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- SONS OF THE MORNING
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-Title: Sons of the Morning
-Author: Eden Phillpotts
-Release Date: September 14, 2014 [EBook #46857]
-Language: English
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-*** START OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK SONS OF THE MORNING ***
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-Produced by Al Haines.
-
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-
-
-
- SONS
- OF THE MORNING
-
-
- BY
-
- EDEN PHILLPOTTS
-
-
-
- W. J. GAGE & COMPANY LIMITED
- TORONTO.
-
-
-
-
- Entered according to Act of Parliament of Canada,
- in the office of the Minister of Agriculture,
- by W. J. GAGE & Co. (Limited), in the year
- one thousand nine hundred.
-
-
-
- *BY THE SAME AUTHOR*
-
- CHILDREN OF THE MIST
- LYING PROPHETS
- SOME EVERYDAY FOLKS
- THE HUMAN BOY
-
-
-
-
- TO
- MY VALUED FRIEND
-
- WILLIAM MORRIS COLLES
-
- A SMALL TRIBUTE OF
- GREAT REGARD
-
-
-
-
- *CONTENTS*
-
- *BOOK I.*
-
-CHAPTER
-
- I. The Beech Tree
- II. Bear Down Farm
- III. A Wise Man and a Wise Woman
- IV. The Kiss
- V. Pagan Altars
- VI. Anthemis Cotula
- VII. A Badger's Earth
- VIII. Out of the Mist
- IX. The Warning
- X. Three Angry Maids
- XI. Partings
- XII. The Definite Deed
- XIII. Snow on Scor Hill
- XIV. The Wisdom of Dr. Clack
- XV. Sun Dance
- XVI. A Shelf of Slate
- XVII. Spring on Scor Hill
- XVIII. Roses and Rosettes
-
-
- *BOOK II.*
-
- I. The Seeds
- II. Cherry Grepe's Sins
- III. A Secret
- IV. The Wisdom of Many
- V. In Spring Moonlight
- VI. Sorrow's Face
- VII. Plots against an Orphan
- VIII. A Necklace of Birds' Eggs
- IX. An Old-time Prescription
- X. Oil of Man
- XI. A Clean Breast of it
- XII. Light
-
-
- *BOOK III.*
-
- I. Vanessa Io
- II. The Meeting of the Men
- III. Flags in the Wind
- IV. Drifting
- V. A Hunting Morning
- VI. Love of Man
- VII. Lapses
- VIII. The Round Robin
- IX. Red Dawn
- X. A Man of Courage
- XI. The Road to Peace
- XII. Peace
- XIII. A Sound of Suffering
- XIV. From Words to Blows
- XV. Watern Tor
- XVI. Threnody
-
- *BOOK IV.*
-
- I. The Passage of Two Years
- II. No After-glow
-
-
-
-
- *BOOK I.*
-
-
-
- *SONS OF THE MORNING*
-
-
- *CHAPTER I.*
-
- *THE BEECH TREE*
-
-
-Above unnumbered sisters she arose, an object noteworthy even amid these
-aisles, where, spun from the survival of the best endowed, fabrics of
-ancient forest enveloped the foot-hills of the Moor and belted heather
-and granite with great woodlands. A dapple of dull silver marked her
-ascension and glimmered upwards through the masses of her robe. From
-noble girth of moss-grown trunk she sprang; her high top was full of a
-silky summer song; while sunbeams played in the meshes of her million
-leaves and cascades of amber light, born from her ripening harvest,
-streamed over the dark foliage. She displayed in unusual perfection the
-special symmetry of her kind, stood higher than her neighbours, and
-fretted the blue above with pinnacles of feathering arborescence, whose
-last, subtle expression, at that altitude, escaped the eye. Her midmost
-boughs tended from the horizontal gradually downward, and the nether
-branches, rippling to earth like a waterfall, fashioned a bower or
-music-making dome of translucent green around about the bole. Within
-this arbour the roots twisted down their dragon shapes into the dark,
-sweet-scented earth, and fortified the beech against all winds that
-blew. So she stood, queen of the wold, a creation loved by song-birds,
-a treasure-house for squirrels, pigeons, and the pheasants that, at
-autumn-time, strutted gorgeous in the copper lake of her fallen leaves.
-Beneath her now, cool and moist in twilight of shadows, grew delicate
-melampyre that brought light into the herbage, stood the wan
-seed-vessels of bygone bluebells, and trailed grasses, with other soft,
-etiolate things that had never known direct sunshine. The pale trunk
-was delicately wrought with paler lichens, splashed and circled upon its
-bark; while mossy boulders of granite, lying scattered within the
-circumference of the tree's vastness, completed this modest harmony of
-grey and silver, lemon and shadowed green.
-
-Woodland roads wound at hand, and in a noontide hour of late July these
-paths were barred and flooded with golden sunlight; were flanked by
-trunks of gnarled oak and wrinkled ash; were bridged with the far-flung
-limbs of the former, whereon trailed and intertwined festoons of ivy and
-wreaths of polypody fern that mingled with tree mosses. Through this
-spacious temple, seen under avenues of many a pillar, sparkled falling
-water where the sisters Teign, their separate journeys done, murmured
-together and blended their crystal at an ancient bridge. Henceforth
-these two streams sweep under hanging woods of larch and pine, by
-meadows, orchards, homesteads, through the purple throat of oak and
-fir-crowned Fingle, and so onwards, by way of open vales, to their
-sad-coloured, heron-haunted estuary. Hand in hand they run, here moving
-a mill-wheel, there bringing sweet water to a hamlet, and ever singing
-their changeful song. The melody of them deepens, from its first baby
-prattle at springs in Sittaford's stony bosom, to the riotous roar of
-waterfalls below; lulls, from the music reverberated in stony gorges, to
-a whisper amid unechoing valleys and most placid pasture lands. Finally
-salt winds with solemn message from the sea welcome Teign; and mewing of
-gulls on shining mud-flats; and the race and ripple of the tides, who
-joyfully bring the little stream to that great Lover of all rivers.
-
-Leading from dingles on the eastern bank to interspaces of more open
-glades beside the great beech tree, a bridge, fashioned of oak saplings,
-still clothed with bark and ash-coloured lichen, crossed the river; and,
-at this sunlit moment, a woman stood upon it and a man shook the frail
-structure from his standpoint on the bank. His purpose was to alarm the
-maiden if he could; but she only laughed, and hastened across
-sure-footed.
-
-Honor Endicott was two-and-twenty; of tall, slight habit, and a healthy,
-brown complexion. Her face betrayed some confusion of characteristics.
-In repose the general effect suggested melancholy; but this expression
-vanished when her eyes were lighted with laughter or her lips parted in
-a smile. Then the sad cast of her features wholly disappeared and, as
-the sky wakes at dawn or sunset, Honor was transfigured. A beholder
-carried from her not the impression of her more usual reserve, but the
-face, with its rather untidy black hair, pale brown eyes and bright lips
-all smile-lighted. Happily she laughed often, from no vain
-consciousness of her peculiar charm, but because she possessed the gift
-of a humorous disposition, in the modern acceptation of that word, and
-found the world, albeit lonely and not devoid of grey days, yet well
-stored with matter for laughter. This sense, than which heredity--that
-godmother, half fairy, half fiend--can bestow no better treasure on man
-or woman, kept the world sweet for Honor. Her humour was no paltry
-idiosyncrasy of mere joy in the ridiculous; but rather a quality that
-helped her to taking of large views, that lent a sense of just
-proportion in affairs, that tended to tolerance and leavened with
-charity her outlook on all things. It also served to brighten and
-better an existence, not indeed unhappy, but unusually lonely for a
-young woman.
-
-She held up a pretty brown hand, and shook her head at the man.
-
-"Christopher," she said, "supposing that your bridge had broken, and I
-had tumbled in?"
-
-"I should have saved you, without doubt--a delicious experience."
-
-"For you. What a subject for a romance: you, the last of your line; I,
-the last of mine, being swept to death by old Teign! And my farm would
-be desolate, and your woods and hills and ancestral hall, all bundled
-wretchedly into Chancery, or some such horrid place."
-
-"On the contrary, I save you; I rescue you at great personal peril, and
-we join hands and lands, and live happily ever afterwards."
-
-"There's a heron! You frightened him with your folly."
-
-The great bird ascended from a shallow, trailed his thin legs over the
-water, then gathered speed, rose clear, steered with heavy and laborious
-flight amid overhanging boughs, and sought a lonelier hunting-ground
-elsewhere.
-
-"Brutes! I always walk right on top of them when I'm not carrying my
-gun. I hate to think of the number of young trout they eat."
-
-"Plenty left to grow big and be caught all the same," said Honor, as she
-peeped down to watch grey shadows, that sped up stream at sight of her
-and set little sandclouds rising under the clear water where they
-flashed away.
-
-"Nothing like a Devon trout in the world, I think," she added. "I
-caught a half-pounder in the Wallabrook last night, just at the end of
-the evening rise, with that fly, like a 'woolly bear' caterpillar, you
-gave me."
-
-Christopher Yeoland nodded, well pleased. He was a broad and tall young
-man of thirty, and he walked through woods and beside waters that had
-belonged to his family for years without count. Ardent in some things,
-sanguine in all, and unconquerably lazy, he had entered the world to
-find it entirely a problem. Succeeding upon several generations of
-shiftless and unpractical ancestors--men of like metal with himself--he
-stood the penniless possessor of a corner of Devon wherein Nature had
-exhausted her loving resources. He clung to the involved home of his
-fathers, and dreamed of retrieving the desperate position some day. He
-lived an open-air life, and spun courses of action, quite majestic in
-their proportions, for the succour and restoration of his property; but
-the taking of a definite step in any direction seemed beyond his powers.
-In theory he swept to action and achievement, and, if words could have
-done it, Godleigh had been freed from all encumbrance thrice in every
-week; but practically Christopher appeared content to live from hand to
-mouth at his old manor house, to keep one horse in the huge stables, two
-dogs in the kennels, a solitary old woman and one man in his echoing and
-empty house, where, aforetime, more than half a score of folk had
-bustled away their busy lives.
-
-Godleigh, or Godbold's Leigh, as it was first called after its earliest
-Norman owner, may be identified among the Domesday manors of Devon; but
-it is almost beyond parallel to find possessions descending through a
-line of commoners so unbroken as in this case. To Yeoland's ancestors,
-none of whom had ever been ennobled, this place accrued soon after 1300
-A.D., during the reign of the second Edward; but since that period the
-original estate had been shorn of many acres, and sad subdivisions and
-relinquishments from century to century were also responsible for its
-diminution. Now hill and valley immediately around Godleigh, together
-with those tracts upon which stood the village and church of Little
-Silver, with sundry outlying farms, were all that survived of the former
-domain, and even these pined under heavy mortgages held by remote
-money-lending machines with whom Christopher's father had been much
-concerned throughout the years of his later life. The present old
-fifteenth-century house, built on foundations far more ancient, peeped,
-with grey mullioned windows and twisted chimneys, from forest of pine on
-a noble hill under the eastern ramparts of Dartmoor. Granite crowned
-this elevation, and Teign turned about, like a silver ribbon, far
-beneath it.
-
-Here the last of his line passed with Honor Endicott beside the river,
-and she mourned presently that the sole care of such noble woods rested
-with the Mother only, and that never a forester came to remove the dead
-or clear overgrowth of brake and thicket.
-
-"Nature's so untidy," said Honor.
-
-"She is," Yeoland admitted, "and she takes her own time, which seems
-long from our point of view. But then there's no pay-day for her, thank
-God. She doesn't turn up on Saturdays for the pieces of silver and bite
-them suspiciously, like some of your farm folk you lent to help save my
-hay last week; and she consumes all her own rubbish, which is a thing
-beyond human ingenuity."
-
-This man and woman had known each other from early youth, and were now
-left by Chance in positions curiously similar; for Honor Endicott was
-also an orphan, also came of ancient Devon stock, and also found her
-patrimony of Bear Down Farm--a large property on the fringe of the Moor
-and chiefly under grass--somewhat of a problem. It was unencumbered,
-but hungered for the spending of money. Concerning the Endicotts, who
-had dwelt there for many generations, it need only be said that they
-were of yeoman descent, dated from Tudor times, and had of late, like
-many a kindred family all England over, sunk from their former estate to
-the capacity of working farmers.
-
-Honor, who had enjoyed educational privileges as a result of some
-self-denial on the part of both of her parents, now reigned mistress at
-"Endicott's," as Bear Down Farm was commonly called. At first sovereign
-power proved a source of pleasure; now, blunted by nearly a year of
-experience, her rule occasioned no particular delight.
-
-Presently Christopher led his companion beside the great beech and
-pointed to a leafy tent beneath it.
-
-"Come into my parlour! I found this delicious place yesterday, and I
-said to myself, 'Mistress Endicott may take pleasure in such a spot as
-this.' Here will we sit--among the spiders with bodies like peas and
-legs like hairs; and I'll make you laugh."
-
-"It's late, Christopher."
-
-"Never too late to laugh. Just half one little hour. What are thirty
-minutes to two independent people who 'toil not, neither do they
-spin'--nor even knit, like your uncle? There--isn't it jolly
-comfortable? Wish the upholstery on some of my old-world furniture was
-as complete. By the way, you know that sofa thing with dachshund legs
-and a general convulsed look about it, as though the poor wretch had
-been stuffed with something that was not suiting it? Well, Doctor Clack
-says that it's worth fifty pounds! But he's such a sanguine brute. Yet
-this granite, with its moss cushions, is softer than my own easy chair.
-There are no such springs as Nature's. Look at heather, or a tree
-branch in a gale of wind, or a----"
-
-"Now don't begin again about Nature, Christo; you've talked of nothing
-else since we started. Make me laugh if I'm to stop another minute."
-
-"Well, I will. I was looking through some musty old odds and ends in
-our muniment-room last night and reading about my forefathers. And they
-did put me so much in mind of the old governor. Such muddlers--always
-procrastinating and postponing and giving way, and looking at life
-through the wrong end of the telescope."
-
-"I've heard my father say that Mr. Yeoland was such a man."
-
-"Yes; and money! He never paid anything in his life but the debt of
-Nature, dear old chap; and if he could have found a way to make Nature
-take something in the pound, he'd be here pouring his wisdom into my
-ears yet."
-
-"We're all bankrupts to her, I suppose."
-
-"He only made one enemy in all his long life; and that was himself."
-
-Christopher reflected a moment, then laughed and drew a paper from his
-pocket.
-
-"That reminds me of what I set out on. We are most of us Yeolands much
-like the governor. As I tell you, I rummaged in the archives to kill an
-hour, and found some remarkably ancient things, ought to send them to
-Exeter Museum, or somewhere; only it's such a bother. Couldn't help
-laughing, though it was a sort of Sardinian chuckle--on the wrong side
-of my face. We're always yielding up, or ceding, or giving away, or
-losing something. Here's a scrap I copied from a paper dated 1330.
-Listen!"
-
-He smoothed his screed, looked to see that Honor was attending, then
-read:--
-
-"'Simon de Yeolandde, s. of John Geoffrey de Yeolandde, gives to Bernard
-Faber and Alice his wife his tenement at Throwle'--that's Throwley, of
-course '_i.e._ my hall and my orchard called Cridland Barton, and my
-herb garden, and my piece of land south of my hall, and my piece of land
-north of my hall as far as Cosdonne, and the reversion of the dowry his
-mother Dyonisia holds.' There--the grammar is rocky, but the meaning
-clear enough. Here's another--in 1373. 'Aylmer Yeolande'--we'd given
-away one of our 'd's' by that time, you see--'Aylmer Yeolande releases
-to William Corndone 4*d.* (four pence) of annual rent, and to Johanna
-Wordel all his right in the hundred of Exemynster.' And here's just one
-more; then I'll shut up. In 1500 I find this: 'Suit between Dennys
-Yeolandde'--we'd got our 'd' back again for a while--'Gentleman, of
-Godbold's Leigh, and Jno. Prouze, Knight, of Chaggeforde, as to right of
-lands in Waye and Aller--excepting only 12*s.* (twelve shillings) of
-chief rent, which Dennys Yeolandde hath; and the right of comyn of
-pasture.' Of course my kinsman went to the wall, for the next entry
-shows him climbing down and yielding at every point to the redoubtable
-Sir John. We're always fighting the Prouzes, and generally getting the
-worst of it. Then their marriage settlements! Poor love-stricken
-souls, they would have given their silly heads away, like everything
-else, if they could have unscrewed them!"
-
-"So would you," said Honor Endicott. "You laugh at them; but you're a
-Yeoland to the marrow in your bones--one of the old, stupid sort."
-
-"I believe I must be. The sixteenth and seventeenth century chaps were
-made of harder stuff, and went to the wars and got back much that their
-fathers had lost. They built us into a firm folk again from being a
-feeble; but of late we're thrown back to the old slack-twisted stock, I
-fear."
-
-"That's atavism," declared Honor learnedly.
-
-"Whew! What a word for a pretty mouth!"
-
-"I was taught science of a milk-and-water sort at school."
-
-"Smother science! Look at me, Honor, and tell me when you're going to
-answer my question. 'By our native fountains and our kindred gods'; by
-all we love in common, it's time you did. A thousand years at least
-I've waited, and you such a good sportswoman where other things are
-concerned. How can you treat a Christian man worse than you'd treat a
-fish?"
-
-She looked at his handsome, fair face, and lost sight of the small chin
-and mouth before a broad, sun-tanned forehead, curly hair, and blue
-eyes.
-
-"You knew the answer, Christo, or you'd never have been so patient."
-
-"On the contrary, how can I know? I hang on in a storm of agony."
-
-"You look a miserable wretch enough--such a furrowed cheek--such a
-haggard gleam in your eyes."
-
-"I say, now! Of course I don't wear my heart on my sleeve, or my awful
-suspense upon my face. No, I hide my sufferings, go on shaving and
-putting on my best clothes every Sunday, and worshipping in church and
-carrying the plate, and all the rest of the dreary round. Only the
-sunrises know of all I endure. But once refuse, and you'll see what
-despair can drive a man to; say 'No' and I fling everything up and go
-off to Australia, where lives the last relation I've got in the
-world--an old gentleman in the 'back blocks,' or some such dismal
-place."
-
-"You must not dream of that. Men have to work there."
-
-"Then you'll do the only thing to stop me from such an awful fate?
-You'll take me for better for worse? You'll join your fat lands to my
-lean ones? You'll----"
-
-"Don't," she said, rather bitterly, "don't laugh at me and mine in the
-midst of a proposal of marriage. Somehow it makes my blood run cold,
-though I'm not sentimental. Yet marriage--even with you--has a serious
-side. I want to think how serious. We can't go on laughing for ever."
-
-"Why not? You know the summing-up of a very wise man after he'd devoted
-his life to philosophy? Nothing is new, and nothing is true, and nothing
-matters. God bless my own--very own little brown mouse of an Honor!
-Somehow I had a sneaking hope all along that you would say 'Yes'!"
-
-"I haven't yet."
-
-"Kiss me, and don't quibble at a moment like this. You haven't kissed me
-since you were fifteen."
-
-But Honor's humour for once deserted her. She tried to conjure thoughts
-proper to the moment and magnify its solemnity; she made an effort, in
-some measure pathetic, to feel more than she really felt.
-
-"You'll be wise, clearest Christo; you'll think of me and love me always
-and----"
-
-"Anything--anything but work for you, sweet," he said, hugging her to
-himself, and kissing her with a boy's rapture.
-
-"Oh, Christopher, don't say that!"
-
-"Then I won't; I'll even work, if you can steel yourself to the thought
-of such a spectacle as Christo labouring with a sense of duty--like an
-ant with a grain of corn. God bless and bless and bless your dear
-little warm heart and body, and soft hair and eyes and everything! Work
-for you! You wait and see."
-
-"I knew this was coming," she said a little drearily. "Ever so long ago
-I saw it coming and heard it coming. And I rehearsed my part over and
-over. Yet the thing itself is an anti-climax, Christo. I should have
-said 'Yes' the second time you asked me."
-
-"The first time, my pearl."
-
-"Perhaps so. It's like flat cider now."
-
-"Don't say that. We've been courting continuously, if you look back,
-ever since we were children. Then you had dear little tails down your
-back--two of them--and I used to get you birds' eggs and other useful
-things. When will you marry me, sweetheart?"
-
-"Oh, I don't know," said Honor. "When I can afford a cake."
-
-But there was a tear in her eye that he did not see.
-
-"There speaks again my own brave, heroic Honor! We will have a cake; but
-why should you pay for it?"
-
-"I must--there's nobody else to do so. You can't. Come, it is time, and
-more than time, that I went home."
-
-"Wait," he said; "on a great, historic occasion like the present one
-marks the day with a white stone. This spot is henceforward sacred to
-every subsequent Yeoland or Endicott. It may become the shrine of
-family pilgrimages. So I'll set a true lover's knot upon this venerable
-beech bole, together with the initials H.E.--that's God's feminine
-masterpiece--and C.A.Y.--that's Christopher Aylmer Yeoland--not a divine
-inspiration, I grant you; but a worthy, harmless child of Nature, taking
-him all round. Hark to my best-loved poet:--
-
- 'And in the rind of every comely tree
- I'll carve thy name, and in that name kisse thee.'"
-
-
-He cut and chattered; then, his work completed, bid Honor inspect the
-conventional bow with their united initials staring white and naked from
-the bark.
-
-"Nature will tone it down and make it pretty later on," he said.
-
-"I hope she will make you wise later on."
-
-They departed then and wandered upward by a woodland track to Godleigh.
-His arm was round her; her head rested against his shoulder, and her
-spirits rose a little. They laughed together, each at the other's slight
-fancies; and then a vision of death met them. In a glade beside the
-way, where honeysuckle hung pale lamps about the altar of sacrifice,
-appeared a fallen cloud of feathers that warmed from grey to
-golden-green. There a hawk had slain a woodpecker, and nothing remained
-of the victim save the under-down and plumage, with his upper mandible
-and a scattered feather or two from his crimson crest.
-
-"That's unlucky," said Honor.
-
-"Very--for the bird," admitted Christopher. "Poor beggar--I'm sorry. I
-like the green woodpeckers. They've such a sense of humour, and love a
-laugh as well as I do myself."
-
-
-
-
- *CHAPTER II.*
-
- *BEAR DOWN FARM*
-
-
-The lovers passed through Godleigh, and then, entering the main road
-that ran from Little Silver to those high regions above it, pursued
-their way by Devonshire lanes whose lofty hedge-banks shut out all view
-of the grass lands extending upon each side. Here and there, however,
-gates opened into the hayfields, and from one, where two of Honor's
-ricks were slowly rising, came hum of voices. The scene was set in
-silver-green wisps of hay; a sweet scent clung to the air; two horses
-rested on the shady side of the rick; an elm or two whispered into the
-haze of summer; and, hard by, sat above half a dozen persons taking
-their midday meal under the hedge. Speech was hushed; the nearest men
-touched their hats, and a girl dropped a curtsey as Honor walked by at
-discreet distance from young Yeoland. And then, upon their passing, the
-haymakers broke into a new subject with ready tongue.
-
-A man, smartly attired and apparently not of the working party, winked
-as Christopher and his lady moved out of sight.
-
-"'Tis a case for sartain sure," he said.
-
-"Have been this many a day, if you ax me," answered a young woman near
-him. She wore a sun-bonnet of faded blue, and a brown dress dragged up
-to her belt on one side over a rusty red petticoat.
-
-"They've been tinkering arter each other ever since I can mind, an' I be
-nineteen," she added.
-
-Another spoke. He was a tall labourer, clad in earth-colour, with a big
-nose, a long neck, large, sun-blistered ears, and black hair.
-
-"Might be a happy thing belike," he said; and to him a smaller man
-replied--a man whose bristly beard was nearly grey, whose frowning, dark
-eyes and high, discontented forehead promised little amiability.
-
-"'A happy thing'! A happy fiddlestick, Henry Collins! Godleigh's
-sea-deep in debt, an' so much a land of the Jews as Jerusalem's self, by
-all accounts. An' missis--better her bide a maid all her days than marry
-him, I reckon. She's a jewel tu precious for the likes of that
-gude-for-nothing. An' I've my doubts, but--Sally, give awver, will 'e,
-an' remember you'm a grawed gal!"
-
-This sudden exhortation Mr. Jonah Cramphorn cast at his daughter, the
-maiden who had first spoken; and necessity for such rebuke appeared in
-the fact that Sally, a ripe and plump damsel, with red lips, grey eyes
-and corn-coloured hair, was now pelting the youth beside her with hay,
-while he returned the compliment as best he could.
-
-Gregory Libby, in his well-fitting garments with neat gaiters and cap to
-match, though formerly a worker, enjoyed holiday to-day for reasons now
-to appear. He was a mean type of man, with sandy locks, a slight
-hare-lip, and a low forehead; but to Sally's eyes these defects were not
-apparent. Mr. Libby could sing charming songs, and within the past week
-he was richer by a legacy of five hundred pounds. On the previous day
-he had come back from London to Little Silver, and now, still putting
-off his return to work, stood among the folk of Bear Down and posed as a
-person of some consequence. Sally's conduct woke indignation elsewhere
-than in her father's breast. Mr. Henry Collins glared at the grey
-figure of Gregory. The big-nosed man was a new hand at Bear Down; but
-one fortnight in the company of Sally had served to enslave Henry's
-maiden heart. He was in love with Miss Cramphorn, but thus far had
-hidden his secret.
-
-Beside the rising hayrick, sitting in sunshine with his face to the
-others, an old, bald labourer ate bread and onions and drank from a
-little cider barrel. His countenance showed a marvellous network of
-wrinkles; his scant hair, reduced to tufts above his ears, was very
-white; his whiskers were also white, and his eyes, blue as the summer
-sky, wore an expression of boyish frankness. His small, clean-shaved
-mouth was pursed like a young child's.
-
-"'Tis pity," he said, resuming the former topic, "'tis pity as missis
-can't find a way to mate wi' her cousin, Maister Myles Stapledon, him
-what be comin' to pay a visit presently. A snug man they say, an' a
-firm-footed--solid every way in fact. I mind last time he comed
-here--more'n ten year ago. A wise young youth even then."
-
-"Ban't purty Miss Endicott's sort by the sound of un," said Gregory
-Libby; then, accepting a drink of cider from a horn mug which Sally
-brought him, he drew forth a cigar from a yellow leather case. This he
-presently lighted, marched about, and puffed with great show of
-satisfaction, not oblivious to the attention he attracted.
-
-"A strange fashion way to take tobacco," said the ancient, who was
-called Churdles Ash.
-
-"So it is then," assented Mr. Cramphorn; "an' what's more, I ban't
-gwaine to allow 'tis a fit an' proper way of smokin' for the likes of
-him. What's five hunderd pound when all's said?"
-
-"'Twill blamed soon be five hunderd pence, if the man's gwaine to
-broadcast it away 'pon fantastic machines like them, as awnly
-gentlefolks have any business with," said Samuel Pinsent, another
-labourer, who passed for a great wit, chiefly by reason of a
-Merry-Andrew power to pull remarkable faces. He was a red man with weak
-eyes; and his fellows alleged him impervious to all feminine
-attractions.
-
-"For Sundays an' high rejoicings a cigar may pass now an' again," argued
-Henry Collins. "Not as I'm saying a word for Greg Libby," he added in
-violent haste, as he caught Sally's eye. "He'm a puny twoad an' always
-was--brass or no brass. What do the likes of him want wi' stiff collars
-'pon week-days? Let un go back to his job, which was hedge-tacking, an'
-not done tu well neither, most times."
-
-"He'm the monkey as have seed the world," said old Ash, lighting a black
-pipe and crossing his hands over his stomach.
-
-Mr. Collins mopped his forehead, and looked up from where he sat. Then
-he tightened the leather thongs that fastened in his trousers below the
-knees and answered as he did so--
-
-"Seed the world! Him! I knaw what he seed. He seed a cheap tailor in
-the Edgware Road, Paddington way; an' he seed a wicked back street or
-two; an' no doubt a theayter----"
-
-"That'll do, if you please, Henery," said Mr. Cramphorn. "Me an' Ash, as
-weern't born essterday, can guess all the rest. I ban't in nature
-suspicious----"
-
-Then in his turn Jonah was interrupted.
-
-"Ess fay, you be, my son," declared Mr. Ash.
-
-"Anyway," answered the parent, darkly scowling, "I see my darter pulling
-eyes at the fule an' I won't stand it--wouldn't for twice five hunderd
-pound."
-
-"No need to fright yourself," said Churdles Ash, shaking his head.
-"Libby's not a marryin' man--tu selfish to marry while his auld mother's
-alive to slave for him an' kiss the ground he walks on. Besides,
-there's your other darter--Margery. He'm so set 'pon wan as t'other;
-but 'tis all philandering, not business."
-
-"He'll end by havin' a sore back anyways if I see much more of it.
-Sally to marry him indeed! Shaw me a purtier gal than Sally this side
-Exeter an' I'll give 'e a gawlden sovereign!"
-
-"An' I'll give 'e another!" declared Mr. Collins.
-
-At this moment Jonah's second daughter, together with one Mrs. Loveys,
-housekeeper at Bear Down, appeared. The latter was an ample, elderly
-widow. She had a capacious bosom, bare arms, and a most kindly face.
-Her late husband, Timothy Loveys, after a lifetime of service at
-Endicott's, passed within a year of his master; and upon his death Mr.
-Cramphorn had won promotion and was now head man. As for Margery, a
-thin, long-faced girl, cast in mould more fragile than her sister, she
-worked as dairymaid at the farm. She too was personable, but her
-slimmer contour, reserved manner, and sharp tongue contrasted ill, in
-masculine opinion, with Sally's physical exuberance and good temper.
-
-The women who now came to fetch empty utensils and baskets stayed
-awhile, and Mrs. Loveys asked a question.
-
-"An' what for be you offerin' gawlden sovereigns so free, Henry
-Collins?" she inquired with a side glance.
-
-"To find a purtier maiden than Sally, ma'am."
-
-Margery laughed and blushed, with her eyes on Mr. Libby.
-
-"What about missis?" she asked.
-
-"Missis," answered Jonah, "be a lady. She'm built on a different
-pattern, though with like material. No disrespect to her, as I'd shed
-my life's blood for, but the differ'nce betwixt she an' my Sally's the
-differ'nce betwixt sunlight an' moonlight."
-
-"Between a wind-flower an' a butivul, full-blawed cabbage rose,"
-hazarded Mr. Collins.
-
-"Yet theer's them as would liefer have the windflower," said Margery,
-who secretly believed herself very like her mistress, and dressed as
-near to Honor as she dared. Mrs. Loveys nodded approval of this
-statement; Mr. Cramphorn stoutly questioned it.
-
-"What d'you say, Churdles?" asked Pinsent; "or be you tu auld to call
-home the maids you felt kind-like towards in last century when you was
-full o' sap?"
-
-"I say 'tis time to go to work," replied Mr. Ash, who never answered a
-question involving difference of opinion between his friends. "Come,
-Collins, 'Thirty Acres' to finish 'fore sundown, an' theer's full work
-'pon it yet! An' you, Tommy Bates; you fall to sharpenin' the knives
-for the cutter, this minute!"
-
-He rose, walked with spreading feet and bent back across the road, then
-dipped down into a great field on the other side. There lay a
-machine-mower at the edge of the shorn hay, to the nakedness of which
-still rippled a russet ocean of standing grass. Colourless light passed
-in great waves over it; the lavender of knautias, together with
-too-frequent gold of yellow rattle, flashed in it; and the great
-expanse, viewed remotely, glowed with dull fire of seeding sorrels.
-Above, danced butterflies; within, the grasshoppers maintained a
-ceaseless stridulation; and soon the silvery knives were again purring
-at the cool heart of the undergreen, while ripe grassheads, flowers,
-sweet clovers, tottered and fell together in shining lines, where
-Churdles Ash, most just embodiment of Father Time, pursued his way,
-perched aloft behind two old horses. At each corner the jarring ceased
-a moment, and the old man's thin voice addressed his steeds; then an
-angle was turned, and he tinkled on again under the dancing heat.
-Elsewhere Tommy Bates prepared another knife, and sharpened its
-shark-like teeth with a file; Pinsent brought up a load of hay from a
-further field; Cramphorn ascended one rick, and took the harvest from
-the forks; while Sally and Collins turned the drying grasses at hand,
-and pursued the business of tossing them with dexterity begotten from
-long practice. Mr. Libby crept about in the near neighbourhood of the
-girl, but conscious that Jonah, from the high vantage of the rick, kept
-sharp eyes upon her, adventured no horseplay, and merely complimented
-her under his breath upon her splendid arms.
-
-
-Meanwhile, Christopher Yeoland had seen Honor to her home and so
-departed.
-
-Bear Down lay in the centre of hay lands immediately beneath the Moor.
-Above it stretched the heather-clad undulations of Scor Hill, and
-beneath subtended forest-hidden slopes. The farm itself was approached
-through a little avenue of sycamores, whose foliage, though it fell and
-turned to sere, black-spotted death sadly early in most autumns, yet
-made dimpled play of cool shadow through summer days on the great
-whitewashed barn beneath it. Then, through a grass-grown yard and the
-foundations of vanished buildings, one reached a duck-pond set in
-rhododendrons, and a little garden. The house itself was a patchwork of
-several generations, and its main fabric stood in shape of a carpenter's
-mitre, whose inner faces fronted east and south. Each portion had its
-proper entrance, and that pertaining to the frontage which faced dawn
-was of the seventeenth century. Here a spacious granite doorway stood,
-on one side of whose portal there appeared the initials "J.E.", set in a
-shield and standing for one John Endicott, who had raised this stout
-pile in the past; while on the other, a date, 1655, indicated the year
-of its erection. The fabric that looked southwards was of a later
-period, yet each matched with the other well enough, and time, with the
-eternal mists of the Moor for his brush, already began to paint modern
-stone and slate into tune with the harmonious warmth of the more ancient
-wing. Behind the farmhouse were huddled a dairy, outbuildings, and
-various erections, that made fair medley of rusty red tile, warm brown
-wood-stack, and silver thatch. A little lawn rolled away from the
-granite walls of the farm front, and the parterres, spread snugly in the
-angle of the building, were set with rough quartz and gay under
-old-world flowers. Here throve in many-coloured, many-scented joy
-martagon lilies--pale, purple, and lemon--dark monkshoods,
-sweet-williams, sweet-sultans, lavender, great purple poppies,
-snapdragons, pansies, stocks, and flaming marigolds. Along the
-streamlet, coaxed hither from Scor Hill to feed the farm, grew ferns and
-willow-herbs, wild geraniums of varied sorts, wood strawberries, orpine,
-and other country folks. The garden was a happy hunting-ground for
-little red calves, who wandered bleating about it in the mists of early
-morning; and for poultry, who laid their eggs in thickets of flowers,
-scratched up dust-baths in the beds, and hatched out many a clutch of
-chicks or ducklings under sheltered corners. Against the weathered
-forehead of its seventeenth-century wing Endicott's displayed an ancient
-cherry tree that annually shook forth umbels of snowy blossom about the
-casements, and, later, jewelled these granite walls or decorated the
-venerable inscription on the lintel with ruby-red fruit seen twinkling
-through green leaves. Elsewhere ivy and honeysuckle and everlasting pea
-climbed on a wooden trellis, and in one sheltered nook stood a syringa
-and a great japonica, whose scarlet brightened the cloud-coloured days
-of early springtime, whose pomaceous harvest adorned the spot in autumn.
-
-Within doors the farm was fashioned on a generous plan, and contained
-large, low-ceiled rooms approached through one another by a method most
-disorderly and ancient. Once, in the heyday of Endicott prosperity,
-these chambers had been much occupied; now, as became practical farmers,
-the men--generation by generation--had gradually drifted from the
-luxuries of many dwelling-rooms. Their wives and daughters indeed
-struggled against this defection, but masculine obstinacy won its way,
-until the huge and pleasant kitchen began to be recognised as the
-house-place also, while other apartments became associated with Sunday,
-or with such ceremonious events as deaths and marriages might represent.
-
-Almost to the farm walls each year there rippled some hundreds of acres
-of grass, for no other form of agriculture served the turn so well at
-that high altitude. Roots and corn they grew, but only to the extent of
-their own requirements. Of stock Bear Down boasted much too little; hay
-was the staple commodity, and at this busy season Honor watched the
-heavens with a farmer's eye, and personally inspected the undergrass,
-its density and texture, in every field.
-
-A late, cold spring had thrown back the principal harvest somewhat
-during the year in question; yet it promised well notwithstanding. Mr.
-Cramphorn alone declared himself disappointed; but seldom had a crop
-been known to satisfy him, and his sustained discontent throughout the
-procession of the seasons counted for nothing.
-
-Honor, despite education and reasonable gift of common sense, never
-wholly pleased her parents. Her father largely lacked humour in his
-outlook, and he had passed doubly sad: in the knowledge that the name of
-Endicott must vanish from Bear Down upon the marriage or decease of his
-daughter, and in the dark fear that one so fond of laughter would never
-make a farmer. Indeed, his dying hope had been that the weight of
-supreme control might steady the girl to gravity.
-
-Now, Christopher gone, Honor entered her house, and proceeded into the
-kitchen. A little separate parlour she had, but particular reasons led
-to the spending of much time in the larger apartment. Nor was this an
-ordinary kitchen. You are to imagine, rather, a spacious, lofty, and
-comfortable dwelling-room; a place snug against the bitter draughts
-which often bulged up the carpets and screamed in the windows throughout
-the farm; a chamber warm in winter, in summer cool. Peat fires glowed
-upon its cavernous and open hearth, and, like Vesta's sacred brands,
-they never wholly died by night or day. Above the fireplace a granite
-mantel-shelf supported shining metal-ware--brass candlesticks and tin
-receptacles polished to splendour; a pair of old stirrups were nailed
-against the wall, with a rack of guns--mostly antique muzzle-loaders;
-while elsewhere, suspended in a pattern, there hung a dozen pair of
-sheep-shears. Oak beams supported the roof, and from them depended hams
-in canvas bags. At one corner, flanked by two bright warming-pans,
-stood a lofty clock with a green dial-plate and ornate case of venerable
-date; and about its feet there ranged cream-pans at this moment, the
-crust of whose contents matched the apricot tone of kitchen walls and
-made splendid contrast with the blue-stone floor where sunlight
-brightened it. The outer doorstone had yielded to innumerable
-steel-shod boots; it was worn clean through at the centre, and a square
-of granite had been inserted upon the softer stone. Beside the fire
-stood a brown leathern screen, and beneath the window, where light,
-falling through the leaves of many geraniums, was cooled to a pale
-green, there stretched a settle.
-
-The kitchen was full of sound. A wire-haired fox-terrier pup worried a
-bit of rabbit-skin under the table, and growled and tumbled and gurgled
-to his heart's content; crickets, in dark caves and crannies behind the
-hearth, maintained a cheerful chorus; and from behind the screen came
-tapping of wooden needles, where sat an old man knitting yarn.
-
-"Honor at last," he said, as he heard her feet.
-
-"Yes, uncle Mark; and late I'm afraid."
-
-"I didn't wait for you. The dinner is on the table. What has kept you?"
-
-"Christo has been asking me to marry him again."
-
-"But that's an everyday amusement of his, so I've heard you say."
-
-"Uncle, I'm going to."
-
-The needles stopped for one brief moment; then they tapped on again.
-
-"Well, well! Almost a pity you didn't wait a little longer."
-
-"I know what's in your head--Myles Stapledon."
-
-"He was. I confess to it."
-
-"If only you could see his photograph, dearest. Oh so cold, hard,
-inscrutable!"
-
-"I remember him as a boy--self-contained and old-fashioned I grant you.
-But sober-minded youths often take life too seriously at the start.
-There's a sort of men--the best sort--who grow younger as they grow
-older. Mrs. Loveys told me that the picture he sent you makes a
-handsome chap of Myles."
-
-"Handsome--yes, very--like something carved out of stone."
-
-The blind man was silent for a moment; then he said--
-
-"This shows the folly of building castles in the air for other folks to
-live in. Anyway you must make him welcome during his visit, Honor, for
-there are many reasons why you should. The farm and the mill, once his
-father's, down Tavistock way, have passed out of his hands now. He is
-free; he has capital; he wants an investment. At least you'll treat him
-as a kinsman; while as to the possibilities about Bear Down, Myles will
-very quickly find those out for himself if he's a practical man, as I
-guess."
-
-"You don't congratulate me on Christo," she said petulantly.
-
-"I hardly seem able to take it seriously yet."
-
-Honor turned away with impatience. Her uncle's attitude to the
-engagement was almost her own, allowing for difference of standpoint;
-and the discovery first made her uncomfortable, then angry. But she was
-too proud to discuss the matter or reveal her discomposure.
-
-
-
-
- *CHAPTER III.*
-
- *A WISE MAN AND A WISE WOMAN*
-
-
-Mr. Scobell, the Vicar of Little Silver, often said, concerning Mark
-Endicott, that he was as much the spiritual father of the hamlet as its
-parson. Herein he stated no more than the truth, for the blind man stood
-as a sort of perpetual palliative of human trouble at Bear Down; in his
-obscure, night-foundered passage through the world, he had soothed much
-sorrow and brought comfort to not a few sad, primitive hearts in the
-bosoms of man and maid. He was seventy years old and knew trouble
-himself; for, born to the glory of light, he had been blind since the
-age of thirty, about which period the accident of a bursting gun
-destroyed his right eye. The other, by sympathetic action, soon became
-darkened also; and Mark Endicott endured the full storm-centre of such a
-loss, in that he was a man of the fields, who had depended for his
-life's joy on rapid movement under the sky; on sporting; on the
-companionship of horse and dog and those, like himself, whose lives were
-knit up in country pursuits. He had dwelt at Bear Down before the
-catastrophe, with his elder brother, Honor Endicott's father; and, after
-the affliction, Mark still remained at the farm. He was a bachelor,
-possessed small means sufficient for his needs, and, when the world was
-changed for him, cast anchor for life in the scene of his early
-activities. Before eclipse the man had been of a jovial, genial sort,
-wholly occupied with the business of his simple pleasures, quite content
-to remain poor; since loss of sight he had fallen in upon himself and
-developed mentally to an extent not to have been predicted from survey
-of his sunlit youth. Forty years of darkness indeed ripened Mark
-Endicott into an original thinker, a man whose estimate of life's
-treasures and solutions of its problems were broad-based, tolerant, and
-just. If stoical, his philosophy was yet marked by that latter
-reverence for humanity and patience with its manifold frailties that
-wove courses of golden light into the decaying fabric of the porch, and
-wakened a dying splendour in those solemn and austere galleries ere the
-sun set upon their grey ruins for ever. Epictetus and Antonine were
-names unknown to him, yet by his own blind road he had groped to some of
-their lucid outlook, to that forbearance, fearless courage, contempt of
-trifles and ruthless self-estimate an emperor learned from a slave and
-practised from the lofty standpoint of his throne. Mark Endicott
-appraised his own conduct in a spirit that had been morbid exhibited by
-any other than a blind man; yet in him this merciless introspection was
-proper and wholesome. The death of his sight was the birth of his mind,
-or at least the first step towards his intellectual education. Seeing,
-the man had probably gone down to his grave unconsidered and with his
-existence scarcely justified; but blind, he had accomplished a career of
-usefulness, had carved for himself an enduring monument in the hearts of
-rustic men and women. He was generally serious, though not particularly
-grave, and he could tolerate laughter in others though he had little
-mind to it himself. His niece represented his highest interest and
-possessed all his love. Her happiness was his own, and amongst his
-regrets not the least centred in the knowledge that he understood her so
-little. Mark's own active participation in affairs extended not far
-beyond speech. He sat behind his leathern screen, busied his hands with
-knitting great woollen comforters for the fishermen of Brixham, and held
-a sort of modest open court. Often, during the long hours when he was
-quite alone, he broke the monotony of silence by talking to himself or
-repeating passages, both sacred and secular, from works that gave him
-satisfaction. Such were his reflections that listeners never heard any
-ill of themselves, though it was whispered that more than one
-eavesdropper had overheard Mr. Endicott speak to the point. His quick
-ear sometimes revealed to him the presence of an individual; and, on
-such occasions, the blind man either uttered a truth for that particular
-listener's private guidance, or published an opinion, using him as the
-intelligencer. It is to be noted also that Mark Endicott oftentimes
-slipped into the vernacular when talking with the country people--a
-circumstance that set them at ease and enabled him to impart much homely
-force to his utterances. Finally of him it may be said that in person
-he was tall and broad, that he had big features, grizzled hair, which he
-wore rather long, and a great grey beard that fell to the last button of
-his waistcoat. His eyes were not disfigured though obviously without
-power of sight.
-
-Honor made a hearty meal and then departed to continue preparations for
-her cousin's visit. In two days' time he was arriving from Tavistock,
-to spend a period of uncertain duration at Bear Down. The bright
-afternoon waned; the shadows lengthened; then there came a knock at the
-outer door of the kitchen and Henry Collins entered. He had long been
-seeking for an opportunity to speak in private with Mr. Endicott; and
-now his face brightened from its usual vacuity to find that Mark was
-alone.
-
-"Could I have half a word, maister, the place bein' empty?"
-
-"You're Collins, the new man, are you not?"
-
-"Ess, sir; Henery Collins at your sarvice; an' hearin' tell you'm ready
-to give your ripe judgment wheer 'tis axed an' doan't grudge wisdom
-more'n a cloud grudges rain, I made so bold--ess, I made that bold like
-as to--as to----"
-
-"What is it? Don't waste breath in vain words. If I can give you a bit
-of advice, it's yours; an' take it or leave it as you mind to."
-
-"I'll take it for sure. 'Tis this then: I be a man o' big bones an' big
-appetite, an' do handle my share o' vittles braavely; but I do allus get
-that cruel hot when I eat--to every pore as you might say--which
-swelterin' be a curse to me--an' a painful sight for a female,
-'specially if theer's like to be anything 'twixt you an' she in the way
-of keepin' comp'ny. An' if theer ban't no offence, I'd ax 'e what I
-should take for't."
-
-Mr. Endicott smiled.
-
-"Take less, my son; an' don't swallow every mouthful as if the devil was
-arter you. Eat your meat an' sup your drink slow."
-
-"Ban't a calamity as caan't be cured, you reckon?"
-
-"Nothing at all but greediness. Watch how your betters take their food
-an' see how the women eat. 'Tis only gluttony in you. Remember you're a
-man, not a pig; then 'twill come right."
-
-Mr. Collins was greatly gratified.
-
-"I'm sure I thank 'e wi' all my heart, maister; for 'twould be a sorry
-thing if such a ill-convenience should come between me an' a bowerly
-maid like Sally Cramphorn, the out-door girl."
-
-"So it would then," assented the elder kindly; "but no need--no need at
-all."
-
-Collins repeated his sense of obligation and withdrew; while elsewhere
-that identical young woman who now began to distract the lethargic
-solidity of his inner life was herself seeking advice upon a deep matter
-touching heart's desire. Soon after five o'clock Sally escaped from the
-supervision of her jealous parent, and started upon a private and
-particular errand through leafy lanes that led northerly from the farm
-and skirted the Moor in that direction. Presently she turned to the
-left, where a gate marked the boundaries of common land and arrested
-cattle from straying on to the roads. Here, dipping into a little tunnel
-of living green, where hazels met over a watercourse, Sally proceeded by
-a moist and muddy short cut to her goal. It was a cottage that rose all
-alone at a point where the Moor rippled down to its hinder wall and a
-wilderness of furze and water-meadow, laced with rivulets and dotted
-with the feathers of geese, extended in front. A dead fir tree stood on
-one side of the cot, and the low breast-work of granite and peat that
-separated a little garden from the waste without was very strangely
-decked with the vertebrae of a bygone ox. The bones squatted imp-like
-in a row there--a spectacle of some awe to those who knew the
-significance of the spot. Upon the door were nailed many horse-shoes,
-and walls of red earth or cob, painted with whitewash and crowned by
-venerable and moss-grown thatch, formed the fabric of the cottage. Upon
-fine days this mural surface displayed much magic of varied colour; it
-shone cool in grey dawns, hot at noon, delicate rose and red gold under
-such brief gleams of sunset light as the Moor's ragged mane permitted to
-reach it. Stone-crops wove mellow tints into the rotting thatch above,
-and the moss cushions of dark and shining green were sometimes brushed
-and subdued by a haze or orange veil thrown over them by the colour of
-their ripe seed-vessels. In the garden grew many herbs, knowledge of
-whose potency their owner alone possessed, and at one corner arose the
-golden spires of great mullein--a flower aforetime called "hag's taper"
-and associated with witches and their mystic doings. Here the tall
-plant towered, like a streak of flame, above pale, widespread, woolly
-leaves; and it was held a sign and token of this wise woman's garden,
-for when the mullein flowered she had proclaimed that her herbs and
-simples were most potent. Then would such of her own generation as
-remained visit ancient Charity Grepe in her stronghold; while to her
-also came, with shamefaced secrecy, young men and maidens, often under
-cover of darkness, or in the lonely hour of winter twilights.
-
-"Cherry," as old Charity was most frequently called, had openly been
-dubbed a witch in times past. She recollected an experience, now near
-fifty years behind her, when rough hands had forced open her jaws to
-seek those five black spots observed upon the roof of a right witch's
-mouth; she knew also that the same diabolic imprint is visible upon the
-feet of swine, and that it indicated the point where unnumbered demons,
-upon Christ's command, once entered into Gadara's ill-omened herd.
-Since then, from a notoriety wholly sinister, she had acquired more
-seemly renown until, in the year of grace 1870, being at that date some
-five or six years older than the century, Mother Grepe enjoyed mingled
-reputation. Some held her a white witch, others still declared that she
-was a black one. Be that as it may, the old woman created a measure of
-interest in the most sceptical, and, like the rest of her vanishing
-class, stood as a storehouse of unwritten lumber and oral tradition
-handed on through generations, from mother to daughter, from father to
-son. The possessor and remembrancer of strange formularies and
-exorcisms, she would repeat the same upon proper occasion, but only
-after a solemn assurance from those who heard her that they would not
-commit her incantations to any sort of writing. In her judgment all
-virtue instantly departed from the written word.
-
-At this season of her late autumn, the gammer was entering upon frosty
-times, for, under pressure of church and school, the world began to view
-her accomplishments with indifference. Yet the uncultured so far bowed
-to custom and a lustre handed down through half a century as to credit
-Cherry with some vague measure of vaguer power. Little Silver called
-her the "wise woman," and granted her all due credit for skill in those
-frank arts that pretend to no superhuman attribute. It is certain that
-she was familiar with the officinal herbs of the field. She could charm
-the secrets and soothing essences from coriander and anise and
-dill--with other of the umbel-bearing wild folk, whose bodies are often
-poison, whose seeds are little caskets holding carminative and anodyne.
-Of local plants she grew in her garden those most desirable, and there
-flourished peppermint, mother-o'-thyme, marjoram, and numerous other
-aromatic weeds. With these materials the old woman made shift to live,
-and exacted trifling sums from the mothers of Little Silver by preparing
-cordials for sick children; from the small farmers and credulous owners
-of live stock, by furnishing boluses for beasts.
-
-Sally Cramphorn, however, had come on other business and about a widely
-different sort of potion. She was among those who respected Cherry's
-darker accomplishments, and her father himself--a man not prone to
-praise his fellow-creatures--openly confessed to firm belief in Mother
-Grepe's unusual powers.
-
-The old woman was in her garden when Sally arrived. It had needed sharp
-scrutiny to observe much promise of wisdom about her. She was brown,
-wrinkled and shrivelled, yet exhibited abundant vitality and spoke in a
-voice that seemed musical because one expected the reverse. Her eyes
-alone challenged a second glance. They were black, and flashed in the
-twilight. Dame Grepe's visitor, a stranger to shyness, soon explained
-the nature of the thing desired. With blushes, but complete
-self-possession in all other respects, she spoke.
-
-"'Tis 'bout the matter of a husband, Cherry; an' you'm so wise, I lay
-you knaw it wi'out my tellin' you."
-
-"Ess--you be wife-auld in body; but what about the thinking part of 'e,
-Sally Cramphorn? Anyway I wonder you dare let your mind go gadding
-arter a male, seeing what fashion o' man your faither is."
-
-Sally pouted.
-
-"That's the very reason for it I reckon. What gal can be happy in a
-home like mine?"
-
-"A man quick to think evil--your faither--a vain man--a man as scowls at
-shadows an' sees gunpowder treason hid behind every hedge--poor fule!"
-
-"So he do then; an' ban't very nice for a grawed woman like me. If I
-lifts my eye to a chap's face, he thinks I be gwaine to run away from
-un; an' there ban't a man in Little Silver, from Squire Yeoland to the
-cowboy at the farm, as he've got a tender word for."
-
-"I knaw, I knaw. Come in the house."
-
-Sally followed the old woman into her cottage, and spoke as she did so.
-
-"It's hard come to think on it, 'cause I'm no more against a husband
-than any other gal. 'Tis awnly that they'm feared of the sound 'pon
-theer tongues as gals won't awn up honest they'd sooner have husbands
-than not. Look at missis--she'll find herself a happy wife bimebye if
-squire do count for anything."
-
-"Be they much together?"
-
-"Ess fay--allus!"
-
-The old woman shook her head.
-
-"A nature, hers, born to trouble as the sparks fly upwards. Fine metal,
-but easy to crack by fire. She comed to me wance--years agone--comed
-half in jest, half in earnest; an' I tawld her strange things to her
-fortune tu--things as'll mean gert changes an' more sorrow than joy when
-all's acted an' done. Full, fair share of gude an' bad--evil an'
-balm--an' her very well content to creep under the green grass an' rest
-her head 'pon the airth come fulness of time."
-
-"Lor, mother! You do make me all awver creepy-crawly to hear tell such
-dreadful things," declared Miss Cramphorn.
-
-"No need for you to fear. You'm coarser clay, Sally, an' won't get no
-thinner for love of a man. An' why should 'e? Pray for a fixed mind;
-an' doan't, when the man comes beggin', begin weighing the blemishes of
-un or doubtin' your awn heart."
-
-"Never, I won't--and my heart's fixed; an' I be so much in love as a gal
-can be an' hide it, Cherry."
-
-"I knaw, I knaw. 'Tis Greg Libby you wants," answered the sibyl, who
-had observed certain hay-makers some hours earlier in the day.
-
-"Ess, I do then, though you'm the awnly living sawl as knaws it."
-
-"Doan't he knaw it?"
-
-"Not a blink of it. He'm a wonnerful, dandified man since he come from
-Lunnon."
-
-"Be he gwaine to do any more work?"
-
-"Not so long as his clothes bide flam-new, I reckon. Ban't no call for
-un to. An' I love un very much, an' do truly think he loves me, Cherry.
-An', in such things, a little comin'-on spirit in the man's like to save
-the maid much heart-burnin'; an' I minded how you helped she as was
-Thirza Foster, in the matter of Michael Maybridge, her husband now.
-'Tis pity Gregory should bide dumb along of his backward disposition."
-
-"A love drink you're arter! Who believes in all that now?"
-
-"I mind how you made Maybridge speak, whether or no, an' I'll give 'e
-half-a-crown for same thing what you gived Thirza."
-
-It was growing dusk. Gammer Grepe preserved silence a moment, then rose
-and lighted a candle.
-
-"Half-a-crown! An' I've had gawld for less than that! Yet times
-change, an' them as believed believe no more. It all lies theer. If
-you believe, the thing have power; if not, 'tis vain to use it."
-
-"I do b'lieve like gospel, I assure 'e. Who wouldn't arter Thirza?"
-
-"Then give me your money an' do what I bid."
-
-She took the silver, spat upon it, raised her hand, and pointed out of
-the window.
-
-"Do 'e see thicky plant in the garden theer, wi' flowers, like to tired
-eyes, starin' out of the dimpsy light? 'Tis a herb o' power. You'll
-find un grawin' wild on rubbish heaps an' waste places."
-
-She pointed where a clump of wild chamomile rose with daisy-like
-blossoms pallid in the twilight.
-
-"Ess, mother."
-
-Then the wise woman mouthed solemn directions, which Sally listened to
-as solemnly.
-
-"Pick you that--twenty-five stalks--at the new moon. Then pluck off the
-flowers an' cast 'em in the river; but the stalks take home-along an'
-boil 'em in three parts of half a pint o' spring watter. Fling stalks
-away but keep the gude boiled out of 'em, an' add to it a drop more
-watter caught up in your thimble from a place wheer forget-me-not do
-graw. Then put the whole in a li'l bottle, an' say Lard's Prayer awver
-it thrice; and, come fust ripe chance, give it to the man to drink mixed
-in tea or cider, but not beer nor other liquor."
-
-With the ease of an artist Cherry improvised this twaddle on the spot,
-and the girl, all ears and eyes, expressed great thankfulness for such a
-potent charm, bid the gammer farewell, and hastened away.
-
-
-
-
- *CHAPTER IV.*
-
- *THE KISS*
-
-
-Some days later Christopher Yeoland was returning from the village of
-Throwley to Little Silver, by a road that winds along the flank of the
-Moor. He carried a basket in which reposed a young collie pup. Himself
-he wanted no such thing, but the little beast came of notable stock,
-possessed a special value, and seemed worthy of Honor. Among those
-delights represented by his engagement was the facility it afforded for
-giving of presents. He had already sketched on paper the designs of
-many engagement rings. A circle of gold with diamonds and emeralds in
-it was his vague intention; while his visions of how he should come at
-such a jewel were still more doubtful. This man possessed great power
-in the direction of dreams, in projecting the shadows of pleasant things
-and winning happiness from these conceits despite their improbability.
-Love of beauty was a characteristic in him, but otherwise he could not
-be described as sensual. Beauty he adored; yet delight of the eye
-appeared to suffice him. His attitude towards the opposite sex is
-illustrated by an event now to be described.
-
-The day was done and the hour of rest had come upon the workers.
-Labouring folk moved through the long July twilight upon their own
-concerns, as private pleasure or business led them; and now, under the
-huge shadow of the Moor, there unfolded a little drama, slight enough,
-yet reflecting sensibly upon the future concerns of those who played in
-the scene. Christopher Yeoland, his mind quite full of Honor, overtook
-Sally Cramphorn in the valley, and being upon friendly terms with all
-the countryside, marched awhile beside her. He allowed no social
-differences at any time to obtain between him and a pretty face. Sally
-was good to see, and as for Yeoland, of late days, chiefly by reason of
-an exceeding honour that the mistress of Bear Down had done him, he felt
-pliable, even reverential before all things feminine, for her dear sake.
-He was not of that sort who find all other women sink into shadows after
-the unutterable One has joined her fate with his for evermore; but,
-contrariwise, the possession of Honor heightened his interest in her
-sex. He might have been likened to a bee, that indeed loved clover
-before all else, yet did not disdain a foxglove or purple lupin upon
-occasion. So he walked beside Sally and contemplated her proportions
-with pleasure, watched her throat work and the rosy light leap to her
-cheek as he praised her.
-
-In Sally's heart was a wish that Greg Libby might see her with such a
-courtier; but unfortunately a very different person did so. Mr.
-Cramphorn, with an ancient muzzle-loading gun at full-cock and a
-fox-terrier under the furzes ahead of him, was engaged in stalking
-rabbits a few hundred yards distant. His keen eye, now turning
-suddenly, rested upon his daughter. He recognised her by her walk and
-carriage; but her companion, in that he bore a basket, deceived Mr.
-Cramphorn. Full of suspicion and growling dire threats in his throat,
-Jonah forgot the rabbits for this nobler game. He began stalking the
-man and woman, skulked along behind the hazels at the common edge, and
-presently, after feats of great and unnecessary agility, found himself
-snugly hidden in a lofty hedge immediately beneath which his daughter
-and her escort must presently pass.
-
-Meanwhile, she strolled along and soon recovered her self-possession,
-for Yeoland was in no sense awe-inspiring. The young woman had now come
-from securing a priceless thimbleful of water that bathed the roots of
-forget-me-nots. She carried this magic liquid concealed in a little
-phial; the rest of the ingredients were hidden at home; and she hoped
-that night to brew the philtre destined for Mr. Libby.
-
-"Sally," said Christopher, "I'll tell you a great piece of news. No, I
-won't; you must guess it."
-
-She looked up at him with a knowing smile on her red mouth.
-
-"You'm gwaine to marry missis, sir--be that it?"
-
-"You gimlet of a girl! But, no, you never guessed--I'm positive you
-didn't. Somebody told you; Miss Endicott herself, perhaps."
-
-"None told me. I guessed it."
-
-"How jolly of you! I like you for guessing, Sally. It was a compliment
-to us."
-
-"I doan't knaw what you mean by that, sir."
-
-"No matter. You will some day, and feel extremely flattered if people
-congratulate you before you've told them. If you simply adore one girl,
-Sally, you love them all!"
-
-"Gude Lard! Ban't so along wi' us. If we'm sweet in wan plaace, we'm
-shy in t'others."
-
-"Only one man in the world for you, then?"
-
-"Ess--awnly wan."
-
-"He's a lucky chap. Mind that I know all about it in good time, Sally.
-You shall have a fine wedding present, I promise you--whatever you like,
-in fact."
-
-"Things ban't come to that yet; though thank you kindly, sir, I'm sure."
-
-"Well, they will."
-
-"He haven't axed ezacally yet."
-
-"Ass! Fool! Dolt! But perhaps he's in mortal fear of you--frightened
-to speak and not able to trust his pen. You're too good for him, Sally,
-and he knows it."
-
-"I be his awn order in life, for that matter."
-
-"I see, I see; it's this hidden flame burning in you that made you so
-quick to find out our secret. I love you for it! I love every pretty
-face in Devonshire, because my lady is pretty; and every young woman on
-Dartmoor, because my lady is young. Can you understand that?"
-
-"No, I caan't," confessed Sally. "'Tis fulishness."
-
-"Not at all. At this moment I could positively hug you--not
-disrespectfully, you know, but just out of love--for Miss Endicott."
-
-"It do make a man dangerous seemin'ly--this gert love of a lady."
-
-"Not at all. Far from it. It draws his claws. He goes in chains. Did
-anybody ever dare to hug you, Sally?"
-
-"No fay! Should like to have seed 'em!"
-
-"You wouldn't have minded one though?"
-
-"Caan't say, as he never offered to."
-
-"D'you mean he's never even kissed you, Sally?"
-
-"Wance he axed if he might."
-
-"'Axed'! And of course you said 'No' like any other girl would?"
-
-"Ess, I did."
-
-"Fancy asking!"
-
-"What should he have done then?"
-
-It was a dangerous inquiry on Miss Cramphorn's part, and it is within
-the bounds of possibility that she knew it. Had she been aware that her
-sole parent was glaring, like an angry monkey, from a point in the hedge
-within six yards of her, Sally had scarcely put that disingenuous
-problem. The answer came instantly. Honor's pup fell headlong into the
-road and greeted its descent with a yell; like lightning a pair of
-tweed-clad arms were round Sally, and a rough, amber-coloured moustache
-against her lips.
-
-"Sir--give awver! How dare 'e! What be doin' of? You'm squeezin'
-me--oh----!"
-
-There was a crash in the hedge, the bark of a dog and the oath of a man.
-Then Christopher felt himself suddenly seized by the collar and dragged
-backwards. He turned red as the sunset, swore in his turn, then realised
-that no less a personage than Jonah Cramphorn had been witness to his
-folly. Trembling with rage, Bear Down's head man accosted the squire of
-Little Silver.
-
-"You! You to call yourself a gen'leman! Out 'pon 'e--to rape a gal
-under her faither's awn eyes! By God, 'tis time your wicked thread was
-cut an' Yeolands did cease out of the land! Small wonder they'm come
-down to----"
-
-"Shut your mouth, you fool!" retorted Christopher savagely. "How dare
-you lay a finger upon me? I'll have you up for breaking other people's
-hedges, and, what's more, I've a mind to give you a damned good hiding
-myself."
-
-"You tell like that, you hookem-snivey young blackguard! I'd crack your
-blasted bones like a bad egg--an' gude riddance tu! Ban't she my awn
-darter, an' wasn't you carneying an' cuddlin' of her in broad day?
-'Struth! I could spit blood to think such things can happen! An' me to
-be threatened by you! You'll hide me--eh? Thank your stars I didn't
-shoot 'e. An' if I'd slayed the pair of 'e 'twouldn't have been no gert
-loss to clean-livin' folks!"
-
-"I'm ashamed of you, Cramphorn--reading evil into everything that
-happens," said Yeoland calmly.
-
-"God stiffen it! Hear him! Hear him! Preachin' my duty to me. You
-lewd, stalled ox, for two pins----"
-
-"Put that gun down or I'll break it over your head!" answered
-Christopher; but the other, now a mere maniac, shaking and dancing with
-passion, refused. Whereupon Yeoland rushed at him, twisted the gun out
-of his hands, and threw it upon the ground. The next moment Jonah had
-hit his enemy in the face with a big fist; Christopher struck back,
-Sally screamed, and Cramphorn spit blood in earnest. Then they closed,
-and Jonah's dog, grasping the fact that his master was in difficulties,
-and needed assistance, very properly fastened on one of Yeoland's
-leathern leggings and hung there, as both men tumbled into the road.
-
-The girl wrung her hands, lifted her voice and screamed to the only
-being visible--a man with a cart of peat outlined against the sunset on
-the heather ridges of the Moor. But he was a mile distant and quite
-beyond reach of poor Sally's frantic appeal. Then both combatants rose,
-and Cramphorn, returning to battle, got knocked off his feet again. At
-the same moment a man came round the corner of the road, and mended his
-steps upon hearing a frenzied announcement that two fellow-creatures
-were killing each other. A moment later he hastened between the
-combatants, took a hard blow or two from both, swept Christopher aside
-with no particular difficulty, and saved the elder from further
-punishment.
-
-Sally wept, thanked God, and went to minister to her parent; while the
-new-comer, in a passionless voice that contrasted strangely with the
-rapidity of his actions, accosted Yeoland.
-
-"What is this? Don't you know better than to strike a man old enough to
-be your father?"
-
-"Mind your own business," gasped Christopher, brushing the dust off
-himself and examining a wound in his wrist.
-
-"It's anybody's business, surely."
-
-The other did not answer. His passion was rapidly cooling to shame. He
-scanned the speaker and wished that they might be alone together. The
-man was tall, very heavily built, one who would naturally move with a
-long and tardy stride. His recent energy was the result of
-circumstances and an action most unusual. He still breathed deep upon
-it.
-
-"I'm sure you'll regret what has happened in a calmer moment, and pardon
-me for helping you to your senses," he said.
-
-"So he shall regret it, I'll take my dying oath to that," spluttered Mr.
-Cramphorn. "Idle, lecherous, cold-hearted, hot-blooded beast as he be."
-
-"Get cool," said the stranger, "and don't use foul language. There are
-remedies for most evils. If he's wronged you, you can have the law of
-him. Put some cold water on his head."
-
-Sally, to whom the last remark was addressed, dipped her apron in the
-brook by the wayside, but Mr. Cramphorn waved her off.
-
-"Get out o' my sight, you easy minx! To think that any cheel o' mine
-would let strange men put theer arms around her in broad day!"
-
-"I'm entirely to blame--my fault altogether--not hers," said
-Christopher. "I felt in a cuddling mood," he added frankly. "I
-wouldn't have hurt a hair of her head, and she knows it. Why should it
-be worse to kiss a pretty girl than to smell a pretty flower? Tell me
-that."
-
-"Theer's devil's talk for 'e!" gurgled Jonah.
-
-"You miserable old ass--but I'm sorry--heartily sorry. Forgive me, and
-go to Doctor Clack and get a soothing something. And if I've hurt your
-gun I'll buy you a new one."
-
-"Likely as I'd have any dealin's wi' a son of Belial Beelzebub same as
-you be! I'll put the law to work against 'e, that's what I'll do; an'
-us'll see if a woman be at the mercy of every gen'leman, so-called, as
-loafs 'pon the land because he'm tu idle to work!"
-
-"That'll do. Now go off about your business, Cramphorn, and let us have
-no more nonsense. We ought both to be ashamed of ourselves, and I'm
-sure I am. As a Christian man, you must forgive me; I'm sure, as a
-Christian girl, Sally will."
-
-"Leave her alone, will 'e! I won't have her name on your tongue. Us'll
-see if folks can break the laws; us'll see----"
-
-He strode off, pulling his daughter by the hand, and entirely forgetting
-his gun beside the way; but after the irate father had departed, Yeoland
-recovered his weapon and found it unhurt. He then picked up Honor's
-pup, and overtook the stranger who was proceeding in the direction of
-Little Silver.
-
-"How came you to get that man into such a white heat?" the latter asked
-him.
-
-"Well, I kissed his daughter; and he was behind the hedge at the
-critical point and saw me."
-
-"Ah!"
-
-"I'm a chap who wouldn't hurt a fly, you know. But I'm particularly
-happy about some private affairs just at present, and--well, my
-lightness of heart took that turn."
-
-The other did not smile, but looked at Christopher curiously.
-
-"You said a strange thing just now," he remarked, in a deep voice, with
-slow, dragging accents. "You declared that to kiss a girl was no worse
-than to smell a flower. That seemed a new idea to me."
-
-Yeoland opined that it might well be so. This was no woman's man.
-
-"I believe it's true, all the same," he answered.
-
-"Isn't there a lack of respect to women in the idea?"
-
-The speaker stood over Christopher by two inches. His face had a cold
-comeliness. His features were large, regular, and finely modelled; his
-complexion was dark; his eyes were grey; he wore a moustache but no
-other hair upon his face. A great solidity, slowness, and phlegm marked
-his movements and utterances, and his handsome countenance was something
-of a mask, not from practised simulation or deliberate drilling of
-feature, but by the accident of flesh. A high forehead neither declared
-nor denied intellect by its shape; the man in fact showed but little of
-himself externally. One might, however, have predicted a strenuous
-temperament and suspected probable lack of humour from a peculiar sort
-of gravity of face. His eyes were evidently of exceptional keenness;
-his speech was marked by an uncertainty in choice of words that denoted
-he was habitually taciturn; his manner suggested one who kept much of
-his own company and lived a lonely life--either from necessity or
-choice.
-
-
-
-
- *CHAPTER V.*
-
- *PAGAN ALTARS*
-
-
-The men proceeded together, and Christopher's companion made himself
-known by a chance question. He inquired the way to Bear Down, whereupon
-Yeoland, aware that a kinsman of the Endicotts was expected, guessed
-that this must be he.
-
-"You're Myles Stapledon then?"
-
-"I am. I walked from Okehampton to get a glimpse of the Moor. Came by
-way of the Belstones and Cosdon--a glorious scene--more spacious in some
-respects than my native wilds down West."
-
-"You like scenery? Then you'll be joyful here. If Honor had known you
-were walking, I'll dare swear she would have tramped out to meet you;
-still, thank the Lord she didn't."
-
-"You know her well to speak of her by her Christian name," said
-Stapledon slowly.
-
-Christopher was but two years younger than his companion, but one had
-guessed that a decade separated them.
-
-"Know her! Know Honor! I should rather think I did know her. She's my
-sun and moon and stars. I suppose she hoped to tell you the great news
-herself, and now I've babbled it. Engaged--she and I--and I'm the
-happiest man in all the South of England."
-
-"I congratulate you. My cousin promised to be a pretty woman--just a
-dinky maid in short frocks when last I saw her. And your name----?"
-
-"My name is Yeoland."
-
-"The Squire of Godleigh, of course?"
-
-"That proud personage; and there lies Endicott's--under the wind-blown
-sycamores where the whitewash peeps out. Your luggage is there before
-you, no doubt. This is my way: to the left. You go to the right, pass
-that farm there on your left, follow the road and so, after about five
-minutes, find yourself in the presence of the Queen of the Moor.
-Good-bye. We shall meet again."
-
-"Good-bye, and thank you."
-
-Stapledon moved onwards; then he heard a man running and Christopher
-overtook him.
-
-"One moment. I thought I'd ask you not to mention that scrimmage on the
-hillside. Honor would quite understand my performance, but she'd be
-pained to think I had struck or been struck by that lout, and
-perhaps---well. She'll hear of it, for Cramphorn and his daughter are
-Bear Down people, but----"
-
-"Not from me, rest assured."
-
-"A thousand thanks. You might mention that you met me returning from
-Throwley and that the pup is a gem. I'll bring it along some time or
-other to-morrow."
-
-Again they separated, and such is the character often-times exhibited in
-a man's method of walking, that appreciation of each had been possible
-from study of his gait. Stapledon appeared to move slowly, but his
-stride was tremendous and in reality he walked at four miles an hour;
-the other, albeit his step looked brisk, never maintained any regularity
-in it. He stopped to pat a bruised knee, wandered from one side of the
-road to the other, and presently climbed the hedge to get a sight of
-Bear Down, with hope that Honor might be seen in her garden.
-
-But at that moment the mistress of Endicott's was welcoming her cousin.
-They greeted one another heartily and spoke awhile together. Then, when
-Myles had ascended to the room prepared for him, Mr. Endicott listened
-to his niece's description of the new arrival.
-
-"Better far than his photograph," she said. "More expression, but too
-big. He's a tremendous man; yet very kind, I should think, and not
-proud. Almost humble and most austere in dress. No rings or scarf
-pin--just grey everything. He looks older than I thought, and his voice
-is so curiously deep that it makes little things in the room rattle. We
-were in the parlour for two minutes, and every time he spoke he vibrated
-one particular bass note of the piano until I grew quite nervous. He
-has very kind eyes--slate-coloured. I should say he was extremely easy
-to please."
-
-"A fine open-air voice, certainly, and a good grip to his hand," said
-the blind man.
-
-"Yet no tact, I fear," criticised Honor. "Fancy beginning about poor
-old Bear Down wanting attention, and hoping that he might put some money
-into it before he had been in the house five minutes!"
-
-"Nervousness. Perhaps you surprised him."
-
-But, later in the day, Myles endeavoured to repair a clumsiness he had
-been conscious of at the time, and, after collecting his
-thoughts--honestly somewhat unsettled by the sight of Honor, who had
-leapt from lanky girl to beautiful woman since last he saw her--his
-first words were a hearty congratulation upon the engagement.
-
-"Endicott's stock is very nearly as old, but there's a social
-difference," he said bluntly. "'Tis a very good match for you, I hope.
-You'll live at Godleigh, of course?"
-
-"It's all a long, long way off, cousin; and I'm sure I cannot guess how
-you come to know anything at all about it," said Honor.
-
-Then the traveller told her, beginning his narrative at the point where
-he had asked Christopher the road to Bear Down. He concluded with a
-friendly word.
-
-"Handsome he is, for certain, with the wind and the sun on his cheek;
-and a man of his own ideas, I judge; an original man. I wish you joy,
-Honor, if I may call you Honor."
-
-"What nonsense! Of course. And I'm glad you like my Christo, because
-then you'll like me too, I hope. We have very much in common really. We
-see things alike, live alike, laugh alike. He has a wonderful sense of
-humour; it teaches him to look at the world from the outside."
-
-"A mighty unwholesome, unnatural attitude for any man," said Mark
-Endicott.
-
-"Yet hardly from the outside either, if he's so human as to want a
-wife?" asked Honor's cousin.
-
-"He wants a wife," she answered calmly, "to take the seat next him at
-the theatre, to walk beside him through the picture-gallery, to compare
-notes with, to laugh with at the fun of the fair, as he calls it."
-
-Mr. Endicott's needles tapped impatiently.
-
-"Vain talk, vain talk," he said.
-
-"It may be vain, uncle, but it's none the less true," she answered. "If
-I do not know Christopher, who does? The companionship of a congenial
-spirit is the idea in his mind--perhaps in mine too. He's a laughing
-philosopher, and so platonic, so abstracted, that if he had found a man
-friend, instead of a woman, he would have been just as content to swear
-eternal friendship and invite the man to sit and watch the great play
-with him and laugh away their lives together."
-
-"I hope you don't know Mr. Yeoland as well as you imagine, Honor," said
-Mark Endicott.
-
-"You misjudge him really, I expect," ventured Myles, his thoughts upon a
-recent incident. "Think what it would be to one of active and jovial
-mind to sit and look on at life and take no part."
-
-"'Look on!'" burst out the blind man. "Only God Almighty looks on; and
-not even He, come to think of it, for He's pulling the strings."
-
-"Not so," said Myles; "not so, Uncle Endicott. He put us on the stage,
-I grant you; and will take us off again when our part is done. But
-we're moved from inside, not driven from out. We play our lives
-ourselves, and the wrong step at the entrance--the faulty speech--the
-good deed--the bad--they all come from inside--all build up the part.
-Free-will is the only sort of freedom a created thing with conscious
-intelligence can have. There's no choice about the theatre or the play;
-but neither man nor God dictates to me how I enact my character."
-
-Mark Endicott reflected. He was a stout Christian, and, like an old
-war-horse, he smelt battle in this utterance, and rejoiced. It was left
-for Honor to fill the silence.
-
-"It's all a puppet-show, say what you will, cousin," she summed up; "and
-anybody can see the strings that move nine dolls out of ten. A
-puppet-show, and a few of us pay too little for our seats at it; but
-most of us pay too much. And you need not argue with me, because I know
-I'm right, and here is Mrs. Loveys to say that supper's ready."
-
-
-A week later it was practically determined that Myles should concern
-himself with Bear Down; but the man still remained as unknown to Honor
-as in the moment of their first meeting. His money interested her not
-at all; his character presented a problem which attracted her
-considerably during those scanty hours she found heart to spend away
-from her lover. It happened that Christopher having departed on a
-sudden inspiration to Newton Races, Honor Endicott and her cousin set
-out together for an excursion of pleasure upon the high Moor.
-
-The day was one in August, and hot sunshine brooded with glowing and
-misty light on hills and valleys, on rivers and woods, on farm lands and
-wide-spread shorn grasses, where the last silver-green ribbons of dried
-hay, stretching forth in parallel and winding waves, like tide-marks
-upon great sands, awaited the wain. Stapledon walked beside Honor's
-pony, and together they passed upwards to the heather, beside an old
-wall whose motley fabric glimmered sun-kissed through a blue shimmer of
-flowers, and faded into a perspective all silvery with lichens, broken
-with brown, thirsty mosses, many grasses, and the little pale pagodas of
-navelwort. Beech trees crowned the granite, and the whisper of their
-leaves was echoed by a brook that murmured unseen in a hollow upon the
-other side of the road. Here Dartmoor stretched forth a finger,
-scattered stone, and sowed bracken and furze, heather and rush and the
-little flowers that love stream-sides.
-
-The travellers climbed awhile, then Myles stopped at a gate in the old
-wall and Honor drew up her pony. For a moment there was no sound but the
-gentle crick-crick-crick from bursting seed-pods of the greater gorse,
-where they scattered their treasure at the touch of the sun. Then the
-rider spoke.
-
-"How fond you are of leaning upon gates, Myles!"
-
-He smiled.
-
-"I know I am. I've learned more from looking over gates than from most
-books. You take Nature by surprise that way and win many a pretty
-secret from her."
-
-The girl stared as at a revelation. Thus far she had scarcely
-penetrated under her cousin's exterior. He was very fond of dumb
-animals and very solicitous for them; but more of him she had not
-gleaned until the present.
-
-"Do you really care for wild things--birds, beasts, weeds? I never
-guessed that. How interesting! So does Christo. And he loves the dawn
-as much as you do."
-
-"We have often met at cock-light. It is a bond we have--the love of the
-morning hour. But don't you like Nature too?"
-
-"Not madly, I'm afraid. I admire her general effects. But I'm a little
-frightened of her at heart and I cringe to her in her gracious moods.
-Christo's always poking about into her affairs and wanting to know the
-meaning of curious things; but he's much too lazy to learn."
-
-"There's nothing so good as to follow Nature and find out a little about
-her methods in hedges and ditches, where she'll let you."
-
-"You surprise me. I should have thought men and women were much more
-interesting than rabbits and wild flowers."
-
-"You cannot get so near to them," he answered; "at least, I cannot. I
-haven't that touch that opens hearts. I wish I had. People draw the
-blinds down, I always think, before me. Either so, or I'm more than
-common dense. Yet everybody has the greater part of himself or herself
-hidden, I suppose; everybody has one little chamber he wouldn't open to
-God if he could help it."
-
-"Are you a Christian, Myles? But don't answer if you would rather not."
-
-"Why, it makes a man's heart warm by night or by day to think of the
-Founder of that faith."
-
-Again Honor was surprised.
-
-"I like to hear you say so," she answered. "D'you know I believe that
-we think nearly alike--with a difference. Christ is much dearer to me
-than the great awful God of the Universe. He was so good to women and
-little children; but the Almighty I can only see in Nature--relentless,
-unforgiving, always ready to punish a slip, always demon-quick to see a
-mistake and visit the sins of the fathers on the children. Nature's the
-stern image of a stern God to me--a thing no more to be blamed than the
-lightning, but as much to be feared. Christ knew how to forgive and weep
-for others, how to heal body and soul. The tenderness of Him! And He
-fought Nature and conquered her; brought life where she had willed
-death; health where she had sent sickness; stilled her passion on blue
-Galilee; turned her water into wine."
-
-"You can credit all that?"
-
-"As easily as I can credit a power kinder than Nature, and stronger.
-Yes, I believe. It is a great comfort to believe; and Christopher does
-too."
-
-"A beautiful religion," said Myles; "especially for women. They do well
-to love One who raised them out of the dust and set them up. Besides,
-there is their general mistiness on the subject of justice.
-Christianity repels me here, draws me there. It is child's meat, with
-its sugar-plums and whips for the good and naughty; it is higher than
-the stars in its humanity."
-
-"You don't believe in hell, of course?"
-
-"No--or in heaven either. That is a lack in me--a sorrowful
-limitation."
-
-"Yet, if heaven exists, God being just, the man whose life qualifies him
-for it has got to go there. That's a comforting thought for those who
-love you, Myles."
-
-The word struck a deep note. He started and looked at her.
-
-"How kind to think of that! How good and generous of you to say it!"
-
-The voice of him sent an emotion through Honor, and, according to her
-custom when moved beyond common, she fell back upon laughter.
-
-"Why, we're getting quite confidential, you and I! But here's the Moor
-at last."
-
-They stood upon Scor Hill and surveyed their subsequent way, where it
-passed on before. Beneath swelled and subtended a mighty valley in the
-lap of stone-crowned hills--a rare expanse of multitudinous browns.
-Through every tone of auburn and russet, sepia and cinnamon, tan and
-dark chocolate of the peat cuttings, these colour harmonies spread and
-undulated in many planes. From the warmth and richness of velvet under
-sunshine they passed into the chill of far-flung cloud-shadows, that
-painted the Moor with slowly-moving sobriety and robbed her bosom of its
-jewels, her streamlets of their silver. Teign wound below, entered the
-valley far away under little cliffs of yellow gravel, then, by sinuous
-courses, through a mosaic of dusky peat, ripe rushes, and green banks
-overlaid with heather, passed where steep medley and tanglement of
-motionless boulders awakened its volume to a wilder music. Here, above
-this chaos of huge and moss-grown rocks, scarlet harvests of rowan flung
-a flame along the gorges; grey granite swam into the grey-green of the
-sallows; luxuriant concourse of flowers and ferns rippled to the brown
-lips of the river; and terraces of tumbling water crowned all that
-unutterable opulence of summer-clad dingle with spouts, with threads,
-with broad, thundering cataracts of foaming light. Here Iris twinkled
-in a mist that steamed above the apron of mossy-margined falls; here
-tree shadows restrained the sunlight, yet suffered chance arrows of pure
-amber to pierce some tremulous pool.
-
-Each kiss of the Mother wakened long miles of earth into some rare hue,
-where the Moor colours spread enormous in their breadth, clarity, and
-volume. They rolled and rippled together; they twined and intertwined
-and parted again; they limned new harmonies from the union of rush and
-heath and naked stone; they chimed into fresh combinations of earth and
-air and sunshine; they won something from the sky outspread above them,
-and wove the summer blue into their secret fabrics, even as the sea
-does. Between dispersed tracts of the brake fern and heather, and amid
-walls of piled stone, that stretched threadlike over the Moor, there lay
-dark or naked spaces brushed with green--theatres of past spring fires;
-rough cart roads sprawled to the right and left; sheep tracks and the
-courses of distant rivulets seamed the hills; while peat ridges streaked
-the valleys, together with evidences of those vanished generations who
-streamed for metal upon this spacious spot in the spacious times.
-Beyond, towards the heart of the Moor, there arose Sittaford's crown; to
-the west ranged Watern's castles; and northerly an enormous shoulder of
-Cosdon climbed heaven until the opaline hazes of that noontide hour
-softened its heroic outlines and something dimmed the mighty shadows
-cast upon its slopes. Light winds fanned the mane of Honor's pony and
-brought with them the woolly jangle of a sheep-bell, the bellow of
-distant kine, the little, long-drawn, lonely tinkle of a golden bird
-upon a golden furze.
-
-"The Moor," said Honor; and as she spoke a shade lifted off the face of
-the man beside her, a trouble faded from his eyes.
-
-"Yes, the Moor--the great, candid, undissembling home of sweet air,
-sweet water, sweet space."
-
-"And death and desolation in winter, and hidden skeletons under the
-quaking bogs."
-
-"It is an animate God to me notwithstanding."
-
-She shivered slightly and set her pony in motion.
-
-"What a God! Where will it lead you?"
-
-"I cannot tell; yet I trust. Nature is more than the mere art of God,
-as men have called it. That is why I must live with it, why I cannot
-mew myself in bricks and mortar. Here's God's best in this sort--the
-dearest sort I know--the Moor--spread out for me to see and hear and
-touch and tread all the days of my life. This is more than His
-expression--it is Him. Nothing can be greater--not high mountains, or
-eternal snows, or calling oceans. Nothing can be greater to me, because
-I too am of all this--spun of it, born of it, bred on it, a brother of
-the granite and the mist and the lonely flower. Do you understand?"
-
-"I understand that this desert is no desert to you, Myles. Yet what a
-faith! What a certainty!"
-
-"Better than nothing at all."
-
-"Anything is better than that. Our best certainties are only straws
-thrown to the drowning--if we think as you do."
-
-"Bars of lead rather. They help to sink us the quicker. We know
-much--but not the truth of anything that matters."
-
-"You will some day, Myles."
-
-"Yes, too late, if your faith and its whips and sugarplums are true,
-Honor."
-
-"The life of the Moor is so short," she said, suddenly changing the
-subject. "Now it is just trembling out into the yearly splendour of the
-ling; then, that done, it will go to sleep again for month upon
-month--lying dry, sere, dead, save for the mournful singing of rains and
-winds. The austerity and sternness of it!"
-
-"Tonic to toughen mental fibres."
-
-"I'm not so philosophical. I feel the cold in winter, the heat in
-summer. Come, let us cross Teign and wind away round Batworthy to Kes
-Tor. There are alignments and hut circles and ruins of human homes
-there--granite all, but they spell men and women. I can tolerate them.
-They cheer me. Only sheep haunt them now--those ruins--but people dwelt
-there once; Damnonian babies were born there, and wild mothers sang
-cradle songs and logged little children in wolf-skin cradles and dreamed
-golden dreams for them."
-
-"Nature was kind to those early folk."
-
-"Kind! Not kinder than I to my cattle."
-
-"They were happier than you and I, nevertheless. Happier, because nearer
-the other end of her chain. They had less intelligence, less capacity
-for suffering."
-
-"That's a theory of Christopher's. He often wishes that he had been
-born thousands of years ago."
-
-"Not since you promised to marry him," said Myles, with unusual
-quickness of mind.
-
-"Perhaps not; but he's a savage really. He declares that too much work
-is done in the world--too much cutting and tunnelling and probing and
-tearing Nature's heart out. He vows that the great Mother must hate man
-and resent his hideous activity and lament his creation."
-
-"One can imagine such a thing."
-
-"And Christo says there is a deal of nonsense talked about the dignity
-of work. He got that out of a book, I believe, and took the trouble to
-remember it because the theory suited his own lazy creed so perfectly."
-
-For once Myles Stapledon laughed.
-
-"I do admire him: a natural man, loving the wine of life. We have more
-in common than you might think, for all that I'm no sportsman. I
-respect any man who will rise with the birds for sheer love of a fair
-dawn."
-
-"Your rule of conduct is so much more strenuous, so much sterner and
-greyer," she said, "The cold rain and the shriek of east winds in
-ill-hung doors are nothing to you. They really hurt him."
-
-"Temperament. Yet I think our paths lead the same way."
-
-Honor laughed in her turn.
-
-"If they do," she declared, "there are a great many more turnpike gates
-on your road than upon Christopher's."
-
-
-
-
- *CHAPTER VI.*
-
- *ANTHEMIS COTULA*
-
-
-As Myles Stapledon proceeded at the stirrup of his cousin their
-conversation became more trifling, for the girl talked and the man was
-well content to listen. She entertained him with a humorous commentary
-on the life of the Moor-edge and the people who went to compose it. She
-pointed to stately roofs bowered in forests and expatiated on the
-mushroom folk who dwelt beneath them.
-
-"My Christo is not good enough for these! I'm a mere farmeress, and
-wouldn't count, though I do trace my ancestors back to Tudor times. Yet
-you might have supposed a Yeoland could dare to breathe the same air as
-Brown, Jones, and Robinson. Don't you think so? What are these great
-men?"
-
-"Successful," he said, not perceiving that she spoke ironically.
-
-"Ah! the god Success!"
-
-"Don't blame them. Money's the only power in the world now. Birth
-can't give splendid entertainments and pose as patron of the local
-institutions and be useful generally and scatter gold--if it has no gold
-to scatter. The old order changes, because those that represent it are
-mostly bankrupt. But money has always been the first power. Now it has
-changed hands--that's all the difference. A few generations of idleness
-and behold! the red blood has got all the money; the blue blood has
-none."
-
-"Poor blue blood!"
-
-"They are nothing to you--these people. They pay proper suit and
-service to the god that made them; they know the power of money, the
-futility of birth. What is the present use of old families if they
-represent nothing but bygone memories and musty parchments? Rank is a
-marketable commodity to be bought and sold--a thing as interesting and
-desirable to many as old china or any other fad of the wealthy. That
-they can understand, but poor commoners!--why, it isn't business. Don't
-you see?"
-
-"Christo's ancestors were a power in the land before this sort of people
-were invented."
-
-"They _were_ invented. If you look back far enough, you'll see that
-plenty of your ancient houses sprang from just this sort of people.
-Only their way to power and prosperity was more romantic then. Now they
-merely risk their health and eyesight grubbing for half a lifetime at
-desks in offices or in a bad climate; then they risked their lives under
-some Devon Drake or Raleigh upon unknown seas, or the field of battle.
-Our present methods of fortune-making are just as romantic really, only
-it will take another age, that looks at this from a bird's-eye point of
-view, to see it. Every dog has his day, and romance always means
-yesterday. It is summed up in that. I'll wager the neglect of the
-wealthy doesn't worry Yeoland."
-
-"No, he laughs."
-
-"They are too sordid to understand a man living his life and content to
-do so. It isn't business."
-
-Honor laughed.
-
-"No--they have the advantage of him there. Yet I do wish he wasn't so
-lazy."
-
-But Stapledon felt that he could not speak upon that question, so the
-subject dropped.
-
-They had now left the Moor and were descending to the valley and the
-river below. A magpie, like a great black and white butterfly, passed
-with slow flutter before them; there was a drone and gleam of shining
-insects in the air; and upon the sunny hedge-banks many oaks dripped
-with the fat sweetness of the aphides until the steep way beneath was
-darkened in patches as though by rain.
-
-"D'you hear them?" asked Honor. "The twin Teigns! They meet at the
-bridge beneath us. They know they are going to meet, and they begin to
-purr and sing to one another. They will rush into each other's arms in
-a minute. I love to see them do it."
-
-Forward went her surefooted pony, and Myles, striding now on one side,
-now upon the other, with his eyes in the rich fabric of the hedges, fell
-a little way behind. When he caught his cousin up again she saw that he
-had been picking wild flowers. A smile trembled on her lips, for the
-little blossoms looked out of place--almost ridiculous--in this stolid
-man's great hand. Honor thought there was a pathetic appeal in the eyes
-of the summer speedwells and dog-roses, a righteous indignation in the
-bristling locks of the ragged-robins that he held; but, assuming that
-the bouquet was designed for her, she concealed her amusement. Then her
-mind ranged to another aspect of this action, and she found the man's
-simplicity appeal to her. He did not offer Honor the flowers, but added
-others to them; named each hedge blossom; showed with frank interest how
-the seeds of the wood-sorrels sprang away and scattered at a touch;
-appeared entirely interested by the unconsidered business and beauty of
-a Devon lane. These concerns, so trivial to Honor's eye, clearly
-wakened in Stapledon an interest and enthusiasm as keen as any
-pertaining to humanity.
-
-They proceeded through the valley woods, past the great beech of the
-proposal, whose secret inscription was discreetly turned away from the
-high road, and then travelled towards Chagford, hard by the ancient mill
-of Holy Street--once a happy haunt of artists, to-day denied to all men.
-Here Honor pointed out the broken head of an old religious relic that
-formed part of a hedge upon their right hand.
-
-"Market Cross," she said. "It used to be in Chagford until a worthy
-clergyman rescued it and set it here."
-
-The fragment was of similar character to the granite round about it and
-shared with the component wall a decoration of mosses, fern, nettle,
-ivy, and brambles. Upon the stone itself was a rough incised cross, and
-the whole appeared to occupy this humble place with peaceful propriety.
-Myles viewed the fragment closely, then, moved by an idea, thrust his
-bouquet between its arms and passed on.
-
-"I thought they were for me," said Honor.
-
-"No," he answered. "I picked them without a particular object."
-
-They went forward again, traversed Chagford Bridge, and so, by dell and
-hamlet, hill and valley, returned towards Little Silver and began to
-breast the great acclivity to Bear Down.
-
-At the foot of this steep climb one Doctor Courteney Clack met them. He
-was a plump, genial soul of five-and-forty, and love of sport with lack
-of ambition combined to anchor him in this remote region. He had little
-to do and so much the more leisure for rod and horse. But to-day he was
-walking, and his round, clean-shorn face showed him to be remarkably
-warm.
-
-"Not at the races, Doctor? How extraordinary!"
-
-"Sheer evil fortune, Miss Endicott. A most inconsiderate young person."
-
-"Mrs. Ford?"
-
-"Exactly so. Nature has no sympathy with sportsmen. Christo is to tell
-me everything. He also has charge of a five-pound note. So I enjoy the
-sport in spirit."
-
-Hurried footsteps interrupted the conversation, and a boy was seen
-running at top speed down the hill.
-
-"It's Tommy Bates from home!" cried Honor. "What on earth does he want
-to go at that pace for?"
-
-"Me probably," said Doctor Clack. "Nobody ever runs in Little Silver,
-unless it's to my house."
-
-The medical man was right, and Tommy announced that a labourer had
-fallen suddenly sick in the hayfield and appeared about to perish.
-
-"Sunstroke for certain," declared the medical man. "If it's not asking
-too much, Miss Endicott, I would suggest that I borrowed your pony. It
-will take me up the hill a great deal faster than I can walk, and time
-may be precious."
-
-Honor immediately dismounted, and Doctor Clack, with great entertainment
-to himself, sat side-saddle, and uttering a wild whoop sent the
-astounded pony at the hill in a manner both unfamiliar and undignified.
-He was soon out of sight; and Tommy, after winning back his breath,
-explained the nature of the disaster and gave the name of the sufferer.
-
-An hour earlier in the day, those workers of Bear Down already seen,
-were assembled about their dinner beside the majestic bulk of the last
-rick. All was now gathered in and the evening would see conclusion of a
-most satisfactory hay-harvesting. With their bread and onions, cheese
-and cold puddings the labourers speculated upon the worth of the crop.
-
-"I'm thinking 'twill go in part to fat the pocket of a lazy man," said
-Henry Collins, who knew of the recent scene between Christopher Yeoland
-and Mr. Cramphorn, and had his reasons for ingratiating the latter.
-
-"Lazy an' worse. Look at my eye!" growled Jonah. "If it weren't for
-missis, I'd have laid him in clink afore now--vicious rip as he is!
-He'll never trouble Satan to find him a job. Born to the gallows like
-as not."
-
-He dropped his voice and turned to Churdles Ash.
-
-"I seen Cherry Grepe," he said. "She's took my money to be even with
-un. I didn't ax no questions, but 'twill go hard with un afore very
-long."
-
-Mr. Ash pursed his lips, which were indeed always pursed from the fact
-of there being no teeth to mention behind them. He did not answer
-Jonah's dark news, but spoke upon the main question.
-
-"Come to think of it, a honest scarecrow do more work in the world than
-him," he declared.
-
-"No more gude than a bowldacious auld dog-fox," said Henry Collins.
-
-"Worse," replied Jonah. "Such things as foxes an' other varmints be the
-creation of the Lard to keep the likes of Christopher Yeoland out o'
-mischief. But him--the man hisself--what can you say of wan as have got
-a sawl to save, an' behaves like a awver-fed beast?"
-
-"A butivul soarin' sawl," assented Samuel Pinsent. "But wheer do it soar
-to? To kissin' honest gals on the highways by all accounts."
-
-Mr. Cramphorn's dark visage wrinkled and twisted and contracted.
-
-"Blast the viper! But I gived un a hard stroke here an' theer, I warn
-'e. Might have killed un in my gert wrath, but for t'other. Walloped
-un to the truth of music I did--philandering beast! 'Tis pearls afore
-swine, missis to mate with him."
-
-"Fegs! You'm right theer. I've said afore an' I'll say again that she
-should have bided longer an' tried for her cousin. He'm worth ten of
-t'other chitterin' magpie; an' ban't feared o' work neither," declared
-Mr. Ash.
-
-"Wait!" murmured Jonah darkly and with mystery in his voice. Then he
-whispered behind his hand to the ancient. "Cherry Grepe had a gawlden
-half-sovereign! I knaw what's in that woman, if she's pleased to let it
-out. Bide an' see. An' her didn't burn the chap in a wax image stuffed
-with pins for nought! 'That'll do the trick presently,'[#] her said. So
-wait an' watch, Churdles, same as I be doin'."
-
-
-[#] Presently = immediately.
-
-
-Mr. Ash looked uneasy, but answered nothing. Then came a sudden
-interruption.
-
-Sally was serving at the cider barrel and had just poured out a horn of
-sweet refreshment for a thirsty man. It was Mr. Libby, who, in working
-clothes to-day, had condescended to manual labour once more. Time being
-an object with the hay, Mr. Cramphorn offered the youth a week's
-employment, so, much to the secret satisfaction of one who loved him,
-Mr. Libby became enrolled. Now the supreme moment was at hand, and
-while Sally laughed, her heart throbbed in a mighty flutter and beat
-painfully against a little bottle in her bosom. It contained the
-philtre, now to be exhibited on the cold heart of Gregory. Danger
-indeed lurked in this act, but Sally felt steeled to it and well
-prepared to hazard any reasonable risk. Only the previous evening she
-had seen Mr. Libby and her sister very close together in the gloaming.
-Moreover, her father had babbled far and near of the incident on the
-moorland road, and certain men and women, to her furious indignation,
-had not hesitated to hint that only an unmaidenly and coming-on spirit
-could culminate in such tribulation.
-
-Now she passed for one instant behind the rick, drew forth the phial,
-took out its cork with her teeth and poured the potion into Mr. Libby's
-horn of cider. Gregory, his holiday airs and graces set aside, thanked
-the girl, gave a grateful grunt of anticipation, and drained the beaker
-at a draught.
-
-"That's better!" he said. Then he smacked his lips and spat. "Theer's
-a funny tang to it tu. 'Twas from the cask--eh?"
-
-"Ess, of course; wheer should it be from?" said Sally. Then she
-fluttered away, scarcely seeing where she walked.
-
-The boy, Tommy Bates, was sitting beside Libby, and a moment later he
-spoke.
-
-"Lard, Greg! what's tuke 'e? You'm starin' like a sheep."
-
-"Doan't knaw, ezacally. I'm--I'm----"
-
-"You'm gone dough-colour, an' theer's perspiration come out 'pon 'e so
-big as peas!" cried candid Tommy.
-
-"I'm bad--mortal bad--'struth, I be dyin' I b'lieve! 'Tis here it's took
-me."
-
-He clapped his hands to his stomach, rolled over on the ground and
-groaned, while his companion hastened to cry the catastrophe.
-
-"Greg Libby's struck down! He'm thrawin' his life up, an' wrigglin' an'
-twistin' like a gashly worm!"
-
-"Ah, I seed un wi'out his hat," said Mr. Ash calmly.
-
-"A bit naish an' soft, I reckon; comes o' not standin' to work," spoke
-Henry Collins contemptuously.
-
-"Or might be tu much cider," suggested Pinsent.
-
-Without undue haste they strolled over to the sufferer. His head was in
-Sally's lap, and she screamed that he was passing away before their
-eyes.
-
-"Put the poll of un off your apern, will 'e!" snapped Mr. Cramphorn.
-"Give awver hollerin', an' get on your legs, an' run home to Mrs. Loveys
-for the brandy. The man's took a fit seemin'ly. An' you, Bates, slip
-it down the hill for Doctor Clack. Loose his shirt to the throat,
-Collins, and drag un in the shade."
-
-Jonah's orders were complied with, and soon, brandy bottle in hand, Mrs.
-Loveys hastened to the hay field with Sally sobbing behind her. But
-meantime Nature had assisted Mr. Libby to evade the potion, and a little
-brandy soon revived his shattered system. He was sitting up with his
-back against the hayrick describing his sensations to an interested
-audience when Doctor Clack arrived. The physician, who loved well the
-sound of his own voice, lectured on the recumbent Libby as soon as he
-had learnt particulars.
-
-"First let me assure you all that he's in no danger--none at all," he
-began. "Nature is more skilful, more quick-witted, more resourceful
-than the most learned amongst us. Even I, beside Nature, am as nothing.
-I should have ordered an emetic. Behold! Nature anticipates me and
-takes all the necessary steps. Really one might have suspected a case
-of _Colica Damnoniensis_--which doesn't mean a damned stomach-ache, as
-you might imagine, having no Latin, but merely 'Devonshire Colic'--an
-old-time complaint--old as cider in fact--but long since vanished. It
-was caused by the presence of deleterious substances, or, as you would
-describe it more simply, dirt, in the apple-juice; and those eminent
-men, Doctor John Huxham and Sir George Baker, arrived at the conclusion
-some hundred years ago that the ailment arose from presence of lead in
-the cider vats. Nowadays such things cannot happen; therefore, to
-return to our friend here, we must seek elsewhere for an explanation of
-his collapse. Whatever he was unfortunate or unwise enough to partake
-of has happily been rejected by that learned organ, the human
-stomach--so often wiser than the human head--and my presence ceases to
-be longer necessary. A little more brandy and water and our friend will
-be quite equal to walking home."
-
-Myles and Honor had now reached the scene, and the mistress of
-Endicott's insisted that a cart should convey Gregory to his mother.
-The unconscious victim of love therefore departed making the most of his
-sufferings.
-
-Sally also withdrew from the toil of the day, retired to her little
-bedroom in Mr. Cramphorn's cottage near Bear Down, and wept without
-intermission for a space of time not exceeding two hours. She then
-cheered up and speculated hopefully upon the future.
-
-To explain these matters it need only be said that, like many a better
-botanist before her, the girl had mistaken one herb of the field for
-another, and, instead of gathering innocent wild chamomile, collected
-good store of mayweed--a plant so exactly like the first to outward
-seeming that only most skilled eyes detect the differences between them.
-Thus, instead of receiving the beneficent and innocuous _Matricaria
-chamomilla_, Mr. Libby's stomach had been stormed by baleful _Anthemis
-cotula_, with the results recorded.
-
-
-
-
- *CHAPTER VII.*
-
- *A BADGER'S EARTH*
-
-
-While Myles Stapledon played a busy part at the farm and found ample
-outlet for his small capital, ample occupation for his energies, Honor
-roamed dreaming through the August days with Christopher. As for Myles,
-he was a practical farmer and soon discovered what Mark Endicott had
-anticipated, that no mean possibilities lurked in Bear Down. The place
-indeed cried out for spending of money and increase of stock, but it
-promised adequate return upon outlay--a return at least reasonable
-viewed from the present low estate and reduced capabilities of English
-land. Stapledon was not hungry for any immediate or amazing profit, but
-Endicott's seemed certain to produce a fair interest upon the two
-thousand pounds he embarked there; he liked the farm and he was
-satisfied. At his cousin's particular desire, Myles stayed to see the
-money spent according to his will. Some of it went in building; and
-bygone beauties of old ripe thatches and cob walls that crumbled their
-native red through many coats of mellow whitewash, now vanished,
-yielding place to bricks, blue slates, and staring iron. A new
-atmosphere moved over the stagnation of Endicott's and the blind man
-settled into a great content.
-
-The mistress had other matters to fill her thoughts, and, as the autumn
-approached, private concerns wholly occupied her. For Honor was more
-frank with herself than is possible to a soul that lacks humour; and a
-problem now rose ahead of her beyond the solution of days and nights; a
-mystery that developed, deepened, heightened, until it became a
-distraction and a trouble. Yet there was laughter in it, but of a
-sub-acid sort, neither wholesome nor pleasant.
-
-Once in position of proud possessor, Christopher Yeoland exhibited no
-further alarm and but little apparent eagerness in the matter of his
-united future with Honor. Marriage appeared to be the last thing in his
-thought, and the temperament of the man at this crisis became visible
-and offered matter of comment for the most cursory observers. The fact
-of delay suited Honor well enough in reality, for she had little
-intention or desire to marry immediately, but that Christopher should be
-of this mind piqued her. His perfect equanimity before the prospect of
-an indefinite engagement secretly made Honor somewhat indignant. It did
-not become her lover in her eyes. He was not indifferent, that she
-knew; he was not cold, that she hoped; but his temper in this perfect
-readiness to postpone matrimony showed him to Honor in a new sidelight.
-Naturally enough she did not understand the trait, though it was
-characteristic; and her discomfort existed in a vague sense that his
-attitude, so much the reverse of a compliment to her, must have been
-awakened by some deficiency in herself. That the imperfection lay in
-him she did not imagine; that his love was a little anaemic in a
-positive direction she could not be supposed to suspect. Intellectually
-at least Christopher always sufficed, and Honor's uneasiness usually
-evaporated when in his company, though it was prone to take shape and
-substance again when absent from him. He always spoke of marriage as a
-remote goal--wholly desirable indeed--but approached by such pleasant
-ways that most rambling and desultory progress thereto was best; and,
-though entirely of his mind, it is a fact that the girl felt
-fluctuations of absolute annoyance that this should be his mind.
-
-From which cause sprang secret laughter, that was born of fretfulness,
-that died in a frown.
-
-Other trouble, of a sort widely different, also appeared upon Honor's
-horizon. After a period of supreme command, to find another enjoying
-almost like share of obedience and service at Bear Down seemed strange.
-But with absolute unconsciousness Myles Stapledon soon blundered into a
-prominence at Endicott's second only to her own. Nor was his position
-even second in some directions. Labouring folk follow a strong will by
-instinct, and Myles was striking such a dominant note of energy,
-activity, despatch in affairs, that the little community came presently
-to regard him as the new controller of its fortunes. Stapledon's name
-was upon the lips of the people more often than Honor's; even Jonah
-Cramphorn, whose noblest qualities appeared in a doglike and devout
-fidelity to the mistress, found Myles filling his mind as often as the
-busy new-comer filled his eye. At such times, in common with Churdles
-Ash and any other who might have enough imagination to regret an
-impossibility, Jonah mourned that it was Yeoland rather than Stapledon
-who had won his mistress's heart.
-
-But the latter, full of business and loving work as only those love it
-who have devoted life thereto, overlooked the delicacy of his position
-at various minor points; and with sole purpose to save his cousin
-trouble he took much upon himself. It was sufficient that she said
-nothing and Mark Endicott approved. Once he offered to pay the hands at
-the accustomed hour of noon on Saturday; whereupon Honor blushed, and,
-becoming aware that he had hurt her, Myles expressed contrition with the
-utmost humility and heaped blame upon his blunder.
-
-"It was only to save you trouble," he concluded.
-
-"I know it; you are always doing so," she answered without irony. "But
-pay-day--that's the farmer's work."
-
-Her answer, though not intended to do anything of the sort, forcibly
-reminded Myles that he had but a limited interest in Bear Down.
-
-"Be frank," he said. "I'm such a thick-skinned fool that I may have
-blundered before and hurt you and never known it. Do not suffer me to
-do so again, Honor. I'm only very jealous for you and all that is
-yours."
-
-"You are a great deal too kind to me, Myles, and have done more than I
-can find words to thank you for. You are the good genius here. I don't
-like to think of the loneliness we shall feel when you go from us."
-
-"I'm not going yet awhile, I promise you," he answered.
-
-Honor indeed appreciated her cousin's goodness fully, and, after this
-incident, had no more occasion to deplore his tact. She only spoke
-truth when affirming regret at the possibility of his departure. Her
-earliest sensations of oppression in his society had passed upon their
-walk over the Moor. From that moment the woman began to understand him
-and appreciate the strenuous simplicity of him. Sometimes he looked
-almost pathetic in his negations and his lonely and forlorn attitude
-towards the things of Hope; at others he rose into a being impressive,
-by that loneliness--a rare spirit who, upon "inbred loyalty unto Virtue,
-could serve her without a livery," and without a wage. Thus seen he
-interested Honor's intellect, and she speculated upon the strength of
-his armour if Chance called upon him to prove it. Not seldom she found
-herself in moods when a walk and a talk with Myles invigorated her; and
-she told her heart that such conversations made her return to
-Christopher with the greater zest, as an olive will reveal the delicate
-shades of flavour in fine wine. She assured herself of this fact
-repeatedly, until the reiteration of the idea caused her conscience to
-suspect its truth. She wilfully shut her eyes to its absurdity for a
-month, then changed her simile. Now she fancied that Christopher and
-Myles must impart an intellectual complement to one another, in that
-their qualities differed so extremely.
-
-The result of this attitude was inevitable upon a woman of Honor's
-temperament. Comparison being impossible, she began to contrast the two
-men. One could be nothing to her; the other she had promised to marry;
-and even in the midst of her critical analysis she blamed herself, not
-without reason, in that her love for Christopher had no power to blind
-her. She asked herself bitterly what an affection was worth that could
-thus dwell in cold blood upon a lover's weaknesses. She answered
-herself that it was Christopher's own fault. She felt glad that he was
-what he was. His defects looked lovable; and only in the rather chilly
-daylight thrown by Stapledon's characteristics did Christo's blemishes
-appear at all. Then Honor grew very angry with herself, but tried to
-believe that her anger was directed against Myles. She flew upon him
-savagely to tear him to pieces; she strove furiously, pitilessly to
-strip him to his soul; but she was just between the ebullitions of
-anger, and, after her hurricane onset, the lacerated figure of her
-cousin still stood a man. He was difficult to belittle or disparage by
-the nature of him. One may trample a flower-bed into unlovely ruin in a
-moment; to rob a lichen-clad rock of its particular beauty is a harder
-and a lengthier task. Granted that the man was ponderous and lacking in
-laughter, he could yet be kind and gentle to all; granted that he
-appeared oppressed with the necessity of setting a good example to the
-world, yet he was in earnest, of self-denying and simple habit, one who
-apparently practised nothing he did not preach. She turned impatiently
-away from the picture of such admirable qualities; she told herself that
-he was little better than a savage in some aspects, a prig in all the
-rest. Yet Honor Endicott had lived too close to Nature to make the
-mistake of any lengthened self-deception. Myles was living a life that
-would wear, as against an existence which even her green experience of
-the world whispered was irrational; and though the shrewdness of
-Stapledon appeared a drab and unlovely compound beside Christopher's
-sparkling philosophy, yet Honor knew which stood for the juster views of
-life and conduct. One represented a grey twilight, clear and calm if
-wholly lacking any splendid height of hue; the other promised wide
-contrasts, tropical sunshine, and probable tempests. Not a little in the
-sobriety of the first picture attracted her; but she was none the less
-well pleased to think that she had already decided for the second.
-Herein she followed instinct, for her nature was of the sort that needed
-variable weather if intellectual health was to be her portion.
-
-Yet these dissimilar men, as chance willed it, proved excellent friends,
-and, from the incident of their first meeting, grew into a sufficiently
-warm comradeship. Myles found himself gasping a dozen times a day before
-the audacities of Christopher. Sometimes indeed he suspected Yeoland's
-jewels of being paste; sometimes he marvelled how a professed Christian
-could propound certain theories; sometimes also he suspected that the
-Squire of Godleigh spoke truer than he knew. Christopher, for his part,
-welcomed the farmer, as he had welcomed any man whose destiny it was to
-lighten Honor's anxiety. That the new-comer was putting a couple of
-thousand pounds into Endicott's proved passport sufficient to Yeoland's
-esteem. Moreover, he liked Myles for other reasons. They met often in
-the fields and high places at dawn, and from standpoints widely
-different they both approached Nature with love. Christopher took a
-telescopic survey, delighted in wide harmonies, great shadows, upheavals
-of cloud, storms, sunsets, rivers overflowing and the magic of the mist.
-He knew the name of nothing and shrank from scientific approach to
-natural objects--to bird or bud or berry; but he affected all the wild
-animate and inanimate life of his woods and rivers; he was reluctant to
-interfere with anything; he hated the mournful echo of a woodman's axe
-in spring, though each dull reverberation promised a guinea for his
-empty purse. Stapledon, on the contrary, while not dead to spacious
-manifestations of force, was also microscopic. He missed much that the
-other was quick to glean, but gained an intimate knowledge of matters
-radical, and, being introspective, dug deeper lessons out of Devon
-hedgerows and the economy of Dartmoor bogs than Yeoland gathered from
-the procession of all the seasons as displayed in pomp and glory under
-the banner of the sun.
-
-On a day when as yet no shadow had risen between them; when as yet Myles
-contemplated his cousin's engagement without uneasiness, and Christopher
-enjoyed the other's ingenuous commentary upon Honor's rare beauty of
-mind and body, they walked together at sunset on the high lands of
-Godleigh. Above the pine trees that encircled Yeoland's home and rose
-behind it, an offshoot from the Moor extended. Deep slopes of fern and
-grass, mountain ash and blackthorn, draped the sides of this elevation,
-and upon the crown of a little hill, sharing the same with wild ridges
-and boulders of stone, spread ruins and lay foundations of a building
-that had almost vanished. A single turret still stood, ceiled with the
-sky, carpeted with grass; and all round about a glory of purple heather
-fledged the granite, the evening scent of the bracken rose, flames of
-sunset fire touched stones and tree-tops, and burnt into the huge side
-of distant Cosdon Beacon, until that mountain was turned into a mist of
-gold.
-
-"There would be a grand sky if we were on the Moor to-night," said
-Christopher; "not one of the clear, cloudless sort--as clean and
-uneventful as a saint's record--but what I call a human sunset--full of
-smudged splendour and gorgeous blots and tottering ruins, with live fire
-streaming out of the black abysses and an awful scarlet pall flung out
-to cover the great red-hot heart of the sun as he dips and dips."
-
-"A sunset always means to-morrow to me."
-
-"You're a farmer. Nothing ever means to-morrow to me."
-
-"I can't believe that, Yeoland--not now that you've won Honor."
-
-Christopher did not answer, but walked on where many an acre of fern
-spread over the southern face of the slope.
-
-"Here you are," he said presently, indicating a burrow and a pile of
-mould. "Tommy Bates found it when he was here picking sloes and told me
-about it. I won't be sure it isn't a fox myself; though he declares the
-earth to be a badger's."
-
-"Yes, I think that dead white grass means a badger. He brought it up
-from the valley."
-
-"Then Tommy was right and I'm glad, for any distinguished stranger is
-welcome on my ground. What does the brute eat?"
-
-"Roots and beech mast for choice. But he's carnivorous to the extent of
-an occasional frog or beetle; and I'm afraid he wouldn't pass a
-partridge's nest if there were eggs in it."
-
-"That's a black mark against the beggar, but I'll pretend I don't know
-it."
-
-They strolled forward and Myles kept his eyes upon the ground, while
-Christopher watched the sunset.
-
-"It's a singular puzzle, the things that make a man melancholy," said
-the latter suddenly. "Once I had a theory that any perfect thing, no
-matter what, must produce sadness in the human mind, simply out of its
-perfection."
-
-"A country life would be a pretty miserable business if that was
-so--with the perfect at the door of our eyes and ears all day long."
-
-"Then I discovered that it depended on other considerations. Love of
-life is concerned with it. Youth saddens nobody; but age must. Our
-love of life wakes our sorrow for the old who are going out of it. 'Tis
-the difference between a bud and a withered blossom. Sunrise makes no
-man sad. That's why you love it, and love to be in it, as I do. The
-blush of dawn is like the warm cheek of a waking child--lovely; but
-sunset is a dying thing. There's sadness in that, and the more
-beautiful, the more sad."
-
-"I cannot see anything to call sad in one or other."
-
-"No, I suppose you can't; you've got such a devilish well-balanced
-mind."
-
-A faint shadow of annoyance if not absolute contempt lurked in the tones
-of the speech; but Stapledon failed to see it.
-
-"I wish I had," he answered. "There are plenty of things in Nature that
-make a man sad--sounds, sights, glimpses of the eternal battle under the
-eternal beauty. But sadness is weakness, say what you will. There's
-nothing to be sentimental about really. It's because we apply our rule
-of thumb to her; it's because we try to measure her wide methods by our
-own opinions on right and justice that we find her unjust. I told Honor
-something of this; but she agrees with you that Nature's quite beyond
-apology, and won't be convinced."
-
-"You've told her so many things lately--opened her eyes, I'm sure, in so
-many directions. She's as solemn as an owl sometimes when I'm with her.
-Certainly she doesn't laugh as often as she used to."
-
-Myles was much startled.
-
-"Don't say that; don't say that. She's not meant to take sober
-views--not yet--not yet. She's living sunlight--the embodiment of
-laughter, and all the world's a funny picture-book to her still. To
-think I should have paid for the pleasure she's brought me by lessening
-her own! I hope you're utterly wrong, Yeoland. This is a very
-unquieting thought."
-
-The man spoke much faster than usual, and with such evident concern that
-Christopher endeavoured to diminish the force of his speech.
-
-"Perhaps I'm mistaken, as you say; perhaps the reason is that we are now
-definitely engaged. That may have induced gravity. Of course it is a
-solemn thing for an intelligent girl to cast in her lot with a pauper."
-
-But Myles would not be distracted from the main issue.
-
-"Her laughter is characteristic--marvellously musical--part of herself,
-like bells are part of a fair church. Think of making a belfry dumb by a
-deliberate act! Honor should always be smiling. A little sister of the
-spring she seems to me, and her laughter goes to my heart like a lark's
-song, for there's unconscious praise of God in it."
-
-Yeoland glanced at the other.
-
-"You can be sentimental too, then?"
-
-"Not that, but I can be sad, and I am now. A man may well be so to
-think he has bated by one smile the happiness of Honor."
-
-"Sorry I mentioned it."
-
-"I'm glad. It was a great fault in me. I will try desperately to
-amend. I'm a dull dog, but I'll----"
-
-"Don't, my dear chap. Don't do anything whatever. Be yourself, or you
-won't keep her respect. She hates shams. I would change too if I
-could. But she'd be down on me in a second if I attempted any
-reformation. The truth is we're both bursting with different good and
-brilliant qualities--you and I--and poor Honor is dazzled."
-
-Stapledon did not laugh; he only experienced a great desire to be alone.
-
-"Are you going to wait for the badger?" he asked, as they turned and
-retraced their way.
-
-"Good Lord, no! Are you?"
-
-"Certainly. It's only a matter of hours at most. I can sit silent in
-the fern with my eyes on the earth. I thought you wanted to see him."
-
-"Not an atom. It's enough for me that he's here in snug quarters. My
-lord badger will show at moonrise, I expect. You'd better come down to
-the house and have a drink after the manifestation."
-
-He tramped away; his footfall faded to a whisper in the fern; and Myles,
-reaching a place from which the aperture below was visible, settled
-himself and took a pipe from his pocket from habit, but did not load or
-light it. He had an oriental capacity for waiting, and his patience it
-was that had won much of his curious knowledge. A few hours more or
-less under the stars on a fine summer night were nothing but a pleasure
-to him. Rather did he welcome the pending vigil, for he desired to
-think, and he knew that a man may do so to best purpose in the air.
-
-Once out of sight Christopher also stopped awhile and sat down upon a
-rock with his face uplifted. The rosy sky was paling, and already a
-little galaxy of lights afar off marked the village of Chagford, where
-it stood upon its own proper elevation under the Moor. Thus placed, in
-opposition to the vanished sun, detail appeared most clearly along the
-eastern hills and valleys. Cot, hamlet, white winding road stood forth
-upon the expanse, and while Christopher Yeoland watched the dwindling
-definition on earth there ascended a vast and misty shield of pearl into
-the fading sky. Through parallel bands of grey, like a faint ghost, it
-stole upwards into a rosy after-glow. Then the clouds faded, and died,
-and wakened again at the touch of the moon, as she arose with heightened
-glory and diminished girth, to wield a sceptre of silver over sleep.
-There descended then the great silence of such places, the silence that
-only country dwellers understand, the silence that can fret urban nerves
-into absolute suffering. Bedewed fern-fronds gathered light, and flung
-it like rain across the gloom, and brought far-reaching peace and
-contentment to the mind of Christopher. He dreamed dreams; he rose in
-spirit through the moony mist--a dimensionless, imponderable, spirit
-thing, ready to lose himself in one drop of diamond dew, hungry to fill
-high heaven and hug the round moon to his heart. For a little season he
-rejoiced in the trance of that hushed hour; then the moment of
-intoxication vanished, and he rose slowly and went his way.
-
-The other man, after long waiting, was also rewarded. From beneath him,
-where he sat, there came at last a sound and a snuffling. The badger
-appeared, and the moonlight touched his little eyes and gleamed along
-his amber side-streaks as he put up his nose, sniffed the air with
-suspicion, stretched himself, scratched himself, then paddled silently
-away upon his nightly business through the aisles of the fern.
-
-
-
-
- *CHAPTER VIII.*
-
- *OUT OF THE MIST*
-
-
-The calm awakened of moonlight, as quickly died, and Christopher Yeoland
-found himself in some uneasiness when he thought of his love. Whereon
-he based this irritation would have been difficult to determine, but a
-variety of small annoyances conspired to build it. These trifles,
-separately, laughter could blow away at a breath, but combined they grew
-into a shadow not easily dispelled. Already the name of Myles had
-oftener sounded upon Honor's lips than seemed necessary, even when
-Stapledon's position and importance at Bear Down were allowed; and now
-her name similarly echoed and re-echoed in the utterances of her cousin.
-Still Christopher smiled in thought.
-
-"It's the novelty of him after me. I'm a mere rollicking, irresponsible
-brook--only good to drink from or fish in--for ideas; he's a useful,
-dreary canal--a most valuable contrivance--smooth, placid, not to say
-flat. Well, well, I must shake Honor up; I must----"
-
-He reflected and debated upon various courses though immediate marriage
-was not included amongst them. But a fortnight later the situation had
-developed.
-
-Honor and Christopher were riding together over the Moor; and, albeit
-the physical conditions promised fair enough until sunset-time, when
-both man and woman turned homewards very happy, yet each had grown
-miserable before the end, and they parted in anger upon the heathery
-wastes where northern Teign and Wallabrook wind underneath Scor Hill.
-For the weather of the high land and the weather of their minds
-simultaneously changed, and across both there passed a cloud. Over
-against the sunset, creeping magically as she is wont to creep, from the
-bosom of the Moor and the dark ways of unseen water, arose the Mist
-Mother. She appeared suddenly against the blue above, spread forth
-diaphanous draperies, twined her pearly arms among the stocks and stones
-and old, wind-bent bushes of the waste. Catching a radiance from the
-westering sun, she draped the grey heads of granite tors in cowls of
-gold; she rose and fell; she appeared and vanished; she stole forward
-suddenly; she wreathed curly tendrils of vapour over sedge and stone,
-green, quaking bog, still waters, and the peat cuttings that burnt
-red-hot under the level rays of the sun. Great solitary flakes of the
-mist, shining with ineffable lustre of light, lessened the sobriety of
-the heath; and upon their dazzling hearts, where they suddenly merged
-and spread in opposition to the sun on the slope of western-facing
-hills, there trembled out a spectral misty circle--a huge halo of
-colourless light drawn upon the glimmering moisture. Within it, a
-whitethorn stood bathed in a fiery glow without candescence; and from
-beneath the tree some wild creature--hare or fox--moved away silently
-and vanished under the curtain, while a curlew cried overhead invisible.
-The riders reined up and watched the luminous frolics of the Mist, where
-she played thus naked, like an innocent savage thing, before them.
-
-"These are the moments when I seem to glimpse antique life through the
-grey--wolf-skins and dark human skins, coarse faces, black hair,
-bead-bright eyes, strange speech, the glimmer of tents or rush thatches
-through the mist. These, and the bark of dogs, laughter of women,
-tinkle of stone on stone, where some Damnonian hunter fabricates his
-flints and grunts of the wood-bears and the way to kill them."
-
-"Always dreaming, dearest. I wonder what you would have done in those
-days? Did the Damnonians have Christos too?"
-
-"Undoubtedly. I should have been a bard, or a tribal prophet, or
-something important and easy. I should have dreamed dreams, and told
-fortunes, and imparted a certain cultured flavour to the lodge. I
-should have been their oracle very likely--nice easy work being an
-oracle. In it you'll find the first dawn of the future art of
-criticism."
-
-"Creation is better than criticism."
-
-"That's your cousin, I'll swear! The very ring of him. No doubt he
-thinks so. Yet what can be more futile than unskilful creation? For
-that matter the awful amount of time that's wasted in all sorts of
-futile work."
-
-"You're certainly sincere. You practise the virtues of laziness as well
-as preach them," said Honor without amusement.
-
-"I do; but there's not that old note of admiration at my theories in
-your voice of late, my angel girl."
-
-"No, Christo; I'm beginning to doubt, in a fleeting sort of way, if your
-gospel is quite the inspired thing you fancy it."
-
-"Treason! You live too much in the atmosphere of honest toil,
-sweetheart. And there's hardly a butterfly left now to correct your
-impressions."
-
-"No; they are all starving under leaves, poor things."
-
-"Exactly--dying game; and the self-righteous ant is counting his
-stores--or is it the squirrel, or the dormouse? I know something or
-other hoards all the summer through to prolong his useless existence."
-
-Honor did not answer. Then her lover suddenly remembered Myles, and his
-forehead wrinkled for a moment.
-
-"Of course I'm not blind, Honor," he proceeded, in an altered tone.
-"I've seen the change these many days, and levelled a guess at the
-reason. Sobersides makes me look a weakling. Unfortunately he's such a
-real good chap I cannot be cross with him."
-
-"Why should you be cross with anybody?"
-
-"That's the question. You're the answer. I'm--I'm not exactly all I
-was to you. Don't clamour. It's true, and you know it's true. You're
-so exacting, so unrestful, so grave by fits lately. And he--he's always
-on your tongue too. You didn't know that, but it's the case. Natural
-perhaps--a strong personality, and so forth--yet--yet----"
-
-"What nonsense this is, Christopher!"
-
-"Of course it is. But you don't laugh. You never do laugh now. My own
-sober conviction is this; Stapledon's in love with you and doesn't know
-it. Don't fall off your pony."
-
-"Christopher! You've no right, or reason, or shadow of a shade for
-saying such a ridiculous thing."
-
-"There's that in your voice convinces me at this moment."
-
-"Doesn't he know we're engaged? Would such a man allow himself for an
-instant----?"
-
-"Of course he wouldn't. That's just what I argue, isn't it? He stops
-on here because he doesn't know what's happened to him yet, poor devil.
-When he finds out, he'll probably fly."
-
-"You judge others by yourself, my dearest. Love! Why, he works too hard
-to waste his thoughts on any woman whatsoever. Never was a mind so
-seldom in the clouds."
-
-"In the clouds--no; but on the earth--on the earth, and at your elbow."
-
-"He's nothing of the kind."
-
-"Well, then, you're always at his. Such a busy, bustling couple! I'm
-sure you're enough to make the very singing birds ashamed. When is he
-going?"
-
-"When his money is laid out to his liking, I suppose. Not yet awhile, I
-hope."
-
-"You don't want him to go?"
-
-"Certainly I don't; why should I?"
-
-"You admire him in a way?"
-
-"In a great many ways. He's a restful man. There's a beautiful
-simplicity about his thoughts; and----"
-
-"And he works?"
-
-"You're trying to make me cross, Christo; but I don't think you will
-again."
-
-"Ah! I have to thank him for that too! He's making you see how small
-it is to be cross with me. He's enlarging your mind, lifting it to the
-stars, burying it in the bogs, teaching you all about rainbows and
-tadpoles. He'll soak the sunshine out of your life if you're not
-careful; and then you'll grow as self-contained and sensible and perfect
-as he is."
-
-"After which you won't want me any more, I suppose?"
-
-"No--then you'd only be fit for--well, for him."
-
-"I don't love you in these sneering moods, Christo. Why cannot you speak
-plainly? You've got some imaginary grievance. What is it?"
-
-"I never said so. But--well, I have. I honestly believe I'm
-jealous--jealous of this superior man."
-
-"You child!"
-
-"There it is! It's come to that. I wasn't a child in your eyes a month
-ago. But I shall be called an infant in arms at this rate in another
-month."
-
-"He can't help being a sensible, far-seeing man, any more than you can
-help being a----"
-
-"Fool--say it; don't hesitate. Well, what then?"
-
-Honor, despite her recent assertion, could still be angry with
-Christopher, because she loved him better than anything in the world.
-Her face flushed; she gathered her reins sharply.
-
-"Then," she answered, "there's nothing more to be said--excepting that
-I'm a little tired of you to-day. We've seen too much of one another
-lately."
-
-"Or too much of somebody else."
-
-She wheeled away abruptly and galloped off, leaving him with the last
-word. One of her dogs, a big collie, stood irresolute, his left forepaw
-up, his eyes all doubt. Then he bent his great back like a bow, and
-bounded after his mistress; but Yeoland did not attempt to follow. He
-watched his lady awhile, and, when she was a quarter of a mile ahead,
-proceeded homewards.
-
-She had chosen a winding way back to Bear Down, and he must pass the
-farm before she could return to it.
-
-The man was perfectly calm to outward seeming, but he shook his head
-once or twice--shook it at his own folly.
-
-"Poor little lass!" he said to himself. "Impatient--impatient--why?
-Because I was impatient, no doubt. Let me see--our first real quarrel
-since we were engaged."
-
-As he went down the hill past Honor's home, a sudden fancy held him,
-and, acting upon it, he dismounted, hitched up his horse, and strolled
-round to the back of the house in hope that he might win a private word
-or two with Mark Endicott. Chance favoured him. Tea drinking was done,
-and the still, lonely hour following on that meal prevailed in the great
-kitchen. Without, spangled fowls clucked their last remarks for the day,
-and fluttered, with clumsy effort, to their perches in a great holly
-tree, where they roosted. At the open door a block, a bill-hook, and a
-leathern gauntlet lay beside a pile of split wood where Sally Cramphorn
-had been working; and upon the block a robin sat and sang.
-
-Christopher lifted the latch and walked through a short passage to find
-Honor's uncle alone in the kitchen and talking to himself by snatches.
-
-"Forgive me, Mr. Endicott," he said, breaking in upon the monologue;
-"I've no right to upset your reveries in this fashion, but I was passing
-and wanted a dozen words."
-
-"And welcome, Yeoland. We've missed you at the Sunday supper of late
-weeks. How is it with you?"
-
-"Oh, all right. Only just now I want to exchange ideas--impressions.
-You love my Honor better than anybody else in the world but myself. And
-love makes one jolly quick--sensitive--foolishly so perhaps. I didn't
-think it was in me to be sensitive; yet I find I am."
-
-"Speak your mind, and I'll go on with my knitting--never blind man's
-holiday if you are a blind man, you know."
-
-"You're like all the rest in this hive, always busy. I wonder if the
-drones blush when they're caught stealing honey?"
-
-"Haven't much time for blushing. Yet 'tis certain that never drone
-stole sweeter honey than you have--if you are a drone."
-
-"I'm coming to that. But the honey first. Frankly now, have you
-noticed any change in Honor of late days--since--well, within the last
-month or two."
-
-Mr. Endicott reflected before making any answer, and tapped his needles
-slowly.
-
-"There is a change," he said at length.
-
-"She's restless," continued Christopher; "won't have her laugh
-out--stops in the middle, as if she suddenly remembered she was in
-church or somewhere. How d'you account for it?"
-
-"She's grown a bit more strenuous since her engagement--more alive to
-the working-day side of things."
-
-"Not lasting, I hope?"
-
-"Please God, yes. She won't be any less happy."
-
-"Of course Myles Stapledon's responsible. Yet how has he done it? You
-say you're glad to see Honor more serious-minded. Well, that means you
-would have made her so before now, if you could. You failed to change
-her in all these years; he has succeeded in clouding her life somehow
-within the space of two months. How can you explain that?"
-
-"You're asking pithy questions, my son. And, by the voice of you, I'm
-inclined to reckon you're as likely to know the answers to them as I am.
-Maybe more likely. You're a man in love, and that quickens the wits of
-even the dullest clod who ever sat sighing on a gate, eating his turnip
-and finding it tasteless. I loved a maid once, too; but 'tis so far
-off."
-
-"Well, there's something not wholly right in this. And they ought to
-know it."
-
-"Certainly they don't--don't guess it or dream it. But leave that. Now
-you. You must tackle yourself. The remedy lies with you. This thing
-has made you think, at any rate."
-
-"Well, yes. Honor isn't so satisfied with me as of old, somehow. Of
-course that's natural, but----"
-
-"She loves you a thousand times better than you love yourself."
-
-"And still isn't exactly happy in me."
-
-"Are you happy in yourself? She's very well satisfied with
-you--worships the ground you walk on, as the saying is--but that's not
-to say she's satisfied with your life. And more am I, or anybody that
-cares about you. And more are you."
-
-"Well, well; but Myles Stapledon--this dear, good chap. He's a--what?
-Why, a magnifying glass for people to see me in--upside down."
-
-"He thinks very little about you, I fancy."
-
-"He's succeeded in making me feel a fool, anyhow; and that's unpleasant.
-Tell me what to do, Mr. Endicott. Where shall I begin?"
-
-"Begin to be a man, Yeoland. That's what a woman wants in her
-husband--wants it unconsciously before everything. A
-man--self-contained, resolute--a figure strong enough to lean upon in
-storm and stress."
-
-"Stapledon is a man."
-
-"He is, emphatically. He knows where he is going, and the road. He
-gets unity into his life, method into his to-morrows."
-
-"To-morrow's always all right. It's to-day that bothers me so
-infernally."
-
-"Ah! and yesterday must make you feel sick every time you think of it,
-if you've any conscience."
-
-"I know there isn't much to show. Yet it seems such a poor compliment
-to the wonderful world to waste your time in grubbing meanly with your
-back to her. At best we can only get a few jewelled glimpses through
-these clay gates that we live behind. Then down comes the night, when
-no man may work or play. And we shall be an awfully long time dead. And
-what's the sum of a life's labour after all?"
-
-"Get work," said Mark, "and drop that twaddle. Healthy work's the first
-law of Nature, no matter what wise men may say or poets sing. Liberty!
-It's a Jack-o'-lantern. There's no created thing can be free. Doing His
-will--all, all. Root and branch, berry and bud, feathered and furred
-creatures--all working to live complete. The lily does toil; and if you
-could see the double fringe of her roots above the bulb and under it--as
-I can well mind when I had eyes and loved the garden--you'd know it was
-so. There's no good thing in all the world got without labour at the
-back of it. Think what goes to build a flash of lightning--you that love
-storms. But the lightning's not free neither. And the Almighty's self
-works harder than all His worlds put together."
-
-"Well, I'll do something definite. I think I'll write a book about
-birds. Tell me, does Honor speak much of her cousin?"
-
-"She does."
-
-"Yet if she knew--if she only knew. Why, God's light! she'd wither and
-lose her sap and grow old in two years with Stapledon. I know it, in
-the very heart of me, and I'd stake my life on it against all the
-prophets. There's that in close contact with him would freeze and kill
-such as Honor. Yes, kill her, for it's a vital part of her would
-suffer. Some fascination has sprung up from the contrast between us;
-and it has charmed her. She's bewitched. And yet--be frank, Mr.
-Endicott--do you believe that Stapledon is the husband for Honor?
-You've thought about it, naturally, because, before she and I were
-engaged, you told me that you hoped they might make a match for their
-own sakes and the farm's. Now what do you say? Would you, knowing her
-only less well than I do, wish that she could change?"
-
-The other was silent.
-
-"You would, then?"
-
-"If I would," answered old Endicott, "I shouldn't have hesitated to say
-so. It's because I wouldn't that I was dumb."
-
-"You wouldn't? That's a great weight off my mind, then."
-
-"I mean no praise for you. I should like to chop you and Stapledon
-small, mix you, and mould you again. Yet what folly! Then she'd look
-at neither, for certain."
-
-"Such a salad wouldn't be delectable. But thank you for heartening me.
-I'm the husband for your niece. I know it--sure as I'm a Christian.
-And she knew it a month ago; and she'll know it again a month hence, I
-pray, even if she's forgotten it for the moment. Now I'll clear out,
-and leave you with your thoughts."
-
-"So you've quarrelled with her?"
-
-"No, no, no; she quarrelled with me, very properly, very justly; then
-she left me in disgrace, and I came to you, hoping for a grain of
-comfort. I'm a poor prattler, you know--one who cannot hide my little
-dish of misery out of sight, but must always parade it if I suspect a
-sympathetic nature in man or woman. Good-bye again."
-
-So Christopher departed, mounted his horse, and trotted home in most
-amiable mood.
-
-
-
-
- *CHAPTER IX.*
-
- *THE WARNING*
-
-
-There was a custom of ancient standing at Bear Down Farm. On working
-days the family supped together in a small chamber lying off the
-kitchen, and left the latter apartment to the hands; but upon Sunday
-night all the household partook at the same table, and it was rumoured
-and believed that, during a period of two hundred years, the reigning
-head of Endicott's had never failed to preside at this repast, when in
-residence. Moreover, the very dishes changed not. A cold sirloin of
-beef, a potato salad, and a rabbit pie were the foundations of the
-feast; and after them followed fruit tarts, excepting in the spring,
-with bread and cheese, cider and small beer.
-
-Two days after Honor's quarrel with Christopher, while yet they
-continued unreconciled, there fell a Sunday supper at which the little
-band then playing its part in the history of Endicott's was assembled
-about a laden board. But matters of moment were astir; a wave of
-excitement passed over the work folk, and Myles, who sat near the head
-of the table on Honor's left, observed a simultaneous movement, a
-whispering and a nodding. There were present Mr. Cramphorn and his
-daughters, who dwelt in a cottage hard by the farm; Churdles Ash, Henry
-Collins, the red-haired humorist Pinsent, and the boy Tommy Bates. Mrs.
-Loveys took the bottom of the table; Mark Endicott sat beside his niece,
-at her right hand.
-
-A hush fell upon the company before the shadow of some great pending
-event. The clatter of crockery, the tinkle of knives and forks ceased.
-Then Myles whispered to Honor that a speech was about to be delivered,
-and she, setting down her hands, smiled with bright inquiry upon Mr.
-Cramphorn, who had risen to his feet, and was darting uncomfortable
-glances about him from beneath black brows.
-
-"D'you want to tell me anything, Cramphorn?" she inquired.
-
-"Ma'am, I do," he answered. "By rights 'tis the dooty of Churdles Ash,
-but he'm an ancient piece wi'out gert store o' words best o' times, an'
-none for a moment such as this; so he've axed me to speak instead,
-'cause it do bring him a wambliness of the innards to do or say ought as
-may draw the public eye upon un. 'Tis like this, mistress, we of
-Endicott's, here assembled to supper, do desire to give 'e joy of your
-marriage contract when it comes to be; an' us hopes to a man as it may
-fall out for the best. Idden for us to say no more'n that; an' what we
-think an' what we doan't think ban't no business but our awn. Though
-your gude pleasure be ours, I do assure 'e; an' the lot of us would do
-all man or woman can do to lighten your heart in this vale o' weariness.
-An' I'm sure we wants for you to be a happy woman, wife, mother, an'
-widow--all in due an' proper season, 'cordin' to the laws o' Nature an'
-the will o' God. An' so sez Churdles Ash, an' me, an' Mrs. Loveys, an'
-my darters, an' t'others. An' us have ordained to give e' a li'l
-momentum of the happy day, awnly theer's no search in' hurry by the look
-of it, so as to that--it being Henery Collins his thought--us have
-resolved to bide till the banns be axed out. 'Cause theer's many a slip
-'twixt the cup an' the lip, 'cordin' to a wise sayin' of old. An' so
-I'll sit down wishin' gude fortune to all at Endicott's--fields, an'
-things,[#] an' folk."
-
-
-[#] Things = stock.
-
-
-Mr. Cramphorn and his friends had been aware of Honor's engagement for
-three months; but the bucolic mind is before all things deliberate. It
-required that space of time and many long-winded, wearisome arguments to
-decide when and how an official cognisance of the great fact might best
-be taken.
-
-The mistress of Bear Down briefly thanked everybody, with a smile on her
-lip and a tear in her eye; while the men and women gazed stolidly upon
-her as she expressed her gratitude for their kindly wishes. When she had
-spoken, Mr. Cramphorn, Collins, and Churdles Ash hit the table with
-their knife-handles once or twice, and the subject was instantly
-dismissed. Save in the mistress and her uncle, this incident struck not
-one visible spark of emotion upon anybody present. All ate heartily,
-then Honor Endicott withdrew to her parlour; Mrs. Loveys and Cramphorn's
-daughters cleared the table.
-
-The men then lighted their pipes; Mark Endicott returned to his chair
-behind the leathern screen; the deep settle absorbed Churdles Ash and
-another; Jonah took a seat beside the peat fire, which he mended with a
-huge "scad" or two from the corner; and the customary Sunday night
-convention, with the blind man as president or arbiter, according to the
-tone of the discussion, was entered upon. Sometimes matters progressed
-harmoniously and sleepily enough; on other occasions, and always at the
-instance of Mr. Cramphorn, whose many opinions and scanty information
-not seldom awoke an active and polemical spirit, the argument was
-conducted with extreme acerbity--a circumstance inevitable when opposing
-minds endeavour to express ideas or shades of thought beyond the reach
-of their limited vocabularies.
-
-To-night the wind blew hard from the west and growled in the chimney,
-while the peat beneath glowed to its fiery heart under a dancing aurora
-of blue flame, and half a dozen pipes sent forth crooked columns of
-smoke to the ceiling. Mr. Cramphorn, by virtue of the public part he
-had already taken in the evening's ceremonial, was minded to rate
-himself and his accomplishments with more than usual generosity. For
-once his suspicious forehead had lifted somewhat off his eyebrows, and
-the consciousness of great deeds performed with credit cast him into a
-spirit of complaisance. He lightly rallied Churdles Ash upon the old
-man's modesty; then, thrusting his mouth into the necessary figure, blew
-a perfect ring of smoke, and spat through it into the fire with great
-comfort and contentment.
-
-Gaffer Ash replied in a tone of resignation.
-
-"As to that," he said, "some's got words and some hasn't. For my paart,
-I ban't sorry as I can't use 'em, for I've always thanked God as I was
-born so humble that I could live through my days without never being
-called 'pon to say what I think o' things in general an' the men an'
-women round about."
-
-"Least said soonest mended," commented Pinsent.
-
-"Ess fay! 'Tis the chaps as have got to talk I be sorry for--the public
-warriors and Parliament men an' such like. They sweat o' nights, I
-reckon; for they be 'feared to talk now an' again, I'll wager, an' be
-still worse 'feared to hold theer peace."
-
-"You're pretty right, Ash," said Mr. Endicott. "It takes a brave man to
-keep his mouth shut and not care whether he's misunderstood or no. But
-'tis a bleating age--a drum-beating age o' clash and clatter. Why, the
-very members of Parliament get too jaded to follow their great business
-with sober minds. If a man don't pepper his speeches with mountebank
-fun, they call him a dull dog, and won't listen to him. All the world's
-dropping into play-acting--that's the truth of it."
-
-"I didn't make no jokes howsoever when I turned my speech 'fore supper,"
-declared Mr. Cramphorn; "an' I'm sure I'd never do no such ondacent
-thing in a set speech. Ban't respectful. Not but what I was surprised
-to find how pat the right word comed to me at the right moment wi'out
-any digging for un."
-
-"'Tis a gert gift for a humble man," said Mr. Ash.
-
-"A gift to be used wi' caution," confessed Jonah. "When you say 'tis a
-gift, last word's spoken," he added, "but a man's wise to keep close
-guard awver his tongue when it chances to be sharper'n common. Not as I
-ever go back on the spoken word, for 'tis a sign of weakness."
-
-Myles Stapledon laughed and Mr. Cramphorn grew hot.
-
-"Why for should I?" he asked.
-
-"If you never had call to eat your words after fifty years o' talkin',
-Jonah, you're either uncommon fortunate or uncommon wise," declared the
-blind man. "Wise you are not particular, not to my knowledge, so we
-must say you're lucky."
-
-The others laughed, and Jonah, despite his brag of a tongue more ready
-than most, found nothing to say at this rebuke. He made an inarticulate
-growl at the back of his throat and puffed vigorously, while Henry
-Collins came to the rescue.
-
-"Can 'e tell us when the weddin's like to be, sir?" he inquired of
-Stapledon, and Myles waited for somebody else to reply; but none did so.
-
-"I cannot tell," he answered at length. "I fancy nothing is settled.
-But we shall hear soon enough, no doubt."
-
-"I suppose 'tis tu inquirin' to ax if you'll bide to Endicott's when
-missis do leave it?" said Samuel Pinsent.
-
-"Well--yes, I think it is. Lord knows what I'm going to do. My home's
-here for the present--until--well, I really cannot tell myself. It
-depends on various things."
-
-There was a silence. Even the most slow-witted perceived a new
-revelation of Stapledon in this speech. Presently Churdles Ash spoke.
-
-"Best to bide here till the time-work chaps be through wi' theer job.
-Them time-work men! The holy text sez, 'Blessed be they as have not
-seed an' yet have believed'; but fegs! 'tis straining scripture to put
-that on time-work. I'd never believe no time-work man what I hadn't
-seed."
-
-"Anybody's a fool to believe where he doesn't trust," said Mark
-Endicott. "You open a great question, Ash. I believed no more or less
-than any other chap of five-an'-twenty in my young days; but, come
-blindness, there was no more taking on trust for me. I had to find a
-reason for all I believed from that day forward."
-
-"Was faith a flower that grew well in the dark with you, uncle?"
-inquired Myles, and there was a wave of sudden interest in his voice.
-
-"Why, yes. Darkness is the time for making roots and 'stablishing
-plants, whether of the soil or of the mind. Faith grew but slowly. And
-the flower of it comes to no more than this: do your duty, and be gentle
-with your neighbour. Don't wax weak because you catch yourself all
-wrong so often. Don't let any man pity you but yourself; and don't let
-no other set of brains than your own settle the rights and wrongs of
-life for you. That's my road--a blind man's. But there's one thing
-more, my sons: to believe in the goodness of God through thick and
-thin."
-
-"The hardest thing of all," said Stapledon.
-
-Mr. Cramphorn here thought proper to join issue. He also had his own
-views, reached single-handed, and was by no means ashamed of them.
-
-"As to the A'mighty," he said, "my rule's to treat Un same as He treats
-me--same as we'm taught to treat any other neighbour. That's fair, if
-you ax me."
-
-"A blasphemous word to say it, whether or no," declared Ash uneasily.
-"We ban't teached to treat folks same as they treat us, but same as we
-wish they'd treat us. That's a very differ'nt thing. Gormed if I ban't
-mazed a bolt doan't strike 'e, Jonah."
-
-"'Tis my way, an' who's gwaine to shaw me wheer it fails o' right an'
-justice?"
-
-"A truculent attitude to the Everlasting, surely," ventured Myles,
-looking at the restless little man with his hang-dog forehead and big
-chin.
-
-"Who's afeared, so long as he'm on the windy side o' justice? I ban't.
-If God sends gude things, I'm fust to thank Un 'pon my bended knees, an'
-hope respectful for long continuance; if He sends bad--then I cool off
-an' wait for better times. Ban't my way to return thanks for nought.
-I've thanked Un for the hay for missus's gude sake a score o' times; but
-thank Un for the turmits I won't, till I sees if we'm gwaine to have
-rain 'fore 'tis tu late. 'No song, no supper,' as the saying is. Ban't
-my way to turn left cheek to Jehovah Jireh after He's smote me 'pon the
-right. 'Tis contrary to human nature; an' Christ's self can't alter
-that."
-
-"'Tis tu changeable in you, Cramphorn, if I may say it without angering
-you," murmured Collins.
-
-"Not so, Henery; ban't me that changes, but Him. I'm a steadfast man,
-an' always was so, as Mr. Endicott will bear witness. When the Lard's
-hand's light on me, I go dancin' an' frolickin' afore Him, like to David
-afore the ark, an' pray long prayers week-days so well as Sundays; but
-when He'm contrary with me, an' minded to blaw hot an' cold, from no
-fault o' mine--why, dammy, I get cranky tu. Caan't help it. Built so.
-'Pears to me as 'tis awnly a brute dog as'll lick the hands that welts
-un."
-
-"What do 'e say to this here popish discoorse, sir?" inquired Churdles
-Ash; and Mark answered him.
-
-"Why, Jonah only confesses the secret of most of us. We've got too much
-wit or too little pluck to tell--that's all the difference. He's
-blurted it out."
-
-"The 'state of most of us'?" gasped Mr. Collins.
-
-"Surely, even though we don't own it to our innermost souls. Who should
-know, if not me? It makes a mighty difference whether 'tis by pleasant
-paths or bitter that we come to the throne of grace. Fair weather
-saints most of us, I reckon. I felt the same when my eyes were put out.
-God knows how I kept my hands off my life. I never shall. Before that
-change I'd prayed regular as need be, morn and night, just because my
-dear mother had taught me so to do, and habit's the half of life. And
-after my eyes went the habit stuck, though my soul was up in arms and my
-brain poisoned against a hard Providence. And what did I do? Why,
-regular as the clock, at the hour when I was used to bless God, I went
-on my knees and lifted my empty eyes to Him and cursed Him. 'Twas as
-the psalmist prayed in his awful song of rage: my prayer was turned into
-sin. I did that--for a month. And what was the price He paid me for my
-wickedness? Why, He sent peace--peace fell upon me and the wish to
-live; and He that had took my sight away brought tears to my eyes
-instead. So I reached a blind man's seeing at the last. I've lived to
-know that man's misty talk and thought upon justice is no more than a
-wind in the trees. Therefore Jonah is in the wrong to steer his life by
-his own human notion of justice. There's no justice in this world, and
-what fashion of stuff will be the justice in the next, we'll know when
-we come to get it measured out, not sooner. One thing's sure: it's not
-over likely to be planned on earthly models; so there's no sight under
-heaven more pitiful to me than all mankind so busy planning pleasure
-parties in the next world to make up for their little, thorny, wayside
-job in this."
-
-"The question is, Do we matter to the God of a starry night?" asked
-Stapledon, forgetting the presence of any beyond the last speaker. "We
-matter a great deal to ourselves and ought to--I know that, of course,"
-he added. "We must take ourselves seriously."
-
-Mark laughed and made instant answer.
-
-"We take ourselves too seriously, our neighbours not seriously enough.
-It's the fault of all humans--philosophers included."
-
-"An' I be sure theer's immortal angels hid in our bones, however,"
-summed up Mr. Ash.
-
-"If so, good," answered Stapledon with profound seriousness. "But
-thought won't alter what is by the will of God; nor yet what's going to
-be. The Future's His workshop only. No man can meddle there. But the
-present is ours; and if half the brain-sweat wasted on the next world
-was spent in tidying the dirty corners in this one--why, we might bring
-the other nearer--if other there be."
-
-"You'll know there's another long before your time comes to go to it, my
-son," said the blind man in a calm voice. Then the tall clock between
-the warming-pans struck ten with the sonorous cadence and ring of old
-metal. At this signal pipes were knocked out and windows and doors
-thrown open; whereupon the west wind, like the voice of a superior
-intellect, stilled their chatter with sweet breath, soon swept away the
-reek of tobacco, and brought a blast of pure air through the smoke. All
-those present, save only Myles and Endicott, then departed to their
-rest; but these two sat on awhile, for the old man had a hard thing to
-say, and knew that the moment to speak was come.
-
-"How long are you going to stop here?" he asked suddenly.
-
-"I can't guess. I suppose there's no hurry. I've really not much
-interest anywhere else. Why do you ask?"
-
-"Because it's important, lad. Blind folks hear such a deal. And they
-often know more than what belongs to the mere spoken word. There's an
-inner and an outer meaning to most speech of man, and we sightless ones
-often gather both. It surprises people at times. You see we win
-nothing from sight of a speaking mouth or the eyes above it. All our
-brain sits behind our ear; there's no windows for it to look out at."
-
-"You've surprised me by what you have gleaned out of a voice, uncle."
-
-"And I'm like to again. Not pleasantly neither. I've thought how I'd
-found something on your tongue long ago; but I've kept dumb, hoping I
-was mistaken. To-night, my son, there's no more room for doubt."
-
-"This is a mystery--quite uncanny."
-
-"I don't know. 'Tis very unfortunate--very, but a fact; and you've got
-to face it."
-
-"Read the riddle to me," said Stapledon slowly. His voice sounded
-anxious under an assumption of amusement.
-
-"Do you remember after supper how Pinsent asked you whether you would
-stop on here when his mistress was married? You answered that the Lord
-knew what you were going to do. Now it was clean out of your character
-to answer so."
-
-"I hope it was; I hope so indeed. I was sorry the moment afterwards."
-
-"You couldn't help yourself. You were not thinking of your answer to
-the question, but the much more important thing suggested by the
-question. That's what made you so short: the thought of Honor's
-marriage."
-
-"I own it," confessed the other. A silence fell; then Mark spoke again
-more gravely.
-
-"Myles, you must clear out of here. I'm blind and even I know it. How
-much more such as can see--you yourself, for instance--and Honor--and
-Christopher Yeoland."
-
-Stapledon's brow flushed and his jaw set hard. He looked at the
-sightless face before him, and spoke hurriedly.
-
-"For God's sake, what do you mean?"
-
-"It's news to you? I do think it is! And it has come the same way to
-many when it falls the first time. The deeper it strikes, the less they
-can put a name to it. But now you know. Glance back along the road
-you've walked beside Honor of late days. Then see how the way ahead
-looks to you with her figure gone. I knew this a week ago, and I
-sorrowed for you. There was an unconscious tribute in your voice when
-you spoke to her--a hush in it, as if you were praying. Man, I'm
-sorry--but your heart will tell you that I'm right."
-
-A lengthy silence followed upon this speech; then the other whispered
-out a question, and there was awe rather than terror in his tone.
-
-"You mean I'm coming to love her?"
-
-"I do--if only that. Remember what you said the first day you came here
-about the false step at the threshold."
-
-"But she is another man's. That has been familiar knowledge to me."
-
-"And you think that fact can prevent a man of honour from loving a
-woman?"
-
-"Surely."
-
-"Not so at all. Love of woman's a thing apart--beyond all rule and
-scale, or dogma, or the Bible's self. The passions are pagans to the
-end--no more to be trusted than tame tigers, if a man is a man. But
-passions are bred out nowadays. I don't believe the next generation
-will be shook to the heart with the same gusts and storms as the last.
-We think smaller thoughts and feel smaller sentiments; we're too careful
-of our skins to trust the giant passions; our hearts don't pump the same
-great flood of hot blood. But you--you belong to the older sort. And
-you love her--you who never heard the rustle of a petticoat with
-quickened breath before, I reckon. You're too honest to deny it after
-you've thought a little. You know there's something seething down at
-the bottom of your soul--and now you hear the name of it. Go to bed and
-sleep upon that."
-
-Stapledon remained mute. His face was passive, but his forehead was
-wrinkled a little. He folded his arms and stared at the fire.
-
-"God knows I wish this was otherwise," continued Mark Endicott.
-"'Twould have been a comely and a fitting thing for you to mate her and
-carry on all here. So at least I thought before I knew you."
-
-"But have changed your opinion of me since?"
-
-"Well, yes; I did not think so highly of you until we met and got to
-understand each other. But I doubt if you'd be a fit husband for Honor.
-There's a difference of--I don't know the word--but it's a difference in
-essentials anyway--in views and in standpoint. Honor's a clever woman
-to some extent, yet she takes abundant delight in occasional
-foolishness, as clever women often do. 'Tisn't your fashion of mind to
-fool--not even on holidays. You couldn't if you tried."
-
-"But she is as sober-minded as I am at heart. Under her humorous survey
-of things and her laughter there is----"
-
-"I know; I know all about her."
-
-"We had thought we possessed much in common on a comparison of notes now
-and again."
-
-"If you did, 'tis just what you wouldn't have found out so pat at first
-sight. There's a great gulf fixed between you, and I'm not sorry it is
-so, seeing she's another man's. Yeoland looks to be a light thing; I
-grant that; but I do believe that he understands her better than you or
-I ever could. I've found out so much from hearing them together.
-Moreover, he's growing sober; there's a sort of cranky sense in him, I
-hope, after all."
-
-"A feather-brain, but well-meaning."
-
-"The last leaf on an old tree--even as Honor is."
-
-"At least there must be deep friendship always--deep friendship. So
-much can't be denied to me. Don't talk of a great gulf between us,
-uncle. Not at least a mental one."
-
-"Truly I believe so, Myles."
-
-"We could bridge that."
-
-"With bridges of passing passion--like silver spider-threads between
-flowers. But they wouldn't stand the awful strain of lifelong
-companionship. You've never thought what that strain means in our class
-of life, when husband and wife have got to bide within close touch most
-times till the grave parts them. But that's all wind and nothing.
-She's tokened to Yeoland. So no more need be spoken on that head.
-You've got to think of your peace of mind, Stapledon, and--well, I'd
-best say it--hers too. Now, good-night. Not another word, if you're a
-wise man."
-
-
-Mark Endicott was usually abroad betimes, though not such an early riser
-as Myles, and on the following morning, according to his custom, he
-walked in the garden before breakfast. His pathway extended before the
-more ancient front of Bear Down, and in summer, at each step, he might
-stretch forth his hand over the flower border and know what blossom
-would meet it. Now there fell a heavy footfall that approached from the
-farmyard.
-
-"Good morning," said Stapledon, as he shook Mark by the hand.
-
-"Good morning, my lad."
-
-"I'm going on Saturday."
-
-Mr. Endicott nodded, as one acknowledging information already familiar.
-
-"Your loss will fall heavily on me," he said, "for it's not twice in a
-month of Sundays that I get such a companion spirit to chop words with."
-
-
-
-
- *CHAPTER X.*
-
- *THREE ANGRY MAIDS*
-
-
-Upon the day that Myles Stapledon determined with himself to leave
-Little Silver, Christopher's patience broke down, and he wrote to Honor
-concerning their protracted quarrel. This communication it pleased him
-to begin in a tone of most unusual severity. He struck the note in jest
-at first, then proceeded with it in earnest. He bid his lady establish
-her mind more firmly and affirm her desires. He returned her liberty,
-hinted that, if he so willed, he might let Godleigh Park to a wealthy
-Plymouth tradesman, who much desired to secure it, and himself go abroad
-for an indefinite period of years. Then, weary of these heroics,
-Christopher became himself on the third page of the note, expressed
-unbounded contrition for his sins, begged his sweetheart's forgiveness,
-and prayed her to name a meeting-place that he might make atonement in
-person. With joke and jest the letter wound to its close; and he
-despatched it to Bear Down upon the following morning.
-
-Mr. Gregory Libby happened to be the messenger, and of this worthy it
-may be said that, while now a person well-to-do in the judgment of
-Little Silver, yet he displayed more sense than had been prophesied for
-him, kept his money in his purse, and returned to his humble but
-necessary occupation of hedge-trimming. He was working about Godleigh at
-present, and being the first available fellow-creature who met Yeoland's
-eye as he entered the air, letter in hand, his temporary master bid
-Gregory drop gauntlet and pruning-hook that he might play postman
-instead for a while.
-
-The youth departed then to Endicott's under a personal and private
-excitement, for his own romance lay there, as it pleased him to think,
-and he was conducting it with deliberate and calculating method. Libby
-found himself divided between the daughters of Mr. Cramphorn, and, as
-those young women knew this fact, the tension between them increased
-with his delay. Upon the whole he preferred Sally, as the more splendid
-animal; but the man was far too cunning to commit himself rashly. His
-desires by no means blinded him, and he looked far ahead and wondered
-with some low shrewdness which of the maids enjoyed larger part of her
-father's regard, and which might hope for a lion's share of Jonah's
-possessions when the head-man at Bear Down should pass away. In this
-direction Mr. Libby was prosecuting his inquiries; and the operation
-proved difficult and delicate, for Cramphorn disliked him. Margery met
-the messenger, and gave a little purr of pleasure as she opened the
-kitchen door.
-
-"Come in, come in the kitchen," she said; "I'm all alone for the minute
-if you ban't feared o' me, Mr. Libby."
-
-"Very glad to see you again," said Gregory, shaking her hand and holding
-it a moment afterwards.
-
-"So be I you. I heard your butivul singing to church Sunday, but me,
-bein' in the choir, I couldn't look about to catch your eye."
-
-"Wheer's Sally to?" he asked suddenly, after they had talked a few
-moments on general subjects.
-
-The girl's face fell and her voice hardened.
-
-"How should I knaw? To work, I suppose."
-
-"I awften wonder as her hands doan't suffer by it," mused Libby.
-
-"They do," she answered with cruel eagerness. "Feel mine."
-
-She pressed her palms into his, considering that the opportunity
-permitted her so to do without any lack of propriety. And he held them
-and found them soft and cool, but a thought thin to his taste. She
-dropped her eyelids, and he looked at her long lashes and the thick
-rolls of dark hair on her head. Then his eyes ranged on. Her face was
-pretty, with a prim prettiness, but for the rest Margery wholly lacked
-her sister's physical splendours. No grand curves of bosom met Mr.
-Libby's little shifty eyes. The girl, indeed, was slight and thin.
-
-He dropped her hand, and she, knowing by intuition the very matter of
-his mind, spoke. Her voice was the sweetest thing about her, though
-people often forgot that fact in the word it uttered. Margery had a bad
-temper and a shrewish tongue. Now the bells jangled, and she fell
-sharply upon her absent sister. She declared that she feared for her;
-that Sally was growing unmaidenly as a result of her outdoor duties.
-Then came a subtle cut--and Margery looked away from her listener's face
-as she uttered it.
-
-"Her could put you in her pocket and not knaw you was theer. I've heard
-her say so."
-
-Mr. Libby grew very red.
-
-"Ban't the way for a woman to talk about any chap," he said.
-
-"Coourse it ban't. That's it with she. So much working beside the men,
-an' killin' fowls, an' such like makes her rough an' rough-tongued.
-Though a very gude sister to me, I'm sure, an'----"
-
-She had seen Sally approaching; hence this lame conclusion. The women's
-eyes met as the elder spoke.
-
-"Wheer's faither to, Margery? Ah! Mr. Libby--didn't see you. You'm up
-here airly--helpin' her to waste time by the look of it."
-
-"Theer's some doan't want no help," retorted the other. "What be you
-doin' indoors? Your plaace is 'pon the land with the men."
-
-"Wheer you'd like to be, if they'd let 'e," stung the other; "but you'm
-no gude to 'em--a poor pin-tailed wench like you."
-
-"Ess fay! Us must have a brazen faace an' awver-blawn shape like yourn
-to make the men come about us! Ban't sense--awnly fat they look for in
-a female of coourse!" snapped back Margery; and in the meantime the
-cause of this explosion--proud of his power, but uneasy before the wrath
-of women--prepared to depart. Fortune favoured his exit, for Honor
-appeared suddenly at the other end of the farmyard with some kittens in
-her hands and a mother cat, tail in air, marching beside her and lifting
-misty green eyes, full of joy.
-
-Libby turned therefore, delivered his letter, and was gone; while behind
-him voices clashed in anger, one sweet, one shrill. Then a door slammed
-as Margery hastened away upon a Parthian shot, and her sister stamped
-furiously, having no word to answer but a man's. Sally immediately left
-the house and proceeded after the messenger; but a possibility of this
-he had foreseen, and was now well upon his way back to Godleigh. Sally
-therefore found herself disappointed anew, and marked her emotions by
-ill-treating a pig that had the misfortune to cross her stormy path.
-
-Another woman's soul was also in arms; and while Margery wept invisible
-and her sister used the ugliest words that she knew, under her breath,
-their mistress walked up and down the grass plot where it extended
-between the farm and the fields, separated from the latter by a dip in
-the land and a strange fence of granite posts and old steel rope.
-
-Honor had now come from seeing Myles Stapledon. Together, after
-breakfast, they had inspected a new cow-byre on outlying land, and, upon
-the way back, he told her that he designed to return to Tavistock at the
-end of that week. Only by a sudden alteration of pace and change of
-foot did she show her first surprise. Then she lifted a questioning
-gaze to his impassive face.
-
-"Why?" she asked.
-
-"Well, why not? I've been here three months and there is nothing more
-for me to do--at any rate nothing that need keep me on the spot."
-
-"There's still less for you to do at Tavistock. You told me a month ago
-that there was nothing to take you back. You've sold the old house and
-let the mill."
-
-"It is so; but I must--I have plans--I may invest some money at
-Plymouth. And I must work, you know."
-
-"Are you not working here?"
-
-"Why, not what I call work. Only strolling about watching other
-people."
-
-Honor changed the subject after a short silence.
-
-"Did you see Christopher on Sunday? I thought you were to do so?"
-
-"Yes; the linen-draper from Plymouth has been at him again. He's mad
-about Godleigh; he makes a splendid offer to rent it for three years.
-And he'll spend good money upon improvements annually in addition to
-quite a fancy rent."
-
-"Did you advise Christopher to accept it?"
-
-"Most certainly I did. It would help to lessen his monetary bothers;
-but he was in one of his wildly humorous moods and made fun of all
-things in heaven and earth."
-
-Honor tightened her lips. Their first great quarrel, it appeared, was
-not weighing very heavily on her lover.
-
-"He refused, of course."
-
-"He said that he would let you decide. But he vows he can't live out of
-sight of Godleigh and can't imagine himself a trespasser on his own
-land. He was sentimental. But he has such an artist's mind. 'Tis a
-pity he's not got some gift of expression as an outlet--pictures or
-verses or something."
-
-"That can have nothing to do with your idea of going away, however,
-Myles?" asked Honor, swinging back to the matter in her mind.
-
-"Nothing whatever; why should it?"
-
-"I don't want you to go away," she said; and some passion trembled in
-her voice. "You won't give me any reason why you should do so, because
-there can be none."
-
-"We need not discuss it, cousin."
-
-"Then you'll stop, since I ask you to?"
-
-"No, I cannot, Honor. I must go. I have very sufficient reasons. Do
-not press me upon that point, but take my word for it."
-
-"You refuse me a reason? Then, I repeat, I wish you to stay.
-Everything cries out that you should. My future prosperity cries out.
-It is your duty to stay. Apart from Bear Down and me, you may do
-Christopher much good and help him to take life more seriously. Will
-you stay because I ask you to?"
-
-"Why do you wish it?" he said.
-
-"Because--I like you very much indeed; there--that's straightforward and
-a good reason, though you're so chary with yours."
-
-She looked frankly at him, but with annoyance rather than regard in her
-eyes.
-
-"It is folly and senseless folly to go," she continued calmly, while he
-gasped within and felt a mist crowding down on the world. "You like me
-too, a little--and you're enlarging my mind beyond the limits of this
-wilderness of eternal grass and hay. Why, when Providence throws a
-little sunshine upon me, should I rush indoors out of it and draw down
-the blinds?"
-
-He was going to mention Christopher again, but felt such an act would be
-unfair to the man in Honor's present mood. For a moment he opened his
-mouth to argue the point she raised, then realised the danger and
-futility. Only by an assumption of carelessness amounting to the brutal
-could he keep his secret out of his voice. And in the light of what she
-had confessed so plainly, to be less frank himself was most difficult.
-Her words had set his heart beating like a hammer. His mind was
-overwhelmed with his first love, and to such a man it was an awful
-emotion. It shook him and unsteadied his voice as he looked at her, for
-she had never seemed more necessary to him than then.
-
-"Don't be so serious," he said. "Your horizon will soon begin to
-enlarge with the coming interests. I've enjoyed my long visit more than
-I can tell you--much more than I can tell you; but go I must indeed."
-
-"Stop just one fortnight more, Myles?"
-
-"Don't ask it, Honor. It's hard to say 'No' to you."
-
-"A week--a little week--to please me? Why shouldn't you please me? Is
-it a crime to do that? I suppose it is, for nobody ever thinks of
-trying to."
-
-"I cannot alter my plans now. I must go on Saturday."
-
-"Go, then," she said. "I'm rewarded for being so rude as to ask so
-often. I'm not nearly proud enough. That's a distinction you've not
-taught me to achieve with all your lessons."
-
-She left him, but he overtook her in two strides, and walked at her
-right hand.
-
-"Honor, please listen to me."
-
-"My dear cousin, don't put on that haggard, not to say tragic,
-expression. It really is a matter of no moment. I only worried you
-because I'm spoiled and hate being crossed even in trifles. It was the
-disappointment of not getting my way that vexed me, not the actual point
-at question. If you can leave all your interests here without anxiety
-and trust me so far--why, I'm flattered."
-
-"Hear me, I say."
-
-"So will the whole world, if you speak so loud. What more is there to
-hear? You're going on Saturday, and Tommy Bates shall drive you to
-Okehampton to catch the train."
-
-"You're right--and wise," he said more quietly. "No, I've nothing to
-say."
-
-Then he made a ghastly effort to be entertaining.
-
-"And mind, Honor, I shall be very sharp if my cheque does not come each
-quarter on the right day. A hard taskmaster I shall be, I promise you."
-
-"Don't, Myles," she answered instantly, growing grave at his simulated
-merriment.
-
-A few minutes afterwards she left him, sought out the squeaking kittens
-to calm her emotions, presently deposited them in a sunny corner with
-their parent, and, taking Christopher's letter, walked out again upon
-the grass.
-
-A storm played over her face which she made no attempt to hide.
-Tear-stained Margery, peeping from the kitchen window, noticed it, and
-Samuel Pinsent, as he passed from the vegetable garden, observed that
-his salute received no recognition.
-
-Honor Endicott knew very well what she now confronted, and she swept
-from irritation to anger, from anger to passion before the survey.
-Ignoring the great salient tragedy that underlaid the position, she took
-refuge in details, and selecting one--the determination of Myles to
-depart--chose to connect Christopher Yeoland directly with it, decided
-to believe that it was at Yeoland's desire her cousin now withdrew. The
-rectitude of the act added the last straw to her temper. The truth
-perhaps was not wholly hidden from her; she had been quick to read Myles
-by light thrown from her own heart. And here, at a point beyond which
-her thought could not well pass, she turned impatiently to the letter
-from her lover, tore it open, and scanned the familiar caligraphy.
-
-Half a page sufficed, for her mood just then was ill-tuned to bear any
-sort of reproof. Anger had dimmed both her sense of proportion and her
-knowledge of Christopher; round-eyed she read a few lines of stern
-rebuke and censure, a threat, an offer of liberty, and no more. The
-real Christopher, who only began upon a later folio, she never reached.
-There was a quick suspiration of breath, a sound suspiciously like the
-gritting of small teeth, and her letter--torn, and torn, and torn
-again--was flung into the hand of the rough wind, caught, hurried aloft,
-swept every way, scattered afar, sown over an acre of autumn grass.
-
-"This is more than I can bear!" she said aloud; and after the
-sentiment--so seldom uttered by man or woman save under conditions
-perfectly capable of endurance--she entered the house, tore off her
-gloves, and wrote, with heaving bosom, an answer to the letter she had
-not read.
-
-
-
-
- *CHAPTER XI.*
-
- *PARTINGS*
-
-
-When Christopher Yeoland received his sweetheart's letter at the hand of
-Tommy Bates, he read it thrice, then whistled a Dead March to himself
-for the space of half an hour.
-
-He retired early with his tribulation, and spent a night absolutely
-devoid of sleep; but Nature yielded about daybreak, when usually he
-rose, and from that hour the man slumbered heavily until noon. Then,
-having regarded the ceiling for a considerable time, he found that Honor
-had receded to the background of his mind, while Myles Stapledon bulked
-large in the forefront of it. To escape in their acuteness the painful
-impressions awakened by his letter, he destroyed it without further
-perusal; he then wandered out of doors, and climbed above his pine woods
-to reflect and mature some course of action. He retraced the recent
-past, and arrived at erroneous conclusions, misled by Honor's letter, as
-she had been deceived from the introductory passages in his. He told
-himself that she had yielded to his importunities through sheer
-weariness; that in reality she did not love him and now knew it, in
-presence of this pagan cousin, sprung up out of the heather. From
-finding herself in two minds, before all the positive virtues of
-Stapledon, she was doubtless now in one again, and he--Christopher--had
-grown very dim, had quite lost his old outline in her eyes, in fact had
-suffered total eclipse from the shadow of a better man.
-
-To these convictions he came, and while still of opinion--even after the
-catastrophe of her letter--that no more fitting husband could have been
-found for Honor than himself, yet was he equally sure, since her
-indignation, that he would never ask her to marry him more. Thus he
-argued very calmly, with his body cast down under the edge of the pine
-woods, his eyes upon the dying gold of oak forests spread over an
-adjacent hill. Against Honor he felt no particular resentment, but with
-Stapledon he grew into very steadfast enmity.
-
-Under his careless, laughter-loving, and invertebrate existence Yeoland
-hid a heart; and though none, perhaps not Honor herself, had guessed all
-that his engagement meant to him, the fact remained: it began to
-establish the man in essential particulars, and had already awakened
-wide distaste with his present uncalculated existence. Thus Honor's
-promise modified his outlook upon life, nerved him, roused him to
-responsibility. He was not a fool, and perfectly realised what is due
-from any man to the woman who suffers him henceforth to become first
-factor in her destiny. Yet his deeply rooted laziness and love of
-procrastination had stood between him and action up to the present. All
-things were surely conspiring to a definite step; but events had not
-waited his pleasure; another man now entered the theatre, and his own
-part was thrust into obscurity even at the moment when he meditated how
-to make it great. But the fact did not change his present purpose.
-Ideas, destined to produce actions during the coming year, were still
-with him, and recent events only precipitated his misty projects. He
-resolved upon immediate and heroic performance. He began by forgiving
-Honor. He marvelled at her unexpected impatience, and wondered what
-barbed arrow in his own letter had been sharp enough to draw such
-serious wrath from her. There was no laughter in her reply--all
-thunder, and the fine forked lightning of a clever woman in a passion on
-paper. He felt glad that he had destroyed the letter. Yet the main
-point was clear enough, though only implicitly indicated; she loved him
-no more, for had she done so, no transient circumstance of irritation or
-even active anger had been strong enough to win such concentrated
-bitterness from her. He did not know what had gone to build Honor's
-letter; he was ignorant of Stapledon's decision, of the fret and fume in
-his sweetheart's spirit when she heard it, of the mood from which she
-suffered when she received his note, and of the crowning fact that she
-had not read all.
-
-So Christopher made up his mind to go away without more words, to let
-Godleigh to the enamoured linen-draper for a term of years, and join his
-sole surviving relative--an ancient squatter in New South Wales--who
-wrote to his kinsman twice a year and accompanied each missive with the
-information that Australia was going to the dingoes and must soon cease
-to be habitable by anything but a "sun-downer" or a kangaroo. Hither,
-then, Christopher determined to depart; and, viewed from beneath his
-whispering pines, the idea had an aspect so poetical that he found tears
-in his eyes, which set all the distant woods swimming. But when he
-remembered Myles, his sorrow dried, scorched up by an inner fire; and,
-as he looked into the future that this stranger had snatched away from
-him, he began to count the cost and measure the length of his life
-without Honor Endicott. Such calculations offered no standpoint for a
-delicate emotion. They were the difference between visions of billowing
-and many-breasted Devon, here unrolled before him, glorious under red
-autumn light, and that other in his mind's eye--a sad-coloured
-apparition of Australian spinifex and sand.
-
-His anger whirled up against the supplanter, and he forgot his former
-charitable and just contentions uttered before this blow had fallen.
-Then he had honestly affirmed to Honor that in his judgment Stapledon
-was in love with her and scarcely realised his position. That utterance
-was as nearly true as possible; but in the recollection of the woman's
-anger he forgot it. How the thing had come about mattered nothing now.
-To inquire was vain; but the knowledge that he had done no deed to bring
-this storm upon himself proved little comfort. His patience and humour
-and philosophy went down the wind together. He was, at least to that
-extent, a man.
-
-To Honor's letter he returned no answer; neither did he seek her, but
-avoided her rather and pursued an active search for Myles Stapledon.
-Accident prevented a meeting until the morning of the latter's
-departure, and, wholly ignorant that his rival was at that moment
-leaving Bear Down for good and all, Christopher met him in a dog-cart on
-the road to Okehampton, not far from the spot where had fallen out their
-first introduction.
-
-The pedestrian raised his hand, and Myles bid Bates, who drove him, pull
-up.
-
-"Well met," he said.
-
-"Would you mind giving me a few minutes of your time, Stapledon?"
-inquired Christopher coldly; whereupon Myles looked at his watch, and
-then climbed to earth.
-
-"Trot on," he said to his driver, "and wait for me at the corner where
-Throwley road runs into ours. And now," he continued, as the vehicle
-drew out from ear-shot, "perhaps you won't mind turning for half a mile
-or so. I must keep moving towards Okehampton, or I shall miss my
-train."
-
-They walked in step together; then Yeoland spoke.
-
-"You'll probably guess what I've got to say."
-
-"Not exactly, though I may suspect the subject. Hear me first. It'll
-save you trouble. You know me well enough to grant that I'd injure no
-man willingly. We must be frank. Only last Sunday did I find what had
-overtaken me. I swear it. I didn't imagine such things could happen."
-
-"Don't maunder on like that! What do I care what's overtaken you? You
-say you suspect the thing I want to speak about. Then come to it, or
-else let me do so. When first we met you heard that I was the man your
-cousin had promised to marry. You won't deny that?"
-
-"You told me."
-
-"Then why, in the name of the living God, did a man with all your
-oppressive good qualities come between us? That's a plain question
-anyway."
-
-A flush spread over Stapledon's cold face and as quickly died out. He
-did not answer immediately, and the younger spoke again.
-
-"Well? You're the strong man, the powerful, self-contained, admirable
-lesson to his weak brethren. Can't you answer, or won't you?"
-
-"Don't pour these bitter words upon me. I have done no deliberate wrong
-at all; I have merely moved unconsciously into a private difficulty from
-which I am now about to extricate myself."
-
-"That's too hard a saying for me."
-
-"It is true. I have wakened from an error. I have committed a terrible
-action in ignorance. A blind man, but not so blind as I was, showed me
-my stupidity."
-
-"Say it in so many words. You love Honor."
-
-"I do. I have grown to love her--the thing farthest from my thoughts or
-dreams. I cannot help it. I do not excuse it or defend myself. I am
-doing all in my power."
-
-"Which is----?"
-
-"Going--going not to come back."
-
-"It is too late."
-
-"Do not say so, Yeoland. What could I be to her--such a man----?"
-
-"Spare me and yourself all that. And answer this one question--on your
-oath. Did she tell you of the letter she wrote to me?"
-
-"She did not."
-
-"Or of my letter?"
-
-"Not a word."
-
-"One question more. What did she say when you told her you were going?"
-
-"She deemed it unnecessary at the time."
-
-"She asked you to stop?"
-
-Stapledon did not answer immediately; then his manner changed and his
-voice grew hard. He stood still, and turned on his companion and
-towered above him. Their positions were suddenly reversed.
-
-"I will suffer no more of this. I have done you no conscious wrong, and
-am not called upon to stand and deliver at your order. Leave a man, who
-is sufficiently tormented, to go his way alone. I am moving out of your
-life as fast as my legs will carry me. I mourn that I came into it. I
-acknowledge full measure of blame--all that it pleases you to heap upon
-me; so leave me in peace, for more I cannot do."
-
-"'Peace!' She did ask you not to go?"
-
-"I have gone. That is enough. She is waiting for you to make her your
-wife. Don't let her wait for ever."
-
-"You do well to advise--you who have wrecked two lives with
-your--'private difficulty'!"
-
-Yeoland stood still, but the other moved hastily on. Thus they parted
-without further words, and Christopher, at length weary of standing to
-watch Stapledon's retreating shape, turned and resumed his way.
-
-He had determined, despite his sneer, to take Stapledon's advice and go
-back to Honor. The bonds woven of long years were not broken after all.
-How should events of a few short weeks shatter his lifelong
-understanding with this woman? Recent determinations vanished as soon
-as his rival had done so, and Yeoland turned and bent his steps to Bear
-Down, resolved that the present hour should end all and place him again
-in the old position or dethrone him for ever. His mind beat like a bird
-against the bars of a cage, and he asked himself of what, in the name of
-all malevolent magic, was this man made, who had such power to unsettle
-Honor in her love and worship, to thrust him headlong from his high
-estate. He could not answer the question, or refused to answer it. He
-swept on over the sere fern, with the soft song of the dead heather
-bells in his ear; but the message of stone and heath was one: She had
-asked the other man not to go.
-
-Before that consummation his new-kindled hope faded, his renewed
-determinations died. The roads of surrender and of flight were all that
-stretched before him. To Honor he could be nothing any more; and worse
-than nothing if he stopped. Complete self-sacrifice and self-effacement
-seemed demanded of him if his love was indeed the great, grand passion
-that he had imagined it to be. Impressed with this conviction he passed
-from the Moor and sought his nearest way to Godleigh; and then the mood
-of him suffered another change, and hope spoke in the splendours of
-sunset. Myles Stapledon had certainly gone; and he had departed never
-to return. That was his own assurance. Honor at least might be asked,
-and reasonably asked, to tell her mind at this crisis in affairs.
-
-And so he changed the road again and set his face for Bear Down. A dark
-speck met his gaze while yet he was far distant; and he knew it for the
-mistress and hastened to her, where she walked alone on the little lawn.
-
-Coming quietly over the grass Yeoland surprised her; she lifted a
-startled face to his, and he found her moist of eye while in her voice
-was a tremor that told of tears past.
-
-"Why d'you steal on me like this?" she asked suddenly, and her face
-flushed, and her hands went up to her breast. "You frighten me. I do
-not want you. Please, Christopher, go away."
-
-"I know you do not want me, and I am going away," he answered gloomily,
-his expectations stricken before her words. "I'm going, and I've come
-to tell you so."
-
-"How much more am I to suffer to-day?"
-
-"You can ask me that, Honor? My little girl, d'you suppose life's a bed
-of roses for me since your letter?"
-
-"A bed of roses is the sum of your ambitions."
-
-"Why, that's like old times when you can be merely rude to me! But is
-the old time gone? Is the new time different? Listen, Honor, and tell
-me the truth."
-
-"I don't know the truth. Please go away and leave me alone; I can tell
-you nothing. Don't you see I don't want you? Be a man, if you know
-how, and go out of my sight."
-
-The voice was not so harsh as the words, and he thought he saw the ghost
-of a hope behind it.
-
-"Curious!" he said. "You're the third person this week who has told me
-to be a man. Well, I'll try. Only hear this, and answer it. I've just
-left Myles Stapledon on his way to Okehampton--gone for good."
-
-"What is that to me?"
-
-"Your looking-glass will tell you. Now, Honor, before God--yes, before
-God, answer me the truth. Do you love him?"
-
-"You've no right to stay here prattling when I bid you go."
-
-"None; and I'm not going to stay and prattle. But answer that you
-shall. I've a right at least to ask that question."
-
-The girl almost wrung her hands, and half turned from him without
-speaking; but he approached and imprisoned both her arms.
-
-"You must tell me. I can do nothing until I know, Your very own lips
-must tell me."
-
-"You don't ask me if I love you?"
-
-"Answer the other question and I shall know."
-
-"Blind--blind--selfish egotists--all of you," she cried. Then her voice
-changed. "Is it my fault if I do love him?" she asked.
-
-"I'm no judge. To part right and wrong was a task beyond me
-always--excepting on general, crude principles. Answer my question."
-
-"Then, I do."
-
-He bent his head.
-
-"I love him, I love him, I love him."
-
-Neither spoke for some seconds; then the man lifted up his head, shook
-it as though he had risen from a plunge, and laughed.
-
-"So be it. Now here's news for you, that I can relate since you've been
-so frank. D'you remember what I whispered to you when I was a little
-boy, of the cracks on my ceiling and the chance patterns I found on my
-window-blind when I used to lie awake in the grey of summer mornings,
-waiting for the first gold? You forget. So had I forgotten until a few
-days since. Then, being lazy, I lay abed and thought, and thought, and
-fell to tracing the old stories told by the lines on blind and ceiling.
-Chance patterns of bays and estuaries, continents and rivers, all mapped
-out there--all more real to me than those in my atlas. I remember a
-land of blackamoors, a sea of sharks, an island of cannibals, a desert
-of lions, in which the little flies figured as monsters of the
-wilderness. Such dreams of deeds by field and flood I weaved in those
-grey, gone mornings to the song of the thrush and the murmur of the old
-governor snoring in the next room! And now--now I'm smitten with the
-boy's yearning to speed forth over the sea of sharks--not after lions,
-but after gold. I'm going to justify my existence--in Australia."
-
-"You couldn't go further off if you tried."
-
-"Not well--without slipping over the edge altogether."
-
-"You mustn't do this, Christopher."
-
-"It's done, dearest. This is only a ghost--an adumbration that's
-talking to you. I ask for my freedom, Honor--sweetheart Honor. Thank
-God we are humorists both--too sensible to knock our knuckles raw
-against iron doors. You'll be happy to-morrow, and I the day after. We
-mustn't miss more laughter than we can help in this tearful world. And
-friends we must always be. That can't be altered."
-
-"I quite understand. You shall not do this, Christopher. I love you for
-suggesting it. You may go--as far as London, or where the steamer
-starts from. Then you must come back to me. You've promised to marry
-me."
-
-"Forget it. I'm in earnest for once. At least you must credit that.
-There's Mrs. Loveys at the window calling you to tea. We'll meet again
-in a day or two very likely."
-
-"Don't go; don't go, Christo; I'm so lonely, and wretched, and----"
-
-But the necessary iron in him cropped up at this hour of trial. He
-hardened his heart and was gone before she had finished speaking.
-
-
-Two days later Honor, who had heard nothing of Christopher since their
-last meeting, sent a message to him. He returned an evasive answer,
-which annoyed her for the space of three days more. Then, still finding
-that he kept at home, she went to seek him there. Between ten and eleven
-o'clock one morning she started, but breaking her bootlace near the
-outset, returned home again. The total delay occupied less than fifteen
-minutes, and presently she reached Godleigh to find Mrs. Brimblecombe,
-wife of Noah Brimblecombe, the sexton of Little Silver, on her knees,
-scrubbing in the porch. The charwoman readily desisted from work and
-answered Honor's question.
-
-"He kept it that 'mazin' quiet from us all, Miss. An' you never told
-nobody neither. Gone--gone to foreign lands, they tell me; an' the
-place in a jakes of a mess; an' the new folks comin' in afore
-Christmas."
-
-As she spoke a dog-cart wound up the steep hill to Chagford, and a man,
-turning in it, stopped and looked long at the grey house in the pines.
-Had anybody walked on to the terrace and waved a handkerchief, he must
-have seen the signal; but as Honor spoke to Mrs. Brimblecombe the trap
-passed from sight.
-
-"When did he go?" she asked unguardedly.
-
-"Lard! Doan't 'e knaw 'bout it--you of all folks?"
-
-"Of course; of course; but not the exact hour."
-
-"Ten minutes agone or less--no more certainly; an' his heavy boxes was
-took in a cart last night, I hear."
-
-Honor hurried on to the terrace and looked at the road on the hill. But
-it was empty. Mrs. Brimblecombe came also.
-
-"Sails from Plymouth this evenin', somebody telled us, though others
-said he'm gwaine to Lunnon fust; an' it seems that Doctor Clack knawed,
-though how a gen'leman so fond of the moosic of his awn tongue could
-hold such a tremenjous secret wi'out bustin' I can't fathom."
-
-Honor Endicott walked slowly back to Bear Down. The significance of her
-own position, as a woman apparently jilted, did not weigh with her in
-the least. She reflected, with a dull ache and deadness, that her
-accident, with a delay of ten little minutes resulting from it, had
-altered the whole scope and sweep of her life and another's. That
-Christopher Yeoland had taken his great step with very real difficulty
-the fact of his continued absence before it made sufficiently clear. He
-had not trusted himself to see her again; and now Honor's conviction
-grew: that her presence even at the last moment, must surely have broken
-down his determination and kept him at home had she so willed.
-
-She asked herself what she might have done in the event of that ordeal,
-and believed that she would have tried hard to keep him.
-
-
-
-
- *CHAPTER XII.*
-
- *THE DEFINITE DEED*
-
-
-Life, thus robbed of love for Honor Endicott, was reduced to a dreary
-round of mere duties. Within one fortnight of time these two men,
-severally responsible for the music and sunshine of her life, had
-departed out of it in a manner perfectly natural, conventional, and
-inevitable. Given the problems that had arisen, this was the solution
-to have been predicted. Mark Endicott, indeed, put it very bluntly to
-her; but Honor viewed the tragedy with more tender pity for her own
-feelings. She marvelled in secret at the great eternal mystery of human
-affections, at the evolution of the love instinct, which now, ennobled
-and sublimated through the generations of men, had achieved its present
-purity and perfection in the civilisation of monogamous nations; while
-her uncle told her, in fewer words and homelier, that between two stools
-she had fallen to the ground.
-
-She was supremely miserable through dwindling days, and each of them to
-her seemed longer than those of the summer that was past. The shadows
-of two men often accompanied her lonely rides, and circumstances or
-places would remind her of each in turn, would suddenly stab her into
-acute suffering as they wakened the image of Christopher or of Myles in
-very life-colours.
-
-There came a laugh once, when she overheard Pinsent and Collins
-congratulating each other that Bear Down had not been too precipitate in
-the purchase of the wedding "momentum"; but the salt was gone out of
-humour for a little while; and with her uncle, at least, she never
-laughed at all. His boundless sympathy was strained before her wayward
-unhappiness. She flew to paradoxes, contradictions, and whimsical
-conceits, all vain, and worse than vain in his judgment. She sometimes
-talked at random with no particular apparent object save to waken
-opposition. But the knitting-needles ticked placidly through long
-evenings beside the glowing peat: and it asked an utterance beyond
-measure flagrant to set them tapping, as an indication that the blind
-man's patience was exhausted.
-
-About mid-December they sat together in the little parlour of the
-kitchen, and Honor, who lolled beside the fire, employed her pretty
-fingers upon no more useful task than playing with a piece of string
-from a grocer's parcel.
-
-"What are you doing?" asked Mark suddenly.
-
-"Making cats' cradles," she answered, and won from him the reproof that
-such a confession invited.
-
-"How is it you've given up reading of late days?"
-
-"I've sunk into a lazy way. The lazier you are the less time there is
-for anything."
-
-"You ought to read; you've ample leisure to improve your mind; and ample
-need to."
-
-"That's just it--the ample leisure. When I had Christo to look after,
-though every precious moment of the day was full, I could find time for
-all. And that shows a busy man or woman's more likely to see well after
-affairs than a leisurely one. Some men can actually _make_ time, I
-believe--Myles could. But now--through these black, hateful, sunless
-days--I feel I'm always wanting to creep off to bed, and sleep, and
-forget."
-
-"That's never my brave girl spoke that?"
-
-"I'm not brave; and I'm tired of the awful stores of things worth
-knowing collected by people who are dead. How the men who wrote books
-must look back from the other world and shiver at the stuff they've left
-behind them in this--knowing all they know there! But Myles was right in
-that. He used to say he'd learned more from leaning over gates than
-from any books. And I believe he had."
-
-"He was grounded in solid knowledge by lessons from wise books to start
-with. They taught him to learn."
-
-"Such a way as he had of twisting everything into a precept or example!"
-
-"You'd have held that prosy talk presently."
-
-"Speak of sermons in stones! He found whole gospels in a dead leaf."
-
-"But you would have grown mighty impatient of all that after a while."
-
-"Very likely indeed. And yet I doubt it; for never being in earnest
-myself, I admire it in others," she said.
-
-"Never in earnest and never of one mind! 'Tis a poor character, and I'd
-not like to hear anybody give it to you but yourself, Honor."
-
-"With two minds you get light and shade into life--shade at any rate.
-If I hadn't been--but you'll grow as weary of that as I am. Yet a
-woman's days are so drab if she never changes her mind--all cut and
-dried and dead. Why, every morning I open my eyes and hope I shall get
-a new idea. I love my ideas to jostle about and fight and shift and
-change and dance, like colours in a cloud. I like to find myself
-helpless, shaken, bewildered, clutching at straws. You don't understand
-that, Uncle Mark. Ideas are the beautiful, budding flowers of one's
-thoughts."
-
-"And fixed opinions the roots--or should be. What's the value of poor
-blossoms 'pon the top of a tree when the storm comes an' puny petals are
-sent flying down wind? You talk foolishness, and you know 'tis
-foolishness. Done to vex me, I could almost think. 'Tis your ideas that
-make you miserable now. A feather in a gale is a stable thing beside
-you, Honor. You must turn to books if only to please me."
-
-She promised to do so presently, but did not keep her promise; and thus,
-to little purpose, oftentimes they talked. Then a circumstance quite
-unexpected made Honor think less of her ill fate and start into new and
-lively touch with her existence. After long intervals it chanced that
-some intelligence both of Yeoland and Stapledon reached Bear Down on the
-same morning; and Doctor Clack it was who brought news of his friend;
-while information concerning Myles came more directly from himself.
-
-Doctor Clack dismounted with some parade, and made his announcement
-before Honor and her uncle. That he might perchance move the girl to
-emotion troubled him but little, for the physician was a staunch
-partisan, and held that Christopher had been very badly treated.
-
-"A communication from the wanderer," said he. "Yeoland was leaving
-Sydney for his kinsman's up-country place when he wrote six weeks ago.
-All is well with him--at least so he declares, and--what do you think?
-He desires me to join him. Such a romantic notion!"
-
-"Well?"
-
-"Well, Mr. Endicott, positively I don't see why I should not. Little
-Silver without Christopher is, frankly, a howling wilderness from my
-point of view--a mere solitary tomb. And nobody ever ill--nobody
-ailing--no opportunities. When folk do succumb it means the end of them
-and the inevitable dose of churchyard mould--that final prescription
-none can escape."
-
-"The health of the place is your highest tribute surely."
-
-"Not at all--far from it. I've nothing to do with the matter. Drugs
-decaying in their vases; steel rusting in its velvet. Besides, the
-loneliness. A fishing-rod is but a vain thing to save a man--especially
-when it's close time as now; and the new people at Godleigh haven't
-asked me to a single shoot. In fact there's to be no shooting this year
-at all. So my case is desperate."
-
-"Come and see us oftener," said Mark.
-
-"I will; I positively must; but I think I'll go abroad. There's a saying
-that a man who can live quite happily alone must be one of two things:
-an angel, or a demon. Now I'm neither to my knowledge, and since Christo
-has vanished I've lived alone, and it's telling on me. I shall drift
-into one of those extremes, and I leave you to guess which."
-
-"But you're always welcome everywhere, my dear Clack."
-
-"I know it--at least I think so; but there's such fear of wearing out a
-welcome in a small place. Hereditary modesty, you'll say. If so, it's
-on the mother's side, not the father's. But, in all seriousness, why
-should not I join him?"
-
-"You know your own business best. Is there money to be made there?"
-
-"Plenty for a professional man. They are to have a qualification of
-their own, I believe; but at present a practitioner with English degrees
-gets the pull--very right and proper of course. Thus the old country
-drives her sons away; but not before she's arranged ample accommodation
-for them elsewhere--God bless her! So I'm wise to go--eh?"
-
-"Nothing like seeing the ends of the earth and enlarging the mind," said
-Mark.
-
-"Well, don't any of you develop anything in the nature of an interesting
-indisposition to tempt me to stop."
-
-Margery brought in a letter at this moment as the postman had just
-penetrated to Bear Down--a feat he rarely accomplished much before
-midday. Doctor Clack wondered in secret whether her old lover had also
-communicated with Honor, but seeing that his own missive was charged
-with a general message of goodwill to all at Endicott's, he suspected
-the letter came from elsewhere.
-
-Soon he was gone; then, without comment, Mark's niece read aloud a brief
-note from Myles Stapledon. It did no more than set forth his
-determination to return in a fortnight's time. Reason for the step was
-not given, as the writer disdained any excuse. His words were bald. "I
-will arrive on such a date, if convenient," he concluded; and Mark
-Endicott, reading ahead and reading backwards also, was saddened, even
-amazed, as one standing before the sudden discovery of an unsuspected
-weakness or obvious flaw in a work he had rejoiced to believe near
-perfection.
-
-The stages by which Myles had arrived at the determination now
-astonishing Mark Endicott had extended over three months, and the
-curtain rose upon his battle exactly a week after he left the farm, for
-at that date he learned how the engagement between Honor and Christopher
-was definitely at an end, and how the latter would be on the sea before
-his words were read. The announcement came from Yeoland himself, and
-was written in London on the eve of his departure. Then began the fight
-that ended with a determination to return, and caused such genuine
-disappointment in Mr. Endicott. Mark, however, forgot the force of the
-passion his niece had awakened in this man; and certain it is that
-neither he nor any other could have guessed at the storm which swept
-Stapledon's soul when he learned how Honor had regained her freedom.
-Soaked as he was in love, to remain away from Endicott's with this
-knowledge for three months had proved no mean task to Myles. The battle
-fought and won with his passion while it had no right to exist proved
-but a prelude to encounters far more tremendous upon Christopher
-Yeoland's departure.
-
-There grew within him a web of sophistry spun through sleepless nights.
-This at first, with the oncoming of morning, he swept away; but,
-spider-like, and with a spider's patience, the love in him renewed each
-mesh, and asked his conscience a question that his conscience seemed
-powerless to answer. He fought, yet knew not the name of the foe.
-To-day he marvelled at his own hesitation, and asked himself what still
-held him back; to-morrow a shadow of Yeoland shamed his troubled
-longings, and the word of Mark Endicott, "between you is a great gulf
-fixed," reverberated drearily upon his thoughts. Then the cloud castles
-fell to earth, and the sanguine glow upon their pinnacles vanished away.
-Yet against that saying of the blind man's every pulse in his body often
-throbbed furiously. He knew better, and Honor knew better also. It was
-not for nothing that they had walked over the Moor together; not for
-nothing they had stood silently, each by the other's side, on moonlight
-nights.
-
-Out of darkness Christopher Yeoland sometimes took shape, but only as an
-abstraction that grew more misty with passage of days. He had gone for
-all time; and Honor was left alone. Myles burnt to know something of
-her mind; how much or how little she had forgotten; how much or how
-little she wondered at his attitude; in what she blamed him; whether
-such blame grew daily greater or was already fading away--perhaps along
-with his own image--in her recollection.
-
-The great apparition of Duty rose. In the recent past he had made
-others supremely unhappy and tormented himself. That was over; and
-now--the slave of duty from his youth up--he stood in doubt. For the
-first time the man discerned no clear sign-post pointing to his road.
-Wherein lay duty now? He wearied his brain with dialectics. Sometimes
-duty looked a question of pure love; sometimes it hardened into a
-problem of pure logic. He would have risked all that he had for one
-glimpse of Honor's attitude towards the position; and finally he decided
-that his duty lay in ascertaining that attitude. This much might very
-easily be done without a word upon the vital theme. He told himself
-that a few hours under the same roof with her--the sound of her voice,
-the light in her eyes--would tell him all he needed to know. He dinned
-this assurance upon his own mind; but his heart remained dead, even
-before such a determination, and the cloud by no means lifted itself
-from off him. He presented the somewhat uncommon spectacle of a man
-trying to deceive himself and failing. His natural instincts of justice
-and probity thrust Christopher Yeoland again and again into his
-thoughts. He began three letters to the traveller on three separate
-occasions, but these efforts ended in fire, and the letter that was
-written and posted went to Bear Down.
-
-Through turmoil, tribulation, and deepening of frontal furrows he
-reached this step, and the deed done, his night thickened around him
-instead of lifting as he had hoped and trusted. Perhaps the blackest
-hour of all was that wherein he rode through familiar hamlets under the
-Moor upon his way to Honor. Then came the real sting of the certainty
-that he had lapsed from his own lofty rule; and love itself forsook him
-for a space beneath Cosdon's huge shadow at sunset time. He hastened,
-even galloped forward to the sight of the woman; he told himself that in
-her presence alone would be found balm to soothe this hurt; and the very
-feebleness of the thought fretted him the more.
-
-So he came back, and Chance, building as her custom is on foundations of
-the trivial, wrought from his return the subsequent fabric of all his
-days. For out of the deliberate action, whether begun in laughter or
-prayer, whether prompted by desire or inspired by high ambition, springs
-issue, and no deed yet was ever barren of consequence, hidden or
-revealed. Never, since conscious intelligence awakened here, has that
-invention of the dunces justified itself--never once has any god from
-any chariot of fire descended to cut one sole knot in a tangle of
-earthly affairs. The seeds of human actions are sown to certain
-fruition but uncertain crop, and Fate and Chance, juggling with their
-growth, afford images of the highest tragedy this world has wept at;
-conjure from the irony of natural operations all that pertains to sweet
-and bitter laughter; embrace and environ the whole apparition of
-humanity's progress through time. Life's pictures, indeed, depend upon
-play of ridiculous and tragic chance for their rainbow light, for their
-huge spaces of formless and unfathomable shadow, for their ironic
-architecture, their statuary of mingled mice and mountains--flung
-together, fantastic and awful. In Titan visions these things are seen
-by lightning or by glow-worm glimmer; or sunned by laughter; or rained
-upon with tears; or taking such substance and colour as wings above the
-reach of either.
-
-Thus, his deed done, through chaos of painful thoughts, came Myles
-Stapledon; and then, standing amid the naked beds of Bear Down garden,
-he found Honor Endicott's little hand in his at last. Whereupon he
-whispered to his soul that he had acted wisely, and was now about to
-pass from storm into a haven of great peace.
-
-
-
-
- *CHAPTER XIII.*
-
- *SNOW ON SCOR HILL*
-
-
-There came a day when Honor and Myles rode out upon a dry and frozen
-Moor under the north wind. The man, who had brought his own great horse
-to Endicott's, now galloped beside Honor's pony, and the pace warmed
-them despite the extreme coldness of the weather. Presently, upon their
-homeward way from Watern's granite castles, they stopped to breathe
-their horses, where a ring of horrent stones sprouted abrupt, uneven,
-irregular, out of the waste, and lay there, the mark of remote human
-activity. All the valley presented a stern spectacle unsoftened by any
-haze, untouched by any genial note of colour. The Moor's great,
-iron-grey bosom panted for coming snow; and Teign, crying among her
-manifold stairways, streaked the gorges with ghostly foam light, where
-naked sallows and silver birches tossed lean arms along the river. Only
-the water offered action and sound in the rocky channels; all else, to
-the horizon of ashy hills under a snow-laden sky, waited and watched the
-north.
-
-Two horses stood steaming in Scor Hill Circle--that ancient hypaethral
-high place of the Damnonians--while their riders surveyed the scene and
-one another. Both long remembered the incident, and for them, from that
-day forward, the spot was lighted with a personal significance, was
-rendered an active and vital arena, was hallowed by interest more
-profound than its mere intrinsic attributes of age and mystery had
-formerly imparted to it.
-
-Myles Stapledon did not reach the speedy conclusion he anticipated upon
-return to Bear Down. A month had now lapsed since his arrival, and,
-while very thoroughly assured of his own sentiments, while gulfed and
-absorbed, heart and soul, in a transcendent love of Honor that swept all
-before it and left him a man of one hope, one daily prayer, he had yet
-to learn her explicit attitude. His own humility helped to blind him a
-little at first, but she made no attempt to disguise her pleasure in his
-society, and by her unconventional companionship and intercourse wakened
-strong hopes within him. For he attached an obvious meaning to many
-actions, that had perhaps been conclusive of intention in any other
-woman, but were not in Honor. She went everywhere with him alone--to
-Chagford on horseback, to Exeter by train. Moreover, she let her cousin
-do as he would with the farm, and when he suggested embarking further
-capital and acquiring a half interest of all--she made no personal
-objection, but consulted Mr. Endicott. The inevitable sequel now stared
-Bear Down in the face, yet, when his niece put the question to him in
-private, Mark refused to give advice.
-
-"That's a point none can well decide but yourself," he said. "The
-future's your own, as far as a human being can claim such control. As
-you act now, so the man will assume you mean to do afterwards."
-
-"I mean nothing at all but the welfare of the farm and--you won't
-advise, then?"
-
-"No. It looks all cut and dried to me."
-
-Honor stamped her foot like a child.
-
-"Everything's always cut and dried in my hateful life--try as I will,"
-she said. Then she swept away, and he knitted on without visible
-emotion, though not lacking an inner sympathy. For he understood her
-desire to escape from the monotonous, and foresaw how this imminent
-incident would not bring about that end. Personally Stapledon had served
-to brighten his sightless life not a little, had set new currents
-running in his mind, had sweetened back waters grown stagnant by disuse;
-for Myles, as Endicott believed, was fine metal--wise, self-contained
-even in his love, a sober and discreet man--super-excellent save in the
-matter of his return to Bear Down. Even there, however, on second
-thoughts, Mark did not judge him. He only felt the lover to be human,
-and it was viewed in the character of a husband for Honor that the old
-man regarded his nephew without enthusiasm. Stapledon's very goodness,
-simplicity, and content with rural interests would suffice to weary the
-wife he wanted soon or late. And Christopher Yeoland must probably
-return to his home some day.
-
-Thus he argued, but, meantime, full of hope, and arriving at a right
-logical conclusion on a wrong hypothesis of logical intention in Honor,
-Stapledon resolved to speak. And now, before the beauty of her, kissed
-into a sparkle by her gallop, her bosom rising and falling, a tiny cloud
-around her lips, caught and carried away by the wind at each
-expiration--before this winter vision his heart found a tongue; and, as
-they walked their horses in the grey circle, he spoke.
-
-"It's a strange place this to tell you, yet these things are out of
-one's keeping. I must say it I must. Honor, do you care for me at all?"
-
-"Of course I care for you."
-
-"Do you love me?"
-
-"Now, dear Myles, please don't say anything to make me cry in this wind.
-Think of the freezing misery of it! Please--Please."
-
-"To make you cry! I hope not--indeed. I hope not that. Yet it's
-solemn enough--the most solemn thing a man can say to a woman."
-
-"That's all right, then," she said cheerfully. "Nothing solemn ever
-makes me cry."
-
-He looked bewildered, wistful, and her heart smote her; but the
-inopportune fiend would speak. She remembered how that Christopher had
-proposed marriage in a flippant spirit, while she craved for something
-so different. Here was no frivolous boy in a sunny wood, but a strong,
-earnest man under skies full of snow. His great voice and his eyes
-aflame made her heart beat, but they had no power to alter her mood.
-
-"I love you!" he said simply. "I loved you long before I knew it, if
-you can believe so strange a thing. I loved you, and, finding it out, I
-left you and poured all the bitter blame on myself that I could. Then I
-heard how you had agreed to part. He was going. He went. And now I
-stand before you all yours. You are unlinked by any tie. He said
-so--he----"
-
-"Oh you wretches of one idea!" she burst out, interrupting him. "You
-self-absorbed, self-seeking, selfish men! How can I explain? How can I
-lay bare my weaknesses before such superiority? He was the same--poor
-Christo--just the same. I suppose nearly all of you must be; and women
-are frightened to speak for fear of shocking you. So we pretend, and
-win from you a character for huge constancy that we often deserve no
-more than you do. Why attribute so many virtues to us that you don't
-possess yourselves? Why demand a single, whole-hearted, utter,
-ineffable love from us that not one in a thousand of you can give?"
-
-"All this is nothing to the purpose," he said in a puzzled voice. "What
-can you answer, Honor?
-
-"Well, I'll speak for myself, not for the hosts of single-hearted women.
-I won't tar them with my black brush. You want me to marry you, Myles?"
-
-"God knows how dearly."
-
-"And because I love you, you think I ought to marry you. Yet if I love
-somebody else too? I wish I had fine words, though perhaps plain ones
-are better to describe such an unheroic muddle. When I told Christo I
-loved you--yes, I told him that--he bowed his head as though he had
-heard his death knell. Yet I did not tell him I loved him less than
-before."
-
-"You still love him?"
-
-"Of course I do. Can a quarrel kill a live love? He was made for
-somebody to love him. And I love you--love you dearly too. And I'm not
-ashamed of it, however much you may think I should be."
-
-"The end of that?" he said drearily.
-
-"Clear enough. I've spoilt two lives--no, not all, I hope, but a part
-of two lives."
-
-"It is I that have done so," he answered bitterly and slowly; then he
-stopped his horse and looked aloft where scattered flakes and patches of
-snow began to float heavily downward from the upper grey.
-
-"No, no, no," said Honor. "It's just a snappy, snarling, unkind fate
-that wills it so. Two's company, and three's none, of course."
-
-"Your knowledge is imperfect," he said, "and so your argument is vain.
-If you were a type, the foundation of civilisation would fail. Surely
-no woman worth thinking of twice can love in two places at once?"
-
-"Then think of me no more," she answered, "for I do--if I know love at
-all. Is not the moon constant to earth and sun? A woman can love two
-men--as easily as a man can love two women. You couldn't--I know that;
-but you're not everybody. Most men can. Christianity has made a noble,
-exalted thing of love, and I was born into the Christian view. Yet I'm
-unfortunately a barbarian by instinct. Just an accidental primitive
-heathen who has cropped up in a respectable family. You can't alter any
-particular cranky nature by pruning. Oh, dear Myles, if I could marry
-you both! You for the working weeks and Christo for Sundays and
-holidays!"
-
-He merely gasped.
-
-"Yet I love to think you love me. But you know what naughty children
-say when they're crossed? I can't have you both, so I won't have
-either."
-
-"This you say for love of him?"
-
-"Don't trouble to find reasons. At any rate I'm speaking the truth.
-Should I have confessed to such a depraved and disgraceful frame of mind
-to a man I love if I had not been deadly serious despite laughter? Hate
-me, if you must, but I don't deserve it. I would marry you and be a
-good wife too; but there's a sort of sense of justice hid in me.
-Christo noticed it. So don't drive me into marriage, Myles dear."
-
-"You love him better than me at any rate?"
-
-"Arithmetic can't be brought to bear upon the question. I love you
-both."
-
-There was a pause; then she added suddenly--
-
-"And if there were a hundred more men like you and Christopher, I should
-love them all. But there are no more."
-
-"You've got a big heart, Honor."
-
-"Don't be unkind to me. It's a very unhappy heart."
-
-"It should not be."
-
-"That fact makes it so much the more unhappy."
-
-"Do you know your own mind in this matter?"
-
-"Of course I don't. Haven't you found that out?"
-
-"It's going to snow," he said. "We'd better hurry."
-
-"No, walk to the top of the hill; I like it."
-
-"You must be made happy somehow," he continued. "It's everybody's duty
-who loves you to make you that, if it can be done."
-
-"You great, generous thing! How I wish I could do what you ask me to;
-but I should be haunted if I did. You don't want a haunted wife, Myles?"
-
-"Leave that. I have spoken and you have answered. I shall not speak
-again, for I pay you the respect and honour to believe your 'No' means
-no."
-
-"Yes," she said; "you would." Then she turned away from him, for her
-tears were near at last. "Every flake lies on the frozen ground. D'you
-see how black the spotless snowflakes look against the sky? Isn't there
-some moral or other to be got out of that, Myles?"
-
-"Why did you let me buy half Endicott's?" he asked, not hearing her last
-speech.
-
-"Because you wanted to. And I wanted some money."
-
-"Money!"
-
-"Yes--I can tell you just at this moment. It will help to show you what
-I am. I sent a thousand pounds to Christo."
-
-"He'll never take it!"
-
-"Of course not. Yet, somehow, it comforted me for quite two days to
-send it."
-
-"How we fool ourselves--we who think we stand firm! I fancied I was
-getting to understand you, Honor, and I knew nothing."
-
-"You'd know everything, and find that everything was nothing if you
-weren't in love. There's nothing to know beyond the fact that I'm a
-very foolish woman. Uncle Mark understands me best. He must do so, for
-he can always make me angry, sometimes even ashamed."
-
-Snow began to fall in earnest, and fluttered, tumbled, sidled, scurried
-over the Moor. The wind caught it and swept it horizontally in tattered
-curtains; the desolation grew from grey into white, from a spotted
-aspect, still lined and seamed with darkness, into prevailing pallor.
-The tors vanished; the distance was huddled from sight; Honor's
-astrakhan hat caught the snow, and her habit also. She shook her head,
-and shining drops fell from her veil. Then Myles went round to ride
-between her and the weather, and they hastily trotted down the hill
-homeward.
-
-Already a mask of snow had played magic pranks with the world, reduced
-known distances, distorted familiar outlines, brought remote objects
-close, dwarfed the scene, and much diminished its true spaciousness. The
-old familiar face of things was swallowed by a new white wilderness,
-like in unlikeness to the earth it hid.
-
-Early darkness closed down upon the land before tremendous snow. Within
-the farm candles guttered, carpets billowed, cold draughts thrust chill
-fingers down stone passages, and intermittent gusts of wind struck upon
-the casement, like reverberations of a distant gun.
-
-
-
-
- *CHAPTER XIV.*
-
- *THE WISDOM OF DR. CLACK*
-
-
-That night, despite the heavy snow, and not averse from a struggle with
-the weather, Myles set out, after supper, for Little Silver,
-three-quarters of a mile distant, in the valley beneath Bear Down.
-Progress was difficult, but though snow already stood above Stapledon's
-knees in the drifts, he found strength more than sufficient for the
-battle, and presently brought a blast of cold air and a snow wreath into
-the small dwelling of Doctor Clack, as he entered without formal
-announcement. Courteney Clack--deeply immersed in packing for his
-departure--marvelled at the advent of any visitor on such a night and
-abandoned his labours.
-
-"Get out of that coat and come to the fire," he said. "I'm afraid this
-means something serious, or you wouldn't have turned out in such a
-tempest. Who's ill, and what's amiss?"
-
-"Nobody--nothing. I wanted this wild weather against my face to give me
-a buffet. I also want a talk with you--if I can trespass on your time."
-
-The physician was much relieved to learn that it would not be necessary
-for him to go out of doors.
-
-"I sail on Thursday," he said, "but, until that date, I am, as usual, at
-the beck and call of all the world. Sit down and I'll get the necessary
-ingredients. Need I say that I refer to a glass of punch?"
-
-"In six weeks," began Myles abruptly, "you'll be seeing Christopher
-Yeoland."
-
-"God willing, that pleasure is in store for me."
-
-Stapledon took out his pipe, and began to fill it mechanically.
-
-"I want you to do a very delicate thing," he said. "The task will need
-even all your tact and skill, doctor. Yet it happens that if I had to
-pick a man out of England, I should have chosen you."
-
-"Now that must be flattery--a mere country apothecary."
-
-"No, it's true--for particular reasons. You are Yeoland's best friend."
-
-"A proud privilege. I have his word for it."
-
-"And, therefore, the man of all others to tackle him. Yet it's not to
-your personal interest either. I'll be frank. That is only fair to
-you. In the first place, what was the position between Miss Endicott
-and your friend when he finally left here?"
-
-"Well, Stapledon, I suppose you've the right to ask, if anybody has; and
-not being blind, I can't speak the truth, perhaps, without hurting you.
-The rupture was pretty complete, I fancy--final in fact. I didn't know
-whether to be glad or sorry. Miss Honor is a girl who wants a tight
-hand over her. I say it quite respectfully, for her good--and yours."
-
-"Don't drag me in, Clack. The point is that she still loves Yeoland.
-That's what I came here to explain to you. It is right that he should
-know it, and you are the man to tell him. The information must come
-from yourself, remember--from nobody else. The point is, how are you to
-be furnished with proofs?"
-
-"Are you sure there exist proofs? Is it true?"
-
-"She told me so herself."
-
-Doctor Clack had little difficulty in guessing at the nature of the
-conversation wherein such a confession had made a part. He was
-impulsive, and now did a thing that a moment's reflection had left
-undone. He stretched out his hand and gripped Stapledon's.
-
-"I'm sorry," he said. "You have my sincere sympathy. Forgive me if I
-offend."
-
-Myles flushed, and as the other had been surprised into sudden speech,
-so now was he. Indeed he answered most unexpectedly, on the spur of the
-moment, stung thereto by this assault on self-esteem.
-
-"You mistake!" he answered. "She loves me also."
-
-Doctor Clack whistled.
-
-"How spacious! These times are really too cramped for such a girl.
-This is the sort of knot that could be cut so easily in mediaeval days;
-but now the problem is most difficult. You want to drop out of the
-running in favour of Christo? Carlyle says that the heroic slumbers in
-every heart. It woke in Yeoland's when he turned his back on Little
-Silver and everything that made life worth living for him. Now it wakes
-in you."
-
-"I do not want her life to be made a lonely, wretched thing by any act
-of mine."
-
-"Of course not."
-
-"We must save her from herself."
-
-"Ah, that means that she has announced a determination not to marry at
-all."
-
-"Yes. We are both so much to her that she cannot marry either."
-
-The doctor smothered a smile--not at Stapledon's speech, but before the
-monumental sternness with which he uttered it.
-
-"How characteristic!"
-
-"Against that, however, I have the assurance that she does not know her
-own mind. Women, I think, if I may say so without disrespect and upon
-slight experience, are very contradictory. Miss Endicott has not been
-in the habit of analysing her emotions. Not that she is not lucidity
-itself. But--well, if he were here and I--if I were out of the way--I
-only want her happiness. It seems to lie there. He must come back to
-her. I can't say all I feel about this, but you understand."
-
-"You're set on her happiness. Very altruistic and all the rest; but I'm
-afraid she's not built for it. To get happiness into her life will be
-difficult. Too humorous to be happy, don't you think? Omar al Khattab
-remarks, very wisely, that four things come not back to man or woman.
-They are the spoken word, the sped arrow, the past life, and the
-neglected opportunity. She sent Yeoland about his business. Now there
-is a sort of love that won't brook cruelty of that pattern."
-
-"Cruelty's too big a word for it. She called it a lover's quarrel
-herself. Eliminate me, and judge whether the spoken word might not be
-retrieved and forgotten if he came back to her again."
-
-"Of course improbability's the only certainty with a woman. Don't fancy
-I'm letting my own interest stand in the way. I, too, in common with
-all human clay, contain the germ of the heroical. I'll tell Christo
-everything; that he still has half--is it half or a lesser or greater
-fraction?--of Miss Honor Endicott's heart. Here we are--three
-able-bodied men: you, Christo, and myself. Well, surely with a little
-expenditure of brain tissue we can--eh? Of course. One of you chaps is
-the obstacle to the other. You pull her heart different ways. She is
-suspended between your negative and positive attractions like a
-celestial body, or a donkey between two bundles of hay. So you both go
-free. Now, if one of you heroes could only find comfort in another woman
-such a circumstance might determine--you follow me?"
-
-"Her happiness?"
-
-"Not so much her happiness as her destination. Well, I'll urge upon
-Yeoland the advisability of coming home; I'll tell him how things stand,
-and of course keep you out of it."
-
-"She would be happier with him than with me: that's the point."
-
-"Say rather: that's the question. He may not think so. I don't want to
-flatter you, but I don't think so myself. There is that in Christo not
-usually associated with the domestic virtues. He and I are bachelors by
-instinct--natural, unsophisticated beasts, in no sense educated up to
-the desirable and blessed, but extremely artificial, state of matrimony.
-You, on the contrary, are a highly trained creature with all your
-emotions under your own control, and capable of a consistent
-unselfishness in the affairs of life which is extremely rare in the male
-animal. No; merely considered as a husband, Christo would not have a
-look in with you--could hardly expect to get a vote--certainly not
-mine."
-
-"He might make a better husband for Honor."
-
-"Not for any woman."
-
-"Don't tell him so, if you think it."
-
-"Leave me to do what I deem wise. Like you, I'm solely actuated with a
-desire to brighten Miss Endicott's life. But you must not dictate my
-line of action. My judgment is not wont to be at fault."
-
-"I know that very well. This great cause is safe in your hands. Put it
-first. Put it first, before everything. You can't feel as I do, and as
-Yeoland must; but you're a man of very wide sympathy--that's to say a
-man of genius more or less. And you're his first friend--Yeoland's, I
-mean; so for his sake--and hers----"
-
-"And yours--yes. I shall glory in bringing this matter to an
-issue--happy for choice, but definite at any rate--if only to prove all
-your compliments are not vain. Light your pipe and drink, and fill your
-glass again."
-
-"No more--perfect punch--perfect and very warming to the blood."
-
-"Your punch-maker, like your poet, is born. The hereditary theory of
-crime, you know."
-
-"Now I must get up the hill. And thank you, Clack. You've lightened my
-anxiety, I think. We shall meet again before you go?"
-
-"Certainly--unless you are all snowed up at Bear Down. Good-night!
-Gad! I hope nobody will want me! Not my weather at all."
-
-The storm screamed out of the darkness. Beyond a narrow halo of light
-from Courteney Clack's open door all was whirling snow and gloom; and
-through it, his head down, Stapledon struggled slowly back to the farm.
-
-The significance of his own position, the bitterness of his defeat, the
-nature of his loss, and the gnawing sting of suffering had yet to come.
-This effort to ameliorate the lonely life of Honor by bringing Yeoland
-back into it was indeed laudable; but mere consciousness of right has no
-power to diminish the force of great blows or obliterate the awful
-meaning of a reverse in love. His future stretched desolate as the
-weather before Myles Stapledon, and these physical exercises under the
-storm, together with his attempts on behalf of others, might serve to
-postpone, but could not diminish by one pang, the personal misery in
-store for him.
-
-
-
-
- *CHAPTER XV.*
-
- *SUN DANCE*
-
-
-On the morning of Easter Sunday, some three months after the departure
-of Doctor Clack from Little Silver, certain labouring men in their best
-broadcloth ascended Scor Hill at dawn. Jonah Cramphorn, Churdles Ash,
-Henry Collins, and the lad Tommy Bates comprised this company, and their
-purpose was to behold a spectacle familiar and famous in ancient days
-but unheeded and little remembered at the period of these events. Ash
-had attracted the younger men to see the sun dance on Easter morn, and
-of those who accompanied him, Mr. Cramphorn was always willing to honour
-a superstition, no matter of what colour; Collins came to gain private
-ends; while the boy followed because he was promised a new experience.
-
-"T'others may go to the Lard's Table for their bite an' sup, an' a holy
-act to theer betterment no doubt," declared Churdles; "but, for my
-paart, 'tis a finer deed to see the gert sun a-dancin' for sheer joy
-'pon Resurrection Marnin', come it happen to be fine. A butivul day,
-sure enough, an' the elements all red an' blue, like the Saviour's
-clothes in the window-glasses to church."
-
-Mr. Ash's dim eyes scanned the sweetness of an April sky, and the party
-moved onward to the crown of the hill. Through pearly dews they went,
-and passed forward where the soft, green mantle of on-coming spring hung
-like a veil on hedgerows and over wild waste places. A world stretched
-before them lighted by the cold purity of spotless dawn, and the
-day-spring, begemmed with primrose stars, was heralded by thrushes in
-many a dingle, by the lark on high. As yet earth lay in the light that
-is neither sunshine nor shadow, but out of the waxing blue above, from
-whence, like a shower, fell his tinkling rhapsody, one singing bird
-could see the sun, and himself shone like a little star.
-
-To the upland heath and granite plodded these repositories of
-obsolescent folk-lore; and they talked as they went, the better to
-instil Collins and the boy with a proper understanding in the matter of
-those superstitions a scoffing generation agreed to disregard. Henry, on
-his part, felt more than uneasy, for he much doubted the sanctity of
-this present step. But love was responsible; Collins pined for Sally in
-secret, and his great desire to conciliate Mr. Cramphorn was such that,
-when Jonah invited him to the present observation, he undertook at once
-to be of the party. Now he recollected that he had also promised the
-vicar to go to the Sacrament that morning.
-
-"You must knaw," said Churdles Ash to Tommy, "that this holy season be a
-gert time for signs an' wonders up-along an' down-along. I tell 'e
-these things, 'cause you'm a young youth, an' may profit an' hand 'em on
-to your childern in fulness of time. Theer be Gude Friday--a day of
-much vartue, I assure 'e. Not awnly the event o' the Lard's undoing by
-they bowldacious Jews, but the properest for plantin' vegetables in the
-whole of the year."
-
-"An' the best for weanin' of childern," said Mr. Cramphorn. "Sally was
-weaned 'pon that day, an' went straight to cow's milk so natural an'
-easy as a born calf; an' look at her now!"
-
-Mr. Collins sighed deeply.
-
-"Butivulest gal in Debbensheer, I reckon," he said.
-
-Jonah grunted assent, and Henry, feeling the moment for a certain vital
-question had arrived, mopped his wet brow and tremulously approached the
-matter.
-
-"Fall back a pace or two, will 'e, maister? Your darter--I daresay you
-might have seed as I was a bit hit in that quarter?"
-
-"I've seed it, I grant you. I'm all eyes wheer my gals be consarned."
-
-"These things caan't be helped. I mean no disrespect, I'm sure. 'Tis
-the voice of nature in a man."
-
-"I'm sorry for 'e, Henery."
-
-"For that matter I couldn't wish myself out o' the evil, though 'tis
-perplexin' an' very onrestful to my head. I be mazed when I consider how
-a man of my modest way could think twice 'bout a rare piece like Sally.
-Never seed such a wonnerful strong arm 'pon any woman in all my born
-days."
-
-Jonah frowned and shook his head.
-
-"Never mind her paarts. Don't become you or any man to name a limb of
-her separate from the rest. Baan't respectful!"
-
-"Then I'm sorry I said it. An' as for respectfulness, I'd go on my
-bended knees to her to-morrow."
-
-"Have you?" inquired the parent. "That's the question. Have 'e axed
-her an' got a answer?"
-
-"Not for the world," stammered Henry. "Not for the world afore gettin'
-your leave. I knaw my plaace better."
-
-Mr. Cramphorn's nose wrinkled as though it had caught an evil odour.
-
-"Bah! You say that! You'm so chicken-hearted that you come to me 'fore
-you go to she! Then I sez 'No.' I forbids you to speak a word of the
-matter, for I reckon your way be more tame an' soft than the likes of
-her or any other high-spirited female would suffer."
-
-"You'm tu violent--I swear you be," protested Mr. Collins. "You'd have
-been the fust to blame me if I'd spoke wi'out axin' you. Besides,
-caan't a man talk apart from usin' his tongue in this matter? I've a
-looked at her time an' again wi' all the power of the eye. Theer's a
-language in that, an' she knawed what I meant, or I'm a fule."
-
-"Theer be such a language for sartain," admitted Jonah; "but not for
-you. No more power o' speech in your gert eyes than a bullock's--I
-don't mean as it's to be counted any fault in you, but just the will of
-Nature. An' so enough's said."
-
-"Quick! Run, the pair of 'e!" cried Tommy's voice. "Her's risin' nigh
-the edge o' Kes Tor Rock all copper-red!"
-
-Cramphorn quickened his pace, and Collins, now merged in blank despair,
-strode alter him. Together they approached Mr. Ash, and joined the aged
-man upon a little granite elevation at the south-eastern extremity of
-Scor Hill. Below them, a watercourse, now touched to fire, wound about
-the shoulder of the elevation; and beneath, much misty, new-born verdure
-of silver birch and sallow, brightened the fringe of fir woods where
-Teign tumbled singing to the morning.
-
-Over against the watchers, lifted above a grey glimmer of ruined
-Damnonian hut villages and primaeval pounds, there towered the granite
-mass of Kes Tor, and from the distant horizon arose the sun. He bulked
-enormous, through the violet hazes of nightly mist that now dwindled and
-sank along the crowns of the hills; then the effulgent circle of him,
-ascending, flashed forth clean fire that flamed along unnumbered crests
-and pinnacles of far-flung granite, that reddened to the peaty heart
-each marsh and mire, each ridge and plane of the many-tinted garment
-that endued the Moor.
-
-Silently the labourers watched sunrise; then was manifested that
-heliacal phenomenon they had come to see. A play of light, proper to
-the sun at ascension, ran and raced twinkling round his disc; and, like
-an empyreal wheel, the blazing star appeared to revolve and spin upon
-its upward way.
-
-"He be dancin'! He be dancin', now!" declared Mr. Ash.
-
-"For sure, if I could awnly keep the watter out o' my eyes," added
-Jonah; while Collins, by his comment, reflected personal tribulations
-and exhibited an impatient spirit in presence of this solemn display.
-
-"I've seed un shimmer same as that scores o' times on working-days," he
-said sourly.
-
-"Granted--in a lesser fashion; but not like he be doin' now. He knaws
-as the Lard o' Hosts leapt forth from the tomb to the biddin' of cherub
-angels 'pon this glad marnin'--nobody knaws it better than him. An',
-for all his size, he'm as giddy an' gay an' frolicsome by reason of it,
-as the high hills what hop in the Psalms o' David."
-
-Thus speaking, Gaffer Ash regarded the source of light with a benignant
-and indulgent smile.
-
-"An' us all did ought to feel the same, I'm sure," moralised Jonah
-Cramphorn, wiping the tears from his eyes and blinking at a huge red
-spot now stamped upon his retina and reproduced in varying size against
-everything which he regarded. "For my part I hold that not a heathen in
-the land but ought to rise into a gude Christian man afore that gert
-act."
-
-They waited and watched until the growing glory defied their vision;
-then all started to return homewards, and both the elder men declared
-themselves much refreshed, invigorated, and gladdened by what they had
-seen. Each, inspired by the incident, occupied himself with time past
-and matters now grown musty. They related stories of witches and of
-ghosts; they handled omens, and callings, and messages from dead voices
-heard upon dark nights; they explained the cryptic mysteries hidden in
-hares and toads, in stars, in 'thunder-planets,' and the grasses of the
-field. They treated of turning stones against an enemy; of amulets to
-protect humanity from the evil eye; of ill-wishing and other magical
-misfortunes; of oil of man; and of the good or sinister forces hidden in
-wayside herbs.
-
-"'Tis the fashion 'mongst our young school-gwaine fules to laugh at auld
-saws an' dark sayings because theer teachers laugh at 'em; but facts
-doan't change, though manners may," said Mr. Cramphorn. "Theer's
-witches descended from Bible witches, same as theer be saints an'
-'postles comed from laying on of hands. An' Cherry Grepe's of 'em; she
-doan't want for power yet, or my brain be no better'n tallow. I seed
-Chowne's oxen charmed into gude health again, an' gerter wonders than
-that onder my awn eyes. Ten shillin' she had of mine--" he added,
-lowering his voice for the ear of Mr. Ash alone--"ten shillin' to bring
-harm 'pon Christopher Yeoland. An' she drawd a circle against un before
-my faace an' done a charm wi' wax an' fire. ''Twill all act presently,'
-she said; and act it did, as you knaw, for he'm crossed in love, an' a
-wanderer 'pon the faace of the airth, like Cain at this minute; an'
-worse to come, worse to come."
-
-Mr. Ash looked very uneasy.
-
-"I could wish as you hadn't told me that," he answered. "You'm allus
-lickin' your lips on it, an' I'd rather not knaw no more. Ban't a
-pleasant side o' your carater."
-
-Shouts from Tommy interrupted Churdles, and all looked where the boy
-pointed--to see some white object vanish under a gate before their eyes.
-As for himself, heedless of Cramphorn's loud warning, Tommy Bates picked
-up a stone and ran after the object.
-
-"'Ful to me!" cried Cramphorn, "did 'e see it--a rabbit as I'm a sinful
-man!"
-
-"The white coney o' Scor Hill! An' that's death wi'in the year to some
-wan us knaws! Fegs! A bad business for sartain."
-
-"Death inside the week," corrected Jonah solemnly. "It may have
-awvertook some poor neighbour a'ready."
-
-"Or it may be ordained for wan of ourselves," murmured Mr. Ash gloomily.
-
-"I wish to Christ I'd gone to church then!" burst out Collins. "For
-it's been a cruel hard marnin' for me from time I rose, sun dance or no
-sun dance; an' now to cap it wi' this gert, hidden calamity, an' death
-in the wind."
-
-"Sure as night follows day," declared Churdles Ash.
-
-The love-sick Collins tramped on his way without further speech; Tommy
-did not return from pursuit of the apparition, and Ash argued with
-Cramphorn as to who might now be numbered with the majority. Upon this
-delicate point they could by no means agree; and they were still
-wrangling as to the identity of their ill-starred acquaintance when a
-man met them hard by the main entrance of Bear Down, and they saw that
-it was Myles Stapledon.
-
-After Doctor Clack's departure and within a few days of the scene in
-gathering snow upon Scor Hill, Myles had left Endicott's and taken him
-rooms at Little Silver, in the dwelling of Noah Brimblecombe, sexton to
-the parish. This man owned a pleasant abode somewhat greater than a
-cottage--an establishment the bulk of which its possessor annually
-under-let to advantage in the summer months. Hither came the rejected,
-his plans for the future still unformed. And here he dwelt for three
-long months and laboured like a giant to crush the agony of his spirit,
-the black misery of every waking hour. Bear Down once thoroughly
-invigorated by his capital and improved by his knowledge, he determined
-to leave; but while work still remained to do he stopped at the gates of
-the farm and exercised a painful self-control. Honor he saw not seldom,
-but the former friendship, while still quite possible for her, was
-beyond the power of the man. She pitied him, without wholly
-understanding; and very sincerely pitied herself in that circumstances
-now deprived her not a little of his cherished society. The difficulty
-lay in her attitude towards him. To behave as one who loved him was
-impossible under the constraint that now hedged him in; so she attempted
-to imitate his manner, and failed. A great awkwardness and unreality
-characterised present relations, and Honor found in these circumstances
-ample matter for mental distraction, if only of a painful nature; while
-Stapledon waited for the season of spring to finish his labours, and
-counted that each post might bring some message from Christopher.
-
-To-day he had news definite and tremendous enough The last of the
-Yeolands was coming back to his fathers--that he might sleep amongst
-them; for he was dead.
-
-With a face darkened, Myles asked Cramphorn where he might find Mr.
-Endicott, and Jonah, seeing that something was amiss, himself made an
-inquiry.
-
-"Maister Mark be in the garden most likely. An' what ill's walkin' now,
-sir, if a man may ax? Theer's a black story in your faace as you caan't
-hide."
-
-"Black enough," said Stapledon shortly. "You'll know in good time."
-
-He passed by and left them staring.
-
-"That dratted white rabbit!" murmured Mr. Ash; while the messenger of
-sorrow approached Mark, where he walked up and down under the walls of
-the farm, beside uprising spikes of the orange-lilies and early growth
-of other things that stood along his way.
-
-"You, Stapledon? Good morning. There's the feel of fine weather on my
-cheek."
-
-Above them a window, set in cherry-buds, stood open, and within Honor,
-who had just returned with her uncle from a celebration of the Lord's
-Supper, was taking off her hat at her looking-glass.
-
-"Good morning, uncle. I've brought some awfully sad and awfully sudden
-news. Here's a letter from Clack. I rode early to Chagford about
-another letter I expected, and found this waiting, so saved the postman.
-Christopher Yeoland--he has gone--he is dead."
-
-"Dead! So young--so full of life! What killed him?"
-
-"Died of a snake-bite near Paramatta. It's an orange-growing district
-near Sydney, so the doctor says. He was there with his cousin--an old
-settler--a survivor from a cadet branch of the family, I fancy. And it
-seems that it was Yeoland's wish to lie at home--his last wish."
-
-"Then no doubt Clack will look to it. Gone! Hard to credit, very hard
-to credit."
-
-"I'm thinking of Honor. It will be your task to tell her, I fear. My
-God! I can't believe this. I had hoped for something so different.
-She loved him--she loved him still."
-
-"Is there any reason why she should not read the letter?" asked Mr.
-Endicott.
-
-"None--not a line she need not see. It is very short--cynically short
-for Clack. He was probably dazed when he wrote; as I am now."
-
-"Give it to me, then. I will go up to her at once. Yes, I must tell
-her--the sooner the better."
-
-But Honor Endicott knew already. She had heard through her casement,
-and stood like a stone woman staring up into the blue sky when Mark
-knocked at her door.
-
-"Come in, uncle," she said; and then continued, as he entered groping,
-"I have heard what you want to say. So you are spared that. Give me the
-letter and I will read it to you."
-
-"You know!"
-
-"My window was open. I could not choose but hear, for the first word
-chained me. Christo is dead."
-
-He held out the letter and left her with it; while she, as yet too
-shocked to see or feel beyond the actual stroke, read tearlessly.
-
-And, gazing with the eye of the mind through those great spaces that
-separated her from this tragedy, she saw her old lover again, remembered
-his joy of life, heard his laughter, and told herself that she had
-killed him.
-
-
-Below, in the kitchen, all Bear Down assembled about breakfast. Then
-Mark Endicott told the company this news, and unutterable glances passed
-between Ash, Cramphorn, and Collins.
-
-"You'd best to keep dumb 'bout your share, Jonah," muttered Churdles
-under his breath, with round eyes that indicated aversion. "I wouldn't
-say the law mightn't overget 'e, if it knawed."
-
-"As to that, I fear nothin', an' the tears I shed won't drown a midge,"
-answered the other in a defiant whisper. "I've forgived his wrong;
-forget it I never shall."
-
-Collins was busy telling Sally and Margery of the spectral rabbit.
-
-"An' 'tis plain the ill-convenient beast didn't run for nought. Who
-shall laugh at such deeds now? Not the vainest man amongst us," he
-concluded.
-
-"Him of all to go!" sighed Mrs. Loveys; "an' when us thinks of what
-might have been an' how one short word will make or mar a life----"
-
-Then a question from Margery as to where Tom Bates might be was answered
-by the sudden appearance of that youth, and Mrs. Loveys, with a mind
-somewhat overwrought, found outlet for emotion in an attack upon him.
-
-"Doan't 'e knaw the hour for eatin', you ugly li'l twoad?" she demanded
-sharply. "An' to come to the table in such a jakes of a mess tu! You
-ought to be shamed."
-
-But the boy paid no heed. He returned breathless with a comforting
-discovery, and now cried it aloud to his companions of the morning.
-
-"'Tis all right," he said; "no call for no upstore nor trouble at all.
-That theer white bastey I mean. I followed un half a mile to the furze
-meadows down-long to make sartain, then I lost un, an' presently if I
-didn't see un again--wi' a young rabbit he'd catched! Nought but that
-baggerin' auld ram cat as they've got to Creber Farm!"
-
-"Quiet! you young fule!" said Mr. Cramphorn roughly; "shut your mouth,
-will 'e? or I'll scat 'e awver the ear-hole! You to pit your green
-brains against our ripe wans! A man be dead, an' so 'tis sartain us
-seed what us seed."
-
-"Sartain as doom us seed what us seed," echoed Gaffer Ash, "for a man be
-dead."
-
-
-
-
- *CHAPTER XVI.*
-
- *A SHELF OF SLATE*
-
-
-A blackbird, with sleepy notes and sad, warbled in a green larch at
-dawn; and the pathos proper to his immemorial song was well suited to
-the scene. For the larch raised her lovely foliage, begemmed with
-rubies, above many graves in the burying-place of Little Silver; and a
-streamlet also murmured there, uttering a sort of purring harmony that
-mingled with the contralto of the bird. From an ivy-tod, at hand in the
-grave-yard hedge, bright eyes peeped and the mother, with head and tail
-alone visible and sooty-brown body pressed close upon four eggs,
-listened to her lord. Elsewhere a man also heard the music, but heeded
-it not. He stood at his house door, yawned and sniffed the morning;
-while his whitewashed walls that faced the east were warmed into a
-glowing melon colour, and sunshine wove golden threads along the ancient
-straw of the thatch above.
-
-Noah Brimblecombe, the sexton, was a man of middle age, with grey
-whiskers, clean-shaved lips and chin, a strong mouth, and a reflective
-forehead. His back had grown rounded by digging of graves from early
-manhood, and the nature of his life's labours appeared in a tinge of
-gloom that marked his views. He passed through the world with an almost
-morbid severity in his disparagement of all mundane concerns, triumphs
-or possessions. The man now stood and fixed his small grey eyes upon
-the church, but little more than a hundred yards distant. Then, bearing
-great keys in one hand, an inch or two of candle in the other, he
-proceeded to the burying-ground upon an errand connected with his
-calling.
-
-Little Silver is a hamlet of almost beggarly simplicity. In the midst
-stands a trinity of three great buildings beneath the bosom of a hill;
-certain ruined barns, with a few thatched cots and a pound, embrace the
-remainder of the village; while a duck-pond outside the churchyard gate,
-orchard lands sloping to the valleys beneath, a little winding road and
-a stone wall, beside which grow yellow bullace plums, complete the
-picture. Variety in form and wide divergence in point of age
-characterise the central features of this spot. Paramount, by virtue of
-years and pristine significance, stand the ruins of Little Silver
-Castle; the church comes next--an erection of the customary moorland
-pattern, with a ring of small, sweet-toned bells, and a crocketted
-tower, something too tall for its breadth; while, between these two,
-there stands an old-time manor-house--empty as the ruined castle at the
-date of this narrative; but more recently repaired for habitation. Here
-spread the familiar theatre of Mr. Brimblecombe's life. Every stone of
-the old fourteenth-century castle was familiar to him, and he delighted
-to take chance visitors of antiquarian taste upward by a winding stair
-into the time-fretted, ivy-mantled abode of the lords of Little Silver.
-Now the sky was its covering; the lancet windows, through which once
-frowned war-like faces behind crossbow, matchlock, or petronel, were the
-dwelling of a thousand soft green things and framed the innocent eyes of
-wild flowers; in the upper chamber rowans stood rooted upon old
-hearthstones; briar and many grasses, pellitory of the wall and blue
-speedwells superseded bygone mural tapestries; and where antlers of the
-red deer hung and brazen sconces for the torch aforetime sprang, there
-now rose the fronds of hart's-tongue and shield ferns, with tangle of
-woodbine and ivy and networks of rootlets that hid the mossy homes of
-wrens. Beneath the ruin there still existed a dungeon-vault, gloomy and
-granite-groined; yet, save for broken wall and stairway, perfect as when
-poor wretches mouldered there at the mercy of their feudal masters. Now
-not so much as one spectre of a vanished sufferer haunted the place;
-only the bats passed their sleeping hours among the arches of the roof,
-and hung from five-clawed hands, with sinister, wrapped wings--like
-little dusky cherubim that worship with veiled faces at some
-mystery-seat of evil.
-
-Mr. Brimblecombe was not concerned with castle or with church at the
-present time. His eye roamed forward to a ponderous mausoleum that lay
-amid lush grasses and rank, sappy, umbelliferous plants in a corner of
-the churchyard. A conical yew tree flanked each angle, and the larch,
-whereon a blackbird sang, extended high overhead. Here stood the vault
-of the Yeolands, and the last six generations of them slept within, for
-no further accommodation existed under the church flags, where earlier
-members of the race lay jowl to jowl with their historic enemies, the
-Prouzes. The family tomb was of granite, with white marble tablets upon
-three sides and a heavy metal door in the fourth or eastern face. Above
-grinned decoration of a sort, and the architect, following sepulture
-fashions at that date, had achieved a chaplet of marble skulls, which
-Time was toying with from year to year. Now their foreheads, their
-crowns, and occiputs were green and grimy; their eyes and jaws were
-stuffed with moss; trailing toad-flax crept out of their noses; and
-stray seeds, bird-planted, hung bright blossoms above them in
-summer-time.
-
-Hither came Brimblecombe, and his feet stamped over the graves of many
-more dead than the mounds of the churchyard indicated. A young man, the
-sexton's assistant, sat and smoked among the marble skulls, waiting for
-his master there; and now he rose, put out his pipe, and gave Noah "Good
-morning." A moment later the blackbird had fled with a string of sharp
-ejaculations, for a harsh note grated upon the air as the sexton turned
-his key in the Yeoland vault door. A flood of light from the risen sun
-streamed in where, "sealed from the moth and the owl and the
-flitter-mouse," lay the dead. A few giant woodlice rushed to
-concealment before this shattering incursion of sunshine, and other
-curling, crawling things made like haste to disappear. Then
-Brimblecombe's blinking eyes accommodated themselves to the inner gloom.
-Two ledges of slate lay on each side of the mortuary, and coffins, whose
-nails had long turned green, poked head and feet from rotting palls upon
-three of these. The place struck very cold, with a fungus smell. A few
-puny fragments of asplenium found life amid the interspaces of the
-stone-work and lived dismally in the dark where damp oozed and granite
-sweated. The fourth ledge bore a coffin that held Christopher Yeoland's
-father, and its pall had as yet resisted the decaying influences of this
-gloomy spot, for only a few round circles of mould dimmed the lustre of
-the velvet.
-
-It was the custom of the family that the last four of their dead should
-lie here upon these shelves; but now another needed his place and the
-most ancient of the four--a matron who had flourished in the first
-George's days--was to be deposed and lowered into the charnel below.
-Brimblecombe moved an iron grating in the floor; then, with his
-assistant's help, carried a slight and much tarnished shell to its place
-in the ultimate desolation beneath.
-
-"'Tis awful how the watter gains down here," declared Noah. "Small
-wonder them ducks of Mother Libby's do graw to be so heavy. They gets
-the very cream an' fatness of the churchyard into 'em, an' 'tis a'most a
-cannibal act to eat 'em."
-
-"'Tis lucky this here gen'leman's last of his race seemin'ly," said the
-younger man, raising a candle above his head and spitting among the
-coffins; "for theer ban't no more room to bury a beetle. Full up above
-an' below by the look of it."
-
-"Last of his line--'tis so--an' comed of gude havage[#] as ever a man
-need to boast on. A poor end to such a high family. Just a worm
-stinged un an' he'm falled into lifeless dust, no better than the
-founder of the race. To think this heap o' rags an' bones be all that's
-left of a mighty folk as was."
-
-
-[#] Havage = ancestry.
-
-
-"An' not a Yeoland left to carry on the name, they tell me."
-
-"Not wan, Sam Reed; not a single bud left to bloom. Auld tree be dead of
-sheer age, I reckon, for 'tis with families as with nations, as parson
-said 'pon the Sunday after auld Jarvis died. They rise up gradual an'
-slow to theer high-watter mark; then, gradual or fast, they tumble back
-into the dust wheer they started. All dust--nations an' men like you
-an' me--all draws our life an' power from dust--airth, or gold, or
-grass, or what not. An' awnly lookin' 'pon the whole story of a man or a
-family when 'tis told to the end, can you say wheer 'twas it reached the
-high-watter mark an' measure the sum weight of the gude or bad to be set
-against its name. Do you take me?"
-
-Young Reed nodded.
-
-"In paart I do," he said.
-
-"Very well, then. Now I be gwaine to my meal."
-
-Having made all ready for a new-comer, as yet upon the sea, Mr.
-Brimblecombe locked up the Yeoland vault again. He then walked to a
-rubbish heap at the back of the church behind the tower, there deposited
-the rags of a pall taken from the coffin that he had just deposed, and
-so returned home.
-
-At his door stood Stapledon, smoking a pipe before breakfast; indeed of
-late Myles had fallen much upon tobacco and the company of his horse and
-dogs. But neither narcotic nor the trustful eyes of the dumb animals he
-loved possessed power to lighten loads that now weighed upon his heart.
-They lay beyond the alleviation of drug or the affectionate regard of
-beasts. This sudden death had shocked him immeasurably, and in process
-of time he began to accuse himself of it and saddle his conscience with
-the self-same deed that Honor had instantly committed to her own account
-on hearing the ill tidings. Stapledon felt that he was sole cause of
-the disastrous catastrophe; that by blundering blindly into the united
-lives of this woman and man he had destroyed the one and blackened all
-the future days of the other. Before this spectacle, very real, very
-bitter contrition and self-accusation overwhelmed him. And that the
-lash fell vainly rendered its sting the greater. But he could not punish
-himself adequately, and at length even remorse fainted before the sure
-knowledge that Yeoland was beyond all reach of prayer or petition.
-Stapledon's was not a nature that could grieve for long over an evil
-beyond possibility of cure. In any sort of future he disbelieved; yet,
-if such existed, then there might be time in it for Christopher Yeoland
-to settle with him. Meanwhile, a living, suffering woman remained. He
-thought without ceasing of Honor, he asked himself by how much this
-event altered his duty with regard to her, and finally determined,
-through turmoil of sleepless nights and much torture of the mind, to do
-as he had already determined before this sad news came, and leave Bear
-Down when certain buildings were completed and the new stock purchased.
-
-For some weeks he had seen nothing of Honor, and purposely abstained
-from seeking her. Concerning her, however, he had learnt from Sally
-Cramphorn, who described how the mistress kept her room for two days
-from Easter Sunday, how she had then reappeared, dressed in mourning,
-and how that ever since she had spent most of her time with Mr.
-Endicott, and preserved an unusual silence. For nearly three weeks
-Honor did not pass beyond her garden; and this fact confirmed Stapledon
-in a suspicion that she had so acted and avoided the land to escape from
-sight of him. He felt such a desire natural in her, and only wondered
-that she had not known him well enough to rest assured he would not seek
-her or cross her path.
-
-Then he learned that the girl was going from home for a while to visit
-an aunt at Exeter; and, once assured of her departure, he hastened to
-Bear Down and won a lengthy conversation with Mark Endicott. Women were
-at work in the kitchen; so, setting down his needles and worsted, Mark
-walked out of doors, took the arm Myles offered, and moved with him
-slowly along the hillside. They spoke first of Christopher Yeoland.
-
-"I can't believe it yet somehow. A man so full of life and
-possibilities, with all the world before him to do some good in. A sad
-death; a cruel death."
-
-"As to that, I don't know," answered the elder. "He's out of earshot of
-our opinions now, poor fellow; but I'm not ashamed to say behind his
-back what I told him to his face more than once. Never a man played a
-poorer game with his time. 'Tis the life of him looks sad and cruel to
-me--not the death."
-
-"So young as he was."
-
-"What's that? Only a woman would be soft enough to mourn there.
-'Tisn't the years of a man's life that matter, but the manner of living
-'em. The length of the thread's no part of our labour--only the
-spinning of it. He went--poor soul--but left no ball of yarn behind
-him--nought but a tangle of broken ends and aimless beginnings. 'Tis
-the moral sticking out of this I speak for--not to blame the man. God
-knows I don't judge him unkindly. My youth was no better spent--maybe
-not so well."
-
-Stapledon's mind continued to be occupied by the former figure.
-
-"The spinning--yes, the spinning," he said. "That's a true saying; for,
-if you look at it, all life's much like a ropewalk, where we
-toil--walking backwards--with our faces turned away from fate."
-
-"Some are blind for choice--such as you," answered Mr. Endicott; "some
-judge they've got the light; some hope they have; some know they have.
-That last sort denies it to all but themselves, an' won't even let
-another soul carry a different pattern candlestick to their own. But a
-man may envy such high faith, for it's alive; it rounds the rough edges
-of life; sets folk at peace with the prospect of their own eternity;
-smooths the crumples in their deathbeds at the finish."
-
-"I don't know. I've never heard that your thorough-paced believers make
-a better end than other folks," Myles answered. "My small experience is
-that they regard death with far more concern and dread than the
-rudderless ones who believe the grave is the end."
-
-"That's only to say a fear of death's nature-planted and goes down
-deeper than dogma. Most makes of mind will always shrink from it, so
-long as life's good to live. Faith is a priceless treasure, say what
-you may, if a body has really got it. I'll maintain that so long as I
-can talk and think. The man who pretends he has it, and has not,
-carries his own punishment for that daily lie with him. For the Lord of
-the Blessings never could abide pretence. Take Him or leave Him; but
-don't play at being sheep of His fold for private ends. That's a game
-deserves worse damnation than most human baseness."
-
-"Yes, yes. Take Him as He is; and take what He brought, and be
-thankful. Lord of the Blessings! Isn't that a title high enough? But
-here's my thought and sure belief, uncle. The discovery called
-Christianity depended on no man, no single advent of a prophet, or poet,
-or saviour. It was a part of human nature always, a gold bred in the
-very heart's core of humanity. And Christ's part was to find the gold
-and bring it into the light. Burn your book; let the beautiful story
-go. It is ruined, worm-eaten, riddled by the centuries and follies and
-lies heaped upon it. Sweep your institutions all clean away and
-Christianity remains, a sublime discovery, the glorious, highest known
-possibility of man's mind towards goodness. Lord of the Blessings! What
-dogma intrudes amongst them to blind and blight and make our hearts
-ache? They are alive and eternal--as all that is true must be eternal.
-They were waiting--hidden in human hearts--left for a man to discover,
-not for a God to invent. Who cares for the old dead theories that
-explained rainbows and precious stones, and the colour of a summer-clad
-heath and the strength of the solid earth? We have the things
-themselves. And so with the message of Christ."
-
-"Wild man's talk," said Mark. "And quite out of your usual solid way of
-thought. There's more hid in the Rock of Ages than a vein of gold
-opened by a chance good man; but you and me won't argue on that, because
-we're not built to convince each other. With years may come light;
-Potter Time may mould a bit of faith into the fabric of even you
-presently; who can tell? But spin slow and sure, as you mostly do--look
-to the thread and see you leave no knot or kink behind as won't stand
-the strain that life may call it to bear any moment."
-
-"There's another thought rises from what you said; and I'll tell you why
-I'm on that morbid tack in a moment. You declare the length of the
-thread is out of our keeping, and that a mind will shrink naturally from
-death so long as life is good. But how many a poor fool does determine
-the length and cut the thread when life ceases to be good?"
-
-"Determine the length they don't. They are the puppets, and when the
-string is pulled they make their bow and go off the scene--by their own
-hand, if it is to be."
-
-"Humanity holds suicide a crime now. Once, I learn, it was not so.
-Great heathen men destroyed themselves, yet do not lack marble statues
-for it. Only yesterday, as one might say, a man was cut off and buried
-at crossroads with a stake through his belly if he dared to die by his
-own hand. The Church recognises no shades of meaning in this matter,
-and so to-day, as often as not, a coroner's jury bleats out a solemn and
-deliberate lie--so that a man shall be buried with the blessing of the
-Church and rest in God's acre against the trump. But there's no greater
-piece of solemn humbug than that eternal verdict."
-
-"I thought much of these things when my eyes were put out. I have been
-on the brink myself, but 'twas ordained my thread should run. A man
-must be mad to destroy himself--mad or else a coward."
-
-"Most times cowardly perhaps," answered Myles. "But to be a coward is
-not to be a lunatic. Suicide is one of those matters we shut our eyes
-about--one of the things we won't face and thresh out, because the
-Church is so determined on the point. Not but a man may picture
-circumstances when a self-death would be a great deed. You may lay down
-your life for your friend in more ways than one. Such a thing can rise
-to greatness or sink to contempt according to the mainspring of the
-action. Some at least might think so, and that's why I'm on this
-subject. I feel a shadowy fear sometimes that Christopher Yeoland might
-have had some such fancy--would even have done such a crack-brained deed
-for love of Honor. I bid his friend be very plain with him and explain
-the gap that his going left in her life. I made it as clear as I had
-power to. Honor distinctly told me that she still loved him too well to
-marry any other man. That was all he had need to know, and I asked
-Clack to make Yeoland return to her on the strength of her confession."
-
-"And now he does."
-
-"How might he have argued when you consider his great love for her? Is
-it not possible that he thought so? Is it not possible that he said, 'I
-am the obstacle. Let me go beyond reach, and Honor--who still feels that
-nothing can wipe out our old understanding--will be in reality free?'
-Might he not reason in that way?"
-
-The old man shook his head.
-
-"Not to the extent of blotting himself out by death. Had the cases been
-reversed, I could almost picture you destroying yourself, since your
-views are what they are. You might do it, worse luck--Yeoland never.
-Besides, what necessity? Such a course would be merely like a stage
-play under these circumstances."
-
-"But there was an inclination towards just that in him; towards a
-theatrical sort of way--unreal."
-
-"You read him like that. But he wasn't so superficial as he seemed to a
-man of your build of mind. You don't find Honor superficial? No--he
-wouldn't kill himself, because the necessity wouldn't appear from his
-point of view. As I say, you'd blunder into the act much sooner than
-Yeoland."
-
-"Not so at all. You misunderstand me."
-
-"Well, at least you can't see what would be easier and pleasanter, and
-answer the purpose just as well under our present civilisation.
-Consider. How stands the problem if Yeoland married somebody else?
-You'll find that meets the case at every point. I'm not belittling
-Yeoland. Who knows what chances of greatness there may have been hidden
-and lost in him? Life only calls into play a thousandth part of any
-man's powers during his brief tale of days, and most of us die full of
-possibilities unguessed even by ourselves, because the hazard never
-rose; but Yeoland's greatness, if greatness he had, would not have led
-him off the stage by that road. He didn't die willingly, I promise you.
-Come back he might have upon your message, if he had lived; or married
-he might have, even out of consideration for Honor's future. We'll
-allow him all the credit belonging to possibilities. Meantime, the only
-thing that we know beyond his death is a last wish expressed to Clack--a
-wish quite in keeping with his character."
-
-"To be brought home again."
-
-"Yes, the desire to rest his bones in Little Silver. Struck for death,
-the thought in his mind was not death, nor Honor, nor you. His love for
-the grass and the trees and the earth of his mother-land woke in him;
-dying, his heart turned to Godleigh and his own old roof-tree. The
-picture of the place was the last on his brain when all things were
-fading away."
-
-The other bowed his head; then he asked concerning Honor.
-
-"It's hit her hard," answered Mark Endicott. "This sudden end of him
-has been a burnish on the glass of memory--polished it very bright. She
-has lived through the summer weather with him and talked fitfully of
-woodland walks by him, and chatter of birds, and shining of Teign, and
-cutting of letters on tree trunks. The glow and glory of love slowly
-growing in them--sad enough to look back on for those that love her."
-
-"Sad enough. And my share of the pain's all too light."
-
-"Who knows how much or how little you deserve? You were sent to play
-your part in her life. Just a bit of the machine.
-Change--change--change--that's the eternal law that twists the wheel and
-opens the womb; digs the grave and frets the name off the tombstone;
-gnaws away the stars; cools the sun in heaven and the first love of a
-young maid's heart. You brought something new into her life--for better
-or for worse. Something new and something true, as I think; but maybe
-truth's not always the right medicine at all hours. Anyhow change will
-work its own way with time and space and the things that belong to them.
-She was torn in half between you, and brave enough to make naked
-confession of it. That proclaimed her either a greater character than
-we thought once, or a poorer thing every way--according to the mind that
-views the case."
-
-"I didn't know such a tangle could happen."
-
-"Every sort of tangle can happen where men and women are concerned. Not
-that she's not a puzzle to me, too, every hour. She has gone now for a
-while to Exeter. I advised that she should bide there until after the
-funeral, but she scorned the thought. 'I'm chief mourner in truth, if
-not in name,' she said; and so she will be. Time must do the rest."
-
-"The last resource of the wretched."
-
-"And the best to be relied on."
-
-"I can only hope to God she's not to be unhappy for ever."
-
-"She gets her happiness, like a bee gets honey--here, there, everywhere,
-by fits and snatches. Too quick to see the inner comedy of human
-affairs to be unhappy for ever, or happy for long. And what are you
-going to do, Myles?"
-
-"I thought to go for good--yes, for good this time."
-
-"Couldn't do better. She will read you into these chapters of her life.
-Can't help it. But Time's on your side too, though you slight him. And
-this, at least, you'll remember: if she wants you to come back, she
-won't hesitate to let you know it."
-
-
-
-
- *CHAPTER XVII.*
-
- *SPRING ON SCOR HILL*
-
-
-Often it happens that small matters demand lengthy spaces in time for
-their development, while affairs of import and interests involving high
-changes are carried through at comet speed upon the crest of some few
-splendid or terrible moments. Thus did concerns of note to those
-playing a part of their history under our eyes tumble unexpectedly to
-the top, and an event take place wholly unforeseen by Myles Stapledon,
-though predicted and prophesied for a more or less remote future by
-Uncle Endicott. For this surprise one woman was responsible.
-
-Honor returned from Exeter in time to be present at Christopher
-Yeoland's funeral; and with her she bore a fair wreath of Eucharis
-lilies, which Mr. Brimblecombe consigned to a rubbish heap behind the
-church tower as soon as her back was turned, because he held flowers out
-of place on the coffin of quality. Those now occupying Godleigh for a
-term of years gladly allowed the recent possessor to pass his last night
-among men beneath that roof, and not a few folk representative of the
-district attended the obsequies in person or by proxy. So Christopher
-Yeoland was laid upon his shelf of slate, and Doctor Courteney Clack,
-for the benefit of such as cared to listen, told how a whip snake,
-falling from a tree, had fastened upon the dead man's neck, and how,
-with few words and one wish to be buried at home, he had quickly passed
-away under the poison.
-
-So that chapter closed at the mausoleum, whose guardian cherubs were
-moss-grown skulls; and day followed day, month succeeded upon month,
-into the time of early summer; of misty silver nights and shining noons;
-of warm rain and steaming fields; of the music of life from birds'
-throats; of the scent of life in the chalices of bluebells; of the very
-heart-beat and pulse of life under the glades of green woods and beside
-the banks of Teign.
-
-Then, in a June day's shape, Time, of many disguises, began his work
-with Honor Endicott. A revulsion followed the gloom that had passed and
-pressed upon her; she mourned still, but for choice in the sunshine;
-and, growing suddenly athirst for the river and the manifold life that
-dwelt upon the brink of it, she took her rod as an excuse, passed upward
-alone, descended Scor Hill, and pursued her way eastward to a lonely
-glen where Teign winds into the woods of Godleigh. Many fair things
-broke bud about her, and in secret places the splendour of summer made
-ready. Soon the heather would illuminate these wastes and the foxgloves
-carry like colour aloft on countless steeples of purple bells; soon
-woodbine and briar would wreathe the granite, and little pearly clusters
-of blossom spring aloft from the red sundews in the marsh; while the
-king fern already spread his wide fronds above the home of the trout,
-and the brake fern slowly wove his particular green into the coombs and
-hills.
-
-Despite a sure conviction that melancholy must henceforth encompass her
-every waking hour, Honor Endicott was not armed against the magic of
-this blue and golden day. She could fish with a fly, and that
-skilfully; and now, before the fact that a brisk rise dimpled and
-dappled the river, passing temptations to kill a trout wakened and were
-not repulsed. She set up her rod, and by chance mused as she did so
-upon Myles Stapledon. Him she had not seen for many days, but her
-regard had not diminished before his abstention. Indeed she appreciated
-it up to a point, though now it began to irk her. She did not know that
-he was about to depart definitely; for Mark Endicott had deemed it
-unnecessary to mention the fact.
-
-At her third cast Honor got a good rise, and hooked a fish which began
-its battle for life with two rushes that had done honour to a heavier
-trout. Then it leapt out of the water, showed itself to be a
-half-pounder or thereabout, and headed up stream with a dozen frantic
-devices to foul the line in snag or weed. But Honor was mistress of the
-situation, turned the fish with the current, and, keeping on the deadly
-strain, soon wearied it. Then she wound in the line steadily, steered
-her victim to a little shelving backwater, and so, having no net, lifted
-the trout very gently out of its element on to the grass. Flushed with
-excitement, and feeling, almost against her will, that she was young,
-Honor gazed down upon gasping fario, admired the clean bulk of him, his
-fierce eye, dark olive back spotted with ebony and ruby, the lemon light
-along his plump sides, his silver belly, perfect proportions, and sweet
-smell. He heaved, opened his gills, sucked deep at the empty air, and
-protested at this slow drowning with a leap and quiver of suffering;
-whereupon, suddenly moved at thought of what this trout had done for
-her, Honor picked him up and put him back into the water, laughing to
-herself and at herself the while. After a gulp or two, strength
-returned to the fish, and like an arrow, leaving a long ripple over the
-shallow, he vanished back to the deep sweet water and his own sweet
-life.
-
-Other trout were not so fortunate, however, and by noon, at which time
-all rise ceased, the angler had slain above half a dozen and was weary
-of slaughter. She fished up stream, and had now reached the tolmen--a
-great perforated stone that lies in the bed of Teign near Wallabrook's
-confluence with it. And resting here awhile, she saw the figure of
-Myles Stapledon as he approached the river from a farm on the other
-side. The homestead of Batworthy, where it nestles upon the confines of
-the central waste, and peeps, with fair silver thatches, above its
-proper grove, shall be seen surrounded by heather and granite. The
-river babbles at its feet, and on every side extends Dartmoor to the
-high tors--north, south, and west. From hence came Myles Stapledon,
-after gathering certain information from a kindly colleague; and now he
-strode across the stream and on to within ten yards of Honor, yet failed
-to see her, where she sat motionless half hidden by ferns and grasses.
-He moved along, deep plunged in his own thoughts, and she determined to
-let him pass, until something in the weary, haggard look of him tempted
-her to change her mind. He was lonely--lonelier than she; he had nobody
-to care about him, and all his life to be lived. Perhaps, despite these
-sentimental thoughts, she had suffered him to go, but one circumstance
-decided her: on the arm of his workaday coat appeared a band of black.
-And, guessing something of his recent tribulations, she lifted her voice
-and called him.
-
-"Myles! Why do you avoid me?"
-
-He started and slipped a foot, but recovered instantly, turned, and
-approached her. His face betokened surprise and other emotion.
-
-"How good of you to call me--how kind. I did not know that you were out
-on the Moor, or within a mile of this place. Else I would have gone
-back another way."
-
-"That's not very friendly, I think. I don't bite."
-
-"I thought--but like all thoughts of mine, though I've wasted hours on
-it, nothing was bred from it. At least I may accompany you back. It
-was most kind to call me. And most strange and culpable of me not to
-see you."
-
-She noticed his gratitude, and it touched her a little.
-
-"I've killed eight trout," she said; "one nearly three-quarters of a
-pound."
-
-"A grand fish. I will carry them for you. Fine weather to-day and the
-summer really at the door."
-
-"It was thoughtful of you to keep away, Myles. I appreciated that."
-
-"I should have gone clean and haunted the land no further; but there was
-much to do. Now all is done, and I'm glad of this chance to tell you
-so. I can really depart now. You'll think it a cry of 'Wolf!' and
-doubt my strength to turn my back on Bear Down again; but go I must at
-last."
-
-She was reflecting with lightning rapidity. That he meant what he said
-she did not doubt. The news, indeed, was hardly unexpected; yet it came
-too suddenly for her peace of mind. There existed a side to this action
-in which she had an interest. Indeed with her might lie the entire
-future of him, if she willed it so. Decisions now cried to be made, and
-while even that morning they had looked afar off, vague, nebulous as
-need be, now they rushed up from the horizon of the future to the very
-zenith of the present. Yet she could not decide thus instantly, so
-temporised and asked idle questions to gain time.
-
-"Of what were you thinking when I saw you cross the river with your head
-so low?" she asked, and hoped that his answer might help her. But
-nothing was further from his mind than the matter in hers. He answered
-baldly--
-
-"My head was bent that I might see my way on the stepping-stones. As to
-my thoughts, I only had a muddled idea about the season and the green
-things--friends and foes--all growing together at the beginning of the
-race--all full of youth and sap and trust--so to speak; and none seeing
-any danger in the embrace of his companion. Look at that pest, the
-beautiful bindweed. It breaks out of the earth with slender fingers,
-weak as a baby's, yet it grows into a cruel, soft, choking thing of a
-thousand hands--more dangerous to its neighbour than tiger to man--a
-garotter, a Thug, a traitor that hangs out lovely bells and twines its
-death into fair festoons that it may hide the corpse of its own
-strangling."
-
-"And then?"
-
-"That was all my thought. Yet I seemed to feel akin to the plant
-myself."
-
-"Something has changed you since we dropped out of one another's lives.
-Fancy a practical farmer mooning over such nonsense! Bindweed can be
-pulled up and burnt--even if it's growing in your heart."
-
-"How like you to say that! It is good to me to hear your voice again,
-Honor."
-
-"Take down my rod then, and tell me why you are going. Half of
-Endicott's is your own."
-
-"I thought--I believed that you would be happier if I did so. And I
-still suspect that is the case. I owe you deeper reparation than ever a
-man owed a woman."
-
-"You are too good, but your goodness becomes morbid."
-
-"I'm only a clumsy fool, and never knew how clumsy or how much a fool
-until I met you."
-
-"No, I say you are really good. Goodness is a matter of temperament,
-not morals. Some of the most God-fearing, church-going people I know
-can't be good; some of the worst people I ever heard about--even frank
-heathens like yourself--can't be bad. There's a paradox for you to
-preach about!"
-
-But he shook his head.
-
-"Your mind's too quick for me. Yet I think I know what you mean. By
-'goodness' and 'badness' you signify a nature sympathetic or otherwise.
-It's all a question of selfishness at bottom."
-
-"But the day looks too beautiful for such talk," answered Honor.
-
-"So it is; I don't desire to talk of anything. You can't guess what it
-is to me to hear your voice again--just the music of it. It intoxicates
-me, like drink."
-
-"You're dreaming; and, besides, you're going away."
-
-The light died out of his face, and they walked together in silence a
-few paces. Then the girl's mind established itself, and her love was a
-large factor in that decision, though not the only one. She determined
-upon a course of action beyond measure unconventional, but that aspect
-of the deed weighed most lightly with her.
-
-They were passing over the face of Scor Hill when she turned to the
-left, where stood that ancient monument of the past named Scor Hill
-Circle.
-
-"I'm going down to the old ring," she said; "I've a fancy to visit it."
-
-He followed without speech, his mind occupied by a frosty picture of
-their last visit to the same spot. Now it basked under sunlight, and
-spring had touched both the splinters of granite and the lonely theatre
-in which they stood. Upon the weathered planes of the stones were
-chased quaint patterns and beads of moss, together with those mystic
-creatures of ochre and ebony, grey and gold, that suck life from air and
-adamant and clothe the dry bones of Earth with old Time's livery.
-
-Upon a fallen stone in the midst, where young heather sprouted in tufts
-and cushions, Honor sat down awhile; and seeing that she remained
-silent, Myles uttered some platitudes concerning the spot and the
-ceremonies of heathen ritual, state, or sacrifice that had aforetime
-marked it. The upright stones surrounded them where they sat beside a
-sort of central altar of fading furze. The giant block of the circle
-stood on the north of its circumference, and upon more than one of the
-unshaped masses were spots rubbed clean by beasts and holding amid their
-incrustations red hairs of cattle, or flecks of wool from the fleeces of
-the flocks. Even now a heifer grazed upon the grass within the circle;
-its herd roamed below; round about the valley rose old familiar tors;
-while sleepy summer haze stole hither and thither upon the crowns of
-Watern and Steeperton, and dimmed the huge bulk of Cosdon Beacon where
-it swelled towards the north.
-
-"When did we last come here?" began Honor suddenly.
-
-"On the day of the snowstorm."
-
-"Ah, yes. We were riding, and stopped a moment here. Why?"
-
-Stapledon looked at her, then turned his head away.
-
-"If you have forgotten, it is good," he said.
-
-"What did I say to that great question, Myles?"
-
-"Spare me that, Honor. I have been punished enough."
-
-"Don't generalise. What did I say?"
-
-"That you could marry neither of us--neither Yeoland nor me--out of
-consideration for the other."
-
-"And you gasped when you heard it; and I kept my word. Now the pity is
-that you must keep yours."
-
-"Mine?"
-
-"Never to ask again what I would not give then."
-
-"Honor!"
-
-"Hush. Don't break your word for such a trifle as a wife. I'm
-accustomed to doing unmaidenly, horrible things, so this doesn't hurt me
-as much as it would a proper-thinking, proper-feeling woman. I love
-you; I always have loved you since I knew you. And I suppose you love
-me still--more or less. He who has gone--has gone. There will never be
-another Christo for me, Myles. You cannot take his place; and if you
-were dead and he was alive, he could never have taken yours. That's my
-peculiarly deranged attitude. But here I sit, and I should like to be
-your wife, because life is short and a woman's a fool to throw away good
-love and starve herself when plenty is offered."
-
-Stapledon's dog looked up from his seat on the heather, barked and
-wagged his tail, knowing that his master was happy; and the heifer,
-startled by these canine expressions of delight and sudden ejaculations
-uttered aloud in a man's deep voice, flung up her hind legs wildly and
-cutting cumbrous capers, to indicate that she too appreciated the
-romance of the moment, shambled away from the grey circle to join her
-companions in the valley below.
-
-
-
-
- *CHAPTER XVIII.*
-
- *ROSES AND ROSETTES*
-
-
-"Us'll go down-long awver the plough-path; then us'll be in full time to
-see the butivul bride arrive," said Tommy Bates. He stood in Sunday
-attire among his betters, and the sobriety of much black broadcloth was
-brightened by unusual adornment, for Cramphorn, Ash, Collins, Pinsent,
-and the rest were decorated with large rosettes of satin ribbon. Many
-also wore roses in their buttonholes, for one of Stapledon's few friends
-was a big rose-grower at Torquay, who, from the abundance of his scented
-acres, had despatched countless blooms--crimson and cream, snow-white,
-ivory and orange-yellow, pink and regal purple--to brighten a glorious
-day.
-
-But in the judgment of Ash and the elders no flower of cultivation could
-compare in significance or beauty with the sham sprigs of orange-blossom
-at the centre of the rosettes. Churdles himself also carried a bulky
-parcel in the tail of his coat, which added another protuberance to his
-gnarled form. It was not a prayer-book, as he gave Collins to
-understand with many nods and winks.
-
-The party stood upon the grass plot before Bear Down--a space separated
-from the main great grass lands of the farm. These latter subtended the
-level ground and swelled and billowed under waves of colourless light
-that raced free as the wind over another year's hay harvest. Far
-beneath, just visible above a green hedge between elms, four small peaks
-arose and a White Ensign fluttered from a flagstaff in the midst, where
-stood the village church.
-
-Mr. Cramphorn and his friends set forth and improved the occasion with
-reflections upon what would follow the wedding, rather than in much
-consideration of the ceremony itself.
-
-"They be gwaine straight off from the church door," said Mr. Ash, "an'
-so they'll miss the fun of the fair up-long, though 'tis theer money
-as'll furnish the junketings. A braave rally of neighbours comin' to
-eat an' drink an' be merry by all accounts; an' not a stroke more'n
-milkin' cows an' feedin' things to be done to-day by man or woman."
-
-"They ought to bide to the eating whether or no," said Mr. Cramphorn.
-"An' I be gwaine to tell a speech, though they'll be half ways to Exeter
-before I does. I hold it my duty. She'm the best mistress an' kindest
-woman in the world to my knawledge, an' my gift o' words shan't be
-denied at her solemn weddin' feast, whether she be theer or whether she
-han't."
-
-Mr. Collins applauded these sentiments, for his private ambitions were
-strong at heart under the rosy atmosphere of the hour.
-
-"I lay you'll tell some gude talk come bimebye," he said. "'Tis a gert
-power--same as the gift of tongues in the Bible seemin'ly."
-
-"Theer'll be some plum drinkin' by all accounts," said Mr. Ash, pouting
-up his little wrinkled mouth in cheerful anticipation. "Brown sherry
-wine for us, an' fizzy yellow champagne an' auld black port for the
-quality. An' it's a secret hope of mine, if I ban't tu bowldacious in
-thinkin' such a thing, as I may get a thimbleful of the auld
-wine--port--so dark as porter but butivul clear wi' it, an' a sure
-finder of a man's heart-strings. I be awful set upon a sup of that.
-I've longed for fifty years to taste it, if so be I might wi'out
-offence. It have been my gert hope for generations; an' if it awnly
-comes 'pon my death-bed I'll thank the giver, though 'twould be a
-pleasanter thing to drink it in health."
-
-"I seed larder essterday," said Tommy Bates. "My stars! The auld
-worm-eaten shelves of un be fairly bent."
-
-"Purty eating, no doubt," assented Cramphorn, though as one superior to
-such things.
-
-"Ess fay! Fantastic pastry, more like to cloam ornaments for the
-mantelshelf than belly-timber. God knaws how they'll scat 'em apart."
-
-"Each has its proper way of bein' broke up," said Mr. Cramphorn.
-"Theer's manners an' customs in all this. Some you takes a knife to,
-some a fork, some a spoon. The bettermost takes a knife even to a apple
-or pear."
-
-"Things a lookin' out o' jellies, an' smothered in sugar an' transparent
-stuff! I'd so easy tell the stars as give a name to half of 'em. But
-theer was a pineapple--I knawed un by seein' his picksher in the auld
-Bible, where Joseph was givin' his brothers a spread. But they didn't
-have no such pies an' red lobsters as be waitin' up-long. Such a huge
-gert cake 'tis! All snow-white, an' crawled awver wi' silver paper, an'
-a li'l naked doll 'pon top wi' blue eyes an' gawld wings to un. A pixy
-doll you might say."
-
-"Her ought to bide an' cut that cake herself, not dash away from church
-as though she'd done murder 'stead of praiseworthy matrimony," grumbled
-Mr. Cramphorn. "'Tis defying the laws of marryin' and givin' in
-marriage. Theer may be trouble to it presently."
-
-"If they'm both of a mind, they'll do what they please," said Collins.
-
-"Ay, an' 'twon't hurt none of us, nor make the vittles an' drinks less
-sweet," declared Samuel Pinsent.
-
-"That's truth," assented Gaffer Ash; "an' when you come to be my ripe
-years, Jonah, you'll go limpin' to meet the li'l pleasures that be left
-to 'e half-way, 'stead of fearin' evil. As for the pains--fegs! they
-meets you half-way!"
-
-"'Twill be a happy marriage, I should reckon," ventured Pinsent.
-
-"We'll pray it will be, though he'm a thought tu deep in love for my
-money," declared Cramphorn.
-
-"Can a man love his maiden more'n enough?" asked Henry Collins in
-amazement; and the other answered that it might be so.
-
-"Love be well knawn for a mole-blind state, Henery--a trick of Nature to
-gain her awn ends; an' the sooner new-fledged man an' wife see straight
-again better for their awn peace of mind. Maister Myles be a shade
-silly here and theer, though Lard knaws if ever a man's to be forgiven
-for gettin' his head turned 'tis him. A marvellous faace an' shape to
-her. But ban't the wise way to dote. She'm a human woman, without
-disrespect; and her sawl's to save like poorer folk. In plain English,
-he'll spoil her."
-
-"Couldn't--no man could," said Mr. Ash stoutly. "To think of a sovereign
-to each of us, an' two to me by reason of my ancient sarvice!"
-
-"You've toiled 'pon the land for a fearsome number of years, I s'pose,
-Maister Ash?" asked Tommy respectfully.
-
-"Me? I was doin' man's work in the reign of the Fourth Gearge. I've
-ate many an' many a loaf o' barley bread, I have; an' seed folks ride
-pillion; an' had a woman behind me, on the auld-fashion saddles, myself,
-for that matter. An', as for marriage, though I never used it, I've
-seed scores o' dozens o' marriages--sweet an' sour. Marriages be like
-bwoys playin' leapfrog, wheer each lad have got to rucksey down in turn;
-an' so man an' wife have got to rucksey down wan to t'other at proper
-times an' seasons. Each must knaw theer awn plaace in the house; an'
-Mrs. Loveys was right, when us gived 'em the cannel-sticks for a gift.
-You call home how she said, 'I wish 'e patience wan wi' t'other, my
-dearies, 'cause theer ban't nothin' more useful or more like to be
-wanted 'bout the house o' newly married folk than that!'"
-
-The party now mingled with those already assembled in Little Silver. A
-crowd drawn from Throwley, Chagford, and elsewhere stood and admired
-flags that waved between green-garlanded poles at the churchyard gate.
-Many passed from the hot sunshine into the shadow of the holy building;
-many had already entered it.
-
-"Us'll bide here till our brows be cool an' she've a-come. Then us'll
-go in an' sit usual plaace, left side o' the alley," said Mr. Cramphorn.
-
-Presently Myles Stapledon appeared, and a hum of friendship rose for
-him. He looked somewhat anxious, was clad in a grey suit, white
-waistcoat, and a white tie with his solitary jewel in it--an old
-carbuncle set in gold that had belonged to his father and adorned that
-gentleman's throat or finger on the occasion of his marriage. In the
-bridegroom's buttonhole was a red rosebud, and now and again his hand
-went nervously across to an inner pocket, where reposed the money for
-the honeymoon. He walked to the vestry, made certain entries in the book
-spread open for him, and presented Mr. Scobell with two guineas. He
-then entered a choir stall and sat down there, facing the eyes of the
-increasing company without visible emotion.
-
-Outside came stroke of horse-hoofs and grinding of wheels. Then entered
-an ancient aunt of the bridegroom's with her two elderly daughters. A
-second carriage held Honor's relatives from Exeter, and a third
-contained Mrs. Loveys and Sally and Margaret Cramphorn; for it was
-Honor's wish that her serving-maids should be her bridesmaids also, and
-she knew none of her sex who loved her better. Each had a bouquet of
-roses; each wore a new dress and now waited at the entrance for their
-mistress, with many a turn and twist, perk of head, and soft rustle from
-the new gowns. The eyes of Mr. Collins watered as he beheld Sally, and
-his huge breast rose, heaved up by mountainous sighs. Meantime, she had
-secretly handed a rosette to Mr. Greg Libby, who, in company of his old
-mother, adorned the gathering; and Margery too, at the first
-opportunity, presented the young man with a rosette. Thus it came about
-that Gregory gloried in dual favours and attached both to his marriage
-garment; whereupon two maiden hearts under dove-coloured raiment were
-filled with emotions most unsisterly, and all men, save one, laughed at
-the luck of the gilded hedge-tacker.
-
-The glory of Little Silver church centres in an ancient screen of many
-colours. Upon it shall be found elaborate interlacing of blue and gold,
-pale blue and dark crimson; while through the arches of it may be seen
-the Lord's Table under a granite reredos. Pulpit and lectern are also
-of the good grey stone, and to-day a riot of roses that made the little
-place of worship very sweet climbed the old pillars and clustered in the
-deep embrasures of the windows. The walls, painted with red distemper,
-ascended to a waggon roof; and upon pews, where the humble living stood
-or knelt above dust of noble dead, frank daylight entered through plain
-glass windows.
-
-Along the base of the ornate screen stood figures of the saints
-mechanically rendered, and about one, standing upon the right hand of
-the choir entrance, there twined a text that indicated this figure stood
-for John the Baptist. "The voice of one crying in the wilderness" were
-those graven words; and now by chance they caught a pair of downcast
-eyes, as Honor Endicott bent her young head and passed onward from
-independence into the keeping of a man.
-
-She came with her uncle, and those in church rose amid mighty rustlings
-and clink of iron-shod boots, and those outside crowded into their
-places. A little harmonium groaned gallantly, and Mr. Scobell billowed
-up the aisle from the vestry. Honor walked to meet Myles with her hand
-holding Mark Endicott's. At the steps, under the screen, she stopped
-for him to feel the step, and as she did so caught sight of the text.
-Then a big, florid face, with the plainest admiration exhibited upon it,
-met her gaze, and she also became dimly conscious of a tall, grey man at
-her right elbow. The florid face belonged to Mr. Scobell, who,
-recollecting himself and chastening his features, frowned at the back of
-the church, and began the ceremony. But the grey man was waiting for
-her, longing for her, "to have and to hold from this day forward, for
-better for worse, for richer for poorer, in sickness and in health, to
-love and to cherish," until death should part them.
-
-Yet the text--that voice in the wilderness--haunted her mind all the
-while, as it is the way with irrelevant ideas to intrude upon high
-moments. Presently Honor put her hand into her husband's, felt the gold
-slip over her finger, and marvelled to feel how much heavier this ring
-was than the little toy of diamond and pearl she had been wearing of
-late. Then all was accomplished, and Mr. Ash and his friends quite
-drowned the squeak and gasp of a Wedding March, with which the vicar's
-daughter wrestled upon the harmonium; for they all clattered out of
-church and drew up in a double line outside along the pathway. Churdles
-then produced his mysterious packet and exhibited a bag of rice. This
-was opened, and old, tremulous hands, knotted and veined like ivy-vines
-upon an oak, flung the grain as lustily as young plump ones, while man
-and wife came forth to face the benignant shower.
-
-At the gate two stout greys and an old postillion--relic of days
-flown--were waiting to take Myles and his lady to Okehampton for the
-London train. Mark Endicott, led by Tommy Bates, stood at the carriage
-door; and now he felt warm lips on his blind face and a tear there.
-
-"Be a good uncle," whispered Honor; "and don't weary your dear hands too
-much for those Brixham fishermen. Home we shall come again in a month;
-and how I'm going to do without you for so long, or you without me, I
-can't guess."
-
-He squeezed her hands, and for once the old Spartan was dumb.
-
-"God bless 'e!"
-
-"Long life an' happiness to 'e!"
-
-"Good luck to the both of 'e!"
-
-Then a jumble and buzz of many speaking together; lifting of voices into
-a cheer; a gap in the road, where the carriage had stood; a puff of dust
-at the corner by the old pound; and courageous fowls, clucking and
-fluttering and risking their lives for scattered rice, among crushed
-roses and the legs of the people.
-
-The bells rang out; the dust died down; personages drove slowly up the
-hill to the banquet; certain persons walked up. Mr. Cramphorn, fearful
-of a love contagion in the air, convoyed his daughters home himself, and
-Libby, growing faint-hearted before the expression on Jonah's face,
-abandoned his design of walking by Sally's side for half the distance
-and with Margery for the rest. Henry Collins was also deprived of the
-society he craved, and by ill-fortune it chanced that Ash, Pinsent, and
-the two rivals found themselves in company on the journey home. Collins
-thereupon relieved his wounded soul by being extremely rude, and he
-began with a personal remark at the expense of Gregory's best coat and
-emerald tie.
-
-"All black an' green, I see--mourning for the devil that is," he said,
-in a tone not friendly.
-
-"Aw! Be he dead then?" inquired Mr. Libby with great show of interest.
-
-"Not while the likes of you's stirrin'. An' what for do 'e want to make
-a doomshaw of yourself--wearin' two rosettes, like a Merry Andrew, when
-other men have but wan?"
-
-"Grapes are sour with you, I reckon, Henery. You see I puts this here
-left bow just awver my 'eart, 'cause Sally Cramphorn gived it to me."
-
-Collins blazed into a fiery red, and a fist of huge proportions clenched
-until the knuckles grew white.
-
-"Have a care," he said, "or I'll hit 'e awver the jaw! Such a poor
-penn'orth as you to set two such gals as them by the ears!"
-
-"Who be you to threaten your betters? You forget as I'm a man wi' money
-in the bank, an' you ban't."
-
-"Ah, so I did then," confessed Collins frankly. "I did forget; but they
-didn't. Keep your rosettes. 'Tis your gert store o' money winned
-'em--same as bullock, not farmer, gets the ribbons at Christmas fair.
-So, every way, it's dam little as you've got to be proud of!"
-
-Mr. Libby became inarticulate before this insult. He rolled and rumbled
-horrible threats in his cleft palate, but they were not intelligible,
-and Collins, striding forward, left him in the rear and joined Gaffer
-Ash and Pinsent, who dwelt peaceably on the joys to come.
-
-"A talk of moosicians there was," said Samuel.
-
-"Right. The Yeomany band to play 'pon the lawn. An' gude pleasure, tu,
-for them as likes brass moosic."
-
-"How Maister Stapledon girned like a cat when the rice went down
-onderneath his clean collar!"
-
-"Ess, he did; 'twas a happy thought of mine."
-
-"What's the value or sense in it I doan't see all the same," objected
-Collins, whose day had now suffered eclipse. "'Pears to me 'tis a silly
-act whether or no."
-
-"That shaws how ill you'm learned in affairs," answered Mr. Ash calmly.
-"The meanin' of rice at a weddin's very well knawn by onderstandin' men.
-'Tis thrawed to ensure fruitfulness an' a long family. A dark branch of
-larnin', I grant 'e; but for all that I've awnly knawed it fail wance;
-an' then 'twern't no fault of the magic."
-
-But Henry had been taught to regard a full quiver as no blessing.
-
-"If that's what you done it for, 'twas a cruel unfriendly act," he
-declared, "an' I stands up an' sez so, auld as you be. Devil's awn
-wicked self caan't wish no worse harm to a innocent young pair than
-endless childer. I knaw--who better?--being wan o' thirteen myself; an'
-if I heard that was the use of it, not a grain would I have thrawed at
-'em for money."
-
-Churdles blinked, but was quite unmoved.
-
-"You speak as a bachelor, my son, not to say as a fule. Black dog's got
-'pon your shoulder this marnin'. A pity tu, for 'tis a perspiring day
-wi'out temper. No rough language to-day. All peace an' plencheousness;
-an' a glass o' black port, please God. Us'll feast wi' thankful hearts;
-an' then go forth an' sit 'pon the spine-grass in the garden an' smoke
-our pipes an' listen to the moosickers in the butivul sunshine."
-
-"'Pears to me," said Gregory Libby, who had now rejoined them, "that you
-chaps o' Endicott's did ought to give some return for all this guzzling
-an' holiday making."
-
-"Theer you'm wrong, as you mostly be, Greg," answered old Ash with a
-serene smile, "for 'tis awnly a small mind caan't take a favour wi'out
-worrittin' how to return it."
-
-
-
-
- *BOOK II.*
-
-
-
- *CHAPTER I.*
-
- *THE SEEDS*
-
-
-In late summer a strong breeze swept the Moor, hummed over the heather,
-and sang in the chinks and crannies of the tors; while at earth-level
-thin rags and tatters of mist, soaked with sunshine, raced beneath the
-blue. Now they swallowed a hill in one transitory sweep of light; now
-they dislimned in pearly tentacles and vanished magically, swept away by
-the riotous breezes; now moisture again became visible, and grew and
-gathered and laughed, and made a silver-grey home for rainbows. Beneath
-was hot sunshine, the light of the ling, the wild pant and gasp of great
-fitful zephyr, as he raced and roared along the lower planes of earth
-and sky; above, free of the fret and tumult, there sailed, in the upper
-chambers of the air, golden billows of cloud, rounded, massed and
-gleaming, with their aerial foundations levelled into long true lines by
-the rush of the western wind beneath them. Other air currents they knew
-and obeyed, and as they travelled upon their proper way, like a moving
-world, their peaks and promontories swelled and waned, spread and arose,
-billowed into new continents, craned and tottered into new golden
-pinnacles that drew their glory from the gates of the sun. To the sun,
-indeed, and above him--to the very zenith where he had climbed at
-noon--the scattered cloud armies swept and ascended; and their progress,
-viewed from earth, was majestic as the journey of remote stars, compared
-with the rapid frolics of the Mother o' Mist beneath.
-
-A man and a woman appeared together on the high ground above Bear Down,
-and surveyed the tremendous valleys where Teign's course swept to
-distant Whiddon and vanished in the gorges of Fingle. There, gleaming
-across that land of ragged deer park and wild heathery precipices
-crowned with fir, a rainbow spanned the river's channels, and the
-transparent splendour of it bathed the distance with liquid colour,
-softened by many a mile of moist air to the melting and misty delicacy
-of opal.
-
-"How flat the bow looks from this height," said the man.
-
-"Fancy noting the shape with your eyes full of the colour!" answered the
-woman.
-
-He started and laughed.
-
-"How curiously like poor Christopher Yeoland you said that, Honor. And
-how like him to say it."
-
-Myles and his wife were just returning from payment of a visit. They
-had now been married a few months, and, with the recent past, there had
-lifted off the head of the husband a load of anxiety. He looked younger
-and his forehead seemed more open; he felt younger by a decade of years,
-and his face only clouded at secret moments with one daily care.
-Despite his whole-hearted and unconcealed joy he went in fear, for there
-were vague suspicions in his head that the happiness of his heart was
-too great. He believed that never, within human experience, had any man
-approached so perilously near to absolute contentment as he did then.
-Thus in his very happiness lay his alarm. As a reasonable being, he
-knew that human life never makes enduring progress upon such fairy
-lines, and he searched his horizon for the inevitable clouds. But none
-appeared to his sight. Every letter he opened, every day that he
-awakened, he expected, and even vaguely hoped for reverses to balance
-his life, for minor troubles to order his existence more nearly with his
-experience. He had been quite content to meet those usual slings and
-arrows ranged against every man along the highway side of his
-pilgrimage; and tribulation of a sort had made him feel safer in the
-citadel of his good fortune. Indeed, he could conceive of no shaft
-capable of serious penetration in his case, so that it spared the lives
-of himself and his wife. Now the balance was set one way, and Providence
-blessed the pair with full measure, pressed down and running over. All
-succeeded on their land; all prospered in their homestead; all went well
-with their hearts. On sleepless nights Stapledon fancied he heard a
-kind, ghostly watchman cry out as much under the stars; and hearing, he
-would turn and thank the God he did not know and sleep again.
-
-"Gone!" said Honor, looking out where the rainbow died and the gleam of
-it was swept out of being by the sturdy wind.
-
-"So quickly; yet it spoke a true word before the wind scattered it; told
-us so many things that only a rainbow can. It is everlasting, because
-it is true. There's a beauty in absolute stark truth, Honor."
-
-"Is there? Then the multiplication table's beautiful, dear love. If a
-rainbow teaches me anything, it is what a short-lived matter beauty must
-be--beauty and happiness and all that makes life worth living."
-
-"But our rainbow is not built upon the mist."
-
-"Don't think about the roots of it. So you are satisfied, leave them
-alone. To analyse happiness is worse and more foolish, I should think,
-than hunting for rainbow gold itself."
-
-"I don't know. What is the happiness worth that won't stand analysis?
-All the same, I understand you very well. I believe there is nothing
-like prosperity and such a love of life as I feel now to make a man a
-coward. Anybody can be brave when he's got everything to win and
-nothing to lose; but it takes a big man to look ahead without a
-quickened pulse when he's at the top of his desire, when he knows in the
-heart of him that he's living through the happiest, best, most perfect
-days the earth can offer. Remember that to me this earth is all. I
-know of nothing whatever in me or anybody else that merits or justifies
-an eternity. So I cling to every moment of my life, and of yours. I'm
-a miser of minutes; I let the hours go with regret; I grudge the
-night-time spent in unconsciousness; I delight to wake early and look at
-you asleep and know you are mine, and that you love to be mine."
-
-"It's a great deal of happiness for two people, Myles."
-
-"So much that I fear, and, fearing, dim my happiness, and then blame
-myself for such folly."
-
-"The rainy day will come. You are like poor, dear Cramphorn, who scents
-mystery in the open faces of flowers, suspects a tragedy at crossing of
-knives or spilling of salt; sees Fate busy breeding trouble if a foot
-but slips on a threshold. How he can have one happy moment I don't
-know. He told me yesterday that circumstances led him to suspect the
-end of the world by a thunder-planet before very long. And he said it
-would be just Endicott luck if the crash came before the crops were
-gathered, for our roots were a record this year."
-
-"His daughters bother him a good deal."
-
-"Yes; I do hope I may never have a daughter, Myles. It sounds unkind,
-but I don't like girls. My personal experience of the only girl I ever
-knew intimately, inclines me against them--Honor Endicott, I mean."
-
-"Then we disagree," he said, and his eyes softened.
-
-"Fancy, we actually differ, and differ by as much as the difference
-between a boy and a girl! I would like a girl for head of the family.
-I've known it work best so."
-
-Honor did not answer.
-
-While her husband had renewed his youth under the conditions of & happy
-marriage, the same could hardly be said for her. She was well and
-content, but more thoughtful. Her eyes twinkled into laughing stars
-less often than of old. She made others laugh, but seldom laughed with
-them as she had laughed with Christopher Yeoland. In the note of her
-voice a sadder music, that had wakened at her first love's death,
-remained.
-
-Yet she was peacefully happy and quietly alive to the blessing of such a
-husband. Her temperament found him a daily meal of bread and
-butter--nourishing, pleasant to a healthy appetite, easy to digest.
-But, while he had feared for his happiness, she had already asked
-herself if his consistent stability would ever pall. She knew him so
-thoroughly, and wished that it was not so. It exasperated her in secret
-to realise that she could foretell to a nicety his speech and action
-under all possible circumstances. There were no unsuspected crannies
-and surprises in him. Surprises had ever been the jewels of Honor's
-life, and she believed that she might dig into the very heart's core of
-this man and never find one.
-
-"He seems to be gold all through," she thought once. "Yet I wish he was
-patchy for the sake of the excitement."
-
-But Myles by no means wearied his wife in these halcyon hours. She was
-very proud of him and his strength, sobriety, common sense. She enjoyed
-testing these qualities, and did so every day of the week, for she was a
-creature of surprises herself, and appreciated juxtaposition of moods as
-an epicure desires contrary flavours. She never found him wanting. He
-was as patient as the high Moor; and she believed that she might as
-easily anger Cosdon Beacon as her husband. He ambled by her side along
-the pathway of life like a happy elephant. If ever they differed, it
-was only upon the question of Honor's own share in the conduct of the
-farm. Formerly she had been energetic enough, and even resented the
-man's kindly, though clumsy attempts to relieve her; since marriage,
-however, she appeared well content to let him do all; and this had not
-mattered, in the opinion of Myles, while Honor found fresh interests and
-occupations to fill those hours formerly devoted to her affairs. But
-she did not do so; she spent much time to poor purpose; she developed a
-passing whim for finer feathers than had fledged her pretty body as a
-maiden; she began buying dresses that cost a ten-pound note apiece.
-These rags and tags Myles cared nothing for, but dutifully accompanied
-to church and upon such little visits of ceremony as the present. Then
-he grew uncomfortable and mentioned the trifle to Mark Endicott, only to
-hear the old man laugh.
-
-"'Tis a whim," he said; "just one blind alley on the road towards
-happiness that every woman likes to probe if she can; and some live in
-it, and, to their dying day, get no forwarder than frocks. But she
-won't. Praise the new frill-de-dills when she dons them. Please God
-there's a time coming when she'll spend money to a better end, and fill
-her empty time with thoughts of a small thing sprung from her own flesh.
-No latest fashions in a baby's first gear, I believe. They don't
-change; no more do grave clothes."
-
-Man and wife walked homeward beside tall, tangled hedges, full of
-ripeness and the manifold delicate workmanship and wrought filigrane of
-seed-vessels that follow upon the flowers. Honor was in worldly vein,
-for she had now come from calling upon folks whose purse was deeper than
-her own; but Myles found the immediate medley of the hedgerow a familiar
-feast, and prattled from his simple heart about what he saw there.
-
-"You hear so often that it's a cheerless hour which sees the summer
-flowers dying, but I don't think so, do you, sweetheart? Look at the
-harvest of the hedges in its little capsules and goblets and a thousand
-quaint things! But you've noticed all this. You notice everything.
-Take the dainty cups, with turned rims, of the campions; and the
-broadswords or horse-shoes of the peas-blossomed things; and the cones
-of the foxgloves and the shining balls of starry stitchworts; and the
-daggers of herb Robert; and the bluebell's triple treasure-house; and
-the violet's; and the wood-sorrel, that shoots its grain into space; and
-the flying seeds of dandelions and clematis. And the scarlet
-fruits--the adder's meat, iris, the hips and aglets, bryony and
-nightshade; and the dark berries of privets and madders and
-wayfaring-tree and dogwood; and then the mast of oak and beech and
-chestnut--it is endless; and all such fine finished work!"
-
-She listened or half listened; then spoke, when he stopped to draw
-breath.
-
-"Poor Christo used to say that he saw Autumn as a dear, soft,
-plump-breasted, brown woman sitting on a throne of sunset
-colours--sitting there smiling and counting all the little cones and
-purses and pods with her soft hazel eyes, until falling leaves hid her
-from his sight in a rain of scarlet and gold and amber, under
-crystalline blue hazes. And sometimes he saw her in the corn, with the
-round moon shining on her face, while she lingered lovingly in the
-silver, and the ripe grain bent to kiss her feet and stay her progress.
-And sometimes"--she broke off suddenly. "You have an eye like a lynx
-for detail, Myles. Nothing escapes you. It is very wonderful to me."
-
-He was pleased.
-
-"I love detail, I think--detail in work and play. Yet Yeoland taught me
-more than he learned from me. The seeds are symbols of everlasting
-things, of life being renewed--deathless."
-
-Honor yawned, but bent her head so that he should not see the
-involuntary expression of weariness. Believing that he had her
-attention, he prosed on.
-
-"For my part I often think of the first sowing, and picture the
-Everlasting, like a husbandman, setting forth to scatter the new-born,
-mother-naked earth with immortal grain."
-
-"And I suppose the slugs came as a natural consequence; or d'you think
-Providence only had the happy thought to torment poor Adam with prickles
-and thorns and green flies and caterpillars and clothes after he'd made
-that unfortunate effort to enlarge his mind?"
-
-Myles started.
-
-"Don't, Honor love! You should not take these things so. But I'm
-sorry; I thought I was interesting you."
-
-"So you were; and those heavy, brick-red curtains of Mrs. Maybridge were
-interesting me still more. I don't know whether I liked them or hated
-them."
-
-"Well, decide, and I'll write to Exeter for a pair if they please you.
-Where you'll put them I don't know."
-
-"More do I, dearest. That's why I think I must have a pair--to puzzle
-me. Nothing ever puzzles me now. I've read all the riddles in my
-world."
-
-"How wise! Yet I know what you mean. I often feel life's got nothing
-left that is better than what it has brought. We want a hard winter to
-brace us--with anxiety, too, and perhaps a loss here and there. So much
-honey is demoralising."
-
-She looked at him with curiosity.
-
-"Are you really as happy as all that? I didn't know any human being
-could be; I didn't think it possible to conscious intelligence. That's
-why I never quite grasped the perfect happiness of the angels--unless
-they're all grown-up children. Nobody who has trodden this poor, sad
-old world will ever be quite happy again even in heaven. To have been a
-man or woman once is to know the shadow of sorrow for all eternity."
-
-But he was thinking of her question, and heard no more. It came like a
-seed--like some air-borne, invisible, flying spore of the wild
-fern--touched his heart, found food there, and promised to rise by
-alternative generation to an unrest of like pattern with the
-mother-plant in Honor's own heart.
-
-"You're not as happy as I am then?" he asked, with a sudden concern in
-his voice. "D'you mean that? You must mean it, for you wonder at the
-height of my happiness, as though it was beyond your dreams."
-
-"I'm very, very happy indeed, dear one--happier than I thought I could
-be, Myles--happier by far than I deserve to be."
-
-But the seed was sown, and he grew silent. In his egotism the
-possibility of any ill at the root of his new world, of a worm in the
-bud of his opening rose, had never struck him. His eyes had roamed
-around the horizons of life; now there fell a little shadow upon him
-from a cloud clean overhead. He banished it resolutely and laughed at
-himself. Yet from that time forward it occasionally reappeared.
-Henceforth unconsciously he forgot somewhat his own prosperity of mind
-in attempting to perfect Honor's. He laboured like a giant to bring her
-measure of full peace. Her days of light and laughter were his also;
-while when transitory emotions brought a chill to her manner, a cloud to
-her eyes, he similarly suffered. The wide distinctions in their nature
-he neither allowed for nor appreciated. Concerning women he knew nothing
-save this one, and all the obvious, radical differences of essence and
-nature, he explained to himself as necessary differences of sex.
-
-Man and wife proceeded together homeward, and Honor, acutely conscious
-of having raised a ripple upon the smooth sea of his content, entered
-with vigour into her husband's conversation, chimed with his enthusiasm,
-and plucked seeds and berries that he might name them. Without
-after-showing of the bitter she had set to his lips, Myles serenely
-returned to the hedgerow harvests; and so they passed downward together
-towards the farm, while the sky darkened and pavilions of the coming
-rain loomed large and larger.
-
-"Just in time," said the man. "I heard Teign's cry this morning; but
-bad weather is not going to last, I think."
-
-Yet the day closed in drearily, after set of sun. The wind fell at that
-hour and backed south of west; the mist increased and merged into the
-density of rain; the rain smothered up the gloaming with a steady,
-persistent downpour.
-
-
-
-
- *CHAPTER II.*
-
- *CHERRY GREPE'S SINS*
-
-
-Where Honor's head lay upon her pillow by night, a distance of scarcely
-one yard separated it from the famous cherry tree of Endicott's. This
-year, owing to a prevalence of cold wind, the crop, though excellent,
-had been unusually late, and it happened that the thrushes and
-blackbirds paid exceptional attention to the fruit. Once, in a moment
-of annoyance at sight of her shining berries mutilated by sharp bills,
-and pecked to the purple-stained stones, Honor had issued an impatient
-mandate to the first servant who chanced to meet her after discovery of
-the birds' theft. Henry Collins it was, and his round eyes grew into
-dark moons as she bid him shoot a few of the robbers and hang their
-corpses Haman-high as a dreadful lesson to the rest.
-
-For a fortnight after this stern decree Collins, full of private
-anxieties, paid no heed to his mistress's command, and Honor herself
-dismissed the matter and forgot her order as completely as she forgot
-those moments of irritation that were responsible for it; but anon Henry
-recollected the circumstance, borrowed Jonah Cramphorn's gun, rose
-betimes, and marched into the garden on a morning soon after the
-rainstorm. A flutter of wings in the cherry tree attracted him, and
-firing against the side of the house he brought down a fine cock
-blackbird in a huddled heap of ebony feathers now streaked with crimson,
-his orange bill all stained with juice from the last cherry that he
-would spoil. The shot echoed and re-echoed through the grey stillness
-of dawn, and Myles, already rising, hastened to the window, while Honor
-opened her eyes, for the report had roused her.
-
-"It's Collins!" exclaimed her husband, staring into the dusk of day;
-"and the brute has shot a blackbird! Is he mad? How did he dare to come
-into the private garden with his gun? And now you'll most probably have
-a headache--being startled out of sleep like that. Besides, the cruelty
-of it."
-
-"What a storm in a teacup, my dear! The man is only doing as I ordered
-him. The birds are a nuisance. They've eaten all my cherries again this
-year. I bid Collins thin them a little."
-
-"_You_ told him to shoot them? Honor!"
-
-"Oh, don't put on that Sunday-school-story look, my dearest and best.
-There are plenty of blackbirds and thrushes. The garden is still my
-province, at any rate."
-
-"The birds do more good than harm, and, really, a handful of sour
-cherries----"
-
-"They're _not_ sour!" she cried passionately, flaming over a trifle and
-glad of any excuse to enjoy an emotion almost forgotten. "My father
-loved them; my great-grandfather set the tree there. It's a sacred
-thing to me, and I'll have every bird that settles in it shot, if I
-please."
-
-"Honor!"
-
-"And hung up afterwards to frighten the rest."
-
-"I'm surprised."
-
-"I don't care if you are. You'll be more surprised yet. 'Sour'!
-They're better cherries than ever you tasted at Tavistock, I know."
-
-"Collins----"
-
-"Collins must do what I tell him. You're master--but I'm mistress. If
-the house is going to be divided against itself----"
-
-"God forbid! What in heaven's name are you dreaming of? This is
-terrible!"
-
-"Then let Collins kill the thrushes and blackbirds. I wish it. I hate
-them. If you say a word I'll turn the man off."
-
-But two go to a quarrel. Myles, much alarmed and mystified by this
-ebullition, vowed that Collins might shoot every bird in the county for
-him; then he departed; and his lady, only regretful that the paltry
-little quarrel had endured so short a time, arose much refreshed by it.
-The sluggish monotony of well-balanced reciprocal relations made her
-spirits stagnant, while pulses of opposition, like sweet breezes, seemed
-always a necessity of health to invigorate and brighten it. Stapledon
-appeared at breakfast with anxious eye and a wrinkle between his brows;
-his attitude towards Honor was almost servile, and his demeanour to the
-household more reserved than common; but the mistress had obviously
-leapt from her couch into sunshine. She chatted cheerfully to all,
-granted Sally a morning away from work, when that maiden begged for some
-leisure; and herself, after breakfast, announced a determination to go
-afield and see whether the recent rain had improved the fishing. Myles
-offered to make holiday also, but, with the old ripple in her voice and
-between two kisses, she refused him.
-
-"No, dear heart. 'Tis my whim to go alone. I'm feeling a good girl
-to-day, and that's so rare that I don't want to spoil the sensation. So
-I mean catching some trout for your supper and Uncle Mark's. Don't come.
-A day alone on the Moor will blow away some cobwebs and make me better
-company for my dear, good husband."
-
-Presently she tramped off to northern Teign, where it tumbles by slides
-and rocky falls through steep valley under Watern's shoulder; and as she
-left the men at the garden, Mr. Endicott turned his blind eyes upon
-Myles with a sort of inquiry in them.
-
-"What's come over her to-day? Fresh as a daisy seemingly, and happy as
-a lark. Got a new ring or bracelet out of you? The old note, that I've
-missed of late and sorrowed to miss. But I can name it now, because
-it's come back. What's the reason?"
-
-"I can't tell you. You hurt me a good deal when you say you've missed
-any indication of happiness in her. As a matter of fact we had a brief
-passage of words this morning. Nothing serious of course. That wasn't
-it at any rate."
-
-Mr. Endicott chuckled.
-
-"But it was though, for certain! You set a current flowing. You've
-done her a power of good by crossing her. I don't want any details, but
-a word to the wise is enough. Labour keeps your life sweet; she wants
-something else. Some women must have a little healthy opposition. I
-wager she loves you better for denying some wish or issuing some order."
-
-"Not at all. Since we're on this incident I may mention that I gave way
-completely. But 'twas a paltry thing."
-
-"Then if a breeze that ends tamely, by her getting her will, can shake
-her into such brave spirits, think how it would be if you'd forbid her
-and had your way! Learn from it--that's all. Some natures can't stand
-eternal adoration. They sicken on it. There's no good thing, but
-common-sense, you can't have too much of. So don't be--what's the word?"
-
-"Uxorious," said Myles Stapledon drearily.
-
-"Yes. Don't pamper her with love. You're all the world to her and she
-to you; but take a lesson from her and hide more than you show. Man and
-woman's built for stormy weather, and as calm seas and snug harbours
-breed grass and barnacles on a ship's bottom, so you can reckon it with
-sheltered souls. I've seen whole families rot away and vanish from this
-sort of self-indulgence. It saps strength and sucks the iron out of a
-man. There's metal in you both. Don't try and stand between her and
-the weather of life."
-
-"I understand you, uncle. I'm only waiting for trouble to come. I know
-all this happiness isn't entirely healthy. But it's natural I should
-wish to shield her."
-
-"Right, my son. Only remember she's a hardy plant and won't stand
-greenhouse coddling. How would you like it yourself?"
-
-They parted, the younger impressed with a new idea; yet, as the day wore
-on, he began to think of Honor, and presently strolled up the hill to
-meet her. Once he laughed to himself as he tramped to the heights; but
-it was a gloomy laugh. This idea of quarrelling as a counter-irritant,
-of coming nearer to her by going further off, he little appreciated.
-
-Myles wandered to the circle of Scor Hill and mused there. Here she had
-denied him in snow, offered herself to him in springtime. Honor he did
-not see, but another woman met his gaze. She was aged and bent, and she
-passed painfully along under a weight of sticks gathered in the valley.
-He spoke from his seat on a stone.
-
-"I should not carry so much at one load, Cherry; you'll hurt yourself."
-
-Gammer Grepe, thus accosted, flung her sticks to the ground and turned
-to Myles eagerly.
-
-"'Tis a gude chance I find 'e alone," she said, "for I'm very much
-wantin' to have a tell with 'e if I may make so bold."
-
-"Sit down and rest," he answered.
-
-Then the gammer began with tearful eagerness.
-
-"'Tis this way. For years an' years the folks have been used to look
-sideways 'pon me an' spit awver theer shoulders arter I'd passed by.
-An' I won't say the dark things my mother knawed be hid from me. But I
-never could abear the deeds I've been forced into, an' was allus better
-pleased doin' gude than harm. God's my judge of that. But I've so fair
-a right to live as my neighbours, an' I've done many an' many a ugly
-thing for money, an' I shall again, onless them as can will come forrard
-and help me. Eighty-four I be--I'll take my oath of it; an' that's a
-age when a lone woman did ought be thinkin' of the next world--not doin'
-dark deeds in this."
-
-Myles had seen his wife far off and caught the flutter of her dress in
-the valley a mile distant. She was still fishing as her tardy progress
-testified, but where she stood the river was hidden under a tumble of
-rocky ledges. He turned in some surprise to the old woman.
-
-"D'you mean that here, now, in the year eighteen hundred and
-seventy-one, folks still ask you for your help to do right or wrong and
-seriously think you can serve them?"
-
-"Ess fay; an' I do serve them; an' 'tis that I'm weary of. But, seein'
-theer's nought betwixt me an' the Union Workhouse but theer custom, I go
-on. Theer's cures come fust--cures for childern's hurts an' the plagues
-of beasts."
-
-"That's not doing harm, though it's not doin' good either."
-
-"Listen, caan't 'e? Ban't all. I killed a man last year for ten
-shillin'! An' it do lie heavy upon me yet. An' the mischief is, that my
-heart be so hard that I'd do the same to-morrow for the same money. I
-must live, an' if I caan't get honest dole at my time of life, I must
-make wicked money."
-
-Stapledon inwardly decided that the sooner this old-time survival was
-within the sheltering arm of the poor-house the better. He suspected
-that she was growing anile.
-
-"You mustn't talk this nonsense, mother. Surely you know it is out of
-your power to do any such thing as 'ill-wish,' or 'overlook,' let alone
-destroy anybody?"
-
-"That's all you knaw! Us o' the dark side o' life be so auld as
-Scripture. The things we'm taught was never in no books, so they'm
-livin' still. Print a thing and it dies. We'm like the woman as drawed
-up Samuel against Saul. We can do more'n we think we can here an'
-theer. I killed a man other end of the world so sure's if I'd shot un
-through the heart; for them as seed my deed, which I offered up for ten
-shillin' o' money, has ears so long as from here to hell-fire; an' they
-sent a snake. I drawed a circle against Christopher Yeoland, an' picked
-him, like a bullace, afore he was ripe. An', along o' poverty, I'd do
-the same against anybody in the land--'cepting awnly the Lard's anointed
-Queen--so theer! That's the black state o' wickedness I be in; an' 'tis
-for you at Bear Down to give me gude money an' a regular bit weekly,
-else theer'll be more mischief. Yet 'tis a horrible thing as I should
-have to say it--me so auld as I be, wi' wan foot in the graave."
-
-"So it is horrible," said Myles sternly, "and if you were not so old I
-should say the ancient remedy of a ducking in a horse-pond would be the
-best way to treat you. To wish evil to that harmless man! Surely you
-are not such a malignant old fool as to think you destroyed him?"
-
-"Me! Gude Lard A'mighty, I wouldn't hurt a long-cripple or a crawling
-eft. 'Twas awnly to earn bread. Who paid me I caan't tell 'e, for we
-has our pride; but I was awnly the servant. Us larns a deal 'bout the
-inner wickedness of unforgiving sawls in my calling."
-
-"It must have been a strange sort of brute who would wish to hurt
-Christopher Yeoland; but you needn't be concerned, old woman. Be sure
-your tomfoolery didn't send death to him."
-
-Cherry reddened under her wrinkles.
-
-"'Tis you'm the fule!" she cried. "I knaw what I knaw; an' I knaw what
-power be in me very well, same as my mother afore me. An' best give
-heed or you might be sorry you spoke so scornful. I'm a wise woman; an'
-wise I was years an' years afore your faither ever got you. I doan't ax
-for no opinions on that. I ax for money, so I shall give up these
-things an' die inside the fold of Jesus--not outside it. Because my
-manner of life be like to end in an oncomfortable plaace, an' I'd give
-it up to-morrow if I could live without it."
-
-"You're a very wicked woman, Charity Grepe!" flamed Stapledon, "and a
-disgrace to the countryside and all who allow themselves to have any
-dealings with you. I thought you only charmed warts and such nonsense.
-But, here at the end of your life, you deal in these disgusting
-superstitions and apparently gull intelligent human beings with your
-tricks. Be sure a stop shall be put to that if I can bring it about.
-The hands at Endicott's at least won't patronise you any more. You
-might be locked up if half this was known."
-
-"Then you won't help me to a higher way of living an' regular wages?"
-
-"You must reform first. I can promise nothing."
-
-Cherry, in doubt whether to bless or curse, but disposed towards the
-latter expression of her emotions, rose and eyed Stapledon suspiciously.
-He too rose, helped her with her bundle, and again assured her that she
-must promise reformation before he could undertake any practical
-assistance. So she hobbled away, uneasy and angered. Actual wounded
-feeling was at the bottom of her resentment. Whatever her real age, she
-was human, and therefore not too old to be vain. Since the death of
-Christopher Yeoland, Gammer Grepe had taken herself very seriously and
-been much impressed with the nature of her own powers.
-
-Ten minutes later husband and wife met, and Stapledon spoke of his
-recent experience.
-
-"Scor Hill Circle seems destined to be the theatre of all my strangest
-accidents."
-
-"And most terrible, perhaps?"
-
-"And most precious. But this last is grim enough. Just now that old hag
-Cherry Grepe was here begging and threatening in a breath. Think of it:
-she says she killed Christopher Yeoland!"
-
-Time is like a Moor mist and weaves curtains of a density very
-uncertain, very apt to part and vanish in those moments when they look
-most impenetrable. Moods will often roll away the years until memory
-reveals past days again, and temperaments there are that possess such
-unhappy power in this sort that they can rend the curtain, defy time,
-and stand face to face at will with the full proportions of a bygone
-grief, though kindly years stretch out between to dim vision and soften
-the edges of remembrance.
-
-Honor often thought of her old lover, and during this day, alone with
-her mind and the face of the Moor, she had occupied herself about him.
-She had a rare faculty for leaving the past alone, but, seeing that he
-was now dead, and that she believed in eternity, Honor pictured that
-state, and wondered if a friendship, impossible between two men and a
-woman, would be practicable for the three when all were ghosts. An
-existence purely spiritual was a pleasant image in her esteem, and
-to-day, while all unknowing she hovered on the brink of incidents
-inseparably entwined with flesh and womanhood, she bent her thoughts
-upon radiant pictures and dreamed strange dreams of an eternal conscious
-existence clothed only with light.
-
-The crude announcement of Gammer Grepe's confession came inharmoniously
-upon her thoughts from one direction, yet chimed therewith at the
-standpoint of the supernatural. She shivered, yet laughed; she declared
-that Cherry and her cottage should be conveyed entirely to Exeter Museum
-as a fascinating relic of old times; yet recollected with a sort of
-discomfort the old woman's predictions concerning herself when, as a
-girl, and in jest, she had sought to hear her fortune.
-
-
-
-
- *CHAPTER III.*
-
- *A SECRET*
-
-
-Mark Endicott showed not a little interest in the matter of Cherry
-Grepe. Such a survival astonished him, and being somewhat of a student
-in folk-lore, he held that, far from discouraging the wise woman, she
-should be treated with all respect, and an effort made to gather a
-little of her occult knowledge.
-
-By a coincidence, soon after Stapledon's conversation with the wise
-woman, there came further corroboration of Cherry's powers from the
-mouth of one among her steadfast clients. After supper, at that hour
-when the hands were wont to utter their opinions or seek for counsel
-from those in authority over them, Mr. Cramphorn opened a great question
-vital to his own peace of mind and the welfare of his daughters. Jonah
-loved them both with a generous measure of paternal regard for one of
-his mental restrictions. Next to his mistress in his esteem came Sally
-and Margery; and now, with passage of days, there grew in him a great
-perplexity, for his daughters were old enough to take husbands and both
-apparently desired the same; while, as if that did not present
-complication sufficient, the man their ardent hearts were fixed upon by
-no means commended himself to Cramphorn's judgment.
-
-As for Mr. Libby, with an impartiality very exasperating, he committed
-himself to no definite course. He made it plain that he desired an
-alliance with Jonah; yet, under pressure of such monkey brains as
-Providence had bestowed upon him, and secretly strong in two strings to
-his bow, he held the balance with great diplomacy between these maids
-and exercised a patience--easy to one who in reality possessed little
-love for either. His aim was to learn whether Sally or her sister had
-greatest measure of her father's regard, for he was far-seeing, knew
-that Mr. Cramphorn might be considered a snug man, and must in the
-course of nature presently pass and leave his cottage and his savings
-behind him. The cottage lease had half a hundred years to run, and an
-acre of ground went with it. So Gregory, while he leant rather to Sally
-Cramphorn by reason of her physical splendours, was in no foolish frenzy
-for her, and the possible possession of a house and land had quickly
-turned the scale in favour of her sister. Moreover, he was alive to the
-fact that the father of the girls held him in open dislike; another
-sufficient cause for procrastination.
-
-With indifferent good grace Jonah recorded his anxieties to Myles and
-Mark Endicott.
-
-"Both wife-auld, an' be gormed if I knaw what to do 'bout it. A gude
-few would have 'em, but not wan's for theer market seemin'ly except that
-fantastical chap, Greg Libby, who stands between 'em, like a donkey
-between two dachells. I may as well awn up as I seed Cherry Grepe on
-it, but for wance seems to me as I thrawed away my money. Two shillin'
-I gived her an' got nought."
-
-"What did she say?" asked Mr. Endicott.
-
-"Her took me by a trick like. Fust her said, 'Do 'e reckon your gals
-have brains in theer heads?' An' I said, 'Coourse they have, so gude as
-any other females in theer station o' life.' Then her said, 'You'm
-satisfied with theer intellects?' An' I said, 'Why for shouldn't I be?'
-Then said Cherry, 'Very well, Jonah; let 'em bide an' find men for
-theerselves. Ban't your business, an' you'll be a fule to make it so.
-'Tis awnly royal princesses,' she said, 'an' duchesses an' such like as
-have to set other people husband-huntin' for 'em. But us humble folks
-of the airth--'tis the will of Providence we may wed wheer we love, like
-the birds. Let 'em bide, an' doan't keep such a hell-hard hold awver
-'em,' said her to me, 'an' then they'll larn you in theer awn time what
-they be gwaine to do 'bout husbands,' she said."
-
-"Don't see who can give you better advice, Jonah. I can't for one.
-Looks to me as if old Cherry's got more sense than I was led to believe.
-Let them find their own men--only see to it when found that they're
-sound in wind and limb. Libby's got a cleft palate, and, likely as not,
-his child will have one. 'Tisn't in reason that a lovesick girl should
-think for her unborn children; but for his grandchildren a man ought to
-think if chance offers. Anyway, never give a flaw any opportunity to
-repeat itself, when you can prevent such a thing. Not enough is done
-for love of the unborn in this world. 'Tis them we ought to make laws
-for."
-
-By no means satisfied, Cramphorn presently went to bed, and Myles
-pursued the subject for a while. Then he too retired, taking the lamp
-with him, and the blind man knitted on for a space, while a choir of
-crickets chirruped and sped about upon the hearth.
-
-But though Stapledon went to his chamber, the day was not yet done for
-him, the theme in his thoughts not yet to be extinguished. Since their
-trivial quarrel Honor and her husband had been as happy together as man
-and woman need pray to be, and that dim, dreary shadow which Myles had
-stared at, Honor shut her eyes upon, might be said to have retreated to
-a point of absolute disappearance. The ache in the man, that showed at
-his eyes, had passed like any other pain; the twinge in the woman,
-revealed not at all, though generally followed by a humorous speech,
-troubled her no more at this moment. She grew pensive and very
-self-absorbed; she stared absently through the faces of those who
-addressed her; she dwelt much with her own thoughts and discoveries.
-
-This night she was not in bed when Myles entered her room, but sat
-beside the open window, her elbows upon the sill and her face between
-her hands.
-
-"Myles," she said, "there's a man down in the meadow. I saw him
-distinctly pass between two of the sleeping cows. Then he drifted into
-the shadow of the hedge--a man or a ghost."
-
-"A man, sweetheart, though I know you would rather think it something
-else and so get a new sensation. Pinsent probably, as a matter of prosy
-fact. I bid him get me some rabbits. Shut the window and come to bed.
-You'll catch cold."
-
-"No; I'm cold-proof now--so the old wives say when---- Come here a
-minute, Myles, and sit here and look at the moon and listen to the dor
-beetles. There will not be many more such nights and such silvery mists
-this year."
-
-"You can almost see the damp in the air," he said.
-
-"Yes, and down below, with ear to grass, one might hear the soft whisper
-of the little mushrooms breaking out of Mother Earth, while the fairies
-dance round them and scatter the dew."
-
-"You're not wise to sit there, dear love."
-
-"I must be humoured--we must be."
-
-He threw off his coat and stretched his great arms in pleasant
-anticipation of rest and sleep.
-
-"Whatever do you mean, my pretty?"
-
-"I mean that I have a long, tedious, tremendous enterprise in hand. A
-most troublesome enterprise. You're always at me not to waste time. Now
-I'm really going to be busy."
-
-"You couldn't tell me anything I'd like to hear better."
-
-"Couldn't I? Remember!"
-
-He did remember.
-
-"That--yes--all in good time."
-
-"Not a moment more shall I waste. You'll guess I'm in earnest, for I'm
-going to work night and day."
-
-"A fine resolve! But keep your work for working hours, sweetheart. And
-how many are to benefit by this great achievement?"
-
-"Who can tell that? It may be for good or for harm. Yet we have a right
-to be hopeful."
-
-"You make me most curious. How shall I view it, I wonder?"
-
-"Well, you ought to be rather pleased, if you've told me the truth.
-And--look!"
-
-A meteor gleamed across the misty moonlight. It seemed to streak the
-sky with radiance, was reflected for an instant in the pond among the
-rhododendrons, then vanished.
-
-"D'you know what that means?" asked Honor.
-
-"A wandering atom from some old, ruined world perhaps, now burnt up in
-our atmosphere."
-
-"And do new-born souls come wandering from old, ruined worlds, I wonder?
-The German folk say that a shooting-star means a new life brought down
-from above, Myles. And--and how I do wish next May was come and gone;
-and if it's a girl, my dear one, I believe I shall go mad with
-disappointment."
-
-So new fires were lighted in the man's deep heart, and blazed aloft like
-a signal of great joy and thanksgiving. His first impulse was to cuddle
-her to his breast; then he felt her to be a holy thing henceforth,
-separated from him by a veil impenetrable.
-
-Long after his wife slept he lay in thought, and his spirit was much
-exalted, and his grey mind filled to bursting with sense of unutterable
-obligations. Nature was not enough to thank; she alarmed him rather,
-for, upon the approach of such experience, men fear the impassive
-Earth-Mother as well as love her. But that night he felt with unusual
-acuteness the sense of the vague power behind; and it pressed him on to
-his knees for a long, silent, wordless hour with his soul--an hour of
-petition and thanksgiving, of renewed thanksgiving and renewed petition.
-
-
-
-
- *CHAPTER IV.*
-
- *THE WISDOM OF MANY*
-
-
-When the news spread to all ears at Endicott's and beyond it, Mr.
-Cramphorn, ever generous of his great gift, and always ready to speak in
-public if a high theme was forthcoming, proposed to make an official
-congratulation in the name of himself and his companions. His love of
-his mistress prompted him to the step; yet he designed a graceful
-allusion to Myles also.
-
-It was with much difficulty that Churdles Ash prevailed upon Jonah to
-postpone this utterance.
-
-"'Tis a seemly thought enough," admitted the ancient, "an' I, as knaws
-your power of speech, would be the fust man to hit 'pon the table an'
-say 'Hear, hear' arter; but ban't a likely thing for to do just now,
-'cause fust theer's the bashfulness of her--an' a woman's that bashful
-wi' the fust--that shaame-faaced an' proud all to wance, like a young
-hen lookin' round to find a plaace gude enough to lay her fust egg in,
-an' not findin' it. Then theer's the laws of Nature, as caan't be
-foretold to a hair by the wisest; so, all in all, I'd bide till the
-baaby's born if I was you. You'm tu wise to count your awn chickens
-'fore they'm hatched out; then why for should 'e count any other
-party's? But bide till arter--then you'll give us a braave discoourse
-no doubt."
-
-So Jonah delayed his next important declaration as mouthpiece of Bear
-Down; but while he thus restrained the warmth of his heart and denied
-himself the pleasure of his own voice uplifted in a public capacity,
-neither he nor any other adult member of the little community saw reason
-to desist from general conversation upon so interesting a subject.
-During Sunday evenings, after supper, while the men smoked their pipes
-upon departure of Honor and her maids, the welfare of the little
-promised one grew to be a favourite theme; and Myles, proud but uneasy
-at first, in the frank atmosphere of conjecture, theory, and advice, now
-accepted the reiterated congratulations as a matter of course, and
-listened to the opinions and experiences of those who might be supposed
-to have deeper knowledge than his own in such delicate affairs.
-
-There fell a Sunday evening hour towards Christmas, when Mr. Ash, full
-of an opinion awakened in him at church, began to utter advice
-concerning Honor; and the rest, chiming in, fell to recording scraps of
-sense and nonsense upon the great subject in all its relations.
-
-"Seed missis down-along to worship's marnin'," said Mr. Ash; "an' fegs!
-but she was a deal tu peart an' spry 'pon her feet if you ax me. She
-did ought to keep her seat through the psalms an' hymns an' spiritual
-songs; an' theer's another thought, as rose up in sermon: Onless you
-want for your son--come a bwoy--to be a minister, 'tis time missis gived
-up church altogether till arter."
-
-"Why for not a parson?" inquired Cramphorn. "'Tis a larned, necessary
-trade, though other folk, tu, may knaw a little 'bout principalities
-here an' there. Still, seein' all they do--why they'm so strong as Lard
-Bishops come to think of it, 'cept for laying on of hands--though why
-that calls for a bigger gun than a marryin' I never yet heard set out.
-You'd say a weddin' was the stiffest job--the worst or the best as man
-can do for his fellow-man. However, a larned trade 'twill be no
-doubt--not farmin', of course," he concluded.
-
-"As to that, it depends," said Stapledon quite seriously, "if he showed
-a strong taste."
-
-"We'll hope he'll be ambitious," declared Mark. "Yes, ambitious and
-eager to excel in a good direction. Then he'll be all right."
-
-"But he might be blowed away from his ambition by the things as look
-gude to young gen'lemen, so I should keep un short of money if I was
-you," advised Mr. Ash.
-
-"Blown away! Not he--not if his ambition is a live thing. If he lets
-pleasure--dangerous or harmless--come between him and his goal--then
-'twill be mere vanity, only wind, nothing. But let me see a lad with a
-big, clean ambition. Nought keeps him so straight or makes his life a
-happier thing to himself and others."
-
-"You never do see it," declared Myles. "A fine idea, but it hardly ever
-happens."
-
-"Not lawyering," begged Jonah, drawing down his eyebrows. "Doan't 'e
-let un go for a lawyer, maister. 'Tis a damn dismal trade, full of
-obstructions and insurrections between man an' man, an' man an' woman."
-
-"So it is then!" ejaculated Mr. Endicott heartily. "A damn dismal trade!
-You never said a truer word, Jonah. They live in a cobweb world of
-musty, dusty, buried troubles, and they rake justice out of stuff set
-down by dead men for dead men. 'Tis precedent they call it; and it
-strangles justice like dogma strangles religion. Myles understands me."
-
-"They'm a solemn spectacle--the bettermost of 'em be--savin' your
-honor's pardon," ventured Pinsent. "The fur an' robes an' wigs of 'em do
-look terrible enough to a common man."
-
-"Terrible tomfoolery! Terrible science of escaping through the
-trap-doors of precedent from common-sense!"
-
-"But I seed a high judge to Exeter," persisted Pinsent. "An' 'twas at
-the 'Sizes; an' he told a man for hangin'; an' his eyes was like
-gimlets; an' his lean face was so grey as his wig; an' a black cap he
-had; an', what's worse, left no room for hope of any sort."
-
-"Rogues, rogues," growled the blind man. "I'd sooner see son of mine
-fighting with the deep sea or building honest houses with moor-stone. A
-vile trade, I tell you; a trade to give any young mind a small, cunning
-twist from the outset!"
-
-To hear and see Mr. Endicott show heat upon any subject, and now lapse
-from his own judicial attitude upon this judicial theme, provoked a
-moment of silence and surprise. Then Mr. Ash returned to his practical
-starting-point.
-
-"Gospel truth and the case against law put in a parable," he declared;
-"but theer's a gude few things to fall out afore the cheel's future
-performances call for minding. Fegs! He've got to be born fust, come
-to think of it. 'Tis the mother as you must be busy for, not the cheel;
-an' I'd warn 'e to fill her mind with gude, salted sense; an' also let
-her bide in the sunshine so much as her can these dark days. An' doan't
-let her read no newspapers, for the world's a bloody business by all
-accounts, with battles an' murders an' sudden deaths every weekday,
-despite the Litany Sundays--as doan't make a ha'porth o' differ'nce
-seemin'ly. Keep her off of it; an' never talk 'bout churchyards, nor
-ghostes, nor butcher's meat, nor any such gory objects."
-
-"I won't--in fact I never do," answered Myles, who was as childlike as
-the rest of the company upon this subject. "No doubt a calm and
-reposeful manner of living is the thing."
-
-"Ess," concluded Mr. Ash; "just Bible subjects, an' airly hours, an'
-such food as she fancies in reason. 'Seek peace and ensue it,' in
-Scripture phrase. An' leave the rest to Providence. Though in a
-general way 'tis a gude rule to leave nought to Providence as you can
-look arter yourself."
-
-"Shall 'e lift your hand to un, maister?" inquired Mr. Collins. "They
-tell me I was lathered proper by my faither afore I'd grawed two year
-auld. Do seem a gentle age to wallop a bwoy; yet here I be."
-
-"'Tis a very needful thing indeed," declared Cramphorn--"male an' female
-for that matter. A bwoy's built to larn through his hide fust, his head
-arterwards. Hammer 'em! I sez. Better the cheel should holler than the
-man groan; better the li'l things should kick agin theer faither's shins
-than kick agin his heart, come they graw."
-
-"If we could only be as wise as our words," said Myles. "I'm sure I
-gather good advice enough of nights for a king's son to begin life with.
-So many sensible men I never saw together before. You're likely to kill
-him with kindness, I think."
-
-The boy Tommy Bates returned home from a walk to Chagford at this
-moment, with his mouth so full of news that he could not get it out with
-coherence.
-
-"A poacher to Godleigh last night! Ess fay! An' keeper runned miles
-an' miles arter un, if he's tellin' truth; an' 'twas Sam Bonus--that
-anointed rascal from Chaggyford by all accounts. Not that keeper can
-swear to un, though he's very near positive. Catched un so near as damn
-it--slippery varmint! An' his pockets all plummed out wi' gert game
-birds! But theer 'tis--the law ban't strong enough to do nought till
-the chap's catched red-handed an' brought for trial."
-
-
-Thus the advent of a precious new life at Endicott's was discussed most
-gravely and seriously. Mark Endicott indeed not seldom burst a shell of
-laughter upon so much wisdom, but Stapledon saw nothing to be amused at.
-To him the subject was more important and fascinating than any upon
-which thought could be employed, and he permitted no utterance or canon
-of old custom to escape unweighed. At first he repeated to his wife a
-little of all that eloquence set flowing when she retired; but Honor
-always met the subject with a silver-tongued torrent of irreverent
-laughter, and treated the ripest principles of Mr. Ash and his friends
-with such contemptuous criticisms that her husband soon held his peace.
-
-Yet he erred in forgetting the blind man's warning under this added
-provocation of a little one in the bud; he spent all his leisure with
-his wife; he tried hard to catch her flitting humours, and even
-succeeded sometimes; but oftener he won a smile and a look of love for
-the frank failure of his transparent endeavours.
-
-"Don't be entertaining, sweetheart," she said to him. "I cannot tell how
-it is, but if you are serious, I am happy; if you jest and try to make
-me laugh, my spirits cloud and come to zero in a moment. That's a
-confession of weakness, you see; for women so seldom have humour.
-Everybody says that. So be grave, if you want me to be gay. I love you
-so; and gravity is proper to you. It makes me feel how big and strong
-you are--how fortunate I am to have you to fight the battle of life for
-me."
-
-"I wish I could," he said. "But you're right. I'm not much of a joker.
-It's not that you have a weak sense of humour that makes me miss fire;
-it's because you have a strong one."
-
-Sometimes the veil between them seemed to thicken from his standpoint.
-Even a little formality crept into his love; and this Honor felt and
-honestly blamed herself for. Mark Endicott also perceived this in the
-voice of the man; and once he spoke concerning it, when the two walked
-together during a January noon.
-
-It was a grey and amber day of moisture, gentle southern wind and watery
-sunlight--a day of heightened temperature, yet of no real promise that
-the earth was waking. Ephemera were hatched, and flew and warped in
-little companies, seen against dark backgrounds. Hazardous bud and bird
-put forth petal and music, and man's heart longed for spring; but his
-reason told him that the desire was vain.
-
-"No lily's purple spike breaking ground as yet, I doubt?" said Mark
-Endicott, as he paced his favourite walk in the garden.
-
-"Not yet. But the red japonica buds already make a gleam of colour
-against the house.
-
-"What good things this coming springtime has hidden under her girdle for
-you, Myles! Leastways, one's a right to hope so. That reminds me. Is
-Honor happy with you alone? Not my business, and you'll say I'm an old
-cotquean; but I'm blind, and, having no affairs of my own, pry into
-other people's. Yet Honor--why, she's part of my life, and the best
-part. She seems more silent than formerly--more and more as the days
-pass. Natural, of course. I hear her thread, and the click of her
-needle, and her lips as she bites the cotton; but her work I can't
-follow with my ears now, for it's all soft wool, I suppose. She said
-yesterday that she much wished I could see her new garb--'morning gown'
-she called it. She's pleased with it, so I suppose you've praised it."
-
-"Yes, uncle, and was sorry that I had. I don't know how it is, but I
-contradict myself in small things, and she never forgets, and reminds
-me, and makes me look foolish and feel so. This gown--a brown, soft,
-shiny thing, all lined with silky stuff the colour of peach-blossom,
-warm and comfortable--I admired it heartily, and said it was a fine
-thing, and suited her well."
-
-"You could do no more."
-
-"But somehow I was clumsy--I am clumsy, worse luck. And she said,
-'Don't praise my clothes, sweetheart; that's the last straw.' 'Last
-straw' she certainly said, yet probably didn't guess how grave that made
-the sentence sound. Then she went on, 'You know my gowns don't match
-earth and sky one bit; and you love better the drabs and duns of the
-folk. You've told me so, and I quite understand. You'd rather have
-Sally's apron and sun-bonnet, and see her milking, with her apple cheeks
-pressed against a red cow, than all my most precious frippery. And, of
-course, you're right, and that makes it so much the more trying.' Now
-that was uncalled for. Don't you think so? I say this from no sorrow
-at it, God bless her! but because you may help read the puzzle. I don't
-understand her absolutely, yet. Very nearly, but not absolutely."
-
-"No, you don't, that's certain. The mistake is to try to. You're wise
-in what you let alone, as a rule. But her nature you can't suffer to
-grow without fuss. There's a sound in your voice to her--afore the
-hands, too--like a servant to his mistress."
-
-"I am her servant."
-
-"Yes, I know; so am I also; but--well, no call to tramp the old ground.
-You might guess she'd look for gentleness and petting, yet----"
-
-"She asks for it one moment, and grows impatient at it the next."
-
-"Well, you'll learn a bit some day; but you've not got the build of mind
-to know much about women."
-
-Myles sighed, and drummed his leg with a whip.
-
-"It's all so small and petty and paltry--these shades and moods and
-niceties and subtleties."
-
-"Women will have 'em."
-
-"Well, I try."
-
-"Go on trying. The world's full of these small things, speaking
-generally. You're built for big, heavy game. Yet it's your lot to
-catch gnats just now--for her. And she knows how hard you try. It'll
-come right when she's herself again. Life brims with such homespun,
-everyday fidgets. They meet a man at every turn."
-
-"I long to be heart and heart with her; and I am; but not always."
-
-"Well, don't addle your brains about it. Your large kindness with dogs
-and beasts, and love of them, and discipline would please her best. If
-you could only treat her as you treat them."
-
-"Treat her so! She's my wife."
-
-"I know; and lucky for her. But remember she can't change any more than
-you can. The only difference is that she doesn't try to, and you do.
-All this brooding and morbidness and chewing over her light words is not
-worthy of a man. Be satisfied. You'll wear--you can take that to your
-comfort. You'll wear all through, and the pattern of you is like to be
-brighter in her eyes ten years hence than now. No call to go in such a
-fog of your own breeding. Wood and iron are different enough in their
-fashion as any two creatures in the world; but that doesn't prevent 'em
-from cleaving exceeding tight together. She knows all this well enough;
-she's a woman with rather more sense of justice than is common to them;
-and your future's sure, if you'll only be patient and content; for she
-loves you better far than she's ever told you, or is ever likely to."
-
-
-
-
- *CHAPTER V.*
-
- *IN SPRING MOONLIGHT*
-
-
-Another springtime gladdened the heart of man and set the sap of trees,
-the blood of beasts, the ichor of the wild wood gods a-flowing. A green
-veil spread again, a harmony of new-born music, colour, scent, all won
-of sunshine, rose from feathered throats, from primroses, from censers
-of the fragrant furze; and there was whisper of vernal rains, ceaseless
-hurtle of wings, and murmur of bees; while upon new harps of golden
-green, soft west winds sang to the blue-eyed, busy young Earth-Mother,
-their immemorial song.
-
-Honor Endicott moved amid the translucent verdure; and her eyes shadowed
-mystery, and her heart longed for her baby's coming, as a sick man longs
-for light of day. She found an awakening interest in her own sex--a
-thing strange to her, for few women had ever peeped within the portals
-of her life; but now she talked much with Mrs. Loveys and the matrons of
-Little Silver. She listened to their lore and observed how, when a
-woman's eyes do dwell upon her child, there comes a look into them that
-shall never be seen at any other time. She noticed the little children,
-and discovered with some surprise how many small, bright lives even one
-hamlet held. Black and brown-eyed, blue-eyed and grey; with white skins
-and red; with soft voices and shrill; rough and gentle; brave and
-fearful--she watched them all, and thought she loved them all, for the
-sake of one precious baby that would come with the first June roses.
-The little life quickened to the love-songs of the thrushes; it answered
-the throbbing music of river and wood; its sudden messages filled her
-eyes with tears; her heart with ineffable, solemn thrills of mother-joy.
-Great calm had spread its wings about Honor. She approached her ordeal
-in a high spirit, as of old-time mothers of heroes. She abstracted
-herself from all daily routine, but walked abroad with her husband in
-the long green twilights, or sat beside Mark Endicott and watched his
-wooden needles tapping as he talked. A recent pettiness of whim and
-fancy had almost vanished, though now and again she did express a desire
-and rested not until the fulfilment. Fear she had none, for the season
-of fear was passed, if it had ever clouded her thoughts. To Myles her
-attitude insensibly grew softer, and she found his wealth of affection
-not unpleasant as her time approached. She accepted his worship,
-received his gifts, even pretended to occasional fancies that he might
-have the pleasure of gratifying them.
-
-There came an evening of most lustrous beauty. Mild rain had fallen
-during the day, but the sky cleared at nightfall, when the clouds
-gleamed and parted in flakes of pearl for the pageant of a full May
-moon. Silently she swam out from the rack of the rain; spread light into
-the heart of the spring leaves; woke light along the glimmering grass
-blades; meshed and sprinkled and kissed with light each raindrop of them
-all, until the whole soaking world was bediamonded and robed in
-silver-grey.
-
-Honor turned from beholding her dim grass lands, the time then being
-nine.
-
-"I must go out," she said. "The night is alive and beckoning with its
-lovely fingers. The peace of it! Think of this night in the woods! I
-must go out, and you must take me, Myles."
-
-"Not now, dearest one. It is much too late, and everything soaking wet
-after the rain."
-
-"I can wrap up. I feel something that tells me this is the very last
-time I shall go out till--afterwards. Just an hour--a little hour; and
-you can drive me. I've got to go whether you will or not."
-
-"Let us wait for the sun to-morrow."
-
-"No, no--to-night. I want to go and feel the peace of the valley. I
-want to hear the Teign sisters kissing and cuddling each other under the
-moon. I'll put on those tremendous furs you got me at Christmas, and do
-anything you like if you'll only take me."
-
-"Doctor Mathers would be extremely angry!" murmured her husband.
-
-"He need know nothing about it. Don't frown. Please, please! It would
-hearten me and cheer me; and I promise to drink a full dose of the red
-wine when I come in. You shall pour it out. There--who could do more?"
-
-She was gone to make ready before he answered, and Mark spoke.
-
-"She cannot take hurt in this weather if she's wrapped up in the furs.
-The air feels like milk after the rain."
-
-Stapledon therefore made no ado about it, but marched meekly forth, and
-himself harnessed a pony to the little low carriage purchased specially
-for his wife's pleasure.
-
-Soon they set off through the new-born and moon-lit green, under shadows
-that lacked that opacity proper to high summer, under trees which still
-showed their frameworks through the foliage. Inflorescence of great
-oaks hung in tassels of chastened gold, and a million translucent leaves
-diffused rather than shut off the ambient light. Unutterable peace
-marked their progress; no shard-borne things made organ music; no
-night-bird cried; only the rivers called under the moon, the mist wound
-upon the water-meadows, and the silver of remote streamlets twinkled
-here and there from the hazes of the low-lying grass land or the shadows
-of the woods--twinkled and vanished, twinkled and vanished again beyond
-the confines of the night-hidden valley.
-
-"A fairy hour," said Honor; "and all things awake and alive with a
-strange, strange moon-life that they hide by day."
-
-"The rabbits are awake at any rate. Too many for my peace of mind if
-this was my land."
-
-"Don't call them rabbits. I'm pretending that their little white scuts
-are the pixy people. And there's Godleigh under the fir trees--peeping
-out with huge yellow eyes--like the dragon of an old legend."
-
-"Yes, that's Godleigh."
-
-"Drive me now to Lee Bridge. It was very good of you to come. I
-appreciate your love and self-denial so much--so much more than I can
-find words to tell you, Myles."
-
-"God be good to you, my heart! I wish I deserved half your love. You
-make me young again to hear you speak so kindly--young and happy
-too--happy as I can be until afterwards."
-
-"It won't be many more weeks. The days that seemed so long in winter
-time are quite short now, though it is May. That is how a woman's heart
-defies the seasons and reverses the order of Nature on no greater
-pretext than a paltry personal one."
-
-"Not paltry!"
-
-"Why, everything that's personal is paltry, I suppose, even to the
-bearing of your first baby."
-
-"I should be sorry if you thought so, Honor."
-
-"Of course, I don't really. Hush now; let me watch all these dear,
-soft, moony things and be happy, and suffer them to work their will on
-my mind. I'm very near my reformation, remember. I'm going to be so
-different afterwards. Just a staid, self-possessed, sensible
-matron--and as conservative as a cow. Won't there be a peace about the
-home?"
-
-"Honor!"
-
-"Honour bright. Look at Forde's new thatch! I hate new thatch under
-the sun, but in the moonlight it is different. His cot looks like some
-golden-haired, goblin thing that's seen a ghost. How pale the whitewash
-glares; and the windows throw up the whites of their eyes!"
-
-"Don't talk so much. I'm sure you'll catch cold or something. Now
-we're going down to valley-level. Lean against me--that's it. This hill
-grows steeper every time I drive down it, I think."
-
-They crossed Chagford Bridge, where a giant ash fretted the moonlight
-with tardy foliage still unexpanded; then Myles drove beyond a ruined
-wool factory, turned to the right, passed Holy Street and the cross in
-the wall, and finally reached the neighbourhood of Lee Bridge. Here the
-air above them was dark with many trees and the silence broken by fitful
-patter of raindrops still falling from young foliage. The green dingles
-and open spaces glittered with moisture, where the light fell and wove
-upon them a fabric of frosted radiance touched with jewels, to the crest
-of the uncurling fern-fronds, and the wide shimmer of the bluebell
-folk--moon-kissed, as Endymion of old. Pale and wan their purple
-stretched and floated away and faded dimly, rippling into the darkness;
-but their scent hung upon the air, like the very breath of sleeping
-spring.
-
-"Stop here, my love," said Honor. "What a bed for the great light to
-lie upon! What a silence for the tiny patter of the raindrops to make
-music in! And thoughts that hide by day--sad-eyed thoughts--peep out
-now upon all this perfection--hurry from their hiding-places in one's
-heart and look through one's eyes into these aisles of silver and ebony;
-and so go back again a little comforted. The glory of it! And if you
-gaze and listen closer, surely you will see Diana's own white self
-stealing over the mist of the bluebells, and hear perhaps her unearthly
-music. Nay, I must talk, Myles, or I shall cry."
-
-"I'm only thinking of all this ice-cold damp dropping upon you out of
-the trees," he said.
-
-They proceeded, then stopped once again at Honor's urgent desire. The
-great beech of the proposal stood before her, and she remembered the
-resting-place between its roots, the words carved upon its trunk. Its
-arms were fledged with trembling and shining foliage; its upper peaks
-and crown were full of diaphanous light; its huge bole gleamed like a
-silver pillar; and spread under the sweep of the lower branches there
-glimmered a pale sheen of amber where myriads of little leaf-sheafs had
-fallen and covered the earth as with spun silk.
-
-Great longing to be for one moment alone with the old tree seized upon
-Honor. Suddenly she yearned to gaze at the throne of her promise to
-Christopher, to see again those letters his hand had graven upon the
-bark above. The desire descended in a storm upon her, and shook her so
-strongly that her voice came, tremulously as bells upon a wind, to utter
-the quick plan of her imagination.
-
-"I wish you'd go to the bridge yonder and get me some water to drink.
-Your tobacco pouch will do if you rinse it well, as you often have upon
-the Moor. I'm frantically thirsty."
-
-"My dear child--wait until we get home. Then you've promised me to
-drink some wine."
-
-"No, I can't wait; I'm parched and I want the river water. To please
-me, Myles. It won't take you a moment--straight between the trees
-there, to that old bridge of ash poles. That's the nearest way. I must
-drink--really I must. It's unkind to refuse."
-
-He grumbled a little and declared what with the dropping trees, she
-might have enough water; but then he saw her face in the moonlight, and
-she kissed him, and he departed to do her bidding.
-
-The rustic bridge, crossed by Honor at the outset of this record, was a
-structure but seldom used save by gamekeepers. It spanned Teign some
-seventy yards away from the great tree; but Myles, who did not know the
-spot well, found that he must now cross a tangled underwood to reach the
-river. The place was difficult by night, and he proceeded with caution,
-emptying the tobacco out of his pouch into his pocket as he did so. One
-fall, got from a treacherous briar, he had; then he arrived beside the
-bridge and noted where faint indication of a woodland path led from it.
-By following this his return journey promised to be the easier. Myles
-knelt and scrambled to the brink, sweetened the rubber pouch and filled
-it as well as he could with water. He had, however, scarcely regained
-his feet when a shrill scream of fear twice repeated frightened the
-dreaming forests from their sleep, rang and reverberated to the depths
-of the woods, and revealed a sudden echo close at hand that threw back
-upon its starting-point the deep horror of the cry. For a second
-Stapledon made no movement, then he charged into the woods and tore his
-way back to the road. There he arrived a minute later, torn and
-bleeding. The pony stood unmoved, but Honor had disappeared. As Myles
-looked wildly about him, it seemed that in her fearful expression of
-sudden terror his wife had vanished away. Then, amid the dark spaces of
-shadow and the silver interspaces of light he found her, lying with the
-moon upon her white face and one small hand still clutching a few
-bluebells. She had fallen midway between the carriage and the great
-beech; she had been stricken senseless by some physical catastrophe or
-mental shock.
-
-The man groaned aloud before what he saw, dropped down on his knees
-beside her, gathered her up gently, and uttered a thousand endearing
-words; but her head fell forward without life towards him, and setting
-her down, he gathered the wet, shining moss and pressed it about her
-forehead and neck and unfastened the buttons at her throat. Great
-terror came upon him as she still remained unconscious, and he picked
-her up to carry her back to the carriage. Then she moved and opened her
-eyes and stretched her hands to him; whereupon, in his turn, he cried
-aloud and thanked God.
-
-As she began to apprehend, to order the broken tangles of thought and
-take up again the threads so suddenly let fall, he feared that she would
-faint once more, for with return of memory there came a great wave of
-terror over her eyes; but she only clung to him and breathed with long,
-deep gasps of fear, yet said no word. Then it seemed that a physical
-pang distracted her mind from the immediate past; a strange, bewildered
-look crossed her upturned face, and she bowed herself and pressed her
-hand into her side and moaned.
-
-"Oh, I was a mad fool to do this!" he cried. "I am to blame for it all.
-Let me drive--back through Godleigh. That's nearest. We've the right,
-though we never use it. Say you're better now."
-
-But she could not answer yet, and he made the pony gallop forward until
-it crossed the bridge over Teign, then turned into the private
-park-lands beyond.
-
-Presently Honor spoke.
-
-"I'm so sorry I screamed out. I frightened you and made you hurry from
-the river and tear your face. It's bleeding very badly still. Take my
-handkerchief--poor Myles!"
-
-"What happened? What were you doing?"
-
-"I had a sudden longing to gather some of the bluebells with the
-moonlight and dew on them. Nothing happened--at least----"
-
-"Something must have nearly frightened you to death from your terrible
-shriek."
-
-"I don't know. I can't remember. A tree moved, I think--moved and
-seemed alive--it was some dream or trick of the light."
-
-"All my fault. Why am I thus weak with you?"
-
-"Oh, it was so grey, Myles. You saw nothing?"
-
-"Nothing but you. I had eyes for nothing else."
-
-She shivered and nestled close to him.
-
-"But I'm so sorry I cried out like that."
-
-"Don't think more about it. Half the terror was in your mind, and half
-in the pranks of the moonlight among the trees. They look enough like
-ghosts. I only hope to heaven no harm will come of this. The fall has
-not hurt you, has it?"
-
-"No, no, no; I shall be all right. I was only----"
-
-Then suffering overtook her again, and she shrank into herself and said
-no more. But as they left the gates of Godleigh and prepared to mount
-the hill homewards, Honor spoke in a small, faint voice.
-
-"While we are here in Little Silver, dearest, perhaps--Doctor Mathers--I
-don't know whether it's anything, but I'm not very well, dear Myles.
-I'm--indeed I think baby's going to be born to-night. Perhaps we had
-better call and tell him before going home."
-
-Her husband was overcome with concern. He ran to the physician's little
-dwelling, distant two hundred yards off in the village, delivered his
-message, and then, returning, put the astounded pony at the hill in a
-manner that caused it to snort viciously and utter a sort of surprised
-vocal remonstrance almost human. The sound made Honor laugh even at her
-present crisis; but the laugh proved short, and in three minutes Myles
-was carrying her to her room and bawling loudly for women.
-
-Soon the household knew what had happened; Doctor Mathers arrived; and
-Tommy Bates, hurled out of sleep, was despatched at high pressure for
-Mrs. Brimblecombe, the sexton's wife--a woman of significance at such
-times.
-
-Very faintly through the silence a noise of voices came to the ear of
-Collins where he slept in a spacious attic chamber with Churdles Ash.
-Thereupon Henry left his bed and wakened the elder man.
-
-"Theer's the douce of a upstore down house 'bout somethin'. Please God
-we ban't afire!"
-
-Mr. Ash grunted, but the last word reached his understanding; so he
-awoke, and bid the other see what was amiss. Collins thereupon tumbled
-into his trousers and proceeded to make inquiries. In three minutes he
-returned.
-
-"'Tis missus took bad," he said. "A proper tantara, I can tell 'e, an'
-doctor in the house tu. Ought us to rise up? Might be more respectful
-in such a rare event."
-
-"Rise up be damned!" said Mr. Ash bluntly. "Not that I wouldn't rise up
-to the moon if I could take the leastest twinge off of her; but 'tis
-woman's work to-night. The sacred dooty of child-bearin' be now gwaine
-on, an' at such times even the faither hisself awnly looks a fule. Go
-to sleep."
-
-"The dear lady be afore her date seemin'ly," remarked Collins, returning
-to his bed.
-
-"'Tis allus so wi' the fustborn. The twoads be mostly tu forrard or tu
-back'ard. An' they do say as them born late be late ever after, an' do
-take a humble back plaace all theer days; while them born airly gets
-ahead of or'nary folks, an' may even graw up to be gert men. I've seed
-the thing fall out so for that matter."
-
-"An' how might it have been wi' you, I wonder, if theer's no offence?
-How was you with regards to the reckoning?"
-
-"'Tis a gude bit back-along when I was rather a small bwoy," answered
-Churdles, laughing sleepily at his own humour; "but, so far as I knaw, I
-comed 'pon the appointed day to a hour."
-
-"Just what us might have counted upon in such a orderly man as you,"
-mused Collins.
-
-"'Tis my boast, if I've got wan, that I never made my faither swear, nor
-my mother shed a tear, from the day that I was tucked-up.[#] No fegs!
-Never. Now you best go to sleep, or you might hear what would hurt your
-tender 'eart."
-
-
-[#] Short-coated.
-
-
-
-
- *CHAPTER VI.*
-
- *SORROW'S FACE*
-
-
-Throughout that short summer night the young successor of Doctor
-Courteney Clack was torn in two between a birth-bed and a death-bed. For
-the old mother of Gregory Libby was now to depart, and it chanced that
-the hour of her final journey fell upon a moment of great peace before
-the dawn. Then, when she had passed, while her son yet stared in fear
-from the foot of the bed, Doctor Mathers dragged his weary limbs up the
-hill again to Bear Down. Now he rendered the household happy by his
-announcement that he had come to stop until all was concluded.
-
-He sat and smoked cigarettes and soothed Myles, who tramped the parlour
-like a caged animal. He spoke cheerily, noted the other's mangled face,
-and congratulated him upon a narrow escape, for his left cheek was torn
-by a briar to the lid of the eye. Presently he yawned behind his hand,
-gladly partook of a cup of tea, and prayed that the expected summons
-from the dame above might not be long delayed. And when the sun was
-flaming over the hills and the air one chant of birds, there came a
-woman with a kind face, full of history, and spoke to Doctor Mathers.
-
-"Now, sir, us would like to see you."
-
-Myles turned at the voice, but his companion was already gone. Then the
-terrific significance of these next few moments surged into the
-husband's mind, and he asked himself where he should go, what he should
-do. To go anywhere or do anything was impossible; so he hardened his
-heart and tramped the carpet steadily. There was a vague joy in him
-that his child should be born at the dawn hour.
-
-A moment later Mark Endicott entered. He, too, had not slept but he had
-spent the night in his own chamber and none knew of his vigil. Now he
-came forward and put out his hand.
-
-"Be of good heart, lad! She's going on very well with great store of
-strength and spirit, Mrs. Loveys tells me."
-
-"If I could only--"
-
-"Yes, every man talks that nonsense. You can't; so just walk out upon
-the hill along with me an' look at the first sun ever your child's eyes
-will blink at. A fitting time for his advent. A son of the morning you
-are; and so will he or she be."
-
-"Last night it is that makes me so fearful for Honor."
-
-"A shock--but time enough to fret if there's any harm done. Wait for
-the news quiet and sensible."
-
-They walked a little way from the house, Myles scarcely daring to look
-upward towards a window where the cherry-blossom reigned again; but when
-they stood two hundred yards distant, a cry reached them and Tommy Bates
-approached hurriedly.
-
-"Maister! Maister Stapledon, sir! You'm wanted to wance!"
-
-"Go!" said Mark, "and tell Tom to come and lead me back."
-
-So, for the second time in twenty-four hours, Myles Stapledon ran with
-heavy and laborious stride. In a few moments he reached the house, and
-finding nobody visible, entered the kitchen and made the china ring
-again with his loud summons. Then Mrs. Loveys entered, and her apron
-was held up to her eyes. Behind her moved Cramphorn and his daughter
-Margery, with faces of deep-set gloom.
-
-"What's this? In God's name speak, somebody. Why are you crying,
-woman?"
-
-"She's doin' cleverly--missis. Be easy, sir. No call to fret for her.
-All went butivul---but--but--the dear li'l tiny bwoy--he'm dead--born
-dead--axin' pardon for such black news."
-
-"Honor knows?"
-
-"Ess--'pears she knawed it 'fore us did. The dark whisper o' God--as
-broke it to her in a way no human could. 'Twas last night's fright an'
-fall as killed un, doctor reckons."
-
-The man stared, and sorrow set his face in a semblance more than common
-stonelike.
-
-"Bear up, dear sir," ventured Jonah. "She'm doin' braave herself, an'
-that's more'n a barrel-load o' baabies to 'e, if you think of it aright.
-An' gude comes out o' evil even in such a case sometimes, for he might
-have been born a poor moonstruck gaby, as would have been a knife in his
-mother's heart for all time."
-
-But Stapledon did not answer. He walked past them, returned to the
-parlour and resumed his slow tramp up and down. What of the great event
-waited for, hoped for, dreamed about through near nine months--each a
-century long? He felt that all the past was true, but this last
-half-hour a dream. He saw the chair that Doctor Mathers had occupied,
-observed his empty cup, his litter of cigarette-ends about the hearth.
-It seemed hard to believe that the climax was come and passed; and for
-one brief and bitter moment the man's own suffering dominated his heart.
-But then he swept all personal tribulation out of mind, and went upon
-his knees and thanked the Unknown for His blessings, in that it had
-pleased Him to bring Honor safely through her ordeal. He prayed for her
-sorrow to be softened, her pain forgotten, and that her husband might be
-inspired in this trial to lighten his wife's supreme grief. He begged
-also for wisdom and understanding to support her and lift her burden and
-bear it himself as far as that was possible.
-
-He still knelt when Doctor Mathers suddenly entered, coughed, and
-plunged a hand into his pocket fiercely for more cigarettes. Then Myles
-rose, without visible emotion, to find the young physician red and
-angry. Indeed he now relieved his mingled feelings by swearing a little.
-
-"Your wife's all right, and of course I'm infernally sorry about this.
-You know it's not my fault. The shock quite settled the matter, humanly
-speaking. A most unlucky chance. What in the name of God were you
-doing in the middle of the night in the woods? It's enough to make any
-doctor get savage. I'm heartily sorry for you both--heartily; but I'm
-mighty sorry for myself too. As a man with his way to make--but, of
-course, you don't know what all the fools on the countryside will say,
-though I well do. It's always the doctor's fault when this happens.
-However, I can't expect you to be sorry for me, I know."
-
-"I am, Mathers. The blame of this sad thing is mine--all. I should
-have been firm, and not yielded to an unwise idea. And if you've no
-objection, I should like to see my wife and tell her how entirely I
-blame myself."
-
-"It's no good talking like that, my dear sir; but, fault or no fault,
-let it be a lesson to you next time. Be firm. Mrs. Stapledon was
-frightened by the ghost of the devil apparently. Anyway, I can't learn
-what the nature of the shock was. 'Something grey--suddenly close to
-me,' is all she will say. That might be a wandering donkey. It's all
-very cruel and hard for you both--a jolly fine little boy he would have
-been. Better luck next time. I'll be back again in a few hours."
-
-"I may see Honor?"
-
-"Yes, certainly; but cut it short, and don't talk about fault or blame
-on anybody. Let her think you're glad--eh?"
-
-"She wouldn't believe it."
-
-"Well, well, don't make a fuss. Just say the right thing and then clear
-out. I want her to sleep before I come back. You know how sorry I am;
-but we must look ahead. Good morning."
-
-A little later Stapledon, his heart beating hard and a sort of fear upon
-him, knocked at the door of his wife's room and was allowed to enter.
-In the half light he saw Mark sitting by Honor, and heard the old man
-speak in a voice so soft and womanly that Myles could scarce believe it
-was his uncle.
-
-"Why, your good, brave heart will tide you over for all our sakes.
-'Twas part of the great web of woman's sorrow spun in the beginning,
-dearie. It had to be. You thought how life was going to change for you;
-but it hasn't changed--not yet--that's all the matter. Take your life
-up again where you set it down; and just go on with it, like a brave
-girl. Here's Myles come. I hear his breathing. He'll say the same, in
-better words than mine. We must all live through the cloud, my Honor,
-and see it sink before the good sunshine that will follow. 'Twasn't
-Nature's will this should happen so, but God's own. There's comfort in
-that for you. And we'll have God and Nature both to fight on our side
-come next time."
-
-He departed, and husband and wife were left alone. For a moment he could
-only hold her hand and press it and marvel to see how young she appeared
-again. Her eyes were very bright--like stars in the dim room. She
-looked at him and pressed back on his hand. Then a flicker of a
-whimsical smile woke at the corner of her lips and she spoke in a little
-voice.
-
-"I'm so--so sorry, dear heart. I did my very best--I----"
-
-"Don't," he said; and the old nurse in the next room frowned at his
-loud, hoarse tones.
-
-"You'll say that I've been wasting my time again--I know you will."
-
-"Please, please, Honor. For God's sake not at a minute like
-this--I----"
-
-Then he stopped. Where was the answer to his prayer? Here he stood
-ranting and raving like a lunatic, while she, who had endured all,
-appeared calm and wholly self-possessed.
-
-"The fault was all mine--every bit of it," he began again quietly. "If
-I had not let my headstrong little love go into the woods, the
-child----"
-
-"Don't blame yourself. The past is past, and I'll never return to it in
-word or in thought, if I can help doing so. Only there are things we
-don't guess at, Myles--terrible things hidden and not believed in. Our
-little son had to die. It is cruel--cruel. I cannot explain--not now.
-Perhaps some day I will if I am ever brave enough."
-
-"Don't talk wildly like this, my darling Honor. You are overwrought;
-you will be better very soon. Uncle Mark was right. Life has not
-changed for us."
-
-"It never will. Things hidden--active things say 'No'! Oh, the grey
-horror of it there!"
-
-She shivered and put her arms round Myles, but Mrs. Brimblecombe had
-heard her patient's voice lifted in terror, and this was more than any
-professional nurse could be expected to stand. As the medical man
-before her, she considered her own great reputation, and, entering now,
-bade Myles take his leave at once.
-
-"Please to go, sir," she said aside to him. "You really mustn't bide no
-longer; an' 'tis very ill-convenient this loud talking; an' your voice,
-axin' your pardon, be lifted a deal tu high for a sick chamber."
-
-"I'll go," he answered; "but don't leave her. The cursed accident of
-light or shade, or whatever it was that frightened her overnight, is in
-her mind still. She's wandering about it now. Soothe her all you
-can--all you can. And if she wants me, let me know."
-
-In the passage red-eyed women of the farm met him, and Mrs. Loveys
-spoke.
-
-"We'm all broken-hearted for 'e, I'm sure; an'--an' would 'e like just
-to see the dear, li'l perfect bwoy? Her wouldn't--missis. But p'raps
-you would, seein' 'tis your awn. An' the mother of un may be glad to
-knaw what he 'peared like later on, when she can bear to think on it."
-
-Myles hesitated, then nodded without words and followed Mrs. Loveys into
-an empty room. There he looked down, among primroses and lilac that
-Sally had picked, upon what might have been his son; and he marvelled in
-dull pain at the dainty beauty of the work; and he stared with a sort of
-special blank wonder at the exquisite little hands and tiny nails.
-Presently he bent and kissed this marred mite, then departed, somehow
-the happier, to plan that it should lie within the churchyard for
-Honor's sake.
-
-He broke his fast soon after midday, and, upon learning that his wife
-slept peacefully, sought for his own comfort the granite counsellors of
-the high hills. There was an emptiness in life before this stroke; it
-left him helpless, not knowing what to turn to. His great edifice of
-many plans and hopes was all a ruin.
-
-Much to their own regret, Cramphorn and Churdles Ash met Stapledon as he
-climbed alone to the Moor. They were very sorry for him in their way,
-and they felt that to touch their hats and pass him by without words at
-such a moment would not be fitting.
-
-"Sure, we'm grievous grieved, all the lot of us," said Jonah
-grimly--"more for her than you, because, bein' an Endicott, she'm more
-to me an' Ash than ever you can be. But 'tis a sad evil. Us had
-thought 'twould be osiers as you li'l wan would rock in--soft an' gentle
-by his mother's side; but 'tis elm instead--so all's ended, an' nought
-left but to bend afore the stroke."
-
-Mr. Ash was also philosophical.
-
-"'Tweern't death ezacally as comed 'pon the house, neither; nor yet
-life, you see. 'Cause you can't say as a babe be dead what never drawed
-breath, can 'e?"
-
-"An' theer's another cheerful thought for 'e," added Cramphorn, "for
-though 'tis as painful for a woman to bear a wise man as a fool, no
-doubt, yet so it might have failed out, an' the pain ends in wan case
-and turns to joy; an' in t'other case it never ends. An' as 'twas odds
-he'd have been a poor antic, 'tis better as her should mourn a month for
-un dead than for all the days of his life, as Scripture sez somewheers."
-
-"Well spoke," commented Churdles. "Never heard nothin' wiser from 'e,
-Jonah. An', beggin' your pardon, theer's a gert lesson to such a
-trouble, if a body ban't tu stiff-necked to see it. It do teach us
-worms o' the airth as even God A'mighty have got a pinch of somethin'
-human in the nature of Un--as I've allus said for that matter. This
-here shows how even He can alter His purpose arter a thing be well
-begun, an' ban't shamed to change His Everlasting Mind now an' again,
-more'n the wisest of us. Theer's gert comfort in that, if you please."
-
-Stapledon thanked both old men for their consolation, and set his face
-to the Moor.
-
-
-
-
- *CHAPTER VII.*
-
- *PLOTS AGAINST AN ORPHAN*
-
-
-The departure of Mrs. Libby and its probable effect upon her son became
-a matter of local interest, because she had toiled with her old bones
-for him to the end, and he had taken all her service as a matter of
-course, but would now feel the loss of his home comforts exceedingly.
-
-"He'll have to get a wife," said the man Pinsent at Sunday supper. All
-were assembled save Honor, who had now been in her room for three weeks,
-and still kept it.
-
-"If 'tis awnly for somebody to cook his victuals, the man must marry,"
-declared Collins. Then with some craft he added, "And the question in
-Little Silver is who's to be the gal."
-
-"He'm a comical tempered chap, to my thinking; an' they do say a man wi'
-a tie in his speech----" began Pinsent. But he found himself sharply
-taken to task from the quarter he had secretly aimed at.
-
-"You'd best to mind your awn business, Samuel!" flamed out Sally, then
-blushed rose-red to the roots of her hair at the laughter her confession
-won. Her relations alone did not laugh. Margery bent over her plate
-and grew white rather than red; and Mr. Cramphorn roundly rated the
-speaker for such a lapse of manners.
-
-"'Fore the whole world, would 'e? I blush for 'e--though you can for
-yourself still, it seems. An' him never so much as opened his lips on
-it! 'Tis a most unmaidenly thing, an' never to have been looked for in
-no darter o' mine."
-
-"Sorry I drawed it from her, notwithstanding," said Pinsent. "I'm sure
-I'd rather have bit my tongue out than bring red to any gal's cheeks."
-
-"Nobody would hurt her for gold," added Collins.
-
-But Sally was now in tears. She left her supper, and withdrew weeping;
-her sister gave vent to a little hard laugh; while a moment later
-Cramphorn, in some discomfort, followed his elder daughter. Then,
-familiar with Jonah's estimate of Libby, and having no desire to breed
-further storm, Mark Endicott spoke to Ash.
-
-"What's your opinion of the man, Churdles?"
-
-"A poor creation, your honour," answered the patriarch promptly. "Not a
-penn'orth o' nature in un, else he'd have had some gal squeezed to his
-heart so soon as ever he comed by enough money to marry. He'm cold
-clay, an' awnly waitin' to see which of Jonah's maids be in highest
-favour--which is most like to have the cottage left to her. His faither
-was another most calculating chap. The woman what's just gone had awnly
-half a score short of a hunderd pound saved when he offered hisself.
-Married for money, in fact; an' that's a 'mazin' thing to happen except
-among respectable people."
-
-"What d'you say to that, Margery?" asked Myles Stapledon bluntly. He
-did not like Margery, and her attitude at her sister's discomfiture had
-not escaped him.
-
-"Ban't for me to speak against my elders," she answered slowly, with a
-malignant look at the placid veteran. "Mr. Ash--auld as he is--do find
-it so hard to mind his awn business as other people seemin'ly. He ban't
-paid for pokin' his ancient nose into Gregory Libby's consarns, I
-s'pose. But he'm past larnin' manners now, no doubt."
-
-The boyish features of Mr. Ash flushed suddenly and his head shook a
-little.
-
-"Theer's a sour speech--an' her so young! Worse'n any vinegar you'll be
-in the marriage cruet, woman, whoever 'tis that's daft enough to take
-'e! Fegs! I pity un; an' I pity the Dowl when it's his turn--as it
-will be some day. To talk to a auld man so!"
-
-Unwonted wrinkles appeared in Mr. Ash's apple-face, and he showed a
-great disinclination to let the matter drop, though Stapledon bid him be
-silent. He chattered and growled and demanded an apology, which Margery
-declined to offer. Then she instantly left the kitchen, so that no
-argument should rise upon her refusal. She glowered sullenly about her,
-restrained a strong desire to scream, and then withdrew.
-
-Yet Churdles, though he knew it not, and must have much deplored the
-fact if it had come to his understanding, was responsible for a
-practical and valuable lesson to Margery. His words, though they
-angered her, had not fallen upon deaf ears. She sulked away now in the
-corner of an empty room and set her wits to work. Mr. Libby was in one
-respect like heaven; he had to be taken by storm, and Churdles Ash
-unwittingly indicated the direction of attack.
-
-Margery indeed loved this shifty youth; she adored his cane-coloured
-hair cut straight across his low forehead, like a child's fringe, his
-uncertain eyes, his moustache--with a most "gentleman-like droop to it,"
-as she had discovered. She loved him--not for his money but for
-himself, and her sister's infatuation was of a similar genuine quality.
-They were primitive maidens both and had seen little of the other sex,
-owing to their father's suspicions that every man on the eastern side of
-Dartmoor would run away with them, given the opportunity. Now passion
-worthy of a better cause burnt in their young hearts, and each raged
-against the other--inwardly for the most part. Their weapons were
-different, and whereas Margery's sarcasms proved wholly wasted on her
-sister, Sally's anger, when roused, generally took the shape of a
-swinging box on the ear--a retort contemptible enough, no doubt, yet not
-easy to be ignored. Margery's waspish tongue was no match for her
-sister's right arm, therefore open quarrels seldom happened; yet each
-daily strained every nerve, and since Gregory had come to be a mere
-womanless, desolate orphan, the efforts of both girls were redoubled.
-It had, however, been left to the sensation of that evening to quicken
-their wits; and now each, by ways remote, set about a new and more
-pressing investment of Mr. Libby's lonely heart.
-
-Margery took the word of Mr. Ash to herself, and realised that if her
-loved one was really waiting to get a hint of Jonah Cramphorn's
-intentions, her own course must be modified. She knew that her father,
-despite his surly and overbearing disposition, might be influenced
-without difficulty; and she possessed the tact and discretion proper to
-such a task. She had never desired any influence over him until the
-present, and had indeed thought but little of the future, excepting with
-reference to herself and Gregory. Now, however, the danger of allowing
-Sally even an indirect ascendency was made manifest, and Margery
-determined that her sister must be put out of court at home, by fair
-means if possible, by foul if necessary.
-
-In a most cold-blooded and calculating spirit she approached the problem
-of making herself so indispensable to her father that he should come to
-regard her as his better and more deserving child. That situation once
-established, no doubt Gregory Libby would be the first to perceive it.
-If he was backward in doing so, then might she delicately aid his
-perception; indeed she doubted not that this course would be necessary,
-for the control she now set herself to maintain over her parent must be
-more real than apparent at first. She hoped that within a month at the
-latest it would be safe to hint to Gregory that such supremacy existed.
-
-And meanwhile, hanging over a gate out of doors, so that her
-tear-stained cheeks might cool, Sally also meditated some definite
-action whereby the halting regard of the desired object should grow
-established and affirmed. To a determination she also came, but it fell
-far short of her sister's in subtlety. She merely fell back upon the
-trite conceit of a _tertium quid_, and hoped how, once reminded of the
-fact that other men also found her pleasant in their eyes, Mr. Libby
-would awaken into jealousy and so take action. Her father she did not
-consider, because his opinions had long since ceased to weigh with her,
-when it was possible to disregard them. Sally approached the future in
-a sanguine spirit, for within the secret places of her heart there
-lurked an honest belief that Gregory loved her to desperation. Why he
-delayed to mention the fact, under these distracting circumstances, was
-not easy to explain; but now, upon his mother's death, there had come a
-climax in the young man's life; and Sally felt that in the present
-forlorn circumstances she ought to be, and probably was, his paramount
-object of reflection.
-
-So she determined to precipitate the imminent declaration by parading
-another possible husband; and that point established it remained only to
-decide upon whom this thankless part should fall. Henry Collins
-naturally offered himself to her mind. His emotions were perfectly
-familiar to her, though in that he had scrupulously obeyed Jonah and
-never dared to offer marriage, Sally regarded him with some natural
-derision. But he loved her very well, and would come when she whistled,
-and frisk at her side with great content and joy. Whereupon, driven
-frantic before the spectacle of Collins lifted to this giddy fortune,
-she doubted not but that Gregory would declare himself and make a
-definite offer. His words once spoken, she felt no fear for the future.
-She held herself in some esteem, and was satisfied of her powers to keep
-Libby, or any other man, to a bargain.
-
-Thus both maids, within the space of an hour, had braced their minds to
-a course of vital action; and it remained for time to show which, if
-either, was to succeed in the result.
-
-
-
-
- *CHAPTER VIII.*
-
- *A NECKLACE OF BIRDS' EGGS*
-
-
-There came a Sunday, yet not so soon as Doctor Mathers hoped, when Honor
-declared herself able and desirous to take the air again. She chose the
-Moor as the scene of this return to life; and, as Stapledon had departed
-for the day to see an acquaintance at Okehampton before his wife decided
-to go forth, her uncle, and not her husband, accompanied her--to the
-deep chagrin of the latter when he returned home.
-
-Through the long hours of a weary and empty convalescence, Honor said
-little concerning the incident responsible for wreck of hope; but her
-loss had grown into an abiding grief nevertheless; and while the man was
-stricken most sorely at first, but had now become resigned, devoting
-only leisure thought to his private sorrow, the woman took this trial to
-her heart with increasing bitterness through those lonely hours that
-followed upon it. There was, moreover, an added element of terror and a
-superstitious despair bred of her alarm in the woods. This died but
-slowly, for she would not share the experience with any other; yet, as
-physical health increased, all lesser emotion dwindled before the
-ever-present sense of loss. From Myles she hid the heavy misery of it,
-that his own sorrow might not be increased; but she liked to speak with
-her uncle of the little flower lost in the bud, and he was patient and
-never weary of comforting her to the best of his power.
-
-It is to be noted, however, that Myles somewhat misunderstood Honor's
-extreme reticence, and her assumed air of brightness and good hope
-misled him perhaps more completely than Honor designed. He was secretly
-surprised that this matter had not left a deeper mark; he did not guess
-at a scar out of his sight; but he marvelled that his wife could still
-laugh and even jest upon occasion. Under her tranquillity and humour he
-failed to probe, but he bade the inner wonder in his mind be dumb. Not
-until long afterwards did he learn the truth and realise the depth of
-the sorrow she had masked for love of him.
-
-The little open carriage crept up over Scor Hill, then proceeded by a
-steep way to Charity Grepe's cottage. There Honor left half-a-crown in
-person, for since certain rumours that poor Cherry must go to the
-work-house, the mistress of Bear Down had become her active champion.
-Then the pony was turned, climbed the hill again, and presently stood
-above Teign valley, at a point on the hillside where a little lakelet
-reflected the blue sky above it, and shone framed in rushes and verdant
-sphagnum, in rosy sundews all frosted and agleam, in small scattered
-flames of the bog asphodel, and in many lesser things that love a marsh.
-
-Away on the wide front of Watern, great gloomy tracts, still dark from
-fire, spread forth over many an acre. There a "swaling" had freed the
-land of heath and furze, and provided light and air for grass; but the
-spot seen from this distance was naked as yet.
-
-"There's a great scar over against us on the hill--black--black against
-the green and the grey and the blue overhead--all charred and desolate.
-That's how my heart feels, Uncle Mark--so dreary and forlorn--like an
-empty nest."
-
-"Look again," he said; "look at what seems so black upon the hill, and
-think as you look, and you'll remember the ash and ruin are all full of
-young, sweet blades, sprouting strong, brimming with sap to hide the
-rack of dead char. 'Twill be so with you, my dear; for there's the bend
-and spring of youth in your heart still. Wait till the heather's out
-again, and the foxgloves are nodding along the low ridges over the
-Teign, and the whortle bells be turned to purple berries once more."
-
-"How you remember!" she said, "despite all the long years of darkness."
-
-"Yes; I remember, thank God. I smell the damp near where you've pulled
-up; and I see the marsh, down to the little bluebell flower that creeps
-in the grass, and the spotted leaves of orchis, and the white wisps of
-the cotton grass in summer, and all the rest, that I never thought upon
-when I had my eyes. But there's a quiet, unknown mercy that works
-through the morning hours of a man's life if he lives in the lap of
-Nature and is true to her. Keen sight stores the memory unbeknown to
-us; and none can tell how deep that unconscious, unguessed gathering-up
-may be but those who fall upon blindness. No credit to me at all; yet
-the pictures come as the seasons come--at bud-break; at the sound of the
-west wind and the call of the river; at the music of rain on the leaves;
-at the whirr of the cutter in the hay; at the touch of snow on my face
-and in my eyebrows. I know--I know it all, for my eyes reaped and my
-brain garnered at the merciful will of God. Without those mind
-picture-books I should be blind indeed."
-
-"You're so brave. I wish that I had more of you in me. I'm not a true
-Endicott."
-
-"As to that, 'tis only those who won't see are blind. Eyesight's the
-window of the house, but the ear is the door. A blow-fly on the
-window-pane is big enough to hide the evening star--if you're content to
-let it; but shut your eyes and you'll see the star in the blue, with
-nought between it and your thoughts."
-
-"It's so hard to be wise; and words are not warm, live things you can
-cuddle. Oh, I want something smaller than myself to love! I had
-lighted such a great fire of love; and now it's all burnt out, and no
-green hope springing through the ashes."
-
-"Be patient. Look forward, my Honor."
-
-"There's nothing there--all blank."
-
-"You're morbid; and that's the last foolishness I should ever have
-thought to tax you with. Myles----"
-
-"No--no; you don't understand. How should you understand?"
-
-"Moonshine!"
-
-"It wasn't moonshine. I wish I could think it was. But you must be
-patient with me. It's so cold to open your eyes every morning with the
-dull feeling that something sad is waiting for you to remember it. I'm
-all winter, while the rest of the world is full of spring."
-
-"And spring will touch you presently."
-
-"I had built such castles in the air--painted such futures. First, my
-boy was to be a soldier; but I grew frightened of that when I began to
-fill in details of the picture; and then a farmer, but that did not
-satisfy me at all. Presently my heart went out to the thought of his
-being an artist--either in words or pictures, but an artist in deeds at
-any rate. You don't know what I mean by that. One who thought and felt
-like an artist--and walked so. He was to magnify the Lord and love the
-earth, and all green things, and birds especially, and the changeful
-sky. I did not think of him as loving men and women very
-much--excepting me. So my silly thoughts sped and I shut my eyes, that
-nobody should see my hope looking out of them. I was going to be the
-mother of a great man--and I am only the mother of a great sorrow, after
-all."
-
-"A shared sorrow; don't forget that, my dear. There's three hearts to
-take each a part of the load. More than that, for, beyond Myles and me,
-every man's breast and woman's bosom is heavy for you here. A
-widespread, real regret, though 'tis not their way to make much ado."
-
-"They are very good to me--better than I deserve. I shall have more
-thoughts for them now. Sorrow at least teaches sympathy. But my soul
-has quite lost heart of late days, and I feel so old."
-
-At this moment from the valley there came two persons along the path
-where Honor's pony carriage stood. One appeared uneasy, the other in a
-very halcyon halo of delight; for Sally, true to her resolve, had
-indicated that a little attention from Mr. Collins would not be
-unwelcome; and now they moved side by side upon a stolen walk.
-Elsewhere Margery accompanied her parent to see a neighbour, and Sally
-was supposed to be at the farm.
-
-The pair made awkward acknowledgments and were proceeding, when Honor
-noted an unusual decoration about her milkmaid's neck. In addition to a
-string of glass pearls, a little necklace of birds' eggs--alternate
-thrush and blackbird--adorned Sally's plump throat, and the spectacle,
-suggestive as it was of robbed nests, woke a wave of passing indignation
-in Honor's heart.
-
-"What is that round your neck?" she asked with a sudden hardness in her
-voice; and Sally's hands went up gingerly to the frail adornment, while
-she looked at Collins, whose gift, snatched from screaming birds, she
-wore. Seeing explanation was expected from him, Henry stood forward,
-touched his Sunday hat, and spoke with many stumblings.
-
-"Beggin' pardon, I'm sure, ma'am, I----"
-
-"You robbed the birds, Collins?"
-
-"Ess, I did, but if you call home last cherry-time, ma'am; if I may say
-so--you see I did as you bid an' shot a braave lot last autumn, as you
-wanted--them being so bowldacious as to eat your fruit; an' come autumn
-an' winter, I catched a gude few in traps what I teeled in the garden.
-Then, come spring, I had a bright thought that if I took the eggs of 'em
-'twould mean gert thinning out o' the birds. An' no account neither, if
-I may say so; 'cause a egg's just life in the raw, waitin' for warmth
-an' time to quicken it. They never lived like, savin' your presence, so
-the airth ban't the poorer by a bird's note, 'cause us caan't lose what
-we never had. 'Tis no more'n a seed spoiled, or a leaf-bud nipped by
-frost, or a cheel still----"
-
-He clapped his hand over his mouth and heard Sally say "Fule!" under her
-breath; but his mistress nodded and bid him go on his way.
-
-"You may be right; but take no more eggs from the birds."
-
-So Mr. Collins got himself out of sight to the tune of a reprimand from
-Sally that made his ears tingle.
-
-"You gert, clumsy-mouthed gawk! To utter such a speech an' tellin' that
-stuff to her, an' go mumblin' on, like a bumble-bee in a foxglove; an'
-end up so! Not the sense of a sheep you ain't got!"
-
-She tore off his gift and stamped on the blown shells, while he merely
-stood and rolled his great eyes wretchedly.
-
-Elsewhere Endicott spoke to his niece.
-
-"Strange how a chance word out of a fool's mouth will often come pat.
-These things--eggs--buds--babies are so little account in the great sum
-total. Nature's units don't trouble her. The crushed windflower will
-bud and blow again next year. What is a year to her? The robbed
-mother-bird screams for an hour, then goes on with the vital business of
-preserving her own life; and the robbed mother-woman--her heart aches
-to-day, but the pain soothes off presently as the months and years roll
-over first memories. We're built to forget; else the world would be a
-madhouse, or just one great welter of sorrow. 'Tis God's way, I judge,
-seldom to put upon us more than we can bear. If grief or pain's past
-bearing--why then the heart or something cracks and there's an end of
-us. But sorrow alone never killed a healthy being. I'd rather count it
-the torch that lights to the greatest deeds we're built to do. I hoped
-that a little child would draw you together--Myles and you--close, close
-as soil and seed; but 'tis a shared grief must do it--instead of a
-shared joy. Such a welding, as by fire, may last longest after all."
-
-She sighed, touched her pony with the whip, in a sort of thoughtful
-caress, and turned him homewards.
-
-"I don't know what Myles thinks about it. Either he hides all he feels
-to save me--or he is forgetting, as you say. It is natural that he
-should. No man that ever lived can know how long those nine months are
-to a woman. But I--I--there it is in the wind--in the rustle of the
-leaves. I hear it so often--the sound of a rocking cradle. I must wait
-until the wind sings a different song before I can be wise. Some day I
-shall wake up strong again--strong to acknowledge all your goodness and
-everybody's goodness and sympathy. I cannot yet."
-
-The old man was moved for her. He put his hand on hers and patted it.
-
-"I think I understand as much as an ancient bachelor may. But you must
-do your share and help the powers to help you. There's an effort called
-for. Hard to make, but you must make it. Take up your life again--the
-old life that you laid down; an' do it with a single heart."
-
-"I cannot yet. I left it behind so gladly. I must go back for it. I
-do not care about any life just now. I cannot cry or laugh with my
-heart. It's all pretence--think what that means. I look at everything
-from the outside--like Christo used to. I'm a dead, withered bough
-still on the tree; and what is it to me that the next bough is busy
-about new leaves?"
-
-"You do yourself a wrong to say so, and I'd not listen to anybody else
-who spoke so ill of you. You must come back to yourself--your own good
-self--and the sooner the better. That's a plain duty at least--not to
-be escaped from. That's a call, whether your heart's sad or merry.
-'Tis the honest, everyday duty of a woman to be good, dear heart--same
-as it's the duty of a Mary lily to be white. Keep your proper colour,
-as God meant you, and as God taught you. Live as you have lived: with a
-sense of duty for the sake of those that love you, if no better reason."
-
-She sighed again, aweary of the subject.
-
-"Now we'll go home. We're wasting my first breath of sweet air in
-words. Better to draw it in silently and not turn it into talk."
-
-Mark Endicott laughed.
-
-"Why, yes, it does the heart more good that way, no doubt. You're a
-deal wiser than I am, niece, for all my grey hairs and jackdaw chatter."
-
-Then slowly down the hill, without more speech, they drove together.
-
-
-
-
- *CHAPTER IX.*
-
- *AN OLD-TIME PRESCRIPTION*
-
-
-From the occasion of her drive upon the Moor, Honor, instead of
-proceeding towards good health, fell away in that desired progress.
-What chance had conspired to an effect so unfortunate none knew, but the
-fact was apparent, and as days passed and summer returned, there stole
-gradually upon her a listless and inert attitude of spirit--a state of
-the mind that reflected upon her physical condition and appeared in a
-most despondent outlook upon life. From time to time some transient
-gleam of returning health and happiness gladdened those who loved her;
-but weeks passed and still Honor's temper was of a sort that kept Myles
-anxious and Doctor Mathers exasperated. For she proved not a good
-patient and none could prevail upon her to consider the foreign travel
-and sea voyage that her physician stood out for at every visit. She
-told them that she was well enough at home; that her health improved;
-and that they need be under no concern for her. Meanwhile, her life
-grew narrower and narrower, both in its bounds of thought and
-performance. Her reflections indeed she kept to herself for the most
-part, and certainly the event responsible in great measure for her
-sustained ill-health she imparted to no one; but her actions were
-obvious, and Myles began to grow care-worn as he watched a life so full
-of energy and various interest now sink into mere mechanical existence.
-Her walks dwindled to strolls; Nature brought Honor no particular
-delight; and the old haunts failed to cheer her. Until midday she rarely
-stirred from her own room, and sometimes she would keep her bed
-altogether from sheer indifference toward affairs.
-
-This life of ashes, which neither love nor duty seemed capable of
-rousing into renewed activity and vigour, was beheld in its dreary
-unfolding by the little population of Bear Down; and that busy hive,
-both in season and out, discussed this grave crisis in the fortunes of
-its mistress and offered all manner of suggestions and advice upon it.
-Some opinions were undoubtedly sensible enough, as when Churdles Ash
-counselled forcible compliance with the doctor's orders.
-
-"You'm her lawful lard an' master," he said to Stapledon; "so 'tis your
-dooty to hale your lady away to furrin paarts, whether her will or no.
-She'll be fust to thank 'e, dear sawl, come her gets whole again."
-
-But Myles knew Honor well enough, or little enough, to believe that such
-a high-handed course must be futile. Long and anxious were the
-deliberations he held with his uncle, and there came a time when Mark
-suggested a visit from some great physician of expert knowledge.
-
-"Have a London chap," he proposed. "Honor doesn't care a fig for
-Mathers. But maybe a keen pair of eyes, and a big forehead, and a big
-voice, and the knowledge it's cost perhaps a hundred pounds to fetch it
-all down to see her, might bring the woman to some sense."
-
-"I proposed it. She wouldn't hear of it."
-
-"Very well; don't let her hear of it--till the man is in the house. Get
-Mathers to tell you of some great wonder whose strong point is all these
-nerve twists and tangles that Honor's struggling under. For a woman to
-take to thinking, is as bad as for a man to take to drinking--sometimes.
-It breeds a wrong habit and interferes with Nature. There's a mystery
-under all this--ever since that sad mischance--and as she won't tell
-those that love her maybe a clever doctor, who understands the springs
-of healthy mental action, will find a way to bring back her peace."
-
-"There's a secret, as you say; and I've known it on her tongue; I've
-felt that it was to be revealed at last. Then there has come a sigh,
-like the shutting of a door of the mind--a door not to be opened from
-the outside."
-
-"That is so--and it may be a doctor's work to open that door, instead of
-a husband's. We'll hope I'm right. Fetch such a man along, if it costs
-the hay harvest. It's all drouthy nothings here with this fever eating
-the girl alive."
-
-
-While Mark Endicott and his nephew thus debated the question of the hour
-and sought for one able to storm the dim domain of Honor's neurotic
-disorders, Mr. Ash, Mr. Cramphorn, and others of Endicott's took counsel
-among themselves how best the tribulation might be overcome.
-
-Ash now regarded the illness as a moonstroke, and was of opinion that
-doses of lunar radiance alone would restore their mistress.
-
-"Moon must undo what moon's done," he announced. But Cramphorn knew of
-no precedent, and therefore scoffed at the idea.
-
-"Never was I lower in my spirits," the head-man declared; "an' the
-plague is that gen'lefolks be so exalted in their awn opinions that no
-word of ours will they heed, though we spoke wi' the tongues of fire.
-What do they care for organy tea an' such-like herbs of the field? Yet
-here I stand, a living sawl, as would be dust at this hour, but for that
-an' other such-like simples. Cherry Grepe's 'pon theer black books, or,
-if they'd had sense, they'd have thrawed awver that bwoy--that
-Mathers--an' gived her a chance to shaw her gert gifts. So like as not
-she've got a cunning remedy for this dark complaint--a mess of some sort
-as would put our lady right, mind an' body, in a week. Many a time have
-I seen a wise man or woman by mere force of words, wi'out so much as
-striking the sickness, charm it that sudden, as wan might a'most say he
-seed the evil fly from a party's mouth--like a leather-bird,[#]
-a-screechin' across the dimpsy light."
-
-
-[#] A leather-bird = a bat.
-
-
-"Ess; 'tis pity they doan't give Mother Grepe a chance," admitted
-Churdles Ash; "for wi' all her little ways an' secrets, she do worship
-the same Saviour in heaven as her betters do--onless she'm a liar."
-
-"A white witch for sartain," declared Collins. "An' her charmed a wart
-for Tommy Bates but last week, an' done it in the name of Jesus Christ,
-an' awnly axed a threp'ny-bit."
-
-So the men discussed Honor's evil case during a dinner interval on the
-land, then returned to work, regretful that those most involved thus
-persisted in overlooking a possible means of grace in their hour of
-tribulation.
-
-But while Collins and the rest dismissed this matter before work and
-those personal interests of life uppermost in all minds, Mr. Cramphorn
-continued to dwell darkly upon the subject. This cross-grained, surly
-soul loved his mistress with an affection superior to that commanded by
-his own flesh and blood. Herein circumstances and even heredity were
-strong upon him. Sprung from a line that had laboured at Endicott's
-through many generations, the descendant of men who were born heirs of
-toil upon this land and looked to the reigning powers as their immediate
-lords under Providence, a traditionary regard dwelt in the blood of him,
-and the concerns of those who controlled his destiny became Cramphorn's
-own concerns. Such a spirit modern education and the spread of
-knowledge drives quickly forth, for the half-educated class of to-day
-scorns gratitude as a base survival; but Jonah dated from long before
-the Board Schools, and their frosty influence was no more in his heart
-than upon his tongue. Sour, conceited, a very rustic Malvolio, he might
-be; but the nobler qualities of Malvolio, he also possessed. It was not
-the least among his vague regrets that the name of Endicott must
-presently vanish from Bear Down, even as the name of Cramphorn was
-destined to.
-
-And now Jonah thought upon the word of Churdles Ash concerning the wise
-woman. His own experience of her powers also inclined him in that
-direction, and finally he decided to visit her again. That Cherry had
-destroyed Christopher Yeoland he did not doubt; that she might, if she
-would, cure his mistress, he was assured. He determined that if the
-thing could be done for half a sovereign, done it must be. And should
-Cherry's charm prove powerful enough to work without the patient's
-connivance, so much the better.
-
-That same evening he visited the cottage of the sorceress, where it lay
-behind the low wall, and the row of ox vertebrae, and the torch of the
-great mullein, that now towered aloft with its first blossoms shining in
-the gloaming above a woolly spire.
-
-Gammer Grepe was at home and in her garden. She stood with her arms
-folded on the gate, and Cramphorn observed that she smoked a clay pipe
-with the manner of long experience. He asked civilly for a little
-conversation and followed the old woman into her cottage.
-
-"Walk in an' welcome, if there's any money to it," she said bluntly.
-"'Tis 'bout them gals again, I s'pose. Tu gert a handful for 'e, eh?
-You'm a fule to fret, for they'll go theer ways wi'out axin' your leave.
-Be your peas a-come to the farm? Might let 'em knaw as I've got half a
-quart or so, if Mrs. Stapledon fancies 'em."
-
-"Ess, our peas be come, an' it 'idden 'bout my darters I'm here; an'
-fule or no fule, it takes two to make a weddin'; an' if the proper chap
-ban't on-coming, us have got to sit down an' wait, like nesseltripe. I
-be here touching the mistress of Endicott's."
-
-Cherry frowned.
-
-"I've no word against her, as you knaw, but the rest of 'em--that auld
-blind piece an' her husband--specially him--I doan't set no store by.
-She'm what a Endicott should be. T'others I'd so soon ill-wish as
-not--just to larn 'em the things they doan't believe."
-
-Her eyes glimmered with anger, and the candlelight played pranks with
-her aged but not venerable face.
-
-"Well, 'tis peace rather than war so far as I'm consarned. I know what
-you can do--who better?"
-
-"Ess; an' for all theer hard words I'd rather starve than hurt
-Endicott's. 'Tis his loss, not mine--this furriner she've married. Not
-but what I might to-morrow----"
-
-"'Tis the very thing I be come upon," interrupted Jonah eagerly.
-"Her--the mistress. What do this green youth by name of Mathers knaw?
-If he'd got the wit of a louse he'd never have let the cheel slip
-through his fingers. But her--she'll slip through his fingers next."
-
-"Ban't no doctor's job now," said Cherry. "The things that could cure
-her trouble doan't come out of shops. For tearings of heart, an' black
-night vapours, an' such-like deep ills the very herbs o' the fields are
-vain. You want sterner food."
-
-"'Tis her sawl be sick by all the looks of it," explained Jonah. "An'
-it tells 'pon the butivul body of her, like a blight 'pon a rose.
-She've been ill, to an' from, ever since the bearin' of that dead baaby;
-an' from being a woman of ready spirit she've grawed that down-daunted
-as you'd a'most say she'd cry or run if a goose hissed at her. An' now,
-be gormed if she ban't comin' to be a regular bed-lier! Think of her,
-so peart an' spry as she was, keepin' her room these summer days! Caan't
-'e offer for to cure her, Cherry? I lay theer'd be gude money to it an'
-plenty, whatever hard thoughts some have got against you."
-
-"Theer's but wan cure as I knaws for her," said the old woman gloomily;
-"an ugly, savage cure, an' fallen out of use these many days now. But a
-sure balm and a thing as eats to the heart like a cancer, rubbed under a
-woman's left breast."
-
-"God's truth, mum!"
-
-"'Tis as I tell 'e. Like a cancer; but 'stead of being death to the
-livin', 'tis life to the dyin', or them like to die. A savage cure, an'
-such latter-day stuff as Myles Stapledon would awnly cock his nose at
-it; so it won't be done, however. An' her'll die--her'll die for need
-of oil of man. 'Tis that--a thing in no books--a secret as'll be a dead
-and buried secret in a few years' time, when me an' the likes of me be
-dead an' buried."
-
-"Oil of man? I've heard Churdles Ash name it."
-
-"Ess, he'd be sure to knaw at his age. 'Tis simple enough. Theer's a
-virtue in all bones--that everybody knaws who's drinked soup, I s'pose."
-
-"Surely; an' the better the bone, the better the broth," assented Jonah.
-
-"That's it! You've hit the point I was comin' to. So it happens that a
-Christian bone of a human be fuller far of virtue than any saved from a
-sheep or other beast."
-
-Cramphorn felt a cold shiver slide up his spine like a speedy snail, and
-spread out upon his neck and shoulders.
-
-"Christ A'mighty! What be tellin' 'bout? Would 'e have folks turn into
-black cannibals?"
-
-"Didn't I say 'twas used outwardly, you gaby? Oil of man be rubbed 'pon
-the heart, or be burnt like a candle. In that shaape 'tis a torch held
-up for them wanderin' in the world to come home to others as yearns for
-'em. Both ways be precious deeds. Theer ban't none wanderin' she
-wants; so us must rub it 'pon her heart against this fit she'm suffering
-from."
-
-"Wheer's such a thing to be got?"
-
-"You ax that! As for preparin' the bones, 'tis my work. Gettin' of 'em
-be a man's."
-
-Mr. Cramphorn breathed hard.
-
-"A sure cure?" he asked.
-
-"Sure as Scripture. An' a thing knawed for centuries, so my mother used
-to tell me. She made it a score o' times a'most. Men was braver then."
-
-"Just--churchyard--bones," murmured Jonah with an expression like a dog
-half frightened, half angry.
-
-"The skull of a man--no more. Bones as have held human brains. I'll do
-my paart for ten shillin'--same as you gived me when----"
-
-"Hush, for the Lard's sake! Doan't 'e go back to that."
-
-She laughed.
-
-"You knaw at any rate that I ban't a vain talker. I'll say no more.
-Awnly if you'm serious set on restorin' Honor Stapledon to her rightful
-health, 'tis in your power. Mrs. Loveys can rub the stuff in when she's
-asleep if she won't consent to no other way. An' her'll come to herself
-again in a fortnight."
-
-"Be so mortal light of evenings now, an' never dark all night," said
-Cramphorn, his mind running ahead.
-
-"That's your outlook. If you'm man enough to go an' dig----"
-
-"I be in a maze," he confessed. "Never heard tell of such a fearful
-balm in my born days."
-
-"Very likely. Theer's more hid than you'll ever knaw, in this world or
-the next."
-
-"I must think upon it. 'Tis a onruly, wild, dangerous deed. Might lead
-to trouble."
-
-"'Tis a rightful, high act if you ax me. God'll knaw why for you be
-theer. Theer's a reward for the salvation of our fellow-creatures in
-next world if not this; an' I'm sure theer did ought to be, for I've
-saved enough in my time."
-
-"I'll think about it serious," said Cramphorn, who was now desperately
-anxious to be gone.
-
-"Just a bone against a woman's life. You think about it as you say."
-
-"So I will, then, wi' all my strength."
-
-Before he had reached the gate Cherry Grepe called him back.
-
-"An' look here, I'll do my share for three half-crowns, seein' it's for
-her. I'm allus awnly tu glad to do gude deeds so cheap as can be,
-though wi' evil actions 'tis differ'nt. They win high wages all the
-world awver."
-
-Then Jonah retreated with his dreadful idea, yet found that as it became
-more familiar it began to look less terrible. For all his follies and
-superstitions, he lacked not physical courage, and once assured by
-Gammer Grepe that such a sacrilege would be judged by his Maker from the
-standpoint of its motive, he troubled no further as to the performance
-of the deed. Thenceforward his mind was busy with details as to how such
-an enterprise might be safely achieved, and through his head passed the
-spectacle of many green graves. Even before the familiar memories of
-those who slept beneath them the dogged Jonah winced not; but presently
-a new reflection glared in upon his mind--an idea so tremendous that the
-man stood still and gasped before it, as though petrified by the force
-of his own imagination. For a moment this aspect peopled the night with
-whispering phantoms; it even set Jonah running with his heart in his
-mouth; then the wave of personal fear passed and left him well over the
-shock his thought had brought with it. But the effect of so much
-excitement and such unwonted exercise took a longer time to depart; his
-nerves played him some tricks; he was more than usually taciturn at
-supper, and retired to rest soon after that meal.
-
-Yet, once in bed, Jonah's thoughts kept him such active and unfamiliar
-company that sleep quite forsook his couch, and it wanted but a little
-time of the hour for rising when finally he lost consciousness--to do
-grim deeds in dreamland.
-
-
-
-
- *CHAPTER X.*
-
- *OIL OF MAN*
-
-
-Concerning this weird medicament, it is only necessary to state that
-memory of the nostrum lingers yet in ancient and bucolic minds; while
-the tradition, now nearly extinct, is nevertheless founded upon matters
-of fact from a recent past. For your Oil of Man was counted precious
-medicine through bygone centuries, and in the archives it may be gleaned
-that Moses Charras, author of a Royal Pharmacopoeia, published two
-hundred years ago, indicates the nature of its preparation, and declares
-how that the skulls of healthy men, slain in full flush of their
-strength by lead or steel, best meet its requirements. One Salmon of
-London prepared and sold _Potestates cranii humani_ at the sign of the
-"Blew Bull," in Shoe Lane, during the sixteenth century; _oleum humanum_
-has within man's memory been a source of advantage to the porters of our
-medical schools; and, at a date even later than that of which we treat,
-a physician practising hard by Dartmoor received applications for the
-magic antidote from one who found herself in private trouble beyond
-reach of common drugs. She believed that oil of man must still be a
-medicinal commodity general as rhubarb or syrup of squills.
-
-It was not surprising, therefore, that Cherry Grepe remembered the
-potent force of this remedy, or that Jonah Cramphorn, once satisfied
-that the decoction alone stood between his mistress and her end,
-determined to procure it. A great thought kept him waking until the sun
-was ready to ascend above the remote gorges of Fingle; but when Jonah
-rose, cold water and daylight finally dwarfed the dim horrors of his
-project until they grew perfectly plain before him. That the plan was
-defensible his strenuous spirit had long since decided. But an
-accomplice seemed necessary to such a design, for the feat was of too
-great a magnitude and peril to be achieved single-handed. The common
-operation of two willing workers might, however, make all the
-difference, and while he regretted a need for assistance, Jonah felt it
-to be imperative. Upon the subject of punishment in event of detection,
-he did not waste thought. The prospect from that standpoint was
-undoubtedly dark--too dark to dwell upon. The power of the law he could
-only guess at, and in his mind was a tumultuous upheaval of old
-recollections touching the theme. He remembered Burke, Hare, and others
-of their trade; but they had killed men; he proposed no action more
-unlawful than taking of bones long dead.
-
-To choose his assistant for a matter so delicate appeared difficult in
-one aspect, yet simple enough viewed practically. That he must broach
-such a subject to a sane man offered no embarrassment to Mr. Cramphorn;
-but to select a kindred soul, of stuff sufficiently stern to help with
-the actual details, promised a harder problem. Scarcity of choice,
-however, tended towards elucidation. The field was narrowed to an
-option between Pinsent and Collins; of whom Jonah quickly decided for
-the latter. By midday indeed he determined that Henry should
-participate both in the peril and the privilege of restoring Honor to
-health.
-
-The men met soon after noon near the farmyard, and Cramphorn seized his
-opportunity.
-
-"Come in here, an' put home the door behind 'e, Henery Collins," he
-said; "I've got somethin' mighty serious to say to you. For your ear
-awnly 'tis; an' you'll be very much dumbfounded to larn as you an' me be
-chosen by Providence for a gert, far-reachin' deed."
-
-In the dim light of a stable Mr. Collins gazed with round, innocent eyes
-at the speaker; then he began to clean his boots on a spade.
-
-"Whatever do 'e mean? Providence doan't chose the likes of me for its
-uses, I reckon."
-
-"I stand for Providence in this thing; an' I mean missus. Theer's no
-nature left in her now, as you must see along wi' the rest. An' why
-for? 'Cause she'm fadin' away like a cloud. So wisht an' hag wi' her
-trouble--an' her not quarter of a century auld yet. Dyin'--dyin' afore
-our eyes; an' theer's awnly one creation as'll save her; an' that's for
-you an' me to get, my son. 'Tis ordained as we'm the parties."
-
-"Sure, I'd go to world's end for her," declared Mr. Collins.
-
-"No need. No call to go further'n Little Silver buryin' ground."
-
-"Then, if 'tis any deed of darkness, you'd best to put it in other hands
-to wance."
-
-"No fay--you an' me. An' a high an' desperate act--I won't deceive you
-theer--but a act righteous in the eye of God; though, if it got knawed
-by humans, theer'd be trouble."
-
-"I'm tu peaceful in my ways for it then, an' I'll take it very kind if
-you'll say no more about it to me at all. Ban't in my line."
-
-"Tu late; you'm in the plot; an' you ought to be a proud man if you do
-feel all for missus as I've heard 'e say scores o' times, in drink an'
-out. Ess, you must do what I ax you; theer ban't no gwaine back now."
-
-Mr. Collins reflected. He believed, despite the eggshell necklace, that
-he still gained ground with Jonah's elder daughter in that she tolerated
-him at less than a yard's distance by fits and starts; but the necessity
-for not proposing marriage Henry felt to hamper his movements. That
-Sally might refuse--perhaps a dozen times--was nothing against the
-argument, for a rustic love-maker is as patient as Nature's self. But
-in the heart of Collins, obedience to anybody who ordered him with voice
-sufficiently loud, was a rooted instinct. He had abided by Jonah's
-clear utterance during time past; and now he remembered it, and,
-astonished at his own astuteness, sought to make a bargain.
-
-"If I help 'e with this thing, will 'e let me offer marriage to your
-eldest darter?"
-
-The other was much astonished, for his views upon the subject of Sally
-had changed somewhat under Margery's delicate manipulation.
-
-"Offer! Powers! I thought as you'd axed her years agone. What's to
-hinder 'e? 'Tis a free country, an' you'm auld enough to knaw your awn
-minds, ban't 'e?"
-
-The younger labourer was hurt, and showed as much.
-
-"Your memory's grawin' short seemin'ly," he said. "No matter. If you
-say I may ax her--'tis all I want. Then I'll serve 'e to the best of my
-power."
-
-In less than half an hour Henry Collins departed from the stable a
-haunted man. His eyes roamed like those of a frightened horse; he would
-have given the wide world to be a thousand miles from Bear Down; for the
-deed without a name made him tremble to the foundations of his being and
-threw him into an icy perspiration each time that its significance
-crossed his mind. Only the permission to propose to Sally sustained
-him; and even his love could hardly stand the ordeal of this test, for,
-to tell truth, he doubted more than once whether the game was worth the
-candle.
-
-How he lived through those moments that separated him from the night
-Henry never afterwards remembered; but the suspense only endured through
-some few hours, for Mr. Cramphorn, after revealing his design, perceived
-that it must be put into immediate execution if the other's help was to
-be counted upon.
-
-"Give the fule time and he'll draw back or bolt," reflected Jonah.
-
-But the sombre minutes, deep laden each with its own horrid burden of
-terror and presentment, flapped their bat-wings away into the limbo of
-time past, and a moment arrived--midnight between two days of late
-July--when Collins and his leader met by appointment at a spot in the
-great hayfield of Endicott's, and together proceeded down the hill to
-Little Silver.
-
-Henry carried an unlighted bull's-eye lantern; Cramphorn's pocket
-bulged, and in his hand he bore a small bag of battered leather. Under
-their breath they discussed the matter. The night was moonless, and a
-haze of heat stole abroad upon the land. Pale green light shuddered
-along the north-eastern horizon, and the faces of umbel-bearing flowers
-caught it and spoke of it dimly out of the darkness. A dewy peace held
-the world--a peace only broken by the throb of the field-crickets that
-pulsed upon the ear infinitely loud in contrast with the alternate
-silences. Mist enveloped all things in the valleys, and as the men sank
-towards the churchyard, Collins shivered before cold moisture that
-brushed his face like a dead hand.
-
-"'Tis a thing beyond all belief," he said; "an' I be very glad as you
-didn't give me more'n a day to think, else I should have runned away
-rather than faace it."
-
-"'Tis a ugly thing done for a butivul purpose. 'Tis the best work as
-ever that brain-pan will have to its credit in this here world."
-
-"'Struth! I cream all awver to hear 'e! Such courage as you've got.
-Did 'e get the keys?"
-
-"Ess; when Noah Brimblecombe was up to the rectory. I seed un go; then
-went in the cottage an' waited, an' when his missus had her back turned
-at the door, I pulled the curtain in the corner, under the cloam images
-wheer the church keys all hang to. And them I wanted I found. To put
-'em back wi'out him knawin' will be a harder job."
-
-"An' arter the--the screws, theer'll be a lead case, I s'pose--have 'e
-thought 'pon that? But I lay you have."
-
-"I've got a mall an' cold chisel in my bag. Ban't no harder than
-openin' a chest of tea," answered the old man grimly.
-
-Mr. Collins whined and shivered.
-
-"To think of it! The mystery of it! If she knawed--the very man she
-promised to wed. 'Tis tu gashly; I been ever since this marnin'
-broodin' awver the business."
-
-"A gert thought--that's what it was, an' I be proud of it; an' if 'tis
-ever knawed an' telled about after I'm dead and gone, folks'll say
-'tweern't no common man as carried out such a projec'. A fule would
-have digged in the airth an' be catched so easy as want-catcher kills
-moles; but theer's brains goes to this item. I minded Christopher
-Yeoland--him as was taken off in full power an' pride of life by a
-snake-sting; an' I minded how nought but the twist of a key an' the
-touch of a turnscrew still lay between him an' the quick."
-
-"Twas 'cause you hated un so mortal bad livin' as your thoughts ran upon
-him dead," ventured Collins uneasily.
-
-"Not so 'tall. As to hatin' un, I did; but that's neither here nor
-theer. I'm just a tool in this matter, an' the dead dust of Christopher
-Yeoland ban't no more to me than the ridge of airth a plough turns. 'Tis
-a fact this same dust an' me comed to blows in time agone; but all these
-frettings an' failings be forgotten now, though we weern't no ways
-jonic--a empty, lecherous man. Still, he've answered for his sins, an'
-I hates un no more. I awnly wants a bit of the 'natomy of un for a
-precious balm; then 'tis screws again, an' locks again; an' none wiser
-'cept you an' me an' the spiders."
-
-"Theer's God A'mighty."
-
-"I doan't forget that. The Lard's on our side, or I shouldn't be here.
-No puzzle for Him. No doubt Judgment Day will find the man all of a
-piece again to take his deserts."
-
-"You'm a wonder--to talk of such a fatal deed as if 'twas no more'n
-pullin' a turnip."
-
-"An' that's how us should look 'pon it. An' if 'twas a turnip axed for,
-a turnip I'd have got."
-
-They now entered the churchyard from its south-western side by a hole in
-the hedge. Mr. Collins lighted his lantern and passed over the graves
-like a drunken Will-o'-the-wisp with many a trip and stagger. Then he
-stood under the skulls of the Yeoland mausoleum, and glanced fearfully
-up where they grinned, and his light seemed to set red eyeballs rolling
-in their mossy sockets.
-
-Soon both men had entered the sepulchre, and Henry happily burned
-himself with the lantern as he did so--an accident that served to steady
-his nerves and shut his mouth upon chattering teeth. Jonah, too, felt
-the tragedy of the situation, but in a higher spirit, and the peacock
-part of the man played him true, though only coffins were his audience.
-He thought how ages unborn might ring with this desperate deed; he even
-determined that, if the matter leaked out no sooner, he would himself
-confess it upon his death-bed, when ignoble retaliation would be
-impossible, and little time left for much save admiration and applause.
-
-This he resolved as he lifted the pall of Christopher's coffin and
-observed how that damp had already begun to paint the brass inscription
-green.
-
-He opened his bag, bade Henry keep the lantern steady and shut his
-mouth, then calmly removed his coat, turned up his sleeves, and began
-his work. But the task proved harder than he had anticipated, and his
-assistant, after one bungling effort to aid, was forced to abandon any
-second attempt. To hold the lantern proved the limit of his power; and
-even that bobbed every way, now throwing light among the dim shadows
-upon the shelves, now blazing into Jonah's eyes, now revolving
-helplessly over the ceiling of the vault. Presently Cramphorn grew
-annoyed as well as warm, and, aware that precious time was passing,
-swore so loudly that a new, material terror overtook his companion.
-
-"For God's grace, doan't 'e bawl so loud!" he implored. "If p'liceman
-was ridin' past and catched us!"
-
-Though he felt no flicker of fear, Jonah realised the value of this
-counsel. He looked to see that the door was shut fast, then proceeded
-with his work in silence. The reluctant screws came out quicker as he
-acquired increased skill, and from their raw holes issued a faint smell
-of eucalyptus, for the coffin was built of that wood.
-
-At last the men together lifted the lid, and set it in a corner. Then a
-sterner task awaited them where the lead shell lay bare. Noise of
-mallet on chisel was now inevitable, and Collins heard himself directed
-to stand sentry at the churchyard gate, so that if the nightly patrol
-should pass that way on his uncertain round, silence might fall until he
-had departed beyond earshot. Probability of any other human visitor
-there was none, unless the doctor chanced to be abroad.
-
-Henry therefore got out into the fresh air very willingly, and before
-long sat him down at the churchyard gate and listened to muffled
-activity from Jonah's mallet in the distance. One other sound disturbed
-the night. Already grey dawn stole along the eastern woods, but the
-deep, tranced hour before bird-waking was upon all things, and in its
-loneliness Collins found the lap and chuckle of a stream under the
-churchyard wall welcome as a companion. It knew action at least, and
-broke the horrible stillness. Once he heard slow footfall of hoofs, and
-was about to give an alarm, when, from the shadows, came forth an old
-white horse that wandered alone through the night. Like a ghost it
-dragged itself slowly past--perchance waking from pain, perchance
-wondering, as such aged brutes may wonder, why grass and water are no
-longer sweet. It hobbled painfully away, and the echo of its passing
-was swallowed up in the silence, and the apparition of its body vanished
-under the mist. There only remained the wakeful streamlet, leaping from
-its dim journey among coffins into the watercress bed, and a hollow
-reverberation of blows from the mortuary.
-
-Presently, however, Mr. Cramphorn's mallet ceased to strike, and finding
-that the supreme moment had now come, Collins nerved himself to return.
-From the dawn-grey into gloom he stole to see the picture of Jonah in a
-round ring of lantern light sharply painted upon darkness. A coffin,
-with its inner leaden shell torn back, lay at Cramphorn's feet, and
-Henry instantly observed that some tremendous and unforeseen
-circumstance had fallen out during his vigil at the churchyard gate.
-The other man was glaring before him like a lunatic; his short hair
-bristled; his face dripped. Terrified he was not, yet clearly had become
-the victim of amazed bewilderment and even horror.
-
-"For Christ's sake, doan't 'e glaze at me like that!" implored Henry.
-"What have 'e done? What's happened to 'e? Doan't tell me you'm struck
-into that shaape for this high-handed job!"
-
-The other's mouth was open and his under-jaw hung limp. Apparently he
-lacked force to speak, for he merely pointed to his work; upon which
-Collins looked sideways into the coffin with stealthy dread. Instantly
-his face also became transformed into a display of liveliest
-astonishment and dismay; but in his case frank terror crowded over him
-like a storm. And thus three men--two living and one a corpse--each
-confronted the others, while the marble serenity of this death offered a
-contrast to the frenzied emotion on the faces of those that lived.
-
-"God's gudeness! You've brawked into the wrong wan!" gasped Collins.
-
-Jonah shook his head, for still he could not answer; yet the suspicion
-of his companion seemed natural, because not Christopher Yeoland but
-another lay at their feet.
-
-Within the coffin, placid and little disfigured save where the eyes had
-fallen in and the skin tightened over his high, bald brow, appeared a
-venerable face--a face almost patriarchal. The dead man's beard gleamed
-nobly white upon his breast, and his features presented the solemn,
-peaceful countenance of one indifferent to this rude assault from busy
-souls still in life.
-
-"'Tis magic--black, wicked magic--that's what it is. Else he've been
-took out an' another party put in unbeknawnst," stuttered Collins.
-
-Then Cramphorn found his voice, and it came weak and thin with all the
-vigour strained out of it by shock.
-
-"Not him at all--an' like as not he never was in. A far-reachin',
-historic action--that's what we've comed on. Our dark deed's brought to
-light a darker."
-
-"Which us'll have to keep damn quiet about," gasped Henry.
-
-"'Tis a gert question how our duty do lie. My brains be dancin' out of
-my eyes in water. Maybe we've found a murder. An' I caan't get the
-thread of action all in a minute."
-
-"'Tis daylight outside, anyway."
-
-"Then for God's sake do your share, if you'm a man. Hammer that lead
-back an' shut up this here ancient person--Methuselah he might be, from
-the look of un. I be gone that weak in the sinews that a cheel could
-thraw me. I must get a bite of air, then I'll help."
-
-"You ban't gwaine!" cried Henry in terror; but Jonah remained in sight
-and soon returned. Then, to the younger's great satisfaction, he heard
-that his partner had quite abandoned the original enterprise and was
-only desirous to make good their desecration and depart.
-
-"It caan't surely be as a dead man graws auld quick after he's put
-away?" asked Collins.
-
-"A fule's question. 'Tis all a trick an' a strammin' gert lie worked
-for some person's private ends. An' the bite comes to knaw how we'm
-gwaine to let it out."
-
-"Ess; we'm done for ourselves if we tell."
-
-"Doan't talk; work. I must think bimebye when I'm out of this smell o'
-death."
-
-Henry obeyed, and showed considerable energy and despatch.
-
-"He may be a livin' man still!"
-
-"Young Yeoland? I'd guess it was so, if I didn't knaw 'bout Cherry
-Grepe. Please God, mine be the intellects to smooth out this dark deed
-anyways, so that generations yet to come shall call me blessed. Awnly
-you keep your mouth shut--that's what you've got to do. Guy Fawkes an'
-angels, to be faaced wi' such a coil!"
-
-"It'll want a powerful strong brain to come out of it with any credit to
-yourself," said Mr. Collins.
-
-"As to that, such things be sent to those best able to support 'em."
-
-"Well, no call to tell me to keep quiet. I'll not make or meddle, I
-swear to 'e. If theer's any credit due an' any callin' of anybody
-blessed, you may have the lot. I shall pray to God for my paart to let
-me forget everythin' 'bout this night. An' seein' the things I do
-forget, I awnly hope this will go like a breath o' air. Same time 'tis
-more likely to haunt me to my dyin' day than not."
-
-"Doan't drink, that's all. Forget it you won't; but doan't drink 'pon
-it, else you'll let it out in the wrong ears for sartain. You ban't
-built to keep in beer an' secrets to wance. An' take care of Ash, as
-sleeps along wi' you. Have a lie ready if he's wakin' when you go
-back."
-
-In twenty minutes the matter was at an end, an old man's coffin once
-more in its appointed place, and the family vault of the Yeolands locked
-and double-locked. Collins and Cramphorn then left the churchyard, but
-Jonah found himself without physical strength to start uphill
-immediately; so the men retired to rest awhile within the crumbling
-walls of Little Silver Castle, close at hand. There they sat, under the
-great groined arches of the dungeon chamber, and whispered, while the
-bats squeaked and clustered in their dark nooks and crannies at return
-of day.
-
-Then Cramphorn and his assistant proceeded homewards as they had
-come--knee-deep through the grass lands--and before three o'clock both
-were back in their beds again. Yet neither slept, for each, in
-proportion to his intelligence, was oppressed by the thought of his
-discovery and by the memory of an ancient face, autumn brown, yet having
-a great white beard, that rippled over his breast and so passed out of
-sight beneath the engirding lead.
-
-
-
-
- *CHAPTER XI.*
-
- *A CLEAN BREAST OF IT*
-
-
-As discoveries of moment hidden for long years or through all past time
-will suddenly and simultaneously burst, like Neptune, upon students
-widely separated, yet pursuing one goal by divers roads, so now this
-extraordinary circumstance stumbled upon by Jonah Cramphorn and his
-companion during their secret enterprise was noised abroad within a
-fortnight, yet without any action or intervention from them.
-
-It is true that, despite his solemn promises, Henry Collins soon found
-himself constitutionally unequal to preserving the secret, and he
-confessed the same within a week of the incidents relating to it; but
-those before whom he published his experience took no step upon it until
-they heard the story in full detail at a later date. Then the whole
-curious truth was blazed abroad.
-
-Mr. Cramphorn, as soon as Noah Brimblecombe's keys were back on their
-nail without awakening of suspicion, shut up his adventure stoutly
-enough, while he pondered how best to reveal the discovery; but his
-accomplice found the position far less endurable. Henry existed
-henceforth like a man struggling under some grim incubus by day as well
-as night. Sleep deserted him; his head ached; he found himself bungling
-his work, and, upon this development, the man grew alarmed for his
-brains and believed that he must be going mad. Even poor Henry's
-love-star dwindled somewhat while yet this cloud of horror hung over
-him, and though he had won permission from Sally's father to propose
-marriage, such was the tremendous nature of the price paid and its
-appendage of mental chaos that he found himself unequal to thoughts on
-any other theme. He could not profit by his new powers for the present;
-indeed, he felt that, until this knowledge was shifted on to other
-shoulders, life would hold no happy moment. Five days he spent with his
-secret; then, being strung to a pitch when his promise to Jonah ceased
-to weigh with him, he determined to make a clean breast of the whole
-matter. Everything should be divulged excepting only the name of his
-partner. First rose the question of an ear for this confession, and,
-hesitating only a moment between Mark Endicott and Myles, Mr. Collins
-decided that he would tell them both. He thought also of the vicar, but
-held, doubtless correctly, that his personal offence would bulk larger
-in the eyes of Mr. Scobell than upon the view of those at Bear Down.
-
-Chance to make his revelation offered within two nights of Henry's
-decision, for then it happened that Cramphorn, his daughters, Churdles
-Ash, and other of the hands tramped off to Chagford, where a travelling
-circus was attracting the countryside. Henry, though he angered Sally
-not a little by refusing to accompany her, found an opportunity
-excellent for his purpose, and seized upon it. Left alone with the
-blind man and Stapledon, Collins began tremulously to tell his story;
-and his eyes rolled as he proceeded; and his voice often failed him or
-rose into high squeaks between gulps of emotion; but he made his meaning
-clear, and so lifted a weight from off his soul.
-
-"Please, your honours, I've got a thing in my head as be burstin' it,
-an' I'll thank you to let me have a tell now I be alone with you. A
-devilish secret 'tis, an' I caan't keep my lips shut 'pon it no more, or
-I shall go daft."
-
-"Out with it then," said Stapledon. "Your brains weren't built for
-devilish secrets, Henry."
-
-"No, they wasn't," admitted Collins, "an' I'm glad to hear you allow it.
-I do best I can wi' the gifts I've got--an' who could do more? An'
-'twas last week as I promised to go along wi' another man whose name
-theer ban't no call to mention. He'll answer for hisself 'pon the
-Judgment Day; but I can't wait so long. I wants to get it awver now."
-
-"Begin at the beginning, lad; talk quietly, and light your pipe. We're
-friends and shan't let out your secret where it can hurt you," said
-Mark.
-
-"I'm sure I pray God to bless you for them words," answered Collins
-earnestly; "but I can't smoke--the very taste of tobacco be changed
-since. 'Tis like this--us wanted oil of man, which you might knaw
-'bout, bein' so wise as you are."
-
-"An old wife's remedy--well?"
-
-"Whether or no, it was told to my mate that awnly oil of man stood
-between missus here an' her death. So we ordained to fetch what was
-needed in the faace of all men."
-
-"For that old witch on the hill, I suppose?" asked Myles.
-
-"I doan't name no names, axin' your humble pardon," answered Collins
-uneasily. "This is my awn sacred confession--awnly my business an'
-yours, if I may say it without rudeness. Anyway, we went for what was
-wanted; an' that was a man's head bones--a chap cut off in fulness of
-life for choice. An' my mate--a deep man, I allow that much--thought
-fust of Bill Cousins--him took off by sunstroke two years ago; an' then
-he reckoned 'twas beyond our power these short nights to dig for what we
-wanted between dimpsy-light of evening an' morn. An' when he comed to
-me he minded me how theer was quality buried above ground so well as
-poor folks under; an' a young man slain in his strength by mischance.
-Squire Christopher Yeoland he meant. A gashly auld thought, sure
-enough; yet us steeled ourselves to it."
-
-"You dared that sacrilege!" burst out Stapledon; but Collins merely
-stared at him. Time had taken the labourer so far beyond this point in
-the tragedy that not only did he forget its dramatic significance upon a
-new listener, but also how he himself had felt when Jonah first broke it
-to him.
-
-"Ess; us set about the job. That ban't nothin'. 'Twas for love of
-missus us done it. An' I watched while t'other worked; an' when he
-stopped hammerin' an' I went back, he was starin' an' bristlin', 'cause
-afore him laid--not the gen'leman us counted 'pon--but a very auld, aged
-man, berry-brown from keepin', yet so sweet as a rose, wi' a gert white
-beard to un."
-
-"You broke into the wrong coffin!"
-
-"No fay, us didn't. 'Tis the carpse what comed from furrin
-paarts--anyways the box as did. Christopher Yeoland, beggin' his
-pardon, was the name 'pon the brass. An' my mate was mazed; an' us
-hammered back the lead all suent and tidy, an' screwed on the lid, an'
-put un 'pon his shelf wance more an' slipped it home. That's the tale,
-an' I'll take my oath of it afore God A'mighty's angel."
-
-There followed a lengthy silence upon his story; then Mr. Collins made
-an end.
-
-"'Tis the awful hardness of sharin' such a dreadful secret wi' wan other
-man as I caan't endure no more. An' I swear, by any deep word you
-choose, that I never meant no findin' of anybody's secrets--awnly gude
-to missus--as might have been saved by what we went for, but won't never
-be better without it."
-
-"That's as may be, Henry," said Mr. Endicott. "For the rest, this thing
-is somebody's secret, as you say. Anyway you're not weighed down with it
-now. You may hold yourself free of it, and if you take my advice,
-having eased your mind, you'll go off to rest with a quiet conscience.
-No great harm can fall on you at any rate. Perhaps none at all, for
-I'll wager it was Cramphorn, not you, who hatched this piece of folly."
-
-"Please, please, doan't name nobody, your honours!" implored Henry. "I
-promised the man to bide still as a worm 'bout it. In fact I swore I
-would. An' I did try to keep him off my tongue at any rate, an' thought
-as I had."
-
-"We shall not take any steps against him or you. Now go to bed and
-sleep. You've done the right thing in telling us; but don't tell
-anybody else."
-
-Mr. Collins, not sorry to depart, did so, and for some minutes Stapledon
-and the blind man continued to sit in silence, each busy with his own
-thoughts. Then Mark spoke.
-
-"A stunning, dislocating, play-acting piece of foolery, if it's true.
-Yet somehow I know it is. There's a deal of light shed on darkness for
-me, and for you too I reckon, by such an upheaval."
-
-"Not so. I see no light--unless you believe this means that Christopher
-Yeoland may still be alive."
-
-"Yes, I think it means that; and such a return must be an earthquake
-more or less in all the lives that were once connected with him. Men
-can't die and live again without upsetting the world. A mad imagining.
-Perhaps no mother's son but him would have dreamed of it. But the
-motive----"
-
-"That," said Myles quickly, "is all I can see. Knowing as much of the
-man as I do, so much looks clear. When Clack joined him, I sent a
-message. It was as urgent as need be, and to the effect that Honor
-loved him still. That she loved me too Clack probably added to my
-message. While one of us lived, Honor would never have married the
-other. So this thing he did to make her road easy."
-
-"If you're right, the puzzle comes together piece by piece."
-
-"Excepting the old man in the coffin--supposing that it was a man."
-
-Endicott reflected; then was struck with an idea.
-
-"It may be that the death of this old man put the cranky thought into
-Yeoland's head. If it was his kinsman that lies there instead of
-himself, all's smoothed out. What simpler way to clear Honor's road?
-This parade of evidence is made that there may be no doubt in any mind.
-A Yeoland dies and is buried in the tomb of his forefathers. But after
-all it wasn't our Yeoland."
-
-"Did he mean to let this farce go on for ever?"
-
-"No farce for him; yet, maybe, he got some solid joy out of it. A quick
-mind for all his vagabond, empty life. He saw the position, and
-reckoned that in fulness of time she might come to be a happy wife along
-with you. Then this old relative dies at the right moment and sets a
-spark to his imagination. No, I suppose we should never have known.
-His idea would be to keep his secret close hid for ever from those it
-concerned most--unless----"
-
-He broke off and pursued his reflections in silence. Myles waited for
-him to speak again, but the blind man only resumed his knitting.
-
-"He blotted himself clean out of life for love of Honor," Stapledon at
-length declared.
-
-"That I believe. A strange, unlawful deed, yet 'tis a question whether
-the law has any punishment. To think of the immense confusion of human
-life if many graves yielded up their dead again!"
-
-"And what is our course? Who can benefit or suffer if we state these
-things? There's such huge folly about it when you think of details that
-I feel as if it must all be a nightmare of Henry's."
-
-"No, no; it's true enough."
-
-"Then he may be married himself by this time, and in a new home, with
-England a mere dream behind him?"
-
-"I wish I thought he was, Myles--for--for general peace of mind; but I
-don't. If he had a live, guiding, absorbing passion, after Honor, it
-was Godleigh--the woods and hills and songs of Teign. These things were
-in his blood. If I know him, they might have drawn him back with bands
-of steel."
-
-"Why didn't they do so then?"
-
-"How can we say that they didn't?"
-
-"What! He may have been here--at our elbows?"
-
-"I see the likelihood of that clearer than you, being blind. Yes, I can
-very easily think of him under shadow of night, with the true feel of a
-ghost, rambling beneath his own trees--his and not his--or listening to
-the river, or creeping to his own door when all men slept; or in the
-dawn--such a lover of cock-light as he was--he would steal through the
-dew with the birds to watch sunrise, then vanish and hide himself, or
-get above to some wild ridge of the moor and lie there till darkness
-gathered again. Such freaks would be meat and drink to him; and also to
-remember that he was only a live man in Australia, but a dead one in his
-own land. Just for argument suppose that was so; then look back a little
-way and think it out."
-
-But Myles could by no means divine his uncle's drift. Practical even
-before this surprise, he was looking to the future, not backward, for
-study of the past appeared vain, and doubly vain to him in this crisis.
-
-"Not much use turning back," he said. "I want to know about the time to
-come. These two--Collins and Cramphorn--through their fool's errand
-have certainly unearthed an extraordinary fact: Christopher Yeoland's
-secret, so to call it. And it is for us to determine whether our duty
-is to proclaim the thing or not. There's Godleigh--it falls empty again
-next autumn, for the people don't renew their lease."
-
-"Well, Godleigh reverts to the man in Australia. The lawyers believe
-that man is an ancient settler; we know, or think we know, that the
-place has not really changed hands. Yeoland may reappear after giving
-Little Silver due warning."
-
-"Or, being a rolling stone, and probably no better off now than when he
-left England, he may stop in Australia. Still, there's the chance of his
-returning."
-
-"Be sure he will, even if he has not done so," said Mark Endicott
-firmly. "If 'tis only to the old life and old ways, he'll come back.
-He'll say, as likely as not, that the thing he meant to do is done.
-Honor is married and a happy wife. Who would deny him his own again
-after that sacrifice?"
-
-"I only think of Honor and the awful shock to her. It might kill her."
-
-"Don't fret yourself there, or torture over that point. Now I'll say
-what will astound you: I think Honor may very possibly be less amazed
-and staggered at this news than ever you were, or I either."
-
-"Not amazed! What do you--what in God's name do you mean by that? That
-she knew? Knew it and hid it from me? That she suffers now
-because----"
-
-He broke off and sprang to his feet, while the other maintained silence
-and let the stricken man stride away his passion and regain his
-self-control. Soon enough Myles grew cool and contained. Then he
-walked to Mark and put his hand on the old man's shoulder.
-
-"Forgive me; but this is the utter, blasting wreck and ruin of my whole
-life that you are hinting at," he said calmly.
-
-"I hint at nothing," answered the other with unusual roughness. "Had I
-thought any such impossible thing I should have been as big a fool as
-you are. You ought to know your wife better than to believe she'd act a
-lie of that sort."
-
-"I don't believe it--I never said that I believed it Your words seemed
-to imply that you must believe it. Else why do you suggest that Honor
-would be less astonished to hear of this resurrection than you and I
-are?"
-
-"If you had taken a look back as I bid you, Myles, instead of rushing
-forward without looking, you need not have asked me that question.
-Glance back, even now, and what has been dark as the pit may lighten and
-lift somewhat. Just call to mind the sorrow that has hung so heavily
-over us of late days--the little chick that we counted so precious--too
-soon."
-
-But Stapledon was in no mental mood for retrospective or other thought.
-A wide turmoil tossed the sea of his soul into storm; the terrible
-weakness of the strong got hold upon him, and he rocked in one of those
-moments when capacity to think deserts the mind, when intellect seems
-overwhelmed.
-
-"I cannot see what you see," he said. "I admit that I am blind and a
-fool, but for God's sake don't ask me any more questions beyond my power
-to answer. Tell me what you think, or know, or believe you know.
-Consider what this means to me--the fact that Christopher Yeoland may be
-alive--may have stood behind a hedge yesterday, and watched me pass, and
-laughed. Don't you see? I've got Honor by falsehood--a false
-pretence--a fraud."
-
-"Not of your own breeding, if it is so. Your true and loving wife she
-is for all time now, whether the man be dead or alive--though of that
-there's a certain proof in my mind. I'd be the last to tear you with
-questions at this minute. I only wanted you to see what has rushed in
-upon me so sudden and fierce. Light in it every way--light in it for
-you and for Honor, I pray God. If what I make out of this puzzle is
-true, and Christopher Yeoland alive, then there may be matter for
-rejoicing in the fact rather than gloom. Not darkness anyway. Now call
-home to your mind that night in the woods, when at her silly whim, which
-I was fool enough to support, you took your wife for a drive to Lee
-Bridge."
-
-"I remember it well enough."
-
-"You left her to fetch water from the river, and while you were away she
-got out of the pony carriage, light-footed and silent as a moonbeam, to
-pick bluebells. Then suddenly there! Out of the mist and night--out of
-the dim woods--the man! Wandering alone no doubt They met, and she,
-being in no trim for such a fearful shock as the sight of one long dead
-walking the earth again, went down before it. Think of her suddenly eye
-to eye and face to face with him in the midst of night and sleep! It
-froze her blood, and froze the poor little one's blood too--that thawed
-no more. For she thought him a spectral thing, an' thinks so
-still--_thinks so still_! That's the dark secret she's dumb about and
-won't whisper to you or me, though she's been near telling us once or
-twice. That's what has been eating her heart out; that's what neither
-your prayers nor mine could get from her. She must be made to
-understand in careful words that will ask your best skill to choose
-aright She must learn that you have discovered what she's hiding, and
-that it was flesh and blood, not phantom, she saw. 'Tis a pity, if what
-I say is fact, that the fool ran away when he saw you coming to succour
-her. The harm was done by that time; and if we had known, how many of
-these ghost-haunted hours might we have saved her! I may be spinning
-thin air, yet I think what I tell is true."
-
-But Stapledon was glaring at the impassive face before him with a gaze
-that seemed to burrow through Mark's sightless eyes and reach his brain.
-Now Myles spoke in a voice unfamiliar to his listener, for it was
-loud-pitched and turbulent with sudden passion.
-
-"That man killed my child!"
-
-A glass vessel 90 the dresser echoed the deep, dominant note of this cry
-and reverberated it; one moment of silence followed; and then came
-shuffle of feet on the flagged way, with laughter and echo of time-worn
-jests, as Churdles Ash, Pinsent, and the others returned from their
-pleasure. Mark Endicott, however, had opportunity for a final word.
-
-"It may be as you say--a dark accident, and worse ten thousand times for
-him than even you. Be just--be very just to the madman, if he has
-really done this wayward deed and is coming back into your life again.
-Be just, and don't swerve an inch out of your even-handed course, for
-your road is like to get difficult if you do."
-
-"Us have viewed a gert pomp of braave horsemanship," announced Mr. Ash.
-"Never seed no better riders nor merry-men nowheer, though the hosses
-was poor."
-
-"An' Tommy Bates here be all for joinin' of 'em," laughed Samuel
-Pinsent; "but I tell un as he turns out his toes tu far to do any credit
-to hisself in such a wild course of life."
-
-
-
-
- *CHAPTER XII.*
-
- *LIGHT*
-
-
-Beside his sleeping wife did Stapledon recline, and endeavoured, through
-the hours of a weary night, to gather the significance of those great
-things that he had gleaned. Sometimes he surprised his own thought--as
-a man's conscience will often burst in roughly upon his mind--and found
-himself hoping that this news was untrue and that Christopher Yeoland
-filled a coffin, if not at Little Silver. But the edifice of
-probability so carefully reared by Mark Endicott showed no flaw, and
-even amid the mazes of his present doubt Myles found time to marvel at
-the ratiocination of the old man. Before this explanation it seemed
-difficult to believe that another clue to the puzzle existed. A note of
-inner unrest, a question within a question, finally brought Myles out of
-bed at dawn. He rose, soon stood in the air, and, through the familiar
-early freshness of day, walked upwards to the Moor for comfort. What
-was it to him if this harebrained soul had thus played at death? He, at
-least, was no dreamer, and moved upon solid ground. He passed beside
-the kingdom of the blue jasione and navel-wort on the old wall, while
-above him wind-worn beeches whispered in the dawn wind. From force of
-habit he stood at a gate and rested his arms upon the topmost bar, while
-his great dog roved for a rabbit. Now the man's eyes were lighted to
-the depths of their disquiet from the east, and at sight of the distant
-woods his thoughts turned back to that meeting responsible for his
-child's death. He had yet to learn from Honor whether his uncle's
-suspicion was correct concerning the incident, but little doubt existed
-within his mind, and he breathed heavily, and his emotions almost
-bordered upon malignity. Better such a futile soul under the earth in
-sober earnest. So ill-regulated a human machine looked worse than
-useless, for his erratic course impeded the progress of others more
-potent, and was itself a menace and a danger. This man had killed his
-little son--that child of many petitions and wide hopes; had crushed
-him, like a sweet wild flower under the heel of a fool. So bitterly he
-brooded; then pondered as to how his wife would receive this tremendous
-message.
-
-Upon the first heather ridges the cold breath of the Moor touched the
-man to patience and brought him nearer himself. He looked out into the
-dayspring; noted where one little flame-coloured forerunner of dawn
-already shone upon lofty granite afar off; and saw the Mist Mother rise
-from the ruddy seeding rushes of her sleeping-place. He beheld the
-ancient heron's grey pinion brighten to rose beside the river; heard cry
-of curlew and all the manifold music of the world waking again. Above
-him the sky flushed to the colours of the woodbine, while upon earth
-arose an incense and a savour of nightly dews sun-kissed. From marsh
-and moss, from the rush beds and the peat beds; from glimmering ridges
-cast upward by workers long gone by; from the bracken and the heather,
-and the cairns of the old stone men; from the gold eyes of the little
-tormentils, the blue eyes of the milkworts, the white stars of the
-galiums woven and interwoven through the texture of the budding
-heath--from each and all, to the horizon-line of peak and pinnacle, a
-risen sun won worship. Then did Stapledon's eyes soften somewhat and
-his brow clear in the great light, for there came songs from the Sons of
-the Morning--they who in time past had welcomed him as a brother; and
-their music, floating from the high places, soothed his troubled heart.
-Under that seraphic melody the life of man, his joys and his sorrows,
-peaked and dwindled to their just proportions; gradually he forgot his
-kind, and so thought only of the solemn world-order outspread, and the
-round earth rolling like an opal about the lamp of the sun, through
-God's own estate and seigniory of space.
-
-That hour and the steadfast nature of him presently retrieved his
-patience; then Myles shone forth unclouded as the morning. Recollection
-of his recent fret and passion surprised him. Who was he to exhibit
-such emotion? The Moor was his exemplar, and had been so since his
-boyish eyes first swept it understandingly. For him this huge, untamed
-delight was the only picture of the God he did not know, yet yearned to
-know; and now, as oftentimes of old, it cooled his blood, exalted his
-reflections, adjusted the distortions of life's wry focus, and sent him
-home in peace.
-
-Duty was the highest form of praise that he knew, and he prepared to
-fall back upon that. Let others order their brief journeys on lines
-fantastical or futile, he at least was wiser and knew better. He
-reflected that the folly of the world can injure no soul's vital spots.
-Only a man's self can wound himself mortally. He would live on agreeably
-to Nature--obedient as the granite to the soft, tireless touch of wind
-and rain; prompt as the bursting bud and uncurling tendril; patient as
-the cave spirits that build up pillars of stalagmite through unnumbered
-ages; faithful as the merle, whose music varies not from generation to
-generation. Life so lived would be life well guarded and beyond the
-power of outer evil to penetrate.
-
-So he believed very earnestly, and knew not that his noble theory asked
-a noble nature to practise it. Only a great man can use perfectly a
-great tool; and this obtains with higher rules of conduct than
-Stapledon's; for of all who profess and call themselves Christians, not
-one in a thousand is mentally equipped to be the thing he pretends, or
-even to understand the sweep and scope of what he professes. It is not
-roguery that makes three parts of Christendom loom hypocrite in a
-thinker's eyes, but mental and constitutional inability to grasp a
-gospel at once the most spiritual and material ever preached and
-misunderstood. Centuries of craft stretch between man and the Founder's
-meaning; confusion bred of passion has divided the House against itself;
-politics and the lust of power have turned religion into a piece of
-state machinery; and the rot at the root of the cumbrous fabric will,
-within half a century, bring all down in far-flung conflagration and
-ruin. Then may arise the immortal part out of the holocaust of the
-Letter, and Christianity, purged of churchcraft as from a pestilence,
-fly back to brood upon the human heart once more in the primal, rainbow
-glory of the Sermon on the Mount, preached under heaven by a Man to men.
-
-That day Myles Stapledon, with all caution and such choice of words as
-he had at command, broke the story to Honor, and his tactful language,
-born of love, was so skilful that the shock brought no immediate
-collapse with it. The narrative asked for some art, yet he developed it
-gradually, and found his reward where Mark had predicted. First Honor
-learnt what she herself had seen upon that fateful night; and when, in a
-very extremity of amazement, she confessed to the secret of a fancied
-spectre, Myles went further and led her to understand that what she had
-witnessed was flesh and blood, that a confusion, probably not
-intentional, had been created, and that Christopher Yeoland might be
-suspected still to live. Stapledon spared himself nothing in this
-narrative. Asked by his wife as to the reason that could have prompted
-her former lover to a step so extravagant, he reminded her of her own
-determination to marry neither of them; he explained how he had begged
-Christopher to come back, that her life might be as it had been; and
-added that doubtless the wanderer on his side, and for love of her
-alone, had put this trick upon them in the belief that such a course
-would contribute to her final happiness. Having set out this much with
-extreme impartiality, a human question burst from the heart of the man.
-
-"For you he did this thing, love; he only thought of you and not of the
-thousand preposterous tangles and troubles likely to spring from such an
-action. Your happiness--that was all he saw or cared to see. And did
-he see it? Tell me, dear Honor--here on the threshold of his return
-perhaps--tell me; was it for your happiness? Thank God, I think I know;
-yet I should like to hear from your own lips the truth and that I am
-right."
-
-The truth, as she believed it before this most startling fact, came
-instantly to Honor's lips. She was enfeebled and unstrung by weeks of
-wayward living consequent upon great fret of mind. She had nursed this
-dreadful belief in an apparition until it had grown into a sort of real
-presence, and the conviction, fabricated through weeks of brooding,
-would not be dispelled at a word. Deep was the impress left upon her
-mind, and time must pass before a shape so clear could fade. As a
-result, the man now thought to be returned from the dead frightened her
-for a season, scarcely less than his fancied ghost had done. She was
-timid before the amazing whisper that he still lived. In this fear she
-forgot for the moment what had prompted Yeoland to his typical folly;
-she dreaded him in the body as she had dreaded him in the spirit; she
-turned to the solid being at her side, clung to Myles in her weakness,
-and held his great arm tightly round her waist.
-
-"For my happiness indeed, dearest one. You have loved me better than I
-deserved, and forgiven so many faults. This makes me shiver and grow
-cold and fear to be alone; yet how different to the thing I thought!"
-
-"And he may come home."
-
-"He will never be real to me again--not if I see him and hear him.
-Never so real as there---grey-clad with the moon on his face--a shadowy
-part of the great web of the night, yet distinct--all very ghost. I'm
-frightened still. You can forgive a little of what I made you endure,
-now that you know what I have suffered."
-
-He hugged her up to his heart at these words, believed her as thoroughly
-as she believed herself, and thanked Heaven that blind Mark Endicott had
-been led to such a true prophecy.
-
-
-A week passed, yet no step was taken, though the new position came to be
-accepted gradually by those acquainted with the secret. For Honor the
-knowledge was actually health-giving by virtue of the morbid cloud that
-it dispelled. Such tidings liberated her soul from a strange fear and
-offered her mind a subject of boundless interest. Many plans were
-proposed, yet scarcely a desirable course of action presented itself.
-Mark advocated no step, and Honor added her plea to his, for she openly
-expressed a hope that Christopher, if still he lived, would not return
-to Godleigh. And this she said upon no suspicion of herself, but rather
-from a continued dread of the man. It seemed impossible to her that she
-could ever think of him as among the living. Stapledon, on the contrary,
-desired an explanation, and his wish was gratified most speedily by an
-unexpected herald from Yeoland himself. An authentic representative
-arrived at Endicott's--a somewhat shame-faced and apologetic messenger
-laden with the facts.
-
-For, upon a morning in August, Doctor Courteney Clack appeared, desired
-to see Mr. Endicott alone, and not only told the blind man that his
-theory was in the main correct, but begged that from the stores of his
-common sense and wisdom he would indicate the most seemly and least
-sensational means by which this news might be broken to those concerned.
-The doctor did not pretend to excuse himself or his part in the play.
-There was, indeed, no necessity for recrimination or censure. The
-future lay at the door, and Christopher Yeoland, who had, in truth,
-haunted his own domain by night, designed to return to it in earnest
-during the autumn. The temporary lease would then terminate, and
-circumstances now enabled the owner to free his land of every
-encumbrance and henceforth administer Godleigh in a manner worthy of its
-traditions.
-
-The interview was an old man's triumph, for Mark Endicott, too frank to
-pretend otherwise, gloried in the relation of the story long afterwards,
-loved to dwell upon his own reasoned synthesis and explain how closely
-it fitted the revealed facts, despite their rare singularity. As for
-Courteney Clack, that gentleman's amazement, when he found his
-intelligence more than a fortnight old, may be guessed, but can hardly
-be stated. Mr. Endicott sent for Myles to substantiate him, and finally
-the astounded physician unfolded his own narrative, now shrunk to a tame
-and trivial thing--an echo for the most part of Mark's deductions.
-
-On reaching Australia with Stapledon's messages the physician's first
-professional duty had been at the bedside of Christopher's ancient
-kinsman, with whom the young man was dwelling. For only two days after
-Doctor Clack's arrival, the old wool dealer was bitten by a whip-snake
-at his country seat on the Hawkesbury River, and there passed speedily
-out of life. This fact combined with Clack's news from home to
-determine Christopher Yeoland in the action he had taken, and the
-scheme, once adumbrated upon young Yeoland's mind, grew apace. The dead
-man, who was also named Christopher, proved to be very wealthy, and his
-money, willed to assist the establishment of technical schools in
-Sydney, had been withdrawn from that purpose after two months'
-intercourse with the youthful head of the race. Thus, in ignorance of
-his own near exit, the elder left it within Christopher's power to
-redeem the ancestral forests and roof tree in fulness of time. Apart
-from the imposition, built on the fact of his relative's sudden death,
-the traveller had already determined that he should lie in the family
-grave at home. It was the right place for one who had saved Yeoland
-credit at the last gasp and given the head of that family wherewithal to
-lift honour from the dust. Then came Stapledon's message and Clack's
-fearless gloss; so that, with wits quickened and a mind enlarged by his
-own unexpected good fortune, Christopher made final sacrifice of all
-love hope--a renunciation worthy of honest praise in sight of his own
-altered circumstances--and, with Clack's aid, practised his theatrical
-imposition that Honor's road might stretch before her straight and
-certain. Nothing less than his death would decide her, and so he let
-the implicit lie be told, and determined with himself at all cost to
-keep out of his own country until expiration of the period for which he
-had let Godleigh.
-
-Clack indicated a circumstance in itself satisfactory at this stage in
-his story. Christopher's resurrection would not practically prove so
-far-reaching as Mark Endicott and Stapledon had imagined, for none
-existed with any right to question the facts. On the supposed death of
-the owner, Godleigh had reverted to a man of the same name in
-Australia--that was all the lawyers knew--and the legal difficulty of
-reclaiming his own and re-establishing his rights promised to be but
-trifling. Neither had the law very serious penalties in pickle for him,
-because it could not be showed where Christopher had wronged any man.
-
-Time passed, and even the limits of patience that he had set himself
-were too great for Yeoland of Godleigh. Now he was rich, and hated
-Australia with a deep hatred. He returned home therefore, and those
-events related had fallen almost act for act as Endicott declared. In
-the flesh had the man haunted Godleigh. Once a keeper nearly captured
-him upon his own preserves; once, during the past spring, he had crept
-to the great beech tree, impelled thither at the same hour and moment as
-his old sweetheart. Her collapse had frightened him out of his senses,
-and, on seeing Stapledon approaching, he had retreated, concealed
-himself, and, upon their departure, returned to his hidden horse. Deeply
-perturbed, but ignorant of all that the incident really signified, he
-had ridden back that night to Exeter, and so departed to the Continent,
-there to dwell unrecognised a while longer, and wait, half in hope, half
-in fear, that Honor might proclaim him.
-
-But no sound reached his ear, and of Little Silver news neither he nor
-Courteney Clack had learnt anything of note for many weeks. Now,
-however, with only two months between himself and his return to
-Godleigh, Christopher Yeoland felt the grand imposture must be blown
-away. It had at least served his purpose.
-
-Thus spoke Clack; then his own curiosity was satisfied, and he learned
-how, by the lawless operation of obscure men, that secret hidden in the
-churchyard had become known, and how, upon the confession of one
-conspirator, three others beside the two discoverers had come to hear of
-it.
-
-"And as for that terrible thing--the child killed by him
-accidentally--my child--" said Stapledon without emotion, "little use
-tearing a tender-hearted creature with that to no purpose. I do not
-want him to know it."
-
-"I won't tell him, you may be sure," answered the doctor, still in a
-dream before this unexpected discounting of his great intelligence. "He
-will not hear of it from me. But know he must sooner or later. That
-can't be spared him. Only a question of time and some blurted speech."
-
-"I'll tell him, then," declared Myles. "There's nobody more fitting. I
-don't forget."
-
-The question next arose as to how Little Silver should be informed, and
-Mr. Endicott declared that the vicar must make a formal announcement
-after morning service on the following Sunday. Then, with further
-conversation upon minor points, Doctor Clack's great confession ended;
-while as for the matter of the desecration, he held with Mr. Endicott
-that no notice need be taken beyond, perhaps, warning Mr. Cramphorn that
-his egregious enterprise was known, and that his own safety rested in
-silence.
-
-The doctor stopped a few days at Endicott's; saw Honor, who heard him
-with deep interest and decreasing fear; then wrote at length to
-Christopher in London; but, not caring to face the publication of
-Yeoland's existence and pending return, Clack finally took himself off
-until the sensation was on the wane. Before he set out, Myles had a
-private conversation with him in nature comforting enough, for,
-concerning Honor, the medical man gave it as his professional opinion
-that this counter-shock would serve adequately to combat her former
-hopeless, nerveless condition. The truth, despite its startling nature,
-must bring wide relief from spiritual terrors, and so probably
-participate in and hasten the business of recovery.
-
-Then came the thunder-clap, whose echoes reverberated in journals even
-to the great metropolitan heart of things, and Christopher Yeoland
-achieved a notoriety that was painful to him beyond power of words to
-express. Only one gleam of satisfaction shone through all the notes and
-comments and unnumbered reasons for his conduct: not one came nearer the
-truth than the utterance of a West Country journalist, who knew the
-history of the Yeoland family, and opined that a touch of hereditary
-eccentricity was responsible for all.
-
-Of Little Silver, its comments, theories, bewilderment, and general
-suspicion that there must be something rotten at the roots of the world
-while such deeds could be, there appears no need to discourse. How Ash
-and his kind reviewed the matter, or with what picturesque force it
-appealed to Noah Brimblecombe, janitor of the mausoleum, may easily be
-imagined; while for the rest it would be specially interesting, if
-pertinent, to describe the emotions of Jonah Cramphorn. Relief and
-disappointment mingled in his mind; he had made no history after all; he
-was not the mainspring of this commotion, and when he nodded darkly and
-showed no surprise, folks merely held him too conceited to display
-honest amazement like everybody else, and laughed at his assumption of
-secret knowledge. There came a night, however, when Mr. Endicott spoke
-with him in private, after which Jonah desired nothing more than silence
-for himself, and poured his pent-up chagrin and annoyance upon Charity
-Grepe, who--poor soul--derived little lustre from this resurrection.
-
-
-
-
- *BOOK III.*
-
-
-
- *CHAPTER I.*
-
- *VANESSA IO*
-
-
-Between Bear Down and the valley was fern and the breath of fern and
-great gleam and drone of summer flies under the living sun. Here Teign
-tumbled through deep gorges, and from the wind-swept granite of Godleigh
-hill, beneath unclouded noonday splendour, acres of bracken panted
-silver-green in the glare, dipped to the fringes of the woods below, and
-shone like a shield of light upon the bosom of the acclivity. At
-river-level spread a forest, where oak and alder, larch and pinnacles of
-pine shimmered in the haze. Dark shadows broke the manifold planes of
-them, and the song of the river beneath, with lull and rise on the lazy
-summer breeze, murmured from mossy granite stairways twining through the
-woods. Here shone masses of king fern, twinkled jewels of honeysuckle,
-and the deep, pink blossoms of eglantine. The atmosphere was very dry;
-the leaves on a little white poplar clapped their hands to the river
-melody; hirundines wheeled and cried in the upper blue, and there lacked
-not other signs, all dearer than rainbows to a farmer whose corn is
-ripe, of fine weather and its continuance.
-
-In the shadow of a great stone upon the hillside, where, beneath the
-fairy forest of the fern, sad grasses robbed of sunlight seeded feebly,
-and wood strawberries gemmed the under-green, sat Honor Stapledon alone.
-Upon one hand sloped bare descents, already blistered somewhat by a hot
-July, patched with rusty colour where the heather had been roasted under
-the eye of the sun, painted with tawny, thirsty foliage, brightened by
-the blue spires of viper's bugloss, starred with pink of centauries. A
-great bramble bore red fruit and pale blossom together; and here
-butterflies made dancing, glancing gleam and tangle of colour as they
-came and went, flashed hither and thither, or settled to sun themselves
-on the flowers and rocks. One--_Vanessa Io_--feared nothing, and
-pursued his business and pleasure upon the bramble within a few inches
-of Honor's cheek.
-
-As yet Christopher Yeoland had not plucked courage to return publicly,
-but that morning came rumours from Little Silver that he was upon a
-visit to Godleigh, as guest of the departing tenant. Noah Brimblecombe
-had actually seen him and mentioned the fact to Mr. Cramphorn. Honor,
-therefore, expecting an early visit, and feeling quite unequal to such
-an experience now that it had come so near--desiring moreover that Myles
-and not herself should first welcome the wanderer--had stolen away to
-the adjacent hillside, there to pass some hours with a book. But her
-thoughts proved of a nature more interesting than verses. Indeed they
-lacked not poetry and even images to be described as startling, for the
-matter was dramatic and sufficiently sensational to fire a less
-imaginative mind. So her book remained unopened, and she watched
-_Vanessa Io_, though her thoughts were not with him.
-
-While Stapledon had grasped the fact of Christopher's continued
-existence and pending return somewhat sooner than his wife, the
-positions a month later seemed reversed. He faced the upheaval on the
-first proclamation, and she shrank from it with emotion bred from her
-recent terror; but now it was Honor who discussed affairs in the calmer
-spirit, and Myles who changed the subject, not always without
-impatience. The woman's frank interest daily grew, and she saw no cause
-to hide it; while the man, whose mind had been jolted from the rut of
-accepted things, now felt a desire to return into it and found himself
-come near resentment of this wonder. Such a tremendous circumstance
-hung over his days like a cloud, for it meant more to him than anybody,
-so at least he believed at that season. Stapledon's intellect was of a
-sort likely to be impatient at such monkey tricks. He found all the
-solid building of the past, all the logical sequences of events and
-movements leading to possession of Honor, tumbled into ruins around him.
-To his order-loving nature the skein of life grew in some measure
-tangled before such sleight and jugglery. Though he strove hard to keep
-in sight the sure knowledge that Yeoland had played his part for love of
-Honor, yet indignation would now and then awake to burn in him; and that
-first spark of passion, lighted when he thought of his child, after the
-earliest confession from Henry Collins, was not as yet wholly
-extinguished. Now, while the return of the wanderer came nearer, Myles
-shook himself into a resolute attitude and told himself that the
-uncertain depths and shallows of his own emotions must be discovered and
-his future line of conduct determined, as Mark Endicott had forewarned
-him. But while he stood thus, in unfamiliar moods of doubt, Honor,
-contrariwise, from a standpoint almost approaching superstitious fear,
-was come to accept the truth and accept it thankfully. The tremendous
-mental excitement, the shock and clash of thoughts afforded by this
-event, possessed some tonic faculty for her, and, as Doctor Clack had
-predicted, wrought more good than harm within her nature. For a little
-while she had wept after the first wave of fear was passed; she had wept
-and wondered in secret at the snarling cruelty of chance that willed
-this man, of all men, to rob her of her baby treasure; but the thought
-of his sorrow when the truth should reach him lessened her own.
-
-The reason for Christopher's conduct Honor had of course learned. That
-much Myles set out for her with the most luminous words at his command;
-and he smarted even while he told of the other's renunciation and
-self-sacrifice. He explained many times how for love of her Yeoland
-departed and let it be imagined that he was no more; how, from
-conviction that her happiness was wound up with her present husband, he
-had done this thing. Myles strove to live in an atmosphere of naked
-truth at this season, for his instinct told him that the way was strange
-and that salvation only lay in stripping off it every cloud or tissue of
-unreality.
-
-As for Mark Endicott, from mere human interest at an event beyond
-experience, he passed to estimate and appraisement of Christopher's
-deeds. Averse from every sort of deception, he yet found himself unable
-to judge hardly before the motives and the character of the first puppet
-in this tragi-comedy. Yeoland had meant well in the past, and the only
-question for the future was his own sentiments toward Honor. That these
-justified him in his return to Godleigh Mr. Endicott nothing doubted.
-He recollected the somewhat peculiar emotional characteristics of the
-man and felt no cause for fear, save in the matter of Myles.
-
-As for Little Silver, intelligence that their squire, resuscitated in
-life and pocket, was returning to his own filled most hearts with lively
-satisfaction after the first amazement had sobered. Recollection of his
-generosity awakened; whereon the fathers of the village met in conclave
-and determined to mark their great man's home-coming with some sort of
-celebration, if only a bonfire upon the hill-top and some special
-broaching of beer-barrels.
-
-Honor moved her parasol a little, mused on time to come, and wished the
-ordeal of meeting with Christopher behind her. The chapter of their
-personal romance was sealed and buried in the past, and her feelings
-were not fluttered as she looked back. The interest lay ahead. She
-thought of the life he had lived since last they met, and wondered what
-women had come into it--whether one above all others now filled it for
-him. She hoped with her whole heart that it might be so, and sat so
-quiet, with her mind full of pictures and possibilities for him, that
-_Vanessa Io_ settled within a foot of her and opened and shut his wings
-and thanked the sun, as a flower thanks him for his warmth, by display
-of beauty. His livery caught the thinker and brought her mind back
-behind her eyes so that she noted the insect's attire, the irregular
-outline of his pinions, their dull brick-red and ebony, brown margins,
-and staring eyes all touched and lighted with lilac, crimson, yellow,
-and white. Within this splendid motley the little body of him was
-wrapped in velvet, and as he turned about upon a bramble flower his
-trunk, like a tiny trembling watch-spring, passed to the honeyed heart
-of the blossom. Then he arose and joined the colour-dance of small blue
-butterflies from the heath, of sober fritillaries, and other of his own
-Vanessa folk--tortoise-shells, great and small, and a gorgeous red
-admiral in black and scarlet.
-
-Far beneath a horn suddenly sounded, and the music of otter-hounds arose
-melodious from the hidden valley. Flight of blue wood-pigeons and cackle
-of a startled woodpecker marked the progress of the hunt. Here and
-there, with shouts and cries, came glint of a throng through the trees
-that concealed them. Then Honor heard the grander utterance of an
-elderly foxhound who was assisting the pack. He had suddenly lighted on
-the scent of his proper prey, and a moment later she saw him away on his
-own account, climbing the opposite hill at speed. His music died, and
-the clamour beneath soon dwindled and sank until a last note of the
-horn, mellowed by distance, slowly faded away. But Honor was
-uninterested, for the modern fashion of otter-hunting at noon instead of
-grey dawn, though it may promise the presence of fair maidens at a meet,
-holds forth small likelihood of otters, who are but seldom slain upon
-these lazy runs.
-
-Then the sound of a step sprang out of the silence, and the woman turned
-and drew breath at sight of Christopher Yeoland, standing knee-deep in
-the fern behind her. He was clad as when she saw him last, in grey
-country wear; and to her first startled glance he seemed unchanged.
-
-"Never pass a parasol without looking under it, if I can," he said; and
-then, before she could rise, he had flung himself beside her and taken
-her left hand and squeezed it gently between his. Her other hand went
-unconsciously towards her breast, but now she lowered it into his and
-suffered the greeting she had no power to speak, be uttered by that
-pressure of palm on palm.
-
-"What tremendous, tragic things we ought to whisper at this moment," he
-said; "yet, for the life of me, I can only think of a single question:
-Have you forgiven me for my far-reaching fool's trick? If you haven't,
-I can't live at Godleigh under the shadow of Endicott's frown. And I
-certainly can't live anywhere else, so, should you refuse to pardon, I
-must die in real earnest."
-
-"If anybody can forgive you, it is I, Christopher. Oh dear--I am glad we
-are over this meeting. It has made me feel so strange, so curious. It
-seems only yesterday that I saw you last; and I could laugh, now that
-you are alive once more, to think your spirit had power to frighten
-me--or anybody. Yet I do not quite believe I shall ever feel that you
-are flesh and blood again."
-
-"It will take time. I began to doubt myself when I came home and stole
-about in the old haunts, and felt how ghosts feel. Once a keeper chased
-me out of Godleigh, and I only escaped by the skin of my teeth! Thrice
-I saw you--at your window in moonlight, and driving with your husband,
-and--the last time."
-
-His voice faltered; she saw tears in his eyes and knew that he had
-learned of the misfortune in the wood. The fact pleased her, in that
-this sorrow was bound to come to him and now it would not be necessary
-for Myles to speak about the past. A moment of silence passed between
-them, and she looked at Christopher softly and saw him unchanged. Every
-feature and expression, every trick of voice and gesture was even as it
-used to be. She knew his careless tie, his jerk of head, his habit of
-twisting up the corner of his moustache and then biting it.
-
-"How wonderful this is!" she said, not heeding his broken sentence.
-"How mysterious to think I sit here talking to a man I have believed for
-two years to be dead! And yet each moment my heart grows calmer and my
-pulse beats more quietly."
-
-"Things are always commonplace when you expect them to be theatrical and
-rise to fine, giddy heights. That's the difference between plays and
-real life. Chance works up to her great situations and then often
-shirks them in the most undramatic and disappointing way. But when she
-does want a situation, she just pitches people headlong into it--like
-our meeting at the old tryst by the beech. Memory took me there; what
-took you? God forgive me, I----"
-
-"Leave that," she said quickly. "It can't be talked about. Have you
-seen Myles or Uncle Mark yet?"
-
-"No; a proper attraction brought me here, and somehow I knew that I
-should find you. But I long to meet him too--your husband. It's a
-blessing to know that among the many who blame me he won't be counted.
-Please Heaven, I shall see a great deal of you both in the future. I
-always loved the west wind best, because it blew over Bear Down before
-it came to me. Sunshine ahead, I hope, and some for me. I've come home
-to be happy."
-
-"Have you found a wife?"
-
-"Honor!--No, I haven't looked for one. Godleigh's my wife. And I must
-set about spending some money on her, now I've got plenty. So
-strange--that lonely old cadet of our family. He was, I thought, as
-poor as a church mouse. Three parts of a miser, and lived hard and
-laughed at luxuries, as so many do who have had to make their own
-fortunes. Money-grubbing carries that curse along with it, that it
-often turns the grubber blind and deaf to all save the sight and clink
-of the hateful, necessary stuff. But the dear old boy somehow warmed to
-me; and I drew pictures of home for him; and he promised to come home
-and see me some day when he grew old. He was seventy-three then, but
-utterly refused to accept the fact. Then death suddenly rushed him, in
-the shape of a whip-snake, and dying, his thoughts turned home, and it
-was his wish, not my whim, that he should lie there. That put my plot
-into my head, for he was of the same name. Not until after his death
-did I know he had altered his will; and I can tell you, seeing the style
-he lived in and the size of his ideas, that I was staggered when I found
-he had left me a real fortune. That's my adventure--a mere bit of a
-story-book, yet a very pleasant bit to the hero of it."
-
-_Vanessa Io_ returned, and so still sat Honor that he settled boldly
-upon the sun-kissed folds of her skirt.
-
-"Do you remember how I used to say you were all butterfly, though in
-grave moments you rather claimed for yourself the qualities of staid and
-sober twilight things--solemn beetles, whose weight of wing-case reminds
-them that life is real and earnest?"
-
-"You were right upon the whole. I've got the same spirit in me as that
-little, gaudy, self-complacent atom there, opening and shutting his
-wings, like a fairy's picture-book upon your knee. Our rule of life is
-the same. I only hope he's having more luck with his existence than I
-have had with mine."
-
-She reflected a moment. This was the first hint of his own sorrows in
-the past, of the price he had paid.
-
-"But I'm not changed, for all the world of experiences that separates
-us," he continued quickly. "I'm only a thought older. Time is
-beginning to do a little gradual work in grey just above my ears. So
-delicate and apologetic and gentle he is that I can't grumble. Is Mr.
-Endicott well?"
-
-"Very well."
-
-"And Myles and the farm?"
-
-"Both flourishing abundantly, I believe."
-
-"And to think the sadness on your face is solely of my bringing--yet you
-can welcome me after what I have done!"
-
-She marvelled a little that he could speak of it
-
-"Pray, Christo, do not harp upon that. None accuses you. How could
-such a thing be thrown as blame upon anybody? Fate so often uses the
-kindest of us to do her cruel deeds. 'Tis the height of her cynic fun
-to plan parts in her plots and make the wrong actor play them."
-
-"I ought to have used common sense and kept away altogether."
-
-"Common sense!"
-
-"I know; but I found it in Australia. There was no excuse for me. Can
-he forgive me?"
-
-"I have not heard him breathe so much as one hasty word since he has
-known. You do not understand him to ask such a question. He is above
-admiration. No woman ever had such a good husband. And the better I
-love him, Christo, the better shall I love you, for giving him to me."
-
-"Good God! you mustn't talk like that, must you?" he asked with some
-flutter; but she regarded him calmly as she answered.
-
-"Why should not I? He knows that I loved you, and, therefore, love you.
-I am a most logical woman, and unchanging. It has all been very smooth
-and clear between Myles and me from the first, because we both hated any
-shadow of misunderstanding. That's the strength of our married life."
-
-"My only fear centred in the recollection of his great straightness. He
-hates a trick, even though he may win by it."
-
-"He loves me with all his heart."
-
-"Yes--there it is. I didn't feel very anxious about the thing I did
-first; only about what I have done since I sometimes get a doubt. The
-question is whether, once dead, I was justified in coming to life again.
-Man's only built to be heroic in snatches--at least the average man--and
-when I found myself rich, instead of keeping it up and going through to
-the bitter end, as a bigger chap would have done, I thought of Godleigh.
-If you had lived a year and more among gum trees I think you might find
-it in you to forgive me for coming back. Those eternally lost gum
-trees! And springtime calling, calling from home! And here I am in
-God's good green again--His always, mine for a little while."
-
-"Who can wonder that you came? The wonder would have been if you had
-stopped away. The thing you desired to bring about is done--happily and
-for ever."
-
-"But Myles? He's so thorough. What does he think? Half-measures
-wouldn't win his respect."
-
-"Half-measures you call them; but even a saint's life is only
-patchwork--all wrought in the drab colours of human nature, with a few
-bright stars marking the notable deeds. Yes, and lesser existences are
-a mere patchwork of good intentions, mostly barren."
-
-"Not barren for certain. We sow decent grain and dragon's teeth mixed;
-and the poor sowers so often don't know which is which--till the crop's
-past praying for."
-
-"That's your philosophy, then. I was wrong; you have changed."
-
-"It's true. These things are in copybooks, but we never heed them when
-we are young. So that is why sometimes I have my doubts about Myles.
-Then I think along another line and the cloud vanishes."
-
-"There can be no cloud, and he will soon rejoice that such a friend is
-in the land of the living."
-
-But suspicion had already wakened in Yeoland.
-
-"You say 'he will rejoice'; you don't say 'he does.'"
-
-"Of course he does. How can you doubt it?"
-
-"Tell him you have seen me, and that I am a perceptible shade wiser than
-when I left England. Tell him that incident in the wood has come near
-breaking my heart. I can feel great griefs if I don't show them. I do
-not expect him to slip into the old relations as you have. You and I
-were a couple of wild wood children together for years, until our elders
-trapped us and attempted to tame and educate and spoil us. Yet between
-him and me now there are close bonds enough--bonds as deep to me, as
-binding, as eternal as the dawn-light we both adore. But he's a
-fire-worshipper, or something, and I'm a Christian; so, when all's said,
-we shall never get straight to one another's hearts like Honor and
-Christo. It isn't possible. I thought to meet him with a handshake to
-bridge the years, and a silent understanding too deep for words; I
-pictured him all the way home as my friend of friends, and now--now I
-ought to go upon my knees to him and ask him to put his foot on my neck
-and forgive me for that moonlight madness."
-
-"Now I know that it is you, not I, who fail to understand my husband,"
-said Honor. "He is a greater man by far than you think or I know.
-Never utter or dream these things any more, for they are wrong. Forget
-them and look forward to happiness."
-
-They talked a while longer on divers themes; then the woman rose to
-return home, and Christopher, declaring an intention to visit Endicott's
-that evening, went back to Godleigh.
-
-Each now marvelled much from a personal point of view at this, their
-first meeting--at its familiarity of texture and lack of distinction.
-Both indeed felt dumbly astonished that, after such a gap, converse
-could be renewed thus easily; yet they joyed in the meeting; and while
-Yeoland ingenuously gloried in the sight and voice of the woman he had
-loved, Honor's pleasure was of a colour more sober, a quality more
-intricate.
-
-
-
-
- *CHAPTER II.*
-
- *THE MEETING OF THE MEN*
-
-
-Christopher Yeoland visited Bear Down on the evening after his meeting
-with its mistress; but the hour was late when he arrived, and Honor had
-retired with a headache ere he entered the farm. Even as he reached the
-front door and lifted his hand to the bell Yeoland changed his mind and
-strolled round to the kitchen entrance. There he stood for an instant
-before marching boldly in according to his old custom. A voice fell upon
-his ear, and for a moment he thought that it must be Mark speaking to
-himself alone, as was the blind man's wont; but other speech broke in
-upon the first, and, catching his own name on Cramphorn's tongue,
-Christopher stood still, laughed silently, and listened.
-
-An utterance from Churdles Ash was the first that came distinctly to
-him.
-
-"Us o' Little Silver be like the twelve apostles, I reckon--all mazed
-wi' gert wonder to hear tell of a resurrection."
-
-"Awnly theer's a world-wide differ'nce 'tween Lard o' Hosts an' this
-gormed Jack-o'-lantern," answered Cramphorn. "For my part I'd so
-soon--maybe sooner--he was wheer us thought him. Born he was to make
-trouble, an' trouble he'll make while he walks airth. No fay, I can't
-fox myself into counting this a pleasing thing. He'm takin' up gude
-room, if you ax me."
-
-Christopher, having heard quite enough, himself answered as he came
-among them--
-
-"That's honest, at any rate, Jonah. But I hope you're wrong. I've come
-back a reformed character--on my solemn word I have. Wait and see."
-
-He shook hands with Stapledon first, afterwards with Mark Endicott and
-the assembled labourers. There fell a moment of awkward silence; then
-Jonah, who felt some word from him seemed due, knocked out his pipe and
-spoke before retiring. He contented himself with an expression of
-regret, but hesitated not to qualify it so extensively that little doubt
-arose concerning his real opinions.
-
-"I didn't knaw as you was behind the door, Squire Yeoland, else I might
-have guarded my lips closer. An' bein' a living sawl--to save or damn
-accordin' to God's gudeness--'tweern't seemly for me to speak so sharp.
-Not that offence was meant, an' a man's opinions be his awn; though I
-trust as you'll order your ways to shaw I'm a liar; an' nobody better
-pleased than me, though not hopeful, 'cause what's bred in the bone
-comes out in the flesh. An' I may say you've proved wan thing--if awnly
-wan: that a sartain party by name of Charity Grepe be a auld,
-double-dealin' rascal, an' no more a wise woman than my awn darters. So
-gude-night all."
-
-Pinsent and Collins retreated with Mr. Cramphorn, but old Churdles Ash
-remained to shake hands once again with the wanderer.
-
-"I be a flat Thomas wheer theer's any left-handed dealings like this
-here," he said. "Most onbelievin' party as ever was, as well a man may
-be when the world's so full of evil. But by the hand of you and the
-speech of you, you'm flesh and blood same as the rest of us. I'm sure I
-hope, your honour, if you'll take an old man's respectful advice, as
-you'll bide above ground henceforrard an' do no more o' these dark,
-churchyard deeds 'mongst Christian folks. It may be very convenient an'
-common down-long in furrin paarts, but 'tidn' seemly to Little Silver,
-wheer theer's such a lot o' the risin' generation as looks to 'e for a
-example."
-
-"I'll act as becomes me ever afterwards, gaffer," declared Christopher,
-whereon, gratified by this promise, Mr. Ash touched his forehead,
-praised God and the company, and so withdrew.
-
-Then Yeoland began his story, and Mark put an occasional question, while
-Stapledon kept silence until he should have opportunity to speak with
-the other alone. A necessity for some recognition and utterance of
-personal gratitude weighed heavy on him. That Christopher desired no
-such thing he felt assured, but he told himself that a word at least was
-due, and must be paid, like any other debt. Myles had judged as the
-wanderer suspected: Yeoland's initial act seemed great to him; this
-return to life he accounted paltry and an anticlimax beside it. Putting
-personal bias out of the question, or believing that he did so,
-Stapledon endeavoured to estimate the achievement from an impartial
-spectator's standpoint, and so seen this homecoming disappointed him.
-He did not deny the man his right to return; he only marvelled that he
-had exercised it. Yet as Christopher, with many an excursus, chattered
-through his story, and spoke of his native land with manifest emotion,
-Stapledon wondered no more, but understood, and felt disinterested
-sympathy. Then he blamed himself for previous harsh criticism, and
-discovered that the leaven of a personal interest had distorted his
-point of view. Morbidly he began to think of Honor, and the dominant
-weakness of his character awoke again. He told himself that Yeoland
-would find out how perfect was the unanimity between husband and wife;
-then he gave himself the lie and wondered, with his cold eyes upon
-Christopher, if the returned wanderer would ever discover that the inner
-harmony of Honor's married life was not complete at all times.
-
-When Yeoland had made an end, Mark asked him concerning his plans for
-the future, and listened to many projects, both happy and impracticable,
-for the glorification of Godleigh and the improvement of Little Silver.
-
-"Clack's going to be my agent. After he practically perjured his
-immortal soul for me, I cannot do less for him than give him that
-appointment. And he's a good sportsman, which is so much nowadays."
-
-With some element of restraint they discoursed for an hour or more, then
-Yeoland rose and Myles walked part of the way home with him. Under a
-night of stars the farmer spoke and said what he accounted necessary in
-the briefest phrases capable of rendering his sentiments.
-
-"I want you to know that I understand and I thank you. My gratitude is
-measured by the worth of what you--you gave me. I can say no more than
-that."
-
-"No need to have said as much. Your voice tells me you don't like
-saying it, Stapledon, and truly I had no desire to hear it. You see, we
-could only win her full happiness that way. I knew her character better
-than you could----"
-
-"Impossible!"
-
-"Now, no doubt, but not then, when these things happened. I pictured
-her with you, and with me. I appreciated your message, but I didn't
-agree with you. Honestly you have nothing to thank me for. We're on
-this now and will leave the bones of the thing clean-picked. It was
-love of the woman--desire to see her happy for all time--that made me
-act so. You asked her to marry you before you sent your message by
-Clack. So that showed me you believed that you could achieve her
-happiness if she let you try. But she would never have married you
-until she knew that I was out of it. The right thing happened. All's
-well that ends well. With a past so distinct and defined, it seems to
-me that the future could hardly look happier. We understand each other
-so well--we three, thank God. I threshed it all out through many a long,
-sleepless night, I can tell you. I'm no _tertium quid_ come back into
-lives that have done with me; I'm not here to ruffle up a tangle already
-smoothed out by time. You understand that?"
-
-Myles agreed with the younger man, and tried to believe him.
-
-"Of course I understand. Friends we shall always be, and each welcome
-to the other when our devious ways may cross. Honor is not likely to be
-sentimental under such curious conditions. She will view this, your
-return, with the calm self-possession she displays in all affairs of
-life. It has done her good already, and lifted a cloud. I tell you so
-frankly. She was haunted. I hear you know all about that. There is no
-need for you to say what you feel about it. I will take your words as
-spoken. So here we stand--we three--and our lives must go forward and
-unfold to the ripening here on this hillside. What then? There is room
-enough?"
-
-"Ample, I should imagine. That you should ask the question is a little
-astonishing. But I understand you better than you think. You can't
-help the defiance in your tone, Stapledon; you can't wholly hide the
-hardness in your voice. D'you think I don't know what's cutting you so
-deep when you look at me and remember that night? Forgive me. I have
-paid for it with grey hairs."
-
-"You mistake. I should be a fool to blame you seriously for that.
-Merely evil fortune. Evil fortune was overdue in my life. I had been
-waiting long for reverses. You were the unconscious instrument."
-
-"Your old, sombre creed, whose god is the law of chance. Anyhow, you
-and your wife shall find no truer friend than Christopher Yeoland in the
-years to come."
-
-They shook hands and separated, the one perfectly happy and contented
-that this ordeal was over; the other already in a cloud of cares with
-his face lifted to meet troubles still invisible. The one saw a smooth
-and sunlit road ahead of him--a road of buds and flowers and singing
-birds; the other stood among pitfalls past numbering, and the way was
-dreary as well as dangerous.
-
-As he returned home, Myles stopped and looked over a gate to set his
-thoughts in order. Whereupon he made discoveries little calculated to
-soothe or sustain him in this hour. First he found that lack of
-knowledge alone was responsible for his commotion--lack of knowledge of
-his wife; and secondly, reviewing his recent conversation with
-Christopher, he very readily observed a note in it unfamiliar to
-himself. This man's advent aroused an emotion that Myles had read of
-and heard about, but never felt. Upon the threshold of renewed
-intercourse, and despite so many friendly words, Stapledon recognised
-the thing in his heart and named it. He was jealous of Yeoland's
-return, and his discovery staggered him. The fact felt bad enough; the
-position it indicated overwhelmed him, for it shone like an evil light
-on the old fear; it showed that the understanding he boasted between
-himself and Honor by no means obtained. Herein lay his trial and his
-terror. No cloudless marital life could receive this miasma into its
-atmosphere for an instant, for jealousy's germ has no power to exist
-where a man and a woman dwell heart to heart.
-
-Great forces shook Stapledon; then he roused himself, fell back upon
-years of self-discipline, shut the floodgates of his mind, and told his
-heart that he was a fool.
-
-"The man shall be my friend--such a friend as I have never had yet," he
-said aloud to the night. "I will weary him with my friendship. He is
-honest, and has sacrificed his life for me. It is the vileness of human
-nature, that hates benefits received, which works in me against him.
-And if it pleases Fate to send me another child, this man, who believes
-in God, shall be its godfather."
-
-His determination comforted Stapledon, and he passed slowly homeward
-conscious of a battle won, strong in the belief that he had slain a
-peril at its birth. He told himself that the word "jealousy" rang
-unreal and theatrical, in presence of his wife's slumber.
-
-
-
-
- *CHAPTER III.*
-
- *FLAGS IN THE WIND*
-
-
-Godleigh forest was paying its debt to the Mother in good gold, and a
-myriad leaves flew and whirled aloft, tumbled and sailed downwards,
-rustled and hustled over the green grass, dropped amongst the forest
-boughs, floated away on Teign's bosom, eddied in sudden whirlwinds at
-gates and wind-swept gaps of the woodlands. The summer glory was
-extinguished once again, the tree-top life was ended for another
-generation of foliage; and now, final livery of russet or crimson won,
-the leaves fell and flew at the will of a wild wind, or waited in some
-last resting-place for latter rains, for alchemy of frost and for the
-sexton worm. Their dust is the food of the whole earth, and to the
-blind and patient roots, twisting gigantically at the hidden heart of
-things, they return obedient. For to them they owe every aerial
-happiness in gleaming dawns, every joy of the moonlight and starlight
-and deep nocturnal dews, song of birds and whisper of vernal rain, cool
-purple from shadows of clouds and all the glorious life of a leaf--of
-each small leaf that joins its particular jewel to the green coronet of
-summer.
-
-Little Silver took a holiday from the affairs of working-day life on the
-occasion of the Squire's official return to Godleigh Park, and the day
-was set aside for rejoicing and marked with a white stone. A great
-banquet under canvas formed the staple attraction; the grounds were
-thrown open, and Christopher invited his small world to lunch with him
-in a noble marquee tricked out with flags and streamers. But the season
-and the day proved out of harmony with campestral merry-making.
-Nature's October russets, pale gold and red gold, killed the crude
-bunting colours; a high wind rollicked and raved through the woods and
-over the waste places; the great tents and the lesser creaked and
-groaned, billowed and bent; yet those driven from them by fear were sent
-back by heavy squalls of rain. The autumnal equinox welcomed Yeoland
-roughly to his home; but happily he drove under the triumphal arch of
-laurel and oak before an envious gust sent it sprawling; happily also
-the increasing wind blew the sky clean towards nightfall, though the
-rockets that then shrieked aloft chose perilous, unexpected places for
-their descent, and the bonfire was abandoned, for its conflagration must
-have threatened every rick of hay within half a mile east of it. Upon
-the whole, however, this celebration was counted successful, though one
-uncanny incident marred the day. At earliest dawn Mr. Brimblecombe
-discovered that some genius unknown had decorated the Yeoland mausoleum
-with heavy wreaths of autumn flowers and evergreens; but even the least
-imaginative recognised that such accentuation of the tomb at this moment
-showed a triumph of wrong-headedness.
-
-Upon that great occasion did Henry Collins, whose patience, even in
-affairs of the heart, was almost reptilian, avail himself of the general
-holiday. And when Sally Cramphorn, who still philandered with him,
-though fitfully, promised that she would take a walk by his side after
-the feasting, Henry believed that the moment for speech was come at
-last. He had debated the form of his proposition for several months,
-and the girl's attitude now naturally led him to suspect an agreeable
-termination to his protracted sufferings. The time was that of eating
-and drinking, and Sally, who perceived that Mr. Gregory Libby, from his
-standpoint as carver at the head of one of the tables in the banqueting
-tent, viewed her position beside Collins with concern, hastened her meal
-and shortened it. Then, as soon as possible upon the speech-making, she
-took Henry by the arm and led him forth very lovingly under the nose of
-the other man. Together they proceeded through the woods, and the
-graciousness which she exhibited while Gregory's eye was yet upon her,
-diminished a little. Still the woman felt amiably disposed to her
-innocent tool, and even found it in her heart to pity him somewhat, for
-she guessed what now awaited her. Mr. Collins walked slowly along, with
-some strain and creaking of mental machinery as he shook his thoughts
-and ideas into order. He passed with Sally under pine trees, and at
-length found a snug spot sheltered from the wind.
-
-"Us might sit here 'pon the fir-needles," suggested Henry.
-
-"'Tis damp, I doubt," answered his companion, thinking of her best gown.
-
-"Then I'll spread my coat for 'e. I want to have a tell along with you,
-an' I caan't talk travellin'. 'Tis tu distractin', an' what I've got to
-say'll take me all my power, whether or no."
-
-He spread his black broadcloth without hesitation, and Sally,
-appreciating this compliment, felt she could not do less than accept it.
-So she plumped down on Henry's Sunday coat, and he appeared to win much
-pleasure from contemplation of her in that position. He smiled to
-himself, sighed rather loudly, and then sat beside her. Whereupon his
-tongue refused its office and, for the space of two full minutes, he
-made no remark whatever, though his breathing continued very audible.
-
-"What be thinking 'bout?" asked Sally suddenly.
-
-"Well, to tell plain truth, I was just taking pleasure in the idea as
-you'd ordained to sit 'pon my jacket. 'Twill be very comfortin' to me to
-call home as you've sat on un every time I put un on or off."
-
-"If 'twas awnly another party!" thought the girl. "Doan't be such a
-fule," she said.
-
-"That's what everybody have been advisin' me of late," he answered
-calmly, without the least annoyance or shame. "'Tis the state of my
-mind. Things come between me an' my work--a very ill-convenient matter.
-But, whether or no, I'll be proud of that coat now."
-
-She sat comfortably beside him, and presently, after further silence,
-Henry lolled over towards her, and, taking a straw, sought with clumsy
-pleasantry to stick it into her hand under the white cotton glove which
-she was wearing.
-
-"What be about?" she asked sharply. "Go along with 'e! Doan't 'e knaw
-me better than to think I be so giddy?"
-
-Thus repulsed, Mr. Collins apologised, explained that in reality he did
-know Sally better, that his action was one of pure inadvertence, and
-that he admired her character by special reason of its sobriety.
-Silence again overtook them, and, while Sally fidgeted impatiently, the
-man's owl eyes roamed from off her face to the woods, from the woodland
-back again to her. He stuffed his pipe slowly, then returned it to his
-pocket; he sighed once or twice, tied up his boot-lace, and cleared his
-throat. After a painful pause the woman spoke again.
-
-"Be us at a funeral or a junketing? You look for all the world as if
-you'd catched something hurtful. Wheer's your manners? What's in your
-mind now?"
-
-Henry gulped, and pointed to an oak immediately opposite them--a great
-tree bound about in a robe of ivy.
-
-"Was just considerin' 'bout thicky ivydrum, an' what gude sneyds for
-scythe-handles her'd make."
-
-"Then you'd best to bide here with your scythe-handles, an' I'll go
-back-along to the company. I didn't come out to sit an' stare at a
-ivybush if you did."
-
-"Doan't 'e be so biting against me, woman!" said Collins indignantly.
-"I be comin' to it so fast as I can, ban't I? 'Tedn' so easy, I can
-assure 'e. Maybe chaps as have axed a score o' females finds speech
-come quick enough; but I've never spoke the word to wan afore in all my
-life; an' 'tis a damn oneasy job; an' I ban't gwaine to be hurried by
-you or any other."
-
-Sally appeared awed at this outburst. She suddenly realised that Mr.
-Collins was a man, a big one, a strong one, and an earnest one.
-
-"Sorry I took you up tu quick, I'm sure. I didn't knaw as you felt so
-deep."
-
-"If I could have trusted pen an' ink, I should have written it out for
-'e," he answered, "but my penmanship's a vain thing. I'll have the
-handkercher out of that pocket you'm sittin' on, if 'tis all the same to
-you. Theer's a dew broke out awver my brow."
-
-She rose and passed to him a large red handkerchief. Then he thanked
-her, mopped his face, and continued--
-
-"When fust I seed you, I felt weak by reason of your butivul faace, an'
-the way you could toss hay an' keep so cool as a frog. An' I will say
-that the laugh of you was very nigh as fine as a cuckoo's song. Then I
-got to see what a gude gal you was tu, an' how you scorned all
-men-folk--'cept Libby."
-
-These words he added hastily, as he saw her colour rising.
-
-"Libby, I do allow, you gived your countenance to, though, if I may say
-it, ban't no gert sign of love to see a chap in two minds between such a
-piece as you an' your sister. But I never looked at no other but
-you--not even when I was up to Exeter. An' if you see your way to keep
-comp'ny along wi' me, God's my judge you'll never be sorry you done it.
-I be a man as stands to work an' goes to church Sundays when let alone.
-An' I'd trust you wi' every penny of the money an' ax for no more'n a
-shillin' here an' theer. An' I'd stand between you an' your faither, as
-doan't 'pear to be so fond of you of late as he used to be."
-
-Sally moved uneasily, for he had echoed a recent, dim suspicion of her
-own.
-
-"Best let that bide," she said. "If my faither likes Margery better'n
-what he do me, that's his business, not yours."
-
-"'Tis a fault in him, however," answered Henry. "You'm worth ten
-thousand o' she; an' he'll live to find it out yet. He'm grawin' auld
-an' tootlish, I reckon, else he'd never set her up afore you."
-
-"She'm a crafty twoad," declared the other gloomily. "I knaw she'm
-clever'n what I be, but flesh an' blood counts for somethin'. He sees
-me twice to her wance--Gregory do; an', whether or no, the man's free as
-ban't achsually married."
-
-Mr. Collins grew warm again, to see the drift of his lady's thoughts,
-and endeavoured to bring her conversation back to the matter in hand.
-
-"Ban't for me to speak nothin' 'gainst Libby or any other man. An'
-'twouldn't be fair fightin' if I said what I'd say wi' pleasure to the
-faace of un if he was here; but I want 'ess' or 'no' for myself, an' I
-do pray, my dear woman, as you'll consider of it afore you decide."
-
-"Ban't no need, an' thank you kindly, I'm sure," said Sally. "But you
-must look some plaace else than me, Henery; an' I'm sure you'll find
-many so gude, an' plenty better."
-
-He sat silent, staring and sniffing.
-
-"Doan't 'e cry 'bout it," she said.
-
-"I ban't cryin'--merely chap-fallen," he answered, "an' theer's none
-'pon the airth so gude as you that ever I see; an' I do wish as you'd
-take your time an' not be so sudden. I can wait--I can wait if theer's
-a shade of doubt in your mind. Ess fay, I can wait weeks, an' months,
-an' years, so easy as a tree, for you to decide. But do 'e take a bit
-of time. 'Tis cruel short just to say 'no,' after all as I've felt for
-'e so long."
-
-She accepted the alternative, half from pity, half from policy. Any
-hint of an understanding might galvanise the cold-blooded Libby into
-action.
-
-"Wait then," she said, "an' us'll see what time sends."
-
-"Thank you, I'm sure--cold comfort, but a thought better'n nought. Now,
-if you'll rise up off my coat I might get 'e a few braave filbert nuts;
-then us'll join the people."
-
-Sally dusted the coat and helped its master into it. They then returned
-towards the central festivity, and upon the way, at the bend of a narrow
-path, came suddenly upon Christopher Yeoland, Honor and her husband,
-Mark Endicott, with his arm in that of Mr. Scobell, Doctor Clack, and
-other local celebrities and men of leading in the neighbourhood.
-
-"Lard! how can us pass all this mort o' gentlefolks an' me that
-down-daunted," moaned Henry; but his companion, secure in her pretty
-face and trustful of her best gown, felt quite equal to the ordeal.
-
-"So easy as they can pass us," she answered. "They'm awnly men an' women
-when all's said, an' us be so gude as them, 'pon a public holiday or in
-church. I mind a time when Squire Yeoland never passed me by wi'out a
-civil word, an' I shouldn't wonder if he didn't now for all his riches."
-
-She was right. Observing that no parent accompanied her and
-recollecting her blue eyes very well, Christopher stopped.
-
-"Ah, Sally, glad to see you again. Not married yet--eh? But going to
-be, I'll warrant. That's your man? Lucky chap. And remember, the day
-of the wedding I've got twenty pounds for you to make the cottage
-vitty."
-
-Miss Cramphorn blushed and murmured something, she knew not what, while
-Henry, now safely past his betters, shook at these bold words. Then the
-company proceeded, and Myles Stapledon, recollecting when these two had
-last met, mused upon the nature of the man, while Honor chid him.
-
-"That's the way you'll send your money spinning, by putting a premium on
-improvident marriages. Ask Mr. Scobell what he thinks of such folly."
-
-"A sentiment. I've always liked Sally. I kissed her once and her
-father saw me. Myles will tell you about that. Not that she ever liked
-me much--too good a judge of character, I expect."
-
-Meantime Mr. Collins and his companion passed back to the tents and
-flags, and as they did so Henry could not refrain from commenting upon
-the squire's handsome promise.
-
-"Did you hear what the man said?" he asked.
-
-"Not being deaf, I did," answered Sally with evasion. "A wonnerful
-offer. Twenty pound! An' just for to make a place smart."
-
-"Best to find a maid as won't keep 'e hanging round. 'Tis mere
-gapes-nestin' for you to wait for me--a wild-goose chase for sartain."
-
-"I hope not."
-
-"Twenty pounds ban't much arter all's said."
-
-"Not to your faither, as he be a snug man enough by accounts; but 'tis
-tidy money to the likes of me--big money to come in a heap an' all
-unearned. Not as I'd want it. You should have every penny-piece if
-you'd awnly--"
-
-"I doan't want to hear no more 'pon that head. I've promised to think
-of it, an' I ax you not to speak another word till I tell you to."
-
-"'Twas the thought of the money that carried me away like, an' I'll be
-dumb from to-day, I do assure 'e."
-
-Somewhat later they met Mr. Cramphorn, but it was significant of a
-lessened interest in his elder daughter that Jonah, instead of
-reproaching her for thus walking apart with one of the other sex, merely
-called to Collins and bid him bring his strength where it was needed to
-brace the tackle of a tent.
-
-
-
-
- *CHAPTER IV.*
-
- *DRIFTING*
-
-
-With return of winter some temporary peace descended upon Myles, and,
-looking back, he felt ashamed at the storm and stress of spirit that
-Yeoland's resurrection had awakened in him. For a season, as life
-returned to its level progress, he truly told himself that he viewed the
-friendship between his wife and her old lover without concern, because
-it was natural and inevitable. Honor's very frankness and ingenuous
-pleasure in the wanderer's company shamed a jealous attitude. Some men,
-indeed, had gone further and blessed Yeoland's home-coming. Certainly
-that event was in no small measure responsible for Honor's renewed
-physical welfare, and the excitement acted kindly upon a temperament
-that found food in novelty and desired sweep and play of change for her
-soul's health. Stapledon's wife was well again, and soon she discovered
-that life could still be full and sweet. Into a sort of lulled
-contentment he therefore sank, and proclaimed to himself that all was
-well, that the existence of the three, lived under present relations,
-was natural and seemly. He checked impatience at the expeditions
-planned, listened to Christopher's endless designs with respect to
-Godleigh, advised him and endured from him the old, extravagant conceits
-and jesting, specious views of life. Yet the glamour was off them now,
-and they only wearied Myles. He believed at first that Yeoland must be
-a changed man; but very soon he found no such thing had happened.
-
-Nevertheless, some parity of tastes obtained, as of old, in divers
-directions. Again they walked for many miles together, each occupied
-with Nature from his own standpoint; and again they met in the dawn hour
-that possessed like fascination for both. At such times, under grey
-winter light, shrewd and searching, what was best in the men stood
-first, and they almost understood one another; but when they met,
-smudged by long hours of the toilsome day, and especially when they
-found each other in common company of Honor, both lacked the former
-sympathy.
-
-As for Christopher, he heartily appreciated Myles at this period, and
-found the farmer's common sense a valuable antidote to the somewhat too
-spacious ideas of Doctor Clack in matters concerning betterment of
-Godleigh. And not seldom did Yeoland rejoice, with a single eye, that
-his old love had such a steadfast rock upon which to establish her life.
-
-In his relations with Honor he had been a little astonished to find the
-fact of her marriage not recognised by his nature, as it was by his
-conscience. That Nature could dare to be herself surprised him, when
-her wave throbbed through his being now and again upon some rare, sweet
-note of voice or tinkle of laughter. At such emotional moments he
-complimented the character and heroic attributes of Myles, with a vigour
-so crude that Honor might have suspected had not she echoed the
-sentiment from her heart. She never wearied of her husband's praises,
-and had no discernment as to what prompted Christopher's sudden
-overflowings of admiration. The man's return, as in the first instance
-of his own juxtaposition with Myles, served to alter Honor's inner
-attitude towards her husband. It seemed, in a sense, as she had fancied
-of old, that these two were the complement each of the other.
-
-And a result was that his wife became more to Stapledon as the weeks
-passed. Gradually--but not so gradually that he failed to observe
-it--there came an increase of consideration in small matters, a new
-softness in her voice, a deeper warmth in her kisses. He marked her
-added joy in life, noted how she let her happiness bubble over to make
-him more joyful; and at first he was filled with satisfaction; and next
-he was overclouded with doubt. He tried to ascertain why her old
-lover's return should increase Honor's liking for her husband; he
-laboured gloomily upon a problem altogether beyond his calibre of mind
-to solve. He failed to see that the subtle change in his wife extended
-beyond him to the confines of her little world, that some higher
-graciousness was bred of it, that the least planet of which she was the
-sun now reaped new warmth from her accession of happiness. He puzzled
-his intelligence, and arrived, through long fret and care, at an
-erroneous solution. Utterly unable to appraise the delicate warp and
-poise of her humours, or gauge those obscure escapements that control
-happiness in the machinery of a woman's mind, Stapledon came to pitiful
-and mistaken conclusions that swept from him all content, all security,
-all further peace. At the glimmer of some devil's lantern he read into
-Honor's altered bearing an act of deliberate simulation. He denied that
-this advent of the other could by any possibility possess force to
-deepen or widen her affection for him; and he concluded, upon this
-decision, that the alteration must be apparent, not real. Such was the
-man's poor speed in the vital science of human nature. Next, he strove
-to explain the necessity for her pretence, with the reason of it; and so
-he darkened understanding, fouled his own threshold with fancied danger,
-and passed gradually into a cloudy region of anxiety and gloom. Excuse
-for speech or protest there was none; yet, unable to discern in Honor's
-frank awakening to everyday life and her renewed healthful bearing
-towards all her environment an obvious purity of mind and thought, he
-suffered his agitation to conquer him. He lived and waited, and sank
-into a chronic watchfulness that was loathsome to him. His fits of
-moody taciturnity saddened his wife and astonished her above measure,
-for it seemed that the old love of natural things was dead in him. In
-truth, his religion of the Moor--his dogma of the granite and vast waste
-places--failed him at this pinch. His gods were powerless and
-dumb--either that, or the heart of him had grown deaf for a season.
-
-His unrest appeared, but the inner fires were hidden very completely.
-Then Mark Endicott, who knew that Myles was disordered, and suspected
-the tissue of his trouble, approached him, burrowed to his secret, and
-held converse thereon through some hours of a stormy night in January.
-
-Stapledon at first evaded the issue, but he confessed at length, and,
-when invited to name the exact nature of his disquiet, merely declared
-the present position to be impossible in his judgment.
-
-"We can't live with the balance so exact," he said. "I feel it and know
-it. Honor and this man loved one another once, and the natural
-attraction of their characters may bring them to do so again, now that
-such a thing would be sin."
-
-"A big word--'sin,'" answered Mr. Endicott. "If that's all your
-trouble, the sooner you let sunshine into your mind again the better.
-Honor's an Endicott, when all's said, though maybe one of the strangest
-ever born under that name. I'm astonished to hear that this is the
-colour of your mind. And the man--queer though he is, too, and unlike
-most men I've met with--yet he's not the sort to bring trouble on a
-woman, last of all this woman."
-
-"You prose on, uncle, not remembering what it felt like to feel your
-blood run hot at a woman's voice," answered Myles with unusual
-impatience and a flash of eye. "I give him all the credit you desire
-and more; I know he is honourable and upright and true. What then?
-Highest honour has broken down before this temptation. He is made of
-flesh and blood after all, and a man can't live within a span of a woman
-he loves and be happy--not if that woman belongs to somebody else. I
-don't assert that his love still exists, yet it's an immortal thing--not
-to be killed--and though he thinks he has strangled it--who can say? It
-may come to life again, like he did."
-
-"You judge others by your own honest character; but I'm not so certain.
-If there is a man who could live platonically beside a woman he loves,
-that man might be Yeoland. There's something grotesque in him
-there--some warp or twist of fibre. Remember how well content he was in
-the past to remain engaged to her without rushing into her arms and
-marrying her. He's cold-blooded--so to call it--in some ways. I've
-known other such men."
-
-"It's contrary to nature."
-
-"Contrary to yours, but temperaments are different Don't judge him.
-There may be a want in him, or he may possess rare virtues. Some are
-ascetic and continent by disposition and starve Nature, at some secret
-prompting of her own. I don't say he is that sort of man, but he may
-be. Certainly his standpoint is far less commonplace than yours."
-
-"I caught him kissing a pretty milkmaid once, all the same; and that
-after he was engaged to Honor," answered the other gloomily.
-
-"Exactly. Now you would not do such a thing for the world, and he would
-make light of it. Beauty merely intoxicates some men; but intoxicated
-men do little harm as a rule. He's irresponsible in many ways; yet
-still I say the husband that fears such a man must be a fool."
-
-"I can't suppose him built differently to other people."
-
-"Then assume him to be the same, and ask yourself this question: Seeing
-what he did for love of her, and granting he loves her still, has he
-come back to undo what he did? Would he change and steal her now, even
-if he had the power to do so? What has he done in the past that makes
-you dream him capable of such a deed in the future?"
-
-"I don't say that he dreams that such a thing is possible. Probably the
-man would not have returned into the atmosphere of Honor if he had dimly
-contemplated such an event. But I see nothing in his character to lift
-him above the temptation, or to make me rest sure he will be proof
-against it. There's a danger of his opening his eyes too late to find
-the thing which he doubtless believes impossible at present an
-accomplished fact."
-
-"What thing?"
-
-"Why, the wakening again of his love for her, the returned knowledge
-that his life is empty and barren and frost-bitten without her. He felt
-that once. What more natural than that, here again, he should feel it
-redoubled in the presence of his own good fortune in every other
-direction?"
-
-"If such a suspicion crossed his mind, he would depart from Godleigh.
-That I do steadfastly believe. Understand, your welfare would not weigh
-with him; but Honor's happiness--I feel more assured of it--is still
-more to him than his own."
-
-"I know--I know; yet how easily a man in love persuades himself that a
-woman's vital welfare and real happiness depends upon him."
-
-"Now we argue in a circle, and are at the starting-point again. Yeoland
-believed so thoroughly that she would be happier with you than with him
-that he actually blotted himself out of her life, and, when he heard she
-would not marry you while he lived, let it be known that he was dead.
-Solely for her sake he played that cumbrous prank."
-
-"That is so; yet remember what you told me years ago. Then you honestly
-believed that this man, from the depths of his own peculiar nature,
-understood Honor better than anybody else in the world did. You thought
-that, and you are seldom wrong about people. So perhaps he has come to
-that conclusion too. If I was the wrong husband for her----"
-
-"I never said such a thing."
-
-"No, because I never asked you; but if it was so, what more likely than
-that he has discovered it since his return? At any rate he may think
-that this is the case--though I dispute it with all my heart--and he may
-feel his sacrifice was vain. Then, what more likely than that he should
-ask himself if it is too late to amend the position?"
-
-Mr. Endicott's face expressed absolute surprise and some scorn for the
-speaker.
-
-"Do I hear Myles Stapledon? Where have you sucked poison since last we
-spoke together? You, who live in the fresh air and enjoy the
-companionship of natural beasts and wholesome lives, to spin this trash!
-And wicked trash, too, for what right have you to map out evil roads for
-other people to follow? What right have you to foretell a man's plan
-and prophesy ill? Have done with this dance of Jack-o'-lanterns, and get
-upon the solid road again. Look in your wife's character. No need to
-go further than that for ointment to such a wound as you suffer from.
-You have let jealousy into the house, Myles, and the reek of it and the
-blight of it will make your life rotten to the marrow if you don't set
-to work and cleanse the chamber again. I know they are happy together;
-but you've got to face that. I know she's better for his coming, and
-you've got to face that too. These are subtle things, and if you can't
-understand them, put them behind you. All this is false fire, and
-you're in a ferment of windy misery brewed inside you--just wind,
-because the home-coming of this native has upset your digestion. You
-ought to feel some shame to harbour such a pack of imps. Time was when
-a breath of air from Cosdon Beacon would have blown them back to their
-master. How they got in I can't say; for it's not part of your real
-character to make trouble. You're like the ploughboy who builds a
-ghostie with a sheet and turnip and only frightens himself. Get this
-weed out of your heart at any cost. Burn it out with the caustic of
-common sense; and trust me, blind as I am, to be quick enough to smell
-the smoke that tells of fire. I mean in this matter. Honor's only less
-to me than she is to you. And I know the truth about her as sure as I
-know the sound of her voice and the things it says, and the secrets it
-lets out, apart from the words her tongue speaks."
-
-"She's said many a queer thing on the subject of a man and his wife and
-their relations each to the other. I cannot easily forget them."
-
-"It's her wide, healthy frankness in every affair of life that might set
-you at rest, if you were not, as I hint to you, a fool."
-
-"If I were a fool, it might. I know she holds the tie lightly. Any
-conventional sort of bondage angers her. I won her by a trick--not of my
-hatching, God knows--yet none the less a trick."
-
-"You'd make Job lose his patience--you, that I thought a man of ideas as
-fresh and wholesome as the west wind! Can't you see this cuts both
-ways? She's yours till death parts you, so have done whining. You're
-stirring hell-broth, that's what you're doing, and if you let Honor
-catch a sight of the brew, there will be some real, live trouble very
-likely. You, to break out like this! Well, it shows how true the
-saying runs: that every man, from Solomon down, is mad when the wind
-sets in one quarter. Now you've found your foul-weather wind, and it's
-like to blow you into some play-acting if you don't pull yourself up.
-You're the luckiest man on the whole countryside, if you could only see
-it so. Be patient, and put your faith in your wife, where it should be,
-and go your old gait again."
-
-"I'll try your remedy--ignore the thing, banish it, laugh at it."
-
-"Laugh at yourself; if you could only learn to do that, there'd be hope
-for you. And take another point to your comfort. We're all agreed that
-Yeoland's no hypocrite, whatever else he may be. Three days since I had
-speech with him, and your name was on his lips, and he rejoiced that you
-were his friend and Honor's husband. He does not dream that his return
-to life has either gladdened her or troubled you. He only sees her now
-pretty much as she was when he went away. He hasn't seen what you and I
-have--her sorrows. But, remember that Honor's real happiness rests with
-you--nobody else--and she knows it, and trusts to you for it. Nobody can
-ever take your place, and if she glimpses a serious change in you,
-she'll soon be down in the mouth, and, as like as not, a lie-abed
-again."
-
-"She has seen a change. She has asked me what was amiss."
-
-"Then stir yourself, and make a giant's effort before she finds out more
-than you want her to know. I'm glad I spoke to you to-night--wish I had
-sooner; but it's not too late. You've had tangles to untie in your
-character before to-day--puzzles to pick--dirty corners to let the light
-in upon. Who hasn't? And you're not the one to fear such work, I
-should reckon. So set about it, and the Lord help you."
-
-Myles Stapledon rose and took the old man's hand.
-
-"Thank you," he said. "You've done me good, and I'll try to be worthy
-of your advice. I don't quite know what this place would be without
-you, Uncle Endicott."
-
-"Quieter, my son--that's all. I'm only a voice. Words are poor things
-alongside actions. The great deeds of the world--the things
-achieved--are not chattered by the tongue, but rise out of sweat, and
-deep, long silences. Yet I've given you advice worth following, I do
-think, though, seeing that your blind spot looks like jealousy, what
-I've bid you do may be harder than you imagine. So much more credit if
-you do it."
-
-Neither spoke again, and Stapledon, taking the candle, soon went to his
-bed; but Mark sat on awhile over his knitting in the dark, while the
-crickets chirruped fearlessly about the dim and dying peat.
-
-
-
-
- *CHAPTER V.*
-
- *A HUNTING MORNING*
-
-
-On such a morning as hunting folk live for, some ten days after the
-conversation between Stapledon and Mr. Endicott, Christopher, who did
-not himself hunt, drove Honor to a meet of the Mid Devon. Taking his
-dog-cart down a mossy by-path at the spinney-side, he stopped not fifty
-yards distant from where a patch of scarlet marked the huntsman's
-standpoint. Above was a race of broken clouds and gleam of sunshine
-from pale blue sky; below spread opaline air and naked boughs, save
-where great tods of ivy shone; while underneath nervous tails twitched
-among brown fern and wintry furzes. Then a whimper came from the heart
-of the wood, and two old hounds threw up their heads, recognised the
-sound for a youngster's excitement, and put nose to earth again. A
-minute later, however, and a full bay echoed deep and clear; whereupon
-the pair instantly galloped whence the music came.
-
-Honor and her companion sat in Christopher's dog-cart behind a fine grey
-cob.
-
-"They know that's no young duffer," said Yeoland, as the melody waxed
-and the hounds vanished; "he's one of their own generation and makes no
-mistake. If the fox takes them up to the Moor, sport is likely to be
-bad, for it's a sponge just now, and the field won't live with the
-hounds five minutes. Ah! he's off! And to the Moor he goes."
-
-Soon a business-like, hard-riding, West Country field swept away towards
-the highlands, and silence fell again.
-
-Christopher then set out for Little Silver, while conversation drifted
-to their personal interests and the prosperity in which each now
-dwelt--a thing foreseen by neither three short years before. They had
-no servant with them and spoke openly.
-
-"My touchstone was gold; yours a husband of gold," said Christopher.
-"Money he possessed too, but it is the magic man himself who has made
-Endicott's what it is now."
-
-"Yes, indeed--dear Myles. And yet I'm half afraid that the old, simple
-joy in natural things passes him by now. It seems as though he and I
-could never be perfectly, wholly happy at the same time. While I went
-dismal mad and must have made his life a curse, he kept up, and never
-showed the tribulation that he felt, but was always contented and
-cheerful and patient. Now that I am happier, I feel that he is not.
-Yes, he is not as happy as I am. He has told me a thousand times that
-content is the only thing to strive for; and certainly he proved it, for
-he was well content once; but now our positions are reversed, and I am
-contented with my life, while daily he grows less so."
-
-"He's a farmer, and a contented farmer no man ever saw, because God
-never made one."
-
-"It isn't that; the work never troubles him. He looks far ahead and
-seems to know, like a wizard, long before the event just what is going
-to be successful and what a failure. I think I know him better than
-anybody in the world, but I can't fathom him just now. Something is
-worrying him, and he tries hard not to let it worry him and not to show
-that it does. Partly he is successful, for I cannot guess the trouble;
-but that there is a trouble he fails to hide. I must find it out and
-take my share. Sometimes I think----"
-
-She broke off abruptly.
-
-"What? Nothing that involves me? We're the best, truest friends now,
-thank heaven."
-
-"No, no. Time will reveal it."
-
-For a moment or two they were silent with their thoughts. It struck
-neither that such a conversation was peculiar; it occurred to neither
-the man nor the woman that in the very fact of their friendship--of a
-friendship so close that the wife could thus discuss her husband's
-trouble--there existed the seed of that trouble.
-
-Christopher mused upon the problem, and honestly marvelled before it.
-
-"I suppose nobody can be happy really, and he's no exception to the
-rule. Yet, looking at his life, I should account him quite the luckiest
-man I ever heard of. Consider the perfection that he has crammed into
-his existence. He prospers in his farm; he has Nestor under his roof in
-the shape of your wiseacre of an uncle; and he has you! Providence must
-have been puzzled to find a way to hurt him. And she hasn't hit him
-under the belt either, for never a man enjoyed finer health. Now where
-can he have come across melancholy? I suppose it's his hereafter, or
-non-hereafter, that's bothering him. Yet I should judge that the man
-was too sane to waste good time in this world fretting because he
-doesn't believe in another."
-
-"It's a cloud-shadow that will pass, I hope."
-
-"I hope so heartily--such a balanced mind as he has. Now if I began to
-whine--one who never did carry any ballast--you could understand it.
-Look ahead and compare our innings. His will end gloriously with
-children and grandchildren and all the rest of it. And I--but if I
-painted the picture you'd probably say I was a morbid, ungrateful
-idiot."
-
-"Very likely; and I should probably be quite right. There's a great duty
-staring you in the face now, Christo, and nobody who cares for you will
-be contented or happy until you've tackled it like a man. Don't look so
-innocent; you know perfectly well what I mean."
-
-"Indeed I do not. I am doing my duty to Godleigh--that's my life's work
-henceforth, and all anybody can expect."
-
-"But that is just what you are not doing. You're not everybody,
-remember; and even if you think you are, you won't live for ever.
-You'll have to go and sleep in real earnest under the skulls with bats'
-wings, poor Christo, some day, and Myles and I shall be outside under
-the grass."
-
-"Who is morbid now?"
-
-"Don't evade the point. I want you to think of the thing you love best
-in the world--Godleigh."
-
-"Well?"
-
-"Godleigh has got to go on. It won't stop because you do--Godleigh's
-immortal. When a tree falls there, Nature will plant another. Then
-what is to become of the dearest, loveliest place in Devon after you are
-gathered to your fathers?"
-
-"I'm going to leave it to you and Myles and your heirs for ever."
-
-"Don't be ridiculous, Christo; you're going to leave it to a rightful
-heir, and it's high time you began to devote a little thought to him.
-Don't wait until you're a stupid, old, middle-aged thing of half a
-century. Then you'll probably die in the gloomy conviction that you
-leave your children mere helpless infants."
-
-"So much the better for them, for they'd escape the example of their
-father. But, as a matter of fact, I'm not going to marry. Godleigh's
-my mother and sister and brother and wife and family."
-
-"Then you'll leave your family unprovided for, and that's a very wicked
-thing to do. We're growing old and sensible nowadays, and there'll be
-plain speaking between us as long as we live; so I tell you now that
-I've thought of this very seriously indeed, and so has Myles. He quite
-agees with me; and my opinion is that you ought to marry; the sooner the
-better."
-
-"Don't," he said; "don't go in for having opinions. When anybody begins
-to cultivate and profess opinions their sense of humour must be on the
-wane. Keep your mind free of rooted ideas. You were wont to love the
-rainbow play of change, to welcome sudden extremes as a sign of health
-and mental activity. Before you married you hated opinions."
-
-"That was before I grew happy, I think. Happiness runs one into a
-groove very quickly; it steadies our ideas. Now, you won't be perfectly
-happy until you marry."
-
-"To find her."
-
-"Why, that's not so difficult."
-
-"Never, Honor. There was only one possible mother for my children. You
-are going over ground that I travelled centuries ago; at least it seems
-centuries. I told my fib and looked ahead, quite like a son of wisdom
-for once, and counted the cost, or tried to. Let all that sleep. I
-shall never know to my dying day how I brought it off, but I did.
-Perhaps a generous sympathy for unborn boys and girls had as much to do
-with it as anything else. Candidly and without sentiment, it is time we
-Yeolands came to an end. For my part I shall die easier knowing that
-I'm the last of them. I never was very keen about living for the mere
-sake of living, even in old days, and now I care less than ever. Not
-that I want to die either; but I go wandering through this great,
-roaring, rollicking, goose-fair of a world, stopping at a booth here,
-shooting for nuts or something equally valuable there; and when Dustman
-Death surprises me, pottering about and wasting my money,--when he puts
-out his grey claws and asks for his own again, I shall welcome him with
-perfect cheerfulness."
-
-"Nonsense--and wicked nonsense! You--what?--thirty-two, or some absurd
-age--trying to talk like Uncle Mark! And Godleigh free! I won't have
-it, Christo. If ever you loved me, you must obey me in this and find a
-wife."
-
-"Can't; won't; too small-hearted. I've got nothing to give a girl; and
-all your fault. Some of me really died, you know, when I pretended that
-all of me did."
-
-"Then I suppose that it's my turn to go away and perish now? Would you
-feel equal to marrying anybody if I was dead?"
-
-"Not a parallel instance at all. For you there was a grand chap
-waiting--a man worth having; else I should not have died, I assure you.
-In my case there's no grand woman waiting; so if you expire, you will
-merely be bringing a great deal of trouble upon many excellent people
-and doing nobody the least good--not even my nebulous prospective lady.
-No, Myles and I would merely share a mile of crape and live in black
-gloves for ever. You die! What a thought!"
-
-"Sometimes I wish I had long ago."
-
-"No; you must live to brighten these dull Devonshire winters and strew
-flowers upon your husband and me when our turns come. Dear old
-Stapledon! I'm really bothered to know that something is troubling him.
-I'd tackle him myself, only if you cannot win the truth, I certainly
-should not. I wish he'd be confidential; I do like confidential men.
-For my part I haven't got a secret from him in the world."
-
-"He works too hard."
-
-"He does. The man has a horrible genius for making work. It knocks the
-vitality out of him. I hate this modern gospel that sets all of us poor
-little world-children to our lessons as a panacea for every evil under
-the sun. Just look what dull dogs all the hard workers are."
-
-"Well, you've played truant from your youth up."
-
-"Deliberately, as an example to others. But I'm doing any amount of
-work now. Brain-work too; which is easily the most hateful sort of
-work. And all for my Godleigh. Yet she doesn't thank me. I see poor
-Mother Nature stealing about miserably and suspiciously when I go into
-the woods. She liked me better a pauper. She doesn't know that I'm
-helping her to make this little corner of earth more and more perfect.
-She doesn't look ahead and judge how much toil and trouble I am saving
-her with the ruins of things that must be cleared away--either by her
-method or my quicker one. She hates axes and ploughs and pruning-hooks,
-old stick-in-the-mud that she is."
-
-"Treason!"
-
-"No treason at all. Common sense I call it. I'm weary of this nonsense
-about going straight to Nature. Australia taught me to suspect. She's a
-bat, a mole; she doesn't know her best friends. She'll sink a saint in
-mid-ocean--a real saint with an eighteen-carat halo--and let a pirate
-come safely and happily to some innocent merchantman stuffed with the
-treasures of honest men, or her own priceless grains and seeds. She'll
-put back the hand of progress at the smallest opportunity; she'll revert
-to the primitive if you turn your back on her for an instant; she'll
-conjure our peaches into wild plums, our apples into crabs, man
-into--God knows what--something a good deal lower than the angels, or
-even the cave-dwellers. If we let her, she would hunt for and polish up
-the missing link again, and huddle the world backwards faster than we
-spin round the sun. Nature is a grand fraud, Honor. Take the personal
-attitude, for instance. What has she ever done for me? Did she show me
-any of her hoarded gold during the month I nearly killed myself
-exploring in New South Wales? Did she lead me to the water-holes when I
-was thirsty, or lend me a cloud to hide the sun when I was hot? Has she
-opened a flower-bud, or taught a bird to sing, or painted a dawn, or
-ever led the wind out of the east, that I might be the happier? We fool
-ourselves that we are her favourites. Not so. She is only our
-stepmother, and behaves accordingly. She knew that the advent of
-conscious intelligence must be a death-blow to her, and she has never
-forgiven man for exhibiting it."
-
-"So I'm not the only one in Little Silver who is developing opinions, I
-see," laughed Honor. "You're growing egotistical, Christo; you're
-expecting almost too much, I fear. Nature has something better to do
-than plan your private fortune and convenience, or arrange the winds of
-heaven to suit a cold in that silly head of yours! Never in my most
-dead-alive moment did I grow so dull as that. To be cross with poor
-Nature--as if she had not to do what she is told, like everybody else.
-To blame her!"
-
-"I don't blame her. I know where to throw the blame of things perfectly
-well."
-
-"Then you're the only man in the world who does, and you ought to tell
-everybody and so make yourself famous."
-
-Thus they prattled in the old manner, and, unconscious of difficulty or
-danger, passed upon their way. Much each saw of the other; much frank
-delight each took in the other's company; and through the passage of
-winter to the advent of spring they progressed, coming nearer and nearer
-to discovery of the secret tribulation in Stapledon's heart that each
-now innocently, honestly mourned and misunderstood.
-
-
-
-
- *CHAPTER VI.*
-
- *LOVE OF MAN*
-
-
-Mr. Gregory Libby, to whom circumstance denied any opportunity of close
-investigation, at length came upon a conclusion respecting the daughters
-of Jonah Cramphorn, and allowed his judgment to be unconsciously
-influenced by his desire. That is to say he arrived at a mistaken
-decision because the balance of his feeble, physical emotions weighed
-toward Sally. She was the eldest and the fairest; he concluded,
-therefore, that she enjoyed the greater proportion of her parent's
-regard, and must the more materially benefit under his will in time to
-come. He braced himself for the crucial question, and it happened that
-he did so but two days after a very significant symposium at Endicott's,
-during which Mr. Cramphorn occupied the position of chief speaker, and
-his daughters were the principal theme of conversation. From discussion
-upon these primitive maids, and their father's opinion concerning them,
-discourse had truly ranged to higher subjects; but not before Jonah made
-definite statements of a sort that deeply moved one among his listeners.
-
-Behind the obscurity blown from a clay tobacco-pipe, Henry Collins sat,
-round-eyed and wretched. He gasped with most unselfish sorrow for the
-girl he loved, and committed to memory certain surly assertions of Mr.
-Cramphorn concerning her, with a purpose to forewarn Sally of the fate
-her future held. For Jonah spoke definitely and doggedly. He weighed
-the merits of his own daughters with Spartan frankness, and, arriving at
-judgment, declared Margery's filial conduct a lesson to Little Silver,
-regretted Sally's indifference and independence of manners, and
-concluded with complacent hints that his knowledge of human nature was
-not wont to be at fault, and that she best able to administer wisely his
-worldly wealth should have it as a just reward, when he passed beyond
-need of cottage or savings bank.
-
-These utterances Libby heard too late, but Cramphorn's elder daughter
-became acquainted with them immediately after they were spoken, thanks
-to the enterprise of Henry Collins. He felt it his duty to the woman
-that she should be put in possession of such gloomy predictions, while
-yet power might lie with her to falsify them.
-
-"Afore the whole comp'ny he said it," declared Henry; "an' he'm a man as
-knaws no shadder of turning most times. An' he haven't got the wisdom
-of a mouse neither--not in this matter; so it'll surely happen, onless
-you fall in wi' his ways more an' knock onder oftener than what you do."
-
-"I've seed it comin', an' he'm a cruel wretch," answered Sally with many
-pouts. "An' her's worse--my sister, I mean. Sly minx, she've plotted
-an' worked for it wi' low onderhand ways--cooing to un; an' glazin' at
-un when he talked, as if he was King Solomon; an' spendin' her pence in
-pipes for un; an' findin' his book-plaaces to church--'Struth! I could
-wring her neck, an' 'tis more'n likely I shall do it wan day."
-
-"But he doan't knaw--Libby, I mean--though he's sartain to hear soon;
-an' your faither won't tell Margery for fear she should give awver
-fussin' 'bout arter un, when she knaws his will's writ an' signed an'
-can't be called back. So I comed to say that I doan't care a feather
-for all his money, an' I loves you better'n ever--better'n better now
-he'm set against 'e."
-
-"Ess, I knaw all that; and doan't 'e tell this tale to nobody else; an'
-bid them others, as heard my auld beast of a faither, to keep it in an'
-tell nobody. Wance Libby knaws, 'tis----"
-
-"All up. Ess, so 'tis, Sally; an' doan't that shaw 'e what fashion o'
-dirt the man's made of? Do 'e want a chap to marry you for what you
-take to un in your hand? Do 'e----"
-
-"Doan't ax no more questions now, theer's a dear sawl. I ban't in no
-fettle to answer 'em, an' I be sore hurt along o' this. A gude darter
-as I've been tu. An' her--no better'n a stinging long-cripple--a snake
-as'll bite the hand that warms it. I wish I was dead, I do. Go away,
-caan't 'e? I doan't want your 'ankersher. Let my tears alone, will 'e?
-I wish they was poison. I'd mingle 'em wi' her food--then us would see.
-Go--go away! Be you deaf? I'll scream my heart out in a minute if you
-bide theer!"
-
-Collins, desiring no such catastrophe, made haste to disappear; and such
-is the rough-and-tumble of things that chance willed this dramatic
-moment for the entrance of Gregory Libby. Big with fate he came from
-hedge-trimming, and shone upon Sally's grief like the sun of June upon a
-shower. She was sobbing and biting her red lips; and he, with the
-dignity of toil yet manifested about him, dropped his sickle, flung off
-his gloves, led Sally behind a haystack, and bid her sit down and relate
-her sorrow.
-
-"Just gwaine to take my bit of dinner," he said; "so you can tell while
-I eat. What's the matter? You'm wisht, an' your butivul cheeks be all
-speckly-like wi' cryin'."
-
-She swallowed her tears, sucked her lips, and smiled through the storm.
-
-"Nought--a flea kicked me. Sit here an' I'll pull down a bit o' dry out
-o' the stack for 'e."
-
-"Ban't awften them wonnerful butcher-blue eyes o' yourn shed tears, I'm
-sure," he mumbled with his mouth full; "but we've all got our troubles
-no doubt. An' none more'n me. I'm that lonesome wi'out mother to do
-for me. I never thought as I'd miss her cookin' an' messin' 'bout the
-house so much. An' what's money wi'out a woman to spend it--to spend it
-on me, I mean?" he added hastily. "I want a wife. A gude woman stands
-between a man an' all the li'l twopenny-ha'p'ny worrits as his mind be
-tu busy tu trouble 'bout. I want a useful gal around me, an' wan as'll
-take the same view of me what mother done."
-
-"You'm a marryin' man for sartain."
-
-"I be. An' I've thought an' thought on it till I got the 'eadache; an'
-my thoughts doan't go no further'n you, Sally."
-
-"Lard, Gregory dear!"
-
-"True's I'm eatin' onions. I've been figuring you up for years. An'
-now I knaw we'm likely to be a very fitting man an' wife. You knawed
-mother; and you knaw me, as ban't a common man ezacally, so say the
-word."
-
-"Oh, Gregory! An' I thought you was after my sister!"
-
-"She'm a very gude gal, an' a very nice gal tu," said Mr. Libby with his
-usual caution. "No word against her would I say for money. An' if you
-wasn't here, I'd sooner have her than any other. A brave, bowerly
-maiden wi' butivul hands to her, an' a wonnerful onderstandin' way,
-an'----"
-
-"Ess, but 'tis me you love--me--not her?"
-
-"Ban't I tellin' you so? I say it in cold blood, after thinkin' 'pon
-it, to an' from, for years. An' I'll tell you how mother treated me,
-for you couldn't do no better'n what she did. She onderstood my habits
-perfect."
-
-"God knaws I'll make 'e a gude wife, Greg. An' no call to tell me
-nothin' of that 'bout your mother, 'cause I'll be more to 'e than she;
-an' I'll think for 'e sleepin' an' wakin', an' I'll work for 'e to my
-bones, an' love the shadow of 'e."
-
-"I'm glad to hear you say so, Sally, though mother's ways was very well
-considered. The thing be to make up your mind as I'm in the right all
-times, as a thinking man mostly is."
-
-"I knaw you will be; an' a gude husband, as'll stand up for me against
-all the world, an' see I ban't put upon or treated cruel."
-
-"I will do so. An' 'tis odds if I'll let 'e do any work at all arter
-you'm wedded to me--work 'cept about my house, I mean."
-
-"No, for 'twill take me all my time workin' for 'e, an' makin' your home
-as it should be."
-
-"Kiss me," he said suddenly, "an' kiss me slow while I take my full of
-it. Theer's blood 'pon your lips! You've bited 'em. What's fretted 'e
-this marnin'? Not love of me, I warn 'e?"
-
-"'Twas, then--just love of you, Greg; an' fear that the fallin' out of
-cruel things might make 'e turn away from me."
-
-He patted her cheek and stroked it; then her neck; and then her plump
-bosom.
-
-"So butivul an' fat as a pattridge you be! An' I'm sure I love 'e
-tremenjous; an' nothin' shall never part us if you say so."
-
-"Then all my tears was vain, an'--an' I'll grow a better woman an' say
-longer prayers hencefarrard--for thanksgivings 'cause I've got 'e."
-
-"'Tis a gude match for you, Sally; an' I do trust as you'll never make
-me to regret I spoke."
-
-"Never, never; an' you'll never love nobody else, will 'e?"
-
-"Not so long as you'm a gude wife an' a towser to work. My mind was
-always temperate 'an sober towards petticoats, as be well knawn."
-
-"Oh, I could sing an' dance for sheer joy, I could! An' so chapfallen
-just afore you comed. But what's a faither to a lover--'specially such
-a sour faither as mine?"
-
-"Doan't you quarrel wi' Cramphorn, however," said Gregory; "he'm the
-last man as I'd have you fall out with."
-
-"Quarrel! I never quarrel with nobody. But he ban't like
-you--even-tempered an' fair. A wan-sided, cranky man, faither. I be
-his eldest, yet Margery's put afore me. He can't see through her dirty,
-hookem-snivey tricks an' lying speeches. I be straight an' plain, same
-as you, an' he hates me for it."
-
-Mr. Libby's heart sank low.
-
-"Hates you? D'you say your faither hates you?"
-
-"Well, the word ban't big enough seemin'ly. I can tell you now, because
-we'm tokened, an' my heart shan't never have no secret from you. But he
-likes Margery best because she foxes him, an' fules him, an' tells him
-he's a wonder of the world; an' he believes it. An' Collins says as
-he've awpenly gived out that she'm to have all his gudes an' his money.
-Why for do 'e give awver lovin' me?"
-
-For Mr. Libby's arm, which was round Sally's waist, fell away from that
-pleasant circumference, and an expression of very real misery spread
-over his face to the roots of his yellow hair.
-
-"'His gudes an' his money'?" he asked, in a faint voice, that sounded as
-though he had been frightened.
-
-"Ess. Why, you'm as if somebody had suddenly thrawed a bucket of water
-awver 'e! Doan't think I care 'bout his money now. You'll have to make
-him chaange his mind bimebye. When you'm my husband, you'll have to
-tackle faither an' see he doan't cut me away."
-
-The man's brain went cold. Desire had vanished out of his eyes, and
-Sally might have been a stone beside him. He flung away the remainder
-of his luncheon, and uttered a hearty oath or two.
-
-"'Tis a damned oncomely thing, an', as it takes two to a quarrel,
-theer's some fault your side as well as his, I reckon. What be the
-reason as Margery's more to him than you--his eldest?"
-
-"Because she'm a lyin' slammockin' female twoad--that's the reason; an'
-he caan't see through her."
-
-There was a moment of heavy silence; then Gregory Libby spoke.
-
-"Doan't say nothin' 'bout what we've planned out to-day. Doan't tell
-nobody. Time enough come Spring."
-
-"Say nought! I'd like to go up 'pon top the hill an' sing out my gude
-fortune for all ears to hear!"
-
-"No, bide quiet. Us'll let 'em have the gert surprise of it in church.
-None shall knaw till we'm axed out some Sunday marnin'."
-
-"'Twill bust upon 'em like thunder. I lay Margery will faint if she'm
-theer."
-
-"An' us'll have the laugh of 'em all."
-
-"'Tis as you please, Greg."
-
-"An' you'll take your oath not to tell?"
-
-"Not even mistress?"
-
-"Certainly not she."
-
-"Nor yet Missis Loveys?"
-
-"So soon tell all Little Silver."
-
-"You might let me just whisper it to my awn sister. 'Twill be a cruel
-stroke if her hears it fust afore all the people to church."
-
-"If you say a syllable of it to Margery, 'tis off!" declared Mr. Libby,
-and with such earnestness did he speak that the girl was alarmed, and
-made hasty assurances.
-
-"Very well, I promise an' swear, since I must. But how long be I to go
-dumb? Remember, 'tis tu gert a thing for a woman to keep hid for long.
-You'm cruel, Greg, lovey, to ax it. I'll have to blaze it out soon or
-bust with it."
-
-"Wait my time. It ban't to be awver-long, that I promise 'e."
-
-"Kiss me again, Greg; an' cuddle me."
-
-"You take your dyin' oath?"
-
-"Ess, I said so."
-
-"Very well; now I must go back to my work."
-
-Presently they separated, and Sally, full of her secret, walked upon air
-through a golden world, with her hot heart's core aglow, while Mr. Libby
-bit his hare-lip, employed many coarse words for the benefit of the
-hedge he hacked at, and put a spite and spleen into each stroke that
-soon blunted his bill-hook. He was now faced with a problem calling for
-some ingenuity. He yearned to know how he might retrieve his error, and
-get well free of Sally before approaching her sister upon the same
-errand. Where to turn for succour and counsel he knew not. "If mother
-was awnly alive for ten minutes!" he thought. As for another ancient
-dame, Charity Grepe, she--publicly exposed as a fraud and delusion by
-Jonah Cramphorn--had found her occupation gone in earnest, and now
-reposed at Chagford poor-house. There was none to help the unhappy
-orphan in his trouble. The matter looked too delicate for masculine
-handling; and even Gregory had sense to perceive that it would be easy
-for others to take a wrong attitude before his dilemma and judge him
-harshly. Then came an inspiration to this lack-lustre son of the soil.
-
-"No pusson else but she heard me tell her," he reflected. "Theer's awnly
-her word for it, an' I'll up an' say 'tis a strammin' gert lie, an' that
-she was mazed or dreamin', an' that I wouldn't marry her for a hunderd
-sovereigns! I'll braave her to her faace, if it comes to that.
-Folks'll sooner believe a man than a woman most times; an' if I ban't
-spry enough to awver-reach a fule of a outdoor farm-gal on such a
-matter, 'tis pity."
-
-
-
-
- *CHAPTER VII.*
-
- *LAPSES*
-
-
-During early spring a new experience came to Myles Stapledon.
-Physically perfect, he had known no ache or ill until now; but chance
-for once found him vulnerable. From a heavy downpour upon the land he
-returned home, found matters to occupy him immediately, and so forgot to
-doff wet clothes at the earliest opportunity. A chill rewarded his
-carelessness, and a slight attack of pneumonia followed upon it. For the
-first time within his recollection the man had to stop in bed, but
-during the greater part of his illness Myles proved patient enough.
-Honor ministered to him untiringly; Mr. Endicott was much in the
-sick-room also; and from time to time, when the master was returning
-towards convalescence, Cramphorn or Churdles Ash would enter to see him
-with information concerning affairs.
-
-Then, during one of the last wearisome days in his bed-chamber, at a
-season when the invalid was somewhat worn with private thoughts and
-heartily sick of such enforced idleness, an unfortunate misunderstanding
-threw him off his mental balance and precipitated such a catastrophe as
-those who knew Stapledon best had been the least likely to foresee. He
-was in fact forgotten for many hours, owing to a common error of his
-wife and uncle. Each thought the other would tend the sick man, so
-Honor departed to Newton Abbot with Christopher Yeoland, and Mark, quite
-ignorant of his niece's plans, was driven by Tommy Bates to Okehampton.
-The pitiful mistake had not dwelt an hour in Stapledon's memory under
-ordinary circumstances, but now, fretted by suffering and as ill able to
-bear physical trouble as any other man wholly unfamiliar with it, his
-lonely hours swelled and massed into a mountain of bitter grievance. He
-brooded and sank into dark ways of thought. Temptations got hold upon
-him; the ever-present thorn turned in his flesh and jealousy played with
-his weakness, like a cat with a mouse. Upon Honor's return the man
-afforded his wife, a new sensation and one of the greatest surprises
-that experience had ever brought to her.
-
-Unaware of his lonely vigil, she returned home in high good humour,
-kissed him, complimented him on the fact that this was to be his last
-day in bed, and remarked upon the splendour of the sunset.
-
-"'At eventide it shall be light,'" she said; "and Christo was so rapt in
-all the glory of gold and purple over Cosdon, as we drove home from
-Moreton, that he nearly upset me and his dog-cart and himself. Yet I
-wish you could see the sky. It would soothe you."
-
-"As winter sunshine soothes icicles--by making their points sharper.
-Nature's softest moods are cruellest if your mind happens to be in
-torment."
-
-"My dear! Whatever is the matter? And your fire out--oh, Myles, how
-wrong!"
-
-"Is it? Then blame yourself. Since my midday meal and before it I have
-seen no soul this day, and heard no voice but the clock. Here alone,
-suffering and chewing gall for six hours and more. But what does it
-matter so you were pleased with the sunset and your company?"
-
-"Then where is uncle? Surely----? I _am_ so sorry, dear one. We've
-muddled it between us, and each thought you were in the keeping of the
-other."
-
-"Don't be sorry. What do I matter? Where have you been?"
-
-"To Newton with Christo. And he sent you these lovely black grapes.
-I'm afraid I ate a few coming home, but I haven't spoiled the bunch."
-
-"Eat the rest, then, or fling them into the fire. I don't want them."
-
-"You're angry, Myles; and you have a right to be; yet it was only a
-dismal accident. We must light the fire, and I'll get you your tea,
-poor ill-used fellow. It was a shame, but I'm very, very penitent, and
-so will uncle be."
-
-"I wish I could get out of your way. Such a bother for you to come back
-to a sick-room; and a sick animal in a house is a bore
-always--especially to you, who don't love animals."
-
-The woman's eyes opened wide and she stared at him.
-
-"Whatever do you mean?"
-
-"You know well enough. I'm so exacting and my cough keeps you awake at
-night, and these drives in the fresh air behind Yeoland's big trotter
-must be such a relief to you. Why don't you ask him to drive you right
-away--to hell, and have done with it?"
-
-Honor looked at him, then turned her back and knelt down by the fire.
-Presently she spoke.
-
-"Your thoughts have been ugly company I'm afraid. This is a terrible
-surprise, Myles, for I know so well how much you must have suffered
-before you could say such things to me. Will you never understand your
-own wife?"
-
-"I think I do--at last."
-
-"You'll be sorry--very sorry that you could speak so, and let an unhappy
-accident be the spark to this. If you had but heard what Christopher
-said of you this very day driving home----"
-
-"Don't begin that folly. That he slights me enough to praise me--and
-you listen to him and pretend to think he is in earnest!"
-
-She did not answer; then he sat up in bed and spoke again.
-
-"I'm glad that weakness has torn this out of me. I shall be sorry
-to-morrow, but I'm glad to-night. Leave the fire and come here. I
-don't want to shout. You see what you've dragged me down to; you see
-what a snarling cur with his bone stolen I look now. That's your work.
-And I'll thank you to put a period to it. I don't live any longer in
-this purgatory, however greatly your fool's paradise may please you.
-I'm weary of it. It's poisoning me. Either you see too much of this
-man or not enough. That is what you have to determine. If too much,
-end it; if not enough, mend it, and go to him, body and soul, for
-good--the sooner the better."
-
-"Myles! You, of all men, to be so coarse! Are you mad? Are you
-dreaming to speak to your wife so? God knows that I've never done, or
-said, or thought anything to anger you to this, or shadow your honour
-for a second--nor has he."
-
-"'He!' Always 'he--he--he'--rooting at your heart-strings, I suppose,
-like a ----. What do you know of his thoughts and dreams? How comes it
-that you are so read in his life and mind that you can say whether my
-honour is so safe with him? I'd sooner trust it with my dogs. Then it
-would be safe. Who are you to know what this man's mind holds?"
-
-"I ought to know, if anybody does."
-
-"Then go back to him, for God's sake, and let me come to the end of this
-road. Let all that is past sink to a memory, not remain a raw, present
-wound, that smarts from my waking moment until I sleep again."
-
-"You are weary of me?"
-
-"I'm weary of half of you, or a quarter of you, or what particular
-proportion of you may still be supposed to belong to me."
-
-"I am all yours--heart and soul--and you know it; or if you do not,
-Christopher Yeoland does."
-
-"You love him too."
-
-"That question was answered years ago. I love him, and always shall.
-His welfare is much to me. I have been concerned with it to-day."
-
-"Yet you dare to say you belong heart and soul to me."
-
-"It is the truth. If you don't understand that, I cannot help you. He
-does understand."
-
-"I lack his fine intellect. You must endeavour to sink to my level and
-make this truth apparent to your husband's blunter perceptions. I must
-have more than words. Acts will better appeal to me. After to-day I
-forbid you to see or speak with Yeoland; and may you never suffer as you
-have made me suffer."
-
-"I will do what you wish. If you had only spoken sooner, Myles, some of
-this misery might have been escaped. I wish I had seen it."
-
-"Any woman who loved honestly would have seen it," he said, hard to the
-end. Then, without answering, she left him; and while he turned
-restlessly upon himself and regret presently waxed to a deep shame at
-this ebullition, she went her way and came to tears leisurely along a
-path first marked by frank amazement. Honor's surprise was unutterable.
-Never, since the moment of their meeting, had she dreamed or suspected
-that any imaginable disaster could thus reduce the high standard by
-which Myles conducted his mental life and controlled his temperament.
-That physical suffering and a sharp illness should have power to
-discover and reveal such a secret much surprised her. She remained
-incredulous that she had heard aright. It was as though she had dreamed
-the meeting and some nightmare Myles--grotesque, rude, a very
-Caliban--had taken shape while her mind ran riot in sleep. Yet it was
-true, for the measure of his lapse from customary high courtesy, was the
-measure of the months that he had suffered in silence, and the measure
-of his wrongs. Wholly imaginary she held them; all he had said was the
-outcome of a nature fretted by sickness and reduced below itself, like a
-drunken man--this Honor believed; but even so she remained in a stupor
-of astonishment. To see such a man with his armour off, to hear strange
-words in his mouth, to watch passion on his face, was an experience
-unutterably painful. And yet surprise transcended sorrow. She was
-almost stunned and dazed by this storm of thunder and lightning from a
-mind whose weather had never promised such a tempest. Now the moody
-fits and evasive humours could be read a little, for light fell every
-way. And Honor sat an hour with her thoughts; then passed from first
-emotions to others deeper and truer. She began to regret the past and
-blame her blindness. Unconventional enough, she had acted with no
-thought of any special significance being read into her actions--least
-of all by her husband. A woman of more common mind and nature had seen
-the danger and doubtfulness of such relations; but this was her first
-revelation of it; and the sudden, somewhat brutal disclosure opened her
-eyes widely indeed. She set herself to see and estimate from her
-husband's standpoint, to gauge the extent of the justice that had
-launched his pent-up outburst, and, upon a paltry misunderstanding,
-loosed these tremendous charges, hugged up and hidden within his heart
-till now. She ignored the cruel manner of his assault, and felt her
-heart beat in fear at this shadow of a master passion. Jealousy was its
-name, and an accident of lonely hours with the demon had suffered it to
-overwhelm him, tear him, dominate him thus.
-
-The thread of the woman's thoughts need not be traced as she strove with
-these tangles, and slowly restored the ravelled skein. That Myles would
-regret this hurricane she knew; that he would ask her forgiveness, and
-probably desire her to disregard his demands she suspected.
-Self-control was a garment that her husband could scarcely discard for
-long, even in sickness; the amazing thing was that it should have proved
-a garment at all; for Honor always believed it as much a part of Myles
-as his other characteristics. Meantime she asked herself her duty, and
-justice spoke, while the woman listened without impatience.
-
-She understood in some degree the strenuousness of many male characters
-upon the subject of ethics; she conceded that men of her husband's stamp
-thought and felt more deeply than most women; and she knew that her own
-sense of proportion, or sense of humour--which often amounts to the same
-thing--had inclined her, rightly or wrongly, to view all relations of
-life from an impersonal standpoint, including even those affairs in
-which she herself participated.
-
-She knew the absolute innocence of her inmost soul with respect to
-Christopher, and her face flamed here at the thought that her husband
-had dared to fear for her honour and his own. But she resolutely
-identified her thoughts with his attitude; she reminded herself that
-Myles was a bad student of character, and quite unable to see the real
-nature of Christopher Yeoland, or understand him as she did. Her brain
-grew tired at last, and pity led to tears; but the nature of the pity
-was uncertain, and whether she cried for herself, for her husband, or
-for both, Honor could not have declared with any certainty.
-
-That evening, while Mark Endicott was with Myles and his wife sat alone
-in her parlour, Christopher Yeoland strolled up to the farm with a
-parcel forgotten and left in his vehicle. The master of Godleigh stayed
-for a brief chat, made inquiries after Stapledon, and very quickly
-discovered that his companion laboured under some secret emotion. Honor
-thereupon changed her mind. She had not intended to whisper a hint of
-her tragic discovery, but the other's ready sympathy proved too much for
-her reserve. Moreover, there was a thought in her that perhaps the
-sooner Yeoland knew the truth the better. She told him a little of what
-had happened and attributed it to her husband's great present weakness;
-yet the thing sounded graver spoken aloud, even in her very guarded
-version, and Christopher's forehead showed that he, too, held it
-serious.
-
-"Of course he didn't mean it," she concluded; "and to-morrow he will be
-sorry for having spoken so. But I'm afraid that dear Myles will never
-understand that we are different from other people."
-
-"You think we are?"
-
-"I know we are. Surely we have proved that to one another, if not to
-the world."
-
-"We can't expect people to take us at our own valuation. This row comes
-appositely in a way. God knows the truth, but all the same, perhaps the
-position is impracticable. The world would say that Myles was right,
-and that we were too--too original. Only what's to be done? Of course
-he can't forbid us to speak to one another--that's absurd. But, for
-some reason, our friendship makes him a miserable man. He's let that
-out to-night, poor dear chap."
-
-"I wish I could understand his attitude; but I must make myself
-understand it, Christo. It is my duty."
-
-"I believe I do know what he feels. It's pride more than jealousy. His
-mind is too well hung to be jealous, but pride is the bait to catch all
-big natures. He doesn't like to feel any other man has the power to
-please you."
-
-"But remember the basis of our friendship. It must make a difference.
-And I have always been so frank. He knew--none better--what we were each
-to the other once; and he knows that I am fond of you and always must be
-so."
-
-"Exactly; and that's not knowledge to make him particularly happy. We
-have accentuated it of late, and hurt him. He sees perils and troubles
-ahead that don't really exist--mere phantoms--yet, from his point of
-view, they look real enough. He cannot see, and so there's probably a
-growing inclination on his part to kick me out of Little Silver, if such
-a thing could be done. Yes, I appreciate his attitude, though he can't
-appreciate mine. It comes to this: my deep content in your society is
-making him very angry--and worse than angry. He's turning by slow
-degrees into a volcano. To-day came the first little eruption--a mere
-nothing. Myles will regret it, and to-morrow bank up the fire again in
-his usual Spartan way; but he is powerless to prevent the sequel. There
-may be a regular Pompeii and Herculaneum presently. Your husband is
-built that way, though I never guessed it. If you were mine, and he was
-in my position, I should not turn a hair, knowing you and knowing him;
-but he is different. He doesn't know me at all, and he doesn't know you
-as well as I do. He must be blind to a nature like yours by the
-accident of his own personal temperament."
-
-"He understands me, I am sure--at least, I think so."
-
-"Not all round. But that's beside the mark. The question is, What
-next?"
-
-"No question at all. My whole life and soul must be devoted to making
-him happy in spite of himself."
-
-"And what must I do?"
-
-She did not answer, and before need of a definite decision and the
-necessity for action, Christopher fell back upon his customary methods.
-
-"Obviously I must do nothing. Least done soonest mended--a proverb
-quite as wise as the one I found it on; for deeds make more bother in
-the world than the loudest words. I shall let Time try his hand. It
-will probably come out all right when Myles gets well. He's so sane in
-most things--only there's my volcano theory, I tell you what; I'll speak
-to your uncle and ask him if he sees any difficulty."
-
-"Can't you make up your mind yourself?"
-
-"No--unless you express a wish. Otherwise I shall go on as I am going.
-I'll see Mr. Endicott, and when Myles is fit again I'll see him. Yes,
-that's the road of wisdom. I'll meet him and say, 'Now, old chap,
-explode and give me the full force of the discharge. Tell me what you
-mean and what you want.'"
-
-Honor, for her part, found loyalty wakened rather than weakened by her
-husband's remonstrances. She desired to return to him--to get back to
-his heart. Christopher wearied her just now, and when Mark Endicott
-entered from the sick-room, Honor bid Yeoland farewell and hastened to
-Myles.
-
-Yeoland chatted awhile, shared some spirit and water with the blind man,
-and then, on a sudden, after private determination to do no such thing,
-broached the problem in his mind.
-
-"Look here," he said; "I've had a nasty jar to-night, Mr. Endicott, and
-I'm in no end of a muddle. You know that I'm a well-meaning brute in my
-way, even granted that the way is generally wrong. But I wouldn't
-really hurt a fly, whereas now, in blissful ignorance, I've done worse.
-I've hurt a man---a man I feel the greatest respect for--the husband of
-my best friend in the world. It's jolly trying, because he and I are
-built so differently. There's an inclination on his part to turn this
-thing into the three-volume form apparently. It's such ghastly rot when
-you think of what I really am. In plain English, Stapledon doesn't like
-his wife to see so much of me. She only discovered this deplorable fact
-to-day, and it bewildered her as much as it staggered me. Heaven's my
-judge, I never guessed that he was looking at me so. Nor did Honor.
-Such kindred spirits as we are--and now, in a moment of weakness, the
-man bid her see me no more! Of course, he's too big to go in for small
-nonsense of that kind, and he'll withdraw such an absurd remark as soon
-as he's cool again; but straws show which way the wind blows, and I want
-to get at my duty. Tell me that, and I'll call you blessed."
-
-"What is Honor to you?"
-
-"The best part of my life, if you must know--on the highest plane of
-it."
-
-"Don't talk about 'planes'! That's all tom-foolery! You're a wholesome,
-healthy man and woman--anyway, other people must assume so. I'll give
-you credit for believing yourself, however. I'll even allow your
-twaddle about planes does mean something to you, because honestly you
-seem deficient--degenerate as far as your flesh is concerned. All the
-same, Stapledon is right in resenting this arrangement with all his
-heart and soul. His patience has amazed me. Two men can't share a
-woman under our present system of civilisation."
-
-"Which is to say a wife may not have any other intellectual kindred
-spirit but her husband. D'you mean that?"
-
-"No, I don't. I mean that when a man openly says that a woman is the
-best part of his life, her husband can't be blamed for resenting it."
-
-"But what's the good of lying about the thing? Surely circumstances
-alter cases? It was always so. He knew that Honor and I loved each
-other in our queer way long before he came on the scene. She can't stop
-loving me because she has married him."
-
-"It isn't easy to argue with you, Yeoland," answered Mark quietly; "but
-this I see clearly: your very attitude towards the position proclaims
-you a man of most unbalanced mind. There's a curious kink in your
-nature--that is if you're not acting. Suppose Honor was your wife and
-she found greater pleasure in the society of somebody else, and
-gradually, ignorantly, quite unconsciously slipped away and away from
-you; imperceptibly, remember--so subtly that she didn't know it
-herself--that nobody but you knew it. How much of that would you suffer
-without a protest?"
-
-"I shouldn't bother--not if she was happy. That's the point, you see:
-her happiness. I constitute it in some measure--eh? Or let us say that
-I contribute to it. Then why need he be so savage? Surely her
-happiness is his great ambition too?"
-
-"Granted. Put the world and common sense and seemliness on one side.
-They don't carry weight with you. Her happiness then--her lasting
-happiness--not the trumpery pleasure of to-day and to-morrow."
-
-"Is it wise to look much beyond to-morrow when 'happiness' is the thing
-to be sought?"
-
-"Perhaps not--as you understand it--so we'll say 'content.' Happiness
-is a fool's goal at best. You love Honor, and you desire for her peace
-of mind and a steadfast outlook founded on a basis strong enough to
-stand against the storms and sorrows of life. I assume that."
-
-"I desire for her the glory of life and the fulness thereof."
-
-"You must be vague, I suppose; but I won't be, since this is a very
-vital matter. I don't speak without sympathy for you either; but, in
-common with the two of you--Myles and yourself--this silly woman is
-uppermost in my mind--her and her good. So, since you ask, I tell you
-I'm disappointed with you; you've falsified my predictions of late, and
-your present relations with Honor have drifted into a flat wrong against
-her husband, though you may be on a plane as high as heaven, in your own
-flabby imagination. This friendship is not a thing settled, defined,
-marked off all round by boundaries. No friendship stands still, any
-more than anything else in the universe. Even if you're built of
-uncommon mud, lack your share of nature, and can philander to the end of
-the chapter without going further, or thinking further, that is no
-reason why you should do so. The husband of her can't be supposed to
-understand that you're a mere curiosity with peculiar machinery inside
-you. He gives you the credit of being an ordinary man, or denies you
-the credit of being an extraordinary one, which you please. So it's
-summed up in a dozen words: either see a great deal less of Honor, or,
-if you can't breathe the same air with her apart from her, go away, as
-an honourable man must, and put the rim of the world between you. Try
-to live apart, and let that be the gauge of your true feeling. If you
-can bide at Godleigh happy from month to month without sight of her or
-sound of her voice, then I'll allow you are all you claim to be and give
-you a plane all to yourself above the sun; but if you find you can do no
-such thing, then she's more to you by far than the wife of another man
-ought to be, and you're not so abnormal as you reckon yourself. This is
-going right back upon your renunciation in the beginning--as pitiful a
-thing as ever I heard tell about."
-
-"Stay here and never see her! How would you like it? I mean--you see
-and hear with the mind, though your eyes are dark. Of course I couldn't
-do that. What's Godleigh compared to her?"
-
-"And still you say that sight of her and sound of her voice is all you
-want to round and complete your life?
-
-"Emphatically."
-
-"You're a fool to say so."
-
-"You don't believe it?"
-
-"Nor would any other body. Least of all her husband."
-
-"A man not soaked in earth would."
-
-"Find him, then. Human nature isn't going to put off its garment at
-your bidding. If you're only half-baked--that's your misfortune, or
-privilege. You'll have to be judged by ordinary standards
-nevertheless."
-
-"Then I must leave the land of my fathers--I must go away from Godleigh
-because a man misunderstands me?"
-
-"You must go away from Godleigh because, on your own showing, you can't
-stop in it without the constant companionship of another man's wife."
-
-"What a brute you'd make me! That's absolutely false in the spirit, if
-true in the letter. The letter killeth. You to heave such a millstone!"
-
-"You're a poorer creature than I thought," answered Mark sternly, "much
-poorer. Yet even you will allow perhaps that it is to her relations
-with her husband, not her relations with you, that Honor Endicott must
-look for lasting peace--if she's to have it."
-
-"Yet I have made her happier by coming back into her life."
-
-"It's doubtful. In one way yes, because you did things by halves--went
-out of her life and then came back into it at the wrong moment. I won't
-stop to point out the probable course of events if you had kept away
-altogether; that might not be fair to you perhaps, though I marvel you
-missed the lesson and have forgotten the punishment so soon. Coming
-back to her, ghost-haunted as she was, you did make her happier, for you
-lifted the horror of fear and superstition from her. But now her
-lasting content is the theme. How does your presence here contribute to
-that?"
-
-"It would very considerably if Stapledon was different."
-
-"Or if he was dead--or if--a thousand 'ifs.' But Stapledon is
-Stapledon. So what are you going to do with the advice I've given you?"
-
-"Not use it, I assure you. Consider what it means to drive me away from
-Godleigh!"
-
-"For her lasting content."
-
-"I don't know about that. Of course, if it could be proved."
-
-"You do know; and it has been proved."
-
-"Not to my satisfaction. I resent your putting me in a separate
-compartment, as if I was a new sort of beast or a quaint hybrid. I'm a
-very ordinary man--not a phenomenon--and there are plenty more people in
-the world who think and act as I do."
-
-"Go and join them, then," said Mr. Endicott, "for your own peace of mind
-and hers. Get out of her life; and remember that there's only one
-way--that leading from here. I'm sorry for you, but you'll live to know
-I've spoken the truth, unless your conscience was forgotten, too, when
-the Lord fashioned you."
-
-Yeoland grumbled a little; then he brightened up.
-
-"My first thought was best," he said. "I should not have bothered you
-with all this nonsense, for it really is nonsense when you think of it
-seriously. I should have stuck to my resolve--to see Myles himself and
-thrash this out, man to man. And so I will the moment he's up to it.
-The truth is, we're all taking ourselves much too seriously, which is
-absurd. Good-night, my dear sir. And thank you for your wisdom; but
-I'll see Stapledon--that is the proper way."
-
-
-
-
- *CHAPTER VIII.*
-
- *THE ROUND ROBIN*
-
-
-Before they slept that night Myles had expressed deep sorrow to Honor
-for his utterances and declared contrition.
-
-"The suffering is mine," he said; "to look back is worse for me than for
-you."
-
-His wife, however, confessed on her side to a fault, and blamed herself
-very heartily for a lapse, not in her love, but in her thoughtfulness
-and consideration. She declared that much he had spoken had been
-justified, while he assured her that it was not so.
-
-The days passed, and health returned to Myles; upon which Christopher
-Yeoland, believing the recent difficulty dead, very speedily banished it
-from his mind, met Stapledon as formerly in perfect friendship, never
-let him know that he had heard of the tribulation recorded, and
-continued to lead a life quite agreeable to himself, in that it was
-leavened from time to time by the companionship of Honor.
-
-Spring demanded that Myles should be much upon the farm, and the extent
-of his present labours appeared to sweep his soul clean again, to purify
-his mind and purge it of further disquiet. All that looked unusual in
-his conduct was an increased propensity toward being much alone, or in
-sole company of his dogs; yet he never declined Honor's offers to join
-him.
-
-She had not failed to profit vitally by the scene in the sick-room, yet
-found herself making no return to peace. Now, indeed, Honor told
-herself that her husband's state was more gracious than her own; for
-there began dimly to dawn upon her heart the truth of those things that
-Myles had hurled against her in the flood of his wrath. She divined the
-impossible persistence of this divided love, and she felt fear. She was
-sundered in her deepest affections, and knew that her peace must
-presently suffer, as that of Myles had already suffered. Her peculiar
-attitude was unlike that of her husband or the other man. She saw them
-both, received a measure of worship from both, and grew specially
-impatient against the silent, pregnant demeanour of Mark Endicott. His
-regard for her was steadily diminishing, as it seemed, and he took some
-pains that she should appreciate the fact.
-
-It grew slowly within her that the position was ceasing to be tenable
-for human nature, and not seldom she almost desired some shattering
-outburst to end it. She was greatly puzzled and oftentimes secretly
-ashamed of herself; yet could she not lay a finger on the point of her
-offending. Nevertheless she missed some attributes of a good wife, not
-from the conventional standpoint, which mattered nothing to her, but
-from her own standard of right-doing.
-
-Meantime, behind the barriers now imperceptibly rising and thickening
-between man and wife, behind the calm and masklike face that he
-presented to the world, Myles Stapledon suffered assault of storm upon
-storm. He knew his highest ambitions and hopes were slipping out of
-reach; he marked with punctuations of his very heart's throb the
-increasing loneliness and emptiness of his inner life; and then he
-fought with himself, while his love for Honor waxed. In process of time
-he came gradually to convince himself that the problem was reduced to a
-point. She loved Christopher Yeoland better than she loved him, or, if
-not better, then, at least, as well. She did not deny this, and never
-had. Life with him under these circumstances doubtless failed every
-way, because his own temperament was such that he could not endure it
-placidly. He doubted not that his wife went daily in torment, that she
-saw through him to the raging fire hidden from all other eyes. He gave
-her credit for that perspicacity, and felt that her existence with him,
-under these circumstances, must be futile. He then convinced himself
-that her life, if spent with Christopher, would be less vain. Through
-dark and hidden abodes of agony his soul passed to this decision; he
-tried to make himself feel that he loved her less by reason of these
-things; and finally he occupied thought upon the means by which he might
-separate himself from her and pass out of her life.
-
-In the misty spring nights, under budding woodland green, or aloft in
-the bosom of silence upon the high lands, he wandered. A dog was his
-companion always, and his thoughts were set upon the magic knife, that
-should cut him clean out of his wife's existence with least possible
-hurt to her. By constitution, conviction, instinct, the idea of suicide
-was vile to him. He had spoken of the abstract deed without detestation
-in Mark Endicott's company, had even admitted the possibility of heroic
-self-slaughter under some circumstances; but faced with it, he turned
-therefrom to higher roads, not in fear of such a course, but a frank
-loathing rather, because, under conditions of modern life, and with his
-own existence to be justified, he held it impossible to vindicate such a
-step. And that door closed; he thought of modern instances, and could
-recall none to serve as a precedent for him. He turned, then, to
-consider the mind of Christopher Yeoland, and endeavoured to perceive
-his point of view. Blank failure met him there; but the thought of him
-clenched Stapledon's hand, as it often did at this season, and he knew
-that hate was growing--a stout plant of many tendrils--from the
-prevalent fret and fever of his mind. He worked early and late to
-starve this passion, but toil was powerless to come between his spirit
-and the problem of his life for long.
-
-His tribulation he concealed, yet not the outward marks of it. The eyes
-of the farm were bright, and it was natural that he should be the focus
-of them all. There came a night when Myles and his wife were gone to
-Chagford at the wish of others, to lend weight in some parochial
-entertainment for a good cause. Mr. Endicott was also of the party, and
-so it chanced that the work-folk had Bear Down house-place to
-themselves. The opportunity looked too good to miss, and their master
-was accordingly discussed by all.
-
-"Some dark branch of trouble, no doubt," said Henry Collins. "Time was
-when he would smoke his pipe and change a thought with the humblest.
-Now he's such a awnself man, wi' his eyes always turned into his head,
-so to say."
-
-"Broody-like," declared Churdles Ash; "an' do make his friends o' dumb
-beasts more'n ever, an' looks to dogs for his pleasure."
-
-"Ess; an' wanders about on moony nights, an' hangs awver gates, like a
-momet to frighten pixies, if wan may say so without disrespect,"
-continued Collins.
-
-"A gert thinker he've grawed of late," said Cramphorn; "an' if I doan't
-knaw the marks of thought, who should?"
-
-"Sure a common man might 'most open a shop with the wisdom in his head,"
-admitted Sam Pinsent; and Jonah answered--
-
-"He ban't wise enough to be happy, however. A red setter's a very gude
-dog, but no lasting company for a married man--leastways, he shouldn't
-be. Theer's somethin' heavy as a millstone round his neck, an' dumb
-beasts can't lift it, fond of 'em as he is. The world's a puzzle to all
-onderstandin' people; yet theer's none amongst us havin' trouble but can
-find a wiser man than hisself to lighten the load if he'll awnly look
-round him. Theer's Endicott, as have forgot more of the puzzle of life
-than ever Stapledon knawed; an' theer's Ash, a humble man, yet not
-without his intellects if years count for anything; an' me, as have some
-credit in company, I b'lieve. Ess, theer's auld heads at his sarvice,
-yet he goes in trouble, which is written on his front and in his eyes.
-Best man as ever comed to Endicott's tu, present comp'ny excepted."
-
-"Theer's nought as we could do for his betterment, I s'pose?" asked
-Gaffer Ash. "I've knawed chaps quick to take fire at any advice, or
-such bowldaciousness from theer servants; but if you go about such a
-deed in the name of the Lard, nobody of right honesty can say nothin'
-against you. Now theer's a way to do such a thing, an' that is by an
-approach all together, yet none forwarder than t'others. Then, if the
-man gets angry, he can't choose no scapegoat. 'Tis all or none. A
-'round robin' they call the manifestation. You puts a bit of common
-sense, or a few gude Bible thoughts in the middle, an' writes your names
-about, like the spokes of a cart-wheel, or the rays of the sun sticking
-out all around. So theer's nothin' to catch hold of against them as
-send it."
-
-"Seein' we doan't knaw wheer the shoe pinches, the thing be bound to
-fail," said Pinsent. "If us knawed wheer he was hit, I be sure auld
-blids like you an' Jonah would have a remedy, an' belike might find the
-very words for it in the Scriptures; but you caan't offer medicine if
-you doan't know wheer a body's took to."
-
-"'Tis the heart of un," said Cramphorn. "I'm allowed an eye, I think,
-an' I've seed very clear, if you younger men have not, that this cloud
-have drifted awver him since Squire Yeoland comed to his awn--an' more'n
-his awn. Stapledon be out o' bias wi' the world here an' theer no
-doubt."
-
-"I'm sure they'm gert friends, sir, an' awften to be seed abroad of a
-airly mornin' together 'pon the lands," piped in Tommy Bates.
-
-"Shut your mouth, bwoy, till us axes your opinion," retorted Jonah.
-"An' come to think on't, seein' the nature of the argeyment, you'd best
-clear out of this an' go to bed."
-
-"Let un listen to his betters," said Mr. Ash. "'Tis right he should,
-for the less he listens to men as a bwoy, the bigger fule he'll be come
-he graws. 'Tis a falling out contrary to all use," he continued.
-"Missis was set 'pon squire fust plaace; then, second place, he died;
-an', third place, she married t'other; fourth place, he comed to life;
-an' fifthly an' lastly, 'pon this thumb of mine, he graws rich as
-Solomon, an' bides in pomp an' glory to Godleigh again."
-
-"An' they'm awften about together, drivin' an' walkin' for that matter;
-though God, He knaws I'd be the last to smell a fault in missis," said
-Jonah.
-
-"Damn bowldacious of the man, however," declared Pinsent.
-
-"'Tis so; an' all of a piece wi' his empty life, fust to last; an'
-that's what's makin' Myles Stapledon go heavy an' forget to give me an'
-others 'Gude-marnin'' or 'Gude-evenin',' 'cordin' to the time of day.
-He thinks--same as I do--that theer's a sight tu much o' Yeoland in the
-air; an' yet he's that worshipful of his wife that, though maybe she
-frets him, he'd rather grizzle hisself to fiddle-strings than say a word
-to hurt her. 'Mazin' what such a wonnerful woman sees in that vain
-buzz-fly of a man."
-
-"You'm right, no doubt, Jonah," assented Ash. "An' if 'tis as you say,
-an' we'm faaced wi' the nature of the ill, us might do our little in all
-gude sarvice an' humbleness towards the cure."
-
-"The cure would be to knock that cockatrice 'pon the head an' scat his
-empty brains abroad wance for all. Then the fule would have to be buried
-fair an' square, wi' no more conjuring tricks," declared Jonah
-Cramphorn.
-
-"You'm an Auld Testament man, for sartain!" admitted Collins in some
-admiration.
-
-"Fegs! So he be; but these here ain't Auld Testament days," said
-Churdles Ash; "an' us caan't taake the law in our awn hands, no matter
-how much mind we've got to it. 'Tis a New Testament job in my judgment,
-an' us'll do a 'round robin' to rights, an' set out chapter an' verse,
-an' give the poor sawl somethin' very high an' comfortin' to chew 'pon.
-Truth to tell, he's a thought jealous of his lady's likin' for t'other.
-I mean no rudeness, an' if I doan't know my place at fourscore, when
-shall I? But so it seems; an' the fact thraws un back 'pon dogs an' his
-awn devices, which is very bad for his brain."
-
-"What's the gude o' texts to a jealous man, whether or no?" asked Jonah
-scornfully.
-
-"Every gude; an' even a bachelor same as me can see it. Fust theer'll
-be the calm process o' handlin' the Word an' lookin' up chapter an'
-verse, each in turn; then the readin', larnin', markin', an' inwardly
-digestin'; then, if we pick the proper talk, he'll come to a mood for
-Christ to get the thin end of the wedge in wi' un. An' so us'll conquer
-in the name of the Lard."
-
-"'Pears to me as a bloody text or two wouldn't be amiss. I'd like to
-fire the man up to go down-long to Christopher Yeoland an' take a
-horse-whip to un, an' tan the hide off un. Theer's nought cools a
-lecherous heart like a sore carcase," growled Jonah, reverting to his
-Old Testament manner.
-
-Then Mr. Collins created a diversion.
-
-"I won't have no hand in it anyways," he said. "'Tis a darned sight tu
-perilous a deed to come between a man and wife, even with a text of
-Scripture, 'specially when you call home how hard 'tis to find lasting
-work. Us might all get the sack for it; an' who'd pity us?"
-
-"All depends 'pon how 'tis done. Wi' a bit of round writin' the blame
-doan't fall nowheers in partickler."
-
-"'Tis the wise ch'ice of words such a contrivance do depend on; an' what
-more wise than Paul?" inquired Jonah Cramphorn. "I read the seventh of
-Romans to my wife 'pon our wedding night, and never regretted it. He
-hits the nail on the head like a workman; an' if theer's trouble arter,
-the chap will be fallin' out wi' an anointed apostle, not us. Ess, I be
-come round to your opinion, Ash. Us had better send it than not. You
-wouldn't have had the thing rise up in your head if Providence didn't
-mean us to do it."
-
-"Might be safer to send it wi'out names, come to think of it," suggested
-Collins; but Gaffer Ash scorned the cowardly notion.
-
-"Wheer's the weight of that? No more'n a leaf in the wind wi'out names.
-No sensible pusson would heed advice, gude or ill, as comed so. 'Tis
-awnly evil-doers as be feared to sign an' seal their actions."
-
-"Us might send it to she, instead of he," suddenly suggested Cramphorn.
-"Her's more to us, God bless her; an' a woman's better able to brook
-such a thing. She doan't see how this here do 'pear to other people,
-else she'd never give the chap as much as 'Gude-marnin'' again. An'
-her'll be fust to mark the righteous motives to the act. Gimme the big
-Bible from the dresser-drawer, Tom Bates; an' then go to your bed. Us
-doan't want a green youth like you in the document.
-
-"A dangerous thing to give advice wheer it ban't axed," mused Pinsent;
-"an' specially to your betters."
-
-"So dangerous that I'll have no part nor lot in it," declared Henry.
-"The dear lady's temper ban't what it was, so your darter tells me,
-Cramphorn; an' you've got a mother an' sister to keep, Samuel, so you'd
-best to bide out of it along wi' me."
-
-Mr. Cramphorn was turning over the leaves of an old Bible thoughtfully.
-
-"Paul's amazin' deep versed in it, seemin'ly," he said. "'Pears as he
-was faaced wi' just such a evil when he wrote an' warmed up they
-Corinthians. Listen to this here. 'An' unto the married I command, yet
-not I, but the Lard, Let not the wife depart from her husband: But an'
-if she depart, let her remain unmarried.'"
-
-"Awften had a mind 'pon that scripture myself," declared Mr. Ash.
-
-"An' lower down he's at 'em again. Hark to this: 'Art thou bound to a
-wife? seek not to be loosed. Art thou loosed from a wife? seek not a
-wife.' I reckon most men doan't need to be told that last. Then theer's
-another bracing word further on. Parson Scobell preached 'pon it awnly
-last month. Ephesians, fifteenth of five: 'See then that ye walk
-circumspectly, not as fules, but as wise.'"
-
-"Tu strong for a lady," said Mr. Ash.
-
-"Not so, Churdles. I'm the last to say or set a hand to any
-awver-bitter speech. 'Tis what her wants to awpen her butivul eyes, an'
-shaw her the right road, same as them 'twas fust writ for. An'
-here--same chapter: 'Wives, submit yourselves to your awn husbands, as
-unto the Lard.' Ban't tawld to submit theerselves to young, flauntin'
-bachelors, you see; an' then it says how women should hold theer awn men
-in special reverence."
-
-"Theer's the twinge, an' I'd have 'e put that in for sartain," declared
-Churdles. "If her reverenced un, her wouldn't go about in high-wheeled,
-cranky dog-carts with t'other. Ess, put that down; together wi' any
-light hint against the lust of the flaish, so long as you can find it
-set out in parlour language."
-
-Mr. Cramphorn took pencil and paper to his task; and Gaffer Ash, with
-the help of a round candlestick, drew a shaky circle in the middle of a
-sheet of foolscap. "Our names will all stick around," he said; "an' in
-the midst Jonah will set chapter an' verse. Perhaps ten verses might be
-enough to right the wrong, an' if you'm quick, Cramphorn, us'll get it
-in a henvelope an' addressed to missis, then slip it off to bed an'
-leave the manifestation 'pon the table against her comes home."
-
-"More respectful to send it through the post," ventured Collins; and
-Churdles admitted that it might be so.
-
-"P'raps you'm right theer, Henery. Ess, for sure you be; an' you'm
-gwaine into Chaggyford wi' the cart fust thing to-morrow, so you can
-post it theer; then 'twill come wi' all the dignity of the mail," he
-said.
-
-Jonah finished his pious task and wrote his name; Churdles Ash, who had
-only learned to write in middle-age, set down a shaky signature, half
-schoolboy's, half senile in its wavering line; Pinsent wrote a laboured
-but well-regulated hand, and Mr. Collins also subscribed, yet with such
-uneasiness that one might have imagined he was signing his own
-death-warrant.
-
-"Even now I'd like to hear Maister Endicott 'pon it," he murmured. "If
-he was against it, I'd never willingly countenance the step."
-
-"He'm wan of the family; an' whenever was it knawn as a female gived
-credit to them of her awn blood for sense?" inquired Jonah. "Why, 'tis
-last thing they think of. No; us o' the land will send this here for
-gude or evil. We'm doin' our duty an' shan't be no worse thought of.
-She'm a wonnerful woman--a queen among 'em at her best--always was
-so--an' she'll think the better of us for this transaction."
-
-"She'm just the sort to put a bit on our wages if the 'round robin'
-worked to her betterment--a most grateful woman," said Sam Pinsent, who
-from doubt had suddenly sprung to the extremity of hope.
-
-"Ess--an' if her didn't, he would, so like as not," declared Gaffer Ash.
-"If this sets all right an' makes 'em happy an' sensible an'
-onderstandin', in the name of the Lard and of Paul, how much smoother
-'twill be for all parties!"
-
-"An' if all works well an' nobody don't do nothin'," suggested Pinsent,
-"it might be a question whether us shouldn't send in another to remind
-'em of theer well-wishers. However, that's in the future."
-
-"'Twould be like sendin' in a bill, an' not to be dreamt of," answered
-Cramphorn. "'Tis awnly a small-fashioned mind as would think of such a
-thing."
-
-Pinsent retorted; but at that moment footsteps and voices warned the
-company. Pipes were relighted; the Bible was placed in the
-dresser-drawer; wide innocence sat upon each brown face; and, like lead
-within the breast pocket of Henry Collins, reposed the 'round robin'
-destined, as all hoped, to such notable issues.
-
-
-
-
- *CHAPTER IX.*
-
- *RED DAWN*
-
-
-The admonition culled from Paul was duly posted, and henceforth Collins
-avoided his mistress with utmost care, while Pinsent, fear again
-overtaking him, did likewise. Cramphorn, on the contrary, itched to
-hear or see some definite result of his daring, while as for the ancient
-Ash, he went unmoved upon his way. To tell truth, the missive made an
-impression as deep as any of those responsible for it could have
-desired; but they never knew of its results, for the outgrowth of them
-was swept away by greater concerns. When Honor first received the
-"round robin," she felt amused; then she became annoyed; and, lastly,
-she grew anxious. The sort of men responsible for this audacity she
-understood, and she was aware the action sprang from honest purpose and
-most laudable intent. Cramphorn, the master spirit, worshipped her with
-high devotion, and she knew it; for the rest, they had but done as he
-bid them. The selected quotations, which Honor carefully consulted,
-were not indeed apposite, yet had this value, that they showed her how
-present relations appeared in the eyes of an ignorant, though impartial
-countryside. She was astounded at such an uncharitable and painful
-mistake; yet, seeing that the error existed, and was probably
-widespread, the wife felt thankful to know it. She fluctuated between
-contempt and anger, then finally fell back upon a condition of real
-concern. First she thought of showing the paper to Myles, but feared
-that his lack of humour might prompt him to austere treatment of her
-censors. To speak to Christopher was out of the question, and Honor,
-after some demur, decided that her uncle should know. From him she
-expected full measure of sympathy in her embarrassment, but she was
-disappointed of this hope.
-
-"Very interesting and instructive," said the old man, after his niece
-had begun in laughter and ended with recitation of every text to which
-the document referred; "very interesting. So we may learn from the
-mouths of babes and sucklings."
-
-"I ought to be cross with them. Fancy Cramphorn so greatly daring,
-despite his feudal instincts!"
-
-"Shows how much and how deeply the man must have felt constrained to
-act. You say you should be cross. Why? They only try to give you some
-practical light. There's a great, deep goodwill behind this."
-
-"But it is such nonsense."
-
-"They don't think so."
-
-"Surely you're not going to take it seriously, Uncle Mark?"
-
-"Most seriously; and so do you, though you pretend to laugh--as if I
-didn't know every note in your laughter, like every note in a ring of
-bells. It is serious. You cannot defy simple, wholesome usage and
-custom for ever."
-
-"But who has a right to speak while Myles is silent? If I hurt him, he
-would tell me. He is quite himself again."
-
-"Shows how little you know him, for all your love of him. You are
-hurting him, and my ear tells me more than all your senses can tell you.
-He lives in a dreary hell and speaks out of it. I can almost see his
-face when I hear his voice."
-
-"I'm always thinking of him."
-
-"Yes, with a moiety of your thoughts. It isn't allowed one woman to
-make two men wholly happy--else you might succeed. But you're only
-following the old, stale road and making two men wholly miserable. Any
-fool in a petticoat can manage as much. That's the foundation your
-present content is built upon. There's awful wickedness in it, to my
-mind; and double-distilled sin coming from such as you, because you're
-not a fool at all, but have sense enough to profit by experience. You
-must be aware that Myles is a wretched man; and, though you may not
-think it, Yeoland knows very well he's living in a wrong atmosphere--a
-mere shadow of happiness. Better far you make one happy, out-and-out,
-than keep each miserable. One has got to smart, and the sooner you
-decide which, the better for both."
-
-"That you should ever speak so!"
-
-"You've fallen away much of late--in mind and conduct I mean. Your
-fine, sharp instincts are grown blunter. You can live this mean,
-half-and-half life; and you don't understand, or you won't. There's no
-passion in it, I do think, and I suppose you can go on being fond of two
-men without disgracing Endicott breed; but I'll speak plainly, since
-it's vital I should. Men are different. They're not built to go on
-mooning with a talking doll for ever. Even Christopher Yeoland is made
-of flesh and blood. A woman may be all mind; a man never is. Now, what
-are you, and what are you doing? You're a married woman, and you're
-ruining the life of about the worthiest man I've been happy to meet
-since my own brother--your dear father--died. End it--if Yeoland hasn't
-got strength and determination sufficient to do so. Tell him your mind;
-be true to your husband, and bid the man go--if he is a man."
-
-Honor Stapledon listened to this grave rebuke with a heaving breast.
-
-"You call that justice! You would ask him, after all he has suffered
-and endured, to go away from his own? You would coldly bid him turn his
-back on all that makes life worth living for him--Godleigh?"
-
-"Without the least remorse, if he can't stop decently."
-
-"To judge so vilely! If you cannot understand and appreciate the fact
-that Christopher isn't made of common clay, then the case is hopeless."
-
-"Coarse clay or china clay, he's a callous, cruel devil to do what he is
-doing; and you can tell him so from me."
-
-"I'm only sorry that you so hatefully misunderstand Christo."
-
-For once the blind man let his anger run over. It had been boiling for
-many days, and now, before this attitude in Honor, he could restrain the
-explosion no more.
-
-"Damn Christo!" he said. "Damn him for a poor, white-livered, whole
-cowardice of curs rolled into one! Your husband's worth a wilderness of
-his sort, and you ought to know it, and--there, I'll not say more. I
-blamed Myles first for being jealous of nought; now I blame him no more.
-Reason is with him. And though this boneless thing doesn't know better,
-you ought to, if only to credit your stock. What's come to you? What's
-sapped up all your old sense and self-respect?"
-
-She stared at his wrath as at a new experience.
-
-"I am unchanged," she answered, "though all the rest of my little world
-is going mad it seems. I have been misled and mistaken, if you are
-right, though I am not sure at all that you are. Certainly I thought
-after his illness, and the things he said to me then, that Myles was
-looking at this matter from my own rational stand-point. He grew
-sensible again--the old, wise Myles. But if you are correct in this
-monstrous belief, Myles must have set my mind at rest at the cost of his
-own peace. Yet could he hide that from me?"
-
-"Not if your eyes were as they used to be. There must be no more rest
-at any rate--neither rest nor peace--till I'm proved right and the case
-is righted, or I'm shown wrong, when I'll not be backward in begging for
-forgiveness. Only remember, it's got to come from you--this clearing
-up. Myles will do nothing while he thinks your happiness is in blossom;
-he'll go on silently fretting his soul sour; and t'other will do
-nothing--that I'll swear to--unless a pitchfork be taken to him. Enough
-said now. Have it out with your husband, and first put yourself in his
-place so far as your knowledge of him allows. Look out of his eyes, and
-try to feel what this means to such a man--ay, or any other man worth
-calling one."
-
-"I will think of what you say. At least, you are right when you tell me
-that I have degenerated. Happiness means degeneration, I suppose."
-
-"You're the last leaf of an old tree, and I'd have you live beautifully,
-and make a good end, and leave a fragrant memory to your children."
-
-"He's the last of his line, too--Christopher."
-
-"That rests with him probably. It is well that he should be if he's no
-more than appears. But I have done, and am cool again. I'm sorry if
-I've hurt you. I love you better far than anything in the world, yet
-you've given me cause for deep mourning of late days."
-
-Honor prepared to speak, but did not do so. She looked at her uncle's
-wrinkled, grey face and blind eyes, bent down, kissed him on the
-forehead, and then hastened away without any more words.
-
-
-While the matter of this serious speech was in his wife's mind, it
-chanced that Stapledon and the Squire of Godleigh met after the dawn
-hour, each being led to the same spot upon his homeward way. Neither
-had seen the other for some weeks, and by mutual exchange of thought, a
-common subject leaped to the mind of each.
-
-Myles had been upon Kes Tor to see the sunrise; Christopher was
-returning from a further point; and now in the valley beneath Batworthy
-Farm they met, where Teign, touched with ruddy gold of the morning,
-wound murmuring along. Upon one bank the hill rose sharply under silver
-birch, mountain ash, oak, and concourse of tall pines; to the north more
-gradual acclivities of shaggy moor extended, and these were broken into
-leek-green beds of sphagnums, and gemmed with ruddy sundews, where
-springs opened or rivulets wound with little bubbling whispers to the
-river. A red dawn scattered the stream with stars and sparks reflected
-from low eastern clouds above the sunrise; and this radiance, thrown
-upward from the water, touched the under-leaf of the alders, where they
-hung above the stream and slashed the shadows with sanguine light. A
-spirit, sweet, fresh and dewy as any naiad, dwelt here; the place was
-bedecked with mossy greens and olives, duns and transparent
-velvet-browns, all softened and swept with the purest opaline blue, by
-contrast of dawn shadows with dawn fire. Rock shapes upon the
-river-bed, perfect in their relations of colour and of form, made most
-harmonious medley of manifold planes. They were touched by sunshine,
-modelled to the outlines of their mosses by great violet shadows spread
-between flame-lances from on high, blended by ripple and shimmer of
-reflected light from the river, broken in mass by the green rushes and
-tall grasses, by the dancing briar, its point under a waterfall, by the
-snowy blossoms of great umbel-bearers, and by the majestic foliage of
-king fern. Teign splashed and spouted crystal-bright through this
-display of forms and colours, and there was pleasant music of water and
-murmur of new-born leaves, while red light came and went through the
-dawn purity, soaked each dingle with misty gold, and chequered the river
-with many shades of ambers and agates and roses agleam together.
-
-"Sons of the young morning--you and I! This is our hour, and we suck
-life from the risen day," said Christo, extending a hand to the other as
-they met at stream-side.
-
-"Rain's coming," answered Myles; "and this splendour will be drowned
-long before noon."
-
-"Then let us make the most of it. I'm glad we met here. A happy place
-to talk in, with fair things to fill one's eyes."
-
-"What is there to talk about? I'm afraid our interests are too widely
-separated."
-
-"Well, that will do for a start. I want to talk, if you'll listen.
-Frankly, Stapledon, we are not what we might be each to the other. I
-wish I understood you better. There's hardly a man in the world that I
-regard more deeply. Yet I know right well you don't echo the sentiment.
-We grow less intimate daily, instead of better friends. Yet we're bound
-together in a sort of way by the past, however distasteful that may be
-to you. At least I should say we must be. And so many common
-interests--say what you please to the contrary. Both fairly intelligent
-and intellectual, both prone to probe under the surface of things.
-What's the barrier? Frankly I have no idea. I thought at one time it
-might have to do with Honor; and so did Mr. Endicott. He talked to me
-with amazing vigour and plain choice of homely words. Yes, honestly, he
-made me feel like a criminal lunatic for about a week. Then, thank God,
-you recovered your health, and we met, and I saw at a glance that the
-old man was utterly wrong and had been engaged with a mare's nest. Yet
-there's a gulf between us, despite so much that we enjoy in common."
-
-"Since you wish to speak of this, I say that there are some things that
-cannot be enjoyed in common."
-
-Yeoland started.
-
-"You mean that I was wrong, then, and Mr. Endicott right? But don't you
-see how infernally greedy and unreasonable you are? Either that, or you
-continue to misunderstand me of set purpose. I gave you Honor for your
-own; yet you grudge me my place at Godleigh--at the footstool of the
-throne you share with her. What do I rob you of? Do the birds rob you
-when they eat the crumbs fallen from your table? I cannot remotely
-judge of your attitude."
-
-"That is true; but every other man can. And it may be that many do."
-
-"Have you considered that this position you take is in some measure a
-reflection on your wife?"
-
-"I have not, and if I had, I do not ask your criticism upon that."
-
-"Well, I shall never see how you hold any ground for this ridiculous
-animosity, Stapledon; but for the sake of argument, you must be conceded
-a case. What is your exact grievance in English? The thing I have done
-I can do again: go; but before we imagine you bidding me to do so, or
-picture me as obeying, out of regard for Honor--before that climax, I
-say, consider what you are doing in common justice. By banishment you
-take from me every temporal and spiritual treasure worth living for. As
-I stand here, I believe I am a happy man--almost; happy in Godleigh;
-happy in renewed intercourse with Honor; happy--on my oath before
-Heaven--in the knowledge that she belongs to you. I may be unfinished
-and unfurnished--only half a man, as Mark Endicott didn't hesitate to
-tell me; but, such as I am, this hillside is my life, and, if you bade
-me depart from it and I went, then I should presently die."
-
-Myles lifted his head and looked from under his brows half in contempt,
-half in dubiety.
-
-"You're a slight thing to turn a man's hair grey--a slight thing on your
-own showing," he answered. "Can you dissect yourself so glibly and mean
-it? You parade your own emptiness without flinching. Yet you believe
-what you say, no doubt; and there may be truth in it, but not all the
-truth. I can't suppose you utterly abnormal in your attitude towards
-other people, just because you say you are."
-
-"I say no such thing. It was Endicott who said so. I say that my view
-of life is very much more exalted and my standards higher than--yours,
-for instance. If you could understand my plane, you would understand
-me; but you can't. The aesthetic habit of mind is beyond your
-percipience."
-
-"Then we can leave it out. You may deceive yourself with big words,
-nobody else. What are you going to do? That is the question. The fact
-that my peace of mind and my salvation are bound up in my wife is
-unfortunate, because I neither wish you to consider me, nor do I desire
-to be under any further obligation. But Honor is my wife, and, as that
-relationship is understood by common men, it carries with it definite
-limitations. She loves you, and never attempts to hide it. Her
-primitive nature is big enough to find room in her heart for us both;
-but my still more primitive nature can't tolerate this attitude. I'm
-not big enough to share her with anybody else, not big enough to watch
-her happier than the day is long in your company."
-
-"You think soberly and honestly that the world grows too small for the
-three of us?"
-
-"Little Silver does."
-
-"We might toss up which of us blows his brains out."
-
-"Try to feel as serious as I do, Christopher Yeoland. Try to look at the
-future of this woman's life, since you have approached me upon it."
-
-"I do so, and I see a life not necessarily unhappy. A woman heroic
-enough to love two men deserves double share of happiness; don't you
-think so?"
-
-"I suppose you're in earnest, though God knows it is not easy to argue
-with such a babbler."
-
-"No, I'm not flippant. It is you who have got the perspective of this
-thing all wrong. If you were a little older, you would see how absurd
-it is to try and turn pure comedy into drama. If you were only a better
-judge of character--can't you understand that I'm incapable of tragedy?
-There's nothing hurting you, or going to hurt you, but your own narrow
-nature. When we're all white-headed--the day after to-morrow, or
-so--when we are all grown into the sere and yellow--you will be the
-first to laugh, through toothless gums, at this, and say that I was
-right."
-
-"Well, we won't argue, because there's no solid ground where we can meet
-as a foundation for any possible sort of understanding. You take such a
-view of life and its responsibilities as I should have supposed
-impossible for a reasonable being. We're different to the roots, and,
-materialist though I am, I recognise, a million times more deeply than
-you can, the demands of this existence and the need to justify it. Now
-listen, and then we will part: I tell you that in my judgment as her
-husband, my wife's ultimate happiness and content and mental health will
-be more nearly assured if you go out of her life than if you stop in it.
-I ask you to go out of it. I recognise all that this demand means,
-especially as coming from me to you. You'll gauge the depth of my
-convictions that I can bring myself to ask you so much--for her sake,
-not mine."
-
-"You want me to turn my back upon Godleigh?"
-
-"I do; as that is apparently the only way you can turn your back on Bear
-Down."
-
-"You have no right to ask such a thing."
-
-"Under the circumstances I consider that I have."
-
-"There is another alternative."
-
-"I cannot see it then."
-
-"You will though, before you sleep to-night. I shall not suggest it to
-you; but such a level-headed man as you are must presently see it for
-himself. I say I shall not propose it, because my peace of mind is not
-at stake. As a matter of fact, you're arguing for yourself now, though
-you fancy you are speaking for Honor. She's very nearly happy, and
-would be perfectly so if you were. It is your five-act drama manner and
-general tragic bearing that make her feel more or less downcast. And I
-am also happy. Now, consider; if I clear out, you'll be joyous again; I
-shall be in doleful dumps, of course, and Honor----?"
-
-"Well?"
-
-"Don't you know? She can't help loving us both. She can't alter that
-now, poor girl. If she knows I'm miserable, she certainly won't be
-happy.'
-
-"You are making your position clear to me. She is not unhappy now,
-though my life is dark; but if your peace of mind was spoiled, then hers
-would suffer too.
-
-"It may appear egotistical, but I think that nearly defines the
-situation."
-
-"Which is to say that you are more to her than I am?"
-
-"Remorseless logic, but--no; I don't assert that for a second. You are
-her husband. Such a delicate question should not be raised."
-
-"It is raised, and she must decide it."
-
-"My dear Stapledon, let us have no brutality. Do try to catch a little
-of her big, pure spirit. We may both learn from her. These earthly
-wranglings would shock her immeasurably."
-
-"You won't leave this place?"
-
-"Not unless Honor asks me to do so, and without inspiration. Now,
-good-bye. To think of the sweet air we've wasted in such futilities!
-You're right about the rain. Look away south."
-
-Yeoland rose from the mossy stone whereon he had pursued this matter,
-and quickly disappeared; Myles also moved upon his way. Great
-slate-coloured ledges of cloud were already sliding upwards from the
-Moor, and it was raining by the time the farmer returned home to his
-breakfast.
-
-
-
-
- *CHAPTER X.*
-
- *A MAN OF COURAGE*
-
-
-Sally Cramphorn found the secret of her happiness hard to hide, and as
-the weeks lengthened into months and Libby still bid her hold her peace,
-yet would give no definite reason for the imposed silence, she grew
-somewhat restive. He refused to discuss dates, and declared that a year
-at least ought to pass in order that each should thoroughly understand
-the other before irrevocable matrimony. Under these circumstances Sally
-found her engagement fall something flat. She was in no haste to marry,
-but importunate that the world might learn of her good fortune; and
-finally, after a decided difference or two upon the question, Gregory
-realised that definite steps must be taken, and at once. First he
-thought of telling Sally, with frankness, how he had made a mistake, and
-was of opinion that, by reason of wide disparity in their dispositions,
-she could be no bride for him; but, to do Gregory justice, all manner of
-sincerity he consistently abstained from, and, in the present case, more
-than a candid bearing seemed necessary. To throw Sally over before her
-face called for full measure of courage, and any such step, until he was
-thoroughly established in Margery's good graces, must be highly
-dangerous. So Libby assured himself. He determined, therefore, first
-to propose to Sally's younger sister, win to his side the strength of
-her personality and the bitterness of her tongue, then explain his
-mistake to Margery and leave her wit to solve and escape from present
-entanglement with the wrong woman.
-
-For once Mr. Libby acted speedily upon a decision, sought out the other
-maiden, lured her from the sheltering radius of the farm, and proceeded
-with his proposal after a plan very similar to that which had conquered
-Sally.
-
-"It's took me a long time--I may say years--to make up my mind," he
-said, chewing a blade of grass and glancing sideways at the rather hard
-profile of Margery; "but I do think as you'm the best maid in Little
-Silver, cautious though I am by nature. Ess, a wife's a solemn thought,
-yet you come nearer my fancy than any gal ever I seed or heard tell of,
-Margery Cramphorn. You've got a warm heart, as would make any man
-happy, I should reckon; an' to cut a long story short, I've ordained to
-marry you, if you'm willin'."
-
-For answer Margery began to cry; but she let him kiss her, so he knew
-that the response was favourable.
-
-"Doan't blubber about it. 'Tis a joyful thing; an' I'm sure I'm mazed
-wi' gladness to think as you can care for me. An' I hope as your love
-be big enough to last."
-
-"Always, always, till we'm auld mumpheads--so long as ever I can see an'
-move an' love--so long I'll do for you an' fight for you, dear Gregory."
-
-"Caan't say no fairer, an' I b'lieve you mean it. An' the whole beauty
-of married life lies in the woman putting the man fust--so my mother
-said; 'cause he'm the bread-winner an' must be thought of all times.
-An' you might remember my mother's ways wi' me--a very gude, comforting,
-proper woman. I ban't a horse for strength, an' comfort I must have."
-
-"Which you shall have--love an' worship always, dear Gregory; an' I'm a
-proud maiden to think such a rich man as you could look to me for a
-helpmate. An' you shan't never be sorry; an' faither do set me higher'n
-Sally, so come presently I'll bring 'e more'n myself."
-
-"That's no odds. A chap in love doan't heed no such things as them; but
-theer's wan point as I ban't ezacally clear on touchin' Sally. I can't
-say nothin' now; but--but next time we meet, I'll tell you how it
-stands--a mystery like. She'm a gude gal, no doubt, but tu apt to run
-away with ideas an' misread a man's intentions, an' take for facts
-things what she've dreamed in her sleep, I reckon. But bide till next
-Monday, then I'll make it clear. Now we'll just love each other an'
-tell about marryin'."
-
-"Oh, Greg, I do blush to think of it. An' I've longed for 'e, out o'
-sight, all these years an' years! Won't her be raw--Sally? Her always
-thought as she was the favoured piece."
-
-"Ban't seemly in a woman to set her mind 'pon a chap so outrageous. But
-let her bide. Now, when shall us be man an' wife? An' what fashion
-wall-hangings would 'e like to the cottage-parlour? For it must be done
-again, 'cause theer's beastly grease 'pon it, wheer my mother's head got
-against the wall on Sundays. She used to fall asleep regular in a auld
-armchair, then roll to the left out o' the chair till the wall stopped
-her head. Done it for years. An' her recipes I've kept, an' the wan
-for herby-pie you'd best larn by heart, for 'tis favourite food o'
-mine."
-
-"I will, Greg. You know how I can cook."
-
-"Wi' a tender-stomached man, same as me, you'll have to put your heart
-into the cooking."
-
-"So I will then."
-
-He squeezed her slowly until she gasped.
-
-"You'm strong enough, I reckon, however," she said. "Your arm be like a
-bar of steel around me!"
-
-"'Tis love as hardens the sinews. I've a gert gift for lovin', an' if a
-man couldn't love the likes o' you, he'd be a poor, slack-baked twoad,
-for sartain. I'm lucky to get 'e, an' I knaw it, an' us'll be a happy
-couple, I lay--me a-doin' man's work an' makin' gude money, an' you
-'bout the house, so thrifty an' savin' that us shall graw rich 'fore we
-knaw it, an' p'raps come to keep a servant for you to order here an'
-theer. An' me wi' my awn hoss an' trap, so like as not, to drive to
-cattle-shows an' junketings, an' taake my plaace in the world."
-
-"An' I'll sit beside 'e an' look down at the walkers."
-
-"You'll be home-along wi' the childer more like. That's the mother's
-plaace. But us be lookin' a thought tu far forrard now. Wait till Bank
-Holiday anyway; then I'll meet 'e quiet by the river--down where
-Batworthy fishing right ends. 'Tis a private an' peaceful plaace; an'
-theer you must fix the day."
-
-"So I will then, an' a proud woman I am, an' a true wife I'll make you;
-Lard's my judge."
-
-"Mother----" began Mr. Libby; but he changed his mind and declared that
-it was now time to turn homewards.
-
-At Bear Down he left his new love, after cautioning her by all holy
-things to keep their secret, and, ten minutes later, met his old
-sweetheart returning from Chagford. Sally was heavily laden and in a
-bad temper. Indeed Mr. Libby's procrastination seemed enough to try any
-woman who heartily worshipped him. Now he offered to carry her parcels
-up the steep hill to the farm, and such unwonted civility soothed her
-not a little. Presently they rested awhile in the gathering twilight,
-and Gregory, with cynic satisfaction, kissed Sally's red lips while yet
-he tasted Margery's caresses. The experience fired him, and a wave of
-fancied courage held his soul. He told himself that he was the strong,
-resolute spirit into whose hand destiny had thrust the welfare of these
-simple maids. He laughed to think what soft wax they were under his
-control. Then he determined to put Sally out of her misery at once. He
-began a sentence to that end; but he changed his mind as her blue eyes
-fell full and honest upon him. After which she travelled the old, weary
-ground and clamoured for a definite understanding and definite date,
-superior to all self-respect in her importunity.
-
-"How long be I to go dumb, anyways? An' how long be I to wait? Us
-doan't grow no younger, an' you'm five-an'-thirty come September. Ban't
-fair, I reckon, an' theer's more in it than I can guess, for you'm like
-no sweetheart ever I heerd tell 'bout. So cold as a newt seemin'ly.
-But if your love's gone poor, then best to say so. If you'm shamed of
-me or you've changed your mind----"
-
-The opportunity was an excellent one, but Gregory's courage had
-evaporated. Moreover, there came into his head an inspiration. It
-occurred to him--while removed from such an event by distance--that it
-would be an exciting incident to invite Sally to the streamside also, to
-confront the sisters and clear up the situation once for all. The
-vision of himself between the tearful twain was pleasing rather than
-not. He saw himself the centre of an impressive scene.
-
-"I'll play the man," he reflected; "an' set her down handsome afore her
-sister. 'Tis awnly her word against mine, an' Margery'll believe me
-quick enough, for 'tis her interest so to do."
-
-Upon this heroic resolution he spoke.
-
-"I doan't say as you'm not in the right, Sally, to ax for somethin'
-plain. Us'll come to a fixture next Monday, as be a holiday. You meet
-me wheer Batworthy fishing right do end, down in the valley onder the
-roundy-poundies on the hill, at three o'clock in the afternoon by my
-watch, an' us'll settle up 'bout the axing out in church an' such like."
-
-The girl could scarcely believe her ears.
-
-"Really! 'Tis 'most tu gude to be true."
-
-"I mean it. Ess fay, I begin to want a wife 'bout the place."
-
-"I'll come down-long, then, Monday afternoon, rain or shine."
-
-"Very well. An' now I'll bid you gude-night. Mind the spot an' doan't
-keep me waitin'; but if 'tis pourin' cats an' dogs I shaan't be theer,
-for I've got to be careful of my paarts, bein' a bit naish, as you
-knaw."
-
-"Bless 'e, dear Greg; 'tis gert news to me. An' you'll never be sorry
-for it, wance I'm Mrs. Libby--that I'll swear."
-
-"Theer's awnly wan gal as be the wife for me," he said, and grinned at
-his own wit.
-
-So they parted; and while Sally went home all gladness, forgetting the
-weight of her parcels in the lightness of her heart, Gregory moved down
-the hill occupied with a curious reflection.
-
-"Theer'll be a 'mazin' tempest o' words between 'em, I doan't mind a red
-rage, but I'm always terrible afeared of a white wan. Sally'll go so
-fiery as sunset, an' use crooked language, no doubt; but that's nothin'.
-Awnly I couldn't cross t'other. Her turns ash-colour when her's vexed,
-an' her tongue's sharper'n a razor. 'Twill be a gert battle to watch
-an' a very fine study of female character, no doubt."
-
-
-
-
- *CHAPTER XI.*
-
- *THE ROAD TO PEACE*
-
-
-A month after his conversation with Christopher, Myles Stapledon made
-definite and determined advance upon the road to peace. There came a
-night when he and his wife lay in bed and a bright moon fretted the wall
-opposite their eyes with the pattern of the latticed window. The man
-gazed upon this design as it elongated and stole from left to right;
-then, conscious that Honor was not asleep, he spoke gently to her.
-
-"You are waking," he said, "and I also. Hear me a little while, dear
-heart. There's no shadow of anger in what I'm going to say to you. I'm
-cool in body and brain, and I want to look at your life as it must seem
-in other eyes--in the eyes of those who love you, though not as I love
-you. I want to be just--ay, and more than just."
-
-"You are always just, Myles--where you understand. The hard, impossible
-thing is to be just where we don't understand. You're going to talk to
-me about Christo; and I'm going to listen. You've a right to
-speak--which is more than anybody else in the world has, though certain
-folks don't realise that. I thought all was well, but I am wrong. You
-hide behind yourself so much--even from me. You are an unhappy man, and
-you have not told me, but Uncle Mark has."
-
-"I may be considered so. And to know that I am makes you unhappy and
-Yeoland uncomfortable. I have spoken to him recently. I explained to
-him that the present position, apart from my personal feelings
-concerning it, was very undesirable and must be modified, to say the
-least. He seemed surprised, but quite unprepared to make any
-suggestion. A plan other than my own proposal he hinted at, but he did
-not put it before me."
-
-"He can feel deeply too; this must have been a shock and a grief to
-him."
-
-"At least he recognised that it was so to me. I think he was neither
-shocked nor grieved himself. If anything, he felt incensed by my
-attitude. The position is not endurable to me, though you and he see no
-difficulty. But I must be allowed the decision, and I say that this
-state has to cease--selfish though that may seem to you."
-
-"Then it shall cease. You could not be selfish if you tried, Myles. I,
-too, can feel a little. Uncle Mark began what you are going to finish.
-I'm probably faulty in my intellect, or I should have seen all this
-sooner. At any rate I know what I owe to you--what a husband you have
-been to me. I won't talk of duty; I'll talk of my love for you, Myles
-dearest. That is a live, deep thing at least."
-
-"I never thought to doubt it, or ask proof of it. I knew it was real
-enough, and believed it immortal until--not doubt--I won't say doubt
-came--but sorrow, and a cloud, and a mist of the mind that was very
-chilling to me. I have lost my way in it of late, and have wandered
-wondering how far off you were in the darkness, asking myself if we were
-drifting further and further apart, fearing that it was so."
-
-"You have been too patient, and I too blind. And I have loved you more
-every day, not less."
-
-"It is a question for your decision. I don't like to wound your ear
-with blunt words; but there must be no more vague misery for want of
-speech after to-night. Half the wretchedness of life happens because
-we're frightened to speak out, and make a clean wound, and have done
-with it. You're my wife, for better or worse--not necessarily for good
-and all. My heart and soul are wrapped up in your well-being; but I've
-got to live my own life, not yours; I've got to do the unknown will, and
-I've no right to let anything from outside come between me and what I
-believe is my duty. Nothing outside a man can hurt him, unless he
-suffers it to do so. I must not let these troubles stand between me and
-my road any longer. I must go on with the light I have--alone, if you
-say so; but I must go on."
-
-"Alone?"
-
-"If you say so. Self-respect to a man with my outlook is all he has.
-And I'm losing it."
-
-"To live without me?"
-
-"If you say so. I'm not as conventional as you think, Honor. You made
-certain promises to me under certain impressions. The fact that the man
-whom you believed to be dead, when you married me, was not dead in
-reality absolves you from your undertaking, if you wish to be absolved.
-So at least it stands in my judgment; and mine is the only judgment,
-after your own, that you need consider."
-
-"I swore an oath before God!"
-
-"You swore in the dark. Now go back to the starting-point and make up
-your mind anew. Which of us is to have you henceforth--all of you?"
-
-"To think that I should hear you say that! To know my actions justify
-the words!"
-
-"I can very easily teach myself to go without; I can never tame myself
-to share. No man could."
-
-"You have all of me, for ever, and for ever, and for ever. I am your
-wife."
-
-"Don't let that last accident influence you. Argue as if you were not;
-argue as if you were free. Second thoughts are often best. You're
-linked to me by a chain that can quite easily be broken if you desire to
-break it."
-
-"Your words are blunt, as you said they should be; but you're making the
-clean wounds you spoke of in my heart. They'll heal if they don't kill.
-I'd rather die--much rather die than leave you, Myles."
-
-"Consider. Yeoland will be just as ready to accept and applaud your
-decision as I shall. He, too, realises at any rate that this isn't
-going on. We don't stand at the end of our lives; rather at the
-beginning of them. We may have fifty years more of it yet--either
-together or apart; but not like this."
-
-"The alternatives?"
-
-"We two are the alternatives. Go to him, if you like, and I shall know
-what to do; or stay with me and abide by my will. What comes afterwards
-you may leave to me. If you are to be my wife, Honor, you must shut
-this man clean out of your existence, for evermore, absolutely--never
-speak his name again, or think it. And for myself I shall be what I
-have always been--neither better nor worse. I can promise
-nothing--nothing of the beautiful side of life. No rainbows ever play
-in my cloudy atmosphere, as they do in his changeful, April weather. I
-am plain, dull, uninteresting, old-fashioned. I know nothing, and go
-joylessly in consequence--a cheerless soul with little laughter in me.
-Sometimes I think the east wind must blow colder for touching me.
-That's all I have to offer, and you know it by this time. What the
-other can give you that is better, softer, sweeter for a beautiful
-woman, I needn't tell you. It's the difference all through the piece
-between a working farmer and an accomplished gentleman of no
-occupation--no occupation but to make you happy. And no need to study
-the world in your choice; no need to think the accident of a human
-contrivance that makes you my wife should weigh with you. It was under
-a wrong knowledge of facts that you accepted me, and, in any case, we've
-gone far beyond paltry conventions and customs. I shall respect you
-more if you fling away that ring and go to him, than I do at present."
-
-"Can you love me with all your heart and speak so?"
-
-"You know whether I love you."
-
-"And yet you talk so coldly of going on with your life alone."
-
-"The necessity of facing that has been forced upon me, Honor."
-
-"Do you think I am even without a sense of duty?"
-
-"Don't let any trumpery consideration of duty weigh with you. You have
-to decide what is to become of your life. Consider only your duty to
-your soul. Your religion--of love and fear and belief in an
-eternity--should be of service to you here, if ever, for your trust is
-in a just Being who metes out reward or punishment according to the
-record in the book. That's a wholesome assumption if you can accept it;
-but don't let minor dogmas and man's additions interfere with your
-decision. By your record you will be judged--so you believe. Then
-create that record; set about it wisely and decide which line of action
-leads to making of the higher history. If you can justify your
-existence better with me, then stay with me; if life lived with
-Christopher Yeoland will offer more opportunities of doing something big
-and useful and beautiful--as very likely it might, when we consider his
-money and position and sympathetic nature--then it is your duty to
-yourself to go to him. Nobody can decide for you; but use your best
-thought upon it and make no mistake in this critical pass. Look at it
-every way impartially and distrust even your conscience, for that has
-been educated by rote, like every other woman's conscience."
-
-"Your speech is very cynical, Myles; but your voice is earnest enough."
-
-"There is nothing ironical in what I say; only the facts are ironical."
-
-"Do you want me to go to him?"
-
-"Yes--if your heartfelt conclusion is that you can live a finer,
-worthier life so."
-
-"Don't you know I love you dearly?"
-
-"I know you love us both."
-
-"I've never stopped to contrast or compare. I was your wife."
-
-"But I ask you again not to remember that. Decide between us, or decide
-against us. There's that alternative. I've thought of that for you.
-Once you said that, as you couldn't have both, you'd have neither. That
-was in jest; but the course is still open in earnest if the road to your
-peace points there."
-
-"To leave you. Oh, Myles, how you must have suffered and suffered and
-thought before you could say these things to me."
-
-She put her arms about him and pressed close to him. The light had
-stolen round and, one by one, the diamonds of wan silver were
-disappearing. He showed no responsive emotion, but stroked the small
-hand on his breast wearily.
-
-"Yes, I have thought a good deal. Will you decide what you are going to
-do in a week? Is that long enough?"
-
-"How wicked--how wicked I have been in this. To think we can be wicked
-day after day and never know it! And your patience! And how
-extraordinary that you had it in you to speak in this cold, calculating
-way!"
-
-"A stronger man might have borne it longer--into old age, perhaps, as
-Yeoland said. I could not. I've got nothing much beyond my
-self-respect. That's the sole thing that has kept me from destroying
-you, and him."
-
-She thought upon this, but did not answer it.
-
-"Sleep now," he said, after a pause. "'Tis the day-spring nearly. I've
-wearied you, but it had to be. Speak to me again about the matter in a
-week. And don't fear me any more. Passion against him is clean passed
-and gone. Just a gust of nature, I suppose, that makes the males fight
-in season. I wouldn't hurt a hair of your head--or his."
-
-She nestled closer.
-
-"Why wait a week when there is no need to wait a day, or an hour? I
-love you--better than anybody in the world; and I'll tell Christopher
-that; also that I have done great wrong in this matter; and I ask you,
-Myles, to take me where I shall never see him again--for his good and
-because I love you with my whole heart--all, all of it. And judge me by
-what I do henceforth and not what I say now. See how I shall order my
-life--let that convince you."
-
-He did not speak, but his silence was cardinal--a hinge on which his
-whole spirit turned.
-
-"You believe me, Myles? You know that I have never spoken an untruth to
-you."
-
-A sigh rose, and seemed to pass away like an embodied trouble under the
-first dawn light--to depart like a presence from the man and leave him
-changed.
-
-"I believe you--I believe you. I wish I could feel a personal God--to
-kneel to Him and thank Him, and to let my life thank Him henceforth."
-
-"I'm a very wicked woman, and I ought to have lived in the Stone days,
-for I deserve nothing better than a hut circle and a cruel master to
-beat me. I should have been kicked about by some old, Neolithic hero
-with his dogs. I'm not big enough to deserve the love of a man like
-you, not wise enough even to rate the depth and height of it. But you
-shall see I can learn still and be single-hearted too. I'll live
-differently--higher; I'll aim anew--at the sun--I'll--I'll----"
-
-Here she broke down, and he comforted her in his slow, stolid fashion.
-
-"Honor, you are all the best part of me--the best thing that my life has
-known, or can know. Pray that the time to come may shine brighter seen
-against gloom gone. I've never doubted your motives--never. I've only
-lived in torment, because--there, don't be unhappy any more. I could do
-great things--great things for sheer thanksgiving. I must try to pay
-the world back in coin for this sunrise. The rest will be easy now you
-have spoken. Thought can cut the knot that remains, and I will take
-deep thought for all of us. Nothing is left to hurt us; think of that!
-Here's a solid foundation to work upon, now that you have decided to be
-my wife."
-
-"What shall you do, Myles?"
-
-"Think of him, and study how best to take you out of his life with least
-wound to him. I can be sorry for him now."
-
-"His life is to live as well as ours."
-
-"He must learn how to live it; but not from me. Sleep now, my own
-woman, again. Leave me to think out the rest. You don't know what this
-return means to me; I can't find the words to thunder out such a
-heart-deep thing. I feel as I felt when first you promised to marry me.
-I am waking out of a long chaos into peace."
-
-Honor answered him, and their conversation presently grew disjointed as
-slumber stole over her weary brain. She sighed once or twice--the shaken
-sigh that follows upon tears--then her hand, that held his, relaxed and
-fell away. But Stapledon did not sleep. A thousand blind alleys of
-future action he followed, and countless possible operations pursued to
-barriers of difficulty.
-
-At dawn he arose, and, leaving unconscious rest to repair the fret and
-turmoil of his wife's mind, pressed on to new problems. For the
-storm-cloud of his sorrows was touched with light; the ragged
-soul-garden within him spread smoothed and purged of deep-rooted weeds.
-He found space for wholesome seed therein, and passing into the air
-breathed wordless prayers upon the pure morning and opened his heart to
-the warmth of the sunrise fires.
-
-
-
-
- *CHAPTER XII.*
-
- *PEACE*
-
-
-The day was the first of the week, and Myles, finding that no immediate
-plan entered his mind under the risen sun, turned homeward to breakfast,
-then announced a determination to take himself upon the Moor for a tramp
-alone. Thither he proposed to carry his new-found peace, and, once
-there, he knew that a final and just decision would reach him from his
-counsellors of the granite and west wind. After dinner he set forth to
-spend some hours face to face with the central fastnesses. A dog--his
-great red setter--accompanied him, and the beast was far less easy at
-heart than the man, for storm threatened, and since dawn sign upon sign
-had accumulated of electric disturbances on high. Thunder had growled
-about for some days, yet night was wont to dispel the gloom.
-
-"Gert bouldering clouds, maister," said Churdles Ash, who met Myles
-setting forth. "A savage, fantastic sky out Cosdon way, and reg'lar
-conjuring time up-long in the elements."
-
-Thus this man unconsciously echoed a hoary superstition, that lightning
-and thunder are the work of malevolent spirits.
-
-But Myles, for once much mistaken, saw no immediate promise of storm.
-To the north remote banks of low cloud, with edges serrate and coppery,
-sulked above the distant sea, and all manner of cloud shapes--cumulus,
-stratus, and lurid nimbus--were flung and piled together, indicating
-unusual turmoil aloft; but similar threats had darkened several recent
-noons, and Stapledon, in a mood most optimistic, trusted the weather and
-foretold the storm would delay for many hours until its purple heart was
-full to the bursting.
-
-"Exmoor will hold it back as like as not," he said.
-
-Ash, however, believed that he knew better; and it was certain that the
-red dog did. A silence not natural to the time of day spread and
-deepened; and the wind came to life strangely at corners and
-cross-roads, sighed and eddied, then died again.
-
-The farmer, with his thoughts busier than his eyes, strode swiftly
-onward, for he pictured himself as coming to great definite resolutions
-at some spot hid in the heart of the heather, bosomed deep upon the
-inner loneliness, beyond the sight of cattle and the sound of
-bellwether. He desired to reach a region familiar to him, lying afar
-off to the south of Cranmere, that central matrix of rivers. Here the
-very note of a bird was rare and signs of animate life but seldom seen.
-The pad-marks of some mountain fox upon the mire, or a skeleton of
-beast, clean-picked, alone spoke of living and dead creatures; sometimes
-a raven croaked and brooded here; sometimes, from a great altitude above
-the waste, fell cry of wild fowl that hastened to some sequestered
-estuary or fruitful valley of waters afar off.
-
-Such stations brought sure content and clarity of mind to this man; they
-rested his spirit and swept foregrounds of small trouble clean away
-until he found himself at the altar of his deity in mood for worship.
-It was only of late that the magic of the Moor had failed him, and now,
-with new peace in his heart, its power for good awakened, and he knew
-right well that solution of the problem before him lay waiting his
-advent in the solitudes.
-
-Over Scor Hill he passed, among the old stones that encompassed each
-supreme experience of his life with their rugged circle; then, his
-leathern leggings dusted to yellow by the ripe pollen of the ling, he
-walked onward over a splendour of luminous pink, crossed northern Teign
-under Watern, proceeded to Sittaford Tor, and, steadily tramping
-westward, left man and all trace of man behind him. The unmarked road
-was familiar, and every gaunt hill-crest about him stood for a steadfast
-friend. He crossed the infant Dart; he ploughed on over the heavy peat
-hags, seamed and scarred, torn and riddled by torrents; he leapt from
-tussock to ridge, and made his way through gigantic ling, that rose high
-above his knees. Cranmere he discarded, and now his intention was to
-reach the loneliest and sternest of all these stern and lonely
-elevations. He beheld the acclivities of Great and Little Kneeset and
-other mountain anchorites of the inner Moor; he passed the huge mass of
-Cut Hill by the ancient way cleft into it, and from thence saw Fur Tor's
-ragged cone ahead, grassy and granite-crowned. Stapledon had walked
-with great speed by the shortest route known to him, yet suddenly to his
-surprise a darkness as of evening shadowed him, and, lifting his head,
-he looked around upon the sky, to regret instantly a preoccupation that
-had borne him forward with such unthinking speed.
-
-Strange phenomena were manifesting themselves solemnly; and they offered
-opportunity to note the difference between natural approach of night and
-the not less natural but unaccustomed advent of a night-black storm from
-the north. Darkness gathered out of a quarter whence the mind is not
-wont to receive it. A sudden gloom descended upon the traveller from
-Cranmere, and under its oncoming the Moor heads seemed massed closer
-together---massed and thrust almost upon the eye of the onlooker in
-strange propinquity each to other. A part of the sky's self they
-seemed--a nearer billow of cloud burst from the rest, toppled together
-like leaden waves on the brink of breaking, then suddenly frozen along
-the close horizon--petrified in horror at tremendous storm shapes now
-crowding above them.
-
-On every side heath and marsh soaked up vanishing day, and were nothing
-brightened by it. The amethyst of the ling spread wan and sickly upon
-this darkness; only the granite, in studs and slabs far-strewn, gathered
-up the light and reflected a fast-waning illumination from the southern
-sky. One sheep-track, which Stapledon now traversed, was similarly
-luminous, where the narrow pathway wound like a snake and shone between
-sulky heather ridges, dark as the air above them. Over this region, now
-to a timid heart grown tenebrous and appalling in its aspect, pale
-lightning glared and, still remote, came the growl and jolt of thunders
-reverberating above distant granite. As yet no rain broke from the
-upper gloom, and the Moor retained its aspect of sentient and vigilant
-suspense. All things were still clear cut, and to the eye abnormally
-adjacent. Like some incarnate monster, that cowered under its master's
-uplifted lash, the desert seemed; and the granite teeth of it snarled
-through the heather, and shone steel-blue in the lightning, while a
-great storm stretched its van nearer and nearer. Yet no breath stirred
-a grass blade, and between the intermittent thunder from on high, a
-silence, tense and unbroken by the murmur of an insect, magnified the
-listening man's heart-beat into a throbbing upon his ear.
-
-Stapledon now perceived from the congested accumulations of the sky that
-a tempest of rare severity must soon have him at the heart's core of it.
-He increased his pace therefore, and broke into a run. To turn was
-futile, and he hurried forward upon Fur Tor, wherein some niche or rocky
-crevice might offer shelter. Such a spot he knew to the lee of the
-great hill; and now he stumbled forward, while the black edge of the
-thunderstorm billowed and tumbled to the zenith, and swallowed up the
-daylight as it came.
-
-Upon a tremendous gale, still unfelt at earth-level, the clouds hurtled
-in precipices, in streaming black wisps and ribbons, and in livid
-solitary patches over the pallor of dying light behind them. Then,
-half-way up Fur Tor, as he stood panting to regain breath, the wanderer
-felt the wind at last. A hot puff struck his hotter cheek, then another
-and another, each cooler and stronger than the first. His dog whimpered
-and crawled close; there ran a sigh and a shiver through the heath;
-grass blades and fragments of dead things floated and whirled aloft upon
-little spiral wind-spouts; vague, mysterious, and solemn--carried from
-afar, where torrential rains and hail were already churning the mosses
-and flogging stone and heath--there came the storm murmur, like a tramp
-of approaching hosts, or the pulsing of pinions unnumbered.
-
-A grey curtain suddenly absorbed and obliterated the purple horizon, and
-softened the sharp details; lightning stabbed through and seared the
-watcher's sight, while thunder immediately above his head wounded the
-ear like discharge of ordnance. He ran for it, having difficulty to see
-his way. The vanguard of the wind buffeted him; the riot above his head
-deafened him; the levin dazed his senses; then by good chance that spot
-he sought was reached, and he crept into a stony hollow opening upon the
-south-east--a natural cave among the clatters of the tor, where two
-masses of stone stood three yards apart, and a block falling upon them
-from above made a pent-house nearly weather-proof. Growing heather and
-fern filled the interstices, and the spot resembled a large natural
-kistvaen of the sort not seldom discovered in the old Moorland barrows,
-where Stone men laid the dust of their heroic dead.
-
-Hither came the raging spirit of this tempest and looked into the eyes
-of Myles Stapledon. Then, at the moment of its prime fury, when the
-very roots of the land were shaking, and its living pelt of heath and
-rush seemed like to be stripped from its quivering carcase by the hail,
-did Stapledon pluck a way to peace through future action. Ever curious,
-he picked up the ice morsels, noted how the hailstones, frozen and
-frozen again in some raging upper chamber of the air, were all cast in
-like mould of twin cones set base to base; and then, from this
-observation, his mind turned to the twin life of a man and woman united
-indissolubly. Out of the uproar came a voice to him, and where the tors
-tossed thunder back and forth, until it died among their peaks, the
-watcher caught a message affirming his own heart in its sudden
-determination.
-
-The simplicity of his conclusion struck him as sure criterion of its
-justness; and a mind possessed of one humorous trait, one faint
-perception of the ludicrous, had been surprised into some ghost of
-laughter before the idea, had surely smiled--even in a hurricane--before
-the inevitable contrast between its past long intervals of mental misery
-and this bald, most unromantic finger-post pointing to peace. True, no
-decision had been possible before Honor's determination was made known
-and the nature of the final problem defined; but now, under all this
-turmoil of sky and groan of earth, from his hot mind came a course of
-action, right and proper every way, reasonable and just to each of the
-three souls involved, yet most unromantic and obvious. He stumbled, in
-fact, upon the manifest alternative alluded to by Yeoland at their last
-meeting. As the master of Godleigh would not depart therefrom, Stapledon
-decided that he and Honor must leave Bear Down. That the labour of his
-brain-toil and deep searching should produce no more notable birth than
-this mouse of a plan, that the stupendous storm should have uttered no
-greater thing, appeared small matter to tempt one smile from Myles.
-Indeed, he forgot the weather and all other questions save this step
-ahead of him, for upon nearer examination it appeared not at all simple,
-but both complex and intricate. Retreat was the total of his intention;
-there appeared no other way to conquer this difficulty than by flying
-from it. He convinced himself that justice demanded this step, because
-one must depart from Little Silver, and his interests in that region
-could by no means be compared with those of Christopher Yeoland.
-
-Justice to Honor faced him; but Bear Down was less to her than Godleigh
-to the owner, and never had Stapledon known his wife to manifest the
-patrimonial ardour of the man. Leaving of her old home, therefore,
-would be no excessive sorrow to her, and the fact that such a course
-must impoverish them was not likely to count for much with husband or
-wife. His mind ranged forward already. The fair weather within it
-laughed at the elemental chaos around him. There was sunshine in his
-heart, and the whole force and centre of the storm failed to cloud that
-inner radiance. He thought of the future, and in spirit plunged over
-seas to the child-countries of the motherland, that he might seek
-amongst them a new environment for his life and Honor's--a new theatre
-for work. But from such flights to the far West and South he returned
-upon these austere regions that now stretched around him, and his heart
-much inclined to familiar scenes on the fringe of the Moor hard by the
-place where he was born.
-
-Long he reflected until the night or the storm merged into true dusk,
-and day closed untimely. The thunder passed, and the rain floods,
-having persisted far beyond Stapledon's experience of such electric
-tempests, began to lessen their volume. Yet heavy downfalls steadily
-drove across the twilight; the wind sank to a temperate gale, and, below
-him, mists arose from the new-made swamps, and woke, and stretched their
-tentacles, and crept through desolation round about the footstool of the
-tor.
-
-A space of five wild leagues now separated Myles from his home, and he
-stood night-foundered in the very capital of the central waste. Alive
-to the concern his absence must occasion, he yet hesitated but a moment
-before declining the ordeal of a return journey. The man was too
-experienced to enter upon such a hazard. He knew that radical changes
-had overtaken the low marshes since he traversed them; that the quaking
-places over which he had progressed by leaping from tussock to tussock
-were now under water; that great freshets had borne the least rivulets
-above their banks, and that an element of danger must await any attempt
-to retrace his way until the morning.
-
-Viewed in the light of his new content, this tribulation looked trumpery
-enough. He lighted a pipe, regretted his small dinner, and sorrowed
-more for his hungry dog than himself, in that the great beast was denied
-consolation of tobacco or the stimulant of an exalted heart.
-
-Mapping the Moor in his mind, Stapledon considered every possible way to
-food and shelter. He knew more than the actual roads or ridges, streams
-or natural tracks and thoroughfares of beasts; for the inhabiting spirit
-and essence of Dartmoor was his--a reward of lifelong service. He
-possessed some of that instinct of the dogs and birds and ponies born to
-these conditions. Like them, he rarely erred, yet, like them, he often
-felt, rather than recognised danger--if danger was abroad; while he knew
-that widest experience and shrewdest natural intuition are not always
-proof against those perils that may spring into activity by day or night
-in these tenantless, unfriended wastes.
-
-Fur Tor stands near the heart of the Devonshire moorland. It is a place
-not easy to reach at all times, and impossible to depart from under the
-conditions now obtaining. Water-springs unknown had burst their founts,
-and the central sponges were overflowing in deep murmurs from the hills.
-Time must elapse, hours--the number of which would depend upon future
-weather--must pass by before any possibility of Stapledon's retreat.
-His mind drew pictures of the nearest human habitations around him and
-the means by which they might be reached. Five miles away, by the
-western fork of Dart, was "Brown's house"--a ruined abode of one who had
-loved the Moor as well as Myles and built his dwelling upon it. Only
-shattered stones stood there now; but further south, by Wistman's wood
-of dwarf and ancient oaks, a warrener dwelt in a cabin on the hillside.
-Yet a network of young rivers and a cordon of live bogs extended between
-that haven and Myles. Tavy's stream encircled him with its infant arms
-and wound between him and safety beyond the forest boundaries. Approach
-to Mary Tavy or Princetown was also impracticable, and, after very brief
-deliberations, the wanderer decided that nothing could be done until the
-morning. This conclusion he announced aloud to his dog--a pleasantry
-indicative of his happy mind, for such an action from Stapledon's
-standpoint looked a considerable jest.
-
-Soon the man piled stones before the entrance of his hiding-place,
-filled a draughty gap with fern and heather, and made himself as
-comfortable as the circumstances allowed. Great content was in his
-heart, and when, near midnight, the clouds passed, the moon rose and
-painted with silver the waters spread below, with frosted silver the fog
-that rolled above them, he deeply felt the silence and peace, their
-contrast with the frenzy of the past storm; he roamed in thought through
-the unutterable silence of that moonlit loneliness; and presently he
-slept, as he had not seldom slumbered on the high land in time
-past--within some ruined hut circle, or where the wolves, through long,
-primeval nights, once howled around Damnonian folds.
-
-
-
-
- *CHAPTER XIII.*
-
- *A SOUND OF SUFFERING*
-
-
-Stapledon slept well, and, awakening with the light, found himself
-strengthened and refreshed. The stiffness consequent on a hard bed soon
-passed as he rose, stretched himself, strode sharply here and there to
-restore circulation, and drank of the morning air. Sunlight warmed him,
-and his thoughts turned homeward. He thought first of descending to Two
-Bridges and the hospitality that would there await him; but the day was
-so brilliant after the storm, and in his waking mood he felt so well
-furnished with strength, that he abandoned this project and determined
-to tramp back to Little Silver. He tightened his belt on his empty
-stomach, lighted a pipe, and set his face for home. It was nearly seven
-o'clock when he started, and, allowing for all reasonable interruptions
-of progress--incidents inevitable after the storm--he believed that it
-would be possible to make the shepherd's cot at Teign Head under Watern
-Tor long before midday.
-
-His road of the previous evening he found quite impassable, and it was
-nearly nine o'clock before he fairly escaped from the labyrinth of deep
-waters and greedy bog now spread about Fur Tor. The task of return
-indeed proved far more difficult than he had anticipated, for the
-present harmonious contentment of his mind, despite hunger, induced an
-optimism rare enough in Myles at any time. But experience came to his
-aid, and he set to work soberly to save his strength for a toilsome
-journey.
-
-It is unnecessary to describe the many turnings of a tortuous way
-followed at mercy of the unloosened waters. Chance ultimately willed
-the man to Watern--a craggy fastness familiar enough to him, yet
-somewhat removed out of the direct course he had planned. But Teign's
-birthplace was overflowing, and, to avoid morasses beneath Sittaford, he
-had tended northerly and so found himself not far from the tremendous
-and stratified granite ledges that approach the magnitude of cliffs on
-Watern's crown.
-
-Weary enough by this time, and surprised to find himself somewhat
-weakened from unusual exertions and lack of food, Myles paused to rest a
-little while on the northern side of the crags. Here was grateful
-shadow, and he reposed in the damp rushes, and felt his heart weary and
-his head aching. His dog similarly showed weariness, but knew the
-horizon-line easterly hid Bear Down, and marvelled why the master should
-call this halt, within three miles of home.
-
-Then, pleasantly conscious that the worst of his difficult enterprise
-was over, Myles Stapledon suddenly heard a sound of suffering. There
-fell upon his ear reiterated and hollow meanings, that might be
-expressions of pain from man or beast. Some creature in an extremity of
-physical grief was certainly near at hand; so he rose hastily, that he
-might minister to the tortured thing, while his dog barked and ran
-before him.
-
-And here it is necessary to leave the man for a period of brief hours,
-for ancillary matters now merge into our main theme at this--the climax
-of the record.
-
-
-
-
- *CHAPTER XIV.*
-
- *FROM WORDS TO BLOWS*
-
-
-Honor by no means enjoyed such easy sleep as her husband after the
-thunderstorm; indeed it can scarcely be said concerning her night's rest
-that it held slumber. The tempest and a belief that Myles was alone in
-its midst, brought very real terror to her; nor did she win much comfort
-from her uncle's reiterated assurance that no ill could touch Myles
-Stapledon upon Dartmoor.
-
-"Return he won't for certain until morning," declared the blind man.
-"Full of thought he went his way and forgot to raise a weather eye until
-suddenly surprised by the storm. Its loosened torrents cut him off on
-the high land and drowned his way home, no doubt; but whatever part of
-the waste he's upon, 'tis familiar ground to him, and he'll know the
-nearest way to shelter and doubtless take it."
-
-In his mind, however, the speaker felt a cloud. He was alarmed rather
-for the storm that he believed might have burst within Stapledon's heart
-than for any chance accident of sudden tempest from without. Quite
-ignorant of the last phase of the other's trial; unaware that Myles had
-passed the point of highest peril and now approached happiness once
-more, old Endicott only suspected that this man had reached the climax
-of his tribulation, and believed Stapledon's long and lonely expedition
-was undertaken that he might wrestle with his fate and determine some
-final choice of way. Herein he judged rightly, but he knew not the
-modified enigma that lay before Myles upon that journey to the desert,
-and remained wholly unaware that the major problem stood solved.
-Thought upon the matter took Endicott along dark ways; he remembered
-words spoken long ago; and for once a mind usually most luminous in
-appraisement of human actions, deviated from the truth. Such a mistake
-had mattered little enough; for Mark was no harbinger of gloomy
-suspicions, and never word of his had made sorrow more sad or deepened
-any wound; but a time came when his conviction, supported by apparent
-evidence, was confirmed in his own mind; and from thence cruel chances
-willed that it should escape from him to another's keeping, should
-hasten night over a life scarcely advanced to its noon.
-
-A morning of almost extravagant splendour followed upon the storm, and
-the soaked world under sunshine fortified human spirits unconsciously,
-wakened hopes and weakened fears in the breast of Honor. She walked out
-before breakfast, and upon the way back to Bear Down met Christopher
-Yeoland.
-
-He was full of his own concerns, for the lightning had fallen upon
-Godleigh, slain certain beasts, and destroyed two ancient trees; but,
-hearing of Stapledon's absence, Christopher forgot his troubles,
-mentioned various comforting theories, and promised to ride far afield
-after breakfast upon the Moor.
-
-"He'll probably come back a roundabout way and drive from Moreton," said
-Yeoland; "but there's a ghost of a chance that he may walk direct, after
-having put in a night at a cot or one of the miners' ruins. In that case
-he'll be starving and wretched every way. So I'll take a flask and some
-sandwiches. Poor beggar! I'm sorry for him; still he knows the Moor as
-well as we know our alphabet, so there's very little need for anxiety."
-
-But the news of the thunderbolt in Godleigh Park by no means tended to
-make Honor more content, and she returned home in tribulation despite
-the sunshine. After breakfast she went out alone, and Christopher, true
-to his promise, made a wide perambulation on horseback; while others,
-who had planned no special pleasure for their holiday, also assisted the
-search, some upon ponies and some upon foot. Yet no news had reached
-Bear Down by midday, and then Christopher Yeoland arrived, after a ride
-of twenty miles.
-
-"A good few wanderers I met and accosted--Moor men out to look after
-their beasts and see what harm last night was responsible for--but I saw
-nothing of Myles," he said. "Gone far down south, depend upon it.
-He'll be here in the course of the evening. And it's rum to see the
-flocks, for the storm has washed them snow-white--a beautiful thing.
-The hills are covered with pearls where the sheep are grazing. You can
-count every beast in a flock three miles off."
-
-Yeoland lunched at the farm, then trotted homeward; but Collins and
-Pinsent, though they had travelled far that morning, set out again after
-dinner, being privately pressed to do so by Mark Endicott.
-
-Elsewhere, true to his word, the man Gregory Libby repaired to riverside
-that he might meet Sally and her sister, and settle that great matter,
-once and for all, at a spot quite bathed in sunlight and little framed
-to harbour broils, though an ideal tryst for lovers. Libby was first to
-arrive, and after waiting for five minutes a twinge of fear shadowed his
-mind. The deed before him looked difficult and even dangerous at this
-near approach. Gregory, therefore, decided to slink by awhile and hide
-himself where he might note the sisters' arrival without being
-immediately observed. They would doubtless prove much amazed each at
-sight of the other; they would demand an explanation; and then he would
-come forth and confront them.
-
-He concealed himself with some care, put out his pipe, that the reek of
-it might not betray him, and settled down to watch and hear from a
-position of personal safety.
-
-Sally was the first to arrive--very hot and somewhat out of spirits, as
-it seemed, because the way was rough for a woman, and her green Sunday
-dress had suffered among the bilberries, while a thorn still smarted in
-her hand. Libby saw her sit down, ruefully regard her gown, and then
-fall to sucking at her wounded finger.
-
-There followed a period of silence, upon which broke a slow rustle, and
-Sally's eyes opened very widely as another woman, cool and collected,
-appeared within the glade. But Margery also became an embodiment of
-surprise as her sister rose and the two confronted each other. Then it
-was that a heartless rascal, from his secure concealment, felt disposed
-to congratulate himself upon it. He stood two inches shorter than Sally
-Cramphorn, and he realised that in her present formidable mood the part
-he had planned might prove difficult to play.
-
-"Merciful to me! What be you doin' in this brimbley auld plaace?" asked
-the elder girl abruptly.
-
-"My pleasure," answered Margery with cold reserve. "'Pears you've comed
-a rough way by the looks of you. That gown you set such store by be
-ruined wi' juice of berries."
-
-'"Your pleasure'! Then perhaps you'll traapse off some place else for
-your pleasure. I'm here to meet a--a friend of mine; an' us shaan't
-want you, I assure 'e."
-
-Margery stared, and her face grew paler by a shade.
-
-"By appointment--you--here? Who be it, then, if I may ax?"
-
-"You may not. Mind your awn business."
-
-"I will do, so soon as I knaw it. Awnly it happens as I'm here myself
-to meet a friend, same as you--an'--an'--is it Henery Collins you'm come
-to see? You might tell me if 'tis."
-
-"Shaan't tell you nothin'--shaan't underman myself to talk to 'e at all.
-I'm sick of 'e. You'm spyin' 'pon me, an' I won't have it."
-
-"Spyin' on a fule! Do 'e thinks I care a farthin'-piece what you do or
-what trash you meet? I'll be plain, anyways, though you'm 'shamed of
-your company whoever 'tis, by the looks of it. I'm here to meet Greg
-Libby; so I'll thank you to go!"
-
-"Him?"
-
-"Ess--him. He's a right to ax me to meet him wi'out your leave, I
-s'pose?"
-
-"No fay, he haven't! No right at all, as I'll soon larn him."
-
-Margery blazed.
-
-"An' why for not, you gert haggage of a woman? Who be you to have the
-man 'pon your tongue--tell me that?"
-
-"Who be I? I be his gal, that's who I be--have been for months."
-
-"You damn lyin' cat! _Your_ man! He'm mine--mine! Do 'e hear? An' us
-be gwaine to be axed out in church 'fore summer's awver."
-
-"Gar! you li'l pin-tailed beast--dreamin'--that's what you be--sick for
-un--gwaine mad for un! We'm tokened these months, I tell 'e; an' he'll
-tell 'e same."
-
-Awed by such an exhibition, and amazed at rousing greater passions in
-others than he himself was capable of feeling, Gregory sank closer and
-held his breath.
-
-"'Tis for you to ax him, not me, you blowsy gert female," screamed
-Margery, now grown very white. "Long he's feared you was on a fule's
-errand. He knaws you, an' the worth of you. An' he an' faither's
-friends again, thanks to me. An' he'm not gwaine to marry a pauper
-woman when he can get one as'll be well-to-do. You--you--what's the use
-of you but to feed pigs an' wring the necks of fowls for your betters to
-eat? What sober man wants a slammockin' gert awver-grawn----?"
-
-A scream of agony cut short the question, for Sally beside herself at
-this outburst, and but too conscious through her rage that she heard the
-truth, set her temper free, flew at her sister like a fiend, and
-scratched Margery's face down from temple to chin with all the strength
-of a strong hand and sharp nails. Blood gushed from this devil's
-trident stamped into a soft cheek, and the pain was exquisite; then the
-sufferer, half blinded, bent for a better weapon, picked up a heavy
-stone, and flung it at close quarters with her best strength. It struck
-Sally fairly over the right eye, and, reeling from this concussion, she
-staggered, held up for a moment, then gave at knee and waist and came
-down a senseless heap by the edge of the water.
-
-Margery stared at this sudden work of her hands; she next made some
-effort to wipe the blood off her face, and then hastened away as fast as
-she could. Mr. Libby also prepared to fly. For the unconscious woman at
-his feet he had no thought. He believed that Sally must be dead, and
-the sole desire in his mind was to vanish unseen, so that if murder had
-been done none could implicate him. He determined not to marry Margery,
-even if she escaped from justice, for he feared a temper so ferocious
-upon provocation. Gregory, then, stole away quickly, and prepared to
-perambulate round the farm of Batworthy, above the scene of this tragic
-encounter, and so return home secretly.
-
-But circumstances cut short his ambition and spoiled his plan. When
-Margery left her sister, she had not walked far before chance led her to
-Henry Collins. He was on the way to the Moor once again, that he might
-pursue search for Stapledon, when Margery's white face, with the hideous
-wales upon it, her shaking gait and wild eyes, arrested him. He stopped
-her and asked what had happened.
-
-"I've fought my sister an' killed her," she said; "killed her dead wi' a
-gert stone. She'm down to the river onder Batworthy Farm; an' if 'twas
-to do awver again, I'd do it."
-
-He shrank from her, and thought of Sally with a great heart-pang.
-
-"Wheer be she? For God's love tell me quick."
-
-"Down below the fishing notice-board, wi' her head in the watter. She'm
-dead as a nail, an' I'm glad 'twas I as cut her thread, an' I'm----"
-
-But he heard only the direction and set off running. So it came about
-that Gregory Libby had not left the theatre of the tragedy five minutes
-when Collins reached it, and saw all that made his life worth living
-lying along procumbent beside Teign. One of Sally's arms was in the
-river, and the stream leapt and babbled within six inches of her mouth.
-Her hair had fallen into the water, and it turned and twisted like some
-bright aquatic weed a-gleaming in the sun.
-
-Even as Henry approached the woman moved and rolled nearer the river;
-but its chill embrace helped to restore consciousness, and she struggled
-to her side, supported herself with one arm and raised the other to her
-head.
-
-Mr. Collins praised the Almighty. He cried--
-
-"God's grace! God's gudeness! Her ban't dead! Glory be to Faither, Son
-an' Ghost--her'm alive--poor, dear, darlin' maid!"
-
-Then he fished Sally from the stream, and hugged her closer to himself
-than necessary in the act. Next he set her with her back against a
-tree, and presently she opened her eyes and sighed deeply, and gazed
-upon Henry with a vacant stare. Then Sally felt warm blood stealing
-from her forehead to the corner of her mouth, and put up her hand to the
-great contusion above her eye, and remembered. Collins, seeing that her
-eyes rolled up, and fearing another fainting fit for her, dipped his
-Sunday handkerchief in the river and wiped her face.
-
-"A gashly auld bruise, sure enough; but it haven't broke your head
-bones, my dear woman; you'll recover from it by the blessing o' the
-Lard."
-
-She became stronger by degrees, and memory painted the picture of the
-past with such vivid colours that a passionate flush leapt to her cheek
-again.
-
-"Blast him! The dog--the cruel wretch--to kindiddle me so--an' play wi'
-her same time. What had I done but love him--love him wi' all my heart?
-To fling us together that way, so us might tear each other to pieces! I
-wish I could break his neck wi' my awn hands, or see him stringed up by
-it. I'll--I'll--wheer's Margery to? Not gone along wi' him?"
-
-"No. I met her 'pon the way to home. She reckons she've killed you."
-
-"An' be happy to think so, no doubt. I sclummed her faace down--didn't
-I?"
-
-"Doan't let your rage rise no more. You've had a foot in the graave for
-sartain. Be you better? Or shall I carry 'e?"
-
-She rose weakly, and he put his arm around her and led her away. They
-moved along together until, coming suddenly above the ridge of the hill,
-Mr. Libby appeared within two hundred yards of them. He had made his
-great detour, and was slipping stealthily homeward, when here surprised.
-
-Sally saw him and screamed; whereupon he stopped, lost his nerve, and,
-turning, hastened back towards the Moor.
-
-"Theer! the snake! That's him as fuled me an' brawk my heart, an'
-wouldn't care this instant moment if I was dead!"
-
-"'Tis Greg Libby," said Collins, gazing at the retreating figure with
-great contempt. "A very poor fashion o' man as I've always held."
-
-But Sally's mind was running forward with speed.
-
-"Did you ever love me?" she asked suddenly, with her eyes on the
-departing hedge-tacker.
-
-"You knaw well enough--an' allus shall so long as I've got sense."
-
-"Then kill him! Run arter un, if it takes e' a week to catch un, an'
-kill un stone dead; an' never draw breath till you've a-done it."
-
-Mr. Collins smiled like a bull-dog and licked his hands.
-
-"You bid me?"
-
-"Ess, I do; an' I'll marry you arter."
-
-"Caan't kill un, for the law's tu strong; but I'll give un the darndest
-dressin' down as ever kept a man oneasy in his paarts for a month o'
-Sundays. If that'll comfort 'e, say so."
-
-"Ess--'twill sarve. Doan't stand chatterin' 'bout it, or he'll get
-off."
-
-Henry shook his head.
-
-"No, he won't--not that way. The man's afeared, I reckon--smells
-trouble. He's lost his small wits, an' gone to the Moor, an' theer
-ban't no chance for escape now."
-
-"Let un suffer same as he've made me--smash un to pieces!"
-
-"I'll do all that my gert love for 'e makes reasonable an' right," said
-Collins calmly. Then he took off his coat and soft hat, and asked Sally
-if she was strong enough to carry them back to the farm for him.
-
-"'Tis the coat what you sat upon to Godleigh merry-making, an' I
-wouldn't have no harm come to it for anything."
-
-She implored Henry to waste no more time, but hurry on the road to
-vengeance; for Mr. Libby was now a quarter of a mile distant, and his
-retreating figure already grew small. Collins, however, had other
-preparations to make. He took a knife from his pocket, went to a
-blackthorn, hacked therefrom a stout stick, and spoke as he did so.
-
-"Doan't you fret, my butivul gal. Ban't no hurry now. Us have got all
-the afternoon afore us. 'Tis awnly a question of travellin'. Poor
-gawk--he've gone the wrong way, an' theer won't be no comin' home till
-I've had my tell about things. You go along quick, an' get Mrs. Loveys
-to put a bit of raw meat to your poor faace; an' I'll march up-along.
-'Twill be more'n raw meat, or brown paper'n vinegar, or a chemist's
-shop-load o' muck, or holy angels--to say it wi'out disrespect--as'll
-let Greg lie easy to-night. Now I'm gwaine. Us'll have un stugged in a
-bog directly minute, if he doan't watch wheer he'm runnin' to, the silly
-sawl."
-
-
-
-
- *CHAPTER XV.*
-
- *WATERN TOR*
-
-
-Desperate was the flight, deliberate the pursuit of Gregory Libby. He
-had started without more purpose than that of a hare at first
-death-knell from hounds, and now, too late, he realised that by heading
-directly for the open Moor, his enemy must get the opportunity he needed
-to make a capture. Mr. Libby indeed was lighter and fleeter than Henry
-Collins, and at a mile or two the bigger man had stood no chance, but
-now, with Dartmoor before them, the question was one of endurance, and
-in that matter Henry held the advantage. He would lumber along in
-pursuit until dark, if necessary, and it was impossible for the other to
-hide from him. But the probable result of capture lent Libby wings. He
-pushed forward, yet wasted precious breath by cursing himself for a fool
-as he ran. Across the wastes, where old-time miners streamed for tin, he
-went, and gained a little as he did so. Then it struck him that at
-climbing his slighter build would win great advantage, so he headed for
-the rocky foot-hills of Watern Tor. The extra labour told upon
-Gregory's lungs, however; he had soon been running for half an hour--a
-performance without parallel in his career--and he found that hoped-for
-vantage of ground by no means crowned his supreme effort. Henry came
-along with a steady shamble. He was blowing like a roaring horse, but
-his huge chest proved equal to the strain, and he grinned to find
-himself steadily decreasing the gap between his stick and Sally's enemy.
-Presently the fugitive caught his foot in a rabbit hole, fell, and hit
-his shins on stone. He groaned and swore, for the accident cost him
-fifty yards, and quite shook his scanty pluck. His breath began to come
-hard, and he felt his heart flogging against his ribs very painfully. A
-mist filled his eyes, and it was lurid and throbbed with a red pulse at
-every stride. Nervous twitchings overtook him, and his knees and elbows
-jerked spasmodically. He grew unsteady and giddy, fell again, and then
-got upon his feet once more. Turning to avoid a bog, and splashing
-through the fringe of it, he still kept running, but his pace was
-dwindling to a slow trot, and his force was spent. Now he could hear
-the other snort within a hundred yards of him.
-
-Then Mr. Collins hazarded a request.
-
-"Stop!" he bawled. "Best to draw up, for I be gwaine to give 'e worst
-walloping ever you had, an' 'tis awnly puttin' off the hour."
-
-But Libby did not answer. Terror added a last impetus, and he reached
-the summit of the hill, under those low precipices of granite that
-surmount it. Here rises a huge mass of stratified rock, beside which a
-smaller fragment, the Thirlestone named, ascends like a pinnacle, and
-stands separated at the summit by a few feet only from the main mass.
-Moved by physical fear and a desire to get as far as possible from
-Collins and the blackthorn, did Gregory struggle hither, and over rough
-granite steps crawled and jumped on to the great crown of the tor. A
-last effort took him to the top of the Thirlestone, and there, stranded
-between earth and sky, at an elevation of some forty feet from the turf
-below, he assumed a very tragical attitude. Frightened sheep leapt away
-from the granite plateau, and bounded down, sure-footed, from the
-northern ledges, where they found cool shadows. Bleating, they regained
-the earth, and so scampered off as Henry, his man safe, stopped to blow
-and recover necessary energy. For the victim there was no escape; the
-path to the summit of Thirlestone was the sole way back again. Turning
-up his sleeves the pursuer advanced from ledge to ledge until only the
-dizzy aperture between the pinnacle and its parent tor separated him
-from Mr. Libby. To stride across would be the work of a moment; but
-Collins felt haste was unnecessary. He sat down, therefore, recovered
-his wind, and volunteered some advice.
-
-"Best come down-along wi' me quiet. I caan't do what I be gwaine to do
-on this here gert rock. Us might fall awver an' break our necks."
-
-"If you move a step towards me, God's my witness I'll jump off an' slay
-myself; an' 'twill be brought home against you as murder," declared
-Libby. "S'elp me I will; an' who are you to do violence against me, as
-never hurt you in word or deed?"
-
-"Us won't talk 'bout that. I've got to larrup 'e to the point wheer
-'twould be dangerous to give 'e any worse; an' I be gwaine to do it,
-because I knaw you desarve it--never no chap more. So come awver an'
-us'll get back to the grass."
-
-"What for do 'e want to bruise a man 'cause a rubbishy gal be vexed wi'
-un? Females is allus wrong-headed an' onreasonable. You ain't heard
-the rights, I'll swear."
-
-"An' ban't likely to from such a gert liar as you, I reckon. Come
-awver, will 'e, an' shut your damn mouth!"
-
-"I'll jump--I'll jump an' kill myself!"
-
-But the other knew his man too well. Even Henry's customary caution did
-not interfere between him and instant action now.
-
-"You ban't built to do no such reckless deed," he answered calmly. "You
-wouldn't be in such a boilin' fright of a thrashin' else. I'm sick of
-the sight of your snivelling, yellow face an' rabbit mouth--lyin',
-foxin' varmint that you be!"
-
-He strode across the gap, and Mr. Libby, abandoning all thought of
-self-destruction, merely dropped where he stood and grovelled.
-
-"I'll give 'e money--anything I've got--a gawlden pound--two--five!
-Doan't--doan't for Christ's love! 'Tis tu hurtful, an' me a orphan, an'
-weak from my youth. Oh--my God--it'll kill me--you'll do murder if you
-touch me--it'll----"
-
-At this point, and during a pause in the scuffling and screaming of the
-sufferer, circumstances very startling were forced upon the attention of
-both men. Collins had made the other rise and get back to the tor, at
-risk of falling to earth if he refused the jump. He had then gripped
-Gregory by the collar, and was cautiously dragging him down the granite
-ledges to earth, when a strange noise stayed his progress. It was the
-same sound that had arrested Stapledon upon his homeward way.
-
-"Gude Lard!" exclaimed Collins, dropping the other as he spoke; "theer's
-somebody groanin' horrid near by. God send it ban't maister!"
-
-They listened, and the mournful cry of suffering was repeated.
-
-It seemed to rise from the heart of the great cliff on which they stood,
-and while in measure human, yet vibrated with the mechanical resonance
-of a beast's voice. Collins returned to the summit, crept towards its
-edge, and peered over where the tor terminated in abrupt western-facing
-cliffs. Then the mystery was explained, and he saw a dying creature
-beneath him. Midway between his standpoint and the turf below there
-stretched a narrow ledge or shelf, weathered out through the centuries,
-and upon this excrescence lay a mortally injured sheep. The poor
-brute--probably scared by flash of lightning or roar of thunder
-overnight--had made a perilous leap and broken both forelegs in its
-tremendous descent. Now, helpless, in agony and awful thirst, it lay
-uttering mournful cries, that grew fainter as the sun scorched life out
-of it.
-
-But Collins, attracted by a barking, gazed beyond, and his eyes filled
-with active concern at sight of a thing, motionless and distorted as a
-scarecrow, upon the rocks and turf below. Beside it a red setter sat
-and barked. Then the creature rose and ran round and round, still
-barking. Collins knew the broad shape below, and the brown, upturned
-face. He nearly fell forward, then turned, leapt to safety, and,
-forgetting the other man, hastened down to earth.
-
-And there he found Myles Stapledon, unconscious if not a corpse. Upon
-his open eyes was peace, and the Death that must have looked into them
-had lacked power to leave there any stamp of terror or impress of fear.
-He had fallen backwards and so remained, supine. No visible violence
-marked his pose, yet a general undefined distortion pervaded it.
-
-"God's holy will!" murmured the living man to himself. "An' he heard
-the same cry as us did, an' quick to end the sorrow of the beast, tried
-to get to un. Cruel plain; but 'twas no job for a gert, heavy piece
-like him. An' he slipped, an' failed backward on the bones of his neck
-'fore he could say the words."
-
-Libby shivered at the other's elbow.
-
-"Be you sure he'm truly dead?" he asked
-
-"The gen'leman's warm, but the faace of un tells death, I be feared; an'
-his niddick's scatted in somethin' awful. But the dog do think he's
-alive by the looks of un; an' such things is awften hid from us an'
-shawed to beastes."
-
-"Please God he've enough heat in un to bring back life."
-
-"It may be so. Anyway, 'tis for us to be doin'. I'll bide along wi'
-un, an' you slip it back quicker'n you comed. Run for your life, or
-his'n, to the farm, an' tell what's failed, an' send folks here an' a
-man 'pon a hoss for a doctor, an' bid 'em bring brandy."
-
-Collins spoke with extraordinary passivity. He received this tremendous
-impression with grief indeed, but no shock. Fear before any plain,
-daylight event, however horrible, his nature was incapable of suffering;
-only the night unnerved him.
-
-"Go!" he said. "Doan't stand starin', an' keep out of Missis
-Stapledon's way, but see the men. An' tell Pinsent, or the bwoy, to
-bring a gun along wi' 'em. 'Twas his dyin' deed to try an' put thicky
-sheep out of sufferin'; an' I'll see 'tis done my awn self, for respect
-of the man."
-
-Gregory answered nothing, but departed. In the excitement of this event
-he forgot his own pending discomfiture and escape. But he remembered
-these things half-way back to Little Silver. Then he had time for
-personal satisfaction.
-
-"'Tis a ill wind as blaws gude to none," he thought.
-
-And the other ordered the body of his master in seemly pose, and placed
-a pillow of fern under the battered skull, and sat down and waited. Not
-all the mellow sunset light could bring warmth to the face of Myles
-Stapledon. An evening wind blew over the Moor; the mist, generating and
-growing visible at close of day, stole here and there, and spread silver
-curtains, and wound about her familiar playthings of granite. She hid
-the heath, and transformed the stone, brushed by the living, and glazed
-the placid eyes of the dead.
-
-With profound respect, but no active emotion of sorrow, Henry Collins
-sat and watched; yet bitter mourning did not lack, for the great red dog
-still ran up and down, nosed his master, then lifted up his voice and
-howled as the cold truth struck into him. His wonderful eyes imaged a
-world of misery and his face showed agonies far more acute than the
-moonlike countenance of the man.
-
-But Collins had come correctly to the truth, and, in his speech,
-accurately described an incident that here, upon thresholds of renewed
-hope and peace, had ended the days of Myles Stapledon.
-
-At sudden cry from a brute in pain above him, Myles climbed Watern,
-realised the sheep's sad plight, and immediately essayed to throw it
-down, that its miseries might be ended. But at unguessed personal
-disadvantages, from a protracted fast and recent physical exertions, the
-man over-estimated his strength, nor took account of the serious
-difficulties attending such a climb. Half-way to the ledge, he grew
-suddenly giddy, and, for the first time, realised that though he might
-descend, return must be for him impossible. A desperate effort to get
-back proved futile; he slipped, struggled, slipped again, and found his
-hands and arms powerless to serve or save. And then he heard the
-unexpected Message and knew that his hours were told.
-
-Now he slept where he had fallen, below the unchanging granite. His
-life was done with; its tribulations and sunrise of new hope alike
-quenched. Yet no pang of mental sorrow marked his dead face, and
-physical suffering was likewise absent from it. The man lay calm of
-feature, contented of aspect. His eyebrows were arched and normal, his
-hands were unflexed. One had guessed that he made no effort to question
-the mandate, but rather, in a phrase of Aurelius, had yielded up life
-with serenity complete as His who issued the discharge.
-
-
-
-
- *CHAPTER XVI.*
-
- *THRENODY*
-
-
-"In all my life, and long it has been, I never met a particular good
-man, nor yet a particular bad one. Maybe each sort's rare as t'other,
-for black and white mixed is the common dirt-colour of human nature.
-Yet--him--him we've laid to his rest--I do think he was good. He was
-better than sight to me--that I know."
-
-The men in Bear Down kitchen were clad in black, for that noon they had
-buried their master, not without tears. He lay in Little Silver
-churchyard beside his wife's father; but Honor had not attended the
-funeral.
-
-"Ess, a very gude, upright man, I think. A man as stood to work in
-season, and never bid none do a job what he couldn't have done better
-hisself," said Churdles Ash mournfully.
-
-"A man of far-seeing purposes, as allus carried through whatever he
-ordained; an' could tell when rain was comin' to a day," added Samuel
-Pinsent. He knew of no higher praise than that.
-
-"An' so soft-hearted wi' the beasts what perish that he comed by his
-death for a silly auld sheep. Who but him would have thrawed away life
-on such a fool's errand?" asked Cramphorn bitterly.
-
-"No other man for sartain, sir," answered the boy Bates.
-
-"Very fine to bring it in death by misadventure," continued Jonah, "an'
-I'm not saying 'twas anything but seemly so to do; but all the same, if
-the maister had lived an' come off wi' a mere brawken leg or arm, I'd
-have been the fust to tell un as he was riskin' his life in a fule's
-trick, even if he'd been a lighter built an' spryer man."
-
-"A plaace as looks much easier than 'tis," said Tommy Bates. "I climbed
-it next day an' done it easy gwaine down, but 'twas all I could do,
-hangin' on by my claws like a cat, to get up 'pon top again."
-
-'"Twas playin' wi' his life, I say, an' though he'm dead, worse luck,
-theer's blame still falls against un. What do 'e say, maister?"
-
-Mark Endicott's face wore a curious expression as the question reached
-him. The blind man had preserved an unusual silence before this
-tragedy, and while the real explanation of Stapledon's death was
-accepted by all, from Honor to those amongst whom the farmer was no more
-than a name, yet Endicott had at no time discussed the matter, though he
-exhibited before it an amount of personal emotion very rare from him.
-The sudden end of Myles had aged Mark obviously, shaken him, and set
-deep currents surging under the surface of him. Even his niece in her
-own stricken heart could find room for wonder at her uncle's bitter
-expressions of sorrow and self-pity before his personal loss. After the
-first ebullition of grief, when tears were seen to flow from his eyes
-for the first time in man's recollection, he relapsed into a condition
-of taciturnity and accepted the verdict brought at the inquest with a
-relief not understood by those who observed it. He kept much alone and
-spoke but seldom with Honor, who rarely left her room through the days
-that passed between her husband's death and burial. Out of the darkness
-of his own loss Mark seemed powerless to comfort another, even though
-she might be supposed to suffer in a degree far keener than his own; and
-the men of Bear Down, noting his attitude, whispered that old Endicott
-was beginning to break up. Yet this was but partly the case, for
-private convictions and an erroneous conclusion before mentioned were in
-the main responsible for the blind man's great concern; and the
-impossibility of sharing his burden with any other at this moment
-weighed heavily upon him. Spartan he still stood under the blow and that
-worse thing behind the blow; but the night of his affliction was darker
-than a whole lifetime of blindness, and the signs of it could not be
-hidden. The man began to grow aged, and his vigour and self-control
-were alike abating a little under steady pressure of time.
-
-Now each of the toilers assembled there uttered some lament; each found
-a word of praise for his dead master.
-
-"The auld sayin' stood gude of un," declared Churdles Ash. "'The dust
-from the farmer's shoes be the best manure for his land.' Ess fay,
-everywheer he was; an' no such quick judge of a crop ever I seed afore."
-
-"Never begrudged a chap a holiday, I'm sure," declared Pinsent.
-
-"Would to God it had been t'other," growled Mr. Cramphorn. It was a
-vain desire that he had openly expressed on every possible occasion, and
-once to Christopher Yeoland's face.
-
-"Don't wish him back, lads," answered Mark Endicott. "His life's work
-was done nearly perfect--by the light of a poor candle, too; an' that's
-to say there was a deal of pain hidden away deep in it. For pain is the
-mother of all perfect work. He's out of it. We that have lost the man
-are to be pitied. We cannot pity him if we're good Christians."
-
-"A cruel beast of a world 'tis most times," declared Cramphorn, as he
-lighted his pipe. "Takin' wan thing with another, 'tis a question if a
-man wouldn't be happier born a rabbit, or some such unthinking item."
-
-"World's all right," answered Ash. "You'm acid along o' your darters.
-'Tis the people in the world makes the ferment. 'Twas a very gude
-plaace when fust turned out o' hand, if Scripture's to count; for God
-A'mighty seed it spread out like a map, wi' its flam-new seas an'
-mountains an' rivers; an' butivul tilth--all ripe for sowin', no doubt;
-an' He up an' said 'twas vitty."
-
-"Ah! Awnly wan man an' wan woman in it then--wi'out any fam'ly,"
-commented Jonah. "The Lard soon chaanged His tune when they beginned to
-increase an' multiply. Disappointing creations all round, them
-Israelites. God's awn image spoiled--as they be to this day for that
-matter."
-
-"Pegs! an' us little better'n them judged in the lump. Take I--as'll be
-next to go onderground by the laws of nature. What have I to shaw for
-all my years?" asked Ash sadly.
-
-"You've done a sight o' small, useful jobs in your time--things as had
-to be done by somebody; an' you've worked no ill to my knowledge. 'Tis
-somethin' to have bided on the airth eighty year an' never woke no hate
-in a human breast," said Jonah. "Very differ'nt to the chap that
-mourned in his Lunnon clothes at the graave-side, an' cried his
-crocodile tears into a cambric 'ankersher for all to see," he added.
-
-"They was real, wet tears, for I catched the light of the sun on 'em,"
-said Tommy Bates. "An' he shook grevous at 'dust to dust,' as if the
-dirt was falling 'pon him 'stead of the coffin."
-
-"He'm gone since--drove off to Okington, they tell me; an' Brimblecombe
-says he be off to furrin paarts again to roam the world," murmured
-Samuel Pinsent.
-
-"Like the Dowl in Job, no doubt," declared Jonah; "though 'tis question
-whether he'll see worse wickedness than he knaws a'ready--even among
-they Turks.
-
-"The man stopped in the yard till the graave was all suent, an' smooth,
-an' covered to the last turf, however," answered Collins; "for I bided
-tu, an' I watched un out the tail o' my eye; an' he was cut deep an'
-couldn't hide it even from me."
-
-"No gude for you to spit your spite 'gainst him, Jonah," summed up
-Churdles Ash. "It caan't be no use, an' 'tis last thing as dead maister
-would have suffered from 'e."
-
-There was a silence; then Collins spoke in musing accents, to himself
-rather than for any listener.
-
-"Really gone--dust--that gert, strong frame--an' us shan't see the
-swinging gait of un, or the steady eye of un, nor hear the slow voice of
-un calling out upon the land no more."
-
-"Gone for ever an' ever, amen, Henery," answered Ash. "Gone afore; an'
-I like to be the fust to shaake his hand, in my humble way, t'other side
-the river."
-
-"An' his things a mouldering a'ready," whispered Tommy Bates with awe.
-"I found the leggings what he died in behind easy-chair in the parlour,
-wheer he wus took fust; an' they'm vinnied all o'er."
-
-Jonah Cramphorn nodded.
-
-"'Tis a terrible coorious fact," he said, "as dead folks' things do
-mildew 'mazin' soon arter they'm took off of 'em."
-
-The talk fell and rose, flickering like a fire; then silence crowded
-upon all, and presently every man, save only Mark Endicott, departed;
-while he was left with a horror of his own imagining, to mourn the last
-companion spirit his age would know.
-
-
-
-
- *BOOK IV.*
-
-
-
- CHAPTER I.
-
- *THE PASSAGE OF TWO YEARS*
-
-
-Upon the death of Myles Stapledon great changes marked the
-administration of Bear Down. The event stood for a landmark in the
-history of the farm, and served as an occasion from which its old,
-familiar name of 'Endicott's' fell into disusage; for the place now
-passed into alien hands, and from it departed the last of the old stock,
-together with not a few of those whose fortunes had been wrapped up with
-the farm for generations.
-
-Honor determined to leave her home within a month of her husband's
-death. To roam awhile alone seemed good to her, and, for a space of
-time that extended into years before her return, she absented herself
-from Devon. Her farm had appreciated much in value of late years, and a
-tenant for it did not lack long; but the new power brought new servants,
-and certain of the older workers took this occasion to retire from
-active service. Churdles Ash went to live with an elderly nephew at
-Little Silver; Mr. Cramphorn also resigned, but he continued to dwell in
-his cottage at Bear Down and was content that Sally and Margery should
-still work upon the farm. Collins, promoted to deputy headman, took his
-life with increasing seriousness--a circumstance natural when it is
-recorded that matrimony with Sally Cramphorn had now become only a
-question of time.
-
-Mark Endicott also left Bear Down for a cottage at Chagford, and Mrs.
-Loveys accompanied him as housekeeper. This great uprooting of his life
-and necessary change of habits bewildered the old man at first; but his
-native courage aided him, and he unfolded his days in faith and
-fortitude. From Honor he heard erratically, and gathered that she
-drifted rudderless amid new impressions now here, now there. Then, as
-the months passed by, into the texture of her communications came
-flashes or shadows of herself, and the blind man perceived that Time was
-working with her; that her original, unalterable gift of mind was
-awakening and leavening her life as of yore.
-
-Humour she still possessed, for it is an inherent faculty, that sticks
-closer than a spouse to the heart that holds it from puberty to the
-grave. It wakens with the dawn of adult intelligence, and neither time
-nor chance, neither shattering reverse nor unexpected prosperity can rob
-the owner of it. Earthly success indeed it brightens, and earthly
-failure it sets in true perspective; it regulates man's self-estimate
-and personal point of view; enlarges his sympathies; adjusts the
-too-staring splendours of sudden joys; helps to dry the bitterest tears
-humanity can shed. For humour is an adjunct divine, and as far beyond
-the trivial word for it as "love" is, or "charity." No definition or
-happy phrase sums it correctly, or rates it high enough; it is a balm of
-life; it makes for greater things than clean laughter from the lungs; it
-is the root of tolerance, the prop of patience; it "suffers long and is
-kind"; serves to tune each little life-harmony with the world-harmony
-about it; keeps the heart of man sweet, his soul modest. And at the end,
-when the light thickens and the mesh grows tight, humour can share the
-suffering vigils of the sleepless, can soften pain, can brighten the
-ashy road to death.
-
-In the softness of the valley air lived Mark Endicott, and still knitted
-comforters for the Brixham fishers.
-
-His first interest was Honor and her future. Of these, he prophesied to
-those few who loved her and who came to see her uncle from time to time.
-To Mrs. Loveys, to Ash, to Jonah Cramphorn the old man foretold a thing
-not difficult of credence. Indeed, eighteen months after the death of
-her husband, a letter from Honor, despatched at Geneva, came as
-confirmation, and informed Mark that she had met Christopher Yeoland
-there.
-
-"They will part no more," said he when the letter was read to him; and
-he was right.
-
-An interval of six months separated this communication from the next,
-and when his niece wrote again, she signed herself "Honor Yeoland." The
-missive was tinctured with some unusual emotion, and woke the same in
-Mrs. Loveys as she rehearsed it, and in Mark as he listened. "I am just
-twenty-seven," said the writer. "Do not tell me that it is too late in
-life to seek for a little happiness still. At least I know what Myles
-would think."
-
-But the deed demanded no excuse in her uncle's judgment, for he had long
-anticipated it, and was well content that matters should thus fall out.
-
-And a few months later, when August had passed again, the master of
-Godleigh and his lady returned home. Special directions prevented any
-sort of formal welcome, and the actual date of their arrival was only
-known to a few. Through a twilight of late summer they came, unseen and
-unwelcomed; and one day later, upon a fair afternoon in mid-September,
-Honor, escaping from the flood of new cares and responsibilities,
-slipped valleywards away to traverse the woods alone and visit her uncle
-at Chagford.
-
-A chill touched her heart as she proceeded, for in these dear glades, at
-Doctor Clack's command, the woodmen had been zealous to help Nature
-during the preceding spring. Wide, new-made spaces innocent of trees
-awaited her; light and air had taken the place of many an old giant, and
-raw tablets of sawn wood, rising in the vigour of bramble, and refreshed
-undergrowths were frequent beside her path. Then, at a familiar spot,
-no pillar of grey supporting clouds of mast and foliage met Honor's
-eyes. Instead there opened a little clearing, created by one effort of
-the axe, with the frank sky above and a fallen column below--a column
-shorn of branch and lopped of bough--a naked, shattered thing lying in a
-dingle of autumn grasses and yellow, autumn flowers, like, yet unlike,
-the old nest of memories.
-
-And this fallen tree, so unexpected, came as right prelude to the matter
-that awaited her beside it. The beech of her joy and sorrow was thrown
-down, and its apparition awakened in her heart none of that gentle and
-subdued melancholy she anticipated. Rather, such emotions were
-smothered in active regret at its downfall. And now a howling, winter
-storm descended upon her spirit--a tempest very diverse from the
-silver-grey, autumnal rainfall of placid sadness that here she had
-foreseen and expected.
-
-The stricken tree struck a chord of deeper passion than it had done
-beheld in prosperity; whereupon, looking forward, Honor found herself
-not alone. Close at hand, in a spot that he had favoured through the
-past summer, sat Mark Endicott with his knitting; and a hundred yards
-away, beside the river, a boy, successor to Tommy Bates, stood with his
-back turned watching the trout.
-
-Mark sat in the sunshine with his head uplifted.
-
-There was speculation in his face, but his hands were busy, and the old
-wooden needles flashed in white wool.
-
-She watched him a moment, then her eyes caught sight of something nearer
-at hand.
-
-
-
-
- *CHAPTER II.*
-
- *NO AFTER-GLOW*
-
-
-The object that had attracted Honor's attention was an inscription
-carved upon the fallen beech tree. Ignorant of the interest awakened by
-that ancient work of Christopher's hand, when the same came to be
-discovered by woodmen, she glanced hurriedly at the initials and
-love-knot, now weathered and toned by time and the tree's growth; then
-she produced a little pocket-knife, and, not without difficulty, erased
-the record of her husband's red-letter day in a vanished summer.
-
-Mark Endicott sat within ten yards of Honor while she worked; but he
-continued unconscious of her near presence, for the song of a robin and
-the music of Teign muffled the small noise she made. Moreover, the
-blind man's own voice contributed to deaden all other sound, for,
-following his ancient use, he thought aloud. This Honor discovered,
-hesitated a moment, then, her task upon the tree completed, listened to
-Mark Endicott.
-
-There are blind, dark forces that spin the fabric of man's day and night
-from his own emotions and sudden promptings. In thoughtless action and
-unconsidered deed; in impulse born of high motive or of low, they find
-their material, weave our garments; and, too often, led by destiny,
-steep most innocent white robes in poisoned blood, as Deianira that of
-Hercules. Thus they fashion man's black future out of his sunny past,
-breed his tears from his laughter, his enduring sorrows from fleeting
-whims, and tangle him soul-deep in networks of his own idle creation.
-Our secure hour is the signal to their activities; they sleep while we
-are watchful; they wake when we enter upon our pleasures and seek for
-joy.
-
-Moved by a sentiment that herself might be the object of his thoughts,
-and her heart yearning to him as he sat there alone, Honor gave heed to
-the slow voice and listened to Mark Endicott's oral musings upon the
-time that was past. Fitfully he spoke, with unequal intervals of
-silence between the sentences. But his thoughts were of a piece; he
-dwelt upon a theme that he could now endure to handle--a theme rendered
-familiar to his mind by constant repetition and convictions rooted
-beyond power of further argument. Of Honor indeed he had been thinking;
-for the sound of her voice and the touch of her hand he had greatly
-longed. These were numbered first among the few good things left to
-him; but from reflection upon his niece he had now passed to her dead
-husband, and he spoke and thought of Myles Stapledon. His voice, though
-he communed with himself, was so clear that no word escaped the
-listener; and every utterance came as cloud upon cloud to darken her day
-and deepen her night henceforward.
-
-
-"A man good in the grain--frugal--industrious--patient--yet the one
-thing needful denied him--held out of his reach. Maybe faith had made
-him almost a hero--maybe not. Anyway, there was strong meat in the rule
-he set himself; and he didn't swerve even to the bitter end of it....
-Strange, strange as human nature, that his way of life could reach to
-that. Yet I heard the words upon his lips; I heard him say how
-self-slaughter might be a good, high deed. And certain 'tis the Bible
-has no word against it. Little he thought then--or I--that he'd take
-that road himself....... And the foundations of his life so simple as
-they were. His pleasures to find out flowers and seeds in season, and
-the secret ways of wild creatures. To think that 'twas only the Moor,
-and the life of it, and the moods of it, that he sucked such iron from.
-'I will lift up mine eyes unto the hills, from whence cometh my help.'
-That it should have been help to do such a thing as he did! All a big
-mind turned to ruination for lack of faith..... Close touch with
-natural things taught him the killing meaning of selfishness; for
-everything in nature is selfish but Nature's self. Out of the innocence
-of barren heaths, the honesty of the sky, the steadfastness of the
-seasons and the obedience of green things to the sun--out of all these
-he gathered up the determination to do a terrible deed....... 'Twas all
-they taught him, for Nature's a heathen. Yet a wonderful departure; and
-the heart of him held him up at the last, for his face was happy, his
-eyes at peace, so they said. 'Twas a glimpse of that life to come he
-could never believe in here that made his eyes at peace. God spoke to
-him I doubt. Yet never a glimmer of promise did he see, or a whisper of
-hope did he hear in this life. And he gave up the only life he knew for
-her--died brave enough, to the tune of his own words spoken long, long
-since.... And the suicide of him not guessed, thank God. Even she
-couldn't see--so quick as she is. The dust was flung in her eyes by a
-kind angel. Yes, surely she was blinded by some holy, guardian thing,
-for his great nature was understood by her. She had sense enough for
-that."
-
-
-He shook his head for a space, then fell into silence again.
-
-He had uttered his conclusion--this old, wise man--in the ear of the
-soul on earth most vitally involved. He had been for long years a voice
-that conjured some sense out of his own darkness; he had lightened the
-difficulties of others; he had spoken not seldom to the purpose and won
-a measure of love and respect; yet here, by same flaw of mind, or by the
-accident of blindness; by weakness that hinted approaching senility, or
-by mere irony of chance, he had taken a wrong turning and missed the
-transparent truth concerning Myles Stapledon. The dead man's own past
-utterances were in a measure responsible; and upon them Mark had long
-since built this edifice of error; he had lived in the belief for two
-years; had accepted it as life's most tragic experience, to be taken by
-him in silence to the grave.
-
-But now this opinion crashed into the mind of Honor Yeoland, and she
-reeled before it and was overwhelmed. Up into the blue sky she looked
-blankly, with a face suddenly grown old. For an instant she fought to
-reject the word; for an instant she had it in her to cry out aloud that
-the old man lied; then the life of Mark Endicott--the sure bulwark of
-his unfailing wisdom and right judgment rose before her, and she
-believed that what he said was true. Not in her darkest hour had the
-possibility of such an event entered Honor's thoughts. Agony she had
-suffered at Stapledon's death, and the mark of it was on her face for
-ever, but he had left her for the last time at peace to seek a course
-that might maintain peace; he had departed full of awakened content to
-find the road to new life, not death.
-
-Yet this utterance under the woods made her uncertain of her better
-knowledge; this remorseless, unconscious word, thrown by a voice that
-had never spoken untruth, was, as it seemed, a blind oracle above appeal
-from human suffering, an inspired breath sent at God's command to reveal
-this secret in her ear alone. The glare suddenly thrown upon her mind
-she held to be truth's own most terrible white light; and she stood
-helpless and confounded, with her future in ruins. At least some
-subdued Indian summer of promised content with Christopher had seemed to
-await her. Now that, too, was torn away and whelmed in frost and snow;
-for Myles had killed himself to give it to her; Myles had not believed
-her solemn assurance, but, convinced that she still placed him second in
-her affection, had set her free. With steady heart and clear eye he had
-gone to death, so ordering his end that none should guess the truth of
-it. And none had guessed, save only this ancient man, whose judgment
-within Honor's knowledge was never at fault.
-
-She believed him; she saw that her present state, as the wife of
-Christopher, could only confirm him in his conviction; she pictured Mark
-Endicott waiting to hear how, all unconsciously, she had followed the
-path Myles Stapledon marked out for her when he died. And then she
-looked forward and asked herself what this must mean.
-
-A part of her answer appeared in the old man who sat, ignorant of her
-presence, before her. He--the instrument of this message--had spoken
-his belief indeed, but with no thought of any listener other than
-himself. She knew Mark Endicott; she was aware that he had rather
-himself suffered death than that this matter should have reached her
-ear. Loyalty to him was not the least part of her determination now.
-He must never know what he had done.
-
-Neither could she tell her husband for a kindred reason. Such news
-would cloud his mind for ever, and lessen all his future joy in living.
-
-Before the loneliness of such an unshared grief the woman's soul rose up
-in arms, and, for one brief moment, she rebelled against her lot, told
-herself that the evangel of evil had spoken falsely, determined with
-herself to reject and cast aside this thought as a suspicion unworthy, a
-lie and a libel on the dead. But the unhappy soul of her was full of
-the fancied truth. Had she possessed power to turn deaf ears and reject
-this theory as vain and out of all harmony with her own knowledge of
-Myles Stapledon, Honor's state had been more gracious; but it was beyond
-her mental strength to do so. Understanding the dead man no less and no
-more than her uncle, she read new subtleties into the past before this
-bitterness, credited Myles with views that never existed in his mind at
-all, and concluded with herself that he had indeed taken his own life
-that she might be what she now was--the wife of Christopher Yeoland.
-
-Therefore her own days stretched before her evermore overshadowed until
-the end of them, and her thoughts leapt whole abysses of despair, as the
-revelation gradually permeated her being. Seed was sown in that moment,
-as she stood with the blue sky mirrored in her brown eyes, and a growth
-was established, whose roots would keep the woman's heart aching till
-age blunted sensibility, whose fruits would drop gall upon her thirst
-while life lasted. Unshared darkness must be her portion--darkness and
-cruel knowledge to be revealed to none, to be hidden out of all
-searching, to be concealed even beyond the reach of Christopher's love
-and deepest sympathy. He indeed had her heart now, and knew the secret
-places of it; therefore, in a sort of frenzy, she prayed to God at that
-moment, and called upon Him to show her where she might hide this thing
-and let it endure unseen.
-
-The boy by the river had not observed Honor, and her uncle remained
-ignorant of her presence. She turned, therefore, and departed, lacking
-strength at that moment to speak or hearten his desolate life with the
-music of her voice. She stole away; and in the woods, returning, her
-husband met her and rejoiced in the accidental encounter.
-
-"Good luck!" he cried. "I'd lost half myself the moment you
-disappeared, and had made up my mind to mourn unobtrusively till you
-came back to me. Why hasn't outraged Nature sent a thunderbolt to
-suppress Courteney Clack? I might have known that desperate surgeon
-would have prescribed amputation upon most shadowy excuse."
-
-"He has been very busy."
-
-"And done absolutely the right thing, viewed from standpoint of
-forestry; which makes it impossible to say what one feels. But forget
-all that. Home we won't go yet. Come and see the sunset."
-
-A promise of great aerial splendours filled the sky as the day waned,
-and Yeoland, to whom such spectacles were precious as formerly, hastened
-upwards to the high lands with his wife by his side.
-
-Together they passed through the wood of pines above Godleigh, then,
-pursuing their way onwards, the man caught a shadow of sobriety from
-Honor, being quick at all times to note the colour of her thoughts. The
-fact that she was sad called for no wonder where they then stood, for
-now in her eyes were mirrored Bear Down's wind-worn sycamores, ripe
-thatches, whitewashed farm-buildings, and grey walls. The relinquished
-home of her forefathers lay there, and she had now come from visiting
-the last of her line. This Christopher supposed, and so understood her
-demeanour.
-
-Overhead a splendid turmoil of gloom and fire waxed heavenwide, where
-wind and cloud and sinking sun laboured magnificently together.
-
-"I know every strand in your dear thoughts, love; I could write the very
-sequence of them, and take them down in shorthand from your eyes."
-
-She smiled at him. That favourite jest of his had been nearly true
-until now. Henceforth it could be true no more. It was not the picture
-of home and the thirsty, shorn grass lands spread around it that made
-her soul sink so low. Even Christopher henceforth was outside the last
-sanctuary of her heart, and must so remain. There had come a new sorrow
-of sorrows, to be hidden even from her second self--a grief not to be
-shared by him, a legacy of tears whose secret fountains he must never
-find.
-
-She held his hand like a child, and something of her woe passed into
-him; then he knew that she was very sad, and suspected that her
-unhappiness had source in deeper things than the renewed spectacle of
-her home. He instantly fell into sympathy; but it was only a little
-deeper than that of an artist. What she felt now--walking where Myles
-Stapledon had so often walked--he could readily conceive; and it made
-him sad also, with a gentle, aesthetic melancholy that just fell short
-of pain. For him and for Honor he believed that a future of delicate
-happiness was spread. These clouds were natural, inevitable; but they
-scarcely obscured the blue. So he argued, ignorant of that anguish in
-the mind of his wife. For her the anticipated summer of peace appeared
-not possible. Now her future stretched before her--ghost-haunted in
-sober truth. Here was such a mournful twilight as broods over all
-personifications of highest grief; for her, as for those Titan
-figures--each an incarnate agony--who pace the aisles of olden drama,
-there could be no removal into the day-spring of hope, no departure into
-any night of indifference. Only an endless dusk of sorrow awaited her.
-Western light was upon her face; but not the glory of evening, nor yet
-the whole pageant of the sun's passing, could pierce the darkness of her
-heart.
-
-They stood upon Scor Hill above the Moor; and Christopher spoke--
-
-"This was his god--poor old Myles! This was a symbol to him of the
-Creator. A great, restful god, yet alive and alert. A changeless
-god--a god to pray to even--a listening god."
-
-"He would have given all that he had to know a listening god," she said.
-
-"And yet who is there but has sometimes seen his god, moving dimly,
-awfully, behind the veil? A flash--a divine gleam at higher moments.
-We fall on our knees, but the vision has gone. We yearn--we yearn to
-make our crying heard; but the clay comes between. That was his case.
-You and I have our Christ to cling to. He sweetens our cup of
-life--when we let Him. But Myles--he walked alone. That is among my
-saddest thoughts--among the very saddest thoughts that Nature and
-experience bring to me."
-
-"The earth is very full of things that bring sad thoughts."
-
-"Yes, and a man's heart still more full. There are plaintive sorrows I
-could tell you about--the sadness of hidden flowers, that no human eye
-ever looks upon--the sadness of great, lonely mists on lonely lands; the
-sadness of trees sleeping in moonlight; the sadness of a robbed bird;
-the eternal sadness and pathos of man's scant certainties and undying
-hopes. How wonderful he is! Nothing crushes him; nothing stills the
-little sanguine heart of him, throbbing on, beating on through all the
-bitter disillusions of this our life from generation to generation."
-
-Far below them, in fulvous light of a wild sunset, the circle of Scor
-Hill appeared. Concerning the memories its granite girded, Christopher
-knew little; but, at sight of Watern's crest, now dark against the
-flaming sky, he remembered that there lay the scene of Stapledon's end,
-and regretted that he had come within sight of it that night. To him
-the distant mountain was a theatre of tragedy; to Honor, an altar of
-sacrifice.
-
-Without words they waited and gazed upon the sky to witness after-glow
-succeed sunset. Over the Moor a vast and radiant mist burnt under the
-sun and faded to purple where it stretched beneath the shadows of the
-hills; and the earth, taking this great light to her bosom, veiled
-herself within it. All detail vanished, all fret of incident
-disappeared, while the inherent spirit of the place stood visible, where
-loneliness and vastness stretched to the sunset and heaved up their huge
-boundaries clad only in a mystery of ruddy haze. Particulars departed
-from the wilderness, save where, through alternate masses of gloom and
-transparent vapour, carrying their harmonies of orange and tawny light
-to culmination and crown of fire, there twinkled a burn--twinkled and
-tumbled and flashed, under mellow drapery of air and cloud, beneath
-flaming depths of the sunset, and through the heart of the earth-born
-mist, like a thread of golden beads. Here colour made a sudden music,
-sang, and then sank back into silence.
-
-For heavy clouds already reared up out of the West to meet the sun; and
-amid far-flung banners and pennons and lances of glory he descended into
-darkness. Then the aspect of earth and heaven changed magically; day
-waned and grew dense, while a great gloom swept over the heath and rose
-to the zenith under a cowl of rain. Dim radii still turned upon the
-clouds where light fought through them; but their wan illumination was
-sucked away and they died before their shafts had roamed full course.
-The cry of the river rose and fell, the rain began to whisper, and all
-things merged with unaccustomed speed into formless chaos of twilight.
-
-"No after-glow--then we must look within our own breasts for it--or,
-better still, each other's breasts," said the man.
-
-But neither heart nor voice of the woman answered him.
-
-
-
-
- THE END
-
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