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diff --git a/46323-0.txt b/46323-0.txt new file mode 100644 index 0000000..6992fbf --- /dev/null +++ b/46323-0.txt @@ -0,0 +1,4626 @@ + THE SOUL OF THE SOLDIER + + + + +This eBook is for the use of anyone anywhere at no cost and with almost +no restrictions whatsoever. You may copy it, give it away or re-use it +under the terms of the Project Gutenberg License included with this +eBook or online at http://www.gutenberg.org/license. + + + +Title: The Soul of the Soldier + Sketches from the Western Battle-Front +Author: Thomas Tiplady +Release Date: July 18, 2014 [EBook #46323] +Language: English +Character set encoding: UTF-8 + + +*** START OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK THE SOUL OF THE SOLDIER *** + + + + +Produced by Al Haines. + + + + +[Illustration: Cover art] + + + + +[Illustration: Captain Guy Drummond, 13th Royal Canadian Highlanders. +Killed in action, April, 1915. +"A SON OF THE MOTHERLAND"] + + + + + The Soul _of_ The Soldier + + _Sketches from the Western + Battle-Front_ + + + BY + + THOMAS TIPLADY + + _Chaplain to the Forces_ + + Author of "THE CROSS AT THE FRONT," etc. + + + + NEW YORK CHICAGO TORONTO + Fleming H. Revell Company + LONDON AND EDINBURGH + + + + + Copyright, 1918, by + FLEMING H. REVELL COMPANY + + + + New York: 158 Fifth Avenue + Chicago: 17 North Wabash Ave. + London: 21 Paternoster Square + Edinburgh: 75 Princes Street + + + + + TO THE MEMORY OF THE MANY "WHITE MEN" + +I have known and loved in the London Territorials, who, being dedicate +to their Country and the cause of Liberty, went over the parapet and did +not return. + +"These laid the world away; poured out the red +Sweet wine of youth: gave up the years to be +Of work and joy, and that unhoped serene +That men call age; and those who would have been +Their sons they gave--their immortality." + + + + + *THE MOTHER’S ANSWER* + + God gave my son in trust to me. + Christ died for him. He should be + A man for Christ. He is his own + And God’s and man’s, not mine alone. + He was not mine to give. He gave + Himself, that he might help to save + All that a Christian should revere + All that enlightened men hold dear. + + "To feed the guns." Ah! torpid soul, + Awake, and see life as a whole. + When freedom, honor, justice, right, + Were threatened by the despot’s might, + He bravely went for God, to fight + Against base savages, whose pride + The laws of God and man defied; + Who slew the mother and the child; + Who maidens, pure and sweet, defiled; + He did not go to feed the guns, + He went to save from ruthless Huns + His home and country, and to be + A guardian of democracy. + + "What if he does not come?" you say; + Well, then, my sky will be more gray, + But through the clouds the sun will shine + And vital memories be mine. + God’s test of manhood is, I know + Not, will he come--_but did he go_? + + JAMES L. HUGHES. + + + + + *PREFACE* + + +The sketches in this book and in my previous one, "The Cross at the +Front," are attempts to show the soul of the soldier serving in France +as I have seen it during the year and a half that I have been with him. +It is a padre’s privilege and duty to be the voice with which, in public +worship, the soldiers speak to God; and through which their last +thoughts are borne to their friends at home. He is their voice both +when they are sick or wounded, and when they lie silent in the grave. +He speaks of their hopes and fears, hardships and heroisms, laughter and +tears. As best he may he tries to tell, to those who have a right and a +longing to know, how they thought, and how they bore themselves in the +great day of trial when all risked their lives and many laid them down. + +Soldiers, as a rule, are either inarticulate or do not care to speak of +themselves; and the padre has to be their spokesman if ever their deeper +thoughts and finer actions are to be known to their friends. To do this +he may have to bring himself into the picture, or even illustrate a +common thing in their lives by a personal experience of his own. To +reveal life and thought at the Front in the third person, and without +sacrificing truth and vividness, requires a degree of literary power and +art which cannot be expected of a padre to whom writing is but a +by-product, and not his main work. + +I have written but little of military operations--these things are not +in my province. Moreover, they are not the things which are most +revealing. The presence of Spring is first and most surely revealed by +the flowers in our gardens and lanes; and the soldier is most clearly +seen in the little things that happen on the march--in his billet or in +the Dressing Station. Some things are not seen at all. They are only +felt, and my opinion about them must be taken for what it is worth. One +knows what the men are by their influence on one’s own mind and life. I +do not judge the morality and spirituality of our soldiers entirely by +their habits and speech, for these are but outward and clumsy +expressions of the inner life and are largely conventional. There is +something else to put in the reckoning, and to find out what the +soldiers are worth to us we must somehow get behind their words and +actions and find out what they are worth to God, whose terrible wheel of +war is shaping their characters. + +I appraise them mostly by the total effect of the impact of their souls +on mine. I know their thoughts and feelings by the thoughts and +feelings they inspire in me. "Do men gather grapes of thorns or figs of +thistles?" There are certain thoughts and emotions that only come to me +strongly when I am with the soldiers or when I am living again with them +in memory, and so, I take these as their gift to me and judge the men by +their influence on my character. Character is, in its influence, subtle +as Spring. Words and actions by themselves are too coarse and +conventional to do anything but mislead us in judging the quality of our +men. "By their fruits ye shall know them." Not by their leaves. Fruit +is _seed_. In the seed the tree reproduces itself. And reproduction, +whether in physical, moral or spiritual life, is the test of vitality. + +I have not unduly loaded my pages with ghastly details of war, because +their effect on the mind of the reader who has not been at the Front +would be false and distorting. The reader would be more horrified in +imagining them than our soldiers are in seeing them. I have tried +rather to show life at the Front, with its mingling of red and gold, +horror and happiness, as it affects the soldier; so that his friends at +home may see it as he sees it, and with his sense of proportion. If I +could only do it, as well as I intend it, my pictures would create a +truer sympathy between the home and the trench. Some would find comfort +for their hearts, and others would awake to a new and noble seriousness. +Soldiers have suffered much through imperfect sympathies. They have +been pitied for the wrong things, and left to freeze when they needed +warmth. Only when we realize their dignity and greatness and the true +nature of their experiences can we be their comrades and helpers. Life +at the Front is brutal and terrifying, and yet our soldiers are neither +brutalized nor terrorized, for there is something great and noble at the +Front which keeps life pure and sweet and the men gentle and chivalrous. +When "the boys" come home their friends will, in almost every case, find +them just as bright, affectionate and good as when they went out. The +only change will be a subtle one--a deepening in character and manly +quality, a broadening in mind and creed, and an impatience with cant and +make-believe whether in politics or business, Christianity or +Rationalism. There will be an air of indefinable greatness about them as +of men who have been at grips with the realities of life and death. + +In a footnote to one of his songs, Edward Teschemacher says that the +gypsies, as they wander through the country, leave a sprinkling of grass +or wild flowers at the cross-roads to indicate, to those who come after +them, the road they have taken. These flowers are known as the +"Patterain." + +These essays are my Patterain--wild flowers plucked in France, and left +to mark the red path trod during the months I have been with my comrades +at the Front. + +I would the flowers were worthier, but such as I have, I give; and they +are taken out of my heart. + + "Where my caravan has rested + Flowers I leave you on the grass; + All the flowers of love and memory; + You will find them when you pass." + + THOMAS TIPLADY. + +BRITISH EXPEDITIONARY FORCE, FRANCE. + + + + + *CONTENTS* + +CHAP. + + I. The Swan at Ypres + II. The Roadmakers + III. The Glamour of the Front + IV. A White Handkerchief + V. The Songs Our Soldiers Sing + VI. Easter Sunday + VII. "Now the Day is Over" + VIII. Sons of the Motherland + IX. The Terror by Night + X. "Eton Boys Never Duck!" + XI. "Missing" + XII. "It Must be Sunday" + XIII. Our Tommies Never Fail Us + XIV. The Cross at Neuve Chapelle + XV. The Children of Our Dead + XVI. A Funeral under Fire + XVII. A Soldier’s Calvary + XVIII. The Hospital Train + XIX. After Winter, Spring + + + + + *I* + + *THE SWAN AT YPRES* + + +For three years the storm center of the British battle front has been at +Ypres. Every day and night it has been the standing target of thousands +of guns. Yet, amid all the havoc and thunder of the artillery, the +graceful white form of a swan had been seen gliding over the water of +the moat. It never lacked food, and was always welcome to a share of +Tommy’s rations. In the Battle of Messines--I had the story first-hand +from a lieutenant of artillery whose battery was hidden close by, and +who was an eye-witness of the incident--a shell burst near the swan, and +it was mortally wounded. For three long years it had spread its white +wings as gallantly as the white sails of Drake’s flagship when he sailed +out of Plymouth Sound to pluck the beard of the Spaniard. But now its +adventurous voyaging was over. Another beautiful and innocent thing had +been destroyed by the war and had passed beyond recall. There was no +dying swan-song heard on the waters, but all who saw its passing felt +that the war had taken on a deeper shade of tragedy. + +Many a "white man" had been slain near the spot but somehow the swan +seemed a mystical being, and invulnerable. It was a relic of the days +of peace, and a sign of the survival of purity and grace amid the +horrors and cruelties of war. It spoke of the sacred things that yet +remain--the beautiful things of the soul upon which war can lay no +defiling finger. Now it had gone from the water and Ypres seems more +charred than ever, and the war more terrible. The death of the swan +revealed against its white wings the peculiar inhumanity of the present +war. It is a war in which the enemy spares nothing and no one. He is +more blind and merciless than the Angel of Death which swept over Egypt, +for the angel had regard to the blood which the Israelites had sprinkled +over the lintels of their doors and he passed by in mercy. To the +German Eagle every living creature is legitimate prey. No blood upon +the lintel can save the inmate; not even the cross of blood on the +hospital tent or ship. Wounded or whole, combatant or non-combatant, +its beak and talons tear the tender flesh of all and its lust is not +sated. + +In Belgium and Serbia it is believed that more women and children +perished than men. Things too hideous for words were done publicly in +the market-squares. Neither age nor sex escaped fire and sword. The +innocent babe was left to suck the breast of its dead mother or was +dandled on the point of the bayonet. What resistance can the Belgian +swan make to the German eagle? It needs must lie torn and bleeding +beneath its talons. The German Emperor has waded deeper in blood than +Macbeth, and has slain the innocent in their sleep. Even the sea is +full of the women, children, and non-combatant men he has drowned. His +crown is cemented together with innocent blood and its jewels are the +eyes of murdered men and women. The wretched man has made rivers of +blood to flow yet not a drop in them is from his own veins or the veins +of his many sons. Napoleon risked his life with his men in every battle +but this man never once. While sending millions to their death he yet +consents to live, and protects his life with the anxious care a miser +bestows on his gold. Alone among large families in Germany his +household is without a casualty. Though a nation be white and innocent +as the Belgian swan it will not escape his sword, and he will swoop upon +it the more readily because it is unarmed. The swan cannot live where +the eagle flies, and one or the other must die. + +But the stricken swan of Ypres is not merely the symbol of Belgium and +her fate. There are other innocents who have perished or been sorely +wounded. The whole creation is groaning and travailing in pain. The +neutral nations are suffering with the belligerent, and the lower +creatures are suffering with mankind. + +Next to seeing wounded men on the roads at the front, I think the +saddest sight is that of dying horses and mules. Last winter they had +to stand, with little cover, exposed to the bitter blasts. It was +impossible to keep them clean or dry, for the roads were churned into +liquid mud and both mules and drivers were plastered with it from head +to foot. To make things worse there was a shortage of fodder; and +horses waste away rapidly under ill-feeding. Before the fine weather had +given them a chance to recover weight and strength, the Battle of Arras +began, and every living beast of burden, as well as every motor-engine, +was strained to its utmost. The mule is magnificent for war, and our +battles have been won as much by mules as men. Haig could rely on one +as much as on the other. The mule will eat anything, endure anything, +and, when understood and humored by its driver, will do anything. It +works until it falls dead by the roadside. In the spring, hundreds died +in harness. In fact, few die except in harness. They die facing the +foe, dragging rations along shell-swept roads to the men in the +trenches. + +On two miles of road I have counted a dozen dead mules; and burial +parties are sent out to put them out of sight. One night, alone, I got +three dying mules shot. The road was crowded with traffic, yet it was +difficult to find either an officer with a revolver or a +transport-driver with a rifle. I had to approach scores before I could +find a man who had the means to put a mule out of its misery; and we +were within two miles of our Front. So rigid is our line of defense +that those behind it do not trouble to take arms. Even when I found a +rifleman he hesitated to shoot a mule. There is a rule that no horse or +mule must be shot without proper authority, and when you consider the +enormous cost of one the necessity for the rule is obvious. I had +therefore to assure a rifleman that I would take full responsibility for +his action. He then loaded up, put the nozzle against the mule’s +forehead and pulled the trigger. A tremor passed through the poor +thing’s body and its troubles were over. It had come all the way from +South America to wear itself out carrying food to fighting men, and it +died by the road when its last ounce of strength was spent. + +The mule knows neither love nor offspring. Apart from a few gambols in +the field, or while tethered to the horse-lines, it knows nothing but +work. It is the supreme type of the drudge. It is one of the greatest +factors in the war, and yet it receives scarcely any recognition and +more of whipping than of praise. Only too often I have seen their poor +shell-mangled bodies lying by the roadside waiting till the battle +allowed time for their burial. Yet what could be more innocent of any +responsibility for the war? They are as innocent as the swan on the +moat at Ypres. + +Yet the greatest suffering among innocents is not found at the Front at +all. It is found at home. At the Front there is suffering of body and +mind, but at home there is the suffering of the heart. Every soldier +knows that his mother and wife suffer more than he does, and he pities +them from his soul. War is a cross on which Woman is crucified. The +soldier dies of his wounds in the morning of life, but his wife lingers +on in pain through the long garish day until the evening shadows fall. +There is no laughter at home such as you hear at the Front, or even in +the hospitals. One finds a gayety among the regiments in France such as +is unknown among the people left at home. It is the sunshine of the +street as compared with the light in a shaded room. There is a youth +and buoyancy at the Front that one misses sadly in the homeland. + +To a true woman with a son or husband at the Front, life becomes a +nightmare. To her distorted imagination the most important man in the +country is not the Prime Minister but the postman. She cannot get on +with her breakfast for listening for his footsteps. There is no need +for him to knock at the door, she has heard him open the gate and walk +up the gravel path. Her heart is tossed like a bubble on the winds of +hope and fear. She finds herself behind the door without knowing how +she got there, and her hand trembles as she picks up the letter to see +if the address is in "his" handwriting or an official’s. The words, "On +His Majesty’s Service," she dreads like a witch’s incantation. They may +be innocent enough, and cover nothing more than belated Commission +Papers, but she trembles lest they should be but the fair face of a +dark-hearted messenger, who is to blot out the light of her life +forever. If she goes out shopping and sees a telegraph-boy go in the +direction of her home she forgets her purchases and hurries back to see +if he is going to knock at her door. The rosy-faced messenger has +become a sinister figure, an imp from the nether world. He may be +bringing news of her loved one’s arrival "on leave," but so many evil +faces of fear and doubt peer through the windows of her heart that she +cannot believe in the innocence and good-will of the whistling boy. Her +whole world is wrapped up in his little orange-colored envelope. + +The boys at the Front know of the anxiety and suspense that darken their +homes, and they do all they can to lighten them. There were times on +the Somme when the men were utterly exhausted with fighting and long +vigils in the trenches. Water was scarce, and a mild dysentery came +into evidence. No fire could be lighted to cook food or make hot tea. +The ranks had been thinned, and only two officers were left to each +company. The weather was bad and the captured trench uncomfortable. Any +moment word might come for another attack. The campaign was near its +close, and the work must be completed despite the prevalent exhaustion. +The officers were too tired, depressed and preoccupied to censor +hundreds of letters. In front of him each could see a gaping grave. +The sun was rapidly "going west" and leaving them to the cold and dark. +Nothing seemed to matter in comparison with _that_. To hold services +were impossible and I felt that the best I could do was to walk through +the trench, chat with the officers and men, gather up the men’s letters +and take them back and censor in my tent. This gave the officers times +to write their own, and an opportunity to post them. + +But note, I pray you, the nobility of these gallant fellows. All of +them were exhausted and depressed. The shadows of death were thick +about them, yet when I opened their letters, I found myself--with two +exceptions out of three or four hundred--in an entirely different +atmosphere. It was a sunny atmosphere in which birds were singing. The +men said nothing of their suffering, their depression, their fears for +the future. The black wings of death cast no shadow over their pages. +They said they were "all right," "merry and bright" and "soon going back +for a long rest." They told their mothers what kind of cigarettes to +send, and gave them details how to make up the next parcel. They talked +as if death were out of sight--a sinister fellow with whom they had +nothing to do. + +The officers, of course, censor their own letters, so I did not see how +they wrote. But I know. They wrote as the men wrote, and probably with +a still lighter touch. Their homes were dark enough with anxiety, yet +not by any word of theirs would the shadows be deepened. They could not +shield themselves from war’s horrors but they would do their best to +shield their white swans at home. They could not keep their women folk +out of the war, but they would deliver them from its worst horrors. Not +till they had fallen would they let the shafts pass them to their +mothers and wives; rather would they gather them in their own breasts. +In the hour of the world’s supreme tragedy there was a woman standing by +the cross, and the august Sufferer, with dying breath, bade His closest +friend take her, when the last beam faded, to his own home and be in His +place, a son to her. I know no scene that better represents the +feelings of our soldiers towards their loved ones at home. + +Their women gave them inspiration and joy in the days of peace, and they +still float before their vision amid the blackened ruins of war, as +beautiful and stainless in their purity as the white swan on the moat of +Ypres. + + + + + *II* + + *THE ROADMAKERS* + + +We had just marched from one part of the Front to another and by a +round-about way. Each morning the Quartermaster and "the billeting +party" went on before, and each evening we slept in a village that was +strange to us. Each of the men carried on his back a pack and equipment +weighing about eighty or ninety pounds. Through sleet and blizzard and, +for the most part, through open, exposed country, we continued our march +without a day of rest. By the fifth evening we reached the village +where we were to have three or four weeks of rest and training before +entering the trenches for the spring offensive. We had unpacked and +were sitting at dinner when a telegram came announcing that all previous +plans were canceled, and that at dawn we must take to the road again. +Something unexpected had happened, good or ill, we knew not which, and +we had to enter the line in front of Arras. For three days more we +marched. Daily the sound of the guns came nearer, and the men were +tired and footsore. They were also deeply disappointed of the long rest +to which they had been looking forward after a winter in the trenches at +Neuve Chapelle. Yet they marched cheerily enough. "It’s the War!" they +said one to another and, true to their own philosophy, "packed up their +troubles in their old kit bags and smiled." When any man faltered a +bit, as if about to fall out by the way, the others cheered him on by +singing "Old Soldiers never die" to the tune of the old Sunday school +hymn, "Kind words can never die." Sometimes an officer would shoulder a +man’s rifle to the end of the march, or until he felt better. In eight +unbroken days of marching we covered ninety-eight miles and finally +arrived at a camp of huts within a day’s march of the trenches we are to +occupy. Here, where our huts stand like islands in a sea of mud, we +are, unless suddenly needed, to take a few days’ rest. + +On the ninety-eight miles of road over which we tramped, we passed +company after company of British roadmakers. In some parts they were +widening the road, in other parts repairing it. The roads of +Northeastern France are handed over to our care as completely as if they +were in England. Our road-makers are everywhere, and as we pass they +stand, pick or shovel in hand, to salute the colonel and shout some +humorous remark to the laughing riflemen--only to get back as much as +they give. + +This morning I visited the neighboring village to arrange for a Sunday +service. The roads are hopeless for bicycles at this time of the year, +so I fell back on Adam’s method of getting about. The road to the +village was torn and broken, and "thaw precautions" were being observed. +Everywhere it was ankle-deep in mud and, in the holes, knee-deep. +Innumerable motor-wagons had crushed it beneath their ponderous weight, +and my feet had need of my eyes to guide them. In skirting the holes +and rough places, I added quite a mile to the journey. + +It was annoying to get along so slowly, and I called the road "rotten" +and blamed the War for its destructive work. Then I saw that I had been +unjust in judgment. The War had constructed more than it had destroyed. +The road had been a little muddy country lane, but the soldiers had made +it wide as Fleet Street, and it was bearing a mightier traffic than that +famous thoroughfare night and day. The little road with its mean +perfections and imperfections had gone, and the large road with big +faults and big virtues had come. This soldiers’ road has faults the +farmers’ road knew not, but then it has burdens and duties unknown +before, and it has had no time to prepare for them. Like our +boy-officers who are bearing grown men’s burdens of responsibility and +bearing them well, the road has had no time to harden. To strengthen +itself for its duties, it eats up stones as a giant eats up food. I had +no right to look for the smoothness of Oxford Street or the Strand. +Such avenues represent the work of centuries, this of days. They have +grown with their burdens, but this has had vast burdens thrown upon it +suddenly, and while it was immature. Oxford Street and Fleet Street are +the roads of peace, and laden with wealth and luxury, law and +literature--things that can wait. But on this road of the soldiers’ +making, nothing is allowed except it be concerned with matters of life +and death. It is the road of war, and there is a terrible urgency about +it. Over it pass ammunition to the guns, rations to the soldiers in the +trenches, ambulances bearing back the wounded to the hospital. Whatever +its conditions the work must be done, and there is no room for a halting +prudence or the pride of appearance. Rough though it is and muddy, over +it is passing, for all who have eyes to see, a new and better +civilization and a wider liberty. I had grumbled at the worn-out road +when I ought to have praised it. I was as an ingrate who finds fault +with his father’s hands because they are rough and horny. + +It was a group of soldier-roadmakers who brought me to my senses. They +were making a new road through the fields, and it branched off from the +one I was on. I saw its crude beginning and considered the burdens it +would soon have to bear. As I stood watching these English roadmakers +my mind wandered down the avenues of time, and I saw the Roman soldiers +building their immortal roads through England. They were joining town +to town and country to country. They were introducing the people of the +North to those of the South, and bringing the East into fellowship with +the West. I saw come along their roads the union of all England +followed at, some distance, by that of England, Scotland and Wales; and +I regretted that there was no foundation on which they could build a +road to Ireland. I saw on those soldier-built roads, also, Christianity +and Civilization marching, and in the villages and towns by the wayside +they found a home whence they have sent out missionaries and teachers to +the ends of the earth. + +"The captains and the kings depart." The Roman Empire is no more, but +the Roman roads remain. They direct our modern life and business with +an inevitability the Roman soldiers never exercised. In two thousand +years the Empire may have fallen apart and become a thing of the past; +but the roads her sons have built in France, these two-and-a-half years, +will abide forever and be a perpetual blessing; for, of things made by +hands, there is, after the church and the home, nothing more sacred than +the road. The roadmaker does more for the brotherhood of man and the +federation of the world than the most eloquent orator. The roadmaker +has his dreams and visions as well as the poet, and he expresses them in +broken stones. He uses stones as artists use colors, and orators words. +He touches them--transient as they are--with immortality. A little of +his soul sticks to each stone he uses, and though the stone perishes the +road remains. His body may perish more quickly than the stones and be +laid in some quiet churchyard by the wayside, but his soul will never +utterly forsake the road he helped to make. In man’s nature, and in all +his works, there is a strange blending of the temporal and the eternal, +and in nothing is it more marked than in the roads he builds. + +The roadmaker is the pioneer among men and without him there would be +neither artist nor orator. He goes before civilization as John the +Baptist went before Christ, and he is as rough and elemental. Hard as +his own stones, without him mankind would have remained savage and +suspicious as beasts of prey; and art, science and literature would have +had no beginning. His road may begin in war, but it ends in peace. + +The pioneers I saw roadmaking were, for the greater part, over military +age, and such as I had often seen leaning heavily on the bar of some +miserable beer-house. In those days they seemed of the earth, earthy, +and the stars that lure to high thoughts and noble endeavors seemed to +shine on them in vain. But one never knows what is passing in the heart +of another. Of all things human nature is the most mysterious and +deceptive. God seems to play at hide-and-seek with men. He hides +pearls in oysters lying in the ooze of the sea; and gold under the +everlasting snows of the Arctic regions. Diamonds he buries deep down +in the dirt beneath the African veldt. He places Christ in a +carpenter’s shop, Joan of Arc in a peasant’s dwelling, Lincoln in a +settler’s cabin, and Burns in a crude cottage built by his father’s own +hands. He hides generous impulses and heroic traits in types of men +that in our mean imaginations we can only associate with the saw-dust +sprinkled bar-room. Only when war or pestilence have kindled their +fierce and lurid flames do we find the hidden nobility that God has +stored away in strange places--places often as foul and unlikely as +those where a miser stores his gold. + +When Diogenes went about with a candle in search of an honest man did he +think to look in the taverns and slums? I fancy not. Not Diogenes’ +candle but the "Light of the World" was needed to reveal the treasure +God has hidden in men. Christ alone knew where His Father had hidden +His wealth and could guide us to it. In this time of peril when every +man with any nobility in him is needed to stand in the deadly breach, +and with body and soul hold back the brutality and tyranny that would +enslave the world we have, like the woman in the parable, lit a candle +and searched every corner of our kingdom diligently. In the dust of +unswept corners we have found many a coin of value that, but for our +exceeding need, would have remained hidden. To me, the wealth and wonder +of the war have been found in its sweepings. Time and again we have +found those who were lost, and a new happiness has come into life. To +the end of my days I shall walk the earth with reverent feet. I did not +know men were so great. I have looked at life without seeing the gold +through the dust, and have been no better than a Kaffir child playing +marbles with diamonds, unaware of their value. I have gone among my +fellows with proud step where I ought to have walked humbly, and have +rushed in where angels feared to tread. + +Life at the Front has made me feel mean among mankind. My comrades have +been so great. In days long past, I have trodden on the hem of Christ’s +garment without knowing it. I have not seen its jewels because I, and +others, have so often trodden it in the mire. Yet, through the mire of +slum and tavern, the jewels have emerged pearl-white and ruby-red. And I +feel that I owe to a large part of mankind an apology for having been +before the war so blind, callous and superficial. But for the agony and +bloody sweat in which I have seen my fellows, I should never have known +them for what they are, and the darkness of death would have covered me +before I had realized what made the death of Christ and the sufferings +of all the martyrs well worth while. Now there is a new light upon my +path and I shall see the features of an angel through the dirt on a +slum-child’s face. Words of Christ that once lay in the shadow now +stand out clearly, for whenever we get below the surface of life we come +to _Him_. He is there before us, and awaiting our coming. + +I also understand, now, something of the meaning of the words which the +Unemployed scrawled upon their banner before the war--"Damn your +charity. Give us work." It was a deep and true saying, and taught them +by a stern teacher. When the war came we _did_ "damn our charity" and +gave them "work." Many a man got his first chance of doing "a man’s +job," and rose to the full height of his manhood. Many hitherto idle +and drunken, were touched in their finer parts. They saw their +country’s need, and though their country had done little to merit their +gratitude, they responded to her call before some of the more prudent +and sober. Those who were young went out to fight, and every officer +can tell stories about their behavior in the hours of danger and +suffering which bring tears to the eyes and penitence to the heart. +Those above military age went out to make roads over which their younger +brothers and sons could march, and get food, ammunition, or an ambulance +according to their needs. Among the group of middle-aged roadmakers +that I saw there were, I doubt not, some who had been counted wastrels +and who had made but a poor show of life. Now they had got work that +made them feel that they were men and not mendicants, and they were +"making good." + +While I watched them a lark rose from a neighboring field and sang over +them a song of the coming spring. It was the first lark I had heard +this year, and I was glad it mingled its notes with the sounds of the +roadmakers’ shovels. Nature is not so indifferent to human struggles as +it sometimes seems. The man who stands steadfastly by the right and +true and bids tyranny and wrong give place will find, at last, that he +is in league with the stones of the field and the birds of the air, and +that the stars in their courses fight for him. The roadmaker and the +lark are born friends. Both are heralds of coming gladness, and while +one works, the other sings. True work and pure song are never far +apart. They are both born of hope and seek to body forth the immortal. +A man works while he has faith. Would he sow if he did not believe the +promise, made under the rainbow, that seed-time and harvest shall never +fail? Or could he sing with despair choking his heart? Yet he can sing +with death choking it. In the very act of dying Wesley sang the hymn, +"I’ll praise my Maker while I’ve breath." He sang because of the hope +of immortality. He was not turning his face to the blank wall of death +and oblivion but to the opening gate of a fuller life. He was soaring +sunwards like the lark, and soaring sang, + + "And when my voice is lost in death + Praise shall employ my nobler powers; + My days of praise shall ne’er be past." + + +Joy can sing and Sorrow can sing, but Despair is dumb. It has not even +a cry, for a cry is a call for help as every mother knows, and Despair +knows no helper. Even the saddest song has hope in it, as the dreariest +desert has a well. The loved one is dead but Love lives on and whispers +of a trysting place beyond this bourne of time, where loved and lover +meet again. The patriot’s life may be pouring from a dozen wounds on +the muddy field of battle, but his fast-emptying heart is singing with +each heavy beat, "Who dies, if my country live?" + +Roadmakers have prepared the way for missionaries in every land. +Trail-blazers are not always religious men--often they are wild, +reckless fellows whom few would allow a place in the Kingdom of God--but +is not their work religious in its final upshot? Do they not, however +unconsciously, "prepare the way of the Lord, make straight in the desert +a highway for our God?" Close on their heels go the missionaries, urged +on faster by the pure love of souls than the trader by love of lucre. +The greatest among the roadmakers was a missionary himself--David +Livingstone. And for such an one the name Living-stone is perfect. It +has the touch of destiny. Through swamp and forest he went where white +feet had never trod, and blazed a trail for the messengers of Christ, +until, worn out with fever and hardship, he fell asleep at his prayers, +to wake no more to toil and suffering. + +But while the roadmaker bestows benefits on us he also lays obligations, +for there can be no enlargement of privilege without a corresponding +increase of responsibility. The roads the men are making here in France +will be good for trade. They will open up the country as did the +military roads of Caesar and Napoleon; and along them soldiers are +marching who, at tremendous cost to themselves, are buying for posterity +great benefits, and laying upon posterity great obligations. Posterity +must hold and enlarge the liberties won for them, and prove worthy of +their citizenship by resisting tyranny "even unto blood." We are here +because our fathers were heroes and lovers of liberty. Had they been +cowards and slaves there would have been no war for us. As we follow +our fathers our sons must be ready to follow us. The present springs +out of the past, and the future will spring out of the present. +Inheritance implies defense on the part of the inheritors. + +The very names they give to their roads show that our soldiers have +grasped this fact. The cold canvas hut in which I am writing is +officially described as No. 1 Hut, _Oxford Street_. A little farther +off, and running parallel with it, is _Cambridge_ Road. There is also +an _Eton_ Road, _Harrow_ Road, and _Marlborough_ Road. Students of the +universities and schools after which these roads are named are out here +to defend what these institutions have stood for through the hoary +centuries. They are out to preserve the true conception of Liberty and +Fair-play, and to build roads along which all peoples who desire it can +travel unmolested by attacks from either tyrants or anarchists. + +Right from the beginning of the war, the idea of a Road has taken hold +of the imagination of our soldiers. The first divisions came out +singing, "It’s a long, long way to Tipperary, but my heart’s right +there." Nowadays the popular song is "There’s a long, long trail +awinding into the Land of my dreams." + +They are making a Road of Liberty along which all nations may pass to +universal peace and brotherhood, and where the weak will be as safe from +oppression as the strong. "It’s a long, long way to go," but they have +seen their goal on the horizon, and will either reach it or die on the +way to it. They have made up their minds that never again shall the +shadow of the Kaiser’s mailed fist, or that any other tyrant fall across +their path. These men never sing of war. They hate war. It is a +brutal necessity forced on them by the ambition of a tyrant. Their +songs are all of peace and none of war. Of the future and not the +present they sing: + + "Tiddley-iddley-ighty, + Hurry me home to Blighty; + Blighty is the place for me." + + +Whether they sing with levity or seriousness (and levity of manner often +veils their seriousness of feeling), it is of a future of peace and +goodwill they sing. To them the war is a hard road leading to a better +life for mankind. It is to them what the desert was to the Israelites, +when they left the bondage of Egypt for the liberty of the Land of +Promise. Therefore they must tread it without faltering even as Christ +trod the way of the Cross. "There’s a long, long trail awinding into the +Land of their dreams" and they will not lose faith in their dreams +however wearisome the way. Elderly navvies and laborers have come to +smooth the roads for them, and nurses are tending those who have fallen +broken by the way; while across the sundering sea are mothers and wives +whose prayers make flowers spring up at their feet and blossoms break +out on every tree that fringes the side of the road. + + + + + *III* + + *THE GLAMOUR OF THE FRONT* + + +There is an undoubted glamour about the Front, which when at home, in +England, cannot be explained. In the army or out of it, the wine of +life is white and still, but at the Front it runs red and sparkling. One +day I got a lift in a motor-wagon and sat on a box by the side of one of +the servants of the officer’s mess at the Aerodrome near by. He was +going into Doullens, a market town, to buy food and some little +luxuries. Captain Ball, V.C., the prince of English flyers, was, up to +the time of his death in the air, a member of the mess, and the servant +was telling me how comfortable all the officers make their quarters. In +a phrase he defined the glamour of the Front. + +"One day," he said, "when we were helping him to make his room +comfortable, Captain Ball burst out into a merry laugh and chuckled, ’We +haven’t long to live, but we live well while we do live.’" + +There you have it. Life is concentrated. Death is near--just round the +corner--so the men make the most of their time and "live well." It has +the same quality as "leave" at home. Leave is short and uncertain, so +we "live well." Our friends know it may be the last sight of us, and we +know it may be our last sight of them. They are kind and generous to +us, as we are to them; and so, the ten days of "leave" are just +glorious. Ruskin says that the full splendor of the sunset lasts but a +second, and that Turner went out early in the evening and watched with +rapt attention for that one second of supreme splendor and delight. He +lived for sunsets and while others were balancing their accounts, or +taking tea, he went out to see the daily miracle. The one second in +which he saw God pass by in the glory of the sunset was to him worth all +the twenty-four hours. For one second in each day he caught the glamour +of earth and heaven, and went back to his untidy studios blind to all +but the splendor he had seen. + +That second each day was life, indeed, and the glamour of the Front is +like unto it. It is the place where life sets, and the darkness of +death draws on. The commonest soldier feels it and with true instinct, +not less true because unconscious, he describes death at the Front as +"going West." It is the presence of death that gives the Front its +glamour, and life its concentrated joy and fascination. Captain Ball +saw it with the intuition of genius when he said: "We haven’t long to +live, but we live well while we _do_ live." + +The immediate presence of death at the Front gives tone to every +expression of life, and makes it the kindest place in the world. No one +feels he can do too much for you, and there is nothing you would not do +for another. Whether you are an officer or a private, you can get a lift +on any road, in any vehicle, that has an inch of room in it. How often +have I seen a dozen tired Tommies clambering up the back of an empty +motor-lorry which has stopped, or slowed down, to let them get in. It is +one of the merriest sights of the war and redounds to the credit of +human nature. Cigarettes are passed round by those who have, to those +who have not, with a generosity that reminds one of nothing so much as +that of the early Christians who "had all things common; and sold their +possessions and goods, and parted them to all men, as every man had +need." You need never go hungry while others have food. Officers are +welcome at every mess they go near, and privates will get food in the +servants’ kitchen or may go shares with the men in any billet. It may +be a man’s own fault that he took no food on the march, and his comrades +may tell him so in plain strong language, but they will compel him to +share what they have just the same. + +One wet night on the Somme I got lost in "Happy Valley" and could not +find my regiment. Seeing a light in a tent, I made for it. It was a +pioneers’ tent, but they invited me to come in out of the storm and stay +the night. They were at supper and had only a small supply of +bully-beef, biscuits and strong tea; but they insisted on me sharing +what they had. I was dripping with rain, and they gave me one of their +blankets. One of them gave me a box to sleep on, while he shared his +chum’s. Some lost privates came in later wet to the skin, and the +pioneers gave them all the eatables left over from supper, and shared +out their blankets and clothes. It was pure Christianity--whatever +creeds they may think they believe. And it is the glamour of the Front. +England feels cold and dull after it. Kindness and comradeship pervade +the air in France. You feel that everyone is a friend and brother. It +will be pretty hard for chaplains to go back to their churches. They +have been spoiled by too much kindness. How can they go back to the +cold atmosphere of criticism and narrow judgments which prevail in so +many churches--that is, unless the war has brought changes there also? +And after preaching to dying men who listen as it their destiny depended +upon their hearing, how can they go back to pulpits where large numbers +in the congregations regard their messages as of less importance than +dinner, and as merely supplying material for an exercise in more or less +kindly criticism during the discussion of that meal? + +The glamour of the services at the Front! How the scenes are +photographed on my heart! As a congregation sits in a church at home +how stolid its features often are--how dull its eyes! One glance around +and the preacher’s heart sinks within him and his inspiration flies +away. Nothing is expected of him, and nothing particularly desired. +People have come by force of habit, and not of need. But how the eyes of +the soldiers in France glow and burn; how their features speak, and make +the preacher speak in reply! Who could help being eloquent there! Such +faces would make the dumb speak. One can see the effect of his words as +plainly in their expressions as he can see the effect of wind on a +cornfield. Every emotion from humor to concern leaps from the heart to +the face as the subject touches them at, first this point of their life, +then at that. The men’s eyes are unforgettable. Months afterwards they +come vividly to mind, and one is back again answering the questions they +silently ask, and seeing the look of content or gratitude that takes the +place of the perplexed or troubled expression. Eyes are said to be the +windows of the soul, and as I have spoken I have seen men’s souls +looking out. At home the windows are darkened and there seemed to be no +souls behind the panes. The dwellers within the houses are busy with +other matters, and will not come to the windows. The preacher feels +like an organ-grinder in the street--those who hear do not heed nor come +to the windows of the soul. In France there is a soul looking out at +every window; and the preacher sings--for his words grow rhythmic--to +his listeners of the love of God and of the love of women and children +which make sweet this vale of tears and light man on his lone way beyond +the grave. + +One Sunday in hospital, when we heard the singing of a hymn in the ward +below, a young officer, in the next bed, turned to me and said: "Why +doesn’t the chaplain hold a service for us? Why does he only hold them +for the Tommies? We need them and want them, just as much as the +Tommies. We are officers but we are also men." I passed the word to +the chaplain, and he was a joyful man when in the evening he gave us a +service and the officers of the next ward asked the orderlies to carry +them in. + +There is the same naturalness and spirit of fellowship between members +of various churches. Many lasting friendships have been formed between +chaplains of differing communions. There has been no change of creed +but something greater, a change of spirit. They have been touched by the +common spirit, and have lived and worked in free and happy fellowship. +On my last Sunday in a hospital in France, the chaplain, a canon of the +Church of England, invited me to read the lesson at the morning parade +service, and to administer the wine at Holy Communion. This I did; and +a colonel who was present stayed behind to express to us both the +pleasure which had been given to him by the sight of Anglican and +Methodist churchmen serving together at the Lord’s Table. + +To a chaplain not a little of the glamour of the Front is found in this +warm fellowship between men of differing creeds and varying religious +communions. We have not knocked down our garden walls but we have taken +off the cut glass that had been cemented on them by our fathers; and now +we can lean over and talk to our neighbors. We have already found that +our neighbors are human beings, and quite normal. The chief difference +between us seems to be that while one has an obsession for roses the +other has an obsession for dahlias. On pansies, sweet peas and +chrysanthemums we seem equally keen and exchange plants. A Roman +Catholic officer who had been appointed to the Ulster Division told me +that though he was received coldly at first, he had not been with the +Division more than a few weeks when every officer in his regiment, and +every soldier in his company, accepted him as cordially as if he were a +Protestant. He was from Dublin and they from Belfast, but they did not +allow it to make any difference, and feelings of the warmest loyalty and +friendship sprang up. His Tommies would fight to the death by his side, +as readily as around any Ulsterman; and he was just as popular in the +officers’ mess. When, he said, it passed the Irish Guards or any other +Roman Catholic regiment, his regiment would sing some provoking song +about "hanging the Pope with a good strong rope," and the Dublin +regiment would reply with some song equally obnoxious and defiant; but +whereas, in peace time, the songs would have caused a free fight to the +accompaniment of bloodshed, now it caused nothing worse than laughter. +The songs were just a bit of teasing such as every regiment likes to +regale another with--perhaps, too, a common memory of the dear country +they have left behind. The men of Belfast and the men of Dublin have +learned to respect and value one another. They know that in a scrap +with the enemy they can count on one another to the last drop of blood, +for, whether from North or South, the Irish are "bonnie fighters." Of +such are the miracles at the Front. + +Most of all, perhaps, the glamour of the Front is found in the nobility +to which common men rise. An artillery officer told me that he had in +his battery a soldier who seemed utterly worthless. He was dirty in all +his ways, and unreliable in character. In despair they made him +sanitary orderly, that is, the scavenger whose duty it was to remove all +refuse. One night the officer wanted a man to go on a perilous errand +and there were few men available. Instantly this lad volunteered. The +officer looked at him in amazement, and with a reverence born on the +instant. "No," he thought, "I will not let him go and get killed. I’ll +go myself." He told the lad so, and disappointment was plainly written +on his features. + +"But, you’ll let me come with you, sir?" he replied. + +"Why should two risk their lives," asked the officer, "when one can do +the job?" + +"But you might get wounded, sir," was the quick response; and they went +together. + +An Irish officer told me of one man who seemed bad from top to toe. All +the others had some redeeming feature but this man appeared not to +possess any. He used the filthiest language and was dirty in his habits +and dress. He was drunken and stole the officers’ whisky out of the +mess. He was unchaste and had been in the hospital with venereal +disease; and neither as man nor soldier was there anything good to say +of him. The regiment was sent to France, and in due time took its place +in the trenches; and then appeared in this man something that had never +risen to the surface before. Wherever there were wounded and dying men +he proved himself to be the noblest man in the regiment. When a man +fell in No Man’s Land, he was over the parapet in the twinkling of an +eye to bring him in. No barrage could keep him away from the wounded. +It was a sort of passion with him that nothing could restrain. To save +others he risked his life scores of times. In rest-billets he would +revert to some of his evil ways, but in the trenches he was the +Greatheart of the regiment and, though he did not receive it, he earned +the Victoria Cross over and over again. There is a glamour at the Front +that holds the heart with an irresistible grip. In the light of War’s +deathly fires the hearts of men are revealed and the black sheep often +get their chance. Life is intense and deep and men are drawn together +by a common peril. They find the things that unite and forget the things +that separate. + +"We haven’t long to live," said Captain Ball joyfully, "but we live well +while we _do_ live," and in those words he expressed the glamour of the +Front. Ball found, as thousands of his comrades-in-arms had found, that + + "One crowded hour of glorious life + Is worth an age without a name." + + + + + *IV* + + *A WHITE HANDKERCHIEF* + + +In his _History of the Somme Campaign_ John Buchan quotes, from an +official report, an incident which, though I have tried, I cannot get my +imagination to believe. Probably the incident is a true one but, +unfortunately for me, my mind will not let it in. I cannot visualize it +and the report is turned from the door as an impostor. The report +states that in a certain attack our aeroplanes fired on the Germans in +their trenches and that the enemy waved white handkerchiefs in token of +surrender. Without the slightest difficulty I can imagine all except +the white handkerchiefs. Where did they get them to wave? Men in the +firing trenches don’t carry anything so conspicuous as white +handkerchiefs. To draw one out in a thoughtless moment might bring a +sniper’s bullet, and there are risks enough without inviting more. I +doubt if in any English regiment two white handkerchiefs could be found: +and I have little expectation that more could be found among the enemy. +Furthermore, it is questionable, at this stage of the war, if a white +handkerchief would be regarded as a sign, of surrender. It might be +taken as a taunt. + +There is nothing more remarkable in the war than the psychological +change that has been wrought in white. A white feather used to be the +badge of cowardice and a white flag the token of surrender. It is not +so now. White has taken on a peculiar sacredness. If a new medal were +to be struck of the same high value as the Victoria Cross it would +probably be given a white ribbon, as the other has a red or (for the +navy) blue. This change in the moral significance of white was brought +home to me by an incident in a billet. I had gone to a barn to give the +men some shirts and socks that had been sent to me. I stood on the +steps, and like an auctioneer, offered my goods for acceptance. "Who +wants a shirt? Who a scarf? Who wants this pair of mittens? Who a +pair of socks?" Hands shot up at each question, and the fun grew fast +and furious. Then I drew out and held up a white handkerchief. "A-ah! +A-ah!" they cried wistfully in chorus. For a moment they stood gazing +at it and forgot to raise their hands towards it; then, with a single +movement, every hand shot up. Unwittingly I had stirred them to the +depths; and I felt sorry for them. + +The Magic Carpet of Baghdad is not a fiction after all. In the +twinkling of an eye my white handkerchief had carried every boy and man +to his home, and placed him by the fireside. I saw it in their eyes and +heard it in the sadness and wistfulness of their voices as they +ejaculated "A-ah!" They had not seen a white handkerchief for months. +The last they saw was at home. A vision of home flashed before their +minds and they were back in the dear old days of peace when they used +white handkerchiefs and khaki ones were unknown to them. If in battle +they were to see Germans waving white handkerchiefs, I think it would +make them savage and unwilling to give quarter. They would think the +enemy was taunting them with all they had lost. And they would be +maddened by the thought that here were the very men who, by their +war-lust, had caused them to lose it. For a German to wave a white +handkerchief before a British soldier would be as dangerous as flaunting +a red flag before a bull. It would bring death rather than pity. +Anything of pure white is rare at the front, and it has gradually taken +on a meaning it never held before. About the only white thing we have +is the paper we write home on, and that use of the color helps to +sanctify it in the shrine of the heart. + +In the army it is a term of supreme praise to call a man _white_. When +you say a comrade is a "_white man_" there is no more to be said. It is +worth more than the Victoria Cross with its red ribbon, for it includes +gallantry, and adds to it goodness. A man must be brave to be called +white and he must be generous, noble and good. To reach whiteness is a +great achievement. To be dubbed white is, in the army, like being +dubbed knight at King Arthur’s Court or canonized saint in the Church. +He stands out among a soldier’s comrades distinct as a white +handkerchief among khaki ones. + +I don’t know where the term came from, but, wherever it may have tarried +on the way, I think its footprints could be traced back to the Book of +Revelation for its starting place. In the first chapter we have a +picture of Christ as the first "White Man"--"His Head and His Hairs were +white like wool, as white as snow." In the second chapter His faithful +followers are given "a white stone, and in the stone a new name +written." Is not the new name "White man"? In the third chapter we +read of "a few names even in Sardis which have _not defiled their +garments_; and they shall _walk with Me in white_; for they are worthy." +There, too, the Laodiceans are counseled to buy "white raiment." In the +fourth chapter we see the four and twenty elders, sitting around the +throne under the rainbow arch, "clothed in white raiment." In the sixth +chapter we have the crowned King going "forth conquering, and to +conquer" and He is sitting on "a white horse," that is, He uses "white" +instruments to carry out His conquests. Death, in the same chapter, +rides on a "pale" horse, but not a "white" one. Under the altar were +the souls of the martyrs, "And white robes were given unto every one of +them." And surely the climax is reached when we read in the seventh +chapter that "a great multitude, which no man could number, of all +nations, and kindreds, and people and tongues, stood before the throne, +and before the Lamb, clothed with white robes." So striking was the +scene that one of the elders asked, "What are these which are arrayed in +white robes? and whence came they?" And the answer is given, "These are +they which came out of great tribulation, and have washed their robes, +and made them white in the blood of the Lamb. Therefore are they before +the throne of God." In the army white has come back to its ancient +significance. The brave and noble martyrs of the early Church were +given "white robes" and in the army to-day the brave and pure wear +"white robes" in the eyes of their comrades. When Clifford Reed was +killed by a shell at his Regimental Aid Post his colonel wrote of him +that he was the "whitest man" he had ever known. He had done more than +wear "the white flower of a _blameless_ life." His virtues were +positive, not merely negative. He wore a "white _robe_"; not a mere +speck of white such as a white flower in a buttonhole would appear. +White is a positive color, not a negative. Reed was more than +"blameless," he was "white and all white." To our soldiers a white +handkerchief speaks of home, and a "white man" speaks of honor and +heroism and heaven. + + + + + *V* + + *THE SONGS OUR SOLDIERS SING* + + +The necessity for poetry and song is fully and officially recognized by +the military authorities at the Front. Every Division has its own +concert party. These men are chosen out of the ranks because they can +sing, and their one task is to furnish nightly concerts for the men. +They are provided with a good hall, or tent, or open-air position; and +they are given enough money to buy stage scenery and appropriate dress. +Everybody attends the concerts from the general to the private; and +while the entertainments last, the war is forgotten. A charge is made +at the door but the balance sheet is published for all ranks to see; and +the profits are distributed among the Divisional charities. + +Among the many Divisional Concert Parties may be named "The Bow Bells," +"The Duds," "The Follies," "The Whizz-bangs," "The Fancies" and, "The +Giddigoats." But, after all, the singing in the concert rooms is but a +small fraction of the singing one hears in the Army. On every march, in +every billet and mess, there is the sound of singing. Nor must the +singing at our religious services and in the Y.M.C.A. huts be forgotten. +Song seems to be the great renewer of hope and courage. It is the joy +bringer. Moreover, it is an expression of emotions that can find no +other voice. + +There is no real difference between the songs sung by the officers, and +those sung by the men. All attend the concerts and all sing on the +march. The same songs do for both commanders and commanded, and I have +heard the same songs in the men’s billets as in the officers’ +mess-rooms. How real these songs are to the soldiers is indicated by +one striking omission. There are no patriotic songs at the Front. +Except the National Anthem rendered on formal occasions, I have never, +in eighteen months, heard a single patriotic song. The reason is not +far to seek. The soldiers’ patriotism calls for no expression in song. +They are expressing it night and day in the endurance of hardship and +wounds--in the risking of their lives. Their hearts are satisfied with +their deeds, and songs of such a character become superfluous. In +peace-time they sing their love of the homeland, but in war-time they +suffer for her and are content. They would never think of singing a +patriotic song as they march into battle. It would be painting the lily +and gilding refined gold. Are not their deathless deeds, songs for +which they make a foil by singing some inconsequential and evanescent +song such as, "There’s something in the sea-side air." + +On analysis I should say that there are five subjects on which our +soldiers sing. First, there are Nonsense Songs or, if you prefer it, +songs of soldier-philosophy. They know that no theory will explain the +war; it is too big a thing for any sheet of philosophy to cover. It has +burst in on our little hum-drum life like a colliding planet. The thing +to do is not to evolve a theory as to how the planet got astray but to +clear up the mess it has made. Our soldiers show this sense of the +vastness of war-happenings, by singing of things having no real +importance at all, and keeping steadily at their duties. The path of +duty is, they find, the only path of sanity. The would-be war +philosopher they put on one side. The war is too big for him. Let him +leave his explanation of the war and lend a hand to bring it to an end. +So they sing, with laughing irony, + + "We’re here because we’re here, because + We’re here, because we’re here." + +Or, + + "While you’ve got a lucifer to light your fag, + Smile, boys, that’s the style. + What’s the use of worrying? + It never was worth while, + So pack up your troubles in your old kit-bag + And smile, smile, smile." + +Another favorite is, + + "Oh, there was a little hen and she had a wooden leg, + The best little hen that ever laid an egg, + And she laid more eggs than any hen on the farm, + And another little drink wouldn’t do us any harm." + +I have seen them dancing round some old piano singing, + + "Oh, that fascinating Bow Bells’ glide, + It’s a captivating Bow Bells’ slide. + There’s a rumor that the puma does it now, + Monkeys have taken to it, + Leopards and lions do it. + All the elephants wear dancing shoes, + They keep hopping with the kangaroos; + Hear them chatter, it’s a matter for some talk; + Now the Jungle’s got the Bow Bells’ walk." + + +The second class of song is the Love Song, of a more or less serious +character. The Tommies came out of England singing "Tipperary," but +they dropped it in France, and the only one on whose lips I have heard +it was a little French boy sitting on the tail of a cart. The chorus +alone gave it popularity for it was the expression, ready to hand, of a +long farewell; and with its "long long way to go" showed that, like +Kitchener, the soldiers were not deceived by hopes of an early peace. + +Now another song with verses more expressive of their sentiments has +taken its place. The chorus runs: + + "There’s a long, long trail a-winding + Into the land of my dreams, + Where the nightingales are singing + And a white moon beams; + There’s a long, long night of waiting + Until my dreams all come true; + Till the day when I’ll be going down + That long, long trail with you." + +Then the mood changes, and we hear the lads piping out, + + "Taffy’s got his Jennie in Glamorgan, + Sandy’s got his Maggie in Dundee, + While Michael O’Leary thinks of his dearie + Far across the Irish Sea. + Billy’s got his Lily up in London, + So the boys march on with smiles; + For every Tommy’s got a girl somewhere + In the dear old British Isles." + +Again the mood veers round, and we hear, + + "Every little while I feel so lonely, + Every little while I feel so blue, + I’m always dreaming, I’m always scheming, + Because I want you, and only you. + Every little while my heart is aching, + Every little while I miss your smile, + And all the time I seem to miss you; + I want to, want to kiss you, + Every, every, every little while." + + +Here is part of a song I have heard sung, many and many a time, by young +officers and men whose voices are now silent in death: + + "If you were the only girl in the world, + And I were the only boy, + Nothing else would matter in the world to-day, + We could go on loving in the same old way; + A Garden of Eden just made for two, + With nothing to mar our joy; + I would say such wonderful things to you, + There would be such wonderful things to do, + If you were the only girl in the world, + And I were the only boy." + + +Sometimes the imagination will wander into the days that are to be--for +some--and they sing, + + "We don’t want a lot of flags flying, + We don’t want your big brass bands; + We don’t want a lot of speechifying, + And we don’t want a lot of waving hands; + We don’t want a lot of interfering, + When we’ve safely crossed the foam; + But we _do_ want to find the girls we left behind, + When we all come marching home." + + +Will the girls remember! The words are not without tragedy. How deeply +some of the men love may perhaps never be realized by those at home. +The longing of their hearts is, at times, almost unbearable. A captain, +past middle life, took my arm one day and led me aside. He was, he +said, a little anxious about himself, for he was getting into the habit +of taking more drink than he was wont to take. He had been taking it +when he felt lonely and depressed to ease the longing of his heart. + +"I never touch it at home," he said, "the society of my dear little wife +is all the stimulant I need. I would give the world to be with her +now--just to sit in my chair and watch her at her sewing or knitting. +The separation is too much for me and, you know, it has lasted nearly +three years now." + +I have caught this yearning in more than one of the songs our soldiers +sing, but especially in the following, which is called "Absent": + + "Sometimes, between long shadows on the grass, + The little truant waves of sunlight pass; + My eyes grow dim with tenderness, the while + Thinking I see thee, thinking I see thee smile. + + "And sometimes in the twilight gloom, apart, + The tall trees whisper, whisper heart to heart; + From my fond lips the eager answers fall, + Thinking I hear thee, thinking I hear thee call." + + +The men’s thoughts pass easily from the sweetheart to the mother who +bore them, and we have a third class, the Home Song. I have been +awakened in the night by men, going up to the line, singing "Keep the +Home Fires Burning." It is very thrilling to hear in the dead of night, +when every singer is within range of the enemy’s guns. + +Another great favorite is, + + "They built a little garden for the rose, + And they called it Dixie-land; + They built a summer breeze to keep the snows + Far away from Dixie-land; + They built the finest place I’ve known, + When they built my home sweet home; + Nothing was forgotten in the land of cotton, + From the clover to the honey-comb, + And then they took an angel from the skies + And they gave her heart to me. + She had a bit of heaven in her eyes + Just as blue as blue can be; + They put some fine spring chickens in the land, + And taught my Mammy how to use a frying pan. + They made it twice as nice as paradise, + And they called it Dixie-land." + + +Being Londoners, the following song called "Leave" never fails in its +appeal to our Division: + + "I’m so delighted, I’m so excited, + With my folks I’m going to be united. + The train’s departing, ’twill soon be starting; + I’ll see my mother, my dad and my baby brother. + My! How I’ll meet them, My! how I’ll greet them. + What a happy happy day. + Just see that bustle, I’d better hustle, + Good-bye--so long--can’t stay-- + + Chorus + + "I’m on my way back to dear old Shepherd’s Bush, + That’s the spot where I was born, + Can’t you hear the porter calling, + Queen’s Road, Piccadilly, Marble Arch and Bond Street? + Oh, I’ll not hesitate, I’ll reach the gate; + Through the crowd I mean to push, + Find me a seat anywhere--please anywhere, + Tram, train, tube, ’bus I don’t care-- + For mother and daddy are waiting there-- + In dear old Shepherd’s Bush." + + +On the eve of one big battle, a soldier handed me a letter in which he +gave me the addresses of his father and his sweetheart, so that I could +write to them if he fell. + +"In the last battle," he said, "one of my brothers was killed and +another wounded. If I fall I shall die without regrets and with a heart +content; but it will go hard with those at home; and I want you to break +the news gently. These are terrible times for those at home." "These +are terrible times _for those at home_." That is their constant +refrain, and it finds an echo in a song often sung by them. + + "It’s a long long way to my home in Kentucky, + Where the blue-bells grow ’round the old cabin door; + It’s a long, long way and I’ll be mighty lucky + When I see my dear old mammy once more. + So weep no more, my lady, + Just brush those tears away; + It’s a long long way to my home in Kentucky, + But I’m bound to get there some day." + + +But the chief favorite of all Home Songs is, I think, the following: + + "There’s an old-fashioned house in an old-fashioned street; + In a quaint little old-fashioned town; + There’s a street where the cobble stones harass the feet, + As it straggles up hill and then down; + And, though to and fro through the world I must go, + My heart while it beats in my breast, + Where e’er I may roam, to that old-fashioned home + Will fly like a bird to its nest. + + "In that old-fashioned house in that old-fashioned street, + Dwell a dear little old-fashioned pair; + I can see their two faces so tender and sweet, + And I love every wrinkle that’s there. + I love ev’ry mouse in that old-fashioned house + In the street that runs up hill and down; + Each stone and each stick, ev’ry cobble and brick, + In that quaint little old-fashioned town." + + +The charm of the Army is its comradeship. Our soldiers have left their +homes and friends but they have found new friends, and some of the +friendships have become very precious. Men slept side by side in barn +and trench, cooked their rations at the same little wood fire, and stood +together in the hour of danger and imminent death. Many of them owe +their lives to their comrades. There are few songs that express this +wonderful comradeship, but there is one that is known and sung through +the army. It represents the Songs of Comradeship: + + "When you come to the end of a perfect day, + And you sit alone with your thought, + While the chimes ring out with a carol gay, + For the joy that the day has brought; + Do you think what the end of a perfect day + Can mean to a tired heart, + When the sun goes down with a flaming ray, + And the dear friends have to part? + + "Well, this is the end of a perfect day, + Near the end of a journey too; + But it leaves a thought that is big and strong, + With a wish that is kind and true. + For mem’ry has painted this perfect day + With colors that never fade; + And we find at the end of a perfect day + _The soul of a friend we’ve made_." + + +The fifth class of song is that of the inner life. It is the Religious +Hymn. The soldiers are extremely fond of hymns in their services. You +cannot give them too many. "Rock of Ages," "Jesus lover of my soul," +"Fight the good fight," "There is a green hill," "At even ere the sun +was set," "O God our help in ages past," and "Eternal Father strong to +save" cannot be chosen too often. But there are two hymns which have +stood out above all others; they are "Abide with me," and "When I survey +the wondrous Cross." + +There is nothing written by the hand of man which can compete with these +two in the blessing and strength which they have brought to our +soldiers, especially during an offensive when death has cast his shadow +over the hearts of all. During the bitterest weeks in the Somme +fighting there was scarcely a service in which we did not sing "When I +survey the wondrous Cross." With its assurance of redemption it gave +comfort in the face of death. It also gave, for an example, the Supreme +Sacrifice. + +Some of the songs I have quoted look bare and ungainly as trees in +winter, but when the musician has clothed them with music and the singer +added to them a touch of his own personality they are fair as trees in +summer. Still the fact remains that none of these songs will live on +their own merits. They are not born to immortality. Like the daisies +they have their day and pass away to make room for others. It is best +so. There is not room in the world for everything to be immortal, and +the transient has a work of its own to do. The charm and rare beauty of +the English countryside are due to the transience of its flowers and +foliage and little of the evergreen is enough. We tire of the eternal. +The transient songs I have quoted here have been meat and drink to our +soldiers in the most terrible war ever waged. They may be poor stuff in +comparison with our classic songs but a good appetite can get +nourishment out of plain food and grow strong on it. For the purpose in +hand these songs have been better than the classics; otherwise they +would not have been chosen. There is a time and place for all things. +The robin may not be compared with the nightingale but it is not the +less welcome, for it sings when the nightingale is silent. Our +soldiers’ songs will die, some are already dead, but they have done +their work and justified their existence. They have given pleasure and +strength to men as they went out to do immortal deeds. No wounded +soldier, or parched traveler, thinks lightly of a cup of water because +it perished in the using; and so it is with the songs our soldiers sing. + + + + + *VI* + + *EASTER SUNDAY* + + +Night and day for a week, the fearful bombardment continued. Our guns +were everywhere, and belching forth without intermission. Dumps of +shells were almost as common as sheaves in a corn-field, and processions +of ammunition-wagons piled the shells up faster than the gorging guns +could take them. The noise was something beyond imagination. It was as +though all the devils in hell had come out to demoniacally celebrate the +end of the world. We were living--two transport officers and I--in an +empty farm-house that, some time before we came in, had been a target +for direct hits. One shell had gone through the roof, and another +through the gable wall. The windows had been shattered, and the garden +and fields were pitted with shell-holes. Our first care had been to +look at the cellar, but we had decided, if things became too hot, to +make for the open fields. We all slept in the same room, and were at +times wakened up by "an arrival" and passed an opinion as to its +distance. If, for a time, none came nearer, we turned over and went to +sleep again, for a man must sleep even though it be on the edge of a +volcano. + +One morning the servants found a shell nose-cap beneath the window--just +that, and nothing more. The week was wearing on. Another morning some +of the 7th Middlesex Regiment were in the baths in the village over the +way, and a company of the London Scottish was passing by. Two shells +fell in the road. The bathers scampered out of the bath and ran naked, +here and there, for shelter; the Scottish "scattered"; but some +forty-five soldiers, mostly kilted, lay in the road dead or wounded. In +the dead of night a party of machine gunners, just returned from the +firing-trench, stood outside their billet in our village square debating +if they should make a cup of tea before turning in to sleep. A shell +decided the matter, and, next morning, I laid two of them to rest in the +little cemetery, and the others stood by as mourners. + +The week of terror reached its crisis on the Sunday--an Easter Sunday +never to be forgotten. The infantry of the Brigade had been away to a +camp, beyond range, for a week’s rest. They had now returned ready for +the battle. Three of the regiments had taken up their positions in the +reserve trenches, but my own regiment was quartered in the fatal +village. The day dawned bright and fair, but its smiles were the smiles +of a deceiver. The Germans had decided on the destruction of the +village, a sort of devil’s "hail-and-farewell" before being driven back +at the points of bayonets. We were awakened by the firing of +machine-guns over our heads, and rushed to the door to see a fight in +the air. High up in the blue, two aeroplanes circled about for +positions of vantage, and then rushed at one another like hawks in +mortal combat. A silence followed. Then one rose and made off towards +the battle-line but fell to a shot of our gunners before it could reach +safety. The other, with its petrol-tank on fire, was planing down to +earth. Down and down an invisible spiral staircase it seemed to rush, +while the golden fire burnt at its vitals, and a trailing cloud of smoke +marked its path of doom. Breathlessly we watched its descent. It was +under perfect control, but its path to the ground was too long and +spiral, and the faster it rushed through the air the greater the draught +became and the more madly the flames leapt up. Every second was precious +and the certainty of its doom made us sick. We saw the body of the +observer fall out, and still the flaming machine pursued its course. +Then the wings fell away and twirled to the ground like feathers, while +the engine and the pilot dropped like a stone. When the bodies were +picked up, it was found that the observer had been shot through the +head, and that the pilot, with his dead comrade behind him, had worked +the wheel until the furious encroaching flame had swept over him, and +robbed him of mortal life. + +Shells were now dropping in the village every few minutes. Our +farm-house was on the right wing, and we stood watching the bombardment. +With each burst there rose a cloud of black smoke and red brick-dust, +and we knew that another cottage has been destroyed. Then the shells +began to creep round to the right as if the enemy was feeling for the +bridge over which the ammunition wagons were passing. On one side of +the little bridge was a white bell-tent, and we watched the shells +dropping within a few feet of it without destroying it. Between the +tent and our street lay a stagnant pool, and we saw about a dozen shells +fall in its water. The range was lengthening and it seemed as if some +invisible octopus were stretching out its feelers towards us. A shell +smashed against the farm-house at the bottom of our street. The deadly +thing was coming nearer. Some of our sergeants were in a farm-house a +few doors away, and, hearing a shell fall in the field between them and +the pool, they came to the decision that the moment had come "to +scatter," but they were too late. It would have been better had they +stayed indoors. As they rushed out a shell burst over the yard three of +them fell to the ground dead, and three more were blown back into the +house by the force of the explosion. The coping stone of the outhouse +where the shell burst was blown away and three ragged seams were scored +on the green doorway of the yard outside which the three lads lay dead. +One of them had, ten days before, shown me to my billet thirty yards +farther up. He acted as interpreter to the regiment and as he had not +to go into the line, we thought that he was one of those who would see +the end of the war. Yet there he lay. + +But the worst calamity of the day was yet to befall. Some fifteen or +sixteen ammunition wagons, unable to get through the village, had halted +in the Square--"Wipers Square" it had been named. Each wagon was loaded +with nine-point-two shells. An enemy-shot fell on a wagon and set it on +fire; then the village became like unto Sodom and Gomorrah on their day +of doom. One or two drivers bravely stuck to their wagons, and got them +out but the rest of the wagons were lost. The scene that followed was +indescribable. Doré could never have pictured such horrors. The wagons +all caught fire and their loads of shells began to explode. We stood +out in the fields and watched the conflagration, while all the time the +Germans continued to shell the village. The large village-hall and the +houses on each side of the square were utterly destroyed. Great +explosions sent fragments of wagons and houses sky-high, and showers of +missiles fell even where we stood. The fore part of one wagon was blown +on to the roof of a house. Houses caught fire and blazed all afternoon. +Some machine-gunners joined us and told how, when choking smoke began to +penetrate into their cellar they had to rush through the square and its +bursting shells to preserve their lives. A German shell burst in a +billet where a platoon of our men were sheltering in the cellar, and +those who were not killed by the shell were crushed to death by the fall +of the house. Another shell hit the roof of the house in the cellar of +which was our Advanced Dressing Station for the morrow’s battle. Two +orderlies who happened to be in the street were killed, and the colonel +was knocked down. In the cellars of almost every house were soldiers or +civilians, and all day the ammunition wagons continued burning; shell +after shell getting red hot and exploding. + +All day the German bombardment continued and, amid a terrific din, our +own gunners returned a score or more for every one received. By the +bridge another long line of loaded ammunition wagons stood for two +hours, and though shells were bursting close by, not one hit the wagons. +The drivers stood by them and, as soon as the road was cleared, got them +away to the guns. Yet, while the Square was burning and the German +shells falling, hundreds of men from the London regiments entered the +village from the right, and crossed the bridge to stack their packs so +as to be ready for the coming battle. They walked in single file and +with wide gaps between, but not a man ran or quickened his pace. My +blood tingled with pride at their courage and anger at their +carelessness. What _would_ make a British soldier run? An officer was +walking near the pool. A shell fell near enough for fragments to kill +him, but he merely looked round, stopped to light a cigarette and walked +leisurely on as if nothing had happened. Three men stood with their +backs against a small building near the bridge as if sheltering from the +rain. Several shells fell uncomfortably near, so, concluding that the +rain had changed its direction, they moved round the corner. And it was +not till more shells had fallen near them that they condescended to move +away altogether. + +Yet this was not bravado for, so far as they knew, no one was watching +them. It was due to a certain dignity peculiar to our fighting man. He +is too proud to acknowledge defeat. He is a man, and whether any one is +watching or not, he is not going to run away from a shell. Hundreds of +lives must have been lost through this stubborn pride but, on the other +hand, thousands of lives must have been saved by it, for it makes the +Army absolutely proof against panic, than which, nothing is so fatal in +war. In eighteen months on the Front I have never seen or heard of a +single case of panic either with many or few. Our soldiers are always +masters of themselves. They have the coolness to judge what is the +wisest thing to do in the circumstances, and they have the nerve to +carry it out. They run unnecessary risks through pride but never +through panic. All that day on the bridge, a military policeman stood at +his post of duty. Like Vesuvius of old the exploding shells in the +Square sent up their deadly eruption, and like the Roman sentry at +Pompeii, he stood at his post. As he stood there I saw a young French +woman leave her house and pass him on the bridge. She was leaving the +village for a safer place but she seemed quite composed and carried a +basket on her left arm. + +While our village was being destroyed we were startled by a tremendous +explosion a few miles away; and looking to our left we saw a huge tongue +of flame leap up to the sky, followed by a wonderful pillar of smoke +which stood rigid for some moments like a monster tower of Babel +reaching up to the heavens. Evidently a dump of cordite had been fired +by an enemy shell. Farther off still, another dump was on fire. Time +and again, bright flames leapt from the ground only to be smothered +again by dense curling masses of smoke. It seemed as if our whole front +was on fire, and news came to us that our main road of communication had +been heavily shelled, and was now strewn with dead horses and men. +Before the battle of the Somme there were no signs and portents so +terrible as these: It was evident that the enemy knew what was in store +for him on the morrow, and was preparing against it, but if the prelude +was so magnificent in its terror, what would the battle be? Imagination +staggered under the contemplation. By four o’clock the bombardment was +almost at an end, and nearly all the shells in the Square had exploded. +The soldiers began to creep out of the cellars. On passing through the +Square we were amazed at the sight. In fact the Transport Officer +passed through at my side without recognizing the place. At the +entrance was a team of six dead mules lying prone on the ground and +terribly torn. Two rows of houses had disappeared, leaving mere heaps +of stones in their places. The pavement was torn up, and the wrecks of +the ammunition wagons lay scattered about. Two houses were still +burning. Our colonel and adjutant we found by the side of the stream. +They had been in a cellar near the Square all day but, fortunately, they +were little the worse for the experience. They were giving orders for +the assembling of the scattered regiment. + +By this time, civilians were leaving the cellars, and with armfuls of +household goods hastening from the village. To them it seemed the end +of all things--the day of doom. Some of them had slight wounds and as +they passed us they cried mournfully, "Finis, Messieurs, Finis." All +was lost. This exodus of the despairing civilians was the saddest sight +of the day. By sunset the regiment had been gathered together--all +except the wounded who had been sent to the Main Dressing Station and +the dead who had been placed side by side and covered with blankets. +Most of our officers and men had lost all their belongings, but in the +twilight they marched out of the village and took their places in the +reserve trenches near the other battalions. These had suffered no +losses. They had been saved the long day’s agony. Early in the morning +the battle was to begin but the Westminsters knew that no worse +experience could await them than that through which they had already +passed. + +Next morning I buried, near the ruined church, the bodies of the +sergeants who had been killed a few doors from us; and on the following +day I laid to rest, side by side, in one long grave, two drivers who had +died at their posts in the Square, together with an officer and twenty +men belonging to the 1st Queen’s Westminster Rifles. + + + + + *VII* + + *"NOW THE DAY IS OVER"* + + +Achicourt is a little village about a mile out of Arras. It has two +churches, one Roman Catholic, the other, Lutheran. The former church +has been utterly destroyed by German shells, and will have to be rebuilt +from the foundations. The Lutheran church was less prominently placed, +and its four walls are still standing. Its humility has saved it, but, +as by fire. All its windows are gone, and its walls are torn and +scarred by fragments of shells. Most of its slates have been destroyed +and the rain pours through the roof. But, on dry days, and until the +Battle of Arras, it was a beloved little place for services. It stood, +however, at a corner of the village Square, and the Square was destroyed +by hundreds of exploding shells on Easter Sunday. As I passed it in the +afternoon of that day, and saw how it had suffered, my heart grew sad +within me. + +Often it had sheltered us at worship, and many of our most sacred +memories will, for ever, cling like ivy to its walls. The door was +smashed in, the vestibule torn into strips as by lightning. The pews +were strewn on the floor with their backs broken; even the frames of the +windows had been blown out. There was a little portable organ that we +had used with our hymns, and it lay mutilated on the floor like a +slaughtered child. The floor was white with plaster, as when a sharp +frost has brought low the cherry blossom. Never again, I thought, +should I gather my men for worship within its humble, hospitable walls. +One more of the beautiful and sacred things of life had perished in this +all-devouring war. Only the fields remained, and there all my future +services must be held. + +But "fears may be liars" and so mine proved. I had reckoned without the +man in khaki--that master of fate whose head "beneath the bludgeonings +of chance, is bloody but unbowed." In a week he had cleared the Square +of its dead--mules and men--filled in its craters, and cleared away the +debris that blocked the roads. He was even removing the fallen houses +in order to mend the roads with their bricks and stones; and he had +thrown together all the scraps of iron for salvage. There I found, lying +side by side, the burned tin-soldiers of the children; officers’ +revolvers which, being loaded, had exploded in the heat; bayonets and +rifle-barrels of the men; broken sewing machines of the women. He had +taken in hand, too, the little church. Sacking was spread across the +windows; the remnants of the little organ were carefully placed under +the pulpit where they lay like the body of a saint beneath an altar; the +floor was swept of its fallen plaster. The pews were repaired and +placed in order again, and a new door was made. Even timber was brought +for a new vestibule. The wood was rough and unpainted--Tommy had to use +what he could get--but it served. The twisted railings were drawn away +from the entrance, and, on the following Sunday, we were back in our old +sanctuary. We felt that it was more sacred than ever. These are the +deeds of our fighting-man that make us love him so much, and these are +the acts of kindness and common sense that make us admire our +commanders. Both officers and men have the heart of a lion in the hour +of battle, the gentleness of a lamb when it is over. Whatever their +circumstances, they cannot cease to be gentlemen, nor forget the fathers +that begat them. + +Let him who doubts the future of England come hither. He will see the +past through the present, and the future through both. Tommy’s eyes are +the crystal gazing-glasses in which he will discern the future. Tommy +is living history and the prophecy of the future made flesh. The +pessimists have not seen Tommy here, and that is why they are what they +are. "Age cannot wither nor custom stale" his infinite freshness and +resource. He is a sword that the rust of time cannot corrode, nor the +might of an enemy break, and he will be found flashing wherever there +are wrongs to right and weak to be defended. On Easter Sunday he was +calmly enduring the horror of the German bombardment and the explosions +of his own dump of shells. On Easter Monday he was driving the Germans +at the point of his bayonet, or accepting their surrender at the doors +of their dug-outs! On Easter Tuesday and Wednesday he was repairing a +little French chapel for worship. Take him which day you will, and you +will find him mighty hard to match. To me he is the king of men, and +his genius, cheerfulness and resourcefulness beyond the range of +explanations. + +After some weeks of fighting we had come to our last Sunday in +Achicourt, and were gathered for the evening service. The chapel was +jammed with officers and men, but not all my flock was there. There was +Rifleman Gibson absent. He was carrying his beloved Lewis gun in an +attack when a bullet struck him, and he died, as his comrades report, +with a smile upon his face. Before going into the battle he had given +me his father’s address and thanked me for the spiritual help he had +received at the services. It was his farewell to me, and his father now +has the penciled words. And Rifleman Stone was absent, too. He was but +a boy, and beautiful with youth and goodness. His comrades loved him as +David loved Jonathan, with a love passing the love of women. Every day, +they told me in their grief, he knelt in the trench to say his prayers +and to read his Bible. One night after praying he laid him down and +slept. He had often sung the evening hymn: + + "Jesus protects; my fears, be gone! + What can the Rock of Ages move? + Safe in Thy arm I lay me down, + Thy everlasting arms of love. + + "While Thou art intimately nigh, + Who, then, shall violate my rest? + Sin, earth, and hell I now defy; + I lean upon my Saviour’s breast. + + "Me for Thine own Thou lov’st to take, + In time and in eternity, + Thou never, never wilt forsake + A helpless soul that trusts in Thee." + +And as he slept, God took him from the misery of this world--took him +without waking him. His broken-hearted comrades gathered together his +broken body, and a friend, a Congregational preacher, who, though over +military age, was serving in the ranks, read the burial service over +him. Lance-corporal Gilbert James was missing, too--he whom I had known +to lose his breakfast to attend a service in a cold, dirty, old barn. +And many others were absent whose departure to the Land beyond our +mortal reach was to us like the putting out of stars. + +We were leaving the Arras front and we sang a hymn for those who had +taken our places: + + "O Lord of Hosts, Whose mighty arm + In safety keeps ’mid war’s alarm, + Protect our comrades at the Front + Who bear of war the bitter brunt. + And in the hour of danger spread + Thy sheltering wings above each head, + + "In battle’s harsh and dreadful hour, + Make bare Thine arm of sovereign power, + And fight for them who fight for Thee, + And give to justice, victory. + O in the hour of danger spread + Thy sheltering wings above each head. + + "If by the way they wounded lie, + O listen to their plaintive cry; + And rest them on Thy loving breast, + O Thou on Whom the cross was pressed; + And in the hour of danger shed + Thy glorious radiance o’er each head. + + "When pestilence at noonday wastes, + And death in triumph onward hastes, + O Saviour Christ, remember Nain, + And give us our beloved again. + In every ward of sickness tread, + And lay Thy hand upon each head. + + "O Friend and Comforter divine, + Who makest light at midnight shine, + Give consolation to the sad + Who in the days of peace were glad. + And in the hour of sorrow spread + Thy wings above each drooping head. + Amen." + +I had to find a new voice to start it, for our little organ had been +destroyed by a shell, and our precentor was lying in a grave beside his +Medical Aid Post at Guemappe. When, on Good Friday, we had sung the +hymn before, the regiment returned from rest billets to the line, he had +started the tune. His love for music was second only to that of risking +his life for the wounded. In one of his letters given me to censor, he +had written, "How nice it will be to be back in my old place in the +choir." But he was destined not to go back. His path was onward and +upward, and his place was in the heavenly choir. I had seen it in his +large, tender blue eyes. There was in them an expression as if he had +seen "the land that is very far off." I felt that he was chosen as a +sacrifice--that the seal of God was on his forehead. + +Still, we had to sing, though his voice was silent. So we sang--several +tunes, for hymns seemed all our spirits needed. What need was there for +a sermon when we had hymns? We left the rag-time type of hymn and sang +the real deep things that come from men’s hearts, and ever after are +taken up by their fellows to express their deepest aspirations and +experiences. The ruined chapel vibrated with music, and men, I am told, +stood in the street to listen while "Jesus, Lover of my Soul," "Rock of +Ages," "When I Survey the Wondrous Cross" and "The Sands of Time are +Sinking" told of the faith and love that lift up the heart. We also +sang "Abide with Me." After hearing us sing it one night, a Roman +Catholic officer in the regiment, a Canadian and one of the bravest, +most beloved men that ever walked, told me that he was a great-grandson +of the author. He is in hospital now with severe wounds, but his men +were present. + +"Couldn’t we take up a collection for the repair of the chapel when +peace comes?" whispered a rifleman; "it would be a sort of thanksgiving +for the good times we have had in it, and for the kindness of the +congregation in giving us the use of it so freely." + +I put the suggestion to the men and they voted for it with enthusiasm. +Two of them went round with their caps and out of their shallow purses +the big-hearted fellows gave over 100 francs. In the name of the men I +presented the full caps to a lady of the congregation who was present, +and she was moved to tears. The time was quickly passing, so I mounted +the pulpit and told them of words spoken after the earth’s first great +trouble, when the black wings of death had cast their shadow over every +home: "And God said, I do set my bow in the cloud, and it shall be for a +token of a covenant between me and the earth. And it shall come to +pass, when I bring a cloud over the earth, that the bow shall be seen in +the cloud." + +"God," I said, "has made a covenant with man, for man is His neighbor +and subject; and there must be an understanding between them, if there +is to be peace and happiness. Man must know God’s will or he will +grieve Him and there will be discord and pain. Also, man must know +God’s intentions concerning him, and something of His ways, or else he +will live in fear and dread of the Almighty One in whose power he lies. +There were no books and parchment in the first days, so God took the sky +for His parchment, and dipping His fingers in the most lovely of colors, +wrote out His covenant with man. He spread it out between earth and +heaven so that man might look up and see it without obstruction, and so +that He Himself might look down on it and remember His agreement. ’The +bow,’ He said, ’shall be in the cloud; and I will look upon it, that I +may remember the everlasting covenant.’" + +"When you draw up a covenant with a neighbor, you look well at it and +then give it to your attorney, who puts it away in the darkness of the +safe. But it is taken out at intervals for fresh examination. And the +rainbow-covenant was put away behind the clouds, to be brought out again +from time to time to bring comfort and strength to man by its +appearance. The rainbow is only half seen by man. The lower half of its +circle is lost in the earth. It exists, but unseen. And the full +circle of God’s beautiful covenant with man has never appeared to our +eyes. A full half is lost in the unapprehending darkness of man’s mind. +The full purpose of God is not realized. His plans are too vast and +glorious for the intellect or imagination to span; but half the rainbow +is seen and it is enough. Seeing half we can take the rest on trust. In +the covenant we are assured that we shall never be given darkness +without light, winter without summer, seedtime without harvest, death +without birth, sorrow without joy, or a thick cloud without a rainbow. +He binds Himself not to give evil without good, or to bring tears +without laughter. "I do set My bow in the cloud; and it shall come to +pass when I bring a cloud over the earth, that the bow shall be seen in +the cloud." + +"A rainbow is made up of rain and sunshine and life is woven of the same +stuff--tears and laughter. The most glorious sunshine is incapable of a +rainbow without the co-operation of the dark trailing clouds; and it is +impossible for the human character to reach its ripest maturity and +beauty on joy alone. Sorrow is as beneficent and necessary as joy. +There are untutored natives who dread the rainbow. They believe that it +is a serpent that rises out of the pools to devour men; and there are +unbelieving men in cultured lands who dread adversity no less. They do +not believe that _God_ ’brings the cloud.’ The rainbow is their +refutation and it is written across the sky for all to see. On the +other hand, there are unbelieving men who see only the cloud and are +blind to the sunshine. To them life is one long tragedy. It is an +immense futility. They regard man as a mere cork in the sea, thrown +about by blind, deaf, unintelligible natural forces void of purpose; +active indeed but ungoverned. Human life to them is a black cloud +driven through immensity by the winds of unintelligent fate. It has no +meaning and its darkness is the deeper because they cannot call a halt +and disperse it into nothingness. Like Job’s wife they would say ’Curse +God and die,’ yet they cannot die. But Job, as he sits on the dunghill, +looks up at the rainbow and finds a truer philosophy. ’What?’ says he, +’shall we receive good at the hand of God, and shall we not receive +evil?’ Under the rainbow’s arch there are fruitful fields and beautiful +gardens for where the rainbow hangs in air there is sunshine and there +is rain--the parents of fruitfulness. And to whom God gives in equal +measure joy and sorrow there is beauty and fruitfulness of heart and +life. His promise to ’every living creature’ is that He will never send +the cloud without the sunshine and, what is not less gracious, He will +never send the sunshine without the cloud. When by day the Israelites +tramped the fiery desert He led them by a pillar of cloud, and they +marched in its shade; and in the blackness of night He threw in the sky +a pillar of sunshine; and they walked through the gloom in its light. + +"In these terrible days of war when our hearts begin to fail us and dark +doubts cloud the mind, let us look at the Covenant God has made with us. +He has set it in rainbow colors across the sky, that ’he who runs may +read’ and ’the wayfaring man though a fool may not err.’ God has flung +his rainbow over the trench and the grave; over the Garden of +Gethsemane; over the Cross on Calvary. It is over the tomb in the +Arimathean’s Garden; and over Olivet, as Christ ascends to heaven. We +are born under the rainbow, live under it, die under it. At the last we +shall find it over the throne of Judgment. Water and blood flowed from +Christ’s side; and life and death, joy and pain, light and darkness, +summer and winter, peace and war come forth from God. + +"Let us take life as it comes with obedient wills and grateful hearts. +The bee finds honey in the thistle as well as in the rose, and ’where +the bee sucks there suck I,’ for He who guides the bee guides me. Only +in loving obedience to God shall we find true wisdom. It is not so much +what we are given as how we take it that matters. To be humble nothing +may be so sweet as sorrow; and to the proud nothing may be so bitter as +pleasure. Let us leave God to mix the ingredients of our life, for ’all +things work together for good to them that love God.’ It is all in the +covenant written by God’s fingers in the colors of the rainbow, and +whenever He brings it from beyond the clouds, let us look at it with +reverent eyes, and ponder its promise. Then shall we be able to say, +with Wordsworth, + + ’My heart leaps up when I behold + A rainbow in the sky.’" + + +After I had finished speaking we sang, at the request of one of the +sergeants, the hymn commencing + + "The Day Thou gavest Lord is ended, + The darkness falls at Thy behest." + +And beautiful indeed was the singing of it. + +The Benediction followed. Just as I was ending it an impulse came to +me, and I yielded to its importunity. "Before we part and before we +leave Achicourt which has meant so much to us of joy and sorrow," I +said, "let us sing a kiddies’ hymn. We still shelter in our hearts a +little child. Though we have grown moustaches and some of us gray +hairs, the child that we once were, never quite dies. Let us have a +hymn for the boy within us who never grows up and never dies." Then I +read out verse by verse, for it was not in their books: + + "Now the day is over, + Night is drawing nigh, + Shadows of the evening + Steal across the sky. + + "Jesus, give the weary + Calm and sweet repose; + With Thy tenderest blessing + May their eyelids close. + + "Grant to little children + Visions bright of Thee; + Guarding the sailors tossing + On the angry sea. + + "Comfort every sufferer + Watching late in pain; + Those who plan some evil + From their sin restrain. + + "When the morning wakens, + Then may I arise + Pure and fresh, and sinless + In Thy holy eyes." + +I have witnessed many moving sights in my time and heard much deep and +thrilling music; but I have never been so deeply moved by anything as by +the rich, deep voices of these gallant men and boys who, after winning +the Battle of Arras, had come into this ruined church and were singing +this beautiful kiddies’ hymn as their last farewell. + +The collection the boys had taken up had been so heavy that we carried +it to the French lady’s house for her. As we entered her home she said +in her simple way, as her eyes grew radiant with gratitude, "I like the +English soldiers." It was the voice of France. And she was worthy to +speak for France. For two-and-a-half years her house had stood within a +mile of the German trenches, and but a few hundred yards from our own +firing line. Yet she and her mother had never left it. She introduced +me to her mother, who had lived in London, and spoke English. Then she +brought in coffee. I had noticed a most remarkable thing about the +house. There was not a piece of glass broken, nor a mark of war on the +walls. It was the only house I have seen, either in Achicourt or Arras, +upon which the war has not laid its monstrous and bloody finger. "How +is it," I asked the mother, "that your house has not been touched?" Her +eyes shone and a sweet smile lit up her face. "It is the will of God," +she said simply. "Shells have fallen a little short of us and a little +beyond us. They have passed within a yard of the house, and we have +heard the rushing of the wind as they passed, but they have not touched +us. When the village has been bombarded we have gone down into the +cellar as was but discretion and duty, but we have had the conviction +all along that we should be spared, and we refused to leave the house. +We do not know God’s purpose but we believe that it is God’s will to +spare us." I leave the fact to speak for itself and offer no +explanation. Skeptics will say the house was spared by accident; but +they would not have stayed there two-and-a-half years trusting to such +an accident. These two women, without a man in the house, stayed on the +very confines of hell with its hourly suspense and danger for nearly +three years, because they believed it was God’s will and that, though +they walked through the fiery furnace heated seven times hotter than it +was wont to be heated, He would not allow so much as a hair of their +heads to be singed. And not a hair was singed. They were women in whom +faith burned like a bright pillar of fire. One caught its light, and +felt its heat. I have met patriots and heroes and know their quality +when I see them and come near them. These were "the real thing." Faith +in God and faith in their country were interwoven in their spirits like +sun and shower in a rainbow. They were of the same breed as the Maid of +France, and like her, with their white banner bearing the device of the +Cross, they withstood and defied the might and terror of the invader. +They believed it was God’s will they should stay, to "Be still and know +that I am God." Their experience was expressed by the Psalmist +centuries ago: "God is our refuge and strength, a very present help in +trouble. Therefore will not we fear, though the earth be removed, and +though the mountains be carried into the midst of the sea. Though the +waters thereof roar and be troubled, though the mountains shake with the +swellings thereof ... Come behold the works of the Lord, what +desolations He hath made in the earth. He maketh wars to cease unto the +end of the earth; He breaketh the bow, and cutteth the spear in sunder; +He burneth the chariot in the fire.... The Lord of Hosts is with us; the +God of Jacob is our refuge." + +Such was the faith of these two women, and their courage few men have +approached. It is a practical matter, and after comparing it with the +skeptic’s theory of accident and coincidence and remembering his +probable haste in seeking a place not so liable to untoward accidents, I +accept the explanation of the women. Their house was spared and not a +hair of their heads injured because "it was God’s will." If it is not +the correct theory, it ought to be. Otherwise falsehood is more +sustaining than truth, and inspires nobler conduct. + +The day was now over. A new chapter of life had been written, and in +the morning, we left behind us this village of precious memories, and +marched out again into the unknown. + + + + + *VIII* + + *SONS OF THE MOTHERLAND* + + +It is said that the eel is born in the deepest part of the ocean, +thousands of miles from any country, and that, urged by an overpowering +instinct it begins almost at once to rise towards the light and to head +for the land. After slowly swimming thousands of miles it reaches our +rivers, and pushes its way up to their sources, and even crawls through +the grass out of one stream into another. Here, if uncaught by man, it +lives for years gorging an appetite which only developed on reaching the +fresh water. Then, the overmastering instinct that brought it out, +takes it back. It returns through the illimitable waters until it finds +the place where it was born. There the female lays her eggs and there +male and female die. The eggs hatch, and the young do as their parents +did before them. + +I do not think I could kill or eat an eel. I have too much reverence for +it now that I have learned its story. When in the fish market I see an +eel struggling, I feel that I want to take it and drop it into the sea +that it may go to its long home "far from the madding crowd’s ignoble +strife." How passionate and wild must be its desire to get back to its +own ocean depths where it may perpetuate its kind and die in peace. Its +appetite is voracious, but then, what but the mightiest and most +elemental instincts and appetites could carry it through achievements so +sublime and tragic. Picture it on its lone way through the deep, urged +on by it knows not what. Scientists say that man has evolved from a +tiny form of life that passed through the fish stage. If so, it +explains a lot and I, for one, shall not be ashamed to acknowledge +relationship to a fish with a life story as sublime as that of the eel. +I know that Genesis speaks truly when it says that God made us out of +the dust of the earth and breathed into our souls the breath of His own +being thus animating dust with divinity. And if from the other inspired +book, the book of Nature, scientists can teach how God mixed the clay +when He fashioned man I will accept the teaching with gratitude, for it +will help me to understand things that are dark in me and in my fellows. +It will throw light on the wild longings, and instincts immature, that +baffle the mind, and come into the clear shallow streams of life like +eels out of the dark unfathomable depths of the ocean. + +Since I went to France I have been amazed at the homing instinct as +revealed in the coming together of the sons of the British Motherland. +People at home do not quite realize what has happened. Britain’s sons +have come back to her--have come back to die that their race may be +saved and perpetuated. The British are a roving race. A large number +of them yield to an overpowering desire to go out into the world. The +South Pole and the North Pole have known the tread of their feet. Their +ships have anchored in every creek of every sea. There is no town or +country however remote where their voices have not been heard. Even +Mecca could not keep the Briton out. He must look upon its Black Stone. +All lands call him to come, and see, and conquer. He colonizes and +absorbs but cannot be absorbed. He is a Briton still. A friend of mine +told me that when visiting Australia strangers who had never seen +England, except in and through their fathers, would come to him in +railway carriage or ’bus, and ask "How is everything at _Home_?" And +Dr. Fitchett, Australia’s splendid author, confesses that when he first +saw the land of his fathers he knelt down and kissed its shore. + +Loving the homeland with a passion stronger than death the Briton leaves +it, for he hears the call of the world borne on the winds and waves from +afar, and cannot refuse it. In foreign lands he lives and labors. He +roams their fields and swims in their streams, but always with an ear +listening for the voice of the Motherland; for he is hers, and at her +service if she calls. + +The Declaration of War on Aug. 4, 1914, was the Mother’s call to her +children. Swifter than lightning it passed through the waves and on the +wings of the wind. The settler left his lonely cabin, the gold-digger +his shovel, the prospector his surveying instruments, the rancher his +herds, the missionary his church, the teacher his school, the clerk his +office, and all made for the nearest port. Within a month there was not +a ship on the wide seas but was bearing loyal sons back to their +Motherland’s defense. I have met, in France, British soldiers from +every country under heaven. I bent over a dying soldier near Arras who +was a clerk in Riga, Russia, when the call came. And one night on the +Somme a fine young fellow from Africa entered my tent, and slept by my +side. He was one of the most charming and handsome men I have ever met, +and had come from Durban. He had fought with Botha in Southwest Africa, +and at the conclusion of that campaign had shipped for home. Next day I +took him to Delville Wood for he wanted to see the place where his +brother had died. I found that he was of my own communion and we talked +about some of my college friends who had gone out to Natal. Two days +later, he died of wounds in a dressing station. Most of the transport +officers in our Division have come home from abroad, and have been given +their posts because they are accustomed to horses. One was prospecting +in Nigeria, another salmon-canning in Siberia, a third on a plantation +in South America. + +In addition to Canadians, South Africans, Australians, and New +Zealanders, who have come by the hundred thousand at the call of the +Motherland, there are hundreds of thousands who have come singly, or in +small parties, from remote corners of the earth. For five weeks I was a +patient in a Canadian hospital in France. The entire staff was +Canadian. Some were Canadian born; others had gone out to that country +years ago. All were of British blood. The colonel was a magnificent +specimen of manhood from London, Ontario, in which city he had been +born. He would sit on the bed and tell us tales of the great snow-land. +Sometimes he would scold us for being so blind to the greatness of the +Empire and tell us what Canada thought of the Motherland. One of the +night orderlies would, on occasion, recite to us some poem such as "Jim +Bludso," before the lights went out. Then he would come to my locker +and take "Palgrave’s Treasury of Songs and Lyrics" with which to regale +his soul during the long watches of the night. He was of the full +stature of men and straight as a pine. He had gone out from Ireland as +a boy, and settled on a cattle ranch in the United States. One day +there was trouble and one of the other cowboys sent a bullet clean +through his chest. The moment war was declared he left his roving herds +of cattle, crossed the frontier into Canada and traveled hundreds of +miles to Winnipeg to enlist. The doctor looked at him. "What is this +scar on your chest?" he asked. "Oh," replied the cowboy, "I fell off a +wagon and knocked the skin off." The doctor turned him round and put +his finger in the scar on his back where the bullet had passed out. +"And what is this scar at the back? Did you fall off another wagon?" +And the two men understood one another and laughed. The doctor could +not find it in his heart to send the cowboy back to his ranch, so he was +passed into the Canadian contingent. + +One of the nurses we called "the Little Mother." She had gone to Canada +five years before, but the war had brought her back, and well was it for +us that it had. Among the patients was a doctor in the American A.M.C. +His ancestors had left England generations ago and settled in New +England, but he had come back at the call of war--a grandson of the +Motherland. Then there was a lieutenant of British stock who had been +born and brought up at Antwerp, but as the German guns were destroying +his native city he took ship to enlist in the British army. "Anzac" +was, as his nickname denotes, an Australian. He was in the Flying +Corps. He had heard the call at school and had come "home" to the land +of his fathers. + +In one regiment I found a bunch of lads who had been born in China. +But, out there in Hong Kong, they heard the call of a Motherland they +had never seen, and came post haste to her help. Sitting near me as I +write, is an officer back from the Argentine, and already, on his arm, +is a gold wound-stripe. Another in the mess had been pearl-fishing in +Australia, but stored his boats to come and fight. Another at our table +was born in Australia. He was with Captain Falcon Scott on his last +expedition, and saw him go out to the South Pole and death. He has +already been wounded. When the war broke out its tumult seemed to wake +our fathers and we felt them stir in our blood; for ancestors are not +put into graves but are buried alive in their sons. We felt the call to +defend our race as our fathers did in their day. It was a master +instinct, and the millions of men who voluntarily left home and business +to fight show how deeply nationality is rooted in human nature. +Returning from a far land to die--if needs be--that their kind may live, +the scattered sons of our Motherland have come by all the seas to defend +her, in her hour of need. + + "They came as the winds come + When forests are rended; + They came as the waves come + When navies are stranded." + + + + + *IX* + + *THE TERROR BY NIGHT* + + +June was a flaming month on the high ground we had captured beyond +Arras. The Quartermaster and Transport Officer with whom I was messing +were both "on leave" so, as I was the only officer left in the camp, a +Baptist padre, whose regiment was near, came to live with me. I had a +little brown tent five feet wide and six feet long which a rifleman had +lent to me because the bell-tent I was expecting had not arrived. The +rifleman did not need his tent, for he and his chums had built +themselves a little dug-out. Next day the bell-tent arrived, and the +other padre took possession of it, while I held on to the little brown +shelter. Next to it was the kitchen where the servants slept and +cooked. It was a truly wonderful contrivance of wood, corrugated iron +and ground-sheets. The Baptist chaplain’s tent was round, my shelter +oblong, but what shape the kitchen was, would pass the wit of man to +say. It was a shape never seen on earth before. It had no ancestor and +it could have no descendant. Such a design could not occur twice. +Beyond the kitchen were the horse-lines of the regiment and close by +them the regimental stores. It was so hot that we all wore our lightest +clothing; and when the servants got lemons from Arras, the lemonade they +made lasted about five minutes only, for what was left by us was quickly +drunk up by the servants with the assistance of those who like to +frequent such happy places as mess kitchens. + +All our meals were served out of doors, under the blue sky. We had +guests most days, for officers coming out from the homeland stayed with +us for a night or a day before going up with the rations to join the +regiment in the trench. Other officers had come down to stay with us on +their way to a course at some military school; and one, at least, came +to wait for the day on which he was to take his "leave." We were, +therefore, a very merry party. It was almost like camping on the +Yorkshire moors, for we had an uninterrupted view of many miles. To +those who love vast stretches of wild barren country as I do, the scene +under the flaming June sun was exceedingly impressive. There were no +houses, streams, hedges, or trees, but the whole area was scored with +trenches cut into the white chalk, and showing clearly at great +distances. The ground, with but short spaces between, was covered with +encampments. These consisted of the stores and horse-lines of the +regiments and batteries in the line. The circle of the horizon was +bounded by the charred ruins of French villages--Beaurains, Neuville, +Vitasse, Wancourt, Monchy and Tilloy. We could see the flashing of our +own guns, and the black bursts of shells from those of the enemy. + +All day the sky was thick with aeroplanes, and many were too high to be +seen except through strong field glasses. We watched a German aeroplane +circling over Arras and directing the fire of the long guns. Soon the +streets were strewn with dead and wounded, for the town was full of +troops. The firing only lasted a few minutes, however. One of our +aeroplanes quickly challenged the enemy to single combat; and we soon +saw the German machine falling from an immense height, wing over wing +and head over tail, utterly out of control. + +Dinner, in the cool of the evening, was a most pleasant meal. As we +drank our coffee we watched the aeroplanes returning from the line like +birds to their nests. Sometimes we counted as many as twenty, all +heading for home at the same time. The sun set in red and golden +splendor, and we wondered what darkness would bring. On the night +before our arrival, the regiment which made way for us had one of its +storemen killed by a shell; and on most nights a few shells fell in some +part or other of the vast camp. One evening shells fell a little beyond +us and the transport-sergeant moved his horse-lines. After that, he +moved them every evening at dark, so that the ground where the enemy had +observed the horses in the day-time was left vacant when he opened fire +at night. It was a game of chess with horses and men for pawns, and +life and death for the stakes. + +On the evening before, our guest--a young lieutenant--was to go on +leave, he got very uneasy. As gulls scent the approach of stormy +weather and come inland, or blackbirds and larks feel the approach of +winter and migrate to summer lands, so men can sometimes scent danger +and coming death. He had with him a bottle of whisky, and he kept it on +the table outside my tent--a safe place for it. + +"I don’t mind telling you, Padre," he said, as he poured out a glass, +"I’ve got the ’wind-up’ badly to-night. I don’t like the feel of +things. I would rather be in the trenches than here, because I know +what is likely to happen there, but here in the open I feel strange and +unprotected. I shall be glad when it is morning." + +His feeling was quite natural. We always feel another man’s dangers +more than our own because they are new to us and we don’t know what to +expect or how to meet them. A man will choose a big danger that he is +used to, sooner than a lesser danger that is new to him. Besides, the +lieutenant had his "leave-warrant" in his breast pocket and that will +sap any man’s courage. He has a feeling that the shells are after his +"leave-warrant" and that the gunners know where it is. He suspects that +fate is malignant and takes a special delight in killing a man when he +is on the way to "Blighty." Many a man has been killed with a +"leave-warrant" in his pocket, or "commission papers" in it which were +taking him home. + +Our doctor told me how one night he and the chaplain who preceded me +were riding on the front of an ambulance car when a shell burst and with +a fragment killed the chaplain. In the padre’s pocket was his warrant, +and he was taking his last ride before going home; but instead of going +home in "Blighty" he went to his _long_ home, and the warrant lies in +the grave with him. A man feels particularly vulnerable when the +long-looked-for "leave-warrant" is in his pocket. He does not fear +death after "leave," but he does on the eve of "leave." He wants one +more look at his home and loved ones before going on the long and lone +journey which, despite all the comfort which the Christian religion +gives, still retains much of its terror to the human spirit. There have +been few better Christians than Samuel Johnson and John Bunyan, but +neither of them could contemplate fording the river of death without +misgivings. When they came to it they found it much less formidable +than they had expected. Had they been at the Front with +"leave-warrants" in their pockets to "Fleet Street, London," or "Elstow, +Bedford," I fancy neither of them would have taken undue risks. + +I could sympathize with the young lieutenant for, a few months before, a +"leave-warrant" had made a bit of a coward of myself. I was in two +minds whether or not to go up to the firing line to see the men again +before shipping for home. The "leave-warrant" was in my pocket, and I +was to go next morning; but the doctor’s story of my predecessor came to +my mind, and the "leave-warrant" spread itself out before the eyes of my +imagination. I saw the faces of my wife, and mother, and dog, and the +faces of my friends. The old home and the green fields stretched out +before me; and I decided to see them first and the "boys" after. I had +just been with my men, but it was a long time since I had been with +those at home. If there was a shell with my name and address on it, I +thought I would make the Hun wait till I had been home, before I let him +deliver it into my hands. I think a "leave-warrant" would make a coward +of any man. At any rate, the feeling is quite understood and recognized +by everyone at the Front; and this young officer had been sent down from +the trenches to us, three days before his train was due to start, so +that he might have a better chance of using his "warrant," and at the +same time, feel more at ease in mind. + +I undressed and got into bed, and lay reading by the light of a candle +when the lieutenant came to the tent door again. "It’s no use, Padre," +he said, "I can’t go to bed yet. I feel too uneasy. I wish I were on +the train." He went back to the bell-tent he was sharing with the other +chaplain, and I put out my light. + +There was the silence of a summer evening broken only by the distant +bursting of shells. Then, suddenly, there was a crash about seventy +yards from our tents, and two more near the horse-lines. "To run or not +run?" that was the question; and my answer was in the negative. If I +ran, it was just as likely that I should run into a shell, as out of the +way of one. On Easter Sunday I had seen three of our non-commissioned +officers killed in that way. Besides, I like my bed, once I have taken +the trouble to get into it. I therefore put on my steel helmet which I +had placed by the bed-side, and waited to see what would happen. (A +steel helmet is a wonderful comfort when men are under fire. We may not +have much in our heads but we feel more anxious about them than about +all the rest of the body. The helmets are heavy and uncomfortable and +we don’t like wearing them, but, nevertheless, may blessings ever rest +on the head of the man who invented them. I have seen scores of lives +saved by them, and they have given infinite comfort and assurance in +trying moments.) + +A long silence elapsed, then the lieutenant appeared at the door of the +tent again. + +"You haven’t been here all the time, have you?" he asked. "We went down +to the old trenches at the bottom of the camp; but it is rather cold and +wearisome there, and I think the worst is over now. I’m just going to +take another sip of the ’Scotch wine’ and then turn in for the night; +but I’m not going to undress." + +Ten minutes later there was a tremendous crash as if a star had fallen +on top of us. There came a blinding flash of light, a strong smell of +powder, and a spluttering of bullets on the ground. That was enough to +get the laziest man living out of bed, and to answer the question, "to +run or not to run?" in the affirmative. I slipped on my boots without +fastening them, put on my trench coat and bade my little tent a fond +farewell. There were some old German gun-pits close by, and I sought +refuge there. "Come in here, sir," cried a voice, and I found myself by +the side of a sergeant. Then the cook ran in bare-foot and laughing. +No one seemed to have been hit, and all had now sought shelter. We +waited for some time and nothing further happened. The night was cold +and I began to shiver in my pajamas. So I started to look about for a +place to sleep in, for a feeling of estrangement had grown up between me +and the little brown tent. There was a path across a shallow bit of +trench, and underneath it I found the barber, lying comfortably on his +bed. He invited me in, and said that I could have the bed, and he would +sleep at the side of it on his ground-sheet. He could, he said, sleep +as soundly on the ground as on the bed of stretched sacking. I therefore +returned to my tent to get blankets. The time-fuse of a shell had gone +through the kitchen and rebounded from a beam on to my servant, but +without doing him any injury and he proposed sleeping there for the +night. He only agreed to move to some safer place, when I ordered him +to do so. There was no one in the bell-tent so I knew the occupants +were quite safe somewhere. On striking a light to get my blankets, I +noticed three small holes in the top of the tent, and knew that shrapnel +bullets had missed me only by inches. It had been a close shave and it +was not inappropriate that I was now going to be the guest of a barber. + +The psychological effect was not one I should have expected. The +incident caused no shell-shock, and but little immediate excitement; so +I was soon asleep. All the others were in a like case. The excitement +came with the morning when we examined the tents and the ground. In the +bell-tent there were ten shrapnel bullet holes. One had gone through +the piece of wood on which the officers’ clothing had been hung, and +must have passed immediately over the body of the Baptist chaplain as he +lay in bed. Others must have passed equally near the lieutenant who was +not in bed, but, standing up at the time, fully dressed. In my own +little tent I found eleven holes and they were in all parts of the +canvas. Some of the bullets must have gone in at one side and out at +the other, for only five were found embedded in the hard, chalky ground. +A sixth had passed through the box at the bed-head and entered deeply +into the book I had been reading. Outside the kitchen, the servants +picked up a lump of shell a foot long and three or four inches wide. +Well was it for them that the fragment fell outside the kitchen and not +inside. The ground around the tents was sprinkled with shrapnel bullets +and bits of shell. The shells which fell near the horses had burst on +touching the ground, and not like ours, in the air. They had dug deep +holes in the earth, and as the horses were within a few yards of them, +it seemed miraculous that none was hurt. The transport had just +returned from taking up the rations, and, as one of the drivers leapt +off his horse, a bullet hit the saddle where his leg had been a second +before. Not a man or horse received a scratch, although the shells had +made a direct hit on our camp. On other occasions one shell has laid out +scores of men and horses. + +They say that sailors don’t like padres on board ship, because they +think the latter bring them bad luck. And most people are a little +afraid of the figure thirteen, but though it was the thirteenth of June +and there were two padres in the tents, we had the best of what is +called "luck." So I think we may say it was one up for the padres. +After breakfast we gathered together some of the fragments lying around +the tents, and found the nose-cap of a shell which had burst seventy +yards away. With these, and the time-fuse which hit my servant, the +other chaplain and I went to a battery and asked the officers to tell us +something about the gun, just as one might take a bone of some extinct +creature to a scientist, and ask him to draw an outline of the whole +animal. They told us that the gun was a long-range, high-velocity, +naval gun with a possible range of fifteen miles. They knew where it +was, but could not hit it. The shot was a large high-explosive, +shrapnel shell, and the time-fuse indicated that it had come to us from +about eleven miles away. + +On our return we built ourselves dug-outs for the nights, and only lived +in the tents by day. Sometimes we were shelled in the day-time, but by +taking cover took no hurt, though a lad in the transport next to us was +seriously wounded. When they were shelling us by day, we could +distinctly hear the report of the gun, a second or two later, see the +shell burst in the air; and a second later still, we could hear it. We +saw the burst before we heard it. + +I have given this personal incident not, I hope, out of any impulse of +egotism, but because it furnishes those who have not been at the Front +with an idea of the terror which assails our men by night, both in the +trenches and in the "back areas." There can be but few who, having been +any length of time at the Front, have not had similar experiences and +equally narrow escapes. They are so common that men get used to them +and do not take nearly enough care to protect themselves. Loss by such +stray shells is expected, and the soldiers regard it much as a tradesman +regards the deterioration of his stock. One gets used to the frequent +occurrence of death as he does to anything else. At home there are +thousands of preventable deaths--deaths through street accidents, +diseases and underfeeding. The number could be enormously reduced if +the nation would rouse itself. And human nature is much the same at the +Front. Men prefer ease and comfort to safety. Also, men grow +fatalistic. They have seen men sought out by shells after they have +taken every precaution to escape them; and they have seen others go +untouched when they seemed to be inviting shells to destroy them. Men +are conscious of a Power that is not themselves directing their lives. +They feel that in life which the Greek tragedians called Fate. They do +not know quite what to call it. Most of them would call it Providence +if they spoke frankly and gave it a name at all. One of the finest +Christian officers I know told me that he believed that God’s finger had +already written what his fate should be. If he had to die nothing could +save him, and if he had to live, nothing could kill him. All he was +concerned with was to be able to do his duty, and take whatever God sent +him. This, he said, was the only suitable working philosophy for a man +at the Front. + +There is a widespread fatalism at the Front, but it is the fatalism of +Christ rather than of old Omar Khayyam: "Take no thought for your life +... for your heavenly Father knoweth that ye have need of all these +things, but seek ye first the kingdom of God, and his righteousness. +Take therefore no thought for the morrow; for the morrow shall take +thought for the things of itself. Sufficient unto the day is the evil +thereof." And this works. It enables men to "put a cheerful courage +on" and do their duty. There is none of the paralysis of will and +cessation of effort which follows the fatalistic philosophy of the East. +All that Omar Khayyam’s fatalism leaves a man to strive after is "Red, +Red Wine," in which he drowns memory, honor and reputation and +character. When he has passed from among his peers, there is nothing +left to remember him by but a "turned-down empty glass." The Christian +fatalism at the Front destroys no man’s initiative, but keeps him merry +and bright, and helps him to "do his bit." When he shall pass from the +banqueting-house of life, into the Great Unexplored, he will leave as +his memorial, not a turned-down glass, but a world redeemed from tyranny +and wrong. + + + + + *X* + + *"ETON BOYS NEVER DUCK!"* + + +An army is more courageous than the individuals who compose it. The +coward finds sufficient courage for his job while doing it with his +regiment, and the brave is at his bravest. He has a courage which is +not his own but which, somehow, he puts on with his uniform. He does +deeds of daring he could not have done as a civilian. The army has a +corporate courage and each soldier receives a portion of it just as he +receives a ration of the army’s food. It is added to what he has of his +own. + +The badge of the army is courage. When a recruit joins the army he +knows that he is putting away the civilian standard of courage with his +derby hat, and is putting on the soldier’s standard of courage with his +uniform. His great fear is that he will not be able to live up to it. +He wonders if he is made of the stuff that produces heroes. He is a +mystery to himself and has a haunting fear that there may be a strain of +the coward in his make-up. He wishes it were possible to have a +rehearsal for he would rather die than fail on the appointed day. + +The chaplain fears that he will faint and become a hindrance instead of +a help when he first sees blood and torn limbs in the dressing station; +and the recruit is afraid of being afraid in the hour of battle and of +bringing dishonor and weakness upon his regiment. He will be glad when +the trial is over--when he knows the stuff of which nature has made him. +A friend of mine told me one day that he was walking over a heavily +shelled field with a young aristocrat of a highly strung temperament. +The man was afraid, but would not yield to his fear. His lips twitched +and his face became drawn and white. His movements were jerky but he +made no other sign. He talked about paltry things in which, at the +moment, he had not the slightest interest, and passed jocular or +sardonic remarks about the things that were happening around them. My +friend ducked his head when a shell burst near as we all have done often +enough, but the young aristocrat kept his head as high and stiff as if +he were being crowned. He held it up defiantly; was it not filled with +the bluest blood of England? The shells might blow it off if they +liked. That was their concern, not his, but they should never make him +bow. His fathers had fought on British battlefields for centuries, and +had never bowed their heads to a foe, and he would not break the great +tradition. Shells might break his neck but they should never bend it. +He would face the enemy with as stiff an upper-lip and as stiff a neck +as ever his fathers did. He knew his personal weakness and reinforced +his strength with that of his fathers’. He was not afraid of death. He +was afraid of being afraid. + +My friend was a coachman’s son who by courage and capacity of the +highest order had won a commission. He had no traditions either to +haunt or help him, and he had often been tried in the fire and knew his +strength. He was not afraid of being afraid. It was natural to duck +when a shell burst near and it did him no harm and made no difference to +the performance of his duties; so he ducked as he felt inclined, and +then laughed at his nerves for the tricks they were allowing the shells +to play on them. But, knowing his companion’s more sensitive nature and +temperamental weakness, he was immensely impressed by his stiff neck and +proudly erect head. He showed a self-control which only centuries of +breeding could give. Here was a hero indeed. The shells he was defying +were as nothing to the fears which haunted his imaginative nature and +which, with his back to the wall of his family traditions, he was +fighting and keeping at bay. My friend could not refrain from +complimenting him on resisting the natural tendency to duck the head +when a shell screamed above them. + +"Eton boys never duck," replied the young aristocrat. + +He was an Eton boy and would die rather than fall short of the Eton +standard. In this war hundreds of them have died rather than save +themselves by something which did not measure up to the Eton standard. +The ranks of young British aristocrats have been terribly thinned in +this war and I have heard their deeds spoken of with a reverence such as +is only given to legendary heroes. They have gone sauntering over the +crater-fields to their deaths with the same self-mastery and outward +calm which the French aristocracy manifested as they mounted the steps +of the guillotine in the Reign of Terror. To their own personal courage +was added the courage of their race, and the accumulation of the +centuries. + +We speak of our new armies. There can be no "new" armies of Britons. +The tradition of our newest army goes back to Boadicea. Its forerunners, +without shields or armor, and almost without weapons, dared the +Romans--the proud conquerors of the world--to battle; and gave them the +longest odds warriors ever gave. They knew they could not win but they +knew they could die. Dead warriors they might become but never living +slaves. They ran up Boadicea’s proud banner because they knew that +while the Romans might soak it in British blood, no power on earth could +drag it through the mire. + +Our forefathers crossed swords with Cæsar and his Roman legions, and our +newest army goes into battle with the prestige born of two thousand +years of war. They have a morale that belongs to the race in addition +to the morale they possess as individuals. It is said that "the British +do not know when they are beaten." How should they know? They have had +no teachers. All they know is that if they have not gained the victory +the battle is not ended and must go on until they pitch their tents on +the undisputed field. The German Emperor spreads out his War Map but it +is as undecipherable as the mountains in the moon to our soldiers. +Tyrants have never found them apt scholars at geography. They prefer to +make their own maps even though they have no paint to color them with +except the red blood in their veins. The Kaiser may roll up his War Map +of Europe; our soldiers have no use for it, and will not commit to +memory its new boundaries. They feel in their souls the capacity to +make a new one more in line with their ideas of fair play. + +"Eton boys never duck." If the muscles of their necks show a tendency +to relax they call to mind how inflexible their fathers have stood in +bygone days, and their necks become stiff and taut once more. +Wellington said that Waterloo was won on the playing fields of Eton. It +is still true that "Eton boys never duck" to the foe; nor do the +soldiers they lead. + + + + + *XI* + + *"MISSING"* + + +The word "Missing" has come to exercise an even more terrible power over +the human heart than the word "Death." The latter kills the heart’s joy +and hope with a sharp clean cut, but "Missing" is a clumsy stroke from +the executioner’s axe. In a few cases the wounded victim is spared and +allowed to recover, but in the majority of cases there is no reprieve +and a second blow is struck after a period of suspense and suffering. A +chaplain dreads the word. As he opens his correspondence after a +battle, it fixes him as the glittering eye of the Ancient Mariner +fastened the wedding guest. It leaps from the page at him with the +malignant suddenness of a serpent. Wounds and death he can explain to +relatives, but "missing" is beyond explanation. No one who has not been +at the Front can conceive how a lad can disappear and no one see what +becomes him. A man may read graphic accounts of conditions of life in +the battle-line, but it is beyond his imagination to visualize it with +any real approach to truth. + +After the first day of the Somme Campaign we had hundreds of casualties +and most of them were classed as "Missing." The soldiers went "over the +top" and did not return, and no one knew why. They were simply +"missing." Why did no one know their fate? It came about in this way. +The men scrambled over the parapet and, forming in line, charged across +No Man’s Land in extended order. Some fell immediately. The wounded +among them got back to the dressing station, and the bodies of the dead +were found within a few days, at least. So far, there are no "Missing." +The rest of the men press on, some falling at every step; the line +thins, and the men get separated. When a man falls his neighbor cannot +stay with him. He must press on to the objective, otherwise, if the +unwounded stayed to succor the wounded, there would be none to continue +the attack; and under the hail of shells and bullets sweeping the open +ground, everyone would perish. The only way to succor the wounded is to +press on, capture the enemy trench, and stop the rifle and machine-gun +fire. Consequently, the man who presses on does not, as a rule, know +whether his comrade fell dead, was wounded, or merely took cover in a +shell hole. And even though he were to know, he may be killed himself +later, and his knowledge die with him. + +If the attack succeeds, and the German trench is held by us, No Man’s +Land can be searched. The wounded and dead are found, and but few are +reported "missing." But if the attack fail, and the regiment has to +retire to its own line, it becomes impossible for us to search that part +of No Man’s Land, adjoining the German trench (for there is rarely any +truce after a battle in this war), and so, it is impossible to find out +whether those who have failed to return were killed, wounded, or taken +prisoners. The comrades who saw them fall are probably killed, for the +return is as fatal as the attack. If they come back wounded they are +taken straight to the hospitals and so have no chance of reporting to +their officers the fate of those whom they saw fall. Only the unwounded +return to the regiment and, in a lost battle, these are few and know but +little of what happened to those around them. They were excited and +were fighting for their lives. They had no leisure to observe the fate +of others. + +On one occasion our men took some German trenches opposite them and held +them for some hours by desperate fighting, but before dusk had to +retire. Many were left dead or wounded in the captured trenches, and +many fell on the return journey. The few who got back to us unwounded +could give very little information about individuals who were missing. +They had been separated one from another and fighting hour after hour +with desperation. All therefore who did not return to the regiment or +dressing station, and whose bodies were not recovered, were reported as +"Missing" unless declared dead by reliable eye-witnesses. The evidence +of eye-witnesses must be carefully examined before a regiment dare +report a soldier dead on the strength of it. During an attack a man is +in an abnormal state of excitement and the observations of his senses +are not entirely reliable. Men imagine they see things, and frequently +make mistakes in identity. I have known many cases in which a man has +sworn that he saw another being carried to the dressing station, yet the +missing man’s body has afterwards been found near the German lines. The +eye-witness simply mistook one man for another. No end of pain to +relatives has been caused by these mistakes and a regiment rightly +declines on such evidence to report a soldier as killed. + +Some weeks after the attack just referred to, we received letters from +some of the officers and men who had been taken prisoners; information +about others came through The Geneva Red Cross Society. Those of whom +we heard nothing for six months we knew to be, in all probability, dead. +Nine months later, the Germans retired from the position, and many of +our dead were found still lying out in No Man’s Land. Some were +identified. Others could not be, their discs having perished by reason +of the long exposure. Many of the dead had been left in the German +trenches. These had been buried by the enemy and he had left no crosses +to mark the graves. After more than a year there is no direct evidence +of the death of many who fought on that day. They are "Missing," and we +can only conclude that they were killed. + +In other cases, men are reported missing for several weeks, and then +reported dead. A typical case may be cited to show how it comes about. +We attacked one morning at dawn. The enemy were on the run, and in a +state of exhaustion. An immediate attack would, it was believed, carry +the position without much loss of life, even though our big guns had not +had time to come up in support. Unfortunately the Germans were, unknown +to us, reinforced during the night. Their new troops met our men with a +hail of rifle and machine-gun fire, and the regiment was ordered to +retire. Several failed to return. We knew that some of the men had been +forced to surrender, especially the wounded. Others had been killed. +Those who returned unwounded were not able, however, to give us the +names of those who had been killed or of those who had been taken +prisoners. The attack had been made in the half-light of dawn so that +our men could not be seen distinctly. They had also advanced in +extended order so as to avoid making themselves an easy target. The +half-light and the distance of one man from another made it difficult, +therefore, for anyone to see either who fell or why they fell. Most of +those who were killed or taken prisoners were therefore reported as +"missing." + +A few days later the whole Division was moved to another part of the +Front. A fresh regiment took our place, and, a few weeks later, with +adequate artillery support, carried the German trenches. After the +battle, burial parties were sent out by the regiment to bury both its +own dead and ours who had been left in the German half of No Man’s Land. +Each grave was marked with the soldier’s name, and his disc and paybook +were sent to our regiment as proof of his death. The War Office was +then informed that such and such a man "previously reported missing, is +now reported killed." + +There are, however, cases of missing men which cannot be explained. The +facts never come to light, and we can only guess what happened. They +may have been buried by the enemy, or they may have been buried in the +dark by some regimental burial party which could not find their discs. +They may even have been buried by a shell or blown to fragments by a +direct hit. We have no evidence. + +After the attack on Gommécourt a youth I knew had his wound dressed at +the Regimental Aid post and was seen, by more than one of his chums, +passing down the communication trench to the Advanced Dressing Station +where I happened to be. Yet he never arrived, slight though his wound +was. It was impossible for him to have got lost. His brother and I +made every possible enquiry about him, but nothing ever came to light, +and we both came to the conclusion that on his way down the trench he +had been buried by a shell. In another case an officer was wounded and +four stretcher bearers went out to bring him in. None were ever seen +again, and later, when we came into possession of the ground, the body +of none of them were found. It was scarcely possible for them to have +been taken prisoners, and they were never reported as having been +captured. We concluded, therefore, that a shell had both killed and +buried them. + +One day a rifleman reported sick to the Doctor and was sent down the +line to the Dressing Station whence he would be sent on to a Rest Camp. +He was not seriously ill, and needed no escort. It was impossible for +him to have wandered into the German lines, yet he never reported at the +Dressing Station or anywhere else. Loss of memory is very rare, but +even if that had happened to him, he could not have wandered about +behind our lines without being found and arrested. No report of his +burial ever reached us and we were led to the conclusion that he was +killed by a shell on the way down, and in such a way that all means of +identification were lost. In another case a private, wounded in the +arm, was sent down the line in company with a party of stretcher bearers +who were carrying a "lying case." Evidently he got separated from them +in the dark, and was hit by a shell, for he never reached any dressing +station, and his fate was never known. + +Conditions at the front are such that these mysterious disappearances +must inevitably occur. Every possible arrangement which circumstances +will allow is made to prevent them; but they cannot be altogether +eliminated. People at home may sometimes think that more might have been +done, but it is because they have no conception of the amazing +conditions under which the war is carried on. Every officer and private +knows that he may disappear without leaving a trace. That being so, +they, if only from common prudence and the instinct of +self-preservation, combine to reduce the danger to its lowest limits; +but, when all has been done, war is war; and nothing can rob it of its +horrors. + +Every day, officers and men die in trying to save their comrades, and +nothing could be more unjust than to blame those who survive for not +having done more to prevent others from being lost; for those who are +surviving, to-day, may become missing to-morrow, and leave no trace +behind. Officers have sometimes shown me letters from poor distracted +relatives which could never have been written if they could have +imagined the deadly peril in which the officers stood and the manifold +distractions that wore them down. Sometimes an officer’s letter is +short and business-like in reply to an enquiry, but it must be +remembered that his first duty is to the living. He must hold the line +and save his men; and he has, despite the tragedy of his position, to +answer not one enquiry but scores. And before he has finished answering +all the enquiries, his own parents, perhaps, will be making enquiries +about his own fate. Our officers are the bravest and kindest-hearted +men that ever had the lives of others in their keeping; and when the +chaplain asks them for details about any missing or slain soldier, they +will go to endless trouble for him. They know what their own death will +mean to their parents; and the knowledge makes their hearts go out in +sympathy to the parents of their men, and it makes them do all that is +possible to prevent lives being lost. + +When Moses died no man knew the place of his burial. It has not been +found to this day. We know nothing of his last thoughts or of the +manner of his death. His end is a perfect mystery. But we know that he +died in the presence of God; that God strengthened him in the dread +hour; and that with His own fingers He closed the lids over the +prophet’s brave, tender eyes. God buried Moses in a grave dug by His +own hands and He will know where to find the poor worn-out body of the +great patriot at the resurrection of the just. And God was with every +one of our missing lads to the last, and He knows the narrow bed in +which each lies sleeping. The grave may have no cross above it, but it +will often know the tread of an angel’s feet as he comes to plant +poppies, primroses and daffodils above the resting-place of the brave. + + + + + *XII* + + *"IT MUST BE SUNDAY"* + + +The Psalmist of Israel tells us that God has "ordained" the moon and the +stars. These "flaming fires" are "ministers of His that do His +pleasure." Nor are they the only ones chosen from Nature. Mungo Park, +having laid down in the desert to die, notices beside him a tiny flower, +and it awakens hope in him. The winter of his despair is ended. He +rises again, and pushes on until he finds a human habitation where he is +cared for by native women as though he were their brother. The little +flower had been "ordained" to minister hope to a lost and despairing +traveler. + +At the Front such ministering by Nature is of common occurrence. No +Man’s Land is desolate enough to look upon, but there is life there, and +music. Larks have chosen it for their nests, and amid its desolation +they rear their young. Even the pheasants have taken to some parts of +it. If we could but know the thoughts of the wounded who have lain out +there waiting for death, we should find that the moon and the stars, the +birds and the field mice, had not allowed them die without some +comforting of the spirit. + +One Sunday our regiment was resting in reserve trenches after a period +in the firing line. It was a beautiful evening, and as the sun sank +westward I administered the Sacrament of the Lord’s Supper. The day was +far spent but, as the bread was broken, there came to us a vision of the +Face which the two disciples saw on another such evening in the far-off +village of Emmaus. On the way back to my billet I met a platoon of +Royal Engineers returning from the baths. One of them had been a member +of my church in London, and he dropped out to talk with me. Those who +have not been in the Expeditionary Force can hardly understand the +pleasure a man feels when he meets someone he knew in the days of peace, +or even someone who knows the street or town out of which he came. He +was full of talk, and as I listened his excitement and pleasure bubbled +over like a spring. + +"Last night," he said, "was the night of my life. I never expected to +see daylight again. Talk about a ’tight corner,’ there was never one to +match it, and as you know, my chums and I have been in many. The Huns +simply plastered us with shells. The bombardment was terrific. It was +like being in a hailstorm and we expected every moment to be our last. + +"You know the trench which the infantry took yesterday? Well, we were +there. We went up at dark to fix barbed wire in front of it ready for +the counter-attack. We were out in No Man’s Land for about two hours, +working as swiftly and silently as we could. Whenever the enemy sent his +lights up, we laid down, and so far we had escaped notice and were +congratulating ourselves that the work was nearly done, and that our +skins were still whole. Then, somehow, the Germans spotted us, and let +fly. It was like hell let loose. We ran to the trench for shelter, but +it seemed as if nothing could save us from such a deluge of shells. It +was just like being naked in a driving snow-storm. We felt as if there +was no trench at all, and as if the gunners could see us in the dark. +After that experience I can pity a hare with a pack of hounds after it. +But we just sat tight with such cover as we had and made the best of it. +There was nothing else to do. If we were to be killed, we should be +killed. Nothing that we could do would have made any difference. Yet, +though there didn’t seem shelter for even a mouse, only one of us was +hit, and that was the sergeant. He was rather badly ’done in,’ and we +could only save his life by getting him quickly to the dressing station. + +[Illustration: "HE WAS RATHER BADLY DONE IN" +_Drawn by F. Matahia for The Sphere, London_] + +"I am one of the taller and stronger men of my platoon so, of course, I +volunteered as a stretcher-bearer. There was no communication trench, +so we had no choice but to lift him up and make a dash across the open. +They were shelling us like blazes, but we dare not delay because, if we +were overtaken by daylight, it would be impossible to get him away till +the next night, and by that time he would be dead. So we decided to try +our luck. We had just lifted him up when a shell burst right on top of +us, and knocked us all down. For a minute or two I was unconscious, and +when I came round I thought I must surely be wounded, so I ran my +fingers over my body but found neither blood nor a rent in my clothes. +I was covered with chalk but that didn’t matter. Except for a touch of +concussion in the brain I was none the worse, and soon pulled myself +together. The sergeant was a sight! He was half-buried, and we could +scarce see him for chalk; but we dug him out and got him on the +stretcher again. After that we sat down in the bottom of the trench till +the effect of the shock had worn off a bit, for we all felt like rats +that had been shaken by a terrier. + +"Then, as suddenly as it had started, the shelling stopped. The calm +that followed was wonderful. I never felt anything so restful before. +It was like the delicious restfulness that, sometimes, immediately +follows hours of fever. Then, as if to make it perfect, a lark rose out +of No Man’s Land and began to sing. The effect on us was magical. It +was the sweetest music I have ever heard, and I shall remember it to my +dying day. The countryside was dark and silent, and, as I listened to +the lark, old days came back to mind. You remember that Saturday +midnight in the June before the war when you took us into Epping Forest +to see the dawn break over it? Well, as I listened to the lark, I was +back there in the forest. Then some impulse seized me and, hardly +knowing what I did, I cried aloud, ’Why bless me, it must be Sunday,’ +and so it was, although I had forgotten. + +"Then we jumped up for we saw that the dawn was breaking and, lifting +the sergeant out of the trench, we rushed across the open ground in the +direction of the dressing station. Talk about ’feeling protected!’ Why, +I felt that God was all around us--that no harm could touch us. A great +calm stole over me, and I felt utterly devoid of fear. We had, as you +know, to bring the sergeant some two miles to the dressing station, just +down the road there, but we got him safely in, and I think he will get +better." + +While we were talking, a shell burst near the trench where my men had +been taking of the Sacrament, and another burst by the roadside close to +the Engineers. With a laugh and a hearty "Good-night" he shook hands, +saluted, and ran on to rejoin his comrades. The shells were part of the +game. In London we had been in the same football team. He had kept +goal and I had played full back, and he regarded the shells that had +fallen as bad shots at goal made by the opposing team. They might have +been serious but, as it happened, the ball had each time gone out of +play. + +I waited a minute or two in the hope of getting a lift. A motor car +came along; I stopped it and got in; for at the Front everything is +Government property and more or less at one’s service. I found myself +sitting by the side of a private, who had been wounded in the face and +right hand by the shell that had just fallen near the platoon of +Engineers. + +He had left his horse with a comrade, and was being driven to the +Advanced Dressing Station by a driver who, happening to pass at the +moment, had kindly offered him a lift. After a little wait at the +Dressing Station I got on the front of an ambulance car. There were +only two cases inside, and they were being taken to the Main Dressing +Station in Arras. One of them had his feet and arms tied to the +stretcher, for he was suffering from shell-shock; and three orderlies +were in charge of him. The poor fellow laughed and cried alternately +and struggled to break loose. "I’m a British soldier," he cried, "and I +will not be tied up. I’ve done my bit, and this is the way you pay me +out. I’ll not have it." And time and again he struggled desperately to +break away. + +The orderlies in charge of him were wise and tactful as women. They +asked him questions about the fight, and he fought his battle over +again. They praised his regiment and told him it had done +magnificently, and he laughed and chuckled like a young mother, dandling +her first baby on her knee. And so, without mishap, we reached the +ruined town of Arras where nightly the shells fall among the forsaken +houses in which our soldiers are billeted. The wounded private was +carried into the hospital, and I walked away to my room in an adjoining +street. + +So ended the day which, in the hour of dawn, the dark had told the young +engineer "must be Sunday." + + + + + *XIII* + + *OUR TOMMIES NEVER FAIL US* + + +On Easter Monday, in the Battle of Arras, I saw two sights such as I +shall never forget. One revealed the kind and forgiving spirit of our +men, the other their unflinching courage. After burying three +non-commissioned officers who had been killed the day before, I reached +the Advanced Dressing Station near which our regiment was "standing to" +in a support trench. Other regiments of our Division were carrying out +the attack and, with small loss, had taken the enemy lines. The German +trenches had been blotted out by our shells but their deep dug-outs, +with machine-guns at their mouths, remained untouched, and it was almost +impossible for our soldiers to discover them until they got within a few +yards of the entrances. + +The German commander’s idea was to keep his men in the shelter of the +dug-outs until our barrage lifted. They were then to rush out with +machine-guns and rifles to destroy our men who were following it up. If +the idea had been carried out, the German line would have been +impregnable for our men would have been mown down like corn before the +reaper. It failed because German human nature could not rise to the +occasion. The German soldiers had been demoralized by the safety of the +dug-outs and by the thunder of our shells above them. They cowered in +the dug-outs when they should have rushed out. The critical moment +passed, and with its passing our soldiers leapt to the entrances and +threw down hand grenades. There was a wild cry of pain and fear from +below. Arms went up and the cry of "Kamerad." The surrender was +accepted and the beaten soldiers crawled out. From some dug-outs as +many as two hundred prisoners were taken. In other parts of the line +there was a stiff fight, but, on the whole, our casualties were very +light. From my own observation I should say that we took more prisoners +than we suffered casualties. Some companies could boast a prisoner for +each man engaged in the attack. + +The Advanced Dressing Station was at the corner of Cross Roads and the +sight around it was wonderful to behold. A crowd of prisoners was +assembling ready to be marched to the cages, and wounded officers and +men, British and German, were being bandaged. The prisoners were hungry. +For some days our artillery had cut off their rations. A platoon of our +soldiers came marching by, and, to save time, eating their breakfasts as +they passed along. The prisoners looked at them with hungry eyes. Our +men saw the look and stopped. Breaking rank for a moment they passed in +and out among the prisoners and shared out their rations. "Here, +Fritzy, old boy, take this," I heard all around me, and Fritz did not +need asking twice. He took the biscuits and cheese gratefully and +eagerly. The look of trouble passed out of his eyes and he felt that he +had found friends where he had only expected to find enemies. He began +to hope for kindness in his captivity. The scene was one of pure +goodwill. + +Scarcely ever have I seen a crowd so happy. Our Tommies laughed and +cracked jokes which no German could understand, but I heard not a single +taunt or bitter word. In fact, Fritz was treated more like a pet than a +prisoner. One who had worked in London, and who spoke English, asked me +for a cup of tea for a comrade who was slightly wounded, and I got one +in the dressing station. The platoon of Tommies re-formed and marched +away to the battle and the prisoners were led off to the cages. There +were still large numbers of prisoners on the road, and they were moving +about without guards. Many of them were being used as stretcher-bearers +and they seemed to do their work out of goodwill and not of constraint. + +Their assistance was of great help to the wounded. The battle was going +well with us. Everyone felt in good heart and kindly disposed. An +officer who lay seriously wounded and waiting for a car told me of the +splendid work which his regiment had done. His eyes shone with +suppressed excitement and pride as he told the story. While he was +speaking two soldiers came limping down the road and their appearance +was greeted with a burst of laughter. One was English, the other +German. Tommy had his arm round the German’s neck and was leaning on him +while Fritz, with his arm round the lad’s waist, helped him along. They +came along very slowly for both were wounded, but they laughed and +talked together like long-lost brothers. Yet neither could understand a +word the other said. + +I passed down the road towards the line. Gunners of the Territorials +were hurriedly hitching their guns to the horses ready to advance to new +positions. In the ruined village a party of engineers was already +unloading a wagon of rails with which to build a light railway. I +continued along the road towards the next village. It had just fallen +into our hands and not one stone was left on another. There were scores +of wounded men hobbling back from it and I gave my arm to such as needed +it most. A badly wounded Tommy was being brought along on a wheeler by +two orderlies and as I helped them through the traffic we heard the +heavy rumble of the advancing field-guns. + +The road was cleared with the quickness of lightning. Out of the +village the batteries burst at a mad gallop and down the road they came +at break-neck speed. With the swiftness of a fire engine in a city +street the rocking guns swept past. The gunners clung to the ammunition +limbers with both hands and the drivers whipped and spurred the excited +foam-flecked horses as though they were fiery beings leaping through the +air and incapable of fatigue or weakness. Suddenly the drivers raised +their whips as a sign to those behind, and the trembling horses and +bounding guns came to a dead halt. The leading gun had overturned at a +nasty place where the road dipped down into the hollow. The rest of the +batteries stood exposed on the crest of the ridge. Before retiring the +Germans had felled all the trees that grew by the roadside so that +nothing might obstruct their line of vision. Such a catastrophe as this +was what the enemy had been hoping for. The sun shone brilliantly, and +our batteries were a direct target for the German gunners such as seldom +occurs. Our boys were caught like rats in a trap. By the side of the +road ran a shallow trench and near us two broad steps into it. We laid +the wounded lad in the bottom of the trench and sat down by his side. +Shells were falling all around and fountains of dirt and debris rose +into the air and, on five or six occasions, covered us with their spray. + +I covered the lad’s face. He was barely conscious and uttered no word. +It seemed as if nothing could live in such a bombardment. A shell burst +near, and the cry of dying horses rent the air. The traces were cut and +the horses and gun-carriage drawn off the road. Every second I expected +to see the horses and drivers in front of me blown into the air and I +watched them with fascinated eyes. Not a man stirred. They sat on +their horses and gun-carriages as though they were figures in bronze. +Not a man sought the trench and not a man relieved the tension by going +forward to see what was wrong or to lend a hand. Each knew his place, +and if death sought him it would know where to find him. The horses +felt that they had brave men on their backs and, in that mysterious way +peculiar to horses, caught the spirit of their riders. Every shell +covered men and horses with chalk and soil, but they remained an +immobile as statuary. It was magnificent and it was war. A driver in +the battery beside us got wounded in the leg and hand. He jumped off +his horse and came to us to be bandaged. Then he leapt back into the +saddle. It seemed an age, but I suppose it was only a few minutes, +before the obstruction was removed. The whips flashed in the air and +the horses sprang forward. The guns rocked and swayed as they swept +past us and within a few minutes they were in their new positions under +the hill upon which lay the ruins of Neuville Vitasse. + +The shelling ceased as suddenly as it had started and we lifted out our +wounded soldier and went in the direction of the dressing station. Some +distance up the road my attention was called to one of the drivers whom +the artillery had left in the care of some privates. He was living, but +his skull was broken, and he would never wake again to consciousness. He +was fast "going West." His day was over and his work was done. I got +him lifted on to a stretcher and taken to the dressing station so that +he might die in peace and be buried in the little soldiers’ cemetery +behind it. + +When I returned in the evening to our billet I told the transport +officer of the magnificent bravery of the artillery drivers. + +"Any other drivers would behave just as well, if caught in the same +trap," he replied. + +He spoke the simple truth. They would. Such supreme courage and +devotion to duty are common to the army. Their presence among all ranks +and in all sections of the army makes the fact the more wonderful. Both +officers and men love life, but they love duty more, and commanders in +drawing up their plans know that they can rely on their soldiers to +carry them out. Our Tommies never fail us whether in France, +Mesopotamia, or Palestine. Devotion to duty is inwoven with the fibers +of their hearts. They are men who, either in kindness to captives or +courage amid disaster and destruction, never fail us. + + + + + *XIV* + + *THE CROSS AT NEUVE CHAPELLE* + + +The war on the Western Front has been fought in a Roman Catholic country +where crucifixes are erected at all the chief cross-roads to remind us +that, in every moment of doubt as to the way of life, and on whichever +road we finally decide to walk, whether rough or smooth, we shall need +the Saviour and His redeeming love. We have seen a cross so often when +on the march, or when passing down some trench, that it has become +inextricably mixed up with the war. When we think of the great struggle +the vision of the cross rises before us, and when we see the cross, we +think of processions of wounded men who have been broken to save the +world. Whenever we have laid a martyred soldier to rest, we have placed +over him, as the comment on his death, a simple white cross bearing his +name. We never paint any tribute on it. None is needed, for nothing +else could speak so eloquently as a cross--a white cross. White is the +sacred color in the army of to-day, and the cross is the sacred form. +In after years there will never be any doubt as to where the line of +liberty ran that held back the flood and force of German tyranny. From +the English Channel to Switzerland it is marked for all time with the +crosses on the graves of the British and French soldiers. Whatever may +be our views about the erection of crucifixes by the wayside and at the +cross-roads, no one can deny that they have had an immense influence for +good on our men during the war in France. + +The experience of many a gallant soldier is expressed in the following +Belgian poem: + + "I came to a halt at the bend of the road; + I reached for my ration, and loosened my load; + I came to a halt at the bend of the road. + + "O weary the way, Lord; forsaken of Thee, + My spirit is faint--lone, comfortless me; + O weary the way, Lord; forsaken of Thee. + + "And the Lord answered, Son, be thy heart lifted up, + I drank, as thou drinkest, of agony’s cup; + And the Lord answered, Son, be thy heart lifted up. + + "For thee that I loved, I went down to the grave, + Pay thou the like forfeit thy Country to save; + For thee that I loved, I went down to the grave. + + "Then I cried, ’I am Thine, Lord; yea, unto this last.’ + And I strapped on my knapsack, and onward I passed. + Then I cried, ’I am Thine, Lord; yea, unto this last.’ + + "Fulfilled is the sacrifice. Lord, is it well? + Be it said--for the dear sake of country he fell. + Fulfilled is the sacrifice. Lord, is it well?" + + +The Cross has interpreted life to the soldier and has provided him with +the only acceptable philosophy of the war. It has taught boys just +entering upon life’s experience that, out-topping all history and +standing out against the background of all human life, is a Cross on +which died the Son of God. It has made the hill of Calvary stand out +above all other hills in history. Hannibal, Cæsar, Napoleon--these may +stand at the foot of the hill, as did the Roman soldiers, but they are +made to look mean and insignificant as the Cross rises above them, +showing forth the figure of the Son of Man. Against the sky-line of +human history the Cross stands clearly, and all else is in shadow. The +wayside crosses at the Front and the flashes of roaring guns may not +have taught our soldiers much history, but they have taught them the +central fact of history; and all else will have to accommodate itself to +that, or be disbelieved. The Cross of Christ is the center of the +picture for evermore, and the grouping of all other figures must be +round it. + +To the soldiers it can never again be made a detail in some other +picture. Seen also in the light of their personal experience it has +taught them that as a cross lies at the basis of the world’s life and +shows bare at every crisis of national and international life so, at the +root of all individual life, is a cross. They have been taught to look +for it at every parting of the ways. Suffering to redeem others and +make others happy will now be seen as the true aim of life and not the +grasping of personal pleasure or profit. They have stood where high +explosive shells thresh out the corn from the chaff--the true from the +false. They have seen facts in a light that lays things stark and bare; +and the cant talked by skeptical armchair-philosophers will move them as +little as the chittering of sparrows on the housetops. For three long +years our front-line trenches have run through what was once a village +called Neuve Chapelle. There is nothing left of it now. But there is +something there which is tremendously impressive. It is a crucifix. It +stands out above everything, for the land is quite flat around it. The +cross is immediately behind our firing trench, and within two or three +hundred yards of the German front trench. The figure of Christ is +looking across the waste of No Man’s Land. Under His right arm and +under His left, are British soldiers holding the line. Two dud shells +lie at the the foot. One is even touching the wood, but though hundreds +of shells must have swept by it, and millions of machine-gun bullets, it +remains undamaged. Trenches form a labyrinth all round it. When our +men awake and "stand-to" at dawn the first sight they see is the cross; +and when at night they lie down in the side of the trench, or turn into +their dug-outs, their last sight is the cross. It stands clear in the +noon-day sun; and in the moonlight it takes on a solemn grandeur. + +I first saw it on a November afternoon when the sun was sinking under +heavy banks of cloud, and it bent my mind back to the scene as it must +have been on the first Good Friday, when the sun died with its dying +Lord, and darkness crept up the hill of Calvary and covered Him with its +funeral pall to hide His dying agonies from the curious eyes of +unbelieving men. I had had tea in a dug-out, and it was dark when I +left. Machine-guns were sweeping No Man’s Land to brush back enemies +that might be creeping towards us through the long grass; and the air +was filled with a million clear, cracking sounds. Star-shells rose and +fell and their brilliant lights lit up the silent form on the cross. + +For three years, night and day, Christ has been standing there in the +midst of our soldiers, with arms outstretched in blessing. They have +looked up at Him through the clear starlight of a frosty night; and they +have seen His pale face by the silver rays of the moon as she has sailed +her course through the heavens. In the gloom of a stormy night they +have seen the dark outline, and caught a passing glimpse of Christ’s +effigy by the flare of the star-shells. What must have been the +thoughts of the sentries in the listening posts as all night long they +have gazed at the cross; or of the officers as they have passed down the +trench to see that all was well; or of some private sleeping in the +trench and, being awakened by the cold, taking a few steps to restore +blood-circulation? Deep thoughts, I imagine, much too deep for words of +theirs or mine. + +And when the Battle of Neuve Chapelle was raging and the wounded, whose +blood was turning red the grass, looked up at Him, what thoughts must +have been theirs then? Did they not feel that He was their big Brother +and remember that blood had flowed from Him as from them; that pain had +racked Him as it racked them; and that He thought of His mother and of +Nazareth as they thought of their mother and the little cottage they +were never to see again? When their throats became parched and their +lips swollen with thirst did they not remember how He, too, had cried +for a drink; and, most of all, did they not call to mind the fact that +He might have saved Himself, as they might, if He had cared more for His +own happiness than for the world’s? As their spirits passed out through +the wounds in their bodies would they not ask Him to remember them as +their now homeless souls knocked at the gate of His Kingdom? He had +stood by them all through the long and bloody battle while hurricanes of +shells swept over and around Him. I do not wonder that the men at the +Front flock to the Lord’s Supper to commemorate His death. They will +not go without it. If the Sacrament be not provided, they ask for it. +At home there was never such a demand for it as exists at the Front. +There is a mystic sympathy between the trench and the Cross, between the +soldier and his Saviour. + +And yet, to those who willed the war and drank to the day of its coming, +even the Cross has no sacredness. It is to them but a tool of war. An +officer told me that during the German retreat from the Somme they +noticed a peculiar accuracy in the enemy’s firing. The shells followed +an easily distinguishable course. So many casualties occurred from this +accurate shelling that the officers set themselves to discover the +cause. They found that the circle of shells had for its center the +cross-roads, and that at the cross-roads was a crucifix that stood up +clearly as a land-mark. Evidently the crosses were being used to guide +the gunners, and was causing the death of our men. But a more +remarkable thing came to light. The cross stood close to the road, and +when the Germans retired they had sprung a mine at the cross-roads to +delay our advance. Everything near had been blown to bits by the +explosion except the crucifix which had not a mark upon it. And yet it +could not have escaped, except by a miracle. They therefore set +themselves to examine the seeming miracle and came across one of the +most astounding cases of fiendish cunning. They found that the Germans +had made a concrete socket for the crucifix so that they could take it +out or put it in at pleasure. Before blowing up the cross-roads they had +taken the cross out of its socket and removed it to a safe distance, +then, when the mine had exploded, they put the cross back so that it +might be a landmark to direct their shooting. And now they were using +Christ’s instrument of redemption as an instrument for men’s +destruction. + +But our young officers resolved to restore the cross to its work of +saving men. They waited till night fell, and then removed the cross to +a point a hundred or two yards to the left. When in the morning the +German gunners fired their shells their observers found that the shells +fell too far wide of the cross and they could make nothing of the +mystery. It looked as if someone had been tampering with their guns in +the night. To put matters right they altered the position of their guns +so that once more the shells made a circle round the cross. And +henceforth our soldiers were safe, for the shells fell harmlessly into +the outlying fields. Nor was this the only time during their retreat +that the Germans put the cross to this base use and were foiled in their +knavery. + +When a nation scraps the Cross of Christ and turns it into a tool to +gain an advantage over its opponents, it becomes superfluous to ask who +began the war, and folly to close our eyes to the horrors and +depravities which are being reached in the waging of it. + +There is a new judgment of the nations now proceeding and who shall +predict what shall be? The Cross of Christ is the arbiter, and our +attitude towards it decides our fate. I have seen the attitude of our +soldiers towards the cross at Neuve Chapelle and towards that for which +it stands; and I find more comfort in their reverence for Christ and +Christianity than in all their guns and impediments of war. + +The Cross of Christ towers above the wrecks of time, and the nations +will survive that stand beneath its protecting arms in the trenches of +righteousness, liberty and truth. + + + + + *XV* + + *THE CHILDREN OF OUR DEAD* + + +There are times when we get away from the Front for a rest. We hear no +more the sound of the guns, but give ourselves up to the silence and +charm of the country. Before going into the Somme fighting we were +billeted for ten days in the neighboring village to Cressy; and as the +anniversary of the battle came that week the colonel chose the day for a +march to the battlefield. The owner of the field, when the old windmill +stood, from which King Edward III directed his army, came to meet us and +describe the battle. When the war is over he is going to erect a +monument on the spot to the memory of the French and British troops who +in comradeship have died fighting against the common foe. + +They were happy days that we spent around Cressy. The last that some +were destined to know this side of the Great Divide. The bedroom next +to mine was occupied by two fine young officers of utterly different +type. One was a Greek whose father had taken out naturalization papers +and loved the country of his adoption with a worshiping passion that +would shame many native born. The other was a charming, argumentative, +systematic, theological student of Scots parentage. The night before we +left, the Greek accidentally broke his mirror and was much upset. It +was, he said, a token that Death was about to claim him. The Scot +laughed heartily, for he had not a trace of the superstitious in him; +or, if he had--which was more than likely--it was kept under by his +strong reasoning faculties. + +"If you are to be killed," he replied, "I am to be killed too, for I +also have broken my mirror." + +He spoke the words in jest, or with hardly a discernible undercurrent of +seriousness; but they were true words nevertheless. The two bed-mates +were killed in the same battle a week or two later. I had tea with them +in their dug-out on the eve of the fight. They were to take up their +positions in an hour, but the student could not resist having just one +more argument. He directed the conversation to the New Theology, and to +German philosophers and Biblical scholars. He simply talked me off my +feet, for he possessed the most brilliant intellect in the regiment, +combined with self-reliance and perfect modesty. Then the conversation +turned to the question of taking a tot of rum before going over the +parapet. He was a rigid teetotaler, "for," said he, "drink is the ruin +of my country." He was opposed to the idea of taking rum to help one’s +courage or allay his fears. He would not, he said, go under with his +eyes bandaged. He would take a good look at Death and dare him to do +his worst. He was superb, and Death never felled a manlier man. +Browning would have loved him as his own soul for he had Browning’s +attitude to life exactly, and could have sung with him, + + "Fear death? ... + I was ever a fighter, so--one fight more, + The best and the last! + I would hate that death bandaged my eyes, and forbore, + And bade me creep past. + No! let me taste the whole of it, fare like my peers + The heroes of old, + Bear the brunt, in a minute pay glad life’s arrears + Of pain, darkness and cold. + For sudden the worst turns best to the brave, + The black minute’s at end, + And the elements’ rage, the fiend-voices that rave, + Shall dwindle, shall blend, + Shall change, shall become first a peace out of pain, + Then a light... + And with God be the rest!" + + +He was found with his "body against the wall where the forts of folly +fall." His brave, intelligent face was completely blown away. His Greek +friend was wounded, and while being dressed in a shell-hole by his +servant, was hit again and killed. + +Some weeks later all that remained of the regiment was drawn out to a +little village some miles from Amiens, and very similar to the one we +had occupied near Cressy. We were taken to it in motor-’buses for the +men were too exhausted to march, and the days spent there were days of +great delight. We had a glorious, crowded-out service on the Sunday. It +was both a thanksgiving and a memorial service, and I spoke to the men +on "The Passing of the Angels." + +"When the music ceased," I said, "and the herald-angels departed, the +sky became very empty, cold and gray to the Shepherds; and they said one +to another, ’let us now go even unto Bethlehem.’ And they went and +found out Jesus. If the angels had stayed the shepherds would have +stayed with them. The angels had to come to point them to Jesus but, +that done, they had to go away to make the shepherds desire Jesus and +seek Him. ’When the half-gods go the gods arrive.’ The angels had to +make room for Jesus and the second best had to yield place to the best. +When John the Baptist was killed his disciples went in their sorrow to +Jesus; and having lost our noble comrades, we must go to Him also. The +best in our friends came from Jesus as the sweet light of the moon comes +from the sun; and we must go to the Source. If we find and keep to +Jesus, sooner or later we shall find our lost friends again, for ’them +also which sleep in Jesus will God bring with him!’" + +In some such words I tried to comfort those who had left their comrades +behind in the graves on the Somme; for I know how deeply they felt the +loss. During the week we had dinner parties, and all kinds of jolly +social intercourse. It was amusing to see the delight everyone felt at +having a bed to sleep in. "Look Padre, at these white sheets," an +officer cried as I passed his window. He was as merry over them as if a +rich maiden aunt had remembered him in her will. Some got "leave" home, +and were so frankly joyful about it that it made the rest of us both +glad and envious. We made up for it somewhat by getting leave to spend +an occasional day in Amiens. There I went into the glorious cathedral. +Almost the whole of the front was sandbagged, but even thus, it was a +"thing of beauty" and has become for me a "joy forever." + +Except Rouen Cathedral I have seen nothing to equal it. Notre Dame, +with its invisible yet clinging tapestry of history, is more deeply +moving. But it is sadder--more sombre. Something of the ugliness and +tragedy of by-gone days peep out in it; but Amiens Cathedral is a thing +of pure joy and beauty. It suggests fairies, while Notre Dame suggests +goblins. + +While I was looking at its glorious rose-windows which were casting +their rich colors on the pillars, a father and his two children came in. +The man and son dipped their fingers in the shell of holy water, crossed +their foreheads and breasts with the water, and were passing on; but the +little girl who was too short to reach the shell, took hold of her +father’s arm and pulled him back. She, too, wished to dip her fingers +in holy water, and make the sign of the cross over her mind and heart. +The father yielded to her importunity and touched her hand with his wet +fingers. She made the sacred sign and was satisfied. The father and son +had remembered their own needs but forgotten the child’s. + +After all the tragic happenings on the Somme why should this little +incident linger in my memory like a primrose in a crater? Did it not +linger _because_ of the tragedy of the preceding weeks? I had been +living weeks together without seeing a child and after the slaughter of +youth which I had witnessed the sight of a child in a cathedral was +inexpressibly beautiful. The father’s neglect of its finer needs gave +me pain. We have lost so many young men, that every child and youth +left to us ought to be cared for as the apple of our eye. We have lost +more than our young men. We have lost those who would have been their +children. The little ones who might have been, have gone to their +graves with their fathers. + +The old recruiting cry, "the young and single first" was necessary from +a military standpoint but, from a merely human point of view, I could +never see much justice in it. The young had no responsibility, direct +or indirect, for the war. They were given life and yet before they +could taste it, they were called upon to die in our behalf. We who are +older have tasted of life and love; the residue of our years will be +much the same as those that have gone before; there will be little of +surprise or newness of experience. Perhaps, too, we have living +memorials of ourselves, so that if we die, our personality and name will +still live on. Our death will only be partial. While William Pitt lived +could it be said that Lord Chatham had died? His body was dead, truly, +but his spirit found utterance in the British House of Commons every +time his son spoke, and Napoleon felt the strength of his arm as truly +did Montcalm on the Heights of Abraham. I should not have mourned the +loss of the young Scot and the Greek so much, had they left to the world +some image and likeness of themselves. In dying, they gave more than +themselves to death; + + "Those who would have been + Their sons they gave--their immortality." + + +After a summer on the Somme, I have come to understand something of how +fear of the devouring maw of Time became almost an obsession with +Shakespeare. Death had taken from him some of the dearest intimates of +his heart, and taken them young. And so, like the sound of a +funeral-bell echoing down the lane where lovers walk, there is heard +through all his sonnets and poems of love the approaching footsteps of +death. Sometimes the footsteps sound faintly, but they are seldom +absent. How then would he have felt in a war like this, in which the +"young and single" have gone out by the hundred thousand to prematurely +die? + +Others, however, who have given their lives were married men, and they +have left images of themselves in trust to the nation. We know the last +thoughts of a dying father. Captain Falcon Scott as he lay dying at the +South Pole has expressed them for all time. "Take care of the boy," he +said, "there should be good stuff in him." He found comfort in the +reflection that he would, though he died, live on in his son; but he was +saddened by the thought that the son would have to face the battle of +life without a father to back him up. The boy would therefore need +special "care." + +On the evening of the first battle of the Somme I spoke to a young +officer as he lay in a bed at the Field Ambulance. He had lost his +right arm and he told me how it had happened. He was charging across No +Man’s Land when a shell cut it off near the shoulder, and flung it +several yards away. As he saw it fall to the ground the sight so +overcame him that he cried aloud in distress, "Oh my arm! My beautiful +arm." He was still mourning its loss, so, to comfort him, I told him +that Nelson lost _his_ right arm and won the Battle of Trafalgar after +he had lost it. Like Nelson, I told him, he would learn to write with +his left hand and still do a man’s job. He would not be useless in life +as he feared. When the children of our dead soldiers charge across No +Man’s Land in the battle of life they will think of their lost fathers, +and the agonizing cry of the young wounded soldier will rise to their +lips, "Oh my arm, my beautiful arm." The State is providing artificial +arms for our wounded soldiers. Will it be a right arm to the children +of its dead? Will it be a father to the fatherless and a husband to the +widow? Unless it is ready for this sacred task, it had no right to ask +for and accept the lives of these men. + +The State, with the help of the Church, must resolve that no child shall +suffer because its father was a hero and patriot. The State must help +the child to the shell of holy water without the little one having to +pull at its arm to remind it of its duties. If the children of our dead +soldiers lack education, food, moral and spiritual guidance, or a proper +start in life, no words will be condemnatory enough to adequately +describe the nation’s crime and ingratitude. They are the sons and +daughters of heroes and there "should be good stuff" in them. It is the +nation’s privilege, as well as its duty, to take the place of their +fathers. + +A few days later I walked into Arras from the neighboring village. +There were guns all along the road, and there was not a house but bore +the mark of shells. Some of the civilians had remained, but these were +mostly old people who could not settle elsewhere, and who preferred to +die at home rather than live in a strange place. One house impressed me +greatly. It had been badly damaged but, its garden was untouched and in +it were half a dozen rose-trees. It was the beginning of spring, and +each tree was covered over with sacking to preserve it from the cold and +fragments of shells. The owner did not care sufficiently for his own +life to move away, but he cared for the life of his roses. And so, when +the summer came there were roses in at least one garden in Arras. + +The noise of the guns was terrific and the old man had to live in the +cellar, but he found leisure of soul to cultivate his roses. His action +was one of the most beautiful things I have seen in the entire war. The +children of our homes are more beautiful than Arras roses, and more +difficult to rear. May we trust our country not to neglect them? Will +she save them from the mark of the shell, and help them to grow up to a +full and perfect loveliness? Our dying soldiers have trusted her to do +it. From their graves they plead, + + "If ye break faith with us who die, + We shall not sleep, though poppies blow + In Flanders fields." + + + + + *XVI* + + *A FUNERAL UNDER FIRE* + + +It was in a ruined village behind the trenches. A fatigue party had +just come out of the line, and was on its way to rest-billets in the +next village. The men were tired so they sat down to rest in the +deserted street. Suddenly, a scream, as from a disembodied spirit, +pierced the air. There was a crash, a cloud of smoke, and five men lay +dead on the pavement, and twelve wounded. Next morning I was asked to +bury one of the dead. Under a glorious July sky a Roman Catholic +chaplain and I cycled between desolate fields into the village. A +rifleman guided us down a communication-trench till we came to the +cemetery. It was a little field fenced with trees. There we found a +Church of England chaplain. He and the Catholic chaplain had two men +each to bury. + +A burial party was at work on the five graves. It was the fatigue party +of the evening before, and the men were preparing the last resting place +of those who had died at their side. They worked rapidly, for all the +morning the village had been under a bombardment which had not as yet +ceased. Before they had finished they were startled by the familiar but +fatal scream of a shell and threw themselves on the ground. It burst a +short distance away without doing harm, and the soldiers went on with +their work, as if nothing had happened. When the graves were ready, two +of the bodies were brought out and lowered with ropes. The Church of +England chaplain read the burial service over them, and we all stood +round as mourners. Two more bodies were brought out and we formed a +circle round them while the Roman Catholic chaplain read the burial +service of his Church--chiefly, in Latin. There now remained but one, +and he, in turn, was quietly lowered into his grave. He was still +wearing his boots and uniform and was wrapped around with his blanket. + + "No useless coffin enclosed his breast, + Not in sheet or in shroud we wound him; + But he lay like a warrior taking his rest + With his martial cloak around him." + + +All his comrades who had been with him in the dread hour of death were +mourning by his grave, and standing with them were his officer and two +chaplains. I read the full service as it is given in our Prayer Book. +It was all that one could do for him. The Catholic chaplain had +sprinkled consecrated water on the bodies and I sprinkled consecrated +soil. Was it not in truth holy soil? Behind me was one long, common +grave in which lay buried a hundred and ten French soldiers; "110 +Braves" was the inscription the cross bore. In front of me were three +rows of graves in which were lying British soldiers. French and British +soldiers were mingling their dust. In death, as in life, they were not +divided. + +I felt led to offer no prayer for the lad at my feet, nor for his dead +comrades. He needed no prayer of mine; rather did I need his. He was +safe home in port. The storm had spent itself and neither rock, nor +fog, nor fire would trouble him again. His living comrades and I were +still out in the storm, battling towards the land. He had no need of +us, but his parents and comrades had need of him. We were there to pay +a tribute to his life and death, to pray for his loved ones, and to +learn how frail we are and how dependent upon Him who is beyond the +reach of the chances and changes of this mortal life. + +I was half way through the recital of the last prayer--"We bless Thy +Holy Name for all Thy servants departed this life in Thy faith and +fear"--when that fatal, well-known scream, as of a vulture darting down +on its prey, again tore the air. The men, as they had been taught, +dropped to the ground like stones. My office demanded that I should +continue the prayer, and leave with God the decision as to how it should +end. There was a crash, and the branches of the trees overhead trembled +as some fragments of shell smote them. But there was nothing more. The +men rose as quickly as they had fallen, and all were reverently standing +to attention before the last words of the prayer found utterance. The +graves were filled in and we went our several ways. Next day white +crosses were placed over the five mounds, and we bade them a long and +last farewell. + + + + + *XVII* + + *A SOLDIER’S CALVARY* + + +There is one afternoon on the Somme that stands out in my memory like a +dark hill when the sun has sunk below the verge and left a lingering bar +of red across the sky. It was a Calvary thick with the bodies of our +men. I was looking for the Westminsters and they were difficult to +find. I passed over one trench and reached another. There I asked the +men if they knew where the Westminsters were, and they expressed the +opinion that the regiment was in the trench ahead. There was no +communication trench so I followed a fatigue-party for some distance +which was marching in single file, and carrying hand-grenades to the +firing line. They turned to the right and I kept straight on. Every few +yards I passed rifles reversed and fastened in the ground by their +bayonets. They marked the graves of the dead. A few soldiers, but +newly killed, were still lying out. + +At last I reached a trench and found in it a number of Westminsters. +They were signalers on special duty, and they told me that I had already +passed the regiment on my left. The poor fellows were in a sad plight. +The weather was cold and they were without shelter. There were German +dug-outs but they were partly blown in and full of German dead. The +stench that rose from these, and from the shallow graves around, was +almost unbearable. Yet there amid falling shells, the lads had to remain +day and night. Their rations were brought to them, but as every ounce +of food and drop of water, in addition to the letters from home, had to +be brought on pack mules through seven or eight miles of field tracks in +which the mules struggled on up to the knees in sticky mud and sometimes +up to the belly, it was impossible for the regiment to receive anything +beyond water and "iron rations," i.e., hard biscuits. Water was so +precious that not a drop could be spared to wash faces or clean teeth +with, and I always took my own water-bottle and food, to avoid sharing +the scanty supplies of the officers. After a little time spent with the +signalers I moved up the trench and looked in at the little dug-out of +the Colonel commanding. All the officers present, bearded almost beyond +recognition, were sitting on the floor. The enemy had left a small red +electric light, which added an almost absurd touch of luxury to the +miserable place. Farther up the trench I found the Brigade Staff +Captain in a similar dug-out and after making inquiries as to the +position of the Queen’s Westminster Regiment which was my objective, I +left to find it; for the sun was already setting. The path was across +the open fields, and the saddest I have ever trod. I was alone and had +but little idea of location, but it was impossible to miss the path. On +the right and left, it was marked at every few steps with dead men. +Most of them were still grasping their rifles. They had fallen forward +as they rushed over the ground, and their faces--their poor, blackened, +lipless faces--were towards the foe. There had, as yet, been no +opportunity to bury them for the ground was still being shelled and the +burial parties had been all too busily engaged in other parts of the +field. I longed to search for their identity discs that I might know +who they were and make a note of the names; but I had to leave it to the +burial party. I was already feeling sick with the foul smells in the +trench and the sights on the way, and lacked the strength to look for +the discs around the wrists and necks of the poor, decomposed bodies. +It had to be left to men of the burial party whose nerves were somewhat +more hardened to the task by other experiences of the kind. It was a +new Calvary on which I was standing. These poor bodies miles from home +and with no woman’s hands to perform the last offices of affection were +lying there as the price of the world’s freedom. + +Would that all who talk glibly of freedom and justice might have seen +what I saw on that dreary journey, that they might the better realize +the spiritual depths of liberty and righteousness, and the high cost at +which they are won for the race. It is fatally easy to persuade +ourselves that there is no need for us to tread the bitter path of +suffering and death--that we can achieve freedom and justice by being +charitable, and by talking amiably to our enemies. We try to believe +that they are as anxious to achieve liberty for the world as we are, +that they are striving to bind mankind in fetters of iron, only through +lack of knowledge as to our intentions. Their hearts and intentions are +good but they are misled, and after a little talk with them around a +table they would put off their "shining armor" and become angels of +light carrying palm branches in place of swords and fetters. + +This is a mighty pleasant theory, only it is not true; and we cannot get +rid of evil by ignoring it, nor of the devil by buying him a new suit. +There are men willing to die to destroy liberty, just as there are +others willing to die in its defense. It is not that they do not +understand liberty. They _do_, and that is why they wish to destroy it. +It is the enemy of their ideal. Whether liberty will survive or not, +depends upon whether there are more men inspired to die in defending +liberty, than there are willing to die in opposing it. A thing lives +while men love it sufficiently well to die for it. We get what we +deserve; and readiness to die for it is the price God has put on +liberty. + +Words are things too cheap to buy it. When someone suggested +establishing a new religion to supersede Christianity, Voltaire is +reported to have asked if the founder were willing to be crucified for +it? Otherwise, it would stand no chance of success. It was a deep +criticism, and showed that Voltaire was no fool. Blood is the test, not +words. A nation can only achieve liberty when it is determined to be +free or die. "Whosoever shall seek to save his life shall lose it." +"Never man spake" as Christ spake, but He did not save the world by +talking to it, but by dying for it. Outpoured blood, not outpoured +words, is the proof of moral convictions and the means of their +propaganda; our soldiers may not be learned in some things, but they +have learned _that_. They know the cause will win which has most moral +power, and that the cause with most moral strength will prove itself to +be the one with most martyrs. And the side with most men ready to be +martyrs will outstay the other. The spirit of martyrdom, not +negotiation, is the path to liberty and peace. You cannot negotiate +with a tiger. The dispute is too simple for negotiation. You have to +kill the tiger, or yourself be killed. + +While I was on leave, a man told me that he had asked some soldiers from +the Front why they were fighting, and they could not tell him. +Probably. All the deepest things are of life beyond telling. No true +man can tell why he loves his wife or children. This trust in words, in +being able to "tell why," is truly pathetic. I would not trust a wife’s +love if she could tell her husband exactly _why_ she loved him; nor +would I trust our soldiers not to turn tail in battle if they could +_tell_ just why they are fighting. They cannot _tell_, but with their +poor lipless faces turned defiantly against the foe they can _show_ why +they are fighting. Let those who want to know the soldiers’ reason _why_ +they fight go and see them there on the blasted field of battle, not ask +them when they come home on leave. The lips of a soldier perish +_first_, as his dead body lies exposed on the battlefield; his rifle he +clutches to the last; and it is a lesson terrible enough for even the +densest talker to understand. + +The dead lads lying out in the open with their rifles pointing towards +the enemy voice their reason why loud enough for the deaf to hear and +the world to heed. Ideals must be died for if they are to be realized +on earth, for they have bitter enemies who stick at nothing. And we +have to defend our ideal with our lives or be cravens and let it perish. + +History, with unimportant variations, is constantly repeating itself; +and in nothing is it so consistent as in the price it puts on liberty. +The lease of liberty runs out; the lease has to be renewed, and it is +renewed by suffering and martyrdom. The dear dead lads whom I saw on +that terrible afternoon were renewing the lease. With their bodies they +had marked out a highway over which the peoples of the earth may march +to freedom and to justice. + +The view, all too common, that our soldiers regard the war as a kind of +picnic, and an attack as a sort of rush for the goal in a game of +football, is false--false as sin. It is a view blind to the whole +psychology of the war, and misses the meaning of our soldiers’ gayety as +much as it ignores their fear and sorrow. The trenches are a Gethsemane +to them and their prayer is, "Our Father, all things are possible unto +Thee: take away this cup from me: nevertheless not what I will, but what +Thou wilt." + +One day, when I went into a mess-room in which letters were being +censored, an officer said to me, "Read this, Padre, there’s a reference +to you, and a candid expression of a man’s attitude towards religion." + +I took the letter and it read: "Our chaplain isn’t far out when he says, +in his book, that though we may speak lightly of the church we don’t +think or speak lightly of Christ. However careless we may be when we are +out of the trenches, when we are in we all pray. There is nothing else +we can do." + +I have been eighteen months with a fighting regiment on the Front, and I +have never spoken to any officer who did not regard it as a mathematical +certainty that, unless he happened to fall sick or be +transferred--neither of which he expected--he would be either killed or +wounded. And I agreed with him without saying it. He does not even +hope to escape wounds. They are inevitable if he stays long enough; for +one battle follows another and his time comes. He only hopes to escape +death and the more ghastly wounds. He hopes the wound when it comes +will be a "cushy one." The men take the same view. The period before +going into the trenches, or into battle, is to them like the Garden of +Gethsemane was to Christ; they are "exceeding sorrowful" and in their +presence I have often felt as one who stood "as it were, a stone’s +throw" from them. They are going out with the expectation of meeting +death. + +On the 1st of July, 1916, twenty officers in our regiment went over the +top. Nineteen were killed or wounded and the one who returned to the +regiment was suffering from shell-shock and had to be sent home. +Although our losses are much lower now, the officers and men experience +the agony and bloody sweat of Gethsemane rather than the pleasure of a +picnic in Epping Forest. This explains, too, their gayety. It is the +happiness of men who know that they are doing their bit for the world’s +good, and playing the man, not the cad. The rise of happiness into +gayety is the natural reaction from the sorrow and alarm which have been +clouding their hearts. In peace time they will never know either the +intensity of joy or sorrow they know now. A man never feels so truly +humorous as when he is sad. Humor is a kind of inverted sadness. The +most exquisite sadness produces the most exquisite humor as the deepest +wells give the sweetest, purest and coldest water. + + Tears and laughter are never far from one another, + The heart overflows on one side, and then on the other. + + +Our soldiers’ minds are not filled with thoughts of Germans, but with +thoughts of the friends they have left behind them. Nor do they often +think of killing Germans. They neither think so much of the Germans nor +so bitterly of them as do the people at home. The Germans have not the +same prominence in the picture. Deeds relieve their emotions in regard +to the Germans and leave their hearts open for the things and folk they +love. + +It is commonly supposed (and this idea is fostered by some war +correspondents), that when our men go over the top they are possessed +with a mad lust to kill Germans. The ultimate aim of a general planning +a battle is to kill Germans no doubt, for that is the only way to +achieve victory; and if the Germans do not want to be killed they know +what to do. Let them surrender or retire. The private agrees with the +general in the necessity for killing Germans, but that is not what he is +thinking of when he goes over the top; nor is it what we should be +thinking of in his place. He is thinking of the Germans killing him. +Life is sweet at nineteen or one-and-twenty. It pleads to be spared a +little longer. A lad does not want to die; and as he goes over the +parapet he is thinking less of taking German lives than of losing his +own. He knows that German heads will not fit English shoulders, and +that, however many enemy lives he may take, none of them will restore +his own if he loses it, as he is quite likely to do. He is going out to +be mutilated or to die. That is his standpoint whatever may be the +general’s or the war-correspondent’s. He goes for his country’s sake +and the right. It is his duty, and there is an end of it. + +Most of the killing in modern war is done by the artillery and +machine-guns. Comparatively few men have seen the face of an enemy they +know themselves to have killed. A regiment goes out to be shot at, +rather than to shoot. Unless this simple fact be grasped, the mentality +of the soldier cannot be understood. The lust for killing Germans would +never take a man out of his dug-out; but the love of his country and the +resolve to do his duty will take him out and lead him over the top. It +is what he volunteered for, but it goes hard when the time comes for all +that. + +The unburied men I saw had, but a short while ago, no idea of becoming +soldiers. They were the light of a home and the stay of a business. +With that they were content. But the challenge came; and they went out +to defend the right against the wrong--the true against the false. They +toiled up a new Calvary "with the cross that turns not back," and now +they lie buried in a strange land. They have lost all for themselves, +but they have gained all for us and for those who will come after us. +Yet although they saved others, themselves they could not save. + + + + + *XVIII* + + *THE HOSPITAL TRAIN* + + +We were carried from our regiments to the hospital in ambulance cars. +I, and several others, had trench fever. Some were suffering from gas +poisoning. One lovely boy--for he was nothing more--was near to death +with "mustard" gas. The doctor at the Dressing Station had opened a +vein and bled him of a pint of blood. It was the only hope of saving +him. But as the car bumped over the rough roads and the gas in his +lungs grew more suffocating he almost despaired of reaching the hospital +alive. Others were wounded; and one had appendicitis. After a period +in hospital, during which we were honored with a visit by General Byng, +it was decided that we should go to the Base. We lay down on +stretchers, and orderlies carried us to the waiting cars. At the +station we were lifted into the hospital train. The racks had been +taken down and stretchers put in their places. These were reserved for +the "lying cases." The "sitting cases" occupied the seats--one to each +corner. It was afternoon and as soon as the train began to move tea was +served. The train sped on and, about sun-set, a most excellent dinner +was provided by the orderlies on board. + +It was the time of the new moon. "Keep the window open," said one, "it +is unlucky to see the new moon through glass, and we need all the good +luck we can get," and he avoided looking through the glass until he had +seen the moon through the open window. We chatted, read our magazines, +or slept--just as we felt inclined. The night wore on and at about two +o’clock we reached Rouen. Cars rushed us to one of the Red Cross +hospitals. A doctor slipped out of bed, examined our cards, decided in +which wards we should be put, and orderlies led or carried us thither. +A nurse showed each of us to his room. We were got to bed and another +nurse brought some tea. Next morning we were examined and put down for +removal across the Channel. + +The nurses are radiant as sunshine, and diffuse a spirit of merriment +throughout the hospital. It was a pure joy to be under their care. At +three o’clock the following morning, without previous warning, a nurse +came and awakened us. We had half an hour to dress. Another nurse then +came round with a dainty breakfast. We were then put into cars and +taken to the hospital train. It left as dawn was breaking, and we were +on our way to "Blighty." We had a comfortable journey and reached Havre +about nine. Orderlies carried us on board ship and we were taken to our +cots. Breakfast was served immediately. We felt a huge content; and +hoped to be across by night. But the ship remained by the quay all day. +In the evening it moved out of the harbor and lay near its mouth. +Towards midnight it slipped its anchor and headed for home. + +All had received life-belts and a card directing us which boat to make +for, should the ship be torpedoed. Mine was "Boat 5, Starboard." My +neighbor on the right had been on a torpedoed boat once and had no +desire to be on another. The lights of the ship were obscured or put +out, and we silently stole over the waters towards the much desired +haven. There was no sound but the steady thump of the engines, and we +were soon asleep. Shortly after dawn we awoke to find ourselves in +Southampton Water. A water-plane drew near, settled like a gull on the +water, and then plowed its way through the waves with the speed of a +motor-boat. + +About nine o’clock we were carried off the boat to the station. Women +workers supplied us with telegraph forms, confectionery and cigarettes; +orderlies brought us tea. We were then taken to the train. It was even +more comfortable than the hospital trains in France; and we had women +nurses. On each side of the train, for its full length, were +comfortable beds and we were able to sit up or recline at our pleasure. +Lunch was served on board, and of a character to tempt the most ailing +man. No shortage of food is allowed to obtain on the hospital train. +It has the first claim on the food supply and it has the first claim to +the railroad. It stops at no station except for its own convenience. +Even the King’s train stops to let the hospital train pass. + +We were under the care of a nurse who had reached middle life. She had +been on a torpedoed hospital ship! on one that struck a mine without +bursting it; and on another that collided with a destroyer in the dark. +She was greatly disappointed at the decision which had removed nurses +from the hospital ships because of the danger from submarines. She +fully appreciated the chivalry of the men who would not let their women +be drowned; but it had robbed the women of a chance of proving their +devotion, and she could not see why the men should do all the dying. +The women were ready to meet death with the men and as their mates and +equals. Their place was with the wounded whatever might befall, and +they were ready. + +Hospital trains have run daily for three years now, and human nature can +get used to anything. We thought, therefore, that the people would have +become used to the hospital train. But greater surprise never gladdened +a man’s heart than the one which awaited us as we steamed out of +Southampton. All the women and children by the side of the railway were +at their windows or in their gardens, waving their hands to us. And all +the way to Manchester the waving of welcoming hands never ceased. At +every station the porters doffed their caps to the hospital train as it +sped past. There was not a station large or small that did not greet us +with a group of proud smiling faces. Our eyes were glued to the windows +all the way. For one day in our lives, at least, we were kings, and our +procession through "England’s green and pleasant land" was a royal one. +We passed through quiet country districts but at every wall or fence +there were happy faces. We wondered where they all came from, and how +they knew of our coming. There were tiny children sitting on all the +railway fences waving hands to us. One little girl of four or five was +sitting on the fence by a country station and waving her little hand. +We had not seen English children for months and Pope Gregory spoke the +truth ages ago when he said that they are "not Angles but Angels." The +sight of them after so long an absence was as refreshing to the spirit +as the sight of violets and primroses after a long and bitter winter. + +At Birmingham the train made its only stop. Men and women of the St. +John Ambulance Association boarded the train and supplied us with tea; +and, as the train moved out, stood at attention on the platform. At +Manchester we received a warm welcome that told us we were in +Lancashire. Men and women helped us to the waiting cars and handed cups +of tea to us. It was raining of course--being Manchester--but as we +passed near a railway arch a waiting crowd rushed out into the rain and +startled us with a cry of welcome which was also a cry of pain. Most of +the men in the cars were Lancashire lads and in the welcome given them +there were tears as well as smiles. Lancashire has a great heart as well +as a long head. It suffers with those who suffer and the cry of the +heart was heard in the welcome of its voice. There was a welcome too, +at the door of the hospital and at the door of each ward. Water was +brought to our bedside, and then a tray bearing a well-cooked dinner. + +We had reached home. + + + + + *XIX* + + *AFTER WINTER, SPRING* + + +A man’s heart must be dead within him if, under the summer sun, he can +look on the desolated ground of the Western battle-front without feeling +emotions of joy and hope. In the winter-time the clumps of blasted +trees looked like groups of forsaken cripples. Their broken branches +stood out against the gray sky in utter nakedness, as if appealing to +heaven against the inhumanity of man. In a way, it was more depressing +to pass a ruined wood than a destroyed village. Some of the trees had +all their limbs shattered; others, thicker than a man’s body, were cut +clean through the middle; others, again, were torn clean up by the roots +and lay sprawling on the ground. It seemed impossible that spring could +ever again clothe them in her garments of gladdening green. We imagined +the trees would appear amid the sunshine of the summer black, gaunt and +irreconcilable; pointing their mangled stumps towards those who had done +them such irreparable wrong and, as the wind whistled through them, +calling on all decent men to rise up and avenge them of their enemies. + +But, suddenly, we found that the reconciling spring was back in the +woods exercising all her oldtime witchery. Each broken limb was covered +with fresh foliage and each scarred stump put out sprouts of green. The +broken but blossoming woods grew into a picture of Hope, infinitely more +sublime and touching than the one to which Watts gave the name. It was a +picture drawn and colored by the finger of God, and it made the fairest +of man’s handiwork look weak and incomplete. Uprooted trees lay on the +ground in full blossom, and shell-lopped branches again took on the form +of beauty. The transformation was wonderful to behold. + +And it all happened in a week. When our men went into the trenches the +trees were black, bare and bruised, but when they came out of the front +line into the support-trenches the wood behind them was a tender green +and had grown curved and symmetrical. It seemed as if the fairies of +our childhood had returned to the earth and were dwelling in the wood. +Although two long-range naval guns lay hidden behind it, which, with +deep imprecations opened their terrible mouths to hurl fiery +thunderbolts at the enemy, the fairies seemed unafraid and daily +continued to weave for the trees beautiful garments of leaf and blossom. +I have seen nothing that brought such gladness to both officers and men. +A new spirit seemed abroad. We were in a new atmosphere and a new world. +The war seemed already won, and the work of renewal and reconstruction +begun. + +And now the summer had done for the ground what the spring did for the +trees. One Sunday, I was to hold a service on ground that was, in the +springtime, No Man’s Land. Having ample time I left the dusty road and +walked across the broken fields through which our front-line trenches +had run. There were innumerable shell holes and I had to pick my way +with care through the long grass and lingering barbed wire. I had been +over the ground on the day following the advance. Then it was a sea of +mud, with vast breakwaters of rusty barbed wire. Now, however, Nature’s +healing hand was at work. Slowly but surely the trenches were falling +in, and the shell-holes filling up. The lips of the craters and +trenches were red as a maiden’s--red with the poppies which come to +them. Here and there were large patches of gold and white where unseen +hands had sown the mud with dog-daisies. There were other patches all +ablaze with the red fire of the poppies, and as the slender plants +swayed in the wind, the fire leaped up or died down. + +When the war broke out I was in "Poppyland" near Cromer, in East Anglia. +There I first heard the tramp of armed men on the way to France, and +there first caught the strain of "Tipperary"--the farewell song of the +First Seven Divisions--a strain I can never hear now without having to +stifle back my tears. As I passed by these patches of blood-red poppies +I thought of those old and stirring days at Cromer when we watched a +regiment of the original Expeditionary Force singing "Tipperary" as it +marched swingingly through the narrow streets. The declaration of war +was hourly expected and the pier and some of the Sunday-school rooms +were given to the soldiers for billets. By morning every soldier had +vanished and we could only guess where, but a remark made by one of them +to another lingers still. They were standing apart, and watching the +fuss the people were making over the regiment. + +"Yes," he said to his comrade, "they think a great deal of the soldiers +in time of war, but they don’t think much of us in days of peace." + +The remark was so true that it cut like a knife and the wound rankles +yet. I have often wondered what became of the lad that went out to +France to the horrors of war, with such memories of our attitude towards +him in the times of peace. I hope he lived long enough to see our +repentance. His memory haunted me among the poppies of Beaurains. In +the English Poppyland there was nothing to compare with the red-coated +army of poppies now occupying our old front line. In these trenches our +gallant men had for nearly three years fought and bled, and it seemed as +if every drop of blood poured out by them had turned into a glorious and +triumphant poppy. + +The spring and summer have taught me afresh that there is in our lives a +Power that is not ourselves. It is imminent in us and in all things, +yet transcends all. "Change and decay in all around we see," and still +there is One who changes not; He "_from_ everlasting _to_ everlasting is +God." He is the fountain of eternal life that no drought can touch. He +heals the broken tree and the broken heart. He clothes the desolate +fields of war with the golden corn of peace, and in the trenches that +war has scored across the souls of men, he plants the rich poppies of +memory. He drives away the icy oppression of winter with the breath or +spring, and in His mercy assuages "the grief that saps the mind for +those that here we see no more." + +He who turns rain-mists into rainbows and brings out of mud scarlet +poppies and white-petaled daisies without a speck of dirt upon them, is +at work in human life. Out of mud He has formed the poppy and out of +the dust the body of man. Who then can set Him limits when He works in +the finer material of man’s soul? Eye hath not seen nor heart conceived +the beauty that will come forth when His workmanship is complete. "If +God so clothe the grass of the field, which to-day is, and to-morrow is +cast into the oven, shall He not much more clothe you, O ye of little +faith" who were made for immortality? His ways are past finding out, +but they are good. He puts out the sun but brings forth millions of +stars in its stead. At His call they come flocking forth as doves to +their windows. He blinds Milton but brings into his soul a flood of +light such as never shone on sea or land, and in its rays he sees +Paradise, lost and regained. He shuts Bunyan in a noisome prison, and +closes against him the door to his beloved Bedford, but He opens to him +a magic window that looks on heaven, and the years pass swiftly as he +watches the progress of the pilgrims towards the Celestial City. In the +mud that has been stained and even saturated with the life-blood of our +soldiers, He has made poppies to spring to loveliness. It is a parable +He is speaking to us, that the heart of man may feel and believe that +which it is beyond the power of the mind to grasp, or the tongue to +explain. + +The wounds of France are deep and deadly but they are not self-inflicted +and they will heal. She will blossom again with a glory greater and +purer than all her former glories. She is even now finding her soul, +and revealing a moral beauty and endurance such as few, even of her +dearest friends, could have foreseen or foretold. For ashes, God has +given her beauty, and it is worth all her suffering. Not Voltaire, but +Joan of Arc is her pride to-day. When I was in Rouen I saw the fresh +flowers which the people daily place on the spot where she died. France +knows where her strength lies. Over Napoleon she has built a magnificent +tomb of marble, but in it, she has not placed a single flower. As I +walked through it, some time ago, I felt depressed. It made me shiver. +It is magnificent, but dead. One of Joan of Arc’s living flowers would +be worth the whole pile. It is the most tremendous sermon ever preached +on the vanity of military glory and the emptiness of genius when +uninspired by moral and spiritual worth. France knows. She gives Joan +of Arc a flower, but Napoleon a stone. France was never so great as +now, and never of such supreme importance to the world. We could not do +without her. On her coins she represents herself as a Sower that goes +forth sowing. It is a noble ideal, and truly, where she scatters her +seeds of thought the fair flowers of liberty, equality and fraternity +spring up as poppies spring, where the blood of our soldiers has watered +her fields. France is the fair Sower among the nations, and it will be +our eternal glory that when she was suddenly and murderously attacked in +her fields by her brutal and envious neighbor--who shamelessly stamps a +bird of prey on his coins for _his_ symbol, and a skull and cross-bones +on his soldiers’ headgear as the expression of his ambition--England +came to her rescue, and not in vain. The German sword has gone deeply +into the heart of France, but it will leave not a festering wound but a +well of water at which mankind will drink and be refreshed. Wound the +earth, and there springs forth water; wound France and there springs +forth inspiration. Trample France in the mud, and she comes forth pure +again, passionate and free as a poppy blown by the summer wind. + + + + _Printed in the United States of America_ + + + + + * * * * * * * * + + + + + _*By CHAPLAIN THOMAS TIPLADY*_ + + _*FIFTH EDITION*_ + + + *The Cross at the Front* + + Fragments from the Trenches. + + 12mo. Cloth. _Net $1.00_. + +"’Vivid’ is too dim a word to express the living pictures which this +chaplain has seen in France. Some of the chapters are among the finest +pieces of pathos we have read anywhere. Read the book and you will be a +better man for all your tasks."--_Chicago Standard_. + + + + *The Soul of the Soldier* + + Echoes from the Western Front. + + 12mo. Cloth. _Net $1.25_. + +An astonishing story Chaplain Tiplady here has to tell--one in which the +very foundations of existence seem temporarily uprooted, and the world +turned upside-down. 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You may copy it, give it away or re-use it +under the terms of the Project Gutenberg License included with this +eBook or online at http://www.gutenberg.org/license. + + + +Title: The Soul of the Soldier + Sketches from the Western Battle-Front +Author: Thomas Tiplady +Release Date: July 18, 2014 [EBook #46323] +Language: English +Character set encoding: ISO-8859-1 + + +*** START OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK THE SOUL OF THE SOLDIER *** + + + + +Produced by Al Haines. + + + + +[Illustration: Cover art] + + + + +[Illustration: Captain Guy Drummond, 13th Royal Canadian Highlanders. +Killed in action, April, 1915. +"A SON OF THE MOTHERLAND"] + + + + + The Soul _of_ The Soldier + + _Sketches from the Western + Battle-Front_ + + + BY + + THOMAS TIPLADY + + _Chaplain to the Forces_ + + Author of "THE CROSS AT THE FRONT," etc. + + + + NEW YORK CHICAGO TORONTO + Fleming H. Revell Company + LONDON AND EDINBURGH + + + + + Copyright, 1918, by + FLEMING H. REVELL COMPANY + + + + New York: 158 Fifth Avenue + Chicago: 17 North Wabash Ave. + London: 21 Paternoster Square + Edinburgh: 75 Princes Street + + + + + TO THE MEMORY OF THE MANY "WHITE MEN" + +I have known and loved in the London Territorials, who, being dedicate +to their Country and the cause of Liberty, went over the parapet and did +not return. + +"These laid the world away; poured out the red +Sweet wine of youth: gave up the years to be +Of work and joy, and that unhoped serene +That men call age; and those who would have been +Their sons they gave--their immortality." + + + + + *THE MOTHER'S ANSWER* + + God gave my son in trust to me. + Christ died for him. He should be + A man for Christ. He is his own + And God's and man's, not mine alone. + He was not mine to give. He gave + Himself, that he might help to save + All that a Christian should revere + All that enlightened men hold dear. + + "To feed the guns." Ah! torpid soul, + Awake, and see life as a whole. + When freedom, honor, justice, right, + Were threatened by the despot's might, + He bravely went for God, to fight + Against base savages, whose pride + The laws of God and man defied; + Who slew the mother and the child; + Who maidens, pure and sweet, defiled; + He did not go to feed the guns, + He went to save from ruthless Huns + His home and country, and to be + A guardian of democracy. + + "What if he does not come?" you say; + Well, then, my sky will be more gray, + But through the clouds the sun will shine + And vital memories be mine. + God's test of manhood is, I know + Not, will he come--_but did he go_? + + JAMES L. HUGHES. + + + + + *PREFACE* + + +The sketches in this book and in my previous one, "The Cross at the +Front," are attempts to show the soul of the soldier serving in France +as I have seen it during the year and a half that I have been with him. +It is a padre's privilege and duty to be the voice with which, in public +worship, the soldiers speak to God; and through which their last +thoughts are borne to their friends at home. He is their voice both +when they are sick or wounded, and when they lie silent in the grave. +He speaks of their hopes and fears, hardships and heroisms, laughter and +tears. As best he may he tries to tell, to those who have a right and a +longing to know, how they thought, and how they bore themselves in the +great day of trial when all risked their lives and many laid them down. + +Soldiers, as a rule, are either inarticulate or do not care to speak of +themselves; and the padre has to be their spokesman if ever their deeper +thoughts and finer actions are to be known to their friends. To do this +he may have to bring himself into the picture, or even illustrate a +common thing in their lives by a personal experience of his own. To +reveal life and thought at the Front in the third person, and without +sacrificing truth and vividness, requires a degree of literary power and +art which cannot be expected of a padre to whom writing is but a +by-product, and not his main work. + +I have written but little of military operations--these things are not +in my province. Moreover, they are not the things which are most +revealing. The presence of Spring is first and most surely revealed by +the flowers in our gardens and lanes; and the soldier is most clearly +seen in the little things that happen on the march--in his billet or in +the Dressing Station. Some things are not seen at all. They are only +felt, and my opinion about them must be taken for what it is worth. One +knows what the men are by their influence on one's own mind and life. I +do not judge the morality and spirituality of our soldiers entirely by +their habits and speech, for these are but outward and clumsy +expressions of the inner life and are largely conventional. There is +something else to put in the reckoning, and to find out what the +soldiers are worth to us we must somehow get behind their words and +actions and find out what they are worth to God, whose terrible wheel of +war is shaping their characters. + +I appraise them mostly by the total effect of the impact of their souls +on mine. I know their thoughts and feelings by the thoughts and +feelings they inspire in me. "Do men gather grapes of thorns or figs of +thistles?" There are certain thoughts and emotions that only come to me +strongly when I am with the soldiers or when I am living again with them +in memory, and so, I take these as their gift to me and judge the men by +their influence on my character. Character is, in its influence, subtle +as Spring. Words and actions by themselves are too coarse and +conventional to do anything but mislead us in judging the quality of our +men. "By their fruits ye shall know them." Not by their leaves. Fruit +is _seed_. In the seed the tree reproduces itself. And reproduction, +whether in physical, moral or spiritual life, is the test of vitality. + +I have not unduly loaded my pages with ghastly details of war, because +their effect on the mind of the reader who has not been at the Front +would be false and distorting. The reader would be more horrified in +imagining them than our soldiers are in seeing them. I have tried +rather to show life at the Front, with its mingling of red and gold, +horror and happiness, as it affects the soldier; so that his friends at +home may see it as he sees it, and with his sense of proportion. If I +could only do it, as well as I intend it, my pictures would create a +truer sympathy between the home and the trench. Some would find comfort +for their hearts, and others would awake to a new and noble seriousness. +Soldiers have suffered much through imperfect sympathies. They have +been pitied for the wrong things, and left to freeze when they needed +warmth. Only when we realize their dignity and greatness and the true +nature of their experiences can we be their comrades and helpers. Life +at the Front is brutal and terrifying, and yet our soldiers are neither +brutalized nor terrorized, for there is something great and noble at the +Front which keeps life pure and sweet and the men gentle and chivalrous. +When "the boys" come home their friends will, in almost every case, find +them just as bright, affectionate and good as when they went out. The +only change will be a subtle one--a deepening in character and manly +quality, a broadening in mind and creed, and an impatience with cant and +make-believe whether in politics or business, Christianity or +Rationalism. There will be an air of indefinable greatness about them as +of men who have been at grips with the realities of life and death. + +In a footnote to one of his songs, Edward Teschemacher says that the +gypsies, as they wander through the country, leave a sprinkling of grass +or wild flowers at the cross-roads to indicate, to those who come after +them, the road they have taken. These flowers are known as the +"Patterain." + +These essays are my Patterain--wild flowers plucked in France, and left +to mark the red path trod during the months I have been with my comrades +at the Front. + +I would the flowers were worthier, but such as I have, I give; and they +are taken out of my heart. + + "Where my caravan has rested + Flowers I leave you on the grass; + All the flowers of love and memory; + You will find them when you pass." + + THOMAS TIPLADY. + +BRITISH EXPEDITIONARY FORCE, FRANCE. + + + + + *CONTENTS* + +CHAP. + + I. The Swan at Ypres + II. The Roadmakers + III. The Glamour of the Front + IV. A White Handkerchief + V. The Songs Our Soldiers Sing + VI. Easter Sunday + VII. "Now the Day is Over" + VIII. Sons of the Motherland + IX. The Terror by Night + X. "Eton Boys Never Duck!" + XI. "Missing" + XII. "It Must be Sunday" + XIII. Our Tommies Never Fail Us + XIV. The Cross at Neuve Chapelle + XV. The Children of Our Dead + XVI. A Funeral under Fire + XVII. A Soldier's Calvary + XVIII. The Hospital Train + XIX. After Winter, Spring + + + + + *I* + + *THE SWAN AT YPRES* + + +For three years the storm center of the British battle front has been at +Ypres. Every day and night it has been the standing target of thousands +of guns. Yet, amid all the havoc and thunder of the artillery, the +graceful white form of a swan had been seen gliding over the water of +the moat. It never lacked food, and was always welcome to a share of +Tommy's rations. In the Battle of Messines--I had the story first-hand +from a lieutenant of artillery whose battery was hidden close by, and +who was an eye-witness of the incident--a shell burst near the swan, and +it was mortally wounded. For three long years it had spread its white +wings as gallantly as the white sails of Drake's flagship when he sailed +out of Plymouth Sound to pluck the beard of the Spaniard. But now its +adventurous voyaging was over. Another beautiful and innocent thing had +been destroyed by the war and had passed beyond recall. There was no +dying swan-song heard on the waters, but all who saw its passing felt +that the war had taken on a deeper shade of tragedy. + +Many a "white man" had been slain near the spot but somehow the swan +seemed a mystical being, and invulnerable. It was a relic of the days +of peace, and a sign of the survival of purity and grace amid the +horrors and cruelties of war. It spoke of the sacred things that yet +remain--the beautiful things of the soul upon which war can lay no +defiling finger. Now it had gone from the water and Ypres seems more +charred than ever, and the war more terrible. The death of the swan +revealed against its white wings the peculiar inhumanity of the present +war. It is a war in which the enemy spares nothing and no one. He is +more blind and merciless than the Angel of Death which swept over Egypt, +for the angel had regard to the blood which the Israelites had sprinkled +over the lintels of their doors and he passed by in mercy. To the +German Eagle every living creature is legitimate prey. No blood upon +the lintel can save the inmate; not even the cross of blood on the +hospital tent or ship. Wounded or whole, combatant or non-combatant, +its beak and talons tear the tender flesh of all and its lust is not +sated. + +In Belgium and Serbia it is believed that more women and children +perished than men. Things too hideous for words were done publicly in +the market-squares. Neither age nor sex escaped fire and sword. The +innocent babe was left to suck the breast of its dead mother or was +dandled on the point of the bayonet. What resistance can the Belgian +swan make to the German eagle? It needs must lie torn and bleeding +beneath its talons. The German Emperor has waded deeper in blood than +Macbeth, and has slain the innocent in their sleep. Even the sea is +full of the women, children, and non-combatant men he has drowned. His +crown is cemented together with innocent blood and its jewels are the +eyes of murdered men and women. The wretched man has made rivers of +blood to flow yet not a drop in them is from his own veins or the veins +of his many sons. Napoleon risked his life with his men in every battle +but this man never once. While sending millions to their death he yet +consents to live, and protects his life with the anxious care a miser +bestows on his gold. Alone among large families in Germany his +household is without a casualty. Though a nation be white and innocent +as the Belgian swan it will not escape his sword, and he will swoop upon +it the more readily because it is unarmed. The swan cannot live where +the eagle flies, and one or the other must die. + +But the stricken swan of Ypres is not merely the symbol of Belgium and +her fate. There are other innocents who have perished or been sorely +wounded. The whole creation is groaning and travailing in pain. The +neutral nations are suffering with the belligerent, and the lower +creatures are suffering with mankind. + +Next to seeing wounded men on the roads at the front, I think the +saddest sight is that of dying horses and mules. Last winter they had +to stand, with little cover, exposed to the bitter blasts. It was +impossible to keep them clean or dry, for the roads were churned into +liquid mud and both mules and drivers were plastered with it from head +to foot. To make things worse there was a shortage of fodder; and +horses waste away rapidly under ill-feeding. Before the fine weather had +given them a chance to recover weight and strength, the Battle of Arras +began, and every living beast of burden, as well as every motor-engine, +was strained to its utmost. The mule is magnificent for war, and our +battles have been won as much by mules as men. Haig could rely on one +as much as on the other. The mule will eat anything, endure anything, +and, when understood and humored by its driver, will do anything. It +works until it falls dead by the roadside. In the spring, hundreds died +in harness. In fact, few die except in harness. They die facing the +foe, dragging rations along shell-swept roads to the men in the +trenches. + +On two miles of road I have counted a dozen dead mules; and burial +parties are sent out to put them out of sight. One night, alone, I got +three dying mules shot. The road was crowded with traffic, yet it was +difficult to find either an officer with a revolver or a +transport-driver with a rifle. I had to approach scores before I could +find a man who had the means to put a mule out of its misery; and we +were within two miles of our Front. So rigid is our line of defense +that those behind it do not trouble to take arms. Even when I found a +rifleman he hesitated to shoot a mule. There is a rule that no horse or +mule must be shot without proper authority, and when you consider the +enormous cost of one the necessity for the rule is obvious. I had +therefore to assure a rifleman that I would take full responsibility for +his action. He then loaded up, put the nozzle against the mule's +forehead and pulled the trigger. A tremor passed through the poor +thing's body and its troubles were over. It had come all the way from +South America to wear itself out carrying food to fighting men, and it +died by the road when its last ounce of strength was spent. + +The mule knows neither love nor offspring. Apart from a few gambols in +the field, or while tethered to the horse-lines, it knows nothing but +work. It is the supreme type of the drudge. It is one of the greatest +factors in the war, and yet it receives scarcely any recognition and +more of whipping than of praise. Only too often I have seen their poor +shell-mangled bodies lying by the roadside waiting till the battle +allowed time for their burial. Yet what could be more innocent of any +responsibility for the war? They are as innocent as the swan on the +moat at Ypres. + +Yet the greatest suffering among innocents is not found at the Front at +all. It is found at home. At the Front there is suffering of body and +mind, but at home there is the suffering of the heart. Every soldier +knows that his mother and wife suffer more than he does, and he pities +them from his soul. War is a cross on which Woman is crucified. The +soldier dies of his wounds in the morning of life, but his wife lingers +on in pain through the long garish day until the evening shadows fall. +There is no laughter at home such as you hear at the Front, or even in +the hospitals. One finds a gayety among the regiments in France such as +is unknown among the people left at home. It is the sunshine of the +street as compared with the light in a shaded room. There is a youth +and buoyancy at the Front that one misses sadly in the homeland. + +To a true woman with a son or husband at the Front, life becomes a +nightmare. To her distorted imagination the most important man in the +country is not the Prime Minister but the postman. She cannot get on +with her breakfast for listening for his footsteps. There is no need +for him to knock at the door, she has heard him open the gate and walk +up the gravel path. Her heart is tossed like a bubble on the winds of +hope and fear. She finds herself behind the door without knowing how +she got there, and her hand trembles as she picks up the letter to see +if the address is in "his" handwriting or an official's. The words, "On +His Majesty's Service," she dreads like a witch's incantation. They may +be innocent enough, and cover nothing more than belated Commission +Papers, but she trembles lest they should be but the fair face of a +dark-hearted messenger, who is to blot out the light of her life +forever. If she goes out shopping and sees a telegraph-boy go in the +direction of her home she forgets her purchases and hurries back to see +if he is going to knock at her door. The rosy-faced messenger has +become a sinister figure, an imp from the nether world. He may be +bringing news of her loved one's arrival "on leave," but so many evil +faces of fear and doubt peer through the windows of her heart that she +cannot believe in the innocence and good-will of the whistling boy. Her +whole world is wrapped up in his little orange-colored envelope. + +The boys at the Front know of the anxiety and suspense that darken their +homes, and they do all they can to lighten them. There were times on +the Somme when the men were utterly exhausted with fighting and long +vigils in the trenches. Water was scarce, and a mild dysentery came +into evidence. No fire could be lighted to cook food or make hot tea. +The ranks had been thinned, and only two officers were left to each +company. The weather was bad and the captured trench uncomfortable. Any +moment word might come for another attack. The campaign was near its +close, and the work must be completed despite the prevalent exhaustion. +The officers were too tired, depressed and preoccupied to censor +hundreds of letters. In front of him each could see a gaping grave. +The sun was rapidly "going west" and leaving them to the cold and dark. +Nothing seemed to matter in comparison with _that_. To hold services +were impossible and I felt that the best I could do was to walk through +the trench, chat with the officers and men, gather up the men's letters +and take them back and censor in my tent. This gave the officers times +to write their own, and an opportunity to post them. + +But note, I pray you, the nobility of these gallant fellows. All of +them were exhausted and depressed. The shadows of death were thick +about them, yet when I opened their letters, I found myself--with two +exceptions out of three or four hundred--in an entirely different +atmosphere. It was a sunny atmosphere in which birds were singing. The +men said nothing of their suffering, their depression, their fears for +the future. The black wings of death cast no shadow over their pages. +They said they were "all right," "merry and bright" and "soon going back +for a long rest." They told their mothers what kind of cigarettes to +send, and gave them details how to make up the next parcel. They talked +as if death were out of sight--a sinister fellow with whom they had +nothing to do. + +The officers, of course, censor their own letters, so I did not see how +they wrote. But I know. They wrote as the men wrote, and probably with +a still lighter touch. Their homes were dark enough with anxiety, yet +not by any word of theirs would the shadows be deepened. They could not +shield themselves from war's horrors but they would do their best to +shield their white swans at home. They could not keep their women folk +out of the war, but they would deliver them from its worst horrors. Not +till they had fallen would they let the shafts pass them to their +mothers and wives; rather would they gather them in their own breasts. +In the hour of the world's supreme tragedy there was a woman standing by +the cross, and the august Sufferer, with dying breath, bade His closest +friend take her, when the last beam faded, to his own home and be in His +place, a son to her. I know no scene that better represents the +feelings of our soldiers towards their loved ones at home. + +Their women gave them inspiration and joy in the days of peace, and they +still float before their vision amid the blackened ruins of war, as +beautiful and stainless in their purity as the white swan on the moat of +Ypres. + + + + + *II* + + *THE ROADMAKERS* + + +We had just marched from one part of the Front to another and by a +round-about way. Each morning the Quartermaster and "the billeting +party" went on before, and each evening we slept in a village that was +strange to us. Each of the men carried on his back a pack and equipment +weighing about eighty or ninety pounds. Through sleet and blizzard and, +for the most part, through open, exposed country, we continued our march +without a day of rest. By the fifth evening we reached the village +where we were to have three or four weeks of rest and training before +entering the trenches for the spring offensive. We had unpacked and +were sitting at dinner when a telegram came announcing that all previous +plans were canceled, and that at dawn we must take to the road again. +Something unexpected had happened, good or ill, we knew not which, and +we had to enter the line in front of Arras. For three days more we +marched. Daily the sound of the guns came nearer, and the men were +tired and footsore. They were also deeply disappointed of the long rest +to which they had been looking forward after a winter in the trenches at +Neuve Chapelle. Yet they marched cheerily enough. "It's the War!" they +said one to another and, true to their own philosophy, "packed up their +troubles in their old kit bags and smiled." When any man faltered a +bit, as if about to fall out by the way, the others cheered him on by +singing "Old Soldiers never die" to the tune of the old Sunday school +hymn, "Kind words can never die." Sometimes an officer would shoulder a +man's rifle to the end of the march, or until he felt better. In eight +unbroken days of marching we covered ninety-eight miles and finally +arrived at a camp of huts within a day's march of the trenches we are to +occupy. Here, where our huts stand like islands in a sea of mud, we +are, unless suddenly needed, to take a few days' rest. + +On the ninety-eight miles of road over which we tramped, we passed +company after company of British roadmakers. In some parts they were +widening the road, in other parts repairing it. The roads of +Northeastern France are handed over to our care as completely as if they +were in England. Our road-makers are everywhere, and as we pass they +stand, pick or shovel in hand, to salute the colonel and shout some +humorous remark to the laughing riflemen--only to get back as much as +they give. + +This morning I visited the neighboring village to arrange for a Sunday +service. The roads are hopeless for bicycles at this time of the year, +so I fell back on Adam's method of getting about. The road to the +village was torn and broken, and "thaw precautions" were being observed. +Everywhere it was ankle-deep in mud and, in the holes, knee-deep. +Innumerable motor-wagons had crushed it beneath their ponderous weight, +and my feet had need of my eyes to guide them. In skirting the holes +and rough places, I added quite a mile to the journey. + +It was annoying to get along so slowly, and I called the road "rotten" +and blamed the War for its destructive work. Then I saw that I had been +unjust in judgment. The War had constructed more than it had destroyed. +The road had been a little muddy country lane, but the soldiers had made +it wide as Fleet Street, and it was bearing a mightier traffic than that +famous thoroughfare night and day. The little road with its mean +perfections and imperfections had gone, and the large road with big +faults and big virtues had come. This soldiers' road has faults the +farmers' road knew not, but then it has burdens and duties unknown +before, and it has had no time to prepare for them. Like our +boy-officers who are bearing grown men's burdens of responsibility and +bearing them well, the road has had no time to harden. To strengthen +itself for its duties, it eats up stones as a giant eats up food. I had +no right to look for the smoothness of Oxford Street or the Strand. +Such avenues represent the work of centuries, this of days. They have +grown with their burdens, but this has had vast burdens thrown upon it +suddenly, and while it was immature. Oxford Street and Fleet Street are +the roads of peace, and laden with wealth and luxury, law and +literature--things that can wait. But on this road of the soldiers' +making, nothing is allowed except it be concerned with matters of life +and death. It is the road of war, and there is a terrible urgency about +it. Over it pass ammunition to the guns, rations to the soldiers in the +trenches, ambulances bearing back the wounded to the hospital. Whatever +its conditions the work must be done, and there is no room for a halting +prudence or the pride of appearance. Rough though it is and muddy, over +it is passing, for all who have eyes to see, a new and better +civilization and a wider liberty. I had grumbled at the worn-out road +when I ought to have praised it. I was as an ingrate who finds fault +with his father's hands because they are rough and horny. + +It was a group of soldier-roadmakers who brought me to my senses. They +were making a new road through the fields, and it branched off from the +one I was on. I saw its crude beginning and considered the burdens it +would soon have to bear. As I stood watching these English roadmakers +my mind wandered down the avenues of time, and I saw the Roman soldiers +building their immortal roads through England. They were joining town +to town and country to country. They were introducing the people of the +North to those of the South, and bringing the East into fellowship with +the West. I saw come along their roads the union of all England +followed at, some distance, by that of England, Scotland and Wales; and +I regretted that there was no foundation on which they could build a +road to Ireland. I saw on those soldier-built roads, also, Christianity +and Civilization marching, and in the villages and towns by the wayside +they found a home whence they have sent out missionaries and teachers to +the ends of the earth. + +"The captains and the kings depart." The Roman Empire is no more, but +the Roman roads remain. They direct our modern life and business with +an inevitability the Roman soldiers never exercised. In two thousand +years the Empire may have fallen apart and become a thing of the past; +but the roads her sons have built in France, these two-and-a-half years, +will abide forever and be a perpetual blessing; for, of things made by +hands, there is, after the church and the home, nothing more sacred than +the road. The roadmaker does more for the brotherhood of man and the +federation of the world than the most eloquent orator. The roadmaker +has his dreams and visions as well as the poet, and he expresses them in +broken stones. He uses stones as artists use colors, and orators words. +He touches them--transient as they are--with immortality. A little of +his soul sticks to each stone he uses, and though the stone perishes the +road remains. His body may perish more quickly than the stones and be +laid in some quiet churchyard by the wayside, but his soul will never +utterly forsake the road he helped to make. In man's nature, and in all +his works, there is a strange blending of the temporal and the eternal, +and in nothing is it more marked than in the roads he builds. + +The roadmaker is the pioneer among men and without him there would be +neither artist nor orator. He goes before civilization as John the +Baptist went before Christ, and he is as rough and elemental. Hard as +his own stones, without him mankind would have remained savage and +suspicious as beasts of prey; and art, science and literature would have +had no beginning. His road may begin in war, but it ends in peace. + +The pioneers I saw roadmaking were, for the greater part, over military +age, and such as I had often seen leaning heavily on the bar of some +miserable beer-house. In those days they seemed of the earth, earthy, +and the stars that lure to high thoughts and noble endeavors seemed to +shine on them in vain. But one never knows what is passing in the heart +of another. Of all things human nature is the most mysterious and +deceptive. God seems to play at hide-and-seek with men. He hides +pearls in oysters lying in the ooze of the sea; and gold under the +everlasting snows of the Arctic regions. Diamonds he buries deep down +in the dirt beneath the African veldt. He places Christ in a +carpenter's shop, Joan of Arc in a peasant's dwelling, Lincoln in a +settler's cabin, and Burns in a crude cottage built by his father's own +hands. He hides generous impulses and heroic traits in types of men +that in our mean imaginations we can only associate with the saw-dust +sprinkled bar-room. Only when war or pestilence have kindled their +fierce and lurid flames do we find the hidden nobility that God has +stored away in strange places--places often as foul and unlikely as +those where a miser stores his gold. + +When Diogenes went about with a candle in search of an honest man did he +think to look in the taverns and slums? I fancy not. Not Diogenes' +candle but the "Light of the World" was needed to reveal the treasure +God has hidden in men. Christ alone knew where His Father had hidden +His wealth and could guide us to it. In this time of peril when every +man with any nobility in him is needed to stand in the deadly breach, +and with body and soul hold back the brutality and tyranny that would +enslave the world we have, like the woman in the parable, lit a candle +and searched every corner of our kingdom diligently. In the dust of +unswept corners we have found many a coin of value that, but for our +exceeding need, would have remained hidden. To me, the wealth and wonder +of the war have been found in its sweepings. Time and again we have +found those who were lost, and a new happiness has come into life. To +the end of my days I shall walk the earth with reverent feet. I did not +know men were so great. I have looked at life without seeing the gold +through the dust, and have been no better than a Kaffir child playing +marbles with diamonds, unaware of their value. I have gone among my +fellows with proud step where I ought to have walked humbly, and have +rushed in where angels feared to tread. + +Life at the Front has made me feel mean among mankind. My comrades have +been so great. In days long past, I have trodden on the hem of Christ's +garment without knowing it. I have not seen its jewels because I, and +others, have so often trodden it in the mire. Yet, through the mire of +slum and tavern, the jewels have emerged pearl-white and ruby-red. And I +feel that I owe to a large part of mankind an apology for having been +before the war so blind, callous and superficial. But for the agony and +bloody sweat in which I have seen my fellows, I should never have known +them for what they are, and the darkness of death would have covered me +before I had realized what made the death of Christ and the sufferings +of all the martyrs well worth while. Now there is a new light upon my +path and I shall see the features of an angel through the dirt on a +slum-child's face. Words of Christ that once lay in the shadow now +stand out clearly, for whenever we get below the surface of life we come +to _Him_. He is there before us, and awaiting our coming. + +I also understand, now, something of the meaning of the words which the +Unemployed scrawled upon their banner before the war--"Damn your +charity. Give us work." It was a deep and true saying, and taught them +by a stern teacher. When the war came we _did_ "damn our charity" and +gave them "work." Many a man got his first chance of doing "a man's +job," and rose to the full height of his manhood. Many hitherto idle +and drunken, were touched in their finer parts. They saw their +country's need, and though their country had done little to merit their +gratitude, they responded to her call before some of the more prudent +and sober. Those who were young went out to fight, and every officer +can tell stories about their behavior in the hours of danger and +suffering which bring tears to the eyes and penitence to the heart. +Those above military age went out to make roads over which their younger +brothers and sons could march, and get food, ammunition, or an ambulance +according to their needs. Among the group of middle-aged roadmakers +that I saw there were, I doubt not, some who had been counted wastrels +and who had made but a poor show of life. Now they had got work that +made them feel that they were men and not mendicants, and they were +"making good." + +While I watched them a lark rose from a neighboring field and sang over +them a song of the coming spring. It was the first lark I had heard +this year, and I was glad it mingled its notes with the sounds of the +roadmakers' shovels. Nature is not so indifferent to human struggles as +it sometimes seems. The man who stands steadfastly by the right and +true and bids tyranny and wrong give place will find, at last, that he +is in league with the stones of the field and the birds of the air, and +that the stars in their courses fight for him. The roadmaker and the +lark are born friends. Both are heralds of coming gladness, and while +one works, the other sings. True work and pure song are never far +apart. They are both born of hope and seek to body forth the immortal. +A man works while he has faith. Would he sow if he did not believe the +promise, made under the rainbow, that seed-time and harvest shall never +fail? Or could he sing with despair choking his heart? Yet he can sing +with death choking it. In the very act of dying Wesley sang the hymn, +"I'll praise my Maker while I've breath." He sang because of the hope +of immortality. He was not turning his face to the blank wall of death +and oblivion but to the opening gate of a fuller life. He was soaring +sunwards like the lark, and soaring sang, + + "And when my voice is lost in death + Praise shall employ my nobler powers; + My days of praise shall ne'er be past." + + +Joy can sing and Sorrow can sing, but Despair is dumb. It has not even +a cry, for a cry is a call for help as every mother knows, and Despair +knows no helper. Even the saddest song has hope in it, as the dreariest +desert has a well. The loved one is dead but Love lives on and whispers +of a trysting place beyond this bourne of time, where loved and lover +meet again. The patriot's life may be pouring from a dozen wounds on +the muddy field of battle, but his fast-emptying heart is singing with +each heavy beat, "Who dies, if my country live?" + +Roadmakers have prepared the way for missionaries in every land. +Trail-blazers are not always religious men--often they are wild, +reckless fellows whom few would allow a place in the Kingdom of God--but +is not their work religious in its final upshot? Do they not, however +unconsciously, "prepare the way of the Lord, make straight in the desert +a highway for our God?" Close on their heels go the missionaries, urged +on faster by the pure love of souls than the trader by love of lucre. +The greatest among the roadmakers was a missionary himself--David +Livingstone. And for such an one the name Living-stone is perfect. It +has the touch of destiny. Through swamp and forest he went where white +feet had never trod, and blazed a trail for the messengers of Christ, +until, worn out with fever and hardship, he fell asleep at his prayers, +to wake no more to toil and suffering. + +But while the roadmaker bestows benefits on us he also lays obligations, +for there can be no enlargement of privilege without a corresponding +increase of responsibility. The roads the men are making here in France +will be good for trade. They will open up the country as did the +military roads of Caesar and Napoleon; and along them soldiers are +marching who, at tremendous cost to themselves, are buying for posterity +great benefits, and laying upon posterity great obligations. Posterity +must hold and enlarge the liberties won for them, and prove worthy of +their citizenship by resisting tyranny "even unto blood." We are here +because our fathers were heroes and lovers of liberty. Had they been +cowards and slaves there would have been no war for us. As we follow +our fathers our sons must be ready to follow us. The present springs +out of the past, and the future will spring out of the present. +Inheritance implies defense on the part of the inheritors. + +The very names they give to their roads show that our soldiers have +grasped this fact. The cold canvas hut in which I am writing is +officially described as No. 1 Hut, _Oxford Street_. A little farther +off, and running parallel with it, is _Cambridge_ Road. There is also +an _Eton_ Road, _Harrow_ Road, and _Marlborough_ Road. Students of the +universities and schools after which these roads are named are out here +to defend what these institutions have stood for through the hoary +centuries. They are out to preserve the true conception of Liberty and +Fair-play, and to build roads along which all peoples who desire it can +travel unmolested by attacks from either tyrants or anarchists. + +Right from the beginning of the war, the idea of a Road has taken hold +of the imagination of our soldiers. The first divisions came out +singing, "It's a long, long way to Tipperary, but my heart's right +there." Nowadays the popular song is "There's a long, long trail +awinding into the Land of my dreams." + +They are making a Road of Liberty along which all nations may pass to +universal peace and brotherhood, and where the weak will be as safe from +oppression as the strong. "It's a long, long way to go," but they have +seen their goal on the horizon, and will either reach it or die on the +way to it. They have made up their minds that never again shall the +shadow of the Kaiser's mailed fist, or that any other tyrant fall across +their path. These men never sing of war. They hate war. It is a +brutal necessity forced on them by the ambition of a tyrant. Their +songs are all of peace and none of war. Of the future and not the +present they sing: + + "Tiddley-iddley-ighty, + Hurry me home to Blighty; + Blighty is the place for me." + + +Whether they sing with levity or seriousness (and levity of manner often +veils their seriousness of feeling), it is of a future of peace and +goodwill they sing. To them the war is a hard road leading to a better +life for mankind. It is to them what the desert was to the Israelites, +when they left the bondage of Egypt for the liberty of the Land of +Promise. Therefore they must tread it without faltering even as Christ +trod the way of the Cross. "There's a long, long trail awinding into the +Land of their dreams" and they will not lose faith in their dreams +however wearisome the way. Elderly navvies and laborers have come to +smooth the roads for them, and nurses are tending those who have fallen +broken by the way; while across the sundering sea are mothers and wives +whose prayers make flowers spring up at their feet and blossoms break +out on every tree that fringes the side of the road. + + + + + *III* + + *THE GLAMOUR OF THE FRONT* + + +There is an undoubted glamour about the Front, which when at home, in +England, cannot be explained. In the army or out of it, the wine of +life is white and still, but at the Front it runs red and sparkling. One +day I got a lift in a motor-wagon and sat on a box by the side of one of +the servants of the officer's mess at the Aerodrome near by. He was +going into Doullens, a market town, to buy food and some little +luxuries. Captain Ball, V.C., the prince of English flyers, was, up to +the time of his death in the air, a member of the mess, and the servant +was telling me how comfortable all the officers make their quarters. In +a phrase he defined the glamour of the Front. + +"One day," he said, "when we were helping him to make his room +comfortable, Captain Ball burst out into a merry laugh and chuckled, 'We +haven't long to live, but we live well while we do live.'" + +There you have it. Life is concentrated. Death is near--just round the +corner--so the men make the most of their time and "live well." It has +the same quality as "leave" at home. Leave is short and uncertain, so +we "live well." Our friends know it may be the last sight of us, and we +know it may be our last sight of them. They are kind and generous to +us, as we are to them; and so, the ten days of "leave" are just +glorious. Ruskin says that the full splendor of the sunset lasts but a +second, and that Turner went out early in the evening and watched with +rapt attention for that one second of supreme splendor and delight. He +lived for sunsets and while others were balancing their accounts, or +taking tea, he went out to see the daily miracle. The one second in +which he saw God pass by in the glory of the sunset was to him worth all +the twenty-four hours. For one second in each day he caught the glamour +of earth and heaven, and went back to his untidy studios blind to all +but the splendor he had seen. + +That second each day was life, indeed, and the glamour of the Front is +like unto it. It is the place where life sets, and the darkness of +death draws on. The commonest soldier feels it and with true instinct, +not less true because unconscious, he describes death at the Front as +"going West." It is the presence of death that gives the Front its +glamour, and life its concentrated joy and fascination. Captain Ball +saw it with the intuition of genius when he said: "We haven't long to +live, but we live well while we _do_ live." + +The immediate presence of death at the Front gives tone to every +expression of life, and makes it the kindest place in the world. No one +feels he can do too much for you, and there is nothing you would not do +for another. Whether you are an officer or a private, you can get a lift +on any road, in any vehicle, that has an inch of room in it. How often +have I seen a dozen tired Tommies clambering up the back of an empty +motor-lorry which has stopped, or slowed down, to let them get in. It is +one of the merriest sights of the war and redounds to the credit of +human nature. Cigarettes are passed round by those who have, to those +who have not, with a generosity that reminds one of nothing so much as +that of the early Christians who "had all things common; and sold their +possessions and goods, and parted them to all men, as every man had +need." You need never go hungry while others have food. Officers are +welcome at every mess they go near, and privates will get food in the +servants' kitchen or may go shares with the men in any billet. It may +be a man's own fault that he took no food on the march, and his comrades +may tell him so in plain strong language, but they will compel him to +share what they have just the same. + +One wet night on the Somme I got lost in "Happy Valley" and could not +find my regiment. Seeing a light in a tent, I made for it. It was a +pioneers' tent, but they invited me to come in out of the storm and stay +the night. They were at supper and had only a small supply of +bully-beef, biscuits and strong tea; but they insisted on me sharing +what they had. I was dripping with rain, and they gave me one of their +blankets. One of them gave me a box to sleep on, while he shared his +chum's. Some lost privates came in later wet to the skin, and the +pioneers gave them all the eatables left over from supper, and shared +out their blankets and clothes. It was pure Christianity--whatever +creeds they may think they believe. And it is the glamour of the Front. +England feels cold and dull after it. Kindness and comradeship pervade +the air in France. You feel that everyone is a friend and brother. It +will be pretty hard for chaplains to go back to their churches. They +have been spoiled by too much kindness. How can they go back to the +cold atmosphere of criticism and narrow judgments which prevail in so +many churches--that is, unless the war has brought changes there also? +And after preaching to dying men who listen as it their destiny depended +upon their hearing, how can they go back to pulpits where large numbers +in the congregations regard their messages as of less importance than +dinner, and as merely supplying material for an exercise in more or less +kindly criticism during the discussion of that meal? + +The glamour of the services at the Front! How the scenes are +photographed on my heart! As a congregation sits in a church at home +how stolid its features often are--how dull its eyes! One glance around +and the preacher's heart sinks within him and his inspiration flies +away. Nothing is expected of him, and nothing particularly desired. +People have come by force of habit, and not of need. But how the eyes of +the soldiers in France glow and burn; how their features speak, and make +the preacher speak in reply! Who could help being eloquent there! Such +faces would make the dumb speak. One can see the effect of his words as +plainly in their expressions as he can see the effect of wind on a +cornfield. Every emotion from humor to concern leaps from the heart to +the face as the subject touches them at, first this point of their life, +then at that. The men's eyes are unforgettable. Months afterwards they +come vividly to mind, and one is back again answering the questions they +silently ask, and seeing the look of content or gratitude that takes the +place of the perplexed or troubled expression. Eyes are said to be the +windows of the soul, and as I have spoken I have seen men's souls +looking out. At home the windows are darkened and there seemed to be no +souls behind the panes. The dwellers within the houses are busy with +other matters, and will not come to the windows. The preacher feels +like an organ-grinder in the street--those who hear do not heed nor come +to the windows of the soul. In France there is a soul looking out at +every window; and the preacher sings--for his words grow rhythmic--to +his listeners of the love of God and of the love of women and children +which make sweet this vale of tears and light man on his lone way beyond +the grave. + +One Sunday in hospital, when we heard the singing of a hymn in the ward +below, a young officer, in the next bed, turned to me and said: "Why +doesn't the chaplain hold a service for us? Why does he only hold them +for the Tommies? We need them and want them, just as much as the +Tommies. We are officers but we are also men." I passed the word to +the chaplain, and he was a joyful man when in the evening he gave us a +service and the officers of the next ward asked the orderlies to carry +them in. + +There is the same naturalness and spirit of fellowship between members +of various churches. Many lasting friendships have been formed between +chaplains of differing communions. There has been no change of creed +but something greater, a change of spirit. They have been touched by the +common spirit, and have lived and worked in free and happy fellowship. +On my last Sunday in a hospital in France, the chaplain, a canon of the +Church of England, invited me to read the lesson at the morning parade +service, and to administer the wine at Holy Communion. This I did; and +a colonel who was present stayed behind to express to us both the +pleasure which had been given to him by the sight of Anglican and +Methodist churchmen serving together at the Lord's Table. + +To a chaplain not a little of the glamour of the Front is found in this +warm fellowship between men of differing creeds and varying religious +communions. We have not knocked down our garden walls but we have taken +off the cut glass that had been cemented on them by our fathers; and now +we can lean over and talk to our neighbors. We have already found that +our neighbors are human beings, and quite normal. The chief difference +between us seems to be that while one has an obsession for roses the +other has an obsession for dahlias. On pansies, sweet peas and +chrysanthemums we seem equally keen and exchange plants. A Roman +Catholic officer who had been appointed to the Ulster Division told me +that though he was received coldly at first, he had not been with the +Division more than a few weeks when every officer in his regiment, and +every soldier in his company, accepted him as cordially as if he were a +Protestant. He was from Dublin and they from Belfast, but they did not +allow it to make any difference, and feelings of the warmest loyalty and +friendship sprang up. His Tommies would fight to the death by his side, +as readily as around any Ulsterman; and he was just as popular in the +officers' mess. When, he said, it passed the Irish Guards or any other +Roman Catholic regiment, his regiment would sing some provoking song +about "hanging the Pope with a good strong rope," and the Dublin +regiment would reply with some song equally obnoxious and defiant; but +whereas, in peace time, the songs would have caused a free fight to the +accompaniment of bloodshed, now it caused nothing worse than laughter. +The songs were just a bit of teasing such as every regiment likes to +regale another with--perhaps, too, a common memory of the dear country +they have left behind. The men of Belfast and the men of Dublin have +learned to respect and value one another. They know that in a scrap +with the enemy they can count on one another to the last drop of blood, +for, whether from North or South, the Irish are "bonnie fighters." Of +such are the miracles at the Front. + +Most of all, perhaps, the glamour of the Front is found in the nobility +to which common men rise. An artillery officer told me that he had in +his battery a soldier who seemed utterly worthless. He was dirty in all +his ways, and unreliable in character. In despair they made him +sanitary orderly, that is, the scavenger whose duty it was to remove all +refuse. One night the officer wanted a man to go on a perilous errand +and there were few men available. Instantly this lad volunteered. The +officer looked at him in amazement, and with a reverence born on the +instant. "No," he thought, "I will not let him go and get killed. I'll +go myself." He told the lad so, and disappointment was plainly written +on his features. + +"But, you'll let me come with you, sir?" he replied. + +"Why should two risk their lives," asked the officer, "when one can do +the job?" + +"But you might get wounded, sir," was the quick response; and they went +together. + +An Irish officer told me of one man who seemed bad from top to toe. All +the others had some redeeming feature but this man appeared not to +possess any. He used the filthiest language and was dirty in his habits +and dress. He was drunken and stole the officers' whisky out of the +mess. He was unchaste and had been in the hospital with venereal +disease; and neither as man nor soldier was there anything good to say +of him. The regiment was sent to France, and in due time took its place +in the trenches; and then appeared in this man something that had never +risen to the surface before. Wherever there were wounded and dying men +he proved himself to be the noblest man in the regiment. When a man +fell in No Man's Land, he was over the parapet in the twinkling of an +eye to bring him in. No barrage could keep him away from the wounded. +It was a sort of passion with him that nothing could restrain. To save +others he risked his life scores of times. In rest-billets he would +revert to some of his evil ways, but in the trenches he was the +Greatheart of the regiment and, though he did not receive it, he earned +the Victoria Cross over and over again. There is a glamour at the Front +that holds the heart with an irresistible grip. In the light of War's +deathly fires the hearts of men are revealed and the black sheep often +get their chance. Life is intense and deep and men are drawn together +by a common peril. They find the things that unite and forget the things +that separate. + +"We haven't long to live," said Captain Ball joyfully, "but we live well +while we _do_ live," and in those words he expressed the glamour of the +Front. Ball found, as thousands of his comrades-in-arms had found, that + + "One crowded hour of glorious life + Is worth an age without a name." + + + + + *IV* + + *A WHITE HANDKERCHIEF* + + +In his _History of the Somme Campaign_ John Buchan quotes, from an +official report, an incident which, though I have tried, I cannot get my +imagination to believe. Probably the incident is a true one but, +unfortunately for me, my mind will not let it in. I cannot visualize it +and the report is turned from the door as an impostor. The report +states that in a certain attack our aeroplanes fired on the Germans in +their trenches and that the enemy waved white handkerchiefs in token of +surrender. Without the slightest difficulty I can imagine all except +the white handkerchiefs. Where did they get them to wave? Men in the +firing trenches don't carry anything so conspicuous as white +handkerchiefs. To draw one out in a thoughtless moment might bring a +sniper's bullet, and there are risks enough without inviting more. I +doubt if in any English regiment two white handkerchiefs could be found: +and I have little expectation that more could be found among the enemy. +Furthermore, it is questionable, at this stage of the war, if a white +handkerchief would be regarded as a sign, of surrender. It might be +taken as a taunt. + +There is nothing more remarkable in the war than the psychological +change that has been wrought in white. A white feather used to be the +badge of cowardice and a white flag the token of surrender. It is not +so now. White has taken on a peculiar sacredness. If a new medal were +to be struck of the same high value as the Victoria Cross it would +probably be given a white ribbon, as the other has a red or (for the +navy) blue. This change in the moral significance of white was brought +home to me by an incident in a billet. I had gone to a barn to give the +men some shirts and socks that had been sent to me. I stood on the +steps, and like an auctioneer, offered my goods for acceptance. "Who +wants a shirt? Who a scarf? Who wants this pair of mittens? Who a +pair of socks?" Hands shot up at each question, and the fun grew fast +and furious. Then I drew out and held up a white handkerchief. "A-ah! +A-ah!" they cried wistfully in chorus. For a moment they stood gazing +at it and forgot to raise their hands towards it; then, with a single +movement, every hand shot up. Unwittingly I had stirred them to the +depths; and I felt sorry for them. + +The Magic Carpet of Baghdad is not a fiction after all. In the +twinkling of an eye my white handkerchief had carried every boy and man +to his home, and placed him by the fireside. I saw it in their eyes and +heard it in the sadness and wistfulness of their voices as they +ejaculated "A-ah!" They had not seen a white handkerchief for months. +The last they saw was at home. A vision of home flashed before their +minds and they were back in the dear old days of peace when they used +white handkerchiefs and khaki ones were unknown to them. If in battle +they were to see Germans waving white handkerchiefs, I think it would +make them savage and unwilling to give quarter. They would think the +enemy was taunting them with all they had lost. And they would be +maddened by the thought that here were the very men who, by their +war-lust, had caused them to lose it. For a German to wave a white +handkerchief before a British soldier would be as dangerous as flaunting +a red flag before a bull. It would bring death rather than pity. +Anything of pure white is rare at the front, and it has gradually taken +on a meaning it never held before. About the only white thing we have +is the paper we write home on, and that use of the color helps to +sanctify it in the shrine of the heart. + +In the army it is a term of supreme praise to call a man _white_. When +you say a comrade is a "_white man_" there is no more to be said. It is +worth more than the Victoria Cross with its red ribbon, for it includes +gallantry, and adds to it goodness. A man must be brave to be called +white and he must be generous, noble and good. To reach whiteness is a +great achievement. To be dubbed white is, in the army, like being +dubbed knight at King Arthur's Court or canonized saint in the Church. +He stands out among a soldier's comrades distinct as a white +handkerchief among khaki ones. + +I don't know where the term came from, but, wherever it may have tarried +on the way, I think its footprints could be traced back to the Book of +Revelation for its starting place. In the first chapter we have a +picture of Christ as the first "White Man"--"His Head and His Hairs were +white like wool, as white as snow." In the second chapter His faithful +followers are given "a white stone, and in the stone a new name +written." Is not the new name "White man"? In the third chapter we +read of "a few names even in Sardis which have _not defiled their +garments_; and they shall _walk with Me in white_; for they are worthy." +There, too, the Laodiceans are counseled to buy "white raiment." In the +fourth chapter we see the four and twenty elders, sitting around the +throne under the rainbow arch, "clothed in white raiment." In the sixth +chapter we have the crowned King going "forth conquering, and to +conquer" and He is sitting on "a white horse," that is, He uses "white" +instruments to carry out His conquests. Death, in the same chapter, +rides on a "pale" horse, but not a "white" one. Under the altar were +the souls of the martyrs, "And white robes were given unto every one of +them." And surely the climax is reached when we read in the seventh +chapter that "a great multitude, which no man could number, of all +nations, and kindreds, and people and tongues, stood before the throne, +and before the Lamb, clothed with white robes." So striking was the +scene that one of the elders asked, "What are these which are arrayed in +white robes? and whence came they?" And the answer is given, "These are +they which came out of great tribulation, and have washed their robes, +and made them white in the blood of the Lamb. Therefore are they before +the throne of God." In the army white has come back to its ancient +significance. The brave and noble martyrs of the early Church were +given "white robes" and in the army to-day the brave and pure wear +"white robes" in the eyes of their comrades. When Clifford Reed was +killed by a shell at his Regimental Aid Post his colonel wrote of him +that he was the "whitest man" he had ever known. He had done more than +wear "the white flower of a _blameless_ life." His virtues were +positive, not merely negative. He wore a "white _robe_"; not a mere +speck of white such as a white flower in a buttonhole would appear. +White is a positive color, not a negative. Reed was more than +"blameless," he was "white and all white." To our soldiers a white +handkerchief speaks of home, and a "white man" speaks of honor and +heroism and heaven. + + + + + *V* + + *THE SONGS OUR SOLDIERS SING* + + +The necessity for poetry and song is fully and officially recognized by +the military authorities at the Front. Every Division has its own +concert party. These men are chosen out of the ranks because they can +sing, and their one task is to furnish nightly concerts for the men. +They are provided with a good hall, or tent, or open-air position; and +they are given enough money to buy stage scenery and appropriate dress. +Everybody attends the concerts from the general to the private; and +while the entertainments last, the war is forgotten. A charge is made +at the door but the balance sheet is published for all ranks to see; and +the profits are distributed among the Divisional charities. + +Among the many Divisional Concert Parties may be named "The Bow Bells," +"The Duds," "The Follies," "The Whizz-bangs," "The Fancies" and, "The +Giddigoats." But, after all, the singing in the concert rooms is but a +small fraction of the singing one hears in the Army. On every march, in +every billet and mess, there is the sound of singing. Nor must the +singing at our religious services and in the Y.M.C.A. huts be forgotten. +Song seems to be the great renewer of hope and courage. It is the joy +bringer. Moreover, it is an expression of emotions that can find no +other voice. + +There is no real difference between the songs sung by the officers, and +those sung by the men. All attend the concerts and all sing on the +march. The same songs do for both commanders and commanded, and I have +heard the same songs in the men's billets as in the officers' +mess-rooms. How real these songs are to the soldiers is indicated by +one striking omission. There are no patriotic songs at the Front. +Except the National Anthem rendered on formal occasions, I have never, +in eighteen months, heard a single patriotic song. The reason is not +far to seek. The soldiers' patriotism calls for no expression in song. +They are expressing it night and day in the endurance of hardship and +wounds--in the risking of their lives. Their hearts are satisfied with +their deeds, and songs of such a character become superfluous. In +peace-time they sing their love of the homeland, but in war-time they +suffer for her and are content. They would never think of singing a +patriotic song as they march into battle. It would be painting the lily +and gilding refined gold. Are not their deathless deeds, songs for +which they make a foil by singing some inconsequential and evanescent +song such as, "There's something in the sea-side air." + +On analysis I should say that there are five subjects on which our +soldiers sing. First, there are Nonsense Songs or, if you prefer it, +songs of soldier-philosophy. They know that no theory will explain the +war; it is too big a thing for any sheet of philosophy to cover. It has +burst in on our little hum-drum life like a colliding planet. The thing +to do is not to evolve a theory as to how the planet got astray but to +clear up the mess it has made. Our soldiers show this sense of the +vastness of war-happenings, by singing of things having no real +importance at all, and keeping steadily at their duties. The path of +duty is, they find, the only path of sanity. The would-be war +philosopher they put on one side. The war is too big for him. Let him +leave his explanation of the war and lend a hand to bring it to an end. +So they sing, with laughing irony, + + "We're here because we're here, because + We're here, because we're here." + +Or, + + "While you've got a lucifer to light your fag, + Smile, boys, that's the style. + What's the use of worrying? + It never was worth while, + So pack up your troubles in your old kit-bag + And smile, smile, smile." + +Another favorite is, + + "Oh, there was a little hen and she had a wooden leg, + The best little hen that ever laid an egg, + And she laid more eggs than any hen on the farm, + And another little drink wouldn't do us any harm." + +I have seen them dancing round some old piano singing, + + "Oh, that fascinating Bow Bells' glide, + It's a captivating Bow Bells' slide. + There's a rumor that the puma does it now, + Monkeys have taken to it, + Leopards and lions do it. + All the elephants wear dancing shoes, + They keep hopping with the kangaroos; + Hear them chatter, it's a matter for some talk; + Now the Jungle's got the Bow Bells' walk." + + +The second class of song is the Love Song, of a more or less serious +character. The Tommies came out of England singing "Tipperary," but +they dropped it in France, and the only one on whose lips I have heard +it was a little French boy sitting on the tail of a cart. The chorus +alone gave it popularity for it was the expression, ready to hand, of a +long farewell; and with its "long long way to go" showed that, like +Kitchener, the soldiers were not deceived by hopes of an early peace. + +Now another song with verses more expressive of their sentiments has +taken its place. The chorus runs: + + "There's a long, long trail a-winding + Into the land of my dreams, + Where the nightingales are singing + And a white moon beams; + There's a long, long night of waiting + Until my dreams all come true; + Till the day when I'll be going down + That long, long trail with you." + +Then the mood changes, and we hear the lads piping out, + + "Taffy's got his Jennie in Glamorgan, + Sandy's got his Maggie in Dundee, + While Michael O'Leary thinks of his dearie + Far across the Irish Sea. + Billy's got his Lily up in London, + So the boys march on with smiles; + For every Tommy's got a girl somewhere + In the dear old British Isles." + +Again the mood veers round, and we hear, + + "Every little while I feel so lonely, + Every little while I feel so blue, + I'm always dreaming, I'm always scheming, + Because I want you, and only you. + Every little while my heart is aching, + Every little while I miss your smile, + And all the time I seem to miss you; + I want to, want to kiss you, + Every, every, every little while." + + +Here is part of a song I have heard sung, many and many a time, by young +officers and men whose voices are now silent in death: + + "If you were the only girl in the world, + And I were the only boy, + Nothing else would matter in the world to-day, + We could go on loving in the same old way; + A Garden of Eden just made for two, + With nothing to mar our joy; + I would say such wonderful things to you, + There would be such wonderful things to do, + If you were the only girl in the world, + And I were the only boy." + + +Sometimes the imagination will wander into the days that are to be--for +some--and they sing, + + "We don't want a lot of flags flying, + We don't want your big brass bands; + We don't want a lot of speechifying, + And we don't want a lot of waving hands; + We don't want a lot of interfering, + When we've safely crossed the foam; + But we _do_ want to find the girls we left behind, + When we all come marching home." + + +Will the girls remember! The words are not without tragedy. How deeply +some of the men love may perhaps never be realized by those at home. +The longing of their hearts is, at times, almost unbearable. A captain, +past middle life, took my arm one day and led me aside. He was, he +said, a little anxious about himself, for he was getting into the habit +of taking more drink than he was wont to take. He had been taking it +when he felt lonely and depressed to ease the longing of his heart. + +"I never touch it at home," he said, "the society of my dear little wife +is all the stimulant I need. I would give the world to be with her +now--just to sit in my chair and watch her at her sewing or knitting. +The separation is too much for me and, you know, it has lasted nearly +three years now." + +I have caught this yearning in more than one of the songs our soldiers +sing, but especially in the following, which is called "Absent": + + "Sometimes, between long shadows on the grass, + The little truant waves of sunlight pass; + My eyes grow dim with tenderness, the while + Thinking I see thee, thinking I see thee smile. + + "And sometimes in the twilight gloom, apart, + The tall trees whisper, whisper heart to heart; + From my fond lips the eager answers fall, + Thinking I hear thee, thinking I hear thee call." + + +The men's thoughts pass easily from the sweetheart to the mother who +bore them, and we have a third class, the Home Song. I have been +awakened in the night by men, going up to the line, singing "Keep the +Home Fires Burning." It is very thrilling to hear in the dead of night, +when every singer is within range of the enemy's guns. + +Another great favorite is, + + "They built a little garden for the rose, + And they called it Dixie-land; + They built a summer breeze to keep the snows + Far away from Dixie-land; + They built the finest place I've known, + When they built my home sweet home; + Nothing was forgotten in the land of cotton, + From the clover to the honey-comb, + And then they took an angel from the skies + And they gave her heart to me. + She had a bit of heaven in her eyes + Just as blue as blue can be; + They put some fine spring chickens in the land, + And taught my Mammy how to use a frying pan. + They made it twice as nice as paradise, + And they called it Dixie-land." + + +Being Londoners, the following song called "Leave" never fails in its +appeal to our Division: + + "I'm so delighted, I'm so excited, + With my folks I'm going to be united. + The train's departing, 'twill soon be starting; + I'll see my mother, my dad and my baby brother. + My! How I'll meet them, My! how I'll greet them. + What a happy happy day. + Just see that bustle, I'd better hustle, + Good-bye--so long--can't stay-- + + Chorus + + "I'm on my way back to dear old Shepherd's Bush, + That's the spot where I was born, + Can't you hear the porter calling, + Queen's Road, Piccadilly, Marble Arch and Bond Street? + Oh, I'll not hesitate, I'll reach the gate; + Through the crowd I mean to push, + Find me a seat anywhere--please anywhere, + Tram, train, tube, 'bus I don't care-- + For mother and daddy are waiting there-- + In dear old Shepherd's Bush." + + +On the eve of one big battle, a soldier handed me a letter in which he +gave me the addresses of his father and his sweetheart, so that I could +write to them if he fell. + +"In the last battle," he said, "one of my brothers was killed and +another wounded. If I fall I shall die without regrets and with a heart +content; but it will go hard with those at home; and I want you to break +the news gently. These are terrible times for those at home." "These +are terrible times _for those at home_." That is their constant +refrain, and it finds an echo in a song often sung by them. + + "It's a long long way to my home in Kentucky, + Where the blue-bells grow 'round the old cabin door; + It's a long, long way and I'll be mighty lucky + When I see my dear old mammy once more. + So weep no more, my lady, + Just brush those tears away; + It's a long long way to my home in Kentucky, + But I'm bound to get there some day." + + +But the chief favorite of all Home Songs is, I think, the following: + + "There's an old-fashioned house in an old-fashioned street; + In a quaint little old-fashioned town; + There's a street where the cobble stones harass the feet, + As it straggles up hill and then down; + And, though to and fro through the world I must go, + My heart while it beats in my breast, + Where e'er I may roam, to that old-fashioned home + Will fly like a bird to its nest. + + "In that old-fashioned house in that old-fashioned street, + Dwell a dear little old-fashioned pair; + I can see their two faces so tender and sweet, + And I love every wrinkle that's there. + I love ev'ry mouse in that old-fashioned house + In the street that runs up hill and down; + Each stone and each stick, ev'ry cobble and brick, + In that quaint little old-fashioned town." + + +The charm of the Army is its comradeship. Our soldiers have left their +homes and friends but they have found new friends, and some of the +friendships have become very precious. Men slept side by side in barn +and trench, cooked their rations at the same little wood fire, and stood +together in the hour of danger and imminent death. Many of them owe +their lives to their comrades. There are few songs that express this +wonderful comradeship, but there is one that is known and sung through +the army. It represents the Songs of Comradeship: + + "When you come to the end of a perfect day, + And you sit alone with your thought, + While the chimes ring out with a carol gay, + For the joy that the day has brought; + Do you think what the end of a perfect day + Can mean to a tired heart, + When the sun goes down with a flaming ray, + And the dear friends have to part? + + "Well, this is the end of a perfect day, + Near the end of a journey too; + But it leaves a thought that is big and strong, + With a wish that is kind and true. + For mem'ry has painted this perfect day + With colors that never fade; + And we find at the end of a perfect day + _The soul of a friend we've made_." + + +The fifth class of song is that of the inner life. It is the Religious +Hymn. The soldiers are extremely fond of hymns in their services. You +cannot give them too many. "Rock of Ages," "Jesus lover of my soul," +"Fight the good fight," "There is a green hill," "At even ere the sun +was set," "O God our help in ages past," and "Eternal Father strong to +save" cannot be chosen too often. But there are two hymns which have +stood out above all others; they are "Abide with me," and "When I survey +the wondrous Cross." + +There is nothing written by the hand of man which can compete with these +two in the blessing and strength which they have brought to our +soldiers, especially during an offensive when death has cast his shadow +over the hearts of all. During the bitterest weeks in the Somme +fighting there was scarcely a service in which we did not sing "When I +survey the wondrous Cross." With its assurance of redemption it gave +comfort in the face of death. It also gave, for an example, the Supreme +Sacrifice. + +Some of the songs I have quoted look bare and ungainly as trees in +winter, but when the musician has clothed them with music and the singer +added to them a touch of his own personality they are fair as trees in +summer. Still the fact remains that none of these songs will live on +their own merits. They are not born to immortality. Like the daisies +they have their day and pass away to make room for others. It is best +so. There is not room in the world for everything to be immortal, and +the transient has a work of its own to do. The charm and rare beauty of +the English countryside are due to the transience of its flowers and +foliage and little of the evergreen is enough. We tire of the eternal. +The transient songs I have quoted here have been meat and drink to our +soldiers in the most terrible war ever waged. They may be poor stuff in +comparison with our classic songs but a good appetite can get +nourishment out of plain food and grow strong on it. For the purpose in +hand these songs have been better than the classics; otherwise they +would not have been chosen. There is a time and place for all things. +The robin may not be compared with the nightingale but it is not the +less welcome, for it sings when the nightingale is silent. Our +soldiers' songs will die, some are already dead, but they have done +their work and justified their existence. They have given pleasure and +strength to men as they went out to do immortal deeds. No wounded +soldier, or parched traveler, thinks lightly of a cup of water because +it perished in the using; and so it is with the songs our soldiers sing. + + + + + *VI* + + *EASTER SUNDAY* + + +Night and day for a week, the fearful bombardment continued. Our guns +were everywhere, and belching forth without intermission. Dumps of +shells were almost as common as sheaves in a corn-field, and processions +of ammunition-wagons piled the shells up faster than the gorging guns +could take them. The noise was something beyond imagination. It was as +though all the devils in hell had come out to demoniacally celebrate the +end of the world. We were living--two transport officers and I--in an +empty farm-house that, some time before we came in, had been a target +for direct hits. One shell had gone through the roof, and another +through the gable wall. The windows had been shattered, and the garden +and fields were pitted with shell-holes. Our first care had been to +look at the cellar, but we had decided, if things became too hot, to +make for the open fields. We all slept in the same room, and were at +times wakened up by "an arrival" and passed an opinion as to its +distance. If, for a time, none came nearer, we turned over and went to +sleep again, for a man must sleep even though it be on the edge of a +volcano. + +One morning the servants found a shell nose-cap beneath the window--just +that, and nothing more. The week was wearing on. Another morning some +of the 7th Middlesex Regiment were in the baths in the village over the +way, and a company of the London Scottish was passing by. Two shells +fell in the road. The bathers scampered out of the bath and ran naked, +here and there, for shelter; the Scottish "scattered"; but some +forty-five soldiers, mostly kilted, lay in the road dead or wounded. In +the dead of night a party of machine gunners, just returned from the +firing-trench, stood outside their billet in our village square debating +if they should make a cup of tea before turning in to sleep. A shell +decided the matter, and, next morning, I laid two of them to rest in the +little cemetery, and the others stood by as mourners. + +The week of terror reached its crisis on the Sunday--an Easter Sunday +never to be forgotten. The infantry of the Brigade had been away to a +camp, beyond range, for a week's rest. They had now returned ready for +the battle. Three of the regiments had taken up their positions in the +reserve trenches, but my own regiment was quartered in the fatal +village. The day dawned bright and fair, but its smiles were the smiles +of a deceiver. The Germans had decided on the destruction of the +village, a sort of devil's "hail-and-farewell" before being driven back +at the points of bayonets. We were awakened by the firing of +machine-guns over our heads, and rushed to the door to see a fight in +the air. High up in the blue, two aeroplanes circled about for +positions of vantage, and then rushed at one another like hawks in +mortal combat. A silence followed. Then one rose and made off towards +the battle-line but fell to a shot of our gunners before it could reach +safety. The other, with its petrol-tank on fire, was planing down to +earth. Down and down an invisible spiral staircase it seemed to rush, +while the golden fire burnt at its vitals, and a trailing cloud of smoke +marked its path of doom. Breathlessly we watched its descent. It was +under perfect control, but its path to the ground was too long and +spiral, and the faster it rushed through the air the greater the draught +became and the more madly the flames leapt up. Every second was precious +and the certainty of its doom made us sick. We saw the body of the +observer fall out, and still the flaming machine pursued its course. +Then the wings fell away and twirled to the ground like feathers, while +the engine and the pilot dropped like a stone. When the bodies were +picked up, it was found that the observer had been shot through the +head, and that the pilot, with his dead comrade behind him, had worked +the wheel until the furious encroaching flame had swept over him, and +robbed him of mortal life. + +Shells were now dropping in the village every few minutes. Our +farm-house was on the right wing, and we stood watching the bombardment. +With each burst there rose a cloud of black smoke and red brick-dust, +and we knew that another cottage has been destroyed. Then the shells +began to creep round to the right as if the enemy was feeling for the +bridge over which the ammunition wagons were passing. On one side of +the little bridge was a white bell-tent, and we watched the shells +dropping within a few feet of it without destroying it. Between the +tent and our street lay a stagnant pool, and we saw about a dozen shells +fall in its water. The range was lengthening and it seemed as if some +invisible octopus were stretching out its feelers towards us. A shell +smashed against the farm-house at the bottom of our street. The deadly +thing was coming nearer. Some of our sergeants were in a farm-house a +few doors away, and, hearing a shell fall in the field between them and +the pool, they came to the decision that the moment had come "to +scatter," but they were too late. It would have been better had they +stayed indoors. As they rushed out a shell burst over the yard three of +them fell to the ground dead, and three more were blown back into the +house by the force of the explosion. The coping stone of the outhouse +where the shell burst was blown away and three ragged seams were scored +on the green doorway of the yard outside which the three lads lay dead. +One of them had, ten days before, shown me to my billet thirty yards +farther up. He acted as interpreter to the regiment and as he had not +to go into the line, we thought that he was one of those who would see +the end of the war. Yet there he lay. + +But the worst calamity of the day was yet to befall. Some fifteen or +sixteen ammunition wagons, unable to get through the village, had halted +in the Square--"Wipers Square" it had been named. Each wagon was loaded +with nine-point-two shells. An enemy-shot fell on a wagon and set it on +fire; then the village became like unto Sodom and Gomorrah on their day +of doom. One or two drivers bravely stuck to their wagons, and got them +out but the rest of the wagons were lost. The scene that followed was +indescribable. Dor could never have pictured such horrors. The wagons +all caught fire and their loads of shells began to explode. We stood +out in the fields and watched the conflagration, while all the time the +Germans continued to shell the village. The large village-hall and the +houses on each side of the square were utterly destroyed. Great +explosions sent fragments of wagons and houses sky-high, and showers of +missiles fell even where we stood. The fore part of one wagon was blown +on to the roof of a house. Houses caught fire and blazed all afternoon. +Some machine-gunners joined us and told how, when choking smoke began to +penetrate into their cellar they had to rush through the square and its +bursting shells to preserve their lives. A German shell burst in a +billet where a platoon of our men were sheltering in the cellar, and +those who were not killed by the shell were crushed to death by the fall +of the house. Another shell hit the roof of the house in the cellar of +which was our Advanced Dressing Station for the morrow's battle. Two +orderlies who happened to be in the street were killed, and the colonel +was knocked down. In the cellars of almost every house were soldiers or +civilians, and all day the ammunition wagons continued burning; shell +after shell getting red hot and exploding. + +All day the German bombardment continued and, amid a terrific din, our +own gunners returned a score or more for every one received. By the +bridge another long line of loaded ammunition wagons stood for two +hours, and though shells were bursting close by, not one hit the wagons. +The drivers stood by them and, as soon as the road was cleared, got them +away to the guns. Yet, while the Square was burning and the German +shells falling, hundreds of men from the London regiments entered the +village from the right, and crossed the bridge to stack their packs so +as to be ready for the coming battle. They walked in single file and +with wide gaps between, but not a man ran or quickened his pace. My +blood tingled with pride at their courage and anger at their +carelessness. What _would_ make a British soldier run? An officer was +walking near the pool. A shell fell near enough for fragments to kill +him, but he merely looked round, stopped to light a cigarette and walked +leisurely on as if nothing had happened. Three men stood with their +backs against a small building near the bridge as if sheltering from the +rain. Several shells fell uncomfortably near, so, concluding that the +rain had changed its direction, they moved round the corner. And it was +not till more shells had fallen near them that they condescended to move +away altogether. + +Yet this was not bravado for, so far as they knew, no one was watching +them. It was due to a certain dignity peculiar to our fighting man. He +is too proud to acknowledge defeat. He is a man, and whether any one is +watching or not, he is not going to run away from a shell. Hundreds of +lives must have been lost through this stubborn pride but, on the other +hand, thousands of lives must have been saved by it, for it makes the +Army absolutely proof against panic, than which, nothing is so fatal in +war. In eighteen months on the Front I have never seen or heard of a +single case of panic either with many or few. Our soldiers are always +masters of themselves. They have the coolness to judge what is the +wisest thing to do in the circumstances, and they have the nerve to +carry it out. They run unnecessary risks through pride but never +through panic. All that day on the bridge, a military policeman stood at +his post of duty. Like Vesuvius of old the exploding shells in the +Square sent up their deadly eruption, and like the Roman sentry at +Pompeii, he stood at his post. As he stood there I saw a young French +woman leave her house and pass him on the bridge. She was leaving the +village for a safer place but she seemed quite composed and carried a +basket on her left arm. + +While our village was being destroyed we were startled by a tremendous +explosion a few miles away; and looking to our left we saw a huge tongue +of flame leap up to the sky, followed by a wonderful pillar of smoke +which stood rigid for some moments like a monster tower of Babel +reaching up to the heavens. Evidently a dump of cordite had been fired +by an enemy shell. Farther off still, another dump was on fire. Time +and again, bright flames leapt from the ground only to be smothered +again by dense curling masses of smoke. It seemed as if our whole front +was on fire, and news came to us that our main road of communication had +been heavily shelled, and was now strewn with dead horses and men. +Before the battle of the Somme there were no signs and portents so +terrible as these: It was evident that the enemy knew what was in store +for him on the morrow, and was preparing against it, but if the prelude +was so magnificent in its terror, what would the battle be? Imagination +staggered under the contemplation. By four o'clock the bombardment was +almost at an end, and nearly all the shells in the Square had exploded. +The soldiers began to creep out of the cellars. On passing through the +Square we were amazed at the sight. In fact the Transport Officer +passed through at my side without recognizing the place. At the +entrance was a team of six dead mules lying prone on the ground and +terribly torn. Two rows of houses had disappeared, leaving mere heaps +of stones in their places. The pavement was torn up, and the wrecks of +the ammunition wagons lay scattered about. Two houses were still +burning. Our colonel and adjutant we found by the side of the stream. +They had been in a cellar near the Square all day but, fortunately, they +were little the worse for the experience. They were giving orders for +the assembling of the scattered regiment. + +By this time, civilians were leaving the cellars, and with armfuls of +household goods hastening from the village. To them it seemed the end +of all things--the day of doom. Some of them had slight wounds and as +they passed us they cried mournfully, "Finis, Messieurs, Finis." All +was lost. This exodus of the despairing civilians was the saddest sight +of the day. By sunset the regiment had been gathered together--all +except the wounded who had been sent to the Main Dressing Station and +the dead who had been placed side by side and covered with blankets. +Most of our officers and men had lost all their belongings, but in the +twilight they marched out of the village and took their places in the +reserve trenches near the other battalions. These had suffered no +losses. They had been saved the long day's agony. Early in the morning +the battle was to begin but the Westminsters knew that no worse +experience could await them than that through which they had already +passed. + +Next morning I buried, near the ruined church, the bodies of the +sergeants who had been killed a few doors from us; and on the following +day I laid to rest, side by side, in one long grave, two drivers who had +died at their posts in the Square, together with an officer and twenty +men belonging to the 1st Queen's Westminster Rifles. + + + + + *VII* + + *"NOW THE DAY IS OVER"* + + +Achicourt is a little village about a mile out of Arras. It has two +churches, one Roman Catholic, the other, Lutheran. The former church +has been utterly destroyed by German shells, and will have to be rebuilt +from the foundations. The Lutheran church was less prominently placed, +and its four walls are still standing. Its humility has saved it, but, +as by fire. All its windows are gone, and its walls are torn and +scarred by fragments of shells. Most of its slates have been destroyed +and the rain pours through the roof. But, on dry days, and until the +Battle of Arras, it was a beloved little place for services. It stood, +however, at a corner of the village Square, and the Square was destroyed +by hundreds of exploding shells on Easter Sunday. As I passed it in the +afternoon of that day, and saw how it had suffered, my heart grew sad +within me. + +Often it had sheltered us at worship, and many of our most sacred +memories will, for ever, cling like ivy to its walls. The door was +smashed in, the vestibule torn into strips as by lightning. The pews +were strewn on the floor with their backs broken; even the frames of the +windows had been blown out. There was a little portable organ that we +had used with our hymns, and it lay mutilated on the floor like a +slaughtered child. The floor was white with plaster, as when a sharp +frost has brought low the cherry blossom. Never again, I thought, +should I gather my men for worship within its humble, hospitable walls. +One more of the beautiful and sacred things of life had perished in this +all-devouring war. Only the fields remained, and there all my future +services must be held. + +But "fears may be liars" and so mine proved. I had reckoned without the +man in khaki--that master of fate whose head "beneath the bludgeonings +of chance, is bloody but unbowed." In a week he had cleared the Square +of its dead--mules and men--filled in its craters, and cleared away the +debris that blocked the roads. He was even removing the fallen houses +in order to mend the roads with their bricks and stones; and he had +thrown together all the scraps of iron for salvage. There I found, lying +side by side, the burned tin-soldiers of the children; officers' +revolvers which, being loaded, had exploded in the heat; bayonets and +rifle-barrels of the men; broken sewing machines of the women. He had +taken in hand, too, the little church. Sacking was spread across the +windows; the remnants of the little organ were carefully placed under +the pulpit where they lay like the body of a saint beneath an altar; the +floor was swept of its fallen plaster. The pews were repaired and +placed in order again, and a new door was made. Even timber was brought +for a new vestibule. The wood was rough and unpainted--Tommy had to use +what he could get--but it served. The twisted railings were drawn away +from the entrance, and, on the following Sunday, we were back in our old +sanctuary. We felt that it was more sacred than ever. These are the +deeds of our fighting-man that make us love him so much, and these are +the acts of kindness and common sense that make us admire our +commanders. Both officers and men have the heart of a lion in the hour +of battle, the gentleness of a lamb when it is over. Whatever their +circumstances, they cannot cease to be gentlemen, nor forget the fathers +that begat them. + +Let him who doubts the future of England come hither. He will see the +past through the present, and the future through both. Tommy's eyes are +the crystal gazing-glasses in which he will discern the future. Tommy +is living history and the prophecy of the future made flesh. The +pessimists have not seen Tommy here, and that is why they are what they +are. "Age cannot wither nor custom stale" his infinite freshness and +resource. He is a sword that the rust of time cannot corrode, nor the +might of an enemy break, and he will be found flashing wherever there +are wrongs to right and weak to be defended. On Easter Sunday he was +calmly enduring the horror of the German bombardment and the explosions +of his own dump of shells. On Easter Monday he was driving the Germans +at the point of his bayonet, or accepting their surrender at the doors +of their dug-outs! On Easter Tuesday and Wednesday he was repairing a +little French chapel for worship. Take him which day you will, and you +will find him mighty hard to match. To me he is the king of men, and +his genius, cheerfulness and resourcefulness beyond the range of +explanations. + +After some weeks of fighting we had come to our last Sunday in +Achicourt, and were gathered for the evening service. The chapel was +jammed with officers and men, but not all my flock was there. There was +Rifleman Gibson absent. He was carrying his beloved Lewis gun in an +attack when a bullet struck him, and he died, as his comrades report, +with a smile upon his face. Before going into the battle he had given +me his father's address and thanked me for the spiritual help he had +received at the services. It was his farewell to me, and his father now +has the penciled words. And Rifleman Stone was absent, too. He was but +a boy, and beautiful with youth and goodness. His comrades loved him as +David loved Jonathan, with a love passing the love of women. Every day, +they told me in their grief, he knelt in the trench to say his prayers +and to read his Bible. One night after praying he laid him down and +slept. He had often sung the evening hymn: + + "Jesus protects; my fears, be gone! + What can the Rock of Ages move? + Safe in Thy arm I lay me down, + Thy everlasting arms of love. + + "While Thou art intimately nigh, + Who, then, shall violate my rest? + Sin, earth, and hell I now defy; + I lean upon my Saviour's breast. + + "Me for Thine own Thou lov'st to take, + In time and in eternity, + Thou never, never wilt forsake + A helpless soul that trusts in Thee." + +And as he slept, God took him from the misery of this world--took him +without waking him. His broken-hearted comrades gathered together his +broken body, and a friend, a Congregational preacher, who, though over +military age, was serving in the ranks, read the burial service over +him. Lance-corporal Gilbert James was missing, too--he whom I had known +to lose his breakfast to attend a service in a cold, dirty, old barn. +And many others were absent whose departure to the Land beyond our +mortal reach was to us like the putting out of stars. + +We were leaving the Arras front and we sang a hymn for those who had +taken our places: + + "O Lord of Hosts, Whose mighty arm + In safety keeps 'mid war's alarm, + Protect our comrades at the Front + Who bear of war the bitter brunt. + And in the hour of danger spread + Thy sheltering wings above each head, + + "In battle's harsh and dreadful hour, + Make bare Thine arm of sovereign power, + And fight for them who fight for Thee, + And give to justice, victory. + O in the hour of danger spread + Thy sheltering wings above each head. + + "If by the way they wounded lie, + O listen to their plaintive cry; + And rest them on Thy loving breast, + O Thou on Whom the cross was pressed; + And in the hour of danger shed + Thy glorious radiance o'er each head. + + "When pestilence at noonday wastes, + And death in triumph onward hastes, + O Saviour Christ, remember Nain, + And give us our beloved again. + In every ward of sickness tread, + And lay Thy hand upon each head. + + "O Friend and Comforter divine, + Who makest light at midnight shine, + Give consolation to the sad + Who in the days of peace were glad. + And in the hour of sorrow spread + Thy wings above each drooping head. + Amen." + +I had to find a new voice to start it, for our little organ had been +destroyed by a shell, and our precentor was lying in a grave beside his +Medical Aid Post at Guemappe. When, on Good Friday, we had sung the +hymn before, the regiment returned from rest billets to the line, he had +started the tune. His love for music was second only to that of risking +his life for the wounded. In one of his letters given me to censor, he +had written, "How nice it will be to be back in my old place in the +choir." But he was destined not to go back. His path was onward and +upward, and his place was in the heavenly choir. I had seen it in his +large, tender blue eyes. There was in them an expression as if he had +seen "the land that is very far off." I felt that he was chosen as a +sacrifice--that the seal of God was on his forehead. + +Still, we had to sing, though his voice was silent. So we sang--several +tunes, for hymns seemed all our spirits needed. What need was there for +a sermon when we had hymns? We left the rag-time type of hymn and sang +the real deep things that come from men's hearts, and ever after are +taken up by their fellows to express their deepest aspirations and +experiences. The ruined chapel vibrated with music, and men, I am told, +stood in the street to listen while "Jesus, Lover of my Soul," "Rock of +Ages," "When I Survey the Wondrous Cross" and "The Sands of Time are +Sinking" told of the faith and love that lift up the heart. We also +sang "Abide with Me." After hearing us sing it one night, a Roman +Catholic officer in the regiment, a Canadian and one of the bravest, +most beloved men that ever walked, told me that he was a great-grandson +of the author. He is in hospital now with severe wounds, but his men +were present. + +"Couldn't we take up a collection for the repair of the chapel when +peace comes?" whispered a rifleman; "it would be a sort of thanksgiving +for the good times we have had in it, and for the kindness of the +congregation in giving us the use of it so freely." + +I put the suggestion to the men and they voted for it with enthusiasm. +Two of them went round with their caps and out of their shallow purses +the big-hearted fellows gave over 100 francs. In the name of the men I +presented the full caps to a lady of the congregation who was present, +and she was moved to tears. The time was quickly passing, so I mounted +the pulpit and told them of words spoken after the earth's first great +trouble, when the black wings of death had cast their shadow over every +home: "And God said, I do set my bow in the cloud, and it shall be for a +token of a covenant between me and the earth. And it shall come to +pass, when I bring a cloud over the earth, that the bow shall be seen in +the cloud." + +"God," I said, "has made a covenant with man, for man is His neighbor +and subject; and there must be an understanding between them, if there +is to be peace and happiness. Man must know God's will or he will +grieve Him and there will be discord and pain. Also, man must know +God's intentions concerning him, and something of His ways, or else he +will live in fear and dread of the Almighty One in whose power he lies. +There were no books and parchment in the first days, so God took the sky +for His parchment, and dipping His fingers in the most lovely of colors, +wrote out His covenant with man. He spread it out between earth and +heaven so that man might look up and see it without obstruction, and so +that He Himself might look down on it and remember His agreement. 'The +bow,' He said, 'shall be in the cloud; and I will look upon it, that I +may remember the everlasting covenant.'" + +"When you draw up a covenant with a neighbor, you look well at it and +then give it to your attorney, who puts it away in the darkness of the +safe. But it is taken out at intervals for fresh examination. And the +rainbow-covenant was put away behind the clouds, to be brought out again +from time to time to bring comfort and strength to man by its +appearance. The rainbow is only half seen by man. The lower half of its +circle is lost in the earth. It exists, but unseen. And the full +circle of God's beautiful covenant with man has never appeared to our +eyes. A full half is lost in the unapprehending darkness of man's mind. +The full purpose of God is not realized. His plans are too vast and +glorious for the intellect or imagination to span; but half the rainbow +is seen and it is enough. Seeing half we can take the rest on trust. In +the covenant we are assured that we shall never be given darkness +without light, winter without summer, seedtime without harvest, death +without birth, sorrow without joy, or a thick cloud without a rainbow. +He binds Himself not to give evil without good, or to bring tears +without laughter. "I do set My bow in the cloud; and it shall come to +pass when I bring a cloud over the earth, that the bow shall be seen in +the cloud." + +"A rainbow is made up of rain and sunshine and life is woven of the same +stuff--tears and laughter. The most glorious sunshine is incapable of a +rainbow without the co-operation of the dark trailing clouds; and it is +impossible for the human character to reach its ripest maturity and +beauty on joy alone. Sorrow is as beneficent and necessary as joy. +There are untutored natives who dread the rainbow. They believe that it +is a serpent that rises out of the pools to devour men; and there are +unbelieving men in cultured lands who dread adversity no less. They do +not believe that _God_ 'brings the cloud.' The rainbow is their +refutation and it is written across the sky for all to see. On the +other hand, there are unbelieving men who see only the cloud and are +blind to the sunshine. To them life is one long tragedy. It is an +immense futility. They regard man as a mere cork in the sea, thrown +about by blind, deaf, unintelligible natural forces void of purpose; +active indeed but ungoverned. Human life to them is a black cloud +driven through immensity by the winds of unintelligent fate. It has no +meaning and its darkness is the deeper because they cannot call a halt +and disperse it into nothingness. Like Job's wife they would say 'Curse +God and die,' yet they cannot die. But Job, as he sits on the dunghill, +looks up at the rainbow and finds a truer philosophy. 'What?' says he, +'shall we receive good at the hand of God, and shall we not receive +evil?' Under the rainbow's arch there are fruitful fields and beautiful +gardens for where the rainbow hangs in air there is sunshine and there +is rain--the parents of fruitfulness. And to whom God gives in equal +measure joy and sorrow there is beauty and fruitfulness of heart and +life. His promise to 'every living creature' is that He will never send +the cloud without the sunshine and, what is not less gracious, He will +never send the sunshine without the cloud. When by day the Israelites +tramped the fiery desert He led them by a pillar of cloud, and they +marched in its shade; and in the blackness of night He threw in the sky +a pillar of sunshine; and they walked through the gloom in its light. + +"In these terrible days of war when our hearts begin to fail us and dark +doubts cloud the mind, let us look at the Covenant God has made with us. +He has set it in rainbow colors across the sky, that 'he who runs may +read' and 'the wayfaring man though a fool may not err.' God has flung +his rainbow over the trench and the grave; over the Garden of +Gethsemane; over the Cross on Calvary. It is over the tomb in the +Arimathean's Garden; and over Olivet, as Christ ascends to heaven. We +are born under the rainbow, live under it, die under it. At the last we +shall find it over the throne of Judgment. Water and blood flowed from +Christ's side; and life and death, joy and pain, light and darkness, +summer and winter, peace and war come forth from God. + +"Let us take life as it comes with obedient wills and grateful hearts. +The bee finds honey in the thistle as well as in the rose, and 'where +the bee sucks there suck I,' for He who guides the bee guides me. Only +in loving obedience to God shall we find true wisdom. It is not so much +what we are given as how we take it that matters. To be humble nothing +may be so sweet as sorrow; and to the proud nothing may be so bitter as +pleasure. Let us leave God to mix the ingredients of our life, for 'all +things work together for good to them that love God.' It is all in the +covenant written by God's fingers in the colors of the rainbow, and +whenever He brings it from beyond the clouds, let us look at it with +reverent eyes, and ponder its promise. Then shall we be able to say, +with Wordsworth, + + 'My heart leaps up when I behold + A rainbow in the sky.'" + + +After I had finished speaking we sang, at the request of one of the +sergeants, the hymn commencing + + "The Day Thou gavest Lord is ended, + The darkness falls at Thy behest." + +And beautiful indeed was the singing of it. + +The Benediction followed. Just as I was ending it an impulse came to +me, and I yielded to its importunity. "Before we part and before we +leave Achicourt which has meant so much to us of joy and sorrow," I +said, "let us sing a kiddies' hymn. We still shelter in our hearts a +little child. Though we have grown moustaches and some of us gray +hairs, the child that we once were, never quite dies. Let us have a +hymn for the boy within us who never grows up and never dies." Then I +read out verse by verse, for it was not in their books: + + "Now the day is over, + Night is drawing nigh, + Shadows of the evening + Steal across the sky. + + "Jesus, give the weary + Calm and sweet repose; + With Thy tenderest blessing + May their eyelids close. + + "Grant to little children + Visions bright of Thee; + Guarding the sailors tossing + On the angry sea. + + "Comfort every sufferer + Watching late in pain; + Those who plan some evil + From their sin restrain. + + "When the morning wakens, + Then may I arise + Pure and fresh, and sinless + In Thy holy eyes." + +I have witnessed many moving sights in my time and heard much deep and +thrilling music; but I have never been so deeply moved by anything as by +the rich, deep voices of these gallant men and boys who, after winning +the Battle of Arras, had come into this ruined church and were singing +this beautiful kiddies' hymn as their last farewell. + +The collection the boys had taken up had been so heavy that we carried +it to the French lady's house for her. As we entered her home she said +in her simple way, as her eyes grew radiant with gratitude, "I like the +English soldiers." It was the voice of France. And she was worthy to +speak for France. For two-and-a-half years her house had stood within a +mile of the German trenches, and but a few hundred yards from our own +firing line. Yet she and her mother had never left it. She introduced +me to her mother, who had lived in London, and spoke English. Then she +brought in coffee. I had noticed a most remarkable thing about the +house. There was not a piece of glass broken, nor a mark of war on the +walls. It was the only house I have seen, either in Achicourt or Arras, +upon which the war has not laid its monstrous and bloody finger. "How +is it," I asked the mother, "that your house has not been touched?" Her +eyes shone and a sweet smile lit up her face. "It is the will of God," +she said simply. "Shells have fallen a little short of us and a little +beyond us. They have passed within a yard of the house, and we have +heard the rushing of the wind as they passed, but they have not touched +us. When the village has been bombarded we have gone down into the +cellar as was but discretion and duty, but we have had the conviction +all along that we should be spared, and we refused to leave the house. +We do not know God's purpose but we believe that it is God's will to +spare us." I leave the fact to speak for itself and offer no +explanation. Skeptics will say the house was spared by accident; but +they would not have stayed there two-and-a-half years trusting to such +an accident. These two women, without a man in the house, stayed on the +very confines of hell with its hourly suspense and danger for nearly +three years, because they believed it was God's will and that, though +they walked through the fiery furnace heated seven times hotter than it +was wont to be heated, He would not allow so much as a hair of their +heads to be singed. And not a hair was singed. They were women in whom +faith burned like a bright pillar of fire. One caught its light, and +felt its heat. I have met patriots and heroes and know their quality +when I see them and come near them. These were "the real thing." Faith +in God and faith in their country were interwoven in their spirits like +sun and shower in a rainbow. They were of the same breed as the Maid of +France, and like her, with their white banner bearing the device of the +Cross, they withstood and defied the might and terror of the invader. +They believed it was God's will they should stay, to "Be still and know +that I am God." Their experience was expressed by the Psalmist +centuries ago: "God is our refuge and strength, a very present help in +trouble. Therefore will not we fear, though the earth be removed, and +though the mountains be carried into the midst of the sea. Though the +waters thereof roar and be troubled, though the mountains shake with the +swellings thereof ... Come behold the works of the Lord, what +desolations He hath made in the earth. He maketh wars to cease unto the +end of the earth; He breaketh the bow, and cutteth the spear in sunder; +He burneth the chariot in the fire.... The Lord of Hosts is with us; the +God of Jacob is our refuge." + +Such was the faith of these two women, and their courage few men have +approached. It is a practical matter, and after comparing it with the +skeptic's theory of accident and coincidence and remembering his +probable haste in seeking a place not so liable to untoward accidents, I +accept the explanation of the women. Their house was spared and not a +hair of their heads injured because "it was God's will." If it is not +the correct theory, it ought to be. Otherwise falsehood is more +sustaining than truth, and inspires nobler conduct. + +The day was now over. A new chapter of life had been written, and in +the morning, we left behind us this village of precious memories, and +marched out again into the unknown. + + + + + *VIII* + + *SONS OF THE MOTHERLAND* + + +It is said that the eel is born in the deepest part of the ocean, +thousands of miles from any country, and that, urged by an overpowering +instinct it begins almost at once to rise towards the light and to head +for the land. After slowly swimming thousands of miles it reaches our +rivers, and pushes its way up to their sources, and even crawls through +the grass out of one stream into another. Here, if uncaught by man, it +lives for years gorging an appetite which only developed on reaching the +fresh water. Then, the overmastering instinct that brought it out, +takes it back. It returns through the illimitable waters until it finds +the place where it was born. There the female lays her eggs and there +male and female die. The eggs hatch, and the young do as their parents +did before them. + +I do not think I could kill or eat an eel. I have too much reverence for +it now that I have learned its story. When in the fish market I see an +eel struggling, I feel that I want to take it and drop it into the sea +that it may go to its long home "far from the madding crowd's ignoble +strife." How passionate and wild must be its desire to get back to its +own ocean depths where it may perpetuate its kind and die in peace. Its +appetite is voracious, but then, what but the mightiest and most +elemental instincts and appetites could carry it through achievements so +sublime and tragic. Picture it on its lone way through the deep, urged +on by it knows not what. Scientists say that man has evolved from a +tiny form of life that passed through the fish stage. If so, it +explains a lot and I, for one, shall not be ashamed to acknowledge +relationship to a fish with a life story as sublime as that of the eel. +I know that Genesis speaks truly when it says that God made us out of +the dust of the earth and breathed into our souls the breath of His own +being thus animating dust with divinity. And if from the other inspired +book, the book of Nature, scientists can teach how God mixed the clay +when He fashioned man I will accept the teaching with gratitude, for it +will help me to understand things that are dark in me and in my fellows. +It will throw light on the wild longings, and instincts immature, that +baffle the mind, and come into the clear shallow streams of life like +eels out of the dark unfathomable depths of the ocean. + +Since I went to France I have been amazed at the homing instinct as +revealed in the coming together of the sons of the British Motherland. +People at home do not quite realize what has happened. Britain's sons +have come back to her--have come back to die that their race may be +saved and perpetuated. The British are a roving race. A large number +of them yield to an overpowering desire to go out into the world. The +South Pole and the North Pole have known the tread of their feet. Their +ships have anchored in every creek of every sea. There is no town or +country however remote where their voices have not been heard. Even +Mecca could not keep the Briton out. He must look upon its Black Stone. +All lands call him to come, and see, and conquer. He colonizes and +absorbs but cannot be absorbed. He is a Briton still. A friend of mine +told me that when visiting Australia strangers who had never seen +England, except in and through their fathers, would come to him in +railway carriage or 'bus, and ask "How is everything at _Home_?" And +Dr. Fitchett, Australia's splendid author, confesses that when he first +saw the land of his fathers he knelt down and kissed its shore. + +Loving the homeland with a passion stronger than death the Briton leaves +it, for he hears the call of the world borne on the winds and waves from +afar, and cannot refuse it. In foreign lands he lives and labors. He +roams their fields and swims in their streams, but always with an ear +listening for the voice of the Motherland; for he is hers, and at her +service if she calls. + +The Declaration of War on Aug. 4, 1914, was the Mother's call to her +children. Swifter than lightning it passed through the waves and on the +wings of the wind. The settler left his lonely cabin, the gold-digger +his shovel, the prospector his surveying instruments, the rancher his +herds, the missionary his church, the teacher his school, the clerk his +office, and all made for the nearest port. Within a month there was not +a ship on the wide seas but was bearing loyal sons back to their +Motherland's defense. I have met, in France, British soldiers from +every country under heaven. I bent over a dying soldier near Arras who +was a clerk in Riga, Russia, when the call came. And one night on the +Somme a fine young fellow from Africa entered my tent, and slept by my +side. He was one of the most charming and handsome men I have ever met, +and had come from Durban. He had fought with Botha in Southwest Africa, +and at the conclusion of that campaign had shipped for home. Next day I +took him to Delville Wood for he wanted to see the place where his +brother had died. I found that he was of my own communion and we talked +about some of my college friends who had gone out to Natal. Two days +later, he died of wounds in a dressing station. Most of the transport +officers in our Division have come home from abroad, and have been given +their posts because they are accustomed to horses. One was prospecting +in Nigeria, another salmon-canning in Siberia, a third on a plantation +in South America. + +In addition to Canadians, South Africans, Australians, and New +Zealanders, who have come by the hundred thousand at the call of the +Motherland, there are hundreds of thousands who have come singly, or in +small parties, from remote corners of the earth. For five weeks I was a +patient in a Canadian hospital in France. The entire staff was +Canadian. Some were Canadian born; others had gone out to that country +years ago. All were of British blood. The colonel was a magnificent +specimen of manhood from London, Ontario, in which city he had been +born. He would sit on the bed and tell us tales of the great snow-land. +Sometimes he would scold us for being so blind to the greatness of the +Empire and tell us what Canada thought of the Motherland. One of the +night orderlies would, on occasion, recite to us some poem such as "Jim +Bludso," before the lights went out. Then he would come to my locker +and take "Palgrave's Treasury of Songs and Lyrics" with which to regale +his soul during the long watches of the night. He was of the full +stature of men and straight as a pine. He had gone out from Ireland as +a boy, and settled on a cattle ranch in the United States. One day +there was trouble and one of the other cowboys sent a bullet clean +through his chest. The moment war was declared he left his roving herds +of cattle, crossed the frontier into Canada and traveled hundreds of +miles to Winnipeg to enlist. The doctor looked at him. "What is this +scar on your chest?" he asked. "Oh," replied the cowboy, "I fell off a +wagon and knocked the skin off." The doctor turned him round and put +his finger in the scar on his back where the bullet had passed out. +"And what is this scar at the back? Did you fall off another wagon?" +And the two men understood one another and laughed. The doctor could +not find it in his heart to send the cowboy back to his ranch, so he was +passed into the Canadian contingent. + +One of the nurses we called "the Little Mother." She had gone to Canada +five years before, but the war had brought her back, and well was it for +us that it had. Among the patients was a doctor in the American A.M.C. +His ancestors had left England generations ago and settled in New +England, but he had come back at the call of war--a grandson of the +Motherland. Then there was a lieutenant of British stock who had been +born and brought up at Antwerp, but as the German guns were destroying +his native city he took ship to enlist in the British army. "Anzac" +was, as his nickname denotes, an Australian. He was in the Flying +Corps. He had heard the call at school and had come "home" to the land +of his fathers. + +In one regiment I found a bunch of lads who had been born in China. +But, out there in Hong Kong, they heard the call of a Motherland they +had never seen, and came post haste to her help. Sitting near me as I +write, is an officer back from the Argentine, and already, on his arm, +is a gold wound-stripe. Another in the mess had been pearl-fishing in +Australia, but stored his boats to come and fight. Another at our table +was born in Australia. He was with Captain Falcon Scott on his last +expedition, and saw him go out to the South Pole and death. He has +already been wounded. When the war broke out its tumult seemed to wake +our fathers and we felt them stir in our blood; for ancestors are not +put into graves but are buried alive in their sons. We felt the call to +defend our race as our fathers did in their day. It was a master +instinct, and the millions of men who voluntarily left home and business +to fight show how deeply nationality is rooted in human nature. +Returning from a far land to die--if needs be--that their kind may live, +the scattered sons of our Motherland have come by all the seas to defend +her, in her hour of need. + + "They came as the winds come + When forests are rended; + They came as the waves come + When navies are stranded." + + + + + *IX* + + *THE TERROR BY NIGHT* + + +June was a flaming month on the high ground we had captured beyond +Arras. The Quartermaster and Transport Officer with whom I was messing +were both "on leave" so, as I was the only officer left in the camp, a +Baptist padre, whose regiment was near, came to live with me. I had a +little brown tent five feet wide and six feet long which a rifleman had +lent to me because the bell-tent I was expecting had not arrived. The +rifleman did not need his tent, for he and his chums had built +themselves a little dug-out. Next day the bell-tent arrived, and the +other padre took possession of it, while I held on to the little brown +shelter. Next to it was the kitchen where the servants slept and +cooked. It was a truly wonderful contrivance of wood, corrugated iron +and ground-sheets. The Baptist chaplain's tent was round, my shelter +oblong, but what shape the kitchen was, would pass the wit of man to +say. It was a shape never seen on earth before. It had no ancestor and +it could have no descendant. Such a design could not occur twice. +Beyond the kitchen were the horse-lines of the regiment and close by +them the regimental stores. It was so hot that we all wore our lightest +clothing; and when the servants got lemons from Arras, the lemonade they +made lasted about five minutes only, for what was left by us was quickly +drunk up by the servants with the assistance of those who like to +frequent such happy places as mess kitchens. + +All our meals were served out of doors, under the blue sky. We had +guests most days, for officers coming out from the homeland stayed with +us for a night or a day before going up with the rations to join the +regiment in the trench. Other officers had come down to stay with us on +their way to a course at some military school; and one, at least, came +to wait for the day on which he was to take his "leave." We were, +therefore, a very merry party. It was almost like camping on the +Yorkshire moors, for we had an uninterrupted view of many miles. To +those who love vast stretches of wild barren country as I do, the scene +under the flaming June sun was exceedingly impressive. There were no +houses, streams, hedges, or trees, but the whole area was scored with +trenches cut into the white chalk, and showing clearly at great +distances. The ground, with but short spaces between, was covered with +encampments. These consisted of the stores and horse-lines of the +regiments and batteries in the line. The circle of the horizon was +bounded by the charred ruins of French villages--Beaurains, Neuville, +Vitasse, Wancourt, Monchy and Tilloy. We could see the flashing of our +own guns, and the black bursts of shells from those of the enemy. + +All day the sky was thick with aeroplanes, and many were too high to be +seen except through strong field glasses. We watched a German aeroplane +circling over Arras and directing the fire of the long guns. Soon the +streets were strewn with dead and wounded, for the town was full of +troops. The firing only lasted a few minutes, however. One of our +aeroplanes quickly challenged the enemy to single combat; and we soon +saw the German machine falling from an immense height, wing over wing +and head over tail, utterly out of control. + +Dinner, in the cool of the evening, was a most pleasant meal. As we +drank our coffee we watched the aeroplanes returning from the line like +birds to their nests. Sometimes we counted as many as twenty, all +heading for home at the same time. The sun set in red and golden +splendor, and we wondered what darkness would bring. On the night +before our arrival, the regiment which made way for us had one of its +storemen killed by a shell; and on most nights a few shells fell in some +part or other of the vast camp. One evening shells fell a little beyond +us and the transport-sergeant moved his horse-lines. After that, he +moved them every evening at dark, so that the ground where the enemy had +observed the horses in the day-time was left vacant when he opened fire +at night. It was a game of chess with horses and men for pawns, and +life and death for the stakes. + +On the evening before, our guest--a young lieutenant--was to go on +leave, he got very uneasy. As gulls scent the approach of stormy +weather and come inland, or blackbirds and larks feel the approach of +winter and migrate to summer lands, so men can sometimes scent danger +and coming death. He had with him a bottle of whisky, and he kept it on +the table outside my tent--a safe place for it. + +"I don't mind telling you, Padre," he said, as he poured out a glass, +"I've got the 'wind-up' badly to-night. I don't like the feel of +things. I would rather be in the trenches than here, because I know +what is likely to happen there, but here in the open I feel strange and +unprotected. I shall be glad when it is morning." + +His feeling was quite natural. We always feel another man's dangers +more than our own because they are new to us and we don't know what to +expect or how to meet them. A man will choose a big danger that he is +used to, sooner than a lesser danger that is new to him. Besides, the +lieutenant had his "leave-warrant" in his breast pocket and that will +sap any man's courage. He has a feeling that the shells are after his +"leave-warrant" and that the gunners know where it is. He suspects that +fate is malignant and takes a special delight in killing a man when he +is on the way to "Blighty." Many a man has been killed with a +"leave-warrant" in his pocket, or "commission papers" in it which were +taking him home. + +Our doctor told me how one night he and the chaplain who preceded me +were riding on the front of an ambulance car when a shell burst and with +a fragment killed the chaplain. In the padre's pocket was his warrant, +and he was taking his last ride before going home; but instead of going +home in "Blighty" he went to his _long_ home, and the warrant lies in +the grave with him. A man feels particularly vulnerable when the +long-looked-for "leave-warrant" is in his pocket. He does not fear +death after "leave," but he does on the eve of "leave." He wants one +more look at his home and loved ones before going on the long and lone +journey which, despite all the comfort which the Christian religion +gives, still retains much of its terror to the human spirit. There have +been few better Christians than Samuel Johnson and John Bunyan, but +neither of them could contemplate fording the river of death without +misgivings. When they came to it they found it much less formidable +than they had expected. Had they been at the Front with +"leave-warrants" in their pockets to "Fleet Street, London," or "Elstow, +Bedford," I fancy neither of them would have taken undue risks. + +I could sympathize with the young lieutenant for, a few months before, a +"leave-warrant" had made a bit of a coward of myself. I was in two +minds whether or not to go up to the firing line to see the men again +before shipping for home. The "leave-warrant" was in my pocket, and I +was to go next morning; but the doctor's story of my predecessor came to +my mind, and the "leave-warrant" spread itself out before the eyes of my +imagination. I saw the faces of my wife, and mother, and dog, and the +faces of my friends. The old home and the green fields stretched out +before me; and I decided to see them first and the "boys" after. I had +just been with my men, but it was a long time since I had been with +those at home. If there was a shell with my name and address on it, I +thought I would make the Hun wait till I had been home, before I let him +deliver it into my hands. I think a "leave-warrant" would make a coward +of any man. At any rate, the feeling is quite understood and recognized +by everyone at the Front; and this young officer had been sent down from +the trenches to us, three days before his train was due to start, so +that he might have a better chance of using his "warrant," and at the +same time, feel more at ease in mind. + +I undressed and got into bed, and lay reading by the light of a candle +when the lieutenant came to the tent door again. "It's no use, Padre," +he said, "I can't go to bed yet. I feel too uneasy. I wish I were on +the train." He went back to the bell-tent he was sharing with the other +chaplain, and I put out my light. + +There was the silence of a summer evening broken only by the distant +bursting of shells. Then, suddenly, there was a crash about seventy +yards from our tents, and two more near the horse-lines. "To run or not +run?" that was the question; and my answer was in the negative. If I +ran, it was just as likely that I should run into a shell, as out of the +way of one. On Easter Sunday I had seen three of our non-commissioned +officers killed in that way. Besides, I like my bed, once I have taken +the trouble to get into it. I therefore put on my steel helmet which I +had placed by the bed-side, and waited to see what would happen. (A +steel helmet is a wonderful comfort when men are under fire. We may not +have much in our heads but we feel more anxious about them than about +all the rest of the body. The helmets are heavy and uncomfortable and +we don't like wearing them, but, nevertheless, may blessings ever rest +on the head of the man who invented them. I have seen scores of lives +saved by them, and they have given infinite comfort and assurance in +trying moments.) + +A long silence elapsed, then the lieutenant appeared at the door of the +tent again. + +"You haven't been here all the time, have you?" he asked. "We went down +to the old trenches at the bottom of the camp; but it is rather cold and +wearisome there, and I think the worst is over now. I'm just going to +take another sip of the 'Scotch wine' and then turn in for the night; +but I'm not going to undress." + +Ten minutes later there was a tremendous crash as if a star had fallen +on top of us. There came a blinding flash of light, a strong smell of +powder, and a spluttering of bullets on the ground. That was enough to +get the laziest man living out of bed, and to answer the question, "to +run or not to run?" in the affirmative. I slipped on my boots without +fastening them, put on my trench coat and bade my little tent a fond +farewell. There were some old German gun-pits close by, and I sought +refuge there. "Come in here, sir," cried a voice, and I found myself by +the side of a sergeant. Then the cook ran in bare-foot and laughing. +No one seemed to have been hit, and all had now sought shelter. We +waited for some time and nothing further happened. The night was cold +and I began to shiver in my pajamas. So I started to look about for a +place to sleep in, for a feeling of estrangement had grown up between me +and the little brown tent. There was a path across a shallow bit of +trench, and underneath it I found the barber, lying comfortably on his +bed. He invited me in, and said that I could have the bed, and he would +sleep at the side of it on his ground-sheet. He could, he said, sleep +as soundly on the ground as on the bed of stretched sacking. I therefore +returned to my tent to get blankets. The time-fuse of a shell had gone +through the kitchen and rebounded from a beam on to my servant, but +without doing him any injury and he proposed sleeping there for the +night. He only agreed to move to some safer place, when I ordered him +to do so. There was no one in the bell-tent so I knew the occupants +were quite safe somewhere. On striking a light to get my blankets, I +noticed three small holes in the top of the tent, and knew that shrapnel +bullets had missed me only by inches. It had been a close shave and it +was not inappropriate that I was now going to be the guest of a barber. + +The psychological effect was not one I should have expected. The +incident caused no shell-shock, and but little immediate excitement; so +I was soon asleep. All the others were in a like case. The excitement +came with the morning when we examined the tents and the ground. In the +bell-tent there were ten shrapnel bullet holes. One had gone through +the piece of wood on which the officers' clothing had been hung, and +must have passed immediately over the body of the Baptist chaplain as he +lay in bed. Others must have passed equally near the lieutenant who was +not in bed, but, standing up at the time, fully dressed. In my own +little tent I found eleven holes and they were in all parts of the +canvas. Some of the bullets must have gone in at one side and out at +the other, for only five were found embedded in the hard, chalky ground. +A sixth had passed through the box at the bed-head and entered deeply +into the book I had been reading. Outside the kitchen, the servants +picked up a lump of shell a foot long and three or four inches wide. +Well was it for them that the fragment fell outside the kitchen and not +inside. The ground around the tents was sprinkled with shrapnel bullets +and bits of shell. The shells which fell near the horses had burst on +touching the ground, and not like ours, in the air. They had dug deep +holes in the earth, and as the horses were within a few yards of them, +it seemed miraculous that none was hurt. The transport had just +returned from taking up the rations, and, as one of the drivers leapt +off his horse, a bullet hit the saddle where his leg had been a second +before. Not a man or horse received a scratch, although the shells had +made a direct hit on our camp. On other occasions one shell has laid out +scores of men and horses. + +They say that sailors don't like padres on board ship, because they +think the latter bring them bad luck. And most people are a little +afraid of the figure thirteen, but though it was the thirteenth of June +and there were two padres in the tents, we had the best of what is +called "luck." So I think we may say it was one up for the padres. +After breakfast we gathered together some of the fragments lying around +the tents, and found the nose-cap of a shell which had burst seventy +yards away. With these, and the time-fuse which hit my servant, the +other chaplain and I went to a battery and asked the officers to tell us +something about the gun, just as one might take a bone of some extinct +creature to a scientist, and ask him to draw an outline of the whole +animal. They told us that the gun was a long-range, high-velocity, +naval gun with a possible range of fifteen miles. They knew where it +was, but could not hit it. The shot was a large high-explosive, +shrapnel shell, and the time-fuse indicated that it had come to us from +about eleven miles away. + +On our return we built ourselves dug-outs for the nights, and only lived +in the tents by day. Sometimes we were shelled in the day-time, but by +taking cover took no hurt, though a lad in the transport next to us was +seriously wounded. When they were shelling us by day, we could +distinctly hear the report of the gun, a second or two later, see the +shell burst in the air; and a second later still, we could hear it. We +saw the burst before we heard it. + +I have given this personal incident not, I hope, out of any impulse of +egotism, but because it furnishes those who have not been at the Front +with an idea of the terror which assails our men by night, both in the +trenches and in the "back areas." There can be but few who, having been +any length of time at the Front, have not had similar experiences and +equally narrow escapes. They are so common that men get used to them +and do not take nearly enough care to protect themselves. Loss by such +stray shells is expected, and the soldiers regard it much as a tradesman +regards the deterioration of his stock. One gets used to the frequent +occurrence of death as he does to anything else. At home there are +thousands of preventable deaths--deaths through street accidents, +diseases and underfeeding. The number could be enormously reduced if +the nation would rouse itself. And human nature is much the same at the +Front. Men prefer ease and comfort to safety. Also, men grow +fatalistic. They have seen men sought out by shells after they have +taken every precaution to escape them; and they have seen others go +untouched when they seemed to be inviting shells to destroy them. Men +are conscious of a Power that is not themselves directing their lives. +They feel that in life which the Greek tragedians called Fate. They do +not know quite what to call it. Most of them would call it Providence +if they spoke frankly and gave it a name at all. One of the finest +Christian officers I know told me that he believed that God's finger had +already written what his fate should be. If he had to die nothing could +save him, and if he had to live, nothing could kill him. All he was +concerned with was to be able to do his duty, and take whatever God sent +him. This, he said, was the only suitable working philosophy for a man +at the Front. + +There is a widespread fatalism at the Front, but it is the fatalism of +Christ rather than of old Omar Khayyam: "Take no thought for your life +... for your heavenly Father knoweth that ye have need of all these +things, but seek ye first the kingdom of God, and his righteousness. +Take therefore no thought for the morrow; for the morrow shall take +thought for the things of itself. Sufficient unto the day is the evil +thereof." And this works. It enables men to "put a cheerful courage +on" and do their duty. There is none of the paralysis of will and +cessation of effort which follows the fatalistic philosophy of the East. +All that Omar Khayyam's fatalism leaves a man to strive after is "Red, +Red Wine," in which he drowns memory, honor and reputation and +character. When he has passed from among his peers, there is nothing +left to remember him by but a "turned-down empty glass." The Christian +fatalism at the Front destroys no man's initiative, but keeps him merry +and bright, and helps him to "do his bit." When he shall pass from the +banqueting-house of life, into the Great Unexplored, he will leave as +his memorial, not a turned-down glass, but a world redeemed from tyranny +and wrong. + + + + + *X* + + *"ETON BOYS NEVER DUCK!"* + + +An army is more courageous than the individuals who compose it. The +coward finds sufficient courage for his job while doing it with his +regiment, and the brave is at his bravest. He has a courage which is +not his own but which, somehow, he puts on with his uniform. He does +deeds of daring he could not have done as a civilian. The army has a +corporate courage and each soldier receives a portion of it just as he +receives a ration of the army's food. It is added to what he has of his +own. + +The badge of the army is courage. When a recruit joins the army he +knows that he is putting away the civilian standard of courage with his +derby hat, and is putting on the soldier's standard of courage with his +uniform. His great fear is that he will not be able to live up to it. +He wonders if he is made of the stuff that produces heroes. He is a +mystery to himself and has a haunting fear that there may be a strain of +the coward in his make-up. He wishes it were possible to have a +rehearsal for he would rather die than fail on the appointed day. + +The chaplain fears that he will faint and become a hindrance instead of +a help when he first sees blood and torn limbs in the dressing station; +and the recruit is afraid of being afraid in the hour of battle and of +bringing dishonor and weakness upon his regiment. He will be glad when +the trial is over--when he knows the stuff of which nature has made him. +A friend of mine told me one day that he was walking over a heavily +shelled field with a young aristocrat of a highly strung temperament. +The man was afraid, but would not yield to his fear. His lips twitched +and his face became drawn and white. His movements were jerky but he +made no other sign. He talked about paltry things in which, at the +moment, he had not the slightest interest, and passed jocular or +sardonic remarks about the things that were happening around them. My +friend ducked his head when a shell burst near as we all have done often +enough, but the young aristocrat kept his head as high and stiff as if +he were being crowned. He held it up defiantly; was it not filled with +the bluest blood of England? The shells might blow it off if they +liked. That was their concern, not his, but they should never make him +bow. His fathers had fought on British battlefields for centuries, and +had never bowed their heads to a foe, and he would not break the great +tradition. Shells might break his neck but they should never bend it. +He would face the enemy with as stiff an upper-lip and as stiff a neck +as ever his fathers did. He knew his personal weakness and reinforced +his strength with that of his fathers'. He was not afraid of death. He +was afraid of being afraid. + +My friend was a coachman's son who by courage and capacity of the +highest order had won a commission. He had no traditions either to +haunt or help him, and he had often been tried in the fire and knew his +strength. He was not afraid of being afraid. It was natural to duck +when a shell burst near and it did him no harm and made no difference to +the performance of his duties; so he ducked as he felt inclined, and +then laughed at his nerves for the tricks they were allowing the shells +to play on them. But, knowing his companion's more sensitive nature and +temperamental weakness, he was immensely impressed by his stiff neck and +proudly erect head. He showed a self-control which only centuries of +breeding could give. Here was a hero indeed. The shells he was defying +were as nothing to the fears which haunted his imaginative nature and +which, with his back to the wall of his family traditions, he was +fighting and keeping at bay. My friend could not refrain from +complimenting him on resisting the natural tendency to duck the head +when a shell screamed above them. + +"Eton boys never duck," replied the young aristocrat. + +He was an Eton boy and would die rather than fall short of the Eton +standard. In this war hundreds of them have died rather than save +themselves by something which did not measure up to the Eton standard. +The ranks of young British aristocrats have been terribly thinned in +this war and I have heard their deeds spoken of with a reverence such as +is only given to legendary heroes. They have gone sauntering over the +crater-fields to their deaths with the same self-mastery and outward +calm which the French aristocracy manifested as they mounted the steps +of the guillotine in the Reign of Terror. To their own personal courage +was added the courage of their race, and the accumulation of the +centuries. + +We speak of our new armies. There can be no "new" armies of Britons. +The tradition of our newest army goes back to Boadicea. Its forerunners, +without shields or armor, and almost without weapons, dared the +Romans--the proud conquerors of the world--to battle; and gave them the +longest odds warriors ever gave. They knew they could not win but they +knew they could die. Dead warriors they might become but never living +slaves. They ran up Boadicea's proud banner because they knew that +while the Romans might soak it in British blood, no power on earth could +drag it through the mire. + +Our forefathers crossed swords with Csar and his Roman legions, and our +newest army goes into battle with the prestige born of two thousand +years of war. They have a morale that belongs to the race in addition +to the morale they possess as individuals. It is said that "the British +do not know when they are beaten." How should they know? They have had +no teachers. All they know is that if they have not gained the victory +the battle is not ended and must go on until they pitch their tents on +the undisputed field. The German Emperor spreads out his War Map but it +is as undecipherable as the mountains in the moon to our soldiers. +Tyrants have never found them apt scholars at geography. They prefer to +make their own maps even though they have no paint to color them with +except the red blood in their veins. The Kaiser may roll up his War Map +of Europe; our soldiers have no use for it, and will not commit to +memory its new boundaries. They feel in their souls the capacity to +make a new one more in line with their ideas of fair play. + +"Eton boys never duck." If the muscles of their necks show a tendency +to relax they call to mind how inflexible their fathers have stood in +bygone days, and their necks become stiff and taut once more. +Wellington said that Waterloo was won on the playing fields of Eton. It +is still true that "Eton boys never duck" to the foe; nor do the +soldiers they lead. + + + + + *XI* + + *"MISSING"* + + +The word "Missing" has come to exercise an even more terrible power over +the human heart than the word "Death." The latter kills the heart's joy +and hope with a sharp clean cut, but "Missing" is a clumsy stroke from +the executioner's axe. In a few cases the wounded victim is spared and +allowed to recover, but in the majority of cases there is no reprieve +and a second blow is struck after a period of suspense and suffering. A +chaplain dreads the word. As he opens his correspondence after a +battle, it fixes him as the glittering eye of the Ancient Mariner +fastened the wedding guest. It leaps from the page at him with the +malignant suddenness of a serpent. Wounds and death he can explain to +relatives, but "missing" is beyond explanation. No one who has not been +at the Front can conceive how a lad can disappear and no one see what +becomes him. A man may read graphic accounts of conditions of life in +the battle-line, but it is beyond his imagination to visualize it with +any real approach to truth. + +After the first day of the Somme Campaign we had hundreds of casualties +and most of them were classed as "Missing." The soldiers went "over the +top" and did not return, and no one knew why. They were simply +"missing." Why did no one know their fate? It came about in this way. +The men scrambled over the parapet and, forming in line, charged across +No Man's Land in extended order. Some fell immediately. The wounded +among them got back to the dressing station, and the bodies of the dead +were found within a few days, at least. So far, there are no "Missing." +The rest of the men press on, some falling at every step; the line +thins, and the men get separated. When a man falls his neighbor cannot +stay with him. He must press on to the objective, otherwise, if the +unwounded stayed to succor the wounded, there would be none to continue +the attack; and under the hail of shells and bullets sweeping the open +ground, everyone would perish. The only way to succor the wounded is to +press on, capture the enemy trench, and stop the rifle and machine-gun +fire. Consequently, the man who presses on does not, as a rule, know +whether his comrade fell dead, was wounded, or merely took cover in a +shell hole. And even though he were to know, he may be killed himself +later, and his knowledge die with him. + +If the attack succeeds, and the German trench is held by us, No Man's +Land can be searched. The wounded and dead are found, and but few are +reported "missing." But if the attack fail, and the regiment has to +retire to its own line, it becomes impossible for us to search that part +of No Man's Land, adjoining the German trench (for there is rarely any +truce after a battle in this war), and so, it is impossible to find out +whether those who have failed to return were killed, wounded, or taken +prisoners. The comrades who saw them fall are probably killed, for the +return is as fatal as the attack. If they come back wounded they are +taken straight to the hospitals and so have no chance of reporting to +their officers the fate of those whom they saw fall. Only the unwounded +return to the regiment and, in a lost battle, these are few and know but +little of what happened to those around them. They were excited and +were fighting for their lives. They had no leisure to observe the fate +of others. + +On one occasion our men took some German trenches opposite them and held +them for some hours by desperate fighting, but before dusk had to +retire. Many were left dead or wounded in the captured trenches, and +many fell on the return journey. The few who got back to us unwounded +could give very little information about individuals who were missing. +They had been separated one from another and fighting hour after hour +with desperation. All therefore who did not return to the regiment or +dressing station, and whose bodies were not recovered, were reported as +"Missing" unless declared dead by reliable eye-witnesses. The evidence +of eye-witnesses must be carefully examined before a regiment dare +report a soldier dead on the strength of it. During an attack a man is +in an abnormal state of excitement and the observations of his senses +are not entirely reliable. Men imagine they see things, and frequently +make mistakes in identity. I have known many cases in which a man has +sworn that he saw another being carried to the dressing station, yet the +missing man's body has afterwards been found near the German lines. The +eye-witness simply mistook one man for another. No end of pain to +relatives has been caused by these mistakes and a regiment rightly +declines on such evidence to report a soldier as killed. + +Some weeks after the attack just referred to, we received letters from +some of the officers and men who had been taken prisoners; information +about others came through The Geneva Red Cross Society. Those of whom +we heard nothing for six months we knew to be, in all probability, dead. +Nine months later, the Germans retired from the position, and many of +our dead were found still lying out in No Man's Land. Some were +identified. Others could not be, their discs having perished by reason +of the long exposure. Many of the dead had been left in the German +trenches. These had been buried by the enemy and he had left no crosses +to mark the graves. After more than a year there is no direct evidence +of the death of many who fought on that day. They are "Missing," and we +can only conclude that they were killed. + +In other cases, men are reported missing for several weeks, and then +reported dead. A typical case may be cited to show how it comes about. +We attacked one morning at dawn. The enemy were on the run, and in a +state of exhaustion. An immediate attack would, it was believed, carry +the position without much loss of life, even though our big guns had not +had time to come up in support. Unfortunately the Germans were, unknown +to us, reinforced during the night. Their new troops met our men with a +hail of rifle and machine-gun fire, and the regiment was ordered to +retire. Several failed to return. We knew that some of the men had been +forced to surrender, especially the wounded. Others had been killed. +Those who returned unwounded were not able, however, to give us the +names of those who had been killed or of those who had been taken +prisoners. The attack had been made in the half-light of dawn so that +our men could not be seen distinctly. They had also advanced in +extended order so as to avoid making themselves an easy target. The +half-light and the distance of one man from another made it difficult, +therefore, for anyone to see either who fell or why they fell. Most of +those who were killed or taken prisoners were therefore reported as +"missing." + +A few days later the whole Division was moved to another part of the +Front. A fresh regiment took our place, and, a few weeks later, with +adequate artillery support, carried the German trenches. After the +battle, burial parties were sent out by the regiment to bury both its +own dead and ours who had been left in the German half of No Man's Land. +Each grave was marked with the soldier's name, and his disc and paybook +were sent to our regiment as proof of his death. The War Office was +then informed that such and such a man "previously reported missing, is +now reported killed." + +There are, however, cases of missing men which cannot be explained. The +facts never come to light, and we can only guess what happened. They +may have been buried by the enemy, or they may have been buried in the +dark by some regimental burial party which could not find their discs. +They may even have been buried by a shell or blown to fragments by a +direct hit. We have no evidence. + +After the attack on Gommcourt a youth I knew had his wound dressed at +the Regimental Aid post and was seen, by more than one of his chums, +passing down the communication trench to the Advanced Dressing Station +where I happened to be. Yet he never arrived, slight though his wound +was. It was impossible for him to have got lost. His brother and I +made every possible enquiry about him, but nothing ever came to light, +and we both came to the conclusion that on his way down the trench he +had been buried by a shell. In another case an officer was wounded and +four stretcher bearers went out to bring him in. None were ever seen +again, and later, when we came into possession of the ground, the body +of none of them were found. It was scarcely possible for them to have +been taken prisoners, and they were never reported as having been +captured. We concluded, therefore, that a shell had both killed and +buried them. + +One day a rifleman reported sick to the Doctor and was sent down the +line to the Dressing Station whence he would be sent on to a Rest Camp. +He was not seriously ill, and needed no escort. It was impossible for +him to have wandered into the German lines, yet he never reported at the +Dressing Station or anywhere else. Loss of memory is very rare, but +even if that had happened to him, he could not have wandered about +behind our lines without being found and arrested. No report of his +burial ever reached us and we were led to the conclusion that he was +killed by a shell on the way down, and in such a way that all means of +identification were lost. In another case a private, wounded in the +arm, was sent down the line in company with a party of stretcher bearers +who were carrying a "lying case." Evidently he got separated from them +in the dark, and was hit by a shell, for he never reached any dressing +station, and his fate was never known. + +Conditions at the front are such that these mysterious disappearances +must inevitably occur. Every possible arrangement which circumstances +will allow is made to prevent them; but they cannot be altogether +eliminated. People at home may sometimes think that more might have been +done, but it is because they have no conception of the amazing +conditions under which the war is carried on. Every officer and private +knows that he may disappear without leaving a trace. That being so, +they, if only from common prudence and the instinct of +self-preservation, combine to reduce the danger to its lowest limits; +but, when all has been done, war is war; and nothing can rob it of its +horrors. + +Every day, officers and men die in trying to save their comrades, and +nothing could be more unjust than to blame those who survive for not +having done more to prevent others from being lost; for those who are +surviving, to-day, may become missing to-morrow, and leave no trace +behind. Officers have sometimes shown me letters from poor distracted +relatives which could never have been written if they could have +imagined the deadly peril in which the officers stood and the manifold +distractions that wore them down. Sometimes an officer's letter is +short and business-like in reply to an enquiry, but it must be +remembered that his first duty is to the living. He must hold the line +and save his men; and he has, despite the tragedy of his position, to +answer not one enquiry but scores. And before he has finished answering +all the enquiries, his own parents, perhaps, will be making enquiries +about his own fate. Our officers are the bravest and kindest-hearted +men that ever had the lives of others in their keeping; and when the +chaplain asks them for details about any missing or slain soldier, they +will go to endless trouble for him. They know what their own death will +mean to their parents; and the knowledge makes their hearts go out in +sympathy to the parents of their men, and it makes them do all that is +possible to prevent lives being lost. + +When Moses died no man knew the place of his burial. It has not been +found to this day. We know nothing of his last thoughts or of the +manner of his death. His end is a perfect mystery. But we know that he +died in the presence of God; that God strengthened him in the dread +hour; and that with His own fingers He closed the lids over the +prophet's brave, tender eyes. God buried Moses in a grave dug by His +own hands and He will know where to find the poor worn-out body of the +great patriot at the resurrection of the just. And God was with every +one of our missing lads to the last, and He knows the narrow bed in +which each lies sleeping. The grave may have no cross above it, but it +will often know the tread of an angel's feet as he comes to plant +poppies, primroses and daffodils above the resting-place of the brave. + + + + + *XII* + + *"IT MUST BE SUNDAY"* + + +The Psalmist of Israel tells us that God has "ordained" the moon and the +stars. These "flaming fires" are "ministers of His that do His +pleasure." Nor are they the only ones chosen from Nature. Mungo Park, +having laid down in the desert to die, notices beside him a tiny flower, +and it awakens hope in him. The winter of his despair is ended. He +rises again, and pushes on until he finds a human habitation where he is +cared for by native women as though he were their brother. The little +flower had been "ordained" to minister hope to a lost and despairing +traveler. + +At the Front such ministering by Nature is of common occurrence. No +Man's Land is desolate enough to look upon, but there is life there, and +music. Larks have chosen it for their nests, and amid its desolation +they rear their young. Even the pheasants have taken to some parts of +it. If we could but know the thoughts of the wounded who have lain out +there waiting for death, we should find that the moon and the stars, the +birds and the field mice, had not allowed them die without some +comforting of the spirit. + +One Sunday our regiment was resting in reserve trenches after a period +in the firing line. It was a beautiful evening, and as the sun sank +westward I administered the Sacrament of the Lord's Supper. The day was +far spent but, as the bread was broken, there came to us a vision of the +Face which the two disciples saw on another such evening in the far-off +village of Emmaus. On the way back to my billet I met a platoon of +Royal Engineers returning from the baths. One of them had been a member +of my church in London, and he dropped out to talk with me. Those who +have not been in the Expeditionary Force can hardly understand the +pleasure a man feels when he meets someone he knew in the days of peace, +or even someone who knows the street or town out of which he came. He +was full of talk, and as I listened his excitement and pleasure bubbled +over like a spring. + +"Last night," he said, "was the night of my life. I never expected to +see daylight again. Talk about a 'tight corner,' there was never one to +match it, and as you know, my chums and I have been in many. The Huns +simply plastered us with shells. The bombardment was terrific. It was +like being in a hailstorm and we expected every moment to be our last. + +"You know the trench which the infantry took yesterday? Well, we were +there. We went up at dark to fix barbed wire in front of it ready for +the counter-attack. We were out in No Man's Land for about two hours, +working as swiftly and silently as we could. Whenever the enemy sent his +lights up, we laid down, and so far we had escaped notice and were +congratulating ourselves that the work was nearly done, and that our +skins were still whole. Then, somehow, the Germans spotted us, and let +fly. It was like hell let loose. We ran to the trench for shelter, but +it seemed as if nothing could save us from such a deluge of shells. It +was just like being naked in a driving snow-storm. We felt as if there +was no trench at all, and as if the gunners could see us in the dark. +After that experience I can pity a hare with a pack of hounds after it. +But we just sat tight with such cover as we had and made the best of it. +There was nothing else to do. If we were to be killed, we should be +killed. Nothing that we could do would have made any difference. Yet, +though there didn't seem shelter for even a mouse, only one of us was +hit, and that was the sergeant. He was rather badly 'done in,' and we +could only save his life by getting him quickly to the dressing station. + +[Illustration: "HE WAS RATHER BADLY DONE IN" +_Drawn by F. Matahia for The Sphere, London_] + +"I am one of the taller and stronger men of my platoon so, of course, I +volunteered as a stretcher-bearer. There was no communication trench, +so we had no choice but to lift him up and make a dash across the open. +They were shelling us like blazes, but we dare not delay because, if we +were overtaken by daylight, it would be impossible to get him away till +the next night, and by that time he would be dead. So we decided to try +our luck. We had just lifted him up when a shell burst right on top of +us, and knocked us all down. For a minute or two I was unconscious, and +when I came round I thought I must surely be wounded, so I ran my +fingers over my body but found neither blood nor a rent in my clothes. +I was covered with chalk but that didn't matter. Except for a touch of +concussion in the brain I was none the worse, and soon pulled myself +together. The sergeant was a sight! He was half-buried, and we could +scarce see him for chalk; but we dug him out and got him on the +stretcher again. After that we sat down in the bottom of the trench till +the effect of the shock had worn off a bit, for we all felt like rats +that had been shaken by a terrier. + +"Then, as suddenly as it had started, the shelling stopped. The calm +that followed was wonderful. I never felt anything so restful before. +It was like the delicious restfulness that, sometimes, immediately +follows hours of fever. Then, as if to make it perfect, a lark rose out +of No Man's Land and began to sing. The effect on us was magical. It +was the sweetest music I have ever heard, and I shall remember it to my +dying day. The countryside was dark and silent, and, as I listened to +the lark, old days came back to mind. You remember that Saturday +midnight in the June before the war when you took us into Epping Forest +to see the dawn break over it? Well, as I listened to the lark, I was +back there in the forest. Then some impulse seized me and, hardly +knowing what I did, I cried aloud, 'Why bless me, it must be Sunday,' +and so it was, although I had forgotten. + +"Then we jumped up for we saw that the dawn was breaking and, lifting +the sergeant out of the trench, we rushed across the open ground in the +direction of the dressing station. Talk about 'feeling protected!' Why, +I felt that God was all around us--that no harm could touch us. A great +calm stole over me, and I felt utterly devoid of fear. We had, as you +know, to bring the sergeant some two miles to the dressing station, just +down the road there, but we got him safely in, and I think he will get +better." + +While we were talking, a shell burst near the trench where my men had +been taking of the Sacrament, and another burst by the roadside close to +the Engineers. With a laugh and a hearty "Good-night" he shook hands, +saluted, and ran on to rejoin his comrades. The shells were part of the +game. In London we had been in the same football team. He had kept +goal and I had played full back, and he regarded the shells that had +fallen as bad shots at goal made by the opposing team. They might have +been serious but, as it happened, the ball had each time gone out of +play. + +I waited a minute or two in the hope of getting a lift. A motor car +came along; I stopped it and got in; for at the Front everything is +Government property and more or less at one's service. I found myself +sitting by the side of a private, who had been wounded in the face and +right hand by the shell that had just fallen near the platoon of +Engineers. + +He had left his horse with a comrade, and was being driven to the +Advanced Dressing Station by a driver who, happening to pass at the +moment, had kindly offered him a lift. After a little wait at the +Dressing Station I got on the front of an ambulance car. There were +only two cases inside, and they were being taken to the Main Dressing +Station in Arras. One of them had his feet and arms tied to the +stretcher, for he was suffering from shell-shock; and three orderlies +were in charge of him. The poor fellow laughed and cried alternately +and struggled to break loose. "I'm a British soldier," he cried, "and I +will not be tied up. I've done my bit, and this is the way you pay me +out. I'll not have it." And time and again he struggled desperately to +break away. + +The orderlies in charge of him were wise and tactful as women. They +asked him questions about the fight, and he fought his battle over +again. They praised his regiment and told him it had done +magnificently, and he laughed and chuckled like a young mother, dandling +her first baby on her knee. And so, without mishap, we reached the +ruined town of Arras where nightly the shells fall among the forsaken +houses in which our soldiers are billeted. The wounded private was +carried into the hospital, and I walked away to my room in an adjoining +street. + +So ended the day which, in the hour of dawn, the dark had told the young +engineer "must be Sunday." + + + + + *XIII* + + *OUR TOMMIES NEVER FAIL US* + + +On Easter Monday, in the Battle of Arras, I saw two sights such as I +shall never forget. One revealed the kind and forgiving spirit of our +men, the other their unflinching courage. After burying three +non-commissioned officers who had been killed the day before, I reached +the Advanced Dressing Station near which our regiment was "standing to" +in a support trench. Other regiments of our Division were carrying out +the attack and, with small loss, had taken the enemy lines. The German +trenches had been blotted out by our shells but their deep dug-outs, +with machine-guns at their mouths, remained untouched, and it was almost +impossible for our soldiers to discover them until they got within a few +yards of the entrances. + +The German commander's idea was to keep his men in the shelter of the +dug-outs until our barrage lifted. They were then to rush out with +machine-guns and rifles to destroy our men who were following it up. If +the idea had been carried out, the German line would have been +impregnable for our men would have been mown down like corn before the +reaper. It failed because German human nature could not rise to the +occasion. The German soldiers had been demoralized by the safety of the +dug-outs and by the thunder of our shells above them. They cowered in +the dug-outs when they should have rushed out. The critical moment +passed, and with its passing our soldiers leapt to the entrances and +threw down hand grenades. There was a wild cry of pain and fear from +below. Arms went up and the cry of "Kamerad." The surrender was +accepted and the beaten soldiers crawled out. From some dug-outs as +many as two hundred prisoners were taken. In other parts of the line +there was a stiff fight, but, on the whole, our casualties were very +light. From my own observation I should say that we took more prisoners +than we suffered casualties. Some companies could boast a prisoner for +each man engaged in the attack. + +The Advanced Dressing Station was at the corner of Cross Roads and the +sight around it was wonderful to behold. A crowd of prisoners was +assembling ready to be marched to the cages, and wounded officers and +men, British and German, were being bandaged. The prisoners were hungry. +For some days our artillery had cut off their rations. A platoon of our +soldiers came marching by, and, to save time, eating their breakfasts as +they passed along. The prisoners looked at them with hungry eyes. Our +men saw the look and stopped. Breaking rank for a moment they passed in +and out among the prisoners and shared out their rations. "Here, +Fritzy, old boy, take this," I heard all around me, and Fritz did not +need asking twice. He took the biscuits and cheese gratefully and +eagerly. The look of trouble passed out of his eyes and he felt that he +had found friends where he had only expected to find enemies. He began +to hope for kindness in his captivity. The scene was one of pure +goodwill. + +Scarcely ever have I seen a crowd so happy. Our Tommies laughed and +cracked jokes which no German could understand, but I heard not a single +taunt or bitter word. In fact, Fritz was treated more like a pet than a +prisoner. One who had worked in London, and who spoke English, asked me +for a cup of tea for a comrade who was slightly wounded, and I got one +in the dressing station. The platoon of Tommies re-formed and marched +away to the battle and the prisoners were led off to the cages. There +were still large numbers of prisoners on the road, and they were moving +about without guards. Many of them were being used as stretcher-bearers +and they seemed to do their work out of goodwill and not of constraint. + +Their assistance was of great help to the wounded. The battle was going +well with us. Everyone felt in good heart and kindly disposed. An +officer who lay seriously wounded and waiting for a car told me of the +splendid work which his regiment had done. His eyes shone with +suppressed excitement and pride as he told the story. While he was +speaking two soldiers came limping down the road and their appearance +was greeted with a burst of laughter. One was English, the other +German. Tommy had his arm round the German's neck and was leaning on him +while Fritz, with his arm round the lad's waist, helped him along. They +came along very slowly for both were wounded, but they laughed and +talked together like long-lost brothers. Yet neither could understand a +word the other said. + +I passed down the road towards the line. Gunners of the Territorials +were hurriedly hitching their guns to the horses ready to advance to new +positions. In the ruined village a party of engineers was already +unloading a wagon of rails with which to build a light railway. I +continued along the road towards the next village. It had just fallen +into our hands and not one stone was left on another. There were scores +of wounded men hobbling back from it and I gave my arm to such as needed +it most. A badly wounded Tommy was being brought along on a wheeler by +two orderlies and as I helped them through the traffic we heard the +heavy rumble of the advancing field-guns. + +The road was cleared with the quickness of lightning. Out of the +village the batteries burst at a mad gallop and down the road they came +at break-neck speed. With the swiftness of a fire engine in a city +street the rocking guns swept past. The gunners clung to the ammunition +limbers with both hands and the drivers whipped and spurred the excited +foam-flecked horses as though they were fiery beings leaping through the +air and incapable of fatigue or weakness. Suddenly the drivers raised +their whips as a sign to those behind, and the trembling horses and +bounding guns came to a dead halt. The leading gun had overturned at a +nasty place where the road dipped down into the hollow. The rest of the +batteries stood exposed on the crest of the ridge. Before retiring the +Germans had felled all the trees that grew by the roadside so that +nothing might obstruct their line of vision. Such a catastrophe as this +was what the enemy had been hoping for. The sun shone brilliantly, and +our batteries were a direct target for the German gunners such as seldom +occurs. Our boys were caught like rats in a trap. By the side of the +road ran a shallow trench and near us two broad steps into it. We laid +the wounded lad in the bottom of the trench and sat down by his side. +Shells were falling all around and fountains of dirt and debris rose +into the air and, on five or six occasions, covered us with their spray. + +I covered the lad's face. He was barely conscious and uttered no word. +It seemed as if nothing could live in such a bombardment. A shell burst +near, and the cry of dying horses rent the air. The traces were cut and +the horses and gun-carriage drawn off the road. Every second I expected +to see the horses and drivers in front of me blown into the air and I +watched them with fascinated eyes. Not a man stirred. They sat on +their horses and gun-carriages as though they were figures in bronze. +Not a man sought the trench and not a man relieved the tension by going +forward to see what was wrong or to lend a hand. Each knew his place, +and if death sought him it would know where to find him. The horses +felt that they had brave men on their backs and, in that mysterious way +peculiar to horses, caught the spirit of their riders. Every shell +covered men and horses with chalk and soil, but they remained an +immobile as statuary. It was magnificent and it was war. A driver in +the battery beside us got wounded in the leg and hand. He jumped off +his horse and came to us to be bandaged. Then he leapt back into the +saddle. It seemed an age, but I suppose it was only a few minutes, +before the obstruction was removed. The whips flashed in the air and +the horses sprang forward. The guns rocked and swayed as they swept +past us and within a few minutes they were in their new positions under +the hill upon which lay the ruins of Neuville Vitasse. + +The shelling ceased as suddenly as it had started and we lifted out our +wounded soldier and went in the direction of the dressing station. Some +distance up the road my attention was called to one of the drivers whom +the artillery had left in the care of some privates. He was living, but +his skull was broken, and he would never wake again to consciousness. He +was fast "going West." His day was over and his work was done. I got +him lifted on to a stretcher and taken to the dressing station so that +he might die in peace and be buried in the little soldiers' cemetery +behind it. + +When I returned in the evening to our billet I told the transport +officer of the magnificent bravery of the artillery drivers. + +"Any other drivers would behave just as well, if caught in the same +trap," he replied. + +He spoke the simple truth. They would. Such supreme courage and +devotion to duty are common to the army. Their presence among all ranks +and in all sections of the army makes the fact the more wonderful. Both +officers and men love life, but they love duty more, and commanders in +drawing up their plans know that they can rely on their soldiers to +carry them out. Our Tommies never fail us whether in France, +Mesopotamia, or Palestine. Devotion to duty is inwoven with the fibers +of their hearts. They are men who, either in kindness to captives or +courage amid disaster and destruction, never fail us. + + + + + *XIV* + + *THE CROSS AT NEUVE CHAPELLE* + + +The war on the Western Front has been fought in a Roman Catholic country +where crucifixes are erected at all the chief cross-roads to remind us +that, in every moment of doubt as to the way of life, and on whichever +road we finally decide to walk, whether rough or smooth, we shall need +the Saviour and His redeeming love. We have seen a cross so often when +on the march, or when passing down some trench, that it has become +inextricably mixed up with the war. When we think of the great struggle +the vision of the cross rises before us, and when we see the cross, we +think of processions of wounded men who have been broken to save the +world. Whenever we have laid a martyred soldier to rest, we have placed +over him, as the comment on his death, a simple white cross bearing his +name. We never paint any tribute on it. None is needed, for nothing +else could speak so eloquently as a cross--a white cross. White is the +sacred color in the army of to-day, and the cross is the sacred form. +In after years there will never be any doubt as to where the line of +liberty ran that held back the flood and force of German tyranny. From +the English Channel to Switzerland it is marked for all time with the +crosses on the graves of the British and French soldiers. Whatever may +be our views about the erection of crucifixes by the wayside and at the +cross-roads, no one can deny that they have had an immense influence for +good on our men during the war in France. + +The experience of many a gallant soldier is expressed in the following +Belgian poem: + + "I came to a halt at the bend of the road; + I reached for my ration, and loosened my load; + I came to a halt at the bend of the road. + + "O weary the way, Lord; forsaken of Thee, + My spirit is faint--lone, comfortless me; + O weary the way, Lord; forsaken of Thee. + + "And the Lord answered, Son, be thy heart lifted up, + I drank, as thou drinkest, of agony's cup; + And the Lord answered, Son, be thy heart lifted up. + + "For thee that I loved, I went down to the grave, + Pay thou the like forfeit thy Country to save; + For thee that I loved, I went down to the grave. + + "Then I cried, 'I am Thine, Lord; yea, unto this last.' + And I strapped on my knapsack, and onward I passed. + Then I cried, 'I am Thine, Lord; yea, unto this last.' + + "Fulfilled is the sacrifice. Lord, is it well? + Be it said--for the dear sake of country he fell. + Fulfilled is the sacrifice. Lord, is it well?" + + +The Cross has interpreted life to the soldier and has provided him with +the only acceptable philosophy of the war. It has taught boys just +entering upon life's experience that, out-topping all history and +standing out against the background of all human life, is a Cross on +which died the Son of God. It has made the hill of Calvary stand out +above all other hills in history. Hannibal, Csar, Napoleon--these may +stand at the foot of the hill, as did the Roman soldiers, but they are +made to look mean and insignificant as the Cross rises above them, +showing forth the figure of the Son of Man. Against the sky-line of +human history the Cross stands clearly, and all else is in shadow. The +wayside crosses at the Front and the flashes of roaring guns may not +have taught our soldiers much history, but they have taught them the +central fact of history; and all else will have to accommodate itself to +that, or be disbelieved. The Cross of Christ is the center of the +picture for evermore, and the grouping of all other figures must be +round it. + +To the soldiers it can never again be made a detail in some other +picture. Seen also in the light of their personal experience it has +taught them that as a cross lies at the basis of the world's life and +shows bare at every crisis of national and international life so, at the +root of all individual life, is a cross. They have been taught to look +for it at every parting of the ways. Suffering to redeem others and +make others happy will now be seen as the true aim of life and not the +grasping of personal pleasure or profit. They have stood where high +explosive shells thresh out the corn from the chaff--the true from the +false. They have seen facts in a light that lays things stark and bare; +and the cant talked by skeptical armchair-philosophers will move them as +little as the chittering of sparrows on the housetops. For three long +years our front-line trenches have run through what was once a village +called Neuve Chapelle. There is nothing left of it now. But there is +something there which is tremendously impressive. It is a crucifix. It +stands out above everything, for the land is quite flat around it. The +cross is immediately behind our firing trench, and within two or three +hundred yards of the German front trench. The figure of Christ is +looking across the waste of No Man's Land. Under His right arm and +under His left, are British soldiers holding the line. Two dud shells +lie at the the foot. One is even touching the wood, but though hundreds +of shells must have swept by it, and millions of machine-gun bullets, it +remains undamaged. Trenches form a labyrinth all round it. When our +men awake and "stand-to" at dawn the first sight they see is the cross; +and when at night they lie down in the side of the trench, or turn into +their dug-outs, their last sight is the cross. It stands clear in the +noon-day sun; and in the moonlight it takes on a solemn grandeur. + +I first saw it on a November afternoon when the sun was sinking under +heavy banks of cloud, and it bent my mind back to the scene as it must +have been on the first Good Friday, when the sun died with its dying +Lord, and darkness crept up the hill of Calvary and covered Him with its +funeral pall to hide His dying agonies from the curious eyes of +unbelieving men. I had had tea in a dug-out, and it was dark when I +left. Machine-guns were sweeping No Man's Land to brush back enemies +that might be creeping towards us through the long grass; and the air +was filled with a million clear, cracking sounds. Star-shells rose and +fell and their brilliant lights lit up the silent form on the cross. + +For three years, night and day, Christ has been standing there in the +midst of our soldiers, with arms outstretched in blessing. They have +looked up at Him through the clear starlight of a frosty night; and they +have seen His pale face by the silver rays of the moon as she has sailed +her course through the heavens. In the gloom of a stormy night they +have seen the dark outline, and caught a passing glimpse of Christ's +effigy by the flare of the star-shells. What must have been the +thoughts of the sentries in the listening posts as all night long they +have gazed at the cross; or of the officers as they have passed down the +trench to see that all was well; or of some private sleeping in the +trench and, being awakened by the cold, taking a few steps to restore +blood-circulation? Deep thoughts, I imagine, much too deep for words of +theirs or mine. + +And when the Battle of Neuve Chapelle was raging and the wounded, whose +blood was turning red the grass, looked up at Him, what thoughts must +have been theirs then? Did they not feel that He was their big Brother +and remember that blood had flowed from Him as from them; that pain had +racked Him as it racked them; and that He thought of His mother and of +Nazareth as they thought of their mother and the little cottage they +were never to see again? When their throats became parched and their +lips swollen with thirst did they not remember how He, too, had cried +for a drink; and, most of all, did they not call to mind the fact that +He might have saved Himself, as they might, if He had cared more for His +own happiness than for the world's? As their spirits passed out through +the wounds in their bodies would they not ask Him to remember them as +their now homeless souls knocked at the gate of His Kingdom? He had +stood by them all through the long and bloody battle while hurricanes of +shells swept over and around Him. I do not wonder that the men at the +Front flock to the Lord's Supper to commemorate His death. They will +not go without it. If the Sacrament be not provided, they ask for it. +At home there was never such a demand for it as exists at the Front. +There is a mystic sympathy between the trench and the Cross, between the +soldier and his Saviour. + +And yet, to those who willed the war and drank to the day of its coming, +even the Cross has no sacredness. It is to them but a tool of war. An +officer told me that during the German retreat from the Somme they +noticed a peculiar accuracy in the enemy's firing. The shells followed +an easily distinguishable course. So many casualties occurred from this +accurate shelling that the officers set themselves to discover the +cause. They found that the circle of shells had for its center the +cross-roads, and that at the cross-roads was a crucifix that stood up +clearly as a land-mark. Evidently the crosses were being used to guide +the gunners, and was causing the death of our men. But a more +remarkable thing came to light. The cross stood close to the road, and +when the Germans retired they had sprung a mine at the cross-roads to +delay our advance. Everything near had been blown to bits by the +explosion except the crucifix which had not a mark upon it. And yet it +could not have escaped, except by a miracle. They therefore set +themselves to examine the seeming miracle and came across one of the +most astounding cases of fiendish cunning. They found that the Germans +had made a concrete socket for the crucifix so that they could take it +out or put it in at pleasure. Before blowing up the cross-roads they had +taken the cross out of its socket and removed it to a safe distance, +then, when the mine had exploded, they put the cross back so that it +might be a landmark to direct their shooting. And now they were using +Christ's instrument of redemption as an instrument for men's +destruction. + +But our young officers resolved to restore the cross to its work of +saving men. They waited till night fell, and then removed the cross to +a point a hundred or two yards to the left. When in the morning the +German gunners fired their shells their observers found that the shells +fell too far wide of the cross and they could make nothing of the +mystery. It looked as if someone had been tampering with their guns in +the night. To put matters right they altered the position of their guns +so that once more the shells made a circle round the cross. And +henceforth our soldiers were safe, for the shells fell harmlessly into +the outlying fields. Nor was this the only time during their retreat +that the Germans put the cross to this base use and were foiled in their +knavery. + +When a nation scraps the Cross of Christ and turns it into a tool to +gain an advantage over its opponents, it becomes superfluous to ask who +began the war, and folly to close our eyes to the horrors and +depravities which are being reached in the waging of it. + +There is a new judgment of the nations now proceeding and who shall +predict what shall be? The Cross of Christ is the arbiter, and our +attitude towards it decides our fate. I have seen the attitude of our +soldiers towards the cross at Neuve Chapelle and towards that for which +it stands; and I find more comfort in their reverence for Christ and +Christianity than in all their guns and impediments of war. + +The Cross of Christ towers above the wrecks of time, and the nations +will survive that stand beneath its protecting arms in the trenches of +righteousness, liberty and truth. + + + + + *XV* + + *THE CHILDREN OF OUR DEAD* + + +There are times when we get away from the Front for a rest. We hear no +more the sound of the guns, but give ourselves up to the silence and +charm of the country. Before going into the Somme fighting we were +billeted for ten days in the neighboring village to Cressy; and as the +anniversary of the battle came that week the colonel chose the day for a +march to the battlefield. The owner of the field, when the old windmill +stood, from which King Edward III directed his army, came to meet us and +describe the battle. When the war is over he is going to erect a +monument on the spot to the memory of the French and British troops who +in comradeship have died fighting against the common foe. + +They were happy days that we spent around Cressy. The last that some +were destined to know this side of the Great Divide. The bedroom next +to mine was occupied by two fine young officers of utterly different +type. One was a Greek whose father had taken out naturalization papers +and loved the country of his adoption with a worshiping passion that +would shame many native born. The other was a charming, argumentative, +systematic, theological student of Scots parentage. The night before we +left, the Greek accidentally broke his mirror and was much upset. It +was, he said, a token that Death was about to claim him. The Scot +laughed heartily, for he had not a trace of the superstitious in him; +or, if he had--which was more than likely--it was kept under by his +strong reasoning faculties. + +"If you are to be killed," he replied, "I am to be killed too, for I +also have broken my mirror." + +He spoke the words in jest, or with hardly a discernible undercurrent of +seriousness; but they were true words nevertheless. The two bed-mates +were killed in the same battle a week or two later. I had tea with them +in their dug-out on the eve of the fight. They were to take up their +positions in an hour, but the student could not resist having just one +more argument. He directed the conversation to the New Theology, and to +German philosophers and Biblical scholars. He simply talked me off my +feet, for he possessed the most brilliant intellect in the regiment, +combined with self-reliance and perfect modesty. Then the conversation +turned to the question of taking a tot of rum before going over the +parapet. He was a rigid teetotaler, "for," said he, "drink is the ruin +of my country." He was opposed to the idea of taking rum to help one's +courage or allay his fears. He would not, he said, go under with his +eyes bandaged. He would take a good look at Death and dare him to do +his worst. He was superb, and Death never felled a manlier man. +Browning would have loved him as his own soul for he had Browning's +attitude to life exactly, and could have sung with him, + + "Fear death? ... + I was ever a fighter, so--one fight more, + The best and the last! + I would hate that death bandaged my eyes, and forbore, + And bade me creep past. + No! let me taste the whole of it, fare like my peers + The heroes of old, + Bear the brunt, in a minute pay glad life's arrears + Of pain, darkness and cold. + For sudden the worst turns best to the brave, + The black minute's at end, + And the elements' rage, the fiend-voices that rave, + Shall dwindle, shall blend, + Shall change, shall become first a peace out of pain, + Then a light... + And with God be the rest!" + + +He was found with his "body against the wall where the forts of folly +fall." His brave, intelligent face was completely blown away. His Greek +friend was wounded, and while being dressed in a shell-hole by his +servant, was hit again and killed. + +Some weeks later all that remained of the regiment was drawn out to a +little village some miles from Amiens, and very similar to the one we +had occupied near Cressy. We were taken to it in motor-'buses for the +men were too exhausted to march, and the days spent there were days of +great delight. We had a glorious, crowded-out service on the Sunday. It +was both a thanksgiving and a memorial service, and I spoke to the men +on "The Passing of the Angels." + +"When the music ceased," I said, "and the herald-angels departed, the +sky became very empty, cold and gray to the Shepherds; and they said one +to another, 'let us now go even unto Bethlehem.' And they went and +found out Jesus. If the angels had stayed the shepherds would have +stayed with them. The angels had to come to point them to Jesus but, +that done, they had to go away to make the shepherds desire Jesus and +seek Him. 'When the half-gods go the gods arrive.' The angels had to +make room for Jesus and the second best had to yield place to the best. +When John the Baptist was killed his disciples went in their sorrow to +Jesus; and having lost our noble comrades, we must go to Him also. The +best in our friends came from Jesus as the sweet light of the moon comes +from the sun; and we must go to the Source. If we find and keep to +Jesus, sooner or later we shall find our lost friends again, for 'them +also which sleep in Jesus will God bring with him!'" + +In some such words I tried to comfort those who had left their comrades +behind in the graves on the Somme; for I know how deeply they felt the +loss. During the week we had dinner parties, and all kinds of jolly +social intercourse. It was amusing to see the delight everyone felt at +having a bed to sleep in. "Look Padre, at these white sheets," an +officer cried as I passed his window. He was as merry over them as if a +rich maiden aunt had remembered him in her will. Some got "leave" home, +and were so frankly joyful about it that it made the rest of us both +glad and envious. We made up for it somewhat by getting leave to spend +an occasional day in Amiens. There I went into the glorious cathedral. +Almost the whole of the front was sandbagged, but even thus, it was a +"thing of beauty" and has become for me a "joy forever." + +Except Rouen Cathedral I have seen nothing to equal it. Notre Dame, +with its invisible yet clinging tapestry of history, is more deeply +moving. But it is sadder--more sombre. Something of the ugliness and +tragedy of by-gone days peep out in it; but Amiens Cathedral is a thing +of pure joy and beauty. It suggests fairies, while Notre Dame suggests +goblins. + +While I was looking at its glorious rose-windows which were casting +their rich colors on the pillars, a father and his two children came in. +The man and son dipped their fingers in the shell of holy water, crossed +their foreheads and breasts with the water, and were passing on; but the +little girl who was too short to reach the shell, took hold of her +father's arm and pulled him back. She, too, wished to dip her fingers +in holy water, and make the sign of the cross over her mind and heart. +The father yielded to her importunity and touched her hand with his wet +fingers. She made the sacred sign and was satisfied. The father and son +had remembered their own needs but forgotten the child's. + +After all the tragic happenings on the Somme why should this little +incident linger in my memory like a primrose in a crater? Did it not +linger _because_ of the tragedy of the preceding weeks? I had been +living weeks together without seeing a child and after the slaughter of +youth which I had witnessed the sight of a child in a cathedral was +inexpressibly beautiful. The father's neglect of its finer needs gave +me pain. We have lost so many young men, that every child and youth +left to us ought to be cared for as the apple of our eye. We have lost +more than our young men. We have lost those who would have been their +children. The little ones who might have been, have gone to their +graves with their fathers. + +The old recruiting cry, "the young and single first" was necessary from +a military standpoint but, from a merely human point of view, I could +never see much justice in it. The young had no responsibility, direct +or indirect, for the war. They were given life and yet before they +could taste it, they were called upon to die in our behalf. We who are +older have tasted of life and love; the residue of our years will be +much the same as those that have gone before; there will be little of +surprise or newness of experience. Perhaps, too, we have living +memorials of ourselves, so that if we die, our personality and name will +still live on. Our death will only be partial. While William Pitt lived +could it be said that Lord Chatham had died? His body was dead, truly, +but his spirit found utterance in the British House of Commons every +time his son spoke, and Napoleon felt the strength of his arm as truly +did Montcalm on the Heights of Abraham. I should not have mourned the +loss of the young Scot and the Greek so much, had they left to the world +some image and likeness of themselves. In dying, they gave more than +themselves to death; + + "Those who would have been + Their sons they gave--their immortality." + + +After a summer on the Somme, I have come to understand something of how +fear of the devouring maw of Time became almost an obsession with +Shakespeare. Death had taken from him some of the dearest intimates of +his heart, and taken them young. And so, like the sound of a +funeral-bell echoing down the lane where lovers walk, there is heard +through all his sonnets and poems of love the approaching footsteps of +death. Sometimes the footsteps sound faintly, but they are seldom +absent. How then would he have felt in a war like this, in which the +"young and single" have gone out by the hundred thousand to prematurely +die? + +Others, however, who have given their lives were married men, and they +have left images of themselves in trust to the nation. We know the last +thoughts of a dying father. Captain Falcon Scott as he lay dying at the +South Pole has expressed them for all time. "Take care of the boy," he +said, "there should be good stuff in him." He found comfort in the +reflection that he would, though he died, live on in his son; but he was +saddened by the thought that the son would have to face the battle of +life without a father to back him up. The boy would therefore need +special "care." + +On the evening of the first battle of the Somme I spoke to a young +officer as he lay in a bed at the Field Ambulance. He had lost his +right arm and he told me how it had happened. He was charging across No +Man's Land when a shell cut it off near the shoulder, and flung it +several yards away. As he saw it fall to the ground the sight so +overcame him that he cried aloud in distress, "Oh my arm! My beautiful +arm." He was still mourning its loss, so, to comfort him, I told him +that Nelson lost _his_ right arm and won the Battle of Trafalgar after +he had lost it. Like Nelson, I told him, he would learn to write with +his left hand and still do a man's job. He would not be useless in life +as he feared. When the children of our dead soldiers charge across No +Man's Land in the battle of life they will think of their lost fathers, +and the agonizing cry of the young wounded soldier will rise to their +lips, "Oh my arm, my beautiful arm." The State is providing artificial +arms for our wounded soldiers. Will it be a right arm to the children +of its dead? Will it be a father to the fatherless and a husband to the +widow? Unless it is ready for this sacred task, it had no right to ask +for and accept the lives of these men. + +The State, with the help of the Church, must resolve that no child shall +suffer because its father was a hero and patriot. The State must help +the child to the shell of holy water without the little one having to +pull at its arm to remind it of its duties. If the children of our dead +soldiers lack education, food, moral and spiritual guidance, or a proper +start in life, no words will be condemnatory enough to adequately +describe the nation's crime and ingratitude. They are the sons and +daughters of heroes and there "should be good stuff" in them. It is the +nation's privilege, as well as its duty, to take the place of their +fathers. + +A few days later I walked into Arras from the neighboring village. +There were guns all along the road, and there was not a house but bore +the mark of shells. Some of the civilians had remained, but these were +mostly old people who could not settle elsewhere, and who preferred to +die at home rather than live in a strange place. One house impressed me +greatly. It had been badly damaged but, its garden was untouched and in +it were half a dozen rose-trees. It was the beginning of spring, and +each tree was covered over with sacking to preserve it from the cold and +fragments of shells. The owner did not care sufficiently for his own +life to move away, but he cared for the life of his roses. And so, when +the summer came there were roses in at least one garden in Arras. + +The noise of the guns was terrific and the old man had to live in the +cellar, but he found leisure of soul to cultivate his roses. His action +was one of the most beautiful things I have seen in the entire war. The +children of our homes are more beautiful than Arras roses, and more +difficult to rear. May we trust our country not to neglect them? Will +she save them from the mark of the shell, and help them to grow up to a +full and perfect loveliness? Our dying soldiers have trusted her to do +it. From their graves they plead, + + "If ye break faith with us who die, + We shall not sleep, though poppies blow + In Flanders fields." + + + + + *XVI* + + *A FUNERAL UNDER FIRE* + + +It was in a ruined village behind the trenches. A fatigue party had +just come out of the line, and was on its way to rest-billets in the +next village. The men were tired so they sat down to rest in the +deserted street. Suddenly, a scream, as from a disembodied spirit, +pierced the air. There was a crash, a cloud of smoke, and five men lay +dead on the pavement, and twelve wounded. Next morning I was asked to +bury one of the dead. Under a glorious July sky a Roman Catholic +chaplain and I cycled between desolate fields into the village. A +rifleman guided us down a communication-trench till we came to the +cemetery. It was a little field fenced with trees. There we found a +Church of England chaplain. He and the Catholic chaplain had two men +each to bury. + +A burial party was at work on the five graves. It was the fatigue party +of the evening before, and the men were preparing the last resting place +of those who had died at their side. They worked rapidly, for all the +morning the village had been under a bombardment which had not as yet +ceased. Before they had finished they were startled by the familiar but +fatal scream of a shell and threw themselves on the ground. It burst a +short distance away without doing harm, and the soldiers went on with +their work, as if nothing had happened. When the graves were ready, two +of the bodies were brought out and lowered with ropes. The Church of +England chaplain read the burial service over them, and we all stood +round as mourners. Two more bodies were brought out and we formed a +circle round them while the Roman Catholic chaplain read the burial +service of his Church--chiefly, in Latin. There now remained but one, +and he, in turn, was quietly lowered into his grave. He was still +wearing his boots and uniform and was wrapped around with his blanket. + + "No useless coffin enclosed his breast, + Not in sheet or in shroud we wound him; + But he lay like a warrior taking his rest + With his martial cloak around him." + + +All his comrades who had been with him in the dread hour of death were +mourning by his grave, and standing with them were his officer and two +chaplains. I read the full service as it is given in our Prayer Book. +It was all that one could do for him. The Catholic chaplain had +sprinkled consecrated water on the bodies and I sprinkled consecrated +soil. Was it not in truth holy soil? Behind me was one long, common +grave in which lay buried a hundred and ten French soldiers; "110 +Braves" was the inscription the cross bore. In front of me were three +rows of graves in which were lying British soldiers. French and British +soldiers were mingling their dust. In death, as in life, they were not +divided. + +I felt led to offer no prayer for the lad at my feet, nor for his dead +comrades. He needed no prayer of mine; rather did I need his. He was +safe home in port. The storm had spent itself and neither rock, nor +fog, nor fire would trouble him again. His living comrades and I were +still out in the storm, battling towards the land. He had no need of +us, but his parents and comrades had need of him. We were there to pay +a tribute to his life and death, to pray for his loved ones, and to +learn how frail we are and how dependent upon Him who is beyond the +reach of the chances and changes of this mortal life. + +I was half way through the recital of the last prayer--"We bless Thy +Holy Name for all Thy servants departed this life in Thy faith and +fear"--when that fatal, well-known scream, as of a vulture darting down +on its prey, again tore the air. The men, as they had been taught, +dropped to the ground like stones. My office demanded that I should +continue the prayer, and leave with God the decision as to how it should +end. There was a crash, and the branches of the trees overhead trembled +as some fragments of shell smote them. But there was nothing more. The +men rose as quickly as they had fallen, and all were reverently standing +to attention before the last words of the prayer found utterance. The +graves were filled in and we went our several ways. Next day white +crosses were placed over the five mounds, and we bade them a long and +last farewell. + + + + + *XVII* + + *A SOLDIER'S CALVARY* + + +There is one afternoon on the Somme that stands out in my memory like a +dark hill when the sun has sunk below the verge and left a lingering bar +of red across the sky. It was a Calvary thick with the bodies of our +men. I was looking for the Westminsters and they were difficult to +find. I passed over one trench and reached another. There I asked the +men if they knew where the Westminsters were, and they expressed the +opinion that the regiment was in the trench ahead. There was no +communication trench so I followed a fatigue-party for some distance +which was marching in single file, and carrying hand-grenades to the +firing line. They turned to the right and I kept straight on. Every few +yards I passed rifles reversed and fastened in the ground by their +bayonets. They marked the graves of the dead. A few soldiers, but +newly killed, were still lying out. + +At last I reached a trench and found in it a number of Westminsters. +They were signalers on special duty, and they told me that I had already +passed the regiment on my left. The poor fellows were in a sad plight. +The weather was cold and they were without shelter. There were German +dug-outs but they were partly blown in and full of German dead. The +stench that rose from these, and from the shallow graves around, was +almost unbearable. Yet there amid falling shells, the lads had to remain +day and night. Their rations were brought to them, but as every ounce +of food and drop of water, in addition to the letters from home, had to +be brought on pack mules through seven or eight miles of field tracks in +which the mules struggled on up to the knees in sticky mud and sometimes +up to the belly, it was impossible for the regiment to receive anything +beyond water and "iron rations," i.e., hard biscuits. Water was so +precious that not a drop could be spared to wash faces or clean teeth +with, and I always took my own water-bottle and food, to avoid sharing +the scanty supplies of the officers. After a little time spent with the +signalers I moved up the trench and looked in at the little dug-out of +the Colonel commanding. All the officers present, bearded almost beyond +recognition, were sitting on the floor. The enemy had left a small red +electric light, which added an almost absurd touch of luxury to the +miserable place. Farther up the trench I found the Brigade Staff +Captain in a similar dug-out and after making inquiries as to the +position of the Queen's Westminster Regiment which was my objective, I +left to find it; for the sun was already setting. The path was across +the open fields, and the saddest I have ever trod. I was alone and had +but little idea of location, but it was impossible to miss the path. On +the right and left, it was marked at every few steps with dead men. +Most of them were still grasping their rifles. They had fallen forward +as they rushed over the ground, and their faces--their poor, blackened, +lipless faces--were towards the foe. There had, as yet, been no +opportunity to bury them for the ground was still being shelled and the +burial parties had been all too busily engaged in other parts of the +field. I longed to search for their identity discs that I might know +who they were and make a note of the names; but I had to leave it to the +burial party. I was already feeling sick with the foul smells in the +trench and the sights on the way, and lacked the strength to look for +the discs around the wrists and necks of the poor, decomposed bodies. +It had to be left to men of the burial party whose nerves were somewhat +more hardened to the task by other experiences of the kind. It was a +new Calvary on which I was standing. These poor bodies miles from home +and with no woman's hands to perform the last offices of affection were +lying there as the price of the world's freedom. + +Would that all who talk glibly of freedom and justice might have seen +what I saw on that dreary journey, that they might the better realize +the spiritual depths of liberty and righteousness, and the high cost at +which they are won for the race. It is fatally easy to persuade +ourselves that there is no need for us to tread the bitter path of +suffering and death--that we can achieve freedom and justice by being +charitable, and by talking amiably to our enemies. We try to believe +that they are as anxious to achieve liberty for the world as we are, +that they are striving to bind mankind in fetters of iron, only through +lack of knowledge as to our intentions. Their hearts and intentions are +good but they are misled, and after a little talk with them around a +table they would put off their "shining armor" and become angels of +light carrying palm branches in place of swords and fetters. + +This is a mighty pleasant theory, only it is not true; and we cannot get +rid of evil by ignoring it, nor of the devil by buying him a new suit. +There are men willing to die to destroy liberty, just as there are +others willing to die in its defense. It is not that they do not +understand liberty. They _do_, and that is why they wish to destroy it. +It is the enemy of their ideal. Whether liberty will survive or not, +depends upon whether there are more men inspired to die in defending +liberty, than there are willing to die in opposing it. A thing lives +while men love it sufficiently well to die for it. We get what we +deserve; and readiness to die for it is the price God has put on +liberty. + +Words are things too cheap to buy it. When someone suggested +establishing a new religion to supersede Christianity, Voltaire is +reported to have asked if the founder were willing to be crucified for +it? Otherwise, it would stand no chance of success. It was a deep +criticism, and showed that Voltaire was no fool. Blood is the test, not +words. A nation can only achieve liberty when it is determined to be +free or die. "Whosoever shall seek to save his life shall lose it." +"Never man spake" as Christ spake, but He did not save the world by +talking to it, but by dying for it. Outpoured blood, not outpoured +words, is the proof of moral convictions and the means of their +propaganda; our soldiers may not be learned in some things, but they +have learned _that_. They know the cause will win which has most moral +power, and that the cause with most moral strength will prove itself to +be the one with most martyrs. And the side with most men ready to be +martyrs will outstay the other. The spirit of martyrdom, not +negotiation, is the path to liberty and peace. You cannot negotiate +with a tiger. The dispute is too simple for negotiation. You have to +kill the tiger, or yourself be killed. + +While I was on leave, a man told me that he had asked some soldiers from +the Front why they were fighting, and they could not tell him. +Probably. All the deepest things are of life beyond telling. No true +man can tell why he loves his wife or children. This trust in words, in +being able to "tell why," is truly pathetic. I would not trust a wife's +love if she could tell her husband exactly _why_ she loved him; nor +would I trust our soldiers not to turn tail in battle if they could +_tell_ just why they are fighting. They cannot _tell_, but with their +poor lipless faces turned defiantly against the foe they can _show_ why +they are fighting. Let those who want to know the soldiers' reason _why_ +they fight go and see them there on the blasted field of battle, not ask +them when they come home on leave. The lips of a soldier perish +_first_, as his dead body lies exposed on the battlefield; his rifle he +clutches to the last; and it is a lesson terrible enough for even the +densest talker to understand. + +The dead lads lying out in the open with their rifles pointing towards +the enemy voice their reason why loud enough for the deaf to hear and +the world to heed. Ideals must be died for if they are to be realized +on earth, for they have bitter enemies who stick at nothing. And we +have to defend our ideal with our lives or be cravens and let it perish. + +History, with unimportant variations, is constantly repeating itself; +and in nothing is it so consistent as in the price it puts on liberty. +The lease of liberty runs out; the lease has to be renewed, and it is +renewed by suffering and martyrdom. The dear dead lads whom I saw on +that terrible afternoon were renewing the lease. With their bodies they +had marked out a highway over which the peoples of the earth may march +to freedom and to justice. + +The view, all too common, that our soldiers regard the war as a kind of +picnic, and an attack as a sort of rush for the goal in a game of +football, is false--false as sin. It is a view blind to the whole +psychology of the war, and misses the meaning of our soldiers' gayety as +much as it ignores their fear and sorrow. The trenches are a Gethsemane +to them and their prayer is, "Our Father, all things are possible unto +Thee: take away this cup from me: nevertheless not what I will, but what +Thou wilt." + +One day, when I went into a mess-room in which letters were being +censored, an officer said to me, "Read this, Padre, there's a reference +to you, and a candid expression of a man's attitude towards religion." + +I took the letter and it read: "Our chaplain isn't far out when he says, +in his book, that though we may speak lightly of the church we don't +think or speak lightly of Christ. However careless we may be when we are +out of the trenches, when we are in we all pray. There is nothing else +we can do." + +I have been eighteen months with a fighting regiment on the Front, and I +have never spoken to any officer who did not regard it as a mathematical +certainty that, unless he happened to fall sick or be +transferred--neither of which he expected--he would be either killed or +wounded. And I agreed with him without saying it. He does not even +hope to escape wounds. They are inevitable if he stays long enough; for +one battle follows another and his time comes. He only hopes to escape +death and the more ghastly wounds. He hopes the wound when it comes +will be a "cushy one." The men take the same view. The period before +going into the trenches, or into battle, is to them like the Garden of +Gethsemane was to Christ; they are "exceeding sorrowful" and in their +presence I have often felt as one who stood "as it were, a stone's +throw" from them. They are going out with the expectation of meeting +death. + +On the 1st of July, 1916, twenty officers in our regiment went over the +top. Nineteen were killed or wounded and the one who returned to the +regiment was suffering from shell-shock and had to be sent home. +Although our losses are much lower now, the officers and men experience +the agony and bloody sweat of Gethsemane rather than the pleasure of a +picnic in Epping Forest. This explains, too, their gayety. It is the +happiness of men who know that they are doing their bit for the world's +good, and playing the man, not the cad. The rise of happiness into +gayety is the natural reaction from the sorrow and alarm which have been +clouding their hearts. In peace time they will never know either the +intensity of joy or sorrow they know now. A man never feels so truly +humorous as when he is sad. Humor is a kind of inverted sadness. The +most exquisite sadness produces the most exquisite humor as the deepest +wells give the sweetest, purest and coldest water. + + Tears and laughter are never far from one another, + The heart overflows on one side, and then on the other. + + +Our soldiers' minds are not filled with thoughts of Germans, but with +thoughts of the friends they have left behind them. Nor do they often +think of killing Germans. They neither think so much of the Germans nor +so bitterly of them as do the people at home. The Germans have not the +same prominence in the picture. Deeds relieve their emotions in regard +to the Germans and leave their hearts open for the things and folk they +love. + +It is commonly supposed (and this idea is fostered by some war +correspondents), that when our men go over the top they are possessed +with a mad lust to kill Germans. The ultimate aim of a general planning +a battle is to kill Germans no doubt, for that is the only way to +achieve victory; and if the Germans do not want to be killed they know +what to do. Let them surrender or retire. The private agrees with the +general in the necessity for killing Germans, but that is not what he is +thinking of when he goes over the top; nor is it what we should be +thinking of in his place. He is thinking of the Germans killing him. +Life is sweet at nineteen or one-and-twenty. It pleads to be spared a +little longer. A lad does not want to die; and as he goes over the +parapet he is thinking less of taking German lives than of losing his +own. He knows that German heads will not fit English shoulders, and +that, however many enemy lives he may take, none of them will restore +his own if he loses it, as he is quite likely to do. He is going out to +be mutilated or to die. That is his standpoint whatever may be the +general's or the war-correspondent's. He goes for his country's sake +and the right. It is his duty, and there is an end of it. + +Most of the killing in modern war is done by the artillery and +machine-guns. Comparatively few men have seen the face of an enemy they +know themselves to have killed. A regiment goes out to be shot at, +rather than to shoot. Unless this simple fact be grasped, the mentality +of the soldier cannot be understood. The lust for killing Germans would +never take a man out of his dug-out; but the love of his country and the +resolve to do his duty will take him out and lead him over the top. It +is what he volunteered for, but it goes hard when the time comes for all +that. + +The unburied men I saw had, but a short while ago, no idea of becoming +soldiers. They were the light of a home and the stay of a business. +With that they were content. But the challenge came; and they went out +to defend the right against the wrong--the true against the false. They +toiled up a new Calvary "with the cross that turns not back," and now +they lie buried in a strange land. They have lost all for themselves, +but they have gained all for us and for those who will come after us. +Yet although they saved others, themselves they could not save. + + + + + *XVIII* + + *THE HOSPITAL TRAIN* + + +We were carried from our regiments to the hospital in ambulance cars. +I, and several others, had trench fever. Some were suffering from gas +poisoning. One lovely boy--for he was nothing more--was near to death +with "mustard" gas. The doctor at the Dressing Station had opened a +vein and bled him of a pint of blood. It was the only hope of saving +him. But as the car bumped over the rough roads and the gas in his +lungs grew more suffocating he almost despaired of reaching the hospital +alive. Others were wounded; and one had appendicitis. After a period +in hospital, during which we were honored with a visit by General Byng, +it was decided that we should go to the Base. We lay down on +stretchers, and orderlies carried us to the waiting cars. At the +station we were lifted into the hospital train. The racks had been +taken down and stretchers put in their places. These were reserved for +the "lying cases." The "sitting cases" occupied the seats--one to each +corner. It was afternoon and as soon as the train began to move tea was +served. The train sped on and, about sun-set, a most excellent dinner +was provided by the orderlies on board. + +It was the time of the new moon. "Keep the window open," said one, "it +is unlucky to see the new moon through glass, and we need all the good +luck we can get," and he avoided looking through the glass until he had +seen the moon through the open window. We chatted, read our magazines, +or slept--just as we felt inclined. The night wore on and at about two +o'clock we reached Rouen. Cars rushed us to one of the Red Cross +hospitals. A doctor slipped out of bed, examined our cards, decided in +which wards we should be put, and orderlies led or carried us thither. +A nurse showed each of us to his room. We were got to bed and another +nurse brought some tea. Next morning we were examined and put down for +removal across the Channel. + +The nurses are radiant as sunshine, and diffuse a spirit of merriment +throughout the hospital. It was a pure joy to be under their care. At +three o'clock the following morning, without previous warning, a nurse +came and awakened us. We had half an hour to dress. Another nurse then +came round with a dainty breakfast. We were then put into cars and +taken to the hospital train. It left as dawn was breaking, and we were +on our way to "Blighty." We had a comfortable journey and reached Havre +about nine. Orderlies carried us on board ship and we were taken to our +cots. Breakfast was served immediately. We felt a huge content; and +hoped to be across by night. But the ship remained by the quay all day. +In the evening it moved out of the harbor and lay near its mouth. +Towards midnight it slipped its anchor and headed for home. + +All had received life-belts and a card directing us which boat to make +for, should the ship be torpedoed. Mine was "Boat 5, Starboard." My +neighbor on the right had been on a torpedoed boat once and had no +desire to be on another. The lights of the ship were obscured or put +out, and we silently stole over the waters towards the much desired +haven. There was no sound but the steady thump of the engines, and we +were soon asleep. Shortly after dawn we awoke to find ourselves in +Southampton Water. A water-plane drew near, settled like a gull on the +water, and then plowed its way through the waves with the speed of a +motor-boat. + +About nine o'clock we were carried off the boat to the station. Women +workers supplied us with telegraph forms, confectionery and cigarettes; +orderlies brought us tea. We were then taken to the train. It was even +more comfortable than the hospital trains in France; and we had women +nurses. On each side of the train, for its full length, were +comfortable beds and we were able to sit up or recline at our pleasure. +Lunch was served on board, and of a character to tempt the most ailing +man. No shortage of food is allowed to obtain on the hospital train. +It has the first claim on the food supply and it has the first claim to +the railroad. It stops at no station except for its own convenience. +Even the King's train stops to let the hospital train pass. + +We were under the care of a nurse who had reached middle life. She had +been on a torpedoed hospital ship! on one that struck a mine without +bursting it; and on another that collided with a destroyer in the dark. +She was greatly disappointed at the decision which had removed nurses +from the hospital ships because of the danger from submarines. She +fully appreciated the chivalry of the men who would not let their women +be drowned; but it had robbed the women of a chance of proving their +devotion, and she could not see why the men should do all the dying. +The women were ready to meet death with the men and as their mates and +equals. Their place was with the wounded whatever might befall, and +they were ready. + +Hospital trains have run daily for three years now, and human nature can +get used to anything. We thought, therefore, that the people would have +become used to the hospital train. But greater surprise never gladdened +a man's heart than the one which awaited us as we steamed out of +Southampton. All the women and children by the side of the railway were +at their windows or in their gardens, waving their hands to us. And all +the way to Manchester the waving of welcoming hands never ceased. At +every station the porters doffed their caps to the hospital train as it +sped past. There was not a station large or small that did not greet us +with a group of proud smiling faces. Our eyes were glued to the windows +all the way. For one day in our lives, at least, we were kings, and our +procession through "England's green and pleasant land" was a royal one. +We passed through quiet country districts but at every wall or fence +there were happy faces. We wondered where they all came from, and how +they knew of our coming. There were tiny children sitting on all the +railway fences waving hands to us. One little girl of four or five was +sitting on the fence by a country station and waving her little hand. +We had not seen English children for months and Pope Gregory spoke the +truth ages ago when he said that they are "not Angles but Angels." The +sight of them after so long an absence was as refreshing to the spirit +as the sight of violets and primroses after a long and bitter winter. + +At Birmingham the train made its only stop. Men and women of the St. +John Ambulance Association boarded the train and supplied us with tea; +and, as the train moved out, stood at attention on the platform. At +Manchester we received a warm welcome that told us we were in +Lancashire. Men and women helped us to the waiting cars and handed cups +of tea to us. It was raining of course--being Manchester--but as we +passed near a railway arch a waiting crowd rushed out into the rain and +startled us with a cry of welcome which was also a cry of pain. Most of +the men in the cars were Lancashire lads and in the welcome given them +there were tears as well as smiles. Lancashire has a great heart as well +as a long head. It suffers with those who suffer and the cry of the +heart was heard in the welcome of its voice. There was a welcome too, +at the door of the hospital and at the door of each ward. Water was +brought to our bedside, and then a tray bearing a well-cooked dinner. + +We had reached home. + + + + + *XIX* + + *AFTER WINTER, SPRING* + + +A man's heart must be dead within him if, under the summer sun, he can +look on the desolated ground of the Western battle-front without feeling +emotions of joy and hope. In the winter-time the clumps of blasted +trees looked like groups of forsaken cripples. Their broken branches +stood out against the gray sky in utter nakedness, as if appealing to +heaven against the inhumanity of man. In a way, it was more depressing +to pass a ruined wood than a destroyed village. Some of the trees had +all their limbs shattered; others, thicker than a man's body, were cut +clean through the middle; others, again, were torn clean up by the roots +and lay sprawling on the ground. It seemed impossible that spring could +ever again clothe them in her garments of gladdening green. We imagined +the trees would appear amid the sunshine of the summer black, gaunt and +irreconcilable; pointing their mangled stumps towards those who had done +them such irreparable wrong and, as the wind whistled through them, +calling on all decent men to rise up and avenge them of their enemies. + +But, suddenly, we found that the reconciling spring was back in the +woods exercising all her oldtime witchery. Each broken limb was covered +with fresh foliage and each scarred stump put out sprouts of green. The +broken but blossoming woods grew into a picture of Hope, infinitely more +sublime and touching than the one to which Watts gave the name. It was a +picture drawn and colored by the finger of God, and it made the fairest +of man's handiwork look weak and incomplete. Uprooted trees lay on the +ground in full blossom, and shell-lopped branches again took on the form +of beauty. The transformation was wonderful to behold. + +And it all happened in a week. When our men went into the trenches the +trees were black, bare and bruised, but when they came out of the front +line into the support-trenches the wood behind them was a tender green +and had grown curved and symmetrical. It seemed as if the fairies of +our childhood had returned to the earth and were dwelling in the wood. +Although two long-range naval guns lay hidden behind it, which, with +deep imprecations opened their terrible mouths to hurl fiery +thunderbolts at the enemy, the fairies seemed unafraid and daily +continued to weave for the trees beautiful garments of leaf and blossom. +I have seen nothing that brought such gladness to both officers and men. +A new spirit seemed abroad. We were in a new atmosphere and a new world. +The war seemed already won, and the work of renewal and reconstruction +begun. + +And now the summer had done for the ground what the spring did for the +trees. One Sunday, I was to hold a service on ground that was, in the +springtime, No Man's Land. Having ample time I left the dusty road and +walked across the broken fields through which our front-line trenches +had run. There were innumerable shell holes and I had to pick my way +with care through the long grass and lingering barbed wire. I had been +over the ground on the day following the advance. Then it was a sea of +mud, with vast breakwaters of rusty barbed wire. Now, however, Nature's +healing hand was at work. Slowly but surely the trenches were falling +in, and the shell-holes filling up. The lips of the craters and +trenches were red as a maiden's--red with the poppies which come to +them. Here and there were large patches of gold and white where unseen +hands had sown the mud with dog-daisies. There were other patches all +ablaze with the red fire of the poppies, and as the slender plants +swayed in the wind, the fire leaped up or died down. + +When the war broke out I was in "Poppyland" near Cromer, in East Anglia. +There I first heard the tramp of armed men on the way to France, and +there first caught the strain of "Tipperary"--the farewell song of the +First Seven Divisions--a strain I can never hear now without having to +stifle back my tears. As I passed by these patches of blood-red poppies +I thought of those old and stirring days at Cromer when we watched a +regiment of the original Expeditionary Force singing "Tipperary" as it +marched swingingly through the narrow streets. The declaration of war +was hourly expected and the pier and some of the Sunday-school rooms +were given to the soldiers for billets. By morning every soldier had +vanished and we could only guess where, but a remark made by one of them +to another lingers still. They were standing apart, and watching the +fuss the people were making over the regiment. + +"Yes," he said to his comrade, "they think a great deal of the soldiers +in time of war, but they don't think much of us in days of peace." + +The remark was so true that it cut like a knife and the wound rankles +yet. I have often wondered what became of the lad that went out to +France to the horrors of war, with such memories of our attitude towards +him in the times of peace. I hope he lived long enough to see our +repentance. His memory haunted me among the poppies of Beaurains. In +the English Poppyland there was nothing to compare with the red-coated +army of poppies now occupying our old front line. In these trenches our +gallant men had for nearly three years fought and bled, and it seemed as +if every drop of blood poured out by them had turned into a glorious and +triumphant poppy. + +The spring and summer have taught me afresh that there is in our lives a +Power that is not ourselves. It is imminent in us and in all things, +yet transcends all. "Change and decay in all around we see," and still +there is One who changes not; He "_from_ everlasting _to_ everlasting is +God." He is the fountain of eternal life that no drought can touch. He +heals the broken tree and the broken heart. He clothes the desolate +fields of war with the golden corn of peace, and in the trenches that +war has scored across the souls of men, he plants the rich poppies of +memory. He drives away the icy oppression of winter with the breath or +spring, and in His mercy assuages "the grief that saps the mind for +those that here we see no more." + +He who turns rain-mists into rainbows and brings out of mud scarlet +poppies and white-petaled daisies without a speck of dirt upon them, is +at work in human life. Out of mud He has formed the poppy and out of +the dust the body of man. Who then can set Him limits when He works in +the finer material of man's soul? Eye hath not seen nor heart conceived +the beauty that will come forth when His workmanship is complete. "If +God so clothe the grass of the field, which to-day is, and to-morrow is +cast into the oven, shall He not much more clothe you, O ye of little +faith" who were made for immortality? His ways are past finding out, +but they are good. He puts out the sun but brings forth millions of +stars in its stead. At His call they come flocking forth as doves to +their windows. He blinds Milton but brings into his soul a flood of +light such as never shone on sea or land, and in its rays he sees +Paradise, lost and regained. He shuts Bunyan in a noisome prison, and +closes against him the door to his beloved Bedford, but He opens to him +a magic window that looks on heaven, and the years pass swiftly as he +watches the progress of the pilgrims towards the Celestial City. In the +mud that has been stained and even saturated with the life-blood of our +soldiers, He has made poppies to spring to loveliness. It is a parable +He is speaking to us, that the heart of man may feel and believe that +which it is beyond the power of the mind to grasp, or the tongue to +explain. + +The wounds of France are deep and deadly but they are not self-inflicted +and they will heal. She will blossom again with a glory greater and +purer than all her former glories. She is even now finding her soul, +and revealing a moral beauty and endurance such as few, even of her +dearest friends, could have foreseen or foretold. For ashes, God has +given her beauty, and it is worth all her suffering. Not Voltaire, but +Joan of Arc is her pride to-day. When I was in Rouen I saw the fresh +flowers which the people daily place on the spot where she died. France +knows where her strength lies. Over Napoleon she has built a magnificent +tomb of marble, but in it, she has not placed a single flower. As I +walked through it, some time ago, I felt depressed. It made me shiver. +It is magnificent, but dead. One of Joan of Arc's living flowers would +be worth the whole pile. It is the most tremendous sermon ever preached +on the vanity of military glory and the emptiness of genius when +uninspired by moral and spiritual worth. France knows. She gives Joan +of Arc a flower, but Napoleon a stone. France was never so great as +now, and never of such supreme importance to the world. We could not do +without her. On her coins she represents herself as a Sower that goes +forth sowing. It is a noble ideal, and truly, where she scatters her +seeds of thought the fair flowers of liberty, equality and fraternity +spring up as poppies spring, where the blood of our soldiers has watered +her fields. France is the fair Sower among the nations, and it will be +our eternal glory that when she was suddenly and murderously attacked in +her fields by her brutal and envious neighbor--who shamelessly stamps a +bird of prey on his coins for _his_ symbol, and a skull and cross-bones +on his soldiers' headgear as the expression of his ambition--England +came to her rescue, and not in vain. The German sword has gone deeply +into the heart of France, but it will leave not a festering wound but a +well of water at which mankind will drink and be refreshed. 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You may copy it, give it away or +re-use it under the terms of the </span><a class="reference internal" href="#project-gutenberg-license">Project Gutenberg License</a><span> +included with this eBook or online at +</span><a class="reference external" href="http://www.gutenberg.org/license">http://www.gutenberg.org/license</a><span>.</span></p> +<p class="noindent pnext"></p> +<div class="vspace" style="height: 2em"> +</div> +<div class="align-None container" id="pg-machine-header"> +<p class="noindent pfirst"><span>Title: The Soul of the Soldier +<br /> Sketches from the Western Battle-Front +<br /> +<br />Author: Thomas Tiplady +<br /> +<br />Release Date: July 18, 2014 [EBook #46323] +<br /> +<br />Language: English +<br /> +<br />Character set encoding: UTF-8</span></p> +</div> +<div class="vspace" style="height: 2em"> +</div> +<p class="noindent pfirst" id="pg-start-line"><span>*** START OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK </span><span>THE SOUL OF THE SOLDIER</span><span> ***</span></p> +<div class="vspace" style="height: 4em"> +</div> +<p class="noindent pfirst" id="pg-produced-by"><span>Produced by Al Haines.</span></p> +<div class="vspace" style="height: 1em"> +</div> +<p class="noindent pfirst"><span></span></p> +</div> +<div class="align-None container coverpage"> +<div class="vspace" style="height: 3em"> +</div> +<div class="align-center auto-scaled figure margin" style="width: 74%" id="figure-28"> +<img class="align-center block" style="display: block; width: 100%" alt="Cover art" src="images/img-cover.jpg" /> +<div class="caption centerleft figure-caption margin"> +<span class="italics">Cover art</span></div> +</div> +<div class="vspace" style="height: 4em"> +</div> +</div> +<div class="align-None container frontispiece"> +<div class="align-center auto-scaled figure margin" style="width: 56%" id="figure-29"> +<img class="align-center block" style="display: block; width: 100%" alt="Captain Guy Drummond, 13th Royal Canadian Highlanders. Killed in action, April, 1915. "A SON OF THE MOTHERLAND"" src="images/img-front.jpg" /> +<div class="caption centerleft figure-caption margin"> +<span class="italics">Captain Guy Drummond, 13th Royal Canadian Highlanders. +<br />Killed in action, April, 1915. +<br />"A SON OF THE MOTHERLAND"</span></div> +</div> +<div class="vspace" style="height: 4em"> +</div> +</div> +<div class="align-None container titlepage"> +<p class="center pfirst"><span class="xx-large">The Soul </span><em class="italics xx-large">of</em><span class="xx-large"> The Soldier</span></p> +<p class="center pnext"><em class="italics large">Sketches from the Western +<br />Battle-Front</em></p> +<div class="vspace" style="height: 2em"> +</div> +<p class="center pfirst"><span class="medium">BY</span></p> +<p class="center pnext"><span class="large">THOMAS TIPLADY</span></p> +<p class="center pnext"><em class="italics small">Chaplain to the Forces</em></p> +<p class="center pnext"><span class="small">Author of "THE CROSS AT THE FRONT," etc.</span></p> +<div class="vspace" style="height: 3em"> +</div> +<p class="center pfirst"><span class="medium">NEW YORK CHICAGO TORONTO +<br />Fleming H. Revell Company +<br />LONDON AND EDINBURGH</span></p> +<div class="vspace" style="height: 4em"> +</div> +</div> +<div class="align-None container verso"> +<p class="center pfirst"><span class="small">Copyright, 1918, by +<br />FLEMING H. REVELL COMPANY</span></p> +<div class="vspace" style="height: 3em"> +</div> +<p class="center pfirst"><span class="small">New York: 158 Fifth Avenue +<br />Chicago: 17 North Wabash Ave. +<br />London: 21 Paternoster Square +<br />Edinburgh: 75 Princes Street</span></p> +<div class="vspace" style="height: 4em"> +</div> +</div> +<div class="align-None container dedication"> +<p class="center pfirst"><span class="medium">TO THE MEMORY OF THE MANY "WHITE MEN"</span></p> +<div class="vspace" style="height: 1em"> +</div> +<p class="pfirst"><span>I have known and loved in the London Territorials, who, +being dedicate to their Country and the cause of Liberty, went +over the parapet and did not return.</span></p> +<div class="line-block outermost"> +<div class="line"><span>"These laid the world away; poured out the red</span></div> +<div class="line"><span>Sweet wine of youth: gave up the years to be</span></div> +<div class="line"><span>Of work and joy, and that unhoped serene</span></div> +<div class="line"><span>That men call age; and those who would have been</span></div> +<div class="line"><span>Their sons they gave--their immortality."</span></div> +</div> +<div class="vspace" style="height: 4em"> +</div> +</div> +<p class="center pfirst"><span class="bold medium">THE MOTHER'S ANSWER</span></p> +<div class="vspace" style="height: 1em"> +</div> +<!-- --> +<blockquote> +<div> +<div class="line-block outermost"> +<div class="line"><span>God gave my son in trust to me.</span></div> +<div class="line"><span>Christ died for him. He should be</span></div> +<div class="line"><span>A man for Christ. He is his own</span></div> +<div class="line"><span>And God's and man's, not mine alone.</span></div> +<div class="line"><span>He was not mine to give. He gave</span></div> +<div class="line"><span>Himself, that he might help to save</span></div> +<div class="line"><span>All that a Christian should revere</span></div> +<div class="line"><span>All that enlightened men hold dear.</span></div> +</div> +<div class="line-block outermost"> +<div class="line"><span>"To feed the guns." Ah! torpid soul,</span></div> +<div class="line"><span>Awake, and see life as a whole.</span></div> +<div class="line"><span>When freedom, honor, justice, right,</span></div> +<div class="line"><span>Were threatened by the despot's might,</span></div> +<div class="line"><span>He bravely went for God, to fight</span></div> +<div class="line"><span>Against base savages, whose pride</span></div> +<div class="line"><span>The laws of God and man defied;</span></div> +<div class="line"><span>Who slew the mother and the child;</span></div> +<div class="line"><span>Who maidens, pure and sweet, defiled;</span></div> +<div class="line"><span>He did not go to feed the guns,</span></div> +<div class="line"><span>He went to save from ruthless Huns</span></div> +<div class="line"><span>His home and country, and to be</span></div> +<div class="line"><span>A guardian of democracy.</span></div> +</div> +<div class="line-block outermost"> +<div class="line"><span>"What if he does not come?" you say;</span></div> +<div class="line"><span>Well, then, my sky will be more gray,</span></div> +<div class="line"><span>But through the clouds the sun will shine</span></div> +<div class="line"><span>And vital memories be mine.</span></div> +<div class="line"><span>God's test of manhood is, I know</span></div> +<div class="line"><span>Not, will he come--</span><em class="italics">but did he go</em><span>?</span></div> +</div> +<div class="line-block outermost"> +<div class="line"><span>JAMES L. HUGHES.</span></div> +</div> +</div> +</blockquote> +<div class="vspace" style="height: 4em"> +</div> +<p class="center pfirst"><span class="bold large">PREFACE</span></p> +<div class="vspace" style="height: 2em"> +</div> +<p class="pfirst"><span>The sketches in this book and in my +previous one, "The Cross at the +Front," are attempts to show the soul +of the soldier serving in France as I have +seen it during the year and a half that I have +been with him. It is a padre's privilege and +duty to be the voice with which, in public +worship, the soldiers speak to God; and +through which their last thoughts are borne to +their friends at home. He is their voice both +when they are sick or wounded, and when they +lie silent in the grave. He speaks of their +hopes and fears, hardships and heroisms, +laughter and tears. As best he may he tries +to tell, to those who have a right and a +longing to know, how they thought, and how they +bore themselves in the great day of trial when +all risked their lives and many laid them down.</span></p> +<p class="pnext"><span>Soldiers, as a rule, are either inarticulate or +do not care to speak of themselves; and the +padre has to be their spokesman if ever their +deeper thoughts and finer actions are to be +known to their friends. To do this he may +have to bring himself into the picture, or even +illustrate a common thing in their lives by a +personal experience of his own. To reveal life +and thought at the Front in the third person, +and without sacrificing truth and vividness, +requires a degree of literary power and art which +cannot be expected of a padre to whom writing +is but a by-product, and not his main work.</span></p> +<p class="pnext"><span>I have written but little of military +operations--these things are not in my province. +Moreover, they are not the things which are +most revealing. The presence of Spring is first +and most surely revealed by the flowers in our +gardens and lanes; and the soldier is most +clearly seen in the little things that happen on +the march--in his billet or in the Dressing +Station. Some things are not seen at all. They +are only felt, and my opinion about them must +be taken for what it is worth. One knows +what the men are by their influence on one's +own mind and life. I do not judge the +morality and spirituality of our soldiers +entirely by their habits and speech, for these are +but outward and clumsy expressions of the +inner life and are largely conventional. There +is something else to put in the reckoning, and +to find out what the soldiers are worth to us +we must somehow get behind their words and +actions and find out what they are worth to +God, whose terrible wheel of war is shaping +their characters.</span></p> +<p class="pnext"><span>I appraise them mostly by the total effect +of the impact of their souls on mine. I know +their thoughts and feelings by the thoughts +and feelings they inspire in me. "Do men +gather grapes of thorns or figs of thistles?" There +are certain thoughts and emotions that +only come to me strongly when I am with the +soldiers or when I am living again with them +in memory, and so, I take these as their gift +to me and judge the men by their influence +on my character. Character is, in its +influence, subtle as Spring. Words and actions +by themselves are too coarse and conventional +to do anything but mislead us in judging the +quality of our men. "By their fruits ye shall +know them." Not by their leaves. Fruit is +</span><em class="italics">seed</em><span>. In the seed the tree reproduces itself. +And reproduction, whether in physical, moral +or spiritual life, is the test of vitality.</span></p> +<p class="pnext"><span>I have not unduly loaded my pages with +ghastly details of war, because their effect on the +mind of the reader who has not been at the +Front would be false and distorting. The +reader would be more horrified in imagining +them than our soldiers are in seeing them. I +have tried rather to show life at the Front, +with its mingling of red and gold, horror and +happiness, as it affects the soldier; so that his +friends at home may see it as he sees it, and +with his sense of proportion. If I could only +do it, as well as I intend it, my pictures would +create a truer sympathy between the home and +the trench. Some would find comfort for their +hearts, and others would awake to a new and +noble seriousness. Soldiers have suffered +much through imperfect sympathies. They +have been pitied for the wrong things, and +left to freeze when they needed warmth. +Only when we realize their dignity and +greatness and the true nature of their experiences +can we be their comrades and helpers. Life +at the Front is brutal and terrifying, and yet +our soldiers are neither brutalized nor +terrorized, for there is something great and noble +at the Front which keeps life pure and sweet +and the men gentle and chivalrous. When +"the boys" come home their friends will, in +almost every case, find them just as bright, +affectionate and good as when they went out. +The only change will be a subtle one--a +deepening in character and manly quality, a +broadening in mind and creed, and an impatience +with cant and make-believe whether in politics +or business, Christianity or Rationalism. +There will be an air of indefinable greatness +about them as of men who have been at grips +with the realities of life and death.</span></p> +<p class="pnext"><span>In a footnote to one of his songs, Edward +Teschemacher says that the gypsies, as they +wander through the country, leave a sprinkling +of grass or wild flowers at the cross-roads to +indicate, to those who come after them, the +road they have taken. These flowers are +known as the "Patterain."</span></p> +<p class="pnext"><span>These essays are my Patterain--wild flowers +plucked in France, and left to mark the red +path trod during the months I have been with +my comrades at the Front.</span></p> +<p class="pnext"><span>I would the flowers were worthier, but such +as I have, I give; and they are taken out of +my heart.</span></p> +<blockquote> +<div> +<div class="line-block outermost"> +<div class="line"><span>"Where my caravan has rested</span></div> +<div class="inner line-block"> +<div class="line"><span>Flowers I leave you on the grass;</span></div> +</div> +<div class="line"><span>All the flowers of love and memory;</span></div> +<div class="inner line-block"> +<div class="line"><span>You will find them when you pass."</span></div> +<div class="line"> </div> +</div> +<div class="line"><span>THOMAS TIPLADY.</span></div> +</div> +</div> +</blockquote> +<div class="vspace" style="height: 1em"> +</div> +<p class="pfirst"><span>BRITISH EXPEDITIONARY FORCE, FRANCE.</span></p> +<div class="vspace" style="height: 4em"> +</div> +<p class="center pfirst"><span class="bold large">CONTENTS</span></p> +<div class="vspace" style="height: 1em"> +</div> +<p class="noindent pfirst"><span class="small">CHAP.</span></p> +<ol class="upperroman simple"> +<li><p class="first noindent pfirst"><a class="reference internal" href="#the-swan-at-ypres">The Swan at Ypres</a></p> +</li> +<li><p class="first noindent pfirst"><a class="reference internal" href="#the-roadmakers">The Roadmakers</a></p> +</li> +<li><p class="first noindent pfirst"><a class="reference internal" href="#the-glamour-of-the-front">The Glamour of the Front</a></p> +</li> +<li><p class="first noindent pfirst"><a class="reference internal" href="#a-white-handkerchief">A White Handkerchief</a></p> +</li> +<li><p class="first noindent pfirst"><a class="reference internal" href="#the-songs-our-soldiers-sing">The Songs Our Soldiers Sing</a></p> +</li> +<li><p class="first noindent pfirst"><a class="reference internal" href="#easter-sunday">Easter Sunday</a></p> +</li> +<li><p class="first noindent pfirst"><a class="reference internal" href="#now-the-day-is-over">"Now the Day is Over"</a></p> +</li> +<li><p class="first noindent pfirst"><a class="reference internal" href="#sons-of-the-motherland">Sons of the Motherland</a></p> +</li> +<li><p class="first noindent pfirst"><a class="reference internal" href="#the-terror-by-night">The Terror by Night</a></p> +</li> +<li><p class="first noindent pfirst"><a class="reference internal" href="#eton-boys-never-duck">"Eton Boys Never Duck!"</a></p> +</li> +<li><p class="first noindent pfirst"><a class="reference internal" href="#missing">"Missing"</a></p> +</li> +<li><p class="first noindent pfirst"><a class="reference internal" href="#it-must-be-sunday">"It Must be Sunday"</a></p> +</li> +<li><p class="first noindent pfirst"><a class="reference internal" href="#our-tommies-never-fail-us">Our Tommies Never Fail Us</a></p> +</li> +<li><p class="first noindent pfirst"><a class="reference internal" href="#the-cross-at-neuve-chapelle">The Cross at Neuve Chapelle</a></p> +</li> +<li><p class="first noindent pfirst"><a class="reference internal" href="#the-children-of-our-dead">The Children of Our Dead</a></p> +</li> +<li><p class="first noindent pfirst"><a class="reference internal" href="#a-funeral-under-fire">A Funeral under Fire</a></p> +</li> +<li><p class="first noindent pfirst"><a class="reference internal" href="#a-soldier-s-calvary">A Soldier's Calvary</a></p> +</li> +<li><p class="first noindent pfirst"><a class="reference internal" href="#the-hospital-train">The Hospital Train</a></p> +</li> +<li><p class="first noindent pfirst"><a class="reference internal" href="#after-winter-spring">After Winter, Spring</a></p> +</li> +</ol> +<div class="vspace" style="height: 4em"> +</div> +<p class="center pfirst" id="the-swan-at-ypres"><span class="bold large">I</span></p> +<p class="center pnext"><span class="bold large">THE SWAN AT YPRES</span></p> +<div class="vspace" style="height: 2em"> +</div> +<p class="pfirst"><span>For three years the storm center of the +British battle front has been at Ypres. +Every day and night it has been the +standing target of thousands of guns. Yet, +amid all the havoc and thunder of the artillery, +the graceful white form of a swan had been +seen gliding over the water of the moat. It +never lacked food, and was always welcome +to a share of Tommy's rations. In the Battle +of Messines--I had the story first-hand from +a lieutenant of artillery whose battery was +hidden close by, and who was an eye-witness +of the incident--a shell burst near the swan, +and it was mortally wounded. For three long +years it had spread its white wings as gallantly +as the white sails of Drake's flagship when he +sailed out of Plymouth Sound to pluck the beard +of the Spaniard. But now its adventurous +voyaging was over. Another beautiful and +innocent thing had been destroyed by the war +and had passed beyond recall. There was no +dying swan-song heard on the waters, but all +who saw its passing felt that the war had taken +on a deeper shade of tragedy.</span></p> +<p class="pnext"><span>Many a "white man" had been slain near +the spot but somehow the swan seemed a +mystical being, and invulnerable. It was a relic +of the days of peace, and a sign of the survival +of purity and grace amid the horrors and +cruelties of war. It spoke of the sacred things +that yet remain--the beautiful things of the +soul upon which war can lay no defiling finger. +Now it had gone from the water and Ypres +seems more charred than ever, and the war +more terrible. The death of the swan revealed +against its white wings the peculiar inhumanity +of the present war. It is a war in which the +enemy spares nothing and no one. He is more +blind and merciless than the Angel of Death +which swept over Egypt, for the angel had +regard to the blood which the Israelites had +sprinkled over the lintels of their doors and +he passed by in mercy. To the German Eagle +every living creature is legitimate prey. No +blood upon the lintel can save the inmate; not +even the cross of blood on the hospital tent or +ship. Wounded or whole, combatant or +non-combatant, its beak and talons tear the tender +flesh of all and its lust is not sated.</span></p> +<p class="pnext"><span>In Belgium and Serbia it is believed that +more women and children perished than men. +Things too hideous for words were done +publicly in the market-squares. Neither age nor +sex escaped fire and sword. The innocent babe +was left to suck the breast of its dead mother +or was dandled on the point of the bayonet. +What resistance can the Belgian swan make +to the German eagle? It needs must lie torn +and bleeding beneath its talons. The German +Emperor has waded deeper in blood than +Macbeth, and has slain the innocent in their +sleep. Even the sea is full of the women, +children, and non-combatant men he has +drowned. His crown is cemented together with +innocent blood and its jewels are the eyes of +murdered men and women. The wretched +man has made rivers of blood to flow yet not +a drop in them is from his own veins or the +veins of his many sons. Napoleon risked his +life with his men in every battle but this man +never once. While sending millions to their +death he yet consents to live, and protects his +life with the anxious care a miser bestows on +his gold. Alone among large families in +Germany his household is without a casualty. +Though a nation be white and innocent as the +Belgian swan it will not escape his sword, and +he will swoop upon it the more readily because +it is unarmed. The swan cannot live where +the eagle flies, and one or the other must die.</span></p> +<p class="pnext"><span>But the stricken swan of Ypres is not merely +the symbol of Belgium and her fate. There +are other innocents who have perished or been +sorely wounded. The whole creation is groaning +and travailing in pain. The neutral nations +are suffering with the belligerent, and the lower +creatures are suffering with mankind.</span></p> +<p class="pnext"><span>Next to seeing wounded men on the roads at +the front, I think the saddest sight is that of +dying horses and mules. Last winter they had +to stand, with little cover, exposed to the bitter +blasts. It was impossible to keep them clean +or dry, for the roads were churned into liquid +mud and both mules and drivers were plastered +with it from head to foot. To make things +worse there was a shortage of fodder; and +horses waste away rapidly under ill-feeding. +Before the fine weather had given them a +chance to recover weight and strength, the +Battle of Arras began, and every living beast +of burden, as well as every motor-engine, was +strained to its utmost. The mule is magnificent +for war, and our battles have been won as +much by mules as men. Haig could rely on +one as much as on the other. The mule will +eat anything, endure anything, and, when +understood and humored by its driver, will do +anything. It works until it falls dead by the +roadside. In the spring, hundreds died in +harness. In fact, few die except in harness. They +die facing the foe, dragging rations along +shell-swept roads to the men in the trenches.</span></p> +<p class="pnext"><span>On two miles of road I have counted a dozen +dead mules; and burial parties are sent out to +put them out of sight. One night, alone, I got +three dying mules shot. The road was crowded +with traffic, yet it was difficult to find either +an officer with a revolver or a transport-driver +with a rifle. I had to approach scores before +I could find a man who had the means to put +a mule out of its misery; and we were within +two miles of our Front. So rigid is our line of +defense that those behind it do not trouble to +take arms. Even when I found a rifleman he +hesitated to shoot a mule. There is a rule that +no horse or mule must be shot without proper +authority, and when you consider the enormous +cost of one the necessity for the rule is obvious. +I had therefore to assure a rifleman that I +would take full responsibility for his action. +He then loaded up, put the nozzle against the +mule's forehead and pulled the trigger. A +tremor passed through the poor thing's body +and its troubles were over. It had come all +the way from South America to wear itself out +carrying food to fighting men, and it died by +the road when its last ounce of strength was spent.</span></p> +<p class="pnext"><span>The mule knows neither love nor offspring. +Apart from a few gambols in the field, or +while tethered to the horse-lines, it knows +nothing but work. It is the supreme type of +the drudge. It is one of the greatest factors +in the war, and yet it receives scarcely any +recognition and more of whipping than of +praise. Only too often I have seen their poor +shell-mangled bodies lying by the roadside +waiting till the battle allowed time for their +burial. Yet what could be more innocent of +any responsibility for the war? They are as +innocent as the swan on the moat at Ypres.</span></p> +<p class="pnext"><span>Yet the greatest suffering among innocents is +not found at the Front at all. It is found at +home. At the Front there is suffering of body +and mind, but at home there is the suffering +of the heart. Every soldier knows that his +mother and wife suffer more than he does, and +he pities them from his soul. War is a cross +on which Woman is crucified. The soldier dies +of his wounds in the morning of life, but his +wife lingers on in pain through the long garish +day until the evening shadows fall. There is +no laughter at home such as you hear at the +Front, or even in the hospitals. One finds a +gayety among the regiments in France such as +is unknown among the people left at home. It +is the sunshine of the street as compared with +the light in a shaded room. There is a youth +and buoyancy at the Front that one misses +sadly in the homeland.</span></p> +<p class="pnext"><span>To a true woman with a son or husband at +the Front, life becomes a nightmare. To her +distorted imagination the most important man +in the country is not the Prime Minister but +the postman. She cannot get on with her +breakfast for listening for his footsteps. There +is no need for him to knock at the door, she +has heard him open the gate and walk up the +gravel path. Her heart is tossed like a bubble +on the winds of hope and fear. She finds +herself behind the door without knowing how she +got there, and her hand trembles as she picks +up the letter to see if the address is in "his" +handwriting or an official's. The words, "On +His Majesty's Service," she dreads like a +witch's incantation. They may be innocent +enough, and cover nothing more than belated +Commission Papers, but she trembles lest they +should be but the fair face of a dark-hearted +messenger, who is to blot out the light of her +life forever. If she goes out shopping and sees +a telegraph-boy go in the direction of her home +she forgets her purchases and hurries back to +see if he is going to knock at her door. The +rosy-faced messenger has become a sinister +figure, an imp from the nether world. He may +be bringing news of her loved one's arrival "on +leave," but so many evil faces of fear and +doubt peer through the windows of her heart +that she cannot believe in the innocence and +good-will of the whistling boy. Her whole +world is wrapped up in his little orange-colored +envelope.</span></p> +<p class="pnext"><span>The boys at the Front know of the anxiety +and suspense that darken their homes, and they +do all they can to lighten them. There were +times on the Somme when the men were utterly +exhausted with fighting and long vigils in the +trenches. Water was scarce, and a mild +dysentery came into evidence. No fire could be +lighted to cook food or make hot tea. The +ranks had been thinned, and only two officers +were left to each company. The weather was +bad and the captured trench uncomfortable. +Any moment word might come for another +attack. The campaign was near its close, and +the work must be completed despite the +prevalent exhaustion. The officers were too tired, +depressed and preoccupied to censor hundreds +of letters. In front of him each could see a +gaping grave. The sun was rapidly "going west" +and leaving them to the cold and dark. +Nothing seemed to matter in comparison with </span><em class="italics">that</em><span>. +To hold services were impossible and I felt +that the best I could do was to walk through +the trench, chat with the officers and men, +gather up the men's letters and take them back +and censor in my tent. This gave the officers +times to write their own, and an opportunity +to post them.</span></p> +<p class="pnext"><span>But note, I pray you, the nobility of these +gallant fellows. All of them were exhausted +and depressed. The shadows of death were +thick about them, yet when I opened their +letters, I found myself--with two exceptions out +of three or four hundred--in an entirely +different atmosphere. It was a sunny atmosphere +in which birds were singing. The men said +nothing of their suffering, their depression, +their fears for the future. The black wings of +death cast no shadow over their pages. They +said they were "all right," "merry and bright" +and "soon going back for a long rest." They +told their mothers what kind of cigarettes to +send, and gave them details how to make up +the next parcel. They talked as if death were +out of sight--a sinister fellow with whom they +had nothing to do.</span></p> +<p class="pnext"><span>The officers, of course, censor their own +letters, so I did not see how they wrote. But +I know. They wrote as the men wrote, and +probably with a still lighter touch. Their +homes were dark enough with anxiety, yet not +by any word of theirs would the shadows be +deepened. They could not shield themselves +from war's horrors but they would do their +best to shield their white swans at home. They +could not keep their women folk out of the +war, but they would deliver them from its +worst horrors. Not till they had fallen would +they let the shafts pass them to their mothers +and wives; rather would they gather them in +their own breasts. In the hour of the world's +supreme tragedy there was a woman standing +by the cross, and the august Sufferer, with +dying breath, bade His closest friend take her, +when the last beam faded, to his own home +and be in His place, a son to her. I know +no scene that better represents the feelings of +our soldiers towards their loved ones at home.</span></p> +<p class="pnext"><span>Their women gave them inspiration and joy +in the days of peace, and they still float before +their vision amid the blackened ruins of war, +as beautiful and stainless in their purity as the +white swan on the moat of Ypres.</span></p> +<div class="vspace" style="height: 4em"> +</div> +<p class="center pfirst" id="the-roadmakers"><span class="bold large">II</span></p> +<p class="center pnext"><span class="bold large">THE ROADMAKERS</span></p> +<div class="vspace" style="height: 2em"> +</div> +<p class="pfirst"><span>We had just marched from one part of +the Front to another and by a +round-about way. Each morning the +Quartermaster and "the billeting party" went +on before, and each evening we slept in a +village that was strange to us. Each of the men +carried on his back a pack and equipment +weighing about eighty or ninety pounds. +Through sleet and blizzard and, for the +most part, through open, exposed country, +we continued our march without a day of +rest. By the fifth evening we reached the +village where we were to have three or four +weeks of rest and training before entering the +trenches for the spring offensive. We had +unpacked and were sitting at dinner when a +telegram came announcing that all previous +plans were canceled, and that at dawn we must +take to the road again. Something unexpected +had happened, good or ill, we knew not which, +and we had to enter the line in front of Arras. +For three days more we marched. Daily the +sound of the guns came nearer, and the men +were tired and footsore. They were also +deeply disappointed of the long rest to which +they had been looking forward after a winter +in the trenches at Neuve Chapelle. Yet they +marched cheerily enough. "It's the War!" +they said one to another and, true to their own +philosophy, "packed up their troubles in their +old kit bags and smiled." When any man +faltered a bit, as if about to fall out by the +way, the others cheered him on by singing +"Old Soldiers never die" to the tune of the +old Sunday school hymn, "Kind words can +never die." Sometimes an officer would +shoulder a man's rifle to the end of the march, +or until he felt better. In eight unbroken days +of marching we covered ninety-eight miles and +finally arrived at a camp of huts within a day's +march of the trenches we are to occupy. Here, +where our huts stand like islands in a sea of +mud, we are, unless suddenly needed, to take +a few days' rest.</span></p> +<p class="pnext"><span>On the ninety-eight miles of road over which +we tramped, we passed company after +company of British roadmakers. In some parts +they were widening the road, in other parts +repairing it. The roads of Northeastern +France are handed over to our care as +completely as if they were in England. Our +road-makers are everywhere, and as we pass they +stand, pick or shovel in hand, to salute the +colonel and shout some humorous remark to +the laughing riflemen--only to get back as much +as they give.</span></p> +<p class="pnext"><span>This morning I visited the neighboring +village to arrange for a Sunday service. The +roads are hopeless for bicycles at this time of +the year, so I fell back on Adam's method of +getting about. The road to the village was +torn and broken, and "thaw precautions" were +being observed. Everywhere it was ankle-deep +in mud and, in the holes, knee-deep. Innumerable +motor-wagons had crushed it beneath their +ponderous weight, and my feet had need of +my eyes to guide them. In skirting the holes +and rough places, I added quite a mile to the +journey.</span></p> +<p class="pnext"><span>It was annoying to get along so slowly, and +I called the road "rotten" and blamed the War +for its destructive work. Then I saw that I +had been unjust in judgment. The War had +constructed more than it had destroyed. The +road had been a little muddy country lane, but +the soldiers had made it wide as Fleet Street, +and it was bearing a mightier traffic than that +famous thoroughfare night and day. The +little road with its mean perfections and +imperfections had gone, and the large road with +big faults and big virtues had come. This +soldiers' road has faults the farmers' road +knew not, but then it has burdens and duties +unknown before, and it has had no time to +prepare for them. Like our boy-officers who +are bearing grown men's burdens of responsibility +and bearing them well, the road has had +no time to harden. To strengthen itself for +its duties, it eats up stones as a giant eats up +food. I had no right to look for the smoothness +of Oxford Street or the Strand. Such +avenues represent the work of centuries, this +of days. They have grown with their burdens, +but this has had vast burdens thrown upon it +suddenly, and while it was immature. Oxford +Street and Fleet Street are the roads of peace, +and laden with wealth and luxury, law and +literature--things that can wait. But on this +road of the soldiers' making, nothing is +allowed except it be concerned with matters of +life and death. It is the road of war, and +there is a terrible urgency about it. Over it +pass ammunition to the guns, rations to the +soldiers in the trenches, ambulances bearing +back the wounded to the hospital. Whatever +its conditions the work must be done, and there +is no room for a halting prudence or the pride +of appearance. Rough though it is and muddy, +over it is passing, for all who have eyes to +see, a new and better civilization and a wider +liberty. I had grumbled at the worn-out road +when I ought to have praised it. I was as an +ingrate who finds fault with his father's hands +because they are rough and horny.</span></p> +<p class="pnext"><span>It was a group of soldier-roadmakers who +brought me to my senses. They were making +a new road through the fields, and it branched +off from the one I was on. I saw its crude +beginning and considered the burdens it would +soon have to bear. As I stood watching these +English roadmakers my mind wandered down +the avenues of time, and I saw the Roman +soldiers building their immortal roads through +England. They were joining town to town and +country to country. They were introducing +the people of the North to those of the South, +and bringing the East into fellowship with the +West. I saw come along their roads the +union of all England followed at, some +distance, by that of England, Scotland and Wales; +and I regretted that there was no foundation +on which they could build a road to Ireland. +I saw on those soldier-built roads, also, +Christianity and Civilization marching, and in the +villages and towns by the wayside they found +a home whence they have sent out missionaries +and teachers to the ends of the earth.</span></p> +<p class="pnext"><span>"The captains and the kings depart." The +Roman Empire is no more, but the Roman +roads remain. They direct our modern life +and business with an inevitability the Roman +soldiers never exercised. In two thousand +years the Empire may have fallen apart and +become a thing of the past; but the roads her +sons have built in France, these two-and-a-half +years, will abide forever and be a perpetual +blessing; for, of things made by hands, there +is, after the church and the home, nothing more +sacred than the road. The roadmaker does +more for the brotherhood of man and the +federation of the world than the most eloquent +orator. The roadmaker has his dreams and +visions as well as the poet, and he expresses +them in broken stones. He uses stones as +artists use colors, and orators words. He +touches them--transient as they are--with +immortality. A little of his soul sticks to each +stone he uses, and though the stone perishes +the road remains. His body may perish more +quickly than the stones and be laid in some +quiet churchyard by the wayside, but his soul +will never utterly forsake the road he helped +to make. In man's nature, and in all his works, +there is a strange blending of the temporal +and the eternal, and in nothing is it more +marked than in the roads he builds.</span></p> +<p class="pnext"><span>The roadmaker is the pioneer among men +and without him there would be neither artist +nor orator. He goes before civilization as +John the Baptist went before Christ, and he +is as rough and elemental. Hard as his own +stones, without him mankind would have +remained savage and suspicious as beasts of prey; +and art, science and literature would have had +no beginning. His road may begin in war, but +it ends in peace.</span></p> +<p class="pnext"><span>The pioneers I saw roadmaking were, for the +greater part, over military age, and such as +I had often seen leaning heavily on the bar +of some miserable beer-house. In those days +they seemed of the earth, earthy, and the stars +that lure to high thoughts and noble +endeavors seemed to shine on them in vain. But +one never knows what is passing in the heart +of another. Of all things human nature is +the most mysterious and deceptive. God seems +to play at hide-and-seek with men. He hides +pearls in oysters lying in the ooze of the sea; +and gold under the everlasting snows of the +Arctic regions. Diamonds he buries deep down +in the dirt beneath the African veldt. He +places Christ in a carpenter's shop, Joan of +Arc in a peasant's dwelling, Lincoln in a +settler's cabin, and Burns in a crude cottage +built by his father's own hands. He hides +generous impulses and heroic traits in types of +men that in our mean imaginations we can only +associate with the saw-dust sprinkled bar-room. +Only when war or pestilence have kindled their +fierce and lurid flames do we find the hidden +nobility that God has stored away in strange +places--places often as foul and unlikely as +those where a miser stores his gold.</span></p> +<p class="pnext"><span>When Diogenes went about with a candle +in search of an honest man did he think to +look in the taverns and slums? I fancy not. +Not Diogenes' candle but the "Light of the +World" was needed to reveal the treasure God +has hidden in men. Christ alone knew where +His Father had hidden His wealth and could +guide us to it. In this time of peril when +every man with any nobility in him is needed +to stand in the deadly breach, and with body +and soul hold back the brutality and tyranny +that would enslave the world we have, like the +woman in the parable, lit a candle and searched +every corner of our kingdom diligently. In +the dust of unswept corners we have found +many a coin of value that, but for our +exceeding need, would have remained hidden. +To me, the wealth and wonder of the war have +been found in its sweepings. Time and again +we have found those who were lost, and a new +happiness has come into life. To the end of +my days I shall walk the earth with reverent +feet. I did not know men were so great. I +have looked at life without seeing the gold +through the dust, and have been no better than +a Kaffir child playing marbles with diamonds, +unaware of their value. I have gone among +my fellows with proud step where I ought to +have walked humbly, and have rushed in where +angels feared to tread.</span></p> +<p class="pnext"><span>Life at the Front has made me feel mean +among mankind. My comrades have been so +great. In days long past, I have trodden on +the hem of Christ's garment without knowing +it. I have not seen its jewels because I, and +others, have so often trodden it in the mire. +Yet, through the mire of slum and tavern, the +jewels have emerged pearl-white and ruby-red. +And I feel that I owe to a large part of +mankind an apology for having been before the +war so blind, callous and superficial. But for +the agony and bloody sweat in which I have +seen my fellows, I should never have known +them for what they are, and the darkness of +death would have covered me before I had +realized what made the death of Christ +and the sufferings of all the martyrs well +worth while. Now there is a new light upon +my path and I shall see the features of +an angel through the dirt on a slum-child's +face. Words of Christ that once lay in the +shadow now stand out clearly, for whenever +we get below the surface of life we come to +</span><em class="italics">Him</em><span>. He is there before us, and awaiting our +coming.</span></p> +<p class="pnext"><span>I also understand, now, something of the +meaning of the words which the Unemployed +scrawled upon their banner before the +war--"Damn your charity. Give us work." It was +a deep and true saying, and taught them by a +stern teacher. When the war came we </span><em class="italics">did</em><span> +"damn our charity" and gave them "work." Many +a man got his first chance of doing "a +man's job," and rose to the full height of his +manhood. Many hitherto idle and drunken, +were touched in their finer parts. They saw +their country's need, and though their country +had done little to merit their gratitude, they +responded to her call before some of the more +prudent and sober. Those who were young +went out to fight, and every officer can tell +stories about their behavior in the hours of +danger and suffering which bring tears to the +eyes and penitence to the heart. Those above +military age went out to make roads over which +their younger brothers and sons could march, +and get food, ammunition, or an ambulance +according to their needs. Among the group +of middle-aged roadmakers that I saw there +were, I doubt not, some who had been counted +wastrels and who had made but a poor show +of life. Now they had got work that made +them feel that they were men and not +mendicants, and they were "making good."</span></p> +<p class="pnext"><span>While I watched them a lark rose from a +neighboring field and sang over them a song +of the coming spring. It was the first lark I +had heard this year, and I was glad it mingled +its notes with the sounds of the roadmakers' +shovels. Nature is not so indifferent to human +struggles as it sometimes seems. The man +who stands steadfastly by the right and true +and bids tyranny and wrong give place will +find, at last, that he is in league with the stones +of the field and the birds of the air, and that +the stars in their courses fight for him. The +roadmaker and the lark are born friends. +Both are heralds of coming gladness, and while +one works, the other sings. True work and +pure song are never far apart. They are both +born of hope and seek to body forth the +immortal. A man works while he has faith. +Would he sow if he did not believe the promise, +made under the rainbow, that seed-time and +harvest shall never fail? Or could he sing +with despair choking his heart? Yet he can +sing with death choking it. In the very act +of dying Wesley sang the hymn, "I'll praise my +Maker while I've breath." He sang because +of the hope of immortality. He was not +turning his face to the blank wall of death and +oblivion but to the opening gate of a fuller +life. He was soaring sunwards like the lark, +and soaring sang,</span></p> +<blockquote> +<div> +<div class="line-block outermost"> +<div class="line"><span>"And when my voice is lost in death</span></div> +<div class="line"><span>Praise shall employ my nobler powers;</span></div> +<div class="line"><span>My days of praise shall ne'er be past."</span></div> +<div class="line"> </div> +</div> +</div> +</blockquote> +<p class="pfirst"><span>Joy can sing and Sorrow can sing, but +Despair is dumb. It has not even a cry, for a +cry is a call for help as every mother knows, +and Despair knows no helper. Even the saddest +song has hope in it, as the dreariest desert +has a well. The loved one is dead but Love +lives on and whispers of a trysting place beyond +this bourne of time, where loved and lover +meet again. The patriot's life may be pouring +from a dozen wounds on the muddy field of +battle, but his fast-emptying heart is singing +with each heavy beat, "Who dies, if my country +live?"</span></p> +<p class="pnext"><span>Roadmakers have prepared the way for +missionaries in every land. Trail-blazers are +not always religious men--often they are wild, +reckless fellows whom few would allow a place +in the Kingdom of God--but is not their work +religious in its final upshot? Do they not, +however unconsciously, "prepare the way of +the Lord, make straight in the desert a +highway for our God?" Close on their heels go +the missionaries, urged on faster by the pure +love of souls than the trader by love of lucre. +The greatest among the roadmakers was a +missionary himself--David Livingstone. And +for such an one the name Living-stone is +perfect. It has the touch of destiny. Through +swamp and forest he went where white feet +had never trod, and blazed a trail for the +messengers of Christ, until, worn out with fever +and hardship, he fell asleep at his prayers, to +wake no more to toil and suffering.</span></p> +<p class="pnext"><span>But while the roadmaker bestows benefits on +us he also lays obligations, for there can be +no enlargement of privilege without a +corresponding increase of responsibility. The roads +the men are making here in France will be good +for trade. They will open up the country as +did the military roads of Caesar and Napoleon; +and along them soldiers are marching who, at +tremendous cost to themselves, are buying for +posterity great benefits, and laying upon +posterity great obligations. Posterity must hold and +enlarge the liberties won for them, and prove +worthy of their citizenship by resisting tyranny +"even unto blood." We are here because our +fathers were heroes and lovers of liberty. Had +they been cowards and slaves there would have +been no war for us. As we follow our fathers +our sons must be ready to follow us. The +present springs out of the past, and the future +will spring out of the present. Inheritance +implies defense on the part of the inheritors.</span></p> +<p class="pnext"><span>The very names they give to their roads +show that our soldiers have grasped this fact. +The cold canvas hut in which I am writing is +officially described as No. 1 Hut, </span><em class="italics">Oxford +Street</em><span>. A little farther off, and running parallel +with it, is </span><em class="italics">Cambridge</em><span> Road. There is also an +</span><em class="italics">Eton</em><span> Road, </span><em class="italics">Harrow</em><span> Road, and </span><em class="italics">Marlborough</em><span> +Road. Students of the universities and schools +after which these roads are named are out +here to defend what these institutions have +stood for through the hoary centuries. They +are out to preserve the true conception of +Liberty and Fair-play, and to build roads along +which all peoples who desire it can travel +unmolested by attacks from either tyrants or +anarchists.</span></p> +<p class="pnext"><span>Right from the beginning of the war, the +idea of a Road has taken hold of the imagination +of our soldiers. The first divisions came +out singing, "It's a long, long way to +Tipperary, but my heart's right there." Nowadays +the popular song is "There's a long, long +trail awinding into the Land of my dreams."</span></p> +<p class="pnext"><span>They are making a Road of Liberty along +which all nations may pass to universal peace +and brotherhood, and where the weak will be +as safe from oppression as the strong. "It's +a long, long way to go," but they have seen +their goal on the horizon, and will either reach +it or die on the way to it. They have made +up their minds that never again shall the +shadow of the Kaiser's mailed fist, or that any +other tyrant fall across their path. These men +never sing of war. They hate war. It is a +brutal necessity forced on them by the +ambition of a tyrant. Their songs are all of peace +and none of war. Of the future and not the +present they sing:</span></p> +<blockquote> +<div> +<div class="line-block outermost"> +<div class="line"><span>"Tiddley-iddley-ighty,</span></div> +<div class="line"><span>Hurry me home to Blighty;</span></div> +<div class="line"><span>Blighty is the place for me."</span></div> +<div class="line"> </div> +</div> +</div> +</blockquote> +<p class="pfirst"><span>Whether they sing with levity or seriousness +(and levity of manner often veils their +seriousness of feeling), it is of a future of peace and +goodwill they sing. To them the war is a +hard road leading to a better life for +mankind. It is to them what the desert was to +the Israelites, when they left the bondage of +Egypt for the liberty of the Land of Promise. +Therefore they must tread it without faltering +even as Christ trod the way of the Cross. +"There's a long, long trail awinding into the +Land of their dreams" and they will not lose +faith in their dreams however wearisome the +way. Elderly navvies and laborers have come +to smooth the roads for them, and nurses are +tending those who have fallen broken by the +way; while across the sundering sea are +mothers and wives whose prayers make flowers +spring up at their feet and blossoms break out +on every tree that fringes the side of the road.</span></p> +<div class="vspace" style="height: 4em"> +</div> +<p class="center pfirst" id="the-glamour-of-the-front"><span class="bold large">III</span></p> +<p class="center pnext"><span class="bold large">THE GLAMOUR OF THE FRONT</span></p> +<div class="vspace" style="height: 2em"> +</div> +<p class="pfirst"><span>There is an undoubted glamour about +the Front, which when at home, in +England, cannot be explained. In the army +or out of it, the wine of life is white and still, +but at the Front it runs red and sparkling. +One day I got a lift in a motor-wagon and +sat on a box by the side of one of the servants +of the officer's mess at the Aerodrome near +by. He was going into Doullens, a market +town, to buy food and some little luxuries. +Captain Ball, V.C., the prince of English +flyers, was, up to the time of his death in the +air, a member of the mess, and the servant +was telling me how comfortable all the officers +make their quarters. In a phrase he defined +the glamour of the Front.</span></p> +<p class="pnext"><span>"One day," he said, "when we were helping +him to make his room comfortable, Captain +Ball burst out into a merry laugh and chuckled, +'We haven't long to live, but we live well while +we do live.'"</span></p> +<p class="pnext"><span>There you have it. Life is concentrated. +Death is near--just round the corner--so the +men make the most of their time and "live +well." It has the same quality as "leave" at +home. Leave is short and uncertain, so we +"live well." Our friends know it may be the +last sight of us, and we know it may be our +last sight of them. They are kind and +generous to us, as we are to them; and so, the +ten days of "leave" are just glorious. Ruskin +says that the full splendor of the sunset lasts +but a second, and that Turner went out early +in the evening and watched with rapt attention +for that one second of supreme splendor and +delight. He lived for sunsets and while others +were balancing their accounts, or taking tea, he +went out to see the daily miracle. The one +second in which he saw God pass by in the glory +of the sunset was to him worth all the +twenty-four hours. For one second in each day he +caught the glamour of earth and heaven, and +went back to his untidy studios blind to all but +the splendor he had seen.</span></p> +<p class="pnext"><span>That second each day was life, indeed, and +the glamour of the Front is like unto it. It is +the place where life sets, and the darkness of +death draws on. The commonest soldier feels +it and with true instinct, not less true because +unconscious, he describes death at the Front +as "going West." It is the presence of death +that gives the Front its glamour, and life its +concentrated joy and fascination. Captain +Ball saw it with the intuition of genius when +he said: "We haven't long to live, but we live +well while we </span><em class="italics">do</em><span> live."</span></p> +<p class="pnext"><span>The immediate presence of death at the +Front gives tone to every expression of life, and +makes it the kindest place in the world. No +one feels he can do too much for you, and +there is nothing you would not do for another. +Whether you are an officer or a private, you +can get a lift on any road, in any vehicle, that +has an inch of room in it. How often have +I seen a dozen tired Tommies clambering up +the back of an empty motor-lorry which has +stopped, or slowed down, to let them get in. +It is one of the merriest sights of the war and +redounds to the credit of human nature. +Cigarettes are passed round by those who have, to +those who have not, with a generosity that +reminds one of nothing so much as that of the +early Christians who "had all things common; +and sold their possessions and goods, and +parted them to all men, as every man had +need." You need never go hungry while others +have food. Officers are welcome at every mess +they go near, and privates will get food in the +servants' kitchen or may go shares with the +men in any billet. It may be a man's own +fault that he took no food on the march, and +his comrades may tell him so in plain strong +language, but they will compel him to share +what they have just the same.</span></p> +<p class="pnext"><span>One wet night on the Somme I got lost in +"Happy Valley" and could not find my regiment. +Seeing a light in a tent, I made for it. +It was a pioneers' tent, but they invited me to +come in out of the storm and stay the night. +They were at supper and had only a small +supply of bully-beef, biscuits and strong tea; +but they insisted on me sharing what they had. +I was dripping with rain, and they gave me one +of their blankets. One of them gave me a +box to sleep on, while he shared his chum's. +Some lost privates came in later wet to the +skin, and the pioneers gave them all the +eatables left over from supper, and shared out +their blankets and clothes. It was pure +Christianity--whatever creeds they may think they +believe. And it is the glamour of the Front. +England feels cold and dull after it. Kindness +and comradeship pervade the air in France. +You feel that everyone is a friend and brother. +It will be pretty hard for chaplains to go back +to their churches. They have been spoiled by +too much kindness. How can they go back +to the cold atmosphere of criticism and narrow +judgments which prevail in so many churches--that +is, unless the war has brought changes +there also? And after preaching to dying men +who listen as it their destiny depended upon +their hearing, how can they go back to pulpits +where large numbers in the congregations +regard their messages as of less importance than +dinner, and as merely supplying material for +an exercise in more or less kindly criticism +during the discussion of that meal?</span></p> +<p class="pnext"><span>The glamour of the services at the Front! +How the scenes are photographed on my +heart! As a congregation sits in a church at +home how stolid its features often are--how +dull its eyes! One glance around and the +preacher's heart sinks within him and his +inspiration flies away. Nothing is expected of +him, and nothing particularly desired. People +have come by force of habit, and not of need. +But how the eyes of the soldiers in France glow +and burn; how their features speak, and make +the preacher speak in reply! Who could help +being eloquent there! Such faces would make +the dumb speak. One can see the effect of his +words as plainly in their expressions as he can +see the effect of wind on a cornfield. Every +emotion from humor to concern leaps from +the heart to the face as the subject touches +them at, first this point of their life, then at that. +The men's eyes are unforgettable. Months +afterwards they come vividly to mind, and one +is back again answering the questions they +silently ask, and seeing the look of content or +gratitude that takes the place of the perplexed +or troubled expression. Eyes are said to be +the windows of the soul, and as I have spoken +I have seen men's souls looking out. At home +the windows are darkened and there seemed +to be no souls behind the panes. The dwellers +within the houses are busy with other matters, +and will not come to the windows. The +preacher feels like an organ-grinder in the +street--those who hear do not heed nor come +to the windows of the soul. In France there +is a soul looking out at every window; and the +preacher sings--for his words grow rhythmic--to +his listeners of the love of God and of +the love of women and children which make +sweet this vale of tears and light man on his +lone way beyond the grave.</span></p> +<p class="pnext"><span>One Sunday in hospital, when we heard the +singing of a hymn in the ward below, a young +officer, in the next bed, turned to me and said: +"Why doesn't the chaplain hold a service for +us? Why does he only hold them for the +Tommies? We need them and want them, +just as much as the Tommies. We are officers +but we are also men." I passed the word to +the chaplain, and he was a joyful man when +in the evening he gave us a service and the +officers of the next ward asked the orderlies +to carry them in.</span></p> +<p class="pnext"><span>There is the same naturalness and spirit +of fellowship between members of various +churches. Many lasting friendships have been +formed between chaplains of differing +communions. There has been no change of creed +but something greater, a change of spirit. +They have been touched by the common spirit, +and have lived and worked in free and happy +fellowship. On my last Sunday in a hospital +in France, the chaplain, a canon of the Church +of England, invited me to read the lesson at +the morning parade service, and to administer +the wine at Holy Communion. This I did; +and a colonel who was present stayed behind +to express to us both the pleasure which had +been given to him by the sight of Anglican +and Methodist churchmen serving together at +the Lord's Table.</span></p> +<p class="pnext"><span>To a chaplain not a little of the glamour of +the Front is found in this warm fellowship +between men of differing creeds and varying +religious communions. We have not knocked +down our garden walls but we have taken off +the cut glass that had been cemented on them +by our fathers; and now we can lean over and +talk to our neighbors. We have already found +that our neighbors are human beings, and quite +normal. The chief difference between us seems +to be that while one has an obsession for roses +the other has an obsession for dahlias. On +pansies, sweet peas and chrysanthemums we +seem equally keen and exchange plants. A +Roman Catholic officer who had been appointed +to the Ulster Division told me that though he +was received coldly at first, he had not been +with the Division more than a few weeks when +every officer in his regiment, and every soldier +in his company, accepted him as cordially as +if he were a Protestant. He was from Dublin +and they from Belfast, but they did not allow +it to make any difference, and feelings of the +warmest loyalty and friendship sprang up. +His Tommies would fight to the death by his +side, as readily as around any Ulsterman; and +he was just as popular in the officers' mess. +When, he said, it passed the Irish Guards or +any other Roman Catholic regiment, his +regiment would sing some provoking song about +"hanging the Pope with a good strong rope," +and the Dublin regiment would reply with some +song equally obnoxious and defiant; but whereas, +in peace time, the songs would have caused a free +fight to the accompaniment of bloodshed, now +it caused nothing worse than laughter. The +songs were just a bit of teasing such as every +regiment likes to regale another with--perhaps, +too, a common memory of the dear +country they have left behind. The men of +Belfast and the men of Dublin have learned +to respect and value one another. They know +that in a scrap with the enemy they can count +on one another to the last drop of blood, for, +whether from North or South, the Irish are +"bonnie fighters." Of such are the miracles +at the Front.</span></p> +<p class="pnext"><span>Most of all, perhaps, the glamour of the +Front is found in the nobility to which +common men rise. An artillery officer told me +that he had in his battery a soldier who seemed +utterly worthless. He was dirty in all his +ways, and unreliable in character. In despair +they made him sanitary orderly, that is, the +scavenger whose duty it was to remove all +refuse. One night the officer wanted a man +to go on a perilous errand and there were few +men available. Instantly this lad volunteered. +The officer looked at him in amazement, and +with a reverence born on the instant. "No," +he thought, "I will not let him go and get +killed. I'll go myself." He told the lad so, +and disappointment was plainly written on his +features.</span></p> +<p class="pnext"><span>"But, you'll let me come with you, sir?" he replied.</span></p> +<p class="pnext"><span>"Why should two risk their lives," asked +the officer, "when one can do the job?"</span></p> +<p class="pnext"><span>"But you might get wounded, sir," was the +quick response; and they went together.</span></p> +<p class="pnext"><span>An Irish officer told me of one man who +seemed bad from top to toe. All the others +had some redeeming feature but this man appeared +not to possess any. He used the filthiest +language and was dirty in his habits and dress. +He was drunken and stole the officers' whisky +out of the mess. He was unchaste and had +been in the hospital with venereal disease; +and neither as man nor soldier was there +anything good to say of him. The regiment was +sent to France, and in due time took its place +in the trenches; and then appeared in this man +something that had never risen to the surface +before. Wherever there were wounded and +dying men he proved himself to be the noblest +man in the regiment. When a man fell in +No Man's Land, he was over the parapet in +the twinkling of an eye to bring him in. No +barrage could keep him away from the +wounded. It was a sort of passion with him +that nothing could restrain. To save others +he risked his life scores of times. In +rest-billets he would revert to some of his evil ways, +but in the trenches he was the Greatheart of +the regiment and, though he did not receive it, +he earned the Victoria Cross over and over +again. There is a glamour at the Front that +holds the heart with an irresistible grip. In +the light of War's deathly fires the hearts of +men are revealed and the black sheep often +get their chance. Life is intense and deep and +men are drawn together by a common peril. +They find the things that unite and forget the +things that separate.</span></p> +<p class="pnext"><span>"We haven't long to live," said Captain Ball +joyfully, "but we live well while we </span><em class="italics">do</em><span> live," +and in those words he expressed the glamour +of the Front. Ball found, as thousands of his +comrades-in-arms had found, that</span></p> +<blockquote> +<div> +<div class="line-block outermost"> +<div class="line"><span>"One crowded hour of glorious life</span></div> +<div class="line"><span>Is worth an age without a name."</span></div> +</div> +</div> +</blockquote> +<div class="vspace" style="height: 4em"> +</div> +<p class="center pfirst" id="a-white-handkerchief"><span class="bold large">IV</span></p> +<p class="center pnext"><span class="bold large">A WHITE HANDKERCHIEF</span></p> +<div class="vspace" style="height: 2em"> +</div> +<p class="pfirst"><span>In his </span><em class="italics">History of the Somme Campaign</em><span> +John Buchan quotes, from an official +report, an incident which, though I have +tried, I cannot get my imagination to believe. +Probably the incident is a true one but, +unfortunately for me, my mind will not let it in. +I cannot visualize it and the report is turned +from the door as an impostor. The report +states that in a certain attack our aeroplanes +fired on the Germans in their trenches and that +the enemy waved white handkerchiefs in token +of surrender. Without the slightest difficulty +I can imagine all except the white handkerchiefs. +Where did they get them to wave? +Men in the firing trenches don't carry anything +so conspicuous as white handkerchiefs. To +draw one out in a thoughtless moment might +bring a sniper's bullet, and there are risks +enough without inviting more. I doubt if in +any English regiment two white handkerchiefs +could be found: and I have little expectation +that more could be found among the enemy. +Furthermore, it is questionable, at this stage +of the war, if a white handkerchief would be +regarded as a sign, of surrender. It might be +taken as a taunt.</span></p> +<p class="pnext"><span>There is nothing more remarkable in the war +than the psychological change that has been +wrought in white. A white feather used to +be the badge of cowardice and a white flag +the token of surrender. It is not so now. +White has taken on a peculiar sacredness. If +a new medal were to be struck of the same +high value as the Victoria Cross it would +probably be given a white ribbon, as the other +has a red or (for the navy) blue. This +change in the moral significance of white was +brought home to me by an incident in a billet. +I had gone to a barn to give the men some +shirts and socks that had been sent to me. I +stood on the steps, and like an auctioneer, +offered my goods for acceptance. "Who wants +a shirt? Who a scarf? Who wants this pair +of mittens? Who a pair of socks?" Hands +shot up at each question, and the fun grew +fast and furious. Then I drew out and held +up a white handkerchief. "A-ah! A-ah!" they +cried wistfully in chorus. For a moment +they stood gazing at it and forgot to raise +their hands towards it; then, with a single +movement, every hand shot up. Unwittingly +I had stirred them to the depths; and I felt +sorry for them.</span></p> +<p class="pnext"><span>The Magic Carpet of Baghdad is not a +fiction after all. In the twinkling of an eye +my white handkerchief had carried every boy +and man to his home, and placed him by the +fireside. I saw it in their eyes and heard it +in the sadness and wistfulness of their voices +as they ejaculated "A-ah!" They had not +seen a white handkerchief for months. The +last they saw was at home. A vision of home +flashed before their minds and they were back +in the dear old days of peace when they used +white handkerchiefs and khaki ones were +unknown to them. If in battle they were to see +Germans waving white handkerchiefs, I think +it would make them savage and unwilling to +give quarter. They would think the enemy +was taunting them with all they had lost. And +they would be maddened by the thought that +here were the very men who, by their war-lust, +had caused them to lose it. For a German to +wave a white handkerchief before a British +soldier would be as dangerous as flaunting a +red flag before a bull. It would bring death +rather than pity. Anything of pure white is +rare at the front, and it has gradually taken +on a meaning it never held before. About the +only white thing we have is the paper we write +home on, and that use of the color helps to +sanctify it in the shrine of the heart.</span></p> +<p class="pnext"><span>In the army it is a term of supreme praise +to call a man </span><em class="italics">white</em><span>. When you say a comrade +is a "</span><em class="italics">white man</em><span>" there is no more to be said. +It is worth more than the Victoria Cross with +its red ribbon, for it includes gallantry, and +adds to it goodness. A man must be brave to +be called white and he must be generous, noble +and good. To reach whiteness is a great +achievement. To be dubbed white is, in the +army, like being dubbed knight at King Arthur's +Court or canonized saint in the Church. He +stands out among a soldier's comrades +distinct as a white handkerchief among khaki ones.</span></p> +<p class="pnext"><span>I don't know where the term came from, +but, wherever it may have tarried on the way, +I think its footprints could be traced back to +the Book of Revelation for its starting place. +In the first chapter we have a picture of Christ +as the first "White Man"--"His Head and +His Hairs were white like wool, as white as +snow." In the second chapter His faithful +followers are given "a white stone, and in +the stone a new name written." Is not the +new name "White man"? In the third chapter +we read of "a few names even in Sardis which +have </span><em class="italics">not defiled their garments</em><span>; and they shall +</span><em class="italics">walk with Me in white</em><span>; for they are worthy." There, +too, the Laodiceans are counseled to +buy "white raiment." In the fourth chapter +we see the four and twenty elders, sitting +around the throne under the rainbow arch, +"clothed in white raiment." In the sixth +chapter we have the crowned King going +"forth conquering, and to conquer" and He is +sitting on "a white horse," that is, He uses +"white" instruments to carry out His +conquests. Death, in the same chapter, rides on +a "pale" horse, but not a "white" one. Under +the altar were the souls of the martyrs, "And +white robes were given unto every one of +them." And surely the climax is reached when +we read in the seventh chapter that "a great +multitude, which no man could number, of all +nations, and kindreds, and people and tongues, +stood before the throne, and before the Lamb, +clothed with white robes." So striking was +the scene that one of the elders asked, "What +are these which are arrayed in white +robes? and whence came they?" And the answer is +given, "These are they which came out of +great tribulation, and have washed their robes, +and made them white in the blood of the Lamb. +Therefore are they before the throne of +God." In the army white has come back to its +ancient significance. The brave and noble +martyrs of the early Church were given "white +robes" and in the army to-day the brave and +pure wear "white robes" in the eyes of their +comrades. When Clifford Reed was killed by +a shell at his Regimental Aid Post his colonel +wrote of him that he was the "whitest man" +he had ever known. He had done more than +wear "the white flower of a </span><em class="italics">blameless</em><span> life." His +virtues were positive, not merely negative. +He wore a "white </span><em class="italics">robe</em><span>"; not a mere speck of +white such as a white flower in a buttonhole +would appear. White is a positive color, not +a negative. Reed was more than "blameless," +he was "white and all white." To our soldiers +a white handkerchief speaks of home, and a +"white man" speaks of honor and heroism +and heaven.</span></p> +<div class="vspace" style="height: 4em"> +</div> +<p class="center pfirst" id="the-songs-our-soldiers-sing"><span class="bold large">V</span></p> +<p class="center pnext"><span class="bold large">THE SONGS OUR SOLDIERS SING</span></p> +<div class="vspace" style="height: 2em"> +</div> +<p class="pfirst"><span>The necessity for poetry and song is fully +and officially recognized by the military +authorities at the Front. Every Division +has its own concert party. These men are +chosen out of the ranks because they can sing, +and their one task is to furnish nightly concerts +for the men. They are provided with a good +hall, or tent, or open-air position; and they are +given enough money to buy stage scenery and +appropriate dress. Everybody attends the +concerts from the general to the private; and +while the entertainments last, the war is +forgotten. A charge is made at the door but the +balance sheet is published for all ranks to see; +and the profits are distributed among the +Divisional charities.</span></p> +<p class="pnext"><span>Among the many Divisional Concert Parties +may be named "The Bow Bells," "The Duds," +"The Follies," "The Whizz-bangs," "The +Fancies" and, "The Giddigoats." But, after +all, the singing in the concert rooms is but a +small fraction of the singing one hears in the +Army. On every march, in every billet and +mess, there is the sound of singing. Nor must +the singing at our religious services and in the +Y.M.C.A. huts be forgotten. Song seems +to be the great renewer of hope and courage. +It is the joy bringer. Moreover, it is an +expression of emotions that can find no other +voice.</span></p> +<p class="pnext"><span>There is no real difference between the songs +sung by the officers, and those sung by the men. +All attend the concerts and all sing on the +march. The same songs do for both +commanders and commanded, and I have heard +the same songs in the men's billets as in the +officers' mess-rooms. How real these songs are +to the soldiers is indicated by one striking +omission. There are no patriotic songs at the +Front. Except the National Anthem rendered +on formal occasions, I have never, in eighteen +months, heard a single patriotic song. The +reason is not far to seek. The soldiers' +patriotism calls for no expression in song. +They are expressing it night and day in the +endurance of hardship and wounds--in the +risking of their lives. Their hearts are +satisfied with their deeds, and songs of such a +character become superfluous. In peace-time they +sing their love of the homeland, but in +war-time they suffer for her and are content. They +would never think of singing a patriotic song +as they march into battle. It would be painting +the lily and gilding refined gold. Are not their +deathless deeds, songs for which they make a +foil by singing some inconsequential and +evanescent song such as, "There's something in the +sea-side air."</span></p> +<p class="pnext"><span>On analysis I should say that there are five +subjects on which our soldiers sing. First, there +are Nonsense Songs or, if you prefer it, songs +of soldier-philosophy. They know that no +theory will explain the war; it is too big a thing +for any sheet of philosophy to cover. It has +burst in on our little hum-drum life like a +colliding planet. The thing to do is not to evolve +a theory as to how the planet got astray but +to clear up the mess it has made. Our soldiers +show this sense of the vastness of war-happenings, +by singing of things having no real +importance at all, and keeping steadily at their +duties. The path of duty is, they find, the only +path of sanity. The would-be war philosopher +they put on one side. The war is too big for +him. Let him leave his explanation of the war +and lend a hand to bring it to an end. So they +sing, with laughing irony,</span></p> +<blockquote> +<div> +<div class="line-block outermost"> +<div class="line"><span>"We're here because we're here, because</span></div> +<div class="line"><span>We're here, because we're here."</span></div> +</div> +</div> +</blockquote> +<p class="pfirst"><span>Or,</span></p> +<blockquote> +<div> +<div class="line-block outermost"> +<div class="line"><span>"While you've got a lucifer to light your fag,</span></div> +<div class="line"><span>Smile, boys, that's the style.</span></div> +<div class="line"><span>What's the use of worrying?</span></div> +<div class="line"><span>It never was worth while,</span></div> +<div class="line"><span>So pack up your troubles in your old kit-bag</span></div> +<div class="line"><span>And smile, smile, smile."</span></div> +</div> +</div> +</blockquote> +<p class="pfirst"><span>Another favorite is,</span></p> +<blockquote> +<div> +<div class="line-block outermost"> +<div class="line"><span>"Oh, there was a little hen and she had a wooden leg,</span></div> +<div class="line"><span>The best little hen that ever laid an egg,</span></div> +<div class="line"><span>And she laid more eggs than any hen on the farm,</span></div> +<div class="line"><span>And another little drink wouldn't do us any harm."</span></div> +</div> +</div> +</blockquote> +<p class="pfirst"><span>I have seen them dancing round some old piano +singing,</span></p> +<blockquote> +<div> +<div class="line-block outermost"> +<div class="line"><span>"Oh, that fascinating Bow Bells' glide,</span></div> +<div class="line"><span>It's a captivating Bow Bells' slide.</span></div> +<div class="line"><span>There's a rumor that the puma does it now,</span></div> +<div class="line"><span>Monkeys have taken to it,</span></div> +<div class="line"><span>Leopards and lions do it.</span></div> +<div class="line"><span>All the elephants wear dancing shoes,</span></div> +<div class="line"><span>They keep hopping with the kangaroos;</span></div> +<div class="line"><span>Hear them chatter, it's a matter for some talk;</span></div> +<div class="line"><span>Now the Jungle's got the Bow Bells' walk."</span></div> +<div class="line"> </div> +</div> +</div> +</blockquote> +<p class="pfirst"><span>The second class of song is the Love Song, +of a more or less serious character. The +Tommies came out of England singing "Tipperary," +but they dropped it in France, and the only one +on whose lips I have heard it was a little French +boy sitting on the tail of a cart. The chorus +alone gave it popularity for it was the +expression, ready to hand, of a long farewell; and +with its "long long way to go" showed that, +like Kitchener, the soldiers were not deceived +by hopes of an early peace.</span></p> +<p class="pnext"><span>Now another song with verses more expressive +of their sentiments has taken its place. +The chorus runs:</span></p> +<blockquote> +<div> +<div class="line-block outermost"> +<div class="line"><span>"There's a long, long trail a-winding</span></div> +<div class="inner line-block"> +<div class="line"><span>Into the land of my dreams,</span></div> +</div> +<div class="line"><span>Where the nightingales are singing</span></div> +<div class="inner line-block"> +<div class="line"><span>And a white moon beams;</span></div> +</div> +<div class="line"><span>There's a long, long night of waiting</span></div> +<div class="inner line-block"> +<div class="line"><span>Until my dreams all come true;</span></div> +</div> +<div class="line"><span>Till the day when I'll be going down</span></div> +<div class="inner line-block"> +<div class="line"><span>That long, long trail with you."</span></div> +</div> +</div> +</div> +</blockquote> +<p class="pfirst"><span>Then the mood changes, and we hear the lads +piping out,</span></p> +<blockquote> +<div> +<div class="line-block outermost"> +<div class="line"><span>"Taffy's got his Jennie in Glamorgan,</span></div> +<div class="inner line-block"> +<div class="line"><span>Sandy's got his Maggie in Dundee,</span></div> +</div> +<div class="line"><span>While Michael O'Leary thinks of his dearie</span></div> +<div class="inner line-block"> +<div class="line"><span>Far across the Irish Sea.</span></div> +</div> +<div class="line"><span>Billy's got his Lily up in London,</span></div> +<div class="inner line-block"> +<div class="line"><span>So the boys march on with smiles;</span></div> +</div> +<div class="line"><span>For every Tommy's got a girl somewhere</span></div> +<div class="inner line-block"> +<div class="line"><span>In the dear old British Isles."</span></div> +</div> +</div> +</div> +</blockquote> +<p class="pfirst"><span>Again the mood veers round, and we hear,</span></p> +<blockquote> +<div> +<div class="line-block outermost"> +<div class="line"><span>"Every little while I feel so lonely,</span></div> +<div class="inner line-block"> +<div class="line"><span>Every little while I feel so blue,</span></div> +</div> +<div class="line"><span>I'm always dreaming, I'm always scheming,</span></div> +<div class="inner line-block"> +<div class="line"><span>Because I want you, and only you.</span></div> +</div> +<div class="line"><span>Every little while my heart is aching,</span></div> +<div class="inner line-block"> +<div class="line"><span>Every little while I miss your smile,</span></div> +</div> +<div class="line"><span>And all the time I seem to miss you;</span></div> +<div class="line"><span>I want to, want to kiss you,</span></div> +<div class="inner line-block"> +<div class="line"><span>Every, every, every little while."</span></div> +<div class="line"> </div> +</div> +</div> +</div> +</blockquote> +<p class="pfirst"><span>Here is part of a song I have heard sung, +many and many a time, by young officers and +men whose voices are now silent in death:</span></p> +<blockquote> +<div> +<div class="line-block outermost"> +<div class="line"><span>"If you were the only girl in the world,</span></div> +<div class="line"><span>And I were the only boy,</span></div> +<div class="line"><span>Nothing else would matter in the world to-day,</span></div> +<div class="line"><span>We could go on loving in the same old way;</span></div> +<div class="line"><span>A Garden of Eden just made for two,</span></div> +<div class="line"><span>With nothing to mar our joy;</span></div> +<div class="line"><span>I would say such wonderful things to you,</span></div> +<div class="line"><span>There would be such wonderful things to do,</span></div> +<div class="line"><span>If you were the only girl in the world,</span></div> +<div class="line"><span>And I were the only boy."</span></div> +<div class="line"> </div> +</div> +</div> +</blockquote> +<p class="pfirst"><span>Sometimes the imagination will wander into +the days that are to be--for some--and they +sing,</span></p> +<blockquote> +<div> +<div class="line-block outermost"> +<div class="line"><span>"We don't want a lot of flags flying,</span></div> +<div class="inner line-block"> +<div class="line"><span>We don't want your big brass bands;</span></div> +</div> +<div class="line"><span>We don't want a lot of speechifying,</span></div> +<div class="inner line-block"> +<div class="line"><span>And we don't want a lot of waving hands;</span></div> +</div> +<div class="line"><span>We don't want a lot of interfering,</span></div> +<div class="inner line-block"> +<div class="line"><span>When we've safely crossed the foam;</span></div> +</div> +<div class="line"><span>But we </span><em class="italics">do</em><span> want to find the girls we left behind,</span></div> +<div class="inner line-block"> +<div class="line"><span>When we all come marching home."</span></div> +<div class="line"> </div> +</div> +</div> +</div> +</blockquote> +<p class="pfirst"><span>Will the girls remember! The words are +not without tragedy. How deeply some of the +men love may perhaps never be realized by +those at home. The longing of their hearts is, +at times, almost unbearable. A captain, past +middle life, took my arm one day and led me +aside. He was, he said, a little anxious about +himself, for he was getting into the habit of +taking more drink than he was wont to take. +He had been taking it when he felt lonely and +depressed to ease the longing of his heart.</span></p> +<p class="pnext"><span>"I never touch it at home," he said, "the +society of my dear little wife is all the stimulant +I need. I would give the world to be with +her now--just to sit in my chair and watch her +at her sewing or knitting. The separation is +too much for me and, you know, it has lasted +nearly three years now."</span></p> +<p class="pnext"><span>I have caught this yearning in more than one +of the songs our soldiers sing, but especially in +the following, which is called "Absent":</span></p> +<blockquote> +<div> +<div class="line-block outermost"> +<div class="line"><span>"Sometimes, between long shadows on the grass,</span></div> +<div class="line"><span>The little truant waves of sunlight pass;</span></div> +<div class="line"><span>My eyes grow dim with tenderness, the while</span></div> +<div class="line"><span>Thinking I see thee, thinking I see thee smile.</span></div> +</div> +<div class="line-block outermost"> +<div class="line"><span>"And sometimes in the twilight gloom, apart,</span></div> +<div class="line"><span>The tall trees whisper, whisper heart to heart;</span></div> +<div class="line"><span>From my fond lips the eager answers fall,</span></div> +<div class="line"><span>Thinking I hear thee, thinking I hear thee call."</span></div> +<div class="line"> </div> +</div> +</div> +</blockquote> +<p class="pfirst"><span>The men's thoughts pass easily from the +sweetheart to the mother who bore them, and +we have a third class, the Home Song. I +have been awakened in the night by men, going +up to the line, singing "Keep the Home Fires +Burning." It is very thrilling to hear in the +dead of night, when every singer is within range +of the enemy's guns.</span></p> +<p class="pnext"><span>Another great favorite is,</span></p> +<blockquote> +<div> +<div class="line-block outermost"> +<div class="line"><span>"They built a little garden for the rose,</span></div> +<div class="inner line-block"> +<div class="line"><span>And they called it Dixie-land;</span></div> +</div> +<div class="line"><span>They built a summer breeze to keep the snows</span></div> +<div class="inner line-block"> +<div class="line"><span>Far away from Dixie-land;</span></div> +</div> +<div class="line"><span>They built the finest place I've known,</span></div> +<div class="inner line-block"> +<div class="line"><span>When they built my home sweet home;</span></div> +</div> +<div class="line"><span>Nothing was forgotten in the land of cotton,</span></div> +<div class="inner line-block"> +<div class="line"><span>From the clover to the honey-comb,</span></div> +</div> +<div class="line"><span>And then they took an angel from the skies</span></div> +<div class="inner line-block"> +<div class="line"><span>And they gave her heart to me.</span></div> +</div> +<div class="line"><span>She had a bit of heaven in her eyes</span></div> +<div class="inner line-block"> +<div class="line"><span>Just as blue as blue can be;</span></div> +</div> +<div class="line"><span>They put some fine spring chickens in the land,</span></div> +<div class="inner line-block"> +<div class="line"><span>And taught my Mammy how to use a frying pan.</span></div> +</div> +<div class="line"><span>They made it twice as nice as paradise,</span></div> +<div class="inner line-block"> +<div class="line"><span>And they called it Dixie-land."</span></div> +<div class="line"> </div> +</div> +</div> +</div> +</blockquote> +<p class="pfirst"><span>Being Londoners, the following song called +"Leave" never fails in its appeal to our Division:</span></p> +<blockquote> +<div> +<div class="line-block outermost"> +<div class="line"><span>"I'm so delighted, I'm so excited,</span></div> +<div class="line"><span>With my folks I'm going to be united.</span></div> +<div class="line"><span>The train's departing, 'twill soon be starting;</span></div> +<div class="line"><span>I'll see my mother, my dad and my baby brother.</span></div> +<div class="line"><span>My! How I'll meet them, My! how I'll greet them.</span></div> +<div class="line"><span>What a happy happy day.</span></div> +<div class="line"><span>Just see that bustle, I'd better hustle,</span></div> +<div class="line"><span>Good-bye--so long--can't stay--</span></div> +</div> +<div class="line-block outermost"> +<div class="line"><span>Chorus</span></div> +</div> +<div class="line-block outermost"> +<div class="line"><span>"I'm on my way back to dear old Shepherd's Bush,</span></div> +<div class="line"><span>That's the spot where I was born,</span></div> +<div class="line"><span>Can't you hear the porter calling,</span></div> +<div class="line"><span>Queen's Road, Piccadilly, Marble Arch and Bond Street?</span></div> +<div class="line"><span>Oh, I'll not hesitate, I'll reach the gate;</span></div> +<div class="line"><span>Through the crowd I mean to push,</span></div> +<div class="line"><span>Find me a seat anywhere--please anywhere,</span></div> +<div class="line"><span>Tram, train, tube, 'bus I don't care--</span></div> +<div class="line"><span>For mother and daddy are waiting there--</span></div> +<div class="line"><span>In dear old Shepherd's Bush."</span></div> +<div class="line"> </div> +</div> +</div> +</blockquote> +<p class="pfirst"><span>On the eve of one big battle, a soldier +handed me a letter in which he gave me the +addresses of his father and his sweetheart, so +that I could write to them if he fell.</span></p> +<p class="pnext"><span>"In the last battle," he said, "one of my +brothers was killed and another wounded. If I +fall I shall die without regrets and with a heart +content; but it will go hard with those at home; +and I want you to break the news gently. +These are terrible times for those at home." "These +are terrible times </span><em class="italics">for those at home</em><span>." That +is their constant refrain, and it finds an +echo in a song often sung by them.</span></p> +<blockquote> +<div> +<div class="line-block outermost"> +<div class="line"><span>"It's a long long way to my home in Kentucky,</span></div> +<div class="inner line-block"> +<div class="line"><span>Where the blue-bells grow 'round the old cabin door;</span></div> +</div> +<div class="line"><span>It's a long, long way and I'll be mighty lucky</span></div> +<div class="inner line-block"> +<div class="line"><span>When I see my dear old mammy once more.</span></div> +</div> +<div class="line"><span>So weep no more, my lady,</span></div> +<div class="inner line-block"> +<div class="line"><span>Just brush those tears away;</span></div> +</div> +<div class="line"><span>It's a long long way to my home in Kentucky,</span></div> +<div class="inner line-block"> +<div class="line"><span>But I'm bound to get there some day."</span></div> +<div class="line"> </div> +</div> +</div> +</div> +</blockquote> +<p class="pfirst"><span>But the chief favorite of all Home Songs is, +I think, the following:</span></p> +<blockquote> +<div> +<div class="line-block outermost"> +<div class="line"><span>"There's an old-fashioned house in an old-fashioned street;</span></div> +<div class="inner line-block"> +<div class="line"><span>In a quaint little old-fashioned town;</span></div> +</div> +<div class="line"><span>There's a street where the cobble stones harass the feet,</span></div> +<div class="inner line-block"> +<div class="line"><span>As it straggles up hill and then down;</span></div> +</div> +<div class="line"><span>And, though to and fro through the world I must go,</span></div> +<div class="inner line-block"> +<div class="line"><span>My heart while it beats in my breast,</span></div> +</div> +<div class="line"><span>Where e'er I may roam, to that old-fashioned home</span></div> +<div class="inner line-block"> +<div class="line"><span>Will fly like a bird to its nest.</span></div> +</div> +</div> +<div class="line-block outermost"> +<div class="line"><span>"In that old-fashioned house in that old-fashioned street,</span></div> +<div class="inner line-block"> +<div class="line"><span>Dwell a dear little old-fashioned pair;</span></div> +</div> +<div class="line"><span>I can see their two faces so tender and sweet,</span></div> +<div class="inner line-block"> +<div class="line"><span>And I love every wrinkle that's there.</span></div> +</div> +<div class="line"><span>I love ev'ry mouse in that old-fashioned house</span></div> +<div class="inner line-block"> +<div class="line"><span>In the street that runs up hill and down;</span></div> +</div> +<div class="line"><span>Each stone and each stick, ev'ry cobble and brick,</span></div> +<div class="inner line-block"> +<div class="line"><span>In that quaint little old-fashioned town."</span></div> +<div class="line"> </div> +</div> +</div> +</div> +</blockquote> +<p class="pfirst"><span>The charm of the Army is its comradeship. +Our soldiers have left their homes and friends +but they have found new friends, and some of +the friendships have become very precious. +Men slept side by side in barn and trench, +cooked their rations at the same little wood fire, +and stood together in the hour of danger and +imminent death. Many of them owe their lives +to their comrades. There are few songs that +express this wonderful comradeship, but there +is one that is known and sung through the +army. It represents the Songs of Comradeship:</span></p> +<blockquote> +<div> +<div class="line-block outermost"> +<div class="line"><span>"When you come to the end of a perfect day,</span></div> +<div class="inner line-block"> +<div class="line"><span>And you sit alone with your thought,</span></div> +</div> +<div class="line"><span>While the chimes ring out with a carol gay,</span></div> +<div class="inner line-block"> +<div class="line"><span>For the joy that the day has brought;</span></div> +</div> +<div class="line"><span>Do you think what the end of a perfect day</span></div> +<div class="inner line-block"> +<div class="line"><span>Can mean to a tired heart,</span></div> +</div> +<div class="line"><span>When the sun goes down with a flaming ray,</span></div> +<div class="inner line-block"> +<div class="line"><span>And the dear friends have to part?</span></div> +</div> +</div> +<div class="line-block outermost"> +<div class="line"><span>"Well, this is the end of a perfect day,</span></div> +<div class="inner line-block"> +<div class="line"><span>Near the end of a journey too;</span></div> +</div> +<div class="line"><span>But it leaves a thought that is big and strong,</span></div> +<div class="inner line-block"> +<div class="line"><span>With a wish that is kind and true.</span></div> +</div> +<div class="line"><span>For mem'ry has painted this perfect day</span></div> +<div class="inner line-block"> +<div class="line"><span>With colors that never fade;</span></div> +</div> +<div class="line"><span>And we find at the end of a perfect day</span></div> +<div class="inner line-block"> +<div class="line"><em class="italics">The soul of a friend we've made</em><span>."</span></div> +<div class="line"> </div> +</div> +</div> +</div> +</blockquote> +<p class="pfirst"><span>The fifth class of song is that of the inner +life. It is the Religious Hymn. The soldiers +are extremely fond of hymns in their services. +You cannot give them too many. "Rock of +Ages," "Jesus lover of my soul," "Fight the +good fight," "There is a green hill," "At even +ere the sun was set," "O God our help in ages +past," and "Eternal Father strong to save" +cannot be chosen too often. But there are two +hymns which have stood out above all others; +they are "Abide with me," and "When I +survey the wondrous Cross."</span></p> +<p class="pnext"><span>There is nothing written by the hand of man +which can compete with these two in the +blessing and strength which they have brought to our +soldiers, especially during an offensive when +death has cast his shadow over the hearts of +all. During the bitterest weeks in the Somme +fighting there was scarcely a service in which +we did not sing "When I survey the wondrous +Cross." With its assurance of redemption it +gave comfort in the face of death. It also +gave, for an example, the Supreme Sacrifice.</span></p> +<p class="pnext"><span>Some of the songs I have quoted look bare +and ungainly as trees in winter, but when the +musician has clothed them with music and the +singer added to them a touch of his own +personality they are fair as trees in summer. Still +the fact remains that none of these songs will +live on their own merits. They are not born +to immortality. Like the daisies they have +their day and pass away to make room for +others. It is best so. There is not room in +the world for everything to be immortal, and +the transient has a work of its own to do. +The charm and rare beauty of the English +countryside are due to the transience of its +flowers and foliage and little of the evergreen +is enough. We tire of the eternal. The +transient songs I have quoted here have been +meat and drink to our soldiers in the most +terrible war ever waged. They may be poor stuff +in comparison with our classic songs but a good +appetite can get nourishment out of plain food +and grow strong on it. For the purpose in +hand these songs have been better than the +classics; otherwise they would not have been +chosen. There is a time and place for all +things. The robin may not be compared with +the nightingale but it is not the less welcome, +for it sings when the nightingale is silent. Our +soldiers' songs will die, some are already dead, +but they have done their work and justified +their existence. They have given pleasure and +strength to men as they went out to do +immortal deeds. No wounded soldier, or parched +traveler, thinks lightly of a cup of water +because it perished in the using; and so it is with +the songs our soldiers sing.</span></p> +<div class="vspace" style="height: 4em"> +</div> +<p class="center pfirst" id="easter-sunday"><span class="bold large">VI</span></p> +<p class="center pnext"><span class="bold large">EASTER SUNDAY</span></p> +<div class="vspace" style="height: 2em"> +</div> +<p class="pfirst"><span>Night and day for a week, the fearful +bombardment continued. Our guns +were everywhere, and belching forth +without intermission. Dumps of shells were +almost as common as sheaves in a corn-field, +and processions of ammunition-wagons piled +the shells up faster than the gorging guns +could take them. The noise was something +beyond imagination. It was as though all the +devils in hell had come out to demoniacally +celebrate the end of the world. We were +living--two transport officers and I--in an empty +farm-house that, some time before we came in, +had been a target for direct hits. One shell +had gone through the roof, and another +through the gable wall. The windows had +been shattered, and the garden and fields were +pitted with shell-holes. Our first care had been +to look at the cellar, but we had decided, if +things became too hot, to make for the open +fields. We all slept in the same room, and +were at times wakened up by "an arrival" and +passed an opinion as to its distance. If, for +a time, none came nearer, we turned over and +went to sleep again, for a man must sleep even +though it be on the edge of a volcano.</span></p> +<p class="pnext"><span>One morning the servants found a shell +nose-cap beneath the window--just that, and +nothing more. The week was wearing on. +Another morning some of the 7th Middlesex +Regiment were in the baths in the village over +the way, and a company of the London +Scottish was passing by. Two shells fell in the +road. The bathers scampered out of the bath +and ran naked, here and there, for shelter; +the Scottish "scattered"; but some forty-five +soldiers, mostly kilted, lay in the road dead +or wounded. In the dead of night a party of +machine gunners, just returned from the +firing-trench, stood outside their billet in our village +square debating if they should make a cup of +tea before turning in to sleep. A shell +decided the matter, and, next morning, I laid +two of them to rest in the little cemetery, and +the others stood by as mourners.</span></p> +<p class="pnext"><span>The week of terror reached its crisis on the +Sunday--an Easter Sunday never to be +forgotten. The infantry of the Brigade had been +away to a camp, beyond range, for a week's +rest. They had now returned ready for the +battle. Three of the regiments had taken up +their positions in the reserve trenches, but my +own regiment was quartered in the fatal +village. The day dawned bright and fair, but +its smiles were the smiles of a deceiver. The +Germans had decided on the destruction of the +village, a sort of devil's "hail-and-farewell" +before being driven back at the points of +bayonets. We were awakened by the firing of +machine-guns over our heads, and rushed to the +door to see a fight in the air. High up in the +blue, two aeroplanes circled about for +positions of vantage, and then rushed at one another +like hawks in mortal combat. A silence +followed. Then one rose and made off towards +the battle-line but fell to a shot of our +gunners before it could reach safety. The other, +with its petrol-tank on fire, was planing down +to earth. Down and down an invisible spiral +staircase it seemed to rush, while the golden +fire burnt at its vitals, and a trailing cloud +of smoke marked its path of doom. Breathlessly +we watched its descent. It was under +perfect control, but its path to the ground was +too long and spiral, and the faster it rushed +through the air the greater the draught +became and the more madly the flames leapt up. +Every second was precious and the certainty +of its doom made us sick. We saw the body +of the observer fall out, and still the flaming +machine pursued its course. Then the wings +fell away and twirled to the ground like +feathers, while the engine and the pilot dropped +like a stone. When the bodies were picked +up, it was found that the observer had been +shot through the head, and that the pilot, with +his dead comrade behind him, had worked the +wheel until the furious encroaching flame had +swept over him, and robbed him of mortal life.</span></p> +<p class="pnext"><span>Shells were now dropping in the village +every few minutes. Our farm-house was on the +right wing, and we stood watching the +bombardment. With each burst there rose a cloud +of black smoke and red brick-dust, and we +knew that another cottage has been destroyed. +Then the shells began to creep round to the +right as if the enemy was feeling for the +bridge over which the ammunition wagons +were passing. On one side of the little bridge +was a white bell-tent, and we watched the +shells dropping within a few feet of it +without destroying it. Between the tent and our +street lay a stagnant pool, and we saw about +a dozen shells fall in its water. The range +was lengthening and it seemed as if some +invisible octopus were stretching out its feelers +towards us. A shell smashed against the +farm-house at the bottom of our street. The +deadly thing was coming nearer. Some of our +sergeants were in a farm-house a few doors +away, and, hearing a shell fall in the field +between them and the pool, they came to the +decision that the moment had come "to +scatter," but they were too late. It would have +been better had they stayed indoors. As they +rushed out a shell burst over the yard three +of them fell to the ground dead, and three +more were blown back into the house by the +force of the explosion. The coping stone of +the outhouse where the shell burst was blown +away and three ragged seams were scored on +the green doorway of the yard outside which +the three lads lay dead. One of them had, +ten days before, shown me to my billet thirty +yards farther up. He acted as interpreter to +the regiment and as he had not to go into the +line, we thought that he was one of those who +would see the end of the war. Yet there he lay.</span></p> +<p class="pnext"><span>But the worst calamity of the day was yet +to befall. Some fifteen or sixteen ammunition +wagons, unable to get through the village, had +halted in the Square--"Wipers Square" it had +been named. Each wagon was loaded with +nine-point-two shells. An enemy-shot fell on a +wagon and set it on fire; then the village +became like unto Sodom and Gomorrah on their +day of doom. One or two drivers bravely +stuck to their wagons, and got them out but +the rest of the wagons were lost. The scene +that followed was indescribable. Doré could +never have pictured such horrors. The wagons +all caught fire and their loads of shells began +to explode. We stood out in the fields and +watched the conflagration, while all the time +the Germans continued to shell the village. +The large village-hall and the houses on each +side of the square were utterly destroyed. +Great explosions sent fragments of wagons and +houses sky-high, and showers of missiles fell +even where we stood. The fore part of one +wagon was blown on to the roof of a house. +Houses caught fire and blazed all afternoon. +Some machine-gunners joined us and told how, +when choking smoke began to penetrate into +their cellar they had to rush through the square +and its bursting shells to preserve their lives. +A German shell burst in a billet where a platoon +of our men were sheltering in the cellar, and +those who were not killed by the shell were +crushed to death by the fall of the house. +Another shell hit the roof of the house in the +cellar of which was our Advanced Dressing +Station for the morrow's battle. Two +orderlies who happened to be in the street were +killed, and the colonel was knocked down. In +the cellars of almost every house were soldiers +or civilians, and all day the ammunition wagons +continued burning; shell after shell getting red +hot and exploding.</span></p> +<p class="pnext"><span>All day the German bombardment continued +and, amid a terrific din, our own gunners +returned a score or more for every one received. +By the bridge another long line of loaded +ammunition wagons stood for two hours, and +though shells were bursting close by, not one +hit the wagons. The drivers stood by them +and, as soon as the road was cleared, got them +away to the guns. Yet, while the Square was +burning and the German shells falling, +hundreds of men from the London regiments +entered the village from the right, and crossed +the bridge to stack their packs so as to be +ready for the coming battle. They walked in +single file and with wide gaps between, but not +a man ran or quickened his pace. My blood +tingled with pride at their courage and anger +at their carelessness. What </span><em class="italics">would</em><span> make a +British soldier run? An officer was walking +near the pool. A shell fell near enough for +fragments to kill him, but he merely looked +round, stopped to light a cigarette and walked +leisurely on as if nothing had happened. +Three men stood with their backs against a +small building near the bridge as if sheltering +from the rain. Several shells fell +uncomfortably near, so, concluding that the rain had +changed its direction, they moved round the +corner. And it was not till more shells had +fallen near them that they condescended to +move away altogether.</span></p> +<p class="pnext"><span>Yet this was not bravado for, so far as they +knew, no one was watching them. It was due +to a certain dignity peculiar to our fighting +man. He is too proud to acknowledge defeat. +He is a man, and whether any one is watching +or not, he is not going to run away from a +shell. Hundreds of lives must have been lost +through this stubborn pride but, on the other +hand, thousands of lives must have been saved +by it, for it makes the Army absolutely proof +against panic, than which, nothing is so fatal +in war. In eighteen months on the Front I +have never seen or heard of a single case of +panic either with many or few. Our soldiers +are always masters of themselves. They have +the coolness to judge what is the wisest thing +to do in the circumstances, and they have the +nerve to carry it out. They run unnecessary +risks through pride but never through panic. +All that day on the bridge, a military +policeman stood at his post of duty. Like Vesuvius +of old the exploding shells in the Square sent +up their deadly eruption, and like the Roman +sentry at Pompeii, he stood at his post. As +he stood there I saw a young French woman +leave her house and pass him on the bridge. +She was leaving the village for a safer place +but she seemed quite composed and carried a +basket on her left arm.</span></p> +<p class="pnext"><span>While our village was being destroyed we +were startled by a tremendous explosion a few +miles away; and looking to our left we saw +a huge tongue of flame leap up to the sky, +followed by a wonderful pillar of smoke which +stood rigid for some moments like a monster +tower of Babel reaching up to the heavens. +Evidently a dump of cordite had been fired +by an enemy shell. Farther off still, another +dump was on fire. Time and again, bright +flames leapt from the ground only to be +smothered again by dense curling masses of smoke. +It seemed as if our whole front was on fire, +and news came to us that our main road of +communication had been heavily shelled, and +was now strewn with dead horses and men. +Before the battle of the Somme there were no +signs and portents so terrible as these: It was +evident that the enemy knew what was in store +for him on the morrow, and was preparing +against it, but if the prelude was so magnificent +in its terror, what would the battle be? +Imagination staggered under the contemplation. By +four o'clock the bombardment was almost at an +end, and nearly all the shells in the Square had +exploded. The soldiers began to creep out of +the cellars. On passing through the Square we +were amazed at the sight. In fact the +Transport Officer passed through at my side without +recognizing the place. At the entrance was a +team of six dead mules lying prone on the +ground and terribly torn. Two rows of houses +had disappeared, leaving mere heaps of stones +in their places. The pavement was torn up, +and the wrecks of the ammunition wagons lay +scattered about. Two houses were still +burning. Our colonel and adjutant we found by +the side of the stream. They had been in a +cellar near the Square all day but, fortunately, +they were little the worse for the experience. +They were giving orders for the assembling +of the scattered regiment.</span></p> +<p class="pnext"><span>By this time, civilians were leaving the +cellars, and with armfuls of household goods +hastening from the village. To them it seemed +the end of all things--the day of doom. Some +of them had slight wounds and as they passed +us they cried mournfully, "Finis, Messieurs, +Finis." All was lost. This exodus of the +despairing civilians was the saddest sight of the +day. By sunset the regiment had been gathered +together--all except the wounded who had +been sent to the Main Dressing Station and +the dead who had been placed side by side and +covered with blankets. Most of our officers +and men had lost all their belongings, but in +the twilight they marched out of the village +and took their places in the reserve trenches +near the other battalions. These had suffered +no losses. They had been saved the long day's +agony. Early in the morning the battle was +to begin but the Westminsters knew that no +worse experience could await them than that +through which they had already passed.</span></p> +<p class="pnext"><span>Next morning I buried, near the ruined +church, the bodies of the sergeants who had +been killed a few doors from us; and on the +following day I laid to rest, side by side, in one +long grave, two drivers who had died at their +posts in the Square, together with an officer +and twenty men belonging to the 1st Queen's +Westminster Rifles.</span></p> +<div class="vspace" style="height: 4em"> +</div> +<p class="center pfirst" id="now-the-day-is-over"><span class="bold large">VII</span></p> +<p class="center pnext"><span class="bold large">"NOW THE DAY IS OVER"</span></p> +<div class="vspace" style="height: 2em"> +</div> +<p class="pfirst"><span>Achicourt is a little village about +a mile out of Arras. It has two +churches, one Roman Catholic, the +other, Lutheran. The former church has been +utterly destroyed by German shells, and will +have to be rebuilt from the foundations. The +Lutheran church was less prominently placed, +and its four walls are still standing. Its +humility has saved it, but, as by fire. All its +windows are gone, and its walls are torn and +scarred by fragments of shells. Most of its +slates have been destroyed and the rain pours +through the roof. But, on dry days, and until +the Battle of Arras, it was a beloved little +place for services. It stood, however, at a +corner of the village Square, and the Square +was destroyed by hundreds of exploding shells +on Easter Sunday. As I passed it in the +afternoon of that day, and saw how it had suffered, +my heart grew sad within me.</span></p> +<p class="pnext"><span>Often it had sheltered us at worship, and +many of our most sacred memories will, for +ever, cling like ivy to its walls. The door was +smashed in, the vestibule torn into strips as +by lightning. The pews were strewn on the +floor with their backs broken; even the frames +of the windows had been blown out. There +was a little portable organ that we had used +with our hymns, and it lay mutilated on the +floor like a slaughtered child. The floor was +white with plaster, as when a sharp frost has +brought low the cherry blossom. Never again, +I thought, should I gather my men for worship +within its humble, hospitable walls. One more +of the beautiful and sacred things of life had +perished in this all-devouring war. Only the +fields remained, and there all my future services +must be held.</span></p> +<p class="pnext"><span>But "fears may be liars" and so mine proved. +I had reckoned without the man in khaki--that +master of fate whose head "beneath the +bludgeonings of chance, is bloody but +unbowed." In a week he had cleared the Square +of its dead--mules and men--filled in its +craters, and cleared away the debris that +blocked the roads. He was even removing the +fallen houses in order to mend the roads with +their bricks and stones; and he had thrown +together all the scraps of iron for salvage. +There I found, lying side by side, the burned +tin-soldiers of the children; officers' revolvers +which, being loaded, had exploded in the heat; +bayonets and rifle-barrels of the men; broken +sewing machines of the women. He had taken +in hand, too, the little church. Sacking was +spread across the windows; the remnants of +the little organ were carefully placed under +the pulpit where they lay like the body of a +saint beneath an altar; the floor was swept of +its fallen plaster. The pews were repaired and +placed in order again, and a new door was +made. Even timber was brought for a new +vestibule. The wood was rough and +unpainted--Tommy had to use what he could +get--but it served. The twisted railings were +drawn away from the entrance, and, on the +following Sunday, we were back in our old +sanctuary. We felt that it was more sacred +than ever. These are the deeds of our +fighting-man that make us love him so much, and +these are the acts of kindness and common +sense that make us admire our commanders. +Both officers and men have the heart of a lion +in the hour of battle, the gentleness of a lamb +when it is over. Whatever their circumstances, +they cannot cease to be gentlemen, nor forget +the fathers that begat them.</span></p> +<p class="pnext"><span>Let him who doubts the future of England +come hither. He will see the past through the +present, and the future through both. Tommy's +eyes are the crystal gazing-glasses in which he +will discern the future. Tommy is living +history and the prophecy of the future made +flesh. The pessimists have not seen Tommy +here, and that is why they are what they are. +"Age cannot wither nor custom stale" his +infinite freshness and resource. He is a sword +that the rust of time cannot corrode, nor the +might of an enemy break, and he will be found +flashing wherever there are wrongs to right and +weak to be defended. On Easter Sunday he +was calmly enduring the horror of the German +bombardment and the explosions of his own +dump of shells. On Easter Monday he was +driving the Germans at the point of his bayonet, +or accepting their surrender at the doors of +their dug-outs! On Easter Tuesday and +Wednesday he was repairing a little French +chapel for worship. Take him which day +you will, and you will find him mighty hard to +match. To me he is the king of men, and +his genius, cheerfulness and resourcefulness +beyond the range of explanations.</span></p> +<p class="pnext"><span>After some weeks of fighting we had come +to our last Sunday in Achicourt, and were +gathered for the evening service. The chapel +was jammed with officers and men, but not all +my flock was there. There was Rifleman +Gibson absent. He was carrying his beloved +Lewis gun in an attack when a bullet struck +him, and he died, as his comrades report, with +a smile upon his face. Before going into the +battle he had given me his father's address +and thanked me for the spiritual help he had +received at the services. It was his farewell +to me, and his father now has the penciled +words. And Rifleman Stone was absent, too. +He was but a boy, and beautiful with youth +and goodness. His comrades loved him as +David loved Jonathan, with a love passing the +love of women. Every day, they told me in +their grief, he knelt in the trench to say his +prayers and to read his Bible. One night after +praying he laid him down and slept. He had +often sung the evening hymn:</span></p> +<blockquote> +<div> +<div class="line-block outermost"> +<div class="line"><span>"Jesus protects; my fears, be gone!</span></div> +<div class="inner line-block"> +<div class="line"><span>What can the Rock of Ages move?</span></div> +</div> +<div class="line"><span>Safe in Thy arm I lay me down,</span></div> +<div class="inner line-block"> +<div class="line"><span>Thy everlasting arms of love.</span></div> +</div> +</div> +<div class="line-block outermost"> +<div class="line"><span>"While Thou art intimately nigh,</span></div> +<div class="inner line-block"> +<div class="line"><span>Who, then, shall violate my rest?</span></div> +</div> +<div class="line"><span>Sin, earth, and hell I now defy;</span></div> +<div class="inner line-block"> +<div class="line"><span>I lean upon my Saviour's breast.</span></div> +</div> +</div> +<div class="line-block outermost"> +<div class="line"><span>"Me for Thine own Thou lov'st to take,</span></div> +<div class="inner line-block"> +<div class="line"><span>In time and in eternity,</span></div> +</div> +<div class="line"><span>Thou never, never wilt forsake</span></div> +<div class="inner line-block"> +<div class="line"><span>A helpless soul that trusts in Thee."</span></div> +</div> +</div> +</div> +</blockquote> +<p class="pfirst"><span>And as he slept, God took him from the +misery of this world--took him without +waking him. His broken-hearted comrades +gathered together his broken body, and a friend, +a Congregational preacher, who, though over +military age, was serving in the ranks, read the +burial service over him. Lance-corporal +Gilbert James was missing, too--he whom I had +known to lose his breakfast to attend a service +in a cold, dirty, old barn. And many others +were absent whose departure to the Land beyond +our mortal reach was to us like the putting +out of stars.</span></p> +<p class="pnext"><span>We were leaving the Arras front and we +sang a hymn for those who had taken our places:</span></p> +<blockquote> +<div> +<div class="line-block outermost"> +<div class="line"><span>"O Lord of Hosts, Whose mighty arm</span></div> +<div class="line"><span>In safety keeps 'mid war's alarm,</span></div> +<div class="line"><span>Protect our comrades at the Front</span></div> +<div class="line"><span>Who bear of war the bitter brunt.</span></div> +<div class="inner line-block"> +<div class="line"><span>And in the hour of danger spread</span></div> +<div class="line"><span>Thy sheltering wings above each head,</span></div> +</div> +</div> +<div class="line-block outermost"> +<div class="line"><span>"In battle's harsh and dreadful hour,</span></div> +<div class="line"><span>Make bare Thine arm of sovereign power,</span></div> +<div class="line"><span>And fight for them who fight for Thee,</span></div> +<div class="line"><span>And give to justice, victory.</span></div> +<div class="inner line-block"> +<div class="line"><span>O in the hour of danger spread</span></div> +<div class="line"><span>Thy sheltering wings above each head.</span></div> +</div> +</div> +<div class="line-block outermost"> +<div class="line"><span>"If by the way they wounded lie,</span></div> +<div class="line"><span>O listen to their plaintive cry;</span></div> +<div class="line"><span>And rest them on Thy loving breast,</span></div> +<div class="line"><span>O Thou on Whom the cross was pressed;</span></div> +<div class="inner line-block"> +<div class="line"><span>And in the hour of danger shed</span></div> +<div class="line"><span>Thy glorious radiance o'er each head.</span></div> +</div> +</div> +<div class="line-block outermost"> +<div class="line"><span>"When pestilence at noonday wastes,</span></div> +<div class="line"><span>And death in triumph onward hastes,</span></div> +<div class="line"><span>O Saviour Christ, remember Nain,</span></div> +<div class="line"><span>And give us our beloved again.</span></div> +<div class="inner line-block"> +<div class="line"><span>In every ward of sickness tread,</span></div> +<div class="line"><span>And lay Thy hand upon each head.</span></div> +</div> +</div> +<div class="line-block outermost"> +<div class="line"><span>"O Friend and Comforter divine,</span></div> +<div class="line"><span>Who makest light at midnight shine,</span></div> +<div class="line"><span>Give consolation to the sad</span></div> +<div class="line"><span>Who in the days of peace were glad.</span></div> +<div class="inner line-block"> +<div class="line"><span>And in the hour of sorrow spread</span></div> +<div class="line"><span>Thy wings above each drooping head.</span></div> +<div class="inner line-block"> +<div class="line"><span>Amen."</span></div> +</div> +</div> +</div> +</div> +</blockquote> +<p class="pfirst"><span>I had to find a new voice to start it, for our +little organ had been destroyed by a shell, +and our precentor was lying in a grave beside +his Medical Aid Post at Guemappe. When, +on Good Friday, we had sung the hymn +before, the regiment returned from rest billets to +the line, he had started the tune. His love +for music was second only to that of risking +his life for the wounded. In one of his letters +given me to censor, he had written, "How nice +it will be to be back in my old place in the +choir." But he was destined not to go back. +His path was onward and upward, and his +place was in the heavenly choir. I had seen +it in his large, tender blue eyes. There was +in them an expression as if he had seen "the +land that is very far off." I felt that he was +chosen as a sacrifice--that the seal of God was +on his forehead.</span></p> +<p class="pnext"><span>Still, we had to sing, though his voice was +silent. So we sang--several tunes, for hymns +seemed all our spirits needed. What need +was there for a sermon when we had hymns? +We left the rag-time type of hymn and sang +the real deep things that come from men's +hearts, and ever after are taken up by their +fellows to express their deepest aspirations and +experiences. The ruined chapel vibrated with +music, and men, I am told, stood in the street +to listen while "Jesus, Lover of my Soul," +"Rock of Ages," "When I Survey the +Wondrous Cross" and "The Sands of Time are +Sinking" told of the faith and love that lift +up the heart. We also sang "Abide with +Me." After hearing us sing it one night, a Roman +Catholic officer in the regiment, a Canadian +and one of the bravest, most beloved men that +ever walked, told me that he was a +great-grandson of the author. He is in hospital +now with severe wounds, but his men were present.</span></p> +<p class="pnext"><span>"Couldn't we take up a collection for the +repair of the chapel when peace comes?" +whispered a rifleman; "it would be a sort of +thanksgiving for the good times we have had +in it, and for the kindness of the congregation +in giving us the use of it so freely."</span></p> +<p class="pnext"><span>I put the suggestion to the men and they +voted for it with enthusiasm. Two of them +went round with their caps and out of their +shallow purses the big-hearted fellows gave +over 100 francs. In the name of the men I +presented the full caps to a lady of the +congregation who was present, and she was +moved to tears. The time was quickly passing, +so I mounted the pulpit and told them of +words spoken after the earth's first great +trouble, when the black wings of death had +cast their shadow over every home: "And God +said, I do set my bow in the cloud, and it +shall be for a token of a covenant between me +and the earth. And it shall come to pass, when +I bring a cloud over the earth, that the bow +shall be seen in the cloud."</span></p> +<p class="pnext"><span>"God," I said, "has made a covenant with +man, for man is His neighbor and subject; and +there must be an understanding between them, +if there is to be peace and happiness. Man +must know God's will or he will grieve Him +and there will be discord and pain. Also, man +must know God's intentions concerning him, +and something of His ways, or else he will live +in fear and dread of the Almighty One in +whose power he lies. There were no books +and parchment in the first days, so God took +the sky for His parchment, and dipping His +fingers in the most lovely of colors, wrote out +His covenant with man. He spread it out +between earth and heaven so that man might look +up and see it without obstruction, and so that +He Himself might look down on it and +remember His agreement. 'The bow,' He said, +'shall be in the cloud; and I will look upon +it, that I may remember the everlasting +covenant.'"</span></p> +<p class="pnext"><span>"When you draw up a covenant with a neighbor, +you look well at it and then give it to your +attorney, who puts it away in the darkness +of the safe. But it is taken out at intervals +for fresh examination. And the rainbow-covenant +was put away behind the clouds, to be +brought out again from time to time to bring +comfort and strength to man by its appearance. +The rainbow is only half seen by man. +The lower half of its circle is lost in the +earth. It exists, but unseen. And the full +circle of God's beautiful covenant with man +has never appeared to our eyes. A full half +is lost in the unapprehending darkness of +man's mind. The full purpose of God is not +realized. His plans are too vast and glorious +for the intellect or imagination to span; but +half the rainbow is seen and it is enough. +Seeing half we can take the rest on trust. In the +covenant we are assured that we shall never be +given darkness without light, winter without +summer, seedtime without harvest, death +without birth, sorrow without joy, or a thick cloud +without a rainbow. He binds Himself not to +give evil without good, or to bring tears +without laughter. "I do set My bow in the cloud; +and it shall come to pass when I bring a cloud +over the earth, that the bow shall be seen in the cloud."</span></p> +<p class="pnext"><span>"A rainbow is made up of rain and sunshine +and life is woven of the same stuff--tears and +laughter. The most glorious sunshine is +incapable of a rainbow without the co-operation +of the dark trailing clouds; and it is impossible +for the human character to reach its ripest +maturity and beauty on joy alone. Sorrow is +as beneficent and necessary as joy. There are +untutored natives who dread the rainbow. +They believe that it is a serpent that rises out +of the pools to devour men; and there are +unbelieving men in cultured lands who dread +adversity no less. They do not believe that +</span><em class="italics">God</em><span> 'brings the cloud.' The rainbow is their +refutation and it is written across the sky for +all to see. On the other hand, there are +unbelieving men who see only the cloud and are +blind to the sunshine. To them life is one long +tragedy. It is an immense futility. They +regard man as a mere cork in the sea, thrown +about by blind, deaf, unintelligible natural +forces void of purpose; active indeed but +ungoverned. Human life to them is a black +cloud driven through immensity by the winds +of unintelligent fate. It has no meaning and +its darkness is the deeper because they cannot +call a halt and disperse it into nothingness. +Like Job's wife they would say 'Curse God and +die,' yet they cannot die. But Job, as he sits +on the dunghill, looks up at the rainbow and +finds a truer philosophy. 'What?' says he, +'shall we receive good at the hand of God, and +shall we not receive evil?' Under the rainbow's +arch there are fruitful fields and beautiful +gardens for where the rainbow hangs in air +there is sunshine and there is rain--the parents +of fruitfulness. And to whom God gives in +equal measure joy and sorrow there is beauty +and fruitfulness of heart and life. His promise +to 'every living creature' is that He will never +send the cloud without the sunshine and, what +is not less gracious, He will never send the +sunshine without the cloud. When by day the +Israelites tramped the fiery desert He led them +by a pillar of cloud, and they marched in its +shade; and in the blackness of night He threw +in the sky a pillar of sunshine; and they +walked through the gloom in its light.</span></p> +<p class="pnext"><span>"In these terrible days of war when our +hearts begin to fail us and dark doubts cloud +the mind, let us look at the Covenant God +has made with us. He has set it in rainbow +colors across the sky, that 'he who runs may +read' and 'the wayfaring man though a fool +may not err.' God has flung his rainbow over +the trench and the grave; over the Garden of +Gethsemane; over the Cross on Calvary. It +is over the tomb in the Arimathean's Garden; +and over Olivet, as Christ ascends to heaven. +We are born under the rainbow, live under it, +die under it. At the last we shall find it over +the throne of Judgment. Water and blood +flowed from Christ's side; and life and death, +joy and pain, light and darkness, summer and +winter, peace and war come forth from God.</span></p> +<p class="pnext"><span>"Let us take life as it comes with obedient +wills and grateful hearts. The bee finds honey +in the thistle as well as in the rose, and 'where +the bee sucks there suck I,' for He who guides +the bee guides me. Only in loving obedience +to God shall we find true wisdom. It is not +so much what we are given as how we take +it that matters. To be humble nothing may +be so sweet as sorrow; and to the proud nothing +may be so bitter as pleasure. Let us leave +God to mix the ingredients of our life, for +'all things work together for good to them +that love God.' It is all in the covenant +written by God's fingers in the colors of the +rainbow, and whenever He brings it from beyond +the clouds, let us look at it with reverent +eyes, and ponder its promise. Then shall we +be able to say, with Wordsworth,</span></p> +<blockquote> +<div> +<div class="line-block outermost"> +<div class="line"><span>'My heart leaps up when I behold</span></div> +<div class="line"><span>A rainbow in the sky.'"</span></div> +<div class="line"> </div> +</div> +</div> +</blockquote> +<p class="pfirst"><span>After I had finished speaking we sang, at +the request of one of the sergeants, the hymn +commencing</span></p> +<blockquote> +<div> +<div class="line-block outermost"> +<div class="line"><span>"The Day Thou gavest Lord is ended,</span></div> +<div class="line"><span>The darkness falls at Thy behest."</span></div> +</div> +</div> +</blockquote> +<p class="pfirst"><span>And beautiful indeed was the singing of it.</span></p> +<p class="pnext"><span>The Benediction followed. Just as I was +ending it an impulse came to me, and I yielded +to its importunity. "Before we part and before +we leave Achicourt which has meant so much +to us of joy and sorrow," I said, "let us sing +a kiddies' hymn. We still shelter in our hearts +a little child. Though we have grown moustaches +and some of us gray hairs, the child +that we once were, never quite dies. Let us +have a hymn for the boy within us who never +grows up and never dies." Then I read out +verse by verse, for it was not in their books:</span></p> +<blockquote> +<div> +<div class="line-block outermost"> +<div class="line"><span>"Now the day is over,</span></div> +<div class="line"><span>Night is drawing nigh,</span></div> +<div class="line"><span>Shadows of the evening</span></div> +<div class="line"><span>Steal across the sky.</span></div> +</div> +<div class="line-block outermost"> +<div class="line"><span>"Jesus, give the weary</span></div> +<div class="line"><span>Calm and sweet repose;</span></div> +<div class="line"><span>With Thy tenderest blessing</span></div> +<div class="line"><span>May their eyelids close.</span></div> +</div> +<div class="line-block outermost"> +<div class="line"><span>"Grant to little children</span></div> +<div class="line"><span>Visions bright of Thee;</span></div> +<div class="line"><span>Guarding the sailors tossing</span></div> +<div class="line"><span>On the angry sea.</span></div> +</div> +<div class="line-block outermost"> +<div class="line"><span>"Comfort every sufferer</span></div> +<div class="line"><span>Watching late in pain;</span></div> +<div class="line"><span>Those who plan some evil</span></div> +<div class="line"><span>From their sin restrain.</span></div> +</div> +<div class="line-block outermost"> +<div class="line"><span>"When the morning wakens,</span></div> +<div class="line"><span>Then may I arise</span></div> +<div class="line"><span>Pure and fresh, and sinless</span></div> +<div class="line"><span>In Thy holy eyes."</span></div> +</div> +</div> +</blockquote> +<p class="pfirst"><span>I have witnessed many moving sights in my +time and heard much deep and thrilling music; +but I have never been so deeply moved by +anything as by the rich, deep voices of these +gallant men and boys who, after winning the +Battle of Arras, had come into this ruined +church and were singing this beautiful kiddies' +hymn as their last farewell.</span></p> +<p class="pnext"><span>The collection the boys had taken up had +been so heavy that we carried it to the French +lady's house for her. As we entered her home +she said in her simple way, as her eyes grew +radiant with gratitude, "I like the English +soldiers." It was the voice of France. And +she was worthy to speak for France. For +two-and-a-half years her house had stood +within a mile of the German trenches, and but +a few hundred yards from our own firing line. +Yet she and her mother had never left it. She +introduced me to her mother, who had lived +in London, and spoke English. Then she +brought in coffee. I had noticed a most +remarkable thing about the house. There was +not a piece of glass broken, nor a mark of +war on the walls. It was the only house I +have seen, either in Achicourt or Arras, upon +which the war has not laid its monstrous and +bloody finger. "How is it," I asked the +mother, "that your house has not been +touched?" Her eyes shone and a sweet smile +lit up her face. "It is the will of God," she +said simply. "Shells have fallen a little short +of us and a little beyond us. They have passed +within a yard of the house, and we have heard +the rushing of the wind as they passed, but +they have not touched us. When the village +has been bombarded we have gone down into +the cellar as was but discretion and duty, but +we have had the conviction all along that we +should be spared, and we refused to leave the +house. We do not know God's purpose but +we believe that it is God's will to spare us." I +leave the fact to speak for itself and offer +no explanation. Skeptics will say the house +was spared by accident; but they would not +have stayed there two-and-a-half years trusting +to such an accident. These two women, +without a man in the house, stayed on the very +confines of hell with its hourly suspense and +danger for nearly three years, because they +believed it was God's will and that, though they +walked through the fiery furnace heated seven +times hotter than it was wont to be heated, +He would not allow so much as a hair of their +heads to be singed. And not a hair was singed. +They were women in whom faith burned like +a bright pillar of fire. One caught its light, +and felt its heat. I have met patriots and +heroes and know their quality when I see them +and come near them. These were "the real +thing." Faith in God and faith in their +country were interwoven in their spirits like sun +and shower in a rainbow. They were of the +same breed as the Maid of France, and like +her, with their white banner bearing the +device of the Cross, they withstood and defied +the might and terror of the invader. They +believed it was God's will they should stay, +to "Be still and know that I am God." Their +experience was expressed by the Psalmist +centuries ago: "God is our refuge and +strength, a very present help in trouble. +Therefore will not we fear, though the earth be +removed, and though the mountains be carried +into the midst of the sea. Though the waters +thereof roar and be troubled, though the +mountains shake with the swellings thereof +... Come behold the works of the Lord, what +desolations He hath made in the earth. He +maketh wars to cease unto the end of the earth; +He breaketh the bow, and cutteth the spear in +sunder; He burneth the chariot in the fire.... +The Lord of Hosts is with us; the God of +Jacob is our refuge."</span></p> +<p class="pnext"><span>Such was the faith of these two women, and +their courage few men have approached. It +is a practical matter, and after comparing it +with the skeptic's theory of accident and +coincidence and remembering his probable haste in +seeking a place not so liable to untoward +accidents, I accept the explanation of the women. +Their house was spared and not a hair of +their heads injured because "it was God's will." If +it is not the correct theory, it ought to be. +Otherwise falsehood is more sustaining than +truth, and inspires nobler conduct.</span></p> +<p class="pnext"><span>The day was now over. A new chapter of +life had been written, and in the morning, we +left behind us this village of precious memories, +and marched out again into the unknown.</span></p> +<div class="vspace" style="height: 4em"> +</div> +<p class="center pfirst" id="sons-of-the-motherland"><span class="bold large">VIII</span></p> +<p class="center pnext"><span class="bold large">SONS OF THE MOTHERLAND</span></p> +<div class="vspace" style="height: 2em"> +</div> +<p class="pfirst"><span>It is said that the eel is born in the deepest +part of the ocean, thousands of miles +from any country, and that, urged by an +overpowering instinct it begins almost at once +to rise towards the light and to head for the +land. After slowly swimming thousands of +miles it reaches our rivers, and pushes its way +up to their sources, and even crawls through +the grass out of one stream into another. Here, +if uncaught by man, it lives for years gorging +an appetite which only developed on reaching +the fresh water. Then, the overmastering +instinct that brought it out, takes it back. It +returns through the illimitable waters until it +finds the place where it was born. There the +female lays her eggs and there male and female +die. The eggs hatch, and the young do as +their parents did before them.</span></p> +<p class="pnext"><span>I do not think I could kill or eat an eel. +I have too much reverence for it now that +I have learned its story. When in the fish +market I see an eel struggling, I feel that +I want to take it and drop it into the sea +that it may go to its long home "far from +the madding crowd's ignoble strife." How +passionate and wild must be its desire to +get back to its own ocean depths where it +may perpetuate its kind and die in peace. +Its appetite is voracious, but then, what but +the mightiest and most elemental instincts and +appetites could carry it through achievements +so sublime and tragic. Picture it on its lone +way through the deep, urged on by it knows +not what. Scientists say that man has evolved +from a tiny form of life that passed through +the fish stage. If so, it explains a lot and I, +for one, shall not be ashamed to acknowledge +relationship to a fish with a life story as +sublime as that of the eel. I know that Genesis +speaks truly when it says that God made us +out of the dust of the earth and breathed into +our souls the breath of His own being thus +animating dust with divinity. And if from the +other inspired book, the book of Nature, +scientists can teach how God mixed the clay when +He fashioned man I will accept the teaching +with gratitude, for it will help me to +understand things that are dark in me and in my +fellows. It will throw light on the wild +longings, and instincts immature, that baffle the +mind, and come into the clear shallow streams +of life like eels out of the dark unfathomable +depths of the ocean.</span></p> +<p class="pnext"><span>Since I went to France I have been amazed +at the homing instinct as revealed in the +coming together of the sons of the British +Motherland. People at home do not quite realize +what has happened. Britain's sons have come +back to her--have come back to die that their +race may be saved and perpetuated. The +British are a roving race. A large number of +them yield to an overpowering desire to go +out into the world. The South Pole and the +North Pole have known the tread of their feet. +Their ships have anchored in every creek of +every sea. There is no town or country +however remote where their voices have not been +heard. Even Mecca could not keep the Briton +out. He must look upon its Black Stone. All +lands call him to come, and see, and conquer. +He colonizes and absorbs but cannot be +absorbed. He is a Briton still. A friend of +mine told me that when visiting Australia +strangers who had never seen England, except +in and through their fathers, would come to +him in railway carriage or 'bus, and ask "How +is everything at </span><em class="italics">Home</em><span>?" And Dr. Fitchett, +Australia's splendid author, confesses that when +he first saw the land of his fathers he knelt +down and kissed its shore.</span></p> +<p class="pnext"><span>Loving the homeland with a passion stronger +than death the Briton leaves it, for he hears +the call of the world borne on the winds and +waves from afar, and cannot refuse it. In +foreign lands he lives and labors. He roams +their fields and swims in their streams, but +always with an ear listening for the voice of the +Motherland; for he is hers, and at her service +if she calls.</span></p> +<p class="pnext"><span>The Declaration of War on Aug. 4, 1914, +was the Mother's call to her children. Swifter +than lightning it passed through the waves and +on the wings of the wind. The settler left his +lonely cabin, the gold-digger his shovel, the +prospector his surveying instruments, the +rancher his herds, the missionary his church, +the teacher his school, the clerk his office, and +all made for the nearest port. Within a month +there was not a ship on the wide seas but was +bearing loyal sons back to their Motherland's +defense. I have met, in France, British +soldiers from every country under heaven. I +bent over a dying soldier near Arras who was +a clerk in Riga, Russia, when the call came. +And one night on the Somme a fine young +fellow from Africa entered my tent, and slept +by my side. He was one of the most charming +and handsome men I have ever met, and had +come from Durban. He had fought with +Botha in Southwest Africa, and at the +conclusion of that campaign had shipped for home. +Next day I took him to Delville Wood for he +wanted to see the place where his brother had +died. I found that he was of my own +communion and we talked about some of my +college friends who had gone out to Natal. Two +days later, he died of wounds in a dressing +station. Most of the transport officers in our +Division have come home from abroad, and +have been given their posts because they are +accustomed to horses. One was prospecting in +Nigeria, another salmon-canning in Siberia, a +third on a plantation in South America.</span></p> +<p class="pnext"><span>In addition to Canadians, South Africans, +Australians, and New Zealanders, who have +come by the hundred thousand at the call of +the Motherland, there are hundreds of thousands +who have come singly, or in small parties, +from remote corners of the earth. For five +weeks I was a patient in a Canadian hospital +in France. The entire staff was Canadian. +Some were Canadian born; others had gone out +to that country years ago. All were of British +blood. The colonel was a magnificent +specimen of manhood from London, Ontario, in +which city he had been born. He would sit +on the bed and tell us tales of the great +snow-land. Sometimes he would scold us for being +so blind to the greatness of the Empire and tell +us what Canada thought of the Motherland. +One of the night orderlies would, on occasion, +recite to us some poem such as "Jim Bludso," +before the lights went out. Then he would +come to my locker and take "Palgrave's +Treasury of Songs and Lyrics" with which to +regale his soul during the long watches of the +night. He was of the full stature of men and +straight as a pine. He had gone out from +Ireland as a boy, and settled on a cattle ranch +in the United States. One day there was +trouble and one of the other cowboys sent a +bullet clean through his chest. The moment +war was declared he left his roving herds of +cattle, crossed the frontier into Canada and +traveled hundreds of miles to Winnipeg to +enlist. The doctor looked at him. "What is +this scar on your chest?" he asked. "Oh," +replied the cowboy, "I fell off a wagon and +knocked the skin off." The doctor turned him +round and put his finger in the scar on his +back where the bullet had passed out. "And +what is this scar at the back? Did you fall +off another wagon?" And the two men understood +one another and laughed. The doctor +could not find it in his heart to send the +cowboy back to his ranch, so he was passed into +the Canadian contingent.</span></p> +<p class="pnext"><span>One of the nurses we called "the Little +Mother." She had gone to Canada five years +before, but the war had brought her back, and +well was it for us that it had. Among the +patients was a doctor in the American A.M.C. +His ancestors had left England generations ago +and settled in New England, but he had come +back at the call of war--a grandson of the +Motherland. Then there was a lieutenant of +British stock who had been born and brought +up at Antwerp, but as the German guns were +destroying his native city he took ship to enlist +in the British army. "Anzac" was, as his +nickname denotes, an Australian. He was in the +Flying Corps. He had heard the call at school +and had come "home" to the land of his fathers.</span></p> +<p class="pnext"><span>In one regiment I found a bunch of lads who +had been born in China. But, out there in +Hong Kong, they heard the call of a Motherland +they had never seen, and came post haste +to her help. Sitting near me as I write, is an +officer back from the Argentine, and already, on +his arm, is a gold wound-stripe. Another in the +mess had been pearl-fishing in Australia, but +stored his boats to come and fight. Another +at our table was born in Australia. He was +with Captain Falcon Scott on his last +expedition, and saw him go out to the South Pole +and death. He has already been wounded. +When the war broke out its tumult seemed to +wake our fathers and we felt them stir in our +blood; for ancestors are not put into graves +but are buried alive in their sons. We felt the +call to defend our race as our fathers did in +their day. It was a master instinct, and the +millions of men who voluntarily left home and +business to fight show how deeply nationality +is rooted in human nature. Returning from a +far land to die--if needs be--that their kind +may live, the scattered sons of our Motherland +have come by all the seas to defend her, in her +hour of need.</span></p> +<blockquote> +<div> +<div class="line-block outermost"> +<div class="line"><span>"They came as the winds come</span></div> +<div class="inner line-block"> +<div class="line"><span>When forests are rended;</span></div> +</div> +<div class="line"><span>They came as the waves come</span></div> +<div class="inner line-block"> +<div class="line"><span>When navies are stranded."</span></div> +</div> +</div> +</div> +</blockquote> +<div class="vspace" style="height: 4em"> +</div> +<p class="center pfirst" id="the-terror-by-night"><span class="bold large">IX</span></p> +<p class="center pnext"><span class="bold large">THE TERROR BY NIGHT</span></p> +<div class="vspace" style="height: 2em"> +</div> +<p class="pfirst"><span>June was a flaming month on the high +ground we had captured beyond Arras. +The Quartermaster and Transport +Officer with whom I was messing were both "on +leave" so, as I was the only officer left in the +camp, a Baptist padre, whose regiment was +near, came to live with me. I had a little brown +tent five feet wide and six feet long which a +rifleman had lent to me because the bell-tent +I was expecting had not arrived. The +rifleman did not need his tent, for he and his +chums had built themselves a little dug-out. +Next day the bell-tent arrived, and the other +padre took possession of it, while I held on to +the little brown shelter. Next to it was the +kitchen where the servants slept and cooked. +It was a truly wonderful contrivance of wood, +corrugated iron and ground-sheets. The +Baptist chaplain's tent was round, my shelter +oblong, but what shape the kitchen was, would +pass the wit of man to say. It was a shape +never seen on earth before. It had no ancestor +and it could have no descendant. Such a +design could not occur twice. Beyond the kitchen +were the horse-lines of the regiment and close +by them the regimental stores. It was so hot +that we all wore our lightest clothing; and +when the servants got lemons from Arras, the +lemonade they made lasted about five minutes +only, for what was left by us was quickly drunk +up by the servants with the assistance of those +who like to frequent such happy places as mess +kitchens.</span></p> +<p class="pnext"><span>All our meals were served out of doors, +under the blue sky. We had guests most days, +for officers coming out from the homeland +stayed with us for a night or a day before +going up with the rations to join the regiment +in the trench. Other officers had come down +to stay with us on their way to a course at some +military school; and one, at least, came to wait +for the day on which he was to take his "leave." We +were, therefore, a very merry party. It +was almost like camping on the Yorkshire +moors, for we had an uninterrupted view of +many miles. To those who love vast stretches +of wild barren country as I do, the scene under +the flaming June sun was exceedingly impressive. +There were no houses, streams, hedges, +or trees, but the whole area was scored with +trenches cut into the white chalk, and showing +clearly at great distances. The ground, with +but short spaces between, was covered with +encampments. These consisted of the stores and +horse-lines of the regiments and batteries in +the line. The circle of the horizon was bounded +by the charred ruins of French villages--Beaurains, +Neuville, Vitasse, Wancourt, Monchy +and Tilloy. We could see the flashing of our +own guns, and the black bursts of shells from +those of the enemy.</span></p> +<p class="pnext"><span>All day the sky was thick with aeroplanes, +and many were too high to be seen except +through strong field glasses. We watched a +German aeroplane circling over Arras and +directing the fire of the long guns. Soon the +streets were strewn with dead and wounded, +for the town was full of troops. The firing +only lasted a few minutes, however. One of +our aeroplanes quickly challenged the enemy to +single combat; and we soon saw the German +machine falling from an immense height, wing +over wing and head over tail, utterly out of +control.</span></p> +<p class="pnext"><span>Dinner, in the cool of the evening, was a +most pleasant meal. As we drank our coffee +we watched the aeroplanes returning from the +line like birds to their nests. Sometimes we +counted as many as twenty, all heading for +home at the same time. The sun set in red +and golden splendor, and we wondered what +darkness would bring. On the night before +our arrival, the regiment which made way for +us had one of its storemen killed by a shell; +and on most nights a few shells fell in some +part or other of the vast camp. One evening +shells fell a little beyond us and the +transport-sergeant moved his horse-lines. After that, +he moved them every evening at dark, so that +the ground where the enemy had observed the +horses in the day-time was left vacant when +he opened fire at night. It was a game of +chess with horses and men for pawns, and life +and death for the stakes.</span></p> +<p class="pnext"><span>On the evening before, our guest--a young +lieutenant--was to go on leave, he got very +uneasy. As gulls scent the approach of stormy +weather and come inland, or blackbirds and +larks feel the approach of winter and migrate +to summer lands, so men can sometimes scent +danger and coming death. He had with him a +bottle of whisky, and he kept it on the table +outside my tent--a safe place for it.</span></p> +<p class="pnext"><span>"I don't mind telling you, Padre," he said, +as he poured out a glass, "I've got the +'wind-up' badly to-night. I don't like the feel of +things. I would rather be in the trenches than +here, because I know what is likely to happen +there, but here in the open I feel strange and +unprotected. I shall be glad when it is +morning."</span></p> +<p class="pnext"><span>His feeling was quite natural. We always +feel another man's dangers more than our own +because they are new to us and we don't know +what to expect or how to meet them. A man +will choose a big danger that he is used to, +sooner than a lesser danger that is new to +him. Besides, the lieutenant had his +"leave-warrant" in his breast pocket and that will sap +any man's courage. He has a feeling that the +shells are after his "leave-warrant" and that +the gunners know where it is. He suspects that +fate is malignant and takes a special delight +in killing a man when he is on the way to +"Blighty." Many a man has been killed with +a "leave-warrant" in his pocket, or "commission +papers" in it which were taking him home.</span></p> +<p class="pnext"><span>Our doctor told me how one night he and +the chaplain who preceded me were riding on +the front of an ambulance car when a shell +burst and with a fragment killed the chaplain. +In the padre's pocket was his warrant, and he +was taking his last ride before going home; +but instead of going home in "Blighty" he went +to his </span><em class="italics">long</em><span> home, and the warrant lies in the +grave with him. A man feels particularly +vulnerable when the long-looked-for +"leave-warrant" is in his pocket. He does not fear +death after "leave," but he does on the eve of +"leave." He wants one more look at his home +and loved ones before going on the long and +lone journey which, despite all the comfort +which the Christian religion gives, still retains +much of its terror to the human spirit. There +have been few better Christians than Samuel +Johnson and John Bunyan, but neither of them +could contemplate fording the river of death +without misgivings. When they came to it they +found it much less formidable than they had +expected. Had they been at the Front with +"leave-warrants" in their pockets to "Fleet +Street, London," or "Elstow, Bedford," I +fancy neither of them would have taken undue risks.</span></p> +<p class="pnext"><span>I could sympathize with the young lieutenant +for, a few months before, a "leave-warrant" +had made a bit of a coward of myself. I was +in two minds whether or not to go up to the +firing line to see the men again before shipping +for home. The "leave-warrant" was in my +pocket, and I was to go next morning; but the +doctor's story of my predecessor came to my +mind, and the "leave-warrant" spread itself out +before the eyes of my imagination. I saw the +faces of my wife, and mother, and dog, and +the faces of my friends. The old home and +the green fields stretched out before me; and +I decided to see them first and the "boys" after. +I had just been with my men, but it was a long +time since I had been with those at home. If +there was a shell with my name and address +on it, I thought I would make the Hun wait +till I had been home, before I let him deliver +it into my hands. I think a "leave-warrant" +would make a coward of any man. At any +rate, the feeling is quite understood and +recognized by everyone at the Front; and this young +officer had been sent down from the trenches +to us, three days before his train was due to +start, so that he might have a better chance of +using his "warrant," and at the same time, feel +more at ease in mind.</span></p> +<p class="pnext"><span>I undressed and got into bed, and lay reading +by the light of a candle when the lieutenant +came to the tent door again. "It's no use, +Padre," he said, "I can't go to bed yet. I feel +too uneasy. I wish I were on the train." He +went back to the bell-tent he was sharing with +the other chaplain, and I put out my light.</span></p> +<p class="pnext"><span>There was the silence of a summer evening +broken only by the distant bursting of shells. +Then, suddenly, there was a crash about seventy +yards from our tents, and two more near the +horse-lines. "To run or not run?" that was +the question; and my answer was in the +negative. If I ran, it was just as likely that I +should run into a shell, as out of the way of +one. On Easter Sunday I had seen three of +our non-commissioned officers killed in that +way. Besides, I like my bed, once I have taken +the trouble to get into it. I therefore put on +my steel helmet which I had placed by the +bed-side, and waited to see what would happen. +(A steel helmet is a wonderful comfort when +men are under fire. We may not have much +in our heads but we feel more anxious about +them than about all the rest of the body. The +helmets are heavy and uncomfortable and we +don't like wearing them, but, nevertheless, may +blessings ever rest on the head of the man +who invented them. I have seen scores of lives +saved by them, and they have given infinite +comfort and assurance in trying moments.)</span></p> +<p class="pnext"><span>A long silence elapsed, then the lieutenant +appeared at the door of the tent again.</span></p> +<p class="pnext"><span>"You haven't been here all the time, have +you?" he asked. "We went down to the old +trenches at the bottom of the camp; but it is +rather cold and wearisome there, and I think +the worst is over now. I'm just going to take +another sip of the 'Scotch wine' and then turn +in for the night; but I'm not going to undress."</span></p> +<p class="pnext"><span>Ten minutes later there was a tremendous +crash as if a star had fallen on top of us. +There came a blinding flash of light, a strong +smell of powder, and a spluttering of bullets +on the ground. That was enough to get the +laziest man living out of bed, and to answer +the question, "to run or not to run?" in the +affirmative. I slipped on my boots without +fastening them, put on my trench coat and bade +my little tent a fond farewell. There were +some old German gun-pits close by, and I +sought refuge there. "Come in here, sir," cried +a voice, and I found myself by the side of a +sergeant. Then the cook ran in bare-foot and +laughing. No one seemed to have been hit, and +all had now sought shelter. We waited for +some time and nothing further happened. The +night was cold and I began to shiver in my +pajamas. So I started to look about for a +place to sleep in, for a feeling of estrangement +had grown up between me and the little brown +tent. There was a path across a shallow bit +of trench, and underneath it I found the barber, +lying comfortably on his bed. He invited me +in, and said that I could have the bed, and +he would sleep at the side of it on his +ground-sheet. He could, he said, sleep as soundly on +the ground as on the bed of stretched sacking. +I therefore returned to my tent to get blankets. +The time-fuse of a shell had gone through the +kitchen and rebounded from a beam on to my +servant, but without doing him any injury and +he proposed sleeping there for the night. He +only agreed to move to some safer place, when +I ordered him to do so. There was no one +in the bell-tent so I knew the occupants were +quite safe somewhere. On striking a light to +get my blankets, I noticed three small holes +in the top of the tent, and knew that shrapnel +bullets had missed me only by inches. It had +been a close shave and it was not inappropriate +that I was now going to be the guest of a +barber.</span></p> +<p class="pnext"><span>The psychological effect was not one I should +have expected. The incident caused no +shell-shock, and but little immediate excitement; so +I was soon asleep. All the others were in a +like case. The excitement came with the +morning when we examined the tents and the +ground. In the bell-tent there were ten +shrapnel bullet holes. One had gone through the +piece of wood on which the officers' clothing +had been hung, and must have passed immediately +over the body of the Baptist chaplain as +he lay in bed. Others must have passed equally +near the lieutenant who was not in bed, but, +standing up at the time, fully dressed. In my +own little tent I found eleven holes and they +were in all parts of the canvas. Some of the +bullets must have gone in at one side and out +at the other, for only five were found +embedded in the hard, chalky ground. A sixth +had passed through the box at the bed-head +and entered deeply into the book I had been +reading. Outside the kitchen, the servants +picked up a lump of shell a foot long and +three or four inches wide. Well was it for +them that the fragment fell outside the kitchen +and not inside. The ground around the tents +was sprinkled with shrapnel bullets and bits of +shell. The shells which fell near the horses +had burst on touching the ground, and not like +ours, in the air. They had dug deep holes in +the earth, and as the horses were within a few +yards of them, it seemed miraculous that none +was hurt. The transport had just returned +from taking up the rations, and, as one of the +drivers leapt off his horse, a bullet hit the +saddle where his leg had been a second before. +Not a man or horse received a scratch, although +the shells had made a direct hit on our camp. +On other occasions one shell has laid out scores +of men and horses.</span></p> +<p class="pnext"><span>They say that sailors don't like padres on +board ship, because they think the latter bring +them bad luck. And most people are a little +afraid of the figure thirteen, but though it was +the thirteenth of June and there were two +padres in the tents, we had the best of what +is called "luck." So I think we may say it was +one up for the padres. After breakfast we +gathered together some of the fragments lying +around the tents, and found the nose-cap of a +shell which had burst seventy yards away. +With these, and the time-fuse which hit my +servant, the other chaplain and I went to a +battery and asked the officers to tell us +something about the gun, just as one might take a +bone of some extinct creature to a scientist, +and ask him to draw an outline of the whole +animal. They told us that the gun was a +long-range, high-velocity, naval gun with a possible +range of fifteen miles. They knew where it +was, but could not hit it. The shot was a +large high-explosive, shrapnel shell, and the +time-fuse indicated that it had come to us from +about eleven miles away.</span></p> +<p class="pnext"><span>On our return we built ourselves dug-outs +for the nights, and only lived in the tents by +day. Sometimes we were shelled in the +day-time, but by taking cover took no hurt, though +a lad in the transport next to us was +seriously wounded. When they were shelling us +by day, we could distinctly hear the report +of the gun, a second or two later, see the shell +burst in the air; and a second later still, we +could hear it. We saw the burst before we +heard it.</span></p> +<p class="pnext"><span>I have given this personal incident not, I +hope, out of any impulse of egotism, but +because it furnishes those who have not been at +the Front with an idea of the terror which +assails our men by night, both in the trenches +and in the "back areas." There can be but +few who, having been any length of time at +the Front, have not had similar experiences +and equally narrow escapes. They are so +common that men get used to them and do not +take nearly enough care to protect themselves. +Loss by such stray shells is expected, and the +soldiers regard it much as a tradesman regards +the deterioration of his stock. One gets used +to the frequent occurrence of death as he does +to anything else. At home there are thousands +of preventable deaths--deaths through street +accidents, diseases and underfeeding. The +number could be enormously reduced if the +nation would rouse itself. And human nature +is much the same at the Front. Men prefer +ease and comfort to safety. Also, men grow +fatalistic. They have seen men sought out by +shells after they have taken every precaution +to escape them; and they have seen others go +untouched when they seemed to be inviting +shells to destroy them. Men are conscious of +a Power that is not themselves directing their +lives. They feel that in life which the Greek +tragedians called Fate. They do not know +quite what to call it. Most of them would call +it Providence if they spoke frankly and gave +it a name at all. One of the finest Christian +officers I know told me that he believed that +God's finger had already written what his fate +should be. If he had to die nothing could save +him, and if he had to live, nothing could kill +him. All he was concerned with was to be able +to do his duty, and take whatever God sent +him. This, he said, was the only suitable +working philosophy for a man at the Front.</span></p> +<p class="pnext"><span>There is a widespread fatalism at the Front, +but it is the fatalism of Christ rather than of +old Omar Khayyam: "Take no thought for +your life ... for your heavenly Father +knoweth that ye have need of all these things, but +seek ye first the kingdom of God, and his +righteousness. Take therefore no thought for +the morrow; for the morrow shall take thought +for the things of itself. Sufficient unto the day +is the evil thereof." And this works. It +enables men to "put a cheerful courage on" +and do their duty. There is none of the +paralysis of will and cessation of effort which +follows the fatalistic philosophy of the East. +All that Omar Khayyam's fatalism leaves a +man to strive after is "Red, Red Wine," in +which he drowns memory, honor and reputation +and character. When he has passed from +among his peers, there is nothing left to +remember him by but a "turned-down empty +glass." The Christian fatalism at the Front +destroys no man's initiative, but keeps him +merry and bright, and helps him to "do his +bit." When he shall pass from the +banqueting-house of life, into the Great Unexplored, +he will leave as his memorial, not a turned-down +glass, but a world redeemed from tyranny +and wrong.</span></p> +<div class="vspace" style="height: 4em"> +</div> +<p class="center pfirst" id="eton-boys-never-duck"><span class="bold large">X</span></p> +<p class="center pnext"><span class="bold large">"ETON BOYS NEVER DUCK!"</span></p> +<div class="vspace" style="height: 2em"> +</div> +<p class="pfirst"><span>An army is more courageous than the +individuals who compose it. The coward +finds sufficient courage for his job +while doing it with his regiment, and the brave +is at his bravest. He has a courage which is +not his own but which, somehow, he puts on +with his uniform. He does deeds of daring +he could not have done as a civilian. The +army has a corporate courage and each soldier +receives a portion of it just as he receives a +ration of the army's food. It is added to what +he has of his own.</span></p> +<p class="pnext"><span>The badge of the army is courage. When +a recruit joins the army he knows that he is +putting away the civilian standard of courage +with his derby hat, and is putting on the +soldier's standard of courage with his uniform. +His great fear is that he will not be able to +live up to it. He wonders if he is made of +the stuff that produces heroes. He is a mystery +to himself and has a haunting fear that there +may be a strain of the coward in his make-up. +He wishes it were possible to have a rehearsal +for he would rather die than fail on the +appointed day.</span></p> +<p class="pnext"><span>The chaplain fears that he will faint and +become a hindrance instead of a help when he +first sees blood and torn limbs in the dressing +station; and the recruit is afraid of being afraid +in the hour of battle and of bringing dishonor +and weakness upon his regiment. He will be +glad when the trial is over--when he knows +the stuff of which nature has made him. A +friend of mine told me one day that he was +walking over a heavily shelled field with a +young aristocrat of a highly strung +temperament. The man was afraid, but would not +yield to his fear. His lips twitched and his +face became drawn and white. His movements +were jerky but he made no other sign. He +talked about paltry things in which, at the +moment, he had not the slightest interest, and +passed jocular or sardonic remarks about the +things that were happening around them. My +friend ducked his head when a shell burst near +as we all have done often enough, but the +young aristocrat kept his head as high and stiff +as if he were being crowned. He held it up +defiantly; was it not filled with the bluest +blood of England? The shells might blow it +off if they liked. That was their concern, not +his, but they should never make him bow. His +fathers had fought on British battlefields for +centuries, and had never bowed their heads to +a foe, and he would not break the great +tradition. Shells might break his neck but they +should never bend it. He would face the +enemy with as stiff an upper-lip and as stiff a +neck as ever his fathers did. He knew his +personal weakness and reinforced his strength +with that of his fathers'. He was not afraid +of death. He was afraid of being afraid.</span></p> +<p class="pnext"><span>My friend was a coachman's son who by +courage and capacity of the highest order had +won a commission. He had no traditions +either to haunt or help him, and he had often +been tried in the fire and knew his strength. He +was not afraid of being afraid. It was natural +to duck when a shell burst near and it did +him no harm and made no difference to the +performance of his duties; so he ducked as he +felt inclined, and then laughed at his nerves +for the tricks they were allowing the shells to +play on them. But, knowing his companion's +more sensitive nature and temperamental +weakness, he was immensely impressed by his stiff +neck and proudly erect head. He showed a +self-control which only centuries of breeding +could give. Here was a hero indeed. The +shells he was defying were as nothing to the +fears which haunted his imaginative nature and +which, with his back to the wall of his family +traditions, he was fighting and keeping at bay. +My friend could not refrain from complimenting +him on resisting the natural tendency +to duck the head when a shell screamed above +them.</span></p> +<p class="pnext"><span>"Eton boys never duck," replied the young +aristocrat.</span></p> +<p class="pnext"><span>He was an Eton boy and would die rather +than fall short of the Eton standard. In this +war hundreds of them have died rather than +save themselves by something which did not +measure up to the Eton standard. The ranks +of young British aristocrats have been terribly +thinned in this war and I have heard their +deeds spoken of with a reverence such as is +only given to legendary heroes. They have +gone sauntering over the crater-fields to their +deaths with the same self-mastery and outward +calm which the French aristocracy manifested +as they mounted the steps of the guillotine in +the Reign of Terror. To their own personal +courage was added the courage of their race, +and the accumulation of the centuries.</span></p> +<p class="pnext"><span>We speak of our new armies. There can be +no "new" armies of Britons. The tradition +of our newest army goes back to Boadicea. +Its forerunners, without shields or armor, and +almost without weapons, dared the Romans--the +proud conquerors of the world--to battle; +and gave them the longest odds warriors ever +gave. They knew they could not win but they +knew they could die. Dead warriors they +might become but never living slaves. They +ran up Boadicea's proud banner because they +knew that while the Romans might soak it in +British blood, no power on earth could drag +it through the mire.</span></p> +<p class="pnext"><span>Our forefathers crossed swords with Cæsar +and his Roman legions, and our newest army +goes into battle with the prestige born of two +thousand years of war. They have a morale +that belongs to the race in addition to the +morale they possess as individuals. It is said +that "the British do not know when they are +beaten." How should they know? They have +had no teachers. All they know is that if they +have not gained the victory the battle is not +ended and must go on until they pitch their +tents on the undisputed field. The German +Emperor spreads out his War Map but it +is as undecipherable as the mountains in the +moon to our soldiers. Tyrants have never +found them apt scholars at geography. They +prefer to make their own maps even though +they have no paint to color them with except +the red blood in their veins. The Kaiser may +roll up his War Map of Europe; our soldiers +have no use for it, and will not commit to +memory its new boundaries. They feel in their +souls the capacity to make a new one more in +line with their ideas of fair play.</span></p> +<p class="pnext"><span>"Eton boys never duck." If the muscles of +their necks show a tendency to relax they call +to mind how inflexible their fathers have stood +in bygone days, and their necks become stiff +and taut once more. Wellington said that +Waterloo was won on the playing fields of +Eton. It is still true that "Eton boys never +duck" to the foe; nor do the soldiers they lead.</span></p> +<div class="vspace" style="height: 4em"> +</div> +<p class="center pfirst" id="missing"><span class="bold large">XI</span></p> +<p class="center pnext"><span class="bold large">"MISSING"</span></p> +<div class="vspace" style="height: 2em"> +</div> +<p class="pfirst"><span>The word "Missing" has come to exercise +an even more terrible power over +the human heart than the word "Death." The +latter kills the heart's joy and hope with +a sharp clean cut, but "Missing" is a clumsy +stroke from the executioner's axe. In a few +cases the wounded victim is spared and allowed +to recover, but in the majority of cases there +is no reprieve and a second blow is struck after +a period of suspense and suffering. A chaplain +dreads the word. As he opens his +correspondence after a battle, it fixes him as the +glittering eye of the Ancient Mariner fastened +the wedding guest. It leaps from the page +at him with the malignant suddenness of a +serpent. Wounds and death he can explain to +relatives, but "missing" is beyond explanation. +No one who has not been at the Front can +conceive how a lad can disappear and no one +see what becomes him. A man may read +graphic accounts of conditions of life in the +battle-line, but it is beyond his imagination to +visualize it with any real approach to truth.</span></p> +<p class="pnext"><span>After the first day of the Somme Campaign +we had hundreds of casualties and most of +them were classed as "Missing." The soldiers +went "over the top" and did not return, and +no one knew why. They were simply +"missing." Why did no one know their fate? It +came about in this way. The men scrambled +over the parapet and, forming in line, charged +across No Man's Land in extended order. +Some fell immediately. The wounded among +them got back to the dressing station, and the +bodies of the dead were found within a few +days, at least. So far, there are no "Missing." The +rest of the men press on, some falling +at every step; the line thins, and the men get +separated. When a man falls his neighbor +cannot stay with him. He must press on to the +objective, otherwise, if the unwounded stayed +to succor the wounded, there would be none +to continue the attack; and under the hail of +shells and bullets sweeping the open ground, +everyone would perish. The only way to +succor the wounded is to press on, capture the +enemy trench, and stop the rifle and machine-gun +fire. Consequently, the man who presses +on does not, as a rule, know whether his +comrade fell dead, was wounded, or merely took +cover in a shell hole. And even though he +were to know, he may be killed himself later, +and his knowledge die with him.</span></p> +<p class="pnext"><span>If the attack succeeds, and the German trench +is held by us, No Man's Land can be +searched. The wounded and dead are found, +and but few are reported "missing." But if +the attack fail, and the regiment has to retire +to its own line, it becomes impossible for us +to search that part of No Man's Land, adjoining +the German trench (for there is rarely +any truce after a battle in this war), and so, +it is impossible to find out whether those who +have failed to return were killed, wounded, or +taken prisoners. The comrades who saw them +fall are probably killed, for the return is as +fatal as the attack. If they come back wounded +they are taken straight to the hospitals and so +have no chance of reporting to their officers +the fate of those whom they saw fall. Only +the unwounded return to the regiment and, in +a lost battle, these are few and know but little +of what happened to those around them. They +were excited and were fighting for their lives. +They had no leisure to observe the fate of +others.</span></p> +<p class="pnext"><span>On one occasion our men took some German +trenches opposite them and held them for +some hours by desperate fighting, but before +dusk had to retire. Many were left dead or +wounded in the captured trenches, and many +fell on the return journey. The few who got +back to us unwounded could give very little +information about individuals who were +missing. They had been separated one from +another and fighting hour after hour with +desperation. All therefore who did not return +to the regiment or dressing station, and whose +bodies were not recovered, were reported as +"Missing" unless declared dead by reliable +eye-witnesses. The evidence of eye-witnesses +must be carefully examined before a regiment +dare report a soldier dead on the strength of +it. During an attack a man is in an abnormal +state of excitement and the observations of +his senses are not entirely reliable. Men +imagine they see things, and frequently make +mistakes in identity. I have known many cases +in which a man has sworn that he saw another +being carried to the dressing station, yet the +missing man's body has afterwards been found +near the German lines. The eye-witness +simply mistook one man for another. No end +of pain to relatives has been caused by these +mistakes and a regiment rightly declines on +such evidence to report a soldier as killed.</span></p> +<p class="pnext"><span>Some weeks after the attack just referred to, +we received letters from some of the officers +and men who had been taken prisoners; +information about others came through The +Geneva Red Cross Society. Those of whom +we heard nothing for six months we knew to +be, in all probability, dead. Nine months later, +the Germans retired from the position, and +many of our dead were found still lying out +in No Man's Land. Some were identified. +Others could not be, their discs having +perished by reason of the long exposure. Many +of the dead had been left in the German +trenches. These had been buried by the enemy +and he had left no crosses to mark the graves. +After more than a year there is no direct +evidence of the death of many who fought +on that day. They are "Missing," and we can +only conclude that they were killed.</span></p> +<p class="pnext"><span>In other cases, men are reported missing for +several weeks, and then reported dead. A +typical case may be cited to show how it comes +about. We attacked one morning at dawn. +The enemy were on the run, and in a state of +exhaustion. An immediate attack would, it +was believed, carry the position without much +loss of life, even though our big guns had not +had time to come up in support. Unfortunately +the Germans were, unknown to us, reinforced +during the night. Their new troops met our +men with a hail of rifle and machine-gun fire, +and the regiment was ordered to retire. +Several failed to return. We knew that some +of the men had been forced to surrender, +especially the wounded. Others had been +killed. Those who returned unwounded were +not able, however, to give us the names of +those who had been killed or of those who had +been taken prisoners. The attack had been +made in the half-light of dawn so that our men +could not be seen distinctly. They had also +advanced in extended order so as to avoid +making themselves an easy target. The +half-light and the distance of one man from another +made it difficult, therefore, for anyone to see +either who fell or why they fell. Most of +those who were killed or taken prisoners were +therefore reported as "missing."</span></p> +<p class="pnext"><span>A few days later the whole Division was +moved to another part of the Front. A fresh +regiment took our place, and, a few weeks +later, with adequate artillery support, carried +the German trenches. After the battle, burial +parties were sent out by the regiment to bury +both its own dead and ours who had been left +in the German half of No Man's Land. +Each grave was marked with the soldier's +name, and his disc and paybook were sent to +our regiment as proof of his death. The War +Office was then informed that such and such a +man "previously reported missing, is now +reported killed."</span></p> +<p class="pnext"><span>There are, however, cases of missing men +which cannot be explained. The facts never +come to light, and we can only guess what +happened. They may have been buried by the +enemy, or they may have been buried in the +dark by some regimental burial party which +could not find their discs. They may even have +been buried by a shell or blown to fragments +by a direct hit. We have no evidence.</span></p> +<p class="pnext"><span>After the attack on Gommécourt a youth I +knew had his wound dressed at the Regimental +Aid post and was seen, by more than one of +his chums, passing down the communication +trench to the Advanced Dressing Station where +I happened to be. Yet he never arrived, slight +though his wound was. It was impossible for +him to have got lost. His brother and I made +every possible enquiry about him, but nothing +ever came to light, and we both came to the +conclusion that on his way down the trench +he had been buried by a shell. In another +case an officer was wounded and four stretcher +bearers went out to bring him in. None were +ever seen again, and later, when we came into +possession of the ground, the body of none +of them were found. It was scarcely possible +for them to have been taken prisoners, and +they were never reported as having been +captured. We concluded, therefore, that a shell +had both killed and buried them.</span></p> +<p class="pnext"><span>One day a rifleman reported sick to the +Doctor and was sent down the line to the +Dressing Station whence he would be sent on +to a Rest Camp. He was not seriously ill, +and needed no escort. It was impossible for +him to have wandered into the German lines, +yet he never reported at the Dressing Station +or anywhere else. Loss of memory is very +rare, but even if that had happened to him, +he could not have wandered about behind our +lines without being found and arrested. No +report of his burial ever reached us and we +were led to the conclusion that he was killed +by a shell on the way down, and in such a way +that all means of identification were lost. In +another case a private, wounded in the arm, +was sent down the line in company with a +party of stretcher bearers who were carrying +a "lying case." Evidently he got separated +from them in the dark, and was hit by a shell, +for he never reached any dressing station, and +his fate was never known.</span></p> +<p class="pnext"><span>Conditions at the front are such that these +mysterious disappearances must inevitably +occur. Every possible arrangement which +circumstances will allow is made to prevent them; +but they cannot be altogether eliminated. +People at home may sometimes think that more +might have been done, but it is because they +have no conception of the amazing conditions +under which the war is carried on. Every +officer and private knows that he may +disappear without leaving a trace. That being so, +they, if only from common prudence and the +instinct of self-preservation, combine to reduce +the danger to its lowest limits; but, when all +has been done, war is war; and nothing can +rob it of its horrors.</span></p> +<p class="pnext"><span>Every day, officers and men die in trying to +save their comrades, and nothing could be more +unjust than to blame those who survive for +not having done more to prevent others from +being lost; for those who are surviving, to-day, +may become missing to-morrow, and leave no +trace behind. Officers have sometimes shown +me letters from poor distracted relatives which +could never have been written if they could +have imagined the deadly peril in which the +officers stood and the manifold distractions +that wore them down. Sometimes an officer's +letter is short and business-like in reply to an +enquiry, but it must be remembered that his +first duty is to the living. He must hold the +line and save his men; and he has, despite the +tragedy of his position, to answer not one +enquiry but scores. And before he has finished +answering all the enquiries, his own parents, +perhaps, will be making enquiries about his +own fate. Our officers are the bravest and +kindest-hearted men that ever had the lives of +others in their keeping; and when the chaplain +asks them for details about any missing or slain +soldier, they will go to endless trouble for him. +They know what their own death will mean +to their parents; and the knowledge makes their +hearts go out in sympathy to the parents of +their men, and it makes them do all that is +possible to prevent lives being lost.</span></p> +<p class="pnext"><span>When Moses died no man knew the place +of his burial. It has not been found to this +day. We know nothing of his last thoughts +or of the manner of his death. His end is a +perfect mystery. But we know that he died in +the presence of God; that God strengthened +him in the dread hour; and that with His own +fingers He closed the lids over the prophet's +brave, tender eyes. God buried Moses in a +grave dug by His own hands and He will know +where to find the poor worn-out body of the +great patriot at the resurrection of the just. +And God was with every one of our missing +lads to the last, and He knows the narrow bed +in which each lies sleeping. The grave may +have no cross above it, but it will often know +the tread of an angel's feet as he comes to +plant poppies, primroses and daffodils above +the resting-place of the brave.</span></p> +<div class="vspace" style="height: 4em"> +</div> +<p class="center pfirst" id="it-must-be-sunday"><span class="bold large">XII</span></p> +<p class="center pnext"><span class="bold large">"IT MUST BE SUNDAY"</span></p> +<div class="vspace" style="height: 2em"> +</div> +<p class="pfirst"><span>The Psalmist of Israel tells us that God +has "ordained" the moon and the stars. +These "flaming fires" are "ministers of +His that do His pleasure." Nor are they +the only ones chosen from Nature. Mungo +Park, having laid down in the desert to die, +notices beside him a tiny flower, and it awakens +hope in him. The winter of his despair is +ended. He rises again, and pushes on until +he finds a human habitation where he is cared +for by native women as though he were their +brother. The little flower had been "ordained" +to minister hope to a lost and despairing traveler.</span></p> +<p class="pnext"><span>At the Front such ministering by Nature is +of common occurrence. No Man's Land is +desolate enough to look upon, but there is life +there, and music. Larks have chosen it for +their nests, and amid its desolation they rear +their young. Even the pheasants have taken +to some parts of it. If we could but know +the thoughts of the wounded who have lain +out there waiting for death, we should find +that the moon and the stars, the birds and the +field mice, had not allowed them die without +some comforting of the spirit.</span></p> +<p class="pnext"><span>One Sunday our regiment was resting in +reserve trenches after a period in the firing line. +It was a beautiful evening, and as the sun +sank westward I administered the Sacrament +of the Lord's Supper. The day was far spent +but, as the bread was broken, there came to +us a vision of the Face which the two disciples +saw on another such evening in the far-off +village of Emmaus. On the way back to my +billet I met a platoon of Royal Engineers +returning from the baths. One of them had +been a member of my church in London, and +he dropped out to talk with me. Those who +have not been in the Expeditionary Force can +hardly understand the pleasure a man feels +when he meets someone he knew in the days of +peace, or even someone who knows the street +or town out of which he came. He was full +of talk, and as I listened his excitement and +pleasure bubbled over like a spring.</span></p> +<p class="pnext"><span>"Last night," he said, "was the night of +my life. I never expected to see daylight +again. Talk about a 'tight corner,' there was +never one to match it, and as you know, my +chums and I have been in many. The Huns +simply plastered us with shells. The +bombardment was terrific. It was like being in a +hailstorm and we expected every moment to be +our last.</span></p> +<p class="pnext"><span>"You know the trench which the infantry +took yesterday? Well, we were there. We +went up at dark to fix barbed wire in front of +it ready for the counter-attack. We were out +in No Man's Land for about two hours, +working as swiftly and silently as we could. +Whenever the enemy sent his lights up, we laid down, +and so far we had escaped notice and were +congratulating ourselves that the work was +nearly done, and that our skins were still +whole. Then, somehow, the Germans spotted +us, and let fly. It was like hell let loose. We +ran to the trench for shelter, but it seemed as +if nothing could save us from such a deluge +of shells. It was just like being naked in a +driving snow-storm. We felt as if there was +no trench at all, and as if the gunners could +see us in the dark. After that experience I +can pity a hare with a pack of hounds after +it. But we just sat tight with such cover as +we had and made the best of it. There was +nothing else to do. If we were to be killed, +we should be killed. Nothing that we could +do would have made any difference. Yet, +though there didn't seem shelter for even a +mouse, only one of us was hit, and that was +the sergeant. He was rather badly 'done in,' +and we could only save his life by getting him +quickly to the dressing station.</span></p> +<div class="align-center auto-scaled figure margin" style="width: 92%" id="figure-30"> +<img class="align-center block" style="display: block; width: 100%" alt=""HE WAS RATHER BADLY DONE IN" Drawn by F. Matahia for The Sphere, London" src="images/img-144.jpg" /> +<div class="caption centerleft figure-caption margin"> +<span class="italics">"HE WAS RATHER BADLY DONE IN" +<br /></span><em class="italics">Drawn by F. Matahia for The Sphere, London</em></div> +</div> +<p class="pnext"><span>"I am one of the taller and stronger men +of my platoon so, of course, I volunteered as +a stretcher-bearer. There was no communication +trench, so we had no choice but to lift +him up and make a dash across the open. +They were shelling us like blazes, but we dare +not delay because, if we were overtaken by +daylight, it would be impossible to get him +away till the next night, and by that time he +would be dead. So we decided to try our luck. +We had just lifted him up when a shell burst +right on top of us, and knocked us all down. +For a minute or two I was unconscious, and +when I came round I thought I must surely +be wounded, so I ran my fingers over my body +but found neither blood nor a rent in my +clothes. I was covered with chalk but that +didn't matter. Except for a touch of +concussion in the brain I was none the worse, and +soon pulled myself together. The sergeant +was a sight! He was half-buried, and we +could scarce see him for chalk; but we dug +him out and got him on the stretcher again. +After that we sat down in the bottom of the +trench till the effect of the shock had worn +off a bit, for we all felt like rats that had been +shaken by a terrier.</span></p> +<p class="pnext"><span>"Then, as suddenly as it had started, the +shelling stopped. The calm that followed was +wonderful. I never felt anything so restful +before. It was like the delicious restfulness that, +sometimes, immediately follows hours of fever. +Then, as if to make it perfect, a lark rose out +of No Man's Land and began to sing. The +effect on us was magical. It was the sweetest +music I have ever heard, and I shall remember +it to my dying day. The countryside was dark +and silent, and, as I listened to the lark, old +days came back to mind. You remember that +Saturday midnight in the June before the war +when you took us into Epping Forest to see +the dawn break over it? Well, as I listened +to the lark, I was back there in the forest. +Then some impulse seized me and, hardly +knowing what I did, I cried aloud, 'Why bless +me, it must be Sunday,' and so it was, although +I had forgotten.</span></p> +<p class="pnext"><span>"Then we jumped up for we saw that the +dawn was breaking and, lifting the sergeant +out of the trench, we rushed across the open +ground in the direction of the dressing station. +Talk about 'feeling protected!' Why, I felt +that God was all around us--that no harm +could touch us. A great calm stole over me, +and I felt utterly devoid of fear. We had, +as you know, to bring the sergeant some two +miles to the dressing station, just down the +road there, but we got him safely in, and I +think he will get better."</span></p> +<p class="pnext"><span>While we were talking, a shell burst near +the trench where my men had been taking of +the Sacrament, and another burst by the +roadside close to the Engineers. With a laugh +and a hearty "Good-night" he shook hands, +saluted, and ran on to rejoin his comrades. +The shells were part of the game. In London +we had been in the same football team. He +had kept goal and I had played full back, and +he regarded the shells that had fallen as bad +shots at goal made by the opposing team. +They might have been serious but, as it +happened, the ball had each time gone out of play.</span></p> +<p class="pnext"><span>I waited a minute or two in the hope of +getting a lift. A motor car came along; I +stopped it and got in; for at the Front +everything is Government property and more or +less at one's service. I found myself sitting +by the side of a private, who had been wounded +in the face and right hand by the shell that +had just fallen near the platoon of Engineers.</span></p> +<p class="pnext"><span>He had left his horse with a comrade, and +was being driven to the Advanced Dressing +Station by a driver who, happening to pass at +the moment, had kindly offered him a lift. +After a little wait at the Dressing Station I +got on the front of an ambulance car. There +were only two cases inside, and they were being +taken to the Main Dressing Station in Arras. +One of them had his feet and arms tied to +the stretcher, for he was suffering from +shell-shock; and three orderlies were in charge of +him. The poor fellow laughed and cried +alternately and struggled to break loose. "I'm +a British soldier," he cried, "and I will not +be tied up. I've done my bit, and this is the +way you pay me out. I'll not have it." And +time and again he struggled desperately to +break away.</span></p> +<p class="pnext"><span>The orderlies in charge of him were wise and +tactful as women. They asked him questions +about the fight, and he fought his battle over +again. They praised his regiment and told him +it had done magnificently, and he laughed and +chuckled like a young mother, dandling her +first baby on her knee. And so, without +mishap, we reached the ruined town of Arras +where nightly the shells fall among the forsaken +houses in which our soldiers are billeted. +The wounded private was carried into the +hospital, and I walked away to my room in an +adjoining street.</span></p> +<p class="pnext"><span>So ended the day which, in the hour of +dawn, the dark had told the young engineer +"must be Sunday."</span></p> +<div class="vspace" style="height: 4em"> +</div> +<p class="center pfirst" id="our-tommies-never-fail-us"><span class="bold large">XIII</span></p> +<p class="center pnext"><span class="bold large">OUR TOMMIES NEVER FAIL US</span></p> +<div class="vspace" style="height: 2em"> +</div> +<p class="pfirst"><span>On Easter Monday, in the Battle of +Arras, I saw two sights such as I shall +never forget. One revealed the kind +and forgiving spirit of our men, the other their +unflinching courage. After burying three +non-commissioned officers who had been killed the +day before, I reached the Advanced Dressing +Station near which our regiment was "standing +to" in a support trench. Other regiments of +our Division were carrying out the attack and, +with small loss, had taken the enemy lines. +The German trenches had been blotted out by +our shells but their deep dug-outs, with +machine-guns at their mouths, remained +untouched, and it was almost impossible for our +soldiers to discover them until they got within +a few yards of the entrances.</span></p> +<p class="pnext"><span>The German commander's idea was to keep +his men in the shelter of the dug-outs until +our barrage lifted. They were then to rush +out with machine-guns and rifles to destroy our +men who were following it up. If the idea +had been carried out, the German line would +have been impregnable for our men would +have been mown down like corn before the +reaper. It failed because German human +nature could not rise to the occasion. The +German soldiers had been demoralized by the +safety of the dug-outs and by the thunder of +our shells above them. They cowered in the +dug-outs when they should have rushed out. +The critical moment passed, and with its +passing our soldiers leapt to the entrances and +threw down hand grenades. There was a wild +cry of pain and fear from below. Arms went +up and the cry of "Kamerad." The surrender +was accepted and the beaten soldiers +crawled out. From some dug-outs as many as +two hundred prisoners were taken. In other +parts of the line there was a stiff fight, but, on +the whole, our casualties were very light. +From my own observation I should say that +we took more prisoners than we suffered +casualties. Some companies could boast a prisoner +for each man engaged in the attack.</span></p> +<p class="pnext"><span>The Advanced Dressing Station was at the +corner of Cross Roads and the sight around +it was wonderful to behold. A crowd of +prisoners was assembling ready to be marched +to the cages, and wounded officers and men, +British and German, were being bandaged. +The prisoners were hungry. For some days +our artillery had cut off their rations. A +platoon of our soldiers came marching by, and, +to save time, eating their breakfasts as they +passed along. The prisoners looked at them +with hungry eyes. Our men saw the look and +stopped. Breaking rank for a moment they +passed in and out among the prisoners and +shared out their rations. "Here, Fritzy, old +boy, take this," I heard all around me, and +Fritz did not need asking twice. He took the +biscuits and cheese gratefully and eagerly. +The look of trouble passed out of his eyes and +he felt that he had found friends where he +had only expected to find enemies. He began +to hope for kindness in his captivity. The +scene was one of pure goodwill.</span></p> +<p class="pnext"><span>Scarcely ever have I seen a crowd so happy. +Our Tommies laughed and cracked jokes which +no German could understand, but I heard not +a single taunt or bitter word. In fact, Fritz +was treated more like a pet than a prisoner. +One who had worked in London, and who +spoke English, asked me for a cup of tea for +a comrade who was slightly wounded, and I +got one in the dressing station. The platoon +of Tommies re-formed and marched away to +the battle and the prisoners were led off to +the cages. There were still large numbers of +prisoners on the road, and they were moving +about without guards. Many of them were +being used as stretcher-bearers and they seemed +to do their work out of goodwill and not of +constraint.</span></p> +<p class="pnext"><span>Their assistance was of great help to the +wounded. The battle was going well with us. +Everyone felt in good heart and kindly +disposed. An officer who lay seriously wounded +and waiting for a car told me of the splendid +work which his regiment had done. His eyes +shone with suppressed excitement and pride as +he told the story. While he was speaking two +soldiers came limping down the road and their +appearance was greeted with a burst of +laughter. One was English, the other German. +Tommy had his arm round the German's neck +and was leaning on him while Fritz, with his +arm round the lad's waist, helped him along. +They came along very slowly for both were +wounded, but they laughed and talked together +like long-lost brothers. Yet neither could +understand a word the other said.</span></p> +<p class="pnext"><span>I passed down the road towards the line. +Gunners of the Territorials were hurriedly +hitching their guns to the horses ready to +advance to new positions. In the ruined village +a party of engineers was already unloading a +wagon of rails with which to build a light +railway. I continued along the road towards the +next village. It had just fallen into our hands +and not one stone was left on another. There +were scores of wounded men hobbling back +from it and I gave my arm to such as needed +it most. A badly wounded Tommy was being +brought along on a wheeler by two orderlies +and as I helped them through the traffic we +heard the heavy rumble of the advancing field-guns.</span></p> +<p class="pnext"><span>The road was cleared with the quickness of +lightning. Out of the village the batteries burst +at a mad gallop and down the road they came +at break-neck speed. With the swiftness of +a fire engine in a city street the rocking guns +swept past. The gunners clung to the +ammunition limbers with both hands and the +drivers whipped and spurred the excited +foam-flecked horses as though they were fiery beings +leaping through the air and incapable of fatigue +or weakness. Suddenly the drivers raised their +whips as a sign to those behind, and the +trembling horses and bounding guns came to a +dead halt. The leading gun had overturned at +a nasty place where the road dipped down into +the hollow. The rest of the batteries stood +exposed on the crest of the ridge. Before +retiring the Germans had felled all the trees that +grew by the roadside so that nothing might +obstruct their line of vision. Such a +catastrophe as this was what the enemy had been +hoping for. The sun shone brilliantly, and +our batteries were a direct target for the +German gunners such as seldom occurs. Our boys +were caught like rats in a trap. By the side +of the road ran a shallow trench and near us +two broad steps into it. We laid the wounded +lad in the bottom of the trench and sat down +by his side. Shells were falling all around and +fountains of dirt and debris rose into the air +and, on five or six occasions, covered us with +their spray.</span></p> +<p class="pnext"><span>I covered the lad's face. He was barely +conscious and uttered no word. It seemed as if +nothing could live in such a bombardment. A +shell burst near, and the cry of dying horses +rent the air. The traces were cut and the +horses and gun-carriage drawn off the road. +Every second I expected to see the horses and +drivers in front of me blown into the air and +I watched them with fascinated eyes. Not a +man stirred. They sat on their horses and +gun-carriages as though they were figures in bronze. +Not a man sought the trench and not a man +relieved the tension by going forward to see +what was wrong or to lend a hand. Each +knew his place, and if death sought him it +would know where to find him. The horses +felt that they had brave men on their backs +and, in that mysterious way peculiar to horses, +caught the spirit of their riders. Every shell +covered men and horses with chalk and soil, +but they remained an immobile as statuary. It +was magnificent and it was war. A driver in +the battery beside us got wounded in the leg +and hand. He jumped off his horse and came +to us to be bandaged. Then he leapt back into +the saddle. It seemed an age, but I suppose +it was only a few minutes, before the obstruction +was removed. The whips flashed in the +air and the horses sprang forward. The guns +rocked and swayed as they swept past us and +within a few minutes they were in their new +positions under the hill upon which lay the +ruins of Neuville Vitasse.</span></p> +<p class="pnext"><span>The shelling ceased as suddenly as it had +started and we lifted out our wounded soldier +and went in the direction of the dressing +station. Some distance up the road my attention +was called to one of the drivers whom the +artillery had left in the care of some privates. +He was living, but his skull was broken, and +he would never wake again to consciousness. +He was fast "going West." His day was over +and his work was done. I got him lifted on +to a stretcher and taken to the dressing station +so that he might die in peace and be buried +in the little soldiers' cemetery behind it.</span></p> +<p class="pnext"><span>When I returned in the evening to our billet +I told the transport officer of the magnificent +bravery of the artillery drivers.</span></p> +<p class="pnext"><span>"Any other drivers would behave just as +well, if caught in the same trap," he replied.</span></p> +<p class="pnext"><span>He spoke the simple truth. They would. +Such supreme courage and devotion to duty are +common to the army. Their presence among +all ranks and in all sections of the army makes +the fact the more wonderful. Both officers and +men love life, but they love duty more, and +commanders in drawing up their plans know +that they can rely on their soldiers to carry +them out. Our Tommies never fail us whether +in France, Mesopotamia, or Palestine. Devotion +to duty is inwoven with the fibers of their +hearts. They are men who, either in kindness +to captives or courage amid disaster and +destruction, never fail us.</span></p> +<div class="vspace" style="height: 4em"> +</div> +<p class="center pfirst" id="the-cross-at-neuve-chapelle"><span class="bold large">XIV</span></p> +<p class="center pnext"><span class="bold large">THE CROSS AT NEUVE CHAPELLE</span></p> +<div class="vspace" style="height: 2em"> +</div> +<p class="pfirst"><span>The war on the Western Front has been +fought in a Roman Catholic country +where crucifixes are erected at all the +chief cross-roads to remind us that, in every +moment of doubt as to the way of life, and +on whichever road we finally decide to walk, +whether rough or smooth, we shall need the +Saviour and His redeeming love. We have +seen a cross so often when on the march, or +when passing down some trench, that it has +become inextricably mixed up with the war. +When we think of the great struggle the vision +of the cross rises before us, and when we see +the cross, we think of processions of wounded +men who have been broken to save the world. +Whenever we have laid a martyred soldier to +rest, we have placed over him, as the comment +on his death, a simple white cross bearing his +name. We never paint any tribute on it. +None is needed, for nothing else could speak so +eloquently as a cross--a white cross. White +is the sacred color in the army of to-day, and +the cross is the sacred form. In after years +there will never be any doubt as to where the +line of liberty ran that held back the flood and +force of German tyranny. From the English +Channel to Switzerland it is marked for all +time with the crosses on the graves of the +British and French soldiers. Whatever may +be our views about the erection of crucifixes +by the wayside and at the cross-roads, no one +can deny that they have had an immense +influence for good on our men during the war +in France.</span></p> +<p class="pnext"><span>The experience of many a gallant soldier is +expressed in the following Belgian poem:</span></p> +<blockquote> +<div> +<div class="line-block outermost"> +<div class="line"><span>"I came to a halt at the bend of the road;</span></div> +<div class="line"><span>I reached for my ration, and loosened my load;</span></div> +<div class="line"><span>I came to a halt at the bend of the road.</span></div> +</div> +<div class="line-block outermost"> +<div class="line"><span>"O weary the way, Lord; forsaken of Thee,</span></div> +<div class="line"><span>My spirit is faint--lone, comfortless me;</span></div> +<div class="line"><span>O weary the way, Lord; forsaken of Thee.</span></div> +</div> +<div class="line-block outermost"> +<div class="line"><span>"And the Lord answered, Son, be thy heart lifted up,</span></div> +<div class="line"><span>I drank, as thou drinkest, of agony's cup;</span></div> +<div class="line"><span>And the Lord answered, Son, be thy heart lifted up.</span></div> +</div> +<div class="line-block outermost"> +<div class="line"><span>"For thee that I loved, I went down to the grave,</span></div> +<div class="line"><span>Pay thou the like forfeit thy Country to save;</span></div> +<div class="line"><span>For thee that I loved, I went down to the grave.</span></div> +</div> +<div class="line-block outermost"> +<div class="line"><span>"Then I cried, 'I am Thine, Lord; yea, unto this last.'</span></div> +<div class="line"><span>And I strapped on my knapsack, and onward I passed.</span></div> +<div class="line"><span>Then I cried, 'I am Thine, Lord; yea, unto this last.'</span></div> +</div> +<div class="line-block outermost"> +<div class="line"><span>"Fulfilled is the sacrifice. Lord, is it well?</span></div> +<div class="line"><span>Be it said--for the dear sake of country he fell.</span></div> +<div class="line"><span>Fulfilled is the sacrifice. Lord, is it well?"</span></div> +<div class="line"> </div> +</div> +</div> +</blockquote> +<p class="pfirst"><span>The Cross has interpreted life to the soldier +and has provided him with the only acceptable +philosophy of the war. It has taught boys +just entering upon life's experience that, +out-topping all history and standing out against +the background of all human life, is a Cross +on which died the Son of God. It has made +the hill of Calvary stand out above all other +hills in history. Hannibal, Cæsar, Napoleon--these +may stand at the foot of the hill, as +did the Roman soldiers, but they are made to +look mean and insignificant as the Cross rises +above them, showing forth the figure of the Son +of Man. Against the sky-line of human history +the Cross stands clearly, and all else is in +shadow. The wayside crosses at the Front and +the flashes of roaring guns may not have taught +our soldiers much history, but they have taught +them the central fact of history; and all else +will have to accommodate itself to that, or +be disbelieved. The Cross of Christ is the +center of the picture for evermore, and the +grouping of all other figures must be round it.</span></p> +<p class="pnext"><span>To the soldiers it can never again be made a +detail in some other picture. Seen also in the +light of their personal experience it has taught +them that as a cross lies at the basis of the +world's life and shows bare at every crisis of +national and international life so, at the root +of all individual life, is a cross. They have +been taught to look for it at every parting of +the ways. Suffering to redeem others and make +others happy will now be seen as the true +aim of life and not the grasping of personal +pleasure or profit. They have stood where +high explosive shells thresh out the corn from +the chaff--the true from the false. They have +seen facts in a light that lays things stark +and bare; and the cant talked by skeptical +armchair-philosophers will move them as little +as the chittering of sparrows on the housetops. +For three long years our front-line trenches +have run through what was once a village +called Neuve Chapelle. There is nothing left +of it now. But there is something there which +is tremendously impressive. It is a crucifix. +It stands out above everything, for the land +is quite flat around it. The cross is immediately +behind our firing trench, and within two +or three hundred yards of the German front +trench. The figure of Christ is looking across +the waste of No Man's Land. Under His right +arm and under His left, are British soldiers +holding the line. Two dud shells lie at the +the foot. One is even touching the wood, +but though hundreds of shells must have swept +by it, and millions of machine-gun bullets, it +remains undamaged. Trenches form a labyrinth +all round it. When our men awake and +"stand-to" at dawn the first sight they see is +the cross; and when at night they lie down in +the side of the trench, or turn into their +dug-outs, their last sight is the cross. It stands +clear in the noon-day sun; and in the moonlight +it takes on a solemn grandeur.</span></p> +<p class="pnext"><span>I first saw it on a November afternoon when +the sun was sinking under heavy banks of +cloud, and it bent my mind back to the scene +as it must have been on the first Good Friday, +when the sun died with its dying Lord, and +darkness crept up the hill of Calvary and +covered Him with its funeral pall to hide His +dying agonies from the curious eyes of +unbelieving men. I had had tea in a dug-out, and +it was dark when I left. Machine-guns were +sweeping No Man's Land to brush back +enemies that might be creeping towards us through +the long grass; and the air was filled with a +million clear, cracking sounds. Star-shells rose +and fell and their brilliant lights lit up the +silent form on the cross.</span></p> +<p class="pnext"><span>For three years, night and day, Christ has +been standing there in the midst of our soldiers, +with arms outstretched in blessing. They +have looked up at Him through the clear +starlight of a frosty night; and they have seen +His pale face by the silver rays of the moon +as she has sailed her course through the +heavens. In the gloom of a stormy night they +have seen the dark outline, and caught a +passing glimpse of Christ's effigy by the flare +of the star-shells. What must have been the +thoughts of the sentries in the listening posts +as all night long they have gazed at the cross; +or of the officers as they have passed down +the trench to see that all was well; or of some +private sleeping in the trench and, being +awakened by the cold, taking a few steps to +restore blood-circulation? Deep thoughts, I +imagine, much too deep for words of theirs +or mine.</span></p> +<p class="pnext"><span>And when the Battle of Neuve Chapelle was +raging and the wounded, whose blood was +turning red the grass, looked up at Him, what +thoughts must have been theirs then? Did +they not feel that He was their big Brother +and remember that blood had flowed from +Him as from them; that pain had racked Him +as it racked them; and that He thought of +His mother and of Nazareth as they thought +of their mother and the little cottage they were +never to see again? When their throats +became parched and their lips swollen with thirst +did they not remember how He, too, had cried +for a drink; and, most of all, did they not +call to mind the fact that He might have saved +Himself, as they might, if He had cared more +for His own happiness than for the world's? +As their spirits passed out through the wounds +in their bodies would they not ask Him to +remember them as their now homeless souls +knocked at the gate of His Kingdom? He had +stood by them all through the long and bloody +battle while hurricanes of shells swept over +and around Him. I do not wonder that the +men at the Front flock to the Lord's Supper +to commemorate His death. They will not go +without it. If the Sacrament be not provided, +they ask for it. At home there was never such +a demand for it as exists at the Front. There +is a mystic sympathy between the trench and the +Cross, between the soldier and his Saviour.</span></p> +<p class="pnext"><span>And yet, to those who willed the war and +drank to the day of its coming, even the Cross +has no sacredness. It is to them but a tool +of war. An officer told me that during the +German retreat from the Somme they noticed +a peculiar accuracy in the enemy's firing. The +shells followed an easily distinguishable course. +So many casualties occurred from this accurate +shelling that the officers set themselves to +discover the cause. They found that the circle +of shells had for its center the cross-roads, and +that at the cross-roads was a crucifix that stood +up clearly as a land-mark. Evidently the +crosses were being used to guide the gunners, +and was causing the death of our men. But +a more remarkable thing came to light. The +cross stood close to the road, and when the +Germans retired they had sprung a mine at the +cross-roads to delay our advance. Everything +near had been blown to bits by the explosion +except the crucifix which had not a mark upon it. +And yet it could not have escaped, except by +a miracle. They therefore set themselves to +examine the seeming miracle and came across +one of the most astounding cases of fiendish +cunning. They found that the Germans had +made a concrete socket for the crucifix so that +they could take it out or put it in at pleasure. +Before blowing up the cross-roads they had +taken the cross out of its socket and removed +it to a safe distance, then, when the mine had +exploded, they put the cross back so that it +might be a landmark to direct their shooting. +And now they were using Christ's instrument +of redemption as an instrument for men's destruction.</span></p> +<p class="pnext"><span>But our young officers resolved to restore +the cross to its work of saving men. They +waited till night fell, and then removed the cross +to a point a hundred or two yards to the left. +When in the morning the German gunners +fired their shells their observers found that the +shells fell too far wide of the cross and they +could make nothing of the mystery. It looked +as if someone had been tampering with their +guns in the night. To put matters right they +altered the position of their guns so that once +more the shells made a circle round the cross. +And henceforth our soldiers were safe, for the +shells fell harmlessly into the outlying fields. +Nor was this the only time during their retreat +that the Germans put the cross to this base use +and were foiled in their knavery.</span></p> +<p class="pnext"><span>When a nation scraps the Cross of Christ +and turns it into a tool to gain an advantage +over its opponents, it becomes superfluous to +ask who began the war, and folly to close our +eyes to the horrors and depravities which are +being reached in the waging of it.</span></p> +<p class="pnext"><span>There is a new judgment of the nations now +proceeding and who shall predict what shall +be? The Cross of Christ is the arbiter, and +our attitude towards it decides our fate. I +have seen the attitude of our soldiers towards +the cross at Neuve Chapelle and towards +that for which it stands; and I find more +comfort in their reverence for Christ and +Christianity than in all their guns and impediments +of war.</span></p> +<p class="pnext"><span>The Cross of Christ towers above the wrecks +of time, and the nations will survive that stand +beneath its protecting arms in the trenches of +righteousness, liberty and truth.</span></p> +<div class="vspace" style="height: 4em"> +</div> +<p class="center pfirst" id="the-children-of-our-dead"><span class="bold large">XV</span></p> +<p class="center pnext"><span class="bold large">THE CHILDREN OF OUR DEAD</span></p> +<div class="vspace" style="height: 2em"> +</div> +<p class="pfirst"><span>There are times when we get away from +the Front for a rest. We hear no +more the sound of the guns, but give +ourselves up to the silence and charm of the +country. Before going into the Somme +fighting we were billeted for ten days in the +neighboring village to Cressy; and as the anniversary +of the battle came that week the colonel chose +the day for a march to the battlefield. The +owner of the field, when the old windmill +stood, from which King Edward III directed +his army, came to meet us and describe the +battle. When the war is over he is going to +erect a monument on the spot to the memory +of the French and British troops who in comradeship +have died fighting against the common foe.</span></p> +<p class="pnext"><span>They were happy days that we spent around +Cressy. The last that some were destined to +know this side of the Great Divide. The +bedroom next to mine was occupied by two fine +young officers of utterly different type. One +was a Greek whose father had taken out +naturalization papers and loved the country of +his adoption with a worshiping passion that +would shame many native born. The other +was a charming, argumentative, systematic, +theological student of Scots parentage. The +night before we left, the Greek accidentally +broke his mirror and was much upset. It was, +he said, a token that Death was about to claim +him. The Scot laughed heartily, for he had +not a trace of the superstitious in him; or, if he +had--which was more than likely--it was kept +under by his strong reasoning faculties.</span></p> +<p class="pnext"><span>"If you are to be killed," he replied, "I am +to be killed too, for I also have broken my +mirror."</span></p> +<p class="pnext"><span>He spoke the words in jest, or with hardly +a discernible undercurrent of seriousness; but +they were true words nevertheless. The two +bed-mates were killed in the same battle a week +or two later. I had tea with them in their +dug-out on the eve of the fight. They were +to take up their positions in an hour, but the +student could not resist having just one more +argument. He directed the conversation to the +New Theology, and to German philosophers +and Biblical scholars. He simply talked me +off my feet, for he possessed the most brilliant +intellect in the regiment, combined with +self-reliance and perfect modesty. Then the +conversation turned to the question of taking a tot +of rum before going over the parapet. He +was a rigid teetotaler, "for," said he, "drink +is the ruin of my country." He was opposed +to the idea of taking rum to help one's courage +or allay his fears. He would not, he said, go +under with his eyes bandaged. He would +take a good look at Death and dare him to +do his worst. He was superb, and Death never +felled a manlier man. Browning would have +loved him as his own soul for he had Browning's +attitude to life exactly, and could have +sung with him,</span></p> +<blockquote> +<div> +<div class="line-block outermost"> +<div class="inner line-block"> +<div class="line"><span>"Fear death? ...</span></div> +</div> +<div class="line"><span>I was ever a fighter, so--one fight more,</span></div> +<div class="inner line-block"> +<div class="line"><span>The best and the last!</span></div> +</div> +<div class="line"><span>I would hate that death bandaged my eyes, and forbore,</span></div> +<div class="inner line-block"> +<div class="line"><span>And bade me creep past.</span></div> +</div> +<div class="line"><span>No! let me taste the whole of it, fare like my peers</span></div> +<div class="inner line-block"> +<div class="line"><span>The heroes of old,</span></div> +</div> +<div class="line"><span>Bear the brunt, in a minute pay glad life's arrears</span></div> +<div class="inner line-block"> +<div class="line"><span>Of pain, darkness and cold.</span></div> +</div> +<div class="line"><span>For sudden the worst turns best to the brave,</span></div> +<div class="inner line-block"> +<div class="line"><span>The black minute's at end,</span></div> +</div> +<div class="line"><span>And the elements' rage, the fiend-voices that rave,</span></div> +<div class="inner line-block"> +<div class="line"><span>Shall dwindle, shall blend,</span></div> +</div> +<div class="line"><span>Shall change, shall become first a peace out of pain,</span></div> +<div class="inner line-block"> +<div class="line"><span>Then a light...</span></div> +<div class="line"><span>And with God be the rest!"</span></div> +<div class="line"> </div> +</div> +</div> +</div> +</blockquote> +<p class="pfirst"><span>He was found with his "body against the +wall where the forts of folly fall." His brave, +intelligent face was completely blown away. +His Greek friend was wounded, and while +being dressed in a shell-hole by his servant, was +hit again and killed.</span></p> +<p class="pnext"><span>Some weeks later all that remained of the +regiment was drawn out to a little village some +miles from Amiens, and very similar to the +one we had occupied near Cressy. We were +taken to it in motor-'buses for the men were +too exhausted to march, and the days spent +there were days of great delight. We had a +glorious, crowded-out service on the Sunday. +It was both a thanksgiving and a memorial +service, and I spoke to the men on "The +Passing of the Angels."</span></p> +<p class="pnext"><span>"When the music ceased," I said, "and the +herald-angels departed, the sky became very +empty, cold and gray to the Shepherds; and +they said one to another, 'let us now go even +unto Bethlehem.' And they went and found +out Jesus. If the angels had stayed the +shepherds would have stayed with them. The +angels had to come to point them to Jesus but, +that done, they had to go away to make the +shepherds desire Jesus and seek Him. 'When +the half-gods go the gods arrive.' The angels +had to make room for Jesus and the second +best had to yield place to the best. When John +the Baptist was killed his disciples went in their +sorrow to Jesus; and having lost our noble +comrades, we must go to Him also. The best +in our friends came from Jesus as the sweet +light of the moon comes from the sun; and we +must go to the Source. If we find and keep +to Jesus, sooner or later we shall find our lost +friends again, for 'them also which sleep in +Jesus will God bring with him!'"</span></p> +<p class="pnext"><span>In some such words I tried to comfort those +who had left their comrades behind in the +graves on the Somme; for I know how deeply +they felt the loss. During the week we had +dinner parties, and all kinds of jolly social +intercourse. It was amusing to see the delight +everyone felt at having a bed to sleep in. +"Look Padre, at these white sheets," an officer +cried as I passed his window. He was as +merry over them as if a rich maiden aunt had +remembered him in her will. Some got "leave" +home, and were so frankly joyful about it that +it made the rest of us both glad and envious. +We made up for it somewhat by getting leave +to spend an occasional day in Amiens. There +I went into the glorious cathedral. Almost the +whole of the front was sandbagged, but even +thus, it was a "thing of beauty" and has +become for me a "joy forever."</span></p> +<p class="pnext"><span>Except Rouen Cathedral I have seen nothing +to equal it. Notre Dame, with its invisible +yet clinging tapestry of history, is more deeply +moving. But it is sadder--more sombre. +Something of the ugliness and tragedy of +by-gone days peep out in it; but Amiens Cathedral +is a thing of pure joy and beauty. It suggests +fairies, while Notre Dame suggests goblins.</span></p> +<p class="pnext"><span>While I was looking at its glorious +rose-windows which were casting their rich colors +on the pillars, a father and his two children +came in. The man and son dipped their +fingers in the shell of holy water, crossed their +foreheads and breasts with the water, and were +passing on; but the little girl who was too +short to reach the shell, took hold of her +father's arm and pulled him back. She, too, +wished to dip her fingers in holy water, and +make the sign of the cross over her mind and +heart. The father yielded to her importunity +and touched her hand with his wet fingers. +She made the sacred sign and was satisfied. +The father and son had remembered their own +needs but forgotten the child's.</span></p> +<p class="pnext"><span>After all the tragic happenings on the +Somme why should this little incident linger in +my memory like a primrose in a crater? Did +it not linger </span><em class="italics">because</em><span> of the tragedy of the +preceding weeks? I had been living weeks +together without seeing a child and after the +slaughter of youth which I had witnessed the +sight of a child in a cathedral was inexpressibly +beautiful. The father's neglect of its finer +needs gave me pain. We have lost so many +young men, that every child and youth left to +us ought to be cared for as the apple of our +eye. We have lost more than our young men. +We have lost those who would have been their +children. The little ones who might have been, +have gone to their graves with their fathers.</span></p> +<p class="pnext"><span>The old recruiting cry, "the young and single +first" was necessary from a military standpoint +but, from a merely human point of view, +I could never see much justice in it. The young +had no responsibility, direct or indirect, for the +war. They were given life and yet before +they could taste it, they were called upon to +die in our behalf. We who are older have +tasted of life and love; the residue of our years +will be much the same as those that have gone +before; there will be little of surprise or +newness of experience. Perhaps, too, we have +living memorials of ourselves, so that if we die, +our personality and name will still live on. +Our death will only be partial. While William +Pitt lived could it be said that Lord Chatham +had died? His body was dead, truly, but his +spirit found utterance in the British House of +Commons every time his son spoke, and +Napoleon felt the strength of his arm as truly +did Montcalm on the Heights of Abraham. I +should not have mourned the loss of the young +Scot and the Greek so much, had they left to +the world some image and likeness of +themselves. In dying, they gave more than +themselves to death;</span></p> +<blockquote> +<div> +<div class="line-block outermost"> +<div class="line"><span>"Those who would have been</span></div> +<div class="line"><span>Their sons they gave--their immortality."</span></div> +<div class="line"> </div> +</div> +</div> +</blockquote> +<p class="pfirst"><span>After a summer on the Somme, I have come +to understand something of how fear of the +devouring maw of Time became almost an +obsession with Shakespeare. Death had taken +from him some of the dearest intimates of his +heart, and taken them young. And so, like the +sound of a funeral-bell echoing down the lane +where lovers walk, there is heard through all +his sonnets and poems of love the approaching +footsteps of death. Sometimes the footsteps +sound faintly, but they are seldom absent. +How then would he have felt in a war like +this, in which the "young and single" have gone +out by the hundred thousand to prematurely die?</span></p> +<p class="pnext"><span>Others, however, who have given their lives +were married men, and they have left images +of themselves in trust to the nation. We know +the last thoughts of a dying father. Captain +Falcon Scott as he lay dying at the South Pole +has expressed them for all time. "Take care +of the boy," he said, "there should be good +stuff in him." He found comfort in the +reflection that he would, though he died, live on +in his son; but he was saddened by the thought +that the son would have to face the battle of +life without a father to back him up. The +boy would therefore need special "care."</span></p> +<p class="pnext"><span>On the evening of the first battle of the +Somme I spoke to a young officer as he lay in +a bed at the Field Ambulance. He had lost +his right arm and he told me how it had +happened. He was charging across No Man's +Land when a shell cut it off near the shoulder, +and flung it several yards away. As he saw +it fall to the ground the sight so overcame him +that he cried aloud in distress, "Oh my arm! +My beautiful arm." He was still mourning +its loss, so, to comfort him, I told him that +Nelson lost </span><em class="italics">his</em><span> right arm and won the Battle +of Trafalgar after he had lost it. Like +Nelson, I told him, he would learn to write with +his left hand and still do a man's job. He +would not be useless in life as he feared. +When the children of our dead soldiers charge +across No Man's Land in the battle of life +they will think of their lost fathers, and the +agonizing cry of the young wounded soldier +will rise to their lips, "Oh my arm, my +beautiful arm." The State is providing artificial +arms for our wounded soldiers. Will it be a +right arm to the children of its dead? Will +it be a father to the fatherless and a husband +to the widow? Unless it is ready for this +sacred task, it had no right to ask for and +accept the lives of these men.</span></p> +<p class="pnext"><span>The State, with the help of the Church, must +resolve that no child shall suffer because its +father was a hero and patriot. The State must +help the child to the shell of holy water without +the little one having to pull at its arm to +remind it of its duties. If the children of our +dead soldiers lack education, food, moral and +spiritual guidance, or a proper start in life, +no words will be condemnatory enough to +adequately describe the nation's crime and +ingratitude. They are the sons and daughters +of heroes and there "should be good stuff" in +them. It is the nation's privilege, as well as +its duty, to take the place of their fathers.</span></p> +<p class="pnext"><span>A few days later I walked into Arras from +the neighboring village. There were guns all +along the road, and there was not a house but +bore the mark of shells. Some of the civilians +had remained, but these were mostly old people +who could not settle elsewhere, and who +preferred to die at home rather than live in a +strange place. One house impressed me +greatly. It had been badly damaged but, its +garden was untouched and in it were half a +dozen rose-trees. It was the beginning of +spring, and each tree was covered over with +sacking to preserve it from the cold and +fragments of shells. The owner did not care +sufficiently for his own life to move away, but he +cared for the life of his roses. And so, when +the summer came there were roses in at least +one garden in Arras.</span></p> +<p class="pnext"><span>The noise of the guns was terrific and the +old man had to live in the cellar, but he found +leisure of soul to cultivate his roses. His action +was one of the most beautiful things I have +seen in the entire war. The children of our +homes are more beautiful than Arras roses, +and more difficult to rear. May we trust our +country not to neglect them? Will she save +them from the mark of the shell, and help +them to grow up to a full and perfect loveliness? +Our dying soldiers have trusted her to do it. +From their graves they plead,</span></p> +<blockquote> +<div> +<div class="line-block outermost"> +<div class="line"><span>"If ye break faith with us who die,</span></div> +<div class="line"><span>We shall not sleep, though poppies blow</span></div> +<div class="line"><span>In Flanders fields."</span></div> +</div> +</div> +</blockquote> +<div class="vspace" style="height: 4em"> +</div> +<p class="center pfirst" id="a-funeral-under-fire"><span class="bold large">XVI</span></p> +<p class="center pnext"><span class="bold large">A FUNERAL UNDER FIRE</span></p> +<div class="vspace" style="height: 2em"> +</div> +<p class="pfirst"><span>It was in a ruined village behind the +trenches. A fatigue party had just come +out of the line, and was on its way to +rest-billets in the next village. The men were +tired so they sat down to rest in the deserted +street. Suddenly, a scream, as from a +disembodied spirit, pierced the air. There was a +crash, a cloud of smoke, and five men lay +dead on the pavement, and twelve wounded. +Next morning I was asked to bury one of the +dead. Under a glorious July sky a Roman +Catholic chaplain and I cycled between desolate +fields into the village. A rifleman guided +us down a communication-trench till we came +to the cemetery. It was a little field fenced +with trees. There we found a Church of +England chaplain. He and the Catholic +chaplain had two men each to bury.</span></p> +<p class="pnext"><span>A burial party was at work on the five graves. +It was the fatigue party of the evening before, +and the men were preparing the last resting +place of those who had died at their side. +They worked rapidly, for all the morning the +village had been under a bombardment which +had not as yet ceased. Before they had +finished they were startled by the familiar but +fatal scream of a shell and threw themselves +on the ground. It burst a short distance away +without doing harm, and the soldiers went on +with their work, as if nothing had happened. +When the graves were ready, two of the bodies +were brought out and lowered with ropes. +The Church of England chaplain read the +burial service over them, and we all stood round +as mourners. Two more bodies were brought +out and we formed a circle round them while +the Roman Catholic chaplain read the burial +service of his Church--chiefly, in Latin. There +now remained but one, and he, in turn, was +quietly lowered into his grave. He was still +wearing his boots and uniform and was wrapped +around with his blanket.</span></p> +<blockquote> +<div> +<div class="line-block outermost"> +<div class="line"><span>"No useless coffin enclosed his breast,</span></div> +<div class="line"><span>Not in sheet or in shroud we wound him;</span></div> +<div class="line"><span>But he lay like a warrior taking his rest</span></div> +<div class="line"><span>With his martial cloak around him."</span></div> +<div class="line"> </div> +</div> +</div> +</blockquote> +<p class="pfirst"><span>All his comrades who had been with him in +the dread hour of death were mourning by his +grave, and standing with them were his officer +and two chaplains. I read the full service as +it is given in our Prayer Book. It was all +that one could do for him. The Catholic +chaplain had sprinkled consecrated water on the +bodies and I sprinkled consecrated soil. Was +it not in truth holy soil? Behind me was one +long, common grave in which lay buried a +hundred and ten French soldiers; "110 Braves" +was the inscription the cross bore. In front of +me were three rows of graves in which were +lying British soldiers. French and British +soldiers were mingling their dust. In death, as in +life, they were not divided.</span></p> +<p class="pnext"><span>I felt led to offer no prayer for the lad at +my feet, nor for his dead comrades. He needed +no prayer of mine; rather did I need his. He +was safe home in port. The storm had spent +itself and neither rock, nor fog, nor fire would +trouble him again. His living comrades and +I were still out in the storm, battling towards +the land. He had no need of us, but his parents +and comrades had need of him. We were +there to pay a tribute to his life and death, to +pray for his loved ones, and to learn how frail +we are and how dependent upon Him who is +beyond the reach of the chances and changes +of this mortal life.</span></p> +<p class="pnext"><span>I was half way through the recital of the +last prayer--"We bless Thy Holy Name for +all Thy servants departed this life in Thy +faith and fear"--when that fatal, well-known +scream, as of a vulture darting down on its +prey, again tore the air. The men, as they +had been taught, dropped to the ground like +stones. My office demanded that I should +continue the prayer, and leave with God the +decision as to how it should end. There was a +crash, and the branches of the trees overhead +trembled as some fragments of shell smote +them. But there was nothing more. The men +rose as quickly as they had fallen, and all were +reverently standing to attention before the last +words of the prayer found utterance. The +graves were filled in and we went our several +ways. Next day white crosses were placed +over the five mounds, and we bade them a long +and last farewell.</span></p> +<div class="vspace" style="height: 4em"> +</div> +<p class="center pfirst" id="a-soldier-s-calvary"><span class="bold large">XVII</span></p> +<p class="center pnext"><span class="bold large">A SOLDIER'S CALVARY</span></p> +<div class="vspace" style="height: 2em"> +</div> +<p class="pfirst"><span>There is one afternoon on the Somme +that stands out in my memory like a +dark hill when the sun has sunk below +the verge and left a lingering bar of red across +the sky. It was a Calvary thick with the bodies +of our men. I was looking for the +Westminsters and they were difficult to find. I +passed over one trench and reached another. +There I asked the men if they knew where the +Westminsters were, and they expressed the +opinion that the regiment was in the trench +ahead. There was no communication trench +so I followed a fatigue-party for some distance +which was marching in single file, and +carrying hand-grenades to the firing line. They +turned to the right and I kept straight on. +Every few yards I passed rifles reversed and +fastened in the ground by their bayonets. They +marked the graves of the dead. A few +soldiers, but newly killed, were still lying out.</span></p> +<p class="pnext"><span>At last I reached a trench and found in it +a number of Westminsters. They were +signalers on special duty, and they told me that +I had already passed the regiment on my left. +The poor fellows were in a sad plight. The +weather was cold and they were without +shelter. There were German dug-outs but they +were partly blown in and full of German dead. +The stench that rose from these, and from the +shallow graves around, was almost unbearable. +Yet there amid falling shells, the lads had to +remain day and night. Their rations were +brought to them, but as every ounce of food +and drop of water, in addition to the letters +from home, had to be brought on pack mules +through seven or eight miles of field tracks in +which the mules struggled on up to the knees +in sticky mud and sometimes up to the belly, +it was impossible for the regiment to receive +anything beyond water and "iron rations," i.e., +hard biscuits. Water was so precious that not +a drop could be spared to wash faces or clean +teeth with, and I always took my own +water-bottle and food, to avoid sharing the scanty +supplies of the officers. After a little time +spent with the signalers I moved up the trench +and looked in at the little dug-out of the +Colonel commanding. All the officers present, +bearded almost beyond recognition, were sitting +on the floor. The enemy had left a small red +electric light, which added an almost absurd +touch of luxury to the miserable place. Farther +up the trench I found the Brigade Staff +Captain in a similar dug-out and after making +inquiries as to the position of the Queen's +Westminster Regiment which was my objective, I +left to find it; for the sun was already setting. +The path was across the open fields, and the +saddest I have ever trod. I was alone and +had but little idea of location, but it was +impossible to miss the path. On the right and +left, it was marked at every few steps with +dead men. Most of them were still grasping +their rifles. They had fallen forward as they +rushed over the ground, and their faces--their +poor, blackened, lipless faces--were towards +the foe. There had, as yet, been no +opportunity to bury them for the ground was still +being shelled and the burial parties had been +all too busily engaged in other parts of the +field. I longed to search for their identity +discs that I might know who they were and +make a note of the names; but I had to leave +it to the burial party. I was already feeling +sick with the foul smells in the trench and the +sights on the way, and lacked the strength to +look for the discs around the wrists and necks +of the poor, decomposed bodies. It had to be +left to men of the burial party whose nerves +were somewhat more hardened to the task by +other experiences of the kind. It was a new +Calvary on which I was standing. These poor +bodies miles from home and with no woman's +hands to perform the last offices of affection +were lying there as the price of the world's +freedom.</span></p> +<p class="pnext"><span>Would that all who talk glibly of freedom +and justice might have seen what I saw on that +dreary journey, that they might the better +realize the spiritual depths of liberty and +righteousness, and the high cost at which they are won +for the race. It is fatally easy to persuade +ourselves that there is no need for us to tread the +bitter path of suffering and death--that we can +achieve freedom and justice by being charitable, +and by talking amiably to our enemies. We +try to believe that they are as anxious to +achieve liberty for the world as we are, that +they are striving to bind mankind in fetters of +iron, only through lack of knowledge as to +our intentions. Their hearts and intentions are +good but they are misled, and after a little talk +with them around a table they would put off +their "shining armor" and become angels of +light carrying palm branches in place of swords +and fetters.</span></p> +<p class="pnext"><span>This is a mighty pleasant theory, only it is +not true; and we cannot get rid of evil by +ignoring it, nor of the devil by buying him a new +suit. There are men willing to die to destroy +liberty, just as there are others willing to die +in its defense. It is not that they do not +understand liberty. They </span><em class="italics">do</em><span>, and that is why they +wish to destroy it. It is the enemy of their +ideal. Whether liberty will survive or not, +depends upon whether there are more men +inspired to die in defending liberty, than there +are willing to die in opposing it. A thing lives +while men love it sufficiently well to die for it. +We get what we deserve; and readiness to die +for it is the price God has put on liberty.</span></p> +<p class="pnext"><span>Words are things too cheap to buy it. When +someone suggested establishing a new religion +to supersede Christianity, Voltaire is reported +to have asked if the founder were willing to +be crucified for it? Otherwise, it would stand +no chance of success. It was a deep criticism, +and showed that Voltaire was no fool. Blood is +the test, not words. A nation can only achieve +liberty when it is determined to be free or die. +"Whosoever shall seek to save his life shall +lose it." "Never man spake" as Christ spake, +but He did not save the world by talking to +it, but by dying for it. Outpoured blood, not +outpoured words, is the proof of moral +convictions and the means of their propaganda; +our soldiers may not be learned in some things, +but they have learned </span><em class="italics">that</em><span>. They know the +cause will win which has most moral power, and +that the cause with most moral strength will +prove itself to be the one with most martyrs. +And the side with most men ready to be +martyrs will outstay the other. The spirit of +martyrdom, not negotiation, is the path to +liberty and peace. You cannot negotiate with +a tiger. The dispute is too simple for negotiation. +You have to kill the tiger, or yourself be +killed.</span></p> +<p class="pnext"><span>While I was on leave, a man told me that +he had asked some soldiers from the Front +why they were fighting, and they could not tell +him. Probably. All the deepest things are +of life beyond telling. No true man can tell +why he loves his wife or children. This trust +in words, in being able to "tell why," is truly +pathetic. I would not trust a wife's love if +she could tell her husband exactly </span><em class="italics">why</em><span> she +loved him; nor would I trust our soldiers not +to turn tail in battle if they could </span><em class="italics">tell</em><span> just why +they are fighting. They cannot </span><em class="italics">tell</em><span>, but with +their poor lipless faces turned defiantly against +the foe they can </span><em class="italics">show</em><span> why they are fighting. +Let those who want to know the soldiers' +reason </span><em class="italics">why</em><span> they fight go and see them there on +the blasted field of battle, not ask them when +they come home on leave. The lips of a soldier +perish </span><em class="italics">first</em><span>, as his dead body lies exposed on +the battlefield; his rifle he clutches to the last; +and it is a lesson terrible enough for even the +densest talker to understand.</span></p> +<p class="pnext"><span>The dead lads lying out in the open with +their rifles pointing towards the enemy voice +their reason why loud enough for the deaf +to hear and the world to heed. Ideals must +be died for if they are to be realized on +earth, for they have bitter enemies who +stick at nothing. And we have to defend our +ideal with our lives or be cravens and let it +perish.</span></p> +<p class="pnext"><span>History, with unimportant variations, is +constantly repeating itself; and in nothing is it +so consistent as in the price it puts on liberty. +The lease of liberty runs out; the lease has +to be renewed, and it is renewed by suffering +and martyrdom. The dear dead lads whom +I saw on that terrible afternoon were +renewing the lease. With their bodies they had +marked out a highway over which the peoples +of the earth may march to freedom and to +justice.</span></p> +<p class="pnext"><span>The view, all too common, that our soldiers +regard the war as a kind of picnic, and an +attack as a sort of rush for the goal in a game +of football, is false--false as sin. It is a view +blind to the whole psychology of the war, and +misses the meaning of our soldiers' gayety as +much as it ignores their fear and sorrow. The +trenches are a Gethsemane to them and their +prayer is, "Our Father, all things are possible +unto Thee: take away this cup from me: +nevertheless not what I will, but what Thou wilt."</span></p> +<p class="pnext"><span>One day, when I went into a mess-room in +which letters were being censored, an officer +said to me, "Read this, Padre, there's a +reference to you, and a candid expression of a man's +attitude towards religion."</span></p> +<p class="pnext"><span>I took the letter and it read: "Our chaplain +isn't far out when he says, in his book, that +though we may speak lightly of the church we +don't think or speak lightly of Christ. +However careless we may be when we are out of +the trenches, when we are in we all pray. +There is nothing else we can do."</span></p> +<p class="pnext"><span>I have been eighteen months with a fighting +regiment on the Front, and I have never spoken +to any officer who did not regard it as a +mathematical certainty that, unless he happened to +fall sick or be transferred--neither of which +he expected--he would be either killed or +wounded. And I agreed with him without +saying it. He does not even hope to escape +wounds. They are inevitable if he stays long +enough; for one battle follows another and his +time comes. He only hopes to escape death +and the more ghastly wounds. He hopes the +wound when it comes will be a "cushy one." The +men take the same view. The period before +going into the trenches, or into battle, is +to them like the Garden of Gethsemane was +to Christ; they are "exceeding sorrowful" and +in their presence I have often felt as one who +stood "as it were, a stone's throw" from them. +They are going out with the expectation of +meeting death.</span></p> +<p class="pnext"><span>On the 1st of July, 1916, twenty officers in +our regiment went over the top. Nineteen +were killed or wounded and the one who +returned to the regiment was suffering from +shell-shock and had to be sent home. Although +our losses are much lower now, the officers and +men experience the agony and bloody sweat +of Gethsemane rather than the pleasure of a +picnic in Epping Forest. This explains, too, +their gayety. It is the happiness of men who +know that they are doing their bit for the +world's good, and playing the man, not the +cad. The rise of happiness into gayety is the +natural reaction from the sorrow and alarm +which have been clouding their hearts. In +peace time they will never know either the +intensity of joy or sorrow they know now. A +man never feels so truly humorous as when he +is sad. Humor is a kind of inverted sadness. +The most exquisite sadness produces the most +exquisite humor as the deepest wells give the +sweetest, purest and coldest water.</span></p> +<blockquote> +<div> +<div class="line-block outermost"> +<div class="line"><span>Tears and laughter are never far from one another,</span></div> +<div class="line"><span>The heart overflows on one side, and then on the other.</span></div> +<div class="line"> </div> +</div> +</div> +</blockquote> +<p class="pfirst"><span>Our soldiers' minds are not filled with +thoughts of Germans, but with thoughts of the +friends they have left behind them. Nor do +they often think of killing Germans. They +neither think so much of the Germans nor so +bitterly of them as do the people at home. +The Germans have not the same prominence +in the picture. Deeds relieve their emotions in +regard to the Germans and leave their hearts +open for the things and folk they love.</span></p> +<p class="pnext"><span>It is commonly supposed (and this idea is +fostered by some war correspondents), that +when our men go over the top they are +possessed with a mad lust to kill Germans. The +ultimate aim of a general planning a battle is +to kill Germans no doubt, for that is the only +way to achieve victory; and if the Germans do +not want to be killed they know what to do. +Let them surrender or retire. The private +agrees with the general in the necessity for +killing Germans, but that is not what he is +thinking of when he goes over the top; nor is +it what we should be thinking of in his place. +He is thinking of the Germans killing him. +Life is sweet at nineteen or one-and-twenty. It +pleads to be spared a little longer. A lad does +not want to die; and as he goes over the parapet +he is thinking less of taking German lives than +of losing his own. He knows that German +heads will not fit English shoulders, and that, +however many enemy lives he may take, none +of them will restore his own if he loses it, as +he is quite likely to do. He is going out to +be mutilated or to die. That is his standpoint +whatever may be the general's or the +war-correspondent's. He goes for his country's sake +and the right. It is his duty, and there is an +end of it.</span></p> +<p class="pnext"><span>Most of the killing in modern war is done +by the artillery and machine-guns. Comparatively +few men have seen the face of an enemy +they know themselves to have killed. A +regiment goes out to be shot at, rather than to +shoot. Unless this simple fact be grasped, the +mentality of the soldier cannot be understood. +The lust for killing Germans would never take +a man out of his dug-out; but the love of his +country and the resolve to do his duty will take +him out and lead him over the top. It is what +he volunteered for, but it goes hard when the +time comes for all that.</span></p> +<p class="pnext"><span>The unburied men I saw had, but a short +while ago, no idea of becoming soldiers. They +were the light of a home and the stay of a +business. With that they were content. But +the challenge came; and they went out to +defend the right against the wrong--the true +against the false. They toiled up a new +Calvary "with the cross that turns not back," and +now they lie buried in a strange land. They +have lost all for themselves, but they have +gained all for us and for those who will come +after us. Yet although they saved others, +themselves they could not save.</span></p> +<div class="vspace" style="height: 4em"> +</div> +<p class="center pfirst" id="the-hospital-train"><span class="bold large">XVIII</span></p> +<p class="center pnext"><span class="bold large">THE HOSPITAL TRAIN</span></p> +<div class="vspace" style="height: 2em"> +</div> +<p class="pfirst"><span>We were carried from our regiments to +the hospital in ambulance cars. I, +and several others, had trench fever. +Some were suffering from gas poisoning. One +lovely boy--for he was nothing more--was +near to death with "mustard" gas. The doctor +at the Dressing Station had opened a vein and +bled him of a pint of blood. It was the only +hope of saving him. But as the car bumped +over the rough roads and the gas in his lungs +grew more suffocating he almost despaired of +reaching the hospital alive. Others were +wounded; and one had appendicitis. After a +period in hospital, during which we were +honored with a visit by General Byng, it was +decided that we should go to the Base. We lay +down on stretchers, and orderlies carried us to +the waiting cars. At the station we were lifted +into the hospital train. The racks had been +taken down and stretchers put in their places. +These were reserved for the "lying cases." The +"sitting cases" occupied the seats--one to +each corner. It was afternoon and as soon as +the train began to move tea was served. The +train sped on and, about sun-set, a most +excellent dinner was provided by the orderlies on +board.</span></p> +<p class="pnext"><span>It was the time of the new moon. "Keep +the window open," said one, "it is unlucky to +see the new moon through glass, and we need +all the good luck we can get," and he avoided +looking through the glass until he had seen the +moon through the open window. We chatted, +read our magazines, or slept--just as we felt +inclined. The night wore on and at about two +o'clock we reached Rouen. Cars rushed us to +one of the Red Cross hospitals. A doctor +slipped out of bed, examined our cards, decided +in which wards we should be put, and orderlies +led or carried us thither. A nurse showed each +of us to his room. We were got to bed and +another nurse brought some tea. Next +morning we were examined and put down for +removal across the Channel.</span></p> +<p class="pnext"><span>The nurses are radiant as sunshine, and +diffuse a spirit of merriment throughout the +hospital. It was a pure joy to be under their +care. At three o'clock the following morning, +without previous warning, a nurse came and +awakened us. We had half an hour to dress. +Another nurse then came round with a dainty +breakfast. We were then put into cars and +taken to the hospital train. It left as dawn +was breaking, and we were on our way to +"Blighty." We had a comfortable journey and +reached Havre about nine. Orderlies carried +us on board ship and we were taken to our +cots. Breakfast was served immediately. We +felt a huge content; and hoped to be across by +night. But the ship remained by the quay all +day. In the evening it moved out of the harbor +and lay near its mouth. Towards midnight it +slipped its anchor and headed for home.</span></p> +<p class="pnext"><span>All had received life-belts and a card directing +us which boat to make for, should the ship +be torpedoed. Mine was "Boat 5, Starboard." My +neighbor on the right had been on a torpedoed +boat once and had no desire to be on +another. The lights of the ship were obscured +or put out, and we silently stole over the waters +towards the much desired haven. There was +no sound but the steady thump of the engines, +and we were soon asleep. Shortly after dawn +we awoke to find ourselves in Southampton +Water. A water-plane drew near, settled like +a gull on the water, and then plowed its way +through the waves with the speed of a motor-boat.</span></p> +<p class="pnext"><span>About nine o'clock we were carried off the +boat to the station. Women workers supplied us +with telegraph forms, confectionery and +cigarettes; orderlies brought us tea. We were then +taken to the train. It was even more comfortable +than the hospital trains in France; and we had +women nurses. On each side of the train, for +its full length, were comfortable beds and we +were able to sit up or recline at our pleasure. +Lunch was served on board, and of a character +to tempt the most ailing man. No shortage +of food is allowed to obtain on the hospital +train. It has the first claim on the food supply +and it has the first claim to the railroad. It +stops at no station except for its own +convenience. Even the King's train stops to let +the hospital train pass.</span></p> +<p class="pnext"><span>We were under the care of a nurse who had +reached middle life. She had been on a +torpedoed hospital ship! on one that struck a +mine without bursting it; and on another that +collided with a destroyer in the dark. She was +greatly disappointed at the decision which had +removed nurses from the hospital ships because +of the danger from submarines. She fully +appreciated the chivalry of the men who would +not let their women be drowned; but it had +robbed the women of a chance of proving their +devotion, and she could not see why the men +should do all the dying. The women were +ready to meet death with the men and as their +mates and equals. Their place was with the +wounded whatever might befall, and they were +ready.</span></p> +<p class="pnext"><span>Hospital trains have run daily for three +years now, and human nature can get used to +anything. We thought, therefore, that the +people would have become used to the hospital +train. But greater surprise never gladdened a +man's heart than the one which awaited us as +we steamed out of Southampton. All the +women and children by the side of the railway +were at their windows or in their gardens, +waving their hands to us. And all the way to +Manchester the waving of welcoming hands +never ceased. At every station the porters +doffed their caps to the hospital train as it sped +past. There was not a station large or small +that did not greet us with a group of proud +smiling faces. Our eyes were glued to the +windows all the way. For one day in our lives, +at least, we were kings, and our procession +through "England's green and pleasant land" +was a royal one. We passed through quiet +country districts but at every wall or fence +there were happy faces. We wondered where +they all came from, and how they knew of our +coming. There were tiny children sitting on +all the railway fences waving hands to us. +One little girl of four or five was sitting on the +fence by a country station and waving her little +hand. We had not seen English children for +months and Pope Gregory spoke the truth +ages ago when he said that they are "not +Angles but Angels." The sight of them after +so long an absence was as refreshing to the +spirit as the sight of violets and primroses +after a long and bitter winter.</span></p> +<p class="pnext"><span>At Birmingham the train made its only stop. +Men and women of the St. John Ambulance +Association boarded the train and supplied us +with tea; and, as the train moved out, stood +at attention on the platform. At Manchester +we received a warm welcome that told us we +were in Lancashire. Men and women helped +us to the waiting cars and handed cups of tea +to us. It was raining of course--being +Manchester--but as we passed near a railway arch +a waiting crowd rushed out into the rain and +startled us with a cry of welcome which was also +a cry of pain. Most of the men in the cars +were Lancashire lads and in the welcome given +them there were tears as well as smiles. +Lancashire has a great heart as well as a long head. +It suffers with those who suffer and the cry of +the heart was heard in the welcome of its +voice. There was a welcome too, at the door +of the hospital and at the door of each ward. +Water was brought to our bedside, and then +a tray bearing a well-cooked dinner.</span></p> +<p class="pnext"><span>We had reached home.</span></p> +<div class="vspace" style="height: 4em"> +</div> +<p class="center pfirst" id="after-winter-spring"><span class="bold large">XIX</span></p> +<p class="center pnext"><span class="bold large">AFTER WINTER, SPRING</span></p> +<div class="vspace" style="height: 2em"> +</div> +<p class="pfirst"><span>A man's heart must be dead within him +if, under the summer sun, he can look +on the desolated ground of the Western +battle-front without feeling emotions of +joy and hope. In the winter-time the clumps +of blasted trees looked like groups of forsaken +cripples. Their broken branches stood out +against the gray sky in utter nakedness, as if +appealing to heaven against the inhumanity of +man. In a way, it was more depressing to +pass a ruined wood than a destroyed village. +Some of the trees had all their limbs shattered; +others, thicker than a man's body, were cut +clean through the middle; others, again, were +torn clean up by the roots and lay sprawling +on the ground. It seemed impossible that spring +could ever again clothe them in her garments +of gladdening green. We imagined the trees +would appear amid the sunshine of the +summer black, gaunt and irreconcilable; pointing +their mangled stumps towards those who had +done them such irreparable wrong and, as the +wind whistled through them, calling on all +decent men to rise up and avenge them of their +enemies.</span></p> +<p class="pnext"><span>But, suddenly, we found that the reconciling +spring was back in the woods exercising all +her oldtime witchery. Each broken limb was +covered with fresh foliage and each scarred +stump put out sprouts of green. The broken +but blossoming woods grew into a picture of +Hope, infinitely more sublime and touching +than the one to which Watts gave the name. +It was a picture drawn and colored by the +finger of God, and it made the fairest of man's +handiwork look weak and incomplete. Uprooted +trees lay on the ground in full blossom, +and shell-lopped branches again took on the +form of beauty. The transformation was +wonderful to behold.</span></p> +<p class="pnext"><span>And it all happened in a week. When our +men went into the trenches the trees were +black, bare and bruised, but when they came +out of the front line into the support-trenches +the wood behind them was a tender green and +had grown curved and symmetrical. It seemed +as if the fairies of our childhood had returned +to the earth and were dwelling in the wood. +Although two long-range naval guns lay hidden +behind it, which, with deep imprecations opened +their terrible mouths to hurl fiery thunderbolts +at the enemy, the fairies seemed unafraid and +daily continued to weave for the trees beautiful +garments of leaf and blossom. I have seen +nothing that brought such gladness to both +officers and men. A new spirit seemed abroad. +We were in a new atmosphere and a new +world. The war seemed already won, and the +work of renewal and reconstruction begun.</span></p> +<p class="pnext"><span>And now the summer had done for the +ground what the spring did for the trees. One +Sunday, I was to hold a service on ground +that was, in the springtime, No Man's Land. +Having ample time I left the dusty road and +walked across the broken fields through which +our front-line trenches had run. There were +innumerable shell holes and I had to pick my +way with care through the long grass and +lingering barbed wire. I had been over the +ground on the day following the advance. +Then it was a sea of mud, with vast breakwaters +of rusty barbed wire. Now, however, +Nature's healing hand was at work. Slowly +but surely the trenches were falling in, and the +shell-holes filling up. The lips of the craters +and trenches were red as a maiden's--red with +the poppies which come to them. Here and +there were large patches of gold and white +where unseen hands had sown the mud with +dog-daisies. There were other patches all +ablaze with the red fire of the poppies, and as +the slender plants swayed in the wind, the fire +leaped up or died down.</span></p> +<p class="pnext"><span>When the war broke out I was in "Poppyland" +near Cromer, in East Anglia. There I +first heard the tramp of armed men on the way +to France, and there first caught the strain of +"Tipperary"--the farewell song of the First +Seven Divisions--a strain I can never hear +now without having to stifle back my tears. +As I passed by these patches of blood-red +poppies I thought of those old and stirring days +at Cromer when we watched a regiment of the +original Expeditionary Force singing +"Tipperary" as it marched swingingly through the +narrow streets. The declaration of war was +hourly expected and the pier and some of the +Sunday-school rooms were given to the soldiers +for billets. By morning every soldier had +vanished and we could only guess where, but +a remark made by one of them to another +lingers still. They were standing apart, and +watching the fuss the people were making over +the regiment.</span></p> +<p class="pnext"><span>"Yes," he said to his comrade, "they think +a great deal of the soldiers in time of war, +but they don't think much of us in days of +peace."</span></p> +<p class="pnext"><span>The remark was so true that it cut like a +knife and the wound rankles yet. I have often +wondered what became of the lad that went +out to France to the horrors of war, with such +memories of our attitude towards him in the +times of peace. I hope he lived long enough +to see our repentance. His memory haunted +me among the poppies of Beaurains. In the +English Poppyland there was nothing to +compare with the red-coated army of poppies now +occupying our old front line. In these trenches +our gallant men had for nearly three years +fought and bled, and it seemed as if every drop +of blood poured out by them had turned into +a glorious and triumphant poppy.</span></p> +<p class="pnext"><span>The spring and summer have taught me +afresh that there is in our lives a Power that +is not ourselves. It is imminent in us and in +all things, yet transcends all. "Change and +decay in all around we see," and still there is +One who changes not; He "</span><em class="italics">from</em><span> everlasting +</span><em class="italics">to</em><span> everlasting is God." He is the fountain of +eternal life that no drought can touch. He +heals the broken tree and the broken heart. +He clothes the desolate fields of war with the +golden corn of peace, and in the trenches that +war has scored across the souls of men, he +plants the rich poppies of memory. He drives +away the icy oppression of winter with the +breath or spring, and in His mercy assuages +"the grief that saps the mind for those that +here we see no more."</span></p> +<p class="pnext"><span>He who turns rain-mists into rainbows and +brings out of mud scarlet poppies and +white-petaled daisies without a speck of dirt upon +them, is at work in human life. Out of mud +He has formed the poppy and out of the dust +the body of man. Who then can set Him +limits when He works in the finer material of +man's soul? Eye hath not seen nor heart +conceived the beauty that will come forth when +His workmanship is complete. "If God so +clothe the grass of the field, which to-day is, +and to-morrow is cast into the oven, shall He +not much more clothe you, O ye of little faith" +who were made for immortality? His ways +are past finding out, but they are good. He +puts out the sun but brings forth millions of +stars in its stead. At His call they come +flocking forth as doves to their windows. He +blinds Milton but brings into his soul a flood +of light such as never shone on sea or land, +and in its rays he sees Paradise, lost and +regained. He shuts Bunyan in a noisome prison, +and closes against him the door to his beloved +Bedford, but He opens to him a magic window +that looks on heaven, and the years pass swiftly +as he watches the progress of the pilgrims +towards the Celestial City. In the mud that +has been stained and even saturated with the +life-blood of our soldiers, He has made poppies +to spring to loveliness. It is a parable He is +speaking to us, that the heart of man may feel +and believe that which it is beyond the power +of the mind to grasp, or the tongue to explain.</span></p> +<p class="pnext"><span>The wounds of France are deep and deadly +but they are not self-inflicted and they will heal. +She will blossom again with a glory greater +and purer than all her former glories. She +is even now finding her soul, and revealing a +moral beauty and endurance such as few, even +of her dearest friends, could have foreseen or +foretold. For ashes, God has given her beauty, +and it is worth all her suffering. Not Voltaire, +but Joan of Arc is her pride to-day. When +I was in Rouen I saw the fresh flowers which +the people daily place on the spot where she +died. France knows where her strength lies. +Over Napoleon she has built a magnificent +tomb of marble, but in it, she has not placed +a single flower. As I walked through it, some +time ago, I felt depressed. It made me shiver. +It is magnificent, but dead. One of Joan of +Arc's living flowers would be worth the whole +pile. It is the most tremendous sermon ever +preached on the vanity of military glory and +the emptiness of genius when uninspired by +moral and spiritual worth. France knows. +She gives Joan of Arc a flower, but Napoleon +a stone. France was never so great as now, +and never of such supreme importance to the +world. We could not do without her. On her +coins she represents herself as a Sower that +goes forth sowing. It is a noble ideal, and +truly, where she scatters her seeds of thought +the fair flowers of liberty, equality and +fraternity spring up as poppies spring, where the +blood of our soldiers has watered her fields. +France is the fair Sower among the nations, and +it will be our eternal glory that when she was +suddenly and murderously attacked in her fields +by her brutal and envious neighbor--who +shamelessly stamps a bird of prey on his coins +for </span><em class="italics">his</em><span> symbol, and a skull and cross-bones on +his soldiers' headgear as the expression of his +ambition--England came to her rescue, and +not in vain. The German sword has gone +deeply into the heart of France, but it will leave +not a festering wound but a well of water at +which mankind will drink and be refreshed. +Wound the earth, and there springs forth +water; wound France and there springs forth +inspiration. Trample France in the mud, and +she comes forth pure again, passionate and free +as a poppy blown by the summer wind.</span></p> +<div class="vspace" style="height: 3em"> +</div> +<p class="center pfirst"><em class="italics small">Printed in the United States of America</em></p> +<div class="vspace" style="height: 4em"> +</div> +<p class="center pfirst"><span>* * * * * * * *</span></p> +<div class="vspace" style="height: 4em"> +</div> +<p class="center pfirst"><em class="bold italics large">By CHAPLAIN THOMAS TIPLADY</em></p> +<p class="center pnext"><em class="bold italics large">FIFTH EDITION</em></p> +<div class="vspace" style="height: 2em"> +</div> +<p class="center pfirst"><span class="bold x-large">The Cross at the Front</span></p> +<p class="center pnext"><span class="medium">Fragments from the Trenches.</span></p> +<p class="center pnext"><span class="medium">12mo. 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+ :PG.Title: The Soul of the Soldier
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+ :DC.Creator: Thomas Tiplady
+ :DC.Title: The Soul of the Soldier
+ Sketches from the Western Battle-Front
+ :DC.Language: en
+ :DC.Created: 1918
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+THE SOUL OF THE SOLDIER
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+ :alt: Captain Guy Drummond, 13th Royal Canadian Highlanders. Killed in action, April, 1915. "A SON OF THE MOTHERLAND"
+
+ Captain Guy Drummond, 13th Royal Canadian Highlanders.
+ Killed in action, April, 1915.
+ "A SON OF THE MOTHERLAND"
+
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+ The Soul *of* The Soldier
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+ *Sketches from the Western
+ Battle-Front*
+
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+
+ BY
+
+ .. class:: large
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+ THOMAS TIPLADY
+
+ .. class:: small
+
+ *Chaplain to the Forces*
+
+ .. class:: small
+
+ Author of "THE CROSS AT THE FRONT," etc.
+
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+ .. class:: medium
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+ NEW YORK CHICAGO TORONTO
+ Fleming H. Revell Company
+ LONDON AND EDINBURGH
+
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+ Copyright, 1918, by
+ FLEMING H. REVELL COMPANY
+
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+
+ .. class:: small
+
+ New York: 158 Fifth Avenue
+ Chicago: 17 North Wabash Ave.
+ London: 21 Paternoster Square
+ Edinburgh: 75 Princes Street
+
+ .. vspace:: 4
+
+.. container:: dedication
+
+ .. class:: center medium
+
+ TO THE MEMORY OF THE MANY "WHITE MEN"
+
+ .. vspace:: 1
+
+ I have known and loved in the London Territorials, who,
+ being dedicate to their Country and the cause of Liberty, went
+ over the parapet and did not return.
+
+ | "These laid the world away; poured out the red
+ | Sweet wine of youth: gave up the years to be
+ | Of work and joy, and that unhoped serene
+ | That men call age; and those who would have been
+ | Their sons they gave--their immortality."
+
+ .. vspace:: 4
+
+.. class:: center medium bold
+
+ THE MOTHER'S ANSWER
+
+.. vspace:: 1
+
+..
+
+ | God gave my son in trust to me.
+ | Christ died for him. He should be
+ | A man for Christ. He is his own
+ | And God's and man's, not mine alone.
+ | He was not mine to give. He gave
+ | Himself, that he might help to save
+ | All that a Christian should revere
+ | All that enlightened men hold dear.
+
+ | "To feed the guns." Ah! torpid soul,
+ | Awake, and see life as a whole.
+ | When freedom, honor, justice, right,
+ | Were threatened by the despot's might,
+ | He bravely went for God, to fight
+ | Against base savages, whose pride
+ | The laws of God and man defied;
+ | Who slew the mother and the child;
+ | Who maidens, pure and sweet, defiled;
+ | He did not go to feed the guns,
+ | He went to save from ruthless Huns
+ | His home and country, and to be
+ | A guardian of democracy.
+
+ | "What if he does not come?" you say;
+ | Well, then, my sky will be more gray,
+ | But through the clouds the sun will shine
+ | And vital memories be mine.
+ | God's test of manhood is, I know
+ | Not, will he come--*but did he go*?
+
+ | JAMES L. HUGHES.
+
+.. vspace:: 4
+
+.. class:: center large bold
+
+ PREFACE
+
+.. vspace:: 2
+
+The sketches in this book and in my
+previous one, "The Cross at the
+Front," are attempts to show the soul
+of the soldier serving in France as I have
+seen it during the year and a half that I have
+been with him. It is a padre's privilege and
+duty to be the voice with which, in public
+worship, the soldiers speak to God; and
+through which their last thoughts are borne to
+their friends at home. He is their voice both
+when they are sick or wounded, and when they
+lie silent in the grave. He speaks of their
+hopes and fears, hardships and heroisms,
+laughter and tears. As best he may he tries
+to tell, to those who have a right and a
+longing to know, how they thought, and how they
+bore themselves in the great day of trial when
+all risked their lives and many laid them down.
+
+Soldiers, as a rule, are either inarticulate or
+do not care to speak of themselves; and the
+padre has to be their spokesman if ever their
+deeper thoughts and finer actions are to be
+known to their friends. To do this he may
+have to bring himself into the picture, or even
+illustrate a common thing in their lives by a
+personal experience of his own. To reveal life
+and thought at the Front in the third person,
+and without sacrificing truth and vividness,
+requires a degree of literary power and art which
+cannot be expected of a padre to whom writing
+is but a by-product, and not his main work.
+
+I have written but little of military
+operations--these things are not in my province.
+Moreover, they are not the things which are
+most revealing. The presence of Spring is first
+and most surely revealed by the flowers in our
+gardens and lanes; and the soldier is most
+clearly seen in the little things that happen on
+the march--in his billet or in the Dressing
+Station. Some things are not seen at all. They
+are only felt, and my opinion about them must
+be taken for what it is worth. One knows
+what the men are by their influence on one's
+own mind and life. I do not judge the
+morality and spirituality of our soldiers
+entirely by their habits and speech, for these are
+but outward and clumsy expressions of the
+inner life and are largely conventional. There
+is something else to put in the reckoning, and
+to find out what the soldiers are worth to us
+we must somehow get behind their words and
+actions and find out what they are worth to
+God, whose terrible wheel of war is shaping
+their characters.
+
+I appraise them mostly by the total effect
+of the impact of their souls on mine. I know
+their thoughts and feelings by the thoughts
+and feelings they inspire in me. "Do men
+gather grapes of thorns or figs of thistles?" There
+are certain thoughts and emotions that
+only come to me strongly when I am with the
+soldiers or when I am living again with them
+in memory, and so, I take these as their gift
+to me and judge the men by their influence
+on my character. Character is, in its
+influence, subtle as Spring. Words and actions
+by themselves are too coarse and conventional
+to do anything but mislead us in judging the
+quality of our men. "By their fruits ye shall
+know them." Not by their leaves. Fruit is
+*seed*. In the seed the tree reproduces itself.
+And reproduction, whether in physical, moral
+or spiritual life, is the test of vitality.
+
+I have not unduly loaded my pages with
+ghastly details of war, because their effect on the
+mind of the reader who has not been at the
+Front would be false and distorting. The
+reader would be more horrified in imagining
+them than our soldiers are in seeing them. I
+have tried rather to show life at the Front,
+with its mingling of red and gold, horror and
+happiness, as it affects the soldier; so that his
+friends at home may see it as he sees it, and
+with his sense of proportion. If I could only
+do it, as well as I intend it, my pictures would
+create a truer sympathy between the home and
+the trench. Some would find comfort for their
+hearts, and others would awake to a new and
+noble seriousness. Soldiers have suffered
+much through imperfect sympathies. They
+have been pitied for the wrong things, and
+left to freeze when they needed warmth.
+Only when we realize their dignity and
+greatness and the true nature of their experiences
+can we be their comrades and helpers. Life
+at the Front is brutal and terrifying, and yet
+our soldiers are neither brutalized nor
+terrorized, for there is something great and noble
+at the Front which keeps life pure and sweet
+and the men gentle and chivalrous. When
+"the boys" come home their friends will, in
+almost every case, find them just as bright,
+affectionate and good as when they went out.
+The only change will be a subtle one--a
+deepening in character and manly quality, a
+broadening in mind and creed, and an impatience
+with cant and make-believe whether in politics
+or business, Christianity or Rationalism.
+There will be an air of indefinable greatness
+about them as of men who have been at grips
+with the realities of life and death.
+
+In a footnote to one of his songs, Edward
+Teschemacher says that the gypsies, as they
+wander through the country, leave a sprinkling
+of grass or wild flowers at the cross-roads to
+indicate, to those who come after them, the
+road they have taken. These flowers are
+known as the "Patterain."
+
+These essays are my Patterain--wild flowers
+plucked in France, and left to mark the red
+path trod during the months I have been with
+my comrades at the Front.
+
+I would the flowers were worthier, but such
+as I have, I give; and they are taken out of
+my heart.
+
+ | "Where my caravan has rested
+ | Flowers I leave you on the grass;
+ | All the flowers of love and memory;
+ | You will find them when you pass."
+ |
+ | THOMAS TIPLADY.
+
+.. vspace:: 1
+
+BRITISH EXPEDITIONARY FORCE, FRANCE.
+
+.. vspace:: 4
+
+.. class:: center large bold
+
+ CONTENTS
+
+.. vspace:: 1
+
+.. class:: noindent small
+
+CHAP.
+
+.. class:: noindent white-space-pre-line
+
+I. `The Swan at Ypres`_
+II. `The Roadmakers`_
+III. `The Glamour of the Front`_
+IV. `A White Handkerchief`_
+V. `The Songs Our Soldiers Sing`_
+VI. `Easter Sunday`_
+VII. `"Now the Day is Over"`_
+VIII. `Sons of the Motherland`_
+IX. `The Terror by Night`_
+X. `"Eton Boys Never Duck!"`_
+XI. `"Missing"`_
+XII. `"It Must be Sunday"`_
+XIII. `Our Tommies Never Fail Us`_
+XIV. `The Cross at Neuve Chapelle`_
+XV. `The Children of Our Dead`_
+XVI. `A Funeral under Fire`_
+XVII. `A Soldier's Calvary`_
+XVIII. `The Hospital Train`_
+XIX. `After Winter, Spring`_
+
+
+
+
+
+.. vspace:: 4
+
+.. _`THE SWAN AT YPRES`:
+
+.. class:: center large bold
+
+ I
+
+
+.. class:: center large bold
+
+ THE SWAN AT YPRES
+
+.. vspace:: 2
+
+For three years the storm center of the
+British battle front has been at Ypres.
+Every day and night it has been the
+standing target of thousands of guns. Yet,
+amid all the havoc and thunder of the artillery,
+the graceful white form of a swan had been
+seen gliding over the water of the moat. It
+never lacked food, and was always welcome
+to a share of Tommy's rations. In the Battle
+of Messines--I had the story first-hand from
+a lieutenant of artillery whose battery was
+hidden close by, and who was an eye-witness
+of the incident--a shell burst near the swan,
+and it was mortally wounded. For three long
+years it had spread its white wings as gallantly
+as the white sails of Drake's flagship when he
+sailed out of Plymouth Sound to pluck the beard
+of the Spaniard. But now its adventurous
+voyaging was over. Another beautiful and
+innocent thing had been destroyed by the war
+and had passed beyond recall. There was no
+dying swan-song heard on the waters, but all
+who saw its passing felt that the war had taken
+on a deeper shade of tragedy.
+
+Many a "white man" had been slain near
+the spot but somehow the swan seemed a
+mystical being, and invulnerable. It was a relic
+of the days of peace, and a sign of the survival
+of purity and grace amid the horrors and
+cruelties of war. It spoke of the sacred things
+that yet remain--the beautiful things of the
+soul upon which war can lay no defiling finger.
+Now it had gone from the water and Ypres
+seems more charred than ever, and the war
+more terrible. The death of the swan revealed
+against its white wings the peculiar inhumanity
+of the present war. It is a war in which the
+enemy spares nothing and no one. He is more
+blind and merciless than the Angel of Death
+which swept over Egypt, for the angel had
+regard to the blood which the Israelites had
+sprinkled over the lintels of their doors and
+he passed by in mercy. To the German Eagle
+every living creature is legitimate prey. No
+blood upon the lintel can save the inmate; not
+even the cross of blood on the hospital tent or
+ship. Wounded or whole, combatant or
+non-combatant, its beak and talons tear the tender
+flesh of all and its lust is not sated.
+
+In Belgium and Serbia it is believed that
+more women and children perished than men.
+Things too hideous for words were done
+publicly in the market-squares. Neither age nor
+sex escaped fire and sword. The innocent babe
+was left to suck the breast of its dead mother
+or was dandled on the point of the bayonet.
+What resistance can the Belgian swan make
+to the German eagle? It needs must lie torn
+and bleeding beneath its talons. The German
+Emperor has waded deeper in blood than
+Macbeth, and has slain the innocent in their
+sleep. Even the sea is full of the women,
+children, and non-combatant men he has
+drowned. His crown is cemented together with
+innocent blood and its jewels are the eyes of
+murdered men and women. The wretched
+man has made rivers of blood to flow yet not
+a drop in them is from his own veins or the
+veins of his many sons. Napoleon risked his
+life with his men in every battle but this man
+never once. While sending millions to their
+death he yet consents to live, and protects his
+life with the anxious care a miser bestows on
+his gold. Alone among large families in
+Germany his household is without a casualty.
+Though a nation be white and innocent as the
+Belgian swan it will not escape his sword, and
+he will swoop upon it the more readily because
+it is unarmed. The swan cannot live where
+the eagle flies, and one or the other must die.
+
+But the stricken swan of Ypres is not merely
+the symbol of Belgium and her fate. There
+are other innocents who have perished or been
+sorely wounded. The whole creation is groaning
+and travailing in pain. The neutral nations
+are suffering with the belligerent, and the lower
+creatures are suffering with mankind.
+
+Next to seeing wounded men on the roads at
+the front, I think the saddest sight is that of
+dying horses and mules. Last winter they had
+to stand, with little cover, exposed to the bitter
+blasts. It was impossible to keep them clean
+or dry, for the roads were churned into liquid
+mud and both mules and drivers were plastered
+with it from head to foot. To make things
+worse there was a shortage of fodder; and
+horses waste away rapidly under ill-feeding.
+Before the fine weather had given them a
+chance to recover weight and strength, the
+Battle of Arras began, and every living beast
+of burden, as well as every motor-engine, was
+strained to its utmost. The mule is magnificent
+for war, and our battles have been won as
+much by mules as men. Haig could rely on
+one as much as on the other. The mule will
+eat anything, endure anything, and, when
+understood and humored by its driver, will do
+anything. It works until it falls dead by the
+roadside. In the spring, hundreds died in
+harness. In fact, few die except in harness. They
+die facing the foe, dragging rations along
+shell-swept roads to the men in the trenches.
+
+On two miles of road I have counted a dozen
+dead mules; and burial parties are sent out to
+put them out of sight. One night, alone, I got
+three dying mules shot. The road was crowded
+with traffic, yet it was difficult to find either
+an officer with a revolver or a transport-driver
+with a rifle. I had to approach scores before
+I could find a man who had the means to put
+a mule out of its misery; and we were within
+two miles of our Front. So rigid is our line of
+defense that those behind it do not trouble to
+take arms. Even when I found a rifleman he
+hesitated to shoot a mule. There is a rule that
+no horse or mule must be shot without proper
+authority, and when you consider the enormous
+cost of one the necessity for the rule is obvious.
+I had therefore to assure a rifleman that I
+would take full responsibility for his action.
+He then loaded up, put the nozzle against the
+mule's forehead and pulled the trigger. A
+tremor passed through the poor thing's body
+and its troubles were over. It had come all
+the way from South America to wear itself out
+carrying food to fighting men, and it died by
+the road when its last ounce of strength was spent.
+
+The mule knows neither love nor offspring.
+Apart from a few gambols in the field, or
+while tethered to the horse-lines, it knows
+nothing but work. It is the supreme type of
+the drudge. It is one of the greatest factors
+in the war, and yet it receives scarcely any
+recognition and more of whipping than of
+praise. Only too often I have seen their poor
+shell-mangled bodies lying by the roadside
+waiting till the battle allowed time for their
+burial. Yet what could be more innocent of
+any responsibility for the war? They are as
+innocent as the swan on the moat at Ypres.
+
+Yet the greatest suffering among innocents is
+not found at the Front at all. It is found at
+home. At the Front there is suffering of body
+and mind, but at home there is the suffering
+of the heart. Every soldier knows that his
+mother and wife suffer more than he does, and
+he pities them from his soul. War is a cross
+on which Woman is crucified. The soldier dies
+of his wounds in the morning of life, but his
+wife lingers on in pain through the long garish
+day until the evening shadows fall. There is
+no laughter at home such as you hear at the
+Front, or even in the hospitals. One finds a
+gayety among the regiments in France such as
+is unknown among the people left at home. It
+is the sunshine of the street as compared with
+the light in a shaded room. There is a youth
+and buoyancy at the Front that one misses
+sadly in the homeland.
+
+To a true woman with a son or husband at
+the Front, life becomes a nightmare. To her
+distorted imagination the most important man
+in the country is not the Prime Minister but
+the postman. She cannot get on with her
+breakfast for listening for his footsteps. There
+is no need for him to knock at the door, she
+has heard him open the gate and walk up the
+gravel path. Her heart is tossed like a bubble
+on the winds of hope and fear. She finds
+herself behind the door without knowing how she
+got there, and her hand trembles as she picks
+up the letter to see if the address is in "his"
+handwriting or an official's. The words, "On
+His Majesty's Service," she dreads like a
+witch's incantation. They may be innocent
+enough, and cover nothing more than belated
+Commission Papers, but she trembles lest they
+should be but the fair face of a dark-hearted
+messenger, who is to blot out the light of her
+life forever. If she goes out shopping and sees
+a telegraph-boy go in the direction of her home
+she forgets her purchases and hurries back to
+see if he is going to knock at her door. The
+rosy-faced messenger has become a sinister
+figure, an imp from the nether world. He may
+be bringing news of her loved one's arrival "on
+leave," but so many evil faces of fear and
+doubt peer through the windows of her heart
+that she cannot believe in the innocence and
+good-will of the whistling boy. Her whole
+world is wrapped up in his little orange-colored
+envelope.
+
+The boys at the Front know of the anxiety
+and suspense that darken their homes, and they
+do all they can to lighten them. There were
+times on the Somme when the men were utterly
+exhausted with fighting and long vigils in the
+trenches. Water was scarce, and a mild
+dysentery came into evidence. No fire could be
+lighted to cook food or make hot tea. The
+ranks had been thinned, and only two officers
+were left to each company. The weather was
+bad and the captured trench uncomfortable.
+Any moment word might come for another
+attack. The campaign was near its close, and
+the work must be completed despite the
+prevalent exhaustion. The officers were too tired,
+depressed and preoccupied to censor hundreds
+of letters. In front of him each could see a
+gaping grave. The sun was rapidly "going west"
+and leaving them to the cold and dark.
+Nothing seemed to matter in comparison with *that*.
+To hold services were impossible and I felt
+that the best I could do was to walk through
+the trench, chat with the officers and men,
+gather up the men's letters and take them back
+and censor in my tent. This gave the officers
+times to write their own, and an opportunity
+to post them.
+
+But note, I pray you, the nobility of these
+gallant fellows. All of them were exhausted
+and depressed. The shadows of death were
+thick about them, yet when I opened their
+letters, I found myself--with two exceptions out
+of three or four hundred--in an entirely
+different atmosphere. It was a sunny atmosphere
+in which birds were singing. The men said
+nothing of their suffering, their depression,
+their fears for the future. The black wings of
+death cast no shadow over their pages. They
+said they were "all right," "merry and bright"
+and "soon going back for a long rest." They
+told their mothers what kind of cigarettes to
+send, and gave them details how to make up
+the next parcel. They talked as if death were
+out of sight--a sinister fellow with whom they
+had nothing to do.
+
+The officers, of course, censor their own
+letters, so I did not see how they wrote. But
+I know. They wrote as the men wrote, and
+probably with a still lighter touch. Their
+homes were dark enough with anxiety, yet not
+by any word of theirs would the shadows be
+deepened. They could not shield themselves
+from war's horrors but they would do their
+best to shield their white swans at home. They
+could not keep their women folk out of the
+war, but they would deliver them from its
+worst horrors. Not till they had fallen would
+they let the shafts pass them to their mothers
+and wives; rather would they gather them in
+their own breasts. In the hour of the world's
+supreme tragedy there was a woman standing
+by the cross, and the august Sufferer, with
+dying breath, bade His closest friend take her,
+when the last beam faded, to his own home
+and be in His place, a son to her. I know
+no scene that better represents the feelings of
+our soldiers towards their loved ones at home.
+
+Their women gave them inspiration and joy
+in the days of peace, and they still float before
+their vision amid the blackened ruins of war,
+as beautiful and stainless in their purity as the
+white swan on the moat of Ypres.
+
+
+
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+We had just marched from one part of
+the Front to another and by a
+round-about way. Each morning the
+Quartermaster and "the billeting party" went
+on before, and each evening we slept in a
+village that was strange to us. Each of the men
+carried on his back a pack and equipment
+weighing about eighty or ninety pounds.
+Through sleet and blizzard and, for the
+most part, through open, exposed country,
+we continued our march without a day of
+rest. By the fifth evening we reached the
+village where we were to have three or four
+weeks of rest and training before entering the
+trenches for the spring offensive. We had
+unpacked and were sitting at dinner when a
+telegram came announcing that all previous
+plans were canceled, and that at dawn we must
+take to the road again. Something unexpected
+had happened, good or ill, we knew not which,
+and we had to enter the line in front of Arras.
+For three days more we marched. Daily the
+sound of the guns came nearer, and the men
+were tired and footsore. They were also
+deeply disappointed of the long rest to which
+they had been looking forward after a winter
+in the trenches at Neuve Chapelle. Yet they
+marched cheerily enough. "It's the War!"
+they said one to another and, true to their own
+philosophy, "packed up their troubles in their
+old kit bags and smiled." When any man
+faltered a bit, as if about to fall out by the
+way, the others cheered him on by singing
+"Old Soldiers never die" to the tune of the
+old Sunday school hymn, "Kind words can
+never die." Sometimes an officer would
+shoulder a man's rifle to the end of the march,
+or until he felt better. In eight unbroken days
+of marching we covered ninety-eight miles and
+finally arrived at a camp of huts within a day's
+march of the trenches we are to occupy. Here,
+where our huts stand like islands in a sea of
+mud, we are, unless suddenly needed, to take
+a few days' rest.
+
+On the ninety-eight miles of road over which
+we tramped, we passed company after
+company of British roadmakers. In some parts
+they were widening the road, in other parts
+repairing it. The roads of Northeastern
+France are handed over to our care as
+completely as if they were in England. Our
+road-makers are everywhere, and as we pass they
+stand, pick or shovel in hand, to salute the
+colonel and shout some humorous remark to
+the laughing riflemen--only to get back as much
+as they give.
+
+This morning I visited the neighboring
+village to arrange for a Sunday service. The
+roads are hopeless for bicycles at this time of
+the year, so I fell back on Adam's method of
+getting about. The road to the village was
+torn and broken, and "thaw precautions" were
+being observed. Everywhere it was ankle-deep
+in mud and, in the holes, knee-deep. Innumerable
+motor-wagons had crushed it beneath their
+ponderous weight, and my feet had need of
+my eyes to guide them. In skirting the holes
+and rough places, I added quite a mile to the
+journey.
+
+It was annoying to get along so slowly, and
+I called the road "rotten" and blamed the War
+for its destructive work. Then I saw that I
+had been unjust in judgment. The War had
+constructed more than it had destroyed. The
+road had been a little muddy country lane, but
+the soldiers had made it wide as Fleet Street,
+and it was bearing a mightier traffic than that
+famous thoroughfare night and day. The
+little road with its mean perfections and
+imperfections had gone, and the large road with
+big faults and big virtues had come. This
+soldiers' road has faults the farmers' road
+knew not, but then it has burdens and duties
+unknown before, and it has had no time to
+prepare for them. Like our boy-officers who
+are bearing grown men's burdens of responsibility
+and bearing them well, the road has had
+no time to harden. To strengthen itself for
+its duties, it eats up stones as a giant eats up
+food. I had no right to look for the smoothness
+of Oxford Street or the Strand. Such
+avenues represent the work of centuries, this
+of days. They have grown with their burdens,
+but this has had vast burdens thrown upon it
+suddenly, and while it was immature. Oxford
+Street and Fleet Street are the roads of peace,
+and laden with wealth and luxury, law and
+literature--things that can wait. But on this
+road of the soldiers' making, nothing is
+allowed except it be concerned with matters of
+life and death. It is the road of war, and
+there is a terrible urgency about it. Over it
+pass ammunition to the guns, rations to the
+soldiers in the trenches, ambulances bearing
+back the wounded to the hospital. Whatever
+its conditions the work must be done, and there
+is no room for a halting prudence or the pride
+of appearance. Rough though it is and muddy,
+over it is passing, for all who have eyes to
+see, a new and better civilization and a wider
+liberty. I had grumbled at the worn-out road
+when I ought to have praised it. I was as an
+ingrate who finds fault with his father's hands
+because they are rough and horny.
+
+It was a group of soldier-roadmakers who
+brought me to my senses. They were making
+a new road through the fields, and it branched
+off from the one I was on. I saw its crude
+beginning and considered the burdens it would
+soon have to bear. As I stood watching these
+English roadmakers my mind wandered down
+the avenues of time, and I saw the Roman
+soldiers building their immortal roads through
+England. They were joining town to town and
+country to country. They were introducing
+the people of the North to those of the South,
+and bringing the East into fellowship with the
+West. I saw come along their roads the
+union of all England followed at, some
+distance, by that of England, Scotland and Wales;
+and I regretted that there was no foundation
+on which they could build a road to Ireland.
+I saw on those soldier-built roads, also,
+Christianity and Civilization marching, and in the
+villages and towns by the wayside they found
+a home whence they have sent out missionaries
+and teachers to the ends of the earth.
+
+"The captains and the kings depart." The
+Roman Empire is no more, but the Roman
+roads remain. They direct our modern life
+and business with an inevitability the Roman
+soldiers never exercised. In two thousand
+years the Empire may have fallen apart and
+become a thing of the past; but the roads her
+sons have built in France, these two-and-a-half
+years, will abide forever and be a perpetual
+blessing; for, of things made by hands, there
+is, after the church and the home, nothing more
+sacred than the road. The roadmaker does
+more for the brotherhood of man and the
+federation of the world than the most eloquent
+orator. The roadmaker has his dreams and
+visions as well as the poet, and he expresses
+them in broken stones. He uses stones as
+artists use colors, and orators words. He
+touches them--transient as they are--with
+immortality. A little of his soul sticks to each
+stone he uses, and though the stone perishes
+the road remains. His body may perish more
+quickly than the stones and be laid in some
+quiet churchyard by the wayside, but his soul
+will never utterly forsake the road he helped
+to make. In man's nature, and in all his works,
+there is a strange blending of the temporal
+and the eternal, and in nothing is it more
+marked than in the roads he builds.
+
+The roadmaker is the pioneer among men
+and without him there would be neither artist
+nor orator. He goes before civilization as
+John the Baptist went before Christ, and he
+is as rough and elemental. Hard as his own
+stones, without him mankind would have
+remained savage and suspicious as beasts of prey;
+and art, science and literature would have had
+no beginning. His road may begin in war, but
+it ends in peace.
+
+The pioneers I saw roadmaking were, for the
+greater part, over military age, and such as
+I had often seen leaning heavily on the bar
+of some miserable beer-house. In those days
+they seemed of the earth, earthy, and the stars
+that lure to high thoughts and noble
+endeavors seemed to shine on them in vain. But
+one never knows what is passing in the heart
+of another. Of all things human nature is
+the most mysterious and deceptive. God seems
+to play at hide-and-seek with men. He hides
+pearls in oysters lying in the ooze of the sea;
+and gold under the everlasting snows of the
+Arctic regions. Diamonds he buries deep down
+in the dirt beneath the African veldt. He
+places Christ in a carpenter's shop, Joan of
+Arc in a peasant's dwelling, Lincoln in a
+settler's cabin, and Burns in a crude cottage
+built by his father's own hands. He hides
+generous impulses and heroic traits in types of
+men that in our mean imaginations we can only
+associate with the saw-dust sprinkled bar-room.
+Only when war or pestilence have kindled their
+fierce and lurid flames do we find the hidden
+nobility that God has stored away in strange
+places--places often as foul and unlikely as
+those where a miser stores his gold.
+
+When Diogenes went about with a candle
+in search of an honest man did he think to
+look in the taverns and slums? I fancy not.
+Not Diogenes' candle but the "Light of the
+World" was needed to reveal the treasure God
+has hidden in men. Christ alone knew where
+His Father had hidden His wealth and could
+guide us to it. In this time of peril when
+every man with any nobility in him is needed
+to stand in the deadly breach, and with body
+and soul hold back the brutality and tyranny
+that would enslave the world we have, like the
+woman in the parable, lit a candle and searched
+every corner of our kingdom diligently. In
+the dust of unswept corners we have found
+many a coin of value that, but for our
+exceeding need, would have remained hidden.
+To me, the wealth and wonder of the war have
+been found in its sweepings. Time and again
+we have found those who were lost, and a new
+happiness has come into life. To the end of
+my days I shall walk the earth with reverent
+feet. I did not know men were so great. I
+have looked at life without seeing the gold
+through the dust, and have been no better than
+a Kaffir child playing marbles with diamonds,
+unaware of their value. I have gone among
+my fellows with proud step where I ought to
+have walked humbly, and have rushed in where
+angels feared to tread.
+
+Life at the Front has made me feel mean
+among mankind. My comrades have been so
+great. In days long past, I have trodden on
+the hem of Christ's garment without knowing
+it. I have not seen its jewels because I, and
+others, have so often trodden it in the mire.
+Yet, through the mire of slum and tavern, the
+jewels have emerged pearl-white and ruby-red.
+And I feel that I owe to a large part of
+mankind an apology for having been before the
+war so blind, callous and superficial. But for
+the agony and bloody sweat in which I have
+seen my fellows, I should never have known
+them for what they are, and the darkness of
+death would have covered me before I had
+realized what made the death of Christ
+and the sufferings of all the martyrs well
+worth while. Now there is a new light upon
+my path and I shall see the features of
+an angel through the dirt on a slum-child's
+face. Words of Christ that once lay in the
+shadow now stand out clearly, for whenever
+we get below the surface of life we come to
+*Him*. He is there before us, and awaiting our
+coming.
+
+I also understand, now, something of the
+meaning of the words which the Unemployed
+scrawled upon their banner before the
+war--"Damn your charity. Give us work." It was
+a deep and true saying, and taught them by a
+stern teacher. When the war came we *did*
+"damn our charity" and gave them "work." Many
+a man got his first chance of doing "a
+man's job," and rose to the full height of his
+manhood. Many hitherto idle and drunken,
+were touched in their finer parts. They saw
+their country's need, and though their country
+had done little to merit their gratitude, they
+responded to her call before some of the more
+prudent and sober. Those who were young
+went out to fight, and every officer can tell
+stories about their behavior in the hours of
+danger and suffering which bring tears to the
+eyes and penitence to the heart. Those above
+military age went out to make roads over which
+their younger brothers and sons could march,
+and get food, ammunition, or an ambulance
+according to their needs. Among the group
+of middle-aged roadmakers that I saw there
+were, I doubt not, some who had been counted
+wastrels and who had made but a poor show
+of life. Now they had got work that made
+them feel that they were men and not
+mendicants, and they were "making good."
+
+While I watched them a lark rose from a
+neighboring field and sang over them a song
+of the coming spring. It was the first lark I
+had heard this year, and I was glad it mingled
+its notes with the sounds of the roadmakers'
+shovels. Nature is not so indifferent to human
+struggles as it sometimes seems. The man
+who stands steadfastly by the right and true
+and bids tyranny and wrong give place will
+find, at last, that he is in league with the stones
+of the field and the birds of the air, and that
+the stars in their courses fight for him. The
+roadmaker and the lark are born friends.
+Both are heralds of coming gladness, and while
+one works, the other sings. True work and
+pure song are never far apart. They are both
+born of hope and seek to body forth the
+immortal. A man works while he has faith.
+Would he sow if he did not believe the promise,
+made under the rainbow, that seed-time and
+harvest shall never fail? Or could he sing
+with despair choking his heart? Yet he can
+sing with death choking it. In the very act
+of dying Wesley sang the hymn, "I'll praise my
+Maker while I've breath." He sang because
+of the hope of immortality. He was not
+turning his face to the blank wall of death and
+oblivion but to the opening gate of a fuller
+life. He was soaring sunwards like the lark,
+and soaring sang,
+
+ | "And when my voice is lost in death
+ | Praise shall employ my nobler powers;
+ | My days of praise shall ne'er be past."
+ |
+
+Joy can sing and Sorrow can sing, but
+Despair is dumb. It has not even a cry, for a
+cry is a call for help as every mother knows,
+and Despair knows no helper. Even the saddest
+song has hope in it, as the dreariest desert
+has a well. The loved one is dead but Love
+lives on and whispers of a trysting place beyond
+this bourne of time, where loved and lover
+meet again. The patriot's life may be pouring
+from a dozen wounds on the muddy field of
+battle, but his fast-emptying heart is singing
+with each heavy beat, "Who dies, if my country
+live?"
+
+Roadmakers have prepared the way for
+missionaries in every land. Trail-blazers are
+not always religious men--often they are wild,
+reckless fellows whom few would allow a place
+in the Kingdom of God--but is not their work
+religious in its final upshot? Do they not,
+however unconsciously, "prepare the way of
+the Lord, make straight in the desert a
+highway for our God?" Close on their heels go
+the missionaries, urged on faster by the pure
+love of souls than the trader by love of lucre.
+The greatest among the roadmakers was a
+missionary himself--David Livingstone. And
+for such an one the name Living-stone is
+perfect. It has the touch of destiny. Through
+swamp and forest he went where white feet
+had never trod, and blazed a trail for the
+messengers of Christ, until, worn out with fever
+and hardship, he fell asleep at his prayers, to
+wake no more to toil and suffering.
+
+But while the roadmaker bestows benefits on
+us he also lays obligations, for there can be
+no enlargement of privilege without a
+corresponding increase of responsibility. The roads
+the men are making here in France will be good
+for trade. They will open up the country as
+did the military roads of Caesar and Napoleon;
+and along them soldiers are marching who, at
+tremendous cost to themselves, are buying for
+posterity great benefits, and laying upon
+posterity great obligations. Posterity must hold and
+enlarge the liberties won for them, and prove
+worthy of their citizenship by resisting tyranny
+"even unto blood." We are here because our
+fathers were heroes and lovers of liberty. Had
+they been cowards and slaves there would have
+been no war for us. As we follow our fathers
+our sons must be ready to follow us. The
+present springs out of the past, and the future
+will spring out of the present. Inheritance
+implies defense on the part of the inheritors.
+
+The very names they give to their roads
+show that our soldiers have grasped this fact.
+The cold canvas hut in which I am writing is
+officially described as No. 1 Hut, *Oxford
+Street*. A little farther off, and running parallel
+with it, is *Cambridge* Road. There is also an
+*Eton* Road, *Harrow* Road, and *Marlborough*
+Road. Students of the universities and schools
+after which these roads are named are out
+here to defend what these institutions have
+stood for through the hoary centuries. They
+are out to preserve the true conception of
+Liberty and Fair-play, and to build roads along
+which all peoples who desire it can travel
+unmolested by attacks from either tyrants or
+anarchists.
+
+Right from the beginning of the war, the
+idea of a Road has taken hold of the imagination
+of our soldiers. The first divisions came
+out singing, "It's a long, long way to
+Tipperary, but my heart's right there." Nowadays
+the popular song is "There's a long, long
+trail awinding into the Land of my dreams."
+
+They are making a Road of Liberty along
+which all nations may pass to universal peace
+and brotherhood, and where the weak will be
+as safe from oppression as the strong. "It's
+a long, long way to go," but they have seen
+their goal on the horizon, and will either reach
+it or die on the way to it. They have made
+up their minds that never again shall the
+shadow of the Kaiser's mailed fist, or that any
+other tyrant fall across their path. These men
+never sing of war. They hate war. It is a
+brutal necessity forced on them by the
+ambition of a tyrant. Their songs are all of peace
+and none of war. Of the future and not the
+present they sing:
+
+ | "Tiddley-iddley-ighty,
+ | Hurry me home to Blighty;
+ | Blighty is the place for me."
+ |
+
+Whether they sing with levity or seriousness
+(and levity of manner often veils their
+seriousness of feeling), it is of a future of peace and
+goodwill they sing. To them the war is a
+hard road leading to a better life for
+mankind. It is to them what the desert was to
+the Israelites, when they left the bondage of
+Egypt for the liberty of the Land of Promise.
+Therefore they must tread it without faltering
+even as Christ trod the way of the Cross.
+"There's a long, long trail awinding into the
+Land of their dreams" and they will not lose
+faith in their dreams however wearisome the
+way. Elderly navvies and laborers have come
+to smooth the roads for them, and nurses are
+tending those who have fallen broken by the
+way; while across the sundering sea are
+mothers and wives whose prayers make flowers
+spring up at their feet and blossoms break out
+on every tree that fringes the side of the road.
+
+
+
+
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+ THE GLAMOUR OF THE FRONT
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+There is an undoubted glamour about
+the Front, which when at home, in
+England, cannot be explained. In the army
+or out of it, the wine of life is white and still,
+but at the Front it runs red and sparkling.
+One day I got a lift in a motor-wagon and
+sat on a box by the side of one of the servants
+of the officer's mess at the Aerodrome near
+by. He was going into Doullens, a market
+town, to buy food and some little luxuries.
+Captain Ball, V.C., the prince of English
+flyers, was, up to the time of his death in the
+air, a member of the mess, and the servant
+was telling me how comfortable all the officers
+make their quarters. In a phrase he defined
+the glamour of the Front.
+
+"One day," he said, "when we were helping
+him to make his room comfortable, Captain
+Ball burst out into a merry laugh and chuckled,
+'We haven't long to live, but we live well while
+we do live.'"
+
+There you have it. Life is concentrated.
+Death is near--just round the corner--so the
+men make the most of their time and "live
+well." It has the same quality as "leave" at
+home. Leave is short and uncertain, so we
+"live well." Our friends know it may be the
+last sight of us, and we know it may be our
+last sight of them. They are kind and
+generous to us, as we are to them; and so, the
+ten days of "leave" are just glorious. Ruskin
+says that the full splendor of the sunset lasts
+but a second, and that Turner went out early
+in the evening and watched with rapt attention
+for that one second of supreme splendor and
+delight. He lived for sunsets and while others
+were balancing their accounts, or taking tea, he
+went out to see the daily miracle. The one
+second in which he saw God pass by in the glory
+of the sunset was to him worth all the
+twenty-four hours. For one second in each day he
+caught the glamour of earth and heaven, and
+went back to his untidy studios blind to all but
+the splendor he had seen.
+
+That second each day was life, indeed, and
+the glamour of the Front is like unto it. It is
+the place where life sets, and the darkness of
+death draws on. The commonest soldier feels
+it and with true instinct, not less true because
+unconscious, he describes death at the Front
+as "going West." It is the presence of death
+that gives the Front its glamour, and life its
+concentrated joy and fascination. Captain
+Ball saw it with the intuition of genius when
+he said: "We haven't long to live, but we live
+well while we *do* live."
+
+The immediate presence of death at the
+Front gives tone to every expression of life, and
+makes it the kindest place in the world. No
+one feels he can do too much for you, and
+there is nothing you would not do for another.
+Whether you are an officer or a private, you
+can get a lift on any road, in any vehicle, that
+has an inch of room in it. How often have
+I seen a dozen tired Tommies clambering up
+the back of an empty motor-lorry which has
+stopped, or slowed down, to let them get in.
+It is one of the merriest sights of the war and
+redounds to the credit of human nature.
+Cigarettes are passed round by those who have, to
+those who have not, with a generosity that
+reminds one of nothing so much as that of the
+early Christians who "had all things common;
+and sold their possessions and goods, and
+parted them to all men, as every man had
+need." You need never go hungry while others
+have food. Officers are welcome at every mess
+they go near, and privates will get food in the
+servants' kitchen or may go shares with the
+men in any billet. It may be a man's own
+fault that he took no food on the march, and
+his comrades may tell him so in plain strong
+language, but they will compel him to share
+what they have just the same.
+
+One wet night on the Somme I got lost in
+"Happy Valley" and could not find my regiment.
+Seeing a light in a tent, I made for it.
+It was a pioneers' tent, but they invited me to
+come in out of the storm and stay the night.
+They were at supper and had only a small
+supply of bully-beef, biscuits and strong tea;
+but they insisted on me sharing what they had.
+I was dripping with rain, and they gave me one
+of their blankets. One of them gave me a
+box to sleep on, while he shared his chum's.
+Some lost privates came in later wet to the
+skin, and the pioneers gave them all the
+eatables left over from supper, and shared out
+their blankets and clothes. It was pure
+Christianity--whatever creeds they may think they
+believe. And it is the glamour of the Front.
+England feels cold and dull after it. Kindness
+and comradeship pervade the air in France.
+You feel that everyone is a friend and brother.
+It will be pretty hard for chaplains to go back
+to their churches. They have been spoiled by
+too much kindness. How can they go back
+to the cold atmosphere of criticism and narrow
+judgments which prevail in so many churches--that
+is, unless the war has brought changes
+there also? And after preaching to dying men
+who listen as it their destiny depended upon
+their hearing, how can they go back to pulpits
+where large numbers in the congregations
+regard their messages as of less importance than
+dinner, and as merely supplying material for
+an exercise in more or less kindly criticism
+during the discussion of that meal?
+
+The glamour of the services at the Front!
+How the scenes are photographed on my
+heart! As a congregation sits in a church at
+home how stolid its features often are--how
+dull its eyes! One glance around and the
+preacher's heart sinks within him and his
+inspiration flies away. Nothing is expected of
+him, and nothing particularly desired. People
+have come by force of habit, and not of need.
+But how the eyes of the soldiers in France glow
+and burn; how their features speak, and make
+the preacher speak in reply! Who could help
+being eloquent there! Such faces would make
+the dumb speak. One can see the effect of his
+words as plainly in their expressions as he can
+see the effect of wind on a cornfield. Every
+emotion from humor to concern leaps from
+the heart to the face as the subject touches
+them at, first this point of their life, then at that.
+The men's eyes are unforgettable. Months
+afterwards they come vividly to mind, and one
+is back again answering the questions they
+silently ask, and seeing the look of content or
+gratitude that takes the place of the perplexed
+or troubled expression. Eyes are said to be
+the windows of the soul, and as I have spoken
+I have seen men's souls looking out. At home
+the windows are darkened and there seemed
+to be no souls behind the panes. The dwellers
+within the houses are busy with other matters,
+and will not come to the windows. The
+preacher feels like an organ-grinder in the
+street--those who hear do not heed nor come
+to the windows of the soul. In France there
+is a soul looking out at every window; and the
+preacher sings--for his words grow rhythmic--to
+his listeners of the love of God and of
+the love of women and children which make
+sweet this vale of tears and light man on his
+lone way beyond the grave.
+
+One Sunday in hospital, when we heard the
+singing of a hymn in the ward below, a young
+officer, in the next bed, turned to me and said:
+"Why doesn't the chaplain hold a service for
+us? Why does he only hold them for the
+Tommies? We need them and want them,
+just as much as the Tommies. We are officers
+but we are also men." I passed the word to
+the chaplain, and he was a joyful man when
+in the evening he gave us a service and the
+officers of the next ward asked the orderlies
+to carry them in.
+
+There is the same naturalness and spirit
+of fellowship between members of various
+churches. Many lasting friendships have been
+formed between chaplains of differing
+communions. There has been no change of creed
+but something greater, a change of spirit.
+They have been touched by the common spirit,
+and have lived and worked in free and happy
+fellowship. On my last Sunday in a hospital
+in France, the chaplain, a canon of the Church
+of England, invited me to read the lesson at
+the morning parade service, and to administer
+the wine at Holy Communion. This I did;
+and a colonel who was present stayed behind
+to express to us both the pleasure which had
+been given to him by the sight of Anglican
+and Methodist churchmen serving together at
+the Lord's Table.
+
+To a chaplain not a little of the glamour of
+the Front is found in this warm fellowship
+between men of differing creeds and varying
+religious communions. We have not knocked
+down our garden walls but we have taken off
+the cut glass that had been cemented on them
+by our fathers; and now we can lean over and
+talk to our neighbors. We have already found
+that our neighbors are human beings, and quite
+normal. The chief difference between us seems
+to be that while one has an obsession for roses
+the other has an obsession for dahlias. On
+pansies, sweet peas and chrysanthemums we
+seem equally keen and exchange plants. A
+Roman Catholic officer who had been appointed
+to the Ulster Division told me that though he
+was received coldly at first, he had not been
+with the Division more than a few weeks when
+every officer in his regiment, and every soldier
+in his company, accepted him as cordially as
+if he were a Protestant. He was from Dublin
+and they from Belfast, but they did not allow
+it to make any difference, and feelings of the
+warmest loyalty and friendship sprang up.
+His Tommies would fight to the death by his
+side, as readily as around any Ulsterman; and
+he was just as popular in the officers' mess.
+When, he said, it passed the Irish Guards or
+any other Roman Catholic regiment, his
+regiment would sing some provoking song about
+"hanging the Pope with a good strong rope,"
+and the Dublin regiment would reply with some
+song equally obnoxious and defiant; but whereas,
+in peace time, the songs would have caused a free
+fight to the accompaniment of bloodshed, now
+it caused nothing worse than laughter. The
+songs were just a bit of teasing such as every
+regiment likes to regale another with--perhaps,
+too, a common memory of the dear
+country they have left behind. The men of
+Belfast and the men of Dublin have learned
+to respect and value one another. They know
+that in a scrap with the enemy they can count
+on one another to the last drop of blood, for,
+whether from North or South, the Irish are
+"bonnie fighters." Of such are the miracles
+at the Front.
+
+Most of all, perhaps, the glamour of the
+Front is found in the nobility to which
+common men rise. An artillery officer told me
+that he had in his battery a soldier who seemed
+utterly worthless. He was dirty in all his
+ways, and unreliable in character. In despair
+they made him sanitary orderly, that is, the
+scavenger whose duty it was to remove all
+refuse. One night the officer wanted a man
+to go on a perilous errand and there were few
+men available. Instantly this lad volunteered.
+The officer looked at him in amazement, and
+with a reverence born on the instant. "No,"
+he thought, "I will not let him go and get
+killed. I'll go myself." He told the lad so,
+and disappointment was plainly written on his
+features.
+
+"But, you'll let me come with you, sir?" he replied.
+
+"Why should two risk their lives," asked
+the officer, "when one can do the job?"
+
+"But you might get wounded, sir," was the
+quick response; and they went together.
+
+An Irish officer told me of one man who
+seemed bad from top to toe. All the others
+had some redeeming feature but this man appeared
+not to possess any. He used the filthiest
+language and was dirty in his habits and dress.
+He was drunken and stole the officers' whisky
+out of the mess. He was unchaste and had
+been in the hospital with venereal disease;
+and neither as man nor soldier was there
+anything good to say of him. The regiment was
+sent to France, and in due time took its place
+in the trenches; and then appeared in this man
+something that had never risen to the surface
+before. Wherever there were wounded and
+dying men he proved himself to be the noblest
+man in the regiment. When a man fell in
+No Man's Land, he was over the parapet in
+the twinkling of an eye to bring him in. No
+barrage could keep him away from the
+wounded. It was a sort of passion with him
+that nothing could restrain. To save others
+he risked his life scores of times. In
+rest-billets he would revert to some of his evil ways,
+but in the trenches he was the Greatheart of
+the regiment and, though he did not receive it,
+he earned the Victoria Cross over and over
+again. There is a glamour at the Front that
+holds the heart with an irresistible grip. In
+the light of War's deathly fires the hearts of
+men are revealed and the black sheep often
+get their chance. Life is intense and deep and
+men are drawn together by a common peril.
+They find the things that unite and forget the
+things that separate.
+
+"We haven't long to live," said Captain Ball
+joyfully, "but we live well while we *do* live,"
+and in those words he expressed the glamour
+of the Front. Ball found, as thousands of his
+comrades-in-arms had found, that
+
+ | "One crowded hour of glorious life
+ | Is worth an age without a name."
+
+
+
+
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+.. _`A WHITE HANDKERCHIEF`:
+
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+ IV
+
+
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+ A WHITE HANDKERCHIEF
+
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+
+In his *History of the Somme Campaign*
+John Buchan quotes, from an official
+report, an incident which, though I have
+tried, I cannot get my imagination to believe.
+Probably the incident is a true one but,
+unfortunately for me, my mind will not let it in.
+I cannot visualize it and the report is turned
+from the door as an impostor. The report
+states that in a certain attack our aeroplanes
+fired on the Germans in their trenches and that
+the enemy waved white handkerchiefs in token
+of surrender. Without the slightest difficulty
+I can imagine all except the white handkerchiefs.
+Where did they get them to wave?
+Men in the firing trenches don't carry anything
+so conspicuous as white handkerchiefs. To
+draw one out in a thoughtless moment might
+bring a sniper's bullet, and there are risks
+enough without inviting more. I doubt if in
+any English regiment two white handkerchiefs
+could be found: and I have little expectation
+that more could be found among the enemy.
+Furthermore, it is questionable, at this stage
+of the war, if a white handkerchief would be
+regarded as a sign, of surrender. It might be
+taken as a taunt.
+
+There is nothing more remarkable in the war
+than the psychological change that has been
+wrought in white. A white feather used to
+be the badge of cowardice and a white flag
+the token of surrender. It is not so now.
+White has taken on a peculiar sacredness. If
+a new medal were to be struck of the same
+high value as the Victoria Cross it would
+probably be given a white ribbon, as the other
+has a red or (for the navy) blue. This
+change in the moral significance of white was
+brought home to me by an incident in a billet.
+I had gone to a barn to give the men some
+shirts and socks that had been sent to me. I
+stood on the steps, and like an auctioneer,
+offered my goods for acceptance. "Who wants
+a shirt? Who a scarf? Who wants this pair
+of mittens? Who a pair of socks?" Hands
+shot up at each question, and the fun grew
+fast and furious. Then I drew out and held
+up a white handkerchief. "A-ah! A-ah!" they
+cried wistfully in chorus. For a moment
+they stood gazing at it and forgot to raise
+their hands towards it; then, with a single
+movement, every hand shot up. Unwittingly
+I had stirred them to the depths; and I felt
+sorry for them.
+
+The Magic Carpet of Baghdad is not a
+fiction after all. In the twinkling of an eye
+my white handkerchief had carried every boy
+and man to his home, and placed him by the
+fireside. I saw it in their eyes and heard it
+in the sadness and wistfulness of their voices
+as they ejaculated "A-ah!" They had not
+seen a white handkerchief for months. The
+last they saw was at home. A vision of home
+flashed before their minds and they were back
+in the dear old days of peace when they used
+white handkerchiefs and khaki ones were
+unknown to them. If in battle they were to see
+Germans waving white handkerchiefs, I think
+it would make them savage and unwilling to
+give quarter. They would think the enemy
+was taunting them with all they had lost. And
+they would be maddened by the thought that
+here were the very men who, by their war-lust,
+had caused them to lose it. For a German to
+wave a white handkerchief before a British
+soldier would be as dangerous as flaunting a
+red flag before a bull. It would bring death
+rather than pity. Anything of pure white is
+rare at the front, and it has gradually taken
+on a meaning it never held before. About the
+only white thing we have is the paper we write
+home on, and that use of the color helps to
+sanctify it in the shrine of the heart.
+
+In the army it is a term of supreme praise
+to call a man *white*. When you say a comrade
+is a "*white man*" there is no more to be said.
+It is worth more than the Victoria Cross with
+its red ribbon, for it includes gallantry, and
+adds to it goodness. A man must be brave to
+be called white and he must be generous, noble
+and good. To reach whiteness is a great
+achievement. To be dubbed white is, in the
+army, like being dubbed knight at King Arthur's
+Court or canonized saint in the Church. He
+stands out among a soldier's comrades
+distinct as a white handkerchief among khaki ones.
+
+I don't know where the term came from,
+but, wherever it may have tarried on the way,
+I think its footprints could be traced back to
+the Book of Revelation for its starting place.
+In the first chapter we have a picture of Christ
+as the first "White Man"--"His Head and
+His Hairs were white like wool, as white as
+snow." In the second chapter His faithful
+followers are given "a white stone, and in
+the stone a new name written." Is not the
+new name "White man"? In the third chapter
+we read of "a few names even in Sardis which
+have *not defiled their garments*; and they shall
+*walk with Me in white*; for they are worthy." There,
+too, the Laodiceans are counseled to
+buy "white raiment." In the fourth chapter
+we see the four and twenty elders, sitting
+around the throne under the rainbow arch,
+"clothed in white raiment." In the sixth
+chapter we have the crowned King going
+"forth conquering, and to conquer" and He is
+sitting on "a white horse," that is, He uses
+"white" instruments to carry out His
+conquests. Death, in the same chapter, rides on
+a "pale" horse, but not a "white" one. Under
+the altar were the souls of the martyrs, "And
+white robes were given unto every one of
+them." And surely the climax is reached when
+we read in the seventh chapter that "a great
+multitude, which no man could number, of all
+nations, and kindreds, and people and tongues,
+stood before the throne, and before the Lamb,
+clothed with white robes." So striking was
+the scene that one of the elders asked, "What
+are these which are arrayed in white
+robes? and whence came they?" And the answer is
+given, "These are they which came out of
+great tribulation, and have washed their robes,
+and made them white in the blood of the Lamb.
+Therefore are they before the throne of
+God." In the army white has come back to its
+ancient significance. The brave and noble
+martyrs of the early Church were given "white
+robes" and in the army to-day the brave and
+pure wear "white robes" in the eyes of their
+comrades. When Clifford Reed was killed by
+a shell at his Regimental Aid Post his colonel
+wrote of him that he was the "whitest man"
+he had ever known. He had done more than
+wear "the white flower of a *blameless* life." His
+virtues were positive, not merely negative.
+He wore a "white *robe*"; not a mere speck of
+white such as a white flower in a buttonhole
+would appear. White is a positive color, not
+a negative. Reed was more than "blameless,"
+he was "white and all white." To our soldiers
+a white handkerchief speaks of home, and a
+"white man" speaks of honor and heroism
+and heaven.
+
+
+
+
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+.. _`THE SONGS OUR SOLDIERS SING`:
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+ V
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+ THE SONGS OUR SOLDIERS SING
+
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+
+The necessity for poetry and song is fully
+and officially recognized by the military
+authorities at the Front. Every Division
+has its own concert party. These men are
+chosen out of the ranks because they can sing,
+and their one task is to furnish nightly concerts
+for the men. They are provided with a good
+hall, or tent, or open-air position; and they are
+given enough money to buy stage scenery and
+appropriate dress. Everybody attends the
+concerts from the general to the private; and
+while the entertainments last, the war is
+forgotten. A charge is made at the door but the
+balance sheet is published for all ranks to see;
+and the profits are distributed among the
+Divisional charities.
+
+Among the many Divisional Concert Parties
+may be named "The Bow Bells," "The Duds,"
+"The Follies," "The Whizz-bangs," "The
+Fancies" and, "The Giddigoats." But, after
+all, the singing in the concert rooms is but a
+small fraction of the singing one hears in the
+Army. On every march, in every billet and
+mess, there is the sound of singing. Nor must
+the singing at our religious services and in the
+Y.M.C.A. huts be forgotten. Song seems
+to be the great renewer of hope and courage.
+It is the joy bringer. Moreover, it is an
+expression of emotions that can find no other
+voice.
+
+There is no real difference between the songs
+sung by the officers, and those sung by the men.
+All attend the concerts and all sing on the
+march. The same songs do for both
+commanders and commanded, and I have heard
+the same songs in the men's billets as in the
+officers' mess-rooms. How real these songs are
+to the soldiers is indicated by one striking
+omission. There are no patriotic songs at the
+Front. Except the National Anthem rendered
+on formal occasions, I have never, in eighteen
+months, heard a single patriotic song. The
+reason is not far to seek. The soldiers'
+patriotism calls for no expression in song.
+They are expressing it night and day in the
+endurance of hardship and wounds--in the
+risking of their lives. Their hearts are
+satisfied with their deeds, and songs of such a
+character become superfluous. In peace-time they
+sing their love of the homeland, but in
+war-time they suffer for her and are content. They
+would never think of singing a patriotic song
+as they march into battle. It would be painting
+the lily and gilding refined gold. Are not their
+deathless deeds, songs for which they make a
+foil by singing some inconsequential and
+evanescent song such as, "There's something in the
+sea-side air."
+
+On analysis I should say that there are five
+subjects on which our soldiers sing. First, there
+are Nonsense Songs or, if you prefer it, songs
+of soldier-philosophy. They know that no
+theory will explain the war; it is too big a thing
+for any sheet of philosophy to cover. It has
+burst in on our little hum-drum life like a
+colliding planet. The thing to do is not to evolve
+a theory as to how the planet got astray but
+to clear up the mess it has made. Our soldiers
+show this sense of the vastness of war-happenings,
+by singing of things having no real
+importance at all, and keeping steadily at their
+duties. The path of duty is, they find, the only
+path of sanity. The would-be war philosopher
+they put on one side. The war is too big for
+him. Let him leave his explanation of the war
+and lend a hand to bring it to an end. So they
+sing, with laughing irony,
+
+ | "We're here because we're here, because
+ | We're here, because we're here."
+
+Or,
+
+ | "While you've got a lucifer to light your fag,
+ | Smile, boys, that's the style.
+ | What's the use of worrying?
+ | It never was worth while,
+ | So pack up your troubles in your old kit-bag
+ | And smile, smile, smile."
+
+Another favorite is,
+
+ | "Oh, there was a little hen and she had a wooden leg,
+ | The best little hen that ever laid an egg,
+ | And she laid more eggs than any hen on the farm,
+ | And another little drink wouldn't do us any harm."
+
+I have seen them dancing round some old piano
+singing,
+
+ | "Oh, that fascinating Bow Bells' glide,
+ | It's a captivating Bow Bells' slide.
+ | There's a rumor that the puma does it now,
+ | Monkeys have taken to it,
+ | Leopards and lions do it.
+ | All the elephants wear dancing shoes,
+ | They keep hopping with the kangaroos;
+ | Hear them chatter, it's a matter for some talk;
+ | Now the Jungle's got the Bow Bells' walk."
+ |
+
+The second class of song is the Love Song,
+of a more or less serious character. The
+Tommies came out of England singing "Tipperary,"
+but they dropped it in France, and the only one
+on whose lips I have heard it was a little French
+boy sitting on the tail of a cart. The chorus
+alone gave it popularity for it was the
+expression, ready to hand, of a long farewell; and
+with its "long long way to go" showed that,
+like Kitchener, the soldiers were not deceived
+by hopes of an early peace.
+
+Now another song with verses more expressive
+of their sentiments has taken its place.
+The chorus runs:
+
+ | "There's a long, long trail a-winding
+ | Into the land of my dreams,
+ | Where the nightingales are singing
+ | And a white moon beams;
+ | There's a long, long night of waiting
+ | Until my dreams all come true;
+ | Till the day when I'll be going down
+ | That long, long trail with you."
+
+Then the mood changes, and we hear the lads
+piping out,
+
+ | "Taffy's got his Jennie in Glamorgan,
+ | Sandy's got his Maggie in Dundee,
+ | While Michael O'Leary thinks of his dearie
+ | Far across the Irish Sea.
+ | Billy's got his Lily up in London,
+ | So the boys march on with smiles;
+ | For every Tommy's got a girl somewhere
+ | In the dear old British Isles."
+
+Again the mood veers round, and we hear,
+
+ | "Every little while I feel so lonely,
+ | Every little while I feel so blue,
+ | I'm always dreaming, I'm always scheming,
+ | Because I want you, and only you.
+ | Every little while my heart is aching,
+ | Every little while I miss your smile,
+ | And all the time I seem to miss you;
+ | I want to, want to kiss you,
+ | Every, every, every little while."
+ |
+
+Here is part of a song I have heard sung,
+many and many a time, by young officers and
+men whose voices are now silent in death:
+
+ | "If you were the only girl in the world,
+ | And I were the only boy,
+ | Nothing else would matter in the world to-day,
+ | We could go on loving in the same old way;
+ | A Garden of Eden just made for two,
+ | With nothing to mar our joy;
+ | I would say such wonderful things to you,
+ | There would be such wonderful things to do,
+ | If you were the only girl in the world,
+ | And I were the only boy."
+ |
+
+Sometimes the imagination will wander into
+the days that are to be--for some--and they
+sing,
+
+ | "We don't want a lot of flags flying,
+ | We don't want your big brass bands;
+ | We don't want a lot of speechifying,
+ | And we don't want a lot of waving hands;
+ | We don't want a lot of interfering,
+ | When we've safely crossed the foam;
+ | But we *do* want to find the girls we left behind,
+ | When we all come marching home."
+ |
+
+Will the girls remember! The words are
+not without tragedy. How deeply some of the
+men love may perhaps never be realized by
+those at home. The longing of their hearts is,
+at times, almost unbearable. A captain, past
+middle life, took my arm one day and led me
+aside. He was, he said, a little anxious about
+himself, for he was getting into the habit of
+taking more drink than he was wont to take.
+He had been taking it when he felt lonely and
+depressed to ease the longing of his heart.
+
+"I never touch it at home," he said, "the
+society of my dear little wife is all the stimulant
+I need. I would give the world to be with
+her now--just to sit in my chair and watch her
+at her sewing or knitting. The separation is
+too much for me and, you know, it has lasted
+nearly three years now."
+
+I have caught this yearning in more than one
+of the songs our soldiers sing, but especially in
+the following, which is called "Absent":
+
+ | "Sometimes, between long shadows on the grass,
+ | The little truant waves of sunlight pass;
+ | My eyes grow dim with tenderness, the while
+ | Thinking I see thee, thinking I see thee smile.
+
+ | "And sometimes in the twilight gloom, apart,
+ | The tall trees whisper, whisper heart to heart;
+ | From my fond lips the eager answers fall,
+ | Thinking I hear thee, thinking I hear thee call."
+ |
+
+The men's thoughts pass easily from the
+sweetheart to the mother who bore them, and
+we have a third class, the Home Song. I
+have been awakened in the night by men, going
+up to the line, singing "Keep the Home Fires
+Burning." It is very thrilling to hear in the
+dead of night, when every singer is within range
+of the enemy's guns.
+
+Another great favorite is,
+
+ | "They built a little garden for the rose,
+ | And they called it Dixie-land;
+ | They built a summer breeze to keep the snows
+ | Far away from Dixie-land;
+ | They built the finest place I've known,
+ | When they built my home sweet home;
+ | Nothing was forgotten in the land of cotton,
+ | From the clover to the honey-comb,
+ | And then they took an angel from the skies
+ | And they gave her heart to me.
+ | She had a bit of heaven in her eyes
+ | Just as blue as blue can be;
+ | They put some fine spring chickens in the land,
+ | And taught my Mammy how to use a frying pan.
+ | They made it twice as nice as paradise,
+ | And they called it Dixie-land."
+ |
+
+Being Londoners, the following song called
+"Leave" never fails in its appeal to our Division:
+
+ | "I'm so delighted, I'm so excited,
+ | With my folks I'm going to be united.
+ | The train's departing, 'twill soon be starting;
+ | I'll see my mother, my dad and my baby brother.
+ | My! How I'll meet them, My! how I'll greet them.
+ | What a happy happy day.
+ | Just see that bustle, I'd better hustle,
+ | Good-bye--so long--can't stay--
+
+ | Chorus
+
+ | "I'm on my way back to dear old Shepherd's Bush,
+ | That's the spot where I was born,
+ | Can't you hear the porter calling,
+ | Queen's Road, Piccadilly, Marble Arch and Bond Street?
+ | Oh, I'll not hesitate, I'll reach the gate;
+ | Through the crowd I mean to push,
+ | Find me a seat anywhere--please anywhere,
+ | Tram, train, tube, 'bus I don't care--
+ | For mother and daddy are waiting there--
+ | In dear old Shepherd's Bush."
+ |
+
+On the eve of one big battle, a soldier
+handed me a letter in which he gave me the
+addresses of his father and his sweetheart, so
+that I could write to them if he fell.
+
+"In the last battle," he said, "one of my
+brothers was killed and another wounded. If I
+fall I shall die without regrets and with a heart
+content; but it will go hard with those at home;
+and I want you to break the news gently.
+These are terrible times for those at home." "These
+are terrible times *for those at home*." That
+is their constant refrain, and it finds an
+echo in a song often sung by them.
+
+ | "It's a long long way to my home in Kentucky,
+ | Where the blue-bells grow 'round the old cabin door;
+ | It's a long, long way and I'll be mighty lucky
+ | When I see my dear old mammy once more.
+ | So weep no more, my lady,
+ | Just brush those tears away;
+ | It's a long long way to my home in Kentucky,
+ | But I'm bound to get there some day."
+ |
+
+But the chief favorite of all Home Songs is,
+I think, the following:
+
+ | "There's an old-fashioned house in an old-fashioned street;
+ | In a quaint little old-fashioned town;
+ | There's a street where the cobble stones harass the feet,
+ | As it straggles up hill and then down;
+ | And, though to and fro through the world I must go,
+ | My heart while it beats in my breast,
+ | Where e'er I may roam, to that old-fashioned home
+ | Will fly like a bird to its nest.
+
+ | "In that old-fashioned house in that old-fashioned street,
+ | Dwell a dear little old-fashioned pair;
+ | I can see their two faces so tender and sweet,
+ | And I love every wrinkle that's there.
+ | I love ev'ry mouse in that old-fashioned house
+ | In the street that runs up hill and down;
+ | Each stone and each stick, ev'ry cobble and brick,
+ | In that quaint little old-fashioned town."
+ |
+
+The charm of the Army is its comradeship.
+Our soldiers have left their homes and friends
+but they have found new friends, and some of
+the friendships have become very precious.
+Men slept side by side in barn and trench,
+cooked their rations at the same little wood fire,
+and stood together in the hour of danger and
+imminent death. Many of them owe their lives
+to their comrades. There are few songs that
+express this wonderful comradeship, but there
+is one that is known and sung through the
+army. It represents the Songs of Comradeship:
+
+ | "When you come to the end of a perfect day,
+ | And you sit alone with your thought,
+ | While the chimes ring out with a carol gay,
+ | For the joy that the day has brought;
+ | Do you think what the end of a perfect day
+ | Can mean to a tired heart,
+ | When the sun goes down with a flaming ray,
+ | And the dear friends have to part?
+
+ | "Well, this is the end of a perfect day,
+ | Near the end of a journey too;
+ | But it leaves a thought that is big and strong,
+ | With a wish that is kind and true.
+ | For mem'ry has painted this perfect day
+ | With colors that never fade;
+ | And we find at the end of a perfect day
+ | *The soul of a friend we've made*."
+ |
+
+The fifth class of song is that of the inner
+life. It is the Religious Hymn. The soldiers
+are extremely fond of hymns in their services.
+You cannot give them too many. "Rock of
+Ages," "Jesus lover of my soul," "Fight the
+good fight," "There is a green hill," "At even
+ere the sun was set," "O God our help in ages
+past," and "Eternal Father strong to save"
+cannot be chosen too often. But there are two
+hymns which have stood out above all others;
+they are "Abide with me," and "When I
+survey the wondrous Cross."
+
+There is nothing written by the hand of man
+which can compete with these two in the
+blessing and strength which they have brought to our
+soldiers, especially during an offensive when
+death has cast his shadow over the hearts of
+all. During the bitterest weeks in the Somme
+fighting there was scarcely a service in which
+we did not sing "When I survey the wondrous
+Cross." With its assurance of redemption it
+gave comfort in the face of death. It also
+gave, for an example, the Supreme Sacrifice.
+
+Some of the songs I have quoted look bare
+and ungainly as trees in winter, but when the
+musician has clothed them with music and the
+singer added to them a touch of his own
+personality they are fair as trees in summer. Still
+the fact remains that none of these songs will
+live on their own merits. They are not born
+to immortality. Like the daisies they have
+their day and pass away to make room for
+others. It is best so. There is not room in
+the world for everything to be immortal, and
+the transient has a work of its own to do.
+The charm and rare beauty of the English
+countryside are due to the transience of its
+flowers and foliage and little of the evergreen
+is enough. We tire of the eternal. The
+transient songs I have quoted here have been
+meat and drink to our soldiers in the most
+terrible war ever waged. They may be poor stuff
+in comparison with our classic songs but a good
+appetite can get nourishment out of plain food
+and grow strong on it. For the purpose in
+hand these songs have been better than the
+classics; otherwise they would not have been
+chosen. There is a time and place for all
+things. The robin may not be compared with
+the nightingale but it is not the less welcome,
+for it sings when the nightingale is silent. Our
+soldiers' songs will die, some are already dead,
+but they have done their work and justified
+their existence. They have given pleasure and
+strength to men as they went out to do
+immortal deeds. No wounded soldier, or parched
+traveler, thinks lightly of a cup of water
+because it perished in the using; and so it is with
+the songs our soldiers sing.
+
+
+
+
+
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+
+.. _`EASTER SUNDAY`:
+
+.. class:: center large bold
+
+ VI
+
+
+.. class:: center large bold
+
+ EASTER SUNDAY
+
+.. vspace:: 2
+
+Night and day for a week, the fearful
+bombardment continued. Our guns
+were everywhere, and belching forth
+without intermission. Dumps of shells were
+almost as common as sheaves in a corn-field,
+and processions of ammunition-wagons piled
+the shells up faster than the gorging guns
+could take them. The noise was something
+beyond imagination. It was as though all the
+devils in hell had come out to demoniacally
+celebrate the end of the world. We were
+living--two transport officers and I--in an empty
+farm-house that, some time before we came in,
+had been a target for direct hits. One shell
+had gone through the roof, and another
+through the gable wall. The windows had
+been shattered, and the garden and fields were
+pitted with shell-holes. Our first care had been
+to look at the cellar, but we had decided, if
+things became too hot, to make for the open
+fields. We all slept in the same room, and
+were at times wakened up by "an arrival" and
+passed an opinion as to its distance. If, for
+a time, none came nearer, we turned over and
+went to sleep again, for a man must sleep even
+though it be on the edge of a volcano.
+
+One morning the servants found a shell
+nose-cap beneath the window--just that, and
+nothing more. The week was wearing on.
+Another morning some of the 7th Middlesex
+Regiment were in the baths in the village over
+the way, and a company of the London
+Scottish was passing by. Two shells fell in the
+road. The bathers scampered out of the bath
+and ran naked, here and there, for shelter;
+the Scottish "scattered"; but some forty-five
+soldiers, mostly kilted, lay in the road dead
+or wounded. In the dead of night a party of
+machine gunners, just returned from the
+firing-trench, stood outside their billet in our village
+square debating if they should make a cup of
+tea before turning in to sleep. A shell
+decided the matter, and, next morning, I laid
+two of them to rest in the little cemetery, and
+the others stood by as mourners.
+
+The week of terror reached its crisis on the
+Sunday--an Easter Sunday never to be
+forgotten. The infantry of the Brigade had been
+away to a camp, beyond range, for a week's
+rest. They had now returned ready for the
+battle. Three of the regiments had taken up
+their positions in the reserve trenches, but my
+own regiment was quartered in the fatal
+village. The day dawned bright and fair, but
+its smiles were the smiles of a deceiver. The
+Germans had decided on the destruction of the
+village, a sort of devil's "hail-and-farewell"
+before being driven back at the points of
+bayonets. We were awakened by the firing of
+machine-guns over our heads, and rushed to the
+door to see a fight in the air. High up in the
+blue, two aeroplanes circled about for
+positions of vantage, and then rushed at one another
+like hawks in mortal combat. A silence
+followed. Then one rose and made off towards
+the battle-line but fell to a shot of our
+gunners before it could reach safety. The other,
+with its petrol-tank on fire, was planing down
+to earth. Down and down an invisible spiral
+staircase it seemed to rush, while the golden
+fire burnt at its vitals, and a trailing cloud
+of smoke marked its path of doom. Breathlessly
+we watched its descent. It was under
+perfect control, but its path to the ground was
+too long and spiral, and the faster it rushed
+through the air the greater the draught
+became and the more madly the flames leapt up.
+Every second was precious and the certainty
+of its doom made us sick. We saw the body
+of the observer fall out, and still the flaming
+machine pursued its course. Then the wings
+fell away and twirled to the ground like
+feathers, while the engine and the pilot dropped
+like a stone. When the bodies were picked
+up, it was found that the observer had been
+shot through the head, and that the pilot, with
+his dead comrade behind him, had worked the
+wheel until the furious encroaching flame had
+swept over him, and robbed him of mortal life.
+
+Shells were now dropping in the village
+every few minutes. Our farm-house was on the
+right wing, and we stood watching the
+bombardment. With each burst there rose a cloud
+of black smoke and red brick-dust, and we
+knew that another cottage has been destroyed.
+Then the shells began to creep round to the
+right as if the enemy was feeling for the
+bridge over which the ammunition wagons
+were passing. On one side of the little bridge
+was a white bell-tent, and we watched the
+shells dropping within a few feet of it
+without destroying it. Between the tent and our
+street lay a stagnant pool, and we saw about
+a dozen shells fall in its water. The range
+was lengthening and it seemed as if some
+invisible octopus were stretching out its feelers
+towards us. A shell smashed against the
+farm-house at the bottom of our street. The
+deadly thing was coming nearer. Some of our
+sergeants were in a farm-house a few doors
+away, and, hearing a shell fall in the field
+between them and the pool, they came to the
+decision that the moment had come "to
+scatter," but they were too late. It would have
+been better had they stayed indoors. As they
+rushed out a shell burst over the yard three
+of them fell to the ground dead, and three
+more were blown back into the house by the
+force of the explosion. The coping stone of
+the outhouse where the shell burst was blown
+away and three ragged seams were scored on
+the green doorway of the yard outside which
+the three lads lay dead. One of them had,
+ten days before, shown me to my billet thirty
+yards farther up. He acted as interpreter to
+the regiment and as he had not to go into the
+line, we thought that he was one of those who
+would see the end of the war. Yet there he lay.
+
+But the worst calamity of the day was yet
+to befall. Some fifteen or sixteen ammunition
+wagons, unable to get through the village, had
+halted in the Square--"Wipers Square" it had
+been named. Each wagon was loaded with
+nine-point-two shells. An enemy-shot fell on a
+wagon and set it on fire; then the village
+became like unto Sodom and Gomorrah on their
+day of doom. One or two drivers bravely
+stuck to their wagons, and got them out but
+the rest of the wagons were lost. The scene
+that followed was indescribable. Doré could
+never have pictured such horrors. The wagons
+all caught fire and their loads of shells began
+to explode. We stood out in the fields and
+watched the conflagration, while all the time
+the Germans continued to shell the village.
+The large village-hall and the houses on each
+side of the square were utterly destroyed.
+Great explosions sent fragments of wagons and
+houses sky-high, and showers of missiles fell
+even where we stood. The fore part of one
+wagon was blown on to the roof of a house.
+Houses caught fire and blazed all afternoon.
+Some machine-gunners joined us and told how,
+when choking smoke began to penetrate into
+their cellar they had to rush through the square
+and its bursting shells to preserve their lives.
+A German shell burst in a billet where a platoon
+of our men were sheltering in the cellar, and
+those who were not killed by the shell were
+crushed to death by the fall of the house.
+Another shell hit the roof of the house in the
+cellar of which was our Advanced Dressing
+Station for the morrow's battle. Two
+orderlies who happened to be in the street were
+killed, and the colonel was knocked down. In
+the cellars of almost every house were soldiers
+or civilians, and all day the ammunition wagons
+continued burning; shell after shell getting red
+hot and exploding.
+
+All day the German bombardment continued
+and, amid a terrific din, our own gunners
+returned a score or more for every one received.
+By the bridge another long line of loaded
+ammunition wagons stood for two hours, and
+though shells were bursting close by, not one
+hit the wagons. The drivers stood by them
+and, as soon as the road was cleared, got them
+away to the guns. Yet, while the Square was
+burning and the German shells falling,
+hundreds of men from the London regiments
+entered the village from the right, and crossed
+the bridge to stack their packs so as to be
+ready for the coming battle. They walked in
+single file and with wide gaps between, but not
+a man ran or quickened his pace. My blood
+tingled with pride at their courage and anger
+at their carelessness. What *would* make a
+British soldier run? An officer was walking
+near the pool. A shell fell near enough for
+fragments to kill him, but he merely looked
+round, stopped to light a cigarette and walked
+leisurely on as if nothing had happened.
+Three men stood with their backs against a
+small building near the bridge as if sheltering
+from the rain. Several shells fell
+uncomfortably near, so, concluding that the rain had
+changed its direction, they moved round the
+corner. And it was not till more shells had
+fallen near them that they condescended to
+move away altogether.
+
+Yet this was not bravado for, so far as they
+knew, no one was watching them. It was due
+to a certain dignity peculiar to our fighting
+man. He is too proud to acknowledge defeat.
+He is a man, and whether any one is watching
+or not, he is not going to run away from a
+shell. Hundreds of lives must have been lost
+through this stubborn pride but, on the other
+hand, thousands of lives must have been saved
+by it, for it makes the Army absolutely proof
+against panic, than which, nothing is so fatal
+in war. In eighteen months on the Front I
+have never seen or heard of a single case of
+panic either with many or few. Our soldiers
+are always masters of themselves. They have
+the coolness to judge what is the wisest thing
+to do in the circumstances, and they have the
+nerve to carry it out. They run unnecessary
+risks through pride but never through panic.
+All that day on the bridge, a military
+policeman stood at his post of duty. Like Vesuvius
+of old the exploding shells in the Square sent
+up their deadly eruption, and like the Roman
+sentry at Pompeii, he stood at his post. As
+he stood there I saw a young French woman
+leave her house and pass him on the bridge.
+She was leaving the village for a safer place
+but she seemed quite composed and carried a
+basket on her left arm.
+
+While our village was being destroyed we
+were startled by a tremendous explosion a few
+miles away; and looking to our left we saw
+a huge tongue of flame leap up to the sky,
+followed by a wonderful pillar of smoke which
+stood rigid for some moments like a monster
+tower of Babel reaching up to the heavens.
+Evidently a dump of cordite had been fired
+by an enemy shell. Farther off still, another
+dump was on fire. Time and again, bright
+flames leapt from the ground only to be
+smothered again by dense curling masses of smoke.
+It seemed as if our whole front was on fire,
+and news came to us that our main road of
+communication had been heavily shelled, and
+was now strewn with dead horses and men.
+Before the battle of the Somme there were no
+signs and portents so terrible as these: It was
+evident that the enemy knew what was in store
+for him on the morrow, and was preparing
+against it, but if the prelude was so magnificent
+in its terror, what would the battle be?
+Imagination staggered under the contemplation. By
+four o'clock the bombardment was almost at an
+end, and nearly all the shells in the Square had
+exploded. The soldiers began to creep out of
+the cellars. On passing through the Square we
+were amazed at the sight. In fact the
+Transport Officer passed through at my side without
+recognizing the place. At the entrance was a
+team of six dead mules lying prone on the
+ground and terribly torn. Two rows of houses
+had disappeared, leaving mere heaps of stones
+in their places. The pavement was torn up,
+and the wrecks of the ammunition wagons lay
+scattered about. Two houses were still
+burning. Our colonel and adjutant we found by
+the side of the stream. They had been in a
+cellar near the Square all day but, fortunately,
+they were little the worse for the experience.
+They were giving orders for the assembling
+of the scattered regiment.
+
+By this time, civilians were leaving the
+cellars, and with armfuls of household goods
+hastening from the village. To them it seemed
+the end of all things--the day of doom. Some
+of them had slight wounds and as they passed
+us they cried mournfully, "Finis, Messieurs,
+Finis." All was lost. This exodus of the
+despairing civilians was the saddest sight of the
+day. By sunset the regiment had been gathered
+together--all except the wounded who had
+been sent to the Main Dressing Station and
+the dead who had been placed side by side and
+covered with blankets. Most of our officers
+and men had lost all their belongings, but in
+the twilight they marched out of the village
+and took their places in the reserve trenches
+near the other battalions. These had suffered
+no losses. They had been saved the long day's
+agony. Early in the morning the battle was
+to begin but the Westminsters knew that no
+worse experience could await them than that
+through which they had already passed.
+
+Next morning I buried, near the ruined
+church, the bodies of the sergeants who had
+been killed a few doors from us; and on the
+following day I laid to rest, side by side, in one
+long grave, two drivers who had died at their
+posts in the Square, together with an officer
+and twenty men belonging to the 1st Queen's
+Westminster Rifles.
+
+
+
+
+
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+
+.. _`"NOW THE DAY IS OVER"`:
+
+.. class:: center large bold
+
+ VII
+
+
+.. class:: center large bold
+
+ "NOW THE DAY IS OVER"
+
+.. vspace:: 2
+
+Achicourt is a little village about
+a mile out of Arras. It has two
+churches, one Roman Catholic, the
+other, Lutheran. The former church has been
+utterly destroyed by German shells, and will
+have to be rebuilt from the foundations. The
+Lutheran church was less prominently placed,
+and its four walls are still standing. Its
+humility has saved it, but, as by fire. All its
+windows are gone, and its walls are torn and
+scarred by fragments of shells. Most of its
+slates have been destroyed and the rain pours
+through the roof. But, on dry days, and until
+the Battle of Arras, it was a beloved little
+place for services. It stood, however, at a
+corner of the village Square, and the Square
+was destroyed by hundreds of exploding shells
+on Easter Sunday. As I passed it in the
+afternoon of that day, and saw how it had suffered,
+my heart grew sad within me.
+
+Often it had sheltered us at worship, and
+many of our most sacred memories will, for
+ever, cling like ivy to its walls. The door was
+smashed in, the vestibule torn into strips as
+by lightning. The pews were strewn on the
+floor with their backs broken; even the frames
+of the windows had been blown out. There
+was a little portable organ that we had used
+with our hymns, and it lay mutilated on the
+floor like a slaughtered child. The floor was
+white with plaster, as when a sharp frost has
+brought low the cherry blossom. Never again,
+I thought, should I gather my men for worship
+within its humble, hospitable walls. One more
+of the beautiful and sacred things of life had
+perished in this all-devouring war. Only the
+fields remained, and there all my future services
+must be held.
+
+But "fears may be liars" and so mine proved.
+I had reckoned without the man in khaki--that
+master of fate whose head "beneath the
+bludgeonings of chance, is bloody but
+unbowed." In a week he had cleared the Square
+of its dead--mules and men--filled in its
+craters, and cleared away the debris that
+blocked the roads. He was even removing the
+fallen houses in order to mend the roads with
+their bricks and stones; and he had thrown
+together all the scraps of iron for salvage.
+There I found, lying side by side, the burned
+tin-soldiers of the children; officers' revolvers
+which, being loaded, had exploded in the heat;
+bayonets and rifle-barrels of the men; broken
+sewing machines of the women. He had taken
+in hand, too, the little church. Sacking was
+spread across the windows; the remnants of
+the little organ were carefully placed under
+the pulpit where they lay like the body of a
+saint beneath an altar; the floor was swept of
+its fallen plaster. The pews were repaired and
+placed in order again, and a new door was
+made. Even timber was brought for a new
+vestibule. The wood was rough and
+unpainted--Tommy had to use what he could
+get--but it served. The twisted railings were
+drawn away from the entrance, and, on the
+following Sunday, we were back in our old
+sanctuary. We felt that it was more sacred
+than ever. These are the deeds of our
+fighting-man that make us love him so much, and
+these are the acts of kindness and common
+sense that make us admire our commanders.
+Both officers and men have the heart of a lion
+in the hour of battle, the gentleness of a lamb
+when it is over. Whatever their circumstances,
+they cannot cease to be gentlemen, nor forget
+the fathers that begat them.
+
+Let him who doubts the future of England
+come hither. He will see the past through the
+present, and the future through both. Tommy's
+eyes are the crystal gazing-glasses in which he
+will discern the future. Tommy is living
+history and the prophecy of the future made
+flesh. The pessimists have not seen Tommy
+here, and that is why they are what they are.
+"Age cannot wither nor custom stale" his
+infinite freshness and resource. He is a sword
+that the rust of time cannot corrode, nor the
+might of an enemy break, and he will be found
+flashing wherever there are wrongs to right and
+weak to be defended. On Easter Sunday he
+was calmly enduring the horror of the German
+bombardment and the explosions of his own
+dump of shells. On Easter Monday he was
+driving the Germans at the point of his bayonet,
+or accepting their surrender at the doors of
+their dug-outs! On Easter Tuesday and
+Wednesday he was repairing a little French
+chapel for worship. Take him which day
+you will, and you will find him mighty hard to
+match. To me he is the king of men, and
+his genius, cheerfulness and resourcefulness
+beyond the range of explanations.
+
+After some weeks of fighting we had come
+to our last Sunday in Achicourt, and were
+gathered for the evening service. The chapel
+was jammed with officers and men, but not all
+my flock was there. There was Rifleman
+Gibson absent. He was carrying his beloved
+Lewis gun in an attack when a bullet struck
+him, and he died, as his comrades report, with
+a smile upon his face. Before going into the
+battle he had given me his father's address
+and thanked me for the spiritual help he had
+received at the services. It was his farewell
+to me, and his father now has the penciled
+words. And Rifleman Stone was absent, too.
+He was but a boy, and beautiful with youth
+and goodness. His comrades loved him as
+David loved Jonathan, with a love passing the
+love of women. Every day, they told me in
+their grief, he knelt in the trench to say his
+prayers and to read his Bible. One night after
+praying he laid him down and slept. He had
+often sung the evening hymn:
+
+ | "Jesus protects; my fears, be gone!
+ | What can the Rock of Ages move?
+ | Safe in Thy arm I lay me down,
+ | Thy everlasting arms of love.
+
+ | "While Thou art intimately nigh,
+ | Who, then, shall violate my rest?
+ | Sin, earth, and hell I now defy;
+ | I lean upon my Saviour's breast.
+
+ | "Me for Thine own Thou lov'st to take,
+ | In time and in eternity,
+ | Thou never, never wilt forsake
+ | A helpless soul that trusts in Thee."
+
+And as he slept, God took him from the
+misery of this world--took him without
+waking him. His broken-hearted comrades
+gathered together his broken body, and a friend,
+a Congregational preacher, who, though over
+military age, was serving in the ranks, read the
+burial service over him. Lance-corporal
+Gilbert James was missing, too--he whom I had
+known to lose his breakfast to attend a service
+in a cold, dirty, old barn. And many others
+were absent whose departure to the Land beyond
+our mortal reach was to us like the putting
+out of stars.
+
+We were leaving the Arras front and we
+sang a hymn for those who had taken our places:
+
+ | "O Lord of Hosts, Whose mighty arm
+ | In safety keeps 'mid war's alarm,
+ | Protect our comrades at the Front
+ | Who bear of war the bitter brunt.
+ | And in the hour of danger spread
+ | Thy sheltering wings above each head,
+
+ | "In battle's harsh and dreadful hour,
+ | Make bare Thine arm of sovereign power,
+ | And fight for them who fight for Thee,
+ | And give to justice, victory.
+ | O in the hour of danger spread
+ | Thy sheltering wings above each head.
+
+ | "If by the way they wounded lie,
+ | O listen to their plaintive cry;
+ | And rest them on Thy loving breast,
+ | O Thou on Whom the cross was pressed;
+ | And in the hour of danger shed
+ | Thy glorious radiance o'er each head.
+
+ | "When pestilence at noonday wastes,
+ | And death in triumph onward hastes,
+ | O Saviour Christ, remember Nain,
+ | And give us our beloved again.
+ | In every ward of sickness tread,
+ | And lay Thy hand upon each head.
+
+ | "O Friend and Comforter divine,
+ | Who makest light at midnight shine,
+ | Give consolation to the sad
+ | Who in the days of peace were glad.
+ | And in the hour of sorrow spread
+ | Thy wings above each drooping head.
+ | Amen."
+
+I had to find a new voice to start it, for our
+little organ had been destroyed by a shell,
+and our precentor was lying in a grave beside
+his Medical Aid Post at Guemappe. When,
+on Good Friday, we had sung the hymn
+before, the regiment returned from rest billets to
+the line, he had started the tune. His love
+for music was second only to that of risking
+his life for the wounded. In one of his letters
+given me to censor, he had written, "How nice
+it will be to be back in my old place in the
+choir." But he was destined not to go back.
+His path was onward and upward, and his
+place was in the heavenly choir. I had seen
+it in his large, tender blue eyes. There was
+in them an expression as if he had seen "the
+land that is very far off." I felt that he was
+chosen as a sacrifice--that the seal of God was
+on his forehead.
+
+Still, we had to sing, though his voice was
+silent. So we sang--several tunes, for hymns
+seemed all our spirits needed. What need
+was there for a sermon when we had hymns?
+We left the rag-time type of hymn and sang
+the real deep things that come from men's
+hearts, and ever after are taken up by their
+fellows to express their deepest aspirations and
+experiences. The ruined chapel vibrated with
+music, and men, I am told, stood in the street
+to listen while "Jesus, Lover of my Soul,"
+"Rock of Ages," "When I Survey the
+Wondrous Cross" and "The Sands of Time are
+Sinking" told of the faith and love that lift
+up the heart. We also sang "Abide with
+Me." After hearing us sing it one night, a Roman
+Catholic officer in the regiment, a Canadian
+and one of the bravest, most beloved men that
+ever walked, told me that he was a
+great-grandson of the author. He is in hospital
+now with severe wounds, but his men were present.
+
+"Couldn't we take up a collection for the
+repair of the chapel when peace comes?"
+whispered a rifleman; "it would be a sort of
+thanksgiving for the good times we have had
+in it, and for the kindness of the congregation
+in giving us the use of it so freely."
+
+I put the suggestion to the men and they
+voted for it with enthusiasm. Two of them
+went round with their caps and out of their
+shallow purses the big-hearted fellows gave
+over 100 francs. In the name of the men I
+presented the full caps to a lady of the
+congregation who was present, and she was
+moved to tears. The time was quickly passing,
+so I mounted the pulpit and told them of
+words spoken after the earth's first great
+trouble, when the black wings of death had
+cast their shadow over every home: "And God
+said, I do set my bow in the cloud, and it
+shall be for a token of a covenant between me
+and the earth. And it shall come to pass, when
+I bring a cloud over the earth, that the bow
+shall be seen in the cloud."
+
+"God," I said, "has made a covenant with
+man, for man is His neighbor and subject; and
+there must be an understanding between them,
+if there is to be peace and happiness. Man
+must know God's will or he will grieve Him
+and there will be discord and pain. Also, man
+must know God's intentions concerning him,
+and something of His ways, or else he will live
+in fear and dread of the Almighty One in
+whose power he lies. There were no books
+and parchment in the first days, so God took
+the sky for His parchment, and dipping His
+fingers in the most lovely of colors, wrote out
+His covenant with man. He spread it out
+between earth and heaven so that man might look
+up and see it without obstruction, and so that
+He Himself might look down on it and
+remember His agreement. 'The bow,' He said,
+'shall be in the cloud; and I will look upon
+it, that I may remember the everlasting
+covenant.'"
+
+"When you draw up a covenant with a neighbor,
+you look well at it and then give it to your
+attorney, who puts it away in the darkness
+of the safe. But it is taken out at intervals
+for fresh examination. And the rainbow-covenant
+was put away behind the clouds, to be
+brought out again from time to time to bring
+comfort and strength to man by its appearance.
+The rainbow is only half seen by man.
+The lower half of its circle is lost in the
+earth. It exists, but unseen. And the full
+circle of God's beautiful covenant with man
+has never appeared to our eyes. A full half
+is lost in the unapprehending darkness of
+man's mind. The full purpose of God is not
+realized. His plans are too vast and glorious
+for the intellect or imagination to span; but
+half the rainbow is seen and it is enough.
+Seeing half we can take the rest on trust. In the
+covenant we are assured that we shall never be
+given darkness without light, winter without
+summer, seedtime without harvest, death
+without birth, sorrow without joy, or a thick cloud
+without a rainbow. He binds Himself not to
+give evil without good, or to bring tears
+without laughter. "I do set My bow in the cloud;
+and it shall come to pass when I bring a cloud
+over the earth, that the bow shall be seen in the cloud."
+
+"A rainbow is made up of rain and sunshine
+and life is woven of the same stuff--tears and
+laughter. The most glorious sunshine is
+incapable of a rainbow without the co-operation
+of the dark trailing clouds; and it is impossible
+for the human character to reach its ripest
+maturity and beauty on joy alone. Sorrow is
+as beneficent and necessary as joy. There are
+untutored natives who dread the rainbow.
+They believe that it is a serpent that rises out
+of the pools to devour men; and there are
+unbelieving men in cultured lands who dread
+adversity no less. They do not believe that
+*God* 'brings the cloud.' The rainbow is their
+refutation and it is written across the sky for
+all to see. On the other hand, there are
+unbelieving men who see only the cloud and are
+blind to the sunshine. To them life is one long
+tragedy. It is an immense futility. They
+regard man as a mere cork in the sea, thrown
+about by blind, deaf, unintelligible natural
+forces void of purpose; active indeed but
+ungoverned. Human life to them is a black
+cloud driven through immensity by the winds
+of unintelligent fate. It has no meaning and
+its darkness is the deeper because they cannot
+call a halt and disperse it into nothingness.
+Like Job's wife they would say 'Curse God and
+die,' yet they cannot die. But Job, as he sits
+on the dunghill, looks up at the rainbow and
+finds a truer philosophy. 'What?' says he,
+'shall we receive good at the hand of God, and
+shall we not receive evil?' Under the rainbow's
+arch there are fruitful fields and beautiful
+gardens for where the rainbow hangs in air
+there is sunshine and there is rain--the parents
+of fruitfulness. And to whom God gives in
+equal measure joy and sorrow there is beauty
+and fruitfulness of heart and life. His promise
+to 'every living creature' is that He will never
+send the cloud without the sunshine and, what
+is not less gracious, He will never send the
+sunshine without the cloud. When by day the
+Israelites tramped the fiery desert He led them
+by a pillar of cloud, and they marched in its
+shade; and in the blackness of night He threw
+in the sky a pillar of sunshine; and they
+walked through the gloom in its light.
+
+"In these terrible days of war when our
+hearts begin to fail us and dark doubts cloud
+the mind, let us look at the Covenant God
+has made with us. He has set it in rainbow
+colors across the sky, that 'he who runs may
+read' and 'the wayfaring man though a fool
+may not err.' God has flung his rainbow over
+the trench and the grave; over the Garden of
+Gethsemane; over the Cross on Calvary. It
+is over the tomb in the Arimathean's Garden;
+and over Olivet, as Christ ascends to heaven.
+We are born under the rainbow, live under it,
+die under it. At the last we shall find it over
+the throne of Judgment. Water and blood
+flowed from Christ's side; and life and death,
+joy and pain, light and darkness, summer and
+winter, peace and war come forth from God.
+
+"Let us take life as it comes with obedient
+wills and grateful hearts. The bee finds honey
+in the thistle as well as in the rose, and 'where
+the bee sucks there suck I,' for He who guides
+the bee guides me. Only in loving obedience
+to God shall we find true wisdom. It is not
+so much what we are given as how we take
+it that matters. To be humble nothing may
+be so sweet as sorrow; and to the proud nothing
+may be so bitter as pleasure. Let us leave
+God to mix the ingredients of our life, for
+'all things work together for good to them
+that love God.' It is all in the covenant
+written by God's fingers in the colors of the
+rainbow, and whenever He brings it from beyond
+the clouds, let us look at it with reverent
+eyes, and ponder its promise. Then shall we
+be able to say, with Wordsworth,
+
+ | 'My heart leaps up when I behold
+ | A rainbow in the sky.'"
+ |
+
+After I had finished speaking we sang, at
+the request of one of the sergeants, the hymn
+commencing
+
+ | "The Day Thou gavest Lord is ended,
+ | The darkness falls at Thy behest."
+
+And beautiful indeed was the singing of it.
+
+The Benediction followed. Just as I was
+ending it an impulse came to me, and I yielded
+to its importunity. "Before we part and before
+we leave Achicourt which has meant so much
+to us of joy and sorrow," I said, "let us sing
+a kiddies' hymn. We still shelter in our hearts
+a little child. Though we have grown moustaches
+and some of us gray hairs, the child
+that we once were, never quite dies. Let us
+have a hymn for the boy within us who never
+grows up and never dies." Then I read out
+verse by verse, for it was not in their books:
+
+ | "Now the day is over,
+ | Night is drawing nigh,
+ | Shadows of the evening
+ | Steal across the sky.
+
+ | "Jesus, give the weary
+ | Calm and sweet repose;
+ | With Thy tenderest blessing
+ | May their eyelids close.
+
+ | "Grant to little children
+ | Visions bright of Thee;
+ | Guarding the sailors tossing
+ | On the angry sea.
+
+ | "Comfort every sufferer
+ | Watching late in pain;
+ | Those who plan some evil
+ | From their sin restrain.
+
+ | "When the morning wakens,
+ | Then may I arise
+ | Pure and fresh, and sinless
+ | In Thy holy eyes."
+
+I have witnessed many moving sights in my
+time and heard much deep and thrilling music;
+but I have never been so deeply moved by
+anything as by the rich, deep voices of these
+gallant men and boys who, after winning the
+Battle of Arras, had come into this ruined
+church and were singing this beautiful kiddies'
+hymn as their last farewell.
+
+The collection the boys had taken up had
+been so heavy that we carried it to the French
+lady's house for her. As we entered her home
+she said in her simple way, as her eyes grew
+radiant with gratitude, "I like the English
+soldiers." It was the voice of France. And
+she was worthy to speak for France. For
+two-and-a-half years her house had stood
+within a mile of the German trenches, and but
+a few hundred yards from our own firing line.
+Yet she and her mother had never left it. She
+introduced me to her mother, who had lived
+in London, and spoke English. Then she
+brought in coffee. I had noticed a most
+remarkable thing about the house. There was
+not a piece of glass broken, nor a mark of
+war on the walls. It was the only house I
+have seen, either in Achicourt or Arras, upon
+which the war has not laid its monstrous and
+bloody finger. "How is it," I asked the
+mother, "that your house has not been
+touched?" Her eyes shone and a sweet smile
+lit up her face. "It is the will of God," she
+said simply. "Shells have fallen a little short
+of us and a little beyond us. They have passed
+within a yard of the house, and we have heard
+the rushing of the wind as they passed, but
+they have not touched us. When the village
+has been bombarded we have gone down into
+the cellar as was but discretion and duty, but
+we have had the conviction all along that we
+should be spared, and we refused to leave the
+house. We do not know God's purpose but
+we believe that it is God's will to spare us." I
+leave the fact to speak for itself and offer
+no explanation. Skeptics will say the house
+was spared by accident; but they would not
+have stayed there two-and-a-half years trusting
+to such an accident. These two women,
+without a man in the house, stayed on the very
+confines of hell with its hourly suspense and
+danger for nearly three years, because they
+believed it was God's will and that, though they
+walked through the fiery furnace heated seven
+times hotter than it was wont to be heated,
+He would not allow so much as a hair of their
+heads to be singed. And not a hair was singed.
+They were women in whom faith burned like
+a bright pillar of fire. One caught its light,
+and felt its heat. I have met patriots and
+heroes and know their quality when I see them
+and come near them. These were "the real
+thing." Faith in God and faith in their
+country were interwoven in their spirits like sun
+and shower in a rainbow. They were of the
+same breed as the Maid of France, and like
+her, with their white banner bearing the
+device of the Cross, they withstood and defied
+the might and terror of the invader. They
+believed it was God's will they should stay,
+to "Be still and know that I am God." Their
+experience was expressed by the Psalmist
+centuries ago: "God is our refuge and
+strength, a very present help in trouble.
+Therefore will not we fear, though the earth be
+removed, and though the mountains be carried
+into the midst of the sea. Though the waters
+thereof roar and be troubled, though the
+mountains shake with the swellings thereof
+... Come behold the works of the Lord, what
+desolations He hath made in the earth. He
+maketh wars to cease unto the end of the earth;
+He breaketh the bow, and cutteth the spear in
+sunder; He burneth the chariot in the fire....
+The Lord of Hosts is with us; the God of
+Jacob is our refuge."
+
+Such was the faith of these two women, and
+their courage few men have approached. It
+is a practical matter, and after comparing it
+with the skeptic's theory of accident and
+coincidence and remembering his probable haste in
+seeking a place not so liable to untoward
+accidents, I accept the explanation of the women.
+Their house was spared and not a hair of
+their heads injured because "it was God's will." If
+it is not the correct theory, it ought to be.
+Otherwise falsehood is more sustaining than
+truth, and inspires nobler conduct.
+
+The day was now over. A new chapter of
+life had been written, and in the morning, we
+left behind us this village of precious memories,
+and marched out again into the unknown.
+
+
+
+
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+
+
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+ SONS OF THE MOTHERLAND
+
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+It is said that the eel is born in the deepest
+part of the ocean, thousands of miles
+from any country, and that, urged by an
+overpowering instinct it begins almost at once
+to rise towards the light and to head for the
+land. After slowly swimming thousands of
+miles it reaches our rivers, and pushes its way
+up to their sources, and even crawls through
+the grass out of one stream into another. Here,
+if uncaught by man, it lives for years gorging
+an appetite which only developed on reaching
+the fresh water. Then, the overmastering
+instinct that brought it out, takes it back. It
+returns through the illimitable waters until it
+finds the place where it was born. There the
+female lays her eggs and there male and female
+die. The eggs hatch, and the young do as
+their parents did before them.
+
+I do not think I could kill or eat an eel.
+I have too much reverence for it now that
+I have learned its story. When in the fish
+market I see an eel struggling, I feel that
+I want to take it and drop it into the sea
+that it may go to its long home "far from
+the madding crowd's ignoble strife." How
+passionate and wild must be its desire to
+get back to its own ocean depths where it
+may perpetuate its kind and die in peace.
+Its appetite is voracious, but then, what but
+the mightiest and most elemental instincts and
+appetites could carry it through achievements
+so sublime and tragic. Picture it on its lone
+way through the deep, urged on by it knows
+not what. Scientists say that man has evolved
+from a tiny form of life that passed through
+the fish stage. If so, it explains a lot and I,
+for one, shall not be ashamed to acknowledge
+relationship to a fish with a life story as
+sublime as that of the eel. I know that Genesis
+speaks truly when it says that God made us
+out of the dust of the earth and breathed into
+our souls the breath of His own being thus
+animating dust with divinity. And if from the
+other inspired book, the book of Nature,
+scientists can teach how God mixed the clay when
+He fashioned man I will accept the teaching
+with gratitude, for it will help me to
+understand things that are dark in me and in my
+fellows. It will throw light on the wild
+longings, and instincts immature, that baffle the
+mind, and come into the clear shallow streams
+of life like eels out of the dark unfathomable
+depths of the ocean.
+
+Since I went to France I have been amazed
+at the homing instinct as revealed in the
+coming together of the sons of the British
+Motherland. People at home do not quite realize
+what has happened. Britain's sons have come
+back to her--have come back to die that their
+race may be saved and perpetuated. The
+British are a roving race. A large number of
+them yield to an overpowering desire to go
+out into the world. The South Pole and the
+North Pole have known the tread of their feet.
+Their ships have anchored in every creek of
+every sea. There is no town or country
+however remote where their voices have not been
+heard. Even Mecca could not keep the Briton
+out. He must look upon its Black Stone. All
+lands call him to come, and see, and conquer.
+He colonizes and absorbs but cannot be
+absorbed. He is a Briton still. A friend of
+mine told me that when visiting Australia
+strangers who had never seen England, except
+in and through their fathers, would come to
+him in railway carriage or 'bus, and ask "How
+is everything at *Home*?" And Dr. Fitchett,
+Australia's splendid author, confesses that when
+he first saw the land of his fathers he knelt
+down and kissed its shore.
+
+Loving the homeland with a passion stronger
+than death the Briton leaves it, for he hears
+the call of the world borne on the winds and
+waves from afar, and cannot refuse it. In
+foreign lands he lives and labors. He roams
+their fields and swims in their streams, but
+always with an ear listening for the voice of the
+Motherland; for he is hers, and at her service
+if she calls.
+
+The Declaration of War on Aug. 4, 1914,
+was the Mother's call to her children. Swifter
+than lightning it passed through the waves and
+on the wings of the wind. The settler left his
+lonely cabin, the gold-digger his shovel, the
+prospector his surveying instruments, the
+rancher his herds, the missionary his church,
+the teacher his school, the clerk his office, and
+all made for the nearest port. Within a month
+there was not a ship on the wide seas but was
+bearing loyal sons back to their Motherland's
+defense. I have met, in France, British
+soldiers from every country under heaven. I
+bent over a dying soldier near Arras who was
+a clerk in Riga, Russia, when the call came.
+And one night on the Somme a fine young
+fellow from Africa entered my tent, and slept
+by my side. He was one of the most charming
+and handsome men I have ever met, and had
+come from Durban. He had fought with
+Botha in Southwest Africa, and at the
+conclusion of that campaign had shipped for home.
+Next day I took him to Delville Wood for he
+wanted to see the place where his brother had
+died. I found that he was of my own
+communion and we talked about some of my
+college friends who had gone out to Natal. Two
+days later, he died of wounds in a dressing
+station. Most of the transport officers in our
+Division have come home from abroad, and
+have been given their posts because they are
+accustomed to horses. One was prospecting in
+Nigeria, another salmon-canning in Siberia, a
+third on a plantation in South America.
+
+In addition to Canadians, South Africans,
+Australians, and New Zealanders, who have
+come by the hundred thousand at the call of
+the Motherland, there are hundreds of thousands
+who have come singly, or in small parties,
+from remote corners of the earth. For five
+weeks I was a patient in a Canadian hospital
+in France. The entire staff was Canadian.
+Some were Canadian born; others had gone out
+to that country years ago. All were of British
+blood. The colonel was a magnificent
+specimen of manhood from London, Ontario, in
+which city he had been born. He would sit
+on the bed and tell us tales of the great
+snow-land. Sometimes he would scold us for being
+so blind to the greatness of the Empire and tell
+us what Canada thought of the Motherland.
+One of the night orderlies would, on occasion,
+recite to us some poem such as "Jim Bludso,"
+before the lights went out. Then he would
+come to my locker and take "Palgrave's
+Treasury of Songs and Lyrics" with which to
+regale his soul during the long watches of the
+night. He was of the full stature of men and
+straight as a pine. He had gone out from
+Ireland as a boy, and settled on a cattle ranch
+in the United States. One day there was
+trouble and one of the other cowboys sent a
+bullet clean through his chest. The moment
+war was declared he left his roving herds of
+cattle, crossed the frontier into Canada and
+traveled hundreds of miles to Winnipeg to
+enlist. The doctor looked at him. "What is
+this scar on your chest?" he asked. "Oh,"
+replied the cowboy, "I fell off a wagon and
+knocked the skin off." The doctor turned him
+round and put his finger in the scar on his
+back where the bullet had passed out. "And
+what is this scar at the back? Did you fall
+off another wagon?" And the two men understood
+one another and laughed. The doctor
+could not find it in his heart to send the
+cowboy back to his ranch, so he was passed into
+the Canadian contingent.
+
+One of the nurses we called "the Little
+Mother." She had gone to Canada five years
+before, but the war had brought her back, and
+well was it for us that it had. Among the
+patients was a doctor in the American A.M.C.
+His ancestors had left England generations ago
+and settled in New England, but he had come
+back at the call of war--a grandson of the
+Motherland. Then there was a lieutenant of
+British stock who had been born and brought
+up at Antwerp, but as the German guns were
+destroying his native city he took ship to enlist
+in the British army. "Anzac" was, as his
+nickname denotes, an Australian. He was in the
+Flying Corps. He had heard the call at school
+and had come "home" to the land of his fathers.
+
+In one regiment I found a bunch of lads who
+had been born in China. But, out there in
+Hong Kong, they heard the call of a Motherland
+they had never seen, and came post haste
+to her help. Sitting near me as I write, is an
+officer back from the Argentine, and already, on
+his arm, is a gold wound-stripe. Another in the
+mess had been pearl-fishing in Australia, but
+stored his boats to come and fight. Another
+at our table was born in Australia. He was
+with Captain Falcon Scott on his last
+expedition, and saw him go out to the South Pole
+and death. He has already been wounded.
+When the war broke out its tumult seemed to
+wake our fathers and we felt them stir in our
+blood; for ancestors are not put into graves
+but are buried alive in their sons. We felt the
+call to defend our race as our fathers did in
+their day. It was a master instinct, and the
+millions of men who voluntarily left home and
+business to fight show how deeply nationality
+is rooted in human nature. Returning from a
+far land to die--if needs be--that their kind
+may live, the scattered sons of our Motherland
+have come by all the seas to defend her, in her
+hour of need.
+
+ | "They came as the winds come
+ | When forests are rended;
+ | They came as the waves come
+ | When navies are stranded."
+
+
+
+
+
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+ IX
+
+
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+ THE TERROR BY NIGHT
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+June was a flaming month on the high
+ground we had captured beyond Arras.
+The Quartermaster and Transport
+Officer with whom I was messing were both "on
+leave" so, as I was the only officer left in the
+camp, a Baptist padre, whose regiment was
+near, came to live with me. I had a little brown
+tent five feet wide and six feet long which a
+rifleman had lent to me because the bell-tent
+I was expecting had not arrived. The
+rifleman did not need his tent, for he and his
+chums had built themselves a little dug-out.
+Next day the bell-tent arrived, and the other
+padre took possession of it, while I held on to
+the little brown shelter. Next to it was the
+kitchen where the servants slept and cooked.
+It was a truly wonderful contrivance of wood,
+corrugated iron and ground-sheets. The
+Baptist chaplain's tent was round, my shelter
+oblong, but what shape the kitchen was, would
+pass the wit of man to say. It was a shape
+never seen on earth before. It had no ancestor
+and it could have no descendant. Such a
+design could not occur twice. Beyond the kitchen
+were the horse-lines of the regiment and close
+by them the regimental stores. It was so hot
+that we all wore our lightest clothing; and
+when the servants got lemons from Arras, the
+lemonade they made lasted about five minutes
+only, for what was left by us was quickly drunk
+up by the servants with the assistance of those
+who like to frequent such happy places as mess
+kitchens.
+
+All our meals were served out of doors,
+under the blue sky. We had guests most days,
+for officers coming out from the homeland
+stayed with us for a night or a day before
+going up with the rations to join the regiment
+in the trench. Other officers had come down
+to stay with us on their way to a course at some
+military school; and one, at least, came to wait
+for the day on which he was to take his "leave." We
+were, therefore, a very merry party. It
+was almost like camping on the Yorkshire
+moors, for we had an uninterrupted view of
+many miles. To those who love vast stretches
+of wild barren country as I do, the scene under
+the flaming June sun was exceedingly impressive.
+There were no houses, streams, hedges,
+or trees, but the whole area was scored with
+trenches cut into the white chalk, and showing
+clearly at great distances. The ground, with
+but short spaces between, was covered with
+encampments. These consisted of the stores and
+horse-lines of the regiments and batteries in
+the line. The circle of the horizon was bounded
+by the charred ruins of French villages--Beaurains,
+Neuville, Vitasse, Wancourt, Monchy
+and Tilloy. We could see the flashing of our
+own guns, and the black bursts of shells from
+those of the enemy.
+
+All day the sky was thick with aeroplanes,
+and many were too high to be seen except
+through strong field glasses. We watched a
+German aeroplane circling over Arras and
+directing the fire of the long guns. Soon the
+streets were strewn with dead and wounded,
+for the town was full of troops. The firing
+only lasted a few minutes, however. One of
+our aeroplanes quickly challenged the enemy to
+single combat; and we soon saw the German
+machine falling from an immense height, wing
+over wing and head over tail, utterly out of
+control.
+
+Dinner, in the cool of the evening, was a
+most pleasant meal. As we drank our coffee
+we watched the aeroplanes returning from the
+line like birds to their nests. Sometimes we
+counted as many as twenty, all heading for
+home at the same time. The sun set in red
+and golden splendor, and we wondered what
+darkness would bring. On the night before
+our arrival, the regiment which made way for
+us had one of its storemen killed by a shell;
+and on most nights a few shells fell in some
+part or other of the vast camp. One evening
+shells fell a little beyond us and the
+transport-sergeant moved his horse-lines. After that,
+he moved them every evening at dark, so that
+the ground where the enemy had observed the
+horses in the day-time was left vacant when
+he opened fire at night. It was a game of
+chess with horses and men for pawns, and life
+and death for the stakes.
+
+On the evening before, our guest--a young
+lieutenant--was to go on leave, he got very
+uneasy. As gulls scent the approach of stormy
+weather and come inland, or blackbirds and
+larks feel the approach of winter and migrate
+to summer lands, so men can sometimes scent
+danger and coming death. He had with him a
+bottle of whisky, and he kept it on the table
+outside my tent--a safe place for it.
+
+"I don't mind telling you, Padre," he said,
+as he poured out a glass, "I've got the
+'wind-up' badly to-night. I don't like the feel of
+things. I would rather be in the trenches than
+here, because I know what is likely to happen
+there, but here in the open I feel strange and
+unprotected. I shall be glad when it is
+morning."
+
+His feeling was quite natural. We always
+feel another man's dangers more than our own
+because they are new to us and we don't know
+what to expect or how to meet them. A man
+will choose a big danger that he is used to,
+sooner than a lesser danger that is new to
+him. Besides, the lieutenant had his
+"leave-warrant" in his breast pocket and that will sap
+any man's courage. He has a feeling that the
+shells are after his "leave-warrant" and that
+the gunners know where it is. He suspects that
+fate is malignant and takes a special delight
+in killing a man when he is on the way to
+"Blighty." Many a man has been killed with
+a "leave-warrant" in his pocket, or "commission
+papers" in it which were taking him home.
+
+Our doctor told me how one night he and
+the chaplain who preceded me were riding on
+the front of an ambulance car when a shell
+burst and with a fragment killed the chaplain.
+In the padre's pocket was his warrant, and he
+was taking his last ride before going home;
+but instead of going home in "Blighty" he went
+to his *long* home, and the warrant lies in the
+grave with him. A man feels particularly
+vulnerable when the long-looked-for
+"leave-warrant" is in his pocket. He does not fear
+death after "leave," but he does on the eve of
+"leave." He wants one more look at his home
+and loved ones before going on the long and
+lone journey which, despite all the comfort
+which the Christian religion gives, still retains
+much of its terror to the human spirit. There
+have been few better Christians than Samuel
+Johnson and John Bunyan, but neither of them
+could contemplate fording the river of death
+without misgivings. When they came to it they
+found it much less formidable than they had
+expected. Had they been at the Front with
+"leave-warrants" in their pockets to "Fleet
+Street, London," or "Elstow, Bedford," I
+fancy neither of them would have taken undue risks.
+
+I could sympathize with the young lieutenant
+for, a few months before, a "leave-warrant"
+had made a bit of a coward of myself. I was
+in two minds whether or not to go up to the
+firing line to see the men again before shipping
+for home. The "leave-warrant" was in my
+pocket, and I was to go next morning; but the
+doctor's story of my predecessor came to my
+mind, and the "leave-warrant" spread itself out
+before the eyes of my imagination. I saw the
+faces of my wife, and mother, and dog, and
+the faces of my friends. The old home and
+the green fields stretched out before me; and
+I decided to see them first and the "boys" after.
+I had just been with my men, but it was a long
+time since I had been with those at home. If
+there was a shell with my name and address
+on it, I thought I would make the Hun wait
+till I had been home, before I let him deliver
+it into my hands. I think a "leave-warrant"
+would make a coward of any man. At any
+rate, the feeling is quite understood and
+recognized by everyone at the Front; and this young
+officer had been sent down from the trenches
+to us, three days before his train was due to
+start, so that he might have a better chance of
+using his "warrant," and at the same time, feel
+more at ease in mind.
+
+I undressed and got into bed, and lay reading
+by the light of a candle when the lieutenant
+came to the tent door again. "It's no use,
+Padre," he said, "I can't go to bed yet. I feel
+too uneasy. I wish I were on the train." He
+went back to the bell-tent he was sharing with
+the other chaplain, and I put out my light.
+
+There was the silence of a summer evening
+broken only by the distant bursting of shells.
+Then, suddenly, there was a crash about seventy
+yards from our tents, and two more near the
+horse-lines. "To run or not run?" that was
+the question; and my answer was in the
+negative. If I ran, it was just as likely that I
+should run into a shell, as out of the way of
+one. On Easter Sunday I had seen three of
+our non-commissioned officers killed in that
+way. Besides, I like my bed, once I have taken
+the trouble to get into it. I therefore put on
+my steel helmet which I had placed by the
+bed-side, and waited to see what would happen.
+(A steel helmet is a wonderful comfort when
+men are under fire. We may not have much
+in our heads but we feel more anxious about
+them than about all the rest of the body. The
+helmets are heavy and uncomfortable and we
+don't like wearing them, but, nevertheless, may
+blessings ever rest on the head of the man
+who invented them. I have seen scores of lives
+saved by them, and they have given infinite
+comfort and assurance in trying moments.)
+
+A long silence elapsed, then the lieutenant
+appeared at the door of the tent again.
+
+"You haven't been here all the time, have
+you?" he asked. "We went down to the old
+trenches at the bottom of the camp; but it is
+rather cold and wearisome there, and I think
+the worst is over now. I'm just going to take
+another sip of the 'Scotch wine' and then turn
+in for the night; but I'm not going to undress."
+
+Ten minutes later there was a tremendous
+crash as if a star had fallen on top of us.
+There came a blinding flash of light, a strong
+smell of powder, and a spluttering of bullets
+on the ground. That was enough to get the
+laziest man living out of bed, and to answer
+the question, "to run or not to run?" in the
+affirmative. I slipped on my boots without
+fastening them, put on my trench coat and bade
+my little tent a fond farewell. There were
+some old German gun-pits close by, and I
+sought refuge there. "Come in here, sir," cried
+a voice, and I found myself by the side of a
+sergeant. Then the cook ran in bare-foot and
+laughing. No one seemed to have been hit, and
+all had now sought shelter. We waited for
+some time and nothing further happened. The
+night was cold and I began to shiver in my
+pajamas. So I started to look about for a
+place to sleep in, for a feeling of estrangement
+had grown up between me and the little brown
+tent. There was a path across a shallow bit
+of trench, and underneath it I found the barber,
+lying comfortably on his bed. He invited me
+in, and said that I could have the bed, and
+he would sleep at the side of it on his
+ground-sheet. He could, he said, sleep as soundly on
+the ground as on the bed of stretched sacking.
+I therefore returned to my tent to get blankets.
+The time-fuse of a shell had gone through the
+kitchen and rebounded from a beam on to my
+servant, but without doing him any injury and
+he proposed sleeping there for the night. He
+only agreed to move to some safer place, when
+I ordered him to do so. There was no one
+in the bell-tent so I knew the occupants were
+quite safe somewhere. On striking a light to
+get my blankets, I noticed three small holes
+in the top of the tent, and knew that shrapnel
+bullets had missed me only by inches. It had
+been a close shave and it was not inappropriate
+that I was now going to be the guest of a
+barber.
+
+The psychological effect was not one I should
+have expected. The incident caused no
+shell-shock, and but little immediate excitement; so
+I was soon asleep. All the others were in a
+like case. The excitement came with the
+morning when we examined the tents and the
+ground. In the bell-tent there were ten
+shrapnel bullet holes. One had gone through the
+piece of wood on which the officers' clothing
+had been hung, and must have passed immediately
+over the body of the Baptist chaplain as
+he lay in bed. Others must have passed equally
+near the lieutenant who was not in bed, but,
+standing up at the time, fully dressed. In my
+own little tent I found eleven holes and they
+were in all parts of the canvas. Some of the
+bullets must have gone in at one side and out
+at the other, for only five were found
+embedded in the hard, chalky ground. A sixth
+had passed through the box at the bed-head
+and entered deeply into the book I had been
+reading. Outside the kitchen, the servants
+picked up a lump of shell a foot long and
+three or four inches wide. Well was it for
+them that the fragment fell outside the kitchen
+and not inside. The ground around the tents
+was sprinkled with shrapnel bullets and bits of
+shell. The shells which fell near the horses
+had burst on touching the ground, and not like
+ours, in the air. They had dug deep holes in
+the earth, and as the horses were within a few
+yards of them, it seemed miraculous that none
+was hurt. The transport had just returned
+from taking up the rations, and, as one of the
+drivers leapt off his horse, a bullet hit the
+saddle where his leg had been a second before.
+Not a man or horse received a scratch, although
+the shells had made a direct hit on our camp.
+On other occasions one shell has laid out scores
+of men and horses.
+
+They say that sailors don't like padres on
+board ship, because they think the latter bring
+them bad luck. And most people are a little
+afraid of the figure thirteen, but though it was
+the thirteenth of June and there were two
+padres in the tents, we had the best of what
+is called "luck." So I think we may say it was
+one up for the padres. After breakfast we
+gathered together some of the fragments lying
+around the tents, and found the nose-cap of a
+shell which had burst seventy yards away.
+With these, and the time-fuse which hit my
+servant, the other chaplain and I went to a
+battery and asked the officers to tell us
+something about the gun, just as one might take a
+bone of some extinct creature to a scientist,
+and ask him to draw an outline of the whole
+animal. They told us that the gun was a
+long-range, high-velocity, naval gun with a possible
+range of fifteen miles. They knew where it
+was, but could not hit it. The shot was a
+large high-explosive, shrapnel shell, and the
+time-fuse indicated that it had come to us from
+about eleven miles away.
+
+On our return we built ourselves dug-outs
+for the nights, and only lived in the tents by
+day. Sometimes we were shelled in the
+day-time, but by taking cover took no hurt, though
+a lad in the transport next to us was
+seriously wounded. When they were shelling us
+by day, we could distinctly hear the report
+of the gun, a second or two later, see the shell
+burst in the air; and a second later still, we
+could hear it. We saw the burst before we
+heard it.
+
+I have given this personal incident not, I
+hope, out of any impulse of egotism, but
+because it furnishes those who have not been at
+the Front with an idea of the terror which
+assails our men by night, both in the trenches
+and in the "back areas." There can be but
+few who, having been any length of time at
+the Front, have not had similar experiences
+and equally narrow escapes. They are so
+common that men get used to them and do not
+take nearly enough care to protect themselves.
+Loss by such stray shells is expected, and the
+soldiers regard it much as a tradesman regards
+the deterioration of his stock. One gets used
+to the frequent occurrence of death as he does
+to anything else. At home there are thousands
+of preventable deaths--deaths through street
+accidents, diseases and underfeeding. The
+number could be enormously reduced if the
+nation would rouse itself. And human nature
+is much the same at the Front. Men prefer
+ease and comfort to safety. Also, men grow
+fatalistic. They have seen men sought out by
+shells after they have taken every precaution
+to escape them; and they have seen others go
+untouched when they seemed to be inviting
+shells to destroy them. Men are conscious of
+a Power that is not themselves directing their
+lives. They feel that in life which the Greek
+tragedians called Fate. They do not know
+quite what to call it. Most of them would call
+it Providence if they spoke frankly and gave
+it a name at all. One of the finest Christian
+officers I know told me that he believed that
+God's finger had already written what his fate
+should be. If he had to die nothing could save
+him, and if he had to live, nothing could kill
+him. All he was concerned with was to be able
+to do his duty, and take whatever God sent
+him. This, he said, was the only suitable
+working philosophy for a man at the Front.
+
+There is a widespread fatalism at the Front,
+but it is the fatalism of Christ rather than of
+old Omar Khayyam: "Take no thought for
+your life ... for your heavenly Father
+knoweth that ye have need of all these things, but
+seek ye first the kingdom of God, and his
+righteousness. Take therefore no thought for
+the morrow; for the morrow shall take thought
+for the things of itself. Sufficient unto the day
+is the evil thereof." And this works. It
+enables men to "put a cheerful courage on"
+and do their duty. There is none of the
+paralysis of will and cessation of effort which
+follows the fatalistic philosophy of the East.
+All that Omar Khayyam's fatalism leaves a
+man to strive after is "Red, Red Wine," in
+which he drowns memory, honor and reputation
+and character. When he has passed from
+among his peers, there is nothing left to
+remember him by but a "turned-down empty
+glass." The Christian fatalism at the Front
+destroys no man's initiative, but keeps him
+merry and bright, and helps him to "do his
+bit." When he shall pass from the
+banqueting-house of life, into the Great Unexplored,
+he will leave as his memorial, not a turned-down
+glass, but a world redeemed from tyranny
+and wrong.
+
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+An army is more courageous than the
+individuals who compose it. The coward
+finds sufficient courage for his job
+while doing it with his regiment, and the brave
+is at his bravest. He has a courage which is
+not his own but which, somehow, he puts on
+with his uniform. He does deeds of daring
+he could not have done as a civilian. The
+army has a corporate courage and each soldier
+receives a portion of it just as he receives a
+ration of the army's food. It is added to what
+he has of his own.
+
+The badge of the army is courage. When
+a recruit joins the army he knows that he is
+putting away the civilian standard of courage
+with his derby hat, and is putting on the
+soldier's standard of courage with his uniform.
+His great fear is that he will not be able to
+live up to it. He wonders if he is made of
+the stuff that produces heroes. He is a mystery
+to himself and has a haunting fear that there
+may be a strain of the coward in his make-up.
+He wishes it were possible to have a rehearsal
+for he would rather die than fail on the
+appointed day.
+
+The chaplain fears that he will faint and
+become a hindrance instead of a help when he
+first sees blood and torn limbs in the dressing
+station; and the recruit is afraid of being afraid
+in the hour of battle and of bringing dishonor
+and weakness upon his regiment. He will be
+glad when the trial is over--when he knows
+the stuff of which nature has made him. A
+friend of mine told me one day that he was
+walking over a heavily shelled field with a
+young aristocrat of a highly strung
+temperament. The man was afraid, but would not
+yield to his fear. His lips twitched and his
+face became drawn and white. His movements
+were jerky but he made no other sign. He
+talked about paltry things in which, at the
+moment, he had not the slightest interest, and
+passed jocular or sardonic remarks about the
+things that were happening around them. My
+friend ducked his head when a shell burst near
+as we all have done often enough, but the
+young aristocrat kept his head as high and stiff
+as if he were being crowned. He held it up
+defiantly; was it not filled with the bluest
+blood of England? The shells might blow it
+off if they liked. That was their concern, not
+his, but they should never make him bow. His
+fathers had fought on British battlefields for
+centuries, and had never bowed their heads to
+a foe, and he would not break the great
+tradition. Shells might break his neck but they
+should never bend it. He would face the
+enemy with as stiff an upper-lip and as stiff a
+neck as ever his fathers did. He knew his
+personal weakness and reinforced his strength
+with that of his fathers'. He was not afraid
+of death. He was afraid of being afraid.
+
+My friend was a coachman's son who by
+courage and capacity of the highest order had
+won a commission. He had no traditions
+either to haunt or help him, and he had often
+been tried in the fire and knew his strength. He
+was not afraid of being afraid. It was natural
+to duck when a shell burst near and it did
+him no harm and made no difference to the
+performance of his duties; so he ducked as he
+felt inclined, and then laughed at his nerves
+for the tricks they were allowing the shells to
+play on them. But, knowing his companion's
+more sensitive nature and temperamental
+weakness, he was immensely impressed by his stiff
+neck and proudly erect head. He showed a
+self-control which only centuries of breeding
+could give. Here was a hero indeed. The
+shells he was defying were as nothing to the
+fears which haunted his imaginative nature and
+which, with his back to the wall of his family
+traditions, he was fighting and keeping at bay.
+My friend could not refrain from complimenting
+him on resisting the natural tendency
+to duck the head when a shell screamed above
+them.
+
+"Eton boys never duck," replied the young
+aristocrat.
+
+He was an Eton boy and would die rather
+than fall short of the Eton standard. In this
+war hundreds of them have died rather than
+save themselves by something which did not
+measure up to the Eton standard. The ranks
+of young British aristocrats have been terribly
+thinned in this war and I have heard their
+deeds spoken of with a reverence such as is
+only given to legendary heroes. They have
+gone sauntering over the crater-fields to their
+deaths with the same self-mastery and outward
+calm which the French aristocracy manifested
+as they mounted the steps of the guillotine in
+the Reign of Terror. To their own personal
+courage was added the courage of their race,
+and the accumulation of the centuries.
+
+We speak of our new armies. There can be
+no "new" armies of Britons. The tradition
+of our newest army goes back to Boadicea.
+Its forerunners, without shields or armor, and
+almost without weapons, dared the Romans--the
+proud conquerors of the world--to battle;
+and gave them the longest odds warriors ever
+gave. They knew they could not win but they
+knew they could die. Dead warriors they
+might become but never living slaves. They
+ran up Boadicea's proud banner because they
+knew that while the Romans might soak it in
+British blood, no power on earth could drag
+it through the mire.
+
+Our forefathers crossed swords with Cæsar
+and his Roman legions, and our newest army
+goes into battle with the prestige born of two
+thousand years of war. They have a morale
+that belongs to the race in addition to the
+morale they possess as individuals. It is said
+that "the British do not know when they are
+beaten." How should they know? They have
+had no teachers. All they know is that if they
+have not gained the victory the battle is not
+ended and must go on until they pitch their
+tents on the undisputed field. The German
+Emperor spreads out his War Map but it
+is as undecipherable as the mountains in the
+moon to our soldiers. Tyrants have never
+found them apt scholars at geography. They
+prefer to make their own maps even though
+they have no paint to color them with except
+the red blood in their veins. The Kaiser may
+roll up his War Map of Europe; our soldiers
+have no use for it, and will not commit to
+memory its new boundaries. They feel in their
+souls the capacity to make a new one more in
+line with their ideas of fair play.
+
+"Eton boys never duck." If the muscles of
+their necks show a tendency to relax they call
+to mind how inflexible their fathers have stood
+in bygone days, and their necks become stiff
+and taut once more. Wellington said that
+Waterloo was won on the playing fields of
+Eton. It is still true that "Eton boys never
+duck" to the foe; nor do the soldiers they lead.
+
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+The word "Missing" has come to exercise
+an even more terrible power over
+the human heart than the word "Death." The
+latter kills the heart's joy and hope with
+a sharp clean cut, but "Missing" is a clumsy
+stroke from the executioner's axe. In a few
+cases the wounded victim is spared and allowed
+to recover, but in the majority of cases there
+is no reprieve and a second blow is struck after
+a period of suspense and suffering. A chaplain
+dreads the word. As he opens his
+correspondence after a battle, it fixes him as the
+glittering eye of the Ancient Mariner fastened
+the wedding guest. It leaps from the page
+at him with the malignant suddenness of a
+serpent. Wounds and death he can explain to
+relatives, but "missing" is beyond explanation.
+No one who has not been at the Front can
+conceive how a lad can disappear and no one
+see what becomes him. A man may read
+graphic accounts of conditions of life in the
+battle-line, but it is beyond his imagination to
+visualize it with any real approach to truth.
+
+After the first day of the Somme Campaign
+we had hundreds of casualties and most of
+them were classed as "Missing." The soldiers
+went "over the top" and did not return, and
+no one knew why. They were simply
+"missing." Why did no one know their fate? It
+came about in this way. The men scrambled
+over the parapet and, forming in line, charged
+across No Man's Land in extended order.
+Some fell immediately. The wounded among
+them got back to the dressing station, and the
+bodies of the dead were found within a few
+days, at least. So far, there are no "Missing." The
+rest of the men press on, some falling
+at every step; the line thins, and the men get
+separated. When a man falls his neighbor
+cannot stay with him. He must press on to the
+objective, otherwise, if the unwounded stayed
+to succor the wounded, there would be none
+to continue the attack; and under the hail of
+shells and bullets sweeping the open ground,
+everyone would perish. The only way to
+succor the wounded is to press on, capture the
+enemy trench, and stop the rifle and machine-gun
+fire. Consequently, the man who presses
+on does not, as a rule, know whether his
+comrade fell dead, was wounded, or merely took
+cover in a shell hole. And even though he
+were to know, he may be killed himself later,
+and his knowledge die with him.
+
+If the attack succeeds, and the German trench
+is held by us, No Man's Land can be
+searched. The wounded and dead are found,
+and but few are reported "missing." But if
+the attack fail, and the regiment has to retire
+to its own line, it becomes impossible for us
+to search that part of No Man's Land, adjoining
+the German trench (for there is rarely
+any truce after a battle in this war), and so,
+it is impossible to find out whether those who
+have failed to return were killed, wounded, or
+taken prisoners. The comrades who saw them
+fall are probably killed, for the return is as
+fatal as the attack. If they come back wounded
+they are taken straight to the hospitals and so
+have no chance of reporting to their officers
+the fate of those whom they saw fall. Only
+the unwounded return to the regiment and, in
+a lost battle, these are few and know but little
+of what happened to those around them. They
+were excited and were fighting for their lives.
+They had no leisure to observe the fate of
+others.
+
+On one occasion our men took some German
+trenches opposite them and held them for
+some hours by desperate fighting, but before
+dusk had to retire. Many were left dead or
+wounded in the captured trenches, and many
+fell on the return journey. The few who got
+back to us unwounded could give very little
+information about individuals who were
+missing. They had been separated one from
+another and fighting hour after hour with
+desperation. All therefore who did not return
+to the regiment or dressing station, and whose
+bodies were not recovered, were reported as
+"Missing" unless declared dead by reliable
+eye-witnesses. The evidence of eye-witnesses
+must be carefully examined before a regiment
+dare report a soldier dead on the strength of
+it. During an attack a man is in an abnormal
+state of excitement and the observations of
+his senses are not entirely reliable. Men
+imagine they see things, and frequently make
+mistakes in identity. I have known many cases
+in which a man has sworn that he saw another
+being carried to the dressing station, yet the
+missing man's body has afterwards been found
+near the German lines. The eye-witness
+simply mistook one man for another. No end
+of pain to relatives has been caused by these
+mistakes and a regiment rightly declines on
+such evidence to report a soldier as killed.
+
+Some weeks after the attack just referred to,
+we received letters from some of the officers
+and men who had been taken prisoners;
+information about others came through The
+Geneva Red Cross Society. Those of whom
+we heard nothing for six months we knew to
+be, in all probability, dead. Nine months later,
+the Germans retired from the position, and
+many of our dead were found still lying out
+in No Man's Land. Some were identified.
+Others could not be, their discs having
+perished by reason of the long exposure. Many
+of the dead had been left in the German
+trenches. These had been buried by the enemy
+and he had left no crosses to mark the graves.
+After more than a year there is no direct
+evidence of the death of many who fought
+on that day. They are "Missing," and we can
+only conclude that they were killed.
+
+In other cases, men are reported missing for
+several weeks, and then reported dead. A
+typical case may be cited to show how it comes
+about. We attacked one morning at dawn.
+The enemy were on the run, and in a state of
+exhaustion. An immediate attack would, it
+was believed, carry the position without much
+loss of life, even though our big guns had not
+had time to come up in support. Unfortunately
+the Germans were, unknown to us, reinforced
+during the night. Their new troops met our
+men with a hail of rifle and machine-gun fire,
+and the regiment was ordered to retire.
+Several failed to return. We knew that some
+of the men had been forced to surrender,
+especially the wounded. Others had been
+killed. Those who returned unwounded were
+not able, however, to give us the names of
+those who had been killed or of those who had
+been taken prisoners. The attack had been
+made in the half-light of dawn so that our men
+could not be seen distinctly. They had also
+advanced in extended order so as to avoid
+making themselves an easy target. The
+half-light and the distance of one man from another
+made it difficult, therefore, for anyone to see
+either who fell or why they fell. Most of
+those who were killed or taken prisoners were
+therefore reported as "missing."
+
+A few days later the whole Division was
+moved to another part of the Front. A fresh
+regiment took our place, and, a few weeks
+later, with adequate artillery support, carried
+the German trenches. After the battle, burial
+parties were sent out by the regiment to bury
+both its own dead and ours who had been left
+in the German half of No Man's Land.
+Each grave was marked with the soldier's
+name, and his disc and paybook were sent to
+our regiment as proof of his death. The War
+Office was then informed that such and such a
+man "previously reported missing, is now
+reported killed."
+
+There are, however, cases of missing men
+which cannot be explained. The facts never
+come to light, and we can only guess what
+happened. They may have been buried by the
+enemy, or they may have been buried in the
+dark by some regimental burial party which
+could not find their discs. They may even have
+been buried by a shell or blown to fragments
+by a direct hit. We have no evidence.
+
+After the attack on Gommécourt a youth I
+knew had his wound dressed at the Regimental
+Aid post and was seen, by more than one of
+his chums, passing down the communication
+trench to the Advanced Dressing Station where
+I happened to be. Yet he never arrived, slight
+though his wound was. It was impossible for
+him to have got lost. His brother and I made
+every possible enquiry about him, but nothing
+ever came to light, and we both came to the
+conclusion that on his way down the trench
+he had been buried by a shell. In another
+case an officer was wounded and four stretcher
+bearers went out to bring him in. None were
+ever seen again, and later, when we came into
+possession of the ground, the body of none
+of them were found. It was scarcely possible
+for them to have been taken prisoners, and
+they were never reported as having been
+captured. We concluded, therefore, that a shell
+had both killed and buried them.
+
+One day a rifleman reported sick to the
+Doctor and was sent down the line to the
+Dressing Station whence he would be sent on
+to a Rest Camp. He was not seriously ill,
+and needed no escort. It was impossible for
+him to have wandered into the German lines,
+yet he never reported at the Dressing Station
+or anywhere else. Loss of memory is very
+rare, but even if that had happened to him,
+he could not have wandered about behind our
+lines without being found and arrested. No
+report of his burial ever reached us and we
+were led to the conclusion that he was killed
+by a shell on the way down, and in such a way
+that all means of identification were lost. In
+another case a private, wounded in the arm,
+was sent down the line in company with a
+party of stretcher bearers who were carrying
+a "lying case." Evidently he got separated
+from them in the dark, and was hit by a shell,
+for he never reached any dressing station, and
+his fate was never known.
+
+Conditions at the front are such that these
+mysterious disappearances must inevitably
+occur. Every possible arrangement which
+circumstances will allow is made to prevent them;
+but they cannot be altogether eliminated.
+People at home may sometimes think that more
+might have been done, but it is because they
+have no conception of the amazing conditions
+under which the war is carried on. Every
+officer and private knows that he may
+disappear without leaving a trace. That being so,
+they, if only from common prudence and the
+instinct of self-preservation, combine to reduce
+the danger to its lowest limits; but, when all
+has been done, war is war; and nothing can
+rob it of its horrors.
+
+Every day, officers and men die in trying to
+save their comrades, and nothing could be more
+unjust than to blame those who survive for
+not having done more to prevent others from
+being lost; for those who are surviving, to-day,
+may become missing to-morrow, and leave no
+trace behind. Officers have sometimes shown
+me letters from poor distracted relatives which
+could never have been written if they could
+have imagined the deadly peril in which the
+officers stood and the manifold distractions
+that wore them down. Sometimes an officer's
+letter is short and business-like in reply to an
+enquiry, but it must be remembered that his
+first duty is to the living. He must hold the
+line and save his men; and he has, despite the
+tragedy of his position, to answer not one
+enquiry but scores. And before he has finished
+answering all the enquiries, his own parents,
+perhaps, will be making enquiries about his
+own fate. Our officers are the bravest and
+kindest-hearted men that ever had the lives of
+others in their keeping; and when the chaplain
+asks them for details about any missing or slain
+soldier, they will go to endless trouble for him.
+They know what their own death will mean
+to their parents; and the knowledge makes their
+hearts go out in sympathy to the parents of
+their men, and it makes them do all that is
+possible to prevent lives being lost.
+
+When Moses died no man knew the place
+of his burial. It has not been found to this
+day. We know nothing of his last thoughts
+or of the manner of his death. His end is a
+perfect mystery. But we know that he died in
+the presence of God; that God strengthened
+him in the dread hour; and that with His own
+fingers He closed the lids over the prophet's
+brave, tender eyes. God buried Moses in a
+grave dug by His own hands and He will know
+where to find the poor worn-out body of the
+great patriot at the resurrection of the just.
+And God was with every one of our missing
+lads to the last, and He knows the narrow bed
+in which each lies sleeping. The grave may
+have no cross above it, but it will often know
+the tread of an angel's feet as he comes to
+plant poppies, primroses and daffodils above
+the resting-place of the brave.
+
+
+
+
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+
+
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+ "IT MUST BE SUNDAY"
+
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+
+The Psalmist of Israel tells us that God
+has "ordained" the moon and the stars.
+These "flaming fires" are "ministers of
+His that do His pleasure." Nor are they
+the only ones chosen from Nature. Mungo
+Park, having laid down in the desert to die,
+notices beside him a tiny flower, and it awakens
+hope in him. The winter of his despair is
+ended. He rises again, and pushes on until
+he finds a human habitation where he is cared
+for by native women as though he were their
+brother. The little flower had been "ordained"
+to minister hope to a lost and despairing traveler.
+
+At the Front such ministering by Nature is
+of common occurrence. No Man's Land is
+desolate enough to look upon, but there is life
+there, and music. Larks have chosen it for
+their nests, and amid its desolation they rear
+their young. Even the pheasants have taken
+to some parts of it. If we could but know
+the thoughts of the wounded who have lain
+out there waiting for death, we should find
+that the moon and the stars, the birds and the
+field mice, had not allowed them die without
+some comforting of the spirit.
+
+One Sunday our regiment was resting in
+reserve trenches after a period in the firing line.
+It was a beautiful evening, and as the sun
+sank westward I administered the Sacrament
+of the Lord's Supper. The day was far spent
+but, as the bread was broken, there came to
+us a vision of the Face which the two disciples
+saw on another such evening in the far-off
+village of Emmaus. On the way back to my
+billet I met a platoon of Royal Engineers
+returning from the baths. One of them had
+been a member of my church in London, and
+he dropped out to talk with me. Those who
+have not been in the Expeditionary Force can
+hardly understand the pleasure a man feels
+when he meets someone he knew in the days of
+peace, or even someone who knows the street
+or town out of which he came. He was full
+of talk, and as I listened his excitement and
+pleasure bubbled over like a spring.
+
+"Last night," he said, "was the night of
+my life. I never expected to see daylight
+again. Talk about a 'tight corner,' there was
+never one to match it, and as you know, my
+chums and I have been in many. The Huns
+simply plastered us with shells. The
+bombardment was terrific. It was like being in a
+hailstorm and we expected every moment to be
+our last.
+
+"You know the trench which the infantry
+took yesterday? Well, we were there. We
+went up at dark to fix barbed wire in front of
+it ready for the counter-attack. We were out
+in No Man's Land for about two hours,
+working as swiftly and silently as we could.
+Whenever the enemy sent his lights up, we laid down,
+and so far we had escaped notice and were
+congratulating ourselves that the work was
+nearly done, and that our skins were still
+whole. Then, somehow, the Germans spotted
+us, and let fly. It was like hell let loose. We
+ran to the trench for shelter, but it seemed as
+if nothing could save us from such a deluge
+of shells. It was just like being naked in a
+driving snow-storm. We felt as if there was
+no trench at all, and as if the gunners could
+see us in the dark. After that experience I
+can pity a hare with a pack of hounds after
+it. But we just sat tight with such cover as
+we had and made the best of it. There was
+nothing else to do. If we were to be killed,
+we should be killed. Nothing that we could
+do would have made any difference. Yet,
+though there didn't seem shelter for even a
+mouse, only one of us was hit, and that was
+the sergeant. He was rather badly 'done in,'
+and we could only save his life by getting him
+quickly to the dressing station.
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+ "HE WAS RATHER BADLY DONE IN"
+ *Drawn by F. Matahia for The Sphere, London*
+
+"I am one of the taller and stronger men
+of my platoon so, of course, I volunteered as
+a stretcher-bearer. There was no communication
+trench, so we had no choice but to lift
+him up and make a dash across the open.
+They were shelling us like blazes, but we dare
+not delay because, if we were overtaken by
+daylight, it would be impossible to get him
+away till the next night, and by that time he
+would be dead. So we decided to try our luck.
+We had just lifted him up when a shell burst
+right on top of us, and knocked us all down.
+For a minute or two I was unconscious, and
+when I came round I thought I must surely
+be wounded, so I ran my fingers over my body
+but found neither blood nor a rent in my
+clothes. I was covered with chalk but that
+didn't matter. Except for a touch of
+concussion in the brain I was none the worse, and
+soon pulled myself together. The sergeant
+was a sight! He was half-buried, and we
+could scarce see him for chalk; but we dug
+him out and got him on the stretcher again.
+After that we sat down in the bottom of the
+trench till the effect of the shock had worn
+off a bit, for we all felt like rats that had been
+shaken by a terrier.
+
+"Then, as suddenly as it had started, the
+shelling stopped. The calm that followed was
+wonderful. I never felt anything so restful
+before. It was like the delicious restfulness that,
+sometimes, immediately follows hours of fever.
+Then, as if to make it perfect, a lark rose out
+of No Man's Land and began to sing. The
+effect on us was magical. It was the sweetest
+music I have ever heard, and I shall remember
+it to my dying day. The countryside was dark
+and silent, and, as I listened to the lark, old
+days came back to mind. You remember that
+Saturday midnight in the June before the war
+when you took us into Epping Forest to see
+the dawn break over it? Well, as I listened
+to the lark, I was back there in the forest.
+Then some impulse seized me and, hardly
+knowing what I did, I cried aloud, 'Why bless
+me, it must be Sunday,' and so it was, although
+I had forgotten.
+
+"Then we jumped up for we saw that the
+dawn was breaking and, lifting the sergeant
+out of the trench, we rushed across the open
+ground in the direction of the dressing station.
+Talk about 'feeling protected!' Why, I felt
+that God was all around us--that no harm
+could touch us. A great calm stole over me,
+and I felt utterly devoid of fear. We had,
+as you know, to bring the sergeant some two
+miles to the dressing station, just down the
+road there, but we got him safely in, and I
+think he will get better."
+
+While we were talking, a shell burst near
+the trench where my men had been taking of
+the Sacrament, and another burst by the
+roadside close to the Engineers. With a laugh
+and a hearty "Good-night" he shook hands,
+saluted, and ran on to rejoin his comrades.
+The shells were part of the game. In London
+we had been in the same football team. He
+had kept goal and I had played full back, and
+he regarded the shells that had fallen as bad
+shots at goal made by the opposing team.
+They might have been serious but, as it
+happened, the ball had each time gone out of play.
+
+I waited a minute or two in the hope of
+getting a lift. A motor car came along; I
+stopped it and got in; for at the Front
+everything is Government property and more or
+less at one's service. I found myself sitting
+by the side of a private, who had been wounded
+in the face and right hand by the shell that
+had just fallen near the platoon of Engineers.
+
+He had left his horse with a comrade, and
+was being driven to the Advanced Dressing
+Station by a driver who, happening to pass at
+the moment, had kindly offered him a lift.
+After a little wait at the Dressing Station I
+got on the front of an ambulance car. There
+were only two cases inside, and they were being
+taken to the Main Dressing Station in Arras.
+One of them had his feet and arms tied to
+the stretcher, for he was suffering from
+shell-shock; and three orderlies were in charge of
+him. The poor fellow laughed and cried
+alternately and struggled to break loose. "I'm
+a British soldier," he cried, "and I will not
+be tied up. I've done my bit, and this is the
+way you pay me out. I'll not have it." And
+time and again he struggled desperately to
+break away.
+
+The orderlies in charge of him were wise and
+tactful as women. They asked him questions
+about the fight, and he fought his battle over
+again. They praised his regiment and told him
+it had done magnificently, and he laughed and
+chuckled like a young mother, dandling her
+first baby on her knee. And so, without
+mishap, we reached the ruined town of Arras
+where nightly the shells fall among the forsaken
+houses in which our soldiers are billeted.
+The wounded private was carried into the
+hospital, and I walked away to my room in an
+adjoining street.
+
+So ended the day which, in the hour of
+dawn, the dark had told the young engineer
+"must be Sunday."
+
+
+
+
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+.. _`OUR TOMMIES NEVER FAIL US`:
+
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+ OUR TOMMIES NEVER FAIL US
+
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+
+On Easter Monday, in the Battle of
+Arras, I saw two sights such as I shall
+never forget. One revealed the kind
+and forgiving spirit of our men, the other their
+unflinching courage. After burying three
+non-commissioned officers who had been killed the
+day before, I reached the Advanced Dressing
+Station near which our regiment was "standing
+to" in a support trench. Other regiments of
+our Division were carrying out the attack and,
+with small loss, had taken the enemy lines.
+The German trenches had been blotted out by
+our shells but their deep dug-outs, with
+machine-guns at their mouths, remained
+untouched, and it was almost impossible for our
+soldiers to discover them until they got within
+a few yards of the entrances.
+
+The German commander's idea was to keep
+his men in the shelter of the dug-outs until
+our barrage lifted. They were then to rush
+out with machine-guns and rifles to destroy our
+men who were following it up. If the idea
+had been carried out, the German line would
+have been impregnable for our men would
+have been mown down like corn before the
+reaper. It failed because German human
+nature could not rise to the occasion. The
+German soldiers had been demoralized by the
+safety of the dug-outs and by the thunder of
+our shells above them. They cowered in the
+dug-outs when they should have rushed out.
+The critical moment passed, and with its
+passing our soldiers leapt to the entrances and
+threw down hand grenades. There was a wild
+cry of pain and fear from below. Arms went
+up and the cry of "Kamerad." The surrender
+was accepted and the beaten soldiers
+crawled out. From some dug-outs as many as
+two hundred prisoners were taken. In other
+parts of the line there was a stiff fight, but, on
+the whole, our casualties were very light.
+From my own observation I should say that
+we took more prisoners than we suffered
+casualties. Some companies could boast a prisoner
+for each man engaged in the attack.
+
+The Advanced Dressing Station was at the
+corner of Cross Roads and the sight around
+it was wonderful to behold. A crowd of
+prisoners was assembling ready to be marched
+to the cages, and wounded officers and men,
+British and German, were being bandaged.
+The prisoners were hungry. For some days
+our artillery had cut off their rations. A
+platoon of our soldiers came marching by, and,
+to save time, eating their breakfasts as they
+passed along. The prisoners looked at them
+with hungry eyes. Our men saw the look and
+stopped. Breaking rank for a moment they
+passed in and out among the prisoners and
+shared out their rations. "Here, Fritzy, old
+boy, take this," I heard all around me, and
+Fritz did not need asking twice. He took the
+biscuits and cheese gratefully and eagerly.
+The look of trouble passed out of his eyes and
+he felt that he had found friends where he
+had only expected to find enemies. He began
+to hope for kindness in his captivity. The
+scene was one of pure goodwill.
+
+Scarcely ever have I seen a crowd so happy.
+Our Tommies laughed and cracked jokes which
+no German could understand, but I heard not
+a single taunt or bitter word. In fact, Fritz
+was treated more like a pet than a prisoner.
+One who had worked in London, and who
+spoke English, asked me for a cup of tea for
+a comrade who was slightly wounded, and I
+got one in the dressing station. The platoon
+of Tommies re-formed and marched away to
+the battle and the prisoners were led off to
+the cages. There were still large numbers of
+prisoners on the road, and they were moving
+about without guards. Many of them were
+being used as stretcher-bearers and they seemed
+to do their work out of goodwill and not of
+constraint.
+
+Their assistance was of great help to the
+wounded. The battle was going well with us.
+Everyone felt in good heart and kindly
+disposed. An officer who lay seriously wounded
+and waiting for a car told me of the splendid
+work which his regiment had done. His eyes
+shone with suppressed excitement and pride as
+he told the story. While he was speaking two
+soldiers came limping down the road and their
+appearance was greeted with a burst of
+laughter. One was English, the other German.
+Tommy had his arm round the German's neck
+and was leaning on him while Fritz, with his
+arm round the lad's waist, helped him along.
+They came along very slowly for both were
+wounded, but they laughed and talked together
+like long-lost brothers. Yet neither could
+understand a word the other said.
+
+I passed down the road towards the line.
+Gunners of the Territorials were hurriedly
+hitching their guns to the horses ready to
+advance to new positions. In the ruined village
+a party of engineers was already unloading a
+wagon of rails with which to build a light
+railway. I continued along the road towards the
+next village. It had just fallen into our hands
+and not one stone was left on another. There
+were scores of wounded men hobbling back
+from it and I gave my arm to such as needed
+it most. A badly wounded Tommy was being
+brought along on a wheeler by two orderlies
+and as I helped them through the traffic we
+heard the heavy rumble of the advancing field-guns.
+
+The road was cleared with the quickness of
+lightning. Out of the village the batteries burst
+at a mad gallop and down the road they came
+at break-neck speed. With the swiftness of
+a fire engine in a city street the rocking guns
+swept past. The gunners clung to the
+ammunition limbers with both hands and the
+drivers whipped and spurred the excited
+foam-flecked horses as though they were fiery beings
+leaping through the air and incapable of fatigue
+or weakness. Suddenly the drivers raised their
+whips as a sign to those behind, and the
+trembling horses and bounding guns came to a
+dead halt. The leading gun had overturned at
+a nasty place where the road dipped down into
+the hollow. The rest of the batteries stood
+exposed on the crest of the ridge. Before
+retiring the Germans had felled all the trees that
+grew by the roadside so that nothing might
+obstruct their line of vision. Such a
+catastrophe as this was what the enemy had been
+hoping for. The sun shone brilliantly, and
+our batteries were a direct target for the
+German gunners such as seldom occurs. Our boys
+were caught like rats in a trap. By the side
+of the road ran a shallow trench and near us
+two broad steps into it. We laid the wounded
+lad in the bottom of the trench and sat down
+by his side. Shells were falling all around and
+fountains of dirt and debris rose into the air
+and, on five or six occasions, covered us with
+their spray.
+
+I covered the lad's face. He was barely
+conscious and uttered no word. It seemed as if
+nothing could live in such a bombardment. A
+shell burst near, and the cry of dying horses
+rent the air. The traces were cut and the
+horses and gun-carriage drawn off the road.
+Every second I expected to see the horses and
+drivers in front of me blown into the air and
+I watched them with fascinated eyes. Not a
+man stirred. They sat on their horses and
+gun-carriages as though they were figures in bronze.
+Not a man sought the trench and not a man
+relieved the tension by going forward to see
+what was wrong or to lend a hand. Each
+knew his place, and if death sought him it
+would know where to find him. The horses
+felt that they had brave men on their backs
+and, in that mysterious way peculiar to horses,
+caught the spirit of their riders. Every shell
+covered men and horses with chalk and soil,
+but they remained an immobile as statuary. It
+was magnificent and it was war. A driver in
+the battery beside us got wounded in the leg
+and hand. He jumped off his horse and came
+to us to be bandaged. Then he leapt back into
+the saddle. It seemed an age, but I suppose
+it was only a few minutes, before the obstruction
+was removed. The whips flashed in the
+air and the horses sprang forward. The guns
+rocked and swayed as they swept past us and
+within a few minutes they were in their new
+positions under the hill upon which lay the
+ruins of Neuville Vitasse.
+
+The shelling ceased as suddenly as it had
+started and we lifted out our wounded soldier
+and went in the direction of the dressing
+station. Some distance up the road my attention
+was called to one of the drivers whom the
+artillery had left in the care of some privates.
+He was living, but his skull was broken, and
+he would never wake again to consciousness.
+He was fast "going West." His day was over
+and his work was done. I got him lifted on
+to a stretcher and taken to the dressing station
+so that he might die in peace and be buried
+in the little soldiers' cemetery behind it.
+
+When I returned in the evening to our billet
+I told the transport officer of the magnificent
+bravery of the artillery drivers.
+
+"Any other drivers would behave just as
+well, if caught in the same trap," he replied.
+
+He spoke the simple truth. They would.
+Such supreme courage and devotion to duty are
+common to the army. Their presence among
+all ranks and in all sections of the army makes
+the fact the more wonderful. Both officers and
+men love life, but they love duty more, and
+commanders in drawing up their plans know
+that they can rely on their soldiers to carry
+them out. Our Tommies never fail us whether
+in France, Mesopotamia, or Palestine. Devotion
+to duty is inwoven with the fibers of their
+hearts. They are men who, either in kindness
+to captives or courage amid disaster and
+destruction, never fail us.
+
+
+
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+ THE CROSS AT NEUVE CHAPELLE
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+The war on the Western Front has been
+fought in a Roman Catholic country
+where crucifixes are erected at all the
+chief cross-roads to remind us that, in every
+moment of doubt as to the way of life, and
+on whichever road we finally decide to walk,
+whether rough or smooth, we shall need the
+Saviour and His redeeming love. We have
+seen a cross so often when on the march, or
+when passing down some trench, that it has
+become inextricably mixed up with the war.
+When we think of the great struggle the vision
+of the cross rises before us, and when we see
+the cross, we think of processions of wounded
+men who have been broken to save the world.
+Whenever we have laid a martyred soldier to
+rest, we have placed over him, as the comment
+on his death, a simple white cross bearing his
+name. We never paint any tribute on it.
+None is needed, for nothing else could speak so
+eloquently as a cross--a white cross. White
+is the sacred color in the army of to-day, and
+the cross is the sacred form. In after years
+there will never be any doubt as to where the
+line of liberty ran that held back the flood and
+force of German tyranny. From the English
+Channel to Switzerland it is marked for all
+time with the crosses on the graves of the
+British and French soldiers. Whatever may
+be our views about the erection of crucifixes
+by the wayside and at the cross-roads, no one
+can deny that they have had an immense
+influence for good on our men during the war
+in France.
+
+The experience of many a gallant soldier is
+expressed in the following Belgian poem:
+
+ | "I came to a halt at the bend of the road;
+ | I reached for my ration, and loosened my load;
+ | I came to a halt at the bend of the road.
+
+ | "O weary the way, Lord; forsaken of Thee,
+ | My spirit is faint--lone, comfortless me;
+ | O weary the way, Lord; forsaken of Thee.
+
+ | "And the Lord answered, Son, be thy heart lifted up,
+ | I drank, as thou drinkest, of agony's cup;
+ | And the Lord answered, Son, be thy heart lifted up.
+
+ | "For thee that I loved, I went down to the grave,
+ | Pay thou the like forfeit thy Country to save;
+ | For thee that I loved, I went down to the grave.
+
+ | "Then I cried, 'I am Thine, Lord; yea, unto this last.'
+ | And I strapped on my knapsack, and onward I passed.
+ | Then I cried, 'I am Thine, Lord; yea, unto this last.'
+
+ | "Fulfilled is the sacrifice. Lord, is it well?
+ | Be it said--for the dear sake of country he fell.
+ | Fulfilled is the sacrifice. Lord, is it well?"
+ |
+
+The Cross has interpreted life to the soldier
+and has provided him with the only acceptable
+philosophy of the war. It has taught boys
+just entering upon life's experience that,
+out-topping all history and standing out against
+the background of all human life, is a Cross
+on which died the Son of God. It has made
+the hill of Calvary stand out above all other
+hills in history. Hannibal, Cæsar, Napoleon--these
+may stand at the foot of the hill, as
+did the Roman soldiers, but they are made to
+look mean and insignificant as the Cross rises
+above them, showing forth the figure of the Son
+of Man. Against the sky-line of human history
+the Cross stands clearly, and all else is in
+shadow. The wayside crosses at the Front and
+the flashes of roaring guns may not have taught
+our soldiers much history, but they have taught
+them the central fact of history; and all else
+will have to accommodate itself to that, or
+be disbelieved. The Cross of Christ is the
+center of the picture for evermore, and the
+grouping of all other figures must be round it.
+
+To the soldiers it can never again be made a
+detail in some other picture. Seen also in the
+light of their personal experience it has taught
+them that as a cross lies at the basis of the
+world's life and shows bare at every crisis of
+national and international life so, at the root
+of all individual life, is a cross. They have
+been taught to look for it at every parting of
+the ways. Suffering to redeem others and make
+others happy will now be seen as the true
+aim of life and not the grasping of personal
+pleasure or profit. They have stood where
+high explosive shells thresh out the corn from
+the chaff--the true from the false. They have
+seen facts in a light that lays things stark
+and bare; and the cant talked by skeptical
+armchair-philosophers will move them as little
+as the chittering of sparrows on the housetops.
+For three long years our front-line trenches
+have run through what was once a village
+called Neuve Chapelle. There is nothing left
+of it now. But there is something there which
+is tremendously impressive. It is a crucifix.
+It stands out above everything, for the land
+is quite flat around it. The cross is immediately
+behind our firing trench, and within two
+or three hundred yards of the German front
+trench. The figure of Christ is looking across
+the waste of No Man's Land. Under His right
+arm and under His left, are British soldiers
+holding the line. Two dud shells lie at the
+the foot. One is even touching the wood,
+but though hundreds of shells must have swept
+by it, and millions of machine-gun bullets, it
+remains undamaged. Trenches form a labyrinth
+all round it. When our men awake and
+"stand-to" at dawn the first sight they see is
+the cross; and when at night they lie down in
+the side of the trench, or turn into their
+dug-outs, their last sight is the cross. It stands
+clear in the noon-day sun; and in the moonlight
+it takes on a solemn grandeur.
+
+I first saw it on a November afternoon when
+the sun was sinking under heavy banks of
+cloud, and it bent my mind back to the scene
+as it must have been on the first Good Friday,
+when the sun died with its dying Lord, and
+darkness crept up the hill of Calvary and
+covered Him with its funeral pall to hide His
+dying agonies from the curious eyes of
+unbelieving men. I had had tea in a dug-out, and
+it was dark when I left. Machine-guns were
+sweeping No Man's Land to brush back
+enemies that might be creeping towards us through
+the long grass; and the air was filled with a
+million clear, cracking sounds. Star-shells rose
+and fell and their brilliant lights lit up the
+silent form on the cross.
+
+For three years, night and day, Christ has
+been standing there in the midst of our soldiers,
+with arms outstretched in blessing. They
+have looked up at Him through the clear
+starlight of a frosty night; and they have seen
+His pale face by the silver rays of the moon
+as she has sailed her course through the
+heavens. In the gloom of a stormy night they
+have seen the dark outline, and caught a
+passing glimpse of Christ's effigy by the flare
+of the star-shells. What must have been the
+thoughts of the sentries in the listening posts
+as all night long they have gazed at the cross;
+or of the officers as they have passed down
+the trench to see that all was well; or of some
+private sleeping in the trench and, being
+awakened by the cold, taking a few steps to
+restore blood-circulation? Deep thoughts, I
+imagine, much too deep for words of theirs
+or mine.
+
+And when the Battle of Neuve Chapelle was
+raging and the wounded, whose blood was
+turning red the grass, looked up at Him, what
+thoughts must have been theirs then? Did
+they not feel that He was their big Brother
+and remember that blood had flowed from
+Him as from them; that pain had racked Him
+as it racked them; and that He thought of
+His mother and of Nazareth as they thought
+of their mother and the little cottage they were
+never to see again? When their throats
+became parched and their lips swollen with thirst
+did they not remember how He, too, had cried
+for a drink; and, most of all, did they not
+call to mind the fact that He might have saved
+Himself, as they might, if He had cared more
+for His own happiness than for the world's?
+As their spirits passed out through the wounds
+in their bodies would they not ask Him to
+remember them as their now homeless souls
+knocked at the gate of His Kingdom? He had
+stood by them all through the long and bloody
+battle while hurricanes of shells swept over
+and around Him. I do not wonder that the
+men at the Front flock to the Lord's Supper
+to commemorate His death. They will not go
+without it. If the Sacrament be not provided,
+they ask for it. At home there was never such
+a demand for it as exists at the Front. There
+is a mystic sympathy between the trench and the
+Cross, between the soldier and his Saviour.
+
+And yet, to those who willed the war and
+drank to the day of its coming, even the Cross
+has no sacredness. It is to them but a tool
+of war. An officer told me that during the
+German retreat from the Somme they noticed
+a peculiar accuracy in the enemy's firing. The
+shells followed an easily distinguishable course.
+So many casualties occurred from this accurate
+shelling that the officers set themselves to
+discover the cause. They found that the circle
+of shells had for its center the cross-roads, and
+that at the cross-roads was a crucifix that stood
+up clearly as a land-mark. Evidently the
+crosses were being used to guide the gunners,
+and was causing the death of our men. But
+a more remarkable thing came to light. The
+cross stood close to the road, and when the
+Germans retired they had sprung a mine at the
+cross-roads to delay our advance. Everything
+near had been blown to bits by the explosion
+except the crucifix which had not a mark upon it.
+And yet it could not have escaped, except by
+a miracle. They therefore set themselves to
+examine the seeming miracle and came across
+one of the most astounding cases of fiendish
+cunning. They found that the Germans had
+made a concrete socket for the crucifix so that
+they could take it out or put it in at pleasure.
+Before blowing up the cross-roads they had
+taken the cross out of its socket and removed
+it to a safe distance, then, when the mine had
+exploded, they put the cross back so that it
+might be a landmark to direct their shooting.
+And now they were using Christ's instrument
+of redemption as an instrument for men's destruction.
+
+But our young officers resolved to restore
+the cross to its work of saving men. They
+waited till night fell, and then removed the cross
+to a point a hundred or two yards to the left.
+When in the morning the German gunners
+fired their shells their observers found that the
+shells fell too far wide of the cross and they
+could make nothing of the mystery. It looked
+as if someone had been tampering with their
+guns in the night. To put matters right they
+altered the position of their guns so that once
+more the shells made a circle round the cross.
+And henceforth our soldiers were safe, for the
+shells fell harmlessly into the outlying fields.
+Nor was this the only time during their retreat
+that the Germans put the cross to this base use
+and were foiled in their knavery.
+
+When a nation scraps the Cross of Christ
+and turns it into a tool to gain an advantage
+over its opponents, it becomes superfluous to
+ask who began the war, and folly to close our
+eyes to the horrors and depravities which are
+being reached in the waging of it.
+
+There is a new judgment of the nations now
+proceeding and who shall predict what shall
+be? The Cross of Christ is the arbiter, and
+our attitude towards it decides our fate. I
+have seen the attitude of our soldiers towards
+the cross at Neuve Chapelle and towards
+that for which it stands; and I find more
+comfort in their reverence for Christ and
+Christianity than in all their guns and impediments
+of war.
+
+The Cross of Christ towers above the wrecks
+of time, and the nations will survive that stand
+beneath its protecting arms in the trenches of
+righteousness, liberty and truth.
+
+
+
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+ THE CHILDREN OF OUR DEAD
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+There are times when we get away from
+the Front for a rest. We hear no
+more the sound of the guns, but give
+ourselves up to the silence and charm of the
+country. Before going into the Somme
+fighting we were billeted for ten days in the
+neighboring village to Cressy; and as the anniversary
+of the battle came that week the colonel chose
+the day for a march to the battlefield. The
+owner of the field, when the old windmill
+stood, from which King Edward III directed
+his army, came to meet us and describe the
+battle. When the war is over he is going to
+erect a monument on the spot to the memory
+of the French and British troops who in comradeship
+have died fighting against the common foe.
+
+They were happy days that we spent around
+Cressy. The last that some were destined to
+know this side of the Great Divide. The
+bedroom next to mine was occupied by two fine
+young officers of utterly different type. One
+was a Greek whose father had taken out
+naturalization papers and loved the country of
+his adoption with a worshiping passion that
+would shame many native born. The other
+was a charming, argumentative, systematic,
+theological student of Scots parentage. The
+night before we left, the Greek accidentally
+broke his mirror and was much upset. It was,
+he said, a token that Death was about to claim
+him. The Scot laughed heartily, for he had
+not a trace of the superstitious in him; or, if he
+had--which was more than likely--it was kept
+under by his strong reasoning faculties.
+
+"If you are to be killed," he replied, "I am
+to be killed too, for I also have broken my
+mirror."
+
+He spoke the words in jest, or with hardly
+a discernible undercurrent of seriousness; but
+they were true words nevertheless. The two
+bed-mates were killed in the same battle a week
+or two later. I had tea with them in their
+dug-out on the eve of the fight. They were
+to take up their positions in an hour, but the
+student could not resist having just one more
+argument. He directed the conversation to the
+New Theology, and to German philosophers
+and Biblical scholars. He simply talked me
+off my feet, for he possessed the most brilliant
+intellect in the regiment, combined with
+self-reliance and perfect modesty. Then the
+conversation turned to the question of taking a tot
+of rum before going over the parapet. He
+was a rigid teetotaler, "for," said he, "drink
+is the ruin of my country." He was opposed
+to the idea of taking rum to help one's courage
+or allay his fears. He would not, he said, go
+under with his eyes bandaged. He would
+take a good look at Death and dare him to
+do his worst. He was superb, and Death never
+felled a manlier man. Browning would have
+loved him as his own soul for he had Browning's
+attitude to life exactly, and could have
+sung with him,
+
+ | "Fear death? ...
+ | I was ever a fighter, so--one fight more,
+ | The best and the last!
+ | I would hate that death bandaged my eyes, and forbore,
+ | And bade me creep past.
+ | No! let me taste the whole of it, fare like my peers
+ | The heroes of old,
+ | Bear the brunt, in a minute pay glad life's arrears
+ | Of pain, darkness and cold.
+ | For sudden the worst turns best to the brave,
+ | The black minute's at end,
+ | And the elements' rage, the fiend-voices that rave,
+ | Shall dwindle, shall blend,
+ | Shall change, shall become first a peace out of pain,
+ | Then a light...
+ | And with God be the rest!"
+ |
+
+He was found with his "body against the
+wall where the forts of folly fall." His brave,
+intelligent face was completely blown away.
+His Greek friend was wounded, and while
+being dressed in a shell-hole by his servant, was
+hit again and killed.
+
+Some weeks later all that remained of the
+regiment was drawn out to a little village some
+miles from Amiens, and very similar to the
+one we had occupied near Cressy. We were
+taken to it in motor-'buses for the men were
+too exhausted to march, and the days spent
+there were days of great delight. We had a
+glorious, crowded-out service on the Sunday.
+It was both a thanksgiving and a memorial
+service, and I spoke to the men on "The
+Passing of the Angels."
+
+"When the music ceased," I said, "and the
+herald-angels departed, the sky became very
+empty, cold and gray to the Shepherds; and
+they said one to another, 'let us now go even
+unto Bethlehem.' And they went and found
+out Jesus. If the angels had stayed the
+shepherds would have stayed with them. The
+angels had to come to point them to Jesus but,
+that done, they had to go away to make the
+shepherds desire Jesus and seek Him. 'When
+the half-gods go the gods arrive.' The angels
+had to make room for Jesus and the second
+best had to yield place to the best. When John
+the Baptist was killed his disciples went in their
+sorrow to Jesus; and having lost our noble
+comrades, we must go to Him also. The best
+in our friends came from Jesus as the sweet
+light of the moon comes from the sun; and we
+must go to the Source. If we find and keep
+to Jesus, sooner or later we shall find our lost
+friends again, for 'them also which sleep in
+Jesus will God bring with him!'"
+
+In some such words I tried to comfort those
+who had left their comrades behind in the
+graves on the Somme; for I know how deeply
+they felt the loss. During the week we had
+dinner parties, and all kinds of jolly social
+intercourse. It was amusing to see the delight
+everyone felt at having a bed to sleep in.
+"Look Padre, at these white sheets," an officer
+cried as I passed his window. He was as
+merry over them as if a rich maiden aunt had
+remembered him in her will. Some got "leave"
+home, and were so frankly joyful about it that
+it made the rest of us both glad and envious.
+We made up for it somewhat by getting leave
+to spend an occasional day in Amiens. There
+I went into the glorious cathedral. Almost the
+whole of the front was sandbagged, but even
+thus, it was a "thing of beauty" and has
+become for me a "joy forever."
+
+Except Rouen Cathedral I have seen nothing
+to equal it. Notre Dame, with its invisible
+yet clinging tapestry of history, is more deeply
+moving. But it is sadder--more sombre.
+Something of the ugliness and tragedy of
+by-gone days peep out in it; but Amiens Cathedral
+is a thing of pure joy and beauty. It suggests
+fairies, while Notre Dame suggests goblins.
+
+While I was looking at its glorious
+rose-windows which were casting their rich colors
+on the pillars, a father and his two children
+came in. The man and son dipped their
+fingers in the shell of holy water, crossed their
+foreheads and breasts with the water, and were
+passing on; but the little girl who was too
+short to reach the shell, took hold of her
+father's arm and pulled him back. She, too,
+wished to dip her fingers in holy water, and
+make the sign of the cross over her mind and
+heart. The father yielded to her importunity
+and touched her hand with his wet fingers.
+She made the sacred sign and was satisfied.
+The father and son had remembered their own
+needs but forgotten the child's.
+
+After all the tragic happenings on the
+Somme why should this little incident linger in
+my memory like a primrose in a crater? Did
+it not linger *because* of the tragedy of the
+preceding weeks? I had been living weeks
+together without seeing a child and after the
+slaughter of youth which I had witnessed the
+sight of a child in a cathedral was inexpressibly
+beautiful. The father's neglect of its finer
+needs gave me pain. We have lost so many
+young men, that every child and youth left to
+us ought to be cared for as the apple of our
+eye. We have lost more than our young men.
+We have lost those who would have been their
+children. The little ones who might have been,
+have gone to their graves with their fathers.
+
+The old recruiting cry, "the young and single
+first" was necessary from a military standpoint
+but, from a merely human point of view,
+I could never see much justice in it. The young
+had no responsibility, direct or indirect, for the
+war. They were given life and yet before
+they could taste it, they were called upon to
+die in our behalf. We who are older have
+tasted of life and love; the residue of our years
+will be much the same as those that have gone
+before; there will be little of surprise or
+newness of experience. Perhaps, too, we have
+living memorials of ourselves, so that if we die,
+our personality and name will still live on.
+Our death will only be partial. While William
+Pitt lived could it be said that Lord Chatham
+had died? His body was dead, truly, but his
+spirit found utterance in the British House of
+Commons every time his son spoke, and
+Napoleon felt the strength of his arm as truly
+did Montcalm on the Heights of Abraham. I
+should not have mourned the loss of the young
+Scot and the Greek so much, had they left to
+the world some image and likeness of
+themselves. In dying, they gave more than
+themselves to death;
+
+ | "Those who would have been
+ | Their sons they gave--their immortality."
+ |
+
+After a summer on the Somme, I have come
+to understand something of how fear of the
+devouring maw of Time became almost an
+obsession with Shakespeare. Death had taken
+from him some of the dearest intimates of his
+heart, and taken them young. And so, like the
+sound of a funeral-bell echoing down the lane
+where lovers walk, there is heard through all
+his sonnets and poems of love the approaching
+footsteps of death. Sometimes the footsteps
+sound faintly, but they are seldom absent.
+How then would he have felt in a war like
+this, in which the "young and single" have gone
+out by the hundred thousand to prematurely die?
+
+Others, however, who have given their lives
+were married men, and they have left images
+of themselves in trust to the nation. We know
+the last thoughts of a dying father. Captain
+Falcon Scott as he lay dying at the South Pole
+has expressed them for all time. "Take care
+of the boy," he said, "there should be good
+stuff in him." He found comfort in the
+reflection that he would, though he died, live on
+in his son; but he was saddened by the thought
+that the son would have to face the battle of
+life without a father to back him up. The
+boy would therefore need special "care."
+
+On the evening of the first battle of the
+Somme I spoke to a young officer as he lay in
+a bed at the Field Ambulance. He had lost
+his right arm and he told me how it had
+happened. He was charging across No Man's
+Land when a shell cut it off near the shoulder,
+and flung it several yards away. As he saw
+it fall to the ground the sight so overcame him
+that he cried aloud in distress, "Oh my arm!
+My beautiful arm." He was still mourning
+its loss, so, to comfort him, I told him that
+Nelson lost *his* right arm and won the Battle
+of Trafalgar after he had lost it. Like
+Nelson, I told him, he would learn to write with
+his left hand and still do a man's job. He
+would not be useless in life as he feared.
+When the children of our dead soldiers charge
+across No Man's Land in the battle of life
+they will think of their lost fathers, and the
+agonizing cry of the young wounded soldier
+will rise to their lips, "Oh my arm, my
+beautiful arm." The State is providing artificial
+arms for our wounded soldiers. Will it be a
+right arm to the children of its dead? Will
+it be a father to the fatherless and a husband
+to the widow? Unless it is ready for this
+sacred task, it had no right to ask for and
+accept the lives of these men.
+
+The State, with the help of the Church, must
+resolve that no child shall suffer because its
+father was a hero and patriot. The State must
+help the child to the shell of holy water without
+the little one having to pull at its arm to
+remind it of its duties. If the children of our
+dead soldiers lack education, food, moral and
+spiritual guidance, or a proper start in life,
+no words will be condemnatory enough to
+adequately describe the nation's crime and
+ingratitude. They are the sons and daughters
+of heroes and there "should be good stuff" in
+them. It is the nation's privilege, as well as
+its duty, to take the place of their fathers.
+
+A few days later I walked into Arras from
+the neighboring village. There were guns all
+along the road, and there was not a house but
+bore the mark of shells. Some of the civilians
+had remained, but these were mostly old people
+who could not settle elsewhere, and who
+preferred to die at home rather than live in a
+strange place. One house impressed me
+greatly. It had been badly damaged but, its
+garden was untouched and in it were half a
+dozen rose-trees. It was the beginning of
+spring, and each tree was covered over with
+sacking to preserve it from the cold and
+fragments of shells. The owner did not care
+sufficiently for his own life to move away, but he
+cared for the life of his roses. And so, when
+the summer came there were roses in at least
+one garden in Arras.
+
+The noise of the guns was terrific and the
+old man had to live in the cellar, but he found
+leisure of soul to cultivate his roses. His action
+was one of the most beautiful things I have
+seen in the entire war. The children of our
+homes are more beautiful than Arras roses,
+and more difficult to rear. May we trust our
+country not to neglect them? Will she save
+them from the mark of the shell, and help
+them to grow up to a full and perfect loveliness?
+Our dying soldiers have trusted her to do it.
+From their graves they plead,
+
+ | "If ye break faith with us who die,
+ | We shall not sleep, though poppies blow
+ | In Flanders fields."
+
+
+
+
+
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+
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+
+.. class:: center large bold
+
+ XVI
+
+
+.. class:: center large bold
+
+ A FUNERAL UNDER FIRE
+
+.. vspace:: 2
+
+It was in a ruined village behind the
+trenches. A fatigue party had just come
+out of the line, and was on its way to
+rest-billets in the next village. The men were
+tired so they sat down to rest in the deserted
+street. Suddenly, a scream, as from a
+disembodied spirit, pierced the air. There was a
+crash, a cloud of smoke, and five men lay
+dead on the pavement, and twelve wounded.
+Next morning I was asked to bury one of the
+dead. Under a glorious July sky a Roman
+Catholic chaplain and I cycled between desolate
+fields into the village. A rifleman guided
+us down a communication-trench till we came
+to the cemetery. It was a little field fenced
+with trees. There we found a Church of
+England chaplain. He and the Catholic
+chaplain had two men each to bury.
+
+A burial party was at work on the five graves.
+It was the fatigue party of the evening before,
+and the men were preparing the last resting
+place of those who had died at their side.
+They worked rapidly, for all the morning the
+village had been under a bombardment which
+had not as yet ceased. Before they had
+finished they were startled by the familiar but
+fatal scream of a shell and threw themselves
+on the ground. It burst a short distance away
+without doing harm, and the soldiers went on
+with their work, as if nothing had happened.
+When the graves were ready, two of the bodies
+were brought out and lowered with ropes.
+The Church of England chaplain read the
+burial service over them, and we all stood round
+as mourners. Two more bodies were brought
+out and we formed a circle round them while
+the Roman Catholic chaplain read the burial
+service of his Church--chiefly, in Latin. There
+now remained but one, and he, in turn, was
+quietly lowered into his grave. He was still
+wearing his boots and uniform and was wrapped
+around with his blanket.
+
+ | "No useless coffin enclosed his breast,
+ | Not in sheet or in shroud we wound him;
+ | But he lay like a warrior taking his rest
+ | With his martial cloak around him."
+ |
+
+All his comrades who had been with him in
+the dread hour of death were mourning by his
+grave, and standing with them were his officer
+and two chaplains. I read the full service as
+it is given in our Prayer Book. It was all
+that one could do for him. The Catholic
+chaplain had sprinkled consecrated water on the
+bodies and I sprinkled consecrated soil. Was
+it not in truth holy soil? Behind me was one
+long, common grave in which lay buried a
+hundred and ten French soldiers; "110 Braves"
+was the inscription the cross bore. In front of
+me were three rows of graves in which were
+lying British soldiers. French and British
+soldiers were mingling their dust. In death, as in
+life, they were not divided.
+
+I felt led to offer no prayer for the lad at
+my feet, nor for his dead comrades. He needed
+no prayer of mine; rather did I need his. He
+was safe home in port. The storm had spent
+itself and neither rock, nor fog, nor fire would
+trouble him again. His living comrades and
+I were still out in the storm, battling towards
+the land. He had no need of us, but his parents
+and comrades had need of him. We were
+there to pay a tribute to his life and death, to
+pray for his loved ones, and to learn how frail
+we are and how dependent upon Him who is
+beyond the reach of the chances and changes
+of this mortal life.
+
+I was half way through the recital of the
+last prayer--"We bless Thy Holy Name for
+all Thy servants departed this life in Thy
+faith and fear"--when that fatal, well-known
+scream, as of a vulture darting down on its
+prey, again tore the air. The men, as they
+had been taught, dropped to the ground like
+stones. My office demanded that I should
+continue the prayer, and leave with God the
+decision as to how it should end. There was a
+crash, and the branches of the trees overhead
+trembled as some fragments of shell smote
+them. But there was nothing more. The men
+rose as quickly as they had fallen, and all were
+reverently standing to attention before the last
+words of the prayer found utterance. The
+graves were filled in and we went our several
+ways. Next day white crosses were placed
+over the five mounds, and we bade them a long
+and last farewell.
+
+
+
+
+
+.. vspace:: 4
+
+.. _`A SOLDIER'S CALVARY`:
+
+.. class:: center large bold
+
+ XVII
+
+
+.. class:: center large bold
+
+ A SOLDIER'S CALVARY
+
+.. vspace:: 2
+
+There is one afternoon on the Somme
+that stands out in my memory like a
+dark hill when the sun has sunk below
+the verge and left a lingering bar of red across
+the sky. It was a Calvary thick with the bodies
+of our men. I was looking for the
+Westminsters and they were difficult to find. I
+passed over one trench and reached another.
+There I asked the men if they knew where the
+Westminsters were, and they expressed the
+opinion that the regiment was in the trench
+ahead. There was no communication trench
+so I followed a fatigue-party for some distance
+which was marching in single file, and
+carrying hand-grenades to the firing line. They
+turned to the right and I kept straight on.
+Every few yards I passed rifles reversed and
+fastened in the ground by their bayonets. They
+marked the graves of the dead. A few
+soldiers, but newly killed, were still lying out.
+
+At last I reached a trench and found in it
+a number of Westminsters. They were
+signalers on special duty, and they told me that
+I had already passed the regiment on my left.
+The poor fellows were in a sad plight. The
+weather was cold and they were without
+shelter. There were German dug-outs but they
+were partly blown in and full of German dead.
+The stench that rose from these, and from the
+shallow graves around, was almost unbearable.
+Yet there amid falling shells, the lads had to
+remain day and night. Their rations were
+brought to them, but as every ounce of food
+and drop of water, in addition to the letters
+from home, had to be brought on pack mules
+through seven or eight miles of field tracks in
+which the mules struggled on up to the knees
+in sticky mud and sometimes up to the belly,
+it was impossible for the regiment to receive
+anything beyond water and "iron rations," i.e.,
+hard biscuits. Water was so precious that not
+a drop could be spared to wash faces or clean
+teeth with, and I always took my own
+water-bottle and food, to avoid sharing the scanty
+supplies of the officers. After a little time
+spent with the signalers I moved up the trench
+and looked in at the little dug-out of the
+Colonel commanding. All the officers present,
+bearded almost beyond recognition, were sitting
+on the floor. The enemy had left a small red
+electric light, which added an almost absurd
+touch of luxury to the miserable place. Farther
+up the trench I found the Brigade Staff
+Captain in a similar dug-out and after making
+inquiries as to the position of the Queen's
+Westminster Regiment which was my objective, I
+left to find it; for the sun was already setting.
+The path was across the open fields, and the
+saddest I have ever trod. I was alone and
+had but little idea of location, but it was
+impossible to miss the path. On the right and
+left, it was marked at every few steps with
+dead men. Most of them were still grasping
+their rifles. They had fallen forward as they
+rushed over the ground, and their faces--their
+poor, blackened, lipless faces--were towards
+the foe. There had, as yet, been no
+opportunity to bury them for the ground was still
+being shelled and the burial parties had been
+all too busily engaged in other parts of the
+field. I longed to search for their identity
+discs that I might know who they were and
+make a note of the names; but I had to leave
+it to the burial party. I was already feeling
+sick with the foul smells in the trench and the
+sights on the way, and lacked the strength to
+look for the discs around the wrists and necks
+of the poor, decomposed bodies. It had to be
+left to men of the burial party whose nerves
+were somewhat more hardened to the task by
+other experiences of the kind. It was a new
+Calvary on which I was standing. These poor
+bodies miles from home and with no woman's
+hands to perform the last offices of affection
+were lying there as the price of the world's
+freedom.
+
+Would that all who talk glibly of freedom
+and justice might have seen what I saw on that
+dreary journey, that they might the better
+realize the spiritual depths of liberty and
+righteousness, and the high cost at which they are won
+for the race. It is fatally easy to persuade
+ourselves that there is no need for us to tread the
+bitter path of suffering and death--that we can
+achieve freedom and justice by being charitable,
+and by talking amiably to our enemies. We
+try to believe that they are as anxious to
+achieve liberty for the world as we are, that
+they are striving to bind mankind in fetters of
+iron, only through lack of knowledge as to
+our intentions. Their hearts and intentions are
+good but they are misled, and after a little talk
+with them around a table they would put off
+their "shining armor" and become angels of
+light carrying palm branches in place of swords
+and fetters.
+
+This is a mighty pleasant theory, only it is
+not true; and we cannot get rid of evil by
+ignoring it, nor of the devil by buying him a new
+suit. There are men willing to die to destroy
+liberty, just as there are others willing to die
+in its defense. It is not that they do not
+understand liberty. They *do*, and that is why they
+wish to destroy it. It is the enemy of their
+ideal. Whether liberty will survive or not,
+depends upon whether there are more men
+inspired to die in defending liberty, than there
+are willing to die in opposing it. A thing lives
+while men love it sufficiently well to die for it.
+We get what we deserve; and readiness to die
+for it is the price God has put on liberty.
+
+Words are things too cheap to buy it. When
+someone suggested establishing a new religion
+to supersede Christianity, Voltaire is reported
+to have asked if the founder were willing to
+be crucified for it? Otherwise, it would stand
+no chance of success. It was a deep criticism,
+and showed that Voltaire was no fool. Blood is
+the test, not words. A nation can only achieve
+liberty when it is determined to be free or die.
+"Whosoever shall seek to save his life shall
+lose it." "Never man spake" as Christ spake,
+but He did not save the world by talking to
+it, but by dying for it. Outpoured blood, not
+outpoured words, is the proof of moral
+convictions and the means of their propaganda;
+our soldiers may not be learned in some things,
+but they have learned *that*. They know the
+cause will win which has most moral power, and
+that the cause with most moral strength will
+prove itself to be the one with most martyrs.
+And the side with most men ready to be
+martyrs will outstay the other. The spirit of
+martyrdom, not negotiation, is the path to
+liberty and peace. You cannot negotiate with
+a tiger. The dispute is too simple for negotiation.
+You have to kill the tiger, or yourself be
+killed.
+
+While I was on leave, a man told me that
+he had asked some soldiers from the Front
+why they were fighting, and they could not tell
+him. Probably. All the deepest things are
+of life beyond telling. No true man can tell
+why he loves his wife or children. This trust
+in words, in being able to "tell why," is truly
+pathetic. I would not trust a wife's love if
+she could tell her husband exactly *why* she
+loved him; nor would I trust our soldiers not
+to turn tail in battle if they could *tell* just why
+they are fighting. They cannot *tell*, but with
+their poor lipless faces turned defiantly against
+the foe they can *show* why they are fighting.
+Let those who want to know the soldiers'
+reason *why* they fight go and see them there on
+the blasted field of battle, not ask them when
+they come home on leave. The lips of a soldier
+perish *first*, as his dead body lies exposed on
+the battlefield; his rifle he clutches to the last;
+and it is a lesson terrible enough for even the
+densest talker to understand.
+
+The dead lads lying out in the open with
+their rifles pointing towards the enemy voice
+their reason why loud enough for the deaf
+to hear and the world to heed. Ideals must
+be died for if they are to be realized on
+earth, for they have bitter enemies who
+stick at nothing. And we have to defend our
+ideal with our lives or be cravens and let it
+perish.
+
+History, with unimportant variations, is
+constantly repeating itself; and in nothing is it
+so consistent as in the price it puts on liberty.
+The lease of liberty runs out; the lease has
+to be renewed, and it is renewed by suffering
+and martyrdom. The dear dead lads whom
+I saw on that terrible afternoon were
+renewing the lease. With their bodies they had
+marked out a highway over which the peoples
+of the earth may march to freedom and to
+justice.
+
+The view, all too common, that our soldiers
+regard the war as a kind of picnic, and an
+attack as a sort of rush for the goal in a game
+of football, is false--false as sin. It is a view
+blind to the whole psychology of the war, and
+misses the meaning of our soldiers' gayety as
+much as it ignores their fear and sorrow. The
+trenches are a Gethsemane to them and their
+prayer is, "Our Father, all things are possible
+unto Thee: take away this cup from me:
+nevertheless not what I will, but what Thou wilt."
+
+One day, when I went into a mess-room in
+which letters were being censored, an officer
+said to me, "Read this, Padre, there's a
+reference to you, and a candid expression of a man's
+attitude towards religion."
+
+I took the letter and it read: "Our chaplain
+isn't far out when he says, in his book, that
+though we may speak lightly of the church we
+don't think or speak lightly of Christ.
+However careless we may be when we are out of
+the trenches, when we are in we all pray.
+There is nothing else we can do."
+
+I have been eighteen months with a fighting
+regiment on the Front, and I have never spoken
+to any officer who did not regard it as a
+mathematical certainty that, unless he happened to
+fall sick or be transferred--neither of which
+he expected--he would be either killed or
+wounded. And I agreed with him without
+saying it. He does not even hope to escape
+wounds. They are inevitable if he stays long
+enough; for one battle follows another and his
+time comes. He only hopes to escape death
+and the more ghastly wounds. He hopes the
+wound when it comes will be a "cushy one." The
+men take the same view. The period before
+going into the trenches, or into battle, is
+to them like the Garden of Gethsemane was
+to Christ; they are "exceeding sorrowful" and
+in their presence I have often felt as one who
+stood "as it were, a stone's throw" from them.
+They are going out with the expectation of
+meeting death.
+
+On the 1st of July, 1916, twenty officers in
+our regiment went over the top. Nineteen
+were killed or wounded and the one who
+returned to the regiment was suffering from
+shell-shock and had to be sent home. Although
+our losses are much lower now, the officers and
+men experience the agony and bloody sweat
+of Gethsemane rather than the pleasure of a
+picnic in Epping Forest. This explains, too,
+their gayety. It is the happiness of men who
+know that they are doing their bit for the
+world's good, and playing the man, not the
+cad. The rise of happiness into gayety is the
+natural reaction from the sorrow and alarm
+which have been clouding their hearts. In
+peace time they will never know either the
+intensity of joy or sorrow they know now. A
+man never feels so truly humorous as when he
+is sad. Humor is a kind of inverted sadness.
+The most exquisite sadness produces the most
+exquisite humor as the deepest wells give the
+sweetest, purest and coldest water.
+
+ | Tears and laughter are never far from one another,
+ | The heart overflows on one side, and then on the other.
+ |
+
+Our soldiers' minds are not filled with
+thoughts of Germans, but with thoughts of the
+friends they have left behind them. Nor do
+they often think of killing Germans. They
+neither think so much of the Germans nor so
+bitterly of them as do the people at home.
+The Germans have not the same prominence
+in the picture. Deeds relieve their emotions in
+regard to the Germans and leave their hearts
+open for the things and folk they love.
+
+It is commonly supposed (and this idea is
+fostered by some war correspondents), that
+when our men go over the top they are
+possessed with a mad lust to kill Germans. The
+ultimate aim of a general planning a battle is
+to kill Germans no doubt, for that is the only
+way to achieve victory; and if the Germans do
+not want to be killed they know what to do.
+Let them surrender or retire. The private
+agrees with the general in the necessity for
+killing Germans, but that is not what he is
+thinking of when he goes over the top; nor is
+it what we should be thinking of in his place.
+He is thinking of the Germans killing him.
+Life is sweet at nineteen or one-and-twenty. It
+pleads to be spared a little longer. A lad does
+not want to die; and as he goes over the parapet
+he is thinking less of taking German lives than
+of losing his own. He knows that German
+heads will not fit English shoulders, and that,
+however many enemy lives he may take, none
+of them will restore his own if he loses it, as
+he is quite likely to do. He is going out to
+be mutilated or to die. That is his standpoint
+whatever may be the general's or the
+war-correspondent's. He goes for his country's sake
+and the right. It is his duty, and there is an
+end of it.
+
+Most of the killing in modern war is done
+by the artillery and machine-guns. Comparatively
+few men have seen the face of an enemy
+they know themselves to have killed. A
+regiment goes out to be shot at, rather than to
+shoot. Unless this simple fact be grasped, the
+mentality of the soldier cannot be understood.
+The lust for killing Germans would never take
+a man out of his dug-out; but the love of his
+country and the resolve to do his duty will take
+him out and lead him over the top. It is what
+he volunteered for, but it goes hard when the
+time comes for all that.
+
+The unburied men I saw had, but a short
+while ago, no idea of becoming soldiers. They
+were the light of a home and the stay of a
+business. With that they were content. But
+the challenge came; and they went out to
+defend the right against the wrong--the true
+against the false. They toiled up a new
+Calvary "with the cross that turns not back," and
+now they lie buried in a strange land. They
+have lost all for themselves, but they have
+gained all for us and for those who will come
+after us. Yet although they saved others,
+themselves they could not save.
+
+
+
+
+
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+
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+
+.. class:: center large bold
+
+ XVIII
+
+
+.. class:: center large bold
+
+ THE HOSPITAL TRAIN
+
+.. vspace:: 2
+
+We were carried from our regiments to
+the hospital in ambulance cars. I,
+and several others, had trench fever.
+Some were suffering from gas poisoning. One
+lovely boy--for he was nothing more--was
+near to death with "mustard" gas. The doctor
+at the Dressing Station had opened a vein and
+bled him of a pint of blood. It was the only
+hope of saving him. But as the car bumped
+over the rough roads and the gas in his lungs
+grew more suffocating he almost despaired of
+reaching the hospital alive. Others were
+wounded; and one had appendicitis. After a
+period in hospital, during which we were
+honored with a visit by General Byng, it was
+decided that we should go to the Base. We lay
+down on stretchers, and orderlies carried us to
+the waiting cars. At the station we were lifted
+into the hospital train. The racks had been
+taken down and stretchers put in their places.
+These were reserved for the "lying cases." The
+"sitting cases" occupied the seats--one to
+each corner. It was afternoon and as soon as
+the train began to move tea was served. The
+train sped on and, about sun-set, a most
+excellent dinner was provided by the orderlies on
+board.
+
+It was the time of the new moon. "Keep
+the window open," said one, "it is unlucky to
+see the new moon through glass, and we need
+all the good luck we can get," and he avoided
+looking through the glass until he had seen the
+moon through the open window. We chatted,
+read our magazines, or slept--just as we felt
+inclined. The night wore on and at about two
+o'clock we reached Rouen. Cars rushed us to
+one of the Red Cross hospitals. A doctor
+slipped out of bed, examined our cards, decided
+in which wards we should be put, and orderlies
+led or carried us thither. A nurse showed each
+of us to his room. We were got to bed and
+another nurse brought some tea. Next
+morning we were examined and put down for
+removal across the Channel.
+
+The nurses are radiant as sunshine, and
+diffuse a spirit of merriment throughout the
+hospital. It was a pure joy to be under their
+care. At three o'clock the following morning,
+without previous warning, a nurse came and
+awakened us. We had half an hour to dress.
+Another nurse then came round with a dainty
+breakfast. We were then put into cars and
+taken to the hospital train. It left as dawn
+was breaking, and we were on our way to
+"Blighty." We had a comfortable journey and
+reached Havre about nine. Orderlies carried
+us on board ship and we were taken to our
+cots. Breakfast was served immediately. We
+felt a huge content; and hoped to be across by
+night. But the ship remained by the quay all
+day. In the evening it moved out of the harbor
+and lay near its mouth. Towards midnight it
+slipped its anchor and headed for home.
+
+All had received life-belts and a card directing
+us which boat to make for, should the ship
+be torpedoed. Mine was "Boat 5, Starboard." My
+neighbor on the right had been on a torpedoed
+boat once and had no desire to be on
+another. The lights of the ship were obscured
+or put out, and we silently stole over the waters
+towards the much desired haven. There was
+no sound but the steady thump of the engines,
+and we were soon asleep. Shortly after dawn
+we awoke to find ourselves in Southampton
+Water. A water-plane drew near, settled like
+a gull on the water, and then plowed its way
+through the waves with the speed of a motor-boat.
+
+About nine o'clock we were carried off the
+boat to the station. Women workers supplied us
+with telegraph forms, confectionery and
+cigarettes; orderlies brought us tea. We were then
+taken to the train. It was even more comfortable
+than the hospital trains in France; and we had
+women nurses. On each side of the train, for
+its full length, were comfortable beds and we
+were able to sit up or recline at our pleasure.
+Lunch was served on board, and of a character
+to tempt the most ailing man. No shortage
+of food is allowed to obtain on the hospital
+train. It has the first claim on the food supply
+and it has the first claim to the railroad. It
+stops at no station except for its own
+convenience. Even the King's train stops to let
+the hospital train pass.
+
+We were under the care of a nurse who had
+reached middle life. She had been on a
+torpedoed hospital ship! on one that struck a
+mine without bursting it; and on another that
+collided with a destroyer in the dark. She was
+greatly disappointed at the decision which had
+removed nurses from the hospital ships because
+of the danger from submarines. She fully
+appreciated the chivalry of the men who would
+not let their women be drowned; but it had
+robbed the women of a chance of proving their
+devotion, and she could not see why the men
+should do all the dying. The women were
+ready to meet death with the men and as their
+mates and equals. Their place was with the
+wounded whatever might befall, and they were
+ready.
+
+Hospital trains have run daily for three
+years now, and human nature can get used to
+anything. We thought, therefore, that the
+people would have become used to the hospital
+train. But greater surprise never gladdened a
+man's heart than the one which awaited us as
+we steamed out of Southampton. All the
+women and children by the side of the railway
+were at their windows or in their gardens,
+waving their hands to us. And all the way to
+Manchester the waving of welcoming hands
+never ceased. At every station the porters
+doffed their caps to the hospital train as it sped
+past. There was not a station large or small
+that did not greet us with a group of proud
+smiling faces. Our eyes were glued to the
+windows all the way. For one day in our lives,
+at least, we were kings, and our procession
+through "England's green and pleasant land"
+was a royal one. We passed through quiet
+country districts but at every wall or fence
+there were happy faces. We wondered where
+they all came from, and how they knew of our
+coming. There were tiny children sitting on
+all the railway fences waving hands to us.
+One little girl of four or five was sitting on the
+fence by a country station and waving her little
+hand. We had not seen English children for
+months and Pope Gregory spoke the truth
+ages ago when he said that they are "not
+Angles but Angels." The sight of them after
+so long an absence was as refreshing to the
+spirit as the sight of violets and primroses
+after a long and bitter winter.
+
+At Birmingham the train made its only stop.
+Men and women of the St. John Ambulance
+Association boarded the train and supplied us
+with tea; and, as the train moved out, stood
+at attention on the platform. At Manchester
+we received a warm welcome that told us we
+were in Lancashire. Men and women helped
+us to the waiting cars and handed cups of tea
+to us. It was raining of course--being
+Manchester--but as we passed near a railway arch
+a waiting crowd rushed out into the rain and
+startled us with a cry of welcome which was also
+a cry of pain. Most of the men in the cars
+were Lancashire lads and in the welcome given
+them there were tears as well as smiles.
+Lancashire has a great heart as well as a long head.
+It suffers with those who suffer and the cry of
+the heart was heard in the welcome of its
+voice. There was a welcome too, at the door
+of the hospital and at the door of each ward.
+Water was brought to our bedside, and then
+a tray bearing a well-cooked dinner.
+
+We had reached home.
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+A man's heart must be dead within him
+if, under the summer sun, he can look
+on the desolated ground of the Western
+battle-front without feeling emotions of
+joy and hope. In the winter-time the clumps
+of blasted trees looked like groups of forsaken
+cripples. Their broken branches stood out
+against the gray sky in utter nakedness, as if
+appealing to heaven against the inhumanity of
+man. In a way, it was more depressing to
+pass a ruined wood than a destroyed village.
+Some of the trees had all their limbs shattered;
+others, thicker than a man's body, were cut
+clean through the middle; others, again, were
+torn clean up by the roots and lay sprawling
+on the ground. It seemed impossible that spring
+could ever again clothe them in her garments
+of gladdening green. We imagined the trees
+would appear amid the sunshine of the
+summer black, gaunt and irreconcilable; pointing
+their mangled stumps towards those who had
+done them such irreparable wrong and, as the
+wind whistled through them, calling on all
+decent men to rise up and avenge them of their
+enemies.
+
+But, suddenly, we found that the reconciling
+spring was back in the woods exercising all
+her oldtime witchery. Each broken limb was
+covered with fresh foliage and each scarred
+stump put out sprouts of green. The broken
+but blossoming woods grew into a picture of
+Hope, infinitely more sublime and touching
+than the one to which Watts gave the name.
+It was a picture drawn and colored by the
+finger of God, and it made the fairest of man's
+handiwork look weak and incomplete. Uprooted
+trees lay on the ground in full blossom,
+and shell-lopped branches again took on the
+form of beauty. The transformation was
+wonderful to behold.
+
+And it all happened in a week. When our
+men went into the trenches the trees were
+black, bare and bruised, but when they came
+out of the front line into the support-trenches
+the wood behind them was a tender green and
+had grown curved and symmetrical. It seemed
+as if the fairies of our childhood had returned
+to the earth and were dwelling in the wood.
+Although two long-range naval guns lay hidden
+behind it, which, with deep imprecations opened
+their terrible mouths to hurl fiery thunderbolts
+at the enemy, the fairies seemed unafraid and
+daily continued to weave for the trees beautiful
+garments of leaf and blossom. I have seen
+nothing that brought such gladness to both
+officers and men. A new spirit seemed abroad.
+We were in a new atmosphere and a new
+world. The war seemed already won, and the
+work of renewal and reconstruction begun.
+
+And now the summer had done for the
+ground what the spring did for the trees. One
+Sunday, I was to hold a service on ground
+that was, in the springtime, No Man's Land.
+Having ample time I left the dusty road and
+walked across the broken fields through which
+our front-line trenches had run. There were
+innumerable shell holes and I had to pick my
+way with care through the long grass and
+lingering barbed wire. I had been over the
+ground on the day following the advance.
+Then it was a sea of mud, with vast breakwaters
+of rusty barbed wire. Now, however,
+Nature's healing hand was at work. Slowly
+but surely the trenches were falling in, and the
+shell-holes filling up. The lips of the craters
+and trenches were red as a maiden's--red with
+the poppies which come to them. Here and
+there were large patches of gold and white
+where unseen hands had sown the mud with
+dog-daisies. There were other patches all
+ablaze with the red fire of the poppies, and as
+the slender plants swayed in the wind, the fire
+leaped up or died down.
+
+When the war broke out I was in "Poppyland"
+near Cromer, in East Anglia. There I
+first heard the tramp of armed men on the way
+to France, and there first caught the strain of
+"Tipperary"--the farewell song of the First
+Seven Divisions--a strain I can never hear
+now without having to stifle back my tears.
+As I passed by these patches of blood-red
+poppies I thought of those old and stirring days
+at Cromer when we watched a regiment of the
+original Expeditionary Force singing
+"Tipperary" as it marched swingingly through the
+narrow streets. The declaration of war was
+hourly expected and the pier and some of the
+Sunday-school rooms were given to the soldiers
+for billets. By morning every soldier had
+vanished and we could only guess where, but
+a remark made by one of them to another
+lingers still. They were standing apart, and
+watching the fuss the people were making over
+the regiment.
+
+"Yes," he said to his comrade, "they think
+a great deal of the soldiers in time of war,
+but they don't think much of us in days of
+peace."
+
+The remark was so true that it cut like a
+knife and the wound rankles yet. I have often
+wondered what became of the lad that went
+out to France to the horrors of war, with such
+memories of our attitude towards him in the
+times of peace. I hope he lived long enough
+to see our repentance. His memory haunted
+me among the poppies of Beaurains. In the
+English Poppyland there was nothing to
+compare with the red-coated army of poppies now
+occupying our old front line. In these trenches
+our gallant men had for nearly three years
+fought and bled, and it seemed as if every drop
+of blood poured out by them had turned into
+a glorious and triumphant poppy.
+
+The spring and summer have taught me
+afresh that there is in our lives a Power that
+is not ourselves. It is imminent in us and in
+all things, yet transcends all. "Change and
+decay in all around we see," and still there is
+One who changes not; He "*from* everlasting
+*to* everlasting is God." He is the fountain of
+eternal life that no drought can touch. He
+heals the broken tree and the broken heart.
+He clothes the desolate fields of war with the
+golden corn of peace, and in the trenches that
+war has scored across the souls of men, he
+plants the rich poppies of memory. He drives
+away the icy oppression of winter with the
+breath or spring, and in His mercy assuages
+"the grief that saps the mind for those that
+here we see no more."
+
+He who turns rain-mists into rainbows and
+brings out of mud scarlet poppies and
+white-petaled daisies without a speck of dirt upon
+them, is at work in human life. Out of mud
+He has formed the poppy and out of the dust
+the body of man. Who then can set Him
+limits when He works in the finer material of
+man's soul? Eye hath not seen nor heart
+conceived the beauty that will come forth when
+His workmanship is complete. "If God so
+clothe the grass of the field, which to-day is,
+and to-morrow is cast into the oven, shall He
+not much more clothe you, O ye of little faith"
+who were made for immortality? His ways
+are past finding out, but they are good. He
+puts out the sun but brings forth millions of
+stars in its stead. At His call they come
+flocking forth as doves to their windows. He
+blinds Milton but brings into his soul a flood
+of light such as never shone on sea or land,
+and in its rays he sees Paradise, lost and
+regained. He shuts Bunyan in a noisome prison,
+and closes against him the door to his beloved
+Bedford, but He opens to him a magic window
+that looks on heaven, and the years pass swiftly
+as he watches the progress of the pilgrims
+towards the Celestial City. In the mud that
+has been stained and even saturated with the
+life-blood of our soldiers, He has made poppies
+to spring to loveliness. It is a parable He is
+speaking to us, that the heart of man may feel
+and believe that which it is beyond the power
+of the mind to grasp, or the tongue to explain.
+
+The wounds of France are deep and deadly
+but they are not self-inflicted and they will heal.
+She will blossom again with a glory greater
+and purer than all her former glories. She
+is even now finding her soul, and revealing a
+moral beauty and endurance such as few, even
+of her dearest friends, could have foreseen or
+foretold. For ashes, God has given her beauty,
+and it is worth all her suffering. Not Voltaire,
+but Joan of Arc is her pride to-day. When
+I was in Rouen I saw the fresh flowers which
+the people daily place on the spot where she
+died. France knows where her strength lies.
+Over Napoleon she has built a magnificent
+tomb of marble, but in it, she has not placed
+a single flower. As I walked through it, some
+time ago, I felt depressed. It made me shiver.
+It is magnificent, but dead. One of Joan of
+Arc's living flowers would be worth the whole
+pile. It is the most tremendous sermon ever
+preached on the vanity of military glory and
+the emptiness of genius when uninspired by
+moral and spiritual worth. France knows.
+She gives Joan of Arc a flower, but Napoleon
+a stone. France was never so great as now,
+and never of such supreme importance to the
+world. We could not do without her. On her
+coins she represents herself as a Sower that
+goes forth sowing. It is a noble ideal, and
+truly, where she scatters her seeds of thought
+the fair flowers of liberty, equality and
+fraternity spring up as poppies spring, where the
+blood of our soldiers has watered her fields.
+France is the fair Sower among the nations, and
+it will be our eternal glory that when she was
+suddenly and murderously attacked in her fields
+by her brutal and envious neighbor--who
+shamelessly stamps a bird of prey on his coins
+for *his* symbol, and a skull and cross-bones on
+his soldiers' headgear as the expression of his
+ambition--England came to her rescue, and
+not in vain. The German sword has gone
+deeply into the heart of France, but it will leave
+not a festering wound but a well of water at
+which mankind will drink and be refreshed.
+Wound the earth, and there springs forth
+water; wound France and there springs forth
+inspiration. Trample France in the mud, and
+she comes forth pure again, passionate and free
+as a poppy blown by the summer wind.
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+ *By CHAPLAIN THOMAS TIPLADY*
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+"'Vivid' is too dim a word to express
+the living pictures which this chaplain has
+seen in France. Some of the chapters are
+among the finest pieces of pathos we have
+read anywhere. Read the book and you
+will be a better man for all your
+tasks."--*Chicago Standard*.
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+An astonishing story Chaplain Tiplady
+here has to tell--one in which the very
+foundations of existence seem temporarily
+uprooted, and the world turned upside-down.
+Yet never, in the telling, does he lose the
+unswerving faith and cheering optimism which
+formed the prevailing note of THE CROSS
+AT THE FRONT, nor for a moment relaxes his
+belief that the cause of justice, truth and
+righteousness is that for which the Allied
+armies are now fighting.
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You may copy it, give it away or re-use it +under the terms of the Project Gutenberg License included with this +eBook or online at http://www.gutenberg.org/license. + + + +Title: The Soul of the Soldier + Sketches from the Western Battle-Front +Author: Thomas Tiplady +Release Date: July 18, 2014 [EBook #46323] +Language: English +Character set encoding: US-ASCII + + +*** START OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK THE SOUL OF THE SOLDIER *** + + + + +Produced by Al Haines. + + + + +[Illustration: Cover art] + + + + +[Illustration: Captain Guy Drummond, 13th Royal Canadian Highlanders. +Killed in action, April, 1915. +"A SON OF THE MOTHERLAND"] + + + + + The Soul _of_ The Soldier + + _Sketches from the Western + Battle-Front_ + + + BY + + THOMAS TIPLADY + + _Chaplain to the Forces_ + + Author of "THE CROSS AT THE FRONT," etc. + + + + NEW YORK CHICAGO TORONTO + Fleming H. Revell Company + LONDON AND EDINBURGH + + + + + Copyright, 1918, by + FLEMING H. REVELL COMPANY + + + + New York: 158 Fifth Avenue + Chicago: 17 North Wabash Ave. + London: 21 Paternoster Square + Edinburgh: 75 Princes Street + + + + + TO THE MEMORY OF THE MANY "WHITE MEN" + +I have known and loved in the London Territorials, who, being dedicate +to their Country and the cause of Liberty, went over the parapet and did +not return. + +"These laid the world away; poured out the red +Sweet wine of youth: gave up the years to be +Of work and joy, and that unhoped serene +That men call age; and those who would have been +Their sons they gave--their immortality." + + + + + *THE MOTHER'S ANSWER* + + God gave my son in trust to me. + Christ died for him. He should be + A man for Christ. He is his own + And God's and man's, not mine alone. + He was not mine to give. He gave + Himself, that he might help to save + All that a Christian should revere + All that enlightened men hold dear. + + "To feed the guns." Ah! torpid soul, + Awake, and see life as a whole. + When freedom, honor, justice, right, + Were threatened by the despot's might, + He bravely went for God, to fight + Against base savages, whose pride + The laws of God and man defied; + Who slew the mother and the child; + Who maidens, pure and sweet, defiled; + He did not go to feed the guns, + He went to save from ruthless Huns + His home and country, and to be + A guardian of democracy. + + "What if he does not come?" you say; + Well, then, my sky will be more gray, + But through the clouds the sun will shine + And vital memories be mine. + God's test of manhood is, I know + Not, will he come--_but did he go_? + + JAMES L. HUGHES. + + + + + *PREFACE* + + +The sketches in this book and in my previous one, "The Cross at the +Front," are attempts to show the soul of the soldier serving in France +as I have seen it during the year and a half that I have been with him. +It is a padre's privilege and duty to be the voice with which, in public +worship, the soldiers speak to God; and through which their last +thoughts are borne to their friends at home. He is their voice both +when they are sick or wounded, and when they lie silent in the grave. +He speaks of their hopes and fears, hardships and heroisms, laughter and +tears. As best he may he tries to tell, to those who have a right and a +longing to know, how they thought, and how they bore themselves in the +great day of trial when all risked their lives and many laid them down. + +Soldiers, as a rule, are either inarticulate or do not care to speak of +themselves; and the padre has to be their spokesman if ever their deeper +thoughts and finer actions are to be known to their friends. To do this +he may have to bring himself into the picture, or even illustrate a +common thing in their lives by a personal experience of his own. To +reveal life and thought at the Front in the third person, and without +sacrificing truth and vividness, requires a degree of literary power and +art which cannot be expected of a padre to whom writing is but a +by-product, and not his main work. + +I have written but little of military operations--these things are not +in my province. Moreover, they are not the things which are most +revealing. The presence of Spring is first and most surely revealed by +the flowers in our gardens and lanes; and the soldier is most clearly +seen in the little things that happen on the march--in his billet or in +the Dressing Station. Some things are not seen at all. They are only +felt, and my opinion about them must be taken for what it is worth. One +knows what the men are by their influence on one's own mind and life. I +do not judge the morality and spirituality of our soldiers entirely by +their habits and speech, for these are but outward and clumsy +expressions of the inner life and are largely conventional. There is +something else to put in the reckoning, and to find out what the +soldiers are worth to us we must somehow get behind their words and +actions and find out what they are worth to God, whose terrible wheel of +war is shaping their characters. + +I appraise them mostly by the total effect of the impact of their souls +on mine. I know their thoughts and feelings by the thoughts and +feelings they inspire in me. "Do men gather grapes of thorns or figs of +thistles?" There are certain thoughts and emotions that only come to me +strongly when I am with the soldiers or when I am living again with them +in memory, and so, I take these as their gift to me and judge the men by +their influence on my character. Character is, in its influence, subtle +as Spring. Words and actions by themselves are too coarse and +conventional to do anything but mislead us in judging the quality of our +men. "By their fruits ye shall know them." Not by their leaves. Fruit +is _seed_. In the seed the tree reproduces itself. And reproduction, +whether in physical, moral or spiritual life, is the test of vitality. + +I have not unduly loaded my pages with ghastly details of war, because +their effect on the mind of the reader who has not been at the Front +would be false and distorting. The reader would be more horrified in +imagining them than our soldiers are in seeing them. I have tried +rather to show life at the Front, with its mingling of red and gold, +horror and happiness, as it affects the soldier; so that his friends at +home may see it as he sees it, and with his sense of proportion. If I +could only do it, as well as I intend it, my pictures would create a +truer sympathy between the home and the trench. Some would find comfort +for their hearts, and others would awake to a new and noble seriousness. +Soldiers have suffered much through imperfect sympathies. They have +been pitied for the wrong things, and left to freeze when they needed +warmth. Only when we realize their dignity and greatness and the true +nature of their experiences can we be their comrades and helpers. Life +at the Front is brutal and terrifying, and yet our soldiers are neither +brutalized nor terrorized, for there is something great and noble at the +Front which keeps life pure and sweet and the men gentle and chivalrous. +When "the boys" come home their friends will, in almost every case, find +them just as bright, affectionate and good as when they went out. The +only change will be a subtle one--a deepening in character and manly +quality, a broadening in mind and creed, and an impatience with cant and +make-believe whether in politics or business, Christianity or +Rationalism. There will be an air of indefinable greatness about them as +of men who have been at grips with the realities of life and death. + +In a footnote to one of his songs, Edward Teschemacher says that the +gypsies, as they wander through the country, leave a sprinkling of grass +or wild flowers at the cross-roads to indicate, to those who come after +them, the road they have taken. These flowers are known as the +"Patterain." + +These essays are my Patterain--wild flowers plucked in France, and left +to mark the red path trod during the months I have been with my comrades +at the Front. + +I would the flowers were worthier, but such as I have, I give; and they +are taken out of my heart. + + "Where my caravan has rested + Flowers I leave you on the grass; + All the flowers of love and memory; + You will find them when you pass." + + THOMAS TIPLADY. + +BRITISH EXPEDITIONARY FORCE, FRANCE. + + + + + *CONTENTS* + +CHAP. + + I. The Swan at Ypres + II. The Roadmakers + III. The Glamour of the Front + IV. A White Handkerchief + V. The Songs Our Soldiers Sing + VI. Easter Sunday + VII. "Now the Day is Over" + VIII. Sons of the Motherland + IX. The Terror by Night + X. "Eton Boys Never Duck!" + XI. "Missing" + XII. "It Must be Sunday" + XIII. Our Tommies Never Fail Us + XIV. The Cross at Neuve Chapelle + XV. The Children of Our Dead + XVI. A Funeral under Fire + XVII. A Soldier's Calvary + XVIII. The Hospital Train + XIX. After Winter, Spring + + + + + *I* + + *THE SWAN AT YPRES* + + +For three years the storm center of the British battle front has been at +Ypres. Every day and night it has been the standing target of thousands +of guns. Yet, amid all the havoc and thunder of the artillery, the +graceful white form of a swan had been seen gliding over the water of +the moat. It never lacked food, and was always welcome to a share of +Tommy's rations. In the Battle of Messines--I had the story first-hand +from a lieutenant of artillery whose battery was hidden close by, and +who was an eye-witness of the incident--a shell burst near the swan, and +it was mortally wounded. For three long years it had spread its white +wings as gallantly as the white sails of Drake's flagship when he sailed +out of Plymouth Sound to pluck the beard of the Spaniard. But now its +adventurous voyaging was over. Another beautiful and innocent thing had +been destroyed by the war and had passed beyond recall. There was no +dying swan-song heard on the waters, but all who saw its passing felt +that the war had taken on a deeper shade of tragedy. + +Many a "white man" had been slain near the spot but somehow the swan +seemed a mystical being, and invulnerable. It was a relic of the days +of peace, and a sign of the survival of purity and grace amid the +horrors and cruelties of war. It spoke of the sacred things that yet +remain--the beautiful things of the soul upon which war can lay no +defiling finger. Now it had gone from the water and Ypres seems more +charred than ever, and the war more terrible. The death of the swan +revealed against its white wings the peculiar inhumanity of the present +war. It is a war in which the enemy spares nothing and no one. He is +more blind and merciless than the Angel of Death which swept over Egypt, +for the angel had regard to the blood which the Israelites had sprinkled +over the lintels of their doors and he passed by in mercy. To the +German Eagle every living creature is legitimate prey. No blood upon +the lintel can save the inmate; not even the cross of blood on the +hospital tent or ship. Wounded or whole, combatant or non-combatant, +its beak and talons tear the tender flesh of all and its lust is not +sated. + +In Belgium and Serbia it is believed that more women and children +perished than men. Things too hideous for words were done publicly in +the market-squares. Neither age nor sex escaped fire and sword. The +innocent babe was left to suck the breast of its dead mother or was +dandled on the point of the bayonet. What resistance can the Belgian +swan make to the German eagle? It needs must lie torn and bleeding +beneath its talons. The German Emperor has waded deeper in blood than +Macbeth, and has slain the innocent in their sleep. Even the sea is +full of the women, children, and non-combatant men he has drowned. His +crown is cemented together with innocent blood and its jewels are the +eyes of murdered men and women. The wretched man has made rivers of +blood to flow yet not a drop in them is from his own veins or the veins +of his many sons. Napoleon risked his life with his men in every battle +but this man never once. While sending millions to their death he yet +consents to live, and protects his life with the anxious care a miser +bestows on his gold. Alone among large families in Germany his +household is without a casualty. Though a nation be white and innocent +as the Belgian swan it will not escape his sword, and he will swoop upon +it the more readily because it is unarmed. The swan cannot live where +the eagle flies, and one or the other must die. + +But the stricken swan of Ypres is not merely the symbol of Belgium and +her fate. There are other innocents who have perished or been sorely +wounded. The whole creation is groaning and travailing in pain. The +neutral nations are suffering with the belligerent, and the lower +creatures are suffering with mankind. + +Next to seeing wounded men on the roads at the front, I think the +saddest sight is that of dying horses and mules. Last winter they had +to stand, with little cover, exposed to the bitter blasts. It was +impossible to keep them clean or dry, for the roads were churned into +liquid mud and both mules and drivers were plastered with it from head +to foot. To make things worse there was a shortage of fodder; and +horses waste away rapidly under ill-feeding. Before the fine weather had +given them a chance to recover weight and strength, the Battle of Arras +began, and every living beast of burden, as well as every motor-engine, +was strained to its utmost. The mule is magnificent for war, and our +battles have been won as much by mules as men. Haig could rely on one +as much as on the other. The mule will eat anything, endure anything, +and, when understood and humored by its driver, will do anything. It +works until it falls dead by the roadside. In the spring, hundreds died +in harness. In fact, few die except in harness. They die facing the +foe, dragging rations along shell-swept roads to the men in the +trenches. + +On two miles of road I have counted a dozen dead mules; and burial +parties are sent out to put them out of sight. One night, alone, I got +three dying mules shot. The road was crowded with traffic, yet it was +difficult to find either an officer with a revolver or a +transport-driver with a rifle. I had to approach scores before I could +find a man who had the means to put a mule out of its misery; and we +were within two miles of our Front. So rigid is our line of defense +that those behind it do not trouble to take arms. Even when I found a +rifleman he hesitated to shoot a mule. There is a rule that no horse or +mule must be shot without proper authority, and when you consider the +enormous cost of one the necessity for the rule is obvious. I had +therefore to assure a rifleman that I would take full responsibility for +his action. He then loaded up, put the nozzle against the mule's +forehead and pulled the trigger. A tremor passed through the poor +thing's body and its troubles were over. It had come all the way from +South America to wear itself out carrying food to fighting men, and it +died by the road when its last ounce of strength was spent. + +The mule knows neither love nor offspring. Apart from a few gambols in +the field, or while tethered to the horse-lines, it knows nothing but +work. It is the supreme type of the drudge. It is one of the greatest +factors in the war, and yet it receives scarcely any recognition and +more of whipping than of praise. Only too often I have seen their poor +shell-mangled bodies lying by the roadside waiting till the battle +allowed time for their burial. Yet what could be more innocent of any +responsibility for the war? They are as innocent as the swan on the +moat at Ypres. + +Yet the greatest suffering among innocents is not found at the Front at +all. It is found at home. At the Front there is suffering of body and +mind, but at home there is the suffering of the heart. Every soldier +knows that his mother and wife suffer more than he does, and he pities +them from his soul. War is a cross on which Woman is crucified. The +soldier dies of his wounds in the morning of life, but his wife lingers +on in pain through the long garish day until the evening shadows fall. +There is no laughter at home such as you hear at the Front, or even in +the hospitals. One finds a gayety among the regiments in France such as +is unknown among the people left at home. It is the sunshine of the +street as compared with the light in a shaded room. There is a youth +and buoyancy at the Front that one misses sadly in the homeland. + +To a true woman with a son or husband at the Front, life becomes a +nightmare. To her distorted imagination the most important man in the +country is not the Prime Minister but the postman. She cannot get on +with her breakfast for listening for his footsteps. There is no need +for him to knock at the door, she has heard him open the gate and walk +up the gravel path. Her heart is tossed like a bubble on the winds of +hope and fear. She finds herself behind the door without knowing how +she got there, and her hand trembles as she picks up the letter to see +if the address is in "his" handwriting or an official's. The words, "On +His Majesty's Service," she dreads like a witch's incantation. They may +be innocent enough, and cover nothing more than belated Commission +Papers, but she trembles lest they should be but the fair face of a +dark-hearted messenger, who is to blot out the light of her life +forever. If she goes out shopping and sees a telegraph-boy go in the +direction of her home she forgets her purchases and hurries back to see +if he is going to knock at her door. The rosy-faced messenger has +become a sinister figure, an imp from the nether world. He may be +bringing news of her loved one's arrival "on leave," but so many evil +faces of fear and doubt peer through the windows of her heart that she +cannot believe in the innocence and good-will of the whistling boy. Her +whole world is wrapped up in his little orange-colored envelope. + +The boys at the Front know of the anxiety and suspense that darken their +homes, and they do all they can to lighten them. There were times on +the Somme when the men were utterly exhausted with fighting and long +vigils in the trenches. Water was scarce, and a mild dysentery came +into evidence. No fire could be lighted to cook food or make hot tea. +The ranks had been thinned, and only two officers were left to each +company. The weather was bad and the captured trench uncomfortable. Any +moment word might come for another attack. The campaign was near its +close, and the work must be completed despite the prevalent exhaustion. +The officers were too tired, depressed and preoccupied to censor +hundreds of letters. In front of him each could see a gaping grave. +The sun was rapidly "going west" and leaving them to the cold and dark. +Nothing seemed to matter in comparison with _that_. To hold services +were impossible and I felt that the best I could do was to walk through +the trench, chat with the officers and men, gather up the men's letters +and take them back and censor in my tent. This gave the officers times +to write their own, and an opportunity to post them. + +But note, I pray you, the nobility of these gallant fellows. All of +them were exhausted and depressed. The shadows of death were thick +about them, yet when I opened their letters, I found myself--with two +exceptions out of three or four hundred--in an entirely different +atmosphere. It was a sunny atmosphere in which birds were singing. The +men said nothing of their suffering, their depression, their fears for +the future. The black wings of death cast no shadow over their pages. +They said they were "all right," "merry and bright" and "soon going back +for a long rest." They told their mothers what kind of cigarettes to +send, and gave them details how to make up the next parcel. They talked +as if death were out of sight--a sinister fellow with whom they had +nothing to do. + +The officers, of course, censor their own letters, so I did not see how +they wrote. But I know. They wrote as the men wrote, and probably with +a still lighter touch. Their homes were dark enough with anxiety, yet +not by any word of theirs would the shadows be deepened. They could not +shield themselves from war's horrors but they would do their best to +shield their white swans at home. They could not keep their women folk +out of the war, but they would deliver them from its worst horrors. Not +till they had fallen would they let the shafts pass them to their +mothers and wives; rather would they gather them in their own breasts. +In the hour of the world's supreme tragedy there was a woman standing by +the cross, and the august Sufferer, with dying breath, bade His closest +friend take her, when the last beam faded, to his own home and be in His +place, a son to her. I know no scene that better represents the +feelings of our soldiers towards their loved ones at home. + +Their women gave them inspiration and joy in the days of peace, and they +still float before their vision amid the blackened ruins of war, as +beautiful and stainless in their purity as the white swan on the moat of +Ypres. + + + + + *II* + + *THE ROADMAKERS* + + +We had just marched from one part of the Front to another and by a +round-about way. Each morning the Quartermaster and "the billeting +party" went on before, and each evening we slept in a village that was +strange to us. Each of the men carried on his back a pack and equipment +weighing about eighty or ninety pounds. Through sleet and blizzard and, +for the most part, through open, exposed country, we continued our march +without a day of rest. By the fifth evening we reached the village +where we were to have three or four weeks of rest and training before +entering the trenches for the spring offensive. We had unpacked and +were sitting at dinner when a telegram came announcing that all previous +plans were canceled, and that at dawn we must take to the road again. +Something unexpected had happened, good or ill, we knew not which, and +we had to enter the line in front of Arras. For three days more we +marched. Daily the sound of the guns came nearer, and the men were +tired and footsore. They were also deeply disappointed of the long rest +to which they had been looking forward after a winter in the trenches at +Neuve Chapelle. Yet they marched cheerily enough. "It's the War!" they +said one to another and, true to their own philosophy, "packed up their +troubles in their old kit bags and smiled." When any man faltered a +bit, as if about to fall out by the way, the others cheered him on by +singing "Old Soldiers never die" to the tune of the old Sunday school +hymn, "Kind words can never die." Sometimes an officer would shoulder a +man's rifle to the end of the march, or until he felt better. In eight +unbroken days of marching we covered ninety-eight miles and finally +arrived at a camp of huts within a day's march of the trenches we are to +occupy. Here, where our huts stand like islands in a sea of mud, we +are, unless suddenly needed, to take a few days' rest. + +On the ninety-eight miles of road over which we tramped, we passed +company after company of British roadmakers. In some parts they were +widening the road, in other parts repairing it. The roads of +Northeastern France are handed over to our care as completely as if they +were in England. Our road-makers are everywhere, and as we pass they +stand, pick or shovel in hand, to salute the colonel and shout some +humorous remark to the laughing riflemen--only to get back as much as +they give. + +This morning I visited the neighboring village to arrange for a Sunday +service. The roads are hopeless for bicycles at this time of the year, +so I fell back on Adam's method of getting about. The road to the +village was torn and broken, and "thaw precautions" were being observed. +Everywhere it was ankle-deep in mud and, in the holes, knee-deep. +Innumerable motor-wagons had crushed it beneath their ponderous weight, +and my feet had need of my eyes to guide them. In skirting the holes +and rough places, I added quite a mile to the journey. + +It was annoying to get along so slowly, and I called the road "rotten" +and blamed the War for its destructive work. Then I saw that I had been +unjust in judgment. The War had constructed more than it had destroyed. +The road had been a little muddy country lane, but the soldiers had made +it wide as Fleet Street, and it was bearing a mightier traffic than that +famous thoroughfare night and day. The little road with its mean +perfections and imperfections had gone, and the large road with big +faults and big virtues had come. This soldiers' road has faults the +farmers' road knew not, but then it has burdens and duties unknown +before, and it has had no time to prepare for them. Like our +boy-officers who are bearing grown men's burdens of responsibility and +bearing them well, the road has had no time to harden. To strengthen +itself for its duties, it eats up stones as a giant eats up food. I had +no right to look for the smoothness of Oxford Street or the Strand. +Such avenues represent the work of centuries, this of days. They have +grown with their burdens, but this has had vast burdens thrown upon it +suddenly, and while it was immature. Oxford Street and Fleet Street are +the roads of peace, and laden with wealth and luxury, law and +literature--things that can wait. But on this road of the soldiers' +making, nothing is allowed except it be concerned with matters of life +and death. It is the road of war, and there is a terrible urgency about +it. Over it pass ammunition to the guns, rations to the soldiers in the +trenches, ambulances bearing back the wounded to the hospital. Whatever +its conditions the work must be done, and there is no room for a halting +prudence or the pride of appearance. Rough though it is and muddy, over +it is passing, for all who have eyes to see, a new and better +civilization and a wider liberty. I had grumbled at the worn-out road +when I ought to have praised it. I was as an ingrate who finds fault +with his father's hands because they are rough and horny. + +It was a group of soldier-roadmakers who brought me to my senses. They +were making a new road through the fields, and it branched off from the +one I was on. I saw its crude beginning and considered the burdens it +would soon have to bear. As I stood watching these English roadmakers +my mind wandered down the avenues of time, and I saw the Roman soldiers +building their immortal roads through England. They were joining town +to town and country to country. They were introducing the people of the +North to those of the South, and bringing the East into fellowship with +the West. I saw come along their roads the union of all England +followed at, some distance, by that of England, Scotland and Wales; and +I regretted that there was no foundation on which they could build a +road to Ireland. I saw on those soldier-built roads, also, Christianity +and Civilization marching, and in the villages and towns by the wayside +they found a home whence they have sent out missionaries and teachers to +the ends of the earth. + +"The captains and the kings depart." The Roman Empire is no more, but +the Roman roads remain. They direct our modern life and business with +an inevitability the Roman soldiers never exercised. In two thousand +years the Empire may have fallen apart and become a thing of the past; +but the roads her sons have built in France, these two-and-a-half years, +will abide forever and be a perpetual blessing; for, of things made by +hands, there is, after the church and the home, nothing more sacred than +the road. The roadmaker does more for the brotherhood of man and the +federation of the world than the most eloquent orator. The roadmaker +has his dreams and visions as well as the poet, and he expresses them in +broken stones. He uses stones as artists use colors, and orators words. +He touches them--transient as they are--with immortality. A little of +his soul sticks to each stone he uses, and though the stone perishes the +road remains. His body may perish more quickly than the stones and be +laid in some quiet churchyard by the wayside, but his soul will never +utterly forsake the road he helped to make. In man's nature, and in all +his works, there is a strange blending of the temporal and the eternal, +and in nothing is it more marked than in the roads he builds. + +The roadmaker is the pioneer among men and without him there would be +neither artist nor orator. He goes before civilization as John the +Baptist went before Christ, and he is as rough and elemental. Hard as +his own stones, without him mankind would have remained savage and +suspicious as beasts of prey; and art, science and literature would have +had no beginning. His road may begin in war, but it ends in peace. + +The pioneers I saw roadmaking were, for the greater part, over military +age, and such as I had often seen leaning heavily on the bar of some +miserable beer-house. In those days they seemed of the earth, earthy, +and the stars that lure to high thoughts and noble endeavors seemed to +shine on them in vain. But one never knows what is passing in the heart +of another. Of all things human nature is the most mysterious and +deceptive. God seems to play at hide-and-seek with men. He hides +pearls in oysters lying in the ooze of the sea; and gold under the +everlasting snows of the Arctic regions. Diamonds he buries deep down +in the dirt beneath the African veldt. He places Christ in a +carpenter's shop, Joan of Arc in a peasant's dwelling, Lincoln in a +settler's cabin, and Burns in a crude cottage built by his father's own +hands. He hides generous impulses and heroic traits in types of men +that in our mean imaginations we can only associate with the saw-dust +sprinkled bar-room. Only when war or pestilence have kindled their +fierce and lurid flames do we find the hidden nobility that God has +stored away in strange places--places often as foul and unlikely as +those where a miser stores his gold. + +When Diogenes went about with a candle in search of an honest man did he +think to look in the taverns and slums? I fancy not. Not Diogenes' +candle but the "Light of the World" was needed to reveal the treasure +God has hidden in men. Christ alone knew where His Father had hidden +His wealth and could guide us to it. In this time of peril when every +man with any nobility in him is needed to stand in the deadly breach, +and with body and soul hold back the brutality and tyranny that would +enslave the world we have, like the woman in the parable, lit a candle +and searched every corner of our kingdom diligently. In the dust of +unswept corners we have found many a coin of value that, but for our +exceeding need, would have remained hidden. To me, the wealth and wonder +of the war have been found in its sweepings. Time and again we have +found those who were lost, and a new happiness has come into life. To +the end of my days I shall walk the earth with reverent feet. I did not +know men were so great. I have looked at life without seeing the gold +through the dust, and have been no better than a Kaffir child playing +marbles with diamonds, unaware of their value. I have gone among my +fellows with proud step where I ought to have walked humbly, and have +rushed in where angels feared to tread. + +Life at the Front has made me feel mean among mankind. My comrades have +been so great. In days long past, I have trodden on the hem of Christ's +garment without knowing it. I have not seen its jewels because I, and +others, have so often trodden it in the mire. Yet, through the mire of +slum and tavern, the jewels have emerged pearl-white and ruby-red. And I +feel that I owe to a large part of mankind an apology for having been +before the war so blind, callous and superficial. But for the agony and +bloody sweat in which I have seen my fellows, I should never have known +them for what they are, and the darkness of death would have covered me +before I had realized what made the death of Christ and the sufferings +of all the martyrs well worth while. Now there is a new light upon my +path and I shall see the features of an angel through the dirt on a +slum-child's face. Words of Christ that once lay in the shadow now +stand out clearly, for whenever we get below the surface of life we come +to _Him_. He is there before us, and awaiting our coming. + +I also understand, now, something of the meaning of the words which the +Unemployed scrawled upon their banner before the war--"Damn your +charity. Give us work." It was a deep and true saying, and taught them +by a stern teacher. When the war came we _did_ "damn our charity" and +gave them "work." Many a man got his first chance of doing "a man's +job," and rose to the full height of his manhood. Many hitherto idle +and drunken, were touched in their finer parts. They saw their +country's need, and though their country had done little to merit their +gratitude, they responded to her call before some of the more prudent +and sober. Those who were young went out to fight, and every officer +can tell stories about their behavior in the hours of danger and +suffering which bring tears to the eyes and penitence to the heart. +Those above military age went out to make roads over which their younger +brothers and sons could march, and get food, ammunition, or an ambulance +according to their needs. Among the group of middle-aged roadmakers +that I saw there were, I doubt not, some who had been counted wastrels +and who had made but a poor show of life. Now they had got work that +made them feel that they were men and not mendicants, and they were +"making good." + +While I watched them a lark rose from a neighboring field and sang over +them a song of the coming spring. It was the first lark I had heard +this year, and I was glad it mingled its notes with the sounds of the +roadmakers' shovels. Nature is not so indifferent to human struggles as +it sometimes seems. The man who stands steadfastly by the right and +true and bids tyranny and wrong give place will find, at last, that he +is in league with the stones of the field and the birds of the air, and +that the stars in their courses fight for him. The roadmaker and the +lark are born friends. Both are heralds of coming gladness, and while +one works, the other sings. True work and pure song are never far +apart. They are both born of hope and seek to body forth the immortal. +A man works while he has faith. Would he sow if he did not believe the +promise, made under the rainbow, that seed-time and harvest shall never +fail? Or could he sing with despair choking his heart? Yet he can sing +with death choking it. In the very act of dying Wesley sang the hymn, +"I'll praise my Maker while I've breath." He sang because of the hope +of immortality. He was not turning his face to the blank wall of death +and oblivion but to the opening gate of a fuller life. He was soaring +sunwards like the lark, and soaring sang, + + "And when my voice is lost in death + Praise shall employ my nobler powers; + My days of praise shall ne'er be past." + + +Joy can sing and Sorrow can sing, but Despair is dumb. It has not even +a cry, for a cry is a call for help as every mother knows, and Despair +knows no helper. Even the saddest song has hope in it, as the dreariest +desert has a well. The loved one is dead but Love lives on and whispers +of a trysting place beyond this bourne of time, where loved and lover +meet again. The patriot's life may be pouring from a dozen wounds on +the muddy field of battle, but his fast-emptying heart is singing with +each heavy beat, "Who dies, if my country live?" + +Roadmakers have prepared the way for missionaries in every land. +Trail-blazers are not always religious men--often they are wild, +reckless fellows whom few would allow a place in the Kingdom of God--but +is not their work religious in its final upshot? Do they not, however +unconsciously, "prepare the way of the Lord, make straight in the desert +a highway for our God?" Close on their heels go the missionaries, urged +on faster by the pure love of souls than the trader by love of lucre. +The greatest among the roadmakers was a missionary himself--David +Livingstone. And for such an one the name Living-stone is perfect. It +has the touch of destiny. Through swamp and forest he went where white +feet had never trod, and blazed a trail for the messengers of Christ, +until, worn out with fever and hardship, he fell asleep at his prayers, +to wake no more to toil and suffering. + +But while the roadmaker bestows benefits on us he also lays obligations, +for there can be no enlargement of privilege without a corresponding +increase of responsibility. The roads the men are making here in France +will be good for trade. They will open up the country as did the +military roads of Caesar and Napoleon; and along them soldiers are +marching who, at tremendous cost to themselves, are buying for posterity +great benefits, and laying upon posterity great obligations. Posterity +must hold and enlarge the liberties won for them, and prove worthy of +their citizenship by resisting tyranny "even unto blood." We are here +because our fathers were heroes and lovers of liberty. Had they been +cowards and slaves there would have been no war for us. As we follow +our fathers our sons must be ready to follow us. The present springs +out of the past, and the future will spring out of the present. +Inheritance implies defense on the part of the inheritors. + +The very names they give to their roads show that our soldiers have +grasped this fact. The cold canvas hut in which I am writing is +officially described as No. 1 Hut, _Oxford Street_. A little farther +off, and running parallel with it, is _Cambridge_ Road. There is also +an _Eton_ Road, _Harrow_ Road, and _Marlborough_ Road. Students of the +universities and schools after which these roads are named are out here +to defend what these institutions have stood for through the hoary +centuries. They are out to preserve the true conception of Liberty and +Fair-play, and to build roads along which all peoples who desire it can +travel unmolested by attacks from either tyrants or anarchists. + +Right from the beginning of the war, the idea of a Road has taken hold +of the imagination of our soldiers. The first divisions came out +singing, "It's a long, long way to Tipperary, but my heart's right +there." Nowadays the popular song is "There's a long, long trail +awinding into the Land of my dreams." + +They are making a Road of Liberty along which all nations may pass to +universal peace and brotherhood, and where the weak will be as safe from +oppression as the strong. "It's a long, long way to go," but they have +seen their goal on the horizon, and will either reach it or die on the +way to it. They have made up their minds that never again shall the +shadow of the Kaiser's mailed fist, or that any other tyrant fall across +their path. These men never sing of war. They hate war. It is a +brutal necessity forced on them by the ambition of a tyrant. Their +songs are all of peace and none of war. Of the future and not the +present they sing: + + "Tiddley-iddley-ighty, + Hurry me home to Blighty; + Blighty is the place for me." + + +Whether they sing with levity or seriousness (and levity of manner often +veils their seriousness of feeling), it is of a future of peace and +goodwill they sing. To them the war is a hard road leading to a better +life for mankind. It is to them what the desert was to the Israelites, +when they left the bondage of Egypt for the liberty of the Land of +Promise. Therefore they must tread it without faltering even as Christ +trod the way of the Cross. "There's a long, long trail awinding into the +Land of their dreams" and they will not lose faith in their dreams +however wearisome the way. Elderly navvies and laborers have come to +smooth the roads for them, and nurses are tending those who have fallen +broken by the way; while across the sundering sea are mothers and wives +whose prayers make flowers spring up at their feet and blossoms break +out on every tree that fringes the side of the road. + + + + + *III* + + *THE GLAMOUR OF THE FRONT* + + +There is an undoubted glamour about the Front, which when at home, in +England, cannot be explained. In the army or out of it, the wine of +life is white and still, but at the Front it runs red and sparkling. One +day I got a lift in a motor-wagon and sat on a box by the side of one of +the servants of the officer's mess at the Aerodrome near by. He was +going into Doullens, a market town, to buy food and some little +luxuries. Captain Ball, V.C., the prince of English flyers, was, up to +the time of his death in the air, a member of the mess, and the servant +was telling me how comfortable all the officers make their quarters. In +a phrase he defined the glamour of the Front. + +"One day," he said, "when we were helping him to make his room +comfortable, Captain Ball burst out into a merry laugh and chuckled, 'We +haven't long to live, but we live well while we do live.'" + +There you have it. Life is concentrated. Death is near--just round the +corner--so the men make the most of their time and "live well." It has +the same quality as "leave" at home. Leave is short and uncertain, so +we "live well." Our friends know it may be the last sight of us, and we +know it may be our last sight of them. They are kind and generous to +us, as we are to them; and so, the ten days of "leave" are just +glorious. Ruskin says that the full splendor of the sunset lasts but a +second, and that Turner went out early in the evening and watched with +rapt attention for that one second of supreme splendor and delight. He +lived for sunsets and while others were balancing their accounts, or +taking tea, he went out to see the daily miracle. The one second in +which he saw God pass by in the glory of the sunset was to him worth all +the twenty-four hours. For one second in each day he caught the glamour +of earth and heaven, and went back to his untidy studios blind to all +but the splendor he had seen. + +That second each day was life, indeed, and the glamour of the Front is +like unto it. It is the place where life sets, and the darkness of +death draws on. The commonest soldier feels it and with true instinct, +not less true because unconscious, he describes death at the Front as +"going West." It is the presence of death that gives the Front its +glamour, and life its concentrated joy and fascination. Captain Ball +saw it with the intuition of genius when he said: "We haven't long to +live, but we live well while we _do_ live." + +The immediate presence of death at the Front gives tone to every +expression of life, and makes it the kindest place in the world. No one +feels he can do too much for you, and there is nothing you would not do +for another. Whether you are an officer or a private, you can get a lift +on any road, in any vehicle, that has an inch of room in it. How often +have I seen a dozen tired Tommies clambering up the back of an empty +motor-lorry which has stopped, or slowed down, to let them get in. It is +one of the merriest sights of the war and redounds to the credit of +human nature. Cigarettes are passed round by those who have, to those +who have not, with a generosity that reminds one of nothing so much as +that of the early Christians who "had all things common; and sold their +possessions and goods, and parted them to all men, as every man had +need." You need never go hungry while others have food. Officers are +welcome at every mess they go near, and privates will get food in the +servants' kitchen or may go shares with the men in any billet. It may +be a man's own fault that he took no food on the march, and his comrades +may tell him so in plain strong language, but they will compel him to +share what they have just the same. + +One wet night on the Somme I got lost in "Happy Valley" and could not +find my regiment. Seeing a light in a tent, I made for it. It was a +pioneers' tent, but they invited me to come in out of the storm and stay +the night. They were at supper and had only a small supply of +bully-beef, biscuits and strong tea; but they insisted on me sharing +what they had. I was dripping with rain, and they gave me one of their +blankets. One of them gave me a box to sleep on, while he shared his +chum's. Some lost privates came in later wet to the skin, and the +pioneers gave them all the eatables left over from supper, and shared +out their blankets and clothes. It was pure Christianity--whatever +creeds they may think they believe. And it is the glamour of the Front. +England feels cold and dull after it. Kindness and comradeship pervade +the air in France. You feel that everyone is a friend and brother. It +will be pretty hard for chaplains to go back to their churches. They +have been spoiled by too much kindness. How can they go back to the +cold atmosphere of criticism and narrow judgments which prevail in so +many churches--that is, unless the war has brought changes there also? +And after preaching to dying men who listen as it their destiny depended +upon their hearing, how can they go back to pulpits where large numbers +in the congregations regard their messages as of less importance than +dinner, and as merely supplying material for an exercise in more or less +kindly criticism during the discussion of that meal? + +The glamour of the services at the Front! How the scenes are +photographed on my heart! As a congregation sits in a church at home +how stolid its features often are--how dull its eyes! One glance around +and the preacher's heart sinks within him and his inspiration flies +away. Nothing is expected of him, and nothing particularly desired. +People have come by force of habit, and not of need. But how the eyes of +the soldiers in France glow and burn; how their features speak, and make +the preacher speak in reply! Who could help being eloquent there! Such +faces would make the dumb speak. One can see the effect of his words as +plainly in their expressions as he can see the effect of wind on a +cornfield. Every emotion from humor to concern leaps from the heart to +the face as the subject touches them at, first this point of their life, +then at that. The men's eyes are unforgettable. Months afterwards they +come vividly to mind, and one is back again answering the questions they +silently ask, and seeing the look of content or gratitude that takes the +place of the perplexed or troubled expression. Eyes are said to be the +windows of the soul, and as I have spoken I have seen men's souls +looking out. At home the windows are darkened and there seemed to be no +souls behind the panes. The dwellers within the houses are busy with +other matters, and will not come to the windows. The preacher feels +like an organ-grinder in the street--those who hear do not heed nor come +to the windows of the soul. In France there is a soul looking out at +every window; and the preacher sings--for his words grow rhythmic--to +his listeners of the love of God and of the love of women and children +which make sweet this vale of tears and light man on his lone way beyond +the grave. + +One Sunday in hospital, when we heard the singing of a hymn in the ward +below, a young officer, in the next bed, turned to me and said: "Why +doesn't the chaplain hold a service for us? Why does he only hold them +for the Tommies? We need them and want them, just as much as the +Tommies. We are officers but we are also men." I passed the word to +the chaplain, and he was a joyful man when in the evening he gave us a +service and the officers of the next ward asked the orderlies to carry +them in. + +There is the same naturalness and spirit of fellowship between members +of various churches. Many lasting friendships have been formed between +chaplains of differing communions. There has been no change of creed +but something greater, a change of spirit. They have been touched by the +common spirit, and have lived and worked in free and happy fellowship. +On my last Sunday in a hospital in France, the chaplain, a canon of the +Church of England, invited me to read the lesson at the morning parade +service, and to administer the wine at Holy Communion. This I did; and +a colonel who was present stayed behind to express to us both the +pleasure which had been given to him by the sight of Anglican and +Methodist churchmen serving together at the Lord's Table. + +To a chaplain not a little of the glamour of the Front is found in this +warm fellowship between men of differing creeds and varying religious +communions. We have not knocked down our garden walls but we have taken +off the cut glass that had been cemented on them by our fathers; and now +we can lean over and talk to our neighbors. We have already found that +our neighbors are human beings, and quite normal. The chief difference +between us seems to be that while one has an obsession for roses the +other has an obsession for dahlias. On pansies, sweet peas and +chrysanthemums we seem equally keen and exchange plants. A Roman +Catholic officer who had been appointed to the Ulster Division told me +that though he was received coldly at first, he had not been with the +Division more than a few weeks when every officer in his regiment, and +every soldier in his company, accepted him as cordially as if he were a +Protestant. He was from Dublin and they from Belfast, but they did not +allow it to make any difference, and feelings of the warmest loyalty and +friendship sprang up. His Tommies would fight to the death by his side, +as readily as around any Ulsterman; and he was just as popular in the +officers' mess. When, he said, it passed the Irish Guards or any other +Roman Catholic regiment, his regiment would sing some provoking song +about "hanging the Pope with a good strong rope," and the Dublin +regiment would reply with some song equally obnoxious and defiant; but +whereas, in peace time, the songs would have caused a free fight to the +accompaniment of bloodshed, now it caused nothing worse than laughter. +The songs were just a bit of teasing such as every regiment likes to +regale another with--perhaps, too, a common memory of the dear country +they have left behind. The men of Belfast and the men of Dublin have +learned to respect and value one another. They know that in a scrap +with the enemy they can count on one another to the last drop of blood, +for, whether from North or South, the Irish are "bonnie fighters." Of +such are the miracles at the Front. + +Most of all, perhaps, the glamour of the Front is found in the nobility +to which common men rise. An artillery officer told me that he had in +his battery a soldier who seemed utterly worthless. He was dirty in all +his ways, and unreliable in character. In despair they made him +sanitary orderly, that is, the scavenger whose duty it was to remove all +refuse. One night the officer wanted a man to go on a perilous errand +and there were few men available. Instantly this lad volunteered. The +officer looked at him in amazement, and with a reverence born on the +instant. "No," he thought, "I will not let him go and get killed. I'll +go myself." He told the lad so, and disappointment was plainly written +on his features. + +"But, you'll let me come with you, sir?" he replied. + +"Why should two risk their lives," asked the officer, "when one can do +the job?" + +"But you might get wounded, sir," was the quick response; and they went +together. + +An Irish officer told me of one man who seemed bad from top to toe. All +the others had some redeeming feature but this man appeared not to +possess any. He used the filthiest language and was dirty in his habits +and dress. He was drunken and stole the officers' whisky out of the +mess. He was unchaste and had been in the hospital with venereal +disease; and neither as man nor soldier was there anything good to say +of him. The regiment was sent to France, and in due time took its place +in the trenches; and then appeared in this man something that had never +risen to the surface before. Wherever there were wounded and dying men +he proved himself to be the noblest man in the regiment. When a man +fell in No Man's Land, he was over the parapet in the twinkling of an +eye to bring him in. No barrage could keep him away from the wounded. +It was a sort of passion with him that nothing could restrain. To save +others he risked his life scores of times. In rest-billets he would +revert to some of his evil ways, but in the trenches he was the +Greatheart of the regiment and, though he did not receive it, he earned +the Victoria Cross over and over again. There is a glamour at the Front +that holds the heart with an irresistible grip. In the light of War's +deathly fires the hearts of men are revealed and the black sheep often +get their chance. Life is intense and deep and men are drawn together +by a common peril. They find the things that unite and forget the things +that separate. + +"We haven't long to live," said Captain Ball joyfully, "but we live well +while we _do_ live," and in those words he expressed the glamour of the +Front. Ball found, as thousands of his comrades-in-arms had found, that + + "One crowded hour of glorious life + Is worth an age without a name." + + + + + *IV* + + *A WHITE HANDKERCHIEF* + + +In his _History of the Somme Campaign_ John Buchan quotes, from an +official report, an incident which, though I have tried, I cannot get my +imagination to believe. Probably the incident is a true one but, +unfortunately for me, my mind will not let it in. I cannot visualize it +and the report is turned from the door as an impostor. The report +states that in a certain attack our aeroplanes fired on the Germans in +their trenches and that the enemy waved white handkerchiefs in token of +surrender. Without the slightest difficulty I can imagine all except +the white handkerchiefs. Where did they get them to wave? Men in the +firing trenches don't carry anything so conspicuous as white +handkerchiefs. To draw one out in a thoughtless moment might bring a +sniper's bullet, and there are risks enough without inviting more. I +doubt if in any English regiment two white handkerchiefs could be found: +and I have little expectation that more could be found among the enemy. +Furthermore, it is questionable, at this stage of the war, if a white +handkerchief would be regarded as a sign, of surrender. It might be +taken as a taunt. + +There is nothing more remarkable in the war than the psychological +change that has been wrought in white. A white feather used to be the +badge of cowardice and a white flag the token of surrender. It is not +so now. White has taken on a peculiar sacredness. If a new medal were +to be struck of the same high value as the Victoria Cross it would +probably be given a white ribbon, as the other has a red or (for the +navy) blue. This change in the moral significance of white was brought +home to me by an incident in a billet. I had gone to a barn to give the +men some shirts and socks that had been sent to me. I stood on the +steps, and like an auctioneer, offered my goods for acceptance. "Who +wants a shirt? Who a scarf? Who wants this pair of mittens? Who a +pair of socks?" Hands shot up at each question, and the fun grew fast +and furious. Then I drew out and held up a white handkerchief. "A-ah! +A-ah!" they cried wistfully in chorus. For a moment they stood gazing +at it and forgot to raise their hands towards it; then, with a single +movement, every hand shot up. Unwittingly I had stirred them to the +depths; and I felt sorry for them. + +The Magic Carpet of Baghdad is not a fiction after all. In the +twinkling of an eye my white handkerchief had carried every boy and man +to his home, and placed him by the fireside. I saw it in their eyes and +heard it in the sadness and wistfulness of their voices as they +ejaculated "A-ah!" They had not seen a white handkerchief for months. +The last they saw was at home. A vision of home flashed before their +minds and they were back in the dear old days of peace when they used +white handkerchiefs and khaki ones were unknown to them. If in battle +they were to see Germans waving white handkerchiefs, I think it would +make them savage and unwilling to give quarter. They would think the +enemy was taunting them with all they had lost. And they would be +maddened by the thought that here were the very men who, by their +war-lust, had caused them to lose it. For a German to wave a white +handkerchief before a British soldier would be as dangerous as flaunting +a red flag before a bull. It would bring death rather than pity. +Anything of pure white is rare at the front, and it has gradually taken +on a meaning it never held before. About the only white thing we have +is the paper we write home on, and that use of the color helps to +sanctify it in the shrine of the heart. + +In the army it is a term of supreme praise to call a man _white_. When +you say a comrade is a "_white man_" there is no more to be said. It is +worth more than the Victoria Cross with its red ribbon, for it includes +gallantry, and adds to it goodness. A man must be brave to be called +white and he must be generous, noble and good. To reach whiteness is a +great achievement. To be dubbed white is, in the army, like being +dubbed knight at King Arthur's Court or canonized saint in the Church. +He stands out among a soldier's comrades distinct as a white +handkerchief among khaki ones. + +I don't know where the term came from, but, wherever it may have tarried +on the way, I think its footprints could be traced back to the Book of +Revelation for its starting place. In the first chapter we have a +picture of Christ as the first "White Man"--"His Head and His Hairs were +white like wool, as white as snow." In the second chapter His faithful +followers are given "a white stone, and in the stone a new name +written." Is not the new name "White man"? In the third chapter we +read of "a few names even in Sardis which have _not defiled their +garments_; and they shall _walk with Me in white_; for they are worthy." +There, too, the Laodiceans are counseled to buy "white raiment." In the +fourth chapter we see the four and twenty elders, sitting around the +throne under the rainbow arch, "clothed in white raiment." In the sixth +chapter we have the crowned King going "forth conquering, and to +conquer" and He is sitting on "a white horse," that is, He uses "white" +instruments to carry out His conquests. Death, in the same chapter, +rides on a "pale" horse, but not a "white" one. Under the altar were +the souls of the martyrs, "And white robes were given unto every one of +them." And surely the climax is reached when we read in the seventh +chapter that "a great multitude, which no man could number, of all +nations, and kindreds, and people and tongues, stood before the throne, +and before the Lamb, clothed with white robes." So striking was the +scene that one of the elders asked, "What are these which are arrayed in +white robes? and whence came they?" And the answer is given, "These are +they which came out of great tribulation, and have washed their robes, +and made them white in the blood of the Lamb. Therefore are they before +the throne of God." In the army white has come back to its ancient +significance. The brave and noble martyrs of the early Church were +given "white robes" and in the army to-day the brave and pure wear +"white robes" in the eyes of their comrades. When Clifford Reed was +killed by a shell at his Regimental Aid Post his colonel wrote of him +that he was the "whitest man" he had ever known. He had done more than +wear "the white flower of a _blameless_ life." His virtues were +positive, not merely negative. He wore a "white _robe_"; not a mere +speck of white such as a white flower in a buttonhole would appear. +White is a positive color, not a negative. Reed was more than +"blameless," he was "white and all white." To our soldiers a white +handkerchief speaks of home, and a "white man" speaks of honor and +heroism and heaven. + + + + + *V* + + *THE SONGS OUR SOLDIERS SING* + + +The necessity for poetry and song is fully and officially recognized by +the military authorities at the Front. Every Division has its own +concert party. These men are chosen out of the ranks because they can +sing, and their one task is to furnish nightly concerts for the men. +They are provided with a good hall, or tent, or open-air position; and +they are given enough money to buy stage scenery and appropriate dress. +Everybody attends the concerts from the general to the private; and +while the entertainments last, the war is forgotten. A charge is made +at the door but the balance sheet is published for all ranks to see; and +the profits are distributed among the Divisional charities. + +Among the many Divisional Concert Parties may be named "The Bow Bells," +"The Duds," "The Follies," "The Whizz-bangs," "The Fancies" and, "The +Giddigoats." But, after all, the singing in the concert rooms is but a +small fraction of the singing one hears in the Army. On every march, in +every billet and mess, there is the sound of singing. Nor must the +singing at our religious services and in the Y.M.C.A. huts be forgotten. +Song seems to be the great renewer of hope and courage. It is the joy +bringer. Moreover, it is an expression of emotions that can find no +other voice. + +There is no real difference between the songs sung by the officers, and +those sung by the men. All attend the concerts and all sing on the +march. The same songs do for both commanders and commanded, and I have +heard the same songs in the men's billets as in the officers' +mess-rooms. How real these songs are to the soldiers is indicated by +one striking omission. There are no patriotic songs at the Front. +Except the National Anthem rendered on formal occasions, I have never, +in eighteen months, heard a single patriotic song. The reason is not +far to seek. The soldiers' patriotism calls for no expression in song. +They are expressing it night and day in the endurance of hardship and +wounds--in the risking of their lives. Their hearts are satisfied with +their deeds, and songs of such a character become superfluous. In +peace-time they sing their love of the homeland, but in war-time they +suffer for her and are content. They would never think of singing a +patriotic song as they march into battle. It would be painting the lily +and gilding refined gold. Are not their deathless deeds, songs for +which they make a foil by singing some inconsequential and evanescent +song such as, "There's something in the sea-side air." + +On analysis I should say that there are five subjects on which our +soldiers sing. First, there are Nonsense Songs or, if you prefer it, +songs of soldier-philosophy. They know that no theory will explain the +war; it is too big a thing for any sheet of philosophy to cover. It has +burst in on our little hum-drum life like a colliding planet. The thing +to do is not to evolve a theory as to how the planet got astray but to +clear up the mess it has made. Our soldiers show this sense of the +vastness of war-happenings, by singing of things having no real +importance at all, and keeping steadily at their duties. The path of +duty is, they find, the only path of sanity. The would-be war +philosopher they put on one side. The war is too big for him. Let him +leave his explanation of the war and lend a hand to bring it to an end. +So they sing, with laughing irony, + + "We're here because we're here, because + We're here, because we're here." + +Or, + + "While you've got a lucifer to light your fag, + Smile, boys, that's the style. + What's the use of worrying? + It never was worth while, + So pack up your troubles in your old kit-bag + And smile, smile, smile." + +Another favorite is, + + "Oh, there was a little hen and she had a wooden leg, + The best little hen that ever laid an egg, + And she laid more eggs than any hen on the farm, + And another little drink wouldn't do us any harm." + +I have seen them dancing round some old piano singing, + + "Oh, that fascinating Bow Bells' glide, + It's a captivating Bow Bells' slide. + There's a rumor that the puma does it now, + Monkeys have taken to it, + Leopards and lions do it. + All the elephants wear dancing shoes, + They keep hopping with the kangaroos; + Hear them chatter, it's a matter for some talk; + Now the Jungle's got the Bow Bells' walk." + + +The second class of song is the Love Song, of a more or less serious +character. The Tommies came out of England singing "Tipperary," but +they dropped it in France, and the only one on whose lips I have heard +it was a little French boy sitting on the tail of a cart. The chorus +alone gave it popularity for it was the expression, ready to hand, of a +long farewell; and with its "long long way to go" showed that, like +Kitchener, the soldiers were not deceived by hopes of an early peace. + +Now another song with verses more expressive of their sentiments has +taken its place. The chorus runs: + + "There's a long, long trail a-winding + Into the land of my dreams, + Where the nightingales are singing + And a white moon beams; + There's a long, long night of waiting + Until my dreams all come true; + Till the day when I'll be going down + That long, long trail with you." + +Then the mood changes, and we hear the lads piping out, + + "Taffy's got his Jennie in Glamorgan, + Sandy's got his Maggie in Dundee, + While Michael O'Leary thinks of his dearie + Far across the Irish Sea. + Billy's got his Lily up in London, + So the boys march on with smiles; + For every Tommy's got a girl somewhere + In the dear old British Isles." + +Again the mood veers round, and we hear, + + "Every little while I feel so lonely, + Every little while I feel so blue, + I'm always dreaming, I'm always scheming, + Because I want you, and only you. + Every little while my heart is aching, + Every little while I miss your smile, + And all the time I seem to miss you; + I want to, want to kiss you, + Every, every, every little while." + + +Here is part of a song I have heard sung, many and many a time, by young +officers and men whose voices are now silent in death: + + "If you were the only girl in the world, + And I were the only boy, + Nothing else would matter in the world to-day, + We could go on loving in the same old way; + A Garden of Eden just made for two, + With nothing to mar our joy; + I would say such wonderful things to you, + There would be such wonderful things to do, + If you were the only girl in the world, + And I were the only boy." + + +Sometimes the imagination will wander into the days that are to be--for +some--and they sing, + + "We don't want a lot of flags flying, + We don't want your big brass bands; + We don't want a lot of speechifying, + And we don't want a lot of waving hands; + We don't want a lot of interfering, + When we've safely crossed the foam; + But we _do_ want to find the girls we left behind, + When we all come marching home." + + +Will the girls remember! The words are not without tragedy. How deeply +some of the men love may perhaps never be realized by those at home. +The longing of their hearts is, at times, almost unbearable. A captain, +past middle life, took my arm one day and led me aside. He was, he +said, a little anxious about himself, for he was getting into the habit +of taking more drink than he was wont to take. He had been taking it +when he felt lonely and depressed to ease the longing of his heart. + +"I never touch it at home," he said, "the society of my dear little wife +is all the stimulant I need. I would give the world to be with her +now--just to sit in my chair and watch her at her sewing or knitting. +The separation is too much for me and, you know, it has lasted nearly +three years now." + +I have caught this yearning in more than one of the songs our soldiers +sing, but especially in the following, which is called "Absent": + + "Sometimes, between long shadows on the grass, + The little truant waves of sunlight pass; + My eyes grow dim with tenderness, the while + Thinking I see thee, thinking I see thee smile. + + "And sometimes in the twilight gloom, apart, + The tall trees whisper, whisper heart to heart; + From my fond lips the eager answers fall, + Thinking I hear thee, thinking I hear thee call." + + +The men's thoughts pass easily from the sweetheart to the mother who +bore them, and we have a third class, the Home Song. I have been +awakened in the night by men, going up to the line, singing "Keep the +Home Fires Burning." It is very thrilling to hear in the dead of night, +when every singer is within range of the enemy's guns. + +Another great favorite is, + + "They built a little garden for the rose, + And they called it Dixie-land; + They built a summer breeze to keep the snows + Far away from Dixie-land; + They built the finest place I've known, + When they built my home sweet home; + Nothing was forgotten in the land of cotton, + From the clover to the honey-comb, + And then they took an angel from the skies + And they gave her heart to me. + She had a bit of heaven in her eyes + Just as blue as blue can be; + They put some fine spring chickens in the land, + And taught my Mammy how to use a frying pan. + They made it twice as nice as paradise, + And they called it Dixie-land." + + +Being Londoners, the following song called "Leave" never fails in its +appeal to our Division: + + "I'm so delighted, I'm so excited, + With my folks I'm going to be united. + The train's departing, 'twill soon be starting; + I'll see my mother, my dad and my baby brother. + My! How I'll meet them, My! how I'll greet them. + What a happy happy day. + Just see that bustle, I'd better hustle, + Good-bye--so long--can't stay-- + + Chorus + + "I'm on my way back to dear old Shepherd's Bush, + That's the spot where I was born, + Can't you hear the porter calling, + Queen's Road, Piccadilly, Marble Arch and Bond Street? + Oh, I'll not hesitate, I'll reach the gate; + Through the crowd I mean to push, + Find me a seat anywhere--please anywhere, + Tram, train, tube, 'bus I don't care-- + For mother and daddy are waiting there-- + In dear old Shepherd's Bush." + + +On the eve of one big battle, a soldier handed me a letter in which he +gave me the addresses of his father and his sweetheart, so that I could +write to them if he fell. + +"In the last battle," he said, "one of my brothers was killed and +another wounded. If I fall I shall die without regrets and with a heart +content; but it will go hard with those at home; and I want you to break +the news gently. These are terrible times for those at home." "These +are terrible times _for those at home_." That is their constant +refrain, and it finds an echo in a song often sung by them. + + "It's a long long way to my home in Kentucky, + Where the blue-bells grow 'round the old cabin door; + It's a long, long way and I'll be mighty lucky + When I see my dear old mammy once more. + So weep no more, my lady, + Just brush those tears away; + It's a long long way to my home in Kentucky, + But I'm bound to get there some day." + + +But the chief favorite of all Home Songs is, I think, the following: + + "There's an old-fashioned house in an old-fashioned street; + In a quaint little old-fashioned town; + There's a street where the cobble stones harass the feet, + As it straggles up hill and then down; + And, though to and fro through the world I must go, + My heart while it beats in my breast, + Where e'er I may roam, to that old-fashioned home + Will fly like a bird to its nest. + + "In that old-fashioned house in that old-fashioned street, + Dwell a dear little old-fashioned pair; + I can see their two faces so tender and sweet, + And I love every wrinkle that's there. + I love ev'ry mouse in that old-fashioned house + In the street that runs up hill and down; + Each stone and each stick, ev'ry cobble and brick, + In that quaint little old-fashioned town." + + +The charm of the Army is its comradeship. Our soldiers have left their +homes and friends but they have found new friends, and some of the +friendships have become very precious. Men slept side by side in barn +and trench, cooked their rations at the same little wood fire, and stood +together in the hour of danger and imminent death. Many of them owe +their lives to their comrades. There are few songs that express this +wonderful comradeship, but there is one that is known and sung through +the army. It represents the Songs of Comradeship: + + "When you come to the end of a perfect day, + And you sit alone with your thought, + While the chimes ring out with a carol gay, + For the joy that the day has brought; + Do you think what the end of a perfect day + Can mean to a tired heart, + When the sun goes down with a flaming ray, + And the dear friends have to part? + + "Well, this is the end of a perfect day, + Near the end of a journey too; + But it leaves a thought that is big and strong, + With a wish that is kind and true. + For mem'ry has painted this perfect day + With colors that never fade; + And we find at the end of a perfect day + _The soul of a friend we've made_." + + +The fifth class of song is that of the inner life. It is the Religious +Hymn. The soldiers are extremely fond of hymns in their services. You +cannot give them too many. "Rock of Ages," "Jesus lover of my soul," +"Fight the good fight," "There is a green hill," "At even ere the sun +was set," "O God our help in ages past," and "Eternal Father strong to +save" cannot be chosen too often. But there are two hymns which have +stood out above all others; they are "Abide with me," and "When I survey +the wondrous Cross." + +There is nothing written by the hand of man which can compete with these +two in the blessing and strength which they have brought to our +soldiers, especially during an offensive when death has cast his shadow +over the hearts of all. During the bitterest weeks in the Somme +fighting there was scarcely a service in which we did not sing "When I +survey the wondrous Cross." With its assurance of redemption it gave +comfort in the face of death. It also gave, for an example, the Supreme +Sacrifice. + +Some of the songs I have quoted look bare and ungainly as trees in +winter, but when the musician has clothed them with music and the singer +added to them a touch of his own personality they are fair as trees in +summer. Still the fact remains that none of these songs will live on +their own merits. They are not born to immortality. Like the daisies +they have their day and pass away to make room for others. It is best +so. There is not room in the world for everything to be immortal, and +the transient has a work of its own to do. The charm and rare beauty of +the English countryside are due to the transience of its flowers and +foliage and little of the evergreen is enough. We tire of the eternal. +The transient songs I have quoted here have been meat and drink to our +soldiers in the most terrible war ever waged. They may be poor stuff in +comparison with our classic songs but a good appetite can get +nourishment out of plain food and grow strong on it. For the purpose in +hand these songs have been better than the classics; otherwise they +would not have been chosen. There is a time and place for all things. +The robin may not be compared with the nightingale but it is not the +less welcome, for it sings when the nightingale is silent. Our +soldiers' songs will die, some are already dead, but they have done +their work and justified their existence. They have given pleasure and +strength to men as they went out to do immortal deeds. No wounded +soldier, or parched traveler, thinks lightly of a cup of water because +it perished in the using; and so it is with the songs our soldiers sing. + + + + + *VI* + + *EASTER SUNDAY* + + +Night and day for a week, the fearful bombardment continued. Our guns +were everywhere, and belching forth without intermission. Dumps of +shells were almost as common as sheaves in a corn-field, and processions +of ammunition-wagons piled the shells up faster than the gorging guns +could take them. The noise was something beyond imagination. It was as +though all the devils in hell had come out to demoniacally celebrate the +end of the world. We were living--two transport officers and I--in an +empty farm-house that, some time before we came in, had been a target +for direct hits. One shell had gone through the roof, and another +through the gable wall. The windows had been shattered, and the garden +and fields were pitted with shell-holes. Our first care had been to +look at the cellar, but we had decided, if things became too hot, to +make for the open fields. We all slept in the same room, and were at +times wakened up by "an arrival" and passed an opinion as to its +distance. If, for a time, none came nearer, we turned over and went to +sleep again, for a man must sleep even though it be on the edge of a +volcano. + +One morning the servants found a shell nose-cap beneath the window--just +that, and nothing more. The week was wearing on. Another morning some +of the 7th Middlesex Regiment were in the baths in the village over the +way, and a company of the London Scottish was passing by. Two shells +fell in the road. The bathers scampered out of the bath and ran naked, +here and there, for shelter; the Scottish "scattered"; but some +forty-five soldiers, mostly kilted, lay in the road dead or wounded. In +the dead of night a party of machine gunners, just returned from the +firing-trench, stood outside their billet in our village square debating +if they should make a cup of tea before turning in to sleep. A shell +decided the matter, and, next morning, I laid two of them to rest in the +little cemetery, and the others stood by as mourners. + +The week of terror reached its crisis on the Sunday--an Easter Sunday +never to be forgotten. The infantry of the Brigade had been away to a +camp, beyond range, for a week's rest. They had now returned ready for +the battle. Three of the regiments had taken up their positions in the +reserve trenches, but my own regiment was quartered in the fatal +village. The day dawned bright and fair, but its smiles were the smiles +of a deceiver. The Germans had decided on the destruction of the +village, a sort of devil's "hail-and-farewell" before being driven back +at the points of bayonets. We were awakened by the firing of +machine-guns over our heads, and rushed to the door to see a fight in +the air. High up in the blue, two aeroplanes circled about for +positions of vantage, and then rushed at one another like hawks in +mortal combat. A silence followed. Then one rose and made off towards +the battle-line but fell to a shot of our gunners before it could reach +safety. The other, with its petrol-tank on fire, was planing down to +earth. Down and down an invisible spiral staircase it seemed to rush, +while the golden fire burnt at its vitals, and a trailing cloud of smoke +marked its path of doom. Breathlessly we watched its descent. It was +under perfect control, but its path to the ground was too long and +spiral, and the faster it rushed through the air the greater the draught +became and the more madly the flames leapt up. Every second was precious +and the certainty of its doom made us sick. We saw the body of the +observer fall out, and still the flaming machine pursued its course. +Then the wings fell away and twirled to the ground like feathers, while +the engine and the pilot dropped like a stone. When the bodies were +picked up, it was found that the observer had been shot through the +head, and that the pilot, with his dead comrade behind him, had worked +the wheel until the furious encroaching flame had swept over him, and +robbed him of mortal life. + +Shells were now dropping in the village every few minutes. Our +farm-house was on the right wing, and we stood watching the bombardment. +With each burst there rose a cloud of black smoke and red brick-dust, +and we knew that another cottage has been destroyed. Then the shells +began to creep round to the right as if the enemy was feeling for the +bridge over which the ammunition wagons were passing. On one side of +the little bridge was a white bell-tent, and we watched the shells +dropping within a few feet of it without destroying it. Between the +tent and our street lay a stagnant pool, and we saw about a dozen shells +fall in its water. The range was lengthening and it seemed as if some +invisible octopus were stretching out its feelers towards us. A shell +smashed against the farm-house at the bottom of our street. The deadly +thing was coming nearer. Some of our sergeants were in a farm-house a +few doors away, and, hearing a shell fall in the field between them and +the pool, they came to the decision that the moment had come "to +scatter," but they were too late. It would have been better had they +stayed indoors. As they rushed out a shell burst over the yard three of +them fell to the ground dead, and three more were blown back into the +house by the force of the explosion. The coping stone of the outhouse +where the shell burst was blown away and three ragged seams were scored +on the green doorway of the yard outside which the three lads lay dead. +One of them had, ten days before, shown me to my billet thirty yards +farther up. He acted as interpreter to the regiment and as he had not +to go into the line, we thought that he was one of those who would see +the end of the war. Yet there he lay. + +But the worst calamity of the day was yet to befall. Some fifteen or +sixteen ammunition wagons, unable to get through the village, had halted +in the Square--"Wipers Square" it had been named. Each wagon was loaded +with nine-point-two shells. An enemy-shot fell on a wagon and set it on +fire; then the village became like unto Sodom and Gomorrah on their day +of doom. One or two drivers bravely stuck to their wagons, and got them +out but the rest of the wagons were lost. The scene that followed was +indescribable. Dore could never have pictured such horrors. The wagons +all caught fire and their loads of shells began to explode. We stood +out in the fields and watched the conflagration, while all the time the +Germans continued to shell the village. The large village-hall and the +houses on each side of the square were utterly destroyed. Great +explosions sent fragments of wagons and houses sky-high, and showers of +missiles fell even where we stood. The fore part of one wagon was blown +on to the roof of a house. Houses caught fire and blazed all afternoon. +Some machine-gunners joined us and told how, when choking smoke began to +penetrate into their cellar they had to rush through the square and its +bursting shells to preserve their lives. A German shell burst in a +billet where a platoon of our men were sheltering in the cellar, and +those who were not killed by the shell were crushed to death by the fall +of the house. Another shell hit the roof of the house in the cellar of +which was our Advanced Dressing Station for the morrow's battle. Two +orderlies who happened to be in the street were killed, and the colonel +was knocked down. In the cellars of almost every house were soldiers or +civilians, and all day the ammunition wagons continued burning; shell +after shell getting red hot and exploding. + +All day the German bombardment continued and, amid a terrific din, our +own gunners returned a score or more for every one received. By the +bridge another long line of loaded ammunition wagons stood for two +hours, and though shells were bursting close by, not one hit the wagons. +The drivers stood by them and, as soon as the road was cleared, got them +away to the guns. Yet, while the Square was burning and the German +shells falling, hundreds of men from the London regiments entered the +village from the right, and crossed the bridge to stack their packs so +as to be ready for the coming battle. They walked in single file and +with wide gaps between, but not a man ran or quickened his pace. My +blood tingled with pride at their courage and anger at their +carelessness. What _would_ make a British soldier run? An officer was +walking near the pool. A shell fell near enough for fragments to kill +him, but he merely looked round, stopped to light a cigarette and walked +leisurely on as if nothing had happened. Three men stood with their +backs against a small building near the bridge as if sheltering from the +rain. Several shells fell uncomfortably near, so, concluding that the +rain had changed its direction, they moved round the corner. And it was +not till more shells had fallen near them that they condescended to move +away altogether. + +Yet this was not bravado for, so far as they knew, no one was watching +them. It was due to a certain dignity peculiar to our fighting man. He +is too proud to acknowledge defeat. He is a man, and whether any one is +watching or not, he is not going to run away from a shell. Hundreds of +lives must have been lost through this stubborn pride but, on the other +hand, thousands of lives must have been saved by it, for it makes the +Army absolutely proof against panic, than which, nothing is so fatal in +war. In eighteen months on the Front I have never seen or heard of a +single case of panic either with many or few. Our soldiers are always +masters of themselves. They have the coolness to judge what is the +wisest thing to do in the circumstances, and they have the nerve to +carry it out. They run unnecessary risks through pride but never +through panic. All that day on the bridge, a military policeman stood at +his post of duty. Like Vesuvius of old the exploding shells in the +Square sent up their deadly eruption, and like the Roman sentry at +Pompeii, he stood at his post. As he stood there I saw a young French +woman leave her house and pass him on the bridge. She was leaving the +village for a safer place but she seemed quite composed and carried a +basket on her left arm. + +While our village was being destroyed we were startled by a tremendous +explosion a few miles away; and looking to our left we saw a huge tongue +of flame leap up to the sky, followed by a wonderful pillar of smoke +which stood rigid for some moments like a monster tower of Babel +reaching up to the heavens. Evidently a dump of cordite had been fired +by an enemy shell. Farther off still, another dump was on fire. Time +and again, bright flames leapt from the ground only to be smothered +again by dense curling masses of smoke. It seemed as if our whole front +was on fire, and news came to us that our main road of communication had +been heavily shelled, and was now strewn with dead horses and men. +Before the battle of the Somme there were no signs and portents so +terrible as these: It was evident that the enemy knew what was in store +for him on the morrow, and was preparing against it, but if the prelude +was so magnificent in its terror, what would the battle be? Imagination +staggered under the contemplation. By four o'clock the bombardment was +almost at an end, and nearly all the shells in the Square had exploded. +The soldiers began to creep out of the cellars. On passing through the +Square we were amazed at the sight. In fact the Transport Officer +passed through at my side without recognizing the place. At the +entrance was a team of six dead mules lying prone on the ground and +terribly torn. Two rows of houses had disappeared, leaving mere heaps +of stones in their places. The pavement was torn up, and the wrecks of +the ammunition wagons lay scattered about. Two houses were still +burning. Our colonel and adjutant we found by the side of the stream. +They had been in a cellar near the Square all day but, fortunately, they +were little the worse for the experience. They were giving orders for +the assembling of the scattered regiment. + +By this time, civilians were leaving the cellars, and with armfuls of +household goods hastening from the village. To them it seemed the end +of all things--the day of doom. Some of them had slight wounds and as +they passed us they cried mournfully, "Finis, Messieurs, Finis." All +was lost. This exodus of the despairing civilians was the saddest sight +of the day. By sunset the regiment had been gathered together--all +except the wounded who had been sent to the Main Dressing Station and +the dead who had been placed side by side and covered with blankets. +Most of our officers and men had lost all their belongings, but in the +twilight they marched out of the village and took their places in the +reserve trenches near the other battalions. These had suffered no +losses. They had been saved the long day's agony. Early in the morning +the battle was to begin but the Westminsters knew that no worse +experience could await them than that through which they had already +passed. + +Next morning I buried, near the ruined church, the bodies of the +sergeants who had been killed a few doors from us; and on the following +day I laid to rest, side by side, in one long grave, two drivers who had +died at their posts in the Square, together with an officer and twenty +men belonging to the 1st Queen's Westminster Rifles. + + + + + *VII* + + *"NOW THE DAY IS OVER"* + + +Achicourt is a little village about a mile out of Arras. It has two +churches, one Roman Catholic, the other, Lutheran. The former church +has been utterly destroyed by German shells, and will have to be rebuilt +from the foundations. The Lutheran church was less prominently placed, +and its four walls are still standing. Its humility has saved it, but, +as by fire. All its windows are gone, and its walls are torn and +scarred by fragments of shells. Most of its slates have been destroyed +and the rain pours through the roof. But, on dry days, and until the +Battle of Arras, it was a beloved little place for services. It stood, +however, at a corner of the village Square, and the Square was destroyed +by hundreds of exploding shells on Easter Sunday. As I passed it in the +afternoon of that day, and saw how it had suffered, my heart grew sad +within me. + +Often it had sheltered us at worship, and many of our most sacred +memories will, for ever, cling like ivy to its walls. The door was +smashed in, the vestibule torn into strips as by lightning. The pews +were strewn on the floor with their backs broken; even the frames of the +windows had been blown out. There was a little portable organ that we +had used with our hymns, and it lay mutilated on the floor like a +slaughtered child. The floor was white with plaster, as when a sharp +frost has brought low the cherry blossom. Never again, I thought, +should I gather my men for worship within its humble, hospitable walls. +One more of the beautiful and sacred things of life had perished in this +all-devouring war. Only the fields remained, and there all my future +services must be held. + +But "fears may be liars" and so mine proved. I had reckoned without the +man in khaki--that master of fate whose head "beneath the bludgeonings +of chance, is bloody but unbowed." In a week he had cleared the Square +of its dead--mules and men--filled in its craters, and cleared away the +debris that blocked the roads. He was even removing the fallen houses +in order to mend the roads with their bricks and stones; and he had +thrown together all the scraps of iron for salvage. There I found, lying +side by side, the burned tin-soldiers of the children; officers' +revolvers which, being loaded, had exploded in the heat; bayonets and +rifle-barrels of the men; broken sewing machines of the women. He had +taken in hand, too, the little church. Sacking was spread across the +windows; the remnants of the little organ were carefully placed under +the pulpit where they lay like the body of a saint beneath an altar; the +floor was swept of its fallen plaster. The pews were repaired and +placed in order again, and a new door was made. Even timber was brought +for a new vestibule. The wood was rough and unpainted--Tommy had to use +what he could get--but it served. The twisted railings were drawn away +from the entrance, and, on the following Sunday, we were back in our old +sanctuary. We felt that it was more sacred than ever. These are the +deeds of our fighting-man that make us love him so much, and these are +the acts of kindness and common sense that make us admire our +commanders. Both officers and men have the heart of a lion in the hour +of battle, the gentleness of a lamb when it is over. Whatever their +circumstances, they cannot cease to be gentlemen, nor forget the fathers +that begat them. + +Let him who doubts the future of England come hither. He will see the +past through the present, and the future through both. Tommy's eyes are +the crystal gazing-glasses in which he will discern the future. Tommy +is living history and the prophecy of the future made flesh. The +pessimists have not seen Tommy here, and that is why they are what they +are. "Age cannot wither nor custom stale" his infinite freshness and +resource. He is a sword that the rust of time cannot corrode, nor the +might of an enemy break, and he will be found flashing wherever there +are wrongs to right and weak to be defended. On Easter Sunday he was +calmly enduring the horror of the German bombardment and the explosions +of his own dump of shells. On Easter Monday he was driving the Germans +at the point of his bayonet, or accepting their surrender at the doors +of their dug-outs! On Easter Tuesday and Wednesday he was repairing a +little French chapel for worship. Take him which day you will, and you +will find him mighty hard to match. To me he is the king of men, and +his genius, cheerfulness and resourcefulness beyond the range of +explanations. + +After some weeks of fighting we had come to our last Sunday in +Achicourt, and were gathered for the evening service. The chapel was +jammed with officers and men, but not all my flock was there. There was +Rifleman Gibson absent. He was carrying his beloved Lewis gun in an +attack when a bullet struck him, and he died, as his comrades report, +with a smile upon his face. Before going into the battle he had given +me his father's address and thanked me for the spiritual help he had +received at the services. It was his farewell to me, and his father now +has the penciled words. And Rifleman Stone was absent, too. He was but +a boy, and beautiful with youth and goodness. His comrades loved him as +David loved Jonathan, with a love passing the love of women. Every day, +they told me in their grief, he knelt in the trench to say his prayers +and to read his Bible. One night after praying he laid him down and +slept. He had often sung the evening hymn: + + "Jesus protects; my fears, be gone! + What can the Rock of Ages move? + Safe in Thy arm I lay me down, + Thy everlasting arms of love. + + "While Thou art intimately nigh, + Who, then, shall violate my rest? + Sin, earth, and hell I now defy; + I lean upon my Saviour's breast. + + "Me for Thine own Thou lov'st to take, + In time and in eternity, + Thou never, never wilt forsake + A helpless soul that trusts in Thee." + +And as he slept, God took him from the misery of this world--took him +without waking him. His broken-hearted comrades gathered together his +broken body, and a friend, a Congregational preacher, who, though over +military age, was serving in the ranks, read the burial service over +him. Lance-corporal Gilbert James was missing, too--he whom I had known +to lose his breakfast to attend a service in a cold, dirty, old barn. +And many others were absent whose departure to the Land beyond our +mortal reach was to us like the putting out of stars. + +We were leaving the Arras front and we sang a hymn for those who had +taken our places: + + "O Lord of Hosts, Whose mighty arm + In safety keeps 'mid war's alarm, + Protect our comrades at the Front + Who bear of war the bitter brunt. + And in the hour of danger spread + Thy sheltering wings above each head, + + "In battle's harsh and dreadful hour, + Make bare Thine arm of sovereign power, + And fight for them who fight for Thee, + And give to justice, victory. + O in the hour of danger spread + Thy sheltering wings above each head. + + "If by the way they wounded lie, + O listen to their plaintive cry; + And rest them on Thy loving breast, + O Thou on Whom the cross was pressed; + And in the hour of danger shed + Thy glorious radiance o'er each head. + + "When pestilence at noonday wastes, + And death in triumph onward hastes, + O Saviour Christ, remember Nain, + And give us our beloved again. + In every ward of sickness tread, + And lay Thy hand upon each head. + + "O Friend and Comforter divine, + Who makest light at midnight shine, + Give consolation to the sad + Who in the days of peace were glad. + And in the hour of sorrow spread + Thy wings above each drooping head. + Amen." + +I had to find a new voice to start it, for our little organ had been +destroyed by a shell, and our precentor was lying in a grave beside his +Medical Aid Post at Guemappe. When, on Good Friday, we had sung the +hymn before, the regiment returned from rest billets to the line, he had +started the tune. His love for music was second only to that of risking +his life for the wounded. In one of his letters given me to censor, he +had written, "How nice it will be to be back in my old place in the +choir." But he was destined not to go back. His path was onward and +upward, and his place was in the heavenly choir. I had seen it in his +large, tender blue eyes. There was in them an expression as if he had +seen "the land that is very far off." I felt that he was chosen as a +sacrifice--that the seal of God was on his forehead. + +Still, we had to sing, though his voice was silent. So we sang--several +tunes, for hymns seemed all our spirits needed. What need was there for +a sermon when we had hymns? We left the rag-time type of hymn and sang +the real deep things that come from men's hearts, and ever after are +taken up by their fellows to express their deepest aspirations and +experiences. The ruined chapel vibrated with music, and men, I am told, +stood in the street to listen while "Jesus, Lover of my Soul," "Rock of +Ages," "When I Survey the Wondrous Cross" and "The Sands of Time are +Sinking" told of the faith and love that lift up the heart. We also +sang "Abide with Me." After hearing us sing it one night, a Roman +Catholic officer in the regiment, a Canadian and one of the bravest, +most beloved men that ever walked, told me that he was a great-grandson +of the author. He is in hospital now with severe wounds, but his men +were present. + +"Couldn't we take up a collection for the repair of the chapel when +peace comes?" whispered a rifleman; "it would be a sort of thanksgiving +for the good times we have had in it, and for the kindness of the +congregation in giving us the use of it so freely." + +I put the suggestion to the men and they voted for it with enthusiasm. +Two of them went round with their caps and out of their shallow purses +the big-hearted fellows gave over 100 francs. In the name of the men I +presented the full caps to a lady of the congregation who was present, +and she was moved to tears. The time was quickly passing, so I mounted +the pulpit and told them of words spoken after the earth's first great +trouble, when the black wings of death had cast their shadow over every +home: "And God said, I do set my bow in the cloud, and it shall be for a +token of a covenant between me and the earth. And it shall come to +pass, when I bring a cloud over the earth, that the bow shall be seen in +the cloud." + +"God," I said, "has made a covenant with man, for man is His neighbor +and subject; and there must be an understanding between them, if there +is to be peace and happiness. Man must know God's will or he will +grieve Him and there will be discord and pain. Also, man must know +God's intentions concerning him, and something of His ways, or else he +will live in fear and dread of the Almighty One in whose power he lies. +There were no books and parchment in the first days, so God took the sky +for His parchment, and dipping His fingers in the most lovely of colors, +wrote out His covenant with man. He spread it out between earth and +heaven so that man might look up and see it without obstruction, and so +that He Himself might look down on it and remember His agreement. 'The +bow,' He said, 'shall be in the cloud; and I will look upon it, that I +may remember the everlasting covenant.'" + +"When you draw up a covenant with a neighbor, you look well at it and +then give it to your attorney, who puts it away in the darkness of the +safe. But it is taken out at intervals for fresh examination. And the +rainbow-covenant was put away behind the clouds, to be brought out again +from time to time to bring comfort and strength to man by its +appearance. The rainbow is only half seen by man. The lower half of its +circle is lost in the earth. It exists, but unseen. And the full +circle of God's beautiful covenant with man has never appeared to our +eyes. A full half is lost in the unapprehending darkness of man's mind. +The full purpose of God is not realized. His plans are too vast and +glorious for the intellect or imagination to span; but half the rainbow +is seen and it is enough. Seeing half we can take the rest on trust. In +the covenant we are assured that we shall never be given darkness +without light, winter without summer, seedtime without harvest, death +without birth, sorrow without joy, or a thick cloud without a rainbow. +He binds Himself not to give evil without good, or to bring tears +without laughter. "I do set My bow in the cloud; and it shall come to +pass when I bring a cloud over the earth, that the bow shall be seen in +the cloud." + +"A rainbow is made up of rain and sunshine and life is woven of the same +stuff--tears and laughter. The most glorious sunshine is incapable of a +rainbow without the co-operation of the dark trailing clouds; and it is +impossible for the human character to reach its ripest maturity and +beauty on joy alone. Sorrow is as beneficent and necessary as joy. +There are untutored natives who dread the rainbow. They believe that it +is a serpent that rises out of the pools to devour men; and there are +unbelieving men in cultured lands who dread adversity no less. They do +not believe that _God_ 'brings the cloud.' The rainbow is their +refutation and it is written across the sky for all to see. On the +other hand, there are unbelieving men who see only the cloud and are +blind to the sunshine. To them life is one long tragedy. It is an +immense futility. They regard man as a mere cork in the sea, thrown +about by blind, deaf, unintelligible natural forces void of purpose; +active indeed but ungoverned. Human life to them is a black cloud +driven through immensity by the winds of unintelligent fate. It has no +meaning and its darkness is the deeper because they cannot call a halt +and disperse it into nothingness. Like Job's wife they would say 'Curse +God and die,' yet they cannot die. But Job, as he sits on the dunghill, +looks up at the rainbow and finds a truer philosophy. 'What?' says he, +'shall we receive good at the hand of God, and shall we not receive +evil?' Under the rainbow's arch there are fruitful fields and beautiful +gardens for where the rainbow hangs in air there is sunshine and there +is rain--the parents of fruitfulness. And to whom God gives in equal +measure joy and sorrow there is beauty and fruitfulness of heart and +life. His promise to 'every living creature' is that He will never send +the cloud without the sunshine and, what is not less gracious, He will +never send the sunshine without the cloud. When by day the Israelites +tramped the fiery desert He led them by a pillar of cloud, and they +marched in its shade; and in the blackness of night He threw in the sky +a pillar of sunshine; and they walked through the gloom in its light. + +"In these terrible days of war when our hearts begin to fail us and dark +doubts cloud the mind, let us look at the Covenant God has made with us. +He has set it in rainbow colors across the sky, that 'he who runs may +read' and 'the wayfaring man though a fool may not err.' God has flung +his rainbow over the trench and the grave; over the Garden of +Gethsemane; over the Cross on Calvary. It is over the tomb in the +Arimathean's Garden; and over Olivet, as Christ ascends to heaven. We +are born under the rainbow, live under it, die under it. At the last we +shall find it over the throne of Judgment. Water and blood flowed from +Christ's side; and life and death, joy and pain, light and darkness, +summer and winter, peace and war come forth from God. + +"Let us take life as it comes with obedient wills and grateful hearts. +The bee finds honey in the thistle as well as in the rose, and 'where +the bee sucks there suck I,' for He who guides the bee guides me. Only +in loving obedience to God shall we find true wisdom. It is not so much +what we are given as how we take it that matters. To be humble nothing +may be so sweet as sorrow; and to the proud nothing may be so bitter as +pleasure. Let us leave God to mix the ingredients of our life, for 'all +things work together for good to them that love God.' It is all in the +covenant written by God's fingers in the colors of the rainbow, and +whenever He brings it from beyond the clouds, let us look at it with +reverent eyes, and ponder its promise. Then shall we be able to say, +with Wordsworth, + + 'My heart leaps up when I behold + A rainbow in the sky.'" + + +After I had finished speaking we sang, at the request of one of the +sergeants, the hymn commencing + + "The Day Thou gavest Lord is ended, + The darkness falls at Thy behest." + +And beautiful indeed was the singing of it. + +The Benediction followed. Just as I was ending it an impulse came to +me, and I yielded to its importunity. "Before we part and before we +leave Achicourt which has meant so much to us of joy and sorrow," I +said, "let us sing a kiddies' hymn. We still shelter in our hearts a +little child. Though we have grown moustaches and some of us gray +hairs, the child that we once were, never quite dies. Let us have a +hymn for the boy within us who never grows up and never dies." Then I +read out verse by verse, for it was not in their books: + + "Now the day is over, + Night is drawing nigh, + Shadows of the evening + Steal across the sky. + + "Jesus, give the weary + Calm and sweet repose; + With Thy tenderest blessing + May their eyelids close. + + "Grant to little children + Visions bright of Thee; + Guarding the sailors tossing + On the angry sea. + + "Comfort every sufferer + Watching late in pain; + Those who plan some evil + From their sin restrain. + + "When the morning wakens, + Then may I arise + Pure and fresh, and sinless + In Thy holy eyes." + +I have witnessed many moving sights in my time and heard much deep and +thrilling music; but I have never been so deeply moved by anything as by +the rich, deep voices of these gallant men and boys who, after winning +the Battle of Arras, had come into this ruined church and were singing +this beautiful kiddies' hymn as their last farewell. + +The collection the boys had taken up had been so heavy that we carried +it to the French lady's house for her. As we entered her home she said +in her simple way, as her eyes grew radiant with gratitude, "I like the +English soldiers." It was the voice of France. And she was worthy to +speak for France. For two-and-a-half years her house had stood within a +mile of the German trenches, and but a few hundred yards from our own +firing line. Yet she and her mother had never left it. She introduced +me to her mother, who had lived in London, and spoke English. Then she +brought in coffee. I had noticed a most remarkable thing about the +house. There was not a piece of glass broken, nor a mark of war on the +walls. It was the only house I have seen, either in Achicourt or Arras, +upon which the war has not laid its monstrous and bloody finger. "How +is it," I asked the mother, "that your house has not been touched?" Her +eyes shone and a sweet smile lit up her face. "It is the will of God," +she said simply. "Shells have fallen a little short of us and a little +beyond us. They have passed within a yard of the house, and we have +heard the rushing of the wind as they passed, but they have not touched +us. When the village has been bombarded we have gone down into the +cellar as was but discretion and duty, but we have had the conviction +all along that we should be spared, and we refused to leave the house. +We do not know God's purpose but we believe that it is God's will to +spare us." I leave the fact to speak for itself and offer no +explanation. Skeptics will say the house was spared by accident; but +they would not have stayed there two-and-a-half years trusting to such +an accident. These two women, without a man in the house, stayed on the +very confines of hell with its hourly suspense and danger for nearly +three years, because they believed it was God's will and that, though +they walked through the fiery furnace heated seven times hotter than it +was wont to be heated, He would not allow so much as a hair of their +heads to be singed. And not a hair was singed. They were women in whom +faith burned like a bright pillar of fire. One caught its light, and +felt its heat. I have met patriots and heroes and know their quality +when I see them and come near them. These were "the real thing." Faith +in God and faith in their country were interwoven in their spirits like +sun and shower in a rainbow. They were of the same breed as the Maid of +France, and like her, with their white banner bearing the device of the +Cross, they withstood and defied the might and terror of the invader. +They believed it was God's will they should stay, to "Be still and know +that I am God." Their experience was expressed by the Psalmist +centuries ago: "God is our refuge and strength, a very present help in +trouble. Therefore will not we fear, though the earth be removed, and +though the mountains be carried into the midst of the sea. Though the +waters thereof roar and be troubled, though the mountains shake with the +swellings thereof ... Come behold the works of the Lord, what +desolations He hath made in the earth. He maketh wars to cease unto the +end of the earth; He breaketh the bow, and cutteth the spear in sunder; +He burneth the chariot in the fire.... The Lord of Hosts is with us; the +God of Jacob is our refuge." + +Such was the faith of these two women, and their courage few men have +approached. It is a practical matter, and after comparing it with the +skeptic's theory of accident and coincidence and remembering his +probable haste in seeking a place not so liable to untoward accidents, I +accept the explanation of the women. Their house was spared and not a +hair of their heads injured because "it was God's will." If it is not +the correct theory, it ought to be. Otherwise falsehood is more +sustaining than truth, and inspires nobler conduct. + +The day was now over. A new chapter of life had been written, and in +the morning, we left behind us this village of precious memories, and +marched out again into the unknown. + + + + + *VIII* + + *SONS OF THE MOTHERLAND* + + +It is said that the eel is born in the deepest part of the ocean, +thousands of miles from any country, and that, urged by an overpowering +instinct it begins almost at once to rise towards the light and to head +for the land. After slowly swimming thousands of miles it reaches our +rivers, and pushes its way up to their sources, and even crawls through +the grass out of one stream into another. Here, if uncaught by man, it +lives for years gorging an appetite which only developed on reaching the +fresh water. Then, the overmastering instinct that brought it out, +takes it back. It returns through the illimitable waters until it finds +the place where it was born. There the female lays her eggs and there +male and female die. The eggs hatch, and the young do as their parents +did before them. + +I do not think I could kill or eat an eel. I have too much reverence for +it now that I have learned its story. When in the fish market I see an +eel struggling, I feel that I want to take it and drop it into the sea +that it may go to its long home "far from the madding crowd's ignoble +strife." How passionate and wild must be its desire to get back to its +own ocean depths where it may perpetuate its kind and die in peace. Its +appetite is voracious, but then, what but the mightiest and most +elemental instincts and appetites could carry it through achievements so +sublime and tragic. Picture it on its lone way through the deep, urged +on by it knows not what. Scientists say that man has evolved from a +tiny form of life that passed through the fish stage. If so, it +explains a lot and I, for one, shall not be ashamed to acknowledge +relationship to a fish with a life story as sublime as that of the eel. +I know that Genesis speaks truly when it says that God made us out of +the dust of the earth and breathed into our souls the breath of His own +being thus animating dust with divinity. And if from the other inspired +book, the book of Nature, scientists can teach how God mixed the clay +when He fashioned man I will accept the teaching with gratitude, for it +will help me to understand things that are dark in me and in my fellows. +It will throw light on the wild longings, and instincts immature, that +baffle the mind, and come into the clear shallow streams of life like +eels out of the dark unfathomable depths of the ocean. + +Since I went to France I have been amazed at the homing instinct as +revealed in the coming together of the sons of the British Motherland. +People at home do not quite realize what has happened. Britain's sons +have come back to her--have come back to die that their race may be +saved and perpetuated. The British are a roving race. A large number +of them yield to an overpowering desire to go out into the world. The +South Pole and the North Pole have known the tread of their feet. Their +ships have anchored in every creek of every sea. There is no town or +country however remote where their voices have not been heard. Even +Mecca could not keep the Briton out. He must look upon its Black Stone. +All lands call him to come, and see, and conquer. He colonizes and +absorbs but cannot be absorbed. He is a Briton still. A friend of mine +told me that when visiting Australia strangers who had never seen +England, except in and through their fathers, would come to him in +railway carriage or 'bus, and ask "How is everything at _Home_?" And +Dr. Fitchett, Australia's splendid author, confesses that when he first +saw the land of his fathers he knelt down and kissed its shore. + +Loving the homeland with a passion stronger than death the Briton leaves +it, for he hears the call of the world borne on the winds and waves from +afar, and cannot refuse it. In foreign lands he lives and labors. He +roams their fields and swims in their streams, but always with an ear +listening for the voice of the Motherland; for he is hers, and at her +service if she calls. + +The Declaration of War on Aug. 4, 1914, was the Mother's call to her +children. Swifter than lightning it passed through the waves and on the +wings of the wind. The settler left his lonely cabin, the gold-digger +his shovel, the prospector his surveying instruments, the rancher his +herds, the missionary his church, the teacher his school, the clerk his +office, and all made for the nearest port. Within a month there was not +a ship on the wide seas but was bearing loyal sons back to their +Motherland's defense. I have met, in France, British soldiers from +every country under heaven. I bent over a dying soldier near Arras who +was a clerk in Riga, Russia, when the call came. And one night on the +Somme a fine young fellow from Africa entered my tent, and slept by my +side. He was one of the most charming and handsome men I have ever met, +and had come from Durban. He had fought with Botha in Southwest Africa, +and at the conclusion of that campaign had shipped for home. Next day I +took him to Delville Wood for he wanted to see the place where his +brother had died. I found that he was of my own communion and we talked +about some of my college friends who had gone out to Natal. Two days +later, he died of wounds in a dressing station. Most of the transport +officers in our Division have come home from abroad, and have been given +their posts because they are accustomed to horses. One was prospecting +in Nigeria, another salmon-canning in Siberia, a third on a plantation +in South America. + +In addition to Canadians, South Africans, Australians, and New +Zealanders, who have come by the hundred thousand at the call of the +Motherland, there are hundreds of thousands who have come singly, or in +small parties, from remote corners of the earth. For five weeks I was a +patient in a Canadian hospital in France. The entire staff was +Canadian. Some were Canadian born; others had gone out to that country +years ago. All were of British blood. The colonel was a magnificent +specimen of manhood from London, Ontario, in which city he had been +born. He would sit on the bed and tell us tales of the great snow-land. +Sometimes he would scold us for being so blind to the greatness of the +Empire and tell us what Canada thought of the Motherland. One of the +night orderlies would, on occasion, recite to us some poem such as "Jim +Bludso," before the lights went out. Then he would come to my locker +and take "Palgrave's Treasury of Songs and Lyrics" with which to regale +his soul during the long watches of the night. He was of the full +stature of men and straight as a pine. He had gone out from Ireland as +a boy, and settled on a cattle ranch in the United States. One day +there was trouble and one of the other cowboys sent a bullet clean +through his chest. The moment war was declared he left his roving herds +of cattle, crossed the frontier into Canada and traveled hundreds of +miles to Winnipeg to enlist. The doctor looked at him. "What is this +scar on your chest?" he asked. "Oh," replied the cowboy, "I fell off a +wagon and knocked the skin off." The doctor turned him round and put +his finger in the scar on his back where the bullet had passed out. +"And what is this scar at the back? Did you fall off another wagon?" +And the two men understood one another and laughed. The doctor could +not find it in his heart to send the cowboy back to his ranch, so he was +passed into the Canadian contingent. + +One of the nurses we called "the Little Mother." She had gone to Canada +five years before, but the war had brought her back, and well was it for +us that it had. Among the patients was a doctor in the American A.M.C. +His ancestors had left England generations ago and settled in New +England, but he had come back at the call of war--a grandson of the +Motherland. Then there was a lieutenant of British stock who had been +born and brought up at Antwerp, but as the German guns were destroying +his native city he took ship to enlist in the British army. "Anzac" +was, as his nickname denotes, an Australian. He was in the Flying +Corps. He had heard the call at school and had come "home" to the land +of his fathers. + +In one regiment I found a bunch of lads who had been born in China. +But, out there in Hong Kong, they heard the call of a Motherland they +had never seen, and came post haste to her help. Sitting near me as I +write, is an officer back from the Argentine, and already, on his arm, +is a gold wound-stripe. Another in the mess had been pearl-fishing in +Australia, but stored his boats to come and fight. Another at our table +was born in Australia. He was with Captain Falcon Scott on his last +expedition, and saw him go out to the South Pole and death. He has +already been wounded. When the war broke out its tumult seemed to wake +our fathers and we felt them stir in our blood; for ancestors are not +put into graves but are buried alive in their sons. We felt the call to +defend our race as our fathers did in their day. It was a master +instinct, and the millions of men who voluntarily left home and business +to fight show how deeply nationality is rooted in human nature. +Returning from a far land to die--if needs be--that their kind may live, +the scattered sons of our Motherland have come by all the seas to defend +her, in her hour of need. + + "They came as the winds come + When forests are rended; + They came as the waves come + When navies are stranded." + + + + + *IX* + + *THE TERROR BY NIGHT* + + +June was a flaming month on the high ground we had captured beyond +Arras. The Quartermaster and Transport Officer with whom I was messing +were both "on leave" so, as I was the only officer left in the camp, a +Baptist padre, whose regiment was near, came to live with me. I had a +little brown tent five feet wide and six feet long which a rifleman had +lent to me because the bell-tent I was expecting had not arrived. The +rifleman did not need his tent, for he and his chums had built +themselves a little dug-out. Next day the bell-tent arrived, and the +other padre took possession of it, while I held on to the little brown +shelter. Next to it was the kitchen where the servants slept and +cooked. It was a truly wonderful contrivance of wood, corrugated iron +and ground-sheets. The Baptist chaplain's tent was round, my shelter +oblong, but what shape the kitchen was, would pass the wit of man to +say. It was a shape never seen on earth before. It had no ancestor and +it could have no descendant. Such a design could not occur twice. +Beyond the kitchen were the horse-lines of the regiment and close by +them the regimental stores. It was so hot that we all wore our lightest +clothing; and when the servants got lemons from Arras, the lemonade they +made lasted about five minutes only, for what was left by us was quickly +drunk up by the servants with the assistance of those who like to +frequent such happy places as mess kitchens. + +All our meals were served out of doors, under the blue sky. We had +guests most days, for officers coming out from the homeland stayed with +us for a night or a day before going up with the rations to join the +regiment in the trench. Other officers had come down to stay with us on +their way to a course at some military school; and one, at least, came +to wait for the day on which he was to take his "leave." We were, +therefore, a very merry party. It was almost like camping on the +Yorkshire moors, for we had an uninterrupted view of many miles. To +those who love vast stretches of wild barren country as I do, the scene +under the flaming June sun was exceedingly impressive. There were no +houses, streams, hedges, or trees, but the whole area was scored with +trenches cut into the white chalk, and showing clearly at great +distances. The ground, with but short spaces between, was covered with +encampments. These consisted of the stores and horse-lines of the +regiments and batteries in the line. The circle of the horizon was +bounded by the charred ruins of French villages--Beaurains, Neuville, +Vitasse, Wancourt, Monchy and Tilloy. We could see the flashing of our +own guns, and the black bursts of shells from those of the enemy. + +All day the sky was thick with aeroplanes, and many were too high to be +seen except through strong field glasses. We watched a German aeroplane +circling over Arras and directing the fire of the long guns. Soon the +streets were strewn with dead and wounded, for the town was full of +troops. The firing only lasted a few minutes, however. One of our +aeroplanes quickly challenged the enemy to single combat; and we soon +saw the German machine falling from an immense height, wing over wing +and head over tail, utterly out of control. + +Dinner, in the cool of the evening, was a most pleasant meal. As we +drank our coffee we watched the aeroplanes returning from the line like +birds to their nests. Sometimes we counted as many as twenty, all +heading for home at the same time. The sun set in red and golden +splendor, and we wondered what darkness would bring. On the night +before our arrival, the regiment which made way for us had one of its +storemen killed by a shell; and on most nights a few shells fell in some +part or other of the vast camp. One evening shells fell a little beyond +us and the transport-sergeant moved his horse-lines. After that, he +moved them every evening at dark, so that the ground where the enemy had +observed the horses in the day-time was left vacant when he opened fire +at night. It was a game of chess with horses and men for pawns, and +life and death for the stakes. + +On the evening before, our guest--a young lieutenant--was to go on +leave, he got very uneasy. As gulls scent the approach of stormy +weather and come inland, or blackbirds and larks feel the approach of +winter and migrate to summer lands, so men can sometimes scent danger +and coming death. He had with him a bottle of whisky, and he kept it on +the table outside my tent--a safe place for it. + +"I don't mind telling you, Padre," he said, as he poured out a glass, +"I've got the 'wind-up' badly to-night. I don't like the feel of +things. I would rather be in the trenches than here, because I know +what is likely to happen there, but here in the open I feel strange and +unprotected. I shall be glad when it is morning." + +His feeling was quite natural. We always feel another man's dangers +more than our own because they are new to us and we don't know what to +expect or how to meet them. A man will choose a big danger that he is +used to, sooner than a lesser danger that is new to him. Besides, the +lieutenant had his "leave-warrant" in his breast pocket and that will +sap any man's courage. He has a feeling that the shells are after his +"leave-warrant" and that the gunners know where it is. He suspects that +fate is malignant and takes a special delight in killing a man when he +is on the way to "Blighty." Many a man has been killed with a +"leave-warrant" in his pocket, or "commission papers" in it which were +taking him home. + +Our doctor told me how one night he and the chaplain who preceded me +were riding on the front of an ambulance car when a shell burst and with +a fragment killed the chaplain. In the padre's pocket was his warrant, +and he was taking his last ride before going home; but instead of going +home in "Blighty" he went to his _long_ home, and the warrant lies in +the grave with him. A man feels particularly vulnerable when the +long-looked-for "leave-warrant" is in his pocket. He does not fear +death after "leave," but he does on the eve of "leave." He wants one +more look at his home and loved ones before going on the long and lone +journey which, despite all the comfort which the Christian religion +gives, still retains much of its terror to the human spirit. There have +been few better Christians than Samuel Johnson and John Bunyan, but +neither of them could contemplate fording the river of death without +misgivings. When they came to it they found it much less formidable +than they had expected. Had they been at the Front with +"leave-warrants" in their pockets to "Fleet Street, London," or "Elstow, +Bedford," I fancy neither of them would have taken undue risks. + +I could sympathize with the young lieutenant for, a few months before, a +"leave-warrant" had made a bit of a coward of myself. I was in two +minds whether or not to go up to the firing line to see the men again +before shipping for home. The "leave-warrant" was in my pocket, and I +was to go next morning; but the doctor's story of my predecessor came to +my mind, and the "leave-warrant" spread itself out before the eyes of my +imagination. I saw the faces of my wife, and mother, and dog, and the +faces of my friends. The old home and the green fields stretched out +before me; and I decided to see them first and the "boys" after. I had +just been with my men, but it was a long time since I had been with +those at home. If there was a shell with my name and address on it, I +thought I would make the Hun wait till I had been home, before I let him +deliver it into my hands. I think a "leave-warrant" would make a coward +of any man. At any rate, the feeling is quite understood and recognized +by everyone at the Front; and this young officer had been sent down from +the trenches to us, three days before his train was due to start, so +that he might have a better chance of using his "warrant," and at the +same time, feel more at ease in mind. + +I undressed and got into bed, and lay reading by the light of a candle +when the lieutenant came to the tent door again. "It's no use, Padre," +he said, "I can't go to bed yet. I feel too uneasy. I wish I were on +the train." He went back to the bell-tent he was sharing with the other +chaplain, and I put out my light. + +There was the silence of a summer evening broken only by the distant +bursting of shells. Then, suddenly, there was a crash about seventy +yards from our tents, and two more near the horse-lines. "To run or not +run?" that was the question; and my answer was in the negative. If I +ran, it was just as likely that I should run into a shell, as out of the +way of one. On Easter Sunday I had seen three of our non-commissioned +officers killed in that way. Besides, I like my bed, once I have taken +the trouble to get into it. I therefore put on my steel helmet which I +had placed by the bed-side, and waited to see what would happen. (A +steel helmet is a wonderful comfort when men are under fire. We may not +have much in our heads but we feel more anxious about them than about +all the rest of the body. The helmets are heavy and uncomfortable and +we don't like wearing them, but, nevertheless, may blessings ever rest +on the head of the man who invented them. I have seen scores of lives +saved by them, and they have given infinite comfort and assurance in +trying moments.) + +A long silence elapsed, then the lieutenant appeared at the door of the +tent again. + +"You haven't been here all the time, have you?" he asked. "We went down +to the old trenches at the bottom of the camp; but it is rather cold and +wearisome there, and I think the worst is over now. I'm just going to +take another sip of the 'Scotch wine' and then turn in for the night; +but I'm not going to undress." + +Ten minutes later there was a tremendous crash as if a star had fallen +on top of us. There came a blinding flash of light, a strong smell of +powder, and a spluttering of bullets on the ground. That was enough to +get the laziest man living out of bed, and to answer the question, "to +run or not to run?" in the affirmative. I slipped on my boots without +fastening them, put on my trench coat and bade my little tent a fond +farewell. There were some old German gun-pits close by, and I sought +refuge there. "Come in here, sir," cried a voice, and I found myself by +the side of a sergeant. Then the cook ran in bare-foot and laughing. +No one seemed to have been hit, and all had now sought shelter. We +waited for some time and nothing further happened. The night was cold +and I began to shiver in my pajamas. So I started to look about for a +place to sleep in, for a feeling of estrangement had grown up between me +and the little brown tent. There was a path across a shallow bit of +trench, and underneath it I found the barber, lying comfortably on his +bed. He invited me in, and said that I could have the bed, and he would +sleep at the side of it on his ground-sheet. He could, he said, sleep +as soundly on the ground as on the bed of stretched sacking. I therefore +returned to my tent to get blankets. The time-fuse of a shell had gone +through the kitchen and rebounded from a beam on to my servant, but +without doing him any injury and he proposed sleeping there for the +night. He only agreed to move to some safer place, when I ordered him +to do so. There was no one in the bell-tent so I knew the occupants +were quite safe somewhere. On striking a light to get my blankets, I +noticed three small holes in the top of the tent, and knew that shrapnel +bullets had missed me only by inches. It had been a close shave and it +was not inappropriate that I was now going to be the guest of a barber. + +The psychological effect was not one I should have expected. The +incident caused no shell-shock, and but little immediate excitement; so +I was soon asleep. All the others were in a like case. The excitement +came with the morning when we examined the tents and the ground. In the +bell-tent there were ten shrapnel bullet holes. One had gone through +the piece of wood on which the officers' clothing had been hung, and +must have passed immediately over the body of the Baptist chaplain as he +lay in bed. Others must have passed equally near the lieutenant who was +not in bed, but, standing up at the time, fully dressed. In my own +little tent I found eleven holes and they were in all parts of the +canvas. Some of the bullets must have gone in at one side and out at +the other, for only five were found embedded in the hard, chalky ground. +A sixth had passed through the box at the bed-head and entered deeply +into the book I had been reading. Outside the kitchen, the servants +picked up a lump of shell a foot long and three or four inches wide. +Well was it for them that the fragment fell outside the kitchen and not +inside. The ground around the tents was sprinkled with shrapnel bullets +and bits of shell. The shells which fell near the horses had burst on +touching the ground, and not like ours, in the air. They had dug deep +holes in the earth, and as the horses were within a few yards of them, +it seemed miraculous that none was hurt. The transport had just +returned from taking up the rations, and, as one of the drivers leapt +off his horse, a bullet hit the saddle where his leg had been a second +before. Not a man or horse received a scratch, although the shells had +made a direct hit on our camp. On other occasions one shell has laid out +scores of men and horses. + +They say that sailors don't like padres on board ship, because they +think the latter bring them bad luck. And most people are a little +afraid of the figure thirteen, but though it was the thirteenth of June +and there were two padres in the tents, we had the best of what is +called "luck." So I think we may say it was one up for the padres. +After breakfast we gathered together some of the fragments lying around +the tents, and found the nose-cap of a shell which had burst seventy +yards away. With these, and the time-fuse which hit my servant, the +other chaplain and I went to a battery and asked the officers to tell us +something about the gun, just as one might take a bone of some extinct +creature to a scientist, and ask him to draw an outline of the whole +animal. They told us that the gun was a long-range, high-velocity, +naval gun with a possible range of fifteen miles. They knew where it +was, but could not hit it. The shot was a large high-explosive, +shrapnel shell, and the time-fuse indicated that it had come to us from +about eleven miles away. + +On our return we built ourselves dug-outs for the nights, and only lived +in the tents by day. Sometimes we were shelled in the day-time, but by +taking cover took no hurt, though a lad in the transport next to us was +seriously wounded. When they were shelling us by day, we could +distinctly hear the report of the gun, a second or two later, see the +shell burst in the air; and a second later still, we could hear it. We +saw the burst before we heard it. + +I have given this personal incident not, I hope, out of any impulse of +egotism, but because it furnishes those who have not been at the Front +with an idea of the terror which assails our men by night, both in the +trenches and in the "back areas." There can be but few who, having been +any length of time at the Front, have not had similar experiences and +equally narrow escapes. They are so common that men get used to them +and do not take nearly enough care to protect themselves. Loss by such +stray shells is expected, and the soldiers regard it much as a tradesman +regards the deterioration of his stock. One gets used to the frequent +occurrence of death as he does to anything else. At home there are +thousands of preventable deaths--deaths through street accidents, +diseases and underfeeding. The number could be enormously reduced if +the nation would rouse itself. And human nature is much the same at the +Front. Men prefer ease and comfort to safety. Also, men grow +fatalistic. They have seen men sought out by shells after they have +taken every precaution to escape them; and they have seen others go +untouched when they seemed to be inviting shells to destroy them. Men +are conscious of a Power that is not themselves directing their lives. +They feel that in life which the Greek tragedians called Fate. They do +not know quite what to call it. Most of them would call it Providence +if they spoke frankly and gave it a name at all. One of the finest +Christian officers I know told me that he believed that God's finger had +already written what his fate should be. If he had to die nothing could +save him, and if he had to live, nothing could kill him. All he was +concerned with was to be able to do his duty, and take whatever God sent +him. This, he said, was the only suitable working philosophy for a man +at the Front. + +There is a widespread fatalism at the Front, but it is the fatalism of +Christ rather than of old Omar Khayyam: "Take no thought for your life +... for your heavenly Father knoweth that ye have need of all these +things, but seek ye first the kingdom of God, and his righteousness. +Take therefore no thought for the morrow; for the morrow shall take +thought for the things of itself. Sufficient unto the day is the evil +thereof." And this works. It enables men to "put a cheerful courage +on" and do their duty. There is none of the paralysis of will and +cessation of effort which follows the fatalistic philosophy of the East. +All that Omar Khayyam's fatalism leaves a man to strive after is "Red, +Red Wine," in which he drowns memory, honor and reputation and +character. When he has passed from among his peers, there is nothing +left to remember him by but a "turned-down empty glass." The Christian +fatalism at the Front destroys no man's initiative, but keeps him merry +and bright, and helps him to "do his bit." When he shall pass from the +banqueting-house of life, into the Great Unexplored, he will leave as +his memorial, not a turned-down glass, but a world redeemed from tyranny +and wrong. + + + + + *X* + + *"ETON BOYS NEVER DUCK!"* + + +An army is more courageous than the individuals who compose it. The +coward finds sufficient courage for his job while doing it with his +regiment, and the brave is at his bravest. He has a courage which is +not his own but which, somehow, he puts on with his uniform. He does +deeds of daring he could not have done as a civilian. The army has a +corporate courage and each soldier receives a portion of it just as he +receives a ration of the army's food. It is added to what he has of his +own. + +The badge of the army is courage. When a recruit joins the army he +knows that he is putting away the civilian standard of courage with his +derby hat, and is putting on the soldier's standard of courage with his +uniform. His great fear is that he will not be able to live up to it. +He wonders if he is made of the stuff that produces heroes. He is a +mystery to himself and has a haunting fear that there may be a strain of +the coward in his make-up. He wishes it were possible to have a +rehearsal for he would rather die than fail on the appointed day. + +The chaplain fears that he will faint and become a hindrance instead of +a help when he first sees blood and torn limbs in the dressing station; +and the recruit is afraid of being afraid in the hour of battle and of +bringing dishonor and weakness upon his regiment. He will be glad when +the trial is over--when he knows the stuff of which nature has made him. +A friend of mine told me one day that he was walking over a heavily +shelled field with a young aristocrat of a highly strung temperament. +The man was afraid, but would not yield to his fear. His lips twitched +and his face became drawn and white. His movements were jerky but he +made no other sign. He talked about paltry things in which, at the +moment, he had not the slightest interest, and passed jocular or +sardonic remarks about the things that were happening around them. My +friend ducked his head when a shell burst near as we all have done often +enough, but the young aristocrat kept his head as high and stiff as if +he were being crowned. He held it up defiantly; was it not filled with +the bluest blood of England? The shells might blow it off if they +liked. That was their concern, not his, but they should never make him +bow. His fathers had fought on British battlefields for centuries, and +had never bowed their heads to a foe, and he would not break the great +tradition. Shells might break his neck but they should never bend it. +He would face the enemy with as stiff an upper-lip and as stiff a neck +as ever his fathers did. He knew his personal weakness and reinforced +his strength with that of his fathers'. He was not afraid of death. He +was afraid of being afraid. + +My friend was a coachman's son who by courage and capacity of the +highest order had won a commission. He had no traditions either to +haunt or help him, and he had often been tried in the fire and knew his +strength. He was not afraid of being afraid. It was natural to duck +when a shell burst near and it did him no harm and made no difference to +the performance of his duties; so he ducked as he felt inclined, and +then laughed at his nerves for the tricks they were allowing the shells +to play on them. But, knowing his companion's more sensitive nature and +temperamental weakness, he was immensely impressed by his stiff neck and +proudly erect head. He showed a self-control which only centuries of +breeding could give. Here was a hero indeed. The shells he was defying +were as nothing to the fears which haunted his imaginative nature and +which, with his back to the wall of his family traditions, he was +fighting and keeping at bay. My friend could not refrain from +complimenting him on resisting the natural tendency to duck the head +when a shell screamed above them. + +"Eton boys never duck," replied the young aristocrat. + +He was an Eton boy and would die rather than fall short of the Eton +standard. In this war hundreds of them have died rather than save +themselves by something which did not measure up to the Eton standard. +The ranks of young British aristocrats have been terribly thinned in +this war and I have heard their deeds spoken of with a reverence such as +is only given to legendary heroes. They have gone sauntering over the +crater-fields to their deaths with the same self-mastery and outward +calm which the French aristocracy manifested as they mounted the steps +of the guillotine in the Reign of Terror. To their own personal courage +was added the courage of their race, and the accumulation of the +centuries. + +We speak of our new armies. There can be no "new" armies of Britons. +The tradition of our newest army goes back to Boadicea. Its forerunners, +without shields or armor, and almost without weapons, dared the +Romans--the proud conquerors of the world--to battle; and gave them the +longest odds warriors ever gave. They knew they could not win but they +knew they could die. Dead warriors they might become but never living +slaves. They ran up Boadicea's proud banner because they knew that +while the Romans might soak it in British blood, no power on earth could +drag it through the mire. + +Our forefathers crossed swords with Caesar and his Roman legions, and +our newest army goes into battle with the prestige born of two thousand +years of war. They have a morale that belongs to the race in addition +to the morale they possess as individuals. It is said that "the British +do not know when they are beaten." How should they know? They have had +no teachers. All they know is that if they have not gained the victory +the battle is not ended and must go on until they pitch their tents on +the undisputed field. The German Emperor spreads out his War Map but it +is as undecipherable as the mountains in the moon to our soldiers. +Tyrants have never found them apt scholars at geography. They prefer to +make their own maps even though they have no paint to color them with +except the red blood in their veins. The Kaiser may roll up his War Map +of Europe; our soldiers have no use for it, and will not commit to +memory its new boundaries. They feel in their souls the capacity to +make a new one more in line with their ideas of fair play. + +"Eton boys never duck." If the muscles of their necks show a tendency +to relax they call to mind how inflexible their fathers have stood in +bygone days, and their necks become stiff and taut once more. +Wellington said that Waterloo was won on the playing fields of Eton. It +is still true that "Eton boys never duck" to the foe; nor do the +soldiers they lead. + + + + + *XI* + + *"MISSING"* + + +The word "Missing" has come to exercise an even more terrible power over +the human heart than the word "Death." The latter kills the heart's joy +and hope with a sharp clean cut, but "Missing" is a clumsy stroke from +the executioner's axe. In a few cases the wounded victim is spared and +allowed to recover, but in the majority of cases there is no reprieve +and a second blow is struck after a period of suspense and suffering. A +chaplain dreads the word. As he opens his correspondence after a +battle, it fixes him as the glittering eye of the Ancient Mariner +fastened the wedding guest. It leaps from the page at him with the +malignant suddenness of a serpent. Wounds and death he can explain to +relatives, but "missing" is beyond explanation. No one who has not been +at the Front can conceive how a lad can disappear and no one see what +becomes him. A man may read graphic accounts of conditions of life in +the battle-line, but it is beyond his imagination to visualize it with +any real approach to truth. + +After the first day of the Somme Campaign we had hundreds of casualties +and most of them were classed as "Missing." The soldiers went "over the +top" and did not return, and no one knew why. They were simply +"missing." Why did no one know their fate? It came about in this way. +The men scrambled over the parapet and, forming in line, charged across +No Man's Land in extended order. Some fell immediately. The wounded +among them got back to the dressing station, and the bodies of the dead +were found within a few days, at least. So far, there are no "Missing." +The rest of the men press on, some falling at every step; the line +thins, and the men get separated. When a man falls his neighbor cannot +stay with him. He must press on to the objective, otherwise, if the +unwounded stayed to succor the wounded, there would be none to continue +the attack; and under the hail of shells and bullets sweeping the open +ground, everyone would perish. The only way to succor the wounded is to +press on, capture the enemy trench, and stop the rifle and machine-gun +fire. Consequently, the man who presses on does not, as a rule, know +whether his comrade fell dead, was wounded, or merely took cover in a +shell hole. And even though he were to know, he may be killed himself +later, and his knowledge die with him. + +If the attack succeeds, and the German trench is held by us, No Man's +Land can be searched. The wounded and dead are found, and but few are +reported "missing." But if the attack fail, and the regiment has to +retire to its own line, it becomes impossible for us to search that part +of No Man's Land, adjoining the German trench (for there is rarely any +truce after a battle in this war), and so, it is impossible to find out +whether those who have failed to return were killed, wounded, or taken +prisoners. The comrades who saw them fall are probably killed, for the +return is as fatal as the attack. If they come back wounded they are +taken straight to the hospitals and so have no chance of reporting to +their officers the fate of those whom they saw fall. Only the unwounded +return to the regiment and, in a lost battle, these are few and know but +little of what happened to those around them. They were excited and +were fighting for their lives. They had no leisure to observe the fate +of others. + +On one occasion our men took some German trenches opposite them and held +them for some hours by desperate fighting, but before dusk had to +retire. Many were left dead or wounded in the captured trenches, and +many fell on the return journey. The few who got back to us unwounded +could give very little information about individuals who were missing. +They had been separated one from another and fighting hour after hour +with desperation. All therefore who did not return to the regiment or +dressing station, and whose bodies were not recovered, were reported as +"Missing" unless declared dead by reliable eye-witnesses. The evidence +of eye-witnesses must be carefully examined before a regiment dare +report a soldier dead on the strength of it. During an attack a man is +in an abnormal state of excitement and the observations of his senses +are not entirely reliable. Men imagine they see things, and frequently +make mistakes in identity. I have known many cases in which a man has +sworn that he saw another being carried to the dressing station, yet the +missing man's body has afterwards been found near the German lines. The +eye-witness simply mistook one man for another. No end of pain to +relatives has been caused by these mistakes and a regiment rightly +declines on such evidence to report a soldier as killed. + +Some weeks after the attack just referred to, we received letters from +some of the officers and men who had been taken prisoners; information +about others came through The Geneva Red Cross Society. Those of whom +we heard nothing for six months we knew to be, in all probability, dead. +Nine months later, the Germans retired from the position, and many of +our dead were found still lying out in No Man's Land. Some were +identified. Others could not be, their discs having perished by reason +of the long exposure. Many of the dead had been left in the German +trenches. These had been buried by the enemy and he had left no crosses +to mark the graves. After more than a year there is no direct evidence +of the death of many who fought on that day. They are "Missing," and we +can only conclude that they were killed. + +In other cases, men are reported missing for several weeks, and then +reported dead. A typical case may be cited to show how it comes about. +We attacked one morning at dawn. The enemy were on the run, and in a +state of exhaustion. An immediate attack would, it was believed, carry +the position without much loss of life, even though our big guns had not +had time to come up in support. Unfortunately the Germans were, unknown +to us, reinforced during the night. Their new troops met our men with a +hail of rifle and machine-gun fire, and the regiment was ordered to +retire. Several failed to return. We knew that some of the men had been +forced to surrender, especially the wounded. Others had been killed. +Those who returned unwounded were not able, however, to give us the +names of those who had been killed or of those who had been taken +prisoners. The attack had been made in the half-light of dawn so that +our men could not be seen distinctly. They had also advanced in +extended order so as to avoid making themselves an easy target. The +half-light and the distance of one man from another made it difficult, +therefore, for anyone to see either who fell or why they fell. Most of +those who were killed or taken prisoners were therefore reported as +"missing." + +A few days later the whole Division was moved to another part of the +Front. A fresh regiment took our place, and, a few weeks later, with +adequate artillery support, carried the German trenches. After the +battle, burial parties were sent out by the regiment to bury both its +own dead and ours who had been left in the German half of No Man's Land. +Each grave was marked with the soldier's name, and his disc and paybook +were sent to our regiment as proof of his death. The War Office was +then informed that such and such a man "previously reported missing, is +now reported killed." + +There are, however, cases of missing men which cannot be explained. The +facts never come to light, and we can only guess what happened. They +may have been buried by the enemy, or they may have been buried in the +dark by some regimental burial party which could not find their discs. +They may even have been buried by a shell or blown to fragments by a +direct hit. We have no evidence. + +After the attack on Gommecourt a youth I knew had his wound dressed at +the Regimental Aid post and was seen, by more than one of his chums, +passing down the communication trench to the Advanced Dressing Station +where I happened to be. Yet he never arrived, slight though his wound +was. It was impossible for him to have got lost. His brother and I +made every possible enquiry about him, but nothing ever came to light, +and we both came to the conclusion that on his way down the trench he +had been buried by a shell. In another case an officer was wounded and +four stretcher bearers went out to bring him in. None were ever seen +again, and later, when we came into possession of the ground, the body +of none of them were found. It was scarcely possible for them to have +been taken prisoners, and they were never reported as having been +captured. We concluded, therefore, that a shell had both killed and +buried them. + +One day a rifleman reported sick to the Doctor and was sent down the +line to the Dressing Station whence he would be sent on to a Rest Camp. +He was not seriously ill, and needed no escort. It was impossible for +him to have wandered into the German lines, yet he never reported at the +Dressing Station or anywhere else. Loss of memory is very rare, but +even if that had happened to him, he could not have wandered about +behind our lines without being found and arrested. No report of his +burial ever reached us and we were led to the conclusion that he was +killed by a shell on the way down, and in such a way that all means of +identification were lost. In another case a private, wounded in the +arm, was sent down the line in company with a party of stretcher bearers +who were carrying a "lying case." Evidently he got separated from them +in the dark, and was hit by a shell, for he never reached any dressing +station, and his fate was never known. + +Conditions at the front are such that these mysterious disappearances +must inevitably occur. Every possible arrangement which circumstances +will allow is made to prevent them; but they cannot be altogether +eliminated. People at home may sometimes think that more might have been +done, but it is because they have no conception of the amazing +conditions under which the war is carried on. Every officer and private +knows that he may disappear without leaving a trace. That being so, +they, if only from common prudence and the instinct of +self-preservation, combine to reduce the danger to its lowest limits; +but, when all has been done, war is war; and nothing can rob it of its +horrors. + +Every day, officers and men die in trying to save their comrades, and +nothing could be more unjust than to blame those who survive for not +having done more to prevent others from being lost; for those who are +surviving, to-day, may become missing to-morrow, and leave no trace +behind. Officers have sometimes shown me letters from poor distracted +relatives which could never have been written if they could have +imagined the deadly peril in which the officers stood and the manifold +distractions that wore them down. Sometimes an officer's letter is +short and business-like in reply to an enquiry, but it must be +remembered that his first duty is to the living. He must hold the line +and save his men; and he has, despite the tragedy of his position, to +answer not one enquiry but scores. And before he has finished answering +all the enquiries, his own parents, perhaps, will be making enquiries +about his own fate. Our officers are the bravest and kindest-hearted +men that ever had the lives of others in their keeping; and when the +chaplain asks them for details about any missing or slain soldier, they +will go to endless trouble for him. They know what their own death will +mean to their parents; and the knowledge makes their hearts go out in +sympathy to the parents of their men, and it makes them do all that is +possible to prevent lives being lost. + +When Moses died no man knew the place of his burial. It has not been +found to this day. We know nothing of his last thoughts or of the +manner of his death. His end is a perfect mystery. But we know that he +died in the presence of God; that God strengthened him in the dread +hour; and that with His own fingers He closed the lids over the +prophet's brave, tender eyes. God buried Moses in a grave dug by His +own hands and He will know where to find the poor worn-out body of the +great patriot at the resurrection of the just. And God was with every +one of our missing lads to the last, and He knows the narrow bed in +which each lies sleeping. The grave may have no cross above it, but it +will often know the tread of an angel's feet as he comes to plant +poppies, primroses and daffodils above the resting-place of the brave. + + + + + *XII* + + *"IT MUST BE SUNDAY"* + + +The Psalmist of Israel tells us that God has "ordained" the moon and the +stars. These "flaming fires" are "ministers of His that do His +pleasure." Nor are they the only ones chosen from Nature. Mungo Park, +having laid down in the desert to die, notices beside him a tiny flower, +and it awakens hope in him. The winter of his despair is ended. He +rises again, and pushes on until he finds a human habitation where he is +cared for by native women as though he were their brother. The little +flower had been "ordained" to minister hope to a lost and despairing +traveler. + +At the Front such ministering by Nature is of common occurrence. No +Man's Land is desolate enough to look upon, but there is life there, and +music. Larks have chosen it for their nests, and amid its desolation +they rear their young. Even the pheasants have taken to some parts of +it. If we could but know the thoughts of the wounded who have lain out +there waiting for death, we should find that the moon and the stars, the +birds and the field mice, had not allowed them die without some +comforting of the spirit. + +One Sunday our regiment was resting in reserve trenches after a period +in the firing line. It was a beautiful evening, and as the sun sank +westward I administered the Sacrament of the Lord's Supper. The day was +far spent but, as the bread was broken, there came to us a vision of the +Face which the two disciples saw on another such evening in the far-off +village of Emmaus. On the way back to my billet I met a platoon of +Royal Engineers returning from the baths. One of them had been a member +of my church in London, and he dropped out to talk with me. Those who +have not been in the Expeditionary Force can hardly understand the +pleasure a man feels when he meets someone he knew in the days of peace, +or even someone who knows the street or town out of which he came. He +was full of talk, and as I listened his excitement and pleasure bubbled +over like a spring. + +"Last night," he said, "was the night of my life. I never expected to +see daylight again. Talk about a 'tight corner,' there was never one to +match it, and as you know, my chums and I have been in many. The Huns +simply plastered us with shells. The bombardment was terrific. It was +like being in a hailstorm and we expected every moment to be our last. + +"You know the trench which the infantry took yesterday? Well, we were +there. We went up at dark to fix barbed wire in front of it ready for +the counter-attack. We were out in No Man's Land for about two hours, +working as swiftly and silently as we could. Whenever the enemy sent his +lights up, we laid down, and so far we had escaped notice and were +congratulating ourselves that the work was nearly done, and that our +skins were still whole. Then, somehow, the Germans spotted us, and let +fly. It was like hell let loose. We ran to the trench for shelter, but +it seemed as if nothing could save us from such a deluge of shells. It +was just like being naked in a driving snow-storm. We felt as if there +was no trench at all, and as if the gunners could see us in the dark. +After that experience I can pity a hare with a pack of hounds after it. +But we just sat tight with such cover as we had and made the best of it. +There was nothing else to do. If we were to be killed, we should be +killed. Nothing that we could do would have made any difference. Yet, +though there didn't seem shelter for even a mouse, only one of us was +hit, and that was the sergeant. He was rather badly 'done in,' and we +could only save his life by getting him quickly to the dressing station. + +[Illustration: "HE WAS RATHER BADLY DONE IN" +_Drawn by F. Matahia for The Sphere, London_] + +"I am one of the taller and stronger men of my platoon so, of course, I +volunteered as a stretcher-bearer. There was no communication trench, +so we had no choice but to lift him up and make a dash across the open. +They were shelling us like blazes, but we dare not delay because, if we +were overtaken by daylight, it would be impossible to get him away till +the next night, and by that time he would be dead. So we decided to try +our luck. We had just lifted him up when a shell burst right on top of +us, and knocked us all down. For a minute or two I was unconscious, and +when I came round I thought I must surely be wounded, so I ran my +fingers over my body but found neither blood nor a rent in my clothes. +I was covered with chalk but that didn't matter. Except for a touch of +concussion in the brain I was none the worse, and soon pulled myself +together. The sergeant was a sight! He was half-buried, and we could +scarce see him for chalk; but we dug him out and got him on the +stretcher again. After that we sat down in the bottom of the trench till +the effect of the shock had worn off a bit, for we all felt like rats +that had been shaken by a terrier. + +"Then, as suddenly as it had started, the shelling stopped. The calm +that followed was wonderful. I never felt anything so restful before. +It was like the delicious restfulness that, sometimes, immediately +follows hours of fever. Then, as if to make it perfect, a lark rose out +of No Man's Land and began to sing. The effect on us was magical. It +was the sweetest music I have ever heard, and I shall remember it to my +dying day. The countryside was dark and silent, and, as I listened to +the lark, old days came back to mind. You remember that Saturday +midnight in the June before the war when you took us into Epping Forest +to see the dawn break over it? Well, as I listened to the lark, I was +back there in the forest. Then some impulse seized me and, hardly +knowing what I did, I cried aloud, 'Why bless me, it must be Sunday,' +and so it was, although I had forgotten. + +"Then we jumped up for we saw that the dawn was breaking and, lifting +the sergeant out of the trench, we rushed across the open ground in the +direction of the dressing station. Talk about 'feeling protected!' Why, +I felt that God was all around us--that no harm could touch us. A great +calm stole over me, and I felt utterly devoid of fear. We had, as you +know, to bring the sergeant some two miles to the dressing station, just +down the road there, but we got him safely in, and I think he will get +better." + +While we were talking, a shell burst near the trench where my men had +been taking of the Sacrament, and another burst by the roadside close to +the Engineers. With a laugh and a hearty "Good-night" he shook hands, +saluted, and ran on to rejoin his comrades. The shells were part of the +game. In London we had been in the same football team. He had kept +goal and I had played full back, and he regarded the shells that had +fallen as bad shots at goal made by the opposing team. They might have +been serious but, as it happened, the ball had each time gone out of +play. + +I waited a minute or two in the hope of getting a lift. A motor car +came along; I stopped it and got in; for at the Front everything is +Government property and more or less at one's service. I found myself +sitting by the side of a private, who had been wounded in the face and +right hand by the shell that had just fallen near the platoon of +Engineers. + +He had left his horse with a comrade, and was being driven to the +Advanced Dressing Station by a driver who, happening to pass at the +moment, had kindly offered him a lift. After a little wait at the +Dressing Station I got on the front of an ambulance car. There were +only two cases inside, and they were being taken to the Main Dressing +Station in Arras. One of them had his feet and arms tied to the +stretcher, for he was suffering from shell-shock; and three orderlies +were in charge of him. The poor fellow laughed and cried alternately +and struggled to break loose. "I'm a British soldier," he cried, "and I +will not be tied up. I've done my bit, and this is the way you pay me +out. I'll not have it." And time and again he struggled desperately to +break away. + +The orderlies in charge of him were wise and tactful as women. They +asked him questions about the fight, and he fought his battle over +again. They praised his regiment and told him it had done +magnificently, and he laughed and chuckled like a young mother, dandling +her first baby on her knee. And so, without mishap, we reached the +ruined town of Arras where nightly the shells fall among the forsaken +houses in which our soldiers are billeted. The wounded private was +carried into the hospital, and I walked away to my room in an adjoining +street. + +So ended the day which, in the hour of dawn, the dark had told the young +engineer "must be Sunday." + + + + + *XIII* + + *OUR TOMMIES NEVER FAIL US* + + +On Easter Monday, in the Battle of Arras, I saw two sights such as I +shall never forget. One revealed the kind and forgiving spirit of our +men, the other their unflinching courage. After burying three +non-commissioned officers who had been killed the day before, I reached +the Advanced Dressing Station near which our regiment was "standing to" +in a support trench. Other regiments of our Division were carrying out +the attack and, with small loss, had taken the enemy lines. The German +trenches had been blotted out by our shells but their deep dug-outs, +with machine-guns at their mouths, remained untouched, and it was almost +impossible for our soldiers to discover them until they got within a few +yards of the entrances. + +The German commander's idea was to keep his men in the shelter of the +dug-outs until our barrage lifted. They were then to rush out with +machine-guns and rifles to destroy our men who were following it up. If +the idea had been carried out, the German line would have been +impregnable for our men would have been mown down like corn before the +reaper. It failed because German human nature could not rise to the +occasion. The German soldiers had been demoralized by the safety of the +dug-outs and by the thunder of our shells above them. They cowered in +the dug-outs when they should have rushed out. The critical moment +passed, and with its passing our soldiers leapt to the entrances and +threw down hand grenades. There was a wild cry of pain and fear from +below. Arms went up and the cry of "Kamerad." The surrender was +accepted and the beaten soldiers crawled out. From some dug-outs as +many as two hundred prisoners were taken. In other parts of the line +there was a stiff fight, but, on the whole, our casualties were very +light. From my own observation I should say that we took more prisoners +than we suffered casualties. Some companies could boast a prisoner for +each man engaged in the attack. + +The Advanced Dressing Station was at the corner of Cross Roads and the +sight around it was wonderful to behold. A crowd of prisoners was +assembling ready to be marched to the cages, and wounded officers and +men, British and German, were being bandaged. The prisoners were hungry. +For some days our artillery had cut off their rations. A platoon of our +soldiers came marching by, and, to save time, eating their breakfasts as +they passed along. The prisoners looked at them with hungry eyes. Our +men saw the look and stopped. Breaking rank for a moment they passed in +and out among the prisoners and shared out their rations. "Here, +Fritzy, old boy, take this," I heard all around me, and Fritz did not +need asking twice. He took the biscuits and cheese gratefully and +eagerly. The look of trouble passed out of his eyes and he felt that he +had found friends where he had only expected to find enemies. He began +to hope for kindness in his captivity. The scene was one of pure +goodwill. + +Scarcely ever have I seen a crowd so happy. Our Tommies laughed and +cracked jokes which no German could understand, but I heard not a single +taunt or bitter word. In fact, Fritz was treated more like a pet than a +prisoner. One who had worked in London, and who spoke English, asked me +for a cup of tea for a comrade who was slightly wounded, and I got one +in the dressing station. The platoon of Tommies re-formed and marched +away to the battle and the prisoners were led off to the cages. There +were still large numbers of prisoners on the road, and they were moving +about without guards. Many of them were being used as stretcher-bearers +and they seemed to do their work out of goodwill and not of constraint. + +Their assistance was of great help to the wounded. The battle was going +well with us. Everyone felt in good heart and kindly disposed. An +officer who lay seriously wounded and waiting for a car told me of the +splendid work which his regiment had done. His eyes shone with +suppressed excitement and pride as he told the story. While he was +speaking two soldiers came limping down the road and their appearance +was greeted with a burst of laughter. One was English, the other +German. Tommy had his arm round the German's neck and was leaning on him +while Fritz, with his arm round the lad's waist, helped him along. They +came along very slowly for both were wounded, but they laughed and +talked together like long-lost brothers. Yet neither could understand a +word the other said. + +I passed down the road towards the line. Gunners of the Territorials +were hurriedly hitching their guns to the horses ready to advance to new +positions. In the ruined village a party of engineers was already +unloading a wagon of rails with which to build a light railway. I +continued along the road towards the next village. It had just fallen +into our hands and not one stone was left on another. There were scores +of wounded men hobbling back from it and I gave my arm to such as needed +it most. A badly wounded Tommy was being brought along on a wheeler by +two orderlies and as I helped them through the traffic we heard the +heavy rumble of the advancing field-guns. + +The road was cleared with the quickness of lightning. Out of the +village the batteries burst at a mad gallop and down the road they came +at break-neck speed. With the swiftness of a fire engine in a city +street the rocking guns swept past. The gunners clung to the ammunition +limbers with both hands and the drivers whipped and spurred the excited +foam-flecked horses as though they were fiery beings leaping through the +air and incapable of fatigue or weakness. Suddenly the drivers raised +their whips as a sign to those behind, and the trembling horses and +bounding guns came to a dead halt. The leading gun had overturned at a +nasty place where the road dipped down into the hollow. The rest of the +batteries stood exposed on the crest of the ridge. Before retiring the +Germans had felled all the trees that grew by the roadside so that +nothing might obstruct their line of vision. Such a catastrophe as this +was what the enemy had been hoping for. The sun shone brilliantly, and +our batteries were a direct target for the German gunners such as seldom +occurs. Our boys were caught like rats in a trap. By the side of the +road ran a shallow trench and near us two broad steps into it. We laid +the wounded lad in the bottom of the trench and sat down by his side. +Shells were falling all around and fountains of dirt and debris rose +into the air and, on five or six occasions, covered us with their spray. + +I covered the lad's face. He was barely conscious and uttered no word. +It seemed as if nothing could live in such a bombardment. A shell burst +near, and the cry of dying horses rent the air. The traces were cut and +the horses and gun-carriage drawn off the road. Every second I expected +to see the horses and drivers in front of me blown into the air and I +watched them with fascinated eyes. Not a man stirred. They sat on +their horses and gun-carriages as though they were figures in bronze. +Not a man sought the trench and not a man relieved the tension by going +forward to see what was wrong or to lend a hand. Each knew his place, +and if death sought him it would know where to find him. The horses +felt that they had brave men on their backs and, in that mysterious way +peculiar to horses, caught the spirit of their riders. Every shell +covered men and horses with chalk and soil, but they remained an +immobile as statuary. It was magnificent and it was war. A driver in +the battery beside us got wounded in the leg and hand. He jumped off +his horse and came to us to be bandaged. Then he leapt back into the +saddle. It seemed an age, but I suppose it was only a few minutes, +before the obstruction was removed. The whips flashed in the air and +the horses sprang forward. The guns rocked and swayed as they swept +past us and within a few minutes they were in their new positions under +the hill upon which lay the ruins of Neuville Vitasse. + +The shelling ceased as suddenly as it had started and we lifted out our +wounded soldier and went in the direction of the dressing station. Some +distance up the road my attention was called to one of the drivers whom +the artillery had left in the care of some privates. He was living, but +his skull was broken, and he would never wake again to consciousness. He +was fast "going West." His day was over and his work was done. I got +him lifted on to a stretcher and taken to the dressing station so that +he might die in peace and be buried in the little soldiers' cemetery +behind it. + +When I returned in the evening to our billet I told the transport +officer of the magnificent bravery of the artillery drivers. + +"Any other drivers would behave just as well, if caught in the same +trap," he replied. + +He spoke the simple truth. They would. Such supreme courage and +devotion to duty are common to the army. Their presence among all ranks +and in all sections of the army makes the fact the more wonderful. Both +officers and men love life, but they love duty more, and commanders in +drawing up their plans know that they can rely on their soldiers to +carry them out. Our Tommies never fail us whether in France, +Mesopotamia, or Palestine. Devotion to duty is inwoven with the fibers +of their hearts. They are men who, either in kindness to captives or +courage amid disaster and destruction, never fail us. + + + + + *XIV* + + *THE CROSS AT NEUVE CHAPELLE* + + +The war on the Western Front has been fought in a Roman Catholic country +where crucifixes are erected at all the chief cross-roads to remind us +that, in every moment of doubt as to the way of life, and on whichever +road we finally decide to walk, whether rough or smooth, we shall need +the Saviour and His redeeming love. We have seen a cross so often when +on the march, or when passing down some trench, that it has become +inextricably mixed up with the war. When we think of the great struggle +the vision of the cross rises before us, and when we see the cross, we +think of processions of wounded men who have been broken to save the +world. Whenever we have laid a martyred soldier to rest, we have placed +over him, as the comment on his death, a simple white cross bearing his +name. We never paint any tribute on it. None is needed, for nothing +else could speak so eloquently as a cross--a white cross. White is the +sacred color in the army of to-day, and the cross is the sacred form. +In after years there will never be any doubt as to where the line of +liberty ran that held back the flood and force of German tyranny. From +the English Channel to Switzerland it is marked for all time with the +crosses on the graves of the British and French soldiers. Whatever may +be our views about the erection of crucifixes by the wayside and at the +cross-roads, no one can deny that they have had an immense influence for +good on our men during the war in France. + +The experience of many a gallant soldier is expressed in the following +Belgian poem: + + "I came to a halt at the bend of the road; + I reached for my ration, and loosened my load; + I came to a halt at the bend of the road. + + "O weary the way, Lord; forsaken of Thee, + My spirit is faint--lone, comfortless me; + O weary the way, Lord; forsaken of Thee. + + "And the Lord answered, Son, be thy heart lifted up, + I drank, as thou drinkest, of agony's cup; + And the Lord answered, Son, be thy heart lifted up. + + "For thee that I loved, I went down to the grave, + Pay thou the like forfeit thy Country to save; + For thee that I loved, I went down to the grave. + + "Then I cried, 'I am Thine, Lord; yea, unto this last.' + And I strapped on my knapsack, and onward I passed. + Then I cried, 'I am Thine, Lord; yea, unto this last.' + + "Fulfilled is the sacrifice. Lord, is it well? + Be it said--for the dear sake of country he fell. + Fulfilled is the sacrifice. Lord, is it well?" + + +The Cross has interpreted life to the soldier and has provided him with +the only acceptable philosophy of the war. It has taught boys just +entering upon life's experience that, out-topping all history and +standing out against the background of all human life, is a Cross on +which died the Son of God. It has made the hill of Calvary stand out +above all other hills in history. Hannibal, Caesar, Napoleon--these may +stand at the foot of the hill, as did the Roman soldiers, but they are +made to look mean and insignificant as the Cross rises above them, +showing forth the figure of the Son of Man. Against the sky-line of +human history the Cross stands clearly, and all else is in shadow. The +wayside crosses at the Front and the flashes of roaring guns may not +have taught our soldiers much history, but they have taught them the +central fact of history; and all else will have to accommodate itself to +that, or be disbelieved. The Cross of Christ is the center of the +picture for evermore, and the grouping of all other figures must be +round it. + +To the soldiers it can never again be made a detail in some other +picture. Seen also in the light of their personal experience it has +taught them that as a cross lies at the basis of the world's life and +shows bare at every crisis of national and international life so, at the +root of all individual life, is a cross. They have been taught to look +for it at every parting of the ways. Suffering to redeem others and +make others happy will now be seen as the true aim of life and not the +grasping of personal pleasure or profit. They have stood where high +explosive shells thresh out the corn from the chaff--the true from the +false. They have seen facts in a light that lays things stark and bare; +and the cant talked by skeptical armchair-philosophers will move them as +little as the chittering of sparrows on the housetops. For three long +years our front-line trenches have run through what was once a village +called Neuve Chapelle. There is nothing left of it now. But there is +something there which is tremendously impressive. It is a crucifix. It +stands out above everything, for the land is quite flat around it. The +cross is immediately behind our firing trench, and within two or three +hundred yards of the German front trench. The figure of Christ is +looking across the waste of No Man's Land. Under His right arm and +under His left, are British soldiers holding the line. Two dud shells +lie at the the foot. One is even touching the wood, but though hundreds +of shells must have swept by it, and millions of machine-gun bullets, it +remains undamaged. Trenches form a labyrinth all round it. When our +men awake and "stand-to" at dawn the first sight they see is the cross; +and when at night they lie down in the side of the trench, or turn into +their dug-outs, their last sight is the cross. It stands clear in the +noon-day sun; and in the moonlight it takes on a solemn grandeur. + +I first saw it on a November afternoon when the sun was sinking under +heavy banks of cloud, and it bent my mind back to the scene as it must +have been on the first Good Friday, when the sun died with its dying +Lord, and darkness crept up the hill of Calvary and covered Him with its +funeral pall to hide His dying agonies from the curious eyes of +unbelieving men. I had had tea in a dug-out, and it was dark when I +left. Machine-guns were sweeping No Man's Land to brush back enemies +that might be creeping towards us through the long grass; and the air +was filled with a million clear, cracking sounds. Star-shells rose and +fell and their brilliant lights lit up the silent form on the cross. + +For three years, night and day, Christ has been standing there in the +midst of our soldiers, with arms outstretched in blessing. They have +looked up at Him through the clear starlight of a frosty night; and they +have seen His pale face by the silver rays of the moon as she has sailed +her course through the heavens. In the gloom of a stormy night they +have seen the dark outline, and caught a passing glimpse of Christ's +effigy by the flare of the star-shells. What must have been the +thoughts of the sentries in the listening posts as all night long they +have gazed at the cross; or of the officers as they have passed down the +trench to see that all was well; or of some private sleeping in the +trench and, being awakened by the cold, taking a few steps to restore +blood-circulation? Deep thoughts, I imagine, much too deep for words of +theirs or mine. + +And when the Battle of Neuve Chapelle was raging and the wounded, whose +blood was turning red the grass, looked up at Him, what thoughts must +have been theirs then? Did they not feel that He was their big Brother +and remember that blood had flowed from Him as from them; that pain had +racked Him as it racked them; and that He thought of His mother and of +Nazareth as they thought of their mother and the little cottage they +were never to see again? When their throats became parched and their +lips swollen with thirst did they not remember how He, too, had cried +for a drink; and, most of all, did they not call to mind the fact that +He might have saved Himself, as they might, if He had cared more for His +own happiness than for the world's? As their spirits passed out through +the wounds in their bodies would they not ask Him to remember them as +their now homeless souls knocked at the gate of His Kingdom? He had +stood by them all through the long and bloody battle while hurricanes of +shells swept over and around Him. I do not wonder that the men at the +Front flock to the Lord's Supper to commemorate His death. They will +not go without it. If the Sacrament be not provided, they ask for it. +At home there was never such a demand for it as exists at the Front. +There is a mystic sympathy between the trench and the Cross, between the +soldier and his Saviour. + +And yet, to those who willed the war and drank to the day of its coming, +even the Cross has no sacredness. It is to them but a tool of war. An +officer told me that during the German retreat from the Somme they +noticed a peculiar accuracy in the enemy's firing. The shells followed +an easily distinguishable course. So many casualties occurred from this +accurate shelling that the officers set themselves to discover the +cause. They found that the circle of shells had for its center the +cross-roads, and that at the cross-roads was a crucifix that stood up +clearly as a land-mark. Evidently the crosses were being used to guide +the gunners, and was causing the death of our men. But a more +remarkable thing came to light. The cross stood close to the road, and +when the Germans retired they had sprung a mine at the cross-roads to +delay our advance. Everything near had been blown to bits by the +explosion except the crucifix which had not a mark upon it. And yet it +could not have escaped, except by a miracle. They therefore set +themselves to examine the seeming miracle and came across one of the +most astounding cases of fiendish cunning. They found that the Germans +had made a concrete socket for the crucifix so that they could take it +out or put it in at pleasure. Before blowing up the cross-roads they had +taken the cross out of its socket and removed it to a safe distance, +then, when the mine had exploded, they put the cross back so that it +might be a landmark to direct their shooting. And now they were using +Christ's instrument of redemption as an instrument for men's +destruction. + +But our young officers resolved to restore the cross to its work of +saving men. They waited till night fell, and then removed the cross to +a point a hundred or two yards to the left. When in the morning the +German gunners fired their shells their observers found that the shells +fell too far wide of the cross and they could make nothing of the +mystery. It looked as if someone had been tampering with their guns in +the night. To put matters right they altered the position of their guns +so that once more the shells made a circle round the cross. And +henceforth our soldiers were safe, for the shells fell harmlessly into +the outlying fields. Nor was this the only time during their retreat +that the Germans put the cross to this base use and were foiled in their +knavery. + +When a nation scraps the Cross of Christ and turns it into a tool to +gain an advantage over its opponents, it becomes superfluous to ask who +began the war, and folly to close our eyes to the horrors and +depravities which are being reached in the waging of it. + +There is a new judgment of the nations now proceeding and who shall +predict what shall be? The Cross of Christ is the arbiter, and our +attitude towards it decides our fate. I have seen the attitude of our +soldiers towards the cross at Neuve Chapelle and towards that for which +it stands; and I find more comfort in their reverence for Christ and +Christianity than in all their guns and impediments of war. + +The Cross of Christ towers above the wrecks of time, and the nations +will survive that stand beneath its protecting arms in the trenches of +righteousness, liberty and truth. + + + + + *XV* + + *THE CHILDREN OF OUR DEAD* + + +There are times when we get away from the Front for a rest. We hear no +more the sound of the guns, but give ourselves up to the silence and +charm of the country. Before going into the Somme fighting we were +billeted for ten days in the neighboring village to Cressy; and as the +anniversary of the battle came that week the colonel chose the day for a +march to the battlefield. The owner of the field, when the old windmill +stood, from which King Edward III directed his army, came to meet us and +describe the battle. When the war is over he is going to erect a +monument on the spot to the memory of the French and British troops who +in comradeship have died fighting against the common foe. + +They were happy days that we spent around Cressy. The last that some +were destined to know this side of the Great Divide. The bedroom next +to mine was occupied by two fine young officers of utterly different +type. One was a Greek whose father had taken out naturalization papers +and loved the country of his adoption with a worshiping passion that +would shame many native born. The other was a charming, argumentative, +systematic, theological student of Scots parentage. The night before we +left, the Greek accidentally broke his mirror and was much upset. It +was, he said, a token that Death was about to claim him. The Scot +laughed heartily, for he had not a trace of the superstitious in him; +or, if he had--which was more than likely--it was kept under by his +strong reasoning faculties. + +"If you are to be killed," he replied, "I am to be killed too, for I +also have broken my mirror." + +He spoke the words in jest, or with hardly a discernible undercurrent of +seriousness; but they were true words nevertheless. The two bed-mates +were killed in the same battle a week or two later. I had tea with them +in their dug-out on the eve of the fight. They were to take up their +positions in an hour, but the student could not resist having just one +more argument. He directed the conversation to the New Theology, and to +German philosophers and Biblical scholars. He simply talked me off my +feet, for he possessed the most brilliant intellect in the regiment, +combined with self-reliance and perfect modesty. Then the conversation +turned to the question of taking a tot of rum before going over the +parapet. He was a rigid teetotaler, "for," said he, "drink is the ruin +of my country." He was opposed to the idea of taking rum to help one's +courage or allay his fears. He would not, he said, go under with his +eyes bandaged. He would take a good look at Death and dare him to do +his worst. He was superb, and Death never felled a manlier man. +Browning would have loved him as his own soul for he had Browning's +attitude to life exactly, and could have sung with him, + + "Fear death? ... + I was ever a fighter, so--one fight more, + The best and the last! + I would hate that death bandaged my eyes, and forbore, + And bade me creep past. + No! let me taste the whole of it, fare like my peers + The heroes of old, + Bear the brunt, in a minute pay glad life's arrears + Of pain, darkness and cold. + For sudden the worst turns best to the brave, + The black minute's at end, + And the elements' rage, the fiend-voices that rave, + Shall dwindle, shall blend, + Shall change, shall become first a peace out of pain, + Then a light... + And with God be the rest!" + + +He was found with his "body against the wall where the forts of folly +fall." His brave, intelligent face was completely blown away. His Greek +friend was wounded, and while being dressed in a shell-hole by his +servant, was hit again and killed. + +Some weeks later all that remained of the regiment was drawn out to a +little village some miles from Amiens, and very similar to the one we +had occupied near Cressy. We were taken to it in motor-'buses for the +men were too exhausted to march, and the days spent there were days of +great delight. We had a glorious, crowded-out service on the Sunday. It +was both a thanksgiving and a memorial service, and I spoke to the men +on "The Passing of the Angels." + +"When the music ceased," I said, "and the herald-angels departed, the +sky became very empty, cold and gray to the Shepherds; and they said one +to another, 'let us now go even unto Bethlehem.' And they went and +found out Jesus. If the angels had stayed the shepherds would have +stayed with them. The angels had to come to point them to Jesus but, +that done, they had to go away to make the shepherds desire Jesus and +seek Him. 'When the half-gods go the gods arrive.' The angels had to +make room for Jesus and the second best had to yield place to the best. +When John the Baptist was killed his disciples went in their sorrow to +Jesus; and having lost our noble comrades, we must go to Him also. The +best in our friends came from Jesus as the sweet light of the moon comes +from the sun; and we must go to the Source. If we find and keep to +Jesus, sooner or later we shall find our lost friends again, for 'them +also which sleep in Jesus will God bring with him!'" + +In some such words I tried to comfort those who had left their comrades +behind in the graves on the Somme; for I know how deeply they felt the +loss. During the week we had dinner parties, and all kinds of jolly +social intercourse. It was amusing to see the delight everyone felt at +having a bed to sleep in. "Look Padre, at these white sheets," an +officer cried as I passed his window. He was as merry over them as if a +rich maiden aunt had remembered him in her will. Some got "leave" home, +and were so frankly joyful about it that it made the rest of us both +glad and envious. We made up for it somewhat by getting leave to spend +an occasional day in Amiens. There I went into the glorious cathedral. +Almost the whole of the front was sandbagged, but even thus, it was a +"thing of beauty" and has become for me a "joy forever." + +Except Rouen Cathedral I have seen nothing to equal it. Notre Dame, +with its invisible yet clinging tapestry of history, is more deeply +moving. But it is sadder--more sombre. Something of the ugliness and +tragedy of by-gone days peep out in it; but Amiens Cathedral is a thing +of pure joy and beauty. It suggests fairies, while Notre Dame suggests +goblins. + +While I was looking at its glorious rose-windows which were casting +their rich colors on the pillars, a father and his two children came in. +The man and son dipped their fingers in the shell of holy water, crossed +their foreheads and breasts with the water, and were passing on; but the +little girl who was too short to reach the shell, took hold of her +father's arm and pulled him back. She, too, wished to dip her fingers +in holy water, and make the sign of the cross over her mind and heart. +The father yielded to her importunity and touched her hand with his wet +fingers. She made the sacred sign and was satisfied. The father and son +had remembered their own needs but forgotten the child's. + +After all the tragic happenings on the Somme why should this little +incident linger in my memory like a primrose in a crater? Did it not +linger _because_ of the tragedy of the preceding weeks? I had been +living weeks together without seeing a child and after the slaughter of +youth which I had witnessed the sight of a child in a cathedral was +inexpressibly beautiful. The father's neglect of its finer needs gave +me pain. We have lost so many young men, that every child and youth +left to us ought to be cared for as the apple of our eye. We have lost +more than our young men. We have lost those who would have been their +children. The little ones who might have been, have gone to their +graves with their fathers. + +The old recruiting cry, "the young and single first" was necessary from +a military standpoint but, from a merely human point of view, I could +never see much justice in it. The young had no responsibility, direct +or indirect, for the war. They were given life and yet before they +could taste it, they were called upon to die in our behalf. We who are +older have tasted of life and love; the residue of our years will be +much the same as those that have gone before; there will be little of +surprise or newness of experience. Perhaps, too, we have living +memorials of ourselves, so that if we die, our personality and name will +still live on. Our death will only be partial. While William Pitt lived +could it be said that Lord Chatham had died? His body was dead, truly, +but his spirit found utterance in the British House of Commons every +time his son spoke, and Napoleon felt the strength of his arm as truly +did Montcalm on the Heights of Abraham. I should not have mourned the +loss of the young Scot and the Greek so much, had they left to the world +some image and likeness of themselves. In dying, they gave more than +themselves to death; + + "Those who would have been + Their sons they gave--their immortality." + + +After a summer on the Somme, I have come to understand something of how +fear of the devouring maw of Time became almost an obsession with +Shakespeare. Death had taken from him some of the dearest intimates of +his heart, and taken them young. And so, like the sound of a +funeral-bell echoing down the lane where lovers walk, there is heard +through all his sonnets and poems of love the approaching footsteps of +death. Sometimes the footsteps sound faintly, but they are seldom +absent. How then would he have felt in a war like this, in which the +"young and single" have gone out by the hundred thousand to prematurely +die? + +Others, however, who have given their lives were married men, and they +have left images of themselves in trust to the nation. We know the last +thoughts of a dying father. Captain Falcon Scott as he lay dying at the +South Pole has expressed them for all time. "Take care of the boy," he +said, "there should be good stuff in him." He found comfort in the +reflection that he would, though he died, live on in his son; but he was +saddened by the thought that the son would have to face the battle of +life without a father to back him up. The boy would therefore need +special "care." + +On the evening of the first battle of the Somme I spoke to a young +officer as he lay in a bed at the Field Ambulance. He had lost his +right arm and he told me how it had happened. He was charging across No +Man's Land when a shell cut it off near the shoulder, and flung it +several yards away. As he saw it fall to the ground the sight so +overcame him that he cried aloud in distress, "Oh my arm! My beautiful +arm." He was still mourning its loss, so, to comfort him, I told him +that Nelson lost _his_ right arm and won the Battle of Trafalgar after +he had lost it. Like Nelson, I told him, he would learn to write with +his left hand and still do a man's job. He would not be useless in life +as he feared. When the children of our dead soldiers charge across No +Man's Land in the battle of life they will think of their lost fathers, +and the agonizing cry of the young wounded soldier will rise to their +lips, "Oh my arm, my beautiful arm." The State is providing artificial +arms for our wounded soldiers. Will it be a right arm to the children +of its dead? Will it be a father to the fatherless and a husband to the +widow? Unless it is ready for this sacred task, it had no right to ask +for and accept the lives of these men. + +The State, with the help of the Church, must resolve that no child shall +suffer because its father was a hero and patriot. The State must help +the child to the shell of holy water without the little one having to +pull at its arm to remind it of its duties. If the children of our dead +soldiers lack education, food, moral and spiritual guidance, or a proper +start in life, no words will be condemnatory enough to adequately +describe the nation's crime and ingratitude. They are the sons and +daughters of heroes and there "should be good stuff" in them. It is the +nation's privilege, as well as its duty, to take the place of their +fathers. + +A few days later I walked into Arras from the neighboring village. +There were guns all along the road, and there was not a house but bore +the mark of shells. Some of the civilians had remained, but these were +mostly old people who could not settle elsewhere, and who preferred to +die at home rather than live in a strange place. One house impressed me +greatly. It had been badly damaged but, its garden was untouched and in +it were half a dozen rose-trees. It was the beginning of spring, and +each tree was covered over with sacking to preserve it from the cold and +fragments of shells. The owner did not care sufficiently for his own +life to move away, but he cared for the life of his roses. And so, when +the summer came there were roses in at least one garden in Arras. + +The noise of the guns was terrific and the old man had to live in the +cellar, but he found leisure of soul to cultivate his roses. His action +was one of the most beautiful things I have seen in the entire war. The +children of our homes are more beautiful than Arras roses, and more +difficult to rear. May we trust our country not to neglect them? Will +she save them from the mark of the shell, and help them to grow up to a +full and perfect loveliness? Our dying soldiers have trusted her to do +it. From their graves they plead, + + "If ye break faith with us who die, + We shall not sleep, though poppies blow + In Flanders fields." + + + + + *XVI* + + *A FUNERAL UNDER FIRE* + + +It was in a ruined village behind the trenches. A fatigue party had +just come out of the line, and was on its way to rest-billets in the +next village. The men were tired so they sat down to rest in the +deserted street. Suddenly, a scream, as from a disembodied spirit, +pierced the air. There was a crash, a cloud of smoke, and five men lay +dead on the pavement, and twelve wounded. Next morning I was asked to +bury one of the dead. Under a glorious July sky a Roman Catholic +chaplain and I cycled between desolate fields into the village. A +rifleman guided us down a communication-trench till we came to the +cemetery. It was a little field fenced with trees. There we found a +Church of England chaplain. He and the Catholic chaplain had two men +each to bury. + +A burial party was at work on the five graves. It was the fatigue party +of the evening before, and the men were preparing the last resting place +of those who had died at their side. They worked rapidly, for all the +morning the village had been under a bombardment which had not as yet +ceased. Before they had finished they were startled by the familiar but +fatal scream of a shell and threw themselves on the ground. It burst a +short distance away without doing harm, and the soldiers went on with +their work, as if nothing had happened. When the graves were ready, two +of the bodies were brought out and lowered with ropes. The Church of +England chaplain read the burial service over them, and we all stood +round as mourners. Two more bodies were brought out and we formed a +circle round them while the Roman Catholic chaplain read the burial +service of his Church--chiefly, in Latin. There now remained but one, +and he, in turn, was quietly lowered into his grave. He was still +wearing his boots and uniform and was wrapped around with his blanket. + + "No useless coffin enclosed his breast, + Not in sheet or in shroud we wound him; + But he lay like a warrior taking his rest + With his martial cloak around him." + + +All his comrades who had been with him in the dread hour of death were +mourning by his grave, and standing with them were his officer and two +chaplains. I read the full service as it is given in our Prayer Book. +It was all that one could do for him. The Catholic chaplain had +sprinkled consecrated water on the bodies and I sprinkled consecrated +soil. Was it not in truth holy soil? Behind me was one long, common +grave in which lay buried a hundred and ten French soldiers; "110 +Braves" was the inscription the cross bore. In front of me were three +rows of graves in which were lying British soldiers. French and British +soldiers were mingling their dust. In death, as in life, they were not +divided. + +I felt led to offer no prayer for the lad at my feet, nor for his dead +comrades. He needed no prayer of mine; rather did I need his. He was +safe home in port. The storm had spent itself and neither rock, nor +fog, nor fire would trouble him again. His living comrades and I were +still out in the storm, battling towards the land. He had no need of +us, but his parents and comrades had need of him. We were there to pay +a tribute to his life and death, to pray for his loved ones, and to +learn how frail we are and how dependent upon Him who is beyond the +reach of the chances and changes of this mortal life. + +I was half way through the recital of the last prayer--"We bless Thy +Holy Name for all Thy servants departed this life in Thy faith and +fear"--when that fatal, well-known scream, as of a vulture darting down +on its prey, again tore the air. The men, as they had been taught, +dropped to the ground like stones. My office demanded that I should +continue the prayer, and leave with God the decision as to how it should +end. There was a crash, and the branches of the trees overhead trembled +as some fragments of shell smote them. But there was nothing more. The +men rose as quickly as they had fallen, and all were reverently standing +to attention before the last words of the prayer found utterance. The +graves were filled in and we went our several ways. Next day white +crosses were placed over the five mounds, and we bade them a long and +last farewell. + + + + + *XVII* + + *A SOLDIER'S CALVARY* + + +There is one afternoon on the Somme that stands out in my memory like a +dark hill when the sun has sunk below the verge and left a lingering bar +of red across the sky. It was a Calvary thick with the bodies of our +men. I was looking for the Westminsters and they were difficult to +find. I passed over one trench and reached another. There I asked the +men if they knew where the Westminsters were, and they expressed the +opinion that the regiment was in the trench ahead. There was no +communication trench so I followed a fatigue-party for some distance +which was marching in single file, and carrying hand-grenades to the +firing line. They turned to the right and I kept straight on. Every few +yards I passed rifles reversed and fastened in the ground by their +bayonets. They marked the graves of the dead. A few soldiers, but +newly killed, were still lying out. + +At last I reached a trench and found in it a number of Westminsters. +They were signalers on special duty, and they told me that I had already +passed the regiment on my left. The poor fellows were in a sad plight. +The weather was cold and they were without shelter. There were German +dug-outs but they were partly blown in and full of German dead. The +stench that rose from these, and from the shallow graves around, was +almost unbearable. Yet there amid falling shells, the lads had to remain +day and night. Their rations were brought to them, but as every ounce +of food and drop of water, in addition to the letters from home, had to +be brought on pack mules through seven or eight miles of field tracks in +which the mules struggled on up to the knees in sticky mud and sometimes +up to the belly, it was impossible for the regiment to receive anything +beyond water and "iron rations," i.e., hard biscuits. Water was so +precious that not a drop could be spared to wash faces or clean teeth +with, and I always took my own water-bottle and food, to avoid sharing +the scanty supplies of the officers. After a little time spent with the +signalers I moved up the trench and looked in at the little dug-out of +the Colonel commanding. All the officers present, bearded almost beyond +recognition, were sitting on the floor. The enemy had left a small red +electric light, which added an almost absurd touch of luxury to the +miserable place. Farther up the trench I found the Brigade Staff +Captain in a similar dug-out and after making inquiries as to the +position of the Queen's Westminster Regiment which was my objective, I +left to find it; for the sun was already setting. The path was across +the open fields, and the saddest I have ever trod. I was alone and had +but little idea of location, but it was impossible to miss the path. On +the right and left, it was marked at every few steps with dead men. +Most of them were still grasping their rifles. They had fallen forward +as they rushed over the ground, and their faces--their poor, blackened, +lipless faces--were towards the foe. There had, as yet, been no +opportunity to bury them for the ground was still being shelled and the +burial parties had been all too busily engaged in other parts of the +field. I longed to search for their identity discs that I might know +who they were and make a note of the names; but I had to leave it to the +burial party. I was already feeling sick with the foul smells in the +trench and the sights on the way, and lacked the strength to look for +the discs around the wrists and necks of the poor, decomposed bodies. +It had to be left to men of the burial party whose nerves were somewhat +more hardened to the task by other experiences of the kind. It was a +new Calvary on which I was standing. These poor bodies miles from home +and with no woman's hands to perform the last offices of affection were +lying there as the price of the world's freedom. + +Would that all who talk glibly of freedom and justice might have seen +what I saw on that dreary journey, that they might the better realize +the spiritual depths of liberty and righteousness, and the high cost at +which they are won for the race. It is fatally easy to persuade +ourselves that there is no need for us to tread the bitter path of +suffering and death--that we can achieve freedom and justice by being +charitable, and by talking amiably to our enemies. We try to believe +that they are as anxious to achieve liberty for the world as we are, +that they are striving to bind mankind in fetters of iron, only through +lack of knowledge as to our intentions. Their hearts and intentions are +good but they are misled, and after a little talk with them around a +table they would put off their "shining armor" and become angels of +light carrying palm branches in place of swords and fetters. + +This is a mighty pleasant theory, only it is not true; and we cannot get +rid of evil by ignoring it, nor of the devil by buying him a new suit. +There are men willing to die to destroy liberty, just as there are +others willing to die in its defense. It is not that they do not +understand liberty. They _do_, and that is why they wish to destroy it. +It is the enemy of their ideal. Whether liberty will survive or not, +depends upon whether there are more men inspired to die in defending +liberty, than there are willing to die in opposing it. A thing lives +while men love it sufficiently well to die for it. We get what we +deserve; and readiness to die for it is the price God has put on +liberty. + +Words are things too cheap to buy it. When someone suggested +establishing a new religion to supersede Christianity, Voltaire is +reported to have asked if the founder were willing to be crucified for +it? Otherwise, it would stand no chance of success. It was a deep +criticism, and showed that Voltaire was no fool. Blood is the test, not +words. A nation can only achieve liberty when it is determined to be +free or die. "Whosoever shall seek to save his life shall lose it." +"Never man spake" as Christ spake, but He did not save the world by +talking to it, but by dying for it. Outpoured blood, not outpoured +words, is the proof of moral convictions and the means of their +propaganda; our soldiers may not be learned in some things, but they +have learned _that_. They know the cause will win which has most moral +power, and that the cause with most moral strength will prove itself to +be the one with most martyrs. And the side with most men ready to be +martyrs will outstay the other. The spirit of martyrdom, not +negotiation, is the path to liberty and peace. You cannot negotiate +with a tiger. The dispute is too simple for negotiation. You have to +kill the tiger, or yourself be killed. + +While I was on leave, a man told me that he had asked some soldiers from +the Front why they were fighting, and they could not tell him. +Probably. All the deepest things are of life beyond telling. No true +man can tell why he loves his wife or children. This trust in words, in +being able to "tell why," is truly pathetic. I would not trust a wife's +love if she could tell her husband exactly _why_ she loved him; nor +would I trust our soldiers not to turn tail in battle if they could +_tell_ just why they are fighting. They cannot _tell_, but with their +poor lipless faces turned defiantly against the foe they can _show_ why +they are fighting. Let those who want to know the soldiers' reason _why_ +they fight go and see them there on the blasted field of battle, not ask +them when they come home on leave. The lips of a soldier perish +_first_, as his dead body lies exposed on the battlefield; his rifle he +clutches to the last; and it is a lesson terrible enough for even the +densest talker to understand. + +The dead lads lying out in the open with their rifles pointing towards +the enemy voice their reason why loud enough for the deaf to hear and +the world to heed. Ideals must be died for if they are to be realized +on earth, for they have bitter enemies who stick at nothing. And we +have to defend our ideal with our lives or be cravens and let it perish. + +History, with unimportant variations, is constantly repeating itself; +and in nothing is it so consistent as in the price it puts on liberty. +The lease of liberty runs out; the lease has to be renewed, and it is +renewed by suffering and martyrdom. The dear dead lads whom I saw on +that terrible afternoon were renewing the lease. With their bodies they +had marked out a highway over which the peoples of the earth may march +to freedom and to justice. + +The view, all too common, that our soldiers regard the war as a kind of +picnic, and an attack as a sort of rush for the goal in a game of +football, is false--false as sin. It is a view blind to the whole +psychology of the war, and misses the meaning of our soldiers' gayety as +much as it ignores their fear and sorrow. The trenches are a Gethsemane +to them and their prayer is, "Our Father, all things are possible unto +Thee: take away this cup from me: nevertheless not what I will, but what +Thou wilt." + +One day, when I went into a mess-room in which letters were being +censored, an officer said to me, "Read this, Padre, there's a reference +to you, and a candid expression of a man's attitude towards religion." + +I took the letter and it read: "Our chaplain isn't far out when he says, +in his book, that though we may speak lightly of the church we don't +think or speak lightly of Christ. However careless we may be when we are +out of the trenches, when we are in we all pray. There is nothing else +we can do." + +I have been eighteen months with a fighting regiment on the Front, and I +have never spoken to any officer who did not regard it as a mathematical +certainty that, unless he happened to fall sick or be +transferred--neither of which he expected--he would be either killed or +wounded. And I agreed with him without saying it. He does not even +hope to escape wounds. They are inevitable if he stays long enough; for +one battle follows another and his time comes. He only hopes to escape +death and the more ghastly wounds. He hopes the wound when it comes +will be a "cushy one." The men take the same view. The period before +going into the trenches, or into battle, is to them like the Garden of +Gethsemane was to Christ; they are "exceeding sorrowful" and in their +presence I have often felt as one who stood "as it were, a stone's +throw" from them. They are going out with the expectation of meeting +death. + +On the 1st of July, 1916, twenty officers in our regiment went over the +top. Nineteen were killed or wounded and the one who returned to the +regiment was suffering from shell-shock and had to be sent home. +Although our losses are much lower now, the officers and men experience +the agony and bloody sweat of Gethsemane rather than the pleasure of a +picnic in Epping Forest. This explains, too, their gayety. It is the +happiness of men who know that they are doing their bit for the world's +good, and playing the man, not the cad. The rise of happiness into +gayety is the natural reaction from the sorrow and alarm which have been +clouding their hearts. In peace time they will never know either the +intensity of joy or sorrow they know now. A man never feels so truly +humorous as when he is sad. Humor is a kind of inverted sadness. The +most exquisite sadness produces the most exquisite humor as the deepest +wells give the sweetest, purest and coldest water. + + Tears and laughter are never far from one another, + The heart overflows on one side, and then on the other. + + +Our soldiers' minds are not filled with thoughts of Germans, but with +thoughts of the friends they have left behind them. Nor do they often +think of killing Germans. They neither think so much of the Germans nor +so bitterly of them as do the people at home. The Germans have not the +same prominence in the picture. Deeds relieve their emotions in regard +to the Germans and leave their hearts open for the things and folk they +love. + +It is commonly supposed (and this idea is fostered by some war +correspondents), that when our men go over the top they are possessed +with a mad lust to kill Germans. The ultimate aim of a general planning +a battle is to kill Germans no doubt, for that is the only way to +achieve victory; and if the Germans do not want to be killed they know +what to do. Let them surrender or retire. The private agrees with the +general in the necessity for killing Germans, but that is not what he is +thinking of when he goes over the top; nor is it what we should be +thinking of in his place. He is thinking of the Germans killing him. +Life is sweet at nineteen or one-and-twenty. It pleads to be spared a +little longer. A lad does not want to die; and as he goes over the +parapet he is thinking less of taking German lives than of losing his +own. He knows that German heads will not fit English shoulders, and +that, however many enemy lives he may take, none of them will restore +his own if he loses it, as he is quite likely to do. He is going out to +be mutilated or to die. That is his standpoint whatever may be the +general's or the war-correspondent's. He goes for his country's sake +and the right. It is his duty, and there is an end of it. + +Most of the killing in modern war is done by the artillery and +machine-guns. Comparatively few men have seen the face of an enemy they +know themselves to have killed. A regiment goes out to be shot at, +rather than to shoot. Unless this simple fact be grasped, the mentality +of the soldier cannot be understood. The lust for killing Germans would +never take a man out of his dug-out; but the love of his country and the +resolve to do his duty will take him out and lead him over the top. It +is what he volunteered for, but it goes hard when the time comes for all +that. + +The unburied men I saw had, but a short while ago, no idea of becoming +soldiers. They were the light of a home and the stay of a business. +With that they were content. But the challenge came; and they went out +to defend the right against the wrong--the true against the false. They +toiled up a new Calvary "with the cross that turns not back," and now +they lie buried in a strange land. They have lost all for themselves, +but they have gained all for us and for those who will come after us. +Yet although they saved others, themselves they could not save. + + + + + *XVIII* + + *THE HOSPITAL TRAIN* + + +We were carried from our regiments to the hospital in ambulance cars. +I, and several others, had trench fever. Some were suffering from gas +poisoning. One lovely boy--for he was nothing more--was near to death +with "mustard" gas. The doctor at the Dressing Station had opened a +vein and bled him of a pint of blood. It was the only hope of saving +him. But as the car bumped over the rough roads and the gas in his +lungs grew more suffocating he almost despaired of reaching the hospital +alive. Others were wounded; and one had appendicitis. After a period +in hospital, during which we were honored with a visit by General Byng, +it was decided that we should go to the Base. We lay down on +stretchers, and orderlies carried us to the waiting cars. At the +station we were lifted into the hospital train. The racks had been +taken down and stretchers put in their places. These were reserved for +the "lying cases." The "sitting cases" occupied the seats--one to each +corner. It was afternoon and as soon as the train began to move tea was +served. The train sped on and, about sun-set, a most excellent dinner +was provided by the orderlies on board. + +It was the time of the new moon. "Keep the window open," said one, "it +is unlucky to see the new moon through glass, and we need all the good +luck we can get," and he avoided looking through the glass until he had +seen the moon through the open window. We chatted, read our magazines, +or slept--just as we felt inclined. The night wore on and at about two +o'clock we reached Rouen. Cars rushed us to one of the Red Cross +hospitals. A doctor slipped out of bed, examined our cards, decided in +which wards we should be put, and orderlies led or carried us thither. +A nurse showed each of us to his room. We were got to bed and another +nurse brought some tea. Next morning we were examined and put down for +removal across the Channel. + +The nurses are radiant as sunshine, and diffuse a spirit of merriment +throughout the hospital. It was a pure joy to be under their care. At +three o'clock the following morning, without previous warning, a nurse +came and awakened us. We had half an hour to dress. Another nurse then +came round with a dainty breakfast. We were then put into cars and +taken to the hospital train. It left as dawn was breaking, and we were +on our way to "Blighty." We had a comfortable journey and reached Havre +about nine. Orderlies carried us on board ship and we were taken to our +cots. Breakfast was served immediately. We felt a huge content; and +hoped to be across by night. But the ship remained by the quay all day. +In the evening it moved out of the harbor and lay near its mouth. +Towards midnight it slipped its anchor and headed for home. + +All had received life-belts and a card directing us which boat to make +for, should the ship be torpedoed. Mine was "Boat 5, Starboard." My +neighbor on the right had been on a torpedoed boat once and had no +desire to be on another. The lights of the ship were obscured or put +out, and we silently stole over the waters towards the much desired +haven. There was no sound but the steady thump of the engines, and we +were soon asleep. Shortly after dawn we awoke to find ourselves in +Southampton Water. A water-plane drew near, settled like a gull on the +water, and then plowed its way through the waves with the speed of a +motor-boat. + +About nine o'clock we were carried off the boat to the station. Women +workers supplied us with telegraph forms, confectionery and cigarettes; +orderlies brought us tea. We were then taken to the train. It was even +more comfortable than the hospital trains in France; and we had women +nurses. On each side of the train, for its full length, were +comfortable beds and we were able to sit up or recline at our pleasure. +Lunch was served on board, and of a character to tempt the most ailing +man. No shortage of food is allowed to obtain on the hospital train. +It has the first claim on the food supply and it has the first claim to +the railroad. It stops at no station except for its own convenience. +Even the King's train stops to let the hospital train pass. + +We were under the care of a nurse who had reached middle life. She had +been on a torpedoed hospital ship! on one that struck a mine without +bursting it; and on another that collided with a destroyer in the dark. +She was greatly disappointed at the decision which had removed nurses +from the hospital ships because of the danger from submarines. She +fully appreciated the chivalry of the men who would not let their women +be drowned; but it had robbed the women of a chance of proving their +devotion, and she could not see why the men should do all the dying. +The women were ready to meet death with the men and as their mates and +equals. Their place was with the wounded whatever might befall, and +they were ready. + +Hospital trains have run daily for three years now, and human nature can +get used to anything. We thought, therefore, that the people would have +become used to the hospital train. But greater surprise never gladdened +a man's heart than the one which awaited us as we steamed out of +Southampton. All the women and children by the side of the railway were +at their windows or in their gardens, waving their hands to us. And all +the way to Manchester the waving of welcoming hands never ceased. At +every station the porters doffed their caps to the hospital train as it +sped past. There was not a station large or small that did not greet us +with a group of proud smiling faces. Our eyes were glued to the windows +all the way. For one day in our lives, at least, we were kings, and our +procession through "England's green and pleasant land" was a royal one. +We passed through quiet country districts but at every wall or fence +there were happy faces. We wondered where they all came from, and how +they knew of our coming. There were tiny children sitting on all the +railway fences waving hands to us. One little girl of four or five was +sitting on the fence by a country station and waving her little hand. +We had not seen English children for months and Pope Gregory spoke the +truth ages ago when he said that they are "not Angles but Angels." The +sight of them after so long an absence was as refreshing to the spirit +as the sight of violets and primroses after a long and bitter winter. + +At Birmingham the train made its only stop. Men and women of the St. +John Ambulance Association boarded the train and supplied us with tea; +and, as the train moved out, stood at attention on the platform. At +Manchester we received a warm welcome that told us we were in +Lancashire. Men and women helped us to the waiting cars and handed cups +of tea to us. It was raining of course--being Manchester--but as we +passed near a railway arch a waiting crowd rushed out into the rain and +startled us with a cry of welcome which was also a cry of pain. Most of +the men in the cars were Lancashire lads and in the welcome given them +there were tears as well as smiles. Lancashire has a great heart as well +as a long head. It suffers with those who suffer and the cry of the +heart was heard in the welcome of its voice. There was a welcome too, +at the door of the hospital and at the door of each ward. Water was +brought to our bedside, and then a tray bearing a well-cooked dinner. + +We had reached home. + + + + + *XIX* + + *AFTER WINTER, SPRING* + + +A man's heart must be dead within him if, under the summer sun, he can +look on the desolated ground of the Western battle-front without feeling +emotions of joy and hope. In the winter-time the clumps of blasted +trees looked like groups of forsaken cripples. Their broken branches +stood out against the gray sky in utter nakedness, as if appealing to +heaven against the inhumanity of man. In a way, it was more depressing +to pass a ruined wood than a destroyed village. Some of the trees had +all their limbs shattered; others, thicker than a man's body, were cut +clean through the middle; others, again, were torn clean up by the roots +and lay sprawling on the ground. It seemed impossible that spring could +ever again clothe them in her garments of gladdening green. We imagined +the trees would appear amid the sunshine of the summer black, gaunt and +irreconcilable; pointing their mangled stumps towards those who had done +them such irreparable wrong and, as the wind whistled through them, +calling on all decent men to rise up and avenge them of their enemies. + +But, suddenly, we found that the reconciling spring was back in the +woods exercising all her oldtime witchery. Each broken limb was covered +with fresh foliage and each scarred stump put out sprouts of green. The +broken but blossoming woods grew into a picture of Hope, infinitely more +sublime and touching than the one to which Watts gave the name. It was a +picture drawn and colored by the finger of God, and it made the fairest +of man's handiwork look weak and incomplete. Uprooted trees lay on the +ground in full blossom, and shell-lopped branches again took on the form +of beauty. The transformation was wonderful to behold. + +And it all happened in a week. When our men went into the trenches the +trees were black, bare and bruised, but when they came out of the front +line into the support-trenches the wood behind them was a tender green +and had grown curved and symmetrical. It seemed as if the fairies of +our childhood had returned to the earth and were dwelling in the wood. +Although two long-range naval guns lay hidden behind it, which, with +deep imprecations opened their terrible mouths to hurl fiery +thunderbolts at the enemy, the fairies seemed unafraid and daily +continued to weave for the trees beautiful garments of leaf and blossom. +I have seen nothing that brought such gladness to both officers and men. +A new spirit seemed abroad. We were in a new atmosphere and a new world. +The war seemed already won, and the work of renewal and reconstruction +begun. + +And now the summer had done for the ground what the spring did for the +trees. One Sunday, I was to hold a service on ground that was, in the +springtime, No Man's Land. Having ample time I left the dusty road and +walked across the broken fields through which our front-line trenches +had run. There were innumerable shell holes and I had to pick my way +with care through the long grass and lingering barbed wire. I had been +over the ground on the day following the advance. Then it was a sea of +mud, with vast breakwaters of rusty barbed wire. Now, however, Nature's +healing hand was at work. Slowly but surely the trenches were falling +in, and the shell-holes filling up. The lips of the craters and +trenches were red as a maiden's--red with the poppies which come to +them. Here and there were large patches of gold and white where unseen +hands had sown the mud with dog-daisies. There were other patches all +ablaze with the red fire of the poppies, and as the slender plants +swayed in the wind, the fire leaped up or died down. + +When the war broke out I was in "Poppyland" near Cromer, in East Anglia. +There I first heard the tramp of armed men on the way to France, and +there first caught the strain of "Tipperary"--the farewell song of the +First Seven Divisions--a strain I can never hear now without having to +stifle back my tears. As I passed by these patches of blood-red poppies +I thought of those old and stirring days at Cromer when we watched a +regiment of the original Expeditionary Force singing "Tipperary" as it +marched swingingly through the narrow streets. The declaration of war +was hourly expected and the pier and some of the Sunday-school rooms +were given to the soldiers for billets. By morning every soldier had +vanished and we could only guess where, but a remark made by one of them +to another lingers still. They were standing apart, and watching the +fuss the people were making over the regiment. + +"Yes," he said to his comrade, "they think a great deal of the soldiers +in time of war, but they don't think much of us in days of peace." + +The remark was so true that it cut like a knife and the wound rankles +yet. I have often wondered what became of the lad that went out to +France to the horrors of war, with such memories of our attitude towards +him in the times of peace. I hope he lived long enough to see our +repentance. His memory haunted me among the poppies of Beaurains. In +the English Poppyland there was nothing to compare with the red-coated +army of poppies now occupying our old front line. In these trenches our +gallant men had for nearly three years fought and bled, and it seemed as +if every drop of blood poured out by them had turned into a glorious and +triumphant poppy. + +The spring and summer have taught me afresh that there is in our lives a +Power that is not ourselves. It is imminent in us and in all things, +yet transcends all. "Change and decay in all around we see," and still +there is One who changes not; He "_from_ everlasting _to_ everlasting is +God." He is the fountain of eternal life that no drought can touch. He +heals the broken tree and the broken heart. He clothes the desolate +fields of war with the golden corn of peace, and in the trenches that +war has scored across the souls of men, he plants the rich poppies of +memory. He drives away the icy oppression of winter with the breath or +spring, and in His mercy assuages "the grief that saps the mind for +those that here we see no more." + +He who turns rain-mists into rainbows and brings out of mud scarlet +poppies and white-petaled daisies without a speck of dirt upon them, is +at work in human life. Out of mud He has formed the poppy and out of +the dust the body of man. Who then can set Him limits when He works in +the finer material of man's soul? Eye hath not seen nor heart conceived +the beauty that will come forth when His workmanship is complete. "If +God so clothe the grass of the field, which to-day is, and to-morrow is +cast into the oven, shall He not much more clothe you, O ye of little +faith" who were made for immortality? His ways are past finding out, +but they are good. He puts out the sun but brings forth millions of +stars in its stead. At His call they come flocking forth as doves to +their windows. He blinds Milton but brings into his soul a flood of +light such as never shone on sea or land, and in its rays he sees +Paradise, lost and regained. He shuts Bunyan in a noisome prison, and +closes against him the door to his beloved Bedford, but He opens to him +a magic window that looks on heaven, and the years pass swiftly as he +watches the progress of the pilgrims towards the Celestial City. In the +mud that has been stained and even saturated with the life-blood of our +soldiers, He has made poppies to spring to loveliness. It is a parable +He is speaking to us, that the heart of man may feel and believe that +which it is beyond the power of the mind to grasp, or the tongue to +explain. + +The wounds of France are deep and deadly but they are not self-inflicted +and they will heal. She will blossom again with a glory greater and +purer than all her former glories. She is even now finding her soul, +and revealing a moral beauty and endurance such as few, even of her +dearest friends, could have foreseen or foretold. For ashes, God has +given her beauty, and it is worth all her suffering. Not Voltaire, but +Joan of Arc is her pride to-day. When I was in Rouen I saw the fresh +flowers which the people daily place on the spot where she died. France +knows where her strength lies. Over Napoleon she has built a magnificent +tomb of marble, but in it, she has not placed a single flower. As I +walked through it, some time ago, I felt depressed. It made me shiver. +It is magnificent, but dead. One of Joan of Arc's living flowers would +be worth the whole pile. It is the most tremendous sermon ever preached +on the vanity of military glory and the emptiness of genius when +uninspired by moral and spiritual worth. France knows. She gives Joan +of Arc a flower, but Napoleon a stone. France was never so great as +now, and never of such supreme importance to the world. We could not do +without her. On her coins she represents herself as a Sower that goes +forth sowing. It is a noble ideal, and truly, where she scatters her +seeds of thought the fair flowers of liberty, equality and fraternity +spring up as poppies spring, where the blood of our soldiers has watered +her fields. France is the fair Sower among the nations, and it will be +our eternal glory that when she was suddenly and murderously attacked in +her fields by her brutal and envious neighbor--who shamelessly stamps a +bird of prey on his coins for _his_ symbol, and a skull and cross-bones +on his soldiers' headgear as the expression of his ambition--England +came to her rescue, and not in vain. The German sword has gone deeply +into the heart of France, but it will leave not a festering wound but a +well of water at which mankind will drink and be refreshed. 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