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-Title: The Happy Average
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-Author: Brand Whitlock
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- The Happy Average
-
- By BRAND WHITLOCK
-
- AUTHOR OF
- "Her Infinite Variety," "The 13th
- District, etc."
-
- ILLUSTRATED BY
- HOWARD CHANDLER CHRISTY
-
- A. L. BURT COMPANY
- Publishers New York
-
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-
- COPYRIGHT, 1904
- THE BOBBS-MERRILL COMPANY
-
- OCTOBER
-
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-
- The Happy Average
-
- CHAPTER I
-
- A YOUNG MAN'S FANCY
-
-"Come on, old man."
-
-Lawrence led the way with a jaunty step that was intended to show his
-easy footing with the Carters. But Marley lagged behind. Even if calling
-on girls had not been such a serious business with him, he could not
-forget that he was just graduated from college and that a certain
-dignity befitted him. He wished Lawrence would not speak so loud; the
-girls might hear, and think he was afraid; he wished to keep the truth
-from them as long as possible. He had already caught a glimpse of the
-girls, or thought he had, but before he could make sure, the vague white
-figures on the veranda stirred; he heard a scurrying, and the loose bang
-of a screen door. Then it was still. Lawrence laughed--somehow, as
-Marley felt, derisively.
-
-The way from the sidewalk up to the Carters' veranda was not long, of
-course, though it seemed long to Marley, and Marley's deliberation made
-it seem long to Lawrence. They paused at the steps of the veranda, and
-Lawrence made a low bow.
-
-"Good evening, Mrs. Carter," he said. "Ah, Captain, you here too?"
-
-Marley had not noticed the captain, or Mrs. Carter; they sat there so
-quietly, enjoying the cool of the evening, or such cool as a July
-evening can find in central Ohio.
-
-"My friend, Mr. Marley, Mrs. Carter--Glenn Marley--you've heard of him,
-Captain."
-
-Marley bowed and said something. The presentation there in the darkness
-made it rather difficult for him, and neither the captain nor his wife
-moved. Lawrence sat down on the steps and fanned himself with his hat.
-
-"Been a hot day, Captain," he said. "Think there's any sign of rain?" He
-sniffed the air. The captain did not need to sniff the air to be able to
-reply, in a voice that rumbled up from his bending figure, that he had
-no hope of any.
-
-"Mayme's home, ain't she?" asked Lawrence, turning to Mrs. Carter.
-
-"I'll go see," said Mrs. Carter, and she rose quickly, as if glad to get
-away, and the screen door slammed again.
-
-"Billy was in the bank to-day," Lawrence went on, speaking to Captain
-Carter. "He said your wheat was ready to cut. Did you get Foose all
-right?"
-
-"Yes," said the captain, "he'll give me next week."
-
-"Do you have to board the threshers?"
-
-"No, not this year; they bring along their own cook, and a tent and
-everything."
-
-"Je-rusalem!" exclaimed Lawrence. "Things _are_ changing in these days,
-ain't they? Harvesting ain't as hard on the women-folks as it used to
-be."
-
-"No," said the captain, "but I pay for it, so much extra a bushel."
-
-His head shook regretfully, but he would have lost his regrets in
-telling of the time when he had swung a cradle all day in the harvest
-field, had not Mrs. Carter's voice just then been heard calling up the
-stairs:
-
-"Mayme!"
-
-"Whoo!" answered a high, feminine voice.
-
-"Come down. There's some one here to see you."
-
-Mrs. Carter turned into the parlor, and the tall windows that opened to
-the floor of the veranda burst into light.
-
-"She'll be right down, John," said Mrs. Carter, appearing in the door.
-"You give me your hats and go right in."
-
-"All right," said Lawrence, and he got to his feet. "Come on, Glenn."
-
-Mrs. Carter took the hats of the young men and hung them on the rack,
-where they might easily have hung them themselves. Then she went back to
-the veranda, letting the screen door bang behind her, and Lawrence and
-Marley entered the parlor. Marley took his seat on one of the haircloth
-chairs that seemed to have ranged themselves permanently along the
-walls, and Lawrence went to the square piano that stood across one
-corner of the room, and sat down tentatively on the stool, swinging from
-side to side.
-
-Marley glanced at the pictures on the walls. One of them was a steel
-engraving of Lincoln and his cabinet; another, in a black oval frame,
-portrayed Captain Carter in uniform, his hair dusting the strapped
-shoulders of a coat made after the pattern that seems to have been worn
-so uncomfortably by the heroes of the Civil War. There was, however, a
-later picture of the captain, a crayon enlargement of a photograph, that
-had taken him in civilian garb. This picture, in its huge gilt frame,
-was the most aggressive thing in the room, except, possibly, the walnut
-what-not. Marley had a great fear of the what-not; it seemed to him that
-if he stirred he must topple it over, and dash its load of trinkets to
-the floor. Presently he heard the swish of skirts. Then a tall girl came
-in, and Lawrence sprang to his feet.
-
-"Hello, Mayme. What'd you run for?" he said.
-
-He had crossed the room and seized the girl's hand. She flashed a rebuke
-at him, though it was evident that the rebuke was more out of deference
-to the strange presence of Marley than for any real resentment she felt.
-
-"This is my friend, Mr. Marley, Miss Carter," Lawrence said. "You've
-heard me speak of him."
-
-Marley edged away from the what-not, rose and took the hand the girl
-gave him. Then Miss Carter crossed to the black haircloth sofa and
-seated herself, smoothing out her skirts.
-
-"Didn't know what to do, so we thought we'd come out and see you," said
-Lawrence.
-
-"Oh, indeed!" said Miss Carter. "Well, it's too bad about you. We'll do
-when you can't find anybody else to put up with you, eh?"
-
-"Oh, yes, you'll do in a pinch," chaffed Lawrence.
-
-"Well, can't you find a comfortable seat?" the girl asked, still
-addressing Lawrence, who had gone back to the piano stool.
-
-"I'm going to play in a minute," said Lawrence, "and sing."
-
-"Well, excuse _me_!" implored Miss Carter. "Do let me get you a seat."
-
-Lawrence promptly went over to the sofa and leaned back in one corner of
-it, affecting a discomfort.
-
-"Can't I get you a pillow, Mr. Lawrence?" Miss Carter asked presently.
-"Or perhaps a cot; I believe there's one somewhere in the attic."
-
-"Oh, I reckon I can stand it," said Lawrence.
-
-Marley had regained his seat on the edge of the slippery chair.
-
-"Where's Vinie?" asked Lawrence.
-
-"She's coming," answered Miss Carter.
-
-"Taking out her curl papers, eh?" said Lawrence. "She needn't mind us."
-
-Miss Carter pretended a disgust, but as she was framing a retort,
-somehow, the eyes of all of them turned toward the hall door. A girl in
-a gown of white stood there clasping and unclasping her hands curiously,
-and looking from one to another of those in the room.
-
-"Come in, Lavinia," said Miss Carter. Something had softened her voice.
-The girl stepped into the room almost timidly.
-
-"Miss Blair," said Miss Carter, "let me introduce Mr. Marley."
-
-The sudden consciousness that he had been sitting--and staring--smote
-Marley, and he sprang to his feet. Embarrassment overpowered him and he
-bowed awkwardly. Lawrence had been silent, and his silence had been a
-long one for him. Seeming to recognize this he hastened to say:
-
-"Well, how's the world using you, Vinie?"
-
-The girl smiled and answered:
-
-"Oh, pretty well, thank you, Jack."
-
-It grated on Marley to hear her called Vinie. Lavinia Blair! Lavinia
-Blair! That was her name. He had heard it before, of course, yet it had
-never sounded as it did now when he repeated it to himself. The girl had
-seated herself in a rocking-chair across the room, almost out of range,
-as it were. He was rather glad of this, if anything. It seemed to
-relieve him of the duty of talking to her. He supposed, of course, they
-would pair off somehow. The young people always did in Macochee. He
-supposed he had been brought there to pair off with Lavinia Blair. He
-liked the thought, yet the position had its responsibilities. Somehow he
-never could forget that he could not dance. He hoped they would not
-propose dancing. He always had a fear of that in making calls, and all
-the calls he made seemed to come to it soon or late; some one always
-proposed it.
-
-Marley was aware that Lawrence and Mayme Carter had resumed the exchange
-of their rude repartee, though he did not know what they had said. They
-kept laughing, too. Lavinia Blair seemed to join in the laughter if not
-in the badinage. Marley wished he might join in it. Jack Lawrence was
-evidently funnier than ever that night; Mayme Carter was convulsed. Now
-and then Lawrence said something to her in a tone too low for the others
-to hear, and these remarks pushed her to the verge of hysterics. Marley
-had a notion they were laughing at him.
-
-Meanwhile Lavinia Blair sat with her hands in her lap, smiling as though
-she were amused. Marley wondered if he amused her. He felt that he ought
-to say something, but he did not know what to say. He thought of several
-things, but, as he turned them over in his mind, he was convinced that
-they were not appropriate. So he sat and looked at Lavinia Blair, looked
-at her eyes, her mouth, her hair. He thought he had never seen such a
-complexion.
-
-Mayme Carter had snatched her handkerchief back from Lawrence, and
-retreated to her end of the sofa. There she sat up stiffly, folded her
-hands, and, though her mirth still shook her spasmodically, she said:
-
-"Now, Jack, behave yourself."
-
-Lawrence burlesqued a surprise, and said:
-
-"I'll leave it to Vine if I've done anything."
-
-Marley wondered how much further abbreviation Lavinia Blair's name would
-stand, but he was suddenly aware that he was being addressed. Miss
-Carter, with an air of dismissing Lawrence, said:
-
-"You have not been in Macochee long, have you, Mr. Marley?"
-
-Marley admitted that he had not, but said that he liked the town. When
-Lawrence explained that Marley was going to settle down there and become
-one of them, Miss Carter said she was awfully glad, but warned him
-against associating too much with Lawrence. This embarrassed Marley, if
-it did not Lawrence, and he immediately gave the scene to Lawrence, who
-guessed he would sing his song. To do so he went to the piano, and began
-to pick over the frayed sheets of music that lay on its green cover. To
-forestall him, however, Miss Carter rushed across the room and slid on
-to the piano stool herself, saying breathlessly:
-
-"Anything to stop that!"
-
-She struck a few vagrant chords, and Marley, glad of a subject on which
-he could express himself, pleaded with her to play. At last she did so.
-When she had finished, Lawrence clapped his hands loudly, and stopped
-only when a voice startled them. It was Mrs. Carter calling through the
-window:
-
-"Play your new piece, Mayme!"
-
-Miss Carter demurred, but after they had argued the question through the
-window, the daughter gave in, and played it. The music soothed Lawrence
-to silence, and when Miss Carter completed her little repertoire, his
-mockery could recover itself no further than to say:
-
-"Won't you favor us, Miss Blair?"
-
-When Lavinia Blair declined, he struck an imploring attitude and said:
-
-"Oh, please do! We're dying to hear you. You didn't leave your music at
-home, did you?"
-
-Marley heard the chairs scraping on the veranda, and the screen door
-slammed once more. Then he heard Captain Carter go up the stairs, while
-Mrs. Carter halted in the doorway of the parlor long enough to say:
-
-"You lock the front door when you come up, Mayme."
-
-Mayme without turning replied "All right," and when her mother had
-disappeared she said:
-
-"It's awful hot in here, let's go outside."
-
-Marley found himself strolling in the yard with Lavinia Blair. The moon
-had not risen, but the girl's throat and arms gleamed in the starlight;
-her white dress seemed to be a cloud of gauze; she floated, rather than
-walked, there by his side. They paused by the gate. About them were the
-voices of the summer night, the crickets, the katydids, far away the
-frogs, chirping musically. They stood a while in the silence, and then
-they turned, and were talking again.
-
-Marley did most of the talking, and all he said was about himself,
-though he did not realize that this was so. He had already told her of
-his life in the towns where his father had preached before he came to
-Macochee, and of his four years in college at Delaware. He tried to give
-her some notion of the sense of alienation he had felt as the son of an
-itinerant Methodist minister; for him no place had ever taken on the
-warm color and expression of home. He explained that as yet he knew
-little of Macochee, having been away at college when his father moved
-there the preceding fall. It was so easy to talk to her, and as he told
-her of his ambitions, the things he was going to do became so many, and
-so easy. He was going to become a lawyer; he thought he should go to
-Cincinnati.
-
-"And leave Macochee?" said Lavinia Blair.
-
-Marley caught his breath.
-
-"Would you care?" he whispered.
-
-She did not answer. He heard the crickets, the katydids, the frogs
-again; there came the perfume of the lilacs, late flowering that year;
-the heavy odor of a shrub almost overpowered him.
-
-"My father is a lawyer," Lavinia said.
-
-They had turned off the path, and were wandering over the lawn. The dew
-sparkled on it; and Marley became solicitous.
-
-"Won't you get your feet wet?" he asked.
-
-The girl laughed at the idea, but she caught up her skirts, and they
-wandered on in the shade of the tall elms. Marley did not know where
-they were. The yard seemed an endless garden, immense, unknown,
-enchanted; the dark trees all around him stood like the forest of some
-park, and the lawn stretched away to fall over endless terraces; he
-imagined statues and fountains gleaming in the heavy shadows of the
-trees. The house seemed lost in the distance, though he felt its
-presence there behind him.
-
-Once he saw the twinkle of a passing light in an upper story. He could
-no longer hear the voices of Mayme and Lawrence, but he caught the
-tinkling notes of a banjo, away off somewhere. Its music was very sweet.
-They strolled on, their feet swishing in the damp grass, then suddenly
-there was a rush, a loud barking, and a dog sprang at them out of the
-darkness. Lavinia gave a little cry. Marley was startled; he felt that
-he must run, yet he thought of the girl beside him. He must not let her
-see his fear. He stepped in front of her. He could feel her draw more
-closely to him, and he thrilled as the sense of his protectorship came
-to him. He must think of some heroic scheme of vanquishing the dog, but
-it stopped in its mad rush, and Lavinia, standing aside, said:
-
-"Why, it's only Sport!"
-
-They laughed, and their laugh was the happier because of the relief from
-their fear.
-
-"We must have wandered around behind the house," said Lavinia. "There's
-the shed."
-
-They turned, and went back. The enchantment of the yard had departed.
-Marley seemed to see things clearly once more, though his heart still
-beat as he felt the delicious sense of protectorship that had come over
-him as Lavinia shrank to his side at the moment the dog rushed at them.
-Nor could he ever forget her face as she smiled up at him in the little
-opening they came into on the side lawn. The young moon was just sailing
-over the trees. As they approached the veranda, Lawrence's voice called
-out of the darkness:
-
-"Well, where have you young folks been stealing away to?"
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER II
-
- WADE POWELL
-
-
-Marley halted at the threshold and glanced up at the sign that swung
-over the doorway. The gilt lettering of the sign had long ago been
-tarnished, and where its black sanded paint had peeled in many weathers
-the original tin was as rusty as the iron arm from which it creaked. Yet
-Macochee had long since lost its need of the shingle to tell it where
-Wade Powell's law office was. It had been for many years in one of the
-little rooms of the low brick building in Miami Street, just across from
-the Court House; it was almost as much of an institution as the Court
-House itself, with which its triumphs and its trials were identified.
-Marley gathered enough courage from his inspection of the sign to enter,
-but once inside, he hesitated. Then a heavy voice spoke.
-
-"Well, come in," it said peremptorily.
-
-Wade Powell, sitting with his feet on his table, held his newspaper
-aside and looked at Marley over his spectacles. Marley had had an ideal
-of Wade Powell, and now he had to pause long enough to relinquish the
-ideal and adjust himself to the reality. The hair was as disordered as
-his young fancy would have had it, but it was thinner than he had known
-it in his dreams, and its black was streaked with gray. The face was
-smooth-shaven, which accorded with his notion, though it had not been
-shaven as recently as he felt it should have been. But he could not
-reconcile himself to the spectacles that rested on Powell's nose, and
-pressed their bows into the flesh of his temples--the eagle eyes of the
-Wade Powell of his imagination had never known glasses.
-
-When Wade Powell slowly pulled his spectacles from his nose and tossed
-them on to the table before him, he bent his eyes on Marley, and their
-gaze, under their heavy brows, somewhat restored him, but it could not
-atone for the disappointment. Perhaps the disappointment that Marley
-felt in this moment came from some dim, unrealized sense that Wade
-Powell was growing old. The spectacles, the gray in his hair, the
-wrinkles in his face, the looseness of the skin at his jaws and at his
-throat--where a fold of it hung between the points of his collar--all
-told that Wade Powell had passed the invisible line which marks life's
-summit, and that his face was turned now toward the evening. There was
-the touch of sadness in the indistinct conception of him as a man who
-had not altogether realized the ambitions of his youth or the
-predictions of his friends, and the sadness came from the intuition that
-the failure or the half-failure was not of the heroic kind.
-
-The office in which he sat, and on which, in the long years, he had
-impressed his character, was untidy; the floor was dirty, the books on
-the shelves were dusty and leaning all awry; the set of the Ohio reports
-had not been kept up to date; one might have told by a study of them at
-just what period enterprise and energy had faltered, while the gaps here
-and there showed how an uncalculating generosity had helped a natural
-indolence by lending indiscriminately to other lawyers, who, with the
-lack of respect for the moral of the laws they pretended to revere, had
-borrowed with no thought of returning.
-
-Two or three pictures hung crookedly on the walls; the table at which
-Powell sat was old and scarred; its ink-stand had long ago gone dry and
-been abandoned; a cheap bottle, with its cork rolling tipsily by its
-side, had taken the ink-stand's place. The papers scattered over the
-table had an air of hopelessness, as though they had grown tired, like
-the clients they represented, in waiting for Powell's attention. The
-half-open door at the back led into a room that had been, and possibly
-might yet be, used as a private office or consulting room, should any
-one care to brave its darkness and its dust; but as for Wade Powell, it
-was plain that he preferred to sit democratically in the outer office,
-where all might see him, and, what was of more importance to him, where
-he might see all.
-
-The one new thing in the room was a typewriter, standing on its little
-sewing-machine table, in the corner of the room. There was no
-stenographer nor any chair for one; Marley imagined Powell, whenever he
-had occasion to write, sitting down to the machine himself, and picking
-out his pleadings painfully, laboriously and slowly, letter by letter,
-using only his index fingers. And this somehow humbled his ideal the
-more. Marley almost wished he hadn't come.
-
-"What's on your mind, young man?" said Wade Powell, leaning back in his
-chair and dropping his long arm at his side until his newspaper swept
-the floor. Marley had seated himself in a wooden chair that was
-evidently intended for clients, and he began nervously.
-
-"Well, I--"
-
-Here he stopped, overcome again by an embarrassment. A smile spread over
-Wade Powell's face, a gentle smile with a winning quality in it, and his
-face to Marley became young again.
-
-"Tell your troubles," he said. "I've confessed all the young men in
-Macochee for twenty-five years. Yes--thirty-five--" He grew suddenly
-sober as he numbered the years and then exclaimed as if to himself:
-
-"My God! Has it been that long?"
-
-He took out his watch and looked at it as if it must somehow correct his
-reckoning. For a moment, then, he thought; his gaze was far away. But
-Marley brought him back when he said:
-
-"I only want--I only want to study law."
-
-"Oh!" said Powell, and he seemed somehow relieved. "Is that all?"
-
-To Marley this seemed quite enough, and the disappointment he felt,
-which was a part of the effect Wade Powell's office had had on him,
-showed suddenly in his face. Powell glanced quickly at him, and hastened
-to reassure him.
-
-"We can fix that easily enough," he said. "Have you ever read any law?"
-
-"No," said Marley.
-
-"Been to college?"
-
-Marley told him that he had just that summer been graduated and when he
-mentioned the name of the college Powell said:
-
-"The Methodists, eh?"
-
-He could hardly conceal a certain contempt in the tone with which he
-said this, and then, as if instantly regretting the unkindness, he
-observed:
-
-"It's a good school, I'm told."
-
-He could not, however, evince an entire approval, and so seeming to
-desert the subject he hastened on:
-
-"What's your name?"
-
-"Glenn Marley."
-
-"Oh!" Wade Powell dropped his feet to the floor and sat upright. "Are
-you Preacher Marley's son?"
-
-Marley did not like to hear his father called "Preacher," and when he
-said that he was the son of Doctor Marley, Powell remarked:
-
-"I've heard him preach, and he's a damn good preacher too, I want to
-tell you."
-
-Marley warmed under this profane indorsement. He had always, from a boy,
-felt somehow that he must defend his father's position as a preacher
-from the world, as with the little world of his boyhood and youth he had
-always had to defend his own position as the son of a preacher.
-
-"Yes, sir, he's a good preacher, and a good man," Powell went on. He had
-taken a cigar from his pocket and was nipping the end from it with his
-teeth. He lighted it, and leaned back comfortably again to smoke, and
-then in tardy hospitality he drew another cigar from his waistcoat
-pocket and held it toward Marley.
-
-"Smoke?" he said, and then he added apologetically, "I didn't think; I
-never do."
-
-Marley declined the cigar, but Powell pressed it on him, saying:
-
-"Well, your father does, I'll bet. Give it to him with Wade Powell's
-compliments. He won't hesitate to smoke with a publican and sinner."
-
-Marley smiled and put the cigar away in his pocket.
-
-"I don't know, though," Powell went on slowly, speaking as much to
-himself as to Marley, while he watched the thick white clouds he rolled
-from his lips, "that he'd want you to be in my office. I know some of
-the _brethren_ wouldn't approve. They'd think I'd contaminate you."
-
-Marley would have hastened to reassure Powell had he known how to do so
-without seeming to recognize the possibility of contamination; but while
-he hesitated Powell avoided the necessity for him by asking:
-
-"Did your father send you to me?"
-
-He looked at Marley eagerly, and with an expression of unfounded hope,
-as he awaited the answer.
-
-"No," replied Marley, "he doesn't know. I haven't talked with him at
-all. I have to do something and I've always thought I'd go into the law.
-I presume it would be better to go to a law school, but father couldn't
-afford that after putting me through college. I thought I could read law
-in some office, and maybe get admitted that way."
-
-"Sure," said Powell, "it's easy enough. You'll have to learn the law
-after you get to practising anyway--and there isn't much to learn at
-that. It's mostly a fake."
-
-Marley looked at him in some alarm, at this new smiting of an idol.
-
-"I began to read law," Powell went on, "under old Judge Colwin--that is,
-what I read. I used to sit at the window with a book in my lap and watch
-the girls go by. Still," he added with a tone of doing himself some
-final justice, "it was a liberal education to sit under the old judge's
-drippings. I learned more that way than I ever did at the law school."
-
-He smoked on a moment, ruminating on his lost youth; then, bringing
-himself around to business again, he said:
-
-"How'd you happen to come to me?"
-
-"Well," said Marley, haltingly, "I'd heard a good deal of you--and I
-thought I'd like you, and then I've heard father speak of you."
-
-"You have?" said Powell, looking up quickly.
-
-"Yes."
-
-"What'd he say?"
-
-"Well, he said you were a great orator and he said you were always with
-the under dog. He said he liked that."
-
-Powell turned his eyes away and his face reddened.
-
-"Well, let's see. If you think your father would approve of your sitting
-at the feet of such a Gamaliel as I, we can--" He was squinting
-painfully at his book-shelves. "Is that Blackstone over there on the top
-shelf?"
-
-Marley got up and glanced along the backs of the dingy books, their
-calfskin bindings deeply browned by the years, their red and black
-labels peeling off.
-
-"Here's Blackstone," he said, taking down a book, "but it's the second
-volume."
-
-"Second volume, eh? Don't see the first around anywhere, do you?"
-
-Marley looked, without finding it.
-
-"Then see if Walker's there."
-
-Marley looked again.
-
-"Walker's _American Law_," Powell explained.
-
-"I don't see it," Marley said.
-
-"No, I reckon not," assented Powell, "some one's borrowed it. I seem to
-run a sort of circulating library of legal works in this town, without
-fines--though we have statutes against petit larceny. Well, hand me
-Swan's _Treatise_. That's it, on the end of the second shelf."
-
-Marley took down the book, and gave it to Powell. While Marley dusted
-his begrimed fingers with his handkerchief, Powell blew the dust off the
-top of the book; he slapped it on the arm of his chair, the dust flying
-from it at every stroke. He picked up his spectacles, put them on and
-turned over the first few leaves of the book.
-
-"You might begin on that," he said presently, "until we can borrow a
-Blackstone or a Walker for you. This book is the best law-book ever
-written anyway; the law's all there. If you knew all that contains, you
-could go in any court and get along without giving yourself away; which
-is the whole duty of a lawyer."
-
-He closed the book and gave it to Marley, who was somewhat at a loss;
-this was the final disappointment. He had thought that his introduction
-into the mysteries of the noble profession should be attended by some
-sort of ceremony. He looked at the book in his hand quite helplessly and
-then looked up at Powell.
-
-"Is that--all?" he said.
-
-"Why, yes," Powell answered. "Isn't that enough?"
-
-"I thought--that is, that I might have some duties. How am I to begin?"
-
-"Why, just open the book to the first page and read that, then turn over
-to the second page and read that, and so on--till you get to the end."
-
-"What will my hours be?"
-
-"Your hours?" said Powell, as if he did not understand. "Oh, just suit
-yourself."
-
-Marley was looking at the book again.
-
-"Don't you make any entry--any memorandum?" he asked, still unable to
-separate himself from the idea that something formal, something legal,
-should mark the beginning of such an important epoch.
-
-"Oh, you keep track of the date," said Powell, "and at the end of three
-years I'll give you a certificate. You may find that you can do most of
-your reading at home, but come around."
-
-Marley looked about the office, trying to imagine himself in this new
-situation.
-
-"I'd like, you know," he said, "to do something, if I could, to repay
-you for your trouble."
-
-"That's all right, my boy," said Powell. Then he added as if the thought
-had just come to him:
-
-"Say, can you run a typewriter?"
-
-"I can learn."
-
-"Well, that's more than I can do," said Powell, glancing at his new
-machine. "I've tried, but it would take a stationary engineer to operate
-that thing. You might help out with my letters and my pleadings now and
-then. And I'd like to have you around. You'd make good company."
-
-"Well," said Marley, "I'll be here in the morning." He still clung to
-the idea that he was to be a part of the office, to be an identity in
-the local machinery of the law. As he rose to go, a young man appeared
-in the doorway. He was tall, and the English cap and the rough Scotch
-suit he wore, with the trousers rolled up over his heavy tan shoes,
-enabled Marley to identify him instantly as young Halliday. He was
-certain of this when Powell, looking up, said indifferently:
-
-"Hello, George. Raining in London?"
-
-"Oh, I say, Powell," replied Halliday, ignoring a taunt that had grown
-familiar to him, "that Zeller case--we would like to have that go over
-to the fall term, if you don't mind."
-
-"Why don't you settle it?" asked Powell.
-
-Halliday was leaning against the door-post, and had drawn a short brier
-pipe from his pocket. Before he answered, he paused long enough to fill
-it with tobacco. Then he said:
-
-"You'll have to see the governor about that--it's a case he's been
-looking after."
-
-"Oh, well," said Powell, with his easy acquiescence, "all right."
-
-Halliday had pressed the tobacco into the bowl of the pipe and struck a
-match.
-
-"Then, I'll tell old Bill," he said, pausing in his sentence to light
-his pipe, "to mark it off the assignment."
-
-Marley watched Halliday saunter away, with a feeling that mixed
-admiration with amazement. He could not help admiring his clothes, and
-he felt drawn toward him as a college man from a school so much greater
-than his own, though he felt some resentment because Halliday had never
-once given a sign that he was aware of Marley's presence. His amazement
-came from the utter disrespect with which Halliday referred to Judge
-Blair. Old Bill! Marley had caught his breath. He would have liked to
-discuss Halliday with Powell, but the lawyer seemed to be as indifferent
-to Halliday's existence as Halliday had been to Marley's, and when
-Marley saw that Powell was not likely to refer to him, he started toward
-the door. As he went Powell resumptively called after him:
-
-"I'll get a Blackstone for you in a day or two. Be down in the morning."
-
-Marley went away bearing Swan's _Treatise_ under his arm. He looked up
-at the Court House across the way; the trees were stirring in the light
-winds of summer, and their leaves writhed joyously in the sun. The
-windows of the Court House were open, and he could hear the voice of
-some lawyer arguing a cause to the jury. Marley thought of Judge Blair
-sitting there, the jury in its box, the sleepy bailiff drowsing in his
-place, the accustomed attorneys and the angry litigants, and his heart
-began to beat a little more rapidly, for the thought of Judge Blair
-brought the thought of Lavinia Blair. And in the days to come, when he
-should be arguing a cause to a jury, as that lawyer, whose voice came
-pealing and echoing in sudden and surprising shouts through the open
-windows, was arguing a cause now, would Lavinia Blair be interested?
-
-He had imagined that a day so full of importance for him would be marked
-by greater ceremonials, and yet while he was disappointed, he was
-reassured. He had solved a problem, he had done with inaction, he had
-made a beginning, he was entered at last upon a career. As all the
-events of the recent years rushed on him, the years of college life, the
-decisions and indecisions of his classmates, their vague troubles about
-a career, he felt a pride that he had so soon solved that problem. He
-felt a certain superiority too, that made him carry his head high, as he
-turned into Main Street and marched across the Square. It required only
-decision and life was conquered. He saw the years stretching out
-prosperously before him, expanding as his ambitions expanded. He was
-glad that he had tackled life so promptly, that he had come so quickly
-to an issue with it; it was not so bad, viewed thus close, as it had
-been from a distance. He laughed at the folly of all the talk he had
-heard about the difficulty of young men getting a start in these days;
-he must write to his fraternity fellows at once, and tell them what he
-had done and how he was succeeding. They would surely see that at the
-bar he would do, not only himself, but them, the greatest credit, and
-they would be proud.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER III
-
- GREENWOOD LAKE
-
-
-The girls, flitting about with nervous laughter and now and then little
-screams, had spread long cloths over the table of plain boards that had
-served so many picnic parties at Greenwood Lake; the table-cloths and
-the dresses of the girls gleamed white in the amber light that streamed
-across the little sheet of water, though the slender trees, freshened by
-the morning shower that threatened to spoil the outing, were beginning
-to darken under the shadows that diffused themselves subtly through the
-grove, as if there were exudations of the heavy foliage.
-
-Lawrence, in his white ducks, stood by the table, assuming to direct the
-laying of the supper. His immense cravat of blue was the only bit of
-color about him, unless it were his red hair, which he had had clipped
-that very morning, and his shorn appearance intensified his comic air.
-Marley, sitting apart on the stump of a small oak, could hear the
-burlesque orders Lawrence shouted at the girls. The girls were convulsed
-by his orders; at times they had to put their dishes down lest in their
-laughter they spill the food or break the china; just then Marley saw
-Mayme Carter double over suddenly, her mass of yellow hair lurching
-forward to her brow, while the woods rang with her laughter. The other
-men were off looking after the horses.
-
-Lavinia moved quickly here and there, smiling joyously, her face
-flushed; though she laughed as the others did at Lawrence's drollery,
-she did not laugh as loudly, and she did not scream. Just now she rose
-from bending over the table, and brushed her brown hair from her brow
-with the back of her hand, while she stood and surveyed the table as if
-to see what it lacked. When she raised her hand the sleeve of her muslin
-gown fell away from her wrist and showed her slender forearm, white in
-the calm light of evening. Marley could not take his eyes from her. She
-ran into the pavilion, her little low shoes flashed below her
-petticoats, and he grew sad; when she reappeared, all her movements
-seemed to be new, to have fresh beauties. Then he suspected that the
-girls were laughing at him and he felt miserable.
-
-He thought of himself sitting alone and apart, an awkward, ungainly
-figure. He longed to go away, yet he feared that, if he did, he would
-not have the courage to come back. He shifted his position, only to make
-matters worse. Then suddenly his feeling took the form of a rage with
-Lawrence; he longed to seize Lawrence and kick him, to pitch him into
-the lake, to humiliate him before the girls. He thought he saw all at
-once that Lawrence had been making fun of him, surreptitiously; that was
-what had made the girls laugh so.
-
-There was some little consolation in the thought that Lavinia did not
-laugh as much as the others; perhaps, if she did not care to defend him,
-she at least pitied him. And then he began to pity himself. The whole
-evening stretched before him; pretty soon he would have to move up to
-the table, and sit down on the narrow little benches that were fastened
-between the trees; then after supper they would begin their dancing and
-when that came he did not see what he could do.
-
-The only pleasure he had had that afternoon had been on the way out; he
-had been alone with Lavinia, and the four miles of pleasant road that
-lay between the town and Greenwood Lake were too short for all the
-happiness Marley found in them. He could feel Lavinia again by his side,
-her hands folded on the thin old linen lap-robe. He could not recall a
-word they had said, but it seemed to him that the conversation had
-flowed on intimately and tranquilly; she had been so close and
-sympathetic; and he would always remember how her eyes had been raised
-to his. The fields with the wheat in shock had swept by in the beauty of
-harvest time; the road, its dust laid by the morning shower, had rolled
-under the wheels of the buggy softly, smoothly and noiselessly; the air
-had been odorous with the scent of green things freshened by the rain,
-and had vibrated with the sounds of summer.
-
-Then suddenly his reverie was broken. The men were gathering about the
-table with the girls; all of them looked at him expectantly.
-
-"Here, you!" called Lawrence. "Do you think we're going to do all the
-work? Come, get in the game, and don't look so solemn--this ain't a
-funeral."
-
-They all laughed, and Marley felt his face flame, but he rose and went
-over to the table, halting in indecision.
-
-"Run get some water," ordered Lawrence, imperatively waving his hand.
-"Mayme," he shouted, "hand him the pitcher! Step lively, now. The
-men-folks are hungry after their day's work. Has any one got a pitcher
-concealed about his person? What did you do with the pitcher, Glenn?
-Take it to water your horse?"
-
-They were laughing uproariously, and Marley was plainly discomfited. But
-Lavinia stepped to his side, a large white pitcher in her hand. "I'll
-show you," she said.
-
-They started away together, and Marley felt a protection in her
-presence. A little way farther he suddenly thought of the pitcher, which
-Lavinia still was bearing, and he took it from her. As he seized the
-handle their fingers became for an instant entangled.
-
-"Did I hurt you?" he asked.
-
-"Oh, no!" she assured him, and as they walked on, out of the sight of
-the laughing group behind them, an ease came over him.
-
-"Do you know where the well is?" he asked.
-
-"Oh, yes," she answered. "It's down here. I could have come just as well
-as not."
-
-"I'm glad to come," he said; and then he added, "with _you_."
-
-They had reached the wooden pump behind the pavilion. The little sheet
-of water curved away like a crescent, following the course of the stream
-of which it was but a widening. Its little islands were mirrored in its
-surface. The sun was just going down, the sky beyond the lake was rosy,
-and the same rosy hue now suffused everything; the waters themselves
-were reddened.
-
-It was very still, and the peace of the evening lay on them both.
-Lavinia stood motionless, and looked out across the water to the little
-Ohio hills that rolled away toward the west. She stood and gazed a long
-time, her hands at her sides, yet with their fingers open and extended,
-as if the beauty of the scene had suddenly transfixed her. Marley did
-not see the lake or the sun, the islands or the hills; he saw only the
-girl before him, the outline of her cheek, the down on it showing fine
-in the pure light, the hair that nestled at her neck, the curve from her
-shoulder to her arms and down to her intent fingers. At last she sighed,
-and looked up at him.
-
-"Isn't it all beautiful?" she said solemnly.
-
-"Beautiful?" he repeated, as if in question, not knowing what she said.
-
-Just then they heard Lawrence hallooing, and Marley began to pump
-vigorously. He rinsed out the pitcher, then filled it, and they went
-back, walking closely side by side, and they did not speak all the way.
-
-Mayme Carter, who, as it seemed, had a local reputation as a compounder
-of lemonade, had the lemons and the sugar all ready when Marley and
-Lavinia rejoined the group, and Lawrence, as he seized the pitcher,
-said:
-
-"I see that, between you, you've spilled nearly all of the water, but I
-guess Mayme and I'll have to make it do."
-
-The others laughed at this, as they did at all of Lawrence's speeches,
-and then they turned and laughed at Marley and Lavinia, though the men,
-who as yet did not feel themselves on terms with Marley, had a subtile
-manner of not including him in their ridicule, however little they
-spared Lavinia.
-
-The supper was eaten with the hunger their spirits and the fresh air had
-given them and Marley, placed, as of course, by Lavinia's side, felt
-sheltered by her, as he felt sheltered by all the talk that raged about
-him. He wished that he could join in the talk, but he could not discover
-what it was all about. Once, in a desperate determination to assert
-himself, he did mention a book he had been reading, but his remark
-seemed to have a chilling effect from which they did not recover until
-Lawrence, out of his own inexhaustible fund of nonsense, restored them
-to their inanities. He tried to hide his embarrassment by eating the
-cold chicken, the ham and sardines, the potato chips and pickles, the
-hard-boiled eggs and sandwiches that went up and down the board in
-endless procession, and he was thankful, when he thought of it, that
-Lawrence seemed to forget him, though Lawrence had forgotten no one else
-there. He seemed to note accurately each mouthful every one took.
-
-"Hand up another dozen eggs for Miss Winters, Joe," he called to one of
-the men, and then they all laughed at Miss Winters.
-
-When the cake came, Lawrence identified each kind with some remark about
-the mother of the girl who had brought it, and tasted all, because, as
-he said, he could not afford to show partiality. The fun lagged somewhat
-as the meal neared its end, but Lawrence revived it instantly and
-sensationally by rising suddenly, bending far over toward Lavinia in a
-tragic attitude and saying:
-
-"Why, Vine, child, you haven't eaten a mouthful! I do believe you're in
-love!"
-
-The company burst into laughter, but they suddenly stopped when they saw
-Marley. His face showed his anger with them, and he made a little
-movement, but Lavinia smiled up at Lawrence, and said:
-
-"Well, Jack, it's evident that _you're_ not."
-
-And then they all laughed at Lawrence, and the girls clapped their
-hands, while Marley, angry now with himself, tried to laugh with them.
-
-When they stopped laughing Lawrence produced his cigarettes, and tossing
-one to Marley in a way that delicately conveyed a sense of intimacy and
-affection, he said:
-
-"When you girls get your dishes done up we'll be back and see if we
-can't think up something to entertain you," and then he called Marley
-and with him and the other men strolled down to the lake.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER IV
-
- MOONLIGHT
-
-
-The dance was proposed almost immediately. Marley had hoped up to the
-very last minute that something, possibly a miracle, would prevent it,
-but scarcely had the men finished their first cigarettes before Howard
-was saying:
-
-"Well, let's be getting back to the girls. They'll want to dance."
-
-Howard spoke as if the dancing would be a sacrifice on the part of the
-men to the pleasure of the girls, but they all turned at once, some of
-them flinging their cigarettes into the water, as if to complete the
-sacrifice, and started back. When they reached the pavilion, Payson and
-Gallard took instruments out of green bags, Payson a guitar and Gallard
-a mandolin, and Lawrence, bustling about over the floor, shoving the few
-chairs against the unplastered wooden walls, was shouting:
-
-"Tune 'em up, boys, tune 'em up!"
-
-The first tentative notes of the strings twanged in the hollow room, and
-Lawrence was asking the girls for dances, scribbling their names on his
-cuff with a disregard of its white polished linen almost painful.
-
-"I'll have to divide up some of 'em, you know, girls," he said. "Jim and
-Elmer have to play, and that makes us two men shy. But I'll do the best
-I can--wish I could take you all in my arms at once and dance with you."
-
-The girls, standing in an expectant, eager little group, clutched one
-another nervously, and pretended to sneer at Lawrence's patronage.
-
-Marley was standing with Lavinia near the door. He was trying to affect
-an ease; he knew by the way the other girls glanced at him now and then
-that they were speculating on his possibilities as a partner; he tried
-just then to look as if he were going to dance as all the other men
-were, yet he felt the necessity of confessing to Lavinia.
-
-"You know," he said contritely, "that I don't dance."
-
-She looked up, a disappointment springing to her eyes too quickly for
-her to conceal it. She was flushed with pleasure and excitement, and
-tapping her foot in time with the chords Payson and Gallard were trying
-on their instruments. Marley saw her surprise.
-
-"I ought not to have come," he said; "I've no business here."
-
-The look of disappointment in Lavinia's eyes had gone, and in its place
-was now an expression of sympathy.
-
-"It makes no difference," she said. And then she added in a low voice:
-"I'll not dance either; there are too many of us girls anyway."
-
-"Oh, don't let me keep you from it," said Marley, and yet a joy was
-shining in his eyes. She turned away and blushed.
-
-"I'll give you all my dances," she said; "we can sit them out."
-
-"But it won't be any fun for you," protested Marley. And just then
-Lawrence came up.
-
-"Say, Glenn," he said, "if you don't want to dance I'll take Lavinia for
-the first number."
-
-The guitar and mandolin, after a long preliminary strumming to get
-themselves in tune, suddenly burst into _The Georgia Campmeeting_, and
-the couples were instantly springing across the floor.
-
-"Come on, Vine," said Lawrence, his fingers twitching. And Lavinia,
-eager, trembling, alive, casting one last glance at Marley, said "Just
-this one!" and went whirling away with Lawrence.
-
-Marley moved aside, awkwardly, when the couples, sweeping in a long oval
-stream around the little room, whirled past him. Lavinia danced with a
-grace that almost hurt him; she was laughing as she looked up into
-Lawrence's face, talking to him as they danced. Marley felt a gloom,
-almost a rage, settle on him. He looked up and down the room. At the
-farther end, through the door by which the musicians sat swinging their
-feet over their knees in time to the tune they played, he could see the
-man who kept the grounds at the lake, looking on at the dance; his wife
-was with him, and they smiled contentedly at the joy of the young
-people.
-
-Marley could not bear their joy, any more than he could bear the joy of
-the dancers, and he looked away from them. Glancing along the wall he
-saw a girl, sitting alone. It was Grace Winters; she was older than the
-others, and she sat there sullenly, her dark brows contracted under her
-dark hair. Marley felt drawn toward her by a common trouble, and he
-thought, instantly, that he might appear less conspicuous if he went and
-sat beside her. As he approached, her sallow face brightened with a
-brilliant smile of welcome and she drew aside her skirts to make a place
-for him, though there was no one else on all that side of the room.
-Marley sat down.
-
-"It's warm, isn't it?" he said.
-
-"Yes," Miss Winters replied, "almost too warm to dance, don't you
-think?"
-
-Marley tried to express his acquiescence in the polite smile he had seen
-the other men use before the dance began, but he did not feel that he
-carried it off very well.
-
-"I should think you'd be dancing, Mr. Marley," Miss Winters said. "I
-hear you are a splendid dancer. Don't you care to dance this evening?"
-
-"I can't dance," said Marley, crudely.
-
-He was looking at Lavinia, following her young figure as it glided past
-with Lawrence. Miss Winters turned away. Her face became gloomy again,
-and she said nothing more. Marley was absorbed in Lavinia, and they sat
-there together silent, conspicuous and alone, in a wide separation.
-
-Marley thought the dance never would end. It seemed to him that the
-dancers must drop from fatigue; but at last the mandolin and guitar
-ceased suddenly, the girls cried out a disappointed unisonant "Oh!" and
-then they all laughed and clapped their hands. Lavinia and Lawrence were
-coming up, glowing with the joy of the dance.
-
-"Oh, that was splendid, Jack!" Lavinia cried, putting back her hair with
-that wave of her hand.
-
-Lawrence's face was redder than ever. He leaned over and in a whisper
-that was for Lavinia and Marley together he said:
-
-"Lavinia, you're the queen dancer of the town." And then he turned to
-Miss Winters.
-
-"Grace," he said, distributing himself with the impartiality he felt his
-position as a social leader demanded, "you've promised me a dance for a
-long time. Now's my chance."
-
-"Why certainly, Jack," Miss Winters said, with her brilliant smile, and
-then she took Lawrence's arm and drew him away, as if otherwise he might
-escape.
-
-"Take me outdoors!" said Lavinia to Marley. "Those big lamps make it
-_so_ hot in here."
-
-Marley was glad to leave, and they went out on to the little piazza of
-the pavilion. Lavinia stood on the very edge of the steps, and drank in
-the fresh air eagerly.
-
-"Oh!" she said. "Oh! Isn't it delicious!"
-
-The darkness lay thick between the trees. The air was rich with the
-scent of the mown fields that lay beyond the grove. The insects shrilled
-contentedly. Marley stood and looked at Lavinia, standing on the edge of
-the steps, her body bent a little forward, her face upturned. She put
-back her hair again.
-
-"Let's go on down!" she said, a little adventurous quality in her tone.
-She ran lightly down the steps, Marley after her.
-
-"Won't you take cold?" he asked, bending close to her.
-
-She looked up and laughed. They were walking on, unconsciously making
-their way toward the edge of the little lake. Marley felt the white form
-floating there beside him and a happiness, new, unknown before, came to
-him. They were on the edge of the little lake. Before them the water
-lay, dark now, and smooth. A small stage was moored to the shore and a
-boat was fastened to it. They could hear the light lapping of the water
-that barely stirred the boat. Presently Lavinia ran out on to the stage.
-She gave a little spring, and rocked it up and down; then smiled up at
-Marley like a child venturing in forbidden places. Marley stepped
-carefully on to the stage.
-
-"Isn't it a perfect night?" Lavinia said, looking up at the dark purple
-sky, strewn with all the stars. Marley looked at her white throat.
-
-"The most beautiful night I ever knew!" he said. He spoke solemnly,
-devoutly, and Lavinia turned and gazed on him. Marley touched the boat
-with the toe of his shoe.
-
-"We might row," he said almost timidly.
-
-"Could we?" inquired Lavinia.
-
-"If we may take the boat."
-
-"Oh, of course--anybody may. Can you row?"
-
-Marley laughed. He had rowed in the college crew on the old Olentangy at
-Delaware. His laugh was a complete answer to Lavinia. She approached the
-boat, and Marley bent over and drew it alongside the stage.
-
-"Get in," he said. It was good to find something he could do. He helped
-her carefully into the boat, and held it firmly until she had arranged
-herself in the stern, her feet against the cleats, and her white skirts
-tucked about her. Then he took his seat, shipped the oars and shoved
-off. He swept the boat out into the deep water, and rowed away up the
-lake. He rowed precisely, feathering his oars, that she might see how
-much a master he was. They did not speak for a long time. First one,
-then the other, of the little islands swept darkly by; the water slapped
-the bow of the boat as Marley urged it forward. The lights of the
-pavilion on the shore twinkled an instant, then went out behind the
-trees. They could hear the distant mellow thrumming of the guitar and
-the tinkle of the mandolin.
-
-"Are you too cool?" he asked presently.
-
-"Oh, no, not at all!" said Lavinia.
-
-"Hadn't you better take my coat?" Marley persisted. The idea of putting
-his coat about her thrilled him.
-
-"You'll need it," she said.
-
-"No, I'll be warm rowing."
-
-She shook her head, and smiled. They drifted on. Still came the distant
-strumming of the guitar and the tinkle of the mandolin. Marley thought
-of the young people dancing, and then, noting Lavinia's silence, he
-asked, out of the doubt that was his one remaining annoyance:
-
-"Wouldn't you rather be back there dancing?"
-
-"No, no!" she answered softly.
-
-"I'm ashamed of myself."
-
-"Why?" She started a little.
-
-"Because I can't dance!" There was guilt in his tone.
-
-"You mustn't feel that way about it," Lavinia said. "It's nothing."
-
-"Isn't it?"
-
-"No. It's easy to learn."
-
-"I never could learn."
-
-Lavinia was still, and Marley thought she assented to this. But in
-another moment she spoke again.
-
-"I--" she began, and then she hesitated.
-
-Marley stopped rowing and rested on his oars. The water lapped the bows
-of the boat as it slackened its speed.
-
-"I could teach you," Lavinia went on.
-
-"Could you?" Marley leaned forward eagerly.
-
-"I'd like to." She was trailing one white hand in the water.
-
-"Will you?"
-
-"Yes," she said. "We can do it over at Mayme's--any time. She'll play
-for us."
-
-Marley felt a great gratitude, and he wondered how he could pour it
-forth upon her.
-
-"You are too good to me," he exclaimed.
-
-Then, suddenly, a change came over the dark surface of the waters. A
-mellow quality touched them; they seemed to tremble ecstatically, then
-they broke into sparkling ripples; the air quivered with a luminous
-beauty and a light flooded the little valley. Marley and Lavinia turned
-instinctively and looked up, and there, over the tops of the trees,
-black a moment before, now rounded domes of silver, rose the moon. They
-gazed at it a long time. Finally Marley turned and looked at Lavinia.
-Her white dress had become a drapery, her arms gleamed, her eyes were
-lustrous in the transfiguration of the moonlight. He could see that her
-lips were slightly parted, and her fingertips, dipped in the cool water
-over the gunwale of the boat, trailed behind them a long narrow thread
-of silver. They looked into each other's eyes, and neither spoke. They
-drifted on. At last, Marley said:
-
-"Lavinia!"
-
-She stirred.
-
-"Do you know--" he began, and then he stopped. "Don't you know," he went
-on, "can't you see, that I love you?"
-
-He rested his arms on the oars, and leaned over toward her.
-
-"I've loved you ever since that first night--do you remember? I know--I
-know I'm not good enough, but can't you--can't I--love you?"
-
-He saw her eyelids fall, and as she turned and looked over the side of
-the boat, she put forth her hand, and he took it.
-
-They were awakened from the dream by a call, and after what seemed to
-Marley a long time, he finally remembered the voice as Lawrence's.
-
-"We must go back," he said reluctantly. "How long have we been gone?"
-
-"I don't know," said Lavinia. He heard her sigh.
-
-Marley pulled the boat in the direction whence came the hallooing voice;
-he had quite lost all notion of their whereabouts. But presently they
-saw the lights of the pavilion, and then the dark figures of the men,
-and the white figures of the girls on shore.
-
-As they pulled up and Marley sprang out of the boat to the landing
-stage, Lawrence said:
-
-"Well, where have you babes been?"
-
-Marley helped Lavinia out of the boat.
-
-"We've been rowing," he said.
-
-"We thought you'd been drowned," said Lawrence.
-
-Marley and Lavinia drove home together in silence. In the light of the
-moon, the road was silver, and the fields with their shocks of wheat
-were gold.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER V
-
- THE SERENADE
-
-
-"I don't know what ails Lavinia," said Mrs. Blair to her husband as he
-sat on the veranda after dinner the next day. The judge laid his paper
-in his lap, and looked up at his wife over his glasses.
-
-"Isn't she well?" he asked.
-
-"M--yes," replied Mrs. Blair, prolonging the word in her lack of
-conviction, "I guess so."
-
-"Don't you know?" the judge demanded in some impatience with her
-uncertainty.
-
-"She says she feels all right."
-
-"Well, then, what makes you think she isn't?"
-
-"Oh, I don't know," replied Mrs. Blair, "she seems so quiet, that's
-all."
-
-"Lavinia is not a girl given to excitement or demonstration," said the
-judge, lapsing easily into the manner of speech he had cultivated on the
-bench.
-
-"No, that's so," assented Mrs. Blair. "But she's always cheerful and
-bright."
-
-"Is she gloomy?"
-
-"No, I wouldn't exactly call it that, but she seems preoccupied--rather
-wistful I should say, yes--wistful." She seemed pleased to have found
-the right word.
-
-"Oh, she's all right. That picnic last night may have fatigued her. I
-presume there was dancing."
-
-"Yes."
-
-"I don't know that we should let her go out that way." The judge took
-off his glasses and twirled them by their black cord while he gazed
-across the street, apparently at some dogs that were tumbling each other
-about in the Chenowiths' yard. The judge had a subconscious anxiety that
-they would get into Mrs. Chenowith's flower beds.
-
-"You and I used to go to them; they never hurt us," argued Mrs. Blair.
-
-"No, I suppose not. But then--that was different."
-
-Mrs. Blair laughed lightly, and the laugh served to dissipate their
-cares. She went to the edge of the veranda and pulled a few leaves from
-the climbing rose-vine that grew there, and the judge put on his glasses
-and spread out his paper.
-
-"I'll take her out for a drive this afternoon," said Mrs. Blair, turning
-to go indoors.
-
-"She'll be all right," said the judge, already deep in the political
-columns.
-
-That night at supper, the judge looked at Lavinia closely, and after a
-while he said:
-
-"You're not eating, Lavinia. Don't you feel well?"
-
-Lavinia turned to her father and smiled.
-
-"Oh, I'm all right."
-
-Her smile perplexed the judge.
-
-"You look pale," he said.
-
-Mrs. Blair glanced warningly at him the length of the table.
-
-"My girl's losing her color," he forged ahead.
-
-Lavinia dropped her eyelids, and a look of pain appeared in her face,
-causing it to grow paler.
-
-"Please don't worry about me, papa," she said.
-
-Mrs. Blair divined Lavinia's dislike of this personal discussion. She
-tried to catch her husband's eye again, but he was looking at Lavinia
-narrowly through his glasses.
-
-"Did you go riding this afternoon?" he asked as if he were examining a
-witness whom counsel had not drawn out properly.
-
-"Yes," Mrs. Blair hastened to say. "We drove out the Ludlow a long way."
-
-"She was riding last night, too," said Connie.
-
-"Who with?" demanded Chad, turning to Connie with the challenge he
-always had ready for her.
-
-"Who with?" retorted Connie. "Why, Glenn Marley, of course. Who else?"
-
-"Well, what of it?" demanded Chad. "What's it to you?"
-
-"Oh, children, children!" protested Mrs. Blair, wearily. "Do give us a
-little peace!"
-
-"Well, she began it," said Chad.
-
-Connie was eating savagely, but she whirled on Chad, speaking with
-difficulty because her mouth was filled with food:
-
-"You shut up, will you?"
-
-Chad laughed with a contempt almost theatrical, waved his hand lightly
-and said:
-
-"Run away, little girl, run away."
-
-Mrs. Blair asked the judge why he did not correct his children, and
-though the sigh he gave expressed the hopelessness, as it seemed to him,
-of bringing the two younger members of his train into anything like
-decorous behavior, he laid his knife and fork in his plate.
-
-"This must cease," he said. "It is scandalous. One might conclude that
-you were the children of some family in Lighttown."
-
-"It is very trying," said Mrs. Blair, acquiescing in her husband's
-reproof. "They are just like fire and tow." She said this quite
-impersonally and then turned to Connie: "If you can't behave yourself,
-I'll have to send you from the table."
-
-"That's it!" wailed Connie. "That's it! Blame everything on to me!"
-
-Mrs. Blair looked severely at her, and Connie's face reddened. She
-glanced angrily at her mother and began again:
-
-"Well, I--"
-
-The judge rapped the table smartly with his knuckles.
-
-"Now I want this stopped!" he said. "And right away. If it isn't I'll--"
-He was about to say if it wasn't he would clear the room, as he was fond
-of saying whenever the idle spectators in his court showed signs of
-being human, but he did not finish his sentence. Chad was subdued and
-decorous, and Connie drooped her head, and began to gulp her food. Her
-eyes were filling with tears and the tears began to fall, slowly, one by
-one, splashing heavily into her plate.
-
-Lavinia was trembling; she tried to control herself, tried to lift her
-glass, but when she did, her hand shook so that the water was likely to
-spill. This completed the undoing of her nerves, her eyes suddenly
-flooded with tears, and she snatched her handkerchief from her lap, rose
-precipitately, and hurried from the room, dropping her napkin as she
-went. They heard her going up the stairs, and presently the door of her
-room closed.
-
-Connie had followed Lavinia with her misty eyes as she left the table
-and now she too prepared to leave. She felt a sudden pity springing from
-her great love of her older sister, and her great pride in her, and she
-felt a contrition, though she tried to convict Chad, as the latest
-object of her fiery and erratic temper, by glowering at him.
-
-"I'll go to her," she said, "_I_ can comfort her!"
-
-"No, stay where you are," said her mother. "Just leave her alone."
-
-The evening light of the summer day flooded into the dining-room;
-outside a robin was singing. In the room there was constraint and heavy
-silence, broken only by the slight clatter of the silver or the china.
-But after a while the judge spoke:
-
-"Did Lavinia go to the picnic with young Marley?" he asked. He regretted
-instantly that he had revived the topic that had given rise to the
-difficulty, but as it lay on the minds of all, it was impossible, just
-then, to escape its influence.
-
-"I believe so," said Mrs. Blair. "He really seems like a nice young
-man."
-
-The judge scowled.
-
-"I don't know," he said. "He's in the office of Wade Powell--I suppose
-he is the one, isn't he?" He thought it unbecoming that a judge should
-show an intimate knowledge of the relations of young men who were merely
-studying law.
-
-"Yes, sir," said Chad, maintaining his own dignity.
-
-"Everybody seems to speak well of him," said Mrs. Blair.
-
-"But I can't quite reconcile that with his selecting Wade Powell as a
-preceptor. I would hardly consider his influence the best in the world,
-and I would imagine that Doctor Marley would hold to the same opinion."
-
-Judge Blair spoke with a certain disappointment in Doctor Marley. He had
-gone to hear him preach once or twice, and found, as he said, an
-intellectual quality in his utterances that he missed in the sermons Mr.
-Hill had been preaching for twenty years in the Presbyterian church.
-
-"Perhaps he doesn't know Wade Powell," said Mrs. Blair. "Doctor Marley
-is comparatively a stranger here, you know."
-
-"Yes, I presume that explains it. But--" he shook his head. He could not
-forgive any one who showed respect for Wade Powell. "Powell has little
-business except a certain criminal practice, and now and then a personal
-injury case."
-
-"Is there anything wrong in personal injury cases?" asked Mrs. Blair.
-
-The judge looked at his wife in surprise.
-
-"Well, I suppose you know, don't you," he said, "that such cases are
-taken on contingent fees?" He spoke with the natural judicial contempt
-of the poor litigant.
-
-"Of course, dear," she replied, "I shall not undertake to defend Mr.
-Powell. He's a wild sort."
-
-"Yes; a drunkard, practically," said Judge Blair, "and an infidel
-besides. The moral environment there is certainly not one for a young
-man--"
-
-"Is he really an _infidel_?" asked Mrs. Blair, abruptly dropping her
-knife and fork.
-
-"Well," replied the judge with the judicial affectation of fairness,
-"he's at least a free-thinker. Perhaps agnostic were the better word.
-That is one reason why I can not understand Doctor Marley's permitting
-his son to be associated with him. It seems to me to argue a weakness,
-or a lack of observation in the doctor, as it does a certain depravity
-of taste in his son."
-
-They discussed Marley until the meal was done, and Connie and Chad had
-gone out of doors. Judge Blair followed his wife into the sitting-room.
-
-"I'm worried, I'll admit," said the judge. "What could it have been that
-so distressed her?"
-
-"Oh well, the children's little quarrels were too much for her nerves."
-
-"I suppose so."
-
-They were silent and thoughtful, sitting together, rocking gently in
-their chairs as the twilight stole into the room.
-
-"It's too bad he's going to study law," the judge said after a while.
-
-He shook his gray head dubiously.
-
-"But you always say that about any one who's going to study law," Mrs.
-Blair argued. "You even said it about George Halliday when his father
-took him into partnership."
-
-"Well, it's bad business nowadays unless a young man wants to go to the
-city, and it's hard to get a foothold there."
-
-"But you began as a lawyer," she urged, as though he had finished as
-something else.
-
-"It was different in my day."
-
-"And you've always done well in the law," Mrs. Blair went on, ignoring
-his distinction.
-
-"Oh yes," the judge said in a tone that expressed a sense of individual
-exception. "But I went on the bench just in time to save my bacon.
-There's no telling what might have become of us if I had remained in the
-practice."
-
-They were silent long enough for him to feel the relief he had always
-found in his salaried position, and then he said:
-
-"You don't suppose--"
-
-"Oh, certainly not!" his wife hastened to assure him.
-
-"Well, I think it would be well, perhaps, to watch her closely. I don't
-just like the notion."
-
-"But his father is--"
-
-"Yes, but after all, we really know nothing about him."
-
-"That is true."
-
-"And then Lavinia's so young."
-
-"Yes."
-
-"I'd go to her."
-
-"After a while," Mrs. Blair said.
-
-They heard steps on the veranda, and then the voices of Mr. and Mrs.
-Chenowith who had run across, as Mrs. Chenowith said, when Mrs. Blair
-met them in the darkness that filled the wide hall, to see how they all
-were. The Chenowiths begged Mrs. Blair not to light the gas; they
-preferred to sit out of doors. The Chenowiths remained all the evening.
-When they had gone, the judge drew the chairs indoors, while Mrs. Blair
-rolled up the wide strip of red carpet that covered the steps of the
-veranda. And when they had gone up to their room, Mrs. Blair stole
-across to Lavinia, softly closing the door behind her.
-
-She found the girl stretched on her bed, her face buried in the pillows,
-which were wet with her tears.
-
-"What is troubling my little girl?" she asked. She sat down on the side
-of the bed, and lightly stroked Lavinia's soft hair. The girl stirred,
-and drew herself close to her mother. Mrs. Blair did not speak, but
-continued to stroke her hair, and waited. Presently Lavinia cried out:
-
-"Oh, mama! mama!"
-
-And then she was in her mother's arms, weeping on her mother's breast.
-
-"I've never kept anything from you before, mama," Lavinia cried.
-
-"No," Mrs. Blair whispered. "Can't you tell mama now?"
-
-And then with her mother's arms about her Lavinia told her all. When she
-had finished she lay tranquilly. Mrs. Blair was relieved and yet her
-troubles had but grown the more complicated. She saw all the intricate
-elements with which she would have to deal, and she quailed before them,
-realizing what tact would be required of her.
-
-"The coming of love should be a time of joy, dear," she said presently.
-Even in the darkness, she could see the white blur of Lavinia's face
-change its expression. A smile had touched it.
-
-"It should, shouldn't it, mama?"
-
-"Yes, indeed."
-
-"But I never kept anything from you before."
-
-Mrs. Blair laughed.
-
-"But you kept this only a day, dear. That doesn't count."
-
-"It was a long day."
-
-"I know, sweetheart." The mother kissed her, and they were silent a
-while.
-
-"I do love him so," said Lavinia, presently. "And you'll love him too,
-mama, I know you will."
-
-"I'm sure of that, dear."
-
-"But what of papa?"
-
-Mrs. Blair felt the girl grow tense in her arms.
-
-"That will all come right in time," said Mrs. Blair.
-
-"Will you tell him?"
-
-"Not just now, dear. We'll have this for a little secret of our own.
-There's plenty of time. You are young, you know, and so is Glenn."
-
-"I love to hear you call him Glenn."
-
-Mrs. Blair remained with Lavinia until she had tucked her into her bed.
-
-"Just my little child," the mother whispered over the girl. "Just my
-little child."
-
-"Yes, always that," said Lavinia. And her mother kissed her again and
-again, and left her in the dark.
-
-When Mrs. Blair rejoined her husband, he laid down the book he always
-read before retiring, and looked up with the question in his eyes.
-
-"She's just a little nervous and tired," Mrs. Blair said. "She'll be all
-right in the morning. I think it best not to notice her."
-
-"Do you think we'd better have Doctor Pierce see her?"
-
-"Oh, not at all!" Mrs. Blair laughed, and the judge, reassured, went
-back to his book.
-
-They were awakened from their first doze that night by voices singing.
-
-"It's some of the darkies from Gooseville," said Mrs. Blair. "They're
-out serenading."
-
-"Yes," said the judge. "It is sweet to fall asleep by."
-
-At the sound of the singing Lavinia had crept from her bed and crouched
-in her white night-dress before the open window; the shutters were
-closed. She heard the melody from far down the street. The singing
-ceased, then began again, drawing nearer and nearer. Presently she heard
-the fall of feet on the sidewalk before the house, and the low tones of
-voices in hurried consultation. And then a clear baritone voice rose,
-and she heard it begin the song:
-
- "Oh the sun shines bright in my old Kentucky home,
- 'Tis summer, the darkies are gay."
-
-She knew the voice. Her heart swelled and the tears came again and there
-alone in the fragrant night she opened her arms and stretched them out
-into the darkness.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER VI
-
- LOVE'S ARREARS
-
-
-The days following the picnic had been no easier for Marley than they
-had been for Lavinia. As he looked back on that night, a fear took hold
-of him; the whole experience, the most wonderful of his life, grew more
-and more unreal. Much as he longed to see Lavinia again, he was afraid
-to go to her home; he wondered whether he should write her a note;
-perhaps she would think him false, perhaps she would think he had
-already forgotten her; the idea tormented him; he did not know what to
-do. He had seen her but once, and then at a distance; the Blairs'
-well-known surrey had stopped in the middle of the Square, and George
-Halliday stood leaning into the carriage chatting with Lavinia. Marley
-had but a glimpse of Lavinia's face, pink in the shadow of the
-surrey-top. As they drove away she had turned with a smile and a nod at
-Halliday. The sight had affected Marley strangely.
-
-He felt himself so weak and incapable in this affair that he longed to
-discuss it with some one, and on Sunday afternoon he found his mother at
-her window with the _Christian Advocate_, which replaced, in her case,
-the nap nearly every one else took at that hour.
-
-"How old was father when you were married, mother?" he began.
-
-He spoke out of that curious ignorance of the lives of their parents so
-common to children; he had never been able to realize his parents as
-having separate and independent existences before his own. Mrs. Marley
-laid her paper by, and a smile came to her face.
-
-"He was twenty-two," she said.
-
-"Just my age," observed Marley.
-
-Mrs. Marley looked up hastily.
-
-"You're not thinking of getting married, are you, Glenn?" she asked.
-
-"No." he said with a laugh.
-
-"My goodness! You're just a boy!"
-
-"But I'm as old as father was."
-
-"Y--es," said Mrs. Marley, "but then--"
-
-"But then, what?"
-
-"That was different."
-
-Marley smiled.
-
-"Had father entered the ministry yet?" he said presently.
-
-"Yes, we were married in his first year. He had been teaching school,
-and the fall he was admitted to the conference he was sent out to the
-Gibsonburg circuit in Green County. We were married in the spring."
-
-Her face flushed, and she turned the pages of her paper with a dreamy
-deliberation.
-
-"Ah, but your father was a handsome young man, Glenn!" she said
-presently.
-
-"He's handsome yet," Marley replied with the pride he always felt in his
-father. And then he asked:
-
-"Did he have any money?"
-
-"Yes," she said, and she laughed, "just a hundred dollars!"
-
-"A hundred dollars! Well, he had nerve, didn't he? And so did you!"
-
-"We had more than that," said Mrs. Marley, solemnly.
-
-Marley looked at his mother suddenly. Her face seemed for an instant to
-be transfigured in the afternoon glow.
-
-He might have told her then; he was on the point of it, but a footfall
-on the brick walk outside caused him to look up, and he saw Lawrence
-coming into the yard. Lawrence beckoned him and he went out.
-
-"Come on," said Lawrence. "Let's go out to Carters'."
-
-Marley looked a question at him, and the smile which Lawrence never
-could repress long at a time was twitching at the corners of his large
-mouth.
-
-"She'll be there."
-
-"How do you know?" asked Marley.
-
-Lawrence smiled a little more significantly.
-
-When they got to the Carters' they found Mayme and Lavinia together in
-the yard, strolling about in apparent aimlessness, yet with an
-expectancy in their manner that belied its quality of mere idleness. In
-the look Lavinia gave him all of Marley's perplexities vanished.
-Lawrence stood by with a grin on his red face, and Mayme Carter's eyes
-danced. She and Lawrence assumed almost immediately an elder, paternal
-manner, and looked on at the lovers' meeting as from far heights that
-were to be reached only after all such youthful experiences had long
-since become possible in retrospect alone. Still smiling, they edged
-away, and left the lovers alone.
-
-"Is it really true?" Marley asked.
-
-Lavinia colored a little as she smiled up at him.
-
-"And you are happy?" he asked.
-
-"So happy!" she said.
-
-And then all at once a cloud came over her eyes. She closed them an
-instant.
-
-"What is it?" he asked in alarm.
-
-"Nothing."
-
-"Tell me."
-
-"It's nothing." She was smiling again, as if to show that her happiness
-was complete. "See?" Her eyes were blinking rapidly.
-
-"I'm glad," he said.
-
-As they turned and walked across the yard Marley looked at her
-nervously.
-
-"Do you know," he said, "that I couldn't remember what color your eyes
-were?" He spoke with all the virtue there is in confession.
-
-"What color are they?" she asked, suddenly closing her eyes.
-
-"They're blue," Marley replied, saying the word ecstatically, as if it
-had a new, wonderful meaning for him.
-
-"Connie says they're green."
-
-"Connie?"
-
-"Yes, don't you know? She's my younger sister."
-
-"Oh." He did not know any of her family, and the baffling sense of
-unreality came over him again.
-
-"You'll know her," said Lavinia, and added thoughtfully: "I hope she'll
-like you. Then there's Chad, my little brother."
-
-Marley was growing alarmed at the intricacies of an introduction into a
-large family, the characters of which were as yet like the characters in
-the first few chapters of a novel, but he thought it would not reflect
-on him to admit that he did not know Chad, seeing that he was merely a
-little brother.
-
-"He admires you immensely," said Lavinia.
-
-"Does he?" said Marley, eagerly, instantly loving Chad. "How does he
-know me?"
-
-"He says you were a football player at college."
-
-Marley laughed a modest deprecation of his own prowess.
-
-"But I knew your voice," said Lavinia.
-
-"Did you? When did you hear it?"
-
-"As if you didn't know!"
-
-"Honestly," he protested. "Tell me."
-
-"Why, that night that you serenaded me."
-
-He was regretting that she had outdone him in observation, but she
-suddenly looked up and said:
-
-"Oh, Glenn! What a beautiful voice you have!"
-
-It was the first time she had ever called him Glenn, and it produced in
-him a wonderful sensation.
-
-They had come to a little bench, and, sitting there, they could only
-look at each other and smile. Marley noticed that a little line of
-freckles ran up over the bridge of Lavinia's nose. They were very
-beautiful, he thought, and yet he had never heard of freckles as one of
-the elements of a woman's beauty. Then he leaned back and looked about
-the yard.
-
-He had always thought of it as it seemed that first night, enormous,
-enchanted, with wide terraces and fountains, and white statues gleaming
-through the green shrubbery. But now he saw no terraces, no statuary, no
-fountains, and no wide lawns; nothing but a cramped little yard crowded
-with bushes and trees, and surrounded by a weathered fence that had lost
-several pickets. He looked around behind the house where he had fancied
-long stables with big iron lamps over the doors, but now he saw nothing
-but an old woodshed and a barn on the rear end of the lot. The cracks in
-the barn were so wide that he could see the light of day between them as
-through a kinetoscope. He heard a horse stamping fretfully at the flies.
-
-"It was here," he said, "that I first saw you." He did not speak his
-whole thought.
-
-"Yes," she answered. "I remember."
-
-"That was a wonderful night, the most wonderful of my life, except the
-one at the lake."
-
-He drew close to her. "I loved you at first sight," he whispered.
-
-"Did you?" She looked at him in reverence.
-
-"Yes,--from the very first moment. When you came into the room, I knew
-that--"
-
-"What?"
-
-"That you were the woman I had always loved and waited for; that I had
-found my ideal. And yet they say we never discover our ideals in this
-life!"
-
-He laughed at this philosophical absurdity.
-
-"What did you think then?" he asked.
-
-She cast down her eyes, and probed the turf with the toe of her little
-shoe.
-
-"I loved you then too."
-
-He gazed at her tenderly, rapturously.
-
-"Isn't it wonderful?" he said presently, "this love of ours? It came to
-us all at once!"
-
-She looked at him suddenly. Her short upper lip was raised.
-
-"It _was_ love at first sight, wasn't it?"
-
-"Yes. We were intended for each other."
-
-They sat there, and went over that first night of their meeting and that
-other night at Greenwood Lake, finding each moment some new and
-remarkable feature of their love, something that proved its divine and
-providential quality, something that convinced them that no one before
-had ever known such a remarkable experience. They marveled at the
-mystery of it.
-
-But at last they must return to practical questions, and they resumed
-the account of their family relations. Marley told Lavinia about his
-father and mother, about his sister who had died, and then about his
-grandparents, and his uncles and aunts. He told her even of Dolly,
-behind whom she had driven to Greenwood Lake, and of his father's love
-for fast horses, a love which sometimes drew upon his father the
-criticism parishioners ever have ready for their pastor. And he told her
-about his home, and how frequently his mother had to entertain transient
-ministers, and how the church laid missionary work upon her, until he
-feared the heathen would unwittingly break her down.
-
-He was not conscious of it, but he felt it necessary to bring up all at
-once the arrears of her knowledge of him and his family, of all his
-affairs. Meeting as they had so strangely, so romantically, and falling
-in love at first sight, according to the prearrangement of the ages,
-they could excuse this otherwise strange ignorance of each other's
-lives. They bemoaned all the years they had been compelled to live
-without knowing each other, and their one quarrel with fate was that
-they had had to wait until so late in life before meeting; and yet they
-finally consoled themselves for this deprivation by discovering that
-they had really always known and loved each other. They were now able to
-compare strange experiences of soul and, in the new light they
-possessed, to identify them as communings of their spirits across time
-and space.
-
-"I've always believed somehow in the Sweden-borgians," Lavinia said,
-"but I never really understood before what they meant by affinities."
-
-They looked at each other in a silence that became somber, and was
-broken at last by Lavinia.
-
-"I've told mama," she said.
-
-"You have?" Marley gasped.
-
-"Yes."
-
-"And she--?"
-
-"She was sweet about it. She will love you, I know."
-
-Marley felt a sudden love for Lavinia's mother. And then his fear
-returned at Lavinia's sinister,
-
-"But--"
-
-"But what?"
-
-"She says we must wait."
-
-"Oh!" Marley said with a relief. He felt their present happiness so
-great that he could afford to waive any claim on the future. And yet he
-was troubled; he felt that somehow a depression lay on Lavinia. He
-wondered what its cause could be. Presently it came to him suddenly.
-
-"And your father?" he asked.
-
-"He doesn't know--yet."
-
-"Will he--?"
-
-"He's very--" she hesitated, not liking to seem disloyal to her father.
-Finally she said "peculiar," and then further qualified it by adding
-"sometimes."
-
-The sadness that lies so near to the joy in lovers' hearts came over
-them, and yet they found a kind of joy in that too.
-
-"I'll go to him, of course," Marley said presently.
-
-"Oh, you're so brave!"
-
-But this tribute did not tend to reassure Marley. It rather suggested
-terrors he had not thought of. Yet in the necessity of maintaining the
-manly spirit he forced a laugh.
-
-"Of course," he continued, "I'll go to him. I meant to from the first."
-
-"But not just yet," she pleaded.
-
-"Well," he yielded, not at all unwillingly, "it shall be as you say."
-
-He could not dispel her sadness, nor could he conquer his own. A little
-tremor ran through her, and he felt it electrically along his arm.
-
-"What is it, sweetheart?" he pleaded. "Tell me, won't you? We must have
-no secrets, you know."
-
-"Oh, Glenn," she broke out, "I'm afraid!"
-
-She spoke with intuitive apprehension.
-
-"Of what?"
-
-"Our happiness!"
-
-He tried to laugh again.
-
-"Do you think it will ever be?" she asked.
-
-"I know it," he said earnestly. "I have nothing but faith--our love is
-strong enough for anything!"
-
-"You comfort me," she said simply.
-
-Lavinia spent the night with Mayme Carter, and the house sounded until
-long after midnight with the low, monotonous drone of their confidential
-voices.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER VII
-
- AN UNNECESSARY OPPOSITION
-
-
-Marley heard on Monday evening that Judge Blair had gone to Cincinnati,
-and the news filled him with a high if somewhat culpable joy. He found
-Lavinia and her mother on the veranda, and Lavinia said, with a grave
-simplicity:
-
-"Mama, this is Glenn."
-
-"I'm very glad to have you come," said Mrs. Blair, trying instantly to
-rob the situation of the embarrassment she felt it must have for the
-young man.
-
-Marley could not say a word, but he put all his gratitude in the
-pressure he gave Mrs. Blair's hand. The light that came from the hall
-was dim, and though Mrs. Blair could see that Marley was straight and
-carried himself well, his face was blurred by the shadows. She turned to
-Lavinia.
-
-"Will you bring out another chair, dear, or would you prefer to go
-indoors?"
-
-Then, seeing an advantage in this latter alternative, she decided for
-them:
-
-"Perhaps we'd better go in, I fear it's cool out here."
-
-She held back the screen door and Lavinia whisked excitedly into the
-hall. Mrs. Blair led the way to the parlor and sent Lavinia for a match.
-Then, turning to Marley, waiting there in the darkness, she said:
-
-"She has told me, Glenn."
-
-Marley felt something tender, maternal in her voice; the way she spoke
-his name affected him.
-
-"But she is young, very young; she is just a girl. We wish, of course,
-for nothing but her happiness, and you must be patient, very patient. It
-must not be, if it is to be, for a long time. What does your own mother
-think of it?"
-
-"I haven't told her."
-
-"You haven't!"
-
-"No. I felt I hardly had the right yet--not before I spoke to Judge
-Blair, you know. I think I shall speak to him just as soon as he gets
-home." He spoke impulsively; until that moment he had been thrusting the
-thought from him, but Mrs. Blair's manner led him into confidences. In
-the immediate fear that he had been precipitant, he looked to her for
-help; she seemed the sort of woman to wish to save others all the
-trouble she could, one whose life was full of sacrifices, none the less
-noble, perhaps, because she made so little of them herself. But a
-perplexity showed in her eyes and before she could reply, Lavinia was
-back. With an intimate, domestic impulse Lavinia pressed the match into
-Marley's hand, and said:
-
-"You do it; I can't reach."
-
-Marley groped with his upheld hand, and when Lavinia guided him to the
-middle of the room, he lighted the gas. Mrs. Blair looked at him for a
-moment and Lavinia, standing by, as if awaiting her decision, glowed
-with happiness. Mrs. Blair's smile completed the fond, maternal
-impression Marley had somehow felt when she was standing by him in the
-darkness. Her full matronly figure, even in the tendency to corpulence
-of her middle years, had preserved its graceful lines; and Marley
-regretted the disappearance of this wholesome, cheerful woman as she
-passed out of the room.
-
-Judge Blair got home from Cincinnati on Sunday morning, worn by his
-work, and maddened by the din of the city to which he was so
-unaccustomed. Walking up the familiar streets, he had been glad of their
-shade and that pervading sense of a Sunday that still remains a Sabbath
-in Macochee. He had been a little piqued, at first, because his wife had
-not met him at the train, though she had not, to be sure, known that he
-was coming. She had gone to Sunday-school, and Connie gave him his
-breakfast--that is, she sat at the table with him, watching him eat and
-answering the questions he put to her about the happenings in Macochee
-while he had been away.
-
-It was not strange that Connie should talk mostly, after she yielded to
-the gnawing temptation to tell him at all, of the nightly visits Marley
-had made to the house. She did this in a certain resentment she felt
-with Lavinia, a resentment that came from an annoying jealousy she was
-beginning to have of Marley, as if, in installing himself in her
-sister's heart, he had evicted all other affections from it.
-
-The judge, with his constant affectation of what he considered the
-judicial attitude of mind, tried to weigh Connie's somewhat prejudiced
-evidence impartially, but he was troubled and annoyed that the peace he
-had been looking forward to all the week should be jeopardized
-immediately on his coming home.
-
-It was not until afternoon that he had an opportunity to question his
-wife, and he began with a severity in his attitude that had as its
-fundamental cause, as much as anything else, her failure to meet him at
-the train that morning, and her remaining to church after Sunday-school.
-
-"What do you know about this business between Lavinia and that young
-Marley?" he asked. "It seems to have developed rapidly during my
-absence."
-
-"Oh, Connie has been talking to you, I suppose!" laughed Mrs. Blair.
-"You know that Connie is apt to be sensational."
-
-Judge Blair eyed his wife narrowly. Connie was his favorite child,
-though he would not, of course, admit as much, and he was ever ready to
-spring to her defense.
-
-"She has very bright eyes," he said.
-
-"Oh, now, dear," said Mrs. Blair, "don't overestimate this thing.
-Lavinia's nothing but a child."
-
-"That's just the point. Has the young man been here much?"
-
-"Yes, he was here quite often--several evenings, in fact."
-
-"Humph! He seems to have taken advantage of the sunshine of my absence
-to make his hay."
-
-"Don't do him an injustice. He didn't meet Lavinia until just about the
-time you went away."
-
-"Well, we'll see about it," said the judge, darkly.
-
-"Now see here, Will, don't make the matter serious by an unnecessary
-opposition; don't drive the children into a position where they will
-consider themselves persecuted lovers."
-
-Mrs. Blair had not until that instant thought of this argument, and she
-was so pleased with it, as justifying her own course with the children,
-as she had artfully called them, that she pressed it.
-
-"No, don't do that. Just let them alone. They're as likely as not to
-outgrow it; that is, if there is anything between them to outgrow.
-They'll probably imagine themselves in love a dozen times before either
-of them is married."
-
-"Don't talk of marriage!" said the judge, with a little shudder.
-
-Mrs. Blair, who had so well dispelled her own fears, could laugh at her
-husband's.
-
-"Just let them alone," she said; "or leave it to me."
-
-"Yes," said the judge peevishly, "leave it to you. You'd probably aid
-and abet them." And then, instantly regretting his ill humor, he added
-hastily: "You're so kind-hearted."
-
-Mrs. Blair kissed his white hair gently and gave his cheek a little pat.
-
-"You'd better take a nap," she said.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER VIII
-
- A JUDICIAL DECISION
-
-
-The judge refused to take a nap, though when he sat down on the veranda
-he did take one, lying back in his chair with one of the many sections
-of the Sunday paper spread over his face. It was from this somewhat
-undignified posture that he was aroused by a step; he started up
-hastily.
-
-"I beg your pardon," said the young man, who stood on the steps twirling
-his straw hat round and round in his hands. The young man went on with
-an anxious smile:
-
-"This is Judge Blair, I presume? My name is Marley--Glenn Marley."
-
-If Marley had known that there were men then in the Ohio penitentiary
-serving terms that were longer by years than they would have been had
-Judge Blair digested his breakfast, or been allowed to finish his
-afternoon nap, he would have chosen another hour to press his suit. But
-he had youth's sublime confidence, and its abiding faith in the abstract
-quality of justice. He had dreaded this moment, but it had forced itself
-upon his keen conscience as a duty, and when he heard that morning that
-Judge Blair had returned he resolved to have it out at once.
-
-"May I have a word with you?" he asked, advancing a little.
-
-The judge nodded, but slightly, as if it were necessary for him, as a
-fattening man advanced in middle life, to conserve his energies. His nod
-seemed to include not only an assent, however reluctant, but a
-permission as well, to take the other chair that stood, all ready to
-rock comfortably, on the veranda. Marley took the chair but he did not
-rock, nor did he yield himself to it, but sat somewhat tensely on its
-very edge.
-
-"It's warm this afternoon, isn't it?" he said, trying to keep up his
-smile. He felt hopeless about it, but the thought, darting through his
-mind, that Lavinia was near, braced his purpose. The judge sat hunched
-in his chair, with his short white hair tumbled rather picturesquely,
-and his chin low in his collar. His lips were set firmly, his brows
-contracted. He breathed heavily, and on his strong aquiline nose, Marley
-could see tiny drops of perspiration.
-
-"I have come," said Marley, "to speak to you, Judge Blair, on a matter
-of, that is, importance. That is, I have come to ask you if I
-might--ah--pay my addresses to your daughter."
-
-Marley thought this form of putting it rather fine, and he was glad that
-that much of it, at least, was over. And yet, much as he liked this
-old-fashioned formula about paying his addresses, he instantly felt its
-inadequacy, and so nerved himself to do it all over.
-
-"I mean Lavinia," he said hurriedly, as if to correct any error of
-identification he might have led the judge into. "I want to marry her."
-
-The judge, still breathing heavily, looked at Marley out of his narrowed
-eyes.
-
-"You know," Marley said, in an explanatory way, "I love her."
-
-He waited then, but the judge was motionless, even to the hand that hung
-at his side over the arm of his chair, still holding his paper. Now and
-then, at what seemed to be long, unequal intervals, his eyelids fell
-slowly in heavy winks.
-
-"How long have you and Lavinia known each other?" he asked finally.
-
-"I met her several weeks ago, out at Captain Carter's. But I did not see
-her again, that is to speak to her, until about a week ago. In one way I
-have known her, you might say, but a week; yet I feel that I have known
-her a long time, always, in fact. I--I--well, I loved her at first
-sight." Marley dropped his face at this speech, for it seemed that he
-had made it too sentimental; he had a feeling that the judge so regarded
-it. He sat and picked at the braids of straw in his hat.
-
-"And have you spoken to her?" asked the judge.
-
-"Oh yes!" said Marley, looking up quickly.
-
-"And she--?"
-
-"She loves me."
-
-The judge closed his eyes as if in pain. Then he stirred, the paper
-dropped from his fingers, and he drew himself up in his chair, as if to
-deal with the matter.
-
-"How old are you, Mr. Marley?" he inquired.
-
-"I am twenty-two," said Marley, confidently, as if this maturity must
-incline the judge in his favor. "I cast my first vote for McKinley." He
-thought this, too, would help matters, and possibly it did.
-
-"You have completed your education?"
-
-"I graduated this summer from the Ohio Wesleyan."
-
-"And what are you doing now, or proposing to do?"
-
-"Just now, I am studying law," he announced. "I'm going to make the law
-my profession."
-
-Marley looked up with a high faith in this final appeal, but even that
-did not impress the judge as Marley felt a tribute thus delicately
-implied should affect him.
-
-"You are reading with a preceptor, I take it?"
-
-"Yes, sir, in Mr. Powell's office."
-
-Judge Blair looked at Marley as if he were deciding what to do with him.
-After he had looked a while he gazed off across the street, drumming
-with his finger-tips on the arm of his chair. Presently, without
-turning, and still gazing abstractedly into the distance--and in that
-instant Marley remembered that he had seen the judge stare at the
-ceiling of the court room in exactly the same way while sentencing a
-culprit--he began to speak.
-
-"Lavinia is yet very young, Mr. Marley," he said, "with no knowledge of
-the world, and, perhaps, little of the state of her own mind. You too,
-are young, very young, and as yet without an occupation. You are, it is
-true, studying law, but it will be three years before you can be
-admitted, and many years after that before you can command a practice
-that would warrant you in marrying. In this day, the outlook for the
-young lawyer is not encouraging. I do not think I would wish a son of
-mine to choose that profession; the great changes that have transpired,
-and are transpiring in our industrial development, have greatly reduced
-the chances of the young lawyer's success. The practice in the smaller
-county-seats, like our own, for instance, has almost entirely vanished.
-The settlement of titles to real estate, so lucrative a branch of the
-law in the early days of my own practice, has deprived the later
-practitioners of that source of revenue; the field of criminal law has
-become narrowed, unremunerative and almost disreputable. The corporation
-work can be handled by one or two firms in each town, and all that seems
-to be left is the prosecution of personal injury suits, and that is a
-work that hardly appeals to the man of dignity and self-respect. The
-large cities have a wider, I might say, the only field, but there the
-young lawyer must spend years of the hardest, most unremitting toil
-before he can come to anything like success."
-
-The judge paused. He had not intended to speak at such length, but the
-habit of the courts was on him, and once started, he found his own
-didacticism so pleasing to himself, that it was with reluctance that he
-paused at all. He might not have stopped when he did, but gone on almost
-indefinitely, as he did when he delivered what were always spoken of as
-his beautiful charges to juries, had he not recalled, with something
-like a pang of resentment, that the happiness of his own, instead of
-another's child, lay at the bottom of all this. He turned then to face
-Marley. The young man was sitting there, his eyes wide, and his face
-long. The color that flamed in it when he first appeared, was now quite
-gone. It was gray and cold instead.
-
-"You will see, Mr. Marley," the judge resumed, "that you are hardly in a
-position to ask for my daughter's hand. Of course," the judge allowed a
-smile to soften somewhat the fixity of his lips, "I appreciate your
-manliness in coming to me, and I do not want to be understood as making
-any reflections upon, or in the least questioning, your character, your
-worth, or the honor of your intentions. But in view of your youth and of
-Lavinia's, and in view of your own, as yet, unsettled position in life,
-you must see how impossible it is that anything like an engagement
-should subsist between you. I say this because I wish only for Lavinia's
-happiness. I may say that I am not unmindful of your happiness, too, and
-I esteem it my duty to reach the conclusions I have just presented to
-you."
-
-"And I--I can not even see her?" stammered Marley, in his despair.
-
-"I have not said that," the judge said. "I shall always be pleased to
-extend to you the hospitality of my house, of course; but I would not
-consider it necessary for you to see her regularly, or intimately, and I
-certainly would not want you to monopolize her society to the exclusion
-of other young men with whom she has been in the habit of associating."
-
-Marley sat there, after this long harangue, with his head downcast. He
-sat and turned his hat round and round. At last he did look up with an
-appeal in his eyes, but when he saw that the judge was sitting there, as
-he had at first, sunk in his chair, breathing heavily and looking at him
-out of those sluggish eyes, he arose. He stood a moment, and looked off
-across the street somewhere, anywhere. Then he smote one hand lightly
-into the other, turned, and said:
-
-"Well--good afternoon, Judge Blair."
-
-"Good afternoon, Mr. Marley," the judge replied. He watched Marley go
-down the walk and out of the gate.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER IX
-
- A FILIAL REBUKE
-
-
-"Father!"
-
-Judge Blair turned and saw Lavinia standing in the wide front door. Her
-face was red, her eyes were flashing, her arms hung straight and tense
-at her sides.
-
-The judge stirred uneasily in his chair.
-
-"Oh!" she cried, rigidly clenching her little fists. "What have you
-done! You have sent him away!"
-
-"Come here, my daughter," he said.
-
-Lavinia moved toward him, halting each moment, then taking a few nervous
-steps forward. At last she stood before him, challenging, defiant.
-
-"Sit down, Lavinia, and listen," implored the judge.
-
-"You have sent him away!" she repeated. "You were harsh and cruel and
-unkind to him!"
-
-"Lavinia!" cried the judge, flushing with the anger parents call by
-different names. There was now a peremptory quality in his tone. But the
-girl did not heed him.
-
-"Oh, how could you!" she went on, "how could you! Think how you must
-have wounded him! You not only reproached him with being poor, but you
-discouraged him as to his prospects! Do you think I cared for that? Do
-you think I couldn't have waited? Do you think I can't wait anyhow? What
-had you when you proposed to mama? You were poor--you had no prospects;
-you had no more right--"
-
-"Lavinia! Lavinia!" the judge commanded, grasping the arms of his chair
-in an effort to rise. "You are beside yourself! You don't know what you
-are saying!"
-
-"And you pretended to be doing it all for my happiness, too! Oh! oh!
-oh!" Her anger vented itself impotently in these exclamations, and then
-her mother, white and alarmed, appeared in the doorway behind her.
-
-"Lavinia," she said quietly.
-
-The girl trembled violently, then whirled about, pressed her hands to
-her face, and ran in, brushing by her mother in the doorway. Mrs. Blair
-glanced after her irresolutely. Then she went to her husband.
-
-"Be calm, dear," she said.
-
-The judge sank back in his chair and looked at her in amazement.
-
-"What has happened?" She drew the empty chair up and sat down in it. She
-leaned forward and took one of his hands, and pressed it between both of
-her own. She waited for the judge to speak.
-
-"I hardly know," he began. "I never heard Lavinia break out so."
-
-"You must remember how excited and overwrought she is," Mrs. Blair
-exclaimed. "You must make allowances."
-
-"I didn't know the girl had such spirit," he continued.
-
-Mrs. Blair smiled rather wanly, and stroked her husband's hand. It was
-very cold and moist, and it trembled.
-
-"I had no idea it was so serious," he went on, as if summing up the
-catalogue of his surprises.
-
-"Tell me how it all came about," said Mrs. Blair.
-
-"Marley was here, first," the judge began. He had to pause, for he
-seemed to find it difficult to catch his breath. "It was a great
-surprise to me; it was very painful."
-
-The judge withdrew his hand and wiped his brow. Then he gazed again as
-he had done before, across the street. Mrs. Blair, though eying him
-closely and with concern, waited patiently.
-
-"I didn't wish to wound him," the judge resumed, speaking as much to
-himself as to her. "I hope I said nothing harsh; he really was quite
-manly about it."
-
-He paused again.
-
-"I presume I may have seemed cold, unfeeling, unsympathetic," he went
-on; and then as if he needed to reassure and justify himself, he added,
-"but of course it was impossible, utterly impossible."
-
-After another pause, he drew a deep breath, and as if he had already
-outlined his whole interview with Marley, continued:
-
-"And then Lavinia appeared; she must have heard it all, standing there
-in the hall."
-
-The judge leaned heavily against the back of his big chair; his face was
-drawn, his wrinkles were deeper than they had been, and he wore an
-aspect of weariness and pain. His form, too, seemed to have shrunk, and
-he sat there in an almost helpless mass, limp and inert.
-
-"I am only afraid, dear," Mrs. Blair said quietly, "that we have taken
-this thing too seriously."
-
-"Possibly," he said. "But it is serious, very serious. I don't know what
-is to be done."
-
-"We must have patience," Mrs. Blair counseled. "It will require all our
-delicacy and tact, now."
-
-"Perhaps you had better go in to her," the judge said presently. "Poor
-little girl; she is passing through the deep waters. And I tried to act
-only for her interest and happiness."
-
-Mrs. Blair arose.
-
-"She will see that, dear, in time."
-
-"I hope so," said the judge. Mrs. Blair went up to Lavinia's room, and
-listened for a moment at the closed door. She heard a voice, low and
-indistinct, but she knew it for the voice of Connie, and she could tell
-from its tone that the little girl was trying in her way to comfort and
-console her sister. So she stepped away, silently, almost stealthily,
-going on tiptoe.
-
-The judge sat on the veranda all the afternoon. He scarcely moved, and
-never once did he pick up the Sunday paper. Now and then he bowed, in
-his dignified way, to some acquaintance passing in the street. The
-Chenowiths came out on to their front porch, evidently hot and stupefied
-from their Sunday afternoon naps and ready now for the cool refreshment
-of the evening breeze they could usually rely on in Macochee with the
-coming of the evening. The judge bowed to them, and he tried to put into
-his bow an indolent unconcern, lest the Chenowiths should penetrate his
-manner and discover the trouble that lay on his heart. The Chenowiths
-had gone to the end of their porch, and the judge could hear their
-laughter. He thought it strange and unnatural that any one should laugh.
-
-He decided that he would review this whole affair of Lavinia's love
-calmly and judicially. He went back to the beginning of Marley's visit,
-trying to see wherein he himself had been in the wrong, then he went
-over the hot scene with Lavinia. He could not recover from his surprise
-at this; that Lavinia, who was usually so gentle, so mild, so unselfish,
-should have given way to such anger was incomprehensible. He had always
-said that she had her mother's disposition. He could see her, all the
-time, distinctly, as she had stood there, in a rage he had never known
-her to indulge before, and yet, as he looked at the image of her that
-was in his mind, and recalled certain expressions, certain attitudes,
-certain tones of voice, it came over him all at once that she was
-exactly as her mother had been at her age, though he could not reconcile
-Lavinia's mood with the resemblance. Then he went back to his own days
-of courtship, with their emotions, their uncertainties, their doubts and
-illusions. They seemed a long way off.
-
-He was trying to think calmly and logically, but he found that he could
-not then control his mind, for suddenly he saw Lavinia as a little girl,
-with her mother kneeling before her, shaking out and straightening her
-starched frock. And with this thought came the revelation, sudden,
-irresistible, that Lavinia was no longer a child as, with the habit of
-the happy years, he had thought of her, up to that very afternoon, in
-fact, until an hour ago, and he bowed before the changes that hour had
-wrought. He accepted the conviction now that he himself had grown old.
-He forgot his purpose to probe to its first cause this unhappiness that
-had come to him; he saw that what he mourned was the loss of a child,
-the loss of his own youth.
-
-He glanced across at the Chenowiths again, and they seemed remote from
-him, of another generation in fact, though but a few moments before he
-had looked on them as contemporaries. And then suddenly there came to
-him the fear that Mr. Chenowith might run over to chat with him, as was
-his habit, and the judge hastily rose, and almost surreptitiously went
-off the end of the porch and around into the side yard. Under the new
-impression of age that he had grown into, he walked slowly, with a
-senile stoop, and dragged his feet as he went. He wandered about in the
-yard for a long while, looking at the shrubs and bushes and trees he had
-planted himself so long ago, when he was young. It occurred to him that
-here in this garden he would potter around, and pass his declining
-years.
-
-He remained in the yard until his wife came to call him in to the supper
-she had prepared, in the Sunday evening absence of the hired girl, and
-with an effort he brought himself back from the future to the present.
-
-"How is she?"
-
-"Oh, she's all right," said Mrs. Blair, in her usual cheery tone. "I
-didn't go to her, I thought it best to leave her alone."
-
-The judge looked at his wife, with her rosy face, and her full figure
-still youthful in the simple summer gown she wore. He looked at her
-curiously, wondering why it was she seemed so young; a width of years
-seemed all at once to separate them. Mrs. Blair noted this look of her
-husband's. She noted it with pity for him; he looked older to her.
-
-"I think it would be nice for you to take Lavinia with you when you go
-to Put-in-Bay to the Bar Association meeting," she said.
-
-It seemed strange and anomalous to Judge Blair that he should still be
-attending Bar Association meetings.
-
-"I'll see," he said; and then he qualified, "if I go."
-
-"If you go?" his wife exclaimed. "Why, you're down for a paper!"
-
-"So I am," said the judge.
-
-They turned toward the house, and the judge took his wife's arm, leaning
-rather heavily on it.
-
-"Will!" she said, after they had gone a few steps in this fashion. "What
-is the matter with you! You walk like an old man!"
-
-She shook his arm off, and said:
-
-"Hurry up now. The coffee will be getting cold."
-
-Indoors, they passed Connie going through the hall; she had just come
-down the stairs, and the sight of her girlish figure, and her short
-skirts just sweeping the tops of her shoes, gladdened the judge's heart,
-and he smiled. He could rely on Connie, anyway, for sympathy. But the
-girl gave him a sharp reproachful stare from her dark eyes, and the
-judge felt utterly deserted.
-
-Lavinia did not come down to her supper, though her mother, knowing she
-would want it later, kept the coffee warm on the back of the kitchen
-stove. Chad had gone away with one of the Weston boys. So the three, the
-judge, Mrs. Blair and Connie, ate their supper alone.
-
-After supper, Mrs. Blair and Connie went immediately to Lavinia and the
-judge had a sense of exclusion from the mysteries that were enacting up
-there, an exclusion that seemed to proceed from his own culpability. He
-went to his library and tried to read, but he could only sit with his
-head in his hand, and stare before him. But finally he was aroused from
-his reveries by a stir in the hall, and glancing up he saw Lavinia in
-the door. She came straight to him, and said:
-
-"Forgive me, papa, if I was rude and unkind."
-
-He seized her in his arms, hugging her head against his shoulders, and
-he said again and again, while stroking her hair clumsily:
-
-"My little girl! My little girl!"
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER X
-
- PUT-IN-BAY
-
-
-The little steamer for the islands rolled out of Sandusky Bay with
-Lavinia sitting by the forward rail. She had yielded to her father's
-wishes with an easy complaisance that made him suspicious, and yet, as
-he stood solicitously by, he was persistent in his determination to
-realize for her all the delights he had so extravagantly predicted for
-the journey. He tried to rouse her interest by pointing out Johnson's
-Island, but it did not possess for her, as the place where the
-Confederate prisoners were confined during the war, the interest an old
-soldier was able to discover in it, and though he tried his best, with
-an effort at entertainment that was well-nigh pathetic, she only smiled
-wanly.
-
-He left her, after a while, her chin in her hands, looking over into the
-light green waters, watching the curve of the waves the steamer tossed
-away from its sharp prow. The lake was in one of its most smiling and
-happy moods, though they were then at a point where storms easily lash
-its shallow depths into billows that might satisfy the rage of the North
-Atlantic. The lighthouse on the rocks at Marblehead had a fascination
-for Lavinia; it seemed waiting for her humor, and she watched it until
-the steamer had gone far on toward Kelly's Island, and left the
-lighthouse behind, a white spot gleaming in the sun.
-
-When they entered the little archipelago of the Wine Islands, with their
-waters a deeper green than those out in the lake and overcast in strange
-ways by mysterious shadows and cool weird reflections of the green of
-the islands all about, Judge Blair came back to her and asked if she had
-been seasick and how she had enjoyed the little journey. As she met him
-with her strange perplexing smile, he began to doubt her again;
-something assured him that she still clung to her purpose of love, and
-he found himself almost wishing that she had kept to her defiant temper
-of the Sunday afternoon that now seemed so far away.
-
-When they had reached Put-in-Bay and bounded on the trolley across the
-island to the huge hotel, they had their dinner and Lavinia perplexed
-the judge further by retiring to her room. She said she would rest,
-though she had persisted all the morning that she was not tired.
-
-As soon as she had closed the door on her father, leaving him in doubt
-and confusion, she began a long letter to Marley. She described her trip
-in detail, jealous of every trifle of experience that had befallen her;
-she told him of the bridal couple she had seen board the train at Clyde,
-and of the showers of rice that had been thrown by the laughing bridal
-party, though she omitted the lone father of the bride standing apart on
-the platform craning his head anxiously for another sight of his
-daughter, and trying to smile. But she gave him a sense of the romance
-that had stirred in her at the sight of the lighthouse on its lonely
-point of rocks and the stone towers that made the wine-cellars on
-Kelly's Island look like castles.
-
-After supper Lavinia left her father to the pleasure of renewing
-acquaintance with the lawyers who thronged the lobby, and stole down to
-the rocks that marked the shelving shore of the island. She saw stately
-schooners, with white sails spread, and she watched, until its black
-banner of smoke was but a light wraith, a big propeller towing its
-convoy of grain barges across the far horizon. This calm serene passing
-of the life of the lakes soothed her, filled her with a thousand
-fancies, and stirred her emotions with deep, hidden hints of the mystery
-of all life. As she sat there and gazed, now and then tears came to her
-eyes. The waters were spread smoothly before her under the last
-reflection of the sun, the twilight was coming across the lake; and as
-the light followed the sun and the darkness crept behind, she looked
-toward the south in the direction, as she felt, of Macochee, and thought
-of her home and of her mother, of Connie and of Chad, and then she
-thought of Glenn.
-
-Far out in the lake a cluster of yellow lights moved swiftly along--one
-of the big passenger steamers that nightly ply between Detroit and
-Buffalo, and she read in that moving girdle of light new meanings; then
-suddenly a fear seized her, a fear that was part of the ache in her
-heart, and she ran into the hotel and up to her room. Then she took up
-her letter again and poured out all her new sensations, her longings,
-and her fears in a lengthy postscript. When she had finished, she began
-to address the envelope; and she wrote on it, with pride:
-
-"Mr. Glenn--"
-
-And then she paused. She did not know whether he spelt his name "Marly,"
-or "Marley," or "Marlay." She tried writing it each way, dozens of
-times, but the oftener she tested it the less able she was to decide. It
-was too ridiculous; she became exasperated with herself; then humiliated
-and ashamed. When she heard her father's step in the hall, she hastily
-locked her letter in her little traveling bag. The judge greeted her
-warmly; he was flushed and happy, and in the highest spirits. During the
-afternoon he had been meeting lawyers from all over Ohio; the evening
-boats from Cleveland and Toledo had brought more of them to the island;
-they were all eminent, respectable, rich, the attorneys of big
-corporations. The judges of the Supreme Court and of the Circuit Courts
-were there, and the excitement had reached its height when the boat from
-Cleveland brought an associate justice of the United States Supreme
-Court to deliver the chief address of the meeting.
-
-Judge Blair reveled in meeting all these distinguished men; he enjoyed
-the flattery in their way of addressing and introducing him. But his
-conscience smote him when he saw Lavinia. He drew up a chair and sat
-beside her, holding his cigar at arm's length. It was an excellent
-cigar, better than he ordinarily smoked, and the thin thread of smoke
-that wavered up from it filled the room almost instantly with its
-delicate perfume.
-
-"Did my little girl think her father had deserted her?" he said,
-speaking of her in the third person, after the affectionate way of
-parents. "He must pay better attention to her. She must come down and
-meet the lawyers; they will be delighted; a justice of the Supreme Court
-has just come on from Washington! She will want to meet him!"
-
-The judge paused and twisted his head about for a puff at his cigar, and
-then waited for Lavinia to glow at the prospect. But when she looked at
-him, and tried to smile again, he saw the glint of tears in her eyes.
-
-"Why come, come, dear!" he said. "What's the matter? Aren't you having a
-good time? Never mind, when this meeting's over we'll go to Detroit, and
-maybe up the lakes for a little trip. That'll bring the roses back!"
-
-He pinched her cheeks playfully, but she did not respond; she looked at
-him pleadingly.
-
-"Why, Lavinia," he cried, "you aren't homesick?"
-
-She winked bravely to stem the flood of tears and then nodded.
-
-"Well!" he said, nonplussed. "You know, dear, we can't--"
-
-The tears were brimming in her blue eyes, and he left his sentence
-uncompleted to go on:
-
-"So you're homesick, eh? For mama, and Connie?"
-
-She nodded, and he studied her closely for a moment, and then he could
-not resist the question that all along had been torturing him.
-
-"And for--?"
-
-She confirmed his fear, with quick decisive little nods. She got out her
-handkerchief and hastily brushed her tears away, and then with an effort
-to control herself, she looked at him and said, as if she were ready to
-have it all out then:
-
-"Yes, father, I haven't treated him right. I came away without telling
-him."
-
-Judge Blair scowled and turned away, and bit the end of his cigar. Then
-he sat and studied it. Lavinia waited; she was ready for the final
-contest. Presently the judge arose.
-
-"Well, dear," he said. "Well--we'll see; of course, we can't go back
-just yet--I have my address to read to-morrow, and besides, some of the
-boys are talking of me for president of the Bar Association. And I had
-thought, I had thought, that a little trip over to Detroit, and maybe up
-to Mackinac--"
-
-"Father," said Lavinia, looking at him now calmly, "I don't want to go
-to Detroit or up to Mackinac. I'll do, of course, as you say; I'll wait
-until the Bar meeting is over, but I want to go home. You might as well
-know now, father--we might as well understand each other--it can be no
-other way."
-
-Judge Blair looked at his daughter a moment, and she kept her eyes
-directly and firmly in his.
-
-"Oh well," he said with a sigh, "of course, dear, if you say. I'd like
-to stay until after the election though. Will you?"
-
-"Of course," she consented.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XI
-
- MACOCHEE
-
-
-Marley had not learned of Lavinia's departure until Monday afternoon; he
-had the news from Lawrence, who had it from the hackman who had taken
-Judge Blair and Lavinia to the train; for whenever any of the quality go
-away from Macochee they always ride to the station in the hack, though
-at other times they walk without difficulty all over the town. When
-Marley reached the office, and found Wade Powell, as he usually found
-him, sitting with his feet on his table, smoking and reading a
-Cincinnati paper, the lawyer looked up casually, but when he saw
-Marley's expression he suddenly exclaimed:
-
-"Hello! What's the matter?"
-
-Marley shook his head.
-
-"Something's troubling you," said Powell.
-
-Marley shook his head again, and Powell looked at him as at a witness he
-was cross-examining.
-
-"I know better," he said.
-
-Marley affected to busy himself at his desk, but after a while, he
-turned about and said:
-
-"Something is troubling me, Mr. Powell; my--prospects." He had been on
-the point of confessing his real trouble, but with the very words on his
-lips, he could not utter them, and so let the conversation take another
-turn.
-
-"Oh, prospects!" said Powell. "I can tell you all about prospects; I've
-had more than any man in Gordon County. When I was your age, opinion was
-unanimous in this community that my prospects were the most numerous and
-the most brilliant of any one here!"
-
-Powell laughed, a little bitterly.
-
-"If I'd only been prudent enough to die then, Glenn," he went on, "I'd
-have been mourned as a potential judge of the Supreme Court, senator and
-president."
-
-"It'll be three years before I can be admitted, won't it?" asked Marley.
-
-"Yes," said Powell; "but that isn't long; and it isn't anything to be
-admitted."
-
-"Well, it takes time, anyway," said Marley, "and then there's the
-practice after that--how long will that take?"
-
-"Well, let's see," said Powell, plucking reflectively at the flabby skin
-that hung between the points of his collar. "Let's see." His brows were
-twitching humorously. "It's taken me about thirty years--I don't know
-how much longer it'll take."
-
-Powell smoked on for a few moments, and then added soberly:
-
-"Of course, I had to fool around in politics for about twenty-five
-years, and save the people."
-
-"Do you think," Marley said, after a moment's silence that paid its own
-respect to Powell's regrets, "that there's an opening for me here in
-Macochee?"
-
-"No, Glenn, I'll tell you. There's no use to think of locating in
-Macochee or any other small town. The business is dead here. It's too
-bad, but it's so. When I began there was plenty of real estate law to
-do, and plenty of criminal law, but the land titles are all settled
-now--"
-
-"That's what Judge Blair said," interrupted Marley.
-
-"So you've been to him, have you?"
-
-Marley blushed.
-
-"Well, not exactly," he said. "I heard him say that."
-
-"Yes," mused Powell. "Well, he feathered his nest pretty well while they
-were being settled. But as I was saying--the criminal business has died
-out, or rather, it has changed. The criminals haven't any money any
-more, that is, the old kind of criminals; the corporations have it all
-now--if you want to make money, you'll have to have them for clients. Of
-course, the money still goes to the criminal lawyer just as it used to."
-
-"I like Macochee," said Marley, his spirits falling fast.
-
-"Well, it's a nice old town to live in," Powell assented. "But the devil
-of it is how're you going to live? Of course, you can study here just as
-well as anywhere; better than anywhere, in fact; you have plenty of
-time, and plenty of quiet. But as for locating here--why, it's utterly
-out of the question for a man who wants to make anything of himself and
-has to get a living while he's doing it--and I don't know any other kind
-that ever do make anything out of themselves."
-
-"I had hoped--" persisted Marley, longing for Powell to relent.
-
-"Oh, I know," the lawyer replied almost impatiently, "but it's no use,
-there's nothing in it. No one with ambition can stay here now. The town,
-like all these old county-seats, is good for nothing but impecunious old
-age and cemeteries. It was nothing but a country cross-roads before the
-railroad came, and since then it's been nothing but a water-tank; if it
-keeps on it'll be nothing but a whistling-post, and the trains won't be
-bothered to stop at all. Its people are industrious in nothing but
-gossip, and genuine in nothing but hypocrisy; they are so mean that they
-hate themselves, and think all the time they're hating each other. Just
-look at our leading citizen, Brother Dudley, over there in his bank; he
-owns the whole town, and he thinks he's a bigger man than old Grant.
-Sundays he sits in his pew with a black coat on, squinting at the
-preacher out of his sore little eyes, and waiting for him to say
-something he can get the bishop to fire him for, and he calls that
-religion. Mondays he goes back to his business of skinning farmers and
-poor widows out of their miserable little pennies, and he calls that
-business; Does he ever look at a flower or a tree, or turn round in the
-street at the laugh of a child? He's the kind of man that runs this
-town, and he makes the rest of the people like it. Well, he don't run
-me! God! If I'd only had some sense twenty years ago I'd have pulled out
-and gone to the city and been somebody to-day."
-
-It pained Marley to hear Powell berate Macochee; he had never heard him
-rage so violently at the town, though he was always sneering at it. To
-Marley the very name of Macochee meant romance; he liked the name the
-Indian village had left behind when it vanished; he liked the old
-high-gabled buildings about the Square; he longed to identify himself
-with Macochee, to think of it as his home.
-
-"But I'll tell you one thing," Powell went on, his tone suddenly
-changing to one of angry resolution as he flung his feet heavily to the
-bare floor and struck his desk a startling blow with his fist, "I'll
-tell you one thing, I'm through working for nothing; they've got to pay
-me! I'm going to squeeze the last cent out of them after this, same as
-old Dudley does, same as old Bill Blair did before he went on the bench;
-that's what I'm going to do. I'm getting old and I've got to quit
-running a legal eleemosynary institution."
-
-Powell's eyes flamed, but a shadow fell in the room, and Powell and
-Marley glanced at the door.
-
-"Well, what do you want?" said Powell.
-
-An old woman, bareheaded in the hurry of a crisis, was on the threshold.
-
-"Oh, Mr. Powell," she began in a wailing voice, "would you come quick!"
-
-"What for?"
-
-"Charlie's in ag'in."
-
-"Got any money?" demanded Powell, in the angry resolution of a moment
-before. He clenched his fist again on the edge of his table. Marley
-glanced at him in surprise, and then at the old woman.
-
-The woman hung her head and stammered:
-
-"Well, you know--I hain't just now, but by the week's end, when I get
-the money for my washin'--"
-
-"Oh, that's all right," said Powell, getting to his feet, "that's all
-right. We won't talk of that now. I beg your pardon. We'll walk down to
-the calaboose and see the boy; we can talk it over with him and see
-what's to be done."
-
-He picked up his slouch hat and clapped it on his head.
-
-"What's he been doing this time?" he said to the old woman as they went
-out the door.
-
-Marley watched them as they passed the open window and disappeared. A
-smile touched his lips an instant, and then he became serious and
-depressed once more.
-
-He had had no word from Lavinia, and her going away immediately after
-his scene with Judge Blair confused him. He tried to think it out, but
-he could reach no conclusion save that it was all at an end. Lavinia's
-sudden, unexplained departure proved that. And yet he could not, he
-would not, think that she had changed; no, her father had borne her
-away--that was it--forcibly and cruelly borne her away. For a long while
-he sat there finding a certain satisfaction in the melancholy that came
-over him, and then suddenly he was aroused by the boom of the town
-clock. The heavy notes of the bell rolled across to him, and he counted
-them--five. It was time to go. And Powell had not returned. It was not
-surprising; Powell often went out that way and did not come back, and,
-often, somehow to Marley's chagrin, men and women sat and waited long
-hours in the dumb patience of the poor and then went away with their
-woes still burdening them. They must have been used to woes, they
-carried them so silently.
-
-Marley was walking moodily down Main Street, feeling that he had no part
-in the bustling happiness of the people going home from their day's
-work, when, lifting his head, he saw Mrs. Blair in her surrey. Instantly
-she jerked the horse in toward the curb and beckoned to him.
-
-"Why, Glenn! I'm so glad I met you!" she said, her face rosy with its
-smile. "I have something for you."
-
-She raised her eyebrows in a significant way and began fumbling in her
-lap. Presently she leaned out of the surrey and pressed something into
-his hand.
-
-"Just between ourselves, you know!" she said, with the delicious mystery
-of a secret, and then gathering up her reins, she clucked at her lazy
-horse.
-
-He looked after her a moment, then at the thick envelope he held in his
-hand. On it was written in the long Anglican characters of a young girl,
-these words:
-
-"For Glenn."
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XII
-
- A CONDITIONAL SURRENDER
-
-
-Judge Blair and Lavinia returned home Saturday.
-
-"I guess it's no use," the judge said to Mrs. Blair when she had
-followed him up stairs, where he had gone to wash off the dust he had
-accumulated during the six hours the train had consumed in jerking
-itself from Sandusky to Macochee.
-
-"No, I could see how relieved she was to get home," replied Mrs. Blair,
-musing idly out of the window. She was not so sure that she was pleased
-with the result she had done her part to accomplish.
-
-"I guess you were right," the judge said.
-
-"I?" asked Mrs. Blair, suddenly turning round.
-
-"Yes--in saying that it would be best not to dignify it by too much
-notice. That might only add to its seriousness."
-
-Mrs. Blair looked out of the window again.
-
-"Of course," the judge went on presently, "I wouldn't want it considered
-as an engagement."
-
-"Of course not," Mrs. Blair acquiesced.
-
-"You'd better have a talk with her," he said. She saw that he was
-seeking his usual retreat in such cases, and she was now determined not
-to take the responsibility. Spiritually they tossed this responsibility
-back and forth between them, like a shuttlecock.
-
-"But wouldn't that make it look as if we were taking too much notice of
-it?"
-
-"Well," the judge said, "I don't know. Do just as you think best."
-
-"Didn't you talk to her about it when you were away?" Mrs. Blair asked.
-
-"M-m yes," the judge said slowly.
-
-"And what did she say?"
-
-"Nothing much, only--"
-
-"Only what?"
-
-"Only that she would not give him up."
-
-"Oh!"
-
-Mrs. Blair waited, and the judge dawdled at his toilet. Some compulsion
-she could not resist, though she tried, distrusting her own weakness,
-drove Mrs. Blair to speak first, and even then she sought to minimize
-the effect of her surrender.
-
-"Of course, Will," she said, "I want to be guided by you in this matter.
-It's really quite serious."
-
-"Oh, well," he said, "you're capable of managing it."
-
-"You said you knew his father, didn't you?" she asked after a while.
-
-"Slightly; why?"
-
-"I was just wishing that we knew more of the family. You know they have
-not lived in Macochee long."
-
-"That's true," the judge assented, realizing all that the objection
-meant.
-
-"And yet," Mrs. Blair reassured him, though she was trying to reassure
-herself at the same time, "his father is a minister; that ought to count
-for something."
-
-"Yes, it ought, and still you know they say that ministers' sons are
-always--"
-
-"But," Mrs. Blair interrupted, as if he were wholly missing the point,
-"ministers' families always have a standing, I think."
-
-They were silent, then, until Mrs. Blair began:
-
-"I suppose I really ought to call on Mrs. Marley."
-
-"Why?"
-
-"Well, it seems, you know--it seems to me that I ought."
-
-"But wouldn't that--?"
-
-"I considered that, and still, it might seem more so if I didn't, don't
-you see?"
-
-The judge tried to grasp the attenuated point, and expressed his failure
-in the sigh with which he stooped to fasten his shoes. Then he drew on
-his alpaca coat, and just as he was leaving the room, his wife stopped
-him with:
-
-"But, Will!"
-
-He halted with his hand on the door-knob. For an instant his wife looked
-at him in pleasure. He was rather handsome, with his white hair combed
-gravely, his ruddy face fresh from his shaving, and his stiff, white
-collar about his neck.
-
-"What did you say?" he asked, recalling her from her reverie of him.
-
-"Oh!" she said; "only this--maybe he won't feel like coming around here
-any more. You know you practically sent him away."
-
-The judge gave a little laugh.
-
-"I guess that will work itself out. Anyway I'll leave it to you--or to
-them."
-
-Still smiling at his own humor, he turned the door-knob, and then
-hesitated. His smile had vanished.
-
-"She's so young," he said with a regret. "She's so young. How old did
-you say you were when we were married?"
-
-"Eighteen," Mrs. Blair replied.
-
-"And Lavinia can't be more than--"
-
-"Why, she's twenty," said Mrs. Blair.
-
-"So she is," said the judge. "So she is. But then you--"
-
-Mrs. Blair had come close to him, and stood picking a bit of thread from
-his shoulder.
-
-"It was different with us, wasn't it, dear?" she said, looking up at
-him.
-
-He kissed her.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XIII
-
- SUMMER
-
-
-The dust lay thick in Ward Street, sifting its fine powder on the leaves
-of the cottonwoods that grew at the weedy gutter. The grass in the yard
-grew long, and the bushes languished in the heat. Judge Blair's beans
-clambered up their poles and turned white; and Connie's sweet peas grew
-lush and rank, running, as she complained, mostly to leaves. The house
-seemed to have withdrawn within itself; its green shutters were closed.
-In the evening dim figures could be seen on the veranda, and the drone
-of voices could be heard. At eleven o'clock, the deep siren of the
-Limited could be heard, as it rounded the curve a mile out of town.
-After that it was still, and night lay on Macochee, soft, vast,
-immeasurable. The clock in the Court House tower boomed out the heavy
-hours. Sometimes the harmonies of the singing negroes were borne over
-the town.
-
-And to Marley and Lavinia those days, and those evenings of purple
-shadows and soft brilliant stars, were but the setting of a dream that
-unfolded new wonders constantly. They were but a part of all life, a
-part of the glowing summer itself, innocent of the thousand artificial
-demands man has made on himself. Lavinia went about with a new
-expression, exalted, expectant; a new dignity had come to her and a new
-beauty; all at once, suddenly, as it were, character had set its noble
-mark upon her, and about her slender figure there was the aureola of
-romance.
-
-"Have you noticed Lavinia?" Mrs. Blair asked her husband.
-
-"No, why?" he said, in the alarm that was ever ready to spring within
-him.
-
-"She has changed so; she has grown so beautiful!"
-
-One morning the judge saw a spar of light flash from her finger, and he
-peered anxiously over his glasses.
-
-"What's that, Lavinia?" he asked, and when she stood at his knee, almost
-like a little girl again in all but spirit, he took her finger.
-
-"A ring," she said simply.
-
-"What does it mean?"
-
-"Glenn gave it to me."
-
-"Glenn?"
-
-"Yes."
-
-"But I thought there was to be no engagement?" The judge looked up, as
-if there had been betrayal. But Lavinia only smiled. The judge looked at
-her a moment, then released her hand.
-
-"I wouldn't wear it where any one could see it," he said.
-
-The summer stretched itself long into September; and then came the still
-days of fall, moving slowly by in majestic procession. With the first
-cool air, a new restless energy awoke in Marley. All the summer he had
-neglected his studies; but now a change was working in him as wonderful
-as that which autumn was working in the world. He looked back at that
-happy, self-sufficient summer, and, for an instant, he had a wild,
-impotent desire to detain it, to hold it, to keep things just as they
-were; but the summer was gone, the winter at hand, and he felt all at
-once the impact of practical life. He faced the future, and for an
-instant he recoiled.
-
-Lavinia was standing looking up at him. She laid her hand on his
-shoulder.
-
-"What is it, Glenn?"
-
-"I was just thinking," he said, "that I have a great assurance in asking
-you to marry me."
-
-"What do you mean?"
-
-"Why, dear, just this: I can't get a practice in Macochee; I might as
-well look it in the face now as any time. I have known it all along, but
-I've kept it from you, and I've tried to keep it from myself. There's no
-place here for me; everybody says so, your father, Wade Powell,
-everybody. There's no chance for a young man in the law in these small
-towns. I've tried to make myself think otherwise. I've tried to make
-myself believe that after I'd been admitted I could settle down here and
-get a practice and we could have a little home of our own--but--"
-
-"Can't we?" Lavinia whispered the words, as if she were afraid utterance
-would confirm the fear they imported.
-
-"Well--that's what they all say," Marley insisted.
-
-"But papa's always talking that way," Lavinia protested. "I suppose all
-old men do. They forget that they were ever young, and I don't see what
-right they have to destroy your faith, your confidence, or the
-confidence of any young man!" Lavinia blazed out these words
-indignantly. It was consoling to Marley to hear them, he liked her
-passionate partizanship in his cause. He longed for her to go on, and he
-waited, anxious to be reassured in spite of himself. He could see her
-face dimly in the starlight, and feel her figure rigid with protest
-beside him.
-
-"It's simply wicked in them," she said presently. "I don't care what
-they say. We can and we will!"
-
-"I like to have you put it that way, dear," said Marley. "I like to have
-you say 'we'!"
-
-She drew more closely to him.
-
-"And you think we can?" he said presently.
-
-"I know it."
-
-"And have a little home, here, in one of these quiet streets, with the
-shade, and the happiness--"
-
-"Yes!"
-
-"And it wouldn't matter much if we were poor?"
-
-"No!"
-
-"Just at first, you know. I'd work hard, and we could be so happy, so
-happy, just we two, together!"
-
-"Yes, yes," she whispered.
-
-"I love Macochee so," Marley said presently. "I just couldn't leave it!"
-
-"Don't! Don't!" she protested. "Don't even speak of it!"
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XIV
-
- ONE SUNDAY MORNING
-
-
-It was Sunday morning and Marley sat in church looking at a shaft of
-soft light that fell through one of the tall windows. From gazing at the
-shaft of light, he began to study the symbols in the different windows,
-the cross and crown, the lamb, the triangle that represented the
-Trinity, all the Roman symbols that Protestantism still retains in its
-decorations. Then he counted the pipes in the organ, back and forth,
-never certain that he had counted them correctly. All about him the
-people were going through the service, but it had lost all meaning for
-Marley, because he had been accustomed to it from childhood.
-
-Having been reassured by Lavinia, he felt that he should be happy, yet a
-strong sense of dissatisfaction, of uncertainty, flowed persistently
-under all his thoughts, belying his heart's assurance of its happiness.
-When Doctor Marley, advancing to the pulpit, buttoned his coat down
-before him, pushed aside the vase of flowers the ladies' committee
-always put in his way, and stood with his strong, expressive hand laid
-on the open Bible, Marley's thoughts fixed themselves for a moment in
-the pride and love he had always had for his father. There swept before
-him hundreds of scenes like this when his father had stood up to preach,
-and then suddenly he realized that his father had grown old: he was
-white-haired and in his rugged, smooth-shaven face deep lines were
-drawn--the lines of a beautiful character.
-
-He remembered something his father had said to the effect that the
-pulpit was the only place in which inexperienced youth was desired,
-showing the insincerity of what people call their religion, and then he
-remembered the ambitions he had dimly felt in his father in his earlier
-days; it had been predicted that his father would be a bishop. But he
-was not a bishop, and now in all probability never would be one; he was
-not politician enough for that. And Marley wondered whether or not his
-father could be said to have been successful; he had come to know and to
-do high things, he had lived a life full of noble sacrifice and the
-finest faith in humanity and in God; but was this success? He heard his
-father's voice:
-
-"The text will be found in the third chapter of the Lamentations of
-Jeremiah."
-
-But Marley never listened to sermons; now and then he caught a phrase,
-or a period, especially when his father raised his voice, but his
-thoughts were elsewhere, anywhere--not on the sermon. The men and women
-sitting in front of him kept shifting constantly, and he grew tired of
-slipping this way and that and craning his neck in order to see his
-father. And then the constant fluttering of fans hurt his eyes, and they
-wandered here and there, each person they lighted on suggesting some new
-train of thought.
-
-Presently they fell on a girl in a white dress, and in some way she
-suggested Lavinia. And instantly he felt that he should be perfectly
-happy when thinking of Lavinia, but, as suddenly, came that subconscious
-uncertainty, that deep-flowing discontent. He went over his last
-conversation with Lavinia, in which he had found such assurance, but now
-away from her he realized that he had lulled himself into a sense of
-security that was all false; and the conviction that Macochee had no
-place for him, at least as a lawyer, came back. He tried to put it away
-from him, and think of something else.
-
-His eyes fell on old Selah Dudley, sitting like all pillars of the
-church, at the end of his pew. Dudley's back was narrow, and rounded out
-between the shoulders so that Marley wondered how he could sit
-comfortably at all; his head was flat and sheer behind, and Marley could
-see with what care the old banker had plastered the scant hair across
-his bald poll--the only sign of vanity revealed in him, unless it were
-in the brown kid gloves he wore. Marley looked at Dudley with the
-feeling that he was looking at the most successful man in Macochee, and
-yet he had a troubled sense of the phariseeism that is the essential
-element of such success. He remembered what Wade Powell had said;
-immediately he saw Dudley in a new light; the old man sat stolid,
-patient and brutal, waiting for some heterodoxy, or something that could
-be construed as heterodoxy, theological or economic, like a savage with
-a spear waiting to pierce his prey, and glad when the moment came.
-
-But Marley, seeing the young girl in the white dress, again thought of
-Lavinia, who would be sitting at that very moment with her father and
-mother and Connie and Chad over in the Presbyterian church. How long
-would it be before he could sit there beside her, as her husband? Then
-with a flash it came to him that they would, in all likelihood, be
-married in that very church. Instantly he saw the spectators gathered,
-he saw the pulpit and the chancel-rail hidden in flowers, he saw his
-father with his ritual in his hands, waiting; and then while the organ
-played the wedding march, Lavinia coming down the aisle, her eyes
-lowered under her veil. His heart beat faster, he felt a wave of
-emotion, joyous, exciting.
-
-But there was much to do before that moment could come--the long days
-and nights of study; the examination looming like a mountain of
-difficulties, then months and years of waiting for a practice. He tried
-to imagine each detail of the coming of a practice, but he could not; he
-could not conceive how it was possible for a practice to come to any
-one, much less to him. There were many lawyers in Macochee now, and all
-of them were more or less idle. There was certainly no need of more.
-Judge Blair and Wade Powell and every one had told him that, and
-suddenly he felt an impatience with them all, as if they were
-responsible for the conditions they described; they all conspired
-against him, men and conditions, making up the elements of a harsh,
-intractable fate.
-
-And Marley grew bitter against every one in Macochee; they all gossiped
-about him, they were all determined to drive him away; well, let them;
-he would go; but he would come back again some day as a great,
-successful lawyer, looking down on them and their little interests, and
-they would be filled with envy and respect. But what of Lavinia?
-
-What right had he to ask her to marry him? What right had he to place
-her in the position he had? He realized it now, clearly, he told
-himself, for the first time. She had given up all for him. She would go
-out no more, she had foregone her parties, calls, picnics, dances,
-everything; in her devotion she had estranged her friends. He had given
-her parents concern, he had placed her in a false, impossible position.
-He must rescue her from it. But how? By breaking the engagement? He
-blushed for the thought. By going away quietly, silently, without a
-word? That would only increase the difficulty of her position. By
-keeping her waiting, year after year, until he could find a foothold in
-the world? Even that was unfair.
-
-No, he could not give up Lavinia and he could not go away from Macochee,
-hence it followed that he must give up the law. He must get some work to
-do, and at once; something that would pay him enough to support a wife.
-He began to canvass the possibilities in Macochee. He thought of all the
-openings; surely there would be something; there were several thousand
-persons in Macochee, and they lived somehow. He did not wish to give up
-the law; not that he loved it so, but because he disliked to own himself
-beaten. But it was necessary; he could suffer this defeat; he could make
-this sacrifice. There was something almost noble in the attitude, and he
-derived a kind of morbid consolation from the thought.
-
-His father was closing the Bible--sure sign that the sermon was about to
-end. There was another prayer, then a hymn, and while the congregation
-remained standing for the benediction, he heard his father's voice:
-
-"The peace of God which passeth all understanding--"
-
-The words had always comforted him in the sorrows he was constantly
-imagining, but now they brought no peace.
-
-In another moment the congregation was stirring joyously, in unconscious
-relief that the sitting was over. The hum of voices assumed a pleasant
-social air, as friend and acquaintance turned to greet one another. The
-people moved slowly down the aisle. He caught a glimpse of his father,
-smiling and happy--happy that his work was done--passing his
-handkerchief over his reddened brow and bending to take the hands of
-those who came to speak to him and to congratulate him. Just then Selah
-Dudley gave his father his hand; the sight pleased Marley; and suddenly
-an idea came to him.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XV
-
- A SAINT'S ADVICE
-
-
-On Monday morning Marley found Dudley at his post in the First National
-Bank. He halted at the little low gate in the rail that ran round
-Dudley's desk until Dudley looked up and saw him, and then Marley
-smiled. Dudley, conceiving it to be the propitiatory smile of the
-intending borrower, narrowed his eyes as he regarded him.
-
-"Well?" he said.
-
-Marley went in and sat down on the edge of the hard chair that was
-placed near Dudley.
-
-"I wish to have a little talk with you, Mr. Dudley," he said. He waited
-then for Dudley to reply, thinking perhaps he would be interested in the
-son of his pastor. Dudley had turned his chair a little, and seemed to
-have sunk a little lower in its brown leather cushions, worn to a hard
-shine during the long years he had sat there. The lower part of him was
-round and full and heavy, while his shoulders were narrow and sloping,
-and his chest sunken, as if, from sitting there so many years, his
-vitals had settled, giving him the figure of a half emptied bag of
-grain. His legs were thin, and his trousers crept constantly up the legs
-of the boots he wore; the boots were blackened as far as the ankles,
-above the ankles they were wrinkled and scuffed to a dirty brown.
-
-Marley noted these details hurriedly, for it was the face of the man
-that held him. A scant beard, made up of a few harsh, wiry hairs, partly
-covered the banker's cheeks and chin; his upper lip was clean-shaven,
-and his hair, scant but still black, was combed forward at the temples,
-and carefully carried over from one side of his head to the other,
-ineffectually trying to hide the encroaching baldness. His nose was
-large; his eyes narrow under his almost barren brows and red at the
-edges of the lids that lacked lashes.
-
-"What do you want?" said Dudley, never moving, as if to economize his
-energies, as he economized his words and every other thing of value in
-his narrow world.
-
-Marley did not know just what reply to make: this was a critical moment
-to him, and he must make no mistake.
-
-"I came," he began, "to--to ask you for a little advice."
-
-Dudley, at this, settled a little more into his chair, possibly a little
-more comfortably; he seemed to relax somewhat, and his eyes were not
-quite so narrow as they had been. But he blinked a moment, and then
-cautiously asked:
-
-"What about?"
-
-"Well, it's just this," Marley began, smiling persistently; "you see
-I've begun the study of law; I had intended to be a lawyer."
-
-"We've got plenty o' lawyers," said Dudley.
-
-"That's just the conclusion I have come to, and I was thinking somewhat
-of making a change. And so I thought I'd come and ask you, that is, your
-advice."
-
-Dudley, still cautious, made no reply, and Marley almost despaired of
-getting on easy terms. He began to wish he had not come; he might have
-known this, he said to himself, and his smile and the confidence with
-which he had come began to leave him. But he must make another effort.
-
-"You see, Mr. Dudley," he said, "I thought, as things are nowadays, I
-would have to wait years before I could really do anything in the law,
-and as I have my own way to make in the world, I thought, you know, I
-might get into something else."
-
-"What, for instance?" asked Dudley.
-
-"Well, I didn't exactly know; I had hardly thought it out,--that's why I
-came to you, knowing you to be a man of large affairs."
-
-Dudley had an instant's vision of his bank, of his stocks, and of the
-many farms all over Gordon County on which he held mortgages, but he
-checked his impulse; these very possessions must be guarded; people
-envied him them, and while this envy in one way was among the sources of
-his few joys, it nevertheless gave rise to covetousness which was
-prohibited by the tenth commandment.
-
-"So you want my advice, eh?" he asked, looking hard at Marley.
-
-"Yes, sir."
-
-"And that's all?" he asked suspiciously.
-
-"Well--any suggestions," Marley said.
-
-Dudley still hesitated. He continued to study Marley out of his little
-eyes. Presently he inquired, as if by way of getting a basis to start
-on:
-
-"You been to college, ain't you?"
-
-"Yes, sir," Marley answered promptly; "I graduated in June."
-
-"How long was you there?"
-
-"Why," Marley replied in some surprise, "the full four years."
-
-"Four years," Dudley repeated. "How old?"
-
-"Twenty-two."
-
-"Well, that's that much time wasted. If a young man's going to get along
-these times, and make anything of himself, he has to start early, learn
-business ways and habits. He's got to begin at the bottom, and feel his
-way up." The banker was speaking now with a reckless waste of words that
-was surprising. "The main thing at first is to work; it ain't the money.
-Now, when I come to Macochee, forty-seven years ago, I hadn't nothing.
-But I went to work, I was up early, and I went to bed early; I worked
-hard all day, I 'tended to business, and I saved my money. That's it,
-young man, that's the only way--up early, work hard, and save your
-money." Dudley leaned back in his chair to let Marley contemplate him.
-
-"But what did you work at? At first, I mean."
-
-"Why," said Dudley, as if in surprise, "at anything I could get. I wan't
-proud; I wan't 'fraid o' work."
-
-Marley leaned forward with his elbows on his knees and began twirling
-his hat in his hands. Then, thinking the attitude lacking in respect, he
-sat up again.
-
-"Then, I was careful of my habits," Dudley went on. "I never touched a
-bit o' tobacco, nor tasted a drop o' liquor in my life."
-
-He paused, and then:
-
-"Do you use tobacco?" he asked.
-
-"Sometimes," Marley hesitated to confess.
-
-"Cigarettes?"
-
-"Now and then."
-
-"Humph! Learned that at college, I suppose." Marley made no reply.
-
-"Well, you've started wrong, young man. That wan't the way I made
-myself. I never touched a drop of liquor nor tasted tobacco. I worked
-hard and God prospered me--yes, God prospered me."
-
-Dudley's voice sank piously.
-
-"Now, I'll tell you." He seemed to be about to impart the secret of it
-all. "When I was your age, I embraced religion, and I promised God that
-if he'd prosper me I'd give a tenth of all I made to the church; a
-tenth, yes, sir, a full tenth." The banker paused again as if making a
-calculation, and a trouble gathered for an instant at his hairless
-brows, but, as if by an effort, he smoothed them so that they became
-meek and submissive. And then he went on, as if he had found a species
-of relief:
-
-"But it was the best bargain I ever made. It paid; yes, it paid; I kep'
-my word, and the Lord kep' His; He prospered me."
-
-He had folded his hands, and sat blinking at Marley.
-
-"So my advice to you, young man, is to give up tobacco and all your
-other bad habits, to be up early in the morning, to work hard, and
-remember God in all your ways, and He shall direct thy paths."
-
-Dudley stirred, and moved his swivel chair a little, as if it were time
-to resume work. But Marley sat there.
-
-"That's my advice to you, young man," Dudley repeated, "and it won't
-cost you a cent." He said this generously, at the same time implying a
-hint of dismissal. Still Marley did not move, and Dudley eyed him in
-some concern. Marley saw the look and forced a smile.
-
-"I thank you, Mr. Dudley," he said, "for your advice. I am sure it is
-good. I was wondering, though," he went on, with a reluctance that he
-knew impaired the effect of his words, "if you wouldn't have something
-here in your bank for me--"
-
-At this Dudley suddenly seemed to shrink in size. His eyes became small,
-mere inflamed slits beneath his hairless brows, and he said:
-
-"I thought you said you wanted advice?"
-
-"Well, I did," Marley explained, "but I thought maybe--"
-
-He did not finish the sentence. He rose and stood, still twirling his
-hat in his hand. "And you have nothing, you know of nothing?"
-
-Dudley slowly shook his head from side to side, once or twice, having
-resumed his economical habits.
-
-"Good morning," Marley said, and left.
-
-As he went out, the cashier and the assistant cashier looked at him
-through the green wire screen. Then they lifted their heads from their
-tasks cautiously and exchanged surreptitious glances.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XVI
-
- LOVE AND A LIVING
-
-
-Marley was not surprised by the result of his visit to Selah Dudley. He
-made an effort to convince himself that there was truth in what Dudley
-had said to him, even if he could not remember exactly what it was that
-Dudley had said. He tried to put down the instinctive feeling of dislike
-he had for the old banker; he told himself that such a feeling was
-unworthy of him, if not unworthy of Dudley, and in thinking the matter
-over he tried to clear himself of all suspicion of envy or jealousy of
-Dudley's success. The whole town considered Dudley its leading man, and
-Marley tried so to consider him; and he tried to consider him in this
-light because he was a good man and not because he was a rich man, just
-as the town pretended to do. He wanted to talk about Dudley with some
-one, but he did not want to talk about him with Lavinia, because he felt
-a shame in his failure with Dudley that he feared Lavinia might share.
-He did talk with his father about him, but his father did not seem to be
-interested; he smiled his tolerant smile, but made no comment. And when
-Marley pressed him for an opinion of Dudley his father said:
-
-"They make broad their phylacteries."
-
-And that was all.
-
-However, Marley found Wade Powell willing to talk of Selah Dudley, as he
-was willing to talk of almost anything. Marley did not tell Powell that
-he had been to Dudley to ask for a position; he merely let it be
-understood that he had met the old man in the course of the day and
-talked with him casually.
-
-"By the way," he asked, as if the thought had just come to him, "how did
-Selah Dudley make his money?"
-
-"He didn't make it," Powell answered.
-
-"He didn't? Did he inherit it?"
-
-"No."
-
-"Then how did he get it?"
-
-"He gathered it."
-
-"Gathered it? I don't know what you mean."
-
-Powell laughed.
-
-"You don't? Well, there's a difference."
-
-"He wasn't in the army, was he?"
-
-"In the army! Great God!" Powell threw into his voice the contempt he
-could not find the word to express. "You think he'd risk his hide in the
-army? Well, I should say not! Though he would have been perfectly
-safe--" Powell said it as a parenthetical afterthought--"no bullet could
-ever have pierced his hide, and he had no blood to shed."
-
-Powell bit the end from his cigar and spat out the damp little pieces of
-tobacco viciously.
-
-"No, I'll tell you, Glenn," he said, "he stayed at home and got his
-start, as he calls it, by skinning the poor. Widows were his big game
-and he gathered a little pile that has been growing ever since. To-day
-he owns Gordon County."
-
-"He seems to be a prominent man in the church," ventured Marley.
-
-"He'll be a prominent man in hell," said Powell, angrily. And then he
-added thoughtfully: "My one regret in going there myself is that I'll
-have to see him every day."
-
-The most curious effect of Marley's visit to Dudley, however, was one he
-did not observe himself. Having been defeated in his plan to secure a
-place in the bank, he felt at first, with a certain consolation, that he
-still had the law to fall back on, and he returned to his studies. But
-he made little headway; once having decided to give up the law, the
-decision remained, and his mind was constantly occupied with schemes for
-securing a foothold in some other occupation. He considered, one after
-another, every possibility in Macochee, and as fast as he thought of
-some opening, he went for it, but invariably to find it either no
-opening at all, or else, if it were an opening, one that closed at his
-approach. Gradually he gave up his studies altogether, and sat idle, his
-book before him; but one day Powell said to him:
-
-"Say, Glenn, you're not getting along very fast, are you?"
-
-Marley started, and flushed with a sense of guilt.
-
-"Well, no," he admitted.
-
-"What's the matter, in love?"
-
-Marley blushed, from another cause this time, though the guilt remained
-in his face. But Powell instantly was gentle.
-
-"I beg your pardon," he said, "I was just joking, of course; I didn't
-mean to be inquisitive. You mustn't mind my boorishness."
-
-Marley looked at him gratefully and Powell, to whom any show of
-affection was confusing, turned away self-consciously. But Marley
-whirled his chair around toward Powell.
-
-"I am in love," he said. "I've wanted to tell you, but I--you know who
-she is."
-
-"Lavinia Blair?"
-
-"Yes. And that's what's troubling me," Marley went on. "I want to get
-married, and I can't. I can't," he repeated, "the law's too slow; I've
-realized it for a long while, but I tried to keep the fact away, I tried
-not to see it. But now I have to face it. Why," he said, rising to his
-feet, "it'll take a thousand years to get a practice in this town, and
-I'm not even admitted yet."
-
-He walked to and fro, his brows pinched together, his lower lip thrust
-out, his teeth nipping his upper one. Powell glanced at him, but said
-nothing. He knew human nature, this lawyer, and the fact made every one
-in the county tremble at the thought of his cross-examinations;
-sometimes he carried too far his love of laying souls bare, and as often
-hurt as helped his cause. He never had been able to turn his knowledge
-to much practical account; in a city he would have had numerous
-retainers as a trial lawyer, though few as a counselor. In Macochee he
-was out of place, and he chafed under a semi-consciousness of the fact.
-He waited, knowing that Marley would burst forth again.
-
-"I'll have to get a job," Marley said at that moment, bitterly, "and go
-to work; that's all." And then he laughed harshly. "Humph, get a
-job--that's the biggest job of all. What can I get here in Macochee, I'd
-like to know?"
-
-He halted and turned suddenly, fiercely, almost menacingly on Powell, as
-if he were the cause of his predicament.
-
-"I've told you already it's no place for you," said Powell, quietly.
-
-"But where'll I go?" Marley held out his hands with a gesture that was
-pleading, pathetic. Thus he waited for Powell's reply.
-
-Powell smoked thoughtfully for a moment and then began:
-
-"When I was going to the law school in Cincinnati, there was a young
-fellow in my class--a great friend of mine. He was poor, and I was
-poor--God! how poor we were!" Powell paused in this retrospect of
-poverty. "That was why we were such friends,--our poverty gave us a
-common interest. This fellow came from up in Hardin County; he was tall,
-lean and gawky, the worst jay you ever saw. When we had graduated, I
-supposed he would go home, maybe to Kenton--that was his county-seat.
-When we were bidding each other good-by--I'll never forget the day, it
-was June, hot as hell; and we had left the old law school in Walnut
-Street and were standing there by the Tyler-Davidson fountain in Fifth
-Street. I said, 'Well, we'll see each other once in a while; we won't be
-far apart.' He looked at me and said, 'I don't know about that.' 'Why?'
-I asked. 'Well,' he said, 'I'm going to Chicago.' I looked at him in
-surprise. He was out at the elbows then, and had hardly enough money to
-get home on. Then the ridiculousness of it struck me, and I laughed.
-'Why, you'll starve to death there!' I said. He only smiled." Powell
-paused, to whet Marley's appetite, perhaps, for the foregone denouement.
-
-"That jay," Powell said, when he had allowed sufficient time to elapse,
-"that jay I laughed at is Judge Johnson, of the United States Circuit
-Court."
-
-The story saddened Marley. With his faculty of conceiving a whole drama
-at once, he caught in an instant the trials Judge Johnson had gone
-through before he won to his station of ease and honor; he saw the
-privations, the sacrifices, the hardships, the endless strivings,
-plottings, schemings; it wearied and depressed him; his frightened mind
-hung back, clung to the real, the present, the known, found a relief in
-picturing the seeming security of a man like Wade Powell, in a town
-where he knew everybody and was known by everybody. He shrank from
-hearing more of the judge; he wished to stay with his thought in
-Macochee.
-
-"How _do_ young men get a start in places like Macochee?" he asked, and
-then he added in despairing argument: "They _do_ stay, they _do_ get
-along somehow, they make livings, and raise families; the town grows and
-does business, the population increases, it doesn't die off."
-
-"Well," said Wade Powell, approaching the problem with the generalities
-its mystery demanded, "some of them marry rich women, but that industry
-is about played out now; the fortunes are divided up; some of them, most
-of them, are content to eke out small livings, clerking in stores and
-that kind of thing; about the only ones that get ahead any are traders;
-they barter around, first in one business, then in another; they run a
-grocery, then sell it out and buy a livery-stable; then they dabble in
-real estate a while; finally they skin some one out of a farm and then
-they go on skinning, a little at a time; by the time they're old, people
-forget their beginnings and they become respectable; then they join the
-church, like Selah Dudley."
-
-Powell stopped a moment, then he began again.
-
-"The lawyers get along God knows how; the doctors, well, they never
-starve, for people will get sick, or think they're sick, which is better
-yet; then there are a few preachers who are supported in a poor way by
-their congregations. When a man fails, he goes into the insurance
-business."
-
-Powell smoked contemplatively for a few moments.
-
-"Sometimes," he resumed presently, "I feel as if I were tottering on the
-verge of the insurance business myself."
-
-Marley looked at Powell, who had relapsed into silence, his head
-lowered, his eyes fixed in the distance, and there was something
-pathetic in the figure, or would have been, but for the humor that saved
-every situation for Powell. There was, however, something appealing, and
-something to inspire affection, too. Marley's gaze recalled Powell, and
-he glanced up with a smile.
-
-"I reckon you've gathered from my remarks," said Powell, "that I
-consider success chiefly from a monetary standpoint, but I don't. The
-main business of life is living, and the trouble with the world is that
-it is too busy getting ready to live to find the time for life; it has
-tied itself up with a thousand chains of its own forging and it has had
-to postpone living from time to time until most people have put the
-beginning of life at the gateway of death; meanwhile they're busy
-gathering things, like magpies, and those that gather the most are
-considered the best; they have come to think that people are divided
-into two classes, good and bad; the good are those who own, the bad
-those who don't, and the good think their business is to put down the
-bad. Now, here in Gordon County, we have about everything a man needs;
-the spring comes and the summer, and the autumn and the winter; the rain
-falls and the winds blow and the sun shines, and I've noticed that
-Lighttown gets about as much rain as Main Street, and Gooseville about
-as much wind as Scioto Street; the sun seems to shine pretty much alike
-on the niggers loafing in Market Space and on old Selah Dudley and Judge
-Blair, bowing like Christians to each other in the Square. The trees are
-the same color wherever they grow, and I don't see any reason why people
-shouldn't be happy if they'd only let one another be happy. Now, I would
-have lived, but I didn't have time. I thought when I began that I'd have
-to do as the rest were doing, get hold of things, and I saw that if I
-did, I'd have to get my share away from them; well, I made a failure of
-that, being too soft inside someway; that was all right too, but
-meanwhile I was wasting time, and putting off living--now it's too
-late."
-
-Marley looked at him in perplexity, not knowing how to take him.
-
-"I know," he said presently. "But what am I going to do? I can live all
-right, but I have to do better than that; I want to get married."
-
-"Married," mused Powell, "married! Well, I got married."
-
-Marley was interested. He had never heard Powell speak of his wife, and
-he feared what he was about to say; for that instant Powell's standing
-in his estimation trembled.
-
-"And that was the only sensible thing I ever did."
-
-Marley felt a great relief.
-
-"But I don't know that I did right by Mary; I didn't do her any good, I
-reckon; still, she's borne up somehow; I wish I had a sky full of
-sunlight to pour over her."
-
-Powell walked to his window, and looked across into the Court-House yard
-where the leaves were falling slowly from the Maple-trees. Marley hoped
-that he would go on, and say more of his wife, but he was silent.
-Presently he turned about.
-
-"Well, Glenn," he said; "I see you're stuck on staying in Macochee, and
-I don't blame you; and you want to get married, and that's all right.
-Maybe I can help you do it."
-
-"How?" said Marley, eagerly.
-
-"I've got a scheme."
-
-"What is it?"
-
-"Well, maybe it'll work, maybe it won't. I'd better wait till I see
-whether it will or not before I tell you."
-
-He stood and smiled at Marley a moment, and then said: "You wait here."
-
-And he turned and left the office. Marley watched Powell's fine figure
-as he walked across the street toward the Court House, a great love of
-the man surging within him. He felt secure and safe; a new warmth spread
-through him. At the door of the Court House Marley saw him stop and
-shake hands with Garver, the sheriff. The two talked a moment, then
-turned and went down toward the big iron gate in Main Street, and
-disappeared. Marley waited until noon and then he went home to his
-dinner. He returned, but Powell did not come back to the office all the
-afternoon.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XVII
-
- THE COUNTY FAIR
-
-
-Marley did not see Wade Powell again for four days; a Sunday intervened,
-and Powell did not come back to the office until Monday morning. He came
-in with a solemn air upon him, and a new dignity that made impressive
-the seriousness with which he set to work at the pile of papers on his
-desk, as if he were beginning a new week with new resolutions. He was
-freshly shaved, and his hair had been cut; it was shorter at the sides
-and, against his rough sunburnt neck, showed an edge of clean white
-skin. His newly cropped hair gave him a strange, brisk appearance; his
-black clothes were brushed, his linen fresh.
-
-He spoke to Marley but a few times and then from the distant altitude of
-his new dignity. Once he sent Marley on an errand to Snider's drug store
-to buy a large blank book; he said he was going to keep an office docket
-after that. He worked on his new docket half the morning, then he
-carried the docket and the bundle of papers over to Marley's table,
-flung them down and asked Marley if he would not continue the work for
-him. He explained the system he had devised for keeping a record of his
-cases; it was intricate and complete, but in many of his cases the
-numbers and in some instances the names of opposing parties were
-missing; Powell told Marley to go over to the Court House and get the
-missing data from the clerk.
-
-"I've got to go out for a while," Powell explained. Then he hurried
-away; he seemed to be glad to escape from the office and the drudgery of
-the task he had set for himself.
-
-Powell's absence weighed on Marley; he was lonesome in the deserted
-office, and found himself wondering just where Powell was at each
-moment; he pictured him with his companions, Colonel Devlin, Marshall
-Scarff, Sheriff Garver, old man Brockton and Doc Hall; lately it had
-been rumored that George Halliday had been admitted to the merry group,
-and that they played poker nightly in a room in the Coleman Block. Then
-Marley would picture to himself Wade Powell's wife; he had never seen
-her, but he had an idea of her appearance, formed from no description of
-her, but created out of his own fancy. He pictured her as a graceful
-little woman, with a certain droop to her figure; but try as he would,
-he could not see her face; it was a blur to him, yet it gave somehow a
-certain expression of sweetness and patience; sometimes, by an effort,
-he could see her brow, and the hair above it; the hair was dark, and
-parted in the middle with some gray in its rather heavy mass.
-
-Marley could never discuss Wade Powell with any kind of satisfaction
-with Lavinia. When he spoke of him, she would smile and affect an
-interest, but he could detect the affectation, and he could detect,
-also, a certain distance in her attitude toward Wade Powell or the
-thought of him, which he ascribed to the influence of Judge Blair's
-dislike. Marley saw that Lavinia never would accept Wade Powell, and he
-had ceased to mention him except in a casual manner. For some like
-reason he had ceased to mention Wade Powell at home; he found that he
-had many views which he could not share with those nearest him, and his
-inner life at that time was somewhat lonely and aloof.
-
-He had not told Lavinia of Wade Powell's offer of assistance, nor had he
-spoken of it at home. In those four days he had thought much of it and
-built countless hopes upon it; he had thought of all the possibilities,
-and taken a fine delight in examining each one, working it out to its
-logical end in its effect upon Lavinia and him and upon their fortunes.
-He was disappointed when Wade Powell failed to refer to the subject
-again; he would have liked to discuss the disappointment with Lavinia;
-usually, out of her youthful optimism and faith in the life of which she
-was so innocent, she could reassure him; but of late he had had so many
-disappointments and had drawn so heavily on Lavinia's resources of
-comfort and hope that he had grown wary, almost superstitiously wary, of
-making any further drafts.
-
-When Monday came and Powell did not renew the subject, nor even say what
-his scheme had been, Marley concluded that Powell had forgotten all
-about it, and so he relinquished the hope with a sigh, and tried to
-forget it himself. He took up his studies once more; but he made poor
-headway; he saw with chagrin that he had not read ten pages of law in as
-many days, and what he had read he could not remember. When he tried to
-review it, the words had no meaning for him, nor could he wrest any from
-them, even though he ground his elbows in the table with the book
-between them and dug his fists into his hair.
-
-That was the week of the Gordon County fair. For a month every fence
-along the white pikes in the country had borne the bills, flaming from
-afar in red ink the date, "Oct. 15-31." There were, too, lithographs
-everywhere--on boards at the monument, at the Court House, on the town
-hall, on the covered bridge over Mad River--lithographs picturing the
-exciting finish of a trotting race, and a sedate concourse of fat
-cattle. The fair opened Monday, but it was understood that that day
-would be devoted to preparing and arranging the exhibits; the fair would
-not begin in earnest until Tuesday; the big day would be Thursday.
-
-Marley was glad that fair week had come, for the chance of novelty which
-it offered, and, too, for the excuse it gave him; he would not study
-that week, but in the general festivity try to forget the problem that
-so oppressed him. He would have liked to go to the fair every day, but
-he could not, for the expense, insignificant as it seemed to be to every
-one else in the county, was not insignificant to him. He went, however,
-on Wednesday with his father, who, with the love of horses he had
-inherited from the saddle-bag days of Methodism, recklessly attended the
-races. Marley thought that this visit would be his last, but on Thursday
-morning he met Lawrence in the Square.
-
-"Just the man I'm looking for!" said Lawrence.
-
-He was brisk, alert, important, and had an official air which was
-explained when Marley observed, on the lapel of his coat, the badge of
-blue ribbon that proclaimed an officer of the fair.
-
-"I have charge of the tickets this year," he said. "Want to go? I'll
-pass you in."
-
-Marley was glad enough to accept.
-
-"I'll have to go around to the office and tell Powell," he said. "I was
-away all day yesterday."
-
-"Oh, nonsense," replied Lawrence, "that won't make any difference; he's
-been full for two days. This is his big time."
-
-Marley had a pang as he saw with what small seriousness Lawrence
-regarded his relation to the law; it reflected, doubtless, the common
-attitude of the community toward him and his efforts.
-
-"I've got to hurry," Lawrence went on; "I've got a rig waiting here; you
-can ride out with me."
-
-It was one of the incomparable afternoons that autumn brings to Ohio;
-the retreating sun was flashing in the high, blue sky; the air was fresh
-and Marley felt it full of energy and hope. Lawrence drove rapidly
-through the throng of hurrying vehicles that crowded the road to the
-fair-grounds, stirring up a cloud of dust that covered everything with
-its white powder.
-
-Lawrence left him at the gate, being too full of business to engage in
-the weary search for pleasure, and Marley set out alone across the
-scorched and trampled turf for the grand stand, black with people for
-the races. He could hear the nervous clamor of the bell in the judges'
-stand, the notes of the hand-organ at the squeaking merry-go-round, the
-incessant thumping of the bass drum that made its barbaric music for the
-side-show, and the cries of venders, dominating all the voices of the
-thousands bent in their silly way on pleasure. Once, calling him back to
-the real, to the peace of the commonplace, he heard the distant tones of
-the town clock in the tower that stood, a mile away, above the autumnal
-trees.
-
-He pressed into the space between the grand stand and the whitewashed
-fence that surrounded the track; through the palings he could see the
-stoop-shouldered drivers, bent over the heavily breathing trotters they
-jogged to and fro; above him, in the grand stand, he could distinguish
-cries and laughs, now and then complete excited sentences, sometimes
-voices he knew. All around him the farmers, clumsy in their ready-made
-clothes and bearing their buggy whips as some insignia of office,
-solemnly watched the races and talked of horses.
-
-The sense of kinship with the crowd that had unerringly drawn Marley
-left him the moment he was in the crowd, and a loneliness replaced the
-sense of kinship. He looked about for some one he knew. He began, here
-and there, to recognize faces, just as he had recognized voices in the
-din above him; he began to analyze and to classify the crowd, and he
-laughed somewhat cynically when he saw numbers of politicians going
-about among the farmers, shaking their hands, greeting them effusively,
-calling them by their Christian names. Then suddenly he saw Wade Powell.
-The crowd at the point where Powell stood, nucleated with him as its
-center; by the way the men were laughing, and by the way Powell was
-trying not to laugh, Marley knew that he had been telling them one of
-his stories, and from the self-conscious, guilty expressions on certain
-of the faces, Marley knew that the story was probably one that should
-not have been told. Several countrymen hung on the edge of the group,
-not identifying themselves with it, yet anxious to have a look at Wade
-Powell, who enjoyed the fame of the county's best criminal lawyer.
-
-When Powell saw Marley he called to him, and when Marley drew near, he
-introduced him, somehow mysteriously, almost surreptitiously, to the man
-at his elbow. Powell's face was very red, and his eyes were brilliant.
-The mystery he put into his introduction was but a part of his manner.
-
-"This is Mr. Carman, of Pleasant Grove Township, Glenn," he said,
-bending over, as if no one should hear the name; and then he added, in a
-husky whisper: "He's our candidate for county clerk, you know."
-
-Marley saw something strange, forbidding, in Carman's face, but he could
-not tell what it was. It was a red, sunburnt face, closely shaven, with
-a short mustache burned by the sun; the smile it wore seemed to be fixed
-and impersonal. Plainly the man had spent his days out of doors, though,
-it seemed, not healthfully, for his skin was dry and hardened, and his
-neck thin and wrinkled; he seemed to have known the hard work and the
-poor nourishment of a farm. Marley wondered what was the matter with
-Carman's face. But Powell was drawing them aside.
-
-"Come over here," he was saying, "where we can be alone."
-
-He led them to a corner of the little yard; no one was near; they were
-quite out of the crowd which was pressing to the whitewashed picket
-fence, attracted by the excitement of the race for which the horses were
-just then scoring.
-
-"Now, Jake," Powell began, speaking to Carman, "this is the young man I
-was talking to you about."
-
-Carman, still smiling his dry meaningless smile, turned his face half
-away.
-
-"I reckon," Powell went on, "that I might be able to do you some good,
-if I took off my coat." Powell spoke with a pride in his own influence;
-Marley had never known him to come so near to boasting before.
-
-Carman was looking away; and Powell, his own eyes narrowed, was watching
-him closely. Once he winked at Marley, and Marley was mystified; he did
-not know what play was going on here; he looked from Carman to Powell,
-and back to Carman again. There was some strange fascination about
-Carman; Marley felt a slight relief when he discovered that there was
-something peculiar about Carman's eyes.
-
-"I haven't said anything to Marley about the matter, Jake," Powell said.
-"Maybe I'd better tell him. Hell! He might not want it--I don't know."
-
-Carman turned suddenly; his face had been in the shadow; now it came
-into the sunlight, and Marley saw that while the pupil of Carman's right
-eye contracted suddenly, the pupil of his left eye remained fixed; it
-was larger than the pupil of the right eye, which had shrunk to a
-pin-point in the sharp light of the sun. Marley looked closely, the left
-eye seemed to be swimming in liquid; it almost hurt Marley's eyes to
-look at it.
-
-"I've been telling Carman, Glenn," Powell was explaining, "that if he is
-elected--and gets into the Court House--"
-
-Marley looked at Powell expectantly.
-
-"I want him," Powell went on, "to make you his deputy."
-
-Marley saw it all in a flash; this was what Powell had meant that day a
-fortnight ago; he felt his great affection for Powell glow and warm;
-Lavinia would appreciate Powell after this. It meant salary, position, a
-place in which he might complete his law studies at his leisure; it
-meant a living, a home, marriage, Lavinia! He looked all his gratitude
-at Powell, who smiled appreciatively.
-
-Carman had turned his face away again, he was still smiling, and
-plucking now at his chin; Marley waited, and Powell finally grew
-impatient.
-
-"Well, Jake, what do you say?"
-
-Carman waited a moment longer, then slowly turned about. Marley watched
-him narrowly, he saw the pupil of his right eye contract, the pupil of
-the watery left eye remained fixed; then, for the first time, Carman
-looked steadily at Marley and for the first time he spoke.
-
-"Well," he said, and he stopped to spit out his tobacco, "you know I'm
-always ready to do a friend a good turn."
-
-Powell looked Carman over carefully a moment, and then he said,
-
-"All right, Jake."
-
-Just then there was a rush of hoofs, a shock of excitement, and they
-heard a loud yell:
-
-"Go!"
-
-And they rushed to the fence of the whitewashed palings.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XVIII
-
- THE ROAD TO MINGO
-
-
-Lavinia sat rocking quietly back and forth, and stitched away with her
-colored silks on her tambourine frames, while Marley told her of the
-fortune Wade Powell had brought them. He told the story briefly, and he
-tried to tell it simply; he did not comment on Powell's kindness or
-generosity, but let his deeds speak for themselves in Powell's behalf.
-When he had done, Marley waited for Lavinia's comment, but she rocked on
-a moment and then held her tambourine frames at arm's length to study
-the sweet pea she was making. When she had done so, she dropped her
-sewing suddenly into her lap, and looking up, said:
-
-"He thinks everything of you, doesn't he?"
-
-"I believe he likes me," Marley said, as modestly as he could put it.
-
-"Who could help it?"
-
-Lavinia looked at Marley, and he leaned over, and took her hands.
-
-"I am glad you can't, sweetheart," he said.
-
-"Do you know," she went on, "I think it is because you have been kind
-and good to him--just as you are kind and good to every one. His life is
-lonely; he is an outcast, almost; no one cares for him, and he
-appreciates your goodness."
-
-Pity was the utmost feeling she could produce for Wade Powell out of her
-kindly heart. But Marley, though he could accept her homage to the full
-without embarrassment, could not acquiesce to this length, and he
-laughed at her.
-
-"Nonsense, Lavinia," he said. "You have the thing all topsy-turvy. It is
-Wade Powell who has been kind to me; it is he and not I who is good to
-every one. He has a heart brimful of the milk of human kindness. You
-have no idea, and no one has, of the good he does in a thousand little
-ways. He tries to hide it all; he acts as if he were ashamed of it, but
-there are hundreds of people in Macochee who worship him, and would be
-ready to die for him, if it would help him any. Don't think he has no
-friends! He has them by the score--of course, they are all poor; I
-reckon that's why they are generally unknown."
-
-"But isn't he cruel?"
-
-Marley's eyes widened in astonishment.
-
-"I mean," Lavinia said correctively, "isn't he kind of sarcastic?"
-
-"Well," Marley admitted, "he is that at times. I think he tries to hide
-his better qualities; I think he tries to cloak his finer nature with a
-rough garb. Perhaps it is because he is really so sensitive. But he is,
-to my mind, a truly great man. He is a sort of tribune of the people."
-
-"But, Glenn, what about his drinking?"
-
-"Well, that's the trouble," Marley said, shaking his head. "If he had
-let liquor alone he'd have been away up."
-
-Lavinia was silent a moment, her brow was knit in little wrinkles.
-
-"Glenn," she said presently, "I have been thinking."
-
-"Well?"
-
-"That with your influence you might reform him--out of his liking for
-you, don't you know?"
-
-She raised her blue eyes. He laughed outright, and then took her face
-between his two hands.
-
-"You dear little thing!" he said, with the patronage of a lover.
-
-Lavinia regained her dignity.
-
-"But couldn't you?" she demanded.
-
-"Why, dear heart," Marley said, "he would think it presumption. I
-wouldn't dare."
-
-Lavinia shook her head in the hopelessness of the reformer, and took up
-her tambourine frames again with a sigh.
-
-"It's a pity," she said, relinquishing the subject with the hope, "it's
-such a pity."
-
-"But you haven't told me what you think of the scheme."
-
-"You know, dear, that whatever you think best I think best."
-
-Marley was disappointed.
-
-"You don't seem to be very enthusiastic over the prospect," he
-complained. "I thought you'd be glad as I to know that I can at last
-make a place for myself in the world--and a home and a living for you."
-
-Lavinia looked up.
-
-"I never had any doubt of that, Glenn," she said simply.
-
-He saw the trust and confidence she had in him, a trust and a confidence
-he had never felt himself, and had never before been wholly aware of in
-her. He saw that she had never shared those fears which had so long
-oppressed him, and into his love there came a devout thankfulness. He
-felt strong, hopeful, confident, victorious. He had a sudden fancy that
-it would be like this when they were married; he would sit at his own
-hearth, with a fire crackling merrily, and the rain and wind beating
-outside--for the first time he could indulge such a fancy; it allowed
-him, now that his future was assured, to come up to it and to take hold
-of it; it became a reality.
-
-The judge was not at home that night. Now and then Marley could hear
-Mrs. Blair speak a word to Connie and Chad, over their lessons in the
-sitting-room; school had commenced, and Connie having that year entered
-the High School had taken on a new dignity, in consequence of which she
-was treating Chad with a divine patience that brought its own peace into
-the Blair household.
-
-They talked for a long time of their plans. Marley would take his new
-place in December when the new county clerk went into office, and he
-told Lavinia all the advantages of the position. It would extend his
-acquaintance, it would give him a familiarity with court proceedings
-that otherwise he could not have acquired in years. He meant to study
-hard, and be admitted to the bar. They could have a little cottage and
-live simply and economically; he would save part of his salary, and when
-he hung out his shingle he would have enough money laid by to support
-them, modestly, until he could establish himself in a practice. He laid
-it all before her plainly, convincingly. He was charmed with the
-practicability of the plan, with its conservatism, its common sense.
-They might as well be married.
-
-"Can't we?" he asked. He trembled as he asked; his happiness had never
-come so close before.
-
-Lavinia dropped her embroidery frames into her lap and looked up at him.
-The question in her eyes was almost born of fear.
-
-"Right away?" exclaimed Lavinia.
-
-"Well, almost right away," Marley answered. "Sometime this winter,
-anyway."
-
-"This winter! So soon?"
-
-"So soon!" Marley repeated her words, almost in mockery.
-
-"But we mustn't be married in the winter," she said, "we've always
-planned to be married in June--our month, you know."
-
-"What's the use of waiting?"
-
-"But papa and mama--"
-
-This quick rushing to the parental cover, this clinging to the habit of
-years struck a jealousy through Marley's heart. His face fell and he
-looked hurt.
-
-"Can't we, dear?" he pleaded.
-
-Lavinia looked at him, and she said shyly:
-
-"If you say so, Glenn."
-
-They were solemn in their joy and made their plans in detail. They would
-be married quietly, Lavinia said, and at home. Doctor Marley would
-perform the ceremony, and Marley was touched by this recognition of his
-father.
-
-The fall worked a new energy in Marley, and, with the assurance that his
-labors were now soon to bear fruit, he found that he could study better
-than ever before. He worked faithfully over his books every morning, and
-he worked so hard that he felt himself entitled to a portion of each
-afternoon. He would leave the office at four o'clock. Lavinia would be
-waiting for him, and they would try to get out of sight before Connie
-returned from school. She might be expected any moment to come slowly
-down Ward Street entwined with one of her school-girl friends. They did
-not like, somehow, to meet Connie. The smile she gave them was apt to be
-disconcerting. They met smiles in the faces of others they encountered
-in their walks, but they were of a quality more kindly than Connie's
-smile.
-
-They had walked one afternoon to the edge of town where Ward Street
-climbed a hill and became the road to Mingo. At their feet lay the
-little fields, in the distance they could see a man plowing with two
-white horses; off to the right lay the water-works pond, gleaming in the
-afternoon sun.
-
-"What are you thinking of?" Marley said.
-
-"I was thinking that it would be nice to live in the country."
-
-"I was thinking that very thing myself!" exclaimed Marley. Their eyes
-met, and they thrilled over this unity in their thoughts. It was
-marvelous to them, mysterious, prophetic.
-
-"Some day I could buy a farm," Marley said; "out that way."
-
-"Yes," Lavinia replied, "away off there, beyond those low trees. Do you
-see?"
-
-She pointed, but Marley did not look in the direction of the trees; he
-looked at her finger. It was so small, so round, so white. He bent
-forward, and kissed the finger.
-
-"Oh, but you must look where I'm pointing," said Lavinia.
-
-They drew closely together. Marley took Lavinia's hand and they stood
-long in silence.
-
-"We could have a country home there," Marley said after a while, "with a
-hedge about it and stables and horses and dogs. It would be close to
-town; I could go in in the morning and out again in the afternoon."
-
-"And I could drive you in, and then come for you in the afternoon--when
-court adjourned."
-
-"Oh, I would have a man to drive me," said Marley.
-
-"But couldn't I ride in beside you?"
-
-"Yes; you could sit beside me, on the back seat; we'd have an open
-carriage."
-
-"A victoria!" exclaimed Lavinia. "It would be the only one in Macochee!"
-
-"Is that what they call them?"
-
-"Victorias?"
-
-"Yes."
-
-"You know, with a low seat behind and a high seat for the driver. You
-have a green cushion for your feet. You would look so handsome in one,
-Glenn. You would sit very erect and proud, with your hands on a cane.
-You would have white hair then."
-
-"We would be old?" he asked in some dismay.
-
-"No, no," said Lavinia, trying to reconcile her dreams, "not old
-exactly. But I dote on white hair. It's so distinguished for a lawyer
-with a country home. Of course we'll have to get old sometime."
-
-"We'll grow old together, dear."
-
-"Yes," she whispered, "and think of the long years of happiness!"
-
-They stood and gazed, looking down the long vista of years that
-stretched before them as smooth and peaceful as the white road to Mingo.
-
-A subtile change was passing over the face of the road; shadows were
-stealing toward it, and it was growing gray. The trees that still were
-green were darkening to a deeper green, but the colors of those that had
-changed flamed all the brighter. The sun shone more golden on the shocks
-of corn, the sky was glowing pink in the west, the water-works pond was
-glistening as the sun's shafts struck it more obliquely. A fine powder
-hung in the peaceful air.
-
-"How beautiful the fall is!" said Lavinia.
-
-"Yes, I love it," said Marley. "But do you know, dear, that I never
-liked it before? It always seemed sad to me. But you have taught me to
-love many things. You don't know all that you have done for me!"
-
-She stood in her blue dress, with her hands folded before her. Marley
-looked at her hands, and at her white throat, and at her hair, its brown
-turned to a golden hue by the clear light; then he looked into her eyes.
-A sudden emotion, almost religious in its ecstasy, came over him. He
-bent forward.
-
-"Oh!" he exclaimed. "Do you know how beautiful you are! I worship you!"
-
-"Don't, Glenn," she said, "don't say that!" The reflection of a
-superstitious fear lay in her eyes.
-
-"Why?" he said defiantly. "It's all true. You are my religion."
-
-"You frighten me," she said.
-
-Marley laughed.
-
-"Why!" he exclaimed, "there's nothing to fear. Isn't our future assured
-now?"
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XIX
-
- WAKING
-
-
-Carman was inducted into office the first Monday in December, quietly,
-as the _Republican_ said, as though it reflected credit on the new
-county clerk as a man who modestly avoided the demonstration that might
-have been expected under such circumstances. Marley, in the hope of
-seeing his own name, eagerly ran his eyes down the few lines that were
-devoted to the occurrence, but his name was not there, the
-_Republican's_ reporter, as he felt, being a man who lacked a sense of
-the relative importance of events.
-
-Marley had taken no part in the campaign, though Wade Powell wished him
-to, and suggested every now and then that he speak at some of the
-meetings that were being held in the country schoolhouses. Powell said
-it would be good practice for him in a profession where so much talking
-has to be done, and he found other reasons why Marley should do this, as
-that it would extend his acquaintance, and give him a standing with the
-party; but, though Marley was always promising, he was always
-postponing; the thought of standing up and speaking to the vast
-audiences his imagination was able to crowd into a little school-room
-filled him with fear, and he never could bring himself to consent to any
-definite time. Besides this, he could not find an evening he was willing
-to spend away from Lavinia.
-
-When election was over, he expected that he would hear from Carman, but
-he had no word from him. Several times he was on the point of mentioning
-the subject to Wade Powell, but somehow, with a reticence for which he
-reproached himself, he could not bring himself to do it. He watched the
-papers closely, but he found it quite as hard to find in them any
-information about Carman as on any other subject, except, possibly, the
-banal personalities of the town as they related themselves to the coming
-and going of the trains.
-
-But at last, on the day it had occurred to the reporter to chronicle the
-fact that Carman had been inducted into office, the little item struck
-Marley sadly; he felt a sense of detachment from Carman; he could not
-altogether realize that intimate relationship to Carman in his new
-official position that he felt belonged to one who was to be Carman's
-deputy. In his imagination he saw Carman shambling about in the dingy
-room where the county clerk kept the records of the court, his knees
-unhinging loosely at each step, his shoulders bent, his hands in his
-trousers pockets, his right eye squinting here and there observantly,
-the left fixed, impervious to light and shadow, to all that was going on
-in the world. He wondered if Carman, as he looked about, had been
-thinking in any wise of him or had seen him as a part of the place where
-his life was to be lived for the next three years.
-
-Marley read the paper at supper time; in the evening he went to see
-Lavinia. She too had read the paper.
-
-"I know," she said simply, and he was grateful for her quick intuition.
-"Have you seen him?"
-
-"No."
-
-"Are you going to?"
-
-"Would you?"
-
-"Why, certainly, at once."
-
-Marley went to the Court House the first thing in the morning. He feared
-he might have arrived too early, but Carman had the virtue that goes
-farther perhaps than any other in the affections and approval of men, he
-rose early. He had been at his office since long before seven o'clock.
-
-Marley found the new county clerk at his desk, obviously ready for
-business. The desk was clean, with a cleanness that was rather a
-barrenness than an order. The ink-wells, the pens, with their shining
-new steel points, the fresh blotters, all were laid on the clean pad
-with geometrical exactness. The pigeon holes were empty, but they were
-all lettered as if the mind of the new county clerk had grappled with
-the future, come off victorious, and provided for every possible
-emergency, though there were certain contingencies that had impressed
-him as "Miscellaneous."
-
-Carman looked up with the obliging expression of the new public
-official, but Marley's heart instantly sank with a foreboding that told
-him he might as well turn about then and go. It was plain that Carman
-saw nothing in the call beyond a mere incident of the day's work.
-
-Marley took a chair near Carman's desk. He looked at Carman once, and
-then looked instantly away; the eye that lacked the power of
-accommodation was fixed on him, and it made him nervous.
-
-"Do you remember me, Mr. Carman?" asked Marley; and then fearing the
-reply he hastened to add: "I'm Glenn Marley; Mr. Powell introduced me to
-you out at the fair-grounds last fall."
-
-"Yes, I remember," said Carman.
-
-"I suppose you know what I came for?"
-
-Carman's right eye widened somewhat in an expression of mild surprise.
-
-"You know," urged Marley, "the clerkship."
-
-"What clerkship was that?"
-
-"Why, don't you know? The chief clerkship, I reckon."
-
-"Here?"
-
-"Why, yes. Don't you remember?"
-
-Carman's right eye wore a puzzled look.
-
-"Don't you remember?"
-
-"Well, you've got me," said Carman, with a little laugh of apology.
-
-"Why, I understood," Marley went on, "that in the event of your election
-I was to have a position here."
-
-"What as?"
-
-"Why--as chief deputy."
-
-That right eye of Carman's was fixed on him questioningly.
-
-"Chief deputy?" he said finally. "Here--in my office?"
-
-"Why, yes," said Marley. "Don't you remember?"
-
-The question in the right eye had given way to a surprise that was
-growing in Carman's mind, and spreading contagiously to a surprise,
-deeper and more acute, in Marley's mind. The eye had something
-reproachful in its steady stare. Marley leaned over impulsively.
-
-"Why, surely you haven't forgotten--that day out at the fair-grounds,
-when Mr. Powell introduced me to you? I understood, I always understood
-that I was to have the place. I never mentioned it to you afterward, I
-didn't like to bother you, you know. I waited along, feeling that
-everything was all right. But when election was over--and afterward,
-when you took your office, and I didn't hear anything--I thought I'd
-come around and see you."
-
-Despite the sinister left eye, Marley leaned close to Carman and waited.
-Carman was long in bringing himself to speak. Even then he did not seem
-to be sure of the situation he was dealing with.
-
-"You say you understood you was to have a job under me as chief clerk?"
-
-"Why, yes," replied Marley.
-
-"Who'd you understand it from, me or Wade Powell?"
-
-"Well--" Marley hesitated, "I thought I understood it from you; I
-certainly understood it from Mr. Powell."
-
-"You say you got the idea from something I said out at the
-fair-grounds?"
-
-"Yes, sir, at the fair-grounds."
-
-Carman turned away and knitted his brows.
-
-"At the fair-grounds," he said presently, as though talking more to
-himself than to Marley. "The fair-grounds, h-m. Yes, I do remember--"
-
-Marley's heart stirred with a little hope.
-
-"I do remember seeing you there, and talking to you. But I don't
-remember making you any promises. Did you ask me?"
-
-"No; Mr. Powell did that."
-
-"And what did I say?"
-
-"Well," Marley answered, "I can't recall your exact words, but I got the
-impression, and so did Mr. Powell, I'm sure, that it was all right, I--I
-counted on it."
-
-"Well, say, Glenn," he said; "I'm awfully sorry, honest I am. I remember
-now, come to think of it, that Wade did say something like that, and
-maybe I said something to lead you to think I'd do it; I don't say I
-didn't--I don't just remember. But I reckon you've banked more on what
-Wade told you than on what I did. Course, I reckon I didn't turn you
-down--a feller never does that in a campaign, you know. But Wade takes a
-lot o' things for granted in this life."
-
-He smiled indulgently, as if Powell's weaknesses were commonly known and
-understood.
-
-"I reckon you relied too much on what Wade told you," Carman went on.
-His right eye was fixed on Marley, but Marley did not return the look.
-He had turned half-way round and thrown his arm over the back of his
-chair. He looked out the window, his eyes vacant and sad. He was
-thinking of Lavinia, of their hopes and plans, of the little home that
-had become almost a reality to them; the trees in the Court-House yard
-held their gaunt limbs helplessly up against the cold December day; the
-ugly clouds were hurrying desperately across the sky; he thought of the
-little law office across the street, with the dusty law books lying on
-the table, and the hopelessness of it all overwhelmed him. But there
-beside him Carman still was speaking:
-
-"It's like Wade," he was saying. "I'm sorry, derned if I hain't."
-
-Marley scarcely heard him. He was looking ahead. How many years--
-
-"He hadn't ought to of done it," Carman was going on; "no, sir, he
-hadn't ought."
-
-How many years, Marley was thinking, would they have to wait now? Would
-Lavinia be lost with all the rest? Ought he to ask her to wait any
-longer? But Carman kept on:
-
-"I've got all my arrangements made now, you see."
-
-He swept his arm about the office where the few clerks were bending over
-the big records in which they were copying the pleadings they could not
-understand. Marley did not see; he saw nothing but the ruin of all his
-hopes. It was still in there; the atmosphere held the musty odor of a
-public office; the clock ticked; once a stamping machine clicked sharply
-as a clerk marked a filing date on some document. And then a great
-disgust overwhelmed him, a disgust with himself for being so fatuous, so
-credulous. He had taken so much for granted, he had acted as a child,
-not as a man, and he felt a hatred for himself, he felt almost like
-striking himself.
-
-"I guess I've been a fool," he said suddenly, rising from his chair.
-
-"No, you haven't neither," said Carman, "but Wade Powell has; he had no
-business--"
-
-Marley did not wait to hear Carman finish his sentence. Shame and
-mortification were the final aspects of his defeat; he put on his hat,
-drew it down over his eyes and stalked away. Carman looked at him as he
-disappeared through the lofty door. The pupil of his right eye widened
-as he looked, and when Glenn had passed from his sight he turned to his
-desk, and began to rearrange the tools to which he was so unaccustomed.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XX
-
- HEART OF GRACE
-
-
-Marley sighed in relief when he went up the steps of the Blair house
-that evening. Somehow he had got through the long, desolate day. He was
-sore from his great defeat, but the worst, at any rate, was over; the
-pang had been sharp, but now the pain had been dulled. He had spent the
-day in the office. Wade Powell had been in and out, but never once had
-he spoken of the clerkship, and Marley was too deep in humiliation to
-mention it. His one consolation was in the fact that he had never told
-any one of his prospect, not even his own mother; it had been a secret
-which he and Lavinia had shared luxuriously; though, as Marley now
-looked back on their joy, he realized that what had kept him from
-telling any one was a prudent skepticism, a lack of faith in the
-possibility of human happiness, an inherited dread of the calamity that
-stalks every joy.
-
-Lavinia flung the hall door wide for him before he could ring the bell.
-
-"What is the matter?"
-
-"How did you know anything was?" he asked.
-
-"Why," she exclaimed, "I could tell the minute I heard your step. Tell
-me--what is it?"
-
-Marley, ever sensitive to atmospheres, instantly felt the peace of the
-household. The glow from the living-room, a quiet voice speaking a
-commonplace word now and then, told him that Mrs. Blair was there with
-Connie and Chad, and he knew the children were at their lessons; he
-caught the faint odor of a cigar, and he knew that Judge Blair was in
-his library reading peacefully of the dead and silent past, whose men
-had left all their troubles in the leaves of printed books; all round
-him life was flowing on, unconsciously, and normally; the tumult and
-strife in his own soul were nothing to the world. All this flashed on
-him in an instant--and there was Lavinia, standing before him, her white
-brow knit in perplexity.
-
-"Tell me," she was saying, "what it is."
-
-"Well, I don't get the job, that's all."
-
-He felt a momentary savage pleasure in the pain he inflicted, justifying
-it in the thought that he eased his own suffering by giving it to
-another. Then as quickly he repented, and felt ashamed.
-
-"Is that all?" she said. She had come close to him, smiling in her
-sympathy, and then lifting a hand to his forehead.
-
-"Don't do that," she said, as if she would erase the scowl.
-
-When they were seated he gave her the details of his meeting with
-Carman, and with the recital of his disappointment its sharpness was
-repeated. He leaned over, his elbows on his knees, and clutched his hair
-in his fists. For an instant a kind of relief came to Lavinia, a relief
-that a crisis in her life had been postponed, a crisis from which,
-instinctively, she had shrunk. Her life could go on for a while as it
-had always gone on; change, which mortals dread, was delayed. Then in
-another moment her sympathy went out to him; she was on the floor at his
-knees, her arms about him.
-
-"Don't, dear, don't," she pleaded. "Why, it is nothing. What does it
-matter? What does anything matter, so long as we have each other?"
-
-She stroked his hair, she called him by all her endearing names. She
-tried to take his hands from his face, that she might get him to look at
-her. But he resisted.
-
-"No," he said. "I'm no good; I'm a failure; I'm worse than a failure.
-I'm a fool, a poor, weak, silly fool."
-
-"Hush, Glenn, hush!" she whispered, as if he were uttering blasphemies.
-"You must not, you must not!"
-
-She shook him in a kind of fear.
-
-"Look at me!" she said. "Look at me!"
-
-He remained obdurate, slowly shaking his head from side to side.
-
-"Look at me!" Lavinia repeated. "Don't you see--don't you see that--I
-love you?"
-
-A change came over him, subtile, but distinct. Slowly he raised his
-head, and then he put his arms about her and held her close, and
-gradually a comfort stole over him,--a comfort so delicious that he felt
-himself hardly worthy, because he now saw that all through the day he
-had had a subconsciousness that it would come to him at evening, and
-that he had somehow exaggerated his own grief in order to make this
-certain comfort the sweeter when it came.
-
-It seemed to Marley, after he and Lavinia had sat there for a while,
-that he had come out of some nightmare; sanity returned, things assumed
-once more their proper proportions and relations to each other. He found
-himself smiling, if not laughing just yet, and with Lavinia's hope and
-confidence the future opened to him once more. Now and then, of course,
-his disappointment would roll over him as a great wave, and once he said
-ruefully:
-
-"But think of the little home we were going to have!"
-
-"But we're going to have it," Lavinia replied, smiling on him, "we're
-going to have it, just the same!"
-
-"But we'll have to wait!"
-
-"Well, we're young," said Lavinia, "and it won't be so very long."
-
-"But I wanted it to be in the spring."
-
-"May be it will be, who knows?" Lavinia could smile in this reassurance,
-now that she knew it could not be in the spring.
-
-They discussed their future in all its phases, with the hope that
-Lavinia could so easily inspire in him; Marley was to keep on with his
-law studies; there was nothing else now to do--unless something should
-turn up--there was always that hope.
-
-"And it will, you'll see," said Lavinia.
-
-They discussed, too, Carman and Wade Powell. Marley thought that Lavinia
-might return to her old severity with Powell; when he expected her to do
-this, he was preparing to defend Powell; when she did not, but was
-generous with him, and urged Marley to reflect that he had done all he
-had done out of a spirit of kindness, Marley was disposed to be severe
-with Powell himself. Carman, they agreed, had acted handsomely; they
-could not find cause to blame him.
-
-"No," said Marley, "he treated me all right; I believe he was really
-sorry for me."
-
-And then, at the thought of Carman's having pity for him, his rebellion
-flamed up again.
-
-"It's humiliating, that's what it is. Wade Powell had no business making
-a monkey of me in that way; though it doesn't take much to make a monkey
-of me; I had the job almost completed myself, just waiting for some one
-to come along and put the finishing touches on. And Wade Powell did
-that!"
-
-Marley spoke in the sardonic humor the wounded and beaten spirit likes
-to employ in dealing with itself. But Lavinia hushed him.
-
-"You just can not talk that way about yourself, Glenn," she declared
-with her finest air of ownership. "I won't let you."
-
-"Well, it's so humiliating," he said.
-
-"Why, no, it can't be that," Lavinia argued. "You can not feel
-humiliated. You have done nothing that need cause you any humiliation.
-We are the only ones who can humiliate ourselves; nothing but our own
-actions can humiliate us; no one else can."
-
-Lavinia had a smiling little triumph in her own philosophy, but she
-quickly compromised it by an inconsistency.
-
-"Besides, no one else knows about it."
-
-"No," Marley agreed thoughtfully, and without noticing her
-inconsistency. "No one else knows anything about it. We have that to be
-thankful for, anyway."
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XXI
-
- CHRISTMAS EVE
-
-
-Lawrence was arranging for a grand ball in the Odd Fellows' Hall, on
-Christmas Eve, and he had, as he came around to the office one day to
-assure Marley, counted him and Lavinia in. Marley, glad enough to close
-the law-book he was finding more and more irksome, listened to
-Lawrence's enthusiasm for a while, but said at last:
-
-"I'm afraid I can't go."
-
-"Why not? Lavinia will want to go; she always does."
-
-"I know that," Marley admitted, "but I can't, that's all."
-
-Lawrence looked at him intently for a moment.
-
-"Say, Glenn, what's the matter with you?" he said. "Anything been going
-wrong lately? You look like you were in the dumps."
-
-Marley shook his head with a negative gesture that admitted all Lawrence
-had said.
-
-"You ain't fretting over that job, are you?"
-
-"What job?"
-
-Marley looked up suddenly.
-
-"Why, with Carman."
-
-"How'd you know?"
-
-"Oh, everybody knows about that," Lawrence replied with a light air that
-added to Marley's gloom; "but what of it? I wouldn't let that cut me up;
-come out and show yourself a little more! You don't want to keep Lavinia
-housed up there, away from all the fun that's going on, do you? Mayme
-and I were talking about it the other night; you and Lavinia haven't
-been to a thing for months; it isn't right, I tell you."
-
-Marley looked sharply at Lawrence for a minute, and Lawrence marking the
-resentment in his eyes, hastened on:
-
-"Don't get mad, now; I don't mean anything. I'm only saying it for your
-good. I think you need a little shaking up, that's all."
-
-"Lavinia can do as she likes," Marley said with dignity. "I shall not
-hinder her; I never have."
-
-"Well, don't get sore now, old man; I didn't mean to hurt your feelings.
-The holidays are here and you want to cut into the game; it's a time to
-forget your troubles and have a little fun; you've only got one life to
-live; what's the use of taking it so seriously?"
-
-Marley looked at Lawrence with a genuine envy for an instant, as at a
-man who never took anything in life very seriously; he looked at the new
-overcoat Lawrence held over his knee, showing its satin lining; and
-then, reflecting that Lawrence's father had left with his estate a block
-of bank stock which had given Lawrence his position in the bank,
-Marley's impatience with him returned and he said:
-
-"Oh, it's easy enough for you to talk; if you were in my place you might
-find it different."
-
-"That's all right," Lawrence went on, a smile on his freckled face. "You
-just come to the party; it'll cost you only five, and Lavinia would like
-it. I know that. So do you."
-
-Marley did know it; and he felt a new disgust with himself that remained
-with him long after Lawrence had put on his new overcoat and left. He
-reproached himself bitterly, and he told himself that the best thing he
-could do would be to go away somewhere, and not tell Lavinia, or
-anybody.
-
-"I'm only in her way, that's all," he thought as he opened his law-book,
-and bent it back viciously, so that it would stay open.
-
-Ever since the fiasco of his plans as to a place with Carman, he had
-been seeking consolation in a new resolution to keep on patiently in the
-law; but it was a consolation that he had to keep active by a constant
-contemplation of himself as a young man who was making a brave and
-determined fight against heavy odds. It was difficult to sustain this
-heroic attitude in his own eyes and at the same time maintain that
-modesty which he knew would become him best in the eyes of others. The
-approach of the holiday season, the visible preparations on every hand
-and the gay spirits everywhere apparent had isolated him more than ever,
-and he had felt his alienation complete whenever he went to see Lavinia
-and found the whole Blair family in an excitement over their own
-festival. Marley would have liked to make Lavinia handsome gifts, but
-his debts were already large, relatively, and he rose to heights of
-self-denial that made him pathetic to himself, when he decided that he
-could give her nothing. Now that Lawrence was getting up a ball to which
-he knew Lavinia would like to go, as she had always gone to the balls
-that were not so frequent in Macochee as Lawrence wished they might be,
-he felt his humiliation deeper than ever. He put the matter honestly to
-Lavinia, however, and she said promptly:
-
-"Why, I wouldn't think of going."
-
-She looked up at him brightly, and then in an instant she looked down
-again. She relished the nobility of the attitude she had so promptly
-taken, but the woman in her prevailed over the saint, and told what a
-moment before she had determined not to tell:
-
-"I've already declined one invitation."
-
-She saw the look of pain come into Marley's eyes, and instantly she
-regretted.
-
-"You have?" he said.
-
-"Why, yes." She looked at him with her head turned to one side; her face
-wore an expression he did not like to see.
-
-It was on Marley's lips to ask who had invited her, but his pride would
-not let him do that; somehow a sense of separation fell suddenly between
-them. He examined with deep interest the arm of his chair.
-
-"Well," he began presently, "I wouldn't have you stay away on my
-account, you know." He looked up suddenly. "Please don't stay away,
-Lavinia. I'd like to have you go."
-
-There was contrition in her voice as she almost flew to reply:
-
-"Why, you dear old thing, it was only George Halliday who asked me; and
-when I told him I wouldn't go he was actually relieved; he said he
-didn't want to go himself; he hates our little functions out here, you
-know, and has ever since he came back from Harvard. I suppose he was
-used to so much more in Cambridge!" Lavinia had a sneer in her tone, and
-it took on a shade of irritation as she added: "He asked me only because
-he was sorry for me."
-
-"Yes, sorry for you," Marley repeated bitterly. "That's another thing
-I've done for you."
-
-"Please don't, dear," said Lavinia, "don't let yourself get bitter.
-It'll be all right. We'll spend Christmas Eve here at home and have ever
-so much more fun by ourselves."
-
-Mrs. Blair told Marley that she wished Lavinia might go to the ball; her
-father wished it, too. Mrs. Blair told him that she could easily get
-George Halliday to take her,--their lifelong intimacy with the Hallidays
-permitted that. Marley assured her that he wished Lavinia to accept
-Halliday's invitation, but that she would not do so.
-
-"I'd take her myself," he added, "only I can't dance, and--I have no
-money. I'd like to have her go, if it would give her pleasure."
-
-"I know you would, you dear boy," said Mrs. Blair, laying her hand on
-his shoulder in her affectionate way.
-
-Mrs. Blair urged Lavinia to go, and so did Marley, and when he saw that
-she was determined not to go, he urged her all the more strongly,
-because, now that he was sure of her position, he could so much more
-enjoy his own disinterestedness and magnanimity. They desisted when
-Lavinia complained that they were making her life miserable.
-
-Though Marley could deny Lavinia the dance, he found, after all, that he
-could not deny himself the distinction of giving her a Christmas
-present. His heroic attitude gradually broke under the temptation of
-Hoffman's jewelry store, glittering with its holiday display. Marley
-already owed Hoffman for Lavinia's ring, but like most of the merchants
-in Macochee, Hoffman had to do business on an elastic credit, if he
-wished to do any business at all, and Marley, after many pains of
-selection, did not have much difficulty in inducing Hoffman to let him
-have the pearl opera-glasses he finally chose in the despair of thinking
-of anything better.
-
-The opera-glasses might have atoned for the deprivation of the ball, had
-Marley been able to think of them with any comfort. The delight Lavinia
-expressed in a gift she could never use in Macochee, and the enthusiasm
-with which Connie admired them, made him nervous and guilty. Connie had
-temporarily foregone her claims to young-ladyhood, and was a child again
-for a little while. Her excitement and that of Chad should have made any
-Christmas Eve merry, but it was not a merry Christmas Eve for Marley.
-
-As Lavinia and he sat in the parlor they caught now and then, or
-imagined they caught, the strains of the orchestra that was playing for
-the dancers in the Odd Fellows' Hall, and they were both conscious that
-life would be tolerable for them only when the music should cease and
-the ball take its place among the things of the past, incapable of
-further trouble in the earth.
-
-"It's very trying," said Judge Blair to his wife that night. "I wish
-there was something we could do."
-
-"So do I," his wife acquiesced.
-
-"I don't like to see Lavinia cut off this way from every enjoyment. The
-strain must be very wearing."
-
-"I suppose it is very wearing with most lovers," said Mrs. Blair. "I
-don't see how they ever endure it; but they all do."
-
-"Have you talked with her about it?" The judge put his question with a
-guarded look, and was not surprised when his wife quickly replied:
-
-"Gracious, no. I'd never dare."
-
-"No, I presume not. I don't know who would, unless it might be Connie."
-
-Mrs. Blair was silent for a while in the trouble that was all the more
-serious because they dared not recognize its seriousness, and then she
-asked:
-
-"Couldn't you help him to something?"
-
-"I don't know what," the judge replied. "There's really no opening in a
-little town."
-
-"If you were off the bench and back in the practice--"
-
-"Great heavens!" he interrupted her. "Don't mention such a thing!"
-
-"I meant that you might take him in with you."
-
-"I'd be looking around for some one to take me in," the judge said. "I'm
-glad I haven't the problem to face." He enjoyed for a moment the snug
-sense he had in his own position and then he sighed.
-
-"He's young, he has that, anyway. He'll work it out somehow, I suppose,
-though I don't know how. As for us, all we can do is to have patience,
-and wait."
-
-"Yes, that's all," said Mrs. Blair. "I don't believe in long
-engagements."
-
-"How long has it been?" he asked.
-
-"Nearly a year now."
-
-"I thought it had been ten."
-
-Mrs. Blair laughed as she said: "Connie was wishing this morning that
-he'd marry her and get it over with."
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XXII
-
- AN ADVERTISEMENT OF DESTINY
-
-
-The first days of spring contrasted strongly with Marley's mood. Because
-of some mysterious similarity in the two seasons he found the melancholy
-suggestion of fall in this spring, just as, with his high-flown hopes,
-he had found some of the joyous suggestion of spring in the autumn
-before. But as failure followed failure, he began to feel more and more
-an alien in Macochee; he had a sense of exile among his own kind, he was
-tortured by the thought that here, in a world where each man had some
-work to do and where, as it seemed, all men had suddenly grown happy in
-that work, there was no work for him to do.
-
-He was young, healthy, and ambitious; he had given years to what he had
-been taught was a necessary preparation, and then suddenly, just as he
-felt himself ready for life, he found that there was no place in life
-for him. As he went about seeking employment there was borne in on him a
-sense of criticism and opposition, and he was depressed and humiliated.
-By the end of the winter he disliked showing himself anywhere; he no
-longer stopped in the McBriar House of an afternoon to watch Lawrence
-and Halliday at the billiards they played so well; he thought he
-detected a coolness in Lawrence's treatment of him. He felt, or
-imagined, this coolness in everybody's attitude now, and finally began
-to suspect it in the Blairs.
-
-"What's the matter?" asked Powell, one morning. "You ain't sick, are
-you?"
-
-Marley shook his head.
-
-"Well, something ails you. I can see that." He waited for Marley to
-speak. "Is there anything I can do for you?"
-
-"No," said Marley, "thank you. I've just been feeling a little bit blue,
-that's all."
-
-"What about?"
-
-"Oh, I don't know. I'm kind o' discouraged. It seems to me that I'm
-wasting time; I'm not making any headway and then everybody in town
-is--"
-
-"I wouldn't mind that," said Powell, divining the trouble at once.
-"They've had me on the gridiron for about forty years, and they never
-get tired of giving it a twist. It doesn't bother me much any more, and
-I don't see why you should let it bother you, especially as all they say
-about you is a damn lie."
-
-The speech touched Marley, and he lost himself in an impulse of sympathy
-for Powell, but he could not put his sympathy before Powell in the way
-he would like and his mind soon returned to himself.
-
-"I've got to do something," he said. "I wish I knew what."
-
-"Well," said Powell, "you know what I've always told you. I know what
-I'd do if I were your age. Of course--"
-
-Powell did not finish his sentence. He was looking out the window again,
-lost in introspection.
-
-Powell's reiteration of his old advice expressed the very thought that
-had been nebulous in Marley's mind for days, and while he was conscious
-of it, he feared the consciousness, and struggled to prevent it from
-positing itself. But now that Powell had voiced it for him, he could
-escape it no longer, and it filled him with a fear. He went about all
-the day with this fear appalling him; more and more under its perverse
-influence he felt himself an alien, and the people he met in the street
-seemed unreal and strange, outlandish persons whom he had never known.
-They came upon him as ghosts, or if they did something to prove their
-reality, he seemed to be some ghost himself.
-
-In the afternoon he received a note from Lavinia; she said that she was
-going that evening with George Halliday to a concert in the Opera House.
-She did not want to go a bit, she said, but her mother, and especially
-her father, had urged her to go; arguing that she now went out so seldom
-that it must do her good, and besides, they had urged her so often that
-she felt it to be her duty in this instance; she had held out as long as
-she could, and then had yielded.
-
-Marley tried to look upon the note reasonably; he could see the
-influence that had compelled Lavinia to go, and he knew he had no right
-to blame her, and yet, try as he would, he could not escape a feeling of
-bitterness. When he went home at evening his mother instantly noticed
-his depression, and implored him for the reason. He did not answer for a
-while, that is, it seemed a while to Mrs. Marley, but at last he said:
-
-"Mother, I've got to leave."
-
-"Leave?" she repeated, pronouncing the word in a hollow note of fear.
-
-"Yes, leave."
-
-"But what for?"
-
-"Well, you know I'm no good; I'm making no headway; there's no place for
-me here in Macochee; I've got to get out into the world and _make_ a
-place for myself, somewhere."
-
-"But where?"
-
-"I don't know--anywhere."
-
-Marley moved his hand in a wide gesture that included the whole world,
-and yet was without hope of conquest.
-
-"But you must have some plans--some idea--"
-
-"Well, I've thought of going to Cincinnati; maybe to Chicago."
-
-"But what will you do?" Mrs. Marley looked at him with pain and alarm.
-
-"Do!" he said, his voice rising almost angrily. "Why, anything I can get
-to do. Anything, anything, sweeping streets, digging ditches, anything!"
-
-Mrs. Marley looked at her son, sitting there before her with his head
-bowed in his hands. In her own face were reflected the pain and trouble
-that darkened his, and yet she felt herself helpless; she vaguely
-realized that he was engaged in a battle that he must after all fight
-alone; she could not help him, though she wished that she knew how to
-impart to him the faith she had that he would win the battle, somehow,
-in the end.
-
-"Poor boy!" she said at length, rising; "you are not yourself just now.
-Think it all over and talk to your father about it."
-
-It was the first evening in months that Marley had not spent with
-Lavinia, and his existence being now so bound up with hers, he found
-that he could not spend the evening as the other young men in town spent
-their evenings. However, he went down to the McBriar House and there a
-long bill hanging on the wall instantly struck his eye. The bill
-announced an excursion to Chicago. It took away his breath; he stood
-transfixed before it, fascinated and yet repelled; he read it through a
-dozen times. The cheerful way in which the railroad held out this trip
-intensified his own gloom; he wondered how he might escape, but there
-was no way; it was plainly the revelation of his destiny, prophetic,
-absolute, final, and he bowed before it as to a decree of fate; he knew
-now that he must go.
-
-As he went home, as he walked the dark streets in the air that was full
-of the balm of the coming spring, he felt as one to whom a great sorrow
-had come. He thought of leaving Macochee, of leaving his father and
-mother, and then, more than all, of leaving Lavinia, and his throat
-ached with the pain of parting that, even now, before any of his plans
-had been made, began to assail him. His plans were nothing now; they had
-become the merest details; the great decision had been reached, not by
-him, but for him; the destiny toward which all the lines of his
-existence for months had been converging, was on him, the moment had
-arrived, and he had a sense of being the mute and helpless victim of
-forces that were playing with him, hurrying him along to a future as
-dark as the moonless night above him.
-
-He told his father of the excursion, though he gave him no notion of it
-as an expression of his fate, and he was all the more distressed at the
-calm way in which his father acquiesced in what he put before him as a
-decision he would have liked to have appear as less final. His father in
-his mildness could not object to his trying, and he would provide the
-money for the experiment. It gave Marley a moment's respite to have his
-father speak of it as an experiment, for that included the possibility
-of failure, and hence of his return home, but this meager consolation
-was immediately dissipated in the surer sense he felt that this was the
-end--the end of Macochee, the end of home, and the beginning of a new
-life.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XXIII
-
- THE BREAK
-
-
-Marley went to Lavinia the next morning, and told her as they sat there
-on the veranda in the spring sunlight. She looked at him with distress
-in her wide blue eyes.
-
-"When?" she asked.
-
-"To-night!"
-
-"Tonight? Oh Glenn!"
-
-Her eyes had filled with tears, and she was winking hard to keep them
-back.
-
-"To-night."
-
-She repeated the word over and over again.
-
-"And to think," she managed to say at last, "to think that the last
-night I should have been away from you! How can I ever forgive myself!"
-
-Her lip trembled, and the tears rolled down her cheeks. She drew out her
-handkerchief and said:
-
-"Let's go in."
-
-All that day Marley went about faltering over his preparations. Wade
-Powell was the only one of the few who were interested in him that was
-enthusiastic over his going, and he praised and congratulated him, and
-pierced his already sore heart by declaring that he had known all along
-it was what Marley would be compelled to do. He would give him a letter
-to his old friend, Judge Johnson, he said; the judge would be a great
-man for him to know, and Powell sat down at once, with more energy and
-enterprise than Marley had ever known him to show, and began to
-elaborate his letter of introduction.
-
-Marley dreaded saying good-by; he wished to shirk it as to Powell as he
-intended to shirk it in the cases of his few friends; he was to return
-to the office a last time in the afternoon to get the letter; and then
-he would bid Powell good-by. He had the day before him, but that thought
-could give him no comfort. He would see Lavinia again in the afternoon;
-he would see her once more, for the last time, in the evening, and in
-the meantime he would see his father and his mother, and his home; he
-had still two meals to eat with them, but it was as if he had already
-gone; there was no reality in his presence there among them; the blow
-that fate had decreed had fallen, and all that was to be was then
-actually in being; all about him the men and women of Macochee were
-pursuing their ordinary occupations just as if he were not so soon to go
-away and be of this scene no more; a few hours, and another day, and
-they would be going on with their concerns just the same, and he would
-have disappeared out of their lives and out of their memories.
-
-He looked at everything that had been associated with his life, and
-everything called up some memory,--the little office where he had tried
-to study law, the Court House, and the blind goddess of justice holding
-aloft her scales, the familiar Square, the cloaked cavalryman on the
-monument, every tree, every fence, every brick in the sidewalk somehow
-called out to him--and he was leaving them all. He looked up and down
-Main Street, wide and ugly, littered with refuse, ragged with its
-graceless signs; he thought of the people who had gossiped about him,
-the people whom he had hated, but now he could not find in his heart the
-satisfaction he had expected in leaving them. He felt tenderly, almost
-affectionately, toward them all. But it was worse at home. He wandered
-about the house, looking at every piece of furniture, at every trinket;
-he went into the woodshed, and the old ax, the old saw, everything he
-had known for years, wrung his heart; he went to the barn, he looked at
-the muddy buggy in which he had driven so often with his father; he
-reproached himself because he had not kept the buggy cleaner for him; he
-went into the stall and patted the flank of Dolly, finally he put his
-arms about her warm neck, laid his face against it, and the tears rolled
-down his cheeks.
-
-One of the preachers that were always dropping in on them was there to
-dinner, and in the blessing he invoked on the temporalities, as he
-called them, he prayed with professional unction for the son who was
-about to leave the old roof-tree, and this made the ordeal harder for
-them all. Doctor Marley spoke to the preacher of little things that he
-was to do within the next few days and Marley wondered how he could
-mention them, for they were to be done at a time when he would be there
-no more. Because he conceived of life, as all must conceive of it,
-solely in its relation to himself, he could not imagine life going on in
-Macochee without him.
-
-The afternoon wore on, he passed his hour with Lavinia; they were to
-meet then but once again; he returned home, his mother had packed his
-trunk; it was waiting. He was tender with his mother, and he wondered
-now, with a wild regret, why he had not always been tender with her; he
-was tender now with all things; a tenderness suffused his whole being;
-it seemed as if it might dissolve in tears.
-
-Still he shrank back; there was one thing more to do; he was to go
-up-town and get his ticket, and the letter to Judge Johnson, and bid
-Wade Powell good-by. A wild hope leaped in his heart; perhaps--but no,
-it was irrevocable now. He went, and got his letter, but Powell refused
-to bid him good-by; he said he would be at the train to see him off. He
-bought his ticket and went home. Old man Downing had been there with his
-dray and hauled away his trunk; it was settled. He could only wait and
-watch the minutes tick by.
-
-It seemed to Marley that all things that evening conspired to accentuate
-all that he was leaving behind, and to make the grief of parting more
-poignant. His mother, who was then in that domestic exigency described
-by the ladies of Macochee as being without a girl, had prepared an
-unusually elaborate supper, and while there was no formal observance of
-the fact, it was eaten, so far as any of them could eat that evening,
-under a sense of its significance as a parting ceremonial. They talked,
-or tried to talk, indifferently of commonplace things, and Doctor Marley
-even sought to add merriment to their feast by a jocularity that was
-unusual with him. Marley, who knew his father so well, could easily
-detect the heavy heart that lay under his father's jokes, and he
-suffered a keener misery from the pathos of it. Then he would catch his
-mother looking at him, her eyes deep and sad, and it seemed to him that
-his heart must burst.
-
-Marley's train was to leave at eleven o'clock; he had arranged to go to
-Lavinia's and remain with her until ten o'clock; then he was to stop in
-at his home for his last good-by. Those last two hours with Lavinia were
-an ordeal; into the first hour they tried to crowd a thousand things
-they felt they must say, and a thousand things they could only suggest;
-when the clock struck nine, they looked at each other in anguish; they
-did little after that but mentally count the minutes. The clock ticked
-loudly, aggressively, until in the soul of each, unconfessed, there was
-a desire to hasten the moments they felt they would like to stay; the
-agony was almost beyond endurance; it exhausted them, beat them down,
-and rendered them powerless to speak. Finally the clock struck the
-half-hour; they could only sit and look at each other now; at a quarter
-of ten they began their good-bys.
-
-At ten o'clock Mrs. Blair, Connie and Chad came into the room solemnly,
-and bade Marley farewell; the judge himself came in after them, his
-glasses in his hand and the magazine he had been reading, which, as
-Marley thought with that pang of things going on without him, he would
-in a few moments be reading again as calmly as ever. He took Marley's
-hand, and wished him success; for the first time he spoke gently, almost
-affectionately to him, and although Marley tried to bear himself
-stoically, the judge's farewell touched him more than all the others.
-
-The shameless children would have liked to remain and see the tragedy to
-its close, but Mrs. Blair drew them from the room with her. The last
-moment had come, and Marley held Lavinia in his arms; at last he tore
-himself from her, and it was over. He looked back from out the darkness;
-Lavinia was still standing in the doorway; he saw her slender, girlish
-figure outlined against the hall light behind her; somehow he knew that
-she was bravely smiling through her tears. She stood there until his
-footfall sounded loud in the spring night, then the light went out, the
-door closed as he had heard it close so often, and she was gone.
-
-He saw the light in his father's study as he approached his home, and
-there came again that torturing sense: the sermon his father then was
-working on would be preached when he was far away; his mother, as he
-knew by the light in the sitting-room window, was waiting for him; she
-had waited there so many nights, and now she was waiting for the last
-time. She rose at his step, and took him to her arms the minute he
-entered the door.
-
-"Be brave, dear," he said, stroking her gray hair; "be brave." He was
-trying so hard to be brave himself, and she was crying. He had not often
-seen her cry. She could not speak for many minutes; she could only pat
-him on the shoulder where her head lay.
-
-"Remember, my precious boy," she managed to say at last, "that there's a
-strong Arm to lean upon."
-
-He saw that she was turning now to the great faith that had sustained
-her in every trial of a life that had known so many trials; and the
-tears came to his own eyes. He would have left her for a moment but she
-followed him. He had an impulse he could not resist to torture himself
-by going over the house again; he went into the dining-room which in the
-darkness wore an air of waiting for the breakfast they would eat when he
-was gone; he went to the kitchen and took a drink of water, from the old
-habit he was now breaking; then he went up stairs and looked into his
-own room, at the neatly made bed where he was to sleep no more; at last
-he stood at the door of the study.
-
-He could catch the odor of his father's cigar, just as he had in
-standing there so many times before; he pushed the door open and felt
-the familiar hot, close, smoke-laden atmosphere which his father seemed
-to find so congenial to his studies. Doctor Marley took off his
-spectacles and pushed his manuscript aside, and Marley felt that he
-never would forget that picture of the gray head bent in its earnest
-labors over that worn and littered desk; it was photographed for all
-time on his memory. His words with his father had always been few; there
-were no more now.
-
-"Well, father," he said, "I've come to say good-by."
-
-His father pushed back his chair and turned about. He half-rose, then
-sank back again and took his son's hand.
-
-"Good-by, Glenn," he said. "You'll write?"
-
-"Yes."
-
-"Write often. We'll want to hear."
-
-"Yes, write often," the doctor said. "And take care of yourself."
-
-"I will, father."
-
-"Wait a moment." Doctor Marley was fumbling in his pocket. He drew forth
-a few dollars.
-
-"Here, Glenn," he said. "I wish it could be more."
-
-There was nothing more to do, or say. They went down stairs; Marley's
-bag was waiting for him in the hall. He kissed his mother again and then
-again; he shook his father's hand, and then he went.
-
-"Write often," his father called out to him, as he went down the walk.
-It was all the old man could say.
-
-The door closed, as the door of the Blairs' had closed. Inside Doctor
-Marley looked at his wife a moment.
-
-"Well," he said, "he's gone."
-
-Mrs. Marley made no answer.
-
-"I suppose," he said, "I ought to have gone to the train with him."
-
-Then he toiled up the stairs to his study and the sermon he was to
-preach when Glenn was gone.
-
-Marley walked rapidly down Market Street toward the depot; in the dark
-houses that suddenly had taken on a new significance to him, people were
-sleeping, people who would awake the next morning in Macochee. He could
-not escape the torture of this thought; his mind revolved constantly
-about the mystery of his being still in Macochee, still within calling
-distance, almost, of Lavinia, of his father and mother, of all he loved
-in life, when in reality they had in an instant become as inaccessible
-to him as though the long miles of his exile already separated them.
-
-Twenty minutes later, Lavinia, in her room, Mrs. Marley, at her prayers,
-and Doctor Marley sitting in deep absorption at his desk, heard the
-sonorous whistle of a locomotive sound ominously over the dark and quiet
-town.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XXIV
-
- THE GATES OF THE CITY
-
-
-It was a relief to Marley when morning came and released him from the
-reclining chair that had held his form so rigidly all the night. He had
-not taken a sleeper because he felt himself too poor, and he had
-somewhere got the false impression that comfort was to be had in the
-chair car. He had stretched himself in the cruel rack when the porter
-came through and turned the lights down to the dismal point of gloom,
-but he had not slept; all through the night the trainmen constantly
-passed through the car talking with each other in low tones; the train,
-too, made long, inexplicable stops; he could hear the escape of the
-weary engine, through his window he could see the lights of some strange
-town; and then the trainmen would run by outside, swinging their
-lanterns in the darkness, and calling to each other, and Marley would
-fear that something had happened, or else was about to happen, which was
-worse.
-
-Finally the train would creak on again, as if it were necessary to
-proceed slowly and cautiously through vague dangers of the night.
-Through his window he could see the glint of rails, the two yards of
-gleaming steel that traveled always abreast of him. Toward morning
-Marley wearily fell asleep, and then the sorrow and heart-ache of his
-parting from Lavinia and his home distorted themselves in fearful
-dreams.
-
-When he awoke at last, and looked out on the ugly prairie that had
-nothing to break its monotony but a few scraggly scrub-oak bushes, and
-some clumps of stunted trees, the dawn was descending from the gray sky.
-The car presented a squalid, hideous sight; all about him were stretched
-the bodies of sleeping passengers, flaccid, inert, having cast aside in
-utter weariness all sense of decency and shame; the men had pulled off
-their boots, and sprawled on the chairs, their stockinged feet
-prominently in view; women lay with open mouths, their faces begrimed,
-their hair in slovenly disarray.
-
-The baby that had been crying in the early part of the night had finally
-gone to sleep while nursing, and its tired mother slept with it at her
-breast. The Jewish drummer across the aisle was sleeping in
-shirt-sleeves; his head had rolled from the little rest on the back of
-his chair and now lolled off his shoulder, his sallow face turned toward
-Marley was greasy with perspiration; his closed eyes filled out their
-blue hemispherical lids, and his cheeks puffed with his intermittent
-snoring. At times his snoring grew so loud and so troubled that it
-seemed as if he must choke; he would reach a torturing climax, then
-suddenly the thick red lips beneath his black mustache would open, his
-sallow cheeks would collapse, and relief would come.
-
-Marley wished the passengers would wake up and end the indecencies they
-had tried to hide earlier in the night. Glancing up and down the long
-car he could recognize none of them as having been there when he had
-boarded the car at Macochee; those who had got on with him had gone
-short distances, and then got off, breaking the last tie that bound him
-to his home. He found it impossible now to conceive of the car as having
-been in Macochee so short a time before.
-
-Presently he saw an old lady sitting up in the remote end of the car;
-she was winding her thin wisp of gray hair in a little knob at the back
-of her head. Then, feeling that he might bestir himself, Marley got up
-and went forward; he washed his face, and tried to escape the discomfort
-of clothes he had worn all the night by readjusting them. The train was
-evidently approaching the city; now and then he saw a building, lonely
-and out of place: on the hideous sand-dunes, as if it waited for the
-city, in the growth it boasted, to catch up with it.
-
-The train ran on; it had reached an ever-widening web of tracks; it
-passed long lines of freight-cars, stock-cars from the west, empty
-gondolas that had come with coal from the Hocking Valley; a switch tower
-swept by, its bell jangling peevishly in alarm; long processions of
-working-men trooped with their dinner-pails between the tracks. The
-train stopped, finally, still far from its destination. The air in the
-car was foul from the feculence of all those bodies that had lain in it
-through the night, and Marley went out on the platform. He could hear
-the engine wheezing--the only sound to break the silence of the dawn.
-The cool morning air was grateful to Marley, though it was not the air
-of the spring they were already having in Macochee. He risked getting
-down off the platform and looked ahead. Beyond the long train, coated
-with its black cinders, he saw Chicago, dim through the morning light,
-lying dark, mysterious and grim under its pall of smoke. He shuddered
-and went back into the car. After a while the train creaked and strained
-and pulled on again.
-
-The passengers had begun to stir, and now were hastening to rehabilitate
-themselves in the eyes of the world; the woman with the baby fastened
-her dress, the drummer put on his collar and coat, the men drew on their
-boots, but it was long before they felt themselves presentable again.
-The women could achieve but half a toilet, and though they were all
-concerned about their hair, they could not make themselves tidy.
-
-The train was running swiftly, now that it was in the city, where it
-seemed it should have run more slowly; the newsboy came in with the
-morning papers, followed by the baggage agent with his jingling bunch of
-brass checks. The porter doffed his white jacket and donned his blue,
-and waited now for the end of his labors, so near at hand. He made no
-pretense of brushing his passengers, for those in his charge were
-plainly not of the kind with tips to bestow.
-
-As the train rushed over unknown streets, Marley caught visions of the
-crowds blockaded by the crossing gates, street-cars already filled with
-people, empty trucks going after the great loads under which they would
-groan all the day; and people, people, people, ready for the new day of
-toil that had come to the earth.
-
-At last the train drew up under the black shed of the Union Station, and
-Marley stood with the passengers that huddled at the door of the car. He
-went out and down; he joined the crowd that passed through the big iron
-gates into the station; and then he turned and glanced back for one last
-look at the train that had brought him; only a few hours before it had
-been in Macochee; a few hours more and it would be there again. In
-leaving the train he felt that he was breaking the last tie that bound
-him to Macochee, and he would have liked to linger and gaze on it. But a
-man in a blue uniform, with the official surliness, ordered him not to
-hold back the crowd. He climbed the steps, went out into Canal Street,
-ran the gantlet of the cabmen, and was caught up in the crowd and swept
-across the bridge into Madison Street.
-
-He was in Chicago, and here among these thousands of people, each
-hurrying along through the sordid crowd to his own task, here in this
-hideous, cruel city, he must make a place for himself, and gain the
-foothold from which he could fight his battle for existence in the
-world.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XXV
-
- LETTERS HOME
-
-
-"How does she seem since he went away?" asked Judge Blair of his wife
-two days after Marley had gone. He spoke in his usual habit of deference
-to his wife's observation, though his own opportunities for observing
-Lavinia might have been considered as great as hers.
-
-"I haven't noticed any difference in her," said Mrs. Blair, and then she
-added a qualifying and significant "yet."
-
-"Well," observed the judge, "I presume it's too early. Has she heard
-from him?"
-
-"She had a letter this morning; that is, I suppose it was from him; she
-ran to meet the postman, and then went up stairs."
-
-"You didn't mention it to her?"
-
-Mrs. Blair looked at her husband in surprise, and he hastened to make
-amends by acquiescing in the propriety of her conduct, when he said:
-
-"Oh, of course not."
-
-He seemed to drop the subject then, but that it remained uppermost in
-his mind was shown later, when he said:
-
-"I think she will be weaned away from him after a while, don't you? That
-is--if he stays long enough."
-
-Mrs. Blair was not so hopeful; perhaps, too, in her romantic ideal of
-devotion, she did not wish Lavinia to be weaned away. But she avoided a
-direct answer by the suggestion:
-
-"Perhaps he will be weaned away from her."
-
-This possibility had not occurred to the judge.
-
-"Why, the idea!" he said resentfully. "Do you think him capable of such
-baseness?"
-
-Mrs. Blair laughed.
-
-"Would you like to think of _your_ daughter as fickle, and forgetting a
-young man who was eating his heart out for her far away in a big city?"
-
-A condition of such mild romantic sorrow might have attracted Mrs. Blair
-in the abstract, but it could not of course appeal to her when it came
-thus personally. As for the judge, he dismissed the problem, as he had
-so many times before, with the remark:
-
-"Well, we can only wait and see."
-
-The letter which Lavinia received from Marley had been written the day
-he reached Chicago. It was a long letter, conceived largely in a
-facetious spirit, and he had labored over it far into the night in the
-little room of the boarding-house he had found in Ohio Street.
-
-"I chose Ohio Street," he wrote, "because its name reminded me of home.
-Ohio Street may once have been the street of the well-born, but it has
-degenerated and it is now the abode of a long row of boarding--places,
-one of which houses me. My room is a little corner eyrie in the second
-story, back, and from its one window I get an admirable view of the
-garbage dump, the atmosphere and certain intensely red bricks which go
-to make the wall of the house next door. And my landlady, ah, I should
-have to be a Balzac to describe my landlady! She wears large, vociferous
-ear-rings, and she says 'y-e-e-a-a-s' for yes; just kind o' rolls it off
-her tongue as if she didn't care whether it ever got off or not. She is
-truly a beauteous lady, given much to a scarlet hue of her nasal
-appendage; also, her molar system is unduly prominent, too much to the
-fore, as it were. As for form or figure, I'm afraid I couldn't say with
-truth that she goes in for the sinuous, far from it; she leans more to
-the elephantine style of feminine architecture. And she has a way of
-reaching out that is very attractive; probably because of the necessity
-of reaching for room rent. She bears the air of one bent on no earthly
-thing, of a continual soaring in quest of the unexpected; there is about
-her the charm of the intangible, the unknowable.
-
-"The boarding-house itself isn't so bad; I get my room and two meals for
-three-fifty a week; my noon luncheons I have to take down-town. They
-have dinner here, you know, in the evening. I haven't seen much of the
-people in the boarding-house; the men are mostly clerks, and the women
-have bleached hair. They all looked at me when I went into the
-dining-room this evening. There is one young man who sits at my table
-who is in truth a very unwise and immature youth. He is given greatly to
-the use of words of awful and bizarre make-up. For instance, he said
-something about the jokes they get off in the shows here about Irishmen,
-but instead of saying jokes, he said 'traversities'! What do you think
-of that?"
-
-Marley had already described his journey to Chicago in terms similar to
-those in which he described his boarding-house; of Chicago itself he
-said:
-
-"It seems that ages ago when the gods, or maybe the demons, were making
-over plans and specifications of the infernal region, Chicago was
-mentioned and considered by the committee. When it came to a vote for
-choice of sites the place that won had only three more votes than
-Chicago. They didn't locate the brimstone plant here, and from what I
-can learn Chicago was a candidate for both the plant and the honor. It
-was a mistake on somebody's part, as Chicago is certainly an ideal place
-for it."
-
-But the letter discussed mostly the things of Macochee, where Marley's
-spirit still dwelt. The passages Lavinia most liked, of course, were
-those in which he declared his love for her; it was the first
-love-letter she had ever received, and this tender experience went far
-to compensate her for the loneliness she felt in his absence.
-
-It grew upon her after she had read her letter many times, that it would
-be a kindness to take it over and read to Mrs. Marley those parts, at
-least, that were not personal. It was a hard thing for Lavinia to do;
-she had a fear of Mrs. Marley; but she felt more and more the kindness
-of it, and so in the morning she set out. Lavinia was surprised and a
-little disappointed, when Mrs. Marley told her that she too had received
-in the same mail a letter from Glenn. It somehow took away from her own
-act, the more when Mrs. Marley calmly passed her letter over for Lavinia
-to read.
-
-Lavinia, who had not been able to resist a pang that Marley had written
-his mother quite as promptly as he had written her, found some
-consolation in the fact that his letter to his mother was not nearly so
-long as his letter to her, and it contained, too, the same information;
-in some instances, identical phrases, as letters do that are written at
-the same time. She felt that she should be happy in them both, and she
-wished she could determine which of the letters had been written first.
-After she had read Mrs. Marley's letter, she could not speak for a
-moment; the letter closed with a description of the sensations it gave
-Marley to open his trunk and come across the Bible his mother had packed
-in it. But she controlled herself, and when she had finished reading
-parts of her own letter to Mrs. Marley, she said:
-
-"Well, he seems to be in good spirits, doesn't he? He writes so
-amusingly of everything."
-
-Mrs. Marley looked up at Lavinia with a curious smile.
-
-"Why, don't you see?" she said.
-
-"What?" asked Lavinia, glancing in alarm at the two letters which she
-still held in her lap.
-
-"Why, the poor boy is dying of homesickness; that's what makes him write
-in that mocking vein."
-
-"Do you think that is so?" Lavinia leaned forward.
-
-"Why, I know it," replied Mrs. Marley, with a little laugh. "He's just
-like his father."
-
-For a moment Lavinia felt a satisfaction in Marley's loneliness, but she
-denied the satisfaction when she said:
-
-"He'll get over it, after a while."
-
-"Not for a long while, I'm afraid," said Mrs. Marley. "Not until some
-one can be with him."
-
-Lavinia blushed, and before she knew it Mrs. Marley had bent over and
-kissed her cheek.
-
-"He has a long hard battle before him, my dear," she said, "in a great
-cruel city. We must help him all we can."
-
-Lavinia hesitated a moment, then she put her arms about Mrs. Marley and
-drew her down for the kiss which sealed their friendship.
-
-They sat and talked of Marley for a long time, and at last when Lavinia
-rose to go, she held out to Mrs. Marley the letter her son had written
-her. She looked at it a moment before handing it to Mrs. Marley.
-
-"Would you like to keep it?" Mrs. Marley asked.
-
-"May I?"
-
-"If you wish. But you must come often; I shall be lonely now, you know,
-and you must bring his letters and read parts of them. He'll be writing
-so many more to you than he will to me."
-
-Lavinia received a letter from Marley every day; it was not long before
-Clemmons, the postman, smiled significantly when, each morning at the
-sound of his whistle, she ran to meet him at the door. And Lavinia wrote
-to Marley as regularly herself, sitting at the little desk in her room
-every night long after the house was dark and still.
-
-The judge could find no hope in the observations Mrs. Blair reported to
-him.
-
-"She seems to have developed a new idea of constancy," said Mrs. Blair.
-"She will not allow herself to do a thing, or go to a single place; she
-will hardly accept any pleasure because he isn't here to share it. I
-believe she tries not to have a thought that is not of him. She is
-almost fanatical about it."
-
-"Oh dear!" said the judge. "I thought the nightly calls were a severe
-strain, but they can not compare to the strain of nightly letters."
-
-"He writes excellent letters, however," Mrs. Blair said. "I wish you
-could read the one he wrote his mother. A boy who writes like that to
-his mother--"
-
-"How did you get to see a letter he wrote his mother?" interrupted the
-judge.
-
-"Lavinia showed it to me."
-
-"Has she been over there?"
-
-"Yes. Why?"
-
-The judge shook his head gravely, as if the situation were now hopeless,
-indeed.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XXVI
-
- THE ARMY OF THE UNEMPLOYED
-
-
-"I am very tired to-night," Marley wrote to Lavinia a day or so later.
-"I have been making the rounds of the law offices; I have been to all
-the leading firms, but--here I am, still without a place. I thought I
-might get a place in one of them where I could finish my law studies,
-and make enough to live on, meanwhile; I had dreams of working into the
-firm in time, but they were only dreams, and all my hopes have gone
-glimmering. The men who are employed in the law offices are already
-admitted to the bar; most of them are young fellows, but some are old
-and gray-headed, and the sight of them gave me the blues.
-
-"I did not get to see many of the firm members themselves; their offices
-are formidable places. There is no office in Macochee like them; they
-have big outer rooms, full of stenographers and clerks and there is a
-boy at a desk who makes you tell your business before you can get in to
-see any of the lawyers themselves. They seem to be mighty big, important
-fellows. Most of them would not see me at all; several said they had no
-place for me and dismissed me with a kind of pitying smile; one man,
-when I asked him if he thought there was an opening, said he supposed
-there ought to be, as one lawyer in Chicago had died of starvation only
-the day before. But some were kinder; one, whom I shall never forget,
-took pains to sit down and talk with me a long time, but he was no more
-encouraging than the others. He said the profession was terribly
-overcrowded, 'that is,' he corrected himself with a tired smile, 'if you
-can call it a profession any longer. It is more of a business nowadays
-and the only ones who get ahead are those who have big corporations for
-clients. How they all live is a mystery to me!' He thought I had better
-not undertake it and advised me to go into some business. But then most
-of them did that.
-
-"But I must tell you of my visit to Judge Johnson. You will remember my
-telling you of him; he was Wade Powell's chum in the law school in
-Cincinnati, and Mr. Powell had given me a letter to him. I had a hard
-time seeing him; the hardest of all. When I went into the big stone
-government building he was holding court, and a lawyer was making an
-argument before him. I waited till they were all done, and then when the
-crier had adjourned court--he said 'Oyez, Oyez, Oyez,' instead of the
-'Hear ye, hear ye, hear ye' we have in Ohio; it sounded so old and
-quaint, even if he did say 'Oh yes,' for 'Oyez!' It comes from the old
-Norman-French, you know; ask your father about it, he'll explain it--I
-tried to get in to him. I succeeded at last, but it was hard work. He
-didn't seem glad to see me; he looked at me coldly, and made me feel as
-if I ought to hurry up and state my business promptly and get away. When
-I gave him Wade Powell's letter he put on his gold glasses and read it;
-but--what do you think?--I don't believe he remembered Wade Powell at
-all! At least he seemed not to. Of course he may have been putting it
-on. Wouldn't it make Wade Powell mad to know that? I'd give a
-dollar--and I haven't any to spare either--to see him when he hears that
-his old friend, Judge Johnson of the United States Circuit Court,
-couldn't remember him! Well, the judge didn't let me detain him long, he
-looked at his watch a moment, and then he advised me not to try it in
-Chicago; he said there were too many lawyers here anyhow, and that he
-thought a young man made a mistake in coming to a city at all.
-
-"'Why don't you stay in a small town?' he asked, looking at me sternly
-over his glasses. 'Living is cheaper there, and life is much more simple
-than it is in the cities. I've often wished I had stayed in a little
-town.'
-
-"I came away, as you can imagine, feeling pretty much cast down and
-humbled in spirit. There are four thousand lawyers in Chicago; just
-think of it, almost as many lawyers as there are people in Macochee! As
-I walked through the crowded streets with men and women rushing along, I
-wondered how they all lived. What do they do? Where are they all going,
-and how do they get a place to stand on? As I came across the bridge
-over to the North Side I felt that there was no place for me here in
-this great, dirty, ugly city, just as there is no place for me back in
-peaceful Macochee, where every minute of the day I long to be. Anyway, I
-am sure that there is no place for me here in the law, and I shall have
-to look for something else. I see so much wretchedness and poverty and
-squalor; it is in the street everywhere--pale, gaunt men, who look at
-you out of sick, appealing eyes.
-
-"This morning I saw a sight down-town that filled me with horror; it was
-noon, and a great crowd of ragged men were waiting in front of the
-_Daily News_ office in Fifth Avenue. They were all standing idly and yet
-expectantly about; I stood and watched them. Presently, as at some
-signal, they all rushed for the office door, and then all at once they
-seemed to be enveloped in a white, rustling cloud. Each one had a
-newspaper, and they all turned to one page and began to read rapidly;
-sometimes two or three men bent over the same paper; in another moment
-they had scattered, going in all directions. Then it flashed upon me:
-they had been waiting for the noon edition of the paper and the page
-they had all turned to was the page with the 'want ads' on it; they were
-all looking for jobs! It made me inexpressibly sad. I do not wish to
-inflict my own sorrow upon you, dear heart, but it made me shudder; what
-if I--but no, the thought is too horrible to mention. And yet I, too,
-belong to this great army of the unemployed.
-
-"As I write the clock in the steeple of a church a block away chimes the
-hour of midnight; so you see that I've retained my nocturnal habits.
-When the poets of a coming generation sing of me (as they doubtless
-will, after my death) their songs will be called Nocturnes."
-
-That same day Doctor Marley received a letter from his son which Mrs.
-Marley, though her husband passed it over to her to read, did not show
-to Lavinia. It ran:
-
-"It's rather expensive living here, I find; especially for one who
-belongs to the great army of the unemployed. My contract with my
-basiliscine landlady calls for two meals a day and a bed at night--also
-for three-fifty per week in payment of said two meals and bed. My
-lunches I get down-town; that is, I did get them down-town; for two days
-I have gone without lunches, and the aforesaid landlady looks
-reproachfully at me at night when she sees me laying in an extra supply
-of dinner. I don't mind the lack of the lunches, even if she does, but
-I'll have to pay her in a day or so now. I'm in poor spirits to-night,
-so can't write well; cause of said low mental temperature, only eighty
-cents in the world between me, my landlady and ultimate starvation. It's
-funny how much hungrier a fellow gets as the food supply gets low. A
-word to the wise, etc.
-
-"What do you think? I met Charlie Davis on the street this morning. He
-is living here now, working in some big department store. My, it was
-good to see some one from Macochee! How small the world is, after all!
-
-"How are you all? How is Dolly? Does Smith Johnson still clap his hands
-at his dog every evening as he comes home, and does the dog run out to
-meet him as joyously as of yore? And does Hank Delphy still go down-town
-in his shirt-sleeves? And has Charlie Fouly had any fits in the Square
-lately? And, father, has mother got a girl yet? Give her an ocean of
-love and tell her not to work too hard, and to let the heathen shift for
-themselves a while. They haven't any trusts to monopolize the jobs as
-yet, and they ought to be able to get along. Oh, how I'd like to see you
-all! Answer all my questions: I propounded numerous ones to you. I don't
-remember now what all of them were, but I know they were all momentous
-and had much to do with my well-being, spiritual and physical, not to
-say financial. And see that the moss doesn't get too thickly overlaid on
-my memory."
-
-Marley's new life in Chicago, as somewhat vaguely reflected in his
-letters, impressed those who had a sense of having been left behind in
-Macochee, as but a continuation of the life he had led there, that is,
-it was presented to them as one long, hopeless search for employment. He
-told of his daily tramps up and down the city, of his dutiful
-applications for work in every place where the boon of work might be
-bestowed, and of the unvarying refusals of those in whose hands had been
-intrusted, by some inscrutable decree of the providence of economics,
-the right to control the opportunity of labor. It was as if the primal
-curse of earning his bread were in a fair way to be taken from man, had
-not the primal necessity of eating his bread continued unabated.
-
-The routine through which he went each day had begun to weary Marley,
-and it might have begun to weary his readers in Macochee, had they not
-all felt their own fortunes somehow bound up with his. He apologized in
-his nightly letters for the monotony of their recitals, but he hoped it
-might be condoned as the most realistic portrayal of his life that he
-could give. He tried at times to give his letters a lighter tone by
-describing, with a facility that grew with practice, the many incidents
-that attracted him in a city whose life was all so new and strange to
-him; he could not help a growing interest in it all, and while Lavinia
-was probably unconscious of the change, his letters were now less
-concerned with the things of the life he had left in Macochee, and more
-and more with the things of the life he had entered upon in Chicago; as
-on a palimpsest, the old impressions were erased to make way for new
-ones.
-
-But try as he would to give to his letters a cheer that was far from
-expressing his own spirit, he could not save them from the despair that
-was laying hold of him, a despair which finally communicated itself in
-the declaration that it was now no longer with him a question of
-selecting employment.
-
-"I must take," he wrote, "whatever I can get, and that will probably be
-some kind of manual, if not menial, work. Sometimes," so he let himself
-go on, "I feel as if I would give up and go back to Macochee, defeated
-and done for. But I can not come to that yet, though I would like to;
-oh, how I would like to! But I don't dare, my pride won't let me act the
-part of a coward, though I know I am one at heart. One thing keeps me up
-and that is the thought of you; I see your face ever before me, and your
-sweet eyes ever smiling at me--"
-
-Lavinia's eyes were not smiling as she read this; and she poured out her
-own grief and sympathy in a long letter that she promptly tore up, to
-pen in its stead a calmer, braver one, that should hearten him in the
-struggle which, as she proudly assured him, he was making for her.
-
-Marley's description of his straits partly prepared Lavinia for the
-shock of the letter in which he said he had found a job at last, but she
-was hardly prepared to learn that it was anything so far from her
-conception of what was due him as a job trucking freight for a railroad.
-The mockery he put into the picture of himself in a blue jumper and
-overalls could not console her, and she kept the truth from every one,
-except her mother; she preferred rather that they number Marley still
-with the army of the unemployed than to count him among those who toiled
-so desperately with the muscles of their arms and backs. She tried to
-conceal in encouraging congratulations the chagrin of which she felt she
-should be ashamed, and she tried to show her appreciation of his droll
-sarcasms about the preparation his four years of college had given him
-for the task of trundling barrels of sugar and heaving pianos down from
-box-cars.
-
-"I'm sure it's honest work," she wrote, "but do be careful, dear, not to
-hurt yourself in lifting such heavy loads." It was a comfort to remind
-him that he was not intended to do such work.
-
-There was a relief, however, that she did not dare admit, when he told
-her three days later that he had lost his job.
-
-"I realize for the first time my importance in the great scheme of
-things," he wrote. "I was fired because I do not belong to the freight
-handlers' union. It took them three days to find this out, and then they
-threatened to strike if the railroad company did not immediately
-discharge me. The railroad company, after due consideration, decided to
-let me out, and--I'm out. It makes me tremble to think of the
-consequences that would have followed had they decided otherwise. Think
-of it! The railroad tied up, business at a standstill and the commerce
-of the nation paralyzed, and all because of Glenn Marley, A. B. It is
-really encouraging to know that my presence on the earth is actually
-known to my fellow-mortals; it has at least been discovered that I am
-alive and in Chicago, even if my diploma is not recognized by Freight
-Handlers' Union No. 63. And now," he concluded, "as Kipling says, it's
-'back to the army again, Sergeant, back to the army again'--the army of
-the unemployed."
-
-Lavinia was shocked again a day or so later when on opening her letter
-she met the announcement that he had been offered a job with another
-railroad as a freight handler.
-
-"But you need not be alarmed," she was reassured to read--though it was
-not until she thought it all over afterward that she began to wonder how
-he had divined her dislike of his being in such work--"I haughtily
-declined, and turned them down. You see this road is just now in the
-throes of a strike, and all their freight handlers are out.
-Consequently, they have had to employ scabs to do the work of the
-strikers. They take anybody--that's why they were ready to take me. But
-as I said, I declined. Somehow, I couldn't bring myself to take a place
-away from a union man."
-
-Lavinia mistook her satisfaction in Marley's declination of the position
-for a satisfaction in the nobility of his sacrifice, and in her elation
-she related the circumstance at dinner. Now that Marley had declined
-such an employment she felt safe in doing this. But her father did not
-see it in her light, or at least in Marley's light.
-
-"Humph!" he sneered; "so he sympathizes with unionism, does he? Well,
-those unions will own the whole earth if they keep on."
-
-"But he says he thought of the wives and children of the union men--"
-
-"Well, but why doesn't he think of the wives and children of the scabs,
-as he calls them? They have as much right to live and work as the union
-men."
-
-Lavinia, as an opponent of union labor herself, could not answer this
-argument, though she felt it her duty to defend Marley. But before she
-could proceed in his defense, her father, strangely enraged at the mere
-mention of the policies of the unions, hurried on:
-
-"The union didn't show any consideration for him when it took his other
-job away from him."
-
-Lavinia shot a reproachful glance at her mother, who did not see it
-because she was shooting a glance more than reproachful at her husband,
-and it had the effect of silencing and humbling the judge, as all of
-Lavinia's arguments, or all of the arguments known to the propaganda of
-union labor, could not have done.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XXVII
-
- A FOOTHOLD
-
-
-The next letter the postman gave Lavinia began ecstatically:
-
-"I've got a job at last! I'm now working for the C. C. and P. Railroad,
-in their local freight office, and I'm not trucking freight either, but
-I'm a clerk--a bill clerk, to be more exact. My duties consist in
-sitting at a desk and writing out freight bills, for which by some
-inscrutable design of Providence my study of common carriers and
-contracts in the law was doubtless intended to prepare me.
-
-"To-day I wrote out a bill for freight to Cook and Jennings, Macochee,
-Ohio, and you can imagine my sensations. It made me homesick for a
-while; I wished that by some necromancy I might conceal myself in the
-bill and go to Macochee with it; I had a notion to write a little word
-of greeting on the bill, but I didn't; it might have worried old man
-Cook's brain and he couldn't stand much of a strain of that kind. But
-I'm getting nearer Macochee every day now. I guess I'm to be a railroad
-man after all, and some day you'll be proud to tell your friends that I
-started at the bottom. 'Oh, yes,' you'll be boasting, 'Mr. Marley began
-as a common freight trucker; and worked his way up to general manager.'
-Then we'll go back to Macochee in my private car. I can see it standing
-down by the depot, on the side track close to Market Street, baking in
-the hot sun, and the little boys from across the tracks will be crowding
-about it, gaping at the white-jacketed darky who'll be getting the
-dinner ready. We'll have Jack and Mayme down to dine with us, and your
-father and mother and Chad and Connie, and my folks, too, and maybe, if
-you'll let me, Wade Powell. Then, of course, the Macochee people will
-think better of me; they won't be saying that I'm no good, but instead
-they'll stand around, in an easy, careless way, and say, 'Oh, yes, I
-knew Glenn when he was a boy. I always said he'd get up in the world.'
-
-"But, ah me, just now I'm a bill clerk at fifty dollars a month, thank
-you, and glad of the chance to get it; so is my voluptuous landlady
-glad; she'll get her board money a little more regularly now.
-
-"I suppose you'll want to know something about my surroundings. They are
-not elegant; the office is a big barn of a place, crowded full of desks,
-where we sit and write from eight in the morning until any hour at night
-when it occurs to the boss to tell us we can go. Last night it was ten
-o'clock before the idea struck him. They kindly allow us an hour in
-which to run out to a restaurant for supper. The windows in the office
-were washed, so tradition runs, in 1493, the year after Columbus landed.
-Outside, the freight trains rush by constantly so as to keep the noise
-going. My boss, whose name is Clark, strikes me as being a sort of fool
-of an innocuous sort. He is a conscientious ass, but a poor,
-unfortunate, deluded simpleton. He's one of those close-fisted reubs
-whose chief care is the pennies, and whose only interest in life is the
-C. C. and P. Railroad. He makes his business his own personal affair and
-the C. C. and P. his god. He lunches down-town and pays twenty cents for
-his lunch, never more, often fifteen. One of the first things he told me
-was, now that I had come under his protecting wing, to begin to save
-money. They have a young man in the office here, whose desk is next to
-mine, who was born somewhere in Canada, and is always 'a-servin' of her
-Majesty the Queen,' as Kipling says. He told me with much gusto how he
-had hung out of the office window last New Year's a Canadian flag. He
-seemed proud of having done so, and also told me, boasted to me, in
-fact, that he was going to hang the same flag out of the same window on
-the Fourth of July. 'Oh, yes, you are!' thinks I. So I got the flag and
-ripped it into shreds and started it through the waste-basket on a
-hurried trip to oblivion. _A bas_ the Canadian flag! He'll probably get
-another one, but if I get hold of it, it'll meet the same fate as the
-first one. Then I have something to think of that'll keep my mind off my
-horrible fate in being here in Chicago, while I smile in ghoulish glee
-with a cynical leer overspreading my classic features, at the young
-man's disapproval of my actions. The rest of the men in the office
-aren't much to boast of. They're a diluted mixture of Nijni Norgordian
-and Bill Hoffman the jeweler. I still hate this town; I wish it were
-buried under seven hundred and thirty feet of Lake Michigan."
-
-Marley's next letter to Lavinia opened thus:
-
-"Extract from the diary of J. H. Anderson,
-Esq., Canadian, clerk in the freight office of the
-C. C. and P. Ry., at Chicago, Ill., April 20.
-
- "'New man on desk next to mine; young, about
- 24. Rather decent fellow, but conceited. Do not
- think he will last. Took me to lunch with him
- this evening.'
-
-"Now what do you think of that? The youth I described to you at such
-length keeps a diary, and the foregoing is culled therefrom. He left it
-by some mistake on top of his desk, and I picked it up innocently enough
-to-night, to see what it was, and that was the first thing my eye lit
-on. He is evidently an adept at coming to conclusions, apparently he can
-sum one up in two whisks of a porter's broom. I was much surprised to
-find myself so well done. Done on every side in those few words. I've
-rather enjoyed it; strikes me as being uproariously funny. Maybe his
-dictum is correct. You'll agree with me as to his richness. Tell every
-one about it and see what they will think. Tell your mother and my
-mother. Tell Jack and give him a chance to laugh. Tell Mayme Carter,
-too."
-
-Lavinia ran at once to her mother.
-
-"Listen," she said. And she read it.
-
-Mrs. Blair laughed.
-
-"How funny!" she said, "and how well he writes! I should think he'd go
-into literature."
-
-Lavinia laid the letter down in her lap and looked at her mother as if
-she had been startled by a striking coincidence.
-
-"Why, do you know, I've thought of that very thing myself."
-
-"But read on," urged Mrs. Blair.
-
-Lavinia picked up the letter again and began:
-
-"Well, de--"
-
-"Oh," she exclaimed, blushing hotly, "I can't read you that. Let's
-see--"
-
-She leafed over the letter, one, two, three, four sheets. Mrs. Blair was
-smiling.
-
-"Aren't you leaving out the best parts?" she asked archly.
-
-"Oh, there's nothing," Lavinia said, not looking up. "But--oh, well,
-this is all. He says--
-
-"'There is a good deal of unrest and uneasiness here just now, because
-the first of May is coming. The road is anticipating trouble with the
-freight handlers; they may go out on a strike that day.'
-
-"Oh, dear," sighed Lavinia, "more strikes, and I suppose that means more
-trouble for Glenn."
-
-"Why, the strike of those men can't affect him," Mrs. Blair assured her.
-"He's a clerk now."
-
-"Yes, I know, but what if he gets the notion he ought to help them by
-quitting too?"
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XXVIII
-
- THE TALK OF THE TOWN
-
-
-Macochee's common interest in Marley was sharpened by his leaving town,
-and out of the curiosity that raged, Lawrence and Mayme Carter one
-evening made a call on Lavinia.
-
-"Well, Lavinia," said Lawrence, almost as soon as they were seated in
-the parlor, "what's the news about Glenn? How's he getting along?"
-
-"Oh, pretty well," she said, smiling.
-
-"Does he like Chicago?"
-
-"Oh, yes; that is, fairly well."
-
-"Run get his letters and let us read them."
-
-"Why, Jack! The idea!" Mayme rebuked him.
-
-But Lavinia instantly got up.
-
-"Well, I'll read you part of one or two," she said. "He can tell you
-much better than I all about himself."
-
-She was gone from the room a moment and then returned with two thick
-envelopes.
-
-"My, Lavinia, you don't intend to read all that, do you?" Lawrence made
-a burlesque of looking at his watch.
-
-"Oh, you needn't be afraid," said Lavinia, smiling. She opened a letter.
-
-"Here's one that came several days ago. He mentions you both in this
-one."
-
-"You don't mean to say he connects our names?" Lawrence affected
-consternation.
-
-"Can't you be serious a moment?" Mayme said, "I want to hear what he
-says; do go on, Lavinia, and don't mind Jack."
-
-Lavinia read the extract from the diary and Marley's comment.
-
-"Doesn't he say anything about you?" said Lawrence. "Why don't you read
-that? You skip the most interesting parts. You'd better let me read
-them. Here--" and he held out his hand for the letter.
-
-But Lavinia laid one letter securely in her lap and opened the other.
-
-"Listen to this," she began, and then she glanced over the first page
-and half-way down the second.
-
-"Here you're skipping again," cried Lawrence. "Why don't you play fair?"
-
-"'I have made a friend,' he says," she began, "'and it all came about
-through the strike. You know the freight handlers went out on the first
-of May, and since then there has been more excitement than work in the
-office. The freight house is stacked high with freight, and only a few
-men are working there and they are afraid of their lives. All around the
-outside of the big, long shed are policemen and detectives, and the
-strikers' pickets. All day they walk up and down, up and down, at a safe
-distance, just off the company's ground, and they waylay everybody and
-try to get them not to go to work here. I happened to see the strike
-when it began. It was day before yesterday morning. I had gone out in
-the freight house on some little errand and just at ten o'clock I
-noticed a man walk down by the platform that runs along outside the
-shed. I saw him stop by one of the big doors and look in. Suddenly he
-gave a low whistle, then another. The men in the freight house stopped
-and looked up. Then the man outside raised his arm, and held up two
-fingers--'"
-
-"He wanted them to go swimming probably," interrupted Lawrence.
-
-"Oh, Jack, do stop," said Mayme, irritably. "Right at the most
-interesting part, too! Do go on, Lavinia."
-
-Lavinia read on:
-
-"'Then the man outside raised his arm, and held up two fingers, and
-instantly every truck in the shed dropped to the floor, bang, the men
-all went and put on their coats, marched out of the freight house--and
-the strike was on. Well, after that came the policemen and the
-detectives and the pickets, to say nothing of the reporters. It is about
-these last that I mean to tell you, for among them I have found this new
-friend. The other day a young man came into the office to see Clark, our
-boss. I was attracted by him at once. He was tall, and his smooth-shaven
-face was refined and thoughtful; I call him good-looking; his eyes were
-dark and his nose straight and full of character; his lips were thin and
-level; his hair was not quite black and stopped just on the right side
-of being curly. He was dressed modestly, but stylishly; I remember he
-wore gloves--he always does--and I thought him somewhat dudish. But what
-was my pleasure to see on his waistcoat the little white cross of my
-fraternity! I rushed up to him instantly, and gave him the grip. He was
-a Sig., from an Indiana college, and he is a reporter on the _Courier_.
-His name is James Weston; no, he is no relation to Bob Weston of
-Macochee at all. I asked him that the first thing; but he is some
-relation to the Cliffords, distant, I suppose.'"
-
-"I wonder if that isn't the young man who visited them summer before
-last?" asked Mayme. "I'll bet it is!"
-
-"No, it can't be," said Lavinia, "I thought of that the very first
-thing, but you see he says," and Lavinia read on:
-
-"'He says he hasn't been there for years. We chatted together for a few
-minutes and were friends at once. To-morrow night, if I can get off in
-time, I'm to dine with him at a cafe down-town. My, but it was good to
-see some one wearing that little white cross! You see my college
-training has done me some good after all.'"
-
-In their conversation afterward, Lavinia and Mayme celebrated Marley's
-abilities as a writer, but Lawrence begged Lavinia to read them more,
-particularly, as he assured her, those parts about herself, saying he
-could judge better of Marley's abilities after he heard how he treated
-romantic subjects.
-
-"I want to know how he handles the love interest," he said.
-
-"Oh, you got that from George Halliday," said Mayme. "It sounds just
-like him when he's discussing some book none of us has read, doesn't it,
-Lavinia?"
-
-Lavinia admitted that it did sound like Halliday, and Mayme returned to
-her attack on Lawrence by saying:
-
-"What do you know about writing, anyway?"
-
-They might have gone farther along this line had not Mrs. Blair entered
-with a plate of cake and some ice-cream that had been left over from
-their dessert at supper. These refreshments instantly seemed to affect
-Mayme with the idea that the call had assumed the formality of a social
-function, and as she nibbled at her cake, she asked with a polite
-interest:
-
-"Just what is Mr. Marley's position with the railroad, Lavinia?"
-
-"Oh," Lavinia answered, "he has a place in the office of the freight
-department; he's a clerk there."
-
-"I'm so glad to know," said Mayme, as if in relief.
-
-"Why?" Lavinia looked up in alarm.
-
-"Oh, well, you know--how people talk." Mayme raised her pale eyebrows
-significantly. Lavinia was disturbed, but Lawrence, detecting the
-danger, instantly turned it off in a joke.
-
-"She heard he was a section hand," he said.
-
-"The idea!" laughed Lavinia.
-
-"Isn't this just the worst place for gossip you ever heard of?" said
-Mayme.
-
-"The worst ever," said Lawrence. "If I were you I'd quit and start a
-reform movement."
-
-When they had gone and were strolling toward the Carters', Lawrence
-grumbled at Mayme:
-
-"What did you want to give it all away to Lavinia for?"
-
-"Why, Jack, I didn't say anything, did I?"
-
-"Oh, no, nothing--only you tipped off the whole thing to her."
-
-"Why, what did I say that hinted at it, even?"
-
-"'Oh, you know how people talk!'" Lawrence mimicked her tone as he
-repeated her words.
-
-"Well, you know they do, Jack, and you know all the mean things they've
-been saying about Glenn. And you remember Charlie Davis' mother told
-mama that Charlie ran across him in the street: in Chicago and that--"
-
-"Oh, Charlie Davis!" said Lawrence, as impatiently as he could say
-anything. "What's he? Anyway, you didn't have to tell Lavinia."
-
-"Well, I'm glad we got the truth anyway."
-
-"Yes, so am I."
-
-"We must tell everybody."
-
-"Sure," acquiesced Lawrence, "if we can get the gossips started the
-other way they'll have him president of the road in a few days."
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XXIX
-
- A MAN OF LETTERS
-
-
-The Macochee gossips, after they were assured he was engaged in
-clerical, and not manual work, might have promoted Marley much more
-rapidly than his railroad would have done, had it not been for the news
-that he had changed his employment. They had gone far enough to noise it
-about that Marley was chief clerk in the office, where he was only a
-bill clerk, when the _Republican_, with the impartial good nature with
-which it treated all of Macochee's folk, so long as they kept out of
-politics, mentioned him for the first time since his departure, and
-then, to tell of the advancement he was rapidly making in the metropolis
-that loomed so large and important in their provincial eyes. Lavinia had
-the facts in a letter from Marley a day or so before the _Republican_
-had them, though she never could imagine, as she told everybody, where
-the _Republican_ got its information.
-
-"I have a big piece of news to tell you," he wrote. "Last night I dined
-with Weston. It was the first really enjoyable evening I have had since
-I struck the town. Luckily, the strikers had everything tied up so tight
-that we could do little work, and I had no trouble in getting off in
-time. I met him about six o'clock, and we went to the swellest
-restaurant in town. Weston is the finest fellow you ever saw; as it was
-pay night, he said he would blow me off to a good dinner. And he did,
-the best dinner I have ever eaten; there were half a dozen courses, and
-as we ate we talked, talked about everything, college days, the hard
-days that come after college, and you, and everything. Weston's
-experience has been about the same as mine--one long, hopeless search
-for a job. He, however, did not wait so long as I did; he said that he
-realized there was no place for him in a small town, and so he set out
-for the city almost at once. His father wanted him to study medicine,
-but he said he hadn't the money or the patience to wait, and he hated
-medicine anyway, and, as newspaper work offered the quickest channel to
-making a living he chose that. His secret ambition, he confessed, is
-literature, and I believe he is writing a book, but he would not, or did
-not, tell me as much. He says he thinks newspaper work a bad business
-for any one to get into, but then I have discovered that that is the way
-every man talks about his own calling.
-
-"After we had finished our dinner, we sat there for a long, long time
-over our coffee and cigarettes, and we finally got to talking about the
-strike. Weston, you know, has been working on it, and I was glad to be
-able to tell him a good many things he said he could use. Finally, I
-don't know just how it came about, but I told him how the strike started
-with us, about the man appearing in the street alongside the freight
-house, whistling, and then holding up two fingers--I think I described
-it to you in a letter the other night. Weston was greatly interested; I
-can see him still, sitting across the table from me, knocking the ashes
-from his cigarette into his empty coffee-cup and looking so intently at
-me out of his brown eyes that he almost embarrassed me. And what was my
-surprise when I finished to have him say:
-
-"'By Jove, Marley, I'll have to use that. I've been wondering how to
-lead my story to-night.'
-
-"Now you know the strike at our place occurred several days ago, but
-since then it has been spreading, and to-day the men on another road
-walked out. This morning when I picked up the _Courier_ and turned to
-the strike news, here is what I read, under big head-lines:
-
-"'A short man with a brown derby hat cocked over his eye walked
-leisurely down Canal Street at ten o'clock yesterday morning. The short
-man walked a block and then turned and walked back. At the open door of
-the C. and A.'s big freight house he stopped. Suddenly he whistled,
-once, twice, thrice, in low notes. Then he raised his hand with a
-gesture that was graceful and yet commanding, and held up two fingers.
-Inside the freight house the men who were heaving away at the big bales
-and boxes, attracted by the whistle, paused in their labor and looked
-up; they saw the man raise his two fingers; and, with the discipline of
-well-trained troops, they dropped their trucks, put on their coats and
-marched out of the freight house. And the Alton had been added to the
-list of railroads whose men were on strike.'
-
-"Of course, I was surprised and puzzled, and a little pleased too, that
-I had had a hand in the article. As I read it, though, I thought of a
-hundred details I might have told Weston, and I began to wish I had
-written the account myself. This afternoon he came around to the office
-again, and the first thing he said was:
-
-"'Did you see your story this morning?'
-
-"I told him I had, of course. 'But,' I added, 'that was the way it
-happened on our road; not on the Alton.'
-
-"But he only laughed, and said something about the tricks of the trade.
-
-"And now for the news I was going to tell you. I told Weston, as we
-talked the story over, of my little wish that I had written the article
-myself, and he looked at me intently for a moment. Then he said:
-
-"'How'd you like to break into newspaper business?'
-
-"My heart leaped; it came to me suddenly that it wasn't the law, nor
-railroad work, but journalism that I wanted to enter. I told him so
-frankly and he said:
-
-"'Well, it's a dog's life and I don't know whether I'm doing you a good
-turn or not, but I'll speak to the city editor tonight. He's a little
-short of men just now.
-
-"My heart is in my mouth. I can hardly wait till to-morrow, when I'm to
-see him again. Think of it, dear, and all it means! It means more money,
-association with men of my own kind, men like Weston, and a fine,
-interesting life; and it means you; oh, it means you!"
-
-Marley was able in this letter to communicate to Lavinia some of his
-enthusiasm and some of his suspense, and she found it difficult to await
-the result of his next interview with Weston. She began to count the
-hours until Marley and Weston should meet again, and then in a flash it
-came over her that they had doubtless already met, that the decision was
-already known, the fate determined, and she was still in ignorance. She
-had a sense of mystery in it, and she grew impatient, wondering why he
-did not telegraph. The next day came, and a letter with it; but the
-letter did not decide anything. Marley wrote that Weston had spoken to
-the city editor, and that he had told him to bring Marley around that
-evening. And so, other hours of waiting, and then, at last, another
-letter. Marley announced the result with what self-repression he could
-command.
-
-"It's settled," he wrote. "I'm to go to work Monday--as a reporter on
-the staff of the _Courier_. The salary to begin with is to be fifteen
-dollars a week. I'm glad to quit railroad work; I'm not built to be a
-railroad man; I can't adhere to rules as they want me to, and I can't
-bow down as it seems I should. I didn't tell you that my boss and I had
-not been getting along very well lately; I thought I wouldn't worry you.
-I was glad to be able to tell him to-day that I'd quit Saturday. I did
-it in a proud and haughty manner; he seemed surprised and shocked--even
-pained. And when I broke the news gently to the young Canuck he
-expressed great sorrow and regret, but in his secret heart I knew he was
-glad, for now as a prophet he can vindicate himself, at least partly, in
-his diary."
-
-Lavinia was glad that Marley had gone into newspaper work; much as she
-had tried she had not been able to conceive of him in exactly the ideal
-light as a clerk in a railroad office; that position, while it may have
-had its own promise, nevertheless did not envelope him in the atmosphere
-she considered native to him. In his new relation to literature, which,
-in her ignorance, she confounded with journalism, she felt a deep
-satisfaction, and a new pride, and she was glad when the _Republican_
-announced the fact of Marley's new position; she felt that it was a
-fitting vindication of her lover in the eyes of the people of Macochee
-and a rebuke for the distrust they had shown in him.
-
-Thereafter her mail was increased, for in addition to his letter Marley
-sent her the _Courier_ with his work marked; often he marked Weston's as
-well, and early in June he wrote: "I want you to read Weston's story in
-Sunday's paper about the Derby; it's a peach; it's the best piece of
-frill writing that the town has seen in many a day."
-
-The tone of Marley's letters now became more cheerful; it was evident to
-Lavinia that he was finding an interest in life, and in his descriptions
-of his daily work and the places all over Chicago it took him to and the
-people of all sorts it brought him in contact with, she found a new
-interest for her own life. When he wrote that his salary had been
-increased because of his story about a Sunday evening service in a
-church of the colored people in Dearborn Street, it seemed to her that
-happiness at last had come to them, and if, with the passing of June,
-she felt a pang at Marley's grieving in one of his letters that this was
-the month in which they had intended to be married, she was consoled by
-the rapid progress he was making in his work. His salary had been raised
-a second time; he was receiving now twenty-five dollars a week; it
-seemed large to her, and she could not understand why it did not seem
-large to Marley, even when he wrote that Weston was paid forty dollars a
-week.
-
-Her chief joy, perhaps, lay in the fact that he seemed to be living more
-comfortably than he had before. Now that he had left his dismal
-boarding-house she found a relief from its subtly communicated influence
-of the stranded wrecks of life, as Marley surely found it in the
-apartments he was sharing with Weston. She parted as gladly from the
-knowledge of his landlady as Marley did himself, assuring her that the
-landlady had "not decreased any in value as a zoo exhibit since first I
-rhapsodized about her." Lavinia felt that she could dispense with much
-of the worry her womanly concern for his comfort had given her, and she
-turned with a new joy to the books he was constantly recommending.
-
-"Did you ever read," he wrote, "Turgenieff's _Fathers and Sons_? I know
-that you didn't and therefore I know what a treat you have coming. I'll
-send you the book if you can't get it in Macochee, and I presume you
-can't. Snider's sign 'Drugs and Books' is a lure to deceive an unwary
-public that doesn't care as much for books as it does for soda-water;
-and the stock there, as I recall it, consists largely of forty-cent
-editions of books on which the copyright has expired, and which, printed
-on cheap, pulp paper, are to be introduced for the first time to the
-natives of Macochee. I wish you could see Weston's little book-case,
-with its rows of his favorites. Besides Turgenieff and Tolstoi--he says
-the Russians are the greatest novel writers the world has yet
-produced--he has all of George Eliot; I have just read over again
-_Middlemarch_ and _Daniel Deronda_. He likes Jane Austen, too, and he
-says you would like her; I haven't read any but _Emma_ as yet. I'm going
-to read them all. And if you like, you can read the set of little
-volumes I am sending you to-day; we can read them thus together. And
-Henry James--do read him--_Daisy Miller_ especially; you will like that.
-Besides these, Weston has most of Ibsen's plays, and sometimes he reads
-parts of them aloud to me; he reads them well. Some day, he says, he's
-going to write a play himself; he is fond of the theater, and we often
-go. One of the fine things about being on a newspaper is that we get
-theater tickets, though we can't always get tickets to the theater we
-want. Now and then the dramatic editor--a fine old fellow with a
-magnificent shock of white hair, who may be seen about the office late
-at night looking very _distingue_ in his evening clothes--gets Weston to
-write a criticism on some play; and often the literary editor lets him
-review books. Weston said to-day he'd get the literary editor to let me
-review some books, and when I told him I didn't know how, he laughed in
-a strange way and said that wouldn't make the slightest difference.
-There's another book you _must_ read, and that is _A Modern Instance_.
-The chief character is Bartley Hubbard, a newspaper man. Weston and I
-had a big argument about the character to-day. I said I thought it was a
-libel on the newspaper profession and Weston laughed and said it was
-only the truth, and that I'd agree with him after I'd been in the work
-longer. 'Newspaper work isn't a profession anyway,' he said, 'but a
-business.' He speaks of journalism--though he won't call it journalism,
-nor let me--just as lawyers speak of the law. He is urging me, by the
-way, to keep up my law studies, and I'm thinking of going to the law
-school here, if I find I can carry it on with my other work. Weston
-declares I can; he says a man has to carry water on both shoulders if he
-wants to amount to anything in the world--Wade Powell said something
-like that to me once. Weston says I'll want to get out of newspaper work
-after a while. He disturbed me a little to-day, and he hurt me, too, by
-saying that a newspaper man has no business to be married; and he knows
-all about you, too. Of course, he didn't mean to hurt me, it's merely
-his way of looking at things."
-
-Happy as she was, Lavinia still had to have her woman's worries, and
-they began to express themselves in constant adjuration to Marley to
-guard his health; she feared the effect of night work, and she feared,
-too, that he could not carry on his law studies and do his duty as a
-reporter at the same time. She sympathized with the spirit of pride and
-determination which made him wish to finish his law studies and be
-admitted to the bar, but she found a greater satisfaction in thinking of
-him as a journalist than as a lawyer; the figure he thus presented to
-her mind was so much more romantic than the prosaic one of a lawyer to
-which she had been all her life accustomed; on a large metropolitan
-daily he was almost as romantic to her as an army officer or a naval
-officer would have been. And while she did not like the night work, and
-had her fears of it for Marley, she nevertheless felt strongly its
-picturesque quality.
-
-The picture Marley drew in one of his letters of the strange shifting of
-the scene that is to be observed in the streets of a great city as
-darkness falls, when those that work in the prosaic day disappear and in
-their places appears the vast and mysterious army of the toilers by
-night, many of them in callings demanding the cover of the night,
-thrilled her strangely. But she did not know how from all the
-temptations of the irregular life he was leading he was saved, partly by
-the gentle friend he had found in James Weston, but more by the constant
-thought of the girl whom he had left behind at home.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XXX
-
- HOME AGAIN
-
-
-Marley, after a year or more in Chicago, found the excitement of his
-first return home growing upon him as he looked out the car window and
-long before the train entered the borders of Gordon County he eagerly
-began watching for familiar things.
-
-In the spirit of holiday which had come in this his first vacation, he
-had felt justified in taking a chair in the parlor car, though from the
-associations he had formed in his newspaper work it was more difficult
-now for him to resist than to yield to extravagances. He had recalled
-with a smile how in those first hard days in the freight office he had
-joked about going home in a private car, and he had had all day a
-childish pleasure in pretending that the empty Pullman was a private
-car; he could almost realize such a distinction when he showed the
-conductor the pass his newspaper had got for him.
-
-But even if he now felt glad that he was a newspaper man instead of a
-railroad man, he was quite willing to return to Macochee on any terms.
-He had tried to convince himself that he knew the very moment the train
-swept across the Indiana line into Ohio, and he felt a fine glow of
-state pride. He held his pride somewhat in check until he heard some one
-speak a name that he recognized as that of an Ohio town and then he
-boasted to the porter:
-
-"Well, I'm back in my own state again."
-
-The porter, though ready to admit that Ohio was a pretty good old state,
-was nevertheless not very responsive, and Marley saw that he would have
-to enjoy his sensations all alone.
-
-He could view with satisfaction the figure of a tolerably well-dressed
-city man reflected in the long mirror that swayed with the rushing of
-the heavy coach. He knew that his return would create a sensation in
-Macochee, though he was resolved to be modest about it. Even if he was
-not returning to Macochee in the ceremony he had dreamed of, he was
-returning in a way that was distinguished enough for him and for
-Macochee.
-
-He was eager to see the old town; he tried to imagine his return in its
-proper order and sequence, first, the little depot, blistering in the
-hot sun of the August afternoon, the rails gleaming in front of it, and
-the air above them trembling in the heat; he could see the baggage
-trucks tilted up on the platform; from the eating-house came the odor of
-boiled ham compromised by the smell of the grease frying on the
-scorching cinders that were heaped about the ties; beyond was the grain
-elevator that once appeared so monstrous in his eyes; across the tracks,
-the weed-grown field; and the only living things in sight the two men
-unloading agricultural machines from a box-car abandoned on a siding,
-the only sound, the ticking of a telegraph instrument; the target was
-set, but the station officials had not yet appeared.
-
-Thence, in thought, he went up Miami Street; he saw the Court House and,
-lounging along the stone base of the fence, the loafers whom no one had
-ever seen move, but who yet must have made some sort of imperceptible
-astronomical progress, for they kept always just in the shadow of the
-building; then the old law office across the way; then Main Street, with
-its crazy signs, its awnings, and the horses hitched to the racks, then
-the Square with its old gabled buildings, the monument and the
-cavalryman, the long street leading to his own home, and at last, Ward
-Street, arched by its cottonwoods,--and he recalled his unfinished
-verses which had taken Ward Street for a subject:
-
- "I know a place all pastoral,
- Where streams in winter flow,
- And where down from the cottonwoods
- There falls a summer snow."
-
-And then, at last, the old house of the Blairs' with its cool veranda,
-its dark bricks, its broad overhanging cornices, and Lavinia standing in
-the doorway!
-
-He had never forgotten the anguish of his parting that night in spring,
-and he had looked forward to this return as an experience that would
-expiate it, and restore the lost balance of his life. But now as he
-thought of his life in Chicago, of the new scenes and associations, it
-came to him that that night after all had been final; the youth who had
-then gone forth had indeed gone forth never to return; another being was
-coming back in his stead. He had been successful in a way which at first
-flattered his pride, but a new sense of proportion had been growing in
-him that had lately made him mistrust newspaper work; he had for it a
-dislike almost as definite as that which used to displease him in
-Weston. He was growing tired of his life as a reporter; it had so many
-irregularities, so many hardships; it detached him from wholesome,
-every-day existence. He longed for some calling more definite, more
-permanent, a work in which he might do things, instead of record them in
-an ephemeral way. He had for a while been envious of Weston's progress
-in his literary efforts, and for a while he had emulated him, but he had
-not been long in recognizing that he lacked literary talent.
-
-Out of this dissatisfaction with himself he had lately gone in earnestly
-to complete his law studies, which all along he had pursued in a
-desultory fashion. He found some consolation in the hope that he might
-be admitted to the bar in the fall, though how or when he was to get
-into a practice was still as much of a problem as it had been in the old
-days in Macochee. He clung steadfastly, however, to the feeling that his
-newspaper work was but a makeshift; Weston and he had constantly
-supported each other in this view--it was their one hope.
-
-With thoughts somewhat like these Marley had been whiling away the hours
-of his long day's journey from Chicago to Macochee. He had read
-thoroughly, and with a professionally critical faculty, all the Chicago
-papers, and had long ago thrown them aside in a disorderly pile. Now he
-had the tired sense that his journey was nearing its end.
-
-At last he saw the old mill-pond, and his heart leaped in affection;
-then he got his umbrella and sticks, took off his traveling cap and put
-it in his bag. He stood up for the porter to brush him off, and when he
-had selected a half-dollar as a tip, he asked the porter to get his
-luggage together, and in a conscious affectation he could not forego,
-began to pull on his new gloves. They were nearing Macochee now; and
-suddenly the tears started to his eyes, as in a flash he saw his
-white-haired father standing on the platform, anxiously craning his neck
-for a first glimpse of the boy who was coming home.
-
-Marley's mother did not reproach him when he ate a hurried supper that
-evening and then set off immediately for Lavinia's. He renewed some of
-the emotions of the earlier days of his courtship as the familiar houses
-along the way gradually presented themselves to his recognition; he was
-glad to note the changeless aspect of a town that never now could
-change, at least in the way of progress, and he discovered a novel
-satisfaction--one of the many experiences that were so rapidly crowding
-in with his impressions--in the feeling that here, at least, in
-Macochee, things would remain as they were, and defy that inexorable law
-of change which makes so many tragedies in life. Lavinia must have
-recognized his step, for there she was, standing in the doorway, a smile
-on her face, and her eyelashes somehow moist. Marley felt a strange
-discomposure; there was a little effort, the intimacy of their letters
-must now give way to the intimacy of personal contact. But in another
-second she was in his arms, and her face was hidden against his breast.
-
-"At last," she said, "you're here!"
-
-He felt her tremble, and he held her more closely. When he released her
-she put her hands up to his shoulders and held him away from her, while
-she scanned him critically.
-
-"You've grown broader," she said, "and heavier, and--oh, so much
-handsomer!"
-
-The Blairs filed in presently, and Marley had the curious sense of this
-very scene having been enacted in his presence before, but it lacked the
-usual baffling effect of this psychological experience, for he was able
-to recall, in an incandescent flash of memory, that it was almost a
-repetition of their good-bys that night when he had gone away; Mrs.
-Blair was as tender, and if Connie and Chad were a little shy of his new
-importance, Judge Blair was as dignified, and as anxious as ever to get
-back to his reading. Marley felt once more that permanence of things in
-Macochee; this household had remained the same, and it made him feel
-more than ever the change that had occurred in him.
-
-In lovers' intense subjectivity, he and Lavinia discussed this change
-seriously. They reviewed their old dreams, and now they could laugh at
-their defeated wish to live, even in an humble way, in Macochee.
-
-"It was funny, wasn't it?" said Marley. "I was very young
-then,--nothing, in fact, but a kid."
-
-"Are you so very much older now?" asked Lavinia with a slight hint of
-teasing in her tender voice.
-
-"Well," Marley replied, with a seriousness that impressed him, at least,
-as the ripe wisdom of maturity, "I am not much older in years, but I am
-in experience, and in knowledge of life. You see, dear, you can measure
-time by the calendar, but you can't measure life that way. And Weston
-says that there is no calling that will give a man experience so quickly
-as newspaper work. You know we see everything, and we get a smattering
-of all kinds of knowledge. Weston says that is all that reconciles him
-to the business; he says a man learns more there than he ever does in
-college. He considers the training invaluable; he says it will be of
-great help to him in literature, if he can ever get into literature--he
-isn't sure yet that he can. He can tell better after his book is
-published. And he says a newspaper experience will help me in the law,
-too, that is," Marley added, with a whimsical imitation of Weston's
-despairing uncertainty, "if I can ever get into the law."
-
-"You think a great deal of Mr. Weston, don't you?" said Lavinia.
-
-"He's the finest fellow in the world, and the best friend I ever had."
-
-Marley had a curious intuition that Lavinia was a little jealous of
-Weston. He immediately sought to allay the feeling with this argument:
-
-"You see, when a man does all for a fellow that Jim has done for me, and
-when you have lived with him, and shared your haversack with him, and he
-with you, like two soldier comrades, you get right down to the bottom of
-him. And I want you to know him, dear, I know you'll like him."
-
-Lavinia was silent, and Marley had a fear that she might not accept
-Weston quite so readily.
-
-"He has done me a world of good," he went on. "He has taught me much, he
-has corrected my reckoning in more ways than one. He has taught me much
-about books; and he has taught me to look sanely on a life that isn't,
-he says, always truthfully reflected in books. And besides all, if it
-hadn't been for him, if he had not kept me at it and urged me on, I
-think I should have been doomed for ever to remain a poor newspaper
-man."
-
-"Don't you like newspaper work?" she asked with a shade of
-disappointment in her tone.
-
-"I did, but I like it less every day. It's a hard and unsatisfactory
-life, and it has no promise in it. A man very soon reaches its highest
-point, and then he must be content to stay there. It's the easiest thing
-for a young fellow to get a start in, if he's bright; I suppose I'm
-making more money than any of the young lawyers in Chicago; but because
-it is so easy is the very reason why it is hardly worth while. Things
-that are easily won are not worth striving for."
-
-"And you're going to get out of it?"
-
-"Yes, as soon as I can. As soon as I can, I'm going to get into the law.
-When Weston first began urging me to keep up my studies, and when
-finally he made me go to the night law school, I consented chiefly
-because I had always felt the chagrin of defeat in having been compelled
-to give it up; lately, I've begun to see things differently, and I've
-determined to carry out my first intention and get into the law somehow.
-Of course, it's going to be hard. And one has to have a pull there as
-everywhere else in these days."
-
-Marley was silent for a moment and, Lavinia thought, a little depressed.
-She watched him sympathetically, and yet she was a little troubled by a
-sense of detachment. She felt that Weston was now more closely
-associated with Marley's struggle than she, and she was disturbed, too,
-by the disappointment of finding that his struggles were not at all
-ended.
-
-"Weston says," Marley went on presently, "that newspaper work is a good
-stepping-stone, and by it I may be able to arrange for some place in the
-law which will give me the start I want."
-
-"I thought you liked your work," Lavinia said; "I thought you were happy
-in it."
-
-Marley detected her regret, and was on the point of speaking, when
-Lavinia went on:
-
-"I don't see why you can't go into literature as well as Mr. Weston."
-
-Marley laughed.
-
-"The reason is that I haven't his talent," he said
-
-"I don't see why," Lavinia argued with some resentment of his humility.
-"You haven't enough confidence in your own powers; you let Mr. Weston
-dominate you too much."
-
-"Now, dearest," he pleaded, "you mustn't do Jim that injustice. He
-doesn't dominate me; but he is so much wiser than I, he knows so much
-more. You will understand when you meet him."
-
-"Well," she tentatively admitted, "that is no reason why you shouldn't
-in time be a literary man as well as he. Why can't you?"
-
-"Because I can't write, that's why."
-
-"Why, Glenn, how can you say that? Your letters disprove that. Every one
-who read them said that they were remarkable, and that you should go
-into literature. They said you had such good descriptive powers."
-
-Marley was looking at her in amazement.
-
-"Why, Lavinia, you didn't show them!"
-
-"You simpleton!" she said, with a smile in her eyes, "of course not; but
-I have read parts of them to mama and to your mother now and then."
-
-"Oh, well, that's all right," sighed Marley in relief, and then he
-resumed his defense of Weston and his analysis of himself.
-
-"Of course, I suppose I can write a fairly good newspaper story; at
-least they say so at the office." He indulged a little look of pride,
-and then he went on: "But that isn't literature."
-
-"I don't see why it isn't," she said. "I should think it would be the
-most natural thing in the world to go from one into the other."
-
-"Not at all. Literature requires style, personality, distinction, and
-the artistic temperament."
-
-"I'd say you were talking now like George Halliday if I didn't know you
-were talking like Mr. Weston."
-
-"I wish you could hear Weston talk about literature," he said. "He'd
-convince you."
-
-"He couldn't convince me that he can write any better than you can."
-Lavinia compressed her lips in a defiant loyalty.
-
-Marley paused to kiss the lips for their loyalty, and he compromised the
-validity of his own argument by saying:
-
-"As a matter of fact, the law, in America and in England, has given more
-men to literature than journalism ever has."
-
-"Then maybe you can enter literature through the law," said Lavinia,
-seizing her advantage.
-
-"No," said Marley, shaking his head. "I'm not cut out for it, as Weston
-is. Some day he will be a great man, and we shall be proud to have known
-him so intimately. And we will have him at our home; I have many a dream
-about that."
-
-He looked fondly at her, and her eyes brightened.
-
-"And there is another reason why I want to get out of newspaper work,"
-he went on, speaking tenderly, "and that is because everybody says a
-newspaper man has no more right to be married than a soldier has."
-
-"But they all are," said Lavinia.
-
-"Yes, they all are, or most of them."
-
-"And I suppose it is the married ones who say that."
-
-"Well, I know one who is going to be married just as soon as he can."
-
-"Who is that,--Mr. Weston?"
-
-"No, but Mr. Weston knows him, and knows his intentions, and he has
-promised to be at the wedding and act as best man."
-
-"Oh, it would be fine to have a literary man at the wedding, wouldn't
-it."
-
-They talked then about the wedding, and they found all their old
-delicious joy in it. Marley said it must be soon now, though with a pang
-that laid a weight on his heart, he wondered, as he thought of all the
-extravagances he had allowed himself to drift into, where he was to get
-the money. He could reassure himself only by telling himself that he was
-going to live as an anchorite when he got back to Chicago; even if he
-had to give up the pleasant apartment with Weston and go back to the
-boarding-house in Ohio Street.
-
-"How shall you like living in Chicago?" he asked. "Can you be happy in a
-little flat, without knowing anybody, and without being anybody?"
-
-"I shall be happy anywhere with you, Glenn!" she said, looking
-confidently into his eyes.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XXXI
-
- ILLUSIONS AND DISILLUSIONS
-
-
-It was a pleasure to Marley to accept the homage the people paid him;
-they confounded his success in journalism with a success in literature,
-and under the impression that all writers are somehow witty, they
-laughed extravagantly at his lightest observation.
-
-But much as Marley relished all this, much as he enjoyed being at home
-again, with Lavinia and with his father and mother, he was disturbed by
-a certain restlessness that came over him after he had been in Macochee
-a few days and the novelty and excitement of his return had worn off.
-The glamour the town had worn for him had left it; it seemed to have
-withered and shrunk away. He could no longer, by any effort of the
-imagination, realize it as the place he had carried affectionately in
-his heart during the long months of his absence; its interests were so
-few and so petty, and he found himself battling with a wish to get away.
-He was fearful of this feeling; he did not dare to own it to himself,
-much less to his father and mother or to Lavinia.
-
-He was glad that Lavinia would not let him mention going back to
-Chicago, and as the days swept by with the swiftness of vacation time,
-he was troubled that he did not feel more acutely the sorrow he felt
-would best become the prospect of another separation. He was comforted,
-finally, when he was able to analyze his sensations sufficiently to
-discover that it was neither his sweetheart nor his parents that had
-changed, but his own attitude toward life in a small town; he was vastly
-relieved when he succeeded in separating his feelings and saw that it
-was Macochee alone that he had lost his affection for, though he could
-not analyze his sensations deeply enough to recognize himself as at that
-period of life when external conditions are accepted for more than their
-real value; he was still too young for that. And so he could spend his
-days happily with Lavinia and grudge the moments which Lawrence and
-Mayme Carter filched from them by their calls, and he was as resentful
-of Mayme's invitation to the supper which she exalted into a dinner with
-a reception afterward, as was Lavinia herself.
-
-When Marley went to pay his call on Wade Powell, he found many
-sensations as he glanced about the dingy little office where he had
-begun his studies. Wade Powell himself, smoking and reading his
-Cincinnati paper, was sitting at his old desk, with the same aspect of
-permanence he had always given the impression of. Marley rushed in on
-him with a face red and smiling and when Powell looked up, he threw down
-his paper, and leaped to his feet, saying:
-
-"Well, I'll be damned!"
-
-But when their first greetings were over, Powell's manner changed; he
-began to show Marley a certain respect, and he paid him the delicate
-tribute of letting him do most of the talking, whereas he used to do
-most of the talking himself. He was not prepared to hear that Marley was
-still studying law; and it cost him an effort to readjust his conception
-of Marley as a successful journalist to the old one of a struggling
-student. He gave Marley some intelligence of this, and of his
-disappointment when he said with a meekness Marley did not like to see
-in him:
-
-"Well, of course, you know your own business best."
-
-But when Marley had taken pains to explain his position and when he had
-described the Chicago law offices, Powell grew more reconciled.
-
-"I've watched you," he said, "I've watched you, and I've asked your
-father about you every time I've seen him; my one regret was that you
-were not working on a Cincinnati paper; then I could have read what you
-were writing. I did try to get a Chicago paper--but you know what this
-town is."
-
-Powell was deeply interested in Marley's description of his old friend,
-Judge Johnson, and as Marley gave him some notion of the judge's
-importance and prosperity Powell could only exclaim from time to time:
-
-"Well, I'll be damned!"
-
-Marley did not tell Powell that Judge Johnson had appeared to have
-forgotten him; he felt that it would be more handsome to accept the
-moral responsibility of a prevarication than to hurt Powell's feelings
-in the way he knew the truth would hurt them. Even as it was, Judge
-Johnson's success, now so keenly realized by Powell when it had been
-brought home to him in this personal way, seemed to subdue him, and he
-was only lifted out of his gloom when Marley said:
-
-"But I'll tell you one thing, there isn't a lawyer in Chicago who can
-try a case with you."
-
-Powell's eye brightened and his face glowed a deeper red; then the look
-died away as he said:
-
-"Well, I made a mistake. I ought to have gone there."
-
-"Is it too late?"
-
-Powell thought a moment, and Marley regretted having tempted him with an
-impossibility. He was relieved when Powell shook his head and said:
-
-"Yes, it's too late now."
-
-Powell, with something of the pathos of age and failure that was
-stealing gradually over him, begged Marley to come in and see him every
-day while he was at home.
-
-"You see I've always kept your desk," he said, in a tone that apologized
-for a weakness he perhaps thought unmanly, "just as it was when you went
-away."
-
-Marley thought cynically that Powell had kept everything else just as it
-was when he went away, but he was instantly ashamed of the thought, and
-ashamed, too, of the fact that he and Lavinia both considered even this
-little morning call a waste of time, and a sacrifice almost too great to
-be borne.
-
-Powell went with Marley out into the street, and it gave him evident
-pride to walk by his side down Main Street and around the Square.
-
-"I want them all to see you," he said frankly.
-
-He made Marley go with him to the McBriar House and then to Con's
-Corner, and, in every place where men stopped him and shook Marley's
-hand and asked him how he was getting along, Powell took the
-responsibility of replying promptly:
-
-"Look at him; how does he seem to be getting along?"
-
-Powell found a delight that must have been keener than Marley's in
-Marley's fidelity to Chicago, expressed quite in the boastful frankness
-of the citizens of that city when abroad, though to Marley it seemed
-that he was putting it on them by doing so. He found them all, however,
-in a spirit of loyalty to Macochee that might easily have become
-combative.
-
-"Well, little old Macochee's good enough for us, eh, Wade?" they would
-say.
-
-Marley would not let them be ahead of him in praise of Macochee, and
-Powell himself softened enough to admit that old Ohio was a pretty good
-place to have come from.
-
-When they suddenly encountered Carman in the street, Marley flushed with
-confusion, first for himself and then vicariously for Powell. But there
-was no escape from a situation that no doubt exaggerated itself to his
-sensitiveness, and he was soon allowing Carman to hold his hand in his
-right palm while with the other Carman solicitously held Marley's left
-elbow, and transfixed him with that left eye which still refused to
-react to light and shade.
-
-"Well, how are you?" asked Carman. "How are you, anyway?"
-
-"Oh, I'm all right."
-
-"Guess you're glad now I didn't give you that job, eh?"
-
-Marley could not look at Powell, but he hastened to say:
-
-"Yes, I'm glad, now."
-
-"Maybe it was for the best," said Carman.
-
-When they had left him Marley quickly and crudely tried to change the
-subject, but Powell insisted on saying:
-
-"I want you to know that I've always felt like a dog over that."
-
-"Oh, don't mention it," Marley begged. "I was honest when I told Carman
-I was glad it turned out as it did."
-
-"Yes," said Powell, "I guess it was all for the best."
-
-To Marley's relief they dropped the matter then, and went over to Con's
-Corner. There Powell lighted a cigar, and Marley could not resist asking
-for a brand of cigarettes, the kind that Weston smoked, though he knew
-that Con would not have them. He felt mean about it afterward, but he
-could not forego some of the petty distinctions of living in a city and
-he indulged a little revenge toward the people who had deserted him in
-what had seemed to him his need, and now, in what seemed to them his
-prosperity, were so ready to rally to him. Marley went home at noon
-feeling that his triumph had been almost as great as if he had come home
-in a private car.
-
-His triumph soon was at an end; they came to the afternoon of the day
-when Marley was to return to Chicago. It was a golden day, with a sun
-shining out of a sky without clouds, and yet a delicious breeze blew out
-of the little hills. Marley and Lavinia walked out the white and dusty
-pike that made the road to Mingo. They walked slowly along the edge of
-the road, in silence, under the sadness of the parting that was before
-them. They longed ineffably that the moments might be stayed; somehow
-they felt they might be stayed by their silence.
-
-But when they had ascended the hill and stood beside the old oak-tree
-which grew by the road, they looked out across the valley of the Mad
-River, miles and miles away--across fields now golden with the wheat, or
-green with the rustling corn that glinted in the sun, off and away to
-the trees that became vague and dim in the hazy distance. Back whence
-they had come lay Macochee; they could see the tower of the Court House,
-the red spire of the Methodist church, the gleam of the sun on some
-great window in the roof of the car-shops; on the other side of town
-crawled a train, trailing its smoke behind it. Marley looked at
-Lavinia--she was leaning against the tree, and as he looked he saw that
-her blue eyes were filling slowly with tears.
-
-"Isn't it beautiful!" he said, looking away from her to the simple
-scenery of Ohio.
-
-"Do you remember that day?"
-
-"When we picked out our farm--where was it?"
-
-"Wasn't it over there?"
-
-"Yes," he said. "We could come and live here when we are old." He knew
-he was but seeking to console himself for what now could not be. "And
-there is the old town," he said. "It looks beautiful from here, nestling
-among those trees, it seems peaceful, and calm, and simple. But it is
-different when you are in it; for there are gossip and envy and spite,
-and I can never quite forgive it because it had no place for me. Well,"
-he went on defiantly, in the relief he had been able to make for himself
-out of his immature reading of Macochee's character; "I don't need it
-any more; it is little and narrow and provincial, and the real life is
-to be lived out in the larger world. It's a hard fight, but it's worth
-it."
-
-"Don't you regret leaving it?" asked Lavinia, in a voice that was
-tenderer than Marley had ever known it. Marley looked at Macochee and
-then he looked at her.
-
-"I regret leaving it, dear heart, because I must leave you behind in
-it."
-
-"Would you never care to come back if it were not for me?" she asked.
-
-"I might," he admitted, "when we are old. We could come back here then
-and settle down on our farm over there." He pointed.
-
-"I'm half-afraid of the city," Lavinia said.
-
-He turned and took her in his arms.
-
-"Dearest," he said, "you must not say that; for the next time I come it
-will be to take you away from Macochee."
-
-"Will it?" she whispered.
-
-"Yes; and it can't be long now. How we have had to wait!"
-
-"Yes," she repeated, "how we have had to wait!"
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XXXII
-
- AT LAST
-
-
-Marley, in that compensatory pleasure we find in difficulties in the
-retrospect, was afterward fond of saying that if he had waited until he
-had the money and the position to warrant his marrying, he never would
-have married at all.
-
-Just what moved him to take the decisive step he did he would have found
-it hard to tell. He had grown accustomed to the life he was living in
-Chicago, he had succumbed, as it were, to his environment; he no longer
-regretted Macochee and he found a satisfaction in declaring, whenever he
-had the chance, that the kindest thing the town had ever done for him
-was to refuse him a place within its borders. As he looked back at all
-the plans he had formed, he marveled at their number, but he marveled
-more that he should have had such regret in the failure of all of them;
-he was glad now that they had failed; had any one of them succeeded his
-life would have been diverted into other channels, and it gave him a
-kind of fear when he tried to imagine his life in those other channels;
-he could see himself in those relations only as some other identity, and
-it gave him a gruesome feeling to do this.
-
-Not that he was satisfied with himself or his surroundings; he did not
-like newspaper work, and he did not like Chicago very well. He was
-determined to get out of newspaper work at any rate, and while he could
-not yet clearly see a way of getting into the law, he had a calm
-assurance that he would do it, in the end. Weston sustained him in this
-hope by saying:
-
-"A man can't control circumstances; they control him; but sometimes he
-can dodge them, and, after all, every sincere prayer is answered."
-
-During the winter that followed the summer when he had paid his visit to
-his home he worked hard at the law, spending in study the hours the
-other men on his newspaper spent in their dissipations, and in the
-spring he stole away almost secretly to Springfield, took the
-examination, and was admitted to the bar.
-
-After it was done, it seemed but a little thing; he wrote Lavinia and he
-wrote Wade Powell, knowing the interest Powell would have in the fact,
-that he felt no different now as a lawyer than he had when he was merely
-a layman. Weston had spent the winter over the book he was writing; in
-the spring he found a publisher, and _The Clutch of Circumstance_ was
-given to the world. Marley thought it a wonderful book, and so did
-Lavinia, and while it made but little noise in the world, Weston said it
-had done better than he expected--so well, in fact, that he was going to
-give up newspaper work, and give his attention wholly to writing another
-book.
-
-It was a shock to Marley when Weston told him they would have to give up
-their apartment; it was a break in the life to which he had grown
-accustomed. But it seemed a time of change, and it was then he wrote
-Lavinia that he thought it useless for them to wait any longer; he
-thought they might as well be married then as at any time.
-
-Unconsciously, perhaps, he wrote this letter as if he and not she had
-been waiting, and if he had known the state of the sensitive public
-opinion in Macochee, he might have felt himself justified in the
-attitude. Ever since his visit there the summer before his apparent
-prosperity had given the sentiment of the town an impetus in his favor;
-the people had turned their criticism toward Lavinia; for months it was
-a common expression that it was a shame she was keeping Marley waiting
-so long. They would nod in a sinister way, and insinuate the worldliest
-of motives; it was generally under stood that she was waiting for Marley
-to make a fortune, and this, they held, was demanding too much. She had
-withdrawn utterly from the society of Macochee; and she had not gone to
-one of the balls Lawrence had arranged that winter at the Odd Fellows'
-Hall; her position, outwardly at least, was as isolated as that of the
-Misses Cramer, the fragile and transparent old maids who lived so many
-years in their house sheltered by the row of cedars behind the High
-School grounds.
-
-When Judge Blair received the formal letter in which Marley told him he
-had asked Lavinia to name the day and requested his approval, the judge
-gave his consent with a promptness that surprised him almost as much as
-it did Mrs. Blair and Lavinia. He justified his inconsistency to his
-wife, in order perhaps, the more thoroughly to justify it to himself, by
-saying that he had long felt Lavinia's position keenly.
-
-"If the strain has been to her anything like what it has been to me," he
-said to his wife, "they could not have endured it much longer."
-
-"It will be lonely here without her," said Mrs. Blair, pensively.
-
-"Yes," the judge assented, and then after a moment's thought he added:
-
-"But we can now begin to worry about Connie."
-
-"Don't you dare mention that, William!" said Mrs. Blair, almost
-viciously. "She mustn't begin to think of such a thing."
-
-"But she's in long dresses now, and she seems to walk home more and more
-slowly every night with those boys from the High School."
-
-"Well, I don't propose to go through such an experience as we have had
-for these last three years, not right away, at any rate."
-
-The judge tried to laugh, as he said:
-
-"Well, I'll turn Connie over to you; I'm going to have a little peace
-now."
-
-The judge complained that he could find no peace, however, anywhere, so
-great was the preparation that raged thereafter in the house, driving
-him with his book and cigar from place to place. Mrs. Blair and Lavinia
-and Connie were in fine excitement over the gowns that were being
-fashioned, and Miss Ryan lived at the Blairs' for weeks, while in every
-room there were billowy clouds of white garments, and threads and
-ravelings over all the floors.
-
-Meanwhile it was understood that Marley, too, was making arrangements in
-Chicago. He had leased a small flat on the South Side, and had arranged
-with Weston to remove most of the furniture of their apartment into the
-new home where the lovers were to set up housekeeping. Mrs. Marley was
-to spare them some of the things from her home, and Mrs. Blair, from
-time to time, designated certain articles which she was willing to
-devote to the cause. Chad's contribution was merely a suggestion; he
-said they could depend on the wedding presents to fill up the gaps.
-
-They were married in the middle of June. The ceremony was pronounced by
-Doctor Marley in the parlor of the Blair home; everybody bore up well
-until, under the stress of his emotion, the doctor's voice broke, and
-then Mrs. Blair wept and the judge wiped his eyes and his reddened,
-anguished face. Mrs. Marley cried too, though every one tried to comfort
-her with the assurance that she was not losing a son, but gaining a
-daughter. Connie, in her first long gown, acted as maid for her sister,
-but it was evident that she was desperately impressed by the young
-author of _The Clutch of Circumstance_, who had come on from Chicago to
-act as groomsman.
-
-The company that had been invited was as much impressed by Weston as
-Connie was; they had never had an author in Macochee before, and though
-most of them had such confused notions of Weston's performances in
-literature that they grew cold with fear when they talked with him, they
-nevertheless braved it out for the sake of an experience they could
-boast of afterward. Most of them took refuge in a discussion of Marley's
-achievements with him, and they gave him the unflattering impression
-that Marley's work was as important as his own.
-
-Many of them had plots they wished him to use in his stories, others
-wished to know if he took his characters from real life; and Mrs. Carter
-was of such an acuteness that she identified Marley as his hero, though
-Weston had tried to keep his book from having any hero. George Halliday,
-however, was able to save the day; he could discriminate; he had read
-_The Clutch of Circumstance_, having borrowed Lavinia's autograph copy,
-and he told Weston that while he did not go in for realism, because it
-was too photographic, too materialistic and lacked personality, he
-nevertheless had enjoyed a pleasant half-hour with the volume, and
-considered it not half-bad.
-
-This conversation was held in plain hearing of all in that difficult
-moment after the ceremony, when the relatives of the bride had solemnly
-kissed her, and her most intimate friends, like Mayme Carter, had wept
-on her neck. The people were standing helplessly about; Marley noticed
-Wade Powell, as dignified as a clergyman, in his black garments and
-white tie standing apart with his wife.
-
-Marley had never seen Mrs. Powell before, but he recalled in a flash
-that she filled his conception of her; and this delicate, sensitive
-little face completed the picture he remembered long ago to have formed.
-When he saw Powell standing there, his hands behind him, unequal to the
-ordeal of being entertained in Judge Blair's house, bowing stiffly and
-forcing a smile on the few occasions when he was spoken to or thought he
-was being spoken to, he had a wish to go to him, but he could not then
-leave his place by Lavinia's side. He was glad a moment later when he
-saw his father and Wade Powell in conversation, and as he and Lavinia
-passed them on their way out to the dining-room he heard his father say:
-
-"Well, I'll tell you, Mr. Powell, when I was young my creed was founded
-on the fact of sin in man; but now that I am old, I find it more and
-more founded on the fact of the good that is in all of them."
-
-When the supper was over, Lawrence gave the cheer that every one wished
-to see come to the wedding by clearing the parlor for a dance, and
-Marley was glad that his position now permitted him to refrain from
-dancing with a valid excuse.
-
-Marley thought that Lavinia never looked so pretty as she did when she
-stood at the head of the stairs after she had donned her blue traveling
-gown, drawing on her gloves and waiting for the carriage that was to
-drive them to the station. Her face was rosy in the light that filled
-the house, and she met his eyes with a fond, contented glance.
-
-"Are you happy?" he asked.
-
-"Don't you see?" she said, looking up at him.
-
-"And will you be happy in that big city, away from every one you know,
-as the wife of a newspaper man?"
-
-"I shall be happy anywhere with you."
-
-"Our dreams are coming true," Marley said, "after a fashion. And yet not
-just as we dreamed them, after all."
-
-"In all the essentials they are, aren't they?"
-
-"Yes, but you know our dream was that I was to practise law."
-
-"Well, we still have that dream."
-
-"Yes, we still have it; maybe it will come true. Weston says that our
-dreams are as much realities in our lives as anything else."
-
- THE END
-
-
-
-
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+*** START OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK 45728 *** + +[Illustration] + +------------------------------------------------------------------------ + + The Happy Average + + By BRAND WHITLOCK + + AUTHOR OF + "Her Infinite Variety," "The 13th + District, etc." + + ILLUSTRATED BY + HOWARD CHANDLER CHRISTY + + A. L. BURT COMPANY + Publishers New York + +------------------------------------------------------------------------ + + COPYRIGHT, 1904 + THE BOBBS-MERRILL COMPANY + + OCTOBER + +------------------------------------------------------------------------ + + The Happy Average + + CHAPTER I + + A YOUNG MAN'S FANCY + +"Come on, old man." + +Lawrence led the way with a jaunty step that was intended to show his +easy footing with the Carters. But Marley lagged behind. Even if calling +on girls had not been such a serious business with him, he could not +forget that he was just graduated from college and that a certain +dignity befitted him. He wished Lawrence would not speak so loud; the +girls might hear, and think he was afraid; he wished to keep the truth +from them as long as possible. He had already caught a glimpse of the +girls, or thought he had, but before he could make sure, the vague white +figures on the veranda stirred; he heard a scurrying, and the loose bang +of a screen door. Then it was still. Lawrence laughed--somehow, as +Marley felt, derisively. + +The way from the sidewalk up to the Carters' veranda was not long, of +course, though it seemed long to Marley, and Marley's deliberation made +it seem long to Lawrence. They paused at the steps of the veranda, and +Lawrence made a low bow. + +"Good evening, Mrs. Carter," he said. "Ah, Captain, you here too?" + +Marley had not noticed the captain, or Mrs. Carter; they sat there so +quietly, enjoying the cool of the evening, or such cool as a July +evening can find in central Ohio. + +"My friend, Mr. Marley, Mrs. Carter--Glenn Marley--you've heard of him, +Captain." + +Marley bowed and said something. The presentation there in the darkness +made it rather difficult for him, and neither the captain nor his wife +moved. Lawrence sat down on the steps and fanned himself with his hat. + +"Been a hot day, Captain," he said. "Think there's any sign of rain?" He +sniffed the air. The captain did not need to sniff the air to be able to +reply, in a voice that rumbled up from his bending figure, that he had +no hope of any. + +"Mayme's home, ain't she?" asked Lawrence, turning to Mrs. Carter. + +"I'll go see," said Mrs. Carter, and she rose quickly, as if glad to get +away, and the screen door slammed again. + +"Billy was in the bank to-day," Lawrence went on, speaking to Captain +Carter. "He said your wheat was ready to cut. Did you get Foose all +right?" + +"Yes," said the captain, "he'll give me next week." + +"Do you have to board the threshers?" + +"No, not this year; they bring along their own cook, and a tent and +everything." + +"Je-rusalem!" exclaimed Lawrence. "Things _are_ changing in these days, +ain't they? Harvesting ain't as hard on the women-folks as it used to +be." + +"No," said the captain, "but I pay for it, so much extra a bushel." + +His head shook regretfully, but he would have lost his regrets in +telling of the time when he had swung a cradle all day in the harvest +field, had not Mrs. Carter's voice just then been heard calling up the +stairs: + +"Mayme!" + +"Whoo!" answered a high, feminine voice. + +"Come down. There's some one here to see you." + +Mrs. Carter turned into the parlor, and the tall windows that opened to +the floor of the veranda burst into light. + +"She'll be right down, John," said Mrs. Carter, appearing in the door. +"You give me your hats and go right in." + +"All right," said Lawrence, and he got to his feet. "Come on, Glenn." + +Mrs. Carter took the hats of the young men and hung them on the rack, +where they might easily have hung them themselves. Then she went back to +the veranda, letting the screen door bang behind her, and Lawrence and +Marley entered the parlor. Marley took his seat on one of the haircloth +chairs that seemed to have ranged themselves permanently along the +walls, and Lawrence went to the square piano that stood across one +corner of the room, and sat down tentatively on the stool, swinging from +side to side. + +Marley glanced at the pictures on the walls. One of them was a steel +engraving of Lincoln and his cabinet; another, in a black oval frame, +portrayed Captain Carter in uniform, his hair dusting the strapped +shoulders of a coat made after the pattern that seems to have been worn +so uncomfortably by the heroes of the Civil War. There was, however, a +later picture of the captain, a crayon enlargement of a photograph, that +had taken him in civilian garb. This picture, in its huge gilt frame, +was the most aggressive thing in the room, except, possibly, the walnut +what-not. Marley had a great fear of the what-not; it seemed to him that +if he stirred he must topple it over, and dash its load of trinkets to +the floor. Presently he heard the swish of skirts. Then a tall girl came +in, and Lawrence sprang to his feet. + +"Hello, Mayme. What'd you run for?" he said. + +He had crossed the room and seized the girl's hand. She flashed a rebuke +at him, though it was evident that the rebuke was more out of deference +to the strange presence of Marley than for any real resentment she felt. + +"This is my friend, Mr. Marley, Miss Carter," Lawrence said. "You've +heard me speak of him." + +Marley edged away from the what-not, rose and took the hand the girl +gave him. Then Miss Carter crossed to the black haircloth sofa and +seated herself, smoothing out her skirts. + +"Didn't know what to do, so we thought we'd come out and see you," said +Lawrence. + +"Oh, indeed!" said Miss Carter. "Well, it's too bad about you. We'll do +when you can't find anybody else to put up with you, eh?" + +"Oh, yes, you'll do in a pinch," chaffed Lawrence. + +"Well, can't you find a comfortable seat?" the girl asked, still +addressing Lawrence, who had gone back to the piano stool. + +"I'm going to play in a minute," said Lawrence, "and sing." + +"Well, excuse _me_!" implored Miss Carter. "Do let me get you a seat." + +Lawrence promptly went over to the sofa and leaned back in one corner of +it, affecting a discomfort. + +"Can't I get you a pillow, Mr. Lawrence?" Miss Carter asked presently. +"Or perhaps a cot; I believe there's one somewhere in the attic." + +"Oh, I reckon I can stand it," said Lawrence. + +Marley had regained his seat on the edge of the slippery chair. + +"Where's Vinie?" asked Lawrence. + +"She's coming," answered Miss Carter. + +"Taking out her curl papers, eh?" said Lawrence. "She needn't mind us." + +Miss Carter pretended a disgust, but as she was framing a retort, +somehow, the eyes of all of them turned toward the hall door. A girl in +a gown of white stood there clasping and unclasping her hands curiously, +and looking from one to another of those in the room. + +"Come in, Lavinia," said Miss Carter. Something had softened her voice. +The girl stepped into the room almost timidly. + +"Miss Blair," said Miss Carter, "let me introduce Mr. Marley." + +The sudden consciousness that he had been sitting--and staring--smote +Marley, and he sprang to his feet. Embarrassment overpowered him and he +bowed awkwardly. Lawrence had been silent, and his silence had been a +long one for him. Seeming to recognize this he hastened to say: + +"Well, how's the world using you, Vinie?" + +The girl smiled and answered: + +"Oh, pretty well, thank you, Jack." + +It grated on Marley to hear her called Vinie. Lavinia Blair! Lavinia +Blair! That was her name. He had heard it before, of course, yet it had +never sounded as it did now when he repeated it to himself. The girl had +seated herself in a rocking-chair across the room, almost out of range, +as it were. He was rather glad of this, if anything. It seemed to +relieve him of the duty of talking to her. He supposed, of course, they +would pair off somehow. The young people always did in Macochee. He +supposed he had been brought there to pair off with Lavinia Blair. He +liked the thought, yet the position had its responsibilities. Somehow he +never could forget that he could not dance. He hoped they would not +propose dancing. He always had a fear of that in making calls, and all +the calls he made seemed to come to it soon or late; some one always +proposed it. + +Marley was aware that Lawrence and Mayme Carter had resumed the exchange +of their rude repartee, though he did not know what they had said. They +kept laughing, too. Lavinia Blair seemed to join in the laughter if not +in the badinage. Marley wished he might join in it. Jack Lawrence was +evidently funnier than ever that night; Mayme Carter was convulsed. Now +and then Lawrence said something to her in a tone too low for the others +to hear, and these remarks pushed her to the verge of hysterics. Marley +had a notion they were laughing at him. + +Meanwhile Lavinia Blair sat with her hands in her lap, smiling as though +she were amused. Marley wondered if he amused her. He felt that he ought +to say something, but he did not know what to say. He thought of several +things, but, as he turned them over in his mind, he was convinced that +they were not appropriate. So he sat and looked at Lavinia Blair, looked +at her eyes, her mouth, her hair. He thought he had never seen such a +complexion. + +Mayme Carter had snatched her handkerchief back from Lawrence, and +retreated to her end of the sofa. There she sat up stiffly, folded her +hands, and, though her mirth still shook her spasmodically, she said: + +"Now, Jack, behave yourself." + +Lawrence burlesqued a surprise, and said: + +"I'll leave it to Vine if I've done anything." + +Marley wondered how much further abbreviation Lavinia Blair's name would +stand, but he was suddenly aware that he was being addressed. Miss +Carter, with an air of dismissing Lawrence, said: + +"You have not been in Macochee long, have you, Mr. Marley?" + +Marley admitted that he had not, but said that he liked the town. When +Lawrence explained that Marley was going to settle down there and become +one of them, Miss Carter said she was awfully glad, but warned him +against associating too much with Lawrence. This embarrassed Marley, if +it did not Lawrence, and he immediately gave the scene to Lawrence, who +guessed he would sing his song. To do so he went to the piano, and began +to pick over the frayed sheets of music that lay on its green cover. To +forestall him, however, Miss Carter rushed across the room and slid on +to the piano stool herself, saying breathlessly: + +"Anything to stop that!" + +She struck a few vagrant chords, and Marley, glad of a subject on which +he could express himself, pleaded with her to play. At last she did so. +When she had finished, Lawrence clapped his hands loudly, and stopped +only when a voice startled them. It was Mrs. Carter calling through the +window: + +"Play your new piece, Mayme!" + +Miss Carter demurred, but after they had argued the question through the +window, the daughter gave in, and played it. The music soothed Lawrence +to silence, and when Miss Carter completed her little repertoire, his +mockery could recover itself no further than to say: + +"Won't you favor us, Miss Blair?" + +When Lavinia Blair declined, he struck an imploring attitude and said: + +"Oh, please do! We're dying to hear you. You didn't leave your music at +home, did you?" + +Marley heard the chairs scraping on the veranda, and the screen door +slammed once more. Then he heard Captain Carter go up the stairs, while +Mrs. Carter halted in the doorway of the parlor long enough to say: + +"You lock the front door when you come up, Mayme." + +Mayme without turning replied "All right," and when her mother had +disappeared she said: + +"It's awful hot in here, let's go outside." + +Marley found himself strolling in the yard with Lavinia Blair. The moon +had not risen, but the girl's throat and arms gleamed in the starlight; +her white dress seemed to be a cloud of gauze; she floated, rather than +walked, there by his side. They paused by the gate. About them were the +voices of the summer night, the crickets, the katydids, far away the +frogs, chirping musically. They stood a while in the silence, and then +they turned, and were talking again. + +Marley did most of the talking, and all he said was about himself, +though he did not realize that this was so. He had already told her of +his life in the towns where his father had preached before he came to +Macochee, and of his four years in college at Delaware. He tried to give +her some notion of the sense of alienation he had felt as the son of an +itinerant Methodist minister; for him no place had ever taken on the +warm color and expression of home. He explained that as yet he knew +little of Macochee, having been away at college when his father moved +there the preceding fall. It was so easy to talk to her, and as he told +her of his ambitions, the things he was going to do became so many, and +so easy. He was going to become a lawyer; he thought he should go to +Cincinnati. + +"And leave Macochee?" said Lavinia Blair. + +Marley caught his breath. + +"Would you care?" he whispered. + +She did not answer. He heard the crickets, the katydids, the frogs +again; there came the perfume of the lilacs, late flowering that year; +the heavy odor of a shrub almost overpowered him. + +"My father is a lawyer," Lavinia said. + +They had turned off the path, and were wandering over the lawn. The dew +sparkled on it; and Marley became solicitous. + +"Won't you get your feet wet?" he asked. + +The girl laughed at the idea, but she caught up her skirts, and they +wandered on in the shade of the tall elms. Marley did not know where +they were. The yard seemed an endless garden, immense, unknown, +enchanted; the dark trees all around him stood like the forest of some +park, and the lawn stretched away to fall over endless terraces; he +imagined statues and fountains gleaming in the heavy shadows of the +trees. The house seemed lost in the distance, though he felt its +presence there behind him. + +Once he saw the twinkle of a passing light in an upper story. He could +no longer hear the voices of Mayme and Lawrence, but he caught the +tinkling notes of a banjo, away off somewhere. Its music was very sweet. +They strolled on, their feet swishing in the damp grass, then suddenly +there was a rush, a loud barking, and a dog sprang at them out of the +darkness. Lavinia gave a little cry. Marley was startled; he felt that +he must run, yet he thought of the girl beside him. He must not let her +see his fear. He stepped in front of her. He could feel her draw more +closely to him, and he thrilled as the sense of his protectorship came +to him. He must think of some heroic scheme of vanquishing the dog, but +it stopped in its mad rush, and Lavinia, standing aside, said: + +"Why, it's only Sport!" + +They laughed, and their laugh was the happier because of the relief from +their fear. + +"We must have wandered around behind the house," said Lavinia. "There's +the shed." + +They turned, and went back. The enchantment of the yard had departed. +Marley seemed to see things clearly once more, though his heart still +beat as he felt the delicious sense of protectorship that had come over +him as Lavinia shrank to his side at the moment the dog rushed at them. +Nor could he ever forget her face as she smiled up at him in the little +opening they came into on the side lawn. The young moon was just sailing +over the trees. As they approached the veranda, Lawrence's voice called +out of the darkness: + +"Well, where have you young folks been stealing away to?" + + + + + CHAPTER II + + WADE POWELL + + +Marley halted at the threshold and glanced up at the sign that swung +over the doorway. The gilt lettering of the sign had long ago been +tarnished, and where its black sanded paint had peeled in many weathers +the original tin was as rusty as the iron arm from which it creaked. Yet +Macochee had long since lost its need of the shingle to tell it where +Wade Powell's law office was. It had been for many years in one of the +little rooms of the low brick building in Miami Street, just across from +the Court House; it was almost as much of an institution as the Court +House itself, with which its triumphs and its trials were identified. +Marley gathered enough courage from his inspection of the sign to enter, +but once inside, he hesitated. Then a heavy voice spoke. + +"Well, come in," it said peremptorily. + +Wade Powell, sitting with his feet on his table, held his newspaper +aside and looked at Marley over his spectacles. Marley had had an ideal +of Wade Powell, and now he had to pause long enough to relinquish the +ideal and adjust himself to the reality. The hair was as disordered as +his young fancy would have had it, but it was thinner than he had known +it in his dreams, and its black was streaked with gray. The face was +smooth-shaven, which accorded with his notion, though it had not been +shaven as recently as he felt it should have been. But he could not +reconcile himself to the spectacles that rested on Powell's nose, and +pressed their bows into the flesh of his temples--the eagle eyes of the +Wade Powell of his imagination had never known glasses. + +When Wade Powell slowly pulled his spectacles from his nose and tossed +them on to the table before him, he bent his eyes on Marley, and their +gaze, under their heavy brows, somewhat restored him, but it could not +atone for the disappointment. Perhaps the disappointment that Marley +felt in this moment came from some dim, unrealized sense that Wade +Powell was growing old. The spectacles, the gray in his hair, the +wrinkles in his face, the looseness of the skin at his jaws and at his +throat--where a fold of it hung between the points of his collar--all +told that Wade Powell had passed the invisible line which marks life's +summit, and that his face was turned now toward the evening. There was +the touch of sadness in the indistinct conception of him as a man who +had not altogether realized the ambitions of his youth or the +predictions of his friends, and the sadness came from the intuition that +the failure or the half-failure was not of the heroic kind. + +The office in which he sat, and on which, in the long years, he had +impressed his character, was untidy; the floor was dirty, the books on +the shelves were dusty and leaning all awry; the set of the Ohio reports +had not been kept up to date; one might have told by a study of them at +just what period enterprise and energy had faltered, while the gaps here +and there showed how an uncalculating generosity had helped a natural +indolence by lending indiscriminately to other lawyers, who, with the +lack of respect for the moral of the laws they pretended to revere, had +borrowed with no thought of returning. + +Two or three pictures hung crookedly on the walls; the table at which +Powell sat was old and scarred; its ink-stand had long ago gone dry and +been abandoned; a cheap bottle, with its cork rolling tipsily by its +side, had taken the ink-stand's place. The papers scattered over the +table had an air of hopelessness, as though they had grown tired, like +the clients they represented, in waiting for Powell's attention. The +half-open door at the back led into a room that had been, and possibly +might yet be, used as a private office or consulting room, should any +one care to brave its darkness and its dust; but as for Wade Powell, it +was plain that he preferred to sit democratically in the outer office, +where all might see him, and, what was of more importance to him, where +he might see all. + +The one new thing in the room was a typewriter, standing on its little +sewing-machine table, in the corner of the room. There was no +stenographer nor any chair for one; Marley imagined Powell, whenever he +had occasion to write, sitting down to the machine himself, and picking +out his pleadings painfully, laboriously and slowly, letter by letter, +using only his index fingers. And this somehow humbled his ideal the +more. Marley almost wished he hadn't come. + +"What's on your mind, young man?" said Wade Powell, leaning back in his +chair and dropping his long arm at his side until his newspaper swept +the floor. Marley had seated himself in a wooden chair that was +evidently intended for clients, and he began nervously. + +"Well, I--" + +Here he stopped, overcome again by an embarrassment. A smile spread over +Wade Powell's face, a gentle smile with a winning quality in it, and his +face to Marley became young again. + +"Tell your troubles," he said. "I've confessed all the young men in +Macochee for twenty-five years. Yes--thirty-five--" He grew suddenly +sober as he numbered the years and then exclaimed as if to himself: + +"My God! Has it been that long?" + +He took out his watch and looked at it as if it must somehow correct his +reckoning. For a moment, then, he thought; his gaze was far away. But +Marley brought him back when he said: + +"I only want--I only want to study law." + +"Oh!" said Powell, and he seemed somehow relieved. "Is that all?" + +To Marley this seemed quite enough, and the disappointment he felt, +which was a part of the effect Wade Powell's office had had on him, +showed suddenly in his face. Powell glanced quickly at him, and hastened +to reassure him. + +"We can fix that easily enough," he said. "Have you ever read any law?" + +"No," said Marley. + +"Been to college?" + +Marley told him that he had just that summer been graduated and when he +mentioned the name of the college Powell said: + +"The Methodists, eh?" + +He could hardly conceal a certain contempt in the tone with which he +said this, and then, as if instantly regretting the unkindness, he +observed: + +"It's a good school, I'm told." + +He could not, however, evince an entire approval, and so seeming to +desert the subject he hastened on: + +"What's your name?" + +"Glenn Marley." + +"Oh!" Wade Powell dropped his feet to the floor and sat upright. "Are +you Preacher Marley's son?" + +Marley did not like to hear his father called "Preacher," and when he +said that he was the son of Doctor Marley, Powell remarked: + +"I've heard him preach, and he's a damn good preacher too, I want to +tell you." + +Marley warmed under this profane indorsement. He had always, from a boy, +felt somehow that he must defend his father's position as a preacher +from the world, as with the little world of his boyhood and youth he had +always had to defend his own position as the son of a preacher. + +"Yes, sir, he's a good preacher, and a good man," Powell went on. He had +taken a cigar from his pocket and was nipping the end from it with his +teeth. He lighted it, and leaned back comfortably again to smoke, and +then in tardy hospitality he drew another cigar from his waistcoat +pocket and held it toward Marley. + +"Smoke?" he said, and then he added apologetically, "I didn't think; I +never do." + +Marley declined the cigar, but Powell pressed it on him, saying: + +"Well, your father does, I'll bet. Give it to him with Wade Powell's +compliments. He won't hesitate to smoke with a publican and sinner." + +Marley smiled and put the cigar away in his pocket. + +"I don't know, though," Powell went on slowly, speaking as much to +himself as to Marley, while he watched the thick white clouds he rolled +from his lips, "that he'd want you to be in my office. I know some of +the _brethren_ wouldn't approve. They'd think I'd contaminate you." + +Marley would have hastened to reassure Powell had he known how to do so +without seeming to recognize the possibility of contamination; but while +he hesitated Powell avoided the necessity for him by asking: + +"Did your father send you to me?" + +He looked at Marley eagerly, and with an expression of unfounded hope, +as he awaited the answer. + +"No," replied Marley, "he doesn't know. I haven't talked with him at +all. I have to do something and I've always thought I'd go into the law. +I presume it would be better to go to a law school, but father couldn't +afford that after putting me through college. I thought I could read law +in some office, and maybe get admitted that way." + +"Sure," said Powell, "it's easy enough. You'll have to learn the law +after you get to practising anyway--and there isn't much to learn at +that. It's mostly a fake." + +Marley looked at him in some alarm, at this new smiting of an idol. + +"I began to read law," Powell went on, "under old Judge Colwin--that is, +what I read. I used to sit at the window with a book in my lap and watch +the girls go by. Still," he added with a tone of doing himself some +final justice, "it was a liberal education to sit under the old judge's +drippings. I learned more that way than I ever did at the law school." + +He smoked on a moment, ruminating on his lost youth; then, bringing +himself around to business again, he said: + +"How'd you happen to come to me?" + +"Well," said Marley, haltingly, "I'd heard a good deal of you--and I +thought I'd like you, and then I've heard father speak of you." + +"You have?" said Powell, looking up quickly. + +"Yes." + +"What'd he say?" + +"Well, he said you were a great orator and he said you were always with +the under dog. He said he liked that." + +Powell turned his eyes away and his face reddened. + +"Well, let's see. If you think your father would approve of your sitting +at the feet of such a Gamaliel as I, we can--" He was squinting +painfully at his book-shelves. "Is that Blackstone over there on the top +shelf?" + +Marley got up and glanced along the backs of the dingy books, their +calfskin bindings deeply browned by the years, their red and black +labels peeling off. + +"Here's Blackstone," he said, taking down a book, "but it's the second +volume." + +"Second volume, eh? Don't see the first around anywhere, do you?" + +Marley looked, without finding it. + +"Then see if Walker's there." + +Marley looked again. + +"Walker's _American Law_," Powell explained. + +"I don't see it," Marley said. + +"No, I reckon not," assented Powell, "some one's borrowed it. I seem to +run a sort of circulating library of legal works in this town, without +fines--though we have statutes against petit larceny. Well, hand me +Swan's _Treatise_. That's it, on the end of the second shelf." + +Marley took down the book, and gave it to Powell. While Marley dusted +his begrimed fingers with his handkerchief, Powell blew the dust off the +top of the book; he slapped it on the arm of his chair, the dust flying +from it at every stroke. He picked up his spectacles, put them on and +turned over the first few leaves of the book. + +"You might begin on that," he said presently, "until we can borrow a +Blackstone or a Walker for you. This book is the best law-book ever +written anyway; the law's all there. If you knew all that contains, you +could go in any court and get along without giving yourself away; which +is the whole duty of a lawyer." + +He closed the book and gave it to Marley, who was somewhat at a loss; +this was the final disappointment. He had thought that his introduction +into the mysteries of the noble profession should be attended by some +sort of ceremony. He looked at the book in his hand quite helplessly and +then looked up at Powell. + +"Is that--all?" he said. + +"Why, yes," Powell answered. "Isn't that enough?" + +"I thought--that is, that I might have some duties. How am I to begin?" + +"Why, just open the book to the first page and read that, then turn over +to the second page and read that, and so on--till you get to the end." + +"What will my hours be?" + +"Your hours?" said Powell, as if he did not understand. "Oh, just suit +yourself." + +Marley was looking at the book again. + +"Don't you make any entry--any memorandum?" he asked, still unable to +separate himself from the idea that something formal, something legal, +should mark the beginning of such an important epoch. + +"Oh, you keep track of the date," said Powell, "and at the end of three +years I'll give you a certificate. You may find that you can do most of +your reading at home, but come around." + +Marley looked about the office, trying to imagine himself in this new +situation. + +"I'd like, you know," he said, "to do something, if I could, to repay +you for your trouble." + +"That's all right, my boy," said Powell. Then he added as if the thought +had just come to him: + +"Say, can you run a typewriter?" + +"I can learn." + +"Well, that's more than I can do," said Powell, glancing at his new +machine. "I've tried, but it would take a stationary engineer to operate +that thing. You might help out with my letters and my pleadings now and +then. And I'd like to have you around. You'd make good company." + +"Well," said Marley, "I'll be here in the morning." He still clung to +the idea that he was to be a part of the office, to be an identity in +the local machinery of the law. As he rose to go, a young man appeared +in the doorway. He was tall, and the English cap and the rough Scotch +suit he wore, with the trousers rolled up over his heavy tan shoes, +enabled Marley to identify him instantly as young Halliday. He was +certain of this when Powell, looking up, said indifferently: + +"Hello, George. Raining in London?" + +"Oh, I say, Powell," replied Halliday, ignoring a taunt that had grown +familiar to him, "that Zeller case--we would like to have that go over +to the fall term, if you don't mind." + +"Why don't you settle it?" asked Powell. + +Halliday was leaning against the door-post, and had drawn a short brier +pipe from his pocket. Before he answered, he paused long enough to fill +it with tobacco. Then he said: + +"You'll have to see the governor about that--it's a case he's been +looking after." + +"Oh, well," said Powell, with his easy acquiescence, "all right." + +Halliday had pressed the tobacco into the bowl of the pipe and struck a +match. + +"Then, I'll tell old Bill," he said, pausing in his sentence to light +his pipe, "to mark it off the assignment." + +Marley watched Halliday saunter away, with a feeling that mixed +admiration with amazement. He could not help admiring his clothes, and +he felt drawn toward him as a college man from a school so much greater +than his own, though he felt some resentment because Halliday had never +once given a sign that he was aware of Marley's presence. His amazement +came from the utter disrespect with which Halliday referred to Judge +Blair. Old Bill! Marley had caught his breath. He would have liked to +discuss Halliday with Powell, but the lawyer seemed to be as indifferent +to Halliday's existence as Halliday had been to Marley's, and when +Marley saw that Powell was not likely to refer to him, he started toward +the door. As he went Powell resumptively called after him: + +"I'll get a Blackstone for you in a day or two. Be down in the morning." + +Marley went away bearing Swan's _Treatise_ under his arm. He looked up +at the Court House across the way; the trees were stirring in the light +winds of summer, and their leaves writhed joyously in the sun. The +windows of the Court House were open, and he could hear the voice of +some lawyer arguing a cause to the jury. Marley thought of Judge Blair +sitting there, the jury in its box, the sleepy bailiff drowsing in his +place, the accustomed attorneys and the angry litigants, and his heart +began to beat a little more rapidly, for the thought of Judge Blair +brought the thought of Lavinia Blair. And in the days to come, when he +should be arguing a cause to a jury, as that lawyer, whose voice came +pealing and echoing in sudden and surprising shouts through the open +windows, was arguing a cause now, would Lavinia Blair be interested? + +He had imagined that a day so full of importance for him would be marked +by greater ceremonials, and yet while he was disappointed, he was +reassured. He had solved a problem, he had done with inaction, he had +made a beginning, he was entered at last upon a career. As all the +events of the recent years rushed on him, the years of college life, the +decisions and indecisions of his classmates, their vague troubles about +a career, he felt a pride that he had so soon solved that problem. He +felt a certain superiority too, that made him carry his head high, as he +turned into Main Street and marched across the Square. It required only +decision and life was conquered. He saw the years stretching out +prosperously before him, expanding as his ambitions expanded. He was +glad that he had tackled life so promptly, that he had come so quickly +to an issue with it; it was not so bad, viewed thus close, as it had +been from a distance. He laughed at the folly of all the talk he had +heard about the difficulty of young men getting a start in these days; +he must write to his fraternity fellows at once, and tell them what he +had done and how he was succeeding. They would surely see that at the +bar he would do, not only himself, but them, the greatest credit, and +they would be proud. + + + + + CHAPTER III + + GREENWOOD LAKE + + +The girls, flitting about with nervous laughter and now and then little +screams, had spread long cloths over the table of plain boards that had +served so many picnic parties at Greenwood Lake; the table-cloths and +the dresses of the girls gleamed white in the amber light that streamed +across the little sheet of water, though the slender trees, freshened by +the morning shower that threatened to spoil the outing, were beginning +to darken under the shadows that diffused themselves subtly through the +grove, as if there were exudations of the heavy foliage. + +Lawrence, in his white ducks, stood by the table, assuming to direct the +laying of the supper. His immense cravat of blue was the only bit of +color about him, unless it were his red hair, which he had had clipped +that very morning, and his shorn appearance intensified his comic air. +Marley, sitting apart on the stump of a small oak, could hear the +burlesque orders Lawrence shouted at the girls. The girls were convulsed +by his orders; at times they had to put their dishes down lest in their +laughter they spill the food or break the china; just then Marley saw +Mayme Carter double over suddenly, her mass of yellow hair lurching +forward to her brow, while the woods rang with her laughter. The other +men were off looking after the horses. + +Lavinia moved quickly here and there, smiling joyously, her face +flushed; though she laughed as the others did at Lawrence's drollery, +she did not laugh as loudly, and she did not scream. Just now she rose +from bending over the table, and brushed her brown hair from her brow +with the back of her hand, while she stood and surveyed the table as if +to see what it lacked. When she raised her hand the sleeve of her muslin +gown fell away from her wrist and showed her slender forearm, white in +the calm light of evening. Marley could not take his eyes from her. She +ran into the pavilion, her little low shoes flashed below her +petticoats, and he grew sad; when she reappeared, all her movements +seemed to be new, to have fresh beauties. Then he suspected that the +girls were laughing at him and he felt miserable. + +He thought of himself sitting alone and apart, an awkward, ungainly +figure. He longed to go away, yet he feared that, if he did, he would +not have the courage to come back. He shifted his position, only to make +matters worse. Then suddenly his feeling took the form of a rage with +Lawrence; he longed to seize Lawrence and kick him, to pitch him into +the lake, to humiliate him before the girls. He thought he saw all at +once that Lawrence had been making fun of him, surreptitiously; that was +what had made the girls laugh so. + +There was some little consolation in the thought that Lavinia did not +laugh as much as the others; perhaps, if she did not care to defend him, +she at least pitied him. And then he began to pity himself. The whole +evening stretched before him; pretty soon he would have to move up to +the table, and sit down on the narrow little benches that were fastened +between the trees; then after supper they would begin their dancing and +when that came he did not see what he could do. + +The only pleasure he had had that afternoon had been on the way out; he +had been alone with Lavinia, and the four miles of pleasant road that +lay between the town and Greenwood Lake were too short for all the +happiness Marley found in them. He could feel Lavinia again by his side, +her hands folded on the thin old linen lap-robe. He could not recall a +word they had said, but it seemed to him that the conversation had +flowed on intimately and tranquilly; she had been so close and +sympathetic; and he would always remember how her eyes had been raised +to his. The fields with the wheat in shock had swept by in the beauty of +harvest time; the road, its dust laid by the morning shower, had rolled +under the wheels of the buggy softly, smoothly and noiselessly; the air +had been odorous with the scent of green things freshened by the rain, +and had vibrated with the sounds of summer. + +Then suddenly his reverie was broken. The men were gathering about the +table with the girls; all of them looked at him expectantly. + +"Here, you!" called Lawrence. "Do you think we're going to do all the +work? Come, get in the game, and don't look so solemn--this ain't a +funeral." + +They all laughed, and Marley felt his face flame, but he rose and went +over to the table, halting in indecision. + +"Run get some water," ordered Lawrence, imperatively waving his hand. +"Mayme," he shouted, "hand him the pitcher! Step lively, now. The +men-folks are hungry after their day's work. Has any one got a pitcher +concealed about his person? What did you do with the pitcher, Glenn? +Take it to water your horse?" + +They were laughing uproariously, and Marley was plainly discomfited. But +Lavinia stepped to his side, a large white pitcher in her hand. "I'll +show you," she said. + +They started away together, and Marley felt a protection in her +presence. A little way farther he suddenly thought of the pitcher, which +Lavinia still was bearing, and he took it from her. As he seized the +handle their fingers became for an instant entangled. + +"Did I hurt you?" he asked. + +"Oh, no!" she assured him, and as they walked on, out of the sight of +the laughing group behind them, an ease came over him. + +"Do you know where the well is?" he asked. + +"Oh, yes," she answered. "It's down here. I could have come just as well +as not." + +"I'm glad to come," he said; and then he added, "with _you_." + +They had reached the wooden pump behind the pavilion. The little sheet +of water curved away like a crescent, following the course of the stream +of which it was but a widening. Its little islands were mirrored in its +surface. The sun was just going down, the sky beyond the lake was rosy, +and the same rosy hue now suffused everything; the waters themselves +were reddened. + +It was very still, and the peace of the evening lay on them both. +Lavinia stood motionless, and looked out across the water to the little +Ohio hills that rolled away toward the west. She stood and gazed a long +time, her hands at her sides, yet with their fingers open and extended, +as if the beauty of the scene had suddenly transfixed her. Marley did +not see the lake or the sun, the islands or the hills; he saw only the +girl before him, the outline of her cheek, the down on it showing fine +in the pure light, the hair that nestled at her neck, the curve from her +shoulder to her arms and down to her intent fingers. At last she sighed, +and looked up at him. + +"Isn't it all beautiful?" she said solemnly. + +"Beautiful?" he repeated, as if in question, not knowing what she said. + +Just then they heard Lawrence hallooing, and Marley began to pump +vigorously. He rinsed out the pitcher, then filled it, and they went +back, walking closely side by side, and they did not speak all the way. + +Mayme Carter, who, as it seemed, had a local reputation as a compounder +of lemonade, had the lemons and the sugar all ready when Marley and +Lavinia rejoined the group, and Lawrence, as he seized the pitcher, +said: + +"I see that, between you, you've spilled nearly all of the water, but I +guess Mayme and I'll have to make it do." + +The others laughed at this, as they did at all of Lawrence's speeches, +and then they turned and laughed at Marley and Lavinia, though the men, +who as yet did not feel themselves on terms with Marley, had a subtile +manner of not including him in their ridicule, however little they +spared Lavinia. + +The supper was eaten with the hunger their spirits and the fresh air had +given them and Marley, placed, as of course, by Lavinia's side, felt +sheltered by her, as he felt sheltered by all the talk that raged about +him. He wished that he could join in the talk, but he could not discover +what it was all about. Once, in a desperate determination to assert +himself, he did mention a book he had been reading, but his remark +seemed to have a chilling effect from which they did not recover until +Lawrence, out of his own inexhaustible fund of nonsense, restored them +to their inanities. He tried to hide his embarrassment by eating the +cold chicken, the ham and sardines, the potato chips and pickles, the +hard-boiled eggs and sandwiches that went up and down the board in +endless procession, and he was thankful, when he thought of it, that +Lawrence seemed to forget him, though Lawrence had forgotten no one else +there. He seemed to note accurately each mouthful every one took. + +"Hand up another dozen eggs for Miss Winters, Joe," he called to one of +the men, and then they all laughed at Miss Winters. + +When the cake came, Lawrence identified each kind with some remark about +the mother of the girl who had brought it, and tasted all, because, as +he said, he could not afford to show partiality. The fun lagged somewhat +as the meal neared its end, but Lawrence revived it instantly and +sensationally by rising suddenly, bending far over toward Lavinia in a +tragic attitude and saying: + +"Why, Vine, child, you haven't eaten a mouthful! I do believe you're in +love!" + +The company burst into laughter, but they suddenly stopped when they saw +Marley. His face showed his anger with them, and he made a little +movement, but Lavinia smiled up at Lawrence, and said: + +"Well, Jack, it's evident that _you're_ not." + +And then they all laughed at Lawrence, and the girls clapped their +hands, while Marley, angry now with himself, tried to laugh with them. + +When they stopped laughing Lawrence produced his cigarettes, and tossing +one to Marley in a way that delicately conveyed a sense of intimacy and +affection, he said: + +"When you girls get your dishes done up we'll be back and see if we +can't think up something to entertain you," and then he called Marley +and with him and the other men strolled down to the lake. + + + + + CHAPTER IV + + MOONLIGHT + + +The dance was proposed almost immediately. Marley had hoped up to the +very last minute that something, possibly a miracle, would prevent it, +but scarcely had the men finished their first cigarettes before Howard +was saying: + +"Well, let's be getting back to the girls. They'll want to dance." + +Howard spoke as if the dancing would be a sacrifice on the part of the +men to the pleasure of the girls, but they all turned at once, some of +them flinging their cigarettes into the water, as if to complete the +sacrifice, and started back. When they reached the pavilion, Payson and +Gallard took instruments out of green bags, Payson a guitar and Gallard +a mandolin, and Lawrence, bustling about over the floor, shoving the few +chairs against the unplastered wooden walls, was shouting: + +"Tune 'em up, boys, tune 'em up!" + +The first tentative notes of the strings twanged in the hollow room, and +Lawrence was asking the girls for dances, scribbling their names on his +cuff with a disregard of its white polished linen almost painful. + +"I'll have to divide up some of 'em, you know, girls," he said. "Jim and +Elmer have to play, and that makes us two men shy. But I'll do the best +I can--wish I could take you all in my arms at once and dance with you." + +The girls, standing in an expectant, eager little group, clutched one +another nervously, and pretended to sneer at Lawrence's patronage. + +Marley was standing with Lavinia near the door. He was trying to affect +an ease; he knew by the way the other girls glanced at him now and then +that they were speculating on his possibilities as a partner; he tried +just then to look as if he were going to dance as all the other men +were, yet he felt the necessity of confessing to Lavinia. + +"You know," he said contritely, "that I don't dance." + +She looked up, a disappointment springing to her eyes too quickly for +her to conceal it. She was flushed with pleasure and excitement, and +tapping her foot in time with the chords Payson and Gallard were trying +on their instruments. Marley saw her surprise. + +"I ought not to have come," he said; "I've no business here." + +The look of disappointment in Lavinia's eyes had gone, and in its place +was now an expression of sympathy. + +"It makes no difference," she said. And then she added in a low voice: +"I'll not dance either; there are too many of us girls anyway." + +"Oh, don't let me keep you from it," said Marley, and yet a joy was +shining in his eyes. She turned away and blushed. + +"I'll give you all my dances," she said; "we can sit them out." + +"But it won't be any fun for you," protested Marley. And just then +Lawrence came up. + +"Say, Glenn," he said, "if you don't want to dance I'll take Lavinia for +the first number." + +The guitar and mandolin, after a long preliminary strumming to get +themselves in tune, suddenly burst into _The Georgia Campmeeting_, and +the couples were instantly springing across the floor. + +"Come on, Vine," said Lawrence, his fingers twitching. And Lavinia, +eager, trembling, alive, casting one last glance at Marley, said "Just +this one!" and went whirling away with Lawrence. + +Marley moved aside, awkwardly, when the couples, sweeping in a long oval +stream around the little room, whirled past him. Lavinia danced with a +grace that almost hurt him; she was laughing as she looked up into +Lawrence's face, talking to him as they danced. Marley felt a gloom, +almost a rage, settle on him. He looked up and down the room. At the +farther end, through the door by which the musicians sat swinging their +feet over their knees in time to the tune they played, he could see the +man who kept the grounds at the lake, looking on at the dance; his wife +was with him, and they smiled contentedly at the joy of the young +people. + +Marley could not bear their joy, any more than he could bear the joy of +the dancers, and he looked away from them. Glancing along the wall he +saw a girl, sitting alone. It was Grace Winters; she was older than the +others, and she sat there sullenly, her dark brows contracted under her +dark hair. Marley felt drawn toward her by a common trouble, and he +thought, instantly, that he might appear less conspicuous if he went and +sat beside her. As he approached, her sallow face brightened with a +brilliant smile of welcome and she drew aside her skirts to make a place +for him, though there was no one else on all that side of the room. +Marley sat down. + +"It's warm, isn't it?" he said. + +"Yes," Miss Winters replied, "almost too warm to dance, don't you +think?" + +Marley tried to express his acquiescence in the polite smile he had seen +the other men use before the dance began, but he did not feel that he +carried it off very well. + +"I should think you'd be dancing, Mr. Marley," Miss Winters said. "I +hear you are a splendid dancer. Don't you care to dance this evening?" + +"I can't dance," said Marley, crudely. + +He was looking at Lavinia, following her young figure as it glided past +with Lawrence. Miss Winters turned away. Her face became gloomy again, +and she said nothing more. Marley was absorbed in Lavinia, and they sat +there together silent, conspicuous and alone, in a wide separation. + +Marley thought the dance never would end. It seemed to him that the +dancers must drop from fatigue; but at last the mandolin and guitar +ceased suddenly, the girls cried out a disappointed unisonant "Oh!" and +then they all laughed and clapped their hands. Lavinia and Lawrence were +coming up, glowing with the joy of the dance. + +"Oh, that was splendid, Jack!" Lavinia cried, putting back her hair with +that wave of her hand. + +Lawrence's face was redder than ever. He leaned over and in a whisper +that was for Lavinia and Marley together he said: + +"Lavinia, you're the queen dancer of the town." And then he turned to +Miss Winters. + +"Grace," he said, distributing himself with the impartiality he felt his +position as a social leader demanded, "you've promised me a dance for a +long time. Now's my chance." + +"Why certainly, Jack," Miss Winters said, with her brilliant smile, and +then she took Lawrence's arm and drew him away, as if otherwise he might +escape. + +"Take me outdoors!" said Lavinia to Marley. "Those big lamps make it +_so_ hot in here." + +Marley was glad to leave, and they went out on to the little piazza of +the pavilion. Lavinia stood on the very edge of the steps, and drank in +the fresh air eagerly. + +"Oh!" she said. "Oh! Isn't it delicious!" + +The darkness lay thick between the trees. The air was rich with the +scent of the mown fields that lay beyond the grove. The insects shrilled +contentedly. Marley stood and looked at Lavinia, standing on the edge of +the steps, her body bent a little forward, her face upturned. She put +back her hair again. + +"Let's go on down!" she said, a little adventurous quality in her tone. +She ran lightly down the steps, Marley after her. + +"Won't you take cold?" he asked, bending close to her. + +She looked up and laughed. They were walking on, unconsciously making +their way toward the edge of the little lake. Marley felt the white form +floating there beside him and a happiness, new, unknown before, came to +him. They were on the edge of the little lake. Before them the water +lay, dark now, and smooth. A small stage was moored to the shore and a +boat was fastened to it. They could hear the light lapping of the water +that barely stirred the boat. Presently Lavinia ran out on to the stage. +She gave a little spring, and rocked it up and down; then smiled up at +Marley like a child venturing in forbidden places. Marley stepped +carefully on to the stage. + +"Isn't it a perfect night?" Lavinia said, looking up at the dark purple +sky, strewn with all the stars. Marley looked at her white throat. + +"The most beautiful night I ever knew!" he said. He spoke solemnly, +devoutly, and Lavinia turned and gazed on him. Marley touched the boat +with the toe of his shoe. + +"We might row," he said almost timidly. + +"Could we?" inquired Lavinia. + +"If we may take the boat." + +"Oh, of course--anybody may. Can you row?" + +Marley laughed. He had rowed in the college crew on the old Olentangy at +Delaware. His laugh was a complete answer to Lavinia. She approached the +boat, and Marley bent over and drew it alongside the stage. + +"Get in," he said. It was good to find something he could do. He helped +her carefully into the boat, and held it firmly until she had arranged +herself in the stern, her feet against the cleats, and her white skirts +tucked about her. Then he took his seat, shipped the oars and shoved +off. He swept the boat out into the deep water, and rowed away up the +lake. He rowed precisely, feathering his oars, that she might see how +much a master he was. They did not speak for a long time. First one, +then the other, of the little islands swept darkly by; the water slapped +the bow of the boat as Marley urged it forward. The lights of the +pavilion on the shore twinkled an instant, then went out behind the +trees. They could hear the distant mellow thrumming of the guitar and +the tinkle of the mandolin. + +"Are you too cool?" he asked presently. + +"Oh, no, not at all!" said Lavinia. + +"Hadn't you better take my coat?" Marley persisted. The idea of putting +his coat about her thrilled him. + +"You'll need it," she said. + +"No, I'll be warm rowing." + +She shook her head, and smiled. They drifted on. Still came the distant +strumming of the guitar and the tinkle of the mandolin. Marley thought +of the young people dancing, and then, noting Lavinia's silence, he +asked, out of the doubt that was his one remaining annoyance: + +"Wouldn't you rather be back there dancing?" + +"No, no!" she answered softly. + +"I'm ashamed of myself." + +"Why?" She started a little. + +"Because I can't dance!" There was guilt in his tone. + +"You mustn't feel that way about it," Lavinia said. "It's nothing." + +"Isn't it?" + +"No. It's easy to learn." + +"I never could learn." + +Lavinia was still, and Marley thought she assented to this. But in +another moment she spoke again. + +"I--" she began, and then she hesitated. + +Marley stopped rowing and rested on his oars. The water lapped the bows +of the boat as it slackened its speed. + +"I could teach you," Lavinia went on. + +"Could you?" Marley leaned forward eagerly. + +"I'd like to." She was trailing one white hand in the water. + +"Will you?" + +"Yes," she said. "We can do it over at Mayme's--any time. She'll play +for us." + +Marley felt a great gratitude, and he wondered how he could pour it +forth upon her. + +"You are too good to me," he exclaimed. + +Then, suddenly, a change came over the dark surface of the waters. A +mellow quality touched them; they seemed to tremble ecstatically, then +they broke into sparkling ripples; the air quivered with a luminous +beauty and a light flooded the little valley. Marley and Lavinia turned +instinctively and looked up, and there, over the tops of the trees, +black a moment before, now rounded domes of silver, rose the moon. They +gazed at it a long time. Finally Marley turned and looked at Lavinia. +Her white dress had become a drapery, her arms gleamed, her eyes were +lustrous in the transfiguration of the moonlight. He could see that her +lips were slightly parted, and her fingertips, dipped in the cool water +over the gunwale of the boat, trailed behind them a long narrow thread +of silver. They looked into each other's eyes, and neither spoke. They +drifted on. At last, Marley said: + +"Lavinia!" + +She stirred. + +"Do you know--" he began, and then he stopped. "Don't you know," he went +on, "can't you see, that I love you?" + +He rested his arms on the oars, and leaned over toward her. + +"I've loved you ever since that first night--do you remember? I know--I +know I'm not good enough, but can't you--can't I--love you?" + +He saw her eyelids fall, and as she turned and looked over the side of +the boat, she put forth her hand, and he took it. + +They were awakened from the dream by a call, and after what seemed to +Marley a long time, he finally remembered the voice as Lawrence's. + +"We must go back," he said reluctantly. "How long have we been gone?" + +"I don't know," said Lavinia. He heard her sigh. + +Marley pulled the boat in the direction whence came the hallooing voice; +he had quite lost all notion of their whereabouts. But presently they +saw the lights of the pavilion, and then the dark figures of the men, +and the white figures of the girls on shore. + +As they pulled up and Marley sprang out of the boat to the landing +stage, Lawrence said: + +"Well, where have you babes been?" + +Marley helped Lavinia out of the boat. + +"We've been rowing," he said. + +"We thought you'd been drowned," said Lawrence. + +Marley and Lavinia drove home together in silence. In the light of the +moon, the road was silver, and the fields with their shocks of wheat +were gold. + + + + + CHAPTER V + + THE SERENADE + + +"I don't know what ails Lavinia," said Mrs. Blair to her husband as he +sat on the veranda after dinner the next day. The judge laid his paper +in his lap, and looked up at his wife over his glasses. + +"Isn't she well?" he asked. + +"M--yes," replied Mrs. Blair, prolonging the word in her lack of +conviction, "I guess so." + +"Don't you know?" the judge demanded in some impatience with her +uncertainty. + +"She says she feels all right." + +"Well, then, what makes you think she isn't?" + +"Oh, I don't know," replied Mrs. Blair, "she seems so quiet, that's +all." + +"Lavinia is not a girl given to excitement or demonstration," said the +judge, lapsing easily into the manner of speech he had cultivated on the +bench. + +"No, that's so," assented Mrs. Blair. "But she's always cheerful and +bright." + +"Is she gloomy?" + +"No, I wouldn't exactly call it that, but she seems preoccupied--rather +wistful I should say, yes--wistful." She seemed pleased to have found +the right word. + +"Oh, she's all right. That picnic last night may have fatigued her. I +presume there was dancing." + +"Yes." + +"I don't know that we should let her go out that way." The judge took +off his glasses and twirled them by their black cord while he gazed +across the street, apparently at some dogs that were tumbling each other +about in the Chenowiths' yard. The judge had a subconscious anxiety that +they would get into Mrs. Chenowith's flower beds. + +"You and I used to go to them; they never hurt us," argued Mrs. Blair. + +"No, I suppose not. But then--that was different." + +Mrs. Blair laughed lightly, and the laugh served to dissipate their +cares. She went to the edge of the veranda and pulled a few leaves from +the climbing rose-vine that grew there, and the judge put on his glasses +and spread out his paper. + +"I'll take her out for a drive this afternoon," said Mrs. Blair, turning +to go indoors. + +"She'll be all right," said the judge, already deep in the political +columns. + +That night at supper, the judge looked at Lavinia closely, and after a +while he said: + +"You're not eating, Lavinia. Don't you feel well?" + +Lavinia turned to her father and smiled. + +"Oh, I'm all right." + +Her smile perplexed the judge. + +"You look pale," he said. + +Mrs. Blair glanced warningly at him the length of the table. + +"My girl's losing her color," he forged ahead. + +Lavinia dropped her eyelids, and a look of pain appeared in her face, +causing it to grow paler. + +"Please don't worry about me, papa," she said. + +Mrs. Blair divined Lavinia's dislike of this personal discussion. She +tried to catch her husband's eye again, but he was looking at Lavinia +narrowly through his glasses. + +"Did you go riding this afternoon?" he asked as if he were examining a +witness whom counsel had not drawn out properly. + +"Yes," Mrs. Blair hastened to say. "We drove out the Ludlow a long way." + +"She was riding last night, too," said Connie. + +"Who with?" demanded Chad, turning to Connie with the challenge he +always had ready for her. + +"Who with?" retorted Connie. "Why, Glenn Marley, of course. Who else?" + +"Well, what of it?" demanded Chad. "What's it to you?" + +"Oh, children, children!" protested Mrs. Blair, wearily. "Do give us a +little peace!" + +"Well, she began it," said Chad. + +Connie was eating savagely, but she whirled on Chad, speaking with +difficulty because her mouth was filled with food: + +"You shut up, will you?" + +Chad laughed with a contempt almost theatrical, waved his hand lightly +and said: + +"Run away, little girl, run away." + +Mrs. Blair asked the judge why he did not correct his children, and +though the sigh he gave expressed the hopelessness, as it seemed to him, +of bringing the two younger members of his train into anything like +decorous behavior, he laid his knife and fork in his plate. + +"This must cease," he said. "It is scandalous. One might conclude that +you were the children of some family in Lighttown." + +"It is very trying," said Mrs. Blair, acquiescing in her husband's +reproof. "They are just like fire and tow." She said this quite +impersonally and then turned to Connie: "If you can't behave yourself, +I'll have to send you from the table." + +"That's it!" wailed Connie. "That's it! Blame everything on to me!" + +Mrs. Blair looked severely at her, and Connie's face reddened. She +glanced angrily at her mother and began again: + +"Well, I--" + +The judge rapped the table smartly with his knuckles. + +"Now I want this stopped!" he said. "And right away. If it isn't I'll--" +He was about to say if it wasn't he would clear the room, as he was fond +of saying whenever the idle spectators in his court showed signs of +being human, but he did not finish his sentence. Chad was subdued and +decorous, and Connie drooped her head, and began to gulp her food. Her +eyes were filling with tears and the tears began to fall, slowly, one by +one, splashing heavily into her plate. + +Lavinia was trembling; she tried to control herself, tried to lift her +glass, but when she did, her hand shook so that the water was likely to +spill. This completed the undoing of her nerves, her eyes suddenly +flooded with tears, and she snatched her handkerchief from her lap, rose +precipitately, and hurried from the room, dropping her napkin as she +went. They heard her going up the stairs, and presently the door of her +room closed. + +Connie had followed Lavinia with her misty eyes as she left the table +and now she too prepared to leave. She felt a sudden pity springing from +her great love of her older sister, and her great pride in her, and she +felt a contrition, though she tried to convict Chad, as the latest +object of her fiery and erratic temper, by glowering at him. + +"I'll go to her," she said, "_I_ can comfort her!" + +"No, stay where you are," said her mother. "Just leave her alone." + +The evening light of the summer day flooded into the dining-room; +outside a robin was singing. In the room there was constraint and heavy +silence, broken only by the slight clatter of the silver or the china. +But after a while the judge spoke: + +"Did Lavinia go to the picnic with young Marley?" he asked. He regretted +instantly that he had revived the topic that had given rise to the +difficulty, but as it lay on the minds of all, it was impossible, just +then, to escape its influence. + +"I believe so," said Mrs. Blair. "He really seems like a nice young +man." + +The judge scowled. + +"I don't know," he said. "He's in the office of Wade Powell--I suppose +he is the one, isn't he?" He thought it unbecoming that a judge should +show an intimate knowledge of the relations of young men who were merely +studying law. + +"Yes, sir," said Chad, maintaining his own dignity. + +"Everybody seems to speak well of him," said Mrs. Blair. + +"But I can't quite reconcile that with his selecting Wade Powell as a +preceptor. I would hardly consider his influence the best in the world, +and I would imagine that Doctor Marley would hold to the same opinion." + +Judge Blair spoke with a certain disappointment in Doctor Marley. He had +gone to hear him preach once or twice, and found, as he said, an +intellectual quality in his utterances that he missed in the sermons Mr. +Hill had been preaching for twenty years in the Presbyterian church. + +"Perhaps he doesn't know Wade Powell," said Mrs. Blair. "Doctor Marley +is comparatively a stranger here, you know." + +"Yes, I presume that explains it. But--" he shook his head. He could not +forgive any one who showed respect for Wade Powell. "Powell has little +business except a certain criminal practice, and now and then a personal +injury case." + +"Is there anything wrong in personal injury cases?" asked Mrs. Blair. + +The judge looked at his wife in surprise. + +"Well, I suppose you know, don't you," he said, "that such cases are +taken on contingent fees?" He spoke with the natural judicial contempt +of the poor litigant. + +"Of course, dear," she replied, "I shall not undertake to defend Mr. +Powell. He's a wild sort." + +"Yes; a drunkard, practically," said Judge Blair, "and an infidel +besides. The moral environment there is certainly not one for a young +man--" + +"Is he really an _infidel_?" asked Mrs. Blair, abruptly dropping her +knife and fork. + +"Well," replied the judge with the judicial affectation of fairness, +"he's at least a free-thinker. Perhaps agnostic were the better word. +That is one reason why I can not understand Doctor Marley's permitting +his son to be associated with him. It seems to me to argue a weakness, +or a lack of observation in the doctor, as it does a certain depravity +of taste in his son." + +They discussed Marley until the meal was done, and Connie and Chad had +gone out of doors. Judge Blair followed his wife into the sitting-room. + +"I'm worried, I'll admit," said the judge. "What could it have been that +so distressed her?" + +"Oh well, the children's little quarrels were too much for her nerves." + +"I suppose so." + +They were silent and thoughtful, sitting together, rocking gently in +their chairs as the twilight stole into the room. + +"It's too bad he's going to study law," the judge said after a while. + +He shook his gray head dubiously. + +"But you always say that about any one who's going to study law," Mrs. +Blair argued. "You even said it about George Halliday when his father +took him into partnership." + +"Well, it's bad business nowadays unless a young man wants to go to the +city, and it's hard to get a foothold there." + +"But you began as a lawyer," she urged, as though he had finished as +something else. + +"It was different in my day." + +"And you've always done well in the law," Mrs. Blair went on, ignoring +his distinction. + +"Oh yes," the judge said in a tone that expressed a sense of individual +exception. "But I went on the bench just in time to save my bacon. +There's no telling what might have become of us if I had remained in the +practice." + +They were silent long enough for him to feel the relief he had always +found in his salaried position, and then he said: + +"You don't suppose--" + +"Oh, certainly not!" his wife hastened to assure him. + +"Well, I think it would be well, perhaps, to watch her closely. I don't +just like the notion." + +"But his father is--" + +"Yes, but after all, we really know nothing about him." + +"That is true." + +"And then Lavinia's so young." + +"Yes." + +"I'd go to her." + +"After a while," Mrs. Blair said. + +They heard steps on the veranda, and then the voices of Mr. and Mrs. +Chenowith who had run across, as Mrs. Chenowith said, when Mrs. Blair +met them in the darkness that filled the wide hall, to see how they all +were. The Chenowiths begged Mrs. Blair not to light the gas; they +preferred to sit out of doors. The Chenowiths remained all the evening. +When they had gone, the judge drew the chairs indoors, while Mrs. Blair +rolled up the wide strip of red carpet that covered the steps of the +veranda. And when they had gone up to their room, Mrs. Blair stole +across to Lavinia, softly closing the door behind her. + +She found the girl stretched on her bed, her face buried in the pillows, +which were wet with her tears. + +"What is troubling my little girl?" she asked. She sat down on the side +of the bed, and lightly stroked Lavinia's soft hair. The girl stirred, +and drew herself close to her mother. Mrs. Blair did not speak, but +continued to stroke her hair, and waited. Presently Lavinia cried out: + +"Oh, mama! mama!" + +And then she was in her mother's arms, weeping on her mother's breast. + +"I've never kept anything from you before, mama," Lavinia cried. + +"No," Mrs. Blair whispered. "Can't you tell mama now?" + +And then with her mother's arms about her Lavinia told her all. When she +had finished she lay tranquilly. Mrs. Blair was relieved and yet her +troubles had but grown the more complicated. She saw all the intricate +elements with which she would have to deal, and she quailed before them, +realizing what tact would be required of her. + +"The coming of love should be a time of joy, dear," she said presently. +Even in the darkness, she could see the white blur of Lavinia's face +change its expression. A smile had touched it. + +"It should, shouldn't it, mama?" + +"Yes, indeed." + +"But I never kept anything from you before." + +Mrs. Blair laughed. + +"But you kept this only a day, dear. That doesn't count." + +"It was a long day." + +"I know, sweetheart." The mother kissed her, and they were silent a +while. + +"I do love him so," said Lavinia, presently. "And you'll love him too, +mama, I know you will." + +"I'm sure of that, dear." + +"But what of papa?" + +Mrs. Blair felt the girl grow tense in her arms. + +"That will all come right in time," said Mrs. Blair. + +"Will you tell him?" + +"Not just now, dear. We'll have this for a little secret of our own. +There's plenty of time. You are young, you know, and so is Glenn." + +"I love to hear you call him Glenn." + +Mrs. Blair remained with Lavinia until she had tucked her into her bed. + +"Just my little child," the mother whispered over the girl. "Just my +little child." + +"Yes, always that," said Lavinia. And her mother kissed her again and +again, and left her in the dark. + +When Mrs. Blair rejoined her husband, he laid down the book he always +read before retiring, and looked up with the question in his eyes. + +"She's just a little nervous and tired," Mrs. Blair said. "She'll be all +right in the morning. I think it best not to notice her." + +"Do you think we'd better have Doctor Pierce see her?" + +"Oh, not at all!" Mrs. Blair laughed, and the judge, reassured, went +back to his book. + +They were awakened from their first doze that night by voices singing. + +"It's some of the darkies from Gooseville," said Mrs. Blair. "They're +out serenading." + +"Yes," said the judge. "It is sweet to fall asleep by." + +At the sound of the singing Lavinia had crept from her bed and crouched +in her white night-dress before the open window; the shutters were +closed. She heard the melody from far down the street. The singing +ceased, then began again, drawing nearer and nearer. Presently she heard +the fall of feet on the sidewalk before the house, and the low tones of +voices in hurried consultation. And then a clear baritone voice rose, +and she heard it begin the song: + + "Oh the sun shines bright in my old Kentucky home, + 'Tis summer, the darkies are gay." + +She knew the voice. Her heart swelled and the tears came again and there +alone in the fragrant night she opened her arms and stretched them out +into the darkness. + + + + + CHAPTER VI + + LOVE'S ARREARS + + +The days following the picnic had been no easier for Marley than they +had been for Lavinia. As he looked back on that night, a fear took hold +of him; the whole experience, the most wonderful of his life, grew more +and more unreal. Much as he longed to see Lavinia again, he was afraid +to go to her home; he wondered whether he should write her a note; +perhaps she would think him false, perhaps she would think he had +already forgotten her; the idea tormented him; he did not know what to +do. He had seen her but once, and then at a distance; the Blairs' +well-known surrey had stopped in the middle of the Square, and George +Halliday stood leaning into the carriage chatting with Lavinia. Marley +had but a glimpse of Lavinia's face, pink in the shadow of the +surrey-top. As they drove away she had turned with a smile and a nod at +Halliday. The sight had affected Marley strangely. + +He felt himself so weak and incapable in this affair that he longed to +discuss it with some one, and on Sunday afternoon he found his mother at +her window with the _Christian Advocate_, which replaced, in her case, +the nap nearly every one else took at that hour. + +"How old was father when you were married, mother?" he began. + +He spoke out of that curious ignorance of the lives of their parents so +common to children; he had never been able to realize his parents as +having separate and independent existences before his own. Mrs. Marley +laid her paper by, and a smile came to her face. + +"He was twenty-two," she said. + +"Just my age," observed Marley. + +Mrs. Marley looked up hastily. + +"You're not thinking of getting married, are you, Glenn?" she asked. + +"No." he said with a laugh. + +"My goodness! You're just a boy!" + +"But I'm as old as father was." + +"Y--es," said Mrs. Marley, "but then--" + +"But then, what?" + +"That was different." + +Marley smiled. + +"Had father entered the ministry yet?" he said presently. + +"Yes, we were married in his first year. He had been teaching school, +and the fall he was admitted to the conference he was sent out to the +Gibsonburg circuit in Green County. We were married in the spring." + +Her face flushed, and she turned the pages of her paper with a dreamy +deliberation. + +"Ah, but your father was a handsome young man, Glenn!" she said +presently. + +"He's handsome yet," Marley replied with the pride he always felt in his +father. And then he asked: + +"Did he have any money?" + +"Yes," she said, and she laughed, "just a hundred dollars!" + +"A hundred dollars! Well, he had nerve, didn't he? And so did you!" + +"We had more than that," said Mrs. Marley, solemnly. + +Marley looked at his mother suddenly. Her face seemed for an instant to +be transfigured in the afternoon glow. + +He might have told her then; he was on the point of it, but a footfall +on the brick walk outside caused him to look up, and he saw Lawrence +coming into the yard. Lawrence beckoned him and he went out. + +"Come on," said Lawrence. "Let's go out to Carters'." + +Marley looked a question at him, and the smile which Lawrence never +could repress long at a time was twitching at the corners of his large +mouth. + +"She'll be there." + +"How do you know?" asked Marley. + +Lawrence smiled a little more significantly. + +When they got to the Carters' they found Mayme and Lavinia together in +the yard, strolling about in apparent aimlessness, yet with an +expectancy in their manner that belied its quality of mere idleness. In +the look Lavinia gave him all of Marley's perplexities vanished. +Lawrence stood by with a grin on his red face, and Mayme Carter's eyes +danced. She and Lawrence assumed almost immediately an elder, paternal +manner, and looked on at the lovers' meeting as from far heights that +were to be reached only after all such youthful experiences had long +since become possible in retrospect alone. Still smiling, they edged +away, and left the lovers alone. + +"Is it really true?" Marley asked. + +Lavinia colored a little as she smiled up at him. + +"And you are happy?" he asked. + +"So happy!" she said. + +And then all at once a cloud came over her eyes. She closed them an +instant. + +"What is it?" he asked in alarm. + +"Nothing." + +"Tell me." + +"It's nothing." She was smiling again, as if to show that her happiness +was complete. "See?" Her eyes were blinking rapidly. + +"I'm glad," he said. + +As they turned and walked across the yard Marley looked at her +nervously. + +"Do you know," he said, "that I couldn't remember what color your eyes +were?" He spoke with all the virtue there is in confession. + +"What color are they?" she asked, suddenly closing her eyes. + +"They're blue," Marley replied, saying the word ecstatically, as if it +had a new, wonderful meaning for him. + +"Connie says they're green." + +"Connie?" + +"Yes, don't you know? She's my younger sister." + +"Oh." He did not know any of her family, and the baffling sense of +unreality came over him again. + +"You'll know her," said Lavinia, and added thoughtfully: "I hope she'll +like you. Then there's Chad, my little brother." + +Marley was growing alarmed at the intricacies of an introduction into a +large family, the characters of which were as yet like the characters in +the first few chapters of a novel, but he thought it would not reflect +on him to admit that he did not know Chad, seeing that he was merely a +little brother. + +"He admires you immensely," said Lavinia. + +"Does he?" said Marley, eagerly, instantly loving Chad. "How does he +know me?" + +"He says you were a football player at college." + +Marley laughed a modest deprecation of his own prowess. + +"But I knew your voice," said Lavinia. + +"Did you? When did you hear it?" + +"As if you didn't know!" + +"Honestly," he protested. "Tell me." + +"Why, that night that you serenaded me." + +He was regretting that she had outdone him in observation, but she +suddenly looked up and said: + +"Oh, Glenn! What a beautiful voice you have!" + +It was the first time she had ever called him Glenn, and it produced in +him a wonderful sensation. + +They had come to a little bench, and, sitting there, they could only +look at each other and smile. Marley noticed that a little line of +freckles ran up over the bridge of Lavinia's nose. They were very +beautiful, he thought, and yet he had never heard of freckles as one of +the elements of a woman's beauty. Then he leaned back and looked about +the yard. + +He had always thought of it as it seemed that first night, enormous, +enchanted, with wide terraces and fountains, and white statues gleaming +through the green shrubbery. But now he saw no terraces, no statuary, no +fountains, and no wide lawns; nothing but a cramped little yard crowded +with bushes and trees, and surrounded by a weathered fence that had lost +several pickets. He looked around behind the house where he had fancied +long stables with big iron lamps over the doors, but now he saw nothing +but an old woodshed and a barn on the rear end of the lot. The cracks in +the barn were so wide that he could see the light of day between them as +through a kinetoscope. He heard a horse stamping fretfully at the flies. + +"It was here," he said, "that I first saw you." He did not speak his +whole thought. + +"Yes," she answered. "I remember." + +"That was a wonderful night, the most wonderful of my life, except the +one at the lake." + +He drew close to her. "I loved you at first sight," he whispered. + +"Did you?" She looked at him in reverence. + +"Yes,--from the very first moment. When you came into the room, I knew +that--" + +"What?" + +"That you were the woman I had always loved and waited for; that I had +found my ideal. And yet they say we never discover our ideals in this +life!" + +He laughed at this philosophical absurdity. + +"What did you think then?" he asked. + +She cast down her eyes, and probed the turf with the toe of her little +shoe. + +"I loved you then too." + +He gazed at her tenderly, rapturously. + +"Isn't it wonderful?" he said presently, "this love of ours? It came to +us all at once!" + +She looked at him suddenly. Her short upper lip was raised. + +"It _was_ love at first sight, wasn't it?" + +"Yes. We were intended for each other." + +They sat there, and went over that first night of their meeting and that +other night at Greenwood Lake, finding each moment some new and +remarkable feature of their love, something that proved its divine and +providential quality, something that convinced them that no one before +had ever known such a remarkable experience. They marveled at the +mystery of it. + +But at last they must return to practical questions, and they resumed +the account of their family relations. Marley told Lavinia about his +father and mother, about his sister who had died, and then about his +grandparents, and his uncles and aunts. He told her even of Dolly, +behind whom she had driven to Greenwood Lake, and of his father's love +for fast horses, a love which sometimes drew upon his father the +criticism parishioners ever have ready for their pastor. And he told her +about his home, and how frequently his mother had to entertain transient +ministers, and how the church laid missionary work upon her, until he +feared the heathen would unwittingly break her down. + +He was not conscious of it, but he felt it necessary to bring up all at +once the arrears of her knowledge of him and his family, of all his +affairs. Meeting as they had so strangely, so romantically, and falling +in love at first sight, according to the prearrangement of the ages, +they could excuse this otherwise strange ignorance of each other's +lives. They bemoaned all the years they had been compelled to live +without knowing each other, and their one quarrel with fate was that +they had had to wait until so late in life before meeting; and yet they +finally consoled themselves for this deprivation by discovering that +they had really always known and loved each other. They were now able to +compare strange experiences of soul and, in the new light they +possessed, to identify them as communings of their spirits across time +and space. + +"I've always believed somehow in the Sweden-borgians," Lavinia said, +"but I never really understood before what they meant by affinities." + +They looked at each other in a silence that became somber, and was +broken at last by Lavinia. + +"I've told mama," she said. + +"You have?" Marley gasped. + +"Yes." + +"And she--?" + +"She was sweet about it. She will love you, I know." + +Marley felt a sudden love for Lavinia's mother. And then his fear +returned at Lavinia's sinister, + +"But--" + +"But what?" + +"She says we must wait." + +"Oh!" Marley said with a relief. He felt their present happiness so +great that he could afford to waive any claim on the future. And yet he +was troubled; he felt that somehow a depression lay on Lavinia. He +wondered what its cause could be. Presently it came to him suddenly. + +"And your father?" he asked. + +"He doesn't know--yet." + +"Will he--?" + +"He's very--" she hesitated, not liking to seem disloyal to her father. +Finally she said "peculiar," and then further qualified it by adding +"sometimes." + +The sadness that lies so near to the joy in lovers' hearts came over +them, and yet they found a kind of joy in that too. + +"I'll go to him, of course," Marley said presently. + +"Oh, you're so brave!" + +But this tribute did not tend to reassure Marley. It rather suggested +terrors he had not thought of. Yet in the necessity of maintaining the +manly spirit he forced a laugh. + +"Of course," he continued, "I'll go to him. I meant to from the first." + +"But not just yet," she pleaded. + +"Well," he yielded, not at all unwillingly, "it shall be as you say." + +He could not dispel her sadness, nor could he conquer his own. A little +tremor ran through her, and he felt it electrically along his arm. + +"What is it, sweetheart?" he pleaded. "Tell me, won't you? We must have +no secrets, you know." + +"Oh, Glenn," she broke out, "I'm afraid!" + +She spoke with intuitive apprehension. + +"Of what?" + +"Our happiness!" + +He tried to laugh again. + +"Do you think it will ever be?" she asked. + +"I know it," he said earnestly. "I have nothing but faith--our love is +strong enough for anything!" + +"You comfort me," she said simply. + +Lavinia spent the night with Mayme Carter, and the house sounded until +long after midnight with the low, monotonous drone of their confidential +voices. + + + + + CHAPTER VII + + AN UNNECESSARY OPPOSITION + + +Marley heard on Monday evening that Judge Blair had gone to Cincinnati, +and the news filled him with a high if somewhat culpable joy. He found +Lavinia and her mother on the veranda, and Lavinia said, with a grave +simplicity: + +"Mama, this is Glenn." + +"I'm very glad to have you come," said Mrs. Blair, trying instantly to +rob the situation of the embarrassment she felt it must have for the +young man. + +Marley could not say a word, but he put all his gratitude in the +pressure he gave Mrs. Blair's hand. The light that came from the hall +was dim, and though Mrs. Blair could see that Marley was straight and +carried himself well, his face was blurred by the shadows. She turned to +Lavinia. + +"Will you bring out another chair, dear, or would you prefer to go +indoors?" + +Then, seeing an advantage in this latter alternative, she decided for +them: + +"Perhaps we'd better go in, I fear it's cool out here." + +She held back the screen door and Lavinia whisked excitedly into the +hall. Mrs. Blair led the way to the parlor and sent Lavinia for a match. +Then, turning to Marley, waiting there in the darkness, she said: + +"She has told me, Glenn." + +Marley felt something tender, maternal in her voice; the way she spoke +his name affected him. + +"But she is young, very young; she is just a girl. We wish, of course, +for nothing but her happiness, and you must be patient, very patient. It +must not be, if it is to be, for a long time. What does your own mother +think of it?" + +"I haven't told her." + +"You haven't!" + +"No. I felt I hardly had the right yet--not before I spoke to Judge +Blair, you know. I think I shall speak to him just as soon as he gets +home." He spoke impulsively; until that moment he had been thrusting the +thought from him, but Mrs. Blair's manner led him into confidences. In +the immediate fear that he had been precipitant, he looked to her for +help; she seemed the sort of woman to wish to save others all the +trouble she could, one whose life was full of sacrifices, none the less +noble, perhaps, because she made so little of them herself. But a +perplexity showed in her eyes and before she could reply, Lavinia was +back. With an intimate, domestic impulse Lavinia pressed the match into +Marley's hand, and said: + +"You do it; I can't reach." + +Marley groped with his upheld hand, and when Lavinia guided him to the +middle of the room, he lighted the gas. Mrs. Blair looked at him for a +moment and Lavinia, standing by, as if awaiting her decision, glowed +with happiness. Mrs. Blair's smile completed the fond, maternal +impression Marley had somehow felt when she was standing by him in the +darkness. Her full matronly figure, even in the tendency to corpulence +of her middle years, had preserved its graceful lines; and Marley +regretted the disappearance of this wholesome, cheerful woman as she +passed out of the room. + +Judge Blair got home from Cincinnati on Sunday morning, worn by his +work, and maddened by the din of the city to which he was so +unaccustomed. Walking up the familiar streets, he had been glad of their +shade and that pervading sense of a Sunday that still remains a Sabbath +in Macochee. He had been a little piqued, at first, because his wife had +not met him at the train, though she had not, to be sure, known that he +was coming. She had gone to Sunday-school, and Connie gave him his +breakfast--that is, she sat at the table with him, watching him eat and +answering the questions he put to her about the happenings in Macochee +while he had been away. + +It was not strange that Connie should talk mostly, after she yielded to +the gnawing temptation to tell him at all, of the nightly visits Marley +had made to the house. She did this in a certain resentment she felt +with Lavinia, a resentment that came from an annoying jealousy she was +beginning to have of Marley, as if, in installing himself in her +sister's heart, he had evicted all other affections from it. + +The judge, with his constant affectation of what he considered the +judicial attitude of mind, tried to weigh Connie's somewhat prejudiced +evidence impartially, but he was troubled and annoyed that the peace he +had been looking forward to all the week should be jeopardized +immediately on his coming home. + +It was not until afternoon that he had an opportunity to question his +wife, and he began with a severity in his attitude that had as its +fundamental cause, as much as anything else, her failure to meet him at +the train that morning, and her remaining to church after Sunday-school. + +"What do you know about this business between Lavinia and that young +Marley?" he asked. "It seems to have developed rapidly during my +absence." + +"Oh, Connie has been talking to you, I suppose!" laughed Mrs. Blair. +"You know that Connie is apt to be sensational." + +Judge Blair eyed his wife narrowly. Connie was his favorite child, +though he would not, of course, admit as much, and he was ever ready to +spring to her defense. + +"She has very bright eyes," he said. + +"Oh, now, dear," said Mrs. Blair, "don't overestimate this thing. +Lavinia's nothing but a child." + +"That's just the point. Has the young man been here much?" + +"Yes, he was here quite often--several evenings, in fact." + +"Humph! He seems to have taken advantage of the sunshine of my absence +to make his hay." + +"Don't do him an injustice. He didn't meet Lavinia until just about the +time you went away." + +"Well, we'll see about it," said the judge, darkly. + +"Now see here, Will, don't make the matter serious by an unnecessary +opposition; don't drive the children into a position where they will +consider themselves persecuted lovers." + +Mrs. Blair had not until that instant thought of this argument, and she +was so pleased with it, as justifying her own course with the children, +as she had artfully called them, that she pressed it. + +"No, don't do that. Just let them alone. They're as likely as not to +outgrow it; that is, if there is anything between them to outgrow. +They'll probably imagine themselves in love a dozen times before either +of them is married." + +"Don't talk of marriage!" said the judge, with a little shudder. + +Mrs. Blair, who had so well dispelled her own fears, could laugh at her +husband's. + +"Just let them alone," she said; "or leave it to me." + +"Yes," said the judge peevishly, "leave it to you. You'd probably aid +and abet them." And then, instantly regretting his ill humor, he added +hastily: "You're so kind-hearted." + +Mrs. Blair kissed his white hair gently and gave his cheek a little pat. + +"You'd better take a nap," she said. + + + + + CHAPTER VIII + + A JUDICIAL DECISION + + +The judge refused to take a nap, though when he sat down on the veranda +he did take one, lying back in his chair with one of the many sections +of the Sunday paper spread over his face. It was from this somewhat +undignified posture that he was aroused by a step; he started up +hastily. + +"I beg your pardon," said the young man, who stood on the steps twirling +his straw hat round and round in his hands. The young man went on with +an anxious smile: + +"This is Judge Blair, I presume? My name is Marley--Glenn Marley." + +If Marley had known that there were men then in the Ohio penitentiary +serving terms that were longer by years than they would have been had +Judge Blair digested his breakfast, or been allowed to finish his +afternoon nap, he would have chosen another hour to press his suit. But +he had youth's sublime confidence, and its abiding faith in the abstract +quality of justice. He had dreaded this moment, but it had forced itself +upon his keen conscience as a duty, and when he heard that morning that +Judge Blair had returned he resolved to have it out at once. + +"May I have a word with you?" he asked, advancing a little. + +The judge nodded, but slightly, as if it were necessary for him, as a +fattening man advanced in middle life, to conserve his energies. His nod +seemed to include not only an assent, however reluctant, but a +permission as well, to take the other chair that stood, all ready to +rock comfortably, on the veranda. Marley took the chair but he did not +rock, nor did he yield himself to it, but sat somewhat tensely on its +very edge. + +"It's warm this afternoon, isn't it?" he said, trying to keep up his +smile. He felt hopeless about it, but the thought, darting through his +mind, that Lavinia was near, braced his purpose. The judge sat hunched +in his chair, with his short white hair tumbled rather picturesquely, +and his chin low in his collar. His lips were set firmly, his brows +contracted. He breathed heavily, and on his strong aquiline nose, Marley +could see tiny drops of perspiration. + +"I have come," said Marley, "to speak to you, Judge Blair, on a matter +of, that is, importance. That is, I have come to ask you if I +might--ah--pay my addresses to your daughter." + +Marley thought this form of putting it rather fine, and he was glad that +that much of it, at least, was over. And yet, much as he liked this +old-fashioned formula about paying his addresses, he instantly felt its +inadequacy, and so nerved himself to do it all over. + +"I mean Lavinia," he said hurriedly, as if to correct any error of +identification he might have led the judge into. "I want to marry her." + +The judge, still breathing heavily, looked at Marley out of his narrowed +eyes. + +"You know," Marley said, in an explanatory way, "I love her." + +He waited then, but the judge was motionless, even to the hand that hung +at his side over the arm of his chair, still holding his paper. Now and +then, at what seemed to be long, unequal intervals, his eyelids fell +slowly in heavy winks. + +"How long have you and Lavinia known each other?" he asked finally. + +"I met her several weeks ago, out at Captain Carter's. But I did not see +her again, that is to speak to her, until about a week ago. In one way I +have known her, you might say, but a week; yet I feel that I have known +her a long time, always, in fact. I--I--well, I loved her at first +sight." Marley dropped his face at this speech, for it seemed that he +had made it too sentimental; he had a feeling that the judge so regarded +it. He sat and picked at the braids of straw in his hat. + +"And have you spoken to her?" asked the judge. + +"Oh yes!" said Marley, looking up quickly. + +"And she--?" + +"She loves me." + +The judge closed his eyes as if in pain. Then he stirred, the paper +dropped from his fingers, and he drew himself up in his chair, as if to +deal with the matter. + +"How old are you, Mr. Marley?" he inquired. + +"I am twenty-two," said Marley, confidently, as if this maturity must +incline the judge in his favor. "I cast my first vote for McKinley." He +thought this, too, would help matters, and possibly it did. + +"You have completed your education?" + +"I graduated this summer from the Ohio Wesleyan." + +"And what are you doing now, or proposing to do?" + +"Just now, I am studying law," he announced. "I'm going to make the law +my profession." + +Marley looked up with a high faith in this final appeal, but even that +did not impress the judge as Marley felt a tribute thus delicately +implied should affect him. + +"You are reading with a preceptor, I take it?" + +"Yes, sir, in Mr. Powell's office." + +Judge Blair looked at Marley as if he were deciding what to do with him. +After he had looked a while he gazed off across the street, drumming +with his finger-tips on the arm of his chair. Presently, without +turning, and still gazing abstractedly into the distance--and in that +instant Marley remembered that he had seen the judge stare at the +ceiling of the court room in exactly the same way while sentencing a +culprit--he began to speak. + +"Lavinia is yet very young, Mr. Marley," he said, "with no knowledge of +the world, and, perhaps, little of the state of her own mind. You too, +are young, very young, and as yet without an occupation. You are, it is +true, studying law, but it will be three years before you can be +admitted, and many years after that before you can command a practice +that would warrant you in marrying. In this day, the outlook for the +young lawyer is not encouraging. I do not think I would wish a son of +mine to choose that profession; the great changes that have transpired, +and are transpiring in our industrial development, have greatly reduced +the chances of the young lawyer's success. The practice in the smaller +county-seats, like our own, for instance, has almost entirely vanished. +The settlement of titles to real estate, so lucrative a branch of the +law in the early days of my own practice, has deprived the later +practitioners of that source of revenue; the field of criminal law has +become narrowed, unremunerative and almost disreputable. The corporation +work can be handled by one or two firms in each town, and all that seems +to be left is the prosecution of personal injury suits, and that is a +work that hardly appeals to the man of dignity and self-respect. The +large cities have a wider, I might say, the only field, but there the +young lawyer must spend years of the hardest, most unremitting toil +before he can come to anything like success." + +The judge paused. He had not intended to speak at such length, but the +habit of the courts was on him, and once started, he found his own +didacticism so pleasing to himself, that it was with reluctance that he +paused at all. He might not have stopped when he did, but gone on almost +indefinitely, as he did when he delivered what were always spoken of as +his beautiful charges to juries, had he not recalled, with something +like a pang of resentment, that the happiness of his own, instead of +another's child, lay at the bottom of all this. He turned then to face +Marley. The young man was sitting there, his eyes wide, and his face +long. The color that flamed in it when he first appeared, was now quite +gone. It was gray and cold instead. + +"You will see, Mr. Marley," the judge resumed, "that you are hardly in a +position to ask for my daughter's hand. Of course," the judge allowed a +smile to soften somewhat the fixity of his lips, "I appreciate your +manliness in coming to me, and I do not want to be understood as making +any reflections upon, or in the least questioning, your character, your +worth, or the honor of your intentions. But in view of your youth and of +Lavinia's, and in view of your own, as yet, unsettled position in life, +you must see how impossible it is that anything like an engagement +should subsist between you. I say this because I wish only for Lavinia's +happiness. I may say that I am not unmindful of your happiness, too, and +I esteem it my duty to reach the conclusions I have just presented to +you." + +"And I--I can not even see her?" stammered Marley, in his despair. + +"I have not said that," the judge said. "I shall always be pleased to +extend to you the hospitality of my house, of course; but I would not +consider it necessary for you to see her regularly, or intimately, and I +certainly would not want you to monopolize her society to the exclusion +of other young men with whom she has been in the habit of associating." + +Marley sat there, after this long harangue, with his head downcast. He +sat and turned his hat round and round. At last he did look up with an +appeal in his eyes, but when he saw that the judge was sitting there, as +he had at first, sunk in his chair, breathing heavily and looking at him +out of those sluggish eyes, he arose. He stood a moment, and looked off +across the street somewhere, anywhere. Then he smote one hand lightly +into the other, turned, and said: + +"Well--good afternoon, Judge Blair." + +"Good afternoon, Mr. Marley," the judge replied. He watched Marley go +down the walk and out of the gate. + + + + + CHAPTER IX + + A FILIAL REBUKE + + +"Father!" + +Judge Blair turned and saw Lavinia standing in the wide front door. Her +face was red, her eyes were flashing, her arms hung straight and tense +at her sides. + +The judge stirred uneasily in his chair. + +"Oh!" she cried, rigidly clenching her little fists. "What have you +done! You have sent him away!" + +"Come here, my daughter," he said. + +Lavinia moved toward him, halting each moment, then taking a few nervous +steps forward. At last she stood before him, challenging, defiant. + +"Sit down, Lavinia, and listen," implored the judge. + +"You have sent him away!" she repeated. "You were harsh and cruel and +unkind to him!" + +"Lavinia!" cried the judge, flushing with the anger parents call by +different names. There was now a peremptory quality in his tone. But the +girl did not heed him. + +"Oh, how could you!" she went on, "how could you! Think how you must +have wounded him! You not only reproached him with being poor, but you +discouraged him as to his prospects! Do you think I cared for that? Do +you think I couldn't have waited? Do you think I can't wait anyhow? What +had you when you proposed to mama? You were poor--you had no prospects; +you had no more right--" + +"Lavinia! Lavinia!" the judge commanded, grasping the arms of his chair +in an effort to rise. "You are beside yourself! You don't know what you +are saying!" + +"And you pretended to be doing it all for my happiness, too! Oh! oh! +oh!" Her anger vented itself impotently in these exclamations, and then +her mother, white and alarmed, appeared in the doorway behind her. + +"Lavinia," she said quietly. + +The girl trembled violently, then whirled about, pressed her hands to +her face, and ran in, brushing by her mother in the doorway. Mrs. Blair +glanced after her irresolutely. Then she went to her husband. + +"Be calm, dear," she said. + +The judge sank back in his chair and looked at her in amazement. + +"What has happened?" She drew the empty chair up and sat down in it. She +leaned forward and took one of his hands, and pressed it between both of +her own. She waited for the judge to speak. + +"I hardly know," he began. "I never heard Lavinia break out so." + +"You must remember how excited and overwrought she is," Mrs. Blair +exclaimed. "You must make allowances." + +"I didn't know the girl had such spirit," he continued. + +Mrs. Blair smiled rather wanly, and stroked her husband's hand. It was +very cold and moist, and it trembled. + +"I had no idea it was so serious," he went on, as if summing up the +catalogue of his surprises. + +"Tell me how it all came about," said Mrs. Blair. + +"Marley was here, first," the judge began. He had to pause, for he +seemed to find it difficult to catch his breath. "It was a great +surprise to me; it was very painful." + +The judge withdrew his hand and wiped his brow. Then he gazed again as +he had done before, across the street. Mrs. Blair, though eying him +closely and with concern, waited patiently. + +"I didn't wish to wound him," the judge resumed, speaking as much to +himself as to her. "I hope I said nothing harsh; he really was quite +manly about it." + +He paused again. + +"I presume I may have seemed cold, unfeeling, unsympathetic," he went +on; and then as if he needed to reassure and justify himself, he added, +"but of course it was impossible, utterly impossible." + +After another pause, he drew a deep breath, and as if he had already +outlined his whole interview with Marley, continued: + +"And then Lavinia appeared; she must have heard it all, standing there +in the hall." + +The judge leaned heavily against the back of his big chair; his face was +drawn, his wrinkles were deeper than they had been, and he wore an +aspect of weariness and pain. His form, too, seemed to have shrunk, and +he sat there in an almost helpless mass, limp and inert. + +"I am only afraid, dear," Mrs. Blair said quietly, "that we have taken +this thing too seriously." + +"Possibly," he said. "But it is serious, very serious. I don't know what +is to be done." + +"We must have patience," Mrs. Blair counseled. "It will require all our +delicacy and tact, now." + +"Perhaps you had better go in to her," the judge said presently. "Poor +little girl; she is passing through the deep waters. And I tried to act +only for her interest and happiness." + +Mrs. Blair arose. + +"She will see that, dear, in time." + +"I hope so," said the judge. Mrs. Blair went up to Lavinia's room, and +listened for a moment at the closed door. She heard a voice, low and +indistinct, but she knew it for the voice of Connie, and she could tell +from its tone that the little girl was trying in her way to comfort and +console her sister. So she stepped away, silently, almost stealthily, +going on tiptoe. + +The judge sat on the veranda all the afternoon. He scarcely moved, and +never once did he pick up the Sunday paper. Now and then he bowed, in +his dignified way, to some acquaintance passing in the street. The +Chenowiths came out on to their front porch, evidently hot and stupefied +from their Sunday afternoon naps and ready now for the cool refreshment +of the evening breeze they could usually rely on in Macochee with the +coming of the evening. The judge bowed to them, and he tried to put into +his bow an indolent unconcern, lest the Chenowiths should penetrate his +manner and discover the trouble that lay on his heart. The Chenowiths +had gone to the end of their porch, and the judge could hear their +laughter. He thought it strange and unnatural that any one should laugh. + +He decided that he would review this whole affair of Lavinia's love +calmly and judicially. He went back to the beginning of Marley's visit, +trying to see wherein he himself had been in the wrong, then he went +over the hot scene with Lavinia. He could not recover from his surprise +at this; that Lavinia, who was usually so gentle, so mild, so unselfish, +should have given way to such anger was incomprehensible. He had always +said that she had her mother's disposition. He could see her, all the +time, distinctly, as she had stood there, in a rage he had never known +her to indulge before, and yet, as he looked at the image of her that +was in his mind, and recalled certain expressions, certain attitudes, +certain tones of voice, it came over him all at once that she was +exactly as her mother had been at her age, though he could not reconcile +Lavinia's mood with the resemblance. Then he went back to his own days +of courtship, with their emotions, their uncertainties, their doubts and +illusions. They seemed a long way off. + +He was trying to think calmly and logically, but he found that he could +not then control his mind, for suddenly he saw Lavinia as a little girl, +with her mother kneeling before her, shaking out and straightening her +starched frock. And with this thought came the revelation, sudden, +irresistible, that Lavinia was no longer a child as, with the habit of +the happy years, he had thought of her, up to that very afternoon, in +fact, until an hour ago, and he bowed before the changes that hour had +wrought. He accepted the conviction now that he himself had grown old. +He forgot his purpose to probe to its first cause this unhappiness that +had come to him; he saw that what he mourned was the loss of a child, +the loss of his own youth. + +He glanced across at the Chenowiths again, and they seemed remote from +him, of another generation in fact, though but a few moments before he +had looked on them as contemporaries. And then suddenly there came to +him the fear that Mr. Chenowith might run over to chat with him, as was +his habit, and the judge hastily rose, and almost surreptitiously went +off the end of the porch and around into the side yard. Under the new +impression of age that he had grown into, he walked slowly, with a +senile stoop, and dragged his feet as he went. He wandered about in the +yard for a long while, looking at the shrubs and bushes and trees he had +planted himself so long ago, when he was young. It occurred to him that +here in this garden he would potter around, and pass his declining +years. + +He remained in the yard until his wife came to call him in to the supper +she had prepared, in the Sunday evening absence of the hired girl, and +with an effort he brought himself back from the future to the present. + +"How is she?" + +"Oh, she's all right," said Mrs. Blair, in her usual cheery tone. "I +didn't go to her, I thought it best to leave her alone." + +The judge looked at his wife, with her rosy face, and her full figure +still youthful in the simple summer gown she wore. He looked at her +curiously, wondering why it was she seemed so young; a width of years +seemed all at once to separate them. Mrs. Blair noted this look of her +husband's. She noted it with pity for him; he looked older to her. + +"I think it would be nice for you to take Lavinia with you when you go +to Put-in-Bay to the Bar Association meeting," she said. + +It seemed strange and anomalous to Judge Blair that he should still be +attending Bar Association meetings. + +"I'll see," he said; and then he qualified, "if I go." + +"If you go?" his wife exclaimed. "Why, you're down for a paper!" + +"So I am," said the judge. + +They turned toward the house, and the judge took his wife's arm, leaning +rather heavily on it. + +"Will!" she said, after they had gone a few steps in this fashion. "What +is the matter with you! You walk like an old man!" + +She shook his arm off, and said: + +"Hurry up now. The coffee will be getting cold." + +Indoors, they passed Connie going through the hall; she had just come +down the stairs, and the sight of her girlish figure, and her short +skirts just sweeping the tops of her shoes, gladdened the judge's heart, +and he smiled. He could rely on Connie, anyway, for sympathy. But the +girl gave him a sharp reproachful stare from her dark eyes, and the +judge felt utterly deserted. + +Lavinia did not come down to her supper, though her mother, knowing she +would want it later, kept the coffee warm on the back of the kitchen +stove. Chad had gone away with one of the Weston boys. So the three, the +judge, Mrs. Blair and Connie, ate their supper alone. + +After supper, Mrs. Blair and Connie went immediately to Lavinia and the +judge had a sense of exclusion from the mysteries that were enacting up +there, an exclusion that seemed to proceed from his own culpability. He +went to his library and tried to read, but he could only sit with his +head in his hand, and stare before him. But finally he was aroused from +his reveries by a stir in the hall, and glancing up he saw Lavinia in +the door. She came straight to him, and said: + +"Forgive me, papa, if I was rude and unkind." + +He seized her in his arms, hugging her head against his shoulders, and +he said again and again, while stroking her hair clumsily: + +"My little girl! My little girl!" + + + + + CHAPTER X + + PUT-IN-BAY + + +The little steamer for the islands rolled out of Sandusky Bay with +Lavinia sitting by the forward rail. She had yielded to her father's +wishes with an easy complaisance that made him suspicious, and yet, as +he stood solicitously by, he was persistent in his determination to +realize for her all the delights he had so extravagantly predicted for +the journey. He tried to rouse her interest by pointing out Johnson's +Island, but it did not possess for her, as the place where the +Confederate prisoners were confined during the war, the interest an old +soldier was able to discover in it, and though he tried his best, with +an effort at entertainment that was well-nigh pathetic, she only smiled +wanly. + +He left her, after a while, her chin in her hands, looking over into the +light green waters, watching the curve of the waves the steamer tossed +away from its sharp prow. The lake was in one of its most smiling and +happy moods, though they were then at a point where storms easily lash +its shallow depths into billows that might satisfy the rage of the North +Atlantic. The lighthouse on the rocks at Marblehead had a fascination +for Lavinia; it seemed waiting for her humor, and she watched it until +the steamer had gone far on toward Kelly's Island, and left the +lighthouse behind, a white spot gleaming in the sun. + +When they entered the little archipelago of the Wine Islands, with their +waters a deeper green than those out in the lake and overcast in strange +ways by mysterious shadows and cool weird reflections of the green of +the islands all about, Judge Blair came back to her and asked if she had +been seasick and how she had enjoyed the little journey. As she met him +with her strange perplexing smile, he began to doubt her again; +something assured him that she still clung to her purpose of love, and +he found himself almost wishing that she had kept to her defiant temper +of the Sunday afternoon that now seemed so far away. + +When they had reached Put-in-Bay and bounded on the trolley across the +island to the huge hotel, they had their dinner and Lavinia perplexed +the judge further by retiring to her room. She said she would rest, +though she had persisted all the morning that she was not tired. + +As soon as she had closed the door on her father, leaving him in doubt +and confusion, she began a long letter to Marley. She described her trip +in detail, jealous of every trifle of experience that had befallen her; +she told him of the bridal couple she had seen board the train at Clyde, +and of the showers of rice that had been thrown by the laughing bridal +party, though she omitted the lone father of the bride standing apart on +the platform craning his head anxiously for another sight of his +daughter, and trying to smile. But she gave him a sense of the romance +that had stirred in her at the sight of the lighthouse on its lonely +point of rocks and the stone towers that made the wine-cellars on +Kelly's Island look like castles. + +After supper Lavinia left her father to the pleasure of renewing +acquaintance with the lawyers who thronged the lobby, and stole down to +the rocks that marked the shelving shore of the island. She saw stately +schooners, with white sails spread, and she watched, until its black +banner of smoke was but a light wraith, a big propeller towing its +convoy of grain barges across the far horizon. This calm serene passing +of the life of the lakes soothed her, filled her with a thousand +fancies, and stirred her emotions with deep, hidden hints of the mystery +of all life. As she sat there and gazed, now and then tears came to her +eyes. The waters were spread smoothly before her under the last +reflection of the sun, the twilight was coming across the lake; and as +the light followed the sun and the darkness crept behind, she looked +toward the south in the direction, as she felt, of Macochee, and thought +of her home and of her mother, of Connie and of Chad, and then she +thought of Glenn. + +Far out in the lake a cluster of yellow lights moved swiftly along--one +of the big passenger steamers that nightly ply between Detroit and +Buffalo, and she read in that moving girdle of light new meanings; then +suddenly a fear seized her, a fear that was part of the ache in her +heart, and she ran into the hotel and up to her room. Then she took up +her letter again and poured out all her new sensations, her longings, +and her fears in a lengthy postscript. When she had finished, she began +to address the envelope; and she wrote on it, with pride: + +"Mr. Glenn--" + +And then she paused. She did not know whether he spelt his name "Marly," +or "Marley," or "Marlay." She tried writing it each way, dozens of +times, but the oftener she tested it the less able she was to decide. It +was too ridiculous; she became exasperated with herself; then humiliated +and ashamed. When she heard her father's step in the hall, she hastily +locked her letter in her little traveling bag. The judge greeted her +warmly; he was flushed and happy, and in the highest spirits. During the +afternoon he had been meeting lawyers from all over Ohio; the evening +boats from Cleveland and Toledo had brought more of them to the island; +they were all eminent, respectable, rich, the attorneys of big +corporations. The judges of the Supreme Court and of the Circuit Courts +were there, and the excitement had reached its height when the boat from +Cleveland brought an associate justice of the United States Supreme +Court to deliver the chief address of the meeting. + +Judge Blair reveled in meeting all these distinguished men; he enjoyed +the flattery in their way of addressing and introducing him. But his +conscience smote him when he saw Lavinia. He drew up a chair and sat +beside her, holding his cigar at arm's length. It was an excellent +cigar, better than he ordinarily smoked, and the thin thread of smoke +that wavered up from it filled the room almost instantly with its +delicate perfume. + +"Did my little girl think her father had deserted her?" he said, +speaking of her in the third person, after the affectionate way of +parents. "He must pay better attention to her. She must come down and +meet the lawyers; they will be delighted; a justice of the Supreme Court +has just come on from Washington! She will want to meet him!" + +The judge paused and twisted his head about for a puff at his cigar, and +then waited for Lavinia to glow at the prospect. But when she looked at +him, and tried to smile again, he saw the glint of tears in her eyes. + +"Why come, come, dear!" he said. "What's the matter? Aren't you having a +good time? Never mind, when this meeting's over we'll go to Detroit, and +maybe up the lakes for a little trip. That'll bring the roses back!" + +He pinched her cheeks playfully, but she did not respond; she looked at +him pleadingly. + +"Why, Lavinia," he cried, "you aren't homesick?" + +She winked bravely to stem the flood of tears and then nodded. + +"Well!" he said, nonplussed. "You know, dear, we can't--" + +The tears were brimming in her blue eyes, and he left his sentence +uncompleted to go on: + +"So you're homesick, eh? For mama, and Connie?" + +She nodded, and he studied her closely for a moment, and then he could +not resist the question that all along had been torturing him. + +"And for--?" + +She confirmed his fear, with quick decisive little nods. She got out her +handkerchief and hastily brushed her tears away, and then with an effort +to control herself, she looked at him and said, as if she were ready to +have it all out then: + +"Yes, father, I haven't treated him right. I came away without telling +him." + +Judge Blair scowled and turned away, and bit the end of his cigar. Then +he sat and studied it. Lavinia waited; she was ready for the final +contest. Presently the judge arose. + +"Well, dear," he said. "Well--we'll see; of course, we can't go back +just yet--I have my address to read to-morrow, and besides, some of the +boys are talking of me for president of the Bar Association. And I had +thought, I had thought, that a little trip over to Detroit, and maybe up +to Mackinac--" + +"Father," said Lavinia, looking at him now calmly, "I don't want to go +to Detroit or up to Mackinac. I'll do, of course, as you say; I'll wait +until the Bar meeting is over, but I want to go home. You might as well +know now, father--we might as well understand each other--it can be no +other way." + +Judge Blair looked at his daughter a moment, and she kept her eyes +directly and firmly in his. + +"Oh well," he said with a sigh, "of course, dear, if you say. I'd like +to stay until after the election though. Will you?" + +"Of course," she consented. + + + + + CHAPTER XI + + MACOCHEE + + +Marley had not learned of Lavinia's departure until Monday afternoon; he +had the news from Lawrence, who had it from the hackman who had taken +Judge Blair and Lavinia to the train; for whenever any of the quality go +away from Macochee they always ride to the station in the hack, though +at other times they walk without difficulty all over the town. When +Marley reached the office, and found Wade Powell, as he usually found +him, sitting with his feet on his table, smoking and reading a +Cincinnati paper, the lawyer looked up casually, but when he saw +Marley's expression he suddenly exclaimed: + +"Hello! What's the matter?" + +Marley shook his head. + +"Something's troubling you," said Powell. + +Marley shook his head again, and Powell looked at him as at a witness he +was cross-examining. + +"I know better," he said. + +Marley affected to busy himself at his desk, but after a while, he +turned about and said: + +"Something is troubling me, Mr. Powell; my--prospects." He had been on +the point of confessing his real trouble, but with the very words on his +lips, he could not utter them, and so let the conversation take another +turn. + +"Oh, prospects!" said Powell. "I can tell you all about prospects; I've +had more than any man in Gordon County. When I was your age, opinion was +unanimous in this community that my prospects were the most numerous and +the most brilliant of any one here!" + +Powell laughed, a little bitterly. + +"If I'd only been prudent enough to die then, Glenn," he went on, "I'd +have been mourned as a potential judge of the Supreme Court, senator and +president." + +"It'll be three years before I can be admitted, won't it?" asked Marley. + +"Yes," said Powell; "but that isn't long; and it isn't anything to be +admitted." + +"Well, it takes time, anyway," said Marley, "and then there's the +practice after that--how long will that take?" + +"Well, let's see," said Powell, plucking reflectively at the flabby skin +that hung between the points of his collar. "Let's see." His brows were +twitching humorously. "It's taken me about thirty years--I don't know +how much longer it'll take." + +Powell smoked on for a few moments, and then added soberly: + +"Of course, I had to fool around in politics for about twenty-five +years, and save the people." + +"Do you think," Marley said, after a moment's silence that paid its own +respect to Powell's regrets, "that there's an opening for me here in +Macochee?" + +"No, Glenn, I'll tell you. There's no use to think of locating in +Macochee or any other small town. The business is dead here. It's too +bad, but it's so. When I began there was plenty of real estate law to +do, and plenty of criminal law, but the land titles are all settled +now--" + +"That's what Judge Blair said," interrupted Marley. + +"So you've been to him, have you?" + +Marley blushed. + +"Well, not exactly," he said. "I heard him say that." + +"Yes," mused Powell. "Well, he feathered his nest pretty well while they +were being settled. But as I was saying--the criminal business has died +out, or rather, it has changed. The criminals haven't any money any +more, that is, the old kind of criminals; the corporations have it all +now--if you want to make money, you'll have to have them for clients. Of +course, the money still goes to the criminal lawyer just as it used to." + +"I like Macochee," said Marley, his spirits falling fast. + +"Well, it's a nice old town to live in," Powell assented. "But the devil +of it is how're you going to live? Of course, you can study here just as +well as anywhere; better than anywhere, in fact; you have plenty of +time, and plenty of quiet. But as for locating here--why, it's utterly +out of the question for a man who wants to make anything of himself and +has to get a living while he's doing it--and I don't know any other kind +that ever do make anything out of themselves." + +"I had hoped--" persisted Marley, longing for Powell to relent. + +"Oh, I know," the lawyer replied almost impatiently, "but it's no use, +there's nothing in it. No one with ambition can stay here now. The town, +like all these old county-seats, is good for nothing but impecunious old +age and cemeteries. It was nothing but a country cross-roads before the +railroad came, and since then it's been nothing but a water-tank; if it +keeps on it'll be nothing but a whistling-post, and the trains won't be +bothered to stop at all. Its people are industrious in nothing but +gossip, and genuine in nothing but hypocrisy; they are so mean that they +hate themselves, and think all the time they're hating each other. Just +look at our leading citizen, Brother Dudley, over there in his bank; he +owns the whole town, and he thinks he's a bigger man than old Grant. +Sundays he sits in his pew with a black coat on, squinting at the +preacher out of his sore little eyes, and waiting for him to say +something he can get the bishop to fire him for, and he calls that +religion. Mondays he goes back to his business of skinning farmers and +poor widows out of their miserable little pennies, and he calls that +business; Does he ever look at a flower or a tree, or turn round in the +street at the laugh of a child? He's the kind of man that runs this +town, and he makes the rest of the people like it. Well, he don't run +me! God! If I'd only had some sense twenty years ago I'd have pulled out +and gone to the city and been somebody to-day." + +It pained Marley to hear Powell berate Macochee; he had never heard him +rage so violently at the town, though he was always sneering at it. To +Marley the very name of Macochee meant romance; he liked the name the +Indian village had left behind when it vanished; he liked the old +high-gabled buildings about the Square; he longed to identify himself +with Macochee, to think of it as his home. + +"But I'll tell you one thing," Powell went on, his tone suddenly +changing to one of angry resolution as he flung his feet heavily to the +bare floor and struck his desk a startling blow with his fist, "I'll +tell you one thing, I'm through working for nothing; they've got to pay +me! I'm going to squeeze the last cent out of them after this, same as +old Dudley does, same as old Bill Blair did before he went on the bench; +that's what I'm going to do. I'm getting old and I've got to quit +running a legal eleemosynary institution." + +Powell's eyes flamed, but a shadow fell in the room, and Powell and +Marley glanced at the door. + +"Well, what do you want?" said Powell. + +An old woman, bareheaded in the hurry of a crisis, was on the threshold. + +"Oh, Mr. Powell," she began in a wailing voice, "would you come quick!" + +"What for?" + +"Charlie's in ag'in." + +"Got any money?" demanded Powell, in the angry resolution of a moment +before. He clenched his fist again on the edge of his table. Marley +glanced at him in surprise, and then at the old woman. + +The woman hung her head and stammered: + +"Well, you know--I hain't just now, but by the week's end, when I get +the money for my washin'--" + +"Oh, that's all right," said Powell, getting to his feet, "that's all +right. We won't talk of that now. I beg your pardon. We'll walk down to +the calaboose and see the boy; we can talk it over with him and see +what's to be done." + +He picked up his slouch hat and clapped it on his head. + +"What's he been doing this time?" he said to the old woman as they went +out the door. + +Marley watched them as they passed the open window and disappeared. A +smile touched his lips an instant, and then he became serious and +depressed once more. + +He had had no word from Lavinia, and her going away immediately after +his scene with Judge Blair confused him. He tried to think it out, but +he could reach no conclusion save that it was all at an end. Lavinia's +sudden, unexplained departure proved that. And yet he could not, he +would not, think that she had changed; no, her father had borne her +away--that was it--forcibly and cruelly borne her away. For a long while +he sat there finding a certain satisfaction in the melancholy that came +over him, and then suddenly he was aroused by the boom of the town +clock. The heavy notes of the bell rolled across to him, and he counted +them--five. It was time to go. And Powell had not returned. It was not +surprising; Powell often went out that way and did not come back, and, +often, somehow to Marley's chagrin, men and women sat and waited long +hours in the dumb patience of the poor and then went away with their +woes still burdening them. They must have been used to woes, they +carried them so silently. + +Marley was walking moodily down Main Street, feeling that he had no part +in the bustling happiness of the people going home from their day's +work, when, lifting his head, he saw Mrs. Blair in her surrey. Instantly +she jerked the horse in toward the curb and beckoned to him. + +"Why, Glenn! I'm so glad I met you!" she said, her face rosy with its +smile. "I have something for you." + +She raised her eyebrows in a significant way and began fumbling in her +lap. Presently she leaned out of the surrey and pressed something into +his hand. + +"Just between ourselves, you know!" she said, with the delicious mystery +of a secret, and then gathering up her reins, she clucked at her lazy +horse. + +He looked after her a moment, then at the thick envelope he held in his +hand. On it was written in the long Anglican characters of a young girl, +these words: + +"For Glenn." + + + + + CHAPTER XII + + A CONDITIONAL SURRENDER + + +Judge Blair and Lavinia returned home Saturday. + +"I guess it's no use," the judge said to Mrs. Blair when she had +followed him up stairs, where he had gone to wash off the dust he had +accumulated during the six hours the train had consumed in jerking +itself from Sandusky to Macochee. + +"No, I could see how relieved she was to get home," replied Mrs. Blair, +musing idly out of the window. She was not so sure that she was pleased +with the result she had done her part to accomplish. + +"I guess you were right," the judge said. + +"I?" asked Mrs. Blair, suddenly turning round. + +"Yes--in saying that it would be best not to dignify it by too much +notice. That might only add to its seriousness." + +Mrs. Blair looked out of the window again. + +"Of course," the judge went on presently, "I wouldn't want it considered +as an engagement." + +"Of course not," Mrs. Blair acquiesced. + +"You'd better have a talk with her," he said. She saw that he was +seeking his usual retreat in such cases, and she was now determined not +to take the responsibility. Spiritually they tossed this responsibility +back and forth between them, like a shuttlecock. + +"But wouldn't that make it look as if we were taking too much notice of +it?" + +"Well," the judge said, "I don't know. Do just as you think best." + +"Didn't you talk to her about it when you were away?" Mrs. Blair asked. + +"M-m yes," the judge said slowly. + +"And what did she say?" + +"Nothing much, only--" + +"Only what?" + +"Only that she would not give him up." + +"Oh!" + +Mrs. Blair waited, and the judge dawdled at his toilet. Some compulsion +she could not resist, though she tried, distrusting her own weakness, +drove Mrs. Blair to speak first, and even then she sought to minimize +the effect of her surrender. + +"Of course, Will," she said, "I want to be guided by you in this matter. +It's really quite serious." + +"Oh, well," he said, "you're capable of managing it." + +"You said you knew his father, didn't you?" she asked after a while. + +"Slightly; why?" + +"I was just wishing that we knew more of the family. You know they have +not lived in Macochee long." + +"That's true," the judge assented, realizing all that the objection +meant. + +"And yet," Mrs. Blair reassured him, though she was trying to reassure +herself at the same time, "his father is a minister; that ought to count +for something." + +"Yes, it ought, and still you know they say that ministers' sons are +always--" + +"But," Mrs. Blair interrupted, as if he were wholly missing the point, +"ministers' families always have a standing, I think." + +They were silent, then, until Mrs. Blair began: + +"I suppose I really ought to call on Mrs. Marley." + +"Why?" + +"Well, it seems, you know--it seems to me that I ought." + +"But wouldn't that--?" + +"I considered that, and still, it might seem more so if I didn't, don't +you see?" + +The judge tried to grasp the attenuated point, and expressed his failure +in the sigh with which he stooped to fasten his shoes. Then he drew on +his alpaca coat, and just as he was leaving the room, his wife stopped +him with: + +"But, Will!" + +He halted with his hand on the door-knob. For an instant his wife looked +at him in pleasure. He was rather handsome, with his white hair combed +gravely, his ruddy face fresh from his shaving, and his stiff, white +collar about his neck. + +"What did you say?" he asked, recalling her from her reverie of him. + +"Oh!" she said; "only this--maybe he won't feel like coming around here +any more. You know you practically sent him away." + +The judge gave a little laugh. + +"I guess that will work itself out. Anyway I'll leave it to you--or to +them." + +Still smiling at his own humor, he turned the door-knob, and then +hesitated. His smile had vanished. + +"She's so young," he said with a regret. "She's so young. How old did +you say you were when we were married?" + +"Eighteen," Mrs. Blair replied. + +"And Lavinia can't be more than--" + +"Why, she's twenty," said Mrs. Blair. + +"So she is," said the judge. "So she is. But then you--" + +Mrs. Blair had come close to him, and stood picking a bit of thread from +his shoulder. + +"It was different with us, wasn't it, dear?" she said, looking up at +him. + +He kissed her. + + + + + CHAPTER XIII + + SUMMER + + +The dust lay thick in Ward Street, sifting its fine powder on the leaves +of the cottonwoods that grew at the weedy gutter. The grass in the yard +grew long, and the bushes languished in the heat. Judge Blair's beans +clambered up their poles and turned white; and Connie's sweet peas grew +lush and rank, running, as she complained, mostly to leaves. The house +seemed to have withdrawn within itself; its green shutters were closed. +In the evening dim figures could be seen on the veranda, and the drone +of voices could be heard. At eleven o'clock, the deep siren of the +Limited could be heard, as it rounded the curve a mile out of town. +After that it was still, and night lay on Macochee, soft, vast, +immeasurable. The clock in the Court House tower boomed out the heavy +hours. Sometimes the harmonies of the singing negroes were borne over +the town. + +And to Marley and Lavinia those days, and those evenings of purple +shadows and soft brilliant stars, were but the setting of a dream that +unfolded new wonders constantly. They were but a part of all life, a +part of the glowing summer itself, innocent of the thousand artificial +demands man has made on himself. Lavinia went about with a new +expression, exalted, expectant; a new dignity had come to her and a new +beauty; all at once, suddenly, as it were, character had set its noble +mark upon her, and about her slender figure there was the aureola of +romance. + +"Have you noticed Lavinia?" Mrs. Blair asked her husband. + +"No, why?" he said, in the alarm that was ever ready to spring within +him. + +"She has changed so; she has grown so beautiful!" + +One morning the judge saw a spar of light flash from her finger, and he +peered anxiously over his glasses. + +"What's that, Lavinia?" he asked, and when she stood at his knee, almost +like a little girl again in all but spirit, he took her finger. + +"A ring," she said simply. + +"What does it mean?" + +"Glenn gave it to me." + +"Glenn?" + +"Yes." + +"But I thought there was to be no engagement?" The judge looked up, as +if there had been betrayal. But Lavinia only smiled. The judge looked at +her a moment, then released her hand. + +"I wouldn't wear it where any one could see it," he said. + +The summer stretched itself long into September; and then came the still +days of fall, moving slowly by in majestic procession. With the first +cool air, a new restless energy awoke in Marley. All the summer he had +neglected his studies; but now a change was working in him as wonderful +as that which autumn was working in the world. He looked back at that +happy, self-sufficient summer, and, for an instant, he had a wild, +impotent desire to detain it, to hold it, to keep things just as they +were; but the summer was gone, the winter at hand, and he felt all at +once the impact of practical life. He faced the future, and for an +instant he recoiled. + +Lavinia was standing looking up at him. She laid her hand on his +shoulder. + +"What is it, Glenn?" + +"I was just thinking," he said, "that I have a great assurance in asking +you to marry me." + +"What do you mean?" + +"Why, dear, just this: I can't get a practice in Macochee; I might as +well look it in the face now as any time. I have known it all along, but +I've kept it from you, and I've tried to keep it from myself. There's no +place here for me; everybody says so, your father, Wade Powell, +everybody. There's no chance for a young man in the law in these small +towns. I've tried to make myself think otherwise. I've tried to make +myself believe that after I'd been admitted I could settle down here and +get a practice and we could have a little home of our own--but--" + +"Can't we?" Lavinia whispered the words, as if she were afraid utterance +would confirm the fear they imported. + +"Well--that's what they all say," Marley insisted. + +"But papa's always talking that way," Lavinia protested. "I suppose all +old men do. They forget that they were ever young, and I don't see what +right they have to destroy your faith, your confidence, or the +confidence of any young man!" Lavinia blazed out these words +indignantly. It was consoling to Marley to hear them, he liked her +passionate partizanship in his cause. He longed for her to go on, and he +waited, anxious to be reassured in spite of himself. He could see her +face dimly in the starlight, and feel her figure rigid with protest +beside him. + +"It's simply wicked in them," she said presently. "I don't care what +they say. We can and we will!" + +"I like to have you put it that way, dear," said Marley. "I like to have +you say 'we'!" + +She drew more closely to him. + +"And you think we can?" he said presently. + +"I know it." + +"And have a little home, here, in one of these quiet streets, with the +shade, and the happiness--" + +"Yes!" + +"And it wouldn't matter much if we were poor?" + +"No!" + +"Just at first, you know. I'd work hard, and we could be so happy, so +happy, just we two, together!" + +"Yes, yes," she whispered. + +"I love Macochee so," Marley said presently. "I just couldn't leave it!" + +"Don't! Don't!" she protested. "Don't even speak of it!" + + + + + CHAPTER XIV + + ONE SUNDAY MORNING + + +It was Sunday morning and Marley sat in church looking at a shaft of +soft light that fell through one of the tall windows. From gazing at the +shaft of light, he began to study the symbols in the different windows, +the cross and crown, the lamb, the triangle that represented the +Trinity, all the Roman symbols that Protestantism still retains in its +decorations. Then he counted the pipes in the organ, back and forth, +never certain that he had counted them correctly. All about him the +people were going through the service, but it had lost all meaning for +Marley, because he had been accustomed to it from childhood. + +Having been reassured by Lavinia, he felt that he should be happy, yet a +strong sense of dissatisfaction, of uncertainty, flowed persistently +under all his thoughts, belying his heart's assurance of its happiness. +When Doctor Marley, advancing to the pulpit, buttoned his coat down +before him, pushed aside the vase of flowers the ladies' committee +always put in his way, and stood with his strong, expressive hand laid +on the open Bible, Marley's thoughts fixed themselves for a moment in +the pride and love he had always had for his father. There swept before +him hundreds of scenes like this when his father had stood up to preach, +and then suddenly he realized that his father had grown old: he was +white-haired and in his rugged, smooth-shaven face deep lines were +drawn--the lines of a beautiful character. + +He remembered something his father had said to the effect that the +pulpit was the only place in which inexperienced youth was desired, +showing the insincerity of what people call their religion, and then he +remembered the ambitions he had dimly felt in his father in his earlier +days; it had been predicted that his father would be a bishop. But he +was not a bishop, and now in all probability never would be one; he was +not politician enough for that. And Marley wondered whether or not his +father could be said to have been successful; he had come to know and to +do high things, he had lived a life full of noble sacrifice and the +finest faith in humanity and in God; but was this success? He heard his +father's voice: + +"The text will be found in the third chapter of the Lamentations of +Jeremiah." + +But Marley never listened to sermons; now and then he caught a phrase, +or a period, especially when his father raised his voice, but his +thoughts were elsewhere, anywhere--not on the sermon. The men and women +sitting in front of him kept shifting constantly, and he grew tired of +slipping this way and that and craning his neck in order to see his +father. And then the constant fluttering of fans hurt his eyes, and they +wandered here and there, each person they lighted on suggesting some new +train of thought. + +Presently they fell on a girl in a white dress, and in some way she +suggested Lavinia. And instantly he felt that he should be perfectly +happy when thinking of Lavinia, but, as suddenly, came that subconscious +uncertainty, that deep-flowing discontent. He went over his last +conversation with Lavinia, in which he had found such assurance, but now +away from her he realized that he had lulled himself into a sense of +security that was all false; and the conviction that Macochee had no +place for him, at least as a lawyer, came back. He tried to put it away +from him, and think of something else. + +His eyes fell on old Selah Dudley, sitting like all pillars of the +church, at the end of his pew. Dudley's back was narrow, and rounded out +between the shoulders so that Marley wondered how he could sit +comfortably at all; his head was flat and sheer behind, and Marley could +see with what care the old banker had plastered the scant hair across +his bald poll--the only sign of vanity revealed in him, unless it were +in the brown kid gloves he wore. Marley looked at Dudley with the +feeling that he was looking at the most successful man in Macochee, and +yet he had a troubled sense of the phariseeism that is the essential +element of such success. He remembered what Wade Powell had said; +immediately he saw Dudley in a new light; the old man sat stolid, +patient and brutal, waiting for some heterodoxy, or something that could +be construed as heterodoxy, theological or economic, like a savage with +a spear waiting to pierce his prey, and glad when the moment came. + +But Marley, seeing the young girl in the white dress, again thought of +Lavinia, who would be sitting at that very moment with her father and +mother and Connie and Chad over in the Presbyterian church. How long +would it be before he could sit there beside her, as her husband? Then +with a flash it came to him that they would, in all likelihood, be +married in that very church. Instantly he saw the spectators gathered, +he saw the pulpit and the chancel-rail hidden in flowers, he saw his +father with his ritual in his hands, waiting; and then while the organ +played the wedding march, Lavinia coming down the aisle, her eyes +lowered under her veil. His heart beat faster, he felt a wave of +emotion, joyous, exciting. + +But there was much to do before that moment could come--the long days +and nights of study; the examination looming like a mountain of +difficulties, then months and years of waiting for a practice. He tried +to imagine each detail of the coming of a practice, but he could not; he +could not conceive how it was possible for a practice to come to any +one, much less to him. There were many lawyers in Macochee now, and all +of them were more or less idle. There was certainly no need of more. +Judge Blair and Wade Powell and every one had told him that, and +suddenly he felt an impatience with them all, as if they were +responsible for the conditions they described; they all conspired +against him, men and conditions, making up the elements of a harsh, +intractable fate. + +And Marley grew bitter against every one in Macochee; they all gossiped +about him, they were all determined to drive him away; well, let them; +he would go; but he would come back again some day as a great, +successful lawyer, looking down on them and their little interests, and +they would be filled with envy and respect. But what of Lavinia? + +What right had he to ask her to marry him? What right had he to place +her in the position he had? He realized it now, clearly, he told +himself, for the first time. She had given up all for him. She would go +out no more, she had foregone her parties, calls, picnics, dances, +everything; in her devotion she had estranged her friends. He had given +her parents concern, he had placed her in a false, impossible position. +He must rescue her from it. But how? By breaking the engagement? He +blushed for the thought. By going away quietly, silently, without a +word? That would only increase the difficulty of her position. By +keeping her waiting, year after year, until he could find a foothold in +the world? Even that was unfair. + +No, he could not give up Lavinia and he could not go away from Macochee, +hence it followed that he must give up the law. He must get some work to +do, and at once; something that would pay him enough to support a wife. +He began to canvass the possibilities in Macochee. He thought of all the +openings; surely there would be something; there were several thousand +persons in Macochee, and they lived somehow. He did not wish to give up +the law; not that he loved it so, but because he disliked to own himself +beaten. But it was necessary; he could suffer this defeat; he could make +this sacrifice. There was something almost noble in the attitude, and he +derived a kind of morbid consolation from the thought. + +His father was closing the Bible--sure sign that the sermon was about to +end. There was another prayer, then a hymn, and while the congregation +remained standing for the benediction, he heard his father's voice: + +"The peace of God which passeth all understanding--" + +The words had always comforted him in the sorrows he was constantly +imagining, but now they brought no peace. + +In another moment the congregation was stirring joyously, in unconscious +relief that the sitting was over. The hum of voices assumed a pleasant +social air, as friend and acquaintance turned to greet one another. The +people moved slowly down the aisle. He caught a glimpse of his father, +smiling and happy--happy that his work was done--passing his +handkerchief over his reddened brow and bending to take the hands of +those who came to speak to him and to congratulate him. Just then Selah +Dudley gave his father his hand; the sight pleased Marley; and suddenly +an idea came to him. + + + + + CHAPTER XV + + A SAINT'S ADVICE + + +On Monday morning Marley found Dudley at his post in the First National +Bank. He halted at the little low gate in the rail that ran round +Dudley's desk until Dudley looked up and saw him, and then Marley +smiled. Dudley, conceiving it to be the propitiatory smile of the +intending borrower, narrowed his eyes as he regarded him. + +"Well?" he said. + +Marley went in and sat down on the edge of the hard chair that was +placed near Dudley. + +"I wish to have a little talk with you, Mr. Dudley," he said. He waited +then for Dudley to reply, thinking perhaps he would be interested in the +son of his pastor. Dudley had turned his chair a little, and seemed to +have sunk a little lower in its brown leather cushions, worn to a hard +shine during the long years he had sat there. The lower part of him was +round and full and heavy, while his shoulders were narrow and sloping, +and his chest sunken, as if, from sitting there so many years, his +vitals had settled, giving him the figure of a half emptied bag of +grain. His legs were thin, and his trousers crept constantly up the legs +of the boots he wore; the boots were blackened as far as the ankles, +above the ankles they were wrinkled and scuffed to a dirty brown. + +Marley noted these details hurriedly, for it was the face of the man +that held him. A scant beard, made up of a few harsh, wiry hairs, partly +covered the banker's cheeks and chin; his upper lip was clean-shaven, +and his hair, scant but still black, was combed forward at the temples, +and carefully carried over from one side of his head to the other, +ineffectually trying to hide the encroaching baldness. His nose was +large; his eyes narrow under his almost barren brows and red at the +edges of the lids that lacked lashes. + +"What do you want?" said Dudley, never moving, as if to economize his +energies, as he economized his words and every other thing of value in +his narrow world. + +Marley did not know just what reply to make: this was a critical moment +to him, and he must make no mistake. + +"I came," he began, "to--to ask you for a little advice." + +Dudley, at this, settled a little more into his chair, possibly a little +more comfortably; he seemed to relax somewhat, and his eyes were not +quite so narrow as they had been. But he blinked a moment, and then +cautiously asked: + +"What about?" + +"Well, it's just this," Marley began, smiling persistently; "you see +I've begun the study of law; I had intended to be a lawyer." + +"We've got plenty o' lawyers," said Dudley. + +"That's just the conclusion I have come to, and I was thinking somewhat +of making a change. And so I thought I'd come and ask you, that is, your +advice." + +Dudley, still cautious, made no reply, and Marley almost despaired of +getting on easy terms. He began to wish he had not come; he might have +known this, he said to himself, and his smile and the confidence with +which he had come began to leave him. But he must make another effort. + +"You see, Mr. Dudley," he said, "I thought, as things are nowadays, I +would have to wait years before I could really do anything in the law, +and as I have my own way to make in the world, I thought, you know, I +might get into something else." + +"What, for instance?" asked Dudley. + +"Well, I didn't exactly know; I had hardly thought it out,--that's why I +came to you, knowing you to be a man of large affairs." + +Dudley had an instant's vision of his bank, of his stocks, and of the +many farms all over Gordon County on which he held mortgages, but he +checked his impulse; these very possessions must be guarded; people +envied him them, and while this envy in one way was among the sources of +his few joys, it nevertheless gave rise to covetousness which was +prohibited by the tenth commandment. + +"So you want my advice, eh?" he asked, looking hard at Marley. + +"Yes, sir." + +"And that's all?" he asked suspiciously. + +"Well--any suggestions," Marley said. + +Dudley still hesitated. He continued to study Marley out of his little +eyes. Presently he inquired, as if by way of getting a basis to start +on: + +"You been to college, ain't you?" + +"Yes, sir," Marley answered promptly; "I graduated in June." + +"How long was you there?" + +"Why," Marley replied in some surprise, "the full four years." + +"Four years," Dudley repeated. "How old?" + +"Twenty-two." + +"Well, that's that much time wasted. If a young man's going to get along +these times, and make anything of himself, he has to start early, learn +business ways and habits. He's got to begin at the bottom, and feel his +way up." The banker was speaking now with a reckless waste of words that +was surprising. "The main thing at first is to work; it ain't the money. +Now, when I come to Macochee, forty-seven years ago, I hadn't nothing. +But I went to work, I was up early, and I went to bed early; I worked +hard all day, I 'tended to business, and I saved my money. That's it, +young man, that's the only way--up early, work hard, and save your +money." Dudley leaned back in his chair to let Marley contemplate him. + +"But what did you work at? At first, I mean." + +"Why," said Dudley, as if in surprise, "at anything I could get. I wan't +proud; I wan't 'fraid o' work." + +Marley leaned forward with his elbows on his knees and began twirling +his hat in his hands. Then, thinking the attitude lacking in respect, he +sat up again. + +"Then, I was careful of my habits," Dudley went on. "I never touched a +bit o' tobacco, nor tasted a drop o' liquor in my life." + +He paused, and then: + +"Do you use tobacco?" he asked. + +"Sometimes," Marley hesitated to confess. + +"Cigarettes?" + +"Now and then." + +"Humph! Learned that at college, I suppose." Marley made no reply. + +"Well, you've started wrong, young man. That wan't the way I made +myself. I never touched a drop of liquor nor tasted tobacco. I worked +hard and God prospered me--yes, God prospered me." + +Dudley's voice sank piously. + +"Now, I'll tell you." He seemed to be about to impart the secret of it +all. "When I was your age, I embraced religion, and I promised God that +if he'd prosper me I'd give a tenth of all I made to the church; a +tenth, yes, sir, a full tenth." The banker paused again as if making a +calculation, and a trouble gathered for an instant at his hairless +brows, but, as if by an effort, he smoothed them so that they became +meek and submissive. And then he went on, as if he had found a species +of relief: + +"But it was the best bargain I ever made. It paid; yes, it paid; I kep' +my word, and the Lord kep' His; He prospered me." + +He had folded his hands, and sat blinking at Marley. + +"So my advice to you, young man, is to give up tobacco and all your +other bad habits, to be up early in the morning, to work hard, and +remember God in all your ways, and He shall direct thy paths." + +Dudley stirred, and moved his swivel chair a little, as if it were time +to resume work. But Marley sat there. + +"That's my advice to you, young man," Dudley repeated, "and it won't +cost you a cent." He said this generously, at the same time implying a +hint of dismissal. Still Marley did not move, and Dudley eyed him in +some concern. Marley saw the look and forced a smile. + +"I thank you, Mr. Dudley," he said, "for your advice. I am sure it is +good. I was wondering, though," he went on, with a reluctance that he +knew impaired the effect of his words, "if you wouldn't have something +here in your bank for me--" + +At this Dudley suddenly seemed to shrink in size. His eyes became small, +mere inflamed slits beneath his hairless brows, and he said: + +"I thought you said you wanted advice?" + +"Well, I did," Marley explained, "but I thought maybe--" + +He did not finish the sentence. He rose and stood, still twirling his +hat in his hand. "And you have nothing, you know of nothing?" + +Dudley slowly shook his head from side to side, once or twice, having +resumed his economical habits. + +"Good morning," Marley said, and left. + +As he went out, the cashier and the assistant cashier looked at him +through the green wire screen. Then they lifted their heads from their +tasks cautiously and exchanged surreptitious glances. + + + + + CHAPTER XVI + + LOVE AND A LIVING + + +Marley was not surprised by the result of his visit to Selah Dudley. He +made an effort to convince himself that there was truth in what Dudley +had said to him, even if he could not remember exactly what it was that +Dudley had said. He tried to put down the instinctive feeling of dislike +he had for the old banker; he told himself that such a feeling was +unworthy of him, if not unworthy of Dudley, and in thinking the matter +over he tried to clear himself of all suspicion of envy or jealousy of +Dudley's success. The whole town considered Dudley its leading man, and +Marley tried so to consider him; and he tried to consider him in this +light because he was a good man and not because he was a rich man, just +as the town pretended to do. He wanted to talk about Dudley with some +one, but he did not want to talk about him with Lavinia, because he felt +a shame in his failure with Dudley that he feared Lavinia might share. +He did talk with his father about him, but his father did not seem to be +interested; he smiled his tolerant smile, but made no comment. And when +Marley pressed him for an opinion of Dudley his father said: + +"They make broad their phylacteries." + +And that was all. + +However, Marley found Wade Powell willing to talk of Selah Dudley, as he +was willing to talk of almost anything. Marley did not tell Powell that +he had been to Dudley to ask for a position; he merely let it be +understood that he had met the old man in the course of the day and +talked with him casually. + +"By the way," he asked, as if the thought had just come to him, "how did +Selah Dudley make his money?" + +"He didn't make it," Powell answered. + +"He didn't? Did he inherit it?" + +"No." + +"Then how did he get it?" + +"He gathered it." + +"Gathered it? I don't know what you mean." + +Powell laughed. + +"You don't? Well, there's a difference." + +"He wasn't in the army, was he?" + +"In the army! Great God!" Powell threw into his voice the contempt he +could not find the word to express. "You think he'd risk his hide in the +army? Well, I should say not! Though he would have been perfectly +safe--" Powell said it as a parenthetical afterthought--"no bullet could +ever have pierced his hide, and he had no blood to shed." + +Powell bit the end from his cigar and spat out the damp little pieces of +tobacco viciously. + +"No, I'll tell you, Glenn," he said, "he stayed at home and got his +start, as he calls it, by skinning the poor. Widows were his big game +and he gathered a little pile that has been growing ever since. To-day +he owns Gordon County." + +"He seems to be a prominent man in the church," ventured Marley. + +"He'll be a prominent man in hell," said Powell, angrily. And then he +added thoughtfully: "My one regret in going there myself is that I'll +have to see him every day." + +The most curious effect of Marley's visit to Dudley, however, was one he +did not observe himself. Having been defeated in his plan to secure a +place in the bank, he felt at first, with a certain consolation, that he +still had the law to fall back on, and he returned to his studies. But +he made little headway; once having decided to give up the law, the +decision remained, and his mind was constantly occupied with schemes for +securing a foothold in some other occupation. He considered, one after +another, every possibility in Macochee, and as fast as he thought of +some opening, he went for it, but invariably to find it either no +opening at all, or else, if it were an opening, one that closed at his +approach. Gradually he gave up his studies altogether, and sat idle, his +book before him; but one day Powell said to him: + +"Say, Glenn, you're not getting along very fast, are you?" + +Marley started, and flushed with a sense of guilt. + +"Well, no," he admitted. + +"What's the matter, in love?" + +Marley blushed, from another cause this time, though the guilt remained +in his face. But Powell instantly was gentle. + +"I beg your pardon," he said, "I was just joking, of course; I didn't +mean to be inquisitive. You mustn't mind my boorishness." + +Marley looked at him gratefully and Powell, to whom any show of +affection was confusing, turned away self-consciously. But Marley +whirled his chair around toward Powell. + +"I am in love," he said. "I've wanted to tell you, but I--you know who +she is." + +"Lavinia Blair?" + +"Yes. And that's what's troubling me," Marley went on. "I want to get +married, and I can't. I can't," he repeated, "the law's too slow; I've +realized it for a long while, but I tried to keep the fact away, I tried +not to see it. But now I have to face it. Why," he said, rising to his +feet, "it'll take a thousand years to get a practice in this town, and +I'm not even admitted yet." + +He walked to and fro, his brows pinched together, his lower lip thrust +out, his teeth nipping his upper one. Powell glanced at him, but said +nothing. He knew human nature, this lawyer, and the fact made every one +in the county tremble at the thought of his cross-examinations; +sometimes he carried too far his love of laying souls bare, and as often +hurt as helped his cause. He never had been able to turn his knowledge +to much practical account; in a city he would have had numerous +retainers as a trial lawyer, though few as a counselor. In Macochee he +was out of place, and he chafed under a semi-consciousness of the fact. +He waited, knowing that Marley would burst forth again. + +"I'll have to get a job," Marley said at that moment, bitterly, "and go +to work; that's all." And then he laughed harshly. "Humph, get a +job--that's the biggest job of all. What can I get here in Macochee, I'd +like to know?" + +He halted and turned suddenly, fiercely, almost menacingly on Powell, as +if he were the cause of his predicament. + +"I've told you already it's no place for you," said Powell, quietly. + +"But where'll I go?" Marley held out his hands with a gesture that was +pleading, pathetic. Thus he waited for Powell's reply. + +Powell smoked thoughtfully for a moment and then began: + +"When I was going to the law school in Cincinnati, there was a young +fellow in my class--a great friend of mine. He was poor, and I was +poor--God! how poor we were!" Powell paused in this retrospect of +poverty. "That was why we were such friends,--our poverty gave us a +common interest. This fellow came from up in Hardin County; he was tall, +lean and gawky, the worst jay you ever saw. When we had graduated, I +supposed he would go home, maybe to Kenton--that was his county-seat. +When we were bidding each other good-by--I'll never forget the day, it +was June, hot as hell; and we had left the old law school in Walnut +Street and were standing there by the Tyler-Davidson fountain in Fifth +Street. I said, 'Well, we'll see each other once in a while; we won't be +far apart.' He looked at me and said, 'I don't know about that.' 'Why?' +I asked. 'Well,' he said, 'I'm going to Chicago.' I looked at him in +surprise. He was out at the elbows then, and had hardly enough money to +get home on. Then the ridiculousness of it struck me, and I laughed. +'Why, you'll starve to death there!' I said. He only smiled." Powell +paused, to whet Marley's appetite, perhaps, for the foregone dénouement. + +"That jay," Powell said, when he had allowed sufficient time to elapse, +"that jay I laughed at is Judge Johnson, of the United States Circuit +Court." + +The story saddened Marley. With his faculty of conceiving a whole drama +at once, he caught in an instant the trials Judge Johnson had gone +through before he won to his station of ease and honor; he saw the +privations, the sacrifices, the hardships, the endless strivings, +plottings, schemings; it wearied and depressed him; his frightened mind +hung back, clung to the real, the present, the known, found a relief in +picturing the seeming security of a man like Wade Powell, in a town +where he knew everybody and was known by everybody. He shrank from +hearing more of the judge; he wished to stay with his thought in +Macochee. + +"How _do_ young men get a start in places like Macochee?" he asked, and +then he added in despairing argument: "They _do_ stay, they _do_ get +along somehow, they make livings, and raise families; the town grows and +does business, the population increases, it doesn't die off." + +"Well," said Wade Powell, approaching the problem with the generalities +its mystery demanded, "some of them marry rich women, but that industry +is about played out now; the fortunes are divided up; some of them, most +of them, are content to eke out small livings, clerking in stores and +that kind of thing; about the only ones that get ahead any are traders; +they barter around, first in one business, then in another; they run a +grocery, then sell it out and buy a livery-stable; then they dabble in +real estate a while; finally they skin some one out of a farm and then +they go on skinning, a little at a time; by the time they're old, people +forget their beginnings and they become respectable; then they join the +church, like Selah Dudley." + +Powell stopped a moment, then he began again. + +"The lawyers get along God knows how; the doctors, well, they never +starve, for people will get sick, or think they're sick, which is better +yet; then there are a few preachers who are supported in a poor way by +their congregations. When a man fails, he goes into the insurance +business." + +Powell smoked contemplatively for a few moments. + +"Sometimes," he resumed presently, "I feel as if I were tottering on the +verge of the insurance business myself." + +Marley looked at Powell, who had relapsed into silence, his head +lowered, his eyes fixed in the distance, and there was something +pathetic in the figure, or would have been, but for the humor that saved +every situation for Powell. There was, however, something appealing, and +something to inspire affection, too. Marley's gaze recalled Powell, and +he glanced up with a smile. + +"I reckon you've gathered from my remarks," said Powell, "that I +consider success chiefly from a monetary standpoint, but I don't. The +main business of life is living, and the trouble with the world is that +it is too busy getting ready to live to find the time for life; it has +tied itself up with a thousand chains of its own forging and it has had +to postpone living from time to time until most people have put the +beginning of life at the gateway of death; meanwhile they're busy +gathering things, like magpies, and those that gather the most are +considered the best; they have come to think that people are divided +into two classes, good and bad; the good are those who own, the bad +those who don't, and the good think their business is to put down the +bad. Now, here in Gordon County, we have about everything a man needs; +the spring comes and the summer, and the autumn and the winter; the rain +falls and the winds blow and the sun shines, and I've noticed that +Lighttown gets about as much rain as Main Street, and Gooseville about +as much wind as Scioto Street; the sun seems to shine pretty much alike +on the niggers loafing in Market Space and on old Selah Dudley and Judge +Blair, bowing like Christians to each other in the Square. The trees are +the same color wherever they grow, and I don't see any reason why people +shouldn't be happy if they'd only let one another be happy. Now, I would +have lived, but I didn't have time. I thought when I began that I'd have +to do as the rest were doing, get hold of things, and I saw that if I +did, I'd have to get my share away from them; well, I made a failure of +that, being too soft inside someway; that was all right too, but +meanwhile I was wasting time, and putting off living--now it's too +late." + +Marley looked at him in perplexity, not knowing how to take him. + +"I know," he said presently. "But what am I going to do? I can live all +right, but I have to do better than that; I want to get married." + +"Married," mused Powell, "married! Well, I got married." + +Marley was interested. He had never heard Powell speak of his wife, and +he feared what he was about to say; for that instant Powell's standing +in his estimation trembled. + +"And that was the only sensible thing I ever did." + +Marley felt a great relief. + +"But I don't know that I did right by Mary; I didn't do her any good, I +reckon; still, she's borne up somehow; I wish I had a sky full of +sunlight to pour over her." + +Powell walked to his window, and looked across into the Court-House yard +where the leaves were falling slowly from the Maple-trees. Marley hoped +that he would go on, and say more of his wife, but he was silent. +Presently he turned about. + +"Well, Glenn," he said; "I see you're stuck on staying in Macochee, and +I don't blame you; and you want to get married, and that's all right. +Maybe I can help you do it." + +"How?" said Marley, eagerly. + +"I've got a scheme." + +"What is it?" + +"Well, maybe it'll work, maybe it won't. I'd better wait till I see +whether it will or not before I tell you." + +He stood and smiled at Marley a moment, and then said: "You wait here." + +And he turned and left the office. Marley watched Powell's fine figure +as he walked across the street toward the Court House, a great love of +the man surging within him. He felt secure and safe; a new warmth spread +through him. At the door of the Court House Marley saw him stop and +shake hands with Garver, the sheriff. The two talked a moment, then +turned and went down toward the big iron gate in Main Street, and +disappeared. Marley waited until noon and then he went home to his +dinner. He returned, but Powell did not come back to the office all the +afternoon. + + + + + CHAPTER XVII + + THE COUNTY FAIR + + +Marley did not see Wade Powell again for four days; a Sunday intervened, +and Powell did not come back to the office until Monday morning. He came +in with a solemn air upon him, and a new dignity that made impressive +the seriousness with which he set to work at the pile of papers on his +desk, as if he were beginning a new week with new resolutions. He was +freshly shaved, and his hair had been cut; it was shorter at the sides +and, against his rough sunburnt neck, showed an edge of clean white +skin. His newly cropped hair gave him a strange, brisk appearance; his +black clothes were brushed, his linen fresh. + +He spoke to Marley but a few times and then from the distant altitude of +his new dignity. Once he sent Marley on an errand to Snider's drug store +to buy a large blank book; he said he was going to keep an office docket +after that. He worked on his new docket half the morning, then he +carried the docket and the bundle of papers over to Marley's table, +flung them down and asked Marley if he would not continue the work for +him. He explained the system he had devised for keeping a record of his +cases; it was intricate and complete, but in many of his cases the +numbers and in some instances the names of opposing parties were +missing; Powell told Marley to go over to the Court House and get the +missing data from the clerk. + +"I've got to go out for a while," Powell explained. Then he hurried +away; he seemed to be glad to escape from the office and the drudgery of +the task he had set for himself. + +Powell's absence weighed on Marley; he was lonesome in the deserted +office, and found himself wondering just where Powell was at each +moment; he pictured him with his companions, Colonel Devlin, Marshall +Scarff, Sheriff Garver, old man Brockton and Doc Hall; lately it had +been rumored that George Halliday had been admitted to the merry group, +and that they played poker nightly in a room in the Coleman Block. Then +Marley would picture to himself Wade Powell's wife; he had never seen +her, but he had an idea of her appearance, formed from no description of +her, but created out of his own fancy. He pictured her as a graceful +little woman, with a certain droop to her figure; but try as he would, +he could not see her face; it was a blur to him, yet it gave somehow a +certain expression of sweetness and patience; sometimes, by an effort, +he could see her brow, and the hair above it; the hair was dark, and +parted in the middle with some gray in its rather heavy mass. + +Marley could never discuss Wade Powell with any kind of satisfaction +with Lavinia. When he spoke of him, she would smile and affect an +interest, but he could detect the affectation, and he could detect, +also, a certain distance in her attitude toward Wade Powell or the +thought of him, which he ascribed to the influence of Judge Blair's +dislike. Marley saw that Lavinia never would accept Wade Powell, and he +had ceased to mention him except in a casual manner. For some like +reason he had ceased to mention Wade Powell at home; he found that he +had many views which he could not share with those nearest him, and his +inner life at that time was somewhat lonely and aloof. + +He had not told Lavinia of Wade Powell's offer of assistance, nor had he +spoken of it at home. In those four days he had thought much of it and +built countless hopes upon it; he had thought of all the possibilities, +and taken a fine delight in examining each one, working it out to its +logical end in its effect upon Lavinia and him and upon their fortunes. +He was disappointed when Wade Powell failed to refer to the subject +again; he would have liked to discuss the disappointment with Lavinia; +usually, out of her youthful optimism and faith in the life of which she +was so innocent, she could reassure him; but of late he had had so many +disappointments and had drawn so heavily on Lavinia's resources of +comfort and hope that he had grown wary, almost superstitiously wary, of +making any further drafts. + +When Monday came and Powell did not renew the subject, nor even say what +his scheme had been, Marley concluded that Powell had forgotten all +about it, and so he relinquished the hope with a sigh, and tried to +forget it himself. He took up his studies once more; but he made poor +headway; he saw with chagrin that he had not read ten pages of law in as +many days, and what he had read he could not remember. When he tried to +review it, the words had no meaning for him, nor could he wrest any from +them, even though he ground his elbows in the table with the book +between them and dug his fists into his hair. + +That was the week of the Gordon County fair. For a month every fence +along the white pikes in the country had borne the bills, flaming from +afar in red ink the date, "Oct. 15-31." There were, too, lithographs +everywhere--on boards at the monument, at the Court House, on the town +hall, on the covered bridge over Mad River--lithographs picturing the +exciting finish of a trotting race, and a sedate concourse of fat +cattle. The fair opened Monday, but it was understood that that day +would be devoted to preparing and arranging the exhibits; the fair would +not begin in earnest until Tuesday; the big day would be Thursday. + +Marley was glad that fair week had come, for the chance of novelty which +it offered, and, too, for the excuse it gave him; he would not study +that week, but in the general festivity try to forget the problem that +so oppressed him. He would have liked to go to the fair every day, but +he could not, for the expense, insignificant as it seemed to be to every +one else in the county, was not insignificant to him. He went, however, +on Wednesday with his father, who, with the love of horses he had +inherited from the saddle-bag days of Methodism, recklessly attended the +races. Marley thought that this visit would be his last, but on Thursday +morning he met Lawrence in the Square. + +"Just the man I'm looking for!" said Lawrence. + +He was brisk, alert, important, and had an official air which was +explained when Marley observed, on the lapel of his coat, the badge of +blue ribbon that proclaimed an officer of the fair. + +"I have charge of the tickets this year," he said. "Want to go? I'll +pass you in." + +Marley was glad enough to accept. + +"I'll have to go around to the office and tell Powell," he said. "I was +away all day yesterday." + +"Oh, nonsense," replied Lawrence, "that won't make any difference; he's +been full for two days. This is his big time." + +Marley had a pang as he saw with what small seriousness Lawrence +regarded his relation to the law; it reflected, doubtless, the common +attitude of the community toward him and his efforts. + +"I've got to hurry," Lawrence went on; "I've got a rig waiting here; you +can ride out with me." + +It was one of the incomparable afternoons that autumn brings to Ohio; +the retreating sun was flashing in the high, blue sky; the air was fresh +and Marley felt it full of energy and hope. Lawrence drove rapidly +through the throng of hurrying vehicles that crowded the road to the +fair-grounds, stirring up a cloud of dust that covered everything with +its white powder. + +Lawrence left him at the gate, being too full of business to engage in +the weary search for pleasure, and Marley set out alone across the +scorched and trampled turf for the grand stand, black with people for +the races. He could hear the nervous clamor of the bell in the judges' +stand, the notes of the hand-organ at the squeaking merry-go-round, the +incessant thumping of the bass drum that made its barbaric music for the +side-show, and the cries of venders, dominating all the voices of the +thousands bent in their silly way on pleasure. Once, calling him back to +the real, to the peace of the commonplace, he heard the distant tones of +the town clock in the tower that stood, a mile away, above the autumnal +trees. + +He pressed into the space between the grand stand and the whitewashed +fence that surrounded the track; through the palings he could see the +stoop-shouldered drivers, bent over the heavily breathing trotters they +jogged to and fro; above him, in the grand stand, he could distinguish +cries and laughs, now and then complete excited sentences, sometimes +voices he knew. All around him the farmers, clumsy in their ready-made +clothes and bearing their buggy whips as some insignia of office, +solemnly watched the races and talked of horses. + +The sense of kinship with the crowd that had unerringly drawn Marley +left him the moment he was in the crowd, and a loneliness replaced the +sense of kinship. He looked about for some one he knew. He began, here +and there, to recognize faces, just as he had recognized voices in the +din above him; he began to analyze and to classify the crowd, and he +laughed somewhat cynically when he saw numbers of politicians going +about among the farmers, shaking their hands, greeting them effusively, +calling them by their Christian names. Then suddenly he saw Wade Powell. +The crowd at the point where Powell stood, nucleated with him as its +center; by the way the men were laughing, and by the way Powell was +trying not to laugh, Marley knew that he had been telling them one of +his stories, and from the self-conscious, guilty expressions on certain +of the faces, Marley knew that the story was probably one that should +not have been told. Several countrymen hung on the edge of the group, +not identifying themselves with it, yet anxious to have a look at Wade +Powell, who enjoyed the fame of the county's best criminal lawyer. + +When Powell saw Marley he called to him, and when Marley drew near, he +introduced him, somehow mysteriously, almost surreptitiously, to the man +at his elbow. Powell's face was very red, and his eyes were brilliant. +The mystery he put into his introduction was but a part of his manner. + +"This is Mr. Carman, of Pleasant Grove Township, Glenn," he said, +bending over, as if no one should hear the name; and then he added, in a +husky whisper: "He's our candidate for county clerk, you know." + +Marley saw something strange, forbidding, in Carman's face, but he could +not tell what it was. It was a red, sunburnt face, closely shaven, with +a short mustache burned by the sun; the smile it wore seemed to be fixed +and impersonal. Plainly the man had spent his days out of doors, though, +it seemed, not healthfully, for his skin was dry and hardened, and his +neck thin and wrinkled; he seemed to have known the hard work and the +poor nourishment of a farm. Marley wondered what was the matter with +Carman's face. But Powell was drawing them aside. + +"Come over here," he was saying, "where we can be alone." + +He led them to a corner of the little yard; no one was near; they were +quite out of the crowd which was pressing to the whitewashed picket +fence, attracted by the excitement of the race for which the horses were +just then scoring. + +"Now, Jake," Powell began, speaking to Carman, "this is the young man I +was talking to you about." + +Carman, still smiling his dry meaningless smile, turned his face half +away. + +"I reckon," Powell went on, "that I might be able to do you some good, +if I took off my coat." Powell spoke with a pride in his own influence; +Marley had never known him to come so near to boasting before. + +Carman was looking away; and Powell, his own eyes narrowed, was watching +him closely. Once he winked at Marley, and Marley was mystified; he did +not know what play was going on here; he looked from Carman to Powell, +and back to Carman again. There was some strange fascination about +Carman; Marley felt a slight relief when he discovered that there was +something peculiar about Carman's eyes. + +"I haven't said anything to Marley about the matter, Jake," Powell said. +"Maybe I'd better tell him. Hell! He might not want it--I don't know." + +Carman turned suddenly; his face had been in the shadow; now it came +into the sunlight, and Marley saw that while the pupil of Carman's right +eye contracted suddenly, the pupil of his left eye remained fixed; it +was larger than the pupil of the right eye, which had shrunk to a +pin-point in the sharp light of the sun. Marley looked closely, the left +eye seemed to be swimming in liquid; it almost hurt Marley's eyes to +look at it. + +"I've been telling Carman, Glenn," Powell was explaining, "that if he is +elected--and gets into the Court House--" + +Marley looked at Powell expectantly. + +"I want him," Powell went on, "to make you his deputy." + +Marley saw it all in a flash; this was what Powell had meant that day a +fortnight ago; he felt his great affection for Powell glow and warm; +Lavinia would appreciate Powell after this. It meant salary, position, a +place in which he might complete his law studies at his leisure; it +meant a living, a home, marriage, Lavinia! He looked all his gratitude +at Powell, who smiled appreciatively. + +Carman had turned his face away again, he was still smiling, and +plucking now at his chin; Marley waited, and Powell finally grew +impatient. + +"Well, Jake, what do you say?" + +Carman waited a moment longer, then slowly turned about. Marley watched +him narrowly, he saw the pupil of his right eye contract, the pupil of +the watery left eye remained fixed; then, for the first time, Carman +looked steadily at Marley and for the first time he spoke. + +"Well," he said, and he stopped to spit out his tobacco, "you know I'm +always ready to do a friend a good turn." + +Powell looked Carman over carefully a moment, and then he said, + +"All right, Jake." + +Just then there was a rush of hoofs, a shock of excitement, and they +heard a loud yell: + +"Go!" + +And they rushed to the fence of the whitewashed palings. + + + + + CHAPTER XVIII + + THE ROAD TO MINGO + + +Lavinia sat rocking quietly back and forth, and stitched away with her +colored silks on her tambourine frames, while Marley told her of the +fortune Wade Powell had brought them. He told the story briefly, and he +tried to tell it simply; he did not comment on Powell's kindness or +generosity, but let his deeds speak for themselves in Powell's behalf. +When he had done, Marley waited for Lavinia's comment, but she rocked on +a moment and then held her tambourine frames at arm's length to study +the sweet pea she was making. When she had done so, she dropped her +sewing suddenly into her lap, and looking up, said: + +"He thinks everything of you, doesn't he?" + +"I believe he likes me," Marley said, as modestly as he could put it. + +"Who could help it?" + +Lavinia looked at Marley, and he leaned over, and took her hands. + +"I am glad you can't, sweetheart," he said. + +"Do you know," she went on, "I think it is because you have been kind +and good to him--just as you are kind and good to every one. His life is +lonely; he is an outcast, almost; no one cares for him, and he +appreciates your goodness." + +Pity was the utmost feeling she could produce for Wade Powell out of her +kindly heart. But Marley, though he could accept her homage to the full +without embarrassment, could not acquiesce to this length, and he +laughed at her. + +"Nonsense, Lavinia," he said. "You have the thing all topsy-turvy. It is +Wade Powell who has been kind to me; it is he and not I who is good to +every one. He has a heart brimful of the milk of human kindness. You +have no idea, and no one has, of the good he does in a thousand little +ways. He tries to hide it all; he acts as if he were ashamed of it, but +there are hundreds of people in Macochee who worship him, and would be +ready to die for him, if it would help him any. Don't think he has no +friends! He has them by the score--of course, they are all poor; I +reckon that's why they are generally unknown." + +"But isn't he cruel?" + +Marley's eyes widened in astonishment. + +"I mean," Lavinia said correctively, "isn't he kind of sarcastic?" + +"Well," Marley admitted, "he is that at times. I think he tries to hide +his better qualities; I think he tries to cloak his finer nature with a +rough garb. Perhaps it is because he is really so sensitive. But he is, +to my mind, a truly great man. He is a sort of tribune of the people." + +"But, Glenn, what about his drinking?" + +"Well, that's the trouble," Marley said, shaking his head. "If he had +let liquor alone he'd have been away up." + +Lavinia was silent a moment, her brow was knit in little wrinkles. + +"Glenn," she said presently, "I have been thinking." + +"Well?" + +"That with your influence you might reform him--out of his liking for +you, don't you know?" + +She raised her blue eyes. He laughed outright, and then took her face +between his two hands. + +"You dear little thing!" he said, with the patronage of a lover. + +Lavinia regained her dignity. + +"But couldn't you?" she demanded. + +"Why, dear heart," Marley said, "he would think it presumption. I +wouldn't dare." + +Lavinia shook her head in the hopelessness of the reformer, and took up +her tambourine frames again with a sigh. + +"It's a pity," she said, relinquishing the subject with the hope, "it's +such a pity." + +"But you haven't told me what you think of the scheme." + +"You know, dear, that whatever you think best I think best." + +Marley was disappointed. + +"You don't seem to be very enthusiastic over the prospect," he +complained. "I thought you'd be glad as I to know that I can at last +make a place for myself in the world--and a home and a living for you." + +Lavinia looked up. + +"I never had any doubt of that, Glenn," she said simply. + +He saw the trust and confidence she had in him, a trust and a confidence +he had never felt himself, and had never before been wholly aware of in +her. He saw that she had never shared those fears which had so long +oppressed him, and into his love there came a devout thankfulness. He +felt strong, hopeful, confident, victorious. He had a sudden fancy that +it would be like this when they were married; he would sit at his own +hearth, with a fire crackling merrily, and the rain and wind beating +outside--for the first time he could indulge such a fancy; it allowed +him, now that his future was assured, to come up to it and to take hold +of it; it became a reality. + +The judge was not at home that night. Now and then Marley could hear +Mrs. Blair speak a word to Connie and Chad, over their lessons in the +sitting-room; school had commenced, and Connie having that year entered +the High School had taken on a new dignity, in consequence of which she +was treating Chad with a divine patience that brought its own peace into +the Blair household. + +They talked for a long time of their plans. Marley would take his new +place in December when the new county clerk went into office, and he +told Lavinia all the advantages of the position. It would extend his +acquaintance, it would give him a familiarity with court proceedings +that otherwise he could not have acquired in years. He meant to study +hard, and be admitted to the bar. They could have a little cottage and +live simply and economically; he would save part of his salary, and when +he hung out his shingle he would have enough money laid by to support +them, modestly, until he could establish himself in a practice. He laid +it all before her plainly, convincingly. He was charmed with the +practicability of the plan, with its conservatism, its common sense. +They might as well be married. + +"Can't we?" he asked. He trembled as he asked; his happiness had never +come so close before. + +Lavinia dropped her embroidery frames into her lap and looked up at him. +The question in her eyes was almost born of fear. + +"Right away?" exclaimed Lavinia. + +"Well, almost right away," Marley answered. "Sometime this winter, +anyway." + +"This winter! So soon?" + +"So soon!" Marley repeated her words, almost in mockery. + +"But we mustn't be married in the winter," she said, "we've always +planned to be married in June--our month, you know." + +"What's the use of waiting?" + +"But papa and mama--" + +This quick rushing to the parental cover, this clinging to the habit of +years struck a jealousy through Marley's heart. His face fell and he +looked hurt. + +"Can't we, dear?" he pleaded. + +Lavinia looked at him, and she said shyly: + +"If you say so, Glenn." + +They were solemn in their joy and made their plans in detail. They would +be married quietly, Lavinia said, and at home. Doctor Marley would +perform the ceremony, and Marley was touched by this recognition of his +father. + +The fall worked a new energy in Marley, and, with the assurance that his +labors were now soon to bear fruit, he found that he could study better +than ever before. He worked faithfully over his books every morning, and +he worked so hard that he felt himself entitled to a portion of each +afternoon. He would leave the office at four o'clock. Lavinia would be +waiting for him, and they would try to get out of sight before Connie +returned from school. She might be expected any moment to come slowly +down Ward Street entwined with one of her school-girl friends. They did +not like, somehow, to meet Connie. The smile she gave them was apt to be +disconcerting. They met smiles in the faces of others they encountered +in their walks, but they were of a quality more kindly than Connie's +smile. + +They had walked one afternoon to the edge of town where Ward Street +climbed a hill and became the road to Mingo. At their feet lay the +little fields, in the distance they could see a man plowing with two +white horses; off to the right lay the water-works pond, gleaming in the +afternoon sun. + +"What are you thinking of?" Marley said. + +"I was thinking that it would be nice to live in the country." + +"I was thinking that very thing myself!" exclaimed Marley. Their eyes +met, and they thrilled over this unity in their thoughts. It was +marvelous to them, mysterious, prophetic. + +"Some day I could buy a farm," Marley said; "out that way." + +"Yes," Lavinia replied, "away off there, beyond those low trees. Do you +see?" + +She pointed, but Marley did not look in the direction of the trees; he +looked at her finger. It was so small, so round, so white. He bent +forward, and kissed the finger. + +"Oh, but you must look where I'm pointing," said Lavinia. + +They drew closely together. Marley took Lavinia's hand and they stood +long in silence. + +"We could have a country home there," Marley said after a while, "with a +hedge about it and stables and horses and dogs. It would be close to +town; I could go in in the morning and out again in the afternoon." + +"And I could drive you in, and then come for you in the afternoon--when +court adjourned." + +"Oh, I would have a man to drive me," said Marley. + +"But couldn't I ride in beside you?" + +"Yes; you could sit beside me, on the back seat; we'd have an open +carriage." + +"A victoria!" exclaimed Lavinia. "It would be the only one in Macochee!" + +"Is that what they call them?" + +"Victorias?" + +"Yes." + +"You know, with a low seat behind and a high seat for the driver. You +have a green cushion for your feet. You would look so handsome in one, +Glenn. You would sit very erect and proud, with your hands on a cane. +You would have white hair then." + +"We would be old?" he asked in some dismay. + +"No, no," said Lavinia, trying to reconcile her dreams, "not old +exactly. But I dote on white hair. It's so distinguished for a lawyer +with a country home. Of course we'll have to get old sometime." + +"We'll grow old together, dear." + +"Yes," she whispered, "and think of the long years of happiness!" + +They stood and gazed, looking down the long vista of years that +stretched before them as smooth and peaceful as the white road to Mingo. + +A subtile change was passing over the face of the road; shadows were +stealing toward it, and it was growing gray. The trees that still were +green were darkening to a deeper green, but the colors of those that had +changed flamed all the brighter. The sun shone more golden on the shocks +of corn, the sky was glowing pink in the west, the water-works pond was +glistening as the sun's shafts struck it more obliquely. A fine powder +hung in the peaceful air. + +"How beautiful the fall is!" said Lavinia. + +"Yes, I love it," said Marley. "But do you know, dear, that I never +liked it before? It always seemed sad to me. But you have taught me to +love many things. You don't know all that you have done for me!" + +She stood in her blue dress, with her hands folded before her. Marley +looked at her hands, and at her white throat, and at her hair, its brown +turned to a golden hue by the clear light; then he looked into her eyes. +A sudden emotion, almost religious in its ecstasy, came over him. He +bent forward. + +"Oh!" he exclaimed. "Do you know how beautiful you are! I worship you!" + +"Don't, Glenn," she said, "don't say that!" The reflection of a +superstitious fear lay in her eyes. + +"Why?" he said defiantly. "It's all true. You are my religion." + +"You frighten me," she said. + +Marley laughed. + +"Why!" he exclaimed, "there's nothing to fear. Isn't our future assured +now?" + + + + + CHAPTER XIX + + WAKING + + +Carman was inducted into office the first Monday in December, quietly, +as the _Republican_ said, as though it reflected credit on the new +county clerk as a man who modestly avoided the demonstration that might +have been expected under such circumstances. Marley, in the hope of +seeing his own name, eagerly ran his eyes down the few lines that were +devoted to the occurrence, but his name was not there, the +_Republican's_ reporter, as he felt, being a man who lacked a sense of +the relative importance of events. + +Marley had taken no part in the campaign, though Wade Powell wished him +to, and suggested every now and then that he speak at some of the +meetings that were being held in the country schoolhouses. Powell said +it would be good practice for him in a profession where so much talking +has to be done, and he found other reasons why Marley should do this, as +that it would extend his acquaintance, and give him a standing with the +party; but, though Marley was always promising, he was always +postponing; the thought of standing up and speaking to the vast +audiences his imagination was able to crowd into a little school-room +filled him with fear, and he never could bring himself to consent to any +definite time. Besides this, he could not find an evening he was willing +to spend away from Lavinia. + +When election was over, he expected that he would hear from Carman, but +he had no word from him. Several times he was on the point of mentioning +the subject to Wade Powell, but somehow, with a reticence for which he +reproached himself, he could not bring himself to do it. He watched the +papers closely, but he found it quite as hard to find in them any +information about Carman as on any other subject, except, possibly, the +banal personalities of the town as they related themselves to the coming +and going of the trains. + +But at last, on the day it had occurred to the reporter to chronicle the +fact that Carman had been inducted into office, the little item struck +Marley sadly; he felt a sense of detachment from Carman; he could not +altogether realize that intimate relationship to Carman in his new +official position that he felt belonged to one who was to be Carman's +deputy. In his imagination he saw Carman shambling about in the dingy +room where the county clerk kept the records of the court, his knees +unhinging loosely at each step, his shoulders bent, his hands in his +trousers pockets, his right eye squinting here and there observantly, +the left fixed, impervious to light and shadow, to all that was going on +in the world. He wondered if Carman, as he looked about, had been +thinking in any wise of him or had seen him as a part of the place where +his life was to be lived for the next three years. + +Marley read the paper at supper time; in the evening he went to see +Lavinia. She too had read the paper. + +"I know," she said simply, and he was grateful for her quick intuition. +"Have you seen him?" + +"No." + +"Are you going to?" + +"Would you?" + +"Why, certainly, at once." + +Marley went to the Court House the first thing in the morning. He feared +he might have arrived too early, but Carman had the virtue that goes +farther perhaps than any other in the affections and approval of men, he +rose early. He had been at his office since long before seven o'clock. + +Marley found the new county clerk at his desk, obviously ready for +business. The desk was clean, with a cleanness that was rather a +barrenness than an order. The ink-wells, the pens, with their shining +new steel points, the fresh blotters, all were laid on the clean pad +with geometrical exactness. The pigeon holes were empty, but they were +all lettered as if the mind of the new county clerk had grappled with +the future, come off victorious, and provided for every possible +emergency, though there were certain contingencies that had impressed +him as "Miscellaneous." + +Carman looked up with the obliging expression of the new public +official, but Marley's heart instantly sank with a foreboding that told +him he might as well turn about then and go. It was plain that Carman +saw nothing in the call beyond a mere incident of the day's work. + +Marley took a chair near Carman's desk. He looked at Carman once, and +then looked instantly away; the eye that lacked the power of +accommodation was fixed on him, and it made him nervous. + +"Do you remember me, Mr. Carman?" asked Marley; and then fearing the +reply he hastened to add: "I'm Glenn Marley; Mr. Powell introduced me to +you out at the fair-grounds last fall." + +"Yes, I remember," said Carman. + +"I suppose you know what I came for?" + +Carman's right eye widened somewhat in an expression of mild surprise. + +"You know," urged Marley, "the clerkship." + +"What clerkship was that?" + +"Why, don't you know? The chief clerkship, I reckon." + +"Here?" + +"Why, yes. Don't you remember?" + +Carman's right eye wore a puzzled look. + +"Don't you remember?" + +"Well, you've got me," said Carman, with a little laugh of apology. + +"Why, I understood," Marley went on, "that in the event of your election +I was to have a position here." + +"What as?" + +"Why--as chief deputy." + +That right eye of Carman's was fixed on him questioningly. + +"Chief deputy?" he said finally. "Here--in my office?" + +"Why, yes," said Marley. "Don't you remember?" + +The question in the right eye had given way to a surprise that was +growing in Carman's mind, and spreading contagiously to a surprise, +deeper and more acute, in Marley's mind. The eye had something +reproachful in its steady stare. Marley leaned over impulsively. + +"Why, surely you haven't forgotten--that day out at the fair-grounds, +when Mr. Powell introduced me to you? I understood, I always understood +that I was to have the place. I never mentioned it to you afterward, I +didn't like to bother you, you know. I waited along, feeling that +everything was all right. But when election was over--and afterward, +when you took your office, and I didn't hear anything--I thought I'd +come around and see you." + +Despite the sinister left eye, Marley leaned close to Carman and waited. +Carman was long in bringing himself to speak. Even then he did not seem +to be sure of the situation he was dealing with. + +"You say you understood you was to have a job under me as chief clerk?" + +"Why, yes," replied Marley. + +"Who'd you understand it from, me or Wade Powell?" + +"Well--" Marley hesitated, "I thought I understood it from you; I +certainly understood it from Mr. Powell." + +"You say you got the idea from something I said out at the +fair-grounds?" + +"Yes, sir, at the fair-grounds." + +Carman turned away and knitted his brows. + +"At the fair-grounds," he said presently, as though talking more to +himself than to Marley. "The fair-grounds, h-m. Yes, I do remember--" + +Marley's heart stirred with a little hope. + +"I do remember seeing you there, and talking to you. But I don't +remember making you any promises. Did you ask me?" + +"No; Mr. Powell did that." + +"And what did I say?" + +"Well," Marley answered, "I can't recall your exact words, but I got the +impression, and so did Mr. Powell, I'm sure, that it was all right, I--I +counted on it." + +"Well, say, Glenn," he said; "I'm awfully sorry, honest I am. I remember +now, come to think of it, that Wade did say something like that, and +maybe I said something to lead you to think I'd do it; I don't say I +didn't--I don't just remember. But I reckon you've banked more on what +Wade told you than on what I did. Course, I reckon I didn't turn you +down--a feller never does that in a campaign, you know. But Wade takes a +lot o' things for granted in this life." + +He smiled indulgently, as if Powell's weaknesses were commonly known and +understood. + +"I reckon you relied too much on what Wade told you," Carman went on. +His right eye was fixed on Marley, but Marley did not return the look. +He had turned half-way round and thrown his arm over the back of his +chair. He looked out the window, his eyes vacant and sad. He was +thinking of Lavinia, of their hopes and plans, of the little home that +had become almost a reality to them; the trees in the Court-House yard +held their gaunt limbs helplessly up against the cold December day; the +ugly clouds were hurrying desperately across the sky; he thought of the +little law office across the street, with the dusty law books lying on +the table, and the hopelessness of it all overwhelmed him. But there +beside him Carman still was speaking: + +"It's like Wade," he was saying. "I'm sorry, derned if I hain't." + +Marley scarcely heard him. He was looking ahead. How many years-- + +"He hadn't ought to of done it," Carman was going on; "no, sir, he +hadn't ought." + +How many years, Marley was thinking, would they have to wait now? Would +Lavinia be lost with all the rest? Ought he to ask her to wait any +longer? But Carman kept on: + +"I've got all my arrangements made now, you see." + +He swept his arm about the office where the few clerks were bending over +the big records in which they were copying the pleadings they could not +understand. Marley did not see; he saw nothing but the ruin of all his +hopes. It was still in there; the atmosphere held the musty odor of a +public office; the clock ticked; once a stamping machine clicked sharply +as a clerk marked a filing date on some document. And then a great +disgust overwhelmed him, a disgust with himself for being so fatuous, so +credulous. He had taken so much for granted, he had acted as a child, +not as a man, and he felt a hatred for himself, he felt almost like +striking himself. + +"I guess I've been a fool," he said suddenly, rising from his chair. + +"No, you haven't neither," said Carman, "but Wade Powell has; he had no +business--" + +Marley did not wait to hear Carman finish his sentence. Shame and +mortification were the final aspects of his defeat; he put on his hat, +drew it down over his eyes and stalked away. Carman looked at him as he +disappeared through the lofty door. The pupil of his right eye widened +as he looked, and when Glenn had passed from his sight he turned to his +desk, and began to rearrange the tools to which he was so unaccustomed. + + + + + CHAPTER XX + + HEART OF GRACE + + +Marley sighed in relief when he went up the steps of the Blair house +that evening. Somehow he had got through the long, desolate day. He was +sore from his great defeat, but the worst, at any rate, was over; the +pang had been sharp, but now the pain had been dulled. He had spent the +day in the office. Wade Powell had been in and out, but never once had +he spoken of the clerkship, and Marley was too deep in humiliation to +mention it. His one consolation was in the fact that he had never told +any one of his prospect, not even his own mother; it had been a secret +which he and Lavinia had shared luxuriously; though, as Marley now +looked back on their joy, he realized that what had kept him from +telling any one was a prudent skepticism, a lack of faith in the +possibility of human happiness, an inherited dread of the calamity that +stalks every joy. + +Lavinia flung the hall door wide for him before he could ring the bell. + +"What is the matter?" + +"How did you know anything was?" he asked. + +"Why," she exclaimed, "I could tell the minute I heard your step. Tell +me--what is it?" + +Marley, ever sensitive to atmospheres, instantly felt the peace of the +household. The glow from the living-room, a quiet voice speaking a +commonplace word now and then, told him that Mrs. Blair was there with +Connie and Chad, and he knew the children were at their lessons; he +caught the faint odor of a cigar, and he knew that Judge Blair was in +his library reading peacefully of the dead and silent past, whose men +had left all their troubles in the leaves of printed books; all round +him life was flowing on, unconsciously, and normally; the tumult and +strife in his own soul were nothing to the world. All this flashed on +him in an instant--and there was Lavinia, standing before him, her white +brow knit in perplexity. + +"Tell me," she was saying, "what it is." + +"Well, I don't get the job, that's all." + +He felt a momentary savage pleasure in the pain he inflicted, justifying +it in the thought that he eased his own suffering by giving it to +another. Then as quickly he repented, and felt ashamed. + +"Is that all?" she said. She had come close to him, smiling in her +sympathy, and then lifting a hand to his forehead. + +"Don't do that," she said, as if she would erase the scowl. + +When they were seated he gave her the details of his meeting with +Carman, and with the recital of his disappointment its sharpness was +repeated. He leaned over, his elbows on his knees, and clutched his hair +in his fists. For an instant a kind of relief came to Lavinia, a relief +that a crisis in her life had been postponed, a crisis from which, +instinctively, she had shrunk. Her life could go on for a while as it +had always gone on; change, which mortals dread, was delayed. Then in +another moment her sympathy went out to him; she was on the floor at his +knees, her arms about him. + +"Don't, dear, don't," she pleaded. "Why, it is nothing. What does it +matter? What does anything matter, so long as we have each other?" + +She stroked his hair, she called him by all her endearing names. She +tried to take his hands from his face, that she might get him to look at +her. But he resisted. + +"No," he said. "I'm no good; I'm a failure; I'm worse than a failure. +I'm a fool, a poor, weak, silly fool." + +"Hush, Glenn, hush!" she whispered, as if he were uttering blasphemies. +"You must not, you must not!" + +She shook him in a kind of fear. + +"Look at me!" she said. "Look at me!" + +He remained obdurate, slowly shaking his head from side to side. + +"Look at me!" Lavinia repeated. "Don't you see--don't you see that--I +love you?" + +A change came over him, subtile, but distinct. Slowly he raised his +head, and then he put his arms about her and held her close, and +gradually a comfort stole over him,--a comfort so delicious that he felt +himself hardly worthy, because he now saw that all through the day he +had had a subconsciousness that it would come to him at evening, and +that he had somehow exaggerated his own grief in order to make this +certain comfort the sweeter when it came. + +It seemed to Marley, after he and Lavinia had sat there for a while, +that he had come out of some nightmare; sanity returned, things assumed +once more their proper proportions and relations to each other. He found +himself smiling, if not laughing just yet, and with Lavinia's hope and +confidence the future opened to him once more. Now and then, of course, +his disappointment would roll over him as a great wave, and once he said +ruefully: + +"But think of the little home we were going to have!" + +"But we're going to have it," Lavinia replied, smiling on him, "we're +going to have it, just the same!" + +"But we'll have to wait!" + +"Well, we're young," said Lavinia, "and it won't be so very long." + +"But I wanted it to be in the spring." + +"May be it will be, who knows?" Lavinia could smile in this reassurance, +now that she knew it could not be in the spring. + +They discussed their future in all its phases, with the hope that +Lavinia could so easily inspire in him; Marley was to keep on with his +law studies; there was nothing else now to do--unless something should +turn up--there was always that hope. + +"And it will, you'll see," said Lavinia. + +They discussed, too, Carman and Wade Powell. Marley thought that Lavinia +might return to her old severity with Powell; when he expected her to do +this, he was preparing to defend Powell; when she did not, but was +generous with him, and urged Marley to reflect that he had done all he +had done out of a spirit of kindness, Marley was disposed to be severe +with Powell himself. Carman, they agreed, had acted handsomely; they +could not find cause to blame him. + +"No," said Marley, "he treated me all right; I believe he was really +sorry for me." + +And then, at the thought of Carman's having pity for him, his rebellion +flamed up again. + +"It's humiliating, that's what it is. Wade Powell had no business making +a monkey of me in that way; though it doesn't take much to make a monkey +of me; I had the job almost completed myself, just waiting for some one +to come along and put the finishing touches on. And Wade Powell did +that!" + +Marley spoke in the sardonic humor the wounded and beaten spirit likes +to employ in dealing with itself. But Lavinia hushed him. + +"You just can not talk that way about yourself, Glenn," she declared +with her finest air of ownership. "I won't let you." + +"Well, it's so humiliating," he said. + +"Why, no, it can't be that," Lavinia argued. "You can not feel +humiliated. You have done nothing that need cause you any humiliation. +We are the only ones who can humiliate ourselves; nothing but our own +actions can humiliate us; no one else can." + +Lavinia had a smiling little triumph in her own philosophy, but she +quickly compromised it by an inconsistency. + +"Besides, no one else knows about it." + +"No," Marley agreed thoughtfully, and without noticing her +inconsistency. "No one else knows anything about it. We have that to be +thankful for, anyway." + + + + + CHAPTER XXI + + CHRISTMAS EVE + + +Lawrence was arranging for a grand ball in the Odd Fellows' Hall, on +Christmas Eve, and he had, as he came around to the office one day to +assure Marley, counted him and Lavinia in. Marley, glad enough to close +the law-book he was finding more and more irksome, listened to +Lawrence's enthusiasm for a while, but said at last: + +"I'm afraid I can't go." + +"Why not? Lavinia will want to go; she always does." + +"I know that," Marley admitted, "but I can't, that's all." + +Lawrence looked at him intently for a moment. + +"Say, Glenn, what's the matter with you?" he said. "Anything been going +wrong lately? You look like you were in the dumps." + +Marley shook his head with a negative gesture that admitted all Lawrence +had said. + +"You ain't fretting over that job, are you?" + +"What job?" + +Marley looked up suddenly. + +"Why, with Carman." + +"How'd you know?" + +"Oh, everybody knows about that," Lawrence replied with a light air that +added to Marley's gloom; "but what of it? I wouldn't let that cut me up; +come out and show yourself a little more! You don't want to keep Lavinia +housed up there, away from all the fun that's going on, do you? Mayme +and I were talking about it the other night; you and Lavinia haven't +been to a thing for months; it isn't right, I tell you." + +Marley looked sharply at Lawrence for a minute, and Lawrence marking the +resentment in his eyes, hastened on: + +"Don't get mad, now; I don't mean anything. I'm only saying it for your +good. I think you need a little shaking up, that's all." + +"Lavinia can do as she likes," Marley said with dignity. "I shall not +hinder her; I never have." + +"Well, don't get sore now, old man; I didn't mean to hurt your feelings. +The holidays are here and you want to cut into the game; it's a time to +forget your troubles and have a little fun; you've only got one life to +live; what's the use of taking it so seriously?" + +Marley looked at Lawrence with a genuine envy for an instant, as at a +man who never took anything in life very seriously; he looked at the new +overcoat Lawrence held over his knee, showing its satin lining; and +then, reflecting that Lawrence's father had left with his estate a block +of bank stock which had given Lawrence his position in the bank, +Marley's impatience with him returned and he said: + +"Oh, it's easy enough for you to talk; if you were in my place you might +find it different." + +"That's all right," Lawrence went on, a smile on his freckled face. "You +just come to the party; it'll cost you only five, and Lavinia would like +it. I know that. So do you." + +Marley did know it; and he felt a new disgust with himself that remained +with him long after Lawrence had put on his new overcoat and left. He +reproached himself bitterly, and he told himself that the best thing he +could do would be to go away somewhere, and not tell Lavinia, or +anybody. + +"I'm only in her way, that's all," he thought as he opened his law-book, +and bent it back viciously, so that it would stay open. + +Ever since the fiasco of his plans as to a place with Carman, he had +been seeking consolation in a new resolution to keep on patiently in the +law; but it was a consolation that he had to keep active by a constant +contemplation of himself as a young man who was making a brave and +determined fight against heavy odds. It was difficult to sustain this +heroic attitude in his own eyes and at the same time maintain that +modesty which he knew would become him best in the eyes of others. The +approach of the holiday season, the visible preparations on every hand +and the gay spirits everywhere apparent had isolated him more than ever, +and he had felt his alienation complete whenever he went to see Lavinia +and found the whole Blair family in an excitement over their own +festival. Marley would have liked to make Lavinia handsome gifts, but +his debts were already large, relatively, and he rose to heights of +self-denial that made him pathetic to himself, when he decided that he +could give her nothing. Now that Lawrence was getting up a ball to which +he knew Lavinia would like to go, as she had always gone to the balls +that were not so frequent in Macochee as Lawrence wished they might be, +he felt his humiliation deeper than ever. He put the matter honestly to +Lavinia, however, and she said promptly: + +"Why, I wouldn't think of going." + +She looked up at him brightly, and then in an instant she looked down +again. She relished the nobility of the attitude she had so promptly +taken, but the woman in her prevailed over the saint, and told what a +moment before she had determined not to tell: + +"I've already declined one invitation." + +She saw the look of pain come into Marley's eyes, and instantly she +regretted. + +"You have?" he said. + +"Why, yes." She looked at him with her head turned to one side; her face +wore an expression he did not like to see. + +It was on Marley's lips to ask who had invited her, but his pride would +not let him do that; somehow a sense of separation fell suddenly between +them. He examined with deep interest the arm of his chair. + +"Well," he began presently, "I wouldn't have you stay away on my +account, you know." He looked up suddenly. "Please don't stay away, +Lavinia. I'd like to have you go." + +There was contrition in her voice as she almost flew to reply: + +"Why, you dear old thing, it was only George Halliday who asked me; and +when I told him I wouldn't go he was actually relieved; he said he +didn't want to go himself; he hates our little functions out here, you +know, and has ever since he came back from Harvard. I suppose he was +used to so much more in Cambridge!" Lavinia had a sneer in her tone, and +it took on a shade of irritation as she added: "He asked me only because +he was sorry for me." + +"Yes, sorry for you," Marley repeated bitterly. "That's another thing +I've done for you." + +"Please don't, dear," said Lavinia, "don't let yourself get bitter. +It'll be all right. We'll spend Christmas Eve here at home and have ever +so much more fun by ourselves." + +Mrs. Blair told Marley that she wished Lavinia might go to the ball; her +father wished it, too. Mrs. Blair told him that she could easily get +George Halliday to take her,--their lifelong intimacy with the Hallidays +permitted that. Marley assured her that he wished Lavinia to accept +Halliday's invitation, but that she would not do so. + +"I'd take her myself," he added, "only I can't dance, and--I have no +money. I'd like to have her go, if it would give her pleasure." + +"I know you would, you dear boy," said Mrs. Blair, laying her hand on +his shoulder in her affectionate way. + +Mrs. Blair urged Lavinia to go, and so did Marley, and when he saw that +she was determined not to go, he urged her all the more strongly, +because, now that he was sure of her position, he could so much more +enjoy his own disinterestedness and magnanimity. They desisted when +Lavinia complained that they were making her life miserable. + +Though Marley could deny Lavinia the dance, he found, after all, that he +could not deny himself the distinction of giving her a Christmas +present. His heroic attitude gradually broke under the temptation of +Hoffman's jewelry store, glittering with its holiday display. Marley +already owed Hoffman for Lavinia's ring, but like most of the merchants +in Macochee, Hoffman had to do business on an elastic credit, if he +wished to do any business at all, and Marley, after many pains of +selection, did not have much difficulty in inducing Hoffman to let him +have the pearl opera-glasses he finally chose in the despair of thinking +of anything better. + +The opera-glasses might have atoned for the deprivation of the ball, had +Marley been able to think of them with any comfort. The delight Lavinia +expressed in a gift she could never use in Macochee, and the enthusiasm +with which Connie admired them, made him nervous and guilty. Connie had +temporarily foregone her claims to young-ladyhood, and was a child again +for a little while. Her excitement and that of Chad should have made any +Christmas Eve merry, but it was not a merry Christmas Eve for Marley. + +As Lavinia and he sat in the parlor they caught now and then, or +imagined they caught, the strains of the orchestra that was playing for +the dancers in the Odd Fellows' Hall, and they were both conscious that +life would be tolerable for them only when the music should cease and +the ball take its place among the things of the past, incapable of +further trouble in the earth. + +"It's very trying," said Judge Blair to his wife that night. "I wish +there was something we could do." + +"So do I," his wife acquiesced. + +"I don't like to see Lavinia cut off this way from every enjoyment. The +strain must be very wearing." + +"I suppose it is very wearing with most lovers," said Mrs. Blair. "I +don't see how they ever endure it; but they all do." + +"Have you talked with her about it?" The judge put his question with a +guarded look, and was not surprised when his wife quickly replied: + +"Gracious, no. I'd never dare." + +"No, I presume not. I don't know who would, unless it might be Connie." + +Mrs. Blair was silent for a while in the trouble that was all the more +serious because they dared not recognize its seriousness, and then she +asked: + +"Couldn't you help him to something?" + +"I don't know what," the judge replied. "There's really no opening in a +little town." + +"If you were off the bench and back in the practice--" + +"Great heavens!" he interrupted her. "Don't mention such a thing!" + +"I meant that you might take him in with you." + +"I'd be looking around for some one to take me in," the judge said. "I'm +glad I haven't the problem to face." He enjoyed for a moment the snug +sense he had in his own position and then he sighed. + +"He's young, he has that, anyway. He'll work it out somehow, I suppose, +though I don't know how. As for us, all we can do is to have patience, +and wait." + +"Yes, that's all," said Mrs. Blair. "I don't believe in long +engagements." + +"How long has it been?" he asked. + +"Nearly a year now." + +"I thought it had been ten." + +Mrs. Blair laughed as she said: "Connie was wishing this morning that +he'd marry her and get it over with." + + + + + CHAPTER XXII + + AN ADVERTISEMENT OF DESTINY + + +The first days of spring contrasted strongly with Marley's mood. Because +of some mysterious similarity in the two seasons he found the melancholy +suggestion of fall in this spring, just as, with his high-flown hopes, +he had found some of the joyous suggestion of spring in the autumn +before. But as failure followed failure, he began to feel more and more +an alien in Macochee; he had a sense of exile among his own kind, he was +tortured by the thought that here, in a world where each man had some +work to do and where, as it seemed, all men had suddenly grown happy in +that work, there was no work for him to do. + +He was young, healthy, and ambitious; he had given years to what he had +been taught was a necessary preparation, and then suddenly, just as he +felt himself ready for life, he found that there was no place in life +for him. As he went about seeking employment there was borne in on him a +sense of criticism and opposition, and he was depressed and humiliated. +By the end of the winter he disliked showing himself anywhere; he no +longer stopped in the McBriar House of an afternoon to watch Lawrence +and Halliday at the billiards they played so well; he thought he +detected a coolness in Lawrence's treatment of him. He felt, or +imagined, this coolness in everybody's attitude now, and finally began +to suspect it in the Blairs. + +"What's the matter?" asked Powell, one morning. "You ain't sick, are +you?" + +Marley shook his head. + +"Well, something ails you. I can see that." He waited for Marley to +speak. "Is there anything I can do for you?" + +"No," said Marley, "thank you. I've just been feeling a little bit blue, +that's all." + +"What about?" + +"Oh, I don't know. I'm kind o' discouraged. It seems to me that I'm +wasting time; I'm not making any headway and then everybody in town +is--" + +"I wouldn't mind that," said Powell, divining the trouble at once. +"They've had me on the gridiron for about forty years, and they never +get tired of giving it a twist. It doesn't bother me much any more, and +I don't see why you should let it bother you, especially as all they say +about you is a damn lie." + +The speech touched Marley, and he lost himself in an impulse of sympathy +for Powell, but he could not put his sympathy before Powell in the way +he would like and his mind soon returned to himself. + +"I've got to do something," he said. "I wish I knew what." + +"Well," said Powell, "you know what I've always told you. I know what +I'd do if I were your age. Of course--" + +Powell did not finish his sentence. He was looking out the window again, +lost in introspection. + +Powell's reiteration of his old advice expressed the very thought that +had been nebulous in Marley's mind for days, and while he was conscious +of it, he feared the consciousness, and struggled to prevent it from +positing itself. But now that Powell had voiced it for him, he could +escape it no longer, and it filled him with a fear. He went about all +the day with this fear appalling him; more and more under its perverse +influence he felt himself an alien, and the people he met in the street +seemed unreal and strange, outlandish persons whom he had never known. +They came upon him as ghosts, or if they did something to prove their +reality, he seemed to be some ghost himself. + +In the afternoon he received a note from Lavinia; she said that she was +going that evening with George Halliday to a concert in the Opera House. +She did not want to go a bit, she said, but her mother, and especially +her father, had urged her to go; arguing that she now went out so seldom +that it must do her good, and besides, they had urged her so often that +she felt it to be her duty in this instance; she had held out as long as +she could, and then had yielded. + +Marley tried to look upon the note reasonably; he could see the +influence that had compelled Lavinia to go, and he knew he had no right +to blame her, and yet, try as he would, he could not escape a feeling of +bitterness. When he went home at evening his mother instantly noticed +his depression, and implored him for the reason. He did not answer for a +while, that is, it seemed a while to Mrs. Marley, but at last he said: + +"Mother, I've got to leave." + +"Leave?" she repeated, pronouncing the word in a hollow note of fear. + +"Yes, leave." + +"But what for?" + +"Well, you know I'm no good; I'm making no headway; there's no place for +me here in Macochee; I've got to get out into the world and _make_ a +place for myself, somewhere." + +"But where?" + +"I don't know--anywhere." + +Marley moved his hand in a wide gesture that included the whole world, +and yet was without hope of conquest. + +"But you must have some plans--some idea--" + +"Well, I've thought of going to Cincinnati; maybe to Chicago." + +"But what will you do?" Mrs. Marley looked at him with pain and alarm. + +"Do!" he said, his voice rising almost angrily. "Why, anything I can get +to do. Anything, anything, sweeping streets, digging ditches, anything!" + +Mrs. Marley looked at her son, sitting there before her with his head +bowed in his hands. In her own face were reflected the pain and trouble +that darkened his, and yet she felt herself helpless; she vaguely +realized that he was engaged in a battle that he must after all fight +alone; she could not help him, though she wished that she knew how to +impart to him the faith she had that he would win the battle, somehow, +in the end. + +"Poor boy!" she said at length, rising; "you are not yourself just now. +Think it all over and talk to your father about it." + +It was the first evening in months that Marley had not spent with +Lavinia, and his existence being now so bound up with hers, he found +that he could not spend the evening as the other young men in town spent +their evenings. However, he went down to the McBriar House and there a +long bill hanging on the wall instantly struck his eye. The bill +announced an excursion to Chicago. It took away his breath; he stood +transfixed before it, fascinated and yet repelled; he read it through a +dozen times. The cheerful way in which the railroad held out this trip +intensified his own gloom; he wondered how he might escape, but there +was no way; it was plainly the revelation of his destiny, prophetic, +absolute, final, and he bowed before it as to a decree of fate; he knew +now that he must go. + +As he went home, as he walked the dark streets in the air that was full +of the balm of the coming spring, he felt as one to whom a great sorrow +had come. He thought of leaving Macochee, of leaving his father and +mother, and then, more than all, of leaving Lavinia, and his throat +ached with the pain of parting that, even now, before any of his plans +had been made, began to assail him. His plans were nothing now; they had +become the merest details; the great decision had been reached, not by +him, but for him; the destiny toward which all the lines of his +existence for months had been converging, was on him, the moment had +arrived, and he had a sense of being the mute and helpless victim of +forces that were playing with him, hurrying him along to a future as +dark as the moonless night above him. + +He told his father of the excursion, though he gave him no notion of it +as an expression of his fate, and he was all the more distressed at the +calm way in which his father acquiesced in what he put before him as a +decision he would have liked to have appear as less final. His father in +his mildness could not object to his trying, and he would provide the +money for the experiment. It gave Marley a moment's respite to have his +father speak of it as an experiment, for that included the possibility +of failure, and hence of his return home, but this meager consolation +was immediately dissipated in the surer sense he felt that this was the +end--the end of Macochee, the end of home, and the beginning of a new +life. + + + + + CHAPTER XXIII + + THE BREAK + + +Marley went to Lavinia the next morning, and told her as they sat there +on the veranda in the spring sunlight. She looked at him with distress +in her wide blue eyes. + +"When?" she asked. + +"To-night!" + +"Tonight? Oh Glenn!" + +Her eyes had filled with tears, and she was winking hard to keep them +back. + +"To-night." + +She repeated the word over and over again. + +"And to think," she managed to say at last, "to think that the last +night I should have been away from you! How can I ever forgive myself!" + +Her lip trembled, and the tears rolled down her cheeks. She drew out her +handkerchief and said: + +"Let's go in." + +All that day Marley went about faltering over his preparations. Wade +Powell was the only one of the few who were interested in him that was +enthusiastic over his going, and he praised and congratulated him, and +pierced his already sore heart by declaring that he had known all along +it was what Marley would be compelled to do. He would give him a letter +to his old friend, Judge Johnson, he said; the judge would be a great +man for him to know, and Powell sat down at once, with more energy and +enterprise than Marley had ever known him to show, and began to +elaborate his letter of introduction. + +Marley dreaded saying good-by; he wished to shirk it as to Powell as he +intended to shirk it in the cases of his few friends; he was to return +to the office a last time in the afternoon to get the letter; and then +he would bid Powell good-by. He had the day before him, but that thought +could give him no comfort. He would see Lavinia again in the afternoon; +he would see her once more, for the last time, in the evening, and in +the meantime he would see his father and his mother, and his home; he +had still two meals to eat with them, but it was as if he had already +gone; there was no reality in his presence there among them; the blow +that fate had decreed had fallen, and all that was to be was then +actually in being; all about him the men and women of Macochee were +pursuing their ordinary occupations just as if he were not so soon to go +away and be of this scene no more; a few hours, and another day, and +they would be going on with their concerns just the same, and he would +have disappeared out of their lives and out of their memories. + +He looked at everything that had been associated with his life, and +everything called up some memory,--the little office where he had tried +to study law, the Court House, and the blind goddess of justice holding +aloft her scales, the familiar Square, the cloaked cavalryman on the +monument, every tree, every fence, every brick in the sidewalk somehow +called out to him--and he was leaving them all. He looked up and down +Main Street, wide and ugly, littered with refuse, ragged with its +graceless signs; he thought of the people who had gossiped about him, +the people whom he had hated, but now he could not find in his heart the +satisfaction he had expected in leaving them. He felt tenderly, almost +affectionately, toward them all. But it was worse at home. He wandered +about the house, looking at every piece of furniture, at every trinket; +he went into the woodshed, and the old ax, the old saw, everything he +had known for years, wrung his heart; he went to the barn, he looked at +the muddy buggy in which he had driven so often with his father; he +reproached himself because he had not kept the buggy cleaner for him; he +went into the stall and patted the flank of Dolly, finally he put his +arms about her warm neck, laid his face against it, and the tears rolled +down his cheeks. + +One of the preachers that were always dropping in on them was there to +dinner, and in the blessing he invoked on the temporalities, as he +called them, he prayed with professional unction for the son who was +about to leave the old roof-tree, and this made the ordeal harder for +them all. Doctor Marley spoke to the preacher of little things that he +was to do within the next few days and Marley wondered how he could +mention them, for they were to be done at a time when he would be there +no more. Because he conceived of life, as all must conceive of it, +solely in its relation to himself, he could not imagine life going on in +Macochee without him. + +The afternoon wore on, he passed his hour with Lavinia; they were to +meet then but once again; he returned home, his mother had packed his +trunk; it was waiting. He was tender with his mother, and he wondered +now, with a wild regret, why he had not always been tender with her; he +was tender now with all things; a tenderness suffused his whole being; +it seemed as if it might dissolve in tears. + +Still he shrank back; there was one thing more to do; he was to go +up-town and get his ticket, and the letter to Judge Johnson, and bid +Wade Powell good-by. A wild hope leaped in his heart; perhaps--but no, +it was irrevocable now. He went, and got his letter, but Powell refused +to bid him good-by; he said he would be at the train to see him off. He +bought his ticket and went home. Old man Downing had been there with his +dray and hauled away his trunk; it was settled. He could only wait and +watch the minutes tick by. + +It seemed to Marley that all things that evening conspired to accentuate +all that he was leaving behind, and to make the grief of parting more +poignant. His mother, who was then in that domestic exigency described +by the ladies of Macochee as being without a girl, had prepared an +unusually elaborate supper, and while there was no formal observance of +the fact, it was eaten, so far as any of them could eat that evening, +under a sense of its significance as a parting ceremonial. They talked, +or tried to talk, indifferently of commonplace things, and Doctor Marley +even sought to add merriment to their feast by a jocularity that was +unusual with him. Marley, who knew his father so well, could easily +detect the heavy heart that lay under his father's jokes, and he +suffered a keener misery from the pathos of it. Then he would catch his +mother looking at him, her eyes deep and sad, and it seemed to him that +his heart must burst. + +Marley's train was to leave at eleven o'clock; he had arranged to go to +Lavinia's and remain with her until ten o'clock; then he was to stop in +at his home for his last good-by. Those last two hours with Lavinia were +an ordeal; into the first hour they tried to crowd a thousand things +they felt they must say, and a thousand things they could only suggest; +when the clock struck nine, they looked at each other in anguish; they +did little after that but mentally count the minutes. The clock ticked +loudly, aggressively, until in the soul of each, unconfessed, there was +a desire to hasten the moments they felt they would like to stay; the +agony was almost beyond endurance; it exhausted them, beat them down, +and rendered them powerless to speak. Finally the clock struck the +half-hour; they could only sit and look at each other now; at a quarter +of ten they began their good-bys. + +At ten o'clock Mrs. Blair, Connie and Chad came into the room solemnly, +and bade Marley farewell; the judge himself came in after them, his +glasses in his hand and the magazine he had been reading, which, as +Marley thought with that pang of things going on without him, he would +in a few moments be reading again as calmly as ever. He took Marley's +hand, and wished him success; for the first time he spoke gently, almost +affectionately to him, and although Marley tried to bear himself +stoically, the judge's farewell touched him more than all the others. + +The shameless children would have liked to remain and see the tragedy to +its close, but Mrs. Blair drew them from the room with her. The last +moment had come, and Marley held Lavinia in his arms; at last he tore +himself from her, and it was over. He looked back from out the darkness; +Lavinia was still standing in the doorway; he saw her slender, girlish +figure outlined against the hall light behind her; somehow he knew that +she was bravely smiling through her tears. She stood there until his +footfall sounded loud in the spring night, then the light went out, the +door closed as he had heard it close so often, and she was gone. + +He saw the light in his father's study as he approached his home, and +there came again that torturing sense: the sermon his father then was +working on would be preached when he was far away; his mother, as he +knew by the light in the sitting-room window, was waiting for him; she +had waited there so many nights, and now she was waiting for the last +time. She rose at his step, and took him to her arms the minute he +entered the door. + +"Be brave, dear," he said, stroking her gray hair; "be brave." He was +trying so hard to be brave himself, and she was crying. He had not often +seen her cry. She could not speak for many minutes; she could only pat +him on the shoulder where her head lay. + +"Remember, my precious boy," she managed to say at last, "that there's a +strong Arm to lean upon." + +He saw that she was turning now to the great faith that had sustained +her in every trial of a life that had known so many trials; and the +tears came to his own eyes. He would have left her for a moment but she +followed him. He had an impulse he could not resist to torture himself +by going over the house again; he went into the dining-room which in the +darkness wore an air of waiting for the breakfast they would eat when he +was gone; he went to the kitchen and took a drink of water, from the old +habit he was now breaking; then he went up stairs and looked into his +own room, at the neatly made bed where he was to sleep no more; at last +he stood at the door of the study. + +He could catch the odor of his father's cigar, just as he had in +standing there so many times before; he pushed the door open and felt +the familiar hot, close, smoke-laden atmosphere which his father seemed +to find so congenial to his studies. Doctor Marley took off his +spectacles and pushed his manuscript aside, and Marley felt that he +never would forget that picture of the gray head bent in its earnest +labors over that worn and littered desk; it was photographed for all +time on his memory. His words with his father had always been few; there +were no more now. + +"Well, father," he said, "I've come to say good-by." + +His father pushed back his chair and turned about. He half-rose, then +sank back again and took his son's hand. + +"Good-by, Glenn," he said. "You'll write?" + +"Yes." + +"Write often. We'll want to hear." + +"Yes, write often," the doctor said. "And take care of yourself." + +"I will, father." + +"Wait a moment." Doctor Marley was fumbling in his pocket. He drew forth +a few dollars. + +"Here, Glenn," he said. "I wish it could be more." + +There was nothing more to do, or say. They went down stairs; Marley's +bag was waiting for him in the hall. He kissed his mother again and then +again; he shook his father's hand, and then he went. + +"Write often," his father called out to him, as he went down the walk. +It was all the old man could say. + +The door closed, as the door of the Blairs' had closed. Inside Doctor +Marley looked at his wife a moment. + +"Well," he said, "he's gone." + +Mrs. Marley made no answer. + +"I suppose," he said, "I ought to have gone to the train with him." + +Then he toiled up the stairs to his study and the sermon he was to +preach when Glenn was gone. + +Marley walked rapidly down Market Street toward the depot; in the dark +houses that suddenly had taken on a new significance to him, people were +sleeping, people who would awake the next morning in Macochee. He could +not escape the torture of this thought; his mind revolved constantly +about the mystery of his being still in Macochee, still within calling +distance, almost, of Lavinia, of his father and mother, of all he loved +in life, when in reality they had in an instant become as inaccessible +to him as though the long miles of his exile already separated them. + +Twenty minutes later, Lavinia, in her room, Mrs. Marley, at her prayers, +and Doctor Marley sitting in deep absorption at his desk, heard the +sonorous whistle of a locomotive sound ominously over the dark and quiet +town. + + + + + CHAPTER XXIV + + THE GATES OF THE CITY + + +It was a relief to Marley when morning came and released him from the +reclining chair that had held his form so rigidly all the night. He had +not taken a sleeper because he felt himself too poor, and he had +somewhere got the false impression that comfort was to be had in the +chair car. He had stretched himself in the cruel rack when the porter +came through and turned the lights down to the dismal point of gloom, +but he had not slept; all through the night the trainmen constantly +passed through the car talking with each other in low tones; the train, +too, made long, inexplicable stops; he could hear the escape of the +weary engine, through his window he could see the lights of some strange +town; and then the trainmen would run by outside, swinging their +lanterns in the darkness, and calling to each other, and Marley would +fear that something had happened, or else was about to happen, which was +worse. + +Finally the train would creak on again, as if it were necessary to +proceed slowly and cautiously through vague dangers of the night. +Through his window he could see the glint of rails, the two yards of +gleaming steel that traveled always abreast of him. Toward morning +Marley wearily fell asleep, and then the sorrow and heart-ache of his +parting from Lavinia and his home distorted themselves in fearful +dreams. + +When he awoke at last, and looked out on the ugly prairie that had +nothing to break its monotony but a few scraggly scrub-oak bushes, and +some clumps of stunted trees, the dawn was descending from the gray sky. +The car presented a squalid, hideous sight; all about him were stretched +the bodies of sleeping passengers, flaccid, inert, having cast aside in +utter weariness all sense of decency and shame; the men had pulled off +their boots, and sprawled on the chairs, their stockinged feet +prominently in view; women lay with open mouths, their faces begrimed, +their hair in slovenly disarray. + +The baby that had been crying in the early part of the night had finally +gone to sleep while nursing, and its tired mother slept with it at her +breast. The Jewish drummer across the aisle was sleeping in +shirt-sleeves; his head had rolled from the little rest on the back of +his chair and now lolled off his shoulder, his sallow face turned toward +Marley was greasy with perspiration; his closed eyes filled out their +blue hemispherical lids, and his cheeks puffed with his intermittent +snoring. At times his snoring grew so loud and so troubled that it +seemed as if he must choke; he would reach a torturing climax, then +suddenly the thick red lips beneath his black mustache would open, his +sallow cheeks would collapse, and relief would come. + +Marley wished the passengers would wake up and end the indecencies they +had tried to hide earlier in the night. Glancing up and down the long +car he could recognize none of them as having been there when he had +boarded the car at Macochee; those who had got on with him had gone +short distances, and then got off, breaking the last tie that bound him +to his home. He found it impossible now to conceive of the car as having +been in Macochee so short a time before. + +Presently he saw an old lady sitting up in the remote end of the car; +she was winding her thin wisp of gray hair in a little knob at the back +of her head. Then, feeling that he might bestir himself, Marley got up +and went forward; he washed his face, and tried to escape the discomfort +of clothes he had worn all the night by readjusting them. The train was +evidently approaching the city; now and then he saw a building, lonely +and out of place: on the hideous sand-dunes, as if it waited for the +city, in the growth it boasted, to catch up with it. + +The train ran on; it had reached an ever-widening web of tracks; it +passed long lines of freight-cars, stock-cars from the west, empty +gondolas that had come with coal from the Hocking Valley; a switch tower +swept by, its bell jangling peevishly in alarm; long processions of +working-men trooped with their dinner-pails between the tracks. The +train stopped, finally, still far from its destination. The air in the +car was foul from the feculence of all those bodies that had lain in it +through the night, and Marley went out on the platform. He could hear +the engine wheezing--the only sound to break the silence of the dawn. +The cool morning air was grateful to Marley, though it was not the air +of the spring they were already having in Macochee. He risked getting +down off the platform and looked ahead. Beyond the long train, coated +with its black cinders, he saw Chicago, dim through the morning light, +lying dark, mysterious and grim under its pall of smoke. He shuddered +and went back into the car. After a while the train creaked and strained +and pulled on again. + +The passengers had begun to stir, and now were hastening to rehabilitate +themselves in the eyes of the world; the woman with the baby fastened +her dress, the drummer put on his collar and coat, the men drew on their +boots, but it was long before they felt themselves presentable again. +The women could achieve but half a toilet, and though they were all +concerned about their hair, they could not make themselves tidy. + +The train was running swiftly, now that it was in the city, where it +seemed it should have run more slowly; the newsboy came in with the +morning papers, followed by the baggage agent with his jingling bunch of +brass checks. The porter doffed his white jacket and donned his blue, +and waited now for the end of his labors, so near at hand. He made no +pretense of brushing his passengers, for those in his charge were +plainly not of the kind with tips to bestow. + +As the train rushed over unknown streets, Marley caught visions of the +crowds blockaded by the crossing gates, street-cars already filled with +people, empty trucks going after the great loads under which they would +groan all the day; and people, people, people, ready for the new day of +toil that had come to the earth. + +At last the train drew up under the black shed of the Union Station, and +Marley stood with the passengers that huddled at the door of the car. He +went out and down; he joined the crowd that passed through the big iron +gates into the station; and then he turned and glanced back for one last +look at the train that had brought him; only a few hours before it had +been in Macochee; a few hours more and it would be there again. In +leaving the train he felt that he was breaking the last tie that bound +him to Macochee, and he would have liked to linger and gaze on it. But a +man in a blue uniform, with the official surliness, ordered him not to +hold back the crowd. He climbed the steps, went out into Canal Street, +ran the gantlet of the cabmen, and was caught up in the crowd and swept +across the bridge into Madison Street. + +He was in Chicago, and here among these thousands of people, each +hurrying along through the sordid crowd to his own task, here in this +hideous, cruel city, he must make a place for himself, and gain the +foothold from which he could fight his battle for existence in the +world. + + + + + CHAPTER XXV + + LETTERS HOME + + +"How does she seem since he went away?" asked Judge Blair of his wife +two days after Marley had gone. He spoke in his usual habit of deference +to his wife's observation, though his own opportunities for observing +Lavinia might have been considered as great as hers. + +"I haven't noticed any difference in her," said Mrs. Blair, and then she +added a qualifying and significant "yet." + +"Well," observed the judge, "I presume it's too early. Has she heard +from him?" + +"She had a letter this morning; that is, I suppose it was from him; she +ran to meet the postman, and then went up stairs." + +"You didn't mention it to her?" + +Mrs. Blair looked at her husband in surprise, and he hastened to make +amends by acquiescing in the propriety of her conduct, when he said: + +"Oh, of course not." + +He seemed to drop the subject then, but that it remained uppermost in +his mind was shown later, when he said: + +"I think she will be weaned away from him after a while, don't you? That +is--if he stays long enough." + +Mrs. Blair was not so hopeful; perhaps, too, in her romantic ideal of +devotion, she did not wish Lavinia to be weaned away. But she avoided a +direct answer by the suggestion: + +"Perhaps he will be weaned away from her." + +This possibility had not occurred to the judge. + +"Why, the idea!" he said resentfully. "Do you think him capable of such +baseness?" + +Mrs. Blair laughed. + +"Would you like to think of _your_ daughter as fickle, and forgetting a +young man who was eating his heart out for her far away in a big city?" + +A condition of such mild romantic sorrow might have attracted Mrs. Blair +in the abstract, but it could not of course appeal to her when it came +thus personally. As for the judge, he dismissed the problem, as he had +so many times before, with the remark: + +"Well, we can only wait and see." + +The letter which Lavinia received from Marley had been written the day +he reached Chicago. It was a long letter, conceived largely in a +facetious spirit, and he had labored over it far into the night in the +little room of the boarding-house he had found in Ohio Street. + +"I chose Ohio Street," he wrote, "because its name reminded me of home. +Ohio Street may once have been the street of the well-born, but it has +degenerated and it is now the abode of a long row of boarding--places, +one of which houses me. My room is a little corner eyrie in the second +story, back, and from its one window I get an admirable view of the +garbage dump, the atmosphere and certain intensely red bricks which go +to make the wall of the house next door. And my landlady, ah, I should +have to be a Balzac to describe my landlady! She wears large, vociferous +ear-rings, and she says 'y-e-e-a-a-s' for yes; just kind o' rolls it off +her tongue as if she didn't care whether it ever got off or not. She is +truly a beauteous lady, given much to a scarlet hue of her nasal +appendage; also, her molar system is unduly prominent, too much to the +fore, as it were. As for form or figure, I'm afraid I couldn't say with +truth that she goes in for the sinuous, far from it; she leans more to +the elephantine style of feminine architecture. And she has a way of +reaching out that is very attractive; probably because of the necessity +of reaching for room rent. She bears the air of one bent on no earthly +thing, of a continual soaring in quest of the unexpected; there is about +her the charm of the intangible, the unknowable. + +"The boarding-house itself isn't so bad; I get my room and two meals for +three-fifty a week; my noon luncheons I have to take down-town. They +have dinner here, you know, in the evening. I haven't seen much of the +people in the boarding-house; the men are mostly clerks, and the women +have bleached hair. They all looked at me when I went into the +dining-room this evening. There is one young man who sits at my table +who is in truth a very unwise and immature youth. He is given greatly to +the use of words of awful and bizarre make-up. For instance, he said +something about the jokes they get off in the shows here about Irishmen, +but instead of saying jokes, he said 'traversities'! What do you think +of that?" + +Marley had already described his journey to Chicago in terms similar to +those in which he described his boarding-house; of Chicago itself he +said: + +"It seems that ages ago when the gods, or maybe the demons, were making +over plans and specifications of the infernal region, Chicago was +mentioned and considered by the committee. When it came to a vote for +choice of sites the place that won had only three more votes than +Chicago. They didn't locate the brimstone plant here, and from what I +can learn Chicago was a candidate for both the plant and the honor. It +was a mistake on somebody's part, as Chicago is certainly an ideal place +for it." + +But the letter discussed mostly the things of Macochee, where Marley's +spirit still dwelt. The passages Lavinia most liked, of course, were +those in which he declared his love for her; it was the first +love-letter she had ever received, and this tender experience went far +to compensate her for the loneliness she felt in his absence. + +It grew upon her after she had read her letter many times, that it would +be a kindness to take it over and read to Mrs. Marley those parts, at +least, that were not personal. It was a hard thing for Lavinia to do; +she had a fear of Mrs. Marley; but she felt more and more the kindness +of it, and so in the morning she set out. Lavinia was surprised and a +little disappointed, when Mrs. Marley told her that she too had received +in the same mail a letter from Glenn. It somehow took away from her own +act, the more when Mrs. Marley calmly passed her letter over for Lavinia +to read. + +Lavinia, who had not been able to resist a pang that Marley had written +his mother quite as promptly as he had written her, found some +consolation in the fact that his letter to his mother was not nearly so +long as his letter to her, and it contained, too, the same information; +in some instances, identical phrases, as letters do that are written at +the same time. She felt that she should be happy in them both, and she +wished she could determine which of the letters had been written first. +After she had read Mrs. Marley's letter, she could not speak for a +moment; the letter closed with a description of the sensations it gave +Marley to open his trunk and come across the Bible his mother had packed +in it. But she controlled herself, and when she had finished reading +parts of her own letter to Mrs. Marley, she said: + +"Well, he seems to be in good spirits, doesn't he? He writes so +amusingly of everything." + +Mrs. Marley looked up at Lavinia with a curious smile. + +"Why, don't you see?" she said. + +"What?" asked Lavinia, glancing in alarm at the two letters which she +still held in her lap. + +"Why, the poor boy is dying of homesickness; that's what makes him write +in that mocking vein." + +"Do you think that is so?" Lavinia leaned forward. + +"Why, I know it," replied Mrs. Marley, with a little laugh. "He's just +like his father." + +For a moment Lavinia felt a satisfaction in Marley's loneliness, but she +denied the satisfaction when she said: + +"He'll get over it, after a while." + +"Not for a long while, I'm afraid," said Mrs. Marley. "Not until some +one can be with him." + +Lavinia blushed, and before she knew it Mrs. Marley had bent over and +kissed her cheek. + +"He has a long hard battle before him, my dear," she said, "in a great +cruel city. We must help him all we can." + +Lavinia hesitated a moment, then she put her arms about Mrs. Marley and +drew her down for the kiss which sealed their friendship. + +They sat and talked of Marley for a long time, and at last when Lavinia +rose to go, she held out to Mrs. Marley the letter her son had written +her. She looked at it a moment before handing it to Mrs. Marley. + +"Would you like to keep it?" Mrs. Marley asked. + +"May I?" + +"If you wish. But you must come often; I shall be lonely now, you know, +and you must bring his letters and read parts of them. He'll be writing +so many more to you than he will to me." + +Lavinia received a letter from Marley every day; it was not long before +Clemmons, the postman, smiled significantly when, each morning at the +sound of his whistle, she ran to meet him at the door. And Lavinia wrote +to Marley as regularly herself, sitting at the little desk in her room +every night long after the house was dark and still. + +The judge could find no hope in the observations Mrs. Blair reported to +him. + +"She seems to have developed a new idea of constancy," said Mrs. Blair. +"She will not allow herself to do a thing, or go to a single place; she +will hardly accept any pleasure because he isn't here to share it. I +believe she tries not to have a thought that is not of him. She is +almost fanatical about it." + +"Oh dear!" said the judge. "I thought the nightly calls were a severe +strain, but they can not compare to the strain of nightly letters." + +"He writes excellent letters, however," Mrs. Blair said. "I wish you +could read the one he wrote his mother. A boy who writes like that to +his mother--" + +"How did you get to see a letter he wrote his mother?" interrupted the +judge. + +"Lavinia showed it to me." + +"Has she been over there?" + +"Yes. Why?" + +The judge shook his head gravely, as if the situation were now hopeless, +indeed. + + + + + CHAPTER XXVI + + THE ARMY OF THE UNEMPLOYED + + +"I am very tired to-night," Marley wrote to Lavinia a day or so later. +"I have been making the rounds of the law offices; I have been to all +the leading firms, but--here I am, still without a place. I thought I +might get a place in one of them where I could finish my law studies, +and make enough to live on, meanwhile; I had dreams of working into the +firm in time, but they were only dreams, and all my hopes have gone +glimmering. The men who are employed in the law offices are already +admitted to the bar; most of them are young fellows, but some are old +and gray-headed, and the sight of them gave me the blues. + +"I did not get to see many of the firm members themselves; their offices +are formidable places. There is no office in Macochee like them; they +have big outer rooms, full of stenographers and clerks and there is a +boy at a desk who makes you tell your business before you can get in to +see any of the lawyers themselves. They seem to be mighty big, important +fellows. Most of them would not see me at all; several said they had no +place for me and dismissed me with a kind of pitying smile; one man, +when I asked him if he thought there was an opening, said he supposed +there ought to be, as one lawyer in Chicago had died of starvation only +the day before. But some were kinder; one, whom I shall never forget, +took pains to sit down and talk with me a long time, but he was no more +encouraging than the others. He said the profession was terribly +overcrowded, 'that is,' he corrected himself with a tired smile, 'if you +can call it a profession any longer. It is more of a business nowadays +and the only ones who get ahead are those who have big corporations for +clients. How they all live is a mystery to me!' He thought I had better +not undertake it and advised me to go into some business. But then most +of them did that. + +"But I must tell you of my visit to Judge Johnson. You will remember my +telling you of him; he was Wade Powell's chum in the law school in +Cincinnati, and Mr. Powell had given me a letter to him. I had a hard +time seeing him; the hardest of all. When I went into the big stone +government building he was holding court, and a lawyer was making an +argument before him. I waited till they were all done, and then when the +crier had adjourned court--he said 'Oyez, Oyez, Oyez,' instead of the +'Hear ye, hear ye, hear ye' we have in Ohio; it sounded so old and +quaint, even if he did say 'Oh yes,' for 'Oyez!' It comes from the old +Norman-French, you know; ask your father about it, he'll explain it--I +tried to get in to him. I succeeded at last, but it was hard work. He +didn't seem glad to see me; he looked at me coldly, and made me feel as +if I ought to hurry up and state my business promptly and get away. When +I gave him Wade Powell's letter he put on his gold glasses and read it; +but--what do you think?--I don't believe he remembered Wade Powell at +all! At least he seemed not to. Of course he may have been putting it +on. Wouldn't it make Wade Powell mad to know that? I'd give a +dollar--and I haven't any to spare either--to see him when he hears that +his old friend, Judge Johnson of the United States Circuit Court, +couldn't remember him! Well, the judge didn't let me detain him long, he +looked at his watch a moment, and then he advised me not to try it in +Chicago; he said there were too many lawyers here anyhow, and that he +thought a young man made a mistake in coming to a city at all. + +"'Why don't you stay in a small town?' he asked, looking at me sternly +over his glasses. 'Living is cheaper there, and life is much more simple +than it is in the cities. I've often wished I had stayed in a little +town.' + +"I came away, as you can imagine, feeling pretty much cast down and +humbled in spirit. There are four thousand lawyers in Chicago; just +think of it, almost as many lawyers as there are people in Macochee! As +I walked through the crowded streets with men and women rushing along, I +wondered how they all lived. What do they do? Where are they all going, +and how do they get a place to stand on? As I came across the bridge +over to the North Side I felt that there was no place for me here in +this great, dirty, ugly city, just as there is no place for me back in +peaceful Macochee, where every minute of the day I long to be. Anyway, I +am sure that there is no place for me here in the law, and I shall have +to look for something else. I see so much wretchedness and poverty and +squalor; it is in the street everywhere--pale, gaunt men, who look at +you out of sick, appealing eyes. + +"This morning I saw a sight down-town that filled me with horror; it was +noon, and a great crowd of ragged men were waiting in front of the +_Daily News_ office in Fifth Avenue. They were all standing idly and yet +expectantly about; I stood and watched them. Presently, as at some +signal, they all rushed for the office door, and then all at once they +seemed to be enveloped in a white, rustling cloud. Each one had a +newspaper, and they all turned to one page and began to read rapidly; +sometimes two or three men bent over the same paper; in another moment +they had scattered, going in all directions. Then it flashed upon me: +they had been waiting for the noon edition of the paper and the page +they had all turned to was the page with the 'want ads' on it; they were +all looking for jobs! It made me inexpressibly sad. I do not wish to +inflict my own sorrow upon you, dear heart, but it made me shudder; what +if I--but no, the thought is too horrible to mention. And yet I, too, +belong to this great army of the unemployed. + +"As I write the clock in the steeple of a church a block away chimes the +hour of midnight; so you see that I've retained my nocturnal habits. +When the poets of a coming generation sing of me (as they doubtless +will, after my death) their songs will be called Nocturnes." + +That same day Doctor Marley received a letter from his son which Mrs. +Marley, though her husband passed it over to her to read, did not show +to Lavinia. It ran: + +"It's rather expensive living here, I find; especially for one who +belongs to the great army of the unemployed. My contract with my +basiliscine landlady calls for two meals a day and a bed at night--also +for three-fifty per week in payment of said two meals and bed. My +lunches I get down-town; that is, I did get them down-town; for two days +I have gone without lunches, and the aforesaid landlady looks +reproachfully at me at night when she sees me laying in an extra supply +of dinner. I don't mind the lack of the lunches, even if she does, but +I'll have to pay her in a day or so now. I'm in poor spirits to-night, +so can't write well; cause of said low mental temperature, only eighty +cents in the world between me, my landlady and ultimate starvation. It's +funny how much hungrier a fellow gets as the food supply gets low. A +word to the wise, etc. + +"What do you think? I met Charlie Davis on the street this morning. He +is living here now, working in some big department store. My, it was +good to see some one from Macochee! How small the world is, after all! + +"How are you all? How is Dolly? Does Smith Johnson still clap his hands +at his dog every evening as he comes home, and does the dog run out to +meet him as joyously as of yore? And does Hank Delphy still go down-town +in his shirt-sleeves? And has Charlie Fouly had any fits in the Square +lately? And, father, has mother got a girl yet? Give her an ocean of +love and tell her not to work too hard, and to let the heathen shift for +themselves a while. They haven't any trusts to monopolize the jobs as +yet, and they ought to be able to get along. Oh, how I'd like to see you +all! Answer all my questions: I propounded numerous ones to you. I don't +remember now what all of them were, but I know they were all momentous +and had much to do with my well-being, spiritual and physical, not to +say financial. And see that the moss doesn't get too thickly overlaid on +my memory." + +Marley's new life in Chicago, as somewhat vaguely reflected in his +letters, impressed those who had a sense of having been left behind in +Macochee, as but a continuation of the life he had led there, that is, +it was presented to them as one long, hopeless search for employment. He +told of his daily tramps up and down the city, of his dutiful +applications for work in every place where the boon of work might be +bestowed, and of the unvarying refusals of those in whose hands had been +intrusted, by some inscrutable decree of the providence of economics, +the right to control the opportunity of labor. It was as if the primal +curse of earning his bread were in a fair way to be taken from man, had +not the primal necessity of eating his bread continued unabated. + +The routine through which he went each day had begun to weary Marley, +and it might have begun to weary his readers in Macochee, had they not +all felt their own fortunes somehow bound up with his. He apologized in +his nightly letters for the monotony of their recitals, but he hoped it +might be condoned as the most realistic portrayal of his life that he +could give. He tried at times to give his letters a lighter tone by +describing, with a facility that grew with practice, the many incidents +that attracted him in a city whose life was all so new and strange to +him; he could not help a growing interest in it all, and while Lavinia +was probably unconscious of the change, his letters were now less +concerned with the things of the life he had left in Macochee, and more +and more with the things of the life he had entered upon in Chicago; as +on a palimpsest, the old impressions were erased to make way for new +ones. + +But try as he would to give to his letters a cheer that was far from +expressing his own spirit, he could not save them from the despair that +was laying hold of him, a despair which finally communicated itself in +the declaration that it was now no longer with him a question of +selecting employment. + +"I must take," he wrote, "whatever I can get, and that will probably be +some kind of manual, if not menial, work. Sometimes," so he let himself +go on, "I feel as if I would give up and go back to Macochee, defeated +and done for. But I can not come to that yet, though I would like to; +oh, how I would like to! But I don't dare, my pride won't let me act the +part of a coward, though I know I am one at heart. One thing keeps me up +and that is the thought of you; I see your face ever before me, and your +sweet eyes ever smiling at me--" + +Lavinia's eyes were not smiling as she read this; and she poured out her +own grief and sympathy in a long letter that she promptly tore up, to +pen in its stead a calmer, braver one, that should hearten him in the +struggle which, as she proudly assured him, he was making for her. + +Marley's description of his straits partly prepared Lavinia for the +shock of the letter in which he said he had found a job at last, but she +was hardly prepared to learn that it was anything so far from her +conception of what was due him as a job trucking freight for a railroad. +The mockery he put into the picture of himself in a blue jumper and +overalls could not console her, and she kept the truth from every one, +except her mother; she preferred rather that they number Marley still +with the army of the unemployed than to count him among those who toiled +so desperately with the muscles of their arms and backs. She tried to +conceal in encouraging congratulations the chagrin of which she felt she +should be ashamed, and she tried to show her appreciation of his droll +sarcasms about the preparation his four years of college had given him +for the task of trundling barrels of sugar and heaving pianos down from +box-cars. + +"I'm sure it's honest work," she wrote, "but do be careful, dear, not to +hurt yourself in lifting such heavy loads." It was a comfort to remind +him that he was not intended to do such work. + +There was a relief, however, that she did not dare admit, when he told +her three days later that he had lost his job. + +"I realize for the first time my importance in the great scheme of +things," he wrote. "I was fired because I do not belong to the freight +handlers' union. It took them three days to find this out, and then they +threatened to strike if the railroad company did not immediately +discharge me. The railroad company, after due consideration, decided to +let me out, and--I'm out. It makes me tremble to think of the +consequences that would have followed had they decided otherwise. Think +of it! The railroad tied up, business at a standstill and the commerce +of the nation paralyzed, and all because of Glenn Marley, A. B. It is +really encouraging to know that my presence on the earth is actually +known to my fellow-mortals; it has at least been discovered that I am +alive and in Chicago, even if my diploma is not recognized by Freight +Handlers' Union No. 63. And now," he concluded, "as Kipling says, it's +'back to the army again, Sergeant, back to the army again'--the army of +the unemployed." + +Lavinia was shocked again a day or so later when on opening her letter +she met the announcement that he had been offered a job with another +railroad as a freight handler. + +"But you need not be alarmed," she was reassured to read--though it was +not until she thought it all over afterward that she began to wonder how +he had divined her dislike of his being in such work--"I haughtily +declined, and turned them down. You see this road is just now in the +throes of a strike, and all their freight handlers are out. +Consequently, they have had to employ scabs to do the work of the +strikers. They take anybody--that's why they were ready to take me. But +as I said, I declined. Somehow, I couldn't bring myself to take a place +away from a union man." + +Lavinia mistook her satisfaction in Marley's declination of the position +for a satisfaction in the nobility of his sacrifice, and in her elation +she related the circumstance at dinner. Now that Marley had declined +such an employment she felt safe in doing this. But her father did not +see it in her light, or at least in Marley's light. + +"Humph!" he sneered; "so he sympathizes with unionism, does he? Well, +those unions will own the whole earth if they keep on." + +"But he says he thought of the wives and children of the union men--" + +"Well, but why doesn't he think of the wives and children of the scabs, +as he calls them? They have as much right to live and work as the union +men." + +Lavinia, as an opponent of union labor herself, could not answer this +argument, though she felt it her duty to defend Marley. But before she +could proceed in his defense, her father, strangely enraged at the mere +mention of the policies of the unions, hurried on: + +"The union didn't show any consideration for him when it took his other +job away from him." + +Lavinia shot a reproachful glance at her mother, who did not see it +because she was shooting a glance more than reproachful at her husband, +and it had the effect of silencing and humbling the judge, as all of +Lavinia's arguments, or all of the arguments known to the propaganda of +union labor, could not have done. + + + + + CHAPTER XXVII + + A FOOTHOLD + + +The next letter the postman gave Lavinia began ecstatically: + +"I've got a job at last! I'm now working for the C. C. and P. Railroad, +in their local freight office, and I'm not trucking freight either, but +I'm a clerk--a bill clerk, to be more exact. My duties consist in +sitting at a desk and writing out freight bills, for which by some +inscrutable design of Providence my study of common carriers and +contracts in the law was doubtless intended to prepare me. + +"To-day I wrote out a bill for freight to Cook and Jennings, Macochee, +Ohio, and you can imagine my sensations. It made me homesick for a +while; I wished that by some necromancy I might conceal myself in the +bill and go to Macochee with it; I had a notion to write a little word +of greeting on the bill, but I didn't; it might have worried old man +Cook's brain and he couldn't stand much of a strain of that kind. But +I'm getting nearer Macochee every day now. I guess I'm to be a railroad +man after all, and some day you'll be proud to tell your friends that I +started at the bottom. 'Oh, yes,' you'll be boasting, 'Mr. Marley began +as a common freight trucker; and worked his way up to general manager.' +Then we'll go back to Macochee in my private car. I can see it standing +down by the depot, on the side track close to Market Street, baking in +the hot sun, and the little boys from across the tracks will be crowding +about it, gaping at the white-jacketed darky who'll be getting the +dinner ready. We'll have Jack and Mayme down to dine with us, and your +father and mother and Chad and Connie, and my folks, too, and maybe, if +you'll let me, Wade Powell. Then, of course, the Macochee people will +think better of me; they won't be saying that I'm no good, but instead +they'll stand around, in an easy, careless way, and say, 'Oh, yes, I +knew Glenn when he was a boy. I always said he'd get up in the world.' + +"But, ah me, just now I'm a bill clerk at fifty dollars a month, thank +you, and glad of the chance to get it; so is my voluptuous landlady +glad; she'll get her board money a little more regularly now. + +"I suppose you'll want to know something about my surroundings. They are +not elegant; the office is a big barn of a place, crowded full of desks, +where we sit and write from eight in the morning until any hour at night +when it occurs to the boss to tell us we can go. Last night it was ten +o'clock before the idea struck him. They kindly allow us an hour in +which to run out to a restaurant for supper. The windows in the office +were washed, so tradition runs, in 1493, the year after Columbus landed. +Outside, the freight trains rush by constantly so as to keep the noise +going. My boss, whose name is Clark, strikes me as being a sort of fool +of an innocuous sort. He is a conscientious ass, but a poor, +unfortunate, deluded simpleton. He's one of those close-fisted reubs +whose chief care is the pennies, and whose only interest in life is the +C. C. and P. Railroad. He makes his business his own personal affair and +the C. C. and P. his god. He lunches down-town and pays twenty cents for +his lunch, never more, often fifteen. One of the first things he told me +was, now that I had come under his protecting wing, to begin to save +money. They have a young man in the office here, whose desk is next to +mine, who was born somewhere in Canada, and is always 'a-servin' of her +Majesty the Queen,' as Kipling says. He told me with much gusto how he +had hung out of the office window last New Year's a Canadian flag. He +seemed proud of having done so, and also told me, boasted to me, in +fact, that he was going to hang the same flag out of the same window on +the Fourth of July. 'Oh, yes, you are!' thinks I. So I got the flag and +ripped it into shreds and started it through the waste-basket on a +hurried trip to oblivion. _À bas_ the Canadian flag! He'll probably get +another one, but if I get hold of it, it'll meet the same fate as the +first one. Then I have something to think of that'll keep my mind off my +horrible fate in being here in Chicago, while I smile in ghoulish glee +with a cynical leer overspreading my classic features, at the young +man's disapproval of my actions. The rest of the men in the office +aren't much to boast of. They're a diluted mixture of Nijni Norgordian +and Bill Hoffman the jeweler. I still hate this town; I wish it were +buried under seven hundred and thirty feet of Lake Michigan." + +Marley's next letter to Lavinia opened thus: + +"Extract from the diary of J. H. Anderson, +Esq., Canadian, clerk in the freight office of the +C. C. and P. Ry., at Chicago, Ill., April 20. + + "'New man on desk next to mine; young, about + 24. Rather decent fellow, but conceited. Do not + think he will last. Took me to lunch with him + this evening.' + +"Now what do you think of that? The youth I described to you at such +length keeps a diary, and the foregoing is culled therefrom. He left it +by some mistake on top of his desk, and I picked it up innocently enough +to-night, to see what it was, and that was the first thing my eye lit +on. He is evidently an adept at coming to conclusions, apparently he can +sum one up in two whisks of a porter's broom. I was much surprised to +find myself so well done. Done on every side in those few words. I've +rather enjoyed it; strikes me as being uproariously funny. Maybe his +dictum is correct. You'll agree with me as to his richness. Tell every +one about it and see what they will think. Tell your mother and my +mother. Tell Jack and give him a chance to laugh. Tell Mayme Carter, +too." + +Lavinia ran at once to her mother. + +"Listen," she said. And she read it. + +Mrs. Blair laughed. + +"How funny!" she said, "and how well he writes! I should think he'd go +into literature." + +Lavinia laid the letter down in her lap and looked at her mother as if +she had been startled by a striking coincidence. + +"Why, do you know, I've thought of that very thing myself." + +"But read on," urged Mrs. Blair. + +Lavinia picked up the letter again and began: + +"Well, de--" + +"Oh," she exclaimed, blushing hotly, "I can't read you that. Let's +see--" + +She leafed over the letter, one, two, three, four sheets. Mrs. Blair was +smiling. + +"Aren't you leaving out the best parts?" she asked archly. + +"Oh, there's nothing," Lavinia said, not looking up. "But--oh, well, +this is all. He says-- + +"'There is a good deal of unrest and uneasiness here just now, because +the first of May is coming. The road is anticipating trouble with the +freight handlers; they may go out on a strike that day.' + +"Oh, dear," sighed Lavinia, "more strikes, and I suppose that means more +trouble for Glenn." + +"Why, the strike of those men can't affect him," Mrs. Blair assured her. +"He's a clerk now." + +"Yes, I know, but what if he gets the notion he ought to help them by +quitting too?" + + + + + CHAPTER XXVIII + + THE TALK OF THE TOWN + + +Macochee's common interest in Marley was sharpened by his leaving town, +and out of the curiosity that raged, Lawrence and Mayme Carter one +evening made a call on Lavinia. + +"Well, Lavinia," said Lawrence, almost as soon as they were seated in +the parlor, "what's the news about Glenn? How's he getting along?" + +"Oh, pretty well," she said, smiling. + +"Does he like Chicago?" + +"Oh, yes; that is, fairly well." + +"Run get his letters and let us read them." + +"Why, Jack! The idea!" Mayme rebuked him. + +But Lavinia instantly got up. + +"Well, I'll read you part of one or two," she said. "He can tell you +much better than I all about himself." + +She was gone from the room a moment and then returned with two thick +envelopes. + +"My, Lavinia, you don't intend to read all that, do you?" Lawrence made +a burlesque of looking at his watch. + +"Oh, you needn't be afraid," said Lavinia, smiling. She opened a letter. + +"Here's one that came several days ago. He mentions you both in this +one." + +"You don't mean to say he connects our names?" Lawrence affected +consternation. + +"Can't you be serious a moment?" Mayme said, "I want to hear what he +says; do go on, Lavinia, and don't mind Jack." + +Lavinia read the extract from the diary and Marley's comment. + +"Doesn't he say anything about you?" said Lawrence. "Why don't you read +that? You skip the most interesting parts. You'd better let me read +them. Here--" and he held out his hand for the letter. + +But Lavinia laid one letter securely in her lap and opened the other. + +"Listen to this," she began, and then she glanced over the first page +and half-way down the second. + +"Here you're skipping again," cried Lawrence. "Why don't you play fair?" + +"'I have made a friend,' he says," she began, "'and it all came about +through the strike. You know the freight handlers went out on the first +of May, and since then there has been more excitement than work in the +office. The freight house is stacked high with freight, and only a few +men are working there and they are afraid of their lives. All around the +outside of the big, long shed are policemen and detectives, and the +strikers' pickets. All day they walk up and down, up and down, at a safe +distance, just off the company's ground, and they waylay everybody and +try to get them not to go to work here. I happened to see the strike +when it began. It was day before yesterday morning. I had gone out in +the freight house on some little errand and just at ten o'clock I +noticed a man walk down by the platform that runs along outside the +shed. I saw him stop by one of the big doors and look in. Suddenly he +gave a low whistle, then another. The men in the freight house stopped +and looked up. Then the man outside raised his arm, and held up two +fingers--'" + +"He wanted them to go swimming probably," interrupted Lawrence. + +"Oh, Jack, do stop," said Mayme, irritably. "Right at the most +interesting part, too! Do go on, Lavinia." + +Lavinia read on: + +"'Then the man outside raised his arm, and held up two fingers, and +instantly every truck in the shed dropped to the floor, bang, the men +all went and put on their coats, marched out of the freight house--and +the strike was on. Well, after that came the policemen and the +detectives and the pickets, to say nothing of the reporters. It is about +these last that I mean to tell you, for among them I have found this new +friend. The other day a young man came into the office to see Clark, our +boss. I was attracted by him at once. He was tall, and his smooth-shaven +face was refined and thoughtful; I call him good-looking; his eyes were +dark and his nose straight and full of character; his lips were thin and +level; his hair was not quite black and stopped just on the right side +of being curly. He was dressed modestly, but stylishly; I remember he +wore gloves--he always does--and I thought him somewhat dudish. But what +was my pleasure to see on his waistcoat the little white cross of my +fraternity! I rushed up to him instantly, and gave him the grip. He was +a Sig., from an Indiana college, and he is a reporter on the _Courier_. +His name is James Weston; no, he is no relation to Bob Weston of +Macochee at all. I asked him that the first thing; but he is some +relation to the Cliffords, distant, I suppose.'" + +"I wonder if that isn't the young man who visited them summer before +last?" asked Mayme. "I'll bet it is!" + +"No, it can't be," said Lavinia, "I thought of that the very first +thing, but you see he says," and Lavinia read on: + +"'He says he hasn't been there for years. We chatted together for a few +minutes and were friends at once. To-morrow night, if I can get off in +time, I'm to dine with him at a café down-town. My, but it was good to +see some one wearing that little white cross! You see my college +training has done me some good after all.'" + +In their conversation afterward, Lavinia and Mayme celebrated Marley's +abilities as a writer, but Lawrence begged Lavinia to read them more, +particularly, as he assured her, those parts about herself, saying he +could judge better of Marley's abilities after he heard how he treated +romantic subjects. + +"I want to know how he handles the love interest," he said. + +"Oh, you got that from George Halliday," said Mayme. "It sounds just +like him when he's discussing some book none of us has read, doesn't it, +Lavinia?" + +Lavinia admitted that it did sound like Halliday, and Mayme returned to +her attack on Lawrence by saying: + +"What do you know about writing, anyway?" + +They might have gone farther along this line had not Mrs. Blair entered +with a plate of cake and some ice-cream that had been left over from +their dessert at supper. These refreshments instantly seemed to affect +Mayme with the idea that the call had assumed the formality of a social +function, and as she nibbled at her cake, she asked with a polite +interest: + +"Just what is Mr. Marley's position with the railroad, Lavinia?" + +"Oh," Lavinia answered, "he has a place in the office of the freight +department; he's a clerk there." + +"I'm so glad to know," said Mayme, as if in relief. + +"Why?" Lavinia looked up in alarm. + +"Oh, well, you know--how people talk." Mayme raised her pale eyebrows +significantly. Lavinia was disturbed, but Lawrence, detecting the +danger, instantly turned it off in a joke. + +"She heard he was a section hand," he said. + +"The idea!" laughed Lavinia. + +"Isn't this just the worst place for gossip you ever heard of?" said +Mayme. + +"The worst ever," said Lawrence. "If I were you I'd quit and start a +reform movement." + +When they had gone and were strolling toward the Carters', Lawrence +grumbled at Mayme: + +"What did you want to give it all away to Lavinia for?" + +"Why, Jack, I didn't say anything, did I?" + +"Oh, no, nothing--only you tipped off the whole thing to her." + +"Why, what did I say that hinted at it, even?" + +"'Oh, you know how people talk!'" Lawrence mimicked her tone as he +repeated her words. + +"Well, you know they do, Jack, and you know all the mean things they've +been saying about Glenn. And you remember Charlie Davis' mother told +mama that Charlie ran across him in the street: in Chicago and that--" + +"Oh, Charlie Davis!" said Lawrence, as impatiently as he could say +anything. "What's he? Anyway, you didn't have to tell Lavinia." + +"Well, I'm glad we got the truth anyway." + +"Yes, so am I." + +"We must tell everybody." + +"Sure," acquiesced Lawrence, "if we can get the gossips started the +other way they'll have him president of the road in a few days." + + + + + CHAPTER XXIX + + A MAN OF LETTERS + + +The Macochee gossips, after they were assured he was engaged in +clerical, and not manual work, might have promoted Marley much more +rapidly than his railroad would have done, had it not been for the news +that he had changed his employment. They had gone far enough to noise it +about that Marley was chief clerk in the office, where he was only a +bill clerk, when the _Republican_, with the impartial good nature with +which it treated all of Macochee's folk, so long as they kept out of +politics, mentioned him for the first time since his departure, and +then, to tell of the advancement he was rapidly making in the metropolis +that loomed so large and important in their provincial eyes. Lavinia had +the facts in a letter from Marley a day or so before the _Republican_ +had them, though she never could imagine, as she told everybody, where +the _Republican_ got its information. + +"I have a big piece of news to tell you," he wrote. "Last night I dined +with Weston. It was the first really enjoyable evening I have had since +I struck the town. Luckily, the strikers had everything tied up so tight +that we could do little work, and I had no trouble in getting off in +time. I met him about six o'clock, and we went to the swellest +restaurant in town. Weston is the finest fellow you ever saw; as it was +pay night, he said he would blow me off to a good dinner. And he did, +the best dinner I have ever eaten; there were half a dozen courses, and +as we ate we talked, talked about everything, college days, the hard +days that come after college, and you, and everything. Weston's +experience has been about the same as mine--one long, hopeless search +for a job. He, however, did not wait so long as I did; he said that he +realized there was no place for him in a small town, and so he set out +for the city almost at once. His father wanted him to study medicine, +but he said he hadn't the money or the patience to wait, and he hated +medicine anyway, and, as newspaper work offered the quickest channel to +making a living he chose that. His secret ambition, he confessed, is +literature, and I believe he is writing a book, but he would not, or did +not, tell me as much. He says he thinks newspaper work a bad business +for any one to get into, but then I have discovered that that is the way +every man talks about his own calling. + +"After we had finished our dinner, we sat there for a long, long time +over our coffee and cigarettes, and we finally got to talking about the +strike. Weston, you know, has been working on it, and I was glad to be +able to tell him a good many things he said he could use. Finally, I +don't know just how it came about, but I told him how the strike started +with us, about the man appearing in the street alongside the freight +house, whistling, and then holding up two fingers--I think I described +it to you in a letter the other night. Weston was greatly interested; I +can see him still, sitting across the table from me, knocking the ashes +from his cigarette into his empty coffee-cup and looking so intently at +me out of his brown eyes that he almost embarrassed me. And what was my +surprise when I finished to have him say: + +"'By Jove, Marley, I'll have to use that. I've been wondering how to +lead my story to-night.' + +"Now you know the strike at our place occurred several days ago, but +since then it has been spreading, and to-day the men on another road +walked out. This morning when I picked up the _Courier_ and turned to +the strike news, here is what I read, under big head-lines: + +"'A short man with a brown derby hat cocked over his eye walked +leisurely down Canal Street at ten o'clock yesterday morning. The short +man walked a block and then turned and walked back. At the open door of +the C. and A.'s big freight house he stopped. Suddenly he whistled, +once, twice, thrice, in low notes. Then he raised his hand with a +gesture that was graceful and yet commanding, and held up two fingers. +Inside the freight house the men who were heaving away at the big bales +and boxes, attracted by the whistle, paused in their labor and looked +up; they saw the man raise his two fingers; and, with the discipline of +well-trained troops, they dropped their trucks, put on their coats and +marched out of the freight house. And the Alton had been added to the +list of railroads whose men were on strike.' + +"Of course, I was surprised and puzzled, and a little pleased too, that +I had had a hand in the article. As I read it, though, I thought of a +hundred details I might have told Weston, and I began to wish I had +written the account myself. This afternoon he came around to the office +again, and the first thing he said was: + +"'Did you see your story this morning?' + +"I told him I had, of course. 'But,' I added, 'that was the way it +happened on our road; not on the Alton.' + +"But he only laughed, and said something about the tricks of the trade. + +"And now for the news I was going to tell you. I told Weston, as we +talked the story over, of my little wish that I had written the article +myself, and he looked at me intently for a moment. Then he said: + +"'How'd you like to break into newspaper business?' + +"My heart leaped; it came to me suddenly that it wasn't the law, nor +railroad work, but journalism that I wanted to enter. I told him so +frankly and he said: + +"'Well, it's a dog's life and I don't know whether I'm doing you a good +turn or not, but I'll speak to the city editor tonight. He's a little +short of men just now. + +"My heart is in my mouth. I can hardly wait till to-morrow, when I'm to +see him again. Think of it, dear, and all it means! It means more money, +association with men of my own kind, men like Weston, and a fine, +interesting life; and it means you; oh, it means you!" + +Marley was able in this letter to communicate to Lavinia some of his +enthusiasm and some of his suspense, and she found it difficult to await +the result of his next interview with Weston. She began to count the +hours until Marley and Weston should meet again, and then in a flash it +came over her that they had doubtless already met, that the decision was +already known, the fate determined, and she was still in ignorance. She +had a sense of mystery in it, and she grew impatient, wondering why he +did not telegraph. The next day came, and a letter with it; but the +letter did not decide anything. Marley wrote that Weston had spoken to +the city editor, and that he had told him to bring Marley around that +evening. And so, other hours of waiting, and then, at last, another +letter. Marley announced the result with what self-repression he could +command. + +"It's settled," he wrote. "I'm to go to work Monday--as a reporter on +the staff of the _Courier_. The salary to begin with is to be fifteen +dollars a week. I'm glad to quit railroad work; I'm not built to be a +railroad man; I can't adhere to rules as they want me to, and I can't +bow down as it seems I should. I didn't tell you that my boss and I had +not been getting along very well lately; I thought I wouldn't worry you. +I was glad to be able to tell him to-day that I'd quit Saturday. I did +it in a proud and haughty manner; he seemed surprised and shocked--even +pained. And when I broke the news gently to the young Canuck he +expressed great sorrow and regret, but in his secret heart I knew he was +glad, for now as a prophet he can vindicate himself, at least partly, in +his diary." + +Lavinia was glad that Marley had gone into newspaper work; much as she +had tried she had not been able to conceive of him in exactly the ideal +light as a clerk in a railroad office; that position, while it may have +had its own promise, nevertheless did not envelope him in the atmosphere +she considered native to him. In his new relation to literature, which, +in her ignorance, she confounded with journalism, she felt a deep +satisfaction, and a new pride, and she was glad when the _Republican_ +announced the fact of Marley's new position; she felt that it was a +fitting vindication of her lover in the eyes of the people of Macochee +and a rebuke for the distrust they had shown in him. + +Thereafter her mail was increased, for in addition to his letter Marley +sent her the _Courier_ with his work marked; often he marked Weston's as +well, and early in June he wrote: "I want you to read Weston's story in +Sunday's paper about the Derby; it's a peach; it's the best piece of +frill writing that the town has seen in many a day." + +The tone of Marley's letters now became more cheerful; it was evident to +Lavinia that he was finding an interest in life, and in his descriptions +of his daily work and the places all over Chicago it took him to and the +people of all sorts it brought him in contact with, she found a new +interest for her own life. When he wrote that his salary had been +increased because of his story about a Sunday evening service in a +church of the colored people in Dearborn Street, it seemed to her that +happiness at last had come to them, and if, with the passing of June, +she felt a pang at Marley's grieving in one of his letters that this was +the month in which they had intended to be married, she was consoled by +the rapid progress he was making in his work. His salary had been raised +a second time; he was receiving now twenty-five dollars a week; it +seemed large to her, and she could not understand why it did not seem +large to Marley, even when he wrote that Weston was paid forty dollars a +week. + +Her chief joy, perhaps, lay in the fact that he seemed to be living more +comfortably than he had before. Now that he had left his dismal +boarding-house she found a relief from its subtly communicated influence +of the stranded wrecks of life, as Marley surely found it in the +apartments he was sharing with Weston. She parted as gladly from the +knowledge of his landlady as Marley did himself, assuring her that the +landlady had "not decreased any in value as a zoo exhibit since first I +rhapsodized about her." Lavinia felt that she could dispense with much +of the worry her womanly concern for his comfort had given her, and she +turned with a new joy to the books he was constantly recommending. + +"Did you ever read," he wrote, "Turgenieff's _Fathers and Sons_? I know +that you didn't and therefore I know what a treat you have coming. I'll +send you the book if you can't get it in Macochee, and I presume you +can't. Snider's sign 'Drugs and Books' is a lure to deceive an unwary +public that doesn't care as much for books as it does for soda-water; +and the stock there, as I recall it, consists largely of forty-cent +editions of books on which the copyright has expired, and which, printed +on cheap, pulp paper, are to be introduced for the first time to the +natives of Macochee. I wish you could see Weston's little book-case, +with its rows of his favorites. Besides Turgenieff and Tolstoi--he says +the Russians are the greatest novel writers the world has yet +produced--he has all of George Eliot; I have just read over again +_Middlemarch_ and _Daniel Deronda_. He likes Jane Austen, too, and he +says you would like her; I haven't read any but _Emma_ as yet. I'm going +to read them all. And if you like, you can read the set of little +volumes I am sending you to-day; we can read them thus together. And +Henry James--do read him--_Daisy Miller_ especially; you will like that. +Besides these, Weston has most of Ibsen's plays, and sometimes he reads +parts of them aloud to me; he reads them well. Some day, he says, he's +going to write a play himself; he is fond of the theater, and we often +go. One of the fine things about being on a newspaper is that we get +theater tickets, though we can't always get tickets to the theater we +want. Now and then the dramatic editor--a fine old fellow with a +magnificent shock of white hair, who may be seen about the office late +at night looking very _distingué_ in his evening clothes--gets Weston to +write a criticism on some play; and often the literary editor lets him +review books. Weston said to-day he'd get the literary editor to let me +review some books, and when I told him I didn't know how, he laughed in +a strange way and said that wouldn't make the slightest difference. +There's another book you _must_ read, and that is _A Modern Instance_. +The chief character is Bartley Hubbard, a newspaper man. Weston and I +had a big argument about the character to-day. I said I thought it was a +libel on the newspaper profession and Weston laughed and said it was +only the truth, and that I'd agree with him after I'd been in the work +longer. 'Newspaper work isn't a profession anyway,' he said, 'but a +business.' He speaks of journalism--though he won't call it journalism, +nor let me--just as lawyers speak of the law. He is urging me, by the +way, to keep up my law studies, and I'm thinking of going to the law +school here, if I find I can carry it on with my other work. Weston +declares I can; he says a man has to carry water on both shoulders if he +wants to amount to anything in the world--Wade Powell said something +like that to me once. Weston says I'll want to get out of newspaper work +after a while. He disturbed me a little to-day, and he hurt me, too, by +saying that a newspaper man has no business to be married; and he knows +all about you, too. Of course, he didn't mean to hurt me, it's merely +his way of looking at things." + +Happy as she was, Lavinia still had to have her woman's worries, and +they began to express themselves in constant adjuration to Marley to +guard his health; she feared the effect of night work, and she feared, +too, that he could not carry on his law studies and do his duty as a +reporter at the same time. She sympathized with the spirit of pride and +determination which made him wish to finish his law studies and be +admitted to the bar, but she found a greater satisfaction in thinking of +him as a journalist than as a lawyer; the figure he thus presented to +her mind was so much more romantic than the prosaic one of a lawyer to +which she had been all her life accustomed; on a large metropolitan +daily he was almost as romantic to her as an army officer or a naval +officer would have been. And while she did not like the night work, and +had her fears of it for Marley, she nevertheless felt strongly its +picturesque quality. + +The picture Marley drew in one of his letters of the strange shifting of +the scene that is to be observed in the streets of a great city as +darkness falls, when those that work in the prosaic day disappear and in +their places appears the vast and mysterious army of the toilers by +night, many of them in callings demanding the cover of the night, +thrilled her strangely. But she did not know how from all the +temptations of the irregular life he was leading he was saved, partly by +the gentle friend he had found in James Weston, but more by the constant +thought of the girl whom he had left behind at home. + + + + + CHAPTER XXX + + HOME AGAIN + + +Marley, after a year or more in Chicago, found the excitement of his +first return home growing upon him as he looked out the car window and +long before the train entered the borders of Gordon County he eagerly +began watching for familiar things. + +In the spirit of holiday which had come in this his first vacation, he +had felt justified in taking a chair in the parlor car, though from the +associations he had formed in his newspaper work it was more difficult +now for him to resist than to yield to extravagances. He had recalled +with a smile how in those first hard days in the freight office he had +joked about going home in a private car, and he had had all day a +childish pleasure in pretending that the empty Pullman was a private +car; he could almost realize such a distinction when he showed the +conductor the pass his newspaper had got for him. + +But even if he now felt glad that he was a newspaper man instead of a +railroad man, he was quite willing to return to Macochee on any terms. +He had tried to convince himself that he knew the very moment the train +swept across the Indiana line into Ohio, and he felt a fine glow of +state pride. He held his pride somewhat in check until he heard some one +speak a name that he recognized as that of an Ohio town and then he +boasted to the porter: + +"Well, I'm back in my own state again." + +The porter, though ready to admit that Ohio was a pretty good old state, +was nevertheless not very responsive, and Marley saw that he would have +to enjoy his sensations all alone. + +He could view with satisfaction the figure of a tolerably well-dressed +city man reflected in the long mirror that swayed with the rushing of +the heavy coach. He knew that his return would create a sensation in +Macochee, though he was resolved to be modest about it. Even if he was +not returning to Macochee in the ceremony he had dreamed of, he was +returning in a way that was distinguished enough for him and for +Macochee. + +He was eager to see the old town; he tried to imagine his return in its +proper order and sequence, first, the little depot, blistering in the +hot sun of the August afternoon, the rails gleaming in front of it, and +the air above them trembling in the heat; he could see the baggage +trucks tilted up on the platform; from the eating-house came the odor of +boiled ham compromised by the smell of the grease frying on the +scorching cinders that were heaped about the ties; beyond was the grain +elevator that once appeared so monstrous in his eyes; across the tracks, +the weed-grown field; and the only living things in sight the two men +unloading agricultural machines from a box-car abandoned on a siding, +the only sound, the ticking of a telegraph instrument; the target was +set, but the station officials had not yet appeared. + +Thence, in thought, he went up Miami Street; he saw the Court House and, +lounging along the stone base of the fence, the loafers whom no one had +ever seen move, but who yet must have made some sort of imperceptible +astronomical progress, for they kept always just in the shadow of the +building; then the old law office across the way; then Main Street, with +its crazy signs, its awnings, and the horses hitched to the racks, then +the Square with its old gabled buildings, the monument and the +cavalryman, the long street leading to his own home, and at last, Ward +Street, arched by its cottonwoods,--and he recalled his unfinished +verses which had taken Ward Street for a subject: + + "I know a place all pastoral, + Where streams in winter flow, + And where down from the cottonwoods + There falls a summer snow." + +And then, at last, the old house of the Blairs' with its cool veranda, +its dark bricks, its broad overhanging cornices, and Lavinia standing in +the doorway! + +He had never forgotten the anguish of his parting that night in spring, +and he had looked forward to this return as an experience that would +expiate it, and restore the lost balance of his life. But now as he +thought of his life in Chicago, of the new scenes and associations, it +came to him that that night after all had been final; the youth who had +then gone forth had indeed gone forth never to return; another being was +coming back in his stead. He had been successful in a way which at first +flattered his pride, but a new sense of proportion had been growing in +him that had lately made him mistrust newspaper work; he had for it a +dislike almost as definite as that which used to displease him in +Weston. He was growing tired of his life as a reporter; it had so many +irregularities, so many hardships; it detached him from wholesome, +every-day existence. He longed for some calling more definite, more +permanent, a work in which he might do things, instead of record them in +an ephemeral way. He had for a while been envious of Weston's progress +in his literary efforts, and for a while he had emulated him, but he had +not been long in recognizing that he lacked literary talent. + +Out of this dissatisfaction with himself he had lately gone in earnestly +to complete his law studies, which all along he had pursued in a +desultory fashion. He found some consolation in the hope that he might +be admitted to the bar in the fall, though how or when he was to get +into a practice was still as much of a problem as it had been in the old +days in Macochee. He clung steadfastly, however, to the feeling that his +newspaper work was but a makeshift; Weston and he had constantly +supported each other in this view--it was their one hope. + +With thoughts somewhat like these Marley had been whiling away the hours +of his long day's journey from Chicago to Macochee. He had read +thoroughly, and with a professionally critical faculty, all the Chicago +papers, and had long ago thrown them aside in a disorderly pile. Now he +had the tired sense that his journey was nearing its end. + +At last he saw the old mill-pond, and his heart leaped in affection; +then he got his umbrella and sticks, took off his traveling cap and put +it in his bag. He stood up for the porter to brush him off, and when he +had selected a half-dollar as a tip, he asked the porter to get his +luggage together, and in a conscious affectation he could not forego, +began to pull on his new gloves. They were nearing Macochee now; and +suddenly the tears started to his eyes, as in a flash he saw his +white-haired father standing on the platform, anxiously craning his neck +for a first glimpse of the boy who was coming home. + +Marley's mother did not reproach him when he ate a hurried supper that +evening and then set off immediately for Lavinia's. He renewed some of +the emotions of the earlier days of his courtship as the familiar houses +along the way gradually presented themselves to his recognition; he was +glad to note the changeless aspect of a town that never now could +change, at least in the way of progress, and he discovered a novel +satisfaction--one of the many experiences that were so rapidly crowding +in with his impressions--in the feeling that here, at least, in +Macochee, things would remain as they were, and defy that inexorable law +of change which makes so many tragedies in life. Lavinia must have +recognized his step, for there she was, standing in the doorway, a smile +on her face, and her eyelashes somehow moist. Marley felt a strange +discomposure; there was a little effort, the intimacy of their letters +must now give way to the intimacy of personal contact. But in another +second she was in his arms, and her face was hidden against his breast. + +"At last," she said, "you're here!" + +He felt her tremble, and he held her more closely. When he released her +she put her hands up to his shoulders and held him away from her, while +she scanned him critically. + +"You've grown broader," she said, "and heavier, and--oh, so much +handsomer!" + +The Blairs filed in presently, and Marley had the curious sense of this +very scene having been enacted in his presence before, but it lacked the +usual baffling effect of this psychological experience, for he was able +to recall, in an incandescent flash of memory, that it was almost a +repetition of their good-bys that night when he had gone away; Mrs. +Blair was as tender, and if Connie and Chad were a little shy of his new +importance, Judge Blair was as dignified, and as anxious as ever to get +back to his reading. Marley felt once more that permanence of things in +Macochee; this household had remained the same, and it made him feel +more than ever the change that had occurred in him. + +In lovers' intense subjectivity, he and Lavinia discussed this change +seriously. They reviewed their old dreams, and now they could laugh at +their defeated wish to live, even in an humble way, in Macochee. + +"It was funny, wasn't it?" said Marley. "I was very young +then,--nothing, in fact, but a kid." + +"Are you so very much older now?" asked Lavinia with a slight hint of +teasing in her tender voice. + +"Well," Marley replied, with a seriousness that impressed him, at least, +as the ripe wisdom of maturity, "I am not much older in years, but I am +in experience, and in knowledge of life. You see, dear, you can measure +time by the calendar, but you can't measure life that way. And Weston +says that there is no calling that will give a man experience so quickly +as newspaper work. You know we see everything, and we get a smattering +of all kinds of knowledge. Weston says that is all that reconciles him +to the business; he says a man learns more there than he ever does in +college. He considers the training invaluable; he says it will be of +great help to him in literature, if he can ever get into literature--he +isn't sure yet that he can. He can tell better after his book is +published. And he says a newspaper experience will help me in the law, +too, that is," Marley added, with a whimsical imitation of Weston's +despairing uncertainty, "if I can ever get into the law." + +"You think a great deal of Mr. Weston, don't you?" said Lavinia. + +"He's the finest fellow in the world, and the best friend I ever had." + +Marley had a curious intuition that Lavinia was a little jealous of +Weston. He immediately sought to allay the feeling with this argument: + +"You see, when a man does all for a fellow that Jim has done for me, and +when you have lived with him, and shared your haversack with him, and he +with you, like two soldier comrades, you get right down to the bottom of +him. And I want you to know him, dear, I know you'll like him." + +Lavinia was silent, and Marley had a fear that she might not accept +Weston quite so readily. + +"He has done me a world of good," he went on. "He has taught me much, he +has corrected my reckoning in more ways than one. He has taught me much +about books; and he has taught me to look sanely on a life that isn't, +he says, always truthfully reflected in books. And besides all, if it +hadn't been for him, if he had not kept me at it and urged me on, I +think I should have been doomed for ever to remain a poor newspaper +man." + +"Don't you like newspaper work?" she asked with a shade of +disappointment in her tone. + +"I did, but I like it less every day. It's a hard and unsatisfactory +life, and it has no promise in it. A man very soon reaches its highest +point, and then he must be content to stay there. It's the easiest thing +for a young fellow to get a start in, if he's bright; I suppose I'm +making more money than any of the young lawyers in Chicago; but because +it is so easy is the very reason why it is hardly worth while. Things +that are easily won are not worth striving for." + +"And you're going to get out of it?" + +"Yes, as soon as I can. As soon as I can, I'm going to get into the law. +When Weston first began urging me to keep up my studies, and when +finally he made me go to the night law school, I consented chiefly +because I had always felt the chagrin of defeat in having been compelled +to give it up; lately, I've begun to see things differently, and I've +determined to carry out my first intention and get into the law somehow. +Of course, it's going to be hard. And one has to have a pull there as +everywhere else in these days." + +Marley was silent for a moment and, Lavinia thought, a little depressed. +She watched him sympathetically, and yet she was a little troubled by a +sense of detachment. She felt that Weston was now more closely +associated with Marley's struggle than she, and she was disturbed, too, +by the disappointment of finding that his struggles were not at all +ended. + +"Weston says," Marley went on presently, "that newspaper work is a good +stepping-stone, and by it I may be able to arrange for some place in the +law which will give me the start I want." + +"I thought you liked your work," Lavinia said; "I thought you were happy +in it." + +Marley detected her regret, and was on the point of speaking, when +Lavinia went on: + +"I don't see why you can't go into literature as well as Mr. Weston." + +Marley laughed. + +"The reason is that I haven't his talent," he said + +"I don't see why," Lavinia argued with some resentment of his humility. +"You haven't enough confidence in your own powers; you let Mr. Weston +dominate you too much." + +"Now, dearest," he pleaded, "you mustn't do Jim that injustice. He +doesn't dominate me; but he is so much wiser than I, he knows so much +more. You will understand when you meet him." + +"Well," she tentatively admitted, "that is no reason why you shouldn't +in time be a literary man as well as he. Why can't you?" + +"Because I can't write, that's why." + +"Why, Glenn, how can you say that? Your letters disprove that. Every one +who read them said that they were remarkable, and that you should go +into literature. They said you had such good descriptive powers." + +Marley was looking at her in amazement. + +"Why, Lavinia, you didn't show them!" + +"You simpleton!" she said, with a smile in her eyes, "of course not; but +I have read parts of them to mama and to your mother now and then." + +"Oh, well, that's all right," sighed Marley in relief, and then he +resumed his defense of Weston and his analysis of himself. + +"Of course, I suppose I can write a fairly good newspaper story; at +least they say so at the office." He indulged a little look of pride, +and then he went on: "But that isn't literature." + +"I don't see why it isn't," she said. "I should think it would be the +most natural thing in the world to go from one into the other." + +"Not at all. Literature requires style, personality, distinction, and +the artistic temperament." + +"I'd say you were talking now like George Halliday if I didn't know you +were talking like Mr. Weston." + +"I wish you could hear Weston talk about literature," he said. "He'd +convince you." + +"He couldn't convince me that he can write any better than you can." +Lavinia compressed her lips in a defiant loyalty. + +Marley paused to kiss the lips for their loyalty, and he compromised the +validity of his own argument by saying: + +"As a matter of fact, the law, in America and in England, has given more +men to literature than journalism ever has." + +"Then maybe you can enter literature through the law," said Lavinia, +seizing her advantage. + +"No," said Marley, shaking his head. "I'm not cut out for it, as Weston +is. Some day he will be a great man, and we shall be proud to have known +him so intimately. And we will have him at our home; I have many a dream +about that." + +He looked fondly at her, and her eyes brightened. + +"And there is another reason why I want to get out of newspaper work," +he went on, speaking tenderly, "and that is because everybody says a +newspaper man has no more right to be married than a soldier has." + +"But they all are," said Lavinia. + +"Yes, they all are, or most of them." + +"And I suppose it is the married ones who say that." + +"Well, I know one who is going to be married just as soon as he can." + +"Who is that,--Mr. Weston?" + +"No, but Mr. Weston knows him, and knows his intentions, and he has +promised to be at the wedding and act as best man." + +"Oh, it would be fine to have a literary man at the wedding, wouldn't +it." + +They talked then about the wedding, and they found all their old +delicious joy in it. Marley said it must be soon now, though with a pang +that laid a weight on his heart, he wondered, as he thought of all the +extravagances he had allowed himself to drift into, where he was to get +the money. He could reassure himself only by telling himself that he was +going to live as an anchorite when he got back to Chicago; even if he +had to give up the pleasant apartment with Weston and go back to the +boarding-house in Ohio Street. + +"How shall you like living in Chicago?" he asked. "Can you be happy in a +little flat, without knowing anybody, and without being anybody?" + +"I shall be happy anywhere with you, Glenn!" she said, looking +confidently into his eyes. + + + + + CHAPTER XXXI + + ILLUSIONS AND DISILLUSIONS + + +It was a pleasure to Marley to accept the homage the people paid him; +they confounded his success in journalism with a success in literature, +and under the impression that all writers are somehow witty, they +laughed extravagantly at his lightest observation. + +But much as Marley relished all this, much as he enjoyed being at home +again, with Lavinia and with his father and mother, he was disturbed by +a certain restlessness that came over him after he had been in Macochee +a few days and the novelty and excitement of his return had worn off. +The glamour the town had worn for him had left it; it seemed to have +withered and shrunk away. He could no longer, by any effort of the +imagination, realize it as the place he had carried affectionately in +his heart during the long months of his absence; its interests were so +few and so petty, and he found himself battling with a wish to get away. +He was fearful of this feeling; he did not dare to own it to himself, +much less to his father and mother or to Lavinia. + +He was glad that Lavinia would not let him mention going back to +Chicago, and as the days swept by with the swiftness of vacation time, +he was troubled that he did not feel more acutely the sorrow he felt +would best become the prospect of another separation. He was comforted, +finally, when he was able to analyze his sensations sufficiently to +discover that it was neither his sweetheart nor his parents that had +changed, but his own attitude toward life in a small town; he was vastly +relieved when he succeeded in separating his feelings and saw that it +was Macochee alone that he had lost his affection for, though he could +not analyze his sensations deeply enough to recognize himself as at that +period of life when external conditions are accepted for more than their +real value; he was still too young for that. And so he could spend his +days happily with Lavinia and grudge the moments which Lawrence and +Mayme Carter filched from them by their calls, and he was as resentful +of Mayme's invitation to the supper which she exalted into a dinner with +a reception afterward, as was Lavinia herself. + +When Marley went to pay his call on Wade Powell, he found many +sensations as he glanced about the dingy little office where he had +begun his studies. Wade Powell himself, smoking and reading his +Cincinnati paper, was sitting at his old desk, with the same aspect of +permanence he had always given the impression of. Marley rushed in on +him with a face red and smiling and when Powell looked up, he threw down +his paper, and leaped to his feet, saying: + +"Well, I'll be damned!" + +But when their first greetings were over, Powell's manner changed; he +began to show Marley a certain respect, and he paid him the delicate +tribute of letting him do most of the talking, whereas he used to do +most of the talking himself. He was not prepared to hear that Marley was +still studying law; and it cost him an effort to readjust his conception +of Marley as a successful journalist to the old one of a struggling +student. He gave Marley some intelligence of this, and of his +disappointment when he said with a meekness Marley did not like to see +in him: + +"Well, of course, you know your own business best." + +But when Marley had taken pains to explain his position and when he had +described the Chicago law offices, Powell grew more reconciled. + +"I've watched you," he said, "I've watched you, and I've asked your +father about you every time I've seen him; my one regret was that you +were not working on a Cincinnati paper; then I could have read what you +were writing. I did try to get a Chicago paper--but you know what this +town is." + +Powell was deeply interested in Marley's description of his old friend, +Judge Johnson, and as Marley gave him some notion of the judge's +importance and prosperity Powell could only exclaim from time to time: + +"Well, I'll be damned!" + +Marley did not tell Powell that Judge Johnson had appeared to have +forgotten him; he felt that it would be more handsome to accept the +moral responsibility of a prevarication than to hurt Powell's feelings +in the way he knew the truth would hurt them. Even as it was, Judge +Johnson's success, now so keenly realized by Powell when it had been +brought home to him in this personal way, seemed to subdue him, and he +was only lifted out of his gloom when Marley said: + +"But I'll tell you one thing, there isn't a lawyer in Chicago who can +try a case with you." + +Powell's eye brightened and his face glowed a deeper red; then the look +died away as he said: + +"Well, I made a mistake. I ought to have gone there." + +"Is it too late?" + +Powell thought a moment, and Marley regretted having tempted him with an +impossibility. He was relieved when Powell shook his head and said: + +"Yes, it's too late now." + +Powell, with something of the pathos of age and failure that was +stealing gradually over him, begged Marley to come in and see him every +day while he was at home. + +"You see I've always kept your desk," he said, in a tone that apologized +for a weakness he perhaps thought unmanly, "just as it was when you went +away." + +Marley thought cynically that Powell had kept everything else just as it +was when he went away, but he was instantly ashamed of the thought, and +ashamed, too, of the fact that he and Lavinia both considered even this +little morning call a waste of time, and a sacrifice almost too great to +be borne. + +Powell went with Marley out into the street, and it gave him evident +pride to walk by his side down Main Street and around the Square. + +"I want them all to see you," he said frankly. + +He made Marley go with him to the McBriar House and then to Con's +Corner, and, in every place where men stopped him and shook Marley's +hand and asked him how he was getting along, Powell took the +responsibility of replying promptly: + +"Look at him; how does he seem to be getting along?" + +Powell found a delight that must have been keener than Marley's in +Marley's fidelity to Chicago, expressed quite in the boastful frankness +of the citizens of that city when abroad, though to Marley it seemed +that he was putting it on them by doing so. He found them all, however, +in a spirit of loyalty to Macochee that might easily have become +combative. + +"Well, little old Macochee's good enough for us, eh, Wade?" they would +say. + +Marley would not let them be ahead of him in praise of Macochee, and +Powell himself softened enough to admit that old Ohio was a pretty good +place to have come from. + +When they suddenly encountered Carman in the street, Marley flushed with +confusion, first for himself and then vicariously for Powell. But there +was no escape from a situation that no doubt exaggerated itself to his +sensitiveness, and he was soon allowing Carman to hold his hand in his +right palm while with the other Carman solicitously held Marley's left +elbow, and transfixed him with that left eye which still refused to +react to light and shade. + +"Well, how are you?" asked Carman. "How are you, anyway?" + +"Oh, I'm all right." + +"Guess you're glad now I didn't give you that job, eh?" + +Marley could not look at Powell, but he hastened to say: + +"Yes, I'm glad, now." + +"Maybe it was for the best," said Carman. + +When they had left him Marley quickly and crudely tried to change the +subject, but Powell insisted on saying: + +"I want you to know that I've always felt like a dog over that." + +"Oh, don't mention it," Marley begged. "I was honest when I told Carman +I was glad it turned out as it did." + +"Yes," said Powell, "I guess it was all for the best." + +To Marley's relief they dropped the matter then, and went over to Con's +Corner. There Powell lighted a cigar, and Marley could not resist asking +for a brand of cigarettes, the kind that Weston smoked, though he knew +that Con would not have them. He felt mean about it afterward, but he +could not forego some of the petty distinctions of living in a city and +he indulged a little revenge toward the people who had deserted him in +what had seemed to him his need, and now, in what seemed to them his +prosperity, were so ready to rally to him. Marley went home at noon +feeling that his triumph had been almost as great as if he had come home +in a private car. + +His triumph soon was at an end; they came to the afternoon of the day +when Marley was to return to Chicago. It was a golden day, with a sun +shining out of a sky without clouds, and yet a delicious breeze blew out +of the little hills. Marley and Lavinia walked out the white and dusty +pike that made the road to Mingo. They walked slowly along the edge of +the road, in silence, under the sadness of the parting that was before +them. They longed ineffably that the moments might be stayed; somehow +they felt they might be stayed by their silence. + +But when they had ascended the hill and stood beside the old oak-tree +which grew by the road, they looked out across the valley of the Mad +River, miles and miles away--across fields now golden with the wheat, or +green with the rustling corn that glinted in the sun, off and away to +the trees that became vague and dim in the hazy distance. Back whence +they had come lay Macochee; they could see the tower of the Court House, +the red spire of the Methodist church, the gleam of the sun on some +great window in the roof of the car-shops; on the other side of town +crawled a train, trailing its smoke behind it. Marley looked at +Lavinia--she was leaning against the tree, and as he looked he saw that +her blue eyes were filling slowly with tears. + +"Isn't it beautiful!" he said, looking away from her to the simple +scenery of Ohio. + +"Do you remember that day?" + +"When we picked out our farm--where was it?" + +"Wasn't it over there?" + +"Yes," he said. "We could come and live here when we are old." He knew +he was but seeking to console himself for what now could not be. "And +there is the old town," he said. "It looks beautiful from here, nestling +among those trees, it seems peaceful, and calm, and simple. But it is +different when you are in it; for there are gossip and envy and spite, +and I can never quite forgive it because it had no place for me. Well," +he went on defiantly, in the relief he had been able to make for himself +out of his immature reading of Macochee's character; "I don't need it +any more; it is little and narrow and provincial, and the real life is +to be lived out in the larger world. It's a hard fight, but it's worth +it." + +"Don't you regret leaving it?" asked Lavinia, in a voice that was +tenderer than Marley had ever known it. Marley looked at Macochee and +then he looked at her. + +"I regret leaving it, dear heart, because I must leave you behind in +it." + +"Would you never care to come back if it were not for me?" she asked. + +"I might," he admitted, "when we are old. We could come back here then +and settle down on our farm over there." He pointed. + +"I'm half-afraid of the city," Lavinia said. + +He turned and took her in his arms. + +"Dearest," he said, "you must not say that; for the next time I come it +will be to take you away from Macochee." + +"Will it?" she whispered. + +"Yes; and it can't be long now. How we have had to wait!" + +"Yes," she repeated, "how we have had to wait!" + + + + + CHAPTER XXXII + + AT LAST + + +Marley, in that compensatory pleasure we find in difficulties in the +retrospect, was afterward fond of saying that if he had waited until he +had the money and the position to warrant his marrying, he never would +have married at all. + +Just what moved him to take the decisive step he did he would have found +it hard to tell. He had grown accustomed to the life he was living in +Chicago, he had succumbed, as it were, to his environment; he no longer +regretted Macochee and he found a satisfaction in declaring, whenever he +had the chance, that the kindest thing the town had ever done for him +was to refuse him a place within its borders. As he looked back at all +the plans he had formed, he marveled at their number, but he marveled +more that he should have had such regret in the failure of all of them; +he was glad now that they had failed; had any one of them succeeded his +life would have been diverted into other channels, and it gave him a +kind of fear when he tried to imagine his life in those other channels; +he could see himself in those relations only as some other identity, and +it gave him a gruesome feeling to do this. + +Not that he was satisfied with himself or his surroundings; he did not +like newspaper work, and he did not like Chicago very well. He was +determined to get out of newspaper work at any rate, and while he could +not yet clearly see a way of getting into the law, he had a calm +assurance that he would do it, in the end. Weston sustained him in this +hope by saying: + +"A man can't control circumstances; they control him; but sometimes he +can dodge them, and, after all, every sincere prayer is answered." + +During the winter that followed the summer when he had paid his visit to +his home he worked hard at the law, spending in study the hours the +other men on his newspaper spent in their dissipations, and in the +spring he stole away almost secretly to Springfield, took the +examination, and was admitted to the bar. + +After it was done, it seemed but a little thing; he wrote Lavinia and he +wrote Wade Powell, knowing the interest Powell would have in the fact, +that he felt no different now as a lawyer than he had when he was merely +a layman. Weston had spent the winter over the book he was writing; in +the spring he found a publisher, and _The Clutch of Circumstance_ was +given to the world. Marley thought it a wonderful book, and so did +Lavinia, and while it made but little noise in the world, Weston said it +had done better than he expected--so well, in fact, that he was going to +give up newspaper work, and give his attention wholly to writing another +book. + +It was a shock to Marley when Weston told him they would have to give up +their apartment; it was a break in the life to which he had grown +accustomed. But it seemed a time of change, and it was then he wrote +Lavinia that he thought it useless for them to wait any longer; he +thought they might as well be married then as at any time. + +Unconsciously, perhaps, he wrote this letter as if he and not she had +been waiting, and if he had known the state of the sensitive public +opinion in Macochee, he might have felt himself justified in the +attitude. Ever since his visit there the summer before his apparent +prosperity had given the sentiment of the town an impetus in his favor; +the people had turned their criticism toward Lavinia; for months it was +a common expression that it was a shame she was keeping Marley waiting +so long. They would nod in a sinister way, and insinuate the worldliest +of motives; it was generally under stood that she was waiting for Marley +to make a fortune, and this, they held, was demanding too much. She had +withdrawn utterly from the society of Macochee; and she had not gone to +one of the balls Lawrence had arranged that winter at the Odd Fellows' +Hall; her position, outwardly at least, was as isolated as that of the +Misses Cramer, the fragile and transparent old maids who lived so many +years in their house sheltered by the row of cedars behind the High +School grounds. + +When Judge Blair received the formal letter in which Marley told him he +had asked Lavinia to name the day and requested his approval, the judge +gave his consent with a promptness that surprised him almost as much as +it did Mrs. Blair and Lavinia. He justified his inconsistency to his +wife, in order perhaps, the more thoroughly to justify it to himself, by +saying that he had long felt Lavinia's position keenly. + +"If the strain has been to her anything like what it has been to me," he +said to his wife, "they could not have endured it much longer." + +"It will be lonely here without her," said Mrs. Blair, pensively. + +"Yes," the judge assented, and then after a moment's thought he added: + +"But we can now begin to worry about Connie." + +"Don't you dare mention that, William!" said Mrs. Blair, almost +viciously. "She mustn't begin to think of such a thing." + +"But she's in long dresses now, and she seems to walk home more and more +slowly every night with those boys from the High School." + +"Well, I don't propose to go through such an experience as we have had +for these last three years, not right away, at any rate." + +The judge tried to laugh, as he said: + +"Well, I'll turn Connie over to you; I'm going to have a little peace +now." + +The judge complained that he could find no peace, however, anywhere, so +great was the preparation that raged thereafter in the house, driving +him with his book and cigar from place to place. Mrs. Blair and Lavinia +and Connie were in fine excitement over the gowns that were being +fashioned, and Miss Ryan lived at the Blairs' for weeks, while in every +room there were billowy clouds of white garments, and threads and +ravelings over all the floors. + +Meanwhile it was understood that Marley, too, was making arrangements in +Chicago. He had leased a small flat on the South Side, and had arranged +with Weston to remove most of the furniture of their apartment into the +new home where the lovers were to set up housekeeping. Mrs. Marley was +to spare them some of the things from her home, and Mrs. Blair, from +time to time, designated certain articles which she was willing to +devote to the cause. Chad's contribution was merely a suggestion; he +said they could depend on the wedding presents to fill up the gaps. + +They were married in the middle of June. The ceremony was pronounced by +Doctor Marley in the parlor of the Blair home; everybody bore up well +until, under the stress of his emotion, the doctor's voice broke, and +then Mrs. Blair wept and the judge wiped his eyes and his reddened, +anguished face. Mrs. Marley cried too, though every one tried to comfort +her with the assurance that she was not losing a son, but gaining a +daughter. Connie, in her first long gown, acted as maid for her sister, +but it was evident that she was desperately impressed by the young +author of _The Clutch of Circumstance_, who had come on from Chicago to +act as groomsman. + +The company that had been invited was as much impressed by Weston as +Connie was; they had never had an author in Macochee before, and though +most of them had such confused notions of Weston's performances in +literature that they grew cold with fear when they talked with him, they +nevertheless braved it out for the sake of an experience they could +boast of afterward. Most of them took refuge in a discussion of Marley's +achievements with him, and they gave him the unflattering impression +that Marley's work was as important as his own. + +Many of them had plots they wished him to use in his stories, others +wished to know if he took his characters from real life; and Mrs. Carter +was of such an acuteness that she identified Marley as his hero, though +Weston had tried to keep his book from having any hero. George Halliday, +however, was able to save the day; he could discriminate; he had read +_The Clutch of Circumstance_, having borrowed Lavinia's autograph copy, +and he told Weston that while he did not go in for realism, because it +was too photographic, too materialistic and lacked personality, he +nevertheless had enjoyed a pleasant half-hour with the volume, and +considered it not half-bad. + +This conversation was held in plain hearing of all in that difficult +moment after the ceremony, when the relatives of the bride had solemnly +kissed her, and her most intimate friends, like Mayme Carter, had wept +on her neck. The people were standing helplessly about; Marley noticed +Wade Powell, as dignified as a clergyman, in his black garments and +white tie standing apart with his wife. + +Marley had never seen Mrs. Powell before, but he recalled in a flash +that she filled his conception of her; and this delicate, sensitive +little face completed the picture he remembered long ago to have formed. +When he saw Powell standing there, his hands behind him, unequal to the +ordeal of being entertained in Judge Blair's house, bowing stiffly and +forcing a smile on the few occasions when he was spoken to or thought he +was being spoken to, he had a wish to go to him, but he could not then +leave his place by Lavinia's side. He was glad a moment later when he +saw his father and Wade Powell in conversation, and as he and Lavinia +passed them on their way out to the dining-room he heard his father say: + +"Well, I'll tell you, Mr. Powell, when I was young my creed was founded +on the fact of sin in man; but now that I am old, I find it more and +more founded on the fact of the good that is in all of them." + +When the supper was over, Lawrence gave the cheer that every one wished +to see come to the wedding by clearing the parlor for a dance, and +Marley was glad that his position now permitted him to refrain from +dancing with a valid excuse. + +Marley thought that Lavinia never looked so pretty as she did when she +stood at the head of the stairs after she had donned her blue traveling +gown, drawing on her gloves and waiting for the carriage that was to +drive them to the station. Her face was rosy in the light that filled +the house, and she met his eyes with a fond, contented glance. + +"Are you happy?" he asked. + +"Don't you see?" she said, looking up at him. + +"And will you be happy in that big city, away from every one you know, +as the wife of a newspaper man?" + +"I shall be happy anywhere with you." + +"Our dreams are coming true," Marley said, "after a fashion. And yet not +just as we dreamed them, after all." + +"In all the essentials they are, aren't they?" + +"Yes, but you know our dream was that I was to practise law." + +"Well, we still have that dream." + +"Yes, we still have it; maybe it will come true. Weston says that our +dreams are as much realities in our lives as anything else." + + THE END + + + + + +End of the Project Gutenberg EBook of The Happy Average, by Brand Whitlock + +*** END OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK 45728 *** diff --git a/45728/45728-h/45728-h.htm b/45728-h/45728-h.htm index 21b87dc..adac1bd 100644 --- a/45728/45728-h/45728-h.htm +++ b/45728-h/45728-h.htm @@ -1,10009 +1,9590 @@ -<!DOCTYPE html PUBLIC "-//W3C//DTD XHTML 1.0 Strict//EN"
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- <div><span class='sc'>Copyright, 1904</span></div>
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- <div class='c000'><span class='sc'>October</span></div>
- </div>
-</div>
-
-<div class='pbb'></div>
-<hr class='pb' />
-
-<div>
- <h1 class='c001'>The Happy Average</h1>
-</div>
-
-<div>
- <h2 class='c002'>CHAPTER I<br /> <br />A YOUNG MAN’S FANCY</h2>
-</div>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Come on, old man.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>Lawrence led the way with a jaunty step that
-was intended to show his easy footing with the
-Carters. But Marley lagged behind. Even if calling
-on girls had not been such a serious business
-with him, he could not forget that he was just graduated
-from college and that a certain dignity befitted
-him. He wished Lawrence would not speak so
-loud; the girls might hear, and think he was
-afraid; he wished to keep the truth from them as
-long as possible. He had already caught a glimpse
-of the girls, or thought he had, but before he could
-make sure, the vague white figures on the veranda
-stirred; he heard a scurrying, and the loose bang
-of a screen door. Then it was still. Lawrence
-laughed—somehow, as Marley felt, derisively.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>The way from the sidewalk up to the Carters’
-veranda was not long, of course, though it seemed
-long to Marley, and Marley’s deliberation made
-it seem long to Lawrence. They paused at the
-steps of the veranda, and Lawrence made a low
-bow.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Good evening, Mrs. Carter,†he said. “Ah,
-Captain, you here too?â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>Marley had not noticed the captain, or Mrs.
-Carter; they sat there so quietly, enjoying the
-cool of the evening, or such cool as a July evening
-can find in central Ohio.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“My friend, Mr. Marley, Mrs. Carter—Glenn
-Marley—you’ve heard of him, Captain.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>Marley bowed and said something. The presentation
-there in the darkness made it rather difficult
-for him, and neither the captain nor his wife
-moved. Lawrence sat down on the steps and
-fanned himself with his hat.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Been a hot day, Captain,†he said. “Think
-there’s any sign of rain?†He sniffed the air.
-The captain did not need to sniff the air to be able
-to reply, in a voice that rumbled up from his
-bending figure, that he had no hope of any.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Mayme’s home, ain’t she?†asked Lawrence,
-turning to Mrs. Carter.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“I’ll go see,†said Mrs. Carter, and she rose
-quickly, as if glad to get away, and the screen
-door slammed again.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Billy was in the bank to-day,†Lawrence went
-on, speaking to Captain Carter. “He said your
-wheat was ready to cut. Did you get Foose all
-right?â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Yes,†said the captain, “he’ll give me next
-week.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Do you have to board the threshers?â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“No, not this year; they bring along their own
-cook, and a tent and everything.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Je-rusalem!†exclaimed Lawrence. “Things
-<em>are</em> changing in these days, ain’t they? Harvesting
-ain’t as hard on the women-folks as it used
-to be.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“No,†said the captain, “but I pay for it, so
-much extra a bushel.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>His head shook regretfully, but he would have
-lost his regrets in telling of the time when he had
-swung a cradle all day in the harvest field, had
-not Mrs. Carter’s voice just then been heard calling
-up the stairs:</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Mayme!â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Whoo!†answered a high, feminine voice.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Come down. There’s some one here to see
-you.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>Mrs. Carter turned into the parlor, and the tall
-windows that opened to the floor of the veranda
-burst into light.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“She’ll be right down, John,†said Mrs. Carter,
-appearing in the door. “You give me your
-hats and go right in.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“All right,†said Lawrence, and he got to his
-feet. “Come on, Glenn.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>Mrs. Carter took the hats of the young men
-and hung them on the rack, where they might
-easily have hung them themselves. Then she
-went back to the veranda, letting the screen door
-bang behind her, and Lawrence and Marley entered
-the parlor. Marley took his seat on one of
-the haircloth chairs that seemed to have ranged
-themselves permanently along the walls, and
-Lawrence went to the square piano that stood across
-one corner of the room, and sat down tentatively
-on the stool, swinging from side to side.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>Marley glanced at the pictures on the walls.
-One of them was a steel engraving of Lincoln and
-his cabinet; another, in a black oval frame, portrayed
-Captain Carter in uniform, his hair dusting
-the strapped shoulders of a coat made after
-the pattern that seems to have been worn so uncomfortably
-by the heroes of the Civil War. There
-was, however, a later picture of the captain, a crayon
-enlargement of a photograph, that had taken
-him in civilian garb. This picture, in its huge
-gilt frame, was the most aggressive thing in the
-room, except, possibly, the walnut what-not. Marley
-had a great fear of the what-not; it seemed
-to him that if he stirred he must topple it over,
-and dash its load of trinkets to the floor.
-Presently he heard the swish of skirts. Then a
-tall girl came in, and Lawrence sprang to his
-feet.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Hello, Mayme. What’d you run for?†he
-said.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>He had crossed the room and seized the girl’s
-hand. She flashed a rebuke at him, though it
-was evident that the rebuke was more out of deference
-to the strange presence of Marley than for
-any real resentment she felt.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“This is my friend, Mr. Marley, Miss Carter,â€
-Lawrence said. “You’ve heard me speak of him.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>Marley edged away from the what-not, rose and
-took the hand the girl gave him. Then Miss Carter
-crossed to the black haircloth sofa and seated
-herself, smoothing out her skirts.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Didn’t know what to do, so we thought we’d
-come out and see you,†said Lawrence.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Oh, indeed!†said Miss Carter. “Well, it’s
-too bad about you. We’ll do when you can’t find
-anybody else to put up with you, eh?â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Oh, yes, you’ll do in a pinch,†chaffed Lawrence.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Well, can’t you find a comfortable seat?†the
-girl asked, still addressing Lawrence, who had
-gone back to the piano stool.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“I’m going to play in a minute,†said Lawrence,
-“and sing.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Well, excuse <em>me</em>!†implored Miss Carter. “Do
-let me get you a seat.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>Lawrence promptly went over to the sofa and
-leaned back in one corner of it, affecting a discomfort.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Can’t I get you a pillow, Mr. Lawrence?â€
-Miss Carter asked presently. “Or perhaps a cot;
-I believe there’s one somewhere in the attic.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Oh, I reckon I can stand it,†said Lawrence.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>Marley had regained his seat on the edge of the
-slippery chair.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Where’s Vinie?†asked Lawrence.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“She’s coming,†answered Miss Carter.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Taking out her curl papers, eh?†said Lawrence.
-“She needn’t mind us.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>Miss Carter pretended a disgust, but as she was
-framing a retort, somehow, the eyes of all of them
-turned toward the hall door. A girl in a gown of
-white stood there clasping and unclasping her
-hands curiously, and looking from one to another
-of those in the room.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Come in, Lavinia,†said Miss Carter. Something
-had softened her voice. The girl stepped
-into the room almost timidly.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Miss Blair,†said Miss Carter, “let me introduce
-Mr. Marley.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>The sudden consciousness that he had been sitting—and
-staring—smote Marley, and he sprang
-to his feet. Embarrassment overpowered him and
-he bowed awkwardly. Lawrence had been silent,
-and his silence had been a long one for him. Seeming
-to recognize this he hastened to say:</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Well, how’s the world using you, Vinie?â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>The girl smiled and answered:</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Oh, pretty well, thank you, Jack.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>It grated on Marley to hear her called Vinie.
-Lavinia Blair! Lavinia Blair! That was her
-name. He had heard it before, of course, yet it
-had never sounded as it did now when he repeated
-it to himself. The girl had seated herself in a
-rocking-chair across the room, almost out of range,
-as it were. He was rather glad of this, if anything.
-It seemed to relieve him of the duty of
-talking to her. He supposed, of course, they
-would pair off somehow. The young people always
-did in Macochee. He supposed he had been
-brought there to pair off with Lavinia Blair. He
-liked the thought, yet the position had its responsibilities.
-Somehow he never could forget that he
-could not dance. He hoped they would not
-propose dancing. He always had a fear of that in
-making calls, and all the calls he made seemed
-to come to it soon or late; some one always proposed
-it.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>Marley was aware that Lawrence and Mayme
-Carter had resumed the exchange of their rude
-repartee, though he did not know what they had
-said. They kept laughing, too. Lavinia Blair
-seemed to join in the laughter if not in the badinage.
-Marley wished he might join in it. Jack
-Lawrence was evidently funnier than ever that
-night; Mayme Carter was convulsed. Now and
-then Lawrence said something to her in a tone too
-low for the others to hear, and these remarks
-pushed her to the verge of hysterics. Marley had
-a notion they were laughing at him.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>Meanwhile Lavinia Blair sat with her hands
-in her lap, smiling as though she were amused.
-Marley wondered if he amused her. He felt that
-he ought to say something, but he did not know
-what to say. He thought of several things, but, as
-he turned them over in his mind, he was convinced
-that they were not appropriate. So he sat
-and looked at Lavinia Blair, looked at her eyes, her
-mouth, her hair. He thought he had never seen
-such a complexion.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>Mayme Carter had snatched her handkerchief
-back from Lawrence, and retreated to her end
-of the sofa. There she sat up stiffly, folded her
-hands, and, though her mirth still shook her spasmodically,
-she said:</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Now, Jack, behave yourself.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>Lawrence burlesqued a surprise, and said:</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“I’ll leave it to Vine if I’ve done anything.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>Marley wondered how much further abbreviation
-Lavinia Blair’s name would stand, but he was suddenly
-aware that he was being addressed. Miss
-Carter, with an air of dismissing Lawrence,
-said:</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“You have not been in Macochee long, have
-you, Mr. Marley?â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>Marley admitted that he had not, but said that
-he liked the town. When Lawrence explained
-that Marley was going to settle down there and
-become one of them, Miss Carter said she was
-awfully glad, but warned him against associating
-too much with Lawrence. This embarrassed Marley,
-if it did not Lawrence, and he immediately
-gave the scene to Lawrence, who guessed he would
-sing his song. To do so he went to the piano, and
-began to pick over the frayed sheets of music that
-lay on its green cover. To forestall him, however,
-Miss Carter rushed across the room and slid on to
-the piano stool herself, saying breathlessly:</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Anything to stop that!â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>She struck a few vagrant chords, and Marley,
-glad of a subject on which he could express himself,
-pleaded with her to play. At last she did so.
-When she had finished, Lawrence clapped his
-hands loudly, and stopped only when a voice
-startled them. It was Mrs. Carter calling through
-the window:</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Play your new piece, Mayme!â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>Miss Carter demurred, but after they had argued
-the question through the window, the daughter
-gave in, and played it. The music soothed
-Lawrence to silence, and when Miss Carter completed
-her little repertoire, his mockery could recover
-itself no further than to say:</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Won’t you favor us, Miss Blair?â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>When Lavinia Blair declined, he struck an imploring
-attitude and said:</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Oh, please do! We’re dying to hear you. You
-didn’t leave your music at home, did you?â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>Marley heard the chairs scraping on the
-veranda, and the screen door slammed once more.
-Then he heard Captain Carter go up the stairs,
-while Mrs. Carter halted in the doorway of the
-parlor long enough to say:</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“You lock the front door when you come up,
-Mayme.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>Mayme without turning replied “All right,â€
-and when her mother had disappeared she said:</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“It’s awful hot in here, let’s go outside.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>Marley found himself strolling in the yard with
-Lavinia Blair. The moon had not risen, but the
-girl’s throat and arms gleamed in the starlight;
-her white dress seemed to be a cloud of gauze; she
-floated, rather than walked, there by his side.
-They paused by the gate. About them were the
-voices of the summer night, the crickets, the katydids,
-far away the frogs, chirping musically. They
-stood a while in the silence, and then they turned,
-and were talking again.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>Marley did most of the talking, and all he
-said was about himself, though he did not realize
-that this was so. He had already told her of
-his life in the towns where his father had preached
-before he came to Macochee, and of his four years
-in college at Delaware. He tried to give her some
-notion of the sense of alienation he had felt as the
-son of an itinerant Methodist minister; for him
-no place had ever taken on the warm color and expression
-of home. He explained that as yet
-he knew little of Macochee, having been away at
-college when his father moved there the preceding
-fall. It was so easy to talk to her, and as he told
-her of his ambitions, the things he was going to do
-became so many, and so easy. He was going
-to become a lawyer; he thought he should go to
-Cincinnati.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“And leave Macochee?†said Lavinia Blair.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>Marley caught his breath.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Would you care?†he whispered.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>She did not answer. He heard the crickets, the
-katydids, the frogs again; there came the perfume
-of the lilacs, late flowering that year; the
-heavy odor of a shrub almost overpowered him.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“My father is a lawyer,†Lavinia said.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>They had turned off the path, and were
-wandering over the lawn. The dew sparkled on it; and
-Marley became solicitous.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Won’t you get your feet wet?†he asked.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>The girl laughed at the idea, but she caught up
-her skirts, and they wandered on in the shade of
-the tall elms. Marley did not know where they
-were. The yard seemed an endless garden, immense,
-unknown, enchanted; the dark trees all
-around him stood like the forest of some park, and
-the lawn stretched away to fall over endless terraces;
-he imagined statues and fountains gleaming
-in the heavy shadows of the trees. The house
-seemed lost in the distance, though he felt its presence
-there behind him.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>Once he saw the twinkle of a passing light in
-an upper story. He could no longer hear the
-voices of Mayme and Lawrence, but he caught
-the tinkling notes of a banjo, away off somewhere.
-Its music was very sweet. They strolled on, their
-feet swishing in the damp grass, then suddenly
-there was a rush, a loud barking, and a dog sprang
-at them out of the darkness. Lavinia gave a little
-cry. Marley was startled; he felt that he must
-run, yet he thought of the girl beside him. He
-must not let her see his fear. He stepped in front
-of her. He could feel her draw more closely to
-him, and he thrilled as the sense of his protectorship
-came to him. He must think of some heroic
-scheme of vanquishing the dog, but it stopped in
-its mad rush, and Lavinia, standing aside, said:</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Why, it’s only Sport!â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>They laughed, and their laugh was the happier
-because of the relief from their fear.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“We must have wandered around behind the
-house,†said Lavinia. “There’s the shed.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>They turned, and went back. The enchantment
-of the yard had departed. Marley seemed to
-see things clearly once more, though his heart still
-beat as he felt the delicious sense of protectorship
-that had come over him as Lavinia shrank to his
-side at the moment the dog rushed at them. Nor
-could he ever forget her face as she smiled up at
-him in the little opening they came into on the side
-lawn. The young moon was just sailing over the
-trees. As they approached the veranda, Lawrence’s
-voice called out of the darkness:</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Well, where have you young folks been stealing
-away to?â€</p>
-
-<div class='chapter'>
- <h2 class='c004'>CHAPTER II<br />Â <br />WADE POWELL</h2>
-</div>
-
-<p class='c005'>Marley halted at the threshold and glanced
-up at the sign that swung over the doorway.
-The gilt lettering of the sign had long ago
-been tarnished, and where its black sanded
-paint had peeled in many weathers the original
-tin was as rusty as the iron arm from
-which it creaked. Yet Macochee had long since
-lost its need of the shingle to tell it where Wade
-Powell’s law office was. It had been for many
-years in one of the little rooms of the low brick
-building in Miami Street, just across from the
-Court House; it was almost as much of an institution
-as the Court House itself, with which its
-triumphs and its trials were identified. Marley
-gathered enough courage from his inspection of
-the sign to enter, but once inside, he hesitated.
-Then a heavy voice spoke.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Well, come in,†it said peremptorily.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>Wade Powell, sitting with his feet on his table,
-held his newspaper aside and looked at Marley
-over his spectacles. Marley had had an ideal of
-Wade Powell, and now he had to pause long enough
-to relinquish the ideal and adjust himself to the
-reality. The hair was as disordered as his young
-fancy would have had it, but it was thinner than
-he had known it in his dreams, and its black
-was streaked with gray. The face was smooth-shaven,
-which accorded with his notion, though
-it had not been shaven as recently as he felt it
-should have been. But he could not reconcile himself
-to the spectacles that rested on Powell’s nose,
-and pressed their bows into the flesh of his temples—the
-eagle eyes of the Wade Powell of his imagination
-had never known glasses.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>When Wade Powell slowly pulled his spectacles
-from his nose and tossed them on to the
-table before him, he bent his eyes on Marley,
-and their gaze, under their heavy brows, somewhat
-restored him, but it could not atone for the
-disappointment. Perhaps the disappointment that
-Marley felt in this moment came from some dim,
-unrealized sense that Wade Powell was growing
-old. The spectacles, the gray in his hair, the
-wrinkles in his face, the looseness of the skin at
-his jaws and at his throat—where a fold of it hung
-between the points of his collar—all told that Wade
-Powell had passed the invisible line which marks
-life’s summit, and that his face was turned now
-toward the evening. There was the touch of sadness
-in the indistinct conception of him as a man
-who had not altogether realized the ambitions of
-his youth or the predictions of his friends, and
-the sadness came from the intuition that the failure
-or the half-failure was not of the heroic kind.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>The office in which he sat, and on which, in
-the long years, he had impressed his character, was
-untidy; the floor was dirty, the books on the shelves
-were dusty and leaning all awry; the set of the
-Ohio reports had not been kept up to date; one
-might have told by a study of them at just what
-period enterprise and energy had faltered, while
-the gaps here and there showed how an uncalculating
-generosity had helped a natural indolence by
-lending indiscriminately to other lawyers, who,
-with the lack of respect for the moral of the laws
-they pretended to revere, had borrowed with no
-thought of returning.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>Two or three pictures hung crookedly on the
-walls; the table at which Powell sat was old and
-scarred; its ink-stand had long ago gone dry and
-been abandoned; a cheap bottle, with its cork rolling
-tipsily by its side, had taken the ink-stand’s
-place. The papers scattered over the table had an
-air of hopelessness, as though they had grown
-tired, like the clients they represented, in waiting
-for Powell’s attention. The half-open door at the
-back led into a room that had been, and possibly
-might yet be, used as a private office or consulting
-room, should any one care to brave its darkness
-and its dust; but as for Wade Powell, it was
-plain that he preferred to sit democratically in
-the outer office, where all might see him, and, what
-was of more importance to him, where he might
-see all.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>The one new thing in the room was a typewriter,
-standing on its little sewing-machine table, in the
-corner of the room. There was no stenographer
-nor any chair for one; Marley imagined Powell,
-whenever he had occasion to write, sitting down
-to the machine himself, and picking out his pleadings
-painfully, laboriously and slowly, letter by
-letter, using only his index fingers. And this
-somehow humbled his ideal the more. Marley
-almost wished he hadn’t come.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“What’s on your mind, young man?†said Wade
-Powell, leaning back in his chair and dropping
-his long arm at his side until his newspaper swept
-the floor. Marley had seated himself in a wooden
-chair that was evidently intended for clients, and
-he began nervously.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Well, I—â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>Here he stopped, overcome again by an embarrassment.
-A smile spread over Wade Powell’s face,
-a gentle smile with a winning quality in it, and
-his face to Marley became young again.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Tell your troubles,†he said. “I’ve confessed
-all the young men in Macochee for twenty-five
-years. Yes—thirty-five—†He grew suddenly
-sober as he numbered the years and then exclaimed
-as if to himself:</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“My God! Has it been that long?â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>He took out his watch and looked at it as if it
-must somehow correct his reckoning. For a
-moment, then, he thought; his gaze was far away.
-But Marley brought him back when he said:</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“I only want—I only want to study law.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Oh!†said Powell, and he seemed somehow relieved.
-“Is that all?â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>To Marley this seemed quite enough, and the
-disappointment he felt, which was a part of the
-effect Wade Powell’s office had had on him, showed
-suddenly in his face. Powell glanced quickly at
-him, and hastened to reassure him.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“We can fix that easily enough,†he said. “Have
-you ever read any law?â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“No,†said Marley.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Been to college?â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>Marley told him that he had just that summer
-been graduated and when he mentioned the name of
-the college Powell said:</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“The Methodists, eh?â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>He could hardly conceal a certain contempt in
-the tone with which he said this, and then, as if
-instantly regretting the unkindness, he observed:</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“It’s a good school, I’m told.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>He could not, however, evince an entire
-approval, and so seeming to desert the subject he
-hastened on:</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“What’s your name?â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Glenn Marley.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Oh!†Wade Powell dropped his feet to the
-floor and sat upright. “Are you Preacher Marley’s
-son?â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>Marley did not like to hear his father called
-“Preacher,†and when he said that he was the
-son of Doctor Marley, Powell remarked:</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“I’ve heard him preach, and he’s a damn good
-preacher too, I want to tell you.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>Marley warmed under this profane indorsement.
-He had always, from a boy, felt somehow that he
-must defend his father’s position as a preacher
-from the world, as with the little world of his boyhood
-and youth he had always had to defend his
-own position as the son of a preacher.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Yes, sir, he’s a good preacher, and a good
-man,†Powell went on. He had taken a cigar from
-his pocket and was nipping the end from it with
-his teeth. He lighted it, and leaned back comfortably
-again to smoke, and then in tardy hospitality
-he drew another cigar from his waistcoat pocket
-and held it toward Marley.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Smoke?†he said, and then he added apologetically,
-“I didn’t think; I never do.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>Marley declined the cigar, but Powell pressed
-it on him, saying:</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Well, your father does, I’ll bet. Give it to him
-with Wade Powell’s compliments. He won’t hesitate
-to smoke with a publican and sinner.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>Marley smiled and put the cigar away in his
-pocket.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“I don’t know, though,†Powell went on slowly,
-speaking as much to himself as to Marley, while
-he watched the thick white clouds he rolled from
-his lips, “that he’d want you to be in my office.
-I know some of the <em>brethren</em> wouldn’t approve.
-They’d think I’d contaminate you.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>Marley would have hastened to reassure Powell
-had he known how to do so without seeming to
-recognize the possibility of contamination; but
-while he hesitated Powell avoided the necessity
-for him by asking:</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Did your father send you to me?â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>He looked at Marley eagerly, and with an
-expression of unfounded hope, as he awaited the
-answer.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“No,†replied Marley, “he doesn’t know. I
-haven’t talked with him at all. I have to do something
-and I’ve always thought I’d go into the
-law. I presume it would be better to go to a law
-school, but father couldn’t afford that after putting
-me through college. I thought I could read law
-in some office, and maybe get admitted that way.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Sure,†said Powell, “it’s easy enough. You’ll
-have to learn the law after you get to practising
-anyway—and there isn’t much to learn at that. It’s
-mostly a fake.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>Marley looked at him in some alarm, at this new
-smiting of an idol.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“I began to read law,†Powell went on, “under
-old Judge Colwin—that is, what I read. I used
-to sit at the window with a book in my lap and
-watch the girls go by. Still,†he added with a
-tone of doing himself some final justice, “it was a
-liberal education to sit under the old judge’s drippings.
-I learned more that way than I ever did at
-the law school.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>He smoked on a moment, ruminating on his lost
-youth; then, bringing himself around to business
-again, he said:</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“How’d you happen to come to me?â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Well,†said Marley, haltingly, “I’d heard a
-good deal of you—and I thought I’d like you, and
-then I’ve heard father speak of you.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“You have?†said Powell, looking up quickly.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Yes.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“What’d he say?â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Well, he said you were a great orator and he
-said you were always with the under dog. He
-said he liked that.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>Powell turned his eyes away and his face reddened.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Well, let’s see. If you think your father
-would approve of your sitting at the feet of such
-a Gamaliel as I, we can—†He was squinting
-painfully at his book-shelves. “Is that Blackstone
-over there on the top shelf?â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>Marley got up and glanced along the backs of the
-dingy books, their calfskin bindings deeply
-browned by the years, their red and black labels
-peeling off.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Here’s Blackstone,†he said, taking down a
-book, “but it’s the second volume.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Second volume, eh? Don’t see the first around
-anywhere, do you?â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>Marley looked, without finding it.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Then see if Walker’s there.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>Marley looked again.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Walker’s <em>American Law</em>,†Powell explained.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“I don’t see it,†Marley said.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“No, I reckon not,†assented Powell, “some one’s
-borrowed it. I seem to run a sort of circulating
-library of legal works in this town, without fines—though
-we have statutes against petit larceny. Well,
-hand me Swan’s <em>Treatise</em>. That’s it, on the end
-of the second shelf.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>Marley took down the book, and gave it to
-Powell. While Marley dusted his begrimed fingers
-with his handkerchief, Powell blew the dust off
-the top of the book; he slapped it on the arm of
-his chair, the dust flying from it at every stroke.
-He picked up his spectacles, put them on and
-turned over the first few leaves of the book.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“You might begin on that,†he said presently,
-“until we can borrow a Blackstone or a Walker
-for you. This book is the best law-book ever written
-anyway; the law’s all there. If you knew all
-that contains, you could go in any court and get
-along without giving yourself away; which is the
-whole duty of a lawyer.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>He closed the book and gave it to Marley, who
-was somewhat at a loss; this was the final disappointment.
-He had thought that his introduction
-into the mysteries of the noble profession should
-be attended by some sort of ceremony. He looked
-at the book in his hand quite helplessly and then
-looked up at Powell.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Is that—all?†he said.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Why, yes,†Powell answered. “Isn’t that
-enough?â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“I thought—that is, that I might have some duties.
-How am I to begin?â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Why, just open the book to the first page and
-read that, then turn over to the second page and
-read that, and so on—till you get to the end.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“What will my hours be?â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Your hours?†said Powell, as if he did not understand.
-“Oh, just suit yourself.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>Marley was looking at the book again.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Don’t you make any entry—any memorandum?â€
-he asked, still unable to separate himself
-from the idea that something formal, something
-legal, should mark the beginning of such an important
-epoch.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Oh, you keep track of the date,†said Powell,
-“and at the end of three years I’ll give you a certificate.
-You may find that you can do most of
-your reading at home, but come around.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>Marley looked about the office, trying to imagine
-himself in this new situation.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“I’d like, you know,†he said, “to do something,
-if I could, to repay you for your trouble.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“That’s all right, my boy,†said Powell. Then
-he added as if the thought had just come to him:</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Say, can you run a typewriter?â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“I can learn.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Well, that’s more than I can do,†said Powell,
-glancing at his new machine. “I’ve tried, but it
-would take a stationary engineer to operate that
-thing. You might help out with my letters and
-my pleadings now and then. And I’d like to have
-you around. You’d make good company.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Well,†said Marley, “I’ll be here in the
-morning.†He still clung to the idea that he was to be a
-part of the office, to be an identity in the local machinery
-of the law. As he rose to go, a young
-man appeared in the doorway. He was tall, and
-the English cap and the rough Scotch suit he wore,
-with the trousers rolled up over his heavy tan
-shoes, enabled Marley to identify him instantly as
-young Halliday. He was certain of this when
-Powell, looking up, said indifferently:</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Hello, George. Raining in London?â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Oh, I say, Powell,†replied Halliday, ignoring
-a taunt that had grown familiar to him, “that
-Zeller case—we would like to have that go over
-to the fall term, if you don’t mind.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Why don’t you settle it?†asked Powell.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>Halliday was leaning against the door-post, and
-had drawn a short brier pipe from his pocket. Before
-he answered, he paused long enough to fill it
-with tobacco. Then he said:</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“You’ll have to see the governor about that—it’s
-a case he’s been looking after.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Oh, well,†said Powell, with his easy acquiescence,
-“all right.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>Halliday had pressed the tobacco into the bowl
-of the pipe and struck a match.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Then, I’ll tell old Bill,†he said, pausing in
-his sentence to light his pipe, “to mark it off
-the assignment.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>Marley watched Halliday saunter away, with
-a feeling that mixed admiration with amazement.
-He could not help admiring his clothes, and he
-felt drawn toward him as a college man from a
-school so much greater than his own, though he
-felt some resentment because Halliday had never
-once given a sign that he was aware of Marley’s
-presence. His amazement came from the utter
-disrespect with which Halliday referred to Judge
-Blair. Old Bill! Marley had caught his breath.
-He would have liked to discuss Halliday with
-Powell, but the lawyer seemed to be as indifferent
-to Halliday’s existence as Halliday had been
-to Marley’s, and when Marley saw that Powell
-was not likely to refer to him, he started toward
-the door. As he went Powell resumptively called
-after him:</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“I’ll get a Blackstone for you in a day or two.
-Be down in the morning.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>Marley went away bearing Swan’s <em>Treatise</em> under
-his arm. He looked up at the Court House
-across the way; the trees were stirring in the
-light winds of summer, and their leaves writhed
-joyously in the sun. The windows of the Court
-House were open, and he could hear the voice of
-some lawyer arguing a cause to the jury. Marley
-thought of Judge Blair sitting there, the jury in
-its box, the sleepy bailiff drowsing in his place,
-the accustomed attorneys and the angry litigants,
-and his heart began to beat a little more rapidly,
-for the thought of Judge Blair brought the thought
-of Lavinia Blair. And in the days to come, when
-he should be arguing a cause to a jury, as that
-lawyer, whose voice came pealing and echoing in
-sudden and surprising shouts through the open
-windows, was arguing a cause now, would Lavinia
-Blair be interested?</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>He had imagined that a day so full of importance
-for him would be marked by greater ceremonials,
-and yet while he was disappointed, he was
-reassured. He had solved a problem, he had done
-with inaction, he had made a beginning, he was
-entered at last upon a career. As all the events
-of the recent years rushed on him, the years of college
-life, the decisions and indecisions of his classmates,
-their vague troubles about a career, he felt
-a pride that he had so soon solved that problem.
-He felt a certain superiority too, that made him
-carry his head high, as he turned into Main
-Street and marched across the Square. It required
-only decision and life was conquered. He saw
-the years stretching out prosperously before him,
-expanding as his ambitions expanded. He was
-glad that he had tackled life so promptly, that he
-had come so quickly to an issue with it; it was not
-so bad, viewed thus close, as it had been from
-a distance. He laughed at the folly of all the talk
-he had heard about the difficulty of young men
-getting a start in these days; he must write to
-his fraternity fellows at once, and tell them what
-he had done and how he was succeeding. They
-would surely see that at the bar he would do, not
-only himself, but them, the greatest credit, and
-they would be proud.</p>
-
-<div class='chapter'>
- <h2 class='c004'>CHAPTER III<br />Â <br />GREENWOOD LAKE</h2>
-</div>
-
-<p class='c005'>The girls, flitting about with nervous laughter
-and now and then little screams, had spread
-long cloths over the table of plain boards
-that had served so many picnic parties at
-Greenwood Lake; the table-cloths and the dresses
-of the girls gleamed white in the amber light that
-streamed across the little sheet of water, though
-the slender trees, freshened by the morning shower
-that threatened to spoil the outing, were beginning
-to darken under the shadows that diffused themselves
-subtly through the grove, as if there were
-exudations of the heavy foliage.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>Lawrence, in his white ducks, stood by the table,
-assuming to direct the laying of the supper. His
-immense cravat of blue was the only bit of color
-about him, unless it were his red hair, which he
-had had clipped that very morning, and his shorn
-appearance intensified his comic air. Marley, sitting
-apart on the stump of a small oak, could hear
-the burlesque orders Lawrence shouted at the girls.
-The girls were convulsed by his orders; at times
-they had to put their dishes down lest in their
-laughter they spill the food or break the china;
-just then Marley saw Mayme Carter double over
-suddenly, her mass of yellow hair lurching forward
-to her brow, while the woods rang with her laughter.
-The other men were off looking after the
-horses.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>Lavinia moved quickly here and there, smiling
-joyously, her face flushed; though she laughed
-as the others did at Lawrence’s drollery, she did not
-laugh as loudly, and she did not scream. Just
-now she rose from bending over the table, and
-brushed her brown hair from her brow with the
-back of her hand, while she stood and surveyed
-the table as if to see what it lacked. When she
-raised her hand the sleeve of her muslin gown
-fell away from her wrist and showed her
-slender forearm, white in the calm light of evening.
-Marley could not take his eyes from her.
-She ran into the pavilion, her little low shoes
-flashed below her petticoats, and he grew sad; when
-she reappeared, all her movements seemed to be
-new, to have fresh beauties. Then he suspected
-that the girls were laughing at him and he felt
-miserable.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>He thought of himself sitting alone and apart,
-an awkward, ungainly figure. He longed to go
-away, yet he feared that, if he did, he would not
-have the courage to come back. He shifted his position,
-only to make matters worse. Then suddenly
-his feeling took the form of a rage with
-Lawrence; he longed to seize Lawrence and kick
-him, to pitch him into the lake, to humiliate him
-before the girls. He thought he saw all at once
-that Lawrence had been making fun of him, surreptitiously;
-that was what had made the girls
-laugh so.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>There was some little consolation in the thought
-that Lavinia did not laugh as much as the others;
-perhaps, if she did not care to defend him, she
-at least pitied him. And then he began to pity
-himself. The whole evening stretched before him;
-pretty soon he would have to move up to the table,
-and sit down on the narrow little benches that
-were fastened between the trees; then after supper
-they would begin their dancing and when that
-came he did not see what he could do.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>The only pleasure he had had that afternoon had
-been on the way out; he had been alone with Lavinia,
-and the four miles of pleasant road that
-lay between the town and Greenwood Lake were
-too short for all the happiness Marley found in
-them. He could feel Lavinia again by his side, her
-hands folded on the thin old linen lap-robe. He
-could not recall a word they had said, but it seemed
-to him that the conversation had flowed on intimately
-and tranquilly; she had been so close and
-sympathetic; and he would always remember how
-her eyes had been raised to his. The fields with the
-wheat in shock had swept by in the beauty of harvest
-time; the road, its dust laid by the morning
-shower, had rolled under the wheels of the buggy
-softly, smoothly and noiselessly; the air had been
-odorous with the scent of green things freshened
-by the rain, and had vibrated with the sounds of
-summer.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>Then suddenly his reverie was broken. The
-men were gathering about the table with the girls;
-all of them looked at him expectantly.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Here, you!†called Lawrence. “Do you think
-we’re going to do all the work? Come, get in
-the game, and don’t look so solemn—this ain’t a
-funeral.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>They all laughed, and Marley felt his face flame,
-but he rose and went over to the table, halting in
-indecision.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Run get some water,†ordered Lawrence, imperatively
-waving his hand. “Mayme,†he
-shouted, “hand him the pitcher! Step lively, now.
-The men-folks are hungry after their day’s work.
-Has any one got a pitcher concealed about his
-person? What did you do with the pitcher, Glenn?
-Take it to water your horse?â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>They were laughing uproariously, and Marley
-was plainly discomfited. But Lavinia stepped to
-his side, a large white pitcher in her hand. “I’ll
-show you,†she said.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>They started away together, and Marley felt a
-protection in her presence. A little way farther
-he suddenly thought of the pitcher, which Lavinia
-still was bearing, and he took it from her. As he
-seized the handle their fingers became for an instant
-entangled.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Did I hurt you?†he asked.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Oh, no!†she assured him, and as they walked
-on, out of the sight of the laughing group behind
-them, an ease came over him.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Do you know where the well is?†he asked.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Oh, yes,†she answered. “It’s down here. I
-could have come just as well as not.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“I’m glad to come,†he said; and then he
-added, “with <em>you</em>.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>They had reached the wooden pump behind the
-pavilion. The little sheet of water curved away
-like a crescent, following the course of the stream
-of which it was but a widening. Its little islands
-were mirrored in its surface. The sun was just
-going down, the sky beyond the lake was rosy, and
-the same rosy hue now suffused everything; the
-waters themselves were reddened.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>It was very still, and the peace of the evening lay
-on them both. Lavinia stood motionless, and
-looked out across the water to the little Ohio hills
-that rolled away toward the west. She stood and
-gazed a long time, her hands at her sides, yet
-with their fingers open and extended, as if the
-beauty of the scene had suddenly transfixed her.
-Marley did not see the lake or the sun, the islands
-or the hills; he saw only the girl before him, the
-outline of her cheek, the down on it showing fine
-in the pure light, the hair that nestled at her
-neck, the curve from her shoulder to her arms and
-down to her intent fingers. At last she sighed, and
-looked up at him.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Isn’t it all beautiful?†she said solemnly.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Beautiful?†he repeated, as if in question, not
-knowing what she said.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>Just then they heard Lawrence hallooing, and
-Marley began to pump vigorously. He rinsed out
-the pitcher, then filled it, and they went back, walking
-closely side by side, and they did not speak all
-the way.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>Mayme Carter, who, as it seemed, had a local
-reputation as a compounder of lemonade, had the
-lemons and the sugar all ready when Marley and
-Lavinia rejoined the group, and Lawrence, as he
-seized the pitcher, said:</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“I see that, between you, you’ve spilled nearly
-all of the water, but I guess Mayme and I’ll have
-to make it do.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>The others laughed at this, as they did at all of
-Lawrence’s speeches, and then they turned and
-laughed at Marley and Lavinia, though the men,
-who as yet did not feel themselves on terms with
-Marley, had a subtile manner of not including
-him in their ridicule, however little they spared
-Lavinia.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>The supper was eaten with the hunger their spirits
-and the fresh air had given them and Marley,
-placed, as of course, by Lavinia’s side, felt sheltered
-by her, as he felt sheltered by all the talk that
-raged about him. He wished that he could join in
-the talk, but he could not discover what it was all
-about. Once, in a desperate determination to
-assert himself, he did mention a book he had been
-reading, but his remark seemed to have a chilling
-effect from which they did not recover until Lawrence,
-out of his own inexhaustible fund of nonsense,
-restored them to their inanities. He tried to
-hide his embarrassment by eating the cold chicken,
-the ham and sardines, the potato chips and pickles,
-the hard-boiled eggs and sandwiches that went up
-and down the board in endless procession, and he
-was thankful, when he thought of it, that Lawrence
-seemed to forget him, though Lawrence
-had forgotten no one else there. He seemed
-to note accurately each mouthful every one took.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Hand up another dozen eggs for Miss Winters,
-Joe,†he called to one of the men, and then
-they all laughed at Miss Winters.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>When the cake came, Lawrence identified each
-kind with some remark about the mother of the
-girl who had brought it, and tasted all, because, as
-he said, he could not afford to show partiality.
-The fun lagged somewhat as the meal neared its
-end, but Lawrence revived it instantly and sensationally
-by rising suddenly, bending far over
-toward Lavinia in a tragic attitude and saying:</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Why, Vine, child, you haven’t eaten a mouthful!
-I do believe you’re in love!â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>The company burst into laughter, but they suddenly
-stopped when they saw Marley. His face
-showed his anger with them, and he made a little
-movement, but Lavinia smiled up at Lawrence, and
-said:</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Well, Jack, it’s evident that <em>you’re</em> not.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>And then they all laughed at Lawrence, and
-the girls clapped their hands, while Marley, angry
-now with himself, tried to laugh with them.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>When they stopped laughing Lawrence produced
-his cigarettes, and tossing one to Marley in a way
-that delicately conveyed a sense of intimacy and
-affection, he said:</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“When you girls get your dishes done up we’ll
-be back and see if we can’t think up something to
-entertain you,†and then he called Marley and
-with him and the other men strolled down to the
-lake.</p>
-
-<div class='chapter'>
- <h2 class='c004'>CHAPTER IV<br />Â <br />MOONLIGHT</h2>
-</div>
-
-<p class='c005'>The dance was proposed almost immediately.
-Marley had hoped up to the very last minute
-that something, possibly a miracle, would prevent
-it, but scarcely had the men finished their
-first cigarettes before Howard was saying:</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Well, let’s be getting back to the girls. They’ll
-want to dance.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>Howard spoke as if the dancing would be a sacrifice
-on the part of the men to the pleasure of the
-girls, but they all turned at once, some of them
-flinging their cigarettes into the water, as if to complete
-the sacrifice, and started back. When they
-reached the pavilion, Payson and Gallard took instruments
-out of green bags, Payson a guitar and
-Gallard a mandolin, and Lawrence, bustling about
-over the floor, shoving the few chairs against the
-unplastered wooden walls, was shouting:</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Tune ’em up, boys, tune ’em up!â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>The first tentative notes of the strings twanged
-in the hollow room, and Lawrence was asking the
-girls for dances, scribbling their names on his cuff
-with a disregard of its white polished linen almost
-painful.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“I’ll have to divide up some of ’em, you know,
-girls,†he said. “Jim and Elmer have to play, and
-that makes us two men shy. But I’ll do the best
-I can—wish I could take you all in my arms at once
-and dance with you.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>The girls, standing in an expectant, eager little
-group, clutched one another nervously, and pretended
-to sneer at Lawrence’s patronage.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>Marley was standing with Lavinia near the door.
-He was trying to affect an ease; he knew by the
-way the other girls glanced at him now and then
-that they were speculating on his possibilities as a
-partner; he tried just then to look as if he were
-going to dance as all the other men were, yet he
-felt the necessity of confessing to Lavinia.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“You know,†he said contritely, “that I don’t
-dance.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>She looked up, a disappointment springing to her
-eyes too quickly for her to conceal it. She was
-flushed with pleasure and excitement, and tapping
-her foot in time with the chords Payson and Gallard
-were trying on their instruments. Marley
-saw her surprise.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“I ought not to have come,†he said; “I’ve no
-business here.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>The look of disappointment in Lavinia’s eyes
-had gone, and in its place was now an expression
-of sympathy.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“It makes no difference,†she said. And then
-she added in a low voice: “I’ll not dance either;
-there are too many of us girls anyway.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Oh, don’t let me keep you from it,†said Marley,
-and yet a joy was shining in his eyes. She
-turned away and blushed.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“I’ll give you all my dances,†she said; “we
-can sit them out.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“But it won’t be any fun for you,†protested
-Marley. And just then Lawrence came up.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Say, Glenn,†he said, “if you don’t want to
-dance I’ll take Lavinia for the first number.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>The guitar and mandolin, after a long preliminary
-strumming to get themselves in tune,
-suddenly burst into <em>The Georgia Campmeeting</em>, and
-the couples were instantly springing across the
-floor.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Come on, Vine,†said Lawrence, his fingers
-twitching. And Lavinia, eager, trembling, alive,
-casting one last glance at Marley, said “Just this
-one!†and went whirling away with Lawrence.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>Marley moved aside, awkwardly, when the couples,
-sweeping in a long oval stream around the
-little room, whirled past him. Lavinia danced
-with a grace that almost hurt him; she was laughing
-as she looked up into Lawrence’s face, talking
-to him as they danced. Marley felt a gloom, almost
-a rage, settle on him. He looked up and down the
-room. At the farther end, through the door by
-which the musicians sat swinging their feet over
-their knees in time to the tune they played, he
-could see the man who kept the grounds at the lake,
-looking on at the dance; his wife was with him,
-and they smiled contentedly at the joy of the young
-people.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>Marley could not bear their joy, any more than
-he could bear the joy of the dancers, and he looked
-away from them. Glancing along the wall he saw
-a girl, sitting alone. It was Grace Winters; she
-was older than the others, and she sat there sullenly,
-her dark brows contracted under her dark
-hair. Marley felt drawn toward her by a common
-trouble, and he thought, instantly, that he might
-appear less conspicuous if he went and sat beside
-her. As he approached, her sallow face brightened
-with a brilliant smile of welcome and she drew
-aside her skirts to make a place for him, though
-there was no one else on all that side of the room.
-Marley sat down.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“It’s warm, isn’t it?†he said.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Yes,†Miss Winters replied, “almost too warm
-to dance, don’t you think?â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>Marley tried to express his acquiescence in the
-polite smile he had seen the other men use before
-the dance began, but he did not feel that he carried
-it off very well.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“I should think you’d be dancing, Mr. Marley,â€
-Miss Winters said. “I hear you are a splendid
-dancer. Don’t you care to dance this evening?â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“I can’t dance,†said Marley, crudely.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>He was looking at Lavinia, following her young
-figure as it glided past with Lawrence. Miss
-Winters turned away. Her face became gloomy
-again, and she said nothing more. Marley was
-absorbed in Lavinia, and they sat there together
-silent, conspicuous and alone, in a wide separation.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>Marley thought the dance never would end. It
-seemed to him that the dancers must drop from
-fatigue; but at last the mandolin and guitar ceased
-suddenly, the girls cried out a disappointed unisonant
-“Oh!†and then they all laughed and
-clapped their hands. Lavinia and Lawrence were
-coming up, glowing with the joy of the dance.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Oh, that was splendid, Jack!†Lavinia cried,
-putting back her hair with that wave of her hand.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>Lawrence’s face was redder than ever. He
-leaned over and in a whisper that was for Lavinia
-and Marley together he said:</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Lavinia, you’re the queen dancer of the town.â€
-And then he turned to Miss Winters.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Grace,†he said, distributing himself with the
-impartiality he felt his position as a social leader
-demanded, “you’ve promised me a dance for a long
-time. Now’s my chance.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Why certainly, Jack,†Miss Winters said, with
-her brilliant smile, and then she took Lawrence’s
-arm and drew him away, as if otherwise he might
-escape.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Take me outdoors!†said Lavinia to Marley.
-“Those big lamps make it <em>so</em> hot in here.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>Marley was glad to leave, and they went out on
-to the little piazza of the pavilion. Lavinia stood
-on the very edge of the steps, and drank in the fresh
-air eagerly.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Oh!†she said. “Oh! Isn’t it delicious!â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>The darkness lay thick between the trees. The
-air was rich with the scent of the mown fields that
-lay beyond the grove. The insects shrilled contentedly.
-Marley stood and looked at Lavinia, standing
-on the edge of the steps, her body bent a little
-forward, her face upturned. She put back her hair
-again.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Let’s go on down!†she said, a little adventurous
-quality in her tone. She ran lightly down the
-steps, Marley after her.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Won’t you take cold?†he asked, bending close
-to her.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>She looked up and laughed. They were walking
-on, unconsciously making their way toward the
-edge of the little lake. Marley felt the white form
-floating there beside him and a happiness, new,
-unknown before, came to him. They were on the
-edge of the little lake. Before them the water
-lay, dark now, and smooth. A small stage was
-moored to the shore and a boat was fastened to
-it. They could hear the light lapping of the water
-that barely stirred the boat. Presently Lavinia
-ran out on to the stage. She gave a little spring,
-and rocked it up and down; then smiled up at
-Marley like a child venturing in forbidden places.
-Marley stepped carefully on to the stage.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Isn’t it a perfect night?†Lavinia said, looking
-up at the dark purple sky, strewn with all the
-stars. Marley looked at her white throat.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“The most beautiful night I ever knew!†he
-said. He spoke solemnly, devoutly, and Lavinia
-turned and gazed on him. Marley touched the boat
-with the toe of his shoe.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“We might row,†he said almost timidly.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Could we?†inquired Lavinia.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“If we may take the boat.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Oh, of course—anybody may. Can you row?â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>Marley laughed. He had rowed in the college
-crew on the old Olentangy at Delaware. His
-laugh was a complete answer to Lavinia. She approached
-the boat, and Marley bent over and drew
-it alongside the stage.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Get in,†he said. It was good to find something
-he could do. He helped her carefully into the
-boat, and held it firmly until she had arranged herself
-in the stern, her feet against the cleats, and
-her white skirts tucked about her. Then he took
-his seat, shipped the oars and shoved off. He swept
-the boat out into the deep water, and rowed away
-up the lake. He rowed precisely, feathering his
-oars, that she might see how much a master he was.
-They did not speak for a long time. First one, then
-the other, of the little islands swept darkly by;
-the water slapped the bow of the boat as Marley
-urged it forward. The lights of the pavilion on
-the shore twinkled an instant, then went out behind
-the trees. They could hear the distant mellow
-thrumming of the guitar and the tinkle of the
-mandolin.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Are you too cool?†he asked presently.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Oh, no, not at all!†said Lavinia.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Hadn’t you better take my coat?†Marley
-persisted. The idea of putting his coat about her
-thrilled him.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“You’ll need it,†she said.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“No, I’ll be warm rowing.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>She shook her head, and smiled. They drifted
-on. Still came the distant strumming of the guitar
-and the tinkle of the mandolin. Marley thought of
-the young people dancing, and then, noting Lavinia’s
-silence, he asked, out of the doubt that was his
-one remaining annoyance:</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Wouldn’t you rather be back there dancing?â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“No, no!†she answered softly.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“I’m ashamed of myself.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Why?†She started a little.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Because I can’t dance!†There was guilt in
-his tone.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“You mustn’t feel that way about it,†Lavinia
-said. “It’s nothing.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Isn’t it?â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“No. It’s easy to learn.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“I never could learn.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>Lavinia was still, and Marley thought she assented
-to this. But in another moment she spoke
-again.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“I—†she began, and then she hesitated.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>Marley stopped rowing and rested on his oars.
-The water lapped the bows of the boat as it slackened
-its speed.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“I could teach you,†Lavinia went on.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Could you?†Marley leaned forward eagerly.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“I’d like to.†She was trailing one white hand
-in the water.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Will you?â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Yes,†she said. “We can do it over at Mayme’s—any
-time. She’ll play for us.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>Marley felt a great gratitude, and he wondered
-how he could pour it forth upon her.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“You are too good to me,†he exclaimed.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>Then, suddenly, a change came over the dark
-surface of the waters. A mellow quality touched
-them; they seemed to tremble ecstatically, then they
-broke into sparkling ripples; the air quivered with
-a luminous beauty and a light flooded the little
-valley. Marley and Lavinia turned instinctively
-and looked up, and there, over the tops of the
-trees, black a moment before, now rounded domes
-of silver, rose the moon. They gazed at it a long
-time. Finally Marley turned and looked at
-Lavinia. Her white dress had become a drapery,
-her arms gleamed, her eyes were lustrous in the
-transfiguration of the moonlight. He could see
-that her lips were slightly parted, and her fingertips,
-dipped in the cool water over the gunwale of
-the boat, trailed behind them a long narrow thread
-of silver. They looked into each other’s eyes, and
-neither spoke. They drifted on. At last, Marley
-said:</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Lavinia!â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>She stirred.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Do you know—†he began, and then he stopped.
-“Don’t you know,†he went on, “can’t you see,
-that I love you?â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>He rested his arms on the oars, and leaned over
-toward her.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“I’ve loved you ever since that first night—do
-you remember? I know—I know I’m not good
-enough, but can’t you—can’t I—love you?â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>He saw her eyelids fall, and as she turned and
-looked over the side of the boat, she put forth
-her hand, and he took it.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>They were awakened from the dream by a call,
-and after what seemed to Marley a long time, he
-finally remembered the voice as Lawrence’s.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“We must go back,†he said reluctantly. “How
-long have we been gone?â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“I don’t know,†said Lavinia. He heard her
-sigh.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>Marley pulled the boat in the direction whence
-came the hallooing voice; he had quite lost all notion
-of their whereabouts. But presently they saw
-the lights of the pavilion, and then the dark figures
-of the men, and the white figures of the girls
-on shore.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>As they pulled up and Marley sprang out of the
-boat to the landing stage, Lawrence said:</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Well, where have you babes been?â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>Marley helped Lavinia out of the boat.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“We’ve been rowing,†he said.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“We thought you’d been drowned,†said Lawrence.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>Marley and Lavinia drove home together in silence.
-In the light of the moon, the road was silver,
-and the fields with their shocks of wheat
-were gold.</p>
-
-<div class='chapter'>
- <h2 class='c004'>CHAPTER V<br />Â <br />THE SERENADE</h2>
-</div>
-
-<p class='c005'>“I don’t know what ails Lavinia,†said Mrs.
-Blair to her husband as he sat on the veranda
-after dinner the next day. The judge laid his
-paper in his lap, and looked up at his wife over
-his glasses.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Isn’t she well?†he asked.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“M—yes,†replied Mrs. Blair, prolonging the
-word in her lack of conviction, “I guess so.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Don’t you know?†the judge demanded in some
-impatience with her uncertainty.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“She says she feels all right.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Well, then, what makes you think she isn’t?â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Oh, I don’t know,†replied Mrs. Blair, “she
-seems so quiet, that’s all.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Lavinia is not a girl given to excitement or
-demonstration,†said the judge, lapsing easily into
-the manner of speech he had cultivated on the
-bench.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“No, that’s so,†assented Mrs. Blair. “But
-she’s always cheerful and bright.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Is she gloomy?â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“No, I wouldn’t exactly call it that, but she
-seems preoccupied—rather wistful I should say,
-yes—wistful.†She seemed pleased to have found
-the right word.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Oh, she’s all right. That picnic last night may
-have fatigued her. I presume there was dancing.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Yes.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“I don’t know that we should let her go out that
-way.†The judge took off his glasses and twirled
-them by their black cord while he gazed across the
-street, apparently at some dogs that were tumbling
-each other about in the Chenowiths’ yard. The
-judge had a subconscious anxiety that they would
-get into Mrs. Chenowith’s flower beds.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“You and I used to go to them; they never
-hurt us,†argued Mrs. Blair.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“No, I suppose not. But then—that was different.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>Mrs. Blair laughed lightly, and the laugh served
-to dissipate their cares. She went to the edge of
-the veranda and pulled a few leaves from
-the climbing rose-vine that grew there, and the
-judge put on his glasses and spread out his paper.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“I’ll take her out for a drive this afternoon,â€
-said Mrs. Blair, turning to go indoors.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“She’ll be all right,†said the judge, already
-deep in the political columns.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>That night at supper, the judge looked at Lavinia
-closely, and after a while he said:</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“You’re not eating, Lavinia. Don’t you feel
-well?â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>Lavinia turned to her father and smiled.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Oh, I’m all right.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>Her smile perplexed the judge.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“You look pale,†he said.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>Mrs. Blair glanced warningly at him the length
-of the table.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“My girl’s losing her color,†he forged ahead.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>Lavinia dropped her eyelids, and a look of
-pain appeared in her face, causing it to grow paler.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Please don’t worry about me, papa,†she said.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>Mrs. Blair divined Lavinia’s dislike of this
-personal discussion. She tried to catch her
-husband’s eye again, but he was looking at Lavinia
-narrowly through his glasses.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Did you go riding this afternoon?†he asked
-as if he were examining a witness whom counsel
-had not drawn out properly.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Yes,†Mrs. Blair hastened to say. “We drove
-out the Ludlow a long way.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“She was riding last night, too,†said Connie.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Who with?†demanded Chad, turning to Connie
-with the challenge he always had ready for
-her.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Who with?†retorted Connie. “Why, Glenn
-Marley, of course. Who else?â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Well, what of it?†demanded Chad. “What’s
-it to you?â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Oh, children, children!†protested Mrs. Blair,
-wearily. “Do give us a little peace!â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Well, she began it,†said Chad.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>Connie was eating savagely, but she whirled on
-Chad, speaking with difficulty because her mouth
-was filled with food:</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“You shut up, will you?â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>Chad laughed with a contempt almost theatrical,
-waved his hand lightly and said:</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Run away, little girl, run away.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>Mrs. Blair asked the judge why he did not correct
-his children, and though the sigh he gave expressed
-the hopelessness, as it seemed to him, of
-bringing the two younger members of his train
-into anything like decorous behavior, he laid his
-knife and fork in his plate.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“This must cease,†he said. “It is scandalous.
-One might conclude that you were the children of
-some family in Lighttown.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“It is very trying,†said Mrs. Blair, acquiescing
-in her husband’s reproof. “They are just like fire
-and tow.†She said this quite impersonally and
-then turned to Connie: “If you can’t behave yourself,
-I’ll have to send you from the table.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“That’s it!†wailed Connie. “That’s it! Blame
-everything on to me!â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>Mrs. Blair looked severely at her, and Connie’s
-face reddened. She glanced angrily at her mother
-and began again:</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Well, I—â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>The judge rapped the table smartly with his
-knuckles.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Now I want this stopped!†he said. “And
-right away. If it isn’t I’ll—†He was about to
-say if it wasn’t he would clear the room, as he was
-fond of saying whenever the idle spectators in his
-court showed signs of being human, but he did
-not finish his sentence. Chad was subdued and
-decorous, and Connie drooped her head, and began
-to gulp her food. Her eyes were filling with tears
-and the tears began to fall, slowly, one by one,
-splashing heavily into her plate.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>Lavinia was trembling; she tried to control herself,
-tried to lift her glass, but when she did, her
-hand shook so that the water was likely to spill.
-This completed the undoing of her nerves, her
-eyes suddenly flooded with tears, and she snatched
-her handkerchief from her lap, rose precipitately,
-and hurried from the room, dropping her napkin
-as she went. They heard her going up the stairs,
-and presently the door of her room closed.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>Connie had followed Lavinia with her misty
-eyes as she left the table and now she too prepared
-to leave. She felt a sudden pity springing
-from her great love of her older sister, and her
-great pride in her, and she felt a contrition, though
-she tried to convict Chad, as the latest object of her
-fiery and erratic temper, by glowering at him.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“I’ll go to her,†she said, “<em>I</em> can comfort her!â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“No, stay where you are,†said her mother.
-“Just leave her alone.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>The evening light of the summer day flooded
-into the dining-room; outside a robin was singing.
-In the room there was constraint and heavy silence,
-broken only by the slight clatter of the silver
-or the china. But after a while the judge spoke:</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Did Lavinia go to the picnic with young Marley?â€
-he asked. He regretted instantly that he
-had revived the topic that had given rise to the difficulty,
-but as it lay on the minds of all, it was impossible,
-just then, to escape its influence.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“I believe so,†said Mrs. Blair. “He really
-seems like a nice young man.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>The judge scowled.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“I don’t know,†he said. “He’s in the office of
-Wade Powell—I suppose he is the one, isn’t he?â€
-He thought it unbecoming that a judge should show
-an intimate knowledge of the relations of young
-men who were merely studying law.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Yes, sir,†said Chad, maintaining his own dignity.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Everybody seems to speak well of him,†said
-Mrs. Blair.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“But I can’t quite reconcile that with his selecting
-Wade Powell as a preceptor. I would hardly
-consider his influence the best in the world, and I
-would imagine that Doctor Marley would hold to
-the same opinion.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>Judge Blair spoke with a certain disappointment
-in Doctor Marley. He had gone to hear him
-preach once or twice, and found, as he said, an
-intellectual quality in his utterances that he missed
-in the sermons Mr. Hill had been preaching for
-twenty years in the Presbyterian church.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Perhaps he doesn’t know Wade Powell,†said
-Mrs. Blair. “Doctor Marley is comparatively a
-stranger here, you know.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Yes, I presume that explains it. But—†he
-shook his head. He could not forgive any one who
-showed respect for Wade Powell. “Powell has little
-business except a certain criminal practice, and
-now and then a personal injury case.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Is there anything wrong in personal injury
-cases?†asked Mrs. Blair.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>The judge looked at his wife in surprise.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Well, I suppose you know, don’t you,†he said,
-“that such cases are taken on contingent fees?â€
-He spoke with the natural judicial contempt of the
-poor litigant.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Of course, dear,†she replied, “I shall not undertake
-to defend Mr. Powell. He’s a wild sort.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Yes; a drunkard, practically,†said Judge
-Blair, “and an infidel besides. The moral environment
-there is certainly not one for a young
-man—â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Is he really an <em>infidel</em>?†asked Mrs. Blair,
-abruptly dropping her knife and fork.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Well,†replied the judge with the judicial affectation
-of fairness, “he’s at least a free-thinker.
-Perhaps agnostic were the better word. That is
-one reason why I can not understand Doctor Marley’s
-permitting his son to be associated with him.
-It seems to me to argue a weakness, or a lack of
-observation in the doctor, as it does a certain depravity
-of taste in his son.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>They discussed Marley until the meal was done,
-and Connie and Chad had gone out of doors.
-Judge Blair followed his wife into the sitting-room.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“I’m worried, I’ll admit,†said the judge.
-“What could it have been that so distressed her?â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Oh well, the children’s little quarrels were too
-much for her nerves.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“I suppose so.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>They were silent and thoughtful, sitting together,
-rocking gently in their chairs as the twilight stole
-into the room.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“It’s too bad he’s going to study law,†the judge
-said after a while.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>He shook his gray head dubiously.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“But you always say that about any one who’s
-going to study law,†Mrs. Blair argued. “You
-even said it about George Halliday when his father
-took him into partnership.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Well, it’s bad business nowadays unless a
-young man wants to go to the city, and it’s hard
-to get a foothold there.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“But you began as a lawyer,†she urged, as
-though he had finished as something else.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“It was different in my day.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“And you’ve always done well in the law,†Mrs.
-Blair went on, ignoring his distinction.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Oh yes,†the judge said in a tone that expressed
-a sense of individual exception. “But I went on
-the bench just in time to save my bacon. There’s
-no telling what might have become of us if I had remained
-in the practice.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>They were silent long enough for him to feel
-the relief he had always found in his salaried position,
-and then he said:</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“You don’t suppose—â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Oh, certainly not!†his wife hastened to assure
-him.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Well, I think it would be well, perhaps, to
-watch her closely. I don’t just like the notion.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“But his father is—â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Yes, but after all, we really know nothing
-about him.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“That is true.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“And then Lavinia’s so young.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Yes.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“I’d go to her.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“After a while,†Mrs. Blair said.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>They heard steps on the veranda, and then the
-voices of Mr. and Mrs. Chenowith who had run
-across, as Mrs. Chenowith said, when Mrs. Blair
-met them in the darkness that filled the wide hall,
-to see how they all were. The Chenowiths begged
-Mrs. Blair not to light the gas; they preferred
-to sit out of doors. The Chenowiths remained all
-the evening. When they had gone, the judge drew
-the chairs indoors, while Mrs. Blair rolled up
-the wide strip of red carpet that covered the steps
-of the veranda. And when they had gone up to
-their room, Mrs. Blair stole across to Lavinia,
-softly closing the door behind her.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>She found the girl stretched on her bed, her face
-buried in the pillows, which were wet with her
-tears.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“What is troubling my little girl?†she asked.
-She sat down on the side of the bed, and lightly
-stroked Lavinia’s soft hair. The girl stirred, and
-drew herself close to her mother. Mrs. Blair did
-not speak, but continued to stroke her hair, and
-waited. Presently Lavinia cried out:</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Oh, mama! mama!â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>And then she was in her mother’s arms, weeping
-on her mother’s breast.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“I’ve never kept anything from you before,
-mama,†Lavinia cried.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“No,†Mrs. Blair whispered. “Can’t you tell
-mama now?â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>And then with her mother’s arms about her Lavinia
-told her all. When she had finished she
-lay tranquilly. Mrs. Blair was relieved and yet
-her troubles had but grown the more complicated.
-She saw all the intricate elements with which she
-would have to deal, and she quailed before them,
-realizing what tact would be required of her.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“The coming of love should be a time of joy,
-dear,†she said presently. Even in the darkness,
-she could see the white blur of Lavinia’s face
-change its expression. A smile had touched it.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“It should, shouldn’t it, mama?â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Yes, indeed.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“But I never kept anything from you before.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>Mrs. Blair laughed.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“But you kept this only a day, dear. That
-doesn’t count.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“It was a long day.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“I know, sweetheart.†The mother kissed her,
-and they were silent a while.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“I do love him so,†said Lavinia, presently.
-“And you’ll love him too, mama, I know you will.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“I’m sure of that, dear.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“But what of papa?â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>Mrs. Blair felt the girl grow tense in her arms.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“That will all come right in time,†said Mrs.
-Blair.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Will you tell him?â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Not just now, dear. We’ll have this for a little
-secret of our own. There’s plenty of time. You
-are young, you know, and so is Glenn.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“I love to hear you call him Glenn.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>Mrs. Blair remained with Lavinia until she had
-tucked her into her bed.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Just my little child,†the mother whispered
-over the girl. “Just my little child.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Yes, always that,†said Lavinia. And her
-mother kissed her again and again, and left her in
-the dark.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>When Mrs. Blair rejoined her husband, he laid
-down the book he always read before retiring, and
-looked up with the question in his eyes.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“She’s just a little nervous and tired,†Mrs.
-Blair said. “She’ll be all right in the morning.
-I think it best not to notice her.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Do you think we’d better have Doctor Pierce
-see her?â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Oh, not at all!†Mrs. Blair laughed, and the
-judge, reassured, went back to his book.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>They were awakened from their first doze that
-night by voices singing.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“It’s some of the darkies from Gooseville,†said
-Mrs. Blair. “They’re out serenading.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Yes,†said the judge. “It is sweet to fall
-asleep by.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>At the sound of the singing Lavinia had crept
-from her bed and crouched in her white night-dress
-before the open window; the shutters were closed.
-She heard the melody from far down the street.
-The singing ceased, then began again, drawing
-nearer and nearer. Presently she heard the fall of
-feet on the sidewalk before the house, and the low
-tones of voices in hurried consultation. And then
-a clear baritone voice rose, and she heard it begin
-the song:</p>
-
-<div class='lg-container-b'>
- <div class='linegroup'>
- <div class='group'>
- <div class='line'>“Oh the sun shines bright in my old Kentucky home,</div>
- <div class='line'>’Tis summer, the darkies are gay.â€</div>
- </div>
- </div>
-</div>
-
-<p class='c003'>She knew the voice. Her heart swelled and the
-tears came again and there alone in the fragrant
-night she opened her arms and stretched them out
-into the darkness.</p>
-
-<div class='chapter'>
- <h2 class='c004'>CHAPTER VI<br /> <br />LOVE’S ARREARS</h2>
-</div>
-
-<p class='c005'>The days following the picnic had been no
-easier for Marley than they had been for
-Lavinia. As he looked back on that night, a
-fear took hold of him; the whole experience, the
-most wonderful of his life, grew more and more unreal.
-Much as he longed to see Lavinia again, he
-was afraid to go to her home; he wondered whether
-he should write her a note; perhaps she would
-think him false, perhaps she would think he had
-already forgotten her; the idea tormented him; he
-did not know what to do. He had seen her but
-once, and then at a distance; the Blairs’ well-known
-surrey had stopped in the middle of the Square,
-and George Halliday stood leaning into the carriage
-chatting with Lavinia. Marley had but a
-glimpse of Lavinia’s face, pink in the shadow of
-the surrey-top. As they drove away she had
-turned with a smile and a nod at Halliday. The
-sight had affected Marley strangely.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>He felt himself so weak and incapable in this
-affair that he longed to discuss it with some one,
-and on Sunday afternoon he found his mother at
-her window with the <em>Christian Advocate</em>, which
-replaced, in her case, the nap nearly every one
-else took at that hour.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“How old was father when you were married,
-mother?†he began.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>He spoke out of that curious ignorance of the
-lives of their parents so common to children; he
-had never been able to realize his parents as having
-separate and independent existences before his
-own. Mrs. Marley laid her paper by, and a smile
-came to her face.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“He was twenty-two,†she said.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Just my age,†observed Marley.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>Mrs. Marley looked up hastily.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“You’re not thinking of getting married, are
-you, Glenn?†she asked.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“No.†he said with a laugh.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“My goodness! You’re just a boy!â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“But I’m as old as father was.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Y—es,†said Mrs. Marley, “but then—â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“But then, what?â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“That was different.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>Marley smiled.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Had father entered the ministry yet?†he said
-presently.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Yes, we were married in his first year. He
-had been teaching school, and the fall he was admitted
-to the conference he was sent out to the
-Gibsonburg circuit in Green County. We were
-married in the spring.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>Her face flushed, and she turned the pages of her
-paper with a dreamy deliberation.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Ah, but your father was a handsome young
-man, Glenn!†she said presently.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“He’s handsome yet,†Marley replied with the
-pride he always felt in his father. And then he
-asked:</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Did he have any money?â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Yes,†she said, and she laughed, “just a hundred
-dollars!â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“A hundred dollars! Well, he had nerve, didn’t
-he? And so did you!â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“We had more than that,†said Mrs. Marley,
-solemnly.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>Marley looked at his mother suddenly. Her
-face seemed for an instant to be transfigured in
-the afternoon glow.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>He might have told her then; he was on the
-point of it, but a footfall on the brick walk outside
-caused him to look up, and he saw Lawrence
-coming into the yard. Lawrence beckoned him and
-he went out.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Come on,†said Lawrence. “Let’s go out to
-Carters’.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>Marley looked a question at him, and the smile
-which Lawrence never could repress long at a time
-was twitching at the corners of his large mouth.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“She’ll be there.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“How do you know?†asked Marley.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>Lawrence smiled a little more significantly.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>When they got to the Carters’ they found Mayme
-and Lavinia together in the yard, strolling about
-in apparent aimlessness, yet with an expectancy
-in their manner that belied its quality of mere idleness.
-In the look Lavinia gave him all of Marley’s
-perplexities vanished. Lawrence stood by with a
-grin on his red face, and Mayme Carter’s eyes
-danced. She and Lawrence assumed almost immediately
-an elder, paternal manner, and looked on
-at the lovers’ meeting as from far heights that
-were to be reached only after all such youthful
-experiences had long since become possible in retrospect
-alone. Still smiling, they edged away, and
-left the lovers alone.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Is it really true?†Marley asked.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>Lavinia colored a little as she smiled up at him.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“And you are happy?†he asked.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“So happy!†she said.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>And then all at once a cloud came over her eyes.
-She closed them an instant.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“What is it?†he asked in alarm.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Nothing.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Tell me.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“It’s nothing.†She was smiling again, as if to
-show that her happiness was complete. “See?â€
-Her eyes were blinking rapidly.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“I’m glad,†he said.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>As they turned and walked across the yard Marley
-looked at her nervously.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Do you know,†he said, “that I couldn’t
-remember what color your eyes were?†He spoke
-with all the virtue there is in confession.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“What color are they?†she asked, suddenly closing
-her eyes.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“They’re blue,†Marley replied, saying the word
-ecstatically, as if it had a new, wonderful meaning
-for him.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Connie says they’re green.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Connie?â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Yes, don’t you know? She’s my younger sister.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Oh.†He did not know any of her family, and
-the baffling sense of unreality came over him again.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“You’ll know her,†said Lavinia, and added
-thoughtfully: “I hope she’ll like you. Then there’s
-Chad, my little brother.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>Marley was growing alarmed at the intricacies
-of an introduction into a large family, the characters
-of which were as yet like the characters in
-the first few chapters of a novel, but he thought it
-would not reflect on him to admit that he did not
-know Chad, seeing that he was merely a little
-brother.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“He admires you immensely,†said Lavinia.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Does he?†said Marley, eagerly, instantly loving
-Chad. “How does he know me?â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“He says you were a football player at college.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>Marley laughed a modest deprecation of his own
-prowess.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“But I knew your voice,†said Lavinia.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Did you? When did you hear it?â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“As if you didn’t know!â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Honestly,†he protested. “Tell me.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Why, that night that you serenaded me.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>He was regretting that she had outdone him in
-observation, but she suddenly looked up and said:</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Oh, Glenn! What a beautiful voice you have!â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>It was the first time she had ever called him
-Glenn, and it produced in him a wonderful sensation.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>They had come to a little bench, and, sitting
-there, they could only look at each other and smile.
-Marley noticed that a little line of freckles ran up
-over the bridge of Lavinia’s nose. They were very
-beautiful, he thought, and yet he had never heard
-of freckles as one of the elements of a woman’s
-beauty. Then he leaned back and looked about the
-yard.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>He had always thought of it as it seemed that
-first night, enormous, enchanted, with wide terraces
-and fountains, and white statues gleaming
-through the green shrubbery. But now he saw no
-terraces, no statuary, no fountains, and no wide
-lawns; nothing but a cramped little yard crowded
-with bushes and trees, and surrounded by a weathered
-fence that had lost several pickets. He looked
-around behind the house where he had fancied long
-stables with big iron lamps over the doors, but
-now he saw nothing but an old woodshed and a
-barn on the rear end of the lot. The cracks in the
-barn were so wide that he could see the light of day
-between them as through a kinetoscope. He heard
-a horse stamping fretfully at the flies.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“It was here,†he said, “that I first saw you.â€
-He did not speak his whole thought.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Yes,†she answered. “I remember.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“That was a wonderful night, the most wonderful
-of my life, except the one at the lake.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>He drew close to her. “I loved you at first
-sight,†he whispered.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Did you?†She looked at him in reverence.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Yes,—from the very first moment. When you
-came into the room, I knew that—â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“What?â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“That you were the woman I had always loved
-and waited for; that I had found my ideal. And
-yet they say we never discover our ideals in this
-life!â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>He laughed at this philosophical absurdity.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“What did you think then?†he asked.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>She cast down her eyes, and probed the turf
-with the toe of her little shoe.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“I loved you then too.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>He gazed at her tenderly, rapturously.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Isn’t it wonderful?†he said presently, “this
-love of ours? It came to us all at once!â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>She looked at him suddenly. Her short upper
-lip was raised.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“It <em>was</em> love at first sight, wasn’t it?â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Yes. We were intended for each other.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>They sat there, and went over that first night of
-their meeting and that other night at Greenwood
-Lake, finding each moment some new and remarkable
-feature of their love, something that proved
-its divine and providential quality, something that
-convinced them that no one before had ever known
-such a remarkable experience. They marveled at
-the mystery of it.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>But at last they must return to practical questions,
-and they resumed the account of their family
-relations. Marley told Lavinia about his father
-and mother, about his sister who had died, and then
-about his grandparents, and his uncles and aunts.
-He told her even of Dolly, behind whom she had
-driven to Greenwood Lake, and of his father’s
-love for fast horses, a love which sometimes drew
-upon his father the criticism parishioners ever have
-ready for their pastor. And he told her about his
-home, and how frequently his mother had to entertain
-transient ministers, and how the church laid
-missionary work upon her, until he feared the
-heathen would unwittingly break her down.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>He was not conscious of it, but he felt it necessary
-to bring up all at once the arrears of her
-knowledge of him and his family, of all his affairs.
-Meeting as they had so strangely, so romantically,
-and falling in love at first sight, according
-to the prearrangement of the ages, they could
-excuse this otherwise strange ignorance of each
-other’s lives. They bemoaned all the years they
-had been compelled to live without knowing each
-other, and their one quarrel with fate was that
-they had had to wait until so late in life before
-meeting; and yet they finally consoled themselves
-for this deprivation by discovering that they had
-really always known and loved each other. They
-were now able to compare strange experiences of
-soul and, in the new light they possessed, to
-identify them as communings of their spirits
-across time and space.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“I’ve always believed somehow in the Sweden-borgians,â€
-Lavinia said, “but I never really understood
-before what they meant by affinities.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>They looked at each other in a silence that
-became somber, and was broken at last by Lavinia.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“I’ve told mama,†she said.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“You have?†Marley gasped.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Yes.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“And she—?â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“She was sweet about it. She will love you,
-I know.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>Marley felt a sudden love for Lavinia’s mother.
-And then his fear returned at Lavinia’s sinister,</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“But—â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“But what?â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“She says we must wait.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Oh!†Marley said with a relief. He felt their
-present happiness so great that he could afford
-to waive any claim on the future. And yet he
-was troubled; he felt that somehow a depression
-lay on Lavinia. He wondered what its cause could
-be. Presently it came to him suddenly.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“And your father?†he asked.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“He doesn’t know—yet.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Will he—?â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“He’s very—†she hesitated, not liking to seem
-disloyal to her father. Finally she said “peculiar,â€
-and then further qualified it by adding
-“sometimes.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>The sadness that lies so near to the joy in lovers’
-hearts came over them, and yet they found a kind
-of joy in that too.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“I’ll go to him, of course,†Marley said presently.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Oh, you’re so brave!â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>But this tribute did not tend to reassure Marley.
-It rather suggested terrors he had not thought of.
-Yet in the necessity of maintaining the manly
-spirit he forced a laugh.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Of course,†he continued, “I’ll go to him. I
-meant to from the first.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“But not just yet,†she pleaded.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Well,†he yielded, not at all unwillingly, “it
-shall be as you say.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>He could not dispel her sadness, nor could he
-conquer his own. A little tremor ran through her,
-and he felt it electrically along his arm.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“What is it, sweetheart?†he pleaded. “Tell
-me, won’t you? We must have no secrets, you
-know.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Oh, Glenn,†she broke out, “I’m afraid!â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>She spoke with intuitive apprehension.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Of what?â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Our happiness!â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>He tried to laugh again.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Do you think it will ever be?†she asked.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“I know it,†he said earnestly. “I have nothing
-but faith—our love is strong enough for anything!â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“You comfort me,†she said simply.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>Lavinia spent the night with Mayme Carter, and
-the house sounded until long after midnight with
-the low, monotonous drone of their confidential
-voices.</p>
-
-<div class='chapter'>
- <h2 class='c004'>CHAPTER VII<br />Â <br />AN UNNECESSARY OPPOSITION</h2>
-</div>
-
-<p class='c005'>Marley heard on Monday evening that Judge
-Blair had gone to Cincinnati, and the news filled
-him with a high if somewhat culpable joy. He
-found Lavinia and her mother on the veranda,
-and Lavinia said, with a grave simplicity:</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Mama, this is Glenn.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“I’m very glad to have you come,†said Mrs.
-Blair, trying instantly to rob the situation of the
-embarrassment she felt it must have for the
-young man.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>Marley could not say a word, but he put all his
-gratitude in the pressure he gave Mrs. Blair’s hand.
-The light that came from the hall was dim, and
-though Mrs. Blair could see that Marley was
-straight and carried himself well, his face was
-blurred by the shadows. She turned to Lavinia.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Will you bring out another chair, dear, or
-would you prefer to go indoors?â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>Then, seeing an advantage in this latter alternative,
-she decided for them:</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Perhaps we’d better go in, I fear it’s cool
-out here.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>She held back the screen door and Lavinia
-whisked excitedly into the hall. Mrs. Blair led
-the way to the parlor and sent Lavinia for a match.
-Then, turning to Marley, waiting there in the darkness,
-she said:</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“She has told me, Glenn.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>Marley felt something tender, maternal in her
-voice; the way she spoke his name affected him.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“But she is young, very young; she is just a
-girl. We wish, of course, for nothing but her happiness,
-and you must be patient, very patient. It
-must not be, if it is to be, for a long time. What
-does your own mother think of it?â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“I haven’t told her.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“You haven’t!â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“No. I felt I hardly had the right yet—not
-before I spoke to Judge Blair, you know. I think
-I shall speak to him just as soon as he gets home.â€
-He spoke impulsively; until that moment he had
-been thrusting the thought from him, but Mrs.
-Blair’s manner led him into confidences. In the
-immediate fear that he had been precipitant, he
-looked to her for help; she seemed the sort of woman
-to wish to save others all the trouble she
-could, one whose life was full of sacrifices, none
-the less noble, perhaps, because she made so little
-of them herself. But a perplexity showed in her
-eyes and before she could reply, Lavinia was
-back. With an intimate, domestic impulse Lavinia
-pressed the match into Marley’s hand, and said:</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“You do it; I can’t reach.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>Marley groped with his upheld hand, and when
-Lavinia guided him to the middle of the room, he
-lighted the gas. Mrs. Blair looked at him for a moment
-and Lavinia, standing by, as if awaiting her
-decision, glowed with happiness. Mrs. Blair’s
-smile completed the fond, maternal impression
-Marley had somehow felt when she was standing
-by him in the darkness. Her full matronly figure,
-even in the tendency to corpulence of her middle
-years, had preserved its graceful lines; and Marley
-regretted the disappearance of this wholesome,
-cheerful woman as she passed out of the room.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>Judge Blair got home from Cincinnati on Sunday
-morning, worn by his work, and maddened by
-the din of the city to which he was so unaccustomed.
-Walking up the familiar streets, he had been
-glad of their shade and that pervading sense of a
-Sunday that still remains a Sabbath in Macochee.
-He had been a little piqued, at first, because his
-wife had not met him at the train, though she
-had not, to be sure, known that he was coming.
-She had gone to Sunday-school, and Connie gave
-him his breakfast—that is, she sat at the table
-with him, watching him eat and answering the
-questions he put to her about the happenings in
-Macochee while he had been away.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>It was not strange that Connie should talk mostly,
-after she yielded to the gnawing temptation to
-tell him at all, of the nightly visits Marley had
-made to the house. She did this in a certain resentment
-she felt with Lavinia, a resentment that
-came from an annoying jealousy she was beginning
-to have of Marley, as if, in installing himself in
-her sister’s heart, he had evicted all other affections
-from it.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>The judge, with his constant affectation of what
-he considered the judicial attitude of mind, tried
-to weigh Connie’s somewhat prejudiced evidence
-impartially, but he was troubled and annoyed that
-the peace he had been looking forward to all the
-week should be jeopardized immediately on his
-coming home.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>It was not until afternoon that he had an opportunity
-to question his wife, and he began with a
-severity in his attitude that had as its fundamental
-cause, as much as anything else, her failure to
-meet him at the train that morning, and her remaining
-to church after Sunday-school.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“What do you know about this business between
-Lavinia and that young Marley?†he asked. “It
-seems to have developed rapidly during my absence.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Oh, Connie has been talking to you, I suppose!â€
-laughed Mrs. Blair. “You know that Connie is
-apt to be sensational.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>Judge Blair eyed his wife narrowly. Connie
-was his favorite child, though he would not, of
-course, admit as much, and he was ever ready to
-spring to her defense.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“She has very bright eyes,†he said.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Oh, now, dear,†said Mrs. Blair, “don’t overestimate
-this thing. Lavinia’s nothing but a child.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“That’s just the point. Has the young man been
-here much?â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Yes, he was here quite often—several evenings,
-in fact.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Humph! He seems to have taken advantage of
-the sunshine of my absence to make his hay.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Don’t do him an injustice. He didn’t meet
-Lavinia until just about the time you went away.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Well, we’ll see about it,†said the judge, darkly.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Now see here, Will, don’t make the matter serious
-by an unnecessary opposition; don’t drive
-the children into a position where they will consider
-themselves persecuted lovers.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>Mrs. Blair had not until that instant thought of
-this argument, and she was so pleased with it, as
-justifying her own course with the children, as she
-had artfully called them, that she pressed it.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“No, don’t do that. Just let them alone. They’re
-as likely as not to outgrow it; that is, if there is
-anything between them to outgrow. They’ll probably
-imagine themselves in love a dozen times before
-either of them is married.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Don’t talk of marriage!†said the judge, with
-a little shudder.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>Mrs. Blair, who had so well dispelled her own
-fears, could laugh at her husband’s.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Just let them alone,†she said; “or leave it to
-me.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Yes,†said the judge peevishly, “leave it to
-you. You’d probably aid and abet them.†And
-then, instantly regretting his ill humor, he added
-hastily: “You’re so kind-hearted.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>Mrs. Blair kissed his white hair gently and
-gave his cheek a little pat.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“You’d better take a nap,†she said.</p>
-
-<div class='chapter'>
- <h2 class='c004'>CHAPTER VIII<br />Â <br />A JUDICIAL DECISION</h2>
-</div>
-
-<p class='c005'>The judge refused to take a nap, though
-when he sat down on the veranda he did take
-one, lying back in his chair with one of the
-many sections of the Sunday paper spread over
-his face. It was from this somewhat undignified
-posture that he was aroused by a step; he started
-up hastily.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“I beg your pardon,†said the young man, who
-stood on the steps twirling his straw hat round and
-round in his hands. The young man went on with
-an anxious smile:</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“This is Judge Blair, I presume? My name is
-Marley—Glenn Marley.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>If Marley had known that there were men then
-in the Ohio penitentiary serving terms that were
-longer by years than they would have been had
-Judge Blair digested his breakfast, or been allowed
-to finish his afternoon nap, he would have chosen
-another hour to press his suit. But he had youth’s
-sublime confidence, and its abiding faith in the abstract
-quality of justice. He had dreaded this
-moment, but it had forced itself upon his keen
-conscience as a duty, and when he heard that morning
-that Judge Blair had returned he resolved to
-have it out at once.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“May I have a word with you?†he asked, advancing
-a little.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>The judge nodded, but slightly, as if it were
-necessary for him, as a fattening man advanced in
-middle life, to conserve his energies. His nod
-seemed to include not only an assent, however reluctant,
-but a permission as well, to take the other
-chair that stood, all ready to rock comfortably, on
-the veranda. Marley took the chair but he did not
-rock, nor did he yield himself to it, but sat somewhat
-tensely on its very edge.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“It’s warm this afternoon, isn’t it?†he said, trying
-to keep up his smile. He felt hopeless about it,
-but the thought, darting through his mind, that Lavinia
-was near, braced his purpose. The judge sat
-hunched in his chair, with his short white hair
-tumbled rather picturesquely, and his chin low in
-his collar. His lips were set firmly, his brows contracted.
-He breathed heavily, and on his strong
-aquiline nose, Marley could see tiny drops of
-perspiration.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“I have come,†said Marley, “to speak to you,
-Judge Blair, on a matter of, that is, importance.
-That is, I have come to ask you if I might—ah—pay
-my addresses to your daughter.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>Marley thought this form of putting it rather
-fine, and he was glad that that much of it, at least,
-was over. And yet, much as he liked this old-fashioned
-formula about paying his addresses, he
-instantly felt its inadequacy, and so nerved himself
-to do it all over.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“I mean Lavinia,†he said hurriedly, as if to
-correct any error of identification he might have
-led the judge into. “I want to marry her.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>The judge, still breathing heavily, looked at
-Marley out of his narrowed eyes.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“You know,†Marley said, in an explanatory
-way, “I love her.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>He waited then, but the judge was motionless,
-even to the hand that hung at his side over the arm
-of his chair, still holding his paper. Now and
-then, at what seemed to be long, unequal intervals,
-his eyelids fell slowly in heavy winks.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“How long have you and Lavinia known each
-other?†he asked finally.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“I met her several weeks ago, out at Captain
-Carter’s. But I did not see her again, that is to
-speak to her, until about a week ago. In one way
-I have known her, you might say, but a week; yet I
-feel that I have known her a long time, always, in
-fact. I—I—well, I loved her at first sight.†Marley
-dropped his face at this speech, for it seemed
-that he had made it too sentimental; he had a feeling
-that the judge so regarded it. He sat and
-picked at the braids of straw in his hat.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“And have you spoken to her?†asked the judge.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Oh yes!†said Marley, looking up quickly.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“And she—?â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“She loves me.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>The judge closed his eyes as if in pain. Then
-he stirred, the paper dropped from his fingers, and
-he drew himself up in his chair, as if to deal with
-the matter.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“How old are you, Mr. Marley?†he inquired.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“I am twenty-two,†said Marley, confidently, as
-if this maturity must incline the judge in his favor.
-“I cast my first vote for McKinley.†He
-thought this, too, would help matters, and possibly
-it did.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“You have completed your education?â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“I graduated this summer from the Ohio Wesleyan.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“And what are you doing now, or proposing to
-do?â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Just now, I am studying law,†he announced.
-“I’m going to make the law my profession.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>Marley looked up with a high faith in this final
-appeal, but even that did not impress the judge as
-Marley felt a tribute thus delicately implied should
-affect him.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“You are reading with a preceptor, I take it?â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Yes, sir, in Mr. Powell’s office.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>Judge Blair looked at Marley as if he were deciding
-what to do with him. After he had looked
-a while he gazed off across the street, drumming
-with his finger-tips on the arm of his chair. Presently,
-without turning, and still gazing abstractedly
-into the distance—and in that instant Marley remembered
-that he had seen the judge stare at the
-ceiling of the court room in exactly the same way
-while sentencing a culprit—he began to speak.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Lavinia is yet very young, Mr. Marley,†he
-said, “with no knowledge of the world, and, perhaps,
-little of the state of her own mind. You too,
-are young, very young, and as yet without an occupation.
-You are, it is true, studying law, but it
-will be three years before you can be admitted, and
-many years after that before you can command a
-practice that would warrant you in marrying. In
-this day, the outlook for the young lawyer is not encouraging.
-I do not think I would wish a son of
-mine to choose that profession; the great changes
-that have transpired, and are transpiring in our industrial
-development, have greatly reduced the
-chances of the young lawyer’s success. The practice
-in the smaller county-seats, like our own, for
-instance, has almost entirely vanished. The settlement
-of titles to real estate, so lucrative a branch of
-the law in the early days of my own practice, has
-deprived the later practitioners of that source of
-revenue; the field of criminal law has become
-narrowed, unremunerative and almost disreputable.
-The corporation work can be handled by one or two
-firms in each town, and all that seems to be left is
-the prosecution of personal injury suits, and that
-is a work that hardly appeals to the man of dignity
-and self-respect. The large cities have a wider, I
-might say, the only field, but there the young lawyer
-must spend years of the hardest, most unremitting
-toil before he can come to anything like success.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>The judge paused. He had not intended to
-speak at such length, but the habit of the courts was
-on him, and once started, he found his own didacticism
-so pleasing to himself, that it was with reluctance
-that he paused at all. He might not have
-stopped when he did, but gone on almost indefinitely,
-as he did when he delivered what were always
-spoken of as his beautiful charges to juries,
-had he not recalled, with something like a pang of
-resentment, that the happiness of his own, instead
-of another’s child, lay at the bottom of all this. He
-turned then to face Marley. The young man was
-sitting there, his eyes wide, and his face long. The
-color that flamed in it when he first appeared, was
-now quite gone. It was gray and cold instead.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“You will see, Mr. Marley,†the judge resumed,
-“that you are hardly in a position to ask for my
-daughter’s hand. Of course,†the judge allowed a
-smile to soften somewhat the fixity of his lips, “I
-appreciate your manliness in coming to me, and I
-do not want to be understood as making any reflections
-upon, or in the least questioning, your character,
-your worth, or the honor of your intentions.
-But in view of your youth and of Lavinia’s, and in
-view of your own, as yet, unsettled position in life,
-you must see how impossible it is that anything like
-an engagement should subsist between you. I say
-this because I wish only for Lavinia’s happiness.
-I may say that I am not unmindful of your happiness,
-too, and I esteem it my duty to reach the conclusions
-I have just presented to you.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“And I—I can not even see her?†stammered
-Marley, in his despair.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“I have not said that,†the judge said. “I shall
-always be pleased to extend to you the hospitality
-of my house, of course; but I would not consider it
-necessary for you to see her regularly, or intimately,
-and I certainly would not want you to
-monopolize her society to the exclusion of other young
-men with whom she has been in the habit of associating.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>Marley sat there, after this long harangue, with
-his head downcast. He sat and turned his hat round
-and round. At last he did look up with an appeal
-in his eyes, but when he saw that the judge was sitting
-there, as he had at first, sunk in his chair,
-breathing heavily and looking at him out of those
-sluggish eyes, he arose. He stood a moment, and
-looked off across the street somewhere, anywhere.
-Then he smote one hand lightly into the other,
-turned, and said:</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Well—good afternoon, Judge Blair.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Good afternoon, Mr. Marley,†the judge replied.
-He watched Marley go down the walk and
-out of the gate.</p>
-
-<div class='chapter'>
- <h2 class='c004'>CHAPTER IX<br />Â <br />A FILIAL REBUKE</h2>
-</div>
-
-<p class='c005'>“Father!â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>Judge Blair turned and saw Lavinia standing
-in the wide front door. Her face was red, her
-eyes were flashing, her arms hung straight and
-tense at her sides.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>The judge stirred uneasily in his chair.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Oh!†she cried, rigidly clenching her little fists.
-“What have you done! You have sent him away!â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Come here, my daughter,†he said.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>Lavinia moved toward him, halting each moment,
-then taking a few nervous steps forward.
-At last she stood before him, challenging, defiant.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Sit down, Lavinia, and listen,†implored the
-judge.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“You have sent him away!†she repeated. “You
-were harsh and cruel and unkind to him!â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Lavinia!†cried the judge, flushing with the
-anger parents call by different names. There was
-now a peremptory quality in his tone. But the
-girl did not heed him.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Oh, how could you!†she went on, “how could
-you! Think how you must have wounded him!
-You not only reproached him with being poor, but
-you discouraged him as to his prospects! Do you
-think I cared for that? Do you think I couldn’t
-have waited? Do you think I can’t wait anyhow?
-What had you when you proposed to mama? You
-were poor—you had no prospects; you had no
-more right—â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Lavinia! Lavinia!†the judge commanded,
-grasping the arms of his chair in an effort to rise.
-“You are beside yourself! You don’t know what
-you are saying!â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“And you pretended to be doing it all for my
-happiness, too! Oh! oh! oh!†Her anger vented
-itself impotently in these exclamations, and then
-her mother, white and alarmed, appeared in the
-doorway behind her.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Lavinia,†she said quietly.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>The girl trembled violently, then whirled about,
-pressed her hands to her face, and ran in, brushing
-by her mother in the doorway. Mrs. Blair glanced
-after her irresolutely. Then she went to her husband.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Be calm, dear,†she said.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>The judge sank back in his chair and looked at
-her in amazement.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“What has happened?†She drew the empty
-chair up and sat down in it. She leaned forward
-and took one of his hands, and pressed it between
-both of her own. She waited for the judge to
-speak.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“I hardly know,†he began. “I never heard Lavinia
-break out so.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“You must remember how excited and overwrought
-she is,†Mrs. Blair exclaimed. “You must
-make allowances.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“I didn’t know the girl had such spirit,†he continued.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>Mrs. Blair smiled rather wanly, and stroked her
-husband’s hand. It was very cold and moist, and
-it trembled.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“I had no idea it was so serious,†he went on, as
-if summing up the catalogue of his surprises.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Tell me how it all came about,†said Mrs.
-Blair.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Marley was here, first,†the judge began. He
-had to pause, for he seemed to find it difficult to
-catch his breath. “It was a great surprise to me;
-it was very painful.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>The judge withdrew his hand and wiped his
-brow. Then he gazed again as he had done before,
-across the street. Mrs. Blair, though eying him
-closely and with concern, waited patiently.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“I didn’t wish to wound him,†the judge resumed,
-speaking as much to himself as to her. “I
-hope I said nothing harsh; he really was quite
-manly about it.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>He paused again.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“I presume I may have seemed cold, unfeeling,
-unsympathetic,†he went on; and then as if he
-needed to reassure and justify himself, he added,
-“but of course it was impossible, utterly impossible.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>After another pause, he drew a deep breath, and
-as if he had already outlined his whole interview
-with Marley, continued:</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“And then Lavinia appeared; she must have
-heard it all, standing there in the hall.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>The judge leaned heavily against the back of his
-big chair; his face was drawn, his wrinkles were
-deeper than they had been, and he wore an aspect
-of weariness and pain. His form, too, seemed to
-have shrunk, and he sat there in an almost helpless
-mass, limp and inert.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“I am only afraid, dear,†Mrs. Blair said
-quietly, “that we have taken this thing too seriously.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Possibly,†he said. “But it is serious, very
-serious. I don’t know what is to be done.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“We must have patience,†Mrs. Blair counseled.
-“It will require all our delicacy and tact, now.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Perhaps you had better go in to her,†the judge
-said presently. “Poor little girl; she is passing
-through the deep waters. And I tried to act only
-for her interest and happiness.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>Mrs. Blair arose.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“She will see that, dear, in time.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“I hope so,†said the judge. Mrs. Blair went up
-to Lavinia’s room, and listened for a moment at the
-closed door. She heard a voice, low and indistinct,
-but she knew it for the voice of Connie, and she
-could tell from its tone that the little girl was trying
-in her way to comfort and console her sister.
-So she stepped away, silently, almost stealthily,
-going on tiptoe.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>The judge sat on the veranda all the afternoon.
-He scarcely moved, and never once did he pick up
-the Sunday paper. Now and then he bowed, in his
-dignified way, to some acquaintance passing in the
-street. The Chenowiths came out on to their front
-porch, evidently hot and stupefied from their Sunday
-afternoon naps and ready now for the cool refreshment
-of the evening breeze they could usually
-rely on in Macochee with the coming of the evening.
-The judge bowed to them, and he tried to
-put into his bow an indolent unconcern, lest the
-Chenowiths should penetrate his manner and discover
-the trouble that lay on his heart. The Chenowiths
-had gone to the end of their porch, and the
-judge could hear their laughter. He thought it
-strange and unnatural that any one should laugh.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>He decided that he would review this whole affair
-of Lavinia’s love calmly and judicially. He
-went back to the beginning of Marley’s visit, trying
-to see wherein he himself had been in the wrong,
-then he went over the hot scene with Lavinia.
-He could not recover from his surprise at this;
-that Lavinia, who was usually so gentle, so mild,
-so unselfish, should have given way to such anger
-was incomprehensible. He had always said that
-she had her mother’s disposition. He could see
-her, all the time, distinctly, as she had stood there,
-in a rage he had never known her to indulge before,
-and yet, as he looked at the image of her that
-was in his mind, and recalled certain expressions,
-certain attitudes, certain tones of voice, it came
-over him all at once that she was exactly as her
-mother had been at her age, though he could not
-reconcile Lavinia’s mood with the resemblance.
-Then he went back to his own days of courtship,
-with their emotions, their uncertainties, their
-doubts and illusions. They seemed a long way off.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>He was trying to think calmly and logically,
-but he found that he could not then control his
-mind, for suddenly he saw Lavinia as a little girl,
-with her mother kneeling before her, shaking out
-and straightening her starched frock. And with
-this thought came the revelation, sudden,
-irresistible, that Lavinia was no longer a child as, with
-the habit of the happy years, he had thought of
-her, up to that very afternoon, in fact, until an
-hour ago, and he bowed before the changes that
-hour had wrought. He accepted the conviction
-now that he himself had grown old. He forgot
-his purpose to probe to its first cause this unhappiness
-that had come to him; he saw that what he
-mourned was the loss of a child, the loss of his
-own youth.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>He glanced across at the Chenowiths again,
-and they seemed remote from him, of another generation
-in fact, though but a few moments before
-he had looked on them as contemporaries. And
-then suddenly there came to him the fear that Mr.
-Chenowith might run over to chat with him, as was
-his habit, and the judge hastily rose, and almost
-surreptitiously went off the end of the porch and
-around into the side yard. Under the new impression
-of age that he had grown into, he walked
-slowly, with a senile stoop, and dragged his feet
-as he went. He wandered about in the yard for
-a long while, looking at the shrubs and bushes and
-trees he had planted himself so long ago, when he
-was young. It occurred to him that here in this
-garden he would potter around, and pass his declining
-years.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>He remained in the yard until his wife came
-to call him in to the supper she had prepared, in
-the Sunday evening absence of the hired girl, and
-with an effort he brought himself back from the
-future to the present.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“How is she?â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Oh, she’s all right,†said Mrs. Blair, in her
-usual cheery tone. “I didn’t go to her, I thought
-it best to leave her alone.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>The judge looked at his wife, with her rosy
-face, and her full figure still youthful in the simple
-summer gown she wore. He looked at her curiously,
-wondering why it was she seemed so young;
-a width of years seemed all at once to separate
-them. Mrs. Blair noted this look of her husband’s.
-She noted it with pity for him; he looked older
-to her.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“I think it would be nice for you to take Lavinia
-with you when you go to Put-in-Bay to the
-Bar Association meeting,†she said.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>It seemed strange and anomalous to Judge
-Blair that he should still be attending Bar Association
-meetings.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“I’ll see,†he said; and then he qualified, “if
-I go.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“If you go?†his wife exclaimed. “Why,
-you’re down for a paper!â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“So I am,†said the judge.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>They turned toward the house, and the judge
-took his wife’s arm, leaning rather heavily on it.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Will!†she said, after they had gone a few
-steps in this fashion. “What is the matter with
-you! You walk like an old man!â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>She shook his arm off, and said:</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Hurry up now. The coffee will be getting
-cold.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>Indoors, they passed Connie going through the
-hall; she had just come down the stairs, and the
-sight of her girlish figure, and her short skirts
-just sweeping the tops of her shoes, gladdened the
-judge’s heart, and he smiled. He could rely on
-Connie, anyway, for sympathy. But the girl
-gave him a sharp reproachful stare from her dark
-eyes, and the judge felt utterly deserted.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>Lavinia did not come down to her supper,
-though her mother, knowing she would want it
-later, kept the coffee warm on the back of the
-kitchen stove. Chad had gone away with one of
-the Weston boys. So the three, the judge, Mrs.
-Blair and Connie, ate their supper alone.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>After supper, Mrs. Blair and Connie went immediately
-to Lavinia and the judge had a sense
-of exclusion from the mysteries that were enacting
-up there, an exclusion that seemed to proceed from
-his own culpability. He went to his library and
-tried to read, but he could only sit with his head
-in his hand, and stare before him. But finally
-he was aroused from his reveries by a stir in the
-hall, and glancing up he saw Lavinia in the door.
-She came straight to him, and said:</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Forgive me, papa, if I was rude and unkind.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>He seized her in his arms, hugging her head
-against his shoulders, and he said again and again,
-while stroking her hair clumsily:</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“My little girl! My little girl!â€</p>
-
-<div class='chapter'>
- <h2 class='c004'>CHAPTER X<br />Â <br />PUT-IN-BAY</h2>
-</div>
-
-<p class='c005'>The little steamer for the islands rolled out
-of Sandusky Bay with Lavinia sitting by the
-forward rail. She had yielded to her father’s
-wishes with an easy complaisance that made
-him suspicious, and yet, as he stood solicitously
-by, he was persistent in his determination
-to realize for her all the delights he had so
-extravagantly predicted for the journey. He tried
-to rouse her interest by pointing out Johnson’s
-Island, but it did not possess for her, as the place
-where the Confederate prisoners were confined during
-the war, the interest an old soldier was able
-to discover in it, and though he tried his best, with
-an effort at entertainment that was well-nigh pathetic,
-she only smiled wanly.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>He left her, after a while, her chin in her hands,
-looking over into the light green waters, watching
-the curve of the waves the steamer tossed away
-from its sharp prow. The lake was in one of its
-most smiling and happy moods, though they were
-then at a point where storms easily lash its shallow
-depths into billows that might satisfy the rage of
-the North Atlantic. The lighthouse on the rocks
-at Marblehead had a fascination for Lavinia; it
-seemed waiting for her humor, and she watched it
-until the steamer had gone far on toward Kelly’s
-Island, and left the lighthouse behind, a white
-spot gleaming in the sun.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>When they entered the little archipelago of
-the Wine Islands, with their waters a deeper
-green than those out in the lake and overcast in
-strange ways by mysterious shadows and cool weird
-reflections of the green of the islands all about,
-Judge Blair came back to her and asked if she had
-been seasick and how she had enjoyed the little
-journey. As she met him with her strange perplexing
-smile, he began to doubt her again; something
-assured him that she still clung to her purpose
-of love, and he found himself almost wishing
-that she had kept to her defiant temper of the
-Sunday afternoon that now seemed so far away.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>When they had reached Put-in-Bay and bounded
-on the trolley across the island to the huge hotel,
-they had their dinner and Lavinia perplexed the
-judge further by retiring to her room. She said
-she would rest, though she had persisted all the
-morning that she was not tired.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>As soon as she had closed the door on her father,
-leaving him in doubt and confusion, she began a
-long letter to Marley. She described her trip in
-detail, jealous of every trifle of experience that
-had befallen her; she told him of the bridal
-couple she had seen board the train at Clyde, and
-of the showers of rice that had been thrown by
-the laughing bridal party, though she omitted the
-lone father of the bride standing apart on the
-platform craning his head anxiously for another
-sight of his daughter, and trying to smile. But
-she gave him a sense of the romance that had
-stirred in her at the sight of the lighthouse on
-its lonely point of rocks and the stone towers that
-made the wine-cellars on Kelly’s Island look like
-castles.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>After supper Lavinia left her father to the
-pleasure of renewing acquaintance with the lawyers
-who thronged the lobby, and stole down to the rocks
-that marked the shelving shore of the island. She
-saw stately schooners, with white sails spread, and
-she watched, until its black banner of smoke was
-but a light wraith, a big propeller towing its convoy
-of grain barges across the far horizon. This calm
-serene passing of the life of the lakes soothed her,
-filled her with a thousand fancies, and stirred her
-emotions with deep, hidden hints of the mystery
-of all life. As she sat there and gazed, now and
-then tears came to her eyes. The waters were
-spread smoothly before her under the last reflection
-of the sun, the twilight was coming across the
-lake; and as the light followed the sun and the
-darkness crept behind, she looked toward the south
-in the direction, as she felt, of Macochee, and
-thought of her home and of her mother, of Connie
-and of Chad, and then she thought of Glenn.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>Far out in the lake a cluster of yellow lights
-moved swiftly along—one of the big passenger
-steamers that nightly ply between Detroit and
-Buffalo, and she read in that moving girdle of
-light new meanings; then suddenly a fear seized
-her, a fear that was part of the ache in her heart,
-and she ran into the hotel and up to her room.
-Then she took up her letter again and poured
-out all her new sensations, her longings, and her
-fears in a lengthy postscript. When she had
-finished, she began to address the envelope; and
-she wrote on it, with pride:</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Mr. Glenn—â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>And then she paused. She did not know
-whether he spelt his name “Marly,†or “Marley,â€
-or “Marlay.†She tried writing it each way,
-dozens of times, but the oftener she tested it the
-less able she was to decide. It was too ridiculous;
-she became exasperated with herself; then humiliated
-and ashamed. When she heard her
-father’s step in the hall, she hastily locked her
-letter in her little traveling bag. The judge
-greeted her warmly; he was flushed and happy,
-and in the highest spirits. During the afternoon
-he had been meeting lawyers from all over Ohio;
-the evening boats from Cleveland and Toledo had
-brought more of them to the island; they were all
-eminent, respectable, rich, the attorneys of big
-corporations. The judges of the Supreme Court and
-of the Circuit Courts were there, and the excitement
-had reached its height when the boat from
-Cleveland brought an associate justice of the United
-States Supreme Court to deliver the chief
-address of the meeting.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>Judge Blair reveled in meeting all these distinguished
-men; he enjoyed the flattery in
-their way of addressing and introducing him.
-But his conscience smote him when he saw Lavinia.
-He drew up a chair and sat beside her, holding
-his cigar at arm’s length. It was an excellent
-cigar, better than he ordinarily smoked, and the
-thin thread of smoke that wavered up from it
-filled the room almost instantly with its delicate
-perfume.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Did my little girl think her father had deserted
-her?†he said, speaking of her in the third person,
-after the affectionate way of parents. “He must
-pay better attention to her. She must come down
-and meet the lawyers; they will be delighted; a
-justice of the Supreme Court has just come on from
-Washington! She will want to meet him!â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>The judge paused and twisted his head about for
-a puff at his cigar, and then waited for Lavinia
-to glow at the prospect. But when she looked at
-him, and tried to smile again, he saw the glint of
-tears in her eyes.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Why come, come, dear!†he said. “What’s
-the matter? Aren’t you having a good time?
-Never mind, when this meeting’s over we’ll go to
-Detroit, and maybe up the lakes for a little trip.
-That’ll bring the roses back!â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>He pinched her cheeks playfully, but she did
-not respond; she looked at him pleadingly.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Why, Lavinia,†he cried, “you aren’t homesick?â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>She winked bravely to stem the flood of tears
-and then nodded.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Well!†he said, nonplussed. “You know, dear,
-we can’t—â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>The tears were brimming in her blue eyes, and
-he left his sentence uncompleted to go on:</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“So you’re homesick, eh? For mama, and
-Connie?â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>She nodded, and he studied her closely for a
-moment, and then he could not resist the question
-that all along had been torturing him.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“And for—?â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>She confirmed his fear, with quick decisive little
-nods. She got out her handkerchief and hastily
-brushed her tears away, and then with an effort to
-control herself, she looked at him and said, as if
-she were ready to have it all out then:</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Yes, father, I haven’t treated him right. I
-came away without telling him.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>Judge Blair scowled and turned away, and bit
-the end of his cigar. Then he sat and studied it.
-Lavinia waited; she was ready for the final contest.
-Presently the judge arose.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Well, dear,†he said. “Well—we’ll see; of
-course, we can’t go back just yet—I have my address
-to read to-morrow, and besides, some of the
-boys are talking of me for president of the Bar
-Association. And I had thought, I had thought,
-that a little trip over to Detroit, and maybe up to
-Mackinac—â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Father,†said Lavinia, looking at him now
-calmly, “I don’t want to go to Detroit or up to
-Mackinac. I’ll do, of course, as you say; I’ll wait
-until the Bar meeting is over, but I want to go
-home. You might as well know now, father—we
-might as well understand each other—it can be
-no other way.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>Judge Blair looked at his daughter a moment,
-and she kept her eyes directly and firmly in his.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Oh well,†he said with a sigh, “of course, dear,
-if you say. I’d like to stay until after the election
-though. Will you?â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Of course,†she consented.</p>
-
-<div class='chapter'>
- <h2 class='c004'>CHAPTER XI<br />Â <br />MACOCHEE</h2>
-</div>
-
-<p class='c005'>Marley had not learned of Lavinia’s departure
-until Monday afternoon; he had the
-news from Lawrence, who had it from the hackman
-who had taken Judge Blair and Lavinia
-to the train; for whenever any of the quality go
-away from Macochee they always ride to the station
-in the hack, though at other times they walk
-without difficulty all over the town. When Marley
-reached the office, and found Wade Powell, as
-he usually found him, sitting with his feet on his
-table, smoking and reading a Cincinnati paper,
-the lawyer looked up casually, but when he saw
-Marley’s expression he suddenly exclaimed:</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Hello! What’s the matter?â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>Marley shook his head.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Something’s troubling you,†said Powell.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>Marley shook his head again, and Powell looked
-at him as at a witness he was cross-examining.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“I know better,†he said.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>Marley affected to busy himself at his desk, but
-after a while, he turned about and said:</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Something is troubling me, Mr. Powell; my—prospects.â€
-He had been on the point of confessing
-his real trouble, but with the very words
-on his lips, he could not utter them, and so let
-the conversation take another turn.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Oh, prospects!†said Powell. “I can tell you
-all about prospects; I’ve had more than any man
-in Gordon County. When I was your age, opinion
-was unanimous in this community that my prospects
-were the most numerous and the most brilliant
-of any one here!â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>Powell laughed, a little bitterly.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“If I’d only been prudent enough to die then,
-Glenn,†he went on, “I’d have been mourned as a
-potential judge of the Supreme Court, senator
-and president.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“It’ll be three years before I can be admitted,
-won’t it?†asked Marley.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Yes,†said Powell; “but that isn’t long; and
-it isn’t anything to be admitted.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Well, it takes time, anyway,†said Marley,
-“and then there’s the practice after that—how
-long will that take?â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Well, let’s see,†said Powell, plucking reflectively
-at the flabby skin that hung between the
-points of his collar. “Let’s see.†His brows were
-twitching humorously. “It’s taken me about
-thirty years—I don’t know how much longer it’ll
-take.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>Powell smoked on for a few moments, and then
-added soberly:</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Of course, I had to fool around in politics for
-about twenty-five years, and save the people.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Do you think,†Marley said, after a moment’s
-silence that paid its own respect to Powell’s regrets,
-“that there’s an opening for me here in Macochee?â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“No, Glenn, I’ll tell you. There’s no use to
-think of locating in Macochee or any other small
-town. The business is dead here. It’s too bad,
-but it’s so. When I began there was plenty of
-real estate law to do, and plenty of criminal law,
-but the land titles are all settled now—â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“That’s what Judge Blair said,†interrupted
-Marley.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“So you’ve been to him, have you?â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>Marley blushed.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Well, not exactly,†he said. “I heard him
-say that.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Yes,†mused Powell. “Well, he feathered his
-nest pretty well while they were being settled.
-But as I was saying—the criminal business has
-died out, or rather, it has changed. The criminals
-haven’t any money any more, that is, the old kind
-of criminals; the corporations have it all now—if
-you want to make money, you’ll have to have
-them for clients. Of course, the money still goes
-to the criminal lawyer just as it used to.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“I like Macochee,†said Marley, his spirits
-falling fast.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Well, it’s a nice old town to live in,†Powell
-assented. “But the devil of it is how’re you going
-to live? Of course, you can study here just as
-well as anywhere; better than anywhere, in fact;
-you have plenty of time, and plenty of quiet. But
-as for locating here—why, it’s utterly out of the
-question for a man who wants to make anything
-of himself and has to get a living while he’s doing
-it—and I don’t know any other kind that ever do
-make anything out of themselves.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“I had hoped—†persisted Marley, longing for
-Powell to relent.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Oh, I know,†the lawyer replied almost impatiently,
-“but it’s no use, there’s nothing in it.
-No one with ambition can stay here now. The
-town, like all these old county-seats, is good for
-nothing but impecunious old age and cemeteries.
-It was nothing but a country cross-roads before the
-railroad came, and since then it’s been nothing but
-a water-tank; if it keeps on it’ll be nothing but a
-whistling-post, and the trains won’t be bothered
-to stop at all. Its people are industrious in nothing
-but gossip, and genuine in nothing but hypocrisy;
-they are so mean that they hate themselves,
-and think all the time they’re hating each other.
-Just look at our leading citizen, Brother Dudley,
-over there in his bank; he owns the whole town,
-and he thinks he’s a bigger man than old Grant.
-Sundays he sits in his pew with a black coat on,
-squinting at the preacher out of his sore little eyes,
-and waiting for him to say something he can get
-the bishop to fire him for, and he calls that religion.
-Mondays he goes back to his business of skinning
-farmers and poor widows out of their miserable
-little pennies, and he calls that business; Does he
-ever look at a flower or a tree, or turn round in the
-street at the laugh of a child? He’s the kind of
-man that runs this town, and he makes the rest of
-the people like it. Well, he don’t run me! God!
-If I’d only had some sense twenty years ago I’d
-have pulled out and gone to the city and been somebody
-to-day.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>It pained Marley to hear Powell berate Macochee;
-he had never heard him rage so violently at
-the town, though he was always sneering at it.
-To Marley the very name of Macochee meant romance;
-he liked the name the Indian village had
-left behind when it vanished; he liked the old
-high-gabled buildings about the Square; he longed
-to identify himself with Macochee, to think of it
-as his home.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“But I’ll tell you one thing,†Powell went on,
-his tone suddenly changing to one of angry resolution
-as he flung his feet heavily to the bare floor
-and struck his desk a startling blow with his fist,
-“I’ll tell you one thing, I’m through working for
-nothing; they’ve got to pay me! I’m going to
-squeeze the last cent out of them after this, same
-as old Dudley does, same as old Bill Blair did before
-he went on the bench; that’s what I’m going
-to do. I’m getting old and I’ve got to quit running
-a legal eleemosynary institution.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>Powell’s eyes flamed, but a shadow fell in the
-room, and Powell and Marley glanced at the door.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Well, what do you want?†said Powell.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>An old woman, bareheaded in the hurry of a
-crisis, was on the threshold.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Oh, Mr. Powell,†she began in a wailing
-voice, “would you come quick!â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“What for?â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Charlie’s in ag’in.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Got any money?†demanded Powell, in the
-angry resolution of a moment before. He clenched
-his fist again on the edge of his table. Marley
-glanced at him in surprise, and then at the old
-woman.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>The woman hung her head and stammered:</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Well, you know—I hain’t just now, but by the
-week’s end, when I get the money for my
-washin’—â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Oh, that’s all right,†said Powell, getting to
-his feet, “that’s all right. We won’t talk of that
-now. I beg your pardon. We’ll walk down to
-the calaboose and see the boy; we can talk it over
-with him and see what’s to be done.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>He picked up his slouch hat and clapped it on
-his head.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“What’s he been doing this time?†he said to
-the old woman as they went out the door.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>Marley watched them as they passed the open
-window and disappeared. A smile touched his
-lips an instant, and then he became serious and
-depressed once more.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>He had had no word from Lavinia, and her
-going away immediately after his scene with
-Judge Blair confused him. He tried to think it
-out, but he could reach no conclusion save that it
-was all at an end. Lavinia’s sudden, unexplained
-departure proved that. And yet he could not, he
-would not, think that she had changed; no, her
-father had borne her away—that was it—forcibly
-and cruelly borne her away. For a long while he
-sat there finding a certain satisfaction in the melancholy
-that came over him, and then suddenly he
-was aroused by the boom of the town clock. The
-heavy notes of the bell rolled across to him, and
-he counted them—five. It was time to go. And
-Powell had not returned. It was not surprising;
-Powell often went out that way and did not come
-back, and, often, somehow to Marley’s chagrin,
-men and women sat and waited long hours in the
-dumb patience of the poor and then went away
-with their woes still burdening them. They must
-have been used to woes, they carried them so silently.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>Marley was walking moodily down Main Street,
-feeling that he had no part in the bustling happiness
-of the people going home from their day’s
-work, when, lifting his head, he saw Mrs. Blair in
-her surrey. Instantly she jerked the horse in
-toward the curb and beckoned to him.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Why, Glenn! I’m so glad I met you!†she
-said, her face rosy with its smile. “I have something
-for you.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>She raised her eyebrows in a significant way
-and began fumbling in her lap. Presently she
-leaned out of the surrey and pressed something
-into his hand.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Just between ourselves, you know!†she said,
-with the delicious mystery of a secret, and then
-gathering up her reins, she clucked at her lazy
-horse.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>He looked after her a moment, then at the
-thick envelope he held in his hand. On it was
-written in the long Anglican characters of a young
-girl, these words:</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“For Glenn.â€</p>
-
-<div class='chapter'>
- <h2 class='c004'>CHAPTER XII<br />Â <br />A CONDITIONAL SURRENDER</h2>
-</div>
-
-<p class='c005'>Judge Blair and Lavinia returned home Saturday.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“I guess it’s no use,†the judge said to Mrs.
-Blair when she had followed him up stairs, where
-he had gone to wash off the dust he had accumulated
-during the six hours the train had consumed
-in jerking itself from Sandusky to Macochee.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“No, I could see how relieved she was to get
-home,†replied Mrs. Blair, musing idly out of the
-window. She was not so sure that she was pleased
-with the result she had done her part to accomplish.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“I guess you were right,†the judge said.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“I?†asked Mrs. Blair, suddenly turning round.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Yes—in saying that it would be best not to dignify
-it by too much notice. That might only add
-to its seriousness.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>Mrs. Blair looked out of the window again.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Of course,†the judge went on presently, “I
-wouldn’t want it considered as an engagement.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Of course not,†Mrs. Blair acquiesced.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“You’d better have a talk with her,†he said.
-She saw that he was seeking his usual retreat in
-such cases, and she was now determined not to take
-the responsibility. Spiritually they tossed this
-responsibility back and forth between them, like
-a shuttlecock.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“But wouldn’t that make it look as if we were
-taking too much notice of it?â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Well,†the judge said, “I don’t know. Do
-just as you think best.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Didn’t you talk to her about it when you were
-away?†Mrs. Blair asked.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“M-m yes,†the judge said slowly.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“And what did she say?â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Nothing much, only—â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Only what?â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Only that she would not give him up.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Oh!â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>Mrs. Blair waited, and the judge dawdled at his
-toilet. Some compulsion she could not resist,
-though she tried, distrusting her own weakness,
-drove Mrs. Blair to speak first, and even then she
-sought to minimize the effect of her surrender.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Of course, Will,†she said, “I want to be
-guided by you in this matter. It’s really quite serious.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Oh, well,†he said, “you’re capable of managing
-it.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“You said you knew his father, didn’t you?â€
-she asked after a while.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Slightly; why?â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“I was just wishing that we knew more of the
-family. You know they have not lived in Macochee
-long.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“That’s true,†the judge assented, realizing all
-that the objection meant.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“And yet,†Mrs. Blair reassured him, though
-she was trying to reassure herself at the same time,
-“his father is a minister; that ought to count for
-something.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Yes, it ought, and still you know they say that
-ministers’ sons are always—â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“But,†Mrs. Blair interrupted, as if he were
-wholly missing the point, “ministers’ families always
-have a standing, I think.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>They were silent, then, until Mrs. Blair began:</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“I suppose I really ought to call on Mrs. Marley.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Why?â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Well, it seems, you know—it seems to me that
-I ought.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“But wouldn’t that—?â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“I considered that, and still, it might seem more
-so if I didn’t, don’t you see?â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>The judge tried to grasp the attenuated point,
-and expressed his failure in the sigh with which he
-stooped to fasten his shoes. Then he drew on his
-alpaca coat, and just as he was leaving the room,
-his wife stopped him with:</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“But, Will!â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>He halted with his hand on the door-knob. For
-an instant his wife looked at him in pleasure. He
-was rather handsome, with his white hair combed
-gravely, his ruddy face fresh from his shaving,
-and his stiff, white collar about his neck.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“What did you say?†he asked, recalling her
-from her reverie of him.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Oh!†she said; “only this—maybe he won’t
-feel like coming around here any more. You
-know you practically sent him away.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>The judge gave a little laugh.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“I guess that will work itself out. Anyway I’ll
-leave it to you—or to them.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>Still smiling at his own humor, he turned the
-door-knob, and then hesitated. His smile had
-vanished.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“She’s so young,†he said with a regret. “She’s
-so young. How old did you say you were when we
-were married?â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Eighteen,†Mrs. Blair replied.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“And Lavinia can’t be more than—â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Why, she’s twenty,†said Mrs. Blair.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“So she is,†said the judge. “So she is. But
-then you—â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>Mrs. Blair had come close to him, and stood
-picking a bit of thread from his shoulder.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“It was different with us, wasn’t it, dear?â€
-she said, looking up at him.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>He kissed her.</p>
-
-<div class='chapter'>
- <h2 class='c004'>CHAPTER XIII<br />Â <br />SUMMER</h2>
-</div>
-
-<p class='c005'>The dust lay thick in Ward Street, sifting
-its fine powder on the leaves of the cottonwoods
-that grew at the weedy gutter. The
-grass in the yard grew long, and the bushes languished
-in the heat. Judge Blair’s beans clambered
-up their poles and turned white; and Connie’s
-sweet peas grew lush and rank, running,
-as she complained, mostly to leaves. The house
-seemed to have withdrawn within itself; its green
-shutters were closed. In the evening dim figures
-could be seen on the veranda, and the drone of
-voices could be heard. At eleven o’clock, the deep
-siren of the Limited could be heard, as it rounded
-the curve a mile out of town. After that it was
-still, and night lay on Macochee, soft, vast, immeasurable.
-The clock in the Court House tower
-boomed out the heavy hours. Sometimes the harmonies
-of the singing negroes were borne over the
-town.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>And to Marley and Lavinia those days, and
-those evenings of purple shadows and soft brilliant
-stars, were but the setting of a dream that unfolded
-new wonders constantly. They were but a part of
-all life, a part of the glowing summer itself, innocent
-of the thousand artificial demands man has
-made on himself. Lavinia went about with a new
-expression, exalted, expectant; a new dignity had
-come to her and a new beauty; all at once, suddenly,
-as it were, character had set its noble mark
-upon her, and about her slender figure there was
-the aureola of romance.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Have you noticed Lavinia?†Mrs. Blair asked
-her husband.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“No, why?†he said, in the alarm that was ever
-ready to spring within him.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“She has changed so; she has grown so beautiful!â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>One morning the judge saw a spar of light flash
-from her finger, and he peered anxiously over his
-glasses.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“What’s that, Lavinia?†he asked, and when she
-stood at his knee, almost like a little girl again
-in all but spirit, he took her finger.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“A ring,†she said simply.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“What does it mean?â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Glenn gave it to me.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Glenn?â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Yes.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“But I thought there was to be no engagement?â€
-The judge looked up, as if there had been betrayal.
-But Lavinia only smiled. The judge
-looked at her a moment, then released her hand.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“I wouldn’t wear it where any one could see it,â€
-he said.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>The summer stretched itself long into September;
-and then came the still days of fall, moving
-slowly by in majestic procession. With the first
-cool air, a new restless energy awoke in Marley.
-All the summer he had neglected his
-studies; but now a change was working in him as
-wonderful as that which autumn was working in
-the world. He looked back at that happy, self-sufficient
-summer, and, for an instant, he had a
-wild, impotent desire to detain it, to hold it, to
-keep things just as they were; but the summer was
-gone, the winter at hand, and he felt all at once
-the impact of practical life. He faced the future,
-and for an instant he recoiled.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>Lavinia was standing looking up at him. She
-laid her hand on his shoulder.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“What is it, Glenn?â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“I was just thinking,†he said, “that I have a
-great assurance in asking you to marry me.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“What do you mean?â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Why, dear, just this: I can’t get a practice in
-Macochee; I might as well look it in the face now
-as any time. I have known it all along, but I’ve
-kept it from you, and I’ve tried to keep it from
-myself. There’s no place here for me; everybody
-says so, your father, Wade Powell, everybody.
-There’s no chance for a young man in the
-law in these small towns. I’ve tried to make myself
-think otherwise. I’ve tried to make myself believe
-that after I’d been admitted I could settle
-down here and get a practice and we could have a
-little home of our own—but—â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Can’t we?†Lavinia whispered the words, as if
-she were afraid utterance would confirm the fear
-they imported.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Well—that’s what they all say,†Marley insisted.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“But papa’s always talking that way,†Lavinia
-protested. “I suppose all old men do. They forget
-that they were ever young, and I don’t see
-what right they have to destroy your faith, your
-confidence, or the confidence of any young man!â€
-Lavinia blazed out these words indignantly. It
-was consoling to Marley to hear them, he liked her
-passionate partizanship in his cause. He longed
-for her to go on, and he waited, anxious to be reassured
-in spite of himself. He could see her
-face dimly in the starlight, and feel her figure rigid
-with protest beside him.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“It’s simply wicked in them,†she said presently.
-“I don’t care what they say. We can and we will!â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“I like to have you put it that way, dear,†said
-Marley. “I like to have you say ‘we’!â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>She drew more closely to him.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“And you think we can?†he said presently.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“I know it.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“And have a little home, here, in one of these
-quiet streets, with the shade, and the happiness—â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Yes!â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“And it wouldn’t matter much if we were poor?â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“No!â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Just at first, you know. I’d work hard, and we
-could be so happy, so happy, just we two, together!â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Yes, yes,†she whispered.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“I love Macochee so,†Marley said presently. “I
-just couldn’t leave it!â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Don’t! Don’t!†she protested. “Don’t even
-speak of it!â€</p>
-
-<div class='chapter'>
- <h2 class='c004'>CHAPTER XIV<br />Â <br />ONE SUNDAY MORNING</h2>
-</div>
-
-<p class='c005'>It was Sunday morning and Marley sat in
-church looking at a shaft of soft light that fell
-through one of the tall windows. From gazing at
-the shaft of light, he began to study the symbols
-in the different windows, the cross and crown, the
-lamb, the triangle that represented the Trinity, all
-the Roman symbols that Protestantism still retains
-in its decorations. Then he counted the pipes in
-the organ, back and forth, never certain that he
-had counted them correctly. All about him the
-people were going through the service, but it had
-lost all meaning for Marley, because he had been
-accustomed to it from childhood.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>Having been reassured by Lavinia, he felt that
-he should be happy, yet a strong sense of dissatisfaction,
-of uncertainty, flowed persistently under
-all his thoughts, belying his heart’s assurance of
-its happiness. When Doctor Marley, advancing
-to the pulpit, buttoned his coat down before him,
-pushed aside the vase of flowers the ladies’ committee
-always put in his way, and stood with his
-strong, expressive hand laid on the open Bible,
-Marley’s thoughts fixed themselves for a moment in
-the pride and love he had always had for his father.
-There swept before him hundreds of scenes like this
-when his father had stood up to preach, and then
-suddenly he realized that his father had grown old:
-he was white-haired and in his rugged, smooth-shaven
-face deep lines were drawn—the lines of a
-beautiful character.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>He remembered something his father had said to
-the effect that the pulpit was the only place in
-which inexperienced youth was desired, showing
-the insincerity of what people call their religion,
-and then he remembered the ambitions he
-had dimly felt in his father in his earlier days; it
-had been predicted that his father would be a
-bishop. But he was not a bishop, and now in all
-probability never would be one; he was not politician
-enough for that. And Marley wondered
-whether or not his father could be said to have
-been successful; he had come to know and to do
-high things, he had lived a life full of noble sacrifice
-and the finest faith in humanity and in God;
-but was this success? He heard his father’s voice:</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“The text will be found in the third chapter
-of the Lamentations of Jeremiah.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>But Marley never listened to sermons; now and
-then he caught a phrase, or a period, especially
-when his father raised his voice, but his thoughts
-were elsewhere, anywhere—not on the sermon.
-The men and women sitting in front of him kept
-shifting constantly, and he grew tired of slipping
-this way and that and craning his neck in order to
-see his father. And then the constant fluttering of
-fans hurt his eyes, and they wandered here and
-there, each person they lighted on suggesting some
-new train of thought.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>Presently they fell on a girl in a white dress, and
-in some way she suggested Lavinia. And instantly
-he felt that he should be perfectly happy when
-thinking of Lavinia, but, as suddenly, came that
-subconscious uncertainty, that deep-flowing discontent.
-He went over his last conversation with
-Lavinia, in which he had found such assurance,
-but now away from her he realized that he had
-lulled himself into a sense of security that was all
-false; and the conviction that Macochee had no
-place for him, at least as a lawyer, came back.
-He tried to put it away from him, and think of
-something else.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>His eyes fell on old Selah Dudley, sitting like all
-pillars of the church, at the end of his pew. Dudley’s
-back was narrow, and rounded out between
-the shoulders so that Marley wondered how he
-could sit comfortably at all; his head was flat and
-sheer behind, and Marley could see with what care
-the old banker had plastered the scant hair across
-his bald poll—the only sign of vanity revealed in
-him, unless it were in the brown kid gloves
-he wore. Marley looked at Dudley with the feeling
-that he was looking at the most successful man
-in Macochee, and yet he had a troubled sense of
-the phariseeism that is the essential element of
-such success. He remembered what Wade Powell
-had said; immediately he saw Dudley in a new
-light; the old man sat stolid, patient and brutal,
-waiting for some heterodoxy, or something that
-could be construed as heterodoxy, theological or
-economic, like a savage with a spear waiting to
-pierce his prey, and glad when the moment came.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>But Marley, seeing the young girl in the white
-dress, again thought of Lavinia, who would be sitting
-at that very moment with her father and
-mother and Connie and Chad over in the Presbyterian
-church. How long would it be before he could
-sit there beside her, as her husband? Then with
-a flash it came to him that they would, in all
-likelihood, be married in that very church. Instantly
-he saw the spectators gathered, he saw the
-pulpit and the chancel-rail hidden in flowers, he
-saw his father with his ritual in his hands, waiting;
-and then while the organ played the wedding
-march, Lavinia coming down the aisle, her eyes
-lowered under her veil. His heart beat faster, he
-felt a wave of emotion, joyous, exciting.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>But there was much to do before that moment
-could come—the long days and nights of study; the
-examination looming like a mountain of difficulties,
-then months and years of waiting for a practice.
-He tried to imagine each detail of the coming of
-a practice, but he could not; he could not conceive
-how it was possible for a practice to come to any
-one, much less to him. There were many lawyers
-in Macochee now, and all of them were more or
-less idle. There was certainly no need of more.
-Judge Blair and Wade Powell and every one
-had told him that, and suddenly he felt an impatience
-with them all, as if they were responsible
-for the conditions they described; they all conspired
-against him, men and conditions, making
-up the elements of a harsh, intractable fate.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>And Marley grew bitter against every one in
-Macochee; they all gossiped about him, they were
-all determined to drive him away; well, let them;
-he would go; but he would come back again some
-day as a great, successful lawyer, looking down on
-them and their little interests, and they would be
-filled with envy and respect. But what of Lavinia?</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>What right had he to ask her to marry him?
-What right had he to place her in the position he
-had? He realized it now, clearly, he told himself,
-for the first time. She had given up all for
-him. She would go out no more, she had foregone
-her parties, calls, picnics, dances, everything; in
-her devotion she had estranged her friends. He
-had given her parents concern, he had placed her
-in a false, impossible position. He must rescue
-her from it. But how? By breaking the engagement?
-He blushed for the thought. By going
-away quietly, silently, without a word? That
-would only increase the difficulty of her position.
-By keeping her waiting, year after year, until he
-could find a foothold in the world? Even that
-was unfair.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>No, he could not give up Lavinia and he could
-not go away from Macochee, hence it followed that
-he must give up the law. He must get some work
-to do, and at once; something that would pay him
-enough to support a wife. He began to canvass
-the possibilities in Macochee. He thought of all
-the openings; surely there would be something;
-there were several thousand persons in Macochee,
-and they lived somehow. He did not wish to give
-up the law; not that he loved it so, but because he
-disliked to own himself beaten. But it was necessary;
-he could suffer this defeat; he could make
-this sacrifice. There was something almost noble
-in the attitude, and he derived a kind of morbid
-consolation from the thought.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>His father was closing the Bible—sure sign that
-the sermon was about to end. There was another
-prayer, then a hymn, and while the congregation
-remained standing for the benediction, he heard
-his father’s voice:</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“The peace of God which passeth all understanding—â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>The words had always comforted him in the sorrows
-he was constantly imagining, but now they
-brought no peace.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>In another moment the congregation was stirring
-joyously, in unconscious relief that the sitting
-was over. The hum of voices assumed a pleasant
-social air, as friend and acquaintance turned to
-greet one another. The people moved slowly down
-the aisle. He caught a glimpse of his father,
-smiling and happy—happy that his work was done—passing
-his handkerchief over his reddened brow
-and bending to take the hands of those who came
-to speak to him and to congratulate him. Just then
-Selah Dudley gave his father his hand; the sight
-pleased Marley; and suddenly an idea came to him.</p>
-
-<div class='chapter'>
- <h2 class='c004'>CHAPTER XV<br /> <br />A SAINT’S ADVICE</h2>
-</div>
-
-<p class='c005'>On Monday morning Marley found Dudley
-at his post in the First National Bank. He
-halted at the little low gate in the rail that
-ran round Dudley’s desk until Dudley looked
-up and saw him, and then Marley smiled.
-Dudley, conceiving it to be the propitiatory smile
-of the intending borrower, narrowed his eyes as
-he regarded him.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Well?†he said.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>Marley went in and sat down on the edge of the
-hard chair that was placed near Dudley.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“I wish to have a little talk with you, Mr. Dudley,â€
-he said. He waited then for Dudley to reply,
-thinking perhaps he would be interested in the
-son of his pastor. Dudley had turned his chair a
-little, and seemed to have sunk a little lower in its
-brown leather cushions, worn to a hard shine during
-the long years he had sat there. The lower part
-of him was round and full and heavy, while his
-shoulders were narrow and sloping, and his chest
-sunken, as if, from sitting there so many years,
-his vitals had settled, giving him the figure of a
-half emptied bag of grain. His legs were thin, and
-his trousers crept constantly up the legs of the boots
-he wore; the boots were blackened as far as the
-ankles, above the ankles they were wrinkled and
-scuffed to a dirty brown.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>Marley noted these details hurriedly, for it was
-the face of the man that held him. A scant beard,
-made up of a few harsh, wiry hairs, partly covered
-the banker’s cheeks and chin; his upper lip was
-clean-shaven, and his hair, scant but still black,
-was combed forward at the temples, and carefully
-carried over from one side of his head to the other,
-ineffectually trying to hide the encroaching baldness.
-His nose was large; his eyes narrow under
-his almost barren brows and red at the edges of
-the lids that lacked lashes.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“What do you want?†said Dudley, never moving,
-as if to economize his energies, as he
-economized his words and every other thing of value in
-his narrow world.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>Marley did not know just what reply to make:
-this was a critical moment to him, and he must
-make no mistake.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“I came,†he began, “to—to ask you for a little
-advice.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>Dudley, at this, settled a little more into his
-chair, possibly a little more comfortably; he seemed
-to relax somewhat, and his eyes were not quite
-so narrow as they had been. But he blinked
-a moment, and then cautiously asked:</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“What about?â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Well, it’s just this,†Marley began, smiling
-persistently; “you see I’ve begun the study of law;
-I had intended to be a lawyer.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“We’ve got plenty o’ lawyers,†said Dudley.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“That’s just the conclusion I have come to, and
-I was thinking somewhat of making a change.
-And so I thought I’d come and ask you, that is,
-your advice.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>Dudley, still cautious, made no reply, and Marley
-almost despaired of getting on easy terms. He
-began to wish he had not come; he might have
-known this, he said to himself, and his smile and
-the confidence with which he had come began to
-leave him. But he must make another effort.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“You see, Mr. Dudley,†he said, “I thought,
-as things are nowadays, I would have to wait years
-before I could really do anything in the law, and
-as I have my own way to make in the world, I
-thought, you know, I might get into something
-else.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“What, for instance?†asked Dudley.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Well, I didn’t exactly know; I had hardly
-thought it out,—that’s why I came to you, knowing
-you to be a man of large affairs.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>Dudley had an instant’s vision of his bank, of
-his stocks, and of the many farms all over Gordon
-County on which he held mortgages, but he checked
-his impulse; these very possessions must be guarded;
-people envied him them, and while this envy
-in one way was among the sources of his few joys,
-it nevertheless gave rise to covetousness which was
-prohibited by the tenth commandment.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“So you want my advice, eh?†he asked, looking
-hard at Marley.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Yes, sir.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“And that’s all?†he asked suspiciously.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Well—any suggestions,†Marley said.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>Dudley still hesitated. He continued to study
-Marley out of his little eyes. Presently he inquired,
-as if by way of getting a basis to start on:</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“You been to college, ain’t you?â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Yes, sir,†Marley answered promptly; “I graduated
-in June.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“How long was you there?â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Why,†Marley replied in some surprise, “the
-full four years.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Four years,†Dudley repeated. “How old?â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Twenty-two.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Well, that’s that much time wasted. If a young
-man’s going to get along these times, and make
-anything of himself, he has to start early, learn
-business ways and habits. He’s got to begin at
-the bottom, and feel his way up.†The banker was
-speaking now with a reckless waste of words that
-was surprising. “The main thing at first is to
-work; it ain’t the money. Now, when I come to
-Macochee, forty-seven years ago, I hadn’t nothing.
-But I went to work, I was up early, and I
-went to bed early; I worked hard all day, I ’tended
-to business, and I saved my money. That’s it,
-young man, that’s the only way—up early, work
-hard, and save your money.†Dudley leaned back
-in his chair to let Marley contemplate him.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“But what did you work at? At first, I mean.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Why,†said Dudley, as if in surprise, “at anything
-I could get. I wan’t proud; I wan’t ’fraid
-o’ work.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>Marley leaned forward with his elbows on his
-knees and began twirling his hat in his hands.
-Then, thinking the attitude lacking in respect, he
-sat up again.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Then, I was careful of my habits,†Dudley
-went on. “I never touched a bit o’ tobacco, nor
-tasted a drop o’ liquor in my life.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>He paused, and then:</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Do you use tobacco?†he asked.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Sometimes,†Marley hesitated to confess.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Cigarettes?â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Now and then.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Humph! Learned that at college, I suppose.â€
-Marley made no reply.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Well, you’ve started wrong, young man. That
-wan’t the way I made myself. I never touched a
-drop of liquor nor tasted tobacco. I worked hard
-and God prospered me—yes, God prospered me.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>Dudley’s voice sank piously.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Now, I’ll tell you.†He seemed to be about to
-impart the secret of it all. “When I was your
-age, I embraced religion, and I promised God
-that if he’d prosper me I’d give a tenth of all I
-made to the church; a tenth, yes, sir, a full tenth.â€
-The banker paused again as if making a calculation,
-and a trouble gathered for an instant at his
-hairless brows, but, as if by an effort, he smoothed
-them so that they became meek and submissive.
-And then he went on, as if he had found a species
-of relief:</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“But it was the best bargain I ever made. It
-paid; yes, it paid; I kep’ my word, and the Lord
-kep’ His; He prospered me.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>He had folded his hands, and sat blinking at
-Marley.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“So my advice to you, young man, is to give up
-tobacco and all your other bad habits, to be up early
-in the morning, to work hard, and remember God
-in all your ways, and He shall direct thy paths.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>Dudley stirred, and moved his swivel chair a
-little, as if it were time to resume work. But Marley
-sat there.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“That’s my advice to you, young man,†Dudley
-repeated, “and it won’t cost you a cent.†He said
-this generously, at the same time implying a hint
-of dismissal. Still Marley did not move, and Dudley
-eyed him in some concern. Marley saw the
-look and forced a smile.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“I thank you, Mr. Dudley,†he said, “for your
-advice. I am sure it is good. I was wondering,
-though,†he went on, with a reluctance that he knew
-impaired the effect of his words, “if you wouldn’t
-have something here in your bank for me—â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>At this Dudley suddenly seemed to shrink in
-size. His eyes became small, mere inflamed slits
-beneath his hairless brows, and he said:</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“I thought you said you wanted advice?â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Well, I did,†Marley explained, “but I thought
-maybe—â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>He did not finish the sentence. He rose and
-stood, still twirling his hat in his hand. “And
-you have nothing, you know of nothing?â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>Dudley slowly shook his head from side to side,
-once or twice, having resumed his economical
-habits.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Good morning,†Marley said, and left.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>As he went out, the cashier and the assistant
-cashier looked at him through the green wire
-screen. Then they lifted their heads from their
-tasks cautiously and exchanged surreptitious
-glances.</p>
-
-<div class='chapter'>
- <h2 class='c004'>CHAPTER XVI<br />Â <br />LOVE AND A LIVING</h2>
-</div>
-
-<p class='c005'>Marley was not surprised by the result of
-his visit to Selah Dudley. He made an effort
-to convince himself that there was truth in
-what Dudley had said to him, even if he could
-not remember exactly what it was that Dudley
-had said. He tried to put down the instinctive feeling
-of dislike he had for the old banker; he told
-himself that such a feeling was unworthy of him,
-if not unworthy of Dudley, and in thinking the
-matter over he tried to clear himself of all suspicion
-of envy or jealousy of Dudley’s success. The whole
-town considered Dudley its leading man, and
-Marley tried so to consider him; and he tried to
-consider him in this light because he was a good
-man and not because he was a rich man, just as
-the town pretended to do. He wanted to talk about
-Dudley with some one, but he did not want to talk
-about him with Lavinia, because he felt a shame in
-his failure with Dudley that he feared Lavinia
-might share. He did talk with his father about
-him, but his father did not seem to be interested;
-he smiled his tolerant smile, but made no comment.
-And when Marley pressed him for an opinion
-of Dudley his father said:</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“They make broad their phylacteries.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>And that was all.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>However, Marley found Wade Powell willing
-to talk of Selah Dudley, as he was willing to talk of
-almost anything. Marley did not tell Powell that
-he had been to Dudley to ask for a position; he
-merely let it be understood that he had met the
-old man in the course of the day and talked with
-him casually.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“By the way,†he asked, as if the thought had
-just come to him, “how did Selah Dudley make his
-money?â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“He didn’t make it,†Powell answered.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“He didn’t? Did he inherit it?â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“No.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Then how did he get it?â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“He gathered it.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Gathered it? I don’t know what you mean.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>Powell laughed.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“You don’t? Well, there’s a difference.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“He wasn’t in the army, was he?â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“In the army! Great God!†Powell threw into
-his voice the contempt he could not find the word
-to express. “You think he’d risk his hide in
-the army? Well, I should say not! Though
-he would have been perfectly safe—†Powell said
-it as a parenthetical afterthought—“no bullet could
-ever have pierced his hide, and he had no blood to
-shed.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>Powell bit the end from his cigar and spat out
-the damp little pieces of tobacco viciously.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“No, I’ll tell you, Glenn,†he said, “he stayed
-at home and got his start, as he calls it, by skinning
-the poor. Widows were his big game and he
-gathered a little pile that has been growing ever
-since. To-day he owns Gordon County.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“He seems to be a prominent man in the church,â€
-ventured Marley.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“He’ll be a prominent man in hell,†said Powell,
-angrily. And then he added thoughtfully: “My
-one regret in going there myself is that I’ll have to
-see him every day.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>The most curious effect of Marley’s visit to Dudley,
-however, was one he did not observe himself.
-Having been defeated in his plan to secure a place
-in the bank, he felt at first, with a certain consolation,
-that he still had the law to fall back on, and
-he returned to his studies. But he made little headway;
-once having decided to give up the law, the
-decision remained, and his mind was constantly
-occupied with schemes for securing a foothold in
-some other occupation. He considered, one after
-another, every possibility in Macochee, and as fast
-as he thought of some opening, he went for it, but
-invariably to find it either no opening at all, or
-else, if it were an opening, one that closed at his
-approach. Gradually he gave up his studies altogether,
-and sat idle, his book before him; but one
-day Powell said to him:</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Say, Glenn, you’re not getting along very fast,
-are you?â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>Marley started, and flushed with a sense of guilt.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Well, no,†he admitted.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“What’s the matter, in love?â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>Marley blushed, from another cause this time,
-though the guilt remained in his face. But Powell
-instantly was gentle.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“I beg your pardon,†he said, “I was just joking,
-of course; I didn’t mean to be inquisitive. You
-mustn’t mind my boorishness.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>Marley looked at him gratefully and Powell, to
-whom any show of affection was confusing, turned
-away self-consciously. But Marley whirled his
-chair around toward Powell.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“I am in love,†he said. “I’ve wanted to tell
-you, but I—you know who she is.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Lavinia Blair?â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Yes. And that’s what’s troubling me,†Marley
-went on. “I want to get married, and I can’t. I
-can’t,†he repeated, “the law’s too slow; I’ve realized
-it for a long while, but I tried to keep the
-fact away, I tried not to see it. But now I have
-to face it. Why,†he said, rising to his feet, “it’ll
-take a thousand years to get a practice in this town,
-and I’m not even admitted yet.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>He walked to and fro, his brows pinched together,
-his lower lip thrust out, his teeth nipping
-his upper one. Powell glanced at him, but said
-nothing. He knew human nature, this lawyer, and
-the fact made every one in the county tremble at
-the thought of his cross-examinations; sometimes he
-carried too far his love of laying souls bare, and
-as often hurt as helped his cause. He never had
-been able to turn his knowledge to much practical
-account; in a city he would have had numerous
-retainers as a trial lawyer, though few as a counselor.
-In Macochee he was out of place, and he
-chafed under a semi-consciousness of the fact. He
-waited, knowing that Marley would burst forth
-again.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“I’ll have to get a job,†Marley said at that
-moment, bitterly, “and go to work; that’s all.†And
-then he laughed harshly. “Humph, get a job—that’s
-the biggest job of all. What can I get here
-in Macochee, I’d like to know?â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>He halted and turned suddenly, fiercely, almost
-menacingly on Powell, as if he were the cause of
-his predicament.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“I’ve told you already it’s no place for you,†said
-Powell, quietly.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“But where’ll I go?†Marley held out his hands
-with a gesture that was pleading, pathetic. Thus
-he waited for Powell’s reply.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>Powell smoked thoughtfully for a moment and
-then began:</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“When I was going to the law school in Cincinnati,
-there was a young fellow in my class—a
-great friend of mine. He was poor, and I was poor—God!
-how poor we were!†Powell paused in this
-retrospect of poverty. “That was why we were
-such friends,—our poverty gave us a common interest.
-This fellow came from up in Hardin
-County; he was tall, lean and gawky, the worst
-jay you ever saw. When we had graduated, I
-supposed he would go home, maybe to Kenton—that
-was his county-seat. When we were bidding
-each other good-by—I’ll never forget the day, it
-was June, hot as hell; and we had left the old law
-school in Walnut Street and were standing there
-by the Tyler-Davidson fountain in Fifth Street.
-I said, ‘Well, we’ll see each other once in a while;
-we won’t be far apart.’ He looked at me and said,
-‘I don’t know about that.’ ‘Why?’ I asked. ‘Well,’
-he said, ‘I’m going to Chicago.’ I looked at him
-in surprise. He was out at the elbows then, and
-had hardly enough money to get home on. Then
-the ridiculousness of it struck me, and I laughed.
-‘Why, you’ll starve to death there!’ I said. He
-only smiled.†Powell paused, to whet Marley’s
-appetite, perhaps, for the foregone dénouement.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“That jay,†Powell said, when he had allowed
-sufficient time to elapse, “that jay I laughed at is
-Judge Johnson, of the United States Circuit
-Court.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>The story saddened Marley. With his faculty of
-conceiving a whole drama at once, he caught in an
-instant the trials Judge Johnson had gone through
-before he won to his station of ease and honor; he
-saw the privations, the sacrifices, the hardships,
-the endless strivings, plottings, schemings; it wearied
-and depressed him; his frightened mind hung
-back, clung to the real, the present, the known,
-found a relief in picturing the seeming security of
-a man like Wade Powell, in a town where he knew
-everybody and was known by everybody. He
-shrank from hearing more of the judge; he wished
-to stay with his thought in Macochee.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“How <em>do</em> young men get a start in places like
-Macochee?†he asked, and then he added in
-despairing argument: “They <em>do</em> stay, they <em>do</em> get
-along somehow, they make livings, and raise families;
-the town grows and does business, the population
-increases, it doesn’t die off.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Well,†said Wade Powell, approaching the
-problem with the generalities its mystery demanded,
-“some of them marry rich women, but
-that industry is about played out now; the fortunes
-are divided up; some of them, most of them,
-are content to eke out small livings, clerking in
-stores and that kind of thing; about the only ones
-that get ahead any are traders; they barter around,
-first in one business, then in another; they run a
-grocery, then sell it out and buy a livery-stable;
-then they dabble in real estate a while; finally they
-skin some one out of a farm and then they go on
-skinning, a little at a time; by the time they’re
-old, people forget their beginnings and they become
-respectable; then they join the church, like
-Selah Dudley.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>Powell stopped a moment, then he began again.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“The lawyers get along God knows how; the
-doctors, well, they never starve, for people will
-get sick, or think they’re sick, which is better yet;
-then there are a few preachers who are supported in
-a poor way by their congregations. When a man
-fails, he goes into the insurance business.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>Powell smoked contemplatively for a few moments.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Sometimes,†he resumed presently, “I feel as
-if I were tottering on the verge of the insurance
-business myself.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>Marley looked at Powell, who had relapsed into
-silence, his head lowered, his eyes fixed in the distance,
-and there was something pathetic in the figure,
-or would have been, but for the humor that
-saved every situation for Powell. There was, however,
-something appealing, and something to inspire
-affection, too. Marley’s gaze recalled Powell, and
-he glanced up with a smile.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“I reckon you’ve gathered from my remarks,â€
-said Powell, “that I consider success chiefly from
-a monetary standpoint, but I don’t. The main
-business of life is living, and the trouble with the
-world is that it is too busy getting ready to live
-to find the time for life; it has tied itself up with
-a thousand chains of its own forging and it has had
-to postpone living from time to time until most
-people have put the beginning of life at the gateway
-of death; meanwhile they’re busy gathering
-things, like magpies, and those that gather the
-most are considered the best; they have come to
-think that people are divided into two classes, good
-and bad; the good are those who own, the bad those
-who don’t, and the good think their business is to
-put down the bad. Now, here in Gordon County,
-we have about everything a man needs; the spring
-comes and the summer, and the autumn and the
-winter; the rain falls and the winds blow and the
-sun shines, and I’ve noticed that Lighttown gets
-about as much rain as Main Street, and Gooseville
-about as much wind as Scioto Street; the sun seems
-to shine pretty much alike on the niggers loafing
-in Market Space and on old Selah Dudley and
-Judge Blair, bowing like Christians to each other
-in the Square. The trees are the same color wherever
-they grow, and I don’t see any reason why
-people shouldn’t be happy if they’d only let one
-another be happy. Now, I would have lived, but I
-didn’t have time. I thought when I began that
-I’d have to do as the rest were doing, get hold of
-things, and I saw that if I did, I’d have to get
-my share away from them; well, I made a failure
-of that, being too soft inside someway; that was
-all right too, but meanwhile I was wasting time,
-and putting off living—now it’s too late.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>Marley looked at him in perplexity, not knowing
-how to take him.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“I know,†he said presently. “But what am I
-going to do? I can live all right, but I have to do
-better than that; I want to get married.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Married,†mused Powell, “married! Well, I
-got married.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>Marley was interested. He had never heard
-Powell speak of his wife, and he feared what he
-was about to say; for that instant Powell’s standing
-in his estimation trembled.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“And that was the only sensible thing I ever
-did.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>Marley felt a great relief.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“But I don’t know that I did right by Mary; I
-didn’t do her any good, I reckon; still, she’s borne
-up somehow; I wish I had a sky full of sunlight to
-pour over her.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>Powell walked to his window, and looked across
-into the Court-House yard where the leaves were
-falling slowly from the Maple-trees. Marley hoped
-that he would go on, and say more of his wife, but
-he was silent. Presently he turned about.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Well, Glenn,†he said; “I see you’re stuck on
-staying in Macochee, and I don’t blame you; and
-you want to get married, and that’s all right. Maybe
-I can help you do it.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“How?†said Marley, eagerly.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“I’ve got a scheme.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“What is it?â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Well, maybe it’ll work, maybe it won’t. I’d
-better wait till I see whether it will or not before I
-tell you.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>He stood and smiled at Marley a moment, and
-then said: “You wait here.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>And he turned and left the office. Marley
-watched Powell’s fine figure as he walked across
-the street toward the Court House, a great love of
-the man surging within him. He felt secure and
-safe; a new warmth spread through him. At the
-door of the Court House Marley saw him stop
-and shake hands with Garver, the sheriff. The two
-talked a moment, then turned and went down
-toward the big iron gate in Main Street, and
-disappeared. Marley waited until noon and then he
-went home to his dinner. He returned, but Powell
-did not come back to the office all the afternoon.</p>
-
-<div class='chapter'>
- <h2 class='c004'>CHAPTER XVII<br />Â <br />THE COUNTY FAIR</h2>
-</div>
-
-<p class='c005'>Marley did not see Wade Powell again for
-four days; a Sunday intervened, and Powell
-did not come back to the office until Monday
-morning. He came in with a solemn air upon
-him, and a new dignity that made impressive
-the seriousness with which he set to work at
-the pile of papers on his desk, as if he were beginning
-a new week with new resolutions. He
-was freshly shaved, and his hair had been cut; it
-was shorter at the sides and, against his rough sunburnt
-neck, showed an edge of clean white skin.
-His newly cropped hair gave him a strange, brisk
-appearance; his black clothes were brushed, his
-linen fresh.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>He spoke to Marley but a few times and then
-from the distant altitude of his new dignity. Once
-he sent Marley on an errand to Snider’s drug store
-to buy a large blank book; he said he was going to
-keep an office docket after that. He worked on his
-new docket half the morning, then he carried the
-docket and the bundle of papers over to Marley’s
-table, flung them down and asked Marley if he
-would not continue the work for him. He explained
-the system he had devised for keeping a
-record of his cases; it was intricate and complete,
-but in many of his cases the numbers and in some
-instances the names of opposing parties were missing;
-Powell told Marley to go over to the Court
-House and get the missing data from the clerk.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“I’ve got to go out for a while,†Powell explained.
-Then he hurried away; he seemed to be
-glad to escape from the office and the drudgery of
-the task he had set for himself.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>Powell’s absence weighed on Marley; he was
-lonesome in the deserted office, and found himself
-wondering just where Powell was at each moment;
-he pictured him with his companions, Colonel
-Devlin, Marshall Scarff, Sheriff Garver, old
-man Brockton and Doc Hall; lately it had been
-rumored that George Halliday had been admitted
-to the merry group, and that they played poker
-nightly in a room in the Coleman Block. Then
-Marley would picture to himself Wade Powell’s
-wife; he had never seen her, but he had an idea
-of her appearance, formed from no description
-of her, but created out of his own fancy. He pictured
-her as a graceful little woman, with a certain
-droop to her figure; but try as he would,
-he could not see her face; it was a blur to him, yet
-it gave somehow a certain expression of sweetness
-and patience; sometimes, by an effort, he could see
-her brow, and the hair above it; the hair was dark,
-and parted in the middle with some gray in its
-rather heavy mass.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>Marley could never discuss Wade Powell with
-any kind of satisfaction with Lavinia. When he
-spoke of him, she would smile and affect an interest,
-but he could detect the affectation, and he
-could detect, also, a certain distance in her attitude
-toward Wade Powell or the thought of him,
-which he ascribed to the influence of Judge Blair’s
-dislike. Marley saw that Lavinia never would accept
-Wade Powell, and he had ceased to mention
-him except in a casual manner. For some like
-reason he had ceased to mention Wade Powell at
-home; he found that he had many views which he
-could not share with those nearest him, and his
-inner life at that time was somewhat lonely and
-aloof.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>He had not told Lavinia of Wade Powell’s offer
-of assistance, nor had he spoken of it at home.
-In those four days he had thought much of it and
-built countless hopes upon it; he had thought of
-all the possibilities, and taken a fine delight in examining
-each one, working it out to its logical end
-in its effect upon Lavinia and him and upon their
-fortunes. He was disappointed when Wade Powell
-failed to refer to the subject again; he would have
-liked to discuss the disappointment with Lavinia;
-usually, out of her youthful optimism and faith in
-the life of which she was so innocent, she could reassure
-him; but of late he had had so many disappointments
-and had drawn so heavily on Lavinia’s
-resources of comfort and hope that he had
-grown wary, almost superstitiously wary, of making
-any further drafts.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>When Monday came and Powell did not renew
-the subject, nor even say what his scheme had been,
-Marley concluded that Powell had forgotten all
-about it, and so he relinquished the hope with a
-sigh, and tried to forget it himself. He took up
-his studies once more; but he made poor headway;
-he saw with chagrin that he had not read ten
-pages of law in as many days, and what he had
-read he could not remember. When he tried to
-review it, the words had no meaning for him, nor
-could he wrest any from them, even though he
-ground his elbows in the table with the book between
-them and dug his fists into his hair.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>That was the week of the Gordon County fair.
-For a month every fence along the white pikes in
-the country had borne the bills, flaming from afar
-in red ink the date, “Oct. 15-31.†There were,
-too, lithographs everywhere—on boards at the
-monument, at the Court House, on the town hall,
-on the covered bridge over Mad River—lithographs
-picturing the exciting finish of a trotting
-race, and a sedate concourse of fat cattle. The
-fair opened Monday, but it was understood that
-that day would be devoted to preparing and arranging
-the exhibits; the fair would not begin in earnest
-until Tuesday; the big day would be Thursday.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>Marley was glad that fair week had come, for
-the chance of novelty which it offered, and, too, for
-the excuse it gave him; he would not study that
-week, but in the general festivity try to forget
-the problem that so oppressed him. He would have
-liked to go to the fair every day, but he could not,
-for the expense, insignificant as it seemed to be to
-every one else in the county, was not insignificant
-to him. He went, however, on Wednesday with
-his father, who, with the love of horses he had inherited
-from the saddle-bag days of Methodism,
-recklessly attended the races. Marley thought that
-this visit would be his last, but on Thursday morning
-he met Lawrence in the Square.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Just the man I’m looking for!†said Lawrence.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>He was brisk, alert, important, and had an official
-air which was explained when Marley observed,
-on the lapel of his coat, the badge of blue
-ribbon that proclaimed an officer of the fair.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“I have charge of the tickets this year,†he said.
-“Want to go? I’ll pass you in.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>Marley was glad enough to accept.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“I’ll have to go around to the office and tell
-Powell,†he said. “I was away all day yesterday.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Oh, nonsense,†replied Lawrence, “that won’t
-make any difference; he’s been full for two days.
-This is his big time.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>Marley had a pang as he saw with what small
-seriousness Lawrence regarded his relation to the
-law; it reflected, doubtless, the common attitude
-of the community toward him and his efforts.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“I’ve got to hurry,†Lawrence went on; “I’ve
-got a rig waiting here; you can ride out with me.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>It was one of the incomparable afternoons that
-autumn brings to Ohio; the retreating sun was
-flashing in the high, blue sky; the air was fresh and
-Marley felt it full of energy and hope. Lawrence
-drove rapidly through the throng of hurrying vehicles
-that crowded the road to the fair-grounds,
-stirring up a cloud of dust that covered everything
-with its white powder.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>Lawrence left him at the gate, being too full of
-business to engage in the weary search for pleasure,
-and Marley set out alone across the scorched
-and trampled turf for the grand stand, black with
-people for the races. He could hear the nervous
-clamor of the bell in the judges’ stand, the notes
-of the hand-organ at the squeaking merry-go-round,
-the incessant thumping of the bass drum that made
-its barbaric music for the side-show, and the cries
-of venders, dominating all the voices of the thousands
-bent in their silly way on pleasure. Once,
-calling him back to the real, to the peace of the
-commonplace, he heard the distant tones of the
-town clock in the tower that stood, a mile away,
-above the autumnal trees.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>He pressed into the space between the grand
-stand and the whitewashed fence that surrounded
-the track; through the palings he could see the
-stoop-shouldered drivers, bent over the heavily
-breathing trotters they jogged to and fro; above
-him, in the grand stand, he could distinguish cries
-and laughs, now and then complete excited sentences,
-sometimes voices he knew. All around
-him the farmers, clumsy in their ready-made
-clothes and bearing their buggy whips as some
-insignia of office, solemnly watched the races and
-talked of horses.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>The sense of kinship with the crowd that had unerringly
-drawn Marley left him the moment he
-was in the crowd, and a loneliness replaced the
-sense of kinship. He looked about for some one
-he knew. He began, here and there, to recognize
-faces, just as he had recognized voices in the din
-above him; he began to analyze and to classify the
-crowd, and he laughed somewhat cynically when he
-saw numbers of politicians going about among the
-farmers, shaking their hands, greeting them effusively,
-calling them by their Christian names.
-Then suddenly he saw Wade Powell. The crowd
-at the point where Powell stood, nucleated with
-him as its center; by the way the men were laughing,
-and by the way Powell was trying not to
-laugh, Marley knew that he had been telling them
-one of his stories, and from the self-conscious,
-guilty expressions on certain of the faces, Marley
-knew that the story was probably one that should
-not have been told. Several countrymen hung on
-the edge of the group, not identifying themselves
-with it, yet anxious to have a look at Wade Powell,
-who enjoyed the fame of the county’s best criminal
-lawyer.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>When Powell saw Marley he called to him, and
-when Marley drew near, he introduced him, somehow
-mysteriously, almost surreptitiously, to the
-man at his elbow. Powell’s face was very red, and
-his eyes were brilliant. The mystery he put into
-his introduction was but a part of his manner.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“This is Mr. Carman, of Pleasant Grove Township,
-Glenn,†he said, bending over, as if no one
-should hear the name; and then he added, in a
-husky whisper: “He’s our candidate for county
-clerk, you know.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>Marley saw something strange, forbidding, in
-Carman’s face, but he could not tell what it was.
-It was a red, sunburnt face, closely shaven, with
-a short mustache burned by the sun; the smile it
-wore seemed to be fixed and impersonal. Plainly
-the man had spent his days out of doors, though, it
-seemed, not healthfully, for his skin was dry and
-hardened, and his neck thin and wrinkled; he
-seemed to have known the hard work and the poor
-nourishment of a farm. Marley wondered what
-was the matter with Carman’s face. But Powell
-was drawing them aside.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Come over here,†he was saying, “where we
-can be alone.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>He led them to a corner of the little yard; no one
-was near; they were quite out of the crowd which
-was pressing to the whitewashed picket fence,
-attracted by the excitement of the race for which
-the horses were just then scoring.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Now, Jake,†Powell began, speaking to Carman,
-“this is the young man I was talking to you
-about.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>Carman, still smiling his dry meaningless smile,
-turned his face half away.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“I reckon,†Powell went on, “that I might be
-able to do you some good, if I took off my coat.â€
-Powell spoke with a pride in his own influence;
-Marley had never known him to come so near
-to boasting before.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>Carman was looking away; and Powell, his own
-eyes narrowed, was watching him closely. Once
-he winked at Marley, and Marley was mystified;
-he did not know what play was going on here; he
-looked from Carman to Powell, and back to Carman
-again. There was some strange fascination
-about Carman; Marley felt a slight relief when he
-discovered that there was something peculiar
-about Carman’s eyes.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“I haven’t said anything to Marley about the
-matter, Jake,†Powell said. “Maybe I’d better
-tell him. Hell! He might not want it—I don’t
-know.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>Carman turned suddenly; his face had been in
-the shadow; now it came into the sunlight, and
-Marley saw that while the pupil of Carman’s right
-eye contracted suddenly, the pupil of his left eye
-remained fixed; it was larger than the pupil of
-the right eye, which had shrunk to a pin-point in
-the sharp light of the sun. Marley looked closely,
-the left eye seemed to be swimming in liquid; it
-almost hurt Marley’s eyes to look at it.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“I’ve been telling Carman, Glenn,†Powell was
-explaining, “that if he is elected—and gets into
-the Court House—â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>Marley looked at Powell expectantly.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“I want him,†Powell went on, “to make you
-his deputy.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>Marley saw it all in a flash; this was what
-Powell had meant that day a fortnight ago; he
-felt his great affection for Powell glow and
-warm; Lavinia would appreciate Powell after
-this. It meant salary, position, a place in which
-he might complete his law studies at his leisure;
-it meant a living, a home, marriage, Lavinia!
-He looked all his gratitude at Powell, who smiled
-appreciatively.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>Carman had turned his face away again, he
-was still smiling, and plucking now at his chin;
-Marley waited, and Powell finally grew impatient.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Well, Jake, what do you say?â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>Carman waited a moment longer, then slowly
-turned about. Marley watched him narrowly, he
-saw the pupil of his right eye contract, the pupil
-of the watery left eye remained fixed; then, for
-the first time, Carman looked steadily at Marley
-and for the first time he spoke.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Well,†he said, and he stopped to spit out his
-tobacco, “you know I’m always ready to do a friend
-a good turn.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>Powell looked Carman over carefully a moment,
-and then he said,</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“All right, Jake.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>Just then there was a rush of hoofs, a shock of
-excitement, and they heard a loud yell:</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Go!â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>And they rushed to the fence of the whitewashed
-palings.</p>
-
-<div class='chapter'>
- <h2 class='c004'>CHAPTER XVIII<br />Â <br />THE ROAD TO MINGO</h2>
-</div>
-
-<p class='c005'>Lavinia sat rocking quietly back and forth,
-and stitched away with her colored silks on
-her tambourine frames, while Marley told her
-of the fortune Wade Powell had brought them.
-He told the story briefly, and he tried to tell it
-simply; he did not comment on Powell’s kindness
-or generosity, but let his deeds speak for themselves
-in Powell’s behalf. When he had done, Marley
-waited for Lavinia’s comment, but she rocked on
-a moment and then held her tambourine frames at
-arm’s length to study the sweet pea she was making.
-When she had done so, she dropped her sewing
-suddenly into her lap, and looking up, said:</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“He thinks everything of you, doesn’t he?â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“I believe he likes me,†Marley said, as modestly
-as he could put it.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Who could help it?â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>Lavinia looked at Marley, and he leaned over,
-and took her hands.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“I am glad you can’t, sweetheart,†he said.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Do you know,†she went on, “I think it is because
-you have been kind and good to him—just
-as you are kind and good to every one. His life
-is lonely; he is an outcast, almost; no one cares
-for him, and he appreciates your goodness.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>Pity was the utmost feeling she could produce
-for Wade Powell out of her kindly heart. But
-Marley, though he could accept her homage to the
-full without embarrassment, could not acquiesce
-to this length, and he laughed at her.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Nonsense, Lavinia,†he said. “You have the
-thing all topsy-turvy. It is Wade Powell who has
-been kind to me; it is he and not I who is good
-to every one. He has a heart brimful of the milk
-of human kindness. You have no idea, and no
-one has, of the good he does in a thousand little
-ways. He tries to hide it all; he acts as if he
-were ashamed of it, but there are hundreds of
-people in Macochee who worship him, and would
-be ready to die for him, if it would help him any.
-Don’t think he has no friends! He has them by
-the score—of course, they are all poor; I reckon
-that’s why they are generally unknown.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“But isn’t he cruel?â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>Marley’s eyes widened in astonishment.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“I mean,†Lavinia said correctively, “isn’t he
-kind of sarcastic?â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Well,†Marley admitted, “he is that at times.
-I think he tries to hide his better qualities; I
-think he tries to cloak his finer nature with a
-rough garb. Perhaps it is because he is really so
-sensitive. But he is, to my mind, a truly great
-man. He is a sort of tribune of the people.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“But, Glenn, what about his drinking?â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Well, that’s the trouble,†Marley said, shaking
-his head. “If he had let liquor alone he’d have
-been away up.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>Lavinia was silent a moment, her brow was knit
-in little wrinkles.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Glenn,†she said presently, “I have been thinking.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Well?â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“That with your influence you might reform him—out
-of his liking for you, don’t you know?â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>She raised her blue eyes. He laughed outright,
-and then took her face between his two hands.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“You dear little thing!†he said, with the patronage
-of a lover.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>Lavinia regained her dignity.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“But couldn’t you?†she demanded.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Why, dear heart,†Marley said, “he would
-think it presumption. I wouldn’t dare.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>Lavinia shook her head in the hopelessness of
-the reformer, and took up her tambourine frames
-again with a sigh.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“It’s a pity,†she said, relinquishing the subject
-with the hope, “it’s such a pity.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“But you haven’t told me what you think
-of the scheme.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“You know, dear, that whatever you think best
-I think best.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>Marley was disappointed.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“You don’t seem to be very enthusiastic over
-the prospect,†he complained. “I thought you’d
-be glad as I to know that I can at last make a
-place for myself in the world—and a home and a
-living for you.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>Lavinia looked up.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“I never had any doubt of that, Glenn,†she
-said simply.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>He saw the trust and confidence she had in him,
-a trust and a confidence he had never felt himself,
-and had never before been wholly aware of
-in her. He saw that she had never shared those
-fears which had so long oppressed him, and into
-his love there came a devout thankfulness. He
-felt strong, hopeful, confident, victorious. He had
-a sudden fancy that it would be like this when
-they were married; he would sit at his own hearth,
-with a fire crackling merrily, and the rain and
-wind beating outside—for the first time he could
-indulge such a fancy; it allowed him, now that his
-future was assured, to come up to it and to take
-hold of it; it became a reality.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>The judge was not at home that night. Now
-and then Marley could hear Mrs. Blair speak a
-word to Connie and Chad, over their lessons in
-the sitting-room; school had commenced, and Connie
-having that year entered the High School had
-taken on a new dignity, in consequence of which
-she was treating Chad with a divine patience
-that brought its own peace into the Blair household.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>They talked for a long time of their plans.
-Marley would take his new place in December
-when the new county clerk went into office, and
-he told Lavinia all the advantages of the position.
-It would extend his acquaintance, it would give
-him a familiarity with court proceedings that otherwise
-he could not have acquired in years. He
-meant to study hard, and be admitted to the bar.
-They could have a little cottage and live simply
-and economically; he would save part of his salary,
-and when he hung out his shingle he would have
-enough money laid by to support them, modestly,
-until he could establish himself in a practice.
-He laid it all before her plainly, convincingly.
-He was charmed with the practicability of the
-plan, with its conservatism, its common sense.
-They might as well be married.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Can’t we?†he asked. He trembled as he
-asked; his happiness had never come so close before.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>Lavinia dropped her embroidery frames into her
-lap and looked up at him. The question in her
-eyes was almost born of fear.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Right away?†exclaimed Lavinia.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Well, almost right away,†Marley answered.
-“Sometime this winter, anyway.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“This winter! So soon?â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“So soon!†Marley repeated her words, almost
-in mockery.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“But we mustn’t be married in the winter,â€
-she said, “we’ve always planned to be married in
-June—our month, you know.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“What’s the use of waiting?â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“But papa and mama—â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>This quick rushing to the parental cover, this
-clinging to the habit of years struck a jealousy
-through Marley’s heart. His face fell and he
-looked hurt.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Can’t we, dear?†he pleaded.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>Lavinia looked at him, and she said shyly:</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“If you say so, Glenn.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>They were solemn in their joy and made their
-plans in detail. They would be married quietly,
-Lavinia said, and at home. Doctor Marley would
-perform the ceremony, and Marley was touched
-by this recognition of his father.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>The fall worked a new energy in Marley, and,
-with the assurance that his labors were now soon
-to bear fruit, he found that he could study better
-than ever before. He worked faithfully over his
-books every morning, and he worked so hard that
-he felt himself entitled to a portion of each afternoon.
-He would leave the office at four o’clock.
-Lavinia would be waiting for him, and they would
-try to get out of sight before Connie returned from
-school. She might be expected any moment to
-come slowly down Ward Street entwined with
-one of her school-girl friends. They did not like,
-somehow, to meet Connie. The smile she gave
-them was apt to be disconcerting. They met
-smiles in the faces of others they encountered in
-their walks, but they were of a quality more kindly
-than Connie’s smile.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>They had walked one afternoon to the edge of
-town where Ward Street climbed a hill and became
-the road to Mingo. At their feet lay the
-little fields, in the distance they could see a man
-plowing with two white horses; off to the right
-lay the water-works pond, gleaming in the afternoon
-sun.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“What are you thinking of?†Marley said.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“I was thinking that it would be nice to live in
-the country.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“I was thinking that very thing myself!†exclaimed
-Marley. Their eyes met, and they thrilled
-over this unity in their thoughts. It was marvelous
-to them, mysterious, prophetic.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Some day I could buy a farm,†Marley said;
-“out that way.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Yes,†Lavinia replied, “away off there, beyond
-those low trees. Do you see?â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>She pointed, but Marley did not look in the direction
-of the trees; he looked at her finger. It
-was so small, so round, so white. He bent forward,
-and kissed the finger.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Oh, but you must look where I’m pointing,â€
-said Lavinia.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>They drew closely together. Marley took Lavinia’s
-hand and they stood long in silence.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“We could have a country home there,†Marley
-said after a while, “with a hedge about it and
-stables and horses and dogs. It would be close to
-town; I could go in in the morning and out again
-in the afternoon.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“And I could drive you in, and then come for
-you in the afternoon—when court adjourned.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Oh, I would have a man to drive me,†said
-Marley.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“But couldn’t I ride in beside you?â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Yes; you could sit beside me, on the back
-seat; we’d have an open carriage.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“A victoria!†exclaimed Lavinia. “It would
-be the only one in Macochee!â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Is that what they call them?â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Victorias?â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Yes.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“You know, with a low seat behind and a high
-seat for the driver. You have a green cushion
-for your feet. You would look so handsome in
-one, Glenn. You would sit very erect and proud,
-with your hands on a cane. You would have white
-hair then.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“We would be old?†he asked in some dismay.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“No, no,†said Lavinia, trying to reconcile her
-dreams, “not old exactly. But I dote on white
-hair. It’s so distinguished for a lawyer with a
-country home. Of course we’ll have to get old
-sometime.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“We’ll grow old together, dear.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Yes,†she whispered, “and think of the long
-years of happiness!â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>They stood and gazed, looking down the long
-vista of years that stretched before them as smooth
-and peaceful as the white road to Mingo.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>A subtile change was passing over the face of
-the road; shadows were stealing toward it, and
-it was growing gray. The trees that still were
-green were darkening to a deeper green, but the
-colors of those that had changed flamed all the
-brighter. The sun shone more golden on the shocks
-of corn, the sky was glowing pink in the west, the
-water-works pond was glistening as the sun’s shafts
-struck it more obliquely. A fine powder hung in
-the peaceful air.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“How beautiful the fall is!†said Lavinia.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Yes, I love it,†said Marley. “But do you
-know, dear, that I never liked it before? It always
-seemed sad to me. But you have taught me to
-love many things. You don’t know all that you
-have done for me!â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>She stood in her blue dress, with her hands
-folded before her. Marley looked at her hands,
-and at her white throat, and at her hair, its brown
-turned to a golden hue by the clear light; then
-he looked into her eyes. A sudden emotion, almost
-religious in its ecstasy, came over him. He bent
-forward.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Oh!†he exclaimed. “Do you know how beautiful
-you are! I worship you!â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Don’t, Glenn,†she said, “don’t say that!†The
-reflection of a superstitious fear lay in her eyes.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Why?†he said defiantly. “It’s all true. You
-are my religion.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“You frighten me,†she said.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>Marley laughed.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Why!†he exclaimed, “there’s nothing to fear.
-Isn’t our future assured now?â€</p>
-
-<div class='chapter'>
- <h2 class='c004'>CHAPTER XIX<br />Â <br />WAKING</h2>
-</div>
-
-<p class='c005'>Carman was inducted into office the first
-Monday in December, quietly, as the <em>Republican</em>
-said, as though it reflected credit on
-the new county clerk as a man who modestly
-avoided the demonstration that might have been
-expected under such circumstances. Marley, in
-the hope of seeing his own name, eagerly ran his
-eyes down the few lines that were devoted to the
-occurrence, but his name was not there, the <em>Republican’s</em>
-reporter, as he felt, being a man who lacked
-a sense of the relative importance of events.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>Marley had taken no part in the campaign,
-though Wade Powell wished him to, and suggested
-every now and then that he speak at some of the
-meetings that were being held in the country schoolhouses.
-Powell said it would be good practice for
-him in a profession where so much talking has to
-be done, and he found other reasons why Marley
-should do this, as that it would extend his acquaintance,
-and give him a standing with the party; but,
-though Marley was always promising, he was
-always postponing; the thought of standing up and
-speaking to the vast audiences his imagination was
-able to crowd into a little school-room filled him
-with fear, and he never could bring himself to consent
-to any definite time. Besides this, he could
-not find an evening he was willing to spend away
-from Lavinia.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>When election was over, he expected that he
-would hear from Carman, but he had no word
-from him. Several times he was on the point of
-mentioning the subject to Wade Powell, but somehow,
-with a reticence for which he reproached
-himself, he could not bring himself to do it. He
-watched the papers closely, but he found it quite
-as hard to find in them any information about Carman
-as on any other subject, except, possibly, the
-banal personalities of the town as they related
-themselves to the coming and going of the trains.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>But at last, on the day it had occurred to the
-reporter to chronicle the fact that Carman had been
-inducted into office, the little item struck Marley
-sadly; he felt a sense of detachment from Carman;
-he could not altogether realize that intimate relationship
-to Carman in his new official position that
-he felt belonged to one who was to be Carman’s
-deputy. In his imagination he saw Carman shambling
-about in the dingy room where the county
-clerk kept the records of the court, his knees unhinging
-loosely at each step, his shoulders bent, his
-hands in his trousers pockets, his right eye squinting
-here and there observantly, the left fixed, impervious
-to light and shadow, to all that was going
-on in the world. He wondered if Carman, as he
-looked about, had been thinking in any wise of
-him or had seen him as a part of the place where
-his life was to be lived for the next three years.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>Marley read the paper at supper time; in the
-evening he went to see Lavinia. She too had read
-the paper.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“I know,†she said simply, and he was grateful
-for her quick intuition. “Have you seen him?â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“No.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Are you going to?â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Would you?â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Why, certainly, at once.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>Marley went to the Court House the first thing
-in the morning. He feared he might have arrived
-too early, but Carman had the virtue that goes
-farther perhaps than any other in the affections
-and approval of men, he rose early. He had been
-at his office since long before seven o’clock.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>Marley found the new county clerk at his desk,
-obviously ready for business. The desk was clean,
-with a cleanness that was rather a barrenness than
-an order. The ink-wells, the pens, with their shining
-new steel points, the fresh blotters, all were
-laid on the clean pad with geometrical exactness.
-The pigeon holes were empty, but they were all
-lettered as if the mind of the new county clerk
-had grappled with the future, come off victorious,
-and provided for every possible emergency, though
-there were certain contingencies that had impressed
-him as “Miscellaneous.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>Carman looked up with the obliging expression
-of the new public official, but Marley’s heart instantly
-sank with a foreboding that told him he
-might as well turn about then and go. It was
-plain that Carman saw nothing in the call beyond
-a mere incident of the day’s work.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>Marley took a chair near Carman’s desk. He
-looked at Carman once, and then looked instantly
-away; the eye that lacked the power of accommodation
-was fixed on him, and it made him nervous.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Do you remember me, Mr. Carman?†asked
-Marley; and then fearing the reply he hastened to
-add: “I’m Glenn Marley; Mr. Powell introduced
-me to you out at the fair-grounds last fall.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Yes, I remember,†said Carman.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“I suppose you know what I came for?â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>Carman’s right eye widened somewhat in an expression
-of mild surprise.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“You know,†urged Marley, “the clerkship.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“What clerkship was that?â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Why, don’t you know? The chief clerkship, I
-reckon.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Here?â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Why, yes. Don’t you remember?â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>Carman’s right eye wore a puzzled look.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Don’t you remember?â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Well, you’ve got me,†said Carman, with a
-little laugh of apology.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Why, I understood,†Marley went on, “that
-in the event of your election I was to have a position
-here.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“What as?â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Why—as chief deputy.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>That right eye of Carman’s was fixed on him
-questioningly.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Chief deputy?†he said finally. “Here—in
-my office?â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Why, yes,†said Marley. “Don’t you remember?â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>The question in the right eye had given way to a
-surprise that was growing in Carman’s mind, and
-spreading contagiously to a surprise, deeper and
-more acute, in Marley’s mind. The eye had
-something reproachful in its steady stare. Marley
-leaned over impulsively.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Why, surely you haven’t forgotten—that day
-out at the fair-grounds, when Mr. Powell introduced
-me to you? I understood, I always understood
-that I was to have the place. I never mentioned
-it to you afterward, I didn’t like to bother
-you, you know. I waited along, feeling that everything
-was all right. But when election was over—and
-afterward, when you took your office, and I
-didn’t hear anything—I thought I’d come around
-and see you.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>Despite the sinister left eye, Marley leaned
-close to Carman and waited. Carman was long in
-bringing himself to speak. Even then he did not
-seem to be sure of the situation he was dealing
-with.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“You say you understood you was to have a job
-under me as chief clerk?â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Why, yes,†replied Marley.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Who’d you understand it from, me or Wade
-Powell?â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Well—†Marley hesitated, “I thought I understood
-it from you; I certainly understood it
-from Mr. Powell.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“You say you got the idea from something I
-said out at the fair-grounds?â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Yes, sir, at the fair-grounds.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>Carman turned away and knitted his brows.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“At the fair-grounds,†he said presently, as
-though talking more to himself than to Marley.
-“The fair-grounds, h-m. Yes, I do remember—â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>Marley’s heart stirred with a little hope.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“I do remember seeing you there, and talking
-to you. But I don’t remember making you any
-promises. Did you ask me?â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“No; Mr. Powell did that.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“And what did I say?â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Well,†Marley answered, “I can’t recall your
-exact words, but I got the impression, and so did
-Mr. Powell, I’m sure, that it was all right, I—I
-counted on it.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Well, say, Glenn,†he said; “I’m awfully sorry,
-honest I am. I remember now, come to think of
-it, that Wade did say something like that, and
-maybe I said something to lead you to think I’d do
-it; I don’t say I didn’t—I don’t just remember.
-But I reckon you’ve banked more on what Wade
-told you than on what I did. Course, I reckon
-I didn’t turn you down—a feller never does that
-in a campaign, you know. But Wade takes a lot
-o’ things for granted in this life.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>He smiled indulgently, as if Powell’s weaknesses
-were commonly known and understood.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“I reckon you relied too much on what Wade
-told you,†Carman went on. His right eye was fixed
-on Marley, but Marley did not return the look.
-He had turned half-way round and thrown his
-arm over the back of his chair. He looked out
-the window, his eyes vacant and sad. He was
-thinking of Lavinia, of their hopes and plans, of
-the little home that had become almost a reality to
-them; the trees in the Court-House yard held
-their gaunt limbs helplessly up against the cold
-December day; the ugly clouds were hurrying
-desperately across the sky; he thought of the little
-law office across the street, with the dusty law books
-lying on the table, and the hopelessness of it
-all overwhelmed him. But there beside him Carman
-still was speaking:</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“It’s like Wade,†he was saying. “I’m sorry,
-derned if I hain’t.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>Marley scarcely heard him. He was looking
-ahead. How many years—</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“He hadn’t ought to of done it,†Carman was
-going on; “no, sir, he hadn’t ought.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>How many years, Marley was thinking, would
-they have to wait now? Would Lavinia be lost
-with all the rest? Ought he to ask her to wait any
-longer? But Carman kept on:</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“I’ve got all my arrangements made now, you
-see.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>He swept his arm about the office where the few
-clerks were bending over the big records in which
-they were copying the pleadings they could not
-understand. Marley did not see; he saw nothing
-but the ruin of all his hopes. It was still in there;
-the atmosphere held the musty odor of a public office;
-the clock ticked; once a stamping machine
-clicked sharply as a clerk marked a filing date on
-some document. And then a great disgust overwhelmed
-him, a disgust with himself for being so
-fatuous, so credulous. He had taken so much for
-granted, he had acted as a child, not as a man,
-and he felt a hatred for himself, he felt almost
-like striking himself.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“I guess I’ve been a fool,†he said suddenly,
-rising from his chair.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“No, you haven’t neither,†said Carman, “but
-Wade Powell has; he had no business—â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>Marley did not wait to hear Carman finish his
-sentence. Shame and mortification were the final
-aspects of his defeat; he put on his hat, drew it
-down over his eyes and stalked away. Carman
-looked at him as he disappeared through the lofty
-door. The pupil of his right eye widened as he
-looked, and when Glenn had passed from his
-sight he turned to his desk, and began to rearrange
-the tools to which he was so unaccustomed.</p>
-
-<div class='chapter'>
- <h2 class='c004'>CHAPTER XX<br />Â <br />HEART OF GRACE</h2>
-</div>
-
-<p class='c005'>Marley sighed in relief when he went up
-the steps of the Blair house that evening.
-Somehow he had got through the long, desolate
-day. He was sore from his great defeat, but the
-worst, at any rate, was over; the pang had been
-sharp, but now the pain had been dulled. He
-had spent the day in the office. Wade Powell had
-been in and out, but never once had he spoken of
-the clerkship, and Marley was too deep in humiliation
-to mention it. His one consolation was in
-the fact that he had never told any one of his prospect,
-not even his own mother; it had been a secret
-which he and Lavinia had shared luxuriously;
-though, as Marley now looked back on their joy,
-he realized that what had kept him from telling
-any one was a prudent skepticism, a lack of faith
-in the possibility of human happiness, an inherited
-dread of the calamity that stalks every joy.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>Lavinia flung the hall door wide for him before
-he could ring the bell.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“What is the matter?â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“How did you know anything was?†he asked.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Why,†she exclaimed, “I could tell the minute
-I heard your step. Tell me—what is it?â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>Marley, ever sensitive to atmospheres, instantly
-felt the peace of the household. The glow from the
-living-room, a quiet voice speaking a commonplace
-word now and then, told him that Mrs. Blair was
-there with Connie and Chad, and he knew the children
-were at their lessons; he caught the faint
-odor of a cigar, and he knew that Judge Blair
-was in his library reading peacefully of the dead
-and silent past, whose men had left all their troubles
-in the leaves of printed books; all round him
-life was flowing on, unconsciously, and normally;
-the tumult and strife in his own soul were nothing
-to the world. All this flashed on him in an instant—and
-there was Lavinia, standing before him,
-her white brow knit in perplexity.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Tell me,†she was saying, “what it is.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Well, I don’t get the job, that’s all.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>He felt a momentary savage pleasure in the pain
-he inflicted, justifying it in the thought that he
-eased his own suffering by giving it to another.
-Then as quickly he repented, and felt ashamed.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Is that all?†she said. She had come close to
-him, smiling in her sympathy, and then lifting a
-hand to his forehead.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Don’t do that,†she said, as if she would erase
-the scowl.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>When they were seated he gave her the details of
-his meeting with Carman, and with the recital of
-his disappointment its sharpness was repeated. He
-leaned over, his elbows on his knees, and clutched
-his hair in his fists. For an instant a kind of relief
-came to Lavinia, a relief that a crisis in her
-life had been postponed, a crisis from which, instinctively,
-she had shrunk. Her life could go
-on for a while as it had always gone on; change,
-which mortals dread, was delayed. Then in
-another moment her sympathy went out to him; she
-was on the floor at his knees, her arms about him.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Don’t, dear, don’t,†she pleaded. “Why, it is
-nothing. What does it matter? What does anything
-matter, so long as we have each other?â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>She stroked his hair, she called him by all her
-endearing names. She tried to take his hands from
-his face, that she might get him to look at her.
-But he resisted.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“No,†he said. “I’m no good; I’m a failure;
-I’m worse than a failure. I’m a fool, a poor,
-weak, silly fool.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Hush, Glenn, hush!†she whispered, as if he
-were uttering blasphemies. “You must not, you
-must not!â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>She shook him in a kind of fear.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Look at me!†she said. “Look at me!â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>He remained obdurate, slowly shaking his head
-from side to side.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Look at me!†Lavinia repeated. “Don’t you
-see—don’t you see that—I love you?â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>A change came over him, subtile, but distinct.
-Slowly he raised his head, and then he put his
-arms about her and held her close, and gradually
-a comfort stole over him,—a comfort so delicious
-that he felt himself hardly worthy, because he now
-saw that all through the day he had had a
-subconsciousness that it would come to him at evening,
-and that he had somehow exaggerated his own grief
-in order to make this certain comfort the sweeter
-when it came.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>It seemed to Marley, after he and Lavinia had
-sat there for a while, that he had come out of some
-nightmare; sanity returned, things assumed once
-more their proper proportions and relations to each
-other. He found himself smiling, if not laughing
-just yet, and with Lavinia’s hope and confidence
-the future opened to him once more. Now and
-then, of course, his disappointment would roll
-over him as a great wave, and once he said ruefully:</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“But think of the little home we were going to
-have!â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“But we’re going to have it,†Lavinia replied,
-smiling on him, “we’re going to have it, just the
-same!â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“But we’ll have to wait!â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Well, we’re young,†said Lavinia, “and it
-won’t be so very long.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“But I wanted it to be in the spring.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“May be it will be, who knows?†Lavinia could
-smile in this reassurance, now that she knew it
-could not be in the spring.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>They discussed their future in all its phases,
-with the hope that Lavinia could so easily inspire
-in him; Marley was to keep on with his law
-studies; there was nothing else now to do—unless
-something should turn up—there was always that
-hope.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“And it will, you’ll see,†said Lavinia.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>They discussed, too, Carman and Wade Powell.
-Marley thought that Lavinia might return to her
-old severity with Powell; when he expected her to
-do this, he was preparing to defend Powell; when
-she did not, but was generous with him, and urged
-Marley to reflect that he had done all he had done
-out of a spirit of kindness, Marley was disposed to
-be severe with Powell himself. Carman, they
-agreed, had acted handsomely; they could not find
-cause to blame him.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“No,†said Marley, “he treated me all right; I
-believe he was really sorry for me.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>And then, at the thought of Carman’s having
-pity for him, his rebellion flamed up again.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“It’s humiliating, that’s what it is. Wade
-Powell had no business making a monkey of me in
-that way; though it doesn’t take much to make a
-monkey of me; I had the job almost completed
-myself, just waiting for some one to come along
-and put the finishing touches on. And Wade
-Powell did that!â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>Marley spoke in the sardonic humor the wounded
-and beaten spirit likes to employ in dealing with
-itself. But Lavinia hushed him.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“You just can not talk that way about yourself,
-Glenn,†she declared with her finest air of ownership.
-“I won’t let you.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Well, it’s so humiliating,†he said.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Why, no, it can’t be that,†Lavinia argued.
-“You can not feel humiliated. You have done
-nothing that need cause you any humiliation. We
-are the only ones who can humiliate ourselves;
-nothing but our own actions can humiliate us; no
-one else can.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>Lavinia had a smiling little triumph in her own
-philosophy, but she quickly compromised it by an
-inconsistency.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Besides, no one else knows about it.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“No,†Marley agreed thoughtfully, and without
-noticing her inconsistency. “No one else knows
-anything about it. We have that to be thankful
-for, anyway.â€</p>
-
-<div class='chapter'>
- <h2 class='c004'>CHAPTER XXI<br />Â <br />CHRISTMAS EVE</h2>
-</div>
-
-<p class='c005'>Lawrence was arranging for a grand ball in
-the Odd Fellows’ Hall, on Christmas Eve, and
-he had, as he came around to the office one
-day to assure Marley, counted him and Lavinia
-in. Marley, glad enough to close the law-book he
-was finding more and more irksome, listened to
-Lawrence’s enthusiasm for a while, but said at
-last:</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“I’m afraid I can’t go.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Why not? Lavinia will want to go; she always
-does.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“I know that,†Marley admitted, “but I can’t,
-that’s all.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>Lawrence looked at him intently for a moment.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Say, Glenn, what’s the matter with you?†he
-said. “Anything been going wrong lately? You
-look like you were in the dumps.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>Marley shook his head with a negative gesture
-that admitted all Lawrence had said.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“You ain’t fretting over that job, are you?â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“What job?â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>Marley looked up suddenly.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Why, with Carman.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“How’d you know?â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Oh, everybody knows about that,†Lawrence
-replied with a light air that added to Marley’s
-gloom; “but what of it? I wouldn’t let that cut
-me up; come out and show yourself a little more!
-You don’t want to keep Lavinia housed up there,
-away from all the fun that’s going on, do you?
-Mayme and I were talking about it the other
-night; you and Lavinia haven’t been to a thing for
-months; it isn’t right, I tell you.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>Marley looked sharply at Lawrence for a minute,
-and Lawrence marking the resentment in his
-eyes, hastened on:</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Don’t get mad, now; I don’t mean anything.
-I’m only saying it for your good. I think you
-need a little shaking up, that’s all.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Lavinia can do as she likes,†Marley said with
-dignity. “I shall not hinder her; I never have.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Well, don’t get sore now, old man; I didn’t
-mean to hurt your feelings. The holidays are here
-and you want to cut into the game; it’s a time to
-forget your troubles and have a little fun; you’ve
-only got one life to live; what’s the use of taking
-it so seriously?â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>Marley looked at Lawrence with a genuine envy
-for an instant, as at a man who never took anything
-in life very seriously; he looked at the new
-overcoat Lawrence held over his knee, showing its
-satin lining; and then, reflecting that Lawrence’s
-father had left with his estate a block of bank
-stock which had given Lawrence his position in
-the bank, Marley’s impatience with him returned
-and he said:</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Oh, it’s easy enough for you to talk; if you were
-in my place you might find it different.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“That’s all right,†Lawrence went on, a smile on
-his freckled face. “You just come to the party;
-it’ll cost you only five, and Lavinia would like it.
-I know that. So do you.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>Marley did know it; and he felt a new disgust
-with himself that remained with him long after
-Lawrence had put on his new overcoat and left. He
-reproached himself bitterly, and he told himself
-that the best thing he could do would be to go
-away somewhere, and not tell Lavinia, or anybody.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“I’m only in her way, that’s all,†he thought
-as he opened his law-book, and bent it back viciously,
-so that it would stay open.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>Ever since the fiasco of his plans as to a place
-with Carman, he had been seeking consolation in
-a new resolution to keep on patiently in the law;
-but it was a consolation that he had to keep active
-by a constant contemplation of himself as a young
-man who was making a brave and determined fight
-against heavy odds. It was difficult to sustain this
-heroic attitude in his own eyes and at the same time
-maintain that modesty which he knew would become
-him best in the eyes of others. The approach
-of the holiday season, the visible preparations on
-every hand and the gay spirits everywhere apparent
-had isolated him more than ever, and he had felt
-his alienation complete whenever he went to see
-Lavinia and found the whole Blair family in an
-excitement over their own festival. Marley would
-have liked to make Lavinia handsome gifts, but
-his debts were already large, relatively, and he
-rose to heights of self-denial that made him pathetic
-to himself, when he decided that he could
-give her nothing. Now that Lawrence was getting
-up a ball to which he knew Lavinia would like to
-go, as she had always gone to the balls that were
-not so frequent in Macochee as Lawrence wished
-they might be, he felt his humiliation deeper
-than ever. He put the matter honestly to Lavinia,
-however, and she said promptly:</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Why, I wouldn’t think of going.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>She looked up at him brightly, and then in an
-instant she looked down again. She relished the
-nobility of the attitude she had so promptly taken,
-but the woman in her prevailed over the saint, and
-told what a moment before she had determined not
-to tell:</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“I’ve already declined one invitation.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>She saw the look of pain come into Marley’s eyes,
-and instantly she regretted.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“You have?†he said.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Why, yes.†She looked at him with her head
-turned to one side; her face wore an expression
-he did not like to see.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>It was on Marley’s lips to ask who had invited
-her, but his pride would not let him do that; somehow
-a sense of separation fell suddenly between
-them. He examined with deep interest the arm
-of his chair.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Well,†he began presently, “I wouldn’t have
-you stay away on my account, you know.†He
-looked up suddenly. “Please don’t stay away, Lavinia.
-I’d like to have you go.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>There was contrition in her voice as she almost
-flew to reply:</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Why, you dear old thing, it was only George
-Halliday who asked me; and when I told him I
-wouldn’t go he was actually relieved; he said he
-didn’t want to go himself; he hates our little
-functions out here, you know, and has ever since
-he came back from Harvard. I suppose he was
-used to so much more in Cambridge!†Lavinia had
-a sneer in her tone, and it took on a shade of irritation
-as she added: “He asked me only because
-he was sorry for me.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Yes, sorry for you,†Marley repeated bitterly.
-“That’s another thing I’ve done for you.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Please don’t, dear,†said Lavinia, “don’t let
-yourself get bitter. It’ll be all right. We’ll spend
-Christmas Eve here at home and have ever so much
-more fun by ourselves.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>Mrs. Blair told Marley that she wished Lavinia
-might go to the ball; her father wished it, too.
-Mrs. Blair told him that she could easily get
-George Halliday to take her,—their lifelong intimacy
-with the Hallidays permitted that. Marley
-assured her that he wished Lavinia to accept Halliday’s
-invitation, but that she would not do so.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“I’d take her myself,†he added, “only I can’t
-dance, and—I have no money. I’d like to have
-her go, if it would give her pleasure.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“I know you would, you dear boy,†said Mrs.
-Blair, laying her hand on his shoulder in her affectionate
-way.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>Mrs. Blair urged Lavinia to go, and so did Marley,
-and when he saw that she was determined not
-to go, he urged her all the more strongly, because,
-now that he was sure of her position, he could so
-much more enjoy his own disinterestedness and
-magnanimity. They desisted when Lavinia complained
-that they were making her life miserable.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>Though Marley could deny Lavinia the dance,
-he found, after all, that he could not deny himself
-the distinction of giving her a Christmas present.
-His heroic attitude gradually broke under the temptation
-of Hoffman’s jewelry store, glittering with
-its holiday display. Marley already owed Hoffman
-for Lavinia’s ring, but like most of the merchants
-in Macochee, Hoffman had to do business on an
-elastic credit, if he wished to do any business at all,
-and Marley, after many pains of selection, did not
-have much difficulty in inducing Hoffman to let
-him have the pearl opera-glasses he finally chose in
-the despair of thinking of anything better.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>The opera-glasses might have atoned for the
-deprivation of the ball, had Marley been able to
-think of them with any comfort. The delight Lavinia
-expressed in a gift she could never use in
-Macochee, and the enthusiasm with which Connie
-admired them, made him nervous and guilty.
-Connie had temporarily foregone her claims to
-young-ladyhood, and was a child again for a little
-while. Her excitement and that of Chad should
-have made any Christmas Eve merry, but it was not
-a merry Christmas Eve for Marley.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>As Lavinia and he sat in the parlor they caught
-now and then, or imagined they caught, the strains
-of the orchestra that was playing for the dancers in
-the Odd Fellows’ Hall, and they were both conscious
-that life would be tolerable for them only
-when the music should cease and the ball take its
-place among the things of the past, incapable of
-further trouble in the earth.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“It’s very trying,†said Judge Blair to his wife
-that night. “I wish there was something we could
-do.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“So do I,†his wife acquiesced.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“I don’t like to see Lavinia cut off this way from
-every enjoyment. The strain must be very wearing.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“I suppose it is very wearing with most lovers,â€
-said Mrs. Blair. “I don’t see how they ever endure
-it; but they all do.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Have you talked with her about it?†The judge
-put his question with a guarded look, and was not
-surprised when his wife quickly replied:</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Gracious, no. I’d never dare.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“No, I presume not. I don’t know who would,
-unless it might be Connie.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>Mrs. Blair was silent for a while in the trouble
-that was all the more serious because they dared not
-recognize its seriousness, and then she asked:</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Couldn’t you help him to something?â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“I don’t know what,†the judge replied.
-“There’s really no opening in a little town.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“If you were off the bench and back in the practice—â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Great heavens!†he interrupted her. “Don’t
-mention such a thing!â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“I meant that you might take him in with you.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“I’d be looking around for some one to take me
-in,†the judge said. “I’m glad I haven’t the problem
-to face.†He enjoyed for a moment the snug
-sense he had in his own position and then he
-sighed.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“He’s young, he has that, anyway. He’ll work it
-out somehow, I suppose, though I don’t know how.
-As for us, all we can do is to have patience, and
-wait.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Yes, that’s all,†said Mrs. Blair. “I don’t believe
-in long engagements.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“How long has it been?†he asked.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Nearly a year now.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“I thought it had been ten.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>Mrs. Blair laughed as she said: “Connie was
-wishing this morning that he’d marry her and get
-it over with.â€</p>
-
-<div class='chapter'>
- <h2 class='c004'>CHAPTER XXII<br />Â <br />AN ADVERTISEMENT OF DESTINY</h2>
-</div>
-
-<p class='c005'>The first days of spring contrasted strongly
-with Marley’s mood. Because of some mysterious
-similarity in the two seasons he found
-the melancholy suggestion of fall in this spring,
-just as, with his high-flown hopes, he had
-found some of the joyous suggestion of spring in
-the autumn before. But as failure followed failure,
-he began to feel more and more an alien in Macochee;
-he had a sense of exile among his own kind,
-he was tortured by the thought that here, in a
-world where each man had some work to do and
-where, as it seemed, all men had suddenly grown
-happy in that work, there was no work for him to
-do.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>He was young, healthy, and ambitious; he had
-given years to what he had been taught was a
-necessary preparation, and then suddenly, just as
-he felt himself ready for life, he found that
-there was no place in life for him. As he went
-about seeking employment there was borne in on
-him a sense of criticism and opposition, and he was
-depressed and humiliated. By the end of the winter
-he disliked showing himself anywhere; he no longer
-stopped in the McBriar House of an afternoon to
-watch Lawrence and Halliday at the billiards they
-played so well; he thought he detected a coolness in
-Lawrence’s treatment of him. He felt, or imagined,
-this coolness in everybody’s attitude now,
-and finally began to suspect it in the Blairs.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“What’s the matter?†asked Powell, one morning.
-“You ain’t sick, are you?â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>Marley shook his head.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Well, something ails you. I can see that.†He
-waited for Marley to speak. “Is there anything I
-can do for you?â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“No,†said Marley, “thank you. I’ve just been
-feeling a little bit blue, that’s all.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“What about?â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Oh, I don’t know. I’m kind o’ discouraged. It
-seems to me that I’m wasting time; I’m not making
-any headway and then everybody in town is—â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“I wouldn’t mind that,†said Powell, divining
-the trouble at once. “They’ve had me on the gridiron
-for about forty years, and they never get tired
-of giving it a twist. It doesn’t bother me much
-any more, and I don’t see why you should let it
-bother you, especially as all they say about you is a
-damn lie.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>The speech touched Marley, and he lost himself
-in an impulse of sympathy for Powell, but he
-could not put his sympathy before Powell in the
-way he would like and his mind soon returned to
-himself.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“I’ve got to do something,†he said. “I wish I
-knew what.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Well,†said Powell, “you know what I’ve always
-told you. I know what I’d do if I were your
-age. Of course—â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>Powell did not finish his sentence. He was looking
-out the window again, lost in introspection.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>Powell’s reiteration of his old advice expressed
-the very thought that had been nebulous in Marley’s
-mind for days, and while he was conscious of
-it, he feared the consciousness, and struggled to
-prevent it from positing itself. But now that
-Powell had voiced it for him, he could escape it no
-longer, and it filled him with a fear. He went
-about all the day with this fear appalling him;
-more and more under its perverse influence he felt
-himself an alien, and the people he met in the street
-seemed unreal and strange, outlandish persons
-whom he had never known. They came upon him as
-ghosts, or if they did something to prove their reality,
-he seemed to be some ghost himself.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>In the afternoon he received a note from Lavinia;
-she said that she was going that evening with
-George Halliday to a concert in the Opera House.
-She did not want to go a bit, she said, but her
-mother, and especially her father, had urged her to
-go; arguing that she now went out so seldom that it
-must do her good, and besides, they had urged her
-so often that she felt it to be her duty in this instance;
-she had held out as long as she could, and
-then had yielded.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>Marley tried to look upon the note reasonably;
-he could see the influence that had compelled Lavinia
-to go, and he knew he had no right to blame
-her, and yet, try as he would, he could not escape a
-feeling of bitterness. When he went home at evening
-his mother instantly noticed his depression,
-and implored him for the reason. He did not answer
-for a while, that is, it seemed a while to Mrs.
-Marley, but at last he said:</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Mother, I’ve got to leave.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Leave?†she repeated, pronouncing the word in
-a hollow note of fear.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Yes, leave.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“But what for?â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Well, you know I’m no good; I’m making no
-headway; there’s no place for me here in Macochee;
-I’ve got to get out into the world and <em>make</em> a place
-for myself, somewhere.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“But where?â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“I don’t know—anywhere.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>Marley moved his hand in a wide gesture that
-included the whole world, and yet was without hope
-of conquest.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“But you must have some plans—some idea—â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Well, I’ve thought of going to Cincinnati;
-maybe to Chicago.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“But what will you do?†Mrs. Marley looked at
-him with pain and alarm.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Do!†he said, his voice rising almost angrily.
-“Why, anything I can get to do. Anything, anything,
-sweeping streets, digging ditches, anything!â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>Mrs. Marley looked at her son, sitting there before
-her with his head bowed in his hands. In her
-own face were reflected the pain and trouble that
-darkened his, and yet she felt herself helpless; she
-vaguely realized that he was engaged in a battle
-that he must after all fight alone; she could not
-help him, though she wished that she knew how to
-impart to him the faith she had that he would
-win the battle, somehow, in the end.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Poor boy!†she said at length, rising; “you are
-not yourself just now. Think it all over and talk
-to your father about it.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>It was the first evening in months that Marley
-had not spent with Lavinia, and his existence being
-now so bound up with hers, he found that he could
-not spend the evening as the other young men in
-town spent their evenings. However, he went
-down to the McBriar House and there a long bill
-hanging on the wall instantly struck his eye. The
-bill announced an excursion to Chicago. It took
-away his breath; he stood transfixed before it,
-fascinated and yet repelled; he read it through a
-dozen times. The cheerful way in which the railroad
-held out this trip intensified his own gloom; he
-wondered how he might escape, but there was no
-way; it was plainly the revelation of his destiny,
-prophetic, absolute, final, and he bowed before it as
-to a decree of fate; he knew now that he must go.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>As he went home, as he walked the dark streets
-in the air that was full of the balm of the coming
-spring, he felt as one to whom a great sorrow had
-come. He thought of leaving Macochee, of leaving
-his father and mother, and then, more than all, of
-leaving Lavinia, and his throat ached with the
-pain of parting that, even now, before any of his
-plans had been made, began to assail him. His
-plans were nothing now; they had become the
-merest details; the great decision had been reached,
-not by him, but for him; the destiny toward which
-all the lines of his existence for months had been
-converging, was on him, the moment had arrived,
-and he had a sense of being the mute and helpless
-victim of forces that were playing with him,
-hurrying him along to a future as dark as the moonless
-night above him.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>He told his father of the excursion, though he
-gave him no notion of it as an expression of his
-fate, and he was all the more distressed at the calm
-way in which his father acquiesced in what he put
-before him as a decision he would have liked to
-have appear as less final. His father in his mildness
-could not object to his trying, and he would
-provide the money for the experiment. It gave
-Marley a moment’s respite to have his father speak
-of it as an experiment, for that included the possibility
-of failure, and hence of his return home,
-but this meager consolation was immediately dissipated
-in the surer sense he felt that this was the
-end—the end of Macochee, the end of home, and
-the beginning of a new life.</p>
-
-<div class='chapter'>
- <h2 class='c004'>CHAPTER XXIII<br />Â <br />THE BREAK</h2>
-</div>
-
-<p class='c005'>Marley went to Lavinia the next morning,
-and told her as they sat there on the veranda in
-the spring sunlight. She looked at him with distress
-in her wide blue eyes.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“When?†she asked.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“To-night!â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Tonight? Oh Glenn!â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>Her eyes had filled with tears, and she was winking
-hard to keep them back.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“To-night.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>She repeated the word over and over again.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“And to think,†she managed to say at last, “to
-think that the last night I should have been away
-from you! How can I ever forgive myself!â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>Her lip trembled, and the tears rolled down her
-cheeks. She drew out her handkerchief and said:</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Let’s go in.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>All that day Marley went about faltering over his
-preparations. Wade Powell was the only one of
-the few who were interested in him that was enthusiastic
-over his going, and he praised and congratulated
-him, and pierced his already sore heart by
-declaring that he had known all along it was what
-Marley would be compelled to do. He would give
-him a letter to his old friend, Judge Johnson, he
-said; the judge would be a great man for him to
-know, and Powell sat down at once, with more energy
-and enterprise than Marley had ever known
-him to show, and began to elaborate his letter of introduction.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>Marley dreaded saying good-by; he wished to
-shirk it as to Powell as he intended to shirk it in
-the cases of his few friends; he was to return to the
-office a last time in the afternoon to get the letter;
-and then he would bid Powell good-by. He had
-the day before him, but that thought could give him
-no comfort. He would see Lavinia again in the
-afternoon; he would see her once more, for the last
-time, in the evening, and in the meantime he would
-see his father and his mother, and his home; he had
-still two meals to eat with them, but it was as if he
-had already gone; there was no reality in his presence
-there among them; the blow that fate had decreed
-had fallen, and all that was to be was then
-actually in being; all about him the men and
-women of Macochee were pursuing their ordinary
-occupations just as if he were not so soon to go
-away and be of this scene no more; a few hours, and
-another day, and they would be going on with their
-concerns just the same, and he would have disappeared
-out of their lives and out of their memories.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>He looked at everything that had been associated
-with his life, and everything called up some
-memory,—the little office where he had tried to
-study law, the Court House, and the blind goddess
-of justice holding aloft her scales, the familiar
-Square, the cloaked cavalryman on the monument,
-every tree, every fence, every brick in the sidewalk
-somehow called out to him—and he was leaving
-them all. He looked up and down Main Street,
-wide and ugly, littered with refuse, ragged with its
-graceless signs; he thought of the people who had
-gossiped about him, the people whom he had hated,
-but now he could not find in his heart the satisfaction
-he had expected in leaving them. He felt tenderly,
-almost affectionately, toward them all. But
-it was worse at home. He wandered about the
-house, looking at every piece of furniture, at every
-trinket; he went into the woodshed, and the old ax,
-the old saw, everything he had known for years,
-wrung his heart; he went to the barn, he looked at
-the muddy buggy in which he had driven so often
-with his father; he reproached himself because he
-had not kept the buggy cleaner for him; he went
-into the stall and patted the flank of Dolly, finally
-he put his arms about her warm neck, laid his face
-against it, and the tears rolled down his cheeks.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>One of the preachers that were always dropping
-in on them was there to dinner, and in the blessing
-he invoked on the temporalities, as he called them,
-he prayed with professional unction for the son
-who was about to leave the old roof-tree, and this
-made the ordeal harder for them all. Doctor Marley
-spoke to the preacher of little things that he
-was to do within the next few days and Marley wondered
-how he could mention them, for they were to
-be done at a time when he would be there no more.
-Because he conceived of life, as all must conceive of
-it, solely in its relation to himself, he could not imagine
-life going on in Macochee without him.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>The afternoon wore on, he passed his hour with
-Lavinia; they were to meet then but once again; he
-returned home, his mother had packed his trunk;
-it was waiting. He was tender with his mother,
-and he wondered now, with a wild regret, why he
-had not always been tender with her; he was tender
-now with all things; a tenderness suffused his whole
-being; it seemed as if it might dissolve in tears.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>Still he shrank back; there was one thing more
-to do; he was to go up-town and get his ticket, and
-the letter to Judge Johnson, and bid Wade Powell
-good-by. A wild hope leaped in his heart; perhaps—but
-no, it was irrevocable now. He went,
-and got his letter, but Powell refused to bid him
-good-by; he said he would be at the train to see him
-off. He bought his ticket and went home. Old
-man Downing had been there with his dray and
-hauled away his trunk; it was settled. He could
-only wait and watch the minutes tick by.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>It seemed to Marley that all things that evening
-conspired to accentuate all that he was leaving
-behind, and to make the grief of parting more poignant.
-His mother, who was then in that domestic
-exigency described by the ladies of Macochee as being
-without a girl, had prepared an unusually
-elaborate supper, and while there was no formal
-observance of the fact, it was eaten, so far as any of
-them could eat that evening, under a sense of its
-significance as a parting ceremonial. They talked,
-or tried to talk, indifferently of commonplace
-things, and Doctor Marley even sought to add
-merriment to their feast by a jocularity that was
-unusual with him. Marley, who knew his father
-so well, could easily detect the heavy heart that lay
-under his father’s jokes, and he suffered a keener
-misery from the pathos of it. Then he would
-catch his mother looking at him, her eyes deep and
-sad, and it seemed to him that his heart must burst.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>Marley’s train was to leave at eleven o’clock; he
-had arranged to go to Lavinia’s and remain with
-her until ten o’clock; then he was to stop in at his
-home for his last good-by. Those last two hours
-with Lavinia were an ordeal; into the first hour
-they tried to crowd a thousand things they felt they
-must say, and a thousand things they could only
-suggest; when the clock struck nine, they looked at
-each other in anguish; they did little after that
-but mentally count the minutes. The clock ticked
-loudly, aggressively, until in the soul of each, unconfessed,
-there was a desire to hasten the moments
-they felt they would like to stay; the agony
-was almost beyond endurance; it exhausted them,
-beat them down, and rendered them powerless to
-speak. Finally the clock struck the half-hour; they
-could only sit and look at each other now; at a
-quarter of ten they began their good-bys.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>At ten o’clock Mrs. Blair, Connie and Chad
-came into the room solemnly, and bade Marley
-farewell; the judge himself came in after them, his
-glasses in his hand and the magazine he had been
-reading, which, as Marley thought with that pang
-of things going on without him, he would in a few
-moments be reading again as calmly as ever.
-He took Marley’s hand, and wished him success;
-for the first time he spoke gently, almost affectionately
-to him, and although Marley tried to bear
-himself stoically, the judge’s farewell touched him
-more than all the others.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>The shameless children would have liked to
-remain and see the tragedy to its close, but Mrs. Blair
-drew them from the room with her. The last moment
-had come, and Marley held Lavinia in his
-arms; at last he tore himself from her, and it was
-over. He looked back from out the darkness;
-Lavinia was still standing in the doorway; he saw
-her slender, girlish figure outlined against the hall
-light behind her; somehow he knew that she was
-bravely smiling through her tears. She stood
-there until his footfall sounded loud in the spring
-night, then the light went out, the door closed as he
-had heard it close so often, and she was gone.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>He saw the light in his father’s study as he approached
-his home, and there came again that torturing
-sense: the sermon his father then was working
-on would be preached when he was far away;
-his mother, as he knew by the light in the sitting-room
-window, was waiting for him; she had waited
-there so many nights, and now she was waiting for
-the last time. She rose at his step, and took him to
-her arms the minute he entered the door.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Be brave, dear,†he said, stroking her gray
-hair; “be brave.†He was trying so hard to be
-brave himself, and she was crying. He had not
-often seen her cry. She could not speak for many
-minutes; she could only pat him on the shoulder
-where her head lay.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Remember, my precious boy,†she managed to
-say at last, “that there’s a strong Arm to lean
-upon.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>He saw that she was turning now to the great
-faith that had sustained her in every trial of a life
-that had known so many trials; and the tears
-came to his own eyes. He would have left her for
-a moment but she followed him. He had an impulse
-he could not resist to torture himself by going
-over the house again; he went into the dining-room
-which in the darkness wore an air of waiting for
-the breakfast they would eat when he was gone; he
-went to the kitchen and took a drink of water,
-from the old habit he was now breaking; then
-he went up stairs and looked into his own room,
-at the neatly made bed where he was to sleep no
-more; at last he stood at the door of the study.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>He could catch the odor of his father’s cigar, just
-as he had in standing there so many times before;
-he pushed the door open and felt the familiar hot,
-close, smoke-laden atmosphere which his father
-seemed to find so congenial to his studies. Doctor
-Marley took off his spectacles and pushed his manuscript
-aside, and Marley felt that he never would
-forget that picture of the gray head bent in its
-earnest labors over that worn and littered desk; it
-was photographed for all time on his memory. His
-words with his father had always been few; there
-were no more now.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Well, father,†he said, “I’ve come to say good-by.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>His father pushed back his chair and turned
-about. He half-rose, then sank back again and took
-his son’s hand.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Good-by, Glenn,†he said. “You’ll write?â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Yes.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Write often. We’ll want to hear.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Yes, write often,†the doctor said. “And take
-care of yourself.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“I will, father.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Wait a moment.†Doctor Marley was fumbling
-in his pocket. He drew forth a few dollars.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Here, Glenn,†he said. “I wish it could be
-more.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>There was nothing more to do, or say. They
-went down stairs; Marley’s bag was waiting for
-him in the hall. He kissed his mother again and
-then again; he shook his father’s hand, and then he
-went.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Write often,†his father called out to him, as
-he went down the walk. It was all the old man
-could say.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>The door closed, as the door of the Blairs’ had
-closed. Inside Doctor Marley looked at his wife a
-moment.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Well,†he said, “he’s gone.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>Mrs. Marley made no answer.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“I suppose,†he said, “I ought to have gone to
-the train with him.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>Then he toiled up the stairs to his study and the
-sermon he was to preach when Glenn was gone.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>Marley walked rapidly down Market Street toward
-the depot; in the dark houses that suddenly
-had taken on a new significance to him, people were
-sleeping, people who would awake the next morning
-in Macochee. He could not escape the torture
-of this thought; his mind revolved constantly about
-the mystery of his being still in Macochee, still
-within calling distance, almost, of Lavinia, of his
-father and mother, of all he loved in life, when in
-reality they had in an instant become as inaccessible
-to him as though the long miles of his exile
-already separated them.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>Twenty minutes later, Lavinia, in her room,
-Mrs. Marley, at her prayers, and Doctor Marley
-sitting in deep absorption at his desk, heard the sonorous
-whistle of a locomotive sound ominously
-over the dark and quiet town.</p>
-
-<div class='chapter'>
- <h2 class='c004'>CHAPTER XXIV<br />Â <br />THE GATES OF THE CITY</h2>
-</div>
-
-<p class='c005'>It was a relief to Marley when morning came
-and released him from the reclining chair that
-had held his form so rigidly all the night. He
-had not taken a sleeper because he felt himself too
-poor, and he had somewhere got the false impression
-that comfort was to be had in the chair car.
-He had stretched himself in the cruel rack when
-the porter came through and turned the lights down
-to the dismal point of gloom, but he had not slept;
-all through the night the trainmen constantly
-passed through the car talking with each other in
-low tones; the train, too, made long, inexplicable
-stops; he could hear the escape of the weary engine,
-through his window he could see the lights of
-some strange town; and then the trainmen would
-run by outside, swinging their lanterns in the
-darkness, and calling to each other, and Marley would
-fear that something had happened, or else was
-about to happen, which was worse.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>Finally the train would creak on again, as if it
-were necessary to proceed slowly and cautiously
-through vague dangers of the night. Through his
-window he could see the glint of rails, the two
-yards of gleaming steel that traveled always abreast
-of him. Toward morning Marley wearily fell
-asleep, and then the sorrow and heart-ache of his
-parting from Lavinia and his home distorted themselves
-in fearful dreams.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>When he awoke at last, and looked out on the
-ugly prairie that had nothing to break its monotony
-but a few scraggly scrub-oak bushes, and some
-clumps of stunted trees, the dawn was descending
-from the gray sky. The car presented a squalid,
-hideous sight; all about him were stretched the
-bodies of sleeping passengers, flaccid, inert, having
-cast aside in utter weariness all sense of decency
-and shame; the men had pulled off their
-boots, and sprawled on the chairs, their stockinged
-feet prominently in view; women lay with open
-mouths, their faces begrimed, their hair in slovenly
-disarray.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>The baby that had been crying in the early part
-of the night had finally gone to sleep while nursing,
-and its tired mother slept with it at her
-breast. The Jewish drummer across the aisle was
-sleeping in shirt-sleeves; his head had rolled
-from the little rest on the back of his chair and now
-lolled off his shoulder, his sallow face turned
-toward Marley was greasy with perspiration; his
-closed eyes filled out their blue hemispherical lids,
-and his cheeks puffed with his intermittent snoring.
-At times his snoring grew so loud and so
-troubled that it seemed as if he must choke; he
-would reach a torturing climax, then suddenly the
-thick red lips beneath his black mustache would
-open, his sallow cheeks would collapse, and relief
-would come.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>Marley wished the passengers would wake up
-and end the indecencies they had tried to hide
-earlier in the night. Glancing up and down the
-long car he could recognize none of them as having
-been there when he had boarded the car at
-Macochee; those who had got on with him had gone
-short distances, and then got off, breaking the last
-tie that bound him to his home. He found it impossible
-now to conceive of the car as having been in
-Macochee so short a time before.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>Presently he saw an old lady sitting up in the
-remote end of the car; she was winding her thin
-wisp of gray hair in a little knob at the back of her
-head. Then, feeling that he might bestir himself,
-Marley got up and went forward; he washed his
-face, and tried to escape the discomfort of clothes
-he had worn all the night by readjusting them.
-The train was evidently approaching the city; now
-and then he saw a building, lonely and out of place:
-on the hideous sand-dunes, as if it waited for the
-city, in the growth it boasted, to catch up with it.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>The train ran on; it had reached an ever-widening
-web of tracks; it passed long lines of freight-cars,
-stock-cars from the west, empty gondolas that
-had come with coal from the Hocking Valley; a
-switch tower swept by, its bell jangling peevishly in
-alarm; long processions of working-men trooped
-with their dinner-pails between the tracks. The
-train stopped, finally, still far from its destination.
-The air in the car was foul from the feculence of
-all those bodies that had lain in it through the
-night, and Marley went out on the platform. He
-could hear the engine wheezing—the only sound to
-break the silence of the dawn. The cool morning
-air was grateful to Marley, though it was not the
-air of the spring they were already having in
-Macochee. He risked getting down off the platform
-and looked ahead. Beyond the long train,
-coated with its black cinders, he saw Chicago, dim
-through the morning light, lying dark, mysterious
-and grim under its pall of smoke. He shuddered
-and went back into the car. After a while the
-train creaked and strained and pulled on again.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>The passengers had begun to stir, and now were
-hastening to rehabilitate themselves in the eyes of
-the world; the woman with the baby fastened her
-dress, the drummer put on his collar and coat, the
-men drew on their boots, but it was long before they
-felt themselves presentable again. The women
-could achieve but half a toilet, and though they
-were all concerned about their hair, they could not
-make themselves tidy.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>The train was running swiftly, now that it was
-in the city, where it seemed it should have run more
-slowly; the newsboy came in with the morning papers,
-followed by the baggage agent with his jingling
-bunch of brass checks. The porter doffed his
-white jacket and donned his blue, and waited now
-for the end of his labors, so near at hand. He made
-no pretense of brushing his passengers, for those in
-his charge were plainly not of the kind with tips to
-bestow.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>As the train rushed over unknown streets, Marley
-caught visions of the crowds blockaded by the crossing
-gates, street-cars already filled with people,
-empty trucks going after the great loads under
-which they would groan all the day; and people,
-people, people, ready for the new day of toil that
-had come to the earth.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>At last the train drew up under the black shed of
-the Union Station, and Marley stood with the
-passengers that huddled at the door of the car. He
-went out and down; he joined the crowd that passed
-through the big iron gates into the station; and
-then he turned and glanced back for one last look at
-the train that had brought him; only a few hours
-before it had been in Macochee; a few hours more
-and it would be there again. In leaving the train
-he felt that he was breaking the last tie that bound
-him to Macochee, and he would have liked to linger
-and gaze on it. But a man in a blue uniform, with
-the official surliness, ordered him not to hold back
-the crowd. He climbed the steps, went out into
-Canal Street, ran the gantlet of the cabmen, and
-was caught up in the crowd and swept across the
-bridge into Madison Street.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>He was in Chicago, and here among these thousands
-of people, each hurrying along through the
-sordid crowd to his own task, here in this hideous,
-cruel city, he must make a place for himself, and
-gain the foothold from which he could fight his battle
-for existence in the world.</p>
-
-<div class='chapter'>
- <h2 class='c004'>CHAPTER XXV<br />Â <br />LETTERS HOME</h2>
-</div>
-
-<p class='c005'>“How does she seem since he went away?â€
-asked Judge Blair of his wife two days after
-Marley had gone. He spoke in his usual habit
-of deference to his wife’s observation, though his
-own opportunities for observing Lavinia might
-have been considered as great as hers.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“I haven’t noticed any difference in her,†said
-Mrs. Blair, and then she added a qualifying and
-significant “yet.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Well,†observed the judge, “I presume it’s too
-early. Has she heard from him?â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“She had a letter this morning; that is, I suppose
-it was from him; she ran to meet the postman,
-and then went up stairs.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“You didn’t mention it to her?â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>Mrs. Blair looked at her husband in surprise, and
-he hastened to make amends by acquiescing in the
-propriety of her conduct, when he said:</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Oh, of course not.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>He seemed to drop the subject then, but that it
-remained uppermost in his mind was shown later,
-when he said:</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“I think she will be weaned away from him after
-a while, don’t you? That is—if he stays long
-enough.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>Mrs. Blair was not so hopeful; perhaps, too, in
-her romantic ideal of devotion, she did not wish
-Lavinia to be weaned away. But she avoided a direct
-answer by the suggestion:</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Perhaps he will be weaned away from her.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>This possibility had not occurred to the judge.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Why, the idea!†he said resentfully. “Do you
-think him capable of such baseness?â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>Mrs. Blair laughed.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Would you like to think of <em>your</em> daughter as
-fickle, and forgetting a young man who was eating
-his heart out for her far away in a big city?â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>A condition of such mild romantic sorrow might
-have attracted Mrs. Blair in the abstract, but it
-could not of course appeal to her when it came thus
-personally. As for the judge, he dismissed the
-problem, as he had so many times before, with the
-remark:</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Well, we can only wait and see.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>The letter which Lavinia received from Marley
-had been written the day he reached Chicago. It
-was a long letter, conceived largely in a facetious
-spirit, and he had labored over it far into the
-night in the little room of the boarding-house he
-had found in Ohio Street.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“I chose Ohio Street,†he wrote, “because its
-name reminded me of home. Ohio Street may once
-have been the street of the well-born, but it has degenerated
-and it is now the abode of a long row of
-boarding—places, one of which houses me. My room
-is a little corner eyrie in the second story, back,
-and from its one window I get an admirable view
-of the garbage dump, the atmosphere and certain
-intensely red bricks which go to make the wall of
-the house next door. And my landlady, ah, I
-should have to be a Balzac to describe my landlady!
-She wears large, vociferous ear-rings, and she says
-‘y-e-e-a-a-s’ for yes; just kind o’ rolls it off her
-tongue as if she didn’t care whether it ever got off
-or not. She is truly a beauteous lady, given much
-to a scarlet hue of her nasal appendage; also, her
-molar system is unduly prominent, too much to the
-fore, as it were. As for form or figure, I’m afraid
-I couldn’t say with truth that she goes in for the
-sinuous, far from it; she leans more to the elephantine
-style of feminine architecture. And she
-has a way of reaching out that is very attractive;
-probably because of the necessity of reaching for
-room rent. She bears the air of one bent on no
-earthly thing, of a continual soaring in quest of the
-unexpected; there is about her the charm of the intangible,
-the unknowable.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“The boarding-house itself isn’t so bad; I get my
-room and two meals for three-fifty a week; my
-noon luncheons I have to take down-town. They
-have dinner here, you know, in the evening. I
-haven’t seen much of the people in the boarding-house;
-the men are mostly clerks, and the women
-have bleached hair. They all looked at me when I
-went into the dining-room this evening. There is
-one young man who sits at my table who is in truth
-a very unwise and immature youth. He is given
-greatly to the use of words of awful and bizarre
-make-up. For instance, he said something about
-the jokes they get off in the shows here about Irishmen,
-but instead of saying jokes, he said ‘traversities’!
-What do you think of that?â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>Marley had already described his journey to
-Chicago in terms similar to those in which he described
-his boarding-house; of Chicago itself he
-said:</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“It seems that ages ago when the gods, or maybe
-the demons, were making over plans and specifications
-of the infernal region, Chicago was mentioned
-and considered by the committee. When it came to
-a vote for choice of sites the place that won had only
-three more votes than Chicago. They didn’t locate
-the brimstone plant here, and from what I can
-learn Chicago was a candidate for both the plant
-and the honor. It was a mistake on somebody’s
-part, as Chicago is certainly an ideal place for it.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>But the letter discussed mostly the things of
-Macochee, where Marley’s spirit still dwelt. The
-passages Lavinia most liked, of course, were those
-in which he declared his love for her; it was the
-first love-letter she had ever received, and this
-tender experience went far to compensate her for the
-loneliness she felt in his absence.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>It grew upon her after she had read her letter
-many times, that it would be a kindness to take it
-over and read to Mrs. Marley those parts, at
-least, that were not personal. It was a hard thing
-for Lavinia to do; she had a fear of Mrs. Marley;
-but she felt more and more the kindness of it, and
-so in the morning she set out. Lavinia was surprised
-and a little disappointed, when Mrs. Marley
-told her that she too had received in the same mail
-a letter from Glenn. It somehow took away from
-her own act, the more when Mrs. Marley calmly
-passed her letter over for Lavinia to read.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>Lavinia, who had not been able to resist a pang
-that Marley had written his mother quite as
-promptly as he had written her, found some consolation
-in the fact that his letter to his mother was
-not nearly so long as his letter to her, and it contained,
-too, the same information; in some instances,
-identical phrases, as letters do that are written
-at the same time. She felt that she should be
-happy in them both, and she wished she could determine
-which of the letters had been written first.
-After she had read Mrs. Marley’s letter, she could
-not speak for a moment; the letter closed with a description
-of the sensations it gave Marley to open
-his trunk and come across the Bible his mother had
-packed in it. But she controlled herself, and when
-she had finished reading parts of her own letter to
-Mrs. Marley, she said:</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Well, he seems to be in good spirits, doesn’t he?
-He writes so amusingly of everything.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>Mrs. Marley looked up at Lavinia with a curious
-smile.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Why, don’t you see?†she said.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“What?†asked Lavinia, glancing in alarm at the
-two letters which she still held in her lap.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Why, the poor boy is dying of homesickness;
-that’s what makes him write in that mocking vein.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Do you think that is so?†Lavinia leaned forward.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Why, I know it,†replied Mrs. Marley, with a
-little laugh. “He’s just like his father.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>For a moment Lavinia felt a satisfaction in
-Marley’s loneliness, but she denied the satisfaction
-when she said:</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“He’ll get over it, after a while.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Not for a long while, I’m afraid,†said Mrs.
-Marley. “Not until some one can be with him.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>Lavinia blushed, and before she knew it Mrs.
-Marley had bent over and kissed her cheek.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“He has a long hard battle before him, my dear,â€
-she said, “in a great cruel city. We must help him
-all we can.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>Lavinia hesitated a moment, then she put her
-arms about Mrs. Marley and drew her down for the
-kiss which sealed their friendship.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>They sat and talked of Marley for a long time,
-and at last when Lavinia rose to go, she held out to
-Mrs. Marley the letter her son had written her.
-She looked at it a moment before handing it to Mrs.
-Marley.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Would you like to keep it?†Mrs. Marley asked.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“May I?â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“If you wish. But you must come often; I shall
-be lonely now, you know, and you must bring his
-letters and read parts of them. He’ll be writing
-so many more to you than he will to me.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>Lavinia received a letter from Marley every day;
-it was not long before Clemmons, the postman,
-smiled significantly when, each morning at the
-sound of his whistle, she ran to meet him at the
-door. And Lavinia wrote to Marley as regularly
-herself, sitting at the little desk in her room every
-night long after the house was dark and still.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>The judge could find no hope in the observations
-Mrs. Blair reported to him.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“She seems to have developed a new idea of
-constancy,†said Mrs. Blair. “She will not allow
-herself to do a thing, or go to a single place; she
-will hardly accept any pleasure because he isn’t
-here to share it. I believe she tries not to have a
-thought that is not of him. She is almost fanatical
-about it.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Oh dear!†said the judge. “I thought the
-nightly calls were a severe strain, but they can not
-compare to the strain of nightly letters.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“He writes excellent letters, however,†Mrs.
-Blair said. “I wish you could read the one he
-wrote his mother. A boy who writes like that to
-his mother—â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“How did you get to see a letter he wrote his
-mother?†interrupted the judge.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Lavinia showed it to me.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Has she been over there?â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Yes. Why?â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>The judge shook his head gravely, as if the situation
-were now hopeless, indeed.</p>
-
-<div class='chapter'>
- <h2 class='c004'>CHAPTER XXVI<br />Â <br />THE ARMY OF THE UNEMPLOYED</h2>
-</div>
-
-<p class='c005'>“I am very tired to-night,†Marley wrote to
-Lavinia a day or so later. “I have been making
-the rounds of the law offices; I have been
-to all the leading firms, but—here I am, still
-without a place. I thought I might get a place in
-one of them where I could finish my law studies,
-and make enough to live on, meanwhile; I had
-dreams of working into the firm in time, but they
-were only dreams, and all my hopes have gone
-glimmering. The men who are employed in the law
-offices are already admitted to the bar; most of
-them are young fellows, but some are old and gray-headed,
-and the sight of them gave me the blues.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“I did not get to see many of the firm members
-themselves; their offices are formidable places.
-There is no office in Macochee like them; they have
-big outer rooms, full of stenographers and clerks
-and there is a boy at a desk who makes you tell your
-business before you can get in to see any of the
-lawyers themselves. They seem to be mighty big,
-important fellows. Most of them would not see me
-at all; several said they had no place for me and
-dismissed me with a kind of pitying smile; one
-man, when I asked him if he thought there was an
-opening, said he supposed there ought to be, as one
-lawyer in Chicago had died of starvation only the
-day before. But some were kinder; one, whom I
-shall never forget, took pains to sit down and talk
-with me a long time, but he was no more encouraging
-than the others. He said the profession
-was terribly overcrowded, ‘that is,’ he corrected
-himself with a tired smile, ‘if you can call it a profession
-any longer. It is more of a business nowadays
-and the only ones who get ahead are those who
-have big corporations for clients. How they all live
-is a mystery to me!’ He thought I had better not
-undertake it and advised me to go into some
-business. But then most of them did that.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“But I must tell you of my visit to Judge Johnson.
-You will remember my telling you of him;
-he was Wade Powell’s chum in the law school in
-Cincinnati, and Mr. Powell had given me a letter
-to him. I had a hard time seeing him; the hardest
-of all. When I went into the big stone government
-building he was holding court, and a lawyer was
-making an argument before him. I waited till they
-were all done, and then when the crier had adjourned
-court—he said ‘Oyez, Oyez, Oyez,’ instead
-of the ‘Hear ye, hear ye, hear ye’ we have in Ohio;
-it sounded so old and quaint, even if he did say
-‘Oh yes,’ for ‘Oyez!’ It comes from the old Norman-French,
-you know; ask your father about it,
-he’ll explain it—I tried to get in to him. I succeeded
-at last, but it was hard work. He didn’t
-seem glad to see me; he looked at me coldly, and
-made me feel as if I ought to hurry up and state my
-business promptly and get away. When I gave him
-Wade Powell’s letter he put on his gold glasses and
-read it; but—what do you think?—I don’t believe
-he remembered Wade Powell at all! At least he
-seemed not to. Of course he may have been putting
-it on. Wouldn’t it make Wade Powell mad to
-know that? I’d give a dollar—and I haven’t any to
-spare either—to see him when he hears that his old
-friend, Judge Johnson of the United States Circuit
-Court, couldn’t remember him! Well, the
-judge didn’t let me detain him long, he looked at
-his watch a moment, and then he advised me not
-to try it in Chicago; he said there were too many
-lawyers here anyhow, and that he thought a young
-man made a mistake in coming to a city at all.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“‘Why don’t you stay in a small town?’ he
-asked, looking at me sternly over his glasses. ‘Living
-is cheaper there, and life is much more simple
-than it is in the cities. I’ve often wished I had
-stayed in a little town.’</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“I came away, as you can imagine, feeling pretty
-much cast down and humbled in spirit. There are
-four thousand lawyers in Chicago; just think of it,
-almost as many lawyers as there are people in
-Macochee! As I walked through the crowded
-streets with men and women rushing along, I
-wondered how they all lived. What do they do?
-Where are they all going, and how do they get a
-place to stand on? As I came across the bridge
-over to the North Side I felt that there was no
-place for me here in this great, dirty, ugly city,
-just as there is no place for me back in peaceful
-Macochee, where every minute of the day I long to
-be. Anyway, I am sure that there is no place for
-me here in the law, and I shall have to look for
-something else. I see so much wretchedness and
-poverty and squalor; it is in the street everywhere—pale,
-gaunt men, who look at you out of
-sick, appealing eyes.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“This morning I saw a sight down-town that
-filled me with horror; it was noon, and a great
-crowd of ragged men were waiting in front of the
-<em>Daily News</em> office in Fifth Avenue. They were all
-standing idly and yet expectantly about; I stood
-and watched them. Presently, as at some signal,
-they all rushed for the office door, and then all at
-once they seemed to be enveloped in a white, rustling
-cloud. Each one had a newspaper, and they all
-turned to one page and began to read rapidly; sometimes
-two or three men bent over the same paper; in
-another moment they had scattered, going in all directions.
-Then it flashed upon me: they had been
-waiting for the noon edition of the paper and the
-page they had all turned to was the page with the
-‘want ads’ on it; they were all looking for jobs! It
-made me inexpressibly sad. I do not wish to inflict
-my own sorrow upon you, dear heart, but it made
-me shudder; what if I—but no, the thought is too
-horrible to mention. And yet I, too, belong to this
-great army of the unemployed.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“As I write the clock in the steeple of a church
-a block away chimes the hour of midnight; so you
-see that I’ve retained my nocturnal habits. When
-the poets of a coming generation sing of me (as
-they doubtless will, after my death) their songs
-will be called Nocturnes.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>That same day Doctor Marley received a letter
-from his son which Mrs. Marley, though her husband
-passed it over to her to read, did not show
-to Lavinia. It ran:</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“It’s rather expensive living here, I find; especially
-for one who belongs to the great army of the
-unemployed. My contract with my basiliscine
-landlady calls for two meals a day and a bed at
-night—also for three-fifty per week in payment of
-said two meals and bed. My lunches I get down-town;
-that is, I did get them down-town; for two
-days I have gone without lunches, and the aforesaid
-landlady looks reproachfully at me at night when
-she sees me laying in an extra supply of dinner. I
-don’t mind the lack of the lunches, even if she
-does, but I’ll have to pay her in a day or so now.
-I’m in poor spirits to-night, so can’t write well;
-cause of said low mental temperature, only eighty
-cents in the world between me, my landlady and
-ultimate starvation. It’s funny how much hungrier
-a fellow gets as the food supply gets low.
-A word to the wise, etc.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“What do you think? I met Charlie Davis
-on the street this morning. He is living here now,
-working in some big department store. My, it was
-good to see some one from Macochee! How small
-the world is, after all!</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“How are you all? How is Dolly? Does Smith
-Johnson still clap his hands at his dog every evening
-as he comes home, and does the dog run out
-to meet him as joyously as of yore? And does
-Hank Delphy still go down-town in his shirt-sleeves?
-And has Charlie Fouly had any fits in the
-Square lately? And, father, has mother got a girl
-yet? Give her an ocean of love and tell her not to
-work too hard, and to let the heathen shift for
-themselves a while. They haven’t any trusts to
-monopolize the jobs as yet, and they ought to be
-able to get along. Oh, how I’d like to see you
-all! Answer all my questions: I propounded numerous
-ones to you. I don’t remember now what
-all of them were, but I know they were all momentous
-and had much to do with my well-being, spiritual
-and physical, not to say financial. And see
-that the moss doesn’t get too thickly overlaid on
-my memory.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>Marley’s new life in Chicago, as somewhat
-vaguely reflected in his letters, impressed those
-who had a sense of having been left behind in Macochee,
-as but a continuation of the life he had led
-there, that is, it was presented to them as one long,
-hopeless search for employment. He told of his
-daily tramps up and down the city, of his dutiful
-applications for work in every place where the boon
-of work might be bestowed, and of the unvarying
-refusals of those in whose hands had been intrusted,
-by some inscrutable decree of the providence of
-economics, the right to control the opportunity
-of labor. It was as if the primal curse of earning
-his bread were in a fair way to be taken from
-man, had not the primal necessity of eating his
-bread continued unabated.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>The routine through which he went each day
-had begun to weary Marley, and it might have begun
-to weary his readers in Macochee, had they
-not all felt their own fortunes somehow bound up
-with his. He apologized in his nightly letters for
-the monotony of their recitals, but he hoped it
-might be condoned as the most realistic portrayal
-of his life that he could give. He tried at times
-to give his letters a lighter tone by describing, with
-a facility that grew with practice, the many incidents
-that attracted him in a city whose life was
-all so new and strange to him; he could not help
-a growing interest in it all, and while Lavinia was
-probably unconscious of the change, his letters
-were now less concerned with the things of the life
-he had left in Macochee, and more and more with
-the things of the life he had entered upon in Chicago;
-as on a palimpsest, the old impressions were
-erased to make way for new ones.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>But try as he would to give to his letters a cheer
-that was far from expressing his own spirit, he
-could not save them from the despair that was
-laying hold of him, a despair which finally communicated
-itself in the declaration that it was now
-no longer with him a question of selecting employment.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“I must take,†he wrote, “whatever I can get,
-and that will probably be some kind of manual, if
-not menial, work. Sometimes,†so he let himself go
-on, “I feel as if I would give up and go back to
-Macochee, defeated and done for. But I can not
-come to that yet, though I would like to; oh, how
-I would like to! But I don’t dare, my pride won’t
-let me act the part of a coward, though I know I
-am one at heart. One thing keeps me up and that
-is the thought of you; I see your face ever before
-me, and your sweet eyes ever smiling at me—â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>Lavinia’s eyes were not smiling as she read this;
-and she poured out her own grief and sympathy in
-a long letter that she promptly tore up, to pen in
-its stead a calmer, braver one, that should hearten
-him in the struggle which, as she proudly assured
-him, he was making for her.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>Marley’s description of his straits partly prepared
-Lavinia for the shock of the letter in which
-he said he had found a job at last, but she was
-hardly prepared to learn that it was anything so far
-from her conception of what was due him as a
-job trucking freight for a railroad. The mockery
-he put into the picture of himself in a blue jumper
-and overalls could not console her, and she kept
-the truth from every one, except her mother; she
-preferred rather that they number Marley still with
-the army of the unemployed than to count him
-among those who toiled so desperately with the
-muscles of their arms and backs. She tried to conceal
-in encouraging congratulations the chagrin of
-which she felt she should be ashamed, and she
-tried to show her appreciation of his droll sarcasms
-about the preparation his four years of college had
-given him for the task of trundling barrels of
-sugar and heaving pianos down from box-cars.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“I’m sure it’s honest work,†she wrote, “but
-do be careful, dear, not to hurt yourself in lifting
-such heavy loads.†It was a comfort to remind
-him that he was not intended to do such work.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>There was a relief, however, that she did not dare
-admit, when he told her three days later that he
-had lost his job.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“I realize for the first time my importance in
-the great scheme of things,†he wrote. “I was
-fired because I do not belong to the freight
-handlers’ union. It took them three days to find this
-out, and then they threatened to strike if the railroad
-company did not immediately discharge me.
-The railroad company, after due consideration,
-decided to let me out, and—I’m out. It makes me
-tremble to think of the consequences that would
-have followed had they decided otherwise. Think
-of it! The railroad tied up, business at a standstill
-and the commerce of the nation paralyzed,
-and all because of Glenn Marley, A. B. It is
-really encouraging to know that my presence on
-the earth is actually known to my fellow-mortals;
-it has at least been discovered that I am alive and
-in Chicago, even if my diploma is not recognized by
-Freight Handlers’ Union No. 63. And now,†he
-concluded, “as Kipling says, it’s ‘back to the army
-again, Sergeant, back to the army again’—the
-army of the unemployed.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>Lavinia was shocked again a day or so later
-when on opening her letter she met the announcement
-that he had been offered a job with another
-railroad as a freight handler.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“But you need not be alarmed,†she was reassured
-to read—though it was not until she thought
-it all over afterward that she began to wonder how
-he had divined her dislike of his being in such
-work—“I haughtily declined, and turned them
-down. You see this road is just now in the throes
-of a strike, and all their freight handlers are out.
-Consequently, they have had to employ scabs to do
-the work of the strikers. They take anybody—that’s
-why they were ready to take me. But as I
-said, I declined. Somehow, I couldn’t bring myself
-to take a place away from a union man.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>Lavinia mistook her satisfaction in Marley’s declination
-of the position for a satisfaction in the
-nobility of his sacrifice, and in her elation she related
-the circumstance at dinner. Now that Marley
-had declined such an employment she felt safe in
-doing this. But her father did not see it in her
-light, or at least in Marley’s light.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Humph!†he sneered; “so he sympathizes with
-unionism, does he? Well, those unions will own
-the whole earth if they keep on.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“But he says he thought of the wives and children
-of the union men—â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Well, but why doesn’t he think of the wives and
-children of the scabs, as he calls them? They have
-as much right to live and work as the union
-men.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>Lavinia, as an opponent of union labor herself,
-could not answer this argument, though she
-felt it her duty to defend Marley. But before
-she could proceed in his defense, her father,
-strangely enraged at the mere mention of the policies
-of the unions, hurried on:</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“The union didn’t show any consideration for
-him when it took his other job away from him.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>Lavinia shot a reproachful glance at her mother,
-who did not see it because she was shooting a
-glance more than reproachful at her husband, and
-it had the effect of silencing and humbling the
-judge, as all of Lavinia’s arguments, or all of
-the arguments known to the propaganda of union
-labor, could not have done.</p>
-
-<div class='chapter'>
- <h2 class='c004'>CHAPTER XXVII<br />Â <br />A FOOTHOLD</h2>
-</div>
-
-<p class='c005'>The next letter the postman gave Lavinia began
-ecstatically:</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“I’ve got a job at last! I’m now working for
-the C. C. and P. Railroad, in their local
-freight office, and I’m not trucking freight either,
-but I’m a clerk—a bill clerk, to be more exact.
-My duties consist in sitting at a desk and writing
-out freight bills, for which by some inscrutable
-design of Providence my study of common carriers
-and contracts in the law was doubtless intended to
-prepare me.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“To-day I wrote out a bill for freight to Cook and
-Jennings, Macochee, Ohio, and you can imagine
-my sensations. It made me homesick for a while;
-I wished that by some necromancy I might conceal
-myself in the bill and go to Macochee with it;
-I had a notion to write a little word of greeting on
-the bill, but I didn’t; it might have worried old
-man Cook’s brain and he couldn’t stand much of
-a strain of that kind. But I’m getting nearer Macochee
-every day now. I guess I’m to be a railroad
-man after all, and some day you’ll be proud to
-tell your friends that I started at the bottom. ‘Oh,
-yes,’ you’ll be boasting, ‘Mr. Marley began as a
-common freight trucker; and worked his way up to
-general manager.’ Then we’ll go back to Macochee
-in my private car. I can see it standing down by
-the depot, on the side track close to Market Street,
-baking in the hot sun, and the little boys from
-across the tracks will be crowding about it, gaping
-at the white-jacketed darky who’ll be getting the
-dinner ready. We’ll have Jack and Mayme down
-to dine with us, and your father and mother and
-Chad and Connie, and my folks, too, and maybe,
-if you’ll let me, Wade Powell. Then, of course,
-the Macochee people will think better of me; they
-won’t be saying that I’m no good, but instead they’ll
-stand around, in an easy, careless way, and say,
-‘Oh, yes, I knew Glenn when he was a boy. I
-always said he’d get up in the world.’</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“But, ah me, just now I’m a bill clerk at fifty
-dollars a month, thank you, and glad of the chance
-to get it; so is my voluptuous landlady glad; she’ll
-get her board money a little more regularly now.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“I suppose you’ll want to know something about
-my surroundings. They are not elegant; the office
-is a big barn of a place, crowded full of desks,
-where we sit and write from eight in the morning
-until any hour at night when it occurs to the boss
-to tell us we can go. Last night it was ten o’clock
-before the idea struck him. They kindly allow us
-an hour in which to run out to a restaurant for
-supper. The windows in the office were washed, so
-tradition runs, in 1493, the year after Columbus
-landed. Outside, the freight trains rush by constantly
-so as to keep the noise going. My boss,
-whose name is Clark, strikes me as being a sort
-of fool of an innocuous sort. He is a conscientious
-ass, but a poor, unfortunate, deluded simpleton.
-He’s one of those close-fisted reubs whose chief
-care is the pennies, and whose only interest in
-life is the C. C. and P. Railroad. He makes his
-business his own personal affair and the C. C.
-and P. his god. He lunches down-town and pays
-twenty cents for his lunch, never more, often fifteen.
-One of the first things he told me was, now
-that I had come under his protecting wing, to begin
-to save money. They have a young man in the
-office here, whose desk is next to mine, who was born
-somewhere in Canada, and is always ’a-servin’ of
-her Majesty the Queen,’ as Kipling says. He told
-me with much gusto how he had hung out of the
-office window last New Year’s a Canadian flag.
-He seemed proud of having done so, and also told
-me, boasted to me, in fact, that he was going to
-hang the same flag out of the same window on the
-Fourth of July. ‘Oh, yes, you are!’ thinks I. So
-I got the flag and ripped it into shreds and started
-it through the waste-basket on a hurried trip to
-oblivion. <em>À bas</em> the Canadian flag! He’ll probably
-get another one, but if I get hold of it, it’ll
-meet the same fate as the first one. Then I have
-something to think of that’ll keep my mind off my
-horrible fate in being here in Chicago, while I
-smile in ghoulish glee with a cynical leer overspreading
-my classic features, at the young man’s
-disapproval of my actions. The rest of the men in
-the office aren’t much to boast of. They’re a
-diluted mixture of Nijni Norgordian and Bill Hoffman
-the jeweler. I still hate this town; I wish it
-were buried under seven hundred and thirty feet
-of Lake Michigan.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>Marley’s next letter to Lavinia opened thus:</p>
-
-<div class='lg-container-l'>
- <div class='linegroup'>
- <div class='group'>
- <div class='line'>“Extract from the diary of J. H. Anderson,</div>
- <div class='line'>Esq., Canadian, clerk in the freight office of the</div>
- <div class='line'>C. C. and P. Ry., at Chicago, Ill., April 20.</div>
- </div>
- </div>
-</div>
-
-<div class='lg-container-b'>
- <div class='linegroup'>
- <div class='group'>
- <div class='line'>“‘New man on desk next to mine; young, about</div>
- <div class='line'>24. Rather decent fellow, but conceited. Do not</div>
- <div class='line'>think he will last. Took me to lunch with him</div>
- <div class='line'>this evening.’</div>
- </div>
- </div>
-</div>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Now what do you think of that? The youth
-I described to you at such length keeps a diary,
-and the foregoing is culled therefrom. He left it
-by some mistake on top of his desk, and I picked it
-up innocently enough to-night, to see what it was,
-and that was the first thing my eye lit on. He
-is evidently an adept at coming to conclusions, apparently
-he can sum one up in two whisks of a porter’s
-broom. I was much surprised to find myself
-so well done. Done on every side in those few
-words. I’ve rather enjoyed it; strikes me as being
-uproariously funny. Maybe his dictum is correct.
-You’ll agree with me as to his richness. Tell
-every one about it and see what they will think.
-Tell your mother and my mother. Tell Jack and
-give him a chance to laugh. Tell Mayme Carter,
-too.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>Lavinia ran at once to her mother.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Listen,†she said. And she read it.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>Mrs. Blair laughed.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“How funny!†she said, “and how well he
-writes! I should think he’d go into literature.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>Lavinia laid the letter down in her lap and
-looked at her mother as if she had been startled by a
-striking coincidence.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Why, do you know, I’ve thought of that very
-thing myself.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“But read on,†urged Mrs. Blair.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>Lavinia picked up the letter again and began:</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Well, de—â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Oh,†she exclaimed, blushing hotly, “I can’t
-read you that. Let’s see—â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>She leafed over the letter, one, two, three, four
-sheets. Mrs. Blair was smiling.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Aren’t you leaving out the best parts?†she
-asked archly.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Oh, there’s nothing,†Lavinia said, not looking
-up. “But—oh, well, this is all. He says—</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“‘There is a good deal of unrest and uneasiness
-here just now, because the first of May is coming.
-The road is anticipating trouble with the freight
-handlers; they may go out on a strike that day.’</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Oh, dear,†sighed Lavinia, “more strikes, and
-I suppose that means more trouble for Glenn.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Why, the strike of those men can’t affect him,â€
-Mrs. Blair assured her. “He’s a clerk now.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Yes, I know, but what if he gets the notion he
-ought to help them by quitting too?â€</p>
-
-<div class='chapter'>
- <h2 class='c004'>CHAPTER XXVIII<br />Â <br />THE TALK OF THE TOWN</h2>
-</div>
-
-<p class='c005'>Macochee’s common interest in Marley was
-sharpened by his leaving town, and out of the
-curiosity that raged, Lawrence and Mayme Carter
-one evening made a call on Lavinia.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Well, Lavinia,†said Lawrence, almost as soon
-as they were seated in the parlor, “what’s the news
-about Glenn? How’s he getting along?â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Oh, pretty well,†she said, smiling.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Does he like Chicago?â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Oh, yes; that is, fairly well.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Run get his letters and let us read them.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Why, Jack! The idea!†Mayme rebuked him.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>But Lavinia instantly got up.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Well, I’ll read you part of one or two,†she
-said. “He can tell you much better than I all
-about himself.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>She was gone from the room a moment and then
-returned with two thick envelopes.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“My, Lavinia, you don’t intend to read all that,
-do you?†Lawrence made a burlesque of looking
-at his watch.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Oh, you needn’t be afraid,†said Lavinia, smiling.
-She opened a letter.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Here’s one that came several days ago. He
-mentions you both in this one.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“You don’t mean to say he connects our names?â€
-Lawrence affected consternation.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Can’t you be serious a moment?†Mayme said,
-“I want to hear what he says; do go on, Lavinia,
-and don’t mind Jack.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>Lavinia read the extract from the diary and
-Marley’s comment.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Doesn’t he say anything about you?†said
-Lawrence. “Why don’t you read that? You skip
-the most interesting parts. You’d better let me
-read them. Here—†and he held out his hand
-for the letter.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>But Lavinia laid one letter securely in her lap
-and opened the other.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Listen to this,†she began, and then she glanced
-over the first page and half-way down the second.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Here you’re skipping again,†cried Lawrence.
-“Why don’t you play fair?â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“‘I have made a friend,’ he says,†she began,
-“‘and it all came about through the strike. You
-know the freight handlers went out on the first of
-May, and since then there has been more excitement
-than work in the office. The freight house is stacked
-high with freight, and only a few men are working
-there and they are afraid of their lives. All
-around the outside of the big, long shed are policemen
-and detectives, and the strikers’ pickets. All
-day they walk up and down, up and down, at a
-safe distance, just off the company’s ground, and
-they waylay everybody and try to get them not to
-go to work here. I happened to see the strike
-when it began. It was day before yesterday morning.
-I had gone out in the freight house on some
-little errand and just at ten o’clock I noticed a
-man walk down by the platform that runs along
-outside the shed. I saw him stop by one of the
-big doors and look in. Suddenly he gave a low
-whistle, then another. The men in the freight
-house stopped and looked up. Then the man outside
-raised his arm, and held up two fingers—’â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“He wanted them to go swimming probably,†interrupted
-Lawrence.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Oh, Jack, do stop,†said Mayme, irritably.
-“Right at the most interesting part, too! Do go
-on, Lavinia.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>Lavinia read on:</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“‘Then the man outside raised his arm, and held
-up two fingers, and instantly every truck in the
-shed dropped to the floor, bang, the men all went
-and put on their coats, marched out of the freight
-house—and the strike was on. Well, after that
-came the policemen and the detectives and the
-pickets, to say nothing of the reporters. It is about
-these last that I mean to tell you, for among them
-I have found this new friend. The other day a
-young man came into the office to see Clark, our
-boss. I was attracted by him at once. He was
-tall, and his smooth-shaven face was refined and
-thoughtful; I call him good-looking; his eyes were
-dark and his nose straight and full of character;
-his lips were thin and level; his hair was not quite
-black and stopped just on the right side of being
-curly. He was dressed modestly, but stylishly; I
-remember he wore gloves—he always does—and I
-thought him somewhat dudish. But what was my
-pleasure to see on his waistcoat the little white cross
-of my fraternity! I rushed up to him instantly,
-and gave him the grip. He was a Sig., from an Indiana
-college, and he is a reporter on the <em>Courier</em>.
-His name is James Weston; no, he is no relation to
-Bob Weston of Macochee at all. I asked him that
-the first thing; but he is some relation to the
-Cliffords, distant, I suppose.’â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“I wonder if that isn’t the young man who
-visited them summer before last?†asked Mayme.
-“I’ll bet it is!â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“No, it can’t be,†said Lavinia, “I thought of
-that the very first thing, but you see he says,â€
-and Lavinia read on:</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“‘He says he hasn’t been there for years. We
-chatted together for a few minutes and were friends
-at once. To-morrow night, if I can get off in time,
-I’m to dine with him at a café down-town. My,
-but it was good to see some one wearing that little
-white cross! You see my college training has
-done me some good after all.’â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>In their conversation afterward, Lavinia and
-Mayme celebrated Marley’s abilities as a writer,
-but Lawrence begged Lavinia to read them more,
-particularly, as he assured her, those parts about
-herself, saying he could judge better of Marley’s
-abilities after he heard how he treated romantic
-subjects.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“I want to know how he handles the love interest,â€
-he said.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Oh, you got that from George Halliday,†said
-Mayme. “It sounds just like him when he’s discussing
-some book none of us has read, doesn’t it,
-Lavinia?â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>Lavinia admitted that it did sound like Halliday,
-and Mayme returned to her attack on Lawrence
-by saying:</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“What do you know about writing, anyway?â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>They might have gone farther along this line
-had not Mrs. Blair entered with a plate of cake
-and some ice-cream that had been left over from
-their dessert at supper. These refreshments instantly
-seemed to affect Mayme with the idea that
-the call had assumed the formality of a social
-function, and as she nibbled at her cake, she asked
-with a polite interest:</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Just what is Mr. Marley’s position with the
-railroad, Lavinia?â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Oh,†Lavinia answered, “he has a place in the
-office of the freight department; he’s a clerk there.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“I’m so glad to know,†said Mayme, as if in
-relief.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Why?†Lavinia looked up in alarm.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Oh, well, you know—how people talk.†Mayme
-raised her pale eyebrows significantly. Lavinia
-was disturbed, but Lawrence, detecting the danger,
-instantly turned it off in a joke.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“She heard he was a section hand,†he said.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“The idea!†laughed Lavinia.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Isn’t this just the worst place for gossip you
-ever heard of?†said Mayme.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“The worst ever,†said Lawrence. “If I were
-you I’d quit and start a reform movement.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>When they had gone and were strolling toward
-the Carters’, Lawrence grumbled at Mayme:</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“What did you want to give it all away to Lavinia
-for?â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Why, Jack, I didn’t say anything, did I?â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Oh, no, nothing—only you tipped off the whole
-thing to her.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Why, what did I say that hinted at it, even?â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“‘Oh, you know how people talk!’†Lawrence
-mimicked her tone as he repeated her words.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Well, you know they do, Jack, and you know
-all the mean things they’ve been saying about
-Glenn. And you remember Charlie Davis’ mother
-told mama that Charlie ran across him in the street:
-in Chicago and that—â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Oh, Charlie Davis!†said Lawrence, as impatiently
-as he could say anything. “What’s he?
-Anyway, you didn’t have to tell Lavinia.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Well, I’m glad we got the truth anyway.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Yes, so am I.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“We must tell everybody.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Sure,†acquiesced Lawrence, “if we can get the
-gossips started the other way they’ll have him
-president of the road in a few days.â€</p>
-
-<div class='chapter'>
- <h2 class='c004'>CHAPTER XXIX<br />Â <br />A MAN OF LETTERS</h2>
-</div>
-
-<p class='c005'>The Macochee gossips, after they were assured
-he was engaged in clerical, and not manual
-work, might have promoted Marley much
-more rapidly than his railroad would have done,
-had it not been for the news that he had changed
-his employment. They had gone far enough to
-noise it about that Marley was chief clerk in the
-office, where he was only a bill clerk, when the <em>Republican</em>,
-with the impartial good nature with
-which it treated all of Macochee’s folk, so long as
-they kept out of politics, mentioned him for the
-first time since his departure, and then, to tell of
-the advancement he was rapidly making in the
-metropolis that loomed so large and important
-in their provincial eyes. Lavinia had the
-facts in a letter from Marley a day or so before the
-<em>Republican</em> had them, though she never could imagine,
-as she told everybody, where the <em>Republican</em>
-got its information.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“I have a big piece of news to tell you,†he
-wrote. “Last night I dined with Weston. It was
-the first really enjoyable evening I have had since I
-struck the town. Luckily, the strikers had everything
-tied up so tight that we could do little work,
-and I had no trouble in getting off in time. I met
-him about six o’clock, and we went to the swellest
-restaurant in town. Weston is the finest fellow
-you ever saw; as it was pay night, he said he would
-blow me off to a good dinner. And he did, the
-best dinner I have ever eaten; there were half a
-dozen courses, and as we ate we talked, talked
-about everything, college days, the hard days that
-come after college, and you, and everything. Weston’s
-experience has been about the same as mine—one
-long, hopeless search for a job. He, however,
-did not wait so long as I did; he said that he realized
-there was no place for him in a small town,
-and so he set out for the city almost at once. His
-father wanted him to study medicine, but he said
-he hadn’t the money or the patience to wait, and he
-hated medicine anyway, and, as newspaper work
-offered the quickest channel to making a living he
-chose that. His secret ambition, he confessed, is
-literature, and I believe he is writing a book, but
-he would not, or did not, tell me as much. He says
-he thinks newspaper work a bad business for any
-one to get into, but then I have discovered that
-that is the way every man talks about his own
-calling.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“After we had finished our dinner, we sat there
-for a long, long time over our coffee and cigarettes,
-and we finally got to talking about the strike.
-Weston, you know, has been working on it, and
-I was glad to be able to tell him a good many things
-he said he could use. Finally, I don’t know just
-how it came about, but I told him how the strike
-started with us, about the man appearing in the
-street alongside the freight house, whistling, and
-then holding up two fingers—I think I described it
-to you in a letter the other night. Weston was
-greatly interested; I can see him still, sitting across
-the table from me, knocking the ashes from his
-cigarette into his empty coffee-cup and looking so
-intently at me out of his brown eyes that he almost
-embarrassed me. And what was my surprise when
-I finished to have him say:</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“‘By Jove, Marley, I’ll have to use that. I’ve
-been wondering how to lead my story to-night.’</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Now you know the strike at our place occurred
-several days ago, but since then it has been spreading,
-and to-day the men on another road walked
-out. This morning when I picked up the <em>Courier</em>
-and turned to the strike news, here is what I read,
-under big head-lines:</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“‘A short man with a brown derby hat cocked
-over his eye walked leisurely down Canal Street
-at ten o’clock yesterday morning. The short man
-walked a block and then turned and walked back.
-At the open door of the C. and A.’s big freight
-house he stopped. Suddenly he whistled, once,
-twice, thrice, in low notes. Then he raised his hand
-with a gesture that was graceful and yet commanding,
-and held up two fingers. Inside the freight
-house the men who were heaving away at the big
-bales and boxes, attracted by the whistle, paused
-in their labor and looked up; they saw the man
-raise his two fingers; and, with the discipline of
-well-trained troops, they dropped their trucks, put
-on their coats and marched out of the freight
-house. And the Alton had been added to the list
-of railroads whose men were on strike.’</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Of course, I was surprised and puzzled, and a
-little pleased too, that I had had a hand in the article.
-As I read it, though, I thought of a hundred
-details I might have told Weston, and I began to
-wish I had written the account myself. This afternoon
-he came around to the office again, and the
-first thing he said was:</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“‘Did you see your story this morning?’</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“I told him I had, of course. ‘But,’ I added,
-‘that was the way it happened on our road; not on
-the Alton.’</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“But he only laughed, and said something about
-the tricks of the trade.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“And now for the news I was going to tell you.
-I told Weston, as we talked the story over, of my
-little wish that I had written the article myself, and
-he looked at me intently for a moment. Then he
-said:</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“‘How’d you like to break into newspaper business?’</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“My heart leaped; it came to me suddenly that
-it wasn’t the law, nor railroad work, but journalism
-that I wanted to enter. I told him so frankly
-and he said:</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“‘Well, it’s a dog’s life and I don’t know
-whether I’m doing you a good turn or not, but
-I’ll speak to the city editor tonight. He’s a little
-short of men just now.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“My heart is in my mouth. I can hardly wait
-till to-morrow, when I’m to see him again. Think
-of it, dear, and all it means! It means more money,
-association with men of my own kind, men like
-Weston, and a fine, interesting life; and it means
-you; oh, it means you!â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>Marley was able in this letter to communicate
-to Lavinia some of his enthusiasm and some of
-his suspense, and she found it difficult to await the
-result of his next interview with Weston. She began
-to count the hours until Marley and Weston
-should meet again, and then in a flash it came over
-her that they had doubtless already met, that the
-decision was already known, the fate determined,
-and she was still in ignorance. She had a sense of
-mystery in it, and she grew impatient, wondering
-why he did not telegraph. The next day came, and
-a letter with it; but the letter did not decide anything.
-Marley wrote that Weston had spoken to
-the city editor, and that he had told him to bring
-Marley around that evening. And so, other hours
-of waiting, and then, at last, another letter. Marley
-announced the result with what self-repression
-he could command.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“It’s settled,†he wrote. “I’m to go to work
-Monday—as a reporter on the staff of the <em>Courier</em>.
-The salary to begin with is to be fifteen dollars a
-week. I’m glad to quit railroad work; I’m not
-built to be a railroad man; I can’t adhere to rules
-as they want me to, and I can’t bow down as it
-seems I should. I didn’t tell you that my boss
-and I had not been getting along very well lately;
-I thought I wouldn’t worry you. I was glad to be
-able to tell him to-day that I’d quit Saturday. I
-did it in a proud and haughty manner; he seemed
-surprised and shocked—even pained. And when I
-broke the news gently to the young Canuck he expressed
-great sorrow and regret, but in his secret
-heart I knew he was glad, for now as a prophet he
-can vindicate himself, at least partly, in his
-diary.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>Lavinia was glad that Marley had gone into
-newspaper work; much as she had tried she had not
-been able to conceive of him in exactly the ideal
-light as a clerk in a railroad office; that position,
-while it may have had its own promise, nevertheless
-did not envelope him in the atmosphere she considered
-native to him. In his new relation to literature,
-which, in her ignorance, she confounded
-with journalism, she felt a deep satisfaction, and a
-new pride, and she was glad when the <em>Republican</em>
-announced the fact of Marley’s new position; she
-felt that it was a fitting vindication of her lover
-in the eyes of the people of Macochee and a rebuke
-for the distrust they had shown in him.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>Thereafter her mail was increased, for in addition
-to his letter Marley sent her the <em>Courier</em> with
-his work marked; often he marked Weston’s as
-well, and early in June he wrote: “I want you to
-read Weston’s story in Sunday’s paper about the
-Derby; it’s a peach; it’s the best piece of frill
-writing that the town has seen in many a day.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>The tone of Marley’s letters now became more
-cheerful; it was evident to Lavinia that he was
-finding an interest in life, and in his descriptions
-of his daily work and the places all over Chicago
-it took him to and the people of all sorts it brought
-him in contact with, she found a new interest for
-her own life. When he wrote that his salary had
-been increased because of his story about a Sunday
-evening service in a church of the colored people
-in Dearborn Street, it seemed to her that happiness
-at last had come to them, and if, with the passing
-of June, she felt a pang at Marley’s grieving in
-one of his letters that this was the month in which
-they had intended to be married, she was consoled
-by the rapid progress he was making in his work.
-His salary had been raised a second time; he was
-receiving now twenty-five dollars a week; it seemed
-large to her, and she could not understand why it
-did not seem large to Marley, even when he wrote
-that Weston was paid forty dollars a week.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>Her chief joy, perhaps, lay in the fact that he
-seemed to be living more comfortably than he had
-before. Now that he had left his dismal boarding-house
-she found a relief from its subtly communicated
-influence of the stranded wrecks of life, as
-Marley surely found it in the apartments he was
-sharing with Weston. She parted as gladly from
-the knowledge of his landlady as Marley did himself,
-assuring her that the landlady had “not decreased
-any in value as a zoo exhibit since first I
-rhapsodized about her.†Lavinia felt that she could
-dispense with much of the worry her womanly
-concern for his comfort had given her, and she
-turned with a new joy to the books he was constantly
-recommending.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Did you ever read,†he wrote, “Turgenieff’s
-<em>Fathers and Sons</em>? I know that you didn’t and
-therefore I know what a treat you have coming.
-I’ll send you the book if you can’t get it in Macochee,
-and I presume you can’t. Snider’s sign
-‘Drugs and Books’ is a lure to deceive an unwary
-public that doesn’t care as much for books as it
-does for soda-water; and the stock there, as I recall
-it, consists largely of forty-cent editions of
-books on which the copyright has expired, and
-which, printed on cheap, pulp paper, are to be introduced
-for the first time to the natives of Macochee.
-I wish you could see Weston’s little book-case,
-with its rows of his favorites. Besides Turgenieff
-and Tolstoi—he says the Russians are the greatest
-novel writers the world has yet produced—he has
-all of George Eliot; I have just read over again
-<em>Middlemarch</em> and <em>Daniel Deronda</em>. He likes
-Jane Austen, too, and he says you would like her;
-I haven’t read any but <em>Emma</em> as yet. I’m going to
-read them all. And if you like, you can read the
-set of little volumes I am sending you to-day; we
-can read them thus together. And Henry James—do
-read him—<em>Daisy Miller</em> especially; you will
-like that. Besides these, Weston has most of Ibsen’s
-plays, and sometimes he reads parts of them
-aloud to me; he reads them well. Some day, he
-says, he’s going to write a play himself; he is fond
-of the theater, and we often go. One of the fine
-things about being on a newspaper is that we get
-theater tickets, though we can’t always get tickets
-to the theater we want. Now and then the dramatic
-editor—a fine old fellow with a magnificent shock
-of white hair, who may be seen about the office late
-at night looking very <em>distingué</em> in his evening
-clothes—gets Weston to write a criticism on some
-play; and often the literary editor lets him review
-books. Weston said to-day he’d get the literary
-editor to let me review some books, and when I
-told him I didn’t know how, he laughed in a
-strange way and said that wouldn’t make the
-slightest difference. There’s another book you <em>must</em>
-read, and that is <em>A Modern Instance</em>. The chief
-character is Bartley Hubbard, a newspaper man.
-Weston and I had a big argument about the character
-to-day. I said I thought it was a libel on the
-newspaper profession and Weston laughed and
-said it was only the truth, and that I’d agree with
-him after I’d been in the work longer. ‘Newspaper
-work isn’t a profession anyway,’ he said, ‘but a
-business.’ He speaks of journalism—though he
-won’t call it journalism, nor let me—just as lawyers
-speak of the law. He is urging me, by the
-way, to keep up my law studies, and I’m thinking
-of going to the law school here, if I find I can
-carry it on with my other work. Weston declares
-I can; he says a man has to carry water on both
-shoulders if he wants to amount to anything in
-the world—Wade Powell said something like that
-to me once. Weston says I’ll want to get out of
-newspaper work after a while. He disturbed me
-a little to-day, and he hurt me, too, by saying that
-a newspaper man has no business to be married;
-and he knows all about you, too. Of course, he
-didn’t mean to hurt me, it’s merely his way of
-looking at things.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>Happy as she was, Lavinia still had to have her
-woman’s worries, and they began to express themselves
-in constant adjuration to Marley to guard his
-health; she feared the effect of night work, and she
-feared, too, that he could not carry on his law
-studies and do his duty as a reporter at the same
-time. She sympathized with the spirit of pride
-and determination which made him wish to finish
-his law studies and be admitted to the bar, but
-she found a greater satisfaction in thinking of
-him as a journalist than as a lawyer; the figure
-he thus presented to her mind was so much more
-romantic than the prosaic one of a lawyer to which
-she had been all her life accustomed; on a large
-metropolitan daily he was almost as romantic to her
-as an army officer or a naval officer would have
-been. And while she did not like the night work,
-and had her fears of it for Marley, she nevertheless
-felt strongly its picturesque quality.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>The picture Marley drew in one of his letters
-of the strange shifting of the scene that is to be
-observed in the streets of a great city as darkness
-falls, when those that work in the prosaic day disappear
-and in their places appears the vast and
-mysterious army of the toilers by night, many of
-them in callings demanding the cover of the night,
-thrilled her strangely. But she did not know
-how from all the temptations of the irregular life
-he was leading he was saved, partly by the gentle
-friend he had found in James Weston, but more
-by the constant thought of the girl whom he had
-left behind at home.</p>
-
-<div class='chapter'>
- <h2 class='c004'>CHAPTER XXX<br />Â <br />HOME AGAIN</h2>
-</div>
-
-<p class='c005'>Marley, after a year or more in Chicago, found
-the excitement of his first return home growing
-upon him as he looked out the car window and
-long before the train entered the borders of Gordon
-County he eagerly began watching for familiar
-things.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>In the spirit of holiday which had come in this
-his first vacation, he had felt justified in taking a
-chair in the parlor car, though from the associations
-he had formed in his newspaper work it was
-more difficult now for him to resist than to yield
-to extravagances. He had recalled with a smile
-how in those first hard days in the freight office
-he had joked about going home in a private car,
-and he had had all day a childish pleasure in pretending
-that the empty Pullman was a private
-car; he could almost realize such a distinction
-when he showed the conductor the pass his newspaper
-had got for him.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>But even if he now felt glad that he was a newspaper
-man instead of a railroad man, he was quite
-willing to return to Macochee on any terms. He
-had tried to convince himself that he knew the very
-moment the train swept across the Indiana line into
-Ohio, and he felt a fine glow of state pride.
-He held his pride somewhat in check until he heard
-some one speak a name that he recognized as that
-of an Ohio town and then he boasted to the porter:</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Well, I’m back in my own state again.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>The porter, though ready to admit that Ohio was
-a pretty good old state, was nevertheless not very
-responsive, and Marley saw that he would have to
-enjoy his sensations all alone.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>He could view with satisfaction the figure of a
-tolerably well-dressed city man reflected in the long
-mirror that swayed with the rushing of the heavy
-coach. He knew that his return would create a
-sensation in Macochee, though he was resolved to
-be modest about it. Even if he was not returning
-to Macochee in the ceremony he had dreamed of,
-he was returning in a way that was distinguished
-enough for him and for Macochee.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>He was eager to see the old town; he tried to
-imagine his return in its proper order and sequence,
-first, the little depot, blistering in the hot
-sun of the August afternoon, the rails gleaming
-in front of it, and the air above them trembling in
-the heat; he could see the baggage trucks tilted
-up on the platform; from the eating-house came the
-odor of boiled ham compromised by the smell of
-the grease frying on the scorching cinders that
-were heaped about the ties; beyond was the grain elevator
-that once appeared so monstrous in his
-eyes; across the tracks, the weed-grown field; and
-the only living things in sight the two men unloading
-agricultural machines from a box-car abandoned
-on a siding, the only sound, the ticking of a
-telegraph instrument; the target was set, but the
-station officials had not yet appeared.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>Thence, in thought, he went up Miami Street;
-he saw the Court House and, lounging along the
-stone base of the fence, the loafers whom no one
-had ever seen move, but who yet must have made
-some sort of imperceptible astronomical progress,
-for they kept always just in the shadow of the
-building; then the old law office across the way;
-then Main Street, with its crazy signs, its awnings,
-and the horses hitched to the racks, then the Square
-with its old gabled buildings, the monument and
-the cavalryman, the long street leading to his own
-home, and at last, Ward Street, arched by its cottonwoods,—and
-he recalled his unfinished verses
-which had taken Ward Street for a subject:</p>
-
-<div class='lg-container-b'>
- <div class='linegroup'>
- <div class='group'>
- <div class='line'>“I know a place all pastoral,</div>
- <div class='line in2'>Where streams in winter flow,</div>
- <div class='line'>And where down from the cottonwoods</div>
- <div class='line in2'>There falls a summer snow.â€</div>
- </div>
- </div>
-</div>
-
-<p class='c003'>And then, at last, the old house of the Blairs’
-with its cool veranda, its dark bricks, its broad
-overhanging cornices, and Lavinia standing in the
-doorway!</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>He had never forgotten the anguish of his parting
-that night in spring, and he had looked forward
-to this return as an experience that would
-expiate it, and restore the lost balance of his life.
-But now as he thought of his life in Chicago, of the
-new scenes and associations, it came to him that
-that night after all had been final; the youth who
-had then gone forth had indeed gone forth never
-to return; another being was coming back in his
-stead. He had been successful in a way which at
-first flattered his pride, but a new sense of proportion
-had been growing in him that had lately made
-him mistrust newspaper work; he had for it a dislike
-almost as definite as that which used to displease
-him in Weston. He was growing tired of his
-life as a reporter; it had so many irregularities,
-so many hardships; it detached him from wholesome,
-every-day existence. He longed for some calling
-more definite, more permanent, a work in
-which he might do things, instead of record them
-in an ephemeral way. He had for a while been envious
-of Weston’s progress in his literary efforts,
-and for a while he had emulated him, but he had
-not been long in recognizing that he lacked literary
-talent.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>Out of this dissatisfaction with himself he had
-lately gone in earnestly to complete his law studies,
-which all along he had pursued in a desultory
-fashion. He found some consolation in the hope
-that he might be admitted to the bar in the fall,
-though how or when he was to get into a practice
-was still as much of a problem as it had been in the
-old days in Macochee. He clung steadfastly, however,
-to the feeling that his newspaper work was
-but a makeshift; Weston and he had constantly
-supported each other in this view—it was their
-one hope.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>With thoughts somewhat like these Marley had
-been whiling away the hours of his long day’s
-journey from Chicago to Macochee. He had read
-thoroughly, and with a professionally critical
-faculty, all the Chicago papers, and had long ago
-thrown them aside in a disorderly pile. Now he
-had the tired sense that his journey was nearing its
-end.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>At last he saw the old mill-pond, and his heart
-leaped in affection; then he got his umbrella and
-sticks, took off his traveling cap and put it in his
-bag. He stood up for the porter to brush him off,
-and when he had selected a half-dollar as a tip, he
-asked the porter to get his luggage together, and
-in a conscious affectation he could not forego, began
-to pull on his new gloves. They were nearing
-Macochee now; and suddenly the tears started to
-his eyes, as in a flash he saw his white-haired
-father standing on the platform, anxiously craning
-his neck for a first glimpse of the boy who was
-coming home.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>Marley’s mother did not reproach him when he
-ate a hurried supper that evening and then set
-off immediately for Lavinia’s. He renewed
-some of the emotions of the earlier days of his
-courtship as the familiar houses along the way
-gradually presented themselves to his recognition;
-he was glad to note the changeless aspect of a town
-that never now could change, at least in the way of
-progress, and he discovered a novel satisfaction—one
-of the many experiences that were so rapidly
-crowding in with his impressions—in the feeling
-that here, at least, in Macochee, things would remain
-as they were, and defy that inexorable law of
-change which makes so many tragedies in life. Lavinia
-must have recognized his step, for there she
-was, standing in the doorway, a smile on her face,
-and her eyelashes somehow moist. Marley felt
-a strange discomposure; there was a little effort,
-the intimacy of their letters must now give way to
-the intimacy of personal contact. But in another
-second she was in his arms, and her face was hidden
-against his breast.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“At last,†she said, “you’re here!â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>He felt her tremble, and he held her more
-closely. When he released her she put her hands up
-to his shoulders and held him away from her,
-while she scanned him critically.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“You’ve grown broader,†she said, “and heavier,
-and—oh, so much handsomer!â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>The Blairs filed in presently, and Marley had
-the curious sense of this very scene having been
-enacted in his presence before, but it lacked the
-usual baffling effect of this psychological experience,
-for he was able to recall, in an incandescent
-flash of memory, that it was almost a repetition of
-their good-bys that night when he had gone away;
-Mrs. Blair was as tender, and if Connie and Chad
-were a little shy of his new importance, Judge Blair
-was as dignified, and as anxious as ever to get back
-to his reading. Marley felt once more that permanence
-of things in Macochee; this household had
-remained the same, and it made him feel more than
-ever the change that had occurred in him.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>In lovers’ intense subjectivity, he and Lavinia
-discussed this change seriously. They reviewed
-their old dreams, and now they could laugh at
-their defeated wish to live, even in an humble
-way, in Macochee.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“It was funny, wasn’t it?†said Marley. “I
-was very young then,—nothing, in fact, but a kid.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Are you so very much older now?†asked
-Lavinia with a slight hint of teasing in her tender
-voice.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Well,†Marley replied, with a seriousness that
-impressed him, at least, as the ripe wisdom of
-maturity, “I am not much older in years, but I am
-in experience, and in knowledge of life. You see,
-dear, you can measure time by the calendar, but
-you can’t measure life that way. And Weston says
-that there is no calling that will give a man experience
-so quickly as newspaper work. You know
-we see everything, and we get a smattering of all
-kinds of knowledge. Weston says that is all that
-reconciles him to the business; he says a man learns
-more there than he ever does in college. He considers
-the training invaluable; he says it will be of
-great help to him in literature, if he can ever get
-into literature—he isn’t sure yet that he can. He
-can tell better after his book is published. And he
-says a newspaper experience will help me in the
-law, too, that is,†Marley added, with a whimsical
-imitation of Weston’s despairing uncertainty, “if
-I can ever get into the law.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“You think a great deal of Mr. Weston, don’t
-you?†said Lavinia.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“He’s the finest fellow in the world, and the
-best friend I ever had.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>Marley had a curious intuition that Lavinia
-was a little jealous of Weston. He immediately
-sought to allay the feeling with this argument:</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“You see, when a man does all for a fellow that
-Jim has done for me, and when you have lived
-with him, and shared your haversack with him,
-and he with you, like two soldier comrades, you
-get right down to the bottom of him. And I want
-you to know him, dear, I know you’ll like him.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>Lavinia was silent, and Marley had a fear that
-she might not accept Weston quite so readily.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“He has done me a world of good,†he went on.
-“He has taught me much, he has corrected my reckoning
-in more ways than one. He has taught me
-much about books; and he has taught me to look
-sanely on a life that isn’t, he says, always truthfully
-reflected in books. And besides all, if it hadn’t
-been for him, if he had not kept me at it and
-urged me on, I think I should have been doomed
-for ever to remain a poor newspaper man.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Don’t you like newspaper work?†she asked
-with a shade of disappointment in her tone.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“I did, but I like it less every day. It’s a hard
-and unsatisfactory life, and it has no promise in it.
-A man very soon reaches its highest point, and
-then he must be content to stay there. It’s the
-easiest thing for a young fellow to get a start in,
-if he’s bright; I suppose I’m making more money
-than any of the young lawyers in Chicago; but because
-it is so easy is the very reason why it is
-hardly worth while. Things that are easily won
-are not worth striving for.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“And you’re going to get out of it?â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Yes, as soon as I can. As soon as I can, I’m
-going to get into the law. When Weston first began
-urging me to keep up my studies, and when
-finally he made me go to the night law school, I
-consented chiefly because I had always felt the
-chagrin of defeat in having been compelled to give
-it up; lately, I’ve begun to see things differently,
-and I’ve determined to carry out my first intention
-and get into the law somehow. Of course,
-it’s going to be hard. And one has to have a pull
-there as everywhere else in these days.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>Marley was silent for a moment and, Lavinia
-thought, a little depressed. She watched him sympathetically,
-and yet she was a little troubled by
-a sense of detachment. She felt that Weston was
-now more closely associated with Marley’s struggle
-than she, and she was disturbed, too, by the disappointment
-of finding that his struggles were not
-at all ended.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Weston says,†Marley went on presently, “that
-newspaper work is a good stepping-stone, and by it
-I may be able to arrange for some place in the
-law which will give me the start I want.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“I thought you liked your work,†Lavinia said;
-“I thought you were happy in it.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>Marley detected her regret, and was on the point
-of speaking, when Lavinia went on:</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“I don’t see why you can’t go into literature as
-well as Mr. Weston.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>Marley laughed.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“The reason is that I haven’t his talent,†he
-said</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“I don’t see why,†Lavinia argued with some
-resentment of his humility. “You haven’t enough
-confidence in your own powers; you let Mr. Weston
-dominate you too much.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Now, dearest,†he pleaded, “you mustn’t do
-Jim that injustice. He doesn’t dominate me; but
-he is so much wiser than I, he knows so much
-more. You will understand when you meet him.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Well,†she tentatively admitted, “that is no
-reason why you shouldn’t in time be a literary man
-as well as he. Why can’t you?â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Because I can’t write, that’s why.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Why, Glenn, how can you say that? Your letters
-disprove that. Every one who read them said
-that they were remarkable, and that you should go
-into literature. They said you had such good descriptive
-powers.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>Marley was looking at her in amazement.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Why, Lavinia, you didn’t show them!â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“You simpleton!†she said, with a smile in her
-eyes, “of course not; but I have read parts of
-them to mama and to your mother now and then.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Oh, well, that’s all right,†sighed Marley in
-relief, and then he resumed his defense of Weston
-and his analysis of himself.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Of course, I suppose I can write a fairly good
-newspaper story; at least they say so at the office.â€
-He indulged a little look of pride, and then he
-went on: “But that isn’t literature.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“I don’t see why it isn’t,†she said. “I should
-think it would be the most natural thing in the
-world to go from one into the other.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Not at all. Literature requires style, personality,
-distinction, and the artistic temperament.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“I’d say you were talking now like George
-Halliday if I didn’t know you were talking like
-Mr. Weston.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“I wish you could hear Weston talk about literature,â€
-he said. “He’d convince you.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“He couldn’t convince me that he can write any
-better than you can.†Lavinia compressed her
-lips in a defiant loyalty.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>Marley paused to kiss the lips for their loyalty,
-and he compromised the validity of his own argument
-by saying:</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“As a matter of fact, the law, in America and
-in England, has given more men to literature
-than journalism ever has.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Then maybe you can enter literature through
-the law,†said Lavinia, seizing her advantage.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“No,†said Marley, shaking his head. “I’m
-not cut out for it, as Weston is. Some day he
-will be a great man, and we shall be proud to
-have known him so intimately. And we will have
-him at our home; I have many a dream about
-that.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>He looked fondly at her, and her eyes brightened.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“And there is another reason why I want to get
-out of newspaper work,†he went on, speaking tenderly,
-“and that is because everybody says a newspaper
-man has no more right to be married than
-a soldier has.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“But they all are,†said Lavinia.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Yes, they all are, or most of them.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“And I suppose it is the married ones who say
-that.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Well, I know one who is going to be married
-just as soon as he can.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Who is that,—Mr. Weston?â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“No, but Mr. Weston knows him, and knows his
-intentions, and he has promised to be at the wedding
-and act as best man.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Oh, it would be fine to have a literary man at
-the wedding, wouldn’t it.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>They talked then about the wedding, and they
-found all their old delicious joy in it. Marley
-said it must be soon now, though with a pang that
-laid a weight on his heart, he wondered, as he
-thought of all the extravagances he had allowed
-himself to drift into, where he was to get the
-money. He could reassure himself only by telling
-himself that he was going to live as an anchorite
-when he got back to Chicago; even if he had to
-give up the pleasant apartment with Weston and
-go back to the boarding-house in Ohio Street.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“How shall you like living in Chicago?†he
-asked. “Can you be happy in a little flat, without
-knowing anybody, and without being anybody?â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“I shall be happy anywhere with you, Glenn!â€
-she said, looking confidently into his eyes.</p>
-
-<div class='chapter'>
- <h2 class='c004'>CHAPTER XXXI<br />Â <br />ILLUSIONS AND DISILLUSIONS</h2>
-</div>
-
-<p class='c005'>It was a pleasure to Marley to accept the homage
-the people paid him; they confounded his
-success in journalism with a success in literature,
-and under the impression that all writers are somehow
-witty, they laughed extravagantly at his lightest
-observation.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>But much as Marley relished all this, much as
-he enjoyed being at home again, with Lavinia and
-with his father and mother, he was disturbed by
-a certain restlessness that came over him after
-he had been in Macochee a few days and the novelty
-and excitement of his return had worn off. The
-glamour the town had worn for him had left it;
-it seemed to have withered and shrunk away. He
-could no longer, by any effort of the imagination,
-realize it as the place he had carried affectionately
-in his heart during the long months of his absence;
-its interests were so few and so petty, and he found
-himself battling with a wish to get away. He was
-fearful of this feeling; he did not dare to own
-it to himself, much less to his father and mother
-or to Lavinia.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>He was glad that Lavinia would not let him
-mention going back to Chicago, and as the days
-swept by with the swiftness of vacation time, he
-was troubled that he did not feel more acutely the
-sorrow he felt would best become the prospect of
-another separation. He was comforted, finally,
-when he was able to analyze his sensations sufficiently
-to discover that it was neither his sweetheart
-nor his parents that had changed, but his own
-attitude toward life in a small town; he was vastly
-relieved when he succeeded in separating his feelings
-and saw that it was Macochee alone that he
-had lost his affection for, though he could not
-analyze his sensations deeply enough to recognize
-himself as at that period of life when external
-conditions are accepted for more than their real
-value; he was still too young for that. And so he
-could spend his days happily with Lavinia and
-grudge the moments which Lawrence and Mayme
-Carter filched from them by their calls, and he was
-as resentful of Mayme’s invitation to the supper
-which she exalted into a dinner with a reception
-afterward, as was Lavinia herself.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>When Marley went to pay his call on Wade
-Powell, he found many sensations as he glanced
-about the dingy little office where he had begun his
-studies. Wade Powell himself, smoking and reading
-his Cincinnati paper, was sitting at his old
-desk, with the same aspect of permanence he had
-always given the impression of. Marley rushed in
-on him with a face red and smiling and when
-Powell looked up, he threw down his paper, and
-leaped to his feet, saying:</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Well, I’ll be damned!â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>But when their first greetings were over, Powell’s
-manner changed; he began to show Marley a
-certain respect, and he paid him the delicate tribute
-of letting him do most of the talking, whereas
-he used to do most of the talking himself. He was
-not prepared to hear that Marley was still studying
-law; and it cost him an effort to readjust his conception
-of Marley as a successful journalist to the
-old one of a struggling student. He gave Marley
-some intelligence of this, and of his disappointment
-when he said with a meekness Marley did not like
-to see in him:</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Well, of course, you know your own business
-best.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>But when Marley had taken pains to explain his
-position and when he had described the Chicago
-law offices, Powell grew more reconciled.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“I’ve watched you,†he said, “I’ve watched you,
-and I’ve asked your father about you every time
-I’ve seen him; my one regret was that you were
-not working on a Cincinnati paper; then I could
-have read what you were writing. I did try to get
-a Chicago paper—but you know what this town is.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>Powell was deeply interested in Marley’s description
-of his old friend, Judge Johnson, and
-as Marley gave him some notion of the judge’s
-importance and prosperity Powell could only exclaim
-from time to time:</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Well, I’ll be damned!â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>Marley did not tell Powell that Judge Johnson
-had appeared to have forgotten him; he felt that
-it would be more handsome to accept the moral
-responsibility of a prevarication than to hurt Powell’s
-feelings in the way he knew the truth would hurt
-them. Even as it was, Judge Johnson’s success,
-now so keenly realized by Powell when it had
-been brought home to him in this personal way,
-seemed to subdue him, and he was only lifted out
-of his gloom when Marley said:</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“But I’ll tell you one thing, there isn’t a lawyer
-in Chicago who can try a case with you.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>Powell’s eye brightened and his face glowed a
-deeper red; then the look died away as he said:</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Well, I made a mistake. I ought to have gone
-there.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Is it too late?â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>Powell thought a moment, and Marley regretted
-having tempted him with an impossibility. He
-was relieved when Powell shook his head and said:</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Yes, it’s too late now.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>Powell, with something of the pathos of age
-and failure that was stealing gradually over him,
-begged Marley to come in and see him every day
-while he was at home.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“You see I’ve always kept your desk,†he said,
-in a tone that apologized for a weakness he
-perhaps thought unmanly, “just as it was when you
-went away.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>Marley thought cynically that Powell had kept
-everything else just as it was when he went away,
-but he was instantly ashamed of the thought, and
-ashamed, too, of the fact that he and Lavinia both
-considered even this little morning call a waste of
-time, and a sacrifice almost too great to be borne.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>Powell went with Marley out into the street,
-and it gave him evident pride to walk by his side
-down Main Street and around the Square.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“I want them all to see you,†he said frankly.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>He made Marley go with him to the McBriar
-House and then to Con’s Corner, and, in every
-place where men stopped him and shook Marley’s
-hand and asked him how he was getting along,
-Powell took the responsibility of replying promptly:</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Look at him; how does he seem to be getting
-along?â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>Powell found a delight that must have been
-keener than Marley’s in Marley’s fidelity to Chicago,
-expressed quite in the boastful frankness
-of the citizens of that city when abroad, though to
-Marley it seemed that he was putting it on them by
-doing so. He found them all, however, in a spirit
-of loyalty to Macochee that might easily have
-become combative.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Well, little old Macochee’s good enough for us,
-eh, Wade?†they would say.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>Marley would not let them be ahead of him in
-praise of Macochee, and Powell himself softened
-enough to admit that old Ohio was a pretty good
-place to have come from.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>When they suddenly encountered Carman in the
-street, Marley flushed with confusion, first for
-himself and then vicariously for Powell. But
-there was no escape from a situation that no doubt
-exaggerated itself to his sensitiveness, and he was
-soon allowing Carman to hold his hand in his
-right palm while with the other Carman solicitously
-held Marley’s left elbow, and transfixed him
-with that left eye which still refused to react to
-light and shade.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Well, how are you?†asked Carman. “How
-are you, anyway?â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Oh, I’m all right.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Guess you’re glad now I didn’t give you that
-job, eh?â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>Marley could not look at Powell, but he hastened
-to say:</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Yes, I’m glad, now.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Maybe it was for the best,†said Carman.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>When they had left him Marley quickly and
-crudely tried to change the subject, but Powell
-insisted on saying:</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“I want you to know that I’ve always felt like
-a dog over that.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Oh, don’t mention it,†Marley begged. “I
-was honest when I told Carman I was glad it
-turned out as it did.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Yes,†said Powell, “I guess it was all for the
-best.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>To Marley’s relief they dropped the matter then,
-and went over to Con’s Corner. There Powell
-lighted a cigar, and Marley could not resist asking
-for a brand of cigarettes, the kind that Weston
-smoked, though he knew that Con would not have
-them. He felt mean about it afterward, but he
-could not forego some of the petty distinctions of
-living in a city and he indulged a little revenge
-toward the people who had deserted him in what
-had seemed to him his need, and now, in what
-seemed to them his prosperity, were so ready to
-rally to him. Marley went home at noon feeling
-that his triumph had been almost as great as if
-he had come home in a private car.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>His triumph soon was at an end; they came to
-the afternoon of the day when Marley was to return
-to Chicago. It was a golden day, with a sun
-shining out of a sky without clouds, and yet a
-delicious breeze blew out of the little hills. Marley
-and Lavinia walked out the white and dusty
-pike that made the road to Mingo. They walked
-slowly along the edge of the road, in silence,
-under the sadness of the parting that was before
-them. They longed ineffably that the moments
-might be stayed; somehow they felt they might be
-stayed by their silence.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>But when they had ascended the hill and stood
-beside the old oak-tree which grew by the road,
-they looked out across the valley of the Mad River,
-miles and miles away—across fields now golden
-with the wheat, or green with the rustling corn
-that glinted in the sun, off and away to the trees
-that became vague and dim in the hazy distance.
-Back whence they had come lay Macochee; they
-could see the tower of the Court House, the red
-spire of the Methodist church, the gleam of the sun
-on some great window in the roof of the car-shops;
-on the other side of town crawled a train, trailing
-its smoke behind it. Marley looked at Lavinia—she
-was leaning against the tree, and as he looked
-he saw that her blue eyes were filling slowly with
-tears.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Isn’t it beautiful!†he said, looking away from
-her to the simple scenery of Ohio.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Do you remember that day?â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“When we picked out our farm—where was it?â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Wasn’t it over there?â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Yes,†he said. “We could come and live here
-when we are old.†He knew he was but seeking to
-console himself for what now could not be.
-“And there is the old town,†he said. “It looks
-beautiful from here, nestling among those trees,
-it seems peaceful, and calm, and simple. But it is
-different when you are in it; for there are gossip
-and envy and spite, and I can never quite forgive
-it because it had no place for me. Well,†he went
-on defiantly, in the relief he had been able to make
-for himself out of his immature reading of Macochee’s
-character; “I don’t need it any more; it is
-little and narrow and provincial, and the real life
-is to be lived out in the larger world. It’s a hard
-fight, but it’s worth it.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Don’t you regret leaving it?†asked Lavinia,
-in a voice that was tenderer than Marley had ever
-known it. Marley looked at Macochee and then he
-looked at her.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“I regret leaving it, dear heart, because I must
-leave you behind in it.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Would you never care to come back if it were
-not for me?†she asked.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“I might,†he admitted, “when we are old. We
-could come back here then and settle down on our
-farm over there.†He pointed.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“I’m half-afraid of the city,†Lavinia said.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>He turned and took her in his arms.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Dearest,†he said, “you must not say that;
-for the next time I come it will be to take you
-away from Macochee.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Will it?†she whispered.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Yes; and it can’t be long now. How we have
-had to wait!â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Yes,†she repeated, “how we have had to wait!â€</p>
-
-<div class='chapter'>
- <h2 class='c004'>CHAPTER XXXII<br />Â <br />AT LAST</h2>
-</div>
-
-<p class='c005'>Marley, in that compensatory pleasure we
-find in difficulties in the retrospect, was afterward
-fond of saying that if he had waited until
-he had the money and the position to warrant
-his marrying, he never would have married at
-all.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>Just what moved him to take the decisive step
-he did he would have found it hard to tell. He
-had grown accustomed to the life he was living in
-Chicago, he had succumbed, as it were, to his environment;
-he no longer regretted Macochee and
-he found a satisfaction in declaring, whenever he
-had the chance, that the kindest thing the town had
-ever done for him was to refuse him a place within
-its borders. As he looked back at all the plans he
-had formed, he marveled at their number, but he
-marveled more that he should have had such regret
-in the failure of all of them; he was glad
-now that they had failed; had any one of them succeeded
-his life would have been diverted into other
-channels, and it gave him a kind of fear when he
-tried to imagine his life in those other channels;
-he could see himself in those relations only as some
-other identity, and it gave him a gruesome feeling
-to do this.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>Not that he was satisfied with himself or his
-surroundings; he did not like newspaper work, and
-he did not like Chicago very well. He was determined
-to get out of newspaper work at any rate,
-and while he could not yet clearly see a way of getting
-into the law, he had a calm assurance that he
-would do it, in the end. Weston sustained him in
-this hope by saying:</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“A man can’t control circumstances; they control
-him; but sometimes he can dodge them, and,
-after all, every sincere prayer is answered.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>During the winter that followed the summer
-when he had paid his visit to his home he worked
-hard at the law, spending in study the hours the
-other men on his newspaper spent in their
-dissipations, and in the spring he stole away almost
-secretly to Springfield, took the examination, and
-was admitted to the bar.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>After it was done, it seemed but a little thing;
-he wrote Lavinia and he wrote Wade Powell, knowing
-the interest Powell would have in the fact, that
-he felt no different now as a lawyer than he had
-when he was merely a layman. Weston had spent
-the winter over the book he was writing; in the
-spring he found a publisher, and <em>The Clutch of
-Circumstance</em> was given to the world. Marley
-thought it a wonderful book, and so did Lavinia,
-and while it made but little noise in the world,
-Weston said it had done better than he expected—so
-well, in fact, that he was going to give up newspaper
-work, and give his attention wholly to writing
-another book.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>It was a shock to Marley when Weston told him
-they would have to give up their apartment; it was
-a break in the life to which he had grown accustomed.
-But it seemed a time of change, and it
-was then he wrote Lavinia that he thought it useless
-for them to wait any longer; he thought they might
-as well be married then as at any time.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>Unconsciously, perhaps, he wrote this letter as if
-he and not she had been waiting, and if he had
-known the state of the sensitive public opinion in
-Macochee, he might have felt himself justified in
-the attitude. Ever since his visit there the summer
-before his apparent prosperity had given the sentiment
-of the town an impetus in his favor; the
-people had turned their criticism toward Lavinia;
-for months it was a common expression that it was
-a shame she was keeping Marley waiting so long.
-They would nod in a sinister way, and insinuate
-the worldliest of motives; it was generally under
-stood that she was waiting for Marley to make a
-fortune, and this, they held, was demanding too
-much. She had withdrawn utterly from the society
-of Macochee; and she had not gone to one
-of the balls Lawrence had arranged that winter at
-the Odd Fellows’ Hall; her position, outwardly
-at least, was as isolated as that of the Misses Cramer,
-the fragile and transparent old maids who
-lived so many years in their house sheltered by the
-row of cedars behind the High School grounds.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>When Judge Blair received the formal letter in
-which Marley told him he had asked Lavinia to
-name the day and requested his approval, the judge
-gave his consent with a promptness that surprised
-him almost as much as it did Mrs. Blair and Lavinia.
-He justified his inconsistency to his wife,
-in order perhaps, the more thoroughly to justify it
-to himself, by saying that he had long felt Lavinia’s
-position keenly.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“If the strain has been to her anything like
-what it has been to me,†he said to his wife, “they
-could not have endured it much longer.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“It will be lonely here without her,†said
-Mrs. Blair, pensively.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Yes,†the judge assented, and then after a moment’s
-thought he added:</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“But we can now begin to worry about Connie.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Don’t you dare mention that, William!†said
-Mrs. Blair, almost viciously. “She mustn’t begin
-to think of such a thing.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“But she’s in long dresses now, and she seems
-to walk home more and more slowly every night
-with those boys from the High School.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Well, I don’t propose to go through such an
-experience as we have had for these last three
-years, not right away, at any rate.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>The judge tried to laugh, as he said:</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Well, I’ll turn Connie over to you; I’m going
-to have a little peace now.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>The judge complained that he could find no
-peace, however, anywhere, so great was the preparation
-that raged thereafter in the house, driving
-him with his book and cigar from place to place.
-Mrs. Blair and Lavinia and Connie were in fine
-excitement over the gowns that were being fashioned,
-and Miss Ryan lived at the Blairs’ for
-weeks, while in every room there were billowy
-clouds of white garments, and threads and ravelings
-over all the floors.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>Meanwhile it was understood that Marley, too,
-was making arrangements in Chicago. He had
-leased a small flat on the South Side, and had arranged
-with Weston to remove most of the furniture
-of their apartment into the new home where
-the lovers were to set up housekeeping. Mrs.
-Marley was to spare them some of the things from
-her home, and Mrs. Blair, from time to time, designated
-certain articles which she was willing to devote
-to the cause. Chad’s contribution was merely
-a suggestion; he said they could depend on the wedding
-presents to fill up the gaps.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>They were married in the middle of June. The
-ceremony was pronounced by Doctor Marley in
-the parlor of the Blair home; everybody bore up
-well until, under the stress of his emotion, the
-doctor’s voice broke, and then Mrs. Blair wept and
-the judge wiped his eyes and his reddened, anguished
-face. Mrs. Marley cried too, though every
-one tried to comfort her with the assurance that
-she was not losing a son, but gaining a daughter.
-Connie, in her first long gown, acted as maid
-for her sister, but it was evident that she was
-desperately impressed by the young author of <em>The
-Clutch of Circumstance</em>, who had come on from
-Chicago to act as groomsman.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>The company that had been invited was as
-much impressed by Weston as Connie was;
-they had never had an author in Macochee before,
-and though most of them had such confused notions
-of Weston’s performances in literature that
-they grew cold with fear when they talked with
-him, they nevertheless braved it out for the sake of
-an experience they could boast of afterward. Most
-of them took refuge in a discussion of Marley’s
-achievements with him, and they gave him the
-unflattering impression that Marley’s work was as
-important as his own.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>Many of them had plots they wished him to use
-in his stories, others wished to know if he
-took his characters from real life; and Mrs. Carter
-was of such an acuteness that she identified
-Marley as his hero, though Weston had tried to
-keep his book from having any hero. George
-Halliday, however, was able to save the day; he
-could discriminate; he had read <em>The Clutch of
-Circumstance</em>, having borrowed Lavinia’s autograph
-copy, and he told Weston that while he did
-not go in for realism, because it was too photographic,
-too materialistic and lacked personality,
-he nevertheless had enjoyed a pleasant half-hour
-with the volume, and considered it not half-bad.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>This conversation was held in plain hearing of
-all in that difficult moment after the ceremony,
-when the relatives of the bride had solemnly kissed
-her, and her most intimate friends, like Mayme
-Carter, had wept on her neck. The people were
-standing helplessly about; Marley noticed Wade
-Powell, as dignified as a clergyman, in his black
-garments and white tie standing apart with his
-wife.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>Marley had never seen Mrs. Powell before, but
-he recalled in a flash that she filled his conception
-of her; and this delicate, sensitive little face
-completed the picture he remembered long ago to
-have formed. When he saw Powell standing there,
-his hands behind him, unequal to the ordeal of
-being entertained in Judge Blair’s house, bowing
-stiffly and forcing a smile on the few occasions when
-he was spoken to or thought he was being spoken
-to, he had a wish to go to him, but he could not
-then leave his place by Lavinia’s side. He was glad
-a moment later when he saw his father and Wade
-Powell in conversation, and as he and Lavinia
-passed them on their way out to the dining-room
-he heard his father say:</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Well, I’ll tell you, Mr. Powell, when I was
-young my creed was founded on the fact of sin in
-man; but now that I am old, I find it more and
-more founded on the fact of the good that is in all
-of them.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>When the supper was over, Lawrence gave the
-cheer that every one wished to see come to the
-wedding by clearing the parlor for a dance, and
-Marley was glad that his position now permitted
-him to refrain from dancing with a valid excuse.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>Marley thought that Lavinia never looked so
-pretty as she did when she stood at the head of
-the stairs after she had donned her blue traveling
-gown, drawing on her gloves and waiting for the
-carriage that was to drive them to the station.
-Her face was rosy in the light that filled the house,
-and she met his eyes with a fond, contented glance.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Are you happy?†he asked.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Don’t you see?†she said, looking up at him.</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“And will you be happy in that big city, away
-from every one you know, as the wife of a newspaper
-man?â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“I shall be happy anywhere with you.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Our dreams are coming true,†Marley said,
-“after a fashion. And yet not just as we dreamed
-them, after all.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“In all the essentials they are, aren’t they?â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Yes, but you know our dream was that I was to
-practise law.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Well, we still have that dream.â€</p>
-
-<p class='c003'>“Yes, we still have it; maybe it will come true.
-Weston says that our dreams are as much realities
-in our lives as anything else.â€</p>
-
-<div class='c006'>THE END</div>
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-<pre>
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L. BURT COMPANY</i></div> + <div><i>Publishers New York</i></div> + </div> +</div> + +<div class='pbb'></div> +<hr class='pb' /> + +<div class='nf-center-c1'> + <div class='nf-center'> + <div><span class='sc'>Copyright, 1904</span></div> + <div><span class='sc'>The Bobbs-Merrill Company</span></div> + <div class='c000'><span class='sc'>October</span></div> + </div> +</div> + +<div class='pbb'></div> +<hr class='pb' /> + +<div> + <h1 class='c001'>The Happy Average</h1> +</div> + +<div> + <h2 class='c002'>CHAPTER I<br /> <br />A YOUNG MAN’S FANCY</h2> +</div> + +<p class='c003'>“Come on, old man.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>Lawrence led the way with a jaunty step that +was intended to show his easy footing with the +Carters. But Marley lagged behind. Even if calling +on girls had not been such a serious business +with him, he could not forget that he was just graduated +from college and that a certain dignity befitted +him. He wished Lawrence would not speak so +loud; the girls might hear, and think he was +afraid; he wished to keep the truth from them as +long as possible. He had already caught a glimpse +of the girls, or thought he had, but before he could +make sure, the vague white figures on the veranda +stirred; he heard a scurrying, and the loose bang +of a screen door. Then it was still. Lawrence +laughed—somehow, as Marley felt, derisively.</p> + +<p class='c003'>The way from the sidewalk up to the Carters’ +veranda was not long, of course, though it seemed +long to Marley, and Marley’s deliberation made +it seem long to Lawrence. They paused at the +steps of the veranda, and Lawrence made a low +bow.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Good evening, Mrs. Carter,†he said. “Ah, +Captain, you here too?â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>Marley had not noticed the captain, or Mrs. +Carter; they sat there so quietly, enjoying the +cool of the evening, or such cool as a July evening +can find in central Ohio.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“My friend, Mr. Marley, Mrs. Carter—Glenn +Marley—you’ve heard of him, Captain.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>Marley bowed and said something. The presentation +there in the darkness made it rather difficult +for him, and neither the captain nor his wife +moved. Lawrence sat down on the steps and +fanned himself with his hat.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Been a hot day, Captain,†he said. “Think +there’s any sign of rain?†He sniffed the air. +The captain did not need to sniff the air to be able +to reply, in a voice that rumbled up from his +bending figure, that he had no hope of any.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Mayme’s home, ain’t she?†asked Lawrence, +turning to Mrs. Carter.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“I’ll go see,†said Mrs. Carter, and she rose +quickly, as if glad to get away, and the screen +door slammed again.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Billy was in the bank to-day,†Lawrence went +on, speaking to Captain Carter. “He said your +wheat was ready to cut. Did you get Foose all +right?â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Yes,†said the captain, “he’ll give me next +week.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Do you have to board the threshers?â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“No, not this year; they bring along their own +cook, and a tent and everything.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Je-rusalem!†exclaimed Lawrence. “Things +<em>are</em> changing in these days, ain’t they? Harvesting +ain’t as hard on the women-folks as it used +to be.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“No,†said the captain, “but I pay for it, so +much extra a bushel.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>His head shook regretfully, but he would have +lost his regrets in telling of the time when he had +swung a cradle all day in the harvest field, had +not Mrs. Carter’s voice just then been heard calling +up the stairs:</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Mayme!â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Whoo!†answered a high, feminine voice.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Come down. There’s some one here to see +you.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>Mrs. Carter turned into the parlor, and the tall +windows that opened to the floor of the veranda +burst into light.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“She’ll be right down, John,†said Mrs. Carter, +appearing in the door. “You give me your +hats and go right in.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“All right,†said Lawrence, and he got to his +feet. “Come on, Glenn.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>Mrs. Carter took the hats of the young men +and hung them on the rack, where they might +easily have hung them themselves. Then she +went back to the veranda, letting the screen door +bang behind her, and Lawrence and Marley entered +the parlor. Marley took his seat on one of +the haircloth chairs that seemed to have ranged +themselves permanently along the walls, and +Lawrence went to the square piano that stood across +one corner of the room, and sat down tentatively +on the stool, swinging from side to side.</p> + +<p class='c003'>Marley glanced at the pictures on the walls. +One of them was a steel engraving of Lincoln and +his cabinet; another, in a black oval frame, portrayed +Captain Carter in uniform, his hair dusting +the strapped shoulders of a coat made after +the pattern that seems to have been worn so uncomfortably +by the heroes of the Civil War. There +was, however, a later picture of the captain, a crayon +enlargement of a photograph, that had taken +him in civilian garb. This picture, in its huge +gilt frame, was the most aggressive thing in the +room, except, possibly, the walnut what-not. Marley +had a great fear of the what-not; it seemed +to him that if he stirred he must topple it over, +and dash its load of trinkets to the floor. +Presently he heard the swish of skirts. Then a +tall girl came in, and Lawrence sprang to his +feet.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Hello, Mayme. What’d you run for?†he +said.</p> + +<p class='c003'>He had crossed the room and seized the girl’s +hand. She flashed a rebuke at him, though it +was evident that the rebuke was more out of deference +to the strange presence of Marley than for +any real resentment she felt.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“This is my friend, Mr. Marley, Miss Carter,†+Lawrence said. “You’ve heard me speak of him.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>Marley edged away from the what-not, rose and +took the hand the girl gave him. Then Miss Carter +crossed to the black haircloth sofa and seated +herself, smoothing out her skirts.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Didn’t know what to do, so we thought we’d +come out and see you,†said Lawrence.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Oh, indeed!†said Miss Carter. “Well, it’s +too bad about you. We’ll do when you can’t find +anybody else to put up with you, eh?â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Oh, yes, you’ll do in a pinch,†chaffed Lawrence.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Well, can’t you find a comfortable seat?†the +girl asked, still addressing Lawrence, who had +gone back to the piano stool.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“I’m going to play in a minute,†said Lawrence, +“and sing.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Well, excuse <em>me</em>!†implored Miss Carter. “Do +let me get you a seat.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>Lawrence promptly went over to the sofa and +leaned back in one corner of it, affecting a discomfort.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Can’t I get you a pillow, Mr. Lawrence?†+Miss Carter asked presently. “Or perhaps a cot; +I believe there’s one somewhere in the attic.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Oh, I reckon I can stand it,†said Lawrence.</p> + +<p class='c003'>Marley had regained his seat on the edge of the +slippery chair.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Where’s Vinie?†asked Lawrence.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“She’s coming,†answered Miss Carter.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Taking out her curl papers, eh?†said Lawrence. +“She needn’t mind us.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>Miss Carter pretended a disgust, but as she was +framing a retort, somehow, the eyes of all of them +turned toward the hall door. A girl in a gown of +white stood there clasping and unclasping her +hands curiously, and looking from one to another +of those in the room.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Come in, Lavinia,†said Miss Carter. Something +had softened her voice. The girl stepped +into the room almost timidly.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Miss Blair,†said Miss Carter, “let me introduce +Mr. Marley.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>The sudden consciousness that he had been sitting—and +staring—smote Marley, and he sprang +to his feet. Embarrassment overpowered him and +he bowed awkwardly. Lawrence had been silent, +and his silence had been a long one for him. Seeming +to recognize this he hastened to say:</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Well, how’s the world using you, Vinie?â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>The girl smiled and answered:</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Oh, pretty well, thank you, Jack.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>It grated on Marley to hear her called Vinie. +Lavinia Blair! Lavinia Blair! That was her +name. He had heard it before, of course, yet it +had never sounded as it did now when he repeated +it to himself. The girl had seated herself in a +rocking-chair across the room, almost out of range, +as it were. He was rather glad of this, if anything. +It seemed to relieve him of the duty of +talking to her. He supposed, of course, they +would pair off somehow. The young people always +did in Macochee. He supposed he had been +brought there to pair off with Lavinia Blair. He +liked the thought, yet the position had its responsibilities. +Somehow he never could forget that he +could not dance. He hoped they would not +propose dancing. He always had a fear of that in +making calls, and all the calls he made seemed +to come to it soon or late; some one always proposed +it.</p> + +<p class='c003'>Marley was aware that Lawrence and Mayme +Carter had resumed the exchange of their rude +repartee, though he did not know what they had +said. They kept laughing, too. Lavinia Blair +seemed to join in the laughter if not in the badinage. +Marley wished he might join in it. Jack +Lawrence was evidently funnier than ever that +night; Mayme Carter was convulsed. Now and +then Lawrence said something to her in a tone too +low for the others to hear, and these remarks +pushed her to the verge of hysterics. Marley had +a notion they were laughing at him.</p> + +<p class='c003'>Meanwhile Lavinia Blair sat with her hands +in her lap, smiling as though she were amused. +Marley wondered if he amused her. He felt that +he ought to say something, but he did not know +what to say. He thought of several things, but, as +he turned them over in his mind, he was convinced +that they were not appropriate. So he sat +and looked at Lavinia Blair, looked at her eyes, her +mouth, her hair. He thought he had never seen +such a complexion.</p> + +<p class='c003'>Mayme Carter had snatched her handkerchief +back from Lawrence, and retreated to her end +of the sofa. There she sat up stiffly, folded her +hands, and, though her mirth still shook her spasmodically, +she said:</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Now, Jack, behave yourself.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>Lawrence burlesqued a surprise, and said:</p> + +<p class='c003'>“I’ll leave it to Vine if I’ve done anything.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>Marley wondered how much further abbreviation +Lavinia Blair’s name would stand, but he was suddenly +aware that he was being addressed. Miss +Carter, with an air of dismissing Lawrence, +said:</p> + +<p class='c003'>“You have not been in Macochee long, have +you, Mr. Marley?â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>Marley admitted that he had not, but said that +he liked the town. When Lawrence explained +that Marley was going to settle down there and +become one of them, Miss Carter said she was +awfully glad, but warned him against associating +too much with Lawrence. This embarrassed Marley, +if it did not Lawrence, and he immediately +gave the scene to Lawrence, who guessed he would +sing his song. To do so he went to the piano, and +began to pick over the frayed sheets of music that +lay on its green cover. To forestall him, however, +Miss Carter rushed across the room and slid on to +the piano stool herself, saying breathlessly:</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Anything to stop that!â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>She struck a few vagrant chords, and Marley, +glad of a subject on which he could express himself, +pleaded with her to play. At last she did so. +When she had finished, Lawrence clapped his +hands loudly, and stopped only when a voice +startled them. It was Mrs. Carter calling through +the window:</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Play your new piece, Mayme!â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>Miss Carter demurred, but after they had argued +the question through the window, the daughter +gave in, and played it. The music soothed +Lawrence to silence, and when Miss Carter completed +her little repertoire, his mockery could recover +itself no further than to say:</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Won’t you favor us, Miss Blair?â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>When Lavinia Blair declined, he struck an imploring +attitude and said:</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Oh, please do! We’re dying to hear you. You +didn’t leave your music at home, did you?â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>Marley heard the chairs scraping on the +veranda, and the screen door slammed once more. +Then he heard Captain Carter go up the stairs, +while Mrs. Carter halted in the doorway of the +parlor long enough to say:</p> + +<p class='c003'>“You lock the front door when you come up, +Mayme.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>Mayme without turning replied “All right,†+and when her mother had disappeared she said:</p> + +<p class='c003'>“It’s awful hot in here, let’s go outside.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>Marley found himself strolling in the yard with +Lavinia Blair. The moon had not risen, but the +girl’s throat and arms gleamed in the starlight; +her white dress seemed to be a cloud of gauze; she +floated, rather than walked, there by his side. +They paused by the gate. About them were the +voices of the summer night, the crickets, the katydids, +far away the frogs, chirping musically. They +stood a while in the silence, and then they turned, +and were talking again.</p> + +<p class='c003'>Marley did most of the talking, and all he +said was about himself, though he did not realize +that this was so. He had already told her of +his life in the towns where his father had preached +before he came to Macochee, and of his four years +in college at Delaware. He tried to give her some +notion of the sense of alienation he had felt as the +son of an itinerant Methodist minister; for him +no place had ever taken on the warm color and expression +of home. He explained that as yet +he knew little of Macochee, having been away at +college when his father moved there the preceding +fall. It was so easy to talk to her, and as he told +her of his ambitions, the things he was going to do +became so many, and so easy. He was going +to become a lawyer; he thought he should go to +Cincinnati.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“And leave Macochee?†said Lavinia Blair.</p> + +<p class='c003'>Marley caught his breath.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Would you care?†he whispered.</p> + +<p class='c003'>She did not answer. He heard the crickets, the +katydids, the frogs again; there came the perfume +of the lilacs, late flowering that year; the +heavy odor of a shrub almost overpowered him.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“My father is a lawyer,†Lavinia said.</p> + +<p class='c003'>They had turned off the path, and were +wandering over the lawn. The dew sparkled on it; and +Marley became solicitous.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Won’t you get your feet wet?†he asked.</p> + +<p class='c003'>The girl laughed at the idea, but she caught up +her skirts, and they wandered on in the shade of +the tall elms. Marley did not know where they +were. The yard seemed an endless garden, immense, +unknown, enchanted; the dark trees all +around him stood like the forest of some park, and +the lawn stretched away to fall over endless terraces; +he imagined statues and fountains gleaming +in the heavy shadows of the trees. The house +seemed lost in the distance, though he felt its presence +there behind him.</p> + +<p class='c003'>Once he saw the twinkle of a passing light in +an upper story. He could no longer hear the +voices of Mayme and Lawrence, but he caught +the tinkling notes of a banjo, away off somewhere. +Its music was very sweet. They strolled on, their +feet swishing in the damp grass, then suddenly +there was a rush, a loud barking, and a dog sprang +at them out of the darkness. Lavinia gave a little +cry. Marley was startled; he felt that he must +run, yet he thought of the girl beside him. He +must not let her see his fear. He stepped in front +of her. He could feel her draw more closely to +him, and he thrilled as the sense of his protectorship +came to him. He must think of some heroic +scheme of vanquishing the dog, but it stopped in +its mad rush, and Lavinia, standing aside, said:</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Why, it’s only Sport!â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>They laughed, and their laugh was the happier +because of the relief from their fear.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“We must have wandered around behind the +house,†said Lavinia. “There’s the shed.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>They turned, and went back. The enchantment +of the yard had departed. Marley seemed to +see things clearly once more, though his heart still +beat as he felt the delicious sense of protectorship +that had come over him as Lavinia shrank to his +side at the moment the dog rushed at them. Nor +could he ever forget her face as she smiled up at +him in the little opening they came into on the side +lawn. The young moon was just sailing over the +trees. As they approached the veranda, Lawrence’s +voice called out of the darkness:</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Well, where have you young folks been stealing +away to?â€</p> + +<div class='chapter'> + <h2 class='c004'>CHAPTER II<br /> <br />WADE POWELL</h2> +</div> + +<p class='c005'>Marley halted at the threshold and glanced +up at the sign that swung over the doorway. +The gilt lettering of the sign had long ago +been tarnished, and where its black sanded +paint had peeled in many weathers the original +tin was as rusty as the iron arm from +which it creaked. Yet Macochee had long since +lost its need of the shingle to tell it where Wade +Powell’s law office was. It had been for many +years in one of the little rooms of the low brick +building in Miami Street, just across from the +Court House; it was almost as much of an institution +as the Court House itself, with which its +triumphs and its trials were identified. Marley +gathered enough courage from his inspection of +the sign to enter, but once inside, he hesitated. +Then a heavy voice spoke.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Well, come in,†it said peremptorily.</p> + +<p class='c003'>Wade Powell, sitting with his feet on his table, +held his newspaper aside and looked at Marley +over his spectacles. Marley had had an ideal of +Wade Powell, and now he had to pause long enough +to relinquish the ideal and adjust himself to the +reality. The hair was as disordered as his young +fancy would have had it, but it was thinner than +he had known it in his dreams, and its black +was streaked with gray. The face was smooth-shaven, +which accorded with his notion, though +it had not been shaven as recently as he felt it +should have been. But he could not reconcile himself +to the spectacles that rested on Powell’s nose, +and pressed their bows into the flesh of his temples—the +eagle eyes of the Wade Powell of his imagination +had never known glasses.</p> + +<p class='c003'>When Wade Powell slowly pulled his spectacles +from his nose and tossed them on to the +table before him, he bent his eyes on Marley, +and their gaze, under their heavy brows, somewhat +restored him, but it could not atone for the +disappointment. Perhaps the disappointment that +Marley felt in this moment came from some dim, +unrealized sense that Wade Powell was growing +old. The spectacles, the gray in his hair, the +wrinkles in his face, the looseness of the skin at +his jaws and at his throat—where a fold of it hung +between the points of his collar—all told that Wade +Powell had passed the invisible line which marks +life’s summit, and that his face was turned now +toward the evening. There was the touch of sadness +in the indistinct conception of him as a man +who had not altogether realized the ambitions of +his youth or the predictions of his friends, and +the sadness came from the intuition that the failure +or the half-failure was not of the heroic kind.</p> + +<p class='c003'>The office in which he sat, and on which, in +the long years, he had impressed his character, was +untidy; the floor was dirty, the books on the shelves +were dusty and leaning all awry; the set of the +Ohio reports had not been kept up to date; one +might have told by a study of them at just what +period enterprise and energy had faltered, while +the gaps here and there showed how an uncalculating +generosity had helped a natural indolence by +lending indiscriminately to other lawyers, who, +with the lack of respect for the moral of the laws +they pretended to revere, had borrowed with no +thought of returning.</p> + +<p class='c003'>Two or three pictures hung crookedly on the +walls; the table at which Powell sat was old and +scarred; its ink-stand had long ago gone dry and +been abandoned; a cheap bottle, with its cork rolling +tipsily by its side, had taken the ink-stand’s +place. The papers scattered over the table had an +air of hopelessness, as though they had grown +tired, like the clients they represented, in waiting +for Powell’s attention. The half-open door at the +back led into a room that had been, and possibly +might yet be, used as a private office or consulting +room, should any one care to brave its darkness +and its dust; but as for Wade Powell, it was +plain that he preferred to sit democratically in +the outer office, where all might see him, and, what +was of more importance to him, where he might +see all.</p> + +<p class='c003'>The one new thing in the room was a typewriter, +standing on its little sewing-machine table, in the +corner of the room. There was no stenographer +nor any chair for one; Marley imagined Powell, +whenever he had occasion to write, sitting down +to the machine himself, and picking out his pleadings +painfully, laboriously and slowly, letter by +letter, using only his index fingers. And this +somehow humbled his ideal the more. Marley +almost wished he hadn’t come.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“What’s on your mind, young man?†said Wade +Powell, leaning back in his chair and dropping +his long arm at his side until his newspaper swept +the floor. Marley had seated himself in a wooden +chair that was evidently intended for clients, and +he began nervously.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Well, I—â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>Here he stopped, overcome again by an embarrassment. +A smile spread over Wade Powell’s face, +a gentle smile with a winning quality in it, and +his face to Marley became young again.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Tell your troubles,†he said. “I’ve confessed +all the young men in Macochee for twenty-five +years. Yes—thirty-five—†He grew suddenly +sober as he numbered the years and then exclaimed +as if to himself:</p> + +<p class='c003'>“My God! Has it been that long?â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>He took out his watch and looked at it as if it +must somehow correct his reckoning. For a +moment, then, he thought; his gaze was far away. +But Marley brought him back when he said:</p> + +<p class='c003'>“I only want—I only want to study law.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Oh!†said Powell, and he seemed somehow relieved. +“Is that all?â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>To Marley this seemed quite enough, and the +disappointment he felt, which was a part of the +effect Wade Powell’s office had had on him, showed +suddenly in his face. Powell glanced quickly at +him, and hastened to reassure him.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“We can fix that easily enough,†he said. “Have +you ever read any law?â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“No,†said Marley.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Been to college?â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>Marley told him that he had just that summer +been graduated and when he mentioned the name of +the college Powell said:</p> + +<p class='c003'>“The Methodists, eh?â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>He could hardly conceal a certain contempt in +the tone with which he said this, and then, as if +instantly regretting the unkindness, he observed:</p> + +<p class='c003'>“It’s a good school, I’m told.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>He could not, however, evince an entire +approval, and so seeming to desert the subject he +hastened on:</p> + +<p class='c003'>“What’s your name?â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Glenn Marley.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Oh!†Wade Powell dropped his feet to the +floor and sat upright. “Are you Preacher Marley’s +son?â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>Marley did not like to hear his father called +“Preacher,†and when he said that he was the +son of Doctor Marley, Powell remarked:</p> + +<p class='c003'>“I’ve heard him preach, and he’s a damn good +preacher too, I want to tell you.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>Marley warmed under this profane indorsement. +He had always, from a boy, felt somehow that he +must defend his father’s position as a preacher +from the world, as with the little world of his boyhood +and youth he had always had to defend his +own position as the son of a preacher.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Yes, sir, he’s a good preacher, and a good +man,†Powell went on. He had taken a cigar from +his pocket and was nipping the end from it with +his teeth. He lighted it, and leaned back comfortably +again to smoke, and then in tardy hospitality +he drew another cigar from his waistcoat pocket +and held it toward Marley.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Smoke?†he said, and then he added apologetically, +“I didn’t think; I never do.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>Marley declined the cigar, but Powell pressed +it on him, saying:</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Well, your father does, I’ll bet. Give it to him +with Wade Powell’s compliments. He won’t hesitate +to smoke with a publican and sinner.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>Marley smiled and put the cigar away in his +pocket.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“I don’t know, though,†Powell went on slowly, +speaking as much to himself as to Marley, while +he watched the thick white clouds he rolled from +his lips, “that he’d want you to be in my office. +I know some of the <em>brethren</em> wouldn’t approve. +They’d think I’d contaminate you.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>Marley would have hastened to reassure Powell +had he known how to do so without seeming to +recognize the possibility of contamination; but +while he hesitated Powell avoided the necessity +for him by asking:</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Did your father send you to me?â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>He looked at Marley eagerly, and with an +expression of unfounded hope, as he awaited the +answer.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“No,†replied Marley, “he doesn’t know. I +haven’t talked with him at all. I have to do something +and I’ve always thought I’d go into the +law. I presume it would be better to go to a law +school, but father couldn’t afford that after putting +me through college. I thought I could read law +in some office, and maybe get admitted that way.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Sure,†said Powell, “it’s easy enough. You’ll +have to learn the law after you get to practising +anyway—and there isn’t much to learn at that. It’s +mostly a fake.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>Marley looked at him in some alarm, at this new +smiting of an idol.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“I began to read law,†Powell went on, “under +old Judge Colwin—that is, what I read. I used +to sit at the window with a book in my lap and +watch the girls go by. Still,†he added with a +tone of doing himself some final justice, “it was a +liberal education to sit under the old judge’s drippings. +I learned more that way than I ever did at +the law school.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>He smoked on a moment, ruminating on his lost +youth; then, bringing himself around to business +again, he said:</p> + +<p class='c003'>“How’d you happen to come to me?â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Well,†said Marley, haltingly, “I’d heard a +good deal of you—and I thought I’d like you, and +then I’ve heard father speak of you.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“You have?†said Powell, looking up quickly.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Yes.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“What’d he say?â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Well, he said you were a great orator and he +said you were always with the under dog. He +said he liked that.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>Powell turned his eyes away and his face reddened.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Well, let’s see. If you think your father +would approve of your sitting at the feet of such +a Gamaliel as I, we can—†He was squinting +painfully at his book-shelves. “Is that Blackstone +over there on the top shelf?â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>Marley got up and glanced along the backs of the +dingy books, their calfskin bindings deeply +browned by the years, their red and black labels +peeling off.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Here’s Blackstone,†he said, taking down a +book, “but it’s the second volume.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Second volume, eh? Don’t see the first around +anywhere, do you?â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>Marley looked, without finding it.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Then see if Walker’s there.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>Marley looked again.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Walker’s <em>American Law</em>,†Powell explained.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“I don’t see it,†Marley said.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“No, I reckon not,†assented Powell, “some one’s +borrowed it. I seem to run a sort of circulating +library of legal works in this town, without fines—though +we have statutes against petit larceny. Well, +hand me Swan’s <em>Treatise</em>. That’s it, on the end +of the second shelf.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>Marley took down the book, and gave it to +Powell. While Marley dusted his begrimed fingers +with his handkerchief, Powell blew the dust off +the top of the book; he slapped it on the arm of +his chair, the dust flying from it at every stroke. +He picked up his spectacles, put them on and +turned over the first few leaves of the book.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“You might begin on that,†he said presently, +“until we can borrow a Blackstone or a Walker +for you. This book is the best law-book ever written +anyway; the law’s all there. If you knew all +that contains, you could go in any court and get +along without giving yourself away; which is the +whole duty of a lawyer.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>He closed the book and gave it to Marley, who +was somewhat at a loss; this was the final disappointment. +He had thought that his introduction +into the mysteries of the noble profession should +be attended by some sort of ceremony. He looked +at the book in his hand quite helplessly and then +looked up at Powell.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Is that—all?†he said.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Why, yes,†Powell answered. “Isn’t that +enough?â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“I thought—that is, that I might have some duties. +How am I to begin?â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Why, just open the book to the first page and +read that, then turn over to the second page and +read that, and so on—till you get to the end.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“What will my hours be?â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Your hours?†said Powell, as if he did not understand. +“Oh, just suit yourself.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>Marley was looking at the book again.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Don’t you make any entry—any memorandum?†+he asked, still unable to separate himself +from the idea that something formal, something +legal, should mark the beginning of such an important +epoch.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Oh, you keep track of the date,†said Powell, +“and at the end of three years I’ll give you a certificate. +You may find that you can do most of +your reading at home, but come around.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>Marley looked about the office, trying to imagine +himself in this new situation.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“I’d like, you know,†he said, “to do something, +if I could, to repay you for your trouble.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“That’s all right, my boy,†said Powell. Then +he added as if the thought had just come to him:</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Say, can you run a typewriter?â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“I can learn.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Well, that’s more than I can do,†said Powell, +glancing at his new machine. “I’ve tried, but it +would take a stationary engineer to operate that +thing. You might help out with my letters and +my pleadings now and then. And I’d like to have +you around. You’d make good company.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Well,†said Marley, “I’ll be here in the +morning.†He still clung to the idea that he was to be a +part of the office, to be an identity in the local machinery +of the law. As he rose to go, a young +man appeared in the doorway. He was tall, and +the English cap and the rough Scotch suit he wore, +with the trousers rolled up over his heavy tan +shoes, enabled Marley to identify him instantly as +young Halliday. He was certain of this when +Powell, looking up, said indifferently:</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Hello, George. Raining in London?â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Oh, I say, Powell,†replied Halliday, ignoring +a taunt that had grown familiar to him, “that +Zeller case—we would like to have that go over +to the fall term, if you don’t mind.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Why don’t you settle it?†asked Powell.</p> + +<p class='c003'>Halliday was leaning against the door-post, and +had drawn a short brier pipe from his pocket. Before +he answered, he paused long enough to fill it +with tobacco. Then he said:</p> + +<p class='c003'>“You’ll have to see the governor about that—it’s +a case he’s been looking after.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Oh, well,†said Powell, with his easy acquiescence, +“all right.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>Halliday had pressed the tobacco into the bowl +of the pipe and struck a match.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Then, I’ll tell old Bill,†he said, pausing in +his sentence to light his pipe, “to mark it off +the assignment.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>Marley watched Halliday saunter away, with +a feeling that mixed admiration with amazement. +He could not help admiring his clothes, and he +felt drawn toward him as a college man from a +school so much greater than his own, though he +felt some resentment because Halliday had never +once given a sign that he was aware of Marley’s +presence. His amazement came from the utter +disrespect with which Halliday referred to Judge +Blair. Old Bill! Marley had caught his breath. +He would have liked to discuss Halliday with +Powell, but the lawyer seemed to be as indifferent +to Halliday’s existence as Halliday had been +to Marley’s, and when Marley saw that Powell +was not likely to refer to him, he started toward +the door. As he went Powell resumptively called +after him:</p> + +<p class='c003'>“I’ll get a Blackstone for you in a day or two. +Be down in the morning.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>Marley went away bearing Swan’s <em>Treatise</em> under +his arm. He looked up at the Court House +across the way; the trees were stirring in the +light winds of summer, and their leaves writhed +joyously in the sun. The windows of the Court +House were open, and he could hear the voice of +some lawyer arguing a cause to the jury. Marley +thought of Judge Blair sitting there, the jury in +its box, the sleepy bailiff drowsing in his place, +the accustomed attorneys and the angry litigants, +and his heart began to beat a little more rapidly, +for the thought of Judge Blair brought the thought +of Lavinia Blair. And in the days to come, when +he should be arguing a cause to a jury, as that +lawyer, whose voice came pealing and echoing in +sudden and surprising shouts through the open +windows, was arguing a cause now, would Lavinia +Blair be interested?</p> + +<p class='c003'>He had imagined that a day so full of importance +for him would be marked by greater ceremonials, +and yet while he was disappointed, he was +reassured. He had solved a problem, he had done +with inaction, he had made a beginning, he was +entered at last upon a career. As all the events +of the recent years rushed on him, the years of college +life, the decisions and indecisions of his classmates, +their vague troubles about a career, he felt +a pride that he had so soon solved that problem. +He felt a certain superiority too, that made him +carry his head high, as he turned into Main +Street and marched across the Square. It required +only decision and life was conquered. He saw +the years stretching out prosperously before him, +expanding as his ambitions expanded. He was +glad that he had tackled life so promptly, that he +had come so quickly to an issue with it; it was not +so bad, viewed thus close, as it had been from +a distance. He laughed at the folly of all the talk +he had heard about the difficulty of young men +getting a start in these days; he must write to +his fraternity fellows at once, and tell them what +he had done and how he was succeeding. They +would surely see that at the bar he would do, not +only himself, but them, the greatest credit, and +they would be proud.</p> + +<div class='chapter'> + <h2 class='c004'>CHAPTER III<br /> <br />GREENWOOD LAKE</h2> +</div> + +<p class='c005'>The girls, flitting about with nervous laughter +and now and then little screams, had spread +long cloths over the table of plain boards +that had served so many picnic parties at +Greenwood Lake; the table-cloths and the dresses +of the girls gleamed white in the amber light that +streamed across the little sheet of water, though +the slender trees, freshened by the morning shower +that threatened to spoil the outing, were beginning +to darken under the shadows that diffused themselves +subtly through the grove, as if there were +exudations of the heavy foliage.</p> + +<p class='c003'>Lawrence, in his white ducks, stood by the table, +assuming to direct the laying of the supper. His +immense cravat of blue was the only bit of color +about him, unless it were his red hair, which he +had had clipped that very morning, and his shorn +appearance intensified his comic air. Marley, sitting +apart on the stump of a small oak, could hear +the burlesque orders Lawrence shouted at the girls. +The girls were convulsed by his orders; at times +they had to put their dishes down lest in their +laughter they spill the food or break the china; +just then Marley saw Mayme Carter double over +suddenly, her mass of yellow hair lurching forward +to her brow, while the woods rang with her laughter. +The other men were off looking after the +horses.</p> + +<p class='c003'>Lavinia moved quickly here and there, smiling +joyously, her face flushed; though she laughed +as the others did at Lawrence’s drollery, she did not +laugh as loudly, and she did not scream. Just +now she rose from bending over the table, and +brushed her brown hair from her brow with the +back of her hand, while she stood and surveyed +the table as if to see what it lacked. When she +raised her hand the sleeve of her muslin gown +fell away from her wrist and showed her +slender forearm, white in the calm light of evening. +Marley could not take his eyes from her. +She ran into the pavilion, her little low shoes +flashed below her petticoats, and he grew sad; when +she reappeared, all her movements seemed to be +new, to have fresh beauties. Then he suspected +that the girls were laughing at him and he felt +miserable.</p> + +<p class='c003'>He thought of himself sitting alone and apart, +an awkward, ungainly figure. He longed to go +away, yet he feared that, if he did, he would not +have the courage to come back. He shifted his position, +only to make matters worse. Then suddenly +his feeling took the form of a rage with +Lawrence; he longed to seize Lawrence and kick +him, to pitch him into the lake, to humiliate him +before the girls. He thought he saw all at once +that Lawrence had been making fun of him, surreptitiously; +that was what had made the girls +laugh so.</p> + +<p class='c003'>There was some little consolation in the thought +that Lavinia did not laugh as much as the others; +perhaps, if she did not care to defend him, she +at least pitied him. And then he began to pity +himself. The whole evening stretched before him; +pretty soon he would have to move up to the table, +and sit down on the narrow little benches that +were fastened between the trees; then after supper +they would begin their dancing and when that +came he did not see what he could do.</p> + +<p class='c003'>The only pleasure he had had that afternoon had +been on the way out; he had been alone with Lavinia, +and the four miles of pleasant road that +lay between the town and Greenwood Lake were +too short for all the happiness Marley found in +them. He could feel Lavinia again by his side, her +hands folded on the thin old linen lap-robe. He +could not recall a word they had said, but it seemed +to him that the conversation had flowed on intimately +and tranquilly; she had been so close and +sympathetic; and he would always remember how +her eyes had been raised to his. The fields with the +wheat in shock had swept by in the beauty of harvest +time; the road, its dust laid by the morning +shower, had rolled under the wheels of the buggy +softly, smoothly and noiselessly; the air had been +odorous with the scent of green things freshened +by the rain, and had vibrated with the sounds of +summer.</p> + +<p class='c003'>Then suddenly his reverie was broken. The +men were gathering about the table with the girls; +all of them looked at him expectantly.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Here, you!†called Lawrence. “Do you think +we’re going to do all the work? Come, get in +the game, and don’t look so solemn—this ain’t a +funeral.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>They all laughed, and Marley felt his face flame, +but he rose and went over to the table, halting in +indecision.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Run get some water,†ordered Lawrence, imperatively +waving his hand. “Mayme,†he +shouted, “hand him the pitcher! Step lively, now. +The men-folks are hungry after their day’s work. +Has any one got a pitcher concealed about his +person? What did you do with the pitcher, Glenn? +Take it to water your horse?â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>They were laughing uproariously, and Marley +was plainly discomfited. But Lavinia stepped to +his side, a large white pitcher in her hand. “I’ll +show you,†she said.</p> + +<p class='c003'>They started away together, and Marley felt a +protection in her presence. A little way farther +he suddenly thought of the pitcher, which Lavinia +still was bearing, and he took it from her. As he +seized the handle their fingers became for an instant +entangled.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Did I hurt you?†he asked.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Oh, no!†she assured him, and as they walked +on, out of the sight of the laughing group behind +them, an ease came over him.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Do you know where the well is?†he asked.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Oh, yes,†she answered. “It’s down here. I +could have come just as well as not.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“I’m glad to come,†he said; and then he +added, “with <em>you</em>.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>They had reached the wooden pump behind the +pavilion. The little sheet of water curved away +like a crescent, following the course of the stream +of which it was but a widening. Its little islands +were mirrored in its surface. The sun was just +going down, the sky beyond the lake was rosy, and +the same rosy hue now suffused everything; the +waters themselves were reddened.</p> + +<p class='c003'>It was very still, and the peace of the evening lay +on them both. Lavinia stood motionless, and +looked out across the water to the little Ohio hills +that rolled away toward the west. She stood and +gazed a long time, her hands at her sides, yet +with their fingers open and extended, as if the +beauty of the scene had suddenly transfixed her. +Marley did not see the lake or the sun, the islands +or the hills; he saw only the girl before him, the +outline of her cheek, the down on it showing fine +in the pure light, the hair that nestled at her +neck, the curve from her shoulder to her arms and +down to her intent fingers. At last she sighed, and +looked up at him.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Isn’t it all beautiful?†she said solemnly.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Beautiful?†he repeated, as if in question, not +knowing what she said.</p> + +<p class='c003'>Just then they heard Lawrence hallooing, and +Marley began to pump vigorously. He rinsed out +the pitcher, then filled it, and they went back, walking +closely side by side, and they did not speak all +the way.</p> + +<p class='c003'>Mayme Carter, who, as it seemed, had a local +reputation as a compounder of lemonade, had the +lemons and the sugar all ready when Marley and +Lavinia rejoined the group, and Lawrence, as he +seized the pitcher, said:</p> + +<p class='c003'>“I see that, between you, you’ve spilled nearly +all of the water, but I guess Mayme and I’ll have +to make it do.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>The others laughed at this, as they did at all of +Lawrence’s speeches, and then they turned and +laughed at Marley and Lavinia, though the men, +who as yet did not feel themselves on terms with +Marley, had a subtile manner of not including +him in their ridicule, however little they spared +Lavinia.</p> + +<p class='c003'>The supper was eaten with the hunger their spirits +and the fresh air had given them and Marley, +placed, as of course, by Lavinia’s side, felt sheltered +by her, as he felt sheltered by all the talk that +raged about him. He wished that he could join in +the talk, but he could not discover what it was all +about. Once, in a desperate determination to +assert himself, he did mention a book he had been +reading, but his remark seemed to have a chilling +effect from which they did not recover until Lawrence, +out of his own inexhaustible fund of nonsense, +restored them to their inanities. He tried to +hide his embarrassment by eating the cold chicken, +the ham and sardines, the potato chips and pickles, +the hard-boiled eggs and sandwiches that went up +and down the board in endless procession, and he +was thankful, when he thought of it, that Lawrence +seemed to forget him, though Lawrence +had forgotten no one else there. He seemed +to note accurately each mouthful every one took.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Hand up another dozen eggs for Miss Winters, +Joe,†he called to one of the men, and then +they all laughed at Miss Winters.</p> + +<p class='c003'>When the cake came, Lawrence identified each +kind with some remark about the mother of the +girl who had brought it, and tasted all, because, as +he said, he could not afford to show partiality. +The fun lagged somewhat as the meal neared its +end, but Lawrence revived it instantly and sensationally +by rising suddenly, bending far over +toward Lavinia in a tragic attitude and saying:</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Why, Vine, child, you haven’t eaten a mouthful! +I do believe you’re in love!â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>The company burst into laughter, but they suddenly +stopped when they saw Marley. His face +showed his anger with them, and he made a little +movement, but Lavinia smiled up at Lawrence, and +said:</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Well, Jack, it’s evident that <em>you’re</em> not.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>And then they all laughed at Lawrence, and +the girls clapped their hands, while Marley, angry +now with himself, tried to laugh with them.</p> + +<p class='c003'>When they stopped laughing Lawrence produced +his cigarettes, and tossing one to Marley in a way +that delicately conveyed a sense of intimacy and +affection, he said:</p> + +<p class='c003'>“When you girls get your dishes done up we’ll +be back and see if we can’t think up something to +entertain you,†and then he called Marley and +with him and the other men strolled down to the +lake.</p> + +<div class='chapter'> + <h2 class='c004'>CHAPTER IV<br /> <br />MOONLIGHT</h2> +</div> + +<p class='c005'>The dance was proposed almost immediately. +Marley had hoped up to the very last minute +that something, possibly a miracle, would prevent +it, but scarcely had the men finished their +first cigarettes before Howard was saying:</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Well, let’s be getting back to the girls. They’ll +want to dance.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>Howard spoke as if the dancing would be a sacrifice +on the part of the men to the pleasure of the +girls, but they all turned at once, some of them +flinging their cigarettes into the water, as if to complete +the sacrifice, and started back. When they +reached the pavilion, Payson and Gallard took instruments +out of green bags, Payson a guitar and +Gallard a mandolin, and Lawrence, bustling about +over the floor, shoving the few chairs against the +unplastered wooden walls, was shouting:</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Tune ’em up, boys, tune ’em up!â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>The first tentative notes of the strings twanged +in the hollow room, and Lawrence was asking the +girls for dances, scribbling their names on his cuff +with a disregard of its white polished linen almost +painful.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“I’ll have to divide up some of ’em, you know, +girls,†he said. “Jim and Elmer have to play, and +that makes us two men shy. But I’ll do the best +I can—wish I could take you all in my arms at once +and dance with you.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>The girls, standing in an expectant, eager little +group, clutched one another nervously, and pretended +to sneer at Lawrence’s patronage.</p> + +<p class='c003'>Marley was standing with Lavinia near the door. +He was trying to affect an ease; he knew by the +way the other girls glanced at him now and then +that they were speculating on his possibilities as a +partner; he tried just then to look as if he were +going to dance as all the other men were, yet he +felt the necessity of confessing to Lavinia.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“You know,†he said contritely, “that I don’t +dance.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>She looked up, a disappointment springing to her +eyes too quickly for her to conceal it. She was +flushed with pleasure and excitement, and tapping +her foot in time with the chords Payson and Gallard +were trying on their instruments. Marley +saw her surprise.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“I ought not to have come,†he said; “I’ve no +business here.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>The look of disappointment in Lavinia’s eyes +had gone, and in its place was now an expression +of sympathy.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“It makes no difference,†she said. And then +she added in a low voice: “I’ll not dance either; +there are too many of us girls anyway.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Oh, don’t let me keep you from it,†said Marley, +and yet a joy was shining in his eyes. She +turned away and blushed.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“I’ll give you all my dances,†she said; “we +can sit them out.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“But it won’t be any fun for you,†protested +Marley. And just then Lawrence came up.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Say, Glenn,†he said, “if you don’t want to +dance I’ll take Lavinia for the first number.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>The guitar and mandolin, after a long preliminary +strumming to get themselves in tune, +suddenly burst into <em>The Georgia Campmeeting</em>, and +the couples were instantly springing across the +floor.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Come on, Vine,†said Lawrence, his fingers +twitching. And Lavinia, eager, trembling, alive, +casting one last glance at Marley, said “Just this +one!†and went whirling away with Lawrence.</p> + +<p class='c003'>Marley moved aside, awkwardly, when the couples, +sweeping in a long oval stream around the +little room, whirled past him. Lavinia danced +with a grace that almost hurt him; she was laughing +as she looked up into Lawrence’s face, talking +to him as they danced. Marley felt a gloom, almost +a rage, settle on him. He looked up and down the +room. At the farther end, through the door by +which the musicians sat swinging their feet over +their knees in time to the tune they played, he +could see the man who kept the grounds at the lake, +looking on at the dance; his wife was with him, +and they smiled contentedly at the joy of the young +people.</p> + +<p class='c003'>Marley could not bear their joy, any more than +he could bear the joy of the dancers, and he looked +away from them. Glancing along the wall he saw +a girl, sitting alone. It was Grace Winters; she +was older than the others, and she sat there sullenly, +her dark brows contracted under her dark +hair. Marley felt drawn toward her by a common +trouble, and he thought, instantly, that he might +appear less conspicuous if he went and sat beside +her. As he approached, her sallow face brightened +with a brilliant smile of welcome and she drew +aside her skirts to make a place for him, though +there was no one else on all that side of the room. +Marley sat down.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“It’s warm, isn’t it?†he said.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Yes,†Miss Winters replied, “almost too warm +to dance, don’t you think?â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>Marley tried to express his acquiescence in the +polite smile he had seen the other men use before +the dance began, but he did not feel that he carried +it off very well.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“I should think you’d be dancing, Mr. Marley,†+Miss Winters said. “I hear you are a splendid +dancer. Don’t you care to dance this evening?â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“I can’t dance,†said Marley, crudely.</p> + +<p class='c003'>He was looking at Lavinia, following her young +figure as it glided past with Lawrence. Miss +Winters turned away. Her face became gloomy +again, and she said nothing more. Marley was +absorbed in Lavinia, and they sat there together +silent, conspicuous and alone, in a wide separation.</p> + +<p class='c003'>Marley thought the dance never would end. It +seemed to him that the dancers must drop from +fatigue; but at last the mandolin and guitar ceased +suddenly, the girls cried out a disappointed unisonant +“Oh!†and then they all laughed and +clapped their hands. Lavinia and Lawrence were +coming up, glowing with the joy of the dance.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Oh, that was splendid, Jack!†Lavinia cried, +putting back her hair with that wave of her hand.</p> + +<p class='c003'>Lawrence’s face was redder than ever. He +leaned over and in a whisper that was for Lavinia +and Marley together he said:</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Lavinia, you’re the queen dancer of the town.†+And then he turned to Miss Winters.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Grace,†he said, distributing himself with the +impartiality he felt his position as a social leader +demanded, “you’ve promised me a dance for a long +time. Now’s my chance.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Why certainly, Jack,†Miss Winters said, with +her brilliant smile, and then she took Lawrence’s +arm and drew him away, as if otherwise he might +escape.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Take me outdoors!†said Lavinia to Marley. +“Those big lamps make it <em>so</em> hot in here.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>Marley was glad to leave, and they went out on +to the little piazza of the pavilion. Lavinia stood +on the very edge of the steps, and drank in the fresh +air eagerly.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Oh!†she said. “Oh! Isn’t it delicious!â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>The darkness lay thick between the trees. The +air was rich with the scent of the mown fields that +lay beyond the grove. The insects shrilled contentedly. +Marley stood and looked at Lavinia, standing +on the edge of the steps, her body bent a little +forward, her face upturned. She put back her hair +again.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Let’s go on down!†she said, a little adventurous +quality in her tone. She ran lightly down the +steps, Marley after her.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Won’t you take cold?†he asked, bending close +to her.</p> + +<p class='c003'>She looked up and laughed. They were walking +on, unconsciously making their way toward the +edge of the little lake. Marley felt the white form +floating there beside him and a happiness, new, +unknown before, came to him. They were on the +edge of the little lake. Before them the water +lay, dark now, and smooth. A small stage was +moored to the shore and a boat was fastened to +it. They could hear the light lapping of the water +that barely stirred the boat. Presently Lavinia +ran out on to the stage. She gave a little spring, +and rocked it up and down; then smiled up at +Marley like a child venturing in forbidden places. +Marley stepped carefully on to the stage.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Isn’t it a perfect night?†Lavinia said, looking +up at the dark purple sky, strewn with all the +stars. Marley looked at her white throat.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“The most beautiful night I ever knew!†he +said. He spoke solemnly, devoutly, and Lavinia +turned and gazed on him. Marley touched the boat +with the toe of his shoe.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“We might row,†he said almost timidly.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Could we?†inquired Lavinia.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“If we may take the boat.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Oh, of course—anybody may. Can you row?â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>Marley laughed. He had rowed in the college +crew on the old Olentangy at Delaware. His +laugh was a complete answer to Lavinia. She approached +the boat, and Marley bent over and drew +it alongside the stage.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Get in,†he said. It was good to find something +he could do. He helped her carefully into the +boat, and held it firmly until she had arranged herself +in the stern, her feet against the cleats, and +her white skirts tucked about her. Then he took +his seat, shipped the oars and shoved off. He swept +the boat out into the deep water, and rowed away +up the lake. He rowed precisely, feathering his +oars, that she might see how much a master he was. +They did not speak for a long time. First one, then +the other, of the little islands swept darkly by; +the water slapped the bow of the boat as Marley +urged it forward. The lights of the pavilion on +the shore twinkled an instant, then went out behind +the trees. They could hear the distant mellow +thrumming of the guitar and the tinkle of the +mandolin.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Are you too cool?†he asked presently.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Oh, no, not at all!†said Lavinia.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Hadn’t you better take my coat?†Marley +persisted. The idea of putting his coat about her +thrilled him.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“You’ll need it,†she said.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“No, I’ll be warm rowing.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>She shook her head, and smiled. They drifted +on. Still came the distant strumming of the guitar +and the tinkle of the mandolin. Marley thought of +the young people dancing, and then, noting Lavinia’s +silence, he asked, out of the doubt that was his +one remaining annoyance:</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Wouldn’t you rather be back there dancing?â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“No, no!†she answered softly.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“I’m ashamed of myself.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Why?†She started a little.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Because I can’t dance!†There was guilt in +his tone.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“You mustn’t feel that way about it,†Lavinia +said. “It’s nothing.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Isn’t it?â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“No. It’s easy to learn.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“I never could learn.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>Lavinia was still, and Marley thought she assented +to this. But in another moment she spoke +again.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“I—†she began, and then she hesitated.</p> + +<p class='c003'>Marley stopped rowing and rested on his oars. +The water lapped the bows of the boat as it slackened +its speed.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“I could teach you,†Lavinia went on.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Could you?†Marley leaned forward eagerly.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“I’d like to.†She was trailing one white hand +in the water.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Will you?â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Yes,†she said. “We can do it over at Mayme’s—any +time. She’ll play for us.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>Marley felt a great gratitude, and he wondered +how he could pour it forth upon her.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“You are too good to me,†he exclaimed.</p> + +<p class='c003'>Then, suddenly, a change came over the dark +surface of the waters. A mellow quality touched +them; they seemed to tremble ecstatically, then they +broke into sparkling ripples; the air quivered with +a luminous beauty and a light flooded the little +valley. Marley and Lavinia turned instinctively +and looked up, and there, over the tops of the +trees, black a moment before, now rounded domes +of silver, rose the moon. They gazed at it a long +time. Finally Marley turned and looked at +Lavinia. Her white dress had become a drapery, +her arms gleamed, her eyes were lustrous in the +transfiguration of the moonlight. He could see +that her lips were slightly parted, and her fingertips, +dipped in the cool water over the gunwale of +the boat, trailed behind them a long narrow thread +of silver. They looked into each other’s eyes, and +neither spoke. They drifted on. At last, Marley +said:</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Lavinia!â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>She stirred.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Do you know—†he began, and then he stopped. +“Don’t you know,†he went on, “can’t you see, +that I love you?â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>He rested his arms on the oars, and leaned over +toward her.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“I’ve loved you ever since that first night—do +you remember? I know—I know I’m not good +enough, but can’t you—can’t I—love you?â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>He saw her eyelids fall, and as she turned and +looked over the side of the boat, she put forth +her hand, and he took it.</p> + +<p class='c003'>They were awakened from the dream by a call, +and after what seemed to Marley a long time, he +finally remembered the voice as Lawrence’s.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“We must go back,†he said reluctantly. “How +long have we been gone?â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“I don’t know,†said Lavinia. He heard her +sigh.</p> + +<p class='c003'>Marley pulled the boat in the direction whence +came the hallooing voice; he had quite lost all notion +of their whereabouts. But presently they saw +the lights of the pavilion, and then the dark figures +of the men, and the white figures of the girls +on shore.</p> + +<p class='c003'>As they pulled up and Marley sprang out of the +boat to the landing stage, Lawrence said:</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Well, where have you babes been?â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>Marley helped Lavinia out of the boat.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“We’ve been rowing,†he said.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“We thought you’d been drowned,†said Lawrence.</p> + +<p class='c003'>Marley and Lavinia drove home together in silence. +In the light of the moon, the road was silver, +and the fields with their shocks of wheat +were gold.</p> + +<div class='chapter'> + <h2 class='c004'>CHAPTER V<br /> <br />THE SERENADE</h2> +</div> + +<p class='c005'>“I don’t know what ails Lavinia,†said Mrs. +Blair to her husband as he sat on the veranda +after dinner the next day. The judge laid his +paper in his lap, and looked up at his wife over +his glasses.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Isn’t she well?†he asked.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“M—yes,†replied Mrs. Blair, prolonging the +word in her lack of conviction, “I guess so.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Don’t you know?†the judge demanded in some +impatience with her uncertainty.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“She says she feels all right.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Well, then, what makes you think she isn’t?â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Oh, I don’t know,†replied Mrs. Blair, “she +seems so quiet, that’s all.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Lavinia is not a girl given to excitement or +demonstration,†said the judge, lapsing easily into +the manner of speech he had cultivated on the +bench.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“No, that’s so,†assented Mrs. Blair. “But +she’s always cheerful and bright.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Is she gloomy?â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“No, I wouldn’t exactly call it that, but she +seems preoccupied—rather wistful I should say, +yes—wistful.†She seemed pleased to have found +the right word.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Oh, she’s all right. That picnic last night may +have fatigued her. I presume there was dancing.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Yes.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“I don’t know that we should let her go out that +way.†The judge took off his glasses and twirled +them by their black cord while he gazed across the +street, apparently at some dogs that were tumbling +each other about in the Chenowiths’ yard. The +judge had a subconscious anxiety that they would +get into Mrs. Chenowith’s flower beds.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“You and I used to go to them; they never +hurt us,†argued Mrs. Blair.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“No, I suppose not. But then—that was different.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>Mrs. Blair laughed lightly, and the laugh served +to dissipate their cares. She went to the edge of +the veranda and pulled a few leaves from +the climbing rose-vine that grew there, and the +judge put on his glasses and spread out his paper.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“I’ll take her out for a drive this afternoon,†+said Mrs. Blair, turning to go indoors.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“She’ll be all right,†said the judge, already +deep in the political columns.</p> + +<p class='c003'>That night at supper, the judge looked at Lavinia +closely, and after a while he said:</p> + +<p class='c003'>“You’re not eating, Lavinia. Don’t you feel +well?â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>Lavinia turned to her father and smiled.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Oh, I’m all right.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>Her smile perplexed the judge.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“You look pale,†he said.</p> + +<p class='c003'>Mrs. Blair glanced warningly at him the length +of the table.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“My girl’s losing her color,†he forged ahead.</p> + +<p class='c003'>Lavinia dropped her eyelids, and a look of +pain appeared in her face, causing it to grow paler.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Please don’t worry about me, papa,†she said.</p> + +<p class='c003'>Mrs. Blair divined Lavinia’s dislike of this +personal discussion. She tried to catch her +husband’s eye again, but he was looking at Lavinia +narrowly through his glasses.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Did you go riding this afternoon?†he asked +as if he were examining a witness whom counsel +had not drawn out properly.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Yes,†Mrs. Blair hastened to say. “We drove +out the Ludlow a long way.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“She was riding last night, too,†said Connie.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Who with?†demanded Chad, turning to Connie +with the challenge he always had ready for +her.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Who with?†retorted Connie. “Why, Glenn +Marley, of course. Who else?â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Well, what of it?†demanded Chad. “What’s +it to you?â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Oh, children, children!†protested Mrs. Blair, +wearily. “Do give us a little peace!â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Well, she began it,†said Chad.</p> + +<p class='c003'>Connie was eating savagely, but she whirled on +Chad, speaking with difficulty because her mouth +was filled with food:</p> + +<p class='c003'>“You shut up, will you?â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>Chad laughed with a contempt almost theatrical, +waved his hand lightly and said:</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Run away, little girl, run away.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>Mrs. Blair asked the judge why he did not correct +his children, and though the sigh he gave expressed +the hopelessness, as it seemed to him, of +bringing the two younger members of his train +into anything like decorous behavior, he laid his +knife and fork in his plate.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“This must cease,†he said. “It is scandalous. +One might conclude that you were the children of +some family in Lighttown.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“It is very trying,†said Mrs. Blair, acquiescing +in her husband’s reproof. “They are just like fire +and tow.†She said this quite impersonally and +then turned to Connie: “If you can’t behave yourself, +I’ll have to send you from the table.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“That’s it!†wailed Connie. “That’s it! Blame +everything on to me!â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>Mrs. Blair looked severely at her, and Connie’s +face reddened. She glanced angrily at her mother +and began again:</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Well, I—â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>The judge rapped the table smartly with his +knuckles.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Now I want this stopped!†he said. “And +right away. If it isn’t I’ll—†He was about to +say if it wasn’t he would clear the room, as he was +fond of saying whenever the idle spectators in his +court showed signs of being human, but he did +not finish his sentence. Chad was subdued and +decorous, and Connie drooped her head, and began +to gulp her food. Her eyes were filling with tears +and the tears began to fall, slowly, one by one, +splashing heavily into her plate.</p> + +<p class='c003'>Lavinia was trembling; she tried to control herself, +tried to lift her glass, but when she did, her +hand shook so that the water was likely to spill. +This completed the undoing of her nerves, her +eyes suddenly flooded with tears, and she snatched +her handkerchief from her lap, rose precipitately, +and hurried from the room, dropping her napkin +as she went. They heard her going up the stairs, +and presently the door of her room closed.</p> + +<p class='c003'>Connie had followed Lavinia with her misty +eyes as she left the table and now she too prepared +to leave. She felt a sudden pity springing +from her great love of her older sister, and her +great pride in her, and she felt a contrition, though +she tried to convict Chad, as the latest object of her +fiery and erratic temper, by glowering at him.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“I’ll go to her,†she said, “<em>I</em> can comfort her!â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“No, stay where you are,†said her mother. +“Just leave her alone.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>The evening light of the summer day flooded +into the dining-room; outside a robin was singing. +In the room there was constraint and heavy silence, +broken only by the slight clatter of the silver +or the china. But after a while the judge spoke:</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Did Lavinia go to the picnic with young Marley?†+he asked. He regretted instantly that he +had revived the topic that had given rise to the difficulty, +but as it lay on the minds of all, it was impossible, +just then, to escape its influence.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“I believe so,†said Mrs. Blair. “He really +seems like a nice young man.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>The judge scowled.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“I don’t know,†he said. “He’s in the office of +Wade Powell—I suppose he is the one, isn’t he?†+He thought it unbecoming that a judge should show +an intimate knowledge of the relations of young +men who were merely studying law.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Yes, sir,†said Chad, maintaining his own dignity.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Everybody seems to speak well of him,†said +Mrs. Blair.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“But I can’t quite reconcile that with his selecting +Wade Powell as a preceptor. I would hardly +consider his influence the best in the world, and I +would imagine that Doctor Marley would hold to +the same opinion.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>Judge Blair spoke with a certain disappointment +in Doctor Marley. He had gone to hear him +preach once or twice, and found, as he said, an +intellectual quality in his utterances that he missed +in the sermons Mr. Hill had been preaching for +twenty years in the Presbyterian church.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Perhaps he doesn’t know Wade Powell,†said +Mrs. Blair. “Doctor Marley is comparatively a +stranger here, you know.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Yes, I presume that explains it. But—†he +shook his head. He could not forgive any one who +showed respect for Wade Powell. “Powell has little +business except a certain criminal practice, and +now and then a personal injury case.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Is there anything wrong in personal injury +cases?†asked Mrs. Blair.</p> + +<p class='c003'>The judge looked at his wife in surprise.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Well, I suppose you know, don’t you,†he said, +“that such cases are taken on contingent fees?†+He spoke with the natural judicial contempt of the +poor litigant.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Of course, dear,†she replied, “I shall not undertake +to defend Mr. Powell. He’s a wild sort.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Yes; a drunkard, practically,†said Judge +Blair, “and an infidel besides. The moral environment +there is certainly not one for a young +man—â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Is he really an <em>infidel</em>?†asked Mrs. Blair, +abruptly dropping her knife and fork.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Well,†replied the judge with the judicial affectation +of fairness, “he’s at least a free-thinker. +Perhaps agnostic were the better word. That is +one reason why I can not understand Doctor Marley’s +permitting his son to be associated with him. +It seems to me to argue a weakness, or a lack of +observation in the doctor, as it does a certain depravity +of taste in his son.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>They discussed Marley until the meal was done, +and Connie and Chad had gone out of doors. +Judge Blair followed his wife into the sitting-room.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“I’m worried, I’ll admit,†said the judge. +“What could it have been that so distressed her?â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Oh well, the children’s little quarrels were too +much for her nerves.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“I suppose so.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>They were silent and thoughtful, sitting together, +rocking gently in their chairs as the twilight stole +into the room.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“It’s too bad he’s going to study law,†the judge +said after a while.</p> + +<p class='c003'>He shook his gray head dubiously.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“But you always say that about any one who’s +going to study law,†Mrs. Blair argued. “You +even said it about George Halliday when his father +took him into partnership.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Well, it’s bad business nowadays unless a +young man wants to go to the city, and it’s hard +to get a foothold there.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“But you began as a lawyer,†she urged, as +though he had finished as something else.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“It was different in my day.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“And you’ve always done well in the law,†Mrs. +Blair went on, ignoring his distinction.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Oh yes,†the judge said in a tone that expressed +a sense of individual exception. “But I went on +the bench just in time to save my bacon. There’s +no telling what might have become of us if I had remained +in the practice.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>They were silent long enough for him to feel +the relief he had always found in his salaried position, +and then he said:</p> + +<p class='c003'>“You don’t suppose—â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Oh, certainly not!†his wife hastened to assure +him.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Well, I think it would be well, perhaps, to +watch her closely. I don’t just like the notion.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“But his father is—â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Yes, but after all, we really know nothing +about him.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“That is true.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“And then Lavinia’s so young.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Yes.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“I’d go to her.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“After a while,†Mrs. Blair said.</p> + +<p class='c003'>They heard steps on the veranda, and then the +voices of Mr. and Mrs. Chenowith who had run +across, as Mrs. Chenowith said, when Mrs. Blair +met them in the darkness that filled the wide hall, +to see how they all were. The Chenowiths begged +Mrs. Blair not to light the gas; they preferred +to sit out of doors. The Chenowiths remained all +the evening. When they had gone, the judge drew +the chairs indoors, while Mrs. Blair rolled up +the wide strip of red carpet that covered the steps +of the veranda. And when they had gone up to +their room, Mrs. Blair stole across to Lavinia, +softly closing the door behind her.</p> + +<p class='c003'>She found the girl stretched on her bed, her face +buried in the pillows, which were wet with her +tears.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“What is troubling my little girl?†she asked. +She sat down on the side of the bed, and lightly +stroked Lavinia’s soft hair. The girl stirred, and +drew herself close to her mother. Mrs. Blair did +not speak, but continued to stroke her hair, and +waited. Presently Lavinia cried out:</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Oh, mama! mama!â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>And then she was in her mother’s arms, weeping +on her mother’s breast.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“I’ve never kept anything from you before, +mama,†Lavinia cried.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“No,†Mrs. Blair whispered. “Can’t you tell +mama now?â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>And then with her mother’s arms about her Lavinia +told her all. When she had finished she +lay tranquilly. Mrs. Blair was relieved and yet +her troubles had but grown the more complicated. +She saw all the intricate elements with which she +would have to deal, and she quailed before them, +realizing what tact would be required of her.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“The coming of love should be a time of joy, +dear,†she said presently. Even in the darkness, +she could see the white blur of Lavinia’s face +change its expression. A smile had touched it.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“It should, shouldn’t it, mama?â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Yes, indeed.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“But I never kept anything from you before.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>Mrs. Blair laughed.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“But you kept this only a day, dear. That +doesn’t count.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“It was a long day.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“I know, sweetheart.†The mother kissed her, +and they were silent a while.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“I do love him so,†said Lavinia, presently. +“And you’ll love him too, mama, I know you will.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“I’m sure of that, dear.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“But what of papa?â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>Mrs. Blair felt the girl grow tense in her arms.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“That will all come right in time,†said Mrs. +Blair.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Will you tell him?â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Not just now, dear. We’ll have this for a little +secret of our own. There’s plenty of time. You +are young, you know, and so is Glenn.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“I love to hear you call him Glenn.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>Mrs. Blair remained with Lavinia until she had +tucked her into her bed.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Just my little child,†the mother whispered +over the girl. “Just my little child.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Yes, always that,†said Lavinia. And her +mother kissed her again and again, and left her in +the dark.</p> + +<p class='c003'>When Mrs. Blair rejoined her husband, he laid +down the book he always read before retiring, and +looked up with the question in his eyes.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“She’s just a little nervous and tired,†Mrs. +Blair said. “She’ll be all right in the morning. +I think it best not to notice her.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Do you think we’d better have Doctor Pierce +see her?â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Oh, not at all!†Mrs. Blair laughed, and the +judge, reassured, went back to his book.</p> + +<p class='c003'>They were awakened from their first doze that +night by voices singing.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“It’s some of the darkies from Gooseville,†said +Mrs. Blair. “They’re out serenading.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Yes,†said the judge. “It is sweet to fall +asleep by.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>At the sound of the singing Lavinia had crept +from her bed and crouched in her white night-dress +before the open window; the shutters were closed. +She heard the melody from far down the street. +The singing ceased, then began again, drawing +nearer and nearer. Presently she heard the fall of +feet on the sidewalk before the house, and the low +tones of voices in hurried consultation. And then +a clear baritone voice rose, and she heard it begin +the song:</p> + +<div class='lg-container-b'> + <div class='linegroup'> + <div class='group'> + <div class='line'>“Oh the sun shines bright in my old Kentucky home,</div> + <div class='line'>’Tis summer, the darkies are gay.â€</div> + </div> + </div> +</div> + +<p class='c003'>She knew the voice. Her heart swelled and the +tears came again and there alone in the fragrant +night she opened her arms and stretched them out +into the darkness.</p> + +<div class='chapter'> + <h2 class='c004'>CHAPTER VI<br /> <br />LOVE’S ARREARS</h2> +</div> + +<p class='c005'>The days following the picnic had been no +easier for Marley than they had been for +Lavinia. As he looked back on that night, a +fear took hold of him; the whole experience, the +most wonderful of his life, grew more and more unreal. +Much as he longed to see Lavinia again, he +was afraid to go to her home; he wondered whether +he should write her a note; perhaps she would +think him false, perhaps she would think he had +already forgotten her; the idea tormented him; he +did not know what to do. He had seen her but +once, and then at a distance; the Blairs’ well-known +surrey had stopped in the middle of the Square, +and George Halliday stood leaning into the carriage +chatting with Lavinia. Marley had but a +glimpse of Lavinia’s face, pink in the shadow of +the surrey-top. As they drove away she had +turned with a smile and a nod at Halliday. The +sight had affected Marley strangely.</p> + +<p class='c003'>He felt himself so weak and incapable in this +affair that he longed to discuss it with some one, +and on Sunday afternoon he found his mother at +her window with the <em>Christian Advocate</em>, which +replaced, in her case, the nap nearly every one +else took at that hour.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“How old was father when you were married, +mother?†he began.</p> + +<p class='c003'>He spoke out of that curious ignorance of the +lives of their parents so common to children; he +had never been able to realize his parents as having +separate and independent existences before his +own. Mrs. Marley laid her paper by, and a smile +came to her face.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“He was twenty-two,†she said.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Just my age,†observed Marley.</p> + +<p class='c003'>Mrs. Marley looked up hastily.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“You’re not thinking of getting married, are +you, Glenn?†she asked.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“No.†he said with a laugh.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“My goodness! You’re just a boy!â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“But I’m as old as father was.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Y—es,†said Mrs. Marley, “but then—â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“But then, what?â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“That was different.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>Marley smiled.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Had father entered the ministry yet?†he said +presently.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Yes, we were married in his first year. He +had been teaching school, and the fall he was admitted +to the conference he was sent out to the +Gibsonburg circuit in Green County. We were +married in the spring.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>Her face flushed, and she turned the pages of her +paper with a dreamy deliberation.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Ah, but your father was a handsome young +man, Glenn!†she said presently.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“He’s handsome yet,†Marley replied with the +pride he always felt in his father. And then he +asked:</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Did he have any money?â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Yes,†she said, and she laughed, “just a hundred +dollars!â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“A hundred dollars! Well, he had nerve, didn’t +he? And so did you!â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“We had more than that,†said Mrs. Marley, +solemnly.</p> + +<p class='c003'>Marley looked at his mother suddenly. Her +face seemed for an instant to be transfigured in +the afternoon glow.</p> + +<p class='c003'>He might have told her then; he was on the +point of it, but a footfall on the brick walk outside +caused him to look up, and he saw Lawrence +coming into the yard. Lawrence beckoned him and +he went out.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Come on,†said Lawrence. “Let’s go out to +Carters’.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>Marley looked a question at him, and the smile +which Lawrence never could repress long at a time +was twitching at the corners of his large mouth.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“She’ll be there.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“How do you know?†asked Marley.</p> + +<p class='c003'>Lawrence smiled a little more significantly.</p> + +<p class='c003'>When they got to the Carters’ they found Mayme +and Lavinia together in the yard, strolling about +in apparent aimlessness, yet with an expectancy +in their manner that belied its quality of mere idleness. +In the look Lavinia gave him all of Marley’s +perplexities vanished. Lawrence stood by with a +grin on his red face, and Mayme Carter’s eyes +danced. She and Lawrence assumed almost immediately +an elder, paternal manner, and looked on +at the lovers’ meeting as from far heights that +were to be reached only after all such youthful +experiences had long since become possible in retrospect +alone. Still smiling, they edged away, and +left the lovers alone.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Is it really true?†Marley asked.</p> + +<p class='c003'>Lavinia colored a little as she smiled up at him.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“And you are happy?†he asked.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“So happy!†she said.</p> + +<p class='c003'>And then all at once a cloud came over her eyes. +She closed them an instant.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“What is it?†he asked in alarm.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Nothing.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Tell me.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“It’s nothing.†She was smiling again, as if to +show that her happiness was complete. “See?†+Her eyes were blinking rapidly.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“I’m glad,†he said.</p> + +<p class='c003'>As they turned and walked across the yard Marley +looked at her nervously.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Do you know,†he said, “that I couldn’t +remember what color your eyes were?†He spoke +with all the virtue there is in confession.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“What color are they?†she asked, suddenly closing +her eyes.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“They’re blue,†Marley replied, saying the word +ecstatically, as if it had a new, wonderful meaning +for him.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Connie says they’re green.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Connie?â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Yes, don’t you know? She’s my younger sister.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Oh.†He did not know any of her family, and +the baffling sense of unreality came over him again.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“You’ll know her,†said Lavinia, and added +thoughtfully: “I hope she’ll like you. Then there’s +Chad, my little brother.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>Marley was growing alarmed at the intricacies +of an introduction into a large family, the characters +of which were as yet like the characters in +the first few chapters of a novel, but he thought it +would not reflect on him to admit that he did not +know Chad, seeing that he was merely a little +brother.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“He admires you immensely,†said Lavinia.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Does he?†said Marley, eagerly, instantly loving +Chad. “How does he know me?â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“He says you were a football player at college.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>Marley laughed a modest deprecation of his own +prowess.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“But I knew your voice,†said Lavinia.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Did you? When did you hear it?â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“As if you didn’t know!â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Honestly,†he protested. “Tell me.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Why, that night that you serenaded me.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>He was regretting that she had outdone him in +observation, but she suddenly looked up and said:</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Oh, Glenn! What a beautiful voice you have!â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>It was the first time she had ever called him +Glenn, and it produced in him a wonderful sensation.</p> + +<p class='c003'>They had come to a little bench, and, sitting +there, they could only look at each other and smile. +Marley noticed that a little line of freckles ran up +over the bridge of Lavinia’s nose. They were very +beautiful, he thought, and yet he had never heard +of freckles as one of the elements of a woman’s +beauty. Then he leaned back and looked about the +yard.</p> + +<p class='c003'>He had always thought of it as it seemed that +first night, enormous, enchanted, with wide terraces +and fountains, and white statues gleaming +through the green shrubbery. But now he saw no +terraces, no statuary, no fountains, and no wide +lawns; nothing but a cramped little yard crowded +with bushes and trees, and surrounded by a weathered +fence that had lost several pickets. He looked +around behind the house where he had fancied long +stables with big iron lamps over the doors, but +now he saw nothing but an old woodshed and a +barn on the rear end of the lot. The cracks in the +barn were so wide that he could see the light of day +between them as through a kinetoscope. He heard +a horse stamping fretfully at the flies.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“It was here,†he said, “that I first saw you.†+He did not speak his whole thought.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Yes,†she answered. “I remember.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“That was a wonderful night, the most wonderful +of my life, except the one at the lake.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>He drew close to her. “I loved you at first +sight,†he whispered.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Did you?†She looked at him in reverence.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Yes,—from the very first moment. When you +came into the room, I knew that—â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“What?â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“That you were the woman I had always loved +and waited for; that I had found my ideal. And +yet they say we never discover our ideals in this +life!â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>He laughed at this philosophical absurdity.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“What did you think then?†he asked.</p> + +<p class='c003'>She cast down her eyes, and probed the turf +with the toe of her little shoe.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“I loved you then too.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>He gazed at her tenderly, rapturously.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Isn’t it wonderful?†he said presently, “this +love of ours? It came to us all at once!â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>She looked at him suddenly. Her short upper +lip was raised.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“It <em>was</em> love at first sight, wasn’t it?â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Yes. We were intended for each other.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>They sat there, and went over that first night of +their meeting and that other night at Greenwood +Lake, finding each moment some new and remarkable +feature of their love, something that proved +its divine and providential quality, something that +convinced them that no one before had ever known +such a remarkable experience. They marveled at +the mystery of it.</p> + +<p class='c003'>But at last they must return to practical questions, +and they resumed the account of their family +relations. Marley told Lavinia about his father +and mother, about his sister who had died, and then +about his grandparents, and his uncles and aunts. +He told her even of Dolly, behind whom she had +driven to Greenwood Lake, and of his father’s +love for fast horses, a love which sometimes drew +upon his father the criticism parishioners ever have +ready for their pastor. And he told her about his +home, and how frequently his mother had to entertain +transient ministers, and how the church laid +missionary work upon her, until he feared the +heathen would unwittingly break her down.</p> + +<p class='c003'>He was not conscious of it, but he felt it necessary +to bring up all at once the arrears of her +knowledge of him and his family, of all his affairs. +Meeting as they had so strangely, so romantically, +and falling in love at first sight, according +to the prearrangement of the ages, they could +excuse this otherwise strange ignorance of each +other’s lives. They bemoaned all the years they +had been compelled to live without knowing each +other, and their one quarrel with fate was that +they had had to wait until so late in life before +meeting; and yet they finally consoled themselves +for this deprivation by discovering that they had +really always known and loved each other. They +were now able to compare strange experiences of +soul and, in the new light they possessed, to +identify them as communings of their spirits +across time and space.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“I’ve always believed somehow in the Sweden-borgians,†+Lavinia said, “but I never really understood +before what they meant by affinities.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>They looked at each other in a silence that +became somber, and was broken at last by Lavinia.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“I’ve told mama,†she said.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“You have?†Marley gasped.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Yes.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“And she—?â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“She was sweet about it. She will love you, +I know.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>Marley felt a sudden love for Lavinia’s mother. +And then his fear returned at Lavinia’s sinister,</p> + +<p class='c003'>“But—â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“But what?â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“She says we must wait.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Oh!†Marley said with a relief. He felt their +present happiness so great that he could afford +to waive any claim on the future. And yet he +was troubled; he felt that somehow a depression +lay on Lavinia. He wondered what its cause could +be. Presently it came to him suddenly.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“And your father?†he asked.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“He doesn’t know—yet.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Will he—?â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“He’s very—†she hesitated, not liking to seem +disloyal to her father. Finally she said “peculiar,†+and then further qualified it by adding +“sometimes.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>The sadness that lies so near to the joy in lovers’ +hearts came over them, and yet they found a kind +of joy in that too.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“I’ll go to him, of course,†Marley said presently.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Oh, you’re so brave!â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>But this tribute did not tend to reassure Marley. +It rather suggested terrors he had not thought of. +Yet in the necessity of maintaining the manly +spirit he forced a laugh.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Of course,†he continued, “I’ll go to him. I +meant to from the first.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“But not just yet,†she pleaded.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Well,†he yielded, not at all unwillingly, “it +shall be as you say.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>He could not dispel her sadness, nor could he +conquer his own. A little tremor ran through her, +and he felt it electrically along his arm.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“What is it, sweetheart?†he pleaded. “Tell +me, won’t you? We must have no secrets, you +know.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Oh, Glenn,†she broke out, “I’m afraid!â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>She spoke with intuitive apprehension.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Of what?â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Our happiness!â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>He tried to laugh again.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Do you think it will ever be?†she asked.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“I know it,†he said earnestly. “I have nothing +but faith—our love is strong enough for anything!â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“You comfort me,†she said simply.</p> + +<p class='c003'>Lavinia spent the night with Mayme Carter, and +the house sounded until long after midnight with +the low, monotonous drone of their confidential +voices.</p> + +<div class='chapter'> + <h2 class='c004'>CHAPTER VII<br /> <br />AN UNNECESSARY OPPOSITION</h2> +</div> + +<p class='c005'>Marley heard on Monday evening that Judge +Blair had gone to Cincinnati, and the news filled +him with a high if somewhat culpable joy. He +found Lavinia and her mother on the veranda, +and Lavinia said, with a grave simplicity:</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Mama, this is Glenn.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“I’m very glad to have you come,†said Mrs. +Blair, trying instantly to rob the situation of the +embarrassment she felt it must have for the +young man.</p> + +<p class='c003'>Marley could not say a word, but he put all his +gratitude in the pressure he gave Mrs. Blair’s hand. +The light that came from the hall was dim, and +though Mrs. Blair could see that Marley was +straight and carried himself well, his face was +blurred by the shadows. She turned to Lavinia.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Will you bring out another chair, dear, or +would you prefer to go indoors?â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>Then, seeing an advantage in this latter alternative, +she decided for them:</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Perhaps we’d better go in, I fear it’s cool +out here.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>She held back the screen door and Lavinia +whisked excitedly into the hall. Mrs. Blair led +the way to the parlor and sent Lavinia for a match. +Then, turning to Marley, waiting there in the darkness, +she said:</p> + +<p class='c003'>“She has told me, Glenn.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>Marley felt something tender, maternal in her +voice; the way she spoke his name affected him.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“But she is young, very young; she is just a +girl. We wish, of course, for nothing but her happiness, +and you must be patient, very patient. It +must not be, if it is to be, for a long time. What +does your own mother think of it?â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“I haven’t told her.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“You haven’t!â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“No. I felt I hardly had the right yet—not +before I spoke to Judge Blair, you know. I think +I shall speak to him just as soon as he gets home.†+He spoke impulsively; until that moment he had +been thrusting the thought from him, but Mrs. +Blair’s manner led him into confidences. In the +immediate fear that he had been precipitant, he +looked to her for help; she seemed the sort of woman +to wish to save others all the trouble she +could, one whose life was full of sacrifices, none +the less noble, perhaps, because she made so little +of them herself. But a perplexity showed in her +eyes and before she could reply, Lavinia was +back. With an intimate, domestic impulse Lavinia +pressed the match into Marley’s hand, and said:</p> + +<p class='c003'>“You do it; I can’t reach.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>Marley groped with his upheld hand, and when +Lavinia guided him to the middle of the room, he +lighted the gas. Mrs. Blair looked at him for a moment +and Lavinia, standing by, as if awaiting her +decision, glowed with happiness. Mrs. Blair’s +smile completed the fond, maternal impression +Marley had somehow felt when she was standing +by him in the darkness. Her full matronly figure, +even in the tendency to corpulence of her middle +years, had preserved its graceful lines; and Marley +regretted the disappearance of this wholesome, +cheerful woman as she passed out of the room.</p> + +<p class='c003'>Judge Blair got home from Cincinnati on Sunday +morning, worn by his work, and maddened by +the din of the city to which he was so unaccustomed. +Walking up the familiar streets, he had been +glad of their shade and that pervading sense of a +Sunday that still remains a Sabbath in Macochee. +He had been a little piqued, at first, because his +wife had not met him at the train, though she +had not, to be sure, known that he was coming. +She had gone to Sunday-school, and Connie gave +him his breakfast—that is, she sat at the table +with him, watching him eat and answering the +questions he put to her about the happenings in +Macochee while he had been away.</p> + +<p class='c003'>It was not strange that Connie should talk mostly, +after she yielded to the gnawing temptation to +tell him at all, of the nightly visits Marley had +made to the house. She did this in a certain resentment +she felt with Lavinia, a resentment that +came from an annoying jealousy she was beginning +to have of Marley, as if, in installing himself in +her sister’s heart, he had evicted all other affections +from it.</p> + +<p class='c003'>The judge, with his constant affectation of what +he considered the judicial attitude of mind, tried +to weigh Connie’s somewhat prejudiced evidence +impartially, but he was troubled and annoyed that +the peace he had been looking forward to all the +week should be jeopardized immediately on his +coming home.</p> + +<p class='c003'>It was not until afternoon that he had an opportunity +to question his wife, and he began with a +severity in his attitude that had as its fundamental +cause, as much as anything else, her failure to +meet him at the train that morning, and her remaining +to church after Sunday-school.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“What do you know about this business between +Lavinia and that young Marley?†he asked. “It +seems to have developed rapidly during my absence.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Oh, Connie has been talking to you, I suppose!†+laughed Mrs. Blair. “You know that Connie is +apt to be sensational.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>Judge Blair eyed his wife narrowly. Connie +was his favorite child, though he would not, of +course, admit as much, and he was ever ready to +spring to her defense.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“She has very bright eyes,†he said.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Oh, now, dear,†said Mrs. Blair, “don’t overestimate +this thing. Lavinia’s nothing but a child.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“That’s just the point. Has the young man been +here much?â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Yes, he was here quite often—several evenings, +in fact.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Humph! He seems to have taken advantage of +the sunshine of my absence to make his hay.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Don’t do him an injustice. He didn’t meet +Lavinia until just about the time you went away.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Well, we’ll see about it,†said the judge, darkly.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Now see here, Will, don’t make the matter serious +by an unnecessary opposition; don’t drive +the children into a position where they will consider +themselves persecuted lovers.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>Mrs. Blair had not until that instant thought of +this argument, and she was so pleased with it, as +justifying her own course with the children, as she +had artfully called them, that she pressed it.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“No, don’t do that. Just let them alone. They’re +as likely as not to outgrow it; that is, if there is +anything between them to outgrow. They’ll probably +imagine themselves in love a dozen times before +either of them is married.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Don’t talk of marriage!†said the judge, with +a little shudder.</p> + +<p class='c003'>Mrs. Blair, who had so well dispelled her own +fears, could laugh at her husband’s.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Just let them alone,†she said; “or leave it to +me.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Yes,†said the judge peevishly, “leave it to +you. You’d probably aid and abet them.†And +then, instantly regretting his ill humor, he added +hastily: “You’re so kind-hearted.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>Mrs. Blair kissed his white hair gently and +gave his cheek a little pat.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“You’d better take a nap,†she said.</p> + +<div class='chapter'> + <h2 class='c004'>CHAPTER VIII<br /> <br />A JUDICIAL DECISION</h2> +</div> + +<p class='c005'>The judge refused to take a nap, though +when he sat down on the veranda he did take +one, lying back in his chair with one of the +many sections of the Sunday paper spread over +his face. It was from this somewhat undignified +posture that he was aroused by a step; he started +up hastily.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“I beg your pardon,†said the young man, who +stood on the steps twirling his straw hat round and +round in his hands. The young man went on with +an anxious smile:</p> + +<p class='c003'>“This is Judge Blair, I presume? My name is +Marley—Glenn Marley.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>If Marley had known that there were men then +in the Ohio penitentiary serving terms that were +longer by years than they would have been had +Judge Blair digested his breakfast, or been allowed +to finish his afternoon nap, he would have chosen +another hour to press his suit. But he had youth’s +sublime confidence, and its abiding faith in the abstract +quality of justice. He had dreaded this +moment, but it had forced itself upon his keen +conscience as a duty, and when he heard that morning +that Judge Blair had returned he resolved to +have it out at once.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“May I have a word with you?†he asked, advancing +a little.</p> + +<p class='c003'>The judge nodded, but slightly, as if it were +necessary for him, as a fattening man advanced in +middle life, to conserve his energies. His nod +seemed to include not only an assent, however reluctant, +but a permission as well, to take the other +chair that stood, all ready to rock comfortably, on +the veranda. Marley took the chair but he did not +rock, nor did he yield himself to it, but sat somewhat +tensely on its very edge.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“It’s warm this afternoon, isn’t it?†he said, trying +to keep up his smile. He felt hopeless about it, +but the thought, darting through his mind, that Lavinia +was near, braced his purpose. The judge sat +hunched in his chair, with his short white hair +tumbled rather picturesquely, and his chin low in +his collar. His lips were set firmly, his brows contracted. +He breathed heavily, and on his strong +aquiline nose, Marley could see tiny drops of +perspiration.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“I have come,†said Marley, “to speak to you, +Judge Blair, on a matter of, that is, importance. +That is, I have come to ask you if I might—ah—pay +my addresses to your daughter.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>Marley thought this form of putting it rather +fine, and he was glad that that much of it, at least, +was over. And yet, much as he liked this old-fashioned +formula about paying his addresses, he +instantly felt its inadequacy, and so nerved himself +to do it all over.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“I mean Lavinia,†he said hurriedly, as if to +correct any error of identification he might have +led the judge into. “I want to marry her.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>The judge, still breathing heavily, looked at +Marley out of his narrowed eyes.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“You know,†Marley said, in an explanatory +way, “I love her.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>He waited then, but the judge was motionless, +even to the hand that hung at his side over the arm +of his chair, still holding his paper. Now and +then, at what seemed to be long, unequal intervals, +his eyelids fell slowly in heavy winks.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“How long have you and Lavinia known each +other?†he asked finally.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“I met her several weeks ago, out at Captain +Carter’s. But I did not see her again, that is to +speak to her, until about a week ago. In one way +I have known her, you might say, but a week; yet I +feel that I have known her a long time, always, in +fact. I—I—well, I loved her at first sight.†Marley +dropped his face at this speech, for it seemed +that he had made it too sentimental; he had a feeling +that the judge so regarded it. He sat and +picked at the braids of straw in his hat.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“And have you spoken to her?†asked the judge.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Oh yes!†said Marley, looking up quickly.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“And she—?â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“She loves me.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>The judge closed his eyes as if in pain. Then +he stirred, the paper dropped from his fingers, and +he drew himself up in his chair, as if to deal with +the matter.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“How old are you, Mr. Marley?†he inquired.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“I am twenty-two,†said Marley, confidently, as +if this maturity must incline the judge in his favor. +“I cast my first vote for McKinley.†He +thought this, too, would help matters, and possibly +it did.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“You have completed your education?â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“I graduated this summer from the Ohio Wesleyan.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“And what are you doing now, or proposing to +do?â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Just now, I am studying law,†he announced. +“I’m going to make the law my profession.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>Marley looked up with a high faith in this final +appeal, but even that did not impress the judge as +Marley felt a tribute thus delicately implied should +affect him.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“You are reading with a preceptor, I take it?â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Yes, sir, in Mr. Powell’s office.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>Judge Blair looked at Marley as if he were deciding +what to do with him. After he had looked +a while he gazed off across the street, drumming +with his finger-tips on the arm of his chair. Presently, +without turning, and still gazing abstractedly +into the distance—and in that instant Marley remembered +that he had seen the judge stare at the +ceiling of the court room in exactly the same way +while sentencing a culprit—he began to speak.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Lavinia is yet very young, Mr. Marley,†he +said, “with no knowledge of the world, and, perhaps, +little of the state of her own mind. You too, +are young, very young, and as yet without an occupation. +You are, it is true, studying law, but it +will be three years before you can be admitted, and +many years after that before you can command a +practice that would warrant you in marrying. In +this day, the outlook for the young lawyer is not encouraging. +I do not think I would wish a son of +mine to choose that profession; the great changes +that have transpired, and are transpiring in our industrial +development, have greatly reduced the +chances of the young lawyer’s success. The practice +in the smaller county-seats, like our own, for +instance, has almost entirely vanished. The settlement +of titles to real estate, so lucrative a branch of +the law in the early days of my own practice, has +deprived the later practitioners of that source of +revenue; the field of criminal law has become +narrowed, unremunerative and almost disreputable. +The corporation work can be handled by one or two +firms in each town, and all that seems to be left is +the prosecution of personal injury suits, and that +is a work that hardly appeals to the man of dignity +and self-respect. The large cities have a wider, I +might say, the only field, but there the young lawyer +must spend years of the hardest, most unremitting +toil before he can come to anything like success.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>The judge paused. He had not intended to +speak at such length, but the habit of the courts was +on him, and once started, he found his own didacticism +so pleasing to himself, that it was with reluctance +that he paused at all. He might not have +stopped when he did, but gone on almost indefinitely, +as he did when he delivered what were always +spoken of as his beautiful charges to juries, +had he not recalled, with something like a pang of +resentment, that the happiness of his own, instead +of another’s child, lay at the bottom of all this. He +turned then to face Marley. The young man was +sitting there, his eyes wide, and his face long. The +color that flamed in it when he first appeared, was +now quite gone. It was gray and cold instead.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“You will see, Mr. Marley,†the judge resumed, +“that you are hardly in a position to ask for my +daughter’s hand. Of course,†the judge allowed a +smile to soften somewhat the fixity of his lips, “I +appreciate your manliness in coming to me, and I +do not want to be understood as making any reflections +upon, or in the least questioning, your character, +your worth, or the honor of your intentions. +But in view of your youth and of Lavinia’s, and in +view of your own, as yet, unsettled position in life, +you must see how impossible it is that anything like +an engagement should subsist between you. I say +this because I wish only for Lavinia’s happiness. +I may say that I am not unmindful of your happiness, +too, and I esteem it my duty to reach the conclusions +I have just presented to you.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“And I—I can not even see her?†stammered +Marley, in his despair.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“I have not said that,†the judge said. “I shall +always be pleased to extend to you the hospitality +of my house, of course; but I would not consider it +necessary for you to see her regularly, or intimately, +and I certainly would not want you to +monopolize her society to the exclusion of other young +men with whom she has been in the habit of associating.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>Marley sat there, after this long harangue, with +his head downcast. He sat and turned his hat round +and round. At last he did look up with an appeal +in his eyes, but when he saw that the judge was sitting +there, as he had at first, sunk in his chair, +breathing heavily and looking at him out of those +sluggish eyes, he arose. He stood a moment, and +looked off across the street somewhere, anywhere. +Then he smote one hand lightly into the other, +turned, and said:</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Well—good afternoon, Judge Blair.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Good afternoon, Mr. Marley,†the judge replied. +He watched Marley go down the walk and +out of the gate.</p> + +<div class='chapter'> + <h2 class='c004'>CHAPTER IX<br /> <br />A FILIAL REBUKE</h2> +</div> + +<p class='c005'>“Father!â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>Judge Blair turned and saw Lavinia standing +in the wide front door. Her face was red, her +eyes were flashing, her arms hung straight and +tense at her sides.</p> + +<p class='c003'>The judge stirred uneasily in his chair.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Oh!†she cried, rigidly clenching her little fists. +“What have you done! You have sent him away!â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Come here, my daughter,†he said.</p> + +<p class='c003'>Lavinia moved toward him, halting each moment, +then taking a few nervous steps forward. +At last she stood before him, challenging, defiant.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Sit down, Lavinia, and listen,†implored the +judge.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“You have sent him away!†she repeated. “You +were harsh and cruel and unkind to him!â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Lavinia!†cried the judge, flushing with the +anger parents call by different names. There was +now a peremptory quality in his tone. But the +girl did not heed him.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Oh, how could you!†she went on, “how could +you! Think how you must have wounded him! +You not only reproached him with being poor, but +you discouraged him as to his prospects! Do you +think I cared for that? Do you think I couldn’t +have waited? Do you think I can’t wait anyhow? +What had you when you proposed to mama? You +were poor—you had no prospects; you had no +more right—â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Lavinia! Lavinia!†the judge commanded, +grasping the arms of his chair in an effort to rise. +“You are beside yourself! You don’t know what +you are saying!â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“And you pretended to be doing it all for my +happiness, too! Oh! oh! oh!†Her anger vented +itself impotently in these exclamations, and then +her mother, white and alarmed, appeared in the +doorway behind her.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Lavinia,†she said quietly.</p> + +<p class='c003'>The girl trembled violently, then whirled about, +pressed her hands to her face, and ran in, brushing +by her mother in the doorway. Mrs. Blair glanced +after her irresolutely. Then she went to her husband.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Be calm, dear,†she said.</p> + +<p class='c003'>The judge sank back in his chair and looked at +her in amazement.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“What has happened?†She drew the empty +chair up and sat down in it. She leaned forward +and took one of his hands, and pressed it between +both of her own. She waited for the judge to +speak.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“I hardly know,†he began. “I never heard Lavinia +break out so.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“You must remember how excited and overwrought +she is,†Mrs. Blair exclaimed. “You must +make allowances.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“I didn’t know the girl had such spirit,†he continued.</p> + +<p class='c003'>Mrs. Blair smiled rather wanly, and stroked her +husband’s hand. It was very cold and moist, and +it trembled.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“I had no idea it was so serious,†he went on, as +if summing up the catalogue of his surprises.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Tell me how it all came about,†said Mrs. +Blair.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Marley was here, first,†the judge began. He +had to pause, for he seemed to find it difficult to +catch his breath. “It was a great surprise to me; +it was very painful.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>The judge withdrew his hand and wiped his +brow. Then he gazed again as he had done before, +across the street. Mrs. Blair, though eying him +closely and with concern, waited patiently.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“I didn’t wish to wound him,†the judge resumed, +speaking as much to himself as to her. “I +hope I said nothing harsh; he really was quite +manly about it.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>He paused again.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“I presume I may have seemed cold, unfeeling, +unsympathetic,†he went on; and then as if he +needed to reassure and justify himself, he added, +“but of course it was impossible, utterly impossible.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>After another pause, he drew a deep breath, and +as if he had already outlined his whole interview +with Marley, continued:</p> + +<p class='c003'>“And then Lavinia appeared; she must have +heard it all, standing there in the hall.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>The judge leaned heavily against the back of his +big chair; his face was drawn, his wrinkles were +deeper than they had been, and he wore an aspect +of weariness and pain. His form, too, seemed to +have shrunk, and he sat there in an almost helpless +mass, limp and inert.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“I am only afraid, dear,†Mrs. Blair said +quietly, “that we have taken this thing too seriously.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Possibly,†he said. “But it is serious, very +serious. I don’t know what is to be done.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“We must have patience,†Mrs. Blair counseled. +“It will require all our delicacy and tact, now.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Perhaps you had better go in to her,†the judge +said presently. “Poor little girl; she is passing +through the deep waters. And I tried to act only +for her interest and happiness.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>Mrs. Blair arose.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“She will see that, dear, in time.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“I hope so,†said the judge. Mrs. Blair went up +to Lavinia’s room, and listened for a moment at the +closed door. She heard a voice, low and indistinct, +but she knew it for the voice of Connie, and she +could tell from its tone that the little girl was trying +in her way to comfort and console her sister. +So she stepped away, silently, almost stealthily, +going on tiptoe.</p> + +<p class='c003'>The judge sat on the veranda all the afternoon. +He scarcely moved, and never once did he pick up +the Sunday paper. Now and then he bowed, in his +dignified way, to some acquaintance passing in the +street. The Chenowiths came out on to their front +porch, evidently hot and stupefied from their Sunday +afternoon naps and ready now for the cool refreshment +of the evening breeze they could usually +rely on in Macochee with the coming of the evening. +The judge bowed to them, and he tried to +put into his bow an indolent unconcern, lest the +Chenowiths should penetrate his manner and discover +the trouble that lay on his heart. The Chenowiths +had gone to the end of their porch, and the +judge could hear their laughter. He thought it +strange and unnatural that any one should laugh.</p> + +<p class='c003'>He decided that he would review this whole affair +of Lavinia’s love calmly and judicially. He +went back to the beginning of Marley’s visit, trying +to see wherein he himself had been in the wrong, +then he went over the hot scene with Lavinia. +He could not recover from his surprise at this; +that Lavinia, who was usually so gentle, so mild, +so unselfish, should have given way to such anger +was incomprehensible. He had always said that +she had her mother’s disposition. He could see +her, all the time, distinctly, as she had stood there, +in a rage he had never known her to indulge before, +and yet, as he looked at the image of her that +was in his mind, and recalled certain expressions, +certain attitudes, certain tones of voice, it came +over him all at once that she was exactly as her +mother had been at her age, though he could not +reconcile Lavinia’s mood with the resemblance. +Then he went back to his own days of courtship, +with their emotions, their uncertainties, their +doubts and illusions. They seemed a long way off.</p> + +<p class='c003'>He was trying to think calmly and logically, +but he found that he could not then control his +mind, for suddenly he saw Lavinia as a little girl, +with her mother kneeling before her, shaking out +and straightening her starched frock. And with +this thought came the revelation, sudden, +irresistible, that Lavinia was no longer a child as, with +the habit of the happy years, he had thought of +her, up to that very afternoon, in fact, until an +hour ago, and he bowed before the changes that +hour had wrought. He accepted the conviction +now that he himself had grown old. He forgot +his purpose to probe to its first cause this unhappiness +that had come to him; he saw that what he +mourned was the loss of a child, the loss of his +own youth.</p> + +<p class='c003'>He glanced across at the Chenowiths again, +and they seemed remote from him, of another generation +in fact, though but a few moments before +he had looked on them as contemporaries. And +then suddenly there came to him the fear that Mr. +Chenowith might run over to chat with him, as was +his habit, and the judge hastily rose, and almost +surreptitiously went off the end of the porch and +around into the side yard. Under the new impression +of age that he had grown into, he walked +slowly, with a senile stoop, and dragged his feet +as he went. He wandered about in the yard for +a long while, looking at the shrubs and bushes and +trees he had planted himself so long ago, when he +was young. It occurred to him that here in this +garden he would potter around, and pass his declining +years.</p> + +<p class='c003'>He remained in the yard until his wife came +to call him in to the supper she had prepared, in +the Sunday evening absence of the hired girl, and +with an effort he brought himself back from the +future to the present.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“How is she?â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Oh, she’s all right,†said Mrs. Blair, in her +usual cheery tone. “I didn’t go to her, I thought +it best to leave her alone.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>The judge looked at his wife, with her rosy +face, and her full figure still youthful in the simple +summer gown she wore. He looked at her curiously, +wondering why it was she seemed so young; +a width of years seemed all at once to separate +them. Mrs. Blair noted this look of her husband’s. +She noted it with pity for him; he looked older +to her.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“I think it would be nice for you to take Lavinia +with you when you go to Put-in-Bay to the +Bar Association meeting,†she said.</p> + +<p class='c003'>It seemed strange and anomalous to Judge +Blair that he should still be attending Bar Association +meetings.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“I’ll see,†he said; and then he qualified, “if +I go.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“If you go?†his wife exclaimed. “Why, +you’re down for a paper!â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“So I am,†said the judge.</p> + +<p class='c003'>They turned toward the house, and the judge +took his wife’s arm, leaning rather heavily on it.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Will!†she said, after they had gone a few +steps in this fashion. “What is the matter with +you! You walk like an old man!â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>She shook his arm off, and said:</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Hurry up now. The coffee will be getting +cold.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>Indoors, they passed Connie going through the +hall; she had just come down the stairs, and the +sight of her girlish figure, and her short skirts +just sweeping the tops of her shoes, gladdened the +judge’s heart, and he smiled. He could rely on +Connie, anyway, for sympathy. But the girl +gave him a sharp reproachful stare from her dark +eyes, and the judge felt utterly deserted.</p> + +<p class='c003'>Lavinia did not come down to her supper, +though her mother, knowing she would want it +later, kept the coffee warm on the back of the +kitchen stove. Chad had gone away with one of +the Weston boys. So the three, the judge, Mrs. +Blair and Connie, ate their supper alone.</p> + +<p class='c003'>After supper, Mrs. Blair and Connie went immediately +to Lavinia and the judge had a sense +of exclusion from the mysteries that were enacting +up there, an exclusion that seemed to proceed from +his own culpability. He went to his library and +tried to read, but he could only sit with his head +in his hand, and stare before him. But finally +he was aroused from his reveries by a stir in the +hall, and glancing up he saw Lavinia in the door. +She came straight to him, and said:</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Forgive me, papa, if I was rude and unkind.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>He seized her in his arms, hugging her head +against his shoulders, and he said again and again, +while stroking her hair clumsily:</p> + +<p class='c003'>“My little girl! My little girl!â€</p> + +<div class='chapter'> + <h2 class='c004'>CHAPTER X<br /> <br />PUT-IN-BAY</h2> +</div> + +<p class='c005'>The little steamer for the islands rolled out +of Sandusky Bay with Lavinia sitting by the +forward rail. She had yielded to her father’s +wishes with an easy complaisance that made +him suspicious, and yet, as he stood solicitously +by, he was persistent in his determination +to realize for her all the delights he had so +extravagantly predicted for the journey. He tried +to rouse her interest by pointing out Johnson’s +Island, but it did not possess for her, as the place +where the Confederate prisoners were confined during +the war, the interest an old soldier was able +to discover in it, and though he tried his best, with +an effort at entertainment that was well-nigh pathetic, +she only smiled wanly.</p> + +<p class='c003'>He left her, after a while, her chin in her hands, +looking over into the light green waters, watching +the curve of the waves the steamer tossed away +from its sharp prow. The lake was in one of its +most smiling and happy moods, though they were +then at a point where storms easily lash its shallow +depths into billows that might satisfy the rage of +the North Atlantic. The lighthouse on the rocks +at Marblehead had a fascination for Lavinia; it +seemed waiting for her humor, and she watched it +until the steamer had gone far on toward Kelly’s +Island, and left the lighthouse behind, a white +spot gleaming in the sun.</p> + +<p class='c003'>When they entered the little archipelago of +the Wine Islands, with their waters a deeper +green than those out in the lake and overcast in +strange ways by mysterious shadows and cool weird +reflections of the green of the islands all about, +Judge Blair came back to her and asked if she had +been seasick and how she had enjoyed the little +journey. As she met him with her strange perplexing +smile, he began to doubt her again; something +assured him that she still clung to her purpose +of love, and he found himself almost wishing +that she had kept to her defiant temper of the +Sunday afternoon that now seemed so far away.</p> + +<p class='c003'>When they had reached Put-in-Bay and bounded +on the trolley across the island to the huge hotel, +they had their dinner and Lavinia perplexed the +judge further by retiring to her room. She said +she would rest, though she had persisted all the +morning that she was not tired.</p> + +<p class='c003'>As soon as she had closed the door on her father, +leaving him in doubt and confusion, she began a +long letter to Marley. She described her trip in +detail, jealous of every trifle of experience that +had befallen her; she told him of the bridal +couple she had seen board the train at Clyde, and +of the showers of rice that had been thrown by +the laughing bridal party, though she omitted the +lone father of the bride standing apart on the +platform craning his head anxiously for another +sight of his daughter, and trying to smile. But +she gave him a sense of the romance that had +stirred in her at the sight of the lighthouse on +its lonely point of rocks and the stone towers that +made the wine-cellars on Kelly’s Island look like +castles.</p> + +<p class='c003'>After supper Lavinia left her father to the +pleasure of renewing acquaintance with the lawyers +who thronged the lobby, and stole down to the rocks +that marked the shelving shore of the island. She +saw stately schooners, with white sails spread, and +she watched, until its black banner of smoke was +but a light wraith, a big propeller towing its convoy +of grain barges across the far horizon. This calm +serene passing of the life of the lakes soothed her, +filled her with a thousand fancies, and stirred her +emotions with deep, hidden hints of the mystery +of all life. As she sat there and gazed, now and +then tears came to her eyes. The waters were +spread smoothly before her under the last reflection +of the sun, the twilight was coming across the +lake; and as the light followed the sun and the +darkness crept behind, she looked toward the south +in the direction, as she felt, of Macochee, and +thought of her home and of her mother, of Connie +and of Chad, and then she thought of Glenn.</p> + +<p class='c003'>Far out in the lake a cluster of yellow lights +moved swiftly along—one of the big passenger +steamers that nightly ply between Detroit and +Buffalo, and she read in that moving girdle of +light new meanings; then suddenly a fear seized +her, a fear that was part of the ache in her heart, +and she ran into the hotel and up to her room. +Then she took up her letter again and poured +out all her new sensations, her longings, and her +fears in a lengthy postscript. When she had +finished, she began to address the envelope; and +she wrote on it, with pride:</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Mr. Glenn—â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>And then she paused. She did not know +whether he spelt his name “Marly,†or “Marley,†+or “Marlay.†She tried writing it each way, +dozens of times, but the oftener she tested it the +less able she was to decide. It was too ridiculous; +she became exasperated with herself; then humiliated +and ashamed. When she heard her +father’s step in the hall, she hastily locked her +letter in her little traveling bag. The judge +greeted her warmly; he was flushed and happy, +and in the highest spirits. During the afternoon +he had been meeting lawyers from all over Ohio; +the evening boats from Cleveland and Toledo had +brought more of them to the island; they were all +eminent, respectable, rich, the attorneys of big +corporations. The judges of the Supreme Court and +of the Circuit Courts were there, and the excitement +had reached its height when the boat from +Cleveland brought an associate justice of the United +States Supreme Court to deliver the chief +address of the meeting.</p> + +<p class='c003'>Judge Blair reveled in meeting all these distinguished +men; he enjoyed the flattery in +their way of addressing and introducing him. +But his conscience smote him when he saw Lavinia. +He drew up a chair and sat beside her, holding +his cigar at arm’s length. It was an excellent +cigar, better than he ordinarily smoked, and the +thin thread of smoke that wavered up from it +filled the room almost instantly with its delicate +perfume.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Did my little girl think her father had deserted +her?†he said, speaking of her in the third person, +after the affectionate way of parents. “He must +pay better attention to her. She must come down +and meet the lawyers; they will be delighted; a +justice of the Supreme Court has just come on from +Washington! She will want to meet him!â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>The judge paused and twisted his head about for +a puff at his cigar, and then waited for Lavinia +to glow at the prospect. But when she looked at +him, and tried to smile again, he saw the glint of +tears in her eyes.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Why come, come, dear!†he said. “What’s +the matter? Aren’t you having a good time? +Never mind, when this meeting’s over we’ll go to +Detroit, and maybe up the lakes for a little trip. +That’ll bring the roses back!â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>He pinched her cheeks playfully, but she did +not respond; she looked at him pleadingly.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Why, Lavinia,†he cried, “you aren’t homesick?â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>She winked bravely to stem the flood of tears +and then nodded.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Well!†he said, nonplussed. “You know, dear, +we can’t—â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>The tears were brimming in her blue eyes, and +he left his sentence uncompleted to go on:</p> + +<p class='c003'>“So you’re homesick, eh? For mama, and +Connie?â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>She nodded, and he studied her closely for a +moment, and then he could not resist the question +that all along had been torturing him.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“And for—?â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>She confirmed his fear, with quick decisive little +nods. She got out her handkerchief and hastily +brushed her tears away, and then with an effort to +control herself, she looked at him and said, as if +she were ready to have it all out then:</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Yes, father, I haven’t treated him right. I +came away without telling him.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>Judge Blair scowled and turned away, and bit +the end of his cigar. Then he sat and studied it. +Lavinia waited; she was ready for the final contest. +Presently the judge arose.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Well, dear,†he said. “Well—we’ll see; of +course, we can’t go back just yet—I have my address +to read to-morrow, and besides, some of the +boys are talking of me for president of the Bar +Association. And I had thought, I had thought, +that a little trip over to Detroit, and maybe up to +Mackinac—â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Father,†said Lavinia, looking at him now +calmly, “I don’t want to go to Detroit or up to +Mackinac. I’ll do, of course, as you say; I’ll wait +until the Bar meeting is over, but I want to go +home. You might as well know now, father—we +might as well understand each other—it can be +no other way.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>Judge Blair looked at his daughter a moment, +and she kept her eyes directly and firmly in his.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Oh well,†he said with a sigh, “of course, dear, +if you say. I’d like to stay until after the election +though. Will you?â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Of course,†she consented.</p> + +<div class='chapter'> + <h2 class='c004'>CHAPTER XI<br /> <br />MACOCHEE</h2> +</div> + +<p class='c005'>Marley had not learned of Lavinia’s departure +until Monday afternoon; he had the +news from Lawrence, who had it from the hackman +who had taken Judge Blair and Lavinia +to the train; for whenever any of the quality go +away from Macochee they always ride to the station +in the hack, though at other times they walk +without difficulty all over the town. When Marley +reached the office, and found Wade Powell, as +he usually found him, sitting with his feet on his +table, smoking and reading a Cincinnati paper, +the lawyer looked up casually, but when he saw +Marley’s expression he suddenly exclaimed:</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Hello! What’s the matter?â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>Marley shook his head.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Something’s troubling you,†said Powell.</p> + +<p class='c003'>Marley shook his head again, and Powell looked +at him as at a witness he was cross-examining.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“I know better,†he said.</p> + +<p class='c003'>Marley affected to busy himself at his desk, but +after a while, he turned about and said:</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Something is troubling me, Mr. Powell; my—prospects.†+He had been on the point of confessing +his real trouble, but with the very words +on his lips, he could not utter them, and so let +the conversation take another turn.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Oh, prospects!†said Powell. “I can tell you +all about prospects; I’ve had more than any man +in Gordon County. When I was your age, opinion +was unanimous in this community that my prospects +were the most numerous and the most brilliant +of any one here!â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>Powell laughed, a little bitterly.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“If I’d only been prudent enough to die then, +Glenn,†he went on, “I’d have been mourned as a +potential judge of the Supreme Court, senator +and president.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“It’ll be three years before I can be admitted, +won’t it?†asked Marley.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Yes,†said Powell; “but that isn’t long; and +it isn’t anything to be admitted.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Well, it takes time, anyway,†said Marley, +“and then there’s the practice after that—how +long will that take?â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Well, let’s see,†said Powell, plucking reflectively +at the flabby skin that hung between the +points of his collar. “Let’s see.†His brows were +twitching humorously. “It’s taken me about +thirty years—I don’t know how much longer it’ll +take.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>Powell smoked on for a few moments, and then +added soberly:</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Of course, I had to fool around in politics for +about twenty-five years, and save the people.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Do you think,†Marley said, after a moment’s +silence that paid its own respect to Powell’s regrets, +“that there’s an opening for me here in Macochee?â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“No, Glenn, I’ll tell you. There’s no use to +think of locating in Macochee or any other small +town. The business is dead here. It’s too bad, +but it’s so. When I began there was plenty of +real estate law to do, and plenty of criminal law, +but the land titles are all settled now—â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“That’s what Judge Blair said,†interrupted +Marley.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“So you’ve been to him, have you?â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>Marley blushed.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Well, not exactly,†he said. “I heard him +say that.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Yes,†mused Powell. “Well, he feathered his +nest pretty well while they were being settled. +But as I was saying—the criminal business has +died out, or rather, it has changed. The criminals +haven’t any money any more, that is, the old kind +of criminals; the corporations have it all now—if +you want to make money, you’ll have to have +them for clients. Of course, the money still goes +to the criminal lawyer just as it used to.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“I like Macochee,†said Marley, his spirits +falling fast.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Well, it’s a nice old town to live in,†Powell +assented. “But the devil of it is how’re you going +to live? Of course, you can study here just as +well as anywhere; better than anywhere, in fact; +you have plenty of time, and plenty of quiet. But +as for locating here—why, it’s utterly out of the +question for a man who wants to make anything +of himself and has to get a living while he’s doing +it—and I don’t know any other kind that ever do +make anything out of themselves.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“I had hoped—†persisted Marley, longing for +Powell to relent.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Oh, I know,†the lawyer replied almost impatiently, +“but it’s no use, there’s nothing in it. +No one with ambition can stay here now. The +town, like all these old county-seats, is good for +nothing but impecunious old age and cemeteries. +It was nothing but a country cross-roads before the +railroad came, and since then it’s been nothing but +a water-tank; if it keeps on it’ll be nothing but a +whistling-post, and the trains won’t be bothered +to stop at all. Its people are industrious in nothing +but gossip, and genuine in nothing but hypocrisy; +they are so mean that they hate themselves, +and think all the time they’re hating each other. +Just look at our leading citizen, Brother Dudley, +over there in his bank; he owns the whole town, +and he thinks he’s a bigger man than old Grant. +Sundays he sits in his pew with a black coat on, +squinting at the preacher out of his sore little eyes, +and waiting for him to say something he can get +the bishop to fire him for, and he calls that religion. +Mondays he goes back to his business of skinning +farmers and poor widows out of their miserable +little pennies, and he calls that business; Does he +ever look at a flower or a tree, or turn round in the +street at the laugh of a child? He’s the kind of +man that runs this town, and he makes the rest of +the people like it. Well, he don’t run me! God! +If I’d only had some sense twenty years ago I’d +have pulled out and gone to the city and been somebody +to-day.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>It pained Marley to hear Powell berate Macochee; +he had never heard him rage so violently at +the town, though he was always sneering at it. +To Marley the very name of Macochee meant romance; +he liked the name the Indian village had +left behind when it vanished; he liked the old +high-gabled buildings about the Square; he longed +to identify himself with Macochee, to think of it +as his home.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“But I’ll tell you one thing,†Powell went on, +his tone suddenly changing to one of angry resolution +as he flung his feet heavily to the bare floor +and struck his desk a startling blow with his fist, +“I’ll tell you one thing, I’m through working for +nothing; they’ve got to pay me! I’m going to +squeeze the last cent out of them after this, same +as old Dudley does, same as old Bill Blair did before +he went on the bench; that’s what I’m going +to do. I’m getting old and I’ve got to quit running +a legal eleemosynary institution.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>Powell’s eyes flamed, but a shadow fell in the +room, and Powell and Marley glanced at the door.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Well, what do you want?†said Powell.</p> + +<p class='c003'>An old woman, bareheaded in the hurry of a +crisis, was on the threshold.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Oh, Mr. Powell,†she began in a wailing +voice, “would you come quick!â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“What for?â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Charlie’s in ag’in.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Got any money?†demanded Powell, in the +angry resolution of a moment before. He clenched +his fist again on the edge of his table. Marley +glanced at him in surprise, and then at the old +woman.</p> + +<p class='c003'>The woman hung her head and stammered:</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Well, you know—I hain’t just now, but by the +week’s end, when I get the money for my +washin’—â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Oh, that’s all right,†said Powell, getting to +his feet, “that’s all right. We won’t talk of that +now. I beg your pardon. We’ll walk down to +the calaboose and see the boy; we can talk it over +with him and see what’s to be done.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>He picked up his slouch hat and clapped it on +his head.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“What’s he been doing this time?†he said to +the old woman as they went out the door.</p> + +<p class='c003'>Marley watched them as they passed the open +window and disappeared. A smile touched his +lips an instant, and then he became serious and +depressed once more.</p> + +<p class='c003'>He had had no word from Lavinia, and her +going away immediately after his scene with +Judge Blair confused him. He tried to think it +out, but he could reach no conclusion save that it +was all at an end. Lavinia’s sudden, unexplained +departure proved that. And yet he could not, he +would not, think that she had changed; no, her +father had borne her away—that was it—forcibly +and cruelly borne her away. For a long while he +sat there finding a certain satisfaction in the melancholy +that came over him, and then suddenly he +was aroused by the boom of the town clock. The +heavy notes of the bell rolled across to him, and +he counted them—five. It was time to go. And +Powell had not returned. It was not surprising; +Powell often went out that way and did not come +back, and, often, somehow to Marley’s chagrin, +men and women sat and waited long hours in the +dumb patience of the poor and then went away +with their woes still burdening them. They must +have been used to woes, they carried them so silently.</p> + +<p class='c003'>Marley was walking moodily down Main Street, +feeling that he had no part in the bustling happiness +of the people going home from their day’s +work, when, lifting his head, he saw Mrs. Blair in +her surrey. Instantly she jerked the horse in +toward the curb and beckoned to him.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Why, Glenn! I’m so glad I met you!†she +said, her face rosy with its smile. “I have something +for you.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>She raised her eyebrows in a significant way +and began fumbling in her lap. Presently she +leaned out of the surrey and pressed something +into his hand.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Just between ourselves, you know!†she said, +with the delicious mystery of a secret, and then +gathering up her reins, she clucked at her lazy +horse.</p> + +<p class='c003'>He looked after her a moment, then at the +thick envelope he held in his hand. On it was +written in the long Anglican characters of a young +girl, these words:</p> + +<p class='c003'>“For Glenn.â€</p> + +<div class='chapter'> + <h2 class='c004'>CHAPTER XII<br /> <br />A CONDITIONAL SURRENDER</h2> +</div> + +<p class='c005'>Judge Blair and Lavinia returned home Saturday.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“I guess it’s no use,†the judge said to Mrs. +Blair when she had followed him up stairs, where +he had gone to wash off the dust he had accumulated +during the six hours the train had consumed +in jerking itself from Sandusky to Macochee.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“No, I could see how relieved she was to get +home,†replied Mrs. Blair, musing idly out of the +window. She was not so sure that she was pleased +with the result she had done her part to accomplish.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“I guess you were right,†the judge said.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“I?†asked Mrs. Blair, suddenly turning round.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Yes—in saying that it would be best not to dignify +it by too much notice. That might only add +to its seriousness.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>Mrs. Blair looked out of the window again.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Of course,†the judge went on presently, “I +wouldn’t want it considered as an engagement.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Of course not,†Mrs. Blair acquiesced.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“You’d better have a talk with her,†he said. +She saw that he was seeking his usual retreat in +such cases, and she was now determined not to take +the responsibility. Spiritually they tossed this +responsibility back and forth between them, like +a shuttlecock.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“But wouldn’t that make it look as if we were +taking too much notice of it?â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Well,†the judge said, “I don’t know. Do +just as you think best.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Didn’t you talk to her about it when you were +away?†Mrs. Blair asked.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“M-m yes,†the judge said slowly.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“And what did she say?â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Nothing much, only—â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Only what?â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Only that she would not give him up.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Oh!â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>Mrs. Blair waited, and the judge dawdled at his +toilet. Some compulsion she could not resist, +though she tried, distrusting her own weakness, +drove Mrs. Blair to speak first, and even then she +sought to minimize the effect of her surrender.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Of course, Will,†she said, “I want to be +guided by you in this matter. It’s really quite serious.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Oh, well,†he said, “you’re capable of managing +it.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“You said you knew his father, didn’t you?†+she asked after a while.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Slightly; why?â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“I was just wishing that we knew more of the +family. You know they have not lived in Macochee +long.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“That’s true,†the judge assented, realizing all +that the objection meant.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“And yet,†Mrs. Blair reassured him, though +she was trying to reassure herself at the same time, +“his father is a minister; that ought to count for +something.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Yes, it ought, and still you know they say that +ministers’ sons are always—â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“But,†Mrs. Blair interrupted, as if he were +wholly missing the point, “ministers’ families always +have a standing, I think.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>They were silent, then, until Mrs. Blair began:</p> + +<p class='c003'>“I suppose I really ought to call on Mrs. Marley.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Why?â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Well, it seems, you know—it seems to me that +I ought.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“But wouldn’t that—?â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“I considered that, and still, it might seem more +so if I didn’t, don’t you see?â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>The judge tried to grasp the attenuated point, +and expressed his failure in the sigh with which he +stooped to fasten his shoes. Then he drew on his +alpaca coat, and just as he was leaving the room, +his wife stopped him with:</p> + +<p class='c003'>“But, Will!â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>He halted with his hand on the door-knob. For +an instant his wife looked at him in pleasure. He +was rather handsome, with his white hair combed +gravely, his ruddy face fresh from his shaving, +and his stiff, white collar about his neck.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“What did you say?†he asked, recalling her +from her reverie of him.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Oh!†she said; “only this—maybe he won’t +feel like coming around here any more. You +know you practically sent him away.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>The judge gave a little laugh.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“I guess that will work itself out. Anyway I’ll +leave it to you—or to them.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>Still smiling at his own humor, he turned the +door-knob, and then hesitated. His smile had +vanished.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“She’s so young,†he said with a regret. “She’s +so young. How old did you say you were when we +were married?â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Eighteen,†Mrs. Blair replied.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“And Lavinia can’t be more than—â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Why, she’s twenty,†said Mrs. Blair.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“So she is,†said the judge. “So she is. But +then you—â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>Mrs. Blair had come close to him, and stood +picking a bit of thread from his shoulder.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“It was different with us, wasn’t it, dear?†+she said, looking up at him.</p> + +<p class='c003'>He kissed her.</p> + +<div class='chapter'> + <h2 class='c004'>CHAPTER XIII<br /> <br />SUMMER</h2> +</div> + +<p class='c005'>The dust lay thick in Ward Street, sifting +its fine powder on the leaves of the cottonwoods +that grew at the weedy gutter. The +grass in the yard grew long, and the bushes languished +in the heat. Judge Blair’s beans clambered +up their poles and turned white; and Connie’s +sweet peas grew lush and rank, running, +as she complained, mostly to leaves. The house +seemed to have withdrawn within itself; its green +shutters were closed. In the evening dim figures +could be seen on the veranda, and the drone of +voices could be heard. At eleven o’clock, the deep +siren of the Limited could be heard, as it rounded +the curve a mile out of town. After that it was +still, and night lay on Macochee, soft, vast, immeasurable. +The clock in the Court House tower +boomed out the heavy hours. Sometimes the harmonies +of the singing negroes were borne over the +town.</p> + +<p class='c003'>And to Marley and Lavinia those days, and +those evenings of purple shadows and soft brilliant +stars, were but the setting of a dream that unfolded +new wonders constantly. They were but a part of +all life, a part of the glowing summer itself, innocent +of the thousand artificial demands man has +made on himself. Lavinia went about with a new +expression, exalted, expectant; a new dignity had +come to her and a new beauty; all at once, suddenly, +as it were, character had set its noble mark +upon her, and about her slender figure there was +the aureola of romance.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Have you noticed Lavinia?†Mrs. Blair asked +her husband.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“No, why?†he said, in the alarm that was ever +ready to spring within him.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“She has changed so; she has grown so beautiful!â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>One morning the judge saw a spar of light flash +from her finger, and he peered anxiously over his +glasses.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“What’s that, Lavinia?†he asked, and when she +stood at his knee, almost like a little girl again +in all but spirit, he took her finger.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“A ring,†she said simply.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“What does it mean?â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Glenn gave it to me.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Glenn?â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Yes.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“But I thought there was to be no engagement?†+The judge looked up, as if there had been betrayal. +But Lavinia only smiled. The judge +looked at her a moment, then released her hand.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“I wouldn’t wear it where any one could see it,†+he said.</p> + +<p class='c003'>The summer stretched itself long into September; +and then came the still days of fall, moving +slowly by in majestic procession. With the first +cool air, a new restless energy awoke in Marley. +All the summer he had neglected his +studies; but now a change was working in him as +wonderful as that which autumn was working in +the world. He looked back at that happy, self-sufficient +summer, and, for an instant, he had a +wild, impotent desire to detain it, to hold it, to +keep things just as they were; but the summer was +gone, the winter at hand, and he felt all at once +the impact of practical life. He faced the future, +and for an instant he recoiled.</p> + +<p class='c003'>Lavinia was standing looking up at him. She +laid her hand on his shoulder.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“What is it, Glenn?â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“I was just thinking,†he said, “that I have a +great assurance in asking you to marry me.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“What do you mean?â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Why, dear, just this: I can’t get a practice in +Macochee; I might as well look it in the face now +as any time. I have known it all along, but I’ve +kept it from you, and I’ve tried to keep it from +myself. There’s no place here for me; everybody +says so, your father, Wade Powell, everybody. +There’s no chance for a young man in the +law in these small towns. I’ve tried to make myself +think otherwise. I’ve tried to make myself believe +that after I’d been admitted I could settle +down here and get a practice and we could have a +little home of our own—but—â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Can’t we?†Lavinia whispered the words, as if +she were afraid utterance would confirm the fear +they imported.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Well—that’s what they all say,†Marley insisted.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“But papa’s always talking that way,†Lavinia +protested. “I suppose all old men do. They forget +that they were ever young, and I don’t see +what right they have to destroy your faith, your +confidence, or the confidence of any young man!†+Lavinia blazed out these words indignantly. It +was consoling to Marley to hear them, he liked her +passionate partizanship in his cause. He longed +for her to go on, and he waited, anxious to be reassured +in spite of himself. He could see her +face dimly in the starlight, and feel her figure rigid +with protest beside him.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“It’s simply wicked in them,†she said presently. +“I don’t care what they say. We can and we will!â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“I like to have you put it that way, dear,†said +Marley. “I like to have you say ‘we’!â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>She drew more closely to him.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“And you think we can?†he said presently.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“I know it.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“And have a little home, here, in one of these +quiet streets, with the shade, and the happiness—â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Yes!â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“And it wouldn’t matter much if we were poor?â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“No!â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Just at first, you know. I’d work hard, and we +could be so happy, so happy, just we two, together!â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Yes, yes,†she whispered.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“I love Macochee so,†Marley said presently. “I +just couldn’t leave it!â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Don’t! Don’t!†she protested. “Don’t even +speak of it!â€</p> + +<div class='chapter'> + <h2 class='c004'>CHAPTER XIV<br /> <br />ONE SUNDAY MORNING</h2> +</div> + +<p class='c005'>It was Sunday morning and Marley sat in +church looking at a shaft of soft light that fell +through one of the tall windows. From gazing at +the shaft of light, he began to study the symbols +in the different windows, the cross and crown, the +lamb, the triangle that represented the Trinity, all +the Roman symbols that Protestantism still retains +in its decorations. Then he counted the pipes in +the organ, back and forth, never certain that he +had counted them correctly. All about him the +people were going through the service, but it had +lost all meaning for Marley, because he had been +accustomed to it from childhood.</p> + +<p class='c003'>Having been reassured by Lavinia, he felt that +he should be happy, yet a strong sense of dissatisfaction, +of uncertainty, flowed persistently under +all his thoughts, belying his heart’s assurance of +its happiness. When Doctor Marley, advancing +to the pulpit, buttoned his coat down before him, +pushed aside the vase of flowers the ladies’ committee +always put in his way, and stood with his +strong, expressive hand laid on the open Bible, +Marley’s thoughts fixed themselves for a moment in +the pride and love he had always had for his father. +There swept before him hundreds of scenes like this +when his father had stood up to preach, and then +suddenly he realized that his father had grown old: +he was white-haired and in his rugged, smooth-shaven +face deep lines were drawn—the lines of a +beautiful character.</p> + +<p class='c003'>He remembered something his father had said to +the effect that the pulpit was the only place in +which inexperienced youth was desired, showing +the insincerity of what people call their religion, +and then he remembered the ambitions he +had dimly felt in his father in his earlier days; it +had been predicted that his father would be a +bishop. But he was not a bishop, and now in all +probability never would be one; he was not politician +enough for that. And Marley wondered +whether or not his father could be said to have +been successful; he had come to know and to do +high things, he had lived a life full of noble sacrifice +and the finest faith in humanity and in God; +but was this success? He heard his father’s voice:</p> + +<p class='c003'>“The text will be found in the third chapter +of the Lamentations of Jeremiah.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>But Marley never listened to sermons; now and +then he caught a phrase, or a period, especially +when his father raised his voice, but his thoughts +were elsewhere, anywhere—not on the sermon. +The men and women sitting in front of him kept +shifting constantly, and he grew tired of slipping +this way and that and craning his neck in order to +see his father. And then the constant fluttering of +fans hurt his eyes, and they wandered here and +there, each person they lighted on suggesting some +new train of thought.</p> + +<p class='c003'>Presently they fell on a girl in a white dress, and +in some way she suggested Lavinia. And instantly +he felt that he should be perfectly happy when +thinking of Lavinia, but, as suddenly, came that +subconscious uncertainty, that deep-flowing discontent. +He went over his last conversation with +Lavinia, in which he had found such assurance, +but now away from her he realized that he had +lulled himself into a sense of security that was all +false; and the conviction that Macochee had no +place for him, at least as a lawyer, came back. +He tried to put it away from him, and think of +something else.</p> + +<p class='c003'>His eyes fell on old Selah Dudley, sitting like all +pillars of the church, at the end of his pew. Dudley’s +back was narrow, and rounded out between +the shoulders so that Marley wondered how he +could sit comfortably at all; his head was flat and +sheer behind, and Marley could see with what care +the old banker had plastered the scant hair across +his bald poll—the only sign of vanity revealed in +him, unless it were in the brown kid gloves +he wore. Marley looked at Dudley with the feeling +that he was looking at the most successful man +in Macochee, and yet he had a troubled sense of +the phariseeism that is the essential element of +such success. He remembered what Wade Powell +had said; immediately he saw Dudley in a new +light; the old man sat stolid, patient and brutal, +waiting for some heterodoxy, or something that +could be construed as heterodoxy, theological or +economic, like a savage with a spear waiting to +pierce his prey, and glad when the moment came.</p> + +<p class='c003'>But Marley, seeing the young girl in the white +dress, again thought of Lavinia, who would be sitting +at that very moment with her father and +mother and Connie and Chad over in the Presbyterian +church. How long would it be before he could +sit there beside her, as her husband? Then with +a flash it came to him that they would, in all +likelihood, be married in that very church. Instantly +he saw the spectators gathered, he saw the +pulpit and the chancel-rail hidden in flowers, he +saw his father with his ritual in his hands, waiting; +and then while the organ played the wedding +march, Lavinia coming down the aisle, her eyes +lowered under her veil. His heart beat faster, he +felt a wave of emotion, joyous, exciting.</p> + +<p class='c003'>But there was much to do before that moment +could come—the long days and nights of study; the +examination looming like a mountain of difficulties, +then months and years of waiting for a practice. +He tried to imagine each detail of the coming of +a practice, but he could not; he could not conceive +how it was possible for a practice to come to any +one, much less to him. There were many lawyers +in Macochee now, and all of them were more or +less idle. There was certainly no need of more. +Judge Blair and Wade Powell and every one +had told him that, and suddenly he felt an impatience +with them all, as if they were responsible +for the conditions they described; they all conspired +against him, men and conditions, making +up the elements of a harsh, intractable fate.</p> + +<p class='c003'>And Marley grew bitter against every one in +Macochee; they all gossiped about him, they were +all determined to drive him away; well, let them; +he would go; but he would come back again some +day as a great, successful lawyer, looking down on +them and their little interests, and they would be +filled with envy and respect. But what of Lavinia?</p> + +<p class='c003'>What right had he to ask her to marry him? +What right had he to place her in the position he +had? He realized it now, clearly, he told himself, +for the first time. She had given up all for +him. She would go out no more, she had foregone +her parties, calls, picnics, dances, everything; in +her devotion she had estranged her friends. He +had given her parents concern, he had placed her +in a false, impossible position. He must rescue +her from it. But how? By breaking the engagement? +He blushed for the thought. By going +away quietly, silently, without a word? That +would only increase the difficulty of her position. +By keeping her waiting, year after year, until he +could find a foothold in the world? Even that +was unfair.</p> + +<p class='c003'>No, he could not give up Lavinia and he could +not go away from Macochee, hence it followed that +he must give up the law. He must get some work +to do, and at once; something that would pay him +enough to support a wife. He began to canvass +the possibilities in Macochee. He thought of all +the openings; surely there would be something; +there were several thousand persons in Macochee, +and they lived somehow. He did not wish to give +up the law; not that he loved it so, but because he +disliked to own himself beaten. But it was necessary; +he could suffer this defeat; he could make +this sacrifice. There was something almost noble +in the attitude, and he derived a kind of morbid +consolation from the thought.</p> + +<p class='c003'>His father was closing the Bible—sure sign that +the sermon was about to end. There was another +prayer, then a hymn, and while the congregation +remained standing for the benediction, he heard +his father’s voice:</p> + +<p class='c003'>“The peace of God which passeth all understanding—â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>The words had always comforted him in the sorrows +he was constantly imagining, but now they +brought no peace.</p> + +<p class='c003'>In another moment the congregation was stirring +joyously, in unconscious relief that the sitting +was over. The hum of voices assumed a pleasant +social air, as friend and acquaintance turned to +greet one another. The people moved slowly down +the aisle. He caught a glimpse of his father, +smiling and happy—happy that his work was done—passing +his handkerchief over his reddened brow +and bending to take the hands of those who came +to speak to him and to congratulate him. Just then +Selah Dudley gave his father his hand; the sight +pleased Marley; and suddenly an idea came to him.</p> + +<div class='chapter'> + <h2 class='c004'>CHAPTER XV<br /> <br />A SAINT’S ADVICE</h2> +</div> + +<p class='c005'>On Monday morning Marley found Dudley +at his post in the First National Bank. He +halted at the little low gate in the rail that +ran round Dudley’s desk until Dudley looked +up and saw him, and then Marley smiled. +Dudley, conceiving it to be the propitiatory smile +of the intending borrower, narrowed his eyes as +he regarded him.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Well?†he said.</p> + +<p class='c003'>Marley went in and sat down on the edge of the +hard chair that was placed near Dudley.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“I wish to have a little talk with you, Mr. Dudley,†+he said. He waited then for Dudley to reply, +thinking perhaps he would be interested in the +son of his pastor. Dudley had turned his chair a +little, and seemed to have sunk a little lower in its +brown leather cushions, worn to a hard shine during +the long years he had sat there. The lower part +of him was round and full and heavy, while his +shoulders were narrow and sloping, and his chest +sunken, as if, from sitting there so many years, +his vitals had settled, giving him the figure of a +half emptied bag of grain. His legs were thin, and +his trousers crept constantly up the legs of the boots +he wore; the boots were blackened as far as the +ankles, above the ankles they were wrinkled and +scuffed to a dirty brown.</p> + +<p class='c003'>Marley noted these details hurriedly, for it was +the face of the man that held him. A scant beard, +made up of a few harsh, wiry hairs, partly covered +the banker’s cheeks and chin; his upper lip was +clean-shaven, and his hair, scant but still black, +was combed forward at the temples, and carefully +carried over from one side of his head to the other, +ineffectually trying to hide the encroaching baldness. +His nose was large; his eyes narrow under +his almost barren brows and red at the edges of +the lids that lacked lashes.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“What do you want?†said Dudley, never moving, +as if to economize his energies, as he +economized his words and every other thing of value in +his narrow world.</p> + +<p class='c003'>Marley did not know just what reply to make: +this was a critical moment to him, and he must +make no mistake.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“I came,†he began, “to—to ask you for a little +advice.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>Dudley, at this, settled a little more into his +chair, possibly a little more comfortably; he seemed +to relax somewhat, and his eyes were not quite +so narrow as they had been. But he blinked +a moment, and then cautiously asked:</p> + +<p class='c003'>“What about?â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Well, it’s just this,†Marley began, smiling +persistently; “you see I’ve begun the study of law; +I had intended to be a lawyer.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“We’ve got plenty o’ lawyers,†said Dudley.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“That’s just the conclusion I have come to, and +I was thinking somewhat of making a change. +And so I thought I’d come and ask you, that is, +your advice.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>Dudley, still cautious, made no reply, and Marley +almost despaired of getting on easy terms. He +began to wish he had not come; he might have +known this, he said to himself, and his smile and +the confidence with which he had come began to +leave him. But he must make another effort.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“You see, Mr. Dudley,†he said, “I thought, +as things are nowadays, I would have to wait years +before I could really do anything in the law, and +as I have my own way to make in the world, I +thought, you know, I might get into something +else.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“What, for instance?†asked Dudley.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Well, I didn’t exactly know; I had hardly +thought it out,—that’s why I came to you, knowing +you to be a man of large affairs.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>Dudley had an instant’s vision of his bank, of +his stocks, and of the many farms all over Gordon +County on which he held mortgages, but he checked +his impulse; these very possessions must be guarded; +people envied him them, and while this envy +in one way was among the sources of his few joys, +it nevertheless gave rise to covetousness which was +prohibited by the tenth commandment.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“So you want my advice, eh?†he asked, looking +hard at Marley.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Yes, sir.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“And that’s all?†he asked suspiciously.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Well—any suggestions,†Marley said.</p> + +<p class='c003'>Dudley still hesitated. He continued to study +Marley out of his little eyes. Presently he inquired, +as if by way of getting a basis to start on:</p> + +<p class='c003'>“You been to college, ain’t you?â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Yes, sir,†Marley answered promptly; “I graduated +in June.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“How long was you there?â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Why,†Marley replied in some surprise, “the +full four years.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Four years,†Dudley repeated. “How old?â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Twenty-two.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Well, that’s that much time wasted. If a young +man’s going to get along these times, and make +anything of himself, he has to start early, learn +business ways and habits. He’s got to begin at +the bottom, and feel his way up.†The banker was +speaking now with a reckless waste of words that +was surprising. “The main thing at first is to +work; it ain’t the money. Now, when I come to +Macochee, forty-seven years ago, I hadn’t nothing. +But I went to work, I was up early, and I +went to bed early; I worked hard all day, I ’tended +to business, and I saved my money. That’s it, +young man, that’s the only way—up early, work +hard, and save your money.†Dudley leaned back +in his chair to let Marley contemplate him.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“But what did you work at? At first, I mean.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Why,†said Dudley, as if in surprise, “at anything +I could get. I wan’t proud; I wan’t ’fraid +o’ work.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>Marley leaned forward with his elbows on his +knees and began twirling his hat in his hands. +Then, thinking the attitude lacking in respect, he +sat up again.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Then, I was careful of my habits,†Dudley +went on. “I never touched a bit o’ tobacco, nor +tasted a drop o’ liquor in my life.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>He paused, and then:</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Do you use tobacco?†he asked.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Sometimes,†Marley hesitated to confess.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Cigarettes?â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Now and then.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Humph! Learned that at college, I suppose.†+Marley made no reply.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Well, you’ve started wrong, young man. That +wan’t the way I made myself. I never touched a +drop of liquor nor tasted tobacco. I worked hard +and God prospered me—yes, God prospered me.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>Dudley’s voice sank piously.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Now, I’ll tell you.†He seemed to be about to +impart the secret of it all. “When I was your +age, I embraced religion, and I promised God +that if he’d prosper me I’d give a tenth of all I +made to the church; a tenth, yes, sir, a full tenth.†+The banker paused again as if making a calculation, +and a trouble gathered for an instant at his +hairless brows, but, as if by an effort, he smoothed +them so that they became meek and submissive. +And then he went on, as if he had found a species +of relief:</p> + +<p class='c003'>“But it was the best bargain I ever made. It +paid; yes, it paid; I kep’ my word, and the Lord +kep’ His; He prospered me.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>He had folded his hands, and sat blinking at +Marley.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“So my advice to you, young man, is to give up +tobacco and all your other bad habits, to be up early +in the morning, to work hard, and remember God +in all your ways, and He shall direct thy paths.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>Dudley stirred, and moved his swivel chair a +little, as if it were time to resume work. But Marley +sat there.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“That’s my advice to you, young man,†Dudley +repeated, “and it won’t cost you a cent.†He said +this generously, at the same time implying a hint +of dismissal. Still Marley did not move, and Dudley +eyed him in some concern. Marley saw the +look and forced a smile.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“I thank you, Mr. Dudley,†he said, “for your +advice. I am sure it is good. I was wondering, +though,†he went on, with a reluctance that he knew +impaired the effect of his words, “if you wouldn’t +have something here in your bank for me—â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>At this Dudley suddenly seemed to shrink in +size. His eyes became small, mere inflamed slits +beneath his hairless brows, and he said:</p> + +<p class='c003'>“I thought you said you wanted advice?â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Well, I did,†Marley explained, “but I thought +maybe—â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>He did not finish the sentence. He rose and +stood, still twirling his hat in his hand. “And +you have nothing, you know of nothing?â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>Dudley slowly shook his head from side to side, +once or twice, having resumed his economical +habits.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Good morning,†Marley said, and left.</p> + +<p class='c003'>As he went out, the cashier and the assistant +cashier looked at him through the green wire +screen. Then they lifted their heads from their +tasks cautiously and exchanged surreptitious +glances.</p> + +<div class='chapter'> + <h2 class='c004'>CHAPTER XVI<br /> <br />LOVE AND A LIVING</h2> +</div> + +<p class='c005'>Marley was not surprised by the result of +his visit to Selah Dudley. He made an effort +to convince himself that there was truth in +what Dudley had said to him, even if he could +not remember exactly what it was that Dudley +had said. He tried to put down the instinctive feeling +of dislike he had for the old banker; he told +himself that such a feeling was unworthy of him, +if not unworthy of Dudley, and in thinking the +matter over he tried to clear himself of all suspicion +of envy or jealousy of Dudley’s success. The whole +town considered Dudley its leading man, and +Marley tried so to consider him; and he tried to +consider him in this light because he was a good +man and not because he was a rich man, just as +the town pretended to do. He wanted to talk about +Dudley with some one, but he did not want to talk +about him with Lavinia, because he felt a shame in +his failure with Dudley that he feared Lavinia +might share. He did talk with his father about +him, but his father did not seem to be interested; +he smiled his tolerant smile, but made no comment. +And when Marley pressed him for an opinion +of Dudley his father said:</p> + +<p class='c003'>“They make broad their phylacteries.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>And that was all.</p> + +<p class='c003'>However, Marley found Wade Powell willing +to talk of Selah Dudley, as he was willing to talk of +almost anything. Marley did not tell Powell that +he had been to Dudley to ask for a position; he +merely let it be understood that he had met the +old man in the course of the day and talked with +him casually.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“By the way,†he asked, as if the thought had +just come to him, “how did Selah Dudley make his +money?â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“He didn’t make it,†Powell answered.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“He didn’t? Did he inherit it?â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“No.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Then how did he get it?â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“He gathered it.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Gathered it? I don’t know what you mean.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>Powell laughed.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“You don’t? Well, there’s a difference.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“He wasn’t in the army, was he?â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“In the army! Great God!†Powell threw into +his voice the contempt he could not find the word +to express. “You think he’d risk his hide in +the army? Well, I should say not! Though +he would have been perfectly safe—†Powell said +it as a parenthetical afterthought—“no bullet could +ever have pierced his hide, and he had no blood to +shed.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>Powell bit the end from his cigar and spat out +the damp little pieces of tobacco viciously.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“No, I’ll tell you, Glenn,†he said, “he stayed +at home and got his start, as he calls it, by skinning +the poor. Widows were his big game and he +gathered a little pile that has been growing ever +since. To-day he owns Gordon County.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“He seems to be a prominent man in the church,†+ventured Marley.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“He’ll be a prominent man in hell,†said Powell, +angrily. And then he added thoughtfully: “My +one regret in going there myself is that I’ll have to +see him every day.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>The most curious effect of Marley’s visit to Dudley, +however, was one he did not observe himself. +Having been defeated in his plan to secure a place +in the bank, he felt at first, with a certain consolation, +that he still had the law to fall back on, and +he returned to his studies. But he made little headway; +once having decided to give up the law, the +decision remained, and his mind was constantly +occupied with schemes for securing a foothold in +some other occupation. He considered, one after +another, every possibility in Macochee, and as fast +as he thought of some opening, he went for it, but +invariably to find it either no opening at all, or +else, if it were an opening, one that closed at his +approach. Gradually he gave up his studies altogether, +and sat idle, his book before him; but one +day Powell said to him:</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Say, Glenn, you’re not getting along very fast, +are you?â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>Marley started, and flushed with a sense of guilt.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Well, no,†he admitted.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“What’s the matter, in love?â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>Marley blushed, from another cause this time, +though the guilt remained in his face. But Powell +instantly was gentle.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“I beg your pardon,†he said, “I was just joking, +of course; I didn’t mean to be inquisitive. You +mustn’t mind my boorishness.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>Marley looked at him gratefully and Powell, to +whom any show of affection was confusing, turned +away self-consciously. But Marley whirled his +chair around toward Powell.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“I am in love,†he said. “I’ve wanted to tell +you, but I—you know who she is.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Lavinia Blair?â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Yes. And that’s what’s troubling me,†Marley +went on. “I want to get married, and I can’t. I +can’t,†he repeated, “the law’s too slow; I’ve realized +it for a long while, but I tried to keep the +fact away, I tried not to see it. But now I have +to face it. Why,†he said, rising to his feet, “it’ll +take a thousand years to get a practice in this town, +and I’m not even admitted yet.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>He walked to and fro, his brows pinched together, +his lower lip thrust out, his teeth nipping +his upper one. Powell glanced at him, but said +nothing. He knew human nature, this lawyer, and +the fact made every one in the county tremble at +the thought of his cross-examinations; sometimes he +carried too far his love of laying souls bare, and +as often hurt as helped his cause. He never had +been able to turn his knowledge to much practical +account; in a city he would have had numerous +retainers as a trial lawyer, though few as a counselor. +In Macochee he was out of place, and he +chafed under a semi-consciousness of the fact. He +waited, knowing that Marley would burst forth +again.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“I’ll have to get a job,†Marley said at that +moment, bitterly, “and go to work; that’s all.†And +then he laughed harshly. “Humph, get a job—that’s +the biggest job of all. What can I get here +in Macochee, I’d like to know?â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>He halted and turned suddenly, fiercely, almost +menacingly on Powell, as if he were the cause of +his predicament.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“I’ve told you already it’s no place for you,†said +Powell, quietly.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“But where’ll I go?†Marley held out his hands +with a gesture that was pleading, pathetic. Thus +he waited for Powell’s reply.</p> + +<p class='c003'>Powell smoked thoughtfully for a moment and +then began:</p> + +<p class='c003'>“When I was going to the law school in Cincinnati, +there was a young fellow in my class—a +great friend of mine. He was poor, and I was poor—God! +how poor we were!†Powell paused in this +retrospect of poverty. “That was why we were +such friends,—our poverty gave us a common interest. +This fellow came from up in Hardin +County; he was tall, lean and gawky, the worst +jay you ever saw. When we had graduated, I +supposed he would go home, maybe to Kenton—that +was his county-seat. When we were bidding +each other good-by—I’ll never forget the day, it +was June, hot as hell; and we had left the old law +school in Walnut Street and were standing there +by the Tyler-Davidson fountain in Fifth Street. +I said, ‘Well, we’ll see each other once in a while; +we won’t be far apart.’ He looked at me and said, +‘I don’t know about that.’ ‘Why?’ I asked. ‘Well,’ +he said, ‘I’m going to Chicago.’ I looked at him +in surprise. He was out at the elbows then, and +had hardly enough money to get home on. Then +the ridiculousness of it struck me, and I laughed. +‘Why, you’ll starve to death there!’ I said. He +only smiled.†Powell paused, to whet Marley’s +appetite, perhaps, for the foregone dénouement.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“That jay,†Powell said, when he had allowed +sufficient time to elapse, “that jay I laughed at is +Judge Johnson, of the United States Circuit +Court.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>The story saddened Marley. With his faculty of +conceiving a whole drama at once, he caught in an +instant the trials Judge Johnson had gone through +before he won to his station of ease and honor; he +saw the privations, the sacrifices, the hardships, +the endless strivings, plottings, schemings; it wearied +and depressed him; his frightened mind hung +back, clung to the real, the present, the known, +found a relief in picturing the seeming security of +a man like Wade Powell, in a town where he knew +everybody and was known by everybody. He +shrank from hearing more of the judge; he wished +to stay with his thought in Macochee.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“How <em>do</em> young men get a start in places like +Macochee?†he asked, and then he added in +despairing argument: “They <em>do</em> stay, they <em>do</em> get +along somehow, they make livings, and raise families; +the town grows and does business, the population +increases, it doesn’t die off.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Well,†said Wade Powell, approaching the +problem with the generalities its mystery demanded, +“some of them marry rich women, but +that industry is about played out now; the fortunes +are divided up; some of them, most of them, +are content to eke out small livings, clerking in +stores and that kind of thing; about the only ones +that get ahead any are traders; they barter around, +first in one business, then in another; they run a +grocery, then sell it out and buy a livery-stable; +then they dabble in real estate a while; finally they +skin some one out of a farm and then they go on +skinning, a little at a time; by the time they’re +old, people forget their beginnings and they become +respectable; then they join the church, like +Selah Dudley.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>Powell stopped a moment, then he began again.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“The lawyers get along God knows how; the +doctors, well, they never starve, for people will +get sick, or think they’re sick, which is better yet; +then there are a few preachers who are supported in +a poor way by their congregations. When a man +fails, he goes into the insurance business.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>Powell smoked contemplatively for a few moments.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Sometimes,†he resumed presently, “I feel as +if I were tottering on the verge of the insurance +business myself.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>Marley looked at Powell, who had relapsed into +silence, his head lowered, his eyes fixed in the distance, +and there was something pathetic in the figure, +or would have been, but for the humor that +saved every situation for Powell. There was, however, +something appealing, and something to inspire +affection, too. Marley’s gaze recalled Powell, and +he glanced up with a smile.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“I reckon you’ve gathered from my remarks,†+said Powell, “that I consider success chiefly from +a monetary standpoint, but I don’t. The main +business of life is living, and the trouble with the +world is that it is too busy getting ready to live +to find the time for life; it has tied itself up with +a thousand chains of its own forging and it has had +to postpone living from time to time until most +people have put the beginning of life at the gateway +of death; meanwhile they’re busy gathering +things, like magpies, and those that gather the +most are considered the best; they have come to +think that people are divided into two classes, good +and bad; the good are those who own, the bad those +who don’t, and the good think their business is to +put down the bad. Now, here in Gordon County, +we have about everything a man needs; the spring +comes and the summer, and the autumn and the +winter; the rain falls and the winds blow and the +sun shines, and I’ve noticed that Lighttown gets +about as much rain as Main Street, and Gooseville +about as much wind as Scioto Street; the sun seems +to shine pretty much alike on the niggers loafing +in Market Space and on old Selah Dudley and +Judge Blair, bowing like Christians to each other +in the Square. The trees are the same color wherever +they grow, and I don’t see any reason why +people shouldn’t be happy if they’d only let one +another be happy. Now, I would have lived, but I +didn’t have time. I thought when I began that +I’d have to do as the rest were doing, get hold of +things, and I saw that if I did, I’d have to get +my share away from them; well, I made a failure +of that, being too soft inside someway; that was +all right too, but meanwhile I was wasting time, +and putting off living—now it’s too late.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>Marley looked at him in perplexity, not knowing +how to take him.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“I know,†he said presently. “But what am I +going to do? I can live all right, but I have to do +better than that; I want to get married.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Married,†mused Powell, “married! Well, I +got married.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>Marley was interested. He had never heard +Powell speak of his wife, and he feared what he +was about to say; for that instant Powell’s standing +in his estimation trembled.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“And that was the only sensible thing I ever +did.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>Marley felt a great relief.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“But I don’t know that I did right by Mary; I +didn’t do her any good, I reckon; still, she’s borne +up somehow; I wish I had a sky full of sunlight to +pour over her.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>Powell walked to his window, and looked across +into the Court-House yard where the leaves were +falling slowly from the Maple-trees. Marley hoped +that he would go on, and say more of his wife, but +he was silent. Presently he turned about.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Well, Glenn,†he said; “I see you’re stuck on +staying in Macochee, and I don’t blame you; and +you want to get married, and that’s all right. Maybe +I can help you do it.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“How?†said Marley, eagerly.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“I’ve got a scheme.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“What is it?â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Well, maybe it’ll work, maybe it won’t. I’d +better wait till I see whether it will or not before I +tell you.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>He stood and smiled at Marley a moment, and +then said: “You wait here.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>And he turned and left the office. Marley +watched Powell’s fine figure as he walked across +the street toward the Court House, a great love of +the man surging within him. He felt secure and +safe; a new warmth spread through him. At the +door of the Court House Marley saw him stop +and shake hands with Garver, the sheriff. The two +talked a moment, then turned and went down +toward the big iron gate in Main Street, and +disappeared. Marley waited until noon and then he +went home to his dinner. He returned, but Powell +did not come back to the office all the afternoon.</p> + +<div class='chapter'> + <h2 class='c004'>CHAPTER XVII<br /> <br />THE COUNTY FAIR</h2> +</div> + +<p class='c005'>Marley did not see Wade Powell again for +four days; a Sunday intervened, and Powell +did not come back to the office until Monday +morning. He came in with a solemn air upon +him, and a new dignity that made impressive +the seriousness with which he set to work at +the pile of papers on his desk, as if he were beginning +a new week with new resolutions. He +was freshly shaved, and his hair had been cut; it +was shorter at the sides and, against his rough sunburnt +neck, showed an edge of clean white skin. +His newly cropped hair gave him a strange, brisk +appearance; his black clothes were brushed, his +linen fresh.</p> + +<p class='c003'>He spoke to Marley but a few times and then +from the distant altitude of his new dignity. Once +he sent Marley on an errand to Snider’s drug store +to buy a large blank book; he said he was going to +keep an office docket after that. He worked on his +new docket half the morning, then he carried the +docket and the bundle of papers over to Marley’s +table, flung them down and asked Marley if he +would not continue the work for him. He explained +the system he had devised for keeping a +record of his cases; it was intricate and complete, +but in many of his cases the numbers and in some +instances the names of opposing parties were missing; +Powell told Marley to go over to the Court +House and get the missing data from the clerk.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“I’ve got to go out for a while,†Powell explained. +Then he hurried away; he seemed to be +glad to escape from the office and the drudgery of +the task he had set for himself.</p> + +<p class='c003'>Powell’s absence weighed on Marley; he was +lonesome in the deserted office, and found himself +wondering just where Powell was at each moment; +he pictured him with his companions, Colonel +Devlin, Marshall Scarff, Sheriff Garver, old +man Brockton and Doc Hall; lately it had been +rumored that George Halliday had been admitted +to the merry group, and that they played poker +nightly in a room in the Coleman Block. Then +Marley would picture to himself Wade Powell’s +wife; he had never seen her, but he had an idea +of her appearance, formed from no description +of her, but created out of his own fancy. He pictured +her as a graceful little woman, with a certain +droop to her figure; but try as he would, +he could not see her face; it was a blur to him, yet +it gave somehow a certain expression of sweetness +and patience; sometimes, by an effort, he could see +her brow, and the hair above it; the hair was dark, +and parted in the middle with some gray in its +rather heavy mass.</p> + +<p class='c003'>Marley could never discuss Wade Powell with +any kind of satisfaction with Lavinia. When he +spoke of him, she would smile and affect an interest, +but he could detect the affectation, and he +could detect, also, a certain distance in her attitude +toward Wade Powell or the thought of him, +which he ascribed to the influence of Judge Blair’s +dislike. Marley saw that Lavinia never would accept +Wade Powell, and he had ceased to mention +him except in a casual manner. For some like +reason he had ceased to mention Wade Powell at +home; he found that he had many views which he +could not share with those nearest him, and his +inner life at that time was somewhat lonely and +aloof.</p> + +<p class='c003'>He had not told Lavinia of Wade Powell’s offer +of assistance, nor had he spoken of it at home. +In those four days he had thought much of it and +built countless hopes upon it; he had thought of +all the possibilities, and taken a fine delight in examining +each one, working it out to its logical end +in its effect upon Lavinia and him and upon their +fortunes. He was disappointed when Wade Powell +failed to refer to the subject again; he would have +liked to discuss the disappointment with Lavinia; +usually, out of her youthful optimism and faith in +the life of which she was so innocent, she could reassure +him; but of late he had had so many disappointments +and had drawn so heavily on Lavinia’s +resources of comfort and hope that he had +grown wary, almost superstitiously wary, of making +any further drafts.</p> + +<p class='c003'>When Monday came and Powell did not renew +the subject, nor even say what his scheme had been, +Marley concluded that Powell had forgotten all +about it, and so he relinquished the hope with a +sigh, and tried to forget it himself. He took up +his studies once more; but he made poor headway; +he saw with chagrin that he had not read ten +pages of law in as many days, and what he had +read he could not remember. When he tried to +review it, the words had no meaning for him, nor +could he wrest any from them, even though he +ground his elbows in the table with the book between +them and dug his fists into his hair.</p> + +<p class='c003'>That was the week of the Gordon County fair. +For a month every fence along the white pikes in +the country had borne the bills, flaming from afar +in red ink the date, “Oct. 15-31.†There were, +too, lithographs everywhere—on boards at the +monument, at the Court House, on the town hall, +on the covered bridge over Mad River—lithographs +picturing the exciting finish of a trotting +race, and a sedate concourse of fat cattle. The +fair opened Monday, but it was understood that +that day would be devoted to preparing and arranging +the exhibits; the fair would not begin in earnest +until Tuesday; the big day would be Thursday.</p> + +<p class='c003'>Marley was glad that fair week had come, for +the chance of novelty which it offered, and, too, for +the excuse it gave him; he would not study that +week, but in the general festivity try to forget +the problem that so oppressed him. He would have +liked to go to the fair every day, but he could not, +for the expense, insignificant as it seemed to be to +every one else in the county, was not insignificant +to him. He went, however, on Wednesday with +his father, who, with the love of horses he had inherited +from the saddle-bag days of Methodism, +recklessly attended the races. Marley thought that +this visit would be his last, but on Thursday morning +he met Lawrence in the Square.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Just the man I’m looking for!†said Lawrence.</p> + +<p class='c003'>He was brisk, alert, important, and had an official +air which was explained when Marley observed, +on the lapel of his coat, the badge of blue +ribbon that proclaimed an officer of the fair.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“I have charge of the tickets this year,†he said. +“Want to go? I’ll pass you in.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>Marley was glad enough to accept.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“I’ll have to go around to the office and tell +Powell,†he said. “I was away all day yesterday.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Oh, nonsense,†replied Lawrence, “that won’t +make any difference; he’s been full for two days. +This is his big time.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>Marley had a pang as he saw with what small +seriousness Lawrence regarded his relation to the +law; it reflected, doubtless, the common attitude +of the community toward him and his efforts.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“I’ve got to hurry,†Lawrence went on; “I’ve +got a rig waiting here; you can ride out with me.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>It was one of the incomparable afternoons that +autumn brings to Ohio; the retreating sun was +flashing in the high, blue sky; the air was fresh and +Marley felt it full of energy and hope. Lawrence +drove rapidly through the throng of hurrying vehicles +that crowded the road to the fair-grounds, +stirring up a cloud of dust that covered everything +with its white powder.</p> + +<p class='c003'>Lawrence left him at the gate, being too full of +business to engage in the weary search for pleasure, +and Marley set out alone across the scorched +and trampled turf for the grand stand, black with +people for the races. He could hear the nervous +clamor of the bell in the judges’ stand, the notes +of the hand-organ at the squeaking merry-go-round, +the incessant thumping of the bass drum that made +its barbaric music for the side-show, and the cries +of venders, dominating all the voices of the thousands +bent in their silly way on pleasure. Once, +calling him back to the real, to the peace of the +commonplace, he heard the distant tones of the +town clock in the tower that stood, a mile away, +above the autumnal trees.</p> + +<p class='c003'>He pressed into the space between the grand +stand and the whitewashed fence that surrounded +the track; through the palings he could see the +stoop-shouldered drivers, bent over the heavily +breathing trotters they jogged to and fro; above +him, in the grand stand, he could distinguish cries +and laughs, now and then complete excited sentences, +sometimes voices he knew. All around +him the farmers, clumsy in their ready-made +clothes and bearing their buggy whips as some +insignia of office, solemnly watched the races and +talked of horses.</p> + +<p class='c003'>The sense of kinship with the crowd that had unerringly +drawn Marley left him the moment he +was in the crowd, and a loneliness replaced the +sense of kinship. He looked about for some one +he knew. He began, here and there, to recognize +faces, just as he had recognized voices in the din +above him; he began to analyze and to classify the +crowd, and he laughed somewhat cynically when he +saw numbers of politicians going about among the +farmers, shaking their hands, greeting them effusively, +calling them by their Christian names. +Then suddenly he saw Wade Powell. The crowd +at the point where Powell stood, nucleated with +him as its center; by the way the men were laughing, +and by the way Powell was trying not to +laugh, Marley knew that he had been telling them +one of his stories, and from the self-conscious, +guilty expressions on certain of the faces, Marley +knew that the story was probably one that should +not have been told. Several countrymen hung on +the edge of the group, not identifying themselves +with it, yet anxious to have a look at Wade Powell, +who enjoyed the fame of the county’s best criminal +lawyer.</p> + +<p class='c003'>When Powell saw Marley he called to him, and +when Marley drew near, he introduced him, somehow +mysteriously, almost surreptitiously, to the +man at his elbow. Powell’s face was very red, and +his eyes were brilliant. The mystery he put into +his introduction was but a part of his manner.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“This is Mr. Carman, of Pleasant Grove Township, +Glenn,†he said, bending over, as if no one +should hear the name; and then he added, in a +husky whisper: “He’s our candidate for county +clerk, you know.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>Marley saw something strange, forbidding, in +Carman’s face, but he could not tell what it was. +It was a red, sunburnt face, closely shaven, with +a short mustache burned by the sun; the smile it +wore seemed to be fixed and impersonal. Plainly +the man had spent his days out of doors, though, it +seemed, not healthfully, for his skin was dry and +hardened, and his neck thin and wrinkled; he +seemed to have known the hard work and the poor +nourishment of a farm. Marley wondered what +was the matter with Carman’s face. But Powell +was drawing them aside.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Come over here,†he was saying, “where we +can be alone.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>He led them to a corner of the little yard; no one +was near; they were quite out of the crowd which +was pressing to the whitewashed picket fence, +attracted by the excitement of the race for which +the horses were just then scoring.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Now, Jake,†Powell began, speaking to Carman, +“this is the young man I was talking to you +about.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>Carman, still smiling his dry meaningless smile, +turned his face half away.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“I reckon,†Powell went on, “that I might be +able to do you some good, if I took off my coat.†+Powell spoke with a pride in his own influence; +Marley had never known him to come so near +to boasting before.</p> + +<p class='c003'>Carman was looking away; and Powell, his own +eyes narrowed, was watching him closely. Once +he winked at Marley, and Marley was mystified; +he did not know what play was going on here; he +looked from Carman to Powell, and back to Carman +again. There was some strange fascination +about Carman; Marley felt a slight relief when he +discovered that there was something peculiar +about Carman’s eyes.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“I haven’t said anything to Marley about the +matter, Jake,†Powell said. “Maybe I’d better +tell him. Hell! He might not want it—I don’t +know.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>Carman turned suddenly; his face had been in +the shadow; now it came into the sunlight, and +Marley saw that while the pupil of Carman’s right +eye contracted suddenly, the pupil of his left eye +remained fixed; it was larger than the pupil of +the right eye, which had shrunk to a pin-point in +the sharp light of the sun. Marley looked closely, +the left eye seemed to be swimming in liquid; it +almost hurt Marley’s eyes to look at it.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“I’ve been telling Carman, Glenn,†Powell was +explaining, “that if he is elected—and gets into +the Court House—â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>Marley looked at Powell expectantly.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“I want him,†Powell went on, “to make you +his deputy.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>Marley saw it all in a flash; this was what +Powell had meant that day a fortnight ago; he +felt his great affection for Powell glow and +warm; Lavinia would appreciate Powell after +this. It meant salary, position, a place in which +he might complete his law studies at his leisure; +it meant a living, a home, marriage, Lavinia! +He looked all his gratitude at Powell, who smiled +appreciatively.</p> + +<p class='c003'>Carman had turned his face away again, he +was still smiling, and plucking now at his chin; +Marley waited, and Powell finally grew impatient.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Well, Jake, what do you say?â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>Carman waited a moment longer, then slowly +turned about. Marley watched him narrowly, he +saw the pupil of his right eye contract, the pupil +of the watery left eye remained fixed; then, for +the first time, Carman looked steadily at Marley +and for the first time he spoke.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Well,†he said, and he stopped to spit out his +tobacco, “you know I’m always ready to do a friend +a good turn.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>Powell looked Carman over carefully a moment, +and then he said,</p> + +<p class='c003'>“All right, Jake.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>Just then there was a rush of hoofs, a shock of +excitement, and they heard a loud yell:</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Go!â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>And they rushed to the fence of the whitewashed +palings.</p> + +<div class='chapter'> + <h2 class='c004'>CHAPTER XVIII<br /> <br />THE ROAD TO MINGO</h2> +</div> + +<p class='c005'>Lavinia sat rocking quietly back and forth, +and stitched away with her colored silks on +her tambourine frames, while Marley told her +of the fortune Wade Powell had brought them. +He told the story briefly, and he tried to tell it +simply; he did not comment on Powell’s kindness +or generosity, but let his deeds speak for themselves +in Powell’s behalf. When he had done, Marley +waited for Lavinia’s comment, but she rocked on +a moment and then held her tambourine frames at +arm’s length to study the sweet pea she was making. +When she had done so, she dropped her sewing +suddenly into her lap, and looking up, said:</p> + +<p class='c003'>“He thinks everything of you, doesn’t he?â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“I believe he likes me,†Marley said, as modestly +as he could put it.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Who could help it?â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>Lavinia looked at Marley, and he leaned over, +and took her hands.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“I am glad you can’t, sweetheart,†he said.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Do you know,†she went on, “I think it is because +you have been kind and good to him—just +as you are kind and good to every one. His life +is lonely; he is an outcast, almost; no one cares +for him, and he appreciates your goodness.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>Pity was the utmost feeling she could produce +for Wade Powell out of her kindly heart. But +Marley, though he could accept her homage to the +full without embarrassment, could not acquiesce +to this length, and he laughed at her.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Nonsense, Lavinia,†he said. “You have the +thing all topsy-turvy. It is Wade Powell who has +been kind to me; it is he and not I who is good +to every one. He has a heart brimful of the milk +of human kindness. You have no idea, and no +one has, of the good he does in a thousand little +ways. He tries to hide it all; he acts as if he +were ashamed of it, but there are hundreds of +people in Macochee who worship him, and would +be ready to die for him, if it would help him any. +Don’t think he has no friends! He has them by +the score—of course, they are all poor; I reckon +that’s why they are generally unknown.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“But isn’t he cruel?â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>Marley’s eyes widened in astonishment.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“I mean,†Lavinia said correctively, “isn’t he +kind of sarcastic?â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Well,†Marley admitted, “he is that at times. +I think he tries to hide his better qualities; I +think he tries to cloak his finer nature with a +rough garb. Perhaps it is because he is really so +sensitive. But he is, to my mind, a truly great +man. He is a sort of tribune of the people.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“But, Glenn, what about his drinking?â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Well, that’s the trouble,†Marley said, shaking +his head. “If he had let liquor alone he’d have +been away up.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>Lavinia was silent a moment, her brow was knit +in little wrinkles.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Glenn,†she said presently, “I have been thinking.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Well?â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“That with your influence you might reform him—out +of his liking for you, don’t you know?â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>She raised her blue eyes. He laughed outright, +and then took her face between his two hands.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“You dear little thing!†he said, with the patronage +of a lover.</p> + +<p class='c003'>Lavinia regained her dignity.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“But couldn’t you?†she demanded.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Why, dear heart,†Marley said, “he would +think it presumption. I wouldn’t dare.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>Lavinia shook her head in the hopelessness of +the reformer, and took up her tambourine frames +again with a sigh.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“It’s a pity,†she said, relinquishing the subject +with the hope, “it’s such a pity.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“But you haven’t told me what you think +of the scheme.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“You know, dear, that whatever you think best +I think best.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>Marley was disappointed.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“You don’t seem to be very enthusiastic over +the prospect,†he complained. “I thought you’d +be glad as I to know that I can at last make a +place for myself in the world—and a home and a +living for you.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>Lavinia looked up.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“I never had any doubt of that, Glenn,†she +said simply.</p> + +<p class='c003'>He saw the trust and confidence she had in him, +a trust and a confidence he had never felt himself, +and had never before been wholly aware of +in her. He saw that she had never shared those +fears which had so long oppressed him, and into +his love there came a devout thankfulness. He +felt strong, hopeful, confident, victorious. He had +a sudden fancy that it would be like this when +they were married; he would sit at his own hearth, +with a fire crackling merrily, and the rain and +wind beating outside—for the first time he could +indulge such a fancy; it allowed him, now that his +future was assured, to come up to it and to take +hold of it; it became a reality.</p> + +<p class='c003'>The judge was not at home that night. Now +and then Marley could hear Mrs. Blair speak a +word to Connie and Chad, over their lessons in +the sitting-room; school had commenced, and Connie +having that year entered the High School had +taken on a new dignity, in consequence of which +she was treating Chad with a divine patience +that brought its own peace into the Blair household.</p> + +<p class='c003'>They talked for a long time of their plans. +Marley would take his new place in December +when the new county clerk went into office, and +he told Lavinia all the advantages of the position. +It would extend his acquaintance, it would give +him a familiarity with court proceedings that otherwise +he could not have acquired in years. He +meant to study hard, and be admitted to the bar. +They could have a little cottage and live simply +and economically; he would save part of his salary, +and when he hung out his shingle he would have +enough money laid by to support them, modestly, +until he could establish himself in a practice. +He laid it all before her plainly, convincingly. +He was charmed with the practicability of the +plan, with its conservatism, its common sense. +They might as well be married.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Can’t we?†he asked. He trembled as he +asked; his happiness had never come so close before.</p> + +<p class='c003'>Lavinia dropped her embroidery frames into her +lap and looked up at him. The question in her +eyes was almost born of fear.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Right away?†exclaimed Lavinia.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Well, almost right away,†Marley answered. +“Sometime this winter, anyway.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“This winter! So soon?â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“So soon!†Marley repeated her words, almost +in mockery.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“But we mustn’t be married in the winter,†+she said, “we’ve always planned to be married in +June—our month, you know.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“What’s the use of waiting?â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“But papa and mama—â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>This quick rushing to the parental cover, this +clinging to the habit of years struck a jealousy +through Marley’s heart. His face fell and he +looked hurt.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Can’t we, dear?†he pleaded.</p> + +<p class='c003'>Lavinia looked at him, and she said shyly:</p> + +<p class='c003'>“If you say so, Glenn.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>They were solemn in their joy and made their +plans in detail. They would be married quietly, +Lavinia said, and at home. Doctor Marley would +perform the ceremony, and Marley was touched +by this recognition of his father.</p> + +<p class='c003'>The fall worked a new energy in Marley, and, +with the assurance that his labors were now soon +to bear fruit, he found that he could study better +than ever before. He worked faithfully over his +books every morning, and he worked so hard that +he felt himself entitled to a portion of each afternoon. +He would leave the office at four o’clock. +Lavinia would be waiting for him, and they would +try to get out of sight before Connie returned from +school. She might be expected any moment to +come slowly down Ward Street entwined with +one of her school-girl friends. They did not like, +somehow, to meet Connie. The smile she gave +them was apt to be disconcerting. They met +smiles in the faces of others they encountered in +their walks, but they were of a quality more kindly +than Connie’s smile.</p> + +<p class='c003'>They had walked one afternoon to the edge of +town where Ward Street climbed a hill and became +the road to Mingo. At their feet lay the +little fields, in the distance they could see a man +plowing with two white horses; off to the right +lay the water-works pond, gleaming in the afternoon +sun.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“What are you thinking of?†Marley said.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“I was thinking that it would be nice to live in +the country.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“I was thinking that very thing myself!†exclaimed +Marley. Their eyes met, and they thrilled +over this unity in their thoughts. It was marvelous +to them, mysterious, prophetic.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Some day I could buy a farm,†Marley said; +“out that way.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Yes,†Lavinia replied, “away off there, beyond +those low trees. Do you see?â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>She pointed, but Marley did not look in the direction +of the trees; he looked at her finger. It +was so small, so round, so white. He bent forward, +and kissed the finger.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Oh, but you must look where I’m pointing,†+said Lavinia.</p> + +<p class='c003'>They drew closely together. Marley took Lavinia’s +hand and they stood long in silence.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“We could have a country home there,†Marley +said after a while, “with a hedge about it and +stables and horses and dogs. It would be close to +town; I could go in in the morning and out again +in the afternoon.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“And I could drive you in, and then come for +you in the afternoon—when court adjourned.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Oh, I would have a man to drive me,†said +Marley.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“But couldn’t I ride in beside you?â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Yes; you could sit beside me, on the back +seat; we’d have an open carriage.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“A victoria!†exclaimed Lavinia. “It would +be the only one in Macochee!â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Is that what they call them?â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Victorias?â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Yes.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“You know, with a low seat behind and a high +seat for the driver. You have a green cushion +for your feet. You would look so handsome in +one, Glenn. You would sit very erect and proud, +with your hands on a cane. You would have white +hair then.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“We would be old?†he asked in some dismay.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“No, no,†said Lavinia, trying to reconcile her +dreams, “not old exactly. But I dote on white +hair. It’s so distinguished for a lawyer with a +country home. Of course we’ll have to get old +sometime.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“We’ll grow old together, dear.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Yes,†she whispered, “and think of the long +years of happiness!â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>They stood and gazed, looking down the long +vista of years that stretched before them as smooth +and peaceful as the white road to Mingo.</p> + +<p class='c003'>A subtile change was passing over the face of +the road; shadows were stealing toward it, and +it was growing gray. The trees that still were +green were darkening to a deeper green, but the +colors of those that had changed flamed all the +brighter. The sun shone more golden on the shocks +of corn, the sky was glowing pink in the west, the +water-works pond was glistening as the sun’s shafts +struck it more obliquely. A fine powder hung in +the peaceful air.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“How beautiful the fall is!†said Lavinia.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Yes, I love it,†said Marley. “But do you +know, dear, that I never liked it before? It always +seemed sad to me. But you have taught me to +love many things. You don’t know all that you +have done for me!â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>She stood in her blue dress, with her hands +folded before her. Marley looked at her hands, +and at her white throat, and at her hair, its brown +turned to a golden hue by the clear light; then +he looked into her eyes. A sudden emotion, almost +religious in its ecstasy, came over him. He bent +forward.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Oh!†he exclaimed. “Do you know how beautiful +you are! I worship you!â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Don’t, Glenn,†she said, “don’t say that!†The +reflection of a superstitious fear lay in her eyes.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Why?†he said defiantly. “It’s all true. You +are my religion.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“You frighten me,†she said.</p> + +<p class='c003'>Marley laughed.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Why!†he exclaimed, “there’s nothing to fear. +Isn’t our future assured now?â€</p> + +<div class='chapter'> + <h2 class='c004'>CHAPTER XIX<br /> <br />WAKING</h2> +</div> + +<p class='c005'>Carman was inducted into office the first +Monday in December, quietly, as the <em>Republican</em> +said, as though it reflected credit on +the new county clerk as a man who modestly +avoided the demonstration that might have been +expected under such circumstances. Marley, in +the hope of seeing his own name, eagerly ran his +eyes down the few lines that were devoted to the +occurrence, but his name was not there, the <em>Republican’s</em> +reporter, as he felt, being a man who lacked +a sense of the relative importance of events.</p> + +<p class='c003'>Marley had taken no part in the campaign, +though Wade Powell wished him to, and suggested +every now and then that he speak at some of the +meetings that were being held in the country schoolhouses. +Powell said it would be good practice for +him in a profession where so much talking has to +be done, and he found other reasons why Marley +should do this, as that it would extend his acquaintance, +and give him a standing with the party; but, +though Marley was always promising, he was +always postponing; the thought of standing up and +speaking to the vast audiences his imagination was +able to crowd into a little school-room filled him +with fear, and he never could bring himself to consent +to any definite time. Besides this, he could +not find an evening he was willing to spend away +from Lavinia.</p> + +<p class='c003'>When election was over, he expected that he +would hear from Carman, but he had no word +from him. Several times he was on the point of +mentioning the subject to Wade Powell, but somehow, +with a reticence for which he reproached +himself, he could not bring himself to do it. He +watched the papers closely, but he found it quite +as hard to find in them any information about Carman +as on any other subject, except, possibly, the +banal personalities of the town as they related +themselves to the coming and going of the trains.</p> + +<p class='c003'>But at last, on the day it had occurred to the +reporter to chronicle the fact that Carman had been +inducted into office, the little item struck Marley +sadly; he felt a sense of detachment from Carman; +he could not altogether realize that intimate relationship +to Carman in his new official position that +he felt belonged to one who was to be Carman’s +deputy. In his imagination he saw Carman shambling +about in the dingy room where the county +clerk kept the records of the court, his knees unhinging +loosely at each step, his shoulders bent, his +hands in his trousers pockets, his right eye squinting +here and there observantly, the left fixed, impervious +to light and shadow, to all that was going +on in the world. He wondered if Carman, as he +looked about, had been thinking in any wise of +him or had seen him as a part of the place where +his life was to be lived for the next three years.</p> + +<p class='c003'>Marley read the paper at supper time; in the +evening he went to see Lavinia. She too had read +the paper.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“I know,†she said simply, and he was grateful +for her quick intuition. “Have you seen him?â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“No.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Are you going to?â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Would you?â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Why, certainly, at once.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>Marley went to the Court House the first thing +in the morning. He feared he might have arrived +too early, but Carman had the virtue that goes +farther perhaps than any other in the affections +and approval of men, he rose early. He had been +at his office since long before seven o’clock.</p> + +<p class='c003'>Marley found the new county clerk at his desk, +obviously ready for business. The desk was clean, +with a cleanness that was rather a barrenness than +an order. The ink-wells, the pens, with their shining +new steel points, the fresh blotters, all were +laid on the clean pad with geometrical exactness. +The pigeon holes were empty, but they were all +lettered as if the mind of the new county clerk +had grappled with the future, come off victorious, +and provided for every possible emergency, though +there were certain contingencies that had impressed +him as “Miscellaneous.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>Carman looked up with the obliging expression +of the new public official, but Marley’s heart instantly +sank with a foreboding that told him he +might as well turn about then and go. It was +plain that Carman saw nothing in the call beyond +a mere incident of the day’s work.</p> + +<p class='c003'>Marley took a chair near Carman’s desk. He +looked at Carman once, and then looked instantly +away; the eye that lacked the power of accommodation +was fixed on him, and it made him nervous.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Do you remember me, Mr. Carman?†asked +Marley; and then fearing the reply he hastened to +add: “I’m Glenn Marley; Mr. Powell introduced +me to you out at the fair-grounds last fall.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Yes, I remember,†said Carman.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“I suppose you know what I came for?â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>Carman’s right eye widened somewhat in an expression +of mild surprise.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“You know,†urged Marley, “the clerkship.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“What clerkship was that?â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Why, don’t you know? The chief clerkship, I +reckon.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Here?â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Why, yes. Don’t you remember?â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>Carman’s right eye wore a puzzled look.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Don’t you remember?â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Well, you’ve got me,†said Carman, with a +little laugh of apology.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Why, I understood,†Marley went on, “that +in the event of your election I was to have a position +here.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“What as?â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Why—as chief deputy.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>That right eye of Carman’s was fixed on him +questioningly.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Chief deputy?†he said finally. “Here—in +my office?â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Why, yes,†said Marley. “Don’t you remember?â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>The question in the right eye had given way to a +surprise that was growing in Carman’s mind, and +spreading contagiously to a surprise, deeper and +more acute, in Marley’s mind. The eye had +something reproachful in its steady stare. Marley +leaned over impulsively.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Why, surely you haven’t forgotten—that day +out at the fair-grounds, when Mr. Powell introduced +me to you? I understood, I always understood +that I was to have the place. I never mentioned +it to you afterward, I didn’t like to bother +you, you know. I waited along, feeling that everything +was all right. But when election was over—and +afterward, when you took your office, and I +didn’t hear anything—I thought I’d come around +and see you.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>Despite the sinister left eye, Marley leaned +close to Carman and waited. Carman was long in +bringing himself to speak. Even then he did not +seem to be sure of the situation he was dealing +with.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“You say you understood you was to have a job +under me as chief clerk?â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Why, yes,†replied Marley.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Who’d you understand it from, me or Wade +Powell?â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Well—†Marley hesitated, “I thought I understood +it from you; I certainly understood it +from Mr. Powell.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“You say you got the idea from something I +said out at the fair-grounds?â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Yes, sir, at the fair-grounds.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>Carman turned away and knitted his brows.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“At the fair-grounds,†he said presently, as +though talking more to himself than to Marley. +“The fair-grounds, h-m. Yes, I do remember—â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>Marley’s heart stirred with a little hope.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“I do remember seeing you there, and talking +to you. But I don’t remember making you any +promises. Did you ask me?â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“No; Mr. Powell did that.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“And what did I say?â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Well,†Marley answered, “I can’t recall your +exact words, but I got the impression, and so did +Mr. Powell, I’m sure, that it was all right, I—I +counted on it.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Well, say, Glenn,†he said; “I’m awfully sorry, +honest I am. I remember now, come to think of +it, that Wade did say something like that, and +maybe I said something to lead you to think I’d do +it; I don’t say I didn’t—I don’t just remember. +But I reckon you’ve banked more on what Wade +told you than on what I did. Course, I reckon +I didn’t turn you down—a feller never does that +in a campaign, you know. But Wade takes a lot +o’ things for granted in this life.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>He smiled indulgently, as if Powell’s weaknesses +were commonly known and understood.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“I reckon you relied too much on what Wade +told you,†Carman went on. His right eye was fixed +on Marley, but Marley did not return the look. +He had turned half-way round and thrown his +arm over the back of his chair. He looked out +the window, his eyes vacant and sad. He was +thinking of Lavinia, of their hopes and plans, of +the little home that had become almost a reality to +them; the trees in the Court-House yard held +their gaunt limbs helplessly up against the cold +December day; the ugly clouds were hurrying +desperately across the sky; he thought of the little +law office across the street, with the dusty law books +lying on the table, and the hopelessness of it +all overwhelmed him. But there beside him Carman +still was speaking:</p> + +<p class='c003'>“It’s like Wade,†he was saying. “I’m sorry, +derned if I hain’t.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>Marley scarcely heard him. He was looking +ahead. How many years—</p> + +<p class='c003'>“He hadn’t ought to of done it,†Carman was +going on; “no, sir, he hadn’t ought.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>How many years, Marley was thinking, would +they have to wait now? Would Lavinia be lost +with all the rest? Ought he to ask her to wait any +longer? But Carman kept on:</p> + +<p class='c003'>“I’ve got all my arrangements made now, you +see.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>He swept his arm about the office where the few +clerks were bending over the big records in which +they were copying the pleadings they could not +understand. Marley did not see; he saw nothing +but the ruin of all his hopes. It was still in there; +the atmosphere held the musty odor of a public office; +the clock ticked; once a stamping machine +clicked sharply as a clerk marked a filing date on +some document. And then a great disgust overwhelmed +him, a disgust with himself for being so +fatuous, so credulous. He had taken so much for +granted, he had acted as a child, not as a man, +and he felt a hatred for himself, he felt almost +like striking himself.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“I guess I’ve been a fool,†he said suddenly, +rising from his chair.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“No, you haven’t neither,†said Carman, “but +Wade Powell has; he had no business—â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>Marley did not wait to hear Carman finish his +sentence. Shame and mortification were the final +aspects of his defeat; he put on his hat, drew it +down over his eyes and stalked away. Carman +looked at him as he disappeared through the lofty +door. The pupil of his right eye widened as he +looked, and when Glenn had passed from his +sight he turned to his desk, and began to rearrange +the tools to which he was so unaccustomed.</p> + +<div class='chapter'> + <h2 class='c004'>CHAPTER XX<br /> <br />HEART OF GRACE</h2> +</div> + +<p class='c005'>Marley sighed in relief when he went up +the steps of the Blair house that evening. +Somehow he had got through the long, desolate +day. He was sore from his great defeat, but the +worst, at any rate, was over; the pang had been +sharp, but now the pain had been dulled. He +had spent the day in the office. Wade Powell had +been in and out, but never once had he spoken of +the clerkship, and Marley was too deep in humiliation +to mention it. His one consolation was in +the fact that he had never told any one of his prospect, +not even his own mother; it had been a secret +which he and Lavinia had shared luxuriously; +though, as Marley now looked back on their joy, +he realized that what had kept him from telling +any one was a prudent skepticism, a lack of faith +in the possibility of human happiness, an inherited +dread of the calamity that stalks every joy.</p> + +<p class='c003'>Lavinia flung the hall door wide for him before +he could ring the bell.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“What is the matter?â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“How did you know anything was?†he asked.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Why,†she exclaimed, “I could tell the minute +I heard your step. Tell me—what is it?â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>Marley, ever sensitive to atmospheres, instantly +felt the peace of the household. The glow from the +living-room, a quiet voice speaking a commonplace +word now and then, told him that Mrs. Blair was +there with Connie and Chad, and he knew the children +were at their lessons; he caught the faint +odor of a cigar, and he knew that Judge Blair +was in his library reading peacefully of the dead +and silent past, whose men had left all their troubles +in the leaves of printed books; all round him +life was flowing on, unconsciously, and normally; +the tumult and strife in his own soul were nothing +to the world. All this flashed on him in an instant—and +there was Lavinia, standing before him, +her white brow knit in perplexity.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Tell me,†she was saying, “what it is.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Well, I don’t get the job, that’s all.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>He felt a momentary savage pleasure in the pain +he inflicted, justifying it in the thought that he +eased his own suffering by giving it to another. +Then as quickly he repented, and felt ashamed.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Is that all?†she said. She had come close to +him, smiling in her sympathy, and then lifting a +hand to his forehead.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Don’t do that,†she said, as if she would erase +the scowl.</p> + +<p class='c003'>When they were seated he gave her the details of +his meeting with Carman, and with the recital of +his disappointment its sharpness was repeated. He +leaned over, his elbows on his knees, and clutched +his hair in his fists. For an instant a kind of relief +came to Lavinia, a relief that a crisis in her +life had been postponed, a crisis from which, instinctively, +she had shrunk. Her life could go +on for a while as it had always gone on; change, +which mortals dread, was delayed. Then in +another moment her sympathy went out to him; she +was on the floor at his knees, her arms about him.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Don’t, dear, don’t,†she pleaded. “Why, it is +nothing. What does it matter? What does anything +matter, so long as we have each other?â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>She stroked his hair, she called him by all her +endearing names. She tried to take his hands from +his face, that she might get him to look at her. +But he resisted.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“No,†he said. “I’m no good; I’m a failure; +I’m worse than a failure. I’m a fool, a poor, +weak, silly fool.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Hush, Glenn, hush!†she whispered, as if he +were uttering blasphemies. “You must not, you +must not!â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>She shook him in a kind of fear.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Look at me!†she said. “Look at me!â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>He remained obdurate, slowly shaking his head +from side to side.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Look at me!†Lavinia repeated. “Don’t you +see—don’t you see that—I love you?â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>A change came over him, subtile, but distinct. +Slowly he raised his head, and then he put his +arms about her and held her close, and gradually +a comfort stole over him,—a comfort so delicious +that he felt himself hardly worthy, because he now +saw that all through the day he had had a +subconsciousness that it would come to him at evening, +and that he had somehow exaggerated his own grief +in order to make this certain comfort the sweeter +when it came.</p> + +<p class='c003'>It seemed to Marley, after he and Lavinia had +sat there for a while, that he had come out of some +nightmare; sanity returned, things assumed once +more their proper proportions and relations to each +other. He found himself smiling, if not laughing +just yet, and with Lavinia’s hope and confidence +the future opened to him once more. Now and +then, of course, his disappointment would roll +over him as a great wave, and once he said ruefully:</p> + +<p class='c003'>“But think of the little home we were going to +have!â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“But we’re going to have it,†Lavinia replied, +smiling on him, “we’re going to have it, just the +same!â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“But we’ll have to wait!â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Well, we’re young,†said Lavinia, “and it +won’t be so very long.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“But I wanted it to be in the spring.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“May be it will be, who knows?†Lavinia could +smile in this reassurance, now that she knew it +could not be in the spring.</p> + +<p class='c003'>They discussed their future in all its phases, +with the hope that Lavinia could so easily inspire +in him; Marley was to keep on with his law +studies; there was nothing else now to do—unless +something should turn up—there was always that +hope.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“And it will, you’ll see,†said Lavinia.</p> + +<p class='c003'>They discussed, too, Carman and Wade Powell. +Marley thought that Lavinia might return to her +old severity with Powell; when he expected her to +do this, he was preparing to defend Powell; when +she did not, but was generous with him, and urged +Marley to reflect that he had done all he had done +out of a spirit of kindness, Marley was disposed to +be severe with Powell himself. Carman, they +agreed, had acted handsomely; they could not find +cause to blame him.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“No,†said Marley, “he treated me all right; I +believe he was really sorry for me.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>And then, at the thought of Carman’s having +pity for him, his rebellion flamed up again.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“It’s humiliating, that’s what it is. Wade +Powell had no business making a monkey of me in +that way; though it doesn’t take much to make a +monkey of me; I had the job almost completed +myself, just waiting for some one to come along +and put the finishing touches on. And Wade +Powell did that!â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>Marley spoke in the sardonic humor the wounded +and beaten spirit likes to employ in dealing with +itself. But Lavinia hushed him.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“You just can not talk that way about yourself, +Glenn,†she declared with her finest air of ownership. +“I won’t let you.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Well, it’s so humiliating,†he said.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Why, no, it can’t be that,†Lavinia argued. +“You can not feel humiliated. You have done +nothing that need cause you any humiliation. We +are the only ones who can humiliate ourselves; +nothing but our own actions can humiliate us; no +one else can.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>Lavinia had a smiling little triumph in her own +philosophy, but she quickly compromised it by an +inconsistency.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Besides, no one else knows about it.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“No,†Marley agreed thoughtfully, and without +noticing her inconsistency. “No one else knows +anything about it. We have that to be thankful +for, anyway.â€</p> + +<div class='chapter'> + <h2 class='c004'>CHAPTER XXI<br /> <br />CHRISTMAS EVE</h2> +</div> + +<p class='c005'>Lawrence was arranging for a grand ball in +the Odd Fellows’ Hall, on Christmas Eve, and +he had, as he came around to the office one +day to assure Marley, counted him and Lavinia +in. Marley, glad enough to close the law-book he +was finding more and more irksome, listened to +Lawrence’s enthusiasm for a while, but said at +last:</p> + +<p class='c003'>“I’m afraid I can’t go.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Why not? Lavinia will want to go; she always +does.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“I know that,†Marley admitted, “but I can’t, +that’s all.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>Lawrence looked at him intently for a moment.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Say, Glenn, what’s the matter with you?†he +said. “Anything been going wrong lately? You +look like you were in the dumps.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>Marley shook his head with a negative gesture +that admitted all Lawrence had said.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“You ain’t fretting over that job, are you?â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“What job?â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>Marley looked up suddenly.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Why, with Carman.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“How’d you know?â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Oh, everybody knows about that,†Lawrence +replied with a light air that added to Marley’s +gloom; “but what of it? I wouldn’t let that cut +me up; come out and show yourself a little more! +You don’t want to keep Lavinia housed up there, +away from all the fun that’s going on, do you? +Mayme and I were talking about it the other +night; you and Lavinia haven’t been to a thing for +months; it isn’t right, I tell you.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>Marley looked sharply at Lawrence for a minute, +and Lawrence marking the resentment in his +eyes, hastened on:</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Don’t get mad, now; I don’t mean anything. +I’m only saying it for your good. I think you +need a little shaking up, that’s all.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Lavinia can do as she likes,†Marley said with +dignity. “I shall not hinder her; I never have.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Well, don’t get sore now, old man; I didn’t +mean to hurt your feelings. The holidays are here +and you want to cut into the game; it’s a time to +forget your troubles and have a little fun; you’ve +only got one life to live; what’s the use of taking +it so seriously?â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>Marley looked at Lawrence with a genuine envy +for an instant, as at a man who never took anything +in life very seriously; he looked at the new +overcoat Lawrence held over his knee, showing its +satin lining; and then, reflecting that Lawrence’s +father had left with his estate a block of bank +stock which had given Lawrence his position in +the bank, Marley’s impatience with him returned +and he said:</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Oh, it’s easy enough for you to talk; if you were +in my place you might find it different.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“That’s all right,†Lawrence went on, a smile on +his freckled face. “You just come to the party; +it’ll cost you only five, and Lavinia would like it. +I know that. So do you.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>Marley did know it; and he felt a new disgust +with himself that remained with him long after +Lawrence had put on his new overcoat and left. He +reproached himself bitterly, and he told himself +that the best thing he could do would be to go +away somewhere, and not tell Lavinia, or anybody.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“I’m only in her way, that’s all,†he thought +as he opened his law-book, and bent it back viciously, +so that it would stay open.</p> + +<p class='c003'>Ever since the fiasco of his plans as to a place +with Carman, he had been seeking consolation in +a new resolution to keep on patiently in the law; +but it was a consolation that he had to keep active +by a constant contemplation of himself as a young +man who was making a brave and determined fight +against heavy odds. It was difficult to sustain this +heroic attitude in his own eyes and at the same time +maintain that modesty which he knew would become +him best in the eyes of others. The approach +of the holiday season, the visible preparations on +every hand and the gay spirits everywhere apparent +had isolated him more than ever, and he had felt +his alienation complete whenever he went to see +Lavinia and found the whole Blair family in an +excitement over their own festival. Marley would +have liked to make Lavinia handsome gifts, but +his debts were already large, relatively, and he +rose to heights of self-denial that made him pathetic +to himself, when he decided that he could +give her nothing. Now that Lawrence was getting +up a ball to which he knew Lavinia would like to +go, as she had always gone to the balls that were +not so frequent in Macochee as Lawrence wished +they might be, he felt his humiliation deeper +than ever. He put the matter honestly to Lavinia, +however, and she said promptly:</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Why, I wouldn’t think of going.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>She looked up at him brightly, and then in an +instant she looked down again. She relished the +nobility of the attitude she had so promptly taken, +but the woman in her prevailed over the saint, and +told what a moment before she had determined not +to tell:</p> + +<p class='c003'>“I’ve already declined one invitation.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>She saw the look of pain come into Marley’s eyes, +and instantly she regretted.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“You have?†he said.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Why, yes.†She looked at him with her head +turned to one side; her face wore an expression +he did not like to see.</p> + +<p class='c003'>It was on Marley’s lips to ask who had invited +her, but his pride would not let him do that; somehow +a sense of separation fell suddenly between +them. He examined with deep interest the arm +of his chair.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Well,†he began presently, “I wouldn’t have +you stay away on my account, you know.†He +looked up suddenly. “Please don’t stay away, Lavinia. +I’d like to have you go.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>There was contrition in her voice as she almost +flew to reply:</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Why, you dear old thing, it was only George +Halliday who asked me; and when I told him I +wouldn’t go he was actually relieved; he said he +didn’t want to go himself; he hates our little +functions out here, you know, and has ever since +he came back from Harvard. I suppose he was +used to so much more in Cambridge!†Lavinia had +a sneer in her tone, and it took on a shade of irritation +as she added: “He asked me only because +he was sorry for me.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Yes, sorry for you,†Marley repeated bitterly. +“That’s another thing I’ve done for you.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Please don’t, dear,†said Lavinia, “don’t let +yourself get bitter. It’ll be all right. We’ll spend +Christmas Eve here at home and have ever so much +more fun by ourselves.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>Mrs. Blair told Marley that she wished Lavinia +might go to the ball; her father wished it, too. +Mrs. Blair told him that she could easily get +George Halliday to take her,—their lifelong intimacy +with the Hallidays permitted that. Marley +assured her that he wished Lavinia to accept Halliday’s +invitation, but that she would not do so.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“I’d take her myself,†he added, “only I can’t +dance, and—I have no money. I’d like to have +her go, if it would give her pleasure.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“I know you would, you dear boy,†said Mrs. +Blair, laying her hand on his shoulder in her affectionate +way.</p> + +<p class='c003'>Mrs. Blair urged Lavinia to go, and so did Marley, +and when he saw that she was determined not +to go, he urged her all the more strongly, because, +now that he was sure of her position, he could so +much more enjoy his own disinterestedness and +magnanimity. They desisted when Lavinia complained +that they were making her life miserable.</p> + +<p class='c003'>Though Marley could deny Lavinia the dance, +he found, after all, that he could not deny himself +the distinction of giving her a Christmas present. +His heroic attitude gradually broke under the temptation +of Hoffman’s jewelry store, glittering with +its holiday display. Marley already owed Hoffman +for Lavinia’s ring, but like most of the merchants +in Macochee, Hoffman had to do business on an +elastic credit, if he wished to do any business at all, +and Marley, after many pains of selection, did not +have much difficulty in inducing Hoffman to let +him have the pearl opera-glasses he finally chose in +the despair of thinking of anything better.</p> + +<p class='c003'>The opera-glasses might have atoned for the +deprivation of the ball, had Marley been able to +think of them with any comfort. The delight Lavinia +expressed in a gift she could never use in +Macochee, and the enthusiasm with which Connie +admired them, made him nervous and guilty. +Connie had temporarily foregone her claims to +young-ladyhood, and was a child again for a little +while. Her excitement and that of Chad should +have made any Christmas Eve merry, but it was not +a merry Christmas Eve for Marley.</p> + +<p class='c003'>As Lavinia and he sat in the parlor they caught +now and then, or imagined they caught, the strains +of the orchestra that was playing for the dancers in +the Odd Fellows’ Hall, and they were both conscious +that life would be tolerable for them only +when the music should cease and the ball take its +place among the things of the past, incapable of +further trouble in the earth.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“It’s very trying,†said Judge Blair to his wife +that night. “I wish there was something we could +do.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“So do I,†his wife acquiesced.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“I don’t like to see Lavinia cut off this way from +every enjoyment. The strain must be very wearing.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“I suppose it is very wearing with most lovers,†+said Mrs. Blair. “I don’t see how they ever endure +it; but they all do.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Have you talked with her about it?†The judge +put his question with a guarded look, and was not +surprised when his wife quickly replied:</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Gracious, no. I’d never dare.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“No, I presume not. I don’t know who would, +unless it might be Connie.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>Mrs. Blair was silent for a while in the trouble +that was all the more serious because they dared not +recognize its seriousness, and then she asked:</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Couldn’t you help him to something?â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“I don’t know what,†the judge replied. +“There’s really no opening in a little town.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“If you were off the bench and back in the practice—â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Great heavens!†he interrupted her. “Don’t +mention such a thing!â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“I meant that you might take him in with you.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“I’d be looking around for some one to take me +in,†the judge said. “I’m glad I haven’t the problem +to face.†He enjoyed for a moment the snug +sense he had in his own position and then he +sighed.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“He’s young, he has that, anyway. He’ll work it +out somehow, I suppose, though I don’t know how. +As for us, all we can do is to have patience, and +wait.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Yes, that’s all,†said Mrs. Blair. “I don’t believe +in long engagements.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“How long has it been?†he asked.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Nearly a year now.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“I thought it had been ten.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>Mrs. Blair laughed as she said: “Connie was +wishing this morning that he’d marry her and get +it over with.â€</p> + +<div class='chapter'> + <h2 class='c004'>CHAPTER XXII<br /> <br />AN ADVERTISEMENT OF DESTINY</h2> +</div> + +<p class='c005'>The first days of spring contrasted strongly +with Marley’s mood. Because of some mysterious +similarity in the two seasons he found +the melancholy suggestion of fall in this spring, +just as, with his high-flown hopes, he had +found some of the joyous suggestion of spring in +the autumn before. But as failure followed failure, +he began to feel more and more an alien in Macochee; +he had a sense of exile among his own kind, +he was tortured by the thought that here, in a +world where each man had some work to do and +where, as it seemed, all men had suddenly grown +happy in that work, there was no work for him to +do.</p> + +<p class='c003'>He was young, healthy, and ambitious; he had +given years to what he had been taught was a +necessary preparation, and then suddenly, just as +he felt himself ready for life, he found that +there was no place in life for him. As he went +about seeking employment there was borne in on +him a sense of criticism and opposition, and he was +depressed and humiliated. By the end of the winter +he disliked showing himself anywhere; he no longer +stopped in the McBriar House of an afternoon to +watch Lawrence and Halliday at the billiards they +played so well; he thought he detected a coolness in +Lawrence’s treatment of him. He felt, or imagined, +this coolness in everybody’s attitude now, +and finally began to suspect it in the Blairs.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“What’s the matter?†asked Powell, one morning. +“You ain’t sick, are you?â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>Marley shook his head.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Well, something ails you. I can see that.†He +waited for Marley to speak. “Is there anything I +can do for you?â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“No,†said Marley, “thank you. I’ve just been +feeling a little bit blue, that’s all.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“What about?â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Oh, I don’t know. I’m kind o’ discouraged. It +seems to me that I’m wasting time; I’m not making +any headway and then everybody in town is—â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“I wouldn’t mind that,†said Powell, divining +the trouble at once. “They’ve had me on the gridiron +for about forty years, and they never get tired +of giving it a twist. It doesn’t bother me much +any more, and I don’t see why you should let it +bother you, especially as all they say about you is a +damn lie.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>The speech touched Marley, and he lost himself +in an impulse of sympathy for Powell, but he +could not put his sympathy before Powell in the +way he would like and his mind soon returned to +himself.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“I’ve got to do something,†he said. “I wish I +knew what.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Well,†said Powell, “you know what I’ve always +told you. I know what I’d do if I were your +age. Of course—â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>Powell did not finish his sentence. He was looking +out the window again, lost in introspection.</p> + +<p class='c003'>Powell’s reiteration of his old advice expressed +the very thought that had been nebulous in Marley’s +mind for days, and while he was conscious of +it, he feared the consciousness, and struggled to +prevent it from positing itself. But now that +Powell had voiced it for him, he could escape it no +longer, and it filled him with a fear. He went +about all the day with this fear appalling him; +more and more under its perverse influence he felt +himself an alien, and the people he met in the street +seemed unreal and strange, outlandish persons +whom he had never known. They came upon him as +ghosts, or if they did something to prove their reality, +he seemed to be some ghost himself.</p> + +<p class='c003'>In the afternoon he received a note from Lavinia; +she said that she was going that evening with +George Halliday to a concert in the Opera House. +She did not want to go a bit, she said, but her +mother, and especially her father, had urged her to +go; arguing that she now went out so seldom that it +must do her good, and besides, they had urged her +so often that she felt it to be her duty in this instance; +she had held out as long as she could, and +then had yielded.</p> + +<p class='c003'>Marley tried to look upon the note reasonably; +he could see the influence that had compelled Lavinia +to go, and he knew he had no right to blame +her, and yet, try as he would, he could not escape a +feeling of bitterness. When he went home at evening +his mother instantly noticed his depression, +and implored him for the reason. He did not answer +for a while, that is, it seemed a while to Mrs. +Marley, but at last he said:</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Mother, I’ve got to leave.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Leave?†she repeated, pronouncing the word in +a hollow note of fear.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Yes, leave.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“But what for?â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Well, you know I’m no good; I’m making no +headway; there’s no place for me here in Macochee; +I’ve got to get out into the world and <em>make</em> a place +for myself, somewhere.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“But where?â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“I don’t know—anywhere.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>Marley moved his hand in a wide gesture that +included the whole world, and yet was without hope +of conquest.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“But you must have some plans—some idea—â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Well, I’ve thought of going to Cincinnati; +maybe to Chicago.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“But what will you do?†Mrs. Marley looked at +him with pain and alarm.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Do!†he said, his voice rising almost angrily. +“Why, anything I can get to do. Anything, anything, +sweeping streets, digging ditches, anything!â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>Mrs. Marley looked at her son, sitting there before +her with his head bowed in his hands. In her +own face were reflected the pain and trouble that +darkened his, and yet she felt herself helpless; she +vaguely realized that he was engaged in a battle +that he must after all fight alone; she could not +help him, though she wished that she knew how to +impart to him the faith she had that he would +win the battle, somehow, in the end.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Poor boy!†she said at length, rising; “you are +not yourself just now. Think it all over and talk +to your father about it.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>It was the first evening in months that Marley +had not spent with Lavinia, and his existence being +now so bound up with hers, he found that he could +not spend the evening as the other young men in +town spent their evenings. However, he went +down to the McBriar House and there a long bill +hanging on the wall instantly struck his eye. The +bill announced an excursion to Chicago. It took +away his breath; he stood transfixed before it, +fascinated and yet repelled; he read it through a +dozen times. The cheerful way in which the railroad +held out this trip intensified his own gloom; he +wondered how he might escape, but there was no +way; it was plainly the revelation of his destiny, +prophetic, absolute, final, and he bowed before it as +to a decree of fate; he knew now that he must go.</p> + +<p class='c003'>As he went home, as he walked the dark streets +in the air that was full of the balm of the coming +spring, he felt as one to whom a great sorrow had +come. He thought of leaving Macochee, of leaving +his father and mother, and then, more than all, of +leaving Lavinia, and his throat ached with the +pain of parting that, even now, before any of his +plans had been made, began to assail him. His +plans were nothing now; they had become the +merest details; the great decision had been reached, +not by him, but for him; the destiny toward which +all the lines of his existence for months had been +converging, was on him, the moment had arrived, +and he had a sense of being the mute and helpless +victim of forces that were playing with him, +hurrying him along to a future as dark as the moonless +night above him.</p> + +<p class='c003'>He told his father of the excursion, though he +gave him no notion of it as an expression of his +fate, and he was all the more distressed at the calm +way in which his father acquiesced in what he put +before him as a decision he would have liked to +have appear as less final. His father in his mildness +could not object to his trying, and he would +provide the money for the experiment. It gave +Marley a moment’s respite to have his father speak +of it as an experiment, for that included the possibility +of failure, and hence of his return home, +but this meager consolation was immediately dissipated +in the surer sense he felt that this was the +end—the end of Macochee, the end of home, and +the beginning of a new life.</p> + +<div class='chapter'> + <h2 class='c004'>CHAPTER XXIII<br /> <br />THE BREAK</h2> +</div> + +<p class='c005'>Marley went to Lavinia the next morning, +and told her as they sat there on the veranda in +the spring sunlight. She looked at him with distress +in her wide blue eyes.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“When?†she asked.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“To-night!â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Tonight? Oh Glenn!â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>Her eyes had filled with tears, and she was winking +hard to keep them back.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“To-night.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>She repeated the word over and over again.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“And to think,†she managed to say at last, “to +think that the last night I should have been away +from you! How can I ever forgive myself!â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>Her lip trembled, and the tears rolled down her +cheeks. She drew out her handkerchief and said:</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Let’s go in.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>All that day Marley went about faltering over his +preparations. Wade Powell was the only one of +the few who were interested in him that was enthusiastic +over his going, and he praised and congratulated +him, and pierced his already sore heart by +declaring that he had known all along it was what +Marley would be compelled to do. He would give +him a letter to his old friend, Judge Johnson, he +said; the judge would be a great man for him to +know, and Powell sat down at once, with more energy +and enterprise than Marley had ever known +him to show, and began to elaborate his letter of introduction.</p> + +<p class='c003'>Marley dreaded saying good-by; he wished to +shirk it as to Powell as he intended to shirk it in +the cases of his few friends; he was to return to the +office a last time in the afternoon to get the letter; +and then he would bid Powell good-by. He had +the day before him, but that thought could give him +no comfort. He would see Lavinia again in the +afternoon; he would see her once more, for the last +time, in the evening, and in the meantime he would +see his father and his mother, and his home; he had +still two meals to eat with them, but it was as if he +had already gone; there was no reality in his presence +there among them; the blow that fate had decreed +had fallen, and all that was to be was then +actually in being; all about him the men and +women of Macochee were pursuing their ordinary +occupations just as if he were not so soon to go +away and be of this scene no more; a few hours, and +another day, and they would be going on with their +concerns just the same, and he would have disappeared +out of their lives and out of their memories.</p> + +<p class='c003'>He looked at everything that had been associated +with his life, and everything called up some +memory,—the little office where he had tried to +study law, the Court House, and the blind goddess +of justice holding aloft her scales, the familiar +Square, the cloaked cavalryman on the monument, +every tree, every fence, every brick in the sidewalk +somehow called out to him—and he was leaving +them all. He looked up and down Main Street, +wide and ugly, littered with refuse, ragged with its +graceless signs; he thought of the people who had +gossiped about him, the people whom he had hated, +but now he could not find in his heart the satisfaction +he had expected in leaving them. He felt tenderly, +almost affectionately, toward them all. But +it was worse at home. He wandered about the +house, looking at every piece of furniture, at every +trinket; he went into the woodshed, and the old ax, +the old saw, everything he had known for years, +wrung his heart; he went to the barn, he looked at +the muddy buggy in which he had driven so often +with his father; he reproached himself because he +had not kept the buggy cleaner for him; he went +into the stall and patted the flank of Dolly, finally +he put his arms about her warm neck, laid his face +against it, and the tears rolled down his cheeks.</p> + +<p class='c003'>One of the preachers that were always dropping +in on them was there to dinner, and in the blessing +he invoked on the temporalities, as he called them, +he prayed with professional unction for the son +who was about to leave the old roof-tree, and this +made the ordeal harder for them all. Doctor Marley +spoke to the preacher of little things that he +was to do within the next few days and Marley wondered +how he could mention them, for they were to +be done at a time when he would be there no more. +Because he conceived of life, as all must conceive of +it, solely in its relation to himself, he could not imagine +life going on in Macochee without him.</p> + +<p class='c003'>The afternoon wore on, he passed his hour with +Lavinia; they were to meet then but once again; he +returned home, his mother had packed his trunk; +it was waiting. He was tender with his mother, +and he wondered now, with a wild regret, why he +had not always been tender with her; he was tender +now with all things; a tenderness suffused his whole +being; it seemed as if it might dissolve in tears.</p> + +<p class='c003'>Still he shrank back; there was one thing more +to do; he was to go up-town and get his ticket, and +the letter to Judge Johnson, and bid Wade Powell +good-by. A wild hope leaped in his heart; perhaps—but +no, it was irrevocable now. He went, +and got his letter, but Powell refused to bid him +good-by; he said he would be at the train to see him +off. He bought his ticket and went home. Old +man Downing had been there with his dray and +hauled away his trunk; it was settled. He could +only wait and watch the minutes tick by.</p> + +<p class='c003'>It seemed to Marley that all things that evening +conspired to accentuate all that he was leaving +behind, and to make the grief of parting more poignant. +His mother, who was then in that domestic +exigency described by the ladies of Macochee as being +without a girl, had prepared an unusually +elaborate supper, and while there was no formal +observance of the fact, it was eaten, so far as any of +them could eat that evening, under a sense of its +significance as a parting ceremonial. They talked, +or tried to talk, indifferently of commonplace +things, and Doctor Marley even sought to add +merriment to their feast by a jocularity that was +unusual with him. Marley, who knew his father +so well, could easily detect the heavy heart that lay +under his father’s jokes, and he suffered a keener +misery from the pathos of it. Then he would +catch his mother looking at him, her eyes deep and +sad, and it seemed to him that his heart must burst.</p> + +<p class='c003'>Marley’s train was to leave at eleven o’clock; he +had arranged to go to Lavinia’s and remain with +her until ten o’clock; then he was to stop in at his +home for his last good-by. Those last two hours +with Lavinia were an ordeal; into the first hour +they tried to crowd a thousand things they felt they +must say, and a thousand things they could only +suggest; when the clock struck nine, they looked at +each other in anguish; they did little after that +but mentally count the minutes. The clock ticked +loudly, aggressively, until in the soul of each, unconfessed, +there was a desire to hasten the moments +they felt they would like to stay; the agony +was almost beyond endurance; it exhausted them, +beat them down, and rendered them powerless to +speak. Finally the clock struck the half-hour; they +could only sit and look at each other now; at a +quarter of ten they began their good-bys.</p> + +<p class='c003'>At ten o’clock Mrs. Blair, Connie and Chad +came into the room solemnly, and bade Marley +farewell; the judge himself came in after them, his +glasses in his hand and the magazine he had been +reading, which, as Marley thought with that pang +of things going on without him, he would in a few +moments be reading again as calmly as ever. +He took Marley’s hand, and wished him success; +for the first time he spoke gently, almost affectionately +to him, and although Marley tried to bear +himself stoically, the judge’s farewell touched him +more than all the others.</p> + +<p class='c003'>The shameless children would have liked to +remain and see the tragedy to its close, but Mrs. Blair +drew them from the room with her. The last moment +had come, and Marley held Lavinia in his +arms; at last he tore himself from her, and it was +over. He looked back from out the darkness; +Lavinia was still standing in the doorway; he saw +her slender, girlish figure outlined against the hall +light behind her; somehow he knew that she was +bravely smiling through her tears. She stood +there until his footfall sounded loud in the spring +night, then the light went out, the door closed as he +had heard it close so often, and she was gone.</p> + +<p class='c003'>He saw the light in his father’s study as he approached +his home, and there came again that torturing +sense: the sermon his father then was working +on would be preached when he was far away; +his mother, as he knew by the light in the sitting-room +window, was waiting for him; she had waited +there so many nights, and now she was waiting for +the last time. She rose at his step, and took him to +her arms the minute he entered the door.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Be brave, dear,†he said, stroking her gray +hair; “be brave.†He was trying so hard to be +brave himself, and she was crying. He had not +often seen her cry. She could not speak for many +minutes; she could only pat him on the shoulder +where her head lay.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Remember, my precious boy,†she managed to +say at last, “that there’s a strong Arm to lean +upon.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>He saw that she was turning now to the great +faith that had sustained her in every trial of a life +that had known so many trials; and the tears +came to his own eyes. He would have left her for +a moment but she followed him. He had an impulse +he could not resist to torture himself by going +over the house again; he went into the dining-room +which in the darkness wore an air of waiting for +the breakfast they would eat when he was gone; he +went to the kitchen and took a drink of water, +from the old habit he was now breaking; then +he went up stairs and looked into his own room, +at the neatly made bed where he was to sleep no +more; at last he stood at the door of the study.</p> + +<p class='c003'>He could catch the odor of his father’s cigar, just +as he had in standing there so many times before; +he pushed the door open and felt the familiar hot, +close, smoke-laden atmosphere which his father +seemed to find so congenial to his studies. Doctor +Marley took off his spectacles and pushed his manuscript +aside, and Marley felt that he never would +forget that picture of the gray head bent in its +earnest labors over that worn and littered desk; it +was photographed for all time on his memory. His +words with his father had always been few; there +were no more now.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Well, father,†he said, “I’ve come to say good-by.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>His father pushed back his chair and turned +about. He half-rose, then sank back again and took +his son’s hand.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Good-by, Glenn,†he said. “You’ll write?â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Yes.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Write often. We’ll want to hear.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Yes, write often,†the doctor said. “And take +care of yourself.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“I will, father.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Wait a moment.†Doctor Marley was fumbling +in his pocket. He drew forth a few dollars.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Here, Glenn,†he said. “I wish it could be +more.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>There was nothing more to do, or say. They +went down stairs; Marley’s bag was waiting for +him in the hall. He kissed his mother again and +then again; he shook his father’s hand, and then he +went.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Write often,†his father called out to him, as +he went down the walk. It was all the old man +could say.</p> + +<p class='c003'>The door closed, as the door of the Blairs’ had +closed. Inside Doctor Marley looked at his wife a +moment.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Well,†he said, “he’s gone.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>Mrs. Marley made no answer.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“I suppose,†he said, “I ought to have gone to +the train with him.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>Then he toiled up the stairs to his study and the +sermon he was to preach when Glenn was gone.</p> + +<p class='c003'>Marley walked rapidly down Market Street toward +the depot; in the dark houses that suddenly +had taken on a new significance to him, people were +sleeping, people who would awake the next morning +in Macochee. He could not escape the torture +of this thought; his mind revolved constantly about +the mystery of his being still in Macochee, still +within calling distance, almost, of Lavinia, of his +father and mother, of all he loved in life, when in +reality they had in an instant become as inaccessible +to him as though the long miles of his exile +already separated them.</p> + +<p class='c003'>Twenty minutes later, Lavinia, in her room, +Mrs. Marley, at her prayers, and Doctor Marley +sitting in deep absorption at his desk, heard the sonorous +whistle of a locomotive sound ominously +over the dark and quiet town.</p> + +<div class='chapter'> + <h2 class='c004'>CHAPTER XXIV<br /> <br />THE GATES OF THE CITY</h2> +</div> + +<p class='c005'>It was a relief to Marley when morning came +and released him from the reclining chair that +had held his form so rigidly all the night. He +had not taken a sleeper because he felt himself too +poor, and he had somewhere got the false impression +that comfort was to be had in the chair car. +He had stretched himself in the cruel rack when +the porter came through and turned the lights down +to the dismal point of gloom, but he had not slept; +all through the night the trainmen constantly +passed through the car talking with each other in +low tones; the train, too, made long, inexplicable +stops; he could hear the escape of the weary engine, +through his window he could see the lights of +some strange town; and then the trainmen would +run by outside, swinging their lanterns in the +darkness, and calling to each other, and Marley would +fear that something had happened, or else was +about to happen, which was worse.</p> + +<p class='c003'>Finally the train would creak on again, as if it +were necessary to proceed slowly and cautiously +through vague dangers of the night. Through his +window he could see the glint of rails, the two +yards of gleaming steel that traveled always abreast +of him. Toward morning Marley wearily fell +asleep, and then the sorrow and heart-ache of his +parting from Lavinia and his home distorted themselves +in fearful dreams.</p> + +<p class='c003'>When he awoke at last, and looked out on the +ugly prairie that had nothing to break its monotony +but a few scraggly scrub-oak bushes, and some +clumps of stunted trees, the dawn was descending +from the gray sky. The car presented a squalid, +hideous sight; all about him were stretched the +bodies of sleeping passengers, flaccid, inert, having +cast aside in utter weariness all sense of decency +and shame; the men had pulled off their +boots, and sprawled on the chairs, their stockinged +feet prominently in view; women lay with open +mouths, their faces begrimed, their hair in slovenly +disarray.</p> + +<p class='c003'>The baby that had been crying in the early part +of the night had finally gone to sleep while nursing, +and its tired mother slept with it at her +breast. The Jewish drummer across the aisle was +sleeping in shirt-sleeves; his head had rolled +from the little rest on the back of his chair and now +lolled off his shoulder, his sallow face turned +toward Marley was greasy with perspiration; his +closed eyes filled out their blue hemispherical lids, +and his cheeks puffed with his intermittent snoring. +At times his snoring grew so loud and so +troubled that it seemed as if he must choke; he +would reach a torturing climax, then suddenly the +thick red lips beneath his black mustache would +open, his sallow cheeks would collapse, and relief +would come.</p> + +<p class='c003'>Marley wished the passengers would wake up +and end the indecencies they had tried to hide +earlier in the night. Glancing up and down the +long car he could recognize none of them as having +been there when he had boarded the car at +Macochee; those who had got on with him had gone +short distances, and then got off, breaking the last +tie that bound him to his home. He found it impossible +now to conceive of the car as having been in +Macochee so short a time before.</p> + +<p class='c003'>Presently he saw an old lady sitting up in the +remote end of the car; she was winding her thin +wisp of gray hair in a little knob at the back of her +head. Then, feeling that he might bestir himself, +Marley got up and went forward; he washed his +face, and tried to escape the discomfort of clothes +he had worn all the night by readjusting them. +The train was evidently approaching the city; now +and then he saw a building, lonely and out of place: +on the hideous sand-dunes, as if it waited for the +city, in the growth it boasted, to catch up with it.</p> + +<p class='c003'>The train ran on; it had reached an ever-widening +web of tracks; it passed long lines of freight-cars, +stock-cars from the west, empty gondolas that +had come with coal from the Hocking Valley; a +switch tower swept by, its bell jangling peevishly in +alarm; long processions of working-men trooped +with their dinner-pails between the tracks. The +train stopped, finally, still far from its destination. +The air in the car was foul from the feculence of +all those bodies that had lain in it through the +night, and Marley went out on the platform. He +could hear the engine wheezing—the only sound to +break the silence of the dawn. The cool morning +air was grateful to Marley, though it was not the +air of the spring they were already having in +Macochee. He risked getting down off the platform +and looked ahead. Beyond the long train, +coated with its black cinders, he saw Chicago, dim +through the morning light, lying dark, mysterious +and grim under its pall of smoke. He shuddered +and went back into the car. After a while the +train creaked and strained and pulled on again.</p> + +<p class='c003'>The passengers had begun to stir, and now were +hastening to rehabilitate themselves in the eyes of +the world; the woman with the baby fastened her +dress, the drummer put on his collar and coat, the +men drew on their boots, but it was long before they +felt themselves presentable again. The women +could achieve but half a toilet, and though they +were all concerned about their hair, they could not +make themselves tidy.</p> + +<p class='c003'>The train was running swiftly, now that it was +in the city, where it seemed it should have run more +slowly; the newsboy came in with the morning papers, +followed by the baggage agent with his jingling +bunch of brass checks. The porter doffed his +white jacket and donned his blue, and waited now +for the end of his labors, so near at hand. He made +no pretense of brushing his passengers, for those in +his charge were plainly not of the kind with tips to +bestow.</p> + +<p class='c003'>As the train rushed over unknown streets, Marley +caught visions of the crowds blockaded by the crossing +gates, street-cars already filled with people, +empty trucks going after the great loads under +which they would groan all the day; and people, +people, people, ready for the new day of toil that +had come to the earth.</p> + +<p class='c003'>At last the train drew up under the black shed of +the Union Station, and Marley stood with the +passengers that huddled at the door of the car. He +went out and down; he joined the crowd that passed +through the big iron gates into the station; and +then he turned and glanced back for one last look at +the train that had brought him; only a few hours +before it had been in Macochee; a few hours more +and it would be there again. In leaving the train +he felt that he was breaking the last tie that bound +him to Macochee, and he would have liked to linger +and gaze on it. But a man in a blue uniform, with +the official surliness, ordered him not to hold back +the crowd. He climbed the steps, went out into +Canal Street, ran the gantlet of the cabmen, and +was caught up in the crowd and swept across the +bridge into Madison Street.</p> + +<p class='c003'>He was in Chicago, and here among these thousands +of people, each hurrying along through the +sordid crowd to his own task, here in this hideous, +cruel city, he must make a place for himself, and +gain the foothold from which he could fight his battle +for existence in the world.</p> + +<div class='chapter'> + <h2 class='c004'>CHAPTER XXV<br /> <br />LETTERS HOME</h2> +</div> + +<p class='c005'>“How does she seem since he went away?†+asked Judge Blair of his wife two days after +Marley had gone. He spoke in his usual habit +of deference to his wife’s observation, though his +own opportunities for observing Lavinia might +have been considered as great as hers.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“I haven’t noticed any difference in her,†said +Mrs. Blair, and then she added a qualifying and +significant “yet.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Well,†observed the judge, “I presume it’s too +early. Has she heard from him?â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“She had a letter this morning; that is, I suppose +it was from him; she ran to meet the postman, +and then went up stairs.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“You didn’t mention it to her?â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>Mrs. Blair looked at her husband in surprise, and +he hastened to make amends by acquiescing in the +propriety of her conduct, when he said:</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Oh, of course not.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>He seemed to drop the subject then, but that it +remained uppermost in his mind was shown later, +when he said:</p> + +<p class='c003'>“I think she will be weaned away from him after +a while, don’t you? That is—if he stays long +enough.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>Mrs. Blair was not so hopeful; perhaps, too, in +her romantic ideal of devotion, she did not wish +Lavinia to be weaned away. But she avoided a direct +answer by the suggestion:</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Perhaps he will be weaned away from her.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>This possibility had not occurred to the judge.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Why, the idea!†he said resentfully. “Do you +think him capable of such baseness?â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>Mrs. Blair laughed.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Would you like to think of <em>your</em> daughter as +fickle, and forgetting a young man who was eating +his heart out for her far away in a big city?â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>A condition of such mild romantic sorrow might +have attracted Mrs. Blair in the abstract, but it +could not of course appeal to her when it came thus +personally. As for the judge, he dismissed the +problem, as he had so many times before, with the +remark:</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Well, we can only wait and see.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>The letter which Lavinia received from Marley +had been written the day he reached Chicago. It +was a long letter, conceived largely in a facetious +spirit, and he had labored over it far into the +night in the little room of the boarding-house he +had found in Ohio Street.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“I chose Ohio Street,†he wrote, “because its +name reminded me of home. Ohio Street may once +have been the street of the well-born, but it has degenerated +and it is now the abode of a long row of +boarding—places, one of which houses me. My room +is a little corner eyrie in the second story, back, +and from its one window I get an admirable view +of the garbage dump, the atmosphere and certain +intensely red bricks which go to make the wall of +the house next door. And my landlady, ah, I +should have to be a Balzac to describe my landlady! +She wears large, vociferous ear-rings, and she says +‘y-e-e-a-a-s’ for yes; just kind o’ rolls it off her +tongue as if she didn’t care whether it ever got off +or not. She is truly a beauteous lady, given much +to a scarlet hue of her nasal appendage; also, her +molar system is unduly prominent, too much to the +fore, as it were. As for form or figure, I’m afraid +I couldn’t say with truth that she goes in for the +sinuous, far from it; she leans more to the elephantine +style of feminine architecture. And she +has a way of reaching out that is very attractive; +probably because of the necessity of reaching for +room rent. She bears the air of one bent on no +earthly thing, of a continual soaring in quest of the +unexpected; there is about her the charm of the intangible, +the unknowable.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“The boarding-house itself isn’t so bad; I get my +room and two meals for three-fifty a week; my +noon luncheons I have to take down-town. They +have dinner here, you know, in the evening. I +haven’t seen much of the people in the boarding-house; +the men are mostly clerks, and the women +have bleached hair. They all looked at me when I +went into the dining-room this evening. There is +one young man who sits at my table who is in truth +a very unwise and immature youth. He is given +greatly to the use of words of awful and bizarre +make-up. For instance, he said something about +the jokes they get off in the shows here about Irishmen, +but instead of saying jokes, he said ‘traversities’! +What do you think of that?â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>Marley had already described his journey to +Chicago in terms similar to those in which he described +his boarding-house; of Chicago itself he +said:</p> + +<p class='c003'>“It seems that ages ago when the gods, or maybe +the demons, were making over plans and specifications +of the infernal region, Chicago was mentioned +and considered by the committee. When it came to +a vote for choice of sites the place that won had only +three more votes than Chicago. They didn’t locate +the brimstone plant here, and from what I can +learn Chicago was a candidate for both the plant +and the honor. It was a mistake on somebody’s +part, as Chicago is certainly an ideal place for it.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>But the letter discussed mostly the things of +Macochee, where Marley’s spirit still dwelt. The +passages Lavinia most liked, of course, were those +in which he declared his love for her; it was the +first love-letter she had ever received, and this +tender experience went far to compensate her for the +loneliness she felt in his absence.</p> + +<p class='c003'>It grew upon her after she had read her letter +many times, that it would be a kindness to take it +over and read to Mrs. Marley those parts, at +least, that were not personal. It was a hard thing +for Lavinia to do; she had a fear of Mrs. Marley; +but she felt more and more the kindness of it, and +so in the morning she set out. Lavinia was surprised +and a little disappointed, when Mrs. Marley +told her that she too had received in the same mail +a letter from Glenn. It somehow took away from +her own act, the more when Mrs. Marley calmly +passed her letter over for Lavinia to read.</p> + +<p class='c003'>Lavinia, who had not been able to resist a pang +that Marley had written his mother quite as +promptly as he had written her, found some consolation +in the fact that his letter to his mother was +not nearly so long as his letter to her, and it contained, +too, the same information; in some instances, +identical phrases, as letters do that are written +at the same time. She felt that she should be +happy in them both, and she wished she could determine +which of the letters had been written first. +After she had read Mrs. Marley’s letter, she could +not speak for a moment; the letter closed with a description +of the sensations it gave Marley to open +his trunk and come across the Bible his mother had +packed in it. But she controlled herself, and when +she had finished reading parts of her own letter to +Mrs. Marley, she said:</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Well, he seems to be in good spirits, doesn’t he? +He writes so amusingly of everything.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>Mrs. Marley looked up at Lavinia with a curious +smile.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Why, don’t you see?†she said.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“What?†asked Lavinia, glancing in alarm at the +two letters which she still held in her lap.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Why, the poor boy is dying of homesickness; +that’s what makes him write in that mocking vein.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Do you think that is so?†Lavinia leaned forward.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Why, I know it,†replied Mrs. Marley, with a +little laugh. “He’s just like his father.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>For a moment Lavinia felt a satisfaction in +Marley’s loneliness, but she denied the satisfaction +when she said:</p> + +<p class='c003'>“He’ll get over it, after a while.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Not for a long while, I’m afraid,†said Mrs. +Marley. “Not until some one can be with him.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>Lavinia blushed, and before she knew it Mrs. +Marley had bent over and kissed her cheek.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“He has a long hard battle before him, my dear,†+she said, “in a great cruel city. We must help him +all we can.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>Lavinia hesitated a moment, then she put her +arms about Mrs. Marley and drew her down for the +kiss which sealed their friendship.</p> + +<p class='c003'>They sat and talked of Marley for a long time, +and at last when Lavinia rose to go, she held out to +Mrs. Marley the letter her son had written her. +She looked at it a moment before handing it to Mrs. +Marley.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Would you like to keep it?†Mrs. Marley asked.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“May I?â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“If you wish. But you must come often; I shall +be lonely now, you know, and you must bring his +letters and read parts of them. He’ll be writing +so many more to you than he will to me.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>Lavinia received a letter from Marley every day; +it was not long before Clemmons, the postman, +smiled significantly when, each morning at the +sound of his whistle, she ran to meet him at the +door. And Lavinia wrote to Marley as regularly +herself, sitting at the little desk in her room every +night long after the house was dark and still.</p> + +<p class='c003'>The judge could find no hope in the observations +Mrs. Blair reported to him.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“She seems to have developed a new idea of +constancy,†said Mrs. Blair. “She will not allow +herself to do a thing, or go to a single place; she +will hardly accept any pleasure because he isn’t +here to share it. I believe she tries not to have a +thought that is not of him. She is almost fanatical +about it.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Oh dear!†said the judge. “I thought the +nightly calls were a severe strain, but they can not +compare to the strain of nightly letters.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“He writes excellent letters, however,†Mrs. +Blair said. “I wish you could read the one he +wrote his mother. A boy who writes like that to +his mother—â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“How did you get to see a letter he wrote his +mother?†interrupted the judge.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Lavinia showed it to me.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Has she been over there?â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Yes. Why?â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>The judge shook his head gravely, as if the situation +were now hopeless, indeed.</p> + +<div class='chapter'> + <h2 class='c004'>CHAPTER XXVI<br /> <br />THE ARMY OF THE UNEMPLOYED</h2> +</div> + +<p class='c005'>“I am very tired to-night,†Marley wrote to +Lavinia a day or so later. “I have been making +the rounds of the law offices; I have been +to all the leading firms, but—here I am, still +without a place. I thought I might get a place in +one of them where I could finish my law studies, +and make enough to live on, meanwhile; I had +dreams of working into the firm in time, but they +were only dreams, and all my hopes have gone +glimmering. The men who are employed in the law +offices are already admitted to the bar; most of +them are young fellows, but some are old and gray-headed, +and the sight of them gave me the blues.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“I did not get to see many of the firm members +themselves; their offices are formidable places. +There is no office in Macochee like them; they have +big outer rooms, full of stenographers and clerks +and there is a boy at a desk who makes you tell your +business before you can get in to see any of the +lawyers themselves. They seem to be mighty big, +important fellows. Most of them would not see me +at all; several said they had no place for me and +dismissed me with a kind of pitying smile; one +man, when I asked him if he thought there was an +opening, said he supposed there ought to be, as one +lawyer in Chicago had died of starvation only the +day before. But some were kinder; one, whom I +shall never forget, took pains to sit down and talk +with me a long time, but he was no more encouraging +than the others. He said the profession +was terribly overcrowded, ‘that is,’ he corrected +himself with a tired smile, ‘if you can call it a profession +any longer. It is more of a business nowadays +and the only ones who get ahead are those who +have big corporations for clients. How they all live +is a mystery to me!’ He thought I had better not +undertake it and advised me to go into some +business. But then most of them did that.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“But I must tell you of my visit to Judge Johnson. +You will remember my telling you of him; +he was Wade Powell’s chum in the law school in +Cincinnati, and Mr. Powell had given me a letter +to him. I had a hard time seeing him; the hardest +of all. When I went into the big stone government +building he was holding court, and a lawyer was +making an argument before him. I waited till they +were all done, and then when the crier had adjourned +court—he said ‘Oyez, Oyez, Oyez,’ instead +of the ‘Hear ye, hear ye, hear ye’ we have in Ohio; +it sounded so old and quaint, even if he did say +‘Oh yes,’ for ‘Oyez!’ It comes from the old Norman-French, +you know; ask your father about it, +he’ll explain it—I tried to get in to him. I succeeded +at last, but it was hard work. He didn’t +seem glad to see me; he looked at me coldly, and +made me feel as if I ought to hurry up and state my +business promptly and get away. When I gave him +Wade Powell’s letter he put on his gold glasses and +read it; but—what do you think?—I don’t believe +he remembered Wade Powell at all! At least he +seemed not to. Of course he may have been putting +it on. Wouldn’t it make Wade Powell mad to +know that? I’d give a dollar—and I haven’t any to +spare either—to see him when he hears that his old +friend, Judge Johnson of the United States Circuit +Court, couldn’t remember him! Well, the +judge didn’t let me detain him long, he looked at +his watch a moment, and then he advised me not +to try it in Chicago; he said there were too many +lawyers here anyhow, and that he thought a young +man made a mistake in coming to a city at all.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“‘Why don’t you stay in a small town?’ he +asked, looking at me sternly over his glasses. ‘Living +is cheaper there, and life is much more simple +than it is in the cities. I’ve often wished I had +stayed in a little town.’</p> + +<p class='c003'>“I came away, as you can imagine, feeling pretty +much cast down and humbled in spirit. There are +four thousand lawyers in Chicago; just think of it, +almost as many lawyers as there are people in +Macochee! As I walked through the crowded +streets with men and women rushing along, I +wondered how they all lived. What do they do? +Where are they all going, and how do they get a +place to stand on? As I came across the bridge +over to the North Side I felt that there was no +place for me here in this great, dirty, ugly city, +just as there is no place for me back in peaceful +Macochee, where every minute of the day I long to +be. Anyway, I am sure that there is no place for +me here in the law, and I shall have to look for +something else. I see so much wretchedness and +poverty and squalor; it is in the street everywhere—pale, +gaunt men, who look at you out of +sick, appealing eyes.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“This morning I saw a sight down-town that +filled me with horror; it was noon, and a great +crowd of ragged men were waiting in front of the +<em>Daily News</em> office in Fifth Avenue. They were all +standing idly and yet expectantly about; I stood +and watched them. Presently, as at some signal, +they all rushed for the office door, and then all at +once they seemed to be enveloped in a white, rustling +cloud. Each one had a newspaper, and they all +turned to one page and began to read rapidly; sometimes +two or three men bent over the same paper; in +another moment they had scattered, going in all directions. +Then it flashed upon me: they had been +waiting for the noon edition of the paper and the +page they had all turned to was the page with the +‘want ads’ on it; they were all looking for jobs! It +made me inexpressibly sad. I do not wish to inflict +my own sorrow upon you, dear heart, but it made +me shudder; what if I—but no, the thought is too +horrible to mention. And yet I, too, belong to this +great army of the unemployed.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“As I write the clock in the steeple of a church +a block away chimes the hour of midnight; so you +see that I’ve retained my nocturnal habits. When +the poets of a coming generation sing of me (as +they doubtless will, after my death) their songs +will be called Nocturnes.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>That same day Doctor Marley received a letter +from his son which Mrs. Marley, though her husband +passed it over to her to read, did not show +to Lavinia. It ran:</p> + +<p class='c003'>“It’s rather expensive living here, I find; especially +for one who belongs to the great army of the +unemployed. My contract with my basiliscine +landlady calls for two meals a day and a bed at +night—also for three-fifty per week in payment of +said two meals and bed. My lunches I get down-town; +that is, I did get them down-town; for two +days I have gone without lunches, and the aforesaid +landlady looks reproachfully at me at night when +she sees me laying in an extra supply of dinner. I +don’t mind the lack of the lunches, even if she +does, but I’ll have to pay her in a day or so now. +I’m in poor spirits to-night, so can’t write well; +cause of said low mental temperature, only eighty +cents in the world between me, my landlady and +ultimate starvation. It’s funny how much hungrier +a fellow gets as the food supply gets low. +A word to the wise, etc.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“What do you think? I met Charlie Davis +on the street this morning. He is living here now, +working in some big department store. My, it was +good to see some one from Macochee! How small +the world is, after all!</p> + +<p class='c003'>“How are you all? How is Dolly? Does Smith +Johnson still clap his hands at his dog every evening +as he comes home, and does the dog run out +to meet him as joyously as of yore? And does +Hank Delphy still go down-town in his shirt-sleeves? +And has Charlie Fouly had any fits in the +Square lately? And, father, has mother got a girl +yet? Give her an ocean of love and tell her not to +work too hard, and to let the heathen shift for +themselves a while. They haven’t any trusts to +monopolize the jobs as yet, and they ought to be +able to get along. Oh, how I’d like to see you +all! Answer all my questions: I propounded numerous +ones to you. I don’t remember now what +all of them were, but I know they were all momentous +and had much to do with my well-being, spiritual +and physical, not to say financial. And see +that the moss doesn’t get too thickly overlaid on +my memory.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>Marley’s new life in Chicago, as somewhat +vaguely reflected in his letters, impressed those +who had a sense of having been left behind in Macochee, +as but a continuation of the life he had led +there, that is, it was presented to them as one long, +hopeless search for employment. He told of his +daily tramps up and down the city, of his dutiful +applications for work in every place where the boon +of work might be bestowed, and of the unvarying +refusals of those in whose hands had been intrusted, +by some inscrutable decree of the providence of +economics, the right to control the opportunity +of labor. It was as if the primal curse of earning +his bread were in a fair way to be taken from +man, had not the primal necessity of eating his +bread continued unabated.</p> + +<p class='c003'>The routine through which he went each day +had begun to weary Marley, and it might have begun +to weary his readers in Macochee, had they +not all felt their own fortunes somehow bound up +with his. He apologized in his nightly letters for +the monotony of their recitals, but he hoped it +might be condoned as the most realistic portrayal +of his life that he could give. He tried at times +to give his letters a lighter tone by describing, with +a facility that grew with practice, the many incidents +that attracted him in a city whose life was +all so new and strange to him; he could not help +a growing interest in it all, and while Lavinia was +probably unconscious of the change, his letters +were now less concerned with the things of the life +he had left in Macochee, and more and more with +the things of the life he had entered upon in Chicago; +as on a palimpsest, the old impressions were +erased to make way for new ones.</p> + +<p class='c003'>But try as he would to give to his letters a cheer +that was far from expressing his own spirit, he +could not save them from the despair that was +laying hold of him, a despair which finally communicated +itself in the declaration that it was now +no longer with him a question of selecting employment.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“I must take,†he wrote, “whatever I can get, +and that will probably be some kind of manual, if +not menial, work. Sometimes,†so he let himself go +on, “I feel as if I would give up and go back to +Macochee, defeated and done for. But I can not +come to that yet, though I would like to; oh, how +I would like to! But I don’t dare, my pride won’t +let me act the part of a coward, though I know I +am one at heart. One thing keeps me up and that +is the thought of you; I see your face ever before +me, and your sweet eyes ever smiling at me—â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>Lavinia’s eyes were not smiling as she read this; +and she poured out her own grief and sympathy in +a long letter that she promptly tore up, to pen in +its stead a calmer, braver one, that should hearten +him in the struggle which, as she proudly assured +him, he was making for her.</p> + +<p class='c003'>Marley’s description of his straits partly prepared +Lavinia for the shock of the letter in which +he said he had found a job at last, but she was +hardly prepared to learn that it was anything so far +from her conception of what was due him as a +job trucking freight for a railroad. The mockery +he put into the picture of himself in a blue jumper +and overalls could not console her, and she kept +the truth from every one, except her mother; she +preferred rather that they number Marley still with +the army of the unemployed than to count him +among those who toiled so desperately with the +muscles of their arms and backs. She tried to conceal +in encouraging congratulations the chagrin of +which she felt she should be ashamed, and she +tried to show her appreciation of his droll sarcasms +about the preparation his four years of college had +given him for the task of trundling barrels of +sugar and heaving pianos down from box-cars.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“I’m sure it’s honest work,†she wrote, “but +do be careful, dear, not to hurt yourself in lifting +such heavy loads.†It was a comfort to remind +him that he was not intended to do such work.</p> + +<p class='c003'>There was a relief, however, that she did not dare +admit, when he told her three days later that he +had lost his job.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“I realize for the first time my importance in +the great scheme of things,†he wrote. “I was +fired because I do not belong to the freight +handlers’ union. It took them three days to find this +out, and then they threatened to strike if the railroad +company did not immediately discharge me. +The railroad company, after due consideration, +decided to let me out, and—I’m out. It makes me +tremble to think of the consequences that would +have followed had they decided otherwise. Think +of it! The railroad tied up, business at a standstill +and the commerce of the nation paralyzed, +and all because of Glenn Marley, A. B. It is +really encouraging to know that my presence on +the earth is actually known to my fellow-mortals; +it has at least been discovered that I am alive and +in Chicago, even if my diploma is not recognized by +Freight Handlers’ Union No. 63. And now,†he +concluded, “as Kipling says, it’s ‘back to the army +again, Sergeant, back to the army again’—the +army of the unemployed.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>Lavinia was shocked again a day or so later +when on opening her letter she met the announcement +that he had been offered a job with another +railroad as a freight handler.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“But you need not be alarmed,†she was reassured +to read—though it was not until she thought +it all over afterward that she began to wonder how +he had divined her dislike of his being in such +work—“I haughtily declined, and turned them +down. You see this road is just now in the throes +of a strike, and all their freight handlers are out. +Consequently, they have had to employ scabs to do +the work of the strikers. They take anybody—that’s +why they were ready to take me. But as I +said, I declined. Somehow, I couldn’t bring myself +to take a place away from a union man.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>Lavinia mistook her satisfaction in Marley’s declination +of the position for a satisfaction in the +nobility of his sacrifice, and in her elation she related +the circumstance at dinner. Now that Marley +had declined such an employment she felt safe in +doing this. But her father did not see it in her +light, or at least in Marley’s light.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Humph!†he sneered; “so he sympathizes with +unionism, does he? Well, those unions will own +the whole earth if they keep on.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“But he says he thought of the wives and children +of the union men—â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Well, but why doesn’t he think of the wives and +children of the scabs, as he calls them? They have +as much right to live and work as the union +men.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>Lavinia, as an opponent of union labor herself, +could not answer this argument, though she +felt it her duty to defend Marley. But before +she could proceed in his defense, her father, +strangely enraged at the mere mention of the policies +of the unions, hurried on:</p> + +<p class='c003'>“The union didn’t show any consideration for +him when it took his other job away from him.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>Lavinia shot a reproachful glance at her mother, +who did not see it because she was shooting a +glance more than reproachful at her husband, and +it had the effect of silencing and humbling the +judge, as all of Lavinia’s arguments, or all of +the arguments known to the propaganda of union +labor, could not have done.</p> + +<div class='chapter'> + <h2 class='c004'>CHAPTER XXVII<br /> <br />A FOOTHOLD</h2> +</div> + +<p class='c005'>The next letter the postman gave Lavinia began +ecstatically:</p> + +<p class='c003'>“I’ve got a job at last! I’m now working for +the C. C. and P. Railroad, in their local +freight office, and I’m not trucking freight either, +but I’m a clerk—a bill clerk, to be more exact. +My duties consist in sitting at a desk and writing +out freight bills, for which by some inscrutable +design of Providence my study of common carriers +and contracts in the law was doubtless intended to +prepare me.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“To-day I wrote out a bill for freight to Cook and +Jennings, Macochee, Ohio, and you can imagine +my sensations. It made me homesick for a while; +I wished that by some necromancy I might conceal +myself in the bill and go to Macochee with it; +I had a notion to write a little word of greeting on +the bill, but I didn’t; it might have worried old +man Cook’s brain and he couldn’t stand much of +a strain of that kind. But I’m getting nearer Macochee +every day now. I guess I’m to be a railroad +man after all, and some day you’ll be proud to +tell your friends that I started at the bottom. ‘Oh, +yes,’ you’ll be boasting, ‘Mr. Marley began as a +common freight trucker; and worked his way up to +general manager.’ Then we’ll go back to Macochee +in my private car. I can see it standing down by +the depot, on the side track close to Market Street, +baking in the hot sun, and the little boys from +across the tracks will be crowding about it, gaping +at the white-jacketed darky who’ll be getting the +dinner ready. We’ll have Jack and Mayme down +to dine with us, and your father and mother and +Chad and Connie, and my folks, too, and maybe, +if you’ll let me, Wade Powell. Then, of course, +the Macochee people will think better of me; they +won’t be saying that I’m no good, but instead they’ll +stand around, in an easy, careless way, and say, +‘Oh, yes, I knew Glenn when he was a boy. I +always said he’d get up in the world.’</p> + +<p class='c003'>“But, ah me, just now I’m a bill clerk at fifty +dollars a month, thank you, and glad of the chance +to get it; so is my voluptuous landlady glad; she’ll +get her board money a little more regularly now.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“I suppose you’ll want to know something about +my surroundings. They are not elegant; the office +is a big barn of a place, crowded full of desks, +where we sit and write from eight in the morning +until any hour at night when it occurs to the boss +to tell us we can go. Last night it was ten o’clock +before the idea struck him. They kindly allow us +an hour in which to run out to a restaurant for +supper. The windows in the office were washed, so +tradition runs, in 1493, the year after Columbus +landed. Outside, the freight trains rush by constantly +so as to keep the noise going. My boss, +whose name is Clark, strikes me as being a sort +of fool of an innocuous sort. He is a conscientious +ass, but a poor, unfortunate, deluded simpleton. +He’s one of those close-fisted reubs whose chief +care is the pennies, and whose only interest in +life is the C. C. and P. Railroad. He makes his +business his own personal affair and the C. C. +and P. his god. He lunches down-town and pays +twenty cents for his lunch, never more, often fifteen. +One of the first things he told me was, now +that I had come under his protecting wing, to begin +to save money. They have a young man in the +office here, whose desk is next to mine, who was born +somewhere in Canada, and is always ’a-servin’ of +her Majesty the Queen,’ as Kipling says. He told +me with much gusto how he had hung out of the +office window last New Year’s a Canadian flag. +He seemed proud of having done so, and also told +me, boasted to me, in fact, that he was going to +hang the same flag out of the same window on the +Fourth of July. ‘Oh, yes, you are!’ thinks I. So +I got the flag and ripped it into shreds and started +it through the waste-basket on a hurried trip to +oblivion. <em>À bas</em> the Canadian flag! He’ll probably +get another one, but if I get hold of it, it’ll +meet the same fate as the first one. Then I have +something to think of that’ll keep my mind off my +horrible fate in being here in Chicago, while I +smile in ghoulish glee with a cynical leer overspreading +my classic features, at the young man’s +disapproval of my actions. The rest of the men in +the office aren’t much to boast of. They’re a +diluted mixture of Nijni Norgordian and Bill Hoffman +the jeweler. I still hate this town; I wish it +were buried under seven hundred and thirty feet +of Lake Michigan.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>Marley’s next letter to Lavinia opened thus:</p> + +<div class='lg-container-l'> + <div class='linegroup'> + <div class='group'> + <div class='line'>“Extract from the diary of J. H. Anderson,</div> + <div class='line'>Esq., Canadian, clerk in the freight office of the</div> + <div class='line'>C. C. and P. Ry., at Chicago, Ill., April 20.</div> + </div> + </div> +</div> + +<div class='lg-container-b'> + <div class='linegroup'> + <div class='group'> + <div class='line'>“‘New man on desk next to mine; young, about</div> + <div class='line'>24. Rather decent fellow, but conceited. Do not</div> + <div class='line'>think he will last. Took me to lunch with him</div> + <div class='line'>this evening.’</div> + </div> + </div> +</div> + +<p class='c003'>“Now what do you think of that? The youth +I described to you at such length keeps a diary, +and the foregoing is culled therefrom. He left it +by some mistake on top of his desk, and I picked it +up innocently enough to-night, to see what it was, +and that was the first thing my eye lit on. He +is evidently an adept at coming to conclusions, apparently +he can sum one up in two whisks of a porter’s +broom. I was much surprised to find myself +so well done. Done on every side in those few +words. I’ve rather enjoyed it; strikes me as being +uproariously funny. Maybe his dictum is correct. +You’ll agree with me as to his richness. Tell +every one about it and see what they will think. +Tell your mother and my mother. Tell Jack and +give him a chance to laugh. Tell Mayme Carter, +too.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>Lavinia ran at once to her mother.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Listen,†she said. And she read it.</p> + +<p class='c003'>Mrs. Blair laughed.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“How funny!†she said, “and how well he +writes! I should think he’d go into literature.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>Lavinia laid the letter down in her lap and +looked at her mother as if she had been startled by a +striking coincidence.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Why, do you know, I’ve thought of that very +thing myself.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“But read on,†urged Mrs. Blair.</p> + +<p class='c003'>Lavinia picked up the letter again and began:</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Well, de—â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Oh,†she exclaimed, blushing hotly, “I can’t +read you that. Let’s see—â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>She leafed over the letter, one, two, three, four +sheets. Mrs. Blair was smiling.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Aren’t you leaving out the best parts?†she +asked archly.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Oh, there’s nothing,†Lavinia said, not looking +up. “But—oh, well, this is all. He says—</p> + +<p class='c003'>“‘There is a good deal of unrest and uneasiness +here just now, because the first of May is coming. +The road is anticipating trouble with the freight +handlers; they may go out on a strike that day.’</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Oh, dear,†sighed Lavinia, “more strikes, and +I suppose that means more trouble for Glenn.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Why, the strike of those men can’t affect him,†+Mrs. Blair assured her. “He’s a clerk now.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Yes, I know, but what if he gets the notion he +ought to help them by quitting too?â€</p> + +<div class='chapter'> + <h2 class='c004'>CHAPTER XXVIII<br /> <br />THE TALK OF THE TOWN</h2> +</div> + +<p class='c005'>Macochee’s common interest in Marley was +sharpened by his leaving town, and out of the +curiosity that raged, Lawrence and Mayme Carter +one evening made a call on Lavinia.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Well, Lavinia,†said Lawrence, almost as soon +as they were seated in the parlor, “what’s the news +about Glenn? How’s he getting along?â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Oh, pretty well,†she said, smiling.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Does he like Chicago?â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Oh, yes; that is, fairly well.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Run get his letters and let us read them.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Why, Jack! The idea!†Mayme rebuked him.</p> + +<p class='c003'>But Lavinia instantly got up.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Well, I’ll read you part of one or two,†she +said. “He can tell you much better than I all +about himself.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>She was gone from the room a moment and then +returned with two thick envelopes.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“My, Lavinia, you don’t intend to read all that, +do you?†Lawrence made a burlesque of looking +at his watch.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Oh, you needn’t be afraid,†said Lavinia, smiling. +She opened a letter.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Here’s one that came several days ago. He +mentions you both in this one.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“You don’t mean to say he connects our names?†+Lawrence affected consternation.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Can’t you be serious a moment?†Mayme said, +“I want to hear what he says; do go on, Lavinia, +and don’t mind Jack.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>Lavinia read the extract from the diary and +Marley’s comment.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Doesn’t he say anything about you?†said +Lawrence. “Why don’t you read that? You skip +the most interesting parts. You’d better let me +read them. Here—†and he held out his hand +for the letter.</p> + +<p class='c003'>But Lavinia laid one letter securely in her lap +and opened the other.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Listen to this,†she began, and then she glanced +over the first page and half-way down the second.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Here you’re skipping again,†cried Lawrence. +“Why don’t you play fair?â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“‘I have made a friend,’ he says,†she began, +“‘and it all came about through the strike. You +know the freight handlers went out on the first of +May, and since then there has been more excitement +than work in the office. The freight house is stacked +high with freight, and only a few men are working +there and they are afraid of their lives. All +around the outside of the big, long shed are policemen +and detectives, and the strikers’ pickets. All +day they walk up and down, up and down, at a +safe distance, just off the company’s ground, and +they waylay everybody and try to get them not to +go to work here. I happened to see the strike +when it began. It was day before yesterday morning. +I had gone out in the freight house on some +little errand and just at ten o’clock I noticed a +man walk down by the platform that runs along +outside the shed. I saw him stop by one of the +big doors and look in. Suddenly he gave a low +whistle, then another. The men in the freight +house stopped and looked up. Then the man outside +raised his arm, and held up two fingers—’â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“He wanted them to go swimming probably,†interrupted +Lawrence.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Oh, Jack, do stop,†said Mayme, irritably. +“Right at the most interesting part, too! Do go +on, Lavinia.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>Lavinia read on:</p> + +<p class='c003'>“‘Then the man outside raised his arm, and held +up two fingers, and instantly every truck in the +shed dropped to the floor, bang, the men all went +and put on their coats, marched out of the freight +house—and the strike was on. Well, after that +came the policemen and the detectives and the +pickets, to say nothing of the reporters. It is about +these last that I mean to tell you, for among them +I have found this new friend. The other day a +young man came into the office to see Clark, our +boss. I was attracted by him at once. He was +tall, and his smooth-shaven face was refined and +thoughtful; I call him good-looking; his eyes were +dark and his nose straight and full of character; +his lips were thin and level; his hair was not quite +black and stopped just on the right side of being +curly. He was dressed modestly, but stylishly; I +remember he wore gloves—he always does—and I +thought him somewhat dudish. But what was my +pleasure to see on his waistcoat the little white cross +of my fraternity! I rushed up to him instantly, +and gave him the grip. He was a Sig., from an Indiana +college, and he is a reporter on the <em>Courier</em>. +His name is James Weston; no, he is no relation to +Bob Weston of Macochee at all. I asked him that +the first thing; but he is some relation to the +Cliffords, distant, I suppose.’â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“I wonder if that isn’t the young man who +visited them summer before last?†asked Mayme. +“I’ll bet it is!â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“No, it can’t be,†said Lavinia, “I thought of +that the very first thing, but you see he says,†+and Lavinia read on:</p> + +<p class='c003'>“‘He says he hasn’t been there for years. We +chatted together for a few minutes and were friends +at once. To-morrow night, if I can get off in time, +I’m to dine with him at a café down-town. My, +but it was good to see some one wearing that little +white cross! You see my college training has +done me some good after all.’â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>In their conversation afterward, Lavinia and +Mayme celebrated Marley’s abilities as a writer, +but Lawrence begged Lavinia to read them more, +particularly, as he assured her, those parts about +herself, saying he could judge better of Marley’s +abilities after he heard how he treated romantic +subjects.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“I want to know how he handles the love interest,†+he said.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Oh, you got that from George Halliday,†said +Mayme. “It sounds just like him when he’s discussing +some book none of us has read, doesn’t it, +Lavinia?â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>Lavinia admitted that it did sound like Halliday, +and Mayme returned to her attack on Lawrence +by saying:</p> + +<p class='c003'>“What do you know about writing, anyway?â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>They might have gone farther along this line +had not Mrs. Blair entered with a plate of cake +and some ice-cream that had been left over from +their dessert at supper. These refreshments instantly +seemed to affect Mayme with the idea that +the call had assumed the formality of a social +function, and as she nibbled at her cake, she asked +with a polite interest:</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Just what is Mr. Marley’s position with the +railroad, Lavinia?â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Oh,†Lavinia answered, “he has a place in the +office of the freight department; he’s a clerk there.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“I’m so glad to know,†said Mayme, as if in +relief.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Why?†Lavinia looked up in alarm.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Oh, well, you know—how people talk.†Mayme +raised her pale eyebrows significantly. Lavinia +was disturbed, but Lawrence, detecting the danger, +instantly turned it off in a joke.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“She heard he was a section hand,†he said.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“The idea!†laughed Lavinia.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Isn’t this just the worst place for gossip you +ever heard of?†said Mayme.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“The worst ever,†said Lawrence. “If I were +you I’d quit and start a reform movement.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>When they had gone and were strolling toward +the Carters’, Lawrence grumbled at Mayme:</p> + +<p class='c003'>“What did you want to give it all away to Lavinia +for?â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Why, Jack, I didn’t say anything, did I?â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Oh, no, nothing—only you tipped off the whole +thing to her.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Why, what did I say that hinted at it, even?â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“‘Oh, you know how people talk!’†Lawrence +mimicked her tone as he repeated her words.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Well, you know they do, Jack, and you know +all the mean things they’ve been saying about +Glenn. And you remember Charlie Davis’ mother +told mama that Charlie ran across him in the street: +in Chicago and that—â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Oh, Charlie Davis!†said Lawrence, as impatiently +as he could say anything. “What’s he? +Anyway, you didn’t have to tell Lavinia.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Well, I’m glad we got the truth anyway.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Yes, so am I.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“We must tell everybody.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Sure,†acquiesced Lawrence, “if we can get the +gossips started the other way they’ll have him +president of the road in a few days.â€</p> + +<div class='chapter'> + <h2 class='c004'>CHAPTER XXIX<br /> <br />A MAN OF LETTERS</h2> +</div> + +<p class='c005'>The Macochee gossips, after they were assured +he was engaged in clerical, and not manual +work, might have promoted Marley much +more rapidly than his railroad would have done, +had it not been for the news that he had changed +his employment. They had gone far enough to +noise it about that Marley was chief clerk in the +office, where he was only a bill clerk, when the <em>Republican</em>, +with the impartial good nature with +which it treated all of Macochee’s folk, so long as +they kept out of politics, mentioned him for the +first time since his departure, and then, to tell of +the advancement he was rapidly making in the +metropolis that loomed so large and important +in their provincial eyes. Lavinia had the +facts in a letter from Marley a day or so before the +<em>Republican</em> had them, though she never could imagine, +as she told everybody, where the <em>Republican</em> +got its information.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“I have a big piece of news to tell you,†he +wrote. “Last night I dined with Weston. It was +the first really enjoyable evening I have had since I +struck the town. Luckily, the strikers had everything +tied up so tight that we could do little work, +and I had no trouble in getting off in time. I met +him about six o’clock, and we went to the swellest +restaurant in town. Weston is the finest fellow +you ever saw; as it was pay night, he said he would +blow me off to a good dinner. And he did, the +best dinner I have ever eaten; there were half a +dozen courses, and as we ate we talked, talked +about everything, college days, the hard days that +come after college, and you, and everything. Weston’s +experience has been about the same as mine—one +long, hopeless search for a job. He, however, +did not wait so long as I did; he said that he realized +there was no place for him in a small town, +and so he set out for the city almost at once. His +father wanted him to study medicine, but he said +he hadn’t the money or the patience to wait, and he +hated medicine anyway, and, as newspaper work +offered the quickest channel to making a living he +chose that. His secret ambition, he confessed, is +literature, and I believe he is writing a book, but +he would not, or did not, tell me as much. He says +he thinks newspaper work a bad business for any +one to get into, but then I have discovered that +that is the way every man talks about his own +calling.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“After we had finished our dinner, we sat there +for a long, long time over our coffee and cigarettes, +and we finally got to talking about the strike. +Weston, you know, has been working on it, and +I was glad to be able to tell him a good many things +he said he could use. Finally, I don’t know just +how it came about, but I told him how the strike +started with us, about the man appearing in the +street alongside the freight house, whistling, and +then holding up two fingers—I think I described it +to you in a letter the other night. Weston was +greatly interested; I can see him still, sitting across +the table from me, knocking the ashes from his +cigarette into his empty coffee-cup and looking so +intently at me out of his brown eyes that he almost +embarrassed me. And what was my surprise when +I finished to have him say:</p> + +<p class='c003'>“‘By Jove, Marley, I’ll have to use that. I’ve +been wondering how to lead my story to-night.’</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Now you know the strike at our place occurred +several days ago, but since then it has been spreading, +and to-day the men on another road walked +out. This morning when I picked up the <em>Courier</em> +and turned to the strike news, here is what I read, +under big head-lines:</p> + +<p class='c003'>“‘A short man with a brown derby hat cocked +over his eye walked leisurely down Canal Street +at ten o’clock yesterday morning. The short man +walked a block and then turned and walked back. +At the open door of the C. and A.’s big freight +house he stopped. Suddenly he whistled, once, +twice, thrice, in low notes. Then he raised his hand +with a gesture that was graceful and yet commanding, +and held up two fingers. Inside the freight +house the men who were heaving away at the big +bales and boxes, attracted by the whistle, paused +in their labor and looked up; they saw the man +raise his two fingers; and, with the discipline of +well-trained troops, they dropped their trucks, put +on their coats and marched out of the freight +house. And the Alton had been added to the list +of railroads whose men were on strike.’</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Of course, I was surprised and puzzled, and a +little pleased too, that I had had a hand in the article. +As I read it, though, I thought of a hundred +details I might have told Weston, and I began to +wish I had written the account myself. This afternoon +he came around to the office again, and the +first thing he said was:</p> + +<p class='c003'>“‘Did you see your story this morning?’</p> + +<p class='c003'>“I told him I had, of course. ‘But,’ I added, +‘that was the way it happened on our road; not on +the Alton.’</p> + +<p class='c003'>“But he only laughed, and said something about +the tricks of the trade.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“And now for the news I was going to tell you. +I told Weston, as we talked the story over, of my +little wish that I had written the article myself, and +he looked at me intently for a moment. Then he +said:</p> + +<p class='c003'>“‘How’d you like to break into newspaper business?’</p> + +<p class='c003'>“My heart leaped; it came to me suddenly that +it wasn’t the law, nor railroad work, but journalism +that I wanted to enter. I told him so frankly +and he said:</p> + +<p class='c003'>“‘Well, it’s a dog’s life and I don’t know +whether I’m doing you a good turn or not, but +I’ll speak to the city editor tonight. He’s a little +short of men just now.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“My heart is in my mouth. I can hardly wait +till to-morrow, when I’m to see him again. Think +of it, dear, and all it means! It means more money, +association with men of my own kind, men like +Weston, and a fine, interesting life; and it means +you; oh, it means you!â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>Marley was able in this letter to communicate +to Lavinia some of his enthusiasm and some of +his suspense, and she found it difficult to await the +result of his next interview with Weston. She began +to count the hours until Marley and Weston +should meet again, and then in a flash it came over +her that they had doubtless already met, that the +decision was already known, the fate determined, +and she was still in ignorance. She had a sense of +mystery in it, and she grew impatient, wondering +why he did not telegraph. The next day came, and +a letter with it; but the letter did not decide anything. +Marley wrote that Weston had spoken to +the city editor, and that he had told him to bring +Marley around that evening. And so, other hours +of waiting, and then, at last, another letter. Marley +announced the result with what self-repression +he could command.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“It’s settled,†he wrote. “I’m to go to work +Monday—as a reporter on the staff of the <em>Courier</em>. +The salary to begin with is to be fifteen dollars a +week. I’m glad to quit railroad work; I’m not +built to be a railroad man; I can’t adhere to rules +as they want me to, and I can’t bow down as it +seems I should. I didn’t tell you that my boss +and I had not been getting along very well lately; +I thought I wouldn’t worry you. I was glad to be +able to tell him to-day that I’d quit Saturday. I +did it in a proud and haughty manner; he seemed +surprised and shocked—even pained. And when I +broke the news gently to the young Canuck he expressed +great sorrow and regret, but in his secret +heart I knew he was glad, for now as a prophet he +can vindicate himself, at least partly, in his +diary.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>Lavinia was glad that Marley had gone into +newspaper work; much as she had tried she had not +been able to conceive of him in exactly the ideal +light as a clerk in a railroad office; that position, +while it may have had its own promise, nevertheless +did not envelope him in the atmosphere she considered +native to him. In his new relation to literature, +which, in her ignorance, she confounded +with journalism, she felt a deep satisfaction, and a +new pride, and she was glad when the <em>Republican</em> +announced the fact of Marley’s new position; she +felt that it was a fitting vindication of her lover +in the eyes of the people of Macochee and a rebuke +for the distrust they had shown in him.</p> + +<p class='c003'>Thereafter her mail was increased, for in addition +to his letter Marley sent her the <em>Courier</em> with +his work marked; often he marked Weston’s as +well, and early in June he wrote: “I want you to +read Weston’s story in Sunday’s paper about the +Derby; it’s a peach; it’s the best piece of frill +writing that the town has seen in many a day.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>The tone of Marley’s letters now became more +cheerful; it was evident to Lavinia that he was +finding an interest in life, and in his descriptions +of his daily work and the places all over Chicago +it took him to and the people of all sorts it brought +him in contact with, she found a new interest for +her own life. When he wrote that his salary had +been increased because of his story about a Sunday +evening service in a church of the colored people +in Dearborn Street, it seemed to her that happiness +at last had come to them, and if, with the passing +of June, she felt a pang at Marley’s grieving in +one of his letters that this was the month in which +they had intended to be married, she was consoled +by the rapid progress he was making in his work. +His salary had been raised a second time; he was +receiving now twenty-five dollars a week; it seemed +large to her, and she could not understand why it +did not seem large to Marley, even when he wrote +that Weston was paid forty dollars a week.</p> + +<p class='c003'>Her chief joy, perhaps, lay in the fact that he +seemed to be living more comfortably than he had +before. Now that he had left his dismal boarding-house +she found a relief from its subtly communicated +influence of the stranded wrecks of life, as +Marley surely found it in the apartments he was +sharing with Weston. She parted as gladly from +the knowledge of his landlady as Marley did himself, +assuring her that the landlady had “not decreased +any in value as a zoo exhibit since first I +rhapsodized about her.†Lavinia felt that she could +dispense with much of the worry her womanly +concern for his comfort had given her, and she +turned with a new joy to the books he was constantly +recommending.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Did you ever read,†he wrote, “Turgenieff’s +<em>Fathers and Sons</em>? I know that you didn’t and +therefore I know what a treat you have coming. +I’ll send you the book if you can’t get it in Macochee, +and I presume you can’t. Snider’s sign +‘Drugs and Books’ is a lure to deceive an unwary +public that doesn’t care as much for books as it +does for soda-water; and the stock there, as I recall +it, consists largely of forty-cent editions of +books on which the copyright has expired, and +which, printed on cheap, pulp paper, are to be introduced +for the first time to the natives of Macochee. +I wish you could see Weston’s little book-case, +with its rows of his favorites. Besides Turgenieff +and Tolstoi—he says the Russians are the greatest +novel writers the world has yet produced—he has +all of George Eliot; I have just read over again +<em>Middlemarch</em> and <em>Daniel Deronda</em>. He likes +Jane Austen, too, and he says you would like her; +I haven’t read any but <em>Emma</em> as yet. I’m going to +read them all. And if you like, you can read the +set of little volumes I am sending you to-day; we +can read them thus together. And Henry James—do +read him—<em>Daisy Miller</em> especially; you will +like that. Besides these, Weston has most of Ibsen’s +plays, and sometimes he reads parts of them +aloud to me; he reads them well. Some day, he +says, he’s going to write a play himself; he is fond +of the theater, and we often go. One of the fine +things about being on a newspaper is that we get +theater tickets, though we can’t always get tickets +to the theater we want. Now and then the dramatic +editor—a fine old fellow with a magnificent shock +of white hair, who may be seen about the office late +at night looking very <em>distingué</em> in his evening +clothes—gets Weston to write a criticism on some +play; and often the literary editor lets him review +books. Weston said to-day he’d get the literary +editor to let me review some books, and when I +told him I didn’t know how, he laughed in a +strange way and said that wouldn’t make the +slightest difference. There’s another book you <em>must</em> +read, and that is <em>A Modern Instance</em>. The chief +character is Bartley Hubbard, a newspaper man. +Weston and I had a big argument about the character +to-day. I said I thought it was a libel on the +newspaper profession and Weston laughed and +said it was only the truth, and that I’d agree with +him after I’d been in the work longer. ‘Newspaper +work isn’t a profession anyway,’ he said, ‘but a +business.’ He speaks of journalism—though he +won’t call it journalism, nor let me—just as lawyers +speak of the law. He is urging me, by the +way, to keep up my law studies, and I’m thinking +of going to the law school here, if I find I can +carry it on with my other work. Weston declares +I can; he says a man has to carry water on both +shoulders if he wants to amount to anything in +the world—Wade Powell said something like that +to me once. Weston says I’ll want to get out of +newspaper work after a while. He disturbed me +a little to-day, and he hurt me, too, by saying that +a newspaper man has no business to be married; +and he knows all about you, too. Of course, he +didn’t mean to hurt me, it’s merely his way of +looking at things.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>Happy as she was, Lavinia still had to have her +woman’s worries, and they began to express themselves +in constant adjuration to Marley to guard his +health; she feared the effect of night work, and she +feared, too, that he could not carry on his law +studies and do his duty as a reporter at the same +time. She sympathized with the spirit of pride +and determination which made him wish to finish +his law studies and be admitted to the bar, but +she found a greater satisfaction in thinking of +him as a journalist than as a lawyer; the figure +he thus presented to her mind was so much more +romantic than the prosaic one of a lawyer to which +she had been all her life accustomed; on a large +metropolitan daily he was almost as romantic to her +as an army officer or a naval officer would have +been. And while she did not like the night work, +and had her fears of it for Marley, she nevertheless +felt strongly its picturesque quality.</p> + +<p class='c003'>The picture Marley drew in one of his letters +of the strange shifting of the scene that is to be +observed in the streets of a great city as darkness +falls, when those that work in the prosaic day disappear +and in their places appears the vast and +mysterious army of the toilers by night, many of +them in callings demanding the cover of the night, +thrilled her strangely. But she did not know +how from all the temptations of the irregular life +he was leading he was saved, partly by the gentle +friend he had found in James Weston, but more +by the constant thought of the girl whom he had +left behind at home.</p> + +<div class='chapter'> + <h2 class='c004'>CHAPTER XXX<br /> <br />HOME AGAIN</h2> +</div> + +<p class='c005'>Marley, after a year or more in Chicago, found +the excitement of his first return home growing +upon him as he looked out the car window and +long before the train entered the borders of Gordon +County he eagerly began watching for familiar +things.</p> + +<p class='c003'>In the spirit of holiday which had come in this +his first vacation, he had felt justified in taking a +chair in the parlor car, though from the associations +he had formed in his newspaper work it was +more difficult now for him to resist than to yield +to extravagances. He had recalled with a smile +how in those first hard days in the freight office +he had joked about going home in a private car, +and he had had all day a childish pleasure in pretending +that the empty Pullman was a private +car; he could almost realize such a distinction +when he showed the conductor the pass his newspaper +had got for him.</p> + +<p class='c003'>But even if he now felt glad that he was a newspaper +man instead of a railroad man, he was quite +willing to return to Macochee on any terms. He +had tried to convince himself that he knew the very +moment the train swept across the Indiana line into +Ohio, and he felt a fine glow of state pride. +He held his pride somewhat in check until he heard +some one speak a name that he recognized as that +of an Ohio town and then he boasted to the porter:</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Well, I’m back in my own state again.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>The porter, though ready to admit that Ohio was +a pretty good old state, was nevertheless not very +responsive, and Marley saw that he would have to +enjoy his sensations all alone.</p> + +<p class='c003'>He could view with satisfaction the figure of a +tolerably well-dressed city man reflected in the long +mirror that swayed with the rushing of the heavy +coach. He knew that his return would create a +sensation in Macochee, though he was resolved to +be modest about it. Even if he was not returning +to Macochee in the ceremony he had dreamed of, +he was returning in a way that was distinguished +enough for him and for Macochee.</p> + +<p class='c003'>He was eager to see the old town; he tried to +imagine his return in its proper order and sequence, +first, the little depot, blistering in the hot +sun of the August afternoon, the rails gleaming +in front of it, and the air above them trembling in +the heat; he could see the baggage trucks tilted +up on the platform; from the eating-house came the +odor of boiled ham compromised by the smell of +the grease frying on the scorching cinders that +were heaped about the ties; beyond was the grain elevator +that once appeared so monstrous in his +eyes; across the tracks, the weed-grown field; and +the only living things in sight the two men unloading +agricultural machines from a box-car abandoned +on a siding, the only sound, the ticking of a +telegraph instrument; the target was set, but the +station officials had not yet appeared.</p> + +<p class='c003'>Thence, in thought, he went up Miami Street; +he saw the Court House and, lounging along the +stone base of the fence, the loafers whom no one +had ever seen move, but who yet must have made +some sort of imperceptible astronomical progress, +for they kept always just in the shadow of the +building; then the old law office across the way; +then Main Street, with its crazy signs, its awnings, +and the horses hitched to the racks, then the Square +with its old gabled buildings, the monument and +the cavalryman, the long street leading to his own +home, and at last, Ward Street, arched by its cottonwoods,—and +he recalled his unfinished verses +which had taken Ward Street for a subject:</p> + +<div class='lg-container-b'> + <div class='linegroup'> + <div class='group'> + <div class='line'>“I know a place all pastoral,</div> + <div class='line in2'>Where streams in winter flow,</div> + <div class='line'>And where down from the cottonwoods</div> + <div class='line in2'>There falls a summer snow.â€</div> + </div> + </div> +</div> + +<p class='c003'>And then, at last, the old house of the Blairs’ +with its cool veranda, its dark bricks, its broad +overhanging cornices, and Lavinia standing in the +doorway!</p> + +<p class='c003'>He had never forgotten the anguish of his parting +that night in spring, and he had looked forward +to this return as an experience that would +expiate it, and restore the lost balance of his life. +But now as he thought of his life in Chicago, of the +new scenes and associations, it came to him that +that night after all had been final; the youth who +had then gone forth had indeed gone forth never +to return; another being was coming back in his +stead. He had been successful in a way which at +first flattered his pride, but a new sense of proportion +had been growing in him that had lately made +him mistrust newspaper work; he had for it a dislike +almost as definite as that which used to displease +him in Weston. He was growing tired of his +life as a reporter; it had so many irregularities, +so many hardships; it detached him from wholesome, +every-day existence. He longed for some calling +more definite, more permanent, a work in +which he might do things, instead of record them +in an ephemeral way. He had for a while been envious +of Weston’s progress in his literary efforts, +and for a while he had emulated him, but he had +not been long in recognizing that he lacked literary +talent.</p> + +<p class='c003'>Out of this dissatisfaction with himself he had +lately gone in earnestly to complete his law studies, +which all along he had pursued in a desultory +fashion. He found some consolation in the hope +that he might be admitted to the bar in the fall, +though how or when he was to get into a practice +was still as much of a problem as it had been in the +old days in Macochee. He clung steadfastly, however, +to the feeling that his newspaper work was +but a makeshift; Weston and he had constantly +supported each other in this view—it was their +one hope.</p> + +<p class='c003'>With thoughts somewhat like these Marley had +been whiling away the hours of his long day’s +journey from Chicago to Macochee. He had read +thoroughly, and with a professionally critical +faculty, all the Chicago papers, and had long ago +thrown them aside in a disorderly pile. Now he +had the tired sense that his journey was nearing its +end.</p> + +<p class='c003'>At last he saw the old mill-pond, and his heart +leaped in affection; then he got his umbrella and +sticks, took off his traveling cap and put it in his +bag. He stood up for the porter to brush him off, +and when he had selected a half-dollar as a tip, he +asked the porter to get his luggage together, and +in a conscious affectation he could not forego, began +to pull on his new gloves. They were nearing +Macochee now; and suddenly the tears started to +his eyes, as in a flash he saw his white-haired +father standing on the platform, anxiously craning +his neck for a first glimpse of the boy who was +coming home.</p> + +<p class='c003'>Marley’s mother did not reproach him when he +ate a hurried supper that evening and then set +off immediately for Lavinia’s. He renewed +some of the emotions of the earlier days of his +courtship as the familiar houses along the way +gradually presented themselves to his recognition; +he was glad to note the changeless aspect of a town +that never now could change, at least in the way of +progress, and he discovered a novel satisfaction—one +of the many experiences that were so rapidly +crowding in with his impressions—in the feeling +that here, at least, in Macochee, things would remain +as they were, and defy that inexorable law of +change which makes so many tragedies in life. Lavinia +must have recognized his step, for there she +was, standing in the doorway, a smile on her face, +and her eyelashes somehow moist. Marley felt +a strange discomposure; there was a little effort, +the intimacy of their letters must now give way to +the intimacy of personal contact. But in another +second she was in his arms, and her face was hidden +against his breast.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“At last,†she said, “you’re here!â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>He felt her tremble, and he held her more +closely. When he released her she put her hands up +to his shoulders and held him away from her, +while she scanned him critically.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“You’ve grown broader,†she said, “and heavier, +and—oh, so much handsomer!â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>The Blairs filed in presently, and Marley had +the curious sense of this very scene having been +enacted in his presence before, but it lacked the +usual baffling effect of this psychological experience, +for he was able to recall, in an incandescent +flash of memory, that it was almost a repetition of +their good-bys that night when he had gone away; +Mrs. Blair was as tender, and if Connie and Chad +were a little shy of his new importance, Judge Blair +was as dignified, and as anxious as ever to get back +to his reading. Marley felt once more that permanence +of things in Macochee; this household had +remained the same, and it made him feel more than +ever the change that had occurred in him.</p> + +<p class='c003'>In lovers’ intense subjectivity, he and Lavinia +discussed this change seriously. They reviewed +their old dreams, and now they could laugh at +their defeated wish to live, even in an humble +way, in Macochee.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“It was funny, wasn’t it?†said Marley. “I +was very young then,—nothing, in fact, but a kid.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Are you so very much older now?†asked +Lavinia with a slight hint of teasing in her tender +voice.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Well,†Marley replied, with a seriousness that +impressed him, at least, as the ripe wisdom of +maturity, “I am not much older in years, but I am +in experience, and in knowledge of life. You see, +dear, you can measure time by the calendar, but +you can’t measure life that way. And Weston says +that there is no calling that will give a man experience +so quickly as newspaper work. You know +we see everything, and we get a smattering of all +kinds of knowledge. Weston says that is all that +reconciles him to the business; he says a man learns +more there than he ever does in college. He considers +the training invaluable; he says it will be of +great help to him in literature, if he can ever get +into literature—he isn’t sure yet that he can. He +can tell better after his book is published. And he +says a newspaper experience will help me in the +law, too, that is,†Marley added, with a whimsical +imitation of Weston’s despairing uncertainty, “if +I can ever get into the law.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“You think a great deal of Mr. Weston, don’t +you?†said Lavinia.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“He’s the finest fellow in the world, and the +best friend I ever had.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>Marley had a curious intuition that Lavinia +was a little jealous of Weston. He immediately +sought to allay the feeling with this argument:</p> + +<p class='c003'>“You see, when a man does all for a fellow that +Jim has done for me, and when you have lived +with him, and shared your haversack with him, +and he with you, like two soldier comrades, you +get right down to the bottom of him. And I want +you to know him, dear, I know you’ll like him.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>Lavinia was silent, and Marley had a fear that +she might not accept Weston quite so readily.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“He has done me a world of good,†he went on. +“He has taught me much, he has corrected my reckoning +in more ways than one. He has taught me +much about books; and he has taught me to look +sanely on a life that isn’t, he says, always truthfully +reflected in books. And besides all, if it hadn’t +been for him, if he had not kept me at it and +urged me on, I think I should have been doomed +for ever to remain a poor newspaper man.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Don’t you like newspaper work?†she asked +with a shade of disappointment in her tone.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“I did, but I like it less every day. It’s a hard +and unsatisfactory life, and it has no promise in it. +A man very soon reaches its highest point, and +then he must be content to stay there. It’s the +easiest thing for a young fellow to get a start in, +if he’s bright; I suppose I’m making more money +than any of the young lawyers in Chicago; but because +it is so easy is the very reason why it is +hardly worth while. Things that are easily won +are not worth striving for.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“And you’re going to get out of it?â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Yes, as soon as I can. As soon as I can, I’m +going to get into the law. When Weston first began +urging me to keep up my studies, and when +finally he made me go to the night law school, I +consented chiefly because I had always felt the +chagrin of defeat in having been compelled to give +it up; lately, I’ve begun to see things differently, +and I’ve determined to carry out my first intention +and get into the law somehow. Of course, +it’s going to be hard. And one has to have a pull +there as everywhere else in these days.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>Marley was silent for a moment and, Lavinia +thought, a little depressed. She watched him sympathetically, +and yet she was a little troubled by +a sense of detachment. She felt that Weston was +now more closely associated with Marley’s struggle +than she, and she was disturbed, too, by the disappointment +of finding that his struggles were not +at all ended.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Weston says,†Marley went on presently, “that +newspaper work is a good stepping-stone, and by it +I may be able to arrange for some place in the +law which will give me the start I want.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“I thought you liked your work,†Lavinia said; +“I thought you were happy in it.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>Marley detected her regret, and was on the point +of speaking, when Lavinia went on:</p> + +<p class='c003'>“I don’t see why you can’t go into literature as +well as Mr. Weston.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>Marley laughed.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“The reason is that I haven’t his talent,†he +said</p> + +<p class='c003'>“I don’t see why,†Lavinia argued with some +resentment of his humility. “You haven’t enough +confidence in your own powers; you let Mr. Weston +dominate you too much.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Now, dearest,†he pleaded, “you mustn’t do +Jim that injustice. He doesn’t dominate me; but +he is so much wiser than I, he knows so much +more. You will understand when you meet him.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Well,†she tentatively admitted, “that is no +reason why you shouldn’t in time be a literary man +as well as he. Why can’t you?â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Because I can’t write, that’s why.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Why, Glenn, how can you say that? Your letters +disprove that. Every one who read them said +that they were remarkable, and that you should go +into literature. They said you had such good descriptive +powers.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>Marley was looking at her in amazement.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Why, Lavinia, you didn’t show them!â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“You simpleton!†she said, with a smile in her +eyes, “of course not; but I have read parts of +them to mama and to your mother now and then.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Oh, well, that’s all right,†sighed Marley in +relief, and then he resumed his defense of Weston +and his analysis of himself.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Of course, I suppose I can write a fairly good +newspaper story; at least they say so at the office.†+He indulged a little look of pride, and then he +went on: “But that isn’t literature.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“I don’t see why it isn’t,†she said. “I should +think it would be the most natural thing in the +world to go from one into the other.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Not at all. Literature requires style, personality, +distinction, and the artistic temperament.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“I’d say you were talking now like George +Halliday if I didn’t know you were talking like +Mr. Weston.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“I wish you could hear Weston talk about literature,†+he said. “He’d convince you.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“He couldn’t convince me that he can write any +better than you can.†Lavinia compressed her +lips in a defiant loyalty.</p> + +<p class='c003'>Marley paused to kiss the lips for their loyalty, +and he compromised the validity of his own argument +by saying:</p> + +<p class='c003'>“As a matter of fact, the law, in America and +in England, has given more men to literature +than journalism ever has.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Then maybe you can enter literature through +the law,†said Lavinia, seizing her advantage.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“No,†said Marley, shaking his head. “I’m +not cut out for it, as Weston is. Some day he +will be a great man, and we shall be proud to +have known him so intimately. And we will have +him at our home; I have many a dream about +that.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>He looked fondly at her, and her eyes brightened.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“And there is another reason why I want to get +out of newspaper work,†he went on, speaking tenderly, +“and that is because everybody says a newspaper +man has no more right to be married than +a soldier has.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“But they all are,†said Lavinia.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Yes, they all are, or most of them.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“And I suppose it is the married ones who say +that.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Well, I know one who is going to be married +just as soon as he can.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Who is that,—Mr. Weston?â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“No, but Mr. Weston knows him, and knows his +intentions, and he has promised to be at the wedding +and act as best man.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Oh, it would be fine to have a literary man at +the wedding, wouldn’t it.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>They talked then about the wedding, and they +found all their old delicious joy in it. Marley +said it must be soon now, though with a pang that +laid a weight on his heart, he wondered, as he +thought of all the extravagances he had allowed +himself to drift into, where he was to get the +money. He could reassure himself only by telling +himself that he was going to live as an anchorite +when he got back to Chicago; even if he had to +give up the pleasant apartment with Weston and +go back to the boarding-house in Ohio Street.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“How shall you like living in Chicago?†he +asked. “Can you be happy in a little flat, without +knowing anybody, and without being anybody?â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“I shall be happy anywhere with you, Glenn!†+she said, looking confidently into his eyes.</p> + +<div class='chapter'> + <h2 class='c004'>CHAPTER XXXI<br /> <br />ILLUSIONS AND DISILLUSIONS</h2> +</div> + +<p class='c005'>It was a pleasure to Marley to accept the homage +the people paid him; they confounded his +success in journalism with a success in literature, +and under the impression that all writers are somehow +witty, they laughed extravagantly at his lightest +observation.</p> + +<p class='c003'>But much as Marley relished all this, much as +he enjoyed being at home again, with Lavinia and +with his father and mother, he was disturbed by +a certain restlessness that came over him after +he had been in Macochee a few days and the novelty +and excitement of his return had worn off. The +glamour the town had worn for him had left it; +it seemed to have withered and shrunk away. He +could no longer, by any effort of the imagination, +realize it as the place he had carried affectionately +in his heart during the long months of his absence; +its interests were so few and so petty, and he found +himself battling with a wish to get away. He was +fearful of this feeling; he did not dare to own +it to himself, much less to his father and mother +or to Lavinia.</p> + +<p class='c003'>He was glad that Lavinia would not let him +mention going back to Chicago, and as the days +swept by with the swiftness of vacation time, he +was troubled that he did not feel more acutely the +sorrow he felt would best become the prospect of +another separation. He was comforted, finally, +when he was able to analyze his sensations sufficiently +to discover that it was neither his sweetheart +nor his parents that had changed, but his own +attitude toward life in a small town; he was vastly +relieved when he succeeded in separating his feelings +and saw that it was Macochee alone that he +had lost his affection for, though he could not +analyze his sensations deeply enough to recognize +himself as at that period of life when external +conditions are accepted for more than their real +value; he was still too young for that. And so he +could spend his days happily with Lavinia and +grudge the moments which Lawrence and Mayme +Carter filched from them by their calls, and he was +as resentful of Mayme’s invitation to the supper +which she exalted into a dinner with a reception +afterward, as was Lavinia herself.</p> + +<p class='c003'>When Marley went to pay his call on Wade +Powell, he found many sensations as he glanced +about the dingy little office where he had begun his +studies. Wade Powell himself, smoking and reading +his Cincinnati paper, was sitting at his old +desk, with the same aspect of permanence he had +always given the impression of. Marley rushed in +on him with a face red and smiling and when +Powell looked up, he threw down his paper, and +leaped to his feet, saying:</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Well, I’ll be damned!â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>But when their first greetings were over, Powell’s +manner changed; he began to show Marley a +certain respect, and he paid him the delicate tribute +of letting him do most of the talking, whereas +he used to do most of the talking himself. He was +not prepared to hear that Marley was still studying +law; and it cost him an effort to readjust his conception +of Marley as a successful journalist to the +old one of a struggling student. He gave Marley +some intelligence of this, and of his disappointment +when he said with a meekness Marley did not like +to see in him:</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Well, of course, you know your own business +best.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>But when Marley had taken pains to explain his +position and when he had described the Chicago +law offices, Powell grew more reconciled.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“I’ve watched you,†he said, “I’ve watched you, +and I’ve asked your father about you every time +I’ve seen him; my one regret was that you were +not working on a Cincinnati paper; then I could +have read what you were writing. I did try to get +a Chicago paper—but you know what this town is.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>Powell was deeply interested in Marley’s description +of his old friend, Judge Johnson, and +as Marley gave him some notion of the judge’s +importance and prosperity Powell could only exclaim +from time to time:</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Well, I’ll be damned!â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>Marley did not tell Powell that Judge Johnson +had appeared to have forgotten him; he felt that +it would be more handsome to accept the moral +responsibility of a prevarication than to hurt Powell’s +feelings in the way he knew the truth would hurt +them. Even as it was, Judge Johnson’s success, +now so keenly realized by Powell when it had +been brought home to him in this personal way, +seemed to subdue him, and he was only lifted out +of his gloom when Marley said:</p> + +<p class='c003'>“But I’ll tell you one thing, there isn’t a lawyer +in Chicago who can try a case with you.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>Powell’s eye brightened and his face glowed a +deeper red; then the look died away as he said:</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Well, I made a mistake. I ought to have gone +there.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Is it too late?â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>Powell thought a moment, and Marley regretted +having tempted him with an impossibility. He +was relieved when Powell shook his head and said:</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Yes, it’s too late now.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>Powell, with something of the pathos of age +and failure that was stealing gradually over him, +begged Marley to come in and see him every day +while he was at home.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“You see I’ve always kept your desk,†he said, +in a tone that apologized for a weakness he +perhaps thought unmanly, “just as it was when you +went away.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>Marley thought cynically that Powell had kept +everything else just as it was when he went away, +but he was instantly ashamed of the thought, and +ashamed, too, of the fact that he and Lavinia both +considered even this little morning call a waste of +time, and a sacrifice almost too great to be borne.</p> + +<p class='c003'>Powell went with Marley out into the street, +and it gave him evident pride to walk by his side +down Main Street and around the Square.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“I want them all to see you,†he said frankly.</p> + +<p class='c003'>He made Marley go with him to the McBriar +House and then to Con’s Corner, and, in every +place where men stopped him and shook Marley’s +hand and asked him how he was getting along, +Powell took the responsibility of replying promptly:</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Look at him; how does he seem to be getting +along?â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>Powell found a delight that must have been +keener than Marley’s in Marley’s fidelity to Chicago, +expressed quite in the boastful frankness +of the citizens of that city when abroad, though to +Marley it seemed that he was putting it on them by +doing so. He found them all, however, in a spirit +of loyalty to Macochee that might easily have +become combative.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Well, little old Macochee’s good enough for us, +eh, Wade?†they would say.</p> + +<p class='c003'>Marley would not let them be ahead of him in +praise of Macochee, and Powell himself softened +enough to admit that old Ohio was a pretty good +place to have come from.</p> + +<p class='c003'>When they suddenly encountered Carman in the +street, Marley flushed with confusion, first for +himself and then vicariously for Powell. But +there was no escape from a situation that no doubt +exaggerated itself to his sensitiveness, and he was +soon allowing Carman to hold his hand in his +right palm while with the other Carman solicitously +held Marley’s left elbow, and transfixed him +with that left eye which still refused to react to +light and shade.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Well, how are you?†asked Carman. “How +are you, anyway?â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Oh, I’m all right.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Guess you’re glad now I didn’t give you that +job, eh?â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>Marley could not look at Powell, but he hastened +to say:</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Yes, I’m glad, now.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Maybe it was for the best,†said Carman.</p> + +<p class='c003'>When they had left him Marley quickly and +crudely tried to change the subject, but Powell +insisted on saying:</p> + +<p class='c003'>“I want you to know that I’ve always felt like +a dog over that.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Oh, don’t mention it,†Marley begged. “I +was honest when I told Carman I was glad it +turned out as it did.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Yes,†said Powell, “I guess it was all for the +best.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>To Marley’s relief they dropped the matter then, +and went over to Con’s Corner. There Powell +lighted a cigar, and Marley could not resist asking +for a brand of cigarettes, the kind that Weston +smoked, though he knew that Con would not have +them. He felt mean about it afterward, but he +could not forego some of the petty distinctions of +living in a city and he indulged a little revenge +toward the people who had deserted him in what +had seemed to him his need, and now, in what +seemed to them his prosperity, were so ready to +rally to him. Marley went home at noon feeling +that his triumph had been almost as great as if +he had come home in a private car.</p> + +<p class='c003'>His triumph soon was at an end; they came to +the afternoon of the day when Marley was to return +to Chicago. It was a golden day, with a sun +shining out of a sky without clouds, and yet a +delicious breeze blew out of the little hills. Marley +and Lavinia walked out the white and dusty +pike that made the road to Mingo. They walked +slowly along the edge of the road, in silence, +under the sadness of the parting that was before +them. They longed ineffably that the moments +might be stayed; somehow they felt they might be +stayed by their silence.</p> + +<p class='c003'>But when they had ascended the hill and stood +beside the old oak-tree which grew by the road, +they looked out across the valley of the Mad River, +miles and miles away—across fields now golden +with the wheat, or green with the rustling corn +that glinted in the sun, off and away to the trees +that became vague and dim in the hazy distance. +Back whence they had come lay Macochee; they +could see the tower of the Court House, the red +spire of the Methodist church, the gleam of the sun +on some great window in the roof of the car-shops; +on the other side of town crawled a train, trailing +its smoke behind it. Marley looked at Lavinia—she +was leaning against the tree, and as he looked +he saw that her blue eyes were filling slowly with +tears.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Isn’t it beautiful!†he said, looking away from +her to the simple scenery of Ohio.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Do you remember that day?â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“When we picked out our farm—where was it?â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Wasn’t it over there?â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Yes,†he said. “We could come and live here +when we are old.†He knew he was but seeking to +console himself for what now could not be. +“And there is the old town,†he said. “It looks +beautiful from here, nestling among those trees, +it seems peaceful, and calm, and simple. But it is +different when you are in it; for there are gossip +and envy and spite, and I can never quite forgive +it because it had no place for me. Well,†he went +on defiantly, in the relief he had been able to make +for himself out of his immature reading of Macochee’s +character; “I don’t need it any more; it is +little and narrow and provincial, and the real life +is to be lived out in the larger world. It’s a hard +fight, but it’s worth it.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Don’t you regret leaving it?†asked Lavinia, +in a voice that was tenderer than Marley had ever +known it. Marley looked at Macochee and then he +looked at her.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“I regret leaving it, dear heart, because I must +leave you behind in it.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Would you never care to come back if it were +not for me?†she asked.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“I might,†he admitted, “when we are old. We +could come back here then and settle down on our +farm over there.†He pointed.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“I’m half-afraid of the city,†Lavinia said.</p> + +<p class='c003'>He turned and took her in his arms.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Dearest,†he said, “you must not say that; +for the next time I come it will be to take you +away from Macochee.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Will it?†she whispered.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Yes; and it can’t be long now. How we have +had to wait!â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Yes,†she repeated, “how we have had to wait!â€</p> + +<div class='chapter'> + <h2 class='c004'>CHAPTER XXXII<br /> <br />AT LAST</h2> +</div> + +<p class='c005'>Marley, in that compensatory pleasure we +find in difficulties in the retrospect, was afterward +fond of saying that if he had waited until +he had the money and the position to warrant +his marrying, he never would have married at +all.</p> + +<p class='c003'>Just what moved him to take the decisive step +he did he would have found it hard to tell. He +had grown accustomed to the life he was living in +Chicago, he had succumbed, as it were, to his environment; +he no longer regretted Macochee and +he found a satisfaction in declaring, whenever he +had the chance, that the kindest thing the town had +ever done for him was to refuse him a place within +its borders. As he looked back at all the plans he +had formed, he marveled at their number, but he +marveled more that he should have had such regret +in the failure of all of them; he was glad +now that they had failed; had any one of them succeeded +his life would have been diverted into other +channels, and it gave him a kind of fear when he +tried to imagine his life in those other channels; +he could see himself in those relations only as some +other identity, and it gave him a gruesome feeling +to do this.</p> + +<p class='c003'>Not that he was satisfied with himself or his +surroundings; he did not like newspaper work, and +he did not like Chicago very well. He was determined +to get out of newspaper work at any rate, +and while he could not yet clearly see a way of getting +into the law, he had a calm assurance that he +would do it, in the end. Weston sustained him in +this hope by saying:</p> + +<p class='c003'>“A man can’t control circumstances; they control +him; but sometimes he can dodge them, and, +after all, every sincere prayer is answered.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>During the winter that followed the summer +when he had paid his visit to his home he worked +hard at the law, spending in study the hours the +other men on his newspaper spent in their +dissipations, and in the spring he stole away almost +secretly to Springfield, took the examination, and +was admitted to the bar.</p> + +<p class='c003'>After it was done, it seemed but a little thing; +he wrote Lavinia and he wrote Wade Powell, knowing +the interest Powell would have in the fact, that +he felt no different now as a lawyer than he had +when he was merely a layman. Weston had spent +the winter over the book he was writing; in the +spring he found a publisher, and <em>The Clutch of +Circumstance</em> was given to the world. Marley +thought it a wonderful book, and so did Lavinia, +and while it made but little noise in the world, +Weston said it had done better than he expected—so +well, in fact, that he was going to give up newspaper +work, and give his attention wholly to writing +another book.</p> + +<p class='c003'>It was a shock to Marley when Weston told him +they would have to give up their apartment; it was +a break in the life to which he had grown accustomed. +But it seemed a time of change, and it +was then he wrote Lavinia that he thought it useless +for them to wait any longer; he thought they might +as well be married then as at any time.</p> + +<p class='c003'>Unconsciously, perhaps, he wrote this letter as if +he and not she had been waiting, and if he had +known the state of the sensitive public opinion in +Macochee, he might have felt himself justified in +the attitude. Ever since his visit there the summer +before his apparent prosperity had given the sentiment +of the town an impetus in his favor; the +people had turned their criticism toward Lavinia; +for months it was a common expression that it was +a shame she was keeping Marley waiting so long. +They would nod in a sinister way, and insinuate +the worldliest of motives; it was generally under +stood that she was waiting for Marley to make a +fortune, and this, they held, was demanding too +much. She had withdrawn utterly from the society +of Macochee; and she had not gone to one +of the balls Lawrence had arranged that winter at +the Odd Fellows’ Hall; her position, outwardly +at least, was as isolated as that of the Misses Cramer, +the fragile and transparent old maids who +lived so many years in their house sheltered by the +row of cedars behind the High School grounds.</p> + +<p class='c003'>When Judge Blair received the formal letter in +which Marley told him he had asked Lavinia to +name the day and requested his approval, the judge +gave his consent with a promptness that surprised +him almost as much as it did Mrs. Blair and Lavinia. +He justified his inconsistency to his wife, +in order perhaps, the more thoroughly to justify it +to himself, by saying that he had long felt Lavinia’s +position keenly.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“If the strain has been to her anything like +what it has been to me,†he said to his wife, “they +could not have endured it much longer.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“It will be lonely here without her,†said +Mrs. Blair, pensively.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Yes,†the judge assented, and then after a moment’s +thought he added:</p> + +<p class='c003'>“But we can now begin to worry about Connie.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Don’t you dare mention that, William!†said +Mrs. Blair, almost viciously. “She mustn’t begin +to think of such a thing.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“But she’s in long dresses now, and she seems +to walk home more and more slowly every night +with those boys from the High School.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Well, I don’t propose to go through such an +experience as we have had for these last three +years, not right away, at any rate.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>The judge tried to laugh, as he said:</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Well, I’ll turn Connie over to you; I’m going +to have a little peace now.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>The judge complained that he could find no +peace, however, anywhere, so great was the preparation +that raged thereafter in the house, driving +him with his book and cigar from place to place. +Mrs. Blair and Lavinia and Connie were in fine +excitement over the gowns that were being fashioned, +and Miss Ryan lived at the Blairs’ for +weeks, while in every room there were billowy +clouds of white garments, and threads and ravelings +over all the floors.</p> + +<p class='c003'>Meanwhile it was understood that Marley, too, +was making arrangements in Chicago. He had +leased a small flat on the South Side, and had arranged +with Weston to remove most of the furniture +of their apartment into the new home where +the lovers were to set up housekeeping. Mrs. +Marley was to spare them some of the things from +her home, and Mrs. Blair, from time to time, designated +certain articles which she was willing to devote +to the cause. Chad’s contribution was merely +a suggestion; he said they could depend on the wedding +presents to fill up the gaps.</p> + +<p class='c003'>They were married in the middle of June. The +ceremony was pronounced by Doctor Marley in +the parlor of the Blair home; everybody bore up +well until, under the stress of his emotion, the +doctor’s voice broke, and then Mrs. Blair wept and +the judge wiped his eyes and his reddened, anguished +face. Mrs. Marley cried too, though every +one tried to comfort her with the assurance that +she was not losing a son, but gaining a daughter. +Connie, in her first long gown, acted as maid +for her sister, but it was evident that she was +desperately impressed by the young author of <em>The +Clutch of Circumstance</em>, who had come on from +Chicago to act as groomsman.</p> + +<p class='c003'>The company that had been invited was as +much impressed by Weston as Connie was; +they had never had an author in Macochee before, +and though most of them had such confused notions +of Weston’s performances in literature that +they grew cold with fear when they talked with +him, they nevertheless braved it out for the sake of +an experience they could boast of afterward. Most +of them took refuge in a discussion of Marley’s +achievements with him, and they gave him the +unflattering impression that Marley’s work was as +important as his own.</p> + +<p class='c003'>Many of them had plots they wished him to use +in his stories, others wished to know if he +took his characters from real life; and Mrs. Carter +was of such an acuteness that she identified +Marley as his hero, though Weston had tried to +keep his book from having any hero. George +Halliday, however, was able to save the day; he +could discriminate; he had read <em>The Clutch of +Circumstance</em>, having borrowed Lavinia’s autograph +copy, and he told Weston that while he did +not go in for realism, because it was too photographic, +too materialistic and lacked personality, +he nevertheless had enjoyed a pleasant half-hour +with the volume, and considered it not half-bad.</p> + +<p class='c003'>This conversation was held in plain hearing of +all in that difficult moment after the ceremony, +when the relatives of the bride had solemnly kissed +her, and her most intimate friends, like Mayme +Carter, had wept on her neck. The people were +standing helplessly about; Marley noticed Wade +Powell, as dignified as a clergyman, in his black +garments and white tie standing apart with his +wife.</p> + +<p class='c003'>Marley had never seen Mrs. Powell before, but +he recalled in a flash that she filled his conception +of her; and this delicate, sensitive little face +completed the picture he remembered long ago to +have formed. When he saw Powell standing there, +his hands behind him, unequal to the ordeal of +being entertained in Judge Blair’s house, bowing +stiffly and forcing a smile on the few occasions when +he was spoken to or thought he was being spoken +to, he had a wish to go to him, but he could not +then leave his place by Lavinia’s side. He was glad +a moment later when he saw his father and Wade +Powell in conversation, and as he and Lavinia +passed them on their way out to the dining-room +he heard his father say:</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Well, I’ll tell you, Mr. Powell, when I was +young my creed was founded on the fact of sin in +man; but now that I am old, I find it more and +more founded on the fact of the good that is in all +of them.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>When the supper was over, Lawrence gave the +cheer that every one wished to see come to the +wedding by clearing the parlor for a dance, and +Marley was glad that his position now permitted +him to refrain from dancing with a valid excuse.</p> + +<p class='c003'>Marley thought that Lavinia never looked so +pretty as she did when she stood at the head of +the stairs after she had donned her blue traveling +gown, drawing on her gloves and waiting for the +carriage that was to drive them to the station. +Her face was rosy in the light that filled the house, +and she met his eyes with a fond, contented glance.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Are you happy?†he asked.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Don’t you see?†she said, looking up at him.</p> + +<p class='c003'>“And will you be happy in that big city, away +from every one you know, as the wife of a newspaper +man?â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“I shall be happy anywhere with you.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Our dreams are coming true,†Marley said, +“after a fashion. And yet not just as we dreamed +them, after all.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“In all the essentials they are, aren’t they?â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Yes, but you know our dream was that I was to +practise law.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Well, we still have that dream.â€</p> + +<p class='c003'>“Yes, we still have it; maybe it will come true. +Weston says that our dreams are as much realities +in our lives as anything else.â€</p> + +<div class='c006'>THE END</div> + +<div>*** END OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK 45728 ***</div> +</body> + <!-- created with fpn.py 1.87 on 2014-05-23 09:49:33 GMT --> +</html> diff --git a/45728/45728-h/images/cover.jpg b/45728-h/images/cover.jpg Binary files differindex 12c369a..12c369a 100644 --- a/45728/45728-h/images/cover.jpg +++ b/45728-h/images/cover.jpg diff --git a/45728/45728-h/images/illus-fpc.jpg b/45728-h/images/illus-fpc.jpg Binary files differindex aca3db2..aca3db2 100644 --- a/45728/45728-h/images/illus-fpc.jpg +++ b/45728-h/images/illus-fpc.jpg diff --git a/45728/45728-8.txt b/45728/45728-8.txt deleted file mode 100644 index 9883e00..0000000 --- a/45728/45728-8.txt +++ /dev/null @@ -1,7958 +0,0 @@ -The Project Gutenberg EBook of The Happy Average, by Brand Whitlock
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- The Happy Average
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- CHAPTER I
-
- A YOUNG MAN'S FANCY
-
-"Come on, old man."
-
-Lawrence led the way with a jaunty step that was intended to show his
-easy footing with the Carters. But Marley lagged behind. Even if calling
-on girls had not been such a serious business with him, he could not
-forget that he was just graduated from college and that a certain
-dignity befitted him. He wished Lawrence would not speak so loud; the
-girls might hear, and think he was afraid; he wished to keep the truth
-from them as long as possible. He had already caught a glimpse of the
-girls, or thought he had, but before he could make sure, the vague white
-figures on the veranda stirred; he heard a scurrying, and the loose bang
-of a screen door. Then it was still. Lawrence laughed--somehow, as
-Marley felt, derisively.
-
-The way from the sidewalk up to the Carters' veranda was not long, of
-course, though it seemed long to Marley, and Marley's deliberation made
-it seem long to Lawrence. They paused at the steps of the veranda, and
-Lawrence made a low bow.
-
-"Good evening, Mrs. Carter," he said. "Ah, Captain, you here too?"
-
-Marley had not noticed the captain, or Mrs. Carter; they sat there so
-quietly, enjoying the cool of the evening, or such cool as a July
-evening can find in central Ohio.
-
-"My friend, Mr. Marley, Mrs. Carter--Glenn Marley--you've heard of him,
-Captain."
-
-Marley bowed and said something. The presentation there in the darkness
-made it rather difficult for him, and neither the captain nor his wife
-moved. Lawrence sat down on the steps and fanned himself with his hat.
-
-"Been a hot day, Captain," he said. "Think there's any sign of rain?" He
-sniffed the air. The captain did not need to sniff the air to be able to
-reply, in a voice that rumbled up from his bending figure, that he had
-no hope of any.
-
-"Mayme's home, ain't she?" asked Lawrence, turning to Mrs. Carter.
-
-"I'll go see," said Mrs. Carter, and she rose quickly, as if glad to get
-away, and the screen door slammed again.
-
-"Billy was in the bank to-day," Lawrence went on, speaking to Captain
-Carter. "He said your wheat was ready to cut. Did you get Foose all
-right?"
-
-"Yes," said the captain, "he'll give me next week."
-
-"Do you have to board the threshers?"
-
-"No, not this year; they bring along their own cook, and a tent and
-everything."
-
-"Je-rusalem!" exclaimed Lawrence. "Things _are_ changing in these days,
-ain't they? Harvesting ain't as hard on the women-folks as it used to
-be."
-
-"No," said the captain, "but I pay for it, so much extra a bushel."
-
-His head shook regretfully, but he would have lost his regrets in
-telling of the time when he had swung a cradle all day in the harvest
-field, had not Mrs. Carter's voice just then been heard calling up the
-stairs:
-
-"Mayme!"
-
-"Whoo!" answered a high, feminine voice.
-
-"Come down. There's some one here to see you."
-
-Mrs. Carter turned into the parlor, and the tall windows that opened to
-the floor of the veranda burst into light.
-
-"She'll be right down, John," said Mrs. Carter, appearing in the door.
-"You give me your hats and go right in."
-
-"All right," said Lawrence, and he got to his feet. "Come on, Glenn."
-
-Mrs. Carter took the hats of the young men and hung them on the rack,
-where they might easily have hung them themselves. Then she went back to
-the veranda, letting the screen door bang behind her, and Lawrence and
-Marley entered the parlor. Marley took his seat on one of the haircloth
-chairs that seemed to have ranged themselves permanently along the
-walls, and Lawrence went to the square piano that stood across one
-corner of the room, and sat down tentatively on the stool, swinging from
-side to side.
-
-Marley glanced at the pictures on the walls. One of them was a steel
-engraving of Lincoln and his cabinet; another, in a black oval frame,
-portrayed Captain Carter in uniform, his hair dusting the strapped
-shoulders of a coat made after the pattern that seems to have been worn
-so uncomfortably by the heroes of the Civil War. There was, however, a
-later picture of the captain, a crayon enlargement of a photograph, that
-had taken him in civilian garb. This picture, in its huge gilt frame,
-was the most aggressive thing in the room, except, possibly, the walnut
-what-not. Marley had a great fear of the what-not; it seemed to him that
-if he stirred he must topple it over, and dash its load of trinkets to
-the floor. Presently he heard the swish of skirts. Then a tall girl came
-in, and Lawrence sprang to his feet.
-
-"Hello, Mayme. What'd you run for?" he said.
-
-He had crossed the room and seized the girl's hand. She flashed a rebuke
-at him, though it was evident that the rebuke was more out of deference
-to the strange presence of Marley than for any real resentment she felt.
-
-"This is my friend, Mr. Marley, Miss Carter," Lawrence said. "You've
-heard me speak of him."
-
-Marley edged away from the what-not, rose and took the hand the girl
-gave him. Then Miss Carter crossed to the black haircloth sofa and
-seated herself, smoothing out her skirts.
-
-"Didn't know what to do, so we thought we'd come out and see you," said
-Lawrence.
-
-"Oh, indeed!" said Miss Carter. "Well, it's too bad about you. We'll do
-when you can't find anybody else to put up with you, eh?"
-
-"Oh, yes, you'll do in a pinch," chaffed Lawrence.
-
-"Well, can't you find a comfortable seat?" the girl asked, still
-addressing Lawrence, who had gone back to the piano stool.
-
-"I'm going to play in a minute," said Lawrence, "and sing."
-
-"Well, excuse _me_!" implored Miss Carter. "Do let me get you a seat."
-
-Lawrence promptly went over to the sofa and leaned back in one corner of
-it, affecting a discomfort.
-
-"Can't I get you a pillow, Mr. Lawrence?" Miss Carter asked presently.
-"Or perhaps a cot; I believe there's one somewhere in the attic."
-
-"Oh, I reckon I can stand it," said Lawrence.
-
-Marley had regained his seat on the edge of the slippery chair.
-
-"Where's Vinie?" asked Lawrence.
-
-"She's coming," answered Miss Carter.
-
-"Taking out her curl papers, eh?" said Lawrence. "She needn't mind us."
-
-Miss Carter pretended a disgust, but as she was framing a retort,
-somehow, the eyes of all of them turned toward the hall door. A girl in
-a gown of white stood there clasping and unclasping her hands curiously,
-and looking from one to another of those in the room.
-
-"Come in, Lavinia," said Miss Carter. Something had softened her voice.
-The girl stepped into the room almost timidly.
-
-"Miss Blair," said Miss Carter, "let me introduce Mr. Marley."
-
-The sudden consciousness that he had been sitting--and staring--smote
-Marley, and he sprang to his feet. Embarrassment overpowered him and he
-bowed awkwardly. Lawrence had been silent, and his silence had been a
-long one for him. Seeming to recognize this he hastened to say:
-
-"Well, how's the world using you, Vinie?"
-
-The girl smiled and answered:
-
-"Oh, pretty well, thank you, Jack."
-
-It grated on Marley to hear her called Vinie. Lavinia Blair! Lavinia
-Blair! That was her name. He had heard it before, of course, yet it had
-never sounded as it did now when he repeated it to himself. The girl had
-seated herself in a rocking-chair across the room, almost out of range,
-as it were. He was rather glad of this, if anything. It seemed to
-relieve him of the duty of talking to her. He supposed, of course, they
-would pair off somehow. The young people always did in Macochee. He
-supposed he had been brought there to pair off with Lavinia Blair. He
-liked the thought, yet the position had its responsibilities. Somehow he
-never could forget that he could not dance. He hoped they would not
-propose dancing. He always had a fear of that in making calls, and all
-the calls he made seemed to come to it soon or late; some one always
-proposed it.
-
-Marley was aware that Lawrence and Mayme Carter had resumed the exchange
-of their rude repartee, though he did not know what they had said. They
-kept laughing, too. Lavinia Blair seemed to join in the laughter if not
-in the badinage. Marley wished he might join in it. Jack Lawrence was
-evidently funnier than ever that night; Mayme Carter was convulsed. Now
-and then Lawrence said something to her in a tone too low for the others
-to hear, and these remarks pushed her to the verge of hysterics. Marley
-had a notion they were laughing at him.
-
-Meanwhile Lavinia Blair sat with her hands in her lap, smiling as though
-she were amused. Marley wondered if he amused her. He felt that he ought
-to say something, but he did not know what to say. He thought of several
-things, but, as he turned them over in his mind, he was convinced that
-they were not appropriate. So he sat and looked at Lavinia Blair, looked
-at her eyes, her mouth, her hair. He thought he had never seen such a
-complexion.
-
-Mayme Carter had snatched her handkerchief back from Lawrence, and
-retreated to her end of the sofa. There she sat up stiffly, folded her
-hands, and, though her mirth still shook her spasmodically, she said:
-
-"Now, Jack, behave yourself."
-
-Lawrence burlesqued a surprise, and said:
-
-"I'll leave it to Vine if I've done anything."
-
-Marley wondered how much further abbreviation Lavinia Blair's name would
-stand, but he was suddenly aware that he was being addressed. Miss
-Carter, with an air of dismissing Lawrence, said:
-
-"You have not been in Macochee long, have you, Mr. Marley?"
-
-Marley admitted that he had not, but said that he liked the town. When
-Lawrence explained that Marley was going to settle down there and become
-one of them, Miss Carter said she was awfully glad, but warned him
-against associating too much with Lawrence. This embarrassed Marley, if
-it did not Lawrence, and he immediately gave the scene to Lawrence, who
-guessed he would sing his song. To do so he went to the piano, and began
-to pick over the frayed sheets of music that lay on its green cover. To
-forestall him, however, Miss Carter rushed across the room and slid on
-to the piano stool herself, saying breathlessly:
-
-"Anything to stop that!"
-
-She struck a few vagrant chords, and Marley, glad of a subject on which
-he could express himself, pleaded with her to play. At last she did so.
-When she had finished, Lawrence clapped his hands loudly, and stopped
-only when a voice startled them. It was Mrs. Carter calling through the
-window:
-
-"Play your new piece, Mayme!"
-
-Miss Carter demurred, but after they had argued the question through the
-window, the daughter gave in, and played it. The music soothed Lawrence
-to silence, and when Miss Carter completed her little repertoire, his
-mockery could recover itself no further than to say:
-
-"Won't you favor us, Miss Blair?"
-
-When Lavinia Blair declined, he struck an imploring attitude and said:
-
-"Oh, please do! We're dying to hear you. You didn't leave your music at
-home, did you?"
-
-Marley heard the chairs scraping on the veranda, and the screen door
-slammed once more. Then he heard Captain Carter go up the stairs, while
-Mrs. Carter halted in the doorway of the parlor long enough to say:
-
-"You lock the front door when you come up, Mayme."
-
-Mayme without turning replied "All right," and when her mother had
-disappeared she said:
-
-"It's awful hot in here, let's go outside."
-
-Marley found himself strolling in the yard with Lavinia Blair. The moon
-had not risen, but the girl's throat and arms gleamed in the starlight;
-her white dress seemed to be a cloud of gauze; she floated, rather than
-walked, there by his side. They paused by the gate. About them were the
-voices of the summer night, the crickets, the katydids, far away the
-frogs, chirping musically. They stood a while in the silence, and then
-they turned, and were talking again.
-
-Marley did most of the talking, and all he said was about himself,
-though he did not realize that this was so. He had already told her of
-his life in the towns where his father had preached before he came to
-Macochee, and of his four years in college at Delaware. He tried to give
-her some notion of the sense of alienation he had felt as the son of an
-itinerant Methodist minister; for him no place had ever taken on the
-warm color and expression of home. He explained that as yet he knew
-little of Macochee, having been away at college when his father moved
-there the preceding fall. It was so easy to talk to her, and as he told
-her of his ambitions, the things he was going to do became so many, and
-so easy. He was going to become a lawyer; he thought he should go to
-Cincinnati.
-
-"And leave Macochee?" said Lavinia Blair.
-
-Marley caught his breath.
-
-"Would you care?" he whispered.
-
-She did not answer. He heard the crickets, the katydids, the frogs
-again; there came the perfume of the lilacs, late flowering that year;
-the heavy odor of a shrub almost overpowered him.
-
-"My father is a lawyer," Lavinia said.
-
-They had turned off the path, and were wandering over the lawn. The dew
-sparkled on it; and Marley became solicitous.
-
-"Won't you get your feet wet?" he asked.
-
-The girl laughed at the idea, but she caught up her skirts, and they
-wandered on in the shade of the tall elms. Marley did not know where
-they were. The yard seemed an endless garden, immense, unknown,
-enchanted; the dark trees all around him stood like the forest of some
-park, and the lawn stretched away to fall over endless terraces; he
-imagined statues and fountains gleaming in the heavy shadows of the
-trees. The house seemed lost in the distance, though he felt its
-presence there behind him.
-
-Once he saw the twinkle of a passing light in an upper story. He could
-no longer hear the voices of Mayme and Lawrence, but he caught the
-tinkling notes of a banjo, away off somewhere. Its music was very sweet.
-They strolled on, their feet swishing in the damp grass, then suddenly
-there was a rush, a loud barking, and a dog sprang at them out of the
-darkness. Lavinia gave a little cry. Marley was startled; he felt that
-he must run, yet he thought of the girl beside him. He must not let her
-see his fear. He stepped in front of her. He could feel her draw more
-closely to him, and he thrilled as the sense of his protectorship came
-to him. He must think of some heroic scheme of vanquishing the dog, but
-it stopped in its mad rush, and Lavinia, standing aside, said:
-
-"Why, it's only Sport!"
-
-They laughed, and their laugh was the happier because of the relief from
-their fear.
-
-"We must have wandered around behind the house," said Lavinia. "There's
-the shed."
-
-They turned, and went back. The enchantment of the yard had departed.
-Marley seemed to see things clearly once more, though his heart still
-beat as he felt the delicious sense of protectorship that had come over
-him as Lavinia shrank to his side at the moment the dog rushed at them.
-Nor could he ever forget her face as she smiled up at him in the little
-opening they came into on the side lawn. The young moon was just sailing
-over the trees. As they approached the veranda, Lawrence's voice called
-out of the darkness:
-
-"Well, where have you young folks been stealing away to?"
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER II
-
- WADE POWELL
-
-
-Marley halted at the threshold and glanced up at the sign that swung
-over the doorway. The gilt lettering of the sign had long ago been
-tarnished, and where its black sanded paint had peeled in many weathers
-the original tin was as rusty as the iron arm from which it creaked. Yet
-Macochee had long since lost its need of the shingle to tell it where
-Wade Powell's law office was. It had been for many years in one of the
-little rooms of the low brick building in Miami Street, just across from
-the Court House; it was almost as much of an institution as the Court
-House itself, with which its triumphs and its trials were identified.
-Marley gathered enough courage from his inspection of the sign to enter,
-but once inside, he hesitated. Then a heavy voice spoke.
-
-"Well, come in," it said peremptorily.
-
-Wade Powell, sitting with his feet on his table, held his newspaper
-aside and looked at Marley over his spectacles. Marley had had an ideal
-of Wade Powell, and now he had to pause long enough to relinquish the
-ideal and adjust himself to the reality. The hair was as disordered as
-his young fancy would have had it, but it was thinner than he had known
-it in his dreams, and its black was streaked with gray. The face was
-smooth-shaven, which accorded with his notion, though it had not been
-shaven as recently as he felt it should have been. But he could not
-reconcile himself to the spectacles that rested on Powell's nose, and
-pressed their bows into the flesh of his temples--the eagle eyes of the
-Wade Powell of his imagination had never known glasses.
-
-When Wade Powell slowly pulled his spectacles from his nose and tossed
-them on to the table before him, he bent his eyes on Marley, and their
-gaze, under their heavy brows, somewhat restored him, but it could not
-atone for the disappointment. Perhaps the disappointment that Marley
-felt in this moment came from some dim, unrealized sense that Wade
-Powell was growing old. The spectacles, the gray in his hair, the
-wrinkles in his face, the looseness of the skin at his jaws and at his
-throat--where a fold of it hung between the points of his collar--all
-told that Wade Powell had passed the invisible line which marks life's
-summit, and that his face was turned now toward the evening. There was
-the touch of sadness in the indistinct conception of him as a man who
-had not altogether realized the ambitions of his youth or the
-predictions of his friends, and the sadness came from the intuition that
-the failure or the half-failure was not of the heroic kind.
-
-The office in which he sat, and on which, in the long years, he had
-impressed his character, was untidy; the floor was dirty, the books on
-the shelves were dusty and leaning all awry; the set of the Ohio reports
-had not been kept up to date; one might have told by a study of them at
-just what period enterprise and energy had faltered, while the gaps here
-and there showed how an uncalculating generosity had helped a natural
-indolence by lending indiscriminately to other lawyers, who, with the
-lack of respect for the moral of the laws they pretended to revere, had
-borrowed with no thought of returning.
-
-Two or three pictures hung crookedly on the walls; the table at which
-Powell sat was old and scarred; its ink-stand had long ago gone dry and
-been abandoned; a cheap bottle, with its cork rolling tipsily by its
-side, had taken the ink-stand's place. The papers scattered over the
-table had an air of hopelessness, as though they had grown tired, like
-the clients they represented, in waiting for Powell's attention. The
-half-open door at the back led into a room that had been, and possibly
-might yet be, used as a private office or consulting room, should any
-one care to brave its darkness and its dust; but as for Wade Powell, it
-was plain that he preferred to sit democratically in the outer office,
-where all might see him, and, what was of more importance to him, where
-he might see all.
-
-The one new thing in the room was a typewriter, standing on its little
-sewing-machine table, in the corner of the room. There was no
-stenographer nor any chair for one; Marley imagined Powell, whenever he
-had occasion to write, sitting down to the machine himself, and picking
-out his pleadings painfully, laboriously and slowly, letter by letter,
-using only his index fingers. And this somehow humbled his ideal the
-more. Marley almost wished he hadn't come.
-
-"What's on your mind, young man?" said Wade Powell, leaning back in his
-chair and dropping his long arm at his side until his newspaper swept
-the floor. Marley had seated himself in a wooden chair that was
-evidently intended for clients, and he began nervously.
-
-"Well, I--"
-
-Here he stopped, overcome again by an embarrassment. A smile spread over
-Wade Powell's face, a gentle smile with a winning quality in it, and his
-face to Marley became young again.
-
-"Tell your troubles," he said. "I've confessed all the young men in
-Macochee for twenty-five years. Yes--thirty-five--" He grew suddenly
-sober as he numbered the years and then exclaimed as if to himself:
-
-"My God! Has it been that long?"
-
-He took out his watch and looked at it as if it must somehow correct his
-reckoning. For a moment, then, he thought; his gaze was far away. But
-Marley brought him back when he said:
-
-"I only want--I only want to study law."
-
-"Oh!" said Powell, and he seemed somehow relieved. "Is that all?"
-
-To Marley this seemed quite enough, and the disappointment he felt,
-which was a part of the effect Wade Powell's office had had on him,
-showed suddenly in his face. Powell glanced quickly at him, and hastened
-to reassure him.
-
-"We can fix that easily enough," he said. "Have you ever read any law?"
-
-"No," said Marley.
-
-"Been to college?"
-
-Marley told him that he had just that summer been graduated and when he
-mentioned the name of the college Powell said:
-
-"The Methodists, eh?"
-
-He could hardly conceal a certain contempt in the tone with which he
-said this, and then, as if instantly regretting the unkindness, he
-observed:
-
-"It's a good school, I'm told."
-
-He could not, however, evince an entire approval, and so seeming to
-desert the subject he hastened on:
-
-"What's your name?"
-
-"Glenn Marley."
-
-"Oh!" Wade Powell dropped his feet to the floor and sat upright. "Are
-you Preacher Marley's son?"
-
-Marley did not like to hear his father called "Preacher," and when he
-said that he was the son of Doctor Marley, Powell remarked:
-
-"I've heard him preach, and he's a damn good preacher too, I want to
-tell you."
-
-Marley warmed under this profane indorsement. He had always, from a boy,
-felt somehow that he must defend his father's position as a preacher
-from the world, as with the little world of his boyhood and youth he had
-always had to defend his own position as the son of a preacher.
-
-"Yes, sir, he's a good preacher, and a good man," Powell went on. He had
-taken a cigar from his pocket and was nipping the end from it with his
-teeth. He lighted it, and leaned back comfortably again to smoke, and
-then in tardy hospitality he drew another cigar from his waistcoat
-pocket and held it toward Marley.
-
-"Smoke?" he said, and then he added apologetically, "I didn't think; I
-never do."
-
-Marley declined the cigar, but Powell pressed it on him, saying:
-
-"Well, your father does, I'll bet. Give it to him with Wade Powell's
-compliments. He won't hesitate to smoke with a publican and sinner."
-
-Marley smiled and put the cigar away in his pocket.
-
-"I don't know, though," Powell went on slowly, speaking as much to
-himself as to Marley, while he watched the thick white clouds he rolled
-from his lips, "that he'd want you to be in my office. I know some of
-the _brethren_ wouldn't approve. They'd think I'd contaminate you."
-
-Marley would have hastened to reassure Powell had he known how to do so
-without seeming to recognize the possibility of contamination; but while
-he hesitated Powell avoided the necessity for him by asking:
-
-"Did your father send you to me?"
-
-He looked at Marley eagerly, and with an expression of unfounded hope,
-as he awaited the answer.
-
-"No," replied Marley, "he doesn't know. I haven't talked with him at
-all. I have to do something and I've always thought I'd go into the law.
-I presume it would be better to go to a law school, but father couldn't
-afford that after putting me through college. I thought I could read law
-in some office, and maybe get admitted that way."
-
-"Sure," said Powell, "it's easy enough. You'll have to learn the law
-after you get to practising anyway--and there isn't much to learn at
-that. It's mostly a fake."
-
-Marley looked at him in some alarm, at this new smiting of an idol.
-
-"I began to read law," Powell went on, "under old Judge Colwin--that is,
-what I read. I used to sit at the window with a book in my lap and watch
-the girls go by. Still," he added with a tone of doing himself some
-final justice, "it was a liberal education to sit under the old judge's
-drippings. I learned more that way than I ever did at the law school."
-
-He smoked on a moment, ruminating on his lost youth; then, bringing
-himself around to business again, he said:
-
-"How'd you happen to come to me?"
-
-"Well," said Marley, haltingly, "I'd heard a good deal of you--and I
-thought I'd like you, and then I've heard father speak of you."
-
-"You have?" said Powell, looking up quickly.
-
-"Yes."
-
-"What'd he say?"
-
-"Well, he said you were a great orator and he said you were always with
-the under dog. He said he liked that."
-
-Powell turned his eyes away and his face reddened.
-
-"Well, let's see. If you think your father would approve of your sitting
-at the feet of such a Gamaliel as I, we can--" He was squinting
-painfully at his book-shelves. "Is that Blackstone over there on the top
-shelf?"
-
-Marley got up and glanced along the backs of the dingy books, their
-calfskin bindings deeply browned by the years, their red and black
-labels peeling off.
-
-"Here's Blackstone," he said, taking down a book, "but it's the second
-volume."
-
-"Second volume, eh? Don't see the first around anywhere, do you?"
-
-Marley looked, without finding it.
-
-"Then see if Walker's there."
-
-Marley looked again.
-
-"Walker's _American Law_," Powell explained.
-
-"I don't see it," Marley said.
-
-"No, I reckon not," assented Powell, "some one's borrowed it. I seem to
-run a sort of circulating library of legal works in this town, without
-fines--though we have statutes against petit larceny. Well, hand me
-Swan's _Treatise_. That's it, on the end of the second shelf."
-
-Marley took down the book, and gave it to Powell. While Marley dusted
-his begrimed fingers with his handkerchief, Powell blew the dust off the
-top of the book; he slapped it on the arm of his chair, the dust flying
-from it at every stroke. He picked up his spectacles, put them on and
-turned over the first few leaves of the book.
-
-"You might begin on that," he said presently, "until we can borrow a
-Blackstone or a Walker for you. This book is the best law-book ever
-written anyway; the law's all there. If you knew all that contains, you
-could go in any court and get along without giving yourself away; which
-is the whole duty of a lawyer."
-
-He closed the book and gave it to Marley, who was somewhat at a loss;
-this was the final disappointment. He had thought that his introduction
-into the mysteries of the noble profession should be attended by some
-sort of ceremony. He looked at the book in his hand quite helplessly and
-then looked up at Powell.
-
-"Is that--all?" he said.
-
-"Why, yes," Powell answered. "Isn't that enough?"
-
-"I thought--that is, that I might have some duties. How am I to begin?"
-
-"Why, just open the book to the first page and read that, then turn over
-to the second page and read that, and so on--till you get to the end."
-
-"What will my hours be?"
-
-"Your hours?" said Powell, as if he did not understand. "Oh, just suit
-yourself."
-
-Marley was looking at the book again.
-
-"Don't you make any entry--any memorandum?" he asked, still unable to
-separate himself from the idea that something formal, something legal,
-should mark the beginning of such an important epoch.
-
-"Oh, you keep track of the date," said Powell, "and at the end of three
-years I'll give you a certificate. You may find that you can do most of
-your reading at home, but come around."
-
-Marley looked about the office, trying to imagine himself in this new
-situation.
-
-"I'd like, you know," he said, "to do something, if I could, to repay
-you for your trouble."
-
-"That's all right, my boy," said Powell. Then he added as if the thought
-had just come to him:
-
-"Say, can you run a typewriter?"
-
-"I can learn."
-
-"Well, that's more than I can do," said Powell, glancing at his new
-machine. "I've tried, but it would take a stationary engineer to operate
-that thing. You might help out with my letters and my pleadings now and
-then. And I'd like to have you around. You'd make good company."
-
-"Well," said Marley, "I'll be here in the morning." He still clung to
-the idea that he was to be a part of the office, to be an identity in
-the local machinery of the law. As he rose to go, a young man appeared
-in the doorway. He was tall, and the English cap and the rough Scotch
-suit he wore, with the trousers rolled up over his heavy tan shoes,
-enabled Marley to identify him instantly as young Halliday. He was
-certain of this when Powell, looking up, said indifferently:
-
-"Hello, George. Raining in London?"
-
-"Oh, I say, Powell," replied Halliday, ignoring a taunt that had grown
-familiar to him, "that Zeller case--we would like to have that go over
-to the fall term, if you don't mind."
-
-"Why don't you settle it?" asked Powell.
-
-Halliday was leaning against the door-post, and had drawn a short brier
-pipe from his pocket. Before he answered, he paused long enough to fill
-it with tobacco. Then he said:
-
-"You'll have to see the governor about that--it's a case he's been
-looking after."
-
-"Oh, well," said Powell, with his easy acquiescence, "all right."
-
-Halliday had pressed the tobacco into the bowl of the pipe and struck a
-match.
-
-"Then, I'll tell old Bill," he said, pausing in his sentence to light
-his pipe, "to mark it off the assignment."
-
-Marley watched Halliday saunter away, with a feeling that mixed
-admiration with amazement. He could not help admiring his clothes, and
-he felt drawn toward him as a college man from a school so much greater
-than his own, though he felt some resentment because Halliday had never
-once given a sign that he was aware of Marley's presence. His amazement
-came from the utter disrespect with which Halliday referred to Judge
-Blair. Old Bill! Marley had caught his breath. He would have liked to
-discuss Halliday with Powell, but the lawyer seemed to be as indifferent
-to Halliday's existence as Halliday had been to Marley's, and when
-Marley saw that Powell was not likely to refer to him, he started toward
-the door. As he went Powell resumptively called after him:
-
-"I'll get a Blackstone for you in a day or two. Be down in the morning."
-
-Marley went away bearing Swan's _Treatise_ under his arm. He looked up
-at the Court House across the way; the trees were stirring in the light
-winds of summer, and their leaves writhed joyously in the sun. The
-windows of the Court House were open, and he could hear the voice of
-some lawyer arguing a cause to the jury. Marley thought of Judge Blair
-sitting there, the jury in its box, the sleepy bailiff drowsing in his
-place, the accustomed attorneys and the angry litigants, and his heart
-began to beat a little more rapidly, for the thought of Judge Blair
-brought the thought of Lavinia Blair. And in the days to come, when he
-should be arguing a cause to a jury, as that lawyer, whose voice came
-pealing and echoing in sudden and surprising shouts through the open
-windows, was arguing a cause now, would Lavinia Blair be interested?
-
-He had imagined that a day so full of importance for him would be marked
-by greater ceremonials, and yet while he was disappointed, he was
-reassured. He had solved a problem, he had done with inaction, he had
-made a beginning, he was entered at last upon a career. As all the
-events of the recent years rushed on him, the years of college life, the
-decisions and indecisions of his classmates, their vague troubles about
-a career, he felt a pride that he had so soon solved that problem. He
-felt a certain superiority too, that made him carry his head high, as he
-turned into Main Street and marched across the Square. It required only
-decision and life was conquered. He saw the years stretching out
-prosperously before him, expanding as his ambitions expanded. He was
-glad that he had tackled life so promptly, that he had come so quickly
-to an issue with it; it was not so bad, viewed thus close, as it had
-been from a distance. He laughed at the folly of all the talk he had
-heard about the difficulty of young men getting a start in these days;
-he must write to his fraternity fellows at once, and tell them what he
-had done and how he was succeeding. They would surely see that at the
-bar he would do, not only himself, but them, the greatest credit, and
-they would be proud.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER III
-
- GREENWOOD LAKE
-
-
-The girls, flitting about with nervous laughter and now and then little
-screams, had spread long cloths over the table of plain boards that had
-served so many picnic parties at Greenwood Lake; the table-cloths and
-the dresses of the girls gleamed white in the amber light that streamed
-across the little sheet of water, though the slender trees, freshened by
-the morning shower that threatened to spoil the outing, were beginning
-to darken under the shadows that diffused themselves subtly through the
-grove, as if there were exudations of the heavy foliage.
-
-Lawrence, in his white ducks, stood by the table, assuming to direct the
-laying of the supper. His immense cravat of blue was the only bit of
-color about him, unless it were his red hair, which he had had clipped
-that very morning, and his shorn appearance intensified his comic air.
-Marley, sitting apart on the stump of a small oak, could hear the
-burlesque orders Lawrence shouted at the girls. The girls were convulsed
-by his orders; at times they had to put their dishes down lest in their
-laughter they spill the food or break the china; just then Marley saw
-Mayme Carter double over suddenly, her mass of yellow hair lurching
-forward to her brow, while the woods rang with her laughter. The other
-men were off looking after the horses.
-
-Lavinia moved quickly here and there, smiling joyously, her face
-flushed; though she laughed as the others did at Lawrence's drollery,
-she did not laugh as loudly, and she did not scream. Just now she rose
-from bending over the table, and brushed her brown hair from her brow
-with the back of her hand, while she stood and surveyed the table as if
-to see what it lacked. When she raised her hand the sleeve of her muslin
-gown fell away from her wrist and showed her slender forearm, white in
-the calm light of evening. Marley could not take his eyes from her. She
-ran into the pavilion, her little low shoes flashed below her
-petticoats, and he grew sad; when she reappeared, all her movements
-seemed to be new, to have fresh beauties. Then he suspected that the
-girls were laughing at him and he felt miserable.
-
-He thought of himself sitting alone and apart, an awkward, ungainly
-figure. He longed to go away, yet he feared that, if he did, he would
-not have the courage to come back. He shifted his position, only to make
-matters worse. Then suddenly his feeling took the form of a rage with
-Lawrence; he longed to seize Lawrence and kick him, to pitch him into
-the lake, to humiliate him before the girls. He thought he saw all at
-once that Lawrence had been making fun of him, surreptitiously; that was
-what had made the girls laugh so.
-
-There was some little consolation in the thought that Lavinia did not
-laugh as much as the others; perhaps, if she did not care to defend him,
-she at least pitied him. And then he began to pity himself. The whole
-evening stretched before him; pretty soon he would have to move up to
-the table, and sit down on the narrow little benches that were fastened
-between the trees; then after supper they would begin their dancing and
-when that came he did not see what he could do.
-
-The only pleasure he had had that afternoon had been on the way out; he
-had been alone with Lavinia, and the four miles of pleasant road that
-lay between the town and Greenwood Lake were too short for all the
-happiness Marley found in them. He could feel Lavinia again by his side,
-her hands folded on the thin old linen lap-robe. He could not recall a
-word they had said, but it seemed to him that the conversation had
-flowed on intimately and tranquilly; she had been so close and
-sympathetic; and he would always remember how her eyes had been raised
-to his. The fields with the wheat in shock had swept by in the beauty of
-harvest time; the road, its dust laid by the morning shower, had rolled
-under the wheels of the buggy softly, smoothly and noiselessly; the air
-had been odorous with the scent of green things freshened by the rain,
-and had vibrated with the sounds of summer.
-
-Then suddenly his reverie was broken. The men were gathering about the
-table with the girls; all of them looked at him expectantly.
-
-"Here, you!" called Lawrence. "Do you think we're going to do all the
-work? Come, get in the game, and don't look so solemn--this ain't a
-funeral."
-
-They all laughed, and Marley felt his face flame, but he rose and went
-over to the table, halting in indecision.
-
-"Run get some water," ordered Lawrence, imperatively waving his hand.
-"Mayme," he shouted, "hand him the pitcher! Step lively, now. The
-men-folks are hungry after their day's work. Has any one got a pitcher
-concealed about his person? What did you do with the pitcher, Glenn?
-Take it to water your horse?"
-
-They were laughing uproariously, and Marley was plainly discomfited. But
-Lavinia stepped to his side, a large white pitcher in her hand. "I'll
-show you," she said.
-
-They started away together, and Marley felt a protection in her
-presence. A little way farther he suddenly thought of the pitcher, which
-Lavinia still was bearing, and he took it from her. As he seized the
-handle their fingers became for an instant entangled.
-
-"Did I hurt you?" he asked.
-
-"Oh, no!" she assured him, and as they walked on, out of the sight of
-the laughing group behind them, an ease came over him.
-
-"Do you know where the well is?" he asked.
-
-"Oh, yes," she answered. "It's down here. I could have come just as well
-as not."
-
-"I'm glad to come," he said; and then he added, "with _you_."
-
-They had reached the wooden pump behind the pavilion. The little sheet
-of water curved away like a crescent, following the course of the stream
-of which it was but a widening. Its little islands were mirrored in its
-surface. The sun was just going down, the sky beyond the lake was rosy,
-and the same rosy hue now suffused everything; the waters themselves
-were reddened.
-
-It was very still, and the peace of the evening lay on them both.
-Lavinia stood motionless, and looked out across the water to the little
-Ohio hills that rolled away toward the west. She stood and gazed a long
-time, her hands at her sides, yet with their fingers open and extended,
-as if the beauty of the scene had suddenly transfixed her. Marley did
-not see the lake or the sun, the islands or the hills; he saw only the
-girl before him, the outline of her cheek, the down on it showing fine
-in the pure light, the hair that nestled at her neck, the curve from her
-shoulder to her arms and down to her intent fingers. At last she sighed,
-and looked up at him.
-
-"Isn't it all beautiful?" she said solemnly.
-
-"Beautiful?" he repeated, as if in question, not knowing what she said.
-
-Just then they heard Lawrence hallooing, and Marley began to pump
-vigorously. He rinsed out the pitcher, then filled it, and they went
-back, walking closely side by side, and they did not speak all the way.
-
-Mayme Carter, who, as it seemed, had a local reputation as a compounder
-of lemonade, had the lemons and the sugar all ready when Marley and
-Lavinia rejoined the group, and Lawrence, as he seized the pitcher,
-said:
-
-"I see that, between you, you've spilled nearly all of the water, but I
-guess Mayme and I'll have to make it do."
-
-The others laughed at this, as they did at all of Lawrence's speeches,
-and then they turned and laughed at Marley and Lavinia, though the men,
-who as yet did not feel themselves on terms with Marley, had a subtile
-manner of not including him in their ridicule, however little they
-spared Lavinia.
-
-The supper was eaten with the hunger their spirits and the fresh air had
-given them and Marley, placed, as of course, by Lavinia's side, felt
-sheltered by her, as he felt sheltered by all the talk that raged about
-him. He wished that he could join in the talk, but he could not discover
-what it was all about. Once, in a desperate determination to assert
-himself, he did mention a book he had been reading, but his remark
-seemed to have a chilling effect from which they did not recover until
-Lawrence, out of his own inexhaustible fund of nonsense, restored them
-to their inanities. He tried to hide his embarrassment by eating the
-cold chicken, the ham and sardines, the potato chips and pickles, the
-hard-boiled eggs and sandwiches that went up and down the board in
-endless procession, and he was thankful, when he thought of it, that
-Lawrence seemed to forget him, though Lawrence had forgotten no one else
-there. He seemed to note accurately each mouthful every one took.
-
-"Hand up another dozen eggs for Miss Winters, Joe," he called to one of
-the men, and then they all laughed at Miss Winters.
-
-When the cake came, Lawrence identified each kind with some remark about
-the mother of the girl who had brought it, and tasted all, because, as
-he said, he could not afford to show partiality. The fun lagged somewhat
-as the meal neared its end, but Lawrence revived it instantly and
-sensationally by rising suddenly, bending far over toward Lavinia in a
-tragic attitude and saying:
-
-"Why, Vine, child, you haven't eaten a mouthful! I do believe you're in
-love!"
-
-The company burst into laughter, but they suddenly stopped when they saw
-Marley. His face showed his anger with them, and he made a little
-movement, but Lavinia smiled up at Lawrence, and said:
-
-"Well, Jack, it's evident that _you're_ not."
-
-And then they all laughed at Lawrence, and the girls clapped their
-hands, while Marley, angry now with himself, tried to laugh with them.
-
-When they stopped laughing Lawrence produced his cigarettes, and tossing
-one to Marley in a way that delicately conveyed a sense of intimacy and
-affection, he said:
-
-"When you girls get your dishes done up we'll be back and see if we
-can't think up something to entertain you," and then he called Marley
-and with him and the other men strolled down to the lake.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER IV
-
- MOONLIGHT
-
-
-The dance was proposed almost immediately. Marley had hoped up to the
-very last minute that something, possibly a miracle, would prevent it,
-but scarcely had the men finished their first cigarettes before Howard
-was saying:
-
-"Well, let's be getting back to the girls. They'll want to dance."
-
-Howard spoke as if the dancing would be a sacrifice on the part of the
-men to the pleasure of the girls, but they all turned at once, some of
-them flinging their cigarettes into the water, as if to complete the
-sacrifice, and started back. When they reached the pavilion, Payson and
-Gallard took instruments out of green bags, Payson a guitar and Gallard
-a mandolin, and Lawrence, bustling about over the floor, shoving the few
-chairs against the unplastered wooden walls, was shouting:
-
-"Tune 'em up, boys, tune 'em up!"
-
-The first tentative notes of the strings twanged in the hollow room, and
-Lawrence was asking the girls for dances, scribbling their names on his
-cuff with a disregard of its white polished linen almost painful.
-
-"I'll have to divide up some of 'em, you know, girls," he said. "Jim and
-Elmer have to play, and that makes us two men shy. But I'll do the best
-I can--wish I could take you all in my arms at once and dance with you."
-
-The girls, standing in an expectant, eager little group, clutched one
-another nervously, and pretended to sneer at Lawrence's patronage.
-
-Marley was standing with Lavinia near the door. He was trying to affect
-an ease; he knew by the way the other girls glanced at him now and then
-that they were speculating on his possibilities as a partner; he tried
-just then to look as if he were going to dance as all the other men
-were, yet he felt the necessity of confessing to Lavinia.
-
-"You know," he said contritely, "that I don't dance."
-
-She looked up, a disappointment springing to her eyes too quickly for
-her to conceal it. She was flushed with pleasure and excitement, and
-tapping her foot in time with the chords Payson and Gallard were trying
-on their instruments. Marley saw her surprise.
-
-"I ought not to have come," he said; "I've no business here."
-
-The look of disappointment in Lavinia's eyes had gone, and in its place
-was now an expression of sympathy.
-
-"It makes no difference," she said. And then she added in a low voice:
-"I'll not dance either; there are too many of us girls anyway."
-
-"Oh, don't let me keep you from it," said Marley, and yet a joy was
-shining in his eyes. She turned away and blushed.
-
-"I'll give you all my dances," she said; "we can sit them out."
-
-"But it won't be any fun for you," protested Marley. And just then
-Lawrence came up.
-
-"Say, Glenn," he said, "if you don't want to dance I'll take Lavinia for
-the first number."
-
-The guitar and mandolin, after a long preliminary strumming to get
-themselves in tune, suddenly burst into _The Georgia Campmeeting_, and
-the couples were instantly springing across the floor.
-
-"Come on, Vine," said Lawrence, his fingers twitching. And Lavinia,
-eager, trembling, alive, casting one last glance at Marley, said "Just
-this one!" and went whirling away with Lawrence.
-
-Marley moved aside, awkwardly, when the couples, sweeping in a long oval
-stream around the little room, whirled past him. Lavinia danced with a
-grace that almost hurt him; she was laughing as she looked up into
-Lawrence's face, talking to him as they danced. Marley felt a gloom,
-almost a rage, settle on him. He looked up and down the room. At the
-farther end, through the door by which the musicians sat swinging their
-feet over their knees in time to the tune they played, he could see the
-man who kept the grounds at the lake, looking on at the dance; his wife
-was with him, and they smiled contentedly at the joy of the young
-people.
-
-Marley could not bear their joy, any more than he could bear the joy of
-the dancers, and he looked away from them. Glancing along the wall he
-saw a girl, sitting alone. It was Grace Winters; she was older than the
-others, and she sat there sullenly, her dark brows contracted under her
-dark hair. Marley felt drawn toward her by a common trouble, and he
-thought, instantly, that he might appear less conspicuous if he went and
-sat beside her. As he approached, her sallow face brightened with a
-brilliant smile of welcome and she drew aside her skirts to make a place
-for him, though there was no one else on all that side of the room.
-Marley sat down.
-
-"It's warm, isn't it?" he said.
-
-"Yes," Miss Winters replied, "almost too warm to dance, don't you
-think?"
-
-Marley tried to express his acquiescence in the polite smile he had seen
-the other men use before the dance began, but he did not feel that he
-carried it off very well.
-
-"I should think you'd be dancing, Mr. Marley," Miss Winters said. "I
-hear you are a splendid dancer. Don't you care to dance this evening?"
-
-"I can't dance," said Marley, crudely.
-
-He was looking at Lavinia, following her young figure as it glided past
-with Lawrence. Miss Winters turned away. Her face became gloomy again,
-and she said nothing more. Marley was absorbed in Lavinia, and they sat
-there together silent, conspicuous and alone, in a wide separation.
-
-Marley thought the dance never would end. It seemed to him that the
-dancers must drop from fatigue; but at last the mandolin and guitar
-ceased suddenly, the girls cried out a disappointed unisonant "Oh!" and
-then they all laughed and clapped their hands. Lavinia and Lawrence were
-coming up, glowing with the joy of the dance.
-
-"Oh, that was splendid, Jack!" Lavinia cried, putting back her hair with
-that wave of her hand.
-
-Lawrence's face was redder than ever. He leaned over and in a whisper
-that was for Lavinia and Marley together he said:
-
-"Lavinia, you're the queen dancer of the town." And then he turned to
-Miss Winters.
-
-"Grace," he said, distributing himself with the impartiality he felt his
-position as a social leader demanded, "you've promised me a dance for a
-long time. Now's my chance."
-
-"Why certainly, Jack," Miss Winters said, with her brilliant smile, and
-then she took Lawrence's arm and drew him away, as if otherwise he might
-escape.
-
-"Take me outdoors!" said Lavinia to Marley. "Those big lamps make it
-_so_ hot in here."
-
-Marley was glad to leave, and they went out on to the little piazza of
-the pavilion. Lavinia stood on the very edge of the steps, and drank in
-the fresh air eagerly.
-
-"Oh!" she said. "Oh! Isn't it delicious!"
-
-The darkness lay thick between the trees. The air was rich with the
-scent of the mown fields that lay beyond the grove. The insects shrilled
-contentedly. Marley stood and looked at Lavinia, standing on the edge of
-the steps, her body bent a little forward, her face upturned. She put
-back her hair again.
-
-"Let's go on down!" she said, a little adventurous quality in her tone.
-She ran lightly down the steps, Marley after her.
-
-"Won't you take cold?" he asked, bending close to her.
-
-She looked up and laughed. They were walking on, unconsciously making
-their way toward the edge of the little lake. Marley felt the white form
-floating there beside him and a happiness, new, unknown before, came to
-him. They were on the edge of the little lake. Before them the water
-lay, dark now, and smooth. A small stage was moored to the shore and a
-boat was fastened to it. They could hear the light lapping of the water
-that barely stirred the boat. Presently Lavinia ran out on to the stage.
-She gave a little spring, and rocked it up and down; then smiled up at
-Marley like a child venturing in forbidden places. Marley stepped
-carefully on to the stage.
-
-"Isn't it a perfect night?" Lavinia said, looking up at the dark purple
-sky, strewn with all the stars. Marley looked at her white throat.
-
-"The most beautiful night I ever knew!" he said. He spoke solemnly,
-devoutly, and Lavinia turned and gazed on him. Marley touched the boat
-with the toe of his shoe.
-
-"We might row," he said almost timidly.
-
-"Could we?" inquired Lavinia.
-
-"If we may take the boat."
-
-"Oh, of course--anybody may. Can you row?"
-
-Marley laughed. He had rowed in the college crew on the old Olentangy at
-Delaware. His laugh was a complete answer to Lavinia. She approached the
-boat, and Marley bent over and drew it alongside the stage.
-
-"Get in," he said. It was good to find something he could do. He helped
-her carefully into the boat, and held it firmly until she had arranged
-herself in the stern, her feet against the cleats, and her white skirts
-tucked about her. Then he took his seat, shipped the oars and shoved
-off. He swept the boat out into the deep water, and rowed away up the
-lake. He rowed precisely, feathering his oars, that she might see how
-much a master he was. They did not speak for a long time. First one,
-then the other, of the little islands swept darkly by; the water slapped
-the bow of the boat as Marley urged it forward. The lights of the
-pavilion on the shore twinkled an instant, then went out behind the
-trees. They could hear the distant mellow thrumming of the guitar and
-the tinkle of the mandolin.
-
-"Are you too cool?" he asked presently.
-
-"Oh, no, not at all!" said Lavinia.
-
-"Hadn't you better take my coat?" Marley persisted. The idea of putting
-his coat about her thrilled him.
-
-"You'll need it," she said.
-
-"No, I'll be warm rowing."
-
-She shook her head, and smiled. They drifted on. Still came the distant
-strumming of the guitar and the tinkle of the mandolin. Marley thought
-of the young people dancing, and then, noting Lavinia's silence, he
-asked, out of the doubt that was his one remaining annoyance:
-
-"Wouldn't you rather be back there dancing?"
-
-"No, no!" she answered softly.
-
-"I'm ashamed of myself."
-
-"Why?" She started a little.
-
-"Because I can't dance!" There was guilt in his tone.
-
-"You mustn't feel that way about it," Lavinia said. "It's nothing."
-
-"Isn't it?"
-
-"No. It's easy to learn."
-
-"I never could learn."
-
-Lavinia was still, and Marley thought she assented to this. But in
-another moment she spoke again.
-
-"I--" she began, and then she hesitated.
-
-Marley stopped rowing and rested on his oars. The water lapped the bows
-of the boat as it slackened its speed.
-
-"I could teach you," Lavinia went on.
-
-"Could you?" Marley leaned forward eagerly.
-
-"I'd like to." She was trailing one white hand in the water.
-
-"Will you?"
-
-"Yes," she said. "We can do it over at Mayme's--any time. She'll play
-for us."
-
-Marley felt a great gratitude, and he wondered how he could pour it
-forth upon her.
-
-"You are too good to me," he exclaimed.
-
-Then, suddenly, a change came over the dark surface of the waters. A
-mellow quality touched them; they seemed to tremble ecstatically, then
-they broke into sparkling ripples; the air quivered with a luminous
-beauty and a light flooded the little valley. Marley and Lavinia turned
-instinctively and looked up, and there, over the tops of the trees,
-black a moment before, now rounded domes of silver, rose the moon. They
-gazed at it a long time. Finally Marley turned and looked at Lavinia.
-Her white dress had become a drapery, her arms gleamed, her eyes were
-lustrous in the transfiguration of the moonlight. He could see that her
-lips were slightly parted, and her fingertips, dipped in the cool water
-over the gunwale of the boat, trailed behind them a long narrow thread
-of silver. They looked into each other's eyes, and neither spoke. They
-drifted on. At last, Marley said:
-
-"Lavinia!"
-
-She stirred.
-
-"Do you know--" he began, and then he stopped. "Don't you know," he went
-on, "can't you see, that I love you?"
-
-He rested his arms on the oars, and leaned over toward her.
-
-"I've loved you ever since that first night--do you remember? I know--I
-know I'm not good enough, but can't you--can't I--love you?"
-
-He saw her eyelids fall, and as she turned and looked over the side of
-the boat, she put forth her hand, and he took it.
-
-They were awakened from the dream by a call, and after what seemed to
-Marley a long time, he finally remembered the voice as Lawrence's.
-
-"We must go back," he said reluctantly. "How long have we been gone?"
-
-"I don't know," said Lavinia. He heard her sigh.
-
-Marley pulled the boat in the direction whence came the hallooing voice;
-he had quite lost all notion of their whereabouts. But presently they
-saw the lights of the pavilion, and then the dark figures of the men,
-and the white figures of the girls on shore.
-
-As they pulled up and Marley sprang out of the boat to the landing
-stage, Lawrence said:
-
-"Well, where have you babes been?"
-
-Marley helped Lavinia out of the boat.
-
-"We've been rowing," he said.
-
-"We thought you'd been drowned," said Lawrence.
-
-Marley and Lavinia drove home together in silence. In the light of the
-moon, the road was silver, and the fields with their shocks of wheat
-were gold.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER V
-
- THE SERENADE
-
-
-"I don't know what ails Lavinia," said Mrs. Blair to her husband as he
-sat on the veranda after dinner the next day. The judge laid his paper
-in his lap, and looked up at his wife over his glasses.
-
-"Isn't she well?" he asked.
-
-"M--yes," replied Mrs. Blair, prolonging the word in her lack of
-conviction, "I guess so."
-
-"Don't you know?" the judge demanded in some impatience with her
-uncertainty.
-
-"She says she feels all right."
-
-"Well, then, what makes you think she isn't?"
-
-"Oh, I don't know," replied Mrs. Blair, "she seems so quiet, that's
-all."
-
-"Lavinia is not a girl given to excitement or demonstration," said the
-judge, lapsing easily into the manner of speech he had cultivated on the
-bench.
-
-"No, that's so," assented Mrs. Blair. "But she's always cheerful and
-bright."
-
-"Is she gloomy?"
-
-"No, I wouldn't exactly call it that, but she seems preoccupied--rather
-wistful I should say, yes--wistful." She seemed pleased to have found
-the right word.
-
-"Oh, she's all right. That picnic last night may have fatigued her. I
-presume there was dancing."
-
-"Yes."
-
-"I don't know that we should let her go out that way." The judge took
-off his glasses and twirled them by their black cord while he gazed
-across the street, apparently at some dogs that were tumbling each other
-about in the Chenowiths' yard. The judge had a subconscious anxiety that
-they would get into Mrs. Chenowith's flower beds.
-
-"You and I used to go to them; they never hurt us," argued Mrs. Blair.
-
-"No, I suppose not. But then--that was different."
-
-Mrs. Blair laughed lightly, and the laugh served to dissipate their
-cares. She went to the edge of the veranda and pulled a few leaves from
-the climbing rose-vine that grew there, and the judge put on his glasses
-and spread out his paper.
-
-"I'll take her out for a drive this afternoon," said Mrs. Blair, turning
-to go indoors.
-
-"She'll be all right," said the judge, already deep in the political
-columns.
-
-That night at supper, the judge looked at Lavinia closely, and after a
-while he said:
-
-"You're not eating, Lavinia. Don't you feel well?"
-
-Lavinia turned to her father and smiled.
-
-"Oh, I'm all right."
-
-Her smile perplexed the judge.
-
-"You look pale," he said.
-
-Mrs. Blair glanced warningly at him the length of the table.
-
-"My girl's losing her color," he forged ahead.
-
-Lavinia dropped her eyelids, and a look of pain appeared in her face,
-causing it to grow paler.
-
-"Please don't worry about me, papa," she said.
-
-Mrs. Blair divined Lavinia's dislike of this personal discussion. She
-tried to catch her husband's eye again, but he was looking at Lavinia
-narrowly through his glasses.
-
-"Did you go riding this afternoon?" he asked as if he were examining a
-witness whom counsel had not drawn out properly.
-
-"Yes," Mrs. Blair hastened to say. "We drove out the Ludlow a long way."
-
-"She was riding last night, too," said Connie.
-
-"Who with?" demanded Chad, turning to Connie with the challenge he
-always had ready for her.
-
-"Who with?" retorted Connie. "Why, Glenn Marley, of course. Who else?"
-
-"Well, what of it?" demanded Chad. "What's it to you?"
-
-"Oh, children, children!" protested Mrs. Blair, wearily. "Do give us a
-little peace!"
-
-"Well, she began it," said Chad.
-
-Connie was eating savagely, but she whirled on Chad, speaking with
-difficulty because her mouth was filled with food:
-
-"You shut up, will you?"
-
-Chad laughed with a contempt almost theatrical, waved his hand lightly
-and said:
-
-"Run away, little girl, run away."
-
-Mrs. Blair asked the judge why he did not correct his children, and
-though the sigh he gave expressed the hopelessness, as it seemed to him,
-of bringing the two younger members of his train into anything like
-decorous behavior, he laid his knife and fork in his plate.
-
-"This must cease," he said. "It is scandalous. One might conclude that
-you were the children of some family in Lighttown."
-
-"It is very trying," said Mrs. Blair, acquiescing in her husband's
-reproof. "They are just like fire and tow." She said this quite
-impersonally and then turned to Connie: "If you can't behave yourself,
-I'll have to send you from the table."
-
-"That's it!" wailed Connie. "That's it! Blame everything on to me!"
-
-Mrs. Blair looked severely at her, and Connie's face reddened. She
-glanced angrily at her mother and began again:
-
-"Well, I--"
-
-The judge rapped the table smartly with his knuckles.
-
-"Now I want this stopped!" he said. "And right away. If it isn't I'll--"
-He was about to say if it wasn't he would clear the room, as he was fond
-of saying whenever the idle spectators in his court showed signs of
-being human, but he did not finish his sentence. Chad was subdued and
-decorous, and Connie drooped her head, and began to gulp her food. Her
-eyes were filling with tears and the tears began to fall, slowly, one by
-one, splashing heavily into her plate.
-
-Lavinia was trembling; she tried to control herself, tried to lift her
-glass, but when she did, her hand shook so that the water was likely to
-spill. This completed the undoing of her nerves, her eyes suddenly
-flooded with tears, and she snatched her handkerchief from her lap, rose
-precipitately, and hurried from the room, dropping her napkin as she
-went. They heard her going up the stairs, and presently the door of her
-room closed.
-
-Connie had followed Lavinia with her misty eyes as she left the table
-and now she too prepared to leave. She felt a sudden pity springing from
-her great love of her older sister, and her great pride in her, and she
-felt a contrition, though she tried to convict Chad, as the latest
-object of her fiery and erratic temper, by glowering at him.
-
-"I'll go to her," she said, "_I_ can comfort her!"
-
-"No, stay where you are," said her mother. "Just leave her alone."
-
-The evening light of the summer day flooded into the dining-room;
-outside a robin was singing. In the room there was constraint and heavy
-silence, broken only by the slight clatter of the silver or the china.
-But after a while the judge spoke:
-
-"Did Lavinia go to the picnic with young Marley?" he asked. He regretted
-instantly that he had revived the topic that had given rise to the
-difficulty, but as it lay on the minds of all, it was impossible, just
-then, to escape its influence.
-
-"I believe so," said Mrs. Blair. "He really seems like a nice young
-man."
-
-The judge scowled.
-
-"I don't know," he said. "He's in the office of Wade Powell--I suppose
-he is the one, isn't he?" He thought it unbecoming that a judge should
-show an intimate knowledge of the relations of young men who were merely
-studying law.
-
-"Yes, sir," said Chad, maintaining his own dignity.
-
-"Everybody seems to speak well of him," said Mrs. Blair.
-
-"But I can't quite reconcile that with his selecting Wade Powell as a
-preceptor. I would hardly consider his influence the best in the world,
-and I would imagine that Doctor Marley would hold to the same opinion."
-
-Judge Blair spoke with a certain disappointment in Doctor Marley. He had
-gone to hear him preach once or twice, and found, as he said, an
-intellectual quality in his utterances that he missed in the sermons Mr.
-Hill had been preaching for twenty years in the Presbyterian church.
-
-"Perhaps he doesn't know Wade Powell," said Mrs. Blair. "Doctor Marley
-is comparatively a stranger here, you know."
-
-"Yes, I presume that explains it. But--" he shook his head. He could not
-forgive any one who showed respect for Wade Powell. "Powell has little
-business except a certain criminal practice, and now and then a personal
-injury case."
-
-"Is there anything wrong in personal injury cases?" asked Mrs. Blair.
-
-The judge looked at his wife in surprise.
-
-"Well, I suppose you know, don't you," he said, "that such cases are
-taken on contingent fees?" He spoke with the natural judicial contempt
-of the poor litigant.
-
-"Of course, dear," she replied, "I shall not undertake to defend Mr.
-Powell. He's a wild sort."
-
-"Yes; a drunkard, practically," said Judge Blair, "and an infidel
-besides. The moral environment there is certainly not one for a young
-man--"
-
-"Is he really an _infidel_?" asked Mrs. Blair, abruptly dropping her
-knife and fork.
-
-"Well," replied the judge with the judicial affectation of fairness,
-"he's at least a free-thinker. Perhaps agnostic were the better word.
-That is one reason why I can not understand Doctor Marley's permitting
-his son to be associated with him. It seems to me to argue a weakness,
-or a lack of observation in the doctor, as it does a certain depravity
-of taste in his son."
-
-They discussed Marley until the meal was done, and Connie and Chad had
-gone out of doors. Judge Blair followed his wife into the sitting-room.
-
-"I'm worried, I'll admit," said the judge. "What could it have been that
-so distressed her?"
-
-"Oh well, the children's little quarrels were too much for her nerves."
-
-"I suppose so."
-
-They were silent and thoughtful, sitting together, rocking gently in
-their chairs as the twilight stole into the room.
-
-"It's too bad he's going to study law," the judge said after a while.
-
-He shook his gray head dubiously.
-
-"But you always say that about any one who's going to study law," Mrs.
-Blair argued. "You even said it about George Halliday when his father
-took him into partnership."
-
-"Well, it's bad business nowadays unless a young man wants to go to the
-city, and it's hard to get a foothold there."
-
-"But you began as a lawyer," she urged, as though he had finished as
-something else.
-
-"It was different in my day."
-
-"And you've always done well in the law," Mrs. Blair went on, ignoring
-his distinction.
-
-"Oh yes," the judge said in a tone that expressed a sense of individual
-exception. "But I went on the bench just in time to save my bacon.
-There's no telling what might have become of us if I had remained in the
-practice."
-
-They were silent long enough for him to feel the relief he had always
-found in his salaried position, and then he said:
-
-"You don't suppose--"
-
-"Oh, certainly not!" his wife hastened to assure him.
-
-"Well, I think it would be well, perhaps, to watch her closely. I don't
-just like the notion."
-
-"But his father is--"
-
-"Yes, but after all, we really know nothing about him."
-
-"That is true."
-
-"And then Lavinia's so young."
-
-"Yes."
-
-"I'd go to her."
-
-"After a while," Mrs. Blair said.
-
-They heard steps on the veranda, and then the voices of Mr. and Mrs.
-Chenowith who had run across, as Mrs. Chenowith said, when Mrs. Blair
-met them in the darkness that filled the wide hall, to see how they all
-were. The Chenowiths begged Mrs. Blair not to light the gas; they
-preferred to sit out of doors. The Chenowiths remained all the evening.
-When they had gone, the judge drew the chairs indoors, while Mrs. Blair
-rolled up the wide strip of red carpet that covered the steps of the
-veranda. And when they had gone up to their room, Mrs. Blair stole
-across to Lavinia, softly closing the door behind her.
-
-She found the girl stretched on her bed, her face buried in the pillows,
-which were wet with her tears.
-
-"What is troubling my little girl?" she asked. She sat down on the side
-of the bed, and lightly stroked Lavinia's soft hair. The girl stirred,
-and drew herself close to her mother. Mrs. Blair did not speak, but
-continued to stroke her hair, and waited. Presently Lavinia cried out:
-
-"Oh, mama! mama!"
-
-And then she was in her mother's arms, weeping on her mother's breast.
-
-"I've never kept anything from you before, mama," Lavinia cried.
-
-"No," Mrs. Blair whispered. "Can't you tell mama now?"
-
-And then with her mother's arms about her Lavinia told her all. When she
-had finished she lay tranquilly. Mrs. Blair was relieved and yet her
-troubles had but grown the more complicated. She saw all the intricate
-elements with which she would have to deal, and she quailed before them,
-realizing what tact would be required of her.
-
-"The coming of love should be a time of joy, dear," she said presently.
-Even in the darkness, she could see the white blur of Lavinia's face
-change its expression. A smile had touched it.
-
-"It should, shouldn't it, mama?"
-
-"Yes, indeed."
-
-"But I never kept anything from you before."
-
-Mrs. Blair laughed.
-
-"But you kept this only a day, dear. That doesn't count."
-
-"It was a long day."
-
-"I know, sweetheart." The mother kissed her, and they were silent a
-while.
-
-"I do love him so," said Lavinia, presently. "And you'll love him too,
-mama, I know you will."
-
-"I'm sure of that, dear."
-
-"But what of papa?"
-
-Mrs. Blair felt the girl grow tense in her arms.
-
-"That will all come right in time," said Mrs. Blair.
-
-"Will you tell him?"
-
-"Not just now, dear. We'll have this for a little secret of our own.
-There's plenty of time. You are young, you know, and so is Glenn."
-
-"I love to hear you call him Glenn."
-
-Mrs. Blair remained with Lavinia until she had tucked her into her bed.
-
-"Just my little child," the mother whispered over the girl. "Just my
-little child."
-
-"Yes, always that," said Lavinia. And her mother kissed her again and
-again, and left her in the dark.
-
-When Mrs. Blair rejoined her husband, he laid down the book he always
-read before retiring, and looked up with the question in his eyes.
-
-"She's just a little nervous and tired," Mrs. Blair said. "She'll be all
-right in the morning. I think it best not to notice her."
-
-"Do you think we'd better have Doctor Pierce see her?"
-
-"Oh, not at all!" Mrs. Blair laughed, and the judge, reassured, went
-back to his book.
-
-They were awakened from their first doze that night by voices singing.
-
-"It's some of the darkies from Gooseville," said Mrs. Blair. "They're
-out serenading."
-
-"Yes," said the judge. "It is sweet to fall asleep by."
-
-At the sound of the singing Lavinia had crept from her bed and crouched
-in her white night-dress before the open window; the shutters were
-closed. She heard the melody from far down the street. The singing
-ceased, then began again, drawing nearer and nearer. Presently she heard
-the fall of feet on the sidewalk before the house, and the low tones of
-voices in hurried consultation. And then a clear baritone voice rose,
-and she heard it begin the song:
-
- "Oh the sun shines bright in my old Kentucky home,
- 'Tis summer, the darkies are gay."
-
-She knew the voice. Her heart swelled and the tears came again and there
-alone in the fragrant night she opened her arms and stretched them out
-into the darkness.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER VI
-
- LOVE'S ARREARS
-
-
-The days following the picnic had been no easier for Marley than they
-had been for Lavinia. As he looked back on that night, a fear took hold
-of him; the whole experience, the most wonderful of his life, grew more
-and more unreal. Much as he longed to see Lavinia again, he was afraid
-to go to her home; he wondered whether he should write her a note;
-perhaps she would think him false, perhaps she would think he had
-already forgotten her; the idea tormented him; he did not know what to
-do. He had seen her but once, and then at a distance; the Blairs'
-well-known surrey had stopped in the middle of the Square, and George
-Halliday stood leaning into the carriage chatting with Lavinia. Marley
-had but a glimpse of Lavinia's face, pink in the shadow of the
-surrey-top. As they drove away she had turned with a smile and a nod at
-Halliday. The sight had affected Marley strangely.
-
-He felt himself so weak and incapable in this affair that he longed to
-discuss it with some one, and on Sunday afternoon he found his mother at
-her window with the _Christian Advocate_, which replaced, in her case,
-the nap nearly every one else took at that hour.
-
-"How old was father when you were married, mother?" he began.
-
-He spoke out of that curious ignorance of the lives of their parents so
-common to children; he had never been able to realize his parents as
-having separate and independent existences before his own. Mrs. Marley
-laid her paper by, and a smile came to her face.
-
-"He was twenty-two," she said.
-
-"Just my age," observed Marley.
-
-Mrs. Marley looked up hastily.
-
-"You're not thinking of getting married, are you, Glenn?" she asked.
-
-"No." he said with a laugh.
-
-"My goodness! You're just a boy!"
-
-"But I'm as old as father was."
-
-"Y--es," said Mrs. Marley, "but then--"
-
-"But then, what?"
-
-"That was different."
-
-Marley smiled.
-
-"Had father entered the ministry yet?" he said presently.
-
-"Yes, we were married in his first year. He had been teaching school,
-and the fall he was admitted to the conference he was sent out to the
-Gibsonburg circuit in Green County. We were married in the spring."
-
-Her face flushed, and she turned the pages of her paper with a dreamy
-deliberation.
-
-"Ah, but your father was a handsome young man, Glenn!" she said
-presently.
-
-"He's handsome yet," Marley replied with the pride he always felt in his
-father. And then he asked:
-
-"Did he have any money?"
-
-"Yes," she said, and she laughed, "just a hundred dollars!"
-
-"A hundred dollars! Well, he had nerve, didn't he? And so did you!"
-
-"We had more than that," said Mrs. Marley, solemnly.
-
-Marley looked at his mother suddenly. Her face seemed for an instant to
-be transfigured in the afternoon glow.
-
-He might have told her then; he was on the point of it, but a footfall
-on the brick walk outside caused him to look up, and he saw Lawrence
-coming into the yard. Lawrence beckoned him and he went out.
-
-"Come on," said Lawrence. "Let's go out to Carters'."
-
-Marley looked a question at him, and the smile which Lawrence never
-could repress long at a time was twitching at the corners of his large
-mouth.
-
-"She'll be there."
-
-"How do you know?" asked Marley.
-
-Lawrence smiled a little more significantly.
-
-When they got to the Carters' they found Mayme and Lavinia together in
-the yard, strolling about in apparent aimlessness, yet with an
-expectancy in their manner that belied its quality of mere idleness. In
-the look Lavinia gave him all of Marley's perplexities vanished.
-Lawrence stood by with a grin on his red face, and Mayme Carter's eyes
-danced. She and Lawrence assumed almost immediately an elder, paternal
-manner, and looked on at the lovers' meeting as from far heights that
-were to be reached only after all such youthful experiences had long
-since become possible in retrospect alone. Still smiling, they edged
-away, and left the lovers alone.
-
-"Is it really true?" Marley asked.
-
-Lavinia colored a little as she smiled up at him.
-
-"And you are happy?" he asked.
-
-"So happy!" she said.
-
-And then all at once a cloud came over her eyes. She closed them an
-instant.
-
-"What is it?" he asked in alarm.
-
-"Nothing."
-
-"Tell me."
-
-"It's nothing." She was smiling again, as if to show that her happiness
-was complete. "See?" Her eyes were blinking rapidly.
-
-"I'm glad," he said.
-
-As they turned and walked across the yard Marley looked at her
-nervously.
-
-"Do you know," he said, "that I couldn't remember what color your eyes
-were?" He spoke with all the virtue there is in confession.
-
-"What color are they?" she asked, suddenly closing her eyes.
-
-"They're blue," Marley replied, saying the word ecstatically, as if it
-had a new, wonderful meaning for him.
-
-"Connie says they're green."
-
-"Connie?"
-
-"Yes, don't you know? She's my younger sister."
-
-"Oh." He did not know any of her family, and the baffling sense of
-unreality came over him again.
-
-"You'll know her," said Lavinia, and added thoughtfully: "I hope she'll
-like you. Then there's Chad, my little brother."
-
-Marley was growing alarmed at the intricacies of an introduction into a
-large family, the characters of which were as yet like the characters in
-the first few chapters of a novel, but he thought it would not reflect
-on him to admit that he did not know Chad, seeing that he was merely a
-little brother.
-
-"He admires you immensely," said Lavinia.
-
-"Does he?" said Marley, eagerly, instantly loving Chad. "How does he
-know me?"
-
-"He says you were a football player at college."
-
-Marley laughed a modest deprecation of his own prowess.
-
-"But I knew your voice," said Lavinia.
-
-"Did you? When did you hear it?"
-
-"As if you didn't know!"
-
-"Honestly," he protested. "Tell me."
-
-"Why, that night that you serenaded me."
-
-He was regretting that she had outdone him in observation, but she
-suddenly looked up and said:
-
-"Oh, Glenn! What a beautiful voice you have!"
-
-It was the first time she had ever called him Glenn, and it produced in
-him a wonderful sensation.
-
-They had come to a little bench, and, sitting there, they could only
-look at each other and smile. Marley noticed that a little line of
-freckles ran up over the bridge of Lavinia's nose. They were very
-beautiful, he thought, and yet he had never heard of freckles as one of
-the elements of a woman's beauty. Then he leaned back and looked about
-the yard.
-
-He had always thought of it as it seemed that first night, enormous,
-enchanted, with wide terraces and fountains, and white statues gleaming
-through the green shrubbery. But now he saw no terraces, no statuary, no
-fountains, and no wide lawns; nothing but a cramped little yard crowded
-with bushes and trees, and surrounded by a weathered fence that had lost
-several pickets. He looked around behind the house where he had fancied
-long stables with big iron lamps over the doors, but now he saw nothing
-but an old woodshed and a barn on the rear end of the lot. The cracks in
-the barn were so wide that he could see the light of day between them as
-through a kinetoscope. He heard a horse stamping fretfully at the flies.
-
-"It was here," he said, "that I first saw you." He did not speak his
-whole thought.
-
-"Yes," she answered. "I remember."
-
-"That was a wonderful night, the most wonderful of my life, except the
-one at the lake."
-
-He drew close to her. "I loved you at first sight," he whispered.
-
-"Did you?" She looked at him in reverence.
-
-"Yes,--from the very first moment. When you came into the room, I knew
-that--"
-
-"What?"
-
-"That you were the woman I had always loved and waited for; that I had
-found my ideal. And yet they say we never discover our ideals in this
-life!"
-
-He laughed at this philosophical absurdity.
-
-"What did you think then?" he asked.
-
-She cast down her eyes, and probed the turf with the toe of her little
-shoe.
-
-"I loved you then too."
-
-He gazed at her tenderly, rapturously.
-
-"Isn't it wonderful?" he said presently, "this love of ours? It came to
-us all at once!"
-
-She looked at him suddenly. Her short upper lip was raised.
-
-"It _was_ love at first sight, wasn't it?"
-
-"Yes. We were intended for each other."
-
-They sat there, and went over that first night of their meeting and that
-other night at Greenwood Lake, finding each moment some new and
-remarkable feature of their love, something that proved its divine and
-providential quality, something that convinced them that no one before
-had ever known such a remarkable experience. They marveled at the
-mystery of it.
-
-But at last they must return to practical questions, and they resumed
-the account of their family relations. Marley told Lavinia about his
-father and mother, about his sister who had died, and then about his
-grandparents, and his uncles and aunts. He told her even of Dolly,
-behind whom she had driven to Greenwood Lake, and of his father's love
-for fast horses, a love which sometimes drew upon his father the
-criticism parishioners ever have ready for their pastor. And he told her
-about his home, and how frequently his mother had to entertain transient
-ministers, and how the church laid missionary work upon her, until he
-feared the heathen would unwittingly break her down.
-
-He was not conscious of it, but he felt it necessary to bring up all at
-once the arrears of her knowledge of him and his family, of all his
-affairs. Meeting as they had so strangely, so romantically, and falling
-in love at first sight, according to the prearrangement of the ages,
-they could excuse this otherwise strange ignorance of each other's
-lives. They bemoaned all the years they had been compelled to live
-without knowing each other, and their one quarrel with fate was that
-they had had to wait until so late in life before meeting; and yet they
-finally consoled themselves for this deprivation by discovering that
-they had really always known and loved each other. They were now able to
-compare strange experiences of soul and, in the new light they
-possessed, to identify them as communings of their spirits across time
-and space.
-
-"I've always believed somehow in the Sweden-borgians," Lavinia said,
-"but I never really understood before what they meant by affinities."
-
-They looked at each other in a silence that became somber, and was
-broken at last by Lavinia.
-
-"I've told mama," she said.
-
-"You have?" Marley gasped.
-
-"Yes."
-
-"And she--?"
-
-"She was sweet about it. She will love you, I know."
-
-Marley felt a sudden love for Lavinia's mother. And then his fear
-returned at Lavinia's sinister,
-
-"But--"
-
-"But what?"
-
-"She says we must wait."
-
-"Oh!" Marley said with a relief. He felt their present happiness so
-great that he could afford to waive any claim on the future. And yet he
-was troubled; he felt that somehow a depression lay on Lavinia. He
-wondered what its cause could be. Presently it came to him suddenly.
-
-"And your father?" he asked.
-
-"He doesn't know--yet."
-
-"Will he--?"
-
-"He's very--" she hesitated, not liking to seem disloyal to her father.
-Finally she said "peculiar," and then further qualified it by adding
-"sometimes."
-
-The sadness that lies so near to the joy in lovers' hearts came over
-them, and yet they found a kind of joy in that too.
-
-"I'll go to him, of course," Marley said presently.
-
-"Oh, you're so brave!"
-
-But this tribute did not tend to reassure Marley. It rather suggested
-terrors he had not thought of. Yet in the necessity of maintaining the
-manly spirit he forced a laugh.
-
-"Of course," he continued, "I'll go to him. I meant to from the first."
-
-"But not just yet," she pleaded.
-
-"Well," he yielded, not at all unwillingly, "it shall be as you say."
-
-He could not dispel her sadness, nor could he conquer his own. A little
-tremor ran through her, and he felt it electrically along his arm.
-
-"What is it, sweetheart?" he pleaded. "Tell me, won't you? We must have
-no secrets, you know."
-
-"Oh, Glenn," she broke out, "I'm afraid!"
-
-She spoke with intuitive apprehension.
-
-"Of what?"
-
-"Our happiness!"
-
-He tried to laugh again.
-
-"Do you think it will ever be?" she asked.
-
-"I know it," he said earnestly. "I have nothing but faith--our love is
-strong enough for anything!"
-
-"You comfort me," she said simply.
-
-Lavinia spent the night with Mayme Carter, and the house sounded until
-long after midnight with the low, monotonous drone of their confidential
-voices.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER VII
-
- AN UNNECESSARY OPPOSITION
-
-
-Marley heard on Monday evening that Judge Blair had gone to Cincinnati,
-and the news filled him with a high if somewhat culpable joy. He found
-Lavinia and her mother on the veranda, and Lavinia said, with a grave
-simplicity:
-
-"Mama, this is Glenn."
-
-"I'm very glad to have you come," said Mrs. Blair, trying instantly to
-rob the situation of the embarrassment she felt it must have for the
-young man.
-
-Marley could not say a word, but he put all his gratitude in the
-pressure he gave Mrs. Blair's hand. The light that came from the hall
-was dim, and though Mrs. Blair could see that Marley was straight and
-carried himself well, his face was blurred by the shadows. She turned to
-Lavinia.
-
-"Will you bring out another chair, dear, or would you prefer to go
-indoors?"
-
-Then, seeing an advantage in this latter alternative, she decided for
-them:
-
-"Perhaps we'd better go in, I fear it's cool out here."
-
-She held back the screen door and Lavinia whisked excitedly into the
-hall. Mrs. Blair led the way to the parlor and sent Lavinia for a match.
-Then, turning to Marley, waiting there in the darkness, she said:
-
-"She has told me, Glenn."
-
-Marley felt something tender, maternal in her voice; the way she spoke
-his name affected him.
-
-"But she is young, very young; she is just a girl. We wish, of course,
-for nothing but her happiness, and you must be patient, very patient. It
-must not be, if it is to be, for a long time. What does your own mother
-think of it?"
-
-"I haven't told her."
-
-"You haven't!"
-
-"No. I felt I hardly had the right yet--not before I spoke to Judge
-Blair, you know. I think I shall speak to him just as soon as he gets
-home." He spoke impulsively; until that moment he had been thrusting the
-thought from him, but Mrs. Blair's manner led him into confidences. In
-the immediate fear that he had been precipitant, he looked to her for
-help; she seemed the sort of woman to wish to save others all the
-trouble she could, one whose life was full of sacrifices, none the less
-noble, perhaps, because she made so little of them herself. But a
-perplexity showed in her eyes and before she could reply, Lavinia was
-back. With an intimate, domestic impulse Lavinia pressed the match into
-Marley's hand, and said:
-
-"You do it; I can't reach."
-
-Marley groped with his upheld hand, and when Lavinia guided him to the
-middle of the room, he lighted the gas. Mrs. Blair looked at him for a
-moment and Lavinia, standing by, as if awaiting her decision, glowed
-with happiness. Mrs. Blair's smile completed the fond, maternal
-impression Marley had somehow felt when she was standing by him in the
-darkness. Her full matronly figure, even in the tendency to corpulence
-of her middle years, had preserved its graceful lines; and Marley
-regretted the disappearance of this wholesome, cheerful woman as she
-passed out of the room.
-
-Judge Blair got home from Cincinnati on Sunday morning, worn by his
-work, and maddened by the din of the city to which he was so
-unaccustomed. Walking up the familiar streets, he had been glad of their
-shade and that pervading sense of a Sunday that still remains a Sabbath
-in Macochee. He had been a little piqued, at first, because his wife had
-not met him at the train, though she had not, to be sure, known that he
-was coming. She had gone to Sunday-school, and Connie gave him his
-breakfast--that is, she sat at the table with him, watching him eat and
-answering the questions he put to her about the happenings in Macochee
-while he had been away.
-
-It was not strange that Connie should talk mostly, after she yielded to
-the gnawing temptation to tell him at all, of the nightly visits Marley
-had made to the house. She did this in a certain resentment she felt
-with Lavinia, a resentment that came from an annoying jealousy she was
-beginning to have of Marley, as if, in installing himself in her
-sister's heart, he had evicted all other affections from it.
-
-The judge, with his constant affectation of what he considered the
-judicial attitude of mind, tried to weigh Connie's somewhat prejudiced
-evidence impartially, but he was troubled and annoyed that the peace he
-had been looking forward to all the week should be jeopardized
-immediately on his coming home.
-
-It was not until afternoon that he had an opportunity to question his
-wife, and he began with a severity in his attitude that had as its
-fundamental cause, as much as anything else, her failure to meet him at
-the train that morning, and her remaining to church after Sunday-school.
-
-"What do you know about this business between Lavinia and that young
-Marley?" he asked. "It seems to have developed rapidly during my
-absence."
-
-"Oh, Connie has been talking to you, I suppose!" laughed Mrs. Blair.
-"You know that Connie is apt to be sensational."
-
-Judge Blair eyed his wife narrowly. Connie was his favorite child,
-though he would not, of course, admit as much, and he was ever ready to
-spring to her defense.
-
-"She has very bright eyes," he said.
-
-"Oh, now, dear," said Mrs. Blair, "don't overestimate this thing.
-Lavinia's nothing but a child."
-
-"That's just the point. Has the young man been here much?"
-
-"Yes, he was here quite often--several evenings, in fact."
-
-"Humph! He seems to have taken advantage of the sunshine of my absence
-to make his hay."
-
-"Don't do him an injustice. He didn't meet Lavinia until just about the
-time you went away."
-
-"Well, we'll see about it," said the judge, darkly.
-
-"Now see here, Will, don't make the matter serious by an unnecessary
-opposition; don't drive the children into a position where they will
-consider themselves persecuted lovers."
-
-Mrs. Blair had not until that instant thought of this argument, and she
-was so pleased with it, as justifying her own course with the children,
-as she had artfully called them, that she pressed it.
-
-"No, don't do that. Just let them alone. They're as likely as not to
-outgrow it; that is, if there is anything between them to outgrow.
-They'll probably imagine themselves in love a dozen times before either
-of them is married."
-
-"Don't talk of marriage!" said the judge, with a little shudder.
-
-Mrs. Blair, who had so well dispelled her own fears, could laugh at her
-husband's.
-
-"Just let them alone," she said; "or leave it to me."
-
-"Yes," said the judge peevishly, "leave it to you. You'd probably aid
-and abet them." And then, instantly regretting his ill humor, he added
-hastily: "You're so kind-hearted."
-
-Mrs. Blair kissed his white hair gently and gave his cheek a little pat.
-
-"You'd better take a nap," she said.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER VIII
-
- A JUDICIAL DECISION
-
-
-The judge refused to take a nap, though when he sat down on the veranda
-he did take one, lying back in his chair with one of the many sections
-of the Sunday paper spread over his face. It was from this somewhat
-undignified posture that he was aroused by a step; he started up
-hastily.
-
-"I beg your pardon," said the young man, who stood on the steps twirling
-his straw hat round and round in his hands. The young man went on with
-an anxious smile:
-
-"This is Judge Blair, I presume? My name is Marley--Glenn Marley."
-
-If Marley had known that there were men then in the Ohio penitentiary
-serving terms that were longer by years than they would have been had
-Judge Blair digested his breakfast, or been allowed to finish his
-afternoon nap, he would have chosen another hour to press his suit. But
-he had youth's sublime confidence, and its abiding faith in the abstract
-quality of justice. He had dreaded this moment, but it had forced itself
-upon his keen conscience as a duty, and when he heard that morning that
-Judge Blair had returned he resolved to have it out at once.
-
-"May I have a word with you?" he asked, advancing a little.
-
-The judge nodded, but slightly, as if it were necessary for him, as a
-fattening man advanced in middle life, to conserve his energies. His nod
-seemed to include not only an assent, however reluctant, but a
-permission as well, to take the other chair that stood, all ready to
-rock comfortably, on the veranda. Marley took the chair but he did not
-rock, nor did he yield himself to it, but sat somewhat tensely on its
-very edge.
-
-"It's warm this afternoon, isn't it?" he said, trying to keep up his
-smile. He felt hopeless about it, but the thought, darting through his
-mind, that Lavinia was near, braced his purpose. The judge sat hunched
-in his chair, with his short white hair tumbled rather picturesquely,
-and his chin low in his collar. His lips were set firmly, his brows
-contracted. He breathed heavily, and on his strong aquiline nose, Marley
-could see tiny drops of perspiration.
-
-"I have come," said Marley, "to speak to you, Judge Blair, on a matter
-of, that is, importance. That is, I have come to ask you if I
-might--ah--pay my addresses to your daughter."
-
-Marley thought this form of putting it rather fine, and he was glad that
-that much of it, at least, was over. And yet, much as he liked this
-old-fashioned formula about paying his addresses, he instantly felt its
-inadequacy, and so nerved himself to do it all over.
-
-"I mean Lavinia," he said hurriedly, as if to correct any error of
-identification he might have led the judge into. "I want to marry her."
-
-The judge, still breathing heavily, looked at Marley out of his narrowed
-eyes.
-
-"You know," Marley said, in an explanatory way, "I love her."
-
-He waited then, but the judge was motionless, even to the hand that hung
-at his side over the arm of his chair, still holding his paper. Now and
-then, at what seemed to be long, unequal intervals, his eyelids fell
-slowly in heavy winks.
-
-"How long have you and Lavinia known each other?" he asked finally.
-
-"I met her several weeks ago, out at Captain Carter's. But I did not see
-her again, that is to speak to her, until about a week ago. In one way I
-have known her, you might say, but a week; yet I feel that I have known
-her a long time, always, in fact. I--I--well, I loved her at first
-sight." Marley dropped his face at this speech, for it seemed that he
-had made it too sentimental; he had a feeling that the judge so regarded
-it. He sat and picked at the braids of straw in his hat.
-
-"And have you spoken to her?" asked the judge.
-
-"Oh yes!" said Marley, looking up quickly.
-
-"And she--?"
-
-"She loves me."
-
-The judge closed his eyes as if in pain. Then he stirred, the paper
-dropped from his fingers, and he drew himself up in his chair, as if to
-deal with the matter.
-
-"How old are you, Mr. Marley?" he inquired.
-
-"I am twenty-two," said Marley, confidently, as if this maturity must
-incline the judge in his favor. "I cast my first vote for McKinley." He
-thought this, too, would help matters, and possibly it did.
-
-"You have completed your education?"
-
-"I graduated this summer from the Ohio Wesleyan."
-
-"And what are you doing now, or proposing to do?"
-
-"Just now, I am studying law," he announced. "I'm going to make the law
-my profession."
-
-Marley looked up with a high faith in this final appeal, but even that
-did not impress the judge as Marley felt a tribute thus delicately
-implied should affect him.
-
-"You are reading with a preceptor, I take it?"
-
-"Yes, sir, in Mr. Powell's office."
-
-Judge Blair looked at Marley as if he were deciding what to do with him.
-After he had looked a while he gazed off across the street, drumming
-with his finger-tips on the arm of his chair. Presently, without
-turning, and still gazing abstractedly into the distance--and in that
-instant Marley remembered that he had seen the judge stare at the
-ceiling of the court room in exactly the same way while sentencing a
-culprit--he began to speak.
-
-"Lavinia is yet very young, Mr. Marley," he said, "with no knowledge of
-the world, and, perhaps, little of the state of her own mind. You too,
-are young, very young, and as yet without an occupation. You are, it is
-true, studying law, but it will be three years before you can be
-admitted, and many years after that before you can command a practice
-that would warrant you in marrying. In this day, the outlook for the
-young lawyer is not encouraging. I do not think I would wish a son of
-mine to choose that profession; the great changes that have transpired,
-and are transpiring in our industrial development, have greatly reduced
-the chances of the young lawyer's success. The practice in the smaller
-county-seats, like our own, for instance, has almost entirely vanished.
-The settlement of titles to real estate, so lucrative a branch of the
-law in the early days of my own practice, has deprived the later
-practitioners of that source of revenue; the field of criminal law has
-become narrowed, unremunerative and almost disreputable. The corporation
-work can be handled by one or two firms in each town, and all that seems
-to be left is the prosecution of personal injury suits, and that is a
-work that hardly appeals to the man of dignity and self-respect. The
-large cities have a wider, I might say, the only field, but there the
-young lawyer must spend years of the hardest, most unremitting toil
-before he can come to anything like success."
-
-The judge paused. He had not intended to speak at such length, but the
-habit of the courts was on him, and once started, he found his own
-didacticism so pleasing to himself, that it was with reluctance that he
-paused at all. He might not have stopped when he did, but gone on almost
-indefinitely, as he did when he delivered what were always spoken of as
-his beautiful charges to juries, had he not recalled, with something
-like a pang of resentment, that the happiness of his own, instead of
-another's child, lay at the bottom of all this. He turned then to face
-Marley. The young man was sitting there, his eyes wide, and his face
-long. The color that flamed in it when he first appeared, was now quite
-gone. It was gray and cold instead.
-
-"You will see, Mr. Marley," the judge resumed, "that you are hardly in a
-position to ask for my daughter's hand. Of course," the judge allowed a
-smile to soften somewhat the fixity of his lips, "I appreciate your
-manliness in coming to me, and I do not want to be understood as making
-any reflections upon, or in the least questioning, your character, your
-worth, or the honor of your intentions. But in view of your youth and of
-Lavinia's, and in view of your own, as yet, unsettled position in life,
-you must see how impossible it is that anything like an engagement
-should subsist between you. I say this because I wish only for Lavinia's
-happiness. I may say that I am not unmindful of your happiness, too, and
-I esteem it my duty to reach the conclusions I have just presented to
-you."
-
-"And I--I can not even see her?" stammered Marley, in his despair.
-
-"I have not said that," the judge said. "I shall always be pleased to
-extend to you the hospitality of my house, of course; but I would not
-consider it necessary for you to see her regularly, or intimately, and I
-certainly would not want you to monopolize her society to the exclusion
-of other young men with whom she has been in the habit of associating."
-
-Marley sat there, after this long harangue, with his head downcast. He
-sat and turned his hat round and round. At last he did look up with an
-appeal in his eyes, but when he saw that the judge was sitting there, as
-he had at first, sunk in his chair, breathing heavily and looking at him
-out of those sluggish eyes, he arose. He stood a moment, and looked off
-across the street somewhere, anywhere. Then he smote one hand lightly
-into the other, turned, and said:
-
-"Well--good afternoon, Judge Blair."
-
-"Good afternoon, Mr. Marley," the judge replied. He watched Marley go
-down the walk and out of the gate.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER IX
-
- A FILIAL REBUKE
-
-
-"Father!"
-
-Judge Blair turned and saw Lavinia standing in the wide front door. Her
-face was red, her eyes were flashing, her arms hung straight and tense
-at her sides.
-
-The judge stirred uneasily in his chair.
-
-"Oh!" she cried, rigidly clenching her little fists. "What have you
-done! You have sent him away!"
-
-"Come here, my daughter," he said.
-
-Lavinia moved toward him, halting each moment, then taking a few nervous
-steps forward. At last she stood before him, challenging, defiant.
-
-"Sit down, Lavinia, and listen," implored the judge.
-
-"You have sent him away!" she repeated. "You were harsh and cruel and
-unkind to him!"
-
-"Lavinia!" cried the judge, flushing with the anger parents call by
-different names. There was now a peremptory quality in his tone. But the
-girl did not heed him.
-
-"Oh, how could you!" she went on, "how could you! Think how you must
-have wounded him! You not only reproached him with being poor, but you
-discouraged him as to his prospects! Do you think I cared for that? Do
-you think I couldn't have waited? Do you think I can't wait anyhow? What
-had you when you proposed to mama? You were poor--you had no prospects;
-you had no more right--"
-
-"Lavinia! Lavinia!" the judge commanded, grasping the arms of his chair
-in an effort to rise. "You are beside yourself! You don't know what you
-are saying!"
-
-"And you pretended to be doing it all for my happiness, too! Oh! oh!
-oh!" Her anger vented itself impotently in these exclamations, and then
-her mother, white and alarmed, appeared in the doorway behind her.
-
-"Lavinia," she said quietly.
-
-The girl trembled violently, then whirled about, pressed her hands to
-her face, and ran in, brushing by her mother in the doorway. Mrs. Blair
-glanced after her irresolutely. Then she went to her husband.
-
-"Be calm, dear," she said.
-
-The judge sank back in his chair and looked at her in amazement.
-
-"What has happened?" She drew the empty chair up and sat down in it. She
-leaned forward and took one of his hands, and pressed it between both of
-her own. She waited for the judge to speak.
-
-"I hardly know," he began. "I never heard Lavinia break out so."
-
-"You must remember how excited and overwrought she is," Mrs. Blair
-exclaimed. "You must make allowances."
-
-"I didn't know the girl had such spirit," he continued.
-
-Mrs. Blair smiled rather wanly, and stroked her husband's hand. It was
-very cold and moist, and it trembled.
-
-"I had no idea it was so serious," he went on, as if summing up the
-catalogue of his surprises.
-
-"Tell me how it all came about," said Mrs. Blair.
-
-"Marley was here, first," the judge began. He had to pause, for he
-seemed to find it difficult to catch his breath. "It was a great
-surprise to me; it was very painful."
-
-The judge withdrew his hand and wiped his brow. Then he gazed again as
-he had done before, across the street. Mrs. Blair, though eying him
-closely and with concern, waited patiently.
-
-"I didn't wish to wound him," the judge resumed, speaking as much to
-himself as to her. "I hope I said nothing harsh; he really was quite
-manly about it."
-
-He paused again.
-
-"I presume I may have seemed cold, unfeeling, unsympathetic," he went
-on; and then as if he needed to reassure and justify himself, he added,
-"but of course it was impossible, utterly impossible."
-
-After another pause, he drew a deep breath, and as if he had already
-outlined his whole interview with Marley, continued:
-
-"And then Lavinia appeared; she must have heard it all, standing there
-in the hall."
-
-The judge leaned heavily against the back of his big chair; his face was
-drawn, his wrinkles were deeper than they had been, and he wore an
-aspect of weariness and pain. His form, too, seemed to have shrunk, and
-he sat there in an almost helpless mass, limp and inert.
-
-"I am only afraid, dear," Mrs. Blair said quietly, "that we have taken
-this thing too seriously."
-
-"Possibly," he said. "But it is serious, very serious. I don't know what
-is to be done."
-
-"We must have patience," Mrs. Blair counseled. "It will require all our
-delicacy and tact, now."
-
-"Perhaps you had better go in to her," the judge said presently. "Poor
-little girl; she is passing through the deep waters. And I tried to act
-only for her interest and happiness."
-
-Mrs. Blair arose.
-
-"She will see that, dear, in time."
-
-"I hope so," said the judge. Mrs. Blair went up to Lavinia's room, and
-listened for a moment at the closed door. She heard a voice, low and
-indistinct, but she knew it for the voice of Connie, and she could tell
-from its tone that the little girl was trying in her way to comfort and
-console her sister. So she stepped away, silently, almost stealthily,
-going on tiptoe.
-
-The judge sat on the veranda all the afternoon. He scarcely moved, and
-never once did he pick up the Sunday paper. Now and then he bowed, in
-his dignified way, to some acquaintance passing in the street. The
-Chenowiths came out on to their front porch, evidently hot and stupefied
-from their Sunday afternoon naps and ready now for the cool refreshment
-of the evening breeze they could usually rely on in Macochee with the
-coming of the evening. The judge bowed to them, and he tried to put into
-his bow an indolent unconcern, lest the Chenowiths should penetrate his
-manner and discover the trouble that lay on his heart. The Chenowiths
-had gone to the end of their porch, and the judge could hear their
-laughter. He thought it strange and unnatural that any one should laugh.
-
-He decided that he would review this whole affair of Lavinia's love
-calmly and judicially. He went back to the beginning of Marley's visit,
-trying to see wherein he himself had been in the wrong, then he went
-over the hot scene with Lavinia. He could not recover from his surprise
-at this; that Lavinia, who was usually so gentle, so mild, so unselfish,
-should have given way to such anger was incomprehensible. He had always
-said that she had her mother's disposition. He could see her, all the
-time, distinctly, as she had stood there, in a rage he had never known
-her to indulge before, and yet, as he looked at the image of her that
-was in his mind, and recalled certain expressions, certain attitudes,
-certain tones of voice, it came over him all at once that she was
-exactly as her mother had been at her age, though he could not reconcile
-Lavinia's mood with the resemblance. Then he went back to his own days
-of courtship, with their emotions, their uncertainties, their doubts and
-illusions. They seemed a long way off.
-
-He was trying to think calmly and logically, but he found that he could
-not then control his mind, for suddenly he saw Lavinia as a little girl,
-with her mother kneeling before her, shaking out and straightening her
-starched frock. And with this thought came the revelation, sudden,
-irresistible, that Lavinia was no longer a child as, with the habit of
-the happy years, he had thought of her, up to that very afternoon, in
-fact, until an hour ago, and he bowed before the changes that hour had
-wrought. He accepted the conviction now that he himself had grown old.
-He forgot his purpose to probe to its first cause this unhappiness that
-had come to him; he saw that what he mourned was the loss of a child,
-the loss of his own youth.
-
-He glanced across at the Chenowiths again, and they seemed remote from
-him, of another generation in fact, though but a few moments before he
-had looked on them as contemporaries. And then suddenly there came to
-him the fear that Mr. Chenowith might run over to chat with him, as was
-his habit, and the judge hastily rose, and almost surreptitiously went
-off the end of the porch and around into the side yard. Under the new
-impression of age that he had grown into, he walked slowly, with a
-senile stoop, and dragged his feet as he went. He wandered about in the
-yard for a long while, looking at the shrubs and bushes and trees he had
-planted himself so long ago, when he was young. It occurred to him that
-here in this garden he would potter around, and pass his declining
-years.
-
-He remained in the yard until his wife came to call him in to the supper
-she had prepared, in the Sunday evening absence of the hired girl, and
-with an effort he brought himself back from the future to the present.
-
-"How is she?"
-
-"Oh, she's all right," said Mrs. Blair, in her usual cheery tone. "I
-didn't go to her, I thought it best to leave her alone."
-
-The judge looked at his wife, with her rosy face, and her full figure
-still youthful in the simple summer gown she wore. He looked at her
-curiously, wondering why it was she seemed so young; a width of years
-seemed all at once to separate them. Mrs. Blair noted this look of her
-husband's. She noted it with pity for him; he looked older to her.
-
-"I think it would be nice for you to take Lavinia with you when you go
-to Put-in-Bay to the Bar Association meeting," she said.
-
-It seemed strange and anomalous to Judge Blair that he should still be
-attending Bar Association meetings.
-
-"I'll see," he said; and then he qualified, "if I go."
-
-"If you go?" his wife exclaimed. "Why, you're down for a paper!"
-
-"So I am," said the judge.
-
-They turned toward the house, and the judge took his wife's arm, leaning
-rather heavily on it.
-
-"Will!" she said, after they had gone a few steps in this fashion. "What
-is the matter with you! You walk like an old man!"
-
-She shook his arm off, and said:
-
-"Hurry up now. The coffee will be getting cold."
-
-Indoors, they passed Connie going through the hall; she had just come
-down the stairs, and the sight of her girlish figure, and her short
-skirts just sweeping the tops of her shoes, gladdened the judge's heart,
-and he smiled. He could rely on Connie, anyway, for sympathy. But the
-girl gave him a sharp reproachful stare from her dark eyes, and the
-judge felt utterly deserted.
-
-Lavinia did not come down to her supper, though her mother, knowing she
-would want it later, kept the coffee warm on the back of the kitchen
-stove. Chad had gone away with one of the Weston boys. So the three, the
-judge, Mrs. Blair and Connie, ate their supper alone.
-
-After supper, Mrs. Blair and Connie went immediately to Lavinia and the
-judge had a sense of exclusion from the mysteries that were enacting up
-there, an exclusion that seemed to proceed from his own culpability. He
-went to his library and tried to read, but he could only sit with his
-head in his hand, and stare before him. But finally he was aroused from
-his reveries by a stir in the hall, and glancing up he saw Lavinia in
-the door. She came straight to him, and said:
-
-"Forgive me, papa, if I was rude and unkind."
-
-He seized her in his arms, hugging her head against his shoulders, and
-he said again and again, while stroking her hair clumsily:
-
-"My little girl! My little girl!"
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER X
-
- PUT-IN-BAY
-
-
-The little steamer for the islands rolled out of Sandusky Bay with
-Lavinia sitting by the forward rail. She had yielded to her father's
-wishes with an easy complaisance that made him suspicious, and yet, as
-he stood solicitously by, he was persistent in his determination to
-realize for her all the delights he had so extravagantly predicted for
-the journey. He tried to rouse her interest by pointing out Johnson's
-Island, but it did not possess for her, as the place where the
-Confederate prisoners were confined during the war, the interest an old
-soldier was able to discover in it, and though he tried his best, with
-an effort at entertainment that was well-nigh pathetic, she only smiled
-wanly.
-
-He left her, after a while, her chin in her hands, looking over into the
-light green waters, watching the curve of the waves the steamer tossed
-away from its sharp prow. The lake was in one of its most smiling and
-happy moods, though they were then at a point where storms easily lash
-its shallow depths into billows that might satisfy the rage of the North
-Atlantic. The lighthouse on the rocks at Marblehead had a fascination
-for Lavinia; it seemed waiting for her humor, and she watched it until
-the steamer had gone far on toward Kelly's Island, and left the
-lighthouse behind, a white spot gleaming in the sun.
-
-When they entered the little archipelago of the Wine Islands, with their
-waters a deeper green than those out in the lake and overcast in strange
-ways by mysterious shadows and cool weird reflections of the green of
-the islands all about, Judge Blair came back to her and asked if she had
-been seasick and how she had enjoyed the little journey. As she met him
-with her strange perplexing smile, he began to doubt her again;
-something assured him that she still clung to her purpose of love, and
-he found himself almost wishing that she had kept to her defiant temper
-of the Sunday afternoon that now seemed so far away.
-
-When they had reached Put-in-Bay and bounded on the trolley across the
-island to the huge hotel, they had their dinner and Lavinia perplexed
-the judge further by retiring to her room. She said she would rest,
-though she had persisted all the morning that she was not tired.
-
-As soon as she had closed the door on her father, leaving him in doubt
-and confusion, she began a long letter to Marley. She described her trip
-in detail, jealous of every trifle of experience that had befallen her;
-she told him of the bridal couple she had seen board the train at Clyde,
-and of the showers of rice that had been thrown by the laughing bridal
-party, though she omitted the lone father of the bride standing apart on
-the platform craning his head anxiously for another sight of his
-daughter, and trying to smile. But she gave him a sense of the romance
-that had stirred in her at the sight of the lighthouse on its lonely
-point of rocks and the stone towers that made the wine-cellars on
-Kelly's Island look like castles.
-
-After supper Lavinia left her father to the pleasure of renewing
-acquaintance with the lawyers who thronged the lobby, and stole down to
-the rocks that marked the shelving shore of the island. She saw stately
-schooners, with white sails spread, and she watched, until its black
-banner of smoke was but a light wraith, a big propeller towing its
-convoy of grain barges across the far horizon. This calm serene passing
-of the life of the lakes soothed her, filled her with a thousand
-fancies, and stirred her emotions with deep, hidden hints of the mystery
-of all life. As she sat there and gazed, now and then tears came to her
-eyes. The waters were spread smoothly before her under the last
-reflection of the sun, the twilight was coming across the lake; and as
-the light followed the sun and the darkness crept behind, she looked
-toward the south in the direction, as she felt, of Macochee, and thought
-of her home and of her mother, of Connie and of Chad, and then she
-thought of Glenn.
-
-Far out in the lake a cluster of yellow lights moved swiftly along--one
-of the big passenger steamers that nightly ply between Detroit and
-Buffalo, and she read in that moving girdle of light new meanings; then
-suddenly a fear seized her, a fear that was part of the ache in her
-heart, and she ran into the hotel and up to her room. Then she took up
-her letter again and poured out all her new sensations, her longings,
-and her fears in a lengthy postscript. When she had finished, she began
-to address the envelope; and she wrote on it, with pride:
-
-"Mr. Glenn--"
-
-And then she paused. She did not know whether he spelt his name "Marly,"
-or "Marley," or "Marlay." She tried writing it each way, dozens of
-times, but the oftener she tested it the less able she was to decide. It
-was too ridiculous; she became exasperated with herself; then humiliated
-and ashamed. When she heard her father's step in the hall, she hastily
-locked her letter in her little traveling bag. The judge greeted her
-warmly; he was flushed and happy, and in the highest spirits. During the
-afternoon he had been meeting lawyers from all over Ohio; the evening
-boats from Cleveland and Toledo had brought more of them to the island;
-they were all eminent, respectable, rich, the attorneys of big
-corporations. The judges of the Supreme Court and of the Circuit Courts
-were there, and the excitement had reached its height when the boat from
-Cleveland brought an associate justice of the United States Supreme
-Court to deliver the chief address of the meeting.
-
-Judge Blair reveled in meeting all these distinguished men; he enjoyed
-the flattery in their way of addressing and introducing him. But his
-conscience smote him when he saw Lavinia. He drew up a chair and sat
-beside her, holding his cigar at arm's length. It was an excellent
-cigar, better than he ordinarily smoked, and the thin thread of smoke
-that wavered up from it filled the room almost instantly with its
-delicate perfume.
-
-"Did my little girl think her father had deserted her?" he said,
-speaking of her in the third person, after the affectionate way of
-parents. "He must pay better attention to her. She must come down and
-meet the lawyers; they will be delighted; a justice of the Supreme Court
-has just come on from Washington! She will want to meet him!"
-
-The judge paused and twisted his head about for a puff at his cigar, and
-then waited for Lavinia to glow at the prospect. But when she looked at
-him, and tried to smile again, he saw the glint of tears in her eyes.
-
-"Why come, come, dear!" he said. "What's the matter? Aren't you having a
-good time? Never mind, when this meeting's over we'll go to Detroit, and
-maybe up the lakes for a little trip. That'll bring the roses back!"
-
-He pinched her cheeks playfully, but she did not respond; she looked at
-him pleadingly.
-
-"Why, Lavinia," he cried, "you aren't homesick?"
-
-She winked bravely to stem the flood of tears and then nodded.
-
-"Well!" he said, nonplussed. "You know, dear, we can't--"
-
-The tears were brimming in her blue eyes, and he left his sentence
-uncompleted to go on:
-
-"So you're homesick, eh? For mama, and Connie?"
-
-She nodded, and he studied her closely for a moment, and then he could
-not resist the question that all along had been torturing him.
-
-"And for--?"
-
-She confirmed his fear, with quick decisive little nods. She got out her
-handkerchief and hastily brushed her tears away, and then with an effort
-to control herself, she looked at him and said, as if she were ready to
-have it all out then:
-
-"Yes, father, I haven't treated him right. I came away without telling
-him."
-
-Judge Blair scowled and turned away, and bit the end of his cigar. Then
-he sat and studied it. Lavinia waited; she was ready for the final
-contest. Presently the judge arose.
-
-"Well, dear," he said. "Well--we'll see; of course, we can't go back
-just yet--I have my address to read to-morrow, and besides, some of the
-boys are talking of me for president of the Bar Association. And I had
-thought, I had thought, that a little trip over to Detroit, and maybe up
-to Mackinac--"
-
-"Father," said Lavinia, looking at him now calmly, "I don't want to go
-to Detroit or up to Mackinac. I'll do, of course, as you say; I'll wait
-until the Bar meeting is over, but I want to go home. You might as well
-know now, father--we might as well understand each other--it can be no
-other way."
-
-Judge Blair looked at his daughter a moment, and she kept her eyes
-directly and firmly in his.
-
-"Oh well," he said with a sigh, "of course, dear, if you say. I'd like
-to stay until after the election though. Will you?"
-
-"Of course," she consented.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XI
-
- MACOCHEE
-
-
-Marley had not learned of Lavinia's departure until Monday afternoon; he
-had the news from Lawrence, who had it from the hackman who had taken
-Judge Blair and Lavinia to the train; for whenever any of the quality go
-away from Macochee they always ride to the station in the hack, though
-at other times they walk without difficulty all over the town. When
-Marley reached the office, and found Wade Powell, as he usually found
-him, sitting with his feet on his table, smoking and reading a
-Cincinnati paper, the lawyer looked up casually, but when he saw
-Marley's expression he suddenly exclaimed:
-
-"Hello! What's the matter?"
-
-Marley shook his head.
-
-"Something's troubling you," said Powell.
-
-Marley shook his head again, and Powell looked at him as at a witness he
-was cross-examining.
-
-"I know better," he said.
-
-Marley affected to busy himself at his desk, but after a while, he
-turned about and said:
-
-"Something is troubling me, Mr. Powell; my--prospects." He had been on
-the point of confessing his real trouble, but with the very words on his
-lips, he could not utter them, and so let the conversation take another
-turn.
-
-"Oh, prospects!" said Powell. "I can tell you all about prospects; I've
-had more than any man in Gordon County. When I was your age, opinion was
-unanimous in this community that my prospects were the most numerous and
-the most brilliant of any one here!"
-
-Powell laughed, a little bitterly.
-
-"If I'd only been prudent enough to die then, Glenn," he went on, "I'd
-have been mourned as a potential judge of the Supreme Court, senator and
-president."
-
-"It'll be three years before I can be admitted, won't it?" asked Marley.
-
-"Yes," said Powell; "but that isn't long; and it isn't anything to be
-admitted."
-
-"Well, it takes time, anyway," said Marley, "and then there's the
-practice after that--how long will that take?"
-
-"Well, let's see," said Powell, plucking reflectively at the flabby skin
-that hung between the points of his collar. "Let's see." His brows were
-twitching humorously. "It's taken me about thirty years--I don't know
-how much longer it'll take."
-
-Powell smoked on for a few moments, and then added soberly:
-
-"Of course, I had to fool around in politics for about twenty-five
-years, and save the people."
-
-"Do you think," Marley said, after a moment's silence that paid its own
-respect to Powell's regrets, "that there's an opening for me here in
-Macochee?"
-
-"No, Glenn, I'll tell you. There's no use to think of locating in
-Macochee or any other small town. The business is dead here. It's too
-bad, but it's so. When I began there was plenty of real estate law to
-do, and plenty of criminal law, but the land titles are all settled
-now--"
-
-"That's what Judge Blair said," interrupted Marley.
-
-"So you've been to him, have you?"
-
-Marley blushed.
-
-"Well, not exactly," he said. "I heard him say that."
-
-"Yes," mused Powell. "Well, he feathered his nest pretty well while they
-were being settled. But as I was saying--the criminal business has died
-out, or rather, it has changed. The criminals haven't any money any
-more, that is, the old kind of criminals; the corporations have it all
-now--if you want to make money, you'll have to have them for clients. Of
-course, the money still goes to the criminal lawyer just as it used to."
-
-"I like Macochee," said Marley, his spirits falling fast.
-
-"Well, it's a nice old town to live in," Powell assented. "But the devil
-of it is how're you going to live? Of course, you can study here just as
-well as anywhere; better than anywhere, in fact; you have plenty of
-time, and plenty of quiet. But as for locating here--why, it's utterly
-out of the question for a man who wants to make anything of himself and
-has to get a living while he's doing it--and I don't know any other kind
-that ever do make anything out of themselves."
-
-"I had hoped--" persisted Marley, longing for Powell to relent.
-
-"Oh, I know," the lawyer replied almost impatiently, "but it's no use,
-there's nothing in it. No one with ambition can stay here now. The town,
-like all these old county-seats, is good for nothing but impecunious old
-age and cemeteries. It was nothing but a country cross-roads before the
-railroad came, and since then it's been nothing but a water-tank; if it
-keeps on it'll be nothing but a whistling-post, and the trains won't be
-bothered to stop at all. Its people are industrious in nothing but
-gossip, and genuine in nothing but hypocrisy; they are so mean that they
-hate themselves, and think all the time they're hating each other. Just
-look at our leading citizen, Brother Dudley, over there in his bank; he
-owns the whole town, and he thinks he's a bigger man than old Grant.
-Sundays he sits in his pew with a black coat on, squinting at the
-preacher out of his sore little eyes, and waiting for him to say
-something he can get the bishop to fire him for, and he calls that
-religion. Mondays he goes back to his business of skinning farmers and
-poor widows out of their miserable little pennies, and he calls that
-business; Does he ever look at a flower or a tree, or turn round in the
-street at the laugh of a child? He's the kind of man that runs this
-town, and he makes the rest of the people like it. Well, he don't run
-me! God! If I'd only had some sense twenty years ago I'd have pulled out
-and gone to the city and been somebody to-day."
-
-It pained Marley to hear Powell berate Macochee; he had never heard him
-rage so violently at the town, though he was always sneering at it. To
-Marley the very name of Macochee meant romance; he liked the name the
-Indian village had left behind when it vanished; he liked the old
-high-gabled buildings about the Square; he longed to identify himself
-with Macochee, to think of it as his home.
-
-"But I'll tell you one thing," Powell went on, his tone suddenly
-changing to one of angry resolution as he flung his feet heavily to the
-bare floor and struck his desk a startling blow with his fist, "I'll
-tell you one thing, I'm through working for nothing; they've got to pay
-me! I'm going to squeeze the last cent out of them after this, same as
-old Dudley does, same as old Bill Blair did before he went on the bench;
-that's what I'm going to do. I'm getting old and I've got to quit
-running a legal eleemosynary institution."
-
-Powell's eyes flamed, but a shadow fell in the room, and Powell and
-Marley glanced at the door.
-
-"Well, what do you want?" said Powell.
-
-An old woman, bareheaded in the hurry of a crisis, was on the threshold.
-
-"Oh, Mr. Powell," she began in a wailing voice, "would you come quick!"
-
-"What for?"
-
-"Charlie's in ag'in."
-
-"Got any money?" demanded Powell, in the angry resolution of a moment
-before. He clenched his fist again on the edge of his table. Marley
-glanced at him in surprise, and then at the old woman.
-
-The woman hung her head and stammered:
-
-"Well, you know--I hain't just now, but by the week's end, when I get
-the money for my washin'--"
-
-"Oh, that's all right," said Powell, getting to his feet, "that's all
-right. We won't talk of that now. I beg your pardon. We'll walk down to
-the calaboose and see the boy; we can talk it over with him and see
-what's to be done."
-
-He picked up his slouch hat and clapped it on his head.
-
-"What's he been doing this time?" he said to the old woman as they went
-out the door.
-
-Marley watched them as they passed the open window and disappeared. A
-smile touched his lips an instant, and then he became serious and
-depressed once more.
-
-He had had no word from Lavinia, and her going away immediately after
-his scene with Judge Blair confused him. He tried to think it out, but
-he could reach no conclusion save that it was all at an end. Lavinia's
-sudden, unexplained departure proved that. And yet he could not, he
-would not, think that she had changed; no, her father had borne her
-away--that was it--forcibly and cruelly borne her away. For a long while
-he sat there finding a certain satisfaction in the melancholy that came
-over him, and then suddenly he was aroused by the boom of the town
-clock. The heavy notes of the bell rolled across to him, and he counted
-them--five. It was time to go. And Powell had not returned. It was not
-surprising; Powell often went out that way and did not come back, and,
-often, somehow to Marley's chagrin, men and women sat and waited long
-hours in the dumb patience of the poor and then went away with their
-woes still burdening them. They must have been used to woes, they
-carried them so silently.
-
-Marley was walking moodily down Main Street, feeling that he had no part
-in the bustling happiness of the people going home from their day's
-work, when, lifting his head, he saw Mrs. Blair in her surrey. Instantly
-she jerked the horse in toward the curb and beckoned to him.
-
-"Why, Glenn! I'm so glad I met you!" she said, her face rosy with its
-smile. "I have something for you."
-
-She raised her eyebrows in a significant way and began fumbling in her
-lap. Presently she leaned out of the surrey and pressed something into
-his hand.
-
-"Just between ourselves, you know!" she said, with the delicious mystery
-of a secret, and then gathering up her reins, she clucked at her lazy
-horse.
-
-He looked after her a moment, then at the thick envelope he held in his
-hand. On it was written in the long Anglican characters of a young girl,
-these words:
-
-"For Glenn."
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XII
-
- A CONDITIONAL SURRENDER
-
-
-Judge Blair and Lavinia returned home Saturday.
-
-"I guess it's no use," the judge said to Mrs. Blair when she had
-followed him up stairs, where he had gone to wash off the dust he had
-accumulated during the six hours the train had consumed in jerking
-itself from Sandusky to Macochee.
-
-"No, I could see how relieved she was to get home," replied Mrs. Blair,
-musing idly out of the window. She was not so sure that she was pleased
-with the result she had done her part to accomplish.
-
-"I guess you were right," the judge said.
-
-"I?" asked Mrs. Blair, suddenly turning round.
-
-"Yes--in saying that it would be best not to dignify it by too much
-notice. That might only add to its seriousness."
-
-Mrs. Blair looked out of the window again.
-
-"Of course," the judge went on presently, "I wouldn't want it considered
-as an engagement."
-
-"Of course not," Mrs. Blair acquiesced.
-
-"You'd better have a talk with her," he said. She saw that he was
-seeking his usual retreat in such cases, and she was now determined not
-to take the responsibility. Spiritually they tossed this responsibility
-back and forth between them, like a shuttlecock.
-
-"But wouldn't that make it look as if we were taking too much notice of
-it?"
-
-"Well," the judge said, "I don't know. Do just as you think best."
-
-"Didn't you talk to her about it when you were away?" Mrs. Blair asked.
-
-"M-m yes," the judge said slowly.
-
-"And what did she say?"
-
-"Nothing much, only--"
-
-"Only what?"
-
-"Only that she would not give him up."
-
-"Oh!"
-
-Mrs. Blair waited, and the judge dawdled at his toilet. Some compulsion
-she could not resist, though she tried, distrusting her own weakness,
-drove Mrs. Blair to speak first, and even then she sought to minimize
-the effect of her surrender.
-
-"Of course, Will," she said, "I want to be guided by you in this matter.
-It's really quite serious."
-
-"Oh, well," he said, "you're capable of managing it."
-
-"You said you knew his father, didn't you?" she asked after a while.
-
-"Slightly; why?"
-
-"I was just wishing that we knew more of the family. You know they have
-not lived in Macochee long."
-
-"That's true," the judge assented, realizing all that the objection
-meant.
-
-"And yet," Mrs. Blair reassured him, though she was trying to reassure
-herself at the same time, "his father is a minister; that ought to count
-for something."
-
-"Yes, it ought, and still you know they say that ministers' sons are
-always--"
-
-"But," Mrs. Blair interrupted, as if he were wholly missing the point,
-"ministers' families always have a standing, I think."
-
-They were silent, then, until Mrs. Blair began:
-
-"I suppose I really ought to call on Mrs. Marley."
-
-"Why?"
-
-"Well, it seems, you know--it seems to me that I ought."
-
-"But wouldn't that--?"
-
-"I considered that, and still, it might seem more so if I didn't, don't
-you see?"
-
-The judge tried to grasp the attenuated point, and expressed his failure
-in the sigh with which he stooped to fasten his shoes. Then he drew on
-his alpaca coat, and just as he was leaving the room, his wife stopped
-him with:
-
-"But, Will!"
-
-He halted with his hand on the door-knob. For an instant his wife looked
-at him in pleasure. He was rather handsome, with his white hair combed
-gravely, his ruddy face fresh from his shaving, and his stiff, white
-collar about his neck.
-
-"What did you say?" he asked, recalling her from her reverie of him.
-
-"Oh!" she said; "only this--maybe he won't feel like coming around here
-any more. You know you practically sent him away."
-
-The judge gave a little laugh.
-
-"I guess that will work itself out. Anyway I'll leave it to you--or to
-them."
-
-Still smiling at his own humor, he turned the door-knob, and then
-hesitated. His smile had vanished.
-
-"She's so young," he said with a regret. "She's so young. How old did
-you say you were when we were married?"
-
-"Eighteen," Mrs. Blair replied.
-
-"And Lavinia can't be more than--"
-
-"Why, she's twenty," said Mrs. Blair.
-
-"So she is," said the judge. "So she is. But then you--"
-
-Mrs. Blair had come close to him, and stood picking a bit of thread from
-his shoulder.
-
-"It was different with us, wasn't it, dear?" she said, looking up at
-him.
-
-He kissed her.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XIII
-
- SUMMER
-
-
-The dust lay thick in Ward Street, sifting its fine powder on the leaves
-of the cottonwoods that grew at the weedy gutter. The grass in the yard
-grew long, and the bushes languished in the heat. Judge Blair's beans
-clambered up their poles and turned white; and Connie's sweet peas grew
-lush and rank, running, as she complained, mostly to leaves. The house
-seemed to have withdrawn within itself; its green shutters were closed.
-In the evening dim figures could be seen on the veranda, and the drone
-of voices could be heard. At eleven o'clock, the deep siren of the
-Limited could be heard, as it rounded the curve a mile out of town.
-After that it was still, and night lay on Macochee, soft, vast,
-immeasurable. The clock in the Court House tower boomed out the heavy
-hours. Sometimes the harmonies of the singing negroes were borne over
-the town.
-
-And to Marley and Lavinia those days, and those evenings of purple
-shadows and soft brilliant stars, were but the setting of a dream that
-unfolded new wonders constantly. They were but a part of all life, a
-part of the glowing summer itself, innocent of the thousand artificial
-demands man has made on himself. Lavinia went about with a new
-expression, exalted, expectant; a new dignity had come to her and a new
-beauty; all at once, suddenly, as it were, character had set its noble
-mark upon her, and about her slender figure there was the aureola of
-romance.
-
-"Have you noticed Lavinia?" Mrs. Blair asked her husband.
-
-"No, why?" he said, in the alarm that was ever ready to spring within
-him.
-
-"She has changed so; she has grown so beautiful!"
-
-One morning the judge saw a spar of light flash from her finger, and he
-peered anxiously over his glasses.
-
-"What's that, Lavinia?" he asked, and when she stood at his knee, almost
-like a little girl again in all but spirit, he took her finger.
-
-"A ring," she said simply.
-
-"What does it mean?"
-
-"Glenn gave it to me."
-
-"Glenn?"
-
-"Yes."
-
-"But I thought there was to be no engagement?" The judge looked up, as
-if there had been betrayal. But Lavinia only smiled. The judge looked at
-her a moment, then released her hand.
-
-"I wouldn't wear it where any one could see it," he said.
-
-The summer stretched itself long into September; and then came the still
-days of fall, moving slowly by in majestic procession. With the first
-cool air, a new restless energy awoke in Marley. All the summer he had
-neglected his studies; but now a change was working in him as wonderful
-as that which autumn was working in the world. He looked back at that
-happy, self-sufficient summer, and, for an instant, he had a wild,
-impotent desire to detain it, to hold it, to keep things just as they
-were; but the summer was gone, the winter at hand, and he felt all at
-once the impact of practical life. He faced the future, and for an
-instant he recoiled.
-
-Lavinia was standing looking up at him. She laid her hand on his
-shoulder.
-
-"What is it, Glenn?"
-
-"I was just thinking," he said, "that I have a great assurance in asking
-you to marry me."
-
-"What do you mean?"
-
-"Why, dear, just this: I can't get a practice in Macochee; I might as
-well look it in the face now as any time. I have known it all along, but
-I've kept it from you, and I've tried to keep it from myself. There's no
-place here for me; everybody says so, your father, Wade Powell,
-everybody. There's no chance for a young man in the law in these small
-towns. I've tried to make myself think otherwise. I've tried to make
-myself believe that after I'd been admitted I could settle down here and
-get a practice and we could have a little home of our own--but--"
-
-"Can't we?" Lavinia whispered the words, as if she were afraid utterance
-would confirm the fear they imported.
-
-"Well--that's what they all say," Marley insisted.
-
-"But papa's always talking that way," Lavinia protested. "I suppose all
-old men do. They forget that they were ever young, and I don't see what
-right they have to destroy your faith, your confidence, or the
-confidence of any young man!" Lavinia blazed out these words
-indignantly. It was consoling to Marley to hear them, he liked her
-passionate partizanship in his cause. He longed for her to go on, and he
-waited, anxious to be reassured in spite of himself. He could see her
-face dimly in the starlight, and feel her figure rigid with protest
-beside him.
-
-"It's simply wicked in them," she said presently. "I don't care what
-they say. We can and we will!"
-
-"I like to have you put it that way, dear," said Marley. "I like to have
-you say 'we'!"
-
-She drew more closely to him.
-
-"And you think we can?" he said presently.
-
-"I know it."
-
-"And have a little home, here, in one of these quiet streets, with the
-shade, and the happiness--"
-
-"Yes!"
-
-"And it wouldn't matter much if we were poor?"
-
-"No!"
-
-"Just at first, you know. I'd work hard, and we could be so happy, so
-happy, just we two, together!"
-
-"Yes, yes," she whispered.
-
-"I love Macochee so," Marley said presently. "I just couldn't leave it!"
-
-"Don't! Don't!" she protested. "Don't even speak of it!"
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XIV
-
- ONE SUNDAY MORNING
-
-
-It was Sunday morning and Marley sat in church looking at a shaft of
-soft light that fell through one of the tall windows. From gazing at the
-shaft of light, he began to study the symbols in the different windows,
-the cross and crown, the lamb, the triangle that represented the
-Trinity, all the Roman symbols that Protestantism still retains in its
-decorations. Then he counted the pipes in the organ, back and forth,
-never certain that he had counted them correctly. All about him the
-people were going through the service, but it had lost all meaning for
-Marley, because he had been accustomed to it from childhood.
-
-Having been reassured by Lavinia, he felt that he should be happy, yet a
-strong sense of dissatisfaction, of uncertainty, flowed persistently
-under all his thoughts, belying his heart's assurance of its happiness.
-When Doctor Marley, advancing to the pulpit, buttoned his coat down
-before him, pushed aside the vase of flowers the ladies' committee
-always put in his way, and stood with his strong, expressive hand laid
-on the open Bible, Marley's thoughts fixed themselves for a moment in
-the pride and love he had always had for his father. There swept before
-him hundreds of scenes like this when his father had stood up to preach,
-and then suddenly he realized that his father had grown old: he was
-white-haired and in his rugged, smooth-shaven face deep lines were
-drawn--the lines of a beautiful character.
-
-He remembered something his father had said to the effect that the
-pulpit was the only place in which inexperienced youth was desired,
-showing the insincerity of what people call their religion, and then he
-remembered the ambitions he had dimly felt in his father in his earlier
-days; it had been predicted that his father would be a bishop. But he
-was not a bishop, and now in all probability never would be one; he was
-not politician enough for that. And Marley wondered whether or not his
-father could be said to have been successful; he had come to know and to
-do high things, he had lived a life full of noble sacrifice and the
-finest faith in humanity and in God; but was this success? He heard his
-father's voice:
-
-"The text will be found in the third chapter of the Lamentations of
-Jeremiah."
-
-But Marley never listened to sermons; now and then he caught a phrase,
-or a period, especially when his father raised his voice, but his
-thoughts were elsewhere, anywhere--not on the sermon. The men and women
-sitting in front of him kept shifting constantly, and he grew tired of
-slipping this way and that and craning his neck in order to see his
-father. And then the constant fluttering of fans hurt his eyes, and they
-wandered here and there, each person they lighted on suggesting some new
-train of thought.
-
-Presently they fell on a girl in a white dress, and in some way she
-suggested Lavinia. And instantly he felt that he should be perfectly
-happy when thinking of Lavinia, but, as suddenly, came that subconscious
-uncertainty, that deep-flowing discontent. He went over his last
-conversation with Lavinia, in which he had found such assurance, but now
-away from her he realized that he had lulled himself into a sense of
-security that was all false; and the conviction that Macochee had no
-place for him, at least as a lawyer, came back. He tried to put it away
-from him, and think of something else.
-
-His eyes fell on old Selah Dudley, sitting like all pillars of the
-church, at the end of his pew. Dudley's back was narrow, and rounded out
-between the shoulders so that Marley wondered how he could sit
-comfortably at all; his head was flat and sheer behind, and Marley could
-see with what care the old banker had plastered the scant hair across
-his bald poll--the only sign of vanity revealed in him, unless it were
-in the brown kid gloves he wore. Marley looked at Dudley with the
-feeling that he was looking at the most successful man in Macochee, and
-yet he had a troubled sense of the phariseeism that is the essential
-element of such success. He remembered what Wade Powell had said;
-immediately he saw Dudley in a new light; the old man sat stolid,
-patient and brutal, waiting for some heterodoxy, or something that could
-be construed as heterodoxy, theological or economic, like a savage with
-a spear waiting to pierce his prey, and glad when the moment came.
-
-But Marley, seeing the young girl in the white dress, again thought of
-Lavinia, who would be sitting at that very moment with her father and
-mother and Connie and Chad over in the Presbyterian church. How long
-would it be before he could sit there beside her, as her husband? Then
-with a flash it came to him that they would, in all likelihood, be
-married in that very church. Instantly he saw the spectators gathered,
-he saw the pulpit and the chancel-rail hidden in flowers, he saw his
-father with his ritual in his hands, waiting; and then while the organ
-played the wedding march, Lavinia coming down the aisle, her eyes
-lowered under her veil. His heart beat faster, he felt a wave of
-emotion, joyous, exciting.
-
-But there was much to do before that moment could come--the long days
-and nights of study; the examination looming like a mountain of
-difficulties, then months and years of waiting for a practice. He tried
-to imagine each detail of the coming of a practice, but he could not; he
-could not conceive how it was possible for a practice to come to any
-one, much less to him. There were many lawyers in Macochee now, and all
-of them were more or less idle. There was certainly no need of more.
-Judge Blair and Wade Powell and every one had told him that, and
-suddenly he felt an impatience with them all, as if they were
-responsible for the conditions they described; they all conspired
-against him, men and conditions, making up the elements of a harsh,
-intractable fate.
-
-And Marley grew bitter against every one in Macochee; they all gossiped
-about him, they were all determined to drive him away; well, let them;
-he would go; but he would come back again some day as a great,
-successful lawyer, looking down on them and their little interests, and
-they would be filled with envy and respect. But what of Lavinia?
-
-What right had he to ask her to marry him? What right had he to place
-her in the position he had? He realized it now, clearly, he told
-himself, for the first time. She had given up all for him. She would go
-out no more, she had foregone her parties, calls, picnics, dances,
-everything; in her devotion she had estranged her friends. He had given
-her parents concern, he had placed her in a false, impossible position.
-He must rescue her from it. But how? By breaking the engagement? He
-blushed for the thought. By going away quietly, silently, without a
-word? That would only increase the difficulty of her position. By
-keeping her waiting, year after year, until he could find a foothold in
-the world? Even that was unfair.
-
-No, he could not give up Lavinia and he could not go away from Macochee,
-hence it followed that he must give up the law. He must get some work to
-do, and at once; something that would pay him enough to support a wife.
-He began to canvass the possibilities in Macochee. He thought of all the
-openings; surely there would be something; there were several thousand
-persons in Macochee, and they lived somehow. He did not wish to give up
-the law; not that he loved it so, but because he disliked to own himself
-beaten. But it was necessary; he could suffer this defeat; he could make
-this sacrifice. There was something almost noble in the attitude, and he
-derived a kind of morbid consolation from the thought.
-
-His father was closing the Bible--sure sign that the sermon was about to
-end. There was another prayer, then a hymn, and while the congregation
-remained standing for the benediction, he heard his father's voice:
-
-"The peace of God which passeth all understanding--"
-
-The words had always comforted him in the sorrows he was constantly
-imagining, but now they brought no peace.
-
-In another moment the congregation was stirring joyously, in unconscious
-relief that the sitting was over. The hum of voices assumed a pleasant
-social air, as friend and acquaintance turned to greet one another. The
-people moved slowly down the aisle. He caught a glimpse of his father,
-smiling and happy--happy that his work was done--passing his
-handkerchief over his reddened brow and bending to take the hands of
-those who came to speak to him and to congratulate him. Just then Selah
-Dudley gave his father his hand; the sight pleased Marley; and suddenly
-an idea came to him.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XV
-
- A SAINT'S ADVICE
-
-
-On Monday morning Marley found Dudley at his post in the First National
-Bank. He halted at the little low gate in the rail that ran round
-Dudley's desk until Dudley looked up and saw him, and then Marley
-smiled. Dudley, conceiving it to be the propitiatory smile of the
-intending borrower, narrowed his eyes as he regarded him.
-
-"Well?" he said.
-
-Marley went in and sat down on the edge of the hard chair that was
-placed near Dudley.
-
-"I wish to have a little talk with you, Mr. Dudley," he said. He waited
-then for Dudley to reply, thinking perhaps he would be interested in the
-son of his pastor. Dudley had turned his chair a little, and seemed to
-have sunk a little lower in its brown leather cushions, worn to a hard
-shine during the long years he had sat there. The lower part of him was
-round and full and heavy, while his shoulders were narrow and sloping,
-and his chest sunken, as if, from sitting there so many years, his
-vitals had settled, giving him the figure of a half emptied bag of
-grain. His legs were thin, and his trousers crept constantly up the legs
-of the boots he wore; the boots were blackened as far as the ankles,
-above the ankles they were wrinkled and scuffed to a dirty brown.
-
-Marley noted these details hurriedly, for it was the face of the man
-that held him. A scant beard, made up of a few harsh, wiry hairs, partly
-covered the banker's cheeks and chin; his upper lip was clean-shaven,
-and his hair, scant but still black, was combed forward at the temples,
-and carefully carried over from one side of his head to the other,
-ineffectually trying to hide the encroaching baldness. His nose was
-large; his eyes narrow under his almost barren brows and red at the
-edges of the lids that lacked lashes.
-
-"What do you want?" said Dudley, never moving, as if to economize his
-energies, as he economized his words and every other thing of value in
-his narrow world.
-
-Marley did not know just what reply to make: this was a critical moment
-to him, and he must make no mistake.
-
-"I came," he began, "to--to ask you for a little advice."
-
-Dudley, at this, settled a little more into his chair, possibly a little
-more comfortably; he seemed to relax somewhat, and his eyes were not
-quite so narrow as they had been. But he blinked a moment, and then
-cautiously asked:
-
-"What about?"
-
-"Well, it's just this," Marley began, smiling persistently; "you see
-I've begun the study of law; I had intended to be a lawyer."
-
-"We've got plenty o' lawyers," said Dudley.
-
-"That's just the conclusion I have come to, and I was thinking somewhat
-of making a change. And so I thought I'd come and ask you, that is, your
-advice."
-
-Dudley, still cautious, made no reply, and Marley almost despaired of
-getting on easy terms. He began to wish he had not come; he might have
-known this, he said to himself, and his smile and the confidence with
-which he had come began to leave him. But he must make another effort.
-
-"You see, Mr. Dudley," he said, "I thought, as things are nowadays, I
-would have to wait years before I could really do anything in the law,
-and as I have my own way to make in the world, I thought, you know, I
-might get into something else."
-
-"What, for instance?" asked Dudley.
-
-"Well, I didn't exactly know; I had hardly thought it out,--that's why I
-came to you, knowing you to be a man of large affairs."
-
-Dudley had an instant's vision of his bank, of his stocks, and of the
-many farms all over Gordon County on which he held mortgages, but he
-checked his impulse; these very possessions must be guarded; people
-envied him them, and while this envy in one way was among the sources of
-his few joys, it nevertheless gave rise to covetousness which was
-prohibited by the tenth commandment.
-
-"So you want my advice, eh?" he asked, looking hard at Marley.
-
-"Yes, sir."
-
-"And that's all?" he asked suspiciously.
-
-"Well--any suggestions," Marley said.
-
-Dudley still hesitated. He continued to study Marley out of his little
-eyes. Presently he inquired, as if by way of getting a basis to start
-on:
-
-"You been to college, ain't you?"
-
-"Yes, sir," Marley answered promptly; "I graduated in June."
-
-"How long was you there?"
-
-"Why," Marley replied in some surprise, "the full four years."
-
-"Four years," Dudley repeated. "How old?"
-
-"Twenty-two."
-
-"Well, that's that much time wasted. If a young man's going to get along
-these times, and make anything of himself, he has to start early, learn
-business ways and habits. He's got to begin at the bottom, and feel his
-way up." The banker was speaking now with a reckless waste of words that
-was surprising. "The main thing at first is to work; it ain't the money.
-Now, when I come to Macochee, forty-seven years ago, I hadn't nothing.
-But I went to work, I was up early, and I went to bed early; I worked
-hard all day, I 'tended to business, and I saved my money. That's it,
-young man, that's the only way--up early, work hard, and save your
-money." Dudley leaned back in his chair to let Marley contemplate him.
-
-"But what did you work at? At first, I mean."
-
-"Why," said Dudley, as if in surprise, "at anything I could get. I wan't
-proud; I wan't 'fraid o' work."
-
-Marley leaned forward with his elbows on his knees and began twirling
-his hat in his hands. Then, thinking the attitude lacking in respect, he
-sat up again.
-
-"Then, I was careful of my habits," Dudley went on. "I never touched a
-bit o' tobacco, nor tasted a drop o' liquor in my life."
-
-He paused, and then:
-
-"Do you use tobacco?" he asked.
-
-"Sometimes," Marley hesitated to confess.
-
-"Cigarettes?"
-
-"Now and then."
-
-"Humph! Learned that at college, I suppose." Marley made no reply.
-
-"Well, you've started wrong, young man. That wan't the way I made
-myself. I never touched a drop of liquor nor tasted tobacco. I worked
-hard and God prospered me--yes, God prospered me."
-
-Dudley's voice sank piously.
-
-"Now, I'll tell you." He seemed to be about to impart the secret of it
-all. "When I was your age, I embraced religion, and I promised God that
-if he'd prosper me I'd give a tenth of all I made to the church; a
-tenth, yes, sir, a full tenth." The banker paused again as if making a
-calculation, and a trouble gathered for an instant at his hairless
-brows, but, as if by an effort, he smoothed them so that they became
-meek and submissive. And then he went on, as if he had found a species
-of relief:
-
-"But it was the best bargain I ever made. It paid; yes, it paid; I kep'
-my word, and the Lord kep' His; He prospered me."
-
-He had folded his hands, and sat blinking at Marley.
-
-"So my advice to you, young man, is to give up tobacco and all your
-other bad habits, to be up early in the morning, to work hard, and
-remember God in all your ways, and He shall direct thy paths."
-
-Dudley stirred, and moved his swivel chair a little, as if it were time
-to resume work. But Marley sat there.
-
-"That's my advice to you, young man," Dudley repeated, "and it won't
-cost you a cent." He said this generously, at the same time implying a
-hint of dismissal. Still Marley did not move, and Dudley eyed him in
-some concern. Marley saw the look and forced a smile.
-
-"I thank you, Mr. Dudley," he said, "for your advice. I am sure it is
-good. I was wondering, though," he went on, with a reluctance that he
-knew impaired the effect of his words, "if you wouldn't have something
-here in your bank for me--"
-
-At this Dudley suddenly seemed to shrink in size. His eyes became small,
-mere inflamed slits beneath his hairless brows, and he said:
-
-"I thought you said you wanted advice?"
-
-"Well, I did," Marley explained, "but I thought maybe--"
-
-He did not finish the sentence. He rose and stood, still twirling his
-hat in his hand. "And you have nothing, you know of nothing?"
-
-Dudley slowly shook his head from side to side, once or twice, having
-resumed his economical habits.
-
-"Good morning," Marley said, and left.
-
-As he went out, the cashier and the assistant cashier looked at him
-through the green wire screen. Then they lifted their heads from their
-tasks cautiously and exchanged surreptitious glances.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XVI
-
- LOVE AND A LIVING
-
-
-Marley was not surprised by the result of his visit to Selah Dudley. He
-made an effort to convince himself that there was truth in what Dudley
-had said to him, even if he could not remember exactly what it was that
-Dudley had said. He tried to put down the instinctive feeling of dislike
-he had for the old banker; he told himself that such a feeling was
-unworthy of him, if not unworthy of Dudley, and in thinking the matter
-over he tried to clear himself of all suspicion of envy or jealousy of
-Dudley's success. The whole town considered Dudley its leading man, and
-Marley tried so to consider him; and he tried to consider him in this
-light because he was a good man and not because he was a rich man, just
-as the town pretended to do. He wanted to talk about Dudley with some
-one, but he did not want to talk about him with Lavinia, because he felt
-a shame in his failure with Dudley that he feared Lavinia might share.
-He did talk with his father about him, but his father did not seem to be
-interested; he smiled his tolerant smile, but made no comment. And when
-Marley pressed him for an opinion of Dudley his father said:
-
-"They make broad their phylacteries."
-
-And that was all.
-
-However, Marley found Wade Powell willing to talk of Selah Dudley, as he
-was willing to talk of almost anything. Marley did not tell Powell that
-he had been to Dudley to ask for a position; he merely let it be
-understood that he had met the old man in the course of the day and
-talked with him casually.
-
-"By the way," he asked, as if the thought had just come to him, "how did
-Selah Dudley make his money?"
-
-"He didn't make it," Powell answered.
-
-"He didn't? Did he inherit it?"
-
-"No."
-
-"Then how did he get it?"
-
-"He gathered it."
-
-"Gathered it? I don't know what you mean."
-
-Powell laughed.
-
-"You don't? Well, there's a difference."
-
-"He wasn't in the army, was he?"
-
-"In the army! Great God!" Powell threw into his voice the contempt he
-could not find the word to express. "You think he'd risk his hide in the
-army? Well, I should say not! Though he would have been perfectly
-safe--" Powell said it as a parenthetical afterthought--"no bullet could
-ever have pierced his hide, and he had no blood to shed."
-
-Powell bit the end from his cigar and spat out the damp little pieces of
-tobacco viciously.
-
-"No, I'll tell you, Glenn," he said, "he stayed at home and got his
-start, as he calls it, by skinning the poor. Widows were his big game
-and he gathered a little pile that has been growing ever since. To-day
-he owns Gordon County."
-
-"He seems to be a prominent man in the church," ventured Marley.
-
-"He'll be a prominent man in hell," said Powell, angrily. And then he
-added thoughtfully: "My one regret in going there myself is that I'll
-have to see him every day."
-
-The most curious effect of Marley's visit to Dudley, however, was one he
-did not observe himself. Having been defeated in his plan to secure a
-place in the bank, he felt at first, with a certain consolation, that he
-still had the law to fall back on, and he returned to his studies. But
-he made little headway; once having decided to give up the law, the
-decision remained, and his mind was constantly occupied with schemes for
-securing a foothold in some other occupation. He considered, one after
-another, every possibility in Macochee, and as fast as he thought of
-some opening, he went for it, but invariably to find it either no
-opening at all, or else, if it were an opening, one that closed at his
-approach. Gradually he gave up his studies altogether, and sat idle, his
-book before him; but one day Powell said to him:
-
-"Say, Glenn, you're not getting along very fast, are you?"
-
-Marley started, and flushed with a sense of guilt.
-
-"Well, no," he admitted.
-
-"What's the matter, in love?"
-
-Marley blushed, from another cause this time, though the guilt remained
-in his face. But Powell instantly was gentle.
-
-"I beg your pardon," he said, "I was just joking, of course; I didn't
-mean to be inquisitive. You mustn't mind my boorishness."
-
-Marley looked at him gratefully and Powell, to whom any show of
-affection was confusing, turned away self-consciously. But Marley
-whirled his chair around toward Powell.
-
-"I am in love," he said. "I've wanted to tell you, but I--you know who
-she is."
-
-"Lavinia Blair?"
-
-"Yes. And that's what's troubling me," Marley went on. "I want to get
-married, and I can't. I can't," he repeated, "the law's too slow; I've
-realized it for a long while, but I tried to keep the fact away, I tried
-not to see it. But now I have to face it. Why," he said, rising to his
-feet, "it'll take a thousand years to get a practice in this town, and
-I'm not even admitted yet."
-
-He walked to and fro, his brows pinched together, his lower lip thrust
-out, his teeth nipping his upper one. Powell glanced at him, but said
-nothing. He knew human nature, this lawyer, and the fact made every one
-in the county tremble at the thought of his cross-examinations;
-sometimes he carried too far his love of laying souls bare, and as often
-hurt as helped his cause. He never had been able to turn his knowledge
-to much practical account; in a city he would have had numerous
-retainers as a trial lawyer, though few as a counselor. In Macochee he
-was out of place, and he chafed under a semi-consciousness of the fact.
-He waited, knowing that Marley would burst forth again.
-
-"I'll have to get a job," Marley said at that moment, bitterly, "and go
-to work; that's all." And then he laughed harshly. "Humph, get a
-job--that's the biggest job of all. What can I get here in Macochee, I'd
-like to know?"
-
-He halted and turned suddenly, fiercely, almost menacingly on Powell, as
-if he were the cause of his predicament.
-
-"I've told you already it's no place for you," said Powell, quietly.
-
-"But where'll I go?" Marley held out his hands with a gesture that was
-pleading, pathetic. Thus he waited for Powell's reply.
-
-Powell smoked thoughtfully for a moment and then began:
-
-"When I was going to the law school in Cincinnati, there was a young
-fellow in my class--a great friend of mine. He was poor, and I was
-poor--God! how poor we were!" Powell paused in this retrospect of
-poverty. "That was why we were such friends,--our poverty gave us a
-common interest. This fellow came from up in Hardin County; he was tall,
-lean and gawky, the worst jay you ever saw. When we had graduated, I
-supposed he would go home, maybe to Kenton--that was his county-seat.
-When we were bidding each other good-by--I'll never forget the day, it
-was June, hot as hell; and we had left the old law school in Walnut
-Street and were standing there by the Tyler-Davidson fountain in Fifth
-Street. I said, 'Well, we'll see each other once in a while; we won't be
-far apart.' He looked at me and said, 'I don't know about that.' 'Why?'
-I asked. 'Well,' he said, 'I'm going to Chicago.' I looked at him in
-surprise. He was out at the elbows then, and had hardly enough money to
-get home on. Then the ridiculousness of it struck me, and I laughed.
-'Why, you'll starve to death there!' I said. He only smiled." Powell
-paused, to whet Marley's appetite, perhaps, for the foregone dénouement.
-
-"That jay," Powell said, when he had allowed sufficient time to elapse,
-"that jay I laughed at is Judge Johnson, of the United States Circuit
-Court."
-
-The story saddened Marley. With his faculty of conceiving a whole drama
-at once, he caught in an instant the trials Judge Johnson had gone
-through before he won to his station of ease and honor; he saw the
-privations, the sacrifices, the hardships, the endless strivings,
-plottings, schemings; it wearied and depressed him; his frightened mind
-hung back, clung to the real, the present, the known, found a relief in
-picturing the seeming security of a man like Wade Powell, in a town
-where he knew everybody and was known by everybody. He shrank from
-hearing more of the judge; he wished to stay with his thought in
-Macochee.
-
-"How _do_ young men get a start in places like Macochee?" he asked, and
-then he added in despairing argument: "They _do_ stay, they _do_ get
-along somehow, they make livings, and raise families; the town grows and
-does business, the population increases, it doesn't die off."
-
-"Well," said Wade Powell, approaching the problem with the generalities
-its mystery demanded, "some of them marry rich women, but that industry
-is about played out now; the fortunes are divided up; some of them, most
-of them, are content to eke out small livings, clerking in stores and
-that kind of thing; about the only ones that get ahead any are traders;
-they barter around, first in one business, then in another; they run a
-grocery, then sell it out and buy a livery-stable; then they dabble in
-real estate a while; finally they skin some one out of a farm and then
-they go on skinning, a little at a time; by the time they're old, people
-forget their beginnings and they become respectable; then they join the
-church, like Selah Dudley."
-
-Powell stopped a moment, then he began again.
-
-"The lawyers get along God knows how; the doctors, well, they never
-starve, for people will get sick, or think they're sick, which is better
-yet; then there are a few preachers who are supported in a poor way by
-their congregations. When a man fails, he goes into the insurance
-business."
-
-Powell smoked contemplatively for a few moments.
-
-"Sometimes," he resumed presently, "I feel as if I were tottering on the
-verge of the insurance business myself."
-
-Marley looked at Powell, who had relapsed into silence, his head
-lowered, his eyes fixed in the distance, and there was something
-pathetic in the figure, or would have been, but for the humor that saved
-every situation for Powell. There was, however, something appealing, and
-something to inspire affection, too. Marley's gaze recalled Powell, and
-he glanced up with a smile.
-
-"I reckon you've gathered from my remarks," said Powell, "that I
-consider success chiefly from a monetary standpoint, but I don't. The
-main business of life is living, and the trouble with the world is that
-it is too busy getting ready to live to find the time for life; it has
-tied itself up with a thousand chains of its own forging and it has had
-to postpone living from time to time until most people have put the
-beginning of life at the gateway of death; meanwhile they're busy
-gathering things, like magpies, and those that gather the most are
-considered the best; they have come to think that people are divided
-into two classes, good and bad; the good are those who own, the bad
-those who don't, and the good think their business is to put down the
-bad. Now, here in Gordon County, we have about everything a man needs;
-the spring comes and the summer, and the autumn and the winter; the rain
-falls and the winds blow and the sun shines, and I've noticed that
-Lighttown gets about as much rain as Main Street, and Gooseville about
-as much wind as Scioto Street; the sun seems to shine pretty much alike
-on the niggers loafing in Market Space and on old Selah Dudley and Judge
-Blair, bowing like Christians to each other in the Square. The trees are
-the same color wherever they grow, and I don't see any reason why people
-shouldn't be happy if they'd only let one another be happy. Now, I would
-have lived, but I didn't have time. I thought when I began that I'd have
-to do as the rest were doing, get hold of things, and I saw that if I
-did, I'd have to get my share away from them; well, I made a failure of
-that, being too soft inside someway; that was all right too, but
-meanwhile I was wasting time, and putting off living--now it's too
-late."
-
-Marley looked at him in perplexity, not knowing how to take him.
-
-"I know," he said presently. "But what am I going to do? I can live all
-right, but I have to do better than that; I want to get married."
-
-"Married," mused Powell, "married! Well, I got married."
-
-Marley was interested. He had never heard Powell speak of his wife, and
-he feared what he was about to say; for that instant Powell's standing
-in his estimation trembled.
-
-"And that was the only sensible thing I ever did."
-
-Marley felt a great relief.
-
-"But I don't know that I did right by Mary; I didn't do her any good, I
-reckon; still, she's borne up somehow; I wish I had a sky full of
-sunlight to pour over her."
-
-Powell walked to his window, and looked across into the Court-House yard
-where the leaves were falling slowly from the Maple-trees. Marley hoped
-that he would go on, and say more of his wife, but he was silent.
-Presently he turned about.
-
-"Well, Glenn," he said; "I see you're stuck on staying in Macochee, and
-I don't blame you; and you want to get married, and that's all right.
-Maybe I can help you do it."
-
-"How?" said Marley, eagerly.
-
-"I've got a scheme."
-
-"What is it?"
-
-"Well, maybe it'll work, maybe it won't. I'd better wait till I see
-whether it will or not before I tell you."
-
-He stood and smiled at Marley a moment, and then said: "You wait here."
-
-And he turned and left the office. Marley watched Powell's fine figure
-as he walked across the street toward the Court House, a great love of
-the man surging within him. He felt secure and safe; a new warmth spread
-through him. At the door of the Court House Marley saw him stop and
-shake hands with Garver, the sheriff. The two talked a moment, then
-turned and went down toward the big iron gate in Main Street, and
-disappeared. Marley waited until noon and then he went home to his
-dinner. He returned, but Powell did not come back to the office all the
-afternoon.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XVII
-
- THE COUNTY FAIR
-
-
-Marley did not see Wade Powell again for four days; a Sunday intervened,
-and Powell did not come back to the office until Monday morning. He came
-in with a solemn air upon him, and a new dignity that made impressive
-the seriousness with which he set to work at the pile of papers on his
-desk, as if he were beginning a new week with new resolutions. He was
-freshly shaved, and his hair had been cut; it was shorter at the sides
-and, against his rough sunburnt neck, showed an edge of clean white
-skin. His newly cropped hair gave him a strange, brisk appearance; his
-black clothes were brushed, his linen fresh.
-
-He spoke to Marley but a few times and then from the distant altitude of
-his new dignity. Once he sent Marley on an errand to Snider's drug store
-to buy a large blank book; he said he was going to keep an office docket
-after that. He worked on his new docket half the morning, then he
-carried the docket and the bundle of papers over to Marley's table,
-flung them down and asked Marley if he would not continue the work for
-him. He explained the system he had devised for keeping a record of his
-cases; it was intricate and complete, but in many of his cases the
-numbers and in some instances the names of opposing parties were
-missing; Powell told Marley to go over to the Court House and get the
-missing data from the clerk.
-
-"I've got to go out for a while," Powell explained. Then he hurried
-away; he seemed to be glad to escape from the office and the drudgery of
-the task he had set for himself.
-
-Powell's absence weighed on Marley; he was lonesome in the deserted
-office, and found himself wondering just where Powell was at each
-moment; he pictured him with his companions, Colonel Devlin, Marshall
-Scarff, Sheriff Garver, old man Brockton and Doc Hall; lately it had
-been rumored that George Halliday had been admitted to the merry group,
-and that they played poker nightly in a room in the Coleman Block. Then
-Marley would picture to himself Wade Powell's wife; he had never seen
-her, but he had an idea of her appearance, formed from no description of
-her, but created out of his own fancy. He pictured her as a graceful
-little woman, with a certain droop to her figure; but try as he would,
-he could not see her face; it was a blur to him, yet it gave somehow a
-certain expression of sweetness and patience; sometimes, by an effort,
-he could see her brow, and the hair above it; the hair was dark, and
-parted in the middle with some gray in its rather heavy mass.
-
-Marley could never discuss Wade Powell with any kind of satisfaction
-with Lavinia. When he spoke of him, she would smile and affect an
-interest, but he could detect the affectation, and he could detect,
-also, a certain distance in her attitude toward Wade Powell or the
-thought of him, which he ascribed to the influence of Judge Blair's
-dislike. Marley saw that Lavinia never would accept Wade Powell, and he
-had ceased to mention him except in a casual manner. For some like
-reason he had ceased to mention Wade Powell at home; he found that he
-had many views which he could not share with those nearest him, and his
-inner life at that time was somewhat lonely and aloof.
-
-He had not told Lavinia of Wade Powell's offer of assistance, nor had he
-spoken of it at home. In those four days he had thought much of it and
-built countless hopes upon it; he had thought of all the possibilities,
-and taken a fine delight in examining each one, working it out to its
-logical end in its effect upon Lavinia and him and upon their fortunes.
-He was disappointed when Wade Powell failed to refer to the subject
-again; he would have liked to discuss the disappointment with Lavinia;
-usually, out of her youthful optimism and faith in the life of which she
-was so innocent, she could reassure him; but of late he had had so many
-disappointments and had drawn so heavily on Lavinia's resources of
-comfort and hope that he had grown wary, almost superstitiously wary, of
-making any further drafts.
-
-When Monday came and Powell did not renew the subject, nor even say what
-his scheme had been, Marley concluded that Powell had forgotten all
-about it, and so he relinquished the hope with a sigh, and tried to
-forget it himself. He took up his studies once more; but he made poor
-headway; he saw with chagrin that he had not read ten pages of law in as
-many days, and what he had read he could not remember. When he tried to
-review it, the words had no meaning for him, nor could he wrest any from
-them, even though he ground his elbows in the table with the book
-between them and dug his fists into his hair.
-
-That was the week of the Gordon County fair. For a month every fence
-along the white pikes in the country had borne the bills, flaming from
-afar in red ink the date, "Oct. 15-31." There were, too, lithographs
-everywhere--on boards at the monument, at the Court House, on the town
-hall, on the covered bridge over Mad River--lithographs picturing the
-exciting finish of a trotting race, and a sedate concourse of fat
-cattle. The fair opened Monday, but it was understood that that day
-would be devoted to preparing and arranging the exhibits; the fair would
-not begin in earnest until Tuesday; the big day would be Thursday.
-
-Marley was glad that fair week had come, for the chance of novelty which
-it offered, and, too, for the excuse it gave him; he would not study
-that week, but in the general festivity try to forget the problem that
-so oppressed him. He would have liked to go to the fair every day, but
-he could not, for the expense, insignificant as it seemed to be to every
-one else in the county, was not insignificant to him. He went, however,
-on Wednesday with his father, who, with the love of horses he had
-inherited from the saddle-bag days of Methodism, recklessly attended the
-races. Marley thought that this visit would be his last, but on Thursday
-morning he met Lawrence in the Square.
-
-"Just the man I'm looking for!" said Lawrence.
-
-He was brisk, alert, important, and had an official air which was
-explained when Marley observed, on the lapel of his coat, the badge of
-blue ribbon that proclaimed an officer of the fair.
-
-"I have charge of the tickets this year," he said. "Want to go? I'll
-pass you in."
-
-Marley was glad enough to accept.
-
-"I'll have to go around to the office and tell Powell," he said. "I was
-away all day yesterday."
-
-"Oh, nonsense," replied Lawrence, "that won't make any difference; he's
-been full for two days. This is his big time."
-
-Marley had a pang as he saw with what small seriousness Lawrence
-regarded his relation to the law; it reflected, doubtless, the common
-attitude of the community toward him and his efforts.
-
-"I've got to hurry," Lawrence went on; "I've got a rig waiting here; you
-can ride out with me."
-
-It was one of the incomparable afternoons that autumn brings to Ohio;
-the retreating sun was flashing in the high, blue sky; the air was fresh
-and Marley felt it full of energy and hope. Lawrence drove rapidly
-through the throng of hurrying vehicles that crowded the road to the
-fair-grounds, stirring up a cloud of dust that covered everything with
-its white powder.
-
-Lawrence left him at the gate, being too full of business to engage in
-the weary search for pleasure, and Marley set out alone across the
-scorched and trampled turf for the grand stand, black with people for
-the races. He could hear the nervous clamor of the bell in the judges'
-stand, the notes of the hand-organ at the squeaking merry-go-round, the
-incessant thumping of the bass drum that made its barbaric music for the
-side-show, and the cries of venders, dominating all the voices of the
-thousands bent in their silly way on pleasure. Once, calling him back to
-the real, to the peace of the commonplace, he heard the distant tones of
-the town clock in the tower that stood, a mile away, above the autumnal
-trees.
-
-He pressed into the space between the grand stand and the whitewashed
-fence that surrounded the track; through the palings he could see the
-stoop-shouldered drivers, bent over the heavily breathing trotters they
-jogged to and fro; above him, in the grand stand, he could distinguish
-cries and laughs, now and then complete excited sentences, sometimes
-voices he knew. All around him the farmers, clumsy in their ready-made
-clothes and bearing their buggy whips as some insignia of office,
-solemnly watched the races and talked of horses.
-
-The sense of kinship with the crowd that had unerringly drawn Marley
-left him the moment he was in the crowd, and a loneliness replaced the
-sense of kinship. He looked about for some one he knew. He began, here
-and there, to recognize faces, just as he had recognized voices in the
-din above him; he began to analyze and to classify the crowd, and he
-laughed somewhat cynically when he saw numbers of politicians going
-about among the farmers, shaking their hands, greeting them effusively,
-calling them by their Christian names. Then suddenly he saw Wade Powell.
-The crowd at the point where Powell stood, nucleated with him as its
-center; by the way the men were laughing, and by the way Powell was
-trying not to laugh, Marley knew that he had been telling them one of
-his stories, and from the self-conscious, guilty expressions on certain
-of the faces, Marley knew that the story was probably one that should
-not have been told. Several countrymen hung on the edge of the group,
-not identifying themselves with it, yet anxious to have a look at Wade
-Powell, who enjoyed the fame of the county's best criminal lawyer.
-
-When Powell saw Marley he called to him, and when Marley drew near, he
-introduced him, somehow mysteriously, almost surreptitiously, to the man
-at his elbow. Powell's face was very red, and his eyes were brilliant.
-The mystery he put into his introduction was but a part of his manner.
-
-"This is Mr. Carman, of Pleasant Grove Township, Glenn," he said,
-bending over, as if no one should hear the name; and then he added, in a
-husky whisper: "He's our candidate for county clerk, you know."
-
-Marley saw something strange, forbidding, in Carman's face, but he could
-not tell what it was. It was a red, sunburnt face, closely shaven, with
-a short mustache burned by the sun; the smile it wore seemed to be fixed
-and impersonal. Plainly the man had spent his days out of doors, though,
-it seemed, not healthfully, for his skin was dry and hardened, and his
-neck thin and wrinkled; he seemed to have known the hard work and the
-poor nourishment of a farm. Marley wondered what was the matter with
-Carman's face. But Powell was drawing them aside.
-
-"Come over here," he was saying, "where we can be alone."
-
-He led them to a corner of the little yard; no one was near; they were
-quite out of the crowd which was pressing to the whitewashed picket
-fence, attracted by the excitement of the race for which the horses were
-just then scoring.
-
-"Now, Jake," Powell began, speaking to Carman, "this is the young man I
-was talking to you about."
-
-Carman, still smiling his dry meaningless smile, turned his face half
-away.
-
-"I reckon," Powell went on, "that I might be able to do you some good,
-if I took off my coat." Powell spoke with a pride in his own influence;
-Marley had never known him to come so near to boasting before.
-
-Carman was looking away; and Powell, his own eyes narrowed, was watching
-him closely. Once he winked at Marley, and Marley was mystified; he did
-not know what play was going on here; he looked from Carman to Powell,
-and back to Carman again. There was some strange fascination about
-Carman; Marley felt a slight relief when he discovered that there was
-something peculiar about Carman's eyes.
-
-"I haven't said anything to Marley about the matter, Jake," Powell said.
-"Maybe I'd better tell him. Hell! He might not want it--I don't know."
-
-Carman turned suddenly; his face had been in the shadow; now it came
-into the sunlight, and Marley saw that while the pupil of Carman's right
-eye contracted suddenly, the pupil of his left eye remained fixed; it
-was larger than the pupil of the right eye, which had shrunk to a
-pin-point in the sharp light of the sun. Marley looked closely, the left
-eye seemed to be swimming in liquid; it almost hurt Marley's eyes to
-look at it.
-
-"I've been telling Carman, Glenn," Powell was explaining, "that if he is
-elected--and gets into the Court House--"
-
-Marley looked at Powell expectantly.
-
-"I want him," Powell went on, "to make you his deputy."
-
-Marley saw it all in a flash; this was what Powell had meant that day a
-fortnight ago; he felt his great affection for Powell glow and warm;
-Lavinia would appreciate Powell after this. It meant salary, position, a
-place in which he might complete his law studies at his leisure; it
-meant a living, a home, marriage, Lavinia! He looked all his gratitude
-at Powell, who smiled appreciatively.
-
-Carman had turned his face away again, he was still smiling, and
-plucking now at his chin; Marley waited, and Powell finally grew
-impatient.
-
-"Well, Jake, what do you say?"
-
-Carman waited a moment longer, then slowly turned about. Marley watched
-him narrowly, he saw the pupil of his right eye contract, the pupil of
-the watery left eye remained fixed; then, for the first time, Carman
-looked steadily at Marley and for the first time he spoke.
-
-"Well," he said, and he stopped to spit out his tobacco, "you know I'm
-always ready to do a friend a good turn."
-
-Powell looked Carman over carefully a moment, and then he said,
-
-"All right, Jake."
-
-Just then there was a rush of hoofs, a shock of excitement, and they
-heard a loud yell:
-
-"Go!"
-
-And they rushed to the fence of the whitewashed palings.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XVIII
-
- THE ROAD TO MINGO
-
-
-Lavinia sat rocking quietly back and forth, and stitched away with her
-colored silks on her tambourine frames, while Marley told her of the
-fortune Wade Powell had brought them. He told the story briefly, and he
-tried to tell it simply; he did not comment on Powell's kindness or
-generosity, but let his deeds speak for themselves in Powell's behalf.
-When he had done, Marley waited for Lavinia's comment, but she rocked on
-a moment and then held her tambourine frames at arm's length to study
-the sweet pea she was making. When she had done so, she dropped her
-sewing suddenly into her lap, and looking up, said:
-
-"He thinks everything of you, doesn't he?"
-
-"I believe he likes me," Marley said, as modestly as he could put it.
-
-"Who could help it?"
-
-Lavinia looked at Marley, and he leaned over, and took her hands.
-
-"I am glad you can't, sweetheart," he said.
-
-"Do you know," she went on, "I think it is because you have been kind
-and good to him--just as you are kind and good to every one. His life is
-lonely; he is an outcast, almost; no one cares for him, and he
-appreciates your goodness."
-
-Pity was the utmost feeling she could produce for Wade Powell out of her
-kindly heart. But Marley, though he could accept her homage to the full
-without embarrassment, could not acquiesce to this length, and he
-laughed at her.
-
-"Nonsense, Lavinia," he said. "You have the thing all topsy-turvy. It is
-Wade Powell who has been kind to me; it is he and not I who is good to
-every one. He has a heart brimful of the milk of human kindness. You
-have no idea, and no one has, of the good he does in a thousand little
-ways. He tries to hide it all; he acts as if he were ashamed of it, but
-there are hundreds of people in Macochee who worship him, and would be
-ready to die for him, if it would help him any. Don't think he has no
-friends! He has them by the score--of course, they are all poor; I
-reckon that's why they are generally unknown."
-
-"But isn't he cruel?"
-
-Marley's eyes widened in astonishment.
-
-"I mean," Lavinia said correctively, "isn't he kind of sarcastic?"
-
-"Well," Marley admitted, "he is that at times. I think he tries to hide
-his better qualities; I think he tries to cloak his finer nature with a
-rough garb. Perhaps it is because he is really so sensitive. But he is,
-to my mind, a truly great man. He is a sort of tribune of the people."
-
-"But, Glenn, what about his drinking?"
-
-"Well, that's the trouble," Marley said, shaking his head. "If he had
-let liquor alone he'd have been away up."
-
-Lavinia was silent a moment, her brow was knit in little wrinkles.
-
-"Glenn," she said presently, "I have been thinking."
-
-"Well?"
-
-"That with your influence you might reform him--out of his liking for
-you, don't you know?"
-
-She raised her blue eyes. He laughed outright, and then took her face
-between his two hands.
-
-"You dear little thing!" he said, with the patronage of a lover.
-
-Lavinia regained her dignity.
-
-"But couldn't you?" she demanded.
-
-"Why, dear heart," Marley said, "he would think it presumption. I
-wouldn't dare."
-
-Lavinia shook her head in the hopelessness of the reformer, and took up
-her tambourine frames again with a sigh.
-
-"It's a pity," she said, relinquishing the subject with the hope, "it's
-such a pity."
-
-"But you haven't told me what you think of the scheme."
-
-"You know, dear, that whatever you think best I think best."
-
-Marley was disappointed.
-
-"You don't seem to be very enthusiastic over the prospect," he
-complained. "I thought you'd be glad as I to know that I can at last
-make a place for myself in the world--and a home and a living for you."
-
-Lavinia looked up.
-
-"I never had any doubt of that, Glenn," she said simply.
-
-He saw the trust and confidence she had in him, a trust and a confidence
-he had never felt himself, and had never before been wholly aware of in
-her. He saw that she had never shared those fears which had so long
-oppressed him, and into his love there came a devout thankfulness. He
-felt strong, hopeful, confident, victorious. He had a sudden fancy that
-it would be like this when they were married; he would sit at his own
-hearth, with a fire crackling merrily, and the rain and wind beating
-outside--for the first time he could indulge such a fancy; it allowed
-him, now that his future was assured, to come up to it and to take hold
-of it; it became a reality.
-
-The judge was not at home that night. Now and then Marley could hear
-Mrs. Blair speak a word to Connie and Chad, over their lessons in the
-sitting-room; school had commenced, and Connie having that year entered
-the High School had taken on a new dignity, in consequence of which she
-was treating Chad with a divine patience that brought its own peace into
-the Blair household.
-
-They talked for a long time of their plans. Marley would take his new
-place in December when the new county clerk went into office, and he
-told Lavinia all the advantages of the position. It would extend his
-acquaintance, it would give him a familiarity with court proceedings
-that otherwise he could not have acquired in years. He meant to study
-hard, and be admitted to the bar. They could have a little cottage and
-live simply and economically; he would save part of his salary, and when
-he hung out his shingle he would have enough money laid by to support
-them, modestly, until he could establish himself in a practice. He laid
-it all before her plainly, convincingly. He was charmed with the
-practicability of the plan, with its conservatism, its common sense.
-They might as well be married.
-
-"Can't we?" he asked. He trembled as he asked; his happiness had never
-come so close before.
-
-Lavinia dropped her embroidery frames into her lap and looked up at him.
-The question in her eyes was almost born of fear.
-
-"Right away?" exclaimed Lavinia.
-
-"Well, almost right away," Marley answered. "Sometime this winter,
-anyway."
-
-"This winter! So soon?"
-
-"So soon!" Marley repeated her words, almost in mockery.
-
-"But we mustn't be married in the winter," she said, "we've always
-planned to be married in June--our month, you know."
-
-"What's the use of waiting?"
-
-"But papa and mama--"
-
-This quick rushing to the parental cover, this clinging to the habit of
-years struck a jealousy through Marley's heart. His face fell and he
-looked hurt.
-
-"Can't we, dear?" he pleaded.
-
-Lavinia looked at him, and she said shyly:
-
-"If you say so, Glenn."
-
-They were solemn in their joy and made their plans in detail. They would
-be married quietly, Lavinia said, and at home. Doctor Marley would
-perform the ceremony, and Marley was touched by this recognition of his
-father.
-
-The fall worked a new energy in Marley, and, with the assurance that his
-labors were now soon to bear fruit, he found that he could study better
-than ever before. He worked faithfully over his books every morning, and
-he worked so hard that he felt himself entitled to a portion of each
-afternoon. He would leave the office at four o'clock. Lavinia would be
-waiting for him, and they would try to get out of sight before Connie
-returned from school. She might be expected any moment to come slowly
-down Ward Street entwined with one of her school-girl friends. They did
-not like, somehow, to meet Connie. The smile she gave them was apt to be
-disconcerting. They met smiles in the faces of others they encountered
-in their walks, but they were of a quality more kindly than Connie's
-smile.
-
-They had walked one afternoon to the edge of town where Ward Street
-climbed a hill and became the road to Mingo. At their feet lay the
-little fields, in the distance they could see a man plowing with two
-white horses; off to the right lay the water-works pond, gleaming in the
-afternoon sun.
-
-"What are you thinking of?" Marley said.
-
-"I was thinking that it would be nice to live in the country."
-
-"I was thinking that very thing myself!" exclaimed Marley. Their eyes
-met, and they thrilled over this unity in their thoughts. It was
-marvelous to them, mysterious, prophetic.
-
-"Some day I could buy a farm," Marley said; "out that way."
-
-"Yes," Lavinia replied, "away off there, beyond those low trees. Do you
-see?"
-
-She pointed, but Marley did not look in the direction of the trees; he
-looked at her finger. It was so small, so round, so white. He bent
-forward, and kissed the finger.
-
-"Oh, but you must look where I'm pointing," said Lavinia.
-
-They drew closely together. Marley took Lavinia's hand and they stood
-long in silence.
-
-"We could have a country home there," Marley said after a while, "with a
-hedge about it and stables and horses and dogs. It would be close to
-town; I could go in in the morning and out again in the afternoon."
-
-"And I could drive you in, and then come for you in the afternoon--when
-court adjourned."
-
-"Oh, I would have a man to drive me," said Marley.
-
-"But couldn't I ride in beside you?"
-
-"Yes; you could sit beside me, on the back seat; we'd have an open
-carriage."
-
-"A victoria!" exclaimed Lavinia. "It would be the only one in Macochee!"
-
-"Is that what they call them?"
-
-"Victorias?"
-
-"Yes."
-
-"You know, with a low seat behind and a high seat for the driver. You
-have a green cushion for your feet. You would look so handsome in one,
-Glenn. You would sit very erect and proud, with your hands on a cane.
-You would have white hair then."
-
-"We would be old?" he asked in some dismay.
-
-"No, no," said Lavinia, trying to reconcile her dreams, "not old
-exactly. But I dote on white hair. It's so distinguished for a lawyer
-with a country home. Of course we'll have to get old sometime."
-
-"We'll grow old together, dear."
-
-"Yes," she whispered, "and think of the long years of happiness!"
-
-They stood and gazed, looking down the long vista of years that
-stretched before them as smooth and peaceful as the white road to Mingo.
-
-A subtile change was passing over the face of the road; shadows were
-stealing toward it, and it was growing gray. The trees that still were
-green were darkening to a deeper green, but the colors of those that had
-changed flamed all the brighter. The sun shone more golden on the shocks
-of corn, the sky was glowing pink in the west, the water-works pond was
-glistening as the sun's shafts struck it more obliquely. A fine powder
-hung in the peaceful air.
-
-"How beautiful the fall is!" said Lavinia.
-
-"Yes, I love it," said Marley. "But do you know, dear, that I never
-liked it before? It always seemed sad to me. But you have taught me to
-love many things. You don't know all that you have done for me!"
-
-She stood in her blue dress, with her hands folded before her. Marley
-looked at her hands, and at her white throat, and at her hair, its brown
-turned to a golden hue by the clear light; then he looked into her eyes.
-A sudden emotion, almost religious in its ecstasy, came over him. He
-bent forward.
-
-"Oh!" he exclaimed. "Do you know how beautiful you are! I worship you!"
-
-"Don't, Glenn," she said, "don't say that!" The reflection of a
-superstitious fear lay in her eyes.
-
-"Why?" he said defiantly. "It's all true. You are my religion."
-
-"You frighten me," she said.
-
-Marley laughed.
-
-"Why!" he exclaimed, "there's nothing to fear. Isn't our future assured
-now?"
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XIX
-
- WAKING
-
-
-Carman was inducted into office the first Monday in December, quietly,
-as the _Republican_ said, as though it reflected credit on the new
-county clerk as a man who modestly avoided the demonstration that might
-have been expected under such circumstances. Marley, in the hope of
-seeing his own name, eagerly ran his eyes down the few lines that were
-devoted to the occurrence, but his name was not there, the
-_Republican's_ reporter, as he felt, being a man who lacked a sense of
-the relative importance of events.
-
-Marley had taken no part in the campaign, though Wade Powell wished him
-to, and suggested every now and then that he speak at some of the
-meetings that were being held in the country schoolhouses. Powell said
-it would be good practice for him in a profession where so much talking
-has to be done, and he found other reasons why Marley should do this, as
-that it would extend his acquaintance, and give him a standing with the
-party; but, though Marley was always promising, he was always
-postponing; the thought of standing up and speaking to the vast
-audiences his imagination was able to crowd into a little school-room
-filled him with fear, and he never could bring himself to consent to any
-definite time. Besides this, he could not find an evening he was willing
-to spend away from Lavinia.
-
-When election was over, he expected that he would hear from Carman, but
-he had no word from him. Several times he was on the point of mentioning
-the subject to Wade Powell, but somehow, with a reticence for which he
-reproached himself, he could not bring himself to do it. He watched the
-papers closely, but he found it quite as hard to find in them any
-information about Carman as on any other subject, except, possibly, the
-banal personalities of the town as they related themselves to the coming
-and going of the trains.
-
-But at last, on the day it had occurred to the reporter to chronicle the
-fact that Carman had been inducted into office, the little item struck
-Marley sadly; he felt a sense of detachment from Carman; he could not
-altogether realize that intimate relationship to Carman in his new
-official position that he felt belonged to one who was to be Carman's
-deputy. In his imagination he saw Carman shambling about in the dingy
-room where the county clerk kept the records of the court, his knees
-unhinging loosely at each step, his shoulders bent, his hands in his
-trousers pockets, his right eye squinting here and there observantly,
-the left fixed, impervious to light and shadow, to all that was going on
-in the world. He wondered if Carman, as he looked about, had been
-thinking in any wise of him or had seen him as a part of the place where
-his life was to be lived for the next three years.
-
-Marley read the paper at supper time; in the evening he went to see
-Lavinia. She too had read the paper.
-
-"I know," she said simply, and he was grateful for her quick intuition.
-"Have you seen him?"
-
-"No."
-
-"Are you going to?"
-
-"Would you?"
-
-"Why, certainly, at once."
-
-Marley went to the Court House the first thing in the morning. He feared
-he might have arrived too early, but Carman had the virtue that goes
-farther perhaps than any other in the affections and approval of men, he
-rose early. He had been at his office since long before seven o'clock.
-
-Marley found the new county clerk at his desk, obviously ready for
-business. The desk was clean, with a cleanness that was rather a
-barrenness than an order. The ink-wells, the pens, with their shining
-new steel points, the fresh blotters, all were laid on the clean pad
-with geometrical exactness. The pigeon holes were empty, but they were
-all lettered as if the mind of the new county clerk had grappled with
-the future, come off victorious, and provided for every possible
-emergency, though there were certain contingencies that had impressed
-him as "Miscellaneous."
-
-Carman looked up with the obliging expression of the new public
-official, but Marley's heart instantly sank with a foreboding that told
-him he might as well turn about then and go. It was plain that Carman
-saw nothing in the call beyond a mere incident of the day's work.
-
-Marley took a chair near Carman's desk. He looked at Carman once, and
-then looked instantly away; the eye that lacked the power of
-accommodation was fixed on him, and it made him nervous.
-
-"Do you remember me, Mr. Carman?" asked Marley; and then fearing the
-reply he hastened to add: "I'm Glenn Marley; Mr. Powell introduced me to
-you out at the fair-grounds last fall."
-
-"Yes, I remember," said Carman.
-
-"I suppose you know what I came for?"
-
-Carman's right eye widened somewhat in an expression of mild surprise.
-
-"You know," urged Marley, "the clerkship."
-
-"What clerkship was that?"
-
-"Why, don't you know? The chief clerkship, I reckon."
-
-"Here?"
-
-"Why, yes. Don't you remember?"
-
-Carman's right eye wore a puzzled look.
-
-"Don't you remember?"
-
-"Well, you've got me," said Carman, with a little laugh of apology.
-
-"Why, I understood," Marley went on, "that in the event of your election
-I was to have a position here."
-
-"What as?"
-
-"Why--as chief deputy."
-
-That right eye of Carman's was fixed on him questioningly.
-
-"Chief deputy?" he said finally. "Here--in my office?"
-
-"Why, yes," said Marley. "Don't you remember?"
-
-The question in the right eye had given way to a surprise that was
-growing in Carman's mind, and spreading contagiously to a surprise,
-deeper and more acute, in Marley's mind. The eye had something
-reproachful in its steady stare. Marley leaned over impulsively.
-
-"Why, surely you haven't forgotten--that day out at the fair-grounds,
-when Mr. Powell introduced me to you? I understood, I always understood
-that I was to have the place. I never mentioned it to you afterward, I
-didn't like to bother you, you know. I waited along, feeling that
-everything was all right. But when election was over--and afterward,
-when you took your office, and I didn't hear anything--I thought I'd
-come around and see you."
-
-Despite the sinister left eye, Marley leaned close to Carman and waited.
-Carman was long in bringing himself to speak. Even then he did not seem
-to be sure of the situation he was dealing with.
-
-"You say you understood you was to have a job under me as chief clerk?"
-
-"Why, yes," replied Marley.
-
-"Who'd you understand it from, me or Wade Powell?"
-
-"Well--" Marley hesitated, "I thought I understood it from you; I
-certainly understood it from Mr. Powell."
-
-"You say you got the idea from something I said out at the
-fair-grounds?"
-
-"Yes, sir, at the fair-grounds."
-
-Carman turned away and knitted his brows.
-
-"At the fair-grounds," he said presently, as though talking more to
-himself than to Marley. "The fair-grounds, h-m. Yes, I do remember--"
-
-Marley's heart stirred with a little hope.
-
-"I do remember seeing you there, and talking to you. But I don't
-remember making you any promises. Did you ask me?"
-
-"No; Mr. Powell did that."
-
-"And what did I say?"
-
-"Well," Marley answered, "I can't recall your exact words, but I got the
-impression, and so did Mr. Powell, I'm sure, that it was all right, I--I
-counted on it."
-
-"Well, say, Glenn," he said; "I'm awfully sorry, honest I am. I remember
-now, come to think of it, that Wade did say something like that, and
-maybe I said something to lead you to think I'd do it; I don't say I
-didn't--I don't just remember. But I reckon you've banked more on what
-Wade told you than on what I did. Course, I reckon I didn't turn you
-down--a feller never does that in a campaign, you know. But Wade takes a
-lot o' things for granted in this life."
-
-He smiled indulgently, as if Powell's weaknesses were commonly known and
-understood.
-
-"I reckon you relied too much on what Wade told you," Carman went on.
-His right eye was fixed on Marley, but Marley did not return the look.
-He had turned half-way round and thrown his arm over the back of his
-chair. He looked out the window, his eyes vacant and sad. He was
-thinking of Lavinia, of their hopes and plans, of the little home that
-had become almost a reality to them; the trees in the Court-House yard
-held their gaunt limbs helplessly up against the cold December day; the
-ugly clouds were hurrying desperately across the sky; he thought of the
-little law office across the street, with the dusty law books lying on
-the table, and the hopelessness of it all overwhelmed him. But there
-beside him Carman still was speaking:
-
-"It's like Wade," he was saying. "I'm sorry, derned if I hain't."
-
-Marley scarcely heard him. He was looking ahead. How many years--
-
-"He hadn't ought to of done it," Carman was going on; "no, sir, he
-hadn't ought."
-
-How many years, Marley was thinking, would they have to wait now? Would
-Lavinia be lost with all the rest? Ought he to ask her to wait any
-longer? But Carman kept on:
-
-"I've got all my arrangements made now, you see."
-
-He swept his arm about the office where the few clerks were bending over
-the big records in which they were copying the pleadings they could not
-understand. Marley did not see; he saw nothing but the ruin of all his
-hopes. It was still in there; the atmosphere held the musty odor of a
-public office; the clock ticked; once a stamping machine clicked sharply
-as a clerk marked a filing date on some document. And then a great
-disgust overwhelmed him, a disgust with himself for being so fatuous, so
-credulous. He had taken so much for granted, he had acted as a child,
-not as a man, and he felt a hatred for himself, he felt almost like
-striking himself.
-
-"I guess I've been a fool," he said suddenly, rising from his chair.
-
-"No, you haven't neither," said Carman, "but Wade Powell has; he had no
-business--"
-
-Marley did not wait to hear Carman finish his sentence. Shame and
-mortification were the final aspects of his defeat; he put on his hat,
-drew it down over his eyes and stalked away. Carman looked at him as he
-disappeared through the lofty door. The pupil of his right eye widened
-as he looked, and when Glenn had passed from his sight he turned to his
-desk, and began to rearrange the tools to which he was so unaccustomed.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XX
-
- HEART OF GRACE
-
-
-Marley sighed in relief when he went up the steps of the Blair house
-that evening. Somehow he had got through the long, desolate day. He was
-sore from his great defeat, but the worst, at any rate, was over; the
-pang had been sharp, but now the pain had been dulled. He had spent the
-day in the office. Wade Powell had been in and out, but never once had
-he spoken of the clerkship, and Marley was too deep in humiliation to
-mention it. His one consolation was in the fact that he had never told
-any one of his prospect, not even his own mother; it had been a secret
-which he and Lavinia had shared luxuriously; though, as Marley now
-looked back on their joy, he realized that what had kept him from
-telling any one was a prudent skepticism, a lack of faith in the
-possibility of human happiness, an inherited dread of the calamity that
-stalks every joy.
-
-Lavinia flung the hall door wide for him before he could ring the bell.
-
-"What is the matter?"
-
-"How did you know anything was?" he asked.
-
-"Why," she exclaimed, "I could tell the minute I heard your step. Tell
-me--what is it?"
-
-Marley, ever sensitive to atmospheres, instantly felt the peace of the
-household. The glow from the living-room, a quiet voice speaking a
-commonplace word now and then, told him that Mrs. Blair was there with
-Connie and Chad, and he knew the children were at their lessons; he
-caught the faint odor of a cigar, and he knew that Judge Blair was in
-his library reading peacefully of the dead and silent past, whose men
-had left all their troubles in the leaves of printed books; all round
-him life was flowing on, unconsciously, and normally; the tumult and
-strife in his own soul were nothing to the world. All this flashed on
-him in an instant--and there was Lavinia, standing before him, her white
-brow knit in perplexity.
-
-"Tell me," she was saying, "what it is."
-
-"Well, I don't get the job, that's all."
-
-He felt a momentary savage pleasure in the pain he inflicted, justifying
-it in the thought that he eased his own suffering by giving it to
-another. Then as quickly he repented, and felt ashamed.
-
-"Is that all?" she said. She had come close to him, smiling in her
-sympathy, and then lifting a hand to his forehead.
-
-"Don't do that," she said, as if she would erase the scowl.
-
-When they were seated he gave her the details of his meeting with
-Carman, and with the recital of his disappointment its sharpness was
-repeated. He leaned over, his elbows on his knees, and clutched his hair
-in his fists. For an instant a kind of relief came to Lavinia, a relief
-that a crisis in her life had been postponed, a crisis from which,
-instinctively, she had shrunk. Her life could go on for a while as it
-had always gone on; change, which mortals dread, was delayed. Then in
-another moment her sympathy went out to him; she was on the floor at his
-knees, her arms about him.
-
-"Don't, dear, don't," she pleaded. "Why, it is nothing. What does it
-matter? What does anything matter, so long as we have each other?"
-
-She stroked his hair, she called him by all her endearing names. She
-tried to take his hands from his face, that she might get him to look at
-her. But he resisted.
-
-"No," he said. "I'm no good; I'm a failure; I'm worse than a failure.
-I'm a fool, a poor, weak, silly fool."
-
-"Hush, Glenn, hush!" she whispered, as if he were uttering blasphemies.
-"You must not, you must not!"
-
-She shook him in a kind of fear.
-
-"Look at me!" she said. "Look at me!"
-
-He remained obdurate, slowly shaking his head from side to side.
-
-"Look at me!" Lavinia repeated. "Don't you see--don't you see that--I
-love you?"
-
-A change came over him, subtile, but distinct. Slowly he raised his
-head, and then he put his arms about her and held her close, and
-gradually a comfort stole over him,--a comfort so delicious that he felt
-himself hardly worthy, because he now saw that all through the day he
-had had a subconsciousness that it would come to him at evening, and
-that he had somehow exaggerated his own grief in order to make this
-certain comfort the sweeter when it came.
-
-It seemed to Marley, after he and Lavinia had sat there for a while,
-that he had come out of some nightmare; sanity returned, things assumed
-once more their proper proportions and relations to each other. He found
-himself smiling, if not laughing just yet, and with Lavinia's hope and
-confidence the future opened to him once more. Now and then, of course,
-his disappointment would roll over him as a great wave, and once he said
-ruefully:
-
-"But think of the little home we were going to have!"
-
-"But we're going to have it," Lavinia replied, smiling on him, "we're
-going to have it, just the same!"
-
-"But we'll have to wait!"
-
-"Well, we're young," said Lavinia, "and it won't be so very long."
-
-"But I wanted it to be in the spring."
-
-"May be it will be, who knows?" Lavinia could smile in this reassurance,
-now that she knew it could not be in the spring.
-
-They discussed their future in all its phases, with the hope that
-Lavinia could so easily inspire in him; Marley was to keep on with his
-law studies; there was nothing else now to do--unless something should
-turn up--there was always that hope.
-
-"And it will, you'll see," said Lavinia.
-
-They discussed, too, Carman and Wade Powell. Marley thought that Lavinia
-might return to her old severity with Powell; when he expected her to do
-this, he was preparing to defend Powell; when she did not, but was
-generous with him, and urged Marley to reflect that he had done all he
-had done out of a spirit of kindness, Marley was disposed to be severe
-with Powell himself. Carman, they agreed, had acted handsomely; they
-could not find cause to blame him.
-
-"No," said Marley, "he treated me all right; I believe he was really
-sorry for me."
-
-And then, at the thought of Carman's having pity for him, his rebellion
-flamed up again.
-
-"It's humiliating, that's what it is. Wade Powell had no business making
-a monkey of me in that way; though it doesn't take much to make a monkey
-of me; I had the job almost completed myself, just waiting for some one
-to come along and put the finishing touches on. And Wade Powell did
-that!"
-
-Marley spoke in the sardonic humor the wounded and beaten spirit likes
-to employ in dealing with itself. But Lavinia hushed him.
-
-"You just can not talk that way about yourself, Glenn," she declared
-with her finest air of ownership. "I won't let you."
-
-"Well, it's so humiliating," he said.
-
-"Why, no, it can't be that," Lavinia argued. "You can not feel
-humiliated. You have done nothing that need cause you any humiliation.
-We are the only ones who can humiliate ourselves; nothing but our own
-actions can humiliate us; no one else can."
-
-Lavinia had a smiling little triumph in her own philosophy, but she
-quickly compromised it by an inconsistency.
-
-"Besides, no one else knows about it."
-
-"No," Marley agreed thoughtfully, and without noticing her
-inconsistency. "No one else knows anything about it. We have that to be
-thankful for, anyway."
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XXI
-
- CHRISTMAS EVE
-
-
-Lawrence was arranging for a grand ball in the Odd Fellows' Hall, on
-Christmas Eve, and he had, as he came around to the office one day to
-assure Marley, counted him and Lavinia in. Marley, glad enough to close
-the law-book he was finding more and more irksome, listened to
-Lawrence's enthusiasm for a while, but said at last:
-
-"I'm afraid I can't go."
-
-"Why not? Lavinia will want to go; she always does."
-
-"I know that," Marley admitted, "but I can't, that's all."
-
-Lawrence looked at him intently for a moment.
-
-"Say, Glenn, what's the matter with you?" he said. "Anything been going
-wrong lately? You look like you were in the dumps."
-
-Marley shook his head with a negative gesture that admitted all Lawrence
-had said.
-
-"You ain't fretting over that job, are you?"
-
-"What job?"
-
-Marley looked up suddenly.
-
-"Why, with Carman."
-
-"How'd you know?"
-
-"Oh, everybody knows about that," Lawrence replied with a light air that
-added to Marley's gloom; "but what of it? I wouldn't let that cut me up;
-come out and show yourself a little more! You don't want to keep Lavinia
-housed up there, away from all the fun that's going on, do you? Mayme
-and I were talking about it the other night; you and Lavinia haven't
-been to a thing for months; it isn't right, I tell you."
-
-Marley looked sharply at Lawrence for a minute, and Lawrence marking the
-resentment in his eyes, hastened on:
-
-"Don't get mad, now; I don't mean anything. I'm only saying it for your
-good. I think you need a little shaking up, that's all."
-
-"Lavinia can do as she likes," Marley said with dignity. "I shall not
-hinder her; I never have."
-
-"Well, don't get sore now, old man; I didn't mean to hurt your feelings.
-The holidays are here and you want to cut into the game; it's a time to
-forget your troubles and have a little fun; you've only got one life to
-live; what's the use of taking it so seriously?"
-
-Marley looked at Lawrence with a genuine envy for an instant, as at a
-man who never took anything in life very seriously; he looked at the new
-overcoat Lawrence held over his knee, showing its satin lining; and
-then, reflecting that Lawrence's father had left with his estate a block
-of bank stock which had given Lawrence his position in the bank,
-Marley's impatience with him returned and he said:
-
-"Oh, it's easy enough for you to talk; if you were in my place you might
-find it different."
-
-"That's all right," Lawrence went on, a smile on his freckled face. "You
-just come to the party; it'll cost you only five, and Lavinia would like
-it. I know that. So do you."
-
-Marley did know it; and he felt a new disgust with himself that remained
-with him long after Lawrence had put on his new overcoat and left. He
-reproached himself bitterly, and he told himself that the best thing he
-could do would be to go away somewhere, and not tell Lavinia, or
-anybody.
-
-"I'm only in her way, that's all," he thought as he opened his law-book,
-and bent it back viciously, so that it would stay open.
-
-Ever since the fiasco of his plans as to a place with Carman, he had
-been seeking consolation in a new resolution to keep on patiently in the
-law; but it was a consolation that he had to keep active by a constant
-contemplation of himself as a young man who was making a brave and
-determined fight against heavy odds. It was difficult to sustain this
-heroic attitude in his own eyes and at the same time maintain that
-modesty which he knew would become him best in the eyes of others. The
-approach of the holiday season, the visible preparations on every hand
-and the gay spirits everywhere apparent had isolated him more than ever,
-and he had felt his alienation complete whenever he went to see Lavinia
-and found the whole Blair family in an excitement over their own
-festival. Marley would have liked to make Lavinia handsome gifts, but
-his debts were already large, relatively, and he rose to heights of
-self-denial that made him pathetic to himself, when he decided that he
-could give her nothing. Now that Lawrence was getting up a ball to which
-he knew Lavinia would like to go, as she had always gone to the balls
-that were not so frequent in Macochee as Lawrence wished they might be,
-he felt his humiliation deeper than ever. He put the matter honestly to
-Lavinia, however, and she said promptly:
-
-"Why, I wouldn't think of going."
-
-She looked up at him brightly, and then in an instant she looked down
-again. She relished the nobility of the attitude she had so promptly
-taken, but the woman in her prevailed over the saint, and told what a
-moment before she had determined not to tell:
-
-"I've already declined one invitation."
-
-She saw the look of pain come into Marley's eyes, and instantly she
-regretted.
-
-"You have?" he said.
-
-"Why, yes." She looked at him with her head turned to one side; her face
-wore an expression he did not like to see.
-
-It was on Marley's lips to ask who had invited her, but his pride would
-not let him do that; somehow a sense of separation fell suddenly between
-them. He examined with deep interest the arm of his chair.
-
-"Well," he began presently, "I wouldn't have you stay away on my
-account, you know." He looked up suddenly. "Please don't stay away,
-Lavinia. I'd like to have you go."
-
-There was contrition in her voice as she almost flew to reply:
-
-"Why, you dear old thing, it was only George Halliday who asked me; and
-when I told him I wouldn't go he was actually relieved; he said he
-didn't want to go himself; he hates our little functions out here, you
-know, and has ever since he came back from Harvard. I suppose he was
-used to so much more in Cambridge!" Lavinia had a sneer in her tone, and
-it took on a shade of irritation as she added: "He asked me only because
-he was sorry for me."
-
-"Yes, sorry for you," Marley repeated bitterly. "That's another thing
-I've done for you."
-
-"Please don't, dear," said Lavinia, "don't let yourself get bitter.
-It'll be all right. We'll spend Christmas Eve here at home and have ever
-so much more fun by ourselves."
-
-Mrs. Blair told Marley that she wished Lavinia might go to the ball; her
-father wished it, too. Mrs. Blair told him that she could easily get
-George Halliday to take her,--their lifelong intimacy with the Hallidays
-permitted that. Marley assured her that he wished Lavinia to accept
-Halliday's invitation, but that she would not do so.
-
-"I'd take her myself," he added, "only I can't dance, and--I have no
-money. I'd like to have her go, if it would give her pleasure."
-
-"I know you would, you dear boy," said Mrs. Blair, laying her hand on
-his shoulder in her affectionate way.
-
-Mrs. Blair urged Lavinia to go, and so did Marley, and when he saw that
-she was determined not to go, he urged her all the more strongly,
-because, now that he was sure of her position, he could so much more
-enjoy his own disinterestedness and magnanimity. They desisted when
-Lavinia complained that they were making her life miserable.
-
-Though Marley could deny Lavinia the dance, he found, after all, that he
-could not deny himself the distinction of giving her a Christmas
-present. His heroic attitude gradually broke under the temptation of
-Hoffman's jewelry store, glittering with its holiday display. Marley
-already owed Hoffman for Lavinia's ring, but like most of the merchants
-in Macochee, Hoffman had to do business on an elastic credit, if he
-wished to do any business at all, and Marley, after many pains of
-selection, did not have much difficulty in inducing Hoffman to let him
-have the pearl opera-glasses he finally chose in the despair of thinking
-of anything better.
-
-The opera-glasses might have atoned for the deprivation of the ball, had
-Marley been able to think of them with any comfort. The delight Lavinia
-expressed in a gift she could never use in Macochee, and the enthusiasm
-with which Connie admired them, made him nervous and guilty. Connie had
-temporarily foregone her claims to young-ladyhood, and was a child again
-for a little while. Her excitement and that of Chad should have made any
-Christmas Eve merry, but it was not a merry Christmas Eve for Marley.
-
-As Lavinia and he sat in the parlor they caught now and then, or
-imagined they caught, the strains of the orchestra that was playing for
-the dancers in the Odd Fellows' Hall, and they were both conscious that
-life would be tolerable for them only when the music should cease and
-the ball take its place among the things of the past, incapable of
-further trouble in the earth.
-
-"It's very trying," said Judge Blair to his wife that night. "I wish
-there was something we could do."
-
-"So do I," his wife acquiesced.
-
-"I don't like to see Lavinia cut off this way from every enjoyment. The
-strain must be very wearing."
-
-"I suppose it is very wearing with most lovers," said Mrs. Blair. "I
-don't see how they ever endure it; but they all do."
-
-"Have you talked with her about it?" The judge put his question with a
-guarded look, and was not surprised when his wife quickly replied:
-
-"Gracious, no. I'd never dare."
-
-"No, I presume not. I don't know who would, unless it might be Connie."
-
-Mrs. Blair was silent for a while in the trouble that was all the more
-serious because they dared not recognize its seriousness, and then she
-asked:
-
-"Couldn't you help him to something?"
-
-"I don't know what," the judge replied. "There's really no opening in a
-little town."
-
-"If you were off the bench and back in the practice--"
-
-"Great heavens!" he interrupted her. "Don't mention such a thing!"
-
-"I meant that you might take him in with you."
-
-"I'd be looking around for some one to take me in," the judge said. "I'm
-glad I haven't the problem to face." He enjoyed for a moment the snug
-sense he had in his own position and then he sighed.
-
-"He's young, he has that, anyway. He'll work it out somehow, I suppose,
-though I don't know how. As for us, all we can do is to have patience,
-and wait."
-
-"Yes, that's all," said Mrs. Blair. "I don't believe in long
-engagements."
-
-"How long has it been?" he asked.
-
-"Nearly a year now."
-
-"I thought it had been ten."
-
-Mrs. Blair laughed as she said: "Connie was wishing this morning that
-he'd marry her and get it over with."
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XXII
-
- AN ADVERTISEMENT OF DESTINY
-
-
-The first days of spring contrasted strongly with Marley's mood. Because
-of some mysterious similarity in the two seasons he found the melancholy
-suggestion of fall in this spring, just as, with his high-flown hopes,
-he had found some of the joyous suggestion of spring in the autumn
-before. But as failure followed failure, he began to feel more and more
-an alien in Macochee; he had a sense of exile among his own kind, he was
-tortured by the thought that here, in a world where each man had some
-work to do and where, as it seemed, all men had suddenly grown happy in
-that work, there was no work for him to do.
-
-He was young, healthy, and ambitious; he had given years to what he had
-been taught was a necessary preparation, and then suddenly, just as he
-felt himself ready for life, he found that there was no place in life
-for him. As he went about seeking employment there was borne in on him a
-sense of criticism and opposition, and he was depressed and humiliated.
-By the end of the winter he disliked showing himself anywhere; he no
-longer stopped in the McBriar House of an afternoon to watch Lawrence
-and Halliday at the billiards they played so well; he thought he
-detected a coolness in Lawrence's treatment of him. He felt, or
-imagined, this coolness in everybody's attitude now, and finally began
-to suspect it in the Blairs.
-
-"What's the matter?" asked Powell, one morning. "You ain't sick, are
-you?"
-
-Marley shook his head.
-
-"Well, something ails you. I can see that." He waited for Marley to
-speak. "Is there anything I can do for you?"
-
-"No," said Marley, "thank you. I've just been feeling a little bit blue,
-that's all."
-
-"What about?"
-
-"Oh, I don't know. I'm kind o' discouraged. It seems to me that I'm
-wasting time; I'm not making any headway and then everybody in town
-is--"
-
-"I wouldn't mind that," said Powell, divining the trouble at once.
-"They've had me on the gridiron for about forty years, and they never
-get tired of giving it a twist. It doesn't bother me much any more, and
-I don't see why you should let it bother you, especially as all they say
-about you is a damn lie."
-
-The speech touched Marley, and he lost himself in an impulse of sympathy
-for Powell, but he could not put his sympathy before Powell in the way
-he would like and his mind soon returned to himself.
-
-"I've got to do something," he said. "I wish I knew what."
-
-"Well," said Powell, "you know what I've always told you. I know what
-I'd do if I were your age. Of course--"
-
-Powell did not finish his sentence. He was looking out the window again,
-lost in introspection.
-
-Powell's reiteration of his old advice expressed the very thought that
-had been nebulous in Marley's mind for days, and while he was conscious
-of it, he feared the consciousness, and struggled to prevent it from
-positing itself. But now that Powell had voiced it for him, he could
-escape it no longer, and it filled him with a fear. He went about all
-the day with this fear appalling him; more and more under its perverse
-influence he felt himself an alien, and the people he met in the street
-seemed unreal and strange, outlandish persons whom he had never known.
-They came upon him as ghosts, or if they did something to prove their
-reality, he seemed to be some ghost himself.
-
-In the afternoon he received a note from Lavinia; she said that she was
-going that evening with George Halliday to a concert in the Opera House.
-She did not want to go a bit, she said, but her mother, and especially
-her father, had urged her to go; arguing that she now went out so seldom
-that it must do her good, and besides, they had urged her so often that
-she felt it to be her duty in this instance; she had held out as long as
-she could, and then had yielded.
-
-Marley tried to look upon the note reasonably; he could see the
-influence that had compelled Lavinia to go, and he knew he had no right
-to blame her, and yet, try as he would, he could not escape a feeling of
-bitterness. When he went home at evening his mother instantly noticed
-his depression, and implored him for the reason. He did not answer for a
-while, that is, it seemed a while to Mrs. Marley, but at last he said:
-
-"Mother, I've got to leave."
-
-"Leave?" she repeated, pronouncing the word in a hollow note of fear.
-
-"Yes, leave."
-
-"But what for?"
-
-"Well, you know I'm no good; I'm making no headway; there's no place for
-me here in Macochee; I've got to get out into the world and _make_ a
-place for myself, somewhere."
-
-"But where?"
-
-"I don't know--anywhere."
-
-Marley moved his hand in a wide gesture that included the whole world,
-and yet was without hope of conquest.
-
-"But you must have some plans--some idea--"
-
-"Well, I've thought of going to Cincinnati; maybe to Chicago."
-
-"But what will you do?" Mrs. Marley looked at him with pain and alarm.
-
-"Do!" he said, his voice rising almost angrily. "Why, anything I can get
-to do. Anything, anything, sweeping streets, digging ditches, anything!"
-
-Mrs. Marley looked at her son, sitting there before her with his head
-bowed in his hands. In her own face were reflected the pain and trouble
-that darkened his, and yet she felt herself helpless; she vaguely
-realized that he was engaged in a battle that he must after all fight
-alone; she could not help him, though she wished that she knew how to
-impart to him the faith she had that he would win the battle, somehow,
-in the end.
-
-"Poor boy!" she said at length, rising; "you are not yourself just now.
-Think it all over and talk to your father about it."
-
-It was the first evening in months that Marley had not spent with
-Lavinia, and his existence being now so bound up with hers, he found
-that he could not spend the evening as the other young men in town spent
-their evenings. However, he went down to the McBriar House and there a
-long bill hanging on the wall instantly struck his eye. The bill
-announced an excursion to Chicago. It took away his breath; he stood
-transfixed before it, fascinated and yet repelled; he read it through a
-dozen times. The cheerful way in which the railroad held out this trip
-intensified his own gloom; he wondered how he might escape, but there
-was no way; it was plainly the revelation of his destiny, prophetic,
-absolute, final, and he bowed before it as to a decree of fate; he knew
-now that he must go.
-
-As he went home, as he walked the dark streets in the air that was full
-of the balm of the coming spring, he felt as one to whom a great sorrow
-had come. He thought of leaving Macochee, of leaving his father and
-mother, and then, more than all, of leaving Lavinia, and his throat
-ached with the pain of parting that, even now, before any of his plans
-had been made, began to assail him. His plans were nothing now; they had
-become the merest details; the great decision had been reached, not by
-him, but for him; the destiny toward which all the lines of his
-existence for months had been converging, was on him, the moment had
-arrived, and he had a sense of being the mute and helpless victim of
-forces that were playing with him, hurrying him along to a future as
-dark as the moonless night above him.
-
-He told his father of the excursion, though he gave him no notion of it
-as an expression of his fate, and he was all the more distressed at the
-calm way in which his father acquiesced in what he put before him as a
-decision he would have liked to have appear as less final. His father in
-his mildness could not object to his trying, and he would provide the
-money for the experiment. It gave Marley a moment's respite to have his
-father speak of it as an experiment, for that included the possibility
-of failure, and hence of his return home, but this meager consolation
-was immediately dissipated in the surer sense he felt that this was the
-end--the end of Macochee, the end of home, and the beginning of a new
-life.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XXIII
-
- THE BREAK
-
-
-Marley went to Lavinia the next morning, and told her as they sat there
-on the veranda in the spring sunlight. She looked at him with distress
-in her wide blue eyes.
-
-"When?" she asked.
-
-"To-night!"
-
-"Tonight? Oh Glenn!"
-
-Her eyes had filled with tears, and she was winking hard to keep them
-back.
-
-"To-night."
-
-She repeated the word over and over again.
-
-"And to think," she managed to say at last, "to think that the last
-night I should have been away from you! How can I ever forgive myself!"
-
-Her lip trembled, and the tears rolled down her cheeks. She drew out her
-handkerchief and said:
-
-"Let's go in."
-
-All that day Marley went about faltering over his preparations. Wade
-Powell was the only one of the few who were interested in him that was
-enthusiastic over his going, and he praised and congratulated him, and
-pierced his already sore heart by declaring that he had known all along
-it was what Marley would be compelled to do. He would give him a letter
-to his old friend, Judge Johnson, he said; the judge would be a great
-man for him to know, and Powell sat down at once, with more energy and
-enterprise than Marley had ever known him to show, and began to
-elaborate his letter of introduction.
-
-Marley dreaded saying good-by; he wished to shirk it as to Powell as he
-intended to shirk it in the cases of his few friends; he was to return
-to the office a last time in the afternoon to get the letter; and then
-he would bid Powell good-by. He had the day before him, but that thought
-could give him no comfort. He would see Lavinia again in the afternoon;
-he would see her once more, for the last time, in the evening, and in
-the meantime he would see his father and his mother, and his home; he
-had still two meals to eat with them, but it was as if he had already
-gone; there was no reality in his presence there among them; the blow
-that fate had decreed had fallen, and all that was to be was then
-actually in being; all about him the men and women of Macochee were
-pursuing their ordinary occupations just as if he were not so soon to go
-away and be of this scene no more; a few hours, and another day, and
-they would be going on with their concerns just the same, and he would
-have disappeared out of their lives and out of their memories.
-
-He looked at everything that had been associated with his life, and
-everything called up some memory,--the little office where he had tried
-to study law, the Court House, and the blind goddess of justice holding
-aloft her scales, the familiar Square, the cloaked cavalryman on the
-monument, every tree, every fence, every brick in the sidewalk somehow
-called out to him--and he was leaving them all. He looked up and down
-Main Street, wide and ugly, littered with refuse, ragged with its
-graceless signs; he thought of the people who had gossiped about him,
-the people whom he had hated, but now he could not find in his heart the
-satisfaction he had expected in leaving them. He felt tenderly, almost
-affectionately, toward them all. But it was worse at home. He wandered
-about the house, looking at every piece of furniture, at every trinket;
-he went into the woodshed, and the old ax, the old saw, everything he
-had known for years, wrung his heart; he went to the barn, he looked at
-the muddy buggy in which he had driven so often with his father; he
-reproached himself because he had not kept the buggy cleaner for him; he
-went into the stall and patted the flank of Dolly, finally he put his
-arms about her warm neck, laid his face against it, and the tears rolled
-down his cheeks.
-
-One of the preachers that were always dropping in on them was there to
-dinner, and in the blessing he invoked on the temporalities, as he
-called them, he prayed with professional unction for the son who was
-about to leave the old roof-tree, and this made the ordeal harder for
-them all. Doctor Marley spoke to the preacher of little things that he
-was to do within the next few days and Marley wondered how he could
-mention them, for they were to be done at a time when he would be there
-no more. Because he conceived of life, as all must conceive of it,
-solely in its relation to himself, he could not imagine life going on in
-Macochee without him.
-
-The afternoon wore on, he passed his hour with Lavinia; they were to
-meet then but once again; he returned home, his mother had packed his
-trunk; it was waiting. He was tender with his mother, and he wondered
-now, with a wild regret, why he had not always been tender with her; he
-was tender now with all things; a tenderness suffused his whole being;
-it seemed as if it might dissolve in tears.
-
-Still he shrank back; there was one thing more to do; he was to go
-up-town and get his ticket, and the letter to Judge Johnson, and bid
-Wade Powell good-by. A wild hope leaped in his heart; perhaps--but no,
-it was irrevocable now. He went, and got his letter, but Powell refused
-to bid him good-by; he said he would be at the train to see him off. He
-bought his ticket and went home. Old man Downing had been there with his
-dray and hauled away his trunk; it was settled. He could only wait and
-watch the minutes tick by.
-
-It seemed to Marley that all things that evening conspired to accentuate
-all that he was leaving behind, and to make the grief of parting more
-poignant. His mother, who was then in that domestic exigency described
-by the ladies of Macochee as being without a girl, had prepared an
-unusually elaborate supper, and while there was no formal observance of
-the fact, it was eaten, so far as any of them could eat that evening,
-under a sense of its significance as a parting ceremonial. They talked,
-or tried to talk, indifferently of commonplace things, and Doctor Marley
-even sought to add merriment to their feast by a jocularity that was
-unusual with him. Marley, who knew his father so well, could easily
-detect the heavy heart that lay under his father's jokes, and he
-suffered a keener misery from the pathos of it. Then he would catch his
-mother looking at him, her eyes deep and sad, and it seemed to him that
-his heart must burst.
-
-Marley's train was to leave at eleven o'clock; he had arranged to go to
-Lavinia's and remain with her until ten o'clock; then he was to stop in
-at his home for his last good-by. Those last two hours with Lavinia were
-an ordeal; into the first hour they tried to crowd a thousand things
-they felt they must say, and a thousand things they could only suggest;
-when the clock struck nine, they looked at each other in anguish; they
-did little after that but mentally count the minutes. The clock ticked
-loudly, aggressively, until in the soul of each, unconfessed, there was
-a desire to hasten the moments they felt they would like to stay; the
-agony was almost beyond endurance; it exhausted them, beat them down,
-and rendered them powerless to speak. Finally the clock struck the
-half-hour; they could only sit and look at each other now; at a quarter
-of ten they began their good-bys.
-
-At ten o'clock Mrs. Blair, Connie and Chad came into the room solemnly,
-and bade Marley farewell; the judge himself came in after them, his
-glasses in his hand and the magazine he had been reading, which, as
-Marley thought with that pang of things going on without him, he would
-in a few moments be reading again as calmly as ever. He took Marley's
-hand, and wished him success; for the first time he spoke gently, almost
-affectionately to him, and although Marley tried to bear himself
-stoically, the judge's farewell touched him more than all the others.
-
-The shameless children would have liked to remain and see the tragedy to
-its close, but Mrs. Blair drew them from the room with her. The last
-moment had come, and Marley held Lavinia in his arms; at last he tore
-himself from her, and it was over. He looked back from out the darkness;
-Lavinia was still standing in the doorway; he saw her slender, girlish
-figure outlined against the hall light behind her; somehow he knew that
-she was bravely smiling through her tears. She stood there until his
-footfall sounded loud in the spring night, then the light went out, the
-door closed as he had heard it close so often, and she was gone.
-
-He saw the light in his father's study as he approached his home, and
-there came again that torturing sense: the sermon his father then was
-working on would be preached when he was far away; his mother, as he
-knew by the light in the sitting-room window, was waiting for him; she
-had waited there so many nights, and now she was waiting for the last
-time. She rose at his step, and took him to her arms the minute he
-entered the door.
-
-"Be brave, dear," he said, stroking her gray hair; "be brave." He was
-trying so hard to be brave himself, and she was crying. He had not often
-seen her cry. She could not speak for many minutes; she could only pat
-him on the shoulder where her head lay.
-
-"Remember, my precious boy," she managed to say at last, "that there's a
-strong Arm to lean upon."
-
-He saw that she was turning now to the great faith that had sustained
-her in every trial of a life that had known so many trials; and the
-tears came to his own eyes. He would have left her for a moment but she
-followed him. He had an impulse he could not resist to torture himself
-by going over the house again; he went into the dining-room which in the
-darkness wore an air of waiting for the breakfast they would eat when he
-was gone; he went to the kitchen and took a drink of water, from the old
-habit he was now breaking; then he went up stairs and looked into his
-own room, at the neatly made bed where he was to sleep no more; at last
-he stood at the door of the study.
-
-He could catch the odor of his father's cigar, just as he had in
-standing there so many times before; he pushed the door open and felt
-the familiar hot, close, smoke-laden atmosphere which his father seemed
-to find so congenial to his studies. Doctor Marley took off his
-spectacles and pushed his manuscript aside, and Marley felt that he
-never would forget that picture of the gray head bent in its earnest
-labors over that worn and littered desk; it was photographed for all
-time on his memory. His words with his father had always been few; there
-were no more now.
-
-"Well, father," he said, "I've come to say good-by."
-
-His father pushed back his chair and turned about. He half-rose, then
-sank back again and took his son's hand.
-
-"Good-by, Glenn," he said. "You'll write?"
-
-"Yes."
-
-"Write often. We'll want to hear."
-
-"Yes, write often," the doctor said. "And take care of yourself."
-
-"I will, father."
-
-"Wait a moment." Doctor Marley was fumbling in his pocket. He drew forth
-a few dollars.
-
-"Here, Glenn," he said. "I wish it could be more."
-
-There was nothing more to do, or say. They went down stairs; Marley's
-bag was waiting for him in the hall. He kissed his mother again and then
-again; he shook his father's hand, and then he went.
-
-"Write often," his father called out to him, as he went down the walk.
-It was all the old man could say.
-
-The door closed, as the door of the Blairs' had closed. Inside Doctor
-Marley looked at his wife a moment.
-
-"Well," he said, "he's gone."
-
-Mrs. Marley made no answer.
-
-"I suppose," he said, "I ought to have gone to the train with him."
-
-Then he toiled up the stairs to his study and the sermon he was to
-preach when Glenn was gone.
-
-Marley walked rapidly down Market Street toward the depot; in the dark
-houses that suddenly had taken on a new significance to him, people were
-sleeping, people who would awake the next morning in Macochee. He could
-not escape the torture of this thought; his mind revolved constantly
-about the mystery of his being still in Macochee, still within calling
-distance, almost, of Lavinia, of his father and mother, of all he loved
-in life, when in reality they had in an instant become as inaccessible
-to him as though the long miles of his exile already separated them.
-
-Twenty minutes later, Lavinia, in her room, Mrs. Marley, at her prayers,
-and Doctor Marley sitting in deep absorption at his desk, heard the
-sonorous whistle of a locomotive sound ominously over the dark and quiet
-town.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XXIV
-
- THE GATES OF THE CITY
-
-
-It was a relief to Marley when morning came and released him from the
-reclining chair that had held his form so rigidly all the night. He had
-not taken a sleeper because he felt himself too poor, and he had
-somewhere got the false impression that comfort was to be had in the
-chair car. He had stretched himself in the cruel rack when the porter
-came through and turned the lights down to the dismal point of gloom,
-but he had not slept; all through the night the trainmen constantly
-passed through the car talking with each other in low tones; the train,
-too, made long, inexplicable stops; he could hear the escape of the
-weary engine, through his window he could see the lights of some strange
-town; and then the trainmen would run by outside, swinging their
-lanterns in the darkness, and calling to each other, and Marley would
-fear that something had happened, or else was about to happen, which was
-worse.
-
-Finally the train would creak on again, as if it were necessary to
-proceed slowly and cautiously through vague dangers of the night.
-Through his window he could see the glint of rails, the two yards of
-gleaming steel that traveled always abreast of him. Toward morning
-Marley wearily fell asleep, and then the sorrow and heart-ache of his
-parting from Lavinia and his home distorted themselves in fearful
-dreams.
-
-When he awoke at last, and looked out on the ugly prairie that had
-nothing to break its monotony but a few scraggly scrub-oak bushes, and
-some clumps of stunted trees, the dawn was descending from the gray sky.
-The car presented a squalid, hideous sight; all about him were stretched
-the bodies of sleeping passengers, flaccid, inert, having cast aside in
-utter weariness all sense of decency and shame; the men had pulled off
-their boots, and sprawled on the chairs, their stockinged feet
-prominently in view; women lay with open mouths, their faces begrimed,
-their hair in slovenly disarray.
-
-The baby that had been crying in the early part of the night had finally
-gone to sleep while nursing, and its tired mother slept with it at her
-breast. The Jewish drummer across the aisle was sleeping in
-shirt-sleeves; his head had rolled from the little rest on the back of
-his chair and now lolled off his shoulder, his sallow face turned toward
-Marley was greasy with perspiration; his closed eyes filled out their
-blue hemispherical lids, and his cheeks puffed with his intermittent
-snoring. At times his snoring grew so loud and so troubled that it
-seemed as if he must choke; he would reach a torturing climax, then
-suddenly the thick red lips beneath his black mustache would open, his
-sallow cheeks would collapse, and relief would come.
-
-Marley wished the passengers would wake up and end the indecencies they
-had tried to hide earlier in the night. Glancing up and down the long
-car he could recognize none of them as having been there when he had
-boarded the car at Macochee; those who had got on with him had gone
-short distances, and then got off, breaking the last tie that bound him
-to his home. He found it impossible now to conceive of the car as having
-been in Macochee so short a time before.
-
-Presently he saw an old lady sitting up in the remote end of the car;
-she was winding her thin wisp of gray hair in a little knob at the back
-of her head. Then, feeling that he might bestir himself, Marley got up
-and went forward; he washed his face, and tried to escape the discomfort
-of clothes he had worn all the night by readjusting them. The train was
-evidently approaching the city; now and then he saw a building, lonely
-and out of place: on the hideous sand-dunes, as if it waited for the
-city, in the growth it boasted, to catch up with it.
-
-The train ran on; it had reached an ever-widening web of tracks; it
-passed long lines of freight-cars, stock-cars from the west, empty
-gondolas that had come with coal from the Hocking Valley; a switch tower
-swept by, its bell jangling peevishly in alarm; long processions of
-working-men trooped with their dinner-pails between the tracks. The
-train stopped, finally, still far from its destination. The air in the
-car was foul from the feculence of all those bodies that had lain in it
-through the night, and Marley went out on the platform. He could hear
-the engine wheezing--the only sound to break the silence of the dawn.
-The cool morning air was grateful to Marley, though it was not the air
-of the spring they were already having in Macochee. He risked getting
-down off the platform and looked ahead. Beyond the long train, coated
-with its black cinders, he saw Chicago, dim through the morning light,
-lying dark, mysterious and grim under its pall of smoke. He shuddered
-and went back into the car. After a while the train creaked and strained
-and pulled on again.
-
-The passengers had begun to stir, and now were hastening to rehabilitate
-themselves in the eyes of the world; the woman with the baby fastened
-her dress, the drummer put on his collar and coat, the men drew on their
-boots, but it was long before they felt themselves presentable again.
-The women could achieve but half a toilet, and though they were all
-concerned about their hair, they could not make themselves tidy.
-
-The train was running swiftly, now that it was in the city, where it
-seemed it should have run more slowly; the newsboy came in with the
-morning papers, followed by the baggage agent with his jingling bunch of
-brass checks. The porter doffed his white jacket and donned his blue,
-and waited now for the end of his labors, so near at hand. He made no
-pretense of brushing his passengers, for those in his charge were
-plainly not of the kind with tips to bestow.
-
-As the train rushed over unknown streets, Marley caught visions of the
-crowds blockaded by the crossing gates, street-cars already filled with
-people, empty trucks going after the great loads under which they would
-groan all the day; and people, people, people, ready for the new day of
-toil that had come to the earth.
-
-At last the train drew up under the black shed of the Union Station, and
-Marley stood with the passengers that huddled at the door of the car. He
-went out and down; he joined the crowd that passed through the big iron
-gates into the station; and then he turned and glanced back for one last
-look at the train that had brought him; only a few hours before it had
-been in Macochee; a few hours more and it would be there again. In
-leaving the train he felt that he was breaking the last tie that bound
-him to Macochee, and he would have liked to linger and gaze on it. But a
-man in a blue uniform, with the official surliness, ordered him not to
-hold back the crowd. He climbed the steps, went out into Canal Street,
-ran the gantlet of the cabmen, and was caught up in the crowd and swept
-across the bridge into Madison Street.
-
-He was in Chicago, and here among these thousands of people, each
-hurrying along through the sordid crowd to his own task, here in this
-hideous, cruel city, he must make a place for himself, and gain the
-foothold from which he could fight his battle for existence in the
-world.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XXV
-
- LETTERS HOME
-
-
-"How does she seem since he went away?" asked Judge Blair of his wife
-two days after Marley had gone. He spoke in his usual habit of deference
-to his wife's observation, though his own opportunities for observing
-Lavinia might have been considered as great as hers.
-
-"I haven't noticed any difference in her," said Mrs. Blair, and then she
-added a qualifying and significant "yet."
-
-"Well," observed the judge, "I presume it's too early. Has she heard
-from him?"
-
-"She had a letter this morning; that is, I suppose it was from him; she
-ran to meet the postman, and then went up stairs."
-
-"You didn't mention it to her?"
-
-Mrs. Blair looked at her husband in surprise, and he hastened to make
-amends by acquiescing in the propriety of her conduct, when he said:
-
-"Oh, of course not."
-
-He seemed to drop the subject then, but that it remained uppermost in
-his mind was shown later, when he said:
-
-"I think she will be weaned away from him after a while, don't you? That
-is--if he stays long enough."
-
-Mrs. Blair was not so hopeful; perhaps, too, in her romantic ideal of
-devotion, she did not wish Lavinia to be weaned away. But she avoided a
-direct answer by the suggestion:
-
-"Perhaps he will be weaned away from her."
-
-This possibility had not occurred to the judge.
-
-"Why, the idea!" he said resentfully. "Do you think him capable of such
-baseness?"
-
-Mrs. Blair laughed.
-
-"Would you like to think of _your_ daughter as fickle, and forgetting a
-young man who was eating his heart out for her far away in a big city?"
-
-A condition of such mild romantic sorrow might have attracted Mrs. Blair
-in the abstract, but it could not of course appeal to her when it came
-thus personally. As for the judge, he dismissed the problem, as he had
-so many times before, with the remark:
-
-"Well, we can only wait and see."
-
-The letter which Lavinia received from Marley had been written the day
-he reached Chicago. It was a long letter, conceived largely in a
-facetious spirit, and he had labored over it far into the night in the
-little room of the boarding-house he had found in Ohio Street.
-
-"I chose Ohio Street," he wrote, "because its name reminded me of home.
-Ohio Street may once have been the street of the well-born, but it has
-degenerated and it is now the abode of a long row of boarding--places,
-one of which houses me. My room is a little corner eyrie in the second
-story, back, and from its one window I get an admirable view of the
-garbage dump, the atmosphere and certain intensely red bricks which go
-to make the wall of the house next door. And my landlady, ah, I should
-have to be a Balzac to describe my landlady! She wears large, vociferous
-ear-rings, and she says 'y-e-e-a-a-s' for yes; just kind o' rolls it off
-her tongue as if she didn't care whether it ever got off or not. She is
-truly a beauteous lady, given much to a scarlet hue of her nasal
-appendage; also, her molar system is unduly prominent, too much to the
-fore, as it were. As for form or figure, I'm afraid I couldn't say with
-truth that she goes in for the sinuous, far from it; she leans more to
-the elephantine style of feminine architecture. And she has a way of
-reaching out that is very attractive; probably because of the necessity
-of reaching for room rent. She bears the air of one bent on no earthly
-thing, of a continual soaring in quest of the unexpected; there is about
-her the charm of the intangible, the unknowable.
-
-"The boarding-house itself isn't so bad; I get my room and two meals for
-three-fifty a week; my noon luncheons I have to take down-town. They
-have dinner here, you know, in the evening. I haven't seen much of the
-people in the boarding-house; the men are mostly clerks, and the women
-have bleached hair. They all looked at me when I went into the
-dining-room this evening. There is one young man who sits at my table
-who is in truth a very unwise and immature youth. He is given greatly to
-the use of words of awful and bizarre make-up. For instance, he said
-something about the jokes they get off in the shows here about Irishmen,
-but instead of saying jokes, he said 'traversities'! What do you think
-of that?"
-
-Marley had already described his journey to Chicago in terms similar to
-those in which he described his boarding-house; of Chicago itself he
-said:
-
-"It seems that ages ago when the gods, or maybe the demons, were making
-over plans and specifications of the infernal region, Chicago was
-mentioned and considered by the committee. When it came to a vote for
-choice of sites the place that won had only three more votes than
-Chicago. They didn't locate the brimstone plant here, and from what I
-can learn Chicago was a candidate for both the plant and the honor. It
-was a mistake on somebody's part, as Chicago is certainly an ideal place
-for it."
-
-But the letter discussed mostly the things of Macochee, where Marley's
-spirit still dwelt. The passages Lavinia most liked, of course, were
-those in which he declared his love for her; it was the first
-love-letter she had ever received, and this tender experience went far
-to compensate her for the loneliness she felt in his absence.
-
-It grew upon her after she had read her letter many times, that it would
-be a kindness to take it over and read to Mrs. Marley those parts, at
-least, that were not personal. It was a hard thing for Lavinia to do;
-she had a fear of Mrs. Marley; but she felt more and more the kindness
-of it, and so in the morning she set out. Lavinia was surprised and a
-little disappointed, when Mrs. Marley told her that she too had received
-in the same mail a letter from Glenn. It somehow took away from her own
-act, the more when Mrs. Marley calmly passed her letter over for Lavinia
-to read.
-
-Lavinia, who had not been able to resist a pang that Marley had written
-his mother quite as promptly as he had written her, found some
-consolation in the fact that his letter to his mother was not nearly so
-long as his letter to her, and it contained, too, the same information;
-in some instances, identical phrases, as letters do that are written at
-the same time. She felt that she should be happy in them both, and she
-wished she could determine which of the letters had been written first.
-After she had read Mrs. Marley's letter, she could not speak for a
-moment; the letter closed with a description of the sensations it gave
-Marley to open his trunk and come across the Bible his mother had packed
-in it. But she controlled herself, and when she had finished reading
-parts of her own letter to Mrs. Marley, she said:
-
-"Well, he seems to be in good spirits, doesn't he? He writes so
-amusingly of everything."
-
-Mrs. Marley looked up at Lavinia with a curious smile.
-
-"Why, don't you see?" she said.
-
-"What?" asked Lavinia, glancing in alarm at the two letters which she
-still held in her lap.
-
-"Why, the poor boy is dying of homesickness; that's what makes him write
-in that mocking vein."
-
-"Do you think that is so?" Lavinia leaned forward.
-
-"Why, I know it," replied Mrs. Marley, with a little laugh. "He's just
-like his father."
-
-For a moment Lavinia felt a satisfaction in Marley's loneliness, but she
-denied the satisfaction when she said:
-
-"He'll get over it, after a while."
-
-"Not for a long while, I'm afraid," said Mrs. Marley. "Not until some
-one can be with him."
-
-Lavinia blushed, and before she knew it Mrs. Marley had bent over and
-kissed her cheek.
-
-"He has a long hard battle before him, my dear," she said, "in a great
-cruel city. We must help him all we can."
-
-Lavinia hesitated a moment, then she put her arms about Mrs. Marley and
-drew her down for the kiss which sealed their friendship.
-
-They sat and talked of Marley for a long time, and at last when Lavinia
-rose to go, she held out to Mrs. Marley the letter her son had written
-her. She looked at it a moment before handing it to Mrs. Marley.
-
-"Would you like to keep it?" Mrs. Marley asked.
-
-"May I?"
-
-"If you wish. But you must come often; I shall be lonely now, you know,
-and you must bring his letters and read parts of them. He'll be writing
-so many more to you than he will to me."
-
-Lavinia received a letter from Marley every day; it was not long before
-Clemmons, the postman, smiled significantly when, each morning at the
-sound of his whistle, she ran to meet him at the door. And Lavinia wrote
-to Marley as regularly herself, sitting at the little desk in her room
-every night long after the house was dark and still.
-
-The judge could find no hope in the observations Mrs. Blair reported to
-him.
-
-"She seems to have developed a new idea of constancy," said Mrs. Blair.
-"She will not allow herself to do a thing, or go to a single place; she
-will hardly accept any pleasure because he isn't here to share it. I
-believe she tries not to have a thought that is not of him. She is
-almost fanatical about it."
-
-"Oh dear!" said the judge. "I thought the nightly calls were a severe
-strain, but they can not compare to the strain of nightly letters."
-
-"He writes excellent letters, however," Mrs. Blair said. "I wish you
-could read the one he wrote his mother. A boy who writes like that to
-his mother--"
-
-"How did you get to see a letter he wrote his mother?" interrupted the
-judge.
-
-"Lavinia showed it to me."
-
-"Has she been over there?"
-
-"Yes. Why?"
-
-The judge shook his head gravely, as if the situation were now hopeless,
-indeed.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XXVI
-
- THE ARMY OF THE UNEMPLOYED
-
-
-"I am very tired to-night," Marley wrote to Lavinia a day or so later.
-"I have been making the rounds of the law offices; I have been to all
-the leading firms, but--here I am, still without a place. I thought I
-might get a place in one of them where I could finish my law studies,
-and make enough to live on, meanwhile; I had dreams of working into the
-firm in time, but they were only dreams, and all my hopes have gone
-glimmering. The men who are employed in the law offices are already
-admitted to the bar; most of them are young fellows, but some are old
-and gray-headed, and the sight of them gave me the blues.
-
-"I did not get to see many of the firm members themselves; their offices
-are formidable places. There is no office in Macochee like them; they
-have big outer rooms, full of stenographers and clerks and there is a
-boy at a desk who makes you tell your business before you can get in to
-see any of the lawyers themselves. They seem to be mighty big, important
-fellows. Most of them would not see me at all; several said they had no
-place for me and dismissed me with a kind of pitying smile; one man,
-when I asked him if he thought there was an opening, said he supposed
-there ought to be, as one lawyer in Chicago had died of starvation only
-the day before. But some were kinder; one, whom I shall never forget,
-took pains to sit down and talk with me a long time, but he was no more
-encouraging than the others. He said the profession was terribly
-overcrowded, 'that is,' he corrected himself with a tired smile, 'if you
-can call it a profession any longer. It is more of a business nowadays
-and the only ones who get ahead are those who have big corporations for
-clients. How they all live is a mystery to me!' He thought I had better
-not undertake it and advised me to go into some business. But then most
-of them did that.
-
-"But I must tell you of my visit to Judge Johnson. You will remember my
-telling you of him; he was Wade Powell's chum in the law school in
-Cincinnati, and Mr. Powell had given me a letter to him. I had a hard
-time seeing him; the hardest of all. When I went into the big stone
-government building he was holding court, and a lawyer was making an
-argument before him. I waited till they were all done, and then when the
-crier had adjourned court--he said 'Oyez, Oyez, Oyez,' instead of the
-'Hear ye, hear ye, hear ye' we have in Ohio; it sounded so old and
-quaint, even if he did say 'Oh yes,' for 'Oyez!' It comes from the old
-Norman-French, you know; ask your father about it, he'll explain it--I
-tried to get in to him. I succeeded at last, but it was hard work. He
-didn't seem glad to see me; he looked at me coldly, and made me feel as
-if I ought to hurry up and state my business promptly and get away. When
-I gave him Wade Powell's letter he put on his gold glasses and read it;
-but--what do you think?--I don't believe he remembered Wade Powell at
-all! At least he seemed not to. Of course he may have been putting it
-on. Wouldn't it make Wade Powell mad to know that? I'd give a
-dollar--and I haven't any to spare either--to see him when he hears that
-his old friend, Judge Johnson of the United States Circuit Court,
-couldn't remember him! Well, the judge didn't let me detain him long, he
-looked at his watch a moment, and then he advised me not to try it in
-Chicago; he said there were too many lawyers here anyhow, and that he
-thought a young man made a mistake in coming to a city at all.
-
-"'Why don't you stay in a small town?' he asked, looking at me sternly
-over his glasses. 'Living is cheaper there, and life is much more simple
-than it is in the cities. I've often wished I had stayed in a little
-town.'
-
-"I came away, as you can imagine, feeling pretty much cast down and
-humbled in spirit. There are four thousand lawyers in Chicago; just
-think of it, almost as many lawyers as there are people in Macochee! As
-I walked through the crowded streets with men and women rushing along, I
-wondered how they all lived. What do they do? Where are they all going,
-and how do they get a place to stand on? As I came across the bridge
-over to the North Side I felt that there was no place for me here in
-this great, dirty, ugly city, just as there is no place for me back in
-peaceful Macochee, where every minute of the day I long to be. Anyway, I
-am sure that there is no place for me here in the law, and I shall have
-to look for something else. I see so much wretchedness and poverty and
-squalor; it is in the street everywhere--pale, gaunt men, who look at
-you out of sick, appealing eyes.
-
-"This morning I saw a sight down-town that filled me with horror; it was
-noon, and a great crowd of ragged men were waiting in front of the
-_Daily News_ office in Fifth Avenue. They were all standing idly and yet
-expectantly about; I stood and watched them. Presently, as at some
-signal, they all rushed for the office door, and then all at once they
-seemed to be enveloped in a white, rustling cloud. Each one had a
-newspaper, and they all turned to one page and began to read rapidly;
-sometimes two or three men bent over the same paper; in another moment
-they had scattered, going in all directions. Then it flashed upon me:
-they had been waiting for the noon edition of the paper and the page
-they had all turned to was the page with the 'want ads' on it; they were
-all looking for jobs! It made me inexpressibly sad. I do not wish to
-inflict my own sorrow upon you, dear heart, but it made me shudder; what
-if I--but no, the thought is too horrible to mention. And yet I, too,
-belong to this great army of the unemployed.
-
-"As I write the clock in the steeple of a church a block away chimes the
-hour of midnight; so you see that I've retained my nocturnal habits.
-When the poets of a coming generation sing of me (as they doubtless
-will, after my death) their songs will be called Nocturnes."
-
-That same day Doctor Marley received a letter from his son which Mrs.
-Marley, though her husband passed it over to her to read, did not show
-to Lavinia. It ran:
-
-"It's rather expensive living here, I find; especially for one who
-belongs to the great army of the unemployed. My contract with my
-basiliscine landlady calls for two meals a day and a bed at night--also
-for three-fifty per week in payment of said two meals and bed. My
-lunches I get down-town; that is, I did get them down-town; for two days
-I have gone without lunches, and the aforesaid landlady looks
-reproachfully at me at night when she sees me laying in an extra supply
-of dinner. I don't mind the lack of the lunches, even if she does, but
-I'll have to pay her in a day or so now. I'm in poor spirits to-night,
-so can't write well; cause of said low mental temperature, only eighty
-cents in the world between me, my landlady and ultimate starvation. It's
-funny how much hungrier a fellow gets as the food supply gets low. A
-word to the wise, etc.
-
-"What do you think? I met Charlie Davis on the street this morning. He
-is living here now, working in some big department store. My, it was
-good to see some one from Macochee! How small the world is, after all!
-
-"How are you all? How is Dolly? Does Smith Johnson still clap his hands
-at his dog every evening as he comes home, and does the dog run out to
-meet him as joyously as of yore? And does Hank Delphy still go down-town
-in his shirt-sleeves? And has Charlie Fouly had any fits in the Square
-lately? And, father, has mother got a girl yet? Give her an ocean of
-love and tell her not to work too hard, and to let the heathen shift for
-themselves a while. They haven't any trusts to monopolize the jobs as
-yet, and they ought to be able to get along. Oh, how I'd like to see you
-all! Answer all my questions: I propounded numerous ones to you. I don't
-remember now what all of them were, but I know they were all momentous
-and had much to do with my well-being, spiritual and physical, not to
-say financial. And see that the moss doesn't get too thickly overlaid on
-my memory."
-
-Marley's new life in Chicago, as somewhat vaguely reflected in his
-letters, impressed those who had a sense of having been left behind in
-Macochee, as but a continuation of the life he had led there, that is,
-it was presented to them as one long, hopeless search for employment. He
-told of his daily tramps up and down the city, of his dutiful
-applications for work in every place where the boon of work might be
-bestowed, and of the unvarying refusals of those in whose hands had been
-intrusted, by some inscrutable decree of the providence of economics,
-the right to control the opportunity of labor. It was as if the primal
-curse of earning his bread were in a fair way to be taken from man, had
-not the primal necessity of eating his bread continued unabated.
-
-The routine through which he went each day had begun to weary Marley,
-and it might have begun to weary his readers in Macochee, had they not
-all felt their own fortunes somehow bound up with his. He apologized in
-his nightly letters for the monotony of their recitals, but he hoped it
-might be condoned as the most realistic portrayal of his life that he
-could give. He tried at times to give his letters a lighter tone by
-describing, with a facility that grew with practice, the many incidents
-that attracted him in a city whose life was all so new and strange to
-him; he could not help a growing interest in it all, and while Lavinia
-was probably unconscious of the change, his letters were now less
-concerned with the things of the life he had left in Macochee, and more
-and more with the things of the life he had entered upon in Chicago; as
-on a palimpsest, the old impressions were erased to make way for new
-ones.
-
-But try as he would to give to his letters a cheer that was far from
-expressing his own spirit, he could not save them from the despair that
-was laying hold of him, a despair which finally communicated itself in
-the declaration that it was now no longer with him a question of
-selecting employment.
-
-"I must take," he wrote, "whatever I can get, and that will probably be
-some kind of manual, if not menial, work. Sometimes," so he let himself
-go on, "I feel as if I would give up and go back to Macochee, defeated
-and done for. But I can not come to that yet, though I would like to;
-oh, how I would like to! But I don't dare, my pride won't let me act the
-part of a coward, though I know I am one at heart. One thing keeps me up
-and that is the thought of you; I see your face ever before me, and your
-sweet eyes ever smiling at me--"
-
-Lavinia's eyes were not smiling as she read this; and she poured out her
-own grief and sympathy in a long letter that she promptly tore up, to
-pen in its stead a calmer, braver one, that should hearten him in the
-struggle which, as she proudly assured him, he was making for her.
-
-Marley's description of his straits partly prepared Lavinia for the
-shock of the letter in which he said he had found a job at last, but she
-was hardly prepared to learn that it was anything so far from her
-conception of what was due him as a job trucking freight for a railroad.
-The mockery he put into the picture of himself in a blue jumper and
-overalls could not console her, and she kept the truth from every one,
-except her mother; she preferred rather that they number Marley still
-with the army of the unemployed than to count him among those who toiled
-so desperately with the muscles of their arms and backs. She tried to
-conceal in encouraging congratulations the chagrin of which she felt she
-should be ashamed, and she tried to show her appreciation of his droll
-sarcasms about the preparation his four years of college had given him
-for the task of trundling barrels of sugar and heaving pianos down from
-box-cars.
-
-"I'm sure it's honest work," she wrote, "but do be careful, dear, not to
-hurt yourself in lifting such heavy loads." It was a comfort to remind
-him that he was not intended to do such work.
-
-There was a relief, however, that she did not dare admit, when he told
-her three days later that he had lost his job.
-
-"I realize for the first time my importance in the great scheme of
-things," he wrote. "I was fired because I do not belong to the freight
-handlers' union. It took them three days to find this out, and then they
-threatened to strike if the railroad company did not immediately
-discharge me. The railroad company, after due consideration, decided to
-let me out, and--I'm out. It makes me tremble to think of the
-consequences that would have followed had they decided otherwise. Think
-of it! The railroad tied up, business at a standstill and the commerce
-of the nation paralyzed, and all because of Glenn Marley, A. B. It is
-really encouraging to know that my presence on the earth is actually
-known to my fellow-mortals; it has at least been discovered that I am
-alive and in Chicago, even if my diploma is not recognized by Freight
-Handlers' Union No. 63. And now," he concluded, "as Kipling says, it's
-'back to the army again, Sergeant, back to the army again'--the army of
-the unemployed."
-
-Lavinia was shocked again a day or so later when on opening her letter
-she met the announcement that he had been offered a job with another
-railroad as a freight handler.
-
-"But you need not be alarmed," she was reassured to read--though it was
-not until she thought it all over afterward that she began to wonder how
-he had divined her dislike of his being in such work--"I haughtily
-declined, and turned them down. You see this road is just now in the
-throes of a strike, and all their freight handlers are out.
-Consequently, they have had to employ scabs to do the work of the
-strikers. They take anybody--that's why they were ready to take me. But
-as I said, I declined. Somehow, I couldn't bring myself to take a place
-away from a union man."
-
-Lavinia mistook her satisfaction in Marley's declination of the position
-for a satisfaction in the nobility of his sacrifice, and in her elation
-she related the circumstance at dinner. Now that Marley had declined
-such an employment she felt safe in doing this. But her father did not
-see it in her light, or at least in Marley's light.
-
-"Humph!" he sneered; "so he sympathizes with unionism, does he? Well,
-those unions will own the whole earth if they keep on."
-
-"But he says he thought of the wives and children of the union men--"
-
-"Well, but why doesn't he think of the wives and children of the scabs,
-as he calls them? They have as much right to live and work as the union
-men."
-
-Lavinia, as an opponent of union labor herself, could not answer this
-argument, though she felt it her duty to defend Marley. But before she
-could proceed in his defense, her father, strangely enraged at the mere
-mention of the policies of the unions, hurried on:
-
-"The union didn't show any consideration for him when it took his other
-job away from him."
-
-Lavinia shot a reproachful glance at her mother, who did not see it
-because she was shooting a glance more than reproachful at her husband,
-and it had the effect of silencing and humbling the judge, as all of
-Lavinia's arguments, or all of the arguments known to the propaganda of
-union labor, could not have done.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XXVII
-
- A FOOTHOLD
-
-
-The next letter the postman gave Lavinia began ecstatically:
-
-"I've got a job at last! I'm now working for the C. C. and P. Railroad,
-in their local freight office, and I'm not trucking freight either, but
-I'm a clerk--a bill clerk, to be more exact. My duties consist in
-sitting at a desk and writing out freight bills, for which by some
-inscrutable design of Providence my study of common carriers and
-contracts in the law was doubtless intended to prepare me.
-
-"To-day I wrote out a bill for freight to Cook and Jennings, Macochee,
-Ohio, and you can imagine my sensations. It made me homesick for a
-while; I wished that by some necromancy I might conceal myself in the
-bill and go to Macochee with it; I had a notion to write a little word
-of greeting on the bill, but I didn't; it might have worried old man
-Cook's brain and he couldn't stand much of a strain of that kind. But
-I'm getting nearer Macochee every day now. I guess I'm to be a railroad
-man after all, and some day you'll be proud to tell your friends that I
-started at the bottom. 'Oh, yes,' you'll be boasting, 'Mr. Marley began
-as a common freight trucker; and worked his way up to general manager.'
-Then we'll go back to Macochee in my private car. I can see it standing
-down by the depot, on the side track close to Market Street, baking in
-the hot sun, and the little boys from across the tracks will be crowding
-about it, gaping at the white-jacketed darky who'll be getting the
-dinner ready. We'll have Jack and Mayme down to dine with us, and your
-father and mother and Chad and Connie, and my folks, too, and maybe, if
-you'll let me, Wade Powell. Then, of course, the Macochee people will
-think better of me; they won't be saying that I'm no good, but instead
-they'll stand around, in an easy, careless way, and say, 'Oh, yes, I
-knew Glenn when he was a boy. I always said he'd get up in the world.'
-
-"But, ah me, just now I'm a bill clerk at fifty dollars a month, thank
-you, and glad of the chance to get it; so is my voluptuous landlady
-glad; she'll get her board money a little more regularly now.
-
-"I suppose you'll want to know something about my surroundings. They are
-not elegant; the office is a big barn of a place, crowded full of desks,
-where we sit and write from eight in the morning until any hour at night
-when it occurs to the boss to tell us we can go. Last night it was ten
-o'clock before the idea struck him. They kindly allow us an hour in
-which to run out to a restaurant for supper. The windows in the office
-were washed, so tradition runs, in 1493, the year after Columbus landed.
-Outside, the freight trains rush by constantly so as to keep the noise
-going. My boss, whose name is Clark, strikes me as being a sort of fool
-of an innocuous sort. He is a conscientious ass, but a poor,
-unfortunate, deluded simpleton. He's one of those close-fisted reubs
-whose chief care is the pennies, and whose only interest in life is the
-C. C. and P. Railroad. He makes his business his own personal affair and
-the C. C. and P. his god. He lunches down-town and pays twenty cents for
-his lunch, never more, often fifteen. One of the first things he told me
-was, now that I had come under his protecting wing, to begin to save
-money. They have a young man in the office here, whose desk is next to
-mine, who was born somewhere in Canada, and is always 'a-servin' of her
-Majesty the Queen,' as Kipling says. He told me with much gusto how he
-had hung out of the office window last New Year's a Canadian flag. He
-seemed proud of having done so, and also told me, boasted to me, in
-fact, that he was going to hang the same flag out of the same window on
-the Fourth of July. 'Oh, yes, you are!' thinks I. So I got the flag and
-ripped it into shreds and started it through the waste-basket on a
-hurried trip to oblivion. _À bas_ the Canadian flag! He'll probably get
-another one, but if I get hold of it, it'll meet the same fate as the
-first one. Then I have something to think of that'll keep my mind off my
-horrible fate in being here in Chicago, while I smile in ghoulish glee
-with a cynical leer overspreading my classic features, at the young
-man's disapproval of my actions. The rest of the men in the office
-aren't much to boast of. They're a diluted mixture of Nijni Norgordian
-and Bill Hoffman the jeweler. I still hate this town; I wish it were
-buried under seven hundred and thirty feet of Lake Michigan."
-
-Marley's next letter to Lavinia opened thus:
-
-"Extract from the diary of J. H. Anderson,
-Esq., Canadian, clerk in the freight office of the
-C. C. and P. Ry., at Chicago, Ill., April 20.
-
- "'New man on desk next to mine; young, about
- 24. Rather decent fellow, but conceited. Do not
- think he will last. Took me to lunch with him
- this evening.'
-
-"Now what do you think of that? The youth I described to you at such
-length keeps a diary, and the foregoing is culled therefrom. He left it
-by some mistake on top of his desk, and I picked it up innocently enough
-to-night, to see what it was, and that was the first thing my eye lit
-on. He is evidently an adept at coming to conclusions, apparently he can
-sum one up in two whisks of a porter's broom. I was much surprised to
-find myself so well done. Done on every side in those few words. I've
-rather enjoyed it; strikes me as being uproariously funny. Maybe his
-dictum is correct. You'll agree with me as to his richness. Tell every
-one about it and see what they will think. Tell your mother and my
-mother. Tell Jack and give him a chance to laugh. Tell Mayme Carter,
-too."
-
-Lavinia ran at once to her mother.
-
-"Listen," she said. And she read it.
-
-Mrs. Blair laughed.
-
-"How funny!" she said, "and how well he writes! I should think he'd go
-into literature."
-
-Lavinia laid the letter down in her lap and looked at her mother as if
-she had been startled by a striking coincidence.
-
-"Why, do you know, I've thought of that very thing myself."
-
-"But read on," urged Mrs. Blair.
-
-Lavinia picked up the letter again and began:
-
-"Well, de--"
-
-"Oh," she exclaimed, blushing hotly, "I can't read you that. Let's
-see--"
-
-She leafed over the letter, one, two, three, four sheets. Mrs. Blair was
-smiling.
-
-"Aren't you leaving out the best parts?" she asked archly.
-
-"Oh, there's nothing," Lavinia said, not looking up. "But--oh, well,
-this is all. He says--
-
-"'There is a good deal of unrest and uneasiness here just now, because
-the first of May is coming. The road is anticipating trouble with the
-freight handlers; they may go out on a strike that day.'
-
-"Oh, dear," sighed Lavinia, "more strikes, and I suppose that means more
-trouble for Glenn."
-
-"Why, the strike of those men can't affect him," Mrs. Blair assured her.
-"He's a clerk now."
-
-"Yes, I know, but what if he gets the notion he ought to help them by
-quitting too?"
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XXVIII
-
- THE TALK OF THE TOWN
-
-
-Macochee's common interest in Marley was sharpened by his leaving town,
-and out of the curiosity that raged, Lawrence and Mayme Carter one
-evening made a call on Lavinia.
-
-"Well, Lavinia," said Lawrence, almost as soon as they were seated in
-the parlor, "what's the news about Glenn? How's he getting along?"
-
-"Oh, pretty well," she said, smiling.
-
-"Does he like Chicago?"
-
-"Oh, yes; that is, fairly well."
-
-"Run get his letters and let us read them."
-
-"Why, Jack! The idea!" Mayme rebuked him.
-
-But Lavinia instantly got up.
-
-"Well, I'll read you part of one or two," she said. "He can tell you
-much better than I all about himself."
-
-She was gone from the room a moment and then returned with two thick
-envelopes.
-
-"My, Lavinia, you don't intend to read all that, do you?" Lawrence made
-a burlesque of looking at his watch.
-
-"Oh, you needn't be afraid," said Lavinia, smiling. She opened a letter.
-
-"Here's one that came several days ago. He mentions you both in this
-one."
-
-"You don't mean to say he connects our names?" Lawrence affected
-consternation.
-
-"Can't you be serious a moment?" Mayme said, "I want to hear what he
-says; do go on, Lavinia, and don't mind Jack."
-
-Lavinia read the extract from the diary and Marley's comment.
-
-"Doesn't he say anything about you?" said Lawrence. "Why don't you read
-that? You skip the most interesting parts. You'd better let me read
-them. Here--" and he held out his hand for the letter.
-
-But Lavinia laid one letter securely in her lap and opened the other.
-
-"Listen to this," she began, and then she glanced over the first page
-and half-way down the second.
-
-"Here you're skipping again," cried Lawrence. "Why don't you play fair?"
-
-"'I have made a friend,' he says," she began, "'and it all came about
-through the strike. You know the freight handlers went out on the first
-of May, and since then there has been more excitement than work in the
-office. The freight house is stacked high with freight, and only a few
-men are working there and they are afraid of their lives. All around the
-outside of the big, long shed are policemen and detectives, and the
-strikers' pickets. All day they walk up and down, up and down, at a safe
-distance, just off the company's ground, and they waylay everybody and
-try to get them not to go to work here. I happened to see the strike
-when it began. It was day before yesterday morning. I had gone out in
-the freight house on some little errand and just at ten o'clock I
-noticed a man walk down by the platform that runs along outside the
-shed. I saw him stop by one of the big doors and look in. Suddenly he
-gave a low whistle, then another. The men in the freight house stopped
-and looked up. Then the man outside raised his arm, and held up two
-fingers--'"
-
-"He wanted them to go swimming probably," interrupted Lawrence.
-
-"Oh, Jack, do stop," said Mayme, irritably. "Right at the most
-interesting part, too! Do go on, Lavinia."
-
-Lavinia read on:
-
-"'Then the man outside raised his arm, and held up two fingers, and
-instantly every truck in the shed dropped to the floor, bang, the men
-all went and put on their coats, marched out of the freight house--and
-the strike was on. Well, after that came the policemen and the
-detectives and the pickets, to say nothing of the reporters. It is about
-these last that I mean to tell you, for among them I have found this new
-friend. The other day a young man came into the office to see Clark, our
-boss. I was attracted by him at once. He was tall, and his smooth-shaven
-face was refined and thoughtful; I call him good-looking; his eyes were
-dark and his nose straight and full of character; his lips were thin and
-level; his hair was not quite black and stopped just on the right side
-of being curly. He was dressed modestly, but stylishly; I remember he
-wore gloves--he always does--and I thought him somewhat dudish. But what
-was my pleasure to see on his waistcoat the little white cross of my
-fraternity! I rushed up to him instantly, and gave him the grip. He was
-a Sig., from an Indiana college, and he is a reporter on the _Courier_.
-His name is James Weston; no, he is no relation to Bob Weston of
-Macochee at all. I asked him that the first thing; but he is some
-relation to the Cliffords, distant, I suppose.'"
-
-"I wonder if that isn't the young man who visited them summer before
-last?" asked Mayme. "I'll bet it is!"
-
-"No, it can't be," said Lavinia, "I thought of that the very first
-thing, but you see he says," and Lavinia read on:
-
-"'He says he hasn't been there for years. We chatted together for a few
-minutes and were friends at once. To-morrow night, if I can get off in
-time, I'm to dine with him at a café down-town. My, but it was good to
-see some one wearing that little white cross! You see my college
-training has done me some good after all.'"
-
-In their conversation afterward, Lavinia and Mayme celebrated Marley's
-abilities as a writer, but Lawrence begged Lavinia to read them more,
-particularly, as he assured her, those parts about herself, saying he
-could judge better of Marley's abilities after he heard how he treated
-romantic subjects.
-
-"I want to know how he handles the love interest," he said.
-
-"Oh, you got that from George Halliday," said Mayme. "It sounds just
-like him when he's discussing some book none of us has read, doesn't it,
-Lavinia?"
-
-Lavinia admitted that it did sound like Halliday, and Mayme returned to
-her attack on Lawrence by saying:
-
-"What do you know about writing, anyway?"
-
-They might have gone farther along this line had not Mrs. Blair entered
-with a plate of cake and some ice-cream that had been left over from
-their dessert at supper. These refreshments instantly seemed to affect
-Mayme with the idea that the call had assumed the formality of a social
-function, and as she nibbled at her cake, she asked with a polite
-interest:
-
-"Just what is Mr. Marley's position with the railroad, Lavinia?"
-
-"Oh," Lavinia answered, "he has a place in the office of the freight
-department; he's a clerk there."
-
-"I'm so glad to know," said Mayme, as if in relief.
-
-"Why?" Lavinia looked up in alarm.
-
-"Oh, well, you know--how people talk." Mayme raised her pale eyebrows
-significantly. Lavinia was disturbed, but Lawrence, detecting the
-danger, instantly turned it off in a joke.
-
-"She heard he was a section hand," he said.
-
-"The idea!" laughed Lavinia.
-
-"Isn't this just the worst place for gossip you ever heard of?" said
-Mayme.
-
-"The worst ever," said Lawrence. "If I were you I'd quit and start a
-reform movement."
-
-When they had gone and were strolling toward the Carters', Lawrence
-grumbled at Mayme:
-
-"What did you want to give it all away to Lavinia for?"
-
-"Why, Jack, I didn't say anything, did I?"
-
-"Oh, no, nothing--only you tipped off the whole thing to her."
-
-"Why, what did I say that hinted at it, even?"
-
-"'Oh, you know how people talk!'" Lawrence mimicked her tone as he
-repeated her words.
-
-"Well, you know they do, Jack, and you know all the mean things they've
-been saying about Glenn. And you remember Charlie Davis' mother told
-mama that Charlie ran across him in the street: in Chicago and that--"
-
-"Oh, Charlie Davis!" said Lawrence, as impatiently as he could say
-anything. "What's he? Anyway, you didn't have to tell Lavinia."
-
-"Well, I'm glad we got the truth anyway."
-
-"Yes, so am I."
-
-"We must tell everybody."
-
-"Sure," acquiesced Lawrence, "if we can get the gossips started the
-other way they'll have him president of the road in a few days."
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XXIX
-
- A MAN OF LETTERS
-
-
-The Macochee gossips, after they were assured he was engaged in
-clerical, and not manual work, might have promoted Marley much more
-rapidly than his railroad would have done, had it not been for the news
-that he had changed his employment. They had gone far enough to noise it
-about that Marley was chief clerk in the office, where he was only a
-bill clerk, when the _Republican_, with the impartial good nature with
-which it treated all of Macochee's folk, so long as they kept out of
-politics, mentioned him for the first time since his departure, and
-then, to tell of the advancement he was rapidly making in the metropolis
-that loomed so large and important in their provincial eyes. Lavinia had
-the facts in a letter from Marley a day or so before the _Republican_
-had them, though she never could imagine, as she told everybody, where
-the _Republican_ got its information.
-
-"I have a big piece of news to tell you," he wrote. "Last night I dined
-with Weston. It was the first really enjoyable evening I have had since
-I struck the town. Luckily, the strikers had everything tied up so tight
-that we could do little work, and I had no trouble in getting off in
-time. I met him about six o'clock, and we went to the swellest
-restaurant in town. Weston is the finest fellow you ever saw; as it was
-pay night, he said he would blow me off to a good dinner. And he did,
-the best dinner I have ever eaten; there were half a dozen courses, and
-as we ate we talked, talked about everything, college days, the hard
-days that come after college, and you, and everything. Weston's
-experience has been about the same as mine--one long, hopeless search
-for a job. He, however, did not wait so long as I did; he said that he
-realized there was no place for him in a small town, and so he set out
-for the city almost at once. His father wanted him to study medicine,
-but he said he hadn't the money or the patience to wait, and he hated
-medicine anyway, and, as newspaper work offered the quickest channel to
-making a living he chose that. His secret ambition, he confessed, is
-literature, and I believe he is writing a book, but he would not, or did
-not, tell me as much. He says he thinks newspaper work a bad business
-for any one to get into, but then I have discovered that that is the way
-every man talks about his own calling.
-
-"After we had finished our dinner, we sat there for a long, long time
-over our coffee and cigarettes, and we finally got to talking about the
-strike. Weston, you know, has been working on it, and I was glad to be
-able to tell him a good many things he said he could use. Finally, I
-don't know just how it came about, but I told him how the strike started
-with us, about the man appearing in the street alongside the freight
-house, whistling, and then holding up two fingers--I think I described
-it to you in a letter the other night. Weston was greatly interested; I
-can see him still, sitting across the table from me, knocking the ashes
-from his cigarette into his empty coffee-cup and looking so intently at
-me out of his brown eyes that he almost embarrassed me. And what was my
-surprise when I finished to have him say:
-
-"'By Jove, Marley, I'll have to use that. I've been wondering how to
-lead my story to-night.'
-
-"Now you know the strike at our place occurred several days ago, but
-since then it has been spreading, and to-day the men on another road
-walked out. This morning when I picked up the _Courier_ and turned to
-the strike news, here is what I read, under big head-lines:
-
-"'A short man with a brown derby hat cocked over his eye walked
-leisurely down Canal Street at ten o'clock yesterday morning. The short
-man walked a block and then turned and walked back. At the open door of
-the C. and A.'s big freight house he stopped. Suddenly he whistled,
-once, twice, thrice, in low notes. Then he raised his hand with a
-gesture that was graceful and yet commanding, and held up two fingers.
-Inside the freight house the men who were heaving away at the big bales
-and boxes, attracted by the whistle, paused in their labor and looked
-up; they saw the man raise his two fingers; and, with the discipline of
-well-trained troops, they dropped their trucks, put on their coats and
-marched out of the freight house. And the Alton had been added to the
-list of railroads whose men were on strike.'
-
-"Of course, I was surprised and puzzled, and a little pleased too, that
-I had had a hand in the article. As I read it, though, I thought of a
-hundred details I might have told Weston, and I began to wish I had
-written the account myself. This afternoon he came around to the office
-again, and the first thing he said was:
-
-"'Did you see your story this morning?'
-
-"I told him I had, of course. 'But,' I added, 'that was the way it
-happened on our road; not on the Alton.'
-
-"But he only laughed, and said something about the tricks of the trade.
-
-"And now for the news I was going to tell you. I told Weston, as we
-talked the story over, of my little wish that I had written the article
-myself, and he looked at me intently for a moment. Then he said:
-
-"'How'd you like to break into newspaper business?'
-
-"My heart leaped; it came to me suddenly that it wasn't the law, nor
-railroad work, but journalism that I wanted to enter. I told him so
-frankly and he said:
-
-"'Well, it's a dog's life and I don't know whether I'm doing you a good
-turn or not, but I'll speak to the city editor tonight. He's a little
-short of men just now.
-
-"My heart is in my mouth. I can hardly wait till to-morrow, when I'm to
-see him again. Think of it, dear, and all it means! It means more money,
-association with men of my own kind, men like Weston, and a fine,
-interesting life; and it means you; oh, it means you!"
-
-Marley was able in this letter to communicate to Lavinia some of his
-enthusiasm and some of his suspense, and she found it difficult to await
-the result of his next interview with Weston. She began to count the
-hours until Marley and Weston should meet again, and then in a flash it
-came over her that they had doubtless already met, that the decision was
-already known, the fate determined, and she was still in ignorance. She
-had a sense of mystery in it, and she grew impatient, wondering why he
-did not telegraph. The next day came, and a letter with it; but the
-letter did not decide anything. Marley wrote that Weston had spoken to
-the city editor, and that he had told him to bring Marley around that
-evening. And so, other hours of waiting, and then, at last, another
-letter. Marley announced the result with what self-repression he could
-command.
-
-"It's settled," he wrote. "I'm to go to work Monday--as a reporter on
-the staff of the _Courier_. The salary to begin with is to be fifteen
-dollars a week. I'm glad to quit railroad work; I'm not built to be a
-railroad man; I can't adhere to rules as they want me to, and I can't
-bow down as it seems I should. I didn't tell you that my boss and I had
-not been getting along very well lately; I thought I wouldn't worry you.
-I was glad to be able to tell him to-day that I'd quit Saturday. I did
-it in a proud and haughty manner; he seemed surprised and shocked--even
-pained. And when I broke the news gently to the young Canuck he
-expressed great sorrow and regret, but in his secret heart I knew he was
-glad, for now as a prophet he can vindicate himself, at least partly, in
-his diary."
-
-Lavinia was glad that Marley had gone into newspaper work; much as she
-had tried she had not been able to conceive of him in exactly the ideal
-light as a clerk in a railroad office; that position, while it may have
-had its own promise, nevertheless did not envelope him in the atmosphere
-she considered native to him. In his new relation to literature, which,
-in her ignorance, she confounded with journalism, she felt a deep
-satisfaction, and a new pride, and she was glad when the _Republican_
-announced the fact of Marley's new position; she felt that it was a
-fitting vindication of her lover in the eyes of the people of Macochee
-and a rebuke for the distrust they had shown in him.
-
-Thereafter her mail was increased, for in addition to his letter Marley
-sent her the _Courier_ with his work marked; often he marked Weston's as
-well, and early in June he wrote: "I want you to read Weston's story in
-Sunday's paper about the Derby; it's a peach; it's the best piece of
-frill writing that the town has seen in many a day."
-
-The tone of Marley's letters now became more cheerful; it was evident to
-Lavinia that he was finding an interest in life, and in his descriptions
-of his daily work and the places all over Chicago it took him to and the
-people of all sorts it brought him in contact with, she found a new
-interest for her own life. When he wrote that his salary had been
-increased because of his story about a Sunday evening service in a
-church of the colored people in Dearborn Street, it seemed to her that
-happiness at last had come to them, and if, with the passing of June,
-she felt a pang at Marley's grieving in one of his letters that this was
-the month in which they had intended to be married, she was consoled by
-the rapid progress he was making in his work. His salary had been raised
-a second time; he was receiving now twenty-five dollars a week; it
-seemed large to her, and she could not understand why it did not seem
-large to Marley, even when he wrote that Weston was paid forty dollars a
-week.
-
-Her chief joy, perhaps, lay in the fact that he seemed to be living more
-comfortably than he had before. Now that he had left his dismal
-boarding-house she found a relief from its subtly communicated influence
-of the stranded wrecks of life, as Marley surely found it in the
-apartments he was sharing with Weston. She parted as gladly from the
-knowledge of his landlady as Marley did himself, assuring her that the
-landlady had "not decreased any in value as a zoo exhibit since first I
-rhapsodized about her." Lavinia felt that she could dispense with much
-of the worry her womanly concern for his comfort had given her, and she
-turned with a new joy to the books he was constantly recommending.
-
-"Did you ever read," he wrote, "Turgenieff's _Fathers and Sons_? I know
-that you didn't and therefore I know what a treat you have coming. I'll
-send you the book if you can't get it in Macochee, and I presume you
-can't. Snider's sign 'Drugs and Books' is a lure to deceive an unwary
-public that doesn't care as much for books as it does for soda-water;
-and the stock there, as I recall it, consists largely of forty-cent
-editions of books on which the copyright has expired, and which, printed
-on cheap, pulp paper, are to be introduced for the first time to the
-natives of Macochee. I wish you could see Weston's little book-case,
-with its rows of his favorites. Besides Turgenieff and Tolstoi--he says
-the Russians are the greatest novel writers the world has yet
-produced--he has all of George Eliot; I have just read over again
-_Middlemarch_ and _Daniel Deronda_. He likes Jane Austen, too, and he
-says you would like her; I haven't read any but _Emma_ as yet. I'm going
-to read them all. And if you like, you can read the set of little
-volumes I am sending you to-day; we can read them thus together. And
-Henry James--do read him--_Daisy Miller_ especially; you will like that.
-Besides these, Weston has most of Ibsen's plays, and sometimes he reads
-parts of them aloud to me; he reads them well. Some day, he says, he's
-going to write a play himself; he is fond of the theater, and we often
-go. One of the fine things about being on a newspaper is that we get
-theater tickets, though we can't always get tickets to the theater we
-want. Now and then the dramatic editor--a fine old fellow with a
-magnificent shock of white hair, who may be seen about the office late
-at night looking very _distingué_ in his evening clothes--gets Weston to
-write a criticism on some play; and often the literary editor lets him
-review books. Weston said to-day he'd get the literary editor to let me
-review some books, and when I told him I didn't know how, he laughed in
-a strange way and said that wouldn't make the slightest difference.
-There's another book you _must_ read, and that is _A Modern Instance_.
-The chief character is Bartley Hubbard, a newspaper man. Weston and I
-had a big argument about the character to-day. I said I thought it was a
-libel on the newspaper profession and Weston laughed and said it was
-only the truth, and that I'd agree with him after I'd been in the work
-longer. 'Newspaper work isn't a profession anyway,' he said, 'but a
-business.' He speaks of journalism--though he won't call it journalism,
-nor let me--just as lawyers speak of the law. He is urging me, by the
-way, to keep up my law studies, and I'm thinking of going to the law
-school here, if I find I can carry it on with my other work. Weston
-declares I can; he says a man has to carry water on both shoulders if he
-wants to amount to anything in the world--Wade Powell said something
-like that to me once. Weston says I'll want to get out of newspaper work
-after a while. He disturbed me a little to-day, and he hurt me, too, by
-saying that a newspaper man has no business to be married; and he knows
-all about you, too. Of course, he didn't mean to hurt me, it's merely
-his way of looking at things."
-
-Happy as she was, Lavinia still had to have her woman's worries, and
-they began to express themselves in constant adjuration to Marley to
-guard his health; she feared the effect of night work, and she feared,
-too, that he could not carry on his law studies and do his duty as a
-reporter at the same time. She sympathized with the spirit of pride and
-determination which made him wish to finish his law studies and be
-admitted to the bar, but she found a greater satisfaction in thinking of
-him as a journalist than as a lawyer; the figure he thus presented to
-her mind was so much more romantic than the prosaic one of a lawyer to
-which she had been all her life accustomed; on a large metropolitan
-daily he was almost as romantic to her as an army officer or a naval
-officer would have been. And while she did not like the night work, and
-had her fears of it for Marley, she nevertheless felt strongly its
-picturesque quality.
-
-The picture Marley drew in one of his letters of the strange shifting of
-the scene that is to be observed in the streets of a great city as
-darkness falls, when those that work in the prosaic day disappear and in
-their places appears the vast and mysterious army of the toilers by
-night, many of them in callings demanding the cover of the night,
-thrilled her strangely. But she did not know how from all the
-temptations of the irregular life he was leading he was saved, partly by
-the gentle friend he had found in James Weston, but more by the constant
-thought of the girl whom he had left behind at home.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XXX
-
- HOME AGAIN
-
-
-Marley, after a year or more in Chicago, found the excitement of his
-first return home growing upon him as he looked out the car window and
-long before the train entered the borders of Gordon County he eagerly
-began watching for familiar things.
-
-In the spirit of holiday which had come in this his first vacation, he
-had felt justified in taking a chair in the parlor car, though from the
-associations he had formed in his newspaper work it was more difficult
-now for him to resist than to yield to extravagances. He had recalled
-with a smile how in those first hard days in the freight office he had
-joked about going home in a private car, and he had had all day a
-childish pleasure in pretending that the empty Pullman was a private
-car; he could almost realize such a distinction when he showed the
-conductor the pass his newspaper had got for him.
-
-But even if he now felt glad that he was a newspaper man instead of a
-railroad man, he was quite willing to return to Macochee on any terms.
-He had tried to convince himself that he knew the very moment the train
-swept across the Indiana line into Ohio, and he felt a fine glow of
-state pride. He held his pride somewhat in check until he heard some one
-speak a name that he recognized as that of an Ohio town and then he
-boasted to the porter:
-
-"Well, I'm back in my own state again."
-
-The porter, though ready to admit that Ohio was a pretty good old state,
-was nevertheless not very responsive, and Marley saw that he would have
-to enjoy his sensations all alone.
-
-He could view with satisfaction the figure of a tolerably well-dressed
-city man reflected in the long mirror that swayed with the rushing of
-the heavy coach. He knew that his return would create a sensation in
-Macochee, though he was resolved to be modest about it. Even if he was
-not returning to Macochee in the ceremony he had dreamed of, he was
-returning in a way that was distinguished enough for him and for
-Macochee.
-
-He was eager to see the old town; he tried to imagine his return in its
-proper order and sequence, first, the little depot, blistering in the
-hot sun of the August afternoon, the rails gleaming in front of it, and
-the air above them trembling in the heat; he could see the baggage
-trucks tilted up on the platform; from the eating-house came the odor of
-boiled ham compromised by the smell of the grease frying on the
-scorching cinders that were heaped about the ties; beyond was the grain
-elevator that once appeared so monstrous in his eyes; across the tracks,
-the weed-grown field; and the only living things in sight the two men
-unloading agricultural machines from a box-car abandoned on a siding,
-the only sound, the ticking of a telegraph instrument; the target was
-set, but the station officials had not yet appeared.
-
-Thence, in thought, he went up Miami Street; he saw the Court House and,
-lounging along the stone base of the fence, the loafers whom no one had
-ever seen move, but who yet must have made some sort of imperceptible
-astronomical progress, for they kept always just in the shadow of the
-building; then the old law office across the way; then Main Street, with
-its crazy signs, its awnings, and the horses hitched to the racks, then
-the Square with its old gabled buildings, the monument and the
-cavalryman, the long street leading to his own home, and at last, Ward
-Street, arched by its cottonwoods,--and he recalled his unfinished
-verses which had taken Ward Street for a subject:
-
- "I know a place all pastoral,
- Where streams in winter flow,
- And where down from the cottonwoods
- There falls a summer snow."
-
-And then, at last, the old house of the Blairs' with its cool veranda,
-its dark bricks, its broad overhanging cornices, and Lavinia standing in
-the doorway!
-
-He had never forgotten the anguish of his parting that night in spring,
-and he had looked forward to this return as an experience that would
-expiate it, and restore the lost balance of his life. But now as he
-thought of his life in Chicago, of the new scenes and associations, it
-came to him that that night after all had been final; the youth who had
-then gone forth had indeed gone forth never to return; another being was
-coming back in his stead. He had been successful in a way which at first
-flattered his pride, but a new sense of proportion had been growing in
-him that had lately made him mistrust newspaper work; he had for it a
-dislike almost as definite as that which used to displease him in
-Weston. He was growing tired of his life as a reporter; it had so many
-irregularities, so many hardships; it detached him from wholesome,
-every-day existence. He longed for some calling more definite, more
-permanent, a work in which he might do things, instead of record them in
-an ephemeral way. He had for a while been envious of Weston's progress
-in his literary efforts, and for a while he had emulated him, but he had
-not been long in recognizing that he lacked literary talent.
-
-Out of this dissatisfaction with himself he had lately gone in earnestly
-to complete his law studies, which all along he had pursued in a
-desultory fashion. He found some consolation in the hope that he might
-be admitted to the bar in the fall, though how or when he was to get
-into a practice was still as much of a problem as it had been in the old
-days in Macochee. He clung steadfastly, however, to the feeling that his
-newspaper work was but a makeshift; Weston and he had constantly
-supported each other in this view--it was their one hope.
-
-With thoughts somewhat like these Marley had been whiling away the hours
-of his long day's journey from Chicago to Macochee. He had read
-thoroughly, and with a professionally critical faculty, all the Chicago
-papers, and had long ago thrown them aside in a disorderly pile. Now he
-had the tired sense that his journey was nearing its end.
-
-At last he saw the old mill-pond, and his heart leaped in affection;
-then he got his umbrella and sticks, took off his traveling cap and put
-it in his bag. He stood up for the porter to brush him off, and when he
-had selected a half-dollar as a tip, he asked the porter to get his
-luggage together, and in a conscious affectation he could not forego,
-began to pull on his new gloves. They were nearing Macochee now; and
-suddenly the tears started to his eyes, as in a flash he saw his
-white-haired father standing on the platform, anxiously craning his neck
-for a first glimpse of the boy who was coming home.
-
-Marley's mother did not reproach him when he ate a hurried supper that
-evening and then set off immediately for Lavinia's. He renewed some of
-the emotions of the earlier days of his courtship as the familiar houses
-along the way gradually presented themselves to his recognition; he was
-glad to note the changeless aspect of a town that never now could
-change, at least in the way of progress, and he discovered a novel
-satisfaction--one of the many experiences that were so rapidly crowding
-in with his impressions--in the feeling that here, at least, in
-Macochee, things would remain as they were, and defy that inexorable law
-of change which makes so many tragedies in life. Lavinia must have
-recognized his step, for there she was, standing in the doorway, a smile
-on her face, and her eyelashes somehow moist. Marley felt a strange
-discomposure; there was a little effort, the intimacy of their letters
-must now give way to the intimacy of personal contact. But in another
-second she was in his arms, and her face was hidden against his breast.
-
-"At last," she said, "you're here!"
-
-He felt her tremble, and he held her more closely. When he released her
-she put her hands up to his shoulders and held him away from her, while
-she scanned him critically.
-
-"You've grown broader," she said, "and heavier, and--oh, so much
-handsomer!"
-
-The Blairs filed in presently, and Marley had the curious sense of this
-very scene having been enacted in his presence before, but it lacked the
-usual baffling effect of this psychological experience, for he was able
-to recall, in an incandescent flash of memory, that it was almost a
-repetition of their good-bys that night when he had gone away; Mrs.
-Blair was as tender, and if Connie and Chad were a little shy of his new
-importance, Judge Blair was as dignified, and as anxious as ever to get
-back to his reading. Marley felt once more that permanence of things in
-Macochee; this household had remained the same, and it made him feel
-more than ever the change that had occurred in him.
-
-In lovers' intense subjectivity, he and Lavinia discussed this change
-seriously. They reviewed their old dreams, and now they could laugh at
-their defeated wish to live, even in an humble way, in Macochee.
-
-"It was funny, wasn't it?" said Marley. "I was very young
-then,--nothing, in fact, but a kid."
-
-"Are you so very much older now?" asked Lavinia with a slight hint of
-teasing in her tender voice.
-
-"Well," Marley replied, with a seriousness that impressed him, at least,
-as the ripe wisdom of maturity, "I am not much older in years, but I am
-in experience, and in knowledge of life. You see, dear, you can measure
-time by the calendar, but you can't measure life that way. And Weston
-says that there is no calling that will give a man experience so quickly
-as newspaper work. You know we see everything, and we get a smattering
-of all kinds of knowledge. Weston says that is all that reconciles him
-to the business; he says a man learns more there than he ever does in
-college. He considers the training invaluable; he says it will be of
-great help to him in literature, if he can ever get into literature--he
-isn't sure yet that he can. He can tell better after his book is
-published. And he says a newspaper experience will help me in the law,
-too, that is," Marley added, with a whimsical imitation of Weston's
-despairing uncertainty, "if I can ever get into the law."
-
-"You think a great deal of Mr. Weston, don't you?" said Lavinia.
-
-"He's the finest fellow in the world, and the best friend I ever had."
-
-Marley had a curious intuition that Lavinia was a little jealous of
-Weston. He immediately sought to allay the feeling with this argument:
-
-"You see, when a man does all for a fellow that Jim has done for me, and
-when you have lived with him, and shared your haversack with him, and he
-with you, like two soldier comrades, you get right down to the bottom of
-him. And I want you to know him, dear, I know you'll like him."
-
-Lavinia was silent, and Marley had a fear that she might not accept
-Weston quite so readily.
-
-"He has done me a world of good," he went on. "He has taught me much, he
-has corrected my reckoning in more ways than one. He has taught me much
-about books; and he has taught me to look sanely on a life that isn't,
-he says, always truthfully reflected in books. And besides all, if it
-hadn't been for him, if he had not kept me at it and urged me on, I
-think I should have been doomed for ever to remain a poor newspaper
-man."
-
-"Don't you like newspaper work?" she asked with a shade of
-disappointment in her tone.
-
-"I did, but I like it less every day. It's a hard and unsatisfactory
-life, and it has no promise in it. A man very soon reaches its highest
-point, and then he must be content to stay there. It's the easiest thing
-for a young fellow to get a start in, if he's bright; I suppose I'm
-making more money than any of the young lawyers in Chicago; but because
-it is so easy is the very reason why it is hardly worth while. Things
-that are easily won are not worth striving for."
-
-"And you're going to get out of it?"
-
-"Yes, as soon as I can. As soon as I can, I'm going to get into the law.
-When Weston first began urging me to keep up my studies, and when
-finally he made me go to the night law school, I consented chiefly
-because I had always felt the chagrin of defeat in having been compelled
-to give it up; lately, I've begun to see things differently, and I've
-determined to carry out my first intention and get into the law somehow.
-Of course, it's going to be hard. And one has to have a pull there as
-everywhere else in these days."
-
-Marley was silent for a moment and, Lavinia thought, a little depressed.
-She watched him sympathetically, and yet she was a little troubled by a
-sense of detachment. She felt that Weston was now more closely
-associated with Marley's struggle than she, and she was disturbed, too,
-by the disappointment of finding that his struggles were not at all
-ended.
-
-"Weston says," Marley went on presently, "that newspaper work is a good
-stepping-stone, and by it I may be able to arrange for some place in the
-law which will give me the start I want."
-
-"I thought you liked your work," Lavinia said; "I thought you were happy
-in it."
-
-Marley detected her regret, and was on the point of speaking, when
-Lavinia went on:
-
-"I don't see why you can't go into literature as well as Mr. Weston."
-
-Marley laughed.
-
-"The reason is that I haven't his talent," he said
-
-"I don't see why," Lavinia argued with some resentment of his humility.
-"You haven't enough confidence in your own powers; you let Mr. Weston
-dominate you too much."
-
-"Now, dearest," he pleaded, "you mustn't do Jim that injustice. He
-doesn't dominate me; but he is so much wiser than I, he knows so much
-more. You will understand when you meet him."
-
-"Well," she tentatively admitted, "that is no reason why you shouldn't
-in time be a literary man as well as he. Why can't you?"
-
-"Because I can't write, that's why."
-
-"Why, Glenn, how can you say that? Your letters disprove that. Every one
-who read them said that they were remarkable, and that you should go
-into literature. They said you had such good descriptive powers."
-
-Marley was looking at her in amazement.
-
-"Why, Lavinia, you didn't show them!"
-
-"You simpleton!" she said, with a smile in her eyes, "of course not; but
-I have read parts of them to mama and to your mother now and then."
-
-"Oh, well, that's all right," sighed Marley in relief, and then he
-resumed his defense of Weston and his analysis of himself.
-
-"Of course, I suppose I can write a fairly good newspaper story; at
-least they say so at the office." He indulged a little look of pride,
-and then he went on: "But that isn't literature."
-
-"I don't see why it isn't," she said. "I should think it would be the
-most natural thing in the world to go from one into the other."
-
-"Not at all. Literature requires style, personality, distinction, and
-the artistic temperament."
-
-"I'd say you were talking now like George Halliday if I didn't know you
-were talking like Mr. Weston."
-
-"I wish you could hear Weston talk about literature," he said. "He'd
-convince you."
-
-"He couldn't convince me that he can write any better than you can."
-Lavinia compressed her lips in a defiant loyalty.
-
-Marley paused to kiss the lips for their loyalty, and he compromised the
-validity of his own argument by saying:
-
-"As a matter of fact, the law, in America and in England, has given more
-men to literature than journalism ever has."
-
-"Then maybe you can enter literature through the law," said Lavinia,
-seizing her advantage.
-
-"No," said Marley, shaking his head. "I'm not cut out for it, as Weston
-is. Some day he will be a great man, and we shall be proud to have known
-him so intimately. And we will have him at our home; I have many a dream
-about that."
-
-He looked fondly at her, and her eyes brightened.
-
-"And there is another reason why I want to get out of newspaper work,"
-he went on, speaking tenderly, "and that is because everybody says a
-newspaper man has no more right to be married than a soldier has."
-
-"But they all are," said Lavinia.
-
-"Yes, they all are, or most of them."
-
-"And I suppose it is the married ones who say that."
-
-"Well, I know one who is going to be married just as soon as he can."
-
-"Who is that,--Mr. Weston?"
-
-"No, but Mr. Weston knows him, and knows his intentions, and he has
-promised to be at the wedding and act as best man."
-
-"Oh, it would be fine to have a literary man at the wedding, wouldn't
-it."
-
-They talked then about the wedding, and they found all their old
-delicious joy in it. Marley said it must be soon now, though with a pang
-that laid a weight on his heart, he wondered, as he thought of all the
-extravagances he had allowed himself to drift into, where he was to get
-the money. He could reassure himself only by telling himself that he was
-going to live as an anchorite when he got back to Chicago; even if he
-had to give up the pleasant apartment with Weston and go back to the
-boarding-house in Ohio Street.
-
-"How shall you like living in Chicago?" he asked. "Can you be happy in a
-little flat, without knowing anybody, and without being anybody?"
-
-"I shall be happy anywhere with you, Glenn!" she said, looking
-confidently into his eyes.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XXXI
-
- ILLUSIONS AND DISILLUSIONS
-
-
-It was a pleasure to Marley to accept the homage the people paid him;
-they confounded his success in journalism with a success in literature,
-and under the impression that all writers are somehow witty, they
-laughed extravagantly at his lightest observation.
-
-But much as Marley relished all this, much as he enjoyed being at home
-again, with Lavinia and with his father and mother, he was disturbed by
-a certain restlessness that came over him after he had been in Macochee
-a few days and the novelty and excitement of his return had worn off.
-The glamour the town had worn for him had left it; it seemed to have
-withered and shrunk away. He could no longer, by any effort of the
-imagination, realize it as the place he had carried affectionately in
-his heart during the long months of his absence; its interests were so
-few and so petty, and he found himself battling with a wish to get away.
-He was fearful of this feeling; he did not dare to own it to himself,
-much less to his father and mother or to Lavinia.
-
-He was glad that Lavinia would not let him mention going back to
-Chicago, and as the days swept by with the swiftness of vacation time,
-he was troubled that he did not feel more acutely the sorrow he felt
-would best become the prospect of another separation. He was comforted,
-finally, when he was able to analyze his sensations sufficiently to
-discover that it was neither his sweetheart nor his parents that had
-changed, but his own attitude toward life in a small town; he was vastly
-relieved when he succeeded in separating his feelings and saw that it
-was Macochee alone that he had lost his affection for, though he could
-not analyze his sensations deeply enough to recognize himself as at that
-period of life when external conditions are accepted for more than their
-real value; he was still too young for that. And so he could spend his
-days happily with Lavinia and grudge the moments which Lawrence and
-Mayme Carter filched from them by their calls, and he was as resentful
-of Mayme's invitation to the supper which she exalted into a dinner with
-a reception afterward, as was Lavinia herself.
-
-When Marley went to pay his call on Wade Powell, he found many
-sensations as he glanced about the dingy little office where he had
-begun his studies. Wade Powell himself, smoking and reading his
-Cincinnati paper, was sitting at his old desk, with the same aspect of
-permanence he had always given the impression of. Marley rushed in on
-him with a face red and smiling and when Powell looked up, he threw down
-his paper, and leaped to his feet, saying:
-
-"Well, I'll be damned!"
-
-But when their first greetings were over, Powell's manner changed; he
-began to show Marley a certain respect, and he paid him the delicate
-tribute of letting him do most of the talking, whereas he used to do
-most of the talking himself. He was not prepared to hear that Marley was
-still studying law; and it cost him an effort to readjust his conception
-of Marley as a successful journalist to the old one of a struggling
-student. He gave Marley some intelligence of this, and of his
-disappointment when he said with a meekness Marley did not like to see
-in him:
-
-"Well, of course, you know your own business best."
-
-But when Marley had taken pains to explain his position and when he had
-described the Chicago law offices, Powell grew more reconciled.
-
-"I've watched you," he said, "I've watched you, and I've asked your
-father about you every time I've seen him; my one regret was that you
-were not working on a Cincinnati paper; then I could have read what you
-were writing. I did try to get a Chicago paper--but you know what this
-town is."
-
-Powell was deeply interested in Marley's description of his old friend,
-Judge Johnson, and as Marley gave him some notion of the judge's
-importance and prosperity Powell could only exclaim from time to time:
-
-"Well, I'll be damned!"
-
-Marley did not tell Powell that Judge Johnson had appeared to have
-forgotten him; he felt that it would be more handsome to accept the
-moral responsibility of a prevarication than to hurt Powell's feelings
-in the way he knew the truth would hurt them. Even as it was, Judge
-Johnson's success, now so keenly realized by Powell when it had been
-brought home to him in this personal way, seemed to subdue him, and he
-was only lifted out of his gloom when Marley said:
-
-"But I'll tell you one thing, there isn't a lawyer in Chicago who can
-try a case with you."
-
-Powell's eye brightened and his face glowed a deeper red; then the look
-died away as he said:
-
-"Well, I made a mistake. I ought to have gone there."
-
-"Is it too late?"
-
-Powell thought a moment, and Marley regretted having tempted him with an
-impossibility. He was relieved when Powell shook his head and said:
-
-"Yes, it's too late now."
-
-Powell, with something of the pathos of age and failure that was
-stealing gradually over him, begged Marley to come in and see him every
-day while he was at home.
-
-"You see I've always kept your desk," he said, in a tone that apologized
-for a weakness he perhaps thought unmanly, "just as it was when you went
-away."
-
-Marley thought cynically that Powell had kept everything else just as it
-was when he went away, but he was instantly ashamed of the thought, and
-ashamed, too, of the fact that he and Lavinia both considered even this
-little morning call a waste of time, and a sacrifice almost too great to
-be borne.
-
-Powell went with Marley out into the street, and it gave him evident
-pride to walk by his side down Main Street and around the Square.
-
-"I want them all to see you," he said frankly.
-
-He made Marley go with him to the McBriar House and then to Con's
-Corner, and, in every place where men stopped him and shook Marley's
-hand and asked him how he was getting along, Powell took the
-responsibility of replying promptly:
-
-"Look at him; how does he seem to be getting along?"
-
-Powell found a delight that must have been keener than Marley's in
-Marley's fidelity to Chicago, expressed quite in the boastful frankness
-of the citizens of that city when abroad, though to Marley it seemed
-that he was putting it on them by doing so. He found them all, however,
-in a spirit of loyalty to Macochee that might easily have become
-combative.
-
-"Well, little old Macochee's good enough for us, eh, Wade?" they would
-say.
-
-Marley would not let them be ahead of him in praise of Macochee, and
-Powell himself softened enough to admit that old Ohio was a pretty good
-place to have come from.
-
-When they suddenly encountered Carman in the street, Marley flushed with
-confusion, first for himself and then vicariously for Powell. But there
-was no escape from a situation that no doubt exaggerated itself to his
-sensitiveness, and he was soon allowing Carman to hold his hand in his
-right palm while with the other Carman solicitously held Marley's left
-elbow, and transfixed him with that left eye which still refused to
-react to light and shade.
-
-"Well, how are you?" asked Carman. "How are you, anyway?"
-
-"Oh, I'm all right."
-
-"Guess you're glad now I didn't give you that job, eh?"
-
-Marley could not look at Powell, but he hastened to say:
-
-"Yes, I'm glad, now."
-
-"Maybe it was for the best," said Carman.
-
-When they had left him Marley quickly and crudely tried to change the
-subject, but Powell insisted on saying:
-
-"I want you to know that I've always felt like a dog over that."
-
-"Oh, don't mention it," Marley begged. "I was honest when I told Carman
-I was glad it turned out as it did."
-
-"Yes," said Powell, "I guess it was all for the best."
-
-To Marley's relief they dropped the matter then, and went over to Con's
-Corner. There Powell lighted a cigar, and Marley could not resist asking
-for a brand of cigarettes, the kind that Weston smoked, though he knew
-that Con would not have them. He felt mean about it afterward, but he
-could not forego some of the petty distinctions of living in a city and
-he indulged a little revenge toward the people who had deserted him in
-what had seemed to him his need, and now, in what seemed to them his
-prosperity, were so ready to rally to him. Marley went home at noon
-feeling that his triumph had been almost as great as if he had come home
-in a private car.
-
-His triumph soon was at an end; they came to the afternoon of the day
-when Marley was to return to Chicago. It was a golden day, with a sun
-shining out of a sky without clouds, and yet a delicious breeze blew out
-of the little hills. Marley and Lavinia walked out the white and dusty
-pike that made the road to Mingo. They walked slowly along the edge of
-the road, in silence, under the sadness of the parting that was before
-them. They longed ineffably that the moments might be stayed; somehow
-they felt they might be stayed by their silence.
-
-But when they had ascended the hill and stood beside the old oak-tree
-which grew by the road, they looked out across the valley of the Mad
-River, miles and miles away--across fields now golden with the wheat, or
-green with the rustling corn that glinted in the sun, off and away to
-the trees that became vague and dim in the hazy distance. Back whence
-they had come lay Macochee; they could see the tower of the Court House,
-the red spire of the Methodist church, the gleam of the sun on some
-great window in the roof of the car-shops; on the other side of town
-crawled a train, trailing its smoke behind it. Marley looked at
-Lavinia--she was leaning against the tree, and as he looked he saw that
-her blue eyes were filling slowly with tears.
-
-"Isn't it beautiful!" he said, looking away from her to the simple
-scenery of Ohio.
-
-"Do you remember that day?"
-
-"When we picked out our farm--where was it?"
-
-"Wasn't it over there?"
-
-"Yes," he said. "We could come and live here when we are old." He knew
-he was but seeking to console himself for what now could not be. "And
-there is the old town," he said. "It looks beautiful from here, nestling
-among those trees, it seems peaceful, and calm, and simple. But it is
-different when you are in it; for there are gossip and envy and spite,
-and I can never quite forgive it because it had no place for me. Well,"
-he went on defiantly, in the relief he had been able to make for himself
-out of his immature reading of Macochee's character; "I don't need it
-any more; it is little and narrow and provincial, and the real life is
-to be lived out in the larger world. It's a hard fight, but it's worth
-it."
-
-"Don't you regret leaving it?" asked Lavinia, in a voice that was
-tenderer than Marley had ever known it. Marley looked at Macochee and
-then he looked at her.
-
-"I regret leaving it, dear heart, because I must leave you behind in
-it."
-
-"Would you never care to come back if it were not for me?" she asked.
-
-"I might," he admitted, "when we are old. We could come back here then
-and settle down on our farm over there." He pointed.
-
-"I'm half-afraid of the city," Lavinia said.
-
-He turned and took her in his arms.
-
-"Dearest," he said, "you must not say that; for the next time I come it
-will be to take you away from Macochee."
-
-"Will it?" she whispered.
-
-"Yes; and it can't be long now. How we have had to wait!"
-
-"Yes," she repeated, "how we have had to wait!"
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XXXII
-
- AT LAST
-
-
-Marley, in that compensatory pleasure we find in difficulties in the
-retrospect, was afterward fond of saying that if he had waited until he
-had the money and the position to warrant his marrying, he never would
-have married at all.
-
-Just what moved him to take the decisive step he did he would have found
-it hard to tell. He had grown accustomed to the life he was living in
-Chicago, he had succumbed, as it were, to his environment; he no longer
-regretted Macochee and he found a satisfaction in declaring, whenever he
-had the chance, that the kindest thing the town had ever done for him
-was to refuse him a place within its borders. As he looked back at all
-the plans he had formed, he marveled at their number, but he marveled
-more that he should have had such regret in the failure of all of them;
-he was glad now that they had failed; had any one of them succeeded his
-life would have been diverted into other channels, and it gave him a
-kind of fear when he tried to imagine his life in those other channels;
-he could see himself in those relations only as some other identity, and
-it gave him a gruesome feeling to do this.
-
-Not that he was satisfied with himself or his surroundings; he did not
-like newspaper work, and he did not like Chicago very well. He was
-determined to get out of newspaper work at any rate, and while he could
-not yet clearly see a way of getting into the law, he had a calm
-assurance that he would do it, in the end. Weston sustained him in this
-hope by saying:
-
-"A man can't control circumstances; they control him; but sometimes he
-can dodge them, and, after all, every sincere prayer is answered."
-
-During the winter that followed the summer when he had paid his visit to
-his home he worked hard at the law, spending in study the hours the
-other men on his newspaper spent in their dissipations, and in the
-spring he stole away almost secretly to Springfield, took the
-examination, and was admitted to the bar.
-
-After it was done, it seemed but a little thing; he wrote Lavinia and he
-wrote Wade Powell, knowing the interest Powell would have in the fact,
-that he felt no different now as a lawyer than he had when he was merely
-a layman. Weston had spent the winter over the book he was writing; in
-the spring he found a publisher, and _The Clutch of Circumstance_ was
-given to the world. Marley thought it a wonderful book, and so did
-Lavinia, and while it made but little noise in the world, Weston said it
-had done better than he expected--so well, in fact, that he was going to
-give up newspaper work, and give his attention wholly to writing another
-book.
-
-It was a shock to Marley when Weston told him they would have to give up
-their apartment; it was a break in the life to which he had grown
-accustomed. But it seemed a time of change, and it was then he wrote
-Lavinia that he thought it useless for them to wait any longer; he
-thought they might as well be married then as at any time.
-
-Unconsciously, perhaps, he wrote this letter as if he and not she had
-been waiting, and if he had known the state of the sensitive public
-opinion in Macochee, he might have felt himself justified in the
-attitude. Ever since his visit there the summer before his apparent
-prosperity had given the sentiment of the town an impetus in his favor;
-the people had turned their criticism toward Lavinia; for months it was
-a common expression that it was a shame she was keeping Marley waiting
-so long. They would nod in a sinister way, and insinuate the worldliest
-of motives; it was generally under stood that she was waiting for Marley
-to make a fortune, and this, they held, was demanding too much. She had
-withdrawn utterly from the society of Macochee; and she had not gone to
-one of the balls Lawrence had arranged that winter at the Odd Fellows'
-Hall; her position, outwardly at least, was as isolated as that of the
-Misses Cramer, the fragile and transparent old maids who lived so many
-years in their house sheltered by the row of cedars behind the High
-School grounds.
-
-When Judge Blair received the formal letter in which Marley told him he
-had asked Lavinia to name the day and requested his approval, the judge
-gave his consent with a promptness that surprised him almost as much as
-it did Mrs. Blair and Lavinia. He justified his inconsistency to his
-wife, in order perhaps, the more thoroughly to justify it to himself, by
-saying that he had long felt Lavinia's position keenly.
-
-"If the strain has been to her anything like what it has been to me," he
-said to his wife, "they could not have endured it much longer."
-
-"It will be lonely here without her," said Mrs. Blair, pensively.
-
-"Yes," the judge assented, and then after a moment's thought he added:
-
-"But we can now begin to worry about Connie."
-
-"Don't you dare mention that, William!" said Mrs. Blair, almost
-viciously. "She mustn't begin to think of such a thing."
-
-"But she's in long dresses now, and she seems to walk home more and more
-slowly every night with those boys from the High School."
-
-"Well, I don't propose to go through such an experience as we have had
-for these last three years, not right away, at any rate."
-
-The judge tried to laugh, as he said:
-
-"Well, I'll turn Connie over to you; I'm going to have a little peace
-now."
-
-The judge complained that he could find no peace, however, anywhere, so
-great was the preparation that raged thereafter in the house, driving
-him with his book and cigar from place to place. Mrs. Blair and Lavinia
-and Connie were in fine excitement over the gowns that were being
-fashioned, and Miss Ryan lived at the Blairs' for weeks, while in every
-room there were billowy clouds of white garments, and threads and
-ravelings over all the floors.
-
-Meanwhile it was understood that Marley, too, was making arrangements in
-Chicago. He had leased a small flat on the South Side, and had arranged
-with Weston to remove most of the furniture of their apartment into the
-new home where the lovers were to set up housekeeping. Mrs. Marley was
-to spare them some of the things from her home, and Mrs. Blair, from
-time to time, designated certain articles which she was willing to
-devote to the cause. Chad's contribution was merely a suggestion; he
-said they could depend on the wedding presents to fill up the gaps.
-
-They were married in the middle of June. The ceremony was pronounced by
-Doctor Marley in the parlor of the Blair home; everybody bore up well
-until, under the stress of his emotion, the doctor's voice broke, and
-then Mrs. Blair wept and the judge wiped his eyes and his reddened,
-anguished face. Mrs. Marley cried too, though every one tried to comfort
-her with the assurance that she was not losing a son, but gaining a
-daughter. Connie, in her first long gown, acted as maid for her sister,
-but it was evident that she was desperately impressed by the young
-author of _The Clutch of Circumstance_, who had come on from Chicago to
-act as groomsman.
-
-The company that had been invited was as much impressed by Weston as
-Connie was; they had never had an author in Macochee before, and though
-most of them had such confused notions of Weston's performances in
-literature that they grew cold with fear when they talked with him, they
-nevertheless braved it out for the sake of an experience they could
-boast of afterward. Most of them took refuge in a discussion of Marley's
-achievements with him, and they gave him the unflattering impression
-that Marley's work was as important as his own.
-
-Many of them had plots they wished him to use in his stories, others
-wished to know if he took his characters from real life; and Mrs. Carter
-was of such an acuteness that she identified Marley as his hero, though
-Weston had tried to keep his book from having any hero. George Halliday,
-however, was able to save the day; he could discriminate; he had read
-_The Clutch of Circumstance_, having borrowed Lavinia's autograph copy,
-and he told Weston that while he did not go in for realism, because it
-was too photographic, too materialistic and lacked personality, he
-nevertheless had enjoyed a pleasant half-hour with the volume, and
-considered it not half-bad.
-
-This conversation was held in plain hearing of all in that difficult
-moment after the ceremony, when the relatives of the bride had solemnly
-kissed her, and her most intimate friends, like Mayme Carter, had wept
-on her neck. The people were standing helplessly about; Marley noticed
-Wade Powell, as dignified as a clergyman, in his black garments and
-white tie standing apart with his wife.
-
-Marley had never seen Mrs. Powell before, but he recalled in a flash
-that she filled his conception of her; and this delicate, sensitive
-little face completed the picture he remembered long ago to have formed.
-When he saw Powell standing there, his hands behind him, unequal to the
-ordeal of being entertained in Judge Blair's house, bowing stiffly and
-forcing a smile on the few occasions when he was spoken to or thought he
-was being spoken to, he had a wish to go to him, but he could not then
-leave his place by Lavinia's side. He was glad a moment later when he
-saw his father and Wade Powell in conversation, and as he and Lavinia
-passed them on their way out to the dining-room he heard his father say:
-
-"Well, I'll tell you, Mr. Powell, when I was young my creed was founded
-on the fact of sin in man; but now that I am old, I find it more and
-more founded on the fact of the good that is in all of them."
-
-When the supper was over, Lawrence gave the cheer that every one wished
-to see come to the wedding by clearing the parlor for a dance, and
-Marley was glad that his position now permitted him to refrain from
-dancing with a valid excuse.
-
-Marley thought that Lavinia never looked so pretty as she did when she
-stood at the head of the stairs after she had donned her blue traveling
-gown, drawing on her gloves and waiting for the carriage that was to
-drive them to the station. Her face was rosy in the light that filled
-the house, and she met his eyes with a fond, contented glance.
-
-"Are you happy?" he asked.
-
-"Don't you see?" she said, looking up at him.
-
-"And will you be happy in that big city, away from every one you know,
-as the wife of a newspaper man?"
-
-"I shall be happy anywhere with you."
-
-"Our dreams are coming true," Marley said, "after a fashion. And yet not
-just as we dreamed them, after all."
-
-"In all the essentials they are, aren't they?"
-
-"Yes, but you know our dream was that I was to practise law."
-
-"Well, we still have that dream."
-
-"Yes, we still have it; maybe it will come true. Weston says that our
-dreams are as much realities in our lives as anything else."
-
- THE END
-
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