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Please read this +important information, as it gives you specific rights and +tells you about restrictions in how the file may be used. + +*** +This etext was created by Charles Aldarondo (Aldarondo@yahoo.com) + +FRIENDS AND NEIGHBOURS; + +OR, Two Ways of Living in the World. + +EDITED BY T. S. ARTHUR. + +PHILADELPHIA: + +1856 + + + + + + +PREFACE. + + + + + +WE were about preparing a few words of introduction to this volume, +the materials for which have been culled from the highways and +byways of literature, where our eyes fell upon these fitting +sentiments, the authorship of which we are unable to give. They +express clearly and beautifully what was in our own mind:-- + +"If we would only bring ourselves to look at the subjects that +surround as in their true flight, we should see beauty where now +appears deformity, and listen to harmony where we hear nothing but +discord. To be sure there is a great deal of vexation and anxiety in +the world; we cannot sail upon a summer sea for ever; yet if we +preserve a calm eye and a steady hand, we can so trim our sails and +manage our helm, as to avoid the quicksands, and weather the storms +that threaten shipwreck. We are members of one great family; we are +travelling the same road, and shall arrive at the same goal. We +breathe the same air, are subject to the same bounty, and we shall, +each lie down upon the bosom of our common mother. It is not +becoming, then, that brother should hate brother; it is not proper +that friend should deceive friend; it is not right that neighbour +should deceive neighbour. We pity that man who can harbour enmity +against his fellow; he loses half the enjoyment of life; he +embitters his own existence. Let us tear from our eyes the coloured +medium that invests every object with the green hue of jealousy and +suspicion; turn, a deal ear to scandal; breathe the spirit of +charity from our hearts; let the rich gushings of human kindness +swell up as a fountain, so that the golden age will become no +fiction and islands of the blessed bloom in more than Hyperian +beauty." + +It is thus that friends and neighbours should live. This is the +right way. To aid in the creation of such true harmony among men, +has the book now in your hand, reader, been compiled. May the truths +that glisten on its pages be clearly reflected in your mind; and the +errors it points out be shunned as the foes of yourself and +humanity. + + + + + + +CONTENTS. + + + + + +GOOD IN ALL +HUMAN PROGRESS +MY WASHERWOMAN +FORGIVE AND FORGET +OWE NO MAN ANYTHING +RETURNING GOOD FOR EVIL +PUTTING YOUR HAND IN YOUR NEIGHBOUR'S POCKET +KIND WORDS +NEIGHBOURS' QUARRELS +GOOD WE MIGHT DO +THE TOWN LOT +THE SUNBEAM AND THE RAINDROP +A PLEA FOR SOFT WORDS +MR. QUERY'S INVESTIGATIONS +ROOM IN THE WORLD +WORDS +THE THANKLESS OFFICE. +LOVE +"EVERY LITTLE HELPS" +LITTLE THINGS +CARELESS WORDS +HOW TO BE HAPPY +CHARITY--ITS OBJECTS +THE VISION OF BOATS +REGULATION OF THE TEMPER +MANLY GENTLENESS +SILENT INFLUENCE +ANTIDOTE FOR MELANCHOLY +THE SORROWS OF A WEALTHY CITIZEN +"WE'VE ALL OUR ANGEL SIDE" +BLIND JAMES +DEPENDENCE +TWO RIDES WITH THE DOCTOR +KEEP IN STEP +JOHNNY COLE +THE THIEF AND HIS BENEFACTOR +JOHN AND MARGARET GREYLSTON +THE WORLD WOULD BE THE BETTER FOR IT +TWO SIDES TO A STORY +LITTLE KINDNESSES +LEAVING OFF CONTENTION BEFORE IT BE MEDDLED WITH +"ALL THE DAY IDLE" +THE BUSHEL OF CORN +THE ACCOUNT +CONTENTMENT BETTER THAN WEALTH +RAINBOWS EVERYWHERE + + + + + + +FRIENDS AND NEIGHBOURS. + +GOOD IN ALL. + + + + + +THERE IS GOOD IN ALL. Yes! we all believe it: not a man in the depth +of his vanity but will yield assent. But do you not all, in +practice, daily, hourly deny it? A beggar passes you in the street: +dirty, ragged, importunate. "Ah! he has a _bad_ look," and your +pocket is safe. He starves--and he steals. "I thought he was _bad_." +You educate him in the State Prison. He does not improve even in +this excellent school. "He is," says the gaoler, "thoroughly _bad_." +He continues his course of crime. All that is bad in him having by +this time been made apparent to himself, his friends, and the world, +he has only to confirm the decision, and at length we hear when he +has reached his last step. "Ah! no wonder--there was never any +_Good_ in him. Hang him!" + +Now much, if not all this, may be checked by a word. + +If you believe in Good, _always appeal to it._ Be sure whatever +there is of Good--is of God. There is never an utter want of +resemblance to the common Father. "God made man in His own image." +"What! yon reeling, blaspheming creature; yon heartless cynic; yon +crafty trader; yon false statesman?" Yes! All. In every nature there +is a germ of eternal happiness, of undying Good. In the drunkard's +heart there is a memory of something better--slight, dim: but +flickering still; why should you not by the warmth of your charity, +give growth to the Good that is in him? The cynic, the miser, is not +all self. There is a note in that sullen instrument to make all +harmony yet; but it wants a patient and gentle master to touch the +strings. + +You point to the words "There is _none_ good." The truths do not +oppose each other. "There is none good--_save one._" And He breathes +in all. In our earthliness, our fleshly will, our moral grasp, we +are helpless, mean, vile. But there is a lamp ever burning in the +heart: a guide to the source of Light, or an instrument of torture. +We can make it either. If it burn in an atmosphere of purity, it +will warm, guide, cheer us. If in the midst of selfishness, or under +the pressure of pride, its flame will be unsteady, and we shall soon +have good reason to trim our light, and find new oil for it. + +There is Good in All--the impress of the Deity. He who believes not +in the image of God in man, is an infidel to himself and his race. +There is no difficulty about discovering it. You have only to appeal +to it. Seek in every one the _best_ features: mark, encourage, +educate _them._ There is no man to whom some circumstance will not +be an argument. + +And how glorious in practice, this faith! How easy, henceforth, all +the labours of our law-makers, and how delightful, how practical the +theories of our philanthropists! To educate the _Good_--the good in +_All_: to raise every man in his own opinion, and yet to stifle all +arrogance, by showing that all possess this Good. _In_ themselves, +but not _of_ themselves. Had we but faith in this truth, how soon +should we all be digging through the darkness, for this Gold of +Love--this universal Good. A Howard, and a Fry, cleansed and +humanized our prisons, to find this Good; and in the chambers of all +our hearts it is to be found, by labouring eyes and loving hands. + +Why all our harsh enactments? Is it from experience of the strength +of vice in ourselves that we cage, chain, torture, and hang men? Are +none of us indebted to friendly hands, careful advisers; to the +generous, trusting guidance, solace, of some gentler being, who has +loved us, despite the evil that is in _us_--for our little Good, and +has nurtured that Good with smiles and tears and prayers? O, we know +not how like we are to those whom we despise! We know not how many +memories of kith and kin the murderer carries to the gallows--how +much honesty of heart the felon drags with him to the hulks. + +There is Good in All. Dodd, the forger, was a better man than most +of us: Eugene Aram, the homicide, would turn his foot from a worm. +Do not mistake us. Society demands, requires that these madmen +should be rendered harmless. There is no nature dead to all Good. +Lady Macbeth would have slain the old king, Had he not resembled her +father as he slept. + +It is a frequent thought, but a careless and worthless one, because +never acted on, that the same energies, the same will to great +vices, had given force to great virtues. Do we provide the +opportunity? Do we _believe_ in Good? If we are ourselves deceived +in any one, is not all, thenceforth, deceit? if treated with +contempt, is not the whole world clouded with scorn? if visited with +meanness, are not all selfish? And if from one of our frailer +fellow-creatures we receive the blow, we cease to believe in women. +Not the breast at which we have drank life--not the sisterly hands +that have guided ours--not the one voice that has so often soothed +us in our darker hours, will save the sex: All are massed in one +common sentence: all bad. There may be Delilahs: there are many +Ruths. We should not lightly give them up. Napoleon lost France when +he lost Josephine. The one light in Rembrandt's gloomy life was his +sister. + +And all are to be approached at some point. The proudest bends to +some feeling--Coriolanus conquered Rome: but the husband conquered +the hero. The money-maker has influences beyond his gold--Reynolds +made an exhibition of his carriage, but he was generous to +Northcote, and had time to think of the poor Plympton +schoolmistress. The cold are not all ice. Elizabeth slew Essex--the +queen triumphed; the woman _died._ + +There is Good in All. Let us show our faith in it. When the lazy +whine of the mendicant jars on your ears, think of his unaided, +unschooled childhood; think that his lean cheeks never knew the +baby-roundness of content that ours have worn; that his eye knew no +youth of fire--no manhood of expectancy. Pity, help, teach him. When +you see the trader, without any pride of vocation, seeking how he +can best cheat you, and degrade himself, glance into the room behind +his shop and see there his pale wife and his thin children, and +think how cheerfully he meets that circle in the only hour he has +out of the twenty-four. Pity his narrowness of mind; his want of +reliance upon the God of Good; but remember there have been +Greshams, and Heriots, and Whittingtons; and remember, too, that in +our happy land there are thousands of almshouses, built by the men +of trade alone. And when you are discontented with the great, and +murmur, repiningly, of Marvel in his garret, or Milton in his +hiding-place, turn in justice to the Good among the great. Read how +John of Lancaster loved Chaucer and sheltered Wicliff. There have +been Burkes as well as Walpoles. Russell remembered Banim's widow, +and Peel forgot not Haydn. + +Once more: believe that in every class there is Good; in every man, +Good. That in the highest and most tempted, as well as in the +lowest, there is often a higher nobility than of rank. Pericles and +Alexander had great, but different virtues, and although the +refinement of the one may have resulted in effeminacy, and the +hardihood of the other in brutality, we ought to pause ere we +condemn where we should all have fallen. + +Look only for the Good. It will make you welcome everywhere, and +everywhere it will make you an instrument to good. The lantern of +Diogenes is a poor guide when compared with the Light God hath set +in the heavens; a Light which shines into the solitary cottage and +the squalid alley, where the children of many vices are hourly +exchanging deeds of kindness; a Light shining into the rooms of +dingy warehousemen and thrifty clerks, whose hard labour and hoarded +coins are for wife and child and friend; shining into prison and +workhouse, where sin and sorrow glimmer with sad eyes through rusty +bars into distant homes and mourning hearths; shining through heavy +curtains, and round sumptuous tables, where the heart throbs audibly +through velvet mantle and silken vest, and where eye meets eye with +affection and sympathy; shining everywhere upon God's creatures, and +with its broad beams lighting up a virtue wherever it falls, and +telling the proud, the wronged, the merciless, or the despairing, +that there is "Good in All." + + + + + + +HUMAN PROGRESS. + + + + + +WE are told to look through nature + Upward unto Nature's God; +We are told there is a scripture + Written on the meanest sod; +That the simplest flower created + Is a key to hidden things; +But, immortal over nature, + Mind, the lord of nature, springs! + +Through _Humanity_ look upward,-- + Alter ye the olden plan,-- +Look through man to the Creator, + Maker, Father, God of Man! +Shall imperishable spirit + Yield to perishable clay? +No! sublime o'er Alpine mountains + Soars the Mind its heavenward way! + +Deeper than the vast Atlantic + Rolls the tide of human thought; +Farther speeds that mental ocean + Than the world of waves o'er sought! +Mind, sublime in its own essence + Its sublimity can lend +To the rocks, and mounts, and torrents, + And, at will, their features bend! + +Some within the humblest _floweret_ + "Thoughts too deep for tears" can see; +Oh, the humblest man existing + Is a sadder theme to me! +Thus I take the mightier labour + Of the great Almighty hand; +And, through man to the Creator, + Upward look, and weeping stand. + +Thus I take the mightier labour, + --Crowning glory of _His_ will; +And believe that in the meanest + Lives a spark of Godhead still: +Something that, by Truth expanded, + Might be fostered into worth; +Something struggling through the darkness, + Owning an immortal birth! + +From the Genesis of being + Unto this imperfect day, +Hath Humanity held onward, + Praying God to aid its way! +And Man's progress had been swifter, + Had he never turned aside, +To the worship of a symbol, + Not the spirit signified! + +And Man's progress had been higher, + Had he owned his brother man, +Left his narrow, selfish circle, + For a world-embracing plan! +There are some for ever craving, + Ever discontent with place, +In the eternal would find briefness, + In the infinite want space. + +If through man unto his Maker + We the source of truth would find, +It must be through man enlightened, + Educated, raised, refined: +That which the Divine hath fashioned + Ignorance hath oft effaced; +Never may we see God's image + In man darkened--man debased! + +Something yield to Recreation, + Something to Improvement give; +There's a Spiritual kingdom + Where the Spirit hopes to live! +There's a mental world of grandeur, + Which the mind inspires to know; +Founts of everlasting beauty + That, for those who seek them, flow! + +Shores where Genius breathes immortal-- + Where the very winds convey +Glorious thoughts of Education, + Holding universal sway! +Glorious hopes of Human Freedom, + Freedom of the noblest kind; +That which springs from Cultivation, + Cheers and elevates the mind! + +Let us hope for Better Prospects, + Strong to struggle for the night, +We appeal to Truth, and ever + Truth's omnipotent in might; +Hasten, then, the People's Progress, + Ere their last faint hope be gone; +Teach the Nations that their interest + And the People's good, ARE ONE. + + + + + + +MY WASHERWOMAN. + + + + + +SOME people have a singular reluctance to part with money. If waited +on for a bill, they say, almost involuntarily, "Call to-morrow," +even though their pockets are far from being empty. + +I once fell into this bad habit myself; but a little incident, which +I will relate, cured me. Not many years after I had attained my +majority, a poor widow, named Blake, did my washing and ironing. She +was the mother of two or three little children, whose sole +dependence for food and raiment was on the labour of her hands. + +Punctually, every Thursday morning, Mrs. Blake appeared with my +clothes, "white as the driven snow;" but not always, as punctually, +did I pay the pittance she had earned by hard labour. + +"Mrs. Blake is down stairs," said a servant, tapping at my room-door +one morning, while I was in the act of dressing myself. + +"Oh, very well," I replied. "Tell her to leave my clothes. I will +get them when I come down." + +The thought of paying the seventy-five cents, her due, crossed my +mind. But I said to myself,--"It's but a small matter, and will do +as well when she comes again." + +There was in this a certain reluctance to part with money. My funds +were low, and I might need what change I had during the day. And so +it proved. As I went to the office in which I was engaged, some +small article of ornament caught my eye in a shop window. + +"Beautiful!" said I, as I stood looking at it. Admiration quickly +changed into the desire for possession; and so I stepped in to ask +the price. It was just two dollars. + +"Cheap enough," thought I. And this very cheapness was a further +temptation. + +So I turned out the contents of my pockets, counted them over, and +found the amount to be two dollars and a quarter. + +"I guess I'll take it," said I, laying the money on the shopkeeper's +counter. + +"I'd better have paid Mrs. Blake." This thought crossed my mind, an +hour afterwards, by which time the little ornament had lost its +power of pleasing. "So much would at least have been saved." + +I was leaving the table, after tea, on the evening that followed, +when the waiter said to me, + +"Mrs. Blake is at the door, and wishes to see you." + +I felt a little worried at hearing this; for I had no change in my +pockets, and the poor washerwoman had, of course, come for her +money. + +"She's in a great hurry," I muttered to myself, as I descended to +the door. + +"You'll have to wait until you bring home my clothes next week, Mrs. +Blake. I haven't any change, this evening." + +The expression of the poor woman's face, as she turned slowly away, +without speaking, rather softened my feelings. + +"I'm sorry," said I, "but it can't be helped now. I wish you had +said, this morning, that you wanted money. I could have paid you +then." + +She paused, and turned partly towards me, as I said this. Then she +moved off, with something so sad in her manner, that I was touched +sensibly. + +"I ought to have paid her this morning, when I had the change about +me. And I wish I had done so. Why didn't she ask for her money, if +she wanted it so badly?" + +I felt, of course, rather ill at ease. A little while afterwards I +met the lady with whom I was boarding. + +"Do you know anything about this Mrs. Blake, who washes for me?" I +inquired. + +"Not much; except that she is very poor, and has three children to +feed and clothe. And what is worst of all, she is in bad health. I +think she told me, this morning, that one of her little ones was +very sick." + +I was smitten with a feeling of self-condemnation, and soon after +left the room. It was too late to remedy the evil, for I had only a +sixpence in my pocket; and, moreover, did not know where to find +Mrs. Blake. + +Having purposed to make a call upon some young ladies that evening, +I now went up into my room to dress. Upon my bed lay the spotless +linen brought home by Mrs. Blake in the morning. The sight of it +rebuked me; and I had to conquer, with some force, an instinctive +reluctance, before I could compel myself to put on a clean shirt, +and snow-white vest, too recently from the hand of my unpaid +washerwoman. + +One of the young ladies upon whom I called was more to me than a +mere pleasant acquaintance. My heart had, in fact, been warming +towards her for some time; and I was particularly anxious to find +favour in her eyes. On this evening she was lovelier and more +attractive than ever, and new bonds of affection entwined themselves +around my heart. + +Judge, then, of the effect produced upon me by the entrance of her +mother--at the very moment when my heart was all a-glow with love, +who said, as she came in-- + +"Oh, dear! This is a strange world!" + +"What new feature have you discovered now, mother?" asked one of her +daughters, smiling. + +"No new one, child; but an old one that looks more repulsive than +ever," was replied. "Poor Mrs. Blake came to see me just now, in +great trouble." + +"What about, mother?" All the young ladies at once manifested +unusual interest. + +Tell-tale blushes came instantly to my countenance, upon which the +eyes of the mother turned themselves, as I felt, with a severe +scrutiny. + +"The old story, in cases like hers," was answered. "Can't get her +money when earned, although for daily bread she is dependent on her +daily labour. With no food in the house, or money to buy medicine +for her sick child, she was compelled to seek me to-night, and to +humble her spirit, which is an independent one, so low as to ask +bread for her little ones, and the loan of a pittance with which to +get what the doctor has ordered her feeble sufferer at home." + +"Oh, what a shame!" fell from the lips of Ellen, the one in whom my +heart felt more than a passing interest; and she looked at me +earnestly as she spoke. + +"She fully expected," said the mother, "to get a trifle that was due +her from a young man who boards with Mrs. Corwin; and she went to +see him this evening. But he put her off with some excuse. How +strange that any one should be so thoughtless as to withhold from +the poor their hard-earned pittance! It is but a small sum at best, +that the toiling seamstress or washerwoman can gain by her wearying +labour. That, at least, should be promptly paid. To withhold it an +hour is to do, in many cases, a great wrong." + +For some minutes after this was said, there ensued a dead silence. I +felt that the thoughts of all were turned upon me as the one who had +withheld from poor Mrs. Blake the trifling sum due her for washing. +What my feelings were, it is impossible for me to describe; and +difficult for any one, never himself placed in so unpleasant a +position, to imagine. + +My relief was great when the conversation flowed on again, and in +another channel; for I then perceived that suspicion did not rest +upon me. You may be sure that Mrs. Blake had her money before ten +o'clock on the next day, and that I never again fell into the error +of neglecting, for a single week, my poor washerwoman. + + + + + + +FORGIVE AND FORGET. + + + + + +THERE'S a secret in living, if folks only knew; +An Alchymy precious, and golden, and true, +More precious than "gold dust," though pure and refined, +For its mint is the heart, and its storehouse the mind; +Do you guess what I mean--for as true as I live +That dear little secret's--forget and forgive! + +When hearts that have loved have grown cold and estranged, +And looks that beamed fondness are clouded and changed, +And words hotly spoken and grieved for with tears +Have broken the trust and the friendship of years-- +Oh! think 'mid thy pride and thy secret regret, +The balm for the wound is--forgive and forget! + +Yes! look in thy spirit, for love may return +And kindle the embers that still feebly burn; +And let this true whisper breathe high in thy heart, +_'Tis better to love than thus suffer apart_-- + +Let the Past teach the Future more wisely than yet, +For the friendship that's true can forgive and forget. + +And now, an adieu! if you list to my lay +May each in your thoughts bear my motto away, +'Tis a crude, simple ryhme, but its truth may impart +A joy to the gentle and loving of heart; +And an end I would claim far more practical yet +In behalf of the Rhymer--_forgive and forget!_ + + + + + + +OWE NO MAN ANYTHING. + + + + + +THUS says an Apostle; and if those who are able to "owe no man +anything" would fully observe this divine obligation, many, very +many, whom their want of punctuality now compels to live in +violation of this precept, would then faithfully and promptly render +to every one their just dues. + +"What is the matter with you, George?" said Mrs. Allison to her +husband, as he paced the floor of their little sitting-room, with an +anxious, troubled expression of countenance. + +"Oh! nothing of much consequence: only a little worry of business," +replied Mr. Allison. + +"But I know better than that, George. I know it is of consequence; +you are not apt to have such a long face for nothing. Come, tell me +what it is that troubles you. Have I not a right to share your +griefs as well as your joys?" + +"Indeed, Ellen, it is nothing but business, I assure you; and as I +am not blessed with the most even temper in the world, it does not +take much you know to upset me: but you heard me speak of that job I +was building for Hillman?" + +"Yes. I think you said it was to be five hundred dollars, did you +not?" + +"I did; and it was to have been cash as soon as done. Well, he took +it out two weeks ago; one week sooner than I promised it. I sent the +bill with it, expecting, of course, he would send me a check for the +amount; but I was disappointed. Having heard nothing from him since, +I thought I would call on him this morning, when, to my surprise, I +was told he had gone travelling with his wife and daughter, and +would not be back for six weeks or two months. I can't tell you how +I felt when I was told this." + +"He is safe enough for it I suppose, isn't he, George?" + +"Oh, yes; he is supposed to be worth about three hundred thousand. +But what good is that to me? I was looking over my books this +afternoon, and, including this five hundred, there is just fifteen +hundred dollars due me now, that I ought to have, but can't get it. +To a man doing a large business it would not be much; but to one +with my limited means, it is a good deal. And this is all in the +hands of five individuals, any one of whom could pay immediately, +and feel not the least inconvenience from it." + +"Are you much pressed for money just now, George?" + +"I have a note in bank of three hundred, which falls due to-morrow, +and one of two hundred and fifty on Saturday. Twenty-five dollars at +least will be required to pay off my hands; and besides this, our +quarter's rent is due on Monday, and my shop rent next Wednesday. +Then there are other little bills I wanted to settle, our own wants +to be supplied, &c." + +"Why don't you call on those persons you spoke of; perhaps they +would pay you?" + +"I have sent their bills in, but if I call on them so soon I might +perhaps affront them, and cause them to take their work away; and +that I don't want to do. However, I think I shall have to do it, let +the consequence be what it may." + +"Perhaps you could borrow what you need, George, for a few days." + +"I suppose I could; but see the inconvenience and trouble it puts me +to. I was so certain of getting Hillman's money to meet these two +notes, that I failed to make any other provision." + +"That would not have been enough of itself." + +"No, but I have a hundred on hand; the two together would have paid +them, and left enough for my workmen too." + +As early as practicable the next morning Mr. Allison started forth +to raise the amount necessary to carry him safely through the week. +He thought it better to try to collect some of the amounts owing to +him than to borrow. He first called on a wealthy merchant, whose +annual income was something near five thousand. + +"Good morning, Mr. Allison," said he, as that individual entered his +counting-room. "I suppose you want some money." + +"I should like a little, Mr. Chapin, if you please." + +"Well, I intended coming down to see you, but I have been so busy +that I have not been able. That carriage of mine which you did up a +few weeks ago does not suit me altogether." + +"What is the matter with it?" + +"I don't like the style of trimming, for one thing; it has a common +look to me." + +"It is precisely what Mrs. Chapin ordered. You told me to suit her." + +"Yes, but did she not tell you to trim it like General Spangler's?" + +"I am very much mistaken, Mr. Chapin, if it is not precisely like +his." + +"Oh! no; his has a much richer look than mine." + +"The style of trimming is just the same, Mr. Chapin; but you +certainly did not suppose that a carriage trimmed with worsted lace, +would look as well as one trimmed with silk lace?" + +"No, of course not; but there are some other little things about it +that don't suit me. I will send my man down with it to-day, and he +will show you what they are. I would like to have it to-morrow +afternoon, to take my family out in. Call up on Monday, and we will +have a settlement." + +Mr. Allison next called at the office of a young lawyer, who had +lately come into possession of an estate valued at one hundred +thousand dollars. Mr. Allison's bill was three hundred dollars, +which his young friend assured him he would settle immediately, only +that there was a slight error in the way it was made out, and not +having the bill with him, he could not now correct it. + +He would call on Mr. Allison with it, sometime during the next week, +and settle it. + +A Custom-House gentleman was next sought, but his time had been so +much taken up with his official duties, that he had not yet been +able to examine the bill. He had no doubt but it was all correct; +still, as he was not accustomed to doing business in a loose way, he +must claim Mr. Allison's indulgence a few days longer. + +Almost disheartened, Mr. Allison entered the store of the last +individual who was indebted to him for any considerable amount, not +daring to hope that he would be any more successful with him than +with the others he had called on. But he was successful; the bill, +which amounted to near one hundred and fifty dollars, was promptly +paid, Mr. Allison's pocket, in consequence, that much heavier, and +his heart that much lighter. Fifty dollars was yet lacking of the +sum requisite for that day. After calling on two or three +individuals, this amount was obtained, with the promise of being +returned by the middle of the next week. + +"I shall have hard work to get through to-day, I know," said he to +himself, as he sat at his desk on the following morning. + +"Two hundred and fifty dollars to be raised by borrowing. I don't +know where I can get it." + +To many this would be a small sum, but Mr. Allison was peculiarly +situated. He was an honest, upright mechanic, but he was poor. It +was with difficulty he had raised the fifty dollars on the day +previous. Although he had never once failed in returning money at +the time promised, still, for some reason or other, everybody +appeared unwilling to lend him. It was nearly two O'clock and he was +still a hundred dollars short. + +"Well," said he to himself, "I have done all I could, and if Hall +won't renew the note for the balance, it will have to be protested. +I'll go and ask him, though I have not much hope that he will do +it." + +As he was about leaving his shop for that purpose, a gentleman +entered who wished to buy a second-hand carriage. Mr. Allison had +but one, and that almost new, for which he asked a hundred and forty +dollars. + +"It is higher than I wished to go," remarked the gentleman. "I ought +to get a new one for that price." + +"So you can, but not like this. I can sell you a new one for a +hundred and twenty-five dollars. But what did you expect to pay for +one?" + +"I was offered one at Holton's for seventy-five; but I did not like +it. I will give you a hundred for yours." + +"It is too little, indeed, sir: that carriage cost three hundred +dollars when it was new. It was in use a very short time. I allowed +a hundred and forty dollars for it myself." + +"Well, sir, I would not wish you to sell at a disadvantage, but if +you like to, accept of my offer I'll take it. I'm prepared to pay +the cash down." + +Mr. Allison did not reply for some minutes. He was undecided as to +what was best. + +"Forty dollars," said he to himself, "is a pretty heavy discount. I +am almost tempted to refuse his offer and trust to Hall's renewing +the note. But suppose he won't--then I'm done for. I think, upon the +whole, I had better accept it. I'll put it at one hundred and +twenty-five, my good friend," said he, addressing the customer. + +"No, sir; one hundred is all I shall give." + +"Well, I suppose you must have it, then; but indeed you have got a +bargain." + +"It is too bad," muttered Allison to himself, as he left the bank +after having paid his note. "There is just forty dollars thrown +away. And why? Simply because those who are blessed with the means +of discharging their debts promptly, neglect to do so." + +"How did you make out to-day, George?" asked his wife, as they sat +at the tea-table that same evening. + +"I met my note, and that was all." + +"Did you give your men anything?" + +"Not a cent. I had but one dollar left after paying that. I was +sorry for them, but I could not help them. I am afraid Robinson's +family will suffer, for there has been sickness in his house almost +constantly for the last twelvemonth. His wife, he told me the other +day, had not been out; of her bed for six weeks. Poor fellow! He +looked quite dejected when I told him I had nothing for him." + +At this moment; the door-bell rang and a minute or two afterwards, a +young girl entered the room in which Mr. and Mrs. Allison were +sitting. Before introducing her to our readers, we will conduct them +to the interior of an obscure dwelling, situated near the outskirts +of the city. The room is small, and scantily furnished, and answers +at once for parlour, dining-room, and kitchen. Its occupants, Mrs. +Perry and her daughter, have been, since the earliest dawn of day, +intently occupied with their needles, barely allowing themselves +time to partake of their frugal meal. + +"Half-past three o'clock!" ejaculated the daughter, her eyes +glancing, as she spoke, at the clock on the mantelpiece. "I am +afraid we shall not get this work done in time for me to take it +home before dark, mother." + +"We must try hard, Laura, for you know we have not a cent in the +house, and I told Mrs. Carr to come over to-night, and I would pay +her what I owe her for washing. Poor thing! I would not like to +disappoint her, for I know she needs it." + +Nothing more was said for near twenty minutes, when Laura again +broke the silence. + +"Oh, dear!" she exclaimed, "what a pain I have in my side!" And for +a moment she rested from her work, and straightened herself in her +chair, to afford a slight relief from the uneasiness she +experienced. "I wonder, mother, if I shall always be obliged to sit +so steady?" + +"I hope not, my child; but bad as our situation is, there are +hundreds worse off than we. Take Annie Carr, for instance--how would +you like to exchange places with her?" + +"Poor Annie! I was thinking of her awhile go, mother. How hard it +must be for one so young to be so afflicted as she is!" + +"And yet, Laura, she never complains; although for five years she +has never left her bed, and has often suffered, I know, for want of +proper nourishment." + +"I don't think she will suffer much longer, mother. I stopped in to +see her the other day, and I was astonished at the change which had +taken place in a short time. Her conversation, too, seems so +heavenly, her faith in the Lord so strong, that I could not avoid +coming to the conclusion that a few days more, at the most, would +terminate her wearisome life." + +"It will be a happy release for her, indeed, my daughter. Still, it +will be a sore trial for her mother." + +It was near six when Mrs. Perry and her daughter finished the work +upon which they were engaged. + +"Now Laura, dear," said the mother, "get back as soon as you can, +for I don't like you to be out after night, and more than that, if +Mrs. Carr comes, she won't want to wait." + +About twenty minutes after the young girl had gone, Mrs. Carr +called. "Pray, be seated, my dear friend," said Mrs. Perry, "my +daughter has just gone to Mrs. Allison's with some work, and as soon +as she returns I can pay you." + +"I think I had better call over again, Mrs. Perry," answered the +poor woman; "Mary begged me not to stay long." + +"Is Annie any worse, then?" + +"Oh, yes, a great deal; the doctor thinks she will hardly last till +morning." + +"Well, Mrs. Carr, death can be only gain to her." + +"Very true; still, the idea of losing her seems dreadful to me." + +"How does Mary get on at Mrs. Owring's?" + +"Not very well; she has been at work for her just one month to-day; +and although she gave her to understand that her wages would be at +least a dollar and a quarter a week, yet to-night, when she settled +with her, she wouldn't give her but three dollars, and at the same +time told her that if she didn't choose to work for that she could +go." + +"What do you suppose was the reason for her acting so?" + +"I don't know, indeed, unless it is because she does not get there +quite as early as the rest of her hands; for you see I am obliged to +keep her a little while in the morning to help me to move Annie +while I make her bed. Even that little sum, small it was, would have +been some help to us, but it had all to go for rent. My landlord +would take no denial. But I must go; you think I can depend on +receiving your money to-night?" + +"I do. Mrs. Allison is always prompt in paying for her work as soon +as it is done. I will not trouble you to come again for it, Mrs. +Carr. Laura shall bring it over to you." + +Let us now turn to the young girl we left at Mr. Allison's, whom our +readers, no doubt, recognise as Laura Perry. + +"Good evening, Laura," said Mrs. Allison, as she entered the room; +"not brought my work home already! I did not look for it till next +week. You and your mother, I am afraid, confine yourselves too +closely to your needles for your own good. But you have not had your +tea? sit up, and take some." + +"No, thank you, Mrs. Allison; mother will be uneasy if I stay long." + +"Well, Laura, I am sorry, but I cannot settle with you to-night. +Tell your mother Mr. Allison was disappointed in collecting +to-day, or she certainly should have had it. Did she say how much it +was?" + +"Two dollars, ma'am." + +"Very well: I will try and let her have it next week." + +The expression of Laura's countenance told too plainly the +disappointment she felt. "I am afraid Mrs. Perry is in want of that +money," remarked the husband after she had gone. + +"Not the least doubt of it," replied his wife. "She would not have +sent home work at this hour if she had not been. Poor things! who +can tell the amount of suffering and wretchedness that is caused by +the rich neglecting to pay promptly." + +"You come without money, Laura," said her mother, as she entered the +house. + +"How do you know that, mother?" she replied, forcing a smile. + +"I read it in your countenance. Is it not so?" + +"It is: Mr. Allison was disappointed in collecting--what will we do, +mother?" + +"The best we can, my child. We will have to do without our beef for +dinner to-morrow; but then we have plenty of bread; so we shall not +starve." + +"And I shall have to do without my new shoes. My old ones are too +shabby to go to church in; so I shall have to stay at home." + +"I am sorry for your disappointment, my child, but I care more for +Mrs. Carr than I do for ourselves. She has been here, and is in a +great deal of trouble. The doctor don't think Annie will live till +morning, and Mrs. Owrings hag refused to give Mary more than three +dollars for her month's work, every cent of which old Grimes took +for rent. I told her she might depend on getting what I owed her, +and that I would send you over with it when you returned. You had +better go at once and tell her, Laura; perhaps she may be able to +get some elsewhere." + +"How much is it, mother?" + +"Half a dollar." + +"It seems hard that she can't get that small sum." + +With a heavy heart Laura entered Mrs. Carr's humble abode. + +"Oh how glad I am that you have come, my dear!" exclaimed the poor +woman. "Annie has been craving some ice cream all day; it's the only +thing she seems to fancy. I told her she should have it as soon as +you came." + +Mrs. Carr's eyes filled with tears as Laura told of her ill success. +"I care not for myself," she said "but for that poor suffering +child." + +"Never mind me, mother," replied Annie. "It was selfish in me to +want it, when I know how hard you and Mary are obliged to work for +every cent you get. But I feel that I shall not bother you much +longer; I have a strange feeling here now." And she placed her hand +upon her left side. + +"Stop!" cried Laura; "I'll try and get some ice cream for you +Annie." And off she ran to her mother's dwelling. "Mother," said +she, as she entered the house, "do you recollect that half dollar +father gave me the last time he went to sea?" + +"Yes, dear." + +"Well, I think I had better take it and pay Mrs. Carr. Annie is very +bad, and her mother says she has been wanting some ice cream all +day." + +"It is yours, Laura, do as you like about it." + +"It goes hard with me to part with it, mother, for I had determined +to keep it in remembrance of my father. It is just twelve years +to-day since he went away. But poor Annie--yes, mother, I will take +it." + +So saying, Laura went to unlock the box which contained her +treasure, but unfortunately her key was not where she had supposed +it was. After a half hour's search she succeeded in finding it. +Tears coursed down her cheeks like rain as she removed from the +corner of the little box, where it had lain for so many years, this +precious relic of a dear father, who in all probability, was buried +beneath the ocean. Dashing them hastily away, she started again for +Mrs. Carr's. The ice cream was procured on the way, and, just as the +clock struck eight, she arrived at the door. One hour has elapsed +since she left. But why does she linger on the threshold? Why but +because the sounds of weeping and mourning have reached her ears, +and she fears that all is over with her poor friend, Her fears are +indeed true, for the pure spirit of the young sufferer has taken its +flight to that blest land where hunger and thirst are known no more. +Poor Annie! thy last earthly wish, a simple glass of ice-cream, was +denied thee--and why? We need not pause to answer: ye who have an +abundance of this world's goods, think, when ye are about to turn +from your doors the poor seamstress or washerwoman, or even those +less destitute than they, without a just recompense for their +labour, whether the sufferings and privations of some poor creatures +will not be increased thereby. + + + + + + +RETURNING GOOD FOR EVIL. + + + + + +OBADIAH LAWSON and Watt Dood were neighbours; that is, they lived +within a half mile of each other, and no person lived between their +respective farms, which would have joined, had not a little strip of +prairie land extended itself sufficiently to keep them separated. +Dood was the oldest settler, and from his youth up had entertained a +singular hatred against Quakers; therefore, when he was informed +that Lawson, a regular disciple of that class of people had +purchased the next farm to his, he declared he would make him glad +to move away again. Accordingly, a system of petty annoyances was +commenced by him, and every time one of Lawson's hogs chanced to +stray upon Dood's place, he was beset by men and dogs, and most +savagely abused. Things progressed thus for nearly a year, and the +Quaker, a man of decidedly peace principles, appeared in no way to +resent the injuries received at the hands of his spiteful neighbour. +But matters were drawing to a crisis; for Dood, more enraged than +ever at the quiet of Obadiah, made oath that he would do something +before long to wake up the spunk of Lawson. Chance favoured his +design. The Quaker had a high-blooded filly, which he had been very +careful in raising, and which was just four years old. Lawson took +great pride in this animal, and had refused a large sum of money for +her. + +One evening, a little after sunset, as Watt Dood was passing around +his cornfield, he discovered the filly feeding in the little strip +of prairie land that separated the two farms, and he conceived the +hellish design of throwing off two or three rails of his fence, that +the horse might get into his corn during the night. He did so, and +the next morning, bright and early, he shouldered his rifle and left +the house. Not long after his absence, a hired man, whom he had +recently employed, heard the echo of his gun, and in a few minutes +Dood, considerably excited and out of breath, came hurrying to the +house, where he stated that he had shot at and wounded a buck; that +the deer attacked him, and he hardly escaped with his life. + +This story was credited by all but the newly employed hand, who had +taken a dislike to Watt, and, from his manner, suspected that +something was wrong. He therefore slipped quietly away from the +house, and going through the field in the direction of the shot, he +suddenly came upon Lawson's filly, stretched upon the earth, with a +bullet hole through the head, from which the warm blood was still +oozing. + +The animal was warm, and could not have been killed an hour. He +hastened back to the dwelling of Dood, who met him in the yard, and +demanded, somewhat roughly, where he had been. + +"I've been to see if your bullet made sure work of Mr. Lawson's +filly," was the instant retort. + +Watt paled for a moment, but collecting himself, he fiercely +shouted, + +"Do you dare to say I killed her?" + +"How do you know she is dead?" replied the man. + +Dood bit his lip, hesitated a moment, and then turning, walked into +the house. + +A couple of days passed by, and the morning of the third one had +broken, as the hired man met friend Lawson, riding in search of his +filly. + +A few words of explanation ensued, when, with a heavy heart, the +Quaker turned his horse and rode home, where he informed the people +of the fate of his filly. No threat of recrimination escaped him; he +did not even go to law to recover damages; but calmly awaited his +plan and hour of revenge. It came at last. + +Watt Dood had a Durham heifer, for which he had paid a heavy price, +and upon which he counted to make great gains. + +One morning, just as Obadiah was sitting down, his eldest son came +in with the information that neighbour Dood's heifer had broken down +the fence, entered the yard, and after eating most of the cabbages, +had trampled the well-made beds and the vegetables they contained, +out of all shape--a mischief impossible to repair. + +"And what did thee do with her, Jacob?" quietly asked Obadiah. + +"I put her in the farm-yard." + +"Did thee beat her?" + +"I never struck her a blow." + +"Right, Jacob, right; sit down to thy breakfast, and when done +eating I will attend to the heifer." + +Shortly after he had finished his repast, Lawson mounted a horse, +and rode over to Dood's, who was sitting under the porch in front of +his house, and who, as he beheld the Quaker dismount, supposed he +was coming to demand pay for his filly, and secretly swore he would +have to law for it if he did. + +"Good morning, neighbour Dood; how is thy family?" exclaimed +Obadiah, as he mounted the steps and seated himself in a chair. + +"All well, I believe," was the crusty reply. + +"I have a small affair to settle with you this morning, and I came +rather early." + +"So I suppose," growled Watt. + +"This morning, my son found thy Durham heifer in my garden, where +she has destroyed a good deal." + +"And what did he do with her?" demanded Dood, his brow darkening. + +"What would thee have done with her, had she been my heifer in thy +garden?" asked Obadiah. + +"I'd a shot her!" retorted Watt, madly, "as I suppose you have done; +but we are only even now. Heifer for filly is only 'tit for tat.'" + +"Neighbour Dood, thou knowest me not, if thou thinkest I would harm +a hair of thy heifer's back. She is in my farm-yard, and not even a +blow has been struck her, where thee can get her at any time. I know +thee shot my filly; but the evil one prompted thee to do it, and I +lay no evil in my heart against my neighbours. I came to tell thee +where thy heifer is, and now I'll go home." + +Obadiah rose from his chair, and was about to descend the steps, +when he was stopped by Watt, who hastily asked, + +"What was your filly worth?" + +"A hundred dollars is what I asked for her," replied Obediah. + +"Wait a moment!" and Dood rushed into the house, from whence he soon +returned, holding some gold in his hand. "Here's the price of your +filly; and hereafter let there be a pleasantness between us." + +"Willingly, heartily," answered Lawson, grasping the proffered hand +of the other; "let there be peace between us." + +Obadiah mounted his horse, and rode home with a lighter heart, and +from that day to this Dood has been as good a neighbour as one could +wish to have; being completely reformed by the RETURNING GOOD FOR +EVIL. + +PUTTING YOUR HAND IN YOUR NEIGHBOUR'S POCKET. + +"DO you recollect Thomas, who lived with us as waiter about two +years ago, Mary?" asked Mr. Clarke, as he seated himself in his +comfortable arm-chair, and slipped his feet into the nicely-warmed, +embroidered slippers, which stood ready for his use. + +"Certainly," was the reply of Mrs. Clarke. "He was a bright, active +fellow, but rather insolent." + +"He has proved to be a regular pickpocket," continued her husband, +"and is now on his way to Blackwell's Island." + +"A very suitable place for him. I hope he will be benefited by a few +months' residence there," returned the lady. + +"Poor fellow!" exclaimed Mr. Joshua Clarke, an uncle of the young +couple, who was quietly reading a newspaper in another part of the +room. "There are many of high standing in the world, who deserve to +go to Blackwell's Island quite as much as he does." + +"You are always making such queer speeches, Uncle Joshua," said his +niece. "I suppose you do not mean that there are pickpockets among +respectable people?" + +"Indeed, there are, my dear niece. Your knowledge of the world must +be very limited, if you are not aware of this. Putting your hand in +your neighbour's pocket, is one of the most fashionable +accomplishments of the day." + +Mrs. Clarke was too well acquainted with her uncle's peculiarities +to think of arguing with him. She therefore merely smiled, and said +to her husband:-- + +"Well, Henry, I am glad that neither you nor myself are acquainted +with this fashionable accomplishment." + +"Not acquainted with it!" exclaimed the old gentleman. "I thought +you knew yourselves better. Why, you and Henry are both regular +pickpockets!" + +"I wonder that you demean yourself by associating with us!" was the +playful reply. + +"Oh, you are no worse than the rest of the world; and, besides, I +hope to do you some good, when you grow older and wiser. At present, +Henry's whole soul is absorbed in the desire to obtain wealth." + +"In a fair and honourable way, uncle," interrupted Mr. Clarke, "and +for honourable purposes." + +"Certainly," replied Uncle Joshua, "in the common acceptation of the +words _fair_ and _honourable_. But, do you never, in your mercantile +speculations, endeavour to convey erroneous impressions to the minds +of those with whom you are dealing? Do you not sometimes suppress +information which would prevent your obtaining a good bargain? Do +you never allow your customers to purchase goods under false ideas +of their value and demand in the market? If you saw a man, less +skilled in business than yourself, about to take a step injurious to +him, but advantageous to you, would you warn him of his danger--thus +obeying the command to love your neighbour as yourself?" + +"Why, uncle, these questions are absurd. Of course, when engaged in +business, I endeavour to do what is for my own advantage--leaving +others to look out for themselves." + +"Exactly so. You are perfectly willing to put your hand in your +neighbour's pocket and take all you can get, provided he is not wise +enough to know that your hand is there." + +"Oh, for shame, Uncle Joshua! I shall not allow you to talk to Henry +in this manner," exclaimed Mrs. Clarke perceiving that her husband +looked somewhat irritated. "Come, prove your charge against me. In +what way do I pick my neighbour's pockets?" + +"You took six shillings from the washerwoman this morning," coolly +replied Uncle Joshua. + +"_Took_ six shillings from the washerwoman! Paid her six shillings, +you mean, uncle. She called for the money due for a day's work, and +I gave it to her." + +"Yes, but not till you had kept her waiting nearly two hours. I +heard her say, as she left the house, 'I have lost a day's work by +this delay, for I cannot go to Mrs. Reed's at this hour; so I shall +be six shillings poorer at the end of the week.'" + +"Why did she wait, then? She could have called again. I was not +ready to attend to her at so early an hour." + +"Probably she needed the money to-day. You little know the value of +six shillings to the mother of a poor family, Mary; but, you should +remember that her time is valuable, and that it is as sinful to +deprive her of the use of it, as if you took money from her purse." + +"Well, uncle, I will acknowledge that I did wrong to keep the poor +woman waiting, and I will endeavour to be more considerate in +future. So draw your chair to the table, and take a cup of tea and +some of your favourite cakes." + +"Thank you, Mary; but I am engaged to take tea with your old friend, +Mrs. Morrison. Poor thing! she has not made out very well lately. +Her school has quite run down, owing to sickness among her scholars; +and her own family have been ill all winter; so that her expenses +have been great." + +"I am sorry to hear this," replied Mrs. Clarke. "I had hoped that +her school was succeeding. Give my love to her, uncle, and tell her +I will call upon her in a day or two." + +Uncle Joshua promised to remember the message, and bidding Mr. and +Mrs. Clarke good evening, he was soon seated in Mrs. Morrison's neat +little parlour, which, though it bore no comparison with the +spacious and beautifully furnished apartments he had just left, had +an air of comfort and convenience which could not fail to please. + +Delighted to see her old friend, whom she also, from early habit, +addressed by the title of Uncle Joshua, although he was no relation, +Mrs. Morrison's countenance, for awhile beamed with that cheerful, +animated expression which it used to wear in her more youthful days; +but an expression of care and anxiety soon over shadowed it, and, in +the midst of her kind attentions to her visiter, and her +affectionate endearment to two sweet children, who were playing +around the room, she would often remain thoughtful and abstracted +for several minutes. + +Uncle Joshua was an attentive observer, and he saw that something +weighed heavily upon her mind. When tea was over, and the little +ones had gone to rest, he said, kindly, + +"Come, Fanny, draw your chair close to my side, and tell me all your +troubles, as freely as you used to do when a merry-hearted +school-girl. How often have listened to the sad tale of the pet +pigeon, that had flown away, or the favourite plant killed by the +untimely frost. Come, I am ready, now as then, to assist you with my +advice, and my purse, too, if necessary." + +Tears started to Mrs. Morrison's eyes, as she replied. + +"You were always a kind friend to me, Uncle Joshua, and I will +gladly confide my troubles to you. You know that after my husband's +death I took this house, which, though small, may seem far above my +limited income, in the hope of obtaining a school sufficiently large +to enable me to meet the rent, and also to support myself and +children. The small sum left them by their father I determined to +invest for their future use. I unwisely intrusted it to one who +betrayed the trust, and appropriated the money to some wild +speculation of his own. He says that he did this in the hope of +increasing my little property. It may be so, but my consent should +have been asked. He failed and there is little hope of our ever +recovering more, than a small part of what he owes us. But, to +return to my school. I found little difficulty in obtaining +scholars, and, for a short time, believed myself to be doing well, +but I soon found that a large number of scholars did not insure a +large income from the school. My terms were moderate, but still I +found great difficulty in obtaining what was due to me at the end of +the term. + +"A few paid promptly, and without expecting me to make unreasonable +deductions for unpleasant weather, slight illness, &c., &c. Others +paid after long delay, which often put me to the greatest +inconvenience; and some, after appointing day after day for me to +call, and promising each time that the bill should be settled +without fail, moved away, I knew not whither, or met me at length +with a cool assurance that it was not possible for them to pay me at +present--if it was ever in their power they would let me know." + +"Downright robbery!" exclaimed Uncle Joshua. "A set of pickpockets! +I wish they were all shipped for Blackwell's Island." + +"There are many reasons assigned for not paying," continued Mrs. +Morrison. "Sometimes the children had not learned as much as the +parents expected. Some found it expedient to take their children +away long before the expiration of the term, and then gazed at me in +astonishment when I declared my right to demand pay for the whole +time for which they engaged. One lady, in particular, to whose +daughter I was giving music lessons, withdrew the pupil under +pretext of slight indisposition, and sent me the amount due for a +half term. I called upon her, and stated that I considered the +engagement binding for twenty-four lessons, but would willingly wait +until the young lady was quite recovered. The mother appeared to +assent with willingness to this arrangement, and took the proffered +money without comment. An hour or two after I received a laconic +epistle stating that the lady had already engaged another teacher, +whom she thought preferable--that she had offered me the amount due +for half of the term, and I had declined receiving it--therefore she +should not offer it again. I wrote a polite, but very plain, reply +to this note, and enclosed my bill for the whole term, but have +never heard from her since." + +"Do you mean to say that she actually received the money which you +returned to her without reluctance, and gave you no notice of her +intention to employ another teacher?" demanded the old gentleman. + +"Certainly; and, besides this, I afterwards ascertained that the +young lady was actually receiving a lesson from another teacher, +when I called at the house--therefore the plea of indisposition was +entirely false. The most perfect satisfaction had always been +expressed as to the progress of the pupil, and no cause was assigned +for the change." + +"I hope you have met with few cases as bad as this," remarked Uncle +Joshua. "The world must be in a worse state than even I had +supposed, if such imposition is common." + +"This may be an extreme case," replied Mrs. Morrison, "but I could +relate many others which are little better. However, you will soon +weary of my experience in this way, Uncle Joshua, and I will +therefore mention but one other instance. One bitter cold day in +January, I called at the house of a lady who had owed me a small +amount for nearly a year, and after repeated delay had reluctantly +fixed this day as the time when she would pay me at least a part of +what was due. I was told by the servant who opened the door that the +lady was not at home. + +"What time will she be in?" I inquired. + +"Not for some hours," was the reply. + +Leaving word that I would call again towards evening, I retraced my +steps, feeling much disappointed at my ill success, as I had felt +quite sure of obtaining the money. About five o'clock I again +presented myself at the door, and was again informed that the lady +was not at home. + +"I will walk in, and wait for her return," I replied. + +The servant appeared somewhat startled at this, but after a little +delay ushered me into the parlour. Two little boys, of four and six +years of age, were playing about the room. I joined in their sports, +and soon became quite familiar with them. Half an hour had passed +away, when I inquired of the oldest boy what time he expected his +mother? + +"Not till late," he answered, hesitatingly. + +"Did she take the baby with her this cold day?" I asked. + +"Yes, ma'am," promptly replied the girl, who, under pretence of +attending to the children, frequently came into the room. + +The youngest child gazed earnestly in my face, and said, smilingly, + +"Mother has not gone away, she is up stairs. She ran away with baby +when she saw you coming, and told us to say she had gone out. I am +afraid brother will take cold, for there is no fire up stairs." + +"It is no such thing," exclaimed the girl and the eldest boy. "She +is not up stairs, ma'am, or she would see you." + +But even as they spoke the loud cries of an infant were heard, and a +voice at the head of the stairs calling Jenny. + +The girl obeyed, and presently returned with the child in her arms, +its face, neck, and hands purple with cold. + +"Poor little thing, it has got its death in that cold room," she +said. "Mistress cannot see you, ma'am, she is sick and gone to bed." + +"This last story was probably equally false with the other, but I +felt that it was useless to remain, and with feelings of deep regret +for the poor children who were so early taught an entire disregard +for truth, and of sorrow for the exposure to cold to which I had +innocently subjected the infant, I left the house. A few days after, +I heard that the little one had died with croup. Jenny, whom I +accidentally met in the street, assured me that he took the cold +which caused his death from the exposure on the afternoon of my +call, as he became ill the following day. I improved the opportunity +to endeavour to impress upon the mind of the poor girl the sin of +which she had been guilty, in telling a falsehood even in obedience +to the commands of her mistress; and I hope that what I said may be +useful to her. + +"The want of honesty and promptness in the parents of my pupils +often caused me great inconvenience, and I frequently found it +difficult to meet my rent when it became due. Still I have struggled +through my difficulties without contracting any debts until this +winter, but the sickness which has prevailed in my school has so +materially lessened my income, and my family expenses have, for the +same reason, been so much greater, that I fear it will be quite +impossible for me to continue in my present situation." + +"Do not be discouraged," said Uncle Joshua; "I will advance whatever +sum you are in immediate need of, and you may repay me when it is +convenient to yourself. I will also take the bills which are due to +you from various persons, and endeavour to collect them. Your +present term is, I suppose, nearly ended. Commence another with this +regulation:--That the price of tuition, or at least one-half of it, +shall be paid before the entrance of the scholar. Some will complain +of this rule, but many will not hesitate to comply with it, and you +will find the result beneficial. And now I would leave you, Fanny, +for I have another call to make this evening. My young friend, +William Churchill, is, I hear, quite ill, and I feel desirous to see +him. I will call upon you in a day or two, and then we will have +another talk about your affairs, and see what can be done for you. +So good night, Fanny; go to sleep and dream of your old friend." + +Closing the door after Uncle Joshua, Mrs. Morrison returned to her +room with a heart filled with thankfulness that so kind a friend had +been sent to her in the hour of need; while the old gentleman walked +with rapid steps through several streets until he stood at the door +of a small, but pleasantly situated house in the suburbs of the +city. His ring at the bell was answered by a pretty, +pleasant-looking young woman, whom he addressed as Mrs. Churchill, +and kindly inquired for her husband. + +"William is very feeble to-day, but he will be rejoiced to see you, +sir. His disease is partly owing to anxiety of mind, I think, and +when his spirits are raised by a friendly visit, he feels better." + +Uncle Joshua followed Mrs. Churchill to the small room which now +served the double purpose of parlour and bedroom. They were met at +the door by the invalid, who had recognised the voice of his old +friend, and had made an effort to rise and greet him. His sunken +countenance, the hectic flush which glowed upon his cheek, and the +distressing cough, gave fearful evidence that unless the disease was +soon arrested in its progress, consumption would mark him for its +victim. + +The friendly visiter was inwardly shocked at his appearance, but +wisely made no allusion to it, and soon engaged him in cheerful +conversation. Gradually he led him to speak openly of his own +situation,--of his health, and of the pecuniary difficulties with +which he was struggling. His story was a common one. A young family +were growing up around him, and an aged mother and invalid sister +also depended upon him for support. The small salary which he +obtained as clerk in one of the most extensive mercantile +establishments in the city, was quite insufficient to meet his +necessary expenses. He had, therefore, after being constantly +employed from early morning until a late hour in the evening, +devoted two or three hours of the night to various occupations which +added a trifle to his limited income. Sometimes he procured copying +of various kinds; at others, accounts, which he could take to his +own house, were intrusted to him. This incessant application had +gradually ruined his health, and now for several weeks he had been +unable to leave the house. + +"Have you had advice from an experienced physician, William?" +inquired Uncle Joshua. The young man blushed, as he replied, that he +was unwilling to send for a physician, knowing that he had no means +to repay his services. + +"I will send my own doctor to see you," returned his friend. "He can +help you if any one can, and as for his fee I will attend to it, and +if you regain your health I shall be amply repaid.--No, do not thank +me," he continued, as Mr. Churchill endeavoured to express his +gratitude. "Your father has done me many a favour, and it would be +strange if I could not extend a hand to help his son when in +trouble. And now tell me, William, is not your salary very small, +considering the responsible situation which you have so long held in +the firm of Stevenson & Co.?" + +"It is," was the reply; "but I see no prospect of obtaining more. I +believe I have always given perfect satisfaction to my employer, +although it is difficult to ascertain the estimation in which he +holds me, for he is a man who never praises. He has never found +fault with me, and therefore I suppose him satisfied, and indeed I +have some proof of this in his willingness to wait two or three +months in the hope that I may recover from my present illness before +making a permanent engagement with a new clerk. Notwithstanding +this, he has never raised my salary, and when I ventured to say to +him about a year ago, that as his business had nearly doubled since +I had been with him, I felt that it would be but just that I should +derive some benefit from the change, he coolly replied that my +present salary was all that he had ever paid a clerk, and he +considered it a sufficient equivalent for my services. He knows very +well that it is difficult to obtain a good situation, there are so +many who stand ready to fill any vacancy, and therefore he feels +quite safe in refusing to give me, more." + +"And yet," replied Uncle Joshua, "he is fully aware that the +advantage resulting from your long experience and thorough +acquaintance with his business, increases his income several hundred +dollars every year, and this money he quietly puts into his own +pocket, without considering or caring that a fair proportion of it +should in common honesty go into yours. What a queer world we live +in! The poor thief who robs you of your watch or pocket-book, is +punished without delay; but these wealthy defrauders maintain their +respectability and pass for honest men, even while withholding what +they know to be the just due of another. + +"But cheer up, William, I have a fine plan for you, if you can but +regain your health. I am looking for a suitable person to take +charge of a large sheep farm, which I propose establishing on the +land which I own in Virginia. You acquired some knowledge of farming +in your early days. How would you like to undertake this business? +The climate is delightful, the employment easy and pleasant; and it +shall be my care that your salary is amply sufficient for the +support of your family." + +Mr. Churchill could hardly command his voice sufficiently to express +his thanks, and his wife burst into tears, as she exclaimed, + +"If my poor husband had confided his troubles to you before, he +would not have been reduced to this feeble state." + +"He will recover," said the old gentleman. "I feel sure, that in one +month, he will look like a different man. Rest yourself, now, +William, and to-morrow I will see you again." + +And, followed by the blessings and thanks of the young couple, Uncle +Joshua departed. + +"Past ten o'clock," he said to himself, as he paused near a +lamp-post and looked at his watch. "I must go to my own room." + +As he said this he was startled by a deep sigh from some one near, +and on looking round, saw a lad, of fourteen or fifteen years of +age, leaning against the post, and looking earnestly at him. + +Uncle Joshua recognised the son of a poor widow, whom he had +occasionally befriended, and said, kindly, + +"Well, John, are you on your way home from the store? This is rather +a late hour for a boy like you." + +"Yes, sir, it is late. I cannot bear to return home to my poor +mother, for I have bad news for her to-night. Mr. Mackenzie does not +wish to employ me any more. My year is up to-day." + +"Why, John, how is this? Not long ago your employer told me that he +was perfectly satisfied with you; indeed, he said that he never +before had so trusty and useful a boy." + +"He has always appeared satisfied with me, sir, and I have +endeavoured to serve him faithfully. But he told me to-day that he +had engaged another boy." + +Uncle Joshua mused for a moment, and then asked, + +"What was he to give you for the first year, John?" + +"Nothing, sir. He told my mother that my services would be worth +nothing the first year, but the second he would pay me fifty +dollars, and so increase my salary as I grew older. My poor mother +has worked very hard to support me this year, and I had hoped that I +would be able to help her soon. But it is all over now, and I +suppose I must take a boy's place again, and work another year for +nothing." + +"And then be turned off again. Another set of pickpockets," muttered +his indignant auditor. + +"Pickpockets!" exclaimed the lad. "Did any one take your watch just +now, sir? I saw a man look at it as you took it out. Perhaps we can +overtake him. I think he turned into the next street." + +"No, no, my boy. My watch is safe enough. I am not thinking of +street pickpockets, but of another class whom you will find out as +you grow older. But never mind losing your place, John. My nephew is +in want of a boy who has had some experience in your business, and +will pay him a fair salary--more than Mr. Mackenzie agreed to give +you for the second year. I will mention you to him, and you may call +at his store to-morrow at eleven o'clock, and we will see if you +will answer his purpose." + +"Thank you, Sir, I am sure I thank you; and mother will bless you +for your kindness," replied the boy, his countenance glowing with +animation; and with a grateful "good night," he darted off in the +direction of his own home. + +"There goes a grateful heart," thought Uncle Joshua, as he gazed +after the boy until he turned the corner of the street and +disappeared. "He has lost his situation merely because another can +be found who will do the work for nothing for a year, in the vain +hope of future recompense. I wish Mary could have been with me this +evening; I think she would have acknowledged that there are many +respectable pickpockets who deserve to accompany poor Thomas to +Blackwell's Island;" and thus soliloquizing, Uncle Joshua reached +the door of his boarding-house, and sought repose in his own room. + + + + + + +KIND WORDS. + + + + + +WE have more than once, in our rapidly written reflections, urged +the policy and propriety of kindness, courtesy, and good-will +between man and man. It is so easy for an individual to manifest +amenity of spirit, to avoid harshness, and thus to cheer and gladden +the paths of all over whom he may have influence or control, that it +is really surprising to find any one pursuing the very opposite +course. Strange as it may appear, there are among the children of +men, hundreds who seem to take delight in making others unhappy. +They rejoice at an opportunity of being the messengers of evil +tidings. They are jealous or malignant; and in either case they +exult in inflicting a wound. The ancients, in most nations, had a +peculiar dislike to croakers, prophets of evil, and the bearers of +evil tidings. It is recorded that the messenger from the banks of +the Tigris, who first announced the defeat of the Roman army by the +Persians, and the death of the Emperor Julian, in a Roman city of +Asia Minor, was instantly buried under a heap of stones thrown upon +him by an indignant populace. And yet this messenger was innocent, +and reluctantly discharged a painful duty. But how different the +spirit and the motive of volunteers in such cases--those who exult +in an opportunity of communicating bad news, and in some degree +revel over the very agony which it produces. The sensitive, the +generous, the honourable, would ever be spared from such painful +missions. A case of more recent occurrence may be referred to as in +point. We allude to the murder of Mr. Roberts, a farmer of New +Jersey, who was robbed and shot in his own wagon, near Camden. It +became necessary that the sad intelligence should be broken to his +wife and family with as much delicacy as possible. A neighbour was +selected for the task, and at first consented. But, on +consideration, his heart failed him. He could not, he said, +communicate the details of a tragedy so appalling and he begged to +be excused. Another, formed it was thought of sterner stuff, was +then fixed upon: but he too, rough and bluff as he was in his +ordinary manners, possessed the heart of a generous and sympathetic +human being, and also respectfully declined. A third made a like +objection, and at last a female friend of the family was with much +difficulty persuaded, in company with another, to undertake the +mournful task. And yet, we repeat, there are in society, individuals +who delight in contributing to the misery of others--who are eager +to circulate a slander, to chronicle a ruin, to revive a forgotten +error, to wound, sting, and annoy, whenever they may do so with +impunity. How much better the gentle, the generous, the magnanimous +policy! Why not do everything that may be done for the happiness of +our fellow creatures, without seeking out their weak points, +irritating their half-healed wounds, jarring their sensibilities, or +embittering their thoughts! The magic of kind words and a kind +manner can scarcely be over-estimated. Our fellow creatures are more +sensitive than is generally imagined. We have known cases in which a +gentle courtesy has been remembered with pleasure for years. Who +indeed cannot look back into "bygone time," and discover some smile, +some look or other demonstration of regard or esteem, calculated to +bless and brighten every hour of after existence! "Kind words," says +an eminent writer, "do not cost much. It does not take long to utter +them. They never blister the tongue or lips on their passage into +the world, or occasion any other kind of bodily suffering; and we +have never heard of any mental trouble arising from this quarter. +Though they do not cost much, yet they accomplish much. 1. They help +one's own good nature and good will. One cannot be in a habit of +this kind, without thereby pecking away something of the granite +roughness of his own nature. Soft words will soften his own soul. +Philosophers tell us that the angry words a man uses in his passion +are fuel to the flame of his wrath, and make it blaze the more +fiercely. Why, then, should not words of the opposite character +produce opposite results, and that most blessed of all passions of +the soul, kindness, be augmented by kind words? People that are for +ever speaking kindly, are for ever disinclining themselves to +ill-temper. 2. Kind words make other people good-natured. Cold words +freeze people, and hot words scorch them, and sarcastic words +irritate them, and bitter words make them bitter, and wrathful words +make them wrathful. And kind words also produce their own image on +men's souls; and a beautiful image it is. They soothe, and quiet, +and comfort the hearer. They shame him out of his sour, morose, +unkind feelings; and he has to become kind himself. There is such a +rush of all other kinds of words in our days, that it seems +desirable to give kind words a chance among them. There are vain +words, idle words, hasty words, spiteful words, silly words, and +empty words. Now kind words are better than the whole of them; and +it is a pity that, among the improvements of the present age, birds +of this feather might not have more of a chance than they have had +to spread their wings." + +It is indeed! Kind words should be brought into more general use. +Those in authority should employ them more frequently, when +addressing the less fortunate among mankind. Employers should use +them in their intercourse with their workmen. Parents should utter +them on every occasion to their children. The rich should never +forget an opportunity of speaking kindly to the poor. Neighbours and +friends should emulate each other in the employment of mild, gentle, +frank, and kindly language. But this cannot be done unless each +endeavours to control himself. Our passions and our prejudices must +be kept in check. If we find that we have a neighbour on the other +side of the way, who has been more fortunate in a worldly sense than +we have been, and if we discover a little jealousy or envy creeping +into our opinions and feelings concerning said neighbour--let us be +careful, endeavour to put a rein upon our tongues, and to avoid the +indulgence of malevolence or ill-will. If we, on the other hand, +have been fortunate, have enough and to spare, and there happens to +be in our circle some who are dependent upon us, some who look up to +us with love and respect--let us be generous, courteous, and +kind--and thus we shall not only discharge a duty, but prove a +source of happiness to others. + + + + + + +NEIGHBOURS' QUARRELS. + + + + + +MOST people think there are cares enough in the world, and yet many +are very industrious to increase them:--One of the readiest ways of +doing this is to quarrel with a neighbour. A bad bargain may vex a +man for a week, and a bad debt may trouble him for a month; but a +quarrel with his neighbours will keep him in hot water all the year +round. + +Aaron Hands delights in fowls, and his cocks and hens are always +scratching up the flowerbeds of his neighbour William Wilkes, whose +mischievous tom-cat every now and then runs off with a chicken. The +consequence is, that William Wilkins is one half the day occupied in +driving away the fowls, and threatening to screw their long ugly +necks off; while Aaron Hands, in his periodical outbreaks, +invariably vows to skin his neighbour's cat, as sure as he can lay +hold of him. + +Neighbours! Neighbours! Why can you not be at peace? Not all the +fowls you can rear, and the flowers you can grow, will make amends +for a life of anger, hatred, malice, and uncharitableness. Come to +some kind-hearted understanding one with another, and dwell in +peace. + +Upton, the refiner, has a smoky chimney, that sets him and all the +neighbourhood by the ears. The people around abuse him without +mercy, complaining that they are poisoned, and declaring that they +will indict him at the sessions. Upton fiercely sets them at +defiance, on the ground that his premises were built before theirs, +that his chimney did not come to them, but that they came to his +chimney. + +Neighbours! Neighbours! practise a little more forbearance. Had half +a dozen of you waited on the refiner in a kindly spirit, he would +years ago have so altered his chimney, that it would not have +annoyed you. + +Mrs. Tibbets is thoughtless--if it were not so she would never have +had her large dusty carpet beaten, when her neighbour, who had a +wash, was having her wet clothes hung out to dry. Mrs. Williams is +hasty and passionate, or she would never have taken it for granted +that the carpet was beaten on purpose to spite her, and give her +trouble. As it is, Mrs. Tibbets and Mrs. Williams hate one another +with a perfect hatred. + +Neighbours! Neighbours! bear with one another. We are none of us +angels, and should not, therefore, expect those about us to be free +from faults. + +They who attempt to out-wrangle a quarrelsome neighbour, go the +wrong way to work. A kind word, and still more a kind deed, will be +more likely to be successful. Two children wanted to pass by a +savage dog: the one took a stick in his hand and pointed it at him, +but this only made the enraged creature more furious than before. +The other child adopted a different plan; for by giving the dog a +piece of his bread and butter, he was allowed to pass, the subdued +animal wagging his tail in quietude. If you happen to have a +quarrelsome neighbour, conquer him by civility and kindness; try the +bread and butter system, and keep your stick out of sight. That is +an excellent Christian admonition, "A soft answer turneth away +wrath, but grievous words stir up anger." + +Neighbours' quarrels are a mutual reproach, and yet a stick or a +straw is sufficient to promote them. One man is rich, and another +poor; one is a churchman, another a dissenter; one is a +conservative, another a liberal; one hates another because he is of +the same trade, and another is bitter with his neighbour because he +is a Jew or a Roman Catholic. + +Neighbours! Neighbours! live in love, and then while you make others +happy, you will be happier yourselves. + + "That happy man is surely blest, + Who of the worst things makes the best; + Whilst he must be of temper curst, + Who of the best things makes the worst." + +"Be ye all of one mind," says the Apostle, "having compassion one of +another; love as brethren, be pitiful, be courteous; not rendering +evil for evil, or railing for railing, but contrariwise blessing. +"To a rich man I would say, bear with and try to serve those who are +below you; and to a poor one-- + + "Fear God, love peace, and mind your labour; + And never, never quarrel with your neighbour." + + + + + + +GOOD WE MIGHT DO. + + + + + +WE all might do good + Where we often do ill; +There is always the way, + If we have but the will; +Though it be but a word + Kindly breathed or supprest, +It may guard off some pain, + Or give peace to some breast. + +We all might do good + In a thousand small ways-- +In forbearing to flatter, + Yet yielding _due_ praise-- +In spurning ill humour, + Reproving wrong done, +And treating but kindly + Each heart we have won. + +We all might do good, + Whether lowly or great, +For the deed is not gauged + By the purse or estate; +If it be but a cup + Of cold water that's given, +Like "the widow's two mites," + It is something for Heaven. + + + + + + +THE TOWN LOT. + + + + + +ONCE upon a time it happened that the men who governed the municipal +affairs of a certain growing town in the West, resolved, in grave +deliberation assembled, to purchase a five-acre lot at the north end +of the city--recently incorporated--and have it improved for a park +or public square. Now, it also happened, that all the saleable +ground lying north of the city was owned by a man named Smith--a +shrewd, wide-awake individual, whose motto was "Every man for +himself," with an occasional addition about a certain gentleman in +black taking "the hindmost." + +Smith, it may be mentioned, was secretly at the bottom of this +scheme for a public square, and had himself suggested the matter to +an influential member of the council; not that he was moved by what +is denominated public spirit--no; the spring of action in the case +was merely "private spirit," or a regard for his own good. If the +council decided upon a public square, he was the man from whom the +ground would have to be bought; and he was the man who could get his +own price therefor. + +As we have said, the park was decided upon, and a committee of two +appointed whose business it was to see Smith, and arrange with him +for the purchase of a suitable lot of ground. In due form the +committee called upon the landholder, who was fully prepared for the +interview. + +"You are the owner of those lots at the north end?" said the +spokesman of the committee. + +"I am," replied Smith, with becoming gravity. + +"Will you sell a portion of ground, say five acres, to the city?" + +"For what purpose?" Smith knew very well for what purpose the land +was wanted. + +"We have decided to set apart about five acres of ground, and +improve it as a kind of park, or public promenade." + +"Have you, indeed? Well, I like that," said Smith, with animation. +"It shows the right kind of public spirit." + +"We have, moreover, decided that the best location will be at the +north end of the town." + +"Decidedly my own opinion," returned Smith. + +"Will you sell us the required acres?" asked one of the councilmen. + +"That will depend somewhat upon where you wish to locate the park." + +The particular location was named. + +"The very spot," replied Smith, promptly, "upon which I have decided +to erect four rows of dwellings." + +"But it is too far out for that," was naturally objected. + +"O, no; not a rod. The city is rapidly growing in that direction. I +have only to put up the dwellings referred to, and dozens will, be +anxious to purchase lots, and build all around them. Won't the +ground to the left of that you speak of answer as well?" + +But the committee replied in the negative. The lot they had +mentioned was the one decided upon as most suited for the purpose, +and they were not prepared to think of any other location. + +All this Smith understood very well. He was not only willing, but +anxious for the city to purchase the lot they were negotiating for. +All he wanted was to get a good round price for the same--say four +or five times the real value. So he feigned indifference, and threw +difficulties in the way. + +A few years previous to this time, Smith had purchased a +considerable tract of land at the north of the then flourishing +village, at fifty dollars an acre. Its present value was about three +hundred dollars an acre. After a good deal of talk on both sides, +Smith finally agreed to sell the particular lot pitched upon. The +next thing was to arrange as to price. + +"At what do you hold this ground per acre?" + +It was some time before Smith answered this question. His eyes were +cast upon the floor, and earnestly did he enter into debate with +himself as to the value he should place upon the lot. At first he +thought of five hundred dollars per acre. But his cupidity soon +caused him to advance on that sum, although, a month before, he +would have caught at such an offer. Then he advanced to six, to +seven, and to eight hundred. And still he felt undecided. + +"I can get my own price," said he to himself. "The city has to pay, +and I might just as well get a large sum as a small one." + +"For what price will you sell?" The question was repeated. + +"I must have a good price." + +"We are willing to pay what is fair and right." + +"Of course. No doubt you have fixed a limit to which you will go." + +"Not exactly that," said one of the gentlemen. + +"Are you prepared to make an offer?" + +"We are prepared to hear your price, and to make a report thereon," +was replied. + +"That's a very valuable lot of ground," said Smith. + +"Name your price," returned one of the committeemen, a little +impatiently. + +Thus brought up to the point, Smith, after thinking hurriedly for a +few moments, said-- + +"One thousand dollars an acre." + +Both the men shook their heads in a very positive way. Smith said +that it was the lowest he would take; and so the conference ended. + +At the next meeting of the city councils, a report on the town lot +was made, and the extraordinary demand of Smith canvassed. It was +unanimously decided not to make the proposed purchase. + +When this decision reached the landholder, he was considerably +disappointed. He wanted money badly, and would have "jumped at" two +thousand dollars for the five acre lot, if satisfied that it would +bring no more. But when the city came forward as a purchaser, his +cupidity was subjected to a very strong temptation. He believed that +he could get five thousand dollars as easily as two; and quieted his +conscience by the salvo--"An article is always worth what it will +bring." + +A week or two went by, and Smith was about calling upon one of the +members of the council, to say that, if the city really wanted the +lot he would sell at their price, leaving it with the council to act +justly and generously, when a friend said to him, + +"I hear that the council had the subject of a public square under +consideration again this morning." + +"Indeed!" Smith was visibly excited, though he tried to appear calm. + +"Yes; and I also hear that they have decided to pay the extravagant +price you asked for a lot of ground at the north end of the city." + +"A thousand dollars an acre?" + +"Yes." + +"Its real value, and not cent more," said Smith. + +"People differ about that. How ever, you are lucky," the friend +replied. "The city is able to pay." + +"So I think. And I mean they shall pay." + +Before the committee, to whom the matter was given in charge, had +time to call upon Smith, and close with him for the lot, that +gentleman had concluded in his own mind that it would be just as +easy to get twelve hundred dollars an acre as a thousand. It was +plain that the council were bent upon having the ground, and would +pay a round sum for it. It was just the spot for a public square; +and the city must become the owner. So, when he was called upon, by +the gentlemen, and they said to him, + +"We are authorized to pay you your price," he promptly answered, +"The offer is no longer open. You declined it when it was made. My +price for that property is now twelve hundred dollars an acre." + +The men offered remonstrance; but it was of no avail. Smith believed +that he could get six thousand dollars for the ground as easily as +five thousand. The city must have the lot, and would pay almost any +price. + +"I hardly think it right, Mr. Smith," said one of his visiters, "for +you to take such an advantage. This square is for the public good." + +"Let the public pay, then," was the unhesitating answer. "The public +is able enough." + +"The location of this park, at the north end of the city, will +greatly improve the value of your other property." + +This Smith understood very well. But he replied, + +"I am not so sure of that. I have some very strong doubts on the +subject. It's my opinion, that the buildings I contemplated erecting +will be far more to my advantage. Be that as it may, however, I am +decided in selling for nothing less than six thousand dollars." + +"We are only authorized to pay five thousand," replied the +committee. "If you agree to take that sum, will close the bargain on +the spot." + +Five thousand dollars was a large sum of money, and Smith felt +strongly tempted to close in with the liberal offer. But six +thousand loomed up before his imagination still more temptingly. + +"I can get it," said he to himself; "and the property is worth what +it will bring." + +So he positively declined to sell it at a thousand dollars per acre. + +"At twelve hundred you will sell?" remarked one of the committee, as +they were about retiring. + +"Yes. I will take twelve hundred the acre. That is the lowest rate, +and I am not anxious even at that price. I can do quite as well by +keeping it in my own possession. But, as you seem so bent on having +it, I will not stand in your way. When will the council meet again?" + +"Not until next week." + +"Very well. If they then accept my offer, all will be right. But, +understand me; if they do not accept, the offer no longer remains +open. It is a matter of no moment to me which way the thing goes." + +It was a matter of moment to Smith, for all this assertion--a matter +of very great moment. He had several thousand dollars to pay in the +course of the next few months on land purchases, and no way to meet +the payments, except by mortgages, or sales of property; and, it may +naturally be concluded, that he suffered considerable uneasiness +during the time which passed until the next meeting of the council. + +Of course, the grasping disposition shown by Smith, became the town +talk; and people said a good many hard things of him. Little, +however, did he care, so that he secured six thousand dollars for a +lot not worth more than two thousand. + +Among other residents and property holders in the town, was a +simple-minded, true-hearted, honest man, named Jones. His father had +left him a large farm, a goodly portion of which, in process of +time, came to be included in the limits of the new city; and he +found a much more profitable employment in selling building lots +than in tilling the soil. The property of Mr. Jones lay at the west +side of the town. + +Now, when Mr. Jones heard of the exorbitant demand made by Smith for +a five acre lot, his honest heart throbbed with a feeling of +indignation. + +"I couldn't have believed it of him," said he. "Six thousand +dollars! Preposterous! Why, I would give the city a lot of twice the +size, and do it with pleasure." + +"You would?" said a member of the council, who happened to hear this +remark. + +"Certainly I would." + +"You are really in earnest?" + +"Undoubtedly. Go and select a public square from any of my +unappropriated land on the west side of the city, and I will pass +you the title as a free gift to-morrow, and feel pleasure in doing +so." + +"That is public spirit," said the councilman. + +"Call it what you will. I am pleased in making the offer." + +Now, let it not be supposed that Mr. Jones was shrewdly calculating +the advantage which would result to him from having a park at the +west side of the city. No such thought had yet entered his mind. He +spoke from the impulse of a generous feeling. + +Time passed on, and the session day of the council came round--a day +to which Smith had looked forward with no ordinary feelings of +interest, that were touched at times by the coldness of doubt, and +the agitation of uncertainty. Several times he had more than half +repented of his refusal to accept the liberal offer of five thousand +dollars, and of having fixed so positively upon six thousand as the +"lowest figure." + +The morning of the day passed, and Smith began to grow uneasy. He +did not venture to seek for information as to the doings of the +council, for that would be to expose the anxiety he felt in the +result of their deliberations. Slowly the afternoon wore away, and +it so happened that Smith did not meet any one of the councilmen; +nor did he even know whether the council was still in session or +not. As to making allusion to the subject of his anxious interest to +any one, that was carefully avoided; for he knew that his exorbitant +demand was the town talk--and he wished to affect the most perfect +indifference on the subject. + +The day closed, and not a whisper about the town lot had come to the +ears of Mr. Smith. What could it mean? Had his offer to sell at six +thousand been rejected? The very thought caused his heart to grow +heavy in his bosom. Six, seven, eight o'clock came, and still it was +all dark with Mr. Smith. He could bear the suspense no longer, and +so determined to call upon his neighbour Wilson, who was a member of +the council, and learn from him what had been done. + +So he called on Mr. Wilson. + +"Ah, friend Smith," said the latter; "how are you this evening?" + +"Well, I thank you," returned Smith, feeling a certain oppression of +the chest. "How are you?" + +"Oh, very well." + +Here there was a pause. After which Smith said, "About that ground +of mine. What did you do?" + +"Nothing," replied Wilson, coldly. + +"Nothing, did you say?" Smith's voice was a little husky. + +"No. You declined our offer; or, rather, the high price fixed by +yourself upon the land." + +"You refused to buy it at five thousand, when it was offered," said +Smith. + +"I know we did, because your demand was exorbitant." + +"Oh, no, not at all," returned Smith quickly. + +"In that we only differ," said Wilson. "However, the council has +decided not to pay you the price you ask." + +"Unanimously?" + +"There was not a dissenting voice." + +Smith began to feel more and more uncomfortable. + +"I might take something less," he ventured to say, in a low, +hesitating voice. + +"It is too late now," was Mr. Wilson's prompt reply. + +"Too late! How so?" + +"We have procured a lot." + +"Mr. Wilson!" Poor Smith started to his feet in chagrin and +astonishment. + +"Yes; we have taken one of Jones's lots on the west side of the +city. A beautiful ten acre lot." + +"You have!" Smith was actually pale. + +"We have; and the title deeds are now being made out." + +It was some time before Smith had sufficiently recovered from the +stunning effect of this unlooked-for intelligence, to make the +inquiry, + +"And pray how much did Jones ask for his ten acre lot." + +"He presented it to the city as a gift," replied the councilman. + +"A gift! What folly!" + +"No, not folly--but true worldly wisdom; though I believe Jones did +not think of advantage to himself when he generously made the offer. +He is worth twenty thousand dollars more to-day than he was +yesterday, in the simple advanced value of his land for building +lots. And I know of no man in this town whose good fortune affects +me with more pleasure." + +Smith stole back to his home with a mountain of disappointment on +his heart. In his cupidity he had entirely overreached himself, and +he saw that the consequences were to react upon all his future +prosperity. The public square at the west end of the town would draw +improvements in that direction, all the while increasing the wealth +of Mr. Jones, while lots at the north end would remain at present +prices, or, it might be, take a downward range. + +And so it proved. In ten years, Jones was the richest man in the +town, while half of Smith's property had been sold for taxes. The +five acre lot passed from his hands, under the hammer, in the +foreclosure of a mortgage, for one thousand dollars! + +Thus it is that inordinate selfishness and cupidity overreach +themselves; while the liberal man deviseth liberal things, and is +sustained thereby. + + + + + + +THE SUNBEAM AND THE RAINDROP. + + + + + +A SUNBEAM and a raindrop met together in the sky +One afternoon in sunny June, when earth was parched and dry; +Each quarrelled for the precedence ('twas so the story ran), +And the golden sunbeam, warmly, the quarrel thus began:-- + +"What were the earth without me? I come with beauty bright, +She smiles to hail my presence, and rejoices in my light; +I deck the hill and valley with many a lovely hue, +I give the rose its blushes, and the violet its blue. + +"I steal within the window, and through the cottage door, +And my presence like a blessing gilds with smiles the broad earth o'er; +The brooks and streams flow dancing and sparkling in my ray, +And the merry, happy children in the golden sunshine play." + +Then the tearful raindrop answered--"Give praise where praise is due, +The earth indeed were lonely without a smile from you; +But without my visits, also, its beauty would decay, +The flowers droop and wither, and the streamlets dry away. + +"I give the flowers their freshness, and you their colours gay, +My jewels would not sparkle, without your sunny ray. +Since each upon the other so closely must depend, +Let us seek the earth together, and our common blessings blend." + +The raindrops, and the sunbeams, came laughing down to earth, +And it woke once more to beauty, and to myriad tones of mirth; +The river and the streamlet went dancing on their way, +And the raindrops brightly sparkled in the sunbeam's golden ray. + +The drooping flowers looked brighter, there was fragrance in the air, +The earth seemed new created, there was gladness everywhere; +And above the dark clouds, gleaming on the clear blue arch of Heaven, +The Rainbow, in its beauty, like a smile of love was given. + +'Twas a sweet and simple lesson, which the story told, I thought, +Not alone and single-handed our kindliest deeds are wrought; +Like the sunbeam and the raindrop, work together, while we may, +And the bow of Heaven's own promise shall smile upon our way. + + + + + + +A PLEA FOR SOFT WORDS. + + + + + +STRANGE and subtle are the influences which affect the spirit and +touch the heart. Are there bodiless creatures around us, moulding +our thoughts into darkness or brightness, as they will? Whence, +otherwise, come the shadow and the sunshine, for which we can +discern no mortal agency? + +Oftener, As we grow older, come the shadows; less frequently the, +sunshine. Ere I took up my pen, I was sitting with a pleasant +company of friends, listening to music, and speaking, with the rest, +light words. + +Suddenly, I knew not why, my heart was wrapt away in an atmosphere +of sorrow. A sense of weakness and unworthiness weighed me down, and +I felt the moisture gather to my eyes and my lips tremble, though +they kept the smile. + +All my past life rose up before me, and all my short-comings--all, +my mistakes, and all my wilful wickedness, seemed pleading +trumpet-tongued against me. + +I saw her before me whose feet trod with mine the green holts and +meadows, when the childish thought strayed not beyond the near or +the possible. I saw her through the long blue distances, clothed in +the white beauty of an angel; but, alas! she drew her golden hair +across her face to veil from her vision the sin-darkened creature +whose eyes dropped heavily to the hem of her robe! + +O pure and beautiful one, taken to peace ere the weak temptation had +lifted itself up beyond thy stature, and compelled thee to listen, +to oppose thy weakness to its strength, and to fall--sometimes, at +least, let thy face shine on me from between the clouds. Fresh from +the springs of Paradise, shake from thy wings the dew against my +forehead. We two were coming up together through the sweet land of +poesy and dreams, where the senses believe what the heart hopes; our +hands were full of green boughs, and our laps of cowslips and +violets, white and purple. We were talking of that more beautiful +world into which childhood was opening out, when that spectre met +us, feared and dreaded alike by the strong man and the little child, +and one was taken, and the other left. + +One was caught away sinless to the bosom of the Good Shepherd, and +one was left to weep pitiless tears, to eat the bread of toil, and +to think the bitter thoughts of misery,--left "to clasp a phantom +and to find it air." For often has the adversary pressed me sore, +and out of my arms has slid ever that which my soul pronounced good: +slid out of my arms and coiled about my feet like a serpent, +dragging me back and holding me down from all that is high and +great. + +Pity me, dear one, if thy sweet sympathies can come out of the +glory, if the lovelight of thy beautiful life can press through the +cloud and the evil, and fold me again as a garment; pity and plead +for me with the maiden mother whose arms in human sorrow and human +love cradled our blessed Redeemer. + +She hath known our mortal pain and passion--our more than mortal +triumph--she hath heard the "blessed art thou among women." My +unavailing prayers goldenly syllabled by her whose name sounds from +the manger through all the world, may find acceptance with Him who, +though our sins be as scarlet, can wash them white as wool. + +Our hearts grew together as one, and along the headlands and the +valleys one shadow went before us, and one shadow followed us, till +the grave gaped hungry and terrible, and I was alone. Faltering in +fear, but lingering in love, I knelt by the deathbed--it was the +middle night, and the first moans of the autumn came down from the +hills, for the frost specks glinted on her golden robes, and the +wind blew chill in her bosom. Heaven was full of stars, and the +half-moon scattered abroad her beauty like a silver rain. Many have +been the middle nights since then, for years lie between me and that +fearfulest of all watches; but a shadow, a sound, or a thought, +turns the key of the dim chamber, and the scene is reproduced. + +I see the long locks on the pillow, the smile on the ashen lips, the +thin, cold fingers faintly pressing my own, and hear the broken +voice saying, "I am going now. I am not afraid. Why weep ye? Though +I were to live the full time allotted to man, I should not be more +ready, nor more willing than now." But over this there comes a +shudder and a groan that all the mirthfulness of the careless was +impotent to drown. + +Three days previous to the death-night, three days previous to the +transit of the soul from the clayey tabernacle to the house not; +made with hands--from dishonour to glory--let me turn theme over as +so many leaves. + +The first of the November mornings, but the summer had tarried late, +and the wood to the south of our homestead lifted itself like a +painted wall against the sky--the squirrel was leaping nimbly and +chattering gayly among the fiery tops of the oaks or the dun foliage +of the hickory, that shot up its shelving trunk and spread its +forked branches far over the smooth, moss-spotted boles of the +beeches, and the limber boughs of the elms. Lithe and blithe he was, +for his harvest was come. + +From the cracked beech-burs was dropping the sweet, angular fruit, +and down from the hickory boughs with every gust fell a shower of +nuts--shelling clean and silvery from their thick black hulls. + +Now and then, across the stubble-field, with long cars erect, leaped +the gray hare, but for the most part he kept close in his burrow, +for rude huntsmen were on the hills with their dogs, and only when +the sharp report of a rifle rung through the forest, or the hungry +yelping of some trailing hound startled his harmless slumber, might +you see at the mouth of his burrow the quivering lip and great timid +eyes. + +Along the margin of the creek, shrunken now away from the blue and +gray and yellowish stones that made its cool pavement, and projected +in thick layers from the shelving banks, the white columns of +gigantic sycamores leaped earthward, their bases driven, as it +seemed, deep into the ground--all their convolutions of roots buried +out, of view. Dropping into the stagnant waters below, came one by +one the broad, rose-tinted leaves, breaking the shadows of the +silver limbs. + +Ruffling and widening to the edges of the pools went the circles, as +the pale, yellow walnuts plashed into their midst; for here, too, +grew the parent trees, their black bark cut and jagged and broken +into rough diamond work. + +That beautiful season was come when + +"Rustic girls in hoods +Go gleaning through the woods." + +Two days after this, we said, my dear mate and I, we shall have a +holiday, and from sunrise till sunset, with our laps full of ripe +nuts and orchard fruits, we shall make pleasant pastime. + +Rosalie, for so I may call her, was older than I, with a face of +beauty and a spirit that never flagged. But to-day there was +heaviness in her eyes, and a flushing in her cheek that was deeper +than had been there before. + +Still she spoke gayly, and smiled the old smile, for the gaunt form +of sickness had never been among us children, and we knew not how +his touch made the head sick and the heart faint. + +The day looked forward to so anxiously dawned at last; but in the +dim chamber of Rosalie the light fell sad. I must go alone. + +We had always been together before, at work and in play, asleep and +awake, and I lingered long ere I would be persuaded to leave her; +but when she smiled and said the fresh-gathered nuts and shining +apples would make her glad, I wiped her forehead, and turning +quickly away that she might not see my tears, was speedily wading +through winrows of dead leaves. + +The sensations of that day I shall never forget; a vague and +trembling fear of some coming evil, I knew not what, made me often +start as the shadows drifted past me, or a bough crackled beneath my +feet. + +From the low, shrubby hawthorns, I gathered the small red apples, +and from beneath the maples, picked by their slim golden stems the +notched and gorgeous leaves. The wind fingered playfully my hair, +and clouds of birds went whirring through the tree-tops; but no +sight nor sound could divide my thoughts from her whose voice had so +often filled with music these solitary places. + +I remember when first the fear distinctly defined itself. I was +seated on a mossy log, counting the treasures which I had been +gathering, when the clatter of hoof-strokes on the clayey and +hard-beaten road arrested my attention, and, looking up--for the +wood thinned off in the direction of the highway, and left it +distinctly in view--I saw Doctor H----, the physician, in attendance +upon my sick companion. The visit was an unseasonable one. She, whom +I loved so, might never come with me to the woods any more. + +Where the hill sloped to the roadside, and the trees, as I said, +were but few, was the village graveyard. No friend of mine, no one +whom I had ever known or loved, was buried there--yet with a child's +instinctive dread of death, I had ever passed its shaggy solitude +(for shrubs and trees grew there wild and unattended) with a hurried +step and averted face. + +Now, for the first time in my life, I walked voluntarily +thitherward, and climbing on a log by the fence-side, gazed long and +earnestly within. I stood beneath a tall locust-tree, and the small, +round leaves; yellow now as the long cloud-bar across the sunset, +kept dropping, and dropping at my feet, till all the faded grass was +covered up. There the mattock had never been struck; but in fancy I +saw the small Heaves falling and drifting about a new and +smooth-shaped mound--and, choking with the turbulent outcry in my +heart, I glided stealthily homeward--alas! to find the boding shape +I had seen through mists and, shadows awfully palpable. I did not +ask about Rosalie. I was afraid; but with my rural gleanings in my +lap, opened the door of her chamber. The physician had preceded me +but a moment, and, standing by the bedside, was turning toward the +lessening light the little wasted hand, the one on which I had +noticed in the morning a small purple spot. "Mortification!" he +said, abruptly, and moved away, as though his work were done. + +There was a groan expressive of the sudden and terrible +consciousness which had in it the agony of agonies--the giving up of +all. The gift I had brought fell from my relaxed grasp, and, hiding +my face in the pillow, I gave way to the passionate sorrow of an +undisciplined nature. + +When at last I looked up, there was a smile on her lips that no +faintest moan ever displaced again. + +A good man and a skilful physician was Dr. H----, but his infirmity +was a love of strong drink; and, therefore, was it that he softened +not the terrible blow which must soon have fallen. I link with his +memory no reproaches now, for all this is away down in the past; and +that foe that sooner or later biteth like a serpent, soon did his +work; but then my breaking heart judged him, hardly. Often yet, for +in all that is saddest memory is faithfulest, I wake suddenly out of +sleep, and live over that first and bitterest sorrow of my life; and +there is no house of gladness in the world that with a whisper will +not echo the moan of lips pale with the kisses of death. + +Sometimes, when life is gayest about me, an unseen hand leads me +apart, and opening the door of that still chambers I go in--the +yellow leaves are at my feet again, and that white band between me +and the light. + +I see the blue flames quivering and curling close and the +smouldering embers on the hearth. I hear soft footsteps and sobbing +voices and see the clasped hands and placid smile of her who, alone +among us all, was untroubled; and over the darkness and the pain I +hear voice, saying, "She is not dead, but sleepeth." Would, dear +reader, that you might remember, and I too all ways, the importance +of soft and careful words. One harsh or even thoughtlessly chosen +epithet, may bear with it a weight which shall weigh down some heart +through all life. There are for us all nights of sorrow, in which we +feel their value. Help us, our Father, to remember it! + + + + + + +MR. QUERY'S INVESTIGATION. + + + + + +"HE is a good man, suppose, and an excellent doctor," said Mrs. +Salina Simmons, with a dubious shake of her head but----" + +"But what, Mrs. Simmons?" + +"They say he _drinks!_" + +"No, impossible!" exclaimed Mr. Josiah Query, with emphasis. + +"Impossible? I hope so," said Mrs. Simmons. "And--mind you, I don't +say he _drinks_, but that such is the report. And I have it upon +tolerably good authority, too, Mr. Query." + +"What authority?" + +"Oh, I couldn't tell that: for you know I never like to make +mischief. I can only say that the _report_ is--he drinks." + +Mr. Josiah Query scratched his head. + +"Can it be that Dr. Harvey drinks?" he murmured. "I thought him pure +Son of Temperance. And his my family physician, too! I must look +into this matter forthwith. Mrs. Simmons, you still decline slating +who is your authority for this report?" + +Mrs. Simmons was firm; her companion could gain no satisfaction. She +soon compelled him to promise that he would not mention her name, if +he spoke of the affair elsewhere, repeating her remark that she +never liked to make mischief. + +Dr. Harvey was a physician residing in a small village, where he +shared the profits of practice with another doctor, named Jones. Dr. +Harvey was generally liked and among his friends was Mr. Josiah +Query, whom Mrs. Simmons shocked with the bit of gossip respecting +the doctor's habits of intemperance. Mr. Query was a good-hearted +man, and he deemed it his duty to inquire into the nature of the +report, and learn if it had any foundation in truth. Accordingly, be +went to Mr. Green, who also employed the doctor in his family. + +"Mr. Green," said he, "have you heard anything about this report of +Dr. Harvey's intemperance?" + +"Dr. Harvey's intemperance?" cried Mr. Green, astonished. + +"Yes--a flying report." + +"No, I'm sure I haven't." + +"Of course, then, you don't know whether it is true or not?" + +"What?" + +"That he drinks." + +"I never heard of it before. Dr. Harvey is my family physician, and +I certainly would not employ a man addicted to the use of ardent +spirits." + +"Nor I," said Mr. Query "and for this reason, and for the doctor's +sake, too, I want to know the truth of the matter. I don't really +credit it myself; but I thought it would do no harm to inquire." + +Mr. Query next applied to Squire Worthy for information. + +"Dear me!" exclaimed the squire, who was a nervous man; "does Dr. +Harvey drink?" + +"Such is the rumour; how true it is, I can't say." + +"And what if he should give one of my family a dose of arsenic +instead of the tincture of rhubarb, some time, when he is +intoxicated? My mind is made up now. I shall send for Dr. Jones in +future." + +"But, dear sir," remonstrated Mr. Query. "I don't say the report is +true." + +"Oh, no; you wouldn't wish to commit yourself. You like to know the +safe side, and so do I. I shall employ Dr. Jones." + +Mr. Query turned sorrowfully away. + +"Squire Worthy must have bad suspicions of the doctor's intemperance +before I came to him," thought he; "I really begin to fear that +there is some foundation for the report. I'll go to Mrs. Mason; she +will know." + +Mr. Query found Mrs. Mason ready to listen to and believe any +scandal. She gave her head a significant toss, as if she knew more +about the report than she chose to confess. + +Mr. Query begged of her to explain herself. + +"Oh, _I_ sha'n't say anything," exclaimed Mrs. Mason; "I've no ill +will against Dr. Harvey, and I'd rather cut off my right hand than +injure him." + +"But is the report true?" + +"True, Mr. Query? Do you suppose _I_ ever saw Dr. Harvey drunk? Then +how can you expect me to know? Oh, I don't wish to say anything +against the man, and I won't." + +After visiting Mrs. Mason, Mr. Query went to half a dozen others to +learn the truth respecting Dr. Harvey's habits. Nobody would confess +that they knew anything, about his drinking; but Mr. Smith "was not +as much surprised as others might be;" Mr. Brown "was sorry if the +report was true," adding, that the best of men had their faults. +Miss Single had frequently remarked the doctor's florid complexion, +and wondered if his colour was natural; Mr. Clark remembered that +the doctor appeared unusually gay, on the occasion of his last visit +to his family; Mrs. Rogers declared that, when she came to reflect, +she believed she had once or twice smelt the man's breath; and Mr. +Impulse had often seen him riding at an extraordinary rate for a +sober Gentleman. Still Mr. Query was unable to ascertain any +definite facts respecting the unfavourable report. + +Meanwhile, with his usual industry, Dr. Harvey went about his +business, little suspecting the scandalous gossip that was +circulating to his discredit. But he soon perceived he was very +coldly received by some of his old friends, and that others employed +Dr. Jones. Nobody sent for him, and he might have begun to think +that the health of the town was entirely re-established, had he not +observed that his rival appeared driven with business, and that he +rode night and day. + +One evening Dr. Harvey sat in his office, wondering what could have +occasioned the sudden and surprising change in his affairs, when, +contrary to his expectations, he received a call to visit a sick +child of one of his old friends, who had lately employed his rival. +After some hesitation, and a struggle between pride and a sense of +duty, he resolved to respond to the call, and at the same time +learn, if possible, why he had been preferred to Dr. Jones, and why +Dr. Jones had on other occasions been preferred to him. + +"The truth is, Dr. Harvey," said Mr. Miles, "we thought the child +dangerously ill, and as Dr. Jones could not come immediately, we +concluded to send for you." + +"I admire your frankness," responded Dr. Harvey, smiling; "and shall +admire it still more, if you will inform me why you have lately +preferred Dr. Jones to me. Formerly I had the honour of enjoying +your friendship and esteem, and you have frequently told me +yourself, that you would trust no other physician." + +"Well," replied Mr. Miles, "I am a plain man, and never hesitate to +tell people what they wish to know. I sent for Dr. Jones instead of +you, I confess not that I doubted your skill--" + +"What then?" + +"It is a delicate subject, but I will, nevertheless, speak out. +Although I had the utmost confidence in your skill and +faithfulness--I--you know, I--in short, I don't like to trust a +physician who drinks." + +"Sir!" cried the astonished doctor. + +"Yes--drinks," pursued Mr. Miles. "It is plain language, but I am a +plain man. I heard of your intemperance, and thought it unsafe--that +is, dangerous--to employ you." + +"My intemperance!" ejaculated Dr. Harvey. + +"Yes, sir! and I am sorry to know it. But the fact that you +sometimes drink a trifle too much is now a well known fact, and is +generally talked of in the village." + +"Mr. Miles," cried the indignant doctor, "this is scandalous--it is +false! Who is your authority for this report?" + +"Oh, I have heard it from several mouths but I can't say exactly who +is responsible for the rumour." + +And Mr. Miles went on to mention several names, as connected with +the rumour, and among which was that of Mr. Query. + +The indignant doctor immediately set out on a pilgrimage of +investigation, going from one house to another, in search of the +author of the scandal. + +Nobody, however, could state where it originated, but it was +universally admitted that the man from whose lips it was first +heard, was Mr. Query. + +Accordingly Dr. Harvey hastened to Mr. Query's house, and demanded +of that gentleman what he meant by circulating such scandal. + +"My dear doctor," cried Mr. Query, his face beaming with conscious +innocence, "_I_ haven't been guilty of any mis-statement about you, +I can take my oath. I heard that there was a report of your +drinking, and all I did was to tell people I didn't believe it, nor +know anything about it, and to inquire were it originated. Oh, I +assure you, doctor, I haven't slandered you in any manner." + +"You are a poor fool!" exclaimed Dr. Harvey, perplexed and angry. +"If you had gone about town telling everybody that you saw me drunk, +daily, you couldn't have slandered me more effectually than you +have." + +"Oh, I beg your pardon," cried Mr. Query, very sad; "but I thought I +was doing you a service!" + +"Save me from my friends!" exclaimed the doctor, bitterly. "An +_enemy_ could not have done me as much injury as you have done. But +I now insist on knowing who first mentioned the report to you." + +"Oh, I am not at liberty to say that." + +"Then I shall hold you responsible for the scandal--for the base +lies you have circulated. But if you are really an honest man, and +my friend, you will not hesitate to tell me where this report +originated." + +After some reflection, Mr. Query, who stood in mortal fear of the +indignant doctor, resolved to reveal the secret, and mentioned the +name of his informant, Mrs. Simmons. As Dr. Harvey had not heard her +spoken of before, as connected with the report of his intemperance, +he knew very well that Mr. Query's "friendly investigations" had +been the sole cause of his loss of practice. However, to go to the +roots of this Upas tree of scandal, he resolved to pay an immediate +visit to Mrs. Simmons. + +This lady could deny nothing; but she declared that she had not +given the rumour as a fact, and that she had never spoken of it +except to Mr. Query. Anxious to throw the responsibility of the +slander upon others, she eagerly confessed that, on a certain +occasion upon entering a room in which were Mrs. Guild and Mrs. +Harmless, she overheard one of these ladies remark that "Dr. Harvey +drank more than ever," and the other reply, that "she had heard him +say he could not break himself, although he knew his health suffered +in consequence." + +Thus set upon the right track, Dr. Harvey visited Mrs. Guild and +Mrs. Harmless without delay. + +"Mercy on us!" exclaimed those ladies, when questioned respecting +the matter, "we perfectly remember talking about your _drinking +coffee_, and making such remarks as you have heard through Mrs. +Simmons. But with regard to your _drinking liquor_, we never heard +the report until a week ago, and never believed it at all." + +As what these ladies had said of his _coffee-drinking_ propensities +was perfectly true, Dr. Harvey readily acquitted them of any designs +against his character for sobriety, and well satisfied with having +at last discovered the origin of the rumour, returned to the +friendly Mr. Query. + +The humiliation of this gentleman was so deep, that Dr. Harvey +avoided reproaches, and confined himself to a simple narrative of +his discoveries. + +"I see, it is all my fault," said Mr. Query. "And I will do anything +to remedy it. I never could believe you drank--and now I'll go and +tell everybody that the report _was_ false." + +"Oh! bless you," cried the doctor, "I wouldn't have you do so for +the world. All I ask of you, is to say nothing whatever on the +subject, and if you ever again hear a report of the kind, don't make +it a subject of friendly investigation." + +Mr. Query promised; and, after the truth was known, and, Dr. Harvey +had regained the good-will of the community, together with his share +of medical practice, he never had reason again to exclaim--"Save me +from my friends!" And Mr. Query was in future exceedingly careful +how he attempted to make friendly investigations. + + + + + + +ROOM IN THE WORLD. + + + + + +THERE is room in the world for the wealthy and great, +For princes to reign in magnificent state; +For the courtier to bend, for the noble to sue, +If the hearts of all these are but honest and true. + +And there's room in the world for the lowly and meek, +For the hard horny hand, and the toil-furrow'd cheek; +For the scholar to think, for the merchant to trade, +So these are found upright and just in their grade. + +But room there is none for the wicked; and nought +For the souls that with teeming corruption are fraught. +The world would be small, were its oceans all land, +To harbour and feed such a pestilent band. + +Root out from among ye, by teaching the mind, +By training the heart, this chief curse of mankind! +'Tis a duty you owe to the forthcoming race-- +Confess it in time, and discharge it with grace! + + + + + + +WORDS. + + + + + +"THE foolish thing!" said my Aunt Rachel, speaking warmly, "to get +hurt at a mere word. It's a little hard that people can't open their +lips but somebody is offended." + +"Words are things!" said I, smiling. + +"Very light things! A person must be tender indeed, that is hurt by +a word." + +"The very lightest thing may hurt, if it falls on a tender place." + +"I don't like people who have these tender places," said Aunt +Rachel. "I never get hurt at what is said to me. No--never! To be +ever picking and mincing, and chopping off your words--to be afraid +to say this or that--for fear somebody will be offended! I can't +abide it." + +"People who have these tender places can't help it, I suppose. This +being so, ought we not to regard their weakness?" said I. "Pain, +either of body or mind, is hard to bear, and we should not inflict +it causelessly." + +"People who are so wonderfully sensitive," replied Aunt Rachel, +growing warmer, "ought to shut themselves up at home, and not come +among sensible, good-tempered persons. As far as I am concerned, I +can tell them, one and all, that I am not going to pick out every +hard word from a sentence as carefully as I would seeds from a +raisin. Let them crack them with their teeth, if they are afraid to +swallow them whole." + +Now, for all that Aunt Rachel went on after this strain, she was a +kind, good soul, in the main, and, I could see, was sorry for having +hurt the feelings of Mary Lane. But she didn't like to acknowledge +that she was in the wrong; that would detract too much from the +self-complacency with which she regarded herself. Knowing her +character very well, I thought it best not to continue the little +argument about the importance of words, and so changed the subject. +But, every now and then, Aunt Rachel would return to it, each time +softening a little towards Mary. At last she said, + +"I'm sure it was a little thing. A very little thing. She might have +known that nothing unkind was intended on my part." + +"There are some subjects, aunt," I replied, "to which we cannot bear +the slightest allusion. And a sudden reference to them is very apt +to throw us off of our guard. What you said to Mary has, in all +probability touched some weakness of character, or probed some wound +that time has not been able to heal. I have always thought her a +sensible, good-natured girl." + +"And so have I. But I really cannot think that she has showed her +good sense or good nature in the present case. It is a very bad +failing this, of being over sensitive; and exceedingly annoying to +one's friends." + +"It is, I know; but still, all of, us have a weak point, and to her +that is assailed, we are very apt to betray our feelings." + +"Well, I say now, as I have always said--I don't like to have +anything to do with people who have these weak points. This being +hurt by a word, as if words were blows, is something that does not +come within the range of my sympathies." + +"And yet, aunt," said I, "all have weak points. Even you are not +entirely free from them." + +"Me!" Aunt Rachel bridled. + +"Yes; and if even as light a thing as a word were to fall upon them, +you would suffer pain." + +"Pray, sir," said Aunt Rachel, with much dignity of manner; she was +chafed by my words, light as they were, "inform me where these +weaknesses, of which you are pleased to speak, lie." + +"Oh, no; you must excuse me. That would be very much out of place. +But I only stated a general fact that appertains to all of us." + +Aunt Rachel looked very grave. I had laid the weight of words upon a +weakness of her character, and it had given her pain. That weakness +was a peculiarly good opinion of herself. I had made no allegation +against her; and there was none in my mind. My words simply +expressed the general truth that we all have weaknesses, and +included her in their application. But she imagined that I referred +to some particular defect or fault, and mail-proof as she was +against words, they had wounded her. + +For a day or two Aunt Rachel remained more sober than was her wont. +I knew the cause, but did not attempt to remove from her mind any +impression my words had made. One day, about a week after, I said to +her, + +"Aunt Rachel, I saw Mary Lane's mother this morning." + +"Ah?" The old lady looked up at me inquiringly. + +"I don't wonder your words hurt the poor girl," I added. + +"Why? What did I say?" quickly asked Aunt Rachel. + +"You said that she was a jilt." + +"But I was only jest, and she knew it. I did not really mean +anything. I'm surprised that Mary should be so foolish." + +"You will not be surprised when you know all," was my answer. + +"All? What all? I'm sure I wasn't in earnest. I didn't mean to hurt +the poor girl's feelings." My aunt looked very much troubled. + +"No one blames you, Aunt Rachel," said I. "Mary knows you didn't +intend wounding her." + +"But why should she take a little word go much to heart? It must +have had more truth in it than I supposed." + +"Did you know that Mary refused an offer of marriage from Walter +Green last week?" + +"Why no! It can't be possible! Refused Walter Green?" + +"They've been intimate for a long time." + +"I know." + +"She certainly encouraged him." + +"I think it more than probable." + +"Is it possible, then, that she did really jilt the young man?" +exclaimed Aunt Rachel. + +"This has been said of her," I replied. "But so far as I can learn, +she was really attached to him, and sufferred great pain in +rejecting his offer. Wisely she regarded marriage as the most +important event of her life, and refused to make so solemn a +contract with one in whose principles she had not the fullest +confidence." + +"But she ought not to have encouraged Walter, if she did not intend +marrying him," said Aunt Rachel, with some warmth. + +"She encouraged him so long as she thought well of him. A closer +view revealed points of character hidden by distance. When she saw +these her feelings were already deeply involved. But, like a true +woman, she turned from the proffered hand, even though while in +doing so her heart palpitated with pain. There is nothing false +about Mary Lane. She could no more trifle with a lover than she +could commit a crime. Think, then, how almost impossible it would be +for her to hear herself called, under existing circumstances, even +in sport, a jilt, without being hurt. Words sometimes have power to +hurt more than blows. Do you not see this, now, Aunt Rachel?" + +"Oh, yes, yes. I see it; and I saw it before," said the old lady. +"And in future I will be more careful of my words. It is pretty late +in life to learn this lesson--but we are never too late to learn. +Poor Mary! It grieves me to think that I should have hurt her so +much." + +Yes, words often have in them a smarting force, and we cannot be too +guarded how we use them. "Think twice before you speak once," is a +trite but wise saying. We teach it to our children very carefully, +but are too apt to forget that it has not lost its application to +ourselves. + + + + + + +THE THANKLESS OFFICE. + + + + + +"AN object of real charity," said Andrew Lyon to his wife, as a poor +woman withdrew from the room in which they were seated. + +"If ever there was a worthy object she is one, returned Mrs. Lyon. +"A widow, with health so feeble that even ordinary exertion is too +much for her; yet obliged to support, with the labour of her own +hands, not only herself, but three young children. I do not wonder +that she is behind with her rent." + +"Nor I," said Mr. Lyon, in a voice of sympathy. "How much, did she +say, was due to her landlord?" + +"Ten dollars." + +"She will not be able to pay it." + +"I fear not. How can she? I give her all my extra sewing, and have +obtained work for her from several ladies; but with her best efforts +she can barely obtain food and decent clothing for herself and +babes." + +"Does it not seem hard," remarked Mr. Lyon, "that one like Mrs. +Arnold, who is so earnest in her efforts to take care of herself and +family, should not receive a helping hand from some one of the many +who could help her without feeling the effort? If I didn't find it +so hard to make both ends meet, I would pay off her arrears of rent +for her, and feel happy in so doing." + +"Ah!" exclaimed the kind-hearted wife, "how much I wish that we were +able to do this! But we are not." + +"I'll tell you what we can do," said Mr. Lyon, in a cheerful voice; +"or rather what _I_ can do. It will be a very light matter for say +ten persons to give a dollar apiece, in order to relieve Mrs. Arnold +from her present trouble. There are plenty who would cheerfully +contribute, for this good purpose; all that is wanted is some one to +take upon himself the business of making the collections. That task +shall be mine." + +"How glad I am, James, to hear you say so!" smilingly replied Mrs. +Lyon. "Oh, what a relief it will be to poor Mrs. Arnold. It will +make her heart as light as a feather. That rent has troubled her +sadly. Old Links, her landlord, has been worrying her about it a +good deal, and, only a week ago, threatened to put her things in the +street, if she didn't pay up." + +"I should have thought of this before," remarked Andrew Lyon. "There +are hundreds of people who are willing enough to give if they were +only certain in regard to the object. Here is one worthy enough in +every way. Be it my business to present her claims to benevolent +consideration. Let me see. To whom shall I go? There are Jones, and +Green, and Tompkins. I can get a dollar from each of them. That will +be three dollars,--and one from myself, will make four. Who else is +there? Oh, Malcolm! I'm sure of a dollar from him; and also from +Smith, Todd, and Perry." + +Confident in the success of his benevolent scheme, Mr. Lyon started +forth, early on the very next day, for the purpose of obtaining, by +subscription, the poor widow's rent. The first person he called on +was Malcolm. + +"Ah, friend Lyon!" said Malcolm, smiling blandly, "Good morning! +What can I do for you, to-day?" + +"Nothing for me, but something for a poor widow, who is behind with +her rent," replied Andrew Lyon. "I want just one dollar from you, +and as much more from some eight or nine as benevolent as yourself." + +At the word poor widow the countenance of Malcolm fell, and when his +visiter ceased, he replied, in a changed and husky voice, clearing +his throat two or three times as he spoke. + +"Are you sure she is deserving, Mr. Lyon?" The man's manner had +become exceedingly grave. + +"None more so," was the prompt answer. "She is in poor health, and +has three children to support with the product of her needle. If any +one needs assistance, it is Mrs. Arnold." + +"Oh! Ah! The widow of Jacob Arnold?" + +"The same," replied Andrew Lyon. + +Malcolm's face did not brighten with a feeling of heart-warm +benevolence. But he turned slowly away, and opening his +money-drawer, _very slowly_ toyed with his fingers amid its +contents. At length he took therefrom a dollar bill, and said, as he +presented it to Lyon,--signing involuntarily as he did so,-- + +"I suppose I must do my part. But we are called upon so often." + +The ardour of Andrew Lyon's benevolent feelings suddenly cooled at +this unexpected reception. He had entered upon his work under the +glow of a pure enthusiasm; anticipating a hearty response the moment +his errand was made known. + +"I thank you in the widow's name," said he, as he took the dollar. +When he turned from Mr. Malcolm's store, it was with a pressure on +his feelings, as if he had asked the coldly-given favour for +himself. + +It was not without an effort that Lyon compelled himself to call +upon Mr. Green, considered the "next best man" on his list. But he +entered his place of business with far less confidence than he had +felt when calling upon Malcolm. His story told, Green, without a +word or smile, drew two half dollars from his pocket and presented +them. + +"Thank you," said Lyon. + +"Welcome," returned Green. + +Oppressed with a feeling of embarrassment, Lyon stood for a few +moments. Then bowing, he said, + +"Good morning." + +"Good morning," was coldly and formally responded. + +And thus the alms-seeker and alms-giver parted. + +"Better be at his shop, attending to his work," muttered Green to +himself, as his visiter retired. "Men ain't very apt to get along +too well in the world who spend their time in begging for every +object of charity that happens to turn up. And there are plenty of +such, dear knows. He's got a dollar out of me; may it do him, or the +poor widow he talked so glibly about, much good." + +Cold water had been poured upon the feelings of Andrew Lyon. He had +raised two dollars for the poor widow, but, at what a sacrifice for +one so sensitive as himself! Instead of keeping on in his work of +benevolence, he went to his shop, and entered upon the day's +employment. How disappointed he felt;--and this disappointment was +mingled with a certain sense of humiliation, as if he had been +asking alms for himself. + +"Catch me at this work again!" he said half aloud, as his thoughts +dwelt upon what had so recently occurred. "But this is not right," +he added, quickly. "It is a weakness in me to feel so. Poor Mrs. +Arnold must be relieved; and it is my duty to see that she gets +relief. I had no thought of a reception like this. People can talk +of benevolence; but putting the hand in the pocket is another affair +altogether. I never dreamed that such men as Malcolm and Green could +be insensible to an appeal like the one I made." + +"I've got two dollars towards paying Mrs. Arnold's rent," he said to +himself, in a more cheerful tone, some time afterwards; "and it will +go hard if I don't raise the whole amount for her. All are not like +Green and Malcolm. Jones is a kind-hearted man, and will instantly +respond to the call of humanity. I'll go and see him." + +So, off Andrew Lyon started to see this individual. + +"I've come begging, Mr. Jones," said he, on meeting him. And he +spoke in a frank, pleasant manner, + +"Then you've come to the wrong shop; that's all I have to say," was +the blunt answer. + +"Don't say that, Mr. Jones. Hear my story first." + +"I do say it, and I'm in earnest," returned Jones. "I feel as poor +as Job's turkey to-day." + +"I only want a dollar to help a poor widow pay her rent," said Lyon. + +"Oh, hang all the poor widows! If that's your game, you'll get +nothing here. I've got my hands full to pay my own rent. A nice time +I'd have in handing out a dollar to every poor widow in town to help +pay her rent! No, no, my friend, you can't get anything here." + +"Just as you feel about it," said Andrew Lyon. "There's no +compulsion in the matter." + +"No, I presume not," was rather coldly replied. + +Lyon returned to his shop, still more disheartened than before. He +had undertaken a thankless office. + +Nearly two hours elapsed before his resolution to persevere in the +good work he had begun came back with sufficient force to prompt to +another effort. Then he dropped in upon his neighbour Tompkins, to +whom he made known his errand. + +"Why, yes, I suppose I must do something in a case like this," said +Tompkins, with the tone and air of a man who was cornered. "But +there are so many calls for charity, that we are naturally enough +led to hold on pretty tightly to our purse strings. Poor woman! I +feel sorry for her. How much do you want?" + +"I am trying to get ten persons, including myself, to give a dollar +each." + +"Well, here's my dollar." And Tompkins forced a smile to his face as +he handed over his contribution,--but the smile did not conceal an +expression which said very plainly-- + +"I hope you will not trouble me again in this way." + +"You may be sure I will not," muttered Lyon, as he went away. He +fully understood the meaning of the expression. + +Only one more application did the kind-hearted man make. It was +successful; but there was something in the manner of the individual +who gave his dollar, that Lyon felt as a rebuke. + +"And so poor Mrs. Arnold did not get the whole of her arrears of +rent paid off," says some one who has felt an interest in her +favour. + +Oh, yes she did. Mr. Lyon begged five dollars, and added five more +from his own slender purse. But, he cannot be induced again to +undertake the thankless office of seeking relief from the benevolent +for a fellow creature in need. He has learned that a great many who +refuse alms on the plea that the object presented is not worthy, are +but little more inclined to charitable deeds, when on this point +there is no question. + +How many who read this can sympathize with Andrew Lyon! Few men who +have hearts to feel for others but have been impelled, at some time +in their lives, to seek aid for a fellow creature in need. That +their office was a thankless one, they have too soon become aware. +Even those who responded to their call most liberally, in too many +instances gave in a way that left an unpleasant impression behind. +How quickly has the first glow of generous feeling, that sought to +extend itself to others, that they might share the pleasure of +humanity, been chilled; and, instead of finding the task an easy +one, it has proved to be hard, and, too often, humiliating! Alas +that this should be! That men should shut their hearts so +instinctively at the voice of charity! + +We have not written this to discourage active efforts in the +benevolent; but to hold up a mirror in which another class may see +themselves. At best, the office of him who seeks of his fellow men +aid for the suffering and indigent, is an unpleasant one. It is all +sacrifice on his part, and the least that can be done is to honour +his disinterested regard for others in distress, and treat him with +delicacy and consideration. + + + + + + +LOVE. + + + + + +OH! if there is one law above the rest, +Written in Wisdom--if there is a word +That I would trace as with a pen of fire +Upon the unsullied temper of a child-- +If there is anything that keeps the mind +Open to angel visits, and repels +The ministry of ill--_'tis Human Love!_ +God has made nothing worthy of contempt; +The smallest pebble in the well of Truth +Has its peculiar meanings, and will stand +When man's best monuments wear fast away. +The law of Heaven is _Love_--and though its name +Has been usurped by passion, and profaned +To its unholy uses through all time, +Still, the external principle is pure; +And in these deep affections that we feel +Omnipotent within us, can we see +The lavish measure in which love is given. +And in the yearning tenderness of a child +For every bird that sings above its head, +And every creature feeding on the hills, +And every tree and flower, and running brook, +We see how everything was made to love, +And how they err, who, in a world like this, +Find anything to hate but human pride. + + + + + + +"EVERY LITTLE HELPS." + + + + + +WHAT if a drop of rain should plead-- + "So small a drop as I +Can ne'er refresh the thirsty mead; + I'll tarry in the sky?" + +What, if the shining beam of noon + Should in its fountain stay; +Because its feeble light alone + Cannot create a day? + +Does not each rain-drop help to form + The cool refreshing shower? +And every ray of light, to warm + And beautify the flower? + + + + + + +LITTLE THINGS. + + + + + +SCORN not the slightest word or deed, + Nor deem it void of power; +There's fruit in each wind-wafted seed, + Waiting its natal hour. +A whispered word may touch the heart, + And call it back to life; +A look of love bid sin depart, + And still unholy strife. + +No act falls fruitless; none can tell + How vast its power may be, +Nor what results enfolded dwell + Within it silently. +Work and despair not; give thy mite, + Nor care how small it be; +God is with all that serve the right, + The holy, true, and free! + + + + + + +CARELESS WORDS. + + + + + +FIVE years ago, this fair November day,--five years? it seems but +yesterday, so fresh is that scene in my memory; and, I doubt not, +were the period ten times multiplied, it would be as vivid still to +us--the surviving actors in that drama! The touch of time, which +blunts the piercing thorn, as well as steals from the rose its +lovely tints, is powerless here, unless to give darker shades to +that picture engraven on our souls; and tears--ah, they only make it +more imperishable! + +We do not speak of her now; her name has not passed our lips in each +other's presence, since we followed her--grief-stricken mourners-to +the grave, to which--alas, alas! but why should not the truth be +spoken? the grave to which our careless words consigned her. But on +every anniversary of that day we can never forget, uninvited by me, +and without any previous arrangement between themselves, those two +friends have come to my house, and together we have sat, almost +silently, save when Ada's sweet voice has poured forth a low, +plaintive strain to the mournful chords Mary has made the harp to +breathe. Four years ago, that cousin came too; and since then, +though he has been thousands of miles distant from us, when, that +anniversary has returned, he has written to me: he cannot look into +my face when that letter is penned; he but looks into his own heart, +and he cannot withhold the words of remorse and agony. + +Ada and Mary have sat with me to-day, and we knew that Rowland, in +thought, was here too; ah, if we could have known another had been +among us,--if we could have felt that an eye was upon us, which will +never more dim with tears, a heart was near us which carelessness +can never wound again;--could we have known she had been here--that +pure, bright angel, with the smile of forgiveness and love on that +beautiful face--the dark veil of sorrow might have been lifted from +our souls! but we saw only with mortal vision; our faith was feeble, +and we have only drawn that sombre mantle more and more closely +about us. The forgiveness we have so many tim es prayed for, we have +not yet dared to receive, though we know it is our own. + +That November day was just what this has been fair, mild, and sweet; +and how much did that dear one enjoy it! The earth was dry, and as +we looked from the window we saw no verdure but a small line of +green on the south side of the garden enclosure, and around the +trunk of the old pear-tree, and here and there a little oasis from +which the strong wind of the previous day, had lifted the thick +covering of dry leaves, and one or two shrubs, whose foliage feared +not the cold breath of winter. The gaudy hues, too, which nature had +lately worn, were all faded; there was a pale, yellow-leafed vine +clambering over the verdureless lilac, and far down in the garden +might be seen a shrub covered with bright scarlet berries. But the +warm south wind was sweet and fragrant, as if it had strayed through +bowers of roses and eglantines. Deep-leaden and snow-white clouds +blended together, floated lazily through the sky, and the sun +coquetted all day with the earth, though his glance was not, for +once, more than half averted, while his smile was bright and loving, +as it bad been months before, when her face was fair and blooming. + +But how sadly has this day passed, and how unlike is this calm, +sweet evening to the one which closed that November day! Nature is +the same. The moonbeams look as bright and silvery through the +brown, naked arms of the tall oaks, and the dark evergreen forest +lifts up its head to the sky, striving, but in vain, to shut out +the, soft light from the little stream, whose murmurings, seem more +sad and complaining than at another season of the year, perhaps +because it feels how soon the icy bands of winter will stay its free +course, and hush its low whisperings. The soft breeze sighs as sadly +through the vines which still wreath themselves around the window; +though seemingly conscious they have ceased to adorn it, they are +striving to loosen their bold, and bow themselves to the earth; and +the, chirping of a cricket in the chimney is as sad and mournful as +it was then. But the low moan of the sufferer, the but +half-smothered, agonized sobs of those fair girls, the deep groan +which all my proud cousin's firmness could not hush, and the words +of reproach, which, though I was so guilty myself, and though I saw +them so repentant, I could not withhold, are all stilled now. + +Ada and Mary have just left me, and I am sitting alone in my +apartment. Not a sound reaches me but the whisperings of the wind, +the murmuring of the stream, and the chirping of that solitary +cricket. The family know my heart is heavy to-night, and the voices +are hushed, and the footsteps fall lightly. Lily, dear Lily, art +thou near me? + +Five years and some months ago--it was in early June--there came to +our home from far away in the sunny South, a fair young creature, a +relative of ours, though we had never seen her before. She had been +motherless rather less than a year, but her father had already found +another partner, and feeling that she would not so soon see the +place of the dearly-loved parent filled by a stranger, she had +obtained his permission to spend a few months with those who could +sympathize with her in her griefs. + +Lily White! She was rightly named; I have never seen such a fair, +delicate face and figure, nor watched the revealings of a nature so +pure and gentle as was hers. She would have been too fair and +delicate to be beautiful, but for the brilliancy of those deep blue +eyes, the dark shade of that glossy hair, and the litheness of that +fragile form; but when months had passed away, and, though the brow +was still marble white, and the lip colourless, the cheek wore that +deep rose tint, how surpassingly beautiful she was! We did not dream +what had planted that rose-tint there--we thought her to be throwing +off the grief which alone, we believed, had paled her cheek; and we +did not observe that her form was becoming more delicate, and that +her step was losing its lightness and elasticity. We loved the sweet +Lily dearly at first sight, and she had been with us but a short +time before we began to wonder how our home had ever seemed perfect +to us previous to her coming. And our affection was returned by the +dear girl. We knew how much she loved us, when, as the warm season +had passed, and her father sent for her to return home, we saw the +expression of deep sorrow in every feature, and the silent entreaty +that we would persuade him to allow her to remain with us still. + +She did not thank me when a letter reached me from her father, in +reply to one which, unknown to her, I had sent him, saying, if I +thought Lily's health would not be injured by a winter's residence +in our cold climate, he would comply with my urgent request, and +allow her to remain with us until the following spring--the dear +girl could not speak. She came to me almost totteringly, and wound +her arms about my neck, resting her head on mine, and tears from +those sweet eyes fell fast over my face; and all the remainder of +that afternoon she lay on her couch. Oh, why did I not think +wherefore she was so much overcome? + +Ada L----and Mary R----, two friends whom I had loved from +childhood, I had selected as companions for our dear Lily on her +arrival among us, and the young ladies, from their first +introduction to her, had vied with me in my endeavours to dispel the +gloom from that fair face, and to make her happy; and they shared, +almost equally with her relatives, dear Lily's affections. + +Ada--she is changed now--was a gay, brilliant, daring girl; Mary, +witty and playful, though frank and warm-hearted; but it made me +love them more than ever. The gaiety and audacity of the one was +forgotten in the presence of the thoughtful, timid Lily: and the +other checked the merry jest which trembled on her lips, and sobered +that roguish eye beside the earnest, sensitive girl; so that, though +we were together almost daily, dear Lily did not understand the +character of the young ladies. + +The warm season had passed away, and October brought an addition to +our household--Cousin Rowland--as handsome, kind-hearted, and +good-natured a fellow as ever lived, but a little cowardly, if the +dread of the raillery of a beautiful woman may be called cowardice. + +Cousin Rowland and dear Lily were mutually pleased with each other, +it was very evident to me, though Ada and Mary failed to see it; +for, in the presence of the young ladies, Rowland did not show her +those little delicate attentions which, alone with me, who was very +unobservant, he took no pains to conceal; and Lily did not hide from +me her blushing face--her eyes only thanked me for the expression +which met her gaze. + +That November day--I dread to approach it! Lily and I were sitting +beside each other, looking down the street, and watching the return +of the carriage which Rowland had gone out with to bring Ada and +Mary to our house; or, rather, Lily was looking for its coming--my +eyes were resting on her face. It had never looked so beautiful to +me before. Her brow was so purely white, her cheek was so deeply +red, and that dark eye was so lustrous; but her face was very thin, +and her breathing, I observed, was faint and difficult. A pang shot +through my heart. + +"Lily, are you well?" I exclaimed, suddenly. + +She fixed her eyes on mine. I was too much excited by my sudden fear +to read their expression, but when our friends came in, the dear +girl seemed so cheerful and happy--I remembered, afterwards, I had +never seen her so gay as on that afternoon--that my suspicions +gradually left me. + +The hours were passing pleasantly away, when a letter was brought in +for Lily. It was from her father, and the young lady retired to +peruse it. The eye of Rowland followed her as she passed out of the +room, and I observed a shadow flit across his brow. I afterwards +learned that at the moment a thought was passing through his mind +similar to that which had so terrified me an hour before. Our +visiters remarked it, too, but little suspected its cause; and +Mary's eye met, with a most roguish look, Ada's rather inquiring +gaze. + +"When does Lily intend to return home, S----?" she inquired, as she +bent, very demurely, over her embroidery. "I thought she was making +preparations to go before Rowland came here!" and she raised her +eyes so cunningly to my face, that I could not forbear answering, + +"I hear nothing of her return, now. Perhaps she will remain with us +during the winter." + +"Indeed!" exclaimed Ada, and her voice expressed much surprise. "I +wonder if I could make such a prolonged visit interesting to a +friend!" + +"Why, Lily considers herself conferring a great favour by remaining +here," replied Mary. + +"On whom?" asked Rowland, quickly. + +"On all of use of course;" and to Mary's great delight she perceived +that her meaning words had the effect she desired on the young man. + +"I hope she will not neglect the duty she owes her family, for the +sake of showing us this great kindness," said Rowland, with affected +carelessness, though he walked across the apartment with a very +impatient step. + +"Lily has not again been guilty of the error she so frequently +commits, has she, S----?" asked Ada, in a lower but still far too +distinct tone; "that of supposing herself loved and admired where +she is only pitied and endured?" and the merry creature fairly +exulted in the annoyance which his deepened colour told her she was +causing the young man. + +A slight sound from the apartment adjoining the parlour attracted my +attention. Had Lily stopped there to read her letter instead of +going to her chamber? and had she, consequently, overheard our +foolish remarks? The door was slightly ajar, and I pushed it open. +There was a slight rustling, but I thought it only the waving of the +window curtain. + +A half-hour passed away, and Lily had not returned to us. I began to +be alarmed, and my companions partook of my fears. Had she overheard +us? and, if so, what must that sensitive heart be suffering? + +I went out to call her; but half way up the flight of stairs I saw +the letter from her father lying on the carpet, unopened, though it +had been torn from its envelope. I know not how I found my way up +stairs, but I stood by Lily's bed. + +Merciful Heaven! what a sight was presented to my gaze. The white +covering was stained with blood, and from those cold, pale lips the +red drops were fast falling. Her eyes turned slowly till they rested +on mine. What a look was that! I see it now; so full of grief; so +full of reproach; and then they closed. I thought her dead, and my +frantic shrieks called my companions to her bedside. They aroused +her, too, from that swoon, but they did not awaken her to +consciousness. She never more turned a look of recognition on us, or +seemed to be aware that we were near her. Through all that night, so +long and so full of agony to us, she was murmuring, incoherently, to +herself, + +"They did not know I was dying," she would say; "that I have been +dying ever since I have been here! They have not dreamed of my +sufferings through these long months; I could not tell them, for I +believed they loved me, and I would not grieve them. But no one +loves me--not one in the wide world cares for me! My mother, you +will not have forgotten your child when you meet me in the +spirit-land! Their loved tones made me deaf to the voice which was +calling to me from the grave, and the sunshine of _his_ smile broke +through the dark cloud which death was drawing around me. Oh, I +would have lived, but death, I thought, would lose half its +bitterness, could I breathe my last in their arms! But, now, I must +die alone! Oh, how shall I reach my home--how shall I ever reach +my home?" + +Dear Lily! The passage was short; when morning dawned, she was +_there._ + + + + + + +HOW TO BE HAPPY. + + + + + +A BOON of inestimable worth is a calm, thankful heart--a treasure +that few, very few, possess. We once met an old man, whose face was +a mixture of smiles and sunshine. Wherever he went, he succeeded in +making everybody about him as pleasant as himself. + +Said we, one day,--for he was one of that delightful class whom +everybody feels privileged to be related to,--"Uncle, uncle, how +_is_ it that you contrive to be so happy? Why is your face so +cheerful, when so many thousands are craped over with a most +uncomfortable gloominess?" + +"My dear young friend," he answered, with his placid smile, "I am +even as others, afflicted with infirmities; I have had my share of +sorrow--some would say more--but I have found out the secret of +being happy, and it is this: + +"_Forget self_." + +"Until you do that, you can lay but little claim to a cheerful +spirit. 'Forget what manner of man you are,' and think more with, +rejoice more for, your neighbours. If I am poor, let me look upon my +richer friend, and in estimating his blessings, forget my +privations. + +"If my neighbour is building a house, let me watch with him its +progress, and think, 'Well, what a comfortable place it will be, to +be sure; how much he may enjoy it with his family.' Thus I have a +double pleasure--that of delight in noting the structure as it +expands into beauty, and making my neighbour's weal mine. If he has +planted a fine garden, I feast my eyes on the flowers, smell their +fragrance: could I do more if it was my own? + +"Another has a family of fine children; they bless him and are +blessed by him; mine are all gone before me; I have none that bear +my name; shall I, therefore, envy my neighbour his lovely children? +No; let me enjoy their innocent smiles with him; let me _forget +myself_--my tears when they were put away in darkness; or if I weep, +may it be for joy that God took them untainted to dwell with His +holy angels for ever. + +"Believe an old man when he says there is great pleasure in living +for others. The heart of the selfish man is like a city full of +crooked lanes. If a generous thought from some glorious temple +strays in there, wo to it--it is lost. It wanders about, and wanders +about, until enveloped in darkness; as the mist of selfishness +gathers around, it lies down upon some cold thought to die, and is +shrouded in oblivion. + +"So, if you would be happy, shun selfishness; do a kindly deed for +this one, speak a kindly word for another. He who is constantly +giving pleasure, is constantly receiving it. The little river gives +to the great ocean, and the more it gives the faster it runs. Stop +its flowing, and the hot sun would dry it up, till it would be but +filthy mud, sending forth bad odours, and corrupting the fresh air +of Heaven. Keep your heart constantly travelling on errands of +mercy--it has feet that never tire, hands that cannot be +overburdened, eyes that never sleep; freight its hands with +blessings, direct its eyes--no matter how narrow your sphere--to the +nearest object of suffering, and relieve it. + +"I say, my dear young friend, take the word of an old man for it, +who has tried every known panacea, and found all to fail, except +this golden rule, + +"_Forget self, and keep the heart busy for others._" + + + + + + +CHARITY.--ITS OBJECTS. + + + + + +THE great Teacher, on being asked "Who is my neighbour?" replied "A +man went down from Jerusalem to Jericho," and the parable which +followed is the most beautiful which language has ever recorded. +Story-telling, though often abused, is the medium by which truth can +be most irresistibly conveyed to the majority of minds, and in the +present instance we have a desire to portray in some slight degree +the importance of Charity in every-day life. + +A great deal has been said and written on the subject of +indiscriminate giving, and many who have little sympathy with the +needy or distressed, make the supposed unworthiness of the object an +excuse for withholding their alms; while others, who really possess +a large proportion of the milk of human kindness, in awaiting +_great_ opportunities to do good, overlook all in their immediate +pathway, as beneath their notice. And yet it was the "widow's mite" +which, amid the many rich gifts cast into the treasury, won the +approval of the Searcher of Hearts; and we have His assurance that a +cup of cold water given in a proper spirit shall not lose its +reward. + +Our design in the present sketch is to call the attention of the +softer sex to a subject which has in too many instances escaped +their attention; for our ideas of Charity embrace a wide field, and +we hold that it should at all times be united with justice, when +those less favoured than themselves are concerned. + +"I do not intend hereafter to have washing done more than once in +two weeks," said the rich Mrs. Percy, in reply to an observation of +her husband, who was standing at the window, looking at a woman who +was up to her knees in the snow, hanging clothes on a line in the +yard. "I declare it is too bad, to be paying that poking old thing a +half-a-dollar a week for our wash, and only six in the family. There +she has been at it since seven o'clock this morning, and now it is +almost four. It will require but two or three hours longer if I get +her once a fortnight, and I shall save twenty-five cents a week by +it." + +"When your own sex are concerned, you women are the _closest_ +beings," said Mr. P., laughing. "Do just as you please, however," he +continued, as he observed a brown gather on the brow of his wife; +"for my part I should be glad if washing-days were blotted entirely +from the calendar." + +At this moment the washerwoman passed the window with her stiffened +skirts and almost frozen hands and arms. Some emotions of pity +stirring in his breast at the sight, he again asked, "Do you think +it will be exactly right, my dear, to make old Phoebe do the same +amount of labour for half the wages?" + +"Of course it will," replied Mrs. Percy, decidedly; "we are bound to +do the best we can for ourselves. If she objects, she can say so. +There are plenty of poor I can get who will be glad to come, and by +this arrangement I shall save thirteen dollars a year." + +"So much," returned Mr. P., carelessly; "how these things do run +up!" Here the matter ended as far as they were concerned. Not so +with "old Phoebe," as she was called. In reality, however, Phoebe +was not yet forty; it was care and hardship which had seamed her +once blooming face, and brought on prematurely the appearance of +age. On going to Mrs. Percy in the evening after she had finished +her wash, for the meagre sum she had earned, that lady had spoken +somewhat harshly about her being so slow, and mentioned the new +arrangement she intended to carry into effect, leaving it optional +with the poor woman to accept or decline. After a moment's +hesitation, Phoebe, whose necessities allowed her no choice, agreed +to her proposal, and the lady, who had been fumbling in her purse, +remarked:-- + +"I have no change, nothing less than this three-dollar bill. Suppose +I pay you by the month hereafter; it will save me a great deal of +trouble, and I will try to give you your dollar a month regularly." + +Phoebe's pale cheek waxed still more ghastly as Mrs. Percy spoke, +but it was not within that lady's province to notice the colour of a +washerwoman's face. She did, however, observe her lingering, weary +steps as she proceeded through the yard, and conscience whispered +some reproaches, which were so unpleasant and unwelcome, that she +endeavoured to dispel them by turning to the luxurious supper which +was spread before her. And here I would pause to observe, that +whatever method may be adopted to reconcile the conscience to +withholding money so justly due, so hardly earned, she disobeyed the +positive injunction of that God who has not left the time of payment +optional with ourselves, but who has said--"The wages of him that is +hired, shall not abide with thee all night until the morning."--Lev. +19 chap. 13th verse. + +The husband of Phoebe was a day labourer; when not intoxicated he +was kind; but this was of rare occurrence, for most of his earnings +went for ardent spirits, and the labour of the poor wife and mother +was the main support of herself and four children--the eldest nine +years, the youngest only eighteen months old. As she neared the +wretched hovel she had left early in the morning, she saw the faces +of her four little ones pressed close against the window. + +"Mother's coming, mother's coming!" they shouted, as they watched +her approaching through the gloom, and as she unlocked the door, +which she had been obliged to fasten to keep them from straying +away, they all sprang to her arms at once. + +"God bless you, my babes!" she exclaimed, gathering them to her +heart, "you have not been a minute absent from my mind this day. And +what have _you_ suffered," she added, clasping the youngest, a +sickly, attenuated-looking object, to her breast. "Oh! it is hard, +my little Mary, to leave you to the tender mercies of children +hardly able to take care of themselves." And as the baby nestled its +head closer to her side, and lifted its pale, imploring face, the +anguished mother's fortitude gave way, and she burst into an agony +of tears and sobbings. By-the-by, do some mothers, as they sit by +the softly-lined cradles of their own beloved babes, ever think upon +the sufferings of those hapless little ones, many times left with a +scanty supply of food, and no fire, on a cold winter day, while the +parent is earning the pittance which is to preserve them from +starvation? And lest some may suppose that we are drawing largely +upon our imagination, we will mention, in this place, that we knew +of a child left under such circumstances, and half-perishing with +cold, who was nearly burned to death by some hops (for there was no +fuel to be found), which it scraped together in its ragged apron, +and set on fire with a coal found in the ashes. + +Phoebe did not indulge long in grief, however she forgot her weary +limbs, and bustling about, soon made up a fire, and boiled some +potatoes, which constituted their supper--after which she nursed the +children, two at a time, for a while, and then put them tenderly to +bed. Her husband had not come home, and as he was nearly always +intoxicated, and sometimes ill-treated her sadly, she felt his +absence a relief. Sitting over a handful of coals, she attempted to +dry her wet feet; every bone in her body ached, for she was not +naturally strong, and leaning her head on her hand, she allowed the +big tears to course slowly down her cheeks, without making any +attempt to wipe them away, while she murmured: + +"Thirteen dollars a year gone! What is to become of us? I cannot get +help from those authorized by law to assist the poor, unless I agree +to put out my children, and I cannot live and see them abused and +over-worked at their tender age. And people think their father might +support us; but how can I help it that he spends all his earnings in +drink? And rich as Mrs. Percy is, she did not pay me my wages +to-night, and now I cannot get the yarn for my baby's stockings, and +her little limbs must remain cold awhile longer; and I must do +without the flour, too, that I was going to make into bread, and the +potatoes are almost gone." + +Here Phoebe's emotions overcame her, and she ceased speaking. After +a while, she continued-- + +"Mrs. Percy also blamed me for being so slow; she did not know that +I was up half the night, and that my head has ached ready to split +all day. Oh! dear, oh! dear, oh! dear, if it were not for my babes, +I should yearn for the quiet of the grave!" + +And with a long, quivering sigh, such as one might heave at the +rending of soul and body, Phoebe was silent. + +Daughters of luxury! did it ever occur to you that we are all the +children of one common Parent? Oh, look hereafter with pity on those +faces where the records of suffering are deeply graven, and remember +"_Be ye warmed and filled_," will not suffice, unless the hand +executes the promptings of the heart. After awhile, as the fire died +out, Phoebe crept to her miserable pallet, crushed with the prospect +of the days of toil which were still before her, and haunted by the +idea of sickness and death, brought on by over-taxation of her +bodily powers, while in case of such an event, she was tortured by +the reflection--"what is to become of my children?" + +Ah, this anxiety is the true bitterness of death, to the friendless +and poverty-stricken parent. In this way she passed the night, to +renew, with the dawn, the toils and cares which were fast closing +their work on her. We will not say what Phoebe, under other +circumstances, might have been. She possessed every noble attribute +common to woman, without education, or training, but she was not +prepossessing in her appearance; and Mrs. Percy, who never studied +character, or sympathized with menials, or strangers, would have +laughed at the idea of dwelling with compassion on the lot of her +washerwoman with a drunken husband. Yet her feelings sometimes +became interested for the poor she heard of abroad, the poor she +read of, and she would now and then descant largely on the few cases +of actual distress which had chanced to come under her notice, and +the little opportunity she enjoyed of bestowing alms. Superficial in +her mode of thinking and observation, her ideas of charity were +limited, forgetful that to be true it must be a pervading principle +of life, and can be exercised even in the bestowal of a gracious +word or smile, which, under peculiar circumstances, may raise a +brother from the dust--and thus win the approval of Him, who, +although the Lord of angels, was pleased to say of her who brought +but the "box of spikenard"--with tears of love--"_She hath done what +she could._" + + + + + + +THE VISION OF BOATS. + + + + + +ONE morn, when the Day-god, yet hidden + By the mist that the mountain enshrouds, +Was hoarding up hyacinth blossoms, + And roses, to fling at the clouds; +I saw from the casement, that northward + Looks out on the Valley of Pines, +(The casement, where all day in summer, + You hear the drew drop from the vines), + +White shapes 'mid the purple wreaths glancing, + Like the banners of hosts at strife; +But I knew they were silvery pennons + Of boats on the River of Life. +And I watched, as the, mist cleared upward, + Half hoping, yet fearing to see +On that rapid and rock-sown River, + What the fate of the boats might be. + +There were some that sped cheerily onward, + With white sails gallantly spread +Yet ever there sat at the look-out, + One, watching for danger ahead. +No fragrant and song-haunted island, + No golden and gem-studded coast +Could win, with its ravishing beauty, + The watcher away from his post. + +When the tempest crouched low on the waters, + And fiercely the hurricane swept, +With furled sails, cautiously wearing, + Still onward in safety they kept. +And many sailed well for a season, + When river and sky were serene, +And leisurely swung the light rudder, + 'Twixt borders of blossoming green. + +But the Storm-King came out from his caverns, + With whirlwind, and lightning, and rain; +And my eyes, that grew dim for a moment, + Saw but the rent canvas again. +Then sorely I wept the ill-fated! + Yea, bitterly wept, for I knew +They had learned but the fair-weather wisdom, + That a moment of trial o'erthrew. + +And one in its swift sinking, parted + A placid and sun-bright wave; +Oh, deftly the rock was hidden, + That keepeth that voyager's grave! +And I sorrowed to think how little + Of aid from, a kindly hand, +Might have guided the beautiful vessel + Away from the treacherous strand. + +And I watched with a murmur of, blessing, + The few that on either shore +Were setting up signals of warning, + Where many had perished before. +But now, as the sunlight came creeping + Through the half-opened lids of the morn, +Fast faded that wonderful pageant, + Of shadows and drowsiness born. + +And no sound could I hear but the sighing + Of winds, in the Valley of Pines; +And the heavy, monotonous dropping + Of dew from the shivering vines. +But all day, 'mid the clashing of Labour, + And the city's unmusical notes, +With thoughts that went seeking the hidden, + I pondered that Vision of Boats. + + + + + + +REGULATION OF THE TEMPER. + + + + + + +THERE is considerable ground for thinking that the opinion very +generally prevails that the temper is something beyond the power of +regulation, control, or government. A good temper, too, if we may +judge from the usual excuses for the want of it, is hardly regarded +in the light of an attainable quality. To be slow in taking offence, +and moderate in the expression of resentment, in which things good +temper consists, seems to be generally reckoned rather among the +gifts of nature, the privileges of a happy constitution, than among +the possible results of careful self-discipline. When we have been +fretted by some petty grievance, or, hurried by some reasonable +cause of offence into a degree of anger far beyond what the occasion +required, our subsequent regret is seldom of a kind for which we are +likely to be much better. We bewail ourselves for a misfortune, +rather than condemn ourselves for a fault. We speak of our unhappy +temper as if it were something that entirely removed the blame from +us, and threw it all upon the peculiar and unavoidable sensitiveness +of our frame. A peevish and irritable temper is, indeed, an +_unhappy_ one; a source of misery to ourselves and to others; but it +is not, in _all_ cases, so valid an excuse for being easily +provoked, as it is usually supposed to be. + +A good temper is too important a source of happiness, and an ill +temper too important a source of misery, to be treated with +indifference or hopelessness. The false excuses or modes of +regarding this matter, to which we have referred, should be exposed; +for until their invalidity and incorrectness are exposed, no +efforts, or but feeble ones, will be put forth to regulate an ill +temper, or to cultivate a good one. + +We allow that there are great differences of natural constitution. +One who is endowed with a poetical temperament, or a keen sense of +beauty, or a great love of order, or very large ideality, will be +pained by the want or the opposites of these qualities, where one +less amply endowed would suffer no provocation whatever. What would +grate most harshly on the ear of an eminent musician, might not be +noticed at all by one whose musical faculties were unusually small. +The same holds true in regard to some other, besides musical +deficiencies or discords. A delicate and sickly frame will feel +annoyed by what would not at all disturb the same frame in a state +of vigorous health. Particular circumstances, also, may expose some +to greater trials and vexations than others. But, after all this is +granted, the only reasonable conclusion seems to be, that the +attempt to govern the temper is more difficult in some cases than in +others; not that it is, in any case, impossible. It is, at least, +certain that an opinion of its impossibility is an effectual bar +against entering upon it. On the other hand, "believe that you will +succeed, and you will succeed," is a maxim which has nowhere been +more frequently verified than in the moral world. It should be among +the first maxims admitted, and the last abandoned, by every earnest +seeker of his own moral improvement. + +Then, too, facts demonstrate that much has been done and can be done +in regulating the worst of tempers. The most irritable or peevish +temper has been restrained by company; has been subdued by interest; +has been awed by fear; has been softened by grief; has been soothed +by kindness. A bad temper has shown itself, in the same individuals, +capable of increase, liable to change, accessible to motives. Such +facts are enough to encourage, in every case, an attempt to govern +the temper. All the miseries of a bad temper, and all the blessings +of a good one, may be attained by an habitual tolerance, concern, +and kindness for others--by an habitual restraint of considerations +and feelings entirely selfish. + +To those of our readers who feel moved or resolved by the +considerations we have named to attempt to regulate their temper, or +to cultivate one of a higher order of excellence, we would submit a +few suggestions which may assist them in their somewhat difficult +undertaking. + +See, first of all, that you set as high a value on the comfort of +those with whom you have to do as you. do on your own. If you regard +your own comfort _exclusively_, you will not make the allowances +which a _proper_ regard to the happiness of others would lead you to +do. + +Avoid, particularly in your intercourse with those to whom it is of +most consequence that your temper should be gentle and +forbearing--avoid raising into undue importance the little failings +which you may perceive in them, or the trifling disappointments +which they may occasion you. If we make it a subject of vexation, +that the beings among whom we tire destined to live, are not +perfect, we must give up all hope of attaining a temper not easily +provoked. A habit of trying everything by the standard of perfection +vitiates the temper more than it improves the understanding, and +disposes the mind to discern faults with an unhappy penetration. I +would not have you shut your eyes to the errors or follies, or +thoughtlessnesses of your friends, but only not to magnify them or +view them microscopically. Regard them in others as you would have +them regard the same things in you, in an exchange of circumstances. + +Do not forget to make due allowances for the original constitution +and the manner of education or bringing up, which has been the lot +of those with whom you have to do. Make such excuses for Others as +the circumstances of their constitution, rearing, and youthful +associations, do fairly demand. + +Always put the best construction on the motives of others, when +their conduct admits of more than one way of understanding it. In +many cases, where neglect or ill intention seems evident at first +sight, it may prove true that "second thoughts are best." Indeed, +this common slaying is never more likely to prove true than in cases +in which the _first_ thoughts were the dictates of anger And even +when the first thoughts are confirmed by further evidence, yet the +habit of always waiting for complete evidence before we condemn, +must have a calming; and moderating effect upon the temper, while it +will take nothing from the authority of our just censures. + +It will further, be a great help to our efforts, as well as our +desires, for the government of the temper, if we consider frequently +and seriously the natural consequences of hasty resentments, angry +replies, rebukes impatiently given or impatiently received, muttered +discontents, sullen looks, and harsh words. It may safely be +asserted that the consequences of these and other ways in which +ill-temper may show itself, are _entirely_ evil. The feelings, which +accompany them in ourselves, and those which they excite in others, +are unprofitable as well as painful. They lessen our own comfort, +and tend often rather to prevent than to promote the improvement of +those with whom we find fault. If we give even friendly and +judicious counsels in a harsh and pettish tone, we excite against +_them_ the repugnance naturally felt to _our manner_. The +consequence is, that the advice is slighted, and the peevish adviser +pitied, despised, or hated. + +When we cannot succeed in putting a restraint on our _feelings_ of +anger or dissatisfaction, we can at least check the _expression_ of +those feelings. If our thoughts are not always in our power, our +words and actions and looks may be brought under our command; and a +command over these expressions of our thoughts and feelings will be +found no mean help towards obtaining an increase of power over our +thoughts and feelings themselves. At least, one great good will be +effected: time will be gained; time for reflection; time for +charitable allowances and excuses. + +Lastly, seek the help of religion. Consider how you may most +certainly secure the approbation of God. For a good temper, or a +well-regulated temper, _may be_ the constant homage of a truly +religious man to that God, whose love and long-suffering forbearance +surpass all human love and forbearance. + + + + + + +MANLY GENTLENESS. + + + + + +WHO is the most wretched man living? This question might constitute +a very fair puzzle to those of our readers whose kind hearts have +given them, in their own experience, no clue to the true answer. It +is a species of happiness to be rich; to have at one's command an +abundance of the elegancies and luxuries of life. Then he, perhaps, +is the most miserable of men who is the poorest. It is a species of +happiness to be the possessor of learning, fame, or power; and +therefore, perhaps, he is the most miserable man who is the most +ignorant, despised, and helpless. No; there is a man more wretched +than these. We know not where he may be found; but find him where +you will, in a prison or on a throne, steeped in poverty or +surrounded with princely affluence; execrated, as he deserves to be, +or crowned with world-wide applause; that man is the most miserable +whose heart contains the least love for others. + +It is a pleasure to be beloved. Who has not felt this? Human +affection is priceless. A fond heart is more valuable than the +Indies. But it is a still greater pleasure to love than to be loved; +the emotion itself is of a higher kind; it calls forth our own +powers into more agreeable exercise, and is independent of the +caprice of others. Generally speaking, if we deserve to be loved, +others will love us, but this is not always the case. The love of +others towards us, is not always in proportion to our real merits; +and it would be unjust to make our highest happiness dependent on +it. But our love for others will always be in proportion to our real +goodness; the more amiable, the more excellent we become, the more +shall we love others; it is right, therefore, that this love should +be made capable of bestowing upon us the largest amount of +happiness. This is the arrangement which the Creator has fixed upon. +By virtue of our moral constitution, to love is to be happy; to hate +is to be wretched. + +Hatred is a strong word, and the idea it conveys is very repulsive. +We would hope that few of our readers know by experience what it is +in its full extent. To be a very demon, to combine in ourselves the +highest possible degree of wickedness and misery, nothing more is +needful than to hate with sufficient intensity. But though, happily, +comparatively few persons are fully under the influence of this +baneful passion, how many are under it more frequently and +powerfully than they ought to be? How often do we indulge in +resentful, revengeful feelings, with all of which hatred more or +less mixes itself? Have we not sometimes entertained sentiments +positively malignant towards those who have wounded our vanity or +injured our interests, secretly wishing them ill, or not heartily +wishing them happiness? If so, we need only consult our own +experience to ascertain that such feelings are both sinful and +foolish; they offend our Maker, and render us wretched. + +We know a happy man; one who in the midst of the vexations and +crosses of this changing world, is always happy. Meet him anywhere, +and at any time, his features beam with pleasure. Children run to +meet him, and contend for the honour of touching his hand, or laying +hold of the skirt of his coat, as he passes by, so cheerful and +benevolent does he always look. In his own house he seems to reign +absolute, and yet he never uses any weapon more powerful than a kind +word. Everybody who knows him is aware, that, in point of +intelligence, ay, and in physical prowess, too--for we know few men +who can boast a more athletic frame--he is strong as a lion, yet in +his demeanour he is gentle as a lamb. His wife is not of the most +amiable temper, his children are not the most docile, his business +brings him into contact with men of various dispositions; but he +conquers all with the same weapons. What a contrast have we often +thought he presents to some whose physiognomy looks like a piece of +harsh handwriting, in which we can decipher nothing but _self, self, +self_; who seem, both at home and abroad, to be always on the watch +against any infringement of their dignity. Poor men! their dignity +can be of little value if it requires so much care in order to be +maintained. True manliness need take but little pains to procure +respectful recognition. If it is genuine, others will see it, and +respect it. The lion will always be acknowledged as the king of the +beasts; but the ass, though clothed in the lion's skin, may bray +loudly and perseveringly indeed, but he will never keep the forest +in awe. + +From some experience in the homes of working-men, and other homes +too, we are led to think that much of the harsh and discordant +feeling which too often prevails there may be ascribed to a false +conception of what is truly great. It is a very erroneous impression +that despotism is manly. For our part we believe that despotism is +inhuman, satanic, and that wherever it is found--as much in the +bosom of a family, as on the throne of a kingdom. We cannot bring +ourselves to tolerate the inconsistency with which some men will +inveigh against some absolute sovereign, and straight-way enact the +pettiest airs of absolutism in their little empire at home. We have +no private intimacy with "the autocrat of all the Russias," and may, +with all humility, avow that we do not desire to have any; but this +we believe, that out of the thousands who call him a tyrant, it +would be no difficult matter to pick scores who are as bad, if not +worse. Let us remember that it is not a great empire which +constitutes a great tyrant. Tyranny must be measured by the strength +of those imperious and malignant passions from which it flows, and +carrying this rule along with us, it would not surprise us, if we +found the greatest tyrant in the world in some small cottage, with +none to oppress but a few unoffending children, and a helpless +woman. O! when shall we, be just!--when shall we cease to prate +about wrongs inflicted by others, and magnified by being beheld +through the haze of distance, and seek to redress those which lie at +our own doors, and to redress which we shall only have to prevail +upon ourselves to be just and gentle! Arbitrary power is always +associated either with cruelty, or conscious weakness. True +greatness is above the petty arts of tyranny. Sometimes much +domestic suffering may arise from a cause which is easily confounded +with a tyrannical disposition--we refer to an exaggerated sense of +justice. This is the abuse of a right feeling, and requires to be +kept in vigilant check. Nothing is easier than to be one-sided in +judging of the actions of others. How agreeable the task of applying +the line and plummet! How quiet and complete the assumption of our +own superior excellence which we make in doing it! But if the task +is in some respects easy, it is most difficult if we take into +account the necessity of being just in our decisions. In domestic +life especially, in which so much depends on circumstances, and the +highest questions often relate to mere matters of expediency, how +easy it is to be "always finding fault," if we neglect to take +notice of explanatory and extenuating circumstances! Anybody with a +tongue and a most moderate complement of brains can call a thing +stupid, foolish, ill-advised, and so forth; though it might require +a larger amount of wisdom than the judges possessed to have done the +thing better. But what do we want with captious judges in the bosom +of a family? The scales of household polity are the scales of love, +and he who holds them should be a sympathizing friend; ever ready to +make allowance for failures, ingenious in contriving apologies, more +lavish of counsels than rebukes, and less anxious to overwhelm a +person with a sense of deficiency than to awaken in the bosom, a +conscious power of doing better. One thing is certain: if any member +of a family conceives it his duty to sit continually in the censor's +chair, and weigh in the scales of justice all that happens in the +domestic commonwealth, domestic happiness is out of the question. It +is manly to extenuate and forgive, but a crabbed and censorious +spirit is contemptible. + +There is much more misery thrown into the cup of life by domestic +unkindness than we might at first suppose. In thinking of the evils +endured by society from malevolent passions of individuals, we are +apt to enumerate only the more dreadful instances of crime: but what +are the few murders which unhappily pollute the soil of this +Christian land--what, we ask, is the suffering they occasion, what +their demoralizing tendency--when compared with the daily effusions +of ill-humour which sadden, may we not fear, many thousand homes? We +believe that an incalculably greater number are hurried to the grave +by habitual unkindness than by sudden violence; the slow poison of +churlishness and neglect, is of all poisons the most destructive. If +this is true, we want a new definition for the most flagrant of all +crimes: a definition which shall leave out the element of time, and +call these actions the same--equally hateful, equally diabolical, +equally censured by the righteous government of Heaven--which +proceed from the same motives, and lead to the same result, whether +they be done in a moment, or spread out through a series of years. +Habitual unkindness is demoralizing as well as cruel. Whenever it +fails to break the heart, it hardens it. To take a familiar +illustration: a wife who is never addressed by her husband in tones +of kindness, must cease to love him if she wishes to be happy. It is +her only alternative. Thanks to the nobility of our nature, she does +not always take it. No; for years she battles with cruelty, and +still presses with affection the hand which smites her, but it is +fearfully at her own expense. Such endurance preys upon her health, +and hastens her exit to the asylum of the grave. If this is to be +avoided, she must learn to forget, what woman should never be +tempted to forget, the vows, the self-renunciating devotedness of +impassioned youth; she must learn to oppose indifference, to neglect +and repel him with a heart as cold as his own. But what a tragedy +lies involved in a career like this! We gaze on something infinitely +more terrible than murder; we see our nature abandoned to the mercy +of malignant passions, and the sacred susceptibilities which were +intended to fertilize with the waters of charity the pathway of +life, sending forth streams of bitterest gall. A catalogue of such +cases, faithfully compiled, would eclipse, in turpitude and horror, +all the calendars of crime that have ever sickened the attention of +the world. + +The obligations of gentleness and kindness are extensive as the +claims to manliness; these three qualities must go together. There +are some cases, however, in which such obligations are of special +force. Perhaps a precept here will be presented most appropriately +under the guise of an example. We have now before our mind's eye a +couple, whose marriage tie was, a few months since, severed by +death. The husband was a strong, hale, robust sort of a man, who +probably never knew a day's illness in the course of his life, and +whose sympathy on behalf of weakness or suffering in others it was +exceedingly difficult to evoke; while his partner was the very +reverse, by constitution weak and ailing, but withal a woman of whom +any man might and ought to have been proud. Her elegant form, her +fair transparent skin, the classical contour of her refined and +expressive face, might have led a Canova to have selected her as a +model of feminine beauty. But alas! she was weak; she could not work +like other women; her husband could not _boast_ among his shopmates +how much she contributed to the maintenance of the family, and how +largely she could afford to dispense with the fruit of his labours. +Indeed, with a noble infant in her bosom, and the cares of a +household resting entirely upon her, she required help herself, and +at least she needed, what no wife can dispense with, but she least +of all--_sympathy_, forbearance, and all those tranquilizing virtues +which flow from a heart of kindness. She least of all could bear a +harsh look; to be treated daily with cold, disapproving reserve, a +petulant dissatisfaction could not but be death to her. We will not +say it _was_--enough that she is dead. The lily bent before the +storm, and at last was crushed by it. We ask but one question, in +order to point the moral:--In the circumstances we have delineated, +what course of treatment was most consonant with a manly spirit; +that which was actually pursued, or some other which the reader can +suggest? + +Yes, to love is to be happy and to make happy, and to love is the +very spirit of true manliness. We speak not of exaggerated passion +and false sentiment; we speak not of those bewildering, +indescribable feelings, which under that name, often monopolize for +a time the guidance of the youthful heart; but we speak of that pure +emotion which is benevolence intensified, and which, when blended +with intelligence, can throw the light of joyousness around the +manifold relations of life. Coarseness, rudeness, tyranny, are so +many forms of brute power; so many manifestations of what it is +man's peculiar glory not to be; but kindness and gentleness can +never cease to be MANLY. + +Count not the days that have lightly flown, + The years that were vainly spent; +Nor speak of the hours thou must blush to own, +When thy spirit stands before the Throne, + To account for the talents lent. + +But number the hours redeemed from sin, + The moments employed for Heaven;-- +Oh few and evil thy days have been, +Thy life, a toilsome but worthless scene, + For a nobler purpose given. + +Will the shade go back on the dial plate? + Will thy sun stand still on his way? +Both hasten on; and thy spirit's fate +Rests on the point of life's little date:-- + Then live while 'tis called to-day. + +Life's waning hours, like the Sibyl's page, + As they lessen, in value rise; +Oh rouse thee and live! nor deem that man's age +Stands on the length of his pilgrimage, + But in days that are truly wise. + + + + + + +SILENT INFLUENCE. + + + + + +"HOW finely she looks!" said Margaret Winne, as a lady swept by them +in the crowd; "I do not see that time wears upon her beauty at all." + +"What, Bell Walters!" exclaimed her companion. "Are you one of those +who think her such a beauty?" + +"I think her a very fine-looking woman, certainly," returned Mrs. +Winne; "and, what is more, I think her a very fine woman." + +"Indeed!" exclaimed Mrs. Hall; "I thought you were no friends?" + +"No," replied the first speaker; "but that does not make us +enemies." + +"But I tell you she positively dislikes you, Margaret," said Mrs. +Hall. "It is only a few days since I knew of her saying that you +were a bold, impudent woman, and she did not like you at all." + +"That is bad," said Margaret, with a smile; "for I must confess that +I like her." + +"Well," said her companion, "I am sure I could never like any one +who made such unkind speeches about me." + +"I presume she said no more than she thought," said Margaret, +quietly. + +"Well, so much the worse!" exclaimed Mrs. Hall, in surprise. "I hope +you do not think that excuses the matter at all?" + +"Certainly, I do. I presume she has some reason for thinking as she +does; and, if so, it was very natural she should express her +opinion." + +"Well, you are very cool and candid about it, I must say. What +reason have you given her, pray, for thinking you were bold and +impudent?" + +"None, that I am aware of," replied Mrs. Winne, "but I presume she +thinks I have. I always claim her acquaintance, when we meet, and I +have no doubt she would much rather I would let it drop." + +"Why don't you, then? I never knew her, and never had any desire for +her acquaintance. She was no better than you when you were girls, +and I don't think her present good fortune need make her so very +scornful." + +"I do not think she exhibits any more haughtiness than most people +would under the same circumstances. Some would have dropped the +acquaintance at once, without waiting for me to do it. Her social +position is higher than mine, and it annoys her to have me meet her +as an equal, just I used to do." + +"You do it to annoy her, then?" + +"Not by any means. I would much rather she would feel, as I do, that +the difference between us is merely conventional, and might bear to +be forgotten on the few occasions when accident throws us together. +But she does not, and I presume it is natural. I do not know how my +head might be turned, if I had climbed up in the world as rapidly as +she has done. As it is, however, I admire her too much to drop her +acquaintance just yet, as long as she leaves it to me." + +"Really, Margaret, I should have supposed you had too much spirit to +intrude yourself upon a person that you knew wished to shake you +off; and I do not see how you can admire one that you know to be so +proud." + +"I do not admire her on account of her pride, certainly, though it +is a quality that sits very gracefully upon her," said Margaret +Winne; and she introduced another topic of conversation, for she did +not hope to make her companion understand the motives that +influenced her. + +"Bold and impudent!" said Margaret, to herself, as she sat alone, in +her own apartment. "I knew she thought it, for I have seen it in her +looks; but she always treats me well externally, and I hardly +thought she would say it. I know she was vexed with herself for +speaking to me, one day, when she was in the midst of a circle of +her fashionable acquaintances. I was particularly ill-dressed, and I +noticed that they stared at me; but I had no intention, then, of +throwing myself in her way. Well," she continued, musingly, "I am +not to be foiled with one rebuff. I know her better than she knows +me, for the busy world has canvassed her life, while they have never +meddled with my own: and I think there are points of contact enough +between us for us to understand each other, if we once found an +opportunity. She stands in a position which I shall never occupy, +and she has more power and strength than I; else she had never stood +where she does, for she has shaped her fortunes by her own unaided +will. Her face was not her fortune, as most people suppose, but her +mind. She has accomplished whatever she has undertaken, and she can +accomplish much more, for her resources are far from being +developed. Those around her may remember yet that she was not always +on a footing with them; but they will not do so long. She will be +their leader, for she was born to rule. Yes; and she queens it most +proudly among them. It were a pity to lose sight of her stately, +graceful dignity. I regard her very much as I would some beautiful +exotic, and her opinion of me affects me about as much as if she +were the flower, and not the mortal. And yet I can never see her +without wishing that the influence she exerts might be turned into a +better channel. She has much of good about her, and I think that it +needs but a few hints to make life and its responsibilities appear +to her as they do to me. I have a message for her ear, but she must +not know that it was intended for her. She has too much pride of +place to receive it from me, and too much self-confidence to listen +knowingly to the suggestions of any other mind than her own. +Therefore, I will seek the society of Isabel Walters whenever I can, +without appearing intrusive, until she thinks me worthy her notice, +or drops me altogether. My talent lies in thinking, but she has all +the life and energy I lack, and would make an excellent actor to my +thought, and would need no mentor when her attention was once +aroused. My usefulness must lie in an humble sphere, but hers--she +can carry it wherever she will. It will be enough for my single life +to accomplish, if, beyond the careful training of my own family, I +can incite her to a development of her powers of usefulness. People +will listen to her who will pay no attention to me; and, besides, +she has the time and means to spare, which I have not." + +"Everywhere, in Europe, they were talking of you, Mrs. Walters," +said a lady, who had spent many years abroad, "and adopting your +plans for vagrant and industrial schools, and for the management of +hospitals and asylums. I have seen your name in the memorials laid +before government in various foreign countries. You have certainly +achieved a world-wide reputation. Do tell me how your attention came +first to be turned to that sort of thing? I supposed you were one of +our fashionable women, who sought simply to know how much care and +responsibility they could lawfully avoid, and how high a social +station it was possible to attain. I am sure something must have +happened to turn your life into so different a channel." + +"Nothing in particular, I assure you," returned Mrs. Walters. "I +came gradually to perceive the necessity there was that some one +should take personal and decisive action in those things that it was +so customary to neglect. Fond as men are of money, it was far easier +to reach their purses than their minds. Our public charities were +quite well endowed, but no one gave them that attention that they +needed, and thus evils had crept in that were of the highest +importance. My attention was attracted to it in my own vicinity at +first; and others saw it as well as I, but it was so much of +everybody's business that everybody let it alone. I followed the +example for awhile, but it seemed as much my duty to act as that of +any other person; and though it is little I have done, I think that, +in that little, I have filled the place designed for me by +Providence." + +"Well, really, Mrs. Walters, you were one of the last persons I +should have imagined to be nicely balancing a point of duty, or +searching out the place designed for them by Providence. I must +confess myself at fault in my judgment of character for once." + +"Indeed, madam," replied Mrs. Walters, "I have no doubt you judged +me very correctly at the time you knew me. My first ideas of the +duties and responsibilities of life were aroused by Margaret Winne; +and I recollect that my intimacy with her commenced after you left +the country." + +"Margaret Winne? Who was she? Not the wife of that little Dr. Winne +we used to hear of occasionally? They attended the same church with +us, I believe?" + +"Yes; she was the one. We grew up together, and were familiar with +each other's faces from childhood; but this was about all. She was +always in humble circumstances, as I had myself been in early life; +and, after my marriage, I used positively to dislike her, and to +dread meeting her, for she was the only one of my former +acquaintances who met me on the same terms as she had always done. I +thought she wished to remind me that we were once equals in station; +but I learned, when I came to know her well, how far she was above +so mean a thought. I hardly know how I came first to appreciate her, +but we were occasionally thrown in contact, and her sentiments were +so beautiful--so much above the common stamp--that I could not fail +to be attracted by her. She was a noble woman. The world knows few +like her. So modest and retiring--with an earnest desire to do all +the good in the world of which she was capable, but with no ambition +to shine. Well fitted as she was, to be an ornament in any station +of society, she seemed perfectly content to be the idol of her own +family, and known to few besides. There were few subjects on which +she had not thought, and her clear perceptions went at once to the +bottom of a subject, so that she solved simply many a question on +which astute philosophers had found themselves at fault. I came at +last to regard her opinion almost as an oracle. I have often +thought, since her death, that it was her object to turn my life +into that channel to which it has since been devoted, but I do not +know. I had never thought of the work that has since occupied me at +the time of her death, but I can see now how cautiously and +gradually she led me among the poor, and taught me to sympathize +with their sufferings, and gave me, little by little, a clue to the +evils that had sprung up in the management of our public charities. +She was called from her family in the prime of life, but they who +come after her do assuredly rise up and call her blessed. She has +left a fine family, who will not soon forget, the instructions of +their mother." + +"Ah! yes, there it is, Mrs. Walters. A woman's sphere, after all, is +at home. One may do a great deal of good in public, no doubt, as you +have done; but don't you think that, while you have devoted yourself +so untiringly to other affairs, you have been obliged to neglect +your own family in order to gain time for this? One cannot live two +lives at once, you know." + +"No, madam, certainly we cannot live two lives at once, but we can +glean a much larger harvest from the one which is, bestowed upon us +than we are accustomed to think. I do not, by any means, think that +I have ever neglected my own family in the performance of other +duties, and I trust my children are proving, by their hearty +co-operation with me, that I am not mistaken. Our first duty, +certainly is at home, and I determined, at the outset, that nothing +should call me from the performance of this first charge. I do not +think anything can excuse a mother from devoting a large portion of +her life in personal attention to the children God has given her. +But I can assure you that, to those things which I have done of +which the world could take cognisance, I have given far less time +than I used once to devote to dress and amusement, I found, by +systematizing everything, that my time was more than doubled; and, +certainly, I was far better fitted to attend properly to my own +family, when my eyes, were opened to the responsibilities of life, +than when my thoughts were wholly occupied by fashion and display." + + + + + + +ANTIDOTE FOR MELANCHOLY. + + + + + +"AH, friend K----, good-morning to you; I'm really happy to see you +looking so cheerful. Pray, to what unusual circumstance may we be +indebted for this happy, smiling face of yours, this morning?" (Our +friend K----had been, unfortunately, of a, very desponding and +somewhat of a choleric turn of mind, previously.) + +"Really, is the change so perceptible, then? Well, my dear sir, you +shall have the secret; for, happy as I appear--and be assured, my +appearances are by no means deceptive, for I never felt more happy +in my life--it will still give me pleasure to inform you, and won't +take long, either. It is simply this; I have made a whole family +happy!" + +"Indeed! Why, you have discovered a truly valuable: recipe for +blues, then, which may be used _ad libitum_, eh, K----?" + +"You may well say that. But, really, my friend, I feel no little +mortification at not making so simple and valuable a discovery at an +earlier period of my life, Heaven knows," continued K----, "I have +looked for contentment everywhere else. First, I sought for wealthy +in the gold mines of California, thinking that was the true source +of all earthly joys; but after obtaining it, I found myself with +such a multiplicity of cares and anxieties, that I was really more +unhappy than ever. I then sought for pleasure in travelling. This +answered somewhat the purpose of dissipating cares, &c., so long as +it lasted; but, dear me, it gave no permanent satisfaction. After +seeing the whole world, I was as badly off as Alexander the Great. +He cried for another world to _conquer_, and I cried for another +world to _see_." + +The case of our friend, I imagine, differs not materially from that +of a host of other seekers of contentment in this productive world. +Like "blind leaders of the blind," our invariable fate is to go +astray in the universal race for happiness. How common is it, after +seeking for it in every place but the right one, for the selfish man +to lay the whole blame upon this fine world--as if anybody was to +blame but himself. Even some professors of religion are too apt to +libel the world. "Well, this is a troublesome world, to make the +best of it," is not an uncommon expression; neither is it a truthful +one. "Troubles, disappointments, losses, crosses, sickness, and +death, make up the sum and substance of our existence here," add +they, with tremendous emphasis, as if they had no hand in producing +the sad catalogue. The trouble is, we set too high a value on our +own merits; we imagine ourselves deserving of great favours and +privileges, while we are doing nothing to merit them. In this +respect, we are not altogether unlike the young man in the parable, +who, by-the-by, was also a professor--he professed very loudly of +having done all those good things "from his youth up." But when the +command came, "go sell all thou hast, and give to the poor," &c., it +soon took the conceit out of him. + +In this connexion, there are two or three seemingly important +considerations, which I feel some delicacy in touching upon here. +However, in the kindest possible spirit, I would merely remark, that +there is a very large amount of wealth in the Church--by this I +include its wealthy members, of course; and refer to no particular +denomination; by Church, I mean all Christian denominations. Now, in +connexion with this fact, such a question as this arises in my +mind--and I put it, not, for the purpose of fault-finding, for I +don't know that I have a right view of the matter, but merely for +the consideration of those who are fond of hoarding up their earthly +gains, viz.: Suppose the modern Church was composed of such +professors as the self-denying disciples of our Saviour,--with their +piety, simplicity, and this wealth; what, think you, would be the +consequence? Now I do not intend to throw out any such flings as, +"comparisons are odious"--"this is the modern Christian age"--"the +age of Christian privileges," and all that sort of nonsense. Still, +I am rather inclined to the opinion, that if we were all--in and out +of the Church--disposed to live up to, or carry out what we +professedly know to be right, it would be almost as difficult to +find real trouble, as it is now to find real happiness. + +The sources of contentment and discontentment are discoverable, +therefore, without going into a metaphysical examination of the +subject. Just in proportion as we happen to discharge, or neglect +known duties, are we, according to my view, happy or miserable on +earth. Philosophy tells us that our happiness and well-being depends +upon a conformity to certain unalterable laws--moral, physical, and +organic--which act upon the intellectual, moral, and material +universe, of which man is a part, and which determine, or regulate +the growth, happiness, and well-being of all organic beings. These +views, when reduced to their simple meaning, amount to the same +thing, call it by what name we will. Duties, of course, imply legal +or moral obligations, which we are certainly legally or morally +bound to pay, perform, or discharge. And certain it is, there is no +getting over them--they are as irresistible as Divine power, as +universal as Divine presence, as permanent as Divine existence, and +no art nor cunning of man can disconnect unhappiness from +transgressing them. How necessary to our happiness, then, is it, not +only to know, but to perform our whole duty? + +One of the great duties of man in this life, and, perhaps, the most +neglected, is that of doing good, or benefiting one another. That +doing good is clearly a duty devolving upon man, there can be no +question. The benevolent Creator, in placing man in the world, +endowed him with mental and physical energies, which clearly denote +that he is to be active in his day and generation. + +Active in what? Certainly not in mischief, for that would not be +consistent with Divine goodness. Neither should we suppose that we +are here for our own sakes simply. Such an idea would be +presumptuous. For what purpose, then, was man endowed with all these +facilities of mind and body, but to do good and glorify his Maker? +True philosophy teaches that benevolence was not only the design of +the Creator in all His works, but the fruits to be expected from +them. The whole infinite contrivances of everything above, around, +and within us, are directed to certain benevolent issues, and all +the laws of nature are in perfect harmony with this idea. + +That such is the design of man may also be inferred from the +happiness which attends every good action, and the misery of +discontentment which attends those who not only do wrong, but are +useless to themselves and to society. Friend K----'s case, above +quoted, is a fair illustration of this truth. + +Now, then, if it is our duty to do all the good we can, and I think +this will be admitted, particularly by the Christian, and this be +measured by our means and opportunity, then there are many whom +Providence has blessed with the means and opportunity of doing a +very great amount of good. And if it be true, as it manifestly is, +that "it is more blessed to give than receive," then has Providence +also blessed them with very great privileges. The privilege of +giving liberally, and thus obtaining for themselves the greater +blessing, which is the result of every benevolent action, the simple +satisfaction with ourselves which follows a good act, or +consciousness of having done our duty in relieving a +fellow-creature, are blessings indeed, which none but the good or +benevolent can realize. Such kind spirits are never cast down. Their +hearts always light and cheerful--rendered so by their many kind +offices,--they can always enjoy their neighbours, rich or poor, high +or low, and love them too; and with a flow of spirits which bespeak +a heart all right within, they make all glad and happy around them. + +Doing good is an infallible antidote for melancholy. When the heart +seems heavy, and our minds can light upon nothing but little naughty +perplexities, everything going wrong, no bright spot or relief +anywhere for our crazy thoughts, and we are finally wound up in a +web of melancholy, depend upon it there is nothing, nothing which +can dispel this angry, ponderous, and unnatural cloud from our +_rheumatic minds_ and _consciences_ like a charity visit--to give +liberally to those in need of succour, the poor widow, the +suffering, sick, and poor, the aged invalid, the lame, the blind, +&c., &c.; all have a claim upon your bounty, and how they will bless +you and love you for it--anyhow, they will thank kind Providence for +your mission of love. He that makes one such visit will make another +and another; he can't very well get weary in such well-doing, for +his is the greater blessing. It is a blessing indeed: how the heart +is lightened, the soul enlarged, the mind improved, and even health; +for the mind being liberated from perplexities, the body is at rest, +the nerves in repose, and the blood, equalized, courses freely +through the system, giving strength, vigour, and equilibrium to the +whole complicated machinery. Thus we can think clearer, love better, +enjoy life, and be thankful for it. + +What a beautiful arrangement it is that we can, by doing good to +others, do so much good to ourselves! The wealthy classes, who "rise +above society like clouds above the earth, to diffuse an abundant +dew," should not forget this fact. The season has now about arrived, +when the good people of all classes will be most busily engaged in +these delightful duties. The experiment is certainly worth trying by +all. If all those desponding individuals, whose chief comfort is to +growl at this "troublesome world," will but take the hint, look +trouble full in the face. and relieve it, they will, like friend +K----, feel much better. + +It may be set down as a generally correct axiom, (with some few +exceptions, perhaps, such as accidents, and the deceptions and +cruelties of those whom we injudiciously select for friends and +confidants, from our want of discernment), that life is much what we +make it, and so is the world. + + + + + + +THE SORROWS OF A WEALTHY CITIZEN. + + + + + +AH me! Am I really a rich man, or am I not? That is the question. I +am sure I don't feel rich; and yet, here I am written down among the +"wealthy citizens" as being worth seventy thousand dollars! How the +estimate was made, or who furnished the data, is all a mystery to +me. I am sure I wasn't aware of the fact before. "Seventy thousand +dollars!" That sounds comfortable, doesn't it? Seventy thousand +dollars!--But where is it? Ah! There is the rub! How true it is that +people always know more about you than you do yourself. + +Before this unfortunate book came out ("The Wealthy Citizens of +Philadelphia"), I was jogging on very quietly. Nobody seemed to be +aware of the fact that I was a rich man, and I had no suspicion of +the thing myself. But, strange to tell, I awoke one morning and +found myself worth seventy thousand dollars! I shall never forget +that day. Men who had passed me in the street with a quiet, familiar +nod, now bowed with a low salaam, or lifted their hats +deferentially, as I encountered them on the _pave_. + +"What's the meaning of all this?" thought I. "I haven't stood up to +be shot at, nor sinned against innocence and virtue. I haven't been +to Paris. I don't wear moustaches. What has given me this +importance?" + +And, musing thus, I pursued my way in quest of money to help me out +with some pretty heavy payments. After succeeding, though with some +difficulty in obtaining what I wanted, I returned to my store about +twelve o'clock. I found a mercantile acquaintance awaiting me, who, +without many preliminaries, thus stated his business: + +"I want," said he, with great coolness, "to get a loan of six or +seven thousand dollars; and I don't know of any one to whom I can +apply with more freedom and hope of success than yourself. I think I +can satisfy you, fully, in regard to security. + +"My dear sir," replied I, "if you only wanted six or seven hundred +dollars, instead of six or seven thousand dollars, I could not +accommodate you. I have just come in from a borrowing expedition +myself." + +I was struck with the sudden change in the man's countenance. He was +not only disappointed, but offended. He did not believe my +statement. In his eyes, I had merely resorted to a subterfuge, or, +rather, told a lie, because I did not wish to let him have my money. +Bowing with cold formality, he turned away and left my place of +business. His manner to me has been reserved ever since. + +On the afternoon of that day, I was sitting in the back part of my +store musing on some, matter of business, when I saw a couple of +ladies enter. They spoke to one of my clerks, and he directed them +back to where I was taking things comfortably in an old arm-chair. + +"Mr. G----, I believe?" said the elder of the two ladies, with a +bland smile. + +I had already arisen, and to this question, or rather affirmation, I +bowed assent. + +"Mr. G----," resumed the lady, producing a small book as she spoke, +"we are a committee, appointed to make collections in this district +for the purpose of setting up a fair in aid of the funds of the +Esquimaux Missionary Society. It is the design of the ladies who +have taken this matter in hand to have a very large collection of +articles, as the funds of the society are entirely exhausted. To the +gentlemen of our district, and especially to those who leave been +liberally _blessed with this world's goods_"--this was particularly +emphasized--"we look for important aid. Upon you, sir, we have +called first, in order that you may head the subscription, and thus +set an example of liberality to others." + +And the lady handed me the book in the most "of course" manner in +the world, and with the evident expectation that I would put down at +least fifty-dollars. + +Of course I was cornered, and must do something, I tried to be bland +and polite; but am inclined to think that I failed in the effort. As +for fairs, I never did approve of them. But that was nothing. The +enemy had boarded me so suddenly and so completely, that nothing, +was left for me but to surrender at discretion, and I did so with as +good grace as possible. Opening my desk, I took out a five dollar +bill and presented it; to the elder of the two ladies, thinking that +I was doing very well indeed. She took the money, but was evidently +disappointed; and did not even ask me to head the list with my name. + +"How money does harden the heart!" I overheard one of my fair +visiters say to the other, in a low voices but plainly intended for +my edification, as they walked off with their five dollar bill. + +"Confound your impudence!" I said to myself, thus taking my revenge +out of them. "Do you think I've got nothing else to do with my money +but scatter it to the four winds?" + +And I stuck my thumbs firmly in the armholes of my waistcoat, and +took a dozen turns up and down my store, in order to cool off. + +"Confound your impudence!" I then repeated, and quietly sat down +again in the old arm-chair. + +On the next day I had any number of calls from money-hunters. +Business men, who had never thought of asking me for loans, finding +that I was worth seventy thousand dollars, crowded in upon me for +temporary favours, and, when disappointed in their expectations, +couldn't seem to understand it. When I spoke of being "hard up" +myself, they looked as if they didn't clearly comprehend what I +meant. + +A few days after the story of my wealth had gone abroad, I was +sitting, one evening, with my family, when I was informed that a +lady was in the parlour, and wished to see me. + +"A lady!" said I. + +"Yes, sir," replied the servant. + +"Is she alone?" + +"Yes, sir." + +"What does she want?" + +"She did not say, sir." + +"Very well. Tell her I'll be down in a few moments." + +When I entered the parlour, I found a woman, dressed in mourning, +with her veil closely drawn. + +"Mr. G----?" she said, in a low, sad voice. + +I bowed, and took a place upon the sofa where she was sitting, and +from which she had not risen upon my entrance. + +"Pardon the great liberty I have taken," she began, after a pause of +embarrassment, and in an unsteady voice. "But, I believe I have not +mistaken your character for sympathy and benevolence, nor erred in +believing that your hand is ever ready to respond to the generous +impulses of our heart." + +I bowed again, and my visiter went on. + +"My object in calling upon you I will briefly state. A year ago my +husband died. Up to that time I had never known the want of anything +that money could buy. He was a merchant of this city, and supposed +to be in good circumstances. But he left an insolvent estate; and +now, with five little ones to care for, educate, and support, I have +parted with nearly my last dollar, and have not a single friend to +whom I can look for aid." + +There was a deep earnestness and moving pathos in the tones of the +woman's voice, that went to my heart. She paused for a few moments, +overcome with her feelings, and then resumed:-- + +"One in an extremity like mine, sir, will do many things from which, +under other circumstances she should shrink. This is my only excuse +for troubling you at the present time. But I cannot see my little +family in want without an effort to sustain them; and, with a little +aid, I see my way clear to do so. I was well educated, and feel not +only competent, but willing to undertake a school. There is one, the +teacher of which being in bad health, wishes to give it up, and if I +can get the means to buy out her establishment, will secure an ample +and permanent income for my family. To aid me, sir, in doing this, I +now make an appeal to you. I know you are able, and I believe you +are willing to put forth your hand and save my children from want, +and, it may be, separation." + +The woman still remained closely veiled; I could not, therefore, see +her face. But I could perceive that she was waiting with trembling +suspense for my answer. Heaven knows my heart responded freely to +her appeal. + +"How much will it take to purchase this establishment?" I inquired. + +"Only a thousand dollars," she replied. + +I was silent. A thousand dollars! + +"I do not wish it, sir, as a gift," she said "only as a loan. In a +year or two I will be able to repay it." + +"My dear madam," was my reply, "had I the ability most gladly would +I meet your wishes. But, I assure you I have not. A thousand dollars +taken from my business would destroy it." + +A deep sigh, that was almost a groan, came up from the breast of the +stranger, and her head dropped low upon her bosom. She seemed to +have fully expected the relief for which she applied; and to be +stricken to the earth by my words! We were both unhappy. + +"May I presume to ask your name, madam?" said I, after a pause. + +"It would do no good to mention it," she replied, mournfully. "It +has cost me a painful effort to come to you; and now that my hope +has proved, alas! in vain, I must beg the privilege of still +remaining a stranger." + +She arose, as she said this. Her figure was tall and dignified. +Dropping me a slight courtesy, she was turning to go away, when I +said, + +"But, madam, even if I have not the ability to grant your request, I +may still have it in my power to aid you in this matter. I am ready +to do all I can; and, without doubt, among the friends of your +husband will be found numbers to step forward and join in affording +you the assistance so much desired, when they are made aware of your +present extremity." + +The lady made an impatient gesture, as if my words were felt as a +mockery or an insult, and turning from me, again walked from the +room with a firm step. Before I could recover myself, she had passed +into the street, and I was left standing alone. To this day I have +remained in ignorance of her identity. Cheerfully would I have aided +her to the extent of my ability to do so. Her story touched my +feelings and awakened my liveliest sympathies, and if, on learning +her name and making proper inquiries into her circumstances, I had +found all to be as she had stated, I would have felt it a duty to +interest myself in her behalf, and have contributed in aid of the +desired end to the extent of my ability. But she came to me under +the false idea that I had but to put my hand in my pocket, or write +a check upon the bank, and lo! a thousand dollars were forthcoming. +And because I did not do this, she believed me unfeeling, selfish, +and turned from me mortified, disappointed, and despairing. + +I felt sad for weeks after this painful interview. On the very next +morning I received a letter from an artist, in which he spoke of the +extremity of his circumstances, and begged me to purchase a couple +of pictures. I called at his rooms, for I could not resist his +appeal. The pictures did not strike me as possessing much artistic +value. + +"What do you ask for them?" I inquired. + +"I refused a hundred dollars for the pair. But I am compelled to +part with them now, and you shall have them for eighty." + +I had many other uses for eighty dollars, and therefore shook my +head. But, as he looked disappointed, I offered to take one of the +pictures at forty dollars. To this he agreed. I paid the money, and +the picture was sent home. Some days afterward, I was showing it to +a friend. + +"What did you pay for it?" he asked. + +"Forty dollars," I replied. + +The friend smiled strangely. + +"What's the matter?" said I. + +"He offered it to me for twenty-five." + +"That picture?" + +"Yes." + +"He asked me eighty for this and another, and said he had refused a +hundred for the pair." + +"He lied though. He thought, as you were well off, that he must ask +you a good stiff price, or you wouldn't buy." + +"The scoundrel!" + +"He got ahead of you, certainly." + +"But it's the last time," said I, angrily. + +And so things went on. Scarcely a day passed in which my fame as a +wealthy citizen did not subject me to some kind of experiment from +people in want of money. If I employed a porter for any service and +asked what was to pay, after the work was done, ten chances to one +that he didn't touch his hat and reply, + +"Anything that you please, sir," in the hope that I, being a rich +man, would be ashamed to offer him less than about four times his +regular price. Poor people in abundance called upon me for aid; and +all sorts of applications to give or lend money met me at every +turn. And when I, in self-defence, begged off as politely as +possible, hints gentle or broad, according to the characters or +feelings of those who came, touching the hardening and perverting +influence of wealth, were thrown out for my especial edification. + +And still the annoyance continues. Nobody but myself doubts the fact +that I am worth from seventy to a hundred thousand dollars, and I +am, therefore, considered allowable game for all who are too idle or +prodigal to succeed in the world; or as Nature's almoner to all who +are suffering from misfortunes. + +Soon after the publication to which I have alluded was foisted upon +our community as a veritable document, I found myself a secular +dignitary in the church militant. Previously I had been only a +pew-holder, and an unambitious attendant upon the Sabbath +ministrations of the Rev. Mr----. But a new field suddenly opened +before me; I was a man of weight and influence, and must be used for +what I was worth. It is no joke, I can assure the reader, when I +tell them that the way my pocket suffered was truly alarming. I +don't know, but I have seriously thought, sometimes, that if I +hadn't kicked loose from my dignity, I would have been gazetted as a +bankrupt long before this time. + +Soon after sending in my resignation as vestryman or deacon, I will +not say which, I met the Rev. Mr----, and the way he talked to me +about the earth being the "Lord's and the fullness thereof;" about +our having the poor always with us; about the duties of charity, and +the laying up of treasure in heaven, made me ashamed to go to church +for a month to come. I really began to fear that I was a doomed man +and that the reputation of being a "wealthy citizen" was going to +sink me into everlasting perdition. But I am getting over that +feeling now. My cash-book, ledger, and bill-book set me right again; +and I can button up my coat and draw my purse-strings, when guided +by the dictates of my own judgment, without a fear of the threatened +final consequences before my eyes. Still, I am the subject of +perpetual annoyance from all sorts of people, who will persist in +believing that I am made of money; and many of these approach me in, +such a way as to put it almost entirely out of my power to say "no." +They come with appeals for small amounts, as loans, donations to +particular charities, or as the price of articles that I do not +want, but which I cannot well refuse to take. I am sure that, since +I have obtained my present unenviable reputation, it hasn't cost me +a cent less than two thousand, in money given away, loaned never to +be returned, and in the purchase of things that I never would have +thought of buying. + +And, with all this, I have made more enemies than I ever before had +in my life, and estranged half of my friends and acquaintances. + +Seriously, I have it in contemplation to "break" one of these days, +in order to satisfy the world that I am not a rich man. I see no +other effectual remedy for present grievances. + + + + + + +"WE'VE ALL OUR ANGEL SIDE." + + + + + +DESPAIR not of the better part + That lies in human kind-- +A gleam of light still flickereth + In e'en the darkest mind; +The savage with his club of war, + The sage so mild and good, +Are linked in firm, eternal bonds + Of common brotherhood. +Despair not! Oh despair not, then, + For through this world so wide, +No nature is so demon-like, + But there's an angel side. + +The huge rough stones from out the mine, + Unsightly and unfair, +Have veins of purest metal hid + Beneath the surface there; +Few rocks so bare but to their heights + Some tiny moss-plant clings, +And round the peaks, so desolate, + The sea-bird sits and sings. +Believe me, too, that rugged souls, + Beneath their rudeness hide +Much that is beautiful and good-- + We've all our angel side. + +In all there is an inner depth-- + A far off, secret way, +Where, through dim windows of the soul, + God sends His smiling ray; +In every human heart there is + A faithful sounding chord, +That may be struck, unknown to us, + By some sweet loving word; +The wayward heart in vain may try + Its softer thoughts to hide, +Some unexpected tone reveals + It has its angel side. + +Despised, and low, and trodden down, + Dark with the shade of sin: +Deciphering not those halo lights + Which God hath lit within; +Groping about in utmost night, + Poor prisoned souls there are, +Who guess not what life's meaning is, + Nor dream of heaven afar; +Oh! that some gentle hand of love + Their stumbling steps would guide, +And show them that, amidst it all, + Life has its angel side. + +Brutal, and mean, and dark enough, + God knows, some natures are, +But He, compassionate, comes near-- + And shall we stand afar? +Our cruse of oil will not grow less, + If shared with hearty hand, +And words of peace and looks of love + Few natures can withstand. +Love is the mighty conqueror-- + Love is the beauteous guide-- +Love, with her beaming eye, can see + We've all our angel side. + + + + + + +BLIND JAMES. + + + + + +IN the month of December, in the neighbourhood of Paris, two men, +one young, the other rather advanced in years, were descending the +village street, which was made uneven and almost impassable by +stones and puddles. + +Opposite to them, and ascending this same street, a labourer, +fastened to a sort of dray laden with a cask, was slowly advancing, +and beside him a little girl, of about eight years old, who was +holding the end of the barrow. Suddenly the wheel went over an +enormous stone, which lay in the middle of the street, and the car +leaned towards the side of the child. + +"The man must be intoxicated," cried the young man, stepping forward +to prevent the overturn of the dray. When he reached the spot, he +perceived that the man was blind. + +"Blind!" said he, turning towards his old friend. But the latter, +making him a sign to be silent, placed his hand, without speaking, +on that of the labourer, while the little girl smiled. The blind man +immediately raised his head, his sightless eyes were turned towards +the two gentlemen, his face shone with an intelligent and natural +pleasure, and, pressing closely the hand which held his own, he +said, with an accent of tenderness, + +"Mr. Desgranges!" + +"How!" said the young man, moved and surprised; "he knew you by the +touch of your hand." + +"I do not need even that," said the blind man; "when he passes me in +the street, I say to myself, 'That is his step.'" And, seizing the +hand of Mr. Desgranges, he kissed it with ardour. "It was indeed +you, Mr. Desgranges, who prevented my falling--always you." + +"Why," said the young man, "do you expose yourself to such +accidents, by dragging this cask?" + +"One must attend to his business, sir," replied he, gayly. + +"Your business?" + +"Undoubtedly," added Mr. Desgranges. "James is our water-carrier. +But I shall scold him for going out without his wife to guide him." + +"My wife was gone away. I took the little girl. One must be a little +energetic, must he not? And, you see, I have done very well since I +last saw you, my dear Mr. Desgranges; and you have assisted me." + +"Come, James, now finish serving your customers, and then you can +call and see me. I am going home." + +"Thank you, sir. Good-by, sir; good-by, sir." + +And he started again, dragging his cask, while the child turned +towards the gentlemen her rosy and smiling face. + +"Blind, and a water-carrier!" repeated the young man, as they walked +along. + +"Ah! our James astonishes you, my young friend. Yes, it is one of +those miracles like that of a paralytic who walks. Should you like +to know his story?" + +"Tell it to me." + +"I will do so. It does not abound in facts or dramatic incidents, +but it will interest you, I think, for it is the history of a soul, +and of a good soul it is--a man struggling against the night. You +will see the unfortunate man going step by step out of a bottomless +abyss to begin his life again--to create his soul anew. You will see +how a blind man, with a noble heart for a stay, makes his way even +in this world." + +While they were conversing, they reached the house of Mr. +Desgranges, who began in this manner:-- + +"One morning, three years since, I was walking on a large dry plain, +which separates our village from that of Noiesemont, and which is +all covered with mill-stones just taken from the quarry. The process +of blowing the rocks was still going on. Suddenly a violent +explosion was heard. I looked. At a distance of four or five hundred +paces, a gray smoke, which seemed to come from a hole, rose from the +ground. Stones were then thrown up in the air, horrible cries were +heard, and springing from this hole appeared a man, who began to run +across the plain as if mad. He shook his arms, screamed, fell down, +got up again, disappeared in the great crevices of the plain, and +appeared again. The distance and the irregularity of his path +prevented me from distinguishing anything clearly; but, at the +height of his head, in the place of his face, I saw a great, red +mark. In alarm, I approached him, while from the other side of the +plain, from Noiesemont, a troop of men and women were advancing, +crying aloud. I was the first to reach the poor creature. His face +was all one wound, and torrents of blood were streaming over his +garments, which were all in rags. + +"Scarcely had I taken hold of him, when a woman, followed by twenty +peasants, approached, and threw herself before him. + +"'James, James, is it you? I did not know you, James.' + +"The poor man, without answering, struggled furiously in our hands. + +"'Ah!' cried the woman, suddenly, and with a heart-rending voice, +'it is he!' + +"She had recognised a large silver pin, which fastened his shirt, +which was covered with blood. + +"It was indeed he, her husband, the father of three children, a poor +labourer, who, in blasting a rock with powder, had received the +explosion in his face, and was blind, mutilated, perhaps mortally +wounded. + +"He was carried home. I was obliged to go away the same day, on a +journey, and was absent a month. Before my departure, I sent him our +doctor, a man devoted to his profession as a country physician, and +as learned as a city physician. On my return-- + +"'Ah! well, doctor,' said I, 'the blind man?' + +"'It is all over with him. His wounds are healed, his head is doing +well, he is only blind; but he will die; despair has seized him, and +he will kill himself. I can do nothing more for him, This is all,' +he said; 'an internal inflammation is taking place. He must die.' + +"I hastened to the poor man. I arrived. I shall never forget the +sight. He was seated on a wooden stool, beside a hearth on. which +there was no fire, his eyes covered with a white bandage. On the +floor an infant of three months was sleeping; a little girl of four +years old was playing in the ashes; one, still older, was shivering +opposite to her; and, in front of the fireplace, seated on the +disordered bed, her arms hanging down, was the wife. What was left +to be imagined in this spectacle was more than met the eye. One felt +that for several hours, perhaps, no word had been spoken in this +room. The wife was doing nothing, and seemed to have no care to do +anything. They were not merely unfortunate, they seemed like +condemned persons. At the sound of my footsteps they arose, but +without speaking. + +"'You are the blind man of the quarry?" + +"'Yes, sir.' + +"'I have come to see you.' + +"'Thank you, sir.' + +"'You met with a sad misfortune there.' + +"'Yes, sir.' + +"His voice was cold, short, without any emotion. He expected nothing +from any one. I pronounced the words 'assistance,' 'public +compassion.' + +"'Assistance!' cried his wife, suddenly, with a tone of despair; +'they ought to give it to us; they must help us; we have done +nothing to bring upon us this misfortune; they will not let my +children die with hunger.' + +"She asked for nothing--begged for nothing. She claimed help. This +imperative beggary touched me more than the common lamentations of +poverty, for it was the voice of despair; and I felt in my purse for +some pieces of silver. + +"The man then, who had till now been silent, said, with a hollow +tone, + +"'Your children must die, since I can no longer see.' + +"There is a strange power in the human voice. My money fell back +into my purse. I was ashamed of the precarious assistance. I felt +that here was a call for something more than mere almsgiving--the +charity of a day. I soon formed my resolution." + +"But what could you do?" said the young man, to Mr. Desgranges. + +"What could I do?" replied he, with animation. "Fifteen days after, +James was saved. A year after, he gained his own living, and might +be heard singing at his work." + +"Saved! working! singing! but how?" + +"How! by very natural means. But wait, I think I hear him. I will +make him tell you his simple story. It will touch you more from his +lips. It will embarrass me less, and his cordial and ardent face +will complete the work." + +In fact, the noise of some one taking off his wooden shoes was heard +at the door, and then a little tap. + +"Come in, James;" and he entered with his wife, + +"I have brought Juliana, my dear Mr. Desgranges, the poor woman--she +must see you sometimes, must she not?" + +"You did right, James. Sit down." + +He came forward, pushing his stick before him, that he might not +knock against a chair. He found one, and seated himself. He was +young, small, vigorous, with black hair, a high and open forehead, a +singularly expansive face for a blind man, and, as Rabelais says, a +magnificent smile of thirty-two teeth. His wife remained standing +behind him. + +"James," said Mr. Desgranges to him, "here is one of my good +friends, who is very desirous to see you." + +"He is a good man, then, since he is your friend." + +"Yes. Talk with him; I am going to see my geraniums. But do not be +sad, you know I forbid you that." + +"No, no, my dear friend, no!" + +This tender and simple appellation seemed to charm the young man; +and after the departure of his friend, approaching the blind man, he +said, + +"You are very fond of Mr. Desgranges?" + +"Fond of him!" cried the blind man, with impetuosity; "he saved me +from ruin, sir. It was all over with me; the thought of my children +consumed me; I was dying because I could not see. He saved me." + +"With assistance--with money?" + +"Money! what is money? Everybody can give that. Yes, he clothed us, +he fed us, he obtained a subscription of five hundred francs (about +one hundred dollars) for me; but all this was as nothing; he did +more--he cured my heart!" + +"But how?" + +"By his kind words, sir. Yes, he, a person of so much consequence in +the world, he came every day into my poor house, he sat on my poor +stool, he talked with me an hour, two hours, till I became quiet and +easy." + +"What did he say to you?" + +"I do not know; I am but a foolish fellow, and he must tell you all +he said to me; but they were things I had never heard before. He +spoke to me of the good God better than a minister; and he brought +sleep back to me." + +"How was that?" + +"It was two months since I had slept soundly. I would just doze, and +then start up, saying, + +"'James, you are blind,' and then my head would go round--round, +like a madman; and this was killing me. One morning he came in, this +dear friend, and said to me, + +"'James, do you believe in God?' + +"'Why do you ask that, Mr. Desgranges?' + +"'Well, this night, when you wake, and the thought of your +misfortune comes upon you, say aloud a prayer--then two--then +three--and you will go to sleep.'" + +"Yes," said the wife, with her calm voice, "the good God, He gives +sleep." + +"This is not all, sir. In my despair I would have killed myself. I +said to myself, 'You are useless to your family, you are the woman +of the house, and others support you.' But he was displeased--'Is it +not you who support your family? If you had not been blind, would +any one have given you the five hundred francs?' + +"'That is true, Mr. Desgranges.' + +"'If you were not blind, would any one provide for your children?' + +"'That is true, Mr. Desgranges.' + +"'If you were not blind, would every one love you, as we love you?' + +"'It is true, Mr. Desgranges, it is true.' + +"'You see, James, there are misfortunes in all families. Misfortune +is like rain; it must fall a little on everybody. If you were not +blind, your wife would, perhaps, be sick; one of your children might +have died. Instead of that, you have all the misfortune, my poor +man; but they--they have none.' + +"'True, true.' And I began to feel less sad. I was even happy to +suffer for them. And then he added, + +"'Dear James, misfortune is either the greatest enemy or the +greatest friend of men. There are people whom it makes wicked; there +are others made better by it. For you, it must make you beloved by +everybody; you must become so grateful, so affectionate, that when +they wish to speak of any one who is good, they will say, good as +the blind man of the Noiesemont. That will serve for a dowry to your +daughter.' This is the way he talked to me, sir: and it gave me +heart to be unfortunate." + +"Yes; but when he was not here?" + +"Ah, when he was not here, I had, to be sure, some heavy moments. I +thought of my eyes--the light is so beautiful! Oh, God! cried I, in +anguish, if ever I should see clearly again, I would get up at three +o'clock. in the morning, and I would, not go to bed till ten at +night, that I might gather up more light." + +"James, James!" said his wife. + +"You are right, Juliana; he has forbidden me to be sad. He would +perceive it, sir. Do you think that when my head had gone wrong in +the night, and he came in the morning, and merely looked at me, he +would say--'James, you have been thinking that;' and then he would +scold me, this dear friend. Yes," added he, with an expression of +joy--"he would scold me, and that would give me pleasure, because he +tried to make his words cross, but he could not do it." + +"And what gave you the idea of becoming a water-carrier?" + +"He gave me that, also. Do you suppose I have ideas? I began to lose +my grief, but my time hung heavy on my hands. At thirty-two years +old, to be sitting all day in a chair! He then began to instruct me, +as he said, and he told me beautiful stories. The Bible--the history +of an old man, blind like me, named Tobias; the history of Joseph; +the history of David; the history of Jesus Christ. And then he made +me repeat them after him. But my head, it was hard--it was hard; it +was not used to learning, and I was always getting tired in my arms +and my legs." + +"And he tormented us to death," said his wife, laughing. + +"True, true," replied he, laughing also; "I became cross. He came +again, and said, + +"'James, you must go to work.' + +"I showed him my poor, burned hands. + +"'It is no matter; I have bought you a capital in trade.' + +"'Me, Mr. Desgranges?' + +"'Yes, James, a capital into which they never put goods, and where +they always find them.' + +"'It must have cost you a great deal, sir.' + +"'Nothing at all, my lad.' + +"'What is then this fund?' + +"'The river.' + +"'The river? Do you wish me to become a fisherman?' + +"'Not all; a water-carrier.' + +"'Water-carrier! but eyes?' + +"'Eyes; of what use are they? do the dray-horses have eyes? If they +do, they make use of them; if they do not, they do without them. +Come, you must be a water-carrier.' + +"'But a cask?' + +"'I will give you one.' + +"'A cart?' + +"'I have ordered one at the cart-maker's.' + +"'But customers?' + +"I will give you my custom, to begin with, eighteen francs a month; +(my dear friend pays for water as dearly as for wine.) Moreover, you +have nothing to say, either yes or no. I have dismissed my +water-carrier, and you would not let my wife and me die with thirst. +This dear Madame Desgranges, just think of it. And so, my boy, in +three days--work. And you, Madam James, come here;' and he carried +off Juliana." + +"Yes, sir," continued the wife, "he carried me off, ordered leather +straps, made me buy the wheels, harnessed me; we were all +astonishment, James and I; but stop, if you can, when Mr. Desgranges +drives you. At the end of three days, here we are with the cask, he +harnessed and drawing it, I behind, pushing; we were ashamed at +crossing the village, as if we were doing something wrong; it seemed +as if everybody would laugh at us. But Mr. Desgranges was there in +the street. + +"'Come on, James,' said he, 'courage.' + +"We came along, and in the evening he put into our hands a piece of +money, saying," continued the blind man, with emotion-- + +"'James, here are twenty sous you have earned to-day.' + +"Earned, sir, think of that! earned, it was fifteen months that I +had only eaten what had been given to me. It is good to receive from +good people, it is true; but the bread that one earns, it is as we +say, half corn, half barley; it nourishes better, and then it was +done, I was no longer the woman, I was a labourer--a labourer--James +earned his living." + +A sort of pride shone from his face. + +"How!" said the young man, "was your cask sufficient to support +you?" + +"Not alone, sir; but I have still another profession." + +"Another profession!" + +"Ha, ha, yes, sir; the river always runs, except when it is frozen, +and, as Mr. Desgranges says, 'water-carriers do not make their +fortune with ice,' so he gave me a Winter trade and Summer trade." + +"Winter trade!" + +Mr. Desgranges returned at this moment--James heard him--"Is it not +true, Mr. Desgranges, that I have another trade besides that of +water-carrier?" + +"Undoubtedly." + +"What is it then?" + +"Wood-sawyer." + +"Wood-sawyer? impossible; how could you measure the length of the +sticks? how could you cut wood without cutting yourself?" + +"Cut myself, sir," replied the blind man, with a pleasant shade of +confidence; "I formerly was a woodsawyer, and the saw knows me well; +and then one learns everything--I go to school, indeed. They put a +pile of wood at my left side, my saw and saw horse before me, a +stick that is to be sawed in three; I take a thread, I cut it the +size of the third of the stick--this is the measure. Every place I +saw, I try it, and so it goes on till now there is nothing burned or +drunk in the village without calling upon me." + +"Without mentioning," added Mr. Desgranges, "that he is a +commissioner." + +"A commissioner!" said the young man, still more surprised. + +"Yes, sir, when there is an errand to be done at Melun, I put my +little girl on my back, and then off I go. She sees for me, I walk +for her; those who meet me, say, 'Here is a gentleman who carries +his eyes very high;' to which I answer, 'that is so I may see the +farther.' And then at night I have twenty sous more to bring home." + +"But are you not afraid of stumbling against the stones?" + +"I lift my feet pretty high; and then I am used to it; I come from +Noiesemont here all alone." + +"All alone! how do you find your way?" + +"I find the course of the wind as I leave home, and this takes the +place of the sun with me." + +"But the holes?" + +"I know them all." + +"And the walls?" + +"I feel them. When I approach anything thick, sir, the air comes +with less force upon my face; it is but now and then that I get a +hard knock, as by example, if sometimes a little handcart is left on +the road, I do not suspect it--whack! bad for you, poor +five-and-thirty, but this is soon over. It is only when I get +bewildered, as I did day before yesterday. O then---" + +"You have not told me of that, James," said Mr. Desgranges. + +"I was, however, somewhat embarrassed, my dear friend. While I was +here the wind changed, I did not perceive it; but at the end of a +quarter of an hour, when I had reached the plain of Noiesemont, I +had lost my way, and I felt so bewildered that I did not dare to +stir a step. You know the plain, not a house, no passersby. I sat +down on the ground, I listened; after a moment I heard at, as I +supposed, about two hundred paces distant, a noise of running water. +I said, 'If this should be the stream which is at the bottom of the +plain?' I went feeling along on the side from which the noise +came--I reached the stream; then I reasoned in this way: the water +comes down from the side of Noiesemont and crosses it. I put in my +hand to feel the current." + +"Bravo, James." + +"Yes, but the water was so low and the current so small, that my +hand felt nothing. I put in the end of my stick, it was not moved. I +rubbed my head finally, I said, 'I am a fool, here is my +handkerchief;' I took it, I fastened it to the end of my cane. Soon +I felt that it moved gently to the right, very gently. Noiesemont is +on the right. I started again and I get home to Juliana, who began +to be uneasy." + +"O," cried the young man, "this is admir----" + +But Mr. Desgranges stopped him, and leading him to the other end of +the room, + +"Silence!" said he to him in a low voice. "Not admirable--do not +corrupt by pride the simplicity of this man. Look at him, see how +tranquil his face is, how calm after this recital which has moved +you so much. He is ignorant of himself, do not spoil him." + +"It is so touching," said the young man, in a low tone. + +"Undoubtedly, and still his superiority does not lie there. A +thousand blind men have found out these ingenious resources, a +thousand will find them again; but this moral perfection--this +heart, which opens itself so readily to elevated consolations--this +heart which so willingly takes upon it the part of a victim--this +heart which has restored him to life. For do not be deceived, it is +not I who have saved him, it is his affection for me; his ardent +gratitude has filled his whole soul, and has sustained--he has lived +because he has loved!" + +At that moment, James, who had remained at the other end of the +room, and who perceived that we were speaking low, got up softly, +and with a delicate discretion, said to his wife, + +"We will go away without making any noise." + +"Are you going, James?" + +"I am in the way, my dear Mr. Desgranges." + +"No, pray stay longer." + +His benefactor retained him, reaching out to him cordially his hand. +The blind man seized the hand in his turn, and pressed it warmly +against his heart. + +"My dear friend, my dear good friend, you permit me to stay a little +longer. How glad I am to find myself near you. When I am sad I +say--'James, the good God will, perhaps, of His mercy, put you in +the same paradise with Mr. Desgranges,' and that does me good." + +The young man smiled at this simple tenderness, which believed in a +hierarchy in Heaven. James heard him. + +"You smile, sir. But this good man has re-created James. I dream of +it every night--I have never seen him, but I shall know him then. Oh +my God, if I recover my sight I will look at him for ever--for ever, +like the light, till he shall say to me, James, go away. But he will +not say so, he is too good. If I had known him four years ago, I +would have served him, and never have left him." + +"James, James!" said Mr. Desgranges; but the poor man could not be +silenced. + +"It is enough to know he is in the village; this makes my heart +easy. I do not always wish to come in, but I pass before his house, +it is always there; and when he is gone a journey I make Juliana +lead me into the plain of Noiesemont, and I say--'turn me towards +the place where he is gone, that I may breathe the same air with +him.'" + +Mr. Desgranges put his hand before his mouth. James stopped. + +"You are right, Mr. Desgranges, my mouth is rude, it is only my +heart which is right. Come, wife," said he, gayly, and drying his +great tears which rolled from his eyes, "Come, we must give our +children their supper. Good-by, my dear friend, good-by, sir." + +He went away, moving his staff before him. Just as he laid his hand +upon the door, Mr. Desgranges called him back. + +"I want to tell you a piece of news which will give you pleasure. I +was going to leave the village this year; but I have just taken a +new lease of five years of my landlady." + +"Do you see, Juliana," said James to his wife, turning round, "I was +right when I said he was going away." + +"How," replied Mr. Desgranges, "I had told them not to tell you +of it." + +"Yes; but here," putting his hand on his heart, "everything is plain +here. I heard about a month since, some little words, which had +begun to make my head turn round; when, last Sunday, your landlady +called me to her, and showed me more kindness than usual, promising +me that she would take care of me, and that she would never abandon +me. When I came home, I said to Juliana, 'Wife, Mr. Desgranges is +going to quit the village; but that lady has consoled me.'" + +In a few moments the blind man had returned to his home. + + + + + + +DEPENDENCE. + + + + + +"WELL, Mary," said Aunt Frances, "how do you propose to spend the +summer? It is so long since the failure and death of your guardian, +that I suppose you are now familiar with your position, and prepared +to mark out some course for the future." + +"True, aunt; I have had many painful thoughts with regard to the +loss of my fortune, and I was for a time in great uncertainty about +my future course, but a kind offer, which I received, yesterday, has +removed that burden. I now know where to find a respectable and +pleasant home." + +"Is the offer you speak of one of marriage?" asked Aunt Frances, +smiling. + +"Oh! dear, no; I am too young for that yet. But Cousin Kate is +happily married, and lives a few miles out of the city, in just the +cosiest little spot, only a little too retired; and she has +persuaded me that I shall do her a great kindness to accept a home +with her." + +"Let me see. Kate's husband is not wealthy, I believe?" + +"No: Charles Howard is not wealthy, but his business is very good, +and improving every year; and both he and Kate are too whole-souled +and generous to regret giving an asylum to an unfortunate girl like +me. They feel that 'it is more blessed to give than to receive.'" + +"A very noble feeling, Mary; but one in which I am sorry to perceive +that you are a little wanting." + +"Oh! no, Aunt Frances, I do feel it deeply; but it is the curse of +poverty that one must give up, in some measure, the power of +benefiting others. And, then, I mean to beguile Kate of so many +lonely hours, and perform so many friendly offices for her husband, +that they will think me not a burden but a treasure." + +"And you really think you can give them as much comfort as the +expense of your maintenance could procure them in any other way?" + +"Yes, aunt; it may sound conceited, perhaps, but I do really think I +can. I am sure, if I thought otherwise, I would never consent to +become a burden to them." + +"Well, my dear, then your own interest is all that remains to be +considered. There are few blessings in life that can compensate for +the loss of self-reliance. She who derives her support from persons +upon whom she has no natural claim, finds the effect upon herself to +be decidedly narrowing. Perpetually in debt, without the means of +reimbursement, barred from any generous action which does not seem +like 'robbing Peter to pay Paul,' she sinks too often into the +character of a sponge, whose only business is absorption. But I see +you do not like what I am saying, and I will tell you something +which I am sure you _will_ like--my own veritable history. + +"I was left an orphan in childhood, like yourself, and when my +father's affairs were settled, not a dollar remained for my support. +I was only six years of age, but I had attracted the notice of a +distant relative, who was a man of considerable wealth. Without any +effort of my own, I became an inmate of his family, and his only +son, a few years my elder, was taught to consider me as a sister. + +"George Somers was a generous, kind-hearted boy, and I believe he +was none the less fond of me, because I was likely to rob him of +half his fortune. Mr. Somers often spoke of making a will, in which +I was to share equally with his son in the division of his property, +but a natural reluctance to so grave a task led him to defer it from +one year to another. Meantime, I was sent to expensive schools, and +was as idle and superficial as any heiress in the land. + +"I was just sixteen when my kind benefactor suddenly perished on +board the ill-fated Lexington, and, as he died without a will, I had +no legal claim to any farther favours. But George Somers was known +as a very open-handed youth, upright and honourable, and, as he was +perfectly well acquainted with the wishes of his father, I felt no +fears with regard to my pecuniary condition. While yet overwhelmed +with grief at the loss of one whom my heart called father, I +received a very kind and sympathizing letter from George, in which +he said he thought I had better remain at school for another year, +as had been originally intended. + +"'Of course,' he added, 'the death of my father does not alter our +relation in the least; you are still my dear and only sister.' + +"And, in compliance with his wishes, I passed another year at a very +fashionable school--a year of girlish frivolity, in which my last +chance of acquiring knowledge as a means of future independence was +wholly thrown away. Before the close of this year I received another +letter from George, which somewhat surprised, but did not at all +dishearten me. It was, in substance, as follows:-- + +"'_MY own dear Sister_:--I wrote you, some months ago, from +Savannah, in Georgia told you how much I was delighted with the +place and people; how charmed with Southern frankness and +hospitality. But I did not tell you that I had there met with +positively the most bewitching creature in the world--for I was but +a timid lover, and feared that, as the song says, the course of true +love never would run smooth. My charming Laura was a considerable +heiress, and, although no sordid considerations ever had a feather's +weight upon her own preferences, of course, yet her father was +naturally and very properly anxious that the guardian of so fair a +flower should be able to shield it from the biting winds of poverty. +Indeed, I had some difficulty in satisfying his wishes on this +point, and in order to do so, I will frankly own that I assumed to +myself the unencumbered possession of my father's estate, of which +so large a share belongs of right to you. I am confident that when +you know my Laura you will forgive me this merely nominal injustice. +Of course, this connexion can make no sort of difference in your +rights and expectations. You will always have a home at my house. +Laura is delighted, with the idea of such a companion, and says she +would on no account dispense with that arrangement. And whenever, +you marry as girls do and will, I shall hold myself bound to satisfy +any reasonable wishes on the part of the happy youth that wins you. +Circumstances hastened my marriage somewhat unexpectedly, or I +should certainly have informed you previously, and requested your +presence at the nuptial ceremony. We have secured a beautiful house +in Brooklyn, and shall expect you to join us as soon as your present +year expires, Laura sends her kindest regards, and I remain, as +always, your sincere and affectionate brother, +GEORGE SOMERS.' + +"Not long after the receipt of this letter, one of the +instructresses, in the institution where I resided requested the +favour of a private interview. She then said she knew something +generally of my position and prospects, and, as she had always felt +an instinctive interest in my fortunes, she could not see me leave +the place without seeking my confidence, and rendering me aid, if +aid was in her power. Though surprised and, to say the truth, +indignant, I simply inquired what views, had occurred to her with +regard to my future life. + +"She said, then, very kindly, that although I was not very thorough +in, any branch of study, yet she thought I had a decided taste for +the lighter and more ornamental parts of female education. That a +few months earnest attention to these would fit me for a position +independent of my connexions, and one of which none of my friends +would have cause to be ashamed. + +"I am deeply pained to own to you how I answered her. Drawing myself +up, I said, coldly, + +"'I am obliged to you, madam, for your quite unsolicited interest in +my affairs. When I leave this place, it will be to join my brother +and sister in Brooklyn, and, as we are all reasonably wealthy, I +must try to make gold varnish over any defects in my neglected +education.' + +"I looked to see my kind adviser entirely annihilated by these +imposing words, but she answered with perfect calmness, + +"'I know Laura Wentworth, now Mrs. Somers. She was educated at the +North, and was a pupil of my own for a year. She is wealthy and +beautiful, and I hope you will never have cause to regret assuming a +position with regard to her that might be mistaken for dependence.' + +"With these words, my well-meaning, but perhaps injudicious friend, +took leave, and I burst into a mocking laugh, that I hoped she might +linger long enough to hear. 'This is too good!' I repeated to +myself--but I could not feel perfectly at ease. However, I soon +forgot all thoughts of the future, in the present duties of +scribbling in fifty albums, and exchanging keepsakes, tears, and +kisses, with a like number of _very_ intimate friends. + +"It was not until I had finally left school, and was fairly on the +way to the home of my brother, that I found a moment's leisure to +think seriously of the life that was before me. I confess that I +felt some secret misgivings, as I stood at last upon the steps of +the very elegant house that was to be my future home. The servant +who obeyed my summons, inquired if I was Miss Rankin, a name I had +never borne since childhood. + +"I was about to reply in the negative, when she added, 'If you are +the young lady that Mr. Somers is expecting from the seminary, I +will show you to your room.' + +"I followed mechanically, and was left in a very pretty chamber, +with the information that Mrs. Somers was a little indisposed, but +would meet me at dinner. The maid added that Mr. Somers was out of +town, and would not return till evening. After a very uncomfortable +hour, during which I resolutely suspended my opinion with regard to +my position, the dinner-bell rang, and the domestic again appeared +to show me to the dining-room. + +"Mrs. Somers met me with extended hand. 'My dear Miss Rankin!' she +exclaimed, 'I am most happy to see you. I have heard George speak of +you so often and so warmly that I consider you quite as a relative. +Come directly to the table. I am sure you must be famished after +your long ride. I hope you will make yourself one of us, at once, +and let me call you Fanny. May I call you Cousin Fanny?' she +pursued, with an air of sweet condescension that was meant to be +irresistible. + +"'As you please,' I replied coldly. + +"To which she quickly responded, 'Oh, that will be delightful.' + +"She then turned to superintend the carving of a fowl, and I had +time to look at her undisturbed. She was tall and finely formed, +with small delicate features, and an exquisite grace in every +movement; a haughty sweetness that was perfectly indescribable. She +had very beautiful teeth, which she showed liberally when she +smiled, and in her graver moments her slight features wore an +imperturbable serenity, as if the round world contained nothing that +was really worth her attention. An animated statue, cold, polished, +and pitiless! was my inward thought, as I bent over my dinner. + +"When the meal was over, Mrs. Somers said to me, in a tone of +playful authority, + +"'Now, Cousin Fanny, I want you to go to your room and rest, and not +do an earthly thing until teatime. After that I have a thousand +things to show you.' + +"At night I was accordingly shown a great part of the house; a +costly residence, and exquisitely furnished, but, alas! I already +wearied of this icy splendour. Every smile of my beautiful hostess +(I could not now call her sister), every tone of her soft voice, +every movement of her superb form, half queen-like dignity, half +fawn-like grace--seemed to place an insurmountable barrier between +herself and me. It was not that I thought more humbly of myself--not +that I did not even consider myself her equal--but her dainty +blandishments were a delicate frost-work, that almost made me shiver +and when, she touched her cool lips to mine, and said 'Good-night, +dear,' I felt as if even then separated from her real, living self, +by a wall of freezing marble. + +"'Poor George!' I said, as I retired to rest--'You have wedded this +soulless woman, and she will wind you round her finger.' + +"I did not sit up for him, for he was detained till a late hour, but +I obeyed the breakfast-bell with unfashionable eagerness, as I was +becoming nervous about our meeting, and really anxious to have it +over. After a delay of some minutes, I heard the wedded pair coming +leisurely down the stairs, in, very amicable chatter. + +"'I am glad you like her, Laura,' said a voice which I knew in a +moment as that of George. How I shivered as I caught the smooth +reply, 'A nice little thing. I am very glad of the connexion. It +will be such a relief not to rely entirely upon servants. There +should be a middle class in every family.' + +"With these words she glided through the door, looked with perfect +calmness in my flashing eyes, and said, + +"'Ah, Fanny! I, was just telling George here how much I shall like +you.' + +"The husband came forward with an embarrassed air; I strove to meet +him with dignity, but my heart failed me, and I burst into tears. + +"'Forgive me, madam,' I said, on regaining my composure--'This is +our first meeting since the death of _our father_.' + +"'I understand your feelings perfectly,' she quietly replied. 'My +father knew the late Mr. Somers well, and thought very highly of +him, He was charitable to a fault, and yet remarkable for +discernment. His bounty was seldom unworthily bestowed.' + +"His bounty! I had never been thought easy to intimidate, but I +quailed before this unapproachable ice-berg. It made no attempt +from that moment to vindicate what I was pleased to call my rights, +but awaited passively the progress of events. + +"After breakfast, Mrs. Somers said to the maid in attendance, + +"'Dorothy, bring some hot water and towels for Miss Rankin.' + +"She then turned to me and continued, 'I shall feel the china +perfectly safe in your hands, cousin. These servants are so very +unreliable.' + +"And she followed George to the parlour above, where their lively +tones and light laughter made agreeable music. + +"In the same easy way, I was invested with a variety of domestic +cares, most of them such as I would willingly have accepted, had she +waited for me to manifest such a willingness. But a few days after +my arrival, we received a visit from little Ella Grey, a cousin of +Laura's, who was taken seriously ill on the first evening of her +stay. A physician was promptly summoned, and, after a conference +with him, Mrs. Somers came to me, inquiring earnestly, + +"'Cousin Fanny, have you ever had the measles?' + +"I replied in the affirmative. + +"'Oh, I am very glad!' was her response; 'for little Ella is +attacked with them, and very severely; but, if you will take charge +of her, I shall feel no anxiety. It is dreadful in sickness to be +obliged to depend upon hirelings.' + +"So I was duly installed as little Ella's nurse, and, as she was a +spoiled child, my task was neither easy nor agreeable. + +"No sooner was the whining little creature sufficiently improved to +be taken to her own home, than the house was thrown into confusion +by preparations for a brilliant party. Laura took me with her on a +shopping excursion, and bade me select whatever I wished, and send +the bill with hers to Mr. Somers. I purchased a few indispensable +articles, but I felt embarrassed by her calm, scrutinizing gaze, and +by the consciousness that every item of my expenditures would be +scanned by, perhaps, censorious eyes. + +"What with my previous fatigue while acting as Ella's nurse, and the +laborious preparations for the approaching festival, I felt, as the +time drew near, completely exhausted. Yet I was determined not to so +far give way to the depressing influences that surrounded me, as to +absent myself from the party. So, after snatching an interval of +rest, to relieve my aching head, I dressed myself with unusual care, +and repaired to the brilliantly lighted rooms. They were already +filled, and murmuring like a swarm of bees, although, as one of the +guests remarked, there were more drones than workers in the hive. I +was now no drone, certainly, and that was some consolation. When I +entered, Laura was conversing with a group of dashing young men, who +were blundering over a book of charades. Seeing me enter, she came +towards me immediately. + +"'Cousin Fanny, you who help everybody, I want you to come to the +aid of these stupid young men. Gentlemen, this is our Cousin Fanny, +the very best creature in the world.' And with this introduction she +left me, and turned to greet some new arrivals. After discussing the +charades till my ears were weary of empty and aimless chatter, I was +very glad to find my group of young men gradually dispersing, and +myself at liberty to look about me, undisturbed. George soon came to +me, gave me his arm, and took me to a room where were several +ladies, friends of his father, and who had known me very well as a +child. + +"'You remember Fanny,' he said to them; and then left me, and +devoted himself to the courteous duties of the hour. While I was +indulging in a quiet chat with a very kind old friend, she proposed +to go with me to look at the dancers, as the music was remarkably +fine, and it was thought the collected beauty and fashion of the +evening would make a very brilliant show. We left our seats, +accordingly, but were soon engaged in the crowd, and while waiting +for an opportunity to move on, I heard one of my young men ask +another, + +"'How do you like _la cousine_?' + +"I lost a part of the answer, but heard the closing words +distinctly--'_et un peu passee._' '_Oui, decidement!_' was the +prompt response, and a light laugh followed, while, shrinking close +to my kind friend, I rejoiced that my short stature concealed me +from observation. I was not very well taught, but, like most +school-girls, I had a smattering of French, and I knew the meaning +of the very ordinary phrases that had been used with regard to me. +Before the supper-hour, my headache became so severe that I was glad +to take refuge in my own room. There I consulted my mirror, and felt +disposed to forgive, the young critics for their disparaging +remarks. _Passee!_ I looked twenty-five at least, and yet I was not +eighteen, and six months before I had fancied myself a beauty and an +heiress! + +"But I will not weary you with details. Suffice it to say; that I +spent only three months of this kind of life, and then relinquished +the protection of Mr. and Mrs. Somers, and removed to a second-rate +boarding-house, where I attempted to maintain myself by giving +lessons in music. Every day, however, convinced me of my unfitness +for this task, and, as I soon felt an interest in the sweet little +girls who looked up to me for instruction, my position with regard +to them became truly embarrassing. One day I had been wearying +myself by attempting the impossible task of making clear to another +mind, ideas that lay confusedly in my own, and at last I said to my +pupil, + +"'You may go home now, Clara, dear, and practise the lesson of +yesterday. I am really ill to-day, but to-morrow I shall feel +better, and I hope I shall then be able to make you understand me.' + +"The child glided out, but a shadow still fell across the carpet. I +looked up, and saw in the doorway a young man, whose eccentricities +sometimes excited a smile among his fellow-boarders, but who was +much respected for his sense and independence. + +"'To make yourself understood by others, you must first learn to +understand yourself,' said he, as he came forward. Then, taking my +hand, he continued,--'What if you should give up all this abortive +labour, take a new pupil, and, instead of imparting to others what +you have not very firmly grasped yourself, try if you can make a +human being of me?' + +"I looked into his large gray eyes, and saw the truth and +earnestness shining in their depths, like pebbles at the bottom of a +pellucid spring. I never once thought of giving him a conventional +reply. On the contrary, I stammered out, + +"'I am full, of faults and errors; I could never do you any good.' + +"'I have studied your character attentively,' returned he, 'and I +know you have faults, but they are unlike mine; and I think that you +might be of great service to me; or, if the expression suits you +better, that we might be of great aid to each other. Become my wife, +and I will promise to improve more rapidly than any pupil in your +class.' + +"And I did become his wife, but not until a much longer acquaintance +had convinced me, that in so doing, I should not exchange one form +of dependence for another, more galling and more hopeless." + +"Then this eccentric young man was Uncle Robert?" + +"Precisely. But you see he has made great improvement, since." + +"Well, Aunt Frances, I thank you for your story; and now for the +moral. What do you think I had better do?" + +"I will tell you what you can do, if you choose. Your uncle has just +returned from a visit to his mother. He finds her a mere child, +gentle and amiable, but wholly unfit to take charge of herself. Her +clothes have taken fire repeatedly, from her want of judgment with +regard to fuel and lights, and she needs a companion for every +moment of the day. This, with their present family, is impossible, +and they are desirous to secure some one who will devote herself to +your grandmother during the hours when your aunt and the domestics +are necessarily engaged. You were always a favourite there, and I +know they would be very much relieved if you would take this office +for a time, but they feel a delicacy in making any such proposal. +You can have all your favourites about you--books, flowers, and +piano; for the dear old lady delights to hear reading or music, and +will sit for hours with a vacant smile upon her pale, faded face. +Then your afternoons will be entirely your own, and Robert is +empowered to pay any reliable person a salary of a fixed and ample +amount, which will make you independent for the time." + +"But, aunt, you will laugh at me, I know, yet I do really fear that +Kate will feel this arrangement as a disappointment." + +"Suppose I send her a note, stating that you have given me some +encouragement of assuming this important duty, but that you could +not think of deciding without showing a grateful deference to her +wishes?" + +"That will be just the thing. We shall get a reply to-morrow." With +to-morrow came the following note:-- + +"_My Dear Aunt Frances_:--Your favour of yesterday took us a little +by surprise, I must own I had promised myself a great deal of +pleasure in the society of our Mary; but since she is inclined (and +I think it is very noble in her) to foster with the dew of her youth +the graceful but fallen stem that lent beauty to us all, I cannot +say a word to prevent it. Indeed, it has occurred to me, since the +receipt of your note, that we shall need the room we had reserved +for Mary, to accommodate little Willie, Mr. Howard's pet nephew, who +has the misfortune to be lame. His physicians insist upon country +air, and a room upon the first floor. So tell Mary I love her a +thousand times better for her self-sacrifice, and will try to +imitate it by doing all in my power for the poor little invalid that +is coming. + +"With the kindest regards, I remain "Your affectionate niece, + +"KATE HOWARD." + +"Are you now decided, Mary?" asked Aunt Frances, after their joint +perusal of the letter. + +"Not only decided, but grateful. I have lost my fortune, it is true; +but while youth and health remain, I shall hardly feel tempted to +taste the luxuries of dependence." + + + + + + +TWO RIDES WITH THE DOCTOR. + + + + + +JUMP in, if you would ride with the doctor. You have no time to +lose, for the patient horse, thankful for the unusual blessing which +he has enjoyed in obtaining a good night's rest, stands early at the +door this rainy morning, and the worthy doctor himself is already in +his seat, and is hastily gathering up the reins, for there have been +no less than six rings at his bell within as many minutes, and +immediate attendance is requested in several different places. + +It is not exactly the day one might select for a ride, for the storm +is a regular north-easter, and your hands and feet are benumbed with +the piercing cold wind, while you are drenched with the driving +rain. + +But the doctor is used to all this, and, unmindful of wind and rain, +he urges his faithful horse to his utmost speed, eager to reach the +spot where the most pressing duty calls. He has at least the +satisfaction of being welcome. Anxious eyes are watching for his +well-known vehicle from the window; the door is opened ere he puts +his hand upon the lock, and the heartfelt exclamation, + +"Oh, doctor, I am so thankful you have come!" greets him as he +enters. + +Hastily the anxious father leads the way to the room where his +half-distracted wife is bending in agony over their first-born, a +lovely infant of some ten months, who is now in strong convulsions. +The mother clasps her hands, and raises her eyes in gratitude to +heaven, as the doctor enters,-he is her only earthly hope. Prompt +and efficient remedies are resorted to, and in an hour the restored +little one is sleeping tranquilly in his mother's arms. + +The doctor departs amid a shower of blessings, and again urging his +horse to speed, reaches his second place of destination. It is a +stately mansion. A spruce waiter hastens to answer his ring, but the +lady herself meets him as he enters the hall. + +"We have been expecting you anxiously, doctor. Mr. Palmer is quite +ill, this morning. Walk up, if you please." + +The doctor obeys, and is eagerly welcomed by his patient. + +"Do exert your utmost skill to save me from a fever, doctor. The +symptoms are much the same which I experienced last year, previous +to that long siege with the typhoid. It distracts me to think of it. +At this particular juncture I should lose thousands by absence from +my business." + +The doctor's feelings are enlisted,--his feelings of humanity and +his feelings of self-interest, for doctors must live as well as +other people; and the thought of the round sum which would find its +way to his own purse, if he could but succeed in preventing the loss +of thousands to his patient, was by no means unpleasing. + +The most careful examination of the symptoms is made, and +well-chosen prescriptions given. He is requested to call as often as +possible through the day, which he readily promises to do, although +press of business and a pouring rain render it somewhat difficult. + +The result, however, will be favourable to his wishes. His second +and third call give him great encouragement, and on the second day +after the attack, the merchant returns to his counting-room exulting +in the skill of his physician. + +But we must resume our ride. On, on goes the doctor; rain pouring, +wind blowing, mud splashing. Ever and anon he checks his horse's +speed, at his various posts of duty. High and low, rich and poor +anxiously await his coming. He may not shrink from the ghastly +spectacle of human suffering and death. Humanity, in its most +loathsome forms, is presented to him. + +The nearest and dearest may turn away in grief and horror, but the +doctor blenches not. + +Again we are digressing. The doctor's well-known tap is heard at the +door of a sick-room, where for many days he has been in constant +attendance. Noiselessly he is admitted. The young husband kneels at +the side of the bed where lies his dearest earthly treasure. The +calm but deeply-afflicted mother advances to the doctor, and +whispers fearfully low, + +"There is a change. She sleeps. Is it--oh! can it be the sleep of +death?" + +Quickly the physician is at the bedside, and anxiously bending over +his patient. + +Another moment and he grasps the husband's hand, while the glad +words "She will live," burst from his lips. + +We may not picture forth their joy. On, on, we are riding with the +doctor. Once more we are at his own door. Hastily he enters, and +takes up the slate containing the list of calls during his absence. +At half a dozen places his presence is requested without delay. + +A quick step is heard on the stairs, and his gentle wife hastens to +welcome him. + +"I am so glad you have come; how wet you must be!" + +The parlour door is thrown open. What a cheerful fire, and how +inviting look the dressing-gown and the nicely warmed slippers! + +"Take off your wet clothes, dear; dinner will soon be ready," urges +the wife. + +"It is impossible, Mary. There are several places to visit yet. Nay, +never look so sad. Have not six years taught you what a doctor's +wife must expect?" + +"I shall never feel easy when you are working so hard, Henry; but +surely you will take a cup of hot coffee; I have it all ready. It +will delay you but a moment." + +The doctor consents; and while the coffee is preparing, childish +voices are heard, and little feet come quickly through the hall. + +"Papa has come home!" shouts a manly little fellow of four years, as +he almost drags his younger sister to the spot where he has heard +his father's voice. + +The father's heart is gladdened by their innocent joy, as they cling +around him; but there is no time for delay. A kiss to each, one good +jump for the baby, the cup of coffee is hastily swallowed, the wife +receives her embrace with tearful eyes, and as the doctor springs +quickly into his chaise, and wheels around the corner, she sighs +deeply as she looks at the dressing-gown and slippers, and thinks of +the favourite dish which she had prepared for dinner; and now it may +be night before he comes again. But she becomes more cheerful as she +remembers that a less busy season will come, and then they will +enjoy the recompense of this hard labour. + +The day wears away, and at length comes the happy hour when gown and +slippers may be brought into requisition. The storm still rages +without, but there is quiet happiness within. The babies are +sleeping, and father and mother are in that snug little parlour, +with its bright light and cheerful fire. The husband is not too +weary to read aloud, and the wife listens, while her hands are +busied with woman's never-ending work. + +But their happiness is of short duration. A loud ring at the bell. + +"Patient in the office, sir," announces the attendant. + +The doctor utters a half-impatient exclamation; but the wife +expresses only thankfulness that it is an office patient. + +"Fine night for a sick person to come out!" muttered the doctor, as +he unwillingly lays down his book, and rises from the comfortable +lounge. + +But he is himself again by the time his hand is on the door of the +office, and it is with real interest that he greets his patient. + +"Tooth to be extracted? Sit down, sir. Here, Biddy, bring water and +a brighter lamp. Have courage, sir; one moment will end it." + +The hall door closes on the relieved sufferer, and the doctor throws +himself again on the lounge, and smilingly puts the bright half +dollar in his pocket. + +"That was not so bad, after all, Mary. I like to make fifty cents in +that way." + +"Cruel creature! Do not mention it." + +"Cruel! The poor man blessed me in his heart. Did I not relieve him +from the most intense suffering?" + +"Well, never mind. I hope there will be no more calls to-night." + +"So do I. Where is the book? I will read again." No more +interruptions. Another hour, and all, are sleeping quietly. + +Midnight has passed, when the sound of the bell falls on the +doctor's wakeful ear. As quickly as possible he answers it in +person, but another peal is heard ere he reaches the door. + +A gentleman to whose family he has frequently been called, appears. + +"Oh! doctor, lose not a moment; my little Willie is dying with the +croup!" + +There is no resisting this appeal. The still wet overcoat and boots +are drawn on; medicine case hastily seized, and the doctor rushes +forth again into the storm. + +Pity for his faithful horse induces him to traverse the distance on +foot, and a rapid walk of half a mile brings him to the house. + +It was no needless alarm. The attack was a severe one, and all his +skill was required to save the life of the little one. It was +daylight ere he could leave him with safety. Then, as he was about +departing for his own home, an express messenger arrived to entreat +him to go immediately to another place nearly a mile in an opposite +direction. + +Breakfast was over ere he reached his own house. His thoughtful wife +suggested a nap; but a glance at the already well-filled slate +showed this to be out of the question. A hasty toilet, and still +hastier breakfast, and the doctor is again seated in his chaise, +going on his accustomed rounds; but we will not now accompany him. + +Let us pass over two or three months, and invite ourselves to +another ride. One pleasant morning, when less pressed with business, +he walks leisurely from the house to the chaise, and gathering up +the reins with a remarkably thoughtful air, rides slowly down the +street. + +But few patients are on his list, and these are first attended to. + +The doctor then pauses for consideration. He has set apart this day +for _collecting_. Past experience has taught him that the task is by +no means an agreeable one. It is necessary, however--absolutely +so--for, as we have said before, doctors must live as well as other +people; their house-rent must be paid, food and clothing must be +supplied. + +A moment only pauses the doctor, and then we are again moving +onward. A short ride brings us to the door of a pleasantly-situated +house. We remember it well. It is where the little one lay in fits +when we last rode out with the doctor. We recall the scene: the +convulsed countenance of the child; the despair of the parents, and +the happiness which succeeded when their beloved one was restored to +them. + +Surely they will now welcome the doctor. Thankfully will they pay +the paltry sum he claims as a recompense for his services. We are +more confident than the doctor. Experience is a sure teacher. The +door does not now fly open at his approach. He gives his name to the +girl who answers the bell, and in due time the lady of the house +appears. + +"Ah! doctor, how do you do? You are quite a stranger! Delightful +weather," &c. + +The doctor replies politely, and inquires if her husband is in. + +"Yes, he is in; but I regret to say he is exceedingly engaged this +morning. His business is frequently of a nature which cannot suffer +interruption. He would have been pleased to have seen you." + +The doctor's pocket-book is produced, and the neatly drawn bill is +presented. + +"If convenient to Mr. Lawton, the amount would be acceptable." + +"I will hand it to him when he is at leisure. He will attend to it, +no doubt." + +The doctor sighs involuntarily as he recalls similar indefinite +promises; but it is impossible to insist upon interrupting important +business. He ventures another remark, implying that prompt payment +would oblige him; bows, and retires. + +On, on goes the faithful horse. Where is to be our next +stopping-place? At the wealthy merchant's, who owed so much to the +doctor's skill some two months since. Even the doctor feels +confidence here. Thousands saved by the prevention of that fever. +Thirty dollars is not to be thought of in comparison. + +All is favourable. Mr. Palmer is at home, and receives his visiter +in a cordial manner. Compliments are passed. Now for the bill. + +"Our little account, Mr. Palmer." + +"Ah! I recollect; I am a trifle in your debt. Let us see: thirty +dollars! So much? I had forgotten that we had needed medical advice, +excepting in my slight indisposition a few weeks since." + +Slight indisposition! What a memory some people are blessed with! + +The doctor smothers his rising indignation. + +"Eight visits, Mr. Palmer, and at such a distance. You will find the +charge a moderate one." + +"Oh! very well; I dare say it is all right. I am sorry I have not +the money for you to-day, doctor. Very tight just at present; you +know how it is with men of business." + +"It would be a great accommodation if I could have it at once." + +"Impossible, doctor! I wish I could oblige you. In a week, or +fortnight, at the farthest, I will call at your office." + +A week or fortnight! The disappointed doctor once more seats himself +in his chaise, and urges his horse to speed. He is growing desperate +now, and is eager to reach his next place of destination. Suddenly +he checks the horse. A gentleman is passing whom he recognises as +the young husband whose idolized wife has so lately been snatched +from the borders of the grave. + +"Glad to see you, Mr. Wilton; I was about calling at your house." + +"Pray, do so, doctor; Mrs. Wilton will be pleased to see you." + +"Thank you; but my call was on business, to-day. I believe I must +trouble you with my bill for attendance during your wife's illness." + +"Ah! yes; I recollect. Have you it with you? Fifty dollars! +Impossible! Why, she was not ill above three weeks." + +"Very true; but think of the urgency of the case. Three or four +calls during twenty-four hours were necessary, and two whole nights +I passed at her bedside." + +"And yet the charge appears to me enormous. Call it forty, and I +will hand you the amount at once." + +The doctor hesitates. "I cannot afford to lose ten dollars, which is +justly my due, Mr. Wilton." + +"Suit yourself, doctor. Take forty, and receipt the bill, or stick +to your first charge, and wait till I am ready to pay it. Fifty +dollars is no trifle, I can tell you." + +And this is the man whose life might have been a blank but for the +doctor's skill! + +Again we are travelling onward. The unpaid bill is left in Mr. +Wilton's hand, and yet the doctor half regrets that he had not +submitted to the imposition. Money is greatly needed just now, and +there seems little prospect of getting any. + +Again and again the horse is stopped at some well-known post. A poor +welcome has the doctor to-day. Some bills are collected, but their +amount is discouragingly small. Everybody appears to feel +astonishingly healthy, and have almost forgotten that they ever had +occasion for a physician. There is one consolation, however: +sickness will come again, and then, perhaps, the unpaid bill may be +recollected. Homeward goes the doctor. He is naturally of a cheerful +disposition; but now he is seriously threatened with a fit of the +blues. A list of calls upon his slate has little effect to raise his +spirits. "All work and no pay," he mutters to himself, as he puts on +his dressing-gown and slippers; and, throwing himself upon the +lounge, turns a deaf ear to the little ones, while he indulges in a +revery as to the best mode of paying the doctor. + + + + + + +KEEP IN STEP. + +Those who would walk together must keep in step. + +--OLD PROVERB. + + + + + +AY, the world keeps moving forward, + Like an army marching by; +Hear you not its heavy footfall, + That resoundeth to the sky? +Some bold spirits bear the banner-- + Souls of sweetness chant the song,-- +Lips of energy and fervour + Make the timid-hearted strong! +Like brave soldiers we march forward; + If you linger or turn back, +You must look to get a jostling + While you stand upon our track. + Keep in step. + +My good neighbour, Master Standstill, + Gazes on it as it goes; +Not quite sure but he is dreaming, + In his afternoon's repose! +"Nothing good," he says, "can issue + From this endless moving on; +Ancient laws and institutions + Are decaying, or are gone. +We are rushing on to ruin, + With our mad, new-fangled ways." +While he speaks a thousand voices, + As the heart of one man, says-- + "Keep in step!" + +Gentle neighbour, will you join us, + Or return to "_good old ways?_" +Take again the fig-leaf apron + Of Old Adam's ancient days;-- +Or become a hardy Briton-- + Beard the lion in his lair, +And lie down in dainty slumber + Wrapped in skins of shaggy bear,-- +Rear the hut amid the forest, + Skim the wave in light canoe? +Ah, I see! you do not like it. + Then if these "old ways" won't do, + Keep in step. + +Be assured, good Master Standstill, + All-wise Providence designed +Aspiration and progression + For the yearning human mind. +Generations left their blessings, + In the relies of their skill, +Generations yet are longing + For a greater glory still; +And the shades of our forefathers + Are not jealous of our deed-- +We but follow where they beckon, + We but go where they do lead! + Keep in step. + +One detachment of our army + May encamp upon the hill, +While another in the valley + May enjoy its own sweet will; +This, may answer to one watchword, + That, may echo to another; +But in unity and concord, + They discern that each is brother! +Breast to breast they're marching onward, + In a good now peaceful way; +You'll be jostled if you hinder, + So don't offer let or stay-- + Keep in step. + + + + + + +JOHNNY COLE. + + + + + +"I GUESS we will have to put out our Johnny," said Mrs. Cole, with a +sigh, as she drew closer to the fire, one cold day in autumn. This +remark was addressed to her husband, a sleepy, lazy-looking man, who +was stretched on a bench, with his eyes half closed. The wife, with +two little girls of eight and ten, were knitting as fast as their +fingers could fly; the baby was sound asleep in the cradle; while +Johnny, a boy of thirteen, and a brother of four, were seated on the +wide hearth making a snare for rabbits. The room they occupied was +cold and cheerless; the warmth of the scanty fire being scarcely +felt; yet the floor, and every article of furniture, mean as they +were, were scrupulously neat and clean. + +The appearance of this family indicated that they were very poor. +They were all thin and pale, really for want of proper food, and +their clothes had been patched until it was difficult to decide what +the original fabric had been; yet this very circumstance spoke +volume in favour of the mother. She was, a woman of great energy of +character, unfortunately united to a man whose habits were such, +that, for the greater part of the time, he was a dead weight upon +her hands; although not habitually intemperate, he was indolent and +good-for-nothing to a degree, lying in the sun half his time, when +the weather was warm, and never doing a stroke of work until driven +to it by the pangs of hunger. + +As for the wife, by taking in sewing, knitting, and spinning for the +farmers' families in the neighbourhood, she managed to pay a rent of +twenty dollars for the cabin in which they lived; while she and +Johnny, with what assistance they could occasionally get from Jerry, +her husband, tilled the half acre of ground attached; and the +vegetables thus obtained, were their main dependance during the long +winter just at hand. Having thus introduced the Coles to our reader, +we will continue the conversation. + +"I guess we will have to put out Johnny, and you will try and help +us a little more, Jerry, dear." + +"Why, what's got into the woman now?" muttered Jerry, stretching his +arms, and yawning to the utmost capacity of his mouth. The children +laughed at their father's uncouth gestures, and even Mrs. Cole's +serious face relaxed into a smile, as she answered, + +"Don't swallow us all, and I will tell you. The winter is beginning +early, and promises to be cold. Our potatoes didn't turn out as well +as I expected, and the truth is, we cannot get along so. We won't +have victuals to last us half the time; and, manage as I will, I +can't much more than pay the rent, I get so little for the kind of +work I do. Now, if Johnny gets a place, it will make one less to +provide for; and he will be learning to do something for himself." + +"Yes, but mother," said the boy, moving close to her side, and +laying his head on her knee, "yes, but who'll help you when I am +gone? Who'll dig the lot, and hoe, and cut the wood, and carry the +water? You can't go away down to the spring in the deep snow. And +who'll make the fire in the cold mornings?" + +The mother looked sorry enough, as her darling boy--for he was the +object around which the fondest affections of her heart had entwined +themselves--she looked sorry enough, as he enumerated the turns he +was in the habit of doing for her; but, woman-like, she could suffer +and be still; so she answered cheerfully, + +"May be father will, dear; and when you grow bigger, and learn how +to do everything, you'll be such a help to us all." + +"Don't depend on me," said Jerry, now arousing himself and +sauntering to the fire; "I hardly ever feel well,"--complaining was +Jerry's especial forte, an excuse for all his laziness; yet his +appetite never failed; and when, as was sometimes the case, one of +the neighbours sent a small piece of meat, or any little article of +food to his wife, under the plea of ill health he managed to +appropriate nearly the whole of it. He was selfishness embodied, and +a serious injury to his family, as few cared to keep him up in his +laziness. + +One evening, a few days later, Mrs. Cole, who had been absent +several hours, came in looking very tired, and after laying aside +her old bonnet and shawl, informed them that she had obtained a +place for Johnny. It was four miles distant, and the farmer's man +would stop for him on his way from town, the next afternoon. What a +beautiful object was farmer Watkins's homestead, lying as it did on +the sunny slope of a hill; its gray stone walls, peeping out from +between the giant trees that overshadowed it, while everything +around and about gave evidence of abundance and comfort. The thrifty +orchard; the huge barn with its overflowing granaries; the sleek, +well-fed cattle; even the low-roofed spring-house, with its +superabundance of shining pails and pans, formed an item which could +hardly be dispensed with, in the _tout ensemble_ of this pleasant +home. + +Farmer Watkins was an honest, hard-working man, somewhat past middle +age, with a heart not naturally devoid of kindness, but, where his +hirelings were concerned, so strongly encrusted with a layer of +habits, that they acted as an effectual check upon his better +feelings. His family consisted of a wife, said to be a notable +manager, and five or six children, the eldest, a son, at college. In +this household, work, work, was the order of the day; the farmer +himself, with his great brown fists, set the example, and the +others, willing or unwilling, were obliged to follow his lead. He +had agreed to take John Cole, as he said, more to get rid of his +mother's importunities, than for any benefit he expected to derive +from him; and when remonstrated with by his wife for his folly in +giving her the trouble of another brat, he answered shortly: "Never +fear, I'll get the worth of his victuals and clothes out of him." +Johnny was to have his boarding, clothes, and a dollar a month, for +two years. This dollar a month was the great item in Mrs. Cole's +calculations; twelve dollars a year, she argued, would almost pay +her rent, and when the tears stood in Johnny's great brown eyes (for +he was a pretty, gentle-hearted boy), as he was bidding them all +good-bye, and kissing the baby over and over again, she told him +about the money he would earn, and nerved his little heart with her +glowing representations, until he was able to choke back the tears, +and leave home almost cheerfully. + +_Home_--yes, it was home; for they had much to redeem the miseries +of want within those bare cabin walls, for gentle hearts and kindly +smiles were there. There + +"The mother sang at the twilight fall, +To the babe half slumbering on her knee." + +There his brother and sisters played; there his associations, his +hopes, his wishes, were all centered. When he arrived at farmer +Watkins's, and was sent into the large carpeted kitchen, everything +was so unlike this home, that his fortitude almost gave way, and it +was as much as he could do, as he told his mother afterwards, "to +keep from bursting right out." Mrs. Watkins looked very cross, nor +did she notice him, except to order him to stand out of the way of +the red-armed girl who was preparing supper and placing it on a +table in the ample apartment. Johnny looked with amazement at the +great dishes of meat, and plates of hot biscuit, but the odour of +the steaming coffee, and the heat, were almost too much for him, as +he had eaten nothing since morning, for he was too sorry to leave +home to care about dinner. The girl, noticing that his pale face +grew paler, laughingly drew her mistress's attention to "master's +new boy." + +"Go out and bring in some wood for the stove," said Mrs. Watkins, +sharply; "the air will do you good." + +Johnny went out, and, in a few minutes, felt revived. Looking about, +he soon found the wood-shed; there was plenty of wood, but none cut +of a suitable length; it was all in cord sticks. Taking an axe, he +chopped an armful, and on taking it into the house, found the +family, had finished their suppers; the biscuits and meat were all +eaten. + +"Come on here to your supper," said the maid-servant, angrily. "What +have you been doing?" and, without waiting for an answer, she filled +a tin basin with mush and skimmed milk, and set it before him. The +little boy did not attempt to speak, but sat down and ate what was +given him. Immediately after, he was sent into a loft to bed, where +he cried himself to sleep. Ah! when we count the thousand pulsations +that yield pain or pleasure to the human mind, what a power to do +good or evil is possessed by every one; and how often would a kind +word, or one sympathizing glance, gladden the hearts of those thus +prematurely forced upon the anxieties of the world! But how few +there are who care to bestow them! The next morning, long before +dawn, the farmer's family, with the exception of the younger +children were astir. The cattle were to be fed and attended to, the +horses harnessed, the oxen yoked, and great was the bustle until all +hands were fairly at work. As for Johnny, he was taken into the +field to assist in husking corn. The wind was keen, and the stalks, +from recent rain, were wet, and filled with ice. His scanty clothing +scarcely afforded any protection from the cold, and his hands soon +became so numb that he could scarcely use them; but, if he stopped +one moment to rap them, or breathe upon them, in the hope of +imparting some warmth, the farmer who was close at hand, in warm +woollen clothes and thick husking gloves, would call out, + +"Hurry up, hurry up, my boy! no idle bread must be eaten here!" + +And bravely did Johnny struggle not to mind the cold and pain, but +it would not do; he began to cry, when the master, who never thought +of exercising anything but severity towards those who laboured for +him, told him sternly that if he did not stop his bawling in a +moment, he would send him home. This was enough for Johnny; anything +was better than to go back and be a burden on his mother; he worked +to the best of his ability until noon. At noon, he managed to get +thoroughly warm, behind the stove, while eating his dinner. Still, +the sufferings of the child, with his insufficient clothing, were +very great; but nobody seemed to think of the _hired boy_ being an +object of sympathy, and thus it continued. The rule seemed to be to +get all that was possible out of him, and his little frame was so +weary at night, that he had hardly time to feel rested, until called +with the dawn to renew his labour. A monthly Sunday however, was the +golden period looked forward to in his day-dreams, for it had been +stipulated by his parent, that on Saturday evening every four weeks, +he was to come home, and stay all the next day. And when the time +arrived, how nimbly did he get over the ground that stretched +between him and the goal of his wishes! How much he had to tell! But +as soon as he began to complain, his mother would say cheerfully, +although her heart bled for the hardships of her child, + +"Never mind, you will get used to work, and after awhile, when you +grow up, you can rent a farm, and take me to keep house for you." + +This was the impulse that prompted to action. No one can be utterly +miserable who has a hope, even a remote one, of bettering his +condition; and with a motive such as this to cheer him, Johnny +persevered; young as he was, he understood the necessity. But how +often, during the four weary weeks that succeeded, did the memory of +the Saturday night he had spent at home come up before his mental +vision! The fresh loaf of rye bread, baked in honour of his arrival, +and eaten for supper, with maple molasses--the very molasses he had +helped to boil on shares with Farmer Thrifty's boys in the spring. +What a feast they had! Then the long evening afterwards, when the +blaze of the hickory fires righted up the timbers of the old cabin +with a mellow glow, and mother looked so cheerful and smiled so +kindly as she sat spinning in its warmth and light. And how even +father had helped to pop corn in the iron pot. + +Ah! that was a time long to be remembered; and he had ample +opportunity to draw comparisons, for he often thought his master +cared more for his cattle than he did for him, and it is quite +probable he did; for while they were warmly housed he was needlessly +exposed, and his comfort utterly disregarded. If there was brush to +cut, or fence to make, or any out-door labour to perform, a wet, +cold, or windy day was sure to be selected, while in _fine weather_ +the wood was required to be chopped, and, generally speaking, all +the work that could be done under shelter. Yet we dare say Farmer +Watkins never thought of the inhumanity of this, or the advantage he +would himself derive by arranging it otherwise. + +John Cole had been living out perhaps a year. He had not grown much +in this period; his frame had always been slight, and his sunken +cheeks and wasted limbs spoke of the hard usage and suffering of his +present situation. The family had many delicacies for themselves, +but the _work boy_ they knew never was used to such things, and they +were indifferent, as to what his fare chanced to be. He generally +managed to satisfy the cravings of hunger on the coarse food given +him, but that was all. About this time it happened that the farmer +was digging a ditch, and as he was afraid winter would set in before +it was completed, Johnny and himself were at work upon it early and +late, notwithstanding the wind whistled, and it was so cold they +could hardly handle the tools. While thus employed, it chanced that +they got wet to the skin with a drizzling rain, and on returning to +the house the farmer changed his clothes, drank some hot mulled +cider, and spent the remainder of the evening in his high-backed +chair before a comfortable fire; while the boy was sent to grease a +wagon in an open shed, and at night crept to his straw pallet, +shaking as though in an ague fit. The next morning he was in a high +fever, and with many a "wonder of what had got into him," but +without one word of sympathy, or any other manifestation of +good-will, he was sent home to his mother. Late in the evening of +the same day a compassionate physician was surprised to see a woman +enter his office; her garments wet and travel-stained, and, with +streaming eyes, she besought him to come and see her son. + +"My Johnny, my Johnny, sir!" she cried, "he has been raving wild all +day, and we are afraid he will die." + +Mistaking the cause of the good man's hesitation, she added, with a +fresh burst of grief, "Oh! I will work my fingers to the bone to pay +you, sir, if you will only come. We live in the Gap." + +A few inquiries were all that was necessary to learn the state of +the case. The benevolent doctor took the woman in his vehicle, and +proceeded, over a mountainous road of six miles, to see his patient. +But vain was the help of man! Johnny continued delirious; it was +work, work, always at work; and pitiful was it to hear his +complaints of being cold and tired, while his heart-broken parent +hung over him, and denied herself the necessaries of life to +minister to his wants. After being ill about a fortnight, he awoke +one evening apparently free from fever. His expression was natural, +but he seemed so weak he could not speak. His mother, with a heart +overflowing with joy at the change she imagined favourable, bent +over him. With a great effort he placed his arms about her neck; she +kissed his pale lips; a smile of strange meaning passed over his +face, and ere she could unwind that loving clasp her little Johnny +was no more. He had gone where the wicked cease from troubling, and +the weary are at rest; but her hopes were blasted; her house was +left unto her desolate; and as she watched, through the long hours +of night, beside the dead body, it was to our Father who art in +Heaven her anguished heart poured itself out in prayer. Think of +this, ye rich! who morning and evening breathe the same petition by +your own hearthstones. Think of it, ye who have authority to +oppress! Do not deprive the poor man or woman of the "ewe lamb" that +is their sole possession; and remember that He whose ear is ever +open to the cry of the distressed, has power to avenge their cause. + + + + + + +THE THIEF AND HIS BENEFACTOR. + + + + + +"CIRCUMSTANCES made me what I am," said a condemned criminal to a +benevolent man who visited him in prison. "I was driven by necessity +to steal." + +"Not so," replied the keeper, who was standing by. "Rather say, that +your own character made the circumstances by which you were +surrounded. God never places upon any creature the necessity of +breaking his commandments. You stole, because, in heart, you were a +thief." + +The benevolent man reproved the keeper for what he called harsh +words. He believed that, alone, by the force of external +circumstances, men were made criminals. That, if society were +differently arranged, there would be little or no crime in the +world. And so he made interest for the criminal, and, in the end, +secured his release from prison. Nor did his benevolence stop here. +He took the man into his service, and intrusted to him his money and +his goods. + +"I will remove from him all temptation to steal," said he, "by a +liberal supply of his wants." + +"Have you a wife?" he asked of the man, when he took him from +prison. + +"No," was replied. + +"Nor any one but yourself to support?" + +"I am alone in the world." + +"You have received a good education; and can serve me as a clerk. I +therefore take you into my employment, at a fair salary. Will five +hundred dollars be enough?" + +"It will be an abundance," said the man, with evident surprise at an +offer so unexpectedly liberal. + +"Very well. That will place you above temptation." + +"And I will be innocent and happy. You are my benefactor. You have +saved me." + +"I believe it," said the man of benevolence. + +And so he intrusted his goods and his money to the man he had +reformed by placing him in different circumstances. + +But it is in the heart of man that evil lies; and from the heart's +impulses spring all our actions. That must cease to be a bitter +fountain before it can send forth sweet water. The thief was a thief +still. Not a month elapsed ere he was devising the means to enable +him to get from his kind, but mistaken friend, more than the liberal +sum for which he had agreed to serve him. He coveted his neighbour's +goods whenever his eyes fell upon them; and restlessly sought to +acquire their possession. In order to make more sure the attainment +of his ends, he affected sentiments of morality, and even went so +far as to cover his purposes by a show of religion. And thus he was +able to deceive and rob his kind friend. + +Time went on; and the thief, apparently reformed by a change of +relation to society, continued in his post of responsibility. How it +was, the benefactor could not make out; but his affairs gradually +became less prosperous. He made investigations into his business, +but was unable to find anything wrong. + +"Are you aware that your clerk is a purchaser of property to a +considerable extent?" said a mercantile friend to him one day. + +"My clerk! It cannot be. His income is only five hundred dollars a +year." + +"He bought a piece of property for five thousand last week." + +"Impossible!" + +"I know it to be true. Are you aware that he was once a convict in +the State's Prison?" + +"Oh yes. I took him from prison myself, and gave him a chance for +his life. I do not believe in hunting men down for a single crime, +the result of circumstances rather than a bad heart." + +"A truly honest man, let me tell you," replied the merchant, "will +be honest in any and all circumstances. And a rogue will be a rogue, +place him where you will. The evil is radical, and must be cured +radically. Your reformed thief has robbed you, without doubt." + +"I have reason to fear that he has been most ungrateful," replied +the kind-hearted man, who, with the harmlessness of the dove, did +not unite the wisdom of the serpent. + +And so it proved. His clerk had robbed him of over twenty thousand +dollars in less than five years, and so sapped the foundations of +his prosperity, that he recovered with great difficulty. + +"You told me, when in prison," said the wronged merchant to his +clerk, "that circumstances made you what you were. This you cannot +say now." + +"I can," was the reply. "Circumstances made me poor, and I desired +to be rich. The means of attaining wealth were placed in my hands, +and I used them. Is it strange that I should have done so? It is +this social inequality that makes crime. Your own doctrine, and I +subscribe to it fully." + +"Ungrateful wretch!" said the merchant, indignantly, "it is the evil +of your own heart that prompts to crime. You would be a thief and a +robber if you possessed millions." + +And he again handed him over to the law, and let the prison walls +protect society from his depredations. + +No, it is not true that in external circumstances lie the origins of +evil. God tempts no man by these. In the very extremes of poverty we +see examples of honesty; and among the wealthiest, find those who +covet their neighbour's goods, and gain dishonest possession +thereof. Reformers must seek to elevate the personal character, if +they would regenerate society. To accomplish the desired good by a +different external arrangement, is hopeless; for in the heart of man +lies the evil,--there is the fountain from which flow forth the +bitter and blighting waters of crime. + + + + + + +JOHN AND MARGARET GREYLSTON. + + + + + +"AND you will really send Reuben to cut down that clump of pines?" + +"Yes, Margaret. Well, now, it is necessary, for more reasons +than"---- + +"Don't tell me so, John," impetuously interrupted Margaret +Greylston. "I am sure there is no necessity in the case, and I am +sorry to the very heart that you have no more feeling than to order +_those_ trees to be cut down." + +"Feeling! well, maybe I have more than you think; yet I don't choose +to let it make a fool of me, for all that. But I wish you would say +no more about those trees, Margaret; they really must come down; I +have reasoned with you on this matter till I am sick of it." + +Miss Greylston got up from her chair, and walked out on the shaded +porch; then she turned and called her brother. + +"Will you come here, John?" + +"And what have you to say?" + +"Nothing, just now; I only want you to stand here and look at the +old pines." + +And so John Greylston did; and he saw the distant woods grave and +fading beneath the autumn wind--while the old pines upreared their +stately heads against the blue sky, unchanged in beauty, fresh and +green as ever. + +"You see those trees, John, and so do I; and standing here, with +them full in view, let me plead for them; they are very old, those +pines, older than either of us; we played beneath them when we were +children; but there is still a stronger tie: our mother loved +them--our dear, sainted mother. Thirty years it has been since she +died, but I can never forget or cease to love anything she loved. +Oh! John, you remember just as well as I do, how often she would sit +beneath those trees and read or talk sweetly to us; and of the dear +band who gathered there with her, only we are left, and the old +pines. Let them stand, John; time enough to cut them down when I +have gone to sit with those dear ones beneath the trees of heaven;" +and somewhat breathless from long talking, Miss Margaret paused. + +John Greylston was really touched, and he laid his hand kindly on +his sister's shoulder. + +"Come, come, Madge, don't talk so sadly. I remember and love those +things as well as you do, but then you see I cannot afford to +neglect my interests for weak sentiment. Now the road must be made, +and that clump of trees stand directly in its course, and they must +come down, or the road will have to take a curve nearly half a mile +round, striking into one of my best meadows, and a good deal more +expense this will be, too. No, no," he continued, eagerly, "I can't +oblige you in this thing. This place is mine, and I will improve it +as I please. I have kept back from making many a change for your +sake, but just here I am determined to go on." And all this was said +with a raised voice and a flushed face. + +"You never spoke so harshly to me in your life before, John, and, +after all, what have I done? Call my feelings on this matter weak +sentiment, if you choose, but it is hard to hear such words from +your lips;" and, with a reproachful sigh, Miss Margaret walked into +the house. + +They had been a large family, those Greylstons, in their day, but +now all were gone; all but John and Margaret, the two eldest--the +twin brother and sister. They lived alone in their beautiful country +home; neither had ever been married. John had once loved a fair +young creature, with eyes like heaven's stars, and rose-tinged +cheeks and lips, but she fell asleep just one month before her +wedding-day, and John Greylston was left to mourn over her early +grave, and his shivered happiness. Dearly Margaret loved her twin +brother, and tenderly she nursed him through the long and fearful +illness which came upon him after Ellen Day's death. Margaret +Greylston was radiant in the bloom of young womanhood when this +great grief first smote her brother, but from that very hour she put +away from her the gayeties of life, and sat down by his side, to be +to him a sweet, unselfish controller for evermore, and no lover +could ever tempt her from her post. + +"John Greylston will soon get over his sorrow; in a year or two +Ellen will be forgotten for a new face." + +So said the world; Margaret knew better. Her brother's heart lay +before her like an open book, and she saw indelible lines of grief +and anguish there. The old homestead, with its wide lands, belonged +to John Greylston. He had bought it years before from the other +heirs; and Margaret, the only remaining one, possessed neither claim +nor right in it. She had a handsome annuity, however, and nearly all +the rich plate and linen with which the house was stocked, together +with some valuable pieces of furniture, belonged to her. And John +and Margaret Greylston lived on in their quiet and beautiful home, +in peace and happiness; their solitude being but now and then +invaded by a flock of nieces and nephews, from the neighbouring +city--their only and well-beloved relatives. + +It was long after sunset. For two full hours the moon and stars had +watched John Greylston, sitting so moodily alone upon the porch. Now +he got up from his chair, and tossing his cigar away in the long +grass, walked slowly into the house. Miss Margaret did not raise her +head; her eyes, as well as her fingers, seemed intent upon the +knitting she held. So her brother, after a hurried "Good-night," +took a candle and went up to his own room, never speaking one gentle +word; for he said to himself, "I am not going to worry and coax with +Margaret any longer about the old pines. She is really troublesome +with her sentimental notions." Yet, after all, John Greylston's +heart reproached him, and he felt restless and ill at ease. + +Miss Margaret sat very quietly by the low table, knitting steadily +on, but she was not thinking of her work, neither did she delight in +the beauty of that still autumn evening; the tears came into her +eyes, but she hastily brushed them away; just as though she feared +John might unawares come back and find her crying. + +Ah! these _way-side_ thorns are little, but sometimes they pierce as +sharply as the gleaming sword. + +"Good-morning, John!" + +At the sound of that voice, Mr. Greylston turned suddenly from the +book-case, and his sister was standing near him, her face lit up +with a sweet, yet somewhat anxious smile. He threw down in a hurry +the papers he had been tying together, and the bit of red tape, and +holding out his hand, said fervently, + +"I was very harsh last night. I am really sorry for it; will you not +forgive me, Margaret?" + +"To be sure I will; for indeed, John, I was quite as much to blame +as you." + +"No, Madge, you were not," he quickly answered; "but let it pass, +now. We will think and say no more about it;" and, as though he were +perfectly satisfied, and really wished the matter dropped, John +Greylston turned to his papers again. + +So Miss Margaret was silent. She was delighted to have peace again, +even though she felt anxious about the pines, and when her brother +took his seat at the breakfast table, looking and speaking so +kindly, she felt comforted to think the cloud had passed away; and +John Greylston himself was very glad. So the two went on eating +their breakfast quite happily. But alas! the storm is not always +over when the sky grows light. Reuben crossed the lawn, followed by +the gardener, and Miss Margaret's quick eye caught the gleaming of +the axes swung over their shoulders. She hurriedly set down the +coffee-pot. + +"Where are those men going? Reuben and Tom I mean." + +"Only to the woods," was the careless answer. + +"But what woods, John? Oh! I can tell by your face; you are +determined to have the pines cut down." + +"I am." And John Greylston folded his arms, and looked fixedly at +his sister, but she did not heed him. She talked on eagerly-- + +"I love the old trees; I will do anything to save them. John, you +spoke last night of additional expense, should the road take that +curve. I will make it up to you; I can afford to do this very well. +Now listen to reason, and let the trees stand." + +"Listen to reason, yourself," he answered more gently. "I will not +take a cent from you. Margaret, you are a perfect enthusiast about +some things. Now, I love my parents and old times, I am sure, as +well as you do, and that love is not one bit the colder, because I +do not let it stand in the way of interest. Don't say anything more. +My mind is made up in this matter. The place is mine, and I cannot +see that you have any right to interfere in the improvements I +choose to make on it." + +A deep flush stole over Miss Greylston's face. + +"I have indeed no legal right to counsel or plead with you about +these things," she answered sadly, "but I have a sister's right, +that of affection--you cannot deny this, John. Once again, I beg of +you to let the old pines alone." + +"And once again, I tell you I will do as I please in this matter," +and this was said sharply and decidedly. + +Margaret Greylston said not another word, but pushing back her +chair, she arose from the breakfast-table and went quickly from the +room, even before her brother could call to her. Reuben and his +companion had just got in the last meadow when Miss Greylston +overtook them. + +"You, will let the pines alone to-day," she calmly said, "go to any +other work you choose, but remember those trees are not to be +touched." + +"Very well, Miss Margaret," and Reuben touched his hat respectfully, + +"Mr. John is very changeable in his notions," burst in Tom; "not an +hour ago he was in such a hurry to get us at the pine." + +"Never mind," authoritatively said Miss Greylston; "do just as you +are bid, without any remarks;" and she turned away, and went down +the meadow path, even as she came, within quick step, without a +bonnet, shading her eyes from the morning sun with her handkerchief. + +John Greylston still sat at the breakfast-table, half dreamily +balancing the spoon across the saucer's edge. When his sister came +in again, he raised his head, and mutely-inquiringly looked at her, +and she spoke,-- + +"I left this room just to go after Reuben and Tom; I overtook them +before they had crossed the last meadow, and I told them not to +touch the pine trees, but to go, instead, to any other work they +choose. I am sure you will be angry with me for all this; but, John, +I cannot help it if you are." + +"Don't say so, Margaret," Mr. Greylston sharply answered, getting up +at the same time from his chair, "don't tell me you could not help +it. I have talked and reasoned with you about those trees, until my +patience is completely worn out; there is no necessity for you to be +such an obstinate fool." + +"Oh! John, hush, hush!" + +"I will not," he thundered. "I am master here, and I will speak and +act in this house as I see fit. Now, who gave you liberty to +countermand my orders; to send my servants back from the Work I had +set for them to do? Margaret, I warn you; for, any more such freaks, +you and I, brother and sister though we be, will live no longer +under the same roof." + +"Be still, John Greylston! Remember _her_ patient, self-sacrificing +love. Remember the past--be still." + +But he would not; relentlessly, stubbornly, the waves of passion +raged on in his soul. + +"Now, you hear all this; do not forget it; and have done with your +silly obstinacy as soon as possible, for I will be worried no longer +with it;" and roughly pushing away the slight hand which was laid +upon his arm, Mr. Greylston stalked out of the house. + +For a moment, Margaret stood where her brother had left her, just in +the centre of the floor. Her cheeks were very white, but quickly a +crimson flush came over them, and her eyes filled with tears; then +she sat down upon the white chintz-covered settle, and hiding her +face in the pillows, wept violently for a long time. + +"I have consulted Margaret's will always; in many things I have +given up to it, but here, where reason is so fully on my side, I +will go on. I have no patience with her weak stubbornness, no +patience with her presumption in forbidding my servants to do as I +have told them; such measures I will never allow in my house;" and +John Greylston, in his angry musings, struck his cane smartly +against a tall crimson dahlia, which grew in the grass-plat. It fell +quivering across his path, but he walked on, never heeding what he +had done. There was a faint sense of shame rising in his heart, a +feeble conviction of having been himself to blame; but just then +they seemed only to fan and increase his keen indignation. Yet in +the midst of his anger, John Greylston had the delicate +consideration for his sister and himself to repeat to the men the +command she had given them. + +"Do as Miss Greylston bade you; let the trees stand until further +orders." But pride prompted this, for he said to himself, "If +Margaret and I keep at this childish work of unsaying each other's +commands, that sharp old fellow, Reuben, will suspect that we have +quarrelled." + +Mr. Greylston's wrath did not abate; and when he came home at +dinner-time, and found the table so nicely set, and no one but the +little servant to wait upon him, Margaret away, shut up with a bad +headache, in her own room, he somehow felt relieved,--just then he +did not want to see her. But when eventide came, and he sat down to +supper, and missed again his sister's calm and pleasant face, a +half-regretful feeling stole over him, and he grew lonely, for John +Greylston's heart was the home of every kindly affection. He loved +Margaret dearly. Still, pride and anger kept him aloof from her; +still his soul was full of harsh, unforgiving thoughts. And Margaret +Greylston, as she lay with a throbbing head and an aching heart upon +her snowy pillow, thought the hours of that bright afternoon and +evening very long and very weary. And yet those hours were full of +light, and melody, and fragrance, for the sun shone, and the sky was +blue, the birds sang, and the waters rippled; even the autumn +flowers were giving their sweet, last kisses to the air. Earth was +fair,--why, then, should not human hearts rejoice? Ah! _Nature's_ +loveliness _alone_ cannot cheer the soul. There was once a day when +the beauty even of _Eden_ ceased to gladden two guilty tremblers who +hid in its bowers. + +"A soft answer turneth away wrath, but grievous words stir up +anger." When Margaret Greylston came across that verse, she closed +her Bible, and sat down beside the window to muse. "Ah," she +thought, "how true is that saying of the wise man! If I had only +from the first given John soft answers, instead of grievous words, +we might now have been at peace. I knew his quick temper so well; I +should have been more gentle with him." Then she recalled all John's +constant and tender attention to her wishes; the many instances in +which he had gone back from his own pleasure to gratify her; but +whilst she remembered these things, never once did her noble, +unselfish heart dwell upon the sacrifices, great and numerous, which +she had made for his sake. Miss Margaret began to think she had +indeed acted very weakly and unjustly towards her brother. She had +half a mind just then to go to him, and make this confession. But +she looked out and saw the dear old trees, so stately and beautiful, +and then the memory of all John's harsh and cruel words rushed back +upon her. She struggled vainly to banish them from her mind, she +strove to quell the angry feelings which arose with those memories. +At last she knelt and prayed. When she got up from her knees traces +of tears were on her face, but her heart was calm. Margaret +Greylston had been enabled, in the strength of "that grace which +cometh from above," to forgive her brother freely, yet she scarcely +hoped that he would give her the opportunity to tell him this. + +"Good-morning," John Greylston said, curtly and chillingly enough to +his sister. Somehow she was disappointed, even though she knew his +proud temper so well, yet she had prayed that there would have been +some kindly relentings towards her; but there seemed none. So she +answered him sadly, and the two sat down to their gloomy, silent +breakfast. And thus it was all that day. Mr. Greylston still mute +and ungracious; his sister shrank away from him. In that mood she +scarcely knew him; and her face was grave, and her voice so sad, +even the servants wondered what was the matter. Margaret Greylston +had fully overcome all angry, reproachful feelings against her +brother. So far her soul had peace, yet she mourned for his love, +his kind words, and pleasant smiles; and she longed to tell him +this, but his coldness held her back. Mr. Greylston found his +comfort in every way consulted; favourite dishes were silently +placed before him; sweet flowers, as of old, laid upon his table. He +knew the hand which wrought these loving acts. But did this +knowledge melt his heart? In a little while we shall see. + +And the third morning dawned. Yet the cloud seemed in no wise +lifted. John Greylston's portrait hung in the parlour; it was +painted in his young days, when he was very handsome. His sister +could not weary of looking at it; to her this picture seemed the +very embodiment of beauty. Dear, unconscious soul, she never thought +how much it was like herself, or even the portrait of her which hung +in the opposite recess--for brother and sister strikingly resembled +each other. Both had the same high brows, the same deep blue eyes +and finely chiselled features, the same sweet and pleasant smiles; +there was but one difference: Miss Margaret's hair was of a pale +golden colour, and yet unchanged; she wore it now put back very +smoothly and plainly from her face. When John was young, his curls +were of so dark a brown as to look almost black in the shade. They +were bleached a good deal by time, but yet they clustered round his +brow in the same careless, boyish fashion as of old. + +Just now Miss Margaret could only look at her brother's picture with +tears. On that very morning she stood before it, her spirit so full +of tender memories, so crowded with sad yearnings, she felt as +though they would crush her to the earth. Oh, weary heart! endure +yet "a little while" longer. Even now the angel of reconciliation is +on the wing. + +Whilst John Greylston sat alone upon the foot of the porch at the +front of the house, and his sister stood so sadly in the parlour, +the city stage came whirling along the dusty turnpike. It stopped +for a few minutes opposite the lane which led to John Greylston's +place. The door was opened, and a grave-looking young man sprang +out. He was followed by a fairy little creature, who clapped her +hands, and danced for joy when she saw the white chimneys and +vine-covered porches of "Greylston Cottage." + +"Annie! Annie!" but she only laughed, and gathering up the folds of +her travelling dress, managed to get so quickly and skilfully over +the fence, that her brother, who was unfastening the gate, looked at +her in perfect amazement. + +"What in the world," he asked, with a smile on his grave face, +"possessed you to get over the fence in that monkey fashion? All +those people looking at you, too. For shame, Annie! Will you never +be done with those childish capers?" + +"Yes, maybe when I am a gray-haired old woman; not before. Don't +scold now, Richard; you know very well you, and the passengers +beside, would give your ears to climb a fence as gracefully as I did +just now. There, won't you hand me my basket, please?" + +He did so, and then, with a gentle smile, took the white, ungloved +fingers in his. + +"My darling Annie, remember"-- + +"Stage waits," cried the driver. + +So Richard Bermon's lecture was cut short; he had only time to bid +his merry young sister good-bye. Soon he was lost to sight. + +Annie Bermon hurried down the lane, swinging her light willow basket +carelessly on her arm, and humming a joyous air all the way. Just as +she opened the outer lawn gate, the great Newfoundland dog came +towards her with a low growl; it changed directly though into a glad +bark. + +"I was sure you would know me, you dear old fellow; but I can't stop +to talk to you just now." And Annie patted his silken ears, and then +went on to the house, the dog bounding on before her, as though he +had found an old playmate. + +John Greylston rubbed his eyes. No, it was not a dream. His darling +niece was really by his side, her soft curls touching his cheek; he +flung his arms tightly around her. + +"Dear child, I was just dreaming about you; how glad I am to see +your sweet face again." + +"I was sure you would be, Uncle John," she answered gayly, "and so I +started off from home this morning just, in a hurry. I took a sudden +fancy that I would come, and they could not keep me. But where is +dear Aunt Margaret? Oh, I know what I will do. I'll just run in and +take her by surprise. How well you look, uncle--so noble and grand +too; by the way, I always think King Robert Bruce must just have +been such a man like you." + +"No laughing at your old uncle, you little rogue," said John +Greylston pleasantly, "but run and find your aunt. She is somewhere +in the house." And he looked after her with a loving smile as she +flitted by him. Annie Bermon passed quickly through the shaded +sitting-room into the cool and matted hall, catching glimpses as she +went of the pretty parlour and wide library; but her aunt was in +neither of these rooms; so she hurried up stairs, and stealing on +tiptoe, with gentle fingers she pushed open the door. Margaret +Greylston was sitting by the table, sewing; her face was flushed, +and her eyes red and swollen as with weeping. Annie stood still in +wonder. But Miss Margaret suddenly looked up, and her niece sprang, +with a glad cry, into her arms. + +"You are not well, Aunt Margaret? Oh! how sorry I am to hear that, +but it seems to me I could never get sick in this sweet place; +everything looks so bright and lovely here. And I _would_ come this +morning, Aunt Margaret, in spite of everything Sophy and all of them +could say. They told me I had been here once before this summer, and +stayed a long time, and if I would, come again, my welcome would be +worn out, just as if I was going to believe _such_ nonsense;" and +Annie tossed her head. "But I persevered, and you see, aunty dear, I +am here, we will trust for some good purpose, as Richard would say." + +A silent Amen to this rose up in Miss Margaret's heart, and with it +came a hope dim and shadowy, yet beautiful withal; she hardly dared +to cherish it. Annie went on talking,-- + +"I can only stay two weeks with you--school commences then, and I +must hurry back to it; but I am always so glad to get here, away +from the noise and dust of the city; this is the best place in the +world. Do you know when we were travelling this summer, I was pining +all the time to get here. I was so tired of Newport and Saratoga, +and all the crowds we met." + +"You are singular in your tastes, some would think, Annie," said +Miss Greylston, smiling fondly on her darling. + +"So Madge and Sophy were always saying; even Clare laughed at me, +and my brothers, too,--only Richard,--Oh! by the way, I did torment +him this morning, he is so grave and good, and he was just beginning +a nice lecture at the gate, when the driver called, and poor Richard +had only time to send his love to you. Wasn't it droll, though, that +lecture being cut so short?" and Annie threw herself down in the +great cushioned chair, and laughed heartily. + +Annie Bermond was the youngest of John and Margaret Greylston's +nieces and nephews. Her beauty, her sweet and sunny temper made her +a favourite at home and abroad. John Greylston loved her dearly; he +always thought she looked like his chosen bride, Ellen Day. Perhaps +there was some likeness, for Annie had the same bright eyes, and the +same pouting, rose-bud lips--but Margaret thought she was more like +their own family. She loved to trace a resemblance in the smiling +face, rich golden curls, and slight figure of Annie to her young +sister Edith, who died when Annie was a little baby. Just sixteen +years old was Annie, and wild and active as any deer, as her +city-bred sisters sometimes declared half mournfully. + +Somehow, Annie Bermond thought it uncommonly grave and dull at the +dinner-table, yet why should it be so? Her uncle and aunt, as kind +and dear as ever, were there; she, herself, a blithe fairy, sat in +her accustomed seat; the day was bright, birds were singing, flowers +were gleaming, but there was a change. What could it be? Annie knew +not, yet her quick perception warned her of the presence of some +trouble--some cloud. In her haste to talk and cheer her uncle and +aunt, the poor child said what would have been best left unsaid. + +"How beautiful those trees are; I mean those pines on the hill; +don't you admire them very much, Uncle John?" + +"Tolerably," was the rather short answer. "I am too well used to +trees to go into the raptures of my little city niece about them;" +and all this time Margaret looked fixedly down upon the floor. + +"Don't you frown so, uncle, or I will run right home to-morrow," +said Annie, with the assurance of a privileged pet; "but I was going +to ask you about the rock just back of those pines. Do you and Aunt +Margaret still go there to see the sunset? I was thinking about you +these two past evenings, when the sunsets were so grand, and wishing +I was with you on the rock; and you were both there, weren't you?" + +This time John Greylston gave no answer, but his sister said +briefly, + +"No, Annie, we have not been at the rock for several evenings;" and +then a rather painful silence followed. + +Annie at last spoke: + +"You both, somehow, seem so changed and dull; I would just like to +know the reason. May be aunty is going to be married. Is that it, +Uncle John?" + +Miss Margaret smiled, but the colour came brightly to her face. + +"If this is really so, I don't wonder you are sad and grave; you, +especially, Uncle John; how lonely and wretched you would be! Oh! +would you not be very sorry if Aunt Madge should leave you, never to +come back again? Would not your heart almost break?" + +John Greylston threw down his knife and fork violently upon the +table, and pushing back his chair, went from the room. + +Annie Bermond looked in perfect bewilderment at her aunt, but Miss +Margaret was silent and tearful. + +"Aunt! darling aunt! don't look so distressed;" and Annie put her +arms around her neck; "but tell me what have I done; what is the +matter?" + +Miss Greylston shook her head. + +"You will not speak now, Aunt Margaret; you might tell me; I am sure +something has happened to distress you. Just as soon as I came here, +I saw a change, but I could not understand it. I cannot yet. Tell +me, dear aunt!" and she knelt beside her. + +So Miss Greylston told her niece the whole story, softening, as far +as truth would permit, many of John's harsh speeches; but she was, +not slow to blame herself. Annie listened attentively. Young as she +was, her heart took in with the deepest sympathy the sorrow which +shaded her beloved friends. + +"Oh! I am so very sorry for all this," she said half crying; "but +aunty, dear, I do not think uncle will have those nice old trees cut +down. He loves you too much to do it; I am sure he is sorry now for +all those sharp things he said; but his pride keeps him back from +telling you this, and maybe he thinks you are angry with him still. +Aunt Margaret, let me go and say to him that your love is as warm as +ever, and that you forgive him freely. Oh! it may do so much good. +May I not go?" + +But Miss Greylston tightened her grasp on the young girl's hand. + +"Annie, you do not know your uncle as well as I do. Such a step can +do no good,--love, you cannot help us." + +"Only let me try," she returned, earnestly; "Uncle John loves me so +much, and on the first day of my visit, he will not refuse to hear +me. I will tell him all the sweet things you said about him. I will +tell him there is not one bit of anger in your heart, and that you +forgive and love him dearly. I am sure when he hears this he will be +glad. Any way, it will not make matters worse. Now, do have some +confidence in me. Indeed I am not so childish as I seem. I am turned +of sixteen now, and Richard and Sophy often say I have the heart of +a woman, even if I have the ways of a child. Let me go now, dear +Aunt Margaret; I will soon come back to you with such good news." + +Miss Greylston stooped down and kissed Annie's brow solemnly, +tenderly. "Go, my darling, and may God be with you." Then she turned +away. + +And with willing feet Annie Bermond went forth upon her blessed +errand. She soon found her uncle. He was sitting beneath the shade +of the old pines, and he seemed to be in very deep thought. Annie +got down on the grass beside him, and laid her soft cheek upon his +sunburnt hand. How gently he spoke-- + +"What did you come here for, sweet bird?" + +"Because I love you so much, Uncle John; that is the reason; but +won't you tell me why you look so very sad and grave? I wish I knew +your thoughts just now." + +"And if you did, fairy, they would not make you any prettier or +better than you are." + +"I wonder if they do you any good, uncle?" she quickly replied; but +her companion made no answer; he only smiled. + +Let me write here what John Greylston's tongue refused to say. Those +thoughts, indeed, had done him good; they were tender, +self-upbraiding, loving thoughts, mingled, all the while, with +touching memories, mournful glimpses of the past--the days of his +sore bereavement, when the coffin-lid was first shut down over Ellen +Day's sweet face, and he was smitten to the earth with anguish. Then +Margaret's sympathy and love, so beautiful in its strength, and +unselfishness, so unwearying and sublime in its sacrifices, became +to him a stay and comfort. And had she not, for his sake, +uncomplainingly given up the best years of her life, as it seemed? +Had her love ever faltered? Had it ever wavered in its sweet +endeavours to make him happy? These memories, these thoughts, closed +round John Greylston like a circle of rebuking angels. Not for the +first time were they with him when Annie found him beneath the old +pines. Ever since that morning of violent and unjust anger they had +been struggling in his heart, growing stronger, it seemed, every +hour in their reproachful tenderness. Those loving, silent +attentions to his wishes John Greylston had noted, and they rankled +like sharp thorns in his soul. He was not worthy of them; this he +knew. How he loathed himself for his sharp and angry words! He had +it in his heart to tell his sister this, but an overpowering shame +held him back. + +"If I only knew how Madge felt towards me," he said many times to +himself, "then I could speak; but I have been such a brute. She can +do nothing else but repulse me;" and this threw around him that +chill reserve which kept Margaret's generous and forgiving heart at +a distance. + +Even every-day life has its wonders, and perhaps not one of the +least was that this brother and sister, so long fellow-pilgrims, so +long readers of each other's hearts, should for a little while be +kept asunder by mutual blindness. Yet the hand which is to chase the +mists from their darkened eyes, even now is raised, what though it +be but small? God in his wisdom and mercy will cause its strength to +be sufficient. + +When John Greylston gave his niece no answer, she looked intently in +his face and said, + +"You will not tell me what you have been thinking about; but I can +guess, Uncle John. I know the reason you did not take Aunt Margaret +to the rock to see the sunset." + +"Do you?" he asked, startled from his composure, his face flushing +deeply. + +"Yes; for I would not rest until aunty told me the whole story, and +I just came out to talk to you about it. Now, Uncle John, don't +frown, and draw away your hand; just listen to me a little while; I +am sure you will be glad." Then she repeated, in her pretty, girlish +way, touching in its earnestness, all Miss Greylston had told her. +"Oh, if you had only heard her say those sweet things, I know you +would not keep vexed one minute longer! Aunt Margaret told me that +she did not blame you at all, only herself; that she loved you +dearly, and she is so sorry because you seem cold and angry yet, for +she wants so very, very much to beg your forgiveness, and tell you +all this, dear Uncle John, if you would only--" + +"Annie," he suddenly interrupted, drawing her closely to his bosom; +"Annie, you precious child, in telling me all this you have taken a +great weight off of my heart. You have done your old uncle a world +of good. God bless you a thousand times! If I had known this at +once; if I had been sure, from the first, of Margaret's forgiveness +for my cruel words, how quickly I would have sought it. My dear, +noble sister!" The tears filled John Greylston's dark blue eyes, but +his smile was so exceedingly tender and beautiful, that Annie drew +closer to his side. + +"Oh, that lovely smile!" she cried, "how it lights your face; and +now you look so good and forgiving, dearer and better even than a +king. Uncle John, kiss me again; my heart is so glad! shall I run +now and tell Aunt Margaret all this sweet news?" + +"No, no, darling little peace-maker, stay here; I will go to her +myself;" and he hurried away. + +Annie Bermond sat alone upon the hill, musingly platting the long +grass together, but she heeded not the work of her fingers. Her face +was bright with joy, her heart full of happiness. Dear child! in one +brief hour she had learned the blessedness of that birthright which +is for all God's sons and daughters, if they will but claim it. I +mean _the privilege of doing good, of being useful_. + +Miss Greylston sat by the parlour window, just where she could see +who crossed the lawn. She was waiting with a kind of nervous +impatience for Annie. She heard a footstep, but it was only Liddy +going down to the dairy. Then Reuben went by on his way to the +meadow, and all was silent again. Where was Annie?--but now quick +feet sounded upon the crisp and faded leaves. Miss Margaret looked +out, and saw her brother coming,--then she was sure Annie had in +some way missed him, and she drew back from the window keenly +disappointed, not even a faint suspicion of the blessed truth +crossing her mind. As John Greylston entered the hall, a sudden and +irresistible desire prompted Margaret to go and tell him all the +loving and forgiving thoughts of her heart, no matter what his mood +should be. So she threw down her work, and went quickly towards the +parlour door. And the brother and sister met, just on the threshold. + +"John--John," she said, falteringly, "I must speak to you; I cannot +bear this any longer." + +"Nor can I, Margaret." + +Miss Greylston looked up in her brother's face; it was beaming with +love and tenderness. Then she knew the hour of reconciliation had +come, and with a quick, glad cry, she sprang into his arms and laid +her head down upon his shoulder. + +"Can you ever forgive me, Madge?" + +She made no reply--words had melted into tears, but they were +eloquent, and for a little while it was quite still in the parlour. + +"You shall blame yourself no longer, Margaret. All along you have +behaved like a sweet Christian woman as you are, but I have been an +old fool, unreasonable and cross from the very beginning. Can you +really forgive me all those harsh words, for which I hated myself +not ten hours after they were said? Can you, indeed, forgive and +forget these? Tell me so again." + +"John," she said, raising her tearful face from his shoulder, "I do +forgive you most completely, with my whole heart, and, O! I wanted +so to tell you this two days ago, but your coldness kept me back. I +was afraid your anger was not over, and that you would repel me." + +"Ah, that coldness was but shame--deep and painful shame. I was +needlessly harsh with you, and moments of reflection only served to +fasten on me the belief that I had lost all claim to your love, that +you could not forgive me. Yes! I did misjudge you, Madge, I know, +but when I looked back upon the past, and all your faithful love for +me, I saw you as I had ever seen you, the best of sisters, and then +my shameful and ungrateful conduct rose up clearly before me. I felt +so utterly unworthy." + +Miss Greylston laid her finger upon her brother's lips. "Nor will I +listen to you blaming yourself so heavily any longer. John, you had +cause to be angry with me; I was unreasonably urgent about the +trees," and she sighed; "I forgot to be gentle and patient; so you +see I am to blame as well as yourself." + +"But I forgot even common kindness and courtesy;" he said gravely. +"What demon was in my heart, Margaret, I do not know. Avarice, I am +afraid, was at the bottom of all this, for rich as I am, I somehow +felt very obstinate about running into any more expense or trouble +about the road; and then, you remember, I never could love inanimate +things as you do. But from this time forth I will try--and the +pines"-- + +"Let the pines go down, my dear brother, I see now how unreasonable +I have been," suddenly interrupted Miss Greylston; "and indeed these +few days past I could not look at them with any pleasure; they only +reminded me of our separation. Cut them down: I will not say one +word." + +"Now, what a very woman you are, Madge! Just when you have gained +your will, you want to turn about; but, love, the trees shall not +come down. I will give them to you; and you cannot refuse my +peace-offering; and never, whilst John Greylston lives, shall an axe +touch those pines, unless you say so, Margaret." + +He laughed when he said this, but her tears were falling fast. + +"Next month will be November; then comes our birth-day; we will be +fifty years old, Margaret. Time is hurrying on with us; he has given +me gray locks, and laid some wrinkles on your dear face; but that is +nothing if our hearts are untouched. O, for so many long years, ever +since my Ellen was snatched from me,"--and here John Greylston +paused a moment--"you have been to me a sweet, faithful comforter. +Madge, dear twin sister, your love has always been a treasure to me; +but you well know for many years past it has been my _only_ earthly +treasure. Henceforth, God helping me, I will seek to restrain my +evil temper. I will be more watchful; if sometimes I fail, Margaret, +will you not love me, and bear with me?" + +Was there any need for that question? Miss Margaret only answered by +clasping her brother's hand more closely in her own. As they stood +there in the autumn sunlight, united so lovingly, hand in hand, each +silently prayed that thus it might be with them always; not only +through life's autumn, but in that winter so surely for them +approaching, and which would give place to the fair and beautiful +spring of the better land. + +Annie Bermond's bright face looked in timidly at the open door. + +"Come here, darling, come and stand right beside your old uncle and +aunt, and let us thank you with all our hearts for the good you have +done us. Don't cry any more, Margaret. Why, fairy, what is the +matter with you?" for Annie's tears were falling fast upon his hand. + +"I hardly know, Uncle John; I never felt so glad in my life before, +but I cannot help crying. Oh, it is so sweet to think the cloud has +gone." + +"And whose dear hand, under God's blessing, drove the cloud away, +but yours, my child?" + +Annie was silent; she only clung the tighter to her uncle's arm, and +Miss Greylston said, with a beaming smile, + +"Now, Annie, we see the good purpose God had in sending you here +to-day. You have done for us the blessed work of a peace-maker." + +Annie had always been dear to her uncle and aunt, but from that +golden autumn day, she became, if such a thing could be, dearer than +ever--bound to them by an exceedingly sweet tie. + +Years went by. One snowy evening, a merry Christmas party was +gathered together in the wide parlour at Greylston Cottage,--nearly +all the nephews and nieces were there. Mrs. Lennox, the "Sophy" of +earlier days, with her husband; Richard Bermond and his pretty +little wife were amongst the number; and Annie, dear, bright +Annie--her fair face only the fairer and sweeter for time--sat, +talking in a corner with young Walter Selwyn. John Greylston went +slowly to the window, and pushed aside the curtains, and as he stood +there looking out somewhat gravely in the bleak and wintry night, he +felt a soft hand touch him, and he turned and found Annie Bermond by +his side. + +"You looked so lonely, my dear uncle." + +"And that is the reason you deserted Walter?" he said, laughing. +"Well, I will soon send you back to him. But, look out here first, +Annie, and tell me what you see;" and she laid her face close to the +window-pane, and, after a minute's silence, said, + +"I see the ground white with snow, the sky gleaming with stars, and +the dear old pines, tall and stately as ever." + +"Yes, the pines; that is what I meant, my child. Ah, they have been +my silent monitors ever since that day; you remember it, Annie! +Bless you, child! how much good you did us then." + +But Annie was silently crying beside him. John Greylton wiped his +eyes, and then he called his sister Margaret to the window. + +"Annie and I have been looking at the old pines, and you can guess +what we were thinking about. As for myself," he added, "I never see +those trees without feeling saddened and rebuked. I never recall +that season of error, without the deepest shame and grief. And still +the old pines stand. Well, Madge, one day they will shade our +graves; and of late I have thought that day would dawn very soon." + +Annie Bermond let the curtain fall very slowly forward, and buried +her face in her hands; but the two old pilgrims by her side, John +and Margaret Greylston, looked at each other with a smile of hope +and joy. They had long been "good and faithful servants," and now +they awaited the coming of "the Master," with a calm, sweet +patience, knowing it would be well with them, when He would call +them hence. + +The pines creaked mournfully in the winter wind, and the stars +looked down upon bleak wastes, and snow-shrouded meadows; yet the +red blaze heaped blithely on the hearth, taking in, in its fair +light, the merry circle sitting side by side, and the thoughtful +little group standing so quietly by the window. And even now the +picture fades, and is gone. The curtain falls--the story of John and +Margaret Greylston is ended. + + + + + + +THE WORLD WOULD BE THE BETTER FOR IT. + + + + + +IF men cared less for wealth and fame, + And less for battle-fields and glory; +If, writ in human hearts, a name + Seemed better than in song and story; +If men, instead of nursing pride, + Would learn to hate and to abhor it-- + If more relied + On Love to guide, +The world would be the better for it. + +If men dealt less in stocks and lands, + And more in bonds and deeds fraternal; +If Love's work had more willing hands + To link this world to the supernal; +If men stored up Love's oil and wine, + And on bruised human hearts would pour it; + If "yours" and "mine" + Would once combine, +The world would be the better for it. + +If more would act the play of Life, + And fewer spoil it in rehearsal; +If Bigotry would sheathe its knife + Till Good became more universal; +If Custom, gray with ages grown, + Had fewer blind men to adore it-- + If talent shone + In truth alone, +The world would be the better for it. + +If men were wise in little things-- + Affecting less in all their dealings-- +If hearts had fewer rusted strings + To isolate their kindly feelings; +If men, when Wrong beats down the Right, + Would strike together and restore it-- + If Right made Might + In every fight, +The world would be the better for it. + + + + + + +TWO SIDES TO A STORY. + + + + + +"HAVE you seen much of your new neighbours, yet?" asked Mrs. Morris, +as she stepped in to have an hour's social chat with her old friend, +Mrs. Freeman. + +"Very little," was the reply. "Occasionally I have seen the lady +walking in her garden, and have sometimes watched the sports of the +children on the side-walk, but this is all. It is not like the +country, you know. One may live here for years, and not become +acquainted with the next-door neighbours." + +"Some may do so," replied Mrs. Morris, "but, for my part, I always +like to know something of those around me. It is not always +desirable to make the acquaintance of near neighbours, but by a +little observation it is very easy to gain an insight into their +characters and position in society. The family which has moved into +the house next to yours, for instance, lived near to me for nearly +two years, and although I never spoke to one of them, I can tell you +of some strange transactions which took place in their house." + +"Indeed!" replied Mrs. Freeman, with little manifestation of +interest or curiosity; but Mrs. Morris was too eager to communicate +her information to notice her friend's manner, and lowering her +voice to a confidential tone, continued:-- + +"There is an old lady in their family whom they abuse in the most +shocking manner. She is very rich, and they by threats and +ill-treatment extort large sums of money from her." + +"A singular way of inducing any one to bestow favours," replied Mrs. +Freeman, dryly. "Why does not the old lady leave there?" + +"Bless your heart, my dear friend, she cannot get an opportunity! +They never suffer her to leave the house unattended. Once or twice, +indeed, she succeeded in getting into the street, but they +discovered her in a moment, and actually forced her into the house. +You smile incredulously, but if you had been an eye-witness of their +proceedings, as I have, or had heard the screams of the poor +creature, and the heavy blows which they inflict, you would be +convinced of the truth of what I tell you." + +"I do not doubt the truth of your story in the least, my dear Mrs. +Morris. I only think that in this case, as in most others, there +must be two sides to the story. It is almost incredible that such +barbarous treatment could continue for any great length of time +without discovery and exposure." + +"Oh, as to that, people are not fond of getting themselves into +trouble by meddling with their neighbours' affairs. I am very +cautious about it myself. I would not have mentioned this matter to +any one but an old friend like yourself. It seemed best to put you +on your guard." + +"Thank you," was the smiling reply. "It is hardly probable that I +shall be called upon to make any acquaintance with my new neighbours +but if I am, I certainly shall not forget your caution." + +Satisfied that she had succeeded, at least partially, in awakening +the suspicions of her friend, Mrs. Morris took her departure, while +Mrs. Freeman, quite undisturbed by her communications, continued her +usual quiet round of domestic duties, thinking less of the affairs +of her neighbours than of those of her own household. + +Occasionally she saw the old lady whom Mrs. Morris had mentioned +walking in the adjoining garden, sometimes alone, and sometimes +accompanied by the lady of the house, or one of the children. There +was nothing striking in her appearance. She looked cheerful and +contented, and showed no signs of confinement or abuse. Once, when +Mrs. Freeman was in her garden, she had looked over the fence, and +praised the beauty of her flowers, and when a bunch was presented to +her, had received them with that almost childish delight which aged +people often manifest. + +Weeks passed on, and the remarks of Mrs. Morris were almost +forgotten, when Mrs. Freeman was aroused one night by loud cries, +apparently proceeding from the adjoining house; and on listening +intently could plainly distinguish the sound of heavy blows, and +also the voice of the old lady in question, as if in earnest +expostulation and entreaty. + +Mrs. Freeman aroused her husband, and together they listened in +anxiety and alarm. For nearly an hour the sounds continued, but at +length all was again quiet. It was long, however, before they could +compose themselves to rest. It was certainly strange and +unaccountable, and there was something so inhuman in the thought of +abusing an aged woman that their hearts revolted at the idea. + +Still Mrs. Freeman maintained, as was her wont, that there must be +two sides to the story; and after vainly endeavouring to imagine +what the other side could be, she fell asleep, and was undisturbed +until morning. + +All seemed quiet the next day, and Mrs. Freeman had somewhat +recovered from the alarm of the previous night, when she was again +visited by her friend, Mrs. Morris. As usual, she had confidential +communications to make, and particularly wished the advice of Mrs. +Freeman in a matter which she declared weighed heavily upon her +mind; and being assured that they should be undisturbed, began at +once to impart the weighty secret. + +"You remember Mrs. Dawson, who went with her husband to Europe, a +year or two ago?" + +"Certainly I do," was the reply. "I was well acquainted with her." + +"Do you recollect a girl who had lived with her for several years? I +think her name was Mary Berkly." + +"Quite well. Mrs. Dawson placed great confidence in her, and wished +to take her abroad, but Mary was engaged to an honest carpenter, in +good business, and wisely preferred a comfortable house in her own +country." + +"She had other reasons, I suspect," replied Mrs. Morris, +mysteriously, "but you will hear. This Mary Berkly, or as she is now +called, Mary White, lives not far from my present residence. Her +husband is comfortably off, and his wife is not obliged to work, +excepting in her own family, but still she will occasionally, as a +favour, do up a few muslins for particular persons. You know she was +famous for her skill in those things. The other day, having a few +pieces which I was particularly anxious to have look nice, I called +upon her to see if she would wash them for me. She was not at home, +but her little niece, who lives with her, a child of four years old, +said that Aunt Mary would be in directly, and asked me to walk into +the parlour. I did so, and the little thing stood by my side +chattering away like a magpie. In reply to my questions as to +whether she liked to live with her aunt, what she amused herself +with, &c., &c., she entered into a long account of her various +playthings, and ended by saying that she would show me a beautiful +new doll which her good uncle had given her, if I would please to +unlock the door of a closet near where I was sitting, as she could +not turn the key. + +"To please the child I unlocked the door. She threw it wide open, +and to my astonishment I saw that it was filled with valuable silver +plate, china, and other articles of similar kind, some of which I +particularly remembered having seen at Mrs. Dawson's." + +"Perhaps she gave them to Mary," suggested Mrs. Freeman. "She was +quite attached to her." + +"Impossible!" exclaimed Mrs. Morris. "Valuable silver plate is not +often given to servants. But I have not yet finished. Just as the +child had found the doll Mrs. White entered, and on seeing the +closet-door open, said sternly to the child, + +"'Rosy, you did very wrong to open that door without my leave. I +shall not let you take your doll again for a week;' and looking very +red and confused, she hastily closed it, and turned the key. Now, to +my mind, these are suspicious circumstances, particularly as I +recollect that Mr. and Mrs. Dawson were robbed of silver plate +shortly before they went to Europe, and no trace could be found of +the thieves." + +"True," replied Mrs. Freeman, thoughtfully; "I recollect the robbery +very well. Still I cannot believe that Mary had anything to do with +it. I was always pleased with her modest manner, and thought her an +honest, capable girl." + +"She is very smooth-faced, I know," answered Mrs. Morris, "but +appearances are certainly against her. I am confident that the +articles I saw belonged to Mrs. Dawson." + +"There may be another side to the story, however," remarked her +friend; "but why not mention your suspicions to Mrs. Dawson? You +know she has returned, and is boarding in the upper part of the +city. I have her address, somewhere." + +"I know where she lives; but would you really advise me to meddle +with the affair? I shall make enemies of Mr. and Mrs. White, if they +hear of it, and I like to have the good-will of all, both, rich and +poor." + +"I do not believe that Mary would take anything wrongfully," replied +Mrs. Freeman; "but if my suspicions were as fully aroused as yours +seem to be, I presume I should mention what I saw to Mrs. Dawson, if +it were only for the sake of hearing the other side of the story, +and thus removing such unpleasant doubts from my mind. And, indeed, +if you really think that the articles which you saw were stolen, it +becomes your duty to inform the owners thereof, or you become, in a +measure, a partaker of the theft." + +"That is true," said Mrs. Morris, rising, "and in that way I might +ultimately gain the ill-will of Mrs. Dawson; therefore I think I +will go at once and tell her my suspicions." + +"Which, I am convinced, you will find erroneous," replied Mrs. +Freeman. + +"We shall see," was the answer of her friend, accompanied by an +ominous shake of the head; and promising to call upon Mrs. Freeman +on her return, she took leave. + +During her absence, the alarming cries from the next house were +again heard; and presently the old lady appeared on the side-walk, +apparently in great agitation and alarm, and gazing wildly about +her, as if seeking a place of refuge; but she was instantly seized +in the forcible manner Mrs. Morris had described, and carried into +the house. + +"This is dreadful!" exclaimed Mrs. Freeman. "What excuse can there +be for such treatment?" and for a moment her heart was filled with +indignation toward her supposed barbarous neighbours; but a little +reflection caused her still to suspend her judgment, and endeavour +to learn both sides of the story. + +As she sat ruminating on this singular occurrence, and considering +what was her duty in regard to it, she was aroused by the entrance +of Mrs. Morris, who, with an air of vexation and disappointment, +threw herself upon the nearest chair, exclaiming, + +"A pretty piece of work I have been about! It is all owing to your +advice, Mrs. Freeman. If it had not been for you I should not have +made such a fool of myself." + +"Why, what has happened to you?" asked Mrs. Freeman, anxiously. +"What advice have I given you which has caused trouble?" + +"You recommended my calling upon Mrs. Dawson, did you not?" + +"Certainly: I thought it the easiest way to relieve your mind from +painful suspicions. What did she say?" + +"Say! I wish you could have seen the look she gave me when I told +her what I saw at Mrs. White's. You know her haughty manner? She +thanked me for the trouble I had taken on her account, and begged +leave to assure me that she had perfect confidence in the honesty of +Mrs. White. The articles which had caused me so much unnecessary +anxiety were intrusted to her care when they went to Europe, and it +had not yet been convenient to reclaim them. I cannot tell you how +contemptuously she spoke. I never felt so mortified in my life." + +"There is no occasion for feeling so, if your intentions were good," +answered Mrs. Freeman; "and certainly it must be a relief to you to +hear the other side of the story. Nothing less would have convinced +you of Mrs. White's honesty." + +Mrs. Morris was prevented from replying by the sudden and violent +ringing of the bell, and an instant after the door was thrown open, +and the old lady, whose supposed unhappy condition had called forth +their sympathies, rushed into the room. + +"Oh, save me! save me!" she exclaimed, frantically. "I am +pursued,--protect me, for the love of Heaven!" + +"Poor creature!" said Mrs. Morris. "You see that I was not mistaken +in this story, at least. There can be no two sides to this." + +"Depend upon it there is," replied Mrs. Freeman; but she courteously +invited her visiter to be seated, and begged to know what had +occasioned her so much alarm. + +The poor lady told a plausible and piteous tale of ill-treatment, +and, indeed, actual abuse. Mrs. Morris listened with a ready ear, +and loudly expressed her horror and indignation. Mrs. Freeman was +more guarded. There was something in the old lady's appearance and +manners that excited an undefinable feeling of fear and aversion. +Mrs. Freeman felt much perplexed as to the course she ought to +pursue, and looked anxiously at the clock to see if the time for her +husband's return was near. + +It still wanted nearly two hours, and after a little more +consideration she decided to go herself into the next door, ask for +an interview with the lady of the house, frankly state what had +taken place, and demand an explanation. This resolution she +communicated in a low voice to Mrs. Morris, who opposed it as +imprudent and ill-judged. + +"Of course they will deny the charge," she argued, "and by letting +them know where the poor creature has taken shelter, you will again +expose her to their cruelty. Besides, you will get yourself into +trouble. My advice to you is to keep quiet until your husband +returns, and then to assist the poor lady secretly to go to her +friends in the country, who she says will gladly receive her." + +"But I am anxious to hear both sides of the story before I decide to +assist her," replied Mrs. Freeman. + +"Nonsense!" exclaimed her friend. "Even you must see that there +cannot be two sides to this story. There is no possible excuse for +cruelty, and to an inoffensive, aged woman." + +While they were thus consulting together, their visiter regarded +them with a troubled look, and a fierce gleaming eye, which did not, +escape Mrs. Freeman's observation; and just as Mrs. Morris finished +speaking, the maniac sprang upon her, like a tiger on his prey, and, +seizing her by the throat, demanded what new mischief was plotting +against her. + +The screams of the terrified women drew the attention of the son of +the old lady, who had just discovered her absence, and was hastening +in search of her. At once suspecting the truth, he rushed without +ceremony into his neighbour's house, and speedily rescued Mrs, +Morris from her unpleasant and somewhat dangerous situation. After +conveying his mother to her own room, and consigning her to strict +custody, he returned, and respectfully apologized to Mrs. Freeman +for what had taken place. + +"His poor mother," he said, "had for several years been subject to +occasional fits of insanity. Generally she had appeared harmless, +excepting as regarded herself. Unless prevented by force, she would +sometimes beat her own flesh in a shocking manner, uttering at the +same time loud cries and complaints of the abuse of those whom she +supposed to be tormenting her. + +"In her lucid intervals she had so earnestly besought them not to +place her in the asylum for the insane, but to continue to bear with +her under their own roof, that they had found it impossible to +refuse their solemn promise to comply with her wishes. + +"For themselves, their love for her rendered them willing to bear +with her infirmities, but it should be their earnest care that their +neighbours should not again be disturbed." + +Mrs. Freeman kindly expressed her sympathy and forgiveness for the +alarm which she had experienced, and the gentleman took leave. + +Poor Mrs. Morris had remained perfectly silent since her release; +but as the door closed on their visiter, and her friend kindly +turned to inquire how she found herself, she recovered her speech, +and exclaimed, energetically, + +"I will never, never say again that there are not two sides to a +story. If I am ever tempted to believe one side without waiting to +hear the other, I shall surely feel again the hands of that old +witch upon my throat." + +"Old witch!" repeated Mrs. Freeman. "Surely she demands our sympathy +as much as when we thought her suffering under ill-treatment. It is +indeed a sad thing to be bereft of reason. But this will be a useful +lesson to both of us: for I will readily acknowledge that in this +instance I was sometimes tempted to forget that there are always +'two sides to a story.'" + + + + + + +LITTLE KINDNESSES. + + + + + +NOT long since, it was announced that a large fortune had been left +to a citizen of the United States by a foreigner, who, some years +before, had "become ill" while travelling in this country, and whose +sick-bed was watched with the utmost care and kindness by the +citizen referred to. The stranger recovered, continued his journey, +and finally returned to his own country. The conduct of the American +at a moment so critical, and when, without relatives or friends, the +invalid was languishing in a strange land, was not forgotten. He +remembered it in his thoughtful and meditative moments, and when +about to prepare for another world, his gratitude was manifested in +a truly signal manner. A year or two ago, an individual in this city +was labouring under great pecuniary difficulty. He was unexpectedly +called upon for a considerable sum of money; and, although his means +were abundant, they were not at that time immediately available. +Puzzled and perplexed, he hesitated as to his best course, when, by +the merest chance, he met an old acquaintance, and incidentally +mentioned the facts of the case. The other referred to an act of +kindness that he had experienced years before, said that he bad +never forgotten it, and that nothing would afford him more pleasure +than to extend the relief that was required, and thus show, his +grateful appreciation of the courtesy of former years! The kindness +alluded to was a mere trifle, comparatively speaking, and its +recollection had passed entirely from the memory of the individual +who had performed it. Not so, however, with the obliged. He had +never forgotten it, and the result proved, in the most conclusive +manner, that he was deeply grateful. + +We have mentioned the two incidents with the object of inculcating +the general policy of courtesy and kindness, of sympathy and +assistance, in our daily intercourse with our fellow-creatures. It +is the true course under all circumstances. "Little kindnesses" +sometimes make an impression that "lingers and lasts" for years. +This is especially the case with the sensitive, the generous, and +the high-minded. And how much may be accomplished by this duty of +courtesy and humanity! How the paths of life may be smoothed and +softened! How the present may be cheered, and the future rendered +bright and beautiful! + +There are, it is true, some selfish spirits, who can neither +appreciate nor reciprocate a courteous or a generous act. They are +for themselves--"now and for ever"--if we may employ such a +phrase--and appear never to be satisfied. You can never do enough +for them. Nay, the deeper the obligation, the colder the heart. They +grow jealous, distrustful, and finally begin to hate their +benefactors. But these, we trust, are "the exceptions," not "the +rule." Many a heart has been won, many a friendship has been +secured, many a position has been acquired, through the exercise of +such little kindnesses and courtesies as are natural to the generous +in spirit and the noble of soul--to all, indeed, who delight, not +only in promoting their own prosperity, but in contributing to the +welfare of every member of the human family. Who cannot remember +some incident of his own life, in which an individual, then and +perhaps now a stranger--one who has not been seen for years, and +never may be seen again on this side the grave, manifested the true, +the genuine, the gentle spirit of a gentleman and a Christian, in +some mere trifle--some little but impulsive and spontaneous act, +which nevertheless developed the whole heart, and displayed the real +character! Distance and time may separate, and our pursuits and +vocations may be in paths distinct, dissimilar, and far apart. Yet, +there are moments--quiet, calm, and contemplative, when memory will +wander back to the incidents referred to, and we will feel a secret +bond of affinity, friendship, and brotherhood. The name will be +mentioned with respect if not affection, and a desire will be +experienced to repay, in some way or on some occasion, the generous +courtesy of the by-gone time. It is so easy to be civil and +obliging, to be kindly and humane! We not only thus assist the +comfort of others, but we promote our own mental enjoyment. Life, +moreover, is full of chance's and changes. A few years, sometimes, +produce extraordinary revolutions in the fortunes of men. The +haughty of to-day may be the humble of to-morrow; the feeble may be +the powerful; the rich may be the poor, But, if elevated by +affluence or by position, the greater the necessity, the stronger +the duty to be kindly, courteous, and conciliatory to those less +fortunate. We can afford to be so; and a proper appreciation of our +position, a due sympathy for the misfortunes of others, and a +grateful acknowledge to Divine Providence, require that we should be +so. Life is short at best. We are here a few years--we sink into the +grave--and even our memory is phantom-like and evanescent. How +plain, then, is our duty! It is to be true to our position, to our +conscience, and to the obligations imposed upon us by society, by +circumstances, and by our responsibility to the Author of all that +is beneficent and good. + + + + + + +LEAVING OFF CONTENTION BEFORE IT BE MEDDLED WITH. + + + + + +WE are advised to leave off contention before it be meddled with, by +one usually accounted a very wise man. Had he never given the world +any other evidence of superior wisdom, this admonition alone would +have been sufficient to have established his claims thereto. It +shows that he had power to penetrate to the very root of a large +share of human misery. For what is the great evil in our condition +here? Is it not misunderstanding, disagreement, alienation, +contention, and the passions and results flowing from these? Are not +contempt, and hatred, and strife, and alteration, and slander, and +evil-speaking, the things hardest to bear, and most prolific of +suffering, in the lot of human life? The worst woes of life are such +as spring from, these sources. + +Is there any cure for these maladies? Is there anything to prevent +or abate these exquisite sufferings? The wise man directs our +attention to a remedial preventive in the advice above referred to. +His counsel to those whose lot unites them in the same local +habitations and name to those who are leagued in friendship or +business, in the changes of sympathy and the chances of collision, +is, to suppress anger or dissatisfaction, to be candid and +charitable in judging, and, by all means, to leave off contention +before it be meddled with. His counsel to all is to endure injury +meekly, not to give expression to the sense of wrong, even when we +might seem justified in resistance or complaint. His counsel is to +yield something we might fairly claim, to pardon when we might +punish, to sacrifice somewhat of our rights for the sake of peace +and friendly affection. His counsel is not to fire at every +provocation, not to return evil for evil, not to cherish any fires +of revenge, burning to be even with the injurious person. His +counsel is to curb our imperiousness, to repress our impatience, to +pause in the burst of another's feeling, to pour water upon the +kindling flames, or, at the very least, to abstain from adding any +fresh fuel thereto. + +One proof of the superior wisdom of this counsel is, that few seem +to appreciate or perceive it. To many it seems no great virtue or +wisdom, no great and splendid thing, in some small issue of feeling +or opinion, in the family or among friends, to withhold a little, to +tighten the rein upon some headlong propensity, and await a calm for +fair adjustment. Such a course is not usually held to be a proof of +wisdom or virtue; and men are much more ready to praise and think +well of smartness, and spirit, and readiness for an encounter. To +leave off contention before it is meddled with does not command any +very general admiration; it is too quiet a virtue, with no striking +attitudes, and with lips which answer nothing. This is too often +mistaken for dullness, and want of proper spirit. It requires +discernment and superior wisdom to see a beauty in such repose and +self-control, beyond the explosions of anger and retaliation. With +the multitude, self-restraining meekness under provocation is a +virtue which stands quite low in the catalogue. It is very +frequently set down as pusillanimity and cravenness of spirit. But +it is not so; for there is a self-restraint under provocation which +is far from being cowardice, or want of feeling, or shrinking from +consequences; there is a victory over passionate impulses which is +more difficult and more meritorious than a victory on the bloody +battle-field. It requires more power, more self-command, often, to +leave off contention, when provocation and passion are causing the +blood to boil, than to rush into it. + +Were this virtue more duly appreciated, and the admonition of the +Wise Man more extensively heeded, what a change would be effected in +human life! How many of its keenest sufferings would be annihilated! +The spark which kindles many great fires would be withheld; and, +great as are the evils and sufferings caused by war, they are not as +great, probably, as those originating in impatience and want of +temper. The fretfulness of human life, it seems not hard to believe, +is a greater evil, and destroys more happiness, than all the bloody +scenes of the, battle-field. The evils of war have generally +something to lighten the burden of them in a sense of necessity, or +of rights or honour invaded; but there is nothing of like importance +to alleviate the sufferings caused by fretfulness, impatience, want +of temper. The excitable peevishness which kindles at trifles, that +roughens the daily experience of a million families, that scatters +its little stings at the table and by the hearth-stone, what does +this but unmixed harm? What ingredient does it furnish but of gall? +Its fine wounding may be of petty consequence in any given case, and +its tiny darts easily extracted; but, when habitually carried into +the whole texture of life, it destroys more peace than plague and +famine and the sword. It is a deeper anguish than grief; it is a +sharper pang than the afflicted moan with; it is a heavier pressure +from human hands than when affliction lays her hand upon you. All +this deduction from human comfort, all this addition to human +suffering, may be saved, by heeding the admonition of wisdom given +by one of her sons. When provoked by the follies or the passions, +the offences or neglects, the angry words or evil-speaking of +others, restrain your propensity to complain or contend; leave off +contention before you take the first step towards it. You will then +be greater than he that taketh a city. You will be a genial +companion in your family and among your neighbours. You will be +loved at home and blessed abroad. You will be a source of comfort to +others, and carry a consciousness of praiseworthiness in your own +bosom. On the contrary, an acrid disposition, a readiness to enter +into contention, is like vinegar to the teeth, like caustic to an +open sore. It eats out all the beauty, tenderness, and affection of +domestic and social life. For all this the remedy is simple. Put a +restraint upon your feelings; give up a little; take less than +belongs to you; endure more than should be put upon you; make +allowance for another's judgment or educational defects; consider +circumstances and constitution; leave off contention before it be +meddled with. If you do otherwise, quick resentment and stiff +maintenance of your position will breed endless disputes and +bitterness. But happy will be the results of the opposite course, +accomplished every day and every hour in the family, with friends, +with companions, with all with whom you have any dealings or any +commerce in life. + +Let any one set himself to the cultivation of this virtue of +meekness and self-restraint, and he will find that it cannot be +secured by one or a few efforts, however resolute; by a few +struggles, however severe. It requires industrious culture; it +requires that he improve every little occasion to quench strife and +fan concord, till a constant sweetness smooths the face of domestic +life, and kindness and tenderness become the very expression of the +countenance. This virtue of self-control must grow by degrees. It +must grow by a succession of abstinences from returning evil for +evil, by a succession of leaving off contention before the first +angry word escapes. + +It may help to cultivate this virtue, to practise some forethought. +When tempted to irritable, censorious speech, one might with +advantage call to recollection the times, perhaps frequent, when +words uttered in haste have caused sorrow or repentance. Then, +again, the fact might be called to mind, that when we lose a friend, +every harsh word we may have spoken rises to condemn us. There is a +resurrection, not for the dead only, but for the injuries we have +fixed in their hearts--in hearts, it may be, bound to our own, and +to which we owed gentleness instead of harshness. The shafts of +reproach, which come from the graves of those who have been wounded +by our fretfulness and irritability, are often hard to bear. Let +meek forbearance and self-control prevent such suffering, and guard +us against the condemnations of the tribunal within. + +There is another tribunal, also, which it were wise to think of. The +rule of that tribunal is, that if we forgive not those who trespass +against us, we ourselves shall not be forgiven. "He shall have +judgment without mercy that hath showed no mercy." Only, then, if we +do not need, and expect never to beg the mercy of the Lord to +ourselves, may we withhold our mercy from our fellow-men. + + + + + + +"ALL THE DAY IDLE." + + + + + +WHEREFORE idle?--when the harvest beckoning, + Nods its ripe tassels to the brightening sky? +Arise and labour ere the time of reckoning, + Ere the long shadows and the night draw night. + +Wherefore idle?--Swing the sickle stoutly! + Bind thy rich sheaves exultingly and fast! +Nothing dismayed, do thy great task devoutly-- + Patient and strong, and hopeful to the last! + +Wherefore idle?--Labour, not inaction, + Is the soul's birthright, and its truest rest; +Up to thy work!--It is Nature's fit exaction-- + He who toils humblest, bravest, toils the best. + +Wherefore idle?--God himself is working; + His great thought wearieth not, nor standeth still, +In every throb of his vast heart is lurking + Some mighty purpose of his mightier will. + +Wherefore idle?--Not a leaf's slight rustle + But chides thee in thy vain, inglorious rest; +Be a strong actor in the great world,--bustle,-- + Not a, weak minion or a pampered guest! + +Wherefore idle?--Oh I _my_ faint soul, wherefore? + Shake first from thine own powers dull sloth's control; +Then lift thy voice with an exulting "Therefore + Thou, too, shalt conquer, oh, thou striving soul!" + + + + + + +THE BUSHEL OF CORN. + + + + + +FARMER GRAY had a neighbour who was not the best-tempered man in the +world though mainly kind and obliging. He was shoemaker. His name +was Barton. One day, in harvest-time, when every man on the farm was +as busy as a bee, this man came over to Farmer Gray's, and said, in +rather a petulant tone of voice, + +"Mr. Gray, I wish you would send over, and drive your geese home." + +"Why so, Mr. Barton; what have my geese been doing?" said the +farmer, in a mild, quiet-tone. + +"They pick my pigs' ears when they are eating, and go into my +garden, and I will not have it!" the neighbour replied, in a still +more petulant voice. + +"I am really sorry it, Neighbour Barton, but what can I do?" + +"Why, yoke them, and thus keep them on your own premises. It's no +kind of a way to let your geese run all over every farm and garden +in the neighborhood." + +"But I cannot see to it, now. It is harvest-time, Friend Barton, and +every man, woman, and child on the farm has as much as he or she can +do. Try and bear it for a week or so, and then I will see if I can +possibly remedy the evil." + +"I can't bear it, and I won't bear it any longer!" said the +shoemaker. "So if you do not take care of them, Friend Gray, I shall +have to take care of them for you." + +"Well, Neighbour Barton, you can do as you please," Farmer Gray +replied, in his usual quiet tone. "I am sorry that they trouble you, +but I cannot attend to them now." + +"I'll attend to them for you, see if I don't," said the shoemaker, +still more angrily than when he first called upon Farmer Gray; and +then turned upon his heel, and strode off hastily towards his own +house, which was quite near to the old farmer's. + +"What upon earth can be the matter with them geese?" said Mrs. Gray, +about fifteen minutes afterwards. + +"I really cannot tell, unless Neighbour Barton is taking care of +them. He threatened to do so, if I didn't yoke them right off." + +"Taking care of them! How taking care of them?" + +"As to that, I am quite in the dark. Killing them, perhaps. He said +they picked at his pigs' ears, and drove them away when they were +eating, and that he wouldn't have it. He wanted me to yoke them +right off, but that I could not do, now, as all the hands are busy. +So, I suppose, he is engaged in the neighbourly business of taking +care of our geese." + +"John! William! run over and see what Mr. Barton is doing with my +geese," said Mrs. Gray, in a quick and anxious tone, to two little +boys who were playing near. + +The urchins scampered off, well pleased to perform any errand. + +"Oh, if he has dared to do anything to my geese, I will never +forgive him!" the good wife said, angrily. + +"H-u-s-h, Sally! make no rash speeches. It is more than probable +that he has killed some two or three of them. But never mind, if he +has. He will get over this pet, and be sorry for it." + +"Yes; but what good will his being sorry do me? Will it bring my +geese to life?" + +"Ah, well, Sally, never mind. Let us wait until we learn what all +this disturbance is about." + +In about ten minutes the children came home, bearing the bodies of +three geese, each without a head. + +"Oh, is not that too much for human endurance?" cried Mrs. Gray. +"Where did you find them?" + +"We found them lying out in the road," said the oldest of the two +children, "and when we picked them up, Mr. Barton said, 'Tell your +father that I have yoked his geese for him, to save him the trouble, +as his hands are all too busy to do it.'" + +"I'd sue him for it!" said Mrs. Gray, in an indignant tone. + +"And what good would that do, Sally?" + +"Why, it would do a great deal of good. It would teach him better +manners. It would punish him; and he deserves punishment." + +"And punish us into the bargain. We have lost three geese, now, but +we still have their good fat bodies to eat. A lawsuit would cost us +many geese, and not leave us even so much as the feathers, besides +giving us a world of trouble and vexation. No, no, Sally; just let +it rest, and he will be sorry for it, I know." + +"Sorry for it, indeed! And what good will his being sorry for it do +us, I should like to know? Next he will kill a cow, and then we must +be satisfied with his being sorry for it! Now, I can tell you, that +I don't believe in that doctrine. Nor do I believe anything about +his being sorry--the crabbed, ill-natured wretch!" + +"Don't call hard names, Sally," said Farmer Gray, in a mild, +soothing tone. "Neighbour Barton was not himself when he killed the +geese. Like every other angry person, he was a little insane, and +did what he would not have done had he been perfectly in his right +mind. When you are a little excited, you know, Sally, that even you +do and say unreasonable things." + +"Me do and say unreasonable things!" exclaimed Mrs. Gray, with a +look and tone of indignant astonishment; "me do and say unreasonable +things, when I am angry! I don't understand you, Mr. Gray." + +"May-be I can help you a little. Don't you remember how angry you +were when Mr. Mellon's old brindle got into our garden, and trampled +over your lettuce-bed, and how you struck her with the oven-pole, +and knocked off one of her horns?" + +"But I didn't mean to do that, though." + +"No; but then you were angry, and struck old Brindle with a right +good will. And if Mr. Mellon had felt disposed, he might have +prosecuted for damages." + +"But she had no business there." + +"Of course not. Neither had our geese any business in Neighbour +Barton's yard. But, perhaps, I can help you to another instance, +that will be more conclusive, in regard to your doing and saying +unreasonable things, when you are angry. You remember the patent +churn?" + +"Yes; but never mind about that." + +"So you have not forgotten how unreasonable you was about the churn. +It wasn't good for anything--you knew it wasn't; and you'd never put +a jar of cream into it as long as you lived--that you wouldn't. And +yet, on trial, you found that churn the best you had ever used, and +you wouldn't part with it on any consideration. So you see, Sally, +thai even you can say and do unreasonable things, when you are +angry, just as well as Mr. Barton can. Let us then consider him a +little, and give him time to get over his angry fit. It will be much +better to do so." + +Mrs. Gray saw that her husband was right, but still she felt +indignant at the outrage committed on her geese. She did not, +however, say anything about suing the shoemaker--for old Brindle's +head, from which the horn had been knocked off, was not yet entirely +well, and one prosecution very naturally suggested the idea of +another. So she took her three fat geese, and after stripping off +their feathers, had them prepared for the table. + +On the next morning, as Farmer Gray was going along the road, he met +the shoemaker, and as they had to pass very near to each other, the +farmer smiled, and bowed, and spoke kindly. Mr. Barton looked and +felt very uneasy, but Farmer Gray did not seem to remember the +unpleasant incident of the day before. + +It was about eleven o'clock of the same day that one of Farmer +Gray's little boys came running to him, and crying, + +"Oh, father! father! Mr. Barton's hogs are in our cornfield." + +"Then I must go and drive them out," said Mr. Gray, in a quiet tone. + +"Drive them out!" ejaculated Mrs. Gray; "drive 'em out, indeed! I'd +shoot them, that's what I'd do! I'd serve them as he served my geese +yesterday." + +"But that wouldn't bring the geese to life again, Sally." + +"I don't care if it wouldn't. It would be paying him in his own +coin, and that's all he deserves." + +"You know what the Bible says, Sally, about grievous words, and they +apply with stronger force to grievous actions. No, no, I will return +Neighbour Barton good for evil. That is the best way. He has done +wrong, and I am sure is sorry for it. And as I wish him still to +remain sorry for so unkind and unneighbourly an action, I intend +making use of the best means for keeping him sorry." + +"Then you will be revenged on him, anyhow." + +"No, Sally--not revenged. I hope I have no such feeling. For I am +not angry with Neighbour Barton, who has done himself a much greater +wrong than he has done me. But I wish him to see clearly how wrong +he acted, that he may do so no more. And then we shall not have any +cause to complain of him, nor he any to be grieved, as I am sure he +is, at his own hasty conduct. But while I am talking here, his hogs +are destroying my corn." + +And so saying, Farmer Gray hurried off, towards his cornfield. When +he arrived there, he found four large hogs tearing down the stalks, +and pulling off and eating the ripe ears of corn. They had already +destroyed a good deal. But he drove them out very calmly, and put up +the bars through which they had entered, and then commenced +gathering up the half-eaten ears of corn, and throwing them out into +the lane for the hogs, that had been so suddenly disturbed in the +process of obtaining a liberal meal. As he was thus engaged, Mr. +Barton, who had from his own house seen the farmer turn the hogs out +of his cornfield, came hurriedly up, and said, + +"I am very sorry, Mr. Gray, indeed I am, that my hogs have done +this! I will most cheerfully pay you for what they have destroyed." + +"Oh, never mind, Friend Barton--never mind. Such things will happen, +occasionally. My geese, you know, annoy you very much, sometimes." + +"Don't speak of it, Mr. Gray. They didn't annoy me half as much as I +imagined they did. But how much corn do you think my hogs have +destroyed? One bushel, or two bushels? or how much? Let it be +estimated, and I will pay for it most cheerfully." + +"Oh, no. Not for the world, Friend Barton. Such things will happen +sometimes. And, besides, some of my men must have left the bars +down, or your hogs could never have got in. So don't think any more +about it. It would be dreadful if one neighbour could not bear a +little with another." + +All this cut poor Mr. Barton to the heart. His own ill-natured +language and conduct, at a much smaller trespass on his rights, +presented itself to his mind, and deeply mortified him. After a few +moments' silence, he said, + +"The fact is, Mr. Gray, I shall feel better if you will let me pay +for this corn. My hogs should not be fattened at your expense, and I +will not consent to its being done. So I shall insist on paying you +for at least one bushel of corn, for I am sure they have destroyed +that much, if not more." + +But Mr. Gray shook his head and smiled pleasantly, as he replied, + +"Don't think anything more about it, Neighbour Barton. It is a +matter deserving no consideration. No doubt my cattle have often +trespassed on you and will trespass on you again. Let us then bear +and forbear." + +All this cut the shoemaker still deeper, and he felt still less at +ease in mind after he parted from the farmer than he did before. But +on one thing he resolved, and that was, to pay Mr. Gray for the corn +which his hogs had eaten. + +"You told him your mind pretty plainly, I hope," said Mrs. Gray, as +her husband came in. + +"I certainly did," was the quiet reply. + +"And I am glad you had spirit enough to do it! I reckon he will +think twice before he kills any more of my geese!" + +"I expect you are right, Sally. I don't think we shall be troubled +again." + +"And what did you say to him? And what did he say for himself?" + +"Why he wanted very much to pay me for the corn his pigs had eaten, +but I wouldn't hear to it. I told him that it made no difference in +the world; that such accidents would happen sometimes." + +"You did?" + +"Certainly, I did." + +"And that's the way you spoke your mind to him?" + +"Precisely. And it had the desired effect. It made him feel ten +times worse than if I had spoken angrily to him. He is exceedingly +pained at what he has done, and says he will never rest until he has +paid for that corn. But I am resolved never to take a cent for it. +It will be the best possible guarantee I can have for his kind and +neighbourly conduct hereafter." + +"Well, perhaps you are right," said Mrs. Gray, after a few moments +of thoughtful silence. "I like Mrs. Barton very much--and now I come +to think of it, I should not wish to have any difference between our +families." + +"And so do I like Mr. Barton. He has read a good deal, and I find it +very pleasant to sit with him, occasionally, during the long winter +evenings. His only fault is his quick temper--but I am sure it is +much better for us to bear with and soothe that, than to oppose rand +excite it and thus keep both his family and our own in hot water." + +"You are certainly right," replied Mrs. Gray; "and I only wish that +I could always think and feel as you do. But I am little quick, as +they say." + +"And so is Mr. Barton. Now just the same consideration that you +would desire others to have for you, should you exercise towards Mr. +Barton, or any one else whose hasty temper leads him into words or +actions that, in calmer and more thoughtful moments, are subjects of +regret." + +On the next day, while Mr. Gray stood in his own door, from which he +could see over the two or three acres of ground that the shoemaker +cultivated, he observed two of his cows in his neighbour's +cornfield, browsing away in quite a contented manner. As he was +going to call one of the farm hands to go over and drive them out, +he perceived that Mr. Barton had become aware of the mischief that +was going on, and had already started for the field of corn. + +"Now we will see the effect of yesterday's lesson," said the farmer +to himself; and then paused to observe the manner of the shoemaker +towards his cattle in driving them out of the field. In a few +minutes Mr. Barton came up to the cows, but, instead of throwing +stones at them, or striking them with a stick, he merely drove them +out in a quiet way, and put up the bars through which they had +entered. + +"Admirable!" ejaculated Farmer Gray. + +"What is admirable?" asked his wife, who came within hearing +distance at the moment. + +"Why the lesson I gave our friend Barton yesterday. It works +admirably." + +"How so?" + +"Two of our cows were in his cornfield a few minutes ago, destroying +the corn at a rapid rate." + +"Well! what did he do to them?" in a quick, anxious tone. + +"He drove them out." + +"Did he stone them, or beat them?" + +"Oh no. He was gentle as a child towards them." + +"You are certainly jesting." + +"Not I. Friend Barton has not forgotten that his pigs were in my +cornfield yesterday, and that I turned them out without hurting a +hair of one of them. Now, suppose I had got angry and beaten his +pigs, what do you think the result would have been? Why, it is much +more than probable that one or both of our fine cows would have been +at this moment in the condition of Mr. Mellon's old Brindle." + +"I wish you wouldn't say anything more about old Brindle," said Mrs. +Gray, trying to laugh, while her face grew red in spite of her +efforts to keep down her feelings. + +"Well, I won't, Sally, if it worries you. But it is such a good +illustration that I can't help using it sometimes." + +"I am glad he didn't hurt the cows," said Mrs. Gray, after a pause. + +"And so am I, Sally. Glad on more than one account. It shows that he +has made an effort to keep down his hasty, irritable temper--and if +he can do that, it will be a favour conferred on the whole +neighbourhood, for almost every one complains, at times, of this +fault in his character." + +"It is certainly the best policy, to keep fair weather with him," +Mrs. Gray remarked, "for a man of his temper could annoy us a good +deal." + +"That word policy, Sally, is not a good word," replied her husband. +"It conveys a thoroughly selfish idea. Now, we ought to look for +some higher motives of action than mere policy--motives grounded in +correct and unselfish principles." + +"But what other motive but policy could we possibly have for putting +up with Mr. Barton's outrageous conduct?" + +"Other, and far higher motives, it seems to me. We should reflect +that Mr. Barton has naturally a hasty temper, and that when excited +he does things for which he is sorry afterwards--and that, in nine +cases out of ten, he is a greater sufferer from those outbreaks than +any one else. In our actions towards him, then, it is a much higher +and better motive for us to be governed by a desire to aid him in +the correction of this evil, than to look merely to the protection +of ourselves from its effects. Do you not think so?" + +"Yes. It does seem so." + +"When thus moved to action, we are, in a degree, regarding the whole +neighbourhood, for the evil of which we speak affects all. And in +thus suffering ourselves to be governed by such elevated and +unselfish motives, we gain all that we possibly could have gained +under the mere instigation of policy--and a great deal more. But to +bring the matter into a still narrower compass. In all our actions +towards him and every one else, we should be governed by the simple +consideration--is it right? If a spirit of retaliation be not right, +then it cannot be indulged without a mutual injury. Of course, then, +it should never prompt us to action. If cows or hogs get into my +field or garden, and destroy my property, who is to blame most? Of +course, myself. I should have kept my fences in better repair, or my +gate closed. The animals, certainly, are not to blame, for they +follow only the promptings of nature; and their owners should not be +censured, for they know nothing about it. It would then be very +wrong for me to injure both the animals and their owners for my own +neglect, would it not?" + +"Yes,--I suppose it would." + +"So, at least, it seems to me. Then, of course, I ought not to +injure Neighbour Barton's cows or hogs, even if they do break into +my cornfield or garden, simply because it would be wrong to do so. +This is the principle upon which we should act, and not from any +selfish policy." + +After this there was no trouble about Farmer Gray's geese or cattle. +Sometimes the geese would get among Mr. Barton's hogs, and annoy +them while eating, but it did not worry him as it did formerly. If +they became too troublesome he would drive them away, but not by +throwing sticks and stones at them as he once did. + +Late in the fall the shoemaker brought in his bill for work. It was +a pretty large bill, with sundry credits. + +"Pay-day has come at last," said Farmer Gray, good-humouredly, as +the shoemaker presented his account. + +"Well, let us see!" and he took the bill to examine it item after +item. + +"What is this?" he asked, reading aloud. + +"'Cr. By one bushel of corn, fifty cents.'" + +"It's some corn I had from you." + +"I reckon you must be mistaken. You never got any corn from me." + +"Oh, yes I did. I remember it perfectly. It is all right." + +"But when did you get it, Friend Barton? I am sure that I haven't +the most distant recollection of it." + +"My hogs got it," the shoemaker said, in rather a low and hesitating +tone. + +"Your hogs!" + +"Yes. Don't you remember when my hogs broke into your field, and +destroyed your corn?" + +"Oh, dear! is that it? Oh, no, no, Friend Barton! Ii cannot allow +that item in the bill." + +"Yes, but you must. It is perfectly just, and I shall never rest +until it is paid." + +"I can't, indeed. You couldn't help the hogs getting into my field; +and then you know, Friend Barton (lowering his tone), my geese were +very troublesome!" + +The shoemaker blushed and looked confused; but Farmer Gray slapped +him familiarly on the shoulder, and said, in a lively, cheerful way, + +"Don't think any more about it, Friend Barton! And hereafter let us +endeavour to 'do as we would be done by,' and then everything will +go on as smooth as clock-work." + +"But you will allow that item in the bill?" the shoemaker urged +perseveringly. + +"Oh, no, I couldn't do that. I should think it wrong to make you pay +for my own or some of my men's negligence in leaving the bars down." + +"But then (hesitatingly), those geese--I killed three. Let it go for +them." + +"If you did kill them, we ate them. So that is even. No, no, let the +past be forgotten, and if it makes better neighbours and friends of +us, we never need regret what has happened." + +Farmer Gray remained firm, and the bill was settled, omitting the +item of "corn." From that time forth he never had a better neighbour +than the shoemaker. The cows, hogs, and geese of both would +occasionally trespass, but the trespassers were always kindly +removed. The lesson was not lost on either of them--for even Farmer +Gray used to feel, sometimes, a little annoyed when his neighbour's +cattle broke into his field. But in teaching the shoemaker a lesson, +he had taken a little of it himself. + + + + + + +THE ACCOUNT. + + + + + +THE clock from the city hall struck one; +The merchant's task was not yet done; +He knew the old year was passing away, +And his accounts must all be settled that day; +He must know for a truth how much he should win, +So fast the money was rolling in. + +He took the last cash-book, from the pile, +And he summed it up with a happy smile; +For a just and upright man was he, +Dealing with all most righteously, +And now he was sure how much he should win, +How fast the money was rolling in. + +He heard not the soft touch on the door-- +He heard not the tread on the carpeted floor-- +So still was her coming, he thought him alone, +Till she spake in a sweet and silvery tone: +"Thou knowest not yet how much thou shalt win-- +How fast the money is rolling in." + +Then from 'neath her white, fair arm, she took +A golden-clasped, and, beautiful book-- +"'Tis my account thou hast to pay, +In the coming of the New Year's day-- +Read--ere thou knowest how much thou shalt win, +How fast the money is rolling in." + +He open'd the clasps with a trembling hand-- +Therein was Charity's firm demand: +"To the widow, the orphan, the needy, the poor, +Much owest thou of thy yearly store; +Give, ere thou knowest how much thou shalt win-- +While fast the money is rolling in." + +The merchant took from his box of gold +A goodly sum for the lady bold; +His heart was richer than e'er before, +As she bore the prize from the chamber door. +Ye who would know how much ye can win, +Give, when the money is rolling in. + + + + + + +CONTENTMENT BETTER THAN WEALTH. + + + + + +"IT is vain, to urge, Brother Robert. Out into the world I must go. +The impulse is on me. I should die of inaction here." + +"You need not be inactive. There is work to do. I shall never be +idle." + +"And such work! Delving in, and grovelling close to the ground. And +for what? Oh no Robert. My ambition soars beyond your 'quiet cottage +in a sheltered vale.' My appetite craves something more than simple +herbs, and water from the brook. I have set my heart on attaining +wealth; and where there is a will there is always a way." + +"Contentment is better than wealth." + +"A proverb for drones." + +"No, William, it is a proverb for the wise." + +"Be it for the wise or simple, as commonly, understood, it is no +proverb for me. As poor plodder along the way of life, it were +impossible for me to know content. So urge no farther, Robert. I am +going out into the world a wealth-seeker, and not until wealth is +gained do I purpose to return." + +"What of Ellen, Robert?" + +The young man turned quickly towards his brother, visibly disturbed, +and fixed his eyes upon him with an earnest expression. + +"I love her as my life," he said, with a strong emphasis on his +words. + +"Do you love wealth more than life, William?" + +"Robert!" + +"If you love Ellen as your life, and leave her for the sake of +getting riches, then you must love money more than life." + +"Don't talk to me after this fashion. I love her tenderly and truly. +I am going forth as well for her sake as my own. In all the good +fortune that comes as a meed of effort, she will be the sharer." + +"You will see her before you leave us?" + +"No; I will neither pain her nor myself by a parting interview. Send +her this letter and this ring." + +A few hours later, and there brothers stood with tightly-grasped +hands, gazing into each other's faces. + +"Farewell, Robert." + +"Farewell, William. Think of the old homestead as still your home. +Though it is mine, in the division of our patrimony, let your heart +come back to it as yours. Think of it as home; and, should Fortune +cheat you with the apples of Sodom, return to it again. Its doors +will ever be open, and its hearth-fire bright for you as of old. +Farewell!" + +And they turned from each other, one going out into the restless +world, an eager seeker for its wealth and honours; the other to +linger among the pleasant places dear to him by every association of +childhood, there to fill up the measure of his days--not idly, for +he was no drone in the social hive. + +On the evening of that day two maidens sat alone, each in the +sanctuary of her own chamber. There was a warm glow on the cheeks of +one, and a glad light in her eyes. Pale was the other's face, and +wet her drooping lashes. And she that sorrowed held an open letter +in her hand. It was full of tender words; but the writer loved +wealth more than the maiden, and had gone forth to seek the mistress +of his soul. He would "come back," but when? Ah, what a veil of +uncertainty was upon the future! Poor, stricken heart! The other +maiden--she of the glowing cheeks and dancing eyes--held also a +letter in her hand. It was from the brother of the wealth-seeker; +and it was also full of loving words; and it said that, on the +morrow, he would come to bear her as his bride to his pleasant home. +Happy maiden! + +Ten years have passed. And what of the wealth-seeker? Has he won the +glittering prize? What of the pale-faced maiden he left in tears? +Has he returned to her? Does she share now his wealth and honour? +Not since the day he went forth from the home of his childhood has a +word of intelligence from the wanderer been received; and to those +he left behind him he is as one who has passed the final bourne. Yet +he still dwells among the living. + +In a far-away, sunny clime stands a stately mansion. We will not +linger to describe the elegant interior, to hold up before the +reader's imagination a picture of rural beauty, exquisitely +heightened by art, but enter its spacious hall, and pass up to one +of its most luxurious chambers. How hushed and solemn the pervading +atmosphere! The inmates, few in number, are grouped around one on +whose white forehead Time's trembling finger has written the word +"Death!" Over her bends a manly form. There--his face is towards +you. Ah! you recognise the wanderer--the wealth-seeker. What does he +here? What to him is the dying one? His wife! And has he, then, +forgotten the maiden whose dark lashes lay wet on her pale cheeks +for many hours after she read his parting words? He has not +forgotten, but been false to her. Eagerly sought he the prize, to +contend for which he went forth. Years came and departed; yet still +hope mocked him with ever-attractive and ever-fading illusions. +To-day he stood with his hand just ready to seize the object of his +wishes, to-morrow a shadow mocked him. At last, in an evil hour, he +bowed down his manhood prostrate even to the dust in woman worship, +and took to himself a bride, rich in golden, attractions, but poorer +as a woman than ever the beggar at her father's gate. What a thorn +in his side she proved! A thorn ever sharp and ever piercing. The +closer he attempted to draw her to his bosom, the deeper went the +points into his own, until, in the anguish of his soul, again and +again he flung her passionately from him. + +Five years of such a life! Oh, what is there of earthly good to +compensate therefor? But in this last desperate throw did the +worldling gain the wealth, station, and honour he coveted? He had +wedded the only child of a man whose treasure might be counted by +hundreds of thousands; but, in doing so, he had failed to secure the +father's approval or confidence. The stern old man regarded him as a +mercenary interloper, and ever treated him as such. For five years, +therefore, he fretted and chafed in the narrow prison whose gilded +bars his own hands had forged. How often, during that time, had his +heart wandered back to the dear old home, and the beloved ones with +whom he had passed his early years! And, ah! how many, many times +came between him and the almost hated countenance of his wife the +gentle, the loving face of that one to whom he had been false! How +often her soft blue eyes rested on his own How often he started and +looked up suddenly, as if her sweet voice came floating on the air! + +And so the years moved on, the chain galling more deeply, and a +bitter sense of humiliation as well as bondage robbing him of all +pleasure in his life. + +Thus it is with him when, after ten years, we find him waiting, in +the chamber of death, for the stroke that is to break the fetters +that so long have bound him. It has fallen. He is free again. In +dying, the sufferer made no sign. Suddenly she plunged into the dark +profound, so impenetrable to mortal eyes, and as the turbid waves +closed, sighing over her, he who had called her wife turned from the +couch on which her frail body remained, with an inward "Thank God! I +am a man again!" + +One more bitter dreg yet remained for his cup. Not a week had gone +by ere the father of his dead wife spoke to him these cutting +words:-- + +"You were nothing to me while my daughter lived--you are less than +nothing to me now. It was my wealth, not my child you loved. She has +passed away. What affection would have given to her, dislike will +never bestow on you. Henceforth we are strangers." + +When the next sun went down on that stately mansion, which the +wealth-seeker had coveted, he was a wanderer again--poor, +humiliated, broken in spirit. + +How bitter had been the mockery of all his early hopes! How terrible +the punishment he had suffered! + +One more eager, almost fierce struggle with alluring fortune, with +which the worldling came near steeping his soul in crime, and then +fruitless ambition died in his bosom. + +"My brother said well," he murmured, as a ray of light fell suddenly +on the darkness of his spirit; "'contentment is better than wealth.' +Dear brother! Dear old home! Sweet Ellen! Ah, why did I leave you? +Too late! too late! A cup, full of the wine of life, was at my lips; +but, I turned my head away, asking for a more fiery and exciting +draught. How vividly comes before me now that parting scene! I am +looking into my brother's face. I feel the tight grasp of his hand. +His voice is in my ears. Dear brother! And his parting words, I hear +them now, even more earnestly than when they were first spoken. +'Should fortune cheat you with the apples of Sodom, return to your +home again. Its doors will ever be open, and its hearth-fires bright +for you as of old.' Ah, do the fires still burn? How many years have +passed since I went forth! And Ellen? Even if she be living and +unchanged in her affections, I can never lay this false heart at her +feet. Her look of love would smite me as with a whip of scorpions." + +The step of time has fallen so lightly on the flowery path of those +to whom contentment was a higher boon than wealth, but few footmarks +were visible. Yet there had been changes in the old homestead. As +the smiling years went by, each, as it looked in at the cottage +window, saw the home circle widening, or new beauty crowning the +angel brows of happy children. No thorn to his side had Robert's +gentle wife proved. As time passed on, closer and closer was she +drawn to his bosom; yet never a point had pierced him. Their home +was a type of Paradise. + +It is near the close of a summer day. The evening meal is spread, +and they are about gathering round the table, when a stranger +enters. His words are vague and brief, his manner singular, his air +slightly mysterious. Furtive, yet eager glances go from face to +face. + +"Are these all your children?" he asks, surprise and admiration +mingling in his tones. + +"All ours, and, thank God, the little flock is yet unbroken." + +The stranger averts his face. He is disturbed by emotions that it is +impossible to conceal. + +"Contentment is better than wealth," he murmurs. "Oh that I had +comprehended the truth." + +The words were not meant for others; but the utterance had been too +distinct. They have reached the ears of Robert, who instantly +recognises in the stranger his long-wandering, long-mourned brother. + +"William!" + +The stranger is on his feet. A moment or two the brothers stand +gazing at each other, then tenderly embrace. + +"William!" + +How the stranger starts and trembles! He had not seen, in the quiet +maiden, moving among and ministering to the children so +unobtrusively, the one he had parted from years before--the one to +whom he had been so false. But her voice has startled his ears with +the familiar tones of yesterday. + +"Ellen!" Here is an instant oblivion of all the intervening years. +He has leaped back over the gulf, and stands now as he stood ere +ambition and lust for gold lured him away from the side of his first +and only love. It is well both for him and the faithful maiden that +he cannot so forget the past as to take her in his arms and clasp +her almost wildly to his heart. But for this, conscious shame would +have betrayed his deeply-repented perfidy. + +And here we leave them, reader. "Contentment is better than wealth." +So the worldling proved, after a bitter experience, which may you be +spared! It is far better to realize a truth perceptibly, and thence +make it a rule of action, than to prove its verity in a life of +sharp agony. But how few are able to rise into such a realization! + + + + + + +RAINBOWS EVERYWHERE. + + + + + +BENDING over a steamer's side, a face looked down into the clear, +green depths of Lake Erie, where the early moonbeams were showering +rainbows through the dancing spray, and chasing the white-crusted +waves with serpents of gold. The face was clouded with thought, a +shade too sombre, yet there glowed over it something like a +reflection from the iris-hues beneath. A voice of using was borne +away into the purple and vermilion haze that twilight began to fold +over the bosom of the lake. + +"Rainbows! Ye follow me everywhere! Gloriously your arches arose +from the horizon of the prairies, when the storm-king and the god of +day met within them to proclaim a treaty and an alliance. You +spanned the Father of Waters with a bridge that put to the laugh +man's clumsy structures of chain, and timber, and wire. You floated +in a softening veil before the awful grandeur of Niagara; and here +you gleam out from the light foam in the steamboat's wake. + +"Grateful am I for you, oh rainbows! for the clouds, the drops, and +the sunshine of which you are wrought, and for the gift of vision +through which my spirit quaffs the wine of your beauty. + +"Grateful also for faith, which hangs an ethereal halo over the +fountains of earthly joy, and wraps grief in robes so resplendent +that, like Iris of the olden time, she is at once recognised as a +messenger from Heaven. + +"Blessings on sorrow, whether past or to come! for in the clear +shining of heavenly love, every tear-drop becomes a pearl. The storm +of affliction crushes weak human nature to the dust; the glory of +the eternal light overpowers it; but, in the softened union of both, +the stricken spirit beholds the bow of promise, and knows that it +shall not utterly be destroyed. When we say that for us there is +nothing but darkness and tears, it is because we are weakly brooding +over the shadows within us. If we dared look up, and face our +sorrow, we should see upon it the seal of God's love, and be calm. + +"Grant me, Father of Light, whenever my eyes droop heavily with the +rain of grief, at least to see the reflection of thy signet-bow upon +the waves over which I am sailing unto thee. And through the steady +toiling of the voyage, through the smiles and tears of every day's +progress, let the iris-flash appear, even as now it brightens the +spray that rebounds from the labouring wheels." + +The voice died away into darkness which returned no answer to its +murmurings. The face vanished from the boat's side, but a flood of +light was pouring into the serene depths of a trusting soul. + +THE END. +The Project Gutenberg Etext of Friends and Neighbors, or Two Ways of Living in the World +by T. S. 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