostitution and the brothel. Why? Really, it is difficult for me to +answer that. Perhaps because of squeamishness, perhaps because of +pusillanimity, out of fear of being signalized as a pornographic +writer; finally, from the apprehension that our gossiping criticism +will identify the artistic work of the writer with his personal life +and will start rummaging in his dirty linen. Or perhaps they can find +neither the time, nor the self-denial, nor the self-possession to +plunge in head first into this life and to watch it right up close, +without prejudice, without sonorous phrases, without a sheepish pity, +in all its monstrous simplicity and every-day activity. Oh, what a +tremendous, staggering and truthful book would result!" + +"But they do write!" unwillingly remarked Ramses. + +"They do write," wearily repeated Platonov in the same tone as he. "But +it is all either a lie, or theatrical effects for children of tender +years, or else a cunning symbolism, comprehensible only to the sages of +the future. But the life itself no one as yet has touched. One big +writer--a man with a crystal-pure soul and a remarkable talent for +delineation--once approached this theme,[7] and then all that could +catch the eye of an outsider was reflected in his soul, as in a +wondrous mirror. But he could not decide to lie to and to frighten +people. He only looked upon the coarse hair of the porter, like that of +a dog, and reflected: 'But, surely, even he had a mother.' He passed +with his wise, exact gaze over the faces of the prostitutes and +impressed them on his mind. But that which he did not know he did not +dare to write. It is remarkable, that this same writer, enchanting with +his honesty and truthfulness, has looked at the moujik as well, more +than once. But he sensed that both the tongue and the turn of mind, as +well as the soul of the people, were for him dark and incomprehensible +... And he, with an amazing tact, modestly went around the soul of the +people, but refracted all his fund of splendid observation through the +eyes of townsfolk. I have brought this up purposely. With us, you see, +they write about detectives, about lawyers, about inspectors of the +revenue, about pedagogues, about attorneys, about the police, about +officers, about sensual ladies, about engineers, about baritones--and +really, by God, altogether well--cleverly, with finesse and talent. +But, after all, all these people, are rubbish, and their life is not +life but some sort of conjured up, spectral, unnecessary delirium of +world culture. But there are two singular realities--ancient as +humanity itself: the prostitute and the moujik. And about them we know +nothing save some tinsel, gingerbread, debauched depictions in +literature. I ask you: what has Russian literature extracted out of all +the nightmare of prostitution? Sonechka Marmeladova alone.[8] + +What has it given us about the moujik save odious, false, nationalistic +pastorals? One, altogether but one, but then, in truth, the greatest +work in all the world--a staggering tragedy, the truthfulness of which +takes the breath away and makes the hair stand on end. You know what I +am speaking of ..." + + +[7] The reference here is most probably to Chekhov.--TRANS. + +[8] The heroine of Dostoievsky's "Crime and Punishment."--Trans. + + +"'The little claw is sunk in...'"[9] quietly prompted Lichonin. + + +[9] "The little claw is sunk in, the whole bird is bound to perish"--a +folk proverb used by Tolstoi as a sub-title to his "The Power of +Darkness."--Trans. + + +"Yes," answered the reporter, and looked kindly at the student with +gratefulness. + +"But as regards Sonechka--why, this is an abstract type," remarked +Yarchenko with assurance. "A psychological scheme, so to speak..." + +Platonov, who up to now had been speaking as though unwillingly, at a +slow rate, suddenly grew heated: + +"A hundred times have I heard this opinion, a hundred times! And it is +entirely an untruth. Underneath the coarse and obscene profession, +underneath the foulest oaths--about one's mother--underneath the +drunken, hideous exterior--Sonechka Marmeladova still lives! The fate +of the Russian prostitute--oh, what a tragic, piteous, bloody, +ludicrous and stupid path it is! Here everything has been juxtaposed: +the Russian God, Russian breadth and unconcern, Russian despair in a +fall, Russian lack of culture, Russian naivete, Russian patience, +Russian shamelessness. Why, all of them, whom you take into +bedrooms,--look upon them, look upon them well,--why, they are all +children; why, each of them is but eleven years old. Fate has thrust +them upon prostitution and since then they live in some sort of a +strange, fairy-like, toy existence, without developing, without being +enriched by experience, naive, trusting, capricious, not knowing what +they will say and do half an hour later--altogether like children. This +radiant and ludicrous childishness I have seen in the very oldest +wenches, fallen as low as low can be, broken-winded and crippled like a +cabby's nags. And never does this impotent pity, this useless +commiseration toward human suffering die within them ... For +example..." + +Platonov looked over all the persons sitting with a slow gaze, and +suddenly, waving his hand despondently, said in a tired voice: + +"However ... The devil take it all! To-day I have spoken enough for ten +years ... And all of it to no purpose." + +"But really, Sergei Ivanich, why shouldn't you try to describe all this +yourself?" asked Yarchenko. "Your attention is so vitally concentrated +on this question." + +"I did try!" answered Platonov with a cheerless smile. "But nothing +came of it. I started writing and at once became entangled in various +'whats,' 'which's,' 'was's.' The epithets prove flat. The words grow +cold on the page. It's all a cud of some sort. Do you know, Terekhov +was here once, while passing through ... You know ... The well-known +one ... I came to him and started in telling him lots and lots about +the life here, which I do not tell you for fear of boring you. I begged +him to utilize my material. He heard me out with great attention, and +this is what he said, literally: 'Don't get offended, Platonov, if I +tell you that there's almost not a single person of those I have met +during my life, who wouldn't thrust themes for novels and stories upon +me, or teach me as to what ought to be written up. That material which +you have just communicated to me is truly unencompassable in its +significance and weightiness. But what shall I do with it? In order to +write a colossal book such as the one you have in mind, the words of +others do not suffice--even though they be the most exact--even +observations, made with a little note-book and a bit of pencil, do not +suffice. One must grow accustomed to this life, without being cunningly +wise, without any ulterior thoughts of writing. Then a terrific book +will result.' + +"His words discouraged me and at the same time gave me wings. Since +that time I believe, that now, not soon--after fifty years or so--but +there will come a writer of genius, and precisely a Russian one, who +will absorb within himself all the burdens and all the abominations of +this life and will cast them forth to us in the form of simple, fine, +and deathlessly-caustic images. And we shall all say: 'Why, now, we, +ourselves, have seen and known all this, but we could not even suppose +that this is so horrible!' In this coming artist I believe with all my +heart." + +"Amen!" said Lichonin seriously. "Let us drink to him." + +"But, honest to God," suddenly declared Little Manka, "If some one +would only write the truth about the way we live here, miserable +w--that we are..." + +There was a knock at the door, and at once Jennie entered in her +resplendent orange dress. + + + + +CHAPTER X. + + +She greeted all the men without embarrassment, with the independent +bearing of the first personage in the house, and sat down near Sergei +Ivanich, behind his chair. She had just gotten free from that same +German in the uniform of the benevolent organization, who early in the +evening had made Little White Manka his choice, but had afterwards +changed her, at the recommendation of the housekeeper, for Pasha. But +the provoking and self-assured beauty of Jennie must have smitten +deeply his lecherous heart, for, having prowled some three hours +through certain beer emporiums and restaurants, and having there +gathered courage, he had again returned into the house of Anna +Markovna, had waited until her time-guest--Karl Karlovich, from the +optical store--had gone away from Jennie, and had taken her into a room. + +To the silent question in Tamara's eyes Jennie made a wry face of +disgust, shivered with her back and nodded her head affirmatively. + +"He's gone... Brrr! ..." + +Platonov was looking at Jennie with extraordinary attentiveness. He +distinguished her from the rest of the girls and almost respected her +for her abrupt, refractory, and impudently mocking character. And now, +turning around occasionally, by her flaming, splendid eyes, by the +vividly and unevenly glowing unhealthy red of her cheeks, by the much +bitten parched lips, he felt that her great, long ripening rancour was +heavily surging within the girl and suffocating her. And it was then +that he thought (and subsequently often recalled this) that he had +never yet seen Jennie so radiantly beautiful as on this night. He also +noticed, that all the men present in the private cabinet, with the +exception of Lichonin, were looking at her--some frankly, others by +stealth and as though in passing--with curiosity and furtive desire. +The beauty of this woman, together with the thought of her altogether +easy accessibility, at any minute, agitated their imagination. + +"There's something working upon you, Jennie," said Platonov quietly. + +Caressingly, she just barely drew her fingers over his arm. + +"Don't pay any attention. Just so ... our womanish affairs ... It won't +be interesting to you." + +But immediately, turning to Tamara, she passionately and rapidly began +saying something in an agreed jargon, which presented a wild mixture +out of the Hebrew, Tzigani and Roumanian tongues and the cant words of +thieves and horse-thieves. + +"Don't try to put anything over on the fly guy, the fly guy is next," +Tamara cut her short and with a smile indicated the reporter with her +eyes. + +Platonov had, in fact, understood. Jennie was telling with indignation +that during this day and night, thanks to the influx of a cheap public, +the unhappy Pashka had been taken into a room more than ten times--and +all by different men. Only just now she had had a hysterical fit, +ending in a faint. And now, scarcely having brought Pashka back to +consciousness and braced her up on valerian drops in a glass of +spirits, Emma Edwardovna had again sent her into the drawing room. +Jennie had attempted to take the part of her comrade, but the +house-keeper had cursed the intercessor out and had threatened her with +punishment. + +"What is it all about?" asked Yarchenko in perplexity, raising high his +eyebrows. + +"Don't trouble yourself ... nothing out of the way..." answered Jennie +in a still agitated voice. "Just so ... our little family trifles ... +Sergei Ivanich, may I have some of your wine?" + +She poured out half a glass for herself and drank the cognac off at a +draught, distending her thin nostrils wide. + +Platonov got up in silence and went toward the door. + +"It's not worth while, Sergei Ivanich. Drop it..." Jennie stopped him. + +"Oh no, why not?" objected the reporter. "I shall do a very simple and +innocent thing, take Pasha here, and if need be--pay for her, even. Let +her lie down here for a while on the divan and rest, even though a +little ... Niura, run for a pillow quick!" + +Scarcely had the door shut behind his broad, ungainly figure in its +gray clothes, when Boris Sobashnikov at once commenced speaking with a +contemptuous bitterness: + +"Gentlemen, what the devil for have we dragged into our company this +peach off the street? We must needs tie up with all sorts of riff-raff? +The devil knows what he is--perhaps he's even a dinny? Who can vouch +for him? And you're always like that, Lichonin." + +"It isn't Lichonin but I who introduced him to everybody,"' said +Ramses. "I know him for a fully respectable person and a good +companion." + +"Eh! Nonsense! A good companion to drink at some one else's expense. +Why, don't you see for yourselves that this is the most ordinary type +of habitue attached to a brothel, and, most probably, he is simply the +pimp here, to whom a percentage is paid for the entertainment into +which he entices the visitors." + +"Leave off, Borya. It's foolish," remarked Yarchenko reproachfully. + +But Borya could not leave off. He had an unfortunate +peculiarity--intoxication acted neither upon his legs nor his tongue, +but put him in a morose, touchy frame of mind and egged him on into +quarrels. And Platonov had already for a long time irritated him with +his negligently sincere, assured and serious bearing, so little +suitable to the private cabinet of a brothel. But the seeming +indifference with which the reporter let pass the malicious remarks +which he interposed into the conversation angered Sobashnikov still +more. + +"And then, the tone in which he permits himself to speak in our +company!" Sobashnikov continued to seethe. "A certain aplomb, +condescension, a professorial tone ... The scurvy penny-a-liner! The +free-lunch grafter!" + +Jennie, who had all the time been looking intently at the student, +gaily and maliciously flashing with her sparkling dark eyes, suddenly +began to clap her hands. + +"That's the way! Bravo, little student! Bravo, bravo, bravo! ... That's +the way, give it to him good! ... Really, what sort of a disgrace is +this! When he'll come, now, I'll repeat everything to him." + +"I--if you please! A--as much as you like!" Sobashnikov drawled out +like an actor, making superciliously squeamish creases about his mouth. +"I shall repeat the very same things myself." + +"There's a fine fellow, now,--I love you for that!" exclaimed Jennie +joyously and maliciously, striking her fist on the table. "You can tell +an owl at once by its flight, a good man by his snot!" + +Little White Manya and Tamara looked at Jennie with wonder, but, noting +the evil little lights leaping in her eyes and her nervously quivering +nostrils, they both understood and smiled. + +Little White Manya, laughing, shook her head reproachfully. Jennie +always had such a face when her turbulent soul sensed that a scandal +was nearing which she herself had brought on. + +"Don't get your back up, Borinka," said Lichonin. "Here all are equal." + +Niura came with a pillow and laid it down on the divan. + +"And what's that for?" Sobashnikov yelled at her. "Git! take it away at +once. This isn't a lodging house." + +"Now, leave her be, honey. What's that to you?" retorted Jennie in a +sweet voice and hid the pillow behind Tamara's back. "Wait, sweetie, +I'd better sit with you for a while." + +She walked around the table, forced Boris to sit on a chair, and +herself got up on his knees. Twining his neck with her arm, she pressed +her lips to his mouth, so long and so vigorously that the student +caught his breath. Right up close to his eyes he saw the eyes of the +woman--strangely large, dark, luminous, indistinct and unmoving. For a +quarter of a second or so, for an instant, it seemed to him that in +these unliving eyes was impressed an expression of keen, mad hate; and +the chill of terror, some vague premonition of an ominous, inevitable +calamity flashed through the student's brain. With difficulty tearing +the supple arms of Jennie away from him, and pushing her away, he said, +laughing, having turned red and breathing hard: + +"There's a temperament for you! Oh, you Messalina Paphnutievna! ... +They call you Jennka, I think? You're a good-looking little rascal." + +Platonov returned with Pasha. Pasha was pitiful and revolting to look +at. Her face was pale, with, a bluish cast as though the blood had run +off; the glazed, half-closed eyes were smiling with a faint, idiotic +smile; the parted lips seemed to resemble two frayed, red, wet rags, +and she walked with a sort of timid, uncertain step, just as though +with one foot she were making a large step, and with the other a small +one. She walked with docility up to the divan and with docility laid +her head down on the pillow, without ceasing to smile faintly and +insanely. Even at a distance it was apparent that she was cold. + +"Pardon me, gentlemen, I am going to undress," said Lichonin, and +taking his coat off he threw it over the shoulders of the prostitute. +"Tamara, give her chocolate and wine." + +Boris Sobashnikov again stood up picturesquely in the corner, in a +leaning position, one leg in front of the other and his head held high. +Suddenly he spoke amid the general silence, addressing Platonov +directly, in a most foppish tone: + +"Eh ... Listen ... what's your name? ... This, then, must be your +mistress? Eh?" And with the tip of his boot he pointed in the direction +of the recumbent Pasha. + +"Wha-at?" asked Platonov in a drawl, knitting his eyebrows. + +"Or else you are her lover--it's all one ... What do they call this +duty here? Well, now, these same people for whom the women embroider +shirts and with whom they divide their honest earnings? ... Eh? ..." + +Platonov looked at him with a heavy, intent gaze through his narrowed +lids. + +"Listen," he said quietly, in a hoarse voice, slowly and ponderously +separating his words. "This isn't the first time that you're trying to +pick a quarrel with me. But, in the first place, I see that despite +your sober appearance you are exceedingly and badly drunk; and, in the +second place, I spare you for the sake of your comrades. However, I +warn you, that if you think of talking that way to me again, take your +eyeglasses off." + +"What's this stuff?" exclaimed Boris, raising his shoulders high and +snorting through his nose. "What eyeglasses? Why eyeglasses?" But +mechanically, with two extended fingers, he fixed the bow of the +PINCE-NEZ on the bridge of his nose. + +"Because I'm going to hit you, and the pieces may get in your eye," +said the reporter unconcernedly. + +Despite the unexpectedness of such a turn of the quarrel, nobody +started laughing. Only Little White Manka oh'd in astonishment and +clapped her hands. Jennie, with avid impatience, shifted her eyes from +one to the other. + +"Well, now! I'll give you change back myself so's you won't like it!" +roughly, altogether boyishly, cried out Sobashnikov. "Only it's not +worth while mussing one's hands with every ..." he wanted to add a new +invective, but decided not to, "with every ... And besides, comrades, I +do not intend to stay here any longer. I am too well brought up to be +hail-fellow-well-met with such persons." + +He rapidly and haughtily walked to the door. + +It was necessary for him to pass almost right up against Platonov, who, +out of the corner of his eye, animal-like, was watching his every +movement. For a moment in the mind of the student flashed a desire to +strike Platonov unexpectedly, from the side, and jump away--the +comrades would surely part them and not allow a fight. But immediately, +almost without looking at the reporter, with some sort of deep, +unconscious instinct, he saw and sensed those broad hands, lying +quietly on the table, that obdurately bowed head with its broad +forehead, and all the ungainly, alert, powerful body of his foe, so +neligently hunched up and spread out on the chair, but ready at any +second for a quick and terrific blow. And Sobashnikov walked out into +the corridor, loudly banging the door after him. + +"Good riddance to bad rubbish," said Jennie after him in a mocking +patter. "Tamarochka, pour me out some more cognac." + +But the lanky student Petrovsky got up from his place and considered it +necessary to defend Sobashnikov. + +"Just as you wish, gentlemen; this is a matter of your personal view, +but out of principle I go together with Boris. Let him be not right and +so on, we can express censure to him in our own intimate company, but +when an insult has been rendered our comrade--I can't remain here. I am +going away." + +"Oh, my God!" And Lichonin nervously and vexedly scratched his temple. +"Boris behaved himself all the time in the highest degree vulgarly, +rudely and foolishly. What sort of corporate honour do you think this +is? A collective walk-out from editorial offices, from political +meetings, from brothels. We aren't officers to screen the foolishness +of each comrade." + +"All the same, just as you wish, but I am going away out of a sense of +solidarity!" said Petrovsky importantly and walked out. + +"May the earth be as down upon you!" Jennie sent after him. + +But how tortuous and dark the ways of the human soul! Both of +them--Sobashnikov as well as Petrovsky--acted in their indignation +rather sincerely, but the first only half so, while the second only a +quarter in all. Sobashnikov, despite his intoxication and wrath, still +had knocking at the door of his mind the alluring thought that now it +would be more convenient and easier before his comrades to call out +Jennka on the quiet and to be alone with her. While Petrovsky, with +exactly the same aim, went after Sobashnikov in order to make a loan of +three roubles from him. In the general drawing room they made things up +between them, and after ten minutes Zociya, the housekeeper, shoved in +her little, squinting, pink, cunning face through the half-open door of +the private room. + +"Jennechka," she called, "go, they have brought your linen, go count +it. And you, Niura, the actor begs to come for just a minute, to drink +some champagne. He's with Henrietta and Big Manya." + +The precipitate and incongruous quarrel of Platonov and Sobashnikov +long served as a subject of conversation. The reporter, in cases like +this, always felt shame, uneasiness, regret and the torments of +conscience. And despite the fact that all those who remained were on +his side, he was speaking with weariness in his voice: + +"By God, gentlemen! I'll go away, best of all. Why should I disrupt +your circle? We were both at fault. I'll go away. Don't bother about +the bill. I've already paid Simeon, when I was going after Pasha." + +Lichonin suddenly rumpled up his hair and stood up + +"Oh, no, the devil take it! I'll go and drag him here. Upon my word of +honour, they're both fine fellows--Boris as well as Vaska. But they're +young yet, and bark at their own tails. I'm going after them, and I +warrant that Boris will apologize." + +He went away, but came back after five minutes. + +"They repose," said he, sombrely, and made a hopeless gesture with his +hand. "Both of them." + + + + +CHAPTER XI. + + +At this moment Simeon walked into the cabinet with a tray upon which +stood two goblets of a bubbling golden wine and lay a large visiting +card. + +"May I ask which of you here might be Mister Gavrila Petrovich +Yarchenko?" he said, looking over all those sitting. + +"I," responded Yarchenko. + +"If youse please. The actor gent sent this." + +Yarchenko took the visiting card and read aloud: + + Eumenii Poluectovich + EGMONT--LAVRETZKI + Dramatic Artist of Metropolitan Theatres + +"It's remarkable," said Volodya Pavlov, "that all the Russian Garricks +bear such queer names, on the style of Chrysantov, Thetisov, Mamontov +and Epimhakov." + +"And besides that, the best known of them must needs either speak +thickly, or lisp, or stammer," added the reporter. + +"Yes, but most remarkable of all is the fact that I do not at all have +the honour of knowing this artist of the metropolitan theatres. +However, there's something else written on the reverse of this card. +Judging by the handwriting, it was written by a man greatly drunk and +little lettered. + +"'I dreenk'--not drink, but dreenk," explained Yarchenko. "'I dreenk to +the health of the luminary of Russian science, Gavrila Petrovich +Yarchenko, whom I saw by chance when I was passing by through the +collidor. Would like to clink glasses together personally. If you do +not remember, recollect the National Theatre, Poverty Is No Disgrace, +and the humble artist who played African.' Yes, that's right," said +Yarchenko. "Once, somehow, they saddled me with the arrangement of this +benefit performance in the National Theatre. Also, there dimly glimmers +some clean-shaven haughty visage, but ... What shall it be, gentlemen?" + +Lichonin answered good-naturedly: + +"Why, drag him here. Perhaps he's funny." + +"And you?" the sub-professor turned to Platonov. + +"It's all the same to me. I know him slightly. At first he'll shout: +'KELLNER, champagne!' then burst into tears about his wife, who is an +angel, then deliver a patriotic speech and finally raise a row over the +bill, but none too loudly. All in all he's entertaining." + +"Let him come," said Volodya, from behind the shoulder of Katie, who +was sitting on his knees, swinging her legs. + +"And you, Veltman?" + +"What?" the student came to with a start. He was sitting on the divan +with his back to his companions, near the reclining Pasha, bending over +her, and already for a long time, with the friendliest appearance of +sympathy, had been stroking her, now on the shoulder, now on the hair +at the nape of the neck, while she was smiling at him with her shyly +shameless and senselessly passionate smile through half-closed and +trembling eyelashes. "What? What's it all about? Oh yes,--is it all +right to let the actor in? I've nothing against it. Please do ..." + +Yarchenko sent an invitation through Simeon, and the actor came and +immediately commenced the usual actor's play. In the door he paused, in +his long frock coat, shining with its silk lapels, with a glistening +opera hat, which he held with his arm in the middle of his chest, like +an actor portraying in the theatre an elderly worldly lion or a bank +director. And approximately these persons he was inwardly picturing to +himself. + +"May I be permitted, gentlemen, to intrude into your intimate company?" +he asked in an unctuous, kindly voice, with a half-bow done somewhat to +one side. + +They asked him in, and he began to introduce himself. Shaking hands, he +stuck out his elbow forward and raised it so high that the hand proved +to be far lower. Now it was no longer a bank director, but such a +clever, splendid fellow, a sportsman and a rake of the golden youths. +But his face--with rumpled, wild eyebrows and with denuded lids without +lashes--was the vulgar, harsh and low face of a typical alcoholic, +libertine, and pettily cruel man. Together with him came two of his +ladies: Henrietta the eldest girl in years in the establishment of Anna +Markovna, experienced, who had seen everything and had grown accustomed +to everything, like an old horse on the tether of a threshing machine, +the possessor of a thick bass, but still a handsome woman; and Big +Manka, or Manka the Crocodile. Henrietta since still the preceding +night had not parted from the actor, who had taken her from the house +to a hotel. + +Having seated himself alongside of Yarchenko, he straight off began to +play a new role--he became something on the order of an old good soul +of a landed proprietor, who had at one time been at a university +himself, and now can not look upon the students without a quiet, +fatherly emotion. + +"Believe me, gentlemen, that one's soul rests from all these worldly +squabbles in the midst of youth," he was saying, imparting to his +depraved and harsh face an actor-like, exaggerated and improbable +expression of being moved. "This faith in a high ideal, these honest +impulses! ... What can be loftier and purer than our Russian students +as a body? ... KELLNER! Chompa-a-agne!" he yelled deafeningly all of a +sudden, and dealt a heavy blow on the table with his fist. + +Lichonin and Yarchenka did not wish to remain in debt to him. A spree +began. God knows in what manner Mishka the Singer and Nicky the +Book-keeper soon found themselves in the cabinet, and at once began +singing in their galloping voices: + + "They fe-e-e-el the tru-u-u-uth, + Come thou daw-aw-aw-awning quicker ..." + +There also appeared Roly-Poly, who had awakened. Letting his head drop +touchingly to one side and having made little narrowed, lachrymose, +sweet eyes in his wrinkled old face of a Don Quixote, he was speaking +in a persuasively begging tone: + +"Gentlemen students ... you ought to treat a little old man. I love +education, by God! ... Allow me!" + +Lichonin was glad to see everybody, but Yarchenko in the +beginning--until the champagne had mounted to his head--only raised +high his small, short eyebrows with a timorous, wondering and naive +air. It suddenly became crowded, smoky, noisy and close in the cabinet. +Simeon, with rattling, closed the blinds with bolts on the outside. The +women, just having gotten done with a visit or in the interim between +dances, walked into the room, sat on somebody's knees, smoked, sang +disjointedly, drank wine, kissed and again went away, and again came. +The clerks of Kereshkovsky, offended because the damsels bestowed more +attention upon the cabinet than the drawing room, did start a row and +tried to enter into a provoking explanation with the students, but +Simeon in a moment quelled them with two or three authoritative words, +thrown out as though in passing. + +Niura came back from her room and a little later Petrovsky followed +her. Petrovsky with an extremely serious air declared that he had been +walking on the street all this time, thinking over the incident which +had taken place and in the end had come to the conclusion that comrade +Boris was in reality not in the right, but that there also was a +circumstance in extenuation of his fault--intoxication. Also, Jennie +came later, but alone--Sobashnikov had fallen asleep in her room. The +actor proved to have no end of talents. He very faithfully imitated the +buzzing of a fly which an intoxicated man is catching on a window-pane, +and the sounds of a saw; drolly performed, standing with his face in +the corner, the conversation of a nervous lady over the telephone; +imitated the singing of a phonograph record, and in the end, with +exceeding likeness to life, showed a little Persian lad with a little +trained monkey. Holding on with his hand to an imaginary small chain +and at the same time baring his teeth, squatting like a monkey, winking +his eyelids often, and scratching now his posteriors, now the hair on +his head, he sang through his nose, in a monotonous and sad voice, +distorting the words: + + "The i-young cissack to the war has went, + The i-young ladee underneath the fence lies spraw-aw-ling. + AINA, AINA, AI-NA-NA-NA, AI-NA NA-NA-NA." + +In conclusion he took Little White Manka in his arms, wrapped her up in +the skirts of his frock and, stretching out his hand and making a +tearful face, began to nod his head, bent to one side, as is done by +little swarthy, dirty, oriental lads who roam over all Russia in long, +old, soldiers' overcoats, with bared chest of a bronze colour, holding +a coughing, moth-eaten little monkey in their bosom. + +"And who may you be?" severely asked fat Kate, who knew and loved this +joke. + +"Me Serbian, lady-y-y," piteously moaned the actor through his nose. +"Give me somethin', lady-y-y." + +"And what do they call your little monkey?" + +"Matreshka-a-a ... Him 'ungry-y-y, lady ... him want eat..." + +"And have you got a passport?" + +"We Serbia-a-an. Gimme something lady-y-y..." + +The actor proved not superfluous on the whole. He created at once a +great deal of noise and raised the spirits of the company, which were +beginning to be depressing. And every minute he cried out in a +stentorian voice: + +"KELLNER! Chompa-a-agne!"--although Simeon, who was accustomed to his +manner paid very little attention to these cries. + +There began a truly Russian hubbub, noisy and senseless. The rosy, +flaxen-haired, pleasing Tolpygin was playing LA SEGUIDILLE from CARMEN +on the piano, while Roly-Poly was dancing a Kamarinsky peasant dance to +its tune. His narrow shoulders hunched up, twisted all to one side, the +fingers of his hanging hands widely spread, he intricately hopped on +one spot from one long, thin leg to the other, then suddenly letting +out a piercing grunt, would throw himself upward and shout out in time +to his wild dance: + + "Ugh! Dance on, Matthew, + Don't spare your boots, you! ..." + +"Eh, for one stunt like that a quartern of brandy isn't enough!" he +would add, shaking his long, graying hair. + +"They fee-ee-eel! the tru-u-u-uth!" roared the two friends, raising +with difficulty their underlids, grown heavy, beneath dull, bleary eyes. + +The actor commenced to tell obscene anecdotes, pouring them out as from +a bag, and the women squealed from delight, bent in two from laughter +and threw themselves against the backs of their chairs. Veltman, who +had long been whispering with Pasha, inconspicuously, in the hubbub, +slipped out of the cabinet, while a few minutes after him Pasha also +went away, smiling with her quiet, insane and bashful smile. + +But all of the remaining students as well, save Lichonin, one after the +other, some on the quiet, some under one pretext or another, vanished +from the cabinet and did not return for long periods. Volodya Pavlov +experienced a desire to look at the dancing; Tolpygin's head began to +ache badly, and he asked Tamara to lead him somewhere where he might +wash up; Petrovski, having "touched" Lichonin for three roubles on the +quiet, went out into the corridor and only from there despatched the +housekeeper Zociya for Little White Manka. Even the prudent and +fastidious Ramses could not cope with that spicy feeling which to-day's +strange, vivid and unwholesome beauty of Jennie excited in him. It +proved that he had some important, undeferrable business this morning; +it was necessary to go home and snatch a bit of sleep if only for a +couple of hours. But, having told good-bye to his companions, he, +before going out of the cabinet, rapidly and with deep significance +pointed the door out to Jennie with his eyes. She understood, slowly, +scarcely perceptibly, lowered her eyelashes as a sign of consent, and, +when she again raised them, Platonov, who almost without looking had +seen this silent dialogue, was struck by that expression of malice and +menace in her eyes which she sped the back of the departing Ramses. +Having waited for five minutes she got up, said "Excuse me, I'll be +right back," and went out, swinging her short orange skirt. + +"Well, now? Is it your turn, Lichonin?" asked the reporter banteringly. + +"No, brother, you're mistaken!" said Lichonin and clacked his tongue. +"And I'm not doing it out of conviction or on principle, either ... No! +I, as an anarchist, proclaim the gospel that the worse things are, the +better ... But, fortunately, I am a gambler and spend all my +temperament on gaming; on that account simple squeamishness speaks +louder within me than this same unearthly feeling. But it's amazing our +thoughts coincided. I just wanted to ask you about the same thing." + +"I--no. Sometimes, if I become very much tired out, I sleep here over +night. I take from Isaiah Savvich the key to his little room and sleep +on the divan. But all the girls here are already used to the fact that +I am a being of the third sex." + +"And really ... never? ..." + +"Never." + +"Well, what's right is right!" exclaimed Nhira. "Sergei Ivanich is like +a holy hermit." + +"Previously, some five years ago, I experienced this also," continued +Platonov. "But, do you know, it's really too tedious and disgusting. +Something on the nature of these flies which the actor gentleman just +represented. They're stuck together on the window sill, and then in +some sort of fool wonder scratch their backs with their little hind +legs and fly apart forever. And to play at love here? ... Well, for +that I'm no hero out of their sort of novel. I'm not handsome, am shy +with women, uneasy, and polite. While here they thirst for savage +passions, bloody jealousy, tears, poisonings, beatings, sacrifices,--in +a word, hysterical romanticism. And it's easy to understand why. The +heart of woman always wants love, while they are told of love every day +with various sour, drooling words. Involuntarily one wants pepper in +one's love. One no longer wants words of passion, but +tragically-passionate deeds. And for that reason thieves, murderers, +souteners and other riff-raff will always be their lovers." + +"And most important of all," added Platonov, "that would at once spoil +for me all the friendly relations which have been so well built up." + +"Enough of joking!" incredulously retorted Lichonin. "Then what compels +you to pass days and nights here? Were you a writer--it would be a +different matter. It's easy to find an explanation; well, you're +gathering types or something ... observing life ... After the manner of +that German professor who lived for three years with monkeys, in order +to study closely their language and manners. But you yourself said that +you don't indulge in writing?" + +"It isn't that I don't indulge, but I simply don't know how--I can't." + +"We'll write that down. Now let's suppose another thing--that you come +here as an apostle of a better, honest life, in the nature of a, now, +saviour of perishing souls. You know, as in the dawn of Christianity +certain holy fathers instead of standing on a column for thirty years +or living in a cave in the woods, went to the market places, into +houses of mirth, to the harlots and scaramuchios. But you aren't +inclined that way." + +"I'm not." + +"Then why, the devil take it, do you hang around here? I can see very +well that a great deal here is revolting and oppressive and painful to +your own self. For example, this fool quarrel with Boris or this flunky +who beats a woman, and--, in general, the constant contemplation of +every kind of filth, lust, bestiality, vulgarity, drunkenness. Well, +now, since you say so--I believe that you don't give yourself up to +lechery. But then, still more incomprehensible to me is your MODUS +VIVENDI, to express myself in the style of leading articles." + +The reporter did not answer at once: + +"You see," he began speaking slowly, with pauses, as though for the +first time lending ear to his thoughts and weighing them. "You see, I'm +attracted and interested in this life by its ... how shall I express +it? ... its fearful, stark truth. Do you understand, it's as though all +the conventional coverings were ripped off it. There is no falsehood, +no hypocrisy, no sanctimoniousness, there are no compromises of any +sort, neither with public opinion, nor with the importunate authority +of our forefathers, nor with one's own conscience. No illusions of any +kind, nor any kind of embellishments! Here she is--'I! A public woman, +a common vessel, a cloaca for the drainage of the city's surplus lust. +Come to me any one who wills--thou shalt meet no denial, therein is my +service. But for a second of this sensuality in haste--thou shalt pay +in money, revulsion, disease and ignominy.' And that is all. There is +not a single phase of human life where the basic main truth should +shine with such a monstrous, hideous, stark clearness, without any +shade of human prevarication or self-whitewashing." + +"Oh, I don't know! These women lie like the very devil. You just go and +talk with her a bit about her first fall. She'll spin you such a yarn!" + +"Well, don't you ask then. What business is that of yours? But even if +they do lie, they lie altogether like children. But then, you know +yourself that children are the foremost, the most charming fibsters, +and at the same time the sincerest people on earth. And it's +remarkable, that both they and the others--that is, both prostitutes +and children--lie only to us--men--and grown-ups. Among themselves they +don't lie--they only inspiredly improvise. But they lie to us because +we ourselves demand this of them, because we clamber into their souls, +altogether foreign to us, with our stupid tactics and questionings, +because they regard us in secret as great fools and senseless +dissemblers. But if you like, I shall right now count off on my fingers +all the occasions when a prostitute is sure to lie, and you yourself +will be convinced that man incites her to lying." + +"Well, well, we shall see." "First: she paints herself mercilessly, at +times even in detriment to herself. Why? Because every pimply military +cadet, who is so distressed by his sexual maturity that he grows stupid +in the spring, like a wood-cock on a drumming-log; or some sorry petty +government clerk or other from the department of the parish, the +husband of a pregnant woman and the father of nine infants--why, they +both come here not at all with the prudent and simple purpose of +leaving here the surplus of their passion. He, the good for nothing, +has come to enjoy himself; he needs beauty, d'you see--aesthete that he +is! But all these girls, these daughters of the simple, unpretentious, +great Russian people--how do they regard aesthetics? 'What's sweet, +that's tasty; what's red, that's handsome.' And so, there you are, +receive, if you please, a beauty of antimony, white lead and rouge. + +"That's one. Secondly, his desire for beauty isn't enough for this +resplendent cavalier--no, he must in addition be served with a +similitude of love, so that from his caresses there should kindle in +the woman this same 'fa-hire of in-sane pahass-ssion!' which is sung +about In idiotical ballads. Ah! Then THAT is what you want? There +y'are! And the woman lies to him with countenance, voice, sighs, moans, +movements of the body. And even he himself in the depths of his soul +knows about this professional deception, but--go along with you!--still +deceives himself: 'Ah, what a handsome man I am! Ah, how the women love +me! Ah, into what an ecstasy I bring them ...' You know, there are +cases when a man with the most desperate brazenness, in the most +unlikely manner, is flattered to his face, and he himself sees and +knows it very plainly, but--the devil take it!--despite everything a +delightful feeling of some sort lubricates his soul. And so here. +Query: whose is the initiative in the lie? + +"And here's a third point for you, Lichonin. You prompted it yourself. +They lie most of all when they are asked: 'How did you come to such a +life?' But what right have you to ask her about that, may the devil +take you! For she does not push her way into your intimate life? She +doesn't interest herself with your first, 'holy' love or the virtue of +your sisters and your bride. Aha! You pay money? Splendid! The bawd and +the bouncer, and the police, and medicine, and the city government, +watch over your interests. Polite and seemly conduct on the part of the +prostitute hired by you for love is guaranteed you, and your +personality is immune ... even though in the most direct sense, in the +sense of a slap in the face, which you, of course, deserve through your +aimless, and perhaps tormenting interrogations. But you desire truth as +well for your money? Well, that you are never to discount and to +control. They will tell you just such a conventionalized history as +you--yourself a man of conventionality and a vulgarian--will digest +easiest of all. Because by itself life is either exceedingly humdrum +and tedious to you, or else as exceedingly improbable as only life can +be improbable. And so you have the eternal mediocre history about an +officer, about a shop clerk, about a baby and a superannuated father, +who there, in the provinces, bewails his strayed daughter and implores +her to return home. But mark you, Lichonin, all that I'm saying doesn't +apply to you; in you, upon my word of honour, I sense a sincere and +great soul ... Let's drink to your health?" + +They drank. + +"Shall I speak on?" continued Platonov undecidedly. + +"Are you bored?" + +"No, no, I beg of you, speak on." + +"They also lie, and lie especially innocently, to those who preen +themselves before them on political hobby horses. Here they agree with +anything you want. I shall tell her to-day: Away with the modern +bourgeois order! Let us destroy with bombs and daggers the capitalists, +landed proprietors, and the bureaucracy! She'll warmly agree with me. +But to-morrow the hanger-on Nozdrunov will yell that it's necessary to +string up all the socialists, to beat up all the students and massacre +all the sheenies, who partake of communion in Christian blood. And +she'll gleefully agree with him as well. But if in addition to that +you'll also inflame her imagination, make her fall in love with +yourself, then she'll go with you everywhere you may wish--on a pogrom, +on a barricade, on a theft, on a murder. But then, children also are +yielding. And they, by God, are children, my dear Lichonin... + +"At fourteen years she was seduced, and at sixteen she became a patent +prostitute, with a yellow ticket and a venereal disease. And here is +all her life, surrounded and fenced off from the universe with a sort +of a bizarre, impenetrable and dead wall. Turn your attention to her +everyday vocabulary--thirty or forty words, no more--altogether as with +a baby or a savage: to eat, to drink, to sleep, man, bed, the madam, +rouble, lover, doctor, hospital, linen, policeman--and that's all. And +so her mental development, her experience, her interests, remain on an +infantile plane until her very death, exactly as in the case of a gray +and naive lady teacher who has not crossed over the threshold of a +female institute since she was ten, as in the case of a nun given as a +child into a convent. In a word, picture to yourself a tree of a +genuinely great species, but raised in a glass bell, in a jar from jam. +And precisely to this childish phase of their existence do I attribute +their compulsory lying--so innocent, purposeless and habitual ... But +then, how fearful, stark, unadorned with anything the frank truth in +this business-like dickering about the price of a night; in these ten +men in an evening; in these printed rules, issued by the city fathers, +about the use of a solution of boric acid and about maintaining one's +self in cleanliness; in the weekly doctors' inspections; in the nasty +diseases, which are looked upon as lightly and facetiously, just as +simply and without suffering, as a cold would be; in the deep revulsion +of these women to men--so deep, that they all, without conception, +compensate for it in the Lesbian manner and do not even in the least +conceal it. All their incongruous life is here, on the palm of my hand, +with all its cynicism, monstrous and coarse injustice; but there is in +it none of that falsehood and that hypocrisy before people and before +one's self, which enmesh all humanity from top to bottom. Consider, my +dear Lichonin, how much nagging, drawn out, disgusting deception, how +much hate, there is in any marital cohabitation in ninety-nine cases +out of a hundred. How much blind, merciless cruelty--precisely not +animal, but human, reasoned, far-sighted, calculated cruelty--there is +in the sacred maternal instinct--and behold, with what tender colours +this instinct is adorned! Then what about all these unnecessary, +tom-fool professions, invented by cultured man for the safeguarding of +my nest, my bit of meat, my woman, my child, these different overseers, +controllers, inspectors, judges, attorneys, jailers, advocates, chiefs, +bureaucrats, generals, soldiers, and hundreds of thousands of titles +more. They all subserve human greed, cowardice, viciousness, servility, +legitimised sensuality, laziness-beggarliness!--yes, that is the real +word!--human beggarliness. But what magnificent words we have! The +altar of the fatherland, Christian compassion for our neighbor, +progress, sacred duty, sacred property, holy love. Ugh! I do not +believe in a single fine word now, and I am nauseated to infinity with +these petty liars, these cowards and gluttons! Beggar women! ... Man is +born for great joy, for ceaseless creation, in which he is God; for a +broad, free love, unhindered by anything,--love for everything: for a +tree, for the sky, for man, for a dog, for the dear, benign, beautiful +earth,--oh, especially for the earth with its beatific motherhood, with +its mornings and nights, with its magnificent everyday miracles. But +man has lied himself out so, has become such an importunate beggar, and +has sunk so low! ... Ah, Lichonin, but I am weary!" + +"I, as an anarchist, partly understand you," said Lichonin +thoughtfully. It was as though he heard and yet did not hear the +reporter. Some thought was with difficulty, for the first time, being +born in his mind. "But one thing I can not comprehend. If humanity has +become so malodorous to you, then how do you stand--and for so long, +too,--all this,--" Lichonin took in the whole table with a circular +motion of his hand,--"the basest thing that mankind could invent?" + +"Well, I don't even know myself," said Platonov with artlessness. "You +see, I am a vagabond, and am passionately in love with life. I have +been a turner, a compositor; I have sown and sold tobacco--the cheap +Silver Makhorka kind--have sailed as a stoker on the Azov Sea, have +been a fisherman on the Black--on the Dubinin fisheries; I have loaded +watermelons and bricks on the Dnieper, have ridden with a circus, have +been an actor--I can't even recall everything. And never did need drive +me. No, only an immeasurable thirst for life and an insupportable +curiosity. By God, I would like for a few days to become a horse, a +plant, or a fish, or to be a woman and experience childbirth; I would +like to live with the inner life, and to look upon the universe with +the eyes of every human being I meet. And so I wander care-free over +towns and hamlets, bound by nothing; know and love tens of trades and +joyously float wherever it suits fate to set my sail... And so it was +that I came upon the brothel, and the more I look at it, the more there +grows within me alarm, incomprehension, and very great anger. But even +this will soon be at an end. When things get well into autumn--away +again! I'll get into a rail-rolling mill. I've a certain friend, he'll +manage it ... Wait, wait, Lichonin ... Listen to the actor ... That's +the third act." + +Egmont-Lavretzki, who until this had been very successfully imitating +now a shoat which is being put into a bag, now the altercation of a cat +with a dog, was beginning little by little to wilt and droop. Upon him +was already advancing the stage of self-revelation, next in order, in +the paroxysm of which he several times attempted to kiss Yarchenko's +hand. His lids had become red; around the shaven, prickly lips had +deepened the tearful wrinkles that gave him an appearance of weeping; +and it could be heard by his voice that his nose and throat were +already overflowing with tears. + +"I serve in a farce!" he was saying, smiting himself on the breast with +his fist. "I disport myself in striped trunks for the sport of the +sated mob! I have put out my torch, have hid my talent in the earth, +like the slothful servant! But fo-ormerly!" he began to bray +tragically, "Fo-ormerly-y-y! Ask in Novocherkassk, ask in Tvier, in +Ustejne, in Zvenigorodok, in Krijopole.[10] What a Zhadov and Belugin I +was! How I played Max! What a figure I created of Veltishchev--that was +my crowning ro-ole ... Nadin-Perekopski was beginning with me at +Sumbekov's! With Nikiphorov-Pavlenko did I serve. Who made the name for +Legunov-Pochainin? I! But no-ow ..." + + +[10] All provincial towns.--Trans. + + +He sniveled, and sought to kiss the sub-professor. + +"Yes! Despise me, brand me, ye honest folk. I play the tom-fool. I +drink ... I have sold and spilt the sacred ointment! I sit in a dive +with vendable merchandise. While my wife ... she is a saint, and pure, +my little dove! ... Oh, if she knew, if she only knew! she works hard, +she runs a modiste's shop; her fingers--the fingers of an angel--are +pricked with the needle, but I! Oh, sainted woman! And I--the +scoundrel!--whom do I exchange thee for! Oh, horror!" The actor seized +his hair. "Professor, let me, I'll kiss your scholarly hand. You alone +understand me. Let us go, I'll introduce you, you'll see what an angel +this is! ... She awaits me, she does not sleep nights, she folds the +tiny hands of my little ones and together with them whispers: 'Lord, +save and preserve papa.'" + +"You're lying about it all, you ham!" said the drunken Little White +Manka suddenly, looking with hatred upon Egmont-Lavretzki. "She isn't +whispering anything, but most peacefully sleeping with a man in your +bed." + +"Be still, you w--!" vociferated the actor beside himself; and seizing +a bottle by the neck raised it high over his head. "Hold me, or else +I'll brain this carrion. Don't you dare besmirch with your foul +tongue..." + +"My tongue isn't foul--I take communion," impudently replied the woman. +"But you, you fool, wear horns. You go traipsing around with +prostitutes yourself, and yet want your wife not to play you false. And +look where the dummy's found a place to slaver, till he looks like he +had reins in his mouth. And what did you mix the children in for, you +miserable papa you! Don't you roll your eyes and gnash your teeth at +me. You won't frighten me! W--yourself!" + +It required many efforts and much eloquence on the part of Yarchenko in +order to quiet the actor and Little White Manka, who always after +Benedictine ached for a row. The actor in the end burst into copious +and unbecoming tears and blew his nose, like an old man; he grew weak, +and Henrietta led him away to her room. + +Fatigue had already overcome everybody. The students, one after +another, returned from the bedrooms; and separately from them, with an +indifferent air, came their chance mistresses. And truly, both these +and the others resembled flies, males and females, just flown apart on +the window pane. They yawned, stretched, and for a long time an +involuntary expression of wearisomeness and aversion did not leave +their faces, pale from sleeplessness, unwholesomely glossy. And when +they, before going their ways, said good-bye to each other, in their +eyes twinkled some kind of an inimical feeling, just as with the +participants of one and the same filthy and unnecessary crime. + +"Where are you going right now?" Lichonin asked the reporter in a low +voice. + +"Well, really, I don't know myself. I did want to spend the night in +the cabinet of Isaiah Savvich, but it's a pity to lose such a splendid +morning. I'm thinking of taking a bath, and then I'll get on a steamer +and ride to the Lipsky monastery to a certain tippling black friar I +know. But why?" + +"I would ask you to remain a little while and sit the others out. I +must have a very important word or two with you." + +"It's a go." + +Yarchenko was the last to go. He averred a headache and fatigue. But +scarcely had he gone out of the house when the reporter seized Lichonin +by the hand and quickly dragged him into the glass vestibule of the +entrance. + +"Look!" he said, pointing to the street. + +And through the orange glass of the little coloured window Lichonin saw +the sub-professor, who was ringing at Treppel's. After a minute the +door opened and Yarchenko disappeared through it. + +"How did you find out?" asked Lichonin with astonishment. + +"A mere trifle! I saw his face, and saw his hands smoothing Verka's +tights. The others were less restrained. But this fellow is bashful." + +"Well, now, let's go," said Lichonin. "I won't detain you long." + + + + +CHAPTER XII. + + +Of the girls only two remained in the cabinet-Jennie, who had come in +her night blouse, and Liuba, who had long been sleeping under cover of +the conversation, curled up into a ball in the large plush armchair. +The fresh, freckled face of Liuba had taken on a meek, almost +childlike, expression, while the lips, just as they had smiled in +sleep, had preserved the light imprint of a radiant, peaceful and +tender smile. It was blue and biting in the cabinet from the dense +tobacco smoke; guttered, warty little streams had congealed on the +candles in the candelabras; the table, flooded with coffee and wine, +scattered all over with orange peels, seemed hideous. + +Jennie was sitting on the divan, her knees clasped around with her +arms. And again was Platonov struck by the sombre fire in her deep +eyes, that seemed fallen in underneath the dark eyebrows, formidably +contracted downward, toward the bridge of the nose. + +"I'll put out the candles," said Lichonin. + +The morning half-light, watery and drowsy, filled the room through the +slits of the blinds. The extinguished wicks of the candles smoked with +faint streams. The tobacco smoke swirled in blue, layered shrouds, but +a ray of sunlight that had cut its way through the heart-shaped hollow +in a window shutter, transpierced the cabinet obliquely with a joyous, +golden sword of dust, and in liquid, hot gold splashed upon the paper +on the wall. + +"That's better," said Lichonin, sitting down. "The conversation will be +short, but ... the devil knows ... how to approach it." + +He looked at Jennie in abstraction. + +"Shall I go away, then?" said she indifferently. + +"No, you sit a while," the reporter answered for Lichonin. "She won't +be in the way," he turned to the student and slightly smiled. "For the +conversation will be about prostitution? Isn't that so?" + +"Well, yes... sort of..." + +"Very well, then. You listen to her carefully. Her opinions happen to +be of an unusually cynical nature, but at times of exceeding weight." + +Lichonin vigorously rubbed and kneaded his face with his palms, then +intertwined his fingers and nervously cracked them twice. It was +apparent that he was agitated and was himself constrained about that +which he was getting ready to say. + +"Oh, but isn't it all the same!" he suddenly exclaimed angrily. "You +were to-day speaking about these women ... I listened... True, you +haven't told me anything new. But-strangely-I, for some reason, as +though for the first time in my loose life, have looked upon this +question with open eyes... I ask you, what is prostitution in the end? +What is it? The extravagant delirium of large cities, or an eternal +historical phenomenon? Will it cease some time? Or will it die only +with the death of all mankind? Who will answer me that?" + +Platonov was looking at him intently, narrowing his eyes slightly, +through habit. He wanted to know what main thought was inflicting such +sincere torture on Lichonin. + +"When it will cease, none will tell you. Perhaps when the magnificent +Utopias of the socialists and anarchists will materialize, when the +world will become everyone's and no one's, when love will be absolutely +free and subject only to its own unlimited desires, while mankind will +fuse into one happy family, wherein will perish the distinction between +mine and thine, and there will come a paradise upon earth, and man will +again become naked, glorified and without sin. Perhaps it may be +then..." + +"But now? Now?" asks Lichonin with growing agitation. "Shall I look on, +with my little hands folded? 'It's none of my affair?' Tolerate it as +an unavoidable evil? Put up with it, and wash my hands of it? Shall I +pronounce a benediction upon it?" + +"This evil is not unavoidable, but insuperable. But isn't it all the +same to you?" asked Platonov with cold wonder. "For you're an +anarchist, aren't you?" + +"What the devil kind of an anarchist am I! Well, yes, I am an +anarchist, because my reason, when I think of life, always leads me +logically to the anarchistic beginning. And I myself think in theory: +let men beat, deceive, and fleece men, like flocks of sheep--let +them!--violence will breed rancour sooner or later. Let them violate +the child, let them trample creative thought under foot, let there be +slavery, let there be prostitution, let them thieve, mock, spill +blood...Let them! The worse, the better, the nearer the end. There is a +great law, I think, the same for inanimate objects as well as for all +the tremendous and many-millioned human life: the power of effort is +equal to the power of resistance. The worse, the better. Let evil and +vindictiveness accumulate in mankind, let them grow and ripen like a +monstrous abscess--an abscess the size of the whole terrestrial sphere. +For it will burst some time! And let there be terror and insufferable +pain. Let the pus deluge all the universe. But mankind will either +choke in it and perish, or, having gone through the illness, will be +regenerated to a new, beautiful life." + +Lichonin avidly drank off a cup of cold black coffee and continued +vehemently: + +"Yes. Just so do I and many others theorize, sitting in our rooms, over +tea with white bread and cooked sausage, when the value of each +separate human life is so-so, an infinitesimally small numeral in a +mathematical formula. But let me see a child abused, and the red blood +will rush to my head from rage. And when I look and look upon the +labour of a moujik or a labourer, I am thrown into hysterics for shame +at my algebraic calculations. There is--the devil take it!--there is +something incongruous, altogether illogical, but which at this time is +stronger than human reason. Take to-day, now ... Why do I feel at this +minute as though I had robbed a sleeping man or deceived a +three-year-old child, or hit a bound person? And why does it seem to me +to-day that I myself am guilty of the evil of prostitution--guilty in +my silence, my indifference, my indirect permission? What am I to do, +Platonov!" exclaimed the student with grief in his voice. + +Platonov kept silent, squinting at him with his little narrow eyes. But +Jennie unexpectedly said in a caustic tone: + +"Well, you do as one Englishwoman did ... A certain red-haired +clodhopper came to us here. She must have been important, because she +came with a whole retinue ... all some sort of officials ... But before +her had come the assistant of the commissioner, with the precinct +inspector Kerbesh. And the assistant directly forewarned us, just like +that: 'If you stiffs, and so on and so on, will let out even one little +rude word, or something, then I won't leave one stone upon another of +your establishment, while I'll flog all the wenches soundly in the +station-house and make 'em rot in jail!' Well, at last this galoot +came. She gibbered and she gibbered something in a foreign language, +all the time pointed to heaven with her hand, and then distributed a +five-kopeck Testament to every one of us and rode away. Now you ought +to do the same, dearie." + +Platonov burst into loud laughter. But seeing the naive and sad face of +Lichonin, who did not seem to understand, nor even suspect mockery, he +restrained his laughter and said seriously: + +"You won't accomplish anything, Lichonin. While there will be property, +there will also be poverty. While marriage exists, prostitution also +will not die. Do you know who will always sustain and nourish +prostitution? It is the so-called decent people, the noble +paterfamiliases, the irreproachable husbands, the loving brothers. They +will always find a seemly motive to legitimize, normalize and put a +wrapper all around paid libertinage, because they know very well that +otherwise it would rush in a torrent into their bedrooms and nurseries. +Prostitution is for them a deflection of the sensuousness of others +from their personal, lawful alcove. And even the respectable +paterfamilias himself is not averse to indulge in a love debauch in +secret. And really, it is palling to have always the one and the same +thing the wife, the chambermaid, and the lady on the side. Man, as a +matter of fact, is a poly--and exceedingly so--a polygamous animal. And +to his rooster-like amatory instincts it will always be sweet to unfold +in such a magnificent nursery garden, A LA Treppel's or Anna +Markovna's. Oh, of course, a well-balanced spouse or the happy father +of six grown-up daughters will always be clamouring about the horror of +prostitution. He will even arrange with the help of a lottery and an +amateur entertainment a society for the saving of fallen women, or an +asylum in the name of St. Magdalene. But the existence of prostitution +he will bless and sustain." + +"Magdalene asylums!" with quiet laughter, full of an ancient hatred the +ache of which had not yet healed, repeated Jennie. + +"Yes, I know that all these false measures undertaken are stuff and a +total mockery," cut in Lichonin. "But let me be ridiculous and stupid, +yet I do not wish to remain a commiserating spectator, who sits on a +warm ledge, gazes upon a conflagration, and is saying all the time: +'Oh, my, but it's burning ... by God, it is burning! Perhaps there are +even people burning!'--but for his part merely laments and slaps his +thighs." + +"Well, now," said Platonov harshly, "would you take a child's syringe +and go to put out the fire with it?" + +"No!" heatedly exclaimed Lichonin ... "Perhaps--who knows?--perhaps +I'll succeed in saving at least one living soul? It was just this that +I wanted to ask you about, Platonov, and you must help me ... Only, I +implore you, without jeers, without cooling off ..." + +"You want to take a girl out of here? To save her?" asked Platonov, +looking at him attentively. He now understood the drift of this entire +conversation. + +"Yes ... I don't know ... I'll try ..." answered Lichonin uncertainly. + +"She'll come back," said Platonov. + +"She will," Jennie repeated with conviction. + +Lichonin walked up to her, took her by the hands and began to speak in +a trembling whisper: + +"Jennechka ... Perhaps you ... eh? For I don't call you as a mistress +... but a friend ... It's all a trifle, half a year of rest ... and +then we'll master some trade or other ... we'll read..." + +Jennie snatched her hands out of his with vexation. + +"Oh, into a bog with you!" she almost shouted. "I know you! Want me to +darn socks for you? Cook on a kerosene stove? Pass nights without +sleeping on account of you when you'll be chitter-chattering with your +short-haired friends? But when you get to be a doctor or a lawyer, or a +government clerk, then it's me will get a knee in the back: 'Out on the +street with you, now, you public hide, you've ruined my young life. I +want to marry a decent girl, pure, and innocent! ..." + +"I meant it as a brother ... I meant it without that ..." mumbled +Lichonin in confusion. + +"I know that kind of brothers. Until the first night ... Leave off and +don't talk nonsense to me! It makes me tired to listen to it!" + +"Wait, Lichonin!" began the reporter seriously. "Why, you will pile a +load beyond your strength upon yourself as well. I've known idealists, +among the populists, who married peasant girls out of principle. This +is just the way they thought--nature, black-loam, untapped forces. ... +But this black-loam after a year turned into the fattest of women, who +lies the whole day in bed and chews cookies, or studs her fingers with +penny rings, spreads them out and admires them. Or else sits in the +kitchen, drinks sweet liquor with the coachman and carries on a natural +romance with him. Look out, here it will be worse!" + +All three became silent. Lichonin was pale and was wiping his moist +forehead with a handkerchief. + +"No, the devil take it!" he cried out suddenly with obstinacy. "I don't +believe you! I don't want to believe! Liuba" he called loudly the girl +who had fallen asleep. "Liubochka!" + +The girl awoke, passed her palm over her lips, first to one side, then +the other, yawned, and smiled, in a funny, child-like manner. + +"I wasn't sleeping, I heard everything," she said. "I only dozed off +for a teeny-weeny bit." + +"Liuba, do you want to go away from here with me?" asked Lichonin and +took her by the hand. "But entirely, forever, to go away so's never to +return either to a brothel or the street?" + +Liuba questioningly, with perplexity, looked at Jennie, as though +seeking from her an explanation of this jest. + +"That's enough for you," she said slyly. "You're still studying +yourself. Where do you come in, then, to take a girl and set her up?" + +"Not to set you up, Liuba ... I simply want to help you ... For it +isn't very sweet for you in a brothel, is it now!" + +"Naturally, it isn't all sugar! If I was as proud as Jennechka, or so +enticing like Pasha ... but I won't get used to things here for +anything ..." + +"Well, then, let's go, let's go! ..." entreated Lichonin. "Surely, you +know some manual work--well, now, sewing something, embroidering, +cutting?" + +"I don't know anything!" answered Liuba bashfully and started laughing +and turned red, covering her mouth with the elbow of her free arm. +"What's asked of us in the village, that I know, but anything more I +don't know. I can cook a little ... I lived at the priest's--cooked for +him." + +"That's splendid! That's excellent!" Lichonin grew joyous. "I will +assist you, you'll open a dining room ... A cheap dining room, you +understand ... I'll advertise it for you ... The students will come! +That's magnificent! ..." + +"That's enough of making fun of me!" retorted Liuba, a bit offended, +and again looked askance and questioningly at Jennie. + +"He's not joking," answered Jennie with a voice which quavered +strangely. "He's in earnest, seriously." + +"Here's my word of honour that I'm serious! Honest to God, now!" the +student caught her up with warmth and for some reason even made the +sign of the cross in the direction of the empty corner. + +"And really," said Jennie, "take Liubka. That's not the same thing as +taking me. I'm like an old dragoon's nag, and used to it. You can't +make me over, neither with hay nor a stick. But Liubka is a simple girl +and a kind one. And she hasn't grown used to our life yet. What are you +popping your eyes out at me for, you ninny? Answer when you're asked. +Well? Do you want to or don't you want to?" + +"And why not? If they ain't laughing, but for real ... And you, +Jennechka, what would you advise me ..." + +"Oh, you're such wood!" Jennie grew angry. "What's better according to +you--to rot on straw with a nose fallen through? To croak under the +fence like a dog? Or to turn honest? Fool! You ought to kiss his hands; +but no, you're getting particular." + +The naive Liuba did, in fact, extend her lips toward Lichonin's hand, +and this movement made everybody laugh, and touched them just the least +trifle. + +"And that's very good! It's like magic!" bustled the overjoyed +Lichonin. "Go and notify the proprietress at once that you're going +away from here forever. And take the most necessary things; it isn't as +it used to be; now a girl can go away from a brothel whenever she wants +to." + +"No, it can't be done that way," Jennie stopped him; "she can go away, +that's so, but you'll have no end of unpleasantness and hullabaloo. +Here's what you do, student. You won't regret ten roubles?" + +"Of course, of course ... if you please." + +"Let Liuba tell the housekeeper that you're taking her to your rooms +for to-day. That's the fixed rate--ten roubles. And afterwards, well, +even to-morrow--come after the ticket and things. That's nothing; we'll +work this thing roundly. And after that you must go to the police with +her ticket and declare, that Liubka So-and-so has hired herself to you +as chambermaid, and that you desire to exchange her blank for a real +passport. Well, Liubka, lively! Take the money and march. And, look +out, be as quick as possible with the housekeeper, or else she, the +bitch, will read it in your eyes. And also don't forget," she cried, +now after Liuba, "wipe the rouge off your puss, now. Or else the +drivers will be pointing their fingers at you." + +After half an hour Liuba and Lichonin were getting on a cab at the +entrance. Jennie and the reporter were standing on the sidewalk. + +"You're committing a great folly, Lichonin," Platonov was saying +listlessly, "but I honour and respect the fine impulse within you. +Here's the thought--and here's the deed. You're a brave and a splendid +fellow." + +"Here's to your commencement!" laughed Jennie. "Look out, don't forget +to send for me to the christening." + +"You won't see it, no matter how long you wait for it!" laughed +Lichonin, waving his cap about. + +They rode off. The reporter looked at Jennie, and with astonishment saw +tears in her softened eyes. + +"God grant it, God grant it," she was whispering. + +"What has been the matter with you to-day, Jennie?" he asked kindly. +"What? Are you oppressed? Can't I do anything?" + +She turned her back to him and leaned over the bent balustrade of the +stoop. + +"How shall I write to you, if need be?" she asked in a stifled voice. + +"Why, it's simple. Editorial rooms of Echoes. So-and-so. They'll pass +it on to me pretty fast." + +"I ... I ... I ..." Jennie just began, but suddenly burst into loud, +passionate sobs and covered her face with her hands, "I'll write you +..." + +And without taking her hands away from her face, her shoulders +quivering, she ran up the stoop and disappeared in the house, loudly +banging the door after her. + + + + + +PART TWO + + + + +CHAPTER I. + + +Even to this day, after a lapse of ten years, the erstwhile inhabitants +of the Yamkas recall that year, abounding in unhappy, foul, bloody +events, which began with a series of trifling, small affrays, but +terminated in the administration's, one fine day, taking and destroying +completely the ancient, long-warmed nest of legalized prostitution, +which nest it had itself created--scattering its remains over the +hospitals, jails and streets of the big city. Even to this day a few of +the former proprietresses who have remained alive and have reached the +limit of decrepitude, and quondam housekeepers, fat and hoarse, like +pug-dogs grown old, recall this common destruction with sorrow, horror, +and stolid perplexity. + +Just like potatoes out of a sack, brawls, robberies, diseases, murders +and suicides began to pour down, and, it seemed, no one was to blame +for this. All these misfortunes just simply began to be more frequent +of their own accord, to pile one upon the other, to expand and grow; +just as a small lump of snow, pushed by the feet of urchins, becomes +constantly bigger and bigger by itself from the thawing snow sticking +to it, grows bigger than the stature of a man, and, finally, with one +last, small effort is precipitated into a ravine and rolls down as an +enormous avalanche. The old proprietresses and housekeepers, of course, +had never heard of fatality; but inwardly, with the soul, they sensed +its mysterious presence in the inevitable calamities of that terrible +year. + +And, truly, everywhere in life where people are bound by common +interests, blood relationship, or the benefits of a profession into +close, individualized groups--there inevitably can be observed this +mysterious law of sudden accumulation, of a piling up, of events; their +epidemicity, their strange succession and connectedness, their +incomprehensible lingering. This occurs, as popular wisdom has long ago +noted, in isolated families, where disease or death suddenly falls upon +the near ones in an inevitable, enigmatic order. "Misfortune does not +come alone." "Misfortune without waits--open wide the gates." This is +to be noticed also in monasteries, banks, governmental departments, +regiments, places of learning and other public institutions, where for +a long time, almost for decades, life flows evenly, like a marshy +river; and, suddenly, and after some altogether insignificant incident +or other, there begin transfers, changes in positions, expulsions from +service, losses, sicknesses. The members of society, just as though +they had conspired, die, go insane, are caught thieving, shoot or hang +themselves; vacancy after vacancy is freed; promotions follow +promotions, new elements flow in, and, behold, after two years there is +not a one of the previous people on the spot; everything is new, if +only the institution has not fallen into pieces completely, has not +crept apart. And is it not the same astounding destiny which overtakes +enormous social, universal organizations--cities, empires, nations, +countries, and, who knows, perhaps whole planetary worlds? + +Something resembling this incomprehensible fatality swept over the +Yamaskya Borough as well, bringing it to a rapid and scandalous +destruction. Now in place of the boisterous Yamkas is left a peaceful, +humdrum outskirt, in which live truck-farmers, cat's-meat men, Tartars, +swineherds and butchers from the near-by slaughterhouses. At the +petition of these worthy people even the designation of Yamaskya +Borough itself, as disgracing the inhabitants with its past, has been +named over into Golubovka, in honour of the merchant Golubov, owner of +a shop dealing in groceries and delicacies, and warden of the local +church. + +The first subterranean shocks of this catastrophe began in the heat of +summer, at the time of the annual summer fair, which this year was +unbelievably brilliant. Many circumstances contributed to its +extraordinary success, multitudes, and the stupendousness of the deals +concluded during it: the building in the vicinity of three new sugar +refineries, and the unusually abundant crop of wheat, and, in +particular, of sugar beets; the commencement of work in the laying of +an electric trolley and of canalization; the building of a new road to +the distance of 750 versts; but mainly, the fever of building which +seized the whole town, all the banks and financial institutions, and +all the houseowners. Factories for making brick sprang up on the +outskirts of the town like mushrooms. A grandiose agricultural +exposition opened. Two new steamer lines came into being, and they, +together with the previously established ones, frenziedly competed with +each other, transporting freight and pilgrims. In competition they +reached such a state, that they lowered their passenger rates for the +third class from seventy-five kopecks to five, three, two, and even one +kopeck. In the end, ready to fall from exhaustion in the unequal +struggle, one of the steamship companies offered a free passage to all +the third-class passengers. Then its competitor at once added to the +free passage half a loaf of white bread as well. But the biggest and +most significant enterprise of this city was the engineering of the +extensive river port, which had attracted to it hundreds of thousands +of labourers and which cost God knows what money. + +It must also be added, that the city was at this time celebrating the +millennial anniversary of its famous abbey, the most honoured and the +richest among all the monasteries of Russia. From all the ends of +Russia, out of Siberia, from the shores of the Frozen Ocean, from the +extreme south--the Black and Caspian Seas--countless pilgrims had +gathered for the worship of the local sanctities: the abbey's saints, +reposing deep underground in calcareous caverns. Suffice it to say, +that the monastery gave shelter, and food of a sort, to forty thousand +people daily; while those for whom there was not enough room lay, at +night, side by side, like logs, in the extensive yards and lanes of the +abbey. + +This was a summer out of some fairy-tale. The population of the city +increased well-nigh fourfold through every sort of newly-come people. +Stone-masons, carpenters, painters, engineers, technicians, foreigners, +agriculturists, brokers, shady business men, river navigators, +unoccupied knaves, tourists, thieves, card sharpers--they all +overflowed the city, and not in a single hotel, the most dirty and +dubious one, was there a vacant room. Insane prices were paid for +quarters. The stock exchange gambled on a grand scale, as never before +or since that summer. Money in millions simply flowed from hands to +hands, and thence to a third pair. In one hour colossal riches were +created, but then many former firms burst, and yesterday's men of +wealth turned into beggars. The commonest of labourers bathed and +warmed themselves in this golden flood. Stevedores, draymen, street +porters, roustabouts, hod carriers and ditch diggers still remember to +this day what money they earned by the day during this mad summer. Any +tramp received no less than four of five roubles a day at the unloading +of barges laden with watermelons. And all this noisy, foreign band, +locoed by the easy money, intoxicated with the sensual beauty of the +ancient, seductive city, enchanted by the delightful warmth of the +southern nights, made drunk by the insidious fragrance of the white +acacias--these hundreds of thousands of insatiable, dissolute beasts in +the image of men, with all their massed will clamoured: "Give us woman!" + +In a single month new amusement enterprises--chic Tivolis, CHATEAUX DES +FLEURES, Olympias, Alcazars, etc., with a chorus and an operetta; many +restaurants and beerhouses, with little summer gardens, and common +little taverns--sprang up by the score in the city, in the vicinity of +the building port. On every crossing new "violet-wine" houses were +opened every day--little booths of boards, in each of which, under the +pretext of selling bread-cider, old wenches trafficked in themselves by +twos and threes, right alongside behind a partition of deal, and to +many mothers and fathers is this summer painful and memorable through +the degrading diseases of their sons--schoolboys and military cadets. +For the casual arrivals servants were demanded, and thousands of +peasant girls started out from the surrounding villages toward the +city. It was inevitable that the demand on prostitution should become +unusually high. And so, from Warsaw, from Lodz, from Odessa, from +Moscow, and even from St. Petersburg, even from abroad, flocked +together an innumerable multitude of foreign women; cocottes of Russian +fabrication, the most ordinary prostitutes of the rank and file, and +chic Frenchwomen and Viennese. Imperiously told the corrupting +influence of the hundreds of millions of easy money. It was as though +this cascade of gold had lashed down upon, had set to whirling and +deluged within it, the whole city. The number of thefts and murders +increased with astounding rapidity. The police, collected in augmented +proportions, lost its head and was swept off its feet. But it must also +be said that, having gorged itself with plentiful bribes, it resembled +a sated python, willy-nilly drowsy and listless. People were killed for +anything and nothing, just so. It happened that men would walk up to a +person in broad daylight somewhere on an unfrequented street and ask: +"What's your name?" "Fedorov." "Aha, Federov? Then take this!" and they +would slit his belly with a knife. They nicknamed these blades just +that in the city--"rippers"; and there were among them names of which +the city news seemed actually proud: the two brothers Polishchuk (Mitka +and Dundas), Volodka the Greek, Fedor Miller, Captain Dmitriev, +Sivocho, Dobrovolski, Shpachek, and many others. + +Both day and night on the main streets of the frenzied city stood, +moved, and yelled the mob, as though at a fire. It would be almost +impossible to describe what went on in the Yamkas then. Despite the +fact that the madams had increased the staff of their patients to more +than double and increased their prices trebly, their poor demented +girls could not catch up in satisfying the demands of the drunken, +crazed public, which threw money around like chips. It happened that in +the drawing room, filled to overflowing with people, each girl would be +awaited for by some seven, eight, at times even ten, men. It was, +truly, some kind of a mad, intoxicated, convulsive time! + +And from that very time began all the misfortunes of the Yamkas, which +brought them to ruin. And together with the Yamkas perished also the +house, familiar to us, of the stout, old, pale-eyed Anna Markovna. + + + + +CHAPTER II. + + +The passenger train sped merrily from the south to the north, +traversing golden fields of wheat and beautiful groves of oak, +careering with rumbling upon iron bridges over bright rivers, leaving +behind it whirling clouds of smoke. + +In the COUPE of the second class, even with open windows, there was a +fearful stuffiness, and it was hot. The smell of sulphurous smoke +irritated the throat. The rocking and the heat had completely tired out +the passengers, save one, a merry, energetic, mobile Hebrew, splendidly +dressed, accommodating, sociable and talkative. He was travelling with +a young woman, and it was at once apparent, especially through her, +that they were newly-weds; so often did her face flare up with an +unexpected colour at every tenderness of her husband, even the least. +And when she raised her eyelashes to look upon him, her eyes would +shine like stars, and grow humid. And her face was as beautiful as only +the faces of young Hebrew maidens in love can be beautiful--all +tenderly rosy, with rosy lips, rounded out in beautiful innocence, and +with eyes so black that their pupils could not be distinguished from +the irises. + +Unabashed by the presence of three strange people, he showered his +caresses upon his companion every minute, and, it must be said, +sufficiently coarse ones. With the unceremoniousness of an owner, with +that especial egoism of one in love, who, it would seem, is saying to +the whole universe: "See, how happy we are--this makes you happy also, +isn't that so?"--he would now pass his hand over her leg, which +resiliently and in relief stood out beneath her dress, now pinch her on +the cheek, now tickle her neck with his stiff, black, turned-up +moustache ... But, even though he did sparkle with delight, there was +still something rapacious, wary, uneasy to be glimpsed in his +frequently winking eyes, in the twitching of the upper lip, and in the +harsh outline of his shaved, square chin, jutting out, with a scarcely +noticeable dent in the middle. + +Opposite this infatuated couple were placed three passengers--a retired +general, a spare, neat little old man, with pomade on his hair, with +curls combed forward to the temples; a stout land-owner, who had taken +off his starched collar, but was still gasping from the heat and +mopping his face every minute with a wet handkerchief; and a young +infantry officer. The endless talkativeness of Simon Yakovlevich (the +young man had already managed to inform his neighbours that he was +called Simon Yakovlevich Horizon) tired and irritated the passengers a +trifle, just like the buzzing of a fly, that on a sultry summer day +rhythmically beats against a window pane of a closed, stuffy room. But +still, he knew how to raise their spirits: he showed tricks of magic; +told Hebrew anecdotes, full of a fine humour of their own. When his +wife would go out on the platform to refresh herself, he would tell +such things that the general would melt into a beatific smile, the +land-owner would neigh, rocking his black-loam stomach, while the +sub-lieutenant, a smooth-faced boy, only a year out of school, scarcely +controlling his laughter and curiosity, would turn away to one side, +that his neighbours might not see him turning red. + +His wife tended Horizon with a touching, naive attention; she wiped his +face with a handkerchief, waved upon him with a fan, adjusted his +cravat every minute. And his face at these times became laughably +supercilious and stupidly self-conceited. + +"But allow me to ask," asked the spare little general, coughing +politely, "allow me to ask, my dear sir, what occupation might you +pursue?" + +"Ah, my God!" with a charming frankness retorted Simon Yakovlevich. +"Well, what can a poor Jew do in our time? It's a bit of a travelling +salesman and a commission broker by me. At the present time I'm far +from business. You--he! he! he!--understand yourselves, gentlemen. A +honeymoon--don't turn red, Sarochka--it don't repeat itself three times +in a year. But afterwards I'll have to travel and work a great deal. +Here we'll come with Sarochka to town, will pay the visits to her +relatives, and then again on the road. On my first trip I'm thinking of +taking my wife. You know, sort of a wedding journey. I'm a +representative from Sidris and two English firms. Wouldn't you like to +have a look? Here are the samples with me ..." + +He very rapidly took out of a small, elegant case of yellow leather a +few long cardboard folding books, and with the dexterity of a tailor +began to unfold them, holding one end, from which their folds fell +downward with a light crackling. + +"Look, what splendid samples: they don't give in to foreign ones at +all. Please notice. Here, for instance, is Russian and here English +tricot, or here, cangan and cheviot. Compare, feel it, and you'll be +convinced that the Russian samples almost don't give in to the foreign. +Why, that speaks of progress, of the growth of culture. So it's +absolutely for nothing that Europe counts us Russians such barbarians. + +"And so we'll pay our family visits, will look at the fair, pay a visit +to the CHATEAU DES FLEURS, enjoy ourselves a little, stroll a bit, and +then to the Volga down to Tzaritzin, to the Black Sea, and then again +home to our native Odessa." + +"That's a fine journey," said the sub-lieutenant modestly. + +"I should say it's fine," agreed Simon Yakovlevich; "but there are no +roses without thorns. The work of a travelling salesman is exceedingly +difficult and requires many kinds of knowledge, and not so much the +knowledge of business as the knowledge of--how shall I say it?--the +knowledge of the human soul. Another man may not even want to give an +order, but you must work like an elephant to convince him, and argue +until he feels the clearness and justice of your words. Because I take +only absolutely clean lines exclusively, of which there can be no +doubts. A fake or a bad line I will not take, although they should +offer me millions for it. Ask wherever you like, in any store which +deals in cloths or suspenders GLOIRE--I'm also a representative from +this firm--or buttons HELIOS--you just ask who Simon Yakovlevich +Horizon is, and everyone will answer you: 'Simon Yakovlevich is not a +man, but gold; this is a disinterested man, as honest as a diamond.'" +And Horizon was already unpacking long boxes with patented suspenders, +and was showing the glistening leaves of cardboard, covered with +regular rows of vari-coloured buttons. + +"There happen great unpleasantnesses, when the place has been worked +out, when a lot of travelling salesmen have appeared before you. Here +you can't do anything; they absolutely won't listen to you, only wave +their arms. But that's only for others. I am Horizon! I can talk him +over, the same like a camel from a menagerie. But it happens still more +unpleasant, when two competitors in one and the same line come together +in the same town. And it happens even worse when it's some chimney +sweep and can't do business himself and spoils business for you too. +Here you go to all sorts of tricks: let him drink till he's drunk or +let him go off somewhere on a false track. Not an easy trade! Besides +that, I have one more line--that's false eyes and teeth. But it ain't a +profitable line. I want to drop it. And besides I'm thinking of leaving +all this business. I understand, it's all right for a young man, in the +bloom of his powers, to flutter around like a moth, but once you have a +wife, and may be a whole family even ..." he playfully patted the woman +on the knee, from which she became scarlet and looked uncommonly +better. "For the Lord has blessed us Jews with fecundity for all our +misfortunes ... Then you want to have some business of your own, you +want, you understand, to become settled in one place, so's there should +be a shack of your own, and your own furniture, and your own bedroom, +and kitchen ... Isn't that so, your excellency?" + +"Yes ... Yes ... eh--eh ... Yes, of course, of course," condescendingly +responded the general. + +"And so I took with Sarochka a little dowry. What do I mean, a little +dowry? Such money that Rothschild would not even want to look at it are +in my hands a whole capital already. But it must be said that there are +some savings by me, too. The firms I know will give me credit. If God +grant it, we shall still eat a piece of bread and a little butter--and +on the Sabbaths the tasty GEFILTEH FISCH." + +"That's fine fish: pike the way the sheenies make it!" said the gasping +land-owner. + +"We shall open up for ourselves the firm of 'Horizon and Son.' Isn't +that true, Sarochka--'and Son?' And you, I hope, will honour me with +your esteemed orders? When you see the sign, 'Horizon and Son,' then +straight off recollect that you once rode in a car together with a +young man, who had grown as foolish as hell from love and from +happiness." + +"Ab-solutely!" said the land-owner. + +And Simon Yakovlevich at once turned to him: + +"But I also work by commission broking. To sell an estate, to buy an +estate, to arrange a second mortgage--you won't find a better +specialist than me, and such a cheap one at that. I can be of service +to you, should the need arise," and he extended his visiting card to +the land-owner with a bow, and, by the way, handed a card each to his +two neighbours as well. + +The land-owner dived into a side pocket and also dragged out a card. + +"Joseph Ivanovich Vengjenovski," Simon Yakovlevich read out loud. +"Very, very pleased! And so, should you need me ..." + +"Why not? It's possible ..." said the land-owner meditatively. "Why, +yes: perhaps, indeed, a favourable chance has brought us together! Why, +I'm just journeying to K----about the sale of a certain forest country +house. Suppose you do that, then,--drop in to see me. I always stop at +the Grand Hotel. Perhaps we may be able to strike up a deal." + +"Oh, I'm already almost sure, my dearest Joseph Ivanovich!" exclaimed +the rejoicing Horizon, and slightly, with the very tips of his fingers, +patted Vengjenovski's kneecap carefully. "You just rest assured; if +Horizon has undertaken anything, then you'll be thanking him like your +own father, no more, no less." + +Half an hour later Simon Yakovlevich and the smooth-faced +sub-lieutenant were standing on the platform of the car and smoking. + +"Do you often visit K----, mister sub-lieutenant?" asked Horizon. + +"Only for the first time--just imagine! Our regiment is stationed at +Chernobob. I was born in Moscow, myself." + +"AI, AI, AI! How'd you come to get into such a faraway place?" + +"Well, it just fell out so. There was no other vacancy when I was let +out." + +"But then--Chernobob is a hole! The worst little town in all Podolia." + +"That's true, but it just fell out so." + +"That means, then, that the young officer gent is going to K----to +divert himself a little?" + +"Yes. I'm thinking of stopping there for two or three days. I'm +travelling to Moscow, really. I have received a two months' leave, but +it would be interesting to look over the city on the way. It's very +beautiful, they say." + +"Oh, what are you trying to tell me? A remarkable city! Well, +absolutely a European city. If you only knew, what streets, +electricity, trolleys, theatres! And if you only knew what cabarets! +You'll lick your own fingers. Positively, positively, I advise you, +young man, to pay a visit to the CHATEAU DES FLEURS, to the Tivoli, and +also to ride out to the island. That's something special. What women, +wha-a-at women!" + +The lieutenant turned red, took his eyes away, and asked in a voice +that quavered: + +"Yes, I've happened to hear that. Is it possible that they're really so +handsome?" + +"Oi! Strike me God! Believe me, there are no handsome women there at +all." + +"But--how's that?" + +"Why, this way: there are only raving beauties there. You +understand--what a happy blending of bloods! Polish, Little Russian, +and Hebrew. How I envy you, young man, that you're free and alone. In +my time I sure would have shown myself! And what's most remarkable of +all, they're unusually passionate women! Well, just like fire! And do +you know something else?" he asked in a whisper of great significance. + +"What?" asked the sub-lieutenant in a fright. + +"It's remarkable, that nowheres, neither in Paris, nor in +London--believe me, this was told me by people who had seen the whole +wide world--never, nowhere, will you meet with such exquisite ways of +making love as in this town. That's something especial, as us little +Jews say. They think up such things that no imagination can picture to +itself. It's enough to drive you crazy!" + +"But is that possible?" quietly spoke the sub-lieutenant, whose breath +had been cut off. + +"Well, strike me God! But permit me, young man, by the way! You +understand yourself. I was single, and of course, every man is liable +to sin ... It's different now, of course. I've had myself written in +with the invalids. But from the former days a remarkable collection has +remained to me. Just wait, I'll show it to you right away. Only, +please, be as careful as possible in looking at it." + +Horizon with trepidation looked around to the right and left and +extracted from his pocket a long, narrow little box of morocco, in the +style of those in which playing cards are usually kept, and extended it +to the sub-lieutenant. + +"Here you are, have a look. Only, I beg of you, be very careful." + +The sub-lieutenant applied himself to picking out, one after the other, +the cards of plain and coloured photography, in which in all possible +aspects was depicted in the most beastly ways, in the most impossible +positions, the external side of love which at times makes man +immeasurably lower and viler than a baboon. Horizon would look over his +shoulder, nudge him with his elbow, and whisper: + +"Tell me, ain't that swell, now? Why, this is genuine Parisian and +Viennese chic!" + +The sub-lieutenant looked through the whole collection from the +beginning to the end. When he was giving back the little box, his hand +was shaking, his temples and forehead were moist, his eyes had dimmed, +and over his cheeks had mantled a blush, mottled like marble. + +"But do you know what?" Horizon exclaimed gaily, all of a sudden. "It's +all the same to me--the Indian sign has been put upon me. I, as they +used to say in the olden times, have burned my ships ... I have burned +all that I used to adore before. For a long time already I've been +looking for an opportunity to pass these cards on to some one. I ain't +especially chasing after a price. You wish to acquire them, mister +officer?" + +"Well, now ... I,--that is ... Why not? ... Let's ..." + +"That's fine! On account of such a pleasant acquaintanceship, I'll take +fifty kopecks apiece. What, is that expensive? Well, what's the +difference, God be with you! I see you're a travelling man, I don't +want to rob you; let it go at thirty, then. What? That ain't cheap +either? Well, shake hands on it! Twenty-five kopecks apiece. OI! What +an intractable fellow you are! At twenty! You'll thank me yourself +later! And then, do you know what else? When I come to K--, I always +stop at the Hotel Hermitage. You can very easily find me there either +very early in the morning, or about eight o'clock in the evening. I +know an awful lot of the finest little ladies. So I'll introduce you. +And, you understand, not for money. Oh, no. It's just simply nice and +gay for them to pass the time with a young, healthy, handsome man of +your sort. There's absolutely no money of any kind necessary. And for +that matter--they themselves will willingly pay for wine, for a bottle +of champagne! So remember then; The Hermitage, Horizon. And if it isn't +that, remember it anyway! Maybe I can be of use to you. And the cards +are such a thing, such a thing, that it will never lay on the shelf by +you. Those who like that sort of thing give three roubles for each +specimen. But these, of course, are rich people, little old men. And +then, you know"--Horizon bent over to the officer's very ear, winked +one eye, and pronounced in a sly whisper--"you know, many ladies adore +these cards. Why, you're a young man, and handsome; how many romances +you will have yet!" + +Having received the money and counted it over painstakingly, Horizon +had the brazenness to extend his hand in addition, and to shake the +hand of the sub-lieutenant, who did not dare to lift up his eyes to +him; and, having left him on the platform, went back into the +passageway of the car, as though nothing had happened. + +This was an unusually communicative man. On the way to his COUPE he +came to a stop before a beautiful little girl of three years, with whom +he had for some time been flirting at a distance and making all sorts +of funny grimaces at. He squatted down on his heels before her, began +to imitate a nanny goat for her, and questioned her in a lisping voice: + +"May I athk where the young lady ith going? OI, OI, OI! Thuch a big +girl! Travelling alone, without mamma? Bought a ticket all by herthelf +and travelth alone! AI! What a howwid girl! And where ith the girl'th +mamma?" At this moment a tall, handsome, self-assured woman appeared +from the COUPE and said calmly: + +"Get away from the child. What a despicable thing to annoy strange +children!" + +Horizon jumped up on his feet and began to bustle: + +"Madam! I could not restrain myself ... Such a wonderful, such a +magnificent and swell child! A regular cupid! You must understand, +madam, I am a father myself--I have children of my own ... I could not +restrain myself from delight! ..." + +But the lady turned her back upon him, took the girl by the hand and +went with her into the COUPE, leaving Horizon shuffling his feet and +muttering his compliments and apologies. + +Several times during the twenty-four hours Horizon would go into the +third class, of two cars, separated from each other by almost the +entire train. In one care were sitting three handsome women, in the +society of a black-bearded, taciturn, morose man. Horizon and he would +exchange strange phrases in some special jargon. The women looked at +him uneasily, as though wishing, yet not daring, to ask him about +something. Only once, toward noon, did one of them allow herself to +utter: + +"Then that's the truth? That which you said about the place? ... You +understand--I'm somewhat uneasy at heart!" + +"Ah, what do you mean, Margarita Ivanovna? If I said it, then it's +right, just like by the National Bank. Listen, Lazer," he turned to him +of the beard. "There will be a station right away. Buy the girls all +sorts of sandwiches, whichever they may desire. The train stops here +for twenty-five minutes." + +"I'd like to have bouillon," hesitatingly uttered a little blonde, with +hair like ripened rye, and with eyes like corn-flowers. + +"My dear Bella, anything you please! At the station I'll go and see +that they bring you bouillon with meat and even stuffed dumplings. +Don't you trouble yourself, Lazer, I'll do all that myself." + +In another car he had a whole nursery garden of women, twelve or +fifteen people, under the leadership of an old, stout woman, with +enormous, awesome, black eyebrows. She spoke in a bass, while her fat +chins, breasts, and stomachs swayed under a broad morning dress in time +to the shaking of the car, just like apple jelly. Neither the old woman +nor the young women left the least doubts as to their profession. + +The women were lolling on the benches, smoking, playing cards--at +"sixty-six,"--drinking beer. Frequently the male public of the car +provoked them, and they swore back in unceremonious language, in hoarse +voices. The young people treated them with wine and cigarettes. + +Horizon was here altogether unrecognizable; he was majestically +negligent and condescendingly jocose. On the other hand, cringing +ingratiation sounded in every word addressed to him by his female +clients. But he, having looked over all of them--this strange mixture +of Roumanians, Jewesses, Poles and Russians--and having assured himself +that all was in order, gave orders about the sandwiches and +majestically withdrew. At these moments he very much resembled a +drover, who is transporting by railroad cattle for slaughter, and at a +station drops in to look it over and to feed it. After that he would +return to his COUPE and again begin to toy with his wife, and Hebrew +anecdotes just poured from his mouth. + +At the long stops he would go out to the buffet only to see about his +lady clients. But he himself said to his neighbours: + +"You know, it's all the same to me if it's TREIF or KOSHER. I don't +recognize any difference. But what can I do with my stomach! The devil +knows what stuff they'll feed you sometimes at these stations. You'll +pay some three or four roubles, and then you'll spend a hundred roubles +on the doctors curing yourself. But maybe you, now, Sarochka"--he would +turn to his wife--"maybe you'll get off at the station to eat +something? Or shall I send it up to you here?" + +Sarochka, happy over his attention, would turn red, beam upon him with +grateful eyes, and refuse. + +"You're very kind, Senya, only I don't want to. I'm full." + +Then Horizon would reach out of a travelling hamper a chicken, boiled +meat, cucumbers, and a bottle of Palestine wine; have a snack, without +hurrying, with appetite; regale his wife, who ate very genteelly, +sticking out the little fingers of her magnificent white hands; then +painstakingly wrap up the remnants in paper and, without hurrying, lay +them away accurately in the hamper. + +In the distance, far ahead of the locomotive, the cupolas and belfries +were already beginning to sparkle with fires of gold. Through the COUPE +passed the conductor and made some imperceptible sign to Horizon. He +immediately followed the conductor out to the platform. + +"The inspector will pass through right away," said the conductor, "so +you'll please be so kind as to stand for a while here on the platform +of the third class with your spouse." + +"NU, NU, NU!" concurred Horizon. + +"And the money as agreed, if you please." + +"How much is coming to you, then?" + +"Well, just as we agreed; half the extra charge, two roubles eighty +kopecks." + +"What?" Horizon suddenly boiled over. "Two roubles eighty kopecks? You +think you got it a crazy one in me, what? Here's a rouble for you and +thank God for that!" + +"Pardon me, sir. This is even absurd--didn't you and I agree?" + +"Agree, agree! ... Here's a half more, and not a thing besides. What +impudence! I'll tell the inspector yet that you carry people without +tickets. Don't you think it, brother--you ain't found one of that sort +here!" + +The conductor's eyes suddenly widened, became blood-shot. + +"O-oh! You sheeny!" he began to roar. "I ought to take a skunk like you +and under the train with you!" + +But Horizon at once flew at him like a cock. + +"What? Under the train? But do you know what's done for words like +that? A threat by action! Here, I'll go right away and will yell +'help!' and will turn the signal handle," and he seized the door-knob +with such an air of resolution that the conductor just made a gesture +of despair with his hand and spat. + +"May you choke with my money, you mangy sheeny!" + +Horizon called his wife out of the COUPE: + +"Sarochka! Let's go out on the platform for a look; one can see better +there. Well, it's so beautiful--just like on a picture!" + +Sarah obediently went after him, holding up with an unskilled hand the +new dress, in all probability put on for the first time, bending out +and as though afraid of touching the door or the wall. + +In the distance, in the rosy gala haze of the evening glow, shone the +golden cupolas and crosses. High up on the hill the white, graceful +churches seemed to float in this flowery, magic mirage. Curly woods and +coppices had run down from above and had pushed on over the very +ravine. And the sheer, white precipice which bathed its foot in the +blue river, was all furrowed over with occasional young woods, just +like green little veins and warts. Beautiful as in a fairy tale, the +ancient town appeared as though it were itself coming to meet the train. + +When the train stopped, Horizon ordered three porters to carry the +things into the first class, and told his wife to follow him. But he +himself lingered at the exit in order to let through both his parties. +To the old woman looking after the dozen women he threw briefly in +passing: + +"So remember, madam Berman! Hotel America, Ivanukovskaya, twenty-two!" + +While to the black-bearded man he said: + +"Don't forget, Lazer, to feed the girls at dinner and to bring them +somewhere to a movie show. About eleven o'clock at night wait for me. +I'll come for a talk. But if some one will be calling for me extra, +then you know my address--The Hermitage. Ring me up. But if I'm not +there for some reason, then run into Reiman's cafe, or opposite, into +the Hebrew dining room. I'll be eating GEFILTEH FISCH there. Well, a +lucky journey!" + + + + +CHAPTER III. + + +All the stories of Horizon about his commercial travelling were simply +brazen and glib lying. All the samples of drapers' goods, suspenders +gloire and buttons helios, the artificial teeth and insertible eyes, +served only as a shield, screening his real activity--to wit, the +traffic in the body of woman. True, at one time, some ten years ago, he +had travelled over Russia as the representative for the dubious wines +of some unknown firm; and this activity had imparted to his tongue that +free-and-easy unconstraint for which, in general, travelling salesmen +are distinguished. This former activity had, as well, brought him up +against his real profession. In some way, while going to +Rostov-on-the-Don, he had contrived to make a very young sempstress +fall in love with him. This girl had not as yet succeeded in getting on +the official lists of the police, but upon love and her body she looked +without any lofty prejudices. Horizon, at that time altogether a green +youth, amorous and light-minded, dragged the sempstress after him on +his wanderings, full of adventures and unexpected things. After half a +year she palled upon him dreadfully. She, just like a heavy burden, +like a millstone, hung around the neck of this man of energy, motion +and aggressiveness. In addition to that, there were the eternal scenes +of jealousy, mistrust, the constant control and tears ... the +inevitable consequences of long living together ... Then he began +little by little to beat his mate. At the first time she was amazed, +but from the second time quieted down, became tractable. It is known, +that "women of love" never know a mean in love relations. They are +either hysterical liars, deceivers, dissemblers, with a +coolly-perverted mind and a sinuous dark soul; or else unboundedly +self-denying, blindly devoted, foolish, naive animals, who know no +bounds either in concessions or loss of self-esteem. The sempstress +belonged to the second category, and Horizon was soon successful, +without great effort, in persuading her to go out on the street to +traffic in herself. And from that very evening, when his mistress +submitted to him and brought home the first five roubles earned, +Horizon experienced an unbounded loathing toward her. It is remarkable, +that no matter how many women Horizon met after this--and several +hundred of them had passed through his hands--this feeling of loathing +and masculine contempt toward them would never forsake him. He derided +the poor woman in every way, and tortured her morally, seeking out the +most painful spots. She would only keep silent, sigh, weep, and getting +down on her knees before him, kiss his hands. And this wordless +submission irritated Horizon still more. He drove her away from him. +She would not go away. He would push her out into the street; but she, +after an hour or two, would come back shivering from cold, in a soaked +hat, in the turned-up brims of which the rain-water splashed as in +waterspouts. Finally, some shady friend gave Simon Yakovlevich the +harsh and crafty counsel which laid a mark on all the rest of his life +activity--to sell his mistress into a brothel. To tell the truth, in +going into this enterprise, Horizon almost disbelieved at soul in its +success. But contrary to his expectation, the business could not have +adjusted itself better. The proprietress of an establishment (this was +in Kharkov) willingly met his proposition half-way. She had known long +and well Simon Yakovlevich, who played amusingly on the piano, danced +splendidly, and set the whole drawing room laughing with his pranks; +but chiefly, could, with unusually unabashed dexterity, make any +carousing party "shell out the coin." It only remained to convince the +mate of his life, and this proved the most difficult of all. She did +not want to detach herself from her beloved for anything; threatened +suicide, swore that she would burn his eyes out with sulphuric acid, +promised to go and complain to the chief of police--and she really did +know a few dirty little transactions of Simon Yakovlevich's that +smacked of capital punishment. Thereupon Horizon changed his tactics. +He suddenly became a tender, attentive friend, an indefatigable lover. +Then suddenly he fell into black melancholy. The uneasy questionings of +the woman he let pass in silence; at first let drop a word as though by +chance; hinted in passing at some mistake of his life; and then began +to lie desperately and with inspiration. He said that the police were +watching him; that he could not get by the jail, and, perhaps, even +hard labour and the gallows; that it was necessary for him to disappear +abroad for several months. But mainly, what he persisted in especially +strongly, was some tremendous fantastic business, in which he stood to +make several hundred thousands of roubles. The sempstress believed and +became alarmed with that disinterested, womanly, almost holy alarm, in +which, with every woman, there is so much of something maternal. It was +not at all difficult now to convince her that for Horizon to travel +together with her presented a great danger for him; and that it would +be better for her to remain here and to bide the time until the affairs +of her lover would adjust themselves fortuitously. After that to talk +her into hiding, as in the most trustworthy retreat, in a brothel, +where she would be in full safety from the police and the detectives, +was a mere nothing. One morning Horizon ordered her to dress a little +better, curl her hair, powder herself, put a little rouge on her +cheeks, and carried her off to a den, to his acquaintance. The girl +made a favourable impression there, and that same day her passport was +changed by the police to a so-called yellow ticket. Having parted with +her, after long embraces and tears, Horizon went into the room of the +proprietress and received his payment, fifty roubles (although he had +asked for two hundred). But he did not grieve especially over the low +price; the main thing was, that he had found his calling at last, all +by himself, and had laid the cornerstone of his future welfare. + +Of course, the woman sold by him just remained forever so in the +tenacious hands of the brothel. Horizon forgot her so thoroughly that +after only a year he could not even recall her face. But who knows ... +perhaps he merely pretended? + +Now he was one of the chief speculators in the body of woman in all the +south of Russia. He had transactions with Constantinople and with +Argentine; he transported, in whole parties, girls from the brothels of +Odessa into Kiev; those from Kiev he brought over into Kharkov; and +those from Kharkov into Odessa. He it was also who stuck away over +second rate capital cities, and those districts which were somewhat +richer, the goods which had been rejected or had grown too noticeable +in the big cities. He had struck up an enormous clientele, and in the +number of his consumers Horizon could have counted not a few people +with a prominent social position: lieutenant governors, colonels of the +gendarmerie, eminent advocates, well-known doctors, rich land-owners, +carousing merchants. All the shady world--the proprietresses of +brothels, cocottes solitaires, go-betweens, madams of houses of +assignation, souteneurs, touring actresses and chorus girls--was as +familiar to him as the starry sky to an astronomer. His amazing memory, +which permitted him prudently to avoid notebooks, held in mind +thousands of names, family names, nicknames, addresses, +characteristics. He knew to perfection the tastes of all his highly +placed consumers: some of them liked unusually odd depravity, others +paid mad sums for innocent girls, for others still it was necessary to +seek out girls below age. He had to satisfy both the sadistic and the +masochistic inclinations of his clients, and at times to cater to +altogether unnatural sexual perversions, although it must be said that +the last he undertook only in rare instances which promised a large, +undoubted profit. Two or three times he had to sit in jail, but these +sessions went to his benefit; he not only did not lose his rapacious +high-handedness and springy energy in his transactions, but with every +year became more daring, inventive, and enterprising. With the years to +his brazen impetuousness was joined a tremendous worldly business +wisdom. + +Fifteen times, during this period, he had managed to marry and every +time had contrived to take a decent dowry. Having possessed himself of +his wife's money, he, one fine day, would suddenly vanish without a +trace, and, if there was a possibility, he would sell his wife +profitably into a secret house of depravity or into a chic public +establishment. It would happen that the parents of the deluded victim +would search for him through the police. But while inquiries would be +carried on everywhere about him as Shperling, he would already be +travelling from town to town under the name of Rosenblum. During the +time of his activity, in despite of an enviable memory, he had changed +so many names that he had not only forgotten what year he had been +Nathanielson, and during what Bakalyar, but even his own name was +beginning to seem to him one of his pseudonyms. + +It was remarkable, that he did not find in his profession anything +criminal or reprehensible. He regarded it just as though he were +trading in herrings, lime, flour, beef or lumber. In his own fashion he +was pious. If time permitted, he would with assiduity visit the +synagogue of Fridays. The Day of Atonement, Passover, and the Feast of +the Tabernacles were invariably and reverently observed by him +everywhere wherever fate might have cast him. His mother, a little old +woman, and a hunch-backed sister, were left to him in Odessa, and he +undeviatingly sent them now large, now small sums of money, not +regularly but pretty frequently, from all towns from Kursk to Odessa +and from Warsaw to Samara. Considerable savings of money had already +accumulated to him in the Credit Lyonnaise, and he gradually increased +them, never touching the interest. But to greed or avarice he was +almost a stranger. He was attracted to the business rather by its tang, +risk and a professional self-conceit. To the women he was perfectly +indifferent, although he understood and could value them, and in this +respect resembled a good chef, who together with a fine understanding +of the business, suffers from a chronic absence of appetite. To induce, +to entice a woman, to compel her to do all that he wanted, did not +require any efforts on his part; they came of themselves to his call +and became in his hands passive, obedient and yielding. In his +treatment of them a certain firm, unshakable, self-assured aplomb had +been worked out, to which they submitted just as a refractory horse +submits instinctively to the voice, glance, stroking of an experienced +horseman. + +He drank very moderately, and without company never drank. Toward +eating he was altogether indifferent. But, of course, as with every +man, he had a little weakness of his own: he was inordinately fond of +dress and spent no little money on his toilet. Modish collars of all +possible fashions, cravats, diamond cuff links, watch charms, the +underwear of a dandy, and chic footwear constituted his main +distractions. + +From the depot he went straight to The Hermitage. The hotel porters, in +blue blouses and uniform caps, carried his things into the vestibule. +Following them, he too entered, arm in arm with his wife; both smartly +attired, imposing, but he just simply magnificent, in his wide, +bell-shaped English overcoat, in a new broad-brimmed panama, holding +negligently in his hand a small cane with a silver handle in the form +of a naked woman. + +"You ain't supposed to be here without a permit for your residence," +said an enormous, stout doorkeeper, looking down upon him from above +and preserving on his face a sleepy and immovably-frigid expression. + +"Ach, Zachar! Again 'you ain't supposed to!'" merrily exclaimed +Horizon, and patted the giant on his shoulder. "What does it mean, 'you +ain't supposed to'? Every time you shove this same 'you ain't supposed +to' at me. I must be here for three days in all. Soon as I conclude the +rent agreement with Count Ipatiev, right away I go away. God be with +you! Live even all by yourself in all your rooms. But you just give a +look, Zachar, what a toy I brought you from Odessa! You'll be just +tickled with it!" + +With a careful, deft, accustomed movement he thrust a gold piece into +the doorkeeper's hand, who was already holding it behind his back, +ready and folded in the form of a little boat. + +The first thing that Horizon did upon installing himself in the large, +spacious room with an alcove, was to put out into the corridor at the +door of the room six pairs of magnificent shoes, saying to the bell-hop +who ran up in answer to the bell: + +"Immediately all should be cleaned! So it should shine like a mirror! +They call you Timothy, I think? Then you should know me--if you work by +me it will never go for nothing. So it should shine like a mirror!" + + + + +CHAPTER IV. + + +Horizon lived at the Hotel Hermitage for not more than three days and +nights, and during this time he managed to see some three hundred +people. His arrival seemed to enliven the big, gay port city. To him +came the keepers of employment offices for servants, the proprietresses +of cheap hotels, and old, experienced go-betweens, grown gray in the +trade in women. Not so much out of an interest in booty as out of +professional pride, Horizon tried, at all costs, to bargain for as much +profit as possible, to buy a woman as cheaply as possible. Of course, +to receive ten, fifteen roubles more was not the reason for him, but +the mere thought that competitor Yampolsky would receive at the sale +more than he brought him into a frenzy. + +After his arrival, the next day, he set off to Mezer the photographer, +taking with him the straw-like girl Bella, and had pictures taken in +various poses together with her; at which for every negative he +received three roubles, while he gave the woman a rouble. After that he +rode off to Barsukova. + +This was a woman, or, speaking more correctly, a retired wench, whose +like can be found only in the south of Russia; neither a Pole nor a +Little Russian; already sufficiently old and rich in order to allow +herself the luxury of maintaining a husband (and together with him a +cabaret), a handsome and kindly little Pole. Horizon and Barsukova met +like old friends. They had, it seemed, no fear, no shame, no conscience +when they conversed with each other. + +"Madam Barsukova! I can offer you something special! Three women: one a +large brunette, very modest; another a little one, a blonde, but who, +you understand, is ready for everything; the third is a woman of +mystery, who merely smiles and doesn't say anything, but promises much +and is a beauty!" + +Madam Barsukova was gazing at him with mistrust, shaking her head. + +"Mister Horizon! What are you trying to fill my head with? Do you want +to do the same with me that you did last time?" + +"By God, I should live so, how I want to deceive you! But that's not +the main thing. I'm also offering you a perfectly educated woman. Do +with her what you like. In all probability you'll find a connoisseur." + +Barsukova smiled artfully and asked: + +"Again a wife?" + +"No. But she's of the nobility." + +"Then that means unpleasantnesses with the police again?" + +"Ach! My God! I don't take big money from you; all the three for a +lousy thousand roubles." + +"Well, let's talk frankly; five hundred. I don't want to buy a cat in a +bag." + +"It seems, Madam Barsukova, that it isn't the first time you and I have +done business together, I won't deceive you and will bring her here +right away. Only I beg you not to forget that you're my aunt, and +please work in that direction. I won't be more than three days here in +the city." + +Madam Barsukova, with all her breasts, bellies and chins, began to sway +merrily. + +"We won't dicker over trifles. All the more so since you don't deceive +me, nor I you. There's a great demand for women now. What would you +say, Mister Horizon, if I offered you some red wine?" + +"Thank you, Madam Barsukova, with pleasure." + +"Let's talk a while like old friends. Tell me, how much do you make a +year?" + +"Ach, madam, what shall I say? Twelve, twenty thousand, approximately. +But think what tremendous expenses there are in constantly travelling." + +"Do you put away a little?" + +"Well, that's trifles; some two or three thousand a year." + +"I thought ten, twenty ..." + +Horizon grew wary. He sensed that he was beginning to be drawn out and +asked insidiously: + +"But why does this interest you?" + +Anna Michailovna pressed the button of an electric bell and ordered the +dressy maid to bring coffee with steamed cream and a bottle of +Chambertaine. She knew the tastes of Horizon. Then she asked: + +"Do you know Mr. Shepsherovich?" + +Horizon simply pounced upon her. + +"My God! Who don't know Shepsherovich! This is a god, this is a genius!" + +And, having become animated, forgetting that he was being dragged into +a trap, he began speaking exaltedly: + +"Just imagine what Shepsherovich did last year! He carried to Argentine +thirty women from Kovno, Vilno, Zhitomir. Each one of them he sold at a +thousand roubles--a total, madam--count it--of thirty thousand! Do you +think Shepsherovich calmed down with this? For this money, in order to +repay his expenses on the steamer, he bought several negresses and +stuck them about in Moscow, Petersburg, Kiev, Odessa, and Kharkov. But, +you know, madam, this isn't a man, but an eagle. There's a man who can +do business!" + +Barsukova caressingly laid her hand on his knee. She had been waiting +for this moment and said to him amicably: + +"And so I propose to you, Mr.----however, I don't know how you are +called now..." + +"Horizon, let's say..." + +"So I propose to you, Mr. Horizon--could you find some innocent girls +among yours? There's an enormous demand for them now. I'm playing an +open hand with you. We won't stop at money. Now it's in fashion. +Notice, Horizon, your lady clients will be returned to you in exactly +the same state in which they were. This, you understand, is a little +depravity, which I can in no way make out..." + +Horizon cast down his eyes, rubbed his head, and said: + +"You see, I've a wife ... You've almost guessed it." + +"So. But why almost?" + +"I'm ashamed to confess, that she--how shall I say it ... she is my +bride ..." + +Barsukova gaily burst into laughter. + +"You know, Horizon, I couldn't at all expect that you're such a nasty +villain! Let's have your wife, it's all the same. But is it possible +that you've really refrained?" + +"A thousand?" asked Horizon seriously. + +"Ah! What trifles; a thousand let's say. But tell me, will I be able to +manage her?" + +"Nonsense!" said Horizon self-assuredly. "Let's again suppose that +you're my aunt, and I leave my wife with you. Just imagine, Madam +Barsukova, that this woman is in love with me like a cat. And if you'll +tell her, that for my good she must do so and so and thus and +thus--then there won't be no arguments!" + +Apparently, there was nothing more for them to talk over. Madam +Barsukova brought out a promissory note, whereon she with difficulty +wrote her name, her father's name, and her last name. The promissory +note, of course, was fantastic; but there is a tie, a welding, an +honour among thieves. In such deals people do not deceive. Death +threatens otherwise. It is all the same, whether in prison, or on the +street, or in a brothel. + +Right after that, just like an apparition out of a trapdoor, appeared +the friend of her heart, the master of the cabaret, a young little +Pole, with moustaches twirled high. They drank some wine, talked a bit +about the fair, about the exposition, complained a little about bad +business. After that Horizon telephoned to his room in the hotel, and +called out his wife. He introduced her to his aunt and his aunt's +second cousin, and said that mysterious political reasons were calling +him out of town. He tenderly kissed Sarah, shed a tear, and rode away. + + + + +CHAPTER V. + + +With the arrival of Horizon (however, God knows how he was called: +Gogolevich, Gidalevich, Okunev, Rosmitalsky), in a word, with the +arrival of this man everything changed on Yamskaya Street. Enormous +shufflings commenced. From Treppel girls were transferred to Anna +Markovna, from Anna Markovna into a rouble establishment, and from the +rouble establishment into a half-rouble one. There were no promotions: +only demotions. At each change of place Horizon earned from five to a +hundred roubles. Verily, he was possessed of an energy equal, +approximately, to the waterfall of Imatra! Sitting in the daytime at +Anna Markovna's, he was saying, squinting from the smoke of the +cigarette, and swinging one leg crossed over the other: + +"The question is ... What do you need this same Sonka for? It's no +place for her in a decent establishment. If we'll float her down the +stream, then you'll make a hundred roubles for yourself, I twenty-five +for myself. Tell me frankly, she isn't in demand, is she, now?" + +"Ah, Mr. Shatzky! You can always talk a person over! But just imagine, +I'm sorry for her. Such a nice girl ..." + +Horizon pondered for a moment. He was seeking an appropriate citation +and suddenly let out: + +"'Give the falling a shove!'[11] And I'm convinced, Madam Shaibes, that +there's no demand of any sort for her." + + +[11] Horizon is quoting a Nietzscheism of Gorky's.--TRANS. + + +Isaiah Savvich, a little, sickly, touchy old man, but in moments of +need very determined, supported Horizon: + +"And that's very simple. There is really no demand of any sort for her. +Think it over for yourself, Annechka; her outfit costs fifty roubles, +Mr. Shatzky will receive twenty-five roubles, fifty roubles will be +left for you and me. And, glory be to God, we have done with her! At +least, she won't be compromising our establishment." + +In such a way Sonka the Rudder, avoiding a rouble establishment, was +transferred into a half-rouble one, where all kinds of riff-raff made +sport of the girls at their own sweet will, whole nights through. There +tremendous health and great nervous force were requisite. Sonka once +began shivering from terror, in the night, when Thekla, a mountain of a +woman of some two hundred pounds, jumped out into the yard to fulfill a +need of nature, and cried out to the housekeeper who was passing by her: + +"Housekeeper, dear! Listen--the thirty-sixth man! ... Don't forget!" + +Fortunately, Sonka was not disturbed much; even in this establishment +she was too homely. No one paid any attention to her splendid eyes, and +they took her only in those instances when there was no other at hand. +The pharmacist sought her out and came every evening to her. But +cowardice, or a special Hebrew fastidiousness, or, perhaps, even +physical aversion, would not permit him to take the girl and carry her +away with him from the house. He would sit whole nights through near +her, and, as of yore, patiently waited until she would return from a +chance guest; created scenes of jealousy for her and yet loved her +still, and, sticking in the daytime behind the counter in his drug +store and rolling some stinking pills or other, ceaselessly thought of +her and yearned. + + + + +CHAPTER VI. + + +Immediately at the entrance to a suburban cabaret an artificial flower +bed shone with vari-colored lights, with electric bulbs instead of +flowers; and just such another fiery alley of wide, half-round arches, +narrowing toward the end, led away from it into the depths of the +garden. Further on was a broad, small square, strewn with yellow sand; +to the left an open stage, a theatre, and a shooting gallery; straight +ahead a stand for the military band (in the form of a seashell) and +little booths with flowers and beer; to the right the long terrace of +the restaurant. Electric globes from their high masts illuminated the +small square with a pale, dead-white brightness. Against their frosted +glass, with wire nets stretched over them, beat clouds of night moths, +whose shadows--confused and large--hovered below, on the ground. Hungry +women, too lightly, dressily, and fancifully attired, preserving on +their faces an expression of care-free merriment or haughty, offended +unapproachability, strolled back and forth in pairs, with a walk +already tired and dragging. + +All the tables in the restaurant were taken--and over them floated the +continuous noise of knives upon plates and a motley babel, galloping in +waves. It smelt of rich and pungent kitchen fumes. In the middle of the +restaurant, upon a stand, Roumanians in red frocks were playing; all +swarthy, white-toothed, with the faces of whiskered, pomaded apes, with +their hair licked down. The director of the orchestra, bending forward +and affectedly swaying, was playing upon a violin and making unseemly +sweet eyes at the public--the eyes of a man-prostitute. And everything +together--this abundance of tiresome electric lights, the exaggeratedly +bright toilettes of the ladies, the odours of modish, spicy perfumes, +this ringing music, with willful slowings up of the tempo, with +voluptuous swoonings in the transitions, with the tempestuous passages +screwed up--everything fitted the one to the other, forming a general +picture of insane and stupid luxury, a setting for an imitation of a +gay, unseemly carouse. + +Above, around the entire hall, ran open galleries, upon which, as upon +little balconies, opened the doors of the private cabinets. In one of +these cabinets four were sitting--two ladies and two men; an artiste +known to all Russia, the cantatrice Rovinskaya, a large, handsome +woman, with long, green, Egyptian eyes, and a long, red, sensuous +mouth, the lips of which were rapaciously drooping at the corners; the +baroness Tefting, little, exquisite, pale--she was everywhere seen with +the artiste; the famous lawyer Ryazanov; and Volodya Chaplinsky, a rich +young man of the world, a composer-dilettante, the author of several +darling little ballads and many witticisms upon the topics of the day, +which circulated all over town. + +The walls of the cabinet were red, with a gold design. On the table, +among the lighted candelabra, two white, tarred necks of bottles stuck +up out of an electroplated vase, which had sweated from the cold, and +the light in a tenuous gold played in the shallow goblets of wine. +Outside, near the doors, a waiter was on duty, leaning against the +wall; while the stout, tall, important maitre d'hotel, on whose right +little finger, always sticking out, sparkled a huge diamond, would +frequently stop at these doors, and attentively listen with one ear to +what was going on in the cabinet. + +The baroness, with a bored, pale face, was listlessly gazing through a +lorgnette down at the droning, chewing, swarming crowd. Among the red, +white, blue and straw-coloured feminine dresses the uniform figures of +the men resembled large, squat, black beetles. Rovinskaya negligently, +yet at the same time intently as well, was looking down upon the stand +and the spectators, and her face expressed fatigue, ennui, and perhaps +also that satiation with all spectacles, which are such matters of +course to celebrities. The splendid, long, slender fingers of her left +hand were lying upon the crimson velvet of the box-seat. Emeralds of a +rare beauty hung upon them so negligently that it seemed as though they +would fall off at any second, and suddenly she began laughing. + +"Look" she said; "what a funny figure, or, to put it more correctly, +what a funny profession! There, there, that one who's playing on a +'syrinx of seven reeds.'" + +Everyone looked in the direction of her hand. And really, the picture +was funny enough. Behind the Roumanian orchestra was sitting a stout, +whiskered man, probably the father, and perhaps even the grandfather, +of a numerous family, and with all his might was whistling into seven +little pipes glued together. As it was difficult for him, probably, to +move this instrument between his lips, he therefore, with an unusual +rapidity, turned his head now to the left, now to the right. + +"An amazing occupation," said Rovinskaya. "Well now, Chaplinsky, you +try to toss your head about like that." + +Volodya Chaplinsky, secretly and hopelessly in love with the artiste, +immediately began obediently and zealously to do this, but after half a +minute desisted. + +"It's impossible," he said, "either long training, or, perhaps, +hereditary abilities, are necessary for this." + +The baroness during this time was tearing away the petals of her rose +and throwing them into a goblet; then, with difficulty suppressing a +yawn, she said, making just the least bit of a wry face: + +"But, my God, how drearily they divert themselves in our K--! Look: no +laughter, no singing, no dances. Just like some herd that's been driven +here, in order to be gay on purpose!" + +Ryazanov listlessly took his goblet, sipped it a little, and answered +apathetically in his enchanting voice: + +"Well, and is it any gayer in your Paris, or Nice? Why, it must be +confessed--mirth, youth and laughter have vanished forever out of human +life, and it is scarcely possible that they will ever return. One must +regard people with more patience, it seems to me. Who knows, perhaps +for all those sitting here, below, the present evening is a rest, a +holiday?" + +"The speech for the defense," put in Chaplinsky in his calm manner. + +But Rovinskaya quickly turned around to the men, and her long emerald +eyes narrowed. And this with her served as a sign of wrath, from which +even crowned personages committed follies at times. However, she +immediately restrained herself and continued languidly: + +"I don't understand what you are talking about. I don't understand even +what we came here for. For there are no longer any spectacles in the +world. Now I, for instance, have seen bull-fights in Seville, Madrid +and Marseilles--an exhibition which does not evoke anything save +loathing. I have also seen boxing and wrestling nastiness and +brutality. I also happened to participate in a tiger hunt, at which I +sat under a baldachin on the back of a big, wise white elephant ... in +a word, you all know this well yourselves. And out of all my great, +chequered, noisy life, from which I have grown old ..." + +"Oh, what are you saying, Ellena Victorovna!" said Chaplinsky with a +tender reproach. + +"Abandon compliments, Volodya! I know myself that I'm still young and +beautiful of body, but, really, it seems to me at times that I am +ninety. So worn out has my soul become. I continue. I say, that during +all my life only three strong impressions have sunk into my soul. The +first, while still a girl, when I saw a cat stealing upon a +cock-sparrow, and I with horror and with interest watched its movements +and the vigilant gaze of the bird. Up to this time I don't know myself +which I sympathized with more: the skill of the cat or the slipperiness +of the sparrow. The cock-sparrow proved the quicker. In a moment he +flew up on a tree and began from there to pour down upon the cat such +sparrow swearing that I would have turned red for shame if I had +understood even one word. While the cat, as though it had been wronged, +stuck up its tail like a chimney and tried to pretend to itself that +nothing out of the way had taken place. Another time I had to sing in +an opera a duet with a certain great artist ..." + +"With whom?" asked the baroness quickly. + +"Isn't it all the same? Of what need names? And so, when he and I were +singing, I felt all of me in the sway of genius. How wonderfully, into +what a marvelous harmony, did our voices blend! Ah! It is impossible to +describe this impression. Probably, it happens but once in a lifetime. +According to the role, I had to weep, and I wept with sincere, genuine +tears. And when, after the curtain, he walked up to me and patted my +hair with his big warm hand and with his enchanting, radiant smile +said, 'Splendid! for the first time in my life have I sung so' ... and +so I--and I am a very proud being--I kissed his hand. And the tears +were still standing in my eyes ..." + +"And the third?" asked the baroness, and her eyes lit up with the evil +sparks of jealousy. + +"Ah, the third," answered the artiste sadly, "the third is as simple as +simple can be. During the last season I lived at Nice, and so I saw +Carmen on the open stage at Frejus with the anticipation of Cecile +Ketten, who is now," the artiste earnestly made the sign of the cross, +"dead--I don't really know, fortunately or unfortunately for herself?" + +Suddenly, in a moment, her magnificent eyes filled with tears and began +to shine with a magic green light, such as the evening star gives +forth, on warm summer twilights. She turned her face around to the +stage, and for some time her long, nervous fingers convulsively +squeezed the upholstery of the barrier of the box. But when she again +turned around to her friends, her eyes were already dry, and the +enigmatic, vicious and wilful lips were resplendent with an +unconstrained smile. + +Then Ryazanov asked her politely, in a tender but purposely calm tone: + +"But then, Ellena Victorovna, your tremendous fame, admirers, the roar +of the mob ... finally, that delight which you afford to your +spectators. Is it possible that even this does not titillate your +nerves?" + +"No, Ryazanov," she answered in a tired voice. "You know no less than +myself what this is worth. A brazen interviewer, who needs passes for +his friends, and, by the way, twenty-five roubles in an envelope. High +school boys and girls, students and young ladies attending courses, who +beg you for autographed photographs. Some old blockhead with a +general's rank, who hums loudly with me during my aria. The eternal +whisper behind you, when you pass by: 'there she is, that same famous +one!' Anonymous letters, the brazenness of back-stage habitues ... why, +you can't enumerate everything! But surely, you yourself are often +beset by female psychopathics of the court-room?" + +"Yes," said Ryazanov decisively. + +"That's all there is to it. But add to that the most terrible thing, +that every time I have come to feel a genuine inspiration, I +tormentingly feel on the spot the consciousness that I'm pretending and +grimacing before people ... And the fear of the success of your rival? +And the eternal dread of losing your voice, of straining it or catching +a cold? The eternal tormenting bother of throat bandages? No, really, +it is heavy to bear renown on one's shoulders." + +"But the artistic fame?" retorted the lawyer. "The might of genius! +This, verily, is a true moral might, which is above the might of any +king on earth!" + +"Yes, yes, of course you're right, my dear. But fame, celebrity, are +sweet only at a distance, when you only dream about them. But when you +have attained them you feel only their thorns. But then, with what +anguish you feel every dram of their decrease. And I have forgotten to +say something else. Why, we artists undergo a sentence at hard labour. +In the morning, exercises; in the daytime, rehearsals; and then there's +scarcely time for dinner and you're due for the performance. An hour or +so for reading or such diversion as you and I are having now, may be +snatched only by a miracle. And even so... the diversion is altogether +of the mediocre..." + +She negligently and wearily made a slight gesture with the fingers of +the hand lying on the barrier. + +Volodya Chaplinsky, agitated by this conversation, suddenly asked: + +"Yes, but tell me, Ellena Victorovna, what would you want to distract +your imagination and ennui?" + +She looked at him with her enigmatic eyes and answered quietly, even a +trifle shyly, it seemed: + +"Formerly, people lived more gaily and did not know prejudices of any +sort. Well, it seems to me that then I would have been in my place and +would have lived with a full life. O, ancient Rome!" + +No one understood her, save Ryazanov, who, without looking at her, +slowly pronounced in his velvety voice, like that of an actor, the +classical, universally familiar, Latin phrase: + +"Ave, Caesar, morituri te salutant!" + +"Precisely! I love you very much, Ryazanov, because you are a clever +child. You will always catch a thought in its flight; although, I must +say, that this isn't an especially high property of the mind. And +really, two beings come together, the friends of yesterday, who had +conversed with each other and eaten at the same table, and this day one +of them must perish. You understand depart from life forever. But they +have neither malice nor fear. There is the most real, magnificent +spectacle, which I can only picture to myself!" + +"How much cruelty there is in you," said the baroness meditatively. + +"Well, nothing can be done about it now! My ancestors were cavaliers +and robbers. However, shan't we go away now?" + +They all went out of the garden. Volodya Chaplinsky ordered his +automobile called. Ellena Victorovna was leaning upon his arm. And +suddenly she asked: + +"Tell me, Volodya, where do you usually go when you take leave of +so-called decent women?" + +Volodya hemmed and hawed. However, he knew positively that he could not +lie to Rovinskaya. + +"M-m-m ... I'm afraid of offending your hearing. To the Tzigani, for +instance ... to night cabarets ..." + +"And somewhere else? Worse?" + +"Really, you put me in an awkward position. From the time that I've +become so madly in love with you ..." + +"Leave out the romancing!" + +"Well, how shall I say it?" murmured Volodya, feeling that he was +turning red, not only in the face, but with his body, his back. "Well, +of course, to the women. Now, of course, this does not occur with me +personally ..." + +Rovinskaya maliciously pressed Chaplinsky's elbow to her side. + +"To a brothel?" + +Volodya did not answer anything. Then she said: + +"And so, you'll carry us at once over there in the automobile and +acquaint us with this existence, which is foreign to me. But remember, +that I rely upon your protection." + +The remaining two agreed to this, unwillingly, in all probability; but +there was no possibility of opposing Ellena Victorovna. She always did +everything that she wanted to. And then they had all heard and knew +that in Petersburg carousing worldly ladies, and even girls, permit +themselves, out of a modish snobbism, pranks far worse than the one +which Rovinskaya had proposed. + + + + +CHAPTER VII. + + +On the way to Yamskaya Street Rovinskaya said to Chaplinsky: + +"You'll bring me at first into the most luxurious place, then into a +medium one, and then into the filthiest." + +"My dear Ellena Victorovna," warmly retorted Chaplinsky, "I'm ready to +do everything for you. It is without false boasting when I say that I +would give my life away at your order, ruin my career and position at a +mere sign of yours ... But I dare not bring you to these houses. +Russian manners are coarse, and often simply inhuman manners. I'm +afraid that you will be insulted by some pungent, unseemly word, or +that a chance visitor will play some senseless prank before you ..." + +"Ah, my God," impatiently interrupted Rovinskaya; "when I was singing +in London, there were many at that time paying court to me, and I did +not hesitate to go and see the filthiest dens of Whitechapel in a +choice company. I will say, that I was treated there very carefully and +anticipatingly. I will also say, that there were with me at that time +two English aristocrats; lords, both sportsmen, both people unusually +strong physically and morally, who, of course, would never have allowed +a woman to be offended. However, perhaps you, Volodya, are of the race +of cowards?" + +Chaplinsky flared up: + +"Oh, no, no, Ellena Victorovna. I forewarned you only out of love for +you. But if you command, then I'm ready to go where you will. Not only +on this dubious undertaking, but even very death itself." + +By this time they had already driven up to the most luxurious +establishment in the Yamkas--Treppel's. Ryazanov the lawyer said, +smiling with his usual ironic smile: + +"And so, the inspection of the menagerie begins." + +They were led into a cabinet with crimson wall paper, and on the wall +paper was repeated, in the "empire" style, a golden design in the form +of small laurel wreaths. And at once Rovinskaya recognized, with the +keen memory of an artiste, that exactly the same paper had also been in +that cabinet in which they had just been sitting. + +Four German women from the Baltic provinces came out. All of them +stout, full-breasted, blonde, powdered, very important and respectful. +The conversation did not catch on at first. The girls sat immovable, +like carvings of stone, in order to pretend with all their might that +they were respectable ladies. Even the champagne, which Ryazanov called +for, did not improve the mood. Rovinskaya was the first to come to the +aid of the party. Turning to the stoutest, fairest German of all, who +resembled a loaf, she asked politely in German: + +"Tell me, where were you born? Germany, in all probability?" + +"No, gnadige Frau, I am from Riga." + +"What compels you to serve here, then? Not poverty, I hope?" + +"Of course not, gnadige Frau. But, you understand, my bridegroom, Hans, +works as a kellner in a restaurant-automat, and we are too poor to be +married now. I bring my savings to a bank, and he does the same. When +we have saved the ten thousand roubles we need, we will open our own +beer-hall, and, if God will bless us, then we shall allow ourselves the +luxury of having children. Two children. A boy and a girl." + +"But, listen to me, mein Fraulein!" Rovinskaya was amazed. "You are +young, handsome, know two languages ..." + +"Three, madam," proudly put in the German. "I know Esthonian as well. I +finished the municipal school and three classes of high school." + +"Well, then, you see, you see ..." Rovinskaya became heated. "With such +an education you could always find a place with everything found, and +about thirty roubles. Well, in the capacity of a housekeeper, bonne, +senior clerk in a good store, a cashier, let's say ... And if your +future bridegroom ... Fritz ..." + +"Hans, madam ..." + +"If Hans proved to be an industrious and thrifty man, then it would not +be at all hard for you to get up on your feet altogether, after three +or four years. What do you think?" + +"Ah, madam, you are a little mistaken. You have overlooked that, in the +very best of positions, I, even denying myself in everything, will not +be able to put aside more than fifteen, twenty roubles a month; whereas +here, with a prudent economy, I gain up to a hundred roubles and at +once carry them away with a book into the savings bank. And besides +that, just imagine, gnadige Frau, what a humiliating position to be the +servant in a house! Always to depend on the caprice or the disposition +of the spirits of the masters! And the master always pesters you with +foolishness. Pfui! .. And the mistress is jealous, picks, and scolds." + +"No ... I don't understand ..." meditatively drawled Rovinskaya, +without looking the German in the eyes, but casting hers on the floor. +"I've heard a great deal of your life here, in these ... what do you +call them? .. these houses. They say it is something horrible. That +you're forced to love the most repulsive, old and hideous men, that you +are plucked and exploited in the most cruel manner ..." + +"Oh, never, madam ... Each one of us has an account book, wherein is +written accurately the income and expense. During last month I earned a +little more than five hundred roubles. As always, two-thirds went to +the proprietress for board, quarters, fuel, light, linen ... There +remains to me more than a hundred and fifty, it is not so? Fifty I +spent on costumes and all sorts of trifles. A hundred I save. What +exploitation is it, then, madam, I ask you? And if I do not like a man +at all--true, there are some who are exceedingly nasty--I can always +say I am sick, and instead of me will go one of the newest girls ..." + +"But then ... pardon me, I do not know your name ..." + +"Elsa." + +"They say, that you're treated very roughly ... beaten at times ... +compelled to do that which you don't want to and which is repulsive to +you?" + +"Never, madam!" dropped Elsa haughtily. "We all live here as a friendly +family of our own. We are all natives of the same land or relatives, +and God grant that many should live so in their own families as we live +here. True, on Yamskaya Street there happen various scandals and fights +and misunderstandings. But that's there ... in these ... in the rouble +establishments. The Russian girls drink a lot and always have one +lover. And they do not think at all of their future." + +"You are prudent, Elsa," said Rovinskaya in an oppressed tone. "All +this is well. But, what of the chance disease? Infection? Why, that is +death? And how can you guess?" + +"And again--no, madam. I won't let a man into my bed before I make a +detailed medical inspection of him ... I am guaranteed, at the least, +against seventy-five per cent." + +"The devil!" suddenly exclaimed Rovinskaya with heat and hit the table +with her fist. "But, then, what of your Albert ..." + +"Hans," the German corrected her meekly. + +"Pardon me ... Your Hans surely does not rejoice greatly over the fact +that you are living here, and that you betray him every day?" + +Elsa looked at her with sincere, lively amazement. + +"But gnadige Frau ... I have never yet betrayed him! It is other lost +wenches, especially Russian, who have lovers for themselves, on whom +they spend their hard-earned money. But that I should ever let myself +go as far as that? Pfui!" + +"A greater fall I have not imagined!" said Rovinskaya loudly and with +aversion, getting up. "Pay gentlemen, and let's go on from here." + +When they had gone out into the street, Volodya took her arm and said +in an imploring voice: + +"For God's sake, isn't one experiment enough for you?" + +"Oh, what vulgarity! What vulgarity!" + +"That's why I'm saying, let's drop this experiment." + +"No, in any case I am going through with it to the finish. Show me +something simpler, more of the medium." + +Volodya Chaplinsky, who was all the time in a torment over Ellena +Victorovna, offered the most likely thing--to drop into the +establishment of Anna Markovna, which was only ten steps away. + +But it was just here that strong impressions awaited them. Simeon did +not want to let them in, and only several gold pieces, which Ryazanov +gave him, softened him. They took up a cabinet, almost the same as at +Treppel's, only somewhat shabbier and more faded. At the command of +Emma Edwardovna, the girls were herded into the cabinet. But it was the +same as letting a goat into a truck-garden or mixing soda and acid. The +main mistake, however, was that they let Jennka in there as +well--wrathful, irritated, with impudent fires in her eyes. The modest, +quiet Tamara was the last to walk in, with her shy and depraved smile +of a Monna Lisa. In the end, almost the entire personnel of the +establishment gathered in the cabinet. Rovinskaya no longer risked +asking "How did you come to this life?" But it must be said, that the +inmates of the house met her with an outward hospitality. Ellena +Victorovna asked them to sing their usual canonical songs, and they +willingly sang: + + Monday now is come again, + They're supposed to get me out; + Doctor Krassov won't let me out, + Well, the devil take him then. + +And further: + + Poor little, poor little, poor little me, + The public house is closed, + My head's aching me... + + The love of a loafer + Is spice, is spice; + But the prostitute + Is as cold as ice. + Ha-ha-ha! + + They came together + Matched as well as might be, + She is a prostitute, + A pickpocket he. + Ha-ha-ha! + + Now morning has come, + He is planning a theft; + While she lies in her bed + And laughs like she's daft. + Ha-ha-ha! + + Comes morning, the laddie + Is led to the pen; + But for the prostitute + His pals await then. + Ha-ha-ha! ... + +[12] While there can be but little doubt that these four stanzas are an +actual transcript from life, Heinrich Heine's "Ein Weib" is such a +striking parallel that it may be reproduced here as a matter of +interest. The translation is by Mr. Louis Untermeyer.--Trans. + + + A WOMAN + + They loved each other beyond belief-- + She was a strumpet, he was a thief; + Whenever she thought of his tricks, thereafter + She'd throw herself on the bed with laughter. + + The day was spent with a reckless zest; + At night she lay upon his breast. + So when they took him, a while thereafter + She watched at the window--with laughter. + + He sent word pleading "Oh come to me, + I need you, need you bitterly, + Yes, here and in the hereafter." + Her little head shook with laughter. + + At six in the morning they swung him high; + At seven the turf on his grave was dry; + At eight, however, she quaffed her + Red wine and sang with laughter! + +And still further a convict song: + + I'm a ruined laddie, + Ruined for alway; + While year after year + The days go away. + +And also: + + Don't you cry, my Mary, + You'll belong to me; + When I've served the army + I will marry thee. + +But here suddenly, to the general amazement, the stout Kitty, usually +taciturn, burst into laughter. She was a native of Odessa. + +"Let me sing one song, too. It's sung by thieves and badger queens in +the drink shops on our Moldavanka and Peresip." + +And in a horrible bass, in a rusty and unyielding voice, she began to +sing, making the most incongruous gestures, but, evidently, imitating +some cabaret cantatrice of the third calibre that she had sometime seen: + + "Ah, I'll go to Dukovka, + Sit down at the table, + Now I throw my hat off, + Toss it under table. + Then I athk my dearie, + 'What will you drink, sweet?' + But all the answer that she makes: + 'My head aches fit to split.' + 'I ain't a-athking you + What your ache may be, + But I am a-athking you + What your drink may be: + Will it be beer, or for wine shall I call, + Or for violet wine, or nothing else at all?'" + +And all would have turned out well, if suddenly Little White Manka, in +only her chemise and in white lace drawers, had not burst into the +cabinet. Some merchant, who the night before had arranged a +paradisaical night, was carousing with her, and the ill-fated +Benedictine, which always acted upon the girl with the rapidity of +dynamite, had brought her into the usual quarrelsome condition. She was +no longer "Little Manka" and "Little White Manka," but she was "Manka +the Scandaliste." Having run into the cabinet, she suddenly, from +unexpectedness, fell down on the floor, and, lying on her back, burst +into such sincere laughter that all the rest burst out laughing as +well. Yes. But this laughter was not prolonged ... Manka suddenly sat +up on the floor and began to shout: + +"Hurrah! new wenches have joined our place!" + +This was altogether an unexpected thing. The baroness did a still +greater tactlessness. She said: + +"I am a patroness of a convent for fallen girls, and therefore, as a +part of my duty, I must gather information about you." + +But here Jennka instantly flared up: + +"Get out of here right away, you old fool! You rag! You floor mop! ... +Your Magdalene asylums--they're worse than a prison. Your secretaries +use us, like dogs carrion. Your fathers, husbands, and brothers come to +us, and we infect them with all sorts of diseases ... Purposely ... And +they in their turn infect you. Your female superintendents live with +the drivers, janitors and policemen, while we are put in a cell if we +happen to laugh or joke a little among ourselves. And so, if you've +come here as to a theatre, then you must hear the truth out, straight +to your face." + +But Tamara calmly stopped her: + +"Stop, Jennie, I will tell them myself ... Can it be that you really +think, baroness, that we are worse than the so-called respectable +women? A man comes to me, pays me two roubles for a visit or five +roubles for a night, and I don't in the least conceal this, from any +one in the world ... But tell me, baroness, do you possibly know even +one married lady with a family who isn't in secret giving herself up +either for the sake of passion to a young man, or for the sake of money +to an old one? I know very well that fifty percent of you are kept by +lovers, while the remaining fifty, of those who are older, keep young +lads. I also know that many--ah, how many!--of you cohabit with your +fathers, brothers, and even sons, but these secrets you hide in some +sort of a hidden casket. And that's all the difference between us. We +are fallen, but we don't lie and don't pretend, but you all fall, and +lie to boot. Think it over for yourself; now--in whose favour is this +difference?" + +"Bravo, Tamarochka, that's the way to serve them!" shouted Manka, +without getting up from the floor; dishevelled, fair, curly, resembling +at this moment a thirteen-year-old girl. + +"Now, now!" urged Jennka as well, flashing with her flaming eyes. + +"Why not, Jennechka? I'll go further than that. Out of us scarcely, +scarcely one in a thousand has committed abortion. But all of you +several times over. What? Or isn't that the truth? And those of you +who've done this, did it not out of desperation or cruel poverty, but +you simply were afraid of spoiling your figure and beauty--that's your +sole capital! Or else you've been seeking only beastly carnal pleasure, +while pregnancy and feeding interfered with your giving yourself up to +it!" + +Rovinskaya became confused and uttered in a quick whisper: + +"Faites attention, baronne, que dans sa position cette demoiselle est +instruite."[13] + + +[13] "Pay attention, baroness, the girl is rather educated for one of +her position." + + +"Figurez-vous, que moi, j'ai aussi remarque cet etrange visage. Comme +si je l'ai deja vu ... est-ce en reve? ... en demi-delire? Ou dans sa +petite enfance?"[14] + + +[14] "Just imagine, I, too, have remarked this strange face. But where +have I seen it ... was it in a dream? ... in semi-delirium? Or in her +early infancy?" + + +"Ne vous donnez pas la peine de chercher dans vos souvenirs, baronne," +Tamara suddenly interposed insolently. "Je puis de suite vous venir +aide. Rappelez-vous seulement Kharkoff, et la chambre d'hotel de +Koniakine, l'entrepreneur Solovieitschik, et le tenor di grazzia ... A +ce moment vous n'etiez pas encore m-me la baronne de ... [15] However, +let's drop the French tongue ... You were a common chorus girl and +served together with me." + + +[15] "Don't trouble to strain your memory, baroness. I will come to +your aid at once. Just recall Kharkov, a room in Koniakine's hotel, the +theatrical manager, Solovieitschik, and a certain lyrical tenor ... At +that time you were not yet baroness de ..." + + +"Mais, dites-moi, au nom de dieu, comment vous trouvez vous ici, +Mademoiselle Marguerite."[16] + + +[16] "But tell me, in God's name, how you have come to be here, +Mademoiselle Marguerite?" + + +"Oh, they ask us about that every day. I just up and came to be here +..." + +And with an inimitable cynicism she asked: + +"I trust you will pay for the time which we have passed with you?" + +"No, may the devil take you!" suddenly shouted out Little White Manka, +quickly getting up from the rug. + +And suddenly, pulling two gold pieces out of her stocking, she flung +them upon the table. + +"There, you! .. I'm giving you that for a cab. Go away right now, +otherwise I'll break up all the mirrors and bottles here..." + +Rovinskaya got up and said with sincere, warm tears in her eyes: + +"Of course, we'll go away, and the lesson of Mlle. Marguerite will +prove of benefit to us. Your time will be paid for--take care of it, +Volodya. Still, you sang so much for us, that you must allow me to sing +for you as well." + +Rovinskaya went up to the piano, took a few chords, and suddenly began +to sing the splendid ballad of Dargomyzhsky: + + "We parted then with pride-- + Neither with sighs nor words + Proffered I thee reproach of jealousy ... + We went apart for aye, + Yet only if with thee + I might but chance to meet! .. + Ah, that with thee I might but chance to meet! + + "I weep not nor complain-- + To fate I bend my knee... + I know not, if you loved, + So greatly wronging me? + Yet only if with thee + I might but chance to meet! ... + Ah, that with thee I might but chance to meet!" + +This tender and passionate ballad, executed by a great artiste, +suddenly reminded all these women of their first love; of their first +fall; of a late leave-taking at a dawn in the spring, in the chill of +the morning, when the grass is gray from the dew, while the red sky +paints the tips of the birches a rosy colour; of last embraces, so +closely entwined, and of the unerring heart's mournful whispers: "No, +this will not be repeated, this will not be repeated!" And the lips +were then cold and dry, while the damp mist of the morning lay upon the +hair. + +Silence seized Tamara; silence seized Manka the Scandaliste; and +suddenly Jennka, the most untamable of all the girls, ran up to the +artiste, fell down on her knees, and began to sob at her feet. + +And Rovinskaya, touched herself, put her arms around her head and said: + +"My sister, let me kiss you!" + +Jennka whispered something into her ear. + +"Why, that's a silly trifle," said Rovinskaya. "A few months of +treatment and it will all go away." + +"No, no, no ... I want to make all of them diseased. Let them all rot +and croak." + +"Ah, my dear," said Rovinskaya, "I would not do that in your place." + +And now Jennka, the proud Jennka began kissing the knees and hands of +the artiste and was saying: + +"Then why have people wronged me so? ... Why have they wronged me so? +Why? Why? Why?" + +Such is the might of genius! + +The only might which takes into its beautiful hands not the abject +reason, but the warm soul of man! The self-respecting Jennka was hiding +her face in Rovinskaya's dress; Little White Manka was sitting meekly +on a chair, her face covered with a handkerchief; Tamara, with elbow +propped on her knee and head bowed on the palm of her hand, was +intently looking down, while Simeon the porter, who had been looking in +against any emergency, only opened his eyes wide in amazement. + +Rovinskaya was quietly whispering into Jennka's very ear: + +"Never despair. Sometimes things fall out so badly that there's nothing +for it but to hang one's self--but, just look, to-morrow life has +changed abruptly. My dear, my sister, I am now a world celebrity. But +if you only knew what seas of humiliation and vileness I have had to +wade through! Be well, then, my dear, and believe in your star." + +She bent down to Jennka and kissed her on the forehead. And never +afterwards could Volodya Chaplinsky, who had been watching this scene +with a painful tension, forget those warm and beautiful rays, which at +this moment kindled in the green, long, Egyptian eyes of the artiste. + +The party departed gloomily, but Ryazanov lingered behind for a minute. + +He walked up to Jennka, respectfully and gently kissed her hand, and +said: + +"If possible, forgive our prank ... This, of course, will not be +repeated. But if you ever have need of me, I am always at your service. +Here is my visiting card. Don't stick it out on your bureau; but +remember, that from this evening on I am your friend." + +And, having kissed Jennka's hand once more, he was the last to go down +the stairs. + + + + +CHAPTER VIII. + + +On Thursday, since very morning, a ceaseless, fine drizzle had begun to +fall, and so the leaves of the chestnuts, acacias, and poplars had at +once turned green. And, suddenly, it became somehow dreamily quiet and +protractedly tedious. Pensive and monotonous. + +During this all the girls had gathered, as usual, in Jennka's room. But +something strange was going on within her. She did not utter +witticisms, did not laugh, did not read, as always, her usual +yellow-back novel which was now lying aimlessly either on her breast or +stomach; but was vicious, wrapped up in sadness, and in her eyes blazed +a yellow fire that spoke of hatred. In vain did Little White Manka, +Manka the Scandaliste, who adored her, try to turn her attention to +herself--Jennka seemed not to notice her, and the conversation did not +at all get on. It was depressing. But it may have been that the August +drizzle, which had steadily set in for several weeks running, reacted +upon all of them. Tamara sat down on Jennka's bed, gently embraced her, +and, having put her mouth near her very ear, said in a whisper: + +"What's the matter, Jennechka? I've seen for a long time that something +strange is going on in you. And Manka feels that too. Just see, how +she's wasted without your caressing. Tell me. Perhaps I'll be able to +help you in some way?" + +Jennka closed her eyes and shook her head in negation. Tamara moved +away from her a little, but continued to stroke her shoulder gently. + +"It's your affair, Jennechka. I daren't butt into your soul. I only +asked because you're the only being who..." + +Jennka with decision suddenly jumped out of bed, seized Tamara by the +hand and said abruptly and commandingly: + +"All right! Let's get out of here for a minute. I'll tell you +everything. Girls, wait for us a little while." + +In the light corridor Jennka laid her hands on the shoulders of her +mate and with a distorted, suddenly blanched face, said: + +"Well, then, listen here: some one has infected me with syphilis." + +"Oh, my poor darling. Long?" + +"Long. Do you remember, when the students were here? The same ones who +started a row with Platonov? I found out about it for the first time +then. I found out in the daytime." + +"Do you know," quietly remarked Tamara, "I almost guessed about this, +and particularly then, when you went down on your knees before the +singer and talked quietly about something with her. But still, my dear +Jennechka, you must attend to yourself." + +Jennka wrathfully stamped her foot and tore in half the batiste +handkerchief which she had been nervously crumpling in her hands. + +"No! Not for anything! I won't infect any one of you. You may have +noticed yourself, that during the last weeks I don't dine at the common +table, and that I wash and wipe the dishes myself. That's why I'm +trying to break Manka away from me, whom, you know, I love sincerely, +in the real way. But these two-legged skunks I infect purposely, infect +every evening, ten, fifteen of them. Let them rot, let them carry the +syphilis on to their wives, mistresses, mothers--yes, yes, their +mothers also, and their fathers, and their governesses, and even their +grand-grandmothers. Let them all perish, the honest skunks!" + +Tamara carefully and tenderly stroked Jennka's head. "Can it be that +you'll go the limit, Jennechka?" + +"Yes. And without any mercy. All of you, however, don't have to be +afraid of me. I choose the man myself. The stupidest, the handsomest, +the richest and the most important, but not to one of you will I let +them go afterward. Oh! I make believe I'm so passionate before them, +that you'd burst out laughing if you saw. I bite them, I scratch, I cry +and shiver like an insane woman. They believe it, the pack of fools." + +"It's your affair, it's your affair, Jennechka," meditatively uttered +Tamara, looking down. "Perhaps you're right, at that. Who knows? But +tell me, how did you get away from the doctor?" + +Jennka suddenly turned away from her, pressed her face against the +angle of the window frame and suddenly burst into bitter, searing +tears--the tears of wrath and vengefulness--and at the same time she +spoke, gasping and quivering: + +"Because ... because ... Because God has sent me especial luck: I am +sick there where, in all probability, no doctor can see. And ours, +besides that, is old and stupid..." + +And suddenly, with some unusual effort of the will Jennka stopped her +tears just as unexpectedly as she had started crying. + +"Come to me, Tamarochka," she said. "Of course, you won't chatter too +much?" + +"Of course not." + +And they returned into Jennka's room, both of them calm and restrained. + +Simeon walked into the room. He, contrary to his usual brazenness, +always bore himself with a shade of respect toward Jennka. Simeon said: + +"Well, now, Jennechka, their Excellency has come to Vanda. Allow her to +go away for ten minutes." + +Vanda, a blue-eyed, light blonde, with a large red mouth, with the +typical face of a Lithuanian, looked imploringly at Jennka. If Jennka +had said "No" she would have remained in the room, but Jennka did not +say anything and even shut her eyes deliberately. Vanda obediently went +out of the room. + +This general came accurately twice a month, every two weeks (just as to +Zoe, another girl, came daily another honoured guest, nicknamed the +Director in the house). + +Jennka suddenly threw the old, tattered book behind her. Her brown eyes +flared up with a real golden fire. + +"You're wrong in despising this general," said she. "I've known worse +Ethiopians. I had a certain guest once--a real blockhead. He couldn't +make love to me otherwise than ... otherwise than ... well, let's say +it plainly: he pricked me with pins in the breast ... While in Vilno a +Polish Catholic priest used to come to me. He would dress me all in +white, compel me to powder myself, lay me down on the bed. He'd light +three candles near me. And then, when I seemed to him altogether like a +dead woman, he'd throw himself upon me." + +Little White Manka suddenly exclaimed: + +"It's the truth you're telling, Jennka! I had a certain old bugger, +too. He made me pretend all the time that I was an innocent girl, so's +I'd cry and scream. But, Jennechka, though you're the smartest one of +us, yet I'll bet you won't guess who he was ..." + +"The warden of a prison?" + +"A fire chief." + +Suddenly Katie burst into laughter in her bass: + +"Well, now, I had a certain teacher. He taught some kind of arithmetic, +I disremember which. He always made me believe, that I was the man, and +he the woman, and that I should do it to him ... by force ... And what +a fool! Just imagine, girls, he'd yell all the time: 'I'm your woman! +I'm all yours! Take me! Take me!'" + +"Loony!" said the blue-eyed, spry Verka in a positive and unexpectedly +contralto voice: "Loony." + +"No, why?" suddenly retorted the kindly and modest Tamara. "Not crazy +at all, but simply, like all men, a libertine. At home it's tiresome +for him, while here for his money he can receive whatever pleasure he +desires. That's plain, it seems?" + +Jennka, who had been silent up to now, suddenly, with one quick +movement sat up in bed. + +"You're all fools!" she cried. "Why do you forgive them all this? +Before I used to be foolish myself, too, but now I compel them to walk +before me on all fours, compel them to kiss my soles, and they do this +with delight ... You all know, girlies, that I don't love money, but I +pluck the men in whatever way I can. They, the nasty beasts, present me +with the portraits of their wives, brides, mothers, daughters ... +However, you've seen, I think, the photographs in our water-closet? But +now, just think of it, my children ... A woman loves only once, but for +always, while a man loves like a he-greyhound... That he's unfaithful +is nothing; but he never has even the commonest feeling of gratitude +left either for the old, or the new, mistress. I've heard it said, that +now there are many clean boys among the young people. I believe this, +though I haven't seen, haven't met them, myself. But all those I have +seen are all vagabonds, nasty brutes and skunks. Not so long ago I read +some novel of our miserable life. It's almost the same thing as I'm +telling you now." + +Vanda came back. She slowly, carefully, sat down on the edge of +Jennka's bed; there, where the shadow of the lamp fell. Out of that +deep, though deformed psychical delicacy, which is peculiar to people +sentenced to death, prisoners at hard labour, and prostitutes, none had +the courage to ask her how she had passed this hour and a half. +Suddenly she threw upon the table twenty-five roubles and said: + +"Bring me white wine and a watermelon." + +And, burying her face in her arms, which had sunk on the table, she +began to sob inaudibly. And again no one took the liberty of putting +any question to her. Only Jennka grew pale from wrath and bit her lower +lip so that a row of white spots was left upon it. + +"Yes," she said; "here, now, I understand Tamara. You hear, Tamara, I +apologize before you. I've often laughed over your being in love with +your thief Senka. But here, now, I'll say that of all the men the most +decent is a thief or a murderer. He doesn't hide the fact that he loves +a girlie, and, if need be, will commit a crime for her--a theft or a +murder. But these--the rest of them! All lying, falsehood, petty +cunning, depravity on the sly. The nasty beast has three families, a +wife and five children. A governess and two children abroad. The eldest +daughter from the first marriage, and a child by her. And this +everybody, everybody in town knows, save his little children. And even +they, perhaps, guess it and whisper among themselves. And, just +imagine, he's a respected person, honoured by the whole world ... My +children, it seems we've never had occasion to enter into confidences +with each other, and yet I'll tell you, that I when I was ten and a +half, was sold by my own mother in the city of Zhitomir to Doctor +Tarabukin. I kissed his hands, implored him to spare me, I cried out to +him: 'I'm little!' But he'd answer me: 'That's nothing, that's nothing: +you'll grow up.' Well, of course, there was pain, aversion, nastiness +... And he afterwards spread it around as a current anecdote. The +desperate cry of my soul." + +"Well, as long as we do speak, let's speak to the end," suddenly and +calmly said Zoe, and smiled negligently and sadly. "I was deprived of +innocence by a teacher in the ministerial school, Ivan Petrovich Sus. +He simply called me over to his rooms, and his wife at that time had +gone to market for a suckling pig--it was Christmas. Treated me with +candies, and then said it was going to be one of two things: either I +must obey him in everything, or he'd at once expel me out of school for +bad conduct. But then you know yourselves, girls, how we feared the +teachers. Here they aren't terrible to us, because we do with them +whatever we want--but at that time! For then he seemed to us greater +than Czar and God." + +"And me a stewdent. He was teaching the master's boys in our place. +There, where I was a servant ..." + +"No, but I ..." exclaimed Niura, but, turning around unexpectedly, +remained as she was with her mouth open. Looking in the direction of +her gaze, Jennka had to wring her hands. In the doorway stood Liubka, +grown thin, with dark rings under her eyes, and, just like a +somnambulist, was searching with her hand for the door-knob, as a point +of support. + +"Liubka, you fool, what's the matter with you?" yelled Jennka loudly. +"What is it?" + +"Well, of course, what: he took and chased me out." + +No one said a word. Jennka hid her eyes with her hands and started +breathing hard, and it could be seen how under the skin of her cheeks +the taut muscles of the jaws were working. + +"Jennechka, all my hope is only in you," said Liubka with a deep +expression of weary helplessness. "Everybody respects you so. Talk it +over, dearie, with Anna Markovna or with Simeon ... Let them take me +back." + +Jennka straightened up on the bed, fixed Liubka with her dry, burning, +yet seemingly weeping eyes, and asked brokenly: + +"Have you eaten anything to-day?" + +"No. Neither yesterday, nor to-day. Nothing." + +"Listen, Jennechka," asked Vanda quietly, "suppose I give her some +white wine? And Verka meanwhile will run to the kitchen for meat? What?" + +"Do as you know best. Of course, that's all right. And give a look, +girlies, why, she's all wet. Oh, what a booby! Well! Lively! Undress +yourself! Little White Manka, or you, Tamarochka, give her dry drawers, +warm stockings and slippers. Well, now," she turned to Liubka, "tell +us, you idiot, all that happened to you!" + + + + +CHAPTER IX. + + +On that early morning when Lichonin so suddenly, and, perhaps, +unexpectedly even to himself, had carried off Liubka from the gay +establishment of Anna Markovna it was the height of summer. The trees +still remained green, but in the scent of the air, the leaves, and the +grass there was already to be felt, as though from afar, the tender, +melancholy, and at the same time bewitching scent of the nearing +autumn. With wonder the student gazed at the trees, so clean, innocent +and quiet, as though God, imperceptibly to men, had planted them about +here at night; and the trees themselves were looking around with wonder +upon the calm blue water, that still seemed slumbering in the pools and +ditches and under the wooden bridge thrown across the shallow river; +upon the lofty, as though newly washed sky, which had just awakened, +and, in the glow of dawn, half asleep, was smiling with a rosy, lazy, +happy smile in greeting to the kindling sun. + +The heart of the student expanded and quivered; both from the beauty of +the beatific morning, and from the joy of existence, and from the sweet +air, refreshing his lungs after the night, passed without sleep, in a +crowded and smoke-filled compartment. But the beauty and loftiness of +his own action moved him still more. + +Yes, he had acted like a man, like a real man, in the highest sense of +that word! Even now he is not repenting of what he had done. It's all +right for them (to whom this "them" applied, Lichonin did not properly +understand even himself), it's all right for them to talk about the +horrors of prostitution; to talk, sitting at tea, with rolls and +sausage, in the presence of pure and cultured girls. But had any one of +his colleagues taken some actual step toward liberating a woman from +perdition? Eh, now? And then there is also--the sort that will come to +this same Sonechka Marmeladova, will tell her all sorts of taradiddles, +describe all kinds of horrors to her, butt into her soul, until he +brings her to tears; and right off will start in crying himself and +begin to console her, embrace her, pat her on the head, kiss her at +first on the cheek, then on the lips; well, and everybody knows what +happens next! Faugh! But with him, with Lichonin, the word and the deed +were never at odds. + +He clasped Liubka around the waist, and looked at her with kindly, +almost loving, eyes; although, the very same minute, he himself thought +that he was regarding her as a father or a brother. + +Sleep was fearfully besetting Liubka; her eyes would close, and she +with an effort would open them wide, so as not to fall asleep again; +while on her lips lay the same naive, childish, tired smile, which +Lichonin had noticed still there, in the cabinet. And out of one corner +of her mouth ran a thin trickle of saliva. + +"Liubka, my dear! My darling, much-suffering woman! Behold how fine it +is all around! Lord! Here it's five years that I haven't seen the +sunrise. Now play at cards, now drinking, now I had to hurry to the +university. Behold, my dearest, over there the dawn has burst into +bloom. The sun is near! This is your dawn, Liubochka! This is your new +life beginning. You will fearlessly lean upon my strong arm. I shall +lead you out upon the road of honest toil, on the way to a brave combat +with life, face to face with it!" + +Liubka eyed him askance. "There, the fumes are still playing in his +head," she thought kindly. "But that's nothing--he's kind and a good +sort. Only a trifle homely." And, having smiled with a half-sleepy +smile, she said in a tone of capricious reproach: + +"Ye--es! You'll fool me, never fear. All of you men are like that. You +just gain yours at first, to get your pleasure, and then--no attention +whatsoever!" + +"I? Oh? That I should do this!" Lichonin exclaimed warmly and even +smote himself on the chest with his free hand. "Then you know me very +badly! I'm too honest a man to be deceiving a defenseless girl. No! +I'll exert all my powers and all my soul to educate your mind, to widen +your outlook, to compel your poor heart, which has suffered so, to +forget all the wounds and wrongs which life has inflicted upon it. I +will be a father and a brother to you! I shall safeguard your every +step! And if you will come to love somebody with a truly pure, holy +love, then I shall bless that day and hour when I had snatched you out +of this Dantean hell!" + +During the continuation of this flaming tirade the old cabby with great +significance, although silently, began laughing, and from this +inaudible laughter his back shook. Old cabbies hear very many things, +because to the cabby, sitting in front, everything is readily audible, +which is not at all suspected by the conversing fares; and many things +do the old cabbies know of that which takes place among people. Who +knows, perhaps he had heard more than once even more disordered, more +lofty speeches? + +It seemed to Liubka for some reason that Lichonin had grown angry at +her, or that he was growing jealous beforehand of some imaginary rival. +He was declaiming with entirely too much noise and agitation. She +became perfectly awake, turned her face to Lichonin with wide open, +uncomprehending, and at the same time submissive eyes, and slightly +touched his right hand, lying on her waist, with her fingers. + +"Don't get angry, my sweetie. I'll never exchange you for another. +Here's my word of honour, honest to God! My word of honour, that I +never will! Don't you think I feel you're wanting to take care of me? +Do you think I don't understand? Why, you're such an attractive, nice +little young fellow. There, now, if you were an old man and homely..." + +"Ah! You haven't got the right idea!" shouted Lichonin, and again in +high-flown style began to tell her about the equal rights of women, +about the sacredness of toil, about human justice, about freedom, about +the struggle against reigning evil. + +Of all his words Liubka understood exactly not a one. She still felt +herself guilty of something and somehow shrank all up, grew sad, bowed +her head and became quiet. A little more and she, in all probability, +would have burst out crying in the middle of the street; but +fortunately, they by this time had driven up to the house where +Lichonin was staying. + +"Well, here we are at home," said the student. "Stop, driver!" + +And when he had paid him, he could not refrain from declaiming with +pathos, his hand extended theatrically straight before him: + + "And into my house, calm and fearless, + As its full mistress walk thou in!" + +And again the unfathomable, prophetic smile wrinkled the aged brown +face of the cabby. + + + + +CHAPTER X. + + +The room in which Lichonin lived was situated on the fifth story and a +half. And a half, because there are such five, six, and seven-story +profitable houses, packed to overflowing and cheap, on top of which are +erected still other sorry bug-breeders of roof iron, something in the +nature of mansards; or more exactly, bird-houses, in which it is +fearfully cold in winter, while in the summer time it is just as torrid +as in the tropics. Liubka with difficulty clambered upward. It seemed +to her that now, now, two steps more, and she would drop straight down +on the steps and fall into a sleep from which nothing would be able to +wake her. But Lichonin was saying all the time: + +"My dear! I can see you are tired. But that's nothing. Lean upon me. We +are going upwards all the time! Always higher and higher! Is this not a +symbol of all human aspirations? My comrade, my sister, lean upon my +arm!" + +Here it became still worse for poor Liubka. As it was, she could barely +go up alone, but here she also had to drag in tow Lichonin, who had +grown extremely heavy. And his weight would not really have mattered; +his wordiness, however, was beginning to irritate her little by little. +So irritates at times the ceaseless, wearisome crying, like a +toothache, of an infant at breast; the piercing whimpering of a canary; +or someone whistling without pause and out of tune in an adjoining room. + +Finally, they reached Lichonin's room. There was no key in the door. +And, as a rule, it was never even locked with a key. Lichonin pushed +the door and they entered. It was dark in the room, because the window +curtains were lowered. It smelt of mice, kerosene, yesterday's +vegetable soup, long-.used bed linen, stale tobacco smoke. In the +half-dusk some one who could not be seen was snoring deafeningly and +with variations. + +Lichonin raised the shade. There were the usual furnishings of a poor +student: a sagging, unmade bed with a crumpled blanket; a lame table, +and on it a candlestick without a candle; several books on the floor +and on the table; cigarette stubs everywhere; and opposite the bed, +along the other wall, an old, old divan, upon which at the present +moment was sleeping and snoring, with mouth wide open, some young man +with black hair and moustache. The collar of his shirt was unbuttoned +and through its opening could be seen the chest and black hair, the +like of which for thickness and curliness could be found only on +Persian lambs. + +"Nijeradze! Hey, Nijeradze, get up!" cried Lichonin and prodded the +sleeper in the ribs. "Prince!" + +"M-m-m..." + +"May your race be even accursed in the person of your ancestors and +descendants! May they even be exiled from the heights of the beauteous +Caucasus! May they even never behold the blessed Georgia! Get up, you +skunk! Get up you Aravian dromedary! Kintoshka! ..." + +But suddenly, unexpectedly for Lichonin, Liubka intervened. She took +him by the arm and said timidly: + +"Darling, why torture him? Maybe he wants to sleep, maybe he's tired? +Let him sleep a bit. I'd better go home. Will you give me a half for a +cabby? To-morrow you'll come to me again. Isn't that so, sweetie?" + +Lichonin was abashed. So strange did the intervention of this silent, +apparently sleepy girl, appear to him. Of course, he did not grasp that +she was actuated by an instinctive, unconscious pity for a man who had +not had enough sleep; or, perhaps, a professional regard for the sleep +of other people. But the astonishment was only momentary. For some +reason he became offended. He raised the hand of the recumbent man, +which hung down to the floor, with the extinguished cigarette still +remaining between its fingers, and, shaking it hard, he said in a +serious, almost severe voice: + +"Listen, now, Nijeradze, I'm asking you seriously. Understand, now, may +the devil take you that I'm not alone, but with a woman. Swine!" + +It was as though a miracle had happened: the lying man suddenly jumped +up, as though some spring of unusual force had instantaneously unwound +under him. He sat down on the divan, rapidly rubbed with his palms his +eyes, forehead, temples; saw the woman, became confused at once, and +muttered, hastily buttoning his blouse: + +"Is that you, Lichonin? And here I was waiting and waiting for you and +fell asleep. Request the unknown comrade to turn away for just a +minute." + +He hastily pulled on his gray, everyday student's coat, and rumpled up +with all the fingers of both his hands his luxuriant black curls. +Liubka, with the coquetry natural to all women, no matter in what years +or situation they find themselves, walked up to the sliver of a mirror +hanging on the wall, to fix her hair-dress. Nijeradze askance, +questioningly, only with the movement of his eyes, indicated her to +Lichonin. + +"Never mind. Don't pay any attention," answered the other aloud. "But +let's get out of here, however. I'll tell you everything right away. +Excuse me, Liubochka, it's only for a minute. I'll come back at once, +fix you up, and then evaporate, like smoke." + +"But don't trouble yourself," replied Liubka: "it'll be all right for +me here, right on this divan. And you fix yourself up on the bed." + +"No, that's no longer like a model, my angel! I have a colleague here. +And so I'll go to him to sleep. I'll return in just a minute." + +Both students went out into the corridor. + +"What meaneth this dream?" asked Nijeradze, opening wide his oriental, +somewhat sheepish eyes. "Whence this beauteous child, this comrade in a +petticoat?" + +Lichonin shook his head with great significance and made a wry face. +Now, when the ride, the fresh air, the morning, and the business-like, +everyday, accustomed setting had entirely sobered him, he was beginning +to experience within his soul an indistinct feeling of a certain +awkwardness, needlessness of this sudden action; and at the same time +something in the nature of an unconscious irritation both against +himself and the woman he had carried off. He already had a presentiment +of the onerousness of living together, of a multiplicity of cares, +unpleasantnesses and expenses; of the equivocal smiles or even simply +the unceremonious questionings of comrades; finally, of the serious +hindrance during the time of government examinations. But, having +scarcely begun speaking with Nijeradze, he at once became ashamed of +his pusillanimity, and having started off listlessly, towards the end +he again began to prance on his heroic steed. + +"Do you see, prince," he said, in his confusion twisting a button of +his comrade's coat and without looking in his eyes, "you've made a +mistake. This isn't a comrade in a petticoat, but ... simply, I was +just now with my colleagues ... that is, I wasn't, but just dropped in +for a minute with my friends into the Yamkas, to Anna Markovna ..." + +"With whom?" asked Nijeradze, becoming animated. + +"Well, isn't it all the same to you, prince? There was Tolpygin, +Ramses, a certain sub-professor--Yarchenko--Borya Sobashnikov, and +others ... I don't recall. We had been boat-riding the whole evening, +then dived into a publican's, and only after that, like swine, started +for the Yamkas. I, you know, am a very abstemious man. I only sat and +soaked up cognac, like a sponge, with a certain reporter I know. Well, +all the others fell from grace however. And so, toward morning, for +some reason or other, I went all to pieces. I got so sad and full of +pity from looking at these unhappy women. I also thought, now, of how +our sisters enjoy our regard, love, protection; how our mothers are +surrounded with reverent adoration. Just let some one say one rude word +to them, shove them, offend them; we are ready to chew his throat off! +Isn't that the truth?" + +"M-m? ..." drawled out the Georgian, half questioningly, half +expectantly, and squinted his eyes to one side. + +"Well, then I thought: why, now, any blackguard, any whippersnapper, +any shattered ancient can take any one of these women to himself for a +minute or for a night, as a momentary whim; and indifferently, one +superfluous time more--the thousand and first--profane and defile in +her that which is the most precious in a human being--love... Do you +understand--revile, trample it underfoot, pay for the visit and walk +away in peace, his hands in his pockets, whistling. But the most +horrible of all is that all this has come to be a habit with them; it's +all one to her, and it's all one to him. The feelings have dulled, the +soul has dimmed. That's so, isn't it? And yet, in every one of them +perishes both a splendid sister and a sainted mother. Eh? Isn't that +the truth?" + +"N-na? ...." mumbled Nijeradze and again shifted his eyes to one side. + +"And so I thought: wherefore words and superfluous exclamations! To the +devil with hypocritical speeches during conventions. To the devil with +abolition, regulation (suddenly, involuntarily, the recent words of the +reporter came to his mind), Magdalene asylums and all these +distributions of holy books in the establishments! Here, I'll up and +act as a really honest man, snatch a girl out of this slough, implant +her in real firm soil, calm her, encourage her, treat her kindly." + +"H-hm!" grunted Nijeradze with a grin. + +"Eh, prince! You always have salacious things on your mind. For you +understand that I'm not talking about a woman, but about a human being; +not about flesh, but about a soul." + +"All right, all right, me soul, go on!" + +"Futhermore, as I thought, so did I act. I took her to-day from Anna +Markovna's and brought her for the present to me. And later--whatever +God may grant. I'll teach her in the beginning to read, and write; then +open up for her a little cook-shop, or a grocery store, let's say. I +think that the comrades won't refuse to help me. The human heart, +prince, my brother--every heart--is in need of cordiality, of warmth. +And lo and behold! in a year, in two, I will return to society a good, +industrious, worthy member, with a virgin soul, open to all sorts of +great possibilities... For she has given only her body, while her soul +is pure and innocent." + +"Tse, tse, tse," the prince smacked his tongue. + +"What does this mean, you Tifflissian he-mule?" + +"And will you buy her a sewing machine?" + +"Why a sewing machine, in particular? I don't understand." + +"It's always that way in the novels, me soul. Just as soon as the hero +has saved the poor, but lost, creature, he at once sets up a sewing +machine for her." + +"Stop talking nonsense," Lichonin waved him away angrily with his hand. +"Clown!" + +The Georgian suddenly grew heated, his black eyes began to sparkle, and +immediately Caucasian intonations could be heard in his voice. + +"No, not nonsense, me soul. It's one of two things here, and it'll all +end in one and the same result. Either you'll get together with her and +after five months chuck her out on the street; and she'll return to the +brothel or take to walking the street. That's a fact! Or else you won't +get together with her, but will begin to load her up with manual or +mental labours and will try to develop her ignorant, dark mind; and she +from tedium will run away from you, and will again find herself either +walking the street, or in a brothel. That's a fact, too! However, there +is still a third combination. You'll be vexing yourself about her like +a brother, like the knight Lancelot, but she, secretly from you, will +fall in love with another. Me soul, believe me, that wooman, when she +is a wooman, is always--a wooman. And the other will play a bit with +her body, and after three months chuck her out into the street or into +a brothel." + +Lichonin sighed deeply. Somewhere deep--not in his mind, but in the +hidden, almost unseizable secret recesses of his +consciousness--something resembling the thought that Nijeradze was +right flashed through him. But he quickly gained control of himself, +shook his head, and, stretching out his hand to the prince, uttered +triumphantly: + +"I promise you, that after half a year you'll take your words back, and +as a mark of apology, you Erivanian billy goat, you Armavirian +egg-plant, you'll stand me to a dozen of Cakhetine wine." + +"Va! That's a go!" the prince struck Lichonin's hand with his palm with +all his might. "With pleasure. But if it comes out as I say--then you +do it." + +"Then I do it. However, AU REVOIR, prince. Whom are you lodging with?" + +"Right here, in this corridor, at Soloviev's. But you, of course, like +a mediaeval knight, will lay a two-edged sword between yourself and the +beauteous Rosamond? Yes?" + +"Nonsense! I did want to pass the night at Soloviev's myself. But now +I'll go and wander about the streets a bit and turn in into somebody's; +to Zaitzevich or Strump. Farewell, prince!" + +"Wait, wait!" Nijeradze called him, when he had gone a few steps. "I +have forgotten to tell you the main thing: Partzan has tripped up!" + +"So that's how?" wondered Lichonin, and at once yawned long, deeply and +with enjoyment. + +"Yes. But there's nothing dreadful; only the possession of some illegal +brochures and stuff. He won't have to sit for more than a year." + +"That's nothing; he's a husky lad, he can stand it." + +"He's husky, all right" confirmed the prince. + +"Farewell!" + +"AU REVOIR, knight Grunwaldus!" + +"AU REVOIR, you Carbidinian stallion." + + + + +CHAPTER XI. + + +Lichonin was left alone. In the half-dark corridor it smelt of kerosene +fumes from the guttering little tin lamp, and of the odour of stagnant +bad tobacco. The daylight dully penetrated only near the top, from two +small glass frames, let in the roof at both ends of the corridor. + +Lichonin found himself in that simultaneously weakened and elevated +mood which is so familiar to every man who has happened to be +thoroughly sleepless for a long time. It was as though he had gone out +of the limitations of everyday human life, and this life had become to +him distant and of indifference; but at the same time his thoughts and +emotions obtained a certain peaceful clarity and apathetic +distinctness, and there was a tedious and languishing allurement in +this crystal Nirvanah. + +He stood near his room, leaning against the wall, and seemed to see, +feel, and hear how near him and below him were sleeping several score +of people; sleeping with the last, fast morning sleep, with open +mouths, with measured deep breathing, with a wilted pallor on their +faces, glistening from sleep; and through his head flashed the thought, +remote yet familiar since childhood, of how horrible sleeping people +are--far more horrible than dead people. Then he remembered about +Liubka. His subterranean, submerged, mysterious "I" rapidly, rapidly +whispered that he ought to drop into the room, and see if the girl were +all right, as well as make certain dispositions about tea in the +morning; but he made believe to himself that he was not at all even +thinking of this, and walked out into the street. + +He walked, looking closely at everything that met his eyes, with an +idle and exact curiosity new to him; and every feature was drawn for +him in relief to such a degree that it seemed to him as though he were +feeling it with his fingers... There a peasant woman passed by. Over +her shoulder is a yoke staff, while at each end of the yoke is a large +pail of milk; her face is not young, with a net of fine wrinkles on the +temples and with two deep furrows from the nostrils to the corners of +the mouth; but her cheeks are rosy, and, probably, hard to the touch, +while her hazel eyes radiate a sprightly peasant smile. From the +movement of the heavy yoke and from the smooth walk her hips sway +rhythmically now to the left, now to the right, and in their wave-like +movements there is a coarse, sensual beauty. + +"A mischievous dame, and she's lived through a checkered life," +reflected Lichonin. And suddenly, unexpectedly to himself, he had a +feeling for, and irresistibly desired, this woman, altogether unknown +to him, homely and not young; in all probability dirty and vulgar, but +still resembling, as it seemed to him, a large Antonovka[17] apple +which had fallen to the ground-somewhat bored by a worm, and which had +lain just a wee bit too long, but which has still preserved its bright +colour and its fragrant, winey aroma. + + +[17] Somewhat like a Spitzbergen, but a trifle rounder.--Trans. + + +Getting ahead of her, an empty, black, funereal catafalque whirled by; +with two horses in harness, and two tied behind to the little rear +columns. The torch-bearers and grave-diggers, already drunk since +morning, with red, brutish faces, with rusty opera hats on their heads, +were sitting in a disorderly heap on their uniform liveries, on the +reticular horse-blankets, on the mourning lanterns; and with rusty, +hoarse voices were roaring out some incoherent song. "They must be +hurrying to a funeral procession; or, perhaps, have even finished it +already," reflected Lichonin; "merry fellows!" On the boulevard he came +to a stop and sat down on a small wooden bench, painted green. Two rows +of mighty centenarian chestnuts went away into the distance, merging +together somewhere afar into one straight green arrow. The prickly +large nuts were already hanging on the trees. Lichonin suddenly +recalled that at the very beginning of the spring he had been sitting +on this very boulevard, and at this very same spot. Then it had been a +calm, gentle evening of smoky purple, soundlessly falling into slumber, +just like a smiling, tired maiden. Then the stalwart chestnuts, with +their foliage--broad at the bottom and narrow toward the top--had been +strewn all over with clusters of blossoms, growing with bright, rosy, +thin cones straight to the sky; just as though some one by mistake had +taken and fastened upon all the chestnuts, as upon lustres, pink +Christmas-tree candles. And suddenly, with extraordinary +poignancy--every man sooner or later passes through this zone of inner +emotion--Lichonin felt, that here are the nuts ripening already, while +then there had been little pink blossoming candles, and that there +would be many more springs and many blossoms, but the one which had +passed no one and nothing had the power to bring back. Sadly gazing +into the depths of the retreating dense alley, he suddenly noticed that +sentimental tears were making his eyes smart. + +He got up and went on farther, looking closely at everything that he +met with an incessant, sharpened, and at the same time calm attention, +just as though he were looking at the God-created world for the first +time. A gang of stone masons went past him on the pavement, and all of +them were reflected in his inner vision with an exaggerated vividness +and brilliance of colour, just as though on the frosted glass of a +camera obscura. The foreman, with a red beard, matted to one side, and +with blue austere eyes; and a tremendous young fellow, whose left eye +was swollen, and who had a spot of a dark-blue colour spreading from +the forehead to the cheekbone and from the nose to the temple; and a +young boy with a naive, country face, with a gaping mouth like a +fledgling's, weak, moist; and an old man who, having come late, was +running after the gang at a funny, goat-like trot; and their clothes, +soiled with lime, their aprons and their chisels--all this flickered +before him in an inanimate file--a colourful, motley, but dead +cinematographic film. + +He had to cut across the New Kishenevsky Market. Suddenly the savoury, +greasy odour of something roasted compelled him to distend his +nostrils. Lichonin recalled that he had not eaten anything since noon +yesterday, and at once felt hunger. He turned to the right, into the +centre of the market. + +In the days of his starvings--and he had had to experience them more +than once--he would come here to the market, and for the pitiful +coppers, gotten with difficulty, would buy himself bread and fried +sausage. This was in winter, oftenest of all. The huckstress, wrapped +up in a multiplicity of clothes, usually sat upon a pot of coals for +warmth; while before her, on the iron dripping-pan, hissed and crackled +the thick, home-made sausage, cut into pieces a quarter of a yard in +length, plentifully seasoned with garlic. A piece of sausage usually +cost ten kopecks, the bread two kopecks. + +There were very many folk at market to-day. Even at a distance, edging +his way to the familiar, loved stall, Lichonin heard the sounds of +music. Having made his way through the crowd, which in a solid ring +surrounded one of the stalls, he saw a naive and endearing sight, which +may be seen only in the blessed south of Russia. Ten or fifteen +huckstresses, during ordinary times gossips of evil tongue and addicted +to unrestrainable swearing, inexhaustible in its verbal diversity, but +now, evidently, flattering and tender cronies, had started celebrating +even since last evening; had caroused the whole night through and now +had carried their noisy merrymaking out to the market. The hired +musicians--two fiddles, a first and a second, and a tambourine--were +strumming a monotonous but a lively, bold, daring and cunning tune. +Some of the wives were clinking glasses and kissing each other, pouring +vodka over one another; others poured it out into glasses and over the +tables; others still, clapping their palms in time with the music, +oh'd, squealed, and danced, squatting in one place. And in the middle +of the ring, upon the cobbles of the pavement, a stout woman of about +forty-five, but still handsome, with red, fleshy lips, with humid, +intoxicated, seemingly unctuous eyes, merrily sparkling from under the +high bows of black, regular, Little Russian eyebrows, was whirling +around and stamping out a tattoo on one spot. All the beauty and all +the art of her dance consisted in that she would now bow her little +head and look out provokingly from under her eyebrows, then suddenly +toss it back and let her eyelashes down and spread her hands out at her +sides; and also in that in measure with the dance her enormous breasts +swayed and quivered under her red calico waist. During the dance she +was singing, now shuffling her heels, now the toes, of her goat-skin +shoes: + + "The fiddle's playing on the street, + You can hear its bass so sweet; + My mother has me locked up neat, + My waitin' dearie I can't meet." + +That was the very country-wife whom Lichonin knew; the self-same who +not only had had him for a client during hard times, but had even +extended him credit. She suddenly recognized Lichonin, darted to him, +embraced him, squeezed him to her bosom and kissed him straight on his +lips with her moist, warm, thick lips. Then she spread her arms out +wide, smote one palm against the other, intertwined her fingers, and +sweetly, as only Podolian wives can do it, began to coo: + +"My little master, my little silver gold trove, my lovie! You forgive a +drunken wife like me, now. Well, what of it? I've gone op a spree!" She +then darted at him in an attempt to kiss his hand. "But then, I know +you ain't proud, like other gentry. Well, give me your hand, +dearie-dear; why, I want to kiss your little hand! No, no, no! I athk, +I athk you! ..." "Well, now, that's nonsense, Aunt Glycera!" Linchonin +interrupted her, unexpectedly becoming animated. "Let's best kiss just +so, now. Your lips are just too sweet!" + +"Ah, my little sweetheart! My little bright sun, my little apple of +paradise, you," Glycera waxed tender, "give me your lips, then! Give me +your little lips to buss, then! ..." + +She pressed him warmly to her gigantean bosom and again slavered over +him with her moist, warm, Hottentot lips. After that, she seized him by +his sleeve, brought him out into the middle of the ring, and began to +walk around him with a stately, mincing step, having bent her waist +coquettishly and vociferating: + + "Oh, each to his taste, I want Paraska more, + For I've a divel in my pants + Her skirt holds somethin' for!" + +And then suddenly she passed on, sustained by the musicians, to a most +rollicking, Little Russian, thumping GOPAK dance: + + "Oh, Chook, that is too much, + You have soiled your apron too much. + Well, Prisko, don't you fret, + Wipe it off, then, if you're wet! + TRALALA, TRALALA ... + + Sleeps, Khima, and won't stir + That a Kossack sleeps with her, + You feel all, Khima--why deceive? + Just to yourself you make believe. + TAI, TAI, TRALALAI..."' + +Lichonin, completely grown merry, suddenly began jumping like a goat +about her, just like a satellite around a whirling planet--long-legged, +long-armed, stooping and altogether incongruous. His entrance was +greeted by a general but pretty friendly neighing. He was made to sit +down at the table, was helped to vodka and sausage. He, for his part, +sent a tramp he knew after beer, and, glass in hand, delivered three +absurd speeches: one about the self-determination of Ukraine; another +about the goodness of Little Russian sausage, in connection with the +beauty and domesticity of the women of Little Russia; and the third, +for some reason, about trade and industry in the south of Russia. +Sitting alongside of Lukeriya, he was all the time trying to embrace +her around the waist, and she did not oppose this. But even his long +arms could not encompass her amazing waist. However, she clasped his +hand powerfully under the table, until it hurt, with her enormous, soft +hand, as hot as fire. + +At this moment among the huckstresses, who up to now had been tenderly +kissing, certain old, unsettled quarrels and grievances flickered up. +Two of the wives, bending toward each other just like roosters ready to +enter battle, their arms akimbo, were pouring upon each other the most +choice, out-of-the-way oaths: + +"Fool, stiff, daughter of a dog!" one was yelling. "Youse ain't fit to +kiss me right here." And, turning her back around to her foe, she +loudly slapped herself below the spine. "Right here! Here!" + +While the other, infuriated, squealed in answer: + +"You lie, you slut, for I am fit, I am fit!" + +Lichonin utilized the minute. As though he had just recalled something, +he hurriedly jumped up from the bench and called out: + +"Wait for me, Aunty Luckeriya, I'll come in three minutes!" and dived +through the living ring of spectators. + +"Master! Master!" his neighbour cried after him: "Come back the +quickest you can, now! I've one little word to say to you." + +Having turned the corner, he for some time racked his head trying to +recall what it was that he absolutely had to do, now, this very minute. +And again, in the very depths of his soul, he knew just what he had to +do, but he procrastinated confessing this to his own self. It was +already a clear, bright day, about nine or ten o'clock. Janitors were +watering the streets with rubber hose. Flower girls were sitting on the +squares and near the gates of the boulevards, with roses, +stock-gillyflowers and narcissi. The radiant, gay, rich southern town +was beginning to get animated. Over the pavement jolted an iron cage +filled with dogs of every possible colour, breed, and age. On the coach +box were sitting two dog-catchers, or, as they deferentially style +themselves, "the king's dog-catchers"--i. e., hunters of stray +dogs--returning home with this morning's catch. + +"She must be awake by now," Lichonin's secret thought finally took +form; "but if she isn't yet awake, then I'll quietly lie down on the +divan and sleep a little." + +In the corridor the dying kerosene lamp emitted a dim light and smoked +as before, and the watery, murky half-light penetrated into the narrow, +long box. The door of the room had remained unlocked, after all. +Lichonin opened it without a sound and entered. + +The faint, blue half-light poured in through the interstices between +the blinds and the windows. Lichonin stopped in the middle of the room +and with an intensified avidity heard the quiet, sleeping breathing of +Liubka. His lips became so hot and dry that he had to lick them +incessantly. His knees began to tremble. + +"Ask if she needs anything," suddenly darted through his head. + +Like a drunkard, breathing hard, with mouth open, staggering on his +shaking legs, he walked up to the bed. + +Liubka was sleeping on her back, with one bare arm stretched out along +the body, and the other on her breast. Lichonin bent nearer, to her +very face. She was breathing evenly and deeply. This breathing of her +young, healthy body was, despite sleep, pure and almost aromatic. He +cautiously ran his fingers over her bare arm and stroked her breast a +little below the clavicle. "What am I doing?" his reason suddenly cried +out within him in terror; but some one else answered for Lichonin: "But +I'm not doing anything. I only want to ask if she's sleeping +comfortably, and whether she doesn't want some tea." + +But Liubka suddenly awoke, opened her eyes, blinked them for a moment +and opened them again. She gave a long, long stretch, and with a +kindly, not yet fully reasoning smile, encircled Lichonin's neck with +her warm, strong arm. + +"Sweetie! Darling!" caressingly uttered the woman in a crooning voice, +somewhat hoarse from sleep. "Why, I was waiting for you and waiting, +and even became angry. And after that I fell asleep and all night long +saw you in my sleep. Come to me, my baby, my lil' precious!" She drew +him to her, breast against breast. + +Lichonin almost did not resist; he was all atremble, as from a chill, +and meaninglessly repeating in a galloping whisper with chattering +teeth: + +"No, now, Liuba, don't ... Really, don't do that, Liuba ... Ah, let's +drop this, Liuba ... Don't torture me. I won't vouch for myself ... Let +me alone, now, Liuba, for God's sake! ..." + +"My-y little silly!" she exclaimed in a laughing, joyous voice. "Come +to me, my joy!"--and, overcoming the last, altogether insignificant +opposition, she pressed his mouth to hers and kissed him hard and +warmly--kissed him sincerely, perhaps for the first and last time in +her life. + +"Oh, you scoundrel! What am I doing?" declaimed some honest, prudent, +and false body in Lichonin. + +"Well, now? Are you eased up a bit?" asked Liubka kindly, kissing +Lichonin's lips for the last time. "Oh, you, my little student! ..." + + + + +CHAPTER XII. + + +With pain at soul, with malice and repulsion toward himself and Liubka, +and, it would seem, toward all the world, Lichonin without undressing +flung himself upon the wooden, lopsided, sagging divan and even gnashed +his teeth from the smarting shame. Sleep would not come to him, while +his thoughts revolved around this fool action--as he himself called the +carrying off of Liubka,--in which an atrocious vaudeville had been so +disgustingly intertwined with a deep drama. "It's all one," he +stubbornly repeated to himself. "Once I have given my promise, I'll see +the business through to the end. And, of course, that which has +occurred just now will never, never be repeated! My God, who hasn't +fallen, giving in to a momentary laxity of the nerves? Some philosopher +or other has expressed a deep, remarkable truth, when he affirmed that +the value of the human soul may be known by the depth of its fall and +the height of its flight. But still, the devil take the whole of this +idiotical day and that equivocal reasoner--the reporter Platonov, and +his own--Lichonin's--absurd outburst of chivalry! Just as though, in +reality, this had not taken place in real life, but in Chernishevski's +novel, What's to be done? And how, devil take it, with what eyes will I +look upon her tomorrow?" + +His head was on fire; his eyelids were smarting, his lips dry. He was +nervously smoking a cigarette and frequently got up from the divan to +take the decanter of water off the table, and avidly, straight from its +mouth, drink several big draughts. Then, by some accidental effort of +the will, he succeeded in tearing his thoughts away from the past +night, and at once a heavy sleep, without any visions and images, +enveloped him as though in black cotton. + +He awoke long past noon, at two or three o'clock; at first could not +come to himself for a long while; smacked his lips and looked around +the room with glazed, heavy eyes. All that had happened during the +night seemed to have flown out of his memory. But when he saw Liubka, +who was quietly and motionlessly sitting on the bed, with head lowered +and hands crossed on her knees, he began to groan and grunt from +vexation and confusion. Now he recalled everything. And at that minute +he experienced in his own person how heavy it is to see in the morning, +with one's own eyes, the results of folly committed the night before. + +"Are you awake, sweetie?" asked Liubka kindly. + +She got up from the bed, walked up to the divan, sat down at Lichonin's +feet, and cautiously patted his blanket-covered leg. + +"Why, I woke up long ago and was sitting all the while; I was afraid to +wake you up. You were sleeping so very soundly!" + +She stretched toward him and kissed him on the cheek. Lichonin made a +wry face and gently pushed her away from him. + +"Wait, Liubochka! Wait; that's not necessary. Do you +understand--absolutely, never necessary. That which took place +yesterday--well, that's an accident. My weakness, let's say. Even more, +a momentary baseness, perhaps. But, by God, believe me, I didn't at all +want to make a mistress out of you. I want to see you my friend, my +sister, my comrade ... Well, that's nothing, then; everything will +adjust itself, grow customary. Only one mustn't fall in spirit. And in +the meanwhile, my dear, go to the window and look out of it a bit; I +just want to put myself in order." + +Liubka slightly pouted her lips and walked off to the window, turning +her back on Lichonin. All these words about friendship, brotherhood and +comradeship she could not understand with her brain of a hen and her +simple peasant soul. That a student--after all, not just anybody, but +an educated man, who could learn to be a doctor, or a lawyer, or a +judge--had taken her for maintenance flattered her imagination far more +... And here, now, it turned out that he had just fulfilled his +caprice, had gotten what he wanted, and was now trying to back out. +They are all like that, the men! + +Lichonin hastily got up, splashed a few handfuls of water in his face, +and dried himself with an old napkin. Then he raised the blinds and +threw open both window shutters. The golden sunlight, the azure sky, +the rumble of the city, the foliage of the thick linden trees and the +chestnuts, the bells of the horse trams, the dry smell of the hot, +dusty street--all this at once burst into the tiny garret room. +Lichonin walked up to Liubka and amicably patted her on the shoulder. + +"Never mind, my joy ... What's done can't be undone, but it's a lesson +for the future. You haven't yet asked tea for yourself, Liubochka?" + +"No, I was waiting for you all the while. Besides, I didn't know who to +ask. And you're all right, too. Why, I heard you, after you went off +with your friend, come back and stand a while near the door. But you +never even said good-bye to me. Is that right?" + +"The first family quarrel," thought Lichonin, but thought it without +malice, in jest. + +The wash-up, the beauty of the gold and blue southern sky, and the +naive, partly submissive, partly displeased face of Liubka, as well as +the consciousness that after all he was a man, and that he and not she +had to answer for the porridge he had cooked--all this together braced +up his nerves and compelled him to take himself in hand. He opened the +door and roared into the darkness of the stinking corridor: + +"Al-lexa-andra! A samova-ar! Two lo-oaves, bu-utter, and sausage! And a +small bottle of vo-odka!" + +The patter of slippers was heard in the corridor, and an aged voice, +even from afar, began to speak thickly: + +"What are you bawling for? What are you bawling for, eh? Ho, ho, ho! +Like a stallion in a stall. You ain't little, to look at you; you're +grown up already, yet you carry on like a street boy! Well, what do you +want?" + +Into the room walked a little old woman, with red-lidded eyes, like +little narrow cracks, and with a face amazingly like parchment, upon +which a long, sharp nose stuck downward, morosely and ominously. This +was Alexandra, the servant of old of the student bird-houses; the +friend and creditor of all the students; a woman of sixty-five, +argumentative, and a grumbler. + +Lichonin repeated his order to her and gave her a rouble note. But the +old woman would not go away; shuffled in one place, snorted, chewed +with her lips and looked inimically at the girl sitting--with her back +to the light. + +"What's the matter with you now, Alexandra, that you seem ossified?" +asked Lichonin, laughing. "Or are you lost in admiration? Well, then, +know: this is my cousin, my first cousin, that is--Liubov..."[18] he +was confused for only a second, but immediately fired away: "Liubov +Vasilievna, but for me--simply Liubochka. I've known her when she was +only that high," he showed a quarter of a yard off the table. "And I +pulled her ears and slapped her for her caprices over the place where +the legs grow from. And then ... I caught all sorts of bugs for her ... +But, however ... However, you go on, go on, you Egyptian mummy, you +fragment of former ages! Let one leg be here and the other there!" + + +[18] Love.--Trans. + + +But the old woman lingered. Stamping all around herself, she barely, +barely turned to the door and kept a keen, spiteful, sidelong glance on +Liubka. And at the same time she muttered with her sunken mouth: + +"First cousin! We know these first cousins! There's lots of them +walking around Kashtanovaya Street. There, these he-dogs can never get +enough!" + +"Well, you old barque! Lively and don't growl!" Lichonin shouted after +her. "Or else, like your friend, the student Triassov, I'll take and +lock you up in the dressing room for twenty-four hours!" + +Alexandra went away, and for a long time her aged, flapping steps and +indistinct muttering could be heard in the corridor. She was inclined, +in her austere, grumbling kindliness, to forgive a great deal to the +studying youths, whom she had served for nigh unto forty years. She +forgave drunkenness, card playing, scandals, loud singing, debts; but, +alas! she was a virgin, and there was only one thing her continent soul +could not abide--libertinage. + + + + +CHAPTER XIII. + + +"And that's splendid ... And fine and charming," Lichonin was saying, +bustling about the lame table and without need shifting the tea things +from one place to another. "For a long time, like an old crocodile, I +haven't drunk tea as it should be drunk, in a Christian manner, in a +domestic setting. Sit down, Liuba, sit down, my dear, right here on the +divan, and keep house. Vodka, in all probability, you don't drink of a +morning, but I, with your permission, will drink some ... This braces +up the nerves right off. Make mine a little stronger, please, with a +piece of lemon. Ah, what can taste better than a glass of hot tea, +poured out by charming feminine hands?" + +Liubka listened to his chatter, a trifle too noisy to seem fully +natural; and her smile, in the beginning mistrusting, wary, was +softening and brightening. But she did not get on with the tea +especially well. At home, in the backwoods village, where this beverage +was still held a rarity, the dainty luxury of well-to-do families, to +be brewed only for honored guests and on great holidays--there over the +pouring of the tea officiated the eldest man of the family. Later, when +Liubka served with "all found" in the little provincial capital city, +in the beginning at a priest's, and later with an insurance agent (who +had been the first to put her on the road of prostitution)--she was +usually left some strained, tepid tea, which had already been drunk +off, with a bit of gnawn sugar, by the mistress herself--the thin, +jaundiced, malicious wife of the priest; or the wife of the agent, a +fat, old, wrinkled, malignant, greasy, jealous and stingy common woman. +Therefore, the simple business of preparing the tea was now as +difficult for her as it is difficult for all of us in childhood to +distinguish the left hand from the right, or to tie a rope in a small +noose. The bustling Lichonin only hindered her and threw her into +confusion. + +"My dear, the art of brewing tea is a great art. It ought to be studied +at Moscow. At first a dry teapot is slightly warmed up. Then the tea is +put into it and is quickly scalded with boiling water. The first liquid +must at once be poured off into the slop-bowl--the tea thus becomes +purer and more aromatic; and by the way, it's also known that Chinamen +are pagans and prepare their herb very filthily. After that the tea-pot +must be filled anew, up to a quarter of its volume; left on the tray, +covered over with a towel and kept so for three and a half minutes. +Afterwards pour in more boiling water almost up to the top, cover it +again, let it stay just a bit, and you have ready, my dear, a divine +beverage; fragrant, refreshing, and strengthening." + +The homely, but pleasant-looking face of Liubka, all spotted from +freckles, like a cuckoo's egg, lengthened and paled a little. + +"Well, for God's sake, don't you be angry at me ... You're called +Vassil Vassilich, isn't that so? Don't get angry, darling Vassil +Vassilich. Really, now, I'll learn fast, I'm quick. And why do you say +you and you[19] to me all the time? It seems that we aren't strangers +now?" + + +[19] In contradistinction to "thou," as used to familiars and inferiors +in Russia.--Trans. + + +She looked at him kindly. And truly, she had this morning, for the +first time in all her brief but distorted life, given her body to a +man--even though without enjoyment but more out of gratitude and pity, +yet voluntarily--not for money, not under compulsion, not under threat +of dismissal and scandal. And her feminine heart, always unwithering, +always drawn to love, like a sunflower to the sun, was at this moment +pure and inclined to tenderness. + +But Lichonin suddenly felt a prickling, shameful awkwardness and +something inimical toward this woman, yesterday unknown to him, +now--his chance mistress. "The charms of the family hearth have begun," +he thought involuntarily; still, he got up from his chair, walked up to +Liubka, and having taken her by the hand, drew her to him and patted +her on the head. + +"My dear, my darling sister," he said touchingly and falsely; "that +which has happened to-day must never more be repeated. In everything +only I alone am guilty, and, if you desire, I am ready to beg +forgiveness of you on my knees. Understand--oh, understand, that all +this came about against my will, somehow elementally, suddenly, +unexpectedly. And I myself didn't think that it would be like that! You +understand, for a very long time ... I have not known woman intimately +... A repulsive, unbridled beast awoke within me ... and ... But, Lord, +is my fault so great, then? Holy people, anchorites, recluses, +ascetics, stylites, hermits in deserts, are no match for me in +fortitude of spirit--yet even they fell in the struggle with the +temptation of the diabolical flesh. But then, I swear by whatever you +wish, that this won't be repeated any more ... Isn't that so?" + +Liubka was stubbornly trying to pull his hand away from hers. Her lips +had become a little stuck out and the lowered lids began to wink +frequently. + +"Ye-es," she drawled, like a child that stubbornly refuses to "make +up." "Well, I can see that I don't please you. Well, then, you'd best +tell me so straight and give me a little for a cab, and some more, now; +as much as you want ... The money for the night is paid anyway, and I +only have to ride up to ... there." + +Lichonin seized his hair, flung himself about the room and began to +declaim: + +"Ah, not that, not that, not that! Just understand me, Liuba! To go on +with that which happened in the morning--that's ... that's swinishness, +bestiality, and unworthy of a man who respects himself. Love! +Love--this is a full blending of minds, thoughts, souls, interests, and +not of the bodies alone. Love is a tremendous, great emotion, mighty as +the universe, and not the sprawling in bed. There's no such love +between us, Liubochka. If it'll come, it will be wonderful happiness +both for you and for me. But in the meantime--I'm your friend, your +faithful comrade, on the path of life. And that's enough, and that will +do ... And though I'm no stranger to human frailties, still, I count +myself an honest man." + +Liubka seemed to wilt. "He thinks I want him to marry me. And I +absolutely don't need that," she thought sadly. "It's possible to live +just so. There are others, now, living on maintenance. And, they say, +far better than if they had twirled around an altar. What's so bad +about that? Peaceful, quiet, genteel ... I'd darn socks for him, wash +floors, cook ... the plainer dishes. Of course, he'll be in line to get +married to a rich girl some time. Well, now, to be sure, he wouldn't +throw me out in the street just so, mother-naked. Although he's a +little simpleton, and chatters a lot, still it's easy to tell he's a +decent man. He'll provide for me with something, somehow. And, perhaps, +he'll get to like me, will get used to me? I'm a simple girl, modest, +and would never consent to be false to him. For, they say, things do +fall out that way ... Only I mustn't let him see anything. But that +he'll come again into my bed, and will come this very night--that's as +sure as God is holy." + +And Lichonin also fell into thought, grew quiet and sad; he was already +feeling the weight of a great deed which he had undertaken beyond his +powers. That was why he was even glad when some one knocked on the +door, and to his answer, "Come in!", two students entered: Soloviev, +and Nijeradze, who had slept that night at his place. + +Soloviev, well-grown and already obese, with a broad, ruddy Volga face +and a light, scandent little beard, belonged to those kindly, merry and +simple fellows, of which there are sufficiently many in any university. +He divided his leisure--and of leisure he had twenty-four hours in the +day--between the beer-shop and rambling over the boulevards; among +billiards, whist, the theatre, reading of newspapers and novels, and +the spectacles of circus wrestling; while the short intervals in +between he used for eating, sleeping, the home repair of his wardrobe, +with the aid of thread, cardboard, pins and ink; and for succinct, most +realistic love with the chance woman from the kitchen, the anteroom or +the street. Like all the youths of his circle, he deemed himself a +revolutionary, although he was oppressed by political disputes, +dissensions, and mutual reproaches; and not being able to stand the +reading of revolutionary brochures and journals, was almost a complete +ignoramus in the work For that reason he had not attained even the very +least party initiation; although at times there were given him +instructions of a sort, not at all of a safe nature, the meaning of +which was not made clear to him. And not in vain was his steadfast +faithfulness relied upon; he carried out everything rapidly, +exactly,--with a courageous faith in the universal importance of the +work; with a care-free smile and with a broad contempt of possible +destruction. He concealed outlawed comrades, guarded forbidden +literature and printing types, transmitted passports and money. He had +a great deal of physical strength, black-loam amiability and elemental +simple-heartedness. Not infrequently he would receive from home, +somewheres in the depth of the Simbirskaya or Ufimskaya province, sums +of money sufficiently large for a student; but in two days he scattered +and dispersed it everywhere, with the carelessness of a French grandee +of the seventeenth century, while he himself remained during winter in +only his everyday coat, with boots restored by his own devices. + +Beside all these naive, touching, laughable, lofty and shiftless +qualities of the old Russian student, passing--and God knows if for the +better?--into the realm of historical memories, he possessed still +another amazing ability--to invent money and arrange for credit in +little restaurants and cook-shops. All the employees of pawnshops and +loan offices, secret and manifest usurers, and old-clo'-men were on +terms of the closest friendship with him. + +But if for certain reasons he could not resort to them, then even here +Soloviev remained at the height of his resourcefulness. At the head of +a knot of impoverished friends, and weighed down with his usual +business responsibility, he would at times be illumined by an inner +inspiration; make at a distance, across the street, a mysterious sign +to a Tartar passing with his bundle behind his shoulders, and for a few +seconds would disappear with him into the nearest gates. He would +quickly return without his everyday coat, only in his blouse with the +skirts outside, belted with a thin cord; or, in winter, without his +overcoat, in the thinnest of small suits; or instead of the new, just +purchased uniform cap--in a tiny jockey cap, holding by a miracle on +the crown of his head. + +Everybody loved him: comrades, servants, women, children. And all were +familiar with him. He enjoyed especial good-will from his bosom +cronies, the Tartars, who, apparently, deemed him a little innocent. +They would sometimes, in the summer, bring as a present the strong, +intoxicating KOUMYSS in big quartern bottles, while at Bairam they +would invite him to eat a suckling colt with them. No matter how +improbable it may seem, still, Soloviev at critical moments gave away +for safe-keeping certain books and brochures to the Tartars. He would +say at this with the most simple and significant air: "That which I am +giving you is a Great Book. It telleth, that Allah Akbar, and that +Mahomet is his prophet, that there is much evil and poverty on earth, +and that men must be merciful and just to each other." + +He also had two other abilities: he read aloud very well; and played at +chess amazingly, like a master, like a downright genius, defeating +first-class players in jest. His attack was always impetuous and +rigorous; his defense wise and cautious, preferably in an oblique +direction; his concessions to his opponent full of refined, far-sighted +calculation and murderous craftiness. With this, he made moves as +though under the influence of some inner instinct, or inspiration; not +pondering for more than four or five seconds and resolutely despising +the respected traditions. + +He was not willingly played with; his manner of play was held +barbarous, but still they played, sometimes for large sums of money; +which, invariably winning, Soloviev readily laid down upon the altar of +his comrades' needs. But he steadfastly declined from participation in +competitions, which could have created for him the position of a star +in the world of chess: "There is in my nature neither love for this +nonsense, nor respect," he would say. "I simply possess some sort of a +mechanical ability of the mind, some sort of a psychic deformity. Well, +now, just as there are lefties. And for that reason I've no +professional self-respect, nor pride at victory, nor spleen at losing." + +Such was the generously built student Soloviev. And Nijeradze filled +the post of his closest comrade; which did not hinder them both, +however, from jeering at each other, disputing, and swearing, from +morning till night. God knows, wherewithal and how the Georgian prince +existed. He said of himself, that he possessed the ability of a camel, +of nourishing himself for the future, for several weeks ahead; and then +eating nothing for a month. From home, from his blessed Georgia, he +received very little; and then, for the most part, in victuals. At +Christmas, at Easter, or on his birthday (in August) he was sent--and +inevitably through arriving fellow-countrymen--whole cargoes of hampers +with mutton, grapes, goat-flesh, sausages, dried hawthorn berries, +RAKHAT LOUKOUM, egg-plants, and very tasty cookies; as well as leathern +bottles of excellent home-made wine, strong and aromatic, but giving +off just the least bit of sheep-skin. Then the prince would summon +together to one of his comrades (he never had quarters of his own) all +his near friends and fellow-countrymen; and arranged such a magnificent +festival--TOI in Caucasian--that at it were extirpated to the last +shreds the gifts of fertile Georgia. Georgian songs were sung, the +first place, of course, being given to MRAVOL-DJAMIEM and EVERY GUEST +IS SENT DOWN TO US FROM HEAVEN BY GOD, NO MATTER OF WHAT COUNTRY HE BE; +the LEZGINKA was danced without tiring, with table knives brandished +wildly in the air; and the TULUMBASH (or, perhaps, he is called +TOMADA?) spoke his improvisations; for the greater part Nijeradze +himself spoke. + +He was a great hand at talking and could, when he warmed up, pronounce +about three hundred words a minute. His style was distinguished for +mettle, pomp, and imagery; and his Caucasian accent with characteristic +lisping and throaty sounds, resembling now the hawking of a woodcock, +now the clucking of an eagle, not only did not hinder his discourse, +but somehow even strangely adorned it. And no matter of what he spoke, +he always led up the monologue to the most beautiful, most fertile, the +very foremost, most chivalrous, and at the same time the most injured +country--Georgia. And invariably he cited lines from THE PANTHER'S SKIN +of the Georgian poet Rustavelli; with assurances, that this poem was a +thousand times above all of Shakespeare, multiplied by Homer. + +Even though he was hot-headed, he was not spiteful; and in his +demeanour femininely soft, gentle, engaging, without losing his native +pride ... One thing only did his comrades dislike in him--some +exaggerated, exotic love of women. He was unshakably, unto sacredness +or folly, convinced that he was irresistibly splendid of person; that +all men envied him, all women were in love with him, while husbands +were jealous ... This self-conceited, obtrusive dangling after women +did not forsake him for a minute, probably not even in his sleep. +Walking along the street he would every minute nudge Lichonin, Soloviev +or some other companion with his elbow, and would say, smacking his +lips and jerking his head backward at a woman who had passed by: "TSE, +TSE, TSE... VAI-VAI! A ree-markable wooman! What a look she gave me. If +I wish it, she'll be mine! ..." + +This funny shortcoming about him was known; this trait of his was +ridiculed good-naturedly and unceremoniously, but willingly forgiven +for the sake of that independent comradely obligingness and +faithfulness to his word, given to a man (oaths to women did not +count), of which he was so naturally possessed. However, it must be +said that he did in reality enjoy great success with women. +Sempstresses, modistes, chorus girls, girls in candy stores, and +telephone girls melted from the intense gaze of his heavy, soft, and +languishing dark-blue eyes. + +"Un-to this house and all those righteously, peacefully and without sin +inhabiting it ..." Soloviev started in to vociferate like an +arch-deacon and suddenly missed fire. "Father-prelates," he began to +murmur in astonishment, trying to continue the unsuccessful jest. "Why, +but this is ... This is ... ah, the devil ... this is Sonya, no, my +mistake, Nadya ... Well, yes! Liubka from Anna Markovna's ..." + +Liubka blushed hotly, to the verge of tears, and covered her face with +her palms. Lichonin noticed this, understood, sensed the thoroughly +agitated soul of the girl, and came to her aid. He sternly, almost +rudely, stopped Soloviev. + +"Perfectly correct, Soloviev. As in a directory. Liubka from the +Yamkas. Formerly a prostitute. Even more, still yesterday a prostitute. +But from to-day--my friend, my sister. And so let everyone, who +respects me to any extent, regard her. Otherwise..." + +The ponderous Soloviev hurriedly, sincerely, and powerfully embraced +and rumpled Lichonin. + +"Well, dear fellow, well, that's enough ... I committed a stupidity in +the flurry. It won't be repeated any more. Hail, my pale-faced sister." +He extended his hand with a broad sweep across the table to Liubka, and +squeezed her listless, small and short fingers with gnawed, tiny nails. +"It's fine--your coming into our modest wigwam. This will refresh us +and implant in our midst quiet and decent customs. Alexandra! Be-er!" +he began to call loudly. "We've grown wild, coarse; have become mired +in foul speech, drunkenness, laziness and other vices. And all because +we were deprived of the salutary, pacifying influence of feminine +society. Once again I press your hand. Your charming, little hand. +Beer!" + +"Coming," the displeased voice of Alexandra could be heard on the other +side of the door. "I'm coming. What you yelling for? How much do you +want?" + +Soloviev went out into the corridor to explain. Lichonin smiled after +him gratefully; while the Georgian on his way slapped him benignly on +the back, between his shoulder blades. Both understood and appreciated +the belated, somewhat coarse delicacy of Soloviev. + +"Now," said Soloviev, coming back into the room and sitting down +cautiously upon an ancient chair, "now let's come to the order of the +day. Can I be of service to you in any way? If you'll give me half an +hour's time, I'll run down to the coffee house for a minute and lick +the guts out of the very best chess player there. In a word--I'm at +your disposal!" + +"What a funny fellow you are!" said Liubka, ill at ease and laughing. +She did not understand the jocose and unusual style of speech of the +student, but something drew her simple heart to him. + +"Well, that's not at all necessary," Lichonin put in. "I am as yet +beastly rich. I think we'll all go together to some little tavern +somewhere. I must have your advice about some things. After all, you're +the people closest to me; and of course not as stupid and inexperienced +as you seem at first glance. After that, I'll go and try to arrange +about her ... about Liuba's passport. You wait for me. That won't take +long ... In a word, you understand what this whole business consists +of, and won't be lavish of any superfluous jokes. I,"--his voice +quivered sentimentally and falsely--"I desire that you take upon +yourselves a part of my care. Is that a go?" + +"VA! It's a go!" exclaimed the prince (it sounded like "idiot," when he +said it[20]), and for some reason looked significantly at Liubka and +twirled his moustache. Lichonin gave him a sidelong look. As for +Soloviev, he said simple-heartedly: + + +[20] The Russian phrase is "Eedet!"--Trans. + + +"That's the way. You've begun something big and splendid, Lichonin. The +prince told me about it during the night. Well, what of it, that's what +youth is for--to commit sacred follies. Give me the bottle, Alexandra, +I'll open it myself, or else you'll rupture yourself and burst a vein. +To a new life, Liubochka, pardon me ... Liubov ... Liubov ..." + +"Nikonovna. But call me just as it comes ... Liuba." + +"Well, yes, Liuba. Prince, ALLAHVERDI!" + +"YAKSHI-OL," answered Nijeradze and clinked his glass of beer with him. + +"And I'll also say, that I rejoice over you, friend Lichonin," +continued Soloviev, setting down his glass and licking his moustache. +"Rejoice, and bow before you. It's precisely you, only, who are capable +of such a genuinely Russian heroism, expressed simply, modestly, +without superfluous words." + +"Drop it ... Well, where's the heroism?" Lichonin made a wry face. + +"That's true, too," confirmed Nijeradze. "You're reproaching me all the +time that I chatter a lot, but see what nonsense you're spouting +yourself." + +"That makes no difference!" retorted Soloviev. "It may be even +grandiloquent, but still that makes no difference! As an elder of our +garret commune, I declare Liuba an honourable member with full rights!" +He got up, made a sweeping gesture with his hand, and uttered with +pathos: + + "And into our house, free and fearless, + Its charming mistress walk thou in!" + +Lichonin recalled vividly, that to-day at dawn he had spoken the very +same phrase, like an actor; and even blinked his eyes from shame. + +"That's enough of tom-foolery. Let's go, gentlemen. Dress yourself, +Liuba." + + + + +CHAPTER XIV. + + +It was not far to The Sparrows restaurant; some two hundred steps. On +the way Liuba, unnoticed, took Lichonin by the sleeve and pulled him +toward her. In this wise they lagged a few steps behind Soloviev and +Nijeradze, who were walking ahead. + +"Then you mean it seriously, my darling Vassil Vassilich?" she asked, +looking up at him with her kindly, dark eyes. "You're not playing a +joke on me?" + +"What jokes can there be here, Liubochka! I'd be the lowest of men if I +permitted myself such jokes. I repeat, that to you I am more than a +friend, brother, comrade. And let's not talk about it any more. And +that which happened to-day toward morning, that, you may be sure, won't +be repeated. And I'll rent a separate room for you this very day." + +Liubka sighed. Not that she was offended by the chaste resolution of +Lichonin, in which, to tell the truth, she believed but badly; but +somehow her dark, narrow mind could not even theoretically picture any +other attitude of a man toward a woman than the sensual. Besides that, +she experienced the ancient discontent of a preferred or rejected +female; a feeling strongly intrenched in the house of Anna Markovna, in +the form of boastful rivalry, but now dulled; yet still angry and +sincere. And for some reason she believed Lichonin but illy, +unconsciously seizing much of the assumed, not altogether sincere, in +his words. Soloviev, now--although he did speak incomprehensively, like +the rest of the majority of the students known to her, when they joked +among themselves or with the young ladies in the general room (by +themselves, in the room, all the men without an exception--all as +one--said and did one and the same thing)--she would rather believe +Soloviev, far more readily and willingly. A certain simplicity shone in +his merry, sparkling gray eyes, placed widely apart. + +At THE SPARROWS Lichonin was esteemed for his sedateness, kind +disposition, and accuracy in money matters. Because of that he was at +once assigned a little private room--an honour of which but very few +students could boast. The gas burned all day in this room, because +light penetrated only through the narrow bottom of a window, cut short +by the ceiling. Only the boots, shoes, umbrellas and canes of the +people walking by on the sidewalk could be seen through this window. + +They had to let still another student, Simanovsky (whom they ran +against near the coat room), join the party. "What does he mean, by +leading me around as though for a show?" thought Liubka: "it looks like +he's showing off before them." And, snatching a free moment, she +whispered to Lichonin, who had bent over her: + +"But why are there so many people, dearie? For I'm so bashful. I can't +hold my own in company." + +"That's nothing, that's nothing, my dear Liubochka," Lichonin whispered +rapidly, tarrying at the door of the cabinet. "That's nothing, my +sister; these are all fine people, good comrades. They'll help you, +help us both. Don't mind their having fun at times and their silly +lying. But their hearts are of gold." + +"But it's so very awkward for me; I'm ashamed. All of them already know +where you took me from." + +"Well, that's nothing, that's nothing! Why, let 'em know!" warmly +contradicted Lichonin. "Why be embarrassed with your past, why try to +pass it by in silence? In a year you'll look bravely and directly in +the eyes of every man and you'll say: 'He who has never fallen, has +never gotten up.' Come on, come on, Liubochka!" + +While the inelaborate appetizers were being served, and each one was +ordering the meal, everybody, save Simanovsky, felt ill at ease and +somehow constrained. And Simanovsky himself was partly the reason for +this; he was a clean-shaven man, with pince-nez and long hair, with +head proudly thrown back and with a contemptuous expression on the +tight lips, drooping at the corners. He had no intimate, hearty friends +among his comrades; but his opinions and judgments had a considerable +authoritativeness among them. It is doubtful whether any one of them +could explain to himself whence this influence came; whether from his +self-assured appearance, his ability to seize and express in general +words the dismembered and indistinct things which are dimly sought and +desired by the majority, or because he always saved his conclusions for +the most appropriate moment. Among any society there are many of this +sort of people: some of them act upon their circle through sophistries; +others through adamant, unalterable stead-fastness of convictions; a +third group with a loud mouth; a fourth, through a malicious sneer; a +fifth, simply by silence, which compels the supposition of profound +thought behind it; a sixth, through a chattering, outward erudition; +others still through a slashing sneer at everything that is said ... +many with the terrible Russian word YERUNDA: +"Fiddlesticks!"--"Fiddlesticks!" they say contemptuously in reply to +the warm, sincere, probably truthful but clumsily put word. "But why +fiddlesticks?" "Because it's twaddle, nonsense," answer they, shrugging +their shoulders; and it is as though they did for a man by hitting him +with a stone over the head. There are many more sorts of such people, +bearing the bell at the head of the meek, the shy, the nobly modest, +and often even the big minds; and to their number did Simanovsky belong. + +However, toward the middle of the dinner everybody's tongue became +loosened--except Liubka's, who kept silent, answered "yes" and "no", +and left her food practically untouched. Lichonin, Soloviev, and +Nijeradze talked most of all. The first, in a decisive and +business-like manner, trying to hide under the solicitous words +something real, inward, prickling and inconvenient. Soloviev, with a +puerile delight, with the most sweeping of gestures, hitting the table +with his fist. Nijeradze, with a slight doubtfulness and with +unfinished phrases, as though he knew that which must be said, but +concealed it. The queer fate of the girl, however, had seemingly +engrossed, interested them all; and each one, in expressing his +opinion, for some reason inevitably turned to Simanovsky. But he kept +his counsel for the most part, and looked at each one from under the +glasses of his pince-nez, raising his head high to do so. + +"So, so, so," he said at last, drumming with his fingers upon the +table. "What Lichonin has done is splendid and brave. And that the +prince and Soloviev are going to meet him half-way is also very good. +I, for my part, am ready to co-operate with your beginnings with +whatever lies in my power. But will it not be better, if we lead our +friend along the path of her natural inclinations and abilities, so to +speak? Tell me, my dear," he turned to Liubka, "what do you know, what +can you do? Well, now, some kind of work, or something. Sewing, +knitting, embroidering or something." + +"I don't know anything," said Liubka in a whisper, letting her eyes +drop low, all red, squeezing her fingers under the table. "I don't +understand anything of this.'' + +"And really, now," interposed Lichonin; "why, we haven't begun the +business from the right end. By talking about her in her presence we +merely place her in an awkward position. Just see--even her tongue +doesn't move from confusion. Let's go, Liubka, I'll escort you home for +just a little while, and return in ten minutes. And in the meanwhile +we'll think over ways and means here, without you. All right?" + +"As for me, I don't mind," almost inaudibly answered Liubka. "I'll do +just as you like, Vassil Vassilich. Only I wouldn't like to go home." + +"Why so?" + +"It's awkward for me there alone. I'd best wait for you on the +boulevard, at the very entrance, on a bench." + +"Ah, yes!" Lichonin recollected: "It's Alexandra who has inspired her +with such a terror. My, but I'll make it hot for this old lizard! Well, +let's go, Liubochka." + +She timidly, in some sidelong way, put out her hand to each one, +folding it like a little spade; and walked out under the escort of +Lichonin. + +After several minutes he returned and sat down at his place. He felt +that something had been said about him during his absence, and he ran +his eyes uneasily over his comrades. Then, putting his hands on the +table, he began: + +"Gentlemen, I know that you're all good, close friends," he gave a +quick and sidelong look at Simanovsky, "and responsive people. I +heartily beg of you to come to my aid. The deed was done by me in a +hurry--this I must confess--but done through a sincere, pure +inclination of the heart." + +"And that's the main thing," put in Soloviev. + +"It's absolutely all one to me what acquaintances and strangers will +begin saying about me; but from my intention to save--pardon the fool +word, which slipped out--to encourage, to sustain this girl, I will not +decline. Of course, I'm able to rent an inexpensive, small room for +her; to give her something for board at first; but what's to be done +further--that's what presents difficulties to me. The matter, of +course, isn't one of money, which I'd always find for her; but, then, +to compel her to eat, drink, and with all that to do nothing--that +would mean to condemn her to idleness, indifference, apathy; and you +know what the end will be then. Therefore, we must think of some +occupation for her. And that's the very matter which we must exert our +brains about. Make an effort, gentlemen; advise something." + +"We must know what she's fitted for," said Simanovsky. "For she must +have been doing something before getting into the house." + +Lichonin, with an air of hopelessness, spread out his hands. + +"Almost nothing. She can sew just the least bit, just like any country +lass. Why, she wasn't fifteen when some government clerk led her +astray. She can sweep up a room, wash a little, and, if you will, cook +cabbage soup and porridge. Nothing more, it seems." + +"Rather little," said Simanovsky, and clacked his tongue. + +"And in addition to that, she's illiterate as well." + +"But that's not at all important!" warmly defended Soloviev. "If we had +to do with a well-educated girl, or, worse still, with a half-educated +one, then only nonsense would result out of all that we're preparing to +do, a mere soap-bubble; while here before us is maiden ground, +untouched virgin soil." + +"He-ee!" Nijeradze started neighing equivocally. + +Soloviev, now no longer joking, but with real wrath, pounced upon him: + +"Listen, prince! Every holy thought, every good deed, can be made +disgusting, obscene. There's nothing clever or worthy in that. If you +regard that which we're preparing to do so like a stallion, then +there's the door and God be with you. Go away from us!" + +"Yes, but you yourself just now in the room ..." retorted the prince in +confusion. + +"Yes, I too," Soloviev at once softened and cooled down. "I popped out +with a stupidity and I regret it. But now I willingly admit that +Lichonin is a fine fellow and a splendid man; and I'm ready to do +everything, for my part. And I repeat, that knowledge of reading and +writing is a secondary matter. It is easy to attain it in play. For +such an untouched mind to learn reading, writing, counting, and +especially without school, of one's free will, is like biting a nut in +two. And as far as a manual trade is concerned, through which it would +be possible to live and earn one's keep, then there are hundreds of +trades, which can be easily mastered in two weeks." + +"For instance?" asked the prince. + +"Well, for instance ... for instance ... well, now, for instance, +making artificial flowers. Yes, and still better, to get a place as a +flower clerk. A charming business, clean and nice." + +"Taste is necessary," Simanovsky dropped carelessly. + +"There are no inborn tastes, as well as abilities. Otherwise talents +would be born only in refined, highly educated society; while artists +would be born only to artists, and singers to singers; but we don't see +this. However, I won't argue. Well, if not a flower girl, then +something else. I, for instance, saw not long ago in a store show +window a miss sitting, and some sort of a little machine with +foot-power before her." + +"V-VA! Again a little machine!" said the prince, smiling and looking at +Lichonin. + +"Stop it, Nijeradze," answered Lichonin, quietly but sternly. "You +ought to be ashamed." + +"Blockhead!" Soloviev threw at him, and continued. + +"So, then, the machine moves back and forth, while upon it, on a square +frame, is stretched a thin canvas, and really, I don't know how it's +contrived, I didn't grasp it; only the miss guides some metallic +thingamajig over the screen, and there comes out a fine drawing in +vari-coloured silks. Just imagine, a lake, all grown over with +pond-lilies with their white corollas and yellow stamens, and great +green leaves all around. And on the water two white swans are floating +toward each other, and in the background is a dark park with an alley; +and all this shows finely, distinctly, as on a picture from life. And I +became so interested that I went in on purpose to find out how much it +costs. It proved to be just the least bit dearer than an ordinary +sewing machine, and it's sold on terms. And any one who can sew a +little on a common machine can learn this art in an hour. And there's a +great number of charming original designs. And the main thing is that +such work is very readily taken for fire-screens, albums, lamp-shades, +curtains and other rubbish, and the pay is decent." + +"After all, that's a sort of a trade, too," agreed Lichonin, and +stroked his beard in meditation. "But, to confess, here's what I wanted +to do. I wanted to open up for her ... to open up a little cook-shop or +dining room, the very tiniest to start with, of course, but one in +which all the food is cheap, clean and tasty. For it's absolutely all +the same to many students where they dine and what they eat. There are +almost never enough places to go round in the students' dining room. +And so we may succeed, perhaps, in pulling in all our acquaintances and +friends, somehow." + +"That's true," said the prince, "but impractical as well; we'll begin +to board on credit. And you know what accurate payers we are. A +practical man, a knave, is needed for such an undertaking; and if a +woman, then one with a pike's teeth; and even then a man must +absolutely stick right at her back. Really, it's not for Lichonin to +stand at the counter and to watch that somebody shouldn't suddenly wine +and dine and slip away." + +Lichonin looked straight at him, insolently, but only set his jaws and +let it pass in silence. + +Simanovsky began in his measured, incontrovertible tone, toying with +the glasses of his PINCE-NEZ: + +"Your intention is splendid, gentlemen, beyond dispute. But have you +turned your attention to a certain shady aspect, so to speak? For to +open a dining room, to start some business--all this in the beginning +demands money, assistance--somebody else's back, so to speak. The money +is not grudged--that is true, I agree with Lichonin; but then, does not +such a beginning of an industrious life, when every step is provided +for--does it not lead to inevitable laxity and negligence, and, in the +very end, to an indifferent disdain for business? Even a child does not +learn to walk until it has flopped down some fifty times. No; if you +really want to help this poor girl, you must give her a chance of +getting on her feet at once, like a toiling being, and not like a +drone. True, there is a great temptation here--the burden of labour, +temporary need; but then, if she will surmount this, she will surmount +the rest as well." + +"What, then, according to you, is she to become--a dish-washer?" asked +Soloviev with unbelief. + +"Well, yes," calmly retorted Simanovsky. "A dish-washer, a laundress, a +cook. All toil elevates a human being." + +Lichonin shook his head. + +"Words of gold. Wisdom itself speaks with your lips, Simanovsky. +Dish-washer, cook, maid, housekeeper ... but, in the first place, it's +doubtful if she's capable for that; in the second place, she has +already been a maid and has tasted all the sweets of masters' bawlings +out, and masters' pinches behind doors, in the corridor. Tell me, is it +possible you don't know that ninety per cent, of prostitution is +recruited from the number of female servants? And, therefore, poor +Liuba, at the very first injustice, at the first rebuff, will the more +easily and readily go just there where I have gotten her out of; if not +even worse, because for her that's customary and not so frightful; and, +perhaps, it will even seem desirable after the masters' treatment. And +besides that, is it worth while for me--that is, I want to say--is it +worth while for all of us, to go to so much trouble, to try so hard and +put ourselves out so, if, after having saved a being from one slavery, +we only plunge her into another?" + +"Right," confirmed Soloviev. + +"Just as you wish," drawled Simanovsky with a disdainful air. + +"But as far as I'm concerned," said the prince, "I'm ready, as a friend +and a curious man, to be present at this experiment and to participate +in it. But even this morning I warned you, that there have been such +experiments before and that they have always ended in ignominious +failure, at least those of which we know personally; while those of +which we know only by hearsay are dubious as regards authenticity. But +you have begun the business--and go on with it. We are your helpers." + +Lichonin struck the table with his palm. + +"No!" he exclaimed stubbornly. "Simanovsky is partly right concerning +the great danger of a person's being led in leading strings. But I +don't see any other way out. In the beginning I'll help her with room +and board... find some easy work, buy the necessary accessories for +her. Let be what may! And let us do everything in order to educate her +mind a little; and that her heart and soul are beautiful, of that I am +sure. I've no grounds for the faith, but I am sure, I almost know. +Nijeradze! Don't clown!" he cried abruptly, growing pale, "I've +restrained myself several times already at your fool pranks. I have +until now held you as a man of conscience and feeling. One more +inappropriate witticism, and I'll change my opinion of you; and know, +that it's forever." + +"Well, now, I didn't mean anything... Really, I... Why go all up in the +air, me soul? You don't like that I'm a gay fellow, well, I'll be +quiet. Give me your hand, Lichonin, let's drink!" + +"Well, all right, get away from me. Here's to your health! Only don't +behave like a little boy, you Ossetean ram. Well, then, I continue, +gentlemen. If we find anything which might satisfy the just opinion of +Simanovsky about the dignity of independent toil, unsustained by +anything, then I shall stick to my system: to teach Liuba whatever is +possible, to take her to the theatre, to expositions, to popular +lectures, to museums; to read aloud to her, give her the possibility of +hearing music--comprehensible music, of course. It's understood, I +alone won't be able to manage all this. I expect help from you; and +after that, whatever God may will." + +"Oh, well," said Simanovsky, "the work is new, not threadbare; and how +can we know the unknowable--perhaps you, Lichonin, will become the +spiritual father of a good being. I, too, offer my services." + +"And I! And I!" the other two seconded; and right there, without +getting up from the table, the four students worked out a very broad +and very wondrous program of education and enlightenment for Liubka. + +Soloviev took upon himself to teach the girl grammar and writing. In +order not to tire her with tedious lessons, and as a reward for +successes, he would read aloud for her artistic fiction, Russian and +foreign, easy of comprehension. Lichonin left for himself the teaching +of arithmetic, geography and history. + +While the prince said simple-heartedly, without his usual facetiousness +this time: + +"I, my children, don't know anything; while that which I do know, I +know very badly. But I'll read to her the remarkable production of the +great Georgian poet Rustavelli, and translate it line by line. I +confess to you, that I'm not much of a pedagogue: I tried to be a +tutor, but they politely chased me out after only the second lesson. +Still, no one can teach better playing on a guitar, mandolin, and the +bagpipes!" + +Nijeradze was speaking with perfect seriousness, and for that reason +Lichonin with Soloviev good-naturedly started laughing; but with entire +unexpectedness, to the general amazement of all, Simanovsky sustained +him. + +"The prince speaks common sense. To have the mastery of an instrument +elevates the aesthetic sense, in any case; and is even a help in life. +And I, for my part, gentlemen ... I propose to read with the young +person the CAPITAL of Marx, and the history of human culture. And to +take up chemistry and physics with her, besides." + +If it were not for the customary authority of Simanovsky and the +importance with which he spoke, the remaining three would have burst +into laughter in his face. They only stared at him, with eyes popping +out. + +"Well, yes," continued Simanovsky imperturbably, "I'll show her a whole +series of chemical and physical experiments, which it is possible to +carry on at home; which are always amusing and beneficial to the mind; +and which eradicate prejudices. Incidentally, I'll explain something of +the structure of the world, of the properties of matter. And as far as +Karl Marx is concerned, just remember, that great books are equally +accessible to the understanding both of a scholar and an unlettered +peasant, if only comprehensibly presented. And every great thought is +simple." + +Lichonin found Liubka at the place agreed upon, on a bench of the +boulevard. She went home with him very unwillingly. Just as Lichonin +had supposed, meeting the grumbling Alexandra was a fearful thing to +her, who had long since grown unused to every-day actuality; harsh, and +plentiful with all sorts of unpleasantnesses. And besides that, the +fact that Lichonin did not want to conceal her past acted oppressively +upon her. But she, who had long ago lost her will in the establishment +of Anna Markovna, deprived of her personality, ready to follow after +the call of every stranger, did not tell him a word and walked after +him. + +The crafty Alexandra had already managed during this time to run to the +superintendent of the houses and to complain to him, that, now, +Lichonin had come with some miss, had passed the night with her in the +room; but who she is, that Alexandra don't know; that Lichonin says she +is his first cousin, like; but did not present a passport. It was +necessary to explain things at great length, diffusedly and tiresomely, +to the superintendent, a coarse and insolent man, who bore himself to +all the tenants in the house as toward a conquered city; and feared +only the students slightly, because they gave him a severe rebuff at +times. Lichonin propitiated him only when he rented on the spot another +room, several rooms away from his, for Liubka; under the very slope of +the roof, so that it represented on the inside a sharply cut-off, low, +four-sided pyramid, with one little window. + +"But still, Mr. Lichonin, just you present the passport to-morrow +without fail," said the superintendent insistently at parting. "Since +you're a respectable man, hard-working, and you and I are long +acquainted, also you pay punctually, I am willing to do it only for +you. You know yourself what hard times these are. If some one tells on +me, they'll not only fire me, but they can put me out of town as well. +They're strict now." + +In the evening Lichonin strolled with Liubka through Prince Park, +listened to the music playing in the aristocratic club, and returned +home early. He escorted Liubka to the door of her room and at once took +leave of her; kissing her, however, tenderly on the brow, like a +father. But after ten minutes, when he was already lying in bed +undressed and reading the statutes of state, Liubka, having scratched +on his door like a cat, suddenly entered his room. + +"Darling, sweetie! Excuse me for troubling you. Haven't you a needle +and thread? But don't get angry at me; I'll go away at once." + +"Liuba! I beg of you to go away not at once, but this second. Finally, +I demand it!" + +"My dearie, my pretty," Liubka began to intone laughably and piteously, +"well, what are you yelling at me for all the time?" and, in a moment, +having blown upon the candle, she nestled up to him in the darkness, +laughing and crying. + +"No, Liuba, this must not be. It's impossible to go on like this," +Lichonin was saying ten minutes later, standing at the door, wrapped up +in his blanket, like a Spanish hidalgo in a cape. "To-morrow at the +latest I'll rent a room for you in another house. And, in general, +don't let this occur! God be with you, and good night! Still, you must +give me your word of honour that our relations will be merely friendly." + +"I give it, dearie, I give it, I give it, I give it!" she began to +prattle, smiling; and quickly smacked him first on the lips and then on +his hand. + +The last action was altogether instinctive; and, perhaps, unexpected +even to Liubka herself. Never yet in her life had she kissed any man's +hand, save a priest's. Perhaps she wanted to express through this her +gratitude to Lichonin, and a prostration before him as before a higher +being. + + + + +CHAPTER XV. + + +Among Russian intelligents, as has already been noted by many, there is +a decent quantity of wonderful people; true children of the Russian +land and culture, who would be able heroically, without the quivering +of a single muscle, to look straight in the face of death; who are +capable for the sake of an idea of bearing unconceivable privations and +sufferings, equal to torture; but then, these people are lost before +the haughtiness of a doorman; shrink from the yelling of a laundress; +while into a police station they enter in an insufferable and timid +distress. And precisely such a one was Lichonin. On the following day +(yesterday it had been impossible on account of a holiday and the +lateness), having gotten up very early and recollecting that to-day he +had to take care of Liubka's passport, he felt just as bad as when in +former times, as a high-school boy, he went to an examination, knowing +that he would surely fall through. His head ached, while his arms and +legs somehow seemed another's; in addition, a drizzling and seemingly +dirty rain had been falling on the street since morning. "Always, now, +when there's some unpleasantness in store, there is inevitably a rain +falling," reflected Lichonin, dressing slowly. + +It was not especially far from his street to the Yamskaya, not more +than two-thirds of a mile. In general, he was not infrequently in those +parts, but he had never had occasion to go there in the daytime; and on +the way it seemed to him all the time that every one he met, every +cabby and policeman, was looking at him with curiosity, with reproach, +or with disdain, as though surmising the destination of his journey. As +always on a nasty and muggy morning, all the faces that met his eyes +seemed pale, ugly, with monstrously underlined defects. Scores of times +he imagined all that he would say in the beginning at the house; and +later at the station house; and every time the outcome was different. +Angry at himself for this premature rehearsal, he would at times stop +himself: + +"Ah! You mustn't think, you mustn't presuppose what you're going to +say. It always turns out far better when it's done right off..." + +And then again imaginary dialogues would run through his head: + +"You have no right to hold this girl against her wish." + +"Yes, but let her herself give notice about going away." + +"I act at her instruction." + +"All right; but how can you prove this?" and again he would mentally +cut himself short. + +The city common began, on which cows were browsing; a board sidewalk +along a fence; shaky little bridges over little brooklets and ditches. +Then he turned into the Yamskaya. In the house of Anna Markovna all the +windows were closed with shutters, with openings, in the form of +hearts, cut out in the middle. And all of the remaining houses on the +deserted street, desolated as though after a pestilence, were closed as +well. With a contracting heart Lichonin pulled the bell-handle. + +A maid, barefooted, with skirt caught up, with a wet rag in her hand, +with face striped from dirt, answered the bell--she had just been +washing the floor. + +"I'd like to see Jennka," timidly requested Lichonin. + +"Well, now, the young lady is busy with a guest. They haven't waked up +yet." + +"Well, Tamara then." + +The maid looked at him mistrustfully. + +"Miss Tamara--I don't know... I think she's busy too. But what you +want--to pay a visit, or what?" + +"Ah, isn't it all the same! A visit, let's say." + +"I don't know. I'll go and look. Wait a while." + +She went away, leaving Lichonin in the half-dark drawing room. The blue +pillars of dust, coming from the openings in the shutters, pierced the +heavy obscurity in all directions. Like hideous spots stood out of the +gray murkiness the bepainted furniture and the sweetish oleographs on +the walls. It smelt of yesterday's tobacco, of dampness, sourness; and +of something else peculiar, indeterminate, uninhabited, of which places +that are lived in only temporarily always smell in the morning--such as +empty theatres, dance-halls, auditoriums. Far off in the city a droshky +rumbled intermittently. The wall-clock monotonously ticked behind the +wall. In a strange agitation Lichonin walked back and forth through the +drawing room and rubbed and kneaded his trembling hands, and for some +reason was stooping and felt cold. + +"I shouldn't have started all this false comedy," he thought with +irritation. "It goes without saying that I've now become the by-word of +the entire university. The devil nudged me! And even during the day +yesterday it wasn't too late, when she was saying that she was ready to +go back. All I had to do was to give her for a cabby and a little pin +money, and she'd have gone, and all would have been fine; and I would +be independent now, free, and wouldn't be undergoing this tormenting +and ignominious state of spirits. But it's too late to retreat now. +To-morrow it'll be still later, and the day after to-morrow--still +more. Having pulled off one fool stunt, it must be immediately put a +stop to; but on the other hand, if you don't do that in time, it draws +two others after it, and they--twenty new ones. Or, perhaps, it's not +too late now? Why, she's silly, undeveloped, and, probably, a hysteric, +like the rest of them. She's an animal, fit only for stuffing herself +and for the bed. Oh! The devil!" Lichonin forcefully squeezed his +cheeks and his forehead between his hands and shut his eyes. "And if I +had but held out against the common, coarse, physical temptation! +There, you see for yourself, this has happened twice already; and then +it'll go on and on ..." + +But side by side with these ran other thoughts, opposed to them: + +"But then, I'm a man. I am master of my word. For that which urged me +on to this deed was splendid, noble, lofty. I remember very well that +rapture which seized me when my thought transpired into action! That +was a pure, tremendous feeling. Or was it simply an extravagance of the +mind, whipped up by alcohol; the consequence of a sleepless night, +smoking, and long, abstract conversations?" + +And immediately Liubka would appear before him, appear at a distance, +as though out of the misty depths of time; awkward, timid, with her +homely and endearing face, which had at once come to seem of infinitely +close kinship; long, long familiar, and at the same time +unpleasant--unjustly, without cause. + +"Can it be that I'm a coward and a rag?" cried Lichonin inwardly and +wrung his hands. "What am I afraid of, before whom am I embarrassed? +Have I not always prided myself upon being sole master of my life? +Let's suppose, even, that the phantasy, the extravagance, of making a +psychological experiment upon a human soul--a rare experiment, +unsuccessful in ninety-nine percent--has entered my head. Is it +possible that I must render anybody an account in this, or fear +anybody's opinion? Lichonin! Look down upon mankind from above!" + +Jennie walked into the room, dishevelled, sleepy, in a night jacket on +top of a white underskirt. + +"A-a!" she yawned, extending her hand to Lichonin. "How d'you do, my +dear student! How does your Liubochka feel herself in the new place? +Call me in as a guest some time. Or are you spending your honeymoon on +the quiet? Without any outside witnesses?" + +"Drop the silly stuff, Jennechka. I came about the passport." + +"So-o. About the passport," Jennka went into thought. "That is, there's +no passport here, but you must take a blank from the housekeeper. You +understand, our usual prostitute's blank; and then they'll exchange it +for you for a real book at the station house. Only you see, my dear, I +will be but ill help to you in this business. They are as like as not +to beat me up if I come near a housekeeper or a porter. But here's what +you do. You'd best send the maid for the housekeeper; tell her to say +that a certain guest, now, a steady one, has come on business; that +it's very urgent to see her personally. But you must excuse me--I'm +going to back out, and don't you be angry, please. You know +yourself--charity begins at home. But why should you hang around by +yourself in this here darkness? You'd better go into the cabinet. If +you want to, I'll send you beer there. Or, perhaps you want coffee? Or +else," and her eyes sparkled slyly, "or else a girlie, perhaps? Tamara +is busy, but may be Niura or Verka will do?" + +"Stop it, Jennie! I came about a serious and important matter, but you +..." + +"Well, well, I won't, I won't! I said it just so. I see that you +observe faithfulness. That's very noble on your part. Let's go, then." + +She led him into the cabinet, and, opening the inner bolt of the +shutter, threw it wide open. The daylight softly and sadly splashed +against the red and gold walls, over the candelabra, over the soft red +velveteen furniture. + +"Right here it began," reflected Lichonin with sad regret. + +"I am going," said Jennka. "Don't you knuckle down too much before her, +and Simeon too. Abuse them for all you're worth. It's daytime now, and +they won't dare do anything to you. If anything happens, tell them +straight that, now, you're going to the governor immediately and are +going to tell on them. Tell 'em, that they'll be closed up and put out +of town in twenty-four hours. Bawl 'em out and they get like silk. +Well, now, I wish you success." + +She went away. After ten minutes had passed, into the cabinet floated +Emma Edwardovna, the housekeeper, in a blue satin PEGNOIR; corpulent, +with an important face, broadening from the forehead down to the +cheeks, just like a monstrous squash; with all her massive chins and +breasts; with small, keen eyes, without eyelashes; with thin, +malicious, compressed lips. Lichonin, arising, pressed the puffy hand +extended to him, studded with rings, and suddenly thought with aversion: + +"The devil take it! If this vermin had a soul, if it were possible to +read this soul--then how many direct and indirect murders are lurking +hidden within it!" + +It must be said, that in starting out for the Yamkas, Lichonin, besides +money, had fetched a revolver along with him; and on the road, while +walking, he had frequently shoved his hand into his pocket and had +there felt the chill contact of the metal. He expected affront, +violence, and was prepared to meet them in a suitable manner. But, to +his amazement, all that he had presupposed and had feared proved a +timorous, fantastic fiction. The business was far more simple, more +wearisome and more prosaic, and at the same time more unpleasant. + +"JA, MEIN HERR," said the housekeeper indifferently and somewhat +loftily, settling into a low chair and lighting a cigarette. "You pay +for one night and instead of that took already the girl for one more +night and one more day. ALSO, you owe twenty-five more roubles yet. +When we let off a girlie for a night we take ten roubles, and for the +twenty-four hours twenty-five roubles. That's a tax, like. Don't you +want a smoke, young man?" she stretched out her case, and Lichonin, +without himself knowing why, took a cigarette. + +"I wanted to talk with you about something else entirely." + +"O! Don't trouble yourself to speak: I understand everything very well. +Probably the young man wants to take these girl, those Liubka, +altogether to himself to set her up, or in order to--how do you +Russians call it?--in order to safe her? Yes, yes, yes, that happens. +Twenty-two years I live in a brothel, and I know, that this happens +with very foolish young peoples. But only I assure you, that from this +will come nothing out." + +"Whether it will come out or whether it won't come out--that is already +my affair," answered Lichonin dully, looking down at his fingers, +trembling on his knees. + +"O, of course, it's your affair, my young student," and the flabby +cheeks and majestic chins of Emma Edwardovna began to jump from +inaudible laughter. "From my soul I wish for you love and friendship; +but only trouble yourself to tell this nasty creature, this Liubka, +that she shouldn't dare to show even her nose here, when you throw her +out into the street like a little doggie. Let her croak from hunger +under a fence, or go into a half-rouble establishment for the soldiers!" + +"Believe me, she won't return. I ask you merely to give me her +certificate, without delay." + +"The certificate? ACH, if you please! Even this very minute. Only I +will first trouble you to pay for everything that she took here on +credit. Have a look, here is her account book. I took it along with me +on purpose. I knew already with what our conversation would end." She +took out of the slit of her PEGNOIR--showing Lichonin for just a minute +her fat, full-fleshed, yellow, enormous breast--a little book in a +black cover, with the heading: ACCOUNT OF MISS IRENE VOSCHHENKOVA IN +THE HOUSE OF ILL-FAME, MAINTAINED BY ANNA MARKOVNA SHAIBES, ON +YAM-SKAYA STREET, NO. SO-AND-SO, and extended it to him across the +table. Lichonin turned over the first page and read through four or +five paragraphs of the printed rules. There dryly and briefly it was +stated that the account book consists of two copies, of which one is +kept by the proprietress while the other remains with the prostitute; +that all income and expense were entered into both books; that by +agreement the prostitute receives board, quarters, heat, light, bed +linen, baths and so forth, and for this pays out to the proprietress in +no case more than two-thirds of her earnings; while out of the +remaining money she is bound to dress neatly and decently, having no +less than two dresses for going out. Further, mention was made of the +fact that payment was made with the help of stamps, which the +proprietress gives out to the prostitute upon receipt of money from +her; while the account is drawn up at the end of every month. And, +finally, that the prostitute can at any time leave the house of +prostitution, even if there does remain a debt of hers, which, however, +she binds herself to cancel on the basis of general civil laws. + +Lichonin prodded the last point with his finger, and, having turned the +face of the book to the housekeeper, said triumphantly: + +"Aha! There, you see: she has the right to leave the house at any time. +Consequently, she can at any time quit your abominable dive of +violence, baseness, and depravity, in which you ..." Lichonin began +rattling off, but the housekeeper calmly cut him short: + +"O! I have no doubt of this. Let her go away. Let her only pay the +money." + +"What about promissory notes? She can give promissory notes." + +"Pst! Promissory notes! In the first place, she's illiterate; while in +the second, what are her promissory notes worth? A spit and no more. +Let her find a surety who would be worthy of trust, and then I have +nothing against it." + +"But, then, there's nothing said in the rules about sureties." + +"There's many a thing not said! In the rules it also does not say that +it's permitted to carry a girlie out of the house, without giving +warning to the owners." + +"But in any case you'll have to give me her blank." + +"I will never do such a foolishness! Come here with some respectable +person and with the police; and let the police certify that this friend +of yours is a man of means; and let this man stand surety for you; and +let, besides that, the police certify that you are not taking the girl +in order to trade in her, or to sell her over to another +stablishment--then as you please! Hand and foot!" + +"The devil!" exclaimed Lichonin. "But if that surety will be I, I +myself! If I'll sign your promissory notes right away ..." + +"Young man! I don't know what you are taught in your different +universities, but is it possible that you reckon me such a positive +fool? God grant, that you have, besides those which are on you, still +some other pants! God grant, that you should even the day after have +for dinner the remnants of sausages from the sausage shop, and yet you +say--a promissory note! What are you bothering my head for?" + +Lichonin grew completely angry. He drew his wallet out of his pocket +and slapped it down on the table. + +"In that case I pay in cash and immediately!" + +"ACH, that's a business of another kind," sweetly, but still with +mistrust, the housekeeper intoned. "I will trouble you to turn the +page, and see what the bill of your beloved is." + +"Keep still, you carrion!" + +"I'm still, you fool," calmly responded the housekeeper. + +On the small ruled pages on the left side was designated the income, on +the right were the expenses. + +"Received in stamps, 15th of April," read Lichonin, "10 roubles; +16th--4 roubles; 17th--12 roubles; 18th--sick; 19th--sick; 20th--6 +roubles; 21st--24 roubles." + +"My God!" with loathing, with horror, reflected Lichonin. "Twelve men +in one night!" + +At the end of the month stood: + +"Total 330 roubles." + +"Lord! Why, this is some sort of delirium! One hundred and sixty-five +visits," thought Lichonin, having mechanically calculated it, and still +continued turning the pages. Then he went over to the columns on the +right. + +"Made, a red dress of silk with lace 84 roubles Dressmaker Eldokimova. +Dressing sack of lace 35 roubles Dressmaker Eldokimova. Silk stockings +6 pair 36 roubles," &c., &c. "Given for cab-fare, given for candy, +perfumes bought," &c., &c. "Total 205 roubles." After that from the 330 +roubles were deducted 220 roubles--the share of the proprietress for +board and lodging. The figure of 110 roubles resulted. The end of the +monthly account declared: + +"Total after the payment to the dressmaker and for other articles, of +110 roubles, a debt of ninety-five (95) roubles remains for Irene +Voschhenkova and with the four hundred and eighteen roubles remaining +from last year--five hundred and thirteen (513) roubles." + +Lichonin's spirits fell. He did try, at first, to be indignant at the +expensiveness of the materials supplied; but the housekeeper retorted +with SANG FROID that that did not concern her at all; that the +establishment demanded only that the girl dress decently, as becomes a +girl from a decent, genteel house; while it did not concern itself with +the rest. The establishment merely extended her credit in paying her +expenses. + +"But this is a vixen, a spider in human shape--this dressmaker of +yours!" yelled Lichonin beside himself. "Why, she's in a conspiracy +with you, cupping glass that you are, you abominable tortoise! +Scuttlefish! Where's your conscience?" + +The more agitated he grew, the more calm and jeering Emma Edwardovna +became. + +"Again I repeat: that is not my business. And you, young man, don't +express yourself like that, because I will call the porter, and he will +throw you out of the door." + +Lichonin was compelled to bargain with the cruel woman long, brutally, +till he grew hoarse, before she agreed, in the end, to take two hundred +and fifty roubles in cash, and two hundred roubles in promissory notes. +And even that only when Lichonin with his half-yearly certificate +proved to her that he was finishing this year and would become a lawyer. + +The housekeeper went after the ticket, while Lichonin took to pacing +the cabinet back and forth. He had already looked over all the pictures +on the walls: Leda with the swan, and the bathing on the shore of the +sea, and the odalisque in a harem, and the satyr, bearing a naked nymph +in his arms; but suddenly a small printed placard, framed and behind +glass, half covered by a portiere, attracted his attention. It was the +first time that it had come across Lichonin's eyes, and the student +with amazement and aversion read these lines, expressed in the dead, +official language of police stations. There with shameful, businesslike +coldness, were mentioned all possible measures and precautions against +infections; the intimacies of feminine toilet; the weekly medical +inspections and all the adaptations for them. Lichonin also read that +no establishment was to be situated nearer than a hundred steps from +churches, places of learning, and court buildings; that only persons of +the female sex may maintain houses of prostitution; that only her +relatives, and even then of the female sex exclusively, and none older +than seven years, may live with the proprietress; and that the +proprietors and the owners of the house, as well as the girls, must in +their relations among themselves and the guests as well, observe +politeness, quiet, civility and decency, by no means allowing +themselves drunkenness, swearing and brawls. And also that the +prostitute must not allow herself the caresses of love when in an +intoxicated condition or with an intoxicated man; and in addition to +that, during the time of certain functions. Here also the prostitutes +were most strictly forbidden to commit abortions. "What a serious and +moral view of things!" reflected Lichonin with a malicious sneer. + +Finally the business with Emma Edwarodvna was concluded. Having taken +the money and written out a receipt, she stretched it out to Lichonin +together with the blank, while he stretched out the money to her; at +which, during the time of the operation, they both looked at each +other's eyes and hands intently and warily. It was apparent that they +both felt no especially great mutual trust. Lichonin put the documents +away in his wallet and was preparing to depart. The housekeeper +escorted him to the very stoop, and when the student was already +standing in the street, she, remaining on the steps, leaned out and +called after him: + +"Student! Hey! Student!" + +He stopped and turned around. + +"What now?" + +"And here's another thing. Now I must tell you, that your Liubka is +trash, a thief, and sick with syphilis! None of our good guests wanted +to take her; and anyway, if you had not taken her, then we would have +thrown her out to-morrow! I will also tell you, that she had to do with +the porter, with policemen, with janitors, and with petty thieves. +Congratulations on your lawful marriage!" + +"Oo-ooh! Vermin!" Lichonin roared back at her. + +"You green blockhead!" called out the housekeeper and banged the door. + +Lichonin went to the station house in a cab. On the way he recalled +that he had not had time to look at the blank properly, at this +renowned "yellow ticket," of which he had heard so much. This was an +ordinary small white sheet, no larger than a postal envelope. On one +side, in the proper column, were written out the name, father's name, +and family name of Liubka, and her profession--"Prostitute"; and on the +other side, concise extracts from the paragraphs of that placard which +he had just read through--infamous, hypocritical rules about behaviour +and external and internal cleanliness. "Every visitor." he read, "has +the right to demand from the prostitute the written certificate of the +doctor who has inspected her the last time." And again sentimental pity +overcame the heart of Lichonin. + +"Poor women!" he reflected with grief. "What only don't they do with +you, how don't they abuse you, until you grow accustomed to everything, +just like blind horses on a treadmill!" In the station house he was +received by the district inspector, Kerbesh. He had spent the night on +duty, had not slept his fill, and was angry. His luxurious, fan-shaped +red beard was crumpled. The right half of the ruddy face was still +crimsonly glowing from lying long on the uncomfortable oilcloth pillow. +But the amazing, vividly blue eyes, cold and luminous, looked clear and +hard, like blue porcelain. Having ended interrogating, recording, and +cursing out with obscenities the throng of ragamuffins, taken in during +the night for sobering up and now being sent out over their own +districts, he threw himself against the back of the divan, put his +hands behind his neck, and stretched with all his enormous, heroic body +so hard that all his ligaments and joints cracked. He looked at +Lichonin just as at a thing, and asked: + +"And what will you have, Mr. Student?" + +Lichonin stated his business briefly. + +"And so I want," he concluded, "to take her to me ... how is this +supposed to be done with you? ... in the capacity of a servant, or, if +you want, a relative, in a word ... how is it done? ..." + +"Well, in the capacity of a kept mistress or a wife, let's say," +indifferently retorted Kerbesh and twirled in his hands a silver cigar +case with monograms and little figures. "I can do absolutely nothing +for you ... at least right now. If you desire to marry her, present a +suitable permit from your university authorities. But if you're taking +her on maintenance--then just think, where's the logic in that? You're +taking a girl out of a house of depravity, in order to live with her in +depraved cohabitation." + +"A servant, finally," Lichonin put in. + +"And even a servant. I'd trouble you to present an affidavit from your +landlord--for, I hope, you're not a houseowner? Very well, then, an +affidavit from your landlord, as to your being in a position to keep a +servant; and besides that, all the documents, testifying that you're +that very person you give yourself out to be; an affidavit, for +instance, from your district and from the university, and all that sort +of thing. For you, I hope, are registered? Or, perhaps, you are now, +eh? ... Of the illegal ones? + +"No, I am registered!" retorted Lichonin, beginning to lose patience. + +"And that's splendid. But the young lady, about whom you're troubling +yourself?" + +"No, she's not registered as yet. But I have her blank in my +possession, which, I hope, you'll exchange for a real passport for me, +and then I'll register her at once." + +Kerbesh spread his arms out wide, then again began toying with the +cigar case. + +"Can't do anything for you, Mr. Student, just nothing at all, until you +present all the papers required. As far as the girl's concerned, why, +she, as one not having the right of residence, will be sent to the +police without delay, and there detained; unless she personally desires +to go there, where you've taken her from. I've the honour of wishing +you good day." + +Lichonin abruptly pulled his hat over his eyes and went toward the +door. But suddenly an ingenious thought flashed through his head, from +which, however, he himself became disgusted. And feeling nausea in the +pit of his stomach, with clammy, cold hands, experiencing a sickening +pinching in his toes, he again walked up to the table and said as +though carelessly, but with a catch in his voice: + +"Pardon me, inspector. I've forgotten the most important thing; a +certain mutual acquaintance of ours has instructed me to transmit to +you a small debt of his." + +"Hm! An acquaintance?" asked Kerbesh, opening wide his magnificent +azure eyes. "And who may he be?" + +"Bar ... Barbarisov." + +"Ah, Barbarisov? So, so, so, I recollect, I recollect!" + +"So then, won't you please accept these ten roubles?" + +Kerbesh shook his head, but did not take the bit of paper. + +"Well, but this Barbarisov of yours--that is, ours--is a swine. It +isn't ten roubles he owes me at all, but a quarter of a century. What a +scoundrel! Twenty-five roubles and some small change besides. Well, the +small change, of course, I won't count up to him. God be with him! +This, you see, is a billiard debt. I must say that he's a blackguard, +plays crookedly ... And so, young man, dig up fifteen more." + +"Well, but you are a knave, Mr. Inspector!" said Lichonin, getting out +the money. + +"Oh, mercy!" by now altogether good-naturedly retorted Kerbesh. "A +wife, children ... You know yourself what our salary is ... Receive the +little passport, young man. Sign your receipt. Best wishes." + +A queer thing! The consciousness that the passport was, finally, in his +pocket, for some reason suddenly calmed and again braced up and +elevated Lichonin's nerves. + +"Oh, well!" he thought, walking quickly along the street, "the very +beginning has been laid down, the most difficult part has been done. +Hold fast, now, Lichonin, and don't fall in spirit! What you've done is +splendid and lofty. Let me be even a victim of this deed--it's all one! +It's a shame, having done a good deed, to expect rewards for it right +away. I'm not a little circus dog, and not a trained camel, and not the +first pupil of a young ladies' genteel institute. Only it was useless +for me to let loose yesterday before these bearers of enlightenment. It +all turned out to be silly, tactless, and, in any case, premature. But +everything in life is reparable. A person will sustain the heaviest, +most disgraceful things; but, time passes, and they are recalled as +trifles ..." + +To his amazement, Liubka was not especially struck, and did not at all +become overjoyed when he triumphantly showed her the passport. She was +only glad to see Lichonin again. Perhaps, this primitive, naive soul +had already contrived to cleave to its protector? She did throw herself +upon his neck, but he stopped her, and quietly, almost in her ear, +asked her: + +"Liubka, tell me ... don't be afraid to tell the truth, no matter what +it may be ... They told me just now, there in the house, that you're +sick with a certain disease ... you know, that which is called the evil +sickness. If you believe in me even to some extent, tell me, my +darling, tell me, is that so or not?" + +She turned red, covered her face with her hands, fell down on the divan +and burst into tears. + +"My dearie! Vassil Vassilich! Vasinka! Honest to God! Honest to God, +now, there never was anything of the kind! I always was so careful! I +was awfully afraid of this. I love you so! I would have told you +without fail." She caught his hands, pressed them to her wet face and +continued to assure him with the absurd and touching sincerity of an +unjustly accused child. + +And he at once believed her in his soul. + +"I believe you, my child," he said quietly, stroking her hair. "Don't +excite yourself, don't cry. Only let us not again give in to our +weakness. Well, it has happened--let it have happened; but let us not +repeat it any more.' + +"As you wish," prattled the girl, kissing now his hands, now the cloth +of his coat. "If I displease you so, then, of course, let it be as you +wish." + +However, this evening also the temptation was again repeated, and kept +on repeating until the falls from grace ceased to arouse a burning +shame in Lichonin, and turned into a habit, swallowing and +extinguishing remorse. + + + + +CHAPTER XVI. + + +Justice must be rendered to Lichonin; he did everything to create for +Liubka a quiet and secure existence. Since he knew that they would have +to leave their mansard anyway--this bird house, rearing above the whole +city--leave it not so much on account of its inconvenience and lack of +space as on account of the old woman Alexandra, who with every day +became more ferocious, captious and scolding--he resolved to rent a +little bit of a flat, consisting of two rooms and a kitchen, on the +Borschhagovka, at the edge of the town. He came upon an inexpensive +one, for nine roubles a month, without fuel. True, Lichonin had to run +very far from there to his pupils, but he relied firmly upon his +endurance and health, and would often say: + +"My legs are my own. I don't have to be sparing of them." + +And, truly, he was a great master at walking. Once, for the sake of a +joke, having put a pedometer in his vest pocket, he towards evening +counted up twenty versts; which, taking into consideration the unusual +length of his legs, equalled some twenty-five versts.[21] And he did +have to run about quite a bit, because the fuss about Liubka's passport +and the acquisition of household furnishings of a sort had eaten up all +his accidental winnings at cards. He did try to take up playing again, +on a small scale at first, but was soon convinced that his star at +cards had now entered upon a run of fatal ill luck. + + +[21] A verst is equal to two-thirds of a mile.--Trans. + + +By now, of course, the real character of his relations with Liubka was +a mystery to none of his comrades; but he still continued in their +presence to act out the comedy of friendly and brotherly relations with +the girl. For some reason he could not, or did not want to, realize +that it would have been far wiser and more advantageous for him not to +lie, not to be false, and not to pretend. Or, perhaps, although he did +know this, he still could not change the established tone. As for the +intimate relations, he inevitably played a secondary, passive role. The +initiative, in the form of tenderness, caressing, always had to come +from Liubka (she had remained Liubka, after all, and Lichonin had +somehow entirely forgotten that he himself had read her real +name--Irene--in the passport). + +She, who had so recently given her body up impassively--or, on the +contrary, with an imitation of burning passion--to tens of people in a +day, to hundreds in a month, had become attached to Lichonin with all +her feminine being, loving and jealous; had grown attached to him with +body, feeling, thoughts. The prince was funny and entertaining to her, +and the expansive Soloviev interestingly amusing; toward the crushing +authoritativeness of Simanovsky she felt a supernatural terror; but +Lichonin was for her at the same time a sovereign, and a divinity; and, +which is the most horrible of all, her property and bodily joy. + +It has long ago been observed, that a man who has lived his fill, has +been worn out, gnawed and chewed by the jaws of amatory passions, will +never again love with a strong and only love, simultaneously +self-denying, pure, and passionate. But for a woman there are neither +laws nor limitations in this respect. This observation was especially +confirmed in Liubka. She was ready to crawl before Lichonin with +delight, to serve him as a slave; but, at the same time, desired that +he belong to her more than a table, than a little dog, than a night +blouse. And he always proved wanting, always failing before the +onslaught of this sudden love, which from a modest little stream had so +rapidly turned into a river and had over-flowed its banks. And not +infrequently he thought to himself, with bitterness and a sneer: + +"Every evening I play the role of the beauteous Joseph; still, he at +least managed to tear himself away, leaving his underwear in the hands +of the ardent lady; but when will I at last get free of my yoke?" + +And a secret enmity for Liubka was already gnawing him. All the more +and more frequently various crafty plans of liberation came into his +head. And some of them were to such an extent dishonest, that, after a +few hours, or the next day, Lichonin squirmed inwardly from shame, +recalling them. + +"I am falling, morally and mentally!" he would at times think with +horror. "It's not in vain that I read somewhere, or heard from some +one, that the connection of a cultured man with a woman of little +intellect will never elevate her to the level of the man, but, on the +contrary, will bow him down and sink him to the mental and moral +outlook of the woman." + +And after two weeks she ceased to excite his imagination entirely. He +gave in, as to violence, to the long-continued caresses, entreaties, +and often even to pity. + +Yet at the same time Liubka, who had rested and felt living, real soil +under her, began to improve in looks with unusual rapidity, just as a +flower bud, that but yesterday was almost dying, suddenly unfolds after +a plentiful and warm rain. The freckles ran off her soft face, and the +uncomprehending, troubled expression, like that of a young jackdaw, had +disappeared from the dark eyes, and they had grown brighter and had +begun to sparkle. The body grew stronger and filled out; the lips grew +red. But Lichonin, seeing Liubka every day, did not notice this and did +not believe those compliments which were showered upon her by his +friends. "Fool jokes," he reflected, frowning. "The boys are spoofing." + +As the lady of the house, Liubka proved to be less than mediocre. True, +she could cook fat stews, so thick that the spoon stood upright in +them; prepare enormous, unwieldy, formless cutlets; and under the +guidance of Lichonin familiarized herself pretty rapidly with the great +art of brewing tea (at seventy-five kopecks a pound); but further than +that she did not go, probably because for each art and for each being +there are extreme limitations of their own, which cannot in any way be +surmounted. But then, she loved to wash floors very much; and carried +out this occupation so often and with such zeal, that dampness soon set +in in the flat and multipedes appeared. + +Tempted once by a newspaper advertisement, Lichonin procured a stocking +knitting machine for her, on terms. The art, the mastery of this +instrument--promising, to judge by the advertisement, three roubles of +clear profit a day--proved to be so uncomplicated that Lichonin, +Soloviev, and Nijeradze easily mastered it in a few hours; while +Lichonin even contrived to knit a whole stocking of uncommon +durability, and of such dimensions that it would have proven big even +for the feet of Minin and Pozharsky, whose statues are in Moscow, on +Krasnaya Square. Only Liubka alone could not master this trade. At +every mistake or tangle she was forced to turn to the co-operation of +the men. But then, she learned pretty rapidly to make artificial +flowers and, despite the opinion of Simanovsky, made them very +exquisitely, and with great taste; so that after a month the hat +specialty stores began to buy her work. And, what is most amazing, she +had taken only two lessons in all from a specialist, while the rest she +learned through a self-instructor, guiding herself only by the drawings +supplemental to it. She did not contrive to make more than a rouble's +worth of flowers in a week; but this money was her pride, and for the +very first half-rouble that she made she bought Lichonin a mouthpiece +for smoking. + +Several years later Lichonin confessed to himself at soul, with regret +and with a quiet melancholy, that this period of time was the most +quiet, peaceful and comfortable one of all his life in the university +and as a lawyer. This unwieldy, clumsy, perhaps even stupid Liubka, +possessed some instinctive domesticity, some imperceptible ability of +creating a bright and easy quietude around her. It was precisely she +who attained the fact that Lichonin's quarters very soon became a +charming, quiet centre; where all the comrades of Lichonin, who, as +well as the majority of the students of that time, were forced to +sustain a bitter struggle with the harsh conditions of life, felt +somehow at ease, as though in a family; and rested at soul after heavy +tribulations, need, and starvation. Lichonin recalled with grateful +sadness her friendly complaisance, her modest and attentive silence, on +those evenings around the samovar, when so much had been spoken, argued +and dreamt. + +In learning, things went with great difficulty. All these self-styled +cultivators, collectively and separately, spoke of the fact that the +education of the human mind, and the upbringing of the human soul must +flow out of individual motives; but in reality they stuffed Liubka with +just that which seemed to them the most necessary and indispensable, +and tried to overcome together with her those scientific obstacles, +which, without any loss, might have been left aside. + +Thus, for example, Lichonin did not want, under any conditions, to +become reconciled, in teaching her arithmetic, to her queer, barbarous, +savage, or, more correctly, childish, primitive method of counting. She +counted exclusively in ones, twos, threes and fives. Thus, for example, +twelve to her was two times two threes; nineteen--three fives and two +twos; and, it must be said, that through her system she with the +rapidity of a counting board operated almost up to a hundred. To go +further she dared not; and besides she had no practical need of this. +In vain did Lichonin try to transfer her to a digital system. Nothing +came of this, save that he flew into a rage, yelled at Liubka; while +she would look at him in silence, with astonished, widely open and +guilty eyes, the lashes of which stuck into long black arrows from +tears. Also, through a capricious turn of her mind, she began to master +addition and multiplication with comparative ease, but subtraction and +division were for her an impenetrable wall. But then, she could, with +amazing speed and wit, solve all possible jocose oral head-breaking +riddles, and even remembered very many of them herself from the +thousand year old usage of the village. Toward geography she was +perfectly dull. True, she could orientate herself as to the four +cardinal points on the street, in the garden, and in the room; hundreds +of times better than Lichonin--the ancient peasant instinct in her +asserted itself--but she stubbornly denied the sphericity of the earth +and did not recognize the horizon; and when she was told that the +terrestrial globe moves in space, she only snorted from laughter. +Geographical maps to her were always an incomprehensible daubing in +several colours; but separate figures she memorized exactly and +quickly. "Where's Italy?" Lichonin would ask her. "Here it is, a boot," +Liubka would say and triumphantly jabbed the Apennine Peninsula. +"Sweden and Norway?" "This dog, which is jumping off a roof." "The +Baltic Sea?" "A widow standing on her knees." "The Black Sea?" "A +shoe." "Spain?" "A fatty in a cap" ... &c. With history matters went no +better; Lichonin did not take into consideration the fact that she, +with her childlike soul thirsting for fiction, would have easily become +familiarized with historic events through various funny and heroically +touching anecdotes; but he, accustomed to pulling through examinations +and tutoring high-school boys of the fourth or fifth grade, starved her +on names and dates. Besides that, he was very impatient, unrestrained, +irascible; grew fatigued soon, and a secret--usually concealed but +constantly growing--hatred for the girl who had so suddenly and +incongruously warped all his life, more and more frequently and +unjustly broke forth during the time of these lessons. + +A far greater success as a pedagogue enjoyed Nijeradze. His guitar and +mandolin always hung in the dining room, secured to the nails with +ribbons. The guitar, with its soft, warm sounds, drew Liubka more than +the irritating, metallic bleating of the mandolin. When Nijeradze would +come to them as a guest (three or four times a week, in the evening), +she herself would take the guitar down from the wall, painstakingly +wipe it off with a handkerchief, and hand it over to him. He, having +fussed for some time with the tuning, would clear his throat, put one +leg over the other, negligently throw himself against the back of the +chair, and begin in a throaty little tenor, a trifle hoarse, but +pleasant and true: + + "The trea-cha-rous sa-ound av akissing + Resahounds through the quiet night air; + Tuh all fla-ming hearts it is pleasing, + And given tuh each lovin' pair. + + For a single mohoment of mee-ting ..." + +And at this he would pretend to swoon away from his own singing, shut +his eyes, toss his head in the passionate passages or during the +pauses, tearing his right hand away from the strings; would suddenly +turn to stone, and for a second would pierce Liubka's eyes with his +languorous, humid, sheepish eyes. He knew an endless multitude of +ballads, catches, and old-fashioned, jocose little pieces. Most of all +pleased Liubka the universally familiar Armenian couplets about Karapet: + + "Karapet has a buffet, + On the buffet's a confet, + On the confet's a portret-- + That's the self-same Karapet." + +[22] Anglice, "confet" is a bon-bon; "portret," a portrait.--Trans. + +Of these couplets (in the Caucasus they are called kinto-uri--the song +of the peddlers) the prince knew an infinite many, but the absurd +refrain was always one and the same: + + "Bravo, bravo, Katenka, + Katerin Petrovna, + Don't you kiss me on the cheek--a, + Kiss the backs of my head." + +These couplets Nijeradze always sang in a diminished voice, preserving +on his face an expression of serious astonishment about Karapet; while +Liubka laughed until it hurt, until tears came, until she had nervous +spasms. Once, carried away, she could not restrain herself and began to +chime in with him, and their singing proved to be very harmonious. +Little by little, when she had by degrees completely ceased to be +embarrassed before the prince, they sang together more and more +frequently. Liubka proved to have a very soft and low contralto, even +though thin, on which her past life with its colds, drinking, and +professional excesses had left absolutely no traces. And mainly--which +was already a curious gift of God--she possessed an instinctive, +inherent ability very exactly, beautifully, and always originally, to +carry on the second voice. There came a time toward the end of their +acquaintance, when Liubka did not beg the prince, but the prince +Liubka, to sing some one of the beloved songs of the people, of which +she knew a multitude. And so, putting her elbow on the table, and +propping up her head with her palm, like a peasant woman, she would +start off to the cautious, painstaking, quiet accompaniment: + + "Oh, the nights have grown tiresome to me, and wearisome; + To be parted from my dearie, from my mate! + Oh, haven't I myself, woman-like, done a foolish thing-- + Have stirred up the wrath of my own darling: + When I did call him a bitter drunkard! ..." + +"Bitter drunkard!" the prince would repeat the last words together with +her, and would forlornly toss his curly head, inclined to one side; and +they both tried to end the song so that the scarcely seizable quivering +of the guitar strings and the voice might by degrees grow quiet, and +that it might not be possible to note when the sound ended and the +silence came. + +But then, in the matter of THE PANTHER'S SKIN, the work of the famous +Georgian poet Rustavelli, prince Nijeradze fell down completely. The +beauty of the poem, of course, consisted in the way it sounded in the +native tongue; but scarcely would he begin to read in sing-song his +throaty, sibilant, hawking phrases, when Liubka would at first shake +for a long time from irresistible laughter; then, finally, burst into +laughter, filling the whole room with explosive, prolonged peals. Then +Nijeradze in wrath would slam shut the little tome of the adored +writer, and swear at Liubka, calling her a mule and a camel. However, +they soon made up. + +There were times when fits of goatish, mischievous merriment would come +upon Nijeradze. He would pretend that he wanted to embrace Liubka, +would roll exaggeratedly passionate eyes at her, and would utter with a +theatrically languishing whisper: + +"Me soul! The best rosa in the garden of Allah! Honey and milk are upon +thy lips, and thy breath is better than the aroma of kabob. Give me to +drink the bliss of Nirvanah from the goblet of thy lips, O thou, my +best Tifflissian she-goat!" + +But she would laugh, get angry, strike his hands, and threaten to +complain to Lichonin. + +"V-va!" the prince would spread out his hands. "What is Lichonin? +Lichonin is my friend, my brother, and bosom crony. But then, does he +know what loffe is? Is it possible that you northern people understand +loffe? It's we, Georgians, who are created for loffe. Look, Liubka! +I'll show you right away what loffe is!" He would clench his fists, +bend his body forward, and would start rolling his eyes so ferociously, +gnash his teeth and roar with a lion's voice so, that a childish terror +would encompass Liubka, despite the fact that she knew this to be a +joke, and she would dash off running into another room. + +It must be said, however, that for this lad, in general unrestrained in +the matter of light, chance romances, existed special firm moral +prohibitions, sucked in with the milk of his mother Georgian; the +sacred adates concerning the wife of a friend. And then, probably he +understood--and it must be said that these oriental men, despite their +seeming naiveness--and, perhaps, even owing to it--possess, when they +wish to, a fine psychic intuition--he understood, that having made +Liubka his mistress for even one minute, he would be forever deprived +of this charming, quiet, domestic evening comfort, to which he had +grown so used. For he, who was on terms of thou-ing with almost the +whole university, nevertheless felt himself so lonely in a strange city +and in a country still strange to him! + +These studies afforded the most pleasure of all to Soloviev. This big, +strong, and negligent man somehow involuntarily, imperceptibly even to +himself, began to submit to that hidden, unseizable, exquisite witchery +of femininity; which not infrequently lurks under the coarsest +covering, in the harshest, most gnarled environment. The pupil +dominated, the teacher obeyed. Through the qualities of a primitive, +but on the other hand a fresh, deep, and original soul, Liubka was +inclined not to obey the method of another, but to seek out her own +peculiar, strange processes. Thus, for example, she--like many +children, however,--learned writing before reading. Not she herself, +meek and yielding by nature, but some peculiar quality of her mind, +obstinately refused in reading to harness a vowel alongside of a +consonant, or vice versa; in writing, however, she would manage this. +For penmanship along slanted rulings she, despite the general wont of +beginners, felt a great inclination; she wrote bending low over the +paper; blew on the paper from exertion, as though blowing off imaginary +dust; licked her lips and stuck out with the tongue, from the inside, +now one cheek, now the other. Soloviev did not thwart her, and followed +after, along those ways which her instinct laid down. And it must be +said, that during this month and a half he had managed to become +attached with all his huge, broad, mighty soul to this chance, weak, +transitory being. This was the circumspect, droll, magnanimous, +somewhat wondering love, and the careful concern, of a kind elephant +for a frail, helpless, yellow-downed chick. + +The reading was a delectation for both of them, and here again the +choice of works was directed by the taste of Liubka, while Soloviev +only followed its current and its sinuosities. Thus, for example, +Liubka did not overcome Don Quixote, tired, and, finally, turning away +from him, with pleasure heard Robinson Crusoe through, and wept with +especial copiousness over the scene of his meeting with his relatives. +She liked Dickens, and very easily grasped his radiant humour; but the +features of English manners were foreign to her and incomprehensible. +They also read Chekhov more than once, and Liubka very freely, without +difficulty, penetrated the beauty of his design, his smile and his +sadness. Stories for children moved her, touched her to such a degree +that it was laughable and joyous to look at her. Once Soloviev read to +her Chekhov's story, The Fit, in which, as it is known, a student for +the first time finds himself in a brothel; and afterwards, on the next +day, writhes about, as in a fit, in the spasms of a keen psychic +suffering and the consciousness of common guilt. Soloviev himself did +not expect that tremendous impression which this narrative would make +upon her. She cried, swore, wrung her hands, and exclaimed all the +while: + +"Lord! Where does he take all that stuff from, and so skillfully! Why, +it's every bit just the way it is with us!" + +Once he brought with him a book entitled THE HISTORY OF MANON LESCAUT +AND THE CHEVALIER DE GRIEUX, the work of Abbe Prevost. It must be said +that Soloviev himself was reading this remarkable book for the first +time. But still, Liubka appraised it far more deeply and finely. The +absence of a plot, the naiveness of the telling, the surplus of +sentimentality, the olden fashion of the style--all this taken together +cooled Soloviev; whereas Liubka received the joyous, sad, touching and +flippant details of this quaint immortal novel not only through her +ears, but as though with her eyes and with all her naively open heart. + +"'Our intention of espousal was forgotten at St. Denis,'" Soloviev was +reading, bending his tousled, golden-haired head, illuminated by the +shade of the lamp, low over the book; "'we transgressed against the +laws of the church and, without thinking of it, became espoused.'" + +"What are they at? Of their own will, that is? Without a priest? Just +so?" asked Liubka in uneasiness, tearing herself away from her +artificial flowers. + +"Of course. And what of it? Free love, and that's all there is to it. +Like you and Lichonin, now." + +"Oh, me! That's an entirely different matter. You know yourself where +he took me from. But she's an innocent and genteel young lady. That's a +low-down thing for him to do. And, believe me, Soloviev, he's sure to +leave her later. Ah, the poor girl. Well, well, well, read on." + +But already after several pages all the sympathies and commiserations +of Liubka went over to the side of the deceived chevalier. + +"'However, the visits and departures by thefts of M. de B. threw me +into confusion. I also recollected the little purchases of Manon, which +exceeded our means. All this smacked of the generosity of a new lover. +"But no, no," I repeated, "it is impossible that Manon should deceive +me! She is aware, that I live only for her, she is exceedingly well +aware that I adore her."'" + +"Ah, the little fool, the little fool!" exclaimed Liubka. "Why, can't +you see right off that she's being kept by this rich man. Ah, trash +that she is!" + +And the further the novel unfolded, the more passionate and lively an +interest did Liubka take in it. She had nothing against Manon's +fleecing her subsequent patrons with the help of her lover and her +brother, while de Grieux occupied himself with sharping at the club; +but her every new betrayal brought Liubka into a rage, while the +sufferings of the gallant chevalier evoked her tears. Once she asked: + +"Soloviev, dearie, who was he--this author?" + +"He was a certain French priest." + +"He wasn't a Russian?" + +"No, a Frenchman, I'm telling you. See, he's got everything so--the +towns are French and the people have French names." + +"Then he was a priest, you say? Where did he know all this from, then?" + +"Well, he knew it, that's all. Because he was an ordinary man of the +world, a nobleman, and only became a monk afterwards. He had seen a lot +in his life. Then he again left the monks. But, however, here's +everything about him written in detail in front of this book." + +He read the biography of Abbe Prevost to her. Liubka heard it through +attentively, shaking her head with great significance; asked over again +about that which she did not understand in certain places, and when he +had finished she thoughtfully drawled out: + +"Then that's what he is! He's written it up awfully good. Only why is +she so low down? For he loves her so, with all his life; but she's +playing him false all the time." + +"Well, Liubochka, what can you do? For she loved him too. Only she's a +vain hussy, and frivolous. All she wants is only rags, and her own +horses, and diamonds." + +Liubka flared up and hit one fist against the other. + +"I'd rub her into powder, the low-down creature? So that's called her +having loved, too! If you love a man, then all that comes from him must +be dear to you. He goes to prison, and you go with him to prison. He's +become a thief, well, you help him. He's a beggar, but still you go +with him. What is there out of the way, that there's only a crust of +black bread, so long as there's love? She's low down, and she's low +down, that's what! But I, in his place, would leave her; or, instead of +crying, give her such a drubbing that she'd walk around in bruises for +a whole month, the varmint!" + +The end of the novel she could not manage to hear to the finish for a +long time, and always broke out into sincere warm tears, so that it was +necessary to interrupt the reading; and the last chapter they overcame +only in four doses. + +The calamities and misadventures of the lovers in prison, the +compulsory despatch of Manon to America and the self-denial of de +Grieux in voluntarily following her, so possessed the imagination of +Liubka and shook her soul, that she even forgot to make her remarks. +Listening to the story of the quiet, beautiful death of Manon in the +midst of the desert plain, she, without stirring, with hands clasped on +her breast, looked at the light; and the tears ran and ran out of her +staring eyes and fell, like a shower, on the table. But when the +Chevalier de Grieux, who had lain two days near the corpse of his dear +Manon, finally began to dig a grave with the stump of his sword--Liubka +burst into sobbing so that Soloviev became scared and dashed after +water. But even having calmed down a little, she still sobbed for a +long time with her trembling, swollen lips and babbled: + +"Ah! Their life was so miserable! What a bitter lot that was! And is it +possible that it's always like that, darling Soloviev; that just as +soon as a man and a woman fall in love with each other, in just the way +they did, then God is sure to punish them? Dearie, but why is that? +Why?" + + + + +CHAPTER XVII. + + +But if the Georgian and the kind-souled Soloviev served as a palliating +beginning against the sharp thorns of great worldly wisdom, in the +curious education of the mind and soul of Liubka; and if Liubka forgave +the pedantism of Lichonin for the sake of a first sincere and limitless +love for him, and forgave just as willingly as she would have forgiven +curses, beatings, or a heavy crime--the lessons of Simanovsky, on the +other hand, were a downright torture and a constant, prolonged burden +for her. For it must be said that he, as though in spite, was far more +accurate and exact in his lessons than any pedagogue working out his +weekly stipulated tutorings. + +With the incontrovertibility of his opinions, the assurance of his tone +and the didacticism of his presentation he took away the will of poor +Liubka and paralyzed her soul; in the same way that he sometimes, +during university gatherings or at mass meetings, influenced the timid +and bashful minds of newcomers. He was an orator at meetings; he was a +prominent member in the organization of students' mess halls; he took +part in the recording, lithographing and publication of lectures; he +was chosen the head of the course; and, finally, took a very great +interest in the students' treasury. He was of that number of people +who, after they leave the student auditoriums, become the leaders of +parties, the unrestrained arbiters of pure and self-denying conscience; +serve out their political stage somewhere in Chukhlon, directing the +keen attention of all Russia to their heroically woeful situation; and +after that, beautifully leaning on their past, make a career for +themselves, thanks to a solid advocacy, a deputation, or else a +marriage joined with a goodly piece of black loam land and provincial +activity. Unnoticeably to themselves and altogether unnoticeably, of +course, to the casual glance, they cautiously right themselves; or, +more correctly, fade until they grow a belly unto themselves, and +acquire podagra and diseases of the liver. Then they grumble at the +whole world; say that they were not understood, that their time was the +time of sacred ideals. While in the family they are despots and not +infrequently give money out at usury. + +The path of the education of Liubka's mind and soul was plain to him, +as was plain and incontrovertible everything that he conceived; he +wanted at the start to interest Liubka in chemistry and physics. + +"The virginally feminine mind," he pondered, "will be astounded, then I +shall gain possession of her attention, and from trifles, from +hocus-pocus, I shall pass on to that which will lead her to the centre +of universal knowledge, where there is no superstition, no prejudices; +where there is only a broad field for the testing of nature." + +It must be said that he was inconsistent in his lessons. He dragged in +all that came to his hand for the astonishment of Liubka. Once he +brought along for her a large self-made serpent--a long cardboard hose, +filled with gunpowder, bent in the form of a harmonica, and tied +tightly across with a cord. He lit it, and the serpent for a long time +with crackling jumped over the dining room and the bedroom, filling the +place with smoke and stench. Liubka was scarcely amazed and said that +this was simply fireworks, that she had already seen this, and that you +couldn't astonish her with that. She asked, however, permission to open +the window. Then he brought a large phial, tinfoil, rosin and a cat's +tail, and in this manner contrived a Leyden jar. The discharge, +although weak, was produced, however. + +"Oh, the unclean one take you, Satan!" Liubka began to cry out, having +felt the dry fillip in her little finger. + +Then, out of heated peroxide of manganese, mixed with sand, with the +help of a druggist's vial, the gutta-percha end of a syringe, a basin +filled with water, and a jam jar--oxygen was derived. The red-hot cork, +coal and phosphorus burnt in the jar so blindingly that it pained the +eyes. Liubka clapped her palms and squealed out in delight: + +"Mister Professor, more! Please, more, more! ..." + +But when, having united the oxygen with the hydrogen brought in an +empty champagne bottle, and having wrapped up the bottle for precaution +in a towel, Simanovsky ordered Liubka to direct its neck toward a +burning candle, and when the explosion broke out, as though four +cannons had been fired off at once--an explosion through which the +plastering fell down from the ceiling--then Liubka grew timorous, and, +only getting to rights with difficulty, pronounced with trembling lips, +but with dignity: "You must excuse me now, but since I have a flat of +my own, and I'm not at all a wench any longer, but a decent woman, I'd +ask you therefore not to misbehave in my place. I thought you, like a +smart and educated man, would do everything nice and genteel, but you +busy yourself with silly things. They can even put one in jail for +that." + +Subsequently, much, much later, she told how she had a student friend, +who made dynamite before her. + +It must have been, after all, that Simanovsky, this enigmatic man, so +influential in his youthful society, where he had to deal with theory +for the most part, and so incoherent when a practical experiment with a +living soul had come into his hands--was just simply stupid, but could +skillfully conceal this sole sincere quality of his. + +Having suffered failure in applied sciences, he at once passed on to +metaphysics. Once he very self-assuredly, and in a tone such that after +it no refutation was possible, announced to Liubka that there is no +God, and that he would undertake to prove this during five minutes. +Whereupon Liubka jumped up from her place, and told him firmly that +she, even though a quondam prostitute, still believed in God and would +not allow Him to be offended in her presence; and if he would continue +such nonsense, then she would complain to Vassil Vassilich. + +"I will also tell him," she added in a weeping voice, "that you, +instead of teaching me, only rattle off all kinds of stuff and all that +sort of nastiness, while you yourself hold your hand on my knees. And +that's even not at all genteel." And for the first time during all +their acquaintanceship she, who had formerly been so timorous and +constrained, sharply moved away from her teacher. + +However, having suffered a few failures, Simanovsky still obstinately +continued to act upon the mind and imagination of Liubka. He tried to +explain to her the theory of the origin of species, beginning with an +amoeba and ending with Napoleon. Liubka listened to him attentively, +and during this there was an imploring expression in her eyes: "When +will you stop at last?" She yawned into a handkerchief and then +guiltily explained: "Excuse me, that's from my nerves." Marx also had +no success goods, supplementary value, the manufacturer and the worker, +which had become algebraic formulas, were for Liubka merely empty +sounds, vibrating the air; and she, very sincere at soul, always jumped +up with joy from her place, when hearing that, apparently, the +vegetable soup had boiled up, or the samovar was getting ready to boil +over. + +It cannot be said that Simanovsky did not have success with women. His +aplomb and his weighty, decisive tone always acted upon simple souls, +especially upon fresh, naive, trusting souls. Out of protracted ties he +always got out very easily; either he was dedicated to a tremendously +responsible call, before which domestic love relations were nothing; or +he pretended to be a superman, to whom all is permitted (O, thou, +Nietszche, so long ago and so disgracefully misconstrued for +high-school boys!). The passive, almost imperceptible, but firmly +evasive resistance of Liubka irritated and excited him. What +particularly incensed him was the fact that she, who had formerly been +so accessible to all, ready to yield her love in one day to several +people in succession, to each one for two roubles, was now all of a +sudden playing at some pure and disinterested inamoration! + +"Nonsense," he thought. "This can't be. She's making believe, and, +probably, I don't strike the right tone with her." + +And with every day he became more exacting, captious, and stern. Hardly +consciously, more probably through habit, he relied on his usual +influence, intimidating the thought and subduing the will, which rarely +betrayed him. + +Once Liubka complained about him to Lichonin: + +"He's too strict with me, now, Vassil Vassilievich; and I don't +understand anything he says, and I don't want to take lessons with him +any more." + +Somehow or other, Lichonin lamely quieted her down; but still he had an +explanation with Simanovsky. The other answered him with sang froid: + +"Just as you wish, my dear fellow; if my method displeases you or +Liubka, then I'm even ready to resign. My problem consists only of +bringing in a genuine element of discipline into her education. If she +does not understand anything, then I compel her to learn it by heart, +aloud. With time this will cease. That is unavoidable. Recall, +Lichonin, how difficult the transition from arithmetic to algebra was +for us, when we were compelled to replace common numerals with letters, +and did not know why this was done. Or why did they teach us grammar, +instead of simply advising us to write tales and verses?" + +And on the very next day, bending down low under the hanging shade of +the lamp over Liubka's body, and sniffing all over her breast and under +her arm pits, he was saying to her: + +"Draw a triangle... Well, yes, this way and this way. On top I write +'Love.' Write simply the letter L, and below M and W. That will be: the +Love of Man and Woman." + +With the air of an oracle, unshakable and austere, he spoke all sorts +of erotic balderdash and almost unexpectedly concluded: + +"And so look, Liuba. The desire to love--it's the same as the desire to +eat, to drink, and to breathe the air." He would squeeze her thigh +hard, considerably above the knee; and she again, becoming confused and +not wishing to offend him, would try almost imperceptibly to move her +leg away gradually. + +"Tell me, would it be offensive, now, for your sister, mother, or for +your husband, that you by chance had not dined at home, but had gone +into a restaurant or a cook-shop, and had there satisfied your hunger? +And so with love. No more, no less. A physiological enjoyment. Perhaps +more powerful, more keen, than all others, but that's all. Thus, for +example, now: I want you as a woman. While you ..." + +"Oh, drop it, Mister," Liubka cut him short with vexation. "Well, what +are you harping on one and the same thing for all the time? Change your +act. You've been told: no and no. Don't you think I see what you're +trying to get at? But only I'll never agree to unfaithfulness, seeing +as how Vasilli Vasillievich is my benefactor, and I adore him with all +my soul... And you're even pretty disgusting to me with your nonsense." + +Once he caused Liubka a great and scandalous hurt, and all because of +his theoretical first principles. As at the university they were +already for a long time talking about Lichonin's having saved a girl +from such and such a house; and that now he is taken up with her moral +regeneration; that rumour, naturally, also reached the studying girls, +who frequented the student circles. And so, none other than Simanovsky +once brought to Liubka two female medicos, one historian, and one +beginning poetess, who, by the way, was already writing critical essays +as well. He introduced them in the most serious and fool-like manner. + +"Here," he said, stretching out his hand, now in the direction of the +guests, now of Liubka, "here, comrades, get acquainted. You, Liuba, +will find in them real friends, who will help you on your radiant path; +while you--comrades, Liza, Nadya, Sasha and Rachel--you will regard as +elder sisters a being who has just struggled out of that horrible +darkness into which the social structure places the modern woman." + +He spoke not exactly so, perhaps; but in any case, approximately in +that manner. Liubka turned red, extended her hand, with all the fingers +clumsily folded together, to the young ladies in coloured blouses and +in leather belts; regaled them with tea and jam; promptly helped them +with lights for cigarettes; but, despite all invitations, did not want +to sit down for anything. She would say: "Yes-ss, n-no, as you wish." +And when one of the young ladies dropped a handkerchief on the floor, +she hurriedly made a dash to pick it up. + +One of the maidens, red, stout, and with a bass voice, whose face, all +in all, consisted of only a pair of red cheeks, out of which +mirth-provokingly peeped out a hint at an upturned nose, and with a +pair of little black eyes, like tiny raisins, sparkling out of their +depths, was inspecting Liubka from head to feet, as though through an +imaginary lorgnette; directing over her a glance which said nothing, +but was contemptuous. "Why, I haven't been getting anybody away from +her," thought Liubka guiltily. But another was so tactless, that +she--perhaps for the first time for her, but the hundredth for +Liubka--began a conversation about: how had she happened upon the path +of prostitution? This was a bustling young lady, pale, very pretty, +ethereal; all in little light curls, with the air of a spoiled kitten +and even a little pink cat's bow on her neck. + +"But tell me, who was this scoundrel, now ... who was the first to ... +well, you understand? ..." + +In the mind of Liubka quickly flashed the images of her former mates, +Jennka and Tamara, so proud, so brave and resourceful--oh, far brainier +than these maidens--and she, almost unexpectedly for herself, suddenly +said sharply: + +"There was a lot of them. I've already forgotten. Kolka, Mitka, +Volodka, Serejka, Jorjik, Troshka, Petka, and also Kuzka and Guska with +a party. But why are you interested?" + +"Why... no... that is, I ask as a person who fully sympathizes with +you." + +"But have you a lover?" + +"Pardon me, I don't understand what you're saying. People, it's time we +were going." + +"That is, what don't you understand? Have you ever slept with a man?" + +"Comrade Simanovsky, I had not presupposed that you would bring us to +such a person. Thank you. It was exceedingly charming of you!" + +It was difficult for Liubka to surmount the first step. She was of +those natures which endure long, but tear loose rapidly; and she, +usually so timorous, was unrecognizable at this moment. + +"But I know!" she was screaming in wrath. "I know, that you're the very +same as I! But you have a papa, a mamma; you're provided for, and if +you have to, then you'll even commit abortion--many do so. But if you +were in my place, when there's nothing to stuff your mouth with, and a +girlie doesn't understand anything yet, because she can't read or +write; while all around the men are shoving like he-dogs--then you'd be +in a sporting house too. It's a shame to put on airs before a poor +girl--that's what!" + +Simanovsky, who had gotten into trouble, said a few general consolatory +words in a judicious bass, such as the noble fathers used in olden +comedies, and led his ladies off. + +But he was fated to play one more very shameful, distressing, and final +role in the free life of Liubka. She had already complained to Lichonin +for a long time that the presence of Simanovsky was oppressive to her; +but Lichonin paid no attention to womanish trifles: the vacuous, +fictitious, wordy hypnosis of this man of commands was strong within +him. There are influences, to get rid of which is difficult, almost +impossible. On the other hand, he was already for a long time feeling +the burden of co-habitation with Liubka. Frequently he thought to +himself: "She is spoiling my life; I am growing common, foolish; I have +become dissolved in fool benevolence; it will end up in my marrying +her, entering the excise or the assay office, or getting in among +pedagogues; I'll be taking bribes, will gossip, and become an +abominable provincial morel. And where are my dreams of the power of +thought, the beauty of life, of love and deeds for all humanity?" he +would say, at times even aloud, and pull his hair. And for that reason, +instead of attentively going into Liubka's complaints, he would lose +his temper, yell, stamp his feet, and the patient, meek Liubka would +grow quiet and retire into the kitchen, to have a good cry there. + +Now more and more frequently, after family quarrels, in the minutes of +reconciliation he would say to Liubka: + +"My dear Liuba, you and I do not suit each other, comprehend that. +Look: here are a hundred roubles for you, ride home. Your relatives +will receive you as their own. Live there a while, look around you. I +will come for you after half a year; you'll have become rested, and, of +course, all that's filthy, nasty, that has been grafted upon you by the +city, will go away, will die off. And you'll begin a new life +independently, without any assistance, alone and proud!" + +But then, can anything be done with a woman who has come to love for +the first, and, of course, as it seems to her, for the last time? Can +she be convinced of the necessity for parting? Does logic exist for her? + +Always reverent before the firmness of the words and decisions of +Simanovsky, Lichonin, however, surmised and by instinct understood his +real relation to Liubka; and in his desire to free himself, to shake +off a chance load beyond his strength, he would catch himself in a +nasty little thought: "She pleases Simanovsky; and as for her, isn't it +all the same if it's he or I or a third? Guess I'll make a clean breast +of it, explain things to him and yield Liubka up to him like a comrade. +But then, the fool won't go. Will raise a rumpus." + +"Or just to come upon the two of them together, somehow," he would +ponder further, "in some decisive pose... to raise a noise, make a +row... A noble gesture... a little money and... a getaway." + +He now frequently, for several days, would not return home; and +afterwards, having come, would undergo torturesome hours of feminine +interrogations, scenes, tears, even hysterical fits. Liubka would at +times watch him in secret, when he went out of the house; would stop +opposite the entrance that he went into, and for hours would await his +return in order to reproach him and to cry in the street. Not being +able to read, she intercepted his letters and, not daring to turn to +the aid of the prince or Soloviev, would save them up in her little +cupboard together with sugar, tea, lemon and all sorts of other trash. +She had even reached the stage when, in minutes of anger, she +threatened him with sulphuric acid. + +"May the devil take her," Lichonin would ponder during the minutes of +his crafty plans. "It's all one, let there even be nothing between +them. But I'll take and make a fearful scene for him, and her." + +And he would declaim to himself: + +"Ah, so! ... I have warmed you in my bosom, and what do I see now? You +are paying me with black ingratitude. ... And you, my best comrade, you +have attempted my sole happiness! ... O, no, no, remain together; I go +hence with tears in my eyes. I see, that I am one too many! I do not +wish to oppose your love, etc., etc." + +And precisely these dreams, these hidden plans, such momentary, chance, +and, at bottom, vile ones--of those to which people later do not +confess to themselves--were suddenly fulfilled. It was the turn of +Soloviev's lesson. To his great happiness, Liubka had at last read +through almost without faltering: "A good plough has Mikhey, and a good +one has Sisoi as well... a swallow... a swing ... the children love +God..." And as a reward for this Soloviev read aloud to her Of the +Merchant Kalashnikov and of Kiribeievich, Life-guardsman of Czar Ivan +the Fourth. Liubka from delight bounced in her armchair, clapped her +hands. The beauty of this monumental, heroic work had her in its grasp. +But she did not have a chance to express her impressions in full. +Soloviev was hurrying to a business appointment. And immediately, +coming to meet Soloviev, having barely exchanged greetings with him in +the doorway, came Simanovsky. Liubka's face sadly lengthened and her +lips pouted. For this pedantic teacher and coarse male had become very +repugnant to her of late. + +This time he began a lecture on the theme that for man there exist no +laws, no rights, no duties, no honour, no vileness; and that man is a +quantity self-sufficient, independent of anyone and anything. + +"It's possible to be a God, possible to be an intestinal worm, a tape +worm--it's all the same." + +He already wanted to pass on to the theory of amatory emotions; but, it +is to be regretted, he hurried a trifle from impatience: he embraced +Liubka, drew her to him and began to squeeze her roughly. "She'll +become intoxicated from caressing. She'll give in!" thought the +calculating Simanovsky. He sought to touch her mouth with his lips for +a kiss, but she screamed and snorted spit at him. All the assumed +delicacy had left her. + +"Get out, you mangy devil, fool, swine, dirt! I'll smash your snout for +you! ..." + +All the lexicon of the establishment had come back to her; but +Simanovsky, having lost his pince-nez, his face distorted, was looking +at her with blurred eyes and jabbering whatever came into his head: + +"My dear ... It's all the same ... a second of enjoyment! ... You and I +will blend in enjoyment! ... No one will find out! ... Be mine! ..." + +It was just at this very minute that Lichonin walked into the room. + +Of course, at soul he did not admit to himself that this minute he +would commit a vileness; but only somehow from the side, at a distance, +reflected that his face was pale, and that his immediate words would be +tragic and of great significance. + +"Yes!" he said dully, like an actor in the fourth act of a drama; and, +letting his hands drop impotently, began to shake his chin, which had +fallen upon his breast. "I expected everything, only not this. You I +excuse, Liuba--you are a cave being; but you, Simanovsky ... I esteemed +you ... however, I still esteem you a decent man. But I know, that +passion is at times stronger than the arguments of reason. Right here +are fifty roubles--I am leaving them for Liuba; you, of course, will +return them to me later, I have no doubt of that. Arrange her destiny +... You are a wise, kind, honest man, while I am ... ("A skunk!" +somebody's distinct voice flashed through his head.) I am going away, +because I will not be able to bear this torture any more. Be happy." + +He snatched out of his pocket and with effect threw his wallet on the +table; then seized his hair and ran out of the room. + +Still, this was the best way out for him. And the scene had been played +out precisely as he had dreamt of it. + + + + + +PART THREE + + + + +CHAPTER I. + + +All this Liubka told at length and disjointedly, sobbing on Jennka's +shoulder. Of course, in her personal elucidation this tragi-comical +history proved altogether unlike what it had been in reality. + +Lichonin, according to her words, had taken her to him only to entice, +to tempt her; to have as much use as possible out of her foolishness, +and then to abandon her. But she, the fool, had in truth fallen in +love--with him, and since she was very jealous about him and all these +tousled girls in leather belts, he had done a low-down thing: had sent +up his comrade on purpose, had framed it up with him, and the other had +begun to hug Liubka, and Vasska came in, saw it, and kicked up a great +row, and chased Liubka out into the street. + +Of course, in her version there were two almost equal parts of truth +and untruth; but so, at least, all this had appeared to her. + +She also told with great details how, having found herself without +masculine support or without anybody's powerful extraneous influence, +she had hired a room In a rather bad little hotel, on a retired street; +how even from the first day the boots, a tough bird, a hard-boiled egg, +had attempted to trade in her, without even having and Vasska came in, +saw it, and kicked up a great row, the hotel to a private room, but +even there had been overtaken by an experienced old woman go-between, +with whose like the houses inhabited by poverty swarm. + +Therefore, even with quiet living, there was in the face, in the +conversation, and in the entire manner of Liubka something peculiar, +specific to the casual eye; perhaps even entirely imperceptible, but +for the business scent as plain and as irrefutable as the day. + +But the chance, brief, sincere love had given her the strength to +oppose the inevitability of a second fall. In her heroic courage she +even went so far as putting in a few notices in the newspapers, that +she was seeking a place with "all found." However, she had no +recommendation of any sort. In addition, she had to do exclusively with +women when it came to the hiring; and they also, with some sort of an +inner, infallible instinct, surmised in her their ancient foe--the +seductress of their husbands, brothers, fathers, and sons. + +There was neither sense nor use in going home. Her native Vassilkovsky +district is distant only fifteen versts from the state capital; and the +rumour that she had entered that sort of an establishment had long +since penetrated, by means of her fellow-villagers, into the village. +This was written of in letters, and transmitted verbally, by those +village neighbours who had seen her both on the street and at Anna +Markovna's place itself--porters and bell-hops of hotels, waiters at +small restaurants, cabbies, small contractors. She knew what odour this +fame would give off if she were to return to her native haunts. It were +better to hang one's self than to endure this. + +She was as uneconomical and impractical in money matters as a +five-year-old child, and in a short while was left without a kopeck; +while to go back to the brothel was fearful and shameful. But the +temptations of street prostitution turned up of themselves, and at +every step begged to be seized. In the evenings, on the main street, +old hardened street prostitutes at once unerringly guessed her former +profession. Ever and anon one of them, having come alongside of her, +would begin in a sweet, ingratiating voice: + +"How is it, young lady, that you're walking alone? Let's be mates. +Let's walk together. That's always more convenient. Whenever men want +to pass the time pleasantly with girls, they always love to start a +party of four." + +And right here the experienced, tried recruiting agent, at first +casually, but after that warmly, with all her heart, would begin to +praise up all the conveniences of living at your own landlady's--the +tasty food, full freedom of going out, the possibility of always +concealing from the landlady of your rooms the surplus over the agreed +pay. Here also much of the malicious and the offensive was said, by the +way, against the women of the private houses, who were called +"government hides," "government stuff," "genteel maidens" and +"institutes." Liubka knew the value of these sneers, because the +dwellers in brothels also bear themselves with the greatest contempt +toward street prostitutes, calling them "bimmies" and "venereals." + +To be sure, in the very end that happened which had to happen. Seeing +in perspective a whole series of hungry days, and in the very depth of +them the dark horror of an unknown future, Liubka consented to a very +civil invitation of some respectable little old man; important, +grayish, well-dressed and correct. For this ignominy Liubka received a +rouble, but did not dare to protest: the previous life in the house had +entirely eaten away her personal initiative, mobility and energy. +Later, several times running, he even did not pay her anything at all. + +One young man, easy of manner and handsome, in a cap with a flattened +brim, put on at a brave slant over one ear, in a silk blouse, girdled +by a cord with tassels, also led her with him into a hotel, asked for +wine and a snack; for a long time lied to Liubka about his being an +earl's son on the wrong side of the blanket, and that he was the first +billiardist in the whole city; that all the wenches like him and that +he would make a swell Jane out of Liubka as well. Then he went out of +the room for just one minute, as though on business of his own, and +vanished forever. The stern, cross-eyed porter beat her with +contentment, long, in silence, with a business-like air; breathing hard +and covering up Liubka's mouth with his hand. But in the end, having +become convinced, probably, that the fault was not hers, but the +guest's, he took her purse, in which was a rouble with some small +change, away from her; and took as security her rather cheap little hat +and small outer jacket. + +Another man of forty-five years, not at all badly dressed, having +tortured the girl for some two hours, paid for the room and gave her 80 +kopecks; but when she started to complain, he with a ferocious face put +an enormous red-haired fist up to her very nose, the first thing, and +said decisively: + +"You just snivel a bit more to me... I'll snivel you... I'll yell for +the police, now, and say that you robbed me when I was sleeping. Want +me to? Is it long since you've been in a station house?" + +And went away. + +And of such cases there were many. + +On that day, when her landlords--a boatman and his wife--had refused to +let her have a room and just simply threw her things out into the yard; +and when she had wandered the night through on the streets, without +sleep, under the rain, hiding from the policemen--only then, with +aversion and shame, did she resolve to turn to Lichonin's aid. But +Lichonin was no longer in town pusillanimously, he had gone away the +very same day when the unjustly wronged and disgraced Liubka had run +away from the flat. And it was in the morning that there came into her +head the desperate thought of returning into the brothel and begging +forgiveness there. + +"Jennechka, you're so clever, so brave, so kind; beg Emma Edwardovna +for me--the little housekeeper will listen to you," she implored Jennka +and kissed her bare shoulders and wetted them with tears. + +"She won't listen to anybody," gloomily answered Jennka. "And you did +have to tie up with a fool and a low-down fellow like that." + +"Jennechka, but you yourself advised me to," timidly retorted Liubka. + +"I advised you? ... I didn't advise you anything. What are you lying on +me for, just as though I was dead... Well, all right then--let's go." + +Emma Edwardovna had already known for a long while about the return of +Liubka; and had even seen her at that moment when she had passed +through the yard of the house, looking all around her. At soul she was +not at all against taking Liubka back. It must be said, that she had +even let her go only because she had been tempted by the money, +one-half of which she had appropriated for herself. And in addition to +that, she had reckoned that with the present seasonal influx of new +prostitutes she would have a large choice; in which, however, she had +made a mistake, because the season had terminated abruptly. But in any +case, she had firmly resolved to take Liubka. Only it was necessary, +for the preservation and rounding out of prestige, to give her a scare +befittingly. + +"Wha-at?" she began to yell at Liubka, scarcely having heard her out, +babbling in confusion. "You want to be taken on again? ... You wallowed +the devil knows with whom in the streets, under the fences; and now, +you scum, you're again shoving your way into a respectable, decent +establishment! ... Pfui, you Russian swine! Out! ..." + +Liubka was catching her hands, aiming to kiss them, but the housekeeper +roughly snatched them away. Then, suddenly paling, with a distorted +face, biting her trembling, twisted lower lip, Emma calculatingly and +with good aim struck Liubka on her cheek, with all her might; from +which the other went down on her knees, but got up right away, gasping +for breath and stammering from the sobs. + +"Darlingest, don't beat me... Oh my dear, don't beat me..." + +And again fell down, this time flat upon the floor. + +And this systematic, malignant slaughter, in cold blood, continued for +some two minutes. Jennka, who had at first been looking on with her +customary malicious, disdainful air, suddenly could not stand it; she +began to squeal savagely, threw herself upon the housekeeper, clutched +her by the hair, tore off her chignon and began to vociferate in a real +hysterical fit: + +"Fool! ... Murderer! ... Low-down go-between! ... Thief! ..." + +All the three women vociferated together, and at once enraged wails +resounded through all the corridors and rooms of the establishment. +This was that general fit of grand hysterics, which takes possession of +those confined in prisons, or that elemental insanity (raptus), which +envelops unexpectedly and epidemically an entire lunatic asylum, from +which even experienced psychiatrists grow pale. + +Only after the lapse of an hour was order restored by Simeon and two +comrades by profession who had come to his aid. All the thirteen girls +got it hot; but Jennka, who had gone into a real frenzy, more than the +others. The beaten-up Liubka kept on crawling before the housekeeper +until she was taken back. She knew that Jennka's outbreak would sooner +or later be reflected upon her in a cruel repayment. Jennka sat on her +bed until the very night, her legs crossed Turkish fashion; refused +dinner, and chased out all her mates who went in to her. Her eye was +bruised, and she assiduously applied a five-kopeck copper to it. From +underneath the torn shirt a long, transversal scratch reddened on the +neck, just like a mark from a rope. That was where Simeon had torn off +her skin in the struggle. She sat thus, alone, with eyes that glowed in +the dark like a wild beast's, with distended nostrils, with +spasmodically moving cheek-bones, and whispered wrathfully: + +"Just you wait... Watch out, you damned things--I'll show you... You'll +see yet... Ooh-ooh, you man-eaters..." + +But when the lights had been lit, and the junior housekeeper, Zociya, +knocked on her door with the words: "Miss, get dressed! ... Into the +drawing room!" she rapidly washed herself, dressed, put some powder on +the bruise, smeared the scratch over with CREME DE SIMON and pink +powder, and went out into the drawing room, pitiful but proud; +beaten-up, but her eyes flaming with an unbearable wrathfulness and a +beauty not human. + +Many people, who have happened to see suicides a few hours before their +horrible death, say that in their visages in those fateful hours before +death they have noticed some enigmatic, mysterious, incomprehensible +allurement. And all who saw Jennka on this night, and on the next day +for a few hours, for long, intently and in wonder, kept their gaze upon +her. + +And strangest of all (this was one of the sombre wiles of fate) was the +fact that the indirect culprit of her death, the last grain of sand +which draws down the pan of the scales, appeared none other than the +dear, most kind, military cadet Kolya Gladishev. + + + + +CHAPTER II. + + +Kolya Gladishev was a fine, merry, bashful young lad, with a large +head; pink-cheeked, with a funny little white, bent line, as though +from milk, upon his upper lip, under the light down of the moustache, +sprouting through for the first time; with gray, naive eyes, placed far +apart; and so closely cropped, that from underneath his flaxen little +bristles the skin glistened through, just as with a thoroughbred +Yorkshire suckling pig. It was precisely he with whom Jennka during the +past winter had played either at maternal relations, or at dolls; and +thrust upon him a little apple or a couple of bon-bons on his way, when +he would be going away from the house of ill repute, squirming from +shame. + +This time, when he came, there could at once be felt in him, after long +living in camps, that rapid change in age, which so often imperceptibly +and rapidly transforms a boy into a youth. He had already finished the +cadet academy and with pride counted himself a junker; although he +still walked around in a cadet's uniform, with aversion. He had grown +taller, had become better formed and more adroit; the camp life had +done him good. He spoke in a bass, and during these months to his most +great pride the nipples of his breast had hardened; the most +important--he already knew about this--and undeniable sign of virile +maturity. Now, in the meanwhile, until the eyes-front severities of a +military school, he had a period of alluring freedom. Already he was +permitted to smoke at home, in the presence of grown-ups; and even his +father had himself presented him with a leather cigar case with his +monogram, and also, in the elevation of family joy, had assigned him +fifteen roubles monthly salary. + +And it was just here--at Anna Markovna's--that he had come to know +woman for the first time--the very same Jennka. + +The fall of innocent souls in houses of ill-fame, or with street +solitaries, is fulfilled far more frequently than it is usually +thought. When not green youths only, but even honourable men of fifty, +almost grandfathers, are interrogated about this ticklish matter, they +will tell you, sure enough, the ancient stencilled lie of how they had +been seduced by a chambermaid or a governess. But this is one of those +lingering, queer lies, going back into the depth of past decades, which +are almost never noticed by a single one of the professional observers, +and in any case are not described by any one. + +If each one of us will try, to put it pompously, to put his hand on his +heart, then every one will catch himself in the fact, that having once +in childhood said some sort of boastful or touching fiction, which had +success, and having repeated it for that reason two and five and ten +times more--he afterwards cannot get rid of it all his life, and +repeats with entire firmness by now a history which had never been; a +firmness such that in the very end he believes the story. With time +Kolya also narrated to his comrades how his aunt once removed, a young +woman of the world had seduced him. It must be said, however, that the +intimate proximity to this lady--a large, dark-eyed, white faced, +sweetly fragrant southern woman--did really exist; but existed only in +Kolya's imagination, in those sad, tragic and timid minutes of solitary +sexual enjoyments, through which pass if not a hundred percent of all +men, then ninety-nine, in any case. + +Having experienced mechanical sexual excitements very early, +approximately since nine or nine years and a half, Kolya did not at all +have the least understanding of the significance of that end of being +in love or of courtship, which is so horrible on the face of it, if it +be looked at impartially, or if it be explained scientifically. +Unfortunately, there was at that time near him not a one of the present +progressive and learned ladies who, having turned away the neck of the +classic stork, and torn up by the roots the cabbage underneath which +children are found, recommend that the great mystery of love and +generation be explained to children in lectures, through comparisons +and assimilations, mercilessly and in a well-nigh graphic manner. + +It must be said, that at that remote time of which we are speaking, the +private institutions--male PENSIONS and institutes, as well as +academies for cadets--represented some sort of hot-house nurseries. The +care of the mind and morality they tried to entrust as much as possible +to educators who were bureaucrats-formalists; and in addition +impatient, captious, capricious in their sympathies and hysterical, +just like old maid lady teachers. Now it is otherwise. But at that time +the boys were left to themselves. Barely snatched away, speaking +figuratively, from the maternal breast; from the care of devoted +nurses; from morning and evening caresses, quiet and sweet; even though +they were ashamed of every manifestation of tenderness as +"womanishness," they were still irresistibly and sweetly drawn to +kisses, contacts, conversations whispered in the ear. + +Of course, attentive, solicitous treatment, bathing, exercises in the +open air--precisely not gymnastics, but voluntary exercises, each to +his own taste--could have always put off the coming of this climacteric +period or soften and make it understandable. + +I repeat--then there was nothing of this. + +The longing for family endearment, the endearment of mother, sister, +nurse, so roughly and unexpectedly cut short, turned into deformed +forms of courting (every whit like the "crushes" in a female institute) +of good-looking boys, of "fairies"; they loved to whisper in corners +and, walking arm in arm, or embracing in dark corridors, to tell in +each other's ears improbable histories of adventures with women. This +was partly both childhood's need of the fairy-tale element and partly +awakening sensuality as well. Not infrequently some fifteen-year-old +chubby, for whom it was just the proper time to be playing at popular +tennis or to be greedily putting away buckwheat porridge with milk, +would be telling, having read up, of course, on certain cheap novels, +of how every Saturday, now, when it is leave, he goes to a certain, +handsome widow millionairess; and of how she is passionately enamored +of him; and how near their couch always stand fruits and precious wine; +and how furiously and passionately she makes love to him. + +Here, by the bye, came along the inevitable run of prolonged reading, +like hard drinking, which, of course, every boy and girl has undergone. +No matter how strict in this respect the class surveillance may be, the +striplings did read, are reading, and will read just that which is not +permitted them. Here is a special passion, CHIC, the allurement of the +forbidden. Already in the third class went from hand to hand the +manuscript transcripts of Barkov; of a spurious Pushkin; the youthful +sins of Lermontov and others: "THE FIRST NIGHT," "THE CHERRY," "LUCAS," +"THE FESTIVAL AT PETERHOF," "THE SHE UHLAN, GRIEF THROUGH WISDOM," "THE +PRIEST," &c. + +But no matter how strange, fictitious or paradoxical this may seem, +still, even these compositions, and drawings, and obscene photographic +cards, did not arouse a delightful curiosity. They were looked upon as +a prank, a lark, and the allurement of contraband risk. In the cadets' +library were chaste excerpts from Pushkin and Lermontov; all of +Ostrovsky, who only made you laugh; and almost all of Turgenev, who was +the very one that played a chief and cruel role in Kolya's life. As it +is known, love with the late great Turgenev is always surrounded with a +tantalizing veil; some sort of crepe, unseizable, forbidden, but +tempting: his maidens have forebodings of love and are agitated at its +approach, and are ashamed beyond all measure, and tremble, and turn +red. Married women or widows travel this tortuous path somewhat +differently: they struggle for a long time with their duty, or with +respectability, or with the opinion of the world; and, in the +end--oh!--fall with tears; or--oh!--begin to brave it; or, which is +still more frequent, the implacable fate cuts short her or his life at +the most--oh!--necessary moment, when it only lacks a light puff of +wind for the ripened fruit to fall. And yet all of his personages still +thirst after this shameful love; weep radiantly and laugh joyously from +it; and it shuts out all the world for them. But since boys think +entirely differently than we grown-ups, and since everything that is +forbidden, everything not said fully, or said in secret, has in their +eyes an enormous, not only twofold but threefold interest--it is +therefore natural that out of reading they drew the hazy thought that +the grown-ups were concealing something from them. + +And it must be mentioned--had not Kolya (like the majority of those of +his age) seen the chambermaid Phrociya--so rosy-cheeked, always merry, +with legs of the hardness of steel (at times he, in the heat of +playing, had slapped her on the back), had he not seen her once, when +Kolya had by accident walked quickly into papa's cabinet, scurry out of +there with all her might, covering her face with her apron; and had he +not seen that during this time papa's face was red, with a dark blue, +seemingly lengthened nose? And Kolya had reflected: "Papa looks like a +turkey." Had not Kolya--partly through the fondness for pranks and the +mischievousness natural to all boys, partly through +tedium--accidentally discovered in an unlocked drawer of papa's writing +table an enormous collection of cards, whereon was represented just +that which shop clerks call the crowning of love, and worldly +nincompoops--the unearthly passion? + +And had he not seen, that every time before the visit of the +sweet-scented and bestarched Paul Edwardovich, some ninny with some +embassy, with whom mamma, in imitation of the fashionable St. +Petersburg promenades to the Strelka, used to ride to the Dnieper to +contemplate the sun setting on the other side of the river, in the +Chernigovskaya district--had he not seen how mamma's bosom went, and +how her cheeks glowed under the powder; had he not detected at these +moments many new and strange things; had he not heard her voice, an +altogether unknown voice, like an actor's; nervously breaking off, +mercilessly malicious to those of the family and the servants, and +suddenly soft, like velvet, like a green meadow under the sun, when +Paul Edwardovich would arrive? Ah, if we people who have been made wise +by experience would know how much, and even too much, the urchins and +little girls surrounding us know, of whom we usually say: + +"Well, why mind Volodya (or Petie, or Katie)? ... Why, they are little. +They don't understand anything! ..." + +So also not in vain passed for Gladishev the history of his elder +brother, who had just come out of a military school into one of the +conspicuous grenadier regiments; and, being on leave until such time +when it would be possible for him to spread his wings, lived in two +separate rooms with his family. At that time Niusha, a chambermaid, was +in their service; at times they jestingly called her signorita Anita--a +seductive black-haired girl, who, if she were to change costumes, could +in appearance be taken for a dramatic actress, or a princess of the +royal blood, or a political worker. Kolya's mother manifestly +countenanced the fact that Kolya's brother, half in jest, half in +earnest, was allured by this girl. Of course, she had only the sole, +holy, maternal calculation: If it were destined, after all, for her +Borenka to fall, then let him give his purity, his innocence, his first +physical inclination, not to a prostitute, not to a street-walker, not +to a seeker of adventures, but to a pure girl. Of course, only a +disinterested, unreasoning, truly-maternal feeling guided her. Kolya at +that time was living through the epoch of llanos, pampases, Apaches, +track-finders, and a chief by the name of "Black Panther"; and, of +course, attentively kept track of the romance of his brother, and made +his own syllogisms; at times only too correct, at times fantastic. +After six months, from behind a door, he was the witness--or more +correctly the auditor--of an outrageous scene. The wife of the general, +always so respectable and restrained, was yelling in her boudoir at +signorita Anita, and cursing in the words of a cab-driver: the +signorita was in the fifth month of pregnancy. If she had not cried, +then, probably, they would simply have given her smart-money, and she +would have gone away in peace; but she was in love with the young +master, did not demand anything, and for that reason they drove her +away with the aid of the police. + +In the fifth or sixth class many of Kolya's comrades had already tasted +of the tree of knowledge of evil. At that time it was considered in +their corpus an especial, boastful masculine chic to call all secret +things by their own names. Arkasha Shkar contracted a disease, not +dangerous, but still venereal; and he became for three whole months the +object of worship of all the seniors--at that time there were no squads +yet. And many of them visited brothels; and, really, about their sprees +they spoke far more handsomely and broadly than the hussars of the time +of Denis Davidov.[23] These debauches were esteemed by them the last +word in valour and maturity. + + +[23] A Russian ban vivant, wit and poet (1781-1839), the overwhelming +majority of whose lyrics deals with military exploits and +debauches.--Trans. + + +And so it happened once, that they did not exactly persuade Gladishev +to go to Anna Markovna, but rather he himself had begged to go, so +weakly had he resisted temptation. This evening he always recalled with +horror, with aversion; and dimly, just like some heavy dream. With +difficulty he recalled, how in the cab, to get up courage, he had drunk +rum, revoltingly smelling of real bedbugs; how qualmish this beastly +drink made him feel; how he had walked into the big hall, where the +lights of the lustres and the candelabra on the walls were turning +round in fiery wheels; where the women moved as fantastic pink, blue, +violet splotches, and the whiteness of their necks, bosoms and arms +flashed with a blinding, spicy, victorious splendour. Some one of the +comrades whispered something in the ear of one of these fantastic +figures. She ran up to Kolya and said: + +"Listen, you good-looking little cadet, your comrades are saying, now, +that you're still innocent ... Let's go ... I'll teach you everything." + +The phrase was said in a kindly manner; but this phrase the walls of +Anna Markovna's establishment had already heard several thousand times. +Further, that took place which it was so difficult and painful to +recall, that in the middle of his recollections Kolya grew tired, and +with an effort of the will turned back the imagination to something +else. He only remembered dimly the revolving and spreading circles from +the light of the lamp; persistent kisses; disconcerting contacts--then +a sudden sharp pain, from which one wanted both to die in enjoyment and +to cry out in terror; and then with wonder he saw his pale shaking +hands, which could not, somehow, button his clothes. + +Of course, all men have experienced this primordial tristia post +coitus; but this great moral pain, very serious in its significance and +depth, passes very rapidly, remaining, however, with the majority for a +long time--sometimes for all life--in the form of wearisomeness and +awkwardness after certain moments. In a short while Kolya became +accustomed to it; grew bolder, became familiarized with woman, and +rejoiced very much over the fact that when he came into the +establishment, all the girls, and Verka before all, would call out: + +"Jennechka, your lover has come!" + +It was pleasant, in relating this to his comrades, to be plucking at an +imaginary moustache. + + + + +CHAPTER III. + + +It was still early--about nine--of a rainy August evening. The +illuminated drawing room in the house of Anna Markovna was almost +empty. Only near the very doors a young telegraph clerk was sitting, +his legs shyly and awkwardly squeezed under his chair, and was trying +to start with the thick-fleshed Katie that worldly, unconstrained +conversation which is laid down as the proper thing in polite society +at quadrille, during the intermissions between the figures of the +dance. And, also, the long-legged, aged Roly-Poly wandered over the +room, sitting down now next one girl, now another, and entertaining +them all with his fluent chatter. + +When Kolya Gladishev walked into the front hall, the first to recognize +him was the round-eyed Verka, dressed in her usual jockey costume. She +began to twirl round and round, to clap her palms, and called out: + +"Jennka, Jennka, come quicker, your little lover has come to you ... +The little cadet ... And what a handsome little fellow!" + +But Jennka was not in the drawing room at this time; a stout +head-conductor had already managed to get hold of her. + +This elderly, sedate, and majestic man was a very convenient guest, +because he never lingered in the house for more than twenty minutes, +fearing to let his train go by; and, even so, glanced at his watch all +the while. During this time he regularly drank down four bottles of +beer, and, going away, infallibly gave the girl half a rouble for candy +and Simeon twenty kopecks for drink-money. + +Kolya Gladishev was not alone, but with a comrade of the same school, +Petrov, who was stepping over the threshold of a brothel for the first +time, having given in to the tempting persuasions of Gladishev. +Probably, during these minutes, he found himself in the same wild, +absurd, feverish state which Kolya himself had gone through a year and +a half ago, when his legs had shook, his mouth had grown dry, and the +lights of the lamps had danced before him in revolving wheels. + +Simeon took their great-coats from them and hid them separately, on the +side, that the shoulder straps and the buttons might not be seen. + +It must be said, that this stern man, who did not approve of students +because of their free-and-easy facetiousness and incomprehensible style +in conversation, also did not like when just such boys in uniform +appeared in the establishment. + +"Well, what's the good of it?" he would at times say sombrely to his +colleagues by profession. "What if a whippersnapper like that comes, +and runs right up nose to nose against his superiors? Smash, and +they've closed up the establishment! There, like Lupendikha's three +years back. Of course, it's nothing that they closed it up--she +transferred it in another name right off; and when they sentenced her +to sit in jail for a year and a half, why, it came to a pre-etty penny +for her. She had to shell out four hundred for Kerbesh alone ... And +then it also happens: a little pig of that kind will cook up some sort +of disease for himself and start in whining: 'Oh, papa! Oh, mamma! I am +dying!' 'Tell me, you skunk, where you got it?' 'There and there ...' +Well, and so they haul you over the coals again; judge me, thou +unrighteous judge!" + +"Pass on, pass on," said he to the cadets sternly. + +The cadets entered, blinking from the bright light. Petrov, who had +been drinking to get up courage, swayed and was pale. They sat down +beneath the picture of the Feast of the Russian Noblemen, and +immediately two of the young ladies--Verka and Tamara--joined them on +both sides. + +"Treat me to a smoke, you beautiful little brunet!" Verka turned to +Petrov; and as though by accident put against his leg her strong, warm +thigh, closely drawn over with white tights. "What an agreeable little +fellow you are!" + +"But where's Jennie?" Gladishev asked of Tamara. "Is she busy with +anybody?" + +Tamara looked him in the eyes intently--looked so fixedly, that the boy +even began to feel uncomfortable, and turned away. + +"No. Why should she be busy? Only the whole day to-day her head ached; +she was walking through the corridor, and at that time the housekeeper +opened the door quickly and accidentally struck her in the +forehead--and so her head started in to ache. The poor thing, she's +lying the whole day with a cold pack. But why? Or can't you hold out? +Wait a while, she'll come out in five minutes. You'll remain very much +satisfied with her." + +Verka pestered Petrov: + +"Sweetie, dearie, what a tootsie-wootsicums you are! I adore such pale +brunets; they are jealous and very fiery in love." + +And suddenly she started singing in a low voice: + + "He's kind of brown, + My light, my own, + Won't sell me out, and won't deceive. + He suffers madly, + Pants and coat gladly + All for a woman he will give." + +"How do they call you, ducky dear?" + +"George," answered Petrov in a hoarse, cadet's bass. + +"Jorjik Jorochka! Ah, how very nice!" + +She suddenly drew near to his ear and whispered with a cunning face: + +"Jorochka, come to me." + +Petrov was abashed and forlornly let out in a bass: + +"I don't know ... It all depends on what the comrade says, now..." + +Verka burst into loud laughter: + +"There's a case for you! Say, what an infant it is! Such as you, +Jorochka, in a little village would long since have been married; but +he says: 'It all depends on the comrade!' You ought to ask a nurse or a +wet nurse yet! Tamara, my angel, just imagine: I'm calling him to go +sleeping, but he says: 'It all depends on the comrade.' What about you, +mister friend, are you his bringer up?" + +"Don't be pestering, you devil!" clumsily, altogether like a cadet +before a quarrel, grumbled out Petrov in a bass. + +The lanky, ricketty Roly-Poly, grown still grayer, walked up to the +cadets, and, inclining his long, narrow head to one side, and having +made a touching grimace, began to patter: + +"Messieurs cadets, highly educated young people; the flower, so to +speak, of the intelligentzia; future masters of ordnance, will you not +lend to a little old man, an aborigine of these herbiferous regions, +one good old cigarette? I be poor. Omnia mea mecum porto. But I do +adore the weed." + +And, having received a cigarette, suddenly, without delay, he got into +a free-and-easy, unconstrained pose; put forward the bent right leg, +put his hand to his side, and began to sing in a wizened falsetto: + + "It used to be that I gave dinners, + In rivers flowed the champagne wine; + But now I have not even bread crusts, + Nor for a split, oh brother mine. + + It used to be--in the Saratov + The doorman rushed, and was so fine; + But now all drive me in the neck, + Give for a split, oh brother mine." + +"Gentlemen!" suddenly exclaimed Roly-Poly with pathos, cutting short +his singing and smiting himself on the chest. "Here I behold you, and +know that you are the future generals Skobelev and Gurko; but I, too, +in a certain respect, am a military hound. In my time, when I was +studying for a forest ranger, all our department of woods and forests +was military; and for that reason, knocking at the diamond-studded, +golden doors of your hearts, I beg of you--donate toward the raising +for an ensign of taxation of a wee measure of spiritus vini, which same +is taken of the monks also." + +"Roly!" cried the stout Kitty from the other end, "show the young +officers the lightning; or else, look you, you're taking the money only +for nothing, you good-for-nothing camel." + +"Right away!" merrily responded Roly-Poly. "Most illustrious +benefactors, turn your attention this way. Living Pictures. Thunder +Storm on a Summer Day in June. The work of the unrecognized +dramaturgist who concealed himself under the pseudonym of Roly-Poly. +The first picture. + +"'It was a splendid day in June. The scorching rays of the sun +illumined the blossoming meadows and environs ...'" + +Roly-Poly's Don Quixotic phiz spread into a wrinkled, sweetish smile; +and the eyes narrowed into half-circles. + +"'... But now in the distance the first clouds have appeared upon the +horizon. They grew, piled upon each other like crags, covering little +by little the blue vault of the sky." + +By degrees the smile was coming off Roly-Poly's face, and it grew more +and more serious and austere. + +"'At last the clouds have overcast the sun ... An ominous darkness has +fallen ...'" + +Roly-Poly made his physiognomy altogether ferocious. + +"'The first drops of the rain fell ...'" + +Roly-Poly began to drum his fingers on the back of a chair. + +"'... In the distance flashed the first lightning ... '" + +Roly-Poly's eye winked quickly, and the left corner of his mouth gave a +twitch. + +"'... Whereupon the rain began to pour down in torrents, and there came +a sudden, blinding flash of lightning...'" + +And with unusual artistry and rapidity Roly-Poly, with a successive +movement of his eyebrows, eyes, nose, the upper and the lower lip, +portrayed a lightning zig-zag. + +"'... A jarring thunder clap burst out--trrroo-oo. An oak that had +stood through the ages fell down to earth, as though it were a frail +reed ...'" + +And Roly-Poly with an ease and daring not to be expected from one of +his years, bending neither the knees nor the back, only drawing down +his head, instantaneously fell down; straight, like a statue, with his +back to the floor, but at once deftly sprang up on his feet. + +"'But now the thunder storm is gradually abating. The lightning flashes +less and less often. The thunder sounds duller, just like a satiated +beast--oooooo-oooooo ... The clouds scurry away. The first rays of the +blessed sun have peeped out ...'" + +Roly-Poly made a wry smile. + +"'... And now, the luminary of day has at last begun to shine anew over +the bathed earth ...'" + +And the silliest of beatific smiles spread anew over the senile face of +Roly-Poly. + +The cadets gave him a twenty-kopeck piece each. He laid them on his +palm, made a pass in the air with the other hand, said: ein, zwei, +drei, snapped two of his fingers, and the coins vanished. + +"Tamarochka, this isn't honest," he said reproachfully. "Aren't you +ashamed to take the last money from a poor retired almost-head-officer? +Why have you hidden them here?" + +And, having snapped his fingers again, he drew the coins out of +Tamara's ear. + +"I shall return at once, don't be bored without me," he reassured the +young people; "but if you can't wait for me, then I won't have any +special pretensions about it. I have the honour! ..." + +"Roly-Poly!" Little White Manka cried after him, "Won't you buy me +candy for fifteen kopecks... Turkish Delight, fifteen kopecks' worth. +There, grab!" + +Roly-Poly neatly caught in its flight the thrown fifteen-kopeck piece; +made a comical curtsey and, pulling down the uniform cap with the green +edging at a slant over his eyes, vanished. + +The tall, old Henrietta walked up to the cadets, also asked for a smoke +and, having yawned, said: + +"If only you young people would dance a bit--for as it is the young +ladies sit and sit, just croaking from weariness." + +"If you please, if you please!" agreed Kolya. "Play a waltz and +something else of the sort." + +The musicians began to play. The girls started to whirl around with one +another, ceremoniously as usual, with stiffened backs and with eyes +modestly cast down. + +Kolya Gladishev, who was very fond of dancing, could not hold out and +invited Tamara; he knew even from the previous winter that she danced +more lightly and skillfully than the rest. While he was twirling in the +waltz, the stout head-conductor, skillfully making his way between the +couples, slipped away unperceived through the drawing room. Kolya did +not have a chance to notice him. + +No matter how Verka pressed Petrov, she could not, in any way, drag him +off his place. The recent light intoxication had by now gone entirely +out of his head; and more and more horrible, and unrealizable, and +monstrous did that for which he had come here seem to him. He might +have gone away, saying that not a one here pleased him; have put the +blame on a headache, or something; but he knew that Gladishev would not +let him go; and mainly--it seemed unbearably hard to get up from his +place and to walk a few steps by himself. And, besides that, he felt +that he had not the strength to start talking of this with Kolya. + +They finished dancing. Tamara and Gladishev again sat down side by side. + +"Well, really, how is it that Jennechka isn't coming by now?" asked +Kolya impatiently. + +Tamara quickly gave Verka a look with a question, incomprehensible to +the uninitiated, in her eyes. Verka quickly lowered her eyelashes. This +signified: yes, he is gone. + +"I'll go right away and call her," said Tamara. + +"But what are you so stuck on your Jennka for," said Henrietta. "You +might take me." + +"All right, another time," answered Kolya and nervously began to smoke. + +Jennka was not even beginning to dress yet. She was sitting before the +mirror and powdering her face. + +"What is it, Tamarochka?" she asked. + +"Your little cadet has come to you. He's waiting." + +"Ah, that's the little baby of last year... Well, the devil with him!" + +"And that's right, too. But how healthy and handsome the lad has grown, +and how tall... It's a delight, that's all! So if you don't want to, +I'll go myself." + +Tamara saw in the mirror how Jennka contracted her eyebrows. + +"No, you wait a while, Tamara, don't. I'll see. Send him here to me. +Say that I'm not well, that my head aches." + +"I have already told him, anyway, that Zociya had opened the door +unsuccessfully and hit you on the head; and that you're lying down with +a cold pack. But the only thing is, is it worth while, Jennechka?" + +"Whether it's worth while or not, that's not your business, Tamara," +answered Jennka rudely. + +Tamara asked cautiously: + +"Is it possible, then, that you aren't at all, at all sorry?" + +"But for me you aren't sorry?" and she passed her hand over the red +stripe that slashed her throat. "And for yourself you aren't sorry? And +not sorry for this Liubka, miserable as she is? And not sorry for +Pashka? You're huckleberry jelly, and not a human being!" + +Tamara smiled craftily and haughtily: + +"No, when it comes to a real matter, I'm not jelly. Perhaps you'll see +this soon, Jennechka. Only let's better not quarrel--as it is it isn't +any too sweet to live. All right, I'll go at once and send him to you." + +When she had gone away, Jennka lowered the light in the little hanging +blue lantern, put on her night blouse, and lay down. A minute later +Gladishev walked in; and after him Tamara, dragging Petrov by the hand, +who resisted and kept his head down. And in the rear was thrust in the +pink, sharp, foxy little phiz of the cross-eyed housekeeper Zociya. + +"And that's fine, now," the housekeeper commenced to bustle. "It's just +sweet to look at; two handsome gents and two swell dames. A regular +bouquet. What shall I treat you with, young people? Will you order beer +or wine?" + +Gladishev had a great deal of money in his pocket, as much as he never +had before during all his brief life--all of twenty-five roubles; and +he wanted to go on a splurge. Beer he drank only out of bravado, but +could not bear its bitter taste, and wondered himself how others could +ever drink it. And for that reason, squeamishly, like an old rake, +sticking out his lower lip, he said mistrustfully: + +"But then, you surely must have some awful stuff?" + +"What do you mean, what do you mean, good-looking! The very best +gentlemen approve of it. Of the sweet, there are Cagore, church wine, +Teneriffe; while of the French there's Lafitte. You can get port wine +also. The girls just simply adore Lafitte with lemonade." + +"And what are the prices?" + +"No dearer than money. As is the rule in all good establishments--a +bottle of Lafitte five roubles, four bottles of lemonade at a half +each, that's two roubles, and only seven in all..." + +"That'll do you, Zociya," Jennka stopped her indifferently, "it's a +shame to take advantage of boys. Even five is enough. You can see these +are decent people, and not just anybody..." + +But Gladishev turned red, and with a negligent air threw a ten rouble +note on the table. + +"Oh, what's the use of talking about it. All right, bring it." + +"Whilst I'm at it, I'll take the money for the visit as well. What +about you, young people--are you on time or for the night? You know the +rates yourself: on time, at two roubles; for the night, at five." + +"All right, all right. On time," interrupted Jennka, flaring up. "Trust +us in that, at least." + +The wine was brought. Tamara through importunity got pastry, besides. +Jennka asked for permission to call in Little White Manka. Jennka +herself did not drink, did not get up from the bed, and all the time +muffled herself up in a gray shawl of Orenburg[24] manufacture, +although it was hot in the room. She looked fixedly, without tearing +her eyes away, at the handsome, sunburned face of Gladishev, which had +become so manly. + + +[24] Orenburg has as high a reputation for woolens as Sheffield has for +steel.--Trans. + + +"What's the matter with you, dearie?" asked Gladishev, sitting down on +her bed and stroking her hand. + +"Nothing special... Head aches a little... I hit myself." + +"Well, don't you pay any attention." + +"Well, here I've seen you, and already I feel better. How is it you +haven't been here for so long?" + +"I couldn't snatch away the time, nohow-camping. You know yourself... +We had to put away twenty-five versts a day. The whole day drilling and +drilling: field, formation, garrison. With a full pack. Used to get so +fagged out from morning to night that towards evening you couldn't feel +your legs under you... We were at the manoeuvres also... It isn't +sweet..." + +"Oh, you poor little things!" Little White Manka suddenly clasped her +hands. "And what do they torture you for, angels that you are? If I was +to have a brother like you, or a son--my heart would just simply bleed. +Here's to your health, little cadet!" + +They clinked glasses. Jennka was just as attentively scrutinizing +Gladishev. + +"And you, Jennechka?" he asked, extending a glass. + +"I don't want to," she answered listlessly, "but, however, ladies, +you've drunk some wine, chatted a bit--don't wear the welcome off the +mat." + +"Perhaps you'll stay with me the whole night?" she asked Gladishev, +when the others had gone away. "Don't you be afraid, dearie; if you +won't have enough money, I'll pay the difference for you. You see, how +good-looking you are, that a wench does not grudge even money for you?" +she began laughing. + +Gladishev turned around to her; even his unobserving ear was struck by +Jennka's strange tone--neither sad, nor kindly, nor yet mocking. + +"No, sweetie, I'd be very glad to; I'd like to remain myself, but I +can't possibly; I promised to be home toward ten o'clock." + +"That's nothing, dear, they'll wait; you're altogether a grown-up man +now. Is it possible that you have to listen to anybody? ... But, +however, as you wish. Shall I put out the light entirely, perhaps; or +is it all right the way it is? Which do you want--the outside or near +the wall?" + +"It's immaterial to me," he answered in a quavering voice; and, having +embraced with his arm the hot, dry body of Jennka, he stretched with +his lips toward her face. She slightly repulsed him. + +"Wait, bear a while, sweetheart--we have time enough to kiss our fill +yet. Just lie still for one little minute... So, now... quiet, +peaceful... don't stir..." + +These words, passionate and imperious, acted like hypnosis upon +Gladishev. He submitted to her and lay down on his back, putting his +hands underneath his head. She raised herself a little, leant upon her +elbow, and placing her head upon the bent hand, silently, in the faint +half-light, was looking his body over--so white, strong, muscular; with +a high and broad pectoral cavity; with well-made ribs; with a narrow +pelvis; and with mighty, bulging thighs. The dark tan of the face and +the upper half of the neck was divided by a sharp line from the +whiteness of the shoulders and breast. + +Gladishev blinked for a second. It seemed to him that he was feeling +upon himself, upon his face, upon his entire body, this intensely fixed +gaze, which seemed to touch his face and tickle it, like the cobwebby +contact of a comb, which you first rub against a cloth--the sensation +of a thin, imponderous, living matter. + +He opened his eyes and saw altogether near him the large, dark, uncanny +eyes of the woman, who seemed to him now an entire stranger. + +"What are you looking at, Jennie?" he asked quietly. "What are you +thinking of?" + +"My dear little boy! ...They call you Kolya: isn't that so?" + +"Yes." + +"Don't be angry at me, carry out a certain caprice of mine, please: +shut your eyes again... no, even tighter, tighter... I want to turn up +the light and have a good look at you. There now, so... If you only +knew how beautiful you are now... right now... this second. Later you +will become coarse, and you will begin giving off a goatish smell; but +now you give off an odour of fur and milk... and a little of some wild +flower. But shut them--shut your eyes!" + +She added light, returned to her place, and sat down in her favourite +pose--Turkish fashion. Both kept silent. In the distance, several rooms +away, a broken-down grand piano was tinkling; somebody's vibrating +laughter floated in; while from the other side--a little song, and +rapid, merry talking. The words could not be heard. A cabby was +rumbling by somewhere through the distant street... + +"And now I will infect him right away, just like all the others," +pondered Jennka, gliding with a deep gaze over his well-made legs, his +handsome torso of a future athlete, and over his arms, thrown back, +upon which, above the bend of the elbow, the muscles tautened--bulging, +firm. "Why, then, am I so sorry for him? Or is it because he is such a +good-looking little fellow? No. I am long since a stranger to such +feelings. Or is it because he is a boy? Why, only a little over a year +ago I shoved apples in his pocket, when he was going away from me at +night. Why have I not told him then that which, I can, and dare, tell +him now? Or would he not have believed me, anyway? Would have grown +angry? Would have gone to another? For sooner or later this turn awaits +every man... And that he bought me for money--can that be forgiven? Or +did he act just as all of them do--blindly? ..." + +"Kolya!" she said quietly, "Open your eyes." + +He obeyed, opened his eyes, turned to her; entwined her neck with his +arm, drew her a little to him, and wanted to kiss her in the opening of +her chemise--on the breast. She again tenderly but commandingly +repulsed him. + +"No, wait a while, wait a while--hear me out... one little minute more. +Tell me, boy, why do you come here to us--to the women?" + +Kolya quietly and hoarsely began laughing. + +"How silly you are! Well, what do they all come for? Am I not also a +man? For, it seems, I'm at that age when in every man ripens... well, a +certain need... for woman. For I'm not going to occupy myself with all +sorts of nastiness!" + +"Need? Only need? That means, just as for that chamber which stands +under my bed?" + +"No, why so?" retorted Kolya, with a kindly laugh. "I liked you very +much... From the very first time... If you will, I'm even... a little +in love with you... at least, I never stayed with any of the others." + +"Well, all right! But then, the first time, could it possibly have been +need?" + +"No, perhaps, it wasn't need even; but somehow, vaguely, I wanted +woman... My friends talked me into it... Many had already gone here +before me... So then, I too..." + +"But, now, weren't you ashamed the first time?" + +Kolya became confused; all this interrogation was to him unpleasant, +oppressive. He felt, that this was not the empty, idle bed talk, so +well known to him, out of his small experience; but something else, of +more import. + +"Let's say... not that I was ashamed... well, but still I felt kind of +awkward. I drank that time to get up courage." + +Jennie again lay down on her side; leaned upon her elbow, and again +looked at him from time to time, near at hand and intently. + +"But tell me, sweetie," she asked, in a barely audible voice, so that +the cadet with difficulty made out her words, "tell me one thing more; +but the fact of your paying money, these filthy two roubles--do you +understand?--paying them for love, so that I might caress, kiss you, +give all my body to you--didn't you feel ashamed to pay for that? +Never?" + +"Oh, my God! What strange questions you put to me to-day! But then they +all pay money! Not I, then some one else would have paid--isn't it all +the same to you?" + +"And have you been in love with any one, Kolya? Confess! Well, now, if +not in real earnest, then just so... at soul... Have you done any +courting? Brought little flowers of some sort... Strolled arm-in-arm +with her under the moon? Wasn't that so?" + +"Well, yes," said Koiya in a sedate bass. "What follies don't happen in +one's youth! It's a matter anyone can understand..." + +"Some sort of a little first cousin? An educated young lady? A boarding +school miss? A high school girl? ... There has been, hasn't there?" + +"Well, yes, of course--everybody has them." + +"Why, you wouldn't have touched her, would you? ... You'd have spared +her? Well, if she had only said to you: take me, but only give me two +roubles--what would you have said to her?" + +"I don't understand you, Jennka!" Gladishev suddenly grew angry. "What +are you putting on airs for! What sort of comedy are you trying to put +over! Honest to God, I'll dress myself at once and go away." + +"Wait a while, wait a while, Kolya! One more, one more, the last, the +very, very last question." + +"Oh, you!" growled Kolya displeased. + +"And could you never imagine... well, imagine it right now, even for a +second... that your family has suddenly grown poor, become ruined. +You'd have to earn your bread by copying papers; or, now, let's say, +through carpenter or blacksmith work; and your sister was to go wrong, +like all of us... yes, yes, yours, your own sister... if some blockhead +seduced her and she was to go travelling... from hand to hand... what +would you say then?" + +"Bosh! ... That can't be..." Kolya cut her short curtly. "But, however, +that's enough--I'm going away!" + +"Go away, do me that favour! I've ten roubles lying there, near the +mirror, in a little box from chocolates--take them for yourself. I +don't need them, anyway. Buy with them a tortoise powder box with a +gold setting for your mamma; and if you have a little sister, buy her a +good doll. Say: in memory from a certain wench that died. Go on, little +boy!" + +Kolya, with a frown, angry, with one shove of a well-knit body jumped +off the bed, almost without touching it. Now he was standing on the +little mat near the bed, naked, well-formed, splendid in all the +magnificence of his blooming, youthful body. + +"Kolya!" Jennka called him quietly, insistently and caressingly. +"Kolechka!" + +He turned around to her call, and drew in the air in a short, jerky +gust, as though he had gasped: he had never yet in his life met +anywhere, even in pictures, such a beautiful expression of tenderness, +sorrow, and womanly silent reproach, as the one he was just now +beholding in the eyes of Jennka, filled with tears. He sat down on the +edge of the bed, and impulsively embraced her around the bared, swarthy +arms. + +"Let's not quarrel, then, Jennechka," he said tenderly. + +And she twined herself around him, placed her arms on his neck, while +her head she pressed against his breast. They kept silent so for +several seconds. + +"Kolya," Jennie suddenly asked dully, "but were you never afraid of +becoming infected?" + +Kolya shivered. Some chill, loathsome horror stirred and glided through +within his soul. He did not answer at once. + +"Of course, that would be horrible... horrible... God save me! But then +I go only to you alone, only to you! You'd surely have told me? ..." + +"Yes, I'd have told you," she uttered meditatively. And at once +rapidly, consciously, as though having weighed the significance of her +words: "Yes, of course, of course, I would have told you! But haven't +you ever heard what sort of a thing is that disease called syphilis?" + +"Of course, I've heard... The nose falls through..." + +"No, Kolya, not only the nose! The person becomes all diseased: his +bones, sinews, brains grow diseased... Some doctors say such nonsense +as that it's possible to be cured of this disease. Bosh! You'll never +cure yourself! A person rots ten, twenty, thirty years. Every second +paralysis can strike him down, so that the right side of the face, the +right arm, the right leg die--it isn't a human being that's living, but +some sort of a little half. Half-man-half-corpse. The majority of them +go out of their minds. And each understands... every person... each one +so infected understands, that if he eats, drinks, kisses, simply even +breathes--he can't be sure that he won't immediately infect some one of +those around him, the very nearest--sister, wife, son... To all +syphilitics the children are born monsters, abortions, goitrous, +consumptives, idiots. There, Kolya, is what this disease means. And +now," Jennka suddenly straightened up quickly, seized Kolya fast by his +bare shoulders, turned his face to her, so that he was almost blinded +by the flashing of her sorrowful, sombre, extraordinary eyes, "and now, +Kolya, I will tell you that for more than a month I am sick with this +filth. And that's just why I haven't allowed you to kiss me..." + +"You're joking! ... You're teasing me on purpose, Jennie!" muttered +Gladishev, wrathful, frightened, and out of his wits. + +"Joking? ...Come here!" + +She abruptly compelled him to get up on his feet, lit a match and said: + +"Now look closely at what I'm going to show you..." + +She opened her mouth wide and placed the light so that it would +illumine her larynx. Kolya looked and staggered back. + +"Do you see these white spots? This is syphilis, Kolya! Do you +understand?--syphilis in the most fearful, the most serious stage. Now +dress yourself and thank God." + +He, silently and without looking around at Jennka, began to dress +hurriedly, missing his clothes when he tried to put his legs through. +His hands were shaking, and his under jaw jumped so that the lower +teeth knocked against the upper; while Jennka was speaking with bowed +head: + +"Listen, Kolya, it's your good fortune that you've run across an honest +woman; another wouldn't have spared you. Do you hear that? We, whom you +deprive of innocence and then drive out of your home, while later you +pay us two roubles a visit, we always--do you understand?"--she +suddenly raised her head--"we always hate you and never have any pity +for you!" + +The half-clad Kolya suddenly dropped his dressing, sat down on the bed +near Jennka and, covering his face with his palms, burst into tears; +sincerely, altogether like a child... + +"Lord, Lord," he whispered, "why this is the truth! ... What a vile +thing this really is! ... We, also, we had this happen: we had a +chambermaid, Niusha...a chambermaid... they also called her signorita +Anita...a pretty little girl...and my brother lived with her...my elder +brother...an officer...and when he went away, she proved pregnant and +mother drove her out...well, yes--drove her out...threw her out of the +house, like a floor mop...Where is she now? And father...father...he +also with a cham...chambermaid." + +And the half-naked Jennka, this Jennka, the atheist, swearer, and +brawler, suddenly got up from the bed, stood before the cadet, and +slowly, almost solemnly, made the sign of the cross over him. + +"And may God preserve you my boy!" she said with an expression of deep +tenderness and gratitude. + +And at once she ran to the door, opened it and called out: +"Housekeeper!" + +"Tell you what, housekeeper dear," Jennka directed, "go and find out, +please, which one of them is free--Tamara or Little White Manka. And +the one that's free send here." + +Kolya growled out something in the back, but Jennka purposely did not +listen to him. + +"And please make it as quick as possible, housekeeper dear, won't you +be so kind?" + +"Right away, right away, miss." + +"Why, why do you do this, Jennie?" asked Gladishev with anguish. "Well, +what's that for? ...Is it possible that you want to tell about it? ..." + +"Wait awhile, that's not your business...Wait a while, I won't do +anything unpleasant for you." + +After a minute Little White Manka came in her brown, smooth, +deliberately modest dress of a high school girl. + +"What did you call me for, Jennie? Or have you quarreled?" + +"No, we haven't quarreled, Mannechka, but my head aches very much," +answered Jennka calmly, "and for that reason my little friend finds me +very cold. Be a friend, Mannechka, stay with him, take my place!" + +"That's enough, Jennie, stop it, darling!" in a tone of sincere +suffering retorted Kolya. "I understand everything, everything, it's +not necessary now ... Don't be finishing me off, then! ..." + +"I don't understand anything of what's happened," the frivolous Manka +spread out her hands. "Maybe you'll treat a poor little girl to +something?" + +"Well, go on, go on!" Jennka sent her away gently. "I'll come right +away. We just played a joke." + +Already dressed, they stood for long in the open door between the +bedroom and the corridor; and without words sadly looked at each other. +And Kolya did not understand, but sensed, that at this moment in his +soul was taking place one of those tremendous crises which tell +imperiously upon the entire life. + +Then he pressed Jennie's hand hard and said: + +"Forgive! ... Will you forgive me, Jennie? Will you forgive? ..." + +"Yes, my boy! ... Yes, my fine one! ... Yes...yes..." + +She tenderly, softly, like a mother, stroked his closely cropped harsh +head and gave him, a slight shove into the corridor. + +"Where are you bound now?" she sent after him, half opening her door. + +"I'll take my comrade right away, and then home." + +"As you know best! ... God bless you, dearie!" + +"Forgive me! ... Forgive me! ..." once more repeated Kolya, stretching +out his hands to her. + +"I've already told you, my splendid boy...And you forgive me too...For +we won't see each other anymore!" + +And she, having closed the door, was left alone. + +In the corridor Gladishev hesitated, because he did not know how to +find the room to which Petrov had retired with Tamara. But the +housekeeper Zociya helped him, running past him very quickly, and with +a very anxious, alarmed air. + +"Oh, I haven't time to bother with you now!" she snarled back at +Gladishev's question. "Third door to the left." + +Kolya walked up to the door indicated and knocked. Some sort of bustle +and whispering sounded in the room. He knocked once more. + +"Kerkovius, open! This is me--Soliterov." + +Among the cadets, setting out on expeditions of this sort, it was +always agreed upon to call each other by fictitious names. It was not +so much a conspiracy or a shift against the vigilance of those in +authority, or fear of compromising one's self before a chance +acquaintance of the family, but rather a play, of its own kind, at +mysteriousness and disguise--a play tracing its beginning from those +times when the young people were borne away by Gustave Aimard, Mayne +Reid, and the detective Lecocq. + +"You can't come in!" the voice of Tamara came from behind the door. +"You can't come in. We are busy." + +But the bass voice of Petrov immediately cut her short: + +"Nonsense! She's lying. Come in. It's all right." + +Kolya opened the door. + +Petrov was sitting on a chair dressed, but all red, morose, with lips +pouting like a child's, with downcast eyes. + +"Well, what a friend you've brought--I must say!" Tamara began speaking +sneeringly and wrathfully. "I thought he was a man in earnest, but this +is only some sort of a little girl! He's sorry to lose his innocence, +if you please. What a treasure you've found, to be sure! But take back, +take back your two roubles!" she suddenly began yelling at Petrov and +tossed two coins on the table. "You'll give them away to some poor +chambermaid or other! Or else save them for gloves for yourself, you +marmot!" + +"But what are you cursing for?" grumbled Petrov, without raising his +eyes. "I'm not cursing you, am I? Then why do you curse first? I have a +full right to act as I want to. But I have passed some time with you, +and so take them. But to be forced, I don't want to. And on your part, +Gladishev--that is, Soliterov--this isn't at all nice. I thought she +was a nice girl, but she's trying to kiss all the time, and does God +knows what..." + +Tamara, despite her wrath, burst into laughter. + +"Oh, you little stupid, little stupid! Well, don't be angry--I'll take +your money. Only watch: this very evening you'll be sorry, you'll be +crying. Well, don't be angry, don't be angry, angel, let's make up. Put +your hand out to me, as I'm doing to you." + +"Let's go, Kerkovius," said Gladishev. "Au revoir, Tamara!" + +Tamara let the money down into her stocking, through the habit of all +prostitutes, and went to show the boys the way. + +Even at the time that they were passing through the corridor Gladishev +was struck by the strange, silent, tense bustle in the drawing room; +the trampling of feet and some muffled, low-voiced, rapid conversations. + +Near that place where they had just been sitting below the picture, all +the inmates of Anna Markovna's house and several outsiders had +gathered. They were standing in a close knot, bending down. Kolya +walked up with curiosity, and, wedging his way through a little, looked +in between the heads: on the floor, sideways, somehow unnaturally drawn +up, was lying Roly-Poly. His face was blue, almost black. He did not +move, and was lying strangely small, shrunken, with legs bent. One arm +was squeezed in under his breast, while the other was flung back. + +"What's the matter with him?" asked Gladishev in a fright. + +Niurka answered him, starting to speak in a rapid, jerky whisper: + +"Roly-Poly just came here...Gave Manka the candy, and then started in +to put Armenian riddles to us...'Of a blue colour, hangs in the parlor +and whistles'...We couldn't guess nohow, but he says: 'A +herring'...Suddenly he started laughing, had a coughing spell, and +began falling sideways; and then--bang on the ground and don't +move...They sent for the police...Lord, there's doings for you! ... I'm +horribly afraid of corpseses!" + +"Wait!" Gladishev stopped her. "It's necessary to feel his forehead; he +may be alive yet..." + +He did try to thrust himself forward, but Simeon's fingers, just like +iron pincers, seized him above the elbows and dragged him back. + +"There's nothing, there's nothing to be inspecting," sternly ordered +Simeon, "go on, now, young gents, out of here! This is no place for +you: the police will come, will summon you as witnesses--then it's +scat! to the devil's dam! for you out of the military high school! +Better go while you're good and healthy!" + +He escorted them to the entrance hall, shoved the great-coats into +their hands and added still more sternly: + +"Well, now--go at a run...Lively! So's there won't be even a whiff of +you left. And if you come another time, then I won't let youse in at +all. You are wise guys, you are! You gave the old hound money for +whiskey--so now he's gone and croaked." + +"Well, don't you get too smart, now!" Gladishev flew at him, all +ruffled up. + +"What d'you mean, don't get smart? ..." Simeon suddenly began to yell +infuriatedly, and his black eyes without lashes and brows became so +terrible that the cadets shrank back. "I'll soak you one on the snout +so hard you'll forget how to say papa and mamma! Git, this second! Or +else I'll bust you in the neck!" + +The boys went down the steps. + +At this time two men were going up, in cloth caps on the sides of their +heads; one in a blue, the other in a red blouse, with the skirts +outside, under the unbuttoned, wide open jackets--evidently, Simeon's +comrades in the profession. + +"What?" one of them called out gaily from below, addressing Simeon, "Is +it bye-bye for Roly-Poly?" + +"Yes, it must be the finish," answered Simeon. "We've got to throw him +out into the street in the meantime, fellows, or else the spirits will +start haunting. The devil with him, let 'em think that he drank himself +full and croaked on the road." + +"But you didn't ... well, now? ... You didn't do for him?" + +"Well, now, there's foolish talk! If there'd only been some reason. He +was a harmless fellow. Altogether like a little lamb. It must be just +that his turn came." + +"And didn't he find a place where to die! Couldn't he have thought up +something worse?" said the one who was in the red shirt. + +"Right you are, there!" seconded the other. "Lived to grin and died in +sin. Well, let's go, mate, what?" + +The cadets ran with all their might. Now, in the darkness, the figure +of Roly-Poly drawn up on the floor, with his blue face, appeared before +them in all the horror that the dead possess for early youth; and +especially if recalled at night, in the dark. + + + + +CHAPTER IV. + + +A fine rain, like dust, obstinate and tedious, had been drizzling since +morning. Platonov was working in the port at the unloading of +watermelons. At the mill, where he had since the very summer proposed +to establish himself, luck had turned against him; after a week he had +already quarreled, and almost had a fight, with the foreman, who was +extremely brutal with the workers. About a month Sergei Ivanovich had +struggled along somehow from hand to mouth, somewheres in the +back-yards of Temnikovskaya Street, dragging into the editorial rooms +of The Echoes, from time to time, notes of street accidents or little +humorous scenes from the court rooms of the justices of the peace. But +the hard newspaper game had long ago grown distasteful to him. He was +always drawn to adventures, to physical labour in the fresh air, to +life completely devoid of even the least hint at comfort; to care-free +vagabondage, in which a man, having cast from him all possible external +conditions, does not know himself what is going to be with him on the +morrow. And for that reason, when from the lower stretches of the +Dnieper the first barges with watermelons started coming in, he +willingly entered a gang of labourers, in which he was known even from +last year, and loved for his merry nature, for his comradely spirit, +and for his masterly ability of keeping count. + +This labour was carried on with good team work and with skill. Four +parties, each of five men, worked on each barge. Number one would reach +for a watermelon and pass it on to the second, who was standing on the +side of the barge. The second cast it to the third, standing already on +the wharf; the third threw it over to the fourth; while the fourth +handed it up to the fifth, who stood on a horse cart and laid the +watermelons away--now dark-green, now white, now striped--into even +glistening rows. This work is clean, lively, and progresses rapidly. +When a good party is gotten up, it is a pleasure to see how the +watermelons fly from hand to hand, are caught with a circus-like +quickness and success, and anew, and anew, without a break, fly, in +order to fill up the dray. It is only difficult for the novices, that +have not as yet gained the skill, have not caught on to that especial +sense of the tempo. And it is not as difficult to catch a watermelon as +to be able to throw it. + +Platonov remembered well his first experiences of last year. What +swearing--virulent, mocking, coarse--poured down upon him when for the +third or fourth time he had been gaping and had slowed up the passing: +two watermelons, not thrown in time, had smashed against the pavement +with a succulent crunch, while the completely lost Platonov dropped the +one which he was holding in his hands as well. The first time they +treated him gently; on the second day, however, for every mistake they +began to deduct from him five kopecks per watermelon out of the common +share. The following time when this happened, they threatened to throw +him out of the party at once, without any reckoning. Platonov even now +still remembered how a sudden fury seized him: "Ah, so? The devil take +you!" he had thought. "And yet you want me to be chary of your +watermelons? So then, here you are, here you are! ..." This flare-up +helped him as though instantaneously. He carelessly caught the +watermelons, just as carelessly threw them over, and to his amazement +suddenly felt that precisely just now he had gotten into the real swing +of the work with all his muscles, sight, and breathing; and understood, +that the most important thing was not to think at all of the +watermelons representing some value, and that then everything went +well. When he, finally, had fully mastered this art, it served him for +a long time as a pleasant and entertaining athletic game of its own +kind. But that, too, passed away. He reached, in, the end, the stage +where he felt himself a will-less, mechanical wheel in a general +machine consisting of five men and an endless chain of flying +watermelons. + +Now he was number two. Bending downward rhythmically, he, without +looking, received with both hands the cold, springy, heavy watermelon; +swung it to the right; and, also almost without looking, or looking +only out of the corner of his eye, tossed it downward, and immediately +once again bent down for the next watermelon. And his ear seized at +this time how smack-smack ...smack-smack...the caught watermelons +slapped in the hands; and immediately bent downwards and again threw, +letting the air out of himself noisily--ghe...ghe... + +The present work was very profitable; their gang, consisting of forty +men, had taken on the work, thanks to the great rush, not by the day +but by the amount of work done, by the waggon load. Zavorotny, the +head--an enormous, mighty Poltavian--had succeeded with extreme +deftness in getting around the owner; a young man, and, to boot, in all +probability not very experienced as yet. The owner, it is true, came to +his senses later and wanted to change the stipulations; but experienced +melon growers dissuaded him from it in time: "Drop it. They'll kill +you," they told him simply and firmly. And so, through this very stroke +of good luck every member of the gang was now earning up to four +roubles a day. They all worked with unusual ardour, even with some sort +of vehemence; and if it had been possible to measure with some +apparatus the labour of each one of them, then, in all probability, the +number of units of energy created would have equalled the work of a +large Voronezhian train horse. + +However, Zavorotny was not satisfied even with this--he hurried and +hurried his lads on all the time. Professional ambition was speaking +within him; he wanted to bring the daily earnings of every member of +the gang up to five roubles per snout. And gaily, with unusual ease, +twinkled from the harbour to the waggon, twirling and flashing, the wet +green and white watermelons; and their succulent plashing resounded +against accustomed palms. + +But now a long blast sounded on the dredging machine in the port. A +second, a third, responded to it on the river; a few more on shore; and +for a long time they roared together in a mighty chorus of different +voices. + +"Ba-a-a-st-a-a!" hoarsely and thickly, exactly like a locomotive blast, +Zavorotny started roaring. + +And now the last smack-smack--and the work stopped instantaneously. + +Platonov with enjoyment straightened out his back and bent it backward, +and spread out his swollen arms. With pleasure he thought of having +already gotten over that first pain in all the muscles, which tells so +during the first days, when one is just getting back into the work +after disuse. While up to this day, awaking in the mornings in his lair +on Temnikovskaya--also to the sound of a factory blast agreed upon--he +would during the first minutes experience such fearful pains in his +neck, back, in his arms and legs, that it seemed to him as if only a +miracle would be able to compel him to get up and make a few steps. + +"Go-o-o and e-at," Zavorotny began to clamour again. + +The stevedores went down to the water; got down on their knees or laid +down flat on the gangplank or on the rafts; and, scooping up the water +in handfuls, washed their wet, heated faces and arms. Right here, too, +on the shore, to one side, where a little grass had been left yet, they +disposed themselves for dinner: placed in a circle ten of the most ripe +watermelons, black bread, and twenty dried porgies. Gavriushka the +Bullet was already running with a half-gallon bottle to the pot-house +and was singing as he went the soldiers' signal for dinner: + + "Drag spoon and mess-kit out, + If there's no bread, eat without." + +A bare-footed urchin, dirty and so ragged that there was more of his +bare body than clothes upon him, ran up to the gang. + +"Which one of you here is Platonov?" he asked, quickly running over +them with his thievish eyes. + +"I'm Platonov, and by what name do they tease you?" + +"Around the corner here, behind the church, some sort of a young lady +is waiting for you...Here's a note for you." + +The whole gang neighed deeply. + +"What d'you open up your mouths for, you pack of fools!" said Platonov +calmly. "Give me the note here." + +This was a letter from Jennka, written in a round, naive, rolling, +childish handwriting, and not very well spelt. + +"Sergei Ivanich. Forgive me that I disturbe you. I must talk over a +very, very important matter with you. I would not be troubling you if +it was Trifles. For only 10 minutes in all. Jennka, whom you know, from +Anna Markovna's." + +Platonov got up. + +"I'm going away for a little while," he said to Zavorotny. "When you +begin, I'll be in my place." + +"Now you've found somethin' to do," lazily and contemptuously said the +head of the gang. "There's the night for that business...Go ahead, go +ahead, who's holding you. But only if you won't be here when we begin +work, then this day don't count. I'll take any tramp. And as many +watermelons as he busts--that's out of your share, too...I didn't think +it of you, Platonov--that you're such a he-dog..." + +Jennka was waiting for him in the tiny little square, sheltered between +a church and the wharf, and consisting of ten sorry poplars. She had on +a gray, one-piece street dress; a simple, round, straw hat with a small +black ribbon. "And yet, even though she has dressed herself simply," +reflected Platonov, looking at her from a distance with his habitually +puckered eyes, "and yet, every man will walk past, give a look, and +inevitably look back three or four times; he'll feel the especial tone +at once." + +"Howdy do, Jennka! Very glad to see you," he said cordially, squeezing +the girl's hand. "There, now, I didn't expect it!" + +Jennka was reserved, sad, and apparently troubled over something. +Platonov at once understood and sensed this. + +"You excuse me, Jennechka, I must have dinner right away," said he, +"so, perhaps, you'll go together with me and tell me what's the matter, +while I'll manage to eat at the same time. There's a modest little inn +not far from here. At this time there are no people there at all, and +there's even a tiny little stall, a sort of a private room; that will +be just the thing for you and me. Let's go! Perhaps you'll also have a +bite of something." + +"No. I won't eat," answered Jennka hoarsely, "and I won't detain you +for long...a few minutes. I have to talk things over, have some +advice--but I haven't anybody." + +"Very well...Let's go then! In whatever way I can, I'm always at your +service, in everything. I love you very much, Jennka!" + +She looked at him sadly and gratefully. + +"I know this, Serge Ivanovich; that's why I've come." + +"You need money, perhaps? Just say so. I haven't got much with me, +myself; but the gang will trust me with an advance." + +"No, thanks...it isn't that at all. I'll tell everything at once, +there, where we're going now." + +In the dim, low-ceiled little inn, the customary haunt of petty +thieves, where business was carried on only in the evening, until very +far into the night, Platonov took the little half-dark cubby hole. + +"Give me boiled meat, cucumbers, a large glass of vodka, and bread," he +ordered the waiter. + +The waiter--a young fellow with a dirty face; pugnosed; as dirty and +greasy in all his person as though he had just been pulled out of a +cesspool, wiped his lips and asked hoarsely: + +"How many kopecks' bread?" "As much as it comes to." Then he started +laughing: + +"Bring as much as possible--we'll reckon it up later... and some bread +cider!" + +"Well, Jennie, say what your trouble is...I can already see by your +face that there's trouble, or something distasteful in general...Go +ahead and tell it!" + +Jennka for a long time plucked her handkerchief and looked at the tips +of her slippers, as though, gathering her strength. Timorousness had +taken possession of her--the necessary and important words would not +come into her mind, for anything. Platonov came to her aid: "Don't be +embarrassed, my dear Jennie, tell all there is! For you know that I'm +like one of the family, and will never give you away. And perhaps I may +really give you some worth-while advice. Well, dive off with a splash +into the water--begin!" + +"That's just it, I don't know how to begin," said Jennka irresolutely. +"Here's what, Sergei Ivanovich, I'm a sick woman...Understand?--sick in +a bad way...With the most nasty disease...Do you know which?" + +"Go on!" said Platonov, nodding his head. + +"And I've been that way for a long time...more than a month...a month +and a half, maybe...Yes, more than a month, because I found out about +this on the Trinity..." + +Platonov quickly rubbed his forehead with his hand. "Wait a while, I've +recalled it...This was that day I was there together with the +students...isn't that so?" + +"That's right, Sergei Ivanovich, that's so..." + +"Ah, Jennka," said Platonov reproachfully and with regret. "For do you +know, that after this two of the students got sick...Wasn't it from +you?" + +Jennka wrathfully and disdainfully flashed her eyes. + +"Perhaps even from me...How should I know? There were a lot of them...I +remember there was this one, now, who was even trying to pick a fight +with you all the time ...A tall sort of fellow, fair-haired, in +pince-nez..." + +"Yes, yes...That's Sobashnikov. They passed the news to me...That's +he...that one was nothing--a little coxcomb! But then the other--him +I'm sorry for. Although I've known him long, somehow I never made the +right inquiries about his name...I only remember that he comes from +some city or other--Poliyansk...Zvenigorodsk... His comrades called him +Ramses...When the physicians--he turned to several physicians--when +they told him irrevocably that he had the lues, he went home and shot +himself...And in the note that he wrote there were amazing things, +something like this: I supposed all the meaning of life to be in the +triumph of mind, beauty and good; with this disease I am not a man, but +junk, rottenness, carrion; a candidate for a progressive paralytic. My +human dignity cannot reconcile itself to this. But guilty in all that +has happened, and therefore in my death as well, am I alone; for that +I, obeying a momentary bestial inclination, took a woman without love, +for money. For that reason have I earned the punishment which I myself +lay upon me..." + +"I am sorry for him..." added Platonov quietly. + +Jennka dilated her nostrils. + +"But I, now, not the very least bit." + +"That's wrong...You go away now, young fellow. When I'll need you I'll +call out," said Platonov to the serving-man "Absolutely wrong, +Jennechka! This was an unusually big and forceful man. Such come only +one to the hundreds of thousands. I don't respect suicides. Most +frequent of all, these are little boys, who shoot and hang themselves +over trifles, like a child that has not been given a piece of candy, +and hits itself against the wall to spite those around it. But before +his death I reverently and with sorrow bow my head. He was a wise, +generous, kindly man, attentive to all; and, as you see, too strict to +himself." + +"But to me this is absolutely all one," obstinately contradicted +Jennka, "wise or foolish, honest or dishonest, old or young--I have +come to hate them all. Because--look upon me--what am I? Some sort of +universal spittoon, cesspool, privy. Think of it, Platonov; why, +thousands, thousands of people have taken me, clutched me; grunted, +snorted over me; and all those who were, and all those who might yet +have been on my bed--oh, how I hate them all! If I only could, I would +sentence them to torture by fire and iron! ... I would order..." + +"You are malicious and proud, Jennie," said Platonov quietly. + +"I was neither malicious nor proud...It's only now. I wasn't ten yet +when my own mother sold me; and since that time I've been travelling +from hand to hand... If only some one had seen a human being in me! No! +... I am vermin, refuse, worse than a beggar, worse than a thief, worse +than a murderer! ... Even a hangman...we have even such coming to the +establishment--and even he would have treated me loftily, with +loathing: I am nothing; I am a public wench! Do you understand, Sergei +Ivanovich, what a horrible word this is? Pub-lic! ... This means +nobody's: not papa's, not mamma's, not Russian, not Riyazan, but +simply--public! And not once did it enter anybody's head to walk up to +me and think: why, now, this is a human being too; she has a heart and +a brain; she thinks of something, feels something; for she's not made +out of wood, and isn't stuffed with straw, small hay, or excelsior! And +yet, only I feel this. I, perhaps, am the only one out of all of them +who feels the horror of her position; this black, stinking, filthy pit. +But then, all the girls with whom I have met, and with whom I am living +right now--understand, Platonov, understand me!--why, they don't +realize anything... Talking, walking pieces of meat! And this is even +worse than my malice! ..." + +"You are right!" said Platonov quietly. "And this is one of those +questions where you'll always run up against a wall. No one will help +you..." + +"No one, no one! ..." passionately exclaimed Jennka. "Do you +remember--this was while you were there: a student carried away our +Liubka..." + +"Why, certainly, I remember well! ... Well, and what then?" + +"And this is what, that yesterday she came back tattered, +wet...Crying...Left her, the skunk! ... Played a while at kindliness, +and then away with her! 'You,' he says, 'are a sister.' 'I,' he says, +'will save you, make a human being of you...'" + +"Is that possible?" + +"Just so! ... One man I did see, kindly, indulgent, without the designs +of a he-dog--that's you. But then, you're altogether different. You're +somehow queer. You're always wandering somewhere, seeking +something...You forgive me, Sergei Ivanovich, you're some sort of a +little innocent! ... And that's just why I've come to you, to you +alone! ..." + +"Speak on, Jennechka..." + +"And so, when I found out that I was sick, I almost went out of my mind +from wrath; I choked from wrath ...I thought: and here's the end; +therefore, there's no more use in pitying, there's nothing to grieve +about, nothing to expect...The lid! ... But for all that I have +borne--can it be that there's no paying back for it? Can it be that +there's no justice in the world? Can it be that I can't even feast +myself with revenge?--for that I have never known love; that of family +life I know only by hearsay; that, like a disgustin', nasty little dog, +they call me near, pat me and then with a boot over the head--get +out!--that they made me over, from a human being, equal to all of them, +no more foolish than all those I've met; made me over into a floor mop, +some sort of a sewer pipe for their filthy pleasures? ...Ugh! ... Is it +possible that for all of this I must take even such a disease with +gratitude as well? ... Or am I a slave? ... A dumb object? ... A pack +horse? ... And so, Platonov, it was just then that I resolved to infect +them all: young, old, poor, rich, handsome, hideous--all, all, all! ..." + +Platonov, who had already long since put his plate away from him, was +looking at her with astonishment, and even more--almost with horror. +He, who had seen in life much of the painful, the filthy, at times even +of the bloody--he grew frightened with an animal fright before this +intensity of enormous, unvented hatred. Coming to himself, he said: + +"One great writer tells of such a case. The Prussians conquered the +French and lorded it over them in every possible way: shot the men, +violated the women, pillaged the houses, burned down the fields...And +so one handsome woman--a Frenchwoman, very handsome,--having become +infected, began out of spite to infect all the Germans who happened to +fall into her embraces. She made ill whole hundreds, perhaps even +thousands...And when she was dying in a hospital, she recalled this +with joy and with pride...[25] But then, those were enemies, trampling +upon her fatherland and slaughtering her brothers...But you, you, +Jennechka! ..." + + +[25] This story is Lit. No. 29, by Guy de Maupassant.--Trans. + + +"But I--all, just all! Tell me, Sergei Ivanovich, only tell me on your +conscience: if you were to find in the street a child, whom some one +had dishonoured, had abused...well, let's say, had stuck its eyes out, +cut its ears off--and then you were to find out that this man is at +this minute walking past you, and that only God alone, if only He +exists, is looking at you this minute from heaven--what would you do?" + +"Don't know," answered Platonov, dully and downcast; but he paled, and +his fingers underneath the table convulsively clenched into fists, +"Perhaps I would kill him..." + +"Not 'perhaps,' but certainly! I know you, I sense you. Well, and now +think: every one of us has been abused so, when we were children! ... +Children! ..." passionately moaned out Jennka and covered her eyes for +a moment with her palm. "Why, it comes to me, you also spoke of this at +one time, in our place--wasn't it on that same evening before the +Trinity? ... Yes, children--foolish, trusting, blind, greedy, +frivolous...And we cannot tear ourselves out of our harness...where are +we to go? what are we to do? ... And please, don't you think it, Sergei +Ivanovich--that the spite within me is strong only against those who +wronged just me, me personally...No, against all our guests in general; +all these cavaliers, from little to big...Well, and so I have resolved +to avenge myself and my sisters. Is that good or no? ..." + +"Jehnechka, really I don't know...I can't...I dare not say anything...I +don't understand." + +"But even that's not the main thing...For the main thing is this: I +infected them, and did not feel anything--no pity, no remorse, no guilt +before God or my fatherland. Within me was only joy, as in a hungry +wolf that has managed to get at blood...But yesterday something +happened which even I can't understand. A cadet came to me, altogether +a little bit of a lad, silly, with yellow around his mouth...He used to +come to me from still last winter...And then suddenly I had pity on +him... Not because he was very handsome and very young; and not because +he had always been very polite--even tender, if you will...No, both the +one and the other had come to me, but I did not spare them: with +enjoyment I marked them off, just like cattle, with a red-hot brand +...But this one I suddenly pitied...I myself don't understand--why? I +can't make it out. It seemed to me, that it would be all the same as +stealing money from a little simpleton, a little idiot; or hitting a +blind man, or cutting a sleeper's throat...if he only were some +dried-up marasmus or a nasty little brute, or a lecherous old fellow, I +would not have stopped. But he was healthy, robust, with chest and arms +like a statue's...and I could not... I gave him his money back, showed +him my disease; in a word, I acted like a fool among fools. He went +away from me...burst into tears...And now since last evening I haven't +slept. I walk around as in a fog...Therefore--I'm thinking right +now--therefore, that which, I meditated; my dream to infect them all; +to infect their fathers, mothers, sisters, brides--even all the +world--therefore, all this was folly, an empty fantasy, since I have +stopped? ... Once again, I don't understand anything ...Sergei +Ivanovich, you are so wise, you have seen so much of life--help me, +then, to find myself now!..." + +"I don't know, Jennechka!" quietly pronounced Platonov. "Not that I +fear telling you, or advising you, but I know absolutely nothing. This +is above my reason... above conscience..." + +Jennie crossed her fingers and nervously cracked them. + +"And I, too, don't know...Therefore, that which I thought--is not the +truth. Therefore, there is but one thing left me...This thought came +into my head this morning..." + +"Don't, don't do it, Jennechka! ... Jennie! ..." Platonov quickly +interrupted her. + +"There's one thing: to hang myself..." + +"No, no, Jennie, only not that! ... If there were other circumstances, +unsurmountable, I would, believe me, tell you boldly: well, it's no +use, Jennie; it's time to close up shop... But what you need isn't that +at all... If you wish, I can suggest one way out to you, no less +malicious and merciless; but which, perhaps, will satiate your wrath a +hundredfold..." + +"What's that?" asked Jennie, wearily, as though suddenly wilted after +her flare-up. + +"Well, this is it ... You're still young, and I'll tell you the truth, +you are very handsome; that is, you can be, if you only want to, +unusually stunning ... That's even more than beauty. But you've never +yet known the bounds and the power of your appearance; and, mainly, you +don't know to what a degree such natures as yours are bewitching, and +how mightily they enchain men to them, and make out of them more than +slaves and brutes ... You are proud, you are brave, you are +independent, you are a clever woman. I know--you have read a great +deal, let's presuppose even trashy books, but still you have read, you +have an entirely different speech from the others. With a successful +turn of life, you can cure yourself, you can get out of these 'Yamkas,' +these 'Little Ditches,' into freedom. You have only to stir a finger, +in order to see at your feet hundreds of men; submissive, ready for +your sake for vileness, for theft, for embezzlement ... Lord it over +them with tight reins, with a cruel whip in your hands! ... Ruin them, +make them go out of their minds, as long as your desire and energy hold +out! ... Look, my dear Jennie, who manages life now if not women! +Yesterday's chambermaid, laundress, chorus girl goes through estates +worth millions, the way a country-woman of Tver cracks sunflower seeds. +A woman scarcely able to sign her name, at times affects the destiny of +an entire kingdom through a man. Hereditary princes marry the +street-walkers, the kept mistresses of yesterday... Jennechka, there is +the scope for your unbridled vengeance; while I will admire you from a +distance... For you--you are made of this stuff--you are a bird of +prey, a spoliator... Perhaps not with such a broad sweep--but you will +cast them down under your feet." + +"No," faintly smiled Jennka. "I thought of this before ... But +something of the utmost importance has burned out within me. There are +no forces within me, there is no will within me, no desires ... I am +somehow all empty inside, rotted ... Well, now, you know, there's a +mushroom like that--white, round,--you squeeze it, and snuff pours out +of it. And the same way with me. This life has eaten out everything +within me save malice. And I am flabby, and my malice is flabby ... +I'll see some little boy again, will have pity on him, will be +punishing myself again ... No, it's better ... better so! ..." + +She became silent. And Platonov did not know what to say. It became +oppressive and awkward for both. Finally, Jennka got up, and, without +looking at Platonov, extended her cold, feeble hand to him. + +"Good-bye, Sergei Ivanovich! Excuse me, that I took up your time ... +Oh, well, I can see myself that you'd help me, if you only could ... +But, evidently, there's nothing to be done here ... Good-bye!" + +"Only don't do anything foolish, Jennechka! I implore you! ..." + +"Oh, that's all right!" said she and made a tired gesture with her hand. + +Having come out of the square, they parted; but, having gone a few +steps, Jennka suddenly called after him: + +"Sergei Ivanovich, oh Sergei Ivanovich! ..." + +He stopped, turned around, walked back to her. + +"Roly-Poly croaked last evening in our drawing room. He jumped and he +jumped, and then suddenly plumped down ... Oh, well, it's an easy death +at least! And also I forgot to ask you, Sergei Ivanovich ... This is +the last, now ... Is there a God or no?" + +Platonov knit his eyebrows. + +"What answer can I make? I don't know. I think that there is, but not +such as we imagine Him. He is more wise, more just..." + +"And future life? There, after death? Is there, now, as they tell us, a +paradise or hell? Is that the truth? Or is there just nothing at all? A +barren void? A sleep without a dream? A dark basement?" + +Platonov kept silent, trying not to look at Jennka. He felt oppressed +and frightened. + +"I don't know," said he, finally, with an effort. "I don't want to lie +to you." + +Jennka sighed, and smiled with a pitiful, twisted smile. + +"Well, thanks, my dear. And thanks for even that much ... I wish you +happiness. With all my soul. Well, good-bye..." + +She turned away from him and began slowly, with a wavering walk, to +climb up the hill. + +Platonov returned to work just in the nick of time. The gathering of +tramps, scratching, yawning, working out their accustomed dislocations, +were getting into their places. Zavorotny, at a distance, with his keen +eyes caught sight of Platonov and began to yell over the whole port: + +"You did manage to get here in time, you round-shouldered devil ... But +I was already wanting to take you by the tail and chase you out of the +gang ... Well, get in your place! ..." + +"Well, but I did get a he-dog in you, Serejka! ..." he added, in a +kindly manner. "If only it was night; but no,--look you, he starts in +playing ring-around-a-rosie in broad daylight..." + + + + +CHAPTER V. + + +Saturday was the customary day of the doctor's inspection, for which +they prepared very carefully and with quaking in all the houses; as, +however, even society ladies prepare themselves, when getting ready for +a visit to a physician-specialist; they diligently made their intimate +toilet and inevitably put on clean underthings, even as dressy as +possible. The windows toward the street were closed with shutters, +while at one of those windows, which gave out upon the yard, was put a +table with a hard bolster to put under the back. + +All the girls were agitated ... "And what if there's a disease, which I +haven't noticed myself? ... And then the despatch to a hospital; +disgrace; the tedium of hospital life; bad food; the hard course of +treatment..." + +Only Big Manka--or otherwise Manka the Crocodile--Zoe, and +Henrietta--all thirty years old, and, therefore, in the reckoning of +Yama, already old prostitutes, who had seen everything, had grown +inured to everything, grown indifferent to their trade, like white, fat +circus horses--remained imperturbably calm. Manka the Crocodile even +often said of herself: + +"I have gone through fire and water and pipes of brass ... Nothing will +stick to me any more." + +Jennka, since morning, was meek and pensive. She presented to Little +White Manka a golden bracelet; a medallion upon a thin little chain +with her photograph; and a silver neck crucifix. Tamara she moved +through entreaty into taking two rings for remembrance: one of silver, +in three hoops, that could be moved apart, with a heart in the middle, +and under it two hands that clasped one another when all the three +parts of the ring were joined; while the other was of thin gold wire +with an almandine. + +"As for my underwear, Tamarochka--you give it to Annushka, the +chambermaid. Let her wash it out well and wear it in good health, in +memory of me." + +The two of them were sitting in Tamara's room. Jennka had in the very +morning sent after cognac; and now slowly, as though lazily, was +imbibing wine-glass after wine-glass, eating lemon and a piece of sugar +after drinking. Tamara was observing this for the first time and +wondered, because Jennka had always disliked wine, and drank very +rarely; and then only at the constraint of guests. + +"What are you giving stuff away so to-day?" asked Tamara. "Just as +though you'd gotten ready to die, or to go into a convent?" + +"Yes, and I will go away," answered Jennka listlessly. "I am weary, +Tamarochka! ..." + +"Well, which one of us has a good time?" + +"Well, no! ... It isn't so much that I'm weary; but somehow +everything--everything is all the same ... I look at you, at the table, +at the bottle; at my hands and feet; and I'm thinking, that all this is +alike and everything is to no purpose ... There's no sense in anything +... Just like on some old, old picture. Look there--there's a soldier +walking on the street, but it's all one to me, as though they had wound +up a doll, and it's moving ... And that he's wet under the ram, is also +all one to me ... And that he'll die, and I'll die, and you, Tamara, +will die--in this also I see nothing frightful, nothing amazing... So +simple and wearisome is everything to me..." + +Jennka was silent for a while; drank one more wine-glass; sucked the +sugar, and, still looking out at the street, suddenly asked: + +"Tell me, please, Tamara, I've never asked you about it--from where did +you get in here, into the house? You don't at all resemble all of us; +you know everything; for everything that turns up you have a good, +clever remark ... Even French, now--how well you spoke it that time! +But none of us knows anything at all about you ... Who are you?" + +"Darling Jennechka, really, it's not worth while ... A life like any +life ... I went to boarding school; was a governess; sang in a choir; +then kept a shooting gallery in a summer garden; and then got mixed up +with a certain charlatan and taught myself to shoot with a Winchester +... I traveled with circuses--I represented an American Amazon. I used +to shoot splendidly ... Then I found myself in a monastery. There I +passed two years ... I've been through a lot ... Can't recall +everything ... I used to steal..." + +"You've lived through a great deal ... Checkered-like." + +"But then, my years are not a few. Well, what do you think--how many?" + +"Twenty-two, twenty-four? ..." + +"No, my angel! It just struck thirty-two a week ago. I, if you like, am +older than all of you here in Anna Markovna's. Only I didn't wonder at +anything, didn't take anything near to heart. As you see, I never drink +... I occupy myself very carefully with the care of my body; and the +main thing, the very main thing--I don't allow myself ever to be +carried away with men..." + +"Well, but what about your Senka? ..." + +"Senka--that's a horse of another colour; the heart of woman is +foolish, inconsistent ... Can it possibly live without love? And even +so, I don't love him, but just so ... a self-deception ... But, +however, I shall be in very great need of Senka soon." + +Jennka suddenly grew animated and looked at her friend with curiosity. + +"But how did you come to get stuck right here, in this hole? So clever, +handsome, sociable..." + +"I'd have to take a long time in telling it ... And then I'm too lazy +... I got in here out of love; I got mixed up with a certain young man +and went into a revolution with him. For we always act so, we women: +where the dearie is looking, there we also look; what the dearie sees, +that we also see ... I didn't believe at soul in his work, but I went. +A flattering man he was; smart, a good talker, a good looker ... Only +he proved to be a skunk and a traitor afterwards. He played at +revolution; while he himself gave his comrades away to the gendarmes. A +stool-pigeon, he was. When they had killed and shown him up, then all +the foolishness left me. However, it was necessary to conceal myself +... I changed my passport. Then they advised me, that the easiest thing +of all was to screen myself with a yellow ticket ... And then the fun +began! ... And even here I'm on a sort of pasture ground; when the time +comes, the successful moment arrives--I'll go away!" + +"Where?" asked Jennie with impatience. + +"The world is large ... And I love life! ... There, now, I was the same +way in the convent: I lived on and I lived on; sang antiphonies and +dulias, until I had rested up, and had finally grown weary of it; and +then all at once--hop! and into a cabaret ... Wasn't that some jump? +The same way out of here ... I'll get into a theatre, into a circus, +into a corps de ballet ... but do you know, Jennechka, I'm drawn to the +thieving trade the most, after all ... Daring, dangerous, hard, and +somehow intoxicating ... It's drawing me! ... Don't you mind that I'm +so respectable and modest, and can appear an educated young lady. I'm +entirely, entirely different." + +Her eyes suddenly blazed up, vividly and gaily. + +"There's a devil dwells in me!" + +"It's all very well for you," pensively and with weariness pronounced +Jennie. "You at least desire something, but my soul is some sort of +carrion ... I'm twenty-five years old, now; but my soul is like that of +an old woman, shrivelled up, smelling of the earth ... And if I had +only lived sensibly! ... Ugh! ... There was only some sort of slush." + +"Drop it, Jennka; you're talking foolishly. You're smart, you're +original; you have that special power before which men crawl and creep +so willingly. You go away from here, too. Not with me, of course--I'm +always single--but go away all by your own self." + +Jennka shook her head and quietly, without tears, hid her face in her +palms. + +"No," she responded dully, after a long silence, "no, this won't work +out with me: fate has chewed me all up! ... I'm not a human being any +more, but some sort of dirty cud ... Eh!" she suddenly made a gesture +of despair. 'Let's better drink some cognac, Jennechka,'" she addressed +herself, "'and let's suck the lemon a little! ...' Brr ... what nasty +stuff! ... And where does Annushka always get such abominable stuff? If +you smear a dog's wool with it, it will fall off ... And always, the +low-down thing, she'll take an extra half. Once I somehow ask +her--'What are you hoarding money for?' 'Well, I,' she says, 'am saving +it up for a wedding. What sort,' she says, 'of joy will it be for my +husband, that I'll offer him up my innocence alone! I must earn a few +hundreds in addition.' She's happy! ... I have here, Tamara, a little +money in the little box under the mirror; you pass it on to her, +please..." + +"And what are you about, you fool; do you want to die, or what?" +sharply, with reproach, said Tamara. + +"No, I'm saying it just so, if anything happens ... Take it, now, take +the money! Maybe they'll take me off to the hospital ... And how do you +know what's going to take place there? I left myself some small change, +if anything happens ... And supposing that I wanted to do something to +myself in downright earnest, Tamarochka--is it possible that you'd +interfere with me?" + +Tamara looked at her fixedly, deeply, and calmly. Jennie's eyes were +sad, and as though vacant. The living fire had become extinguished in +them, and they seemed turbid, just as though faded, with whites like +moonstone. + +"No," Tamara said at last, quietly but firmly. "If it was on account of +love, I'd interfere; if it was on account of money, I'd talk you out of +it: but there are cases where one must not interfere. I wouldn't help, +of course; but I also wouldn't seize you and interfere with you." + +At this moment the quick-limbed housekeeper Zociya whirled through the +corridor with an outcry: + +"Ladies, get dressed! The doctor has arrived ... Ladies, get dressed! +... Lively, ladies! ..." + +"Well, go on, Tamara, go on," said Jennka tenderly, getting up. "I'll +run into my room for just a minute--I haven't changed my dress yet, +although, to tell the truth, this also is all one. When they'll be +calling out for me, and I don't come in time, call out, run in after +me." + +And, going out of Tamara's room, she embraced her by the shoulder, as +though by chance, and stroked it tenderly. + +Doctor Klimenko--the official city doctor--was preparing in the parlor +everything indispensable for an inspection--vaseline, a solution of +sublimate, and other things--and was placing them on a separate little +table. Here also were arranged for him the white blanks of the girls, +replacing their passports, as well as a general alphabetical list. The +girls, dressed only in their chemises, stockings, and slippers, were +standing and sitting at a distance. Nearer the table was standing the +proprietress herself--Anna Markovna--while a little behind her were +Emma Edwardovna and Zociya. + +The doctor--aged, disheartened, slovenly; a man indifferent to +everything--put the pince-nez crookedly upon his nose, looked at the +list, and called out: + +"Alexandra Budzinskaya! ..." + +The frowning, little, pug-nosed Nina stepped out. Preserving on her +face an angry expression, and breathing heavily from shame, from the +consciousness of her own awkwardness, and from the exertions, she +clumsily climbed up on the table. The doctor, squinting through his +pince-nez and dropping it every minute, carried out the inspection. + +"Go ahead! ... You're sound." + +And on the reverse side of the blank he marked off: "Twenty-eighth of +August. Sound" and put down a curly-cue. And when he had not even +finished writing called out: + +"Voshchenkova, Irene! ..." + +Now it was the turn of Liubka. She, during the past month and a half of +comparative freedom, had had time to grow unaccustomed to the +inspections of every week; and when the doctor turned up the chemise +over her breast, she suddenly turned as red as only very bashful women +can--even with her back and breast. + +After her was the turn of Zoe; then of Little White Manka; after that +of Tamara and Niurka--the last, the doctor found, had gonorrhoea, and +ordered her to be sent off to a hospital. + +The doctor carried out the inspection with amazing rapidity. It was now +nearly twenty years that every week, on Saturdays, he had to inspect in +such a manner several hundred girls; and he had worked out that +habitual technical dexterity and rapidity, a calm carelessness of +movements, which is; frequently to be found in circus artists, in card +sharpers, in furniture movers and packers, and in other professionals. +And he carried out his manipulations with the same calmness with which +a drover or a veterinary inspects several hundred head of cattle in a +day. + +Did he ever think that before him were living people; or that he +appeared as the last and most important link of that fearful chain +which is called legalized prostitution? + +No! And even if he did experience this, then it must have been in the +very beginning of his career. Now before him were only naked abdomens, +naked backs, and opened mouths. Not one exemplar of all this faceless +herd of every Saturday would he have recognized subsequently on the +street. The main thing was the necessity of finishing as soon as +possible the inspection in one establishment, in order to pass on to +another, to a third, a ninth, a twentieth... + +"Susannah Raitzina!" the doctor finally called out. + +No one walked up to the table. + +All the inmates of the house began to exchange glances and to whisper. + +"Jennka ... Where's Jennka? ..." + +But she was not among the girls. + +Then Tamara, just released by the doctor, moved a little forward and +said: + +"She isn't here. She hasn't had a chance to get herself ready yet. +Excuse me, Mr. Doctor, I'll go right away and call her." + +She ran into the corridor and did not return for a long time. After her +went, at first Emma Edwardovna, then Zociya, several girls, and even +Anna Markovna herself. + +"PFUI! What indecency is this! ..." the majestic Emma Edwardovna was +saying in the corridor, making an indignant face. "And eternally this +Jennka! ... Always this Jennka! ... It seems my patience has already +burst ..." + +But Jennka was nowhere--neither in her room, nor in Tamara's. They +looked into other chambers, in all the out-of-the-way corners ... But +she did not prove to be even there. + +"We must look in the water-closet ... Perhaps she's there?" surmised +Zoe. + +But this institution was locked from the inside with a bolt. Emma +Edwardovna knocked on the door with her fist. + +"Jennie, do come out at last! What foolishness is this?" + +And, raising her voice, she cried out impatiently and threateningly: + +"Do you hear, you swine? ... Come out this minute--the doctor's +waiting!" + +But there was no answer of any sort. + +All exchanged glances with fear in their eyes, with one and the same +thought in mind. + +Emma Edwardovna shook the door by the brass knob, but the door did not +yield. + +"Go after Simeon!" Anna Markovna directed. + +Simeon was called ... He came, sleepy and morose, as was his wont. By +the distracted faces of the girls and the housekeepers, he already saw +that some misunderstanding or other had occurred, in which his +professional cruelty and strength were required. When they explained to +him what the matter was, he silently took the door-knob with both +hands, braced himself against the wall, and gave a yank. + +The knob remained in his hands; and he himself, staggering backward, +almost fell to the floor on his back. + +"A-a, hell!" he began to growl in a stifled voice. "Give me a table +knife." + +Through the crack of the door he felt the inner bolt with the table +knife; whittled away with the blade the edges of the crack, and widened +it so that he could at last push the end of the knife through it, and +began gradually to scrape back the bolt. Only the grating of metal +against metal could be heard. + +Finally Simeon threw the door wide open. + +Jennka was hanging in the middle of the water-closet on a tape from her +corset, fastened to the lamphook. Her body, already motionless after an +unprolonged agony, was slowly swinging in the air, and describing +scarcely perceptible turns to the right and left around its vertical +axis. Her face was bluishly-purple, and the tip of the tongue was +thrust out between clenched and bared teeth. The lamp which had been +taken off was also here, sprawling on the floor. + +Some one began to squeal hysterically, and all the girls, like a +stampeded herd, crowding and jostling each other in the narrow +corridor, vociferating and choking with hysterical sobbings, started in +to run. + +The doctor came upon hearing the outcries... Came, precisely, and not +ran. Seeing what the matter was, he did not become amazed or excited; +during his practice as an official city doctor, he had had his fill of +seeing such things, so that he had already grown benumbed and hardened +to human sufferings, wounds and death. He ordered Simeon to lift the +corpse of Jennka a bit upward, and himself getting up on the seat, cut +through the tape. Proforma, he ordered Jennka's body to be borne away +into the room that had been hers, and tried with the help of the same +Simeon to produce artificial respiration; but after five minutes gave +it up as a bad job, fixed the pince-nez, which had become crooked, on +his nose, and said: + +"Call the police in to make a protocol." + +Again Kerbesh came, again whispered for a long time with the +proprietress in her little bit of a cabinet, and again crunched in his +pocket a new hundred-rouble bill. + +The protocol was made in five minutes; and Jennka, just as half-naked +as she had hung herself, was carted away in a hired wagon into an +anatomical theatre, wrapped up in and covered with two straw mats. + +Emma Edwardovna was the first to find the note that Jennka had left on +her night table. On a sheet, torn out of the income-expense book, +compulsory for every prostitute, in pencil, in a naive, rounded, +childish handwriting--by which, however, it could be judged that the +hands of the suicide had not trembled during the last minutes--was +written: + +"I beg that no one be blamed for my death. I am dying because I have +become infected, and also because all people are scoundrels and it is +very disgusting to live. How to divide my things--Tamara knows about +that. I told her in detail." + +Emma Edwardovna turned around upon Tamara, who was right on the spot +among a number of other girls, and with eyes filled with a cold, green +hatred, hissed out: + +"Then you knew, you low-down thing, what she was preparing to do? ... +You knew, you vermin? ... You knew and didn't tell? ..." + +She already had swung back, in order, as was her wont, to hit Tamara +cruelly and calculatingly; but suddenly stopped just as she was, with +gaping mouth and with eyes wide open. It was just as though she was +seeing, for the first time, Tamara, who was looking at her with a firm, +wrathful, unbearable gaze, and slowly, slowly was raising from below, +and at last brought up to the level of the housekeeper's face, a small +object, glistening with white metal. + + + + +CHAPTER VI. + + +That very same day, at evening, a very important event took place in +the house of Anna Markovna: the whole institution--with land and house, +with live and inanimate stock--passed into the hands of Emma Edwardovna. + +They had been speaking of this, on and off, for a long time in the +establishment; but when the rumours so unexpectedly, immediately right +after the death of Jennka, turned into realities, the misses could not +for a long time come to themselves for amazement and fear. They knew +well, having experienced the sway of the German upon themselves, her +cruel, implacable pedantism; her greed, arrogance, and, finally, her +perverted, exacting, repulsive love, now for one, now for another +favorite. Besides that, it was no mystery to any one, that out of the +fifteen thousand which Emma Edwardovna had to pay the former +proprietress for the firm and for the property, one third belonged to +Kerbesh, who had, for a long time already, been carrying on +half-friendly, half-business relations with the fat housekeeper. From +the union of two such people, shameless, pitiless, and covetous, the +girls could expect all sorts of disasters for themselves. + +Anna Markovna had to let the house go so cheaply not simply because +Kerbesh, even if he had not known about certain shady little +transactions to her credit, could still at any time he liked trip her +up and eat her up without leaving anything. Of pretexts and cavils for +this even a hundred could be found every day; and certain ones of them +not merely threatened the shutting down of the house alone, but, if you +like, even with the court. + +But, dissembling, oh-ing and sighing, bewailing her poverty, her +maladies and orphanhood, Anna Markovna at soul was glad of even such a +settlement. And then it must be said: she was already for a long time +feeling the approach of senile infirmity, together with all sorts of +ailments and the thirst for complete, benevolent rest, undisturbed by +anything. All, of which she had not even dared dream in her early +youth, when she herself had yet been a prostitute of the rank and +file--all had now come to her of itself, one in addition to the other: +peaceful old age, a house--a brimming cup on one of the quiet, cozy +streets, almost in the centre of the city,--the adored daughter Birdie, +who--if not to-day then tomorrow--must marry a respected man, an +engineer, a house-owner, and member of the city-council; provided for +as she was with a respectable dowry and magnificent valuables ... Now +it was possible peacefully, without hurrying, with gusto, to dine and +sup on sweet things, for which Anna Markovna had always nourished a +great weakness; to drink after dinner good, home-made, strong +cherry-brandy; and of evenings to play a bit at "preference," for +kopeck stakes, with esteemed elderly ladies of her acquaintance, who, +even although they never as much as let it appear that they knew the +real trade of the little old woman, did in reality know it very well; +and not only did not condemn her business but even bore themselves with +respect toward those enormous percentages which she earned upon her +capital. And these charming friends, the joy and consolation of an +untroubled old age, were: one--the keeper of a loan office; +another--the proprietress of a lively hotel near the railroad; the +third--the owner of a jewelry shop, not large, but all the go and well +known among the big thieves, &c. And about them, in her turn, Anna +Markovna knew and could tell several shady and not especially +flattering anecdotes; but in their society it was not customary to talk +of the sources of the family well-being--only cleverness, daring, +success, and decent manners were esteemed. + +But, even besides that, Anna Markovna, sufficiently limited in mind and +not especially developed, had some sort of an amazing inner intuition, +which during all her life permitted her instinctively but +irreproachably to avoid unpleasantnesses, and to find prudent paths in +time. And so now, after the sudden death of Roly-Poly, and the suicide +of Jennka which followed the next day, she, with her +unconsciously--penetrating soul foreguessed that fate--which had been +favouring her house of ill-fame, sending her good fortunes, turning +away all under-water shoals--was now getting ready to turn its back +upon her. And she was the first to retreat. + +They say, that not long before a fire in a house, or before the wreck +of a ship, the wise, nervous rats in droves make their way into another +place. And Anna Markovna was directed by the same rat-like, animal, +prophetic intuition. And she was right: immediately right after the +death of Jennka some fearful curse seemed to hang over the house, +formerly Anna Markovna Shaibes', but now Emma Edwardovna Titzner's: +deaths, misfortunes, scandals just simply descended upon it +ceaselessly, becoming constantly more frequent, on the manner of bloody +events in Shakespeare's tragedies; as, however, was the case at all the +remaining houses of the Yamas as well. + +And one of the first to die, a week after the liquidation of the +business, was Anna Markovna herself. However, this frequently happens +with people put out of their accustomed rut of thirty years: so die war +heroes, who have gone into retirement--people of insuperable health and +iron will; so quickly go off the stage former stock brokers, who have +happily gone away to rest, but have been deprived of the burning +allurement of risk and hazard; so, too, age rapidly, droop, and grow +decrepit, the great artists who leave the stage ... Her death was the +death of the just. Once at a game of cards she felt herself unwell; +begged them to wait a while for her; said that she would lie down for +just a minute; lay down in the bedroom on a bed; sighed deeply, and +passed on into another world--with a calm face, with a peaceful, senile +smile upon her lips. Isaiah Savvich--her faithful comrade on the path +of life, a trifle downtrodden, who had always played a secondary, +subordinate role--survived her only a month. + +Birdie was left sole heiress. She very successfully turned the cozy +house into money, as well as the land somewheres at the edge of the +town; married, as it had been presupposed, very happily; and up to this +time is convinced that her father carried on a great commercial +business in the export of wheat through Odessa and Novorossiysk into +Asia Minor. + +On the evening of the day when Jennie's corpse had been carried away to +an anatomical theatre; at an hour when not even a chance guest appears +on Yamskaya Street, all the girls, at the insistence of Emma +Edwardovna, assembled in the drawing room. Not one of them dared murmur +against the fact that on this distressing day, when they had not yet +recovered from the impression of Jennka's horrible death, they would be +compelled to dress up, as usual, in wildly festive finery, and to go +into the brightly illuminated drawing room, in order to dance, sing, +and to entice lecherous men with their denuded bodies. + +And at last into the drawing room walked Emma Edwardovna herself. She +was more majestic than she had ever been--clad in a black silk gown, +from which, just like battlements, her enormous breasts jutted out, +upon which descended two fat chins; in black silk mittens; with an +enormous gold chain wound thrice around her neck, and terminating in a +ponderous medallion hanging upon the very abdomen. + +"Ladies! ..." she began impressively, "I must ... Stand up!" she +suddenly called out commandingly. "When I speak, you must hear me out +standing." + +They all exchanged glances with perplexity: such an order was a novelty +in the establishment. However, the girls got up one after another, +irresolutely, with eyes and mouths gasping. + +"Sie sollen ... you must from this day show me that respect which you +are bound to show to your mistress," importantly and weightily began +Emma Edwardovna. "Beginning from to-day, the establishment in a legal +manner has passed from our good and respected Anna Markovna to me, Emma +Edwardovna Titzner. I hope that we will not quarrel, and that you will +behave yourselves like sensible, obedient, and well-brought-up girls. I +will be to you like in place of your own mother, but only remember, +that I will not stand for laziness, or drunkenness, or notions of any +sort; or any kind of disorder. The kind Madam Shaibes, it must be said, +held you in too loose reins. O--o, I will be far more strict. +Discipline uber alles ... before everything. It's a great pity, that +the Russian people are lazy, dirty and stoopid, do not understand this +rule; but don't you trouble yourself, I will teach you this for your +own good. I say 'for your own good,' because my main thought is to kill +the competition of Treppel. I want that my client should be a man of +substance, and not some charlatan and ragamuffin, some kind of student, +now, or ham actor. I want that my ladies should be the most beautiful, +best brought-up, the healthiest and gayest in the whole city. I won't +spare any money in order to set up swell furnishings; and you will have +rooms with silk furniture and with genuine, beautiful rugs. Your guests +will no longer be demanding beer, but only genteel Bordeaux and +Burgundy wines and champagne. Remember, that a rich, substantial, +elderly man never likes your common, ordinary, coarse love. He requires +Cayenne pepper; he requires not a trade, but an art, and you will soon +acquire this. At Treppel's they take three roubles for a visit and ten +roubles for a night ... I will establish it so, that you will receive +five roubles for a visit and twenty-five for a night. They will present +you with gold and diamonds. I will contrive it so, that you won't have +to pass on into establishments of a lower sort, und so weiter ... right +down to the soldiers' filthy den. No! Deposits will be put away and +saved with me for each one of you every month; and will be put away in +your name in a banker's office, where there will increase interest upon +them, and interest upon interest. And then, if a girl feels herself +tired, or wants to marry a respectable man, there will always be at her +disposal not a large, but a sure capital. So is it done in the best +establishments in Riga, and everywhere abroad. Let no one say about me, +that Emma Edwardovna is a spider, a vixen, a cupping glass. But for +disobedience, for laziness, for notions, for lovers on the side, I will +punish cruelly and, like nasty weeds, will throw out--on the street, or +still worse. Now I have said all that I had to. Nina, come near me. And +all the rest of you come up in turn." + +Ninka irresolutely walked right up to Emma Edwardovna--and even +staggered back in amazement: Emma Edwardovna was extending her right +hand to her, with the fingers lowered downward, and slowly nearing it +to Ninka's lips. + +"Kiss it! ..." impressively and firmly pronounced Emma Edwardovna, +narrowing her eyes and with head thrown back, in the magnificent pose +of a princess ascending her throne. + +Ninka was so bewildered that her right arm gave a jerk in order to make +the sign of the cross; but she corrected herself, loudly smacked the +extended hand, and stepped aside. Following her Zoe, Henrietta, Vanda +and others stepped up also. Tamara alone continued to stand near the +wall with her back to the mirror; that mirror into which Jennka so +loved to gaze, in gone-by times, admiring herself as she walked back +and forth through the drawing room. + +Emma Edwardovna let the imperious, obstinate gaze of a boa-constrictor +rest upon her; but the hypnosis did not work. Tamara bore this gaze +without turning away, without flinching; but without any expression on +her face. Then the new proprietress put down her hand, produced on her +face something resembling a smile, and said hoarsely: + +"And with you, Tamara, I must have a little talk separately, eye to +eye. Let's go!" + +"I hear you, Emma Edwardovna!" calmly answered Tamara. + +Emma Edwardovna came to the little bit of a cabinet, where formerly +Anna Markovna loved to drink coffee with clotted cream; sat down on the +divan and pointed out a place opposite her to Tamara. For some time the +women kept silent; searchingly, mistrustfully eyeing each other. + +"You acted rightly, Tamara," said Emma Edwardovna finally. "You did +wisely in not stepping up, on the manner of those sheep, to kiss my +hand. But just the same, I would not have let you come to that. I +wanted right there, in the presence of all, when you walked up to me, +to press your hand and to offer you the place of first housekeeper--you +understand?--my chief assistant--and on terms very advantageous to +you..." + +"I thank you ..." + +"No, wait a while, don't interrupt me. I will have my say to the end, +and then you will express your pros and cons. But will you explain to +me, please, when yesterday you were aiming at me out of a revolver, +what did you want? Can it possibly be, to kill me?" + +"On the contrary, Emma Edwardovna," retorted Tamara respectfully, "on +the contrary; it seemed to me that you wanted to strike me." + +"PJUI! What do you mean, Tamarochka! ... Have you paid no attention to +the fact that during all the time of our acquaintance I never permitted +myself, not only to hit you, but even to address you with a rude word? +... What do you mean, what do you mean? ... I don't confuse you with +this poor Russian trash ... Glory be to God, I am an experienced person +and one who knows people well. I can very well see that you are a +genuinely cultured young lady; far more educated, for example, than I +myself. You are refined, elegant, smart. I am convinced of the fact +that you even know music not at all badly. Finally, if I were to +confess, I was a little ... how shall I put it to you? ... I always was +a little in love with you. And now you wanted to shoot me! Me, a person +who could be a very good friend to you! Well, what will you say to +that?" + +"Well ... nothing at all, Emma Edwardovna," retorted Tamara in the +meekest and most plausible tone. "Everything was very simple. Even +before that I found the revolver under Jennka's pillow and brought it, +in order to give it over to you. I did not want to interfere, when you +were reading the letter; but then you turned around to me--I stretched +the revolver out to you and wanted to say: 'See, Emma Edwardovna, what +I found'--for, don't you see, it surprised me awfully how the late +Jennie, having a revolver at her disposal, preferred such a horrible +death as hanging? And that's all." + +The bushy, frightful eyebrows of Emma Edwardovna rose upward; the eyes +widened joyously; and a real, uncounterfeited smile spread over her +cheeks of a behemoth. She quickly extended both hands to Tamara. + +"And is this all? O, MEIN KIND? And I thought ... God knows what I +imagined! Give me your hands, Tamara, your little charming white hands, +and allow me to press them auf mein Herz, upon my heart, and to kiss +you." + +The kiss was so long, that Tamara with great difficulty and with +aversion barely freed herself from the embraces of Emma Edwardovna. + +"Well, and now to business. And so, here are my terms: you will be +housekeeper, I give you fifteen percent, out of the clear gain. Mind +you, Tamara, fifteen percent. And, besides that, a small +salary--thirty, forty, well, if you like, fifty roubles a month. +Splendid terms--isn't that the truth? I am deeply convinced, that none +other than just you will help me to raise the house to a real height, +and make it the swellest not only in our city, but in all the south of +Russia as well. You have taste, and an understanding of things! ... +Besides that, you will always be able to entertain, and to stir up the +most exacting, the most unyielding guests. In rare instances, when a +very rich and distinguished gentleman--in Russian they call it one +"sun-fish," while with us, ein Freier,[26]--when he becomes infatuated +with you--for you are so handsome, Tamarochka," (the proprietress +looked at her with misty, humid eyes), "then I do not at all forbid you +to pass the time with him gaily; only to bear down always upon the fact +that you have no right, owing to your duty, your position, Und so +weiter, und so weiter ... aber sagen sie bitte, do you easily make +yourself understood in German?" + + +[26] In English, a "toff"; in American, a "swell."--trans. + + +"Die Deutsche Sprache beherrsche ich in geringerem Grade als die +franzosische; indes kann ich stets in einer Salon-Plauderei +mitmachen."[27] + + +[27] "My mastery of the German language is a trifle worse than that of +the French, but I can always keep up my end in parlor small talk." + + +"O, wunderbar! sie haben eine entzuckende Rigaer Aussprache, die beste +alter deutschen Aussprachen. Und also--fahren wir in unserer Sprache +fort. Sie klingt viel susser meinem Ohr, die Muttersprache. Schon?"[28] + + +[28] O, splendid! ... You have a bewitching Riga enunciation, the most +correct of all the German ones. And so, let us continue in my tongue. +That is far sweeter to my ear--my mother tongue. All right?" + + +"SCHON."[29] + + +[29] "All right." + + +"Zuletzt werden Sie nachgeben, dem Anschein nach ungern, unwillkurlich, +van der Laune des Augenblicks hingerissen--und, was die Hauptsache ist, +lautlos, heimlich vor mir. Sie verstehen? Dafur zahlen Narren ein +schweres Geld. Ubrigens brauche ich Sie wohl nicht zu lernen."[30] + + +[30] "In the very end you will give in, as though unwillingly, as +though against your will, as though from infatuation, a momentary +caprice, and--which is the main thing--as though on the sly from me. +You understand? For this the fools pay enormous money. However, it +seems I will not have to teach you." + + +"Ja, gnadige Frau. Sie sprechen gar kluge Dinge. Doch das ist schon +keine Plauderei mehr, sondern eine ernste unterhaltung. Yes, my dear +madam. You say very wise things. But this is no longer small talk; it +is, rather, serious conversation ... And for that reason it is more +convenient for me, if you will revert to the Russian language ... I am +ready to obey you." + +"Furthermore! ... I was just now talking about a lover. I dare not +forbid you this pleasure, but let us be prudent: let him not appear +here, or appear as rarely as possible. I will give you days for going +out, when you will be perfectly free. But it's best if you would get +along without him entirely. It will serve your benefit too. This is +only a drag and a yoke. I am telling you this from my own personal +experience. Wait a while; after three or four years we will expand this +business so, that you will have substantial money already, and then I +vill take you into the business as a partner with full rights. After +ten years you will still be young and handsome, and then take and buy +men as much as you want to. By that time romantic follies will go out +of your head entirely, and it will not be you who will be chosen +already, but you who will be choosing with sense and with feeling, as a +connoisseur picks out precious stones. Do you agree with me?" + +Tamara cast down her eyes, and smiled just the least trifle. + +"You speak golden truths, Emma Edwardovna. I will drop mine, but not at +once. For that I will need some two weeks. I will try not to have him +appear here. I accept your proposition." + +"And that's splendid!" said Emma Edwardovna, get ting up. "Now let us +conclude our agreement with one good, sweet kiss." + +And she again embraced and took to kissing Tamara hard; who, with her +downcast eyes and naive, tender face, seemed now altogether a little +girl. But, having freed herself, finally, from the proprietress, she +asked in Russian: + +"You see, Emma Edwardovna, that I agree in everything with you, but for +that I beg you to fulfill one request of mine. It will not cost you +anything. Namely, I hope that you will allow me and the other girls to +escort the late Jennie to the cemetery." + +Emma Edwardovna made a wry face. + +"Oh, if you want to, my darling Tamara, I have nothing against your +whim. Only what for? This will not help the dead person and will not +make her alive. Only sentimentalism alone will come out of it ... But +very well! Only, however, you know yourself that in accordance with +your law suicides are not buried, or--I don't know with certainty--it +seems they throw them into some dirty hole beyond the cemetery." + +"No, do allow me to do as I want to myself. Let it be my whim, but +concede it to me, my darling, dear, bewitching Emma Edwardovna! But +then, I promise you that this will be my last whim. After this I will +be like a wise and obedient soldier at the disposal of a talented +general." + +"IS' GUT!" Emma Edwardovna gave in with a sigh. "I can not deny you in +anything, my child. Let me press your hand. Let us toil and labour +together for the common good." + +And, having opened the door, she called out across the drawing room +into the entrance-hall: "Simeon!" And when Simeon appeared in the room, +she ordered him weightily and triumphantly: + +"Bring us a bottle of champagne here, but the real thing--Rederer demi +sec, and as cool as possible. Step lively!" she ordered the porter, who +was gaping at her with popping eyes. "We will drink with you, Tamara, +to the new business, to our brilliant and beautiful future." + +They say that dead people bring luck. If there is any foundation at all +in this superstition, then on this Saturday it could not have told +plainer: the influx of visitors was out of the ordinary, even for a +Saturday night. True, the girls, passing through the corridor or past +the room that had been Jennka's increased their steps; timorously +glanced at it sidelong, out of the corner of the eye; while others even +crossed themselves. But late in the night the fear of death somehow +subsided, grew bearable. All the rooms were occupied, while in the +drawing room a new violinist was trilling without cease--a +free-and-easy, clean-shaven young man, whom the pianist with the +cataract had searched out somewhere and brought with him. + +The appointment of Tamara as housekeeper was received with cold +perplexity, with taciturn dryness. But, having bided her time, Tamara +managed to whisper to Little White Manka: + +"Listen, Manya! You tell them all that they shouldn't pay any attention +to the fact that I've been chosen housekeeper. It's got to be so. But +let them do as they wish, only don't let them trip me up. I am as +before--their friend and intercessor ... And further on we'll see." + + + + +CHAPTER VII. + + +On the next day, on Sunday, Tamara had a multitude of cares. She had +become possessed by a firm and undeviating thought to bury her friend +despite all circumstances, in the way that nearest friends are +buried--in a Christian manner, with all the sad solemnity of the burial +of secular persons. + +She belonged to the number of those strange persons who underneath an +external indolent calmness, careless taciturnity, egotistical +withdrawal into one's self, conceal within them unusual energy; always +as though slumbering with half an eye, guarding itself from unnecessary +expenditure; but ready in one moment to become animated and to rush +forward without reckoning the obstacles. + +At twelve o'clock she descended in a cab into the old town; rode +through it into a little narrow street giving out upon a square where +fairs were held; and stopped near a rather dirty tea-room, having +ordered the cabby to wait. In the room she made inquiries of a boy, +red-haired, with a badger hair-cut and the parting slicked down with +butter, if Senka the Depot had not come here? The serving lad, who, +judging by his refined and gallant readiness, had already known Tamara +for a long time, answered that "Nohow, ma'am; they--Semen Ignatich--had +not been in yet, and probably would not be here soon seein' as how +yesterday they had the pleasure of going on a spree at the Transvaal, +and had played at billiards until six in the morning; and that now +they, in all probabilities, are at home, in the Half Way House rooms, +and if the young lady will give the word, then it's possible to hop +over to them this here minute." + +Tamara asked for paper and pencil, and wrote a few words right on the +spot. Then she gave the note to the waiter, together with a half-rouble +piece for a tip, and rode away. + +The following visit was to the artiste Rovinskaya, living, as Tamara +had known even before, in the city's most aristocratic +hotel--Europe--where she occupied several rooms in a consecutive suite. +To obtain an interview with the singer was not very easy: the doorman +below said that it looked as if Ellena Victorovna was not at home; +while her own personal maid, who came out in answer to Tamara's +knocking, declared that madam had a headache, and that she was not +receiving any one. Again Tamara was compelled to write on a piece of +paper: + +"I come to you from her who once, in a house which is not spoken of +loudly, cried, standing before you on her knees, after you had sung the +ballad of Dargomyzhsky. Your kind treatment of her was so splendid. Do +you remember? Do not fear--she has no need of any one's help now: +yesterday she died. But you can do one very important deed in her +memory, which will be almost no trouble to you at all. While I--am that +very person who permitted herself to say a few bitter truths to the +baroness T--, who was then with you; for which truths I am remorseful +and apologize even now." + +"Hand this over!" she ordered the chambermaid. + +She returned after two minutes. + +"The madam requests you. They apologize very much that they will +receive you not fully dressed." + +She escorted Tamara, opened a door before her and quietly shut it. + +The great artiste was lying upon an enormous ottoman, covered with a +beautiful Tekin rug and a multitude of little silk pillows, and soft +cylindrical bolsters of tapestry. Her feet were wrapped up in silvery, +soft fur. Her fingers, as usual, were adorned by a multiplicity of +rings with emeralds, attracting the eyes by their deep and tender green. + +The artiste was having one of her evil, black days to-day. Yesterday +morning some misunderstandings with the management had arisen; while in +the evening the public had received her not as triumphantly as she +would have desired, or, perhaps, this had simply appeared so to her; +while to-day in the newspaper the fool of a reviewer, who understood +just as much of art as a cow does of astronomy, had praised up her +rival, Titanova, in a big article. And so Ellena Victorovna had +persuaded herself that her head was aching; that there was a nervous +tic in her temples; and that her heart, time and again, seemed suddenly +to fall through somewheres. + +"How do you do, my dear!" she said, a trifle nasally, in a weak, wan +voice, with pauses, as heroines on the stage speak when dying from love +and from consumption. "Sit down here ... I am glad to see you ... Only +don't be angry--I am almost dying from migraine, and from my miserable +heart. Pardon my speaking with difficulty. I think I sang too much and +tired my voice ..." + +Rovinskaya, of course, had recalled both the mad escapade of that +evening; and the striking, unforgettable face of Tamara; but now, in a +bad mood, in the wearisome, prosaic light of an autumn day, this +adventure appeared to her as unnecessary bravado; something artificial, +imagined, and poignantly shameful. But she was equally sincere on that +strange, night-marish evening when she, through the might of talent, +had prostrated the proud Jennka at her feet, as well as now, when she +recalled it with fatigue, indolence, and artistic disdain. She, as well +as many distinguished artists, was always playing a role; was always +not her own self, and always regarded her words, movements, actions, as +though looking at herself from a distance with the eyes and feelings of +the spectators. + +She languidly raised from the pillow her narrow, slender, beautiful +hand, and applied it to her forehead; and the mysterious, deep emeralds +stirred as though alive and began to flash with a warm, deep sparkle. + +"I just read in your note that this poor ... pardon me, her name has +vanished out of my head..." + +"Jennie." + +"Yes, yes, thank you! I recall it now. She died? But from what?" + +"She hanged herself ... yesterday morning, during the doctor's +inspection..." + +The eyes of the artiste, so listless, seemingly faded, suddenly opened, +and, as through a miracle, grew animated and became shining and green, +just like her emeralds; and in them were reflected curiosity, fear and +aversion. + +"Oh, my God! Such a dear, so original, handsome, so fiery ... Oh, the +poor, poor soul! ... And the reason for this was? ..." + +"You know ... the disease. She told you." + +"Yes, yes ... I remember, I remember ... But to hang one's self! ... +What horror! ... Why, I advised her to treat herself then. Medicine +works miracles now. I myself know several people who absolutely ... +well, absolutely cured themselves. Everybody in society knows this and +receives them ... Ah, the poor little thing, the poor little thing! ..." + +"And so I've come to you, Ellena Victorovna. I wouldn't have dared to +disturb you, but I seem to be in a forest, and have no one to turn to. +You were so kind then, so touchingly attentive, so tender to us ... I +need only your advice and, perhaps, a little of your influence, your +protection..." + +"Oh, please, my dear! ... All I can do, I will ... Oh, my poor head! +And then this horrible news. Tell me, in what way can I be of +assistance to you?" + +"To confess, I don't know even myself yet," answered Tamara. "You see, +they carried her away to an anatomical theatre ... But until they had +made the protocol, until they made the journey--then the time for +receiving had gone by also--in general I think that they have not had a +chance to dissect her yet ... I'd like, if it's only possible, that she +should not be touched. To-day is Sunday; perhaps they'll postpone it +until to-morrow, and in the meanwhile something may be done for her..." + +"I can't tell you, dear ... Wait! ... Haven't I some friend among the +professors, in the medical world? ... I will look later in my +memo-books. Perhaps we will succeed in doing something." + +"Besides that," continued Tamara, "I want to bury her ... At my expense +... I was attached to her with all my heart during her life." + +"I will help you with pleasure in this, materially..." + +"No, no! ... A thousand thanks! ... I'll do everything myself. I would +not hesitate to have recourse to your kind heart, but this ... --you +will understand me-- ... this is something in the nature of a vow, that +a person gives to one's self and to the memory of a friend. The main +difficulty is in how we may manage to bury her with Christian rites. +She was, it seems, an unbeliever, or believed altogether poorly. And +it's only by chance that I, also, will cross my forehead. But I don't +want them to bury her just like a dog, somewhere beyond the enclosure +of the cemetery; in silence, without words, without singing ... I don't +know, will they permit burying her properly--with choristers, with +priests? For that reason I'm asking you to assist me with your advice. +Or, perhaps, you will direct me somewhere? ..." + +Now the artiste had little by little become interested and was already +beginning to forget about her fatigue, and migraine, and the +consumptive heroine dying in the fourth act. She was already picturing +the role of an intercessor, the beautiful figure of genius merciful to +a fallen woman. This was original, extravagant, and at the same time so +theatrically touching! Rovinskaya, like many of her confreres, did not +let one day pass by--and, if it were possible, she would not have let +pass even one hour--without standing out from the crowd, without +compelling people to talk about her: to-day she would participate in a +pseudo-patriotic manifestation, while to-morrow she would read from a +platform, for the benefit of revolutionaries exiled to Siberia, +inciting verses, full of fire and vengeance. She loved to sell flowers +at carnivals, in riding academies; and to sell champagne at large +balls. She would think up her little bon mots beforehand, which on the +morrow would be caught up by the whole town. She desired that +everywhere and always the crowd should look only at her, repeat her +name, love her Egyptian, green eyes, her rapacious and sensuous mouth; +her emeralds on the slender and nervous hands. + +"I can't grasp it all properly at once," said she after a silence. "But +if a person wants anything hard, he will attain it, and I want to +fulfill your wish with all my soul. Stay, stay! ... I think a glorious +thought is coming into my head ... For then, on that evening, if I +mistake not, there was with us, beside the baroness and me..." + +"I don't know them ... One of them walked out of the cabinet later than +all of you. He kissed Jennie's hand and said, that if she should ever +need him, he was always at her service; and gave her his card, but +asked her not to show it to any strangers. But later all this passed +off somehow and was forgotten. In some way I never found the time to +ask Jennie who this man was; while yesterday I searched for the card +but couldn't find it..." + +"Allow me, allow me! ... I have recalled it!" the artiste suddenly +became animated. "Aha!" exclaimed she, rapidly getting off the ottoman. +"It was Ryazanov... Yes, yes, yes... The advocate Ernst Andreievich +Ryazanov. We will arrange everything right away. That's a splendid +thought!" + +She turned to the little table upon which the telephone apparatus was +standing, and rang: + +"Central--18-35 please ... Thank you ... Hello! ... Ask Ernst +Andreievich to the telephone ... The artiste Rovinskaya ... Thank you +... Hello! ... Is this you, Ernst Andreievich? Very well, very well, +but now it isn't a matter of little hands. Are you free? ... Drop the +nonsense! ... The matter is serious. Couldn't you come up to me for a +quarter of an hour? ...No, no ... Yes ... Only as a kind and a clever +man. You slander yourself ... Well, that's splendid, really ... Well, I +am not especially well-dressed, but I have a justification--a fearful +headache. No, a lady, a girl ... You will see for yourself, come as +soon as possible ... Thanks! Au revior! ..." + +"He will come right away," said Rovinskaya, hanging up the receiver. +"He is a charming and awfully clever man. Everything is possible to +him, even the almost impossible to man ... But in the meantime ... +pardon me--your name?" + +Tamara was abashed, but then smiled at herself: + +"Oh, it isn't worth your disturbing yourself, Ellena Victorovna! Mon +nomme de guerre is Tamara but just so--Anastasia Nikolaevna. It's all +the same--call me even Tamara ... I am more used to it..." + +"Tamara! ... That is so beautiful! ... So now, Mile. Tamara, perhaps +you will not refuse to breakfast with me? Perhaps Ryazanov will also do +so with us..." + +"I have no time, forgive me." + +"That's a great pity! ... I hope, some other time ... But, perhaps you +smoke," and she moved toward her a gold case, adorned with an enormous +letter E out of the same emeralds she adored. + +Ryazanov came very soon. + +Tamara, who had not examined him properly on that evening, was struck +by his appearance. Tall of stature, almost of an athletic build, with a +broad brow, like Beethoven's, tangled with artistically negligent +black, grizzled hair; with the large fleshy mouth of the passionate +orator; with clear, expressive, clever, mocking eyes--he had such an +appearance as catches one's eyes among thousands--the appearance of a +vanquisher of souls and a conqueror of hearts; deeply ambitious, not +yet oversated with life; still fiery in love and never retreating +before a beautiful indiscretion ... "If fate had not broken me up so," +reflected Tamara, watching his movements with enjoyment, "then here's a +man to whom I'd throw my life; jestingly, with delight, with a smile, +as a plucked rose is thrown to the beloved..." + +Ryazanov kissed Rovinskaya's hand, then with unconstrained simplicity +exchanged greetings with Tamara and said: + +"We are acquainted even from that mad evening, when you dumbfounded all +of us with your knowledge of the French language, and when you spoke. +That which you said was, between us, paradoxical; but then, how it was +said! ... To this day I remember the tone of your voice, so warm, +expressive ... And so, Ellena Victorovna," he turned to Rovinskaya +again, sitting down on a small, low chair without a back, "in what can +I be of use to you? I am at your disposal." + +Rovinskaya, with a languid air, again applied the tips of her fingers +to her temples. + +"Ah, really, I am so upset, my dear Ryazanov," said she, intentionally +extinguishing the sparkle of her magnificent eyes, "and then, my +miserable head ... May I trouble you to pass me the pyramidon what-not +from that table ... Let Mile. Tamara tell you everything ... I can not, +I am not able to ... This is so horrible! ..." + +Tamara briefly, lucidly, narrated to Ryazanov all the sad history of +Jennka's death; recalled also about the card left with Jennie; and also +how the deceased had reverently preserved this card; and--in +passing--about his promise to help in case of need. + +"Of course, of course!" exclaimed Ryanzanov, when she had finished; and +at once began pacing the room back and forth with big steps, ruffling +and tossing back his picturesque hair through habit. "You are +performing a magnificent, sincere, comradely action! That is good! ... +That is very good! ... I am yours ... You say--a permit for the funeral +... Hm ... God grant me memory!..." + +He rubbed his forehead with his palm. + +"Hm ... hm ... If I'm not mistaken--Monocanon, rule one hundred seventy +... one hundred seventy ... eight ... Pardon me, I think I remember it +by heart ... Pardon me! ... Yes, so! 'If a man slayeth himself, he +shall not be chanted over, nor shall a mass be said for him, unless he +were greatly astonied, that is, to wit, out of his mind'... Hm ... See +St. Timothy Alexandrine ... And so, my dear miss, the first thing ... +You say, that she was taken down from the noose by your doctor--i.e., +the official city doctor ... His name? ..." + +"Klimenko." + +"It seems I've met him somewheres ... All right ... Who is the district +inspector in your precinct station?" + +"Kerbesh." + +"Aha, I know ... Such a strong, virile fellow, with a red beard in a +fan ... Yes?" + +"Yes, that is he." + +"I know him very well! There, now, is somebody that a sentence to hard +labour is hankering after ... Some ten times he fell into my hands; and +always, the skunk, gave me the slip somehow. Slippery, just like an +eel-pout ... We will have to slip him a little present. Well, now! And +then the anatomical theatre ... When do you want to bury her?" + +"Really, I don't know ... I would like to do it as soon as possible ... +if possible, to-day." + +"Hm ... To-day ... I don't vouch for it--we will hardly manage it ... +But here is my memorandum book. Well, take even this page, where are my +friends under the letter T--just write the very same way: Tamara, and +your address. In two hours I will give you an answer. Does that suit +you? But I repeat again, that probably you will have to postpone the +burial till to-morrow ... Then--pardon my unceremoniousness--is money +needed, perhaps?" + +"No, thank you!" refused Tamara. "I have money. Thanks for your +interest! ... It's time for me to be going. I thank you with all my +heart, Ellen Victorovna! ..." + +"Then expect it in two hours," repeated Ryazanov, escorting her to the +door. + +Tamara did not at once ride away to the house. She turned into a little +coffee-house on Catholicheskaya Street on the way. There Senka the +Depot was waiting for her--a gay fellow with the appearance of a +handsome Tzigan; not black--but blue-haired; black-eyed, with yellow +whites; resolute and daring in his work; the pride of local thieves--a +great celebrity in their world, the first leader of experience, and a +constant, all-night gamester. + +He stretched out his hand to her, without getting up. But in the way in +which he so carefully, with a certain force, seated her in her place +could be seen a broad, good-natured endearment. + +"How do you do, Tamarochka! Haven't seen you in a long time--I grew +weary ... Do you want coffee?" + +"No! Business first ... To-morrow we bury Jennka ... She hanged +herself..." "Yes, I read it in a newspaper," carelessly drawled out +Senka through his teeth. "What's the odds? ..." + +"Get fifty roubles for me at once." + +"Tamarochka, my sweetheart--I haven't a kopeck! ..." + +"I'm telling you--get them!" ordered Tamara, imperiously, but without +getting angry. + +"Oh, my Lord! ... Yours, now, I didn't touch, like I promised; but +then, it's Sunday ... The savings banks are closed..." + +"Let them! ... Hock the savings book! In general, it's up to you!" + +"Why do you need this, my dearie?" + +"Isn't it all the same to you, you fool? ... For the funeral." + +"Oh! Well, all right then!" sighed Senka. "Then I'd best bring it to +you myself in the evening ... Right, Tamarochka? ... It's so very hard +for me to stand it without you! Oh, my dearie, how I'd kiss and kiss +you; I wouldn't let you close your eyes! ... Shan't I come? ..." + +"No, no! ... You do as I ask you, Senechka ... Give in to me. But you +mustn't come--I'm housekeeper now." + +"Well, what d'you know about that! ..." drawled out the astonished +Senka and even whistled. + +"Yes. And don't you come to me in the meantime. But afterwards, +afterwards, sweetheart, whatever you desire ... There will be an end to +everything soon!" + +"Oh, if you wouldn't make me suffer so! Wind things up as soon as you +can!" + +"And I will wind 'em up! Wait one little week more, dearie! Did you get +the powders?" + +"The powders are a trifle!" discontentedly answered Senka. "And it +isn't powders at all, but pills." + +"And you're sure when you say that they'll dissolve at once in water?" + +"Sure, I saw it myself." + +"But he won't die? Listen, Senya: he won't die? Is that right?..." + +"Nothing will happen to him ... He'll only snooze for a while ... Oh, +Tamara!" exclaimed he in a passionate whisper; and even suddenly +stretched himself hard from an unbearable emotion, so that his joints +cracked. "Finish it, for God's sake, as soon as possible! ... Let's do +the trick and--bye-bye! Wherever you want to go to, sweet-heart! I am +all at your will: if you want to, we start off for Odessa; if you want +to--abroad. Finish it up as soon as possible! ..." + +"Soon, soon..." + +"You just wink at me, and I'm all ready ... with powders, with +instruments, with passports ... And then--choo-choo! The machine is +off! Tamarochka! My angel! ... My precious, my sparkler! ..." + +And he, always restrained, having forgotten that he could be seen by +strangers, already wanted to embrace and hug Tamara to himself. + +"Now, now!" ... rapidly and deftly, like a cat, Tamara jumped off the +chair. "Afterwards ... afterwards, Senechka, afterwards, little dearie! +... I'll be all yours--there won't be any denial, nor forbiddance. I'll +myself make you weary of me ... Good-bye, my little silly!" + +And with a quick movement of her hand having rumpled up his black +curls, she hastily went out of the coffee-house. + + + + +CHAPTER VIII. + + +On the next day, on Monday, toward ten o'clock in the morning, almost +all the inmates of the house--formerly Madam Shaibes', but now Emma +Edwardovna Titzner's--rode off in cabs to the centre of the city, to +the anatomical theatre--all, except the far-sighted, much-experienced +Henrietta; the cowardly and insensible Ninka; and the feeble-minded +Pashka, who for two days now had not gotten up from her bed, kept +silent, and to questions directed at her answered by a beatific, +idiotical smile and with some sort of inarticulate animal lowing. If +she were not given to eat, she would not even ask; but if food were +brought, she would eat with greediness, right with her hands. She +became so slovenly and forgetful, that it was necessary to remind her +of certain necessary functions in order to avoid unpleasantness. Emma +Edwardovna did not send out Pashka to her steady guests, who asked for +Pashka every day. Even before, she had had such periods of a detriment +of consciousness; however, they had not lasted long, and Emma +Edwardovna in any case determined to tide it over: Pashka was a +veritable treasure for the establishment, and its truly horrible victim. + +The anatomical theatre represented a long, one-storied, dark-gray +building, with white frames around the windows and doors. There was in +its very exterior something low, pressed down, receding into the +ground, almost weird. The girls one after the other stopped near the +gates and timidly passed through the yard into the chapel; nestled down +at the other end of the yard, in a corner, painted over in the same +dark gray colour, with white frame-work. + +The door was locked. It was necessary to go after the watchman. Tamara +with difficulty sought out a bald, ancient old man, grown over as +though with bog moss by entangled gray bristles; with little rheumy +eyes and an enormous, reddish, dark-blue granulous nose, on the manner +of a cookie. + +He unlocked the enormous hanging lock, pushed away the bolt and opened +the rusty, singing door. The cold, damp air together with the mixed +smell of the dampness of stones, frankincense, and dead flesh breathed +upon the girls. They fell back, huddling closely into a timorous flock. +Tamara alone went after the watchman without wavering. + +It was almost dark in the chapel. The autumn light penetrated scantily +through the little, narrow prison-like window, barred with an iron +grating. Two or three images without chasubles, dark and without +visages, hung upon the walls. Several common board coffins were +standing right on the floor, upon wooden carrying shafts. One in the +middle was empty, and the taken-off lid was lying alongside. + +"What sort is yours, now?" asked the watchman hoarsely and took some +snuff. "Do you know her face or not?" + +"I know her." + +"Well, then, look! I'll show them all to you. Maybe this one? ..." + +And he took the lid off one of the coffins, not yet fastened down with +nails. A wrinkled old woman, dressed any old way in her tatters, with a +swollen blue face, was lying there. Her left eye was closed; while the +right was staring and gazing immovably and frightfully, having already +lost its sparkle and resembling mica that had lain for a long time. + +"Not this one, you say? Well, look ... Here's more for you!" said the +watchman; and one after the other, opening the lids, exhibited the +decedents--all, probably, the poorest of the poor: picked up on the +streets, intoxicated, crushed, maimed and mutilated, beginning to +decompose. Certain ones had already begun to show on their hands and +faces bluish-green spots, resembling mould--signs of putrefaction. One +man, without a nose, with an upper hare-lip cloven in two, had worms, +like little white dots, swarming upon his sore-eaten face. A woman who +had died from hydropsy, reared like a whole mountain from her board +couch, bulging out the lid. + +All of them had been hastily sewn up after autopsy, repaired, and +washed by the moss-covered watchman and his mates. What affair was it +of theirs if, at times, the brain got into the stomach; while the skull +was stuffed with the liver and rudely joined with the help of sticking +plaster to the head? The watchmen had grown used to everything during +their night-marish, unlikely, drunken life; and, by the bye, almost +never did their voiceless clients prove to have either relatives or +acquaintances... + +A heavy odour of carrion--thick, cloying, and so viscid that to Tamara +it seemed as though it was covering all the living pores of her body +just like glue--stood in the chapel. + +"Listen, watchman," asked Tamara, "what's this crackling under my feet +all the time?" + +"Crack-ling?" the watchman questioned her over again, and scratched +himself, "why, lice, it must be," he said indifferently. "It's fierce +how these beasties do multiply on the corpseses! ... But who you +lookin' for--man or woman?" + +"A woman," answered Tamara. + +"And that means that all these ain't yours?" + +"No, they're all strangers." + +"There, now! ... That means I have to go to the morgue. When did they +bring her, now?" + +"On Saturday, grandpa," and Tamara at this got out her purse. +"Saturday, in the daytime. There's something for tobacco for you, my +dear sir!" + +"That's the way! Saturday, you say in the daytime? And what did she +have on?" + +"Well, almost nothing; a little night blouse, an underskirt ... both +the one and the other white." + +"So-o! That must be number two hundred and seventeen ... How is she +called, now? ..." + +"Susannah Raitzina." + +"I'll go and see--maybe she's there. Well, now, mam'selles," he turned +to the young ladies, who were dully huddling in the doorway, +obstructing the light. "Which of you are the braver? If your friend +came the day before yesterday, then that means that she's now lying in +the manner that the Lord God has created all mankind--that is, without +anything ... Well, who of you will be the bolder? Which two of you will +come? She's got to be dressed..." + +"Well, now, you go, Manka," Tamara ordered her mate, who, grown chill +and pale from horror and aversion, was staring at the dead with widely +open, limpid eyes. "Don't be afraid, you fool--I'll go with you! Who's +to go, if not you? + +"Well, am I ... well, am I? ..." babbled Little White Manka with barely +moving lips. "Let's go. It's all the same to me..." + +The morgue was right here, behind the chapel--a low, already entirely +dark basement, into which one had to descend by six steps. + +The watchman ran off somewhere, and returned with a candle-end and a +tattered book. When he had lit the candle, the girls saw a score of +corpses that were lying directly on the stone floor in regular +rows--extended, yellow, with faces distorted by pre-mortal convulsions, +with skulls split open, with clots of blood on their faces, with +grinning teeth. + +"Right away ... right away..." the watchman was saying, guiding his +finger over the headings. "The day before yesterday ... that means, on +Saturday ... on Saturday ... What did you say her name was, now?" + +"Raitzina, Susannah," answered Tamara. + +"Rai-tzina Susannah ..." said the watchman, just as though he were +singing, "Raitzina, Susannah. Just as I said. Two hundred seventeen." +Bending over the dead and illuminating them with the guttered and +dripping candle-end, he passed from one to another. Finally he stopped +before a corpse, upon whose foot was written in ink, in large black +figures: 217. + +"Here's the very same one! Let me, I'll carry her out into the little +corridor and run after her stuff ... Wait a while! ..." + +Grunting, but still with an ease amazing in one of his age, he lifted +up the corpse of Jennka by the feet, and threw it upon his back with +the head down, as though it were a carcass of meat, or a bag of +potatoes. + +It was a trifle lighter in the corridor; and, when the watchman had +lowered his horrible burden to the floor, Tamara for a moment covered +her face with her hands, while Manka turned away and began to cry. + +"If you need anything, say so," the watchman was instructing them. "If +you want to dress the deceased as is fitting, then we can get +everything that's required--cloth of gold, a little wreath, a little +image, a shroud, gauze--we keep everything ... You can buy a thing or +two in, clothing ... Slippers, too, now..." + +Tamara gave him money and went out into the air, letting Manka go in +front of her. + +After some time two wreaths were brought; one from Tamara, of asters +and georginas with an inscription in black letters upon a white ribbon: +"To Jennie from a friend;" the other was from Ryazanov, all of red +flowers; upon its red ribbon stood in gold characters: "Through +suffering shall we be purified." He also sent a short little note, +expressing commiseration and apologizing for not being able to come, as +he was occupied with an undeferrable business meeting. + +Then came the singers who had been invited by Tamara--fifteen men from +the very best choir in the city. + +The precentor, in a gray overcoat and a gray hat, all gray, somehow, as +though covered with dust, but with long, straight moustaches, like a +military person's, recognized Verka; opened his eyes wide in +astonishment, smiled slightly and winked at her. Two or three times a +month, and sometimes even oftener, he visited Yamskaya Street with +ecclesiastical academicians of his acquaintance, just the same +precentors as he, and some psalmists; and having usually made a full +review of all the establishments, always wound up with the house of +Anna Markovna, where he invariably chose Verka. + +He was a merry and sprightly man; danced in a lively manner, in a +frenzy; and executed such figures during the dances that all those +present just melted from laughter. + +Following the singers came the two-horsed catafalque, that Tamara had +hired; black, with white plumes, and seven torch-bearers along with it. +They also brought a white, glazed brocade coffin; and a pedestal for +it, stretched over with black calico. Without hurrying, with habitually +deft movements, they put away the deceased into the coffin; covered her +face with gauze; curtained off the corpse with cloth of gold, and lit +the candles--one at the head and two at the feet. + +Now, in the yellow, trembling light of the candles, the face of Jennka +became more clearly visible. The lividness had almost gone off it, +remaining only here and there on the temples, on the nose, and between +the eyes, in party-coloured, uneven, serpentine spots. Between the +parted dark lips slightly glimmered the whiteness of the teeth, and the +tip of the bitten tongue was still visible. Out of the open collar of +the neck, which had taken on the colour of old parchment, showed two +stripes: one dark--the mark of the rope; another red--the sign of the +scratch, inflicted by Simeon during the encounter--just like two +fearful necklaces. Tamara approached and with a safety pin pinned +together the lace on the collar, at the very chin. + +The clergy came: a little gray priest in gold spectacles, in a +skull-cap; a lanky, tall, thin-haired deacon with a sickly, strangely +dark and yellow face, as though of terra-cotta; and a sprightly, +long-skirted psalmist, animatedly exchanging on his way some gay, +mysterious signs with his friends among the singers. + +Tamara walked up to the priest: + +"Father," she asked, "how will you perform the funeral service; all +together or each one separate?" + +"We perform the funeral service for all of them conjointly," answered +the priest, kissing the stole, and extricating his beard and hair out +of its slits. "Usually, that is. But by special request, and by special +agreement, it's also possible to do it separately. What death did the +deceased undergo?" + +"She's a suicide, father." + +"Hm ... a suicide? ... But do you know, young person, that by the +canons of the church there isn't supposed to be any funeral service ... +there ought not to be any? Of course, there are exceptions--by special +intercession..." + +"Right here, father, I have certificates from the police and from the +doctor ... She wasn't in her right mind ... in a fit of insanity..." + +Tamara extended to the priest two papers, sent her the evening before +by Ryazanov, and on top of them three bank-notes of ten roubles each. +"I would beg of you, father, to do everything fitting--Christian like. +She was a splendid being, and suffered a very great deal. And won't you +be so kind--go along with her to the cemetery, and there hold one more +little mass..." + +"It's all right for me to go along with her to the cemetery, but in the +cemetery itself I have no right to hold service--there is a clergy of +their own ... And also here's how, young person; in view of the fact +that I'll have to return once more after the rest, won't you, now ... +add another little ten-spot." + +And having taken the money from Tamara's hand, the priest blessed the +thurible, which had been brought up by the psalmist, and began to walk +around the body of the deceased with thurification. Then, having +stopped at her head, he in a meek, wontedly sad voice, uttered: + +"Blessed is our God. As it was in the beginning, is now, and ever shall +be, world without end!" + +The psalmist began pattering: Holy God, Most Holy Trinity and Our +Father poured out like peas. + +Quietly, as though confiding some deep, sad, occult mystery, the +singers began in a rapid, sweet recitative: "With Thy blessed saints in +glory everlasting, the soul of this Thy servant save, set at rest; +preserving her in the blessed life, as Thou hast loving kindness for +man." + +The psalmist distributed the candles; and they with warm, soft, living +little flames, one after the other, were lit in the heavy, murky air, +tenderly and transparently illuminating the faces of the women. + +Harmoniously the mournful melody flowed forth, and like the sighs of +aggrieved angels sounded the great words: + +"Rest, oh God, this Thy servant and establish her in Heaven, wherein +the faces of the just and the saints of the Lord shine like unto +lights; set at rest this Thy servant who hath fallen asleep, contemning +all her trespasses." + +Tamara was listening intently to the long familiar, but now long +unheard words, and was smiling bitterly. The passionate, mad words of +Jennka came back to her, full of such inescapable despair and unbelief +... Would the all-merciful, all-gracious Lord forgive or would He not +forgive her foul, fumy, embittered, unclean life? All-Knowing--can it +be that Thou wouldst repulse her--the pitiful rebel, the involuntary +libertine; a child that had uttered blasphemies against Thy radiant, +holy name? Thou--Benevolence, Thou--our Consolation! + +A dull, restrained wailing, suddenly passing into a scream, resounded +in the chapel. "Oh, Jennechka!" This was Little White Manka, standing +on her knees and stuffing her mouth with her handkerchief, beating +about in tears. And the remaining mates, following her, also got down +upon their knees; and the chapel was filled with sighs, stifled +lamentations and sobbings ... + +"Thou alone art deathless, Who hast created and made man; out of the +dust of the earth were we made, and unto the same dust shall we return; +as Thou hast ordained me, creating me and saying unto me, dust thou art +and unto dust shalt thou return." + +Tamara was standing motionless and with an austere face that seemed +turned to stone. The light of the candle in thin gold spirals shone in +her bronze-chestnut hair; while she could not tear her eyes away from +the lines of Jennka's moist, yellow forehead and the tip of her nose, +which were visible to Tamara from her place. + +"Dust thou art and unto dust shalt thou return ..." she was mentally +repeating the words of the canticles. "Could it be that that would be +all; only earth alone and nothing more? And which is better: nothing, +or even anything at all--even the most execrable--but merely to be +existing?" + +And the choir, as though affirming her thoughts, as though taking away +from her the last consolation, was uttering forlornly: + + "And all mankind may go..." + +They sang Eternal Memory through, blew out the candles, and the little +blue streams spread in the air, blue from frankincense. The priest read +through the farewell prayer; and afterwards, in the general silence, +scooped up some sand with the little shovel handed to him by the +psalmist, and cast it cross-wise upon the corpse, on top of the gauze. +And at this he was uttering great words, filled with the austere, sad +inevitability of a mysterious universal law: "The world is the Lord's, +and its fulfillment the universe, and all that dwelleth therein." + +The girls escorted their dead mate to the very cemetery. The road +thither intersected the very entrance to Yamskaya Street. It would have +been possible to turn to the left through it, and that would have been +almost half as short; but dead people were not usually carried through +Yamskaya. + +Nevertheless, out of almost all the doors their inmates poured out +towards the cross roads, in whatever they had on: in slippers upon bare +feet, in night gowns, with kerchiefs upon their heads; they crossed +themselves, sighed, wiped their eyes with their handkerchiefs and the +edges of their jackets. + +The weather cleared up ... The cold sun shone brightly from a cold sky +of radiant blue enamel; the last grass showed its green, the withered +leaves on the trees glowed, showing their pink and gold ... And in the +crystal clear, cold air solemnly, and mournfully reverberated the +sonorous sounds: "Holy God, Holy Almighty, Holy Everliving, have mercy +upon us!" And with what flaming thirst for life, not to be satiated by +aught; with what longing for the momentary--transient like unto a +dream--joy and beauty of being; with what horror before the eternal +silence of death, sounded the ancient refrain of John Damascene! + +Then a brief requiem at the grave, the dull thud of the earth against +the lid of the coffin ... a small fresh hillock ... + +"And here's the end!" said Tamara to her comrades, when they were left +alone. "Oh, well, girls--an hour earlier, an hour later! ... I'm sorry +for Jennka! ... Horribly sorry! ... We won't ever find such another. +And yet, my children, it's far better for her in her pit than for us in +ours ... Well, let's cross ourselves for the last time--and home! ..." + +And when they all were already nearing their house, Tamara suddenly +uttered pensively the strange, ominous words: + +"And we won't be long together without her: soon we will be scattered, +by the wind far and wide. Life is good! ... Look: there's the sun, the +blue sky ... How pure the air is ... Cobwebs are floating--it's Indian +summer ... How good it is in this world! ... Only we alone--we +wenches--are wayside rubbish." + +The girls started off on their journey. But suddenly from somewhere on +the side, from behind a monument, a tall sturdy student detached +himself. He caught up with Liubka and softly touched her sleeve. She +turned around and beheld Soloviev. Her face instantaneously turned +pale, her eyes opened wide and her lips began to tremble. + +"Go away!" she said quietly, with infinite hatred. + +"Liuba ... Liubochka ..." Soloviev began to mumble. "I searched ... +searched for you ... I ... Honest to God, I'm not like that one ... +like Lichonin ... I'm in earnest ... even right now, even to-day. + +"Go away!" still more quietly pronounced Liubka. + +"I'm serious ... I'm serious ... I'm not trifling, I want to marry..." + +"Oh, you creature!" suddenly squealed out Liubka, and quickly, hard, +peasant-like, hit Soloviev on the cheek with her palm. + +Soloviev stood a little while, slightly swaying. His eyes were like +those of a martyr ... The mouth half-open, with mournful creases at the +sides. + +"Go away! Go away! I can't bear to look at all of you!" Liubka was +screaming with rage. "Hangmen, swine!" + +Soloviev unexpectedly covered his face with his palms and went back, +without knowing his way, with uncertain steps, like one drunk. + + + + +CHAPTER IX. + + +And in reality, the words of Tamara proved to be prophetic: since the +funeral of Jennie not more than two weeks had passed, but during this +brief space of time so many events burst over the house of Emma +Edwardovna as do not befall sometimes even in half a decade. + +On the very next day they had to send off to a charitable +institution--into a lunatic asylum--the unfortunate Pashka, who had +fallen completely into feeble-mindedness. The doctors said that there +was no hope of her ever improving. And in reality, as they had placed +her in the hospital on the floor, upon a straw mattress, so did she +remain upon it without getting up from it to her very death; submerging +more and more into the black, bottomless abyss of quiet +feeble-mindedness; but she died only half a year later, from bed-sores +and infection of the blood. + +The next turn was Tamara's. + +For about half a month she fulfilled the duties of a housekeeper, was +all the time unusually active, energetic; and somehow unwontedly wound +up with that inner something of her own, which was so strongly +fomenting within her. On a certain evening she vanished, and did not +return at all to the establishment... + +The matter of fact was, that in the city she had carried on a +protracted romance with a certain notary--an elderly man, sufficiently +rich, but exceedingly niggardly. Their acquaintance had been scraped up +yet a year back, when they had been by chance travelling together on +the same steamer to a suburban monastery, and had begun a conversation. +The clever, handsome Tamara; her enigmatic, depraved smile; her +entertaining conversation; her modest manner of deporting herself, had +captivated the notary. She had even then marked down for herself this +elderly man with picturesque gray hair, with seigniorial manners; an +erstwhile jurisconsult and a man of good family. She did not tell him +about her profession--it pleased her rather to mystify him. She only +hazily, in a few words, hinted at the fact that she was a married lady +of the middle class; that she was unfortunate in domestic life, since +her husband was a gambler and a despot; and that even by fate she was +denied such a consolation as children. At parting she refused to pass +an evening with the notary, and did not want to meet him; but then she +allowed him to write to her--general delivery, under a fictitious name. +A correspondence commenced between them, in which the notary flaunted +his style and the ardency of his feelings, worthy of the heroes of Paul +Bourget. She maintained the same withdrawn, mysterious tone. + +Then, being touched by the entreaties of the notary for a meeting, she +made an appointment in Prince Park; was charming, witty, and +languishing; but refused to go with him anywhere. + +So she tortured her adorer and skillfully inflamed within him the last +passion, which at times is stronger and more dangerous than first love. +Finally, this summer, when the family of the notary had gone abroad, +she decided to visit his rooms; and here for the first time gave +herself up to him with tears, with twinges of her conscience, and at +the same time with such ardour and tenderness, that the poor secretary +lost his head completely--was plunged entirely into that senile love, +which no longer knows either reason or retrospect; which compels a man +to lose the last thing--the fear of appearing ridiculous. + +Tamara was very sparing of her meetings. This inflamed her impatient +friend still more. She consented to receiving from him bouquets of +flowers, a modest breakfast in a suburban restaurant; but indignantly +refused all expensive presents, and bore herself so skillfully and +subtly, that the notary never got up the courage to offer her money. +When he once stammered out something about a separate apartment and +other conveniences, she looked him in the eyes so intently, haughtily, +and sternly, that he, like a boy, turned red in his picturesque gray +hairs, and kissed her hands, babbling incoherent apologies. + +So did Tamara play with him, and feel the ground more and more under +her. She already knew now on what days the notary kept in his fireproof +iron safe especially large sums. However, she did not hurry, fearing to +spoil the business through clumsiness or prematurity. + +And so right now this long expected day arrived; a great contractors' +fair had just ended, and all the notaries' offices were transacting +deals for enormous suras every day. Tamara knew that the notary usually +carried off the money to the bank on Saturdays, in order to be +perfectly free on Sunday. And for that reason on Friday the notary +received the following letter: + +"My dear, my adored King Solomon! Thy Shoilamite, thy girl of the +vineyard, greets thee with burning kisses ... Dear, to-day is a holiday +for me, and I am infinitely happy. To-day I am free, as well as you. HE +has gone away to Homel for twenty-four hours on business matters, and I +want to pass all the evening and ALL the night in your place. Ah, my +beloved! All my life I am ready to pass on my knees before thee. I do +not want to go anywhere. The suburban road-houses and cabarets have +bored me long ago. I want you, only you ... you ... you alone. Await +me, then, in the evening, my joy, about ten-eleven-o'clock! Prepare a +great quantity of cold white wine, a canteloupe, and sugared chestnuts. +I am burning, I am dying from desire! It seems to me, I will tire you +out! I can not wait! My head is spinning around, my face burning, and +my hands as cold as ice. I embrace you. Thy Valentina." + +That very same evening, about eleven o'clock, she artfully, through +conversation, led the notary into showing her his fireproof safe; +playing upon his odd, pecuniary vanity. Rapidly gliding with her glance +over the shelves and the movable boxes, Tamara turned away with a +skillfully executed yawn and said: + +"Fie, what a bore!" + +And, having embraced the notary's neck, she whispered with her lips at +his very ears, burning him with her hot breath: + +"Lock up this nastiness, my treasure! Let's go! .... Let's go! ..." + +And she was the first to go out into the dining room. + +"Come here, now, Volodya!" she cried out from there. "Come quicker! I +want wine and after that love, love, love without end! ... No! Drink it +all, to the very bottom! Just as we will drain our love to the very +bottom today!" + +The notary clinked glasses with her and at one gulp drank off his +glass. Then he drew in his lips and remarked: + +"Strange ... The wine seems to be sort of bitter to-day." + +"Yes!" agreed Tamara and looked attentively at her lover. "This wine is +always the least bit bitter. For such is the nature of Rhine wines..." + +"But to-day it's especially strong," said the notary. "No, thanks, my +dear--I don't want any more!" + +After five minutes he fell asleep, sitting in his chair; his head +thrown back against its back, and his lower jaw hanging down. Tamara +waited for some time and started to awaken him. He was without motion. +Then she took the lit candle, and, having placed it on the window sill +giving out upon the street, went out into the entrance hall and began +to listen, until she heard light steps on the stairs. Almost without a +sound she opened the door and let in Senka, dressed like a real +gentleman, with a brand new leather hand-bag in his hands. + +"Ready?" asked the thief in a whisper. + +"He's sleeping," answered Tamara, just as quietly. "Look and here are +the keys." + +They passed together into the study with the fireproof safe. Having +looked over the lock with the aid of a flashlight, Senka swore in a low +voice: + +"The devil take him, the old animal! ... I just knew that it would be a +lock with a combination. Here you've got to know the letters ... It's +got to be melted with electricity, and the devil knows how much time +it'll take." + +"It's not necessary," retorted Tamara hurriedly. "I know the word ... +Pick it out: m-o-r-t-g-a-g-. Without the e." + +After ten minutes they descended the steps together; went in purposely +broken lines through several streets, hiring a cab to the depot only in +the old city; and rode out of the city with irreproachable passports of +citizens and landed proprietors--the Stavnitzkys, man and wife. For a +long time nothing was heard of them until, a year later, Senka was +caught in Moscow in a large theft, and gave Tamara away during the +interrogation. They were both tried and sentenced to imprisonment. + +Following Tamara came the turn of the naive, trusting, and amorous +Verka. For a long time already she had been in love with a +semi-military man, who called himself a civic clerk in the military +department. His name was Dilectorsky. In their relations Verka was the +adoring party; while he, like an important idol, condescendingly +received the worship and the proffered gifts. Even from the end of +summer Verka noticed that her beloved was becoming more and more cold +and negligent; and, talking with her, was dwelling in thought somewhere +far, far away. She tortured herself, was jealous, questioned him, but +always received in answer some indeterminate phrases, some ominous +hints at a near misfortune, at a premature grave ... + +In the beginning of September he finally confessed to her, that he had +embezzled official money, big money, something around three thousand; +and that after five days he would be checked up, and that he, +Dilectorsky, was threatened with disgrace, the court, and finally, hard +labour ... Here the civic clerk of the military department burst into +sobs, clasping his head, and exclaimed: + +"My poor mother! ... What will become of her? She will not be able to +sustain this degradation ... No! Death is a thousand times better than +these hellish tortures of a being guilty of naught." + +Although he was expressing himself, as always, in the style of the dime +novels (in which way he had mainly enticed the trusting Verka), still, +the theatrical thought of suicide, once arisen, no longer forsook him. + +Somehow one day he was promenading for a long time with Verka in Prince +Park. Already greatly devastated by autumn, this wonderful ancient park +glistened and played with the magnificent tones of the foliage, +blossoming out into colours: crimson, purple, lemon, orange and the +deep cherry colour of old, settled wine; and it seemed that the cold +air was diffusing sweet odours, like precious wine. And yet, a fine +impress, a tender aroma of death, was wafted from the bushes, from the +grass, from the trees. + +Dilectorsky waxed tender; gave his feelings a free rein, was moved over +himself, and began to weep. Verka wept a bit with him, too. + +"To-day I will kill myself!" said Dilectorsky finally. "All is over! +..." + +"My own, don't! ... My precious, don't! ..." + +"It's impossible," answered Dilectorsky sombrely. "The cursed money! +... Which is dearer--honour or life?!" + +"My dear..." + +"Don't speak, don't speak, Annetta!" (He, for some reason, preferred to +the common name of Verka the aristocratic Annetta, thought up by +himself.) "Don't speak. This is decided!" + +"Oh, if only I could help you!" exclaimed Verka woefully. "Why, I'd +give my life away ... Every drop of blood! ..." + +"What is life?" Dilectorsky shook his head with an actor's despondence. +"Farewell, Annetta! ... Farewell! ..." + +The girl desperately began to shake her head: + +"I don't want it! ... I don't want it! ... I don't want it! ... Take +me! ... I'll go with you too! ..." + +Late in the evening Dilectorsky took a room in an expensive hotel. He +knew, that within a few hours, perhaps minutes, he and Verka would be +corpses; and for that reason, although he had in his pocket only eleven +kopecks, all in all, he gave orders sweepingly, like a habitual, +downright prodigal; he ordered sturgeon stew, double snipes, and +fruits; and, in addition to all this, coffee, liqueurs and two bottles +of frosted champagne. And he was in reality convinced that he would +shoot himself; but thought of it somehow affectedly, as though +admiring, a trifle from the side, his tragic role; and enjoying +beforehand the despair of his relatives and the amazement of his fellow +clerks. While Verka, when she had suddenly said that she would commit +suicide with her beloved, had been immediately strengthened in this +thought. And there was nothing fearful to Verka in this impending +death. "Well, now, is it better to croak just so, under a fence? But +here it's together with your dearie! At least a sweet death! ..." And +she frantically kissed her clerk, laughed, and with dishevelled, curly +hair, with sparkling eyes, was prettier than she had ever been. + +The final triumphal moment arrived at last. + +"You and I have both enjoyed ourselves, Annetta ... We have drained the +cup to the bottom and now, to use an expression of Pushkin's, must +shatter the goblet!" said Dilectorsky. "You do not repent, oh, my dear? +..." + +"No, no! ..." + +"Are you ready?" + +"Yes!" whispered she and smiled. + +"Then turn away to the wall and shut your eyes!" + +"No, no, my dearest, I don't want it so! ... I don't want it! Come to +me! There, so! Nearer, nearer.. Give me your eyes, I will be gazing +into them. Give me your lips--I will be kissing you, while you... I am +not afraid! ... Be braver! ... Kiss me harder! ..." + +He killed her; and when he looked upon the horrible deed of his hands, +he then suddenly felt a loathsome, abominable, abject fear. The +half-naked body of Verka was still quivering on the bed. The legs of +Dilectorsky gave in from horror; but the reason of a hypocrite, coward +and blackguard kept vigil: he did still have spirit sufficient to +stretch away at his side the skin over his ribs, and to shoot through +it. And when he was falling, frantically crying out from pain, from +fright, and from the thunder of the shot, the last convulsion was +running through the body of Verka. + +While two weeks after the death of Verka, the naive, sportful, meek, +brawling Little White Manka perished as well. During one of the +general, clamourous brawls, usual in the Yamkas, in an enormous affray, +some one killed her, hitting her with a heavy empty bottle over the +head. And the murderer remained undiscovered to the last. + +So rapidly did events take place in the Yamkas, in the house of Emma +Edwardovna; and well nigh not a one of its inmates escaped a bloody, +foul or disgraceful doom. + +The final, most grandiose, and at the same time most bloody calamity +was the devastation committed on the Yamkas by soldiers. + +Two dragoons had been short-changed in a rouble establishment, beaten +up, and thrown out at night into the street. Tom to pieces, in blood, +they returned to the barracks, where their comrades, having begun in +the morning, were still finishing up their regimental holiday. And so, +not half an hour passed, when a hundred soldiers burst into the Yamkas +and began to wreck house after house. They were joined by an +innumerable mob that gathered on the run--men of the golden squad[31], +ragamuffins, tramps, crooks, souteneurs. The panes were broken in all +the houses, and the grand pianos smashed to smithereens. The feather +beds were ripped open and the down thrown out into the street; and yet +for a long while after--for some two days--the countless bits of down +flew and whirled over the Yamkas, like flakes of snow. The wenches, +bare-headed, perfectly naked, were driven out into the street. Three +porters were beaten to death. The rabble shattered, befouled, and rent +into pieces all the silk and plush furniture of Treppel. They also +smashed up all the neighbouring taverns and drink-shops, while they +were at it. + + +[31] Zolotorotzi--a subtle euphemism for cleaners of cesspools and +carters of the wealth contained therein.--trans. + + +The drunken, bloody, hideous slaughter continued for some three hours; +until the arrayed military authorities, together with the fire company, +finally succeeded in repulsing and scattering the infuriated mob. Two +half-rouble establishments were set on fire, but the fire was soon put +out. However, on the next day the tumult again flared up; this time +already over the whole city and its environs. Altogether unexpectedly +it took on the character of a Jewish pogrom, which lasted for three +days, with all its horrors and miseries. + +And a week after followed the order of the governor-general about the +immediate shutting down of houses of prostitution, on the Yamkas as +well as other streets of the city. The proprietresses were given only a +week's time for the settlement of matters in connection with their +property. + +Annihilated, crushed, plundered; having lost all the glamour of their +former grandeur; ludicrous and pitiful, the aged, faded proprietresses +and fat-faced, hoarse housekeepers were hastily packing up their +things. And a month after only the name reminded one of merry Yamskaya +Street; of the riotous, scandalous, horrible Yamkas. + +However, even the name of the street was soon replaced by another, more +respectable one, in order to efface even the memory of the former +unpardonable times. + +And all these Henriettas-Horses, Fat Kitties, Lelkas-Polecats and other +women--always naive and foolish, often touching and amusing, in the +majority of cases deceived and perverted children,--spread through the +big city, were dissolved within it. Out of them was born a new stratum +of society--a stratum of the strolling, street prostitutes--solitaries. +And about their life, just as pitiful and incongruous, but tinged by +other interests and customs, the author of this novel--which he still +dedicates to youths and mothers--will some time tell. + + + + +THE END + + + + + + + + + +End of the Project Gutenberg EBook of Yama (The Pit), by Alexandra Kuprin + +*** END OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK YAMA (THE PIT) *** + +***** This file should be named 4706.txt or 4706.zip ***** +This and all associated files of various formats will be found in: + https://www.gutenberg.org/4/7/0/4706/ + +Produced by Robert Rowe, Charles Franks and the Online +Distributed Proofreading Team. 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K. + + + + + +TRANSLATOR'S DEDICATION + + +I dedicate the labour of translation, in all humility and +sincerity, to K. ANDRAE. B. G. G. + + + + + +INTRODUCTION + + +"With us, you see," Kuprin makes the reporter Platonov, his +mouthpiece, say in Yama, "they write about detectives, about +lawyers, about inspectors of the revenue, about pedagogues, about +attorneys, about the police, about officers, about sensual ladies, +about engineers, about baritones--and really, by God, altogether +well--cleverly, with finesse and talent. But, after all, all these +people are rubbish, and their life is not life, but some sort of +conjured up, spectral, unnecessary delirium of world culture. But +there are two singular realities--ancient as humanity itself: the +prostitute and the moujik. And about them we know nothing, save +some tinsel, gingerbread, debauched depictions in literature..." + +Tinsel, gingerbread, debauched depictions... Let us consider some +of the ways in which this monstrous reality has been approached by +various writers. There is, first, the purely sentimental: +Prevost's Manon Les caut. Then there is the slobberingly +sentimental: Dumas' Dame aux Camelias. A third is the +necrophilically romantic: Louys' Aphrodite. The fertile Balzac has +given us no less than two: the purely romantic, in his fascinating +portraits of the Fair Imperia; and the romantically realistic, in +his Splendeurs et Miseres des Courtisanes. Reade's Peg Woffington +may be called the literary parallel of the costume drama; Defoe's +Moll Flanders is honestly realistic; Zola's Nana is rabidly so. + +There is one singular fact that must be noted in connection with +the vast majority of such depictions. Punk or bona roba, lorette +or drab--put her before an artist in letters, and, lo and behold +ye! such is the strange allure emanating from the hussy, that the +resultant portrait is either that of a martyred Magdalene, or, at +the very least, has all the enigmatic piquancy of a Monna Lisa... +Not a slut, but what is a hetaera; and not a hetaera, but what is +well-nigh Kypris herself! I know of but one depiction in all +literature that possesses the splendour of implacable veracity as +well as undiminished artistry; where the portrait is that of a +prostitute, despite all her tirings and trappings; a depiction +truly deserving to be designated a portrait: the portrait supreme +of the harlot eternal--Shakespeare's Cleopatra. + +Furthermore, it will be observed that such depictions, for the +most part, are primarily portraits of prostitutes, and not +pictures of prostitution. It is also a singular fact that war, +another scourge has met with similar treatment. We have the +pretty, spotless grenadiers and cuirassiers of Meissonier in +plenty; Vereshchagin is still alone in the grim starkness of his +wind-swept, snow-covered battle-fields, with black crows wheeling +over the crumpled masses of gray... + +And, curiously enough, it is another great Russian, Kuprin, who is +supreme--if not unique--as a painter of the universal scourge of +prostitution, per se; and not as an incidental background for +portraits. True, he may not have entirely escaped the strange +allure, aforementioned, of the femininity he paints; for +femininity--even though fallen, corrupt, abased, is still +femininity, one of the miracles of life, to Kuprin, the lover of +life. But, even if he may be said to have used too much of the oil +of sentimentality in mixing his colours for the portraits, his +portraits are subordinate to the background; and there his eye is +true and keen, his hand steady and unflinching, his colours and +brushwork unimpeachable. Whether, like his own Platonov--who may +be called to some extent an autobiographical figure, and many of +whose experiences are Kuprin's own--"came upon the brothel" and +gathered his material unconsciously, "without any ulterior +thoughts of writing, "we do not know, nor need we rummage in his +dirty linen, as he puts it. Suffice it to say here--to cite but +two instances--that almost anyone acquainted with Russia will tell +you the full name of the rich, gay, southern port city of K--; +that any Odessite will tell you that Treppel's is merely +transplanted, for fictional reasons, from his own city to K--... + +Alexandre I. Kuprin was born in 1870; 1909 marked the twenty-fifth +anniversary of his literary activity. He attained his fame only +upon the publication of his amazing, epical novel, "The Duel"-- +which, just like "YAMA," is an arraignment; an arraignment of +militaristic corruption. Russian criticism has styled him the poet +of life. If Chekhov was the Wunderkind of Russian letters, Kuprin +is its enfant terrible. His range of subjects is enormous; his +power of observation and his versatility extraordinary. Gambrinus +alone would justify his place among the literary giants of Europe. +Some of his picaresques, "THE INSULT," "HORSE-THIEVES," and "OFF +THE STREET"--the last in the form of a monologue--are sheer tours +de force. "Olessiya" is possessed of a weird, unearthly beauty; +"The Shulamite" is a prose-poem of antiquity. He deals with the +life of the moujik in "Back-woods" and "The Swamp"; of the Jews, +in "The Jewess" and "The Coward"; of the soldiers, in "The +Cadets," "The Interrogation," "The Night Watch," "Delirium"; of +the actors, in "How I Was an Actor" and "In Retirement." We have +circus life in "'Allez!'" "In The Circus," "Lolly," "The Clown"-- +the last a one-act playlet; factory life, in "Moloch"; provincial +life, in "Small Fry"; bohemian life, in "Captain Ribnicov" and +"The River of Life"--which no one but Kuprin could have written. +There are animal stories and flower stories; stories for children +--and for neuropaths; one story is dedicated to a jockey; another +to a circus clown; a third, if I remember rightly, to a race- +horse... "Yama" created an enormous sensation upon the publication +of the first part in volume three of the "Sbornik Zemliya"--"The +Earth Anthology"--in 1909; the second part appeared in volume +fifteen, in 1914; the third, in volume sixteen, in 1915. Both the +original parts and the last revised edition have been followed in +this translation. The greater part of the stories listed above are +available in translations, under various titles; the list, of +course, is merely a handful from the vast bulk of the fecund +Kuprin's writings, nor is any group of titles exhaustive of its +kind. "The Star of Solomon," his latest collection of stories, +bears the imprint of Helsingfors, 1920. + +It must not be thought, despite its locale, that Kuprin's "Yama" +is a picture of Russian prostitution solely; it is intrinsically +universal. All that is necessary is to change the kopecks into +cents, pennies, sous or pfennings; compute the versts into miles +or metres; Jennka may be Eugenie or Jeannette; and for Yama, +simply read Whitechapel, Montmartre, or the Barbary Coast. That is +why "Yama" is a "tremendous, staggering, and truthful book--a +terrific book." It has been called notorious, lurid--even +oleographic. So are, perhaps, the picaresques of Murillo, the +pictorial satires of Hogarth, the bizarreries of Goya... + +The best introduction to "Yama," however, can be given in Kuprin's +own words, as uttered by the reporter Platonov. "They do write," +he says, "... but it is all either a lie, or theatrical effects +for children of tender years, or else a cunning symbolism, +comprehensible only to the sages of the future. But the life +itself no one as yet has touched... + +"But the material here is in reality tremendous, downright +crushing, terrible... And not at all terrible are the loud phrases +about the traffic in women's flesh, about the white slaves, about +prostitution being a corroding fester of large cities, and so on, +and so on... an old hurdy-gurdy of which all have tired! No, +horrible are the everyday, accustomed trifles; these business- +like, daily, commercial reckonings; this thousand-year-old science +of amatory practice; this prosaic usage, determined by the ages. +In these unnoticeable nothings are completely dissolved such +feelings as resentment, humiliation, shame. There remains a dry +profession, a contract, an agreement, a well-nigh honest petty +trade, no better, no worse than, say, the trade in groceries. Do +you understand, gentlemen, that all the horror is in just this-- +that there is no horror! Bourgeois work days--and that is all... + +"More awful than all awful words, a hundredfold more awful--is +some such little prosaic stroke or other as will suddenly knock +you all in a heap, like a blow on the forehead..." + +It is in such little prosaic strokes; everyday, accustomed, +characteristic trifles; minute particles of life, that Kuprin +excels. The detailism which crowds his pages is like the stippling +of Whistler; or the enumerations of the Bible; or the chiselling +of Rodin, that endows the back of the Thinker with meaning. + +"We all pass by these characteristic trifles indifferently, like +the blind, as though not seeing them scattered about under our +feet. But an artist will come, and he will look over them +carefully, and he will pick them up. And suddenly he will so +skillfully turn in the sun a minute particle of life, that we +shall all cry out: 'Oh, my God! But I myself--myself!--have seen +this with my own eyes. Only it simply did not enter my head to +turn my close attention upon it.' But our Russian artists of the +word--the most conscientious and sincere artists in the whole +world--for some reason have up to this time passed over +prostitution and the brothel. Why? Really, it is difficult for me +to answer that. Perhaps because of squeamishness, perhaps out of +pusillanimity, out of fear of being signalized as a pornographic +writer; finally from the apprehension that our gossiping criticism +will identify the artistic work of the writer with his personal +life and will start rummaging in his dirty linen. Or perhaps they +can find neither the time, nor the self-denial, nor the self- +possession to plunge in head first into this life and to watch it +right up close, without prejudice, without sonorous phrases, +without a sheepish pity, in all its monstrous simplicity and +everyday activity... That material... is truly unencompassable in +its significance and weightiness... The words of others do not +suffice--even though they be the most exact--even observations, +made with a little note-book and a bit of pencil, do not suffice. +One must grow accustomed to this life, without being cunningly +wise..." + +"I believe, that not now, not soon--after fifty years or so--but +there will come a writer of genius, and precisely a Russian one, +who will absorb within himself all the burdens and all the +abominations of this life and will cast them forth to us in the +form of simple, fine, and deathlessly--caustic images. And we +shall all say: 'Why, now, we ourselves have seen and known all +this, but we could not even suppose that this is so horrible! In +this coming artist I believe with all my heart." + +Kuprin is too sincere, too big, to have written this with himself +in mind; yet no reader of the scathing, searing arraignment called +"Yama," will question that the great, the gigantic Kuprin has +shown "the burdens and abominations" of prostitution, in "simple, +fine, and deathlessly-caustic images"; has shown that "all the +horror is in just this--that there is no horror..." For it is as a +pitiless reflection of a "singular," sinister reality that "Yama" +stands unsurpassed. + +B. G. GUERNEY. + +New York City, January, 1922. + + + + + +TRANSLATOR'S NOTE. + + +A word must be said of Kuprin's style. He is by no means a purist; +his pages bristle with neologisms and foreign--or, rather, +outlandish--words; nor has he any hesitancy in adapting and +Russianizing such words. He coins words; he is, at times, actually +Borrowesque, and not only does he resort to colloquialisms and +slang, but to dialect, cant, and even actual argot. Therein is his +glory--and, perhaps, his weakness. Therefore, an attempt has been +made, wherever corruptions, slang, and so forth, appear in the +original, to render them through the nearest English equivalents. +While this has its obvious dubieties and disadvantages, any other +course would have smacked of prettification--a fate which such a +book as "Yama" surely does not deserve. + + + + + +PART ONE + + + + + +CHAPTER I. + + +A long, long time ago, long before the railroads, the stage- +drivers--both government and private--used to live, from +generation to generation, at the very farthest confine of a large +southern city. And that is why the entire region was called the +Yamskaya Sloboda--the Stage-drivers' Borough; or simply Yamskaya, +or Yamkas--Little Ditches, or, shorter still, Yama--The Pit. In +the course of time, when hauling by steam killed off +transportation by horses, the mettlesome tribe of the stage- +drivers little by little lost its boisterous ways and its brave +customs, went over into other occupations, fell apart and +scattered. But for many years--even up to this time--a shady +renown has remained to Yama, as of a place exceedingly gay, tipsy, +brawling, and in the night-time not without danger. + +Somehow it came about of itself, that on the ruins of those +ancient, long-warmed nests, where of yore the rosy-cheeked, +sprightly wives of the soldiery and the plump widows of Yama, with +their black eyebrows, had secretly traded in vodka and free love, +there began to spring up wide-open brothels, permitted by the +authorities, regulated by official supervision and subject to +express, strict rules. Towards the end of the nineteenth century +both streets of Yama--Great Yamskaya and Little Yamskaya--proved +to be entirely occupied, on one side of the street as well as the +other, exclusively with houses of ill-fame. [Footnote: "Houses of +Suffrance"--i.e., Houses of the Necessary Evil.--Trans.] Of the +private houses no more than five or six were left, but even they +were taken up by public houses, beer halls, and general stores, +catering to the needs of Yama prostitution. + +The course of life, the manners and customs, are almost identical +in all the thirty-odd establishments; the difference is only in +the charges exacted for the briefly-timed love, and consequently +in certain external minutiae as well: in the assortment of more or +less handsome women, in the comparative smartness of the costumes, +in the magnificence of the premises and the luxuriousness of the +furnishings. + +The most chic establishment is that of Treppel, the first house to +the left upon entering Great Yamskaya. This is an old firm. Its +present owner bears an entirely different name, and fills the post +of an elector in the city council and is even a member of the city +board. The house is of two stories, green and white, built in the +debauched pseudo-Russian style a la Ropetovsky, with little +horses, carved facings, roosters, and wooden towels bordered with +lace-also of wood; a carpet with a white runner on the stairs; in +the front hall a stuffed bear, holding a wooden platter for +visiting cards in his out-stretched paws; a parquet floor in the +ballroom, heavy raspberry silk curtains and tulle on the windows, +along the walls white and gold chairs and mirrors with gilt +frames; there are two private cabinets with carpets, divans, and +soft satin puffs; in the bedrooms blue and rose lanterns, blankets +of raw silk stuff and clean pillows; the inmates are clad in low- +cut ball gowns, bordered with fur, or in expensive masquerade +costumes of hussars, pages, fisher lasses, school-girls; and the +majority of them are Germans from the Baltic provinces--large, +handsome women, white of body and with ample breasts. At Treppel's +three roubles are taken for a visit, and for the whole night, ten. + +Three of the two-rouble establishments--Sophie Vassilievna's, The +Old Kiev, and Anna Markovna's--are somewhat worse, somewhat +poorer. The remaining houses on Great Yamskaya are rouble ones; +they are furnished still worse. While on Little Yamskaya, which is +frequented by soldiers, petty thieves, artisans, and drab folk In +general, and where fifty kopecks or less are taken for time, +things are altogether filthy and poor-the floor in the parlor is +crooked, warped, and full of splinters, the windows are hung with +pieces of red fustian; the bedrooms, just like stalls, are +separated by thin partitions, which do not reach to the ceiling, +and on the beds, on top of the shaken down hay-mattresses, are +scattered torn, spotted bed-sheets and flannel blankets, dark from +time, crumpled any old way, full of holes; the air is sour and +full of fumes, with a mixture of alcohol vapours and the smell of +human emanations; the women, dressed in rags of coloured printed +calico or in sailor costumes, are for the greater part hoarse or +snuffling, with noses half fallen through, with faces preserving +traces of yesterday's blows and scratches and naively bepainted +with the aid of a red cigarette box moistened with spit. + +All the year round, every evening--with the exception of the last +three days of Holy Week and the night before Annunciation, when no +bird builds its nest and a shorn wench does not plait her braid-- +when it barely grows dark out of doors, hanging red lanterns are +lit before every house, above the tented, carved street doors. It +is just like a holiday out on the street--like Easter. All the +windows are brightly lit up, the gay music of violins and pianos +floats out through the panes, cabmen drive up and drive off +without cease. In all the houses the entrance doors are opened +wide, and through them one may see from the street a steep +staircase with a narrow corridor on top, and the white flashing of +the many-facetted reflector of the lamp, and the green walls of +the front hall, painted over with Swiss landscapes. Till the very +morning hundreds and thousands of men ascend and descend these +staircases. Here everybody frequents: half-shattered, slavering +ancients, seeking artificial excitements, and boys-military cadets +and high-school lads--almost children; bearded paterfamiliases; +honourable pillars of society, in goldon spectacles; and newly- +weds, and enamoured bridegrooms, and honourable professors with +renowned names; and thieves, and murderers, and liberal lawyers; +and strict guardians of morals--pedagogues, and foremost writers-- +the authors of fervent, impassioned articles on the equal rights +of women; and catchpoles, and spies, and escaped convicts, and +officers, and students, and Social Democrats, and hired patriots; +the timid and the brazen, the sick and the well, those knowing +woman for the first time, and old libertines frayed by all species +of vice; clear-eyed, handsome fellows and monsters maliciously +distorted by nature, deaf-mutes, blind men, men without noses, +with flabby, pendulous bodies, with malodorous breath, bald, +trembling, covered with parasites--pot-bellied, hemorrhoidal apes. +They come freely and simply, as to a restaurant or a depot; they +sit, smoke, drink, convulsively pretend to be merry; they dance, +executing abominable movements of the body imitative of the act of +sexual love. At times attentively and long, at times with gross +haste, they choose any woman they like and know beforehand that +they will never meet refusal. Impatiently they pay their money in +advance, and on the public bed, not yet grown cold after the body +of their predecessor, aimlessly commit the very greatest and most +beautiful of all universal mysteries--the mystery of the +conception of new life. And the women with indifferent readiness, +with uniform words, with practiced professional movements, satisfy +their desires, like machines--only to receive, right after them, +during the same night, with the very same words, smiles and +gestures, the third, the fourth, the tenth man, not infrequently +already biding his turn in the waiting room. + +So passes the entire night. Towards daybreak Yama little by little +grows quiet, and the bright morning finds it depopulated, +spacious, plunged into sleep, with doors shut tightly, with +shutters fixed on the windows. But toward evening the women awaken +and get ready for the following night. + +And so without end, day after day, for months and years, they live +a strange, incredible life in their public harems, outcast by +society, accursed by the family, victims of the social +temperament, cloacas for the excess of the city's sensuality, the +guardians of the honour of the family--four hundred foolish, lazy, +hysterical, barren women. + + + + + +CHAPTER II. + + +Two in the afternoon. In the second-rate, two-rouble establishment +of Anna Markovna everything is plunged in sleep. The large square +parlor with mirrors in gilt frames, with a score of plush chairs +placed decorously along the walls, with oleograph pictures of +Makovsky's Feast of the Russian Noblemen, and Bathing, with a +crystal lustre in the middle, is also sleeping, and in the quiet +and semi-darkness it seems unwontedly pensive, austere, strangely +sad. Yesterday here, as on every evening, lights burned, the most +rollicking of music rang out, blue tobacco smoke swirled, men and +women careered in couples, shaking their hips and throwing their +legs on high. And the entire street shone on the outside with the +red lanterns over the street doors and with the light from the +windows, and it seethed with people and carriages until morning. + +Now the street is empty. It is glowing triumphantly and joyously +in the glare of the summer sun. But in the parlor all the window +curtains are lowered, and for that reason it is dark within, cool, +and as peculiarly uninviting as the interiors of empty theatres, +riding academies and court buildings usually are in the middle of +the day. + +The pianoforte glimmers dully with its black, bent, glossy side; +the yellow, old, time-eaten, broken, gap-toothed keys glisten +faintly. The stagnant, motionless air still retains yesterday's +odour; it smells of perfumes, tobacco, the sour dampness of a +large uninhabited room, the perspiration of unclean and unhealthy +feminine flesh, face-powder, boracic-thymol soap, and the dust of +the yellow mastic with which the parquet floor had been polished +yesterday. And with a strange charm the smell of withering swamp +grass is blended with these smells. To-day is Trinity. In +accordance with an olden custom, the chambermaids of the +establishment, while their ladies were still sleeping, had bought +a whole waggon of sedge on the market, and had strewn its long, +thick blades, that crunch underfoot, everywhere about--in the +corridors, in the private cabinets, in the drawing room. They, +also, had lit the lamps before all the images. The girls, by +tradition, dare not do this with their hands, which have been +denied during the night. + +And the house-porter has adorned the house-entrance, which is +carved in the Russian style, with two little felled birch-trees. +And so with all the houses--the thin white trunks with their scant +dying verdure adorn the exterior near the stoops, bannisters and +doors. + +The entire house is quiet, empty and drowsy. The chopping of +cutlets for dinner can be heard from the kitchen. Liubka, one of +the girls, barefooted, in her shift, with bare arms, not good- +looking, freckled, but strong and fresh of body, has come out into +the inner court. Yesterday she had had but six guests on time, but +no one had remained for the night with her, and because of that +she had slept her fill--splendidly, delightfully, all alone, upon +a wide bed. She had risen early, at ten o'clock, and had with +pleasure helped the cook scrub the floor and the tables in the +kitchen. Now she is feeding the chained dog Amour with the sinews +and cuttings of the meat. The big, rusty hound, with long +glistening hair and black muzzle, jumps up on the girl--with his +front paws, stretching the chain tightly and rattling in the +throat from shortness of breath, then, with back and tail +undulating all over, bends his head down to the ground, wrinkles +his nose, smiles, whines and sneezes from the excitement. But she, +teasing him with the meat, shouts at him with pretended severity: + +"There, you--stupid! I'll--I'll give it to you! How dare you?" + +But she rejoices with all her soul over the tumult and caresses of +Amour and her momentary power over the dog, and because she had +slept her fill, and passed the night without a man, and because of +the Trinity, according to dim recollections of her childhood, and +because of the sparkling sunny day, which it so seldom befalls her +to see. + +All the night guests have already gone their ways. The most +business-like, quiet and workaday hour is coming on. + +They are drinking coffee in the room of the proprietress. The +company consists of five people. The proprietress herself, in +whose name the house is registered, is Anna Markovna. She is about +sixty. She is very small of stature, but dumpy: she may be +visualized by imagining, from the bottom up, three soft, +gelatinous globes--large, medium and small, pressed into each +other without any interstices; this--her skirt, torso and head. +Strange, her eyes are a faded blue, girlish, even childish, but +the mouth is that of an old person, with a moist lower lip of a +raspberry colour, impotently hanging down. Her husband--Isaiah +Savvich--is also small, a grayish, quiet, silent little old man. +He is under his wife's thumb; he was doorkeeper in this very house +even at the time when Anna Markovna served here as housekeeper. In +order to be useful in some way, he has learned, through self- +instruction, to play the fiddle, and now at night plays dance +tunes, as well as a funeral march for shopmen far gone on a spree +and craving some maudlin tears. + +Then, there are the two housekeepers--senior and junior. The +senior is Emma Edwardovna. She is a tall, full woman of forty-six, +with chestnut hair, and a fat goitre of three chins. Her eyes are +encircled with black rings of hemorrhoidal origin. The face +broadens out like a pear from the forehead down to the cheeks, and +is of an earthen colour; the eyes are small, black; the nose +humped, the lips sternly pursed; the expression of the face calmly +authoritative. It is no mystery to anyone in the house that in a +year or two Anna Markovna will go into retirement, and sell her +the establishment with all its rights and furnishings, when she +will receive part in cash, and part on terms--by promissory note. +Because of this the girls honour her equally with the proprietress +and fear her somewhat. Those who fall into error she beats with +her own hands, beats cruelly, coolly, and calculatingly, without +changing the calm expression of her face. Among the girls there is +always a favourite of hers, whom she tortures with her exacting +love and fantastic jealousy. And this is far harder than her +beatings. + +The other one is called Zociya. She has just struggled out of the +ranks of the common girls. The girls, as yet, call her +impersonally, flatteringly and familiarly, "little housekeeper." +She is spare, spry, just a trifle squinting, with a rosy +complexion, and hair dressed in a little curly pompadour; she +adores actors--preferably stout comedians. Toward Emma Edwardovna +she is ingratiating. + +The fifth person, finally, is the local district inspector, +Kerbesh. This is an athletic man; he is kind of bald, has a red +beard like a fan, vividly blue slumbrous eyes, and a thin, +slightly hoarse, pleasant voice. Everybody knows that he formerly +served in the secret service division and was the terror of +crooks, thanks to his terrible physical strength and cruelty in +interrogations. + +He has several shady transactions on his conscience. The whole +town knows that two years back he married a rich old woman of +seventy, and that last year he strangled her; however, he was +somehow successful in hushing up this affair. But for that matter, +the remaining four have also seen a thing or two in their +chequered life. But, just as the bretteurs of old felt no twinges +of conscience at the recollection of their victims, even so do +these people regard the dark and bloody things in their past, as +the unavoidable little unpleasantness of their professions. + +They are drinking coffee with rich, boiled cream--the inspector +with Benedictine. But he, strictly speaking, is not drinking, but +merely conveying the impression that he is doing it to oblige. + +"Well, what is it to be, Phoma Phornich?" asks the proprietress +searchingly. "This business isn't worth an empty eggshell, now... +Why, you have only to say a word..." + +Kerbesh slowly draws in half a wine-glass of liqueur, works the +oily, strong, pungent liquid slightly with his tongue over the +roof of his mouth, swallows it, chases it down, without hurrying, +with coffee, and then passes the ring finger of his left hand over +his moustaches, to the right and left. + +"Think it over for yourself, Madam Shoibes," he says, looking down +at the table, spreading out his hands and screwing up his eyes. +"Think of the risk to which I'm exposed! The girl through means of +deception was enticed into this... what-you-may-call-it... well, +in a word, into a house of ill-fame, to express it in lofty style. +Now the parents are searching for her through the police. Ve-ery +well. She gets into one place after another, from the fifth into +the tenth... Finally the trail is picked up with you, and most +important of all--think of it!--in my district! What can I do?" + +"Mr. Kerbesh, but she is of age," says the proprietress. + +"They are of age," confirms Isaiah Savvich. "They gave an +acknowledgment, that it was of their own will..." + +Emma Edwardovna pronounces in a bass, with cool accurance: + +"Honest to God, she's the same here as an own daughter." + +"But that's not what I am talking about," the inspector frowns in +vexation. "Just consider my position... Why, this is duty. Lord, +there's no end of unpleasantnesses without that!" + +The proprietress suddenly arises, shuffles in her slippers to the +door, and says, winking to the inspector with a sleepy, +expressionless eye of faded blue: + +"Mr. Kerbesh, I would ask you to have a look at our alterations. +We want to enlarge the place a bit." + +"A-ah! With pleasure..." + +After ten minutes both return, without looking at each other. +Kerbesh's hand is crunching a brand-new hundred rouble note in his +pocket. The conversation about the seduced girl is not renewed. +The inspector, hastily finishing his Benedictine, complains of the +present decline in manners. + +"I have a son, now, a schoolboy--Paul. He comes to me, the +scoundrel, and declares: 'Papa, the pupils swear at me, because +you are a policeman, and because you serve on Yamskaya, and +because you take bribes from brothels.' Well, tell me, for God's +sake, Madam Shoibes, if that isn't effrontery?" + +"Ai, ai, ai! ... And what bribes can there be? Now with me..." + +"I say to him: 'Go, you good-for-nothing, and let the principal +know, that there should be no more of this, otherwise papa will +inform on all of you to the governor.' And what do you think? He +comes to me and says: 'I am no longer a son to you--seek another +son for yourself.' What an argument! Well, I gave him enough to +last till the first of the month! Oho-ho! Now he doesn't want to +speak with me. Well, I'll show him yet!" + +"Ah, you don't have to tell us," sighs Anna Markovna, letting her +lower, raspberry-coloured lip hang down and with a mist coming +over her faded eyes. "We keep our Birdie--she is in Fleisher's +high school--we purposely keep her in town, in a respectable +family. You. understand, it is awkward, after all. And all of a +sudden she brings such words and expressions from the high school +that I just simply turned all red." + +"Honest to God, Annochka turned all red," confirms Isaiah Savvich. + +"You'll turn red, all right!" warmly agrees the inspector. "Yes, +yes, yes, I understand you fully. But, my God, where are we going! +Where are we only going? I ask you, what are these revolutionaries +and all these various students, or... what-you-may-call-'ems? ... +trying to attain? And let them put the blame on none but +themselves. Corruption is everywhere, morality is falling, there +is no respect for parents. They ought to be shot." + +"Well, now, the day before yesterday we had a case," Zociya mixes +in bustlingly. "A certain guest came, a stout man..." + +"Drop it!" Emma Edwardovna, who was listening to the inspector, +piously nodding with her head bowed to one side, cuts her short in +the jargon of the brothels. "You'd better go and see about +breakfast for the young ladies." + +"And not a single person can be relied upon," continues the +proprietress grumblingly. "Not a servant but what she's a stiff, a +faker. And all the girls ever think about is their lovers. Just +so's they may have their own pleasure. But about their duties they +don't even think." + +There is an awkward silence. Some one knocks on the door. A thin, +feminine voice speaks on the other side of the door: + +"Housekeeper, dear, take the money and be kind enough to give me +the stamps. Pete's gone." + +The inspector gets up and adjusts his sabre. + +"Well, it's time I was going to work. Best regards, Anna Markovna. +Best wishes, Isaiah Savvich." + +"Perhaps you'll have one more little glass for a stirrup cup?" the +nearly blind Isaiah Savvich thrusts himself over the table. + +"Tha-ank you. I can't. Full to the gills. Honoured, I'm sure! ..." + +"Thanks for your company. Drop in some time." + +"Always glad to be your guest, sir. Au revoir!" + +But in the doorway he stops for a minute and says significantly: + +"But still, my advice to you is--you'd better pass this girl on to +some place or other in good time. Of course, it's your affair, but +as a good friend of yours I give you warning." + +He goes away. When his steps are abating on the stairs and the +front door bangs to behind him, Emma Edwardovna snorts through her +nose and says contemptuously: + +"Stool-pigeon! He wants to take money both here and there..." + +Little by little they all crawl apart out of the room. It is dark +in the house. It smells sweetly of the half-withered sedge. Quiet +reigns. + + + + + +CHAPTER III. + + +Until dinner, which is served at six in the evening, the time +drags endlessly long and with intolerable monotony. And, in +general, this daily interval is the heaviest and emptiest in the +life of the house. It remotely resembles in its moods those +slothful, empty hours which are lived through during the great +holidays in scholastic institutes and other private institutions +for females, when all the friends have dispersed, when there is +much leisure and much indolence, and a radiant, agreeable tedium +reigns the whole day. In only their petticoats and white shifts, +with bare arms, sometimes barefooted, the women aimlessly ramble +from room to room, all of them unwashed, uncombed; lazily strike +the keys of the old pianoforte with the index finger, lazily lay +out cards to tell their fortune, lazily exchange curses, and with +a languishing irritation await the evening. + +Liubka, after breakfast, had carried out the leavings of bread and +the cuttings of ham to Amour, but the dog had soon palled upon +her. Together with Niura she had bought some barberry bon-bons and +sunflower seeds, and now both are standing behind the fence +separating the house from the street, gnawing the seeds, the +shells of which remain on their chins and bosoms, and speculate +indifferently about those who pass on the street: about the lamp- +lighter, pouring kerosene into the street lamps, about the +policeman with the daily registry book under his arm, about the +housekeeper from somebody else's establishment, running across the +road to the general store. + +Niura is a small girl, with goggle-eyes of blue; she has white, +flaxen hair and little blue veins on her temples. In her face +there is something stolid and innocent, reminiscent of a white +sugar lamb on a Paschal cake. She is lively, bustling, curious, +puts her nose into everything, agrees with everybody, is the first +to know the news, and, when she speaks, she speaks so much and so +rapidly that spray flies out of her mouth and bubbles +effervescence on the red lips, as in children. + +Opposite, out of the dram-shop, a servant pops out for a minute--a +curly, besotted young fellow with a cast in his eye--and runs into +the neighbouring public house. + +"Prokhor Ivanovich, oh Prokhor Ivanovich," shouts Niura, "don't +you want some?--I'll treat you to some sunflower seeds!" + +"Come on in and pay us a visit," Liubka chimes in. + +Niura snorts and adds through the laughter which suffocates her: + +"Warm your feet for a while!" + +But the front door opens; in it appears the formidable and stern +figure of the senior housekeeper. + +"Pfui! [Footnote: A German exclamation of disgust or contempt, +corresponding to the English fie.--Trans.] What sort of indecency +is this!" she cries commandingly. "How many times must it be +repeated to you, that you must not jump out on the street during +the day, and also--pfui!--only in your underwear. I can't +understand how you have no conscience yourselves. Decent girls, +who respect themselves, must not demean themselves that way in +public. It seems, thank God, that you are not in an establishment +catering to soldiers, but in a respectable house. Not in Little +Yamskaya." + +The girls return into the house, get into the kitchen, and for a +long time sit there on tabourets, contemplating the angry cook +Prascoviya, swinging their legs and silently gnawing the sunflower +seeds. + +In the room of Little Manka, who is also called Manka the +Scandaliste and Little White Manka, a whole party has gathered. +Sitting on the edge of the bed, she and another girl--Zoe, a tall +handsome girl, with arched eyebrows, with grey, somewhat bulging +eyes, with the most typical, white, kind face of the Russian +prostitute--are playing at cards, playing at "sixty-six." Little +Manka's closest friend, Jennie, is lying behind their backs on the +bed, prone on her back, reading a tattered book, The Queen's +Necklace, the work of Monsieur Dumas, and smoking. In the entire +establishment she is the only lover of reading and reads +intoxicatingly and without discrimination. But, contrary to +expectation, the forced reading of novels of adventure has not at +all made her sentimental and has not vitiated her imagination. +Above all, she likes in novels a long intrigue, cunningly thought +out and deftly disentangled; magnificent duels, before which the +viscount unties the laces of his shoes to signify that he does not +intend to retreat even a step from his position,[Footnote: +Probably a sly dig at Gautier's Captain Fracasse.-Trans.] and +after which the marquis, having spitted the count through, +apologizes for having made an opening in his splendid new +waistcoat; purses, filled to the full with gold, carelessly strewn +to the left and right by the chief heroes; the love adventures and +witticisms of Henry IV--in a word, all this spiced heroism, in +gold and lace, of the past centuries of French history. In +everyday life, on the contrary, she is sober of mind, jeering, +practical and cynically malicious. In her relation to the other +girls of the establishment she occupies the same place that in +private educational institutions is accorded to the first strong +man, the man spending a second year in the same grade, the first +beauty in the class--tyrannizing and adored. She is a tall, thin +brunette, with beautiful hazel eyes, a small proud mouth, a little +moustache on the upper lip and with a swarthy, unhealthy pink on +her cheeks. + +Without letting the cigarette out of her mouth and screwing up her +eyes from the smoke, all she does is to turn the pages constantly +with a moistened finger. Her legs are bare to the knees; the +enormous balls of the feet are of the most vulgar form; below the +big toes stand out pointed, ugly, irregular tumours. + +Here also, with her legs crossed, slightly bent, with some sewing, +sits Tamara--a quiet, easy-going, pretty girl, slightly reddish, +with that dark and shining tint of hair which is to be found on +the back of a fox in winter. Her real name is Glycera, or Lukeria, +as the common folk say it. But it is already an ancient usage of +the houses of ill-fame to replace the uncouth names of the +Matrenas, Agathas, Cyclitinias with sonorous, preferably exotic +names. Tamara had at one time been a nun, or, perhaps, merely a +novice in a convent, and to this day there have been preserved on +her face timidity and a pale puffiness--a modest and sly +expression, which is peculiar to young nuns. She holds herself +aloof in the house, does not chum with any one, does not initiate +any one into her past life. But in her case there must have been +many more adventures besides having been a nun: there is something +mysterious, taciturn and criminal in her unhurried speech, in the +evasive glance of her deep and dark-gold eyes from under the long, +lowered eyelashes, in her manners, her sly smiles and intonations +of a modest but wanton would-be saint. There was one occurrence +when the girls, with well-nigh reverent awe, heard that Tamara +could talk fluently in French and German. She has within her some +sort of an inner, restrained power. Notwithstanding her outward +meekness and complaisance, all in the establishment treat her with +respect and circumspection--the proprietress, and her mates, and +both housekeepers, and even the doorkeeper, that veritable sultan +of the house of ill-fame, that general terror and hero. + +"I've covered it," says Zoe and turns over the trump which had +been lying under the pack, wrong side up. "I'm going with forty, +going with an ace of spades--a ten-spot, Mannechka, if you please. +I'm through. Fifty-seven, eleven, sixty-eight. How much have you?" + +"Thirty," says Manka in an offended tone, pouting her lips; "oh, +it's all very well for you--you remember all the plays. Deal ... +Well, what's after that, Tamarochka?" she turns to her friend. +"You talk on--I'm listening." + +Zoe shuffles the old, black, greasy cards, allows Manya to cut, +then deals, having first spat upon her fingers. + +Tamara in the meanwhile is narrating to Manya in a quiet voice, +without dropping her sewing. + +"We embroidered with gold, in flat embroidery--altar covers, +palls, bishops' vestments... With little grasses, with flowers, +little crosses. In winter, you'd be sitting near a casement; the +panes are small, with gratings, there isn't much light, it smells +of lamp oil, incense, cypress; you mustn't talk--the mother +superior was strict. Some one from weariness would begin droning a +pre-Lenten first verse of a hymn ... 'When I consider thy heavens +...' We sang fine, beautifully, and it was such a quiet life, and +the smell was so fine; you could see the flaky snow out the +windows--well, now, just like in a dream..." + +Jennie puts the tattered novel down on her stomach, throws the +cigarette over Zoe's head, and says mockingly: + +"We know all about your quiet life. You chucked the infants into +toilets. The Evil One is always snooping around your holy places." + +"I call forty. I had forty-six. Finished!" Little Manka exclaims +excitedly and claps her palms. "I open with three." + +Tamara, smiling at Jennie's words, answers with a scarcely +perceptible smile, which barely distends her lips, but makes +little, sly, ambiguous depressions at their corners, altogether as +with Monna Lisa in the portrait by Leonardo da Vinci. + +"Lay folk say a lot of things about nuns ... Well, even if there +had been sin once in a while ..." + +"If you don't sin--you don't repent," Zoe puts in seriously, and +wets her finger in her mouth. + +"You sit and sew, the gold eddies before your eyes, while from +standing in the morning at prayer your back just aches, and your +legs ache. And at evening there is service again. You knock at the +door of the mother superior's cell: 'Through prayers of Thy +saints, oh Lord, our Father, have mercy upon us.' And the mother +superior would answer from the cell, in a little bass-like 'A-men.'" + +Jennie looks at her intently for some time, shakes her head and +says with great significance: + +"You're a queer girl, Tamara. Here I'm looking at you and +wondering. Well, now, I can understand how these fools, on the +manner of Sonka, play at love. That's what they're fools for. But +you, it seems, have been roasted on all sorts of embers, have been +washed in all sorts of lye, and yet you allow yourself foolishness +of that sort. What are you embroidering that shirt for?" + +Tamara, without haste, with a pin refastens the fabric more +conveniently on her knee, smooths the seam down with the thimble, +and speaks, without raising the narrowed eyes, her head bent just +a trifle to one side: + +"One's got to be doing something. It's wearisome just so. I don't +play at cards, and I don't like them." + +Jennie continues to shake her head. + +"No, you're a queer girl, really you are. You always have more +from the guests than all of us get. You fool, instead of saving +money, what do you spend it on? You buy perfumes at seven roubles +the bottle. Who needs it? And now you have bought fifteen roubles' +worth of silk. Isn't this for your Senka, now?" + +"Of course, for Sennechka." + +"What a treasure you've found, to be sure! A miserable thief. He +rides up to this establishment like some general. How is it he +doesn't beat you yet? The thieves--they like that. And he plucks +you, have no fear?" + +"More than I want to, I won't give," meekly answers Tamara and +bites the thread in two. + +"Now that is just what I wonder at. With your mind, your beauty, I +would put such rings-around-a-rosie about a guest like that, that +he'd take me and set me up. I'd have horses of my own, and +diamonds." + +"Everyone to his tastes, Jennechka. You too, now, are a very +pretty and darling girl, and your character is so independent and +brave, and yet you and I have gotten stuck in Anna Markovna's." + +Jennie flares up and answers with unsimulated bitterness: + +"Yes! Why not! All things come your way! ...You have all the very +best guests. You do what you want with them, but with me it's +always either old men or suckling babies. I have no luck. The ones +are snotty, the others have yellow around the mouth. More than +anything else, now, I dislike the little boys. He comes, the +little varmint; he's cowardly, he hurries, he trembles, but having +done the business, he doesn't know what to do with his eyes for +shame. He's all squirming from disgust. I just feel like giving +him one in the snout. Before giving you the rouble, he holds it in +his pocket in his fist, and that rouble's all hot, even sweaty. +The milksop! His mother gives him a ten kopeck piece for a French +roll with sausage, but he's economized out of that for a wench. I +had one little cadet in the last few days. So just on purpose, to +spite him, I say: 'Here, my dearie, here's a little caramel for +you on your way; when you're going back to your corps, you'll suck +on it.' So at first he got offended, but afterwards took it. Later +I looked from the stoop, on purpose; just as soon as he walked +out, he looked around, and right away into his mouth with the +caramel. The little swine!" + +"But with old men it's still worse," says Little Manka in a tender +voice, and slyly looks at Zoe. "What do you think, Zoinka?" + +Zoe, who had already finished playing, and was just about to yawn, +now cannot in any way give rein to her yawns. She does not know +whether she wants to be angry or to laugh. She has a steady +visitor, some little old man in a high station, with perverted +erotic habits. The entire establishment makes fun of his visits to +her. + +Zoe at last succeeds in yawning. + +"To the devil's dam with all of you," she says, with her voice +hoarse after the yawn; "may he be damned, the old anathema!" + +"But still, the worst of all," Jennie continues to discourse, +"worse than your director, Zoinka, worse than my cadet, the worst +of all--are your lovers. What can there be joyous in this: he +comes drunk, poses, makes sport of you, wants to pretend there's +something in him--only nothing comes of it all. Wha-at a lad-die, +to be sure! The scummiest of the scum, dirty, beaten-up, stinking, +his whole body in scars, there's only one glory about him: the +silk shirt which Tamarka will embroider for him. He curses one's +mother, the son of a bitch, always aching for a fight. Ugh! No!" +she suddenly exclaimed in a merry provoking voice, "The one I love +truly and surely, for ever and ever, is my Mannechka, Manka the +white, little Manka, my Manka-Scandalistochka." + +And unexpectedly, having embraced Manya by the shoulders and +bosom, she drew her toward herself, threw her down on the bed, and +began to kiss deeply and vigorously her hair, eyes, lips. Manka +with difficulty tore herself away from her, with dishevelled, +bright, fine, downy hair, all rosy from the resistance, and with +eyes downcast and moist from shame and laughter. + +"Leave off, Jennechka, leave off. Well, now, what are you doing? +Let me go!" + +Little Manya is the meekest and quietest girl in the entire +establishment. She is kind, yielding, can never refuse anybody's +request, and involuntarily everybody treats her with great +gentleness. She blushes over every trifle, and at such time +becomes especially attractive, as only very tender blondes with a +sensitive skin can be attractive. But it is sufficient for her to +drink three or four glasses of Liqueur Benedictine, of which she +is very fond, for her to become unrecognizable and to create +brawls, such, that there is always required the intervention of +the housekeepers, the porter, at times even the police. It is +nothing for her to hit a guest in the face or to throw in his face +a glass filled with wine, to overturn the lamp, to curse out the +proprietress, Jennie treats her with some strange, tender +patronage and rough adoration. + +"Ladies, to dinner! To dinner, ladies!" calls Zociya the +housekeeper, running along the corridor. On the run she opens the +door into Manya's room and drops hurriedly: + +"To dinner, to dinner, ladies!" + +They go again to the kitchen, all still in their underwear, all +unwashed, in slippers and barefoot. A tasty vegetable soup of pork +rinds and tomatoes, cutlets, and pastry-cream rolls are served. +But no one has any appetite, thanks to the sedentary life and +irregular sleep, and also because the majority of the girls, just +like school-girls on a holiday, had already managed during the day +to send to the store for halvah, nuts, rakkat loukoum (Turkish +Delight), dill-pickles and molasses candy, and had through this +spoiled their appetites. Only Nina alone--a small, pug-nosed, +snuffling country girl, seduced only two months ago by a +travelling salesman, and (also by him) sold into a brothel--eats +for four. The inordinate, provident appetite of a woman of the +common people has not yet disappeared in her. + +Jennie, who has only picked fastidiously at her cutlet and eaten +half her cream roll, speaks to her in a tone of hypocritical +solicitude: + +"Really, Pheclusha, you might just as well eat my cutlet, too. +Eat, my dear, eat; don't be bashful--you ought to be gaining in +health. But do you know what I'll tell you, ladies?" she turns to +her mates, "Why, our Pheclusha has a tape-worm, and when a person +has a tape-worm, he always eats for two: half for himself, half +for the worm." + +Nina sniffs angrily and answers in a bass which comes as a +surprise from one of her stature, and through her nose: + +"There are no tape-worms in me. It's you that has the tape-worms, +that's why you are so skinny." + +And she imperturbably continues to eat, and after dinner feels +herself sleepy, like a boa constrictor, eructs loudly, drinks +water, hiccups, and, by stealth, if no one sees her, makes the +sign of the cross over her mouth, through an old habit. + +But already the ringing voice of Zociya can. be heard through the +corridors and rooms: + +"Get dressed, ladies, get dressed. There's no use in sitting +around...To work..." + +After a few minutes in all the rooms of the establishment there +are smells of singed hair, boric-thymol soap, cheap eau-de- +cologne. The girls are dressing for the evening. + + + + + +CHAPTER IV. + + +The late twilight came on, and after it the warm, dark night, but +for long, until very midnight, did the deep crimson glow of the +sky still smoulder. Simeon, the porter of the establishment, has +lit all the lamps along the walls of the drawing room, and the +lustre, as well as the red lantern over the stoop. Simeon was a +spare, stocky, taciturn and harsh man, with straight, broad +shoulders, dark-haired, pock-marked, with little bald spots on his +eye-brows and moustaches from small-pox, and with black, dull, +insolent eyes. By day he was free and slept, while at night he sat +without absenting himself in the front hall under the reflector, +in order to help the guests with their coats and to be ready in +case of any disorder. + +The pianist came--a tall, elegant young man, with white eyebrows +and eyelashes, and a cataract in his right eye. The while there +were no guests, he and Isaiah Savvich quietly rehearsed Pas +d'Espagne, at that time coming into fashion. For every dance +ordered by the guests, they received thirty kopecks for an easy +dance, and a half rouble for a quadrille. But one-half of this +price was taken out by the proprietress, Anna Markovna; the other, +however, the musicians divided evenly. In this manner the pianist +received only a quarter of the general earnings, which, of course, +was unjust, since Isaiah Savvich played as one self-taught and was +distinguished for having no more ear for music than a piece of +wood. The pianist was constantly compelled to drag him on to new +tunes, to correct and cover his mistakes with loud chords. The +girls said of their pianist to the guests, with a certain pride, +that he had been in the conservatory and always ranked as the +first pupil, but since he is a Jew, and in addition to that his +eyes had begun to trouble him, he had not succeeded in completing +the course. They all treated him carefully and considerately, with +some sort of solicitous, somewhat mawkish, commiseration, which +chimes so well with the inner, backstage customs of houses of ill- +fame, where underneath the outer coarseness and the flaunting of +obscene words dwells the same sweetish, hysterical sentimentality +as in female boarding schools, and, so they say, in penal +institutions. + +In the house of Anna Markovna everybody was already dressed and +ready for the reception of the guests, and languishing from +inaction and expectation. Despite the fact that the majority of +the women experienced toward men--with the exception of their +lovers--a complete, even somewhat squeamish, indifference, before +every evening dim hopes came to life and stirred within their +souls; it was unknown who would choose them, whether something +unusual, funny and alluring might not happen, whether a guest +would not astonish with his generosity, whether there would not be +some miracle which would overturn the whole life...In these +presentiments and hopes was something akin to those emotions which +the accustomed gamester experiences when counting his ready money +before starting out for his club. Besides that, despite their +asexuality, they still had not lost the chiefest instinctive +aspiration of women--to please. + +And, in truth, altogether curious personages came into the house +at times and ludicrous, motley events arose. The police would +appear suddenly together with disguised detectives and arrest some +seemingly respectable, irreproachable gentlemen and lead them off, +pushing them along with blows in the neck. At times brawls would +spring up between the drunken, trouble-making company and the +porters of all the establishments, who had gathered on the run for +the relief of a fellow porter--a brawl, during which the window- +panes and the decks of grand-pianos were broken, when the legs of +the plush chairs were wrenched out for weapons, blood ran over the +parquet floor of the drawing room and the steps of the stairs, and +people with pierced sides and broken heads fell down into the dirt +near the street entrance, to the feral, avid delight of Jennka, +who, with burning eyes, with happy laughter, went into the +thickest of the melee, slapped herself on the hips, swore and +sicked them on, while her mates were squealing from fear and +hiding under the beds. + +There were occurrences when there would arrive, with a pack of +parasites, some member of a workingmen's association or a cashier, +long since far gone in an embezzlement of many thousands through +gambling at cards and hideous orgies, and now, in a drunken, +senseless delirium, tossing the last money after the other, before +suicide or the prisoner's box. Then the doors and windows of the +house would be tightly closed, and for two days and nights at a +stretch a Russian orgy would go on--nightmarish, tedious, savage, +with screams and tears, with revilement over the body of woman; +paradisaical nights were gotten up, during which naked, drunken, +bow-legged, hairy, pot-bellied men, and women with flabby, yellow, +pendulous thin bodies hideously grimaced to the music; they drank +and guzzled like swine, on the beds and on the floor, amidst the +stifling atmosphere, permeated with spirits, befouled with human +respiration and the exhalations of unclean skins. + +Occasionally, there would appear a circus athlete, creating in the +low-ceiled quarters a strangely cumbersome impression, somewhat +like that of a horse led into a room; a Chinaman in a blue blouse, +white stockings, and with a queue; a negro from a cabaret, in a +tuxedo coat and checked pantaloons, with a flower in his button- +hole, and with starched linen, which, to the amazement of the +girls, not only did not soil from the black skin, but appeared +still more dazzlingly white. + +These rare people fomented the satiated imagination of the +prostitutes, excited their exhausted sensuality and professional +curiosity, and all of them, almost enamoured, would walk in their +steps, jealous and bickering with one another. + +There was one incident when Simeon had let into the room an +elderly man, dressed like a bourgeois. There was nothing +exceptional about him; he had a stern, thin face, with bony, evil- +looking cheek-bones, protruding like tumours, a low forehead, a +beard like a wedge, bushy eyebrows, one eye perceptibly higher +than the other. Having entered, he raised his fingers, folded for +the sign of the cross, to his forehead, but having searched the +corners with his eyes and finding no image, he did not in the +least grow confused, put down his hand, and at once with a +business-like air walked up to the fattest girl in the +establishment--Kitty. + +"Let's go!" he commanded curtly, and with determination nodded his +head in the direction of the door. + +During the entire period of her absence the omniscious Simeon, +with a mysterious, and even somewhat proud air, managed to inform +Niura, at that time his mistress, while she, in a whisper, with +horror in her rounded eyes, told her mates, in secret, that the +name of the bourgeois was Dyadchenko, and that last fall he had +volunteered, owing to the absence of the hangman, to carry out the +execution of eleven rioters, and with his own hands had hung them +in two mornings. And--monstrous as it may be--at that hour there +was not in the establishment a single girl who did not feel envy +toward the fat Kitty, and did not experience a painful, keen, +vertiginous curiosity. When Dyadchenko was going away half an hour +later--with his sedate and stern air, all the women speechlessly, +with their mouths gaping, escorted him. to the street door and +afterwards watched him from the windows as he walked along the +street. Then they rushed into the room of the dressing Kitty and +overwhelmed her with interrogations. They looked with a new +feeling, almost with astonishment, at her bare, red, thick arms, +at the bed, still crumpled, at the old, greasy, paper rouble, +which Kitty showed them, having taken it out of her stocking. +Kitty could tell them nothing. "A man like any man, like all men," +she said with a calm incomprehension; but when she found out who +her visitor had been, she suddenly burst into tears, without +herself knowing why. + +This man, the outcast of outcasts, fallen as low as the fancy of +man can picture, this voluntary headsman, had treated her without +rudeness, but with such absence of even a hint at endearment, with +such disdain and wooden indifference, as no human being is +treated; not even a dog or a horse, and not even an umbrella, +overcoat or hat, but like some dirty, unclean object, for which a +momentary, unavoidable need arises, but which, at the passing of +its needfulness, becomes foreign, useless, and disgusting. The +entire horror of this thought the fat Kate could not embrace with +her brain of a fattened turkey hen, and because of that cried--as +it seemed even to her--without cause and reason. + +There were also other happenings, which stirred up the turbid, +foul life of these poor, sick, silly, unfortunate women. There +were cases of savage, unbridled jealousy with pistol shots and +poisoning; occasionally, very rarely, a tender, flaming and pure +love would blossom out upon this dung; occasionally the women even +abandoned an establishment with the help of the loved man, but +almost always came back. Two or three times it happened that a +woman from a brothel would suddenly prove pregnant--and this +always seemed, on the face of it, laughable and disgraceful, but +touching in the profundity of the event. + +And no matter what may have happened, every evening brought with +it such an irritating, strained, spicy expectation of adventures +that every other life, after that in a house of ill-fame, would +have seemed flat and humdrum to these lazy women of no will power. + + + + + +CHAPTER V. + + +The windows are opened wide to the fragrant darkness of the +evening, and the tulle curtains stir faintly back and forth from +the imperceptible movement of the air. It smells of dewy grass +from the consumptive little garden in front of the house, and just +the least wee bit of lilac and the withering birch leaves of the +little trees placed near the entrance because of the Trinity. +Liuba, in a blue velvet blouse with low cut bosom, and Niura, +dressed as a "baby," in a pink, wide sacque to the knees, with her +bright hair loose and with little curls on her forehead, are lying +embraced on the window-sill, and are singing in a low voice a song +about the hospital, which song is the rage of the day and +exceedingly well known among prostitutes. Niura, through her nose, +leads in a high voice. + +Liuba seconds her with a stifled alto: + + "Monday now is come again, + They're supposed to get me out; + Doctor Krasov won't let me out ..." + +In all the houses the windows are brightly lit, while hanging +lanterns are burning before the entrances. To both girls the +interior in the establishment of Sophia Vasilievna, which is +directly opposite, is distinctly visible--the shining yellow +parquet, draperies of a dark cherry colour on the doors, caught up +with cords, the end of a black grand-piano, a pier glass in a gilt +frame, and the figures of women in gorgeous dresses, now flashing +at the windows, now disappearing, and their reflections in the +mirrors. The carved stoop of Treppel, to the right, is brightly +illuminated by a bluish electric light in a big frosted globe. + +The evening is calm and warm. Somewhere far, far away, beyond the +line of the railroads, beyond some black roofs and the thin black +trunks of trees, down low over the dark earth in which the eye +does not see but rather senses the mighty green tone of spring, +reddens with a scarlet gold the narrow, long streak of the sunset +glow, which has pierced the dove-coloured mist. And in this +indistinct, distant light, in the caressing air, in the scents of +the oncoming night, was some secret, sweet, conscious +mournfulness, which usually is so gentle in the evenings between +spring and summer. The indistinct noise of the city floated in, +the dolorous, snuffling air of an accordeon, the mooing of cows +could be heard; somebody's soles were scraping dryly and a +ferruled cane rapped resoundingly on the flags of the pavement; +lazily and irregularly the wheels of a cabman's victoria, rolling +at a pace through Yama, would rumble by, and all these sounds +mingled with a beauty and softness in the pensive drowsiness of +the evening. And the whistles of the locomotives on the line of +the railroad, which was marked out in the darkness with green and +red lights, sounded with a quiet, singing caution. + + "Now the nurse is co-oming in, + Bringing sugar and a roll, + Bringing sugar and a roll, + Deals them equally to all." + +"Prokhor Ivanich!" Niura suddenly calls after the curly waiter +from the dram-shop, who, a light black silhouette, is running +across the road. "Oh, Prokhor Ivanich!" + +"Oh, bother you!" the other snarls hoarsely. "What now?" + +"A friend of yours sent you his regards. I saw him today." + +"What sort of friend?" + +"Such a little good-looker! An attractive little brunet ...No, but +you'd better ask--where did I see him?" + +"Well, where?" Prokhor Ivanovich comes to a stop for a minute. + +"And here's where: nailed over there, on the fifth shelf with old +hats, where we keep all dead cats." + +"Scat! You darn fool!" + +Niura laughs shrilly over all Yama, and throws herself down on the +sill, kicking her legs in high black stockings. Afterward, having +ceased laughing, she all of a sudden makes round astonished eyes +and says in a whisper: + +"But do you know, girlie--why, he cut a woman's throat the year +before last--that same Prokhor. Honest to God!" + +"Is that so? Did she die?" + +"No, she didn't. She got by," says Niura, as though with regret. +"But just the same she lay for two months in the Alexandrovskaya +Hospital. The doctors said, that if it were only this teen-weeny +bit higher--then it would have been all over. Bye-bye!" + +"Well, what did he do that to her for?" + +"How should I know? Maybe she hid money from him or wasn't true to +him. He was her lover--her pimp." + +"Well, and what did he get for it?" + +"Why, nothing. There was no evidence of any kind. There had been a +free-for-all mix-up. About a hundred people were fighting. She +also told the police that she had no suspicions of any sort. But +Prokhor himself boasted afterwards: 'I,' says he, 'didn't do for +Dunka that time, but I'll finish her off another time. She,' says +he, 'won't get by my hands. I'm going to give her the works.'" + +A shiver runs all the way down Liuba's back. + +"They're desperate fellows, these pimps!" she pronounces quietly, +with horror in her voice. + +"Something terrible! I, you know, played at love with our Simeon +for a whole year. Such a Herod, the skunk! I didn't have a whole +spot on me. I always went about in black and blue marks. And it +wasn't for any reason at all, but just simply so--he'd go in the +morning into a room with me, lock himself in, and start in to +torture me. He'd wrench my arms, pinch my breasts, grab my throat +and begin to strangle me. Or else he'd be kissing, kissing, and +then he'd bite the lips so that the blood would just spurt out ... +I'd start crying--but that's all he was looking for. Then he'd +just pounce an me like a beast--simply shivering all over. And +he'd take all my money away--well, now, to the very last little +copper. There wasn't anything to buy ten cigarettes with. He's +stingy, this here Simeon, that's what, always into the bank-book +with it, always putting it away into the bank-book... Says when he +gets a thousand roubles together--he'll go into a monastery." + +"Go on!" + +"Honest to God. You look into his little room: the twenty-four +hours round, day and night, the little holy lamp burns before the +images. He's very strong for God ... Only I think that he's that +way because there's heavy sins upon him. He's a murderer." + +"What are you saying?" + +"Oh, let's drop talking about him, Liubochka. Well, let's go on +further: + +"I'll go to the drug store, buy me some poison, And I will poison +then meself," + +Niura starts off in a very high, thin voice. + +Jennie walks back and forth in the room, with arms akimbo, swaying +as she walks, and looking at herself in all the mirrors. She has +on a short orange satin dress, with straight deep pleats in the +skirt, which vacillates evenly to the left and right from the +movement of her hips. Little Manka, a passionate lover of card +games, ready to play from morning to morning, without stopping, is +playing away at "sixty-six" with Pasha, during which both women, +for convenience in dealing, have left an empty chair between them, +while they gather their tricks into their skirts, spread out +between their knees. Manka has on a brown, very modest dress, with +black apron and pleated black bib; this dress is very becoming to +her dainty, fair little head and small stature; it makes her +younger and gives her the appearance of a high-school +undergraduate. + +Her partner Pasha is a very queer and unhappy girl. She should +have been, long ago, not in a house of ill-fame, but in a +psychiatric ward, because of an excruciating nervous malady, which +compels her to give herself up, frenziedly, with an unwholesome +avidity, to any man whatsoever who may choose her, even the most +repulsive. Her mates make sport of her and despise her somewhat +for this vice, just as though for some treason to their corporate +enmity toward men. Niura, with very great versimilitude, mimics +her sighs, groans, outcries and passionate words, from which she +can never refrain in the moments of ecstasy and which are to be +heard in the neighbouring rooms through two or three partitions. +There is a rumour afloat about Pasha, that she got into a brothel +not at all through necessity or temptation or deception, but had +gone into it her own self, voluntarily, following her horrible, +insatiable instinct. But the proprietress of the house and both +the housekeepers indulge Pasha in every way and encourage her +insane weakness, because, thanks to it, Pasha is in constant +demand and earns four, five times as much as any one of the +remaining girls--earns so much, that on busy gala days she is not +brought out to the more drab guests at all, or else refused them +under the pretext of Pasha's illness, because the steady, paying +guests are offended if they are told that the girl they know is +busy with another. And of such steady guests Pasha has a +multitude; many are with perfect sincerity, even though bestially, +in love with her, and even not so long ago two, almost at the same +time, offered to set her up: a Georgian--a clerk in a store of +Cakhetine wines, and some railroad agent, a very proud and very +poor nobleman, with shirt cuffs the colour of a cabbage rose, and +with an eye which had been replaced by a black circle on an +elastic. Pasha, passive in everything save her impersonal +sensuality, would go with anybody who might call her, but the +administration of the house vigilantly guards its interests in +her. A near insanity already flits over her lovely face, in her +half-closed eyes, always smiling with some heady, blissful, meek, +bashful and unseemly smile, in her languorous, softened, moist +lips, which she is constantly licking; in her short, quiet laugh-- +the laugh of an idiot. Yet at the same time she--this veritable +victim of the social temperament--in everyday life is very good- +natured, yielding, entirely uncovetous and is very much ashamed of +her inordinate passion. Toward her mates she is tender, likes very +much to kiss and embrace them and sleep in the same bed with them, +but still everybody has a little aversion for her, it would seem. + +"Mannechka, sweetie, dearie," says Pasha lightly touching Manya's +hand with emotion, "tell my fortune, my precious little child." + +"We-ell," Manya pouts her lips just like a child, "let's play a +little more." + +"Mannechka, my little beauty, you little good-looker, my precious, +my own, my dear..." + +Manya gives in and lays out the pack on her knees. A suit of +hearts comes out, a small monetary interest and a meeting in the +suit of spades with a large company in the king of clubs. + +Pasha claps her hands joyously: + +"Ah, it's my Levanchik! Well, yes, he promised to come to-day. Of +course, it's Levanchik." + +"That's your Georgian!" + +"Yes, yes, my little Georgian. Oh, how nice he is. I'd just love +never to let him go away from me. Do you know what he told me the +last time? 'If you'll go on living in a sporting house, then I'll +make both you dead, and make me dead.' And he flashed his eyes at +me so!" + +Jennie, who had stopped near, listens to her words and asks +haughtily: + +"Who was it said that?" + +"Why, my little Georgian, Levan. 'Both for you death and for me +death.'" + +"Fool! He isn't any little Georgian at all, but simply a common +Armenian. You're a crazy fool." + +"Oh no, he isn't--he's a Georgian. And it is quite strange on your +part..." + +"I'm telling you--a common Armenian. I can tell better. Fool!" + +"What are you cursing for, Jennie? I didn't start cursing you +first off, did I?" + +"You just try and be the first to start cursing! Fool! Isn't it +all the same to you what he is? Are you in love with him, or +what?" + +"Well, I am in love with him!" + +"Well, and you're a fool. And the one with the badge in his cap, +the lame one--are you in love with him too?" + +"Well, what of it? I respect him very much. He is very +respectable." + +"And with Nicky the Book-keeper? And with the contractor? And with +Antoshka-Kartoshka? [Footnote: Tony the Potato.-Trans.] And with +the fat actor? Oo-ooh, you shameless creature!" Jennie suddenly +cries out. "I can't look at you without disgust. You're a bitch! +In your place, if I was such a miserable thing, I'd rather lay +hands on myself, strangle myself with a cord from my corset. You +vermin!" + +Pasha silently lowers her eyelashes over her tear-filled eyes. +Manya tries to defend her. + +"Really, what are you carrying on like that for, Jennechka? What +are you down on her like that for..." + +"Eh, all of you are fine!" Jennie sharply cuts her short. "No +self-respect of any sort! Some scum comes along, buys you like a +piece of meat, hires you like a cabby, at a fixed rate, for love +for an hour, but you go all to pieces: 'Ah, my little lover! Ah, +what unearthly passion!' Ugh!" she spat in disgust. + +She wrathfully turns her back upon them and continues to promenade +on a diagonal through the room, swinging her hips and blinking at +herself in every mirror. + +During this time Isaac Davidovich, the piano player, is still +struggling with the refractory violinist. + +"Not that way, not that way, Isaiah Savvich. You throw the fiddle +away for one little minute. Listen a little to me. Here is the +tune." + +He plays with one finger and hums in that horrible goatish voice +that all musical directors--for which calling he had been at one +time preparing--possess. + +"Ess-tam, ess-tam, ess-tiam-tiam. Well, now, repeat after me the +first part, first time off..... Well..... ein, zwei..." + +Their rehearsal is being attentively watched by the grey-eyed, +round-faced, arch-browed Zoe, mercilessly bedaubed with cheap +rouges and whiteners, leaning with her elbows on the pianoforte, +and the slight Vera, with drink-ravaged face, in the costume of a +jockey--in a round little cap with straight brim, in a little silk +jacket, striped blue and white, in tightly stretched trunks and in +little patent leather boots with yellow facings. And really, Vera +does resemble a jockey, with her narrow face, in which the +exceedingly sparkling blue eyes, under a smart bob coming down on +the forehead, are set too near the humped, nervous, very handsome +nose. When, at last, after long efforts the musicians agree, the +somewhat small Verka walks up to the large Zoe, in that mincing, +tethered walk, the hind part sticking out, and elbows spread as +though for flight, with which only women in male costume can walk, +and makes a comical masculine bow to her, spreading her arms wide +and lowering them. And, with great enjoyment, they begin careering +over the room. + +The nimble Niura, always the first to announce all the news, +suddenly jumps down from the window sill, and calls out, +spluttering from the excitement and hurry: + +"A swell carriage...has driven up...to Treppel ...with +electricity... Oi, goils...may I die on the spot...there's +electricity on the shafts." + +All the girls, save the proud Jennie, thrust themselves out of the +windows. A driver with a fine carriage is indeed standing near the +Treppel entrance. His brand-new, dashing victoria glistens with +new lacquer; at the ends of the shafts two tiny electric lights +burn with a yellow light; the tall white horse, with a bare pink +spot on the septum of its nose, shakes its handsome head, shifts +its feet on the same spot, and pricks up its thin ears; the +bearded, stout driver himself sits on the coach-box like a carven +image, his arms stretched out straight along his knees. + +"Oh, for a ride!" squeals Niura. "Oh, uncle! Oh you swell +coachman!" she cries out, hanging over the window sill. "Give a +poor little girlie a ride... Give us a ride for love." + +But the swell coachman laughs, makes a scarcely noticeable +movement with his fingers, and immediately the white horse, as +though it had been waiting just for that, starts from its place at +a goodly trot, handsomely turns around and with measured speed +floats away into the darkness together with the victoria and the +broad back of the coachman. + +"Pfui! What indecency!" the indignant voice of Emma Edwardovna +sounds in the room. "Well, where did you see that respectable +girls should allow themselves to climb out of the windows and +holler all over the street. O, scandal! And it's all Niura, and +it's always this horrible Niura!" + +She is majestic in her black dress, with her yellow flabby face, +with the dark pouches under her eyes, with the three pendulous, +quivering chins. The girls, like boarding school misses, staidly +seat themselves on the chairs along the walls, except Jennie, who +continues to contemplate herself in all the mirrors. Two more +cabbies drive up opposite, to the house of Sophia Vasilievna. Yama +is beginning to liven up. At last one more victoria rattles along +the paved road and its noise is cut short abruptly at the entrance +to Anna Markovna's. + +The porter Simeon helps someone take off his things in the front +hall. Jennie looks in there, holding on with both hands to the +door jambs, but immediately turns back, and as she walks shrugs +her shoulders and shakes her head negatively. + +"Don't know him, someone who's an entire stranger," she says in a +low voice. "He has never been in our place. Some daddy or other, +fat, in gold eye-glasses and a uniform." + +Emma Edwardovna commands in a voice which sounds like a summoning +cavalry trumpet: + +"Ladies, into the drawing room! Into the drawing room, ladies!" + +One after the other, with haughty gaits, into the drawing room +enter: Tamara, with bare white arms and bared neck, wound with a +string of artificial pearls; fat Kitty with her fleshy, +quadrangular face and low forehead--she, too, is in decollete, but +her skin is red and in goose-pimples; Nina, the very newest one, +pug-nosed and clumsy, in a dress the colour of a green parrot; +another Manka--Big Manka, or Manka the Crocodile, as they call +her, and--the last--Sonka the Rudder, a Jewess, with an ugly dark +face and an extraordinarily large nose, precisely for which she +has received her nickname, but with such magnificent large eyes, +at the same time meek and sad, burning and humid, as, among the +women of all the terrestrial globe, are to be found only among the +Jewesses. + + + + + +CHAPTER VI. + + +The elderly guest in the uniform of the Department of Charity +walked in with slow, undecided steps, at each step bending his +body a little forward and rubbing his palms with a circular +motion, as though washing them. Since all the women were pompously +silent, as though not noticing him, he traversed the drawing room +and let himself down on a chair alongside of Liuba, who, in +accordance with etiquette, only gathered up her skirt a little, +preserving the abstracted and independent air of a girl from a +respectable house. + +"How do you do, miss?" he said. + +"How do you do?" answered Liuba abruptly. + +"How are you getting along?" + +"Thanks--thank you. Treat me to a smoke." + +"Pardon me--I don't smoke." + +"So that's how. A man--and he doesn't smoke, just like that. Well, +then, treat me to some Lafitte with lemonade. I am terribly fond +of Lafitte with lemonade." + +He let that pass in silence. + +"Ooh, what a stingy daddy! Where do you work, now? Are you one of +the government clerks?" + +"No, I'm a teacher. I teach the German language." + +"But I have seen you somewhere, daddy. Your physiognomy is +familiar to me. Where have I met you before?" + +"Well, now, I don't know, really. Unless it was on the street." + +"It might have been on the street, likely as not... You ought to +treat me to an orange, at least. May I ask for an orange?" + +He again grew quiet, looking about him. His face began to glisten +and the pimples on his forehead became red. He was mentally +appraising all the women, choosing a likely one for himself, and +was at the same time embarrassed by his silence. There was nothing +at all to talk about; besides that the indifferent importunity of +Liuba irritated him. Fat Katie pleased him with her large, bovine +body, but she must be--he decided in his mind--very frigid in +love, like all stout women, and in addition to that not handsome +of face. Vera also excited him, with her appearance of a little +boy, and her firm thighs, closely enveloped by the white tights; +and Little White Manya, looking so like an innocent school-girl; +and Jennie with her energetic, swarthy, handsome face. For one +minute he was all ready to stop at Jennie, but only started in his +chair and did not venture--by her easy, inaccessible and negligent +air, and because she in all sincerity did not pay him the least +attention, he surmised that she was the most spoilt of all the +girls in the establishment, accustomed to having the visitors +spend more money on her than on the others. But the pedagogue was +a calculating man, burthened with a large family and an exhausted +wife, destroyed by his masculine demands and suffering from a +multiplicity of female ills. Teaching in a female high school and +in an institute, he lived constantly in a sort of secret sensual +delirium, and only his German training, stinginess and cowardice +helped him to hold his constantly aroused desires in check. But +two or three times a year, with incredible privations, he would +cut five or ten roubles out of his beggarly budget, denying +himself in his beloved evening mug of beer and contriving to save +on the street cars, which necessitated his making enormous +distances on foot through the town. This money he set aside for +women and spent it slowly, with gusto, trying to prolong and +cheapen down the enjoyment as much as possible. And for his money +he wanted a very great deal, almost the impossible; his German +sentimental soul dimly thirsted after innocence, timidity, poesy, +in the flaxen image of Gretchen; but as a man he dreamt, desired, +and demanded that his caresses should bring a woman into rapture +and palpitation and into a sweet exhaustion. + +However, all the men strove for the very same thing--even the most +wretched, monstrous, misshapen and impotent of them--and ancient +experience had long ago taught the women to imitate with voice and +movements the most flaming passion, retaining in the most +tempestuous minutes the fullest sang froid. + +"You might at least order the musicians to play a polka. Let the +girls dance a little," asked Liuba grumblingly. + +That suited him. Under cover of the music, amid the jostling of +the dances, it was far more convenient to get up courage, arise, +and lead one of the girls out of the drawing room, than to do it +amid the general silence and the finical immobility. + +"And how much does that cost?" he asked cautiously. + +"A quadrille is half a rouble; but ordinary dances are thirty +kopecks. Is it all right then?" + +"Well, of course...if you please...I don't begrudge it," he +agreed, pretending to be generous... + +"Whom do you speak to?" + +"Why, over there--to the musicians." + +"Why not? ... I'll do it with pleasure...Mister musician, +something in the light dances, if you please," he said, laying +down his silver on the pianoforte. + +"What will you order?" asked Isaiah Savvich, putting the money +away in his pocket. "Waltz, polka, polka-mazourka?" + +"Well...Something sort of..." + +"A waltz, a waltz!" Vera, a great lover of dancing, shouted from +her place. + +"No, a polka! ... A waltz! ... A vengerka! ... A waltz!" demanded +others. + +"Let them play a polka," decided Liuba in a capricious tone. +"Isaiah Savvich, play a little polka, please. This is my husband, +and he is ordering fox me," she added, embracing the pedagogue by +the neck. "Isn't that true, daddy?" + +But he freed himself from under her arm, drawing his head in like +a turtle, and she without the least offence went to dance with +Niura. Three other couples were also whirling about. In the dances +all the girls tried to hold the waist as straight as possible, and +the head as immobile as possible, with a complete unconcern in +their faces, which constituted one of the conditions of the good +taste of the establishment. Under cover of the slight noise the +teacher walked up to Little Manka. + +"Let's go?" he said, offering her his bent arm. + +"Let's go," answered she, laughing. + +She brought him into her room, gotten up with all the +coquettishness of a bedroom in a brothel of the medium sort, with +a bureau, covered with a knit scarf, and upon it a mirror, a +bouquet of paper flowers, a few empty bonbonierres, a powder box, +a faded photograph of a young man with white eyebrows and +eyelashes and a haughtily astonished face, as well as several +visiting cards. Above the bed, which is covered with a pink pique +blanket, along the wall, is nailed up a rug with a representation +of a Turkish sultan luxuriating in his harem, a narghili in his +mouth; on the walls, several more photographs of dashing men of +the waiter and actor type; a pink lantern hangs down from the +ceiling by chains; there are also a round table under a carpet +cover, three vienna chairs, and an enameled bowl with a pitcher of +the same sort in the corner on a tabouret, behind the bed. + +"Darling, treat me to Lafitte with lemonade," in accordance with +established usage asked Little Manka, unbuttoning her corsage. + +"Afterwards," austerely answered the pedagogue. "It will all +depend upon yourself. And then--what sort of Lafitte can you have +here? Some muddy brew or other?" + +"We have good Lafitte," contradicted the girl touchily. "Two +roubles a bottle. But if you are so stingy, then buy me beer at +least. All right?" + +"Well, beer is all right..." + +"And for me lemonade and oranges. Yes?" + +"A bottle of lemonade, yes; but oranges, no. Later, maybe, I will +treat you to champagne even. It will all depend on you. If you'll +exert yourself." + +"Then, daddy, I'll ask for four bottles of beer and two bottles of +lemonade? Yes? And for me just a little cake of chocolate. All +right? Yes?" + +"Two bottles of beer, a bottle of lemonade, and nothing more. I +don't like when I'm bargained with. If need be, I'll order +myself." + +"And may I invite a friend of mine?" + +"No, let it be without any friends, if you please." + +Manka leaned out of the door into the corridor and called out +resoundingly: + +"Housekeeper, dear! Two bottles of beer and a bottle of lemonade +for me." + +Simeon came with a tray and began with an accustomed rapidity to +uncork the bottles. Following him came Zociya, the housekeeper. + +"There, now, how well you've made yourself at home here. Here's to +your lawful marriage!" she congratulated them. + +"Daddy, treat the little housekeeper with beer," begged Manka. +"Drink, housekeeper dear." + +"Well, in that case here's to your health, mister. Somehow, your +face seems kind of familiar to me?" + +The German drank his beer, sucking and licking his moustache, and +impatiently waited for the housekeeper to go away. But she, having +put down her glass and thanked him, said: + +"Let me get the money coming from you, mister. As much as is +coming for the beer and the time. That's both better for you and +more convenient for us." + +The demand for the money went against the grain of the teacher, +because it completely destroyed the sentimental part of his +intentions. He became angry: + +"What sort of boorishness is this, anyway! It doesn't look as if I +were preparing to run away from here. And besides, can't you +discriminate between people at all? You can see that a man of +respectability, in a uniform, has come to you, and not some tramp. +What sort of importunity is this!" + +The housekeeper gave in a little. + +"Now, don't get offended, mister. Of course, you'll pay the young +lady yourself for the visit. I don't think you will do her any +wrong, she's a fine girl among us. But I must trouble you to pay +for the beer and lemonade. I, too, have to give an account to the +proprietress. Two bottles at fifty is a rouble and the lemonade +thirty--a rouble thirty." + +"Good Lord, a bottle of beer fifty kopecks!" the German waxed +indignant. "Why, I will get it in any beer-shop for twelve +kopecks." + +"Well, then, go to a beer-shop if it's cheaper there," Zociya +became offended. "But if you've come to a respectable +establishment, the regular price is half a rouble. We don't take +anything extra. There, that's better. Twenty kopecks change coming +to you?" + +"Yes, change, without fail," firmly emphasized the German teacher. +"And I would request of you that nobody else should enter." + +"No, no, no, what are you saying," Zociya began to bustle near the +door. "Dispose yourself as you please, to your heart's content. A +pleasant appetite to you." + +Manka locked the door on a hook after her and sat down on the +German's knee, embracing him with her bare arm. + +"Are you here long?" he asked, sipping his beer. He felt dimly +that that imitation of love which must immediately take place +demanded some sort of psychic propinquity, a more intimate +acquaintance, and on that account, despite his impatience, began +the usual conversation, which is carried on by almost all men-- +when alone with prostitutes, and which compels the latter to lie +almost mechanically, to lie without mortification, enthusiasm or +malice, according to a single, very ancient stencil. + +"Not long, only the third month." + +"And how old are you?" + +"Sixteen," fibbed Little Manka, taking five years off her age. + +"O, such a young one!" the German wondered, and began, bending +down and grunting, to take off his boots. "Then how did you get +here?" + +"Well, a certain officer deprived me of my innocence there...near +his birthplace. And it's terrible how strict my mamma is. If she +was to find out, she'd strangle me with her own hands. Well, so +then I ran away from home and got in here..." + +"And did you love that same officer, the one who was the first +one, now?" + +"If I hadn't loved him, I wouldn't have gone to him. He promised +to marry me, the scoundrel, but then managed to get what he was +after, and abandoned me." + +"Well, and were you ashamed the first time?" + +"Of course, you'd be ashamed...How do you like it, daddy, with +light or without light? I'll turn, down the lantern a little. All +right?" + +"Well, and aren't you bored here? What do they call you?" + +"Manya. To be sure I'm bored. What sort of a life is ours!" + +The German kissed her hard on her lips and again asked: + +"And do you love the men? Are there men who please you? Who afford +you pleasure?" + +"How shouldn't there be?" Manka started laughing. "I love the ones +like you especially, such nice little fatties." + +"You love them? Eh? Why do you love them?" + +"Oh, I love them just so. You're nice, too." + +The German meditated for a few seconds, pensively sipping away at +his beer. Then he said that which every man tells a prostitute in +these moments preceding the casual possession of her body: + +"Do you know, Marichen, you also please me very much. I would +willingly take you and set you up." + +"You're married," the girl objected, touching his ring. + +"Yes, but, you understand, I don't live with my wife; she isn't +well, she can't fulfill her conjugal duties." + +"The poor thing! If she were to find out where you go, daddy, she +would cry for sure." + +"Let's drop that. So, you know, Mary, I am always looking out for +such a girl as you for myself, so modest and pretty. I am a man of +means, I would find a flat with board for you, with fuel and +light. And forty roubles a month pin money. Would you go?" + +"Why not go--I'd go." + +He kissed her violently, but a secret apprehension glided swiftly +through his cowardly heart. + +"But are you healthy?" he asked in an inimical, quavering voice. + +"Why, yes, I am healthy. There's a doctor's inspection every +Saturday in our place." + +After five minutes she went away from him, as she walked putting +away in her stocking the earned money, on which, as on the first +handsel, she had first spat, after a superstitious custom. There +had been no further speech either about maintenance or natural +liking. The German was left unsatisfied with the frigidity of +Manka and ordered the housekeeper to be summoned to him. + +"Housekeeper dear, my husband demands your presence!" said Manya, +coming into the drawing room and fixing her hair before a mirror. + +Zociya went away, then returned afterwards and called Pasha out +into the corridor. Later she came back into the drawing room, but +alone. + +"How is it, Manka, that you haven't pleased your cavalier?" she +asked with laughter. "He complains about you: 'This,' he says, 'is +no woman, but some log of wood, a piece of ice.' I sent him +Pashka." + +"Eh, what a disgusting man!" Manka puckered up her face and spat +aside. "Butts in with his conversations. Asks: 'Do you feel when I +kiss you? Do you feel a pleasant excitement?' An old hound. 'I'll +take you,' he says, 'and set you up!'" + +"They all say that," remarked Zoe indifferently. + +But Jennie, who since morning has been in an evil mood, suddenly +flared up. + +"Oh, the sneak, the big, miserable sneak that he is!" she +exclaimed, turning red and energetically putting her hands to her +sides. "Why, I would take him, the old, dirty little beast, by the +ear, then lead him up to the mirror and show him his disgusting +snout. What? Good-looking, aren't you? And how much better you'll +be when the spit will be running out of your mouth, and you'll +cross your eyes, and begin to choke and rattle in the throat, and +to snort right in the face of the woman. And for your damned +rouble you want me to go all to pieces before you like a pancake, +and that from your nasty love my eyes should pop out onto my +forehead? Why, hit him in the snout, the skunk, in the snout! +Until there's blood!" + +"O, Jennie! Stop it now! PFUI!" the susceptible Emma Edwardovna, +made indignant by her tone, stopped her. + +"I won't stop!" she cut her short abruptly. But she grew quiet by +herself and wrathfully walked away with distending nostrils and +with fire in the darkened, handsome eyes. + + + + + +CHAPTER VII. + + +Little by little the drawing room was filling. There came Roly- +Poly, long known to all Yama--a tall, thin, red-nosed, gray old +man, in the uniform of a forest ranger, in high boots, with a +wooden yard-stick always sticking out of his side-pocket. He +passed whole days and evenings as a habitue of the billiard parlor +in the tavern, always half-tipsy, shedding his little jokes, +jingles and little sayings, acting familiarly with the porters, +with the housekeepers and the girls. In the houses everybody +from the proprietress to the chamber-maids--treated him with a bit +of derision--careless, a trifle contemptuous, but without malice. +At times he was even not without use: he could transmit notes from +the girls to their lovers, and run over to the market or to the +drug-store. Not infrequently, thanks to his loosely hung tongue +and long extinguished self respect, he would worm himself into a +gathering of strangers and increase their expenditures, nor did he +carry elsewhere the money gotten as "loans" on such occasions, but +spent it right here for women--unless, indeed, he left himself +some change for cigarettes. And, out of habit, he was good- +naturedly tolerated. + +"And here's Roly-Poly arrived," announced Niura, when he, having +already managed to shake hands amicably with Simeon the porter, +stopped in the doorway of the drawing room, lanky, in a uniform +cap knocked at a brave slant over one side of his head. "Well, +now, Roly-Poly, fire away!" + +"I have the honour to present myself," Roly-Poly immediately +commenced to grimace, putting his hand up to his brim in military +fashion, "a right honourable privy frequenter of the local +agreeable establishments, Prince Bottlekin, Count Liquorkin, Baron +Whoatinkevich-Giddapkovski--Mister Beethoven! Mister Chopin!" he +greeted the musicians. "Play me something from the opera The Brave +and Charming General Anisimov, or, A Hubbub in the Coolidor. My +regards to the little political economist Zociya. [Footnote: An +untranslatable pun on Economochka, a diminutive for +"housekeeper."--Trans.] A-ha! Then you kiss only at Easter? We +shall write that down. Ooh-you, my Tomalachka, my pitty-itty +tootsicums!" + +And so with jests and with pinches he went the round of all the +girls and at last sat down alongside of the fat Katie, who put her +fat leg upon his, leant with her elbow upon her knee, while upon +the palm she laid her chin, and began to watch indifferently and +closely the surveyor rolling a cigarette for himself. + +"And how is it that you don't ever get tired of it, Roly-Poly? +You're forever rolling a coffin nail." + +Roly-Poly at once commenced to move his eye-brows and the skin of +his scalp and began to speak in verse: + + "Dear cigarette, my secret mate, + How can I help loving thee? + Not through mere whim, prompted by fate, + All have started smoking thee." + +"Why, Roly-Poly, but you are going to croak soon," said Kitty +indifferently. + +"And a very simple matter, that." + +"Roly-Poly, say something still funnier, in verse," begged Verka. + +And at once, obediently, having placed himself in a funny pose, he +began to declaim: + + "Many stars are in the bright sky, + But to count them there's no way. + Yes, the wind whispers there can be, + But there really is no way. + Blossoming now are burdocks, + Now sing out the birds called cocks." + +Playing the tom-fool in this manner, Roly-Poly would sit whole +evenings and nights through in the drawing rooms of the +establishments. And through some strange psychic fellow feeling +the girls counted him almost as one of their own; occasionally +rendered him little temporary services and even bought him beer +and vodka at their expense. + +Some time after Roly-Poly a large company of hairdressers, who +were that day free from work, tumbled in. They were noisy, gay, +but even here, in a brothel, did not cease their petty reckonings +and conversations about closed and open theatrical benefits, about +the bosses, about the wives of the bosses. All these were people +corrupt to a sufficient degree, liars, with great hopes for the +future--such as, for example, entering the service of some +countess as a kept lover. They wanted to utilize to the widest +possible extent their rather hard-earned money, and on that +account decided to make a review of absolutely all the houses of +Yama; only Treppel's they could not resolve to enter, as that was +too swell for them. But at Anna Markovna's they at once ordered a +quadrille and danced it, especially the fifth figure, where the +gents execute a solo, perfectly, like real Parisians, even putting +their thumbs in the arm holes of their vests. But they did not +want to remain with the girls; instead, they promised to come +later, when they had wound up the complete review of the brothels. + +And there also came and went government clerks of some sort; crisp +young people in patent leather boots; several students; several +officers, who were horribly afraid of losing their dignity in the +eyes of the proprietress and the guests of the brothel. Little by +little in the drawing room was created such a noisy, fumy setting +that no one there any longer felt ill at ease. There came a steady +visitor, the lover of Sonka the Rudder, who came almost every day +and sat whole hours through near his beloved, gazed upon her with +languishing oriental eyes, sighed, grew faint and created scenes +for her because she lives in a brothel, because she sins against +the Sabbath, because she eats meat not prepared in the orthodox +Hebrew manner, and because she has strayed from the family and the +great Hebrew church. + +As a usual thing--and this happened often--Zociya the housekeeper +would walk up to him under cover of the hubbub and would say, +twisting her lips: + +"Well, what are you sitting there for mister? Warming your behind? +You might go and pass the time with the young lady." + +Both of them, the Jew and the Jewess, were by birth from Homel, +and must have been created by God himself for a tender, +passionate, mutual love; but many circumstances--as, for example, +the pogrom which took place in their town, impoverishment, a +complete confusion, fright--had for a time parted them. However, +love was so great that the junior drug clerk Neiman, with great +difficulty, efforts, and humiliations, contrived to find for +himself the place of a junior in one of the local pharmacies, and +had searched out the girl he loved. He was a real, orthodox +Hebrew, almost fanatical. He knew that Sonka had been sold by her +very mother to one of the buyers-up of live merchandise, knew many +humiliating, hideous particulars of how she had been resold from +hand to hand, and his pious, fastidious, truly Hebraic soul +writhed and shuddered at these thoughts, but nevertheless love was +above all. And every evening he would appear in the drawing room +of Anna Markovna. If he was successful, at an enormous +deprivation, in cutting out of his beggarly income some chance +rouble, he would take Sonka into her room, but this was not at all +a joy either for him or for her: after a momentary happiness--the +physical possession of each other--they cried, reproached each +other, quarreled with characteristic Hebraic, theatrical gestures, +and always after these visits Sonka the Rudder would return into +the drawing room with swollen, reddened eyelids. + +But most frequently of all he had no money, and would sit whole +evenings through near his mistress, patiently and jealously +awaiting her when Sonka through chance was taken by some guest. +And when she would return and sit down beside him, he would, +without being perceived, overwhelm her with reproaches, trying not +to turn the general attention upon himself and without turning his +head in her direction. And in her splendid, humid, Hebraic eyes +during these conversations there was always a martyr-like but meek +expression. + +There arrived a large company of Germans, employed in an optical +shop; there also arrived a party of clerks from the fish and +gastronomical store of Kereshkovsky, and two young people very +well known in the Yamas--both bald, with sparse, soft, delicate +hairs around the bald spots: Nicky the Book-keeper and Mishka the +Singer--so were they both called in the houses. They also were met +very cordially, just like Karl Karlovich of the optical shop and +Volodka of the fish store--with raptures, cries and kisses, +flattering to their self-esteem. The spry Niurka would jump out +into the foyer, and, having informed herself as to who had come, +would report excitedly, after her wont: + + "Jennka, your husband has come!" + +Or: + + "Little Manka, your lover has come!" + +And Mishka the Singer, who was no singer at all, but the owner of +a drug warehouse, at once, upon entering, sang out in a vibrating, +quavering, goatish voice: + + "They fe-e-e-l the tru-u-u-u-uth! + Come thou daw-aw-aw-aw-ning..." + +which he perpetrated at every visit of his to Anna Markovna. + +Almost incessantly they played the quadrille, waltz, polka, and +danced. There also arrived Senka--the lover of Tamara--but, +contrary to his wont, he did not put on airs, did not go in for +"ruination," did not order a funeral march from Isaiah Savvich, +and did not treat the girls to chocolate ... For some reason he +was gloomy, limped on his right leg, and sought to attract as +little attention as possible--probably his professional affairs +were at this time in a bad way. With a single motion of his head, +while walking, he called Tamara out of the drawing room and +vanished with her into her room. And there also arrived Egmont- +Lavretzki the actor, clean-shaven, tall, resembling a court flunky +with his vulgar and insolently contemptuous face. + +The clerks from the gastronomical store danced with all the ardour +of youth and with all the decorum recommended by Herman Hoppe, the +self-instructor of good manners. In this regard the girls also +responded to their intentions. Both with these and with the others +it was accounted especially decorous and well-bred to dance as +rigidly as possible, keeping the arms hanging down, while the +heads were raised high and inclined to one side with a certain +proud, and, at the same time, tired and enervated air. In the +intermissions, between the figures of the dance, it was necessary +to fan one's self with a handkerchief, with a bored and negligent +air ... In a word, they all made believe that they belonged to the +choicest society, and that if they do dance, they only do it out +of condescension, as a little comradely turn. But still they +danced so ardently that the perspiration rolled down in streams +from the clerks of Kereshkovsky. + +Two or three rows had already happened in different houses. Some +man, all in blood, whose face in the pale light of the moon's +crescent seemed black from the blood, was running around in the +street, cursing, and, without paying the least attention to his +wounds, was searching for his cap which had been lost in the +brawl. On Little Yamskaya some government scribes had had a fight +with a ship's company. The tired pianists and musicians played as +in a delirium, in a doze, through mechanical habit. This was +towards the waning of the night. + +Altogether unexpectedly, seven students, a sub-professor, and a +local reporter walked into the establishment of Anna Markovna. + + + + + +CHAPTER VIII. + + +They had all, except the reporter, passed the whole day together, +from the very morning, celebrating May Day with some young women +of their acquaintance. They had rowed in boats on the Dnieper, had +cooked field porridge on the other side of the river, in the +thick, bitter-smelling underbrush; had bathed--men and women by +turns--in the rapid, warm water; had drunk home-made spiced +brandy, sung sonorous songs of Little Russia, and had returned to +town only late in the evening, when the dark, broad, running river +so eerily and merrily plashed against the sides of their boats, +playing with the reflections of the stars, the silvery shimmering +paths of the electric lamps, and the bowing lights of the can- +buoys. And when they had stepped out on the shore, the palms of +each burned from the oars, the muscles of the arms and legs ached +pleasantly, and suffusing the whole body was a blissful, healthy +fatigue. + +Then they had escorted the young women to their homes and at the +garden-gates and entrances had taken leave of them long and +cordially, with laughter and with such swinging hand-shakes as if +they were working the lever of a pump. + +The whole day had passed in gaiety and noise, even a trifle +clamorously, and just the least wee bit tiresomely, but with +youth-like continence; without intoxication, and, which happens +especially rarely, without the least shadow of mutual affronts, or +jealousy, or unvoiced mortifications. Of course, such a benign +mood had been helped by the sun, the fresh river breeze, the sweet +exhalations of the grasses and the water, the joyous sensation of +the strength and alertness of one's body while bathing and rowing, +and the restraining influence of the clever, kind, pure and +handsome girls from families they were acquainted with. But, +almost without the knowledge of their consciousness, their +sensuousness--not imagination, but the simple, healthy, +instinctive sensuousness of young playful males--kindled from +chance encounters of their hands with feminine hands and from +comradely obliging embraces, when the occasion arose to help the +young ladies enter a boat or jump out on shore; from the tender +odour of maiden apparel, warmed by the sun; from the feminine +cries of coquettish fright on the river; from the sight of +feminine figures, negligently half-reclining with a naive +immodesty on the green grass around the samovar--from all these +innocent liberties, which are so usual and unavoidable on picnics, +country outings and river excursions, when within man, in the +infinite depth of his soul, secretly awakens from the care-free +contact with earth, grasses, water and sun, the beast-ancient, +splendid, free, but disfigured and intimidated of men. + +And for that reason, at two o'clock in the night, when THE +SPARROWS, a cozy students' restaurant, had barely closed, and all +the eight, excited by alcohol and the plentiful food, had come out +of the smoky, fumy underground place into the street, into the +sweet, disquieting darkness of the night, with its beckoning fires +in the sky and on the earth, with its warm, heady air, from which +the nostrils dilate avidly, with its aromas, gliding from unseen +gardens and flower-beds,--the head of each one of them was aflame +and the heart quietly and languishingly yearning from vague +desires. It was joyous and arrogant to sense after the rest the +new, fresh strength in all the sinews, the deep breathing of the +lungs, the red, resilient blood in the veins, the supple obedience +of all the members. And--without words, without thoughts, without +consciousness--one was drawn on this night to be running without +raiment in the somnolent forest, to be sniffing hurriedly the +tracks of some one's feet on the dewy grass, with a loud call to +be summoning a female unto one's self. + +But to separate was now very difficult. The whole day, passed +together, had shaken them into an accustomed, tenacious herd. It +seemed that if even one were to go away from the company, a +certain attained equilibrium would be disturbed and could not be +restored afterwards. And so they dallied and stamped upon the +sidewalk, near the exit of the tavern's underground vault, +interfering with the progress of the infrequent passers-by. They +discussed hypocritically where else they might go to wind up the +night. It proved to be too far to the Tivoli Garden, and in +addition to that one also had to pay for admission tickets, and +the prices in the buffet were outrageous, and the program had +ended long ago. Volodya Pavlov proposed going to him--he had a +dozen of beer and a little cognac home. But it seemed a bore to +all of them to go in the middle of the night to a family +apartment, to enter on tiptoes up the stairs and to talk in +whispers all the time. + +"Tell you what, brethren ... Let's better ride to the girlies, +that will be nearer the mark," said peremptorily Lichonin, an old +student, a tall, stooping, morose and bearded fellow. By +convictions he was an anarchist--theoretic, but by avocation a +passionate gambler at billiards, races and cards--a gambler with a +very broad, fatalistic sweep. Only the day before he had won a +thousand roubles at macao in the Merchants' Club, and this money +was still burning a hole in his pockets. + +"And why not? Right-o!" somebody sustained him. "Let's go, +comrades?" + +"Is it worth while? Why, this is an all night affair ..." spoke +another with a false prudence and an insincere fatigue. + +And a third said through a feigned yawn: + +"Let's better go home, gentlemen ... a-a-a ... go bye-bye ... +That's enough for to-day." + +"You won't work any wonders when you're asleep," Lichonin remarked +sneeringly. "Herr professor, are you coming?" + +But the sub-professor Yarchenko was obstinate and seemed really +angered, although, perhaps, he himself did not know what was +lurking within him, in some dark cranny of his soul. + +"Leave me in peace, Lichonin. As I see it, gentlemen, this is +downright and plain swinishness--that which you are about to do. +We have passed the time so wonderfully, amiably and simply, it +seems,--but no, you needs must, like drunken cattle, clamber into +a cesspool. I won't go." + +"Still, if my memory does not play me false," said Lichonin, with +calm causticity, "I recollect that no further back than past +autumn we with a certain future Mommsen were pouring in some place +or other a jug of ice into a pianoforte, delineating a Bouratian +god, dancing the belly-dance, and all that sort of thing?" + +Lichonin spoke the truth. In his student days, and later, being +retained at the university, Yarchenko had led the most wanton and +crack-brained life. In all the taverns, cabarets, and other places +of amusement his small, fat, roundish little figure, his rosy +cheeks, puffed out like those of a painted cupid, and the shining, +humid kindly eyes were well known, his hurried, spluttering speech +and shrill laughter remembered. + +His comrades could never fathom where he found the time to employ +in study, but nevertheless he went through all examinations and +prescribed work with distinction and from the first course the +professors had him in view. Now Yarchenko was beginning little by +little to quit his former comrades and bottle companions. He had +just established the indispensable connections with the +professorial circle; the reading of lectures in Roman history for +the coming year had been offered him, and not infrequently in +conversation he would use the expression current among the sub- +professors: "We, the learned ones!" The student familiarity, the +compulsory companionship, the obligatory participation in all +meetings, protests and demonstrations, were becoming +disadvantageous to him, embarrassing, and even simply tedious. But +he knew the value of popularity among the younger element, and for +that reason could not decide to sever relations abruptly with his +former circle. Lichonin's words, however, provoked him. + +"Oh, my God, what does it matter what we did when we were +youngsters? We stole sugar, soiled our panties, tore the wings off +beetles," Yarchenko began to speak, growing heated, and +spluttering. "But there is a limit and a mean to all this. I, +gentlemen, do not presume, of course, to give you counsels and to +teach you, but one must be consistent. We are all agreed that +prostitution is one of the greatest calamities of humanity, and +are also agreed, that in this evil not the women are guilty, but +we, men, because the demand gives birth to the offer. And +therefore if, having drunk a glass of wine too much, I still, +notwithstanding my convictions, go to the prostitutes, I am +committing a triple vileness: before the unfortunate, foolish +woman, whom I subject to the most degrading form of slavery for my +filthy rouble; before humanity, because, hiring a public woman for +an hour or two for my abominable lust, I through this justify and +uphold prostitution; and finally, this is a vileness before one's +own conscience and mind. And before logic." + +"Phew-ew!" Lichonin let out a long-drawn whistle and chanted in a +thin, dismal voice, nodding in time with his head hanging down to +one side: "The philosopher is off on our usual stuff: 'A rope--is +a common cord.'" + +"Of course, there's nothing easier than to play the tom-fool," +responded Yarchenko. "But in my opinion there is not in the +sorrowful life of Russia a more mournful phenomenon than this +lackadaisicalness and vitiation of thought. To-day we will say to +ourselves: Eh! It's all the same, whether I go to a brothel or +whether I do not go, from this one time things will get neither +worse nor better. And after five years we will be saying: +Undoubtedly a bribe is a horribly nasty bit of business, but you +know--children ... the family ... And just the same way after ten +years we, having remained fortuitous Russian liberals, will be +sighing about personal freedom and bowing low before worthless +scoundrels, whom we despise, and will be cooling our heels in +their ante-rooms. 'Because, don't you know,' we will say, +tittering, 'when you live with wolves, you must howl like a wolf.' +By God, it wasn't in vain that some minister called the Russian +students future head-clerks!" + +"Or professors," Lichonin put in. + +"But most important of all," continued Yarchenko, letting this +pointed remark pass by, "most important of all is this, that I +have seen all of you to-day on the river and afterwards there ... +on the other shore ... with these charming, fine girls. How +attentive, well-bred, obliging you all were--but scarcely have you +taken leave of them, when you are drawn to public women. Let each +one of you imagine for a moment, that we all had been visiting his +sisters and straight from them had driven to Yama ... What? Is +such a supposition pleasant?" + +"Yes, but there must exist some valves for the passions of +society," pompously remarked Boris Sobashnikov, a tall, somewhat +supercilious and affected young man, upon whom the short, white +summer uniform jacket, which scarcely covered his fat posteriors, +the modish trousers, of a military cut, the PINCE-NEZ on a broad, +black ribbon, and a cap after a Prussian model, all bestowed the +air of a coxcomb. "Surely, it isn't more respectable to enjoy the +caresses of your chambermaid, or to carry on an intrigue on the +side with another man's wife? What am I to do if woman is +indispensable to me!" + +"Eh, very indispensable indeed!" said Yarchenko with vexation and +feebly made a despondent gesture. + +But here a student who was called Ramses in the friendly coterie +intervened. This was a yellowish-swarthy, hump-nosed man of small +stature; his clean-shaven face seemed triangular, thanks to a +broad forehead, beginning to get bald, with two wedge-like bald +spots at the temples, fallen-in cheeks and a sharp chin. He led a +mode of life sufficiently queer for a student. While his +colleagues employed themselves by turns with politics, love, the +theatre, and a little in study, Ramses had withdrawn entirely into +the study of all conceivable suits and claims, into the chicane +subtleties of property, hereditary, land and other business law- +suits, into the memorizing and logical analysis of quashed +decisions. Perfectly of his own will, without in the least needing +the money, he served for a year as a clerk at a notary's for +another as a secretary to a justice of the peace, while all of the +past year, being in the last term, he had conducted in a local +newspaper the reports of the city council and had borne the modest +duty of an assistant to a secretary in the management of a +syndicate of sugar manufacturers. And when this same syndicate +commenced the well-known suit against one of its members, Colonel +Baskakov, who had put up the surplus sugar for sale contrary to +agreement, Ramses from the very beginning guessed beforehand and +very subtly engineered, precisely that decision which the senate +subsequently handed down in this suit. + +Despite his comparative youth, rather well-known jurists gave heed +to his opinions--true, a little loftily. None of those who knew +Ramses closely doubted that he would make a brilliant career, and +even Ramses himself did not conceal his confidence in that toward +thirty-five he would knock together a million, exclusively through +his practice as a civil lawyer. His comrades not infrequently +elected him chairman of meetings and head of the class, but this +honour Ramses invariably declined, excusing himself with lack of +time. But still he did not avoid participation in his comrades' +trials by arbitration, and his arguments--always incontrovertibly +logical--were possessed of an amazing virtue in ending the trials +with peace, to the mutual satisfaction of the litigating parties. +He, as well as Yarchenko, knew well the value of popularity among +the studying youths, and even if he did look upon people with a +certain contempt, from above, still he never, by as much as a +single movement of his thin, clever, energetical lips, showed +this. + +"Well, Gavrila Petrovich, no one is necessarily dragging you into +committing a fall from grace," said Ramses in a conciliatory +manner, "What is all this pathos and melancholy for, when the +matter as it stands is altogether simple? A company of young +Russian gentlemen wishes to pass the remnant of the night modestly +and amicably, to make merry, to sing a little, and to take +internally several gallons of wine and beer. But everything is +closed now, except these very same houses. ERGO! ..." + +"Consequently, we will go merry-making to women who are for sale? +To prostitutes? Into a brothel?" Yarchenko interrupted him, +mockingly and inimically. + +"And even so? A certain philosopher, whom it was desired to +humiliate, was given a seat at dinner near the musicians. But he, +sitting down, said: 'Here is a sure means of making the last place +the first.' And finally I repeat: If your conscience does not +allow you, as you express yourself, to buy a woman, then you can +go there and come away, preserving your innocence in all its +blossoming inviolability." + +"You overdo it, Ramses," objected Yarchenko with displeasure. "You +remind me of those bourgeois, who, while it is still dark, have +gathered to gape at an execution and who say: we have nothing to +do with this, we are against capital punishment, this is all the +prosecuting attorney's and the executioner's doing." + +"Superbly said and partly true, Gavrila Petrovich. But to us, +precisely, this comparison may not even apply. One cannot, you +see, treat some malignant disease while absent, without seeing the +sufferer in person. And yet all of us, who are now standing here +in the street and interfering with the passers-by, will be obliged +at some time in our work to run up against the terrible problem of +prostitution, and what a prostitution at that--the Russian! +Lichonin, I, Borya Sobashnikov and Pavlov as jurists, Petrovsky +and Tolpygin as medicos. True, Veltman has a distinct specialty-- +mathematics. But then, he will be a pedagogue, a guide of youth, +and, deuce take it, even a father! And if you are going to scare +with a bugaboo, it is best to look upon it one's self first. And +finally, you yourself, Gavrila Petrovich--expert of dead languages +and future luminary of grave digging--is the comparison, then, of +the contemporary brothels, say, with some Pompeian lupanaria, or +the institution of sacred prostitution in Thebes and Nineveh, not +important and instructive to you? ..." + +"Bravo, Ramses, magnificent!" roared Lichonin. "And what's there +to talk so much about, fellows? Take the professor under the gills +and put him in a cab!" + +The students, laughing and jostling, surrounded Yarchenko, seized +him under the arms, caught him around the waist. All of them were +equally drawn to the women, but none, save Lichonin, had enough +courage to take the initiative upon himself. But now all this +complicated, unpleasant and hypocritical business was happily +resolved into a simple, easy joke upon the older comrade. +Yarchenko resisted, and was angry, and laughing, trying to break +away. But at this moment a tall, black-moustached policeman, who +had long been eyeing them keenly and inimically, walked up to the +uproarious students. + +"I'd ask you stewdent gents not to congregate. It's not allowed! +Keep on going!" + +They moved on in a throng. Yarchenka was beginning to soften +little by little. + +"Gentlemen, I am ready to go with you, if you like ... Do not +think, however, that the sophistries of the Egyptian Pharaoh +Ramses have convinced me ... No, I simply would be sorry to break +up the party ... But I make one stipulation: we will drink a +little there, gab a little, laugh a little, and so forth ... but +let there be nothing more, no filth of any kind ... It is shameful +and painful to think that we, the flower and glory--of the Russian +intelligentzia, will go all to pieces and let our mouths water at +the sight of the first skirt that comes our way." + +"I swear it!" said Lichonin, putting up his hand. + +"I can vouch for myself," said Ramses. + +"And I! And I! By God, gentlemen, let's pledge our words ... +Yarchenko is right," others took up. + +They seated themselves in twos and threes in the cabs--the drivers +of which had been long since following them in a file, grinning +and cursing each other--and rode off. Lichonin, for the sake of +assurance, sat down beside the sub-professor, having embraced him +around the waist and seated him on his knees and those of his +neighbour, the little Tolpygin, a rosy, pleasant-faced boy on +whose face, despite his twenty-three years, the childish white +down--soft and light--still showed. + +"The station is at Doroshenko's!" called out Lichonin after the +cabbies driving off. "The stop is at Doroshenko's," he repeated, +turning around. + +They all stopped at Doroshenko's restaurant, entered the general +room, and crowded about the bar. All were satiated and no one +wanted either to drink or to have a bite. But in the soul of each +one still remained a dark trace of the consciousness that right +now they were getting ready to commit something needlessly +shameful, getting ready to take part in some convulsive, +artificial, and not at all a merry merriment. And in each one was +the yearning to bring himself through intoxication to that misty +and rainbow condition when nothing makes any difference, and when +the head does not know what the arms and legs are doing, and what +the tongue is babbling. And, probably, not the students alone, but +all the casual and constant visitors of Yama experienced in +greater or lesser degree the friction of this inner psychic heart- +sore, because Doroshenko did business only late in the evening and +night, and no one lingered long in his place but only turned in in +passing, half-way on the journey. + +While the students were drinking cognac, beer and vodka, Ramses +was constantly and intently looking into the farthest corner of +the restaurant hall, where two men were sitting--a tattered, gray, +big old man, and, opposite him, his back to the bar, with his +elbows spread out upon the table and his chin resting on the fists +folded upon each other, some hunched up, stout, closely-propped +gentleman in a gray suit. The old man was picking upon a dulcimer +lying before him and quietly singing, in a hoarse but pleasing +voice: + + "Oh my valley, my little valley, + Bro-o-o-o-o-oad land of plenty." + +"Excuse me, but that is a co-worker of ours," said Ramses, and +went to greet the gentleman in the gray suit. After a minute he +led him up to the bar and introduced him to his comrades. + +"Gentlemen, allow me to introduce to you my companion in arms in +the newspaper game, Sergei Ivanovich Platonov. The laziest and +most talented of newspaper workers." + +They all introduced themselves, indistinctly muttering out their +names. + +"And therefore, let's have a drink," said Uchonin, while Yarchenko +asked with the refined amiability which never forsook him: + +"Pardon me, pardon me, but I am acquainted with you a little, even +though not personally. Weren't you in the university when +Professor Priklonsky defended the doctor's dissertation?" + +"It was I," answered the reporter. + +"Ah, that's very nice," smiled Yarchenko charmingly, and for some +reason once more pressed Platonov's hand vigorously. "I read your +report afterwards: very exactly, circumstantially and skillfully +put together ... Won't you favor me? ... To your health!" + +"Then allow me, too," said Platonov. "Onuphriy Zakharich, pour out +for us again ... one ... two, three, four ... nine glasses of +cognac..." + +"Oh no, you can't do that ... you are our guest, colleague," +remonstrated Lichonin. + +"Well, now, what sort of colleague am I to you?" good-naturedly +laughed the reporter. "I was only in the first class and then only +for half a year--as an unmatriculated student. Here you are, +Onuphriy Zakharich. Gentlemen, I beg you..." + +The upshot of it was that after half an hour Lichonin and +Yarchenko did not under any consideration want to part with the +reporter and dragged him with them to Yama. However, he did not +resist. + +"If I am not a burden to you, I would be very glad," he said +simply. "All the more since I have easy money to-day. THE DNIEPER +WORD has paid me an honorarium, and this is just as much of a +miracle as winning two hundred thousand on a check from a theatre +coat room. Pardon me, I'll be right back..." + +He walked up to the old man with whom he had been sitting before, +shoved some money into his hand, and gently took leave of him. + +"Where I'm going, grandpa, there you mustn't go--to-morrow we will +meet in the same place as to-day. Good-bye!" + +They all walked out of the restaurant. At the door Borya +Sobashnikov, always a little finical and unnecessarily +supercilious, stopped Lichonin and called him to one side. + +"I'm surprised at you, Lichonin," he said squeamishly. "We have +gathered together in our own close company, yet you must needs +drag in some vagabond. The devil knows who he is!" + +"Quit that, Borya," answered Lichonin amicably. "He's a warm- +hearted fellow." + + + + + +CHAPTER IX. + + +"Well now, gentlemen, this isn't fit for pigs," Yarchenko was +saying, grumblingly, at the entrance of Anna Markovna's +establishment. "If we finally have gone, we might at least have +chosen a decent place, and not some wretched hole. Really, +gentlemen, let's better go to Treppel's alongside; there it's +clean and light, at any rate." + +"If you please, if you please, signior," insisted Lichonin, +opening the door before the sub-professor with courtly urbanity, +bowing and spreading his arms before him. "If you please." + +"But this is an abomination ... At Treppel's the women are better- +looking, at least," + +Ramses, walking behind, burst into dry laughter. + +"So, so, Gavrila Petrovich. Let us continue in the same spirit. +Let us condemn the hungry, petty thief who has stolen a five- +kopeck loaf out of a tray, but if the director of a bank has +squandered somebody else's million on race horses and cigars, let +us mitigate his lot." + +"Pardon me, but I do not understand this comparison," answered +Yarchenko with restraint. "However, it's all the same to me; let's +go." + +"And all the more so," said Lichonin, letting the subprofessor +pass ahead; "all the more so, since this house guards within it so +many historical traditions. Comrades! Decades of student +generations gaze upon us from the heights of the coat-hooks, and, +besides that, through the power of the usual right, children and +students pay half here, as in a panopticon. Isn't that so, citizen +Simeon?" + +Simeon did not like to have people come in large parties--this +always smacked of scandal in the not distant future; moreover, he +despised students in general for their speech, but little +comprehensible to him, for their propensity towards frivolous +jokes, for their godlessness, and chiefly because they were in +constant revolt against officialdom and order. It was not in vain +that on the day when on the Bessarabian Square the cossacks, meat- +sellers, flour dealers and fish mongers were massacring the +students, Simeon having scarce found it out had jumped into a fine +carriage passing by, and, standing just like a chief of police in +the victoria, tore off to the scene of the fray in order to take +part in it. He esteemed people who were sedate, stout and elderly, +who came singly, in secret, peeped in cautiously from the ante- +room into the drawing room, fearing to meet with acquaintances, +and very soon and with great haste went away, tipping him +generously. Such he always styled "Your Excellency." + +And so, while taking the light grey overcoat off Yarchenko, he +sombrely and with much significance snarled back in answer to +Lichonin's banter: + +"I am no citizen here, but the bouncer." + +"Upon which I have the honour to congratulate you," answered +Lichonin with a polite bow. + +There were many people in the drawing room. The clerks, having +danced their fill, were sitting, red and wet, near their ladies, +rapidly fanning themselves with their handkerchiefs; they smelt +strongly of old goats' wool. Mishka the Singer and his friend the +Book-keeper, both bald, with soft, downy hairs around the denuded +skulls, both with turbid, nacreous, intoxicated eyes, were sitting +opposite each other, leaning with their elbows on a little marble +table, and were constantly trying to start singing in unison with +such quavering and galloping voices as though some one was very, +very often striking them in the cervical vertebrae: + + "They fe-e-e-l the tru-u-u-u-uth!" + +while Emma Edwardovna and Zociya with all their might were +exhorting them not to behave indecently. Roly-Poly was peacefully +slumbering on a chair, his head hanging down, having laid one long +leg over the other and grasped the sharp knee with his clasped +hands. + +The girls at once recognized some of the students and ran to meet +them. + +"Tamarochka, your husband has come--Volodenka. And my husband +too!--Mishka!" cried Niura piercingly, hanging herself on the neck +of the lanky, big-nosed, solemn Petrovsky. "Hello, Mishenka. Why +haven't you come for so long? I grew weary of waiting for you." + +Yarchenko with a feeling of awkwardness was looking about him on +all sides. + +"We'd like to have in some way ... don't you know ... a little +private room," he said with delicacy to Emma Edwardovna who had +approached. "And give us some sort of red wine, please ... And +then, some coffee as well ... You know yourself." + +Yarchenko always instilled confidence in servants and MAITRES +D'HOTEL, with his dashing clothes and polite but seigniorial ways. +Emma Edwardovna started nodding her head willingly, just like an +old, fat circus horse. + +"It can be done ... it can be done ... Pass this way, gentlemen, +into the parlor. It can be done, it can be done ... What liqueur? +We have only Benedictine ... Benedictine, then? It can be done, it +can be done ... And will you allow the young ladies to come in?" + +"Well, if that is so indispensable?" Yarchenko spread out his +hands with a sigh. + +And at once the girls one after the other straggled into the +parlor with its gray plush furniture and blue lantern. They +entered, extended to every one in turn their unbending palms, +unused to hand-clasps, gave their names abruptly in a low voice-- +Manya, Katie, Liuba ... They sat down on somebody's knees, +embraced him around the neck, and, as usual, began to importune: + +"Little student, you're such a little good-looker. May I ask for +oranzes?" + +"Volodenka, buy me some candy! All right?" + +"And me chocolate!" + +"Fatty," Vera, dressed as a jockey, wheedled the sub-professor, +clambering up on his knees, "I have a friend, only she's sick and +can't come out into the drawing room. I'll carry her some apples +and chocolate. Will you let me?" + +"Well, now, those are all just stories about a friend! But above +all, don't be thrusting your tenderness at me. Sit as smart +children sit, right here alongside, on the arm chair, just so. And +fold your little hands." + +"Ah, but what if I can't!" writhed Vera in coquetry, rolling her +eyes up under her upper lids ... "When you are so nice." + +But Lichonin, in answer to this professional beggary, only nodded +his head gravely and good-naturedly, just like Emma Edwardovna, +and repeated over and over again, mimicking her German accent: + +"Itt can pe done, itt can pe done, itt can pe done..." + +"Then I will tell the waiter, honey, to carry my friend some +sweets and apples?" pestered Vera. + +Such importunity entered the round of their tacit duties. There +even existed among the girls some captious, childish, strange +rivalry as to the ability to "ease a guest of his money"--strange +enough because they did not derive any profit out of this, unless, +indeed, a certain affection from the housekeeper or a word of +approbation from the proprietress. But in their petty, monotonous, +habitually frivolous life there was, in general, a great deal of +semi-puerile, semi-hysterical play. + +Simeon brought a coffee pot, cups, a squatty bottle of +Benedictine, fruits and bon-bons in glass vases, and gaily and +easily began making the corks of the beer and wine pop. + +"But why don't you drink?" Yarchenko turned to the reporter +Platonov. "Allow me ... I do not mistake? Sergei Ivanovich, I +believe?" + +"Right." + +"Allow me to offer you a cup of coffee, Sergei Ivanovich. It's +refreshing. Or perhaps, let's drink this same dubious Lafitte?" + +"No, you really must allow me to refuse. I have a drink of my own +... Simeon, give me..." + +"Cognac!" cried out Niura hurriedly. + +"And with a pear!" Little White Manka caught up just as fast. + +"I heard you, Sergei Ivanich--right away," unhurriedly but +respectfully responded Simeon, and, bending down and letting out a +grunt, resoundingly drew the cork out of the neck of the bottle. + +"It's the first time I hear of cognac being served in Yama," +uttered Lichonin with amazement. "No matter how much I asked, they +always refused me." + +"Perhaps Sergei Ivanich knows some sort of magic word," jested +Ramses. + +"Or is held here in an especially honoured state?" Boris +Sobashnikov put in pointedly, with emphasis. + +The reporter listlessly, without turning his head, looked askance +at Sobashnikov, at the lower row of buttons on his short, foppish, +white summer uniform jacket, and answered with a drawl: + +"There is nothing honourable in that I can drink like a horse and +never get drunk; but then, I also do not quarrel with anyone or +pick upon anybody. Evidently, these good sides of my character are +sufficiently known here, and because of that confidence is shown +me." + +"Good for you, old fellow!" joyously exclaimed Lichonin, who was +delighted by a certain peculiar, indolent negligence--of few +words, yet at the same time self-confident--in the reporter. "Will +you share the cognac with me also?" + +"Very, very gladly," affably answered Platonov and suddenly looked +at Lichonin with a radiant, almost child-like smile, which +beautified his plain face with the prominent cheek-bones. "You, +too, appealed to me from the first. And even when I saw you there, +at Doroshenko's, I at once thought that you are not at all as +rough as you seem." + +"Well, now, we have exchanged pleasantries," laughed Lichonin. +"But it's amazing that we haven't met once just here. Evidently, +you come to Anna Markovna's quite frequently?" + +"Even too much so." + +"Sergei Ivanich is our most important guest!" naively shrieked +Niura. "Sergei Ivanich is a sort of brother among us!" + +"Fool!" Tamara stopped her. + +"That seems strange to me," continued Lichonin. "I, too, am a +habitue. In any case, one can only envy everybody's cordiality +toward you." + +"The local chieftain!" said Boris Sobashnikov, curling his lips +downward, but said it so low that Platanov, if he chose to, could +pretend that he had not heard anything distinctly. This reporter +had for long aroused in Boris some blind and prickling irritation. +That he was not one of his own herd really meant nothing. But +Boris, like many students (and also officers, junkers, and high- +school boys) had grown accustomed to the fact that the outside +"civilian" people, who accidentally fell into a company of +students on a spree, should hold themselves somewhat subordinately +and with servility in it, flatter the studying youths, be struck +with its daring, laugh at its jokes, admire its self-admiration, +recall their own student years with a sigh of suppressed envy. But +in Platonov there not only was none of this customary wagging of +the tail before youth, but, on the contrary, there was to be felt +a certain abstracted, calm and polite indifference. + +Besides that, Sobashnikov was angered--and angered with a petty, +jealous vexation--by that simple and yet anticipatory attention +which was shown to the reporter by everybody in the establishment, +beginning with the porter and ending with the fleshy, taciturn +Katie. This attention was shown in the way he was listened to, in +that triumphal carefulness with which Tamara filled his glass, and +in the way Little White Manka pared a pear for him solicitously, +and in the delight of Zoe, who had caught the case skillfully +thrown to her across the table by the reporter, when she had +vainly asked for a cigarette from her two neighbors, who were lost +in conversation; and in the way none of the girls begged either +chocolate or fruits from him, in the lively gratitude for his +little services and his treating. "Pimp!" Sobashkinov had almost +decided mentally with malice, but did not believe it even himself +--the reporter was altogether too homely and too carelessly +dressed, and moreover he bore himself with great dignity. + +Platonov again made believe that he had not heard the insolent +remark made by the student. He only nervously crumpled a napkin in +his fingers and lightly threw it aside from him. And again his +eyelids quivered in the direction of Boris Sobashnikov. + +"Yes, true, I am one of the family here," he continued calmly, +moving his glass in slow circles on the table. "Just think, I +dined in this very house, day after day, for exactly four months." + +"No? Seriously?" Yarchenko wondered and laughed. + +"In all seriousness. The table here isn't at all bad, by the way. +The food is filling and savory, although exceedingly greasy." + +"But how did you ever..." + +"Why, just because I was tutoring for high school a daughter of +Anna Markovna, the lady of this hospitable house. Well, I +stipulated that part of my monthly pay should be deducted for my +dinners." + +"What a strange fancy!" said Yarchenko. "And did you do this of +your own will? Or ... Pardon me, I am afraid of seeming indiscreet +to you ... Perhaps at that time ... extreme necessity? ..." + +"Not at all. Anna Markovna soaked me three times as much as it +would have cost in a student's dining room. I simply wanted to +live here a while on a somewhat nearer, closer footing, to enter +intimately into this little world, so to speak." + +"A-ah! It seems I am beginning to understand!" beamed Yarchenko. +"Our new friend--pardon me for the little familiarity--is, +apparently, gathering material from life? And, perhaps, in a few +years we will have the pleasure of reading ..." + +"A t-r-ragedy out of a brothel!" Boris Sobashnikov put in loudly, +like an actor. + +While the reporter had been answering Yarchenko, Tamara quietly +got up from her place, walked around the table, and, bending down +over Sobashnikov, spoke in a whisper in his ear: + +"Dearie, sweetie, you'd better not touch this gentleman. Honest to +God, it will be better for you, even." + +"Wass that?" the student looked at her superciliously, fixing his +PINCE-NEZ with two spread fingers. "Is he your lover? Your pimp?" + +"I swear by anything you want that not once in his life has he +stayed with any one of us. But, I repeat, don't pick on him." + +"Why, yes! Why, of course!" retorted Sobashnikov, grimacing +scornfully. "He has such a splendid defense as the entire brothel. +And it's a sure thing that all the bouncers on Yamskaya are his +near friends and cronies." + +"No, not that," retorted Tamara in a kind whisper. "Only he'll +take you by the collar and throw you out of the window, like a +puppy. I've already seen such an aerial flight. God forbid its +happening to anyone. It's disgraceful, and bad for the health." + +"Get out of here, you filth!" yelled Sobashnikov, swinging his +elbow at her. + +"I'm going, dearie," meekly answered Tamara, and walked away from +him with her light step. + +Everybody for an instant turned toward the student. + +"Behave yourself, barberry!" Lichonin threatened him with his +finger. "Well, well, go on," he begged the reporter; "all that +you're saying is so interesting." + +"No, I'm not gathering anything," continued the reporter calmly +and seriously. "But the material here is in reality tremendous, +downright crushing, terrible ... And not at all terrible are the +loud phrases about the traffic in women's flesh, about the white +slaves, about prostitution being a corroding fester of large +cities, and so on, and so on ... an old hurdy-gurdy of which all +have tired! No, horrible are the everyday, accustomed trifles, +these business-like, daily, commercial reckonings, this thousand +year old science of amatory practice, this prosaic usage, +determined by the ages. In these unnoticeable nothings are +completely dissolved such feelings as resentment, humiliation, +shame. There remains a dry profession, a contract, an agreement, a +well-nigh honest petty trade, no better, no worse than, say, the +trade in groceries. Do you understand, gentlemen, that all the +horror is in just this, that there is no horror! Bourgeois work +days--and that is all. And also an after taste of an exclusive +educational institution, with its NAIVETE, harshness, +sentimentality and imitativeness." + +"That's right," confirmed Lichonin, while the reporter continued, +gazing pensively into his glass: + +"We read in the papers, in leading articles, various wailings of +anxious souls. And the women-physicians are also endeavouring in +this matter, and endeavouring disgustingly enough. 'Oh, dear, +regulation! Oh, dear, abolition! Oh, dear, live merchandise! A +condition of slavery! The mesdames, these greedy haeterae! These +heinous degenerates of humanity, sucking the blood of +prostitutes!' ... But with clamour you will scare no one and will +affect no one. You know, there's a little saying: much cry, little +wool. More awful than all awful words--a hundredfold more awful-- +is some such little prosaic stroke or other as will suddenly knock +you all in a heap, like a blow on the forehead. Take even Simeon, +the porter here. It would seem, according to you, there is no +sinking lower--a bouncer in a brothel, a brute, almost certainly a +murderer, he plucks the prostitutes, gives them "black eyes," to +use a local expression--that is, just simply beats them. But, do +you know on what grounds he and I came together and became +friendly? On the magnificent details of the divine service of the +prelate, on the canon of the honest Andrew, pastor of Crete, on +the works of the most beatific father, John the Damascene. He is +religious--unusually so! I used to lead him on, and he would sing +to me with tears in his eyes: 'Come ye brethren, and we will give +the last kiss to him who has gone to his rest...' From the ritual +of the burial of laymen. No, just think: it is only in the Russian +soul alone that such contradictions may dwell together!" + +"Yes. A fellow like that will pray, and pray, then cut a throat, +and then wash his hands and put a candle before an image," said +Ramses. + +"Just so. I know of nothing more uncanny than this fusion of fully +sincere devoutness with an innate leaning toward crime. Shall I +confess to you? I, when I talk all alone to Simeon--and we talk +with each other long and leisurely, for hours--I experience at +moments a genuine terror. A superstitious terror! Just as though, +for instance, I am standing in the dusk upon a shaking little +board, bending over some dark, malodorous well, and just barely +distinguish how there, at the bottom, reptiles are stirring. And +yet, he is devout in a real way, and I am sure will some time join +the monks and will be a great faster and sayer of prayers, and the +devil knows how, in what monstrous fashion, a real religious +ecstasy will entwine in his soul with blasphemy, with scoffing at +sacred things, with some repulsive passion or other, with sadism +or something else of that nature!" + +"However, you do not spare the object of your observations," said +Yarchenko, and carefully indicated the girls with his eyes. + +"Eh, it's all the same. Our relations are cool now." + +"How so?" asked Volodya Pavlov, who had caught the end of the +conversation. + +"Just so ... It isn't even worth the telling..." smiled the +reporter evasively. "A trifle ... Let's have your glass here, Mr. +Yarchenko." + +But the precipitate Niura, who could never keep her tongue behind +her teeth, suddenly shot oat in rapid patter: + +"It's because Sergei Ivanich gave him one in the snout ... On +account of Ninka. A certain old man came to Ninka ... And stayed +for the night ... And Ninka had the flowers ... And the old man +was torturing her all the time ... So Ninka started crying and ran +away." [Footnote: The Russian expression is "the red flag."-- +TRANS.] + +"Drop it, Niura; it's boring," said Platonov with a wry face. + +"Can it!" (leave off) ordered Tamara severely, in the jargon of +houses of prostitution. + +But it was impossible to stop Niura, who had gotten a running +start. + +"But Ninka says: 'I,' she says, 'won't stay with him for anything, +though you cut me all to pieces ... He,' she says, 'has made me +all wet with his spit.' Well, the old man complained to the +porter, to be sure, and the porter starts in to beat up Ninka, to +be sure. And Sergei Ivanich at this time was writing for me a +letter home, to the province, and when he heard that Ninka was +hollering..." + +"Zoe, shut her mouth!" said Platonov. + +"He just jumped up at once and ... app! ..." and Niura's torrent +instantly broke off, stopped up by Zoe's palm. + +Everybody burst out laughing, only Boris Sobashnikov muttered +under cover of the noise with a contemptuous look: + +"OH, CHEVALIER SANS PEUR ET SANS REPROCHE!" + +He was already pretty far gone in drink, stood leaning against the +wall, in a provoking pose, and was nervously chewing a cigarette. + +"Which Ninka is this?" asked Yarchenko with curiosity. "Is she +here?" + +"No, she isn't here. Such a small, pug-nosed little girl. Naive +and very angry." The reporter suddenly and sincerely burst into +laughter. "Excuse me ... It's just so ... over my thoughts," +explained he through laughter. "I recalled this old man very +vividly just now, as he was running along the corridor in fright, +having grabbed his outer clothing and shoes ... Such a respectable +ancient, with the appearance of an apostle, I even know where he +serves. Why, all of you know him. But the funniest of all was when +he, at last, felt himself out of danger in the drawing room. You +understand--he is sitting on a chair, putting on his pantaloons, +can't put his foot where it ought to go, by any means, and bawls +all over the house: 'It's an outrage! This is an abominable dive! +I'll show you up! ... To-morrow I'll give you twenty-four hours to +clear out! ... Do you know, this combination of pitiful +helplessness with the threatening cries was so killing that even +the gloomy Simeon started laughing ... Well, now, apropos of +Simeon ... I say, that life dumfounds, with its wondrous muddle +and farrago, makes one stand aghast. You can utter a thousand +sonorous words against souteneurs, but just such a Simeon you will +never think up. So diverse and motley is life! Or else take Anna +Markovna, the proprietress of this place. This blood-sucker, +hyena, vixen and so on ... is the tenderest mother imaginable. She +has one daughter--Bertha, she is now in the fifth grade of high +school. If you could only see how much careful attention, how much +tender care Anna Markovna expends that her daughter may not +somehow, accidentally, find out about her profession. And +everything is for Birdie, everything is for the sake of Birdie. +And she herself dare not even converse before her, is afraid of +her lexicon of a bawd and an erstwhile prostitute, looks into her +eyes, holds herself servilely, like an old servant, like a +foolish, doting nurse, like an old, faithful, mange-eaten poodle. +It is long since time for her to retire to rest, because she has +money, and because her occupation is both arduous and troublesome, +and because her years are already venerable. But no and no; one +more extra thousand is needed, and then more and more--everything +for Birdie. And so Birdie has horses, Birdie has an English +governess, Birdie is every year taken abroad, Birdie has diamonds +worth forty thousand--the devil knows whose they are, these +diamonds? And it isn't that I am merely convinced, but I know +well, that for the happiness of this same Birdie, nay, not even +for her happiness, but, let us suppose that Birdie gets a hangnail +on her little finger--well then, in order that this hangnail might +pass away--imagine for a second the possibility of such a state of +things!--Anna Markovna, without the quiver of an eyelash, will +sell into corruption our sisters and daughters, will infect all of +us and our sons with syphilis. What? A monster, you will say? But +I will say that she is moved by the same grand, unreasoning, +blind, egoistical love for which we call our mothers sainted +women." + +"Go easy around the curves!" remarked Boris Sobashnikov through +his teeth. + +"Pardon me: I was not comparing people, but merely generalizing on +the first source of emotion. I might have brought out as an +example the self-denying love of animal-mothers as well. But I see +that I have started on a tedious matter. Better let's drop it." + +"No, you finish," protested Lichonin. "I feel that you have a +massive thought." + +"And a very simple one. The other day a professor asked me if I am +not observing the life here with some literary aims. And all I +wanted to say was, that I can see, but precisely can not observe. +Here I have given you Simeon and the bawd for example. I do not +know myself why, but I feel that in them lurks some terrible, +insuperable actuality of life, but either to tell it, or to show +it, I can not. Here is necessary the great ability to take some +picayune trifle, an insignificant, paltry little stroke, and then +will result a dreadful truth, from which the reader, aghast, will +forget that his mouth is agape. People seek the terrible in words, +in cries, in gestures. Well, now, for example, I am reading a +description of some pogrom or of a slaughter in jail, or of a riot +being put down. Of course, the policemen are described, these +servants of arbitrariness, these lifeguards of +contemporaneousness, striding up to their knees in blood, or how +else do they write in such cases? Of course, it is revolting and +it hurts, and is disgusting, but all this is felt by the mind, and +not the heart. But here I am walking along Lebyazhia Street, and +see that a crowd has collected, a girl of five years in the +centre--she has lagged behind the mother and has strayed, or it +may be that the mother had abandoned her. And before the girl, +squatting down on his heels, is a roundsman. He is interrogating +her, how she is called, and where is she from, and how do they +call papa, and how do they call mamma. He has broken out into +sweat, the poor fellow, from the effort, the cap is at the back of +his neck, the whiskered face is such a kindly and woeful and +helpless one, while the voice is gentle, so gentle. At last, what +do you think? As the girl has become all excited, and has already +grown hoarse from tears, and is shy of everybody--he, this same +'roundsman on the beat,' stretches out two of his black, calloused +fingers, the index and the little, and begins to imitate a nanny +goat for the girl and reciting an appropriate nursery rhyme! ... +And so, when I looked upon this charming scene and thought that +half an hour later at the station house this same patrolman will +be beating with his feet the face and chest of a man whom he had +not till that time seen once, and whose crime he is entirely +ignorant of--then--you understand!--I began to feel inexpressibly +eerie and sad. Not with the mind, but the heart. Such a devilish +muddle is this life. Shall we drink some cognac, Lichonin?" + +"What do you say to calling each other thou?" suddenly proposed +Lichonin. + +"All right. Only, really, without any of this business of kissing, +now. Here's to your health, old man ... Or here is another +instance ... I read a certain French classic, describing the +thoughts and sensations of a man condemned to capital punishment. +He describes it all sonorously, powerfully, brilliantly, but I +read and ... well, there is no impression of any sort; neither +emotion nor indignation--just ENNUI. But then, within the last few +days I come across a brief newspaper notice of a murderer's +execution somewhere in France. The Procureur, who was present at +the last toilet of the criminal, sees that he is putting on his +shoes on his bare feet, and--the blockhead!--reminds him: 'What +about the socks?' But the other gives him a look and says, sort of +thoughtfully: 'Is it worth while?' Do you understand, these two +remarks, so very short, struck me like a blow on the skull! At +once all the horror and all the stupidity of unnatural death were +revealed to me ... Or here is something else about death ... A +certain friend of mine died, a captain in the infantry--a +drunkard, a vagabond, and the finest soul in the world. For some +reason we called him the Electrical Captain. I was in the +vicinity, and it fell to me to dress him for the last parade. I +took his uniform and began to attach the epaulettes to it. There's +a cord, you know, that's drawn through the shank of the epaulette +buttons, and after that the two ends of this cord are shoved +through two little holes under the collar, and on the inside--the +lining--are tied together. Well, I go through all this business, +and tie the cord with a slipknot, and, you know, the loop won't +come out, nohow--either it's too loosely tied, or else one end's +too short. I am fussing over this nonsense, and suddenly into my +head comes the most astonishingly simple thought, that it's far +simpler and quicker to tie it in a knot--for after all, it's all +the same, NO ONE IS GOING TO UNTIE IT. And immediately I felt +death with all my being. Until that time I had seen the captain's +eyes, grown glassy, had felt his cold forehead, and still somehow +had not sensed death to the full, but I thought of the knot--and I +was all transpierced, and the simple and sad realization of the +irrevocable, inevitable perishing of all our words, deeds, and +sensations, of the perishing of all the apparent world, seemed to +bow me down to the earth ... And I could bring forward a hundred +such small but staggering trifles ... Even, say, about what people +experienced in the war ... But I want to lead my thought up to one +thing. We all pass by these characteristic trifles indifferently, +like the blind, as though not seeing them scattered about under +our feet. But an artist will come, and he will look over them +carefully, and he will pick them up. And suddenly he will so +skillfully turn in the sun a minute bit of life that we shall all +cry out: 'Oh, my God! But I myself--myself--have seen this with my +own eyes. Only it simply did not enter my head to turn my close +attention upon it.' But our Russian artists of the word--the most +conscientious and sincere artists in the whole world--for some +reason have up to this time passed over prostitution and the +brothel. Why? Really, it is difficult for me to answer that. +Perhaps because of squeamishness, perhaps because of +pusillanimity, out of fear of being signalized as a pornographic +writer; finally, from the apprehension that our gossiping +criticism will identify the artistic work of the writer with his +personal life and will start rummaging in his dirty linen. Or +perhaps they can find neither the time, nor the self-denial, nor +the self-possession to plunge in head first into this life and to +watch it right up close, without prejudice, without sonorous +phrases, without a sheepish pity, in all its monstrous simplicity +and every-day activity. Oh, what a tremendous, staggering and +truthful book would result!" + +"But they do write!" unwillingly remarked Ramses. + +"They do write," wearily repeated Platonov in the same tone as he. +"But it is all either a lie, or theatrical effects for children of +tender years, or else a cunning symbolism, comprehensible only to +the sages of the future. But the life itself no one as yet has +touched. One big writer--a man with a crystal-pure soul and a +remarkable talent for delineation--once approached this theme, +[Footnote: The reference here is most probably to Chekhov.-- +TRANS.] and then all that could catch the eye of an outsider was +reflected in his soul, as in a wondrous mirror. But he could not +decide to lie to and to frighten people. He only looked upon the +coarse hair of the porter, like that of a dog, and reflected: +'But, surely, even he had a mother.' He passed with his wise, +exact gaze over the faces of the prostitutes and impressed them on +his mind. But that which he did not know he did not dare to write. +It is remarkable, that this same writer, enchanting with his +honesty and truthfulness, has looked at the moujik as well, more +than once. But he sensed that both the tongue and the turn of +mind, as well as the soul of the people, were for him dark and +incomprehensible ... And he, with an amazing tact, modestly went +around the soul of the people, but refracted all his fund of +splendid observation through the eyes of townsfolk. I have brought +this up purposely. With us, you see, they write about detectives, +about lawyers, about inspectors of the revenue, about pedagogues, +about attorneys, about the police, about officers, about sensual +ladies, about engineers, about baritones--and really, by God, +altogether well--cleverly, with finesse and talent. But, after +all, all these people, are rubbish, and their life is not life but +some sort of conjured up, spectral, unnecessary delirium of world +culture. But there are two singular realities--ancient as humanity +itself: the prostitute and the moujik. And about them we know +nothing save some tinsel, gingerbread, debauched depictions in +literature. I ask you: what has Russian literature extracted out +of all the nightmare of prostitution? Sonechka Marmeladova alone. +[Footnote: The heroine of Dostoievsky's "Crime and Punishment." +--Trans.] What has it given us about the moujik save odious, false, +nationalistic pastorals? One, altogether but one, but then, in +truth, the greatest work in all the world--a staggering tragedy, +the truthfulness of which takes the breath away and makes the hair +stand on end. You know what I am speaking of ..." + +"'The little claw is sunk in...'" [Footnote: "The little claw is +sunk in, the whole bird is bound to perish"--a folk proverb used +by Tolstoi as a sub-title to his "The Power of Darkness."--Trans.] +quietly prompted Lichonin. + +"Yes," answered the reporter, and looked kindly at the student +with gratefulness. + +"But as regards Sonechka--why, this is an abstract type," remarked +Yarchenko with assurance. "A psychological scheme, so to speak +..." + +Platonov, who up to now had been speaking as though unwillingly, +at a slow rate, suddenly grew heated: + +"A hundred times have I heard this opinion, a hundred times! And +it is entirely an untruth. Underneath the coarse and obscene +profession, underneath the foulest oaths--about one's mother-- +underneath the drunken, hideous exterior--Sonechka Marmeladova +still lives! The fate of the Russian prostitute--oh, what a +tragic, piteous, bloody, ludicrous and stupid path it is! Here +everything has been juxtaposed: the Russian God, Russian breadth +and unconcern, Russian despair in a fall, Russian lack of culture, +Russian naivete, Russian patience, Russian shamelessness. Why, all +of them, whom you take into bedrooms,--look upon them, look upon +them well,--why, they are all children; why, each of them is but +eleven years old. Fate has thrust them upon prostitution and since +then they live in some sort of a strange, fairy-like, toy +existence, without developing, without being enriched by +experience, naive, trusting, capricious, not knowing what they +will say and do half an hour later--altogether like children. This +radiant and ludicrous childishness I have seen in the very oldest +wenches, fallen as low as low can be, broken-winded and crippled +like a cabby's nags. And never does this impotent pity, this +useless commiseration toward human suffering die within them ... +For example ..." + +Platonov looked over all the persons sitting with a slow gaze, and +suddenly, waving his hand despondently, said in a tired voice: + +"However ... The devil take it all! To-day I have spoken enough +for ten years ... And all of it to no purpose." + +"But really, Sergei Ivanich, why shouldn't you try to describe all +this yourself?" asked Yarchenko. "Your attention is so vitally +concentrated on this question." + +"I did try!" answered Platonov with a cheerless smile. "But +nothing came of it. I started writing and at once became entangled +in various 'whats,' 'which's,' 'was's.' The epithets prove flat. +The words grow cold on the page. It's all a cud of some sort. Do +you know, Terekhov was here once, while passing through ... You +know ... The well-known one ... I came to him and started in +telling him lots and lots about the life here, which I do not tell +you for fear of boring you. I begged him to utilize my material. +He heard me out with great attention, and this is what he said, +literally: 'Don't get offended, Platonov, if I tell you that +there's almost not a single person of those I have met during my +life, who wouldn't thrust themes for novels and stories upon me, +or teach me as to what ought to be written up. That material which +you have just communicated to me is truly unencompassable in its +significance and weightiness. But what shall I do with it? In +order to write a colossal book such as the one you have in mind, +the words of others do not suffice--even though they be the most +exact--even observations, made with a little note-book and a bit +of pencil, do not suffice. One must grow accustomed to this life, +without being cunningly wise, without any ulterior thoughts of +writing. Then a terrific book will result.' + +"His words discouraged me and at the same time gave me wings. +Since that time I believe, that now, not soon--after fifty years +or so--but there will come a writer of genius, and precisely a +Russian one, who will absorb within himself all the burdens and +all the abominations of this life and will cast them forth to us +in the form of simple, fine, and deathlessly-caustic images. And +we shall all say: 'Why, now, we, ourselves, have seen and known +all this, but we could not even suppose that this is so horrible!' +In this coming artist I believe with all my heart." + +"Amen!" said Lichonin seriously. "Let us drink to him." + +"But, honest to God," suddenly declared Little Manka, "If some one +would only write the truth about the way we live here, miserable +w--that we are..." + +There was a knock at the door, and at once Jennie entered in her +resplendent orange dress. + + + + + +CHAPTER X. + + +She greeted all the men without embarrassment, with the +independent bearing of the first personage in the house, and sat +down near Sergei Ivanich, behind his chair. She had just gotten +free from that same German in the uniform of the benevolent +organization, who early in the evening had made Little White Manka +his choice, but had afterwards changed her, at the recommendation +of the housekeeper, for Pasha. But the provoking and self-assured +beauty of Jennie must have smitten deeply his lecherous heart, +for, having prowled some three hours through certain beer +emporiums and restaurants, and having there gathered courage, he +had again returned into the house of Anna Markovna, had waited +until her time-guest--Karl Karlovich, from the optical store--had +gone away from Jennie, and had taken her into a room. + +To the silent question in Tamara's eyes Jennie made a wry face of +disgust, shivered with her back and nodded her head affirmatively. + +"He's gone... Brrr! ..." + +Platonov was looking at Jennie with extraordinary attentiveness. +He distinguished her from the rest of the girls and almost +respected her for her abrupt, refractory, and impudently mocking +character. And now, turning around occasionally, by her flaming, +splendid eyes, by the vividly and unevenly glowing unhealthy red +of her cheeks, by the much bitten parched lips, he felt that her +great, long ripening rancour was heavily surging within the girl +and suffocating her. And it was then that he thought (and +subsequently often recalled this) that he had never yet seen +Jennie so radiantly beautiful as on this night. He also noticed, +that all the men present in the private cabinet, with the +exception of Lichonin, were looking at her--some frankly, others +by stealth and as though in passing--with curiosity and furtive +desire. The beauty of this woman, together with the thought of her +altogether easy accessibility, at any minute, agitated their +imagination. + +"There's something working upon you, Jennie," said Platonov +quietly. + +Caressingly, she just barely drew her fingers over his arm. + +"Don't pay any attention. Just so ... our womanish affairs ... It +won't be interesting to you." + +But immediately, turning to Tamara, she passionately and rapidly +began saying something in an agreed jargon, which presented a wild +mixture out of the Hebrew, Tzigani and Roumanian tongues and the +cant words of thieves and horse-thieves. + +"Don't try to put anything over on the fly guy, the fly guy is +next," Tamara cut her short and with a smile indicated the +reporter with her eyes. + +Platonov had, in fact, understood. Jennie was telling with +indignation that during this day and night, thanks to the influx +of a cheap public, the unhappy Pashka had been taken into a room +more than ten times--and all by different men. Only just now she +had had a hysterical fit, ending in a faint. And now, scarcely +having brought Pashka back to consciousness and braced her up on +valerian drops in a glass of spirits, Emma Edwardovna had again +sent her into the drawing room. Jennie had attempted to take the +part of her comrade, but the house-keeper had cursed the +intercessor out and had threatened her with punishment. + +"What is it all about?" asked Yarchenko in perplexity, raising +high his eyebrows. + +"Don't trouble yourself ... nothing out of the way..." answered +Jennie in a still agitated voice. "Just so ... our little family +trifles ... Sergei Ivanich, may I have some of your wine?" + +She poured out half a glass for herself and drank the cognac off +at a draught, distending her thin nostrils wide. + +Platonov got up in silence and went toward the door. + +"It's not worth while, Sergei Ivanich. Drop it..." Jennie stopped +him. + +"Oh no, why not?" objected the reporter. "I shall do a very simple +and innocent thing, take Pasha here, and if need be--pay for her, +even. Let her lie down here for a while on the divan and rest, +even though a little ... Niura, run for a pillow quick!" + +Scarcely had the door shut behind his broad, ungainly figure in +its gray clothes, when Boris Sobashnikov at once commenced +speaking with a contemptuous bitterness: + +"Gentlemen, what the devil for have we dragged into our company +this peach off the street? We must needs tie up with all sorts of +riff-raff? The devil knows what he is--perhaps he's even a dinny? +Who can vouch for him? And you're always like that, Lichonin." + +"It isn't Lichonin but I who introduced him to everybody,"' said +Ramses. "I know him for a fully respectable person and a good +companion." + +"Eh! Nonsense! A good companion to drink at some one else's +expense. Why, don't you see for yourselves that this is the most +ordinary type of habitue attached to a brothel, and, most +probably, he is simply the pimp here, to whom a percentage is paid +for the entertainment into which he entices the visitors." + +"Leave off, Borya. It's foolish," remarked Yarchenko +reproachfully. + +But Borya could not leave off. He had an unfortunate peculiarity-- +intoxication acted neither upon his legs nor his tongue, but put +him in a morose, touchy frame of mind and egged him on into +quarrels. And Platonov had already for a long time irritated him +with his negligently sincere, assured and serious bearing, so +little suitable to the private cabinet of a brothel. But the +seeming indifference with which the reporter let pass the +malicious remarks which he interposed into the conversation +angered Sobashnikov still more. + +"And then, the tone in which he permits himself to speak in our +company!" Sobashnikov continued to seethe. "A certain aplomb, +condescension, a professorial tone ... The scurvy penny-a-liner! +The free-lunch grafter!" + +Jennie, who had all the time been looking intently at the student, +gaily and maliciously flashing with her sparkling dark eyes, +suddenly began to clap her hands. + +"That's the way! Bravo, little student! Bravo, bravo, bravo! ... +That's the way, give it to him good! ... Really, what sort of a +disgrace is this! When he'll come, now, I'll repeat everything to +him." + +"I--if you please! A--as much as you like!" Sobashnikov drawled +out like an actor, making superciliously squeamish creases about +his mouth. "I shall repeat the very same things myself." + +"There's a fine fellow, now,--I love you for that!" exclaimed +Jennie joyously and maliciously, striking her fist on the table. +"You can tell an owl at once by its flight, a good man by his +snot!" + +Little White Manya and Tamara looked at Jennie with wonder, but, +noting the evil little lights leaping in her eyes and her +nervously quivering nostrils, they both understood and smiled. + +Little White Manya, laughing, shook her head reproachfully. Jennie +always had such a face when her turbulent soul sensed that a +scandal was nearing which she herself had brought on. + +"Don't get your back up, Borinka," said Lichonin. "Here all are +equal." + +Niura came with a pillow and laid it down on the divan. + +"And what's that for?" Sobashnikov yelled at her. Git! take it +away at once. This isn't a lodging house." + +"Now, leave her be, honey. What's that to you?" retorted Jennie in +a sweet voice and hid the pillow behind Tamara's back. "Wait, +sweetie, I'd better sit with you for a while." + +She walked around the table, forced Boris to sit on a chair, and +herself got up on his knees. Twining his neck with her arm, she +pressed her lips to his mouth, so long and so vigorously that the +student caught his breath. Right up close to his eyes he saw the +eyes of the woman--strangely large, dark, luminous, indistinct and +unmoving. For a quarter of a second or so, for an instant, it +seemed to him that in these unliving eyes was impressed an +expression of keen, mad hate; and the chill of terror, some vague +premonition of an ominous, inevitable calamity flashed through the +student's brain. With difficulty tearing the supple arms of Jennie +away from him, and pushing her away, he said, laughing, having +turned red and breathing hard: + +"There's a temperament for you! Oh, you Messalina Paphnutievna! +... They call you Jennka, I think? You're a good-looking little +rascal." + +Platonov returned with Pasha. Pasha was pitiful and revolting to +look at. Her face was pale, with, a bluish cast as though the +blood had run off; the glazed, half-closed eyes were smiling with +a faint, idiotic smile; the parted lips seemed to resemble two +frayed, red, wet rags, and she walked with a sort of timid, +uncertain step, just as though with one foot she were making a +large step, and with the other a small one. She walked with +docility up to the divan and with docility laid her head down on +the pillow, without ceasing to smile faintly and insanely. Even at +a distance it was apparent that she was cold. + +"Pardon me, gentlemen, I am going to undress," said Lichonin, and +taking his coat off he threw it over the shoulders of the +prostitute. "Tamara, give her chocolate and wine." + +Boris Sobashnikov again stood up picturesquely in the corner, in a +leaning position, one leg in front of the other and his head held +high. Suddenly he spoke amid the general silence, addressing +Platonov directly, in a most foppish tone: + +"Eh ... Listen ... what's your name? ... This, then, must be your +mistress? Eh?" And with the tip of his boot he pointed in the +direction of the recumbent Pasha. + +"Wha-at?" asked Platonov in a drawl, knitting his eyebrows. + +"Or else you are her lover--it's all one ... What do they call +this duty here? Well, now, these same people for whom the women +embroider shirts and with whom they divide their honest earnings? +... Eh? ..." + +Platonov looked at him with a heavy, intent gaze through his +narrowed lids. + +"Listen," he said quietly, in a hoarse voice, slowly and +ponderously separating his words. "This isn't the first time that +you're trying to pick a quarrel with me. But, in the first place, +I see that despite your sober appearance you are exceedingly and +badly drunk; and, in the second place, I spare you for the sake of +your comrades. However, I warn you, that if you think of talking +that way to me again, take your eyeglasses off." + +"What's this stuff?" exclaimed Boris, raising his shoulders high +and snorting through his nose. "What eyeglasses? Why eyeglasses?" +But mechanically, with two extended fingers, he fixed the bow of +the PINCE-NEZ on the bridge of his nose. + +"Because I'm going to hit you, and the pieces may get in your +eye," said the reporter unconcernedly. + +Despite the unexpectedness of such a turn of the quarrel, nobody +started laughing. Only Little White Manka oh'd in astonishment and +clapped her hands. Jennie, with avid impatience, shifted her eyes +from one to the other. + +"Well, now! I'll give you change back myself so's you won't like +it!" roughly, altogether boyishly, cried out Sobashnikov. "Only +it's not worth while mussing one's hands with every ..." he wanted +to add a new invective, but decided not to, "with every ... And +besides, comrades, I do not intend to stay here any longer. I am +too well brought up to be hail-fellow-well-met with such persons." + +He rapidly and haughtily walked to the door. + +It was necessary for him to pass almost right up against Platonov, +who, out of the corner of his eye, animal-like, was watching his +every movement. For a moment in the mind of the student flashed a +desire to strike Platonov unexpectedly, from the side, and jump +away--the comrades would surely part them and not allow a fight. +But immediately, almost without looking at the reporter, with some +sort of deep, unconscious instinct, he saw and sensed those broad +hands, lying quietly on the table, that obdurately bowed head with +its broad forehead, and all the ungainly, alert, powerful body of +his foe, so neligently hunched up and spread out on the chair, but +ready at any second for a quick and terrific blow. And Sobashnikov +walked out into the corridor, loudly banging the door after him. + +"Good riddance to bad rubbish," said Jennie after him in a mocking +patter. "Tamarochka, pour me out some more cognac." + +But the lanky student Petrovsky got up from his place and +considered it necessary to defend Sobashnikov. + +"Just as you wish, gentlemen; this is a matter of your personal +view, but out of principle I go together with Boris. Let him be +not right and so on, we can express censure to him in our own +intimate company, but when an insult has been rendered our +comrade--I can't remain here. I am going away." + +"Oh, my God!" And Lichonin nervously and vexedly scratched his +temple. "Boris behaved himself all the time in the highest degree +vulgarly, rudely and foolishly. What sort of corporate honour do +you think this is? A collective walk-out from editorial offices, +from political meetings, from brothels. We aren't officers to +screen the foolishness of each comrade." + +"All the same, just as you wish, but I am going away out of a +sense of solidarity!" said Petrovsky importantly and walked out. + +"May the earth be as down upon you!" Jennie sent after him. + +But how tortuous and dark the ways of the human soul! Both of +them--Sobashnikov as well as Petrovsky--acted in their indignation +rather sincerely, but the first only half so, while the second +only a quarter in all. Sobashnikov, despite his intoxication and +wrath, still had knocking at the door of his mind the alluring +thought that now it would be more convenient and easier before his +comrades to call out Jennka on the quiet and to be alone with her. +While Petrovsky, with exactly the same aim, went after Sobashnikov +in order to make a loan of three roubles from him. In the general +drawing room they made things up between them, and after ten +minutes Zociya, the housekeeper, shoved in her little, squinting, +pink, cunning face through the half-open door of the private room. + +"Jennechka," she called, "go, they have brought your linen, go +count it. And you, Niura, the actor begs to come for just a +minute, to drink some champagne. He's with Henrietta and Big +Manya." + +The precipitate and incongruous quarrel of Platonov and +Sobashnikov long served as a subject of conversation. The +reporter, in cases like this, always felt shame, uneasiness, +regret and the torments of conscience. And despite the fact that +all those who remained were on his side, he was speaking with +weariness in his voice: + +"By God, gentlemen! I'll go away, best of all. Why should I +disrupt your circle? We were both at fault. I'll go away. Don't +bother about the bill. I've already paid Simeon, when I was going +after Pasha." + +Lichonin suddenly rumpled up his hair and stood up + +"Oh, no, the devil take it! I'll go and drag him here. Upon my +word of honour, they're both fine fellows--Boris as well as Vaska. +But they're young yet, and bark at their own tails. I'm going +after them, and I warrant that Boris will apologize." + +He went away, but came back after five minutes. + +"They repose," said he, sombrely, and made a hopeless gesture with +his hand. "Both of them." + + + + + +CHAPTER XI. + + +At this moment Simeon walked into the cabinet with a tray upon +which stood two goblets of a bubbling golden wine and lay a large +visiting card. + +"May I ask which of you here might be Mister Gavrila Petrovich +Yarchenko?" he said, looking over all those sitting. + +"I," responded Yarchenko. + +"If youse please. The actor gent sent this." + +Yarchenko took the visiting card and read aloud: + +Eumenii Poluectovich + +EGMONT--LAVRETZKI + +Dramatic Artist of Metropolitan Theatres + +"It's remarkable," said Volodya Pavlov, "that all the Russian +Garricks bear such queer names, on the style of Chrysantov, +Thetisov, Mamontov and Epimhakov." + +"And besides that, the best known of them must needs either speak +thickly, or lisp, or stammer," added the reporter. + +"Yes, but most remarkable of all is the fact that I do not at all +have the honour of knowing this artist of the metropolitan +theatres. However, there's something else written on the reverse +of this card. Judging by the handwriting, it was written by a man +greatly drunk and little lettered. + +"'I dreenk'--not drink, but dreenk," explained Yarchenko. "'I +dreenk to the health of the luminary of Russian science, Gavrila +Petrovich Yarchenko, whom I saw by chance when I was passing by +through the collidor. Would like to clink glasses together +personally. If you do not remember, recollect the National +Theatre, Poverty Is No Disgrace, and the humble artist who played +African.' "Yes, that's right," said Yarchenko. "Once, somehow, +they saddled me with the arrangement of this benefit performance +in the National Theatre. Also, there dimly glimmers some clean- +shaven haughty visage, but ... What shall it be, gentlemen?" + +Lichonin answered good-naturedly: + +"Why, drag him here. Perhaps he's funny." + +"And you?" the sub-professor turned to Platonov. + +"It's all the same to me. I know him slightly. At first he'll +shout: 'KELLNER, champagne!' then burst into tears about his wife, +who is an angel, then deliver a patriotic speech and finally raise +a row over the bill, but none too loudly. All in all he's +entertaining." + +"Let him come," said Volodya, from behind the shoulder of Katie, +who was sitting on his knees, swinging her legs. + +"And you, Veltman?" + +"What?" the student came to with a start. He was sitting on the +divan with his back to his companions, near the reclining Pasha, +bending over her, and already for a long time, with the +friendliest appearance of sympathy, had been stroking her, now on +the shoulder, now on the hair at the nape of the neck, while she +was smiling at him with her shyly shameless and senselessly +passionate smile through half-closed and trembling eyelashes. +"What? What's it all about? Oh yes,--is it all right to let the +actor in? I've nothing against it. Please do ..." + +Yarchenko sent an invitation through Simeon, and the actor came +and immediately commenced the usual actor's play. In the door he +paused, in his long frock coat, shining with its silk lapels, with +a glistening opera hat, which he held with his arm in the middle +of his chest, like an actor portraying in the theatre an elderly +worldly lion or a bank director. And approximately these persons +he was inwardly picturing to himself. + +"May I be permitted, gentlemen, to intrude into your intimate +company?" he asked in an unctuous, kindly voice, with a half-bow +done somewhat to one side. + +They asked him in, and he began to introduce himself. Shaking +hands, he stuck out his elbow forward and raised it so high that +the hand proved to be far lower. Now it was no longer a bank +director, but such a clever, splendid fellow, a sportsman and a +rake of the golden youths. But his face--with rumpled, wild +eyebrows and with denuded lids without lashes--was the vulgar, +harsh and low face of a typical alcoholic, libertine, and pettily +cruel man. Together with him came two of his ladies: Henrietta +the eldest girl in years in the establishment of Anna Markovna, +experienced, who had seen everything and had grown accustomed to +everything, like an old horse on the tether of a threshing +machine, the possessor of a thick bass, but still a handsome +woman; and Big Manka, or Manka the Crocodile. Henrietta since +still the preceding night had not parted from the actor, who had +taken her from the house to a hotel. + +Having seated himself alongside of Yarchenko, he straight off +began to play a new role--he became something on the order of an +old good soul of a landed proprietor, who had at one time been at +a university himself, and now can not look upon the students +without a quiet, fatherly emotion. + +"Believe me, gentlemen, that one's soul rests from all these +worldly squabbles in the midst of youth," he was saying, imparting +to his depraved and harsh face an actor-like, exaggerated and +improbable expression of being moved. "This faith in a high ideal, +these honest impulses! ... What can be loftier and purer than our +Russian students as a body? ... KELLNER! Chompa-a-agne!" he yelled +deafeningly all of a sudden, and dealt a heavy blow on the table +with his fist. + +Lichonin and Yarchenka did not wish to remain in debt to him. A +spree began. God knows in what manner Mishka the Singer and Nicky +the Book-keeper soon found themselves in the cabinet, and at once +began singing in their galloping voices: + + "They fe-e-e-el the tru-u-u-uth, + Come thou daw-aw-aw-awning quicker ..." + +There also appeared Roly-Poly, who had awakened. Letting his head +drop touchingly to one side and having made little narrowed, +lachrymose, sweet eyes in his wrinkled old face of a Don Quixote, +he was speaking in a persuasively begging tone: + +"Gentlemen students ... you ought to treat a little old man. I +love education, by God! ... Allow me!" + +Lichonin was glad to see everybody, but Yarchenko in the +beginning--until the champagne had mounted to his head--only +raised high his small, short eyebrows with a timorous, wondering +and naive air. It suddenly became crowded, smoky, noisy and close +in the cabinet. Simeon, with rattling, closed the blinds with +bolts on the outside. The women, just having gotten done with a +visit or in the interim between dances, walked into the room, sat +on somebody's knees, smoked, sang disjointedly, drank wine, kissed +and again went away, and again came. The clerks of Kereshkovsky, +offended because the damsels bestowed more attention upon the +cabinet than the drawing room, did start a row and tried to enter +into a provoking explanation with the students, but Simeon in a +moment quelled them with two or three authoritative words, thrown +out as though in passing. + +Niura came back from her room and a little later Petrovsky +followed her. Petrovsky with an extremely serious air declared +that he had been walking on the street all this time, thinking +over the incident which had taken place and in the end had come to +the conclusion that comrade Boris was in reality not in the right, +but that there also was a circumstance in extenuation of his +fault--intoxication. Also, Jennie came later, but alone-- +Sobashnikov had fallen asleep in her room. The actor proved to +have no end of talents. He very faithfully imitated the buzzing of +a fly which an intoxicated man is catching on a window-pane, and +the sounds of a saw; drolly performed, standing with his face in +the corner, the conversation of a nervous lady over the telephone; +imitated the singing of a phonograph record, and in the end, with +exceeding likeness to life, showed a little Persian lad with a +little trained monkey. Holding on with his hand to an imaginary +small chain and at the same time baring his teeth, squatting like +a monkey, winking his eyelids often, and scratching now his +posteriors, now the hair on his head, he sang through his nose, in +a monotonous and sad voice, distorting the words: + + "The i-young cissack to the war has went, + The i-young ladee underneath the fence lies + spraw-aw-ling. + AINA, AINA, AI-NA-NA-NA, AI-NA NA-NA-NA." + +In conclusion he took Little White Manka in his arms, wrapped her +up in the skirts of his frock and, stretching out his hand and +making a tearful face, began to nod his head, bent to one side, as +is done by little swarthy, dirty, oriental lads who roam over all +Russia in long, old, soldiers' overcoats, with bared chest of a +bronze colour, holding a coughing, moth-eaten little monkey in +their bosom. + +"And who may you be?" severely asked fat Kate, who knew and loved +this joke. + +"Me Serbian, lady-y-y," piteously moaned the actor through his +nose. "Give me somethin', lady-y-y." + +"And what do they call your little monkey?" + +"Matreshka-a-a ... Him 'ungry-y-y, lady ... him want eat..." + +"And have you got a passport?" + +"We Serbia-a-an. Gimme something lady-y-y..." + +The actor proved not superfluous on the whole. He created at once +a great deal of noise and raised the spirits of the company, which +were beginning to be depressing. And every minute he cried out in +a stentorian voice: + +"KELLNER! Chompa-a-agne!"--although Simeon, who was accustomed to +his manner paid very little attention to these cries. + +There began a truly Russian hubbub, noisy and senseless. The rosy, +flaxen-haired, pleasing Tolpygin was playing LA SEGUIDILLE from +CARMEN on the piano, while Roly-Poly was dancing a Kamarinsky +peasant dance to its tune. His narrow shoulders hunched up, +twisted all to one side, the fingers of his hanging hands widely +spread, he intricately hopped on one spot from one long, thin leg +to the other, then suddenly letting out a piercing grunt, would +throw himself upward and shout out in time to his wild dance: + + "Ugh! Dance on, Matthew, + Don't spare your boots, you! ..." + +"Eh, for one stunt like that a quartern of brandy isn't enough!" +he would add, shaking his long, graying hair. + +"They fee-ee-eel! the tru-u-u-uth!" roared the two friends, +raising with difficulty their underlids, grown heavy, beneath +dull, bleary eyes. + +The actor commenced to tell obscene anecdotes, pouring them out as +from a bag, and the women squealed from delight, bent in two from +laughter and threw themselves against the backs of their chairs. +Veltman, who had long been whispering with Pasha, inconspicuously, +in the hubbub, slipped out of the cabinet, while a few minutes +after him Pasha also went away, smiling with her quiet, insane and +bashful smile. + +But all of the remaining students as well, save Lichonin, one +after the other, some on the quiet, some under one pretext or +another, vanished from the cabinet and did not return for long +periods. Volodya Pavlov experienced a desire to look at the +dancing; Tolpygin's head began to ache badly, and he asked Tamara +to lead him somewhere where he might wash up; Petrovski, having +"touched" Lichonin for three roubles on the quiet, went out into +the corridor and only from there despatched the housekeeper Zociya +for Little White Manka. Even the prudent and fastidious Ramses +could not cope with that spicy feeling which to-day's strange, +vivid and unwholesome beauty of Jennie excited in him. It proved +that he had some important, undeferrable business this morning; it +was necessary to go home and snatch a bit of sleep if only for a +couple of hours. But, having told good-bye to his companions, he, +before going out of the cabinet, rapidly and with deep +significance pointed the door out to Jennie with his eyes. She +understood, slowly, scarcely perceptibly, lowered her eyelashes as +a sign of consent, and, when she again raised them, Platonov, who +almost without looking had seen this silent dialogue, was struck +by that expression of malice and menace in her eyes which she sped +the back of the departing Ramses. Having waited for five minutes +she got up, said "Excuse me, I'll be right back," and went out, +swinging her short orange skirt. + +"Well, now? Is it your turn, Lichonin?" asked the reporter +banteringly. + +"No, brother, you're mistaken!" said Lichonin and clacked his +tongue. "And I'm not doing it out of conviction or on principle, +either ... No! I, as an anarchist, proclaim the gospel that the +worse things are, the better ... But, fortunately, I am a gambler +and spend all my temperament on gaming; on that account simple +squeamishness speaks louder within me than this same unearthly +feeling. But it's amazing our thoughts coincided. I just wanted to +ask you about the same thing." + +"I--no. Sometimes, if I become very much tired out, I sleep here +over night. I take from Isaiah Savvich the key to his little room +and sleep on the divan. But all the girls here are already used to +the fact that I am a being of the third sex." + +"And really ... never? ..." + +"Never." + +"Well, what's right is right!" exclaimed Nhira. "Sergei Ivanich is +like a holy hermit." + +"Previously, some five years ago, I experienced this also," +continued Platonov. "But, do you know, it's really too tedious and +disgusting. Something on the nature of these flies which the actor +gentleman just represented. They're stuck together on the window +sill, and then in some sort of fool wonder scratch their backs +with their little hind legs and fly apart forever. And to play at +love here? ... Well, for that I'm no hero out of their sort of +novel. I'm not handsome, am shy with women, uneasy, and polite. +While here they thirst for savage passions, bloody jealousy, +tears, poisonings, beatings, sacrifices,--in a word, hysterical +romanticism. And it's easy to understand why. The heart of woman +always wants love, while they are told of love every day with +various sour, drooling words. Involuntarily one wants pepper in +one's love. One no longer wants words of passion, but tragically- +passionate deeds. And for that reason thieves, murderers, +souteners and other riff-raff will always be their lovers." + +"And most important of all," added Platonov, "that would at once +spoil for me all the friendly relations which have been so well +built up." + +"Enough of joking!" incredulously retorted Lichonin. "Then what +compels you to pass days and nights here? Were you a writer--it +would be a different matter. It's easy to find an explanation; +well, you're gathering types or something ... observing life ... +After the manner of that German professor who lived for three +years with monkeys, in order to study closely their language and +manners. But you yourself said that you don't indulge in writing?" + +"It isn't that I don't indulge, but I simply don't know how--I +can't." + +"We'll write that down. Now let's suppose another thing--that you +come here as an apostle of a better, honest life, in the nature of +a, now, saviour of perishing souls. You know, as in the dawn of +Christianity certain holy fathers instead of standing on a column +for thirty years or living in a cave in the woods, went to the +market places, into houses of mirth, to the harlots and +scaramuchios. But you aren't inclined that way." + +"I'm not." + +"Then why, the devil take it, do you hang around here? I can see +very well that a great deal here is revolting and oppressive and +painful to your own self. For example, this fool quarrel with +Boris or this flunky who beats a woman, and--, in general, the +constant contemplation of every kind of filth, lust, bestiality, +vulgarity, drunkenness. Well, now, since you say so--I believe +that you don't give yourself up to lechery. But then, still more +incomprehensible to me is your MODUS VIVENDI, to express myself in +the style of leading articles." + +The reporter did not answer at once: + +"You see," he began speaking slowly, with pauses, as though for +the first time lending ear to his thoughts and weighing them. "You +see, I'm attracted and interested in this life by its ... how +shall I express it? ... its fearful, stark truth. Do you +understand, it's as though all the conventional coverings were +ripped off it. There is no falsehood, no hypocrisy, no +sanctimoniousness, there are no compromises of any sort, neither +with public opinion, nor with the importunate authority of our +forefathers, nor with one's own conscience. No illusions of any +kind, nor any kind of embellishments! Here she is--'I! A public +woman, a common vessel, a cloaca for the drainage of the city's +surplus lust. Come to me any one who wills--thou shalt meet no +denial, therein is my service. But for a second of this sensuality +in haste--thou shalt pay in money, revulsion, disease and +ignominy.' And that is all. There is not a single phase of human +life where the basic main truth should shine with such a +monstrous, hideous, stark clearness, without any shade of human +prevarication or self-whitewashing." + +"Oh, I don't know! These women lie like the very devil. You just +go and talk with her a bit about her first fall. She'll spin you +such a yarn!" + +"Well, don't you ask then. What business is that of yours? But +even if they do lie, they lie altogether like children. But then, +you know yourself that children are the foremost, the most +charming fibsters, and at the same time the sincerest people on +earth. And it's remarkable, that both they and the others--that +is, both prostitutes and children--lie only to us--men--and grown- +ups. Among themselves they don't lie--they only inspiredly +improvise. But they lie to us because we ourselves demand this of +them, because we clamber into their souls, altogether foreign to +us, with our stupid tactics and questionings, because they regard +us in secret as great fools and senseless dissemblers. But if you +like, I shall right now count off on my fingers all the occasions +when a prostitute is sure to lie, and you yourself will be +convinced that man incites her to lying." + +"Well, well, we shall see." "First: she paints herself +mercilessly, at times even in detriment to herself. Why? Because +every pimply military cadet, who is so distressed by his sexual +maturity that he grows stupid in the spring, like a wood-cock on a +drumming-log; or some sorry petty government clerk or other from +the department of the parish, the husband of a pregnant woman and +the father of nine infants--why, they both come here not at all +with the prudent and simple purpose of leaving here the surplus of +their passion. He, the good for nothing, has come to enjoy +himself; he needs beauty, d'you see--aesthete that he is! But all +these girls, these daughters of the simple, unpretentious, great +Russian people--how do they regard aesthetics? 'What's sweet, +that's tasty; what's red, that's handsome.' And so, there you are, +receive, if you please, a beauty of antimony, white lead and +rouge. + +"That's one. Secondly, his desire for beauty isn't enough for this +resplendent cavalier--no, he must in addition be served with a +similitude of love, so that from his caresses there should kindle +in the woman this same 'fa-hire of in-sane pahass-ssion!' which is +sung about In idiotical ballads. Ah! Then THAT is what you want? +There y'are! And the woman lies to him with countenance, voice, +sighs, moans, movements of the body. And even he himself in the +depths of his soul knows about this professional deception, but-- +go along with you!--still deceives himself: 'Ah, what a handsome +man I am! Ah, how the women love me! Ah, into what an ecstasy I +bring them ...' You know, there are cases when a man with the most +desperate brazenness, in the most unlikely manner, is flattered to +his face, and he himself sees and knows it very plainly, but--the +devil take it!--despite everything a delightful feeling of some +sort lubricates his soul. And so here. Query: whose is the +initiative in the lie? + +"And here's a third point for you, Lichonin. You prompted it +yourself. They lie most of all when they are asked: 'How did you +come to such a life?' But what right have you to ask her about +that, may the devil take you! For she does not push her way into +your intimate life? She doesn't interest herself with your first, +'holy' love or the virtue of your sisters and your bride. Aha! You +pay money? Splendid! The bawd and the bouncer, and the police, and +medicine, and the city government, watch over your interests. +Polite and seemly conduct on the part of the prostitute hired by +you for love is guaranteed you, and your personality is immune ... +even though in the most direct sense, in the sense of a slap in +the face, which you, of course, deserve through your aimless, and +perhaps tormenting interrogations. But you desire truth as well +for your money? Well, that you are never to discount and to +control. They will tell you just such a conventionalized history +as you--yourself a man of conventionality and a vulgarian--will +digest easiest of all. Because by itself life is either +exceedingly humdrum and tedious to you, or else as exceedingly +improbable as only life can be improbable. And so you have the +eternal mediocre history about an officer, about a shop clerk, +about a baby and a superannuated father, who there, in the +provinces, bewails his strayed daughter and implores her to return +home. But mark you, Lichonin, all that I'm saying doesn't apply to +you; in you, upon my word of honour, I sense a sincere and great +soul ... Let's drink to your health?" + +They drank. + +"Shall I speak on?" continued Platonov undecidedly. + +"Are you bored?" + +"No, no, I beg of you, speak on." + +"They also lie, and lie especially innocently, to those who preen +themselves before them on political hobby horses. Here they agree +with anything you want. I shall tell her to-day: Away with the +modern bourgeois order! Let us destroy with bombs and daggers the +capitalists, landed proprietors, and the bureaucracy! She'll +warmly agree with me. But to-morrow the hanger-on Nozdrunov will +yell that it's necessary to string up all the socialists, to beat +up all the students and massacre all the sheenies, who partake of +communion in Christian blood. And she'll gleefully agree with him +as well. But if in addition to that you'll also inflame her +imagination, make her fall in love with yourself, then she'll go +with you everywhere you may wish--on a pogrom, on a barricade, on +a theft, on a murder. But then, children also are yielding. And +they, by God, are children, my dear Lichonin... + +"At fourteen years she was seduced, and at sixteen she became a +patent prostitute, with a yellow ticket and a venereal disease. +And here is all her life, surrounded and fenced off from the +universe with a sort of a bizarre, impenetrable and dead wall. +Turn your attention to her everyday vocabulary--thirty or forty +words, no more--altogether as with a baby or a savage: to eat, to +drink, to sleep, man, bed, the madam, rouble, lover, doctor, +hospital, linen, policeman--and that's all. And so her mental +development, her experience, her interests, remain on an infantile +plane until her very death, exactly as in the case of a gray and +naive lady teacher who has not crossed over the threshold of a +female institute since she was ten, as in the case of a nun given +as a child into a convent. In a word, picture to yourself a tree +of a genuinely great species, but raised in a glass bell, in a jar +from jam. And precisely to this childish phase of their existence +do I attribute their compulsory lying--so innocent, purposeless +and habitual ... But then, how fearful, stark, unadorned with +anything the frank truth in this business-like dickering about the +price of a night; in these ten men in an evening; in these printed +rules, issued by the city fathers, about the use of a solution of +boric acid and about maintaining one's self in cleanliness; in the +weekly doctors' inspections; in the nasty diseases, which are +looked upon as lightly and facetiously, just as simply and without +suffering, as a cold would be; in the deep revulsion of these +women to men--so deep, that they all, without conception, +compensate for it in the Lesbian manner and do not even in the +least conceal it. All their incongruous life is here, on the palm +of my hand, with all its cynicism, monstrous and coarse injustice; +but there is in it none of that falsehood and that hypocrisy +before people and before one's self, which enmesh all humanity +from top to bottom. Consider, my dear Lichonin, how much nagging, +drawn out, disgusting deception, how much hate, there is in any +marital cohabitation in ninety-nine cases out of a hundred. How +much blind, merciless cruelty--precisely not animal, but human, +reasoned, far-sighted, calculated cruelty--there is in the sacred +maternal instinct--and behold, with what tender colours this +instinct is adorned! Then what about all these unnecessary, tom- +fool professions, invented by cultured man for the safeguarding of +my nest, my bit of meat, my woman, my child, these different +overseers, controllers, inspectors, judges, attorneys, jailers, +advocates, chiefs, bureaucrats, generals, soldiers, and hundreds +of thousands of titles more. They all subserve human greed, +cowardice, viciousness, servility, legitimised sensuality, +laziness-beggarliness!--yes, that is the real word!--human +beggarliness. But what magnificent words we have! The altar of the +fatherland, Christian compassion for our neighbor, progress, +sacred duty, sacred property, holy love. Ugh! I do not believe in +a single fine word now, and I am nauseated to infinity with these +petty liars, these cowards and gluttons! Beggar women! ... Man is +born for great joy, for ceaseless creation, in which he is God; +for a broad, free love, unhindered by anything,--love for +everything: for a tree, for the sky, for man, for a dog, for the +dear, benign, beautiful earth,--oh, especially for the earth with +its beatific motherhood, with its mornings and nights, with its +magnificent everyday miracles. But man has lied himself out so, +has become such an importunate beggar, and has sunk so low! ... +Ah, Lichonin, but I am weary!" + +"I, as an anarchist, partly understand you," said Lichonin +thoughtfully. It was as though he heard and yet did not hear the +reporter. Some thought was with difficulty, for the first time, +being born in his mind. "But one thing I can not comprehend. If +humanity has become so malodorous to you, then how do you stand-- +and for so long, too,--all this,--" Lichonin took in the whole +table with a circular motion of his hand,--"the basest thing that +mankind could invent?" + +"Well, I don't even know myself," said Platonov with artlessness. +"You see, I am a vagabond, and am passionately in love with life. +I have been a turner, a compositor; I have sown and sold tobacco-- +the cheap Silver Makhorka kind--have sailed as a stoker on the +Azov Sea, have been a fisherman on the Black--on the Dubinin +fisheries; I have loaded watermelons and bricks on the Dnieper, +have ridden with a circus, have been an actor--I can't even recall +everything. And never did need drive me. No, only an immeasurable +thirst for life and an insupportable curiosity. By God, I would +like for a few days to become a horse, a plant, or a fish, or to +be a woman and experience childbirth; I would like to live with +the inner life, and to look upon the universe with the eyes of +every human being I meet. And so I wander care-free over towns and +hamlets, bound by nothing; know and love tens of trades and +joyously float wherever it suits fate to set my sail... And so it +was that I came upon the brothel, and the more I look at it, the +more there grows within me alarm, incomprehension, and very great +anger. But even this will soon be at an end. When things get well +into autumn--away again! I'll get into a rail-rolling mill. I've a +certain friend, he'll manage it ... Wait, wait, Lichonin ... +Listen to the actor ... That's the third act." + +Egmont-Lavretzki, who until this had been very successfully +imitating now a shoat which is being put into a bag, now the +altercation of a cat with a dog, was beginning little by little to +wilt and droop. Upon him was already advancing the stage of self- +revelation, next in order, in the paroxysm of which he several +times attempted to kiss Yarchenko's hand. His lids had become red; +around the shaven, prickly lips had deepened the tearful wrinkles +that gave him an appearance of weeping; and it could be heard by +his voice that his nose and throat were already overflowing with +tears. + +"I serve in a farce!" he was saying, smiting himself on the breast +with his fist. "I disport myself in striped trunks for the sport +of the sated mob! I have put out my torch, have hid my talent in +the earth, like the slothful servant! But fo-ormerly!" he began to +bray tragically, "Fo-ormerly-y-y! Ask in Novocherkassk, ask in +Tvier, in Ustejne, in Zvenigorodok, in Krijopole. [Footnote: All +provincial towns.--Trans.] What a Zhadov and Belugin I was! How I +played Max! What a figure I created of Veltishchev--that was my +crowning ro-ole ... Nadin-Perekopski was beginning with me at +Sumbekov's! With Nikiphorov-Pavlenko did I serve. Who made the +name for Legunov-Pochainin? I! But no-ow ..." + +He sniveled, and sought to kiss the sub-professor. + +"Yes! Despise me, brand me, ye honest folk. I play the tom-fool. +I drink ... I have sold and spilt the sacred ointment! I sit in a +dive with vendable merchandise. While my wife ... she is a saint, +and pure, my little dove! ... Oh, if she knew, if she only knew! +she works hard, she runs a modiste's shop; her fingers--the +fingers of an angel--are pricked with the needle, but I! Oh, +sainted woman! And I--the scoundrel!--whom do I exchange thee for! +Oh, horror!" The actor seized his hair. "Professor, let me, I'll +kiss your scholarly hand. You alone understand me. Let us go, I'll +introduce you, you'll see what an angel this is! ... She awaits +me, she does not sleep nights, she folds the tiny hands of my +little ones and together with them whispers: 'Lord, save and +preserve papa.'" + +"You're lying about it all, you ham!" said the drunken Little +White Manka suddenly, looking with hatred upon Egmont-Lavretzki. +"She isn't whispering anything, but most peacefully sleeping with +a man in your bed." + +"Be still, you w--!" vociferated the actor beside himself; and +seizing a bottle by the neck raised it high over his head. "Hold +me, or else I'll brain this carrion. Don't you dare besmirch with +your foul tongue..." + +"My tongue isn't foul--I take communion," impudently replied the +woman. "But you, you fool, wear horns. You go traipsing around +with prostitutes yourself, and yet want your wife not to play you +false. And look where the dummy's found a place to slaver, till he +looks like he had reins in his mouth. And what did you mix the +children in for, you miserable papa you! Don't you roll your eyes +and gnash your teeth at me. You won't frighten me! W--yourself!" + +It required many efforts and much eloquence on the part of +Yarchenko in order to quiet the actor and Little White Manka, who +always after Benedictine ached for a row. The actor in the end +burst into copious and unbecoming tears and blew his nose, like an +old man; he grew weak, and Henrietta led him away to her room. + +Fatigue had already overcome everybody. The students, one after +another, returned from the bedrooms; and separately from them, +with an indifferent air, came their chance mistresses. And truly, +both these and the others resembled flies, males and females, just +flown apart on the window pane. They yawned, stretched, and for a +long time an involuntary expression of wearisomeness and aversion +did not leave their faces, pale from sleeplessness, unwholesomely +glossy. And when they, before going their ways, said good-bye to +each other, in their eyes twinkled some kind of an inimical +feeling, just as with the participants of one and the same filthy +and unnecessary crime. + +"Where are you going right now?" Lichonin asked the reporter in a +low voice. + +"Well, really, I don't know myself. I did want to spend the night +in the cabinet of Isaiah Savvich, but it's a pity to lose such a +splendid morning. I'm thinking of taking a bath, and then I'll get +on a steamer and ride to the Lipsky monastery to a certain +tippling black friar I know. But why?" + +"I would ask you to remain a little while and sit the others out. +I must have a very important word or two with you." + +"It's a go." + +Yarchenko was the last to go. He averred a headache and fatigue. +But scarcely had he gone out of the house when the reporter seized +Lichonin by the hand and quickly dragged him into the glass +vestibule of the entrance. + +"Look!" he said, pointing to the street. + +And through the orange glass of the little coloured window +Lichonin saw the sub-professor, who was ringing at Treppel's. +After a minute the door opened and Yarchenko disappeared through +it. + +"How did you find out?" asked Lichonin with astonishment. + +"A mere trifle! I saw his face, and saw his hands smoothing +Verka's tights. The others were less restrained. But this fellow +is bashful." + +"Well, now, let's go," said Lichonin. "I won't detain you long." + + + + + +CHAPTER XII. + + +Of the girls only two remained in the cabinet-Jennie, who had come +in her night blouse, and Liuba, who had long been sleeping under +cover of the conversation, curled up into a ball in the large +plush armchair. The fresh, freckled face of Liuba had taken on a +meek, almost childlike, expression, while the lips, just as they +had smiled in sleep, had preserved the light imprint of a radiant, +peaceful and tender smile. It was blue and biting in the cabinet +from the dense tobacco smoke; guttered, warty little streams had +congealed on the candles in the candelabras; the table, flooded +with coffee and wine, scattered all over with orange peels, seemed +hideous. + +Jennie was sitting on the divan, her knees clasped around with her +arms. And again was Platonov struck by the sombre fire in her deep +eyes, that seemed fallen in underneath the dark eyebrows, +formidably contracted downward, toward the bridge of the nose. + +"I'll put out the candles," said Lichonin. + +The morning half-light, watery and drowsy, filled the room through +the slits of the blinds. The extinguished wicks of the candles +smoked with faint streams. The tobacco smoke swirled in blue, +layered shrouds, but a ray of sunlight that had cut its way +through the heart-shaped hollow in a window shutter, transpierced +the cabinet obliquely with a joyous, golden sword of dust, and in +liquid, hot gold splashed upon the paper on the wall. + +"That's better," said Lichonin, sitting down. "The conversation +will be short, but ... the devil knows ... how to approach it." + +He looked at Jennie in abstraction. + +"Shall I go away, then?" said she indifferently. + +"No, you sit a while," the reporter answered for Lichonin. "She +won't be in the way," he turned to the student and slightly +smiled. "For the conversation will be about prostitution? Isn't +that so?" + +"Well, yes... sort of..." + +"Very well, then. You listen to her carefully. Her opinions happen +to be of an unusually cynical nature, but at times of exceeding +weight." + +Lichonin vigorously rubbed and kneaded his face with his palms, +then intertwined his fingers and nervously cracked them twice. It +was apparent that he was agitated and was himself constrained +about that which he was getting ready to say. + +"Oh, but isn't it all the same!" he suddenly exclaimed angrily. +"You were to-day speaking about these women ... I listened... +True, you haven't told me anything new. But-strangely-I, for some +reason, as though for the first time in my loose life, have looked +upon this question with open eyes... I ask you, what is +prostitution in the end? What is it? The extravagant delirium of +large cities, or an eternal historical phenomenon? Will it cease +some time? Or will it die only with the death of all mankind? Who +will answer me that?" + +Platonov was looking at him intently, narrowing his eyes slightly, +through habit. He wanted to know what main thought was inflicting +such sincere torture on Lichonin. + +"When it will cease, none will tell you. Perhaps when the +magnificent Utopias of the socialists and anarchists will +materialize, when the world will become everyone's and no one's, +when love will be absolutely free and subject only to its own +unlimited desires, while mankind will fuse into one happy family, +wherein will perish the distinction between mine and thine, and +there will come a paradise upon earth, and man will again become +naked, glorified and without sin. Perhaps it may be then..." + +"But now? Now?" asks Lichonin with growing agitation. "Shall I +look on, with my little hands folded? 'It's none of my affair?' +Tolerate it as an unavoidable evil? Put up with it, and wash my +hands of it? Shall I pronounce a benediction upon it?" + +"This evil is not unavoidable, but insuperable. But isn't it all +the same to you?" asked Platonov with cold wonder. "For you're an +anarchist, aren't you?" + +"What the devil kind of an anarchist am I! Well, yes, I am an +anarchist, because my reason, when I think of life, always leads +me logically to the anarchistic beginning. And I myself think in +theory: let men beat, deceive, and fleece men, like flocks of +sheep--let them!--violence will breed rancour sooner or later. Let +them violate the child, let them trample creative thought under +foot, let there be slavery, let there be prostitution, let them +thieve, mock, spill blood...Let them! The worse, the better, the +nearer the end. There is a great law, I think, the same for +inanimate objects as well as for all the tremendous and many- +millioned human life: the power of effort is equal to the power of +resistance. The worse, the better. Let evil and vindictiveness +accumulate in mankind, let them grow and ripen like a monstrous +abscess--an abscess the size of the whole terrestrial sphere. For +it will burst some time! And let there be terror and insufferable +pain. Let the pus deluge all the universe. But mankind will either +choke in it and perish, or, having gone through the illness, will +be regenerated to a new, beautiful life." + +Lichonin avidly drank off a cup of cold black coffee and continued +vehemently: + +"Yes. Just so do I and many others theorize, sitting in our rooms, +over tea with white bread and cooked sausage, when the value of +each separate human life is so-so, an infinitesimally small +numeral in a mathematical formula. But let me see a child abused, +and the red blood will rush to my head from rage. And when I look +and look upon the labour of a moujik or a labourer, I am thrown +into hysterics for shame at my algebraic calculations. There is-- +the devil take it!--there is something incongruous, altogether +illogical, but which at this time is stronger than human reason. +Take to-day, now ... Why do I feel at this minute as though I had +robbed a sleeping man or deceived a three-year-old child, or hit a +bound person? And why does it seem to me to-day that I myself am +guilty of the evil of prostitution--guilty in my silence, my +indifference, my indirect permission? What am I to do, Platonov!" +exclaimed the student with grief in his voice. + +Platonov kept silent, squinting at him with his little narrow +eyes. But Jennie unexpectedly said in a caustic tone: + +"Well, you do as one Englishwoman did ... A certain red-haired +clodhopper came to us here. She must have been important, because +she came with a whole retinue ... all some sort of officials ... +But before her had come the assistant of the commissioner, with +the precinct inspector Kerbesh. And the assistant directly +forewarned us, just like that: 'If you stiffs, and so on and so +on, will let out even one little rude word, or something, then I +won't leave one stone upon another of your establishment, while +I'll flog all the wenches soundly in the station-house and make +'em rot in jail!' Well, at last this galoot came. She gibbered and +she gibbered something in a foreign language, all the time pointed +to heaven with her hand, and then distributed a five-kopeck +Testament to every one of us and rode away. Now you ought to do +the same, dearie." + +Platonov burst into loud laughter. But seeing the naive and sad +face of Lichonin, who did not seem to understand, nor even suspect +mockery, he restrained his laughter and said seriously: + +"You won't accomplish anything, Lichonin. While there will be +property, there will also be poverty. While marriage exists, +prostitution also will not die. Do you know who will always +sustain and nourish prostitution? It is the so-called decent +people, the noble paterfamiliases, the irreproachable husbands, +the loving brothers. They will always find a seemly motive to +legitimize, normalize and put a wrapper all around paid +libertinage, because they know very well that otherwise it would +rush in a torrent into their bedrooms and nurseries. Prostitution +is for them a deflection of the sensuousness of others from their +personal, lawful alcove. And even the respectable paterfamilias +himself is not averse to indulge in a love debauch in secret. And +really, it is palling to have always the one and the same thing +the wife, the chambermaid, and the lady on the side. Man, as a +matter of fact, is a poly--and exceedingly so--a polygamous +animal. And to his rooster-like amatory instincts it will always +be sweet to unfold in such a magnificent nursery garden, A LA +Treppel's or Anna Markovna's. Oh, of course, a well-balanced +spouse or the happy father of six grown-up daughters will always +be clamouring about the horror of prostitution. He will even +arrange with the help of a lottery and an amateur entertainment a +society for the saving of fallen women, or an asylum in the name +of St. Magdalene. But the existence of prostitution he will bless +and sustain." + +"Magdalene asylums!" with quiet laughter, full of an ancient +hatred the ache of which had not yet healed, repeated Jennie. + +"Yes, I know that all these false measures undertaken are stuff +and a total mockery," cut in Lichonin. "But let me be ridiculous +and stupid, yet I do not wish to remain a commiserating spectator, +who sits on a warm ledge, gazes upon a conflagration, and is +saying all the time: 'Oh, my, but it's burning ... by God, it is +burning! Perhaps there are even people burning!'--but for his part +merely laments and slaps his thighs." + +"Well, now," said Platonov harshly, "would you take a child's +syringe and go to put out the fire with it?" + +"No!" heatedly exclaimed Lichonin ... "Perhaps--who knows?-- +perhaps I'll succeed in saving at least one living soul? It was +just this that I wanted to ask you about, Platonov, and you must +help me ... Only, I implore you, without jeers, without cooling +off ..." + +"You want to take a girl out of here? To save her?" asked +Platonov, looking at him attentively. He now understood the drift +of this entire conversation. + +"Yes ... I don't know ... I'll try ..." answered Lichonin +uncertainly. + +"She'll come back," said Platonov. + +"She will," Jennie repeated with conviction. + +Lichonin walked up to her, took her by the hands and began to +speak in a trembling whisper: + +"Jennechka ... Perhaps you ... eh? For I don't call you as a +mistress ... but a friend ... It's all a trifle, half a year of +rest ... and then we'll master some trade or other ... we'll +read..." + +Jennie snatched her hands out of his with vexation. + +"Oh, into a bog with you!" she almost slouted. "I know you! Want +me to darn socks for you? Cook on a kerosene stove? Pass nights +without sleeping on account of you when you'll be chitter- +chattering with your short-haired friends? But when you get to be +a doctor or a lawyer, or a government clerk, then it's me will get +a knee in the back: 'Out on the street with you, now, you public +hide, you've ruined my young life. I want to marry a decent girl, +pure, and innocent! ..." + +"I meant it as a brother ... I meant it without that ..." mumbled +Lichonin in confusion. + +"I know that kind of brothers. Until the first night ... Leave off +and don't talk nonsense to me! It makes me tired to listen to it!" + +"Wait, Lichonin!" began the reporter seriously. "Why, you will +pile a load beyond your strength upon yourself as well. I've known +idealists, among the populists, who married peasant girls out of +principle. This is just the way they thought--nature, black-loam, +untapped forces. ... But this black-loam after a year turned into +the fattest of women, who lies the whole day in bed and chews +cookies, or studs her fingers with penny rings, spreads them out +and admires them. Or else sits in the kitchen, drinks sweet liquor +with the coachman and carries on a natural romance with him. Look +out, here it will be worse!" + +All three became silent. Lichonin was pale and was wiping his +moist forehead with a handkerchief. + +"No, the devil take it!" he cried out suddenly with obstinacy. "I +don't believe you! I don't want to believe! Liuba" he called +loudly the girl who had fallen asleep. "Liubochka!" + +The girl awoke, passed her palm over her lips, first to one side, +then the other, yawned, and smiled, in a funny, child-like manner. + +"I wasn't sleeping, I heard everything," she said. "I only dozed +off for a teeny-weeny bit." + +"Liuba, do you want to go away from here with me?" asked Lichonin +and took her by the hand. "But entirely, forever, to go away so's +never to return either to a brothel or the street?" + +Liuba questioningly, with perplexity, looked at Jennie, as though +seeking from her an explanation of this jest. + +"That's enough for you," she said slyly. "You're still studying +yourself. Where do you come in, then, to take a girl and set her +up?" + +"Not to set you up, Liuba ... I simply want to help you ... For it +isn't very sweet for you in a brothel, is it now!" + +"Naturally, it isn't all sugar! If I was as proud as Jennechka, or +so enticing like Pasha ... but I won't get used to things here for +anything ..." + +"Well, then, let's go, let's go! ..." entreated Lichonin. "Surely, +you know some manual work--well, now, sewing something, +embroidering, cutting?" + +"I don't know anything!" answered Liuba bashfully and started +laughing and turned red, covering her mouth with the elbow of her +free arm. "What's asked of us in the village, that I know, but +anything more I don't know. I can cook a little ... I lived at the +priest's--cooked for him." + +"That's splendid! That's excellent!" Lichonin grew joyous. "I will +assist you, you'll open a dining room ... A cheap dining room, you +understand ... I'll advertise it for you ... The students will +come! That's magnificent! ..." + +"That's enough of making fun of me!" retorted Liuba, a bit +offended, and again looked askance and questioningly at Jennie. + +"He's not joking," answered Jennie with a voice which quavered +strangely. "He's in earnest, seriously." + +"Here's my word of honour that I'm serious! Honest to God, +now!" the student caught her up with warmth and for some reason +even made the sign of the cross in the direction of the empty +corner. + +"And really," said Jennie, "take Liubka. That's not the same thing +as taking me. I'm like an old dragoon's nag, and used to it. You +can't make me over, neither with hay nor a stick. But Liubka is a +simple girl and a kind one. And she hasn't grown used to our life +yet. What are you popping your eyes out at me for, you ninny? +Answer when you're asked. Well? Do you want to or don't you want +to?" + +"And why not? If they ain't laughing, but for real ... And you, +Jennechka, what would you advise me ..." + +"Oh, you're such wood!" Jennie grew angry. "What's better +according to you--to rot on straw with a nose fallen through? To +croak under the fence like a dog? Or to turn honest? Fool! You +ought to kiss his hands; but no, you're getting particular." + +The naive Liuba did, in fact, extend her lips toward Lichonin's +hand, and this movement made everybody laugh, and touched them +just the least trifle. + +"And that's very good! It's like magic!" bustled the overjoyed +Lichonin. "Go and notify the proprietress at once that you're +going away from here forever. And take the most necessary things; +it isn't as it used to be; now a girl can go away from a brothel +whenever she wants to." + +"No, it can't be done that way," Jennie stopped him; "she can go +away, that's so, but you'll have no end of unpleasantness and +hullabaloo. Here's what you do, student. You won't regret ten +roubles?" + +"Of course, of course ... if you please." + +"Let Liuba tell the housekeeper that you're taking her to your +rooms for to-day. That's the fixed rate--ten roubles. And +afterwards, well, even to-morrow--come after the ticket and +things. That's nothing; we'll work this thing roundly. And after +that you must go to the police with her ticket and declare, that +Liubka So-and-so has hired herself to you as chambermaid, and that +you desire to exchange her blank for a real passport. Well, +Liubka, lively! Take the money and march. And, look out, be as +quick as possible with the housekeeper, or else she, the bitch, +will read it in your eyes. And also don't forget," she cried, now +after Liuba, "wipe the rouge off your puss, now. Or else the +drivers will be pointing their fingers at you." + +After half an hour Liuba and Lichonin were getting on a cab at the +entrance. Jennie and the reporter were standing on the sidewalk. + +"You're committing a great folly, Lichonin," Platonov was saying +listlessly, "but I honour and respect the fine impulse within you. +Here's the thought--and here's the deed. You're a brave and a +splendid fellow." + +"Here's to your commencement!" laughed Jennie. "Look out, don't +forget to send for me to the christening." + +"You won't see it, no matter how long you wait for it!" laughed +Lichonin, waving his cap about. + +They rode off. The reporter looked at Jennie, and with +astonishment saw tears in her softened eyes. + +"God grant it, God grant it," she was whispering. + +"What has been the matter with you to-day, Jennie?" he asked +kindly. "What? Are you oppressed? Can't I do anything?" + +She turned her back to him and leaned over the bent balustrade of +the stoop. + +"How shall I write to you, if need be?" she asked in a stifled +voice. + +"Why, it's simple. Editorial rooms of Echoes. So-and-so. They'll +pass it on to me pretty fast." + +"I ... I ... I ..." Jennie just began, but suddenly burst into +loud, passionate sobs and covered her face with her hands, "I'll +write you ..." + +And without taking her hands away from her face, her shoulders +quivering, she ran up the stoop and disappeared in the house, +loudly banging the door after her. + + + + + +PART TWO + + + + + +CHAPTER I. + + +Even to this day, after a lapse of ten years, the erstwhile +inhabitants of the Yamkas recall that year, abounding in unhappy, +foul, bloody events, which began with a series of trifling, small +affrays, but terminated in the administration's, one fine day, +taking and destroying completely the ancient, long-warmed nest of +legalized prostitution, which nest it had itself created-- +scattering its remains over the hospitals, jails and streets of +the big city. Even to this day a few of the former proprietresses +who have remained alive and have reached the limit of decrepitude, +and quondam housekeepers, fat and hoarse, like pug-dogs grown old, +recall this common destruction with sorrow, horror, and stolid +perplexity. + +Just like potatoes out of a sack, brawls, robberies, diseases, +murders and suicides began to pour down, and, it seemed, no one +was to blame for this. All these misfortunes just simply began to +be more frequent of their own accord, to pile one upon the other, +to expand and grow; just as a small lump of snow, pushed by the +feet of urchins, becomes constantly bigger and bigger by itself +from the thawing snow sticking to it, grows bigger than the +stature of a man, and, finally, with one last, small effort is +precipitated into a ravine and rolls down as an enormous +avalanche. The old proprietresses and housekeepers, of course, had +never heard of fatality; but inwardly, with the soul, they sensed +its mysterious presence in the inevitable calamities of that +terrible year. + +And, truly, everywhere in life where people are bound by common +interests, blood relationship, or the benefits of a profession +into close, individualized groups--there inevitably can be +observed this mysterious law of sudden accumulation, of a piling +up, of events; their epidemicity, their strange succession and +connectedness, their incomprehensible lingering. This occurs, as +popular wisdom has long ago noted, in isolated families, where +disease or death suddenly falls upon the near ones in an +inevitable, enigmatic order. "Misfortune does not come alone." +"Misfortune without waits--open wide the gates." This is to be +noticed also in monasteries, banks, governmental departments, +regiments, places of learning and other public institutions, where +for a long time, almost for decades, life flows evenly, like a +marshy river; and, suddenly, and after some altogether +insignificant incident or other, there begin transfers, changes in +positions, expulsions from service, losses, sicknesses. The +members of society, just as though they had conspired, die, go +insane, are caught thieving, shoot or hang themselves; vacancy +after vacancy is freed; promotions follow promotions, new elements +flow in, and, behold, after two years there is not a one of the +previous people on the spot; everything is new, if only the +institution has not fallen into pieces completely, has not crept +apart. And is it not the same astounding destiny which overtakes +enormous social, universal organizations--cities, empires, +nations, countries, and, who knows, perhaps whole planetary +worlds? + +Something resembling this incomprehensible fatality swept over the +Yamaskya Borough as well, bringing it to a rapid and scandalous +destruction. Now in place of the boisterous Yamkas is left a +peaceful, humdrum outskirt, in which live truck-farmers, cat's- +meat men, Tartars, swineherds and butchers from the near-by +slaughterhouses. At the petition of these worthy people even the +designation of Yamaskya Borough itself, as disgracing the +inhabitants with its past, has been named over into Golubovka, in +honour of the merchant Golubov, owner of a shop dealing in +groceries and delicacies, and warden of the local church. + +The first subterranean shocks of this catastrophe began in the +heat of summer, at the time of the annual summer fair, which this +year was unbelievably brilliant. Many circumstances contributed to +its extraordinary success, multitudes, and the stupendousness of +the deals concluded during it: the building in the vicinity of +three new sugar refineries, and the unusually abundant crop of +wheat, and, in particular, of sugar beets; the commencement of +work in the laying of an electric trolley and of canalization; the +building of a new road to the distance of 750 versts; but mainly, +the fever of building which seized the whole town, all the banks +and financial institutions, and all the houseowners. Factories for +making brick sprang up on the outskirts of the town like +mushrooms. A grandiose agricultural exposition opened. Two new +steamer lines came into being, and they, together with the +previously established ones, frenziedly competed with each other, +transporting freight and pilgrims. In competition they reached +such a state, that they lowered their passenger rates for the +third class from seventy-five kopecks to five, three, two, and +even one kopeck. In the end, ready to fall from exhaustion in the +unequal struggle, one of the steamship companies offered a free +passage to all the third-class passengers. Then its competitor at +once added to the free passage half a loaf of white bread as well. +But the biggest and most significant enterprise of this city was +the engineering of the extensive river port, which had attracted +to it hundreds of thousands of labourers and which cost God knows +what money. + +It must also be added, that the city was at this time celebrating +the millennial anniversary of its famous abbey, the most honoured +and the richest among all the monasteries of Russia. From all the +ends of Russia, out of Siberia, from the shores of the Frozen +Ocean, from the extreme south--the Black and Caspian Seas-- +countless pilgrims had gathered for the worship of the local +sanctities: the abbey's saints, reposing deep underground in +calcareous caverns. Suffice it to say, that the monastery gave +shelter, and food of a sort, to forty thousand people daily; while +those for whom there was not enough room lay, at night, side by +side, like logs, in the extensive yards and lanes of the abbey. + +This was a summer out of some fairy-tale. The population of the +city increased well-nigh fourfold through every sort of newly-come +people. Stone-masons, carpenters, painters, engineers, +technicians, foreigners, agriculturists, brokers, shady business +men, river navigators, unoccupied knaves, tourists, thieves, card +sharpers--they all overflowed the city, and not in a single hotel, +the most dirty and dubious one, was there a vacant room. Insane +prices were paid for quarters. The stock exchange gambled on a +grand scale, as never before or since that summer. Money in +millions simply flowed from hands to hands, and thence to a third +pair. In one hour colossal riches were created, but then many +former firms burst, and yesterday's men of wealth turned into +beggars. The commonest of labourers bathed and warmed themselves +in this golden flood. Stevedores, draymen, street porters, +roustabouts, hod carriers and ditch diggers still remember to this +day what money they earned by the day during this mad summer. Any +tramp received no less than four of five roubles a day at the +unloading of barges laden with watermelons. And all this noisy, +foreign band, locoed by the easy money, intoxicated with the +sensual beauty of the ancient, seductive city, enchanted by the +delightful warmth of the southern nights, made drunk by the +insidious fragrance of the white acacias--these hundreds of +thousands of insatiable, dissolute beasts in the image of men, +with all their massed will clamoured: "Give us woman!" + +In a single month new amusement enterprises--chic Tivolis, +CHATEAUX DES FLEURES, Olympias, Alcazars, etc., with a chorus and +an operetta; many restaurants and beerhouses, with little summer +gardens, and common little taverns--sprang up by the score in the +city, in the vicinity of the building port. On every crossing new +"violet-wine" houses were opened every day--little booths of +boards, in each of which, under the pretext of selling bread- +cider, old wenches trafficked in themselves by twos and threes, +right alongside behind a partition of deal, and to many mothers +and fathers is this summer painful and memorable through the +degrading diseases of their sons--schoolboys and military cadets. +For the casual arrivals servants were demanded, and thousands of +peasant girls started out from the surrounding villages toward the +city. It was inevitable that the demand on prostitution should +become unusually high. And so, from Warsaw, from Lodz, from +Odessa, from Moscow, and even from St. Petersburg, even from +abroad, flocked together an innumerable multitude of foreign +women; cocottes of Russian fabrication, the most ordinary +prostitutes of the rank and file, and chic Frenchwomen and +Viennese. Imperiously told the corrupting influence of the +hundreds of millions of easy money. It was as though this cascade +of gold had lashed down upon, had set to whirling and deluged +within it, the whole city. The number of thefts and murders +increased with astounding rapidity. The police, collected in +augmented proportions, lost its head and was swept off its feet. +But it must also be said that, having gorged itself with plentiful +bribes, it resembled a sated python, willy-nilly drowsy and +listless. People were killed for anything and nothing, just so. It +happened that men would walk up to a person in broad daylight +somewhere on an unfrequented street and ask: "What's your name?" +"Fedorov." "Aha, Federov? Then take this!" and they would slit his +belly with a knife. They nicknamed these blades just that in the +city--"rippers"; and there were among them names of which the city +news seemed actually proud: the two brothers Polishchuk (Mitka and +Dundas), Volodka the Greek, Fedor Miller, Captain Dmitriev, +Sivocho, Dobrovolski, Shpachek, and many others. + +Both day and night on the main streets of the frenzied city stood, +moved, and yelled the mob, as though at a fire. It would be almost +impossible to describe what went on in the Yamkas then. Despite +the fact that the madams had increased the staff of their patients +to more than double and increased their prices trebly, their poor +demented girls could not catch up in satisfying the demands of the +drunken, crazed public, which threw money around like chips. It +happened that in the drawing room, filled to overflowing with +people, each girl would be awaited for by some seven, eight, at +times even ten, men. It was, truly, some kind of a mad, +intoxicated, convulsive time! + +And from that very time began all the misfortunes of the Yamkas, +which brought them to ruin. And together with the Yamkas perished +also the house, familiar to us, of the stout, old, pale-eyed Anna +Markovna. + + + + + +CHAPTER II. + + +The passenger train sped merrily from the south to the north, +traversing golden fields of wheat and beautiful groves of oak, +careering with rumbling upon iron bridges over bright rivers, +leaving behind it whirling clouds of smoke. + +In the COUPE of the second class, even with open windows, there +was a fearful stuffiness, and it was hot. The smell of sulphurous +smoke irritated the throat. The rocking and the heat had +completely tired out the passengers, save one, a merry, energetic, +mobile Hebrew, splendidly dressed, accommodating, sociable and +talkative. He was travelling with a young woman, and it was at +once apparent, especially through her, that they were newly-weds; +so often did her face flare up with an unexpected colour at every +tenderness of her husband, even the least. And when she raised her +eyelashes to look upon him, her eyes would shine like stars, and +grow humid. And her face was as beautiful as only the faces of +young Hebrew maidens in love can be beautiful--all tenderly rosy, +with rosy lips, rounded out in beautiful innocence, and with eyes +so black that their pupils could not be distinguished from the +irises. + +Unabashed by the presence of three strange people, he showered his +caresses upon his companion every minute, and, it must be said, +sufficiently coarse ones. With the unceremoniousness of an owner, +with that especial egoism of one in love, who, it would seem, is +saying to the whole universe: "See, how happy we are--this makes +you happy also, isn't that so?"--he would now pass his hand over +her leg, which resiliently and in relief stood out beneath her +dress, now pinch her on the cheek, now tickle her neck with his +stiff, black, turned-up moustache ... But, even though he did +sparkle with delight, there was still something rapacious, wary, +uneasy to be glimpsed in his frequently winking eyes, in the +twitching of the upper lip, and in the harsh outline of his +shaved, square chin, jutting out, with a scarcely noticeable dent +in the middle. + +Opposite this infatuated couple were placed three passengers--a +retired general, a spare, neat little old man, with pomade on his +hair, with curls combed forward to the temples; a stout land- +owner, who had taken off his starched collar, but was still +gasping from the heat and mopping his face every minute with a wet +handkerchief; and a young infantry officer. The endless +talkativeness of Simon Yakovlevich (the young man had already +managed to inform his neighbours that he was called Simon +Yakovlevich Horizon) tired and irritated the passengers a trifle, +just like the buzzing of a fly, that on a sultry summer day +rhythmically beats against a window pane of a closed, stuffy room. +But still, he knew how to raise their spirits: he showed tricks of +magic; told Hebrew anecdotes, full of a fine humour of their own. +When his wife would go out on the platform to refresh herself, he +would tell such things that the general would melt into a beatific +smile, the land-owner would neigh, rocking his black-loam stomach, +while the sub-lieutenant, a smooth-faced boy, only a year out of +school, scarcely controlling his laughter and curiosity, would +turn away to one side, that his neighbours might not see him +turning red. + +His wife tended Horizon with a touching, naive attention; she +wiped his face with a handkerchief, waved upon him with a fan, +adjusted his cravat every minute. And his face at these times +became laughably supercilious and stupidly self-conceited. + +"But allow me to ask," asked the spare little general, coughing +politely, "allow me to ask, my dear sir, what occupation might you +pursue?" + +"Ah, my God!" with a charming frankness retorted Simon +Yakovlevich. "Well, what can a poor Jew do in our time? It's a bit +of a travelling salesman and a commission broker by me. At the +present time I'm far from business. You--he! he! he!--understand +yourselves, gentlemen. A honeymoon--don't turn red, Sarochka--it +don't repeat itself three times in a year. But afterwards I'll +have to travel and work a great deal. Here we'll come with +Sarochka to town, will pay the visits to her relatives, and then +again on the road. On my first trip I'm thinking of taking my +wife. You know, sort of a wedding journey. I'm a representative +from Sidris and two English firms. Wouldn't you like to have a +look? Here are the samples with me ..." + +He very rapidly took out of a small, elegant case of yellow +leather a few long cardboard folding books, and with the dexterity +of a tailor began to unfold them, holding one end, from which +their folds fell downward with a light crackling. + +"Look, what splendid samples: they don't give in to foreign ones +at all. Please notice. Here, for instance, is Russian and here +English tricot, or here, cangan and cheviot. Compare, feel it, and +you'll be convinced that the Russian samples almost don't give in +to the foreign. Why, that speaks of progress, of the growth of +culture. So it's absolutely for nothing that Europe counts us +Russians such barbarians. + +"And so we'll pay our family visits, will look at the fair, pay a +visit to the CHATEAU DES FLEURS, enjoy ourselves a little, stroll +a bit, and then to the Volga down to Tzaritzin, to the Black Sea, +and then again home to our native Odessa." + +"That's a fine journey," said the sub-lieutenant modestly. + +"I should say it's fine," agreed Simon Yakovlevich; "but there are +no roses without thorns. The work of a travelling salesman is +exceedingly difficult and requires many kinds of knowledge, and +not so much the knowledge of business as the knowledge of--how +shall I say it?--the knowledge of the human soul. Another man may +not even want to give an order, but you must work like an elephant +to convince him, and argue until he feels the clearness and +justice of your words. Because I take only absolutely clean lines +exclusively, of which there can be no doubts. A fake or a bad line +I will not take, although they should offer me millions for it. +Ask wherever you like, in any store which deals in cloths or +suspenders GLOIRE--I'm also a representative from this firm--or +buttons HELIOS--you just ask who Simon Yakovlevich Horizon is, and +everyone will answer you: 'Simon Yakovlevich is not a man, but +gold; this is a disinterested man, as honest as a diamond.' "And +Horizon was already unpacking long boxes with patented suspenders, +and was showing the glistening leaves of cardboard, covered with +regular rows of vari-coloured buttons. + +"There happen great unpleasantnesses, when the place has been +worked out, when a lot of travelling salesmen have appeared before +you. Here you can't do anything; they absolutely won't listen to +you, only wave their arms. But that's only for others. I am +Horizon! I can talk him over, the same like a camel from a +menagerie. But it happens still more unpleasant, when two +competitors in one and the same line come together in the same +town. And it happens even worse when it's some chimney sweep and +can't do business himself and spoils business for you too. Here +you go to all sorts of tricks: let him drink till he's drunk or +let him go off somewhere on a false track. Not an easy trade! +Besides that, I have one more line--that's false eyes and teeth. +But it ain't a profitable line. I want to drop it. And besides I'm +thinking of leaving all this business. I understand, it's all +right for a young man, in the bloom of his powers, to flutter +around like a moth, but once you have a wife, and may be a whole +family even ..." he playfully patted the woman on the knee, from +which she became scarlet and looked uncommonly better. "For the +Lord has blessed us Jews with fecundity for all our misfortunes +... Then you want to have some business of your own, you want, you +understand, to become settled in one place, so's there should be a +shack of your own, and your own furniture, and your own bedroom, +and kitchen ... Isn't that so, your excellency?" + +"Yes ... Yes ... eh--eh ... Yes, of course, of course," +condescendingly responded the general. + +"And so I took with Sarochka a little dowry. What do I mean, a +little dowry? Such money that Rothschild would not even want to +look at it are in my hands a whole capital already. But it must be +said that there are some savings by me, too. The firms I know will +give me credit. If God grant it, we shall still eat a piece of +bread and a little butter--and on the Sabbaths the tasty GEFILTEH +FISCH." + +"That's fine fish: pike the way the sheenies make it!" said the +gasping land-owner. + +"We shall open up for ourselves the firm of 'Horizon and Son.' +Isn't that true, Sarochka--'and Son?' And you, I hope, will honour +me with your esteemed orders? When you see the sign, 'Horizon and +Son,' then straight off recollect that you once rode in a car +together with a young man, who had grown as foolish as hell from +love and from happiness." + +"Ab-solutely!" said the land-owner. + +And Simon Yakovlevich at once turned to him: + +"But I also work by commission broking. To sell an estate, to buy +an estate, to arrange a second mortgage--you won't find a better +specialist than me, and such a cheap one at that. I can be of +service to you, should the need arise," and he extended his +visiting card to the land-owner with a bow, and, by the way, +handed a card each to his two neighbours as well. + +The land-owner dived into a side pocket and also dragged out a +card. + +"Joseph Ivanovich Vengjenovski," Simon Yakovlevich read out loud. +"Very, very pleased! And so, should you need me ..." + +"Why not? It's possible ..." said the land-owner meditatively. +"Why, yes: perhaps, indeed, a favourable chance has brought us +together! Why, I'm just journeying to K----about the sale of a +certain forest country house. Suppose you do that, then,--drop in +to see me. I always stop at the Grand Hotel. Perhaps we may be +able to strike up a deal." + +"Oh, I'm already almost sure, my dearest Joseph Ivanovich!" +exclaimed the rejoicing Horizon, and slightly, with the very tips +of his fingers, patted Vengjenovski's kneecap carefully. "You just +rest assured; if Horizon has undertaken anything, then you'll be +thanking him like your own father, no more, no less." + +Half an hour later Simon Yakovlevich and the smooth-faced sub- +lieutenant were standing on the platform of the car and smoking. + +"Do you often visit K----, mister sub-lieutenant?" asked Horizon. + +"Only for the first time--just imagine! Our regiment is stationed +at Chernobob. I was born in Moscow, myself." + +"AI, AI, AI! How'd you come to get into such a faraway place?" + +"Well, it just fell out so. There was no other vacancy when I was +let out." + +"But then--Chernobob is a hole! The worst little town in all +Podolia." + +"That's true, but it just fell out so." + +"That means, then, that the young officer gent is going to K----to +divert himself a little?" + +"Yes. I'm thinking of stopping there for two or three days. I'm +travelling to Moscow, really. I have received a two months' leave, +but it would be interesting to look over the city on the way. It's +very beautiful, they say." + +"Oh, what are you trying to tell me? A remarkable city! Well, +absolutely a European city. If you only knew, what streets, +electricity, trolleys, theatres! And if you only knew what +cabarets! You'll lick your own fingers. Positively, positively, I +advise you, young man, to pay a visit to the CHATEAU DES FLEURS, +to the Tivoli, and also to ride out to the island. That's +something special. What women, wha-a-at women!" + +The lieutenant turned red, took his eyes away, and asked in a +voice that quavered: + +"Yes, I've happened to hear that. Is it possible that they're +really so handsome?" + +"Oi! Strike me God! Believe me, there are no handsome women there +at all." + +"But--how's that?" + +"Why, this way: there are only raving beauties there. You +understand--what a happy blending of bloods! Polish, Little +Russian, and Hebrew. How I envy you, young man, that you're free +and alone. In my time I sure would have shown myself! And what's +most remarkable of all, they're unusually passionate women! Well, +just like fire! And do you know something else?" he asked in a +whisper of great significance. + +"What?" asked the sub-lieutenant in a fright. + +"It's remarkable, that nowheres, neither in Paris, nor in London-- +believe me, this was told me by people who had seen the whole wide +world--never, nowhere, will you meet with such exquisite ways of +making love as in this town. That's something especial, as us +little Jews say. They think up such things that no imagination can +picture to itself. It's enough to drive you crazy!" + +"But is that possible?" quietly spoke the sub-lieutenant, whose +breath had been cut off. + +"Well, strike me God! But permit me, young man, by the way! You +understand yourself. I was single, and of course, every man is +liable to sin ... It's different now, of course. I've had myself +written in with the invalids. But from the former days a +remarkable collection has remained to me. Just wait, I'll show it +to you right away. Only, please, be as careful as possible in +looking at it." + +Horizon with trepidation looked around to the right and left and +extracted from his pocket a long, narrow little box of morocco, in +the style of those in which playing cards are usually kept, and +extended it to the sub-lieutenant. + +"Here you are, have a look. Only, I beg of you, be very careful." + +The sub-lieutenant applied himself to picking out, one after the +other, the cards of plain and coloured photography, in which in +all possible aspects was depicted in the most beastly ways, in the +most impossible positions, the external side of love which at +times makes man immeasurably lower and viler than a baboon. +Horizon would look over his shoulder, nudge him with his elbow, +and whisper: + +"Tell me, ain't that swell, now? Why, this is genuine Parisian and +Viennese chic!" + +The sub-lieutenant looked through the whole collection from the +beginning to the end. When he was giving back the little box, his +hand was shaking, his temples and forehead were moist, his eyes +had dimmed, and over his cheeks had mantled a blush, mottled like +marble. + +"But do you know what?" Horizon exclaimed gaily, all of a sudden. +"It's all the same to me--the Indian sign has been put upon me. I, +as they used to say in the olden times, have burned my ships ... I +have burned all that I used to adore before. For a long time +already I've been looking for an opportunity to pass these cards +on to some one. I ain't especially chasing after a price. You wish +to acquire them, mister officer?" + +"Well, now ... I,--that is ... Why not? ... Let's ..." + +"That's fine! On account of such a pleasant acquaintanceship, I'll +take fifty kopecks apiece. What, is that expensive? Well, what's +the difference, God be with you! I see you're a travelling man, I +don't want to rob you; let it go at thirty, then. What? That ain't +cheap either? Well, shake hands on it! Twenty-five kopecks apiece. +OI! What an intractable fellow you are! At twenty! You'll thank me +yourself later! And then, do you know what else? When I come to K +--, I always stop at the Hotel Hermitage. You can very easily +find me there either very early in the morning, or about eight +o'clock in the evening. I know an awful lot of the finest little +ladies. So I'll introduce you. And, you understand, not for money. +Oh, no. It's just simply nice and gay for them to pass the time +with a young, healthy, handsome man of your sort. There's +absolutely no money of any kind necessary. And for that matter-- +they themselves will willingly pay for wine, for a bottle of +champagne! So remember then; The Hermitage, Horizon. And if it +isn't that, remember it anyway! Maybe I can be of use to you. And +the cards are such a thing, such a thing, that it will never lay +on the shelf by you. Those who like that sort of thing give three +roubles for each specimen. But these, of course, are rich people, +little old men. And then, you know"--Horizon bent over to the +officer's very ear, winked one eye, and pronounced in a sly +whisper--"you know, many ladies adore these cards. Why, you're a +young man, and handsome; how many romances you will have yet!" + +Having received the money and counted it over painstakingly, +Horizon had the brazenness to extend his hand in addition, and to +shake the hand of the sub-lieutenant, who did not dare to lift up +his eyes to him; and, having left him on the platform, went back +into the passageway of the car, as though nothing had happened. + +This was an unusually communicative man. On the way to his COUPE +he came to a stop before a beautiful little girl of three years, +with whom he had for some time been flirting at a distance and +making all sorts of funny grimaces at. He squatted down on his +heels before her, began to imitate a nanny goat for her, and +questioned her in a lisping voice: + +"May I athk where the young lady ith going? OI, OI, OI! Thuch a +big girl! Travelling alone, without mamma? Bought a ticket all by +herthelf and travelth alone! AI! What a howwid girl! And where ith +the girl'th mamma?" At this moment a tall, handsome, self-assured +woman appeared from the COUPE and said calmly: + +"Get away from the child. What a despicable thing to annoy strange +children!" + +Horizon jumped up on his feet and began to bustle: + +"Madam! I could not restrain myself ... Such a wonderful, such a +magnificent and swell child! A regular cupid! You must understand, +madam, I am a father myself--I have children of my own ... I could +not restrain myself from delight! ..." + +But the lady turned her back upon him, took the girl by the hand +and went with her into the COUPE, leaving Horizon shuffling his +feet and muttering his compliments and apologies. + +Several times during the twenty-four hours Horizon would go into +the third class, of two cars, separated from each other by almost +the entire train. In one care were sitting three handsome women, +in the society of a black-bearded, taciturn, morose man. Horizon +and he would exchange strange phrases in some special jargon. The +women looked at him uneasily, as though wishing, yet not daring, +to ask him about something. Only once, toward noon, did one of +them allow herself to utter: + +"Then that's the truth? That which you said about the place? ... +You understand--I'm somewhat uneasy at heart!" + +"Ah, what do you mean, Margarita Ivanovna? If I said it, then it's +right, just like by the National Bank. Listen, Lazer," he turned +to him of the beard. "There will be a station right away. Buy the +girls all sorts of sandwiches, whichever they may desire. The +train stops here for twenty-five minutes." + +"I'd like to have bouillon," hesitatingly uttered a little blonde, +with hair like ripened rye, and with eyes like corn-flowers. + +"My dear Bella, anything you please! At the station I'll go and +see that they bring you bouillon with meat and even stuffed +dumplings. Don't you trouble yourself, Lazer, I'll do all that +myself." + +In another car he had a whole nursery garden of women, twelve or +fifteen people, under the leadership of an old, stout woman, with +enormous, awesome, black eyebrows. She spoke in a bass, while her +fat chins, breasts, and stomachs swayed under a broad morning +dress in time to the shaking of the car, just like apple jelly. +Neither the old woman nor the young women left the least doubts as +to their profession. + +The women were lolling on the benches, smoking, playing cards--at +"sixty-six,"--drinking beer. Frequently the male public of the car +provoked them, and they swore back in unceremonious language, in +hoarse voices. The young people treated them with wine and +cigarettes. + +Horizon was here altogether unrecognizable; he was majestically +negligent and condescendingly jocose. On the other hand, cringing +ingratiation sounded in every word addressed to him by his female +clients. But he, having looked over all of them--this strange +mixture of Roumanians, Jewesses, Poles and Russians--and having +assured himself that all was in order, gave orders about the +sandwiches and majestically withdrew. At these moments he very +much resembled a drover, who is transporting by railroad cattle +for slaughter, and at a station drops in to look it over and to +feed it. After that he would return to his COUPE and again begin +to toy with his wife, and Hebrew anecdotes just poured from his +mouth. + +At the long stops he would go out to the buffet only to see about +his lady clients. But he himself said to his neighbours: + +"You know, it's all the same to me if it's TREIF or KOSHER. I +don't recognize any difference. But what can I do with my stomach! +The devil knows what stuff they'll feed you sometimes at these +stations. You'll pay some three or four roubles, and then you'll +spend a hundred roubles on the doctors curing yourself. But maybe +you, now, Sarochka"--he would turn to his wife--"maybe you'll get +off at the station to eat something? Or shall I send it up to you +here?" + +Sarochka, happy over his attention, would turn red, beam upon him +with grateful eyes, and refuse. + +"You're very kind, Senya, only I don't want to. I'm full." + +Then Horizon would reach out of a travelling hamper a chicken, +boiled meat, cucumbers, and a bottle of Palestine wine; have a +snack, without hurrying, with appetite; regale his wife, who ate +very genteelly, sticking out the little fingers of her magnificent +white hands; then painstakingly wrap up the remnants in paper and, +without hurrying, lay them away accurately in the hamper. + +In the distance, far ahead of the locomotive, the cupolas and +belfries were already beginning to sparkle with fires of gold. +Through the COUPE passed the conductor and made some imperceptible +sign to Horizon. He immediately followed the conductor out to the +platform. + +"The inspector will pass through right away," said the conductor, +"so you'll please be so kind as to stand for a while here on the +platform of the third class with your spouse." + +"NU, NU, NU!" concurred Horizon. + +"And the money as agreed, if you please." + +"How much is coming to you, then?" + +"Well, just as we agreed; half the extra charge, two roubles +eighty kopecks." + +"What?" Horizon suddenly boiled over. "Two roubles eighty kopecks? +You think you got it a crazy one in me, what? Here's a rouble for +you and thank God for that!" + +"Pardon me, sir. This is even absurd--didn't you and I agree?" + +"Agree, agree! ... Here's a half more, and not a thing besides. +What impudence! I'll tell the inspector yet that you carry people +without tickets. Don't you think it, brother--you ain't found one +of that sort here!" + +The conductor's eyes suddenly widened, became blood-shot. + +"O-oh! You sheeny!" he began to roar. "I ought to take a skunk +like you and under the train with you!" + +But Horizon at once flew at him like a cock. + +"What? Under the train? But do you know what's done for words like +that? A threat by action! Here, I'll go right away and will yell +'help!' and will turn the signal handle," and he seized the door- +knob with such an air of resolution that the conductor just made a +gesture of despair with his hand and spat. + +"May you choke with my money, you mangy sheeny!" + +Horizon called his wife out of the COUPE: + +"Sarochka! Let's go out on the platform for a look; one can see +better there. Well, it's so beautiful--just like on a picture!" + +Sarah obediently went after him, holding up with an unskilled hand +the new dress, in all probability put on for the first time, +bending out and as though afraid of touching the door or the wall. + +In the distance, in the rosy gala haze of the evening glow, shone +the golden cupolas and crosses. High up on the hill the white, +graceful churches seemed to float in this flowery, magic mirage. +Curly woods and coppices had run down from above and had pushed on +over the very ravine. And the sheer, white precipice which bathed +its foot in the blue river, was all furrowed over with occasional +young woods, just like green little veins and warts. Beautiful as +in a fairy tale, the ancient town appeared as though it were +itself coming to meet the train. + +When the train stopped, Horizon ordered three porters to carry the +things into the first class, and told his wife to follow him. But +he himself lingered at the exit in order to let through both his +parties. To the old woman looking after the dozen women he threw +briefly in passing: + +"So remember, madam Berman! Hotel America, Ivanukovskaya, twenty- +two!" + +While to the black-bearded man he said: + +"Don't forget, Lazer, to feed the girls at dinner and to bring +them somewhere to a movie show. About eleven o'clock at night wait +for me. I'll come for a talk. But if some one will be calling for +me extra, then you know my address--The Hermitage. Ring me up. But +if I'm not there for some reason, then run into Reiman's cafe, or +opposite, into the Hebrew dining room. I'll be eating GEFILTEH +FISCH there. Well, a lucky journey!" + + + + + +CHAPTER III. + + +All the stories of Horizon about his commercial travelling were +simply brazen and glib lying. All the samples of drapers' goods, +suspenders gloire and buttons helios, the artificial teeth and +insertible eyes, served only as a shield, screening his real +activity--to wit, the traffic in the body of woman. True, at one +time, some ten years ago, he had travelled over Russia as the +representative for the dubious wines of some unknown firm; and +this activity had imparted to his tongue that free-and-easy +unconstraint for which, in general, travelling salesmen are +distinguished. This former activity had, as well, brought him up +against his real profession. In some way, while going to Rostov- +on-the-Don, he had contrived to make a very young sempstress fall +in love with him. This girl had not as yet succeeded in getting on +the official lists of the police, but upon love and her body she +looked without any lofty prejudices. Horizon, at that time +altogether a green youth, amorous and light-minded, dragged the +sempstress after him on his wanderings, full of adventures and +unexpected things. After half a year she palled upon him +dreadfully. She, just like a heavy burden, like a millstone, hung +around the neck of this man of energy, motion and aggressiveness. +In addition to that, there were the eternal scenes of jealousy, +mistrust, the constant control and tears ... the inevitable +consequences of long living together ... Then he began little by +little to beat his mate. At the first time she was amazed, but +from the second time quieted down, became tractable. It is known, +that "women of love" never know a mean in love relations. They are +either hysterical liars, deceivers, dissemblers, with a coolly- +perverted mind and a sinuous dark soul; or else unboundedly self- +denying, blindly devoted, foolish, naive animals, who know no +bounds either in concessions or loss of self-esteem. The +sempstress belonged to the second category, and Horizon was soon +successful, without great effort, in persuading her to go out on +the street to traffic in herself. And from that very evening, when +his mistress submitted to him and brought home the first five +roubles earned, Horizon experienced an unbounded loathing toward +her. It is remarkable, that no matter how many women Horizon met +after this--and several hundred of them had passed through his +hands--this feeling of loathing and masculine contempt toward them +would never forsake him. He derided the poor woman in every way, +and tortured her morally, seeking out the most painful spots. She +would only keep silent, sigh, weep, and getting down on her knees +before him, kiss his hands. And this wordless submission irritated +Horizon still more. He drove her away from him. She would not go +away. He would push her out into the street; but she, after an +hour or two, would come back shivering from cold, in a soaked hat, +in the turned-up brims of which the rain-water splashed as in +waterspouts. Finally, some shady friend gave Simon Yakovlevich the +harsh and crafty counsel which laid a mark on all the rest of his +life activity--to sell his mistress into a brothel. To tell the +truth, in going into this enterprise, Horizon almost disbelieved +at soul in its success. But contrary to his expectation, the +business could not have adjusted itself better. The proprietress +of an establishment (this was in Kharkov) willingly met his +proposition half-way. She had known long and well Simon +Yakovlevich, who played amusingly on the piano, danced splendidly, +and set the whole drawing room laughing with his pranks; but +chiefly, could, with unusually unabashed dexterity, make any +carousing party "shell out the coin." It only remained to convince +the mate of his life, and this proved the most difficult of all. +She did not want to detach herself from her beloved for anything; +threatened suicide, swore that she would burn his eyes out with +sulphuric acid, promised to go and complain to the chief of +police--and she really did know a few dirty little transactions of +Simon Yakovlevich's that smacked of capital punishment. Thereupon +Horizon changed his tactics. He suddenly became a tender, +attentive friend, an indefatigable lover. Then suddenly he fell +into black melancholy. The uneasy questionings of the woman he let +pass in silence; at first let drop a word as though by chance; +hinted in passing at some mistake of his life; and then began to +lie desperately and with inspiration. He said that the police were +watching him; that he could not get by the jail, and, perhaps, +even hard labour and the gallows; that it was necessary for him to +disappear abroad for several months. But mainly, what he persisted +in especially strongly, was some tremendous fantastic business, in +which he stood to make several hundred thousands of roubles. The +sempstress believed and became alarmed with that disinterested, +womanly, almost holy alarm, in which, with every woman, there is +so much of something maternal. It was not at all difficult now to +convince her that for Horizon to travel together with her +presented a great danger for him; and that it would be better for +her to remain here and to bide the time until the affairs of her +lover would adjust themselves fortuitously. After that to talk her +into hiding, as in the most trustworthy retreat, in a brothel, +where she would be in full safety from the police and the +detectives, was a mere nothing. One morning Horizon ordered her to +dress a little better, curl her hair, powder herself, put a little +rouge on her cheeks, and carried her off to a den, to his +acquaintance. The girl made a favourable impression there, and +that same day her passport was changed by the police to a so- +called yellow ticket. Having parted with her, after long embraces +and tears, Horizon went into the room of the proprietress and +received his payment, fifty roubles (although he had asked for two +hundred). But he did not grieve especially over the low price; the +main thing was, that he had found his calling at last, all by +himself, and had laid the cornerstone of his future welfare. + +Of course, the woman sold by him just remained forever so in the +tenacious hands of the brothel. Horizon forgot her so thoroughly +that after only a year he could not even recall her face. But who +knows ... perhaps he merely pretended? + +Now he was one of the chief speculators in the body of woman in +all the south of Russia. He had transactions with Constantinople +and with Argentine; he transported, in whole parties, girls from +the brothels of Odessa into Kiev; those from Kiev he brought over +into Kharkov; and those from Kharkov into Odessa. He it was also +who stuck away over second rate capital cities, and those +districts which were somewhat richer, the goods which had been +rejected or had grown too noticeable in the big cities. He had +struck up an enormous clientele, and in the number of his +consumers Horizon could have counted not a few people with a +prominent social position: lieutenant governors, colonels of the +gendarmerie, eminent advocates, well-known doctors, rich land- +owners, carousing merchants. All the shady world--the +proprietresses of brothels, cocottes solitaires, go-betweens, +madams of houses of assignation, souteneurs, touring actresses and +chorus girls--was as familiar to him as the starry sky to an +astronomer. His amazing memory, which permitted him prudently to +avoid notebooks, held in mind thousands of names, family names, +nicknames, addresses, characteristics. He knew to perfection the +tastes of all his highly placed consumers: some of them liked +unusually odd depravity, others paid mad sums for innocent girls, +for others still it was necessary to seek out girls below age. He +had to satisfy both the sadistic and the masochistic inclinations +of his clients, and at times to cater to altogether unnatural +sexual perversions, although it must be said that the last he +undertook only in rare instances which promised a large, undoubted +profit. Two or three times he had to sit in jail, but these +sessions went to his benefit; he not only did not lose his +rapacious high-handedness and springy energy in his transactions, +but with every year became more daring, inventive, and +enterprising. With the years to his brazen impetuousness was +joined a tremendous worldly business wisdom. + +Fifteen times, during this period, he had managed to marry and +every time had contrived to take a decent dowry. Having possessed +himself of his wife's money, he, one fine day, would suddenly +vanish without a trace, and, if there was a possibility, he would +sell his wife profitably into a secret house of depravity or into +a chic public establishment. It would happen that the parents of +the deluded victim would search for him through the police. But +while inquiries would be carried on everywhere about him as +Shperling, he would already be travelling from town to town under +the name of Rosenblum. During the time of his activity, in despite +of an enviable memory, he had changed so many names that he had +not only forgotten what year he had been Nathanielson, and during +what Bakalyar, but even his own name was beginning to seem to him +one of his pseudonyms. + +It was remarkable, that he did not find in his profession anything +criminal or reprehensible. He regarded it just as though he were +trading in herrings, lime, flour, beef or lumber. In his own +fashion he was pious. If time permitted, he would with assiduity +visit the synagogue of Fridays. The Day of Atonement, Passover, +and the Feast of the Tabernacles were invariably and reverently +observed by him everywhere wherever fate might have cast him. His +mother, a little old woman, and a hunch-backed sister, were left +to him in Odessa, and he undeviatingly sent them now large, now +small sums of money, not regularly but pretty frequently, from all +towns from Kursk to Odessa and from Warsaw to Samara. Considerable +savings of money had already accumulated to him in the Credit +Lyonnaise, and he gradually increased them, never touching the +interest. But to greed or avarice he was almost a stranger. He was +attracted to the business rather by its tang, risk and a +professional self-conceit. To the women he was perfectly +indifferent, although he understood and could value them, and in +this respect resembled a good chef, who together with a fine +understanding of the business, suffers from a chronic absence of +appetite. To induce, to entice a woman, to compel her to do all +that he wanted, did not require any efforts on his part; they came +of themselves to his call and became in his hands passive, +obedient and yielding. In his treatment of them a certain firm, +unshakable, self-assured aplomb had been worked out, to which they +submitted just as a refractory horse submits instinctively to the +voice, glance, stroking of an experienced horseman. + +He drank very moderately, and without company never drank. Toward +eating he was altogether indifferent. But, of course, as with +every man, he had a little weakness of his own: he was +inordinately fond of dress and spent no little money on his +toilet. Modish collars of all possible fashions, cravats, diamond +cuff links, watch charms, the underwear of a dandy, and chic +footwear constituted his main distractions. + +From the depot he went straight to The Hermitage. The hotel +porters, in blue blouses and uniform caps, carried his things into +the vestibule. Following them, he too entered, arm in arm with his +wife; both smartly attired, imposing, but he just simply +magnificent, in his wide, bell-shaped English overcoat, in a new +broad-brimmed panama, holding negligently in his hand a small cane +with a silver handle in the form of a naked woman. + +"You ain't supposed to be here without a permit for your +residence," said an enormous, stout doorkeeper, looking down upon +him from above and preserving on his face a sleepy and immovably- +frigid expression. + +"Ach, Zachar! Again 'you ain't supposed to!'" merrily exclaimed +Horizon, and patted the giant on his shoulder. "What does it mean, +'you ain't supposed to'? Every time you shove this same 'you ain't +supposed to' at me. I must be here for three days in all. Soon as +I conclude the rent agreement with Count Ipatiev, right away I go +away. God be with you! Live even all by yourself in all your +rooms. But you just give a look, Zachar, what a toy I brought you +from Odessa! You'll be just tickled with it!" + +With a careful, deft, accustomed movement he thrust a gold piece +into the doorkeeper's hand, who was already holding it behind his +back, ready and folded in the form of a little boat. + +The first thing that Horizon did upon installing himself in the +large, spacious room with an alcove, was to put out into the +corridor at the door of the room six pairs of magnificent shoes, +saying to the bell-hop who ran up in answer to the bell: + +"Immediately all should be cleaned! So it should shine like a +mirror! They call you Timothy, I think? Then you should know me-- +if you work by me it will never go for nothing. So it should shine +like a mirror!" + + + + + +CHAPTER IV. + + +Horizon lived at the Hotel Hermitage for not more than three days +and nights, and during this time he managed to see some three +hundred people. His arrival seemed to enliven the big, gay port +city. To him came the keepers of employment offices for servants, +the proprietresses of cheap hotels, and old, experienced go- +betweens, grown gray in the trade in women. Not so much out of an +interest in booty as out of professional pride, Horizon tried, at +all costs, to bargain for as much profit as possible, to buy a +woman as cheaply as possible. Of course, to receive ten, fifteen +roubles more was not the reason for him, but the mere thought that +competitor Yampolsky would receive at the sale more than he +brought him into a frenzy. + +After his arrival, the next day, he set off to Mezer the +photographer, taking with him the straw-like girl Bella, and had +pictures taken in various poses together with her; at which for +every negative he received three roubles, while he gave the woman +a rouble. After that he rode off to Barsukova. + +This was a woman, or, speaking more correctly, a retired wench, +whose like can be found only in the south of Russia; neither a +Pole nor a Little Russian; already sufficiently old and rich in +order to allow herself the luxury of maintaining a husband (and +together with him a cabaret), a handsome and kindly little Pole. +Horizon and Barsukova met like old friends. They had, it seemed, +no fear, no shame, no conscience when they conversed with each +other. + +"Madam Barsukova! I can offer you something special! Three women: +one a large brunette, very modest; another a little one, a blonde, +but who, you understand, is ready for everything; the third is a +woman of mystery, who merely smiles and doesn't say anything, but +promises much and is a beauty!" + +Madam Barsukova was gazing at him with mistrust, shaking her head. + +"Mister Horizon! What are you trying to fill my head with? Do you +want to do the same with me that you did last time?" + +"By God, I should live so, how I want to deceive you! But that's +not the main thing. I'm also offering you a perfectly educated +woman. Do with her what you like. In all probability you'll find a +connoisseur." + +Barsukova smiled artfully and asked: + +"Again a wife?" + +"No. But she's of the nobility." + +"Then that means unpleasantnesses with the police again?" + +"Ach! My God! I don't take big money from you; all the three for a +lousy thousand roubles." + +"Well, let's talk frankly; five hundred. I don't want to buy a cat +in a bag." + +"It seems, Madam Barsukova, that it isn't the first time you and I +have done business together, I won't deceive you and will bring +her here right away. Only I beg you not to forget that you're my +aunt, and please work in that direction. I won't be more than +three days here in the city." + +Madam Barsukova, with all her breasts, bellies and chins, began to +sway merrily. + +"We won't dicker over trifles. All the more so since you don't +deceive me, nor I you. There's a great demand for women now. What +would you say, Mister Horizon, if I offered you some red wine?" + +"Thank you, Madam Barsukova, with pleasure." + +"Let's talk a while like old friends. Tell me, how much do you +make a year?" + +"Ach, madam, what shall I say? Twelve, twenty thousand, +approximately. But think what tremendous expenses there are in +constantly travelling." + +"Do you put away a little?" + +"Well, that's trifles; some two or three thousand a year." + +"I thought ten, twenty ..." + +Horizon grew wary. He sensed that he was beginning to be drawn out +and asked insidiously: + +"But why does this interest you?" + +Anna Michailovna pressed the button of an electric bell and +ordered the dressy maid to bring coffee with steamed cream and a +bottle of Chambertaine. She knew the tastes of Horizon. Then she +asked: + +"Do you know Mr. Shepsherovich?" + +Horizon simply pounced upon her. + +"My God! Who don't know Shepsherovich! This is a god, this is a +genius!" + +And, having become animated, forgetting that he was being dragged +into a trap, he began speaking exaltedly: + +"Just imagine what Shepsherovich did last year! He carried to +Argentine thirty women from Kovno, Vilno, Zhitomir. Each one of +them he sold at a thousand roubles--a total, madam--count it--of +thirty thousand! Do you think Shepsherovich calmed down with this? +For this money, in order to repay his expenses on the steamer, he +bought several negresses and stuck them about in Moscow, +Petersburg, Kiev, Odessa, and Kharkov. But, you know, madam, this +isn't a man, but an eagle. There's a man who can do business!" + +Barsukova caressingly laid her hand on his knee. She had been +waiting for this moment and said to him amicably: + +"And so I propose to you, Mr.----however, I don't know how you are +called now..." + +"Horizon, let's say..." + +"So I propose to you, Mr. Horizon--could you find some innocent +girls among yours? There's an enormous demand for them now. I'm +playing an open hand with you. We won't stop at money. Now it's in +fashion. Notice, Horizon, your lady clients will be returned to +you in exactly the same state in which they were. This, you +understand, is a little depravity, which I can in no way make out +..." + +Horizon cast down his eyes, rubbed his head, and said: + +"You see, I've a wife ... You've almost guessed it." + +"So. But why almost?" + +"I'm ashamed to confess, that she--how shall I say it ... she is +my bride ..." + +Barsukova gaily burst into laughter. + +"You know, Horizon, I couldn't at all expect that you're such a +nasty villain! Let's have your wife, it's all the same. But is it +possible that you've really refrained?" + +"A thousand?" asked Horizon seriously. + +"Ah! What trifles; a thousand let's say. But tell me, will I be +able to manage her?" + +"Nonsense!" said Horizon self-assuredly. "Let's again suppose that +you're my aunt, and I leave my wife with you. Just imagine, Madam +Barsukova, that this woman is in love with me like a cat. And if +you'll tell her, that for my good she must do so and so and thus +and thus--then there won't be no arguments!" + +Apparently, there was nothing more for them to talk over. Madam +Barsukova brought out a promissory note, whereon she with +difficulty wrote her name, her father's name, and her last name. +The promissory note, of course, was fantastic; but there is a tie, +a welding, an honour among thieves. In such deals people do not +deceive. Death threatens otherwise. It is all the same, whether in +prison, or on the street, or in a brothel. + +Right after that, just like an apparition out of a trapdoor, +appeared the friend of her heart, the master of the cabaret, a +young little Pole, with moustaches twirled high. They drank some +wine, talked a bit about the fair, about the exposition, +complained a little about bad business. After that Horizon +telephoned to his room in the hotel, and called out his wife. He +introduced her to his aunt and his aunt's second cousin, and said +that mysterious political reasons were calling him out of town. He +tenderly kissed Sarah, shed a tear, and rode away. + + + + + +CHAPTER V. + + +With the arrival of Horizon (however, God knows how he was called: +Gogolevich, Gidalevich, Okunev, Rosmitalsky), in a word, with the +arrival of this man everything changed on Yamskaya Street. +Enormous shufflings commenced. From Treppel girls were transferred +to Anna Markovna, from Anna Markovna into a rouble establishment, +and from the rouble establishment into a half-rouble one. There +were no promotions: only demotions. At each change of place +Horizon earned from five to a hundred roubles. Verily, he was +possessed of an energy equal, approximately, to the waterfall of +Imatra! Sitting in the daytime at Anna Markovna's, he was saying, +squinting from the smoke of the cigarette, and swinging one leg +crossed over the other: + +"The question is ... What do you need this same Sonka for? It's no +place for her in a decent establishment. If we'll float her down +the stream, then you'll make a hundred roubles for yourself, I +twenty-five for myself. Tell me frankly, she isn't in demand, is +she, now?" + +"Ah, Mr. Shatzky! You can always talk a person over! But just +imagine, I'm sorry for her. Such a nice girl ..." + +Horizon pondered for a moment. He was seeking an appropriate +citation and suddenly let out: + +"'Give the falling a shove!' [Footnote: Horizon is quoting a +Nietzscheism of Gorky's.--TRANS.] And I'm convinced, Madam +Shaibes, that there's no demand of any sort for her." + +Isaiah Savvich, a little, sickly, touchy old man, but in moments +of need very determined, supported Horizon: + +"And that's very simple. There is really no demand of any sort for +her. Think it over for yourself, Annechka; her outfit costs fifty +roubles, Mr. Shatzky will receive twenty-five roubles, fifty +roubles will be left for you and me. And, glory be to God, we have +done with her! At least, she won't be compromising our +establishment." + +In such a way Sonka the Rudder, avoiding a rouble establishment, +was transferred into a half-rouble one, where all kinds of riff- +raff made sport of the girls at their own sweet will, whole nights +through. There tremendous health and great nervous force were +requisite. Sonka once began shivering from terror, in the night, +when Thekla, a mountain of a woman of some two hundred pounds, +jumped out into the yard to fulfill a need of nature, and cried +out to the housekeeper who was passing by her: + +"Housekeeper, dear! Listen--the thirty-sixth man! ... Don't +forget!" + +Fortunately, Sonka was not disturbed much; even in this +establishment she was too homely. No one paid any attention to her +splendid eyes, and they took her only in those instances when +there was no other at hand. The pharmacist sought her out and came +every evening to her. But cowardice, or a special Hebrew +fastidiousness, or, perhaps, even physical aversion, would not +permit him to take the girl and carry her away with him from the +house. He would sit whole nights through near her, and, as of +yore, patiently waited until she would return from a chance guest; +created scenes of jealousy for her and yet loved her still, and, +sticking in the daytime behind the counter in his drug store and +rolling some stinking pills or other, ceaselessly thought of her +and yearned. + + + + + +CHAPTER VI. + + +Immediately at the entrance to a suburban cabaret an artificial +flower bed shone with vari-colored lights, with electric bulbs +instead of flowers; and just such another fiery alley of wide, +half-round arches, narrowing toward the end, led away from it into +the depths of the garden. Further on was a broad, small square, +strewn with yellow sand; to the left an open stage, a theatre, and +a shooting gallery; straight ahead a stand for the military band +(in the form of a seashell) and little booths with flowers and +beer; to the right the long terrace of the restaurant. Electric +globes from their high masts illuminated the small square with a +pale, dead-white brightness. Against their frosted glass, with +wire nets stretched over them, beat clouds of night moths, whose +shadows--confused and large--hovered below, on the ground. Hungry +women, too lightly, dressily, and fancifully attired, preserving +on their faces an expression of care-free merriment or haughty, +offended unapproachability, strolled back and forth in pairs, with +a walk already tired and dragging. + +All the tables in the restaurant were taken--and over them floated +the continuous noise of knives upon plates and a motley babel, +galloping in waves. It smelt of rich and pungent kitchen fumes. In +the middle of the restaurant, upon a stand, Roumanians in red +frocks were playing; all swarthy, white-toothed, with the faces of +whiskered, pomaded apes, with their hair licked down. The director +of the orchestra, bending forward and affectedly swaying, was +playing upon a violin and making unseemly sweet eyes at the +public--the eyes of a man-prostitute. And everything together-- +this abundance of tiresome electric lights, the exaggeratedly +bright toilettes of the ladies, the odours of modish, spicy +perfumes, this ringing music, with willful slowings up of the +tempo, with voluptuous swoonings in the transitions, with the +tempestuous passages screwed up--everything fitted the one to the +other, forming a general picture of insane and stupid luxury, a +setting for an imitation of a gay, unseemly carouse. + +Above, around the entire hall, ran open galleries, upon which, as +upon little balconies, opened the doors of the private cabinets. +In one of these cabinets four were sitting--two ladies and two +men; an artiste known to all Russia, the cantatrice Rovinskaya, a +large, handsome woman, with long, green, Egyptian eyes, and a +long, red, sensuous mouth, the lips of which were rapaciously +drooping at the corners; the baroness Tefting, little, exquisite, +pale--she was everywhere seen with the artiste; the famous lawyer +Ryazanov; and Volodya Chaplinsky, a rich young man of the world, a +composer-dilettante, the author of several darling little ballads +and many witticisms upon the topics of the day, which circulated +all over town. + +The walls of the cabinet were red, with a gold design. On the +table, among the lighted candelabra, two white, tarred necks of +bottles stuck up out of an electroplated vase, which had sweated +from the cold, and the light in a tenuous gold played in the +shallow goblets of wine. Outside, near the doors, a waiter was on +duty, leaning against the wall; while the stout, tall, important +maitre d'hotel, on whose right little finger, always sticking out, +sparkled a huge diamond, would frequently stop at these doors, and +attentively listen with one ear to what was going on in the +cabinet. + +The baroness, with a bored, pale face, was listlessly gazing +through a lorgnette down at the droning, chewing, swarming crowd. +Among the red, white, blue and straw-coloured feminine dresses the +uniform figures of the men resembled large, squat, black beetles. +Rovinskaya negligently, yet at the same time intently as well, was +looking down upon the stand and the spectators, and her face +expressed fatigue, ennui, and perhaps also that satiation with all +spectacles, which are such matters of course to celebrities. The +splendid, long, slender fingers of her left hand were lying upon +the crimson velvet of the box-seat. Emeralds of a rare beauty hung +upon them so negligently that it seemed as though they would fall +off at any second, and suddenly she began laughing. + +"Look" she said; "what a funny figure, or, to put it more +correctly, what a funny profession! There, there, that one who's +playing on a 'syrinx of seven reeds.'" + +Everyone looked in the direction of her hand. And really, the +picture was funny enough. Behind the Roumanian orchestra was +sitting a stout, whiskered man, probably the father, and perhaps +even the grandfather, of a numerous family, and with all his might +was whistling into seven little pipes glued together. As it was +difficult for him, probably, to move this instrument between his +lips, he therefore, with an unusual rapidity, turned his head now +to the left, now to the right. + +"An amazing occupation," said Rovinskaya. "Well now, Chaplinsky, +you try to toss your head about like that." + +Volodya Chaplinsky, secretly and hopelessly in love with the +artiste, immediately began obediently and zealously to do this, +but after half a minute desisted. + +"It's impossible," he said, "either long training, or, perhaps, +hereditary abilities, are necessary for this." + +The baroness during this time was tearing away the petals of her +rose and throwing them into a goblet; then, with difficulty +suppressing a yawn, she said, making just the least bit of a wry +face: + +"But, my God, how drearily they divert themselves in our K--! +Look: no laughter, no singing, no dances. Just like some herd +that's been driven here, in order to be gay on purpose!" + +Ryazanov listlessly took his goblet, sipped it a little, and +answered apathetically in his enchanting voice: + +"Well, and is it any gayer in your Paris, or Nice? Why, it must be +confessed--mirth, youth and laughter have vanished forever out of +human life, and it is scarcely possible that they will ever +return. One must regard people with more patience, it seems to me. +Who knows, perhaps for all those sitting here, below, the present +evening is a rest, a holiday?" + +"The speech for the defense," put in Chaplinsky in his calm +manner. + +But Rovinskaya quickly turned around to the men, and her long +emerald eyes narrowed. And this with her served as a sign of +wrath, from which even crowned personages committed follies at +times. However, she immediately restrained herself and continued +languidly: + +"I don't understand what you are talking about. I don't understand +even what we came here for. For there are no longer any spectacles +in the world. Now I, for instance, have seen bull-fights in +Seville, Madrid and Marseilles--an exhibition which does not evoke +anything save loathing. I have also seen boxing and wrestling +nastiness and brutality. I also happened to participate in a tiger +hunt, at which I sat under a baldachin on the back of a big, wise +white elephant ... in a word, you all know this well yourselves. +And out of all my great, chequered, noisy life, from which I have +grown old ..." + +"Oh, what are you saying, Ellena Victorovna!" said Chaplinsky with +a tender reproach. + +"Abandon compliments, Volodya! I know myself that I'm still young +and beautiful of body, but, really, it seems to me at times that I +am ninety. So worn out has my soul become. I continue. I say, that +during all my life only three strong impressions have sunk into my +soul. The first, while still a girl, when I saw a cat stealing +upon a cock-sparrow, and I with horror and with interest watched +its movements and the vigilant gaze of the bird. Up to this time I +don't know myself which I sympathized with more: the skill of the +cat or the slipperiness of the sparrow. The cock-sparrow proved +the quicker. In a moment he flew up on a tree and began from there +to pour down upon the cat such sparrow swearing that I would have +turned red for shame if I had understood even one word. While the +cat, as though it had been wronged, stuck up its tail like a +chimney and tried to pretend to itself that nothing out of the way +had taken place. Another time I had to sing in an opera a duet +with a certain great artist ..." + +"With whom?" asked the baroness quickly. + +"Isn't it all the same? Of what need names? And so, when he and I +were singing, I felt all of me in the sway of genius. How +wonderfully, into what a marvelous harmony, did our voices blend! +Ah! It is impossible to describe this impression. Probably, it +happens but once in a lifetime. According to the role, I had to +weep, and I wept with sincere, genuine tears. And when, after the +curtain, he walked up to me and patted my hair with his big warm +hand and with his enchanting, radiant smile said, 'Splendid! for +the first time in my life have I sung so' ... and so I--and I am a +very proud being--I kissed his hand. And the tears were still +standing in my eyes ..." + +"And the third?" asked the baroness, and her eyes lit up with the +evil sparks of jealousy. + +"Ah, the third," answered the artiste sadly, "the third is as +simple as simple can be. During the last season I lived at Nice, +and so I saw Carmen on the open stage at Frejus with the +anticipation of Cecile Ketten, who is now," the artiste earnestly +made the sign of the cross, "dead--I don't really know, +fortunately or unfortunately for herself?" + +Suddenly, in a moment, her magnificent eyes filled with tears and +began to shine with a magic green light, such as the evening star +gives forth, on warm summer twilights. She turned her face around +to the stage, and for some time her long, nervous fingers +convulsively squeezed the upholstery of the barrier of the box. +But when she again turned around to her friends, her eyes were +already dry, and the enigmatic, vicious and wilful lips were +resplendent with an unconstrained smile. + +Then Ryazanov asked her politely, in a tender but purposely calm +tone: + +"But then, Ellena Victorovna, your tremendous fame, admirers, the +roar of the mob ... finally, that delight which you afford to your +spectators. Is it possible that even this does not titillate your +nerves?" + +"No, Ryazanov," she answered in a tired voice. "You know no less +than myself what this is worth. A brazen interviewer, who needs +passes for his friends, and, by the way, twenty-five roubles in an +envelope. High school boys and girls, students and young ladies +attending courses, who beg you for autographed photographs. Some +old blockhead with a general's rank, who hums loudly with me +during my aria. The eternal whisper behind you, when you pass by: +'there she is, that same famous one!' Anonymous letters, the +brazenness of back-stage habitues ... why, you can't enumerate +everything! But surely, you yourself are often beset by female +psychopathics of the court-room?" + +"Yes," said Ryazanov decisively. + +"That's all there is to it. But add to that the most terrible +thing, that every time I have come to feel a genuine inspiration, +I tormentingly feel on the spot the consciousness that I'm +pretending and grimacing before people ... And the fear of the +success of your rival? And the eternal dread of losing your voice, +of straining it or catching a cold? The eternal tormenting bother +of throat bandages? No, really, it is heavy to bear renown on +one's shoulders." + +"But the artistic fame?" retorted the lawyer. "The might of +genius! This, verily, is a true moral might, which is above the +might of any king on earth!" + +"Yes, yes, of course you're right, my dear. But fame, celebrity, +are sweet only at a distance, when you only dream about them. But +when you have attained them you feel only their thorns. But then, +with what anguish you feel every dram of their decrease. And I +have forgotten to say something else. Why, we artists undergo a +sentence at hard labour. In the morning, exercises; in the +daytime, rehearsals; and then there's scarcely time for dinner and +you're due for the performance. An hour or so for reading or such +diversion as you and I are having now, may be snatched only by a +miracle. And even so... the diversion is altogether of the +mediocre..." + +She negligently and wearily made a slight gesture with the fingers +of the hand lying on the barrier. + +Volodya Chaplinsky, agitated by this conversation, suddenly asked: + +"Yes, but tell me, Ellena Victorovna, what would you want to +distract your imagination and ennui?" + +She looked at him with her enigmatic eyes and answered quietly, +even a trifle shyly, it seemed: + +"Formerly, people lived more gaily and did not know prejudices of +any sort. Well, it seems to me that then I would have been in my +place and would have lived with a full life. O, ancient Rome!" + +No one understood her, save Ryazanov, who, without looking at her, +slowly pronounced in his velvety voice, like that of an actor, the +classical, universally familiar, Latin phrase: + +"Ave, Caesar, morituri te salutant!" + +"Precisely! I love you very much, Ryazanov, because you are a +clever child. You will always catch a thought in its flight; +although, I must say, that this isn't an especially high property +of the mind. And really, two beings come together, the friends of +yesterday, who had conversed with each other and eaten at the same +table, and this day one of them must perish. You understand +depart from life forever. But they have neither malice nor fear. +There is the most real, magnificent spectacle, which I can only +picture to myself!" + +"How much cruelty there is in you," said the baroness +meditatively. + +"Well, nothing can be done about it now! My ancestors were +cavaliers and robbers. However, shan't we go away now?" + +They all went out of the garden. Volodya Chaplinsky ordered his +automobile called. Ellena Victorovna was leaning upon his arm. And +suddenly she asked: + +"Tell me, Volodya, where do you usually go when you take leave of +so-called decent women?" + +Volodya hemmed and hawed. However, he knew positively that he +could not lie to Rovinskaya. + +"M-m-m ... I'm afraid of offending your hearing. To the Tzigani, +for instance ... to night cabarets ..." + +"And somewhere else? Worse?" + +"Really, you put me in an awkward position. From the time that +I've become so madly in love with you ..." + +"Leave out the romancingl" + +"Well, how shall I say it?" murmured Volodya, feeling that he was +turning red, not only in the face, but with his body, his back. +"Well, of course, to the women. Now, of course, this does not +occur with me personally ..." + +Rovinskaya maliciously pressed Chaplinsky's elbow to her side. + +"To a brothel?" + +Volodya did not answer anything. Then she said: + +"And so, you'll carry us at once over there in the automobile and +acquaint us with this existence, which is foreign to me. But +remember, that I rely upon your protection." + +The remaining two agreed to this, unwillingly, in all probability; +but there was no possibility of opposing Ellena Victorovna. She +always did everything that she wanted to. And then they had all +heard and knew that in Petersburg carousing worldly ladies, and +even girls, permit themselves, out of a modish snobbism, pranks +far worse than the one which Rovinskaya had proposed. + + + + + +CHAPTER VII. + + +On the way to Yamskaya Street Rovinskaya said to Chaplinsky: + +"You'll bring me at first into the most luxurious place, then into +a medium one, and then into the filthiest." + +"My dear Ellena Victorovna," warmly retorted Chaplinsky, "I'm +ready to do everything for you. It is without false boasting when +I say that I would give my life away at your order, ruin my career +and position at a mere sign of yours ... But I dare not bring you +to these houses. Russian manners are coarse, and often simply +inhuman manners. I'm afraid that you will be insulted by some +pungent, unseemly word, or that a chance visitor will play some +senseless prank before you ..." + +"Ah, my God," impatiently interrupted Rovinskaya; "when I was +singing in London, there were many at that time paying court to +me, and I did not hesitate to go and see the filthiest dens of +Whitechapel in a choice company. I will say, that I was treated +there very carefully and anticipatingly. I will also say, that +there were with me at that time two English aristocrats; lords, +both sportsmen, both people unusually strong physically and +morally, who, of course, would never have allowed a woman to be +offended. However, perhaps you, Volodya, are of the race of +cowards?" + +Chaplinsky flared up: + +"Oh, no, no, Ellena Victorovna. I forewarned you only out of love +for you. But if you command, then I'm ready to go where you will. +Not only on this dubious undertaking, but even very death itself." + +By this time they had already driven up to the most luxurious +establishment in the Yamkas--Treppel's. Ryazanov the lawyer said, +smiling with his usual ironic smile: + +"And so, the inspection of the menagerie begins." + +They were led into a cabinet with crimson wall paper, and on the +wall paper was repeated, in the "empire" style, a golden design in +the form of small laurel wreaths. And at once Rovinskaya +recognized, with the keen memory of an artiste, that exactly the +same paper had also been in that cabinet in which they had just +been sitting. + +Four German women from the Baltic provinces came out. All of them +stout, full-breasted, blonde, powdered, very important and +respectful. The conversation did not catch on at first. The girls +sat immovable, like carvings of stone, in order to pretend with +all their might that they were respectable ladies. Even the +champagne, which Ryazanov called for, did not improve the mood. +Rovinskaya was the first to come to the aid of the party. Turning +to the stoutest, fairest German of all, who resembled a loaf, she +asked politely in German: + +"Tell me, where were you born? Germany, in all probability?" + +"No, gnadige Frau, I am from Riga." + +"What compels you to serve here, then? Not poverty, I hope?" + +"Of course not, gnadige Frau. But, you understand, my bridegroom, +Hans, works as a kellner in a restaurant-automat, and we are too +poor to be married now. I bring my savings to a bank, and he does +the same. When we have saved the ten thousand roubles we need, we +will open our own beer-hall, and, if God will bless us, then we +shall allow ourselves the luxury of having children. Two children. +A boy and a girl." + +"But, listen to me, mein Fraulein!" Rovinskaya was amazed. "You +are young, handsome, know two languages ..." + +"Three, madam," proudly put in the German. "I know Esthonian as +well. I finished the municipal school and three classes of high +school." + +"Well, then, you see, you see ..." Rovinskaya became heated. "With +such an education you could always find a place with everything +found, and about thirty roubles. Well, in the capacity of a +housekeeper, bonne, senior clerk in a good store, a cashier, let's +say ... And if your future bridegroom ... Fritz ..." + +"Hans, madam ..." + +"If Hans proved to be an industrious and thrifty man, then it +would not be at all hard for you to get up on your feet +altogether, after three or four years. What do you think?" + +"Ah, madam, you are a little mistaken. You have overlooked that, +in the very best of positions, I, even denying myself in +everything, will not be able to put aside more than fifteen, +twenty roubles a month; whereas here, with a prudent economy, I +gain up to a hundred roubles and at once carry them away with a +book into the savings bank. And besides that, just imagine, +gnadige Frau, what a humiliating position to be the servant in a +house! Always to depend on the caprice or the disposition of the +spirits of the masters! And the master always pesters you with +foolishness. Pfui! .. And the mistress is jealous, picks, and +scolds." + +"No ... I don't understand ..." meditatively drawled Rovinskaya, +without looking the German in the eyes, but casting hers on the +floor. "I've heard a great deal of your life here, in these ... +what do you call them? .. these houses. They say it is something +horrible. That you're forced to love the most repulsive, old and +hideous men, that you are plucked and exploited in the most cruel +manner ..." + +"Oh, never, madam ... Each one of us has an account book, wherein +is written accurately the income and expense. During last month I +earned a little more than five hundred roubles. As always, two- +thirds went to the proprietress for board, quarters, fuel, light, +linen ... There remains to me more than a hundred and fifty, it is +not so? Fifty I spent on costumes and all sorts of trifles. A +hundred I save. What exploitation is it, then, madam, I ask you? +And if I do not like a man at all--true, there are some who are +exceedingly nasty--I can always say I am sick, and instead of me +will go one of the newest girls ..." + +"But then ... pardon me, I do not know your name ..." + +"Elsa." + +"They say, that you're treated very roughly ... beaten at times +... compelled to do that which you don't want to and which is +repulsive to you?" + +"Never, madam!" dropped Elsa haughtily. "We all live here as a +friendly family of our own. We are all natives of the same land or +relatives, and God grant that many should live so in their own +families as we live here. True, on Yamskaya Street there happen +various scandals and fights and misunderstandings. But that's +there ... in these ... in the rouble establishments. The Russian +girls drink a lot and always have one lover. And they do not think +at all of their future." + +"You are prudent, Elsa," said Rovinskaya in an oppressed tone. +"All this is well. But, what of the chance disease? Infection? +Why, that is death? And how can you guess?" + +"And again--no, madam. I won't let a man into my bed before I make +a detailed medical inspection of him ... I am guaranteed, at the +least, against seventy-five per cent." + +"The devil!" suddenly exclaimed Rovinskaya with heat and hit the +table with her fist. "But, then, what of your Albert ..." + +"Hans," the German corrected her meekly. + +"Pardon me ... Your Hans surely does not rejoice greatly over the +fact that you are living here, and that you betray him every day?" + +Elsa looked at her with sincere, lively amazement. + +"But gnadige Frau ... I have never yet betrayed him! It is other +lost wenches, especially Russian, who have lovers for themselves, +on whom they spend their hard-earned money. But that I should ever +let myself go as far as that? Pfui!" + +"A greater fall I have not imagined!" said Rovinskaya loudly and +with aversion, getting up. "Pay gentlemen, and let's go on from +here." + +When they had gone out into the street, Volodya took her arm and +said in an imploring voice: + +"For God's sake, isn't one experiment enough for you?" + +"Oh, what vulgarity! What vulgarity!" + +"That's why I'm saying, let's drop this experiment." + +"No, in any case I am going through with it to the finish. Show me +something simpler, more of the medium." + +Volodya Chaplinsky, who was all the time in a torment over Ellena +Victorovna, offered the most likely thing--to drop into the +establishment of Anna Markovna, which was only ten steps away. + +But it was just here that strong impressions awaited them. Simeon +did not want to let them in, and only several gold pieces, which +Ryazanov gave him, softened him. They took up a cabinet, almost +the same as at Treppel's, only somewhat shabbier and more faded. +At the command of Emma Edwardovna, the girls were herded into the +cabinet. But it was the same as letting a goat into a truck-garden +or mixing soda and acid. The main mistake, however, was that they +let Jennka in there as well--wrathful, irritated, with impudent +fires in her eyes. The modest, quiet Tamara was the last to walk +in, with her shy and depraved smile of a Monna Lisa. In the end, +almost the entire personnel of the establishment gathered in the +cabinet. Rovinskaya no longer risked asking "How did you come to +this life?" But it must be said, that the inmates of the house met +her with an outward hospitality. Ellena Victorovna asked them to +sing their usual canonical songs, and they willingly sang: + + Monday now is come again, + They're supposed to get me out; + Doctor Krassov won't let me out, + Well, the devil take him then. + +And further: + + Poor little, poor little, poor little me, + The public house is closed, + My head's aching me... + + The love of a loafer + Is spice, is spice; + But the prostitute + Is as cold as ice. + Ha-ha-ha! + + They came together + Matched as well as might be, + She is a prostitute, + A pickpocket he. + Ha-ha-ha! + + Now morning has come, + He is planning a theft; + While she lies in her bed + And laughs like she's daft. + Ha-ha-ha! + + Comes morning, the laddie + Is led to the pen; + But for the prostitute + His pals await then. + Ha-ha-ha! ... + +[Footnote: While there can be but little doubt that these four +stanzas are an actual transcript from life, Heinrich Heine's "Ein +Weib" is such a striking parallel that it may be reproduced here +as a matter of interest. The translation is by Mr. Louis +Untermeyer.--Trans. + + A WOMAN + + They loved each other beyond belief-- + She was a strumpet, he was a thief; + Whenever she thought of his tricks, thereafter + She'd throw herself on the bed with laughter. + + The day was spent with a reckless zest; + At night she lay upon his breast. + So when they took him, a while thereafter + She watched at the window--with laughter. + + He sent word pleading "Oh come to me, + I need you, need you bitterly, + Yes, here and in the hereafter." + Her little head shook with laughter. + + At six in the morning they swung him high; + At seven the turf on his grave was dry; + At eight, however, she quaffed her + Red wine and sang with laughter!] + +And still further a convict song: + + I'm a ruined laddie, + Ruined for alway; + While year after year + The days go away. + +And also: + + Don't you cry, my Mary, + You'll belong to me; + When I've served the army + I will marry thee. + +But here suddenly, to the general amazement, the stout Kitty, +usually taciturn, burst into laughter. She was a native of Odessa. + +"Let me sing one song, too. It's sung by thieves and badger queens +in the drink shops on our Moldavanka and Peresip." + +And in a horrible bass, in a rusty and unyielding voice, she began +to sing, making the most incongruous gestures, but, evidently, +imitating some cabaret cantatrice of the third calibre that she +had sometime seen: + + "Ah, I'll go to Dukovka, + Sit down at the table, + Now I throw my hat off, + Toss it under table. + Then I athk my dearie, + 'What will you drink, sweet?' + But all the answer that she makes: + 'My head aches fit to split.' + 'I ain't a-athking you + What your ache may be, + But I am a-athking you + What your drink may be: + Will it be beer, or for wine shall I call, + Or for violet wine, or nothing else at all?'" + +And all would have turned out well, if suddenly Little White +Manka, in only her chemise and in white lace drawers, had not +burst into the cabinet. Some merchant, who the night before had +arranged a paradisaical night, was carousing with her, and the +ill-fated Benedictine, which always acted upon the girl with the +rapidity of dynamite, had brought her into the usual quarrelsome +condition. She was no longer "Little Manka" and "Little White +Manka," but she was "Manka the Scandaliste." Having run into the +cabinet, she suddenly, from unexpectedness, fell down on the +floor, and, lying on her back, burst into such sincere laughter +that all the rest burst out laughing as well. Yes. But this +laughter was not prolonged ... Manka suddenly sat up on the floor +and began to shout: + +"Hurrah! new wenches have joined our place!" + +This was altogether an unexpected thing. The baroness did a still +greater tactlessness. She said: + +"I am a patroness of a convent for fallen girls, and therefore, as +a part of my duty, I must gather information about you." + +But here Jennka instantly flared up: + +"Get out of here right away, you old fool! You rag! You floor mop! +.. Your Magdalene asylums--they're worse than a prison. Your +secretaries use us, like dogs carrion. Your fathers, husbands, and +brothers come to us, and we infect them with all sorts of diseases +... Purposely .. And they in their turn infect you. Your female +superintendents live with the drivers, janitors and policemen, +while we are put in a cell if we happen to laugh or joke a little +among ourselves. And so, if you've come here as to a theatre, then +you must hear the truth out, straight to your face." + +But Tamara calmly stopped her: + +"Stop, Jennie, I will tell them myself ... Can it be that you +really think, baroness, that we are worse than the so-called +respectable women? A man comes to me, pays me two roubles for a +visit or five roubles for a night, and I don't in the least +conceal this, from any one in the world ... But tell me, baroness, +do you possibly know even one married lady with a family who isn't +in secret giving herself up either for the sake of passion to a +young man, or for the sake of money to an old one? I know very +well that fifty percent of you are kept by lovers, while the +remaining fifty, of those who are older, keep young lads. I also +know that many--ah, how many!--of you cohabit with your fathers, +brothers, and even sons, but these secrets you hide in some sort +of a hidden casket. And that's all the difference between us. We +are fallen, but we don't lie and don't pretend, but you all fall, +and lie to boot. Think it over for yourself; now--in whose favour +is this difference?" + +"Bravo, Tamarochka, that's the way to serve them!" shouted Manka, +without getting up from the floor; dishevelled, fair, curly, +resembling at this moment a thirteen-year-old girl. + +"Now, now!" urged Jennka as well, flashing with her flaming eyes. + +"Why not, Jennechka? I'll go further than that. Out of us +scarcely, scarcely one in a thousand has committed abortion. But +all of you several times over. What? Or isn't that the truth? And +those of you who've done this, did it not out of desperation or +cruel poverty, but you simply were afraid of spoiling your figure +and beauty--that's your sole capital! Or else you've been seeking +only beastly carnal pleasure, while pregnancy and feeding +interfered with your giving yourself up to it!" + +Rovinskaya became confused and uttered in a quick whisper: + +"Faites attention, baronne, que dans sa position cette demoiselle +est instruite." [Footnote: "Pay attention, baroness, the girl is +rather educated for one of her position."] + +"Figurez-vous, que moi, j'ai aussi remarque cet etrange visage. +Comme si je l'ai deja vu ... est-ce en reve? ... en demi-delire? +Ou dans sa petite enfance?" [Footnote: "Just imagine, I, too, have +remarked this strange face. But where have I seen it ... was it in +a dream? ... in semi-delirium? Or in her early infancy?"] + +"Ne vous donnez pas la peine de chercher dans vos souvenirs, +baronne," Tamara suddenly interposed insolently. "Je puis de suite +vous venir aide. Rappelez-vous seulement Kharkoff, et la chambre +d'hotel de Koniakine, l'entrepreneur Solovieitschik, et le tenor +di grazzia ... A ce moment vous n'etiez pas encore m-me la baronne +de ... [Footnote: "Don't trouble to strain your memory, baroness. +I will come to your aid at once. Just recall Kharkov, a room in +Koniakine's hotel, the theatrical manager, Solovieitschik, and a +certain lyrical tenor ... At that time you were not yet baroness +de ..."] However, let's drop the French tongue ... You were a +common chorus girl and served together with me." + +"Mais, dites-moi, au nom de dieu, comment vous trouvez vous ici, +Mademoiselle Marguerite." [Footnote: "But tell me, in God's name, +how you have come to be here, Mademoiselle Marguerite?"] + +"Oh, they ask us about that every day. I just up and came to be +here ..." + +And with an inimitable cynicism she asked: + +"I trust you will pay for the time which we have passed with you?" + +"No, may the devil take you!" suddenly shouted out Little White +Manka, quickly getting up from the rug. + +And suddenly, pulling two gold pieces out of her stocking, she +flung them upon the table. + +"There, you! .. I'm giving you that for a cab. Go away right now, +otherwise I'll break up all the mirrors and bottles here..." + +Rovinskaya got up and said with sincere, warm tears in her eyes: + +"Of course, we'll go away, and the lesson of Mlle. Marguerite will +prove of benefit to us. Your time will be paid for--take care of +it, Volodya. Still, you sang so much for us, that you must allow +me to sing for you as well." + +Rovinskaya went up to the piano, took a few chords, and suddenly +began to sing the splendid ballad of Dargomyzhsky: + + "We parted then with pride-- + Neither with sighs nor words + Proffered I thee reproach of jealousy ... + We went apart for aye, + Yet only if with thee + I might but chance to meet! .. + Ah, that with thee I might but chance to meet! + + "I weep not nor complain-- + To fate I bend my knee... + I know not, if you loved, + So greatly wronging me? + Yet only if with thee + I might but chance to meet! ... + Ah, that with thee I might but chance to meet!" + +This tender and passionate ballad, executed by a great artiste, +suddenly reminded all these women of their first love; of their +first fall; of a late leave-taking at a dawn in the spring, in the +chill of the morning, when the grass is gray from the dew, while +the red sky paints the tips of the birches a rosy colour; of last +embraces, so closely entwined, and of the unerring heart's +mournful whispers: "No, this will not be repeated, this will not +be repeated!" And the lips were then cold and dry, while the damp +mist of the morning lay upon the hair. + +Silence seized Tamara; silence seized Manka the Scandaliste; and +suddenly Jennka, the most untamable of all the girls, ran up to +the artiste, fell down on her knees, and began to sob at her feet. + +And Rovinskaya, touched herself, put her arms around her head and +said: + +"My sister, let me kiss you!" + +Jennka whispered something into her ear. + +"Why, that's a silly trifle," said Rovinskaya. "A few months of +treatment and it will all go away." + +"No, no, no ... I want to make all of them diseased. Let them all +rot and croak." + +"Ah, my dear," said Rovinskaya, "I would not do that in your +place." + +And now Jennka, the proud Jennka began kissing the knees and hands +of the artiste and was saying: + +"Then why have people wronged me so? ... Why have they wronged me +so? Why? Why? Why?" + +Such is the might of genius! + +The only might which takes into its beautiful hands not the abject +reason, but the warm soul of man! The self-respecting Jennka was +hiding her face in Rovinskaya's dress; Little White Manka was +sitting meekly on a chair, her face covered with a handkerchief; +Tamara, with elbow propped on her knee and head bowed on the palm +of her hand, was intently looking down, while Simeon the porter, +who had been looking in against any emergency, only opened his +eyes wide in amazement. + +Rovinskaya was quietly whispering into Jennka's very ear: + +"Never despair. Sometimes things fall out so badly that there's +nothing for it but to hang one's self--but, just look, to-morrow +life has changed abruptly. My dear, my sister, I am now a world +celebrity. But if you only knew what seas of humiliation and +vileness I have had to wade through! Be well, then, my dear, and +believe in your star." + +She bent down to Jennka and kissed her on the forehead. And never +afterwards could Volodya Chaplinsky, who had been watching this +scene with a painful tension, forget those warm and beautiful +rays, which at this moment kindled in the green, long, Egyptian +eyes of the artiste. + +The party departed gloomily, but Ryazanov lingered behind for a +minute. + +He walked up to Jennka, respectfully and gently kissed her hand, +and said: + +"If possible, forgive our prank ... This, of course, will not be +repeated. But if you ever have need of me, I am always at your +service. Here is my visiting card. Don't stick it out on your +bureau; but remember, that from this evening on I am your friend." + +And, having kissed Jennka's hand once more, he was the last to go +down the stairs. + + + + + +CHAPTER VIII. + + +On Thursday, since very morning, a ceaseless, fine drizzle had +begun to fall, and so the leaves of the chestnuts, acacias, and +poplars had at once turned green. And, suddenly, it became somehow +dreamily quiet and protractedly tedious. Pensive and monotonous. + +During this all the girls had gathered, as usual, in Jennka's +room. But something strange was going on within her. She did not +utter witticisms, did not laugh, did not read, as always, her +usual yellow-back novel which was now lying aimlessly either on +her breast or stomach; but was vicious, wrapped up in sadness, and +in her eyes blazed a yellow fire that spoke of hatred. In vain did +Little White Manka, Manka the Scandaliste, who adored her, try to +turn her attention to herself--Jennka seemed not to notice her, +and the conversation did not at all get on. It was depressing. But +it may have been that the August drizzle, which had steadily set +in for several weeks running, reacted upon all of them. Tamara sat +down on Jennka's bed, gently embraced her, and, having put her +mouth near her very ear, said in a whisper: + +"What's the matter, Jennechka? I've seen for a long time that +something strange is going on in you. And Manka feels that too. +Just see, how she's wasted without your caressing. Tell me. +Perhaps I'll be able to help you in some way?" + +Jennka closed her eyes and shook her head in negation. Tamara +moved away from her a little, but continued to stroke her shoulder +gently. + +"It's your affair, Jennechka. I daren't butt into your soul. I +only asked because you're the only being who..." + +Jennka with decision suddenly jumped out of bed, seized Tamara by +the hand and said abruptly and commandingly: + +"All right! Let's get out of here for a minute. I'll tell you +everything. Girls, wait for us a little while." + +In the light corridor Jennka laid her hands on the shoulders of +her mate and with a distorted, suddenly blanched face, said: + +"Well, then, listen here: some one has infected me with syphilis." + +"Oh, my poor darling. Long?" + +"Long. Do you remember, when the students were here? The same ones +who started a row with Platonov? I found out about it for the +first time then. I found out in the daytime." + +"Do you know," quietly remarked Tamara, "I almost guessed about +this, and particularly then, when you went down on your knees +before the singer and talked quietly about something with her. But +still, my dear Jennechka, you must attend to yourself." + +Jennka wrathfully stamped her foot and tore in half the batiste +handkerchief which she had been nervously crumpling in her hands. + +"No! Not for anything! I won't infect any one of you. You may have +noticed yourself, that during the last weeks I don't dine at the +common table, and that I wash and wipe the dishes myself. That's +why I'm trying to break Manka away from me, whom, you know, I love +sincerely, in the real way. But these two-legged skunks I infect +purposely, infect every evening, ten, fifteen of them. Let them +rot, let them carry the syphilis on to their wives, mistresses, +mothers--yes, yes, their mothers also, and their fathers, and +their governesses, and even their grand-grandmothers. Let them all +perish, the honest skunks!" + +Tamara carefully and tenderly stroked Jennka's head. "Can it be +that you'll go the limit, Jennechka?" + +"Yes. And without any mercy. All of you, however, don't have to be +afraid of me. I choose the man myself. The stupidest, the +handsomest, the richest and the most important, but not to one of +you will I let them go afterward. Oh! I make believe I'm so +passionate before them, that you'd burst out laughing if you saw. +I bite them, I scratch, I cry and shiver like an. insane woman. +They believe it, the pack of fools." + +"It's your affair, it's your affair, Jennechka," meditatively +uttered Tamara, looking down. "Perhaps you're right, at that. Who +knows? But tell me, how did you get away from the doctor?" + +Jennka suddenly turned away from her, pressed her face against the +angle of the window frame and suddenly burst into bitter, searing +tears--the tears of wrath and vengefulness--and at the same time +she spoke, gasping and quivering: + +"Because ... because ... Because God has sent me especial luck: I +am sick there where, in all probability, no doctor can see. And +ours, besides that, is old and stupid..." + +And suddenly, with some unusual effort of the will Jennka stopped +her tears just as unexpectedly as she had started crying. + +"Come to me, Tamarochka," she said. "Of course, you won't chatter +too much?" + +"Of course not." + +And they returned into Jennka's room, both of them calm and +restrained. + +Simeon walked into the room. He, contrary to his usual brazenness, +always bore himself with a shade of respect toward Jennka. Simeon +said: + +"Well, now, Jennechka, their Excellency has come to Vanda. Allow +her to go away for ten minutes." + +Vanda, a blue-eyed, light blonde, with a large red mouth, with the +typical face of a Lithuanian, looked imploringly at Jennka. If +Jennka had said "No" she would have remained in the room, but +Jennka did not say anything and even shut her eyes deliberately. +Vanda obediently went out of the room. + +This general came accurately twice a month, every two weeks (just +as to Zoe, another girl, came daily another honoured guest, +nicknamed the Director in the house). + +Jennka suddenly threw the old, tattered book behind her. Her brown +eyes flared up with a real golden fire. + +"You're wrong in despising this general," said she. "I've known +worse Ethiopians. I had a certain guest once--a real blockhead. He +couldn't make love to me otherwise than ... otherwise than ... +well, let's say it plainly: he pricked me with pins in the breast +... While in Vilno a Polish Catholic priest used to come to me. He +would dress me all in white, compel me to powder myself, lay me +down on the bed. He'd light three candles near me. And then, when +I seemed to him altogether like a dead woman, he'd throw himself +upon me." + +Little White Manka suddenly exclaimed: + +"It's the truth you're telling, Jennka! I had a certain old +bugger, too. He made me pretend all the time that I was an +innocent girl, so's I'd cry and scream. But, Jennechka, though +you're the smartest one of us, yet I'll bet you won't guess who he +was ..." + +"The warden of a prison?" + +"A fire chief." + +Suddenly Katie burst into laughter in her bass: + +"Well, now, I had a certain teacher. He taught some kind of +arithmetic, I disremember which. He always made me believe, that I +was the man, and he the woman, and that I should do it to him ... +by force ... And what a fool! Just imagine, girls, he'd yell all +the time: 'I'm your woman! I'm all yours! Take me! Take me!'" + +"Loony!" said the blue-eyed, spry Verka in a positive and +unexpectedly contralto voice: "Loony." + +"No, why?" suddenly retorted the kindly and modest Tamara. "Not +crazy at all, but simply, like all men, a libertine. At home it's +tiresome for him, while here for his money he can receive whatever +pleasure he desires. That's plain, it seems?" + +Jennka, who had been silent up to now, suddenly, with one quick +movement sat up in bed. + +"You're all fools!" she cried. "Why do you forgive them all this? +Before I used to be foolish myself, too, but now I compel them to +walk before me on all fours, compel them to kiss my soles, and +they do this with delight ... You all know, girlies, that I don't +love money, but I pluck the men in whatever way I can. They, the +nasty beasts, present me with the portraits of their wives, +brides, mothers, daughters ... However, you've seen, I think, the +photographs in our water-closet? But now, just think of it, my +children ... A woman loves only once, but for always, while a man +loves like a he-greyhound... That he's unfaithful is nothing; but +he never has even the commonest feeling of gratitude left either +for the old, or the new, mistress. I've heard it said, that now +there are many clean boys among the young people. I believe this, +though I haven't seen, haven't met them, myself. But all those I +have seen are all vagabonds, nasty brutes and skunks. Not so long +ago I read some novel of our miserable life. It's almost the same +thing as I'm telling you now." + +Vanda came back. She slowly, carefully, sat down on the edge of +Jennka's bed; there, where the shadow of the lamp fell. Out of +that deep, though deformed psychical delicacy, which is peculiar +to people sentenced to death, prisoners at hard labour, and +prostitutes, none had the courage to ask her how she had passed +this hour and a half. Suddenly she threw upon the table twenty- +five roubles and said: + +"Bring me white wine and a watermelon." + +And, burying her face in her arms, which had sunk on the table, +she began to sob inaudibly. And again no one took the liberty of +putting any question to her. Only Jennka grew pale from wrath and +bit her lower lip so that a row of white spots was left upon it. + +"Yes," she said; "here, now, I understand Tamara. You hear, +Tamara, I apologize before you. I've often laughed over your being +in love with your thief Senka. But here, now, I'll say that of all +the men the most decent is a thief or a murderer. He doesn't hide +the fact that he loves a girlie, and, if need be, will commit a +crime for her--a theft or a murder. But these--the rest of them! +All lying, falsehood, petty cunning, depravity on the sly. The +nasty beast has three families, a wife and five children. A +governess and two children abroad. The eldest daughter from the +first marriage, and a child by her. And this everybody, everybody +in town knows, save his little children. And even they, perhaps, +guess it and whisper among themselves. And, just imagine, he's a +respected person, honoured by the whole world ... My children, it +seems we've never had occasion to enter into confidences with each +other, and yet I'll tell you, that I when I was ten and a half, +was sold by my own mother in the city of Zhitomir to Doctor +Tarabukin. I kissed his hands, implored him to spare me, I cried +out to him: 'I'm little!' But he'd answer me: 'That's nothing, +that's nothing: you'll grow up.' Well, of course, there was pain, +aversion, nastiness ... And he afterwards spread it around as a +current anecdote. The desperate cry of my soul." + +"Well, as long as we do speak, let's speak to the end," suddenly +and calmly said Zoe, and smiled negligently and sadly. "I was +deprived of innocence by a teacher in the ministerial school, Ivan +Petrovich Sus. He simply called me over to his rooms, and his wife +at that time had gone to market for a suckling pig--it was +Christmas. Treated me with candies, and then said it was going to +be one of two things: either I must obey him in everything, or +he'd at once expel me out of school for bad conduct. But then you +know yourselves, girls, how we feared the teachers. Here they +aren't terrible to us, because we do with them whatever we want-- +but at that time! For then he seemed to us greater than Czar and +God." + +"And me a stewdent. He was teaching the master's boys in our +place. There, where I was a servant ..." + +"No, but I ..." exclaimed Niura, but, turning around unexpectedly, +remained as she was with her mouth open. Looking in the direction +of her gaze, Jennka had to wring her hands. In the doorway stood +Liubka, grown thin, with dark rings under her eyes, and, just like +a somnambulist, was searching with her hand for the door-knob, as +a point of support. + +"Liubka, you fool, what's the matter with you?' yelled Jennka +loudly. "What is it?" + +"Well, of course, what: he took and chased me out." + +No one said a word. Jennka hid her eyes with her hands and started +breathing hard, and it could be seen how under the skin of her +cheeks the taut muscles of the jaws were working. + +"Jennechka, all my hope is only in you," said Liubka with a deep +expression of weary helplessness. "Everybody respects you so. Talk +it over, dearie, with Anna Markovna or with Simeon ... Let them +take me back." + +Jennka straightened up on the bed, fixed Liubka with her dry, +burning, yet seemingly weeping eyes, and asked brokenly: + +"Have you eaten anything to-day?" + +"No. Neither yesterday, nor to-day. Nothing." + +"Listen, Jennechka," asked Vanda quietly, "suppose I give her some +white wine? And Verka meanwhile will run to the kitchen for meat? +What?" + +"Do as you know best. Of course, that's all right. And give a +look, girlies, why, she's all wet. Oh, what a booby! Well! Lively! +Undress yourself! Little White Manka, or you, Tamarochka, give her +dry drawers, warm stockings and slippers. Well, now," she turned +to Liubka, "tell us, you idiot, all that happened to you!" + + + + + +CHAPTER IX. + + +On that early morning when Lichonin so suddenly, and, perhaps, +unexpectedly even to himself, had carried off Liubka from the gay +establishment of Anna Markovna it was the height of summer. The +trees still remained green, but in the scent of the air, the +leaves, and the grass there was already to be felt, as though from +afar, the tender, melancholy, and at the same time bewitching +scent of the nearing autumn. With wonder the student gazed at the +trees, so clean, innocent and quiet, as though God, imperceptibly +to men, had planted them about here at night; and the trees +themselves were looking around with wonder upon the calm blue +water, that still seemed slumbering in the pools and ditches and +under the wooden bridge thrown across the shallow river; upon the +lofty, as though newly washed sky, which had just awakened, and, +in the glow of dawn, half asleep, was smiling with a rosy, lazy, +happy smile in greeting to the kindling sun. + +The heart of the student expanded and quivered; both from the +beauty of the beatific morning, and from the joy of existence, and +from the sweet air, refreshing his lungs after the night, passed +without sleep, in a crowded and smoke-filled compartment. But the +beauty and loftiness of his own action moved him still more. + +Yes, he had acted like a man, like a real man, in the highest +sense of that word! Even now he is not repenting of what he had +done. It's all right for them (to whom this "them" applied, +Lichonin did not properly understand even himself), it's all right +for them to talk about the horrors of prostitution; to talk, +sitting at tea, with rolls and sausage, in the presence of pure +and cultured girls. But had any one of his colleagues taken some +actual step toward liberating a woman from perdition? Eh, now? And +then there is also--the sort that will come to this same Sonechka +Marmeladova, will tell her all sorts of taradiddles, describe all +kinds of horrors to her, butt into her soul, until he brings her +to tears; and right off will start in crying himself and begin to +console her, embrace her, pat her on the head, kiss her at first +on the cheek, then on the lips; well, and everybody knows what +happens next! Faugh! But with him, with Lichonin, the word and the +deed were never at odds. + +He clasped Liubka around the waist, and looked at her with kindly, +almost loving, eyes; although, the very same minute, he himself +thought that he was regarding her as a father or a brother. + +Sleep was fearfully besetting Liubka; her eyes would close, and +she with an effort would open them wide, so as not to fall asleep +again; while on her lips lay the same naive, childish, tired +smile, which Lichonin had noticed still there, in the cabinet. And +out of one corner of her mouth ran a thin trickle of saliva. + +"Liubka, my dear! My darling, much-suffering woman! Behold how +fine it is all around! Lord! Here it's five years that I haven't +seen the sunrise. Now play at cards, now drinking, now I had to +hurry to the university. Behold, my dearest, over there the dawn +has burst into bloom. The sun is near! This is your dawn, +Liubochka! This is your new life beginning. You will fearlessly +lean upon my strong arm. I shall lead you out upon the road of +honest toil, on the way to a brave combat with life, face to face +with it!" + +Liubka eyed him askance. "There, the fumes are still playing in +his head," she thought kindly. "But that's nothing--he's kind and a +good sort. Only a trifle homely." And, having smiled with a half- +sleepy smile, she said in a tone of capricious reproach: + +"Ye--es! You'll fool me, never fear. All of you men are like that. +You just gain yours at first, to get your pleasure, and then--no +attention whatsoever!" + +"I? Oh? That I should do this!" Lichonin exclaimed warmly and even +smote himself on the chest with his free hand. "Then you know me +very badly! I'm too honest a man to be deceiving a defenseless +girl. No! I'll exert all my powers and all my soul to educate your +mind, to widen your outlook, to compel your poor heart, which has +suffered so, to forget all the wounds and wrongs which life has +inflicted upon it. I will be a father and a brother to you! I +shall safeguard your every step! And if you will come to love +somebody with a truly pure, holy love, then I shall bless that day +and hour when I had snatched you out of this Dantean hell!" + +During the continuation of this flaming tirade the old cabby with +great significance, although silently, began laughing, and from +this inaudible laughter his back shook. Old cabbies hear very many +things, because to the cabby, sitting in front, everything is +readily audible, which is not at all suspected by the conversing +fares; and many things do the old cabbies know of that which takes +place among people. Who knows, perhaps he had heard more than once +even more disordered, more lofty speeches? + +It seemed to Liubka for some reason that Lichonin had grown angry +at her, or that he was growing jealous beforehand of some +imaginary rival. He was declaiming with entirely too much noise +and agitation. She became perfectly awake, turned her face to +Lichonin with wide open, uncomprehending, and at the same time +submissive eyes, and slightly touched his right hand, lying on her +waist, with her fingers. + +"Don't get angry, my sweetie. I'll never exchange you for another. +Here's my word of honour, honest to God! My word of honour, that I +never will! Don't you think I feel you're wanting to take care of +me? Do you think I don't understand? Why, you're such an +attractive, nice little young fellow. There, now, if you were an +old man and homely..." + +"Ah! You haven't got the right idea!" shouted Lichonin, and again +in high-flown style began to tell her about the equal rights of +women, about the sacredness of toil, about human justice, about +freedom, about the struggle against reigning evil. + +Of all his words Liubka understood exactly not a one. She still +felt herself guilty of something and somehow shrank all up, grew +sad, bowed her head and became quiet. A little more and she, in +all probability, would have burst out crying in the middle of the +street; but fortunately, they by this time had driven up to the +house where Lichonin was staying. + +"Well, here we are at home," said the student. "Stop, driver!" + +And when he had paid him, he could not refrain from declaiming +with pathos, his hand extended theatrically straight before him: + + "And into my house, calm and fearless, + As its full mistress walk thou in!" + +And again the unfathomable, prophetic smile wrinkled the aged +brown face of the cabby. + + + + + +CHAPTER X. + + +The room in which Lichonin lived was situated on the fifth story +and a half. And a half, because there are such five, six, and +seven-story profitable houses, packed to overflowing and cheap, on +top of which are erected still other sorry bug-breeders of roof +iron, something in the nature of mansards; or more exactly, bird- +houses, in which it is fearfully cold in winter, while in the +summer time it is just as torrid as in the tropics. Liubka with +difficulty clambered upward. It seemed to her that now, now, two +steps more, and she would drop straight down on the steps and fall +into a sleep from which nothing would be able to wake her. But +Lichonin was saying all the time: + +"My dear! I can see you are tired. But that's nothing. Lean upon +me. We are going upwards all the time! Always higher and higher! +Is this not a symbol of all human aspirations? My comrade, my +sister, lean upon my arm!" + +Here it became still worse for poor Liubka. As it was, she could +barely go up alone, but here she also had to drag in tow Lichonin, +who had grown extremely heavy. And his weight would not really +have mattered; his wordiness, however, was beginning to irritate +her little by little. So irritates at times the ceaseless, +wearisome crying, like a toothache, of an infant at breast; the +piercing whimpering of a canary; or someone whistling without +pause and out of tune in an adjoining room. + +Finally, they reached Lichonin's room. There was no key in the +door. And, as a rule, it was never even locked with a key. +Lichonin pushed the door and they entered. It was dark in the +room, because the window curtains were lowered. It smelt of mice, +kerosene, yesterday's vegetable soup, long-.used bed linen, stale +tobacco smoke. In the half-dusk some one who could not be seen was +snoring deafeningly and with variations. + +Lichonin raised the shade. There were the usual furnishings of a +poor student: a sagging, unmade bed with a crumpled blanket; a +lame table, and on it a candlestick without a candle; several +books on the floor and on the table; cigarette stubs everywhere; +and opposite the bed, along the other wall, an old, old divan, +upon which at the present moment was sleeping and snoring, with +mouth wide open, some young man with black hair and moustache. The +collar of his shirt was unbuttoned and through its opening could +be seen the chest and black hair, the like of which for thickness +and curliness could be found only on Persian lambs. + +"Nijeradze! Hey, Nijeradze, get up!" cried Lichonin and prodded +the sleeper in the ribs. "Prince!" + +"M-m-m..." + +"May your race be even accursed in the person of your ancestors +and descendants! May they even be exiled from the heights of the +beauteous Caucasus! May they even never behold the blessed +Georgia! Get up, you skunk! Get up you Aravian dromedary! +Kintoshka! ..." + +But suddenly, unexpectedly for Lichonin, Liubka intervened. She +took him by the arm and said timidly: + +"Darling, why torture him? Maybe he wants to sleep, maybe he's +tired? Let him sleep a bit. I'd better go home. Will you give me a +half for a cabby? To-morrow you'll come to me again. Isn't that +so, sweetie?" + +Lichonin was abashed. So strange did the intervention of this +silent, apparently sleepy girl, appear to him. Of course, he did +not grasp that she was actuated by an instinctive, unconscious +pity for a man who had not had enough sleep; or, perhaps, a +professional regard for the sleep of other people. But the +astonishment was only momentary. For some reason he became +offended. He raised the hand of the recumbent man, which hung down +to the floor, with the extinguished cigarette still remaining +between its fingers, and, shaking it hard, he said in a serious, +almost severe voice: + +"Listen, now, Nijeradze, I'm asking you seriously. Understand, +now, may the devil take you that I'm not alone, but with a woman. +Swine!" + +It was as though a miracle had happened: the lying man suddenly +jumped up, as though some spring of unusual force had +instantaneously unwound under him. He sat down on the divan, +rapidly rubbed with his palms his eyes, forehead, temples; saw the +woman, became confused at once, and muttered, hastily buttoning +his blouse: + +"Is that you, Lichonin? And here I was waiting and waiting for you +and fell asleep. Request the unknown comrade to turn away for just +a minute." + +He hastily pulled on his gray, everyday student's coat, and +rumpled up with all the fingers of both his hands his luxuriant +black curls. Liubka, with the coquetry natural to all women, no +matter in what years or situation they find themselves, walked up +to the sliver of a mirror hanging on the wall, to fix her hair- +dress. Nijeradze askance, questioningly, only with the movement of +his eyes, indicated her to Lichonin. + +"Never mind. Don't pay any attention," answered the other aloud. +"But let's get out of here, however. I'll tell you everything +right away. Excuse me, Liubochka, it's only for a minute. I'll +come back at once, fix you up, and then evaporate, like smoke." + +"But don't trouble yourself," replied Liubka: "it'll be all right +for me here, right on this divan. And you fix yourself up on the +bed." + +"No, that's no longer like a model, my angel! I have a colleague +here. And so I'll go to him to sleep. I'll return in just a +minute." + +Both students went out into the corridor. + +"What meaneth this dream?" asked Nijeradze, opening wide his +oriental, somewhat sheepish eyes. "Whence this beauteous child, +this comrade in a petticoat?" + +Lichonin shook his head with great significance and made a wry +face. Now, when the ride, the fresh air, the morning, and the +business-like, everyday, accustomed setting had entirely sobered +him, he was beginning to experience within his soul an indistinct +feeling of a certain awkwardness, needlessness of this sudden +action; and at the same time something in the nature of an +unconscious irritation both against himself and the woman he had +carried off. He already had a presentiment of the onerousness of +living together, of a multiplicity of cares, unpleasantnesses and +expenses; of the equivocal smiles or even simply the unceremonious +questionings of comrades; finally, of the serious hindrance during +the time of government examinations. But, having scarcely begun +speaking with Nijeradze, he at once became ashamed of his +pusillanimity, and having started off listlessly, towards the end +he again began to prance on his heroic steed. + +"Do you see, prince," he said, in his confusion twisting a button +of his comrade's coat and without looking in his eyes, "you've +made a mistake. This isn't a comrade in a petticoat, but ... +simply, I was just now with my colleagues ... that is, I wasn't, +but just dropped in for a minute with my friends into the Yamkas, +to Anna Markovna ..." + +"With whom?" asked Nijeradze, becoming animated. + +"Well, isn't it all the same to you, prince? There was Tolpygin, +Ramses, a certain sub-professor--Yarchenko--Borya Sobashnikov, and +others ... I don't recall. We had been boat-riding the whole +evening, then dived into a publican's, and only after that, like +swine, started for the Yamkas. I, you know, am a very abstemious +man. I only sat and soaked up cognac, like a sponge, with a +certain reporter I know. Well, all the others fell from grace +however. And so, toward morning, for some reason or other, I went +all to pieces. I got so sad and full of pity from looking at these +unhappy women. I also thought, now, of how our sisters enjoy our +regard, love, protection; how our mothers are surrounded with +reverent adoration. Just let some one say one rude word to them, +shove them, offend them; we are ready to chew his throat off! +Isn't that the truth?" + +"M-m? ..." drawled out the Georgian, half questioningly, half +expectantly, and squinted his eyes to one side. + +"Well, then I thought: why, now, any blackguard, any +whippersnapper, any shattered ancient can take any one of these +women to himself for a minute or for a night, as a momentary whim; +and indifferently, one superfluous time more--the thousand and +first--profane and defile in her that which is the most precious +in a human being--love... Do you understand--revile, trample it +underfoot, pay for the visit and walk away in peace, his hands in +his pockets, whistling. But the most horrible of all is that all +this has come to be a habit with them; it's all one to her, and +it's all one to him. The feelings have dulled, the soul has +dimmed. That's so, isn't it? And yet, in every one of them +perishes both a splendid sister and a sainted mother. Eh? Isn't +that the truth?" + +"N-na? ...." mumbled Nijeradze and again shifted his eyes to one +side. + +"And so I thought: wherefore words and superfluous exclamations! +To the devil with hypocritical speeches during conventions. To the +devil with abolition, regulation (suddenly, involuntarily, the +recent words of the reporter came to his mind), Magdalene asylums +and all these distributions of holy books in the establishments! +Here, I'll up and act as a really honest man, snatch a girl out of +this slough, implant her in real firm soil, calm her, encourage +her, treat her kindly." + +"H-hm!" grunted Nijeradze with a grin. + +"Eh, prince! You always have salacious things on your mind. For +you understand that I'm not talking about a woman, but about a +human being; not about flesh, but about a soul." + +"All right, all right, me soul, go on!" + +"Futhermore, as I thought, so did I act. I took her to-day from +Anna Markovna's and brought her for the present to me. And later-- +whatever God may grant. I'll teach her in the beginning to read, +and write; then open up for her a little cook-shop, or a grocery +store, let's say. I think that the comrades won't refuse to help +me. The human heart, prince, my brother--every heart--is in need +of cordiality, of warmth. And lo and behold! in a year, in two, I +will return to society a good, industrious, worthy member, with a +virgin soul, open to all sorts of great possibilities... For she +has given only her body, while her soul is pure and innocent." + +"Tse, tse, tse," the prince smacked his tongue. + +"What does this mean, you Tifflissian he-mule?" + +"And will you buy her a sewing machine?" + +"Why a sewing machine, in particular? I don't understand." + +"It's always that way in the novels, me soul. Just as soon as the +hero has saved the poor, but lost, creature, he at once sets up a +sewing machine for her." + +"Stop talking nonsense," Lichonin waved him away angrily with his +hand. "Clown!" + +The Georgian suddenly grew heated, his black eyes began to +sparkle, and immediately Caucasian intonations could be heard in +his voice. + +"No, not nonsense, me soul. It's one of two things here, and it'll +all end in one and the same result. Either you'll get together +with her and after five months chuck her out on the street; and +she'll return to the brothel or take to walking the street. That's +a fact! Or else you won't get together with her, but will begin to +load her up with manual or mental labours and will try to develop +her ignorant, dark mind; and she from tedium will run away from +you, and will again find herself either walking the street, or in +a brothel. That's a fact, too! However, there is still a third +combination. You'll be vexing yourself about her like a brother, +like the knight Lancelot, but she, secretly from you, will fall in +love with another. Me soul, believe me, that wooman, when she is a +wooman, is always--a wooman. And the other will play a bit with +her body, and after three months chuck her out into the street or +into a brothel." + +Lichonin sighed deeply. Somewhere deep--not in his mind, but in +the hidden, almost unseizable secret recesses of his +consciousness--something resembling the thought that Nijeradze was +right flashed through him. But he quickly gained control of +himself, shook his head, and, stretching out his hand to the +prince, uttered triumphantly: + +"I promise you, that after half a year you'll take your words +back, and as a mark of apology, you Erivanian billy goat, you +Armavirian egg-plant, you'll stand me to a dozen of Cakhetine +wine." + +"Va! That's a go!" the prince struck Lichonin's hand with his palm +with all his might. "With pleasure. But if it comes out as I say-- +then you do it." + +"Then I do it. However, AU REVOIR, prince. Whom are you lodging +with?" + +"Right here, in this corridor, at Soloviev's. But you, of course, +like a mediaeval knight, will lay a two-edged sword between +yourself and the beauteous Rosamond? Yes?" + +"Nonsense! I did want to pass the night at Soloviev's myself. But +now I'll go and wander about the streets a bit and turn in into +somebody's; to Zaitzevich or Strump. Farewell, prince!" + +"Wait, wait!" Nijeradze called him, when he had gone a few steps. +"I have forgotten to tell you the main thing: Partzan has tripped +up!" + +"So that's how?" wondered Lichonin, and at once yawned long, +deeply and with enjoyment. + +"Yes. But there's nothing dreadful; only the possession of some +illegal brochures and stuff. He won't have to sit for more than a +year." + +"That's nothing; he's a husky lad, he can stand it." + +"He's husky, all right" confirmed the prince. + +"Farewell!" + +"AU REVOIR, knight Grunwaldus!" + +"AU REVOIR, you Carbidinian stallion." + + + + + +CHAPTER XI. + + +Lichonin was left alone. In the half-dark corridor it smelt of +kerosene fumes from the guttering little tin lamp, and of the +odour of stagnant bad tobacco. The daylight dully penetrated only +near the top, from two small glass frames, let in the roof at both +ends of the corridor. + +Lichonin found himself in that simultaneously weakened and +elevated mood which is so familiar to every man who has happened +to be thoroughly sleepless for a long time. It was as though he +had gone out of the limitations of everyday human life, and this +life had become to him distant and of indifference; but at the +same time his thoughts and emotions obtained a certain peaceful +clarity and apathetic distinctness, and there was a tedious and +languishing allurement in this crystal Nirvanah. + +He stood near his room, leaning against the wall, and seemed to +see, feel, and hear how near him and below him were sleeping +several score of people; sleeping with the last, fast morning +sleep, with open mouths, with measured deep breathing, with a +wilted pallor on their faces, glistening from sleep; and through +his head flashed the thought, remote yet familiar since childhood, +of how horrible sleeping people are--far more horrible than dead +people. Then he remembered about Liubka. His subterranean, +submerged, mysterious "I" rapidly, rapidly whispered that he ought +to drop into the room, and see if the girl were all right, as well +as make certain dispositions about tea in the morning; but he made +believe to himself that he was not at all even thinking of this, +and walked out into the street. + +He walked, looking closely at everything that met his eyes, with +an idle and exact curiosity new to him; and every feature was +drawn for him in relief to such a degree that it seemed to him as +though he were feeling it with his fingers... There a peasant +woman passed by. Over her shoulder is a yoke staff, while at each +end of the yoke is a large pail of milk; her face is not young, +with a net of fine wrinkles on the temples and with two deep +furrows from the nostrils to the corners of the mouth; but her +cheeks are rosy, and, probably, hard to the touch, while her hazel +eyes radiate a sprightly peasant smile. From the movement of the +heavy yoke and from the smooth walk her hips sway rhythmically now +to the left, now to the right, and in their wave-like movements +there is a coarse, sensual beauty. + +"A mischievous dame, and she's lived through a checkered life," +reflected Lichonin. And suddenly, unexpectedly to himself, he had +a feeling for, and irresistibly desired, this woman, altogether +unknown to him, homely and not young; in all probability dirty and +vulgar, but still resembling, as it seemed to him, a large +Antonovka [Footnote: Somewhat like a Spitzbergen, but a trifle +rounder.--Trans.] apple which had fallen to the ground-somewhat +bored by a worm, and which had lain just a wee bit too long, but +which has still preserved its bright colour and its fragrant, +winey aroma. + +Getting ahead of her, an empty, black, funereal catafalque whirled +by; with two horses in harness, and two tied behind to the little +rear columns. The torch-bearers and grave-diggers, already drunk +since morning, with red, brutish faces, with rusty opera hats on +their heads, were sitting in a disorderly heap on their uniform +liveries, on the reticular horse-blankets, on the mourning +lanterns; and with rusty, hoarse voices were roaring out some +incoherent song. "They must be hurrying to a funeral procession; +or, perhaps, have even finished it already," reflected Lichonin; +"merry fellows!" On the boulevard he came to a stop and sat down +on a small wooden bench, painted green. Two rows of mighty +centenarian chestnuts went away into the distance, merging +together somewhere afar into one straight green arrow. The prickly +large nuts were already hanging on the trees. Lichonin suddenly +recalled that at the very beginning of the spring he had been +sitting on this very boulevard, and at this very same spot. Then +it had been a calm, gentle evening of smoky purple, soundlessly +falling into slumber, just like a smiling, tired maiden. Then the +stalwart chestnuts, with their foliage--broad at the bottom and +narrow toward the top--had been strewn all over with clusters of +blossoms, growing with bright, rosy, thin cones straight to the +sky; just as though some one by mistake had taken and fastened +upon all the chestnuts, as upon lustres, pink Christmas-tree +candles. And suddenly, with extraordinary poignancy--every man +sooner or later passes through this zone of inner emotion-- +Lichonin felt, that here are the nuts ripening already, while then +there had been little pink blossoming candles, and that there +would be many more springs and many blossoms, but the one which +had passed no one and nothing had the power to bring back. Sadly +gazing into the depths of the retreating dense alley, he suddenly +noticed that sentimental tears were making his eyes smart. + +He got up and went on farther, looking closely at everything that +he met with an incessant, sharpened, and at the same time calm +attention, just as though he were looking at the God-created world +for the first time. A gang of stone masons went past him on the +pavement, and all of them were reflected in his inner vision with +an exaggerated vividness and brilliance of colour, just as though +on the frosted glass of a camera obscura. The foreman, with a red +beard, matted to one side, and with blue austere eyes; and a +tremendous young fellow, whose left eye was swollen, and who had a +spot of a dark-blue colour spreading from the forehead to the +cheekbone and from the nose to the temple; and a young boy with a +naive, country face, with a gaping mouth like a fledgling's, weak, +moist; and an old man who, having come late, was running after the +gang at a funny, goat-like trot; and their clothes, soiled with +lime, their aprons and their chisels--all this flickered before +him in an inanimate file--a colourful, motley, but dead +cinematographic film. + +He had to cut across the New Kishenevsky Market. Suddenly the +savoury, greasy odour of something roasted compelled him to +distend his nostrils. Lichonin recalled that he had not eaten +anything since noon yesterday, and at once felt hunger. He turned +to the right, into the centre of the market. + +In the days of his starvings--and he had had to experience them +more than once--he would come here to the market, and for the +pitiful coppers, gotten with difficulty, would buy himself bread +and fried sausage. This was in winter, oftenest of all. The +huckstress, wrapped up in a multiplicity of clothes, usually sat +upon a pot of coals for warmth; while before her, on the iron +dripping-pan, hissed and crackled the thick, home-made sausage, +cut into pieces a quarter of a yard in length, plentifully +seasoned with garlic. A piece of sausage usually cost ten kopecks, +the bread two kopecks. + +There were very many folk at market to-day. Even at a distance, +edging his way to the familiar, loved stall, Lichonin heard the +sounds of music. Having made his way through the crowd, which in a +solid ring surrounded one of the stalls, he saw a naive and +endearing sight, which may be seen only in the blessed south of +Russia. Ten or fifteen huckstresses, during ordinary times gossips +of evil tongue and addicted to unrestrainable swearing, +inexhaustible in its verbal diversity, but now, evidently, +flattering and tender cronies, had started celebrating even since +last evening; had caroused the whole night through and now had +carried their noisy merrymaking out to the market. The hired +musicians--two fiddles, a first and a second, and a tambourine-- +were strumming a monotonous but a lively, bold, daring and cunning +tune. Some of the wives were clinking glasses and kissing each +other, pouring vodka over one another; others poured it out into +glasses and over the tables; others still, clapping their palms in +time with the music, oh'd, squealed, and danced, squatting in one +place. And in the middle of the ring, upon the cobbles of the +pavement, a stout woman of about forty-five, but still handsome, +with red, fleshy lips, with humid, intoxicated, seemingly unctuous +eyes, merrily sparkling from under the high bows of black, +regular, Little Russian eyebrows, was whirling around and stamping +out a tattoo on one spot. All the beauty and all the art of her +dance consisted in that she would now bow her little head and look +out provokingly from under her eyebrows, then suddenly toss it +back and let her eyelashes down and spread her hands out at her +sides; and also in that in measure with the dance her enormous +breasts swayed and quivered under her red calico waist. During the +dance she was singing, now shuffling her heels, now the toes, of +her goat-skin shoes: + + "The fiddle's playing on the street, + You can hear its bass so sweet; + My mother has me locked up neat, + My waitin' dearie I can't meet." + +That was the very country-wife whom Lichonin knew; the self-same +who not only had had him for a client during hard times, but had +even extended him credit. She suddenly recognized Lichonin, darted +to him, embraced him, squeezed him to her bosom and kissed him +straight on his lips with her moist, warm, thick lips. Then she +spread her arms out wide, smote one palm against the other, +intertwined her fingers, and sweetly, as only Podolian wives can +do it, began to coo: + +"My little master, my little silver gold trove, my lovie! You +forgive a drunken wife like me, now. Well, what of it? I've gone +op a spree!" She then darted at him in an attempt to kiss his +hand. "But then, I know you ain't proud, like other gentry. Well, +give me your hand, dearie-dear; why, I want to kiss your little +hand! No, no, no! I athk, I athk you! ..." "Well, now, that's +nonsense, Aunt Glycera!" Linchonin interrupted her, unexpectedly +becoming animated. "Let's best kiss just so, now. Your lips are +just too sweet!" + +"Ah, my little sweetheart! My little bright sun, my little apple +of paradise, you," Glycera waxed tender, "give me your lips, then! +Give me your little lips to buss, then! ..." + +She pressed him warmly to her gigantean bosom and again slavered +over him with her moist, warm, Hottentot lips. After that, she +seized him by his sleeve, brought him out into the middle of the +ring, and began to walk around him with a stately, mincing step, +having bent her waist coquettishly and vociferating: + + "Oh, each to his taste, I want Paraska more, + For I've a divel in my pants + Her skirt holds somethin' for!" + +And then suddenly she passed on, sustained by the musicians, to a +most rollicking, Little Russian, thumping GOPAK dance: + + "Oh, Chook, that is too much, + You have soiled your apron too much. + Well, Prisko, don't you fret, + Wipe it off, then, if you're wet! + TRALALA, TRALALA ... + + Sleeps, Khima, and won't stir + That a Kossack sleeps with her, + You feel all, Khima--why deceive? + Just to yourself you make believe. + TAI, TAI, TRALALAI..."' + +Lichonin, completely grown merry, suddenly began jumping like a +goat about her, just like a satellite around a whirling planet-- +long-legged, long-armed, stooping and altogether incongruous. His +entrance was greeted by a general but pretty friendly neighing. He +was made to sit down at the table, was helped to vodka and +sausage. He, for his part, sent a tramp he knew after beer, and, +glass in hand, delivered three absurd speeches: one about the +self-determination of Ukraine; another about the goodness of +Little Russian sausage, in connection with the beauty and +domesticity of the women of Little Russia; and the third, for some +reason, about trade and industry in the south of Russia. Sitting +alongside of Lukeriya, he was all the time trying to embrace her +around the waist, and she did not oppose this. But even his long +arms could not encompass her amazing waist. However, she clasped +his hand powerfully under the table, until it hurt, with her +enormous, soft hand, as hot as fire. + +At this moment among the huckstresses, who up to now had been +tenderly kissing, certain old, unsettled quarrels and grievances +flickered up. Two of the wives, bending toward each other just +like roosters ready to enter battle, their arms akimbo, were +pouring upon each other the most choice, out-of-the-way oaths: + +"Fool, stiff, daughter of a dog!" one was yelling. "Youse ain't +fit to kiss me right here." And, turning her back around to her +foe, she loudly slapped herself below the spine. "Right here! +Here!" + +While the other, infuriated, squealed in answer: + +"You lie, you slut, for I am fit, I am fit!" + +Lichonin utilized the minute. As though he had just recalled +something, he hurriedly jumped up from the bench and called out: + +"Wait for me, Aunty Luckeriya, I'll come in three minutes!" and +dived through the living ring of spectators. + +"Master! Master!" his neighbour cried after him: "Come back the +quickest you can, now! I've one little word to say to you." + +Having turned the corner, he for some time racked his head trying +to recall what it was that he absolutely had to do, now, this very +minute. And again, in the very depths of his soul, he knew just +what he had to do, but he procrastinated confessing this to his +own self. It was already a clear, bright day, about nine or ten +o'clock. Janitors were watering the streets with rubber hose. +Flower girls were sitting on the squares and near the gates of the +boulevards, with roses, stock-gillyflowers and narcissi. The +radiant, gay, rich southern town was beginning to get animated. +Over the pavement jolted an iron cage filled with dogs of every +possible colour, breed, and age. On the coach box were sitting two +dog-catchers, or, as they deferentially style themselves, "the +king's dog-catchers"--i. e., hunters of stray dogs--returning home +with this morning's catch. + +"She must be awake by now," Lichonin's secret thought finally took +form; "but if she isn't yet awake, then I'll quietly lie down on +the divan and sleep a little." + +In the corridor the dying kerosene lamp emitted a dim light and +smoked as before, and the watery, murky half-light penetrated into +the narrow, long box. The door of the room had remained unlocked, +after all. Lichonin opened it without a sound and entered. + +The faint, blue half-light poured in through the interstices +between the blinds and the windows. Lichonin stopped in the middle +of the room and with an intensified avidity heard the quiet, +sleeping breathing of Liubka. His lips became so hot and dry that +he had to lick them incessantly. His knees began to tremble. + +"Ask if she needs anything," suddenly darted through his head. + +Like a drunkard, breathing hard, with mouth open, staggering on +his shaking legs, he walked up to the bed. + +Liubka was sleeping on her back, with one bare arm stretched out +along the body, and the other on her breast. Lichonin bent nearer, +to her very face. She was breathing evenly and deeply. This +breathing of her young, healthy body was, despite sleep, pure and +almost aromatic. He cautiously ran his fingers over her bare arm +and stroked her breast a little below the clavicle. "What am I +doing?" his reason suddenly cried out within him in terror; but +some one else answered for Lichonin: "But I'm not doing anything. +I only want to ask if she's sleeping comfortably, and whether she +doesn't want some tea." + +But Liubka suddenly awoke, opened her eyes, blinked them for a +moment and opened them again. She gave a long, long stretch, and +with a kindly, not yet fully reasoning smile, encircled Lichonin's +neck with her warm, strong arm. + +"Sweetie! Darling!" caressingly uttered the woman in a crooning +voice, somewhat hoarse from sleep. "Why, I was waiting for you and +waiting, and even became angry. And after that I fell asleep and +all night long saw you in my sleep. Come to me, my baby, my lil' +precious!" She drew him to her, breast against breast. + +Lichonin almost did not resist; he was all atremble, as from a +chill, and meaninglessly repeating in a galloping whisper with +chattering teeth: + +"No, now, Liuba, don't ... Really, don't do that, Liuba ... Ah, +let's drop this, Liuba ... Don't torture me. I won't vouch for +myself ... Let me alone, now, Liuba, for God's sake! ..." + +"My-y little silly!" she exclaimed in a laughing, joyous voice. +"Come to me, my joy!"--and, overcoming the last, altogether +insignificant opposition, she pressed his mouth to hers and kissed +him hard and warmly--kissed him sincerely, perhaps for the first +and last time in her life. + +"Oh, you scoundrel! What am I doing?" declaimed some honest, +prudent, and false body in Lichonin. + +"Well, now? Are you eased up a bit?" asked Liubka kindly, kissing +Lichonin's lips for the last time. "Oh, you, my little student! ..." + + + + + +CHAPTER XII. + + +With pain at soul, with malice and repulsion toward himself and +Liubka, and, it would seem, toward all the world, Lichonin without +undressing flung himself upon the wooden, lopsided, sagging divan +and even gnashed his teeth from the smarting shame. Sleep would +not come to him, while his thoughts revolved around this fool +action--as he himself called the carrying off of Liubka,--in which +an atrocious vaudeville had been so disgustingly intertwined with +a deep drama. "It's all one," he stubbornly repeated to himself. +"Once I have given my promise, I'll see the business through to +the end. And, of course, that which has occurred just now will +never, never be repeated! My God, who hasn't fallen, giving in to +a momentary laxity of the nerves? Some philosopher or other has +expressed a deep, remarkable truth, when he affirmed that the +value of the human soul may be known by the depth of its fall and +the height of its flight. But still, the devil take the whole of +this idiotical day and that equivocal reasoner--the reporter +Platonov, and his own--Lichonin's--absurd outburst of chivalry! +Just as though, in reality, this had not taken place in real life, +but in Chernishevski's novel, What's to be done? And how, devil +take it, with what eyes will I look upon her tomorrow?" + +His head was on fire; his eyelids were smarting, his lips dry. He +was nervously smoking a cigarette and frequently got up from the +divan to take the decanter of water off the table, and avidly, +straight from its mouth, drink several big draughts. Then, by some +accidental effort of the will, he succeeded in tearing his +thoughts away from the past night, and at once a heavy sleep, +without any visions and images, enveloped him as though in black +cotton. + +He awoke long past noon, at two or three o'clock; at first could +not come to himself for a long while; smacked his lips and looked +around the room with glazed, heavy eyes. All that had happened +during the night seemed to have flown out of his memory. But when +he saw Liubka, who was quietly and motionlessly sitting on the +bed, with head lowered and hands crossed on her knees, he began to +groan and grunt from vexation and confusion. Now he recalled +everything. And at that minute he experienced in his own person +how heavy it is to see in the morning, with one's own eyes, the +results of folly committed the night before. + +"Are you awake, sweetie?" asked Liubka kindly. + +She got up from the bed, walked up to the divan, sat down at +Lichonin's feet, and cautiously patted his blanket-covered leg. + +"Why, I woke up long ago and was sitting all the while; I was +afraid to wake you up. You were sleeping so very soundly!" + +She stretched toward him and kissed him on the cheek. Lichonin +made a wry face and gently pushed her away from him. + +"Wait, Liubochka! Wait; that's not necessary. Do you understand-- +absolutely, never necessary. That which took place yesterday--well, +that's an accident. My weakness, let's say. Even more, a momentary +baseness, perhaps. But, by God, believe me, I didn't at all want +to make a mistress out of you. I want to see you my friend, my +sister, my comrade ... Well, that's nothing, then; everything will +adjust itself, grow customary. Only one mustn't fall in spirit. +And in the meanwhile, my dear, go to the window and look out of it +a bit; I just want to put myself in order." + +Liubka slightly pouted her lips and walked off to the window, +turning her back on Lichonin. All these words about friendship, +brotherhood and comradeship she could not understand with her +brain of a hen and her simple peasant soul. That a student--after +all, not just anybody, but an educated man, who could learn to be +a doctor, or a lawyer, or a judge--had taken her for maintenance +flattered her imagination far more ... And here, now, it turned +out that he had just fulfilled his caprice, had gotten what he +wanted, and was now trying to back out. They are all like that, +the men! + +Lichonin hastily got up, splashed a few handfuls of water in his +face, and dried himself with an old napkin. Then he raised the +blinds and threw open both window shutters. The golden sunlight, +the azure sky, the rumble of the city, the foliage of the thick +linden trees and the chestnuts, the bells of the horse trams, the +dry smell of the hot, dusty street--all this at once burst into the +tiny garret room. Lichonin walked up to Liubka and amicably patted +her on the shoulder. + +"Never mind, my joy ... What's done can't be undone, but it's a +lesson for the future. You haven't yet asked tea for yourself, +Liubochka?" + +"No, I was waiting for you all the while. Besides, I didn't know +who to ask. And you're all right, too. Why, I heard you, after you +went off with your friend, come back and stand a while near the +door. But you never even said good-bye to me. Is that right?" + +"The first family quarrel," thought Lichonin, but thought it +without malice, in jest. + +The wash-up, the beauty of the gold and blue southern sky, and the +naive, partly submissive, partly displeased face of Liubka, as +well as the consciousness that after all he was a man, and that he +and not she had to answer for the porridge he had cooked--all this +together braced up his nerves and compelled him to take himself in +hand. He opened the door and roared into the darkness of the +stinking corridor: + +"Al-lexa-andra! A samova-ar! Two lo-oaves, bu-utter, and sausage! +And a small bottle of vo-odka!" + +The patter of slippers was heard in the corridor, and an aged +voice, even from afar, began to speak thickly: + +"What are you bawling for? What are you bawling for, eh? Ho, ho, +ho! Like a stallion in a stall. You ain't little, to look at you; +you're grown up already, yet you carry on like a street boy! Well, +what do you want?" + +Into the room walked a little old woman, with red-lidded eyes, +like little narrow cracks, and with a face amazingly like +parchment, upon which a long, sharp nose stuck downward, morosely +and ominously. This was Alexandra, the servant of old of the +student bird-houses; the friend and creditor of all the students; +a woman of sixty-five, argumentative, and a grumbler. + +Lichonin repeated his order to her and gave her a rouble note. But +the old woman would not go away; shuffled in one place, snorted, +chewed with her lips and looked inimically at the girl sitting-- +with her back to the light. + +"What's the matter with you now, Alexandra, that you seem +ossified?" asked Lichonin, laughing. "Or are you lost in +admiration? Well, then, know: this is my cousin, my first cousin, +that is--Liubov..."[Footnote: Love.--Trans.] he was confused for +only a second, but immediately fired away: "Liubov Vasilievna, but +for me--simply Liubochka. I've known her when she was only that +high," he showed a quarter of a yard off the table. "And I pulled +her ears and slapped her for her caprices over the place where the +legs grow from. And then ... I caught all sorts of bugs for her +... But, however ... However, you go on, go on, you Egyptian +mummy, you fragment of former ages! Let one leg be here and the +other there!" + +But the old woman lingered. Stamping all around herself, she +barely, barely turned to the door and kept a keen, spiteful, +sidelong glance on Liubka. And at the same time she muttered with +her sunken mouth: + +"First cousin! We know these first cousins! There's lots of them +walking around Kashtanovaya Street. There, these he-dogs can never +get enough!" + +"Well, you old barque! Lively and don't growl!" Lichonin shouted +after her. "Or else, like your friend, the student Triassov, I'll +take and lock you up in the dressing room for twenty-four hours!" + +Alexandra went away, and for a long time her aged, flapping steps +and indistinct muttering could be heard in the corridor. She was +inclined, in her austere, grumbling kindliness, to forgive a great +deal to the studying youths, whom she had served for nigh unto +forty years. She forgave drunkenness, card playing, scandals, loud +singing, debts; but, alas! she was a virgin, and there was only +one thing her continent soul could not abide--libertinage. + + + + + +CHAPTER XIII. + + +"And that's splendid ... And fine and charming," Lichonin was +saying, bustling about the lame table and without need shifting +the tea things from one place to another. "For a long time, like +an old crocodile, I haven't drunk tea as it should be drunk, in a +Christian manner, in a domestic setting. Sit down, Liuba, sit +down, my dear, right here on the divan, and keep house. Vodka, in +all probability, you don't drink of a morning, but I, with your +permission, will drink some ... This braces up the nerves right +off. Make mine a little stronger, please, with a piece of lemon. +Ah, what can taste better than a glass of hot tea, poured out by +charming feminine hands?" + +Liubka listened to his chatter, a trifle too noisy to seem fully +natural; and her smile, in the beginning mistrusting, wary, was +softening and brightening. But she did not get on with the tea +especially well. At home, in the backwoods village, where this +beverage was still held a rarity, the dainty luxury of well-to-do +families, to be brewed only for honored guests and on great +holidays--there over the pouring of the tea officiated the eldest +man of the family. Later, when Liubka served with "all found" in +the little provincial capital city, in the beginning at a +priest's, and later with an insurance agent (who had been the +first to put her on the road of prostitution)--she was usually +left some strained, tepid tea, which had already been drunk off, +with a bit of gnawn sugar, by the mistress herself--the thin, +jaundiced, malicious wife of the priest; or the wife of the agent, +a fat, old, wrinkled, malignant, greasy, jealous and stingy common +woman. Therefore, the simple business of preparing the tea was now +as difficult for her as it is difficult for all of us in childhood +to distinguish the left hand from the right, or to tie a rope in a +small noose. The bustling Lichonin only hindered her and threw her +into confusion. + +"My dear, the art of brewing tea is a great art. It ought to be +studied at Moscow. At first a dry teapot is slightly warmed up. +Then the tea is put into it and is quickly scalded with boiling +water. The first liquid must at once be poured off into the slop- +bowl--the tea thus becomes purer and more aromatic; and by the +way, it's also known that Chinamen are pagans and prepare their +herb very filthily. After that the tea-pot must be filled anew, up +to a quarter of its volume; left on the tray, covered over with a +towel and kept so for three and a half minutes. Afterwards pour in +more boiling water almost up to the top, cover it again, let it +stay just a bit, and you have ready, my dear, a divine beverage; +fragrant, refreshing, and strengthening." + +The homely, but pleasant-looking face of Liubka, all spotted from +freckles, like a cuckoo's egg, lengthened and paled a little. + +"Well, for God's sake, don't you be angry at me ... You're called +Vassil Vassilich, isn't that so? Don't get angry, darling Vassil +Vassilich. Really, now, I'll learn fast, I'm quick. And why do you +say you and you [Footnote: In contradistinction to "thou," as used +to familiars and inferiors in Russia.--Trans] to me all the time? +It seems that we aren't strangers now?" + +She looked at him kindly. And truly, she had this morning, for the +first time in all her brief but distorted life, given her body to +a man--even though without enjoyment but more out of gratitude and +pity, yet voluntarily--not for money, not under compulsion, not +under threat of dismissal and scandal. And her feminine heart, +always unwithering, always drawn to love, like a sunflower to the +sun, was at this moment pure and inclined to tenderness. + +But Lichonin suddenly felt a prickling, shameful awkwardness and +something inimical toward this woman, yesterday unknown to him, +now--his chance mistress. "The charms of the family hearth have +begun," he thought involuntarily; still, he got up from his chair, +walked up to Liubka, and having taken her by the hand, drew her to +him and patted her on the head. + +"My dear, my darling sister," he said touchingly and falsely; +"that which has happened to-day must never more be repeated. In +everything only I alone am guilty, and, if you desire, I am ready +to beg forgiveness of you on my knees. Understand--oh, understand, +that all this came about against my will, somehow elementally, +suddenly, unexpectedly. And I myself didn't think that it would be +like that! You understand, for a very long time ... I have not +known woman intimately ... A repulsive, unbridled beast awoke +within me ... and ... But, Lord, is my fault so great, then? Holy +people, anchorites, recluses, ascetics, stylites, hermits in +deserts, are no match for me in fortitude of spirit--yet even they +fell in the struggle with the temptation of the diabolical flesh. +But then, I swear by whatever you wish, that this won't be +repeated any more ... Isn't that so?" + +Liubka was stubbornly trying to pull his hand away from hers. Her +lips had become a little stuck out and the lowered lids began to +wink frequently. + +"Ye-es," she drawled, like a child that stubbornly refuses to +"make up." "Well, I can see that I don't please you. Well, then, +you'd best tell me so straight and give me a little for a cab, and +some more, now; as much as you want ... The money for the night is +paid anyway, and I only have to ride up to ... there." + +Lichonin seized his hair, flung himself about the room and began +to declaim: + +"Ah, not that, not that, not that! Just understand me, Liuba! To +go on with that which happened in the morning--that's ... that's +swinishness, bestiality, and unworthy of a man who respects +himself. Love! Love--this is a full blending of minds, thoughts, +souls, interests, and not of the bodies alone. Love is a +tremendous, great emotion, mighty as the universe, and not the +sprawling in bed. There's no such love between us, Liubochka. If +it'll come, it will be wonderful happiness both for you and for +me. But in the meantime--I'm your friend, your faithful comrade, +on the path of life. And that's enough, and that will do ... And +though I'm no stranger to human frailties, still, I count myself +an honest man." + +Liubka seemed to wilt. "He thinks I want him to marry me. And I +absolutely don't need that," she thought sadly. "It's possible to +live just so. There are others, now, living on maintenance. And, +they say, far better than if they had twirled around an altar. +What's so bad about that? Peaceful, quiet, genteel ... I'd darn +socks for him, wash floors, cook ... the plainer dishes. Of +course, he'll be in line to get married to a rich girl some time. +Well, now, to be sure, he wouldn't throw me out in the street just +so, mother-naked. Although he's a little simpleton, and chatters a +lot, still it's easy to tell he's a decent man. He'll provide for +me with something, somehow. And, perhaps, he'll get to like me, +will get used to me? I'm a simple girl, modest, and would never +consent to be false to him. For, they say, things do fall out that +way ... Only I mustn't let him see anything. But that he'll come +again into my bed, and will come this very night--that's as sure +as God is holy." + +And Lichonin also fell into thought, grew quiet and sad; he was +already feeling the weight of a great deed which he had undertaken +beyond his powers. That was why he was even glad when some one +knocked on the door, and to his answer, "Come in!", two students +entered: Soloviev, and Nijeradze, who had slept that night at his +place. + +Soloviev, well-grown and already obese, with a broad, ruddy Volga +face and a light, scandent little beard, belonged to those kindly, +merry and simple fellows, of which there are sufficiently many in +any university. He divided his leisure--and of leisure he had +twenty-four hours in the day--between the beer-shop and rambling +over the boulevards; among billiards, whist, the theatre, reading +of newspapers and novels, and the spectacles of circus wrestling; +while the short intervals in between he used for eating, sleeping, +the home repair of his wardrobe, with the aid of thread, +cardboard, pins and ink; and for succinct, most realistic love +with the chance woman from the kitchen, the anteroom or the +street. Like all the youths of his circle, he deemed himself a +revolutionary, although he was oppressed by political disputes, +dissensions, and mutual reproaches; and not being able to stand +the reading of revolutionary brochures and journals, was almost a +complete ignoramus in the work For that reason he had not attained +even the very least party initiation; although at times there were +given him instructions of a sort, not at all of a safe nature, the +meaning of which was not made clear to him. And not in vain was +his steadfast faithfulness relied upon; he carried out everything +rapidly, exactly,--with a courageous faith in the universal +importance of the work; with a care-free smile and with a broad +contempt of possible destruction. He concealed outlawed comrades, +guarded forbidden literature and printing types, transmitted +passports and money. He had a great deal of physical strength, +black-loam amiability and elemental simple-heartedness. Not +infrequently he would receive from home, somewheres in the depth +of the Simbirskaya or Ufimskaya province, sums of money +sufficiently large for a student; but in two days he scattered and +dispersed it everywhere, with the carelessness of a French grandee +of the seventeenth century, while he himself remained during +winter in only his everyday coat, with boots restored by his own +devices. + +Beside all these naive, touching, laughable, lofty and shiftless +qualities of the old Russian student, passing--and God knows if +for the better?--into the realm of historical memories, he +possessed still another amazing ability--to invent money and +arrange for credit in little restaurants and cook-shops. All the +employees of pawnshops and loan offices, secret and manifest +usurers, and old-clo'-men were on terms of the closest friendship +with him. + +But if for certain reasons he could not resort to them, then even +here Soloviev remained at the height of his resourcefulness. At +the head of a knot of impoverished friends, and weighed down with +his usual business responsibility, he would at times be illumined +by an inner inspiration; make at a distance, across the street, a +mysterious sign to a Tartar passing with his bundle behind his +shoulders, and for a few seconds would disappear with him into the +nearest gates. He would quickly return without his everyday coat, +only in his blouse with the skirts outside, belted with a thin +cord; or, in winter, without his overcoat, in the thinnest of +small suits; or instead of the new, just purchased uniform cap--in +a tiny jockey cap, holding by a miracle on the crown of his head. + +Everybody loved him: comrades, servants, women, children. And all +were familiar with him. He enjoyed especial good-will from his +bosom cronies, the Tartars, who, apparently, deemed him a little +innocent. They would sometimes, in the summer, bring as a present +the strong, intoxicating KOUMYSS in big quartern bottles, while at +Bairam they would invite him to eat a suckling colt with them. No +matter how improbable it may seem, still, Soloviev at critical +moments gave away for safe-keeping certain books and brochures to +the Tartars. He would say at this with the most simple and +significant air: "That which I am giving you is a Great Book. It +telleth, that Allah Akbar, and that Mahomet is his prophet, that +there is much evil and poverty on earth, and that men must be +merciful and just to each other." + +He also had two other abilities: he read aloud very well; and +played at chess amazingly, like a master, like a downright genius, +defeating first-class players in jest. His attack was always +impetuous and rigorous; his defense wise and cautious, preferably +in an oblique direction; his concessions to his opponent full of +refined, far-sighted calculation and murderous craftiness. With +this, he made moves as though under the influence of some inner +instinct, or inspiration; not pondering for more than four or five +seconds and resolutely despising the respected traditions. + +He was not willingly played with; his manner of play was held +barbarous, but still they played, sometimes for large sums of +money; which, invariably winning, Soloviev readily laid down upon +the altar of his comrades' needs. But he steadfastly declined from +participation in competitions, which could have created for him +the position of a star in the world of chess: "There is in my +nature neither love for this nonsense, nor respect," he would say. +"I simply possess some sort of a mechanical ability of the mind, +some sort of a psychic deformity. Well, now, just as there are +lefties. And for that reason I've no professional self-respect, +nor pride at victory, nor spleen at losing." + +Such was the generously built student Soloviev. And Nijeradze +filled the post of his closest comrade; which did not hinder them +both, however, from jeering at each other, disputing, and +swearing, from morning till night. God knows, wherewithal and how +the Georgian prince existed. He said of himself, that he possessed +the ability of a camel, of nourishing himself for the future, for +several weeks ahead; and then eating nothing for a month. From +home, from his blessed Georgia, he received very little; and then, +for the most part, in victuals. At Christmas, at Easter, or on his +birthday (in August) he was sent--and inevitably through arriving +fellow-countrymen--whole cargoes of hampers with mutton, grapes, +goat-flesh, sausages, dried hawthorn berries, RAKHAT LOUKOUM, egg- +plants, and very tasty cookies; as well as leathern bottles of +excellent home-made wine, strong and aromatic, but giving off just +the least bit of sheep-skin. Then the prince would summon together +to one of his comrades (he never had quarters of his own) all his +near friends and fellow-countrymen; and arranged such a +magnificent festival--TOI in Caucasian--that at it were extirpated +to the last shreds the gifts of fertile Georgia. Georgian songs +were sung, the first place, of course, being given to MRAVOL- +DJAMIEM and EVERY GUEST IS SENT DOWN TO US FROM HEAVEN BY GOD, NO +MATTER OF WHAT COUNTRY HE BE; the LEZGINKA was danced without +tiring, with table knives brandished wildly in the air; and the +TULUMBASH (or, perhaps, he is called TOMADA?) spoke his +improvisations; for the greater part Nijeradze himself spoke. + +He was a great hand at talking and could, when he warmed up, +pronounce about three hundred words a minute. His style was +distinguished for mettle, pomp, and imagery; and his Caucasian +accent with characteristic lisping and throaty sounds, resembling +now the hawking of a woodcock, now the clucking of an eagle, not +only did not hinder his discourse, but somehow even strangely +adorned it. And no matter of what he spoke, he always led up the +monologue to the most beautiful, most fertile, the very foremost, +most chivalrous, and at the same time the most injured country-- +Georgia. And invariably he cited lines from THE PANTHER'S SKIN of +the Georgian poet Rustavelli; with assurances, that this poem was +a thousand times above all of Shakespeare, multiplied by Homer. + +Even though he was hot-headed, he was not spiteful; and in his +demeanour femininely soft, gentle, engaging, without losing his +native pride ... One thing only did his comrades dislike in him-- +some exaggerated, exotic love of women. He was unshakably, unto +sacredness or folly, convinced that he was irresistibly splendid +of person; that all men envied him, all women were in love with +him, while husbands were jealous ... This self-conceited, +obtrusive dangling after women did not forsake him for a minute, +probably not even in his sleep. Walking along the street he would +every minute nudge Lichonin, Soloviev or some other companion with +his elbow, and would say, smacking his lips and jerking his head +backward at a woman who had passed by: "TSE, TSE, TSE... VAI-VAI! +A ree-markable wooman! What a look she gave me. If I wish it, +she'll be mine! ..." + +This funny shortcoming about him was known; this trait of his was +ridiculed good-naturedly and unceremoniously, but willingly +forgiven for the sake of that independent comradely obligingness +and faithfulness to his word, given to a man (oaths to women did +not count), of which he was so naturally possessed. However, it +must be said that he did in reality enjoy great success with +women. Sempstresses, modistes, chorus girls, girls in candy +stores, and telephone girls melted from the intense gaze of his +heavy, soft, and languishing dark-blue eyes. + +"Un-to this house and all those righteously, peacefully and +without sin inhabiting it ..." Soloviev started in to vociferate +like an arch-deacon and suddenly missed fire. "Father-prelates," +he began to murmur in astonishment, trying to continue the +unsuccessful jest. "Why, but this is ... This is ... ah, the devil +... this is Sonya, no, my mistake, Nadya ... Well, yes! Liubka +from Anna Markovna's ..." + +Liubka blushed hotly, to the verge of tears, and covered her face +with her palms. Lichonin noticed this, understood, sensed the +thoroughly agitated soul of the girl, and came to her aid. He +sternly, almost rudely, stopped Soloviev. + +"Perfectly correct, Soloviev. As in a directory. Liubka from the +Yamkas. Formerly a prostitute. Even more, still yesterday a +prostitute. But from to-day--my friend, my sister. And so let +everyone, who respects me to any extent, regard her. Otherwise +..." + +The ponderous Soloviev hurriedly, sincerely, and powerfully +embraced and rumpled Lichonin. + +"Well, dear fellow, well, that's enough ... I committed a +stupidity in the flurry. It won't be repeated any more. Hail, my +pale-faced sister." He extended his hand with a broad sweep across +the table to Liubka, and squeezed her listless, small and short +fingers with gnawed, tiny nails. "It's fine--your coming into our +modest wigwam. This will refresh us and implant in our midst quiet +and decent customs. Alexandra! Be-er!" he began to call loudly. +"We've grown wild, coarse; have become mired in foul speech, +drunkenness, laziness and other vices. And all because we were +deprived of the salutary, pacifying influence of feminine society. +Once again I press your hand. Your charming, little hand. Beer!" + +"Coming," the displeased voice of Alexandra could be heard on the +other side of the door. "I'm coming. What you yelling for? How +much do you want?" + +Soloviev went out into the corridor to explain. Lichonin smiled +after him gratefully; while the Georgian on his way slapped him +benignly on the back, between his shoulder blades. Both understood +and appreciated the belated, somewhat coarse delicacy of Soloviev. + +"Now," said Soloviev, coming back into the room and sitting down +cautiously upon an ancient chair, "now let's come to the order of +the day. Can I be of service to you in any way? If you'll give me +half an hour's time, I'll run down to the coffee house for a +minute and lick the guts out of the very best chess player there. +In a word--I'm at your disposal!" + +"What a funny fellow you are!" said Liubka, ill at ease and +laughing. She did not understand the jocose and unusual style of +speech of the student, but something drew her simple heart to him. + +"Well, that's not at all necessary," Lichonin put in. "I am as yet +beastly rich. I think we'll all go together to some little tavern +somewhere. I must have your advice about some things. After all, +you're the people closest to me; and of course not as stupid and +inexperienced as you seem at first glance. After that, I'll go and +try to arrange about her ... about Liuba's passport. You wait for +me. That won't take long ... In a word, you understand what this +whole business consists of, and won't be lavish of any superfluous +jokes. I,"--his voice quivered sentimentally and falsely--"I +desire that you take upon yourselves a part of my care. Is that a +go?" + +"VA! It's a go!" exclaimed the prince (it sounded like "idiot," +when he said it [Footnote: The Russian phrase is "Eedet!"-- +Trans.]), and for some reason looked significantly at Liubka and +twirled his moustache. Lichonin gave him a sidelong look. As for +Soloviev, he said simple-heartedly: + +"That's the way. You've begun something big and splendid, +Lichonin. The prince told me about it during the night. Well, what +of it, that's what youth is for--to commit sacred follies. Give me +the bottle, Alexandra, I'll open it myself, or else you'll rupture +yourself and burst a vein. To a new life, Liubochka, pardon me ... +Liubov ... Liubov ..." + +"Nikonovna. But call me just as it comes ... Liuba." + +"Well, yes, Liuba. Prince, ALLAHVERDI!" + +"YAKSHI-OL," answered Nijeradze and clinked his glass of beer with +him. + +"And I'll also say, that I rejoice over you, friend Lichonin," +continued Soloviev, setting down his glass and licking his +moustache. "Rejoice, and bow before you. It's precisely you, only, +who are capable of such a genuinely Russian heroism, expressed +simply, modestly, without superfluous words." + +"Drop it ... Well, where's the heroism?" Lichonin made a wry face. + +"That's true, too," confirmed Nijeradze. "You're reproaching me +all the time that I chatter a lot, but see what nonsense you're +spouting yourself." + +"That makes no difference!" retorted Soloviev. "It may be even +grandiloquent, but still that makes no difference! As an elder of +our garret commune, I declare Liuba an honourable member with full +rights!" He got up, made a sweeping gesture with his hand, and +uttered with pathos: + + "And into our house, free and fearless, + Its charming mistress walk thou in!" + +Lichonin recalled vividly, that to-day at dawn he had spoken the +very same phrase, like an actor; and even blinked his eyes from +shame. + +"That's enough of tom-foolery. Let's go, gentlemen. Dress +yourself, Liuba." + + + + + +CHAPTER XIV. + + +It was not far to The Sparrows restaurant; some two hundred steps. +On the way Liuba, unnoticed, took Lichonin by the sleeve and +pulled him toward her. In this wise they lagged a few steps behind +Soloviev and Nijeradze, who were walking ahead. + +"Then you mean it seriously, my darling Vassil Vassilich?" she +asked, looking up at him with her kindly, dark eyes. "You're not +playing a joke on me?" + +"What jokes can there be here, Liubochka! I'd be the lowest of men +if I permitted myself such jokes. I repeat, that to you I am more +than a friend, brother, comrade. And let's not talk about it any +more. And that which happened to-day toward morning, that, you may +be sure, won't be repeated. And I'll rent a separate room for you +this very day." + +Liubka sighed. Not that she was offended by the chaste resolution +of Lichonin, in which, to tell the truth, she believed but badly; +but somehow her dark, narrow mind could not even theoretically +picture any other attitude of a man toward a woman than the +sensual. Besides that, she experienced the ancient discontent of a +preferred or rejected female; a feeling strongly intrenched in the +house of Anna Markovna, in the form of boastful rivalry, but now +dulled; yet still angry and sincere. And for some reason she +believed Lichonin but illy, unconsciously seizing much of the +assumed, not altogether sincere, in his words. Soloviev, now-- +although he did speak incomprehensively, like the rest of the +majority of the students known to her, when they joked among +themselves or with the young ladies in the general room (by +themselves, in the room, all the men without an exception--all as +one--said and did one and the same thing)--she would rather +believe Soloviev, far more readily and willingly. A certain +simplicity shone in his merry, sparkling gray eyes, placed widely +apart. + +At THE SPARROWS Lichonin was esteemed for his sedateness, kind +disposition, and accuracy in money matters. Because of that he was +at once assigned a little private room--an honour of which but +very few students could boast. The gas burned all day in this +room, because light penetrated only through the narrow bottom of a +window, cut short by the ceiling. Only the boots, shoes, umbrellas +and canes of the people walking by on the sidewalk could be seen +through this window. + +They had to let still another student, Simanovsky (whom they ran +against near the coat room), join the party. "What does he mean, +by leading me around as though for a show?" thought Liubka: "it +looks like he's showing off before them." And, snatching a free +moment, she whispered to Lichonin, who had bent over her: + +"But why are there so many people, dearie? For I'm so bashful. I +can't hold my own in company." + +"That's nothing, that's nothing, my dear Liubochka," Lichonin +whispered rapidly, tarrying at the door of the cabinet. "That's +nothing, my sister; these are all fine people, good comrades. +They'll help you, help us both. Don't mind their having fun at +times and their silly lying. But their hearts are of gold." + +"But it's so very awkward for me; I'm ashamed. All of them already +know where you took me from." + +"Well, that's nothing, that's nothing! Why, let 'em know!" warmly +contradicted Lichonin. "Why be embarrassed with your past, why try +to pass it by in silence? In a year you'll look bravely and +directly in the eyes of every man and you'll say: 'He who has +never fallen, has never gotten up.' Come on, come on, Liubochka!" + +While the inelaborate appetizers were being served, and each one +was ordering the meal, everybody, save Simanovsky, felt ill at +ease and somehow constrained. And Simanovsky himself was partly +the reason for this; he was a clean-shaven man, with pince-nez and +long hair, with head proudly thrown back and with a contemptuous +expression on the tight lips, drooping at the corners. He had no +intimate, hearty friends among his comrades; but his opinions and +judgments had a considerable authoritativeness among them. It is +doubtful whether any one of them could explain to himself whence +this influence came; whether from his self-assured appearance, his +ability to seize and express in general words the dismembered and +indistinct things which are dimly sought and desired by the +majority, or because he always saved his conclusions for the most +appropriate moment. Among any society there are many of this sort +of people: some of them act upon their circle through sophistries; +others through adamant, unalterable stead-fastness of convictions; +a third group with a loud mouth; a fourth, through a malicious +sneer; a fifth, simply by silence, which compels the supposition +of profound thought behind it; a sixth, through a chattering, +outward erudition; others still through a slashing sneer at +everything that is said ... many with the terrible Russian word +YERUNDA: "Fiddlesticks!"--"Fiddlesticks!" they say contemptuously +in reply to the warm, sincere, probably truthful but clumsily put +word. "But why fiddlesticks?" "Because it's twaddle, nonsense," +answer they, shrugging their shoulders; and it is as though they +did for a man by hitting him with a stone over the head. There are +many more sorts of such people, bearing the bell at the head of +the meek, the shy, the nobly modest, and often even the big minds; +and to their number did Simanovsky belong. + +However, toward the middle of the dinner everybody's tongue became +loosened--except Liubka's, who kept silent, answered "yes" and +"no", and left her food practically untouched. Lichonin, Soloviev, +and Nijeradze talked most of all. The first, in a decisive and +business-like manner, trying to hide under the solicitous words +something real, inward, prickling and inconvenient. Soloviev, with +a puerile delight, with the most sweeping of gestures, hitting the +table with his fist. Nijeradze, with a slight doubtfulness and +with unfinished phrases, as though he knew that which must be +said, but concealed it. The queer fate of the girl, however, had +seemingly engrossed, interested them all; and each one, in +expressing his opinion, for some reason inevitably turned to +Simanovsky. But he kept his counsel for the most part, and looked +at each one from under the glasses of his pince-nez, raising his +head high to do so. + +"So, so, so," he said at last, drumming with his fingers upon the +table. "What Lichonin has done is splendid and brave. And that the +prince and Soloviev are going to meet him half-way is also very +good. I, for my part, am ready to co-operate with your beginnings +with whatever lies in my power. But will it not be better, if we +lead our friend along the path of her natural inclinations and +abilities, so to speak? Tell me, my dear," he turned to Liubka, +"what do you know, what can you do? Well, now, some kind of work, +or something. Sewing, knitting, embroidering or something." + +"I don't know anything," said Liubka in a whisper, letting her +eyes drop low, all red, squeezing her fingers under the table. "I +don't understand anything of this.'' + +"And really, now," interposed Lichonin; "why, we haven't begun the +business from the right end. By talking about her in her presence +we merely place her in an awkward position. Just see--even her +tongue doesn't move from confusion. Let's go, Liubka, I'll escort +you home for just a little while, and return in ten minutes. And +in the meanwhile we'll think over ways and means here, without +you. All right?" + +"As for me, I don't mind," almost inaudibly answered Liubka. "I'll +do just as you like, Vassil Vassilich. Only I wouldn't like to go +home." + +"Why so?" + +"It's awkward for me there alone. I'd best wait for you on the +boulevard, at the very entrance, on a bench." + +"Ah, yes!" Lichonin recollected: "It's Alexandra who has inspired +her with such a terror. My, but I'll make it hot for this old +lizard! Well, let's go, Liubochka." + +She timidly, in some sidelong way, put out her hand to each one, +folding it like a little spade; and walked out under the escort of +Lichonin. + +After several minutes he returned and sat down at his place. He +felt that something had been said about him during his absence, +and he ran his eyes uneasily over his comrades. Then, putting his +hands on the table, he began: + +"Gentlemen, I know that you're all good, close friends," he gave a +quick and sidelong look at Simanovsky, "and responsive people. I +heartily beg of you to come to my aid. The deed was done by me in +a hurry--this I must confess--but done through a sincere, pure +inclination of the heart." + +"And that's the main thing," put in Soloviev. + +"It's absolutely all one to me what acquaintances and strangers +will begin saying about me; but from my intention to save--pardon +the fool word, which slipped out--to encourage, to sustain this +girl, I will not decline. Of course, I'm able to rent an +inexpensive, small room for her; to give her something for board +at first; but what's to be done further--that's what presents +difficulties to me. The matter, of course, isn't one of money, +which I'd always find for her; but, then, to compel her to eat, +drink, and with all that to do nothing--that would mean to condemn +her to idleness, indifference, apathy; and you know what the end +will be then. Therefore, we must think of some occupation for her. +And that's the very matter which we must exert our brains about. +Make an effort, gentlemen; advise something." + +"We must know what she's fitted for," said Simanovsky. "For she +must have been doing something before getting into the house." + +Lichonin, with an air of hopelessness, spread out his hands. + +"Almost nothing. She can sew just the least bit, just like any +country lass. Why, she wasn't fifteen when some government clerk +led her astray. She can sweep up a room, wash a little, and, if +you will, cook cabbage soup and porridge. Nothing more, it seems." + +"Rather little," said Simanovsky, and clacked his tongue. + +"And in addition to that, she's illiterate as well." + +"But that's not at all important!" warmly defended Soloviev. "If +we had to do with a well-educated girl, or, worse still, with a +half-educated one, then only nonsense would result out of all that +we're preparing to do, a mere soap-bubble; while here before us is +maiden ground, untouched virgin soil." + +"He-ee!" Nijeradze started neighing equivocally. + +Soloviev, now no longer joking, but with real wrath, pounced upon +him: + +"Listen, prince! Every holy thought, every good deed, can be made +disgusting, obscene. There's nothing clever or worthy in that. If +you regard that which we're preparing to do so like a stallion, +then there's the door and God be with you. Go away from us!" + +"Yes, but you yourself just now in the room ..." retorted the +prince in confusion. + +"Yes, I too," Soloviev at once softened and cooled down. "I popped +out with a stupidity and I regret it. But now I willingly admit +that Lichonin is a fine fellow and a splendid man; and I'm ready +to do everything, for my part. And I repeat, that knowledge of +reading and writing is a secondary matter. It is easy to attain it +in play. For such an untouched mind to learn reading, writing, +counting, and especially without school, of one's free will, is +like biting a nut in two. And as far as a manual trade is +concerned, through which it would be possible to live and earn +one's keep, then there are hundreds of trades, which can be easily +mastered in two weeks." + +"For instance?" asked the prince. + +"Well, for instance ... for instance ... well, now, for instance, +making artificial flowers. Yes, and still better, to get a place +as a flower clerk. A charming business, clean and nice." + +"Taste is necessary," Simanovsky dropped carelessly. + +"There are no inborn tastes, as well as abilities. Otherwise +talents would be born only in refined, highly educated society; +while artists would be born only to artists, and singers to +singers; but we don't see this. However, I won't argue. Well, if +not a flower girl, then something else. I, for instance, saw not +long ago in a store show window a miss sitting, and some sort of a +little machine with foot-power before her." + +"V-VA! Again a little machine!" said the prince, smiling and +looking at Lichonin. + +"Stop it, Nijeradze," answered Lichonin, quietly but sternly. "You +ought to be ashamed." + +"Blockhead!" Soloviev threw at him, and continued. + +"So, then, the machine moves back and forth, while upon it, on a +square frame, is stretched a thin canvas, and really, I don't know +how it's contrived, I didn't grasp it; only the miss guides some +metallic thingamajig over the screen, and there comes out a fine +drawing in vari-coloured silks. Just imagine, a lake, all grown +over with pond-lilies with their white corollas and yellow +stamens, and great green leaves all around. And on the water two +white swans are floating toward each other, and in the background +is a dark park with an alley; and all this shows finely, +distinctly, as on a picture from life. And I became so interested +that I went in on purpose to find out how much it costs. It proved +to be just the least bit dearer than an ordinary sewing machine, +and it's sold on terms. And any one who can sew a little on a +common machine can learn this art in an hour. And there's a great +number of charming original designs. And the main thing is that +such work is very readily taken for fire-screens, albums, lamp- +shades, curtains and other rubbish, and the pay is decent." + +"After all, that's a sort of a trade, too," agreed Lichonin, and +stroked his beard in meditation. "But, to confess, here's what I +wanted to do. I wanted to open up for her ... to open up a little +cook-shop or dining room, the very tiniest to start with, of +course, but one in which all the food is cheap, clean and tasty. +For it's absolutely all the same to many students where they dine +and what they eat. There are almost never enough places to go +round in the students' dining room. And so we may succeed, +perhaps, in pulling in all our acquaintances and friends, +somehow." + +"That's true," said the prince, "but impractical as well; we'll +begin to board on credit. And you know what accurate payers we +are. A practical man, a knave, is needed for such an undertaking; +and if a woman, then one with a pike's teeth; and even then a man +must absolutely stick right at her back. Really, it's not for +Lichonin to stand at the counter and to watch that somebody +shouldn't suddenly wine and dine and slip away." + +Lichonin looked straight at him, insolently, but only set his jaws +and let it pass in silence. + +Simanovsky began in his measured, incontrovertible tone, toying +with the glasses of his PINCE-NEZ: + +"Your intention is splendid, gentlemen, beyond dispute. But have +you turned your attention to a certain shady aspect, so to speak? +For to open a dining room, to start some business--all this in the +beginning demands money, assistance--somebody else's back, so to +speak. The money is not grudged--that is true, I agree with +Lichonin; but then, does not such a beginning of an industrious +life, when every step is provided for--does it not lead to +inevitable laxity and negligence, and, in the very end, to an +indifferent disdain for business? Even a child does not learn to +walk until it has flopped down some fifty times. No; if you really +want to help this poor girl, you must give her a chance of getting +on her feet at once, like a toiling being, and not like a drone. +True, there is a great temptation here--the burden of labour, +temporary need; but then, if she will surmount this, she will +surmount the rest as well." + +"What, then, according to you, is she to become--a dish-washer?" +asked Soloviev with unbelief. + +"Well, yes," calmly retorted Simanovsky. "A dish-washer, a +laundress, a cook. All toil elevates a human being." + +Lichonin shook his head. + +"Words of gold. Wisdom itself speaks with your lips, Simanovsky. +Dish-washer, cook, maid, housekeeper ... but, in the first place, +it's doubtful if she's capable for that; in the second place, she +has already been a maid and has tasted all the sweets of masters' +bawlings out, and masters' pinches behind doors, in the corridor. +Tell me, is it possible you don't know that ninety per cent, of +prostitution is recruited from the number of female servants? And, +therefore, poor Liuba, at the very first injustice, at the first +rebuff, will the more easily and readily go just there where I +have gotten her out of; if not even worse, because for her that's +customary and not so frightful; and, perhaps, it will even seem +desirable after the masters' treatment. And besides that, is it +worth while for me--that is, I want to say--is it worth while for +all of us, to go to so much trouble, to try so hard and put +ourselves out so, if, after having saved a being from one slavery, +we only plunge her into another?" + +"Right," confirmed Soloviev. + +"Just as you wish," drawled Simanovsky with a disdainful air. + +"But as far as I'm concerned," said the prince, "I'm ready, as a +friend and a curious man, to be present at this experiment and to +participate in it. But even this morning I warned you, that there +have been such experiments before and that they have always ended +in ignominious failure, at least those of which we know +personally; while those of which we know only by hearsay are +dubious as regards authenticity. But you have begun the business-- +and go on with it. We are your helpers." + +Lichonin struck the table with his palm. + +"No!" he exclaimed stubbornly. "Simanovsky is partly right +concerning the great danger of a person's being led in leading +strings. But I don't see any other way out. In the beginning I'll +help her with room and board... find some easy work, buy the +necessary accessories for her. Let be what may! And let us do +everything in order to educate her mind a little; and that her +heart and soul are beautiful, of that I am sure. I've no grounds +for the faith, but I am sure, I almost know. Nijeradze! Don't +clown!" he cried abruptly, growing pale, "I've restrained myself +several times already at your fool pranks. I have until now held +you as a man of conscience and feeling. One more inappropriate +witticism, and I'll change my opinion of you; and know, that it's +forever." + +"Well, now, I didn't mean anything... Really, I... Why go all up +in the air, me soul? You don't like that I'm a gay fellow, well, +I'll be quiet. Give me your hand, Lichonin, let's drink!" + +"Well, all right, get away from me. Here's to your health! Only +don't behave like a little boy, you Ossetean ram. Well, then, I +continue, gentlemen. If we find anything which might satisfy the +just opinion of Simanovsky about the dignity of independent toil, +unsustained by anything, then I shall stick to my system: to teach +Liuba whatever is possible, to take her to the theatre, to +expositions, to popular lectures, to museums; to read aloud to +her, give her the possibility of hearing music--comprehensible +music, of course. It's understood, I alone won't be able to manage +all this. I expect help from you; and after that, whatever God may +will." + +"Oh, well," said Simanovsky, "the work is new, not threadbare; and +how can we know the unknowable--perhaps you, Lichonin, will become +the spiritual father of a good being. I, too, offer my services." + +"And I! And I!" the other two seconded; and right there, without +getting up from the table, the four students worked out a very +broad and very wondrous program of education and enlightenment for +Liubka. + +Soloviev took upon himself to teach the girl grammar and writing. +In order not to tire her with tedious lessons, and as a reward for +successes, he would read aloud for her artistic fiction, Russian +and foreign, easy of comprehension. Lichonin left for himself the +teaching of arithmetic, geography and history. + +While the prince said simple-heartedly, without his usual +facetiousness this time: + +"I, my children, don't know anything; while that which I do know, +I know very badly. But I'll read to her the remarkable production +of the great Georgian poet Rustavelli, and translate it line by +line. I confess to you, that I'm not much of a pedagogue: I tried +to be a tutor, but they politely chased me out after only the +second lesson. Still, no one can teach better playing on a guitar, +mandolin, and the bagpipes!" + +Nijeradze was speaking with perfect seriousness, and for that +reason Lichonin with Soloviev good-naturedly started laughing; but +with entire unexpectedness, to the general amazement of all, +Simanovsky sustained him. + +"The prince speaks common sense. To have the mastery of an +instrument elevates the aesthetic sense, in any case; and is even +a help in life. And I, for my part, gentlemen ... I propose to +read with the young person the CAPITAL of Marx, and the history of +human culture. And to take up chemistry and physics with her, +besides." + +If it were not for the customary authority of Simanovsky and the +importance with which he spoke, the remaining three would have +burst into laughter in his face. They only stared at him, with +eyes popping out. + +"Well, yes," continued Simanovsky imperturbably, "I'll show her a +whole series of chemical and physical experiments, which it is +possible to carry on at home; which are always amusing and +beneficial to the mind; and which eradicate prejudices. +Incidentally, I'll explain something of the structure of the +world, of the properties of matter. And as far as Karl Marx is +concerned, just remember, that great books are equally accessible +to the understanding both of a scholar and an unlettered peasant, +if only comprehensibly presented. And every great thought is +simple." + +Lichonin found Liubka at the place agreed upon, on a bench of the +boulevard. She went home with him very unwillingly. Just as +Lichonin had supposed, meeting the grumbling Alexandra was a +fearful thing to her, who had long since grown unused to every-day +actuality; harsh, and plentiful with all sorts of +unpleasantnesses. And besides that, the fact that Lichonin did not +want to conceal her past acted oppressively upon her. But she, who +had long ago lost her will in the establishment of Anna Markovna, +deprived of her personality, ready to follow after the call of +every stranger, did not tell him a word and walked after him. + +The crafty Alexandra had already managed during this time to run +to the superintendent of the houses and to complain to him, that, +now, Lichonin had come with some miss, had passed the night with +her in the room; but who she is, that Alexandra don't know; that +Lichonin says she is his first cousin, like; but did not present a +passport. It was necessary to explain things at great length, +diffusedly and tiresomely, to the superintendent, a coarse and +insolent man, who bore himself to all the tenants in the house as +toward a conquered city; and feared only the students slightly, +because they gave him a severe rebuff at times. Lichonin +propitiated him only when he rented on the spot another room, +several rooms away from his, for Liubka; under the very slope of +the roof, so that it represented on the inside a sharply cut-off, +low, four-sided pyramid, with one little window. + +"But still, Mr. Lichonin, just you present the passport to-morrow +without fail," said the superintendent insistently at parting. +"Since you're a respectable man, hard-working, and you and I are +long acquainted, also you pay punctually, I am willing to do it +only for you. You know yourself what hard times these are. If some +one tells on me, they'll not only fire me, but they can put me out +of town as well. They're strict now." + +In the evening Lichonin strolled with Liubka through Prince Park, +listened to the music playing in the aristocratic club, and +returned home early. He escorted Liubka to the door of her room +and at once took leave of her; kissing her, however, tenderly on +the brow, like a father. But after ten minutes, when he was +already lying in bed undressed and reading the statutes of state, +Liubka, having scratched on his door like a cat, suddenly entered +his room. + +"Darling, sweetie! Excuse me for troubling you. Haven't you a +needle and thread? But don't get angry at me; I'll go away at +once." + +"Liuba! I beg of you to go away not at once, but this second. +Finally, I demand it!" + +"My dearie, my pretty," Liubka began to intone laughably and +piteously, "well, what are you yelling at me for all the time?" +and, in a moment, having blown upon the candle, she nestled up to +him in the darkness, laughing and crying. + +"No, Liuba, this must not be. It's impossible to go on like this," +Lichonin was saying ten minutes later, standing at the door, +wrapped up in his blanket, like a Spanish hidalgo in a cape. "To- +morrow at the latest I'll rent a room for you in another house. +And, in general, don't let this occur! God be with you, and good +night! Still, you must give me your word of honour that our +relations will be merely friendly." + +"I give it, dearie, I give it, I give it, I give it!" she began to +prattle, smiling; and quickly smacked him first on the lips and +then on his hand. + +The last action was altogether instinctive; and, perhaps, +unexpected even to Liubka herself. Never yet in her life had she +kissed any man's hand, save a priest's. Perhaps she wanted to +express through this her gratitude to Lichonin, and a prostration +before him as before a higher being. + + + + + +CHAPTER XV. + + +Among Russian intelligents, as has already been noted by many, +there is a decent quantity of wonderful people; true children of +the Russian land and culture, who would be able heroically, +without the quivering of a single muscle, to look straight in the +face of death; who are capable for the sake of an idea of bearing +unconceivable privations and sufferings, equal to torture; but +then, these people are lost before the haughtiness of a doorman; +shrink from the yelling of a laundress; while into a police +station they enter in an insufferable and timid distress. And +precisely such a one was Lichonin. On the following day (yesterday +it had been impossible on account of a holiday and the lateness), +having gotten up very early and recollecting that to-day he had to +take care of Liubka's passport, he felt just as bad as when in +former times, as a high-school boy, he went to an examination, +knowing that he would surely fall through. His head ached, while +his arms and legs somehow seemed another's; in addition, a +drizzling and seemingly dirty rain had been falling on the street +since morning. "Always, now, when there's some unpleasantness in +store, there is inevitably a rain falling," reflected Lichonin, +dressing slowly. + +It was not especially far from his street to the Yamskaya, not +more than two-thirds of a mile. In general, he was not +infrequently in those parts, but he had never had occasion to go +there in the daytime; and on the way it seemed to him all the time +that every one he met, every cabby and policeman, was looking at +him with curiosity, with reproach, or with disdain, as though +surmising the destination of his journey. As always on a nasty and +muggy morning, all the faces that met his eyes seemed pale, ugly, +with monstrously underlined defects. Scores of times he imagined +all that he would say in the beginning at the house; and later at +the station house; and every time the outcome was different. Angry +at himself for this premature rehearsal, he would at times stop +himself: + +"Ah! You mustn't think, you mustn't presuppose what you're going +to say. It always turns out far better when it's done right +off..." + +And then again imaginary dialogues would run through his head: + +"You have no right to hold this girl against her wish." + +"Yes, but let her herself give notice about going away." + +"I act at her instruction." + +"All right; but how can you prove this?" and again he would +mentally cut himself short. + +The city common began, on which cows were browsing; a board +sidewalk along a fence; shaky little bridges over little brooklets +and ditches. Then he turned into the Yamskaya. In the house of +Anna Markovna all the windows were closed with shutters, with +openings, in the form of hearts, cut out in the middle. And all of +the remaining houses on the deserted street, desolated as though +after a pestilence, were closed as well. With a contracting heart +Lichonin pulled the bell-handle. + +A maid, barefooted, with skirt caught up, with a wet rag in her +hand, with face striped from dirt, answered the bell--she had just +been washing the floor. + +"I'd like to see Jennka," timidly requested Lichonin. + +"Well, now, the young lady is busy with a guest. They haven't +waked up yet." + +"Well, Tamara then." + +The maid looked at him mistrustfully. + +"Miss Tamara--I don't know... I think she's busy too. But what you +want--to pay a visit, or what?" + +"Ah, isn't it all the same! A visit, let's say." + +"I don't know. I'll go and look. Wait a while." + +She went away, leaving Lichonin in the half-dark drawing room. The +blue pillars of dust, coming from the openings in the shutters, +pierced the heavy obscurity in all directions. Like hideous spots +stood out of the gray murkiness the bepainted furniture and the +sweetish oleographs on the walls. It smelt of yesterday's tobacco, +of dampness, sourness; and of something else peculiar, +indeterminate, uninhabited, of which places that are lived in only +temporarily always smell in the morning--such as empty theatres, +dance-halls, auditoriums. Far off in the city a droshky rumbled +intermittently. The wall-clock monotonously ticked behind the +wall. In a strange agitation Lichonin walked back and forth +through the drawing room and rubbed and kneaded his trembling +hands, and for some reason was stooping and felt cold. + +"I shouldn't have started all this false comedy," he thought with +irritation. "It goes without saying that I've now become the by- +word of the entire university. The devil nudged me! And even +during the day yesterday it wasn't too late, when she was saying +that she was ready to go back. All I had to do was to give her for +a cabby and a little pin money, and she'd have gone, and all would +have been fine; and I would be independent now, free, and wouldn't +be undergoing this tormenting and ignominious state of spirits. +But it's too late to retreat now. To-morrow it'll be still later, +and the day after to-morrow--still more. Having pulled off one +fool stunt, it must be immediately put a stop to; but on the other +hand, if you don't do that in time, it draws two others after it, +and they--twenty new ones. Or, perhaps, it's not too late now? Why, +she's silly, undeveloped, and, probably, a hysteric, like the rest +of them. She's an animal, fit only for stuffing herself and for +the bed. Oh! The devil!" Lichonin forcefully squeezed his cheeks +and his forehead between his hands and shut his eyes. "And if I +had but held out against the common, coarse, physical temptation! +There, you see for yourself, this has happened twice already; and +then it'll go on and on ..." + +But side by side with these ran other thoughts, opposed to them: + +"But then, I'm a man. I am master of my word. For that which urged +me on to this deed was splendid, noble, lofty. I remember very +well that rapture which seized me when my thought transpired into +action! That was a pure, tremendous feeling. Or was it simply an +extravagance of the mind, whipped up by alcohol; the consequence +of a sleepless night, smoking, and long, abstract conversations?" + +And immediately Liubka would appear before him, appear at a +distance, as though out of the misty depths of time; awkward, +timid, with her homely and endearing face, which had at once come +to seem of infinitely close kinship; long, long familiar, and at +the same time unpleasant--unjustly, without cause. + +"Can it be that I'm a coward and a rag?" cried Lichonin inwardly +and wrung his hands. "What am I afraid of, before whom am I +embarrassed? Have I not always prided myself upon being sole +master of my life? Let's suppose, even, that the phantasy, the +extravagance, of making a psychological experiment upon a human +soul--a rare experiment, unsuccessful in ninety-nine percent--has +entered my head. Is it possible that I must render anybody an +account in this, or fear anybody's opinion? Lichonin! Look down +upon mankind from above!" + +Jennie walked into the room, dishevelled, sleepy, in a night +jacket on top of a white underskirt. + +"A-a!" she yawned, extending her hand to Lichonin. "How d'you do, +my dear student! How does your Liubochka feel herself in the new +place? Call me in as a guest some time. Or are you spending your +honeymoon on the quiet? Without any outside witnesses?" + +"Drop the silly stuff, Jennechka. I came about the passport." + +"So-o. About the passport," Jennka went into thought. "That is, +there's no passport here, but you must take a blank from the +housekeeper. You understand, our usual prostitute's blank; and +then they'll exchange it for you for a real book at the station +house. Only you see, my dear, I will be but ill help to you in +this business. They are as like as not to beat me up if I come +near a housekeeper or a porter. But here's what you do. You'd best +send the maid for the housekeeper; tell her to say that a certain +guest, now, a steady one, has come on business; that it's very +urgent to see her personally. But you must excuse me--I'm going to +back out, and don't you be angry, please. You know yourself-- +charity begins at home. But why should you hang around by yourself +in this here darkness? You'd better go into the cabinet. If you +want to, I'll send you beer there. Or, perhaps you want coffee? Or +else," and her eyes sparkled slyly, "or else a girlie, perhaps? +Tamara is busy, but may be Niura or Verka will do?" + +"Stop it, Jennie! I came about a serious and important matter, but +you ..." + +"Well, well, I won't, I won't! I said it just so. I see that you +observe faithfulness. That's very noble on your part. Let's go, +then." + +She led him into the cabinet, and, opening the inner bolt of the +shutter, threw it wide open. The daylight softly and sadly +splashed against the red and gold walls, over the candelabra, over +the soft red velveteen furniture. + +"Right here it began," reflected Lichonin with sad regret. + +"I am going," said Jennka. "Don't you knuckle down too much before +her, and Simeon too. Abuse them for all you're worth. It's daytime +now, and they won't dare do anything to you. If anything happens, +tell them straight that, now, you're going to the governor +immediately and are going to tell on them. Tell 'em, that they'll +be closed up and put out of town in twenty-four hours. Bawl 'em +out and they get like silk. Well, now, I wish you success." + +She went away. After ten minutes had passed, into the cabinet +floated Emma Edwardovna, the housekeeper, in a blue satin PEGNOIR; +corpulent, with an important face, broadening from the forehead +down to the cheeks, just like a monstrous squash; with all her +massive chins and breasts; with small, keen eyes, without +eyelashes; with thin, malicious, compressed lips. Lichonin, +arising, pressed the puffy hand extended to him, studded with +rings, and suddenly thought with aversion: + +"The devil take it! If this vermin had a soul, if it were possible +to read this soul--then how many direct and indirect murders are +lurking hidden within it!" + +It must be said, that in starting out for the Yamkas, Lichonin, +besides money, had fetched a revolver along with him; and on the +road, while walking, he had frequently shoved his hand into his +pocket and had there felt the chill contact of the metal. He +expected affront, violence, and was prepared to meet them in a +suitable manner. But, to his amazement, all that he had +presupposed and had feared proved a timorous, fantastic fiction. +The business was far more simple, more wearisome and more prosaic, +and at the same time more unpleasant. + +"JA, MEIN HERR," said the housekeeper indifferently and somewhat +loftily, settling into a low chair and lighting a cigarette. "You +pay for one night and instead of that took already the girl for +one more night and one more day. ALSO, you owe twenty-five more +roubles yet. When we let off a girlie for a night we take ten +roubles, and for the twenty-four hours twenty-five roubles. That's +a tax, like. Don't you want a smoke, young man?" she stretched out +her case, and Lichonin, without himself knowing why, took a +cigarette. + +"I wanted to talk with you about something else entirely." + +"O! Don't trouble yourself to speak: I understand everything very +well. Probably the young man wants to take these girl, those +Liubka, altogether to himself to set her up, or in order to--how +do you Russians call it?--in order to safe her? Yes, yes, yes, +that happens. Twenty-two years I live in a brothel, and I know, +that this happens with very foolish young peoples. But only I +assure you, that from this will come nothing out." + +"Whether it will come out or whether it won't come out--that is +already my affair," answered Lichonin dully, looking down at his +fingers, trembling on his knees. + +"O, of course, it's your affair, my young student," and the flabby +cheeks and majestic chins of Emma Edwardovna began to jump from +inaudible laughter. "From my soul I wish for you love and +friendship; but only trouble yourself to tell this nasty creature, +this Liubka, that she shouldn't dare to show even her nose here, +when you throw her out into the street like a little doggie. Let +her croak from hunger under a fence, or go into a half-rouble +establishment for the soldiers!" + +"Believe me, she won't return. I ask you merely to give me her +certificate, without delay." + +"The certificate? ACH, if you please! Even this very minute. Only +I will first trouble you to pay for everything that she took here +on credit. Have a look, here is her account book. I took it along +with me on purpose. I knew already with what our conversation +would end." She took out of the slit of her PEGNOIR--showing +Lichonin for just a minute her fat, full-fleshed, yellow, enormous +breast--a little book in a black cover, with the heading: ACCOUNT +OF MISS IRENE VOSCHHENKOVA IN THE HOUSE OF ILL-FAME, MAINTAINED BY +ANNA MARKOVNA SHAIBES, ON YAM-SKAYA STREET, NO. SO-AND-SO, and +extended it to him across the table. Lichonin turned over the +first page and read through four or five paragraphs of the printed +rules. There dryly and briefly it was stated that the account book +consists of two copies, of which one is kept by the proprietress +while the other remains with the prostitute; that all income and +expense were entered into both books; that by agreement the +prostitute receives board, quarters, heat, light, bed linen, baths +and so forth, and for this pays out to the proprietress in no case +more than two-thirds of her earnings; while out of the remaining +money she is bound to dress neatly and decently, having no less +than two dresses for going out. Further, mention was made of the +fact that payment was made with the help of stamps, which the +proprietress gives out to the prostitute upon receipt of money +from her; while the account is drawn up at the end of every month. +And, finally, that the prostitute can at any time leave the house +of prostitution, even if there does remain a debt of hers, which, +however, she binds herself to cancel on the basis of general civil +laws. + +Lichonin prodded the last point with his finger, and, having +turned the face of the book to the housekeeper, said triumphantly: + +"Aha! There, you see: she has the right to leave the house at any +time. Consequently, she can at any time quit your abominable dive +of violence, baseness, and depravity, in which you ..." Lichonin +began rattling off, but the housekeeper calmly cut him short: + +"O! I have no doubt of this. Let her go away. Let her only pay the +money." + +"What about promissory notes? She can give promissory notes." + +"Pst! Promissory notes! In the first place, she's illiterate; +while in the second, what are her promissory notes worth? A spit +and no more. Let her find a surety who would be worthy of trust, +and then I have nothing against it." + +"But, then, there's nothing said in the rules about sureties." + +"There's many a thing not said! In the rules it also does not say +that it's permitted to carry a girlie out of the house, without +giving warning to the owners." + +"But in any case you'll have to give me her blank." + +"I will never do such a foolishness! Come here with some +respectable person and with the police; and let the police certify +that this friend of yours is a man of means; and let this man +stand surety for you; and let, besides that, the police certify +that you are not taking the girl in order to trade in her, or to +sell her over to another stablishment--then as you please! Hand +and foot!" + +"The devil!" exclaimed Lichonin. "But if that surety will be I, I +myself! If I'll sign your promissory notes right away ..." + +"Young man! I don't know what you are taught in your different +universities, but is it possible that you reckon me such a +positive fool? God grant, that you have, besides those which are +on you, still some other pants! God grant, that you should even +the day after have for dinner the remnants of sausages from the +sausage shop, and yet you say--a promissory note! What are you +bothering my head for?" + +Lichonin grew completely angry. He drew his wallet out of his +pocket and slapped it down on the table. + +"In that case I pay in cash and immediately!" + +"ACH, that's a business of another kind," sweetly, but still with +mistrust, the housekeeper intoned. "I will trouble you to turn the +page, and see what the bill of your beloved is." + +"Keep still, you carrion!" + +"I'm still, you fool," calmly responded the housekeeper. + +On the small ruled pages on the left side was designated the +income, on the right were the expenses. + +"Received in stamps, 15th of April," read Lichonin, "10 roubles; +16th--4 roubles; 17th--12 roubles; 18th--sick; 19th--sick; 20th--6 +roubles; 21st--24 roubles" + +"My God!" with loathing, with horror, reflected Lichonin. "Twelve +men in one night!" + +At the end of the month stood: + +"Total 330 roubles." + +"Lord! Why, this is some sort of delirium! One hundred and sixty- +five visits," thought Lichonin, having mechanically calculated it, +and still continued turning the pages. Then he went over to the +columns on the right. + +"Made, a red dress of silk with lace 84 roubles Dressmaker +Eldokimova. Dressing sack of lace 35 roubles Dressmaker +Eldokimova. Silk stockings 6 pair 36 roubles," &c., &c. "Given for +cab-fare, given for candy, perfumes bought," &c., &c. "Total 205 +roubles." After that from the 330 roubles were deducted 220 +roubles--the share of the proprietress for board and lodging. The +figure of 110 roubles resulted. The end of the monthly account +declared: + +"Total after the payment to the dressmaker and for other articles, +of 110 roubles, a debt of ninety-five (95) roubles remains for +Irene Voschhenkova and with the four hundred and eighteen roubles +remaining from last year--five hundred and thirteen (513) +roubles." + +Lichonin's spirits fell. He did try, at first, to be indignant at +the expensiveness of the materials supplied; but the housekeeper +retorted with SANG FROID that that did not concern her at all; +that the establishment demanded only that the girl dress decently, +as becomes a girl from a decent, genteel house; while it did not +concern itself with the rest. The establishment merely extended +her credit in paying her expenses. + +"But this is a vixen, a spider in human shape--this dressmaker of +yours!" yelled Lichonin beside himself. "Why, she's in a +conspiracy with you, cupping glass that you are, you abominable +tortoise! Scuttlefish! Where's your conscience?" + +The more agitated he grew, the more calm and jeering Emma +Edwardovna became. + +"Again I repeat: that is not my business. And you, young man, +don't express yourself like that, because I will call the porter, +and he will throw you out of the door." + +Lichonin was compelled to bargain with the cruel woman long, +brutally, till he grew hoarse, before she agreed, in the end, to +take two hundred and fifty roubles in cash, and two hundred +roubles in promissory notes. And even that only when Lichonin with +his half-yearly certificate proved to her that he was finishing +this year and would become a lawyer. + +The housekeeper went after the ticket, while Lichonin took to +pacing the cabinet back and forth. He had already looked over all +the pictures on the walls: Leda with the swan, and the bathing on +the shore of the sea, and the odalisque in a harem, and the satyr, +bearing a naked nymph in his arms; but suddenly a small printed +placard, framed and behind glass, half covered by a portiere, +attracted his attention. It was the first time that it had come +across Lichonin's eyes, and the student with amazement and +aversion read these lines, expressed in the dead, official +language of police stations. There with shameful, businesslike +coldness, were mentioned all possible measures and precautions +against infections; the intimacies of feminine toilet; the weekly +medical inspections and all the adaptations for them. Lichonin +also read that no establishment was to be situated nearer than a +hundred steps from churches, places of learning, and court +buildings; that only persons of the female sex may maintain houses +of prostitution; that only her relatives, and even then of the +female sex exclusively, and none older than seven years, may live +with the proprietress; and that the proprietors and the owners of +the house, as well as the girls, must in their relations among +themselves and the guests as well, observe politeness, quiet, +civility and decency, by no means allowing themselves drunkenness, +swearing and brawls. And also that the prostitute must not allow +herself the caresses of love when in an intoxicated condition or +with an intoxicated man; and in addition to that, during the time +of certain functions. Here also the prostitutes were most strictly +forbidden to commit abortions. "What a serious and moral view of +things!" reflected Lichonin with a malicious sneer. + +Finally the business with Emma Edwarodvna was concluded. Having +taken the money and written out a receipt, she stretched it out to +Lichonin together with the blank, while he stretched out the money +to her; at which, during the time of the operation, they both +looked at each other's eyes and hands intently and warily. It was +apparent that they both felt no especially great mutual trust. +Lichonin put the documents away in his wallet and was preparing to +depart. The housekeeper escorted him to the very stoop, and when +the student was already standing in the street, she, remaining on +the steps, leaned out and called after him: + +"Student! Hey! Student!" + +He stopped and turned around. + +"What now?" + +"And here's another thing. Now I must tell you, that your Liubka +is trash, a thief, and sick with syphilis! None of our good guests +wanted to take her; and anyway, if you had not taken her, then we +would have thrown her out to-morrow! I will also tell you, that +she had to do with the porter, with policemen, with janitors, and +with petty thieves. Congratulations on your lawful marriage!" + +"Oo-ooh! Vermin!" Lichonin roared back at her. + +"You green blockhead!" called out the housekeeper and banged the +door. + +Lichonin went to the station house in a cab. On the way he +recalled that he had not had time to look at the blank properly, +at this renowned "yellow ticket," of which he had heard so much. +This was an ordinary small white sheet, no larger than a postal +envelope. On one side, in the proper column, were written out the +name, father's name, and family name of Liubka, and her +profession--"Prostitute"; and on the other side, concise extracts +from the paragraphs of that placard which he had just read +through--infamous, hypocritical rules about behaviour and external +and internal cleanliness. "Every visitor." he read, "has the right +to demand from the prostitute the written certificate of the +doctor who has inspected her the last time." And again sentimental +pity overcame the heart of Lichonin. + +"Poor women!" he reflected with grief. "What only don't they do +with you, how don't they abuse you, until you grow accustomed to +everything, just like blind horses on a treadmill!" In the station +house he was received by the district inspector, Kerbesh. He had +spent the night on duty, had not slept his fill, and was angry. +His luxurious, fan-shaped red beard was crumpled. The right half +of the ruddy face was still crimsonly glowing from lying long on +the uncomfortable oilcloth pillow. But the amazing, vividly blue +eyes, cold and luminous, looked clear and hard, like blue +porcelain. Having ended interrogating, recording, and cursing out +with obscenities the throng of ragamuffins, taken in during the +night for sobering up and now being sent out over their own +districts, he threw himself against the back of the divan, put his +hands behind his neck, and stretched with all his enormous, heroic +body so hard that all his ligaments and joints cracked. He looked +at Lichonin just as at a thing, and asked: + +"And what will you have, Mr. Student?" + +Lichonin stated his business briefly. + +"And so I want," he concluded, to take her to me ... how is this +supposed to be done with you? ... in the capacity of a servant, +or, if you want, a relative, in a word ... how is it done? ..." + +"Well, in the capacity of a kept mistress or a wife, let's say," +indifferently retorted Kerbesh and twirled in his hands a silver +cigar case with monograms and little figures. "I can do absolutely +nothing for you ... at least right now. If you desire to marry +her, present a suitable permit from your university authorities. +But if you're taking her on maintenance--then just think, where's +the logic in that? You're taking a girl out of a house of +depravity, in order to live with her in depraved cohabitation." + +"A servant, finally," Lichonin put in. + +"And even a servant. I'd trouble you to present an affidavit from +your landlord--for, I hope, you're not a houseowner? Very well, +then, an affidavit from your landlord, as to your being in a +position to keep a servant; and besides that, all the documents, +testifying that you're that very person you give yourself out to +be; an affidavit, for instance, from your district and from the +university, and all that sort of thing. For you, I hope, are +registered? Or, perhaps, you are now, eh? ... Of the illegal ones? + +"No, I am registered!" retorted Lichonin, beginning to lose +patience. + +"And that's splendid. But the young lady, about whom you're +troubling yourself?" + +"No, she's not registered as yet. But I have her blank in my +possession, which, I hope, you'll exchange for a real passport for +me, and then I'll register her at once." + +Kerbesh spread his arms out wide, then again began toying with the +cigar case. + +"Can't do anything for you, Mr. Student, just nothing at all, +until you present all the papers required. As far as the girl's +concerned, why, she, as one not having the right of residence, +will be sent to the police without delay, and there detained; +unless she personally desires to go there, where you've taken her +from. I've the honour of wishing you good day." + +Lichonin abruptly pulled his hat over his eyes and went toward the +door. But suddenly an ingenious thought flashed through his head, +from which, however, he himself became disgusted. And feeling +nausea in the pit of his stomach, with clammy, cold hands, +experiencing a sickening pinching in his toes, he again walked up +to the table and said as though carelessly, but with a catch in +his voice: + +"Pardon me, inspector. I've forgotten the most important thing; a +certain mutual acquaintance of ours has instructed me to transmit +to you a small debt of his." + +"Hm! An acquaintance?" asked Kerbesh, opening wide his magnificent +azure eyes. "And who may he be?" + +"Bar ... Barbarisov." + +"Ah, Barbarisov? So, so, so, I recollect, I recollect!" + +"So then, won't you please accept these ten roubles?" + +Kerbesh shook his head, but did not take the bit of paper. + +"Well, but this Barbarisov of yours--that is, ours--is a swine. It +isn't ten roubles he owes me at all, but a quarter of a century. +What a scoundrel! Twenty-five roubles and some small change +besides. Well, the small change, of course, I won't count up to +him. God be with him! This, you see, is a billiard debt. I must +say that he's a blackguard, plays crookedly ... And so, young man, +dig up fifteen more." + +"Well, but you are a knave, Mr. Inspector!" said Lichonin, getting +out the money. + +"Oh, mercy!" by now altogether good-naturedly retorted Kerbesh. "A +wife, children ... You know yourself what our salary is ... +Receive the little passport, young man. Sign your receipt. Best +wishes." + +A queer thing! The consciousness that the passport was, finally, +in his pocket, for some reason suddenly calmed and again braced up +and elevated Lichonin's nerves. + +"Oh, well!" he thought, walking quickly along the street, "the +very beginning has been laid down, the most difficult part has +been done. Hold fast, now, Lichonin, and don't fall in spirit! +What you've done is splendid and lofty. Let me be even a victim of +this deed--it's all one! It's a shame, having done a good deed, to +expect rewards for it right away. I'm not a little circus dog, and +not a trained camel, and not the first pupil of a young ladies' +genteel institute. Only it was useless for me to let loose +yesterday before these bearers of enlightenment. It all turned out +to be silly, tactless, and, in any case, premature. But everything +in life is reparable. A person will sustain the heaviest, most +disgraceful things; but, time passes, and they are recalled as +trifles ..." + +To his amazement, Liubka was not especially struck, and did not at +all become overjoyed when he triumphantly showed her the passport. +She was only glad to see Lichonin again. Perhaps, this primitive, +naive soul had already contrived to cleave to its protector? She +did throw herself upon his neck, but he stopped her, and quietly, +almost in her ear, asked her: + +"Liubka, tell me ... don't be afraid to tell the truth, no matter +what it may be ... They told me just now, there in the house, that +you're sick with a certain disease ... you know, that which is +called the evil sickness. If you believe in me even to some +extent, tell me, my darling, tell me, is that so or not?" + +She turned red, covered her face with her hands, fell down on the +divan and burst into tears. + +"My dearie! Vassil Vassilich! Vasinka! Honest to God! Honest to +God, now, there never was anything of the kind! I always was so +careful! I was awfully afraid of this. I love you so! I would have +told you without fail." She caught his hands, pressed them to her +wet face and continued to assure him with the absurd and touching +sincerity of an unjustly accused child. + +And he at once believed her in his soul. + +"I believe you, my child," he said quietly, stroking her hair. +"Don't excite yourself, don't cry. Only let us not again give in +to our weakness. Well, it has happened--let it have happened; but +let us not repeat it any more.' + +"As you wish," prattled the girl, kissing now his hands, now the +cloth of his coat. "If I displease you so, then, of course, let it +be as you wish." + +However, this evening also the temptation was again repeated, and +kept on repeating until the falls from grace ceased to arouse a +burning shame in Lichonin, and turned into a habit, swallowing and +extinguishing remorse. + + + + + +CHAPTER XVI. + + +Justice must be rendered to Lichonin; he did everything to create +for Liubka a quiet and secure existence. Since he knew that they +would have to leave their mansard anyway--this bird house, rearing +above the whole city--leave it not so much on account of its +inconvenience and lack of space as on account of the old woman +Alexandra, who with every day became more ferocious, captious and +scolding--he resolved to rent a little bit of a flat, consisting +of two rooms and a kitchen, on the Borschhagovka, at the edge of +the town. He came upon an inexpensive one, for nine roubles a +month, without fuel. True, Lichonin had to run very far from there +to his pupils, but he relied firmly upon his endurance and health, +and would often say: + +"My legs are my own. I don't have to be sparing of them." + +And, truly, he was a great master at walking. Once, for the sake +of a joke, having put a pedometer in his vest pocket, he towards +evening counted up twenty versts; which, taking into consideration +the unusual length of his legs, equalled some twenty-five +versts.[Footnote: A verst is equal to two-thirds of a mile.-- +Trans] And he did have to run about quite a bit, because the fuss +about Liubka's passport and the acquisition of household +furnishings of a sort had eaten up all his accidental winnings at +cards. He did try to take up playing again, on a small scale at +first, but was soon convinced that his star at cards had now +entered upon a run of fatal ill luck. + +By now, of course, the real character of his relations with Liubka +was a mystery to none of his comrades; but he still continued in +their presence to act out the comedy of friendly and brotherly +relations with the girl. For some reason he could not, or did not +want to, realize that it would have been far wiser and more +advantageous for him not to lie, not to be false, and not to +pretend. Or, perhaps, although he did know this, he still could +not change the established tone. As for the intimate relations, he +inevitably played a secondary, passive role. The initiative, in +the form of tenderness, caressing, always had to come from Liubka +(she had remained Liubka, after all, and Lichonin had somehow +entirely forgotten that he himself had read her real name--Irene-- +in the passport). + +She, who had so recently given her body up impassively--or, on the +contrary, with an imitation of burning passion--to tens of people +in a day, to hundreds in a month, had become attached to Lichonin +with all her feminine being, loving and jealous; had grown +attached to him with body, feeling, thoughts. The prince was funny +and entertaining to her, and the expansive Soloviev interestingly +amusing; toward the crushing authoritativeness of Simanovsky she +felt a supernatural terror; but Lichonin was for her at the same +time a sovereign, and a divinity; and, which is the most horrible +of all, her property and bodily joy. + +It has long ago been observed, that a man who has lived his fill, +has been worn out, gnawed and chewed by the jaws of amatory +passions, will never again love with a strong and only love, +simultaneously self-denying, pure, and passionate. But for a woman +there are neither laws nor limitations in this respect. This +observation was especially confirmed in Liubka. She was ready to +crawl before Lichonin with delight, to serve him as a slave; but, +at the same time, desired that he belong to her more than a table, +than a little dog, than a night blouse. And he always proved +wanting, always failing before the onslaught of this sudden love, +which from a modest little stream had so rapidly turned into a +river and had over-flowed its banks. And not infrequently he +thought to himself, with bitterness and a sneer: + +"Every evening I play the role of the beauteous Joseph; still, he +at least managed to tear himself away, leaving his underwear in +the hands of the ardent lady; but when will I at last get free of +my yoke?" + +And a secret enmity for Liubka was already gnawing him. All the +more and more frequently various crafty plans of liberation came +into his head. And some of them were to such an extent dishonest, +that, after a few hours, or the next day, Lichonin squirmed +inwardly from shame, recalling them. + +"I am falling, morally and mentally!" he would at times think with +horror. "It's not in vain that I read somewhere, or heard from +some one, that the connection of a cultured man with a woman of +little intellect will never elevate her to the level of the man, +but, on the contrary, will bow him down and sink him to the mental +and moral outlook of the woman." + +And after two weeks she ceased to excite his imagination entirely. +He gave in, as to violence, to the long-continued caresses, +entreaties, and often even to pity. + +Yet at the same time Liubka, who had rested and felt living, real +soil under her, began to improve in looks with unusual rapidity, +just as a flower bud, that but yesterday was almost dying, +suddenly unfolds after a plentiful and warm rain. The freckles ran +off her soft face, and the uncomprehending, troubled expression, +like that of a young jackdaw, had disappeared from the dark eyes, +and they had grown brighter and had begun to sparkle. The body +grew stronger and filled out; the lips grew red. But Lichonin, +seeing Liubka every day, did not notice this and did not believe +those compliments which were showered upon her by his friends. +"Fool jokes," he reflected, frowning. "The boys are spoofing." + +As the lady of the house, Liubka proved to be less than mediocre. +True, she could cook fat stews, so thick that the spoon stood +upright in them; prepare enormous, unwieldy, formless cutlets; and +under the guidance of Lichonin familiarized herself pretty rapidly +with the great art of brewing tea (at seventy-five kopecks a +pound); but further than that she did not go, probably because for +each art and for each being there are extreme limitations of their +own, which cannot in any way be surmounted. But then, she loved to +wash floors very much; and carried out this occupation so often +and with such zeal, that dampness soon set in in the flat and +multipedes appeared. + +Tempted once by a newspaper advertisement, Lichonin procured a +stocking knitting machine for her, on terms. The art, the mastery +of this instrument--promising, to judge by the advertisement, +three roubles of clear profit a day--proved to be so uncomplicated +that Lichonin, Soloviev, and Nijeradze easily mastered it in a few +hours; while Lichonin even contrived to knit a whole stocking of +uncommon durability, and of such dimensions that it would have +proven big even for the feet of Minin and Pozharsky, whose statues +are in Moscow, on Krasnaya Square. Only Liubka alone could not +master this trade. At every mistake or tangle she was forced to +turn to the co-operation of the men. But then, she learned pretty +rapidly to make artificial flowers and, despite the opinion of +Simanovsky, made them very exquisitely, and with great taste; so +that after a month the hat specialty stores began to buy her work. +And, what is most amazing, she had taken only two lessons in all +from a specialist, while the rest she learned through a self- +instructor, guiding herself only by the drawings supplemental to +it. She did not contrive to make more than a rouble's worth of +flowers in a week; but this money was her pride, and for the very +first half-rouble that she made she bought Lichonin a mouthpiece +for smoking. + +Several years later Lichonin confessed to himself at soul, with +regret and with a quiet melancholy, that this period of time was +the most quiet, peaceful and comfortable one of all his life in +the university and as a lawyer. This unwieldy, clumsy, perhaps +even stupid Liubka, possessed some instinctive domesticity, some +imperceptible ability of creating a bright and easy quietude +around her. It was precisely she who attained the fact that +Lichonin's quarters very soon became a charming, quiet centre; +where all the comrades of Lichonin, who, as well as the majority +of the students of that time, were forced to sustain a bitter +struggle with the harsh conditions of life, felt somehow at ease, +as though in a family; and rested at soul after heavy +tribulations, need, and starvation. Lichonin recalled with +grateful sadness her friendly complaisance, her modest and +attentive silence, on those evenings around the samovar, when so +much had been spoken, argued and dreamt. + +In learning, things went with great difficulty. All these self- +styled cultivators, collectively and separately, spoke of the fact +that the education of the human mind, and the upbringing of the +human soul must flow out of individual motives; but in reality +they stuffed Liubka with just that which seemed to them the most +necessary and indispensable, and tried to overcome together with +her those scientific obstacles, which, without any loss, might +have been left aside. + +Thus, for example, Lichonin did not want, under any conditions, to +become reconciled, in teaching her arithmetic, to her queer, +barbarous, savage, or, more correctly, childish, primitive method +of counting. She counted exclusively in ones, twos, threes and +fives. Thus, for example, twelve to her was two times two threes; +nineteen--three fives and two twos; and, it must be said, that +through her system she with the rapidity of a counting board +operated almost up to a hundred. To go further she dared not; and +besides she had no practical need of this. In vain did Lichonin +try to transfer her to a digital system. Nothing came of this, +save that he flew into a rage, yelled at Liubka; while she would +look at him in silence, with astonished, widely open and guilty +eyes, the lashes of which stuck into long black arrows from tears. +Also, through a capricious turn of her mind, she began to master +addition and multiplication with comparative ease, but subtraction +and division were for her an impenetrable wall. But then, she +could, with amazing speed and wit, solve all possible jocose oral +head-breaking riddles, and even remembered very many of them +herself from the thousand year old usage of the village. Toward +geography she was perfectly dull. True, she could orientate +herself as to the four cardinal points on the street, in the +garden, and in the room; hundreds of times better than Lichonin-- +the ancient peasant instinct in her asserted itself--but she +stubbornly denied the sphericity of the earth and did not +recognize the horizon; and when she was told that the terrestrial +globe moves in space, she only snorted from laughter. Geographical +maps to her were always an incomprehensible daubing in several +colours; but separate figures she memorized exactly and quickly. +"Where's Italy?" Lichonin would ask her. "Here it is, a boot," +Liubka would say and triumphantly jabbed the Apennine Peninsula. +"Sweden and Norway?" "This dog, which is jumping off a roof." "The +Baltic Sea?" "A widow standing on her knees." "The Black Sea?" "A +shoe." "Spain?" "A fatty in a cap" ... &c. With history matters +went no better; Lichonin did not take into consideration the fact +that she, with her childlike soul thirsting for fiction, would +have easily become familiarized with historic events through +various funny and heroically touching anecdotes; but he, +accustomed to pulling through examinations and tutoring high- +school boys of the fourth or fifth grade, starved her on names and +dates. Besides that, he was very impatient, unrestrained, +irascible; grew fatigued soon, and a secret--usually concealed but +constantly growing--hatred for the girl who had so suddenly and +incongruously warped all his life, more and more frequently and +unjustly broke forth during the time of these lessons. + +A far greater success as a pedagogue enjoyed Nijeradze. His guitar +and mandolin always hung in the dining room, secured to the nails +with ribbons. The guitar, with its soft, warm sounds, drew Liubka +more than the irritating, metallic bleating of the mandolin. When +Nijeradze would come to them as a guest (three or four times a +week, in the evening), she herself would take the guitar down from +the wall, painstakingly wipe it off with a handkerchief, and hand +it over to him. He, having fussed for some time with the tuning, +would clear his throat, put one leg over the other, negligently +throw himself against the back of the chair, and begin in a +throaty little tenor, a trifle hoarse, but pleasant and true: + + "The trea-cha-rous sa-ound av akissing + Resahounds through the quiet night air; + Tuh all fla-ming hearts it is pleasing, + And given tuh each lovin' pair. + + For a single mohoment of mee-ting ..." + +And at this he would pretend to swoon away from his own singing, +shut his eyes, toss his head in the passionate passages or during +the pauses, tearing his right hand away from the strings; would +suddenly turn to stone, and for a second would pierce Liubka's +eyes with his languorous, humid, sheepish eyes. He knew an endless +multitude of ballads, catches, and old-fashioned, jocose little +pieces. Most of all pleased Liubka the universally familiar +Armenian couplets about Karapet: + + "Karapet has a buffet, + On the buffet's a confet, + On the confet's a portret-- + That's the self-same Karapet." + +[Footnote: Anglice, "confet" is a bon-bon; "portret," a portrait. +--Trans.] + +Of these couplets (in the Caucasus they are called kinto-uri--the +song of the peddlers) the prince knew an infinite many, but the +absurd refrain was always one and the same: + + "Bravo, bravo, Katenka, + Katerin Petrovna, + Don't you kiss me on the cheek--a, + Kiss the backs of my head." + +These couplets Nijeradze always sang in a diminished voice, +preserving on his face an expression of serious astonishment about +Karapet; while Liubka laughed until it hurt, until tears came, +until she had nervous spasms. Once, carried away, she could not +restrain herself and began to chime in with him, and their singing +proved to be very harmonious. Little by little, when she had by +degrees completely ceased to be embarrassed before the prince, +they sang together more and more frequently. Liubka proved to have +a very soft and low contralto, even though thin, on which her past +life with its colds, drinking, and professional excesses had left +absolutely no traces. And mainly--which was already a curious gift +of God--she possessed an instinctive, inherent ability very +exactly, beautifully, and always originally, to carry on the +second voice. There came a time toward the end of their +acquaintance, when Liubka did not beg the prince, but the prince +Liubka, to sing some one of the beloved songs of the people, of +which she knew a multitude. And so, putting her elbow on the +table, and propping up her head with her palm, like a peasant +woman, she would start off to the cautious, painstaking, quiet +accompaniment: + + "Oh, the nights have grown tiresome to me, and + wearisome; + To be parted from my dearie, from my mate! + Oh, haven't I myself, woman-like, done a foolish + thing-- + Have stirred up the wrath of my own darling: + When I did call him a bitter drunkard! ..." + +"Bitter drunkard!" the prince would repeat the last words together +with her, and would forlornly toss his curly head, inclined to one +side; and they both tried to end the song so that the scarcely +seizable quivering of the guitar strings and the voice might by +degrees grow quiet, and that it might not be possible to note when +the sound ended and the silence came. + +But then, in the matter of THE PANTHER'S SKIN, the work of the +famous Georgian poet Rustavelli, prince Nijeradze fell down +completely. The beauty of the poem, of course, consisted in the +way it sounded in the native tongue; but scarcely would he begin +to read in sing-song his throaty, sibilant, hawking phrases, when +Liubka would at first shake for a long time from irresistible +laughter; then, finally, burst into laughter, filling the whole +room with explosive, prolonged peals. Then Nijeradze in wrath +would slam shut the little tome of the adored writer, and swear at +Liubka, calling her a mule and a camel. However, they soon made +up. + +There were times when fits of goatish, mischievous merriment would +come upon Nijeradze. He would pretend that he wanted to embrace +Liubka, would roll exaggeratedly passionate eyes at her, and would +utter with a theatrically languishing whisper: + +"Me soul! The best rosa in the garden of Allah! Honey and milk are +upon thy lips, and thy breath is better than the aroma of kabob. +Give me to drink the bliss of Nirvanah from the goblet of thy +lips, O thou, my best Tifflissian she-goat!" + +But she would laugh, get angry, strike his hands, and threaten to +complain to Lichonin. + +"V-va!" the prince would spread out his hands. "What is Lichonin? +Lichonin is my friend, my brother, and bosom crony. But then, does +he know what loffe is? Is it possible that you northern people +understand loffe? It's we, Georgians, who are created for loffe. +Look, Liubka! I'll show you right away what loffe is!" He would +clench his fists, bend his body forward, and would start rolling +his eyes so ferociously, gnash his teeth and roar with a lion's +voice so, that a childish terror would encompass Liubka, despite +the fact that she knew this to be a joke, and she would dash off +running into another room. + +It must be said, however, that for this lad, in general +unrestrained in the matter of light, chance romances, existed +special firm moral prohibitions, sucked in with the milk of his +mother Georgian; the sacred adates concerning the wife of a +friend. And then, probably he understood--and it must be said that +these oriental men, despite their seeming naiveness--and, perhaps, +even owing to it--possess, when they wish to, a fine psychic +intuition--he understood, that having made Liubka his mistress for +even one minute, he would be forever deprived of this charming, +quiet, domestic evening comfort, to which he had grown so used. +For he, who was on terms of thou-ing with almost the whole +university, nevertheless felt himself so lonely in a strange city +and in a country still strange to him! + +These studies afforded the most pleasure of all to Soloviev. This +big, strong, and negligent man somehow involuntarily, +imperceptibly even to himself, began to submit to that hidden, +unseizable, exquisite witchery of femininity; which not +infrequently lurks under the coarsest covering, in the harshest, +most gnarled environment. The pupil dominated, the teacher obeyed. +Through the qualities of a primitive, but on the other hand a +fresh, deep, and original soul, Liubka was inclined not to obey +the method of another, but to seek out her own peculiar, strange +processes. Thus, for example, she--like many children, however,-- +learned writing before reading. Not she herself, meek and yielding +by nature, but some peculiar quality of her mind, obstinately +refused in reading to harness a vowel alongside of a consonant, or +vice versa; in writing, however, she would manage this. For +penmanship along slanted rulings she, despite the general wont of +beginners, felt a great inclination; she wrote bending low over +the paper; blew on the paper from exertion, as though blowing off +imaginary dust; licked her lips and stuck out with the tongue, +from the inside, now one cheek, now the other. Soloviev did not +thwart her, and followed after, along those ways which her +instinct laid down. And it must be said, that during this month +and a half he had managed to become attached with all his huge, +broad, mighty soul to this chance, weak, transitory being. This +was the circumspect, droll, magnanimous, somewhat wondering love, +and the careful concern, of a kind elephant for a frail, helpless, +yellow-downed chick. + +The reading was a delectation for both of them, and here again the +choice of works was directed by the taste of Liubka, while +Soloviev only followed its current and its sinuosities. Thus, for +example, Liubka did not overcome Don Quixote, tired, and, finally, +turning away from him, with pleasure heard Robinson Crusoe +through, and wept with especial copiousness over the scene of his +meeting with his relatives. She liked Dickens, and very easily +grasped his radiant humour; but the features of English manners +were foreign to her and incomprehensible. They also read Chekhov +more than once, and Liubka very freely, without difficulty, +penetrated the beauty of his design, his smile and his sadness. +Stories for children moved her, touched her to such a degree that +it was laughable and joyous to look at her. Once Soloviev read to +her Chekhov's story, The Fit, in which, as it is known, a student +for the first time finds himself in a brothel; and afterwards, on +the next day, writhes about, as in a fit, in the spasms of a keen +psychic suffering and the consciousness of common guilt. Soloviev +himself did not expect that tremendous impression which this +narrative would make upon her. She cried, swore, wrung her hands, +and exclaimed all the while: + +"Lord! Where does he take all that stuff from, and so skillfully! +Why, it's every bit just the way it is with us!" + +Once he brought with him a book entitled THE HISTORY OF MANON +LESCAUT AND THE CHEVALIER DE GRIEUX, the work of Abbe Prevost. It +must be said that Soloviev himself was reading this remarkable +book for the first time. But still, Liubka appraised it far more +deeply and finely. The absence of a plot, the naiveness of the +telling, the surplus of sentimentality, the olden fashion of the +style--all this taken together cooled Soloviev; whereas Liubka +received the joyous, sad, touching and flippant details of this +quaint immortal novel not only through her ears, but as though +with her eyes and with all her naively open heart. + +"'Our intention of espousal was forgotten at St. Denis,'" Soloviev +was reading, bending his tousled, golden-haired head, illuminated +by the shade of the lamp, low over the book; "'we transgressed +against the laws of the church and, without thinking of it, became +espoused.'" + +"What are they at? Of their own will, that is? Without a priest? +Just so?" asked Liubka in uneasiness, tearing herself away from +her artificial flowers. + +"Of course. And what of it? Free love, and that's all there is to +it. Like you and Lichonin, now." + +"Oh, me! That's an entirely different matter. You know yourself +where he took me from. But she's an innocent and genteel young +lady. That's a low-down thing for him to do. And, believe me, +Soloviev, he's sure to leave her later. Ah, the poor girl. Well, +well, well, read on." + +But already after several pages all the sympathies and +commiserations of Liubka went over to the side of the deceived +chevalier. + +"'However, the visits and departures by thefts of M. de B. threw +me into confusion. I also recollected the little purchases of +Manon, which exceeded our means. All this smacked of the +generosity of a new lover. "But no, no," I repeated, "it is +impossible that Manon should deceive me! She is aware, that I live +only for her, she is exceedingly well aware that I adore her."'" + +"Ah, the little fool, the little fool!" exclaimed Liubka. "Why, +can't you see right off that she's being kept by this rich man. +Ah, trash that she is!" + +And the further the novel unfolded, the more passionate and lively +an interest did Liubka take in it. She had nothing against Manon's +fleecing her subsequent patrons with the help of her lover and her +brother, while de Grieux occupied himself with sharping at the +club; but her every new betrayal brought Liubka into a rage, while +the sufferings of the gallant chevalier evoked her tears. Once she +asked: + +"Soloviev, dearie, who was he--this author?" + +"He was a certain French priest." + +"He wasn't a Russian?" + +"No, a Frenchman, I'm telling you. See, he's got everything so-- +the towns are French and the people have French names." + +"Then he was a priest, you say? Where did he know all this from, +then?" + +"Well, he knew it, that's all. Because he was an ordinary man of +the world, a nobleman, and only became a monk afterwards. He had +seen a lot in his life. Then he again left the monks. But, +however, here's everything about him written in detail in front of +this book." + +He read the biography of Abbe Prevost to her. Liubka heard it +through attentively, shaking her head with great significance; +asked over again about that which she did not understand in +certain places, and when he had finished she thoughtfully drawled +out: + +"Then that's what he is! He's written it up awfully good. Only why +is she so low down? For he loves her so, with all his life; but +she's playing him false all the time." + +"Well, Liubochka, what can you do? For she loved him too. Only +she's a vain hussy, and frivolous. All she wants is only rags, and +her own horses, and diamonds." + +Liubka flared up and hit one fist against the other. + +"I'd rub her into powder, the low-down creature? So that's called +her having loved, too! If you love a man, then all that comes from +him must be dear to you. He goes to prison, and you go with him to +prison. He's become a thief, well, you help him. He's a beggar, +but still you go with him. What is there out of the way, that +there's only a crust of black bread, so long as there's love? +She's low down, and she's low down, that's what! But I, in his +place, would leave her; or, instead of crying, give her such a +drubbing that she'd walk around in bruises for a whole month, the +varmint!" + +The end of the novel she could not manage to hear to the finish +for a long time, and always broke out into sincere warm tears, so +that it was necessary to interrupt the reading; and the last +chapter they overcame only in four doses. + +The calamities and misadventures of the lovers in prison, the +compulsory despatch of Manon to America and the self-denial of de +Grieux in voluntarily following her, so possessed the imagination +of Liubka and shook her soul, that she even forgot to make her +remarks. Listening to the story of the quiet, beautiful death of +Manon in the midst of the desert plain, she, without stirring, +with hands clasped on her breast, looked at the light; and the +tears ran and ran out of her staring eyes and fell, like a shower, +on the table. But when the Chevalier de Grieux, who had lain two +days near the corpse of his dear Manon, finally began to dig a +grave with the stump of his sword--Liubka burst into sobbing so +that Soloviev became scared and dashed after water. But even +having calmed down a little, she still sobbed for a long time with +her trembling, swollen lips and babbled: + +"Ah! Their life was so miserable! What a bitter lot that was! And +is it possible that it's always like that, darling Soloviev; that +just as soon as a man and a woman fall in love with each other, in +just the way they did, then God is sure to punish them? Dearie, +but why is that? Why?" + + + + + +CHAPTER XVII. + + +But if the Georgian and the kind-souled Soloviev served as a +palliating beginning against the sharp thorns of great worldly +wisdom, in the curious education of the mind and soul of Liubka; +and if Liubka forgave the pedantism of Lichonin for the sake of a +first sincere and limitless love for him, and forgave just as +willingly as she would have forgiven curses, beatings, or a heavy +crime--the lessons of Simanovsky, on the other hand, were a +downright torture and a constant, prolonged burden for her. For it +must be said that he, as though in spite, was far more accurate +and exact in his lessons than any pedagogue working out his weekly +stipulated tutorings. + +With the incontrovertibility of his opinions, the assurance of his +tone and the didacticism of his presentation he took away the will +of poor Liubka and paralyzed her soul; in the same way that he +sometimes, during university gatherings or at mass meetings, +influenced the timid and bashful minds of newcomers. He was an +orator at meetings; he was a prominent member in the organization +of students' mess halls; he took part in the recording, +lithographing and publication of lectures; he was chosen the head +of the course; and, finally, took a very great interest in the +students' treasury. He was of that number of people who, after +they leave the student auditoriums, become the leaders of parties, +the unrestrained arbiters of pure and self-denying conscience; +serve out their political stage somewhere in Chukhlon, directing +the keen attention of all Russia to their heroically woeful +situation; and after that, beautifully leaning on their past, make +a career for themselves, thanks to a solid advocacy, a deputation, +or else a marriage joined with a goodly piece of black loam land +and provincial activity. Unnoticeably to themselves and altogether +unnoticeably, of course, to the casual glance, they cautiously +right themselves; or, more correctly, fade until they grow a belly +unto themselves, and acquire podagra and diseases of the liver. +Then they grumble at the whole world; say that they were not +understood, that their time was the time of sacred ideals. While +in the family they are despots and not infrequently give money out +at usury. + +The path of the education of Liubka's mind and soul was plain to +him, as was plain and incontrovertible everything that he +conceived; he wanted at the start to interest Liubka in chemistry +and physics. + +"The virginally feminine mind," he pondered, "will be astounded, +then I shall gain possession of her attention, and from trifles, +from hocus-pocus, I shall pass on to that which will lead her to +the centre of universal knowledge, where there is no superstition, +no prejudices; where there is only a broad field for the testing +of nature." + +It must be said that he was inconsistent in his lessons. He +dragged in all that came to his hand for the astonishment of +Liubka. Once he brought along for her a large self-made serpent--a +long cardboard hose, filled with gunpowder, bent in the form of a +harmonica, and tied tightly across with a cord. He lit it, and the +serpent for a long time with crackling jumped over the dining room +and the bedroom, filling the place with smoke and stench. Liubka +was scarcely amazed and said that this was simply fireworks, that +she had already seen this, and that you couldn't astonish her with +that. She asked, however, permission to open the window. Then he +brought a large phial, tinfoil, rosin and a cat's tail, and in +this manner contrived a Leyden jar. The discharge, although weak, +was produced, however. + +"Oh, the unclean one take you, Satan!" Liubka began to cry out, +having felt the dry fillip in her little finger. + +Then, out of heated peroxide of manganese, mixed with sand, with +the help of a druggist's vial, the gutta-percha end of a syringe, +a basin filled with water, and a jam jar--oxygen was derived. The +red-hot cork, coal and phosphorus burnt in the jar so blindingly +that it pained the eyes. Liubka clapped her palms and squealed out +in delight: + +"Mister Professor, more! Please, more, more! ..." + +But when, having united the oxygen with the hydrogen brought in an +empty champagne bottle, and having wrapped up the bottle for +precaution in a towel, Simanovsky ordered Liubka to direct its +neck toward a burning candle, and when the explosion broke out, as +though four cannons had been fired off at once--an explosion +through which the plastering fell down from the ceiling--then +Liubka grew timorous, and, only getting to rights with difficulty, +pronounced with trembling lips, but with dignity: "You must excuse +me now, but since I have a flat of my own, and I'm not at all a +wench any longer, but a decent woman, I'd ask you therefore not to +misbehave in my place. I thought you, like a smart and educated +man, would do everything nice and genteel, but you busy yourself +with silly things. They can even put one in jail for that." + +Subsequently, much, much later, she told how she had a student +friend, who made dynamite before her. + +It must have been, after all, that Simanovsky, this enigmatic man, +so influential in his youthful society, where he had to deal with +theory for the most part, and so incoherent when a practical +experiment with a living soul had come into his hands--was just +simply stupid, but could skillfully conceal this sole sincere +quality of his. + +Having suffered failure in applied sciences, he at once passed on +to metaphysics. Once he very self-assuredly, and in a tone such +that after it no refutation was possible, announced to Liubka that +there is no God, and that he would undertake to prove this during +five minutes. Whereupon Liubka jumped up from her place, and told +him firmly that she, even though a quondam prostitute, still +believed in God and would not allow Him to be offended in her +presence; and if he would continue such nonsense, then she would +complain to Vassil Vassilich. + +"I will also tell him," she added in a weeping voice, "that you, +instead of teaching me, only rattle off all kinds of stuff and all +that sort of nastiness, while you yourself hold your hand on my +knees. And that's even not at all genteel." And for the first time +during all their acquaintanceship she, who had formerly been so +timorous and constrained, sharply moved away from her teacher. + +However, having suffered a few failures, Simanovsky still +obstinately continued to act upon the mind and imagination of +Liubka. He tried to explain to her the theory of the origin of +species, beginning with an amoeba and ending with Napoleon. Liubka +listened to him attentively, and during this there was an +imploring expression in her eyes: "When will you stop at last?" +She yawned into a handkerchief and then guiltily explained: +"Excuse me, that's from my nerves." Marx also had no success +goods, supplementary value, the manufacturer and the worker, which +had become algebraic formulas, were for Liubka merely empty +sounds, vibrating the air; and she, very sincere at soul, always +jumped up with joy from her place, when hearing that, apparently, +the vegetable soup had boiled up, or the samovar was getting ready +to boil over. + +It cannot be said that Simanovsky did not have success with women. +His aplomb and his weighty, decisive tone always acted upon simple +souls, especially upon fresh, naive, trusting souls. Out of +protracted ties he always got out very easily; either he was +dedicated to a tremendously responsible call, before which +domestic love relations were nothing; or he pretended to be a +superman, to whom all is permitted (O, thou, Nietszche, so long +ago and so disgracefully misconstrued for high-school boys!). The +passive, almost imperceptible, but firmly evasive resistance of +Liubka irritated and excited him. What particularly incensed him +was the fact that she, who had formerly been so accessible to all, +ready to yield her love in one day to several people in +succession, to each one for two roubles, was now all of a sudden +playing at some pure and disinterested inamoration! + +"Nonsense," he thought. "This can't be. She's making believe, and, +probably, I don't strike the right tone with her." + +And with every day he became more exacting, captious, and stern. +Hardly consciously, more probably through habit, he relied on his +usual influence, intimidating the thought and subduing the will, +which rarely betrayed him. + +Once Liubka complained about him to Lichonin: + +"He's too strict with me, now, Vassil Vassilievich; and I don't +understand anything he says, and I don't want to take lessons with +him any more." + +Somehow or other, Lichonin lamely quieted her down; but still he +had an explanation with Simanovsky. The other answered him with +sang froid: + +"Just as you wish, my dear fellow; if my method displeases you or +Liubka, then I'm even ready to resign. My problem consists only of +bringing in a genuine element of discipline into her education. If +she does not understand anything, then I compel her to learn it by +heart, aloud. With time this will cease. That is unavoidable. +Recall, Lichonin, how difficult the transition from arithmetic to +algebra was for us, when we were compelled to replace common +numerals with letters, and did not know why this was done. Or why +did they teach us grammar, instead of simply advising us to write +tales and verses?" + +And on the very next day, bending down low under the hanging shade +of the lamp over Liubka's body, and sniffing all over her breast +and under her arm pits, he was saying to her: + +"Draw a triangle... Well, yes, this way and this way. On top I +write 'Love.' Write simply the letter L, and below M and W. That +will be: the Love of Man and Woman." + +With the air of an oracle, unshakable and austere, he spoke all +sorts of erotic balderdash and almost unexpectedly concluded: + +"And so look, Liuba. The desire to love--it's the same as the +desire to eat, to drink, and to breathe the air." He would squeeze +her thigh hard, considerably above the knee; and she again, +becoming confused and not wishing to offend him, would try almost +imperceptibly to move her leg away gradually. + +"Tell me, would it be offensive, now, for your sister, mother, or +for your husband, that you by chance had not dined at home, but +had gone into a restaurant or a cook-shop, and had there satisfied +your hunger? And so with love. No more, no less. A physiological +enjoyment. Perhaps more powerful, more keen, than all others, but +that's all. Thus, for example, now: I want you as a woman. While +you ..." + +"Oh, drop it, Mister," Liubka cut him short with vexation. "Well, +what are you harping on one and the same thing for all the time? +Change your act. You've been told: no and no. Don't you think I +see what you're trying to get at? But only I'll never agree to +unfaithfulness, seeing as how Vasilli Vasillievich is my +benefactor, and I adore him with all my soul... And you're even +pretty disgusting to me with your nonsense." + +Once he caused Liubka a great and scandalous hurt, and all because +of his theoretical first principles. As at the university they +were already for a long time talking about Lichonin's having saved +a girl from such and such a house; and that now he is taken up +with her moral regeneration; that rumour, naturally, also reached +the studying girls, who frequented the student circles. And so, +none other than Simanovsky once brought to Liubka two female +medicos, one historian, and one beginning poetess, who, by the +way, was already writing critical essays as well. He introduced +them in the most serious and fool-like manner. + +"Here," he said, stretching out his hand, now in the direction of +the guests, now of Liubka, "here, comrades, get acquainted. You, +Liuba, will find in them real friends, who will help you on your +radiant path; while you--comrades, Liza, Nadya, Sasha and Rachel-- +you will regard as elder sisters a being who has just struggled +out of that horrible darkness into which the social structure +places the modern woman." + +He spoke not exactly so, perhaps; but in any case, approximately +in that manner. Liubka turned red, extended her hand, with all the +fingers clumsily folded together, to the young ladies in coloured +blouses and in leather belts; regaled them with tea and jam; +promptly helped them with lights for cigarettes; but, despite all +invitations, did not want to sit down for anything. She would say: +"Yes-ss, n-no, as you wish." And when one of the young ladies +dropped a handkerchief on the floor, she hurriedly made a dash to +pick it up. + +One of the maidens, red, stout, and with a bass voice, whose face, +all in all, consisted of only a pair of red cheeks, out of which +mirth-provokingly peeped out a hint at an upturned nose, and with +a pair of little black eyes, like tiny raisins, sparkling out of +their depths, was inspecting Liubka from head to feet, as though +through an imaginary lorgnette; directing over her a glance which +said nothing, but was contemptuous. "Why, I haven't been getting +anybody away from her," thought Liubka guiltily. But another was +so tactless, that she--perhaps for the first time for her, but the +hundredth for Liubka--began a conversation about: how had she +happened upon the path of prostitution? This was a bustling young +lady, pale, very pretty, ethereal; all in little light curls, with +the air of a spoiled kitten and even a little pink cat's bow on +her neck. + +"But tell me, who was this scoundrel, now ... who was the first to +... well, you understand? ..." + +In the mind of Liubka quickly flashed the images of her former +mates, Jennka and Tamara, so proud, so brave and resourceful--oh, +far brainier than these maidens--and she, almost unexpectedly for +herself, suddenly said sharply: + +'There was a lot of them. I've already forgotten. Kolka, Mitka, +Volodka, Serejka, Jorjik, Troshka, Petka, and also Kuzka and Guska +with a party. But why are you interested?" + +"Why... no... that is, I ask as a person who fully sympathizes +with you." + +"But have you a lover?" + +"Pardon me, I don't understand what you're saying. People, it's +time we were going." + +"That is, what don't you understand? Have you ever slept with a +man?" + +"Comrade Simanovsky, I had not presupposed that you would bring us +to such a person. Thank you. It was exceedingly charming of you!" + +It was difficult for Liubka to surmount the first step. She was of +those natures which endure long, but tear loose rapidly; and she, +usually so timorous, was unrecognizable at this moment. + +"But I know!" she was screaming in wrath. "I know, that you're the +very same as I! But you have a papa, a mamma; you're provided for, +and if you have to, then you'll even commit abortion--many do so. +But if you were in my place, when there's nothing to stuff your +mouth with, and a girlie doesn't understand anything yet, because +she can't read or write; while all around the men are shoving like +he-dogs--then you'd be in a sporting house too. It's a shame to put +on airs before a poor girl--that's what!" + +Simanovsky, who had gotten into trouble, said a few general +consolatory words in a judicious bass, such as the noble fathers +used in olden comedies, and led his ladies off. + +But he was fated to play one more very shameful, distressing, and +final role in the free life of Liubka. She had already complained +to Lichonin for a long time that the presence of Simanovsky was +oppressive to her; but Lichonin paid no attention to womanish +trifles: the vacuous, fictitious, wordy hypnosis of this man of +commands was strong within him. There are influences, to get rid +of which is difficult, almost impossible. On the other hand, he +was already for a long time feeling the burden of co-habitation +with Liubka. Frequently he thought to himself: "She is spoiling my +life; I am growing common, foolish; I have become dissolved in +fool benevolence; it will end up in my marrying her, entering the +excise or the assay office, or getting in among pedagogues; I'll +be taking bribes, will gossip, and become an abominable provincial +morel. And where are my dreams of the power of thought, the beauty +of life, of love and deeds for all humanity?" he would say, at +times even aloud, and pull his hair. And for that reason, instead +of attentively going into Liubka's complaints, he would lose his +temper, yell, stamp his feet, and the patient, meek Liubka would +grow quiet and retire into the kitchen, to have a good cry there. + +Now more and more frequently, after family quarrels, in the +minutes of reconciliation he would say to Liubka: + +"My dear Liuba, you and I do not suit each other, comprehend that. +Look: here are a hundred roubles for you, ride home. Your +relatives will receive you as their own. Live there a while, look +around you. I will come for you after half a year; you'll have +become rested, and, of course, all that's filthy, nasty, that has +been grafted upon you by the city, will go away, will die off. And +you'll begin a new life independently, without any assistance, +alone and proud!" + +But then, can anything be done with a woman who has come to love +for the first, and, of course, as it seems to her, for the last +time? Can she be convinced of the necessity for parting? Does +logic exist for her? + +Always reverent before the firmness of the words and decisions of +Simanovsky, Lichonin, however, surmised and by instinct understood +his real relation to Liubka; and in his desire to free himself, to +shake off a chance load beyond his strength, he would catch +himself in a nasty little thought: "She pleases Simanovsky; and as +for her, isn't it all the same if it's he or I or a third? Guess +I'll make a clean breast of it, explain things to him and yield +Liubka up to him like a comrade. But then, the fool won't go. Will +raise a rumpus." + +"Or just to come upon the two of them together, somehow," he would +ponder further, "in some decisive pose... to raise a noise, make a +row... A noble gesture... a little money and... a getaway." + +He now frequently, for several days, would not return home; and +afterwards, having come, would undergo torturesome hours of +feminine interrogations, scenes, tears, even hysterical fits. +Liubka would at times watch him in secret, when he went out of the +house; would stop opposite the entrance that he went into, and for +hours would await his return in order to reproach him and to cry +in the street. Not being able to read, she intercepted his letters +and, not daring to turn to the aid of the prince or Soloviev, +would save them up in her little cupboard together with sugar, +tea, lemon and all sorts of other trash. She had even reached the +stage when, in minutes of anger, she threatened him with sulphuric +acid. + +"May the devil take her," Lichonin would ponder during the minutes +of his crafty plans. "It's all one, let there even be nothing +between them. But I'll take and make a fearful scene for him. and +her." + +And he would declaim to himself: + +"Ah, so! ... I have warmed you in my bosom, and what do I see now? +You are paying me with black ingratitude. ... And you, my best +comrade, you have attempted my sole happiness! ... O, no, no, +remain together; I go hence with tears in my eyes. I see, that I +am one too many! I do not wish to oppose your love, etc., etc." + +And precisely these dreams, these hidden plans, such momentary, +chance, and, at bottom, vile ones--of those to which people later +do not confess to themselves--were suddenly fulfilled. It was the +turn of Soloviev's lesson. To his great happiness, Liubka had at +last read through almost without faltering: "A good plough has +Mikhey, and a good one has Sisoi as well... a swallow... a swing +... the children love God..." And as a reward for this Soloviev +read aloud to her Of the Merchant Kalashnikov and of Kiribeievich, +Life-guardsman of Czar Ivan the Fourth. Liubka from delight +bounced in her armchair, clapped her hands. The beauty of this +monumental, heroic work had her in its grasp. But she did not have +a chance to express her impressions in full. Soloviev was hurrying +to a business appointment. And immediately, coming to meet +Soloviev, having barely exchanged greetings with him in the +doorway, came Simanovsky. Liubka's face sadly lengthened and her +lips pouted. For this pedantic teacher and coarse male had become +very repugnant to her of late. + +This time he began a lecture on the theme that for man there exist +no laws, no rights, no duties, no honour, no vileness; and that +man is a quantity self-sufficient, independent of anyone and +anything. + +"It's possible to be a God, possible to be an intestinal worm, a +tape worm--it's all the same." + +He already wanted to pass on to the theory of amatory emotions; +but, it is to be regretted, he hurried a trifle from impatience: +he embraced Liubka, drew her to him and began to squeeze her +roughly. "She'll become intoxicated from caressing. She'll give +in!" thought the calculating Simanovsky. He sought to touch her +mouth with his lips for a kiss, but she screamed and snorted spit +at him. All the assumed delicacy had left her. + +"Get out, you mangy devil, fool, swine, dirt! I'll smash your +snout for you! ..." + +All the lexicon of the establishment had come back to her; but +Simanovsky, having lost his pince-nez, his face distorted, was +looking at her with blurred eyes and jabbering whatever came into +his head: + +"My dear ... It's all the same ... a second of enjoyment! ... You +and I will blend in enjoyment! ... No one will find out! ... Be +mine! ..." + +It was just at this very minute that Lichonin walked into the +room. + +Of course, at soul he did not admit to himself that this minute he +would commit a vileness; but only somehow from the side, at a +distance, reflected that his face was pale, and that his immediate +words would be tragic and of great significance. + +"Yes!" he said dully, like an actor in the fourth act of a drama; +and, letting his hands drop impotently, began to shake his chin, +which had fallen upon his breast. "I expected everything, only not +this. You I excuse, Liuba--you are a cave being; but you, +Simanovsky ... I esteemed you ... however, I still esteem you a +decent man. But I know, that passion is at times stronger than the +arguments of reason. Right here are fifty roubles--I am leaving +them for Liuba; you, of course, will return them to me later, I +have no doubt of that. Arrange her destiny ... You are a wise, +kind, honest man, while I am ... ("A skunk!" somebody's distinct +voice flashed through his head.) I am going away, because I will +not be able to bear this torture any more. Be happy." + +He snatched out of his pocket and with effect threw his wallet on +the table; then seized his hair and ran out of the room. + +Still, this was the best way out for him. And the scene had been +played out precisely as he had dreamt of it. + + + + + +PART III. + + + + + +CHAPTER I. + + +All this Liubka told at length and disjointedly, sobbing on +Jennka's shoulder. Of course, in her personal elucidation this +tragi-comical history proved altogether unlike what it had been in +reality. + +Lichonin, according to her words, had taken her to him only to +entice, to tempt her; to have as much use as possible out of her +foolishness, and then to abandon her. But she, the fool, had in +truth fallen in love--with him, and since she was very jealous +about him and all these tousled girls in leather belts, he had +done a low-down thing: had sent up his comrade on purpose, had +framed it up with him, and the other had begun to hug Liubka, and +Vasska came in, saw it, and kicked up a great row, and chased +Liubka out into the street. + +Of course, in her version there were two almost equal parts of +truth and untruth; but so, at least, all this had appeared to her. + +She also told with great details how, having found herself without +masculine support or without anybody's powerful extraneous +influence, she had hired a room In a rather bad little hotel, on a +retired street; how even from the first day the boots, a tough +bird, a hard-boiled egg, had attempted to trade in her, without +even having and Vasska came in, saw it, and kicked up a great row, +the hotel to a private room, but even there had been overtaken by +an experienced old woman go-between, with whose like the houses +inhabited by poverty swarm. + +Therefore, even with quiet living, there was in the face, in the +conversation, and in the entire manner of Liubka something +peculiar, specific to the casual eye; perhaps even entirely +imperceptible, but for the business scent as plain and as +irrefutable as the day. + +But the chance, brief, sincere love had given her the strength to +oppose the inevitability of a second fall. In her heroic courage +she even went so far as putting in a few notices in the +newspapers, that she was seeking a place with "all found." +However, she had no recommendation of any sort. In addition, she +had to do exclusively with women when it came to the hiring; and +they also, with some sort of an inner, infallible instinct, +surmised in her their ancient foe--the seductress of their +husbands, brothers, fathers, and sons. + +There was neither sense nor use in. going home. Her native +Vassilkovsky district is distant only fifteen versts from the +state capital; and the rumour that she had entered that sort of an +establishment had long since penetrated, by means of her fellow- +villagers, into the village. This was written of in letters, and +transmitted verbally, by those village neighbours who had seen her +both on the street and at Anna Markovna's place itself--porters +and bell-hops of hotels, waiters at small restaurants, cabbies, +small contractors. She knew what odour this fame would give off if +she were to return to her native haunts. It were better to hang +one's self than to endure this. + +She was as uneconomical and impractical in money matters as a +five-year-old child, and in a short while was left without a +kopeck; while to go back to the brothel was fearful and shameful. +But the temptations of street prostitution turned up of +themselves, and at every step begged to be seized. In the +evenings, on the main street, old hardened street prostitutes at +once unerringly guessed her former profession. Ever and anon one +of them, having come alongside of her, would begin in a sweet, +ingratiating voice: + +"How is it, young lady, that you're walking alone? Let's be mates. +Let's walk together. That's always more convenient. Whenever men +want to pass the time pleasantly with girls, they always love to +start a party of four." + +And right here the experienced, tried recruiting agent, at first +casually, but after that warmly, with all her heart, would begin +to praise up all the conveniences of living at your own +landlady's--the tasty food, full freedom of going out, the +possibility of always concealing from the landlady of your rooms +the surplus over the agreed pay. Here also much of the malicious +and the offensive was said, by the way, against the women of the +private houses, who were called "government hides," "government +stuff," "genteel maidens" and "institutes." Liubka knew the value +of these sneers, because the dwellers in brothels also bear +themselves with the greatest contempt toward street prostitutes, +calling them "bimmies" and "venereals." + +To be sure, in the very end that happened which had to happen. +Seeing in perspective a whole series of hungry days, and in the +very depth of them the dark horror of an unknown future, Liubka +consented to a very civil invitation of some respectable little +old man; important, grayish, well-dressed and correct. For this +ignominy Liubka received a rouble, but did not dare to protest: +the previous life in the house had entirely eaten away her +personal initiative, mobility and energy. Later, several times +running, he even did not pay her anything at all. + +One young man, easy of manner and handsome, in a cap with a +flattened brim, put on at a brave slant over one ear, in a silk +blouse, girdled by a cord with tassels, also led her with him into +a hotel, asked for wine and a snack; for a long time lied to +Liubka about his being an earl's son on the wrong side of the +blanket, and that he was the first billiardist in the whole city; +that all the wenches like him and that he would make a swell Jane +out of Liubka as well. Then he went out of the room for just one +minute, as though on business of his own, and vanished forever. +The stern, cross-eyed porter beat her with contentment, long, in +silence, with a business-like air; breathing hard and covering up +Liubka's mouth with his hand. But in the end, having become +convinced, probably, that the fault was not hers, but the guest's, +he took her purse, in which was a rouble with some small change, +away from her; and took as security her rather cheap little hat +and small outer jacket. + +Another man of forty-five years, not at all badly dressed, having +tortured the girl for some two hours, paid for the room and gave +her 80 kopecks; but when she started to complain, he with a +ferocious face put an enormous red-haired fist up to her very +nose, the first thing, and said decisively: + +"You just snivel a bit more to me... I'll snivel you... I'll yell +for the police, now, and say that you robbed me when I was +sleeping. Want me to? Is it long since you've been in a station +house?" + +And went away. + +And of such cases there were many. + +On that day, when her landlords--a boatman and his wife--had +refused to let her have a room and just simply threw her things +out into the yard; and when she had wandered the night through on +the streets, without sleep, under the rain, hiding from the +policemen--only then, with aversion and shame, did she resolve to +turn to Lichonin's aid. But Lichonin was no longer in town +pusillanimously, he had gone away the very same day when the +unjustly wronged and disgraced Liubka had run away from the flat. +And it was in the morning that there came into her head the +desperate thought of returning into the brothel and begging +forgiveness there. + +"Jennechka, you're so clever, so brave, so kind; beg Emma +Edwardovna for me--the little housekeeper will listen to you," she +implored Jennka and kissed her bare shoulders and wetted them with +tears. + +"She won't listen to anybody," gloomily answered Jennka. "And you +did have to tie up with a fool and a low-down fellow like that." + +"Jennechka, but you yourself advised me to," timidly retorted +Liubka. + +"I advised you? ... I didn't advise you anything. What are you +lying on me for, just as though I was dead... Well, all right +then--let's go." + +Emma Edwardovna had already known for a long while about the +return of Liubka; and had even seen her at that moment when she +had passed through the yard of the house, looking all around her. +At soul she was not at all against taking Liubka back. It must be +said, that she had even let her go only because she had been +tempted by the money, one-half of which she had appropriated for +herself. And in addition to that, she had reckoned that with the +present seasonal influx of new prostitutes she would have a large +choice; in which, however, she had made a mistake, because the +season had terminated abruptly. But in any case, she had firmly +resolved to take Liubka. Only it was necessary, for the +preservation and rounding out of prestige, to give her a scare +befittingly. + +"Wha-at?" she began to yell at Liubka, scarcely having heard her +out, babbling in confusion. "You want to be taken on again? ... +You wallowed the devil knows with whom in the streets, under the +fences; and now, you scum, you're again shoving your way into a +respectable, decent establishment! ... Pfui, you Russian swine! +Out! ..." + +Liubka was catching her hands, aiming to kiss them, but the +housekeeper roughly snatched them away. Then, suddenly paling, +with a distorted face, biting her trembling, twisted lower lip, +Emma calculatingly and with good aim struck Liubka on her cheek, +with all her might; from which the other went down on her knees, +but got up right away, gasping for breath and stammering from the +sobs. + +"Darlingest, don't beat me... Oh my dear, don't beat me..." + +And again fell down, this time flat upon the floor. + +And this systematic, malignant slaughter, in cold blood, continued +for some two minutes. Jennka, who had at first been looking on +with her customary malicious, disdainful air, suddenly could not +stand it; she began to squeal savagely, threw herself upon the +housekeeper, clutched her by the hair, tore off her chignon and +began to vociferate in a real hysterical fit: + +"Fool! ... Murderer! ... Low-down go-between! ... Thief! ..." + +All the three women vociferated together, and at once enraged +wails resounded through all the corridors and rooms of the +establishment. This was that general fit of grand hysterics, which +takes possession of those confined in prisons, or that elemental +insanity (raptus), which envelops unexpectedly and epidemically an +entire lunatic asylum, from which even experienced psychiatrists +grow pale. + +Only after the lapse of an hour was order restored by Simeon and +two comrades by profession who had come to his aid. All the +thirteen girls got it hot; but Jennka, who had gone into a real +frenzy, more than the others. The beaten-up Liubka kept on +crawling before the housekeeper until she was taken back. She knew +that Jennka's outbreak would sooner or later be reflected upon her +in a cruel repayment. Jennka sat on her bed until the very night, +her legs crossed Turkish fashion; refused dinner, and chased out +all her mates who went in to her. Her eye was bruised, and she +assiduously applied a five-kopeck copper to it. From underneath +the torn shirt a long, transversal scratch reddened on the neck, +just like a mark from a rope. That was where Simeon had torn off +her skin in the struggle. She sat thus, alone, with eyes that +glowed in the dark like a wild beast's, with distended nostrils, +with spasmodically moving cheek-bones, and whispered wrathfully: + +"Just you wait... Watch out, you damned things--I'll show you... +You'll see yet... Ooh-ooh, you man-eaters..." + +But when the lights had been lit, and the junior housekeeper, +Zociya, knocked on her door with the words: "Miss, get dressed! +... Into the drawing room!" she rapidly washed herself, dressed, +put some powder on the bruise, smeared the scratch over with CREME +DE SIMON and pink powder, and went out into the drawing room, +pitiful but proud; beaten-up, but her eyes flaming with an +unbearable wrathfulness and a beauty not human. + +Many people, who have happened to see suicides a few hours before +their horrible death, say that in their visages in those fateful +hours before death they have noticed some enigmatic, mysterious, +incomprehensible allurement. And all who saw Jennka on this night, +and on the next day for a few hours, for long, intently and in +wonder, kept their gaze upon her. + +And strangest of all (this was one of the sombre wiles of fate) +was the fact that the indirect culprit of her death, the last +grain of sand which draws down the pan of the scales, appeared +none other than the dear, most kind, military cadet Kolya +Gladishev. + + + + + +CHAPTER II. + + +Kolya Gladishev was a fine, merry, bashful young lad, with a large +head; pink-cheeked, with a funny little white, bent line, as +though from milk, upon his upper lip, under the light down of the +moustache, sprouting through for the first time; with gray, naive +eyes, placed far apart; and so closely cropped, that from +underneath his flaxen little bristles the skin glistened through, +just as with a thoroughbred Yorkshire suckling pig. It was +precisely he with whom Jennka during the past winter had played +either at maternal relations, or at dolls; and thrust upon him a +little apple or a couple of bon-bons on his way, when he would be +going away from the house of ill repute, squirming from shame. + +This time, when he came, there could at once be felt in him, after +long living in camps, that rapid change in age, which so often +imperceptibly and rapidly transforms a boy into a youth. He had +already finished the cadet academy and with pride counted himself +a junker; although he still walked around in a cadet's uniform, +with aversion. He had grown taller, had become better formed and +more adroit; the camp life had done him good. He spoke in a bass, +and during these months to his most great pride the nipples of his +breast had hardened; the most important--he already knew about +this--and undeniable sign of virile maturity. Now, in the +meanwhile, until the eyes-front severities of a military school, +he had a period of alluring freedom. Already he was permitted to +smoke at home, in the presence of grown-ups; and even his father +had himself presented him with a leather cigar case with his +monogram, and also, in the elevation of family joy, had assigned +him fifteen roubles monthly salary. + +And it was just here--at Anna Markovna's--that he had come to know +woman for the first time--the very same Jennka. + +The fall of innocent souls in houses of ill-fame, or with street +solitaries, is fulfilled far more frequently than it is usually +thought. When not green youths only, but even honourable men of +fifty, almost grandfathers, are interrogated about this ticklish +matter, they will tell you, sure enough, the ancient stencilled +lie of how they had been seduced by a chambermaid or a governess. +But this is one of those lingering, queer lies, going back into +the depth of past decades, which are almost never noticed by a +single one of the professional observers, and in any case are not +described by any one. + +If each one of us will try, to put it pompously, to put his hand +on his heart, then every one will catch himself in the fact, that +having once in childhood said some sort of boastful or touching +fiction, which had success, and having repeated it for that reason +two and five and ten times more--he afterwards cannot get rid of +it all his life, and repeats with entire firmness by now a history +which had never been; a firmness such that in the very end he +believes the story. With time Kolya also narrated to his comrades +how his aunt once removed, a young woman of the world had seduced +him. It must be said, however, that the intimate proximity to this +lady--a large, dark-eyed, white faced, sweetly fragrant southern +woman--did really exist; but existed only in Kolya's imagination, +in those sad, tragic and timid minutes of solitary sexual +enjoyments, through which pass if not a hundred percent of all +men, then ninety-nine, in any case. + +Having experienced mechanical sexual excitements very early, +approximately since nine or nine years and a half, Kolya did not +at all have the least understanding of the significance of that +end of being in love or of courtship, which is so horrible on the +face of it, if it be looked at impartially, or if it be explained +scientifically. Unfortunately, there was at that time near him not +a one of the present progressive and learned ladies who, having +turned away the neck of the classic stork, and torn up by the +roots the cabbage underneath which children are found, recommend +that the great mystery of love and generation be explained to +children in lectures, through comparisons and assimilations, +mercilessly and in a well-nigh graphic manner. + +It must be said, that at that remote time of which we are +speaking, the private institutions--male PENSIONS and institutes, +as well as academies for cadets--represented some sort of hot- +house nurseries. The care of the mind and morality they tried to +entrust as much as possible to educators who were bureaucrats- +formalists; and in addition impatient, captious, capricious in +their sympathies and hysterical, just like old maid lady teachers. +Now it is otherwise. But at that time the boys were left to +themselves. Barely snatched away, speaking figuratively, from the +maternal breast; from the care of devoted nurses; from morning and +evening caresses, quiet and sweet; even though they were ashamed +of every manifestation of tenderness as "womanishness," they were +still irresistibly and sweetly drawn to kisses, contacts, +conversations whispered in the ear. + +Of course, attentive, solicitous treatment, bathing, exercises in +the open air--precisely not gymnastics, but voluntary exercises, +each to his own taste--could have always put off the coming of +this climacteric period or soften and make it understandable. + +I repeat--then there was nothing of this. + +The longing for family endearment, the endearment of mother, +sister, nurse, so roughly and unexpectedly cut short, turned into +deformed forms of courting (every whit like the "crushes" in a +female institute) of good-looking boys, of "fairies"; they loved +to whisper in corners and, walking arm in arm, or embracing in +dark corridors, to tell in each other's ears improbable histories +of adventures with women. This was partly both childhood's need of +the fairy-tale element and partly awakening sensuality as well. +Not infrequently some fifteen-year-old chubby, for whom it was +just the proper time to be playing at popular tennis or to be +greedily putting away buckwheat porridge with milk, would be +telling, having read up, of course, on certain cheap novels, of +how every Saturday, now, when it is leave, he goes to a certain, +handsome widow millionairess; and of how she is passionately +enamored of him; and how near their couch always stand fruits and +precious wine; and how furiously and passionately she makes love +to him. + +Here, by the bye, came along the inevitable run of prolonged +reading, like hard drinking, which, of course, every boy and girl +has undergone. No matter how strict in this respect the class +surveillance may be, the striplings did read, are reading, and +will read just that which is not permitted them. Here is a special +passion, CHIC, the allurement of the forbidden. Already in the +third class went from hand to hand the manuscript transcripts of +Barkov; of a spurious Pushkin; the youthful sins of Lermontov and +others: "THE FIRST NIGHT," "THE CHERRY," "LUCAS," "THE FESTIVAL AT +PETERHOF," "THE SHE UHLAN, GRIEF THROUGH WISDOM," "THE PRIEST," +&c. + +But no matter how strange, fictitious or paradoxical this may +seem, still, even these compositions, and drawings, and obscene +photographic cards, did not arouse a delightful curiosity. They +were looked upon as a prank, a lark, and the allurement of +contraband risk. In the cadets' library were chaste excerpts from +Pushkin and Lermontov; all of Ostrovsky, who only made you laugh; +and almost all of Turgenev, who was the very one that played a +chief and cruel role in Kolya's life. As it is known, love with +the late great Turgenev is always surrounded with a tantalizing +veil; some sort of crepe, unseizable, forbidden, but tempting: his +maidens have forebodings of love and are agitated at its approach, +and are ashamed beyond all measure, and tremble, and turn red. +Married women or widows travel this tortuous path somewhat +differently: they struggle for a long time with their duty, or +with respectability, or with the opinion of the world; and, in the +end--oh!--fall with tears; or--oh!--begin to brave it; or, which +is still more frequent, the implacable fate cuts short her or his +life at the most--oh!--necessary moment, when it only lacks a +light puff of wind for the ripened fruit to fall. And yet all of +his personages still thirst after this shameful love; weep +radiantly and laugh joyously from it; and it shuts out all the +world for them. But since boys think entirely differently than we +grown-ups, and since everything that is forbidden, everything not +said fully, or said in secret, has in their eyes an enormous, not +only twofold but threefold interest--it is therefore natural that +out of reading they drew the hazy thought that the grown-ups were +concealing something from them. + +And it must be mentioned--had not Kolya (like the majority of +those of his age) seen the chambermaid Phrociya--so rosy-cheeked, +always merry, with legs of the hardness of steel (at times he, in +the heat of playing, had slapped her on the back), had he not seen +her once, when Kolya had by accident walked quickly into papa's +cabinet, scurry out of there with all her might, covering her face +with her apron; and had he not seen that during this time papa's +face was red, with a dark blue, seemingly lengthened nose? And +Kolya had reflected: "Papa looks like a turkey." Had not Kolya-- +partly through the fondness for pranks and the mischievousness +natural to all boys, partly through tedium--accidentally +discovered in an unlocked drawer of papa's writing table an +enormous collection of cards, whereon was represented just that +which shop clerks call the crowning of love, and worldly +nincompoops--the unearthly passion? + +And had he not seen, that every time before the visit of the +sweet-scented and bestarched Paul Edwardovich, some ninny with +some embassy, with whom mamma, in imitation of the fashionable St. +Petersburg promenades to the Strelka, used to ride to the Dnieper +to contemplate the sun setting on the other side of the river, in +the Chernigovskaya district--had he not seen how mamma's bosom +went, and how her cheeks glowed under the powder; had he not +detected at these moments many new and strange things; had he not +heard her voice, an altogether unknown voice, like an actor's; +nervously breaking off, mercilessly malicious to those of the +family and the servants, and suddenly soft, like velvet, like a +green meadow under the sun, when Paul Edwardovich would arrive? +Ah, if we people who have been made wise by experience would know +how much, and even too much, the urchins and little girls +surrounding us know, of whom we usually say: + +"Well, why mind Volodya (or Petie, or Katie)? ... Why, they are +little. They don't understand anything! ..." + +So also not in vain passed for Gladishev the history of his elder +brother, who had just come out of a military school into one of +the conspicuous grenadier regiments; and, being on leave until +such time when it would be possible for him to spread his wings, +lived in two separate rooms with his family. At that time Niusha, +a chambermaid, was in their service; at times they jestingly +called her signorita Anita--a seductive black-haired girl, who, if +she were to change costumes, could in appearance be taken for a +dramatic actress, or a princess of the royal blood, or a political +worker. Kolya's mother manifestly countenanced the fact that +Kolya's brother, half in jest, half in earnest, was allured by +this girl. Of course, she had only the sole, holy, maternal +calculation: If it were destined, after all, for her Borenka to +fall, then let him give his purity, his innocence, his first +physical inclination, not to a prostitute, not to a street-walker, +not to a seeker of adventures, but to a pure girl. Of course, only +a disinterested, unreasoning, truly-maternal feeling guided her. +Kolya at that time was living through the epoch of llanos, +pampases, Apaches, track-finders, and a chief by the name of +"Black Panther"; and, of course, attentively kept track of the +romance of his brother, and made his own syllogisms; at times only +too correct, at times fantastic. After six months, from behind a +door, he was the witness--or more correctly the auditor--of an +outrageous scene. The wife of the general, always so respectable +and restrained, was yelling in her boudoir at signorita Anita, and +cursing in the words of a cab-driver: the signorita was in the +fifth month of pregnancy. If she had not cried, then, probably, +they would simply have given her smart-money, and she would have +gone away in peace; but she was in love with the young master, did +not demand anything, and for that reason they drove her away with +the aid of the police. + +In the fifth or sixth class many of Kolya's comrades had already +tasted of the tree of knowledge of evil. At that time it was +considered in their corpus an especial, boastful masculine chic to +call all secret things by their own names. Arkasha Shkar +contracted a disease, not dangerous, but still venereal; and he +became for three whole months the object of worship of all the +seniors--at that time there were no squads yet. And many of them +visited brothels; and, really, about their sprees they spoke far +more handsomely and broadly than the hussars of the time of Denis +Davidov.[Footnote: A Russian ban vivant, wit and poet (1781-1839), +the overwhelming majority of whose lyrics deals with military +exploits and debauches.--Trans.] These debauches were esteemed by +them the last word in valour and maturity. + +And so it happened once, that they did not exactly persuade +Gladishev to go to Anna Markovna, but rather he himself had begged +to go, so weakly had he resisted temptation. This evening he +always recalled with horror, with aversion; and dimly, just like +some heavy dream. With difficulty he recalled, how in the cab, to +get up courage, he had drunk rum, revoltingly smelling of real +bedbugs; how qualmish this beastly drink made him feel; how he had +walked into the big hall, where the lights of the lustres and the +candelabra on the walls were turning round in fiery wheels; where +the women moved as fantastic pink, blue, violet splotches, and the +whiteness of their necks, bosoms and arms flashed with a blinding, +spicy, victorious splendour. Some one of the comrades whispered +something in the ear of one of these fantastic figures. She ran up +to Kolya and said: + +"Listen, you good-looking little cadet, your comrades are saying, +now, that you're still innocent ... Let's go ... I'll teach you +everything." + +The phrase was said in a kindly manner; but this phrase the walls +of Anna Markovna's establishment had already heard several +thousand times. Further, that took place which it was so difficult +and painful to recall, that in the middle of his recollections +Kolya grew tired, and with an effort of the will turned back the +imagination to something else. He only remembered dimly the +revolving and spreading circles from the light of the lamp; +persistent kisses; disconcerting contacts--then a sudden sharp +pain, from which one wanted both to die in enjoyment and to cry +out in terror; and then with wonder he saw his pale shaking hands, +which could not, somehow, button his clothes. + +Of course, all men have experienced this primordial tristia post +coitus; but this great moral pain, very serious in its +significance and depth, passes very rapidly, remaining, however, +with the majority for a long time--sometimes for all life--in the +form of wearisomeness and awkwardness after certain moments. In a +short while Kolya became accustomed to it; grew bolder, became +familiarized with woman, and rejoiced very much over the fact that +when he came into the establishment, all the girls, and Verka +before all, would call out: + +"Jennechka, your lover has come!" + +It was pleasant, in relating this to his comrades, to be plucking +at an imaginary moustache. + + + + + +CHAPTER III. + + +It was still early--about nine--of a rainy August evening. The +illuminated drawing room in the house of Anna Markovna was almost +empty. Only near the very doors a young telegraph clerk was +sitting, his legs shyly and awkwardly squeezed under his chair, +and was trying to start with the thick-fleshed Katie that worldly, +unconstrained conversation which is laid down as the proper thing +in polite society at quadrille, during the intermissions between +the figures of the dance. And, also, the long-legged, aged Roly- +Poly wandered over the room, sitting down now next one girl, now +another, and entertaining them all with his fluent chatter. + +When Kolya Gladishev walked into the front hall, the first to +recognize him was the round-eyed Verka, dressed in her usual +jockey costume. She began to twirl round and round, to clap her +palms, and called out: + +"Jennka, Jennka, come quicker, your little lover has come to you +... The little cadet ... And what a handsome little fellow!" + +But Jennka was not in the drawing room at this time; a stout head- +conductor had already managed to get hold of her. + +This elderly, sedate, and majestic man was a very convenient +guest, because he never lingered in the house for more than twenty +minutes, fearing to let his train go by; and, even so, glanced at +his watch all the while. During this time he regularly drank down +four bottles of beer, and, going away, infallibly gave the girl +half a rouble for candy and Simeon twenty kopecks for drink-money. + +Kolya Gladishev was not alone, but with a comrade of the same +school, Petrov, who was stepping over the threshold of a brothel +for the first time, having given in to the tempting persuasions of +Gladishev. Probably, during these minutes, he found himself in the +same wild, absurd, feverish state which Kolya himself had gone +through a year and a half ago, when his legs had shook, his mouth +had grown dry, and the lights of the lamps had danced before him +in revolving wheels. + +Simeon took their great-coats from them and hid them separately, +on the side, that the shoulder straps and the buttons might not be +seen. + +It must be said, that this stern man, who did not approve of +students because of their free-and-easy facetiousness and +incomprehensible style in conversation, also did not like when +just such boys in uniform appeared in the establishment. + +"Well, what's the good of it?" he would at times say sombrely to +his colleagues by profession. "What if a whippersnapper like that +comes, and runs right up nose to nose against his superiors? +Smash, and they've closed up the establishment! There, like +Lupendikha's three years back. Of course, it's nothing that they +closed it up--she transferred it in another name right off; and +when they sentenced her to sit in jail for a year and a half, why, +it came to a pre-etty penny for her. She had to shell out four +hundred for Kerbesh alone ... And then it also happens: a little +pig of that kind will cook up some sort of disease for himself and +start in whining: 'Oh, papa! Oh, mamma! I am dying!' 'Tell me, you +skunk, where you got it?' 'There and there ...' Well, and so they +haul you over the coals again; judge me, thou unrighteous judge!" + +"Pass on, pass on," said he to the cadets sternly. + +The cadets entered, blinking from the bright light. Petrov, who +had been drinking to get up courage, swayed and was pale. They sat +down beneath the picture of the Feast of the Russian Noblemen, and +immediately two of the young ladies--Verka and Tamara--joined them +on both sides. + +"Treat me to a smoke, you beautiful little brunet!" Verka turned +to Petrov; and as though by accident put against his leg her +strong, warm thigh, closely drawn over with white tights. "What an +agreeable little fellow you are!" + +"But where's Jennie?" Gladishev asked of Tamara. "Is she busy with +anybody?" + +Tamara looked him in the eyes intently--looked so fixedly, that +the boy even began to feel uncomfortable, and turned away. + +"No. Why should she be busy? Only the whole day to-day her head +ached; she was walking through the corridor, and at that time the +housekeeper opened the door quickly and accidentally struck her in +the forehead--and so her head started in to ache. The poor thing, +she's lying the whole day with a cold pack. But why? Or can't you +hold out? Wait a while, she'll come out in five minutes. You'll +remain very much satisfied with her." + +Verka pestered Petrov: + +"Sweetie, dearie, what a tootsie-wootsicums you are! I adore such +pale brunets; they are jealous and very fiery in love." + +And suddenly she started singing in a low voice: + + "He's kind of brown, + My light, my own, + Won't sell me out, and won't deceive. + He suffers madly, + Pants and coat gladly + All for a woman he will give." + +"How do they call you, ducky dear?" + +"George," answered Petrov in a hoarse, cadet's bass. + +"Jorjik Jorochka! Ah, how very nice!" + +She suddenly drew near to his ear and whispered with a cunning +face: + +"Jorochka, come to me." + +Petrov was abashed and forlornly let out in a bass: + +"I don't know ... It all depends on what the comrade says, now +..." + +Verka burst into loud laughter: + +"There's a case for you! Say, what an infant it is! Such as you, +Jorochka, in a little village would long since have been married; +but he says: 'It all depends on the comrade!' You ought to ask a +nurse or a wet nurse yet! Tamara, my angel, just imagine: I'm +calling him to go sleeping, but he says: 'It all depends on the +comrade.' What about you, mister friend, are you his bringer up?" + +"Don't be pestering, you devil!" clumsily, altogether like a cadet +before a quarrel, grumbled out Petrov in a bass. + +The lanky, ricketty Roly-Poly, grown still grayer, walked up to +the cadets, and, inclining his long, narrow head to one side, and +having made a touching grimace, began to patter: + +"Messieurs cadets, highly educated young people; the flower, so to +speak, of the intelligentzia; future masters of ordnance, will you +not lend to a little old man, an aborigine of these herbiferous +regions, one good old cigarette? I be poor. Omnia mea mecum porto. +But I do adore the weed." + +And, having received a cigarette, suddenly, without delay, he got +into a free-and-easy, unconstrained pose; put forward the bent +right leg, put his hand to his side, and began to sing in a +wizened falsetto: + + "It used to be that I gave dinners, + In rivers flowed the champagne wine; + But now I have not even bread crusts, + Nor for a split, oh brother mine. + + It used to be--in the Saratov + The doorman rushed, and was so fine; + But now all drive me in the neck, + Give for a split, oh brother mine." + +"Gentlemen!" suddenly exclaimed Roly-Poly with pathos, cutting +short his singing and smiting himself on the chest. "Here I behold +you, and know that you are the future generals Skobelev and Gurko; +but I, too, in a certain respect, am a military hound. In my time, +when I was studying for a forest ranger, all our department of +woods and forests was military; and for that reason, knocking at +the diamond-studded, golden doors of your hearts, I beg of you-- +donate toward the raising for an ensign of taxation of a wee +measure of spiritus vini, which same is taken of the monks also." + +"Roly!" cried the stout Kitty from the other end, "show the young +officers the lightning; or else, look you, you're taking the money +only for nothing, you good-for-nothing camel." + +"Right away!" merrily responded Roly-Poly. "Most illustrious +benefactors, turn your attention this way. Living Pictures. +Thunder Storm on a Summer Day in June. The work of the +unrecognized dramaturgist who concealed himself under the +pseudonym of Roly-Poly. The first picture. + +"'It was a splendid day in June. The scorching rays of the sun +illumined the blossoming meadows and environs ...'" + +Roly-Poly's Don Quixotic phiz spread into a wrinkled, sweetish +smile; and the eyes narrowed into half-circles. + +"'... But now in the distance the first clouds have appeared upon +the horizon. They grew, piled upon each other like crags, covering +little by little the blue vault of the sky." + +By degrees the smile was coming off Roly-Poly's face, and it grew +more and more serious and austere. + +"'At last the clouds have overcast the sun ... An ominous darkness +has fallen ...'" + +Roly-Poly made his physiognomy altogether ferocious. + +"'The first drops of the rain fell ...'" + +Roly-Poly began to drum his fingers on the back of a chair. + +"'... In the distance flashed the first lightning ... '" + +Roly-Poly's eye winked quickly, and the left corner of his mouth +gave a twitch. + +"'... Whereupon the rain began to pour down in torrents, and there +came a sudden, blinding flash of lightning...'" + +And with unusual artistry and rapidity Roly-Poly, with a +successive movement of his eyebrows, eyes, nose, the upper and the +lower lip, portrayed a lightning zig-zag. + +"'... A jarring thunder clap burst out--trrroo-oo. An oak that had +stood through the ages fell down to earth, as though it were a +frail reed ...'" + +And Roly-Poly with an ease and daring not to be expected from one +of his years, bending neither the knees nor the back, only drawing +down his head, instantaneously fell down; straight, like a statue, +with his back to the floor, but at once deftly sprang up on his +feet. + +"'But now the thunder storm is gradually abating. The lightning +flashes less and less often. The thunder sounds duller, just like +a satiated beast--oooooo-oooooo ... The clouds scurry away. The +first rays of the blessed sun have peeped out ...'" + +Roly-Poly made a wry smile. + +"'... And now, the luminary of day has at last begun to shine anew +over the bathed earth ...'" + +And the silliest of beatific smiles spread anew over the senile +face of Roly-Poly. + +The cadets gave him a twenty-kopeck piece each. He laid them on +his palm, made a pass in the air with the other hand, said: ein, +zwei, drei, snapped two of his fingers, and the coins vanished. + +"Tamarochka, this isn't honest," he said reproachfully. "Aren't +you ashamed to take the last money from a poor retired almost- +head-officer? Why have you hidden them here?" + +And, having snapped his fingers again, he drew the coins out of +Tamara's ear. + +"I shall return at once, don't be bored without me," he reassured +the young people; "but if you can't wait for me, then I won't have +any special pretensions about it. I have the honour! ..." + +"Roly-Poly!" Little White Manka cried after him, "Won't you buy me +candy for fifteen kopecks... Turkish Delight, fifteen kopecks' +worth. There, grab!" + +Roly-Poly neatly caught in its flight the thrown fifteen-kopeck +piece; made a comical curtsey and, pulling down the uniform cap +with the green edging at a slant over his eyes, vanished. + +The tall, old Henrietta walked up to the cadets, also asked for a +smoke and, having yawned, said: + +"If only you young people would dance a bit--for as it is the young +ladies sit and sit, just croaking from weariness." + +"If you please, if you please!" agreed Kolya. "Play a waltz and +something else of the sort." + +The musicians began to play. The girls started to whirl around +with one another, ceremoniously as usual, with stiffened backs and +with eyes modestly cast down. + +Kolya Gladishev, who was very fond of dancing, could not hold out +and invited Tamara; he knew even from the previous winter that she +danced more lightly and skillfully than the rest. While he was +twirling in the waltz, the stout head-conductor, skillfully making +his way between the couples, slipped away unperceived through the +drawing room. Kolya did not have a chance to notice him. + +No matter how Verka pressed Petrov, she could not, in any way, +drag him off his place. The recent light intoxication had by now +gone entirely out of his head; and more and more horrible, and +unrealizable, and monstrous did that for which he had come here +seem to him. He might have gone away, saying that not a one here +pleased him; have put the blame on a headache, or something; but +he knew that Gladishev would not let him go; and mainly--it seemed +unbearably hard to get up from his place and to walk a few steps +by himself. And, besides that, he felt that he had not the +strength to start talking of this with Kolya. + +They finished dancing. Tamara and Gladishev again sat down side by +side. + +"Well, really, how is it that Jennechka isn't coming by now?" +asked Kolya impatiently. + +Tamara quickly gave Verka a look with a question, incomprehensible +to the uninitiated, in her eyes. Verka quickly lowered her +eyelashes. This signified: yes, he is gone. + +"I'll go right away and call her," said Tamara. + +"But what are you so stuck on your Jennka for," said Henrietta. +"You might take me." + +"All right, another time," answered Kolya and nervously began to +smoke. + +Jennka was not even beginning to dress yet. She was sitting before +the mirror and powdering her face. + +"What is it, Tamarochka?" she asked. + +"Your little cadet has come to you. He's waiting." + +"Ah, that's the little baby of last year... Well, the devil with +him!" + +"And that's right, too. But how healthy and handsome the lad has +grown, and how tall... It's a delight, that's all! So if you don't +want to, I'll go myself." + +Tamara saw in the mirror how Jennka contracted her eyebrows. + +"No, you wait a while, Tamara, don't. I'll see. Send him here to +me. Say that I'm not well, that my head aches." + +"I have already told him, anyway, that Zociya had opened the door +unsuccessfully and hit you on the head; and that you're lying down +with a cold pack. But the only thing is, is it worth while, +Jennechka?" + +"Whether it's worth while or not, that's not your business, +Tamara," answered Jennka rudely. + +Tamara asked cautiously: + +"Is it possible, then, that you aren't at all, at all sorry?" + +"But for me you aren't sorry?" and she passed her hand over the +red stripe that slashed her throat. "And for yourself you aren't +sorry? And not sorry for this Liubka, miserable as she is? And not +sorry for Pashka? You're huckleberry jelly, and not a human +being!" + +Tamara smiled craftily and haughtily: + +"No, when it comes to a real matter, I'm not jelly. Perhaps you'll +see this soon, Jennechka. Only let's better not quarrel--as it is +it isn't any too sweet to live. All right, I'll go at once and +send him to you." + +When she had gone away, Jennka lowered the light in the little +hanging blue lantern, put on her night blouse, and lay down. A +minute later Gladishev walked in; and after him Tamara, dragging +Petrov by the hand, who resisted and kept his head down. And in +the rear was thrust in the pink, sharp, foxy little phiz of the +cross-eyed housekeeper Zociya. + +"And that's fine, now," the housekeeper commenced to bustle. "It's +just sweet to look at; two handsome gents and two swell dames. A +regular bouquet. What shall I treat you with, young people? Will +you order beer or wine?" + +Gladishev had a great deal of money in his pocket, as much as he +never had before during all his brief life--all of twenty-five +roubles; and he wanted to go on a splurge. Beer he drank only out +of bravado, but could not bear its bitter taste, and wondered +himself how others could ever drink it. And for that reason, +squeamishly, like an old rake, sticking out his lower lip, he said +mistrustfully: + +"But then, you surely must have some awful stuff?" + +"What do you mean, what do you mean, good-looking! The very best +gentlemen approve of it. Of the sweet, there are Cagore, church +wine, Teneriffe; while of the French there's Lafitte. You can get +port wine also. The girls just simply adore Lafitte with +lemonade." + +"And what are the prices?" + +"No dearer than money. As is the rule in all good establishments-- +a bottle of Lafitte five roubles, four bottles of lemonade at a +half each, that's two roubles, and only seven in all..." + +"That'll do you, Zociya," Jennka stopped her indifferently, "it's +a shame to take advantage of boys. Even five is enough. You can +see these are decent people, and not just anybody..." + +But Gladishev turned red, and with a negligent air threw a ten +rouble note on the table. + +"Oh, what's the use of talking about it. All right, bring it." + +"Whilst I'm at it, I'll take the money for the visit as well. What +about you, young people--are you on time or for the night? You +know the rates yourself: on time, at two roubles; for the night, +at five." + +"All right, all right. On time," interrupted Jennka, flaring up. +"Trust us in that, at least." + +The wine was brought. Tamara through importunity got pastry, +besides. Jennka asked for permission to call in Little White +Manka. Jennka herself did not drink, did not get up from the bed, +and all the time muffled herself up in a gray shawl of Orenburg +[Footnote: Orenburg has as high a reputation for woolens as +Sheffield has for steel.--Trans] manufacture, although it was hot +in the room. She looked fixedly, without tearing her eyes away, at +the handsome, sunburned face of Gladishev, which had become so +manly. + +"What's the matter with you, dearie?" asked Gladishev, sitting +down on her bed and stroking her hand. + +"Nothing special... Head aches a little... I hit myself." + +"Well, don't you pay any attention." + +"Well, here I've seen you, and already I feel better. How is it +you haven't been here for so long?" + +"I couldn't snatch away the time, nohow-camping. You know +yourself... We had to put away twenty-five versts a day. The whole +day drilling and drilling: field, formation, garrison. With a full +pack. Used to get so fagged out from morning to night that towards +evening you couldn't feel your legs under you... We were at the +manoeuvres also... It isn't sweet..." + +"Oh, you poor little things!" Little White Manka suddenly clasped +her hands. "And what do they torture you for, angels that you are? +If I was to have a brother like you, or a son--my heart would just +simply bleed. Here's to your health, little cadet!" + +They clinked glasses. Jennka was just as attentively scrutinizing +Gladishev. + +"And you, Jennechka?" he asked, extending a glass. + +"I don't want to," she answered listlessly, "but, however, ladies, +you've drunk some wine, chatted a bit--don't wear the welcome off +the mat." + +"Perhaps you'll stay with me the whole night?" she asked +Gladishev, when the others had gone away. "Don't you be afraid, +dearie; if you won't have enough money, I'll pay the difference +for you. You see, how good-looking you are, that a wench does not +grudge even money for you?" she began laughing. + +Gladishev turned around to her; even his unobserving ear was +struck by Jennka's strange tone--neither sad, nor kindly, nor yet +mocking. + +"No, sweetie, I'd be very glad to; I'd like to remain myself, but +I can't possibly; I promised to be home toward ten o'clock." + +"That's nothing, dear, they'll wait; you're altogether a grown-up +man now. Is it possible that you have to listen to anybody? ... +But, however, as you wish. Shall I put out the light entirely, +perhaps; or is it all right the way it is? Which do you want--the +outside or near the wall?" + +"It's immaterial to me," he answered in a quavering voice; and, +having embraced with his arm the hot, dry body of Jennka, he +stretched with his lips toward her face. She slightly repulsed +him. + +"Wait, bear a while, sweetheart--we have time enough to kiss our +fill yet. Just lie still for one little minute... So, now... +quiet, peaceful... don't stir..." + +These words, passionate and imperious, acted like hypnosis upon +Gladishev. He submitted to her and lay down on his back, putting +his hands underneath his head. She raised herself a little, leant +upon her elbow, and placing her head upon the bent hand, silently, +in the faint half-light, was looking his body over--so white, +strong, muscular; with a high and broad pectoral cavity; with +well-made ribs; with a narrow pelvis; and with mighty, bulging +thighs. The dark tan of the face and the upper half of the neck +was divided by a sharp line from the whiteness of the shoulders +and breast. + +Gladishev blinked for a second. It seemed to him that he was +feeling upon himself, upon his face, upon his entire body, this +intensely fixed gaze, which seemed to touch his face and tickle +it, like the cobwebby contact of a comb, which you first rub +against a cloth--the sensation of a thin, imponderous, living +matter. + +He opened his eyes and saw altogether near him the large, dark, +uncanny eyes of the woman, who seemed to him now an entire +stranger. + +"What are you looking at, Jennie?" he asked quietly. "What are you +thinking of?" + +"My dear little boy! ...They call you Kolya: isn't that so?" + +"Yes." + +"Don't be angry at me, carry out a certain caprice of mine, +please: shut your eyes again... no, even tighter, tighter... I +want to turn up the light and have a good look at you. There now, +so... If you only knew how beautiful you are now... right now... +this second. Later you will become coarse, and you will begin +giving off a goatish smell; but now you give off an odour of fur +and milk... and a little of some wild flower. But shut them--shut +your eyes!" + +She added light, returned to her place, and sat down in her +favourite pose--Turkish fashion. Both kept silent. In the +distance, several rooms away, a broken-down grand piano was +tinkling; somebody's vibrating laughter floated in; while from the +other side--a little song, and rapid, merry talking. The words +could not be heard. A cabby was rumbling by somewhere through the +distant street... + +"And now I will infect him right away, just like all the others," +pondered Jennka, gliding with a deep gaze over his well-made legs, +his handsome torso of a future athlete, and over his arms, thrown +back, upon which, above the bend of the elbow, the muscles +tautened--bulging, firm. "Why, then, am I so sorry for him? Or is +it because he is such a good-looking little fellow? No. I am long +since a stranger to such feelings. Or is it because he is a boy? +Why, only a little over a year ago I shoved apples in his pocket, +when he was going away from me at night. Why have I not told him +then that which, I can, and dare, tell him now? Or would he not +have believed me, anyway? Would have grown angry? Would have gone +to another? For sooner or later this turn awaits every man... And +that he bought me for money--can that be forgiven? Or did he act +just as all of them do--blindly? ..." + +"Kolya!" she said quietly, "Open your eyes." + +He obeyed, opened his eyes, turned to her; entwined her neck with +his arm, drew her a little to him, and wanted to kiss her in the +opening of her chemise--on the breast. She again tenderly but +commandingly repulsed him. + +"No, wait a while, wait a while--hear me out... one little minute +more. Tell me, boy, why do you come here to us--to the women?" + +Kolya quietly and hoarsely began laughing. + +"How silly you are! Well, what do they all come for? Am I not also +a man? For, it seems, I'm at that age when in every man ripens... +well, a certain need... for woman. For I'm not going to occupy +myself with all sorts of nastiness!" + +"Need? Only need? That means, just as for that chamber which +stands under my bed?" + +"No, why so?" retorted Kolya, with a kindly laugh. "I liked you +very much... From the very first time... If you will, I'm even... +a little in love with you... at least, I never stayed with any of +the others." + +"Well, all right! But then, the first time, could it possibly have +been need?" + +"No, perhaps, it wasn't need even; but somehow, vaguely, I wanted +woman... My friends talked me into it... Many had already gone +here before me... So then, I too..." + +"But, now, weren't you ashamed the first time?" + +Kolya became confused; all this interrogation was to him +unpleasant, oppressive. He felt, that this was not the empty, idle +bed talk, so well known to him, out of his small experience; but +something else, of more import. + +"Let's say... not that I was ashamed... well, but still I felt +kind of awkward. I drank that time to get up courage." + +Jennie again lay down on her side; leaned upon her elbow, and +again looked at him from time to time, near at hand and intently. + +"But tell me, sweetie," she asked, in a barely audible voice, so +that the cadet with difficulty made out her words, "tell me one +thing more; but the fact of your paying money, these filthy two +roubles--do you understand?--paying them for love, so that I might +caress, kiss you, give all my body to you--didn't you feel ashamed +to pay for that? Never?" + +"Oh, my God! What strange questions you put to me to-day! But then +they all pay money! Not I, then some one else would have paid-- +isn't it all the same to you?" + +"And have you been in love with any one, Kolya? Confess! Well, +now, if not in real earnest, then just so... at soul... Have you +done any courting? Brought little flowers of some sort... Strolled +arm-in-arm with her under the moon? Wasn't that so?" + +"Well, yes," said Koiya in a sedate bass. "What follies don't +happen in one's youth! It's a matter anyone can understand..." + +"Some sort of a little first cousin? An educated young lady? A +boarding school miss? A high school girl? ... There has been, +hasn't there?" + +"Well, yes, of course--everybody has them." + +"Why, you wouldn't have touched her, would you? ... You'd have +spared her? Well, if she had only said to you: take me, but only +give me two roubles--what would you have said to her?" + +"I don't understand you, Jennka!" Gladishev suddenly grew angry. +"What are you putting on airs for! What sort of comedy are you +trying to put over! Honest to God, I'll dress myself at once and +go away." + +"Wait a while, wait a while, Kolya! One more, one more, the last, +the very, very last question." + +"Oh, you!" growled Kolya displeased. + +"And could you never imagine... well, imagine it right now, even +for a second... that your family has suddenly grown poor, become +ruined. You'd have to earn your bread by copying papers; or, now, +let's say, through carpenter or blacksmith work; and your sister +was to go wrong, like all of us... yes, yes, yours, your own +sister... if some blockhead seduced her and she was to go +travelling... from hand to hand... what would you say then?" + +"Bosh! ... That can't be..." Kolya cut her short curtly. "But, +however, that's enough--I'm going away!" + +"Go away, do me that favour! I've ten roubles lying there, near +the mirror, in a little box from chocolates--take them for +yourself. I don't need them, anyway. Buy with them a tortoise +powder box with a gold setting for your mamma; and if you have a +little sister, buy her a good doll. Say: in memory from a certain +wench that died. Go on, little boy!" + +Kolya, with a frown, angry, with one shove of a well-knit body +jumped off the bed, almost without touching it. Now he was +standing on the little mat near the bed, naked, well-formed, +splendid in all the magnificence of his blooming, youthful body. + +"Kolya!" Jennka called him quietly, insistently and caressingly. +"Kolechka!" + +He turned around to her call, and drew in the air in a short, +jerky gust, as though he had gasped: he had never yet in his life +met anywhere, even in pictures, such a beautiful expression of +tenderness, sorrow, and womanly silent reproach, as the one he was +just now beholding in the eyes of Jennka, filled with tears. He +sat down on the edge of the bed, and impulsively embraced her +around the bared, swarthy arms. + +"Let's not quarrel, then, Jennechka," he said tenderly. + +And she twined herself around him, placed her arms on his neck, +while her head she pressed against his breast. They kept silent so +for several seconds. + +"Kolya," Jennie suddenly asked dully, "but were you never afraid +of becoming infected?" + +Kolya shivered. Some chill, loathsome horror stirred and glided +through within his soul. He did not answer at once. + +"Of course, that would be horrible... horrible... God save me! But +then I go only to you alone, only to you! You'd surely have told +me? ..." + +"Yes, I'd have told you," she uttered meditatively. And at once +rapidly, consciously, as though having weighed the significance of +her words: "Yes, of course, of course, I would have told you! But +haven't you ever heard what sort of a thing is that disease called +syphilis?" + +"Of course, I've heard... The nose falls through..." + +"No, Kolya, not only the nose! The person becomes all diseased: +his bones, sinews, brains grow diseased... Some doctors say such +nonsense as that it's possible to be cured of this disease. Bosh! +You'll never cure yourself! A person rots ten, twenty, thirty +years. Every second paralysis can strike him down, so that the +right side of the face, the right arm, the right leg die--it isn't +a human being that's living, but some sort of a little half. Half- +man-half-corpse. The majority of them go out of their minds. And +each understands... every person... each one so infected +understands, that if he eats, drinks, kisses, simply even +breathes--he can't be sure that he won't immediately infect some +one of those around him, the very nearest--sister, wife, son... To +all syphilitics the children are born monsters, abortions, +goitrous, consumptives, idiots. There, Kolya, is what this disease +means. And now," Jennka suddenly straightened up quickly, seized +Kolya fast by his bare shoulders, turned his face to her, so that +he was almost blinded by the flashing of her sorrowful, sombre, +extraordinary eyes, "and now, Kolya, I will tell you that for more +than a month I am sick with this filth. And that's just why I +haven't allowed you to kiss me..." + +"You're joking! ... You're teasing me on purpose, Jennie!" +muttered Gladishev, wrathful, frightened, and out of his wits. + +"Joking? ...Come here!" + +She abruptly compelled him to get up on his feet, lit a match and +said: + +"Now look closely at what I'm going to show you..." + +She opened her mouth wide and placed the light so that it would +illumine her larynx. Kolya looked and staggered back. + +"Do you see these white spots? This is syphilis, Kolya! Do you +understand?--syphilis in the most fearful, the most serious stage. +Now dress yourself and thank God." + +He, silently and without looking around at Jennka, began to dress +hurriedly, missing his clothes when he tried to put his legs +through. His hands were shaking, and his under jaw jumped so that +the lower teeth knocked against the upper; while Jennka was +speaking with bowed head: + +"Listen, Kolya, it's your good fortune that you've run across an +honest woman; another wouldn't have spared you. Do you hear that? +We, whom you deprive of innocence and then drive out of your home, +while later you pay us two roubles a visit, we always--do you +understand?"--she suddenly raised her head--"we always hate you +and never have any pity for you!" + +The half-clad Kolya suddenly dropped his dressing, sat down on the +bed near Jennka and, covering his face with his palms, burst into +tears; sincerely, altogether like a child... + +"Lord, Lord," he whispered, "why this is the truth! ... What a +vile thing this really is! ... We, also, we had this happen: we +had a chambermaid, Niusha...a chambermaid... they also called her +signorita Anita...a pretty little girl...and my brother lived with +her...my elder brother...an officer...and when he went away, she +proved pregnant and mother drove her out...well, yes--drove her +out...threw her out of the house, like a floor mop...Where is she +now? And father...father...he also with a cham...chambermaid." + +And the half-naked Jennka, this Jennka, the atheist, swearer, and +brawler, suddenly got up from the bed, stood before the cadet, and +slowly, almost solemnly, made the sign of the cross over him. + +"And may God preserve you my boy!" she said with an expression of +deep tenderness and gratitude. + +And at once she ran to the door, opened it and called out: +"Housekeeper!" + +"Tell you what, housekeeper dear," Jennka directed, "go and find +out, please, which one of them is free--Tamara or Little White +Manka. And the one that's free send here." + +Kolya growled out something in the back, but Jennka purposely did +not listen to him. + +"And please make it as quick as possible, housekeeper dear, won't +you be so kind?" + +"Right away, right away, miss." + +"Why, why do you do this, Jennie?" asked Gladishev with anguish. +"Well, what's that for? ...Is it possible that you want to tell +about it? ..." + +"Wait awhile, that's not your business...Wait a while, I won't do +anything unpleasant for you." + +After a minute Little White Manka came in her brown, smooth, +deliberately modest dress of a high school girl. + +"What did you call me for, Jennie? Or have you quarreled?" + +"No, we haven't quarreled, Mannechka, but my head aches very +much," answered Jennka calmly, "and for that reason my little +friend finds me very cold. Be a friend, Mannechka, stay with him, +take my place!" + +"That's enough, Jennie, stop it, darling!" in a tone of sincere +suffering retorted Kolya. "I understand everything, everything, +it's not necessary now ... Don't be finishing me off, then! ..." + +"I don't understand anything of what's happened," the frivolous +Manka spread out her hands. "Maybe you'll treat a poor little girl +to something?" + +"Well, go on, go on!" Jennka sent her away gently. "I'll come +right away. We just played a joke." + +Already dressed, they stood for long in the open door between the +bedroom and the corridor; and without words sadly looked at each +other. And Kolya did not understand, but sensed, that at this +moment in his soul was taking place one of those tremendous crises +which tell imperiously upon the entire life. + +Then he pressed Jennie's hand hard and said: + +"Forgive! ... Will you forgive me, Jennie? Will you forgive? ..." + +"Yes, my boy! ... Yes, my fine one! ... Yes...yes..." + +She tenderly, softly, like a mother, stroked his closely cropped +harsh head and gave him, a slight shove into the corridor. + +"Where are you bound now?" she sent after him, half opening her +door. + +"I'll take my comrade right away, and then home." + +"As you know best! ... God bless you, dearie!" + +"Forgive me! ... Forgive me! ..." once more repeated Kolya, +stretching out his hands to her. + +"I've already told you, my splendid boy...And you forgive me +too...For we won't see each other anymore!" + +And she, having closed the door, was left alone. + +In the corridor Gladishev hesitated, because he did not know how +to find the room to which Petrov had retired with Tamara. But the +housekeeper Zociya helped him, running past him very quickly, and +with a very anxious, alarmed air. + +"Oh, I haven't time to bother with you now!" she snarled back at +Gladishev's question. "Third door to the left." + +Kolya walked up to the door indicated and knocked. Some sort of +bustle and whispering sounded in the room. He knocked once more. + +"Kerkovius, open! This is me--Soliterov." + +Among the cadets, setting out on expeditions of this sort, it was +always agreed upon to call each other by fictitious names. It was +not so much a conspiracy or a shift against the vigilance of those +in authority, or fear of compromising one's self before a chance +acquaintance of the family, but rather a play, of its own kind, at +mysteriousness and disguise--a play tracing its beginning from +those times when the young people were borne away by Gustave +Aimard, Mayne Reid, and the detective Lecocq. + +"You can't come in!" the voice of Tamara came from behind the +door. "You can't come in. We are busy." + +But the bass voice of Petrov immediately cut her short: + +"Nonsense! She's lying. Come in. It's all right." + +Kolya opened the door. + +Petrov was sitting on a chair dressed, but all red, morose, with +lips pouting like a child's, with downcast eyes. + +"Well, what a friend you've brought--I must say!" Tamara began +speaking sneeringly and wrathfully. "I thought he was a man in +earnest, but this is only some sort of a little girl! He's sorry +to lose his innocence, if you please. What a treasure you've +found, to be sure! But take back, take back your two roubles!" she +suddenly began yelling at Petrov and tossed two coins on the +table. "You'll give them away to some poor chambermaid or other! +Or else save them for gloves for yourself, you marmot!" + +"But what are you cursing for?" grumbled Petrov, without raising +his eyes. "I'm not cursing you, am I? Then why do you curse first? +I have a full right to act as I want to. But I have passed some +time with you, and so take them. But to be forced, I don't want +to. And on your part, Gladishev--that is, Soliterov--this isn't at +all nice. I thought she was a nice girl, but she's trying to kiss +all the time, and does God knows what..." + +Tamara, despite her wrath, burst into laughter. + +"Oh, you little stupid, little stupid! Well, don't be angry--I'll +take your money. Only watch: this very evening you'll be sorry, +you'll be crying. Well, don't be angry, don't be angry, angel, +let's make up. Put your hand out to me, as I'm doing to you." + +"Let's go, Kerkovius," said Gladishev. "Au revoir, Tamara!" + +Tamara let the money down into her stocking, through the habit of +all prostitutes, and went to show the boys the way. + +Even at the time that they were passing through the corridor +Gladishev was struck by the strange, silent, tense bustle in the +drawing room; the trampling of feet and some muffled, low-voiced, +rapid conversations. + +Near that place where they had just been sitting below the +picture, all the inmates of Anna Markovna's house and several +outsiders had gathered. They were standing in a close knot, +bending down. Kolya walked up with curiosity, and, wedging his way +through a little, looked in between the heads: on the floor, +sideways, somehow unnaturally drawn up, was lying Roly-Poly. His +face was blue, almost black. He did not move, and was lying +strangely small, shrunken, with legs bent. One arm was squeezed in +under his breast, while the other was flung back. + +"What's the matter with him?" asked Gladishev in a fright. + +Niurka answered him, starting to speak in a rapid, jerky whisper: + +"Roly-Poly just came here...Gave Manka the candy, and then started +in to put Armenian riddles to us...'Of a blue colour, hangs in the +parlor and whistles'...We couldn't guess nohow, but he says: 'A +herring'...Suddenly he started laughing, had a coughing spell, and +began falling sideways; and then--bang on the ground and don't +move...They sent for the police...Lord, there's doings for you! +... I'm horribly afraid of corpseses!" + +"Wait!" Gladishev stopped her. "It's necessary to feel his +forehead; he may be alive yet..." + +He did try to thrust himself forward, but Simeon's fingers, just +like iron pincers, seized him above the elbows and dragged him +back. + +"There's nothing, there's nothing to be inspecting," sternly +ordered Simeon, "go on, now, young gents, out of here! This is no +place for you: the police will come, will summon you as witnesses +--then it's scat! to the devil's dam! for you out of the military +high school! Better go while you're good and healthy!" + +He escorted them to the entrance hall, shoved the great-coats into +their hands and added still more sternly: + +"Well, now--go at a run...Lively! So's there won't be even a whiff +of you left. And if you come another time, then I won't let youse +in at all. You are wise guys, you are! You gave the old hound +money for whiskey--so now he's gone and croaked." + +"Well, don't you get too smart, now!" Gladishev flew at him, all +ruffled up. + +"What d'you mean, don't get smart? ..." Simeon suddenly began to +yell infuriatedly, and his black eyes without lashes and brows +became so terrible that the cadets shrank back. "I'll soak you one +on the snout so hard you'll forget how to say papa and mamma! Git, +this second! Or else I'll bust you in the neck!" + +The boys went down the steps. + +At this time two men were going up, in cloth caps on the sides of +their heads; one in a blue, the other in a red blouse, with the +skirts outside, under the unbuttoned, wide open jackets-- +evidently, Simeon's comrades in the profession. + +"What?" one of them called out gaily from below, addressing +Simeon, "Is it bye-bye for Roly-Poly?" + +"Yes, it must be the finish," answered Simeon. "We've got to throw +him out into the street in the meantime, fellows, or else the +spirits will start haunting. The devil with him, let 'em think +that he drank himself full and croaked on the road." + +"But you didn't ... well, now? ... You didn't do for him?" + +"Well, now, there's foolish talk! If there'd only been some +reason. He was a harmless fellow. Altogether like a little lamb. +It must be just that his turn came." + +"And didn't he find a place where to die! Couldn't he have thought +up something worse?" said the one who was in the red shirt. + +"Right you are, there!" seconded the other. "Lived to grin and +died in sin. Well, let's go, mate, what?" + +The cadets ran with all their might. Now, in the darkness, the +figure of Roly-Poly drawn up on the floor, with his blue face, +appeared before them in all the horror that the dead possess for +early youth; and especially if recalled at night, in the dark. + + + + + +CHAPTER IV. + + +A fine rain, like dust, obstinate and tedious, had been drizzling +since morning. Platonov was working in the port at the unloading +of watermelons. At the mill, where he had since the very summer +proposed to establish himself, luck had turned against him; after +a week he had already quarreled, and almost had a fight, with the +foreman, who was extremely brutal with the workers. About a month +Sergei Ivanovich had struggled along somehow from hand to mouth, +somewheres in the back-yards of Temnikovskaya Street, dragging +into the editorial rooms of The Echoes, from time to time, notes +of street accidents or little humorous scenes from the court rooms +of the justices of the peace. But the hard newspaper game had long +ago grown distasteful to him. He was always drawn to adventures, +to physical labour in the fresh air, to life completely devoid of +even the least hint at comfort; to care-free vagabondage, in which +a man, having cast from him all possible external conditions, does +not know himself what is going to be with him on the morrow. And +for that reason, when from the lower stretches of the Dnieper the +first barges with watermelons started coming in, he willingly +entered a gang of labourers, in which he was known even from last +year, and loved for his merry nature, for his comradely spirit, +and for his masterly ability of keeping count. + +This labour was carried on with good team work and with skill. +Four parties, each of five men, worked on each barge. Number one +would reach for a watermelon and pass it on to the second, who was +standing on the side of the barge. The second cast it to the +third, standing already on the wharf; the third threw it over to +the fourth; while the fourth handed it up to the fifth, who stood +on a horse cart and laid the watermelons away--now dark-green, now +white, now striped--into even glistening rows. This work is clean, +lively, and progresses rapidly. When a good party is gotten up, it +is a pleasure to see how the watermelons fly from hand to hand, +are caught with a circus-like quickness and success, and anew, and +anew, without a break, fly, in order to fill up the dray. It is +only difficult for the novices, that have not as yet gained the +skill, have not caught on to that especial sense of the tempo. And +it is not as difficult to catch a watermelon as to be able to +throw it. + +Platonov remembered well his first experiences of last year. What +swearing--virulent, mocking, coarse--poured down upon him when for +the third or fourth time he had been gaping and had slowed up the +passing: two watermelons, not thrown in time, had smashed against +the pavement with a succulent crunch, while the completely lost +Platonov dropped the one which he was holding in his hands as +well. The first time they treated him gently; on the second day, +however, for every mistake they began to deduct from him five +kopecks per watermelon out of the common share. The following time +when this happened, they threatened to throw him out of the party +at once, without any reckoning. Platonov even now still remembered +how a sudden fury seized him: "Ah, so? The devil take you!" he had +thought. "And yet you want me to be chary of your watermelons? So +then, here you are, here you are! ..." This flare-up helped him as +though instantaneously. He carelessly caught the watermelons, just +as carelessly threw them over, and to his amazement suddenly felt +that precisely just now he had gotten into the real swing of the +work with all his muscles, sight, and breathing; and understood, +that the most important thing was not to think at all of the +watermelons representing some value, and that then everything went +well. When he, finally, had fully mastered this art, it served him +for a long time as a pleasant and entertaining athletic game of +its own kind. But that, too, passed away. He reached, in, the end, +the stage where he felt himself a will-less, mechanical wheel in a +general machine consisting of five men and an endless chain of +flying watermelons. + +Now he was number two. Bending downward rhythmically, he, without +looking, received with both hands the cold, springy, heavy +watermelon; swung it to the right; and, also almost without +looking, or looking only out of the corner of his eye, tossed it +downward, and immediately once again bent down for the next +watermelon. And his ear seized at this time how smack-smack +...smack-smack...the caught watermelons slapped in the hands; and +immediately bent downwards and again threw, letting the air out of +himself noisily--ghe...ghe... + +The present work was very profitable; their gang, consisting of +forty men, had taken on the work, thanks to the great rush, not by +the day but by the amount of work done, by the waggon load. +Zavorotny, the head--an enormous, mighty Poltavian--had succeeded +with extreme deftness in getting around the owner; a young man, +and, to boot, in all probability not very experienced as yet. The +owner, it is true, came to his senses later and wanted to change +the stipulations; but experienced melon growers dissuaded him from +it in time: "Drop it. They'll kill you," they told him simply and +firmly. And so, through this very stroke of good luck every member +of the gang was now earning up to four roubles a day. They all +worked with unusual ardour, even with some sort of vehemence; and +if it had been possible to measure with some apparatus the labour +of each one of them, then, in all probability, the number of units +of energy created would have equalled the work of a large +Voronezhian train horse. + +However, Zavorotny was not satisfied even with this--he hurried +and hurried his lads on all the time. Professional ambition was +speaking within him; he wanted to bring the daily earnings of +every member of the gang up to five roubles per snout. And gaily, +with unusual ease, twinkled from the harbour to the waggon, +twirling and flashing, the wet green and white watermelons; and +their succulent plashing resounded against accustomed palms. + +But now a long blast sounded on the dredging machine in the port. +A second, a third, responded to it on the river; a few more on +shore; and for a long time they roared together in a mighty chorus +of different voices. + +"Ba-a-a-st-a-a!" hoarsely and thickly, exactly like a locomotive +blast, Zavorotny started roaring. + +And now the last smack-smack--and the work stopped +instantaneously. + +Platonov with enjoyment straightened out his back and bent it +backward, and spread out his swollen arms. With pleasure he +thought of having already gotten over that first pain in all the +muscles, which tells so during the first days, when one is just +getting back into the work after disuse. While up to this day, +awaking in the mornings in his lair on Temnikovskaya--also to the +sound of a factory blast agreed upon--he would during the first +minutes experience such fearful pains in his neck, back, in his +arms and legs, that it seemed to him as if only a miracle would be +able to compel him to get up and make a few steps. + +"Go-o-o and e-at," Zavorotny began to clamour again. + +The stevedores went down to the water; got down on their knees or +laid down flat on the gangplank or on the rafts; and, scooping up +the water in handfuls, washed their wet, heated faces and arms. +Right here, too, on the shore, to one side, where a little grass +had been left yet, they disposed themselves for dinner: placed in +a circle ten of the most ripe watermelons, black bread, and twenty +dried porgies. Gavriushka the Bullet was already running with a +half-gallon bottle to the pot-house and was singing as he went the +soldiers' signal for dinner: + + "Drag spoon and mess-kit out, + If there's no bread, eat without." + +A bare-footed urchin, dirty and so ragged that there was more of +his bare body than clothes upon him, ran up to the gang. + +"Which one of you here is Platonov?" he asked, quickly running +over them with his thievish eyes. + +"I'm Platonov, and by what name do they tease you?" + +"Around the corner here, behind the church, some sort of a young +lady is waiting for you...Here's a note for you." + +The whole gang neighed deeply. + +"What d'you open up your mouths for, you pack of fools!" said +Platonov calmly. "Give me the note here." + +This was a letter from Jennka, written in a round, naive, rolling, +childish handwriting, and not very well spelt. + +"Sergei Ivanich. Forgive me that I disturbe you. I must talk over +a very, very important matter with you. I would not be troubling +you if it was Trifles. For only 10 minutes in all. Jennka, whom +you know, from Anna Markovna's." + +Platonov got up. + +"I'm going away for a little while," he said to Zavorotny. "When +you begin, I'll be in my place." + +"Now you've found somethin' to do," lazily and contemptuously said +the head of the gang. "There's the night for that business...Go +ahead, go ahead, who's holding you. But only if you won't be here +when we begin work, then this day don't count. I'll take any +tramp. And as many watermelons as he busts--that's out of your +share, too...I didn't think it of you, Platonov--that you're such +a he-dog..." + +Jennka was waiting for him in the tiny little square, sheltered +between a church and the wharf, and consisting of ten sorry +poplars. She had on a gray, one-piece street dress; a simple, +round, straw hat with a small black ribbon. "And yet, even though +she has dressed herself simply," reflected Platonov, looking at +her from a distance with his habitually puckered eyes, "and yet, +every man will walk past, give a look, and inevitably look back +three or four times; he'll feel the especial tone at once." + +"Howdy do, Jennka! Very glad to see you," he said cordially, +squeezing the girl's hand. "There, now, I didn't expect it!" + +Jennka was reserved, sad, and apparently troubled over something. +Platonov at once understood and sensed this. + +"You excuse me, Jennechka, I must have dinner right away," said +he, "so, perhaps, you'll go together with me and tell me what's +the matter, while I'll manage to eat at the same time. There's a +modest little inn not far from here. At this time there are no +people there at all, and there's even a tiny little stall, a sort +of a private room; that will be just the thing for you and me. +Let's go! Perhaps you'll also have a bite of something." + +"No. I won't eat," answered Jennka hoarsely, "and I won't detain +you for long...a few minutes. I have to talk things over, have +some advice--but I haven't anybody." + +"Very well...Let's go then! In whatever way I can, I'm always at +your service, in everything. I love you very much, Jennka!" + +She looked at him sadly and gratefully. + +"I know this, Serge Ivanovich; that's why I've come." + +"You need money, perhaps? Just say so. I haven't got much with me, +myself; but the gang will trust me with an advance." + +"No, thanks...it isn't that at all. I'll tell everything at once, +there, where we're going now." + +In the dim, low-ceiled little inn, the customary haunt of petty +thieves, where business was carried on only in the evening, until +very far into the night, Platonov took the little half-dark cubby +hole. + +"Give me boiled meat, cucumbers, a large glass of vodka, and +bread," he ordered the waiter. + +The waiter--a young fellow with a dirty face; pugnosed; as dirty +and greasy in all his person as though he had just been pulled out +of a cesspool, wiped his lips and asked hoarsely: + +"How many kopecks' bread?" "As much as it comes to." Then he +started laughing: + +"Bring as much as possible--we'll reckon it up later... and some +bread cider!" + +"Well, Jennie, say what your trouble is...I can already see by +your face that there's trouble, or something distasteful in +general...Go ahead and tell it!" + +Jennka for a long time plucked her handkerchief and looked at the +tips of her slippers, as though, gathering her strength. +Timorousness had taken possession of her--the necessary and +important words would not come into her mind, for anything. +Platonov came to her aid: "Don't be embarrassed, my dear Jennie, +tell all there is! For you know that I'm like one of the family, +and will never give you away. And perhaps I may really give you +some worth-while advice. Well, dive off with a splash into the +water--begin!" + +"That's just it, I don't know how to begin," said Jennka +irresolutely. "Here's what, Sergei Ivanovich, I'm a sick +woman...Understand?--sick in a bad way...With the most nasty +disease...Do you know which?" + +"Go on!" said Platonov, nodding his head. + +"And I've been that way for a long time...more than a month...a +month and a half, maybe...Yes, more than a month, because I found +out about this on the Trinity..." + +Platonov quickly rubbed his forehead with his hand. "Wait a while, +I've recalled it...This was that day I was there together with the +students...isn't that so?" + +"That's right, Sergei Ivanovich, that's so..." + +"Ah, Jennka," said Platonov reproachfully and with regret. "For do +you know, that after this two of the students got sick...Wasn't it +from you?" + +Jennka wrathfully and disdainfully flashed her eyes. + +"Perhaps even from me...How should I know? There were a lot of +them...I remember there was this one, now, who was even trying to +pick a fight with you all the time ...A tall sort of fellow, fair- +haired, in pince-nez..." + +"Yes, yes...That's Sobashnikov. They passed the news to +me...That's he...that one was nothing--a little coxcomb! But then +the other--him I'm sorry for. Although I've known him long, +somehow I never made the right inquiries about his name...I only +remember that he comes from some city or other-- +Poliyansk...Zvenigorodsk... His comrades called him Ramses...When +the physicians--he turned to several physicians--when they told +him irrevocably that he had the lues, he went home and shot +himself...And in the note that he wrote there were amazing things, +something like this: I supposed all the meaning of life to be in +the triumph of mind, beauty and good; with this disease I am not a +man, but junk, rottenness, carrion; a candidate for a progressive +paralytic. My human dignity cannot reconcile itself to this. But +guilty in all that has happened, and therefore in my death as +well, am I alone; for that I, obeying a momentary bestial +inclination, took a woman without love, for money. For that reason +have I earned the punishment which I myself lay upon me..." + +"I am sorry for him..." added Platonov quietly. + +Jennka dilated her nostrils. + +"But I, now, not the very least bit." + +"That's wrong...You go away now, young fellow. When I'll need you +I'll call out," said Platonov to the serving-man "Absolutely +wrong, Jennechka! This was an unusually big and forceful man. Such +come only one to the hundreds of thousands. I don't respect +suicides. Most frequent of all, these are little boys, who shoot +and hang themselves over trifles, like a child that has not been +given a piece of candy, and hits itself against the wall to spite +those around it. But before his death I reverently and with sorrow +bow my head. He was a wise, generous, kindly man, attentive to +all; and, as you see, too strict to himself." + +"But to me this is absolutely all one," obstinately contradicted +Jennka, "wise or foolish, honest or dishonest, old or young--I +have come to hate them all. Because--look upon me--what am I? Some +sort of universal spittoon, cesspool, privy. Think of it, +Platonov; why, thousands, thousands of people have taken me, +clutched me; grunted, snorted over me; and all those who were, and +all those who might yet have been on my bed--oh, how I hate them +all! If I only could, I would sentence them to torture by fire and +iron! ... I would order..." + +"You are malicious and proud, Jennie," said Platonov quietly. + +"I was neither malicious nor proud...It's only now. I wasn't ten +yet when my own mother sold me; and since that time I've been +travelling from hand to hand... If only some one had seen a human +being in me! No! ... I am vermin, refuse, worse than a beggar, +worse than a thief, worse than a murderer! ... Even a hangman...we +have even such coming to the establishment--and even he would have +treated me loftily, with loathing: I am nothing; I am a public +wench! Do you understand, Sergei Ivanovich, what a horrible word +this is? Pub-lic! ... This means nobody's: not papa's, not +mamma's, not Russian, not Riyazan, but simply--public! And not +once did it enter anybody's head to walk up to me and think: why, +now, this is a human being too; she has a heart and a brain; she +thinks of something, feels something; for she's not made out of +wood, and isn't stuffed with straw, small hay, or excelsior! And +yet, only I feel this. I, perhaps, am the only one out of all of +them who feels the horror of her position; this black, stinking, +filthy pit. But then, all the girls with whom I have met, and with +whom I am living right now--understand, Platonov, understand me!-- +why, they don't realize anything... Talking, walking pieces of +meat! And this is even worse than my malice! ..." + +"You are right!" said Platonov quietly. "And this is one of those +questions where you'll always run up against a wall. No one will +help you..." + +"No one, no one! ..." passionately exclaimed Jennka. "Do you +remember--this was while you were there: a student carried away +our Liubka..." + +"Why, certainly, I remember well! ... Well, and what then?" + +"And this is what, that yesterday she came back tattered, +wet...Crying...Left her, the skunk! ... Played a while at +kindliness, and then away with her! 'You,' he says, 'are a +sister.' 'I,' he says, 'will save you, make a human being of +you...'" + +"Is that possible?" + +"Just so! ... One man I did see, kindly, indulgent, without the +designs of a he-dog--that's you. But then, you're altogether +different. You're somehow queer. You're always wandering +somewhere, seeking something...You forgive me, Sergei Ivanovich, +you're some sort of a little innocent! ... And that's just why +I've come to you, to you alone! ..." + +"Speak on, Jennechka..." + +"And so, when I found out that I was sick, I almost went out of my +mind from wrath; I choked from wrath ...I thought: and here's the +end; therefore, there's no more use in pitying, there's nothing to +grieve about, nothing to expect...The lid! ... But for all that I +have borne--can it be that there's no paying back for it? Can it +be that there's no justice in the world? Can it be that I can't +even feast myself with revenge?--for that I have never known love; +that of family life I know only by hearsay; that, like a +disgustin', nasty little dog, they call me near, pat me and then +with a boot over the head--get out!--that they made me over, from +a human being, equal to all of them, no more foolish than all +those I've met; made me over into a floor mop, some sort of a +sewer pipe for their filthy pleasures? ...Ugh! ... Is it possible +that for all of this I must take even such a disease with +gratitude as well? ... Or am I a slave? ... A dumb object? ... A +pack horse? ... And so, Platonov, it was just then that I resolved +to infect them all: young, old, poor, rich, handsome, hideous-- +all, all, all! ..." + +Platonov, who had already long since put his plate away from him, +was looking at her with astonishment, and even more--almost with +horror. He, who had seen in life much of the painful, the filthy, +at times even of the bloody--he grew frightened with an animal +fright before this intensity of enormous, unvented hatred. Coming +to himself, he said: + +"One great writer tells of such a case. The Prussians conquered +the French and lorded it over them in every possible way: shot the +men, violated the women, pillaged the houses, burned down the +fields...And so one handsome woman--a Frenchwoman, very handsome, +--having become infected, began out of spite to infect all the +Germans who happened to fall into her embraces. She made ill whole +hundreds, perhaps even thousands...And when she was dying in a +hospital, she recalled this with joy and with pride... [Footnote: +This story is Lit. No. 29, by Guy de Maupassant.--Trans.] But +then, those were enemies, trampling upon her fatherland and +slaughtering her brothers...But you, you, Jennechka! ..." + +"But I--all, just all! Tell me, Sergei Ivanovich, only tell me on +your conscience: if you were to find in the street a child, whom +some one had dishonoured, had abused...well, let's say, had stuck +its eyes out, cut its ears off--and then you were to find out that +this man is at this minute walking past you, and that only God +alone, if only He exists, is looking at you this minute from +heaven--what would you do?" + +"Don't know," answered Platonov, dully and downcast; but he paled, +and his fingers underneath the table convulsively clenched into +fists, "Perhaps I would kill him..." + +"Not 'perhaps,' but certainly! I know you, I sense you. Well, and +now think: every one of us has been abused so, when we were +children! ... Children! ..." passionately moaned out Jennka and +covered her eyes for a moment with her palm. "Why, it comes to me, +you also spoke of this at one time, in our place--wasn't it on +that same evening before the Trinity? ... Yes, children--foolish, +trusting, blind, greedy, frivolous...And we cannot tear ourselves +out of our harness...where are we to go? what are we to do? ... +And please, don't you think it, Sergei Ivanovich--that the spite +within me is strong only against those who wronged just me, me +personally...No, against all our guests in general; all these +cavaliers, from little to big...Well, and so I have resolved to +avenge myself and my sisters. Is that good or no? ..." + +"Jehnechka, really I don't know...I can't...I dare not say +anything...I don't understand." + +"But even that's not the main thing...For the main thing is this: +I infected them, and did not feel anything--no pity, no remorse, +no guilt before God or my fatherland. Within me was only joy, as +in a hungry wolf that has managed to get at blood...But yesterday +something happened which even I can't understand. A cadet came to +me, altogether a little bit of a lad, silly, with yellow around +his mouth...He used to come to me from still last winter...And +then suddenly I had pity on him... Not because he was very +handsome and very young; and not because he had always been very +polite--even tender, if you will...No, both the one and the other +had come to me, but I did not spare them: with enjoyment I marked +them off, just like cattle, with a red-hot brand ...But this one I +suddenly pitied...I myself don't understand--why? I can't make it +out. It seemed to me, that it would be all the same as stealing +money from a little simpleton, a little idiot; or hitting a blind +man, or cutting a sleeper's throat...if he only were some dried-up +marasmus or a nasty little brute, or a lecherous old fellow, I +would not have stopped. But he was healthy, robust, with chest and +arms like a statue's...and I could not... I gave him his money +back, showed him my disease; in a word, I acted like a fool among +fools. He went away from me...burst into tears...And now since +last evening I haven't slept. I walk around as in a +fog...Therefore--I'm thinking right now--therefore, that which, I +meditated; my dream to infect them all; to infect their fathers, +mothers, sisters, brides--even all the world--therefore, all this +was folly, an empty fantasy, since I have stopped? ... Once again, +I don't understand anything ...Sergei Ivanovich, you are so wise, +you have seen so much of life--help me, then, to find myself now! +..." + +"I don't know, Jennechka!" quietly pronounced Platonov. "Not that +I fear telling you, or advising you, but I know absolutely +nothing. This is above my reason... above conscience..." + +Jennie crossed her fingers and nervously cracked them. + +"And I, too, don't know...Therefore, that which I thought--is not +the truth. Therefore, there is but one thing left me...This +thought came into my head this morning..." + +"Don't, don't do it, Jennechka! ... Jennie! ..." Platonov quickly +interrupted her. + +"There's one thing: to hang myself..." + +"No, no, Jennie, only not that! ... If there were other +circumstances, unsurmountable, I would, believe me, tell you +boldly: well, it's no use, Jennie; it's time to close up shop... +But what you need isn't that at all... If you wish, I can suggest +one way out to you, no less malicious and merciless; but which, +perhaps, will satiate your wrath a hundredfold..." + +"What's that?" asked Jennie, wearily, as though suddenly wilted +after her flare-up. + +"Well, this is it ... You're still young, and I'll tell you the +truth, you are very handsome; that is, you can be, if you only +want to, unusually stunning ... That's even more than beauty. But +you've never yet known the bounds and the power of your +appearance; and, mainly, you don't know to what a degree such +natures as yours are bewitching, and how mightily they enchain men +to them, and make out of them more than slaves and brutes ... You +are proud, you are brave, you are independent, you are a clever +woman. I know--you have read a great deal, let's presuppose even +trashy books, but still you have read, you have an entirely +different speech from the others. With a successful turn of life, +you can cure yourself, you can get out of these 'Yamkas,' these +'Little Ditches,' into freedom. You have only to stir a finger, in +order to see at your feet hundreds of men; submissive, ready for +your sake for vileness, for theft, for embezzlement ... Lord it +over them with tight reins, with a cruel whip in your hands! ... +Ruin them, make them go out of their minds, as long as your desire +and energy hold out! ... Look, my dear Jennie, who manages life +now if not women! Yesterday's chambermaid, laundress, chorus girl +goes through estates worth millions, the way a country-woman of +Tver cracks sunflower seeds. A woman scarcely able to sign her +name, at times affects the destiny of an entire kingdom through a +man. Hereditary princes marry the street-walkers, the kept +mistresses of yesterday... Jennechka, there is the scope for your +unbridled vengeance; while I will admire you from a distance... +For you--you are made of this stuff--you are a bird of prey, a +spoliator... Perhaps not with such a broad sweep--but you will +cast them down under your feet." + +"No," faintly smiled Jennka. "I thought of this before ... But +something of the utmost importance has burned out within me. There +are no forces within me, there is no will within me, no desires +... I am somehow all empty inside, rotted ... Well, now, you know, +there's a mushroom like that--white, round,--you squeeze it, and +snuff pours out of it. And the same way with me. This life has +eaten out everything within me save malice. And I am flabby, and +my malice is flabby ... I'll see some little boy again, will have +pity on him, will be punishing myself again ... No, it's better +... better so! ..." + +She became silent. And Platonov did not know what to say. It +became oppressive and awkward for both. Finally, Jennka got up, +and, without looking at Platonov, extended her cold, feeble hand +to him. + +"Good-bye, Sergei Ivanovich! Excuse me, that I took up your time +... Oh, well, I can see myself that you'd help me, if you only +could ... But, evidently, there's nothing to be done here ... +Good-bye!" + +"Only don't do anything foolish, Jennechka! I implore you! ..." + +"Oh, that's all right!" said she and made a tired gesture with her +hand. + +Having come out of the square, they parted; but, having gone a few +steps, Jennka suddenly called after him: + +"Sergei Ivanovich, oh Sergei Ivanovich! ..." + +He stopped, turned around, walked back to her. + +"Roly-Poly croaked last evening in our drawing room. He jumped and +he jumped, and then suddenly plumped down ... Oh, well, it's an +easy death at least! And also I forgot to ask you, Sergei +Ivanovich ... This is the last, now ... Is there a God or no?" + +Platonov knit his eyebrows. + +"What answer can I make? I don't know. I think that there is, but +not such as we imagine Him. He is more wise, more just..." + +"And future life? There, after death? Is there, now, as they tell +us, a paradise or hell? Is that the truth? Or is there just +nothing at all? A barren void? A sleep without a dream? A dark +basement?" + +Platonov kept silent, trying not to look at Jennka. He felt +oppressed and frightened. + +"I don't know," said he, finally, with an effort. "I don't want to +lie to you." + +Jennka sighed, and smiled with a pitiful, twisted smile. + +"Well, thanks, my dear. And thanks for even that much ... I wish +you happiness. With all my soul. Well, good-bye..." + +She turned away from him and began slowly, with a wavering walk, +to climb up the hill. + +Platonov returned to work just in the nick of time. The gathering +of tramps, scratching, yawning, working out their accustomed +dislocations, were getting into their places. Zavorotny, at a +distance, with his keen eyes caught sight of Platonov and began to +yell over the whole port: + +"You did manage to get here in time, you round-shouldered devil +... But I was already wanting to take you by the tail and chase +you out of the gang ... Well, get in your place! ..." + +"Well, but I did get a he-dog in you, Serejka! ..." he added, in a +kindly manner. "If only it was night; but no,--look you, he starts +in playing ring-around-a-rosie in broad daylight..." + + + + + +CHAPTER V. + + +Saturday was the customary day of the doctor's inspection, for +which they prepared very carefully and with quaking in all the +houses; as, however, even society ladies prepare themselves, when +getting ready for a visit to a physician-specialist; they +diligently made their intimate toilet and inevitably put on clean +underthings, even as dressy as possible. The windows toward the +street were closed with shutters, while at one of those windows, +which gave out upon the yard, was put a table with a hard bolster +to put under the back. + +All the girls were agitated ... "And what if there's a disease, +which I haven't noticed myself? ... And then the despatch to a +hospital; disgrace; the tedium of hospital life; bad food; the +hard course of treatment..." + +Only Big Manka--or otherwise Manka the Crocodile--Zoe, and +Henrietta--all thirty years old, and, therefore, in the reckoning +of Yama, already old prostitutes, who had seen everything, had +grown inured to everything, grown indifferent to their trade, like +white, fat circus horses--remained imperturbably calm. Manka the +Crocodile even often said of herself: + +"I have gone through fire and water and pipes of brass ... Nothing +will stick to me any more." + +Jennka, since morning, was meek and pensive. She presented to +Little White Manka a golden bracelet; a medallion upon a thin +little chain with her photograph; and a silver neck crucifix. +Tamara she moved through entreaty into taking two rings for +remembrance: one of silver, in three hoops, that could be moved +apart, with a heart in the middle, and under it two hands that +clasped one another when all the three parts of the ring were +joined; while the other was of thin gold wire with an almandine. + +"As for my underwear, Tamarochka--you give it to Annushka, the +chambermaid. Let her wash it out well and wear it in good health, +in memory of me." + +The two of them were sitting in Tamara's room. Jennka had in the +very morning sent after cognac; and now slowly, as though lazily, +was imbibing wine-glass after wine-glass, eating lemon and a piece +of sugar after drinking. Tamara was observing this for the first +time and wondered, because Jennka had always disliked wine, and +drank very rarely; and then only at the constraint of guests. + +"What are you giving stuff away so to-day?" asked Tamara. "Just as +though you'd gotten ready to die, or to go into a convent?" + +"Yes, and I will go away," answered Jennka listlessly. "I am +weary, Tamarochka! ..." + +"Well, which one of us has a good time?" + +"Well, no! ... It isn't so much that I'm weary; but somehow +everything--everything is all the same ... I look at you, at the +table, at the bottle; at my hands and feet; and I'm thinking, that +all this is alike and everything is to no purpose ... There's no +sense in anything ... Just like on some old, old picture. Look +there--there's a soldier walking on the street, but it's all one +to me, as though they had wound up a doll, and it's moving ... And +that he's wet under the ram, is also all one to me ... And that +he'll die, and I'll die, and you, Tamara, will die--in this also I +see nothing frightful, nothing amazing... So simple and wearisome +is everything to me..." + +Jennka was silent for a while; drank one more wine-glass; sucked +the sugar, and, still looking out at the street, suddenly asked: + +"Tell me, please, Tamara, I've never asked you about it--from +where did you get in here, into the house? You don't at all +resemble all of us; you know everything; for everything that turns +up you have a good, clever remark ... Even French, now--how well +you spoke it that time! But none of us knows anything at all about +you ... Who are you?" + +"Darling Jennechka, really, it's not worth while ... A life like +any life ... I went to boarding school; was a governess; sang in a +choir; then kept a shooting gallery in a summer garden; and then +got mixed up with a certain charlatan and taught myself to shoot +with a Winchester ... I traveled with circuses--I represented an +American Amazon. I used to shoot splendidly ... Then I found +myself in a monastery. There I passed two years ... I've been +through a lot ... Can't recall everything ... I used to steal..." + +"You've lived through a great deal ... Checkered-like." + +"But then, my years are not a few. Well, what do you think--how +many?" + +"Twenty-two, twenty-four? ..." + +"No, my angel! It just struck thirty-two a week ago. I, if you +like, am older than all of you here in Anna Markovna's. Only I +didn't wonder at anything, didn't take anything near to heart. As +you see, I never drink ... I occupy myself very carefully with the +care of rny body; and the main thing, the very main thing--I don't +allow myself ever to be carried away with men..." + +"Well, but what about your Senka? ..." + +"Senka--that's a horse of another colour; the heart of woman is +foolish, inconsistent ... Can it possibly live without love? And +even so, I don't love him, but just so ... a self-deception ... +But, however, I shall be in very great need of Senka soon." + +Jennka suddenly grew animated and looked at her friend with +curiosity. + +"But how did you come to get stuck right here, in this hole? So +clever, handsome, sociable..." + +"I'd have to take a long time in telling it ... And then I'm too +lazy ... I got in here out of love; I got mixed up with a certain +young man and went into a revolution with him. For we always act +so, we women: where the dearie is looking, there we also look; +what the dearie sees, that we also see ... I didn't believe at +soul in his work, but I went. A flattering man he was; smart, a +good talker, a good looker ... Only he proved to be a skunk and a +traitor afterwards. He played at revolution; while he himself gave +his comrades away to the gendarmes. A stool-pigeon, he was. When +they had killed and shown him up, then all the foolishness left +me. However, it was necessary to conceal myself ... I changed my +passport. Then they advised me, that the easiest thing of all was +to screen myself with a yellow ticket ... And then the fun began! +... And even here I'm on a sort of pasture ground; when the time +comes, the successful moment arrives--I'll go away!" + +"Where?" asked Jennie with impatience. + +"The world is large ... And I love life! ... There, now, I was the +same way in the convent: I lived on and I lived on; sang +antiphonies and dulias, until I had rested up, and had finally +grown weary of it; and then all at once--hop! and into a cabaret +... Wasn't that some jump? The same way out of here ... I'll get +into a theatre, into a circus, into a corps de ballet ... but do +you know, Jennechka, I'm drawn to the thieving trade the most, +after all ... Daring, dangerous, hard, and somehow intoxicating +... It's drawing me! ... Don't you mind that I'm so respectable +and modest, and can appear an educated young lady. I'm entirely, +entirely different." + +Her eyes suddenly blazed up, vividly and gaily. + +"There's a devil dwells in me!" + +"It's all very well for you," pensively and with weariness +pronounced Jennie. "You at least desire something, but my soul is +some sort of carrion ... I'm twenty-five years old, now; but my +soul is like that of an old woman, shrivelled up, smelling of the +earth ... And if I had only lived sensibly! ... Ugh! ... There was +only some sort of slush." + +"Drop it, Jennka; you're talking foolishly. You're smart, you're +original; you have that special power before which men crawl and +creep so willingly. You go away from here, too. Not with me, of +course--I'm always single--but go away all by your own self." + +Jennka shook her head and quietly, without tears, hid her face in +her palms. + +"No, she responded dully, after a long silence," no, this won't +work out with me: fate has chewed me all up! ... I'm not a human +being any more, but some sort of dirty cud ... Eh!" she suddenly +made a gesture of despair. 'Let's better drink some cognac, +Jennechka,'" she addressed herself, "'and let's suck the lemon a +little! ...' Brr ... what nasty stuff! ... And where does Annushka +always get such abominable stuff? If you smear a dog's wool with +it, it will fall off ... And always, the low-down thing, she'll +take an extra half. Once I somehow ask her--'What are you hoarding +money for?' 'Well, I,' she says, 'am saving it up for a wedding. +What sort,' she says, 'of joy will it be for my husband, that I'll +offer him up my innocence alone! I must earn a few hundreds in +addition.' She's happy! ... I have here, Tamara, a little money +in. the little box under the mirror; you pass it on to her, +please..." + +"And what are you about, you fool; do you want to die, or what?" +sharply, with reproach, said Tamara. + +"No, I'm saying it just so, if anything happens ... Take it, now, +take the money! Maybe they'll take me off to the hospital ... And +how do you know what's going to take place there? I left myself +some small change, if anything happens ... And supposing that I +wanted to do something to myself in downright earnest, Tamarochka +--is it possible that you'd interfere with me?" + +Tamara looked at her fixedly, deeply, and calmly. Jennie's eyes +were sad, and as though vacant. The living fire had become +extinguished in them, and they seemed turbid, just as though +faded, with whites like moonstone. + +"No," Tamara said at last, quietly but firmly. "If it was on +account of love, I'd interfere; if it was on account of money, I'd +talk you out of it: but there are cases where one must not +interfere. I wouldn't help, of course; but I also wouldn't seize +you and interfere with you." + +At this moment the quick-limbed housekeeper Zociya whirled through +the corridor with an outcry: + +"Ladies, get dressed! The doctor has arrived ... Ladies, get +dressed! ... Lively, ladies! ..." + +"Well, go on, Tamara, go on," said Jennka tenderly, getting up. +"I'll run into my room for just a minute--I haven't changed my +dress yet, although, to tell the truth, this also is all one. When +they'll be calling out for me, and I don't come in time, call out, +run in after me." + +And, going out of Tamara's room, she embraced her by the shoulder, +as though by chance, and stroked it tenderly. + +Doctor Klimenko--the official city doctor--was preparing in the +parlor everything indispensable for an nspection--vaseline, a +solution of sublimate, and other things--and was placing them on a +separate little table. Here also were arranged for him the white +blanks of the girls, replacing their passports, as well as a +general alphabetical list. The girls, dressed only in their +chemises, stockings, and slippers, were standing and sitting at a +distance. Nearer the table was standing the proprietress herself-- +Anna Markovna--while a little behind her were Emma Edwardovna and +Zociya. + +The doctor--aged, disheartened, slovenly; a man indifferent to +everything--put the pince-nez crookedly upon his nose, looked at +the list, and called out: + +"Alexandra Budzinskaya! ..." + +The frowning, little, pug-nosed Nina stepped out. Preserving on +her face an angry expression, and breathing heavily from shame, +from the consciousness of her own awkwardness, and from the +exertions, she clumsily climbed up on the table. The doctor, +squinting through his pince-nez and dropping it every minute, +carried out the inspection. + +"Go ahead! ... You're sound." + +And on the reverse side of the blank he marked off: "Twenty-eighth +of August. Sound" and put down a curly-cue. And when he had not +even finished writing called out: + +"Voshchenkova, Irene! ..." + +Now it was the turn of Liubka. She, during the past month and a +half of comparative freedom, had had time to grow unaccustomed to +the inspections of every week; and when the doctor turned up the +chemise over her breast, she suddenly turned as red as only very +bashful women can--even with her back and breast. + +After her was the turn of Zoe; then of Little White Manka; after +that of Tamara and Niurka--the last, the doctor found, had +gonorrhoea, and ordered her to be sent off to a hospital. + +The doctor carried out the inspection with amazing rapidity. It +was now nearly twenty years that every week, on Saturdays, he had +to inspect in such a manner several hundred girls; and he had +worked out that habitual technical dexterity and rapidity, a calm +carelessness of movements, which is; frequently to be found in +circus artists, in card sharpers, in furniture movers and packers, +and in other professionals. And he carried out his manipulations +with the same calmness with which a drover or a veterinary +inspects several hundred head of cattle in a day. + +Did he ever think that before him were living people; or that he +appeared as the last and most important link of that fearful chain +which is called legalized prostitution? + +No! And even if he did experience this, then it must have been in +the very beginning of his career. Now before him were only naked +abdomens, naked backs, and opened mouths. Not one exemplar of all +this faceless herd of every Saturday would he have recognized +subsequently on the street. The main thing was the necessity of +finishing as soon as possible the inspection in one establishment, +in order to pass on to another, to a third, a ninth, a +twentieth... + +"Susannah Raitzina!" the doctor finally called out. + +No one walked up to the table. + +All the inmates of the house began to exchange glances and to +whisper. + +"Jennka ... Where's Jennka? ..." + +But she was not among the girls. + +Then Tamara, just released by the doctor, moved a little forward +and said: + +"She isn't here. She hasn't had a chance to get herself ready yet. +Excuse me, Mr. Doctor, I'll go right away and call her." + +She ran into the corridor and did not return for a long time. +After her went, at first Emma Edwardovna, then Zociya, several +girls, and even Anna Markovna herself. + +"PFUI! What indecency is this! ... "the majestic Emma Edwardovna +was saying in the corridor, making an indignant face. "And +eternally this Jennka! ... Always this Jennka! ... It seems my +patience has already burst ..." + +But Jennka was nowhere--neither in her room, nor in Tamara's. They +looked into other chambers, in all the out-of-the-way corners ... +But she did not prove to be even there. + +"We must look in the water-closet ... Perhaps she's there?" +surmised Zoe. + +But this institution was locked from the inside with a bolt. Emma +Edwardovna knocked on the door with her fist. + +"Jennie, do come out at last! What foolishness is this?" + +And, raising her voice, she cried out impatiently and +threateningly: + +"Do you hear, you swine? ... Come out this minute--the doctor's +waiting!" + +But there was no answer of any sort. + +All exchanged glances with fear in their eyes, with one and the +same thought in mind. + +Emma Edwardovna shook the door by the brass knob, but the door did +not yield. + +"Go after Simeon!" Anna Markovna directed. + +Simeon was called ... He came, sleepy and morose, as was his wont. +By the distracted faces of the girls and the housekeepers, he +already saw that some misunderstanding or other had occurred, in +which his professional cruelty and strength were required. When +they explained to him what the matter was, he silently took the +door-knob with both hands, braced himself against the wall, and +gave a yank. + +The knob remained in his hands; and he himself, staggering +backward, almost fell to the floor on his back. + +"A-a, hell!" he began to growl in a stifled voice. "Give me a +table knife." + +Through the crack of the door he felt the inner bolt with the +table knife; whittled away with the blade the edges of the crack, +and widened it so that he could at last push the end of the knife +through it, and began gradually to scrape back the bolt. Only the +grating of metal against metal could be heard. + +Finally Simeon threw the door wide open. + +Jennka was hanging in the middle of the water-closet on a tape +from her corset, fastened to the lamphook. Her body, already +motionless after an unprolonged agony, was slowly swinging in the +air, and describing scarcely perceptible turns to the right and +left around its vertical axis. Her face was bluishly-purple, and +the tip of the tongue was thrust out between clenched and bared +teeth. The lamp which had been taken off was also here, sprawling +on the floor. + +Some one began to squeal hysterically, and all the girls, like a +stampeded herd, crowding and jostling each other in the narrow +corridor, vociferating and choking with hysterical sobbings, +started in to run. + +The doctor came upon hearing the outcries... Came, precisely, and +not ran. Seeing what the matter was, he did not become amazed or +excited; during his practice as an official city doctor, he had +had his fill of seeing such things, so that he had already grown +benumbed and hardened to human sufferings, wounds and death. He +ordered Simeon to lift the corpse of Jennka a bit upward, and +himself getting up on the seat, cut through the tape. Proforma, he +ordered Jennka's body to be borne away into the room that had been +hers, and tried with the help of the same Simeon to produce +artificial respiration; but after five minutes gave it up as a bad +job, fixed the pince-nez, which had become crooked, on his nose, +and said: + +"Call the police in to make a protocol." + +Again Kerbesh came, again whispered for a long time with the +proprietress in her little bit of a cabinet, and again crunched in +his pocket a new hundred-rouble bill. + +The protocol was made in five minutes; and Jennka, just as half- +naked as she had hung herself, was carted away in a hired wagon +into an anatomical theatre, wrapped up in and covered with two +straw mats. + +Emma Edwardovna was the first to find the note that Jennka had +left on her night table. On a sheet, torn out of the income- +expense book, compulsory for every prostitute, in pencil, in a +naive, rounded, childish handwriting--by which, however, it could +be judged that the hands of the suicide had not trembled during +the last minutes--was written: + +"I beg that no one be blamed for my death. I am dying because I +have become infected, and also because all people are scoundrels +and it is very disgusting to live. How to divide my things--Tamara +knows about that. I told her in detail." + +Emma Edwardovna turned around upon Tamara, who was right on the +spot among a number of other girls, and with eyes filled with a +cold, green hatred, hissed out: + +"Then you knew, you low-down thing, what she was preparing to do? +... You knew, you vermin? ... You knew and didn't tell? ..." + +She already had swung back, in order, as was her wont, to hit +Tamara cruelly and calculatingly; but suddenly stopped just as she +was, with gaping mouth and with eyes wide open. It was just as +though she was seeing, for the first time, Tamara, who was looking +at her with a firm, wrathful, unbearable gaze, and slowly, slowly +was raising from below, and at last brought up to the level of the +housekeeper's face, a small object, glistening with white metal. + + + + + +CHAPTER VI. + + +That very same day, at evening, a very important event took place +in the house of Anna Markovna: the whole institution--with land +and house, with live and inanimate stock--passed into the hands of +Emma Edwardovna. + +They had been speaking of this, on and off, for a long time in the +establishment; but when the rumours so unexpectedly, immediately +right after the death of Jennka, turned into realities, the misses +could not for a long time come to themselves for amazement and +fear. They knew well, having experienced the sway of the German +upon themselves, her cruel, implacable pedantism; her greed, +arrogance, and, finally, her perverted, exacting, repulsive love, +now for one, now for another favorite. Besides that, it was no +mystery to any one, that out of the fifteen thousand which Emma +Edwardovna had to pay the former proprietress for the firm and for +the property, one third belonged to Kerbesh, who had, for a long +time already, been carrying on half-friendy, half-business +relations with the fat housekeeper. From the union of two such +people, shameless, pitiless, and covetous, the girls could expect +all sorts of disasters for themselves. + +Anna Markovna had to let the house go so cheaply not simply +because Kerbesh, even if he had not known about certain shady +little transactions to her credit, could still at any time he +liked trip her up and eat her up without leaving anything. Of +pretexts and cavils for this even a hundred could be found every +day; and certain ones of them not merely threatened the shutting +down of the house alone, but, if you like, even with the court. + +But, dissembling, oh-ing and sighing, bewailing her poverty, her +maladies and orphanhood, Anna Markovna at soul was glad of even +such a settlement. And then it must be said: she was already for a +long time feeling the approach of senile infirmity, together with +all sorts of ailments and the thirst for complete, benevolent +rest, undisturbed by anything. All, of which she had not even +dared dream in her early youth, when she herself had yet been a +prostitute of the rank and file--all had now come to her of +itself, one in addition to the other: peaceful old age, a house--a +brimming cup on one of the quiet, cozy streets, almost in the +centre of the city,--the adored daughter Birdie, who--if not to- +day then tomorrow--must marry a respected man, an engineer, a +house-owner, and member of the city-council; provided for as she +was with a respectable dowry and magnificent valuables ... Now it +was possible peacefully, without hurrying, with gusto, to dine and +sup on sweet things, for which Anna Markovna had always nourished +a great weakness; to drink after dinner good, home-made, strong +cherry-brandy; and of evenings to play a bit at "preference," for +kopeck stakes, with esteemed elderly ladies of her acquaintance, +who, even although they never as much as let it appear that they +knew the real trade of the little old woman, did in reality know +it very well; and not only did not condemn her business but even +bore themselves with respect toward those enormous percentages +which she earned upon her capital. And these charming friends, the +joy and consolation of an untroubled old age, were: one--the +keeper of a loan office; another--the proprietress of a lively +hotel near the railroad; the third--the owner of a jewelry shop, +not large, but all the go and well known among the big thieves, +&c. And about them, in her turn, Anna Markovna knew and could tell +several shady and not especially flattering anecdotes; but in +their society it was not customary to talk of the sources of the +family well-being--only cleverness, daring, success, and decent +manners were esteemed. + +But, even besides that, Anna Markovna, sufficiently limited in +mind and not especially developed, had some sort of an amazing +inner intuition, which during all her life permitted her +instinctively but irreproachably to avoid unpleasantnesses, and to +find prudent paths in time. And so now, after the sudden death of +Roly-Poly, and the suicide of Jennka which followed the next day, +she, with her unconsciously--penetrating soul foreguessed that +fate--which had been favouring her house of ill-fame, sending her +good fortunes, turning away all under-water shoals--was now +getting ready to turn its back upon her. And she was the first to +retreat. + +They say, that not long before a fire in a house, or before the +wreck of a ship, the wise, nervous rats in droves make their way +into another place. And Anna Markovna was directed by the same +rat-like, animal, prophetic intuition. And she was right: +immediately right after the death of Jennka some fearful curse +seemed to hang over the house, formerly Anna Markovna Shaibes', +but now Emma Edwardovna Titzner's: deaths, misfortunes, scandals +just simply descended upon it ceaselessly, becoming constantly +more frequent, on the manner of bloody events in Shakespeare's +tragedies; as, however, was the case at all the remaining houses +of the Yamas as well. + +And one of the first to die, a week after the liquidation of the +business, was Anna Markovna herself. However, this frequently +happens with people put out of their accustomed rut of thirty +years: so die war heroes, who have gone into retirement--people of +insuperable health and iron will; so quickly go off the stage +former stock brokers, who have happily gone away to rest, but have +been deprived of the burning allurement of risk and hazard; so, +too, age rapidly, droop, and grow decrepit, the great artists who +leave the stage ... Her death was the death of the just. Once at a +game of cards she felt herself unwell; begged them to wait a while +for her; said that she would lie down for just a minute; lay down +in the bedroom on a bed; sighed deeply, and passed on into another +world--with a calm face, with a peaceful, senile smile upon her +lips. Isaiah Savvich--her faithful comrade on the path of life, a +trifle downtrodden, who had always played a secondary, subordinate +role--survived her only a month. + +Birdie was left sole heiress. She very successfully turned the +cozy house into money, as well as the land somewheres at the edge +of the town; married, as it had been presupposed, very happily; +and up to this time is convinced that her father carried on a +great commercial business in the export of wheat through Odessa +and Novorossiysk into Asia Minor. + +On the evening of the day when Jennie's corpse had been carried +away to an anatomical theatre; at an hour when not even a chance +guest appears on Yamskaya Street, all the girls, at the insistence +of Emma Edwardovna, assembled in the drawing room. Not one of them +dared murmur against the fact that on this distressing day, when +they had not yet recovered from the impression of Jennka's +horrible death, they would be compelled to dress up, as usual, in +wildly festive finery, and to go into the brightly illuminated +drawing room, in order to dance, sing, and to entice lecherous men +with their denuded bodies. + +And at last into the drawing room walked Emma Edwardovna herself. +She was more majestic than she had ever been--clad in a black silk +gown, from which, just like battlements, her enormous breasts +jutted out, upon which descended two fat chins; in black silk +mittens; with an enormous gold chain wound thrice around her neck, +and terminating in a ponderous medallion hanging upon the very +abdomen. + +"Ladies! ..." she began impressively, "I must ... Stand up!" she +suddenly called out commandingly. "When I speak, you must hear me +out standing." + +They all exchanged glances with perplexity: such an order was a +novelty in the establishment. However, the girls got up one after +another, irresolutely, with eyes and mouths gasping. + +"Sie sollen ... you must from this day show me that respect which +you are bound to show to your mistress," importantly and weightily +began Emma Edwardovna. "Beginning from to-day, the establishment +in a legal manner has passed from our good and respected Anna +Markovna to me, Emma Edwardovna Titzner. I hope that we will not +quarrel, and that you will behave yourselves like sensible, +obedient, and well-brought-up girls. I will be to you like in +place of your own mother, but only remember, that I will not stand +for laziness, or drunkenness, or notions of any sort; or any kind +of disorder. The kind Madam Shaibes, it must be said, held you in +too loose reins. O--o, I will be far more strict. Discipline uber +alles ... before everything. It's a great pity, that the Russian +people are lazy, dirty and stoopid, do not understand this rule; +but don't you trouble yourself, I will teach you this for your own +good. I say 'for your own good,' because my main thought is to +kill the competition of Treppel. I want that my client should be a +man of substance, and not some charlatan and ragamuffin, some kind +of student, now, or ham actor. I want that my ladies should be the +most beautiful, best brought-up, the healthiest and gayest in the +whole city. I won't spare any money in order to set up swell +furnishings; and you will have rooms with silk furniture and with +genuine, beautiful rugs. Your guests will no longer be demanding +beer, but only genteel Bordeaux and Burgundy wines and champagne. +Remember, that a rich, substantial, elderly man never likes your +common, ordinary, coarse love. He requires Cayenne pepper; he +requires not a trade, but an art, and you will soon acquire this. +At Treppel's they take three roubles for a visit and ten roubles +for a night ... I will establish it so, that you will receive five +roubles for a visit and twenty-five for a night. They will present +you with gold and diamonds. I will contrive it so, that you won't +have to pass on into establishments of a lower sort, und so weiter +... right down to the soldiers' filthy den. No! Deposits will be +put away and saved with me for each one of you every month; and +will be put away in your name in a banker's office, where there +will increase interest upon them, and interest upon interest. And +then, if a girl feels herself tired, or wants to marry a +respectable man, there will always be at her disposal not a large, +but a sure capital. So is it done in the best establishments in +Riga, and everywhere abroad. Let no one say about me, that Emma +Edwardovna is a spider, a vixen, a cupping glass. But for +disobedience, for laziness, for notions, for lovers on the side, I +will punish cruelly and, like nasty weeds, will throw out--on the +street, or still worse. Now I have said all that I had to. Nina, +come near me. And all the rest of you come up in turn." + +Ninka irresolutely walked right up to Emma Edwardovna--and even +staggered back in amazement: Emma Edwardovna was extending her +right hand to her, with the fingers lowered downward, and slowly +nearing it to Ninka's lips. + +"Kiss it! ..." impressively and firmly pronounced Emma Edwardovna, +narrowing her eyes and with head thrown back, in the magnificent +pose of a princess ascending her throne. + +Ninka was so bewildered that her right arm gave a jerk in order to +make the sign of the cross; but she corrected herself, loudly +smacked the extended hand, and stepped aside. Following her Zoe, +Henrietta, Vanda and others stepped up also. Tamara alone +continued to stand near the wall with her back to the mirror; that +mirror into which Jennka so loved to gaze, in gone-by times, +admiring herself as she walked back and forth through the drawing +room. + +Emma Edwardovna let the imperious, obstinate gaze of a boa- +constrictor rest upon her; but the hypnosis did not work. Tamara +bore this gaze without turning away, without flinching; but +without any expression on her face. Then the new proprietress put +down her hand, produced on her face something resembling a smile, +and said hoarsely: + +"And with you, Tamara, I must have a little talk separately, eye +to eye. Let's go!" + +"I hear you, Emma Edwardovna!" calmly answered Tamara. + +Emma Edwardovna came to the little bit of a cabinet, where +formerly Anna Markovna loved to drink coffee with clotted cream; +sat down on the divan and pointed out a place opposite her to +Tamara. For some time the women kept silent; searchingly, +mistrustfully eyeing each other. + +"You acted rightly, Tamara," said Emma Edwardovna finally. "You +did wisely in not stepping up, on the manner of those sheep, to +kiss my hand. But just the same, I would not have let you come to +that. I wanted right there, in the presence of all, when you +walked up to me, to press your hand and to offer you the place of +first housekeeper--you understand?--my chief assistant--and on +terms very advantageous to you ..." + +"I thank you ..." + +"No, wait a while, don't interrupt me. I will have my say to the +end, and then you will express your pros and cons. But will you +explain to me, please, when yesterday you were aiming at me out of +a revolver, what did you want? Can it possibly be, to kill me?" + +"On the contrary, Emma Edwardovna," retorted Tamara respectfully, +"on the contrary; it seemed to me that you wanted to strike me." + +"PJUI! What do you mean, Tamarochka! ... Have you paid no +attention to the fact that during all the time of our acquaintance +I never permitted myself, not only to hit you, but even to address +you with a rude word? ... What do you mean, what do you mean? ... +I don't confuse you with this poor Russian trash ... Glory be to +God, I am an experienced person and one who knows people well. I +can very well see that you are a genuinely cultured young lady; +far more educated, for example, than I myself. You are refined, +elegant, smart. I am convinced of the fact that you even know +music not at all badly. Finally, if I were to confess, I was a +little ... how shall I put it to you? ... I always was a little in +love with you. And now you wanted to shoot me! Me, a person who +could be a very good friend to you! Well, what will you say to +that?" + +"Well ... nothing at all, Emma Edwardovna," retorted Tamara in the +meekest and most plausible tone. "Everything was very simple. Even +before that I found the revolver under Jennka's pillow and brought +it, in order to give it over to you. I did not want to interfere, +when you were reading the letter; but then you turned around to +me--I stretched the revolver out to you and wanted to say: 'See, +Emma Edwardovna, what I found'--for, don't you see, it surprised +me awfully how the late Jennie, having a revolver at her disposal, +preferred such a horrible death as hanging? And that's all." + +The bushy, frightful eyebrows of Emma Edwardovna rose upward; the +eyes widened joyously; and a real, uncounterfeited smile spread +over her cheeks of a behemoth. She quickly extended both hands to +Tamara. + +"And is this all? O, MEIN KIND? And I thought ... God knows what I +imagined! Give me your hands, Tamara, your little charming white +hands, and allow me to press them auf mein Herz, upon my heart, +and to kiss you." + +The kiss was so long, that Tamara with great difficulty and with +aversion barely freed herself from the embraces of Emma +Edwardovna. + +"Well, and now to business. And so, here are my terms: you will be +housekeeper, I give you fifteen percent, out of the clear gain. +Mind you, Tamara, fifteen percent. And, besides that, a small +salary--thirty, forty, well, if you like, fifty roubles a month. +Splendid terms--isn't that the truth? I am deeply convinced, that +none other than just you will help me to raise the house to a real +height, and make it the swellest not only in our city, but in all +the south of Russia as well. You have taste, and an understanding +of things! ... Besides that, you will always be able to entertain, +and to stir up the most exacting, the most unyielding guests. In +rare instances, when a very rich and distinguished gentleman--in +Russian they call it one "sun-fish," while with us, ein +Freier,[Footnote: In English, a "toff"; in American, a "swell."-- +trans.]--when he becomes infatuated with you--for you are so +handsome, Tamarochka," (the proprietress looked at her with misty, +humid eyes), "then I do not at all forbid you to pass the time +with him gaily; only to bear down always upon the fact that you +have no right, owing to your duty, your position, Und so weiter, +und so weiter ... aber sagen sie bitte, do you easily make +yourself understood in German?" + +"Die Deutsche Sprache beherrsche ich in geringerem Grade als die +franzosische; indes kann ich stets in einer Salon-Plauderei +mitmachen." [Footnote: "My mastery of the German language is a +trifle worse than that of the French, but I can always keep up my +end in parlor small talk."] + +"O, wunderbar! sie haben eine entzuckende Rigaer Aussprache, die +beste alter deutschen Aussprachen. Und also--fahren wir in unserer +Sprache fort. Sie klingt viel susser meinem Ohr, die +Muttersprache. Schon? [Footnote: O, splendid! ... You have a +bewitching Riga enunciation, the most correct of all the German +ones. And so, let us continue in my tongue. That is far sweeter to +my ear--my mother tongue. All right?"] + + "SCHON." [Footnote: "All right."] + +"Zuletzt werden Sie nachgeben, dem Anschein nach ungern, +unwillkurlich, van der Laune des Augenblicks hingerissen--und, was +die Hauptsache ist, lautlos, heimlich vor mir. Sie verstehen? +Dafur zahlen Narren ein schweres Geld. Ubrigens brauche ich Sie +wohl nicht zu lernen." [Footnote: "In the very end you will give +in, as though unwillingly, as though against your will, as though +from infatuation, a momentary caprice, and--which is the main +thing--as though on the sly from me. You understand? For this the +fools pay enormous money. However, it seems I will not have to +teach you."] + +"Ja, gnadige Frau. Sie sprechen gar kluge Dinge. Doch das ist +schon keine Plauderei mehr, sondern eine ernste unterhaltung. +"Yes, my dear madam. You say very wise things. But this is no +longer small talk; it is, rather, serious conversation ... And for +that reason it is more convenient for me, if you will revert to +the Russian language ... I am ready to obey you." + +"Furthermore! ... I was just now talking about a lover. I dare not +forbid you this pleasure, but let us be prudent: let him not +appear here, or appear as rarely as possible. I will give you days +for going out, when you will be perfectly free. But it's best if +you would get along without him entirely. It will serve your +benefit too. This is only a drag and a yoke. I am telling you this +from my own personal experience. Wait a while; after three or four +years we will expand this business so, that you will have +substantial money already, and then I vill take you into the +business as a partner with full rights. After ten years you will +still be young and handsome, and then take and buy men as much as +you want to. By that time romantic follies will go out of your +head entirely, and it will not be you who will be chosen already, +but you who will be choosing with sense and with feeling, as a +connoisseur picks out precious stones. Do you agree with me?" + +Tamara cast down her eyes, and smiled just the least trifle. + +"You speak golden truths, Emma Edwardovna. I will drop mine, but +not at once. For that I will need some two weeks. I will try not +to have him appear here. I accept your proposition." + +"And that's splendid!" said Emma Edwardovna, get ting up. "Now let +us conclude our agreement with one good, sweet kiss." + +And she again embraced and took to kissing Tamara hard; who, with +her downcast eyes and naive, tender face, seemed now altogether a +little girl. But, having freed herself, finally, from the +proprietress, she asked in Russian: + +"You see, Emma Edwardovna, that I agree in everything with you, +but for that I beg you to fulfill one request of mine. It will not +cost you anything. Namely, I hope that you will allow me and the +other girls to escort the late Jennie to the cemetery." + +Emma Edwardovna made a wry face. + +"Oh, if you want to, my darling Tamara, I have nothing against +your whim. Only what for? This will not help the dead person and +will not make her alive. Only sentimentalism alone will come out +of it ... But very well! Only, however, you know yourself that in +accordance with your law suicides are not buried, or--I don't know +with certainty--it seems they throw them into some dirty hole +beyond the cemetery." + +"No, do allow me to do as I want to myself. Let it be my whim, but +concede it to me, my darling, dear, bewitching Emma Edwardovna! +But then, I promise you that this will be my last whim. After this +I will be like a wise and obedient soldier at the disposal of a +talented general." + +"IS' GUT!" Emma Edwardovna gave in with a sigh. "I can not deny +you in anything, my child. Let me press your hand. Let us toil and +labour together for the common good." + +And, having opened the door, she called out across the drawing +room into the entrance-hall: "Simeon!" And when Simeon appeared in +the room, she ordered him weightily and triumphantly: + +"Bring us a bottle of champagne here, but the real thing--Rederer +demi sec, and as cool as possible. Step lively!" she ordered the +porter, who was gaping at her with popping eyes. "We will drink +with you, Tamara, to the new business, to our brilliant and +beautiful future." + +They say that dead people bring luck. If there is any foundation +at all in this superstition, then on this Saturday it could not +have told plainer: the influx of visitors was out of the ordinary, +even for a Saturday night. True, the girls, passing through the +corridor or past the room that had been Jennka's increased their +steps; timorously glanced at it sidelong, out of the corner of the +eye; while others even crossed themselves. But late in the night +the fear of death somehow subsided, grew bearable. All the rooms +were occupied, while in the drawing room a new violinist was +trilling without cease--a free-and-easy, clean-shaven young man, +whom the pianist with the cataract had searched out somewhere and +brought with him. + +The appointment of Tamara as housekeeper was received with cold +perplexity, with taciturn dryness. But, having bided her time, +Tamara managed to whisper to Little White Manka: + +"Listen, Manya! You tell them all that they shouldn't pay any +attention to the fact that I've been chosen housekeeper. It's got +to be so. But let them do as they wish, only don't let them trip +me up. I am as before--their friend and intercessor ... And +further on we'll see." + + + + + +CHAPTER VII. + + +On the next day, on Sunday, Tamara had a multitude of cares. She +had become possessed by a firm and undeviating thought to bury her +friend despite all circumstances, in the way that nearest friends +are buried--in a Christian manner, with all the sad solemnity of +the burial of secular persons. + +She belonged to the number of those strange persons who underneath +an external indolent calmness, careless taciturnity, egotistical +withdrawal into one's self, conceal within them unusual energy; +always as though slumbering with half an eye, guarding itself from +unnecessary expenditure; but ready in one moment to become +animated and to rush forward without reckoning the obstacles. + +At twelve o'clock she descended in a cab into the old town; rode +through it into a little narrow street giving out upon a square +where fairs were held; and stopped near a rather dirty tea-room, +having ordered the cabby to wait. In the room she made inquiries +of a boy, red-haired, with a badger hair-cut and the parting +slicked down with butter, if Senka the Depot had not come here? +The serving lad, who, judging by his refined and gallant +readiness, had already known Tamara for a long time, answered that +"Nohow, ma'am; they--Semen Ignatich--had not been in yet, and +probably would not be here soon seein' as how yesterday they had +the pleasure of going on a spree at the Transvaal, and had played +at billiards until six in the morning; and that now they, in all +probabilities, are at home, in the Half Way House rooms, and if +the young lady will give the word, then it's possible to hop over +to them this here minute." + +Tamara asked for paper and pencil, and wrote a few words right on +the spot. Then she gave the note to the waiter, together with a +half-rouble piece for a tip, and rode away. + +The following visit was to the artiste Rovinskaya, living, as +Tamara had known even before, in the city's most aristocratic +hotel--Europe--where she occupied several rooms in a consecutive +suite. To obtain an interview with the singer was not very easy: +the doorman below said that it looked as if Ellena Victorovna was +not at home; while her own personal maid, who came out in answer +to Tamara's knocking, declared that madam had a headache, and that +she was not receiving any one. Again Tamara was compelled to write +on a piece of paper: + +"I come to you from her who once, in a house which is not spoken +of loudly, cried, standing before you on her knees, after you had +sung the ballad of Dargomyzhsky. Your kind treatment of her was so +splendid. Do you remember? Do not fear--she has no need of any +one's help now: yesterday she died. But you can do one very +important deed in her memory, which will be almost no trouble to +you at all. While I--am that very person who permitted herself to +say a few bitter truths to the baroness T--, who was then with +you; for which truths I am remorseful and apologize even now." + +"Hand this over!" she ordered the chambermaid. + +She returned after two minutes. + +"The madam requests you. They apologize very much that they will +receive you not fully dressed." + +She escorted Tamara, opened a door before her and quietly shut it. + +The great artiste was lying upon an enormous ottoman, covered with +a beautiful Tekin rug and a multitude of little silk pillows, and +soft cylindrical bolsters of tapestry. Her feet were wrapped up in +silvery, soft fur. Her fingers, as usual, were adorned by a +multiplicity of rings with emeralds, attracting the eyes by their +deep and tender green. + +The artiste was having one of her evil, black days to-day. +Yesterday morning some misunderstandings with the management had +arisen; while in the evening the public had received her not as +triumphantly as she would have desired, or, perhaps, this had +simply appeared so to her; while to-day in the newspaper the fool +of a reviewer, who understood just as much of art as a cow does of +astronomy, had praised up her rival, Titanova, in a big article. +And so Ellena Victorovna had persuaded herself that her head was +aching; that there was a nervous tic in her temples; and that her +heart, time and again, seemed suddenly to fall through somewheres. + +"How do you do, my dear!" she said, a trifle nasally, in a weak, +wan voice, with pauses, as heroines on the stage speak when dying +from love and from consumption. "Sit down here ... I am glad to +see you ... Only don't be angry--I am almost dying from migraine, +and from my miserable heart. Pardon my speaking with difficulty. I +think I sang too much and tired my voice ..." + +Rovinskaya, of course, had recalled both the mad escapade of that +evening; and the striking, unforgettable face of Tamara; but now, +in a bad mood, in the wearisome, prosaic light of an autumn day, +this adventure appeared to her as unnecessary bravado; something +artificial, imagined, and poignantly shameful. But she was equally +sincere on that strange, night-marish evening when she, through +the might of talent, had prostrated the proud Jennka at her feet, +as well as now, when she recalled it with fatigue, indolence, and +artistic disdain. She, as well as many distinguished artists, was +always playing a role; was always not her own self, and always +regarded her words, movements, actions, as though looking at +herself from a distance with the eyes and feelings of the +spectators. + +She languidly raised from the pillow her narrow, slender, +beautiful hand, and applied it to her forehead; and the +mysterious, deep emeralds stirred as though alive and began to +flash with a warm, deep sparkle. + +"I just read in your note that this poor ... pardon me, her name +has vanished out of my head..." + +"Jennie." + +"Yes, yes, thank you! I recall it now. She died? But from what?" + +"She hanged herself ... yesterday morning, during the doctor's +inspection..." + +The eyes of the artiste, so listless, seemingly faded, suddenly +opened, and, as through a miracle, grew animated and became +shining and green, just like her emeralds; and in them were +reflected curiosity, fear and aversion. + +"Oh, my God! Such a dear, so original, handsome, so fiery ... Oh, +the poor, poor soul! ... And the reason for this was? ..." + +"You know ... the disease. She told you." + +"Yes, yes ... I remember, I remember ... But to hang one's self! +... What horror! ... Why, I advised her to treat herself then. +Medicine works miracles now. I myself know several people who +absolutely ... well, absolutely cured themselves. Everybody in +society knows this and receives them ... Ah, the poor little +thing, the poor little thing! ..." + +"And so I've come to you, Ellena Victorovna. I wouldn't have dared +to disturb you, but I seem to be in a forest, and have no one to +turn to. You were so kind then, so touchingly attentive, so tender +to us ... I need only your advice and, perhaps, a little of your +influence, your protection..." + +"Oh, please, my dear! ... All I can do, I will ... Oh, my poor +head! And then this horrible news. Tell me, in what way can I be +of assistance to you?" + +"To confess, I don't know even myself yet," answered Tamara. "You +see, they carried her away to an anatomical theatre ... But until +they had made the protocol, until they made the journey--then the +time for receiving had gone by also--in general I think that they +have not had a chance to dissect her yet ... I'd like, if it's +only possible, that she should not be touched. To-day is Sunday; +perhaps they'll postpone it until to-morrow, and in the meanwhile +something may be done for her..." + +"I can't tell you, dear ... Wait! ... Haven't I some friend among +the professors, in the medical world? ... I will look later in my +memo-books. Perhaps we will succeed in doing something." + +"Besides that," continued Tamara, "I want to bury her ... At my +expense ... I was attached to her with all my heart during her +life." + +"I will help you with pleasure in this, materially..." + +"No, no! ... A thousand thanks! ... I'll do everything myself. I +would not hesitate to have recourse to your kind heart, but this +... --you will understand me-- ... this is something in the nature +of a vow, that a person gives to one's self and to the memory of a +friend. The main difficulty is in how we may manage to bury her +with Christian rites. She was, it seems, an unbeliever, or +believed altogether poorly. And it's only by chance that I, also, +will cross my forehead. But I don't want them to bury her just +like a dog, somewhere beyond the enclosure of the cemetery; in +silence, without words, without singing ... I don't know, will +they permit burying her properly--with choristers, with priests? +For that reason I'm asking you to assist me with your advice. Or, +perhaps, you will direct me somewhere? ..." + +Now the artiste had little by little become interested and was +already beginning to forget about her fatigue, and migraine, and +the consumptive heroine dying in the fourth act. She was already +picturing the role of an intercessor, the beautiful figure of +genius merciful to a fallen woman. This was original, extravagant, +and at the same time so theatrically touching! Rovinskaya, like +many of her confreres, did not let one day pass by--and, if it +were possible, she would not have let pass even one hour--without +standing out from the crowd, without compelling people to talk +about her: to-day she would participate in a pseudo-patriotic +manifestation, while to-morrow she would read from a platform, for +the benefit of revolutionaries exiled to Siberia, inciting verses, +full of fire and vengeance. She loved to sell flowers at +carnivals, in riding academies; and to sell champagne at large +balls. She would think up her little bon mots beforehand, which on +the morrow would be caught up by the whole town. She desired that +everywhere and always the crowd should look only at her, repeat +her name, love her Egyptian, green eyes, her rapacious and +sensuous mouth; her emeralds on the slender and nervous hands. + +"I can't grasp it all properly at once," said she after a silence. +"But if a person wants anything hard, he will attain it, and I +want to fulfill your wish with all my soul. Stay, stay! ... I +think a glorious thought is coming into my head ... For then, on +that evening, if I mistake not, there was with us, beside the +baroness and me..." + +"I don't know them ... One of them walked out of the cabinet later +than all of you. He kissed Jennie's hand and said, that if she +should ever need him, he was always at her service; and gave her +his card, but asked her not to show it to any strangers. But later +all this passed off somehow and was forgotten. In some way I never +found the time to ask Jennie who this man was; while yesterday I +searched for the card but couldn't find it..." + +"Allow me, allow me! ... I have recalled it!" the artiste suddenly +became animated. "Aha!" exclaimed she, rapidly getting off the +ottoman. "It was Ryazanov... Yes, yes, yes... The advocate Ernst +Andreievich Ryazanov. We will arrange everything right away. +That's a splendid thought!" + +She turned to the little table upon which the telephone apparatus +was standing, and rang: + +"Central--l8-35 please ... Thank you ... Hello! ... Ask Ernst +Andreievich to the telephone ... The artiste Rovinskaya ... Thank +you ... Hello! ... Is this you, Ernst Andreievich? Very well, very +well, but now it isn't a matter of little hands. Are you free? ... +Drop the nonsense! ... The matter is serious. Couldn't you come up +to me for a quarter of an hour? ...No, no ... Yes ... Only as a +kind and a clever man. You slander yourself ... Well, that's +splendid, really ... Well, I am not especially well-dressed, but I +have a justification--a fearful headache. No, a lady, a girl ... +You will see for yourself, come as soon as possible ... Thanks! Au +revior! ..." + +"He will come right away," said Rovinskaya, hanging up the +receiver. "He is a charming and awfully clever man. Everything is +possible to him, even the almost impossible to man ... But in the +meantime ... pardon me--your name?" + +Tamara was abashed, but then smiled at herself: + +"Oh, it isn't worth your disturbing yourself, Ellena Victorovna! +Mon nomme de guerre is Tamara but just so--Anastasia Nikolaevna. +It's all the same--call me even Tamara ... I am more used to +it..." + +"Tamara! ... That is so beautiful! ... So now, Mile. Tamara, +perhaps you will not refuse to breakfast with me? Perhaps Ryazanov +will also do so with us..." + +"I have no time, forgive me." + +"That's a great pity! ... I hope, some other time ... But, perhaps +you smoke," and she moved toward her a gold case, adorned with an +enormous letter E out of the same emeralds she adored. + +Ryazanov came very soon. + +Tamara, who had not examined him properly on that evening, was +struck by his appearance. Tall of stature, almost of an athletic +build, with a broad brow, like Beethoven's, tangled with +artistically negligent black, grizzled hair; with the large fleshy +mouth of the passionate orator; with clear, expressive, clever, +mocking eyes--he had such an appearance as catches one's eyes +among thousands--the appearance of a vanquisher of souls and a +conqueror of hearts; deeply ambitious, not yet oversated with +life; still fiery in love and never retreating before a beautiful +indiscretion ... "If fate had not broken me up so," reflected +Tamara, watching his movements with enjoyment, "then here's a man +to whom I'd throw my life; jestingly, with delight, with a smile, +as a plucked rose is thrown to the beloved..." + +Ryazanov kissed Rovinskaya's hand, then with unconstrained +simplicity exchanged greetings with Tamara and said: + +"We are acquainted even from that mad evening, when you +dumbfounded all of us with your knowledge of the French language, +and when you spoke. That which you said was, between us, +paradoxical; but then, how it was said! ... To this day I remember +the tone of your voice, so warm, expressive ... And so, Ellena +Victorovna," he turned to Rovinskaya again, sitting down on a +small, low chair without a back, "in what can I be of use to you? +I am at your disposal." + +Rovinskaya, with a languid air, again applied the tips of her +fingers to her temples. + +"Ah, really, I am so upset, my dear Ryazanov," said she, +intentionally extinguishing the sparkle of her magnificent eyes, +"and then, my miserable head ... May I trouble you to pass me the +pyramidon what-not from that table ... Let Mile. Tamara tell you +everything ... I can not, I am not able to ... This is so +horrible! ..." + +Tamara briefly, lucidly, narrated to Ryazanov all the sad history +of Jennka's death; recalled also about the card left with Jennie; +and also how the deceased had reverently preserved this card; and +--in passing--about his promise to help in case of need. + +"Of course, of course!" exclaimed Ryanzanov, when she had +finished; and at once began pacing the room back and forth with +big steps, ruffling and tossing back his picturesque hair through +habit. "You are performing a magnificent, sincere, comradely +action! That is good! ... That is very good! ... I am yours ... +You say--a permit for the funeral ... Hm ... God grant me memory! +..." + +He rubbed his forehead with his palm. + +"Hm ... hm ... If I'm not mistaken--Monocanon, rule one hundred +seventy ... one hundred seventy ... eight ... Pardon me, I think I +remember it by heart ... Pardon me! ... Yes, so! 'If a man slayeth +himself, he shall not be chanted over, nor shall a mass be said +for him, unless he were greatly astonied, that is, to wit, out of +his mind'... Hm ... See St. Timothy Alexandrine ... And so, my +dear miss, the first thing ... You say, that she was taken down +from the noose by your doctor--i.e., the official city doctor ... +His name? ..." + +"Klimenko." + +"It seems I've met him somewheres ... All right ... Who is the +district inspector in your precinct station?" + +"Kerbesh." + +"Aha, I know ... Such a strong, virile fellow, with a red beard in +a fan ... Yes?" + +"Yes, that is he." + +"I know him very well! There, now, is somebody that a sentence to +hard labour is hankering after ... Some ten times he fell into my +hands; and always, the skunk, gave me the slip somehow. Slippery, +just like an eel-pout ... We will have to slip him a little +present. Well, now! And then the anatomical theatre ... When do +you want to bury her?" + +"Really, I don't know ... I would like to do it as soon as +possible ... if possible, to-day." + +"Hm ... To-day ... I don't vouch for it--we will hardly manage it +... But here is my memorandum book. Well, take even this page, +where are my friends under the letter T--just write the very same +way: Tamara, and your address. In two hours I will give you an +answer. Does that suit you? But I repeat again, that probably you +will have to postpone the burial till to-morrow ... Then--pardon +my unceremoniousness--is money needed, perhaps?" + +"No, thank you!" refused Tamara. "I have money. Thanks for your +interest! ... It's time for me to be going. I thank you with all +my heart, Ellen Victorovna! ..." + +"Then expect it in two hours," repeated Ryazanov, escorting her to +the door. + +Tamara did not at once ride away to the house. She turned into a +little coffee-house on Catholicheskaya Street on the way. There +Senka the Depot was waiting for her--a gay fellow with the +appearance of a handsome Tzigan; not black--but blue-haired; +black-eyed, with yellow whites; resolute and daring in his work; +the pride of local thieves--a great celebrity in their world, the +first leader of experience, and a constant, all-night gamester. + +He stretched out his hand to her, without getting up. But in the +way in which he so carefully, with a certain force, seated her in +her place could be seen a broad, good-natured endearment. + +"How do you do, Tamarochka! Haven't seen you in a long time--I +grew weary ... Do you want coffee?" + +"No! Business first ... To-morrow we bury Jennka ... She hanged +herself..." "Yes, I read it in a newspaper," carelessly drawled +out Senka through his teeth. "What's the odds? ..." + +"Get fifty roubles for me at once." + +"Tamarochka, my sweetheart--I haven't a kopeck! ..." + +"I'm telling you--get them!" ordered Tamara, imperiously, but +without getting angry. + +"Oh, my Lord! ... Yours, now, I didn't touch, like I promised; but +then, it's Sunday ... The savings banks are closed..." + +"Let them! ... Hock the savings book! In general, it's up to you!" + +"Why do you need this, my dearie?" + +"Isn't it all the same to you, you fool? ... For the funeral." + +"Oh! Well, all right then!" sighed Senka. "Then I'd best bring it +to you myself in the evening ... Right, Tamarochka? ... It's so +very hard for me to stand it without you! Oh, my dearie, how I'd +kiss and kiss you; I wouldn't let you close your eyes! ... Shan't +I come? ..." + +"No, no! ... You do as I ask you, Senechka ... Give in to me. But +you mustn't come--I'm housekeeper now." + +"Well, what d'you know about that! ..." drawled out the astonished +Senka and even whistled. + +"Yes. And don't you come to me in the meantime. But afterwards, +afterwards, sweetheart, whatever you desire ... There will be an +end to everything soon!" + +"Oh, if you wouldn't make me suffer so! Wind things up as soon as +you can!" + +"And I will wind 'em up! Wait one little week more, dearie! Did +you get the powders?" + +"The powders are a trifle!" discontentedly answered Senka. "And it +isn't powders at all, but pills." + +"And you're sure when you say that they'll dissolve at once in +water?" + +"Sure, I saw it myself." + +"But he won't die? Listen, Senya: he won't die? Is that right? +..." + +"Nothing will happen to him ... He'll only snooze for a while ... +Oh, Tamara!" exclaimed he in a passionate whisper; and even +suddenly stretched himself hard from an unbearable emotion, so +that his joints cracked. "Finish it, for God's sake, as soon as +possible! ... Let's do the trick and--bye-bye! Wherever you want +to go to, sweet-heart! I am all at your will: if you want to, we +start off for Odessa; if you want to--abroad. Finish it up as soon +as possible! ..." + +"Soon, soon..." + +"You just wink at me, and I'm all ready ... with powders, with +instruments, with passports ... And then--choo-choo! The machine +is off! Tamarochka! My angel! ... My precious, my sparkler! ..." + +And he, always restrained, having forgotten that he could be seen +by strangers, already wanted to embrace and hug Tamara to himself. + +"Now, now! ... rapidly and deftly, like a cat, Tamara jumped off +the chair. "Afterwards ... afterwards, Senechka, afterwards, +little dearie! ... I'll be all yours--there won't be any denial, +nor forbiddance. I'll myself make you weary of me ... Good-bye, my +little silly!" + +And with a quick movement of her hand having rumpled up his black +curls, she hastily went out of the coffee-house. + + + + + +CHAPTER VIII. + + +On the next day, on Monday, toward ten o'clock in the morning, +almost all the inmates of the house--formerly Madam Shaibes', but +now Emma Edwardovna Titzner's--rode off in cabs to the centre of +the city, to the anatomical theatre--all, except the far-sighted, +much-experienced Henrietta; the cowardly and insensible Ninka; and +the feeble-minded Pashka, who for two days now had not gotten up +from her bed, kept silent, and to questions directed at her +answered by a beatific, idiotical smile and with some sort of +inarticulate animal lowing. If she were not given to eat, she +would not even ask; but if food were brought, she would eat with +greediness, right with her hands. She became so slovenly and +forgetful, that it was necessary to remind her of certain +necessary functions in order to avoid unpleasantness. Emma +Edwardovna did not send out Pashka to her steady guests, who asked +for Pashka every day. Even before, she had had such periods of a +detriment of consciousness; however, they had not lasted long, and +Emma Edwardovna in any case determined to tide it over: Pashka was +a veritable treasure for the establishment, and its truly horrible +victim. + +The anatomical theatre represented a long, one-storied, dark-gray +building, with white frames around the windows and doors. There +was in its very exterior something low, pressed down, receding +into the ground, almost weird. The girls one after the other +stopped near the gates and timidly passed through the yard into +the chapel; nestled down at the other end of the yard, in a +corner, painted over in the same dark gray colour, with white +frame-work. + +The door was locked. It was necessary to go after the watchman. +Tamara with difficulty sought out a bald, ancient old man, grown +over as though with bog moss by entangled gray bristles; with +little rheumy eyes and an enormous, reddish, dark-blue granulous +nose, on the manner of a cookie. + +He unlocked the enormous hanging lock, pushed away the bolt and +opened the rusty, singing door. The cold, damp air together with +the mixed smell of the dampness of stones, frankincense, and dead +flesh breathed upon the girls. They fell back, huddling closely +into a timorous flock. Tamara alone went after the watchman +without wavering. + +It was almost dark in the chapel. The autumn light penetrated +scantily through the little, narrow prison-like window, barred +with an iron grating. Two or three images without chasubles, dark +and without visages, hung upon the walls. Several common board +coffins were standing right on the floor, upon wooden carrying +shafts. One in the middle was empty, and the taken-off lid was +lying alongside. + +"What sort is yours, now?" asked the watchman hoarsely and took +some snuff. "Do you know her face or not?" + +"I know her." + +"Well, then, look! I'll show them all to you. Maybe this one? ..." + +And he took the lid off one of the coffins, not yet fastened down +with nails. A wrinkled old woman, dressed any old way in her +tatters, with a swollen blue face, was lying there. Her left eye +was closed; while the right was staring and gazing immovably and +frightfully, having already lost its sparkle and resembling mica +that had lain for a long time. + +"Not this one, you say? Well, look ... Here's more for you!" said +the watchman; and one after the other, opening the lids, exhibited +the decedents--all, probably, the poorest of the poor: picked up +on the streets, intoxicated, crushed, maimed and mutilated, +beginning to decompose. Certain ones had already begun to show on +their hands and faces bluish-green spots, resembling mould--signs +of putrefaction. One man, without a nose, with an upper hare-lip +cloven in two, had worms, like little white dots, swarming upon +his sore-eaten face. A woman who had died from hydropsy, reared +like a whole mountain from her board couch, bulging out the lid. + +All of them had been hastily sewn up after autopsy, repaired, and +washed by the moss-covered watchman and his mates. What affair was +it of theirs if, at times, the brain got into the stomach; while +the skull was stuffed with the liver and rudely joined with the +help of sticking plaster to the head? The watchmen had grown used +to everything during their night-marish, unlikely, drunken life; +and, by the bye, almost never did their voiceless clients prove to +have either relatives or acquaintances... + +A heavy odour of carrion--thick, cloying, and so viscid that to +Tamara it seemed as though it was covering all the living pores of +her body just like glue--stood in the chapel. + +"Listen, watchman," asked Tamara, "what's this crackling under my +feet all the time?" + +"Crack-ling?" the watchman questioned her over again, and +scratched himself, "why, lice, it must be," he said indifferently. +"It's fierce how these beasties do multiply on the corpseses! ... +But who you lookin' for--man or woman?" + +"A woman," answered Tamara. + +"And that means that all these ain't yours?" + +"No, they're all strangers." + +"There, now! ... That means I have to go to the morgue. When did +they bring her, now?" + +"On Saturday, grandpa," and Tamara at this got out her purse. +"Saturday, in the daytime. There's something for tobacco for you, +my dear sir!" + +"That's the way! Saturday, you say in the daytime? And what did +she have on?" + +"Well, almost nothing; a little night blouse, an underskirt ... +both the one and the other white." + +"So-o! That must be number two hundred and seventeen ... How is +she called, now? ..." + +"Susannah Raitzina." + +"I'll go and see--maybe she's there. Well, now, mam'selles," he +turned to the young ladies, who were dully huddling in the +doorway, obstructing the light. "Which of you are the braver? If +your friend came the day before yesterday, then that means that +she's now lying in the manner that the Lord God has created all +mankind--that is, without anything ... Well, who of you will be +the bolder? Which two of you will come? She's got to be +dressed..." + +"Well, now, you go, Manka," Tamara ordered her mate, who, grown +chill and pale from horror and aversion, was staring at the dead +with widely open, limpid eyes. "Don't be afraid, you fool--I'll go +with you! Who's to go, if not you? + +"Well, am I ... well, am I? ..." babbled Little White Manka with +barely moving lips. "Let's go. It's all the same to me..." + +The morgue was right here, behind the chapel--a low, already +entirely dark basement, into which one had to descend by six +steps. + +The watchman ran off somewhere, and returned with a candle-end and +a tattered book. When he had lit the candle, the girls saw a score +of corpses that were lying directly on the stone floor in regular +rows--extended, yellow, with faces distorted by pre-mortal +convulsions, with skulls split open, with clots of blood on their +faces, with grinning teeth. + +"Right away ... right away..." the watchman was saying, guiding +his finger over the headings. "The day before yesterday ... that +means, on Saturday ... on Saturday ... What did you say her name +was, now?" + +"Raitzina, Susannah," answered Tamara. + +"Rai-tzina Susannah ..." said the watchman, just as though he were +singing, "Raitzina, Susannah. Just as I said. Two hundred +seventeen." Bending over the dead and illuminating them with the +guttered and dripping candle-end, he passed from one to another. +Finally he stopped before a corpse, upon whose foot was written in +ink, in large black figures: 217. + +"Here's the very same one! Let me, I'll carry her out into the +little corridor and run after her stuff ... Wait a while! ..." + +Grunting, but still with an ease amazing in one of his age, he +lifted up the corpse of Jennka by the feet, and threw it upon his +back with the head down, as though it were a carcass of meat, or a +bag of potatoes. + +It was a trifle lighter in the corridor; and, when the watchman +had lowered his horrible burden to the floor, Tamara for a moment +covered her face with her hands, while Manka turned away and began +to cry. + +"If you need anything, say so," the watchman was instructing them. +"If you want to dress the deceased as is fitting, then we can get +everything that's required--cloth of gold, a little wreath, a +little image, a shroud, gauze--we keep everything ... You can buy a +thing or two in, clothing ... Slippers, too, now..." + +Tamara gave him money and went out into the air, letting Manka go +in front of her. + +After some time two wreaths were brought; one from Tamara, of +asters and georginas with an inscription in black letters upon a +white ribbon: "To Jennie from a friend;" the other was from +Ryazanov, all of red flowers; upon its red ribbon stood in gold +characters: "Through suffering shall we be purified." He also sent +a short little note, expressing commiseration and apologizing for +not being able to come, as he was occupied with an undeferrable +business meeting. + +Then came the singers who had been invited by Tamara--fifteen men +from the very best choir in the city. + +The precentor, in a gray overcoat and a gray hat, all gray, +somehow, as though covered with dust, but with long, straight +moustaches, like a military person's, recognized Verka; opened his +eyes wide in astonishment, smiled slightly and winked at her. Two +or three times a month, and sometimes even oftener, he visited +Yamskaya Street with ecclesiastical academicians of his +acquaintance, just the same precentors as he, and some psalmists; +and having usually made a full review of all the establishments, +always wound up with the house of Anna Markovna, where he +invariably chose Verka. + +He was a merry and sprightly man; danced in a lively manner, in a +frenzy; and executed such figures during the dances that all those +present just melted from laughter. + +Following the singers came the two-horsed catafalque, that Tamara +had hired; black, with white plumes, and seven torch-bearers along +with it. They also brought a white, glazed brocade coffin; and a +pedestal for it, stretched over with black calico. Without +hurrying, with habitually deft movements, they put away the +deceased into the coffin; covered her face with gauze; curtained +off the corpse with cloth of gold, and lit the candles--one at the +head and two at the feet. + +Now, in the yellow, trembling light of the candles, the face of +Jennka became more clearly visible. The lividness had almost gone +off it, remaining only here and there on the temples, on the nose, +and between the eyes, in party-coloured, uneven, serpentine spots. +Between the parted dark lips slightly glimmered the whiteness of +the teeth, and the tip of the bitten tongue was still visible. Out +of the open collar of the neck, which had taken on the colour of +old parchment, showed two stripes: one dark--the mark of the rope; +another red--the sign of the scratch, inflicted by Simeon during +the encounter--just like two fearful necklaces. Tamara approached +and with a safety pin pinned together the lace on the collar, at +the very chin. + +The clergy came: a little gray priest in gold spectacles, in a +skull-cap; a lanky, tall, thin-haired deacon with a sickly, +strangely dark and yellow face, as though of terra-cotta; and a +sprightly, long-skirted psalmist, animatedly exchanging on his way +some gay, mysterious signs with his friends among the singers. + +Tamara walked up to the priest: + +"Father," she asked, "how will you perform the funeral service; +all together or each one separate?" + +"We perform the funeral service for all of them conjointly," +answered the priest, kissing the stole, and extricating his beard +and hair out of its slits. "Usually, that is. But by special +request, and by special agreement, it's also possible to do it +separately. What death did the deceased undergo?" + +"She's a suicide, father." + +"Hm ... a suicide? ... But do you know, young person, that by the +canons of the church there isn't supposed to be any funeral +service ... there ought not to be any? Of course, there are +exceptions--by special intercession..." + +"Right here, father, I have certificates from the police and from +the doctor ... She wasn't in her right mind ... in a fit of +insanity..." + +Tamara extended to the priest two papers, sent her the evening +before by Ryazanov, and on top of them three bank-notes of ten +roubles each. "I would beg of you, father, to do everything +fitting--Christian like. She was a splendid being, and suffered a +very great deal. And won't you be so kind--go along with her to +the cemetery, and there hold one more little mass..." + +"It's all right for me to go along with her to the cemetery, but +in the cemetery itself I have no right to hold service--there is a +clergy of their own ... And also here's how, young person; in view +of the fact that I'll have to return once more after the rest, +won't you, now ... add another little ten-spot." + +And having taken the money from Tamara's hand, the priest blessed +the thurible, which had been brought up by the psalmist, and began +to walk around the body of the deceased with thurification. Then, +having stopped at her head, he in a meek, wontedly sad voice, +uttered: + +"Blessed is our God. As it was in the beginning, is now, and ever +shall be, world without end!" + +The psalmist began pattering: Holy God, Most Holy Trinity and Our +Father poured out like peas. + +Quietly, as though confiding some deep, sad, occult mystery, the +singers began in a rapid, sweet recitative: "With Thy blessed +saints in glory everlasting, the soul of this Thy servant save, +set at rest; preserving her in the blessed life, as Thou hast +loving kindness for man." + +The psalmist distributed the candles; and they with warm, soft, +living little flames, one after the other, were lit in the heavy, +murky air, tenderly and transparently illuminating the faces of +the women. + +Harmoniously the mournful melody flowed forth, and like the sighs +of aggrieved angels sounded the great words: + +"Rest, oh God, this Thy servant and establish her in Heaven, +wherein the faces of the just and the saints of the Lord shine +like unto lights; set at rest this Thy servant who hath fallen +asleep, contemning all her trespasses." + +Tamara was listening intently to the long familiar, but now long +unheard words, and was smiling bitterly. The passionate, mad words +of Jennka came back to her, full of such inescapable despair and +unbelief ... Would the all-merciful, all-gracious Lord forgive or +would He not forgive her foul, fumy, embittered, unclean life? +All-Knowing--can it be that Thou wouldst repulse her--the pitiful +rebel, the involuntary libertine; a child that had uttered +blasphemies against Thy radiant, holy name? Thou--Benevolence, +Thou--our Consolation! + +A dull, restrained wailing, suddenly passing into a scream, +resounded in the chapel. "Oh, Jennechka!" This was Little White +Manka, standing on her knees and stuffing her mouth with her +handkerchief, beating about in tears. And the remaining mates, +following her, also got down upon their knees; and the chapel was +filled with sighs, stifled lamentations and sobbings ... + +"Thou alone art deathless, Who hast created and made man; out of +the dust of the earth were we made, and unto the same dust shall +we return; as Thou hast ordained me, creating me and saying unto +me, dust thou art and unto dust shalt thou return." + +Tamara was standing motionless and with an austere face that +seemed turned to stone. The light of the candle in thin gold +spirals shone in her bronze-chestnut hair; while she could not +tear her eyes away from the lines of Jennka's moist, yellow +forehead and the tip of her nose, which were visible to Tamara +from her place. + +"Dust thou art and unto dust shalt thou return ..." she was +mentally repeating the words of the canticles. "Could it be that +that would be all; only earth alone and nothing more? And which is +better: nothing, or even anything at all--even the most execrable +--but merely to be existing?" + +And the choir, as though affirming her thoughts, as though taking +away from her the last consolation, was uttering forlornly: + + "And all mankind may go..." + +They sang Eternal Memory through, blew out the candles, and the +little blue streams spread in the air, blue from frankincense. The +priest read through the farewell prayer; and afterwards, in the +general silence, scooped up some sand with the little shovel +handed to him by the psalmist, and cast it cross-wise upon the +corpse, on top of the gauze. And at this he was uttering great +words, filled with the austere, sad inevitability of a mysterious +universal law: "The world is the Lord's, and its fulfillment the +universe, and all that dwelleth therein." + +The girls escorted their dead mate to the very cemetery. The road +thither intersected the very entrance to Yamskaya Street. It would +have been possible to turn to the left through it, and that would +have been almost half as short; but dead people were not usually +carried through Yamskaya. + +Nevertheless, out of almost all the doors their inmates poured out +towards the cross roads, in whatever they had on: in slippers upon +bare feet, in night gowns, with kerchiefs upon their heads; they +crossed themselves, sighed, wiped their eyes with their +handkerchiefs and the edges of their jackets. + +The weather cleared up ... The cold sun shone brightly from a cold +sky of radiant blue enamel; the last grass showed its green, the +withered leaves on the trees glowed, showing their pink and gold +... And in the crystal clear, cold air solemnly, and mournfully +reverberated the sonorous sounds: "Holy God, Holy Almighty, Holy +Everliving, have mercy upon us!" And with what flaming thirst for +life, not to be satiated by aught; with what longing for the +momentary--transient like unto a dream--joy and beauty of being; +with what horror before the eternal silence of death, sounded the +ancient refrain of John Damascene! + +Then a brief requiem at the grave, the dull thud of the earth +against the lid of the coffin ... a small fresh hillock ... + +"And here's the end!" said Tamara to her comrades, when they were +left alone. "Oh, well, girls--an hour earlier, an hour later! ... +I'm sorry for Jennka! ... Horribly sorry! ... We won't ever find +such another. And yet, my children, it's far better for her in her +pit than for us in ours ... Well, let's cross ourselves for the +last time--and home! ..." + +And when they all were already nearing their house, Tamara +suddenly uttered pensively the strange, ominous words: + +"And we won't be long together without her: soon we will be +scattered, by the wind far and wide. Life is good! ... Look: +there's the sun, the blue sky ... How pure the air is ... Cobwebs +are floating--it's Indian summer ... How good it is in this world! +... Only we alone--we wenches--are wayside rubbish." + +The girls started off on their journey. But suddenly from +somewhere on the side, from behind a monument, a tall sturdy +student detached himself. He caught up with Liubka and softly +touched her sleeve. She turned around and beheld Soloviev. Her +face instantaneously turned pale, her eyes opened wide and her +lips began to tremble. + +"Go away!" she said quietly, with infinite hatred. + +"Liuba ... Liubochka ..." Soloviev began to mumble. "I searched +... searched for you ... I ... Honest to God, I'm not like that +one ... like Lichonin ... I'm in earnest ... even right now, even +to-day. + +"Go away!" still more quietly pronounced Liubka. + +"I'm serious ... I'm serious ... I'm not trifling, I want to +marry..." + +"Oh, you creature!" suddenly squealed out Liubka, and quickly, +hard, peasant-like, hit Soloviev on the cheek with her palm. + +Soloviev stood a little while, slightly swaying. His eyes were +like those of a martyr ... The mouth half-open, with mournful +creases at the sides. + +"Go away! Go away! I can't bear to look at all of you!" Liubka was +screaming with rage. "Hangmen, swine!" + +Soloviev unexpectedly covered his face with his palms and went +back, without knowing his way, with uncertain steps, like one +drunk. + + + + + +CHAPTER IX. + + +And in reality, the words of Tamara proved to be prophetic: since +the funeral of Jennie not more than two weeks had passed, but +during this brief space of time so many events burst over the +house of Emma Edwardovna as do not befall sometimes even in half a +decade. + +On the very next day they had to send off to a charitable +institution--into a lunatic asylum--the unfortunate Pashka, who +had fallen completely into feeble-mindedness. The doctors said +that there was no hope of her ever improving. And in reality, as +they had placed her in the hospital on the floor, upon a straw +mattress, so did she remain upon it without getting up from it to +her very death; submerging more and more into the black, +bottomless abyss of quiet feeble-mindedness; but she died only +half a year later, from bed-sores and infection of the blood. + +The next turn was Tamara's. + +For about half a month she fulfilled the duties of a housekeeper, +was all the time unusually active, energetic; and somehow +unwontedly wound up with that inner something of her own, which +was so strongly fomenting within her. On a certain evening she +vanished, and did not return at all to the establishment... + +The matter of fact was, that in the city she had carried on a +protracted romance with a certain notary--an elderly man, +sufficiently rich, but exceedingly niggardly. Their acquaintance +had been scraped up yet a year back, when they had been by chance +travelling together on the same steamer to a suburban monastery, +and had begun a conversation. The clever, handsome Tamara; her +enigmatic, depraved smile; her entertaining conversation; her +modest manner of deporting herself, had captivated the notary. She +had even then marked down for herself this elderly man with +picturesque gray hair, with seigniorial manners; an erstwhile +jurisconsult and a man of good family. She did not tell him about +her profession--it pleased her rather to mystify him. She only +hazily, in a few words, hinted at the fact that she was a married +lady of the middle class; that she was unfortunate in domestic +life, since her husband was a gambler and a despot; and that even +by fate she was denied such a consolation as children. At parting +she refused to pass an evening with the notary, and did not want +to meet him; but then she allowed him to write to her--general +delivery, under a fictitious name. A correspondence commenced +between them, in which the notary flaunted his style and the +ardency of his feelings, worthy of the heroes of Paul Bourget. She +maintained the same withdrawn, mysterious tone. + +Then, being touched by the entreaties of the notary for a meeting, +she made an appointment in Prince Park; was charming, witty, and +languishing; but refused to go with him anywhere. + +So she tortured her adorer and skillfully inflamed within him the +last passion, which at times is stronger and more dangerous than +first love. Finally, this summer, when the family of the notary +had gone abroad, she decided to visit his rooms; and here for the +first time gave herself up to him with tears, with twinges of her +conscience, and at the same time with such ardour and tenderness, +that the poor secretary lost his head completely--was plunged +entirely into that senile love, which no longer knows either +reason or retrospect; which compels a man to lose the last thing-- +the fear of appearing ridiculous. + +Tamara was very sparing of her meetings. This inflamed her +impatient friend still more. She consented to receiving from him +bouquets of flowers, a modest breakfast in a suburban restaurant; +but indignantly refused all expensive presents, and bore herself +so skillfully and subtly, that the notary never got up the courage +to offer her money. When he once stammered out something about a +separate apartment and other conveniences, she looked him in the +eyes so intently, haughtily, and sternly, that he, like a boy, +turned red in his picturesque gray hairs, and kissed her hands, +babbling incoherent apologies. + +So did Tamara play with him, and feel the ground more and more +under her. She already knew now on what days the notary kept in +his fireproof iron safe especially large sums. However, she did +not hurry, fearing to spoil the business through clumsiness or +prematurity. + +And so right now this long expected day arrived; a great +contractors' fair had just ended, and all the notaries' offices +were transacting deals for enormous suras every day. Tamara knew +that the notary usually carried off the money to the bank on +Saturdays, in order to be perfectly free on Sunday. And for that +reason on Friday the notary received the following letter: + +"My dear, my adored King Solomon! Thy Shoilamite, thy girl of the +vineyard, greets thee with burning kisses ... Dear, to-day is a +holiday for me, and I am infinitely happy. To-day I am free, as +well as you. HE has gone away to Homel for twenty-four hours on +business matters, and I want to pass all the evening and ALL the +night in your place. Ah, my beloved! All my life I am ready to +pass on my knees before thee. I do not want to go anywhere. The +suburban road-houses and cabarets have bored me long ago. I want +you, only you ... you ... you alone. Await me, then, in the +evening, my joy, about ten-eleven-o'clock! Prepare a great +quantity of cold white wine, a canteloupe, and sugared chestnuts. +I am burning, I am dying from desire! It seems to me, I will tire +you out! I can not wait! My head is spinning around, my face +burning, and my hands as cold as ice. I embrace you. Thy +Valentina." + +That very same evening, about eleven o'clock, she artfully, +through conversation, led the notary into showing her his +fireproof safe; playing upon his odd, pecuniary vanity. Rapidly +gliding with her glance over the shelves and the movable boxes, +Tamara turned away with a skillfully executed yawn and said: + +"Fie, what a bore!" + +And, having embraced the notary's neck, she whispered with her +lips at his very ears, burning him with her hot breath: + +"Lock up this nastiness, my treasure! Let's go! .... Let's go! +..." + +And she was the first to go out into the dining room. + +"Come here, now, Volodya!" she cried out from there. "Come +quicker! I want wine and after that love, love, love without end! +... No! Drink it all, to the very bottom! Just as we will drain +our love to the very bottom today!" + +The notary clinked glasses with her and at one gulp drank off his +glass. Then he drew in his lips and remarked: + +"Strange ... The wine seems to be sort of bitter to-day." + +"Yes!" agreed Tamara and looked attentively at her lover. "This +wine is always the least bit bitter. For such is the nature of +Rhine wines..." + +"But to-day it's especially strong," said the notary. "No, thanks, +my dear--I don't want any more!" + +After five minutes he fell asleep, sitting in his chair; his head +thrown back against its back, and his lower jaw hanging down. +Tamara waited for some time and started to awaken him. He was +without motion. Then she took the lit candle, and, having placed +it on the window sill giving out upon the street, went out into +the entrance hall and began to listen, until she heard light steps +on the stairs. Almost without a sound she opened the door and let +in Senka, dressed like a real gentleman, with a brand new leather +hand-bag in his hands. + +"Ready?" asked the thief in a whisper. + +"He's sleeping," answered Tamara, just as quietly. "Look and here +are the keys." + +They passed together into the study with the fireproof safe. +Having looked over the lock with the aid of a flashlight, Senka +swore in a low voice: + +"The devil take him, the old animal! ... I just knew that it would +be a lock with a combination. Here you've got to know the letters +... It's got to be melted with electricity, and the devil knows +how much time it'll take." + +"It's not necessary," retorted Tamara hurriedly. "I know the word +... Pick it out: m-o-r-t-g-a-g-. Without the e." + +After ten minutes they descended the steps together; went in +purposely broken lines through several streets, hiring a cab to +the depot only in the old city; and rode out of the city with +irreproachable passports of citizens and landed proprietors--the +Stavnitzkys, man and wife. For a long time nothing was heard of +them until, a year later, Senka was caught in Moscow in a large +theft, and gave Tamara away during the interrogation. They were +both tried and sentenced to imprisonment. + +Following Tamara came the turn of the naive, trusting, and amorous +Verka. For a long time already she had been in love with a semi- +military man, who called himself a civic clerk in the military +department. His name was Dilectorsky. In their relations Verka was +the adoring party; while he, like an important idol, +condescendingly received the worship and the proffered gifts. Even +from the end of summer Verka noticed that her beloved was becoming +more and more cold and negligent; and, talking with her, was +dwelling in thought somewhere far, far away. She tortured herself, +was jealous, questioned him, but always received in answer some +indeterminate phrases, some ominous hints at a near misfortune, at +a premature grave ... + +In the beginning of September he finally confessed to her, that he +had embezzled official money, big money, something around three +thousand; and that after five days he would be checked up, and +that he, Dilectorsky, was threatened with disgrace, the court, and +finally, hard labour ... Here the civic clerk of the military +department burst into sobs, clasping his head, and exclaimed: + +"My poor mother! ... What will become of her? She will not be able +to sustain this degradation ... No! Death is a thousand times +better than these hellish tortures of a being guilty of naught." + +Although he was expressing himself, as always, in the style of the +dime novels (in which way he had mainly enticed the trusting +Verka), still, the theatrical thought of suicide, once arisen, no +longer forsook him. + +Somehow one day he was promenading for a long time with Verka in +Prince Park. Already greatly devastated by autumn, this wonderful +ancient park glistened and played with the magnificent tones of +the foliage, blossoming out into colours: crimson, purple, lemon, +orange and the deep cherry colour of old, settled wine; and it +seemed that the cold air was diffusing sweet odours, like precious +wine. And yet, a fine impress, a tender aroma of death, was wafted +from the bushes, from the grass, from the trees. + +Dilectorsky waxed tender; gave his feelings a free rein, was moved +over himself, and began to weep. Verka wept a bit with him, too. + +"To-day I will kill myself!" said Dilectorsky finally. "All is +over! ..." + +"My own, don't! ... My precious, don't! ..." + +"It's impossible," answered Dilectorsky sombrely. "The cursed +money! ... Which is dearer--honour or life?!" + +"My dear..." + +"Don't speak, don't speak, Annetta!" (He, for some reason, +preferred to the common name of Verka the aristocratic Annetta, +thought up by himself.) "Don't speak. This is decided!" + +"Oh, if only I could help you!" exclaimed Verka woefully. "Why, +I'd give my life away ... Every drop of blood! ..." + +"What is life?" Dilectorsky shook his head with an actor's +despondence. "Farewell, Annetta! ... Farewell! ..." + +The girl desperately began to shake her head: + +"I don't want it! ... I don't want it! ... I don't want it! ... +Take me! ... I'll go with you too! ..." + +Late in the evening Dilectorsky took a room in an expensive hotel. +He knew, that within a few hours, perhaps minutes, he and Verka +would be corpses; and for that reason, although he had in his +pocket only eleven kopecks, all in all, he gave orders sweepingly, +like a habitual, downright prodigal; he ordered sturgeon stew, +double snipes, and fruits; and, in addition to all this, coffee, +liqueurs and two bottles of frosted champagne. And he was in +reality convinced that he would shoot himself; but thought of it +somehow affectedly, as though admiring, a trifle from the side, +his tragic role; and enjoying beforehand the despair of his +relatives and the amazement of his fellow clerks. While Verka, +when she had suddenly said that she would commit suicide with her +beloved, had been immediately strengthened in this thought. And +there was nothing fearful to Verka in this impending death. "Well, +now, is it better to croak just so, under a fence? But here it's +together with your dearie! At least a sweet death! ..." And she +frantically kissed her clerk, laughed, and with dishevelled, curly +hair, with sparkling eyes, was prettier than she had ever been. + +The final triumphal moment arrived at last. + +"You and I have both enjoyed ourselves, Annetta ... We have +drained the cup to the bottom and now, to use an expression of +Pushkin's, must shatter the goblet!" said Dilectorsky. "You do not +repent, oh, my dear? ..." + +"No, no! ..." + +"Are you ready?" + +"Yes!" whispered she and smiled. + +"Then turn away to the wall and shut your eyes!" + +"No, no, my dearest, I don't want it so! ... I don't want it! Come +to me! There, so! Nearer, nearer.. Give me your eyes, I will be +gazing into them. Give me your lips--I will be kissing you, while +you... I am not afraid! ... Be braver! ... Kiss me harder! ..." + +He killed her; and when he looked upon the horrible deed of his +hands, he then suddenly felt a loathsome, abominable, abject fear. +The half-naked body of Verka was still quivering on the bed. The +legs of Dilectorsky gave in from horror; but the reason of a +hypocrite, coward and blackguard kept vigil: he did still have +spirit sufficient to stretch away at his side the skin over his +ribs, and to shoot through it. And when he was falling, +frantically crying out from pain, from fright, and from the +thunder of the shot, the last convulsion was running through the +body of Verka. + +While two weeks after the death of Verka, the naive, sportful, +meek, brawling Little White Manka perished as well. During one of +the general, clamourous brawls, usual in the Yamkas, in an +enormous affray, some one killed her, hitting her with a heavy +empty bottle over the head. And the murderer remained undiscovered +to the last. + +So rapidly did events take place in the Yamkas, in the house of +Emma Edwardovna; and well nigh not a one of its inmates escaped a +bloody, foul or disgraceful doom. + +The final, most grandiose, and at the same time most bloody +calamity was the devastation committed on the Yamkas by soldiers. + +Two dragoons had been short-changed in a rouble establishment, +beaten up, and thrown out at night into the street. Tom to pieces, +in blood, they returned to the barracks, where their comrades, +having begun in the morning, were still finishing up their +regimental holiday. And so, not half an hour passed, when a +hundred soldiers burst into the Yamkas and began to wreck house +after house. They were joined by an innumerable mob that gathered +on the run--men of the golden squad [Footnote: Zolotorotzi-a +subtle euphemism for cleaners of cesspools and carters of the +wealth contained therein.--trans.], ragamuffins, tramps, crooks, +souteneurs. The panes were broken in all the houses, and the grand +pianos smashed to smithereens. The feather beds were ripped open +and the down thrown out into the street; and yet for a long while +after--for some two days--the countless bits of down flew and +whirled over the Yamkas, like flakes of snow. The wenches, bare- +headed, perfectly naked, were driven out into the street. Three +porters were beaten to death. The rabble shattered, befouled, and +rent into pieces all the silk and plush furniture of Treppel. They +also smashed up all the neighbouring taverns and drink-shops, +while they were at it. + +The drunken, bloody, hideous slaughter continued for some three +hours; until the arrayed military authorities, together with the +fire company, finally suceeded in repulsing and scattering the +infuriated mob. Two half-rouble establishments were set on fire, +but the fire was soon put out. However, on the next day the tumult +again flared up; this time already over the whole city and its +environs. Altogether unexpectedly it took on the character of a +Jewish pogrom, which lasted for three days, with all its horrors +and miseries. + +And a week after followed the order of the governor-general about +the immediate shutting down of houses of prostitution, on the +Yamkas as well as other streets of the city. The proprietresses +were given only a week's time for the settlement of matters in +connection with their property. + +Annihilated, crushed, plundered; having lost all the glamour of +their former grandeur; ludicrous and pitiful, the aged, faded +proprietresses and fat-faced, hoarse housekeepers were hastily +packing up their things. And a month after only the name reminded +one of merry Yamskaya Street; of the riotous, scandalous, horrible +Yamkas. + +However, even the name of the street was soon replaced by another, +more respectable one, in order to efface even the memory of the +former unpardonable times. + +And all these Henriettas-Horses, Fat Kitties, Lelkas-Polecats and +other women--always naive and foolish, often touching and amusing, +in the majority of cases deceived and perverted children,--spread +through the big city, were dissolved within it. Out of them was +born a new stratum of society--a stratum of the strolling, street +prostitutes--solitaries. And about their life, just as pitiful and +incongruous, but tinged by other interests and customs, the author +of this novel--which he still dedicates to youths and mothers-- +will some time tell. + +THE END + + + + + +The Project Gutenberg Etext of Yama (The Pit), by Alexandra Kuprin +*******This file should be named ymapt10.txt or ymapt10.zip******* + +Corrected EDITIONS of our etexts get a new NUMBER, ymapt11.txt +VERSIONS based on separate sources get new LETTER, ymapt10a.txt + +Produced by Robert Rowe, Charles Franks +and the Online Distributed Proofreading Team. + +More information about this book is at the top of this file. + +We are now trying to release all our etexts one year in advance +of the official release dates, leaving time for better editing. +Please be encouraged to tell us about any error or corrections, +even years after the official publication date. + +Please note neither this listing nor its contents are final til +midnight of the last day of the month of any such announcement. +The official release date of all Project Gutenberg Etexts is at +Midnight, Central Time, of the last day of the stated month. 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