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diff --git a/456-0.txt b/456-0.txt new file mode 100644 index 0000000..f4f071d --- /dev/null +++ b/456-0.txt @@ -0,0 +1,5028 @@ +The Project Gutenberg eBook of The Door in the Wall And Other Stories, by H. G. Wells + +This eBook is for the use of anyone anywhere in the United States and +most other parts of the world at no cost and with almost no restrictions +whatsoever. You may copy it, give it away or re-use it under the terms +of the Project Gutenberg License included with this eBook or online at +www.gutenberg.org. If you are not located in the United States, you +will have to check the laws of the country where you are located before +using this eBook. + +Title: The Door in the Wall And Other Stories + +Author: H. G. Wells + +Release Date: March, 1996 [eBook #456] +[Most recently updated: April 12, 2021] + +Language: English + +Character set encoding: UTF-8 + +Produced by: Judith Boss + +*** START OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK THE DOOR IN THE WALL AND OTHER STORIES *** + + + + +The Door in the Wall + +And Other Stories + +by H. G. Wells + + +Contents + + THE DOOR IN THE WALL + THE STAR + A DREAM OF ARMAGEDDON + THE CONE + A MOONLIGHT FABLE + THE DIAMOND MAKER + THE LORD OF THE DYNAMOS + THE COUNTRY OF THE BLIND + + + + +THE DOOR IN THE WALL + +I + +One confidential evening, not three months ago, Lionel Wallace told me +this story of the Door in the Wall. And at the time I thought that so +far as he was concerned it was a true story. + +He told it me with such a direct simplicity of conviction that I could +not do otherwise than believe in him. But in the morning, in my own +flat, I woke to a different atmosphere, and as I lay in bed and +recalled the things he had told me, stripped of the glamour of his +earnest slow voice, denuded of the focussed shaded table light, the +shadowy atmosphere that wrapped about him and the pleasant bright +things, the dessert and glasses and napery of the dinner we had shared, +making them for the time a bright little world quite cut off from +every-day realities, I saw it all as frankly incredible. “He was +mystifying!” I said, and then: “How well he did it!. . . . . It isn’t +quite the thing I should have expected him, of all people, to do well.” + +Afterwards, as I sat up in bed and sipped my morning tea, I found +myself trying to account for the flavour of reality that perplexed me +in his impossible reminiscences, by supposing they did in some way +suggest, present, convey—I hardly know which word to use—experiences it +was otherwise impossible to tell. + +Well, I don’t resort to that explanation now. I have got over my +intervening doubts. I believe now, as I believed at the moment of +telling, that Wallace did to the very best of his ability strip the +truth of his secret for me. But whether he himself saw, or only thought +he saw, whether he himself was the possessor of an inestimable +privilege, or the victim of a fantastic dream, I cannot pretend to +guess. Even the facts of his death, which ended my doubts forever, +throw no light on that. That much the reader must judge for himself. + +I forget now what chance comment or criticism of mine moved so reticent +a man to confide in me. He was, I think, defending himself against an +imputation of slackness and unreliability I had made in relation to a +great public movement in which he had disappointed me. But he plunged +suddenly. “I have” he said, “a preoccupation—” + +“I know,” he went on, after a pause that he devoted to the study of his +cigar ash, “I have been negligent. The fact is—it isn’t a case of +ghosts or apparitions—but—it’s an odd thing to tell of, Redmond—I am +haunted. I am haunted by something—that rather takes the light out of +things, that fills me with longings . . . . .” + +He paused, checked by that English shyness that so often overcomes us +when we would speak of moving or grave or beautiful things. “You were +at Saint Athelstan’s all through,” he said, and for a moment that +seemed to me quite irrelevant. “Well”—and he paused. Then very +haltingly at first, but afterwards more easily, he began to tell of the +thing that was hidden in his life, the haunting memory of a beauty and +a happiness that filled his heart with insatiable longings that made +all the interests and spectacle of worldly life seem dull and tedious +and vain to him. + +Now that I have the clue to it, the thing seems written visibly in his +face. I have a photograph in which that look of detachment has been +caught and intensified. It reminds me of what a woman once said of +him—a woman who had loved him greatly. “Suddenly,” she said, “the +interest goes out of him. He forgets you. He doesn’t care a rap for +you—under his very nose . . . . .” + +Yet the interest was not always out of him, and when he was holding his +attention to a thing Wallace could contrive to be an extremely +successful man. His career, indeed, is set with successes. He left me +behind him long ago; he soared up over my head, and cut a figure in the +world that I couldn’t cut—anyhow. He was still a year short of forty, +and they say now that he would have been in office and very probably in +the new Cabinet if he had lived. At school he always beat me without +effort—as it were by nature. We were at school together at Saint +Athelstan’s College in West Kensington for almost all our school time. +He came into the school as my co-equal, but he left far above me, in a +blaze of scholarships and brilliant performance. Yet I think I made a +fair average running. And it was at school I heard first of the Door in +the Wall—that I was to hear of a second time only a month before his +death. + +To him at least the Door in the Wall was a real door leading through a +real wall to immortal realities. Of that I am now quite assured. + +And it came into his life early, when he was a little fellow between +five and six. I remember how, as he sat making his confession to me +with a slow gravity, he reasoned and reckoned the date of it. “There +was,” he said, “a crimson Virginia creeper in it—all one bright uniform +crimson in a clear amber sunshine against a white wall. That came into +the impression somehow, though I don’t clearly remember how, and there +were horse-chestnut leaves upon the clean pavement outside the green +door. They were blotched yellow and green, you know, not brown nor +dirty, so that they must have been new fallen. I take it that means +October. I look out for horse-chestnut leaves every year, and I ought +to know. + +“If I’m right in that, I was about five years and four months old.” + +He was, he said, rather a precocious little boy—he learned to talk at +an abnormally early age, and he was so sane and “old-fashioned,” as +people say, that he was permitted an amount of initiative that most +children scarcely attain by seven or eight. His mother died when he was +born, and he was under the less vigilant and authoritative care of a +nursery governess. His father was a stern, preoccupied lawyer, who gave +him little attention, and expected great things of him. For all his +brightness he found life a little grey and dull I think. And one day he +wandered. + +He could not recall the particular neglect that enabled him to get +away, nor the course he took among the West Kensington roads. All that +had faded among the incurable blurs of memory. But the white wall and +the green door stood out quite distinctly. + +As his memory of that remote childish experience ran, he did at the +very first sight of that door experience a peculiar emotion, an +attraction, a desire to get to the door and open it and walk in. And at +the same time he had the clearest conviction that either it was unwise +or it was wrong of him—he could not tell which—to yield to this +attraction. He insisted upon it as a curious thing that he knew from +the very beginning—unless memory has played him the queerest trick—that +the door was unfastened, and that he could go in as he chose. + +I seem to see the figure of that little boy, drawn and repelled. And it +was very clear in his mind, too, though why it should be so was never +explained, that his father would be very angry if he went through that +door. + +Wallace described all these moments of hesitation to me with the utmost +particularity. He went right past the door, and then, with his hands in +his pockets, and making an infantile attempt to whistle, strolled right +along beyond the end of the wall. There he recalls a number of mean, +dirty shops, and particularly that of a plumber and decorator, with a +dusty disorder of earthenware pipes, sheet lead ball taps, pattern +books of wall paper, and tins of enamel. He stood pretending to examine +these things, and coveting, passionately desiring the green door. + +Then, he said, he had a gust of emotion. He made a run for it, lest +hesitation should grip him again, he went plump with outstretched hand +through the green door and let it slam behind him. And so, in a trice, +he came into the garden that has haunted all his life. + +It was very difficult for Wallace to give me his full sense of that +garden into which he came. + +There was something in the very air of it that exhilarated, that gave +one a sense of lightness and good happening and well being; there was +something in the sight of it that made all its colour clean and perfect +and subtly luminous. In the instant of coming into it one was +exquisitely glad—as only in rare moments and when one is young and +joyful one can be glad in this world. And everything was beautiful +there . . . . . + +Wallace mused before he went on telling me. “You see,” he said, with +the doubtful inflection of a man who pauses at incredible things, +“there were two great panthers there . . . Yes, spotted panthers. And I +was not afraid. There was a long wide path with marble-edged flower +borders on either side, and these two huge velvety beasts were playing +there with a ball. One looked up and came towards me, a little curious +as it seemed. It came right up to me, rubbed its soft round ear very +gently against the small hand I held out and purred. It was, I tell +you, an enchanted garden. I know. And the size? Oh! it stretched far +and wide, this way and that. I believe there were hills far away. +Heaven knows where West Kensington had suddenly got to. And somehow it +was just like coming home. + +“You know, in the very moment the door swung to behind me, I forgot the +road with its fallen chestnut leaves, its cabs and tradesmen’s carts, I +forgot the sort of gravitational pull back to the discipline and +obedience of home, I forgot all hesitations and fear, forgot +discretion, forgot all the intimate realities of this life. I became in +a moment a very glad and wonder-happy little boy—in another world. It +was a world with a different quality, a warmer, more penetrating and +mellower light, with a faint clear gladness in its air, and wisps of +sun-touched cloud in the blueness of its sky. And before me ran this +long wide path, invitingly, with weedless beds on either side, rich +with untended flowers, and these two great panthers. I put my little +hands fearlessly on their soft fur, and caressed their round ears and +the sensitive corners under their ears, and played with them, and it +was as though they welcomed me home. There was a keen sense of +home-coming in my mind, and when presently a tall, fair girl appeared +in the pathway and came to meet me, smiling, and said Well?’ to me, and +lifted me, and kissed me, and put me down, and led me by the hand, +there was no amazement, but only an impression of delightful rightness, +of being reminded of happy things that had in some strange way been +overlooked. There were broad steps, I remember, that came into view +between spikes of delphinium, and up these we went to a great avenue +between very old and shady dark trees. All down this avenue, you know, +between the red chapped stems, were marble seats of honour and +statuary, and very tame and friendly white doves . . . . . + +“And along this avenue my girl-friend led me, looking down—I recall the +pleasant lines, the finely-modelled chin of her sweet kind face—asking +me questions in a soft, agreeable voice, and telling me things, +pleasant things I know, though what they were I was never able to +recall . . . And presently a little Capuchin monkey, very clean, with a +fur of ruddy brown and kindly hazel eyes, came down a tree to us and +ran beside me, looking up at me and grinning, and presently leapt to my +shoulder. So we went on our way in great happiness . . . .” + +He paused. + +“Go on,” I said. + +“I remember little things. We passed an old man musing among laurels, I +remember, and a place gay with paroquets, and came through a broad +shaded colonnade to a spacious cool palace, full of pleasant fountains, +full of beautiful things, full of the quality and promise of heart’s +desire. And there were many things and many people, some that still +seem to stand out clearly and some that are a little vague, but all +these people were beautiful and kind. In some way—I don’t know how—it +was conveyed to me that they all were kind to me, glad to have me +there, and filling me with gladness by their gestures, by the touch of +their hands, by the welcome and love in their eyes. Yes—” + +He mused for awhile. “Playmates I found there. That was very much to +me, because I was a lonely little boy. They played delightful games in +a grass-covered court where there was a sun-dial set about with +flowers. And as one played one loved . . . . + +“But—it’s odd—there’s a gap in my memory. I don’t remember the games we +played. I never remembered. Afterwards, as a child, I spent long hours +trying, even with tears, to recall the form of that happiness. I wanted +to play it all over again—in my nursery—by myself. No! All I remember +is the happiness and two dear playfellows who were most with me . . . . +Then presently came a sombre dark woman, with a grave, pale face and +dreamy eyes, a sombre woman wearing a soft long robe of pale purple, +who carried a book and beckoned and took me aside with her into a +gallery above a hall—though my playmates were loth to have me go, and +ceased their game and stood watching as I was carried away. ‘Come back +to us!’ they cried. ‘Come back to us soon!’ I looked up at her face, +but she heeded them not at all. Her face was very gentle and grave. She +took me to a seat in the gallery, and I stood beside her, ready to look +at her book as she opened it upon her knee. The pages fell open. She +pointed, and I looked, marvelling, for in the living pages of that book +I saw myself; it was a story about myself, and in it were all the +things that had happened to me since ever I was born . . . . + +“It was wonderful to me, because the pages of that book were not +pictures, you understand, but realities.” + +Wallace paused gravely—looked at me doubtfully. + +“Go on,” I said. “I understand.” + +“They were realities—yes, they must have been; people moved and things +came and went in them; my dear mother, whom I had near forgotten; then +my father, stern and upright, the servants, the nursery, all the +familiar things of home. Then the front door and the busy streets, with +traffic to and fro: I looked and marvelled, and looked half doubtfully +again into the woman’s face and turned the pages over, skipping this +and that, to see more of this book, and more, and so at last I came to +myself hovering and hesitating outside the green door in the long white +wall, and felt again the conflict and the fear. + +“‘And next?’ I cried, and would have turned on, but the cool hand of +the grave woman delayed me. + +“‘Next?’ I insisted, and struggled gently with her hand, pulling up her +fingers with all my childish strength, and as she yielded and the page +came over she bent down upon me like a shadow and kissed my brow. + +“But the page did not show the enchanted garden, nor the panthers, nor +the girl who had led me by the hand, nor the playfellows who had been +so loth to let me go. It showed a long grey street in West Kensington, +on that chill hour of afternoon before the lamps are lit, and I was +there, a wretched little figure, weeping aloud, for all that I could do +to restrain myself, and I was weeping because I could not return to my +dear play-fellows who had called after me, ‘Come back to us! Come back +to us soon!’ I was there. This was no page in a book, but harsh +reality; that enchanted place and the restraining hand of the grave +mother at whose knee I stood had gone—whither have they gone?” + +He halted again, and remained for a time, staring into the fire. + +“Oh! the wretchedness of that return!” he murmured. + +“Well?” I said after a minute or so. + +“Poor little wretch I was—brought back to this grey world again! As I +realised the fulness of what had happened to me, I gave way to quite +ungovernable grief. And the shame and humiliation of that public +weeping and my disgraceful homecoming remain with me still. I see again +the benevolent-looking old gentleman in gold spectacles who stopped and +spoke to me—prodding me first with his umbrella. ‘Poor little chap,’ +said he; ‘and are you lost then?’—and me a London boy of five and more! +And he must needs bring in a kindly young policeman and make a crowd of +me, and so march me home. Sobbing, conspicuous and frightened, I came +from the enchanted garden to the steps of my father’s house. + +“That is as well as I can remember my vision of that garden—the garden +that haunts me still. Of course, I can convey nothing of that +indescribable quality of translucent unreality, that difference from +the common things of experience that hung about it all; but that—that +is what happened. If it was a dream, I am sure it was a day-time and +altogether extraordinary dream . . . . . . H’m!—naturally there +followed a terrible questioning, by my aunt, my father, the nurse, the +governess—everyone . . . . . . + +“I tried to tell them, and my father gave me my first thrashing for +telling lies. When afterwards I tried to tell my aunt, she punished me +again for my wicked persistence. Then, as I said, everyone was +forbidden to listen to me, to hear a word about it. Even my fairy tale +books were taken away from me for a time—because I was ‘too +imaginative.’ Eh? Yes, they did that! My father belonged to the old +school . . . . . And my story was driven back upon myself. I whispered +it to my pillow—my pillow that was often damp and salt to my whispering +lips with childish tears. And I added always to my official and less +fervent prayers this one heartfelt request: ‘Please God I may dream of +the garden. Oh! take me back to my garden! Take me back to my garden!’ + +“I dreamt often of the garden. I may have added to it, I may have +changed it; I do not know . . . . . All this you understand is an +attempt to reconstruct from fragmentary memories a very early +experience. Between that and the other consecutive memories of my +boyhood there is a gulf. A time came when it seemed impossible I should +ever speak of that wonder glimpse again.” + +I asked an obvious question. + +“No,” he said. “I don’t remember that I ever attempted to find my way +back to the garden in those early years. This seems odd to me now, but +I think that very probably a closer watch was kept on my movements +after this misadventure to prevent my going astray. No, it wasn’t until +you knew me that I tried for the garden again. And I believe there was +a period—incredible as it seems now—when I forgot the garden +altogether—when I was about eight or nine it may have been. Do you +remember me as a kid at Saint Athelstan’s?” + +“Rather!” + +“I didn’t show any signs did I in those days of having a secret dream?” + +II + +He looked up with a sudden smile. + +“Did you ever play North-West Passage with me? . . . . . No, of course +you didn’t come my way!” + +“It was the sort of game,” he went on, “that every imaginative child +plays all day. The idea was the discovery of a North-West Passage to +school. The way to school was plain enough; the game consisted in +finding some way that wasn’t plain, starting off ten minutes early in +some almost hopeless direction, and working one’s way round through +unaccustomed streets to my goal. And one day I got entangled among some +rather low-class streets on the other side of Campden Hill, and I began +to think that for once the game would be against me and that I should +get to school late. I tried rather desperately a street that seemed a +_cul de sac_, and found a passage at the end. I hurried through that +with renewed hope. ‘I shall do it yet,’ I said, and passed a row of +frowsy little shops that were inexplicably familiar to me, and behold! +there was my long white wall and the green door that led to the +enchanted garden! + +“The thing whacked upon me suddenly. Then, after all, that garden, that +wonderful garden, wasn’t a dream!” . . . . + +He paused. + +“I suppose my second experience with the green door marks the world of +difference there is between the busy life of a schoolboy and the +infinite leisure of a child. Anyhow, this second time I didn’t for a +moment think of going in straight away. You see . . . For one thing my +mind was full of the idea of getting to school in time—set on not +breaking my record for punctuality. I must surely have felt _some_ +little desire at least to try the door—yes, I must have felt that . . . +. . But I seem to remember the attraction of the door mainly as another +obstacle to my overmastering determination to get to school. I was +immediately interested by this discovery I had made, of course—I went +on with my mind full of it—but I went on. It didn’t check me. I ran +past tugging out my watch, found I had ten minutes still to spare, and +then I was going downhill into familiar surroundings. I got to school, +breathless, it is true, and wet with perspiration, but in time. I can +remember hanging up my coat and hat . . . Went right by it and left it +behind me. Odd, eh?” + +He looked at me thoughtfully. “Of course, I didn’t know then that it +wouldn’t always be there. School boys have limited imaginations. I +suppose I thought it was an awfully jolly thing to have it there, to +know my way back to it, but there was the school tugging at me. I +expect I was a good deal distraught and inattentive that morning, +recalling what I could of the beautiful strange people I should +presently see again. Oddly enough I had no doubt in my mind that they +would be glad to see me . . . Yes, I must have thought of the garden +that morning just as a jolly sort of place to which one might resort in +the interludes of a strenuous scholastic career. + +“I didn’t go that day at all. The next day was a half holiday, and that +may have weighed with me. Perhaps, too, my state of inattention brought +down impositions upon me and docked the margin of time necessary for +the detour. I don’t know. What I do know is that in the meantime the +enchanted garden was so much upon my mind that I could not keep it to +myself. + +“I told—What was his name?—a ferrety-looking youngster we used to call +Squiff.” + +“Young Hopkins,” said I. + +“Hopkins it was. I did not like telling him, I had a feeling that in +some way it was against the rules to tell him, but I did. He was +walking part of the way home with me; he was talkative, and if we had +not talked about the enchanted garden we should have talked of +something else, and it was intolerable to me to think about any other +subject. So I blabbed. + +“Well, he told my secret. The next day in the play interval I found +myself surrounded by half a dozen bigger boys, half teasing and wholly +curious to hear more of the enchanted garden. There was that big +Fawcett—you remember him?—and Carnaby and Morley Reynolds. You weren’t +there by any chance? No, I think I should have remembered if you were . +. . . . + +“A boy is a creature of odd feelings. I was, I really believe, in spite +of my secret self-disgust, a little flattered to have the attention of +these big fellows. I remember particularly a moment of pleasure caused +by the praise of Crawshaw—you remember Crawshaw major, the son of +Crawshaw the composer?—who said it was the best lie he had ever heard. +But at the same time there was a really painful undertow of shame at +telling what I felt was indeed a sacred secret. That beast Fawcett made +a joke about the girl in green—.” + +Wallace’s voice sank with the keen memory of that shame. “I pretended +not to hear,” he said. “Well, then Carnaby suddenly called me a young +liar and disputed with me when I said the thing was true. I said I knew +where to find the green door, could lead them all there in ten minutes. +Carnaby became outrageously virtuous, and said I’d have to—and bear out +my words or suffer. Did you ever have Carnaby twist your arm? Then +perhaps you’ll understand how it went with me. I swore my story was +true. There was nobody in the school then to save a chap from Carnaby +though Crawshaw put in a word or so. Carnaby had got his game. I grew +excited and red-eared, and a little frightened, I behaved altogether +like a silly little chap, and the outcome of it all was that instead of +starting alone for my enchanted garden, I led the way presently—cheeks +flushed, ears hot, eyes smarting, and my soul one burning misery and +shame—for a party of six mocking, curious and threatening +school-fellows. + +“We never found the white wall and the green door . . .” + +“You mean?—” + +“I mean I couldn’t find it. I would have found it if I could. + +“And afterwards when I could go alone I couldn’t find it. I never found +it. I seem now to have been always looking for it through my school-boy +days, but I’ve never come upon it again.” + +“Did the fellows—make it disagreeable?” + +“Beastly . . . . . Carnaby held a council over me for wanton lying. I +remember how I sneaked home and upstairs to hide the marks of my +blubbering. But when I cried myself to sleep at last it wasn’t for +Carnaby, but for the garden, for the beautiful afternoon I had hoped +for, for the sweet friendly women and the waiting playfellows and the +game I had hoped to learn again, that beautiful forgotten game . . . . +. + +“I believed firmly that if I had not told— . . . . . I had bad times +after that—crying at night and wool-gathering by day. For two terms I +slackened and had bad reports. Do you remember? Of course you would! It +was _you_—your beating me in mathematics that brought me back to the +grind again.” + +III + +For a time my friend stared silently into the red heart of the fire. +Then he said: “I never saw it again until I was seventeen. + +“It leapt upon me for the third time—as I was driving to Paddington on +my way to Oxford and a scholarship. I had just one momentary glimpse. I +was leaning over the apron of my hansom smoking a cigarette, and no +doubt thinking myself no end of a man of the world, and suddenly there +was the door, the wall, the dear sense of unforgettable and still +attainable things. + +“We clattered by—I too taken by surprise to stop my cab until we were +well past and round a corner. Then I had a queer moment, a double and +divergent movement of my will: I tapped the little door in the roof of +the cab, and brought my arm down to pull out my watch. ‘Yes, sir!’ said +the cabman, smartly. ‘Er—well—it’s nothing,’ I cried. ‘_My_ mistake! We +haven’t much time! Go on!’ and he went on . . . + +“I got my scholarship. And the night after I was told of that I sat +over my fire in my little upper room, my study, in my father’s house, +with his praise—his rare praise—and his sound counsels ringing in my +ears, and I smoked my favourite pipe—the formidable bulldog of +adolescence—and thought of that door in the long white wall. ‘If I had +stopped,’ I thought, ‘I should have missed my scholarship, I should +have missed Oxford—muddled all the fine career before me! I begin to +see things better!’ I fell musing deeply, but I did not doubt then this +career of mine was a thing that merited sacrifice. + +“Those dear friends and that clear atmosphere seemed very sweet to me, +very fine, but remote. My grip was fixing now upon the world. I saw +another door opening—the door of my career.” + +He stared again into the fire. Its red lights picked out a stubborn +strength in his face for just one flickering moment, and then it +vanished again. + +“Well”, he said and sighed, “I have served that career. I have +done—much work, much hard work. But I have dreamt of the enchanted +garden a thousand dreams, and seen its door, or at least glimpsed its +door, four times since then. Yes—four times. For a while this world was +so bright and interesting, seemed so full of meaning and opportunity +that the half-effaced charm of the garden was by comparison gentle and +remote. Who wants to pat panthers on the way to dinner with pretty +women and distinguished men? I came down to London from Oxford, a man +of bold promise that I have done something to redeem. Something—and yet +there have been disappointments . . . . . + +“Twice I have been in love—I will not dwell on that—but once, as I went +to someone who, I know, doubted whether I dared to come, I took a short +cut at a venture through an unfrequented road near Earl’s Court, and so +happened on a white wall and a familiar green door. ‘Odd!’ said I to +myself, ‘but I thought this place was on Campden Hill. It’s the place I +never could find somehow—like counting Stonehenge—the place of that +queer day dream of mine.’ And I went by it intent upon my purpose. It +had no appeal to me that afternoon. + +“I had just a moment’s impulse to try the door, three steps aside were +needed at the most—though I was sure enough in my heart that it would +open to me—and then I thought that doing so might delay me on the way +to that appointment in which I thought my honour was involved. +Afterwards I was sorry for my punctuality—I might at least have peeped +in I thought, and waved a hand to those panthers, but I knew enough by +this time not to seek again belatedly that which is not found by +seeking. Yes, that time made me very sorry . . . . . + +“Years of hard work after that and never a sight of the door. It’s only +recently it has come back to me. With it there has come a sense as +though some thin tarnish had spread itself over my world. I began to +think of it as a sorrowful and bitter thing that I should never see +that door again. Perhaps I was suffering a little from overwork—perhaps +it was what I’ve heard spoken of as the feeling of forty. I don’t know. +But certainly the keen brightness that makes effort easy has gone out +of things recently, and that just at a time with all these new +political developments—when I ought to be working. Odd, isn’t it? But I +do begin to find life toilsome, its rewards, as I come near them, +cheap. I began a little while ago to want the garden quite badly. +Yes—and I’ve seen it three times.” + +“The garden?” + +“No—the door! And I haven’t gone in!” + +He leaned over the table to me, with an enormous sorrow in his voice as +he spoke. “Thrice I have had my chance—_thrice!_ If ever that door +offers itself to me again, I swore, I will go in out of this dust and +heat, out of this dry glitter of vanity, out of these toilsome +futilities. I will go and never return. This time I will stay . . . . . +I swore it and when the time came—_I didn’t go_. + +“Three times in one year have I passed that door and failed to enter. +Three times in the last year. + +“The first time was on the night of the snatch division on the Tenants’ +Redemption Bill, on which the Government was saved by a majority of +three. You remember? No one on our side—perhaps very few on the +opposite side—expected the end that night. Then the debate collapsed +like eggshells. I and Hotchkiss were dining with his cousin at +Brentford, we were both unpaired, and we were called up by telephone, +and set off at once in his cousin’s motor. We got in barely in time, +and on the way we passed my wall and door—livid in the moonlight, +blotched with hot yellow as the glare of our lamps lit it, but +unmistakable. ‘My God!’ cried I. ‘What?’ said Hotchkiss. ‘Nothing!’ I +answered, and the moment passed. + +“‘I’ve made a great sacrifice,’ I told the whip as I got in. They all +have,’ he said, and hurried by. + +“I do not see how I could have done otherwise then. And the next +occasion was as I rushed to my father’s bedside to bid that stern old +man farewell. Then, too, the claims of life were imperative. But the +third time was different; it happened a week ago. It fills me with hot +remorse to recall it. I was with Gurker and Ralphs—it’s no secret now +you know that I’ve had my talk with Gurker. We had been dining at +Frobisher’s, and the talk had become intimate between us. The question +of my place in the reconstructed ministry lay always just over the +boundary of the discussion. Yes—yes. That’s all settled. It needn’t be +talked about yet, but there’s no reason to keep a secret from you . . . +. . Yes—thanks! thanks! But let me tell you my story. + +“Then, on that night things were very much in the air. My position was +a very delicate one. I was keenly anxious to get some definite word +from Gurker, but was hampered by Ralphs’ presence. I was using the best +power of my brain to keep that light and careless talk not too +obviously directed to the point that concerns me. I had to. Ralphs’ +behaviour since has more than justified my caution . . . . . Ralphs, I +knew, would leave us beyond the Kensington High Street, and then I +could surprise Gurker by a sudden frankness. One has sometimes to +resort to these little devices. . . . . And then it was that in the +margin of my field of vision I became aware once more of the white +wall, the green door before us down the road. + +“We passed it talking. I passed it. I can still see the shadow of +Gurker’s marked profile, his opera hat tilted forward over his +prominent nose, the many folds of his neck wrap going before my shadow +and Ralphs’ as we sauntered past. + +“I passed within twenty inches of the door. ‘If I say good-night to +them, and go in,’ I asked myself, ‘what will happen?’ And I was all +a-tingle for that word with Gurker. + +“I could not answer that question in the tangle of my other problems. +‘They will think me mad,’ I thought. ‘And suppose I vanish now!—Amazing +disappearance of a prominent politician!’ That weighed with me. A +thousand inconceivably petty worldlinesses weighed with me in that +crisis.” + +Then he turned on me with a sorrowful smile, and, speaking slowly; +“Here I am!” he said. + +“Here I am!” he repeated, “and my chance has gone from me. Three times +in one year the door has been offered me—the door that goes into peace, +into delight, into a beauty beyond dreaming, a kindness no man on earth +can know. And I have rejected it, Redmond, and it has gone—” + +“How do you know?” + +“I know. I know. I am left now to work it out, to stick to the tasks +that held me so strongly when my moments came. You say, I have +success—this vulgar, tawdry, irksome, envied thing. I have it.” He had +a walnut in his big hand. “If that was my success,” he said, and +crushed it, and held it out for me to see. + +“Let me tell you something, Redmond. This loss is destroying me. For +two months, for ten weeks nearly now, I have done no work at all, +except the most necessary and urgent duties. My soul is full of +inappeasable regrets. At nights—when it is less likely I shall be +recognised—I go out. I wander. Yes. I wonder what people would think of +that if they knew. A Cabinet Minister, the responsible head of that +most vital of all departments, wandering alone—grieving—sometimes near +audibly lamenting—for a door, for a garden!” + +IV + +I can see now his rather pallid face, and the unfamiliar sombre fire +that had come into his eyes. I see him very vividly to-night. I sit +recalling his words, his tones, and last evening’s _Westminster +Gazette_ still lies on my sofa, containing the notice of his death. At +lunch to-day the club was busy with him and the strange riddle of his +fate. + +They found his body very early yesterday morning in a deep excavation +near East Kensington Station. It is one of two shafts that have been +made in connection with an extension of the railway southward. It is +protected from the intrusion of the public by a hoarding upon the high +road, in which a small doorway has been cut for the convenience of some +of the workmen who live in that direction. The doorway was left +unfastened through a misunderstanding between two gangers, and through +it he made his way . . . . . + +My mind is darkened with questions and riddles. + +It would seem he walked all the way from the House that night—he has +frequently walked home during the past Session—and so it is I figure +his dark form coming along the late and empty streets, wrapped up, +intent. And then did the pale electric lights near the station cheat +the rough planking into a semblance of white? Did that fatal unfastened +door awaken some memory? + +Was there, after all, ever any green door in the wall at all? + +I do not know. I have told his story as he told it to me. There are +times when I believe that Wallace was no more than the victim of the +coincidence between a rare but not unprecedented type of hallucination +and a careless trap, but that indeed is not my profoundest belief. You +may think me superstitious if you will, and foolish; but, indeed, I am +more than half convinced that he had in truth, an abnormal gift, and a +sense, something—I know not what—that in the guise of wall and door +offered him an outlet, a secret and peculiar passage of escape into +another and altogether more beautiful world. At any rate, you will say, +it betrayed him in the end. But did it betray him? There you touch the +inmost mystery of these dreamers, these men of vision and the +imagination. We see our world fair and common, the hoarding and the +pit. By our daylight standard he walked out of security into darkness, +danger and death. But did he see like that? + + + + +THE STAR + + +It was on the first day of the New Year that the announcement was made, +almost simultaneously from three observatories, that the motion of the +planet Neptune, the outermost of all the planets that wheel about the +sun, had become very erratic. Ogilvy had already called attention to a +suspected retardation in its velocity in December. Such a piece of news +was scarcely calculated to interest a world the greater portion of +whose inhabitants were unaware of the existence of the planet Neptune, +nor outside the astronomical profession did the subsequent discovery of +a faint remote speck of light in the region of the perturbed planet +cause any very great excitement. Scientific people, however, found the +intelligence remarkable enough, even before it became known that the +new body was rapidly growing larger and brighter, that its motion was +quite different from the orderly progress of the planets, and that the +deflection of Neptune and its satellite was becoming now of an +unprecedented kind. + +Few people without a training in science can realise the huge isolation +of the solar system. The sun with its specks of planets, its dust of +planetoids, and its impalpable comets, swims in a vacant immensity that +almost defeats the imagination. Beyond the orbit of Neptune there is +space, vacant so far as human observation has penetrated, without +warmth or light or sound, blank emptiness, for twenty million times a +million miles. That is the smallest estimate of the distance to be +traversed before the very nearest of the stars is attained. And, saving +a few comets more unsubstantial than the thinnest flame, no matter had +ever to human knowledge crossed this gulf of space, until early in the +twentieth century this strange wanderer appeared. A vast mass of matter +it was, bulky, heavy, rushing without warning out of the black mystery +of the sky into the radiance of the sun. By the second day it was +clearly visible to any decent instrument, as a speck with a barely +sensible diameter, in the constellation Leo near Regulus. In a little +while an opera glass could attain it. + +On the third day of the new year the newspaper readers of two +hemispheres were made aware for the first time of the real importance +of this unusual apparition in the heavens. “A Planetary Collision,” one +London paper headed the news, and proclaimed Duchaine’s opinion that +this strange new planet would probably collide with Neptune. The leader +writers enlarged upon the topic; so that in most of the capitals of the +world, on January 3rd, there was an expectation, however vague of some +imminent phenomenon in the sky; and as the night followed the sunset +round the globe, thousands of men turned their eyes skyward to see—the +old familiar stars just as they had always been. + +Until it was dawn in London and Pollux setting and the stars overhead +grown pale. The Winter’s dawn it was, a sickly filtering accumulation +of daylight, and the light of gas and candles shone yellow in the +windows to show where people were astir. But the yawning policeman saw +the thing, the busy crowds in the markets stopped agape, workmen going +to their work betimes, milkmen, the drivers of news-carts, dissipation +going home jaded and pale, homeless wanderers, sentinels on their +beats, and in the country, labourers trudging afield, poachers slinking +home, all over the dusky quickening country it could be seen—and out at +sea by seamen watching for the day—a great white star, come suddenly +into the westward sky! + +Brighter it was than any star in our skies; brighter than the evening +star at its brightest. It still glowed out white and large, no mere +twinkling spot of light, but a small round clear shining disc, an hour +after the day had come. And where science has not reached, men stared +and feared, telling one another of the wars and pestilences that are +foreshadowed by these fiery signs in the Heavens. Sturdy Boers, dusky +Hottentots, Gold Coast Negroes, Frenchmen, Spaniards, Portuguese, stood +in the warmth of the sunrise watching the setting of this strange new +star. + +And in a hundred observatories there had been suppressed excitement, +rising almost to shouting pitch, as the two remote bodies had rushed +together; and a hurrying to and fro, to gather photographic apparatus +and spectroscope, and this appliance and that, to record this novel +astonishing sight, the destruction of a world. For it was a world, a +sister planet of our earth, far greater than our earth indeed, that had +so suddenly flashed into flaming death. Neptune it was, had been +struck, fairly and squarely, by the strange planet from outer space and +the heat of the concussion had incontinently turned two solid globes +into one vast mass of incandescence. Round the world that day, two +hours before the dawn, went the pallid great white star, fading only as +it sank westward and the sun mounted above it. Everywhere men marvelled +at it, but of all those who saw it none could have marvelled more than +those sailors, habitual watchers of the stars, who far away at sea had +heard nothing of its advent and saw it now rise like a pigmy moon and +climb zenithward and hang overhead and sink westward with the passing +of the night. + +And when next it rose over Europe everywhere were crowds of watchers on +hilly slopes, on house-roofs, in open spaces, staring eastward for the +rising of the great new star. It rose with a white glow in front of it, +like the glare of a white fire, and those who had seen it come into +existence the night before cried out at the sight of it. “It is +larger,” they cried. “It is brighter!” And, indeed the moon a quarter +full and sinking in the west was in its apparent size beyond +comparison, but scarcely in all its breadth had it as much brightness +now as the little circle of the strange new star. + +“It is brighter!” cried the people clustering in the streets. But in +the dim observatories the watchers held their breath and peered at one +another. “_It is nearer_,” they said. “_Nearer!_” + +And voice after voice repeated, “It is nearer,” and the clicking +telegraph took that up, and it trembled along telephone wires, and in a +thousand cities grimy compositors fingered the type. “It is nearer.” +Men writing in offices, struck with a strange realisation, flung down +their pens, men talking in a thousand places suddenly came upon a +grotesque possibility in those words, “It is nearer.” It hurried along +wakening streets, it was shouted down the frost-stilled ways of quiet +villages; men who had read these things from the throbbing tape stood +in yellow-lit doorways shouting the news to the passersby. “It is +nearer.” Pretty women, flushed and glittering, heard the news told +jestingly between the dances, and feigned an intelligent interest they +did not feel. “Nearer! Indeed. How curious! How very, very clever +people must be to find out things like that!” + +Lonely tramps faring through the wintry night murmured those words to +comfort themselves—looking skyward. “It has need to be nearer, for the +night’s as cold as charity. Don’t seem much warmth from it if it _is_ +nearer, all the same.” + +“What is a new star to me?” cried the weeping woman kneeling beside her +dead. + +The schoolboy, rising early for his examination work, puzzled it out +for himself—with the great white star shining broad and bright through +the frost-flowers of his window. “Centrifugal, centripetal,” he said, +with his chin on his fist. “Stop a planet in its flight, rob it of its +centrifugal force, what then? Centripetal has it, and down it falls +into the sun! And this—! + +“Do _we_ come in the way? I wonder—” + +The light of that day went the way of its brethren, and with the later +watches of the frosty darkness rose the strange star again. And it was +now so bright that the waxing moon seemed but a pale yellow ghost of +itself, hanging huge in the sunset. In a South African City a great man +had married, and the streets were alight to welcome his return with his +bride. “Even the skies have illuminated,” said the flatterer. Under +Capricorn, two negro lovers, daring the wild beasts and evil spirits, +for love of one another, crouched together in a cane brake where the +fire-flies hovered. “That is our star,” they whispered, and felt +strangely comforted by the sweet brilliance of its light. + +The master mathematician sat in his private room and pushed the papers +from him. His calculations were already finished. In a small white +phial there still remained a little of the drug that had kept him awake +and active for four long nights. Each day, serene, explicit, patient as +ever, he had given his lecture to his students, and then had come back +at once to this momentous calculation. His face was grave, a little +drawn and hectic from his drugged activity. For some time he seemed +lost in thought. Then he went to the window, and the blind went up with +a click. Half way up the sky, over the clustering roofs, chimneys and +steeples of the city, hung the star. + +He looked at it as one might look into the eyes of a brave enemy. “You +may kill me,” he said after a silence. “But I can hold you—and all the +universe for that matter—in the grip of this little brain. I would not +change. Even now.” + +He looked at the little phial. “There will be no need of sleep again,” +he said. The next day at noon—punctual to the minute, he entered his +lecture theatre, put his hat on the end of the table as his habit was, +and carefully selected a large piece of chalk. It was a joke among his +students that he could not lecture without that piece of chalk to +fumble in his fingers, and once he had been stricken to impotence by +their hiding his supply. He came and looked under his grey eyebrows at +the rising tiers of young fresh faces, and spoke with his accustomed +studied commonness of phrasing. “Circumstances have +arisen—circumstances beyond my control,” he said and paused, “which +will debar me from completing the course I had designed. It would seem, +gentlemen, if I may put the thing clearly and briefly, that—Man has +lived in vain.” + +The students glanced at one another. Had they heard aright? Mad? Raised +eyebrows and grinning lips there were, but one or two faces remained +intent upon his calm grey-fringed face. “It will be interesting,” he +was saying, “to devote this morning to an exposition, so far as I can +make it clear to you, of the calculations that have led me to this +conclusion. Let us assume—” + +He turned towards the blackboard, meditating a diagram in the way that +was usual to him. “What was that about ‘lived in vain?’” whispered one +student to another. “Listen,” said the other, nodding towards the +lecturer. + +And presently they began to understand. + +That night the star rose later, for its proper eastward motion had +carried it some way across Leo towards Virgo, and its brightness was so +great that the sky became a luminous blue as it rose, and every star +was hidden in its turn, save only Jupiter near the zenith, Capella, +Aldebaran, Sirius and the pointers of the Bear. It was very white and +beautiful. In many parts of the world that night a pallid halo +encircled it about. It was perceptibly larger; in the clear refractive +sky of the tropics it seemed as if it were nearly a quarter the size of +the moon. The frost was still on the ground in England, but the world +was as brightly lit as if it were midsummer moonlight. One could see to +read quite ordinary print by that cold clear light, and in the cities +the lamps burnt yellow and wan. + +And everywhere the world was awake that night, and throughout +Christendom a sombre murmur hung in the keen air over the country side +like the belling of bees in the heather, and this murmurous tumult grew +to a clangour in the cities. It was the tolling of the bells in a +million belfry towers and steeples, summoning the people to sleep no +more, to sin no more, but to gather in their churches and pray. And +overhead, growing larger and brighter as the earth rolled on its way +and the night passed, rose the dazzling star. + +And the streets and houses were alight in all the cities, the shipyards +glared, and whatever roads led to high country were lit and crowded all +night long. And in all the seas about the civilised lands, ships with +throbbing engines, and ships with bellying sails, crowded with men and +living creatures, were standing out to ocean and the north. For already +the warning of the master mathematician had been telegraphed all over +the world, and translated into a hundred tongues. The new planet and +Neptune, locked in a fiery embrace, were whirling headlong, ever faster +and faster towards the sun. Already every second this blazing mass flew +a hundred miles, and every second its terrific velocity increased. As +it flew now, indeed, it must pass a hundred million of miles wide of +the earth and scarcely affect it. But near its destined path, as yet +only slightly perturbed, spun the mighty planet Jupiter and his moons +sweeping splendid round the sun. Every moment now the attraction +between the fiery star and the greatest of the planets grew stronger. +And the result of that attraction? Inevitably Jupiter would be +deflected from its orbit into an elliptical path, and the burning star, +swung by his attraction wide of its sunward rush, would “describe a +curved path” and perhaps collide with, and certainly pass very close +to, our earth. “Earthquakes, volcanic outbreaks, cyclones, sea waves, +floods, and a steady rise in temperature to I know not what limit”—so +prophesied the master mathematician. + +And overhead, to carry out his words, lonely and cold and livid, blazed +the star of the coming doom. + +To many who stared at it that night until their eyes ached, it seemed +that it was visibly approaching. And that night, too, the weather +changed, and the frost that had gripped all Central Europe and France +and England softened towards a thaw. + +But you must not imagine because I have spoken of people praying +through the night and people going aboard ships and people fleeing +toward mountainous country that the whole world was already in a terror +because of the star. As a matter of fact, use and wont still ruled the +world, and save for the talk of idle moments and the splendour of the +night, nine human beings out of ten were still busy at their common +occupations. In all the cities the shops, save one here and there, +opened and closed at their proper hours, the doctor and the undertaker +plied their trades, the workers gathered in the factories, soldiers +drilled, scholars studied, lovers sought one another, thieves lurked +and fled, politicians planned their schemes. The presses of the +newspapers roared through the night, and many a priest of this church +and that would not open his holy building to further what he considered +a foolish panic. The newspapers insisted on the lesson of the year +1000—for then, too, people had anticipated the end. The star was no +star—mere gas—a comet; and were it a star it could not possibly strike +the earth. There was no precedent for such a thing. Common sense was +sturdy everywhere, scornful, jesting, a little inclined to persecute +the obdurate fearful. That night, at seven-fifteen by Greenwich time, +the star would be at its nearest to Jupiter. Then the world would see +the turn things would take. The master mathematician’s grim warnings +were treated by many as so much mere elaborate self-advertisement. +Common sense at last, a little heated by argument, signified its +unalterable convictions by going to bed. So, too, barbarism and +savagery, already tired of the novelty, went about their nightly +business, and save for a howling dog here and there, the beast world +left the star unheeded. + +And yet, when at last the watchers in the European States saw the star +rise, an hour later it is true, but no larger than it had been the +night before, there were still plenty awake to laugh at the master +mathematician—to take the danger as if it had passed. + +But hereafter the laughter ceased. The star grew—it grew with a +terrible steadiness hour after hour, a little larger each hour, a +little nearer the midnight zenith, and brighter and brighter, until it +had turned night into a second day. Had it come straight to the earth +instead of in a curved path, had it lost no velocity to Jupiter, it +must have leapt the intervening gulf in a day, but as it was it took +five days altogether to come by our planet. The next night it had +become a third the size of the moon before it set to English eyes, and +the thaw was assured. It rose over America near the size of the moon, +but blinding white to look at, and _hot_; and a breath of hot wind blew +now with its rising and gathering strength, and in Virginia, and +Brazil, and down the St. Lawrence valley, it shone intermittently +through a driving reek of thunder-clouds, flickering violet lightning, +and hail unprecedented. In Manitoba was a thaw and devastating floods. +And upon all the mountains of the earth the snow and ice began to melt +that night, and all the rivers coming out of high country flowed thick +and turbid, and soon—in their upper reaches—with swirling trees and the +bodies of beasts and men. They rose steadily, steadily in the ghostly +brilliance, and came trickling over their banks at last, behind the +flying population of their valleys. + +And along the coast of Argentina and up the South Atlantic the tides +were higher than had ever been in the memory of man, and the storms +drove the waters in many cases scores of miles inland, drowning whole +cities. And so great grew the heat during the night that the rising of +the sun was like the coming of a shadow. The earthquakes began and grew +until all down America from the Arctic Circle to Cape Horn, hillsides +were sliding, fissures were opening, and houses and walls crumbling to +destruction. The whole side of Cotopaxi slipped out in one vast +convulsion, and a tumult of lava poured out so high and broad and swift +and liquid that in one day it reached the sea. + +So the star, with the wan moon in its wake, marched across the Pacific, +trailed the thunderstorms like the hem of a robe, and the growing tidal +wave that toiled behind it, frothing and eager, poured over island and +island and swept them clear of men. Until that wave came at last—in a +blinding light and with the breath of a furnace, swift and terrible it +came—a wall of water, fifty feet high, roaring hungrily, upon the long +coasts of Asia, and swept inland across the plains of China. For a +space the star, hotter now and larger and brighter than the sun in its +strength, showed with pitiless brilliance the wide and populous +country; towns and villages with their pagodas and trees, roads, wide +cultivated fields, millions of sleepless people staring in helpless +terror at the incandescent sky; and then, low and growing, came the +murmur of the flood. And thus it was with millions of men that night—a +flight nowhither, with limbs heavy with heat and breath fierce and +scant, and the flood like a wall swift and white behind. And then +death. + +China was lit glowing white, but over Japan and Java and all the +islands of Eastern Asia the great star was a ball of dull red fire +because of the steam and smoke and ashes the volcanoes were spouting +forth to salute its coming. Above was the lava, hot gases and ash, and +below the seething floods, and the whole earth swayed and rumbled with +the earthquake shocks. Soon the immemorial snows of Thibet and the +Himalaya were melting and pouring down by ten million deepening +converging channels upon the plains of Burmah and Hindostan. The +tangled summits of the Indian jungles were aflame in a thousand places, +and below the hurrying waters around the stems were dark objects that +still struggled feebly and reflected the blood-red tongues of fire. And +in a rudderless confusion a multitude of men and women fled down the +broad river-ways to that one last hope of men—the open sea. + +Larger grew the star, and larger, hotter, and brighter with a terrible +swiftness now. The tropical ocean had lost its phosphorescence, and the +whirling steam rose in ghostly wreaths from the black waves that +plunged incessantly, speckled with storm-tossed ships. + +And then came a wonder. It seemed to those who in Europe watched for +the rising of the star that the world must have ceased its rotation. In +a thousand open spaces of down and upland the people who had fled +thither from the floods and the falling houses and sliding slopes of +hill watched for that rising in vain. Hour followed hour through a +terrible suspense, and the star rose not. Once again men set their eyes +upon the old constellations they had counted lost to them forever. In +England it was hot and clear overhead, though the ground quivered +perpetually, but in the tropics, Sirius and Capella and Aldebaran +showed through a veil of steam. And when at last the great star rose +near ten hours late, the sun rose close upon it, and in the centre of +its white heart was a disc of black. + +Over Asia it was the star had begun to fall behind the movement of the +sky, and then suddenly, as it hung over India, its light had been +veiled. All the plain of India from the mouth of the Indus to the +mouths of the Ganges was a shallow waste of shining water that night, +out of which rose temples and palaces, mounds and hills, black with +people. Every minaret was a clustering mass of people, who fell one by +one into the turbid waters, as heat and terror overcame them. The whole +land seemed a-wailing and suddenly there swept a shadow across that +furnace of despair, and a breath of cold wind, and a gathering of +clouds, out of the cooling air. Men looking up, near blinded, at the +star, saw that a black disc was creeping across the light. It was the +moon, coming between the star and the earth. And even as men cried to +God at this respite, out of the East with a strange inexplicable +swiftness sprang the sun. And then star, sun and moon rushed together +across the heavens. + +So it was that presently, to the European watchers, star and sun rose +close upon each other, drove headlong for a space and then slower, and +at last came to rest, star and sun merged into one glare of flame at +the zenith of the sky. The moon no longer eclipsed the star but was +lost to sight in the brilliance of the sky. And though those who were +still alive regarded it for the most part with that dull stupidity that +hunger, fatigue, heat and despair engender, there were still men who +could perceive the meaning of these signs. Star and earth had been at +their nearest, had swung about one another, and the star had passed. +Already it was receding, swifter and swifter, in the last stage of its +headlong journey downward into the sun. + +And then the clouds gathered, blotting out the vision of the sky, the +thunder and lightning wove a garment round the world; all over the +earth was such a downpour of rain as men had never before seen, and +where the volcanoes flared red against the cloud canopy there descended +torrents of mud. Everywhere the waters were pouring off the land, +leaving mud-silted ruins, and the earth littered like a storm-worn +beach with all that had floated, and the dead bodies of the men and +brutes, its children. For days the water streamed off the land, +sweeping away soil and trees and houses in the way, and piling huge +dykes and scooping out Titanic gullies over the country side. Those +were the days of darkness that followed the star and the heat. All +through them, and for many weeks and months, the earthquakes continued. + +But the star had passed, and men, hunger-driven and gathering courage +only slowly, might creep back to their ruined cities, buried granaries, +and sodden fields. Such few ships as had escaped the storms of that +time came stunned and shattered and sounding their way cautiously +through the new marks and shoals of once familiar ports. And as the +storms subsided men perceived that everywhere the days were hotter than +of yore, and the sun larger, and the moon, shrunk to a third of its +former size, took now fourscore days between its new and new. + +But of the new brotherhood that grew presently among men, of the saving +of laws and books and machines, of the strange change that had come +over Iceland and Greenland and the shores of Baffin’s Bay, so that the +sailors coming there presently found them green and gracious, and could +scarce believe their eyes, this story does not tell. Nor of the +movement of mankind now that the earth was hotter, northward and +southward towards the poles of the earth. It concerns itself only with +the coming and the passing of the Star. + +The Martian astronomers—for there are astronomers on Mars, although +they are very different beings from men—were naturally profoundly +interested by these things. They saw them from their own standpoint of +course. “Considering the mass and temperature of the missile that was +flung through our solar system into the sun,” one wrote, “it is +astonishing what a little damage the earth, which it missed so +narrowly, has sustained. All the familiar continental markings and the +masses of the seas remain intact, and indeed the only difference seems +to be a shrinkage of the white discoloration (supposed to be frozen +water) round either pole.” Which only shows how small the vastest of +human catastrophes may seem, at a distance of a few million miles. + + + + +A DREAM OF ARMAGEDDON + + +The man with the white face entered the carriage at Rugby. He moved +slowly in spite of the urgency of his porter, and even while he was +still on the platform I noted how ill he seemed. He dropped into the +corner over against me with a sigh, made an incomplete attempt to +arrange his travelling shawl, and became motionless, with his eyes +staring vacantly. Presently he was moved by a sense of my observation, +looked up at me, and put out a spiritless hand for his newspaper. Then +he glanced again in my direction. + +I feigned to read. I feared I had unwittingly embarrassed him, and in a +moment I was surprised to find him speaking. + +“I beg your pardon?” said I. + +“That book,” he repeated, pointing a lean finger, “is about dreams.” + +“Obviously,” I answered, for it was Fortnum Roscoe’s Dream States, and +the title was on the cover. + +He hung silent for a space as if he sought words. “Yes,” he said at +last, “but they tell you nothing.” + +I did not catch his meaning for a second. + +“They don’t know,” he added. + +I looked a little more attentively at his face. + +“There are dreams,” he said, “and dreams.” + +That sort of proposition I never dispute. + +“I suppose—” he hesitated. “Do you ever dream? I mean vividly.” + +“I dream very little,” I answered. “I doubt if I have three vivid +dreams in a year.” + +“Ah!” he said, and seemed for a moment to collect his thoughts. + +“Your dreams don’t mix with your memories?” he asked abruptly. “You +don’t find yourself in doubt; did this happen or did it not?” + +“Hardly ever. Except just for a momentary hesitation now and then. I +suppose few people do.” + +“Does he say—?” He indicated the book. + +“Says it happens at times and gives the usual explanation about +intensity of impression and the like to account for its not happening +as a rule. I suppose you know something of these theories—” + +“Very little—except that they are wrong.” + +His emaciated hand played with the strap of the window for a time. I +prepared to resume reading, and that seemed to precipitate his next +remark. He leant forward almost as though he would touch me. + +“Isn’t there something called consecutive dreaming—that goes on night +after night?” + +“I believe there is. There are cases given in most books on mental +trouble.” + +“Mental trouble! Yes. I daresay there are. It’s the right place for +them. But what I mean—” He looked at his bony knuckles. “Is that sort +of thing always dreaming? Is it dreaming? Or is it something else? +Mightn’t it be something else?” + +I should have snubbed his persistent conversation but for the drawn +anxiety of his face. I remember now the look of his faded eyes and the +lids red stained—perhaps you know that look. + +“I’m not just arguing about a matter of opinion,” he said. “The thing’s +killing me.” + +“Dreams?” + +“If you call them dreams. Night after night. Vivid!—so vivid . . . . +this—” (he indicated the landscape that went streaming by the window) +“seems unreal in comparison! I can scarcely remember who I am, what +business I am on . . . .” + +He paused. “Even now—” + +“The dream is always the same—do you mean?” I asked. + +“It’s over.” + +“You mean?” + +“I died.” + +“Died?” + +“Smashed and killed, and now, so much of me as that dream was, is dead. +Dead forever. I dreamt I was another man, you know, living in a +different part of the world and in a different time. I dreamt that +night after night. Night after night I woke into that other life. Fresh +scenes and fresh happenings—until I came upon the last—” + +“When you died?” + +“When I died.” + +“And since then—” + +“No,” he said. “Thank God! That was the end of the dream . . .” + +It was clear I was in for this dream. And after all, I had an hour +before me, the light was fading fast, and Fortnum Roscoe has a dreary +way with him. “Living in a different time,” I said: “do you mean in +some different age?” + +“Yes.” + +“Past?” + +“No, to come—to come.” + +“The year three thousand, for example?” + +“I don’t know what year it was. I did when I was asleep, when I was +dreaming, that is, but not now—not now that I am awake. There’s a lot +of things I have forgotten since I woke out of these dreams, though I +knew them at the time when I was—I suppose it was dreaming. They called +the year differently from our way of calling the year . . . What did +they call it?” He put his hand to his forehead. “No,” said he, “I +forget.” + +He sat smiling weakly. For a moment I feared he did not mean to tell me +his dream. As a rule I hate people who tell their dreams, but this +struck me differently. I proffered assistance even. “It began—” I +suggested. + +“It was vivid from the first. I seemed to wake up in it suddenly. And +it’s curious that in these dreams I am speaking of I never remembered +this life I am living now. It seemed as if the dream life was enough +while it lasted. Perhaps—But I will tell you how I find myself when I +do my best to recall it all. I don’t remember anything clearly until I +found myself sitting in a sort of loggia looking out over the sea. I +had been dozing, and suddenly I woke up—fresh and vivid—not a bit +dreamlike—because the girl had stopped fanning me.” + +“The girl?” + +“Yes, the girl. You must not interrupt or you will put me out.” + +He stopped abruptly. “You won’t think I’m mad?” he said. + +“No,” I answered. “You’ve been dreaming. Tell me your dream.” + +“I woke up, I say, because the girl had stopped fanning me. I was not +surprised to find myself there or anything of that sort, you +understand. I did not feel I had fallen into it suddenly. I simply took +it up at that point. Whatever memory I had of this life, this +nineteenth-century life, faded as I woke, vanished like a dream. I knew +all about myself, knew that my name was no longer Cooper but Hedon, and +all about my position in the world. I’ve forgotten a lot since I +woke—there’s a want of connection—but it was all quite clear and matter +of fact then.” + +He hesitated again, gripping the window strap, putting his face forward +and looking up to me appealingly. + +“This seems bosh to you?” + +“No, no!” I cried. “Go on. Tell me what this loggia was like!” + +“It was not really a loggia—I don’t know what to call it. It faced +south. It was small. It was all in shadow except the semicircle above +the balcony that showed the sky and sea and the corner where the girl +stood. I was on a couch—it was a metal couch with light striped +cushions—and the girl was leaning over the balcony with her back to me. +The light of the sunrise fell on her ear and cheek. Her pretty white +neck and the little curls that nestled there, and her white shoulder +were in the sun, and all the grace of her body was in the cool blue +shadow. She was dressed—how can I describe it? It was easy and flowing. +And altogether there she stood, so that it came to me how beautiful and +desirable she was, as though I had never seen her before. And when at +last I sighed and raised myself upon my arm she turned her face to me—” + +He stopped. + +“I have lived three-and-fifty years in this world. I have had mother, +sisters, friends, wife and daughters—all their faces, the play of their +faces, I know. But the face of this girl—it is much more real to me. I +can bring it back into memory so that I see it again—I could draw it or +paint it. And after all—” + +He stopped—but I said nothing. + +“The face of a dream—the face of a dream. She was beautiful. Not that +beauty which is terrible, cold, and worshipful, like the beauty of a +saint; nor that beauty that stirs fierce passions; but a sort of +radiation, sweet lips that softened into smiles, and grave gray eyes. +And she moved gracefully, she seemed to have part with all pleasant and +gracious things—” + +He stopped, and his face was downcast and hidden. Then he looked up at +me and went on, making no further attempt to disguise his absolute +belief in the reality of his story. + +“You see, I had thrown up my plans and ambitions, thrown up all I had +ever worked for or desired for her sake. I had been a master man away +there in the north, with influence and property and a great reputation, +but none of it had seemed worth having beside her. I had come to the +place, this city of sunny pleasures with her, and left all those things +to wreck and ruin just to save a remnant at least of my life. While I +had been in love with her before I knew that she had any care for me, +before I had imagined that she would dare—that we should dare, all my +life had seemed vain and hollow, dust and ashes. It was dust and ashes. +Night after night and through the long days I had longed and desired—my +soul had beaten against the thing forbidden! + +“But it is impossible for one man to tell another just these things. +It’s emotion, it’s a tint, a light that comes and goes. Only while it’s +there, everything changes, everything. The thing is I came away and +left them in their Crisis to do what they could.” + +“Left whom?” I asked, puzzled. + +“The people up in the north there. You see—in this dream, anyhow—I had +been a big man, the sort of man men come to trust in, to group +themselves about. Millions of men who had never seen me were ready to +do things and risk things because of their confidence in me. I had been +playing that game for years, that big laborious game, that vague, +monstrous political game amidst intrigues and betrayals, speech and +agitation. It was a vast weltering world, and at last I had a sort of +leadership against the Gang—you know it was called the Gang—a sort of +compromise of scoundrelly projects and base ambitions and vast public +emotional stupidities and catch-words—the Gang that kept the world +noisy and blind year by year, and all the while that it was drifting, +drifting towards infinite disaster. But I can’t expect you to +understand the shades and complications of the year—the year something +or other ahead. I had it all—down to the smallest details—in my dream. +I suppose I had been dreaming of it before I awoke, and the fading +outline of some queer new development I had imagined still hung about +me as I rubbed my eyes. It was some grubby affair that made me thank +God for the sunlight. I sat up on the couch and remained looking at the +woman and rejoicing—rejoicing that I had come away out of all that +tumult and folly and violence before it was too late. After all, I +thought, this is life—love and beauty, desire and delight, are they not +worth all those dismal struggles for vague, gigantic ends? And I blamed +myself for having ever sought to be a leader when I might have given my +days to love. But then, thought I, if I had not spent my early days +sternly and austerely, I might have wasted myself upon vain and +worthless women, and at the thought all my being went out in love and +tenderness to my dear mistress, my dear lady, who had come at last and +compelled me—compelled me by her invincible charm for me—to lay that +life aside. + +“‘You are worth it,’ I said, speaking without intending her to hear; +‘you are worth it, my dearest one; worth pride and praise and all +things. Love! to have you is worth them all together.’ And at the +murmur of my voice she turned about. + +“‘Come and see,’ she cried—I can hear her now—‘come and see the sunrise +upon Monte Solaro.’ + +“I remember how I sprang to my feet and joined her at the balcony. She +put a white hand upon my shoulder and pointed towards great masses of +limestone, flushing, as it were, into life. I looked. But first I noted +the sunlight on her face caressing the lines of her cheeks and neck. +How can I describe to you the scene we had before us? We were at +Capri—” + +“I have been there,” I said. “I have clambered up Monte Solaro and +drunk vero Capri—muddy stuff like cider—at the summit.” + +“Ah!” said the man with the white face; “then perhaps you can tell +me—you will know if this is indeed Capri. For in this life I have never +been there. Let me describe it. We were in a little room, one of a vast +multitude of little rooms, very cool and sunny, hollowed out of the +limestone of a sort of cape, very high above the sea. The whole island, +you know, was one enormous hotel, complex beyond explaining, and on the +other side there were miles of floating hotels, and huge floating +stages to which the flying machines came. They called it a pleasure +city. Of course, there was none of that in your time—rather, I should +say, is none of that now. Of course. Now!—yes. + +“Well, this room of ours was at the extremity of the cape, so that one +could see east and west. Eastward was a great cliff—a thousand feet +high perhaps—coldly gray except for one bright edge of gold, and beyond +it the Isle of the Sirens, and a falling coast that faded and passed +into the hot sunrise. And when one turned to the west, distinct and +near was a little bay, a little beach still in shadow. And out of that +shadow rose Solaro straight and tall, flushed and golden crested, like +a beauty throned, and the white moon was floating behind her in the +sky. And before us from east to west stretched the many-tinted sea all +dotted with little sailing boats. + +“To the eastward, of course, these little boats were gray and very +minute and clear, but to the westward they were little boats of +gold—shining gold—almost like little flames. And just below us was a +rock with an arch worn through it. The blue sea-water broke to green +and foam all round the rock, and a galley came gliding out of the +arch.” + +“I know that rock.” I said. “I was nearly drowned there. It is called +the Faraglioni.” + +“I Faraglioni? Yes, she called it that,” answered the man with the +white face. “There was some story—but that—” + +He put his hand to his forehead again. “No,” he said, “I forget that +story.” + +“Well, that is the first thing I remember, the first dream I had, that +little shaded room and the beautiful air and sky and that dear lady of +mine, with her shining arms and her graceful robe, and how we sat and +talked in half whispers to one another. We talked in whispers not +because there was any one to hear, but because there was still such a +freshness of mind between us that our thoughts were a little +frightened, I think, to find themselves at last in words. And so they +went softly. + +“Presently we were hungry and we went from our apartment, going by a +strange passage with a moving floor, until we came to the great +breakfast room—there was a fountain and music. A pleasant and joyful +place it was, with its sunlight and splashing, and the murmur of +plucked strings. And we sat and ate and smiled at one another, and I +would not heed a man who was watching me from a table near by. + +“And afterwards we went on to the dancing-hall. But I cannot describe +that hall. The place was enormous—larger than any building you have +ever seen—and in one place there was the old gate of Capri, caught into +the wall of a gallery high overhead. Light girders, stems and threads +of gold, burst from the pillars like fountains, streamed like an Aurora +across the roof and interlaced, like—like conjuring tricks. All about +the great circle for the dancers there were beautiful figures, strange +dragons, and intricate and wonderful grotesques bearing lights. The +place was inundated with artificial light that shamed the newborn day. +And as we went through the throng the people turned about and looked at +us, for all through the world my name and face were known, and how I +had suddenly thrown up pride and struggle to come to this place. And +they looked also at the lady beside me, though half the story of how at +last she had come to me was unknown or mistold. And few of the men who +were there, I know, but judged me a happy man, in spite of all the +shame and dishonour that had come upon my name. + +“The air was full of music, full of harmonious scents, full of the +rhythm of beautiful motions. Thousands of beautiful people swarmed +about the hall, crowded the galleries, sat in a myriad recesses; they +were dressed in splendid colours and crowned with flowers; thousands +danced about the great circle beneath the white images of the ancient +gods, and glorious processions of youths and maidens came and went. We +two danced, not the dreary monotonies of your days—of this time, I +mean—but dances that were beautiful, intoxicating. And even now I can +see my lady dancing—dancing joyously. She danced, you know, with a +serious face; she danced with a serious dignity, and yet she was +smiling at me and caressing me—smiling and caressing with her eyes. + +“The music was different,” he murmured. “It went—I cannot describe it; +but it was infinitely richer and more varied than any music that has +ever come to me awake. + +“And then—it was when we had done dancing—a man came to speak to me. He +was a lean, resolute man, very soberly clad for that place, and already +I had marked his face watching me in the breakfasting hall, and +afterwards as we went along the passage I had avoided his eye. But now, +as we sat in a little alcove, smiling at the pleasure of all the people +who went to and fro across the shining floor, he came and touched me, +and spoke to me so that I was forced to listen. And he asked that he +might speak to me for a little time apart. + +“‘No,’ I said. ‘I have no secrets from this lady. What do you want to +tell me?’ + +“He said it was a trivial matter, or at least a dry matter, for a lady +to hear. + +“‘Perhaps for me to hear,’ said I. + +“He glanced at her, as though almost he would appeal to her. Then he +asked me suddenly if I had heard of a great and avenging declaration +that Evesham had made? Now, Evesham had always before been the man next +to myself in the leadership of that great party in the north. He was a +forcible, hard, and tactless man, and only I had been able to control +and soften him. It was on his account even more than my own, I think, +that the others had been so dismayed at my retreat. So this question +about what he had done reawakened my old interest in the life I had put +aside just for a moment. + +“‘I have taken no heed of any news for many days,’ I said. What has +Evesham been saying?’ + +“And with that the man began, nothing loth, and I must confess even I +was struck by Evesham’s reckless folly in the wild and threatening +words he had used. And this messenger they had sent to me not only told +me of Evesham’s speech, but went on to ask counsel and to point out +what need they had of me. While he talked, my lady sat a little forward +and watched his face and mine. + +“My old habits of scheming and organising reasserted themselves. I +could even see myself suddenly returning to the north, and all the +dramatic effect of it. All that this man said witnessed to the disorder +of the party indeed, but not to its damage. I should go back stronger +than I had come. And then I thought of my lady. You see—how can I tell +you? There were certain peculiarities of our relationship—as things are +I need not tell you about that—which would render her presence with me +impossible. I should have had to leave her; indeed, I should have had +to renounce her clearly and openly, if I was to do all that I could do +in the north. And the man knew that, even as he talked to her and me, +knew it as well as she did, that my steps to duty were—first, +separation, then abandonment. At the touch of that thought my dream of +a return was shattered. I turned on the man suddenly, as he was +imagining his eloquence was gaining ground with me. + +“‘What have I to do with these things now?’ I said. ‘I have done with +them. Do you think I am coquetting with your people in coming here?’ + +“‘No,’ he said. ‘But—’ + +“‘Why cannot you leave me alone. I have done with these things. I have +ceased to be anything but a private man.’ + +“‘Yes,’ he answered. ‘But have you thought?—this talk of war, these +reckless challenges, these wild aggressions—’ + +“I stood up. + +“‘No,’ I cried. ‘I won’t hear you. I took count of all those things, I +weighed them—and I have come away.’ + +“He seemed to consider the possibility of persistence. He looked from +me to where the lady sat regarding us. + +“‘War,’ he said, as if he were speaking to himself, and then turned +slowly from me and walked away. + +“I stood, caught in the whirl of thoughts his appeal had set going. + +“I heard my lady’s voice. + +“‘Dear,’ she said; ‘but if they had need of you—’ + +“She did not finish her sentence, she let it rest there. I turned to +her sweet face, and the balance of my mood swayed and reeled. + +“‘They want me only to do the thing they dare not do themselves,’ I +said. ‘If they distrust Evesham they must settle with him themselves.’ + +“She looked at me doubtfully. + +“‘But war—’ she said. + +“I saw a doubt on her face that I had seen before, a doubt of herself +and me, the first shadow of the discovery that, seen strongly and +completely, must drive us apart for ever. + +“Now, I was an older mind than hers, and I could sway her to this +belief or that. + +“‘My dear one,’ I said, ‘you must not trouble over these things. There +will be no war. Certainly there will be no war. The age of wars is +past. Trust me to know the justice of this case. They have no right +upon me, dearest, and no one has a right upon me. I have been free to +choose my life, and I have chosen this.’ + +“‘But war—,’ she said. + +“I sat down beside her. I put an arm behind her and took her hand in +mine. I set myself to drive that doubt away—I set myself to fill her +mind with pleasant things again. I lied to her, and in lying to her I +lied also to myself. And she was only too ready to believe me, only too +ready to forget. + +“Very soon the shadow had gone again, and we were hastening to our +bathing-place in the Grotta del Bovo Marino, where it was our custom to +bathe every day. We swam and splashed one another, and in that buoyant +water I seemed to become something lighter and stronger than a man. And +at last we came out dripping and rejoicing and raced among the rocks. +And then I put on a dry bathing-dress, and we sat to bask in the sun, +and presently I nodded, resting my head against her knee, and she put +her hand upon my hair and stroked it softly and I dozed. And behold! as +it were with the snapping of the string of a violin, I was awakening, +and I was in my own bed in Liverpool, in the life of to-day. + +“Only for a time I could not believe that all these vivid moments had +been no more than the substance of a dream. + +“In truth, I could not believe it a dream for all the sobering reality +of things about me. I bathed and dressed as it were by habit, and as I +shaved I argued why I of all men should leave the woman I loved to go +back to fantastic politics in the hard and strenuous north. Even if +Evesham did force the world back to war, what was that to me? I was a +man with the heart of a man, and why should I feel the responsibility +of a deity for the way the world might go? + +“You know that is not quite the way I think about affairs, about my +real affairs. I am a solicitor, you know, with a point of view. + +“The vision was so real, you must understand, so utterly unlike a dream +that I kept perpetually recalling little irrelevant details; even the +ornament of the book-cover that lay on my wife’s sewing-machine in the +breakfast-room recalled with the utmost vividness the gilt line that +ran about the seat in the alcove where I had talked with the messenger +from my deserted party. Have you ever heard of a dream that had a +quality like that?” + +“Like—?” + +“So that afterwards you remembered little details you had forgotten.” + +I thought. I had never noticed the point before, but he was right. + +“Never,” I said. “That is what you never seem to do with dreams.” + +“No,” he answered. “But that is just what I did. I am a solicitor, you +must understand, in Liverpool, and I could not help wondering what the +clients and business people I found myself talking to in my office +would think if I told them suddenly I was in love with a girl who would +be born a couple of hundred years or so hence, and worried about the +politics of my great-great-great-grandchildren. I was chiefly busy that +day negotiating a ninety-nine-year building lease. It was a private +builder in a hurry, and we wanted to tie him in every possible way. I +had an interview with him, and he showed a certain want of temper that +sent me to bed still irritated. That night I had no dream. Nor did I +dream the next night, at least, to remember. + +“Something of that intense reality of conviction vanished. I began to +feel sure it was a dream. And then it came again. + +“When the dream came again, nearly four days later, it was very +different. I think it certain that four days had also elapsed in the +dream. Many things had happened in the north, and the shadow of them +was back again between us, and this time it was not so easily +dispelled. I began I know with moody musings. Why, in spite of all, +should I go back, go back for all the rest of my days to toil and +stress, insults and perpetual dissatisfaction, simply to save hundreds +of millions of common people, whom I did not love, whom too often I +could do no other than despise, from the stress and anguish of war and +infinite misrule? And after all I might fail. They all sought their own +narrow ends, and why should not I—why should not I also live as a man? +And out of such thoughts her voice summoned me, and I lifted my eyes. + +“I found myself awake and walking. We had come out above the Pleasure +City, we were near the summit of Monte Solaro and looking towards the +bay. It was the late afternoon and very clear. Far away to the left +Ischia hung in a golden haze between sea and sky, and Naples was coldly +white against the hills, and before us was Vesuvius with a tall and +slender streamer feathering at last towards the south, and the ruins of +Torre dell’ Annunziata and Castellammare glittering and near.” + +I interrupted suddenly: “You have been to Capri, of course?” + +“Only in this dream,” he said, “only in this dream. All across the bay +beyond Sorrento were the floating palaces of the Pleasure City moored +and chained. And northward were the broad floating stages that received +the aeroplanes. Aeroplanes fell out of the sky every afternoon, each +bringing its thousands of pleasure-seekers from the uttermost parts of +the earth to Capri and its delights. All these things, I say, stretched +below. + +“But we noticed them only incidentally because of an unusual sight that +evening had to show. Five war aeroplanes that had long slumbered +useless in the distant arsenals of the Rhinemouth were manoeuvring now +in the eastward sky. Evesham had astonished the world by producing them +and others, and sending them to circle here and there. It was the +threat material in the great game of bluff he was playing, and it had +taken even me by surprise. He was one of those incredibly stupid +energetic people who seem sent by heaven to create disasters. His +energy to the first glance seemed so wonderfully like capacity! But he +had no imagination, no invention, only a stupid, vast, driving force of +will, and a mad faith in his stupid idiot ‘luck’ to pull him through. I +remember how we stood upon the headland watching the squadron circling +far away, and how I weighed the full meaning of the sight, seeing +clearly the way things must go. And then even it was not too late. I +might have gone back, I think, and saved the world. The people of the +north would follow me, I knew, granted only that in one thing I +respected their moral standards. The east and south would trust me as +they would trust no other northern man. And I knew I had only to put it +to her and she would have let me go . . . . Not because she did not +love me! + +“Only I did not want to go; my will was all the other way about. I had +so newly thrown off the incubus of responsibility: I was still so fresh +a renegade from duty that the daylight clearness of what I ought to do +had no power at all to touch my will. My will was to live, to gather +pleasures and make my dear lady happy. But though this sense of vast +neglected duties had no power to draw me, it could make me silent and +preoccupied, it robbed the days I had spent of half their brightness +and roused me into dark meditations in the silence of the night. And as +I stood and watched Evesham’s aeroplanes sweep to and fro—those birds +of infinite ill omen—she stood beside me watching me, perceiving the +trouble indeed, but not perceiving it clearly—her eyes questioning my +face, her expression shaded with perplexity. Her face was gray because +the sunset was fading out of the sky. It was no fault of hers that she +held me. She had asked me to go from her, and again in the night time +and with tears she had asked me to go. + +“At last it was the sense of her that roused me from my mood. I turned +upon her suddenly and challenged her to race down the mountain slopes. +‘No,’ she said, as if I had jarred with her gravity, but I was resolved +to end that gravity, and make her run—no one can be very gray and sad +who is out of breath—and when she stumbled I ran with my hand beneath +her arm. We ran down past a couple of men, who turned back staring in +astonishment at my behaviour—they must have recognised my face. And +half way down the slope came a tumult in the air, clang-clank, +clang-clank, and we stopped, and presently over the hill-crest those +war things came flying one behind the other.” + +The man seemed hesitating on the verge of a description. + +“What were they like?” I asked. + +“They had never fought,” he said. “They were just like our ironclads +are nowadays; they had never fought. No one knew what they might do, +with excited men inside them; few even cared to speculate. They were +great driving things shaped like spear-heads without a shaft, with a +propeller in the place of the shaft.” + +“Steel?” + +“Not steel.” + +“Aluminum?” + +“No, no, nothing of that sort. An alloy that was very common—as common +as brass, for example. It was called—let me see—” He squeezed his +forehead with the fingers of one hand. “I am forgetting everything,” he +said. + +“And they carried guns?” + +“Little guns, firing high explosive shells. They fired the guns +backwards, out of the base of the leaf, so to speak, and rammed with +the beak. That was the theory, you know, but they had never been +fought. No one could tell exactly what was going to happen. And +meanwhile I suppose it was very fine to go whirling through the air +like a flight of young swallows, swift and easy. I guess the captains +tried not to think too clearly what the real thing would be like. And +these flying war machines, you know, were only one sort of the endless +war contrivances that had been invented and had fallen into abeyance +during the long peace. There were all sorts of these things that people +were routing out and furbishing up; infernal things, silly things; +things that had never been tried; big engines, terrible explosives, +great guns. You know the silly way of these ingenious sort of men who +make these things; they turn ‘em out as beavers build dams, and with no +more sense of the rivers they’re going to divert and the lands they’re +going to flood! + +“As we went down the winding stepway to our hotel again, in the +twilight, I foresaw it all: I saw how clearly and inevitably things +were driving for war in Evesham’s silly, violent hands, and I had some +inkling of what war was bound to be under these new conditions. And +even then, though I knew it was drawing near the limit of my +opportunity, I could find no will to go back.” + +He sighed. + +“That was my last chance. + +“We didn’t go into the city until the sky was full of stars, so we +walked out upon the high terrace, to and fro, and—she counselled me to +go back. + +“‘My dearest,’ she said, and her sweet face looked up to me, this is +Death. This life you lead is Death. Go back to them, go back to your +duty—’ + +“She began to weep, saying, between her sobs, and clinging to my arm as +she said it, ‘Go back—Go back.’ + +“Then suddenly she fell mute, and, glancing down at her face, I read in +an instant the thing she had thought to do. It was one of those moments +when one sees. + +“‘No!’ I said. + +“‘No?’ she asked, in surprise and I think a little fearful at the +answer to her thought. + +“‘Nothing,’ I said, ‘shall send me back. Nothing! I have chosen. Love, +I have chosen, and the world must go. Whatever happens I will live this +life—I will live for you! It—nothing shall turn me aside; nothing, my +dear one. Even if you died—even if you died—’ + +“‘Yes?’ she murmured, softly. + +“‘Then—I also would die.’ + +“And before she could speak again I began to talk, talking +eloquently—as I could do in that life—talking to exalt love, to make +the life we were living seem heroic and glorious; and the thing I was +deserting something hard and enormously ignoble that it was a fine +thing to set aside. I bent all my mind to throw that glamour upon it, +seeking not only to convert her but myself to that. We talked, and she +clung to me, torn too between all that she deemed noble and all that +she knew was sweet. And at last I did make it heroic, made all the +thickening disaster of the world only a sort of glorious setting to our +unparalleled love, and we two poor foolish souls strutted there at +last, clad in that splendid delusion, drunken rather with that glorious +delusion, under the still stars. + +“And so my moment passed. + +“It was my last chance. Even as we went to and fro there, the leaders +of the south and east were gathering their resolve, and the hot answer +that shattered Evesham’s bluffing for ever, took shape and waited. And, +all over Asia, and the ocean, and the South, the air and the wires were +throbbing with their warnings to prepare—prepare. + +“No one living, you know, knew what war was; no one could imagine, with +all these new inventions, what horror war might bring. I believe most +people still believed it would be a matter of bright uniforms and +shouting charges and triumphs and flags and bands—in a time when half +the world drew its food supply from regions ten thousand miles away—” + +The man with the white face paused. I glanced at him, and his face was +intent on the floor of the carriage. A little railway station, a string +of loaded trucks, a signal-box, and the back of a cottage, shot by the +carriage window, and a bridge passed with a clap of noise, echoing the +tumult of the train. + +“After that,” he said, “I dreamt often. For three weeks of nights that +dream was my life. And the worst of it was there were nights when I +could not dream, when I lay tossing on a bed in this accursed life; and +there—somewhere lost to me—things were happening—momentous, terrible +things . . . I lived at nights—my days, my waking days, this life I am +living now, became a faded, far-away dream, a drab setting, the cover +of the book.” + +He thought. + +“I could tell you all, tell you every little thing in the dream, but as +to what I did in the daytime—no. I could not tell—I do not remember. My +memory—my memory has gone. The business of life slips from me—” + +He leant forward, and pressed his hands upon his eyes. For a long time +he said nothing. + +“And then?” said I. + +“The war burst like a hurricane.” + +He stared before him at unspeakable things. + +“And then?” I urged again. + +“One touch of unreality,” he said, in the low tone of a man who speaks +to himself, “and they would have been nightmares. But they were not +nightmares—they were not nightmares. No!” + +He was silent for so long that it dawned upon me that there was a +danger of losing the rest of the story. But he went on talking again in +the same tone of questioning self-communion. + +“What was there to do but flight? I had not thought the war would touch +Capri—I had seemed to see Capri as being out of it all, as the contrast +to it all; but two nights after the whole place was shouting and +bawling, every woman almost and every other man wore a badge—Evesham’s +badge—and there was no music but a jangling war-song over and over +again, and everywhere men enlisting, and in the dancing halls they were +drilling. The whole island was awhirl with rumours; it was said, again +and again, that fighting had begun. I had not expected this. I had seen +so little of the life of pleasure that I had failed to reckon with this +violence of the amateurs. And as for me, I was out of it. I was like +the man who might have prevented the firing of a magazine. The time had +gone. I was no one; the vainest stripling with a badge counted for more +than I. The crowd jostled us and bawled in our ears; that accursed song +deafened us; a woman shrieked at my lady because no badge was on her, +and we two went back to our own place again, ruffled and insulted—my +lady white and silent, and I aquiver with rage. So furious was I, I +could have quarrelled with her if I could have found one shade of +accusation in her eyes. + +“All my magnificence had gone from me. I walked up and down our rock +cell, and outside was the darkling sea and a light to the southward +that flared and passed and came again. + +“‘We must get out of this place,’ I said over and over. ‘I have made my +choice, and I will have no hand in these troubles. I will have nothing +of this war. We have taken our lives out of all these things. This is +no refuge for us. Let us go.’ + +“And the next day we were already in flight from the war that covered +the world. + +“And all the rest was Flight—all the rest was Flight.” + +He mused darkly. + +“How much was there of it?” + +He made no answer. + +“How many days?” + +His face was white and drawn and his hands were clenched. He took no +heed of my curiosity. + +I tried to draw him back to his story with questions. + +“Where did you go?” I said. + +“When?” + +“When you left Capri.” + +“South-west,” he said, and glanced at me for a second. “We went in a +boat.” + +“But I should have thought an aeroplane?” + +“They had been seized.” + +I questioned him no more. Presently I thought he was beginning again. +He broke out in an argumentative monotone: + +“But why should it be? If, indeed, this battle, this slaughter and +stress is life, why have we this craving for pleasure and beauty? If +there is no refuge, if there is no place of peace, and if all our +dreams of quiet places are a folly and a snare, why have we such +dreams? Surely it was no ignoble cravings, no base intentions, had +brought us to this; it was Love had isolated us. Love had come to me +with her eyes and robed in her beauty, more glorious than all else in +life, in the very shape and colour of life, and summoned me away. I had +silenced all the voices, I had answered all the questions—I had come to +her. And suddenly there was nothing but War and Death!” + +I had an inspiration. “After all,” I said, “it could have been only a +dream.” + +“A dream!” he cried, flaming upon me, “a dream—when, even now—” + +For the first time he became animated. A faint flush crept into his +cheek. He raised his open hand and clenched it, and dropped it to his +knee. He spoke, looking away from me, and for all the rest of the time +he looked away. “We are but phantoms!” he said, “and the phantoms of +phantoms, desires like cloud-shadows and wills of straw that eddy in +the wind; the days pass, use and wont carry us through as a train +carries the shadow of its lights—so be it! But one thing is real and +certain, one thing is no dream-stuff, but eternal and enduring. It is +the centre of my life, and all other things about it are subordinate or +altogether vain. I loved her, that woman of a dream. And she and I are +dead together! + +“A dream! How can it be a dream, when it drenched a living life with +unappeasable sorrow, when it makes all that I have lived for and cared +for, worthless and unmeaning? + +“Until that very moment when she was killed I believed we had still a +chance of getting away,” he said. “All through the night and morning +that we sailed across the sea from Capri to Salerno, we talked of +escape. We were full of hope, and it clung about us to the end, hope +for the life together we should lead, out of it all, out of the battle +and struggle, the wild and empty passions, the empty arbitrary ‘thou +shalt’ and ‘thou shalt not’ of the world. We were uplifted, as though +our quest was a holy thing, as though love for another was a mission . +. . . + +“Even when from our boat we saw the fair face of that great rock +Capri—already scarred and gashed by the gun emplacements and +hiding-places that were to make it a fastness—we reckoned nothing of +the imminent slaughter, though the fury of preparation hung about in +the puffs and clouds of dust at a hundred points amidst the gray; but, +indeed, I made a text of that and talked. There, you know, was the +rock, still beautiful for all its scars, with its countless windows and +arches and ways, tier upon tier, for a thousand feet, a vast carving of +gray, broken by vine-clad terraces, and lemon and orange groves, and +masses of agave and prickly pear, and puffs of almond blossom. And out +under the archway that is built over the Piccola Marina other boats +were coming; and as we came round the cape and within sight of the +mainland, another little string of boats came into view, driving before +the wind towards the south-west. In a little while a multitude had come +out, the remoter just little specks of ultramarine in the shadow of the +eastward cliff. + +“‘It is love and reason,’ I said, ‘fleeing from all this madness of +war.’ + +“And though we presently saw a squadron of aeroplanes flying across the +southern sky we did not heed it. There it was—a line of little dots in +the sky—and then more, dotting the south-eastern horizon, and then +still more, until all that quarter of the sky was stippled with blue +specks. Now they were all thin little strokes of blue, and now one and +now a multitude would heel and catch the sun and become short flashes +of light. They came, rising and falling and growing larger, like some +huge flight of gulls or rooks or such-like birds, moving with a +marvellous uniformity, and ever as they drew nearer they spread over a +greater width of sky. The southward wind flung itself in an +arrow-headed cloud athwart the sun. And then suddenly they swept round +to the eastward and streamed eastward, growing smaller and smaller and +clearer and clearer again until they vanished from the sky. And after +that we noted to the northward and very high Evesham’s fighting +machines hanging high over Naples like an evening swarm of gnats. + +“It seemed to have no more to do with us than a flight of birds. + +“Even the mutter of guns far away in the south-east seemed to us to +signify nothing . . . + +“Each day, each dream after that, we were still exalted, still seeking +that refuge where we might live and love. Fatigue had come upon us, +pain and many distresses. For though we were dusty and stained by our +toilsome tramping, and half starved and with the horror of the dead men +we had seen and the flight of the peasants—for very soon a gust of +fighting swept up the peninsula—with these things haunting our minds it +still resulted only in a deepening resolution to escape. Oh, but she +was brave and patient! She who had never faced hardship and exposure +had courage for herself and me. We went to and fro seeking an outlet, +over a country all commandeered and ransacked by the gathering hosts of +war. Always we went on foot. At first there were other fugitives, but +we did not mingle with them. Some escaped northward, some were caught +in the torrent of peasantry that swept along the main roads; many gave +themselves into the hands of the soldiery and were sent northward. Many +of the men were impressed. But we kept away from these things; we had +brought no money to bribe a passage north, and I feared for my lady at +the hands of these conscript crowds. We had landed at Salerno, and we +had been turned back from Cava, and we had tried to cross towards +Taranto by a pass over Mount Alburno, but we had been driven back for +want of food, and so we had come down among the marshes by Paestum, +where those great temples stand alone. I had some vague idea that by +Paestum it might be possible to find a boat or something, and take once +more to sea. And there it was the battle overtook us. + +“A sort of soul-blindness had me. Plainly I could see that we were +being hemmed in; that the great net of that giant Warfare had us in its +toils. Many times we had seen the levies that had come down from the +north going to and fro, and had come upon them in the distance amidst +the mountains making ways for the ammunition and preparing the mounting +of the guns. Once we fancied they had fired at us, taking us for +spies—at any rate a shot had gone shuddering over us. Several times we +had hidden in woods from hovering aeroplanes. + +“But all these things do not matter now, these nights of flight and +pain . . . We were in an open place near those great temples at +Paestum, at last, on a blank stony place dotted with spiky bushes, +empty and desolate and so flat that a grove of eucalyptus far away +showed to the feet of its stems. How I can see it! My lady was sitting +down under a bush resting a little, for she was very weak and weary, +and I was standing up watching to see if I could tell the distance of +the firing that came and went. They were still, you know, fighting far +from each other, with those terrible new weapons that had never before +been used: guns that would carry beyond sight, and aeroplanes that +would do—What they would do no man could foretell. + +“I knew that we were between the two armies, and that they drew +together. I knew we were in danger, and that we could not stop there +and rest! + +“Though all these things were in my mind, they were in the background. +They seemed to be affairs beyond our concern. Chiefly, I was thinking +of my lady. An aching distress filled me. For the first time she had +owned herself beaten and had fallen a-weeping. Behind me I could hear +her sobbing, but I would not turn round to her because I knew she had +need of weeping, and had held herself so far and so long for me. It was +well, I thought, that she would weep and rest and then we would toil on +again, for I had no inkling of the thing that hung so near. Even now I +can see her as she sat there, her lovely hair upon her shoulder, can +mark again the deepening hollow of her cheek. + +“‘If we had parted,’ she said, ‘if I had let you go.’ + +“‘No,’ said I. ‘Even now, I do not repent. I will not repent; I made my +choice, and I will hold on to the end.’ + +“And then— + +“Overhead in the sky flashed something and burst, and all about us I +heard the bullets making a noise like a handful of peas suddenly +thrown. They chipped the stones about us, and whirled fragments from +the bricks and passed . . . .” + +He put his hand to his mouth, and then moistened his lips. + +“At the flash I had turned about . . . + +“You know—she stood up— + +“She stood up, you know, and moved a step towards me—as though she +wanted to reach me— + +“And she had been shot through the heart.” + +He stopped and stared at me. I felt all that foolish incapacity an +Englishman feels on such occasions. I met his eyes for a moment, and +then stared out of the window. For a long space we kept silence. When +at last I looked at him he was sitting back in his corner, his arms +folded, and his teeth gnawing at his knuckles. + +He bit his nail suddenly, and stared at it. + +“I carried her,” he said, “towards the temples, in my arms—as though it +mattered. I don’t know why. They seemed a sort of sanctuary, you know, +they had lasted so long, I suppose. + +“She must have died almost instantly. Only—I talked to her all the +way.” + +Silence again. + +“I have seen those temples,” I said abruptly, and indeed he had brought +those still, sunlit arcades of worn sandstone very vividly before me. + +“It was the brown one, the big brown one. I sat down on a fallen pillar +and held her in my arms . . . Silent after the first babble was over. +And after a little while the lizards came out and ran about again, as +though nothing unusual was going on, as though nothing had changed . . +. It was tremendously still there, the sun high and the shadows still; +even the shadows of the weeds upon the entablature were still—in spite +of the thudding and banging that went all about the sky. + +“I seem to remember that the aeroplanes came up out of the south, and +that the battle went away to the west. One aeroplane was struck, and +overset and fell. I remember that—though it didn’t interest me in the +least. It didn’t seem to signify. It was like a wounded gull, you +know—flapping for a time in the water. I could see it down the aisle of +the temple—a black thing in the bright blue water. + +“Three or four times shells burst about the beach, and then that +ceased. Each time that happened all the lizards scuttled in and hid for +a space. That was all the mischief done, except that once a stray +bullet gashed the stone hard by—made just a fresh bright surface. + +“As the shadows grew longer, the stillness seemed greater. + +“The curious thing,” he remarked, with the manner of a man who makes a +trivial conversation, “is that I didn’t _think_—at all. I sat with her +in my arms amidst the stones—in a sort of lethargy—stagnant. + +“And I don’t remember waking up. I don’t remember dressing that day. I +know I found myself in my office, with my letters all slit open in +front of me, and how I was struck by the absurdity of being there, +seeing that in reality I was sitting, stunned, in that Paestum Temple +with a dead woman in my arms. I read my letters like a machine. I have +forgotten what they were about.” + +He stopped, and there was a long silence. + +Suddenly I perceived that we were running down the incline from Chalk +Farm to Euston. I started at this passing of time. I turned on him with +a brutal question, with the tone of “Now or never.” + +“And did you dream again?” + +“Yes.” + +He seemed to force himself to finish. His voice was very low. + +“Once more, and as it were only for a few instants. I seemed to have +suddenly awakened out of a great apathy, to have risen into a sitting +position, and the body lay there on the stones beside me. A gaunt body. +Not her, you know. So soon—it was not her . . . . + +“I may have heard voices. I do not know. Only I knew clearly that men +were coming into the solitude and that that was a last outrage. + +“I stood up and walked through the temple, and then there came into +sight—first one man with a yellow face, dressed in a uniform of dirty +white, trimmed with blue, and then several, climbing to the crest of +the old wall of the vanished city, and crouching there. They were +little bright figures in the sunlight, and there they hung, weapon in +hand, peering cautiously before them. + +“And further away I saw others and then more at another point in the +wall. It was a long lax line of men in open order. + +“Presently the man I had first seen stood up and shouted a command, and +his men came tumbling down the wall and into the high weeds towards the +temple. He scrambled down with them and led them. He came facing +towards me, and when he saw me he stopped. + +“At first I had watched these men with a mere curiosity, but when I had +seen they meant to come to the temple I was moved to forbid them. I +shouted to the officer. + +“‘You must not come here,’ I cried, ‘_I_ am here. I am here with my +dead.’ + +“He stared, and then shouted a question back to me in some unknown +tongue. + +“I repeated what I had said. + +“He shouted again, and I folded my arms and stood still. Presently he +spoke to his men and came forward. He carried a drawn sword. + +“I signed to him to keep away, but he continued to advance. I told him +again very patiently and clearly: ‘You must not come here. These are +old temples and I am here with my dead.’ + +“Presently he was so close I could see his face clearly. It was a +narrow face, with dull gray eyes, and a black moustache. He had a scar +on his upper lip, and he was dirty and unshaven. He kept shouting +unintelligible things, questions, perhaps, at me. + +“I know now that he was afraid of me, but at the time that did not +occur to me. As I tried to explain to him, he interrupted me in +imperious tones, bidding me, I suppose, stand aside. + +“He made to go past me, and I caught hold of him. + +“I saw his face change at my grip. + +“‘You fool,’ I cried. ‘Don’t you know? She is dead!’ + +“He started back. He looked at me with cruel eyes. I saw a sort of +exultant resolve leap into them—delight. Then, suddenly, with a scowl, +he swept his sword back—_so_—and thrust.” + +He stopped abruptly. + +I became aware of a change in the rhythm of the train. The brakes +lifted their voices and the carriage jarred and jerked. This present +world insisted upon itself, became clamourous. I saw through the steamy +window huge electric lights glaring down from tall masts upon a fog, +saw rows of stationary empty carriages passing by, and then a +signal-box hoisting its constellation of green and red into the murky +London twilight, marched after them. I looked again at his drawn +features. + +“He ran me through the heart. It was with a sort of astonishment—no +fear, no pain—but just amazement, that I felt it pierce me, felt the +sword drive home into my body. It didn’t hurt, you know. It didn’t hurt +at all.” + +The yellow platform lights came into the field of view, passing first +rapidly, then slowly, and at last stopping with a jerk. Dim shapes of +men passed to and fro without. + +“Euston!” cried a voice. + +“Do you mean—?” + +“There was no pain, no sting or smart. Amazement and then darkness +sweeping over everything. The hot, brutal face before me, the face of +the man who had killed me, seemed to recede. It swept out of +existence—” + +“Euston!” clamoured the voices outside; “Euston!” + +The carriage door opened admitting a flood of sound, and a porter stood +regarding us. The sounds of doors slamming, and the hoof-clatter of +cab-horses, and behind these things the featureless remote roar of the +London cobble-stones, came to my ears. A truckload of lighted lamps +blazed along the platform. + +“A darkness, a flood of darkness that opened and spread and blotted out +all things.” + +“Any luggage, sir?” said the porter. + +“And that was the end?” I asked. + +He seemed to hesitate. Then, almost inaudibly, he answered, “_no_.” + +“You mean?” + +“I couldn’t get to her. She was there on the other side of the temple— +And then—” + +“Yes,” I insisted. “Yes?” + +“Nightmares,” he cried; “nightmares indeed! My God! Great birds that +fought and tore.” + + + + +THE CONE + + +The night was hot and overcast, the sky red, rimmed with the lingering +sunset of mid-summer. They sat at the open window, trying to fancy the +air was fresher there. The trees and shrubs of the garden stood stiff +and dark; beyond in the roadway a gas-lamp burnt, bright orange against +the hazy blue of the evening. Farther were the three lights of the +railway signal against the lowering sky. The man and woman spoke to one +another in low tones. + +“He does not suspect?” said the man, a little nervously. + +“Not he,” she said peevishly, as though that too irritated her. “He +thinks of nothing but the works and the prices of fuel. He has no +imagination, no poetry.” + +“None of these men of iron have,” he said sententiously. “They have no +hearts.” + +“_He_ has not,” she said. She turned her discontented face towards the +window. The distant sound of a roaring and rushing drew nearer and grew +in volume; the house quivered; one heard the metallic rattle of the +tender. As the train passed, there was a glare of light above the +cutting and a driving tumult of smoke; one, two, three, four, five, +six, seven, eight black oblongs—eight trucks—passed across the dim grey +of the embankment, and were suddenly extinguished one by one in the +throat of the tunnel, which, with the last, seemed to swallow down +train, smoke, and sound in one abrupt gulp. + +“This country was all fresh and beautiful once,” he said; “and now—it +is Gehenna. Down that way—nothing but pot-banks and chimneys belching +fire and dust into the face of heaven . . . . . But what does it +matter? An end comes, an end to all this cruelty . . . . . +_To-morrow_.” He spoke the last word in a whisper. + +“_To-morrow_,” she said, speaking in a whisper too, and still staring +out of the window. + +“Dear!” he said, putting his hand on hers. + +She turned with a start, and their eyes searched one another’s. Hers +softened to his gaze. “My dear one!” she said, and then: “It seems so +strange—that you should have come into my life like this—to open—” She +paused. + +“To open?” he said. + +“All this wonderful world—” she hesitated, and spoke still more +softly—“this world of _love_ to me.” + +Then suddenly the door clicked and closed. They turned their heads, and +he started violently back. In the shadow of the room stood a great +shadowy figure—silent. They saw the face dimly in the half-light, with +unexpressive dark patches under the penthouse brows. Every muscle in +Raut’s body suddenly became tense. When could the door have opened? +What had he heard? Had he heard all? What had he seen? A tumult of +questions. + +The new-comer’s voice came at last, after a pause that seemed +interminable. “Well?” he said. + +“I was afraid I had missed you, Horrocks,” said the man at the window, +gripping the window-ledge with his hand. His voice was unsteady. + +The clumsy figure of Horrocks came forward out of the shadow. He made +no answer to Raut’s remark. For a moment he stood above them. + +The woman’s heart was cold within her. “I told Mr. Raut it was just +possible you might come back,” she said, in a voice that never +quivered. + +Horrocks, still silent, sat down abruptly in the chair by her little +work-table. His big hands were clenched; one saw now the fire of his +eyes under the shadow of his brows. He was trying to get his breath. +His eyes went from the woman he had trusted to the friend he had +trusted, and then back to the woman. + +By this time and for the moment all three half understood one another. +Yet none dared say a word to ease the pent-up things that choked them. + +It was the husband’s voice that broke the silence at last. + +“You wanted to see me?” he said to Raut. + +Raut started as he spoke. “I came to see you,” he said, resolved to lie +to the last. + +“Yes,” said Horrocks. + +“You promised,” said Raut, “to show me some fine effects of moonlight +and smoke.” + +“I promised to show you some fine effects of moonlight and smoke,” +repeated Horrocks in a colourless voice. + +“And I thought I might catch you to-night before you went down to the +works,” proceeded Raut, “and come with you.” + +There was another pause. Did the man mean to take the thing coolly? Did +he after all know? How long had he been in the room? Yet even at the +moment when they heard the door, their attitudes. . . . Horrocks +glanced at the profile of the woman, shadowy pallid in the half-light. +Then he glanced at Raut, and seemed to recover himself suddenly. “Of +course,” he said, “I promised to show you the works under their proper +dramatic conditions. It’s odd how I could have forgotten.” + +“If I am troubling you—” began Raut. + +Horrocks started again. A new light had suddenly come into the sultry +gloom of his eyes. “Not in the least,” he said. + +“Have you been telling Mr. Raut of all these contrasts of flame and +shadow you think so splendid?” said the woman, turning now to her +husband for the first time, her confidence creeping back again, her +voice just one half-note too high. “That dreadful theory of yours that +machinery is beautiful, and everything else in the world ugly. I +thought he would not spare you, Mr. Raut. It’s his great theory, his +one discovery in art.” + +“I am slow to make discoveries,” said Horrocks grimly, damping her +suddenly. “But what I discover . . . . .” He stopped. + +“Well?” she said. + +“Nothing;” and suddenly he rose to his feet. + +“I promised to show you the works,” he said to Raut, and put his big, +clumsy hand on his friend’s shoulder. “And you are ready to go?” + +“Quite,” said Raut, and stood up also. + +There was another pause. Each of them peered through the indistinctness +of the dusk at the other two. Horrocks’ hand still rested on Raut’s +shoulder. Raut half fancied still that the incident was trivial after +all. But Mrs. Horrocks knew her husband better, knew that grim quiet in +his voice, and the confusion in her mind took a vague shape of physical +evil. “Very well”, said Horrocks, and, dropping his hand, turned +towards the door. + +“My hat?” Raut looked round in the half-light. + +“That’s my work-basket,” said Mrs. Horrocks, with a gust of hysterical +laughter. Their hands came together on the back of the chair. “Here it +is!” he said. She had an impulse to warn him in an undertone, but she +could not frame a word. “Don’t go!” and “Beware of him!” struggled in +her mind, and the swift moment passed. + +“Got it?” said Horrocks, standing with the door half open. + +Raut stepped towards him. “Better say good-bye to Mrs. Horrocks,” said +the ironmaster, even more grimly quiet in his tone than before. + +Raut started and turned. “Good-evening, Mrs. Horrocks,” he said, and +their hands touched. + +Horrocks held the door open with a ceremonial politeness unusual in him +towards men. Raut went out, and then, after a wordless look at her, her +husband followed. She stood motionless while Raut’s light footfall and +her husband’s heavy tread, like bass and treble, passed down the +passage together. The front door slammed heavily. She went to the +window, moving slowly, and stood watching—leaning forward. The two men +appeared for a moment at the gateway in the road, passed under the +street lamp, and were hidden by the black masses of the shrubbery. The +lamp-light fell for a moment on their faces, showing only unmeaning +pale patches, telling nothing of what she still feared, and doubted, +and craved vainly to know. Then she sank down into a crouching attitude +in the big arm-chair, her eyes wide open and staring out at the red +lights from the furnaces that flickered in the sky. An hour after she +was still there, her attitude scarcely changed. + +The oppressive stillness of the evening weighed heavily upon Raut. They +went side by side down the road in silence, and in silence turned into +the cinder-made by-way that presently opened out the prospect of the +valley. + +A blue haze, half dust, half mist, touched the long valley with +mystery. Beyond were Hanley and Etruria, grey and dark masses, outlined +thinly by the rare golden dots of the street lamps, and here and there +a gaslit window, or the yellow glare of some late-working factory or +crowded public-house. Out of the masses, clear and slender against the +evening sky, rose a multitude of tall chimneys, many of them reeking, a +few smokeless during a season of “play.” Here and there a pallid patch +and ghostly stunted beehive shapes showed the position of a pot-bank, +or a wheel, black and sharp against the hot lower sky, marked some +colliery where they raise the iridescent coal of the place. Nearer at +hand was the broad stretch of railway, and half invisible trains +shunted—a steady puffing and rumbling, with every run a ringing +concussion and a rhythmic series of impacts, and a passage of +intermittent puffs of white steam across the further view. And to the +left, between the railway and the dark mass of the low hill beyond, +dominating the whole view, colossal, inky-black, and crowned with smoke +and fitful flames, stood the great cylinders of the Jeddah Company +Blast Furnaces, the central edifices of the big ironworks of which +Horrocks was the manager. They stood heavy and threatening, full of an +incessant turmoil of flames and seething molten iron, and about the +feet of them rattled the rolling-mills, and the steam hammer beat +heavily and splashed the white iron sparks hither and thither. Even as +they looked, a truckful of fuel was shot into one of the giants, and +the red flames gleamed out, and a confusion of smoke and black dust +came boiling upwards towards the sky. + +“Certainly you get some fine effects of colour with your furnaces,” +said Raut, breaking a silence that had become apprehensive. + +Horrocks grunted. He stood with his hands in his pockets, frowning down +at the dim steaming railway and the busy ironworks beyond, frowning as +if he were thinking out some knotty problem. + +Raut glanced at him and away again. “At present your moonlight effect +is hardly ripe,” he continued, looking upward. “The moon is still +smothered by the vestiges of daylight.” + +Horrocks stared at him with the expression of a man who has suddenly +awakened. “Vestiges of daylight? . . . . Of course, of course.” He too +looked up at the moon, pale still in the midsummer sky. “Come along,” +he said suddenly, and, gripping Raut’s arm in his hand, made a move +towards the path that dropped from them to the railway. + +Raut hung back. Their eyes met and saw a thousand things in a moment +that their eyes came near to say. Horrocks’ hand tightened and then +relaxed. He let go, and before Raut was aware of it, they were arm in +arm, and walking, one unwillingly enough, down the path. + +“You see the fine effect of the railway signals towards Burslem,” said +Horrocks, suddenly breaking into loquacity, striding fast, and +tightening the grip of his elbow the while. “Little green lights and +red and white lights, all against the haze. You have an eye for effect, +Raut. It’s a fine effect. And look at those furnaces of mine, how they +rise upon us as we come down the hill. That to the right is my +pet—seventy feet of him. I packed him myself, and he’s boiled away +cheerfully with iron in his guts for five long years. I’ve a particular +fancy for _him_. That line of red there—a lovely bit of warm orange +you’d call it, Raut—that’s the puddlers’ furnaces, and there, in the +hot light, three black figures—did you see the white splash of the +steam-hammer then?—that’s the rolling mills. Come along! Clang, +clatter, how it goes rattling across the floor! Sheet tin, +Raut,—amazing stuff. Glass mirrors are not in it when that stuff comes +from the mill. And, squelch!—there goes the hammer again. Come along!” + +He had to stop talking to catch at his breath. His arm twisted into +Raut’s with benumbing tightness. He had come striding down the black +path towards the railway as though he was possessed. Raut had not +spoken a word, had simply hung back against Horrocks’ pull with all his +strength. + +“I say,” he said now, laughing nervously, but with an undernote of +snarl in his voice, “why on earth are you nipping my arm off, Horrocks, +and dragging me along like this?” + +At length Horrocks released him. His manner changed again. “Nipping +your arm off?” he said. “Sorry. But it’s you taught me the trick of +walking in that friendly way.” + +“You haven’t learnt the refinements of it yet then,” said Raut, +laughing artificially again. “By Jove! I’m black and blue.” Horrocks +offered no apology. They stood now near the bottom of the hill, close +to the fence that bordered the railway. The ironworks had grown larger +and spread out with their approach. They looked up to the blast +furnaces now instead of down; the further view of Etruria and Hanley +had dropped out of sight with their descent. Before them, by the stile +rose a notice-board, bearing still dimly visible, the words, “BEWARE OF +THE TRAINS,” half hidden by splashes of coaly mud. + +“Fine effects,” said Horrocks, waving his arm. “Here comes a train. The +puffs of smoke, the orange glare, the round eye of light in front of +it, the melodious rattle. Fine effects! But these furnaces of mine used +to be finer, before we shoved cones in their throats, and saved the +gas.” + +“How?” said Raut. “Cones?” + +“Cones, my man, cones. I’ll show you one nearer. The flames used to +flare out of the open throats, great—what is it?—pillars of cloud by +day, red and black smoke, and pillars of fire by night. Now we run it +off in pipes, and burn it to heat the blast, and the top is shut by a +cone. You’ll be interested in that cone.” + +“But every now and then,” said Raut, “you get a burst of fire and smoke +up there.” + +“The cone’s not fixed, it’s hung by a chain from a lever, and balanced +by an equipoise. You shall see it nearer. Else, of course, there’d be +no way of getting fuel into the thing. Every now and then the cone +dips, and out comes the flare.” + +“I see,” said Raut. He looked over his shoulder. “The moon gets +brighter,” he said. + +“Come along,” said Horrocks abruptly, gripping his shoulder again, and +moving him suddenly towards the railway crossing. And then came one of +those swift incidents, vivid, but so rapid that they leave one doubtful +and reeling. Halfway across, Horrocks’ hand suddenly clenched upon him +like a vice, and swung him backward and through a half-turn, so that he +looked up the line. And there a chain of lamp-lit carriage-windows +telescoped swiftly as it came towards them, and the red and yellow +lights of an engine grew larger and larger, rushing down upon them. As +he grasped what this meant, he turned his face to Horrocks, and pushed +with all his strength against the arm that held him back between the +rails. The struggle did not last a moment. Just as certain as it was +that Horrocks held him there, so certain was it that he had been +violently lugged out of danger. + +“Out of the way,” said Horrocks, with a gasp, as the train came +rattling by, and they stood panting by the gate into the ironworks. + +“I did not see it coming,” said Raut, still, even in spite of his own +apprehensions, trying to keep up an appearance of ordinary intercourse. + +Horrocks answered with a grunt. “The cone,” he said, and then, as one +who recovers himself, “I thought you did not hear.” + +“I didn’t,” said Raut. + +“I wouldn’t have had you run over then for the world,” said Horrocks. + +“For a moment I lost my nerve,” said Raut. + +Horrocks stood for half a minute, then turned abruptly towards the +ironworks again. “See how fine these great mounds of mine, these +clinker-heaps, look in the night! That truck yonder, up above there! Up +it goes, and out-tilts the slag. See the palpitating red stuff go +sliding down the slope. As we get nearer, the heap rises up and cuts +the blast furnaces. See the quiver up above the big one. Not that way! +This way, between the heaps. That goes to the puddling furnaces, but I +want to show you the canal first.” He came and took Raut by the elbow, +and so they went along side by side. Raut answered Horrocks vaguely. +What, he asked himself, had really happened on the line? Was he +deluding himself with his own fancies, or had Horrocks actually held +him back in the way of the train? Had he just been within an ace of +being murdered? + +Suppose this slouching, scowling monster _did_ know anything? For a +minute or two then Raut was really afraid for his life, but the mood +passed as he reasoned with himself. After all, Horrocks might have +heard nothing. At any rate, he had pulled him out of the way in time. +His odd manner might be due to the mere vague jealousy he had shown +once before. He was talking now of the ash-heaps and the canal. “Eigh?” +said Horrocks. + +“What?” said Raut. “Rather! The haze in the moonlight. Fine!” + +“Our canal,” said Horrocks, stopping suddenly. “Our canal by moonlight +and firelight is an immense effect. You’ve never seen it? Fancy that! +You’ve spent too many of your evenings philandering up in Newcastle +there. I tell you, for real florid effects—But you shall see. Boiling +water . . .” + +As they came out of the labyrinth of clinker-heaps and mounds of coal +and ore, the noises of the rolling-mill sprang upon them suddenly, +loud, near, and distinct. Three shadowy workmen went by and touched +their caps to Horrocks. Their faces were vague in the darkness. Raut +felt a futile impulse to address them, and before he could frame his +words, they passed into the shadows. Horrocks pointed to the canal +close before them now: a weird-looking place it seemed, in the +blood-red reflections of the furnaces. The hot water that cooled the +tuyeres came into it, some fifty yards up—a tumultuous, almost boiling +affluent, and the steam rose up from the water in silent white wisps +and streaks, wrapping damply about them, an incessant succession of +ghosts coming up from the black and red eddies, a white uprising that +made the head swim. The shining black tower of the larger blast-furnace +rose overhead out of the mist, and its tumultuous riot filled their +ears. Raut kept away from the edge of the water, and watched Horrocks. + +“Here it is red,” said Horrocks, “blood-red vapour as red and hot as +sin; but yonder there, where the moonlight falls on it, and it drives +across the clinker-heaps, it is as white as death.” + +Raut turned his head for a moment, and then came back hastily to his +watch on Horrocks. “Come along to the rolling-mills,” said Horrocks. +The threatening hold was not so evident that time, and Raut felt a +little reassured. But all the same, what on earth did Horrocks mean +about “white as death” and “red as sin?” Coincidence, perhaps? + +They went and stood behind the puddlers for a little while, and then +through the rolling-mills, where amidst an incessant din the deliberate +steam-hammer beat the juice out of the succulent iron, and black, +half-naked Titans rushed the plastic bars, like hot sealing-wax, +between the wheels. “Come on,” said Horrocks in Raut’s ear, and they +went and peeped through the little glass hole behind the tuyeres, and +saw the tumbled fire writhing in the pit of the blast-furnace. It left +one eye blinded for a while. Then, with green and blue patches dancing +across the dark, they went to the lift by which the trucks of ore and +fuel and lime were raised to the top of the big cylinder. + +And out upon the narrow rail that overhung the furnace, Raut’s doubts +came upon him again. Was it wise to be here? If Horrocks did +know—everything! Do what he would, he could not resist a violent +trembling. Right under foot was a sheer depth of seventy feet. It was a +dangerous place. They pushed by a truck of fuel to get to the railing +that crowned the place. The reek of the furnace, a sulphurous vapor +streaked with pungent bitterness, seemed to make the distant hillside +of Hanley quiver. The moon was riding out now from among a drift of +clouds, halfway up the sky above the undulating wooded outlines of +Newcastle. The steaming canal ran away from below them under an +indistinct bridge, and vanished into the dim haze of the flat fields +towards Burslem. + +“That’s the cone I’ve been telling you of,” shouted Horrocks; “and, +below that, sixty feet of fire and molten metal, with the air of the +blast frothing through it like gas in soda-water.” + +Raut gripped the hand-rail tightly, and stared down at the cone. The +heat was intense. The boiling of the iron and the tumult of the blast +made a thunderous accompaniment to Horrocks’ voice. But the thing had +to be gone through now. Perhaps, after all . . . + +“In the middle,” bawled Horrocks, “temperature near a thousand degrees. +If _you_ were dropped into it . . . . flash into flame like a pinch of +gunpowder in a candle. Put your hand out and feel the heat of his +breath. Why, even up here I’ve seen the rain-water boiling off the +trucks. And that cone there. It’s a damned sight too hot for roasting +cakes. The top side of it’s three hundred degrees.” + +“Three hundred degrees!” said Raut. + +“Three hundred centigrade, mind!” said Horrocks. “It will boil the +blood out of you in no time.” + +“Eigh?” said Raut, and turned. + +“Boil the blood out of you in . . . No, you don’t!” + +“Let me go!” screamed Raut. “Let go my arm!” + +With one hand he clutched at the hand-rail, then with both. For a +moment the two men stood swaying. Then suddenly, with a violent jerk, +Horrocks had twisted him from his hold. He clutched at Horrocks and +missed, his foot went back into empty air; in mid-air he twisted +himself, and then cheek and shoulder and knee struck the hot cone +together. + +He clutched the chain by which the cone hung, and the thing sank an +infinitesimal amount as he struck it. A circle of glowing red appeared +about him, and a tongue of flame, released from the chaos within, +flickered up towards him. An intense pain assailed him at the knees, +and he could smell the singeing of his hands. He raised himself to his +feet, and tried to climb up the chain, and then something struck his +head. Black and shining with the moonlight, the throat of the furnace +rose about him. + +Horrocks, he saw, stood above him by one of the trucks of fuel on the +rail. The gesticulating figure was bright and white in the moonlight, +and shouting, “Fizzle, you fool! Fizzle, you hunter of women! You +hot-blooded hound! Boil! boil! boil!” + +Suddenly he caught up a handful of coal out of the truck, and flung it +deliberately, lump after lump, at Raut. + +“Horrocks!” cried Raut. “Horrocks!” + +He clung crying to the chain, pulling himself up from the burning of +the cone. Each missile Horrocks flung hit him. His clothes charred and +glowed, and as he struggled the cone dropped, and a rush of hot +suffocating gas whooped out and burned round him in a swift breath of +flame. + +His human likeness departed from him. When the momentary red had +passed, Horrocks saw a charred, blackened figure, its head streaked +with blood, still clutching and fumbling with the chain, and writhing +in agony—a cindery animal, an inhuman, monstrous creature that began a +sobbing intermittent shriek. + +Abruptly, at the sight, the ironmaster’s anger passed. A deadly +sickness came upon him. The heavy odour of burning flesh came drifting +up to his nostrils. His sanity returned to him. + +“God have mercy upon me!” he cried. “O God! what have I done?” + +He knew the thing below him, save that it still moved and felt, was +already a dead man—that the blood of the poor wretch must be boiling in +his veins. An intense realisation of that agony came to his mind, and +overcame every other feeling. For a moment he stood irresolute, and +then, turning to the truck, he hastily tilted its contents upon the +struggling thing that had once been a man. The mass fell with a thud, +and went radiating over the cone. With the thud the shriek ended, and a +boiling confusion of smoke, dust, and flame came rushing up towards +him. As it passed, he saw the cone clear again. + +Then he staggered back, and stood trembling, clinging to the rail with +both hands. His lips moved, but no words came to them. + +Down below was the sound of voices and running steps. The clangour of +rolling in the shed ceased abruptly. + + + + +A MOONLIGHT FABLE + + +There was once a little man whose mother made him a beautiful suit of +clothes. It was green and gold and woven so that I cannot describe how +delicate and fine it was, and there was a tie of orange fluffiness that +tied up under his chin. And the buttons in their newness shone like +stars. He was proud and pleased by his suit beyond measure, and stood +before the long looking-glass when first he put it on, so astonished +and delighted with it that he could hardly turn himself away. + +He wanted to wear it everywhere and show it to all sorts of people. He +thought over all the places he had ever visited and all the scenes he +had ever heard described, and tried to imagine what the feel of it +would be if he were to go now to those scenes and places wearing his +shining suit, and he wanted to go out forthwith into the long grass and +the hot sunshine of the meadow wearing it. Just to wear it! But his +mother told him, “No.” She told him he must take great care of his +suit, for never would he have another nearly so fine; he must save it +and save it and only wear it on rare and great occasions. It was his +wedding suit, she said. And she took his buttons and twisted them up +with tissue paper for fear their bright newness should be tarnished, +and she tacked little guards over the cuffs and elbows and wherever the +suit was most likely to come to harm. He hated and resisted these +things, but what could he do? And at last her warnings and persuasions +had effect and he consented to take off his beautiful suit and fold it +into its proper creases and put it away. It was almost as though he +gave it up again. But he was always thinking of wearing it and of the +supreme occasion when some day it might be worn without the guards, +without the tissue paper on the buttons, utterly and delightfully, +never caring, beautiful beyond measure. + +One night when he was dreaming of it, after his habit, he dreamed he +took the tissue paper from one of the buttons and found its brightness +a little faded, and that distressed him mightily in his dream. He +polished the poor faded button and polished it, and if anything it grew +duller. He woke up and lay awake thinking of the brightness a little +dulled and wondering how he would feel if perhaps when the great +occasion (whatever it might be) should arrive, one button should chance +to be ever so little short of its first glittering freshness, and for +days and days that thought remained with him, distressingly. And when +next his mother let him wear his suit, he was tempted and nearly gave +way to the temptation just to fumble off one little bit of tissue paper +and see if indeed the buttons were keeping as bright as ever. + +He went trimly along on his way to church full of this wild desire. For +you must know his mother did, with repeated and careful warnings, let +him wear his suit at times, on Sundays, for example, to and fro from +church, when there was no threatening of rain, no dust nor anything to +injure it, with its buttons covered and its protections tacked upon it +and a sunshade in his hand to shadow it if there seemed too strong a +sunlight for its colours. And always, after such occasions, he brushed +it over and folded it exquisitely as she had taught him, and put it +away again. + +Now all these restrictions his mother set to the wearing of his suit he +obeyed, always he obeyed them, until one strange night he woke up and +saw the moonlight shining outside his window. It seemed to him the +moonlight was not common moonlight, nor the night a common night, and +for a while he lay quite drowsily with this odd persuasion in his mind. +Thought joined on to thought like things that whisper warmly in the +shadows. Then he sat up in his little bed suddenly, very alert, with +his heart beating very fast and a quiver in his body from top to toe. +He had made up his mind. He knew now that he was going to wear his suit +as it should be worn. He had no doubt in the matter. He was afraid, +terribly afraid, but glad, glad. + +He got out of his bed and stood a moment by the window looking at the +moonshine-flooded garden and trembling at the thing he meant to do. The +air was full of a minute clamor of crickets and murmurings, of the +infinitesimal shouting of little living things. He went very gently +across the creaking boards, for fear that he might wake the sleeping +house, to the big dark clothes-press wherein his beautiful suit lay +folded, and he took it out garment by garment and softly and very +eagerly tore off its tissue-paper covering and its tacked protections, +until there it was, perfect and delightful as he had seen it when first +his mother had given it to him—a long time it seemed ago. Not a button +had tarnished, not a thread had faded on this dear suit of his; he was +glad enough for weeping as in a noiseless hurry he put it on. And then +back he went, soft and quick, to the window and looked out upon the +garden and stood there for a minute, shining in the moonlight, with his +buttons twinkling like stars, before he got out on the sill and, making +as little of a rustling as he could, clambered down to the garden path +below. He stood before his mother’s house, and it was white and nearly +as plain as by day, with every window-blind but his own shut like an +eye that sleeps. The trees cast still shadows like intricate black lace +upon the wall. + +The garden in the moonlight was very different from the garden by day; +moonshine was tangled in the hedges and stretched in phantom cobwebs +from spray to spray. Every flower was gleaming white or crimson black, +and the air was aquiver with the thridding of small crickets and +nightingales singing unseen in the depths of the trees. + +There was no darkness in the world, but only warm, mysterious shadows; +and all the leaves and spikes were edged and lined with iridescent +jewels of dew. The night was warmer than any night had ever been, the +heavens by some miracle at once vaster and nearer, and spite of the +great ivory-tinted moon that ruled the world, the sky was full of +stars. + +The little man did not shout nor sing for all his infinite gladness. He +stood for a time like one awe-stricken, and then, with a queer small +cry and holding out his arms, he ran out as if he would embrace at once +the whole warm round immensity of the world. He did not follow the neat +set paths that cut the garden squarely, but thrust across the beds and +through the wet, tall, scented herbs, through the night stock and the +nicotine and the clusters of phantom white mallow flowers and through +the thickets of southern-wood and lavender, and knee-deep across a wide +space of mignonette. He came to the great hedge and he thrust his way +through it, and though the thorns of the brambles scored him deeply and +tore threads from his wonderful suit, and though burs and goosegrass +and havers caught and clung to him, he did not care. He did not care, +for he knew it was all part of the wearing for which he had longed. “I +am glad I put on my suit,” he said; “I am glad I wore my suit.” + +Beyond the hedge he came to the duck-pond, or at least to what was the +duck-pond by day. But by night it was a great bowl of silver moonshine +all noisy with singing frogs, of wonderful silver moonshine twisted and +clotted with strange patternings, and the little man ran down into its +waters between the thin black rushes, knee-deep and waist-deep and to +his shoulders, smiting the water to black and shining wavelets with +either hand, swaying and shivering wavelets, amid which the stars were +netted in the tangled reflections of the brooding trees upon the bank. +He waded until he swam, and so he crossed the pond and came out upon +the other side, trailing, as it seemed to him, not duckweed, but very +silver in long, clinging, dripping masses. And up he went through the +transfigured tangles of the willow-herb and the uncut seeding grass of +the farther bank. And so he came glad and breathless into the highroad. +“I am glad,” he said, “beyond measure, that I had clothes that fitted +this occasion.” + +The highroad ran straight as an arrow flies, straight into the deep +blue pit of sky beneath the moon, a white and shining road between the +singing nightingales, and along it he went, running now and leaping, +and now walking and rejoicing, in the clothes his mother had made for +him with tireless, loving hands. The road was deep in dust, but that +for him was only soft whiteness, and as he went a great dim moth came +fluttering round his wet and shimmering and hastening figure. At first +he did not heed the moth, and then he waved his hands at it and made a +sort of dance with it as it circled round his head. “Soft moth!” he +cried, “dear moth! And wonderful night, wonderful night of the world! +Do you think my clothes are beautiful, dear moth? As beautiful as your +scales and all this silver vesture of the earth and sky?” + +And the moth circled closer and closer until at last its velvet wings +just brushed his lips . . . . . + +And next morning they found him dead with his neck broken in the bottom +of the stone pit, with his beautiful clothes a little bloody and foul +and stained with the duckweed from the pond. But his face was a face of +such happiness that, had you seen it, you would have understood indeed +how that he had died happy, never knowing the cool and streaming silver +for the duckweed in the pond. + + + + +THE DIAMOND MAKER + + +Some business had detained me in Chancery Lane until nine in the +evening, and thereafter, having some inkling of a headache, I was +disinclined either for entertainment or further work. So much of the +sky as the high cliffs of that narrow canon of traffic left visible +spoke of a serene night, and I determined to make my way down to the +Embankment, and rest my eyes and cool my head by watching the +variegated lights upon the river. Beyond comparison the night is the +best time for this place; a merciful darkness hides the dirt of the +waters, and the lights of this transitional age, red glaring orange, +gas-yellow, and electric white, are set in shadowy outlines of every +possible shade between grey and deep purple. Through the arches of +Waterloo Bridge a hundred points of light mark the sweep of the +Embankment, and above its parapet rise the towers of Westminster, warm +grey against the starlight. The black river goes by with only a rare +ripple breaking its silence, and disturbing the reflections of the +lights that swim upon its surface. + +“A warm night,” said a voice at my side. + +I turned my head, and saw the profile of a man who was leaning over the +parapet beside me. It was a refined face, not unhandsome, though +pinched and pale enough, and the coat collar turned up and pinned round +the throat marked his status in life as sharply as a uniform. I felt I +was committed to the price of a bed and breakfast if I answered him. + +I looked at him curiously. Would he have anything to tell me worth the +money, or was he the common incapable—incapable even of telling his own +story? There was a quality of intelligence in his forehead and eyes, +and a certain tremulousness in his nether lip that decided me. + +“Very warm,” said I; “but not too warm for us here.” + +“No,” he said, still looking across the water, “it is pleasant enough +here . . . . just now.” + +“It is good,” he continued after a pause, “to find anything so restful +as this in London. After one has been fretting about business all day, +about getting on, meeting obligations, and parrying dangers, I do not +know what one would do if it were not for such pacific corners.” He +spoke with long pauses between the sentences. “You must know a little +of the irksome labour of the world, or you would not be here. But I +doubt if you can be so brain-weary and footsore as I am . . . . Bah! +Sometimes I doubt if the game is worth the candle. I feel inclined to +throw the whole thing over—name, wealth and position—and take to some +modest trade. But I know if I abandoned my ambition—hardly as she uses +me—I should have nothing but remorse left for the rest of my days.” + +He became silent. I looked at him in astonishment. If ever I saw a man +hopelessly hard-up it was the man in front of me. He was ragged and he +was dirty, unshaven and unkempt; he looked as though he had been left +in a dust-bin for a week. And he was talking to _me_ of the irksome +worries of a large business. I almost laughed outright. Either he was +mad or playing a sorry jest on his own poverty. + +“If high aims and high positions,” said I, “have their drawbacks of +hard work and anxiety, they have their compensations. Influence, the +power of doing good, of assisting those weaker and poorer than +ourselves; and there is even a certain gratification in display . . . . +. ” + +My banter under the circumstances was in very vile taste. I spoke on +the spur of the contrast of his appearance and speech. I was sorry even +while I was speaking. + +He turned a haggard but very composed face upon me. Said he: “I forgot +myself. Of course you would not understand.” + +He measured me for a moment. “No doubt it is very absurd. You will not +believe me even when I tell you, so that it is fairly safe to tell you. +And it will be a comfort to tell someone. I really have a big business +in hand, a very big business. But there are troubles just now. The fact +is . . . . I make diamonds.” + +“I suppose,” said I, “you are out of work just at present?” + +“I am sick of being disbelieved,” he said impatiently, and suddenly +unbuttoning his wretched coat he pulled out a little canvas bag that +was hanging by a cord round his neck. From this he produced a brown +pebble. “I wonder if you know enough to know what that is?” He handed +it to me. + +Now, a year or so ago, I had occupied my leisure in taking a London +science degree, so that I have a smattering of physics and mineralogy. +The thing was not unlike an uncut diamond of the darker sort, though +far too large, being almost as big as the top of my thumb. I took it, +and saw it had the form of a regular octahedron, with the curved faces +peculiar to the most precious of minerals. I took out my penknife and +tried to scratch it—vainly. Leaning forward towards the gas-lamp, I +tried the thing on my watch-glass, and scored a white line across that +with the greatest ease. + +I looked at my interlocutor with rising curiosity. “It certainly is +rather like a diamond. But, if so, it is a Behemoth of diamonds. Where +did you get it?” + +“I tell you I made it,” he said. “Give it back to me.” + +He replaced it hastily and buttoned his jacket. “I will sell it you for +one hundred pounds,” he suddenly whispered eagerly. With that my +suspicions returned. The thing might, after all, be merely a lump of +that almost equally hard substance, corundum, with an accidental +resemblance in shape to the diamond. Or if it was a diamond, how came +he by it, and why should he offer it at a hundred pounds? + +We looked into one another’s eyes. He seemed eager, but honestly eager. +At that moment I believed it was a diamond he was trying to sell. Yet I +am a poor man, a hundred pounds would leave a visible gap in my +fortunes and no sane man would buy a diamond by gaslight from a ragged +tramp on his personal warranty only. Still, a diamond that size +conjured up a vision of many thousands of pounds. Then, thought I, such +a stone could scarcely exist without being mentioned in every book on +gems, and again I called to mind the stories of contraband and +light-fingered Kaffirs at the Cape. I put the question of purchase on +one side. + +“How did you get it?” said I. + +“I made it.” + +I had heard something of Moissan, but I knew his artificial diamonds +were very small. I shook my head. + +“You seem to know something of this kind of thing. I will tell you a +little about myself. Perhaps then you may think better of the +purchase.” He turned round with his back to the river, and put his +hands in his pockets. He sighed. “I know you will not believe me.” + +“Diamonds,” he began—and as he spoke his voice lost its faint flavour +of the tramp and assumed something of the easy tone of an educated +man—“are to be made by throwing carbon out of combination in a suitable +flux and under a suitable pressure; the carbon crystallises out, not as +black-lead or charcoal-powder, but as small diamonds. So much has been +known to chemists for years, but no one yet had hit upon exactly the +right flux in which to melt up the carbon, or exactly the right +pressure for the best results. Consequently the diamonds made by +chemists are small and dark, and worthless as jewels. Now I, you know, +have given up my life to this problem—given my life to it. + +“I began to work at the conditions of diamond making when I was +seventeen, and now I am thirty-two. It seemed to me that it might take +all the thought and energies of a man for ten years, or twenty years, +but, even if it did, the game was still worth the candle. Suppose one +to have at last just hit the right trick before the secret got out and +diamonds became as common as coal, one might realize millions. +Millions!” + +He paused and looked for my sympathy. His eyes shone hungrily. “To +think,” said he, “that I am on the verge of it all, and here! + +“I had,” he proceeded, “about a thousand pounds when I was twenty-one, +and this, I thought, eked out by a little teaching, would keep my +researches going. A year or two was spent in study, at Berlin chiefly, +and then I continued on my own account. The trouble was the secrecy. +You see, if once I had let out what I was doing, other men might have +been spurred on by my belief in the practicability of the idea; and I +do not pretend to be such a genius as to have been sure of coming in +first, in the case of a race for the discovery. And you see it was +important that if I really meant to make a pile, people should not know +it was an artificial process and capable of turning out diamonds by the +ton. So I had to work all alone. At first I had a little laboratory, +but as my resources began to run out I had to conduct my experiments in +a wretched unfurnished room in Kentish Town, where I slept at last on a +straw mattress on the floor among all my apparatus. The money simply +flowed away. I grudged myself everything except scientific appliances. +I tried to keep things going by a little teaching, but I am not a very +good teacher, and I have no university degree, nor very much education +except in chemistry, and I found I had to give a lot of time and labour +for precious little money. But I got nearer and nearer the thing. Three +years ago I settled the problem of the composition of the flux, and got +near the pressure by putting this flux of mine and a certain carbon +composition into a closed-up gun-barrel, filling up with water, sealing +tightly, and heating.” + +He paused. + +“Rather risky,” said I. + +“Yes. It burst, and smashed all my windows and a lot of my apparatus; +but I got a kind of diamond powder nevertheless. Following out the +problem of getting a big pressure upon the molten mixture from which +the things were to crystallise, I hit upon some researches of Daubree’s +at the Paris _Laboratorie des Poudres et Salpetres_. He exploded +dynamite in a tightly screwed steel cylinder, too strong to burst, and +I found he could crush rocks into a muck not unlike the South African +bed in which diamonds are found. It was a tremendous strain on my +resources, but I got a steel cylinder made for my purpose after his +pattern. I put in all my stuff and my explosives, built up a fire in my +furnace, put the whole concern in, and—went out for a walk.” + +I could not help laughing at his matter-of-fact manner. “Did you not +think it would blow up the house? Were there other people in the +place?” + +“It was in the interest of science,” he said, ultimately. “There was a +costermonger family on the floor below, a begging-letter writer in the +room behind mine, and two flower-women were upstairs. Perhaps it was a +bit thoughtless. But possibly some of them were out. + +“When I came back the thing was just where I left it, among the +white-hot coals. The explosive hadn’t burst the case. And then I had a +problem to face. You know time is an important element in +crystallisation. If you hurry the process the crystals are small—it is +only by prolonged standing that they grow to any size. I resolved to +let this apparatus cool for two years, letting the temperature go down +slowly during the time. And I was now quite out of money; and with a +big fire and the rent of my room, as well as my hunger to satisfy, I +had scarcely a penny in the world. + +“I can hardly tell you all the shifts I was put to while I was making +the diamonds. I have sold newspapers, held horses, opened cab-doors. +For many weeks I addressed envelopes. I had a place as assistant to a +man who owned a barrow, and used to call down one side of the road +while he called down the other. + +“Once for a week I had absolutely nothing to do, and I begged. What a +week that was! One day the fire was going out and I had eaten nothing +all day, and a little chap taking his girl out, gave me sixpence—to +show off. Thank heaven for vanity! How the fish-shops smelt! But I went +and spent it all on coals, and had the furnace bright red again, and +then—Well, hunger makes a fool of a man. + +“At last, three weeks ago, I let the fire out. I took my cylinder and +unscrewed it while it was still so hot that it punished my hands, and I +scraped out the crumbling lava-like mass with a chisel, and hammered it +into a powder upon an iron plate. And I found three big diamonds and +five small ones. As I sat on the floor hammering, my door opened, and +my neighbour, the begging-letter writer came in. He was drunk—as he +usually is. ‘Nerchist,’ said he. ‘You’re drunk,’ said I. ‘’Structive +scoundrel,’ said he. ‘Go to your father,’ said I, meaning the Father of +Lies. ‘Never you mind,’ said he, and gave me a cunning wink, and +hiccuped, and leaning up against the door, with his other eye against +the door-post, began to babble of how he had been prying in my room, +and how he had gone to the police that morning, and how they had taken +down everything he had to say—‘’siffiwas a ge’m,’ said he. Then I +suddenly realised I was in a hole. Either I should have to tell these +police my little secret, and get the whole thing blown upon, or be +lagged as an Anarchist. So I went up to my neighbour and took him by +the collar, and rolled him about a bit, and then I gathered up my +diamonds and cleared out. The evening newspapers called my den the +Kentish Town Bomb Factory. And now I cannot part with the things for +love or money. + +“If I go in to respectable jewellers they ask me to wait, and go and +whisper to a clerk to fetch a policeman, and then I say I cannot wait. +And I found out a receiver of stolen goods, and he simply stuck to the +one I gave him and told me to prosecute if I wanted it back. I am going +about now with several hundred thousand pounds-worth of diamonds round +my neck, and without either food or shelter. You are the first person I +have taken into my confidence. But I like your face and I am +hard-driven.” + +He looked into my eyes. + +“It would be madness,” said I, “for me to buy a diamond under the +circumstances. Besides, I do not carry hundreds of pounds about in my +pocket. Yet I more than half believe your story. I will, if you like, +do this: come to my office to-morrow . . . .” + +“You think I am a thief!” said he keenly. “You will tell the police. I +am not coming into a trap.” + +“Somehow I am assured you are no thief. Here is my card. Take that, +anyhow. You need not come to any appointment. Come when you will.” + +He took the card, and an earnest of my good-will. + +“Think better of it and come,” said I. + +He shook his head doubtfully. “I will pay back your half-crown with +interest some day—such interest as will amaze you,” said he. “Anyhow, +you will keep the secret? . . . . Don’t follow me.” + +He crossed the road and went into the darkness towards the little steps +under the archway leading into Essex Street, and I let him go. And that +was the last I ever saw of him. + +Afterwards I had two letters from him asking me to send bank-notes—not +cheques—to certain addresses. I weighed the matter over and took what I +conceived to be the wisest course. Once he called upon me when I was +out. My urchin described him as a very thin, dirty, and ragged man, +with a dreadful cough. He left no message. That was the finish of him +so far as my story goes. I wonder sometimes what has become of him. Was +he an ingenious monomaniac, or a fraudulent dealer in pebbles, or has +he really made diamonds as he asserted? The latter is just sufficiently +credible to make me think at times that I have missed the most +brilliant opportunity of my life. He may of course be dead, and his +diamonds carelessly thrown aside—one, I repeat, was almost as big as my +thumb. Or he may be still wandering about trying to sell the things. It +is just possible he may yet emerge upon society, and, passing athwart +my heavens in the serene altitude sacred to the wealthy and the +well-advertised, reproach me silently for my want of enterprise. I +sometimes think I might at least have risked five pounds. + + + + +THE LORD OF THE DYNAMOS + + +The chief attendant of the three dynamos that buzzed and rattled at +Camberwell, and kept the electric railway going, came out of Yorkshire, +and his name was James Holroyd. He was a practical electrician, but +fond of whisky, a heavy red-haired brute with irregular teeth. He +doubted the existence of the deity, but accepted Carnot’s cycle, and he +had read Shakespeare and found him weak in chemistry. His helper came +out of the mysterious East, and his name was Azuma-zi. But Holroyd +called him Pooh-bah. Holroyd liked a nigger because he would stand +kicking—a habit with Holroyd—and did not pry into the machinery and try +to learn the ways of it. Certain odd possibilities of the negro mind +brought into abrupt contact with the crown of our civilisation Holroyd +never fully realised, though just at the end he got some inkling of +them. + +To define Azuma-zi was beyond ethnology. He was, perhaps, more negroid +than anything else, though his hair was curly rather than frizzy, and +his nose had a bridge. Moreover, his skin was brown rather than black, +and the whites of his eyes were yellow. His broad cheekbones and narrow +chin gave his face something of the viperine V. His head, too, was +broad behind, and low and narrow at the forehead, as if his brain had +been twisted round in the reverse way to a European’s. He was short of +stature and still shorter of English. In conversation he made numerous +odd noises of no known marketable value, and his infrequent words were +carved and wrought into heraldic grotesqueness. Holroyd tried to +elucidate his religious beliefs, and—especially after whisky—lectured +to him against superstition and missionaries. Azuma-zi, however, +shirked the discussion of his gods, even though he was kicked for it. + +Azuma-zi had come, clad in white but insufficient raiment, out of the +stokehole of the _Lord Clive_, from the Straits Settlements, and +beyond, into London. He had heard even in his youth of the greatness +and riches of London, where all the women are white and fair, and even +the beggars in the streets are white, and he arrived, with newly earned +gold coins in his pocket, to worship at the shrine of civilisation. The +day of his landing was a dismal one; the sky was dun, and a +wind-worried drizzle filtered down to the greasy streets, but he +plunged boldly into the delights of Shadwell, and was presently cast +up, shattered in health, civilised in costume, penniless and, except in +matters of the direst necessity, practically a dumb animal, to toil for +James Holroyd and to be bullied by him in the dynamo shed at +Camberwell. And to James Holroyd bullying was a labour of love. + +There were three dynamos with their engines at Camberwell. The two that +had been there since the beginning were small machines; the larger one +was new. The smaller machines made a reasonable noise; their straps +hummed over the drums, every now and then the brushes buzzed and +fizzled, and the air churned steadily, whoo! whoo! whoo! between their +poles. One was loose in its foundations and kept the shed vibrating. +But the big dynamo drowned these little noises altogether with the +sustained drone of its iron core, which somehow set part of the +ironwork humming. The place made the visitor’s head reel with the +throb, throb, throb of the engines, the rotation of the big wheels, the +spinning ball-valves, the occasional spittings of the steam, and over +all the deep, unceasing, surging note of the big dynamo. This last +noise was from an engineering point of view a defect, but Azuma-zi +accounted it unto the monster for mightiness and pride. + +If it were possible we would have the noises of that shed always about +the reader as he reads, we would tell all our story to such an +accompaniment. It was a steady stream of din, from which the ear picked +out first one thread and then another; there was the intermittent +snorting, panting, and seething of the steam engines, the suck and thud +of their pistons, the dull beat on the air as the spokes of the great +driving-wheels came round, a note the leather straps made as they ran +tighter and looser, and a fretful tumult from the dynamos; and over +all, sometimes inaudible, as the ear tired of it, and then creeping +back upon the senses again, was this trombone note of the big machine. +The floor never felt steady and quiet beneath one’s feet, but quivered +and jarred. It was a confusing, unsteady place, and enough to send +anyone’s thoughts jerking into odd zigzags. And for three months, while +the big strike of the engineers was in progress, Holroyd, who was a +blackleg, and Azuma-zi, who was a mere black, were never out of the +stir and eddy of it, but slept and fed in the little wooden shanty +between the shed and the gates. + +Holroyd delivered a theological lecture on the text of his big machine +soon after Azuma-zi came. He had to shout to be heard in the din. “Look +at that,” said Holroyd; “where’s your ‘eathen idol to match ‘im?” And +Azuma-zi looked. For a moment Holroyd was inaudible, and then Azuma-zi +heard: “Kill a hundred men. Twelve per cent. on the ordinary shares,” +said Holroyd, “and that’s something like a Gord!” + +Holroyd was proud of his big dynamo, and expatiated upon its size and +power to Azuma-zi until heaven knows what odd currents of thought that +and the incessant whirling and shindy set up within the curly black +cranium. He would explain in the most graphic manner the dozen or so +ways in which a man might be killed by it, and once he gave Azuma-zi a +shock as a sample of its quality. After that, in the breathing-times of +his labour—it was heavy labour, being not only his own, but most of +Holroyd’s—Azuma-zi would sit and watch the big machine. Now and then +the brushes would sparkle and spit blue flashes, at which Holroyd would +swear, but all the rest was as smooth and rhythmic as breathing. The +band ran shouting over the shaft, and ever behind one as one watched +was the complacent thud of the piston. So it lived all day in this big +airy shed, with him and Holroyd to wait upon it; not prisoned up and +slaving to drive a ship as the other engines he knew—mere captive +devils of the British Solomon—had been, but a machine enthroned. Those +two smaller dynamos, Azuma-zi by force of contrast despised; the large +one he privately christened the Lord of the Dynamos. They were fretful +and irregular, but the big dynamo was steady. How great it was! How +serene and easy in its working! Greater and calmer even than the +Buddhas he had seen at Rangoon, and yet not motionless, but living! The +great black coils spun, spun, spun, the rings ran round under the +brushes, and the deep note of its coil steadied the whole. It affected +Azuma-zi queerly. + +Azuma-zi was not fond of labour. He would sit about and watch the Lord +of the Dynamos while Holroyd went away to persuade the yard porter to +get whisky, although his proper place was not in the dynamo shed but +behind the engines, and, moreover, if Holroyd caught him skulking he +got hit for it with a rod of stout copper wire. He would go and stand +close to the colossus and look up at the great leather band running +overhead. There was a black patch on the band that came round, and it +pleased him somehow among all the clatter to watch this return again +and again. Odd thoughts spun with the whirl of it. Scientific people +tell us that savages give souls to rocks and trees—and a machine is a +thousand times more alive than a rock or a tree. And Azuma-zi was +practically a savage still; the veneer of civilisation lay no deeper +than his slop suit, his bruises, and the coal grime on his face and +hands. His father before him had worshipped a meteoric stone, kindred +blood it may be had splashed the broad wheels of Juggernaut. + +He took every opportunity Holroyd gave him of touching and handling the +great dynamo that was fascinating him. He polished and cleaned it until +the metal parts were blinding in the sun. He felt a mysterious sense of +service in doing this. He would go up to it and touch its spinning +coils gently. The gods he had worshipped were all far away. The people +in London hid their gods. + +At last his dim feelings grew more distinct, and took shape in thoughts +and at last in acts. When he came into the roaring shed one morning he +salaamed to the Lord of the Dynamos, and then when Holroyd was away, he +went and whispered to the thundering machine that he was its servant, +and prayed it to have pity on him and save him from Holroyd. As he did +so a rare gleam of light came in through the open archway of the +throbbing machine-shed, and the Lord of the Dynamos, as he whirled and +roared, was radiant with pale gold. Then Azuma-zi knew that his service +was acceptable to his Lord. After that he did not feel so lonely as he +had done, and he had indeed been very much alone in London. And even +when his work time was over, which was rare, he loitered about the +shed. + +Then, the next time Holroyd maltreated him, Azuma-zi went presently to +the Lord of the Dynamos and whispered, “Thou seest, O my Lord!” and the +angry whir of the machinery seemed to answer him. Thereafter it +appeared to him that whenever Holroyd came into the shed a different +note came into the sounds of the dynamo. “My Lord bides his time,” said +Azuma-zi to himself. “The iniquity of the fool is not yet ripe.” And he +waited and watched for the day of reckoning. One day there was evidence +of short circuiting, and Holroyd, making an unwary examination—it was +in the afternoon—got a rather severe shock. Azuma-zi from behind the +engine saw him jump off and curse at the peccant coil. + +“He is warned,” said Azuma-zi to himself. “Surely my Lord is very +patient.” + +Holroyd had at first initiated his “nigger” into such elementary +conceptions of the dynamo’s working as would enable him to take +temporary charge of the shed in his absence. But when he noticed the +manner in which Azuma-zi hung about the monster he became suspicious. +He dimly perceived his assistant was “up to something,” and connecting +him with the anointing of the coils with oil that had rotted the +varnish in one place, he issued an edict, shouted above the confusion +of the machinery, “Don’t ‘ee go nigh that big dynamo any more, +Pooh-bah, or a’ll take thy skin off!” Besides, if it pleased Azuma-zi +to be near the big machine, it was plain sense and decency to keep him +away from it. + +Azuma-zi obeyed at the time, but later he was caught bowing before the +Lord of the Dynamos. At which Holroyd twisted his arm and kicked him as +he turned to go away. As Azuma-zi presently stood behind the engine and +glared at the back of the hated Holroyd, the noises of the machinery +took a new rhythm, and sounded like four words in his native tongue. + +It is hard to say exactly what madness is. I fancy Azuma-zi was mad. +The incessant din and whirl of the dynamo shed may have churned up his +little store of knowledge and his big store of superstitious fancy, at +last, into something akin to frenzy. At any rate, when the idea of +making Holroyd a sacrifice to the Dynamo Fetich was thus suggested to +him, it filled him with a strange tumult of exultant emotion. + +That night the two men and their black shadows were alone in the shed +together. The shed was lit with one big arc light that winked and +flickered purple. The shadows lay black behind the dynamos, the ball +governors of the engines whirled from light to darkness, and their +pistons beat loud and steady. The world outside seen through the open +end of the shed seemed incredibly dim and remote. It seemed absolutely +silent, too, since the riot of the machinery drowned every external +sound. Far away was the black fence of the yard with grey shadowy +houses behind, and above was the deep blue sky and the pale little +stars. Azuma-zi suddenly walked across the centre of the shed above +which the leather bands were running, and went into the shadow by the +big dynamo. Holroyd heard a click, and the spin of the armature +changed. + +“What are you dewin’ with that switch?” he bawled in surprise. “Han’t I +told you—” + +Then he saw the set expression of Azuma-zi’s eyes as the Asiatic came +out of the shadow towards him. + +In another moment the two men were grappling fiercely in front of the +great dynamo. + +“You coffee-headed fool!” gasped Holroyd, with a brown hand at his +throat. “Keep off those contact rings.” In another moment he was +tripped and reeling back upon the Lord of the Dynamos. He instinctively +loosened his grip upon his antagonist to save himself from the machine. + +The messenger, sent in furious haste from the station to find out what +had happened in the dynamo shed, met Azuma-zi at the porter’s lodge by +the gate. Azuma-zi tried to explain something, but the messenger could +make nothing of the black’s incoherent English, and hurried on to the +shed. The machines were all noisily at work, and nothing seemed to be +disarranged. There was, however, a queer smell of singed hair. Then he +saw an odd-looking crumpled mass clinging to the front of the big +dynamo, and, approaching, recognised the distorted remains of Holroyd. + +The man stared and hesitated a moment. Then he saw the face, and shut +his eyes convulsively. He turned on his heel before he opened them, so +that he should not see Holroyd again, and went out of the shed to get +advice and help. + +When Azuma-zi saw Holroyd die in the grip of the Great Dynamo he had +been a little scared about the consequences of his act. Yet he felt +strangely elated, and knew that the favour of the Lord Dynamo was upon +him. His plan was already settled when he met the man coming from the +station, and the scientific manager who speedily arrived on the scene +jumped at the obvious conclusion of suicide. This expert scarcely +noticed Azuma-zi, except to ask a few questions. Did he see Holroyd +kill himself? Azuma-zi explained that he had been out of sight at the +engine furnace until he heard a difference in the noise from the +dynamo. It was not a difficult examination, being untinctured by +suspicion. + +The distorted remains of Holroyd, which the electrician removed from +the machine, were hastily covered by the porter with a coffee-stained +tablecloth. Somebody, by a happy inspiration, fetched a medical man. +The expert was chiefly anxious to get the machine at work again, for +seven or eight trains had stopped midway in the stuffy tunnels of the +electric railway. Azuma-zi, answering or misunderstanding the questions +of the people who had by authority or impudence come into the shed, was +presently sent back to the stoke-hole by the scientific manager. Of +course a crowd collected outside the gates of the yard—a crowd, for no +known reason, always hovers for a day or two near the scene of a sudden +death in London; two or three reporters percolated somehow into the +engine-shed, and one even got to Azuma-zi; but the scientific expert +cleared them out again, being himself an amateur journalist. + +Presently the body was carried away, and public interest departed with +it. Azuma-zi remained very quietly at his furnace, seeing over and over +again in the coals a figure that wriggled violently and became still. +An hour after the murder, to anyone coming into the shed it would have +looked exactly as if nothing had ever happened there. Peeping presently +from his engine-room the black saw the Lord Dynamo spin and whirl +beside his little brothers, and the driving wheels were beating round, +and the steam in the pistons went thud, thud, exactly as it had been +earlier in the evening. After all, from the mechanical point of view, +it had been a most insignificant incident—the mere temporary deflection +of a current. But now the slender form and slender shadow of the +scientific manager replaced the sturdy outline of Holroyd travelling up +and down the lane of light upon the vibrating floor under the straps +between the engines and the dynamos. + +“Have I not served my Lord?” said Azuma-zi inaudibly, from his shadow, +and the note of the great dynamo rang out full and clear. As he looked +at the big whirling mechanism the strange fascination of it that had +been a little in abeyance since Holroyd’s death, resumed its sway. + +Never had Azuma-zi seen a man killed so swiftly and pitilessly. The big +humming machine had slain its victim without wavering for a second from +its steady beating. It was indeed a mighty god. + +The unconscious scientific manager stood with his back to him, +scribbling on a piece of paper. His shadow lay at the foot of the +monster. + +“Was the Lord Dynamo still hungry? His servant was ready.” + +Azuma-zi made a stealthy step forward; then stopped. The scientific +manager suddenly stopped writing, and walked down the shed to the +endmost of the dynamos, and began to examine the brushes. + +Azuma-zi hesitated, and then slipped across noiselessly into shadow by +the switch. There he waited. Presently the manager’s footsteps could be +heard returning. He stopped in his old position, unconscious of the +stoker crouching ten feet away from him. Then the big dynamo suddenly +fizzled, and in another moment Azuma-zi had sprung out of the darkness +upon him. + +First, the scientific manager was gripped round the body and swung +towards the big dynamo, then, kicking with his knee and forcing his +antagonist’s head down with his hands, he loosened the grip on his +waist and swung round away from the machine. Then the black grasped him +again, putting a curly head against his chest, and they swayed and +panted as it seemed for an age or so. Then the scientific manager was +impelled to catch a black ear in his teeth and bite furiously. The +black yelled hideously. + +They rolled over on the floor, and the black, who had apparently +slipped from the vice of the teeth or parted with some ear—the +scientific manager wondered which at the time—tried to throttle him. +The scientific manager was making some ineffectual attempts to claw +something with his hands and to kick, when the welcome sound of quick +footsteps sounded on the floor. The next moment Azuma-zi had left him +and darted towards the big dynamo. There was a splutter amid the roar. + +The officer of the company who had entered, stood staring as Azuma-zi +caught the naked terminals in his hands, gave one horrible convulsion, +and then hung motionless from the machine, his face violently +distorted. + +“I’m jolly glad you came in when you did,” said the scientific manager, +still sitting on the floor. + +He looked at the still quivering figure. + +“It’s not a nice death to die, apparently—but it is quick.” + +The official was still staring at the body. He was a man of slow +apprehension. + +There was a pause. + +The scientific manager got up on his feet rather awkwardly. He ran his +fingers along his collar thoughtfully, and moved his head to and fro +several times. + +“Poor Holroyd! I see now.” Then almost mechanically he went towards the +switch in the shadow and turned the current into the railway circuit +again. As he did so the singed body loosened its grip upon the machine +and fell forward on its face. The core of the dynamo roared out loud +and clear, and the armature beat the air. + +So ended prematurely the Worship of the Dynamo Deity, perhaps the most +short-lived of all religions. Yet withal it could at least boast a +Martyrdom and a Human Sacrifice. + + + + +THE COUNTRY OF THE BLIND + + +Three hundred miles and more from Chimborazo, one hundred from the +snows of Cotopaxi, in the wildest wastes of Ecuador’s Andes, there lies +that mysterious mountain valley, cut off from all the world of men, the +Country of the Blind. Long years ago that valley lay so far open to the +world that men might come at last through frightful gorges and over an +icy pass into its equable meadows, and thither indeed men came, a +family or so of Peruvian half-breeds fleeing from the lust and tyranny +of an evil Spanish ruler. Then came the stupendous outbreak of +Mindobamba, when it was night in Quito for seventeen days, and the +water was boiling at Yaguachi and all the fish floating dying even as +far as Guayaquil; everywhere along the Pacific slopes there were +land-slips and swift thawings and sudden floods, and one whole side of +the old Arauca crest slipped and came down in thunder, and cut off the +Country of the Blind for ever from the exploring feet of men. But one +of these early settlers had chanced to be on the hither side of the +gorges when the world had so terribly shaken itself, and he perforce +had to forget his wife and his child and all the friends and +possessions he had left up there, and start life over again in the +lower world. He started it again but ill, blindness overtook him, and +he died of punishment in the mines; but the story he told begot a +legend that lingers along the length of the Cordilleras of the Andes to +this day. + +He told of his reason for venturing back from that fastness, into which +he had first been carried lashed to a llama, beside a vast bale of +gear, when he was a child. The valley, he said, had in it all that the +heart of man could desire—sweet water, pasture, an even climate, slopes +of rich brown soil with tangles of a shrub that bore an excellent +fruit, and on one side great hanging forests of pine that held the +avalanches high. Far overhead, on three sides, vast cliffs of +grey-green rock were capped by cliffs of ice; but the glacier stream +came not to them, but flowed away by the farther slopes, and only now +and then huge ice masses fell on the valley side. In this valley it +neither rained nor snowed, but the abundant springs gave a rich green +pasture, that irrigation would spread over all the valley space. The +settlers did well indeed there. Their beasts did well and multiplied, +and but one thing marred their happiness. Yet it was enough to mar it +greatly. A strange disease had come upon them and had made all the +children born to them there—and, indeed, several older children +also—blind. It was to seek some charm or antidote against this plague +of blindness that he had with fatigue and danger and difficulty +returned down the gorge. In those days, in such cases, men did not +think of germs and infections, but of sins, and it seemed to him that +the reason of this affliction must lie in the negligence of these +priestless immigrants to set up a shrine so soon as they entered the +valley. He wanted a shrine—a handsome, cheap, effectual shrine—to be +erected in the valley; he wanted relics and such-like potent things of +faith, blessed objects and mysterious medals and prayers. In his wallet +he had a bar of native silver for which he would not account; he +insisted there was none in the valley with something of the insistence +of an inexpert liar. They had all clubbed their money and ornaments +together, having little need for such treasure up there, he said, to +buy them holy help against their ill. I figure this dim-eyed young +mountaineer, sunburnt, gaunt, and anxious, hat brim clutched +feverishly, a man all unused to the ways of the lower world, telling +this story to some keen-eyed, attentive priest before the great +convulsion; I can picture him presently seeking to return with pious +and infallible remedies against that trouble, and the infinite dismay +with which he must have faced the tumbled vastness where the gorge had +once come out. But the rest of his story of mischances is lost to me, +save that I know of his evil death after several years. Poor stray from +that remoteness! The stream that had once made the gorge now bursts +from the mouth of a rocky cave, and the legend his poor, ill-told story +set going developed into the legend of a race of blind men somewhere +“over there” one may still hear to-day. + +And amidst the little population of that now isolated and forgotten +valley the disease ran its course. The old became groping, the young +saw but dimly, and the children that were born to them never saw at +all. But life was very easy in that snow-rimmed basin, lost to all the +world, with neither thorns nor briers, with no evil insects nor any +beasts save the gentle breed of llamas they had lugged and thrust and +followed up the beds of the shrunken rivers in the gorges up which they +had come. The seeing had become purblind so gradually that they +scarcely noticed their loss. They guided the sightless youngsters +hither and thither until they knew the whole valley marvellously, and +when at last sight died out among them the race lived on. They had even +time to adapt themselves to the blind control of fire, which they made +carefully in stoves of stone. They were a simple strain of people at +the first, unlettered, only slightly touched with the Spanish +civilisation, but with something of a tradition of the arts of old Peru +and of its lost philosophy. Generation followed generation. They forgot +many things; they devised many things. Their tradition of the greater +world they came from became mythical in colour and uncertain. In all +things save sight they were strong and able, and presently chance sent +one who had an original mind and who could talk and persuade among +them, and then afterwards another. These two passed, leaving their +effects, and the little community grew in numbers and in understanding, +and met and settled social and economic problems that arose. Generation +followed generation. Generation followed generation. There came a time +when a child was born who was fifteen generations from that ancestor +who went out of the valley with a bar of silver to seek God’s aid, and +who never returned. Thereabout it chanced that a man came into this +community from the outer world. And this is the story of that man. + +He was a mountaineer from the country near Quito, a man who had been +down to the sea and had seen the world, a reader of books in an +original way, an acute and enterprising man, and he was taken on by a +party of Englishmen who had come out to Ecuador to climb mountains, to +replace one of their three Swiss guides who had fallen ill. He climbed +here and he climbed there, and then came the attempt on Parascotopetl, +the Matterhorn of the Andes, in which he was lost to the outer world. +The story of that accident has been written a dozen times. Pointer’s +narrative is the best. He tells how the little party worked their +difficult and almost vertical way up to the very foot of the last and +greatest precipice, and how they built a night shelter amidst the snow +upon a little shelf of rock, and, with a touch of real dramatic power, +how presently they found Nunez had gone from them. They shouted, and +there was no reply; shouted and whistled, and for the rest of that +night they slept no more. + +As the morning broke they saw the traces of his fall. It seems +impossible he could have uttered a sound. He had slipped eastward +towards the unknown side of the mountain; far below he had struck a +steep slope of snow, and ploughed his way down it in the midst of a +snow avalanche. His track went straight to the edge of a frightful +precipice, and beyond that everything was hidden. Far, far below, and +hazy with distance, they could see trees rising out of a narrow, +shut-in valley—the lost Country of the Blind. But they did not know it +was the lost Country of the Blind, nor distinguish it in any way from +any other narrow streak of upland valley. Unnerved by this disaster, +they abandoned their attempt in the afternoon, and Pointer was called +away to the war before he could make another attack. To this day +Parascotopetl lifts an unconquered crest, and Pointer’s shelter +crumbles unvisited amidst the snows. + +And the man who fell survived. + +At the end of the slope he fell a thousand feet, and came down in the +midst of a cloud of snow upon a snow-slope even steeper than the one +above. Down this he was whirled, stunned and insensible, but without a +bone broken in his body; and then at last came to gentler slopes, and +at last rolled out and lay still, buried amidst a softening heap of the +white masses that had accompanied and saved him. He came to himself +with a dim fancy that he was ill in bed; then realized his position +with a mountaineer’s intelligence and worked himself loose and, after a +rest or so, out until he saw the stars. He rested flat upon his chest +for a space, wondering where he was and what had happened to him. He +explored his limbs, and discovered that several of his buttons were +gone and his coat turned over his head. His knife had gone from his +pocket and his hat was lost, though he had tied it under his chin. He +recalled that he had been looking for loose stones to raise his piece +of the shelter wall. His ice-axe had disappeared. + +He decided he must have fallen, and looked up to see, exaggerated by +the ghastly light of the rising moon, the tremendous flight he had +taken. For a while he lay, gazing blankly at the vast, pale cliff +towering above, rising moment by moment out of a subsiding tide of +darkness. Its phantasmal, mysterious beauty held him for a space, and +then he was seized with a paroxysm of sobbing laughter . . . . + +After a great interval of time he became aware that he was near the +lower edge of the snow. Below, down what was now a moon-lit and +practicable slope, he saw the dark and broken appearance of rock-strewn +turf. He struggled to his feet, aching in every joint and limb, got +down painfully from the heaped loose snow about him, went downward +until he was on the turf, and there dropped rather than lay beside a +boulder, drank deep from the flask in his inner pocket, and instantly +fell asleep . . . . + +He was awakened by the singing of birds in the trees far below. + +He sat up and perceived he was on a little alp at the foot of a vast +precipice that sloped only a little in the gully down which he and his +snow had come. Over against him another wall of rock reared itself +against the sky. The gorge between these precipices ran east and west +and was full of the morning sunlight, which lit to the westward the +mass of fallen mountain that closed the descending gorge. Below him it +seemed there was a precipice equally steep, but behind the snow in the +gully he found a sort of chimney-cleft dripping with snow-water, down +which a desperate man might venture. He found it easier than it seemed, +and came at last to another desolate alp, and then after a rock climb +of no particular difficulty, to a steep slope of trees. He took his +bearings and turned his face up the gorge, for he saw it opened out +above upon green meadows, among which he now glimpsed quite distinctly +a cluster of stone huts of unfamiliar fashion. At times his progress +was like clambering along the face of a wall, and after a time the +rising sun ceased to strike along the gorge, the voices of the singing +birds died away, and the air grew cold and dark about him. But the +distant valley with its houses was all the brighter for that. He came +presently to talus, and among the rocks he noted—for he was an +observant man—an unfamiliar fern that seemed to clutch out of the +crevices with intense green hands. He picked a frond or so and gnawed +its stalk, and found it helpful. + +About midday he came at last out of the throat of the gorge into the +plain and the sunlight. He was stiff and weary; he sat down in the +shadow of a rock, filled up his flask with water from a spring and +drank it down, and remained for a time, resting before he went on to +the houses. + +They were very strange to his eyes, and indeed the whole aspect of that +valley became, as he regarded it, queerer and more unfamiliar. The +greater part of its surface was lush green meadow, starred with many +beautiful flowers, irrigated with extraordinary care, and bearing +evidence of systematic cropping piece by piece. High up and ringing the +valley about was a wall, and what appeared to be a circumferential +water channel, from which the little trickles of water that fed the +meadow plants came, and on the higher slopes above this flocks of +llamas cropped the scanty herbage. Sheds, apparently shelters or +feeding-places for the llamas, stood against the boundary wall here and +there. The irrigation streams ran together into a main channel down the +centre of the valley, and this was enclosed on either side by a wall +breast high. This gave a singularly urban quality to this secluded +place, a quality that was greatly enhanced by the fact that a number of +paths paved with black and white stones, and each with a curious little +kerb at the side, ran hither and thither in an orderly manner. The +houses of the central village were quite unlike the casual and +higgledy-piggledy agglomeration of the mountain villages he knew; they +stood in a continuous row on either side of a central street of +astonishing cleanness, here and there their parti-coloured facade was +pierced by a door, and not a solitary window broke their even frontage. +They were parti-coloured with extraordinary irregularity, smeared with +a sort of plaster that was sometimes grey, sometimes drab, sometimes +slate-coloured or dark brown; and it was the sight of this wild +plastering first brought the word “blind” into the thoughts of the +explorer. “The good man who did that,” he thought, “must have been as +blind as a bat.” + +He descended a steep place, and so came to the wall and channel that +ran about the valley, near where the latter spouted out its surplus +contents into the deeps of the gorge in a thin and wavering thread of +cascade. He could now see a number of men and women resting on piled +heaps of grass, as if taking a siesta, in the remoter part of the +meadow, and nearer the village a number of recumbent children, and then +nearer at hand three men carrying pails on yokes along a little path +that ran from the encircling wall towards the houses. These latter were +clad in garments of llama cloth and boots and belts of leather, and +they wore caps of cloth with back and ear flaps. They followed one +another in single file, walking slowly and yawning as they walked, like +men who have been up all night. There was something so reassuringly +prosperous and respectable in their bearing that after a moment’s +hesitation Nunez stood forward as conspicuously as possible upon his +rock, and gave vent to a mighty shout that echoed round the valley. + +The three men stopped, and moved their heads as though they were +looking about them. They turned their faces this way and that, and +Nunez gesticulated with freedom. But they did not appear to see him for +all his gestures, and after a time, directing themselves towards the +mountains far away to the right, they shouted as if in answer. Nunez +bawled again, and then once more, and as he gestured ineffectually the +word “blind” came up to the top of his thoughts. “The fools must be +blind,” he said. + +When at last, after much shouting and wrath, Nunez crossed the stream +by a little bridge, came through a gate in the wall, and approached +them, he was sure that they were blind. He was sure that this was the +Country of the Blind of which the legends told. Conviction had sprung +upon him, and a sense of great and rather enviable adventure. The three +stood side by side, not looking at him, but with their ears directed +towards him, judging him by his unfamiliar steps. They stood close +together like men a little afraid, and he could see their eyelids +closed and sunken, as though the very balls beneath had shrunk away. +There was an expression near awe on their faces. + +“A man,” one said, in hardly recognisable Spanish. “A man it is—a man +or a spirit—coming down from the rocks.” + +But Nunez advanced with the confident steps of a youth who enters upon +life. All the old stories of the lost valley and the Country of the +Blind had come back to his mind, and through his thoughts ran this old +proverb, as if it were a refrain:— + +“In the Country of the Blind the One-Eyed Man is King.” + +“In the Country of the Blind the One-Eyed Man is King.” + +And very civilly he gave them greeting. He talked to them and used his +eyes. + +“Where does he come from, brother Pedro?” asked one. + +“Down out of the rocks.” + +“Over the mountains I come,” said Nunez, “out of the country beyond +there—where men can see. From near Bogota—where there are a hundred +thousands of people, and where the city passes out of sight.” + +“Sight?” muttered Pedro. “Sight?” + +“He comes,” said the second blind man, “out of the rocks.” + +The cloth of their coats, Nunez saw was curious fashioned, each with a +different sort of stitching. + +They startled him by a simultaneous movement towards him, each with a +hand outstretched. He stepped back from the advance of these spread +fingers. + +“Come hither,” said the third blind man, following his motion and +clutching him neatly. + +And they held Nunez and felt him over, saying no word further until +they had done so. + +“Carefully,” he cried, with a finger in his eye, and found they thought +that organ, with its fluttering lids, a queer thing in him. They went +over it again. + +“A strange creature, Correa,” said the one called Pedro. “Feel the +coarseness of his hair. Like a llama’s hair.” + +“Rough he is as the rocks that begot him,” said Correa, investigating +Nunez’s unshaven chin with a soft and slightly moist hand. “Perhaps he +will grow finer.” + +Nunez struggled a little under their examination, but they gripped him +firm. + +“Carefully,” he said again. + +“He speaks,” said the third man. “Certainly he is a man.” + +“Ugh!” said Pedro, at the roughness of his coat. + +“And you have come into the world?” asked Pedro. + +“_Out_ of the world. Over mountains and glaciers; right over above +there, half-way to the sun. Out of the great, big world that goes down, +twelve days’ journey to the sea.” + +They scarcely seemed to heed him. “Our fathers have told us men may be +made by the forces of Nature,” said Correa. “It is the warmth of +things, and moisture, and rottenness—rottenness.” + +“Let us lead him to the elders,” said Pedro. + +“Shout first,” said Correa, “lest the children be afraid. This is a +marvellous occasion.” + +So they shouted, and Pedro went first and took Nunez by the hand to +lead him to the houses. + +He drew his hand away. “I can see,” he said. + +“See?” said Correa. + +“Yes; see,” said Nunez, turning towards him, and stumbled against +Pedro’s pail. + +“His senses are still imperfect,” said the third blind man. “He +stumbles, and talks unmeaning words. Lead him by the hand.” + +“As you will,” said Nunez, and was led along laughing. + +It seemed they knew nothing of sight. + +Well, all in good time he would teach them. + +He heard people shouting, and saw a number of figures gathering +together in the middle roadway of the village. + +He found it tax his nerve and patience more than he had anticipated, +that first encounter with the population of the Country of the Blind. +The place seemed larger as he drew near to it, and the smeared +plasterings queerer, and a crowd of children and men and women (the +women and girls he was pleased to note had, some of them, quite sweet +faces, for all that their eyes were shut and sunken) came about him, +holding on to him, touching him with soft, sensitive hands, smelling at +him, and listening at every word he spoke. Some of the maidens and +children, however, kept aloof as if afraid, and indeed his voice seemed +coarse and rude beside their softer notes. They mobbed him. His three +guides kept close to him with an effect of proprietorship, and said +again and again, “A wild man out of the rocks.” + +“Bogota,” he said. “Bogota. Over the mountain crests.” + +“A wild man—using wild words,” said Pedro. “Did you hear that— + +“_Bogota?_ His mind has hardly formed yet. He has only the beginnings +of speech.” + +A little boy nipped his hand. “Bogota!” he said mockingly. + +“Aye! A city to your village. I come from the great world—where men +have eyes and see.” + +“His name’s Bogota,” they said. + +“He stumbled,” said Correa—“stumbled twice as we came hither.” + +“Bring him in to the elders.” + +And they thrust him suddenly through a doorway into a room as black as +pitch, save at the end there faintly glowed a fire. The crowd closed in +behind him and shut out all but the faintest glimmer of day, and before +he could arrest himself he had fallen headlong over the feet of a +seated man. His arm, outflung, struck the face of someone else as he +went down; he felt the soft impact of features and heard a cry of +anger, and for a moment he struggled against a number of hands that +clutched him. It was a one-sided fight. An inkling of the situation +came to him and he lay quiet. + +“I fell down,” he said; “I couldn’t see in this pitchy darkness.” + +There was a pause as if the unseen persons about him tried to +understand his words. Then the voice of Correa said: “He is but newly +formed. He stumbles as he walks and mingles words that mean nothing +with his speech.” + +Others also said things about him that he heard or understood +imperfectly. + +“May I sit up?” he asked, in a pause. “I will not struggle against you +again.” + +They consulted and let him rise. + +The voice of an older man began to question him, and Nunez found +himself trying to explain the great world out of which he had fallen, +and the sky and mountains and such-like marvels, to these elders who +sat in darkness in the Country of the Blind. And they would believe and +understand nothing whatever that he told them, a thing quite outside +his expectation. They would not even understand many of his words. For +fourteen generations these people had been blind and cut off from all +the seeing world; the names for all the things of sight had faded and +changed; the story of the outer world was faded and changed to a +child’s story; and they had ceased to concern themselves with anything +beyond the rocky slopes above their circling wall. Blind men of genius +had arisen among them and questioned the shreds of belief and tradition +they had brought with them from their seeing days, and had dismissed +all these things as idle fancies and replaced them with new and saner +explanations. Much of their imagination had shrivelled with their eyes, +and they had made for themselves new imaginations with their ever more +sensitive ears and finger-tips. Slowly Nunez realised this: that his +expectation of wonder and reverence at his origin and his gifts was not +to be borne out; and after his poor attempt to explain sight to them +had been set aside as the confused version of a new-made being +describing the marvels of his incoherent sensations, he subsided, a +little dashed, into listening to their instruction. And the eldest of +the blind men explained to him life and philosophy and religion, how +that the world (meaning their valley) had been first an empty hollow in +the rocks, and then had come first inanimate things without the gift of +touch, and llamas and a few other creatures that had little sense, and +then men, and at last angels, whom one could hear singing and making +fluttering sounds, but whom no one could touch at all, which puzzled +Nunez greatly until he thought of the birds. + +He went on to tell Nunez how this time had been divided into the warm +and the cold, which are the blind equivalents of day and night, and how +it was good to sleep in the warm and work during the cold, so that now, +but for his advent, the whole town of the blind would have been asleep. +He said Nunez must have been specially created to learn and serve the +wisdom they had acquired, and that for all his mental incoherency and +stumbling behaviour he must have courage and do his best to learn, and +at that all the people in the door-way murmured encouragingly. He said +the night—for the blind call their day night—was now far gone, and it +behooved everyone to go back to sleep. He asked Nunez if he knew how to +sleep, and Nunez said he did, but that before sleep he wanted food. +They brought him food, llama’s milk in a bowl and rough salted bread, +and led him into a lonely place to eat out of their hearing, and +afterwards to slumber until the chill of the mountain evening roused +them to begin their day again. But Nunez slumbered not at all. + +Instead, he sat up in the place where they had left him, resting his +limbs and turning the unanticipated circumstances of his arrival over +and over in his mind. + +Every now and then he laughed, sometimes with amusement and sometimes +with indignation. + +“Unformed mind!” he said. “Got no senses yet! They little know they’ve +been insulting their Heaven-sent King and master . . . . . + +“I see I must bring them to reason. + +“Let me think. + +“Let me think.” + +He was still thinking when the sun set. + +Nunez had an eye for all beautiful things, and it seemed to him that +the glow upon the snow-fields and glaciers that rose about the valley +on every side was the most beautiful thing he had ever seen. His eyes +went from that inaccessible glory to the village and irrigated fields, +fast sinking into the twilight, and suddenly a wave of emotion took +him, and he thanked God from the bottom of his heart that the power of +sight had been given him. + +He heard a voice calling to him from out of the village. + +“Yaho there, Bogota! Come hither!” + +At that he stood up, smiling. He would show these people once and for +all what sight would do for a man. They would seek him, but not find +him. + +“You move not, Bogota,” said the voice. + +He laughed noiselessly and made two stealthy steps aside from the path. + +“Trample not on the grass, Bogota; that is not allowed.” + +Nunez had scarcely heard the sound he made himself. He stopped, amazed. + +The owner of the voice came running up the piebald path towards him. + +He stepped back into the pathway. “Here I am,” he said. + +“Why did you not come when I called you?” said the blind man. “Must you +be led like a child? Cannot you hear the path as you walk?” + +Nunez laughed. “I can see it,” he said. + +“There is no such word as _see_,” said the blind man, after a pause. +“Cease this folly and follow the sound of my feet.” + +Nunez followed, a little annoyed. + +“My time will come,” he said. + +“You’ll learn,” the blind man answered. “There is much to learn in the +world.” + +“Has no one told you, ‘In the Country of the Blind the One-Eyed Man is +King?’” + +“What is blind?” asked the blind man, carelessly, over his shoulder. + +Four days passed and the fifth found the King of the Blind still +incognito, as a clumsy and useless stranger among his subjects. + +It was, he found, much more difficult to proclaim himself than he had +supposed, and in the meantime, while he meditated his _coup d’etat_, he +did what he was told and learnt the manners and customs of the Country +of the Blind. He found working and going about at night a particularly +irksome thing, and he decided that that should be the first thing he +would change. + +They led a simple, laborious life, these people, with all the elements +of virtue and happiness as these things can be understood by men. They +toiled, but not oppressively; they had food and clothing sufficient for +their needs; they had days and seasons of rest; they made much of music +and singing, and there was love among them and little children. It was +marvellous with what confidence and precision they went about their +ordered world. Everything, you see, had been made to fit their needs; +each of the radiating paths of the valley area had a constant angle to +the others, and was distinguished by a special notch upon its kerbing; +all obstacles and irregularities of path or meadow had long since been +cleared away; all their methods and procedure arose naturally from +their special needs. Their senses had become marvellously acute; they +could hear and judge the slightest gesture of a man a dozen paces +away—could hear the very beating of his heart. Intonation had long +replaced expression with them, and touches gesture, and their work with +hoe and spade and fork was as free and confident as garden work can be. +Their sense of smell was extraordinarily fine; they could distinguish +individual differences as readily as a dog can, and they went about the +tending of llamas, who lived among the rocks above and came to the wall +for food and shelter, with ease and confidence. It was only when at +last Nunez sought to assert himself that he found how easy and +confident their movements could be. + +He rebelled only after he had tried persuasion. + +He tried at first on several occasions to tell them of sight. “Look you +here, you people,” he said. “There are things you do not understand in +me.” + +Once or twice one or two of them attended to him; they sat with faces +downcast and ears turned intelligently towards him, and he did his best +to tell them what it was to see. Among his hearers was a girl, with +eyelids less red and sunken than the others, so that one could almost +fancy she was hiding eyes, whom especially he hoped to persuade. He +spoke of the beauties of sight, of watching the mountains, of the sky +and the sunrise, and they heard him with amused incredulity that +presently became condemnatory. They told him there were indeed no +mountains at all, but that the end of the rocks where the llamas grazed +was indeed the end of the world; thence sprang a cavernous roof of the +universe, from which the dew and the avalanches fell; and when he +maintained stoutly the world had neither end nor roof such as they +supposed, they said his thoughts were wicked. So far as he could +describe sky and clouds and stars to them it seemed to them a hideous +void, a terrible blankness in the place of the smooth roof to things in +which they believed—it was an article of faith with them that the +cavern roof was exquisitely smooth to the touch. He saw that in some +manner he shocked them, and gave up that aspect of the matter +altogether, and tried to show them the practical value of sight. One +morning he saw Pedro in the path called Seventeen and coming towards +the central houses, but still too far off for hearing or scent, and he +told them as much. “In a little while,” he prophesied, “Pedro will be +here.” An old man remarked that Pedro had no business on path +Seventeen, and then, as if in confirmation, that individual as he drew +near turned and went transversely into path Ten, and so back with +nimble paces towards the outer wall. They mocked Nunez when Pedro did +not arrive, and afterwards, when he asked Pedro questions to clear his +character, Pedro denied and outfaced him, and was afterwards hostile to +him. + +Then he induced them to let him go a long way up the sloping meadows +towards the wall with one complaisant individual, and to him he +promised to describe all that happened among the houses. He noted +certain goings and comings, but the things that really seemed to +signify to these people happened inside of or behind the windowless +houses—the only things they took note of to test him by—and of those he +could see or tell nothing; and it was after the failure of this +attempt, and the ridicule they could not repress, that he resorted to +force. He thought of seizing a spade and suddenly smiting one or two of +them to earth, and so in fair combat showing the advantage of eyes. He +went so far with that resolution as to seize his spade, and then he +discovered a new thing about himself, and that was that it was +impossible for him to hit a blind man in cold blood. + +He hesitated, and found them all aware that he had snatched up the +spade. They stood all alert, with their heads on one side, and bent +ears towards him for what he would do next. + +“Put that spade down,” said one, and he felt a sort of helpless horror. +He came near obedience. + +Then he had thrust one backwards against a house wall, and fled past +him and out of the village. + +He went athwart one of their meadows, leaving a track of trampled grass +behind his feet, and presently sat down by the side of one of their +ways. He felt something of the buoyancy that comes to all men in the +beginning of a fight, but more perplexity. He began to realise that you +cannot even fight happily with creatures who stand upon a different +mental basis to yourself. Far away he saw a number of men carrying +spades and sticks come out of the street of houses and advance in a +spreading line along the several paths towards him. They advanced +slowly, speaking frequently to one another, and ever and again the +whole cordon would halt and sniff the air and listen. + +The first time they did this Nunez laughed. But afterwards he did not +laugh. + +One struck his trail in the meadow grass and came stooping and feeling +his way along it. + +For five minutes he watched the slow extension of the cordon, and then +his vague disposition to do something forthwith became frantic. He +stood up, went a pace or so towards the circumferential wall, turned, +and went back a little way. There they all stood in a crescent, still +and listening. + +He also stood still, gripping his spade very tightly in both hands. +Should he charge them? + +The pulse in his ears ran into the rhythm of “In the Country of the +Blind the One-Eyed Man is King.” + +Should he charge them? + +He looked back at the high and unclimbable wall behind—unclimbable +because of its smooth plastering, but withal pierced with many little +doors and at the approaching line of seekers. Behind these others were +now coming out of the street of houses. + +Should he charge them? + +“Bogota!” called one. “Bogota! where are you?” + +He gripped his spade still tighter and advanced down the meadows +towards the place of habitations, and directly he moved they converged +upon him. “I’ll hit them if they touch me,” he swore; “by Heaven, I +will. I’ll hit.” He called aloud, “Look here, I’m going to do what I +like in this valley! Do you hear? I’m going to do what I like and go +where I like.” + +They were moving in upon him quickly, groping, yet moving rapidly. It +was like playing blind man’s buff with everyone blindfolded except one. +“Get hold of him!” cried one. He found himself in the arc of a loose +curve of pursuers. He felt suddenly he must be active and resolute. + +“You don’t understand,” he cried, in a voice that was meant to be great +and resolute, and which broke. “You are blind and I can see. Leave me +alone!” + +“Bogota! Put down that spade and come off the grass!” + +The last order, grotesque in its urban familiarity, produced a gust of +anger. “I’ll hurt you,” he said, sobbing with emotion. “By Heaven, I’ll +hurt you! Leave me alone!” + +He began to run—not knowing clearly where to run. He ran from the +nearest blind man, because it was a horror to hit him. He stopped, and +then made a dash to escape from their closing ranks. He made for where +a gap was wide, and the men on either side, with a quick perception of +the approach of his paces, rushed in on one another. He sprang forward, +and then saw he must be caught, and _swish!_ the spade had struck. He +felt the soft thud of hand and arm, and the man was down with a yell of +pain, and he was through. + +Through! And then he was close to the street of houses again, and blind +men, whirling spades and stakes, were running with a reasoned swiftness +hither and thither. + +He heard steps behind him just in time, and found a tall man rushing +forward and swiping at the sound of him. He lost his nerve, hurled his +spade a yard wide of this antagonist, and whirled about and fled, +fairly yelling as he dodged another. + +He was panic-stricken. He ran furiously to and fro, dodging when there +was no need to dodge, and, in his anxiety to see on every side of him +at once, stumbling. For a moment he was down and they heard his fall. +Far away in the circumferential wall a little doorway looked like +Heaven, and he set off in a wild rush for it. He did not even look +round at his pursuers until it was gained, and he had stumbled across +the bridge, clambered a little way among the rocks, to the surprise and +dismay of a young llama, who went leaping out of sight, and lay down +sobbing for breath. + +And so his _coup d’etat_ came to an end. + +He stayed outside the wall of the valley of the blind for two nights +and days without food or shelter, and meditated upon the Unexpected. +During these meditations he repeated very frequently and always with a +profounder note of derision the exploded proverb: “In the Country of +the Blind the One-Eyed Man is King.” He thought chiefly of ways of +fighting and conquering these people, and it grew clear that for him no +practicable way was possible. He had no weapons, and now it would be +hard to get one. + +The canker of civilisation had got to him even in Bogota, and he could +not find it in himself to go down and assassinate a blind man. Of +course, if he did that, he might then dictate terms on the threat of +assassinating them all. But—Sooner or later he must sleep! . . . . + +He tried also to find food among the pine trees, to be comfortable +under pine boughs while the frost fell at night, and—with less +confidence—to catch a llama by artifice in order to try to kill +it—perhaps by hammering it with a stone—and so finally, perhaps, to eat +some of it. But the llamas had a doubt of him and regarded him with +distrustful brown eyes and spat when he drew near. Fear came on him the +second day and fits of shivering. Finally he crawled down to the wall +of the Country of the Blind and tried to make his terms. He crawled +along by the stream, shouting, until two blind men came out to the gate +and talked to him. + +“I was mad,” he said. “But I was only newly made.” + +They said that was better. + +He told them he was wiser now, and repented of all he had done. + +Then he wept without intention, for he was very weak and ill now, and +they took that as a favourable sign. + +They asked him if he still thought he could “_see_.” + +“No,” he said. “That was folly. The word means nothing. Less than +nothing!” + +They asked him what was overhead. + +“About ten times ten the height of a man there is a roof above the +world—of rock—and very, very smooth. So smooth—so beautifully smooth . +.” He burst again into hysterical tears. “Before you ask me any more, +give me some food or I shall die!” + +He expected dire punishments, but these blind people were capable of +toleration. They regarded his rebellion as but one more proof of his +general idiocy and inferiority, and after they had whipped him they +appointed him to do the simplest and heaviest work they had for anyone +to do, and he, seeing no other way of living, did submissively what he +was told. + +He was ill for some days and they nursed him kindly. That refined his +submission. But they insisted on his lying in the dark, and that was a +great misery. And blind philosophers came and talked to him of the +wicked levity of his mind, and reproved him so impressively for his +doubts about the lid of rock that covered their cosmic _casserole_ that +he almost doubted whether indeed he was not the victim of hallucination +in not seeing it overhead. + +So Nunez became a citizen of the Country of the Blind, and these people +ceased to be a generalised people and became individualities to him, +and familiar to him, while the world beyond the mountains became more +and more remote and unreal. There was Yacob, his master, a kindly man +when not annoyed; there was Pedro, Yacob’s nephew; and there was +Medina-sarote, who was the youngest daughter of Yacob. She was little +esteemed in the world of the blind, because she had a clear-cut face +and lacked that satisfying, glossy smoothness that is the blind man’s +ideal of feminine beauty, but Nunez thought her beautiful at first, and +presently the most beautiful thing in the whole creation. Her closed +eyelids were not sunken and red after the common way of the valley, but +lay as though they might open again at any moment; and she had long +eyelashes, which were considered a grave disfigurement. And her voice +was weak and did not satisfy the acute hearing of the valley swains. So +that she had no lover. + +There came a time when Nunez thought that, could he win her, he would +be resigned to live in the valley for all the rest of his days. + +He watched her; he sought opportunities of doing her little services +and presently he found that she observed him. Once at a rest-day +gathering they sat side by side in the dim starlight, and the music was +sweet. His hand came upon hers and he dared to clasp it. Then very +tenderly she returned his pressure. And one day, as they were at their +meal in the darkness, he felt her hand very softly seeking him, and as +it chanced the fire leapt then, and he saw the tenderness of her face. + +He sought to speak to her. + +He went to her one day when she was sitting in the summer moonlight +spinning. The light made her a thing of silver and mystery. He sat down +at her feet and told her he loved her, and told her how beautiful she +seemed to him. He had a lover’s voice, he spoke with a tender reverence +that came near to awe, and she had never before been touched by +adoration. She made him no definite answer, but it was clear his words +pleased her. + +After that he talked to her whenever he could take an opportunity. The +valley became the world for him, and the world beyond the mountains +where men lived by day seemed no more than a fairy tale he would some +day pour into her ears. Very tentatively and timidly he spoke to her of +sight. + +Sight seemed to her the most poetical of fancies, and she listened to +his description of the stars and the mountains and her own sweet +white-lit beauty as though it was a guilty indulgence. She did not +believe, she could only half understand, but she was mysteriously +delighted, and it seemed to him that she completely understood. + +His love lost its awe and took courage. Presently he was for demanding +her of Yacob and the elders in marriage, but she became fearful and +delayed. And it was one of her elder sisters who first told Yacob that +Medina-sarote and Nunez were in love. + +There was from the first very great opposition to the marriage of Nunez +and Medina-sarote; not so much because they valued her as because they +held him as a being apart, an idiot, incompetent thing below the +permissible level of a man. Her sisters opposed it bitterly as bringing +discredit on them all; and old Yacob, though he had formed a sort of +liking for his clumsy, obedient serf, shook his head and said the thing +could not be. The young men were all angry at the idea of corrupting +the race, and one went so far as to revile and strike Nunez. He struck +back. Then for the first time he found an advantage in seeing, even by +twilight, and after that fight was over no one was disposed to raise a +hand against him. But they still found his marriage impossible. + +Old Yacob had a tenderness for his last little daughter, and was +grieved to have her weep upon his shoulder. + +“You see, my dear, he’s an idiot. He has delusions; he can’t do +anything right.” + +“I know,” wept Medina-sarote. “But he’s better than he was. He’s +getting better. And he’s strong, dear father, and kind—stronger and +kinder than any other man in the world. And he loves me—and, father, I +love him.” + +Old Yacob was greatly distressed to find her inconsolable, and, +besides—what made it more distressing—he liked Nunez for many things. +So he went and sat in the windowless council-chamber with the other +elders and watched the trend of the talk, and said, at the proper time, +“He’s better than he was. Very likely, some day, we shall find him as +sane as ourselves.” + +Then afterwards one of the elders, who thought deeply, had an idea. He +was a great doctor among these people, their medicine-man, and he had a +very philosophical and inventive mind, and the idea of curing Nunez of +his peculiarities appealed to him. One day when Yacob was present he +returned to the topic of Nunez. “I have examined Nunez,” he said, “and +the case is clearer to me. I think very probably he might be cured.” + +“This is what I have always hoped,” said old Yacob. + +“His brain is affected,” said the blind doctor. + +The elders murmured assent. + +“Now, _what_ affects it?” + +“Ah!” said old Yacob. + +“_This_,” said the doctor, answering his own question. “Those queer +things that are called the eyes, and which exist to make an agreeable +depression in the face, are diseased, in the case of Nunez, in such a +way as to affect his brain. They are greatly distended, he has +eyelashes, and his eyelids move, and consequently his brain is in a +state of constant irritation and distraction.” + +“Yes?” said old Yacob. “Yes?” + +“And I think I may say with reasonable certainty that, in order to cure +him complete, all that we need to do is a simple and easy surgical +operation—namely, to remove these irritant bodies.” + +“And then he will be sane?” + +“Then he will be perfectly sane, and a quite admirable citizen.” + +“Thank Heaven for science!” said old Yacob, and went forth at once to +tell Nunez of his happy hopes. + +But Nunez’s manner of receiving the good news struck him as being cold +and disappointing. + +“One might think,” he said, “from the tone you take that you did not +care for my daughter.” + +It was Medina-sarote who persuaded Nunez to face the blind surgeons. + +“_You_ do not want me,” he said, “to lose my gift of sight?” + +She shook her head. + +“My world is sight.” + +Her head drooped lower. + +“There are the beautiful things, the beautiful little things—the +flowers, the lichens amidst the rocks, the light and softness on a +piece of fur, the far sky with its drifting dawn of clouds, the sunsets +and the stars. And there is _you_. For you alone it is good to have +sight, to see your sweet, serene face, your kindly lips, your dear, +beautiful hands folded together. . . . . It is these eyes of mine you +won, these eyes that hold me to you, that these idiots seek. Instead, I +must touch you, hear you, and never see you again. I must come under +that roof of rock and stone and darkness, that horrible roof under +which your imaginations stoop . . . _No_; _you_ would not have me do +that?” + +A disagreeable doubt had arisen in him. He stopped and left the thing a +question. + +“I wish,” she said, “sometimes—” She paused. + +“Yes?” he said, a little apprehensively. + +“I wish sometimes—you would not talk like that.” + +“Like what?” + +“I know it’s pretty—it’s your imagination. I love it, but _now_—” + +He felt cold. “_Now?_” he said, faintly. + +She sat quite still. + +“You mean—you think—I should be better, better perhaps—” + +He was realising things very swiftly. He felt anger perhaps, anger at +the dull course of fate, but also sympathy for her lack of +understanding—a sympathy near akin to pity. + +“_Dear_,” he said, and he could see by her whiteness how tensely her +spirit pressed against the things she could not say. He put his arms +about her, he kissed her ear, and they sat for a time in silence. + +“If I were to consent to this?” he said at last, in a voice that was +very gentle. + +She flung her arms about him, weeping wildly. “Oh, if you would,” she +sobbed, “if only you would!” + +For a week before the operation that was to raise him from his +servitude and inferiority to the level of a blind citizen Nunez knew +nothing of sleep, and all through the warm, sunlit hours, while the +others slumbered happily, he sat brooding or wandered aimlessly, trying +to bring his mind to bear on his dilemma. He had given his answer, he +had given his consent, and still he was not sure. And at last work-time +was over, the sun rose in splendour over the golden crests, and his +last day of vision began for him. He had a few minutes with +Medina-sarote before she went apart to sleep. + +“To-morrow,” he said, “I shall see no more.” + +“Dear heart!” she answered, and pressed his hands with all her +strength. + +“They will hurt you but little,” she said; “and you are going through +this pain, you are going through it, dear lover, for _me_ . . . . Dear, +if a woman’s heart and life can do it, I will repay you. My dearest +one, my dearest with the tender voice, I will repay.” + +He was drenched in pity for himself and her. + +He held her in his arms, and pressed his lips to hers and looked on her +sweet face for the last time. “Good-bye!” he whispered to that dear +sight, “good-bye!” + +And then in silence he turned away from her. + +She could hear his slow retreating footsteps, and something in the +rhythm of them threw her into a passion of weeping. + +He walked away. + +He had fully meant to go to a lonely place where the meadows were +beautiful with white narcissus, and there remain until the hour of his +sacrifice should come, but as he walked he lifted up his eyes and saw +the morning, the morning like an angel in golden armour, marching down +the steeps . . . . + +It seemed to him that before this splendour he and this blind world in +the valley, and his love and all, were no more than a pit of sin. + +He did not turn aside as he had meant to do, but went on and passed +through the wall of the circumference and out upon the rocks, and his +eyes were always upon the sunlit ice and snow. + +He saw their infinite beauty, and his imagination soared over them to +the things beyond he was now to resign for ever! + +He thought of that great free world that he was parted from, the world +that was his own, and he had a vision of those further slopes, distance +beyond distance, with Bogota, a place of multitudinous stirring beauty, +a glory by day, a luminous mystery by night, a place of palaces and +fountains and statues and white houses, lying beautifully in the middle +distance. He thought how for a day or so one might come down through +passes drawing ever nearer and nearer to its busy streets and ways. He +thought of the river journey, day by day, from great Bogota to the +still vaster world beyond, through towns and villages, forest and +desert places, the rushing river day by day, until its banks receded, +and the big steamers came splashing by and one had reached the sea—the +limitless sea, with its thousand islands, its thousands of islands, and +its ships seen dimly far away in their incessant journeyings round and +about that greater world. And there, unpent by mountains, one saw the +sky—the sky, not such a disc as one saw it here, but an arch of +immeasurable blue, a deep of deeps in which the circling stars were +floating . . . . + +His eyes began to scrutinise the great curtain of the mountains with a +keener inquiry. + +For example; if one went so, up that gully and to that chimney there, +then one might come out high among those stunted pines that ran round +in a sort of shelf and rose still higher and higher as it passed above +the gorge. And then? That talus might be managed. Thence perhaps a +climb might be found to take him up to the precipice that came below +the snow; and if that chimney failed, then another farther to the east +might serve his purpose better. And then? Then one would be out upon +the amber-lit snow there, and half-way up to the crest of those +beautiful desolations. And suppose one had good fortune! + +He glanced back at the village, then turned right round and regarded it +with folded arms. + +He thought of Medina-sarote, and she had become small and remote. + +He turned again towards the mountain wall down which the day had come +to him. + +Then very circumspectly he began his climb. + +When sunset came he was not longer climbing, but he was far and high. +His clothes were torn, his limbs were bloodstained, he was bruised in +many places, but he lay as if he were at his ease, and there was a +smile on his face. + +From where he rested the valley seemed as if it were in a pit and +nearly a mile below. Already it was dim with haze and shadow, though +the mountain summits around him were things of light and fire. The +mountain summits around him were things of light and fire, and the +little things in the rocks near at hand were drenched with light and +beauty, a vein of green mineral piercing the grey, a flash of small +crystal here and there, a minute, minutely-beautiful orange lichen +close beside his face. There were deep, mysterious shadows in the +gorge, blue deepening into purple, and purple into a luminous darkness, +and overhead was the illimitable vastness of the sky. But he heeded +these things no longer, but lay quite still there, smiling as if he +were content now merely to have escaped from the valley of the Blind, +in which he had thought to be King. 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