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- MONICA'S CHOICE
-
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-
-
-Title: Monica's Choice
-Author: Flora E. Berry
-Release Date: April 18, 2014 [EBook #45432]
-Language: English
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-*** START OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK MONICA'S CHOICE ***
-
-
-
-
-Produced by Al Haines.
-
-
-
-
- *[Frontispiece: "THE YOUNG CLERGYMAN CLIMBED
- CAREFULLY BUT QUICKLY DOWN TO THEM"
- (missing from book)]*
-
-
-
-
- MONICA'S CHOICE
-
-
- BY
-
- FLORA E. BERRY
-
- AUTHOR OF
- "NETA LYALL," "IN SMALL CORNERS," ETC.
-
-
-
- _WITH SIX ILLUSTRATIONS_
-
-
-
- London
- S. W. PARTRIDGE & CO.
- 8 & 9, PATERNOSTER ROW
- 1904
-
-
-
-
- *CONTENTS*
-
-CHAP.
-
- I. "I WISH CONRAD HAD NEVER LEFT HER WITH ME"
- II. "SUCH A *DEAR* LITTLE MONKEY!"
- III. "I'M MOVED UP!"
- IV. "I WISH YOU'D BE FRIENDS WITH ME"
- V. "I WANT YOU A MINUTE"
- VI. "HE WEREN'T CALLED 'SEIZE-'ER,' FOR NOTHIN'"
- VII. "THIS IS MONICA BEAUCHAMP, MOTHER"
- VIII. "MIND YOU ARE NOT LATE!"
- IX. "HAVE A RIDE, MONICA?"
- X. "I LIKE FUSSIN' OVER PEOPLE"
- XI. "A NICE ENOUGH LITTLE DOG, AS DOGS GO"
- XII. "A HUNGRY FEELING IN MY BRAIN"
- XIII. "A NICE SCRAPE SHE'LL GET INTO!"
- XIV. "SUNDAY AGAIN ALREADY!"
- XV. "OH, MONICA, DON'T!"
- XVI. "DO BE CAREFUL, GIRLS"
- XVII. "DON'T PERSUADE ME NOT TO, ANY MORE"
- XVIII. "I EXPECT IT WILL BE RATHER SLOW AND--POKEY!"
- XIX. "YOU TELL THEM, LOIS; I COULDN'T"
- XX. "KEEP IT UP, IT ANSWERS VERY WELL"
- XXI. "I GUESS I'LL JUST WATCH *YOU* A BIT"
- XXII. "I CANNOT SPARE YOU, MONICA!"
- XXIII. "IT'S ALL SURPRISES, NOWADAYS"
- XXIV. "I THINK MY MONICA DESERVES THE V.C."
- XXV. "THE CHILD HAS CHOSEN WELL"
-
-
-
-
- *LIST OF ILLUSTRATIONS*
-
-
-"THE YOUNG CLERGYMAN CLIMBED CAREFULLY BUT QUICKLY DOWN TO THEM"
-(missing from book) . . . _Frontispiece_
-
-"'YOU HIT HER EXPRESSION TO A T!'"
-
-"'AH, YOU MAY LAUGH; MEBBE 'TIS NOTHIN' BUT SPORT TO YOUNG LEDDIES LIKE
-YOU'"
-
-"'OH, MISS FRANKLYN, I AM SO AWFULLY SORRY!'"
-
-"'OH, ROGER! HOW IS SHE?' WHISPERED OLIVE"
-
-"MONICA GAZED IN UTTER ASTONISHMENT"
-
-
-
-
- *MONICA'S CHOICE.*
-
-
-
- *CHAPTER I.*
-
- *"I WISH CONRAD HAD NEVER LEFT HER WITH ME!"*
-
-
-"Tell Miss Monica I wish her to come to me _at once_, Barnes."
-
-The door closed silently after the retreating maid, and Mrs. Beauchamp
-sighed wearily. How often, lately, she had been obliged to send some
-such message to her wilful young granddaughter, and, how many more times
-would she have the same thing to do? Her aristocratic features wore a
-perturbed expression, as her slender fingers toyed mechanically with the
-many rings on her left hand; so great a responsibility was her only
-grandchild.
-
-"I am sure I wish Conrad had never left her with me," she mused; "and
-yet there seemed no other solution of the difficulty when the regiment
-was ordered out to Simla. It was impossible, of course, to take her
-with him, and poor Helen was so opposed to boarding-schools. But it has
-certainly been a mistake having her here. Such an unruly, passionate
-nature as Monica's needs very careful handling, and not one of these
-governesses has had the tact to manage her. I'm sure I don't know what
-to do about her."
-
-Mrs. Beauchamp's ruminations were cut short by the abrupt entrance of a
-girl of fifteen, tall, and with a haughty mien, but possessing a face
-which denoted much character, albeit it wore an unpleasant scowl at the
-present moment. Pushing the door to behind her with no gentle hand, so
-that it slammed violently, causing a jingling among the pretty
-knick-knacks with which the handsome drawing-room was lavishly
-ornamented, Monica Beauchamp stood before her grandmother, like a young
-lioness at bay.
-
-"Barnes told me that you had sent for me, grand-mamma."
-
-With a visible shudder at the noise made by the slamming door, Mrs.
-Beauchamp sat erect, and spoke with much annoyance, as she gave the
-delinquent an aggrieved look over her gold-rimmed pince-nez.
-
-"Really, Monica----" she began, in severe tones, but she was
-interrupted.
-
-"Sorry," exclaimed her granddaughter, nonchalantly. "I didn't mean to
-hurt your feelings, but doors always seem to slip out of my fingers.
-What did you want me for, grandmamma? Would you mind being quick,
-because I'm in a great hurry?"
-
-Even insubordinate Monica quailed before the expressions which flitted
-across the old lady's features--amazement, anger, and finally scorn.
-
-"I am simply _astounded_ at your rudeness, Monica," she said, sternly.
-"How you can possibly allow yourself to speak to me in such a manner, I
-cannot imagine. It is very evident that you are no Beauchamp."
-
-The scorn expressed in her grandmother's tones acted in the same way as
-a touch of the whip about the ears of a thoroughbred mare. She started,
-and tears of wounded pride welled up in her flashing hazel eyes, but
-they were quickly forced back.
-
-"I _am_ a Beauchamp!" she cried, her lips quivering with anger, and her
-head thrown back. "Every one says I am my father over again."
-
-"So you may be, in looks, Monica, but he would never have dreamed of
-addressing me in the manner you did just now."
-
-"Well, perhaps he wasn't aggravated like I am. Miss Thompson is enough
-to provoke a saint," she added, _sotto voce_, with a furtive glance at
-the old lady's face.
-
-But Mrs. Beauchamp took no notice of it; indeed, it is doubtful if she
-heard the remark, so engrossed was she in deciding how best to deliver
-the lecture she had undertaken to give Monica. A startled exclamation
-from her grandchild, who had been moodily staring out of one of the
-French windows, which overlooked a large sweep of the carriage drive,
-effectually roused her.
-
-"Oh! now he's gone; I do call it too bad!"
-
-"What do you mean, Monica?" queried the old lady, rising from her chair
-and following the direction of Monica's glance.
-
-"Who has gone?"
-
-"Why, Tom. The stable-boy, you know, grand-mamma," she added, as Mrs.
-Beauchamp looked incredulous. "I was in the yard when you sent for me,
-and he was telling me about the jolliest little wire-haired terrier his
-father wants to sell, and I----"
-
-"Monica, how many times have I told you I will not allow you to frequent
-the stable-yard? I am sure it is there that you pick up all the vulgar
-expressions you are so continually using. I begin to think Miss Thompson
-is right in saying you are no lady."
-
-"Bother Miss Thompson!" cried Monica, now thoroughly angry, and losing
-all control of her words; "she's a sly old cat, that's what she is,
-spying round after me all day long. It's the only bit of fun I get,
-when I----"
-
-"Be quiet, Monica, and listen to me," said her grandmother, who was
-scarcely less angry, but who held herself in admirable check. "It is
-quite time that some one controlled you, and I have sent for you this
-afternoon to tell you that I am going to----"
-
-"Send me away to boarding school?" interrupted Monica, her anger
-temporarily subsiding, for, of all things, she desired to go away to
-school, but it had always been tabooed. "Oh! grandmamma, _do_! I would
-really behave well there." And she seized one of the old lady's white
-hands impulsively in her warm, and decidedly dirty young fingers, while
-the girlish face quivered with excitement, until she looked a totally
-different being. But she was doomed to disappointment.
-
-"Nothing of the kind, Monica," replied Mrs. Beauchamp coldly, and
-withdrawing her hand. She never responded to her granddaughter's
-advances, which probably accounted for the difficulty she had in dealing
-with her; for Monica had a warm heart hidden away somewhere, which no
-one but her father had ever reached. "I was going to say, when you so
-rudely interrupted me again, that as you have had four governesses
-within very little more than a year, who, one and all, have declared
-that you are unmanageable, and that it is an utter impossibility to
-teach you, I shall be obliged to seek some other mode of education for
-you."
-
-Monica's face, which had fallen considerably at the beginning of her
-grandmother's speech, now brightened visibly.
-
-"There is nothing else but boarding-school left," she said, with
-satisfaction. It was to this end that she had made the lives of her
-long-suffering instructresses unendurable by her tricks and general
-unruliness.
-
-"You know perfectly well, Monica, that you will never go to a
-boarding-school," replied Mrs. Beauchamp.
-
-"That was only a fad of mother's," said Monica, disdainfully. "Dad
-would never have forbidden it. He thought no end of Harrow, and I'm sure
-he would let me go to school if you told him what a bother the old
-governesses are."
-
-"He knows what a trouble _you_ are," said her grandmother sententiously,
-and her glance fell on a foreign letter lying on her escritoire near by,
-which Monica now noticed for the first time.
-
-"Oh! have you heard from dad, grandmamma? Is there a letter for me?" she
-cried eagerly.
-
-"Yes. I have heard from your father, and there is a letter for you,"
-Mrs. Beauchamp repeated, slowly, but she did not reach out her hand for
-it.
-
-Impetuous Monica was about to snatch it up, but her grandmother stayed
-her hand.
-
-"Wait, Monica, until I have finished, and then you may take your letter
-to the schoolroom to read. For months I did not tell your father a word
-about your troublesome ways, but lately you have been so incorrigible
-that I was compelled to let him know. And now this letter has come in
-reply to mine, and your father is grieved beyond expression. No doubt
-he will tell you the same in your letter; and he wishes me to consult
-Mr. Bertram, the lawyer, as to which school it will be best to send you
-to, immediately. But ... it will be a day-school. Now you may go."
-
-Monica snatched up the letter handed to her without a word, and was
-gone. Mrs. Beauchamp breathed a sigh of relief, and rang the bell for
-tea; the letter and consequent interview with her unruly grandchild had
-tired her out.
-
-Meanwhile Monica had fled to her own room, a perfect little paradise,
-containing all the things most dear to a young girl's heart. Everything
-in it, from the dainty bed to the little rocking-chair beside the open
-window, was blue; carpet, curtains, walls, all took the prevailing tint,
-and most girls of Monica's age would have revelled in such surroundings,
-and have taken a pride in having everything kept in spick-and-span
-order, in so charming a domain. But not so Monica; one of her worst
-failings was untidiness. The shoes which she had worn out of doors that
-morning, and which had been carelessly tossed in a corner, were making
-dirty little puddles on the blue and white linoleum: for she had been
-caught in a heavy April shower. Her hat and jacket had been tossed
-promiscuously on to the most convenient chair; one glove was lying on
-the bed, the other--well, as a matter of fact she had dropped that
-half-way home, but had not missed it yet; that would mean a fruitless
-hunt through drawers, all more or less in confusion, next time she went
-out. The comb and brush she had hastily used, to make herself
-sufficiently tidy to pass muster with her grandmother at the luncheon
-table, were still lying on the dainty little duchesse table, while the
-drawer which should have contained them was half open, disclosing a
-medley of all kinds.
-
-These are only samples of "Miss Monica's muddles," as the long-suffering
-under-housemaid (whose duty it was to keep the young lady's room in
-order) called them. "I can't seem to keep things tidy nohow," she would
-confide to the kitchenmaid; "as soon as ever I get it straightened up of
-a morning, in she bounces, and begins a-topsy-turvying up of
-everything."
-
-But Monica noticed none of these things; if the room had been in
-absolute chaos she would have been oblivious of it, while she held a
-thin sheet of foreign paper, covered with her father's writing, in her
-hand.
-
-Pausing only to slip a tiny brass bolt into its place, in order to
-secure privacy, she flung herself into the little blue rocker, and tore
-open the envelope with eager fingers.
-
-As she read her letter, a smile of pleasure hovered about her lips, for
-her father gave in his own racy style a description of a Hindu _mela_ at
-which he had been present the day before; but soon her expression
-changed, for his next topic was very different. It was evident that he
-was deeply concerned about her behaviour to her grandmother and
-governesses, and the thought of her fast growing up into a headstrong,
-self-willed young woman grieved him terribly. He spoke of the loving
-little girl to whom he had bid farewell only eighteen months before, and
-could scarcely imagine that in so short a time she should have become so
-changed; what would she be like when he returned to England, if she were
-allowed to follow her own way?
-
-Monica's tears were slowly falling as she reached the last page. She
-began to realise, for the first time, that she was disappointing her
-father's hopes for his only and much-loved child, and although the
-knowledge was painful, it was very salutary. With eyes blinded with
-tears, so that the writing seemed blurred and indistinct, she read on to
-the end, and then as she saw the well-known signature, she bowed her
-proud young head on the broad window-ledge, and sobbed as if her heart
-would break.
-
-"Oh! dad, my darling dad, if only you needn't have left me, I would have
-tried to be just what you wanted; but it's all so stiff and dull here,
-and I am so lonely without any friend." For several minutes she wept on
-unrestrainedly, and then a few lines in the letter recurred to her, and
-she looked at it once again. They ran thus--
-
-"You see, my child, we must always remember that we are all 'under
-authority.' Although I am a colonel, I must obey orders just as
-unquestioningly as the youngest recruit, and if my Monica would be a
-true soldier's daughter, she must learn first of all to be obedient. It
-is a hard, a very hard lesson to learn, and neither you nor I can hope
-to master it, unless we ask His help who was obedient even unto death.
-
-"It is difficult for me to explain what I mean, for I am naturally very
-reserved over religious things; but I am confident of this, my child,
-that if you took Jesus Christ as your Example, you would grow day by day
-more like Him, and you would soon learn to shun all the faults and
-failings which now threaten to spoil your character."
-
-"I wish I could, daddy dear," sighed Monica, as she re-read the lines,
-"but there is no one here to help me. I don't believe grandmamma is a
-bit religious, for any little excuse is enough to keep her away from
-church on Sunday mornings, and she never goes out at night. And all the
-time I have been here she has never said a word about it, except to ask
-me once or twice if I remember to say my prayers. Neither did any of
-the governesses, except Miss Romaine, and grand-mamma was glad when she
-went, because she said she had such 'peculiar views.' Well, perhaps
-some one at the new school will show me how to be 'good.'" And Monica
-tossed her letter into one of the table drawers, and began with
-commendable zeal to make herself more tidy than she had been for a long
-time. She knew that that was one step in the right direction.
-
-The next day the family lawyer was closeted with Mrs. Beauchamp for over
-an hour. She told him of her son's desire that Monica should go daily
-to school, and asked his advice as to a suitable one.
-
-"There is not much choice in the neighbourhood of Mydenham," said Mr.
-Bertram as he tapped his gold-rimmed spectacles meditatively on his
-knee. "We are just beyond the suburban limits here, you see, and
-consequently suffer in various ways. Let me see, there is Miss Beach's
-on the Osmington Road; she receives a few day-scholars, I believe,
-although hers is primarily a boarding school."
-
-"That will not do," replied the old lady decisively. "The late Mrs.
-Conrad had a very strong objection to a boarding-school life for
-Monica."
-
-"Certainly, certainly," agreed the obsequious man of law, although he by
-no means agreed with the late Mrs. Beauchamp's views; "then I do not see
-that there is any other resource than the High school at Osmington."
-
-"Oh! that is two miles away, and I have never thought very much of High
-Schools; there is no restriction as to the social position of the
-scholars. Really, I don't think I----" And Mrs. Beauchamp paused
-helplessly.
-
-"If the distance were not an insuperable objection, I think, under the
-circumstances, no school could better be calculated to meet with Colonel
-Beauchamp's wishes," said the lawyer, with decision. "You say he
-expressly desires his daughter to mix with companions of her own age,
-and have the opportunity of plenty of open-air exercise, and yet be
-under firm, but well-regulated control. As regards its educational
-system, I venture to say that in very few respects can the High School
-methods be improved upon. Of course, the girls are drawn from varied
-ranks, but in a day school it is unnecessary, indeed, it is impossible,
-for them to have much opportunity of mixing with more than a few of the
-pupils, and naturally your granddaughter would make companions of those
-who were in a similar social position to her own."
-
-"Well, I'm sure I don't know," replied Mrs. Beauchamp, while her face
-still wore its perturbed look; "Monica is so rash, she would be just as
-likely to choose a butcher's or grocer's daughter as any one else."
-
-"I doubt if there are many there," said Mr. Bertram, smiling. "I have
-always heard that the Osmington school is one of the best, and Mr. Drury
-and Canon Monroe have daughters there, as well as many other leading
-families."
-
-"If the Osmington clergy think the school is good enough, I suppose it
-is all right," agreed his client, not without some misgivings, still.
-"The distance is the difficulty; but Barnes must accompany Monica, and
-the regular walks will, no doubt, be good for her."
-
-"The majority of the pupils who live at a distance bicycle there,"
-observed the lawyer.
-
-"Most unwomanly!" was Mrs. Beauchamp's horrified reply. "I cannot
-imagine what the mothers of the present day are dreaming of. We might
-as well have no girls at all; they seem to become boys as soon as they
-can toddle. No, Monica shall not have a bicycle. If she must go to the
-school, she must; but she will walk when fine, and Richards will have to
-drive her in the brougham when it is wet. I suppose--oh, dear me! I do
-wish she had been reasonable and got on with her governesses."
-
-With an almost imperceptible shrug of his shoulders, Mr. Bertram bade
-his client good-day, having undertaken to make all necessary
-arrangements. He was a childless man himself, but he felt sure that had
-he possessed a high-spirited daughter like Monica, he could have
-improved upon Mrs. Beauchamp's method of up-bringing.
-
-
-
-
- *CHAPTER II.*
-
- *"SUCH A *_*DEAR*_* LITTLE MONKEY!"*
-
-
-But there were weightier matters in the lawyer's mind than the choice of
-a school for incorrigible girls, and he was soon pondering deeply over a
-compensation case, as he strode along the stretch of almost countrified
-road which connected the residential district of Mydenham with the
-parent town of Osmington.
-
-He was nearing the latter, and had just consulted his watch, in view of
-an important appointment, when, turning a corner sharply, he collided
-with a young lady of nineteen or thereabouts, who, with a small brother
-and sister, was coming in the opposite direction.
-
-"I'm _so_ sorry, Mr. Bertram."
-
-"My dear Miss Franklyn, I beg your pardon," the lawyer ejaculated, as he
-straightened his hat and readjusted his spectacles, which had nearly
-fallen off in the contretemps. "I hope I didn't hurt you?" and he
-looked apologetically into the bright smiling eyes of the girl, who
-found it difficult to refrain from laughing outright.
-
-"Not a bit, thank you," was Kathleen Franklyn's reply. "It was quite as
-much my fault as yours. I am afraid I was not looking where I was going;
-these chicks were drawing my attention to an organ-grinder, with a
-little monkey, across the road."
-
-As she spoke, she looked round, expecting to find the children close at
-hand. But alas! they had seized the opportunity--far too delightful to
-lose--of sister Kath's attention being distracted for a moment, and with
-wonderful noiselessness and rapidity had crossed the wide road, on which
-the traffic was somewhat heavy, and were already some little distance
-away, following with a small crowd of children in the wake of the
-wonderful monkey.
-
-"Oh! those naughty children," she cried, "they are always up to
-mischief. You and Mrs. Bertram are saved no end of anxiety by having
-none."
-
-"At any rate, they would have got past the monkey-admiring age by now,"
-was Mr. Bertram's reply, albeit there was a gleam of sadness in his
-eyes, and a sigh escaped his lips. "But we must go after these young
-miscreants speedily."
-
-"Oh! please don't trouble," said Kathleen as she walked on quickly
-beside him; "I shall soon pick them up, and I know you are in a hurry."
-
-"Because I tried to knock you down," he replied, with an amused laugh.
-"The mischief I have done to-day is accumulating terribly."
-
-"If you have done no one any more harm than you have done me, I think
-you need not begin to clothe yourself in sackcloth and ashes on account
-of your sins at present," was Kathleen's saucily given reply, as she
-shook hands hastily upon reaching Mr. Bertram's office, and hurried
-after the children, whom she had kept well in view.
-
-"A charming girl," soliloquised the little lawyer as he entered his
-dull-looking office, and felt as if he had left all the brightness
-outside. "Franklyn is to be envied having such a troop of young people
-about him. But I daresay he looks at it in quite another light:
-probably that of _L s. d_. Well, well, the best of us are never
-satisfied, but I must say life would be very different for Mary and me
-if we had a bright young thing like Kathleen Franklyn about the house."
-And then he turned his attention to legal affairs.
-
-Meanwhile, Kathleen had succeeded in catching up to the little truants,
-and was giving them a lecture on their misbehaviour, in what was
-intended to be a very severe tone.
-
-"It was really _very_ naughty, Joan, very naughty indeed. You are older
-than Paddy, and should not have taken him into mischief." And she
-looked reproachfully into the dark grey eyes of the little girl, whose
-hand she now held tightly. "You might have been knocked down, and run
-over, or even lost. All sorts of things might have happened to you," she
-added, piling on the agony, for she thought she might as well do it
-thoroughly while she was about it.
-
-"Oh, Kathie, we didn't mean to be naughty, truly we didn't," said little
-Joan, somewhat awed by the calamities which her big sister was
-enumerating so glibly; "did we, Paddy?"
-
-"No, didn't mean to be naughty," repeated five-year-old Paddy solemnly,
-a simply seraphic look on his sweet little face, which was surrounded by
-a halo of golden curls. "But it was such a _dear_ little monkey!" And
-he half turned his head, with a longing look after the object of his
-affections, now almost out of sight in the distance.
-
-But Kathleen drew him on. "Well, promise me never to run off like that
-alone, again," she said, "or poor mother would be dreadfully upset.
-Just fancy if I had gone home without you, what would she have said?"
-
-"Spect she'd have said 'good riddance'!" was Master Pat's saucy
-rejoinder, as he looked roguishly up at his tall sister.
-
-"Oh! Pat, you are well called 'The Pickle,'" she cried, as she held the
-little chubby hand even more tightly, for this baby brother was the pet
-and plaything of the whole family, albeit he kept them continually on
-thorns with the endless mischief he managed to get into.
-
-"Must you tell mother we ran away from you, Kathie?" whispered Joan,
-beseechingly, as they neared home. She was a very tender-hearted little
-maiden, who would seldom have given any trouble but for Paddy's
-mischievous suggestions, and the thought of her mother being grieved
-troubled her.
-
-"No, dearie, I don't think we will tell her this time; but you won't do
-it again, will you?" said kind-hearted Kathleen, as she pushed open the
-heavy iron gate, and the trio walked up the somewhat weed-covered path,
-leading to a substantial red brick house, well known in Osmington as Dr.
-Franklyn's.
-
-As they entered the door, a girl of fourteen or so, a younger edition of
-Kathleen, rushed out into the hall.
-
-"What an age you've been, Kath!" she cried impetuously. "Elsa and I
-thought you were never coming. Did you get what we wanted?"
-
-"Yes, yes, Olive, I have it all right, but give me time to breathe,"
-said Kathleen, as her younger sister began scrimmaging in her pocket.
-"Mind you don't upset it!"
-
-"You dear old granny, how can it be upset if it isn't opened yet?" was
-the laughing reply, as Olive succeeded in securing a large tin of
-enamel. "But, oh! Kath, what shall we do for a brush?" And her face
-fell considerably at the thought.
-
-"Well, I may be a 'granny,' but even they can be useful, for I had the
-sense to bring not only one, but two brushes!" And Kathleen produced
-them with a merry laugh.
-
-"Well, you are a dear old darling"; and Olive hugged her sister
-rapturously. "Now Elsa and I can both paint at the same time. Send the
-children to Nanny, Kath, and then come up quickly to the 'den.' We've
-only half an hour before tea."
-
-She flew up the shabbily carpeted stairs, two steps at a time, and
-finally arrived at the top story, breathless. Bursting into one of the
-roomy attics, Olive sank down upon the first chair she came to from
-sheer want of breath; but she quickly got up again with an exclamation
-of dismay, for she remembered now it was too late that that was where
-she had hastily stood the saucer of turpentine she had been using when
-she rushed off downstairs to meet Kathleen.
-
-"What's the matter, couldn't Kath get the paint?" queried a voice from
-the other end of the quaint, odd-shaped room, and her twin-sister came
-slowly forward.
-
-Strangers never knew Olive and Elsa Franklyn apart, so much alike were
-they in outward appearance, the dark hair and eyes, full rosy lips and
-slightly upturned nose of the one being a perfect replica of the other.
-But the similarity was only external; in habits and character they were
-as widely diverse as the poles. Elsa was as quiet and methodical as
-Olive was noisy and impetuous in her actions; indeed their mother
-sometimes said she wished they could have been a little less alike
-outwardly, and a little more alike inwardly. It would have been better
-in every way, she thought; only it was two Elsas, not two Olives, that
-she would have chosen.
-
-"Oh, I say, mother will be frantic!" cried Olive, as she vainly
-endeavoured to see the extent of the damage done to her light grey
-dress. Fortunately, the saucer did not contain much more than the dregs
-of the turpentine cook had given them, somewhat gingerly; but alas! the
-old bookcase and table that Olive had been seized with a desire to
-rejuvenate, had been scarlet during the last phase of their existence,
-so that the turpentine they had been cleaning them with had become
-decidedly reddish! Consequently the skirt had taken that tone.
-
-"You _have_ made yourself in a mess," was all Elsa could say, as she
-stood helplessly looking at the ugly stain which was growing visibly
-larger, for the material had soaked up all the mixture.
-
-"If that's all you can do to help, you may just as well go on with your
-old hammering," blurted out Olive, her vexation at the mishap fast
-turning into anger, for she knew punishment would inevitably follow upon
-discovery. "I never did know such a stupid thing as you are, Elsa."
-And Olive blinked desperately hard to keep back the tears, which seemed
-as if they would choke, as well as blind her.
-
-"I don't see _what_ you can do," said poor Elsa, bravely refraining from
-an angry retort. There were those among her acquaintances who were wont
-to declare that she had not sufficient spirit to hold her own with her
-somewhat tyrannical twin sister. But Elsa Franklyn had lately learnt
-that it is "the soft answer that turneth away wrath;" and although she
-was often sorely tempted to return evil for evil, she remembered Him who
-never answered back, and day by day the quiet, unobtrusive girl was
-growing more like the Saviour whom she humbly sought to please.
-
-"Hadn't you better change your dress, Olive," she suggested, as her
-sister twisted the skirt, first this way, and then that, to get a better
-idea of the extent of the damage.
-
-"Quite a brilliant idea, Miss Elsa," was Olive's sarcastic reply; "just
-what I was going to do." And the girl, who knew she had only her own
-carelessness to thank for the catastrophe, gave the unoffending chair
-such a kick with her foot as she was going out of the door, that the
-saucer, which was still upon it, slid off the shiny seat, and falling on
-the linoleum-covered floor, was smashed into little bits.
-
-"Oh, Olive!"
-
-"Horrid, aggravating thing!" cried the hot-tempered girl. "Won't old
-Cookey be mad, though? She wanted to find an odd one, but she couldn't,
-so she gave me one of the kitchen set. I _shall_ catch it, when she
-knows. But there's no hurry about that, the frock's the worst."
-
-Meanwhile, Elsa had been carefully collecting all the broken bits of
-china into an old box-lid, and was wiping up the floor with some rag
-they had been using to clean their woodwork with. For a minute she was
-inclined to let Olive bear the brunt of the cook's wrath, as a
-punishment for her silly outburst of temper, but the next she said
-quietly: "I will take this down to the kitchen, Ollie, and explain to
-cook, while you go and change your frock. And if I can find Kathleen
-anywhere, I will send her up to you. She will know what had better be
-done to it."
-
-With an incomprehensive look at Elsa, as if such conduct were beyond her
-ken, Olive burst out, "Well, you are a dear good creature, Elsa; I'm
-sorry now I was cross to you," and she looked affectionately into the
-quiet face Elsa lifted to hers, as she rose from her stooping posture.
-They were never at variance for long, this pair of twins, for if Olive
-was careless and hot-tempered she was also generous and affectionate.
-
-"I know you didn't mean it," was all Elsa said, but the smile which
-irradiated her face at the words of commendation was good to see.
-
-Elsa soon put matters right with cook (who had been for many years a
-faithful servant in the doctor's busy household) and was on her way to
-find Kathleen, when she heard her name called.
-
-"Elsa, dear!"
-
-Gently pushing open the door of a room that was half bedroom and half
-boudoir, she found the object of her search sitting beside a couch on
-which reclined a delicate looking lady, who, from the resemblance her
-daughter bore her, was unmistakably their mother.
-
-"Did you want me, mamma?" she said, as she bent over the invalid.
-
-"Yes, darling, I heard a noise like something falling upstairs a little
-while ago, and I was afraid one of you was hurt."
-
-Elsa had to stoop quite low to hear the whispered words, for it had been
-one of the fragile mother's bad days, and she was very weak.
-
-In a few words Elsa explained the catastrophe, taking care not to make
-the worst of Olive's temper; but both the mother and Kathleen read
-between the lines.
-
-The latter rose hastily, a look of annoyance on her girlish face.
-
-"Really, Olive is too careless," she said indignantly. "She is always
-spoiling something; only last week she tore a long zig-zag slit in her
-blue serge dress, and now this grey one will be ruined, and she will
-have nothing fit to go back to school in. I must go and see what can be
-done, I suppose, but I shall give her a good scolding."
-
-"Don't be too harsh with her, Kathie," pleaded her mother. "It was very
-thoughtless of her, I know, but she will soon grow older now and be more
-careful. Girls will be girls." And she looked at her tall, handsome
-daughter, who had never given her a quarter of the trouble that Olive
-had, with admiring and yet wistful eyes. How she wished for the sake of
-her eight robust sons and daughters that she had not been compelled,
-since Paddy's babyhood, to spend the greater part of her life in her own
-room. But yet she could not regret the imprisonment, for it was only
-since she had been forced to give up her busy active life in the large
-household, where the doctor's income never seemed sufficient to meet the
-huge demands made upon it, that she had learnt that bringing up her boys
-and girls to be healthy and happy was not all that was necessary. God
-had taken the busy mother aside, and had shown her that her children
-were only lent to her, to be trained for Him. And she had heard His
-loving voice, and was seeking now to do what she could to make amends
-for the years of lost opportunities. Her eldest daughter Lois (who, as
-far as she could, had taken her mother's place in the household) and
-Elsa had already chosen "that good part which shall never be taken
-away." But the mother-heart yearned over her two big sons, Roger and
-Dick, winsome Kathleen and careless Olive.
-
-She held Elsa's warm young hand in her nerveless grasp, as Kathleen
-closed the door behind her, and drew the girlish face, aglow with
-health, down to hers, until their lips met in a long, lingering caress;
-this quiet, thoughtful little daughter was a great comfort to her
-mother.
-
-"I am afraid poor Olive was in a temper again, Elsa, for I do not see
-how the saucer could have fallen by itself. But do not tell me, dear; I
-will speak to her myself when she comes in to see me later on."
-
-"She doesn't get into a temper _quite_ so often as she used to, mamma,"
-said Elsa, eager to defend the absentee. "At least, we don't have so
-many quarrels now."
-
-"I can guess why that is," whispered Mrs. Franklyn, tenderly, as she
-stroked the dark hair with her soft white fingers; "it takes two to make
-a quarrel, I used to be told in my childhood, and my Elsa tries very
-hard nowadays not to be one of the two, doesn't she?"
-
-"Yes, mamma, generally, but I don't always succeed," and the girlish
-head was half hidden in the rug which covered her mother's slight form,
-so that her words were only just audible. "Sometimes I fail; I did
-yesterday when we were having a game, but oh! mamma, I was so sorry
-afterwards." And she raised her tear-dimmed eyes to her mother's face.
-
-"Did you tell Jesus, darling?"
-
-"Oh! yes, mamma. I always do, directly, and----"
-
-"He has forgiven you, then, Elsa?"
-
-"Yes, mamma, I know He has; but oh! I do wish I could remember quicker,
-so as not to let the hasty words slip out. It must grieve Him so!"
-
-"So it does, my childie, but I am sure He is pleased, too, when He sees
-how hard you fight against this enemy of yours, and He is only too ready
-to help you. Keep looking to Him for strength, Elsa, and go on
-persevering, and pray for Olive, dear; her enemy is stronger far than
-yours, and she does not try to conquer it."
-
-"I do, mamma, I do," murmured her little daughter.
-
-And then the tea-bell sounded through the house, summoning all the young
-folk to the large, plainly furnished dining-room where Lois Franklyn
-presided over the tea-tray. "Just her mother over again," was Dr.
-Franklyn's description of his eldest daughter, but there seemed little
-resemblance, nowadays, between the fragile invalid and this tall,
-capable young woman of three-and-twenty. Lois was not so handsome as
-Kathleen, but there was a certain indescribable charm about her, a
-nameless something which was wont to retain the admiration that
-Kathleen's more youthful beauty at first sight attracted.
-
-From furtive glances at Kathleen and Olive, Elsa gathered that no
-serious trouble had arisen between the sisters; indeed, Olive seemed on
-her best behaviour. So Elsa breathed freely, and concluded that the
-turpentine incident had blown over, as no mention was made of it. The
-meal passed merrily enough; Kathleen's racy account of her contretemps
-with Mr. Bertram amusing them very much. Paddy and Joan were just being
-reprimanded by Lois for running away, when Dr. Franklyn appeared on the
-scene, tired out after a long round of visits, and his children vied
-with each other in making him comfortable.
-
-"How is your mother, Lois?" was his first query, as she poured out a cup
-of tea, and begged him to drink it at once, assuring him that the
-invalid had rested a little, and felt a trifle better.
-
-He drank it hastily, and then set the cup down, saying: "I will have
-some more when I come back: only one of you girls need wait for me."
-
-And Lois, seeing that he was physically worn out, despatched the younger
-ones in various directions, as soon as they had finished their tea, and
-thus secured a quiet room for her father in which to have his
-long-waited-for meal in peace.
-
-
-
-
- *CHAPTER III.*
-
- *"I'M MOVED UP!"*
-
-
-The Rev. Herbert Drury sat in his study chair deep in thought. His
-writing table was strewn with letters answered, and unanswered, for he
-had been trying to make up arrears in his correspondence that morning.
-At his elbow lay his well-worn Bible, open, for very few of his letters
-were written without consulting that; but the case under consideration,
-just now, needed personal help rather than clerical advice.
-
-His dark hair, already thickly streaked with grey, although he was less
-than forty-five, was crisply cut, and an iron-grey moustache gave him a
-decidedly military appearance. His keen, dark eyes could, on occasion,
-flash a scrutinising glance, and delinquents felt he must be reading
-their very thoughts, but their habitual expression was one of kindly
-sympathy. Mr. Drury had only been Vicar of St. Paul's, Osmington, for a
-couple of years, but he had won the love and respect of all his clerical
-brothers in the neighbourhood, although their doctrinal opinions widely
-differed; his was such a singularly attractive personality. His
-church-workers felt no work was tedious or uphill, for was not their
-vicar interested in every detail, aiding personally every scheme that
-was set on foot for the evangelising of the very poverty-stricken part
-of the town which comprised his parish. Of money, he had by no means a
-superabundance, for the living was a poor one, and he was a younger son;
-but, like St. Peter of old, he could say with truth: "Such as I have,
-give I thee."
-
-And if the vicar was beloved, his wife was no less so: she was, in every
-sense, a true help-meet. He was thinking of her now, as he considered
-the sad case which had just been brought to his notice by a note from
-one of the district-visitors, and he decided to ask her advice. He
-strode across the study, and opening the door, called "Nora" in a
-resonant voice, which was calculated, if necessary, to penetrate to the
-topmost story of the roomy vicarage.
-
-"One minute, dear," was the brisk reply, from the dim recesses of a
-store-cupboard at the extreme end of the hall, and in less than that
-time Mrs. Drury appeared upon the scene. She was a plump little woman,
-with soft brown eyes and hair which waved a trifle, but otherwise was
-combed smoothly back from her broad white brow. Her blue serge dress
-was enveloped in a large holland apron, for she was on housekeeping work
-intent that morning; indeed, her hands bore traces of some floury
-substance which she was emptying when the vicar called her. Her bright
-face, still young enough to possess a dimple in the chin, was flushed
-with the exercise of trotting back and forth between store-cupboard and
-kitchen, and to her husband she made a sweet, homely picture as she
-entered his study, ready to help him in whatever way he needed.
-
-"Sit down a minute, Nora," he said, as he pushed an arm-chair forward,
-"there is a very sad case here." And the vicar unburdened his mind.
-
-For a few minutes they chatted over the sad details of the case in
-point, and as the vicar had expected, Mrs. Drury's woman's wit saw a way
-of helping, quicker than he had done.
-
-"Well, I will call there first thing this afternoon," he said, as his
-wife returned to her interrupted duties.
-
-As she arranged her stores, she contrasted the sad state of the little
-blind girl for whom they had just been planning, with the happy lot of
-her own little daughter. "Thank God my precious Amethyst has her
-eyesight," she murmured; and then, as a deep-toned clock struck the
-hour, she added: "Why, it is striking one! She will be home directly; I
-must hurry."
-
-In a few minutes the stores were all put away, the apron removed, and
-Mrs. Drury was standing in the large bay window of the dining-room
-watching for her little daughter to return from school, while the
-housemaid laid the table for dinner. Very soon she descried a trim
-little figure, clad in scarlet, hastening along the pavement, swinging
-her lesson books by their strap, and waving her hand gaily in response
-to her mother's smile, and in a moment more she was in Mrs. Drury's
-arms.
-
-"Oh! mumsie darling," she cried, breathlessly, "I'm moved up!"
-
-"Are you, my pet? I'm so glad." And her mother pressed loving kisses
-upon the upturned face, all quivering with the excitement of telling her
-news. "Then you are in the Upper School now?"
-
-"Yes, mumsie, the Fourth Form. And Olive and Elsa Franklyn, and Gipsy
-Monroe and a lot of others have been moved up too. And oh! mumsie,
-there's a new----"
-
-Here she paused from sheer want of breath, and Mrs. Drury interposed
-saying: "You shall tell me your news presently, darling, but now you
-must run and make yourself tidy for dinner, for there is the gong."
-
-A winsome little lassie was Amethyst Drury; at least, so her fond
-parents thought. She looked less than her fourteen years, because she
-was so very slight, and the pretty fair hair, simply tied back with a
-scarlet ribbon, and falling loose about her neck, accentuated the
-appearance of fragility. Her scarlet frock was almost hidden by the
-white overall pinafore which her mother sensibly insisted upon her
-wearing indoors, and which really added to the charm of her appearance.
-Amethyst was not specially good-looking, but her soft complexion and
-sparkling grey eyes made up for any little defects in her mouth and
-nose, the former being a trifle too large, and the latter too
-_retrousse_, to be termed strictly pretty.
-
-"Well, girlie," said her father, as grace having been said he began to
-carve the joint of roast beef; "how did you get on the first day of
-term?"
-
-"Pretty well, I think, thank you, father, although the lessons seem
-harder now than they did with Miss Hemming; I've brought home a lot for
-to-morrow," and Amethyst looked somewhat ruefully at the lesson books
-lying on the table in the window.
-
-"You must expect to pay the penalty of honour," remarked the vicar, who
-had, of course, been immediately informed of the change of class. "You
-cannot hope to be so high in this form as you were in the other,
-Amethyst, because many of these girls will be older than you, I
-presume."
-
-"Yes, father, some of them are, but they can't be very sharp or they
-would not have been left behind. I am going to try hard to get near the
-top of this class by the time the reports come out," said Amethyst, a
-ring of determination in her young voice, as she began to attack her
-dinner with a school-girl's appetite.
-
-Her parents exchanged glances. "My girlie mustn't be too confident of
-her own powers," said Mrs. Drury gently, but firmly; "father and I want
-you to do your very best to learn well, and grow up to be a clever
-woman, but you must not expect to take all the honours, Amethyst."
-
-"Oh! of course, mumsie, I only meant I was going to do my lessons as
-well as I possibly could," and the clear grey eyes met her mother's
-unfalteringly. "There are several girls who are really clever, in my
-form now, who find it quite easy to learn difficult things. I wish I
-did," she added with a little sigh.
-
-"You must remember the hare and the tortoise, girlie," said the vicar,
-with a smile. "If you have more trouble to learn than they do, you may
-depend upon it you will remember better. Are there any new girls?"
-
-"Only one in our form, father, and she comes from Mydenham. Her name is
-Monica Beauchamp. I don't think I like her very much," added Amethyst
-meditatively.
-
-"Don't judge hastily, darling," said her mother; "she may be a very nice
-girl, when you know her."
-
-"I am sure you wouldn't like her, mumsie," said her little daughter,
-positively, "she seems so off-hand; and once or twice she was quite rude
-to Miss Churchill. Why, she actually said----"
-
-"Hush! dear, no tale-telling. You know, girlie, I only want to hear
-nice things about your school companions. Perhaps it would be wiser not
-to make a close friend of this Monica, just at present, but always be
-kind and courteous. I daresay she feels strange among you all,
-especially if she is not accustomed to school. How old is she?"
-
-"Fifteen; but she is such a big girl, mumsie, quite as tall as some of
-the girls in the Fifth. She went in the school door as I did this
-morning, and some elderly person was with her. I thought perhaps it was
-her mother or aunt, although she didn't look a very kind one; but Monica
-said: 'That will do, Barnes, you need not come any farther,' in such a
-commanding tone, so I suppose she was a servant."
-
-"I expect the young lady in question is a granddaughter of Mrs.
-Beauchamp, of Carson Rise," remarked Mr. Drury. "I have heard she has
-one living with her."
-
-"Yes, she is, father," said Amethyst, eager to show off her knowledge.
-"Olive and Elsa knew her by sight. They said she had had _four_ daily
-governesses, and she wouldn't obey one of them. That's why her
-grandmother has sent her to school." Amethyst's face wore an awe-struck
-expression; such a terrible state of affairs seemed incredible to her.
-
-"I am surprised at the Franklyns for repeating such a thing. At any
-rate _we_ will not discuss this Monica's misdeeds, Amethyst, we have
-plenty of faults of our own." Mrs. Drury spoke sternly, and then she
-changed the subject.
-
-Her little daughter looked very abashed, and was quite quiet for a few
-minutes; her mother seldom spoke in so severe a tone, her rule was
-rather one of love. But she had a great aversion to tittle-tattling,
-and endeavoured to check every indication of it in Amethyst's
-school-girl talk.
-
-The cheerful midday meal concluded, the vicar prepared for an
-afternoon's parochial visiting. Mrs. Drury got out her work-basket in
-order to finish a garment she was making for a poor old woman, who used
-to attend her mothers' meeting. Amethyst amused herself with
-alternately talking to the canary, whose cage hung in one of the sunny
-windows, and playing with a beautiful black and white cat, who stretched
-himself lazily on the hearthrug, and blinked his eyes and purred in
-appreciation of his little mistress's fondling.
-
-"Shall I get out my lessons now, mumsie; they will take me a good long
-time to-day?" she asked, when she was tired of amusing herself.
-
-"No, dear, I think you shall leave them until after tea," said Mrs.
-Drury, as she sewed on the last button, and folded up her work. "I am
-going to take this to old Mrs. Robbins, and you may go with me."
-
-"Oh, lovely!" cried Amethyst excitedly, as she jumped up with alacrity.
-"I like going to see your dear little old women, mumsie. I don't think
-I know Mrs. Robbins."
-
-"I hardly think you do, dear. But come, let us get ready, and go at
-once."
-
-Although St. Paul's Vicarage was situated in a by no means grand
-locality, a very few minutes brisk walking brought Mrs. Drury and
-Amethyst into widely different surroundings. Long rows of tenement
-houses looking on to the ugly brick buildings which comprised the iron
-foundry where most of the husbands and sons earned their daily bread,
-were traversed before they paused at an almost paintless door, bearing
-the number 75, but guiltless of a knocker.
-
-Applying the handle of her umbrella briskly, Mrs. Drury waited for some
-one to admit her. But instead of the door being opened, a feeble voice
-was heard saying: "Please come in." And bidding Amethyst follow her,
-she turned the rickety handle and entered the squalid-looking house.
-For a moment it was so dark after the bright sunlight outside, that she
-could scarcely see her way, but she soon descried another door on her
-left, and pushing that open, a certain amount of light illumined the
-dark passage.
-
-"Come in, ma'am, do 'ee come in," cried a quavering old voice from the
-interior of the room, and Mrs. Drury led Amethyst, who was somewhat shy
-of strangers, into the tidy but comfortless apartment, and shut the
-door.
-
-"Well, Mrs. Robbins, how are you to-day?" she enquired sympathetically,
-as she gently shook the poor old hand, badly crippled with rheumatism.
-
-"Only very middlin', ma'am, very middlin'," said the poor old soul, as
-she begged her visitors to be seated. Mrs. Drury drew the only
-available chair up to the side of the poor miserable bed, and Amethyst
-found a little wooden footstool, upon which she perched herself as best
-she could. The old woman's dim eyes lit up as she saw the bright face
-and hair of her little visitor.
-
-"La, bless me, ma'am, she's just for all the world like a fairy," she
-said, and she struggled to raise her poor old body the better to feast
-her eyes on the pretty picture, but a low moan of pain escaped her lips.
-"'Tis these screwmatics," she explained, as Mrs. Drury bent over her
-tenderly, "my back and legs is awful to-day."
-
-"Have you had any medicine lately, and who looks after you, Mrs.
-Robbins?" said the lady, sympathetically.
-
-"My darter-in-law looks in most days, and her little gal runs of arrants
-for me; they live at No. 68, just below. No, ma'am, I haven't had any
-medicine for a good bit now, it don't seem much use like. But there,
-ma'am, the Almighty is wonderful good to me. I have never been without
-a bite or a sup yet, and there's a many can't say as much as that, poor
-things of 'em."
-
-"Perhaps they don't look to Him for succour as you do," was Mrs. Drury's
-gentle reply, as she stroked the poor knotted fingers.
-
-"Ah, ma'am, that's true, more's the pity of it. I mind when I was young,
-like little missy there, my father used to say to me: 'Now, Jemima, my
-gal, never you do nothing as'll make you shamed for God Almighty to see,
-and you may depend upon it, He'll look to it that you never want.'
-Sometimes, when I was young and foolish, I used ter think as there was a
-many things I wanted, and never got, but now I'm growing old, and the
-Golden City is very near, I seem quite content-like."
-
-"Shall I just read a few words to you?" said Mrs. Drury, as she opened
-her little pocket Bible at the book of the Revelation.
-
-"Aye, please do, ma'am," and the dear old soul lay placidly listening to
-the beautiful description given by St. John of the New Jerusalem, where
-there shall be no more pain, hunger, or tears, for those who have been
-washed in the blood of the Lamb.
-
-"Beautiful, beautiful words," murmured old Mrs. Robbins, as she drank in
-the comforting promises; "we'll not remember the trials and troubles of
-this life when we are up yonder."
-
-"Now, Amethyst, dear, before we go, just sing a nice hymn for Mrs.
-Robbins," said Mrs. Drury, to her little daughter, who had been a silent
-spectator so far.
-
-"What might little missy's name be, ma'am?" enquired the old woman, with
-some curiosity.
-
-"Amethyst," replied Mrs. Drury, with a smile. "An unusual one, isn't it?
-but her father and I chose it for a special reason."
-
-"'Tis one of the precious stones in the Bible, surely," said Mrs.
-Robbins; "one of all they long-named things as is going to be in the
-walls of the golden city."
-
-"Yes, it is a Bible name, and has a special meaning, signifying an
-abhorrence of the drink which is such a curse to our land. We want our
-little daughter to grow up to be a true Amethyst. Now, dearie, sing
-your hymn."
-
-"Shall it be 'There is a city bright,' mumsie? Would Mrs. Robbins like
-that?"
-
-"Yes, dear, I am sure she would. Come and stand close by me, and sing
-very clearly, girlie," and Mrs. Drury took one of the white-gloved hands
-in her own, and held it lovingly while her little daughter's clear,
-childish treble filled the bare room.
-
- "There is a city bright
- Closed are its gates to sin,
- Naught that defileth,
- Naught that defileth,
- Can ever enter in.
-
- "Saviour, I come to Thee!
- Oh, Lamb of God, I pray,--
- Cleanse me and save me,
- Cleanse me and save me,
- Wash all my sins away.
-
- "Lord, make me, from this hour,
- Thy loving child to be,
- Kept by Thy power,
- Kept by Thy power,
- From all that grieveth Thee.
-
- "Till in the snowy dress
- Of Thy redeemed I stand;
- Faultless and stainless,
- Faultless and stainless,
- Safe in that happy land."
-
-
-"Thank you, my dearie, thank you," said the old woman gratefully, as the
-last word died away. "And thank you kindly, ma'am, for coming to cheer
-an old body up."
-
-"I will come again when I can, Mrs. Robbins; meanwhile here is a
-comfortable loose gown for you to use, either when you sit up again, or
-in bed, just as you like, and a trifle to buy a few little extras with."
-
-The poor old cripple's dim eyes filled with tears as she saw the nice
-grey woollen wrapper, and felt the half-crown pressed into her wrinkled
-palm.
-
-"God bless you, dear lady! God Almighty bless and reward you!" was all
-she could say.
-
-And, quite understanding, Mrs. Drury gently bade Amethyst open the door,
-and in a moment more their footsteps resounded along the uneven
-pavement.
-
-
-
-
- *CHAPTER IV.*
-
- *"I WISH YOU'D BE FRIENDS WITH ME."*
-
-
-Mrs. Drury and Amethyst walked along silently for a few minutes, each
-apparently busy with her own thoughts. The former was thinking how best
-she could aid the poor old cripple she had just left, while her little
-daughter was pondering over the history of her name. They had reached a
-more open thoroughfare when Amethyst broke the silence.
-
-"Amethyst is _rather_ a funny name for a girl, don't you think, mumsie?"
-
-Suddenly recalled from a mental calculation in which blankets and
-beef-tea played a prominent part, Mrs. Drury smiled down at her little
-daughter. "Do you think so, girlie?" was all she said.
-
-"Well, yes, I do," confessed Amethyst, slowly. "Although the girls at
-the High School have nicknamed me 'Thistle,' they tease me about my
-proper name sometimes, and say I might as well have been called Sapphire
-or Topaz, or one of those long names which begin with a 'C.' I can't
-pronounce them properly, but you know the ones I mean, mumsie."
-
-"Yes, dear, I know. You mean chrysolite and chalcedony and
-chrysoprasus," said her mother, with a smile; "but they are very
-different. Your father and I chose your name because of its meaning,
-for a special reason, as we have often told you, Amethyst. When we used
-to live in the East-end of London, where you were born, there was so
-much sin and sorrow all round us everywhere, caused by strong drink,
-that we resolved to call you Amethyst, so that you might always be a
-reminder to us of our promise not to have anything to do with it. And
-there was another reason, girlie," Mrs. Drury dropped her voice, and
-spoke softly. "Your father and I have always hoped and prayed, from
-your very babyhood, that when you were grown up you might become a
-worker in the noble army of men and women who are fighting, in God's
-strength, against this dreadful enemy of our beloved England."
-
-"How could I, mother?" Amethyst asked wonderingly; she had never been
-told so much as this before.
-
-"There are many ways, dear," replied her mother, "in which people can
-influence those around them in the cause of total abstinence. Some are
-wanted who can write books and articles; others who can speak in favour
-of it. But it is early days for us to plan your future, girlie; when
-you have left school far behind and are quite grown up, it will be
-easier to see how you can best live up to your name."
-
-"I think I should like to be a speaker," said Amethyst meditatively.
-
-"You are one now, I think, girlie," said Mrs. Drury, with a little
-laugh. "You know father says you are a regular chatterbox. Now, let us
-go into Wilson's and get some of those nice scones for tea, and then we
-must hurry home."
-
-They had just emerged from the confectioner's, and were crossing the
-road, when Amethyst espied the two Franklyn girls coming towards them.
-
-"There are Olive and Elsa," she said, delightedly; and then she added,
-persuasively, "Oh! mumsie, do you think they might come to tea with us
-to-day?"
-
-"Not to-day, darling, I think, because you have all your lessons to do,
-and there is scarcely time for them to go home and get permission, now.
-But they might come on Saturday," she added, as Amethyst looked very
-doleful. "Let us speak to them."
-
-"How do you do, dears?" was Mrs. Drury's bright greeting, as she shook
-hands with the twins. "How is your mother to-day?"
-
-"Father thinks she is a little better, thank you, Mrs. Drury." It was
-Elsa who spoke; Olive always deputed her sister to give the latest
-bulletins of her mother's health.
-
-"I am glad to hear that," said Mrs. Drury warmly; "will you give her my
-love, and tell her I hope to come and see her very soon? Meanwhile,
-Amethyst and I are wondering whether she would allow you both to come to
-tea next Saturday."
-
-"Oh! thank you very much, Mrs. Drury, we shall be delighted to come,"
-said Olive, a ring of pleasure in her tones; they always enjoyed
-themselves at St. Paul's Vicarage.
-
-"I think we had better just ask first," ventured Elsa, "although I feel
-sure mother will be very pleased."
-
-"Quite right, dear," said Mrs. Drury, looking approvingly at Elsa, so
-that she did not see Olive shrug her shoulders disdainfully. "Come
-early in the afternoon, if you may, so that you and Amethyst can have
-some fun together in the garden. I hear you have all been moved up,"
-she added, as they began to separate.
-
-"Yes, an awful nuisance, I call it," said Olive; "we shall have no end
-of home-work to do now. That algebra we did this morning is stupid
-stuff, isn't it, Thistle? All silly little letters and numbers that
-don't seem to mean anything. I couldn't make head or tail of it."
-
-"I rather liked it," said Amethyst.
-
-"So did I," admitted Elsa.
-
-"Well, you all ought to grow up very clever women," said Mrs. Drury,
-with a smile. "I hope you will all do something great some day."
-
-"No fear of that for me," was Olive's nonchalant reply, as Amethyst and
-her mother hurried on.
-
-"I hope mother will let us go on Saturday," said Elsa, as the twins
-walked in the direction of home.
-
-"Why, of course she will, you stupid; how often does she refuse us?"
-cried her sister, snappishly. She had an uncomfortable sense of having
-lowered herself somehow in Mrs. Drury's estimation, and was not best
-pleased with Elsa for appearing to correct her before that lady.
-
-"No, she is always so pleased for us to go to the vicarage," said Elsa,
-wisely refraining from adding fuel to the fire by saying what she might
-have said; namely, that she had seen Mrs. Drury's look of astonishment
-when Olive calmly accepted the invitation without any reference to their
-mother. "We must be quick, now, Olive, or we shall be late for tea; it
-is just upon five by the post-office clock."
-
-The three girls met again next morning in the Fourth Form cloakroom,
-where the pupils took off their outdoor garments, and changed their
-shoes. They had the narrow, partitioned-off room, with its rows of
-clothes-hooks and pigeon-holes for boots, to themselves, for a moment.
-But as they were rather late, Elsa, whose division was nearest to
-Amethyst's, could only just whisper, "We may come on Saturday," before
-the bell, which summoned them all to their places in the large hall,
-warned them to lose no time.
-
-Scrambling into their slippers, and hanging hats and coats on their
-respective pegs, the trio hastened into the hall, and were each in their
-own particular place by the time the bell ceased clanging: much to
-Elsa's and Amethyst's delight, as they had no wish to begin so early in
-the term with a late mark. Olive was one of the happy-go-lucky sort who
-did not mind a few marks one way or the other.
-
-Indeed, she ran the risk of losing a conduct mark by nudging Elsa, and
-whispering: "Monica Beauchamp is----" just as Miss Buckingham, the
-head-mistress, who conducted prayers from a raised platform at one end
-of the hall, announced the number of the hymn.
-
-But Elsa only smiled, and resolutely turned her head away from Olive, so
-that the sentence remained unfinished.
-
-Prayers over, and the various notices relative to the new term having
-been given out, the classes filed into their classrooms, which all
-opened off the spacious hall, with the exception of the First and Sixth
-Forms, whose rooms were on the first floor, where were also the studio,
-music-rooms and others used for various purposes.
-
-There was a friendly rivalry among the girls with respect to the
-appearance of their own particular classrooms, and they had inaugurated
-a fund among themselves for decorative purposes, by means of which
-plants and pictures, etc., were purchased for the adornment of the
-rooms.
-
-The Fourth Form, by reason of its position, had the best view of all the
-classrooms, for it overlooked the prettily laid out garden of Miss
-Buckingham's private house, so that the girls of that form always tried
-to outdo the others in their decoration of the room itself. And indeed,
-as the twenty or more girls filed into it that bright May morning, and
-took their places, each at her own desk, it looked a charming room.
-Half a dozen pretty engravings, well-framed, and a couple of coloured
-maps, on rollers, adorned the walls which were painted a pale green; on
-the dark oak mantelpiece, which matched the door and wainscoting, stood
-some "Liberty" vases, which the "Decoration Committee" undertook to keep
-supplied with flowers. Miss Churchill (the Fourth Form governess) had a
-large desk on a raised platform, from which she could command a good
-view of all her pupils at once; behind her hung the baize-covered notice
-board, and at her right hand stood the black-board on its easel. The
-windows, of which there were three, were, much to the girls' disgust,
-guiltless of curtains, as such commodities as carpets and
-window-hangings were not allowed in the classrooms, a large Oriental rug
-before the tiled hearth being the only covering on the inlaid floor.
-But the upper parts of the casement windows were filled in with coloured
-glass, and on each of the deep window ledges stood a palm, or some hardy
-fern, in artistic pots, so that the appearance was all that could be
-desired.
-
-There is just one more thing to be mentioned, and that is, that each
-class had its own motto, framed, and hung over the mantelpiece, where it
-could not fail to be seen; that of the Fourth Form being _Suaviter in
-modo, fortiter in re_ (Gentle in manner, resolute in deed).
-
-The mottoes had been Miss Buckingham's gift some few months before, when
-the girls, for the time being, in each class had chosen their own, by
-vote, and the idea was still sufficiently fresh to cause a good deal of
-interest.
-
-"Now, girls," said Miss Churchill brightly, as she seated herself at her
-desk, "let us get to work at once. We did really nothing yesterday,
-what with giving out stationery, and drawing up the timetable, etc.; so
-this morning we must begin in earnest. Divinity is our first lesson."
-
-She was a plain little person, dressed in a blue serge skirt, and blouse
-of blue and white striped flannel. Her age might have been anything
-under forty, but as a matter of fact, Mary Churchill had not yet passed
-her twenty-eighth birthday. Her soft brown hair, guiltless of fringe or
-wave, was simply arranged, and her broad forehead was suggestive of
-talent, while her lips spoke of a resolute will. But beneath the
-commonplace exterior, there beat a warm loving heart, which took a real
-vital interest in the character of each of her pupils; and it was
-because of her love for them that, for the most part, the girls of the
-Fourth Form were devoted to their teacher.
-
-There was an opening of desks, a rustling of Bibles and notebooks, and
-then the work of the morning began. The period in Scripture that had
-been chosen for that term's study was the book of Exodus, and the girls
-grew quite interested as Miss Churchill graphically described the
-position of the Israelites in bondage.
-
-Elsa and Amethyst, who shared a double desk between them, listened
-intently, for they thoroughly enjoyed the Divinity lesson always; but
-Olive paid scant attention. It was far too dry, she thought, to trouble
-about listening properly, and so her thoughts wandered, first to one
-thing, and then to another, until she had quite lost the thread of the
-lesson, and gave up trying to follow it. So she looked about her, to
-see what the others were thinking, and found Monica Beauchamp's eyes
-were fixed on her. She was too far away from her to whisper, as she
-would undoubtedly have done if she could, so she contented herself with
-smiling and making various grimaces, to show her feelings, when Miss
-Churchill was engaged with the blackboard.
-
-Monica, who had felt terribly "out of it" the day before, was only too
-ready to make advances towards this girl who seemed to have plenty of
-fun in her, and was not a goody-goody like her sister; so she returned
-the gesticulations with interest.
-
-For a few minutes Miss Churchill noticed nothing wrong, but presently as
-she looked round from the blackboard she heard a decided titter, and
-turning in the direction from which the sound came, she saw that one of
-the girls, Hetty Warner, a quiet, inoffensive child, was endeavouring to
-conceal her merriment by means of her handkerchief.
-
-"What are you laughing at, Hetty?" she said, somewhat sternly.
-
-"Nothing, Miss Churchill," muttered the girl, as best she could.
-
-"There must have been some reason, and I insist upon knowing it," and
-Miss Churchill came a few steps nearer to the culprit's desk. A hasty
-movement between two of the girls did not escape her, and quick as
-thought she intercepted a small piece of paper which Olive Franklyn was
-frantically trying to put out of sight.
-
-The girls held their breath as their teacher opened and smoothed out the
-paper, which Olive had screwed up into a ball rather than hand it up as
-it was. Those who had been in the form before remembered a similar
-occasion when Miss Churchill had confiscated a little scribbled note
-which was being passed along, and the punishment that had been inflicted
-for such an underhand trick. But that was as nothing to the present
-scene, for Miss Churchill held aloft, so that all could see it, the
-paper on which was an unmistakable caricature of herself, in the
-attitude she assumed when delivering a lesson.
-
-"What a shame!" cried several of the girls simultaneously, but she
-stopped them with a motion of her hand.
-
-"Who drew this?" she enquired, in a well-controlled voice; but her eyes
-flashed, and it was evident that she was very, very angry.
-
-For a moment no one answered, and she put the question again, while the
-girls waited breathlessly; those who were innocent were eager to know
-who the culprit was. Only two of them looked at all guilty, and those
-were the Franklyns. Miss Churchill, looking round at all the faces
-before her, noticed the frightened look of one, and the off-hand,
-nonchalant air of the other. As yet she scarcely knew them apart, so
-she enquired of the one nearest to her, who happened to be Elsa: "Did
-you draw this ... thing?"
-
-A scarcely audible "No" came from Elsa's trembling lips, and Miss
-Churchill was about to tell her to speak louder, when Olive stood up,
-and said, in a bold, defiant tone: "Elsa knows nothing about it, I did
-it," and then she sat down again calmly, to await her punishment.
-
-"You will apologise to me for your rudeness before you go home, and you
-will copy out a hundred lines of French translation and bring it to me,
-to-morrow, without a fault, or else I shall show this drawing to Miss
-Buckingham," was all the teacher said, in very quiet tones; but for once
-Olive was subdued, and behaved tolerably well for the rest of the
-morning.
-
-She was greeted with various remarks during the ten minutes' recreation
-the girls had in the playground. Some of them looked askance at her,
-and she felt she had made a bad beginning in the new form. But two or
-three of the troublesome, fun-loving ones complimented her upon the
-cleverness of her drawing.
-
-"You hither expression to a T!" said Lily Howell, a somewhat
-vulgar-looking girl, whose slangy expression jarred upon her superiors,
-but whose well-filled purse made her a desirable acquaintance.
-
-[Illustration: "'YOU HIT HER EXPRESSION TO A T!'"]
-
-"It wasn't bad," admitted Olive, "but I could have done it a great deal
-better if I had had time."
-
-"I'm afraid you've done for yourself," said Gipsy Monroe, a dark-eyed
-girl, with short, curly black hair, as she and Amethyst Drury sauntered
-by arm in arm.
-
-But, beyond a shrug of her shoulders, Olive took no notice, for all her
-interest was centred in Monica, who was just coming towards her.
-
-"I say, wasn't it a lark?" was Monica's greeting, as she came near; "but
-it's hard lines that you should have all the punishment, because I was
-nearly as bad."
-
-"Oh! I don't care a fig about the copying," said Olive carelessly. "It
-goes against the grain rather to beg her pardon, but, of course, I shall
-have to, or there'll be no end of a row, and I only did it for fun."
-
-"Well, you _are_ a jolly girl!" was Monica's admiring reply. "I wish
-you'd be friends with me."
-
-"So I will," agreed Olive, with alacrity. "I haven't got a real chum,
-and I should think you and I would get on A1."
-
-"I've never had a girl-friend in all my life," said Monica; "to tell the
-truth I always thought them rather dull and stupid. I am awfully keen
-on dogs; do you like them?"
-
-And Olive assenting, a lively conversation ensued, which was abruptly
-terminated by the sound of the bell recalling them to lessons.
-
-Olive's equanimity appeared to be quite restored as she entered the
-school door with her new-made friend, but a pitiful little look from
-Elsa, and a whispered, "How _could_ you, Ollie?" made her feel most
-uncomfortable, and she seized an early opportunity of going up to Miss
-Churchill and expressing the contrition that, at the moment, she really
-felt, for Olive Franklyn was a good-hearted girl, although she was full
-of fun, and she began to realise that perhaps Miss Churchill had
-"feelings" the same as herself, and she knew she wouldn't have liked
-such a trick played upon her.
-
-Something in the honest brown eyes which looked unflinchingly into her
-own touched Miss Churchill, who had somewhat recovered from the
-indignation which Olive's treatment of her had roused, and she spoke
-gently to the pupil who would doubtless prove a "handful" as time went
-on.
-
-"Very well, dear, I quite forgive you; let us say no more about it. I
-don't think you will do such a thing again. You have evidently some
-talent for sketching quickly and boldly; see that you do not misuse your
-gift."
-
-And Olive, glad to be at peace with her teacher again, made a mental vow
-that she would be an exemplary scholar from that day forward. But alas!
-Olive Franklyn's promises were, like the proverbial pie-crust, made to
-be broken!
-
-
-
-
- *CHAPTER V.*
-
- *"I WANT YOU A MINUTE."*
-
-
-Monica Beauchamp returned home from her second day at school in high
-spirits. At last, she believed, she had found a friend, a girl of about
-her own age, who apparently had tastes somewhat similar to her own, to
-whom she could talk without restraint, and to whom she could confide all
-the hundred and one grievances of her everyday life at her
-grandmother's.
-
-She felt so light-hearted about it that she even condescended to make an
-affable remark now and again, during the walk home, to the
-long-suffering Barnes, whom Mrs. Beauchamp insisted should accompany
-Miss Monica both to and from school, and who had had a sorry time so
-far. For Monica was so indignant at the idea of requiring a nurse-maid
-(as one or two of the girls had not hesitated to call the person whom
-they saw with Monica) that she had vented her spite on Barnes by
-marching sullenly along without saying a single word.
-
-Barnes, who was accustomed to all sorts of treatment from "that Miss
-Monica," as she was wont to call her, confided to the other maids over
-their dinner that school was working wonders in their young lady
-already, and she wished she'd gone a good bit before.
-
-"Not as I enjoys the constitootional twice a day," she added, "for I
-can't abear it, and it takes a sight of time. But still, if the missis
-will have it so----"
-
-"I'm sure I'd just as lief go out a-walking, as tidy up all the rubbidge
-in her bedroom," sniffed Mary Ann, the under-housemaid, who privately
-thought herself far more suited to go than Barnes.
-
-"You never need be expecting to, then," replied the maid, with
-conviction. "You're far too giddy."
-
-"Dear, dear," was the mocking answer, "old maids isn't always the ones
-preferred!"
-
-"There, that'll do, Mary Ann!" interposed cook good-temperedly; "don't
-be rude to Miss Barnes." And she adroitly changed the subject.
-
-Meanwhile, Monica was having a _tete-a-tete_ meal with her grandmother
-in the dining-room upstairs. The old lady had been out the previous
-afternoon and evening, and so had not had an opportunity of questioning
-Monica about her first experiences of school life. She proceeded to do
-so when the parlourmaid left them alone together.
-
-Monica, still happy in the thought of her new-made friend, looked bright
-and lovable as she sat opposite her grandmother at the lavishly
-appointed luncheon table; even Mrs. Beauchamp, austere and
-undemonstrative as she was, felt for the moment a thrill of satisfaction
-in possessing so handsome a grandchild. But neither her words nor tones
-gave any indication of such a state of feeling.
-
-"Now give me some account of your school-work, Monica," she said
-stiffly, as she toyed with a minute helping of orange jelly.
-
-"Oh! I think I shall like it no end," was the girl's off-hand reply, as
-well as she could between huge mouthfuls of rhubarb tart, which she was
-discussing with her healthy school-girl's appetite. "It was a bit
-strange at first, but I chummed up to one of the girls to-day, so I feel
-quite at home."
-
-"Really, Monica," expostulated her grandmother, "you must not use such
-expressions; you quite shock me. I do hope they will not allow you to
-speak improperly at this school." And she sighed voluminously.
-
-"That isn't slang, really, grandmother; everybody says chum nowadays,"
-was Monica's conciliatory reply. "At least, all young people do."
-
-"I do hope you won't grow unladylike, I'm sure. It is doubtful if it was
-a wise step to send you to such a large school, I am afraid."
-
-"Don't fidget, grandmother," said her grandchild soothingly. "I daresay
-I shall turn out all right in the end." And she added, mentally: "At
-any rate, dad, I won't disappoint _you_ if I can help it."
-
-"Well, what about this girl you've made friends with?" continued the old
-lady helplessly; "who is she?"
-
-"One of Dr. Franklyn's daughters," began Monica, but Mrs. Beauchamp
-interrupted her.
-
-"Oh! I'm glad you had the sense to choose a professional man's child.
-Although I don't know much of Dr. Franklyn, I think he is a very
-respectable medical man. But was there no girl in your own station,
-Monica, who would have been more suited as a companion for you?"
-
-"I'm sure I didn't give a thought to what her father was," said Monica
-frankly. "I shouldn't have cared much if he had been a chimney sweep.
-I've taken a great fancy to Olive Franklyn, and she seemed friendly, so
-we have agreed to be chums."
-
-"Well, I hope you have not been rash. I must make enquiries about these
-Franklyns before I can allow you to become further acquainted."
-
-Monica muttered something under her breath, which sounded suspiciously
-like "What rubbish!" but the look on her grandmother's stern face warned
-her to be careful, if she would keep her friend.
-
-"I thought Mr. Bertram said the Osmington clergy had daughters at the
-High School," remarked Mrs. Beauchamp after a pause; "would not one of
-them have done?"
-
-"I think there's only Amethyst Drury in our form," was the scornful
-reply, "and I'm sure she's a little prig. She's great friends with
-Olive's twin sister Elsa, who is just such another as herself, I should
-think."
-
-Her grandmother inferred from that remark that Monica had evidently
-chosen a kindred spirit, and she dreaded what might be in store, in the
-way of added unruliness. But she refrained from saying what was in her
-mind, and went on to enquire about lessons, and so forth.
-
-Monica gave a very good description of all she had done, with the
-exception of the caricature episode, and having somewhat ingratiated
-herself with her grandmother, by repeating a few words of praise that
-had been bestowed upon her German exercise, she thought it a good
-opportunity to ask a favour.
-
-"Oh! grandmamma," she said coaxingly, "don't you think I might go
-without Barnes? It seems so silly for a great girl like me to be
-obliged to have a maid to walk with me. The girls say nasty things
-about it, too," she added ruefully.
-
-"I have been considering the matter, Monica," said Mrs. Beauchamp, as
-she rose from the table, "but I have not decided yet what I shall do."
-
-"Can't I go by myself, grandmother? I'm sure you might trust me."
-
-"I am not so sure, Monica," was the cold rejoinder. "I do not approve of
-young ladies tearing here, there, and everywhere by themselves, though
-it may be all very well for girls of the middle classes. I shall
-probably get a small governess cart, and Richards will drive you in and
-out."
-
-A drive with the sedate old coachman who had been years in Mrs.
-Beauchamp's service, and who occasionally "spoke his mind to Miss
-Monica," was scarcely any improvement on walking with Barnes. But, at
-any rate, there would be no reason for the girls to ridicule her then.
-So she made no demur.
-
-"Now, Monica, go to the schoolroom and do some of your lessons, and be
-ready at half-past-three to accompany me to The Knoll. Put on your
-cream serge frock, and make yourself as neat-looking as you possibly
-can, for Mrs. St. Quintin is very particular."
-
-Monica was not over-pleased at the prospect of a longish drive, and
-drawing-room tea to follow, but even that was preferable to remaining at
-home alone. So she prepared to do as she was told, and behaved in so
-exemplary a manner during the rest of the day that Mrs. Beauchamp began
-to have great hopes from the new educational arrangements.
-
-By the end of the week the governess cart was procured, and Monica was
-freed from Barnes's espionage. The girls were quick to see the fresh
-arrangement, and Lily Howell, who had been the one to talk about the
-nursemaid, was furiously jealous of the smart little turn-out. Her
-father, a retired soap-manufacturer, was extremely wealthy, and his only
-and much spoiled child was most extravagantly dressed; indeed, she had
-everything for which she expressed a wish. But for some unaccountable
-reason he would not go in for "hoss-flesh," as he called it, preferring
-to hire a landau from the livery stables when Mrs. Howell wished to
-drive; so that Lily's pet ambition, which was to drive herself, was not
-realised. A bicycle she might, and did, have, but she had tired of
-that, because it was such a "fag"; so that she was dreadfully annoyed
-when the new girl, with the uppish ways, passed her on her way to the
-High School, seated in just such a trap as her soul coveted. She made
-up her mind to vent her spite somehow upon Monica, who took absolutely
-no notice of her at all, while she was as "thick as thieves" with that
-Franklyn girl, whose father was as poor as a church mouse.
-
-Now Lily was a sly, deceitful sort of girl, and was by no means a
-favourite with the others; but she was in the habit of spending money
-freely, simply because she wanted to show off; so that some of the more
-greedy girls made a sort of queen of her, and flattered her tremendously
-on account of the chocolate, and other good things, which she showered
-upon them. She was so lazy and indolent that she would have been
-continually getting into trouble with the governesses, had it not been
-for her little coterie, who managed, by one trick and another, to shield
-her from exposure; and somehow she managed to pass muster.
-
-On the morning in question she nursed her jealousy of Monica until
-recreation time came round, and then she found a splendid opportunity,
-as she thought, of "paying her out."
-
-The usual visit to the housekeeper's room, where the girls could buy
-various biscuits, and get milk, if they liked, for lunch, having been
-paid, some of the Fourth Form girls hurried off to secure one of the two
-asphalted tennis courts, Monica and Olive being among the number. But
-when they arrived on the scene, it was only to find that the Fifth Form
-had appropriated them both, and were practising with a view to a
-tournament which was to take place between the girls of the Osmington
-and another High School later on.
-
-"Oh, I say! it's too bad of you girls to take both courts," cried Olive
-breathlessly.
-
-"First come, first served, my dear," replied one of the elder girls
-condescendingly, as she returned a serve gaily, but so carelessly, that
-the ball was netted, and her partner groaned, as the umpire scored
-"forty--love."
-
-"Well, let's have a game of fives, Monica," suggested Olive, as they
-left the tennis players. But, alas! the fives courts were all filled by
-then, so there was no amusement left but to saunter about the large
-playground arm-in-arm, as several of the others were doing, some, like
-themselves, in couples, and some in school-girl fashion, in strings of
-four, or even five.
-
-"What do you do on Saturdays, Olive?" said Monica, as they left the
-tennis players behind them, and strolled round the quieter part of the
-playground, that nearest to Miss Buckingham's house.
-
-"Oh! all sorts of things. In the summer we have picnics in Disbrowe
-woods, and sometimes on the river, when my brothers are home."
-
-"You never told me you had any brothers but Pat," said Monica, in
-surprise. "Are they older than you?"
-
-"Haven't I? Why, yes--Roger, that's the one at St. Adrian's Hospital,
-is twenty-two, and Dick is seventeen. He's with an uncle of ours who is
-an auctioneer. They'll both be home in August, and we can have some
-lovely picnics then, if Mrs. Beauchamp will let you come."
-
-"I expect I shall have to go to the seaside with her again, like we did
-last year," was Monica's gloomy reply. "She always goes to Sandyshore
-for a whole month, because it's quiet and restful, she says. It's a
-hateful little place, _I_ think--no niggers, or band, or anything to
-amuse you all day long. I do wish we needn't go there this year."
-
-"Oh, dear," sighed Olive lugubriously, "I wish I had half a chance of a
-month by the dear, darling sea! We are so dreadfully poor that father
-can never afford a holiday at the seaside for us. At least, we haven't
-been for years, though we did have a fortnight once, when Elsa and I
-were about eight or nine, but it is so long ago I can hardly remember
-it."
-
-"Wouldn't it be awfully jolly if grandmother would let you come with
-us?" said Monica eagerly.
-
-"If pigs might fly!" was her friend's merry response, as the bell
-clanging out warned them that "rec." was over.
-
-"Olive Franklyn, I want you a minute."
-
-The girl turned round at the sound of her name, and saw Lily Howell
-beckoning to her mysteriously from a little distance.
-
-"Whatever does she want? I suppose I must go and see," said Olive, as
-she slipped her arm out of her companion's. "I'll catch you up in half
-a minute, Monica."
-
-"All right; I'm glad she doesn't want me. I can't bear that girl."
-
-"Nor I."
-
-Monica went leisurely round the corner towards the entrance the girls
-generally used; several of them, hurrying past, advised her not to be
-late.
-
-"I'm just coming," she said, and turned back to look for Olive. There
-was no one in sight now, except a girl called Maggie Masters, who came
-flying round the corner in great haste.
-
-"Olive Franklyn told me, if I saw you, to ask you to go back to the
-tennis courts a minute. It is something particular."
-
-If Monica had been a little more up to school-girls' tricks she would
-have scented something wrong in the way the girl delivered her message,
-and then rushed into school. As it was, she hastened back to the tennis
-courts, only to find the place absolutely deserted, and no trace of
-Olive anywhere! Feeling sure there was some mischief afloat, Monica
-retraced her steps hurriedly, determined to find out the originator of
-the trick. But alas! when she reached the school door it was bolted
-from within, and rattle at the handle as she would, no one appeared to
-open it. Growing more angry every minute, she rushed round the
-playground to the other entrance, only to find that fastened likewise!
-
-Scarcely knowing what to do, Monica was just about to pull the
-door-bell, when she remembered that the Fourth Form windows were
-accessible to the playground. She hurried across the small plot of
-grass, nicknamed "The Square," and by dint of standing on tiptoe could
-just see into the classroom.
-
-All the girls had taken their places, with the exception of Olive, who
-was vainly endeavouring to make Fraeulein Wespe understand that Monica
-Beauchamp must have got shut out. But Fraeulein, who was a very fresh
-importation from Germany, either could not, or would not understand, so
-she merely motioned to Olive to take her place, while she ejaculated
-"Ach, so!" and smiled benignantly.
-
-A hurried glance round the room revealed to Monica that she had been the
-victim of a practical joke, for Lily Howell and Maggie Masters, who were
-seated at a desk just under the open window, were engaged in a whispered
-conversation about her non-appearance while Fraeulein's attention was
-being taken up with Olive.
-
-"We've put a spoke in her ladyship's wheel, now," whispered Lily, an
-ugly sneer upon her thin lips.
-
-"Nasty, uppish thing to look down on you, dear!" purred Maggie, who had
-vivid remembrances of the delicious milk-chocolate she had just been
-enjoying at Lily's expense.
-
-"I'll be even with them yet," remarked Monica mentally, as she moved to
-the next window, from which the two conspirators would be unable to see
-her. Here she rapped loudly on the pane, to attract Fraeulein's
-attention. That lady was, of course, astonished beyond anything to see
-one of the pupils still out in the playground, and she began to question
-volubly in German as to the cause of such behaviour, leaving her desk,
-as she did so, and walking over to the window.
-
-Now it so happened that Monica was not a bad German scholar, for her
-age, one of her long-suffering governesses having insisted upon German
-conversations, and Monica had picked up a very fair smattering of the
-language during her six months' reign. Therefore she made it
-sufficiently intelligible to Fraeulein that she had been the victim of a
-practical joke for that worthy to express pity for the girl who would
-evidently be one of her best pupils, and, in broken English, she bade
-some one go and unfasten the passage door.
-
-Olive, of course, was the first to run and do her bidding, and in the
-second or two they were together Monica learnt that Olive had been
-decoyed into entering the school by the other door, under some pretext
-or other, Lily Howell having assured her that she had seen Monica go in
-the usual way a minute before. Neither of the girls could think of any
-reason for the trick, except that Olive thought it was "just like Lily
-Howell."
-
-"She'll hear more about it one of these days," said Monica
-sententiously, as she entered the classroom, with her haughtiest air,
-and took her place, without deigning even to glance at the conspirators,
-who were burning with curiosity to know just how much Fraeulein had been
-told, and whether any exposure would follow. But as no further notice
-was taken of the affair, probably on account of Fraeulein Wespe's
-ignorance of rules, Lily Howell began to feel that her little manoeuvre
-to get the new girl into disgrace had fallen rather flat!
-
-
-
-
- *CHAPTER VI.*
-
- *"HE WEREN'T CALLED 'SEIZE-'ER' FOR NOTHIN'!"*
-
-
-The following day was Saturday, and therefore a whole holiday. Monica,
-who had grown quite accustomed to the new life among companions of her
-own age, felt quite dismal when she rose in the morning, and remembered
-there were two long, long days to be got through before she could expect
-to see any of them again. She fully intended asking her grandmother if
-Olive might come to Carson Rise (as Mrs. Beauchamp's residence was
-called) to tea, at least, if not to spend the greater part of the day.
-But Olive had told her of the previous arrangement that she and Elsa
-should go to the vicarage (an invitation, by the way, which she now
-wished she had not been so eager to accept!), so that Monica was
-compelled to give up her plans for that week.
-
-Whether it was that she missed the wholesome control of school _regime_,
-or whether, to use a common phrase, "she got out of bed the wrong side"
-that Saturday morning, it would be difficult to say; but at any rate,
-things went very much wrong.
-
-To begin with, Mrs. Beauchamp was confined to her bed with a feverish
-cold, and Barnes came down at breakfast time to say "would Miss Monica
-please have her breakfast, and then amuse herself as quietly as
-possible, so that grandmother could get a little sleep, as she had had a
-very restless night."
-
-Now Monica was not really an unfeeling girl, but being abnormally
-healthy and vigorous herself, she had scant sympathy with ailing people,
-and was of opinion that her grandmother coddled herself frightfully.
-Added to this, she knew that Mrs. Beauchamp had intended driving into
-Osmington that day, to call on some friends who would be likely to be
-able to tell her more about the Franklyns, and whether Monica might
-safely be allowed to mix with them. Now, with this cold, the drive would
-be impossible, and perhaps several days would elapse before she would
-get full permission to make a friend of Olive. It certainly _was_
-vexing; it almost seemed to the disappointed girl as if her grandmother
-had caught cold on purpose; and Olive had hinted only the day before
-that perhaps Mrs. Beauchamp would let Monica come to tea, one day, with
-them, and the lonely girl was longing to have her first glimpse of real
-home life, and make the acquaintance of the "Pickle," and see the girls'
-"den."
-
-And, in her chagrin, Monica, with a hasty movement, pushed the hot water
-jug roughly out of her way, as she reached after the butter dish, with
-the result that the silver cream jug, which she had carelessly placed
-near the edge of the table, tipped over, and spilling its contents on
-the handsome felt carpet, fell with sufficient force to bend the handle,
-and to make a very nasty dent in its pretty fluted side.
-
-"Oh, horrors!" ejaculated Monica, "there _will_ be a row!" and she
-endeavoured to mop up the cream with her serviette, and tried what she
-could do with the jug.
-
-"I suppose I must ring for Harriet," she muttered, in despair, as the
-carpet seemed to get worse under her treatment and the jug certainly no
-better!
-
-Her hasty ring brought the parlourmaid quickly on the scene, and that
-worthy held up her hands in horror at the dreadful state of the carpet.
-
-"Oh! Miss Monica," she gasped, "whatever will your grandma say? The
-carpet will be ruined, you may depend. There'll be a nasty looking
-stain, however much we get it out. That's the worst of these felts,"
-and she hastened away, to return in a moment with cloths and hot water
-and various remedies for the mishap.
-
-Harriet went down on her knees and applied them vigorously, but an ugly
-dark patch remained, and, as she seemed to take great pleasure in
-reminding poor Monica, "it always would." She turned her attention to
-the cream jug next, but, of course, could do nothing to remove the dent,
-or straighten the twisted handle.
-
-"Oh, my!" she said; "your grandma will be vexed, Miss Monica, so
-partikler as she always is about the silver things, on account of their
-anticwitty, as she calls it. Well, well!"
-
-Poor Monica! How she ached to box the ears of this Job's comforter; and
-it is to be feared the only motive that she had in refraining from doing
-so, was that she considered it _infra dig._ of a lady to strike a
-menial! She had not learnt the lesson "that he that ruleth his spirit
-is better than he that taketh a city." So, merely shrugging her
-shoulders, she said not one syllable to the retreating parlourmaid, as
-she departed with her cloths, and the final remark "that it _was_
-unfortunate, the missis laid up, and all."
-
-Monica finished her interrupted meal in gloomy silence, meditating upon
-the scene that would be enacted later on, when her grandmother was made
-aware of the mishap.
-
-Having made a bad start, unfortunately Monica thought it didn't much
-matter now if she got into more trouble. So after lounging about in the
-schoolroom for half an hour, and finding nothing to amuse herself with,
-she decided upon a visit to the stables.
-
-She knew very well that in going there she was acting in defiance of her
-grandmother's expressed wish; but the spirit of insubordination had
-seized hold of Monica, and she felt absolutely reckless. Old Richards
-was nowhere to be seen, so she proceeded to enjoy herself thoroughly, by
-visiting "Belle" and "Beauty," the handsome pair of greys in their loose
-boxes, and then passed on to inspect the new pony "Caesar," who was
-fastened in his stall.
-
-She had just leaned over the door, the upper half of which was open,
-when she espied Tom, the stable-boy, in the harness-room beyond, busy
-over polishing the harness, and humming a tune.
-
-"Mornin', miss," he grinned, as he touched his ragged cap with delight,
-and went on with his work with extra briskness. He was a bright little
-chap of fourteen, only recently introduced into the Carson Rise stables,
-and he appreciated to the full the magnificent opportunity of "getting
-on" that the situation afforded.
-
-For Tom White meant to "get on" to the very best of his ability; and
-even Richards, who was rather grudging of praise, could find no fault in
-the little lad, who was as willing as willing could be, and took the
-greatest possible pains over all his jobs.
-
-"Is the new pony all right, Tom?" queried Monica, as she stood looking
-admiringly at Caesar, as he pawed the ground impatiently, and tossed his
-silky brown mane. "Will he let me pat him?"
-
-"Better not, miss," suggested Tom, with an elderly air, which sat
-comically upon his young shoulders. "Mr. Richards, he said this mornin'
-that he thought he were a bit of a tartar, miss." And Tom put down a
-piece of harness with evident pride in the high state of polish which
-his efforts had produced. He was just going to attack another
-vigorously, when Monica bade him come and unfasten the pony, so that she
-could see his head better.
-
-"Please, miss, I'd rather not." And Tom came slowly out of the
-harness-room, but made no effort to do as Monica said.
-
-"Why not, pray? You surely aren't afraid he'll bite you?" said Monica
-sharply. She had an intense scorn for those who were afraid. "You'll
-never be any good for a coachman if you're afraid of a _pony_." And her
-proud young face expressed disgust.
-
-"Please, miss, 'tisn't that a bit," said the boy, his big grey eyes
-upraised to hers pleadingly; for he was devoted to Miss Monica. "I
-ain't a mite afraid of 'im, but Mr. Richards 'e said, said 'e: 'Now,
-Tom, you leave that there pony alone,' says 'e. 'If 'e don't bite, if
-'e gits a chance, my name ain't Richards. You may depend,' says 'e, ''e
-weren't called "Seize-'er" for nothin'.'"
-
-"Nonsense!" said Monica, scornfully, although she was tickled with the
-man's unconscious pun. "You wouldn't bite me, would you, old boy?" she
-added to the little chestnut, who eyed her rather maliciously as she
-entered the stall, and put out her hand to rub his soft brown nose.
-
-"Oh, don't, miss, please don't!" cried the little stable-boy, as he
-tried to snatch her hand away. But even as he spoke the pony made a grab
-at the girlish fingers, and Monica realised too late that she would have
-been wiser to pay attention to the boy's warning, for her hand ached
-terribly, and there were ugly tooth marks on the palm and one or two
-fingers.
-
-"You little wretch! You horrid little vixen!" she cried, in pain and
-anger, as she bound her hand, fortunately the left one, in her
-handkerchief, and tried to still the throbbing.
-
-The pony, quiet enough now, appeared to take no notice of the epithets
-she poured out upon him, and Tom stood helplessly by, his very soul in
-his liquid grey eyes, wishing with all his heart, poor little chap, that
-it had happened to him instead of to his adored young lady.
-
-"Please, miss," he suggested timidly, "'adn't you better go indoors, and
-get something to do your 'and good. Shall I run round to the kitchen
-and tell 'em?"
-
-Monica blessed the warm-hearted little lad for his evident desire to
-make matters a little easier for her indoors, and gladly assented to his
-plan.
-
-She was thankful when she reached the house that she was saved the
-effort of telling what had happened, for she felt a curious sensation
-all over her, and was seized with a desire to fall into the first chair
-she came to. Surely she was not going to faint? Monica Beauchamp had
-never been known to have nerves before!
-
-"Mercy on us, Miss Monica, you do look bad!" cried the kindly old cook,
-as she called to one of the maids for a glass of water, and sent another
-for the vinegar bottle. "La, what a nasty grip the little beast give
-you!" she added, as the handkerchief fell off, and revealed the extent
-of the damage. "Get a bowl of warm water, Mary Ann, quick!" And in
-another minute she was gently bathing the injured hand in the water, to
-which she had added a little Condy's fluid.
-
-"Is that better, miss?" she asked, with kindly sympathy, glad to notice
-that the colour was returning to Monica's cheeks. She was, perhaps, the
-only one of all the servants who had any affection for the girl whose
-coming had upset the even tenor of the quiet household, and whose pranks
-gave them so much extra trouble.
-
-"Oh! yes, thanks, cook, it doesn't ache quite so horribly now," she
-said, with a sigh of relief, as the woman bound the hand up in some soft
-old linen, and Monica prepared to leave the kitchen regions. But when
-she let her hand fall for a moment, a stifled groan escaped her lips,
-and she raised it quickly.
-
-"Let me make a sling of this old scarf, Miss Monica," said cook, suiting
-the action to the word, and hastily improvising a sling from a black and
-white check tie, which she produced from one of the huge dresser
-drawers. "It's a mercy the skin ain't broke."
-
-"Thanks," was all Monica could manage to say, for it required all her
-self-control to keep her lips firmly clenched, the aching was so
-intense.
-
-"Perhaps Barnes could find some soothin' stuff to put on it, miss," she
-called after the girl, as she slowly ascended the kitchen stairs.
-
-Monica managed to reach the schoolroom door, where she came face to face
-with Barnes, who had been in search of her; and she had to tell the maid
-what had befallen her.
-
-"Dear, dear, Miss Monica," said Barnes, "'tis nothing but a chapter of
-accidents this morning; the missis so poorly, too. But there, 'tis one
-consolation the doctor will be here in a few minutes to see her (for she
-told me I'd better send for him), and he'll soon put your hand to
-rights."
-
-She spoke more cheerfully than she felt, for Monica looked very unlike
-her usual self, and she feared she was going to be ill. "Just you have
-a bit of rest in this easy chair, miss," she said, pushing forward a
-cosy basket chair, and Monica sank among the cushions with relief.
-"Why, there's the doctor's gig, I do declare," added the maid, with
-satisfaction, as wheels sounded on the carriage drive.
-
-The fatherly old doctor, who knew Monica very well, although she had
-seldom required any of his physic, paid her a visit after he had
-attended to her grandmother. He examined the bite carefully, and
-commiserated with her on the unfortunate mishap, but said it was not at
-all a serious matter. He promised to send some lotion, and told her to
-keep her hand in a sling, and he hoped in a day or two there would be
-little more than bruises left.
-
-"But you mustn't go and put your hand into the pony's mouth again, my
-dear child," said he with a smile, "or you might not get off so easily
-again. I can't quite understand how it happened yet."
-
-"Oh! it was all my own fault," admitted Monica, frankly. "I was warned
-that the pony might bite, but, of course, I didn't think he would! In
-fact, I ought not to have gone into the stables at all." And she looked
-up saucily into the kind old face bending over her. But the expression
-in the keen eyes which looked searchingly at her made her lower her own,
-while something akin to shame filled her heart.
-
-"I suspect the colonel would say that obedience was one of the first
-duties of a recruit," he said, slowly; "at any rate, it is one of the
-hardest lessons that a soldier of the King of kings has to learn. My
-lassie," he added, tenderly, but solemnly, as he smoothed her ruffled
-hair with a fatherly touch, "how much longer are you going on fighting
-against Him? Why don't you surrender arms, and begin to fight for Him,
-and with Him? You see, I know that I am talking to a soldier's
-daughter. Won't you think about what I have said?" And he took up his
-hat and gloves, preparatory to departing.
-
-Monica, remembering her father's last letter, thought how strange it was
-that the old doctor should speak in the same strain, but she was too shy
-to mention it, and Dr. Marley feeling that, at any rate, the seed had
-been sown in the rebellious young heart, forbore to say more. But as he
-drove on to his next patient he prayed that it might take root; for the
-old doctor had known Colonel Beauchamp since he was a little lad, and he
-took a warm interest in his only child.
-
-Monica passed a bad five minutes in her grandmother's room after the
-doctor had gone, but the influence of his words remained with her, and
-she refrained from being saucy or off-hand. Indeed, Mrs. Beauchamp
-began to fear that the accident had made her really ill, so wonderfully
-subdued and penitent was she.
-
-Considering that she would have to bear the pain and inconvenience of
-her injured hand for some little time, the old lady excused Monica from
-further punishment, on condition that she did not disobey again. Fully
-intending at the moment to keep her promise, Monica said she would
-remember her grandmother's wishes in future, and the latter dismissed
-her, feeling more hopeful about her grandchild than she had done for a
-long time.
-
-As she did not feel up to any great exertion, Monica spent the greater
-part of the afternoon and evening in writing a long letter to her
-father, telling him, in detail, all about her new school, and, above
-all, about her new-found friend. She also described the happenings of
-that unfortunate morning, taking care not to spare herself in the least;
-but she felt too shy to say much in reply to his letter, the only remark
-she made being: "I have been thinking about what you wrote, dad dear,
-and I mean to try and learn the hard lesson, but I haven't found a
-teacher yet." And when the father read the girlish, blotted, and rather
-badly spelt letter, some weeks later, in far off Simla, the tears rose
-to his eyes, while he bowed his head and prayed that God would send some
-one to guide his little daughter into the only safe path.
-
-While Monica was engaged in writing her letter, Amethyst Drury was busy
-playing hostess to the two Franklyns. It was such a lovely sunny
-afternoon that Mrs. Drury had given permission for the trio to have tea
-in the little rustic summer-house overlooking the pretty, but by no
-means large, lawn.
-
-"Isn't it fun having tea out here?" remarked Amethyst, as the three
-girls sat lazily in the garden chairs, having done ample justice to the
-cocoanut cake and raspberry jam sandwiches, which had been provided for
-the feast by kind Mrs. Drury.
-
-"Awfully nice," admitted Olive, "but I must say I wish Monica could have
-been here too."
-
-"Oh! Ollie," said Elsa, hastily, with an apologetic glance at Amethyst,
-for she feared she would think her sister rude.
-
-Amethyst's eyes flashed, and she burst out indignantly: "I can't bear
-that girl! She's going to spoil everything, and we had such lovely
-times together before she came." And her lips trembled, and in a minute
-more there would have been an April shower. But Elsa the peacemaker
-interposed.
-
-Putting her arm lovingly round the little hostess, she said, soothingly:
-"Olive didn't mean anything unkind, dear, I am sure. And I don't think
-Monica will make much difference, because, you see, she lives so far
-away. And besides, if Olive and Monica become great friends, that
-leaves me out in the cold; and I want you, Thistle."
-
-"Of course," added Olive. "You two are cut out for each other, and I
-always feel like a fish out of water amongst you. But let's have a game
-now, shall we?"
-
-And in the intricacies of playing croquet-golf, as best they could, all
-against all, the little unpleasantness blew over.
-
-
-
-
- *CHAPTER VII.*
-
- *"THIS IS MONICA BEAUCHAMP, MOTHER."*
-
-
-But Amethyst remembered it again, later on, as she was preparing to get
-into her little white bed, after the Saturday night bathing operations
-were over. Mrs. Drury was with her, brushing out the soft fair hair,
-and plaiting it up into a smooth pigtail.
-
-"Mumsie," she said suddenly, twisting herself round, so that the bow
-Mrs. Drury was tying nearly slipped out of her hand, and she bade the
-child keep still a moment longer.
-
-"Now, what is it, girlie?"
-
-"Oh, mumsie, I do _wish_ Monica Beauchamp had never been born!"
-Amethyst brought out the words with such vehemence, that for the moment
-her mother was too astonished to reply.
-
-"I do, mumsie," repeated the child vehemently.
-
-"Amethyst, I am ashamed of you," said her mother sternly. "I cannot
-understand what you mean. I don't think you quite know what you are
-saying."
-
-"I do mean it, really, mumsie, but I daresay it's wicked of me. Only I
-know she's going to spoil everything, and Olive doesn't care a bit about
-me now; all she wants is Monica." And Amethyst repeated what Olive had
-said that afternoon. But if she expected her mother to take her part,
-she was disappointed.
-
-"I am afraid my girlie is jealous of this new rival," she said, gently,
-as she drew the little night-gowned figure on to her knee. "You must
-not expect to be first always, Amethyst. You have had very happy times
-with the Franklyns, and I have been very pleased for them to make up a
-little of what you miss by having no sisters. But Olive, especially,
-seems older than you, and I do not at all wonder at her making this new
-friend, and I only hope that they will help each other to be good girls.
-And, surely, Amethyst, if you have Elsa left, you ought to be content.
-I do not know a nicer, dearer girl than Elsa, anywhere. I am really
-very glad that it is she who is left to you. It might be very sad if
-_she_ forsook you for some one else, but I don't think Elsa Franklyn
-would do that."
-
-"No, I'm sure she wouldn't, mumsie," cried the warm-hearted little girl;
-"she is a dear old darling, and, as you say, so long as I have her it
-doesn't matter so much about Olive. All the same, I wish that Monica
-had never come to our school."
-
-"I am afraid you have already forgotten the passage you have been
-learning this evening, for your Sunday class to-morrow," said her
-mother, somewhat sadly.
-
-And Amethyst hung her head in confusion, for the verses she had been
-saying over and over, not an hour before, were those of that beautiful
-chapter in the first epistle to the Corinthians, where the Apostle says:
-"Without charity, I am nothing."
-
-"I forgot, mumsie," she murmured.
-
-"Yes, dear; alas! we all forget so soon. Shall we kneel down together
-now, darling, and ask our loving Heavenly Father to root up this little
-weed of jealousy, and sow instead the seed of unselfish love; not only
-for those we have a natural affection for, but love even for our enemy
-if we had one."
-
-Amethyst Drury often looked back to that Saturday night, and her
-mother's prayer, in the days and weeks that followed; and the memory of
-it helped her to overcome her feeling of aversion towards the girl who
-had, to a large extent, usurped her place.
-
-Monica's hand was sufficiently better by the following Monday to allow
-of her going to school; but the sling which the doctor insisted upon her
-using excited so many remarks that she wished she had not gone. She put
-off the girls, as long as she could, but at last, in sheer desperation,
-she told them exactly what had happened.
-
-Her explanation was received in varied ways. One or two of the
-well-behaved girls looked askance at such insubordination, and lost
-interest in the result of pure disobedience; but several of the more
-reckless-minded, Olive among the number, exclaimed at the severity of
-old Mrs. Beauchamp in forbidding her to go in the stable-yard.
-
-"Catch me keeping that rule," cried one.
-
-"Or me either," said another. "Why, I should just like to see my father
-trying to stop me visiting the dog-kennels, and petting our old grey
-pony."
-
-"I suppose my grandmother has a perfect right to do as she likes in her
-own house?" said Monica haughtily, and the girls muttered, "Oh, yes, of
-course," in confusion, scarcely knowing what to make of this very
-peculiar girl.
-
-The days passed swiftly on, without much incident to mark them, until
-another Saturday drew near, and Monica, happy in her grandmother's
-permission to be as friendly as occasion necessitated with the
-Franklyns, realised that on that afternoon she was going to have her
-first peep into the home life of a big houseful of young people.
-
-A nicely worded note from Olive's mother asking Mrs. Beauchamp to allow
-her granddaughter to spend from three to seven with her girls had been
-graciously answered in the affirmative by the old lady, who, though she
-thought it right to be very stern with Monica, was really anxious for
-the girl to mix with other young people. So she arranged to drive in
-the direction of Osmington that afternoon, and drop Monica at the
-Franklyns' door.
-
-Monica, who was tremendously excited at what was really a great event in
-her life, tried her utmost to pay attention to the old lady's advice, as
-they bowled along in the handsome victoria.
-
-"Very well, grandmother, I will be sure to remember," she replied
-dutifully, to some injunction of Mrs. Beauchamp's, and she looked so
-good and well-behaved that the old lady's heart quite warmed towards
-this troublesome, but wonderfully taking, granddaughter of hers.
-
-For Monica looked extremely well in a new coat and skirt of the darkest
-shade of blue, which, being unfastened, showed a pretty delaine blouse,
-with a suggestion of pink among its colourings; while the French sailor
-hat, simply trimmed with a huge rosette of dark blue, exactly suited her
-bright young face. It was very seldom that the girl troubled about her
-personal appearance: her usual cry being that "it was too much fag" to
-make herself look nice, but on this occasion she had been quite ready to
-fall in with her grandmother's wish that she should dress herself
-suitably.
-
-"Here we are, grandmamma," said Monica, as the victoria pulled up at the
-iron gates over which the regulation doctor's lamp was swinging, and in
-a moment more she was on the pavement.
-
-"Now, Monica, remember, you are on no account to be late in getting
-ready to come home. Richards will be here punctually at seven, and you
-must be sure not to keep the pony standing."
-
-"Very well, grandmother." Monica could see a well-known face at one of
-the windows, so she was eager to be off, and promised readily. Her hand
-was on the iron gate, when her grandmother's voice recalled her.
-
-"Oh! and, Monica----"
-
-Very reluctantly she turned back, and the face under the upturned
-hat-brim did not look quite so fascinating, with the expression of
-vexation it had assumed at the delay.
-
-"Please to remember that you are my granddaughter, and behave yourself
-as such."
-
-Fortunately, the horses grew restive and made a jerk forward, before
-Monica's pettish exclamation, "I never get a chance to forget it!"
-reached Mrs. Beauchamp's ears, or that lady would have had her return
-drive disturbed by the thought of her grandchild's ingratitude.
-
-The little cloud soon disappeared from Monica's brow, and her face was
-all smiles again as she received a boisterous welcome from her "chum."
-
-"It is jolly to have you, Monica!"
-
-"It's ever so much more jolly to come, then!"
-
-And the two girls laughed gaily, in their buoyancy of spirit.
-
-"Come up and take your things off first, and then you shall investigate
-our 'den' and all its treasures," suggested Olive, as the two girls
-ascended the staircase, arm-in-arm. As they went up, Olive pointed out
-the various rooms, lowering her voice as they passed her mother's closed
-door.
-
-"Mother wants to see you ever so much, Monica, but she always has to
-rest in the afternoon, so I am to take you to her room later on. This
-is our room--Elsa's and mine," she continued, as they crossed the wide
-landing, and entered a half-open door. "It's not very big, so we keep
-most of our property upstairs."
-
-If Monica thought she had never been in such a small, poorly furnished
-room before, she made no outward sign. Two small beds, a simple
-wash-stand, and chest of drawers (which also did duty as toilet table),
-a couple of chairs, and an impromptu wardrobe made by a shelf and some
-cretonne curtains, was all the furniture the room contained. How vastly
-different was it from the elegant apartment she called her own at Carson
-Rise!
-
-Her hat and coat were off in a moment, and then the two friends climbed
-another flight of stairs, and the "den" was reached.
-
-"Now, isn't it a dear old place?" cried Olive, enthusiastically, as she
-showed her friend into every nook and corner of the queer L-shaped room,
-and Monica warmly agreed with her.
-
-"What do you use it for, and who does it belong to?"
-
-"Oh! it really used to be shared by the whole family, and when the boys
-lived at home, and went to Osmington College, we had gay old times up
-here, between us. But now they are away, and as Lois has so much to do
-about the house, and Kath looks after mother, it pretty well belongs to
-Elsa and me."
-
-"Oh! by the way, where is Elsa?" asked the visitor, suddenly remembering
-her existence.
-
-"She took the two little ones out for a walk. Funny of her not to want
-to be in when you were coming, wasn't it?"
-
-And Olive flung her arm round her friend, and hugged her impetuously.
-
-It never so much as entered Olive's head that her twin sister had
-unselfishly absented herself on purpose, so that she might have the
-satisfaction and pleasure of having her friend all to herself for a
-little while. It had not been exactly easy for Elsa, either, to suggest
-that she should take the little ones with her, and go on an errand that
-needed to be done, for she, too, was very much attracted by the
-winsomeness of this new schoolfellow, although Monica's many faults
-repelled her at times; in fact, a year before, Elsa Franklyn would not
-have troubled a bit about it, she would have sought to please herself
-first, whatever the circumstances might be. But now, she was wont to
-ask herself on occasions like these: "What would Jesus do if He were in
-my place just now?" and the answer coming back, very distinctly, she
-sought by His help to act as she felt convinced He would.
-
-Olive, self-seeking, self-loving Olive, often wondered at various little
-sacrifices, quietly and unostentatiously made, but accepted them without
-demur, stifling her conscience, which accused her very plainly, by
-persuading herself that Elsa was such a "mouse" she really didn't care
-about things a bit, so it was no sacrifice to her.
-
-The two girls perched themselves on the high window seat whence they
-could see the river gliding swiftly by the bottom of the large,
-old-fashioned garden, and indulged in a long, long "confab," as Olive
-termed it, after the newly painted things (which had caused such
-disaster to Olive's dress) had been admired among many other things.
-
-At length, when each had confided to the other all that was in her
-heart, a sound of youthful voices was heard in the hall below, and in a
-few moments more, Elsa appeared on the scene.
-
-"Where are Joan and Pat?" said Olive, as Monica and Elsa greeted each
-other with the school-girl's typical "How d'you do?"
-
-"They went to Nanny."
-
-"Because Monica wants to see Paddy. Go and fetch him up, Elsa, there's
-a good girl."
-
-"Mayn't Joan come, too?" pleaded Elsa; "she wants to, ever so much."
-
-"Oh, yes!" said Olive, with good-humoured benignity; "let her come if
-she likes. But Monica doesn't care for small girls."
-
-"I really don't know anything about children," said Monica, as Elsa went
-off at Olive's request.
-
-"Well, I think, myself, that they are a perfect nuisance," admitted her
-friend; "they are always in the way, or getting into mischief, but Paddy
-is such a jolly little chap, everybody takes a fancy to him."
-
-And as soon as Monica saw him, she added yet another to the number of
-those whom Master Pat, the Pickle, had slain with the sword of his
-fascinations. He came peeping in the door, demurely twisting his clean
-holland overall in restless little fingers, as he looked shyly out of
-his lovely blue eyes at the tall girl who had not the least idea of what
-to say to "small fry."
-
-"Come here, little man," she ventured somewhat stiffly at length,
-holding out a hand to him.
-
-"Don't fink I will, big girl," was the unexpected reply, which sent them
-off into roars of laughter. Paddy, perceiving he had said something
-comical, laughed gleefully, and added, drolly: "Aren't I a pickle?"
-which, of course, amused them all the more.
-
-The laugh set them all at their ease, and a happy half-hour was spent
-over one thing and another; Joan sitting quietly looking on, while her
-little brother received most of the attention. Monica had to be told of
-some of Paddy's escapades--how once he had got hold of the garden hose,
-and hiding behind some shrubs, had squirted the water all over Nanny,
-who was searching everywhere for him. And how another time father had
-come in one evening to find a stream of water running out at the front
-door, and they found the mischievous little boy had turned the bathroom
-tap on, and left it, and the bath overflowing; the water, of course, was
-running like a river down the stairs and through the hall!
-
-"Paddy _was_ whipped that night," interpolated Joan solemnly, and Pat
-added innocently, "Yes, _naughty_ Paddy; but you can't 'spect no better
-of a 'pickle.'"
-
-The tea-bell rang before they could have imagined it was time for that
-meal, and Monica, who was really somewhat shy of strangers, had to make
-the acquaintance of the twins' elder sisters. But Lois' kindly courtesy
-and Kathleen's merry chatter soon made her feel quite at home amongst
-them. The doctor, too, came in just as they had begun tea, the result
-of Olive's persistent pleading that he would be sure to be early so as
-to see her "dear Monica," and as he exerted himself to help entertain
-the young guest a sigh of regret rose to the latter's lips when the
-happy, homely meal was over.
-
-A stroll round the old-fashioned garden with Olive and Elsa included a
-visit to the rabbit-hutch and dovecot, and ended with a splendid swing;
-the twins, who were by no means novices at swinging, being really
-frightened at the height to which Monica worked herself up. But she
-knew no fear, and rather enjoyed seeing the anxiety which Elsa evinced
-every time the ropes creaked uneasily.
-
-"Oh, do go lower, Monica!" she pleaded; but the wayward girl only
-laughed. Even Olive tried to dissuade her from going so recklessly
-high, but Monica showed no sign of lessening her speed, and would
-doubtless have eventually overbalanced herself, had not little Joan run
-out to say that her mother was ready to see Monica now.
-
-With a merry laugh the girl slowed down, and finally dropped from the
-seat and catching hold of Olive, said mischievously: "Were you afraid
-you would have to pick up a bundle of broken bones? I am sure Dr.
-Franklyn would have liked mending them up again!"
-
-"Oh, don't, Monica!" was all Olive said, but her silence and Elsa's
-still scared-looking face, made Monica realise that she had gone a
-little too far, and she felt somewhat subdued as they retraced their
-steps to the house.
-
-Kathleen came out of her mother's room as the girls tapped at the door.
-
-"Mother is very anxious to see your friend, Olive," she said, with a
-bright little smile; "she is feeling fairly well to-day."
-
-Monica was seized with a sudden fit of intense shyness, and would gladly
-have escaped the ordeal, but Olive, never dreaming that her haughty
-young friend was troubled with any such thing as nervousness, pushed her
-forward as the door closed after Kathleen's retreating figure, saying:
-"This is Monica Beauchamp, mother."
-
-And Monica looking straight before her, saw a pale, gentle face, with
-large luminous eyes, and heard a sweet, soft voice murmuring words of
-welcome, while the thin white hands clasped her strong young ones, and
-drew her proud young head down low enough for the invalid to print a
-loving motherly kiss upon the frank, open brow.
-
-"You do not mind, dear?" said Mrs. Franklyn gently, as she scanned the
-face of Olive's new friend with eager intensity. "If you are Olive's
-friend, you must be mine, too."
-
-And Monica murmured something to the effect that she would like to be.
-
-A few minutes were spent in pleasant chatter, about the school, and one
-thing and another, and Mrs. Franklyn, reading between the lines, got a
-very good insight into the character of Olive's friend. "A girl with
-wonderful possibilities before her," she thought to herself, "but----"
-The unfinished sentence ended in a sigh, for she was thinking of this
-stranger's influence over her little girl.
-
-Meanwhile Olive was showing the photographs of all the brothers and
-sisters, which made quite a picture gallery of the mantelpiece; but
-remembering yet another of her two brothers, taken together, which was
-in the drawing-room, she ran off to get it, saying: "Monica must see
-that one, mother; take care of each other until I come back."
-
-The door had no sooner closed after Olive than Mrs. Franklyn, turning to
-the girl who was sitting beside her couch, said, in the tenderest of
-tones, "My child, are you a Christian?"
-
-Monica started with astonishment, for she had no idea the Franklyns were
-what she called "religious," and scarcely knew what to answer, but the
-kind, motherly eyes seemed to read her very thoughts, and she felt
-constrained to reply as she did.
-
-"No,--I am not. But my father wants me to be."
-
-"Then, oh! my child, why don't you?"
-
-"I don't think I want to be one," said Monica, slowly; "at least, not
-yet."
-
-"Don't put it off, childie; life is very short. If you know the
-way----"
-
-"But I don't," interrupted Monica; "that's just what I don't know.
-Perhaps if I knew how to set about it I might be one."
-
-"The Lord Jesus----" began Mrs. Franklyn.
-
-But, alas! Olive came bursting into the room, and the precious
-opportunity had gone. The invalid could only whisper: "Read the 3rd
-chapter of St. John, and ask God to show you the way, dear child," when,
-a few moments later, Monica bent over her to say, "Good-bye."
-
-And Monica said she would. But, alas! she put the thought aside that
-night, thinking Sunday afternoon would be a good opportunity for reading
-the chapter; and when the next day came she was deep in the pages of a
-fascinating book, and had completely forgotten her promise to Mrs.
-Franklyn.
-
-
-
-
- *CHAPTER VIII.*
-
- *"MIND YOU ARE NOT LATE!"*
-
-
-The days and weeks passed quickly at school, once the new term's work
-was well begun, and the half-term holiday was drawing near.
-
-Monica had never forgotten Lily Howell's trick to get her into trouble,
-but she felt above paying her out, so she left her severely alone. As
-it happened, that was perhaps the most trying punishment she could have
-devised for a girl of Lily's disposition, who ardently longed to be
-"taken up" by people such as the Beauchamps, whom her father called "The
-Quality"; and Monica's absolute indifference to her piqued her terribly.
-
-Lily was telling her mother about it one day, and complaining of being
-sent to Coventry by "that Monica Beauchamp, who gives herself such airs,
-just for all the world as if she was a duchess!"
-
-Mrs. Howell, a kindly creature of ample proportions, who always felt
-impelled to address her magnificent housekeeper as "ma'am," and who
-never ceased to wish for the happy olden days when first she had married
-Bob Howell, and kept house on little less than a pound a week, sighed
-feebly as she looked helplessly at her young daughter, who tyrannised
-frightfully over her "Ma," as she called her.
-
-"Well, I'm sure, my dear," she ventured, "you might be content with
-havin' such nice young ladies as the Miss Masters to make friends of,
-without 'ankerin' after the gentry."
-
-"I do wish you wouldn't leave out all your 'g's,' ma," cried Lily,
-pettishly; "it's dreadful the way you talk. And as for the Masters,
-they're only butchers, and I detest being mixed up with shop people."
-And the girl stamped her foot in disgust.
-
-Mrs. Howell, who was shedding a quiet tear or two over her child's
-unkindness, sniffed loudly, and said: "I'm sure shop people is plenty
-good enough for girls as behaves to their poor ma like you do, and I
-don't wonder as this Miss Beauchamp don't take up with you. I wish to
-goodness your pa had never made a fortune, that I do; for it's a worry
-from mornin' to night, a-mindin' my manners here, and a-shuttin' up my
-mouth there!" And the poor, lonely woman, surrounded with every luxury
-and elegance that money could buy, but who felt less free than a canary
-in its cage, wept silently.
-
-For a minute, Lily regarded her with some sort of compunction, but she
-was afraid of giving way to her better nature, so merely saying: "Well,
-I'm sure, ma, there's nothing to cry about," turned on her heel, and
-left the room.
-
-And the poor mother, who had strained every nerve, in her younger days,
-to make her only child's life one of cloudless happiness, realised that
-she and her husband had made a bitter mistake in educating Lily "as a
-lady," for it was only too evident that she now considered herself
-immensely superior to her parents; and as for affection for them she had
-little or none.
-
-There was little talked of at the High School that second week in June
-but the approaching half-term holiday, and various ways of spending it.
-Some of the girls, whose homes were at a distance, but who either lived
-or boarded with friends in Osmington, so as to attend the High School,
-were looking forward to a week-end at home; while others were going to
-stay from the Friday to Monday night with relations.
-
-Monica and Olive had discussed several plans for spending the
-long-looked-forward-to holiday, each of which was delightful in its own
-way. But eventually, with Mrs. Beauchamp's consent, it was decided that
-the first part of the day should be spent picnic-fashion, the girls
-returning to a substantial tea at Carson Rise.
-
-Monica would have preferred having Olive only to spend a long day with
-her, but Mrs. Beauchamp, who had made the acquaintance of the Franklyn
-twins, and had taken a great fancy to quiet, nicely behaved Elsa,
-stipulated that if one sister came, both did; so as Monica said: "To
-make it all square, let's have Amethyst Drury as well."
-
-Accordingly, on the most perfect of sunny June mornings the quartette
-having met at a given spot at eleven o'clock made their way to a
-favourite place in Disbrowe woods, and prepared to enjoy themselves to
-the full.
-
-The same river which ran past the bottom of the Franklyns' garden, a
-mile away, flowed through the pretty little copse which enjoyed the
-above grand cognomen, because it was included in the Disbrowe estate,
-and the few acres of cherished copse seemed like "woods" in that
-suburban neighbourhood. It was in this copse that the Osmington people
-gathered their spring flowers, for the ground was carpeted with
-primroses during the month of April; and here, too, the boys and girls
-went nutting in the autumn.
-
-But in June there was nothing to gather, so the girls who had brought
-well-filled lunch baskets and books with which to while away the time,
-gave themselves up to what Olive called "a thorough laze."
-
-Seating themselves in characteristic fashion, Monica and Olive up
-amongst the low-spreading branches of an old oak, while Amethyst and
-Elsa chose the grassy hillocks caused by its roots, the quartette soon
-opened their baskets, and the contents disappeared with startling
-rapidity. As Monica said, "the river smelt quite sea-i-fied," and gave
-them an extra good appetite; indeed, if it had not been for Elsa, poor
-Hero, the collie, who Mrs. Beauchamp had suggested should accompany the
-girls for protection's sake, would have fared badly.
-
-However, he managed to make a very good meal, and was lying down fast
-asleep in the shade, while the girls, whose tongues had grown tired with
-talking, were either reading, or lying curled up half asleep on the
-grassy slope, gazing dreamily at the river, as it flowed smoothly and
-silently on, when they were all aroused by a short sharp bark, followed
-by a low growl, and Hero had bounded up the slope to a path which ran
-along at the top, and which was one of the least frequented paths in the
-wood.
-
-"Whatever can he see?" cried Monica; "a rabbit, I expect."
-
-"Oh, call him back, Monica, do! Perhaps he will do some mischief," said
-Elsa.
-
-"Nonsense! He's only chasing a rabbit or a bird."
-
-But even as she spoke there came the sound of feeble crying, as of some
-one in trouble, and all four girls dropped their books, and ran swiftly
-up the incline. Arrived there they found Hero, who was still growling
-at intervals, sniffing suspiciously at a large bundle, done up in a red
-cotton handkerchief, which was lying on the path: and a few steps away,
-a poor old body, in a quaint poke bonnet and black shawl, was holding
-herself up with one hand on the limb of an ash tree, while her other,
-all knotted with rheumatism, was grasping a stout walking-stick.
-
-Her gown bore traces of Hero's paws, and it was evident from her panting
-and half-sobbing breath that she had been very much upset.
-
-As the girls drew near she raised her stick and shook it at the dog,
-crying, "Oh, the beast, the beast, the wicked beast!" while Monica
-caught hold of Hero by his collar and dragged him away from the bundle
-which had great attractions for him.
-
-The situation was not without its comical side, and Olive and Monica,
-seeing no tragedy in it, both began to titter quite audibly.
-
-"Ah, you may laugh; mebbe 'tis nothin' but sport to young leddies like
-you," cried the little old woman, as she glanced angrily at them. "But
-'tis a sorry thing for me; I'm fair shattered wi' fright."
-
-[Illustration: "'AH, YOU MAY LAUGH; MEBBE 'TIS NOTHIN' BUT SPORT TO
-YOUNG LEDDIES LIKE YOU.'"]
-
-"Poor old thing!" whispered Amethyst to Elsa; "see how she is shuddering
-still. I should have been afraid of Hero myself, if he had suddenly
-bounced upon me."
-
-"Yes," was all Elsa said, and the next moment she had slipped up to the
-old woman, and with a pitiful look in her eyes had taken one of the
-knotted, wrinkled hands in her own, while she said gently: "We are very
-sorry, really we are. We wouldn't have let Hero frighten you for
-anything, if we had known you were here. But people hardly ever come
-along this path."
-
-"Ah! little lady, you've got a kind heart, I can see," said the old
-granny, as she looked up into the bright, young face, which evinced real
-sympathy for her; "not like them two yonder, a-makin' sport o' an old
-body like me. They'll be rewarded one of these days, though."
-
-She clutched her stick tightly and prepared to pick up her bundle; but
-Amethyst stooped for her and gave it to her with a smile.
-
-"Thank you, my pretty dear. God bless you both for helpin' me. And now
-I'll get on a bit, if that there beast 'll let me." But even as she
-spoke, she tottered and would have fallen, but for a helping-hand from
-Elsa.
-
-"'Tis the rheumatizzy, missy; it ketches me all of a heap like, nows and
-thens."
-
-"Let us go a little way with her, Thistle," suggested Elsa, and Amethyst
-agreed readily, although their companions tried to persuade them not to
-go.
-
-"Whereabouts are you going?" asked Elsa.
-
-"To my darter's, missy; Joe Hodges' wife she be as lives over agin
-Disbrowe House."
-
-"Oh! I know Mrs. Hodges, Elsa," cried Amethyst; "she comes to the
-mothers' meeting. Her husband works for Sir Tudor Disbrowe."
-
-"So he do, missy, and they has a cottage on the estate, so they've
-a-told me. But I be a stranger to these parts, and I must have mistook
-my way a-crossin' the copse. I tried to foller the 'rections they gave
-me at the station, but I made sure I'd took a wrong turn just as that
-there animal a-bounced at me."
-
-"It's more than a mile from here to Mrs. Hodges' cottage," said
-Amethyst, somewhat dubiously. She was not quite sure that her good
-nature was equal to traversing all that distance with the comical old
-woman.
-
-"Can you walk so far as that, if we help you, do you think?" asked Elsa.
-
-"Oh, my dear young lady," expostulated Granny Wood (as she was generally
-called), "I don't like to let you do it. I really don't."
-
-"Oh, we don't mind, do we, Elsa?" said Amethyst, a little
-grandiloquently. "Just look after our baskets and books till we come
-back, you girls." This she called out to Monica and Olive, who had
-retreated to a little distance and were watching the proceedings with
-amusement and contempt.
-
-"You won't find us here when you get back, you needn't fear," retorted
-Olive. "It's likely to be a lengthy affair! If you're both determined
-to go, you'd better take your things with you and meet us at the white
-gate in West Lane. What is the time now, Monica?"
-
-"Two o'clock," replied the only owner of a watch among the quartette.
-
-"Well, we'll meet you about three o'clock, and mind you are not late."
-
-"All right," called back Amethyst, as the queer little party set off,
-the old woman supported by Elsa's strong, young arm on one side and her
-stick in her right hand, while Amethyst carried the handkerchief bundle.
-
-"We shan't wait after half-past three, whatever happens," shouted
-Monica, "so if you're later than that, go straight to Carson Rise."
-
-"Oh, we shall be there in time," returned Amethyst, and the trio
-disappeared round a turn in the pathway.
-
-"What a fuss about nothing," said Olive, as the girls returned to their
-seat by the river, and Monica fastened Hero to the trunk of a tree.
-
-"Yes, perfect twaddle I call it," returned her friend; "but there, if
-they like to do it, it doesn't matter to us." And she took up the book
-she had flung down in her hurry, and hunted about for her place.
-"Babyish sort of story this," she added, as she turned over the pages,
-"nothing at all exciting in it. How do you like yours, Olive?"
-
-"Oh, pretty fair; it's rather childish, too, but mother is very
-particular about what we read; she won't let us girls look at a novel."
-
-"Grandmother never troubles about what I read," said Monica. "I've got
-some jolly books at home, I'll show them to you after tea. I am reading
-one now that I wanted to bring out with me, but that little Amethyst's
-eyes are as sharp as needles, and she might have picked it up. I must
-lend it to you when I've done. It's an awfully jolly story called A
-Cruel Fate."
-
-"It sounds nice," said Olive, "but if it's a novel, mother won't let me
-read it."
-
-"Surely you don't have to show her everything you read?" cried Monica,
-and there was a suggestion of scorn in her tone, which touched a weak
-spot in Olive's nature; she could not bear being sneered at.
-
-"Of course not," she replied hastily.
-
-"Well, you shall have it later on."
-
-And then the conversation dropped, and they went on reading.
-
-Meanwhile, the progress that the old granny and and her two young
-companions made was very slow. The sudden, unexpected appearance of the
-big dog had really upset her, and she was very shaky and nervous still.
-By the time half a mile had been traversed, her feeble steps began to
-flag, and it was only by dint of resting very often, and leaning very
-heavily upon one or other of the girls, that at length the daughter's
-cottage was reached.
-
-Elsa and Amethyst were by no means sorry when their task was over. They
-had not thought it would be such a tedious journey, and they were very
-glad when they had left the old woman safely ensconced in an armchair by
-Mrs. Hodges' fireside, while that worthy followed them to the gate,
-overwhelming them with thanks for their very great kindness to her old
-mother.
-
-"I'm sure, miss, we never can thank you both enough," she repeated again
-and again, as she held the little green gate open for them to go
-through.
-
-"Please don't say any more," replied Elsa, earnestly; "we were very glad
-to do what we could to help your mother."
-
-And as the two girls hastened off, the words the grateful old woman had
-repeated reverently, as they bade her "good-bye," rang in Elsa's ears
-like a benediction: "Inasmuch as ye have done it unto the least of these
-... ye have done it unto ME."
-
-But Amethyst's thoughts were in quite another direction.
-
-"It must be awfully late, Elsa," she said, as they hurried along the
-quiet road which skirted the copse, and which would bring them
-eventually to West Lane, where they had arranged to meet the others. "We
-were ages getting there."
-
-"Yes, I suppose it is," replied Elsa, coming back to the present moment
-with a start; "why, now I remember it, the grandfather's clock in Mrs.
-Hodges' room was nearly three o'clock."
-
-"Good gracious!" cried Amethyst. "I never noticed it; let's hope it was
-fast. But, anyhow, we shall have a business to reach the white gate in
-time;" and they quickened their footsteps into a run.
-
-At length the trysting place was reached, and they were glad to find
-that they were the first on the spot.
-
-"Now we can have a rest and get back our breath," said Amethyst, as they
-perched themselves on the white gate, and fanned their flushed faces
-with their straw hats. "Oh, I say, how hot and tired I am!"
-
-"I do wish we knew what the time was," said Elsa, who looked rather
-worried.
-
-"Yes, it's a great bother not having a watch, but I'm to have one next
-Christmas, so there's not very much longer to wait;" and Amethyst heaved
-a little sigh of satisfaction. Then she jumped off the gate and ran
-into the road, as she heard footsteps approaching, expecting it to be
-the other two girls, but it was only a nurse pushing a baby in a mail
-cart.
-
-"Do you think she'd know the time, Elsa?" she said, as she ran back to
-the gate.
-
-"You might ask her," replied the elder girl.
-
-The next moment Amethyst returned with a look of incredulous horror on
-her little flushed face.
-
-"It's actually four o'clock, Elsa! What _shall_ we do?"
-
-With a spring, Elsa was on the ground beside her, and the two girls
-gazed at each other in consternation.
-
-"Why, they said they would not wait after half-past three, and they must
-have gone long before we came, and here we have been waiting ever so
-long for them. Oh, it is _too_ bad!" cried Amethyst, nearly in tears.
-
-"That clock must have been dreadfully slow," said Elsa. "Perhaps it was
-not even going. But cheer up, Thistle, we can get to Carson Rise in
-less than half an hour from here, and we shall be in time for tea. It
-wasn't our fault, dear; we couldn't help it, if we are late."
-
-"I don't half like going by ourselves," said Amethyst, as they hurried
-along the hot, dusty road towards Mydenham; "you see, I've never been
-there yet."
-
-"Oh! it will be all right," returned Elsa consolingly. "Mrs. Beauchamp
-is very kind, really, although Monica thinks she is strict. She will
-understand when we explain. I daresay the other two had only just left
-when we arrived."
-
-
-
-
- *CHAPTER IX.*
-
- *"HAVE A RIDE, MONICA?"*
-
-
-"Oh, dear me!" yawned Monica, as she stretched herself lazily, and shut
-up her book. "I feel awfully sleepy."
-
-"Have a snooze, then," returned Olive, who was deep in the intricacies
-of her story; "only just tell me the time first."
-
-"Good gracious!" cried her friend, as she twisted her wristlet round, so
-as to see the hands of the watch it enclosed; "it's just upon three."
-
-"How the time has flown," said Olive, shutting up her book somewhat
-reluctantly; "we must be going at once. I expect the other two are at
-the white gate already."
-
-"Not they," ejaculated Monica, as she unfastened Hero, and put her book
-in her empty lunch basket. And when, five minutes later, they reached
-the appointed meeting-place, and no trace of the others was to be seen,
-she said: "I told you so."
-
-"Well, I suppose we must wait about a bit for them," said Olive, "they
-can't be many minutes. Let's perch on the gate posts and read a bit."
-She had only a few pages left, and was anxious to see what became of her
-heroine. But Monica's story was ended, so she looked about her for some
-other amusement.
-
-In less than a minute the gay chatter of girls sounded on the still,
-summer air, and Olive, looking up from her book, said: "There they are."
-
-But Monica, who had gone to reconnoitre, said: "No, it's only some of
-the High School girls--Gipsy Monroe and her little sisters, with a
-bicycle."
-
-"Hullo!" they said, as they came up, "what are you up to?"
-
-"Waiting for Elsa Franklyn and Thistle Drury," was Monica's reply.
-"Seen anything of them?"
-
-"No," replied the dark-haired, dark-eyed girl, rightly nicknamed
-"Gipsy," instead of the plainer appellation of Emily which she had been
-given. She was holding a younger girl on the bicycle, who jumped off as
-she brought it to a stand-still. "Have a ride, Monica?"
-
-Now Monica knew that her grandmother had a great abhorrence of girls
-riding bicycles, and, indeed, she had expressly forbidden her
-granddaughter to attempt to mount one. But Monica, in this, as in most
-things, entirely disagreed with her grandmother, and felt with the
-boundless self-confidence of youth that her own opinion was far the
-best. So without a qualm of conscience, she readily accepted the offer.
-
-"I can't balance myself a bit," she said, as she mounted the machine,
-while Gipsy held it steady. "I have tried once or twice, but I always
-wobble frightfully." And her movements proved she was right.
-
-"Oh, I say, how heavy you are!" cried Gipsy, in dismay, as Monica and
-the bicycle rolled first one way and then the other. "Come and hold her
-up, Olive."
-
-Things went better then, with two to steady the uncertain rider, and
-they had gone some little distance along the road, when the Monroe
-children, who were a little behind, called out: "Look out, here's a
-motor!" And in another second the car whizzed by them.
-
-They never knew just how it happened; whether Monica overbalanced, or
-whether she steered purposely into the hedge, so as to avoid the motor,
-but the next instant the bicycle overturned, and Monica lay all huddled
-up underneath it.
-
-"Oh! Monica, are you hurt?" cried both girls simultaneously, as they
-lifted up the bicycle, and stood it against the hedge. But Monica
-neither moved nor spoke.
-
-"Oh, she's dead!" cried the younger children, as they looked at the
-inanimate form, lying so still on the dusty road.
-
-"Nonsense!" said a loud, cheery voice beside them, and looking up,
-startled, the girls saw that the motor had been brought to a standstill
-not many yards off, and its occupant had come back to see what was the
-matter. "Not a bit of it! The lass has only twisted her foot a bit, by
-the look of it, and I expect she's either stunned or fainted. I'll lift
-her up," and suiting the action to the word, the stranger, whom the
-girls had recognised as Lily Howell's father, raised Monica gently in
-his strong arms.
-
-The movement roused Monica, and she opened her eyes, saying with a
-shudder, "Oh, my foot, my foot!"
-
-"Oh, Monica, Monica!" cried Olive, who was nearly beside herself with
-fright, and who was terrified when she thought of Mrs. Beauchamp.
-
-"There, that'll do, missy!" interposed Mr. Howell, in his bluff, hearty
-voice; "just you let me carry her to the car there, and we'll have this
-foot attended to in a jiffy."
-
-And in another moment Monica was half-lying, half-sitting in the car,
-supported by Mr. Howell and Olive, whom he had bade get up as well, when
-he understood they were together; the Monroes following on foot with the
-bicycle, which had been the innocent cause of the calamity.
-
-"Drive on home, Cobb," said Mr. Howell to his chauffeur; while he added
-to Olive, "It's the nearest place, and we shall soon see how much damage
-is done."
-
-"Oh, she's fainted again!" cried poor Olive, as Monica's head fell
-helplessly against the broad shoulder which was supporting it.
-
-"By Jove! she has," ejaculated the man under his breath, and he noticed
-with relief that another minute would see them at his door.
-
-It was the work of a very few moments to carry the injured girl into the
-house, and lay her gently on a huge couch, which was placed under an
-open window in one of the expensively furnished rooms. The next thing
-was to remove the shoe from the fast-swelling foot, to find Mrs. Howell,
-and send for the doctor.
-
-"Franklyn is nearest," said the plutocrat to a smartly liveried footman,
-who waited for orders. "Get him to come at once, or if he's out, bring
-any one you can find."
-
-"Oh, I hope father will come!" said Olive pitifully, as she rubbed
-Monica's cold hands and tried to rouse her.
-
-"Are you one of Franklyn's girls, then?" asked Mr. Howell; "and who is
-this young lady?"
-
-"Monica Beauchamp. Her grandmother lives at Carson Rise, Mydenham."
-
-"Oh, I've heard of her from my girl," and Lily's father had a good look
-at the object of his child's envious dislike. "We'll send a message to
-her grandma as soon as the doctor's been."
-
-The door opened, and Mrs. Howell appeared on the scene, followed by a
-maid bringing water, smelling-salts, and various other remedies. Her
-plain, homely face wore an expression of anxiety, and she had evidently
-hurried so much in response to her husband's imperative summons, that
-she was short of breath.
-
-"Here, Caroline, you'll know best what to do," said Mr. Howell; "see if
-you can pull her round. I'll be on the look out for the doctor," and he
-left the room as he spoke.
-
-"Bless me!" was all Mrs. Howell could find breath enough to say, but she
-busied herself with trying the various restoratives the elderly servant
-handed to her, and in a few moments Monica opened her eyes.
-
-"Where am I?" she murmured, seeing strange faces bent over her, and Mrs.
-Howell nudged Olive to speak to her friend.
-
-"You're at Mrs. Howell's, Monica; you hurt your foot, you know. But
-don't try to talk now. Father will be here directly." She spoke with a
-confidence she was far from feeling, for it was quite possible that Dr.
-Franklyn was some distance away.
-
-A spasm of pain passed over Monica's white face. "Oh, my ankle, how it
-does hurt!" she said, as she tried to alter the position of the injured
-limb, but could not bear the agony the movement caused.
-
-"Bathe it again, Martha," said Mrs. Howell, to the maid who was standing
-by. Then she stroked Monica's rumpled hair, kindly, but somewhat
-hesitatingly, while she murmured, "Poor dear."
-
-The motherly woman would have liked to have said much more, to show this
-young stranger within her gates how sorry she was for her; but she had
-heard how haughty she was from Lily, and she was afraid of saying
-anything for fear of giving offence. For one thing she was very
-thankful: and that was that Lily had gone to some friends at a distance
-to spend the half-term holiday, so there was no fear of her turning up
-to make a fuss.
-
-Every one breathed a sigh of relief when Dr. Franklyn was announced.
-
-"Oh, father, I _am_ glad you were in!" said Olive, as she caught
-impetuously at his arm.
-
-"I hope you had no hand in this, Olive," he said, as he began, with
-professional touch, to examine the swollen ankle.
-
-"No, father, no; indeed I didn't; it was no one's fault, but quite an
-accident," she assured him, so earnestly, that he was fain to believe
-that his careless, heedless child was not to blame in this instance.
-
-"Well, well," he said, "it might have been much worse. There are no
-bones broken, but it is a nasty sprain; you won't do much walking for a
-little while, young lady." And he looked with compassion at the girl,
-who he knew was so full of energy.
-
-"How long?" was all Monica's quivering lips could articulate. Her ankle
-was suffering so acutely from the doctor's handling, gentle as it had
-been, that it took all her courage to keep the tears back.
-
-"Oh, two or three weeks, perhaps," was the reply, kindly but truthfully
-given. It was never his way to tell his patients half-truths, and buoy
-them up with hopes that had not a shadow of a chance of being realised.
-"It will all depend upon whether you obey orders or not, how soon it
-will get better."
-
-At the word "obey," a pang of remorse seized Monica; how she had failed
-in obedience, and how bitterly she was suffering the penalty for a very
-little act of disobedience (as she thought) even now. A sob rose in her
-throat, but she gulped it down, and turned her face slightly away.
-
-"Now, Olive, my child, if Mrs. Howell will excuse you, come home with
-me," said Dr. Franklyn, as, having done all he could to relieve the
-sprained ankle, he prepared to depart. "Mr. Howell has sent to Mrs.
-Beauchamp, and your friend will be able to go home in her grandmother's
-carriage when it arrives, and your mother will be anxious about you. By
-the way, I can't imagine where Elsa is," he added as they reached the
-hall door; and for the first time Olive remembered the other two girls.
-
-"Oh, father, suppose they have been waiting all this time for us? What
-a dreadful afternoon this has been!" And she felt ready to cry.
-
-"Cheer up, Olive," said her father kindly, pitying her unhappiness;
-"we'll send some one to the white gate in case they should be there; but
-I expect they gave you up long since, and we shall hear that they went
-on to Carson Rise as you arranged."
-
-Meanwhile, how had Elsa and Amethyst been faring?
-
-In spite of her reassuring words to Amethyst, Elsa felt a considerable
-amount of trepidation as she and her companion mounted the flight of
-wide, stone steps, and rang the bell at the front door of Mrs.
-Beauchamp's residence. She was mentally deciding what it would be best
-to say, when the door opened, and the trim parlourmaid appeared. Elsa
-had half hoped that Monica would have been on the look-out, and have
-opened the door herself, so as to make the late-comers feel more
-comfortable. So she was astounded when the maid replied, in answer to
-her diffident enquiry, that the other young ladies had not arrived yet.
-
-Elsa and Amethyst looked askance at each other, one thought uppermost in
-both their minds. "Suppose they should be waiting for us at the white
-gate!"
-
-"My mistress is rather put about to think Miss Monica should be so late
-coming back; would you please to walk in and explain, miss?" suggested
-the maid to Elsa, who seemed to be spokeswoman.
-
-"Oh, yes, of course, we will tell all we know," said Elsa, and she and
-Amethyst silently followed the maid to the drawing-room, where Mrs.
-Beauchamp was sitting by one of the open French windows, which
-overlooked part of the prettily laid-out gardens.
-
-"Well, my dear, how are you?" she said, as Elsa approached, and held out
-a timid hand; "and is this your little friend?" And the old lady looked
-approvingly at the pretty, childish face and simple attire of the
-vicar's little daughter. "But how is it you have arrived alone? Where
-are Monica and your sister?"
-
-"Oh, Mrs. Beauchamp, we can't think what they are doing!" And Elsa told
-the whole story of what had occurred that afternoon, at least, as far as
-the present state of affairs was concerned; finishing up by saying, "We
-wouldn't have been so long, indeed we wouldn't, if we had known how late
-it was. I am almost sorry, now, that we went all the way with the old
-woman, but we thought it was right at the time." And Elsa's eyes filled
-with tears.
-
-"You did quite right, children, no one could blame you," said Mrs.
-Beauchamp, more kindly than Monica ever heard her speak. "I am only
-sorry that my granddaughter did not wish to act as you did." And the
-old lady sighed as she thought of the difference between self-pleasing,
-self-willed Monica, and this nice-speaking, unselfish girl; and the
-advantage was all on Elsa's side. "The thing to be considered is, where
-are they now?"
-
-"Do you think they might still be waiting for us?" queried Amethyst, who
-had been a silent spectator so far. "Shall we go back and see?"
-
-Mrs. Beauchamp smiled. "I think we can manage better than that," she
-said. "I will send a messenger to the gate in West Lane, in case they
-should be there, and we will have some tea, for I am sure you must be
-thirsty after hurrying so, on this hot day. I quite expect that before
-very long they will come rushing in."
-
-The two girls were very glad to wash their hands and smooth their
-dishevelled hair; and Amethyst was delighted to see Monica's room (where
-Barnes had taken them) for the first time.
-
-Then they went into the dining-room, where a sumptuous repast had been
-spread for the quartette, Mrs. Beauchamp knowing something, from
-experience, of young people's appetites. If it had not been for the
-suspense about the other girls, Elsa and Amethyst would have enjoyed
-themselves immensely.
-
-Mrs. Beauchamp was so very kind, and made herself quite agreeable to
-these two well-behaved girls; indeed Amethyst, who was light-hearted by
-nature, almost forgot the unfortunate ending to their picnic, but Elsa
-was unable to banish the thought from her mind that something must have
-happened to them to cause such delay, and she could see that Mrs.
-Beauchamp was very much worried, although she strove to entertain her
-little guests cheerfully.
-
-"You are not making much of a tea, my dear. Try one of these," and Mrs.
-Beauchamp held a plate of delicious looking macaroons toward Elsa.
-
-"No, thank you, I don't feel as if I could eat another mouthful." And
-Elsa's tears, which had been very near the surface for some time, rained
-down her cheeks, while a sob choked her voice.
-
-"Don't fret, my dear," said Mrs. Beauchamp, soothingly, albeit her own
-voice shook.
-
-"I am so afraid something has happened," sobbed Elsa, and she hid her
-face in her hands.
-
-"Let us hope not; they may have been hindered in some way," replied Mrs.
-Beauchamp; but even as she spoke, a maid entered the room with an
-expression of alarm on her face.
-
-"If you please, ma'am----" she began.
-
-"What is it, Harriet? Tell me at once?" And Mrs. Beauchamp clutched
-the back of her chair for support, while her face assumed an ashen hue,
-and poor Elsa felt inclined to scream.
-
-"A man's come from Osmington, from Mr. Howell's place, ma'am, to say as
-there's been an accident, ma'am, and Miss Monica's leg is hurt. It were
-something to do with one of these motors, ma'am, but he says he was told
-to say it weren't by no means serious."
-
-A tinge of colour came into Mrs. Beauchamp's cheeks, as the servant
-reached the end of her sentence; she had dreaded she knew not what.
-
-"Is the man here, Harriet? Have him taken to the morning-room, and I
-will see him," she faltered.
-
-"Oh! please may we hear too?" asked Elsa, with quivering lips.
-
-And the old lady, reading the alarm in the girl's tense young face,
-said: "Of course, my dear."
-
-By dint of much questioning they got some idea of what had occurred;
-and, relieved to a certain extent by having definite news of her
-grandchild, Mrs. Beauchamp made speedy arrangements for her conveyance
-home.
-
-In a very few minutes the brougham was at the door, and into it stepped
-Mrs. Beauchamp and the two girls, followed by the reliable Barnes, who
-was always to be depended upon in an emergency.
-
-Elsa and Amethyst would dearly have liked to go as far as the Howells',
-so as to know exactly how Monica was, but when Mrs. Beauchamp ordered
-the coachman to put them down at Dr. Franklyn's, on his way through the
-town, they did not dare to make the suggestion.
-
-
-
-
- *CHAPTER X.*
-
- *"I LIKE FUSSIN' OVER PEOPLE!"*
-
-
-With a sigh of relief Monica heard the front door shut, and saw the
-retreating figures of the doctor and Olive passing down the drive, from
-her post of vantage in the great bay window. She wanted to think; at
-least, she was not sure that she _wanted_ to, but ideas suggested
-themselves to her brain and insisted upon being thought out.
-
-How _could_ she, who never before had been actually laid up with any
-ailment, endure the thought of being for three weeks, at least, chained
-like a log to a sofa? And, just as likely as not, it would end in being
-a month, or even more. Oh, it was unendurable! No school--no fun--no
-daily meeting with all the girls, and Olive, of course, in particular:
-and Monica realised how wonderfully attached she had become to
-school-life and doings, even in seven short weeks. No pleasant German
-lessons with kind little Fraeulein Wespe, which she so much enjoyed.
-Nothing but day after day in one or other of the dull, lonely rooms at
-Carson Rise, waited on by Barnes, and visited periodically by her
-grandmother, who she was sure, from experience, would gladly seize every
-available opportunity of improving the occasion by telling her she had
-only herself to thank for the position in which she found herself!
-
-How heartily Monica wished now that she had never seen the wretched
-bicycle, as she styled it, much less have been persuaded into attempting
-to ride it. In her vexation she blamed the bicycle, its owner, Elsa and
-Amethyst for being late, and even poor, unfortunate old Granny Wood, for
-being the primary cause of the mishap. It is a wonder that she did not
-go one step farther, and credit Hero with originating the whole chapter
-of accidents, for it certainly was his bark that started the ball
-rolling. If Monica had heard any one else _saying_ what she was
-_thinking_, she would have been exceedingly amused, for it sounded like
-a modern version of the "House that Jack built." But she saw no fun in
-anything just then, all was disappointment, discomfort, and pain; and
-yet in her heart of hearts, Monica knew that it all arose from
-disobedience.
-
-Not for worlds would she have owned it even to herself, but as she lay
-on that couch, looking out into the sunlit garden and thinking, her
-better nature craved after a nobler, higher life, where disobedience and
-its results would have no place. She thought of her father and his words
-to her in that almost forgotten letter, and unwonted tears rose to her
-eyes, as she realised that instead of becoming what he wanted her to be,
-she seemed lately to have grown less and less like the ideal she had
-even set up for herself in those days.
-
-Monica's ruminations were brought to an abrupt termination at this
-moment by the door opening, and a pleasant rattle of teacups sounded on
-her ears as the footman appeared with the tea equipage. Mrs. Howell
-followed him in, and busied herself in pouring out a cup of the fragrant
-beverage, and placing it on a little table at Monica's elbow, saying in
-her uncultured but kindly tones: "There's nothin' so comfortin' as a cup
-of tea, to my mind; have a good drink, do 'ee now, my----"
-
-The good soul paused, in confusion, at the words which had so nearly
-slipped out. What would this haughty young maiden have said if she had
-called her "my dear?" So she made a nervous little cough, and added, in
-an apologetic voice, "Miss Beauchamp."
-
-"Thanks, you're very kind," replied Monica, in her off-hand way. "I'm
-sure I'm awfully sorry to give you such a lot of trouble."
-
-"It's no trouble at all, my dear," said her hostess warmly, quite
-forgetting to watch her words this time; but Monica did not appear to
-mind the appellation, it seemed natural to be called "my dear" by a
-person of Mrs. Howell's description. "I like fussin' over people." And
-the good woman looked a wee bit wistful, for Lily hated above all things
-to be "fussed over by ma."
-
-"I don't think I should care about it always," said Monica candidly,
-with a little laugh; "but just now it feels rather nice to be waited
-on," and she smiled up into the homely face, surmounted by the
-magnificent, but too lavishly trimmed cap, which was bending over her.
-
-Mrs. Howell's heart went out to this girl, who seemed so different from
-what Lily had declared her to be; and Monica, realising the motherliness
-which underlay all the oddities and vulgarities, felt strangely drawn
-towards her commonplace hostess. They were becoming quite at home with
-each other, when carriage wheels were heard, and "Mrs. Beauchamp" was
-announced.
-
-A hasty glance at the visitor's aristocratic appearance, and the sound
-of her well-modulated voice, made poor Mrs. Howell realise her many
-deficiencies once again, and she relapsed into monosyllabic replies to
-Mrs. Beauchamp's many enquiries. So Monica had perforce to be chief
-spokeswoman.
-
-"Well, I am glad that it is no worse than it is," said her grandmother
-stiffly. "The anxiety your non-appearance caused me was intense; and
-all this trouble and inconvenience to everybody would have been avoided,
-if you had not disobeyed my commands." And she shook her head severely
-at the culprit, who showed no sign of contrition for her misdeeds.
-"Well, you will have plenty of time to reflect, so we will say no more
-now," added the old lady, "but with Mrs. Howell's permission Barnes
-shall help you out to the carriage, and we will not trespass further on
-her kindness."
-
-"Oh, I can hobble out by myself, somehow," said Monica, and she tried to
-get up off the couch, but fell back among the cushions with a stifled
-groan.
-
-"Let me help you, my dear," whispered Mrs. Howell, so low that no one
-but Monica heard her, and with a supreme effort the girl managed just to
-stand, by holding tight to the velvet-covered arm which was offered for
-her to lean on. But to walk was absolutely impossible, the mere
-movement of the injured ankle (the pain had been tolerably easy while it
-had been laid up) was so excruciating, that even strong-willed Monica
-could not summon up courage to put it to the ground.
-
-"I'm afraid I can't walk," she was obliged to confess, with white,
-quivering lips, just as Mr. Howell appeared upon the scene.
-
-"How now, young lady?" he said, in his bluff way; "not trying to walk,
-surely? You don't look any too fit."
-
-"Couldn't me an' you help her out to the carriage, Bob?" his wife said,
-in a somewhat loud aside. "Her grandma wants to be off."
-
-"If the young lady will allow me, I think the best plan will be for me
-to pick her up and carry her out," he said, with a grandiloquent bow.
-
-"Really, I cannot----" began Mrs. Beauchamp, in horrified tones.
-
-And Monica said: "Oh! no, please."
-
-But without more ado, the big burly man lifted her gently in his strong
-arms, saying, with a twinkle of amusement in his eyes: "It won't be the
-first time to-day, missy," and before Mrs. Beauchamp had had time to
-summon Barnes, Monica was comfortably settled in the brougham, with her
-injured ankle resting on a board, and some cushions, which Barnes'
-forethought had provided.
-
-"Thank you ever so much, Mr. Howell," said Monica gratefully, "and Mrs.
-Howell too."
-
-"Tut, tut, missy! T'was a pleasure to her to have some one to coddle."
-
-"I should like to come and see her some day, when my ankle is well
-again, if I may."
-
-"She'd be very glad if you would," was Mr. Howell's reply, as he handed
-Mrs. Beauchamp into the carriage, and shut the door after Barnes had
-squeezed herself into the tiny bit of space that was left.
-
-"I am sure we are very much indebted to you for all your kindness," said
-Mrs. Beauchamp, in her freezingly polite way, as he stood, hat in hand,
-waiting to see the carriage off.
-
-"Pray don't mention it, madam," was all he said, as he bowed in response
-to her formal "good evening"; the smile that overspread his rugged,
-good-tempered face was for the girl who nodded a bright farewell, albeit
-her face was white and drawn with pain.
-
-"A noble lass, that," was Mr. Howell's comment, as he sauntered round
-the beautifully laid-out garden with his worthy spouse; "but a vixen of
-a grandmother, to judge from looks."
-
-Mrs. Howell, who had not been very prepossessed herself, felt it her
-duty to remonstrate with him for judging hastily.
-
-"The gentry always has such airs," she said; "I daresay the old lady
-means well enough. But I must say I did take to the girl."
-
-"And she to you, apparently." And her husband repeated what Monica had
-said about coming again.
-
-"Bless her!" ejaculated warm-hearted Mrs. Howell; and then she added
-wistfully, "I wish, Bob----"
-
-"What, old girl?"
-
-"That our Lily was a bit more like her."
-
-"Tut, tut!" he said. "This Miss Beauchamp is a lady, born and bred; and
-our girl ain't got a drop of blue blood in her veins."
-
-"Our Lily don't seem to have got no heart, somehow," sighed her mother.
-"She's all for clothes, an' pleasure, an' pleasin' herself."
-
-"It's the brass that's to blame for that," said the man who had amassed
-a fortune of over a quarter of a million. "I'm almost sorry I had such
-a streak of luck. We were happier in the old days, Caroline, when we
-lived in the little house at Bermondsey, and went out marketing together
-Saturday nights, guess the old proverb that 'money's the root of all
-evil' is about right. It's all very well, but it don't buy happiness."
-
-"That ain't a proverb, Bob," said his wife, reprovingly, "it's in the
-Bible, and it says it's the love of money that makes all the mischief.
-I sometimes think, Bob," she added, a trifle hesitatingly, for she was
-treading on tender ground, "that if we were a bit religious, we should
-be happier like."
-
-"Time enough for religion when you get notice to quit," he replied with
-a hard laugh, which had no mirth in it. "'Do as you would be done by'
-is a good enough creed for me; and if everybody acted up to it the world
-would be a better place than it is, with all its parsons and
-church-going."
-
-"That ain't enough to take you to heaven, Bob," said Mrs. Howell, sadly,
-but as she knew no better way to suggest she said no more, and the
-subject dropped. But in the plain, homely woman's breast there was a
-deep, unsatisfied longing after a peace which she had never found, amid
-all the luxuries and splendour of her surroundings.
-
-
-While the above conversation was taking place, and Monica was being
-driven slowly home, the story of that disastrous day was being eagerly
-detailed by the other three girls at the Franklyns', whither Amethyst
-had accompanied Elsa, and where to her great delight she found her
-mother sitting with Mrs. Franklyn.
-
-Fortunately for the invalid, no rumour of the accident had reached her
-room, Mr. Howell's messenger having met the doctor after he had left
-home a few minutes; so that she and Mrs. Drury had been enjoying a
-little confidential chat about their children over a cup of tea; never
-dreaming but that they were all having a splendid time at Carson Rise,
-until Olive, who was followed by the other two girls before there had
-been time to become anxious about them, told how differently they had
-been placed.
-
-Olive and Amethyst both talked together, and there was such a confused
-jargon going on, that for some time neither of the ladies could get a
-very clear idea of what had happened; but eventually Elsa was appealed
-to for her version of the affair, and then they understood better.
-
-"Dear me, I am sorry for Monica," said Mrs. Drury sympathetically; "it
-will be a long business, I am afraid."
-
-"Poor child!" murmured the invalid; "how will she bear it?"
-
-"It's awfully hard lines on her," cried Olive vehemently, "shut up in
-that great, dull house for weeks. And I shall miss her just
-dreadfully."
-
-"I'm glad it isn't me," said Amethyst; "not that I should mind being
-laid up if mumsie nursed me," with an affectionate press of her mother's
-hand, at whose feet she had thrown herself. "But you get so low in
-class if you are away from school long."
-
-"There are lessons to be learnt on a sofa, my child, that are more
-important than all the school ones," said the invalid gently; "and by
-learning them properly a higher place can be gained than any that the
-High School can bestow."
-
-"I don't think I understand, Mrs. Franklyn," said Amethyst, in a puzzled
-tone, while Elsa crept nearer to her mother, and kissed her thin, white
-hand, a little comprehensive smile flickering about her mouth. Olive
-looked on, a trifle superciliously; if it had not been for Mrs. Drury's
-presence, she would have said: "For goodness' sake, don't preach,
-mamma!"
-
-"I mean the lessons in God's school, dearie, the difficult things we are
-so slow to learn. It is only when 'He teaches us of His ways' that we
-can 'walk in His paths.' I was thinking perhaps God had allowed this
-accident to happen to Monica, so that she might have time to think of
-these things."
-
-"Monica is good enough as she is," cried Olive tempestuously; "we don't
-all want to be goody-goodies like some people I know. There would never
-be a bit of fun left then." And she stood up defiantly.
-
-With a significant glance at Mrs. Franklyn, whose pale face wore a
-grieved, sad expression, Mrs. Drury took the matter into her own hands.
-
-"I am sorry, Olive, that you should feel like that," she said calmly,
-while she looked searchingly into the defiant face of the young girl,
-who was picking a tea-rose to pieces with thoughtless fingers. "But it
-is a good thing, sometimes, to say what one feels. You must have been
-unfortunate in your acquaintance with Christians if you find them dull
-and gloomy. They are not all so, I can assure you. Indeed there is no
-one so light-hearted, no life so sunshiny, as that of a true follower of
-the Lord Jesus Christ. It is just because we are so happy with Him as
-our Friend, as well as Teacher, that we want all those whom we know, and
-love, to become learners in His school. For we remember that the
-Examination Day is coming, and unless we have Him as our helper, we
-shall certainly 'fail,' instead of 'pass.' You know yourself from
-school experience that there are only the two positions to be in; and it
-rests with each one of us to decide, now, which state shall be ours
-hereafter."
-
-As Mrs. Drury ended her sentence, she lowered her voice, until it was
-scarcely more than a whisper, but the silence which had fallen upon the
-little group was so intense that every word was distinctly audible.
-Amethyst looked up into her mother's face, and said, with real
-earnestness: "I do want to pass _that_ examination, mumsie," and Mrs.
-Drury bent down and kissed the upturned face with clinging tenderness,
-for she knew that her little daughter's real desire was to please her
-Saviour, although she very often failed to do so.
-
-But just at that moment her heart went out with a great longing towards
-that other mother's girl, who seemed so unwilling to put first things
-_first_. Her eyes sought Olive's, so that she might, if possible, read
-in them something of her thoughts, but Olive kept her head persistently
-turned away, and so she could not gauge what was passing in her mind.
-
-So, with a prayer in her heart (oft repeated as time passed) that God
-would show Olive her need of a Saviour, she bade the invalid a tender
-farewell, with a whispered word of hope, and after good-byes had been
-exchanged, Mrs. Drury and Amethyst took their departure.
-
-The little girl chattered volubly of all the incidents of the afternoon,
-as they walked home in the pleasant coolness which had succeeded the
-heat of that June day, but Mrs. Drury was a trifle abstracted. She was
-thinking of the friend she had left, who appeared to her to be losing,
-rather than gaining strength, of the sorrow that the indecision of some
-of her children, with regard to spiritual things, caused the patient
-invalid. For a moment, a subtle temptation presented itself: why did
-not a gracious Father answer His children's prayers for their loved ones
-more speedily. But she thrust the thought from her, knowing well that
-God both could, and would, do all things well, in His own good time.
-
-"Father will be astonished when we tell him, won't he?" piped Amethyst,
-in her childish treble, and Mrs. Drury's eyes lost their far-away look
-as she smiled into the animated little face, which only reached to her
-shoulder.
-
-"Yes, very," she replied, "but you won't see him to-night, dearie, for
-he has gone to a big meeting at Alwinton and he will not be home until
-quite late."
-
-"Oh!" Amethyst's face fell somewhat; she rather liked telling her own
-news, and the events of that day had been quite exciting ones to her.
-"Well, you will have to tell him then, mumsie, I suppose. But couldn't
-you only say just enough, and leave the rest for me to tell at
-breakfast?"
-
-And her mother promised she would.
-
-
-
-
- *CHAPTER XI.*
-
- *"A NICE ENOUGH LITTLE DOG, AS DOGS GO."*
-
-
-"Is there anything else you're wanting, Miss Monica?"
-
-And Mary Ann, who had been for the last half-hour engaged in arranging
-everything for the comfort and convenience of her young mistress, paused
-as she reached the door of the apartment, half-schoolroom, half-boudoir,
-which Monica called her "prison-house," and looked towards the occupant
-of a low couch that had been drawn up to the open window.
-
-"Oh, yes, you might put those books where I can reach them," and Monica
-indicated a pile of library books which were lying on a low bookcase in
-a corner of the room. The maid obeyed, and placed them on a table by
-Monica's side, on which she kept the various things with which she
-vainly endeavoured to while away the tedium of the long, long days.
-
-"Are you sure there's nothing else, miss?"
-
-"I don't think there is, thanks." And the housemaid was just departing,
-when she was recalled by the sound of her name.
-
-"Oh, Mary Ann!"
-
-"Yes, miss?"
-
-"Which is your evening out?"
-
-"Fridays, Miss Monica," said the girl, astonishment expressed in both
-face and voice. Whatever could be coming to their young lady? Never
-before had she taken the slightest interest in the outings of her
-grandmother's domestics!
-
-"Let me see, to-day is Friday," mused Monica, "could you do an errand
-for me while you are out this evening, Mary Ann?"
-
-"Well, miss, it all depends," replied the under-housemaid, cautiously.
-"Where would it be, miss?"
-
-"Oh, it's only to take back these books and get me some fresh ones from
-Bell's Library," said Monica. "Are you fond of reading, Mary Ann?"
-
-"La, yes, miss," admitted the girl with a giggle. "Cook says I get right
-down wropt up in my book, and they have to shake me sometimes, when I'm
-sittin' readin' in the kitchen of a evening, for I never 'ears no one
-a-speakin' when I'm deep in my story."
-
-"Well, I daresay I could lend you a book, now and again," said Monica
-graciously. "And you think you could go to Bell's this evening?"
-
-"Why, yes, Miss Monica, I'll go with pleasure," said the girl, delighted
-at the prospect of the loan of some books. "Me and Jim (that's my young
-man, miss," she explained with a simper and a blush) "we generally
-strolls down High Street, and I can easy pop in and get 'em."
-
-"Well, here is a list of half a dozen," said Monica, handing her a
-paper. "Ask them to give you any three that are in, and tell them who
-they're for."
-
-"Very good, Miss Monica," and Mary Ann finally departed.
-
-Left to herself, Monica began to wonder how she should pass the weary
-hours of that hot June day.
-
-"I wish Olive hadn't been yesterday, now," she mused; "because there is
-not the faintest chance of her coming over again to-day; she said she
-would come to-morrow if she could. Oh, dear! I do think some of the
-girls might come. I'd rather have Elsa, or even that little Amethyst
-Drury, than nothing but my own company all day long. I do wish I could
-have a dog, it would not be so sickeningly dull then." And she heaved a
-weary sigh of discontent. "What a nuisance this horrid sprain is! You
-simply can't do anything but read, when you can't move your leg, and I
-hate needlework. I'm glad I thought of getting Mary Ann to go for some
-fresh books. Heigho! I wish I hadn't hurried so over the last one
-yesterday, I should have had some left to read now, but it was so
-fascinating I couldn't leave off once I began."
-
-At that moment a footfall was heard on the richly carpeted stairway, and
-Mrs. Beauchamp opened the door. Monica looked up in astonishment; it
-was quite an hour earlier than her grandmother usually paid her morning
-visit.
-
-"Good morning, Monica," she said, as she bent and just touched the
-girl's forehead with cold, undemonstrative lips, "I hope your ankle is
-going on well."
-
-"Oh, I suppose it is, but I wish it had never been ill," replied Monica
-with grim humour. "I'm sick of lying here."
-
-"You have only yourself to blame," was the old lady's unconsoling reply;
-"if you had not been disobedient, all this would have been avoided."
-And she waved her slender white hand expressively towards Monica's
-injured limb.
-
-With a pout, Monica looked out of the window, muttering something about
-"the same old tale."
-
-Her grandmother, who was slightly deaf, did not catch the words, but she
-saw the gesture, and drew her own conclusions. With a sigh, Mrs.
-Beauchamp wished, for the hundredth time, that she had never undertaken
-the charge of this troublesome granddaughter; her coming into the prim
-household had made an end of all its restful quiet, and she never seemed
-free from anxiety about her. And yet--Conrad had intreated her so
-earnestly to have his only and much-loved child, and at the time she had
-seemed tractable enough. But oh! how greatly Monica had altered in
-eighteen short months; perhaps she had had mistaken ideas about her
-upbringing; perhaps, if she had been a little less strict in minor
-matters, things might have gone more smoothly; perhaps old Dr. Marley
-was right when he said: "It is easier to lead than to drive young
-people."
-
-With these thoughts in her mind, the old lady made a proposition that
-nearly took Monica's breath away; so unexpected was it.
-
-"I have been thinking that perhaps you might have a small dog of some
-kind, Monica; it would be company for you while you are laid up."
-
-"Oh, grandmother!" was all the girl could find to say; but the look of
-intense pleasure which irradiated her whole face, entirely transforming
-it, was sufficient reward to Mrs. Beauchamp for the very real concession
-she was making; for, of all things, a mischievous, gambolling dog
-_indoors_, who would be sure to bark or whine just when she was having a
-little nap, was one that she objected to most.
-
-"Of course, it must be a very nice quiet one, Monica, small and
-well-trained. Perhaps Richards might hear of one somewhere."
-
-"Oh! grandmother, do you remember that day you decided I was to go to
-school?" Monica questioned, eagerly; "because Tom had just been telling
-me about a jolly little wire-haired terrier his father wanted a home
-for, when you sent for me."
-
-"I do remember something of the sort, Monica," said the old lady, "but
-even if the dog were still to be had, it might not be just what we
-want."
-
-"Well, I do wish you would send round to the stables and ask,
-grandmother," said Monica, coaxingly "because we could have him at once,
-I expect. We might have to wait ever so long before Richards came
-across one, he is so dreadfully slow. And it _is_ so dull up here, all
-alone."
-
-"Well, I will see what can be done."
-
-And the old lady departed, a comfortable feeling of having given
-pleasure warming her cold, reserved heart; while Monica reiterated again
-and again, in words which jarred terribly on her aristocratic nerves:
-"It's most awfully kind of you, grandmother! It _will_ be jolly to have
-a dog of my own."
-
-To say that Monica waited patiently for results would be untrue. She
-was far too excited and eager about the matter to do that; but as she
-was alone, except for a flying visit from Barnes, who brought her some
-lunch, and as she could not move her leg, her impatience had a salutary
-amount of check. She could not think how it was her grandmother had ever
-brought her mind to think of such a thing, knowing well how keenly she
-objected to animals indoors; it puzzled her a good deal, especially
-after her disobedience earlier in the week. And Monica grew quite
-repentant for her misdeeds, as she considered the unexpected favour she
-was being granted.
-
-An hour or so later a peculiar scratching noise along the corridor
-outside made Monica listen intently, and a second after there came a
-hesitating knock at the door.
-
-"Come in," cried Monica, who was all excitement; and the door opened to
-admit Tom, the little stable-boy, who was leading the cutest looking
-wire-haired terrier imaginable, and was closely followed by Barnes.
-
-"Oh, you darling!" cried Monica, who was infatuated with the dog at
-first sight; "do bring him close, Tom."
-
-"Yes, miss," said Tom, with alacrity, pulling his forelock, and grinning
-all over his bright little face, as he clutched hold of the bit of strap
-that did duty for a collar, and dragged the terrier up to Monica's
-couch. "I hope you're better, miss," he ventured to say shyly, for
-Barnes, of whom he stood greatly in awe, was looking severely at him,
-and he had been bidden "to mind his behaviour."
-
-"Oh, yes," said Monica, carelessly; she had no thoughts to spare on
-herself just then. "What's his name, Tom? Do put him up beside me."
-
-"Be careful, now," said Barnes, a trifle sharply; she was not best
-pleased at this introduction into the household. "Remember your leg,
-Miss Monica."
-
-"All right, Barnes, don't fidget! See, he's as quiet as possible. Good
-boy, dear old fellow!" and Monica stroked the ginger coloured head, and
-looked into the liquid brown eyes which had a wistful expression in
-them. He pricked up his ears at the tones of endearment, and licked her
-hands in response.
-
-"'E 'ave took to you, an' no mistake, miss," said Tom, with huge
-delight. "Jack 'e 'ave been called, miss," he added, in answer to
-Monica's query, "but you'll find 'im a grander name, miss, now."
-
-"No, I think Jack will do very well," said Monica, and the little dog,
-who knew by her fondling that he was being loved and made much of, gave
-a little grunt of satisfaction, and curled himself round on the couch
-beside his new mistress.
-
-"Isn't he sweet, Barnes?"
-
-"Oh, he's a nice enough little dog, as dogs go, Miss Monica, but I have
-no particular fancy for them," was the maid's somewhat grudging reply.
-And then she added: "Now then, my boy, you'd better be off to your work
-again."
-
-"Yes'm. Good mornin', miss," stammered Tom, in confusion, for Barnes'
-repelling tones made him feel as if he had done something wrong.
-
-"Oh, good-bye, Tom. I'm awfully glad to have Jack," said Monica, with a
-bright smile, which made the little lad feel at ease again, and remained
-in his memory for many a day. "I shall be coming out on the lawn in a
-few days' time, and then you must come round and see him."
-
-The little newcomer proved an endless source of pleasure and amusement
-to Monica; he had such quaint ways, and made himself thoroughly happy
-and contented in his new home. Even Mrs. Beauchamp was obliged to
-confess that he was no trouble; he spent hours curled up on the rug
-which was thrown over Monica's knees, as if he had been accustomed to an
-invalid mistress all his life.
-
-"You wait until this tiresome sprain is well," Monica would often say to
-him, "and then you shall have a very different existence, Jack."
-
-The old doctor made great friends with him when he came to see his
-patient the next morning, and went off chuckling with pleasure over the
-result of his plain-speaking to Mrs. Beauchamp, a few days before.
-
-"She'll get on fast enough now," he said to himself, as he trotted down
-the drive; "young folk want young things about them, and up there," with
-a suggestive glance backward at the stately residence he had just left,
-"they are all as old as Methuselah. She looked a totally different being
-this morning, from the sulky, discontented girl I saw last time. But I
-don't deny she's a handful--takes after her mother, I suppose. Conrad
-was as nice a fellow as ever breathed, but I never had much of a fancy
-for his wife, poor thing; she was too much of a woman of the world for
-old Henry Marley. But there, he isn't, by any means, all he ought to
-be." And the dear old doctor sighed as he realised how far short he was
-of being a true copy of the Great Example.
-
-The doctor had not long left, when a footman called at Carson Rise, with
-a basket containing some magnificent peaches and hot-house flowers,
-"with Mrs. Howell's compliments, and she would be glad to know how the
-young lady was."
-
-Mrs. Beauchamp was out for a drive, so the parlourmaid came up to Monica
-for a message.
-
-"Oh, Harriet, how lovely!" cried the girl; "do take them out carefully
-while I write a little note to send back. How very kind of Mrs.
-Howell."
-
-"The same lady has sent every day to enquire for you, miss," said the
-maid, who was very much impressed by the grandeur of the Howell livery,
-and the importance of the individual who wore it.
-
-"Has she really? No one has mentioned it before," said Monica; "I ought
-to have been told." And there was a suggestion of displeasure in her
-tones.
-
-"Mrs. Beauchamp knew, miss, of course, and so did Barnes," Harriet
-hastened to say, in defence of herself.
-
-"Very well, Harriet, it was not your fault," said Monica, and she busied
-herself in writing a little girlish note of thanks, which brought tears
-of pleasure and gratification to the eyes of the good-natured, motherly
-woman who received it, and then slipped it into her pocket for fear her
-tyrannical young daughter should come across it, and make fun of it. For
-Lily Howell had not yet grown reconciled to the idea of "_that_ Monica
-Beauchamp" getting into her home, and prying into everything, and then
-going off to make fun of all the mistakes she knew her mother must have
-made.
-
-There had been a great scene upon her return home, on the Monday
-evening, and she had exclaimed long and loudly against the fate which
-had allowed such an unfortunate thing to come to pass.
-
-Mrs. Howell, instead of severely reprimanding her daughter for being so
-insulting and rude, had wept feebly, and bowed beneath the angry girl's
-storm of words; but in her heart she treasured the remembrance of the
-kind words and very real gratitude of a daughter of the aristocracy to a
-poor, common-place woman, such as she was allowed no opportunity of
-forgetting that she, Caroline Howell, was.
-
-
-
-
- *CHAPTER XII.*
-
- *"A HUNGRY FEELING IN MY BRAIN."*
-
-
-"What do you think of this?" said Monica, that same Saturday afternoon,
-as she pointed to Jack, who was lying curled up on her rug.
-
-And Olive was astounded, as her friend knew she would be, at such an
-unexpected sight.
-
-"Oh! isn't he a dear fellow?" she cried, rapturously, patting his head,
-and playing with his well-shaped ears, as Jack first sniffed enquiringly
-at the boots and dress of his young mistress's friend, and then, with a
-wag of his stumpy bit of tail, sat down on the floor at her feet, and
-rested his head against her knees. "He is going to like me at once."
-
-"Of course, he is," said Monica; "it will be Jack's business to like all
-my friends and hate all my enemies."
-
-"Oh, Monica, I don't think you've got any enemies!"
-
-"Haven't I?" enquired Monica quizzically; "what about Lily Howell?"
-
-"Oh, I forgot her," replied the other merrily; "and yet I ought not to
-have, for she's been in such a temper all the week. She's tried every
-way she can to get Elsa and me into trouble, and when she finds she
-can't manage it, she's in a worse tantrum than ever. I can't think why
-she's in such a mood," continued Olive, meditatively, "unless it is----"
-
-"Oh, I expect she's huffy because Mr. Howell took me into his house,"
-interrupted Monica, "and she wasn't at home to see all that went on.
-But I don't care a straw for her, or what she thinks; she's too common
-and vulgar to think about. Now her mother is the dearest old creature,"
-she went on, in quite a different tone; "she was as kind and nice as
-possible. And Harriet tells me she's sent every day to ask how I am,
-and it was she who sent those lovely peaches and flowers. Do have a
-peach, Olive; they're awfully nice."
-
-And Monica, taking one herself, pushed the plate containing them nearer
-to her friend.
-
-"How nice of her!" said Olive, taking a bite of the luscious fruit,
-while Jack looked up to ascertain whether she was eating anything that
-he could share. "No, you won't like this, old boy," she said, with a
-merry laugh.
-
-"He can beg beautifully," said Monica. "When we've eaten these, I'll
-put him through all his tricks."
-
-A merry quarter of an hour passed in watching Jack beg, and "trust for
-it," and "die," and "give three cheers for the king." Then, when he was
-tired, and lay curled up asleep on Monica's couch again, the two girls
-had a thorough good chat about everything dear to their school-girl
-hearts, until a clock striking the hour of four warned Olive that she
-must be going.
-
-Monica begged her to stay to tea with her, saying: "Grandmother quite
-expects you to."
-
-But, much as Olive would have liked it, she was obliged to refuse, as
-she had promised her mother to meet Kathleen and the children at a
-quarter past, at a certain place, so as to walk home together.
-
-"Oh, there's heaps more I wanted to ask," said Monica. "I never dreamt
-but that you would stay to tea. What did Fraeulein say to my being away
-yesterday? There will be no chance now of my coming out top in German,
-and that's the only thing I had a shadow of a chance about." And Monica
-looked rueful.
-
-"Oh, she was very sorry about your ankle. She had heard from the other
-mistresses, I expect, for when I tried to explain she said: 'No, yes,
-but that is ver' sad!' in her broken English. You know how she says it;
-I can't imitate her properly," said Olive. "But, I say, Monica, you
-won't be away long, will you? Surely not three weeks?" And Olive's
-bright face assumed a dismal expression at the thought of being so long
-without her friend.
-
-"Dr. Marley said this morning it might be better before then, but not
-fit for school. It is a bore; I wish that old bicycle was further."
-And the girl groaned.
-
-"So do I," acquiesced Olive sympathetically; neither of them apparently
-taking into consideration that the bicycle was quite the least guilty of
-everything and everybody concerned.
-
-"Well, I must go now, but I'll come over as often as I can next week."
-
-"Not to-morrow?"
-
-"Why, that's Sunday!" said Olive, in astonishment.
-
-"What of that?" queried Monica.
-
-"Why, there's no time on Sundays: we go to church twice, and to Miss
-Grant's class in the afternoon. Besides, mother doesn't let us go for
-walks on Sundays."
-
-"What a funny idea! I never go, because there's nothing to go for; but
-I don't think grandmother would mind. She dozes all the afternoon, and
-I read. Oh, that reminds me: here is the book I promised to lend you,
-Olive," and she drew it from under her cushions.
-
-"'_A Cruel Fate_';" Olive read the title aloud, and glanced at the
-closely printed pages. "It doesn't look _very_ interesting, Monica."
-
-"Oh, it is, awfully. You can't think how it fascinated me."
-
-"I'm sure mother would not think it was a nice book," she said
-doubtfully.
-
-"Oh, fiddlesticks!" was Monica's rather rude reply. "You take it home
-and read it on the quiet, and if you don't want to borrow some more next
-time you come, I shall be very much mistaken. Your mother can't expect
-to keep you tied to her apron-strings always." And there was again that
-suggestion of a sneer underlying the words which Olive could not stand.
-
-A girl with higher principles would have said: "No, thank you, Monica; I
-would rather not have anything to do with it." And if Olive Franklyn
-had had the courage to refuse the evil that afternoon, she would have
-saved herself much sorrow. But she weakly gave in, and slipped the book
-into her string-bag, well knowing that she was flatly disobeying her
-mother's commands.
-
-Poor Olive! She carried more away with her from Carson Rise than the
-novel; already the poison was beginning its deadly work. How could she
-manage so that not even Elsa should know she had it in her possession?
-She was very differently situated from Monica: in their large family
-they had no secret drawers or private hiding-places, everything was
-common property, and she could depend on nowhere being absolutely safe.
-
-She was so deep in thought about it, that she almost ran into Kathleen
-and the children before she knew they were approaching her, and she was
-so preoccupied during the walk home that Kathleen teased her about
-having left her tongue at Carson Rise. She pulled herself together
-then, but alas! the same complaint became an habitual one, as time went
-on and Olive Franklyn, careless, light-hearted, and fun-loving, but
-hitherto always open and frank, became moody, abstracted, peevish, and
-discontented.
-
-That first book was but the forerunner of many more; she became
-absolutely possessed by an insatiable thirst for novel-reading. Indeed,
-the girl became so engrossed in them that ordinary, everyday life had no
-attraction for her, the distorted views of life which the novels gave
-her totally unfitting her for both school and home associations.
-
-Lois and Kathleen noticed the change in their young sister and puzzled
-over it, but their mother put it down to Monica being laid up.
-
-"See how anxious she is to go over to see her friend as often as
-possible," said Mrs. Franklyn; "it is evident that they are very fond of
-one another, and she misses her companionship. It will be all right
-when Monica gets back to school; Olive will be her usual happy,
-contented self again then."
-
-And as they had no inkling of the land of unrealities in which the girl
-was living, her sisters accepted the mother's verdict, and
-good-naturedly made it possible for Olive to go over to Carson Rise
-quite frequently, little dreaming that, each time she went, fresh fuel
-was added to the flame.
-
-Monica, who, at first, had smiled with satisfaction when she found her
-prediction come true, began to be a little alarmed as time went on and
-Olive kept continually asking for a fresh book. She was rather a slow
-reader herself, but Olive seemed literally to devour them.
-
-"How _do_ you manage to find time to read such a lot?" she said
-incredulously one Monday afternoon, when they were sitting in a rustic
-summer-house, in a shady corner of the sheltered garden, and Olive had
-admitted that she had already finished a three-volume novel that she had
-taken home only the Saturday before. "I can't think how you do it!"
-
-"I can't leave off," said Olive. "As it happens, Elsa is grinding hard
-for her music exam., so she spends hours in the drawing-room practising,
-and that leaves me the 'den' pretty much to myself. But if she weren't,
-I should just _have_ to make opportunities somehow, for I am perfectly
-wretched when I can't have a read."
-
-"But I thought your people objected to novel-reading. Do none of them
-ever catch you at it? and how do you manage to do your home-work?" said
-Monica, still incredulous.
-
-"No, they haven't yet; but I live in dread of discovery every day,"
-confessed her friend. "As to lessons, I manage to scrape along
-somehow."
-
-"Well, I'm almost sorry I ever lent you a book," said Monica, who could
-detect a subtle difference in Olive, and felt uneasy.
-
-"Oh, Monica, how often and often I've wished that I'd never borrowed
-that first one!" said the poor infatuated girl; "and, sometimes, I think
-I'll never touch a novel again. But I always have to; I can't seem to
-live without reading them now. There's a hungry feeling in my brain. I
-can't explain what I mean, but it feels quite empty, somehow, until I
-have a good read, and then I feel better. Don't you ever get sensations
-like that?" and the poor child looked pitifully at her companion.
-
-"No, I can't say I do," admitted Monica; "and I hope I never shall. I
-like reading, certainly, and there is more excitement in a regular novel
-than there is in ordinary little goody-goody books. But I'm not so keen
-on them as I was; they're rather horrid sometimes. But I think you'd
-better give them up, Olive."
-
-"Oh, I can't, Monica!"
-
-"Well, I really don't think I shall lend you any more."
-
-But Olive pleaded so pitifully for just one, that Monica reluctantly
-gave in, saying: "That's the only one I've got that you haven't had, so
-you must make the most of it. I'm not sure that I'm going to have any
-more."
-
-"Oh, Monica, _do_, to please me!" pleaded Olive. "I'm not at all sure.
-By the way, did, you bring back those you've finished, because they must
-go to the library."
-
-"No, I couldn't; they would have made rather a large parcel, and I had
-no way of hiding it, especially as Elsa and Paddy came half-way with
-me."
-
-"Well, take good care no one spies them," cautioned Monica. "I don't
-want to have the credit of leading you astray."
-
-And Olive promised to be careful, as indeed she always was. As a matter
-of fact, not the least of the sins to be laid at the door of her
-novel-reading on the sly was the deceit she had to practise in order to
-hide the books.
-
-Three weeks had already sped since the half-term holiday, and still
-Monica could scarcely bear to stand on her ankle, so severe had been the
-sprain. There was little likelihood of her being back at school for
-quite another week or ten days; indeed, Mrs. Beauchamp had hinted that
-it seemed hardly worth while for her to go again that term, at all. But
-the kindly old doctor, seeing that Monica's heart was set upon it, had
-said: "Oh, yes, it will do her good to rub up against the other girls
-for a week or two. The holidays will be quite long enough, seven weeks
-or more." And so it was settled that, as soon as the ankle was really
-to be depended upon, Monica should go back to finish out the term.
-
-She was thinking of it a few days later, as she kept her grandmother
-company in the drawing-room after tea. The old lady had seemed much
-less stiff lately, and Monica had begun to think that she might grow
-fond of her in time. She was so kind, too, about Jack, who was allowed
-to be wherever his mistress was, even in the drawing-room; certainly he
-was a particularly good dog. He was lying on the hearth-rug now, fast
-asleep, while Mrs. Beauchamp was knitting some fleecy wool into a wrap;
-and Monica, who was no longer compelled to keep her leg up, so long as
-she did not walk on it much, was lazily, and by no means elegantly,
-lounging in the depths of an easy chair.
-
-Suddenly Jack pricked up his ears, and gave a short, sharp little bark,
-there was the sound of the front door opening and shutting, and the next
-minute "Miss Franklyn" was announced.
-
-Mrs. Beauchamp greeted the visitor cordially. She had met Lois once
-before and had been prepossessed by the gentle tones and ladylike
-bearing of the doctor's eldest daughter.
-
-Monica jumped up hastily, with a pleased exclamation, but she soon saw
-that something was wrong. There was a stern expression about Lois' lips
-which was not habitual to her, and she had brought a parcel, which
-Monica could see only too well contained books.
-
-She scarcely responded to Monica's, "How do you do, Miss Franklyn?" but
-turned to Mrs. Beauchamp and began to explain her errand without delay.
-
-"I am very sorry to have to draw your attention to these books, Mrs.
-Beauchamp," she said, laying a three-volume novel and another library
-book on an octagonal table beside her. "It seems that for some
-weeks--all the time your granddaughter has been laid up, at any
-rate--she has been lending Olive books of this description. I do not
-know whether Monica has your permission to read them, but it has been
-one of my dear mother's strictest rules that none of us should read any
-novel, except standard works, until we had left school; then we might do
-so if we wished. As it happens, neither my sister Kathleen, nor myself,
-has the slightest inclination for literature of _that_ kind," and here
-Lois glanced contemptuously at the books, "but Olive seems to have been
-thoroughly infatuated with them. We have all noticed a great change in
-her lately, but could not account for it, until, by mere accident this
-afternoon, three of these books were found by one of the children,
-carefully hidden in an old doll's house which is rarely used. Seeing
-that it was useless to deny it, Olive has confessed to my mother the
-unhappy deceit that she has been practising, and produced the remaining
-book from her bedroom. She says she has been most miserable all the
-time, but was evidently frightfully fascinated, or she could never have
-been so wicked as to deceive our mother, who is very grieved and upset
-about it all. However, Olive has at length promised solemnly not to
-read any more of this kind of book, and I believe she will keep her
-word, unless she is tempted. That is why I have come to ask you to
-forbid Monica lending any more to Olive, if she is allowed to read them
-herself."
-
-Lois paused, and Mrs. Beauchamp, after a glance at the title-pages of
-the books, looked severely at Monica, who had sat perfectly still, with
-her eyes fixed on Lois, during the recital of Olive's wrong-doing.
-
-"How came you to get books of this description from the library,
-Monica?"
-
-"You never forbade me to, grandmother," murmured the girl, more to gain
-time than anything else, for she had resolved to make a clean breast of
-it.
-
-"More I did," admitted Mrs. Beauchamp ruefully. "I am afraid I never
-realised that you would choose this style of literature; I have thought
-of you as a mere child, still. Oh, dear me, what a terrible
-responsibility girls are!" And the old lady sighed feebly, and looked
-at Lois for assistance.
-
-"Perhaps Monica will ask your advice in future," was all Lois could say,
-for she felt she was in a somewhat difficult position. "At any rate,
-for my mother's sake, I am sure she will promise not to help Olive to
-disobey her again."
-
-The kind tone was too much for Monica, and she said impulsively: "Oh,
-Miss Franklyn, I am so awfully sorry! Olive never would have read one
-if I hadn't persuaded her to; she knew she ought not. I would give
-anything, now, not to have lent them to her. Indeed, last time she was
-here I told her so, and said I was half-inclined not to read any more
-myself."
-
-[Illustration: "'OH, MISS FRANKLYN, I AM SO AWFULLY SORRY!'"]
-
-"I don't know what Mrs. Beauchamp's opinion may be," said Lois, to whose
-face Monica's honest avowal had brought a pleased expression, "but if
-you took _my_ advice, Monica, you would make up your mind to be _quite_
-inclined to let them severely alone, for the next few years, at all
-events."
-
-"I will," Monica replied, without hesitation; the reality in her tones
-betokening steadfastness of purpose.
-
-"I am very glad," said Lois, and there was distinct approval in the
-expressive glance her grey eyes flashed on Monica, as she rose. "I will
-tell Olive of your resolve, and it will help her to be true to her
-promise."
-
-Mrs. Beauchamp, looking alternately from one to the other, as the
-conversation seemed to be carried on without her help, suddenly realised
-that the question was settled, and she had no battle to fight with
-Monica. She could not help thinking how differently she would have gone
-to work, and how unsuccessful she would, in all probability, have been.
-
-"I am sure, Miss Franklyn, I hope that your mother will accept my
-apologies for all this trouble. There seems no end to the anxiety my
-granddaughter causes every one!"
-
-"It _was_ an anxiety to her, I must confess," said Lois, "but now that
-Olive has told her everything, she feels easier about it. She has such
-an abhorrence of anything approaching deceit."
-
-"Of course," murmured Mrs. Beauchamp.
-
-"Can Olive come to tea to-morrow, grandmother?" Monica's face was
-pleading.
-
-"I really don't know, I'm sure. I hardly think you deserve----" began
-the old lady hesitatingly.
-
-"May I interrupt?" said Lois, quickly. "I was to tell you that my
-mother felt that the most suitable punishment she could inflict upon
-Olive was to forbid her to see Monica again until she returns to school,
-whenever that may be."
-
-And although Monica said, "Oh!" and looked disconsolate, she could not
-but admit that the punishment was a just one.
-
-
-
-
- *CHAPTER XIII.*
-
- *"A NICE SCRAPE SHE'LL GET INTO!"*
-
-
-"Monica Beauchamp is back at school."
-
-The news soon spread, until all the Fourth Form girls were aware of the
-fact, and, for the most part, it was received with acclamation, for the
-bright, high-spirited girl had been missed during the month she had been
-away.
-
-There was only one little clique who regretted her return, and that was
-Lily Howell and her votaries who, knowing she had a rooted objection to
-the new-comer, took their cue from their leader, and looked upon Monica
-as an interloper; but it must be confessed that, personally, they had no
-fault to find with her, except that the absolute indifference with which
-she treated them annoyed them terribly.
-
-During recreation, when Olive would fain have had Monica all to herself,
-several of the girls, in other forms besides her own, gathered round
-her, and made quite a fuss of her. This of course did not escape Lily's
-notice, who, remembering one occasion when she had returned to school
-after a slight illness, and no one had expressed any pleasure at seeing
-her back again, was frightfully jealous of Monica.
-
-But the chief reason why she was sorry to see Monica at school once more
-was because she knew that, with Monica in the arithmetic class, her own
-chance of coming out first in the examination was decidedly lessened.
-There were only two studies which Monica had any real interest in, and
-those were German and arithmetic; the former because she had a very fair
-idea of the language, and the latter she thoroughly enjoyed and
-consequently took pains with.
-
-Up to the half-term, Monica had kept her place steadily, much to Lily's
-mortification, who had always been praised for her neatly worked
-examples, until Monica appeared upon the scene, with her less tidy, but
-far more quick and correct work. But the month she had been away
-provided Lily with a grand opportunity of getting ahead; and she had
-worked with a zeal, worthy of a better cause, to endeavour to supplant
-Monica.
-
-Great was her chagrin, then, to find upon a new rule being explained by
-Miss Churchill, that Monica was well acquainted with it, and had worked
-out a given example, and got the right answer, before the problem had
-thoroughly penetrated Lily's brain. She did not know that Monica had
-spent many hours amusing herself with her _Hamblin Smith_ while she had
-been laid up at home, and so had got far ahead of what the Fourth Form
-was still doing.
-
-"Very good indeed, Monica! You have worked that out well," commended
-Miss Churchill, as she looked at the sum; and Monica flushed with
-pleasure at words of praise such as she seldom had received before.
-
-During that last fortnight of the summer term, she tried her very
-hardest to have a neat exercise book, as well as correct answers, but it
-was uphill work for Monica, whose home-lessons were invariably blotted
-and smudged, and the lines anything but straightly ruled. However, Miss
-Churchill, quick to notice and commend real effort, encouraged her
-several times with a word of praise. None of these escaped Lily
-Howell's ears, and she felt more convinced than ever that Monica was
-deliberately aiming at supplanting her in the forthcoming examination.
-No such idea had entered Monica's head; she was merely actuated by a
-desire to please Miss Churchill, and arithmetic was the only subject (of
-those taught by her) for which Monica had any liking. In English
-subjects and science she was a terrible pupil, and she was continually
-getting into trouble on account of carelessly written, or insufficiently
-learnt, work; but as it was just at the end of the term, and she had
-been away so long, she was let off more easily than she really deserved.
-
-At length the examination week dawned, and those girls who were keen
-about their place in the class list spent all their spare time in
-cramming. Amethyst Drury, whose talents lay in the direction of English
-history and geography, was continually on the look out for some one to
-hear her say her "dates," and ask her questions about Africa, the
-country they were to be examined upon that term. Elsa, who, among
-others, was what their teacher called an "all-round girl," knew it was
-hopeless to try to look up everything, so she depended upon the
-knowledge she had gained during the term; by far the wisest plan.
-Olive, who seldom did well in any subject, on account of carelessness
-and inattention, expected to "get along somehow"; the only distinction
-she ever obtained was for drawing, and as she certainly had a real gift
-in that direction she was universally acknowledged to be the artist of
-the class.
-
-It would be impossible, as well as unnecessary, to describe in detail
-the varied experiences of the examination week. Suffice it to say that
-the questions, according to the girls' opinions, were "harder than
-ever," and the candidates were none too hopeful when they gave up their
-papers, after a couple of hours' work upon each subject; somehow just
-the questions they had made sure Miss So-and-So would set had not been
-included, and the very things they had fondly hoped would not be
-required had been given a prominent place! But that is an experience
-common to all time, and by no means peculiar to the girls of that Fourth
-Form.
-
-The arithmetic examination was almost the last on the list. And most of
-the girls who had expended their energies on previous subjects looked
-with dismay at the long list of difficult examples. Olive glanced at the
-others to see what they thought of it, but Elsa was beginning to write
-steadily, and Monica, catching her eye, gave her a reassuring smile; it
-seemed rather a nice paper to her. Amethyst, who was no mathematician,
-was biting the end of her penholder and looking frantic.
-
-Olive was just going to dip her pen in the ink and begin to inscribe her
-name elaborately on the top sheet of the ruled paper before her, when
-something made her look in Lily Howell's direction just in time to see
-an ugly expression of malignant jealousy sweep over her face, as she
-observed Monica steadily applying herself to answer the questions which
-appalled her rival.
-
-"There'll be awful ructions in that quarter, if Monica comes out top, as
-I do hope she will," soliloquised Olive, and then a reproving glance
-from Miss Churchill warned her to get on with her work.
-
-For an hour no sound was heard but the scratching of pens and the
-rustling of paper, except now and then when a long-drawn sigh escaped
-the lips of one or other of the girls, as she realised her inability to
-solve a difficult problem.
-
-By that time Olive had come to the end of her resources and could do no
-more, so she fastened her papers together and then began to look about
-at the other girls with a view to seeing how they were getting on. Her
-desk was in one corner of the room, and Monica (who long since had had
-to be moved to a distance from Olive, on account of whispering) was in
-the centre of the second row quite near the front. Lily Howell and her
-ally, Maggie Masters, were next to each other in the opposite corner
-from Olive's.
-
-A glance at Monica showed her to be still hard at work over her paper,
-so Olive turned her attention elsewhere. As she looked across at Lily,
-their eyes met, and Olive turned away quickly, for she did not want to
-get into trouble with Miss Churchill, who might think they were
-communicating with each other in some way; but a peculiar expression she
-had seen in Lily's light grey orbs impelled her to look again a few
-seconds later, and then what she saw horrified her, and her eyes seemed
-rooted to the spot! For Lily was positively making copious use of the
-contents of some little note-book or paper, (Olive could not detect
-which) that was cleverly hidden, on the desk, by Maggie's pencil-box,
-from Miss Churchill's view.
-
-"The horrid, mean, hateful sneak!" Olive, in her anger and contempt
-could not find enough opprobrious epithets. "She's got all her tables,
-and a whole lot of hints copied out, I do believe, and of course, now
-she'll go and beat Monica; but I'll be even with her! A nice scrape
-she'll get into!" And Olive chuckled to herself at the thought of what
-was in store. "Perhaps she'll be expelled, and a good job, too. I'd
-better nudge Gipsy, and make her see, in case the sneak goes and
-declares she didn't cheat."
-
-Olive glanced over into the other corner again, but--nothing wrong was
-to be seen! All trace of the notes had vanished, and Lily was neatly
-ruling her manuscript paper as if no such thing as cheating had ever
-entered her head!
-
-"Oh, you wretch!" And Olive felt as if she could have done anything to
-her, so exasperated was she to think that she had been "done"; for not
-once again, during the time that remained for the arithmetic paper, did
-she catch a glimpse of the missing paper. At length the gong sounded,
-and whether completed or not, the girls had to fasten their sheets
-together and hand the papers in to Miss Churchill.
-
-They were glad enough to stretch their cramped limbs, and let their
-tongues loose during the recreation that followed, in discussing the
-questions and comparing their answers. Olive, of course, told Monica
-what she had seen Lily doing, and how vexed she was to think she could
-not prove it to Miss Churchill, if she were to tell her.
-
-"Oh, let it be," said Monica, who loathed telling tales; "she'll be so
-mad if you tell, and she'll be sure to declare it wasn't a crib."
-
-"I shall tell if she comes out top."
-
-And Monica could not persuade her otherwise.
-
-"We shall know to-morrow," said Olive as they entered the school door.
-
-But in less than five minutes after the words had escaped her lips, part
-of the truth had come to light, and it happened in this way.
-
-Lily (who was under the impression that her neat little scheme for
-aiding her memory had been quite unobserved by any one except Maggie,
-who had benefited by it, too), already, in imagination, saw her own name
-at the head of the list. But she thought it would be just as well to
-make assurance doubly sure, by securing Monica's downfall, if it were
-possible, in case she should be perilously near. So, as she passed up
-to the desk with her paper, taking care to be the last girl who filed
-out, she very quietly dropped her little paper of tables, etc., on the
-floor of Monica's desk, in such a manner as to make it appear as if it
-had slipped off Monica's lap, when she rose to go out.
-
-"Now we shall be quits!" was her amiable thought, as she went with the
-rest into the playground. She bound Maggie, with promises of many good
-things, to absolute secrecy, and returned to the classroom to await
-developments.
-
-The girls had no sooner taken their places than they became aware that
-something was wrong! The head-mistress Miss Buckingham came in with a
-very stern expression on her face, and Miss Churchill seemed on the
-verge of tears.
-
-"I am grieved to tell you that there is a cheat--yes, a _cheat_," and
-Miss Buckingham repeated the words with scornful emphasis, "amongst you
-girls of the Fourth Form. Miss Churchill found this paper, containing
-arithmetical tables and various other information, under one of the
-desks when you had left the classroom. I desire that girl, who has
-sought to secure a good place in the examination list by such despicable
-means to stand up in her place."
-
-A furtive glance from Lily, who was as white as a ghost, revealed the
-fact that the head-mistress was looking straight at Monica, and the real
-culprit breathed freely, and the colour came back to her cheeks. She
-did not know that Olive's gaze was riveted on her, or she would not have
-felt so easy in her mind as she did!
-
-"Come, stand up," repeated Miss Buckingham, and Monica began to feel
-uncomfortable. Why did the head-mistress look so persistently at _her_,
-when it was Lily Howell who was the culprit.
-
-"Well, I am sorry she will not confess it herself," said the calm, cold
-voice of the head of the school; "but Monica Beauchamp is the cheat!"
-
-"I'm _not_!"
-
-"She _isn't_!"
-
-The two disclaimers burst simultaneously from the lips of Monica and
-Olive, who were aghast at this fresh piece of trickery, and could not
-imagine how it had come to pass.
-
-"Olive Franklyn, sit down. Now, Monica, what have you to say in defence
-of yourself?"
-
-"I know nothing whatever about it; I would scorn such a mean trick.
-Miss Churchill knows I would," and Monica looked reproachfully at the
-little mistress, who had been a sad and silent spectator, so far.
-
-"I cannot believe you would cheat, Monica, but----" and she paused
-significantly.
-
-Meanwhile, Olive had been frantically trying to make Monica see her, but
-failing to do so, she asked permission to speak, and told what she had
-seen on Lily's desk.
-
-But both Lily and Maggie stoutly denied having had anything of the kind
-in their possession, and, as no other girl seemed to have observed it,
-Miss Churchill was reluctantly compelled to think that Olive, in
-championing her friend's cause, was drawing on her imagination. The
-figures and words on the paper were all in printing hand, so that no
-one's writing was recognisable.
-
-No more light being thrown on the matter by further questioning, Miss
-Buckingham left the classroom, saying: "I shall not decide upon the
-punishment to be given until to-morrow morning, by which time I
-sincerely hope that the girl, whose conscience must be accusing her,
-will be ready to make confession."
-
-In her own mind, Miss Buckingham was of opinion that Monica Beauchamp
-was entirely innocent; and she could not but feel that suspicion
-strongly rested upon Lily Howell, although the latter had feigned entire
-ignorance of the matter; for her changing colour belied her words.
-
-The truth was arrived at in a singular and indisputable way after all.
-
-When correcting the arithmetic papers, late that afternoon, in the
-teacher's room, Miss Churchill found some most astonishing blunders in
-Lily Howell's calculations. For some time she was mystified, and then
-it dawned upon her what had happened.
-
-"Why, the girl's cubic measure is all wrong. No less than three times
-she has put down 1278 cubic inches instead of 1728, when reckoning a
-cubic foot. It is curious how she came to transpose the numbers? I
-wonder----"
-
-She hastened across the hall to Miss Buckingham's room, and upon looking
-at the "crib," she saw, with a curious sense of satisfaction (for she
-felt sure Monica was innocent) that underneath "Solid or Cubic Measure"
-the first line, was
-
- 1278 cub. in. = 1 cub. ft.
-
-
-"Found out!" she murmured, and recrossing the hall, she told two of the
-other teachers, who were also correcting papers, what she had
-discovered, and bade them look at the paper, and compare it with Lily's
-sums.
-
-They both agreed it was a very clear case, and when, upon examination,
-Monica was found to have calculated her cubic inches rightly each time,
-no further proof of Lily Howell's guilt was needed.
-
-Little did that individual dream of what awaited her on the morrow, when
-she retired to rest that night, rather well satisfied with the success
-which she thought she had achieved.
-
-The girls waited breathlessly next morning for Miss Buckingham's
-verdict; many had been the conversations about it, and very varied were
-the punishments suggested. Every one was sure that, somehow, Lily would
-be proved guilty, most of them thinking that she would voluntarily
-confess.
-
-Monica, knowing she was quite innocent, felt no real fear, although she
-was not at all sure that she would escape punishment, for she was under
-the impression that Miss Buckingham had believed her to be the culprit.
-
-Every one was amazed when they heard the conclusion of the matter. In a
-few terse words the head-mistress explained how the truth had been
-brought to light; and no one felt that undue punishment was being meted
-out to Lily Howell when she was informed that after that term she would
-not be allowed to return to the Osmington High School.
-
-"Not only for the using of unfair and forbidden means in order to secure
-a good place in the examination list, but far more on account of the
-wicked intention to bring discredit and punishment upon an innocent
-fellow-schoolgirl."
-
-Miss Buckingham's words were stern and uncompromising, and poor unhappy
-Lily Howell cowered beneath her glance.
-
-It was an unfortunate ending to the term, and the girls who came off
-victorious in the examinations did not feel the same satisfaction as
-they would have done if nothing of the kind had occurred. Monica, of
-course, was first in arithmetic; Amethyst secured a similar place in
-English history, and although she was beaten in geography, she did not
-mind so very much, as the honours fell to her friend Elsa.
-
-A few days more, and the huge pile of buildings which constituted the
-Osmington High School was left in the charge of caretakers, for
-governesses and pupils alike had scattered in every direction to enjoy
-the long, summer vacation.
-
-
-
-
- *CHAPTER XIV.*
-
- *"SUNDAY AGAIN ALREADY!"*
-
-
-"Oh, isn't it simply glorious?"
-
-"How beautiful the sea looks!"
-
-Sundry exclamations such as these escaped the lips of most of the
-passengers in the heavily laden train bound for Sandyshore, as it
-emerged from a tunnel with a shrill whistle, and rounded the last corner
-prior to slowing down. A beautiful panorama stretched out before them;
-in the foreground lay the quaint old town, beyond that an expanse of
-deep, blue sea, and in the distance the white, rocky peaks of some
-promontory seemed almost dazzling in the brilliance of an August sun.
-
-Two out of three young people in a reserved second-class compartment
-were in ecstasies of delight; and the third was contemplating a month at
-Sandyshore, with very different feelings from those she had expressed a
-couple of months ago. For Monica had obtained her wish, and she would
-have Olive as her companion and friend during all that holiday month.
-
-It had not been quite easy to gain Mrs. Franklyn's consent to let Olive
-accompany the Beauchamp party; especially after the trouble about the
-novel-reading, but eventually she had consented, upon both Monica and
-Olive promising her faithfully not to cause her distress in that way
-again. And when Mrs. Beauchamp insisted upon Elsa going with them too,
-she and the doctor very gladly availed themselves of the kindness and
-generosity which would enable their twin-daughters to have such a
-thorough holiday and change, free of expense.
-
-Monica had, at first, demurred a little over having Elsa, saying "two's
-company, and three's none," but her grandmother was firm. For one
-thing, Mrs. Beauchamp thought it would be just as well to have Elsa, on
-account of her trustworthiness, and the old lady was a trifle afraid of
-Olive getting into mischief without her more sensible sister being near
-by. Also she had a desire to know more of the gentle-mannered girl, and
-quite looked forward to enjoying her bright young society, when the
-other two girls were bent on following their own devices. So Monica
-had, perforce, to fall in with her grandmother's wishes, and when it was
-known that Mr. Drury was acting as locum-tenens of the quaint old church
-of St. Mary, Sandyshore, everything seemed to fit in splendidly.
-
-As it happened, the Drurys preceded their friends by a couple of days.
-So Amethyst was at the station to meet the girls when they arrived. She
-had never been to Sandyshore before, and was captivated with the dear
-little old-fashioned town, as all its summer visitors were. Her merry
-tongue rattled away about all its charms and wonders while Barnes
-counted up the huge dress-baskets, trunks, and other articles of luggage
-belonging to the party, and engaged a couple of cabs to convey them to
-their destination.
-
-At length, all was satisfactorily accomplished, and, with arrangements
-for an early meeting, Amethyst saw them drive off into the town, and
-then ran home to the quaint, rambling old vicarage, next to the church,
-which the Drurys were occupying.
-
-Meanwhile, after a few minutes' drive through the narrow-streeted town,
-and up a very steep hill, "Mrs. Beauchamp and party" (according to the
-"Sandyshore Visitors' List") arrived at "Rocklands," a large house,
-standing in its own grounds, overlooking the entire bay.
-
-Mrs. Beauchamp always engaged rooms at that particular house, owing to
-the magnificent view which she could enjoy, simply by sitting
-comfortably ensconced in one or other of the bay windows; for, in one
-direction, Rocklands overlooked the pier, to and from which pleasure
-steamers were continually passing; and when one tired of these, the
-sands, thickly sprinkled with bathing machines and private tents, amused
-and interested the onlooker with their varied phases of holiday life.
-
-Comfort being of more importance than expense to Mrs. Beauchamp, she had
-made every arrangement for convenience during their month's stay at
-Rocklands by engaging a whole suite of rooms. Thus Elsa and Olive were
-charmed to find themselves the proud possessors of a delightful bedroom,
-while Monica occupied the one next to theirs. Seldom were their doors
-shut; it was such a new experience for Monica to have young companions
-to live with. Then the dining-room in which they had all their meals was
-entirely at the girls' disposal, between times, when they could do just
-as they pleased, and "need not be so much on their best behaviour," as
-Monica termed it, as in the drawing-room. But the weather was so
-delightful, and so seldom did it rain, that the trio were not often to
-be found indoors except in the evenings.
-
-The next morning, the whole party were early on the small strip of
-shore, which extended for fully half a mile round the bay, and on which
-the visitors made themselves thoroughly at home. The short season was
-at its height, and at first sight there seemed no chance of securing a
-comfortable position; but as they walked along the Shore Road, looking
-down upon the gay throng of holiday-makers, Elsa descried a well-known
-figure, and saw Amethyst frantically signalling to them.
-
-"There seems room there, Mrs. Beauchamp," she suggested, "where the
-Drurys are. Shall we go down?"
-
-And in a few minutes, after mutual greetings, Mrs. Beauchamp was
-comfortably settled in her deck chair, while the girls, spreading a rug
-on the sand, threw themselves down upon it in careless attitudes.
-
-That first morning was but a sample of most of those which followed.
-
-Mrs. Beauchamp read, or chatted with Mr. and Mrs. Drury, while the young
-people enjoyed themselves in every way. A tent, next to the one used by
-the Drurys, was hired, and the girls had great fun over bathing. Mrs.
-Beauchamp wished Monica to learn to swim, so an old bathing-machine
-proprietor, one of the chief features of Sandyshore, used to give her
-and Olive a lesson every morning. Elsa was too timid to really enjoy
-more of the sea than could be had where the water was comparatively
-shallow, and Amethyst and she were quite content to look on at the more
-daring exploits of the other two girls.
-
-Such fun and merriment did they all have that first week at Sandyshore,
-that it did not seem possible that they _could_ enjoy themselves more,
-although Amethyst's one cry was: "Won't it be just too perfectly lovely
-when Marcus comes?"
-
-Marcus Drury, Amethyst's brother and senior by four or five years, had
-only recently gone up to Cambridge upon leaving Trent College. He had
-been spending a few weeks of the Long Vacation with another
-undergraduate at the latter's home in Scotland, but now he was expected
-to arrive at Sandyshore any day, and his devoted and admiring little
-sister was on the tiptoe of excitement about his coming. Of course, he
-was well known to the Franklyn girls, with whose brothers he had been
-friendly since the Drurys had lived at Osmington, but Monica felt a good
-deal of interest in the young fellow of whom she had heard so much.
-
-Therefore, one morning, some ten days after their arrival at Sandyshore,
-when Amethyst came flying along the Shore Road to meet them with the
-words, "Marcus has come, and you'll never guess who is with him!" all
-three girls were quite as mystified as she wished them to be.
-
-"No one I know," said Monica, with decision.
-
-"No, you don't; but the others do." And Amethyst bubbled over with
-excitement. "Do be quick and guess: I can't keep it much longer."
-
-"Not Dick?" hazarded Elsa, more to please her friend than because she
-expected to be right.
-
-"No, not Dick," said Amethyst merrily. "Try again."
-
-"Roger, then," said Olive.
-
-"Yes, yes, yes! Isn't it splendid? He wanted to surprise you, and he's
-got a week's holiday from St. Adrian's, and Marcus met him in the
-Strand, or somewhere, and persuaded him to pack up and come down here
-with him."
-
-"Oh, how lovely!" cried the twins simultaneously; "do let us see him.
-Where is he?"
-
-"There," and Amethyst triumphantly pointed out a couple of young fellows
-not very far away, who had evidently been enjoying, from a distance, the
-surprise the news had caused.
-
-Monica, feeling somewhat out of it, followed the others rather more
-slowly, and thus secured a good look at the newcomers while they were
-engaged in greeting Olive and Elsa.
-
-There was no doubt as to which was which: the elder, of medium height,
-slightly built, dark, with brown eyes, was a Franklyn all over; while
-his companion, a tall, broad-shouldered youth, with merry blue eyes and
-curly hair, although he was not in the least like his sister, bore an
-unmistakable resemblance to Mr. Drury.
-
-Raising his panama hat, round which his college colours were twisted, he
-came forward with outstretched hand, and Monica thought she had never
-liked any one so well, at first sight, as this debonair undergraduate.
-She had previously somewhat sneered at Amethyst's praises of her paragon
-brother, but she could understand her feelings now that she had met
-Marcus Drury.
-
-She almost forgot his companion, until a quiet, manly voice, so
-different from the other's boyish tones, said, "How do you do, Miss
-Beauchamp? I am very glad to meet my sister's friend." And she found
-herself shaking hands with Olive's eldest brother.
-
-A very short time sufficed to put them all at their ease, and then, as
-the tide was fast going out, they went in different directions for their
-bathe. But an hour later found the young people all together again, and
-the girls were charmed with the proposal that they should go for a row,
-there being just an hour left before dinner.
-
-Mr. and Mrs. Drury, who had undertaken to keep Mrs. Beauchamp company
-until their return, watched the boatful with interest, until Roger's and
-Marcus' even strokes had rowed it so far as to be scarcely more than a
-speck.
-
-"Dear boy," murmured Mrs. Drury, as she took up the knitting she had
-neglected; and her husband smiled as he said, quizzically: "Do you mean
-Roger?"
-
-"I meant Marcus, of course," replied his wife, with a smile, "but Roger
-is a dear boy, too. I only wish----"
-
-"What do you wish, Nora?" queried her husband, in a lower tone, as he
-tilted his black straw hat over his eyes, to protect them from the glare
-of the midday sun.
-
-"Why, the same as I know you wish, Herbert," was the reply, "that in
-choosing the medical profession Roger had been actuated by the one
-desire to follow in the steps of the Good Physician."
-
-"Yes, I would that he had, but I fear it was not so. But, Nora, motives
-and hearts, too, can be changed. Why should not Roger Franklyn go back
-to St. Adrian's 'transformed'?"
-
-"Ah! why not?" And little Mrs. Drury's eyes grew earnest, as she looked
-out at the tiny black speck dancing on the ocean in the distance, and
-she prayed that God would answer that other mother's prayers, and give
-to Roger a new purpose, a new ideal in life.
-
-The days flew swiftly by, what with picnics, tennis, bathing, boating,
-and many other amusements and enjoyments, and Sunday dawned.
-
-Monica and Olive, it must be confessed, did not appreciate that one day
-in the week as much as they should, inasmuch as they were compelled, of
-necessity, to forego during its sacred hours all the secular amusements
-with which they filled up every moment of the week, from Monday morning
-until Saturday evening. They awoke that brilliant August morning to the
-unwelcome remembrance that it was "Sunday again already!"
-
-But Elsa, whose happiest hours were spent in God's house, with a tender
-little smile hovering round her lips, drew up the blinds, and looked out
-upon the calm blue sea, and lifted her heart in thanksgiving to her
-Heavenly Father for making such a beautiful world. Even Olive's
-ceaseless chatter, as they dressed, did not disturb her; and when her
-sister had gone into Monica's room, as she invariably did, Elsa gently
-shut the door, and taking her little Bible, she knelt by the open window
-and prayed long and earnestly. She did not know how to pray properly,
-she only knew how to talk to her dearest Friend, and she was accustomed
-to tell Him everything, and ask with the simplicity and directness of a
-little child for what she needed.
-
-That morning, after praying for help and strength for herself, to enable
-her to be a faithful follower of her Master, she remembered her darling
-mother (whom it had been a very real sorrow to leave) and all those at
-home; and then her heart seemed overwhelmed with the thought of those
-about her, who, as yet, did not know and serve her Saviour. "Oh! Lord,"
-she prayed, "do speak to-day, _somehow_, to Monica and Olive. I can't
-bear to think of them going on living without Thee. And kind Mrs.
-Beauchamp wants something to satisfy her. O Lord, she wants _Thee_! and
-Roger needs Thee, too. Lord, show Thyself to them all to-day, and show
-them they will never be happy until they have come to Thee."
-
-Thus, in all earnestness, but with childish simplicity, Elsa poured out
-her heart unto the Lord, and "the Lord hearkened and heard."
-
-The dear old-fashioned church, taxed to its utmost to provide
-accommodation for the throngs of fashionably attired people who poured
-ceaselessly up the aisles, as the five-minute bell gave warning that
-service would soon commence, was eventually crammed with a huge
-congregation, made up of many types. Perhaps it would be safe to say
-that the majority of the people assembled within the sacred edifice had
-gone there because "it was the proper thing to do"; they neither
-expected nor desired any spiritual help.
-
-Among this class were several of our acquaintances. In one pew, a
-prominent one, because the verger had an eye to a substantial sum for
-the offertory from such an imposing looking personage as Mrs. Beauchamp,
-in her trailing gown of black satin, and a Parisian bonnet, were seated
-the two Franklyn girls, Monica and her grandmother; Elsa being next to
-the old lady.
-
-At a little distance, and at right angles to them, at the end of the
-vicarage pew in the south transept, Marcus' tall form towered above
-those in the vicinity, and made his neighbour, Roger Franklyn, look
-quite insignificant; also Mrs. Drury and Amethyst. It is to be feared
-that some of the occupants of the two pews were a trifle disposed to
-look at each other, at first; but a glance from her mother subdued
-Amethyst, and she soon forgot the others in paying attention to the
-service.
-
-Marcus, who had a tenor voice, which promised to be of unusual quality,
-sang all the chants and hymns; but Roger, a slightly cynical expression
-disfiguring his clear-cut features, took no part in the service. With
-arms folded, and head erect, he stood looking straight before him, his
-eyes wandering, occasionally, to the pew in which his sisters sat; but
-he did not look at them so much as at their friend.
-
-Monica, her softly rounded cheeks already tanned by exposure to sun and
-sea, was looking really handsome that morning. Her hair, arranged in a
-new and becoming fashion, was tied back with a large cream bow, which
-matched her flop hat and daintily made dress. The only scrap of colour
-about her was a couple of dark crimson roses, tucked carelessly into her
-waistband; and altogether she made a very pretty picture, standing, as
-she did, erect and tall, between the twins, who wore simple delaine
-frocks of a pale greenish hue.
-
-Mr. Drury conducted the service, and a young clergyman, apparently a
-curate, read the lessons. Elsa, with a sinking heart, saw the latter
-ascend the pulpit stairs; for it must be confessed she had hoped her
-favourite, Mr. Drury, would be the preacher. But she need not have
-feared; God had given Leslie Herschel a message to deliver to the
-congregation assembled at St. Mary's Church that August Sunday morning,
-and as the young man looked down upon the throbbing mass of never-dying
-souls, his heart went up to God that many there that morning might be
-led to make the one great choice.
-
-
-
-
- *CHAPTER XV.*
-
- *"OH, MONICA, DON'T!"*
-
-
-"My text you will find in the First Book of Chronicles, the twenty-ninth
-chapter and the fifth verse. 'Who then is willing to consecrate his
-service this day unto the Lord'?"
-
-The young preacher, for he had been barely two years in orders, read the
-verse once, and yet again, feelingly, and as if he would impress every
-word of it upon his hearers, and then he closed his Bible, and began his
-sermon.
-
-It was not a very long one; indeed there were a few who wished it had
-been half as long again. It was not by any means a brilliant peroration,
-but yet there were points about it which made it the most remarkable
-sermon to which many of his hearers had ever listened. And that last
-word gives the key to the whole thing; they _had_ to listen! Whether
-they liked it or not (and many, very many, did not at all appreciate the
-home-truths which they heard), some unseen and uncontrollable impulse
-forced them to listen, even against their will. The earnest, ringing
-tones of the young preacher, his dark eyes, which seemed to penetrate
-their very motives and thoughts, stirred the apathetic indifference of
-that nominally Christian congregation; and they realised, some of them
-for the first time, that the service of God was a very real and tangible
-thing, and that they had, so far, had no part or lot in the matter.
-
-Leslie Herschel dwelt first upon the Master, then upon the service
-itself, and finally upon those who were called to serve, and when and
-how that service should be rendered.
-
-"My friends," he said, in conclusion, "I claim your service,
-whole-hearted, faithful, loyal service, to-day, for my Master. He will
-force none, coerce no one into rendering unloving obedience, but He
-pleads with you to-day to come with willing hearts and offer Him your
-best. And what does He promise in return? Peace, joy, hope,
-satisfaction in this life, and eternal life in the world to come. I ask
-you, are you content to do without Him? Is this world, pleasant and
-attractive though it be, so satisfying that you need nothing more than
-the gaiety, the success, the honour, aye, and the gold which it offers
-to some, but by no means all of its devotees? But supposing you _are_
-satisfied now (and I very much doubt if there exists a single individual
-who is absolutely satisfied), will you be satisfied, think you, when you
-come to stand, all unprepared, in the presence of your Judge? Will this
-world stand you in good stead _then_?" And the preacher leaned over the
-pulpit, while with searching glance his eyes seemed to scan every one of
-the disturbed faces before him. "The Bible tells me that 'this world
-passeth away.' What will it advantage you, _then_, whether you have
-moved in a select circle, or not? Whether you have acquired fame and
-distinction, or not? Whether you have been known among men as almost a
-millionaire, or not? Oh! my friends, I beseech you, with all
-earnestness, that you will _this day_ choose the Lord Christ for your
-Master.
-
-"It is an old, but true, saying, that 'To-morrow never comes'; we are
-only sure of to-day, therefore 'Choose ye this day whom ye will serve,'
-and say: 'Behold, Thy servants are ready to do whatsoever my Lord the
-King shall appoint.'
-
-"I do not, I dare not, promise you a path of ease and luxury, but I
-_can_ say, for I have proved it, that the life which has Christ as its
-Alpha and Omega is the only truly happy one, the only life worth living.
-And that word 'whatsoever,' if you really mean what you say, may entail
-the giving up of many a cherished plan, many a life-long project. It may
-mean going to China or Africa as a medical missionary for one; to face
-the misery and horrors of life among the denizens of the East End for
-another; to live a Christlike life in a worldly and uncongenial
-atmosphere for a third.
-
-"But in it all, and through it all, Christ's never-failing arm will
-guide and uphold you, and His voice will be heard, saying: 'Behold, I
-come quickly, and My reward is with Me, to give every man according as
-his work shall be.' '_Who_, then, is willing to consecrate his service
-_this day_ unto the Lord?' May God in His mercy grant that from many a
-heart in this church this morning the cry may go up to Him, 'O Lord ...
-_I_ am willing.'"
-
-The strains of the organ, on which the opening bars of that beautiful
-consecration hymn:
-
- Take my life, and let it be
- Consecrated, Lord, to Thee,
-
-were being exquisitely played by the organist, accentuated rather than
-disturbed the hush of solemnity which had fallen upon the congregation,
-as the young preacher concluded his earnest appeal for personal
-dedication; and there were undoubtedly several that morning who,
-realising the claim which Christ had upon them, willingly surrendered
-all to Him.
-
-The Beauchamp and Drury parties met in the quaint old churchyard, and
-the two elder ladies walked slowly on, while the young people waited
-about for Mr. Drury.
-
-"A wonderful sermon, was it not?" said Mrs. Drury.
-
-"Ye--es; but rather too dictatorial in style for such a young preacher."
-Mrs. Beauchamp's tones expressed dissatisfaction.
-
-"Did you think it dictatorial?" enquired the vicar's wife pleasantly;
-"it did not strike me in that way. I thought it was a grand
-opportunity, splendidly seized. With such a varied congregation, coming
-as we do from all parts of England, no one but God can foresee the
-results that may accrue, with His blessing, from the faithful message
-this morning."
-
-"Perhaps so," was Mrs. Beauchamp's somewhat absent reply; and she turned
-back as if to wait for the girls.
-
-Amethyst and Elsa were close at hand, and quickly joined them, but
-Monica and Olive were some distance behind, walking slowly, and
-apparently deep in conversation. Mrs. Drury, who had not been
-unobservant of the effect of the sermon upon Monica, as she sat
-listening, listlessly at first, and then was roused into paying startled
-attention to the (to her) unusual discourse, tactfully drew her own
-child and Elsa into conversation, as they walked on. For she was sure,
-from the expressions on the faces of the girls behind, that they were
-discussing what they had been hearing.
-
-As a matter of fact, after a few commonplaces with Marcus and Roger, the
-girls left them, and slowly following the others, had been silent
-companions for a few moments.
-
-Then Olive, shaking off the unwelcome feelings which had taken
-possession of her, said gaily: "A penny for your thoughts, Monica!"
-
-"You can have them without the penny," was her friend's rather sad
-reply, as she slipped her arm into Olive's. "I'm half inclined to do
-what he said, Ollie."
-
-Olive raised a startled face to Monica's, and read quite a new
-expression upon it, in which there was a certain amount of
-determination. "What do you mean?" she queried; but in her own heart
-she knew full well what Monica meant.
-
-"Why, to say _I_ am willing," said Monica, with some confusion, for she
-felt diffident about expressing what she meant even to her greatest
-friend.
-
-"Oh, Monica, don't! We'll never have any more good times together,"
-said Olive, and it must have been her bad angel who prompted her words;
-"if you do you'll have to leave me behind, for _I'm_ not going to give
-in."
-
-"I wish I could live like he said," and Monica's face looked wistful.
-"Sometimes I----"
-
-"Well?"
-
-"Sometimes I long to be able to write and tell dad that it is all
-settled. He _would_ be so glad."
-
-"Well, I don't see much in it," said Olive obstinately. Her better
-feelings were aroused by Monica's words, but she deliberately crushed
-them down.
-
-"Oh, yes, there is; there's _everything_ in it! You've only to look at
-that young clergyman, and your mother, and even Elsa, to see what a
-difference there is. Oh, Olive, if I had your mother to help me I
-_would_, really, say to God what we sang just now,
-
- Take myself, and I will be
- Ever, only, all for Thee"--
-
-and Monica's young face glowed with feeling.
-
-"No, you wouldn't," was Olive's moody reply, "any more than I do. Of
-course, I mean to be a Christian some day, but not while I'm only a
-girl; I want some pleasure first."
-
-"Oh, Olive, Olive, you little know the dark cloud that even now is
-beginning to gather over your head!"
-
-With a sigh, Monica turned away, and, with one consent, they hurried
-after the others, and no more was said. But the elder girl's heart had
-been roused and awakened, and never again would she drift into her
-former state of indifference.
-
-The two young fellows, waiting about in the churchyard for Mr. Drury, at
-length received a message to the effect that he would be detained still
-longer, and they had better not wait for him. So they, too, strolled
-down to the Shore Road, where they knew they would eventually come
-across their friends.
-
-"I'm almost sorry I'm not in your shoes, old man," said Marcus, as he
-adapted his long, swinging strides to his friend's shorter steps.
-
-"It's a very good thing that you are a little undecided about it," was
-Roger's somewhat enigmatical reply. "But tell me what you mean?"
-
-"Why, I felt this morning as if I would give anything to go in for
-medicine, with a view to going abroad; but I know father has set his
-heart on my taking orders."
-
-"If I remember rightly, the preacher distinctly observed that the
-service was not to be one of picking and choosing but a case of
-'whatsoever.'"
-
-Something unusual about the tone in which Roger made this remark, and a
-total absence of his usual cynicism, made his friend glance curiously at
-him, and he realised that a change, undefinable at present, but
-nevertheless unmistakable, had taken place in Roger Franklyn.
-
-"I say, old chap, I wish with all my heart _you_ would be a 'Whatsoever
-Christian,'" he said impulsively.
-
-"With God's help I mean to be," was the unexpected reply, as Roger
-lifted his hat, and glanced upward, as if registering a vow.
-
-"Thank God!" was Marcus' low but fervent response, as he gripped his
-friend's hand with such force as to make him wince.
-
-"I knew you would be glad," was the quiet reply, "and so will my dearest
-mother; she has been praying a long time for her eldest boy, and he has
-been very obstinate. But I shall need all your prayers, now, for
-already I foresee trouble and disappointment looming in the distance.
-The pater is expecting me to follow in his footsteps when I leave St.
-Adrian's, but I--oh! Drury, I am sure those words were meant for me
-this morning. There was probably not another medical student in the
-church, and I felt called to offer myself to Him for foreign service, if
-He will accept me."
-
-"You need not doubt His acceptance, old fellow. When we give what God
-asks for, you may be very sure He takes it. How glad Herschel will be!"
-
-"Who is Herschel?" ask Roger quickly.
-
-"Why, this morning's preacher. Did not you hear father talking about
-him last night? No? Oh, then I must tell you. He is staying down here
-with his mother and a sister, I believe, and father met him yesterday,
-some time. Leslie Herschel's father (the late Dean of Balmore) and he
-were great friends, so he was awfully glad to come across him, and asked
-him, straight off, to preach this morning. He has had a curacy in some
-huge mining town, but he is going out to the Soudan this autumn."
-
-"It's marvellous how God makes things fit in," remarked young Franklyn,
-with rather an embarrassed laugh; it was such a new thing for _him_ to
-be talking in that strain. "I suppose, humanly speaking, Mr. Drury
-might have preached a hundred sermons and they would never have touched
-me; but just this one, from an utter stranger, _did_. And if he had
-been here either last Sunday, or next, instead of to-day, I should not
-have heard it!"
-
-"There is a little chorus we undergrads sing sometimes, before we begin
-our Open-Airs, in Cambridge," said Marcus, "which runs thus--
-
- 'I believe God answers prayer.
- I am sure God answers prayer.
- I have proved God answers prayer.
- Glory to His name.'"
-
-
-"He certainly answered prayer for me this morning, and I'll trust Him
-for all the future."
-
-Thus, Roger Franklyn, medical student, was "transformed"; and, in the
-course of a few days, he returned to his work at St. Adrian's, filled
-with a new purpose, governed by one desire, and one only, namely, to
-consecrate his service henceforth unto the Lord.
-
-Mr. and Mrs. Drury's hearts were filled with thanksgiving when they
-heard of his conversion, and a smile irradiated Leslie Herschel's face
-when he was told of one result, at any rate, of his claim for service.
-
-And Elsa: who can describe Elsa's joy, when, late that Sunday evening as
-her brother bade her "good-night" at Rocklands gate, he bent down and
-whispered his news in her ear? He knew well enough which of his twin
-sisters would be the one to rejoice with him, for Elsa's brave efforts
-to live a consistent Christian life in her own home had not been
-unobserved by her eldest brother.
-
-"Oh, Roger, darling, how splendid!" and she clung tenderly to him.
-"_How_ glad mamma will be when she hears; she has been praying for you
-so long. And I have, too," she added shyly.
-
-"Dear little sister," he murmured, as he stooped and kissed her
-forehead. "Go on praying, Elsa, not only for me, but for Dick, and
-Olive, and the others."
-
-Monica was strangely subdued all that Sunday. Twice Mrs. Beauchamp
-enquired if she were not well, but she replied that nothing ailed her.
-Elsa, who felt sure that she had been, in some way, influenced by the
-sermon, tried to muster sufficient courage to speak to her about it; but
-no opportunity occurred. Olive seemed determined never to leave
-Monica's side for a moment. So persistent was she, that even Monica
-grew cross once, and said pettishly, "Do be quiet for a bit, Olive, I
-want to read." But if any one had taken the trouble to watch her
-movements, they would have seen that she rarely turned a page, although
-she appeared to be absorbed in her story.
-
-In reality, Monica was thinking; good and evil were striving for the
-mastery within her, and she did not seem able to come to any decision.
-She longed to become a Christian, in her inmost heart, but something
-seemed to bar the way. At first, she could not think what the obstacle
-could be; but before she had lain down to rest that night, she knew that
-it was her friend, Olive, who was hindering her from taking the decisive
-step. Olive had said, "Oh, Monica, don't!" and although she knew that
-she was acting worse than foolishly, Monica decided not to make the
-great choice just then!
-
-
-
-
- *CHAPTER XVI.*
-
- *"DO BE CAREFUL, GIRLS."*
-
-
-"Hurrah! Three cheers for mumsie!" cried Amethyst excitedly, one
-morning.
-
-"What's up now?" enquired her brother, in a provokingly calm tone.
-
-"Why, we're all going for a picnic to Gullane Head, father as well, for
-the whole day. Isn't it scrumptious?" And she danced about him in
-great glee.
-
-"Very," he agreed, "but whom do you mean by 'all'? Four people scarcely
-constitute a picnic."
-
-"Silly boy!" she retorted; "of course Monica and the Franklyns are
-coming. Mumsie arranged it all with Mrs. Beauchamp yesterday, only she
-would not say a word until this morning, in case it should not be fine.
-But there's no fear of rain to-day," and she glanced up at the deep blue
-sky, in which no speck of cloud was visible, with great satisfaction.
-
-"How do you propose to get there?"
-
-"Oh, father and you are to bicycle, and mother and we four girls are
-going in a waggonette."
-
-"Is Mrs. Beauchamp going to bicycle, also?" asked Marcus, gravely. He
-was terribly fond of teasing his young sister.
-
-"Oh, you dreadful boy! Of course not! She isn't going at all; it's too
-much of a real picnic for her to enjoy."
-
-"I'm sorry Roger has gone," mused Marcus, as he began putting his Kodak
-in order, with a view to some snap-shotting. "I wonder if Herschel
-would care to come."
-
-He was soon striding up the quaint old street to the lodgings occupied
-by the Herschels. The town was very full, and rooms were at a premium,
-so that the Herschels had been glad to secure even such rooms as they
-had, in a very old-fashioned house, where the front door opened into the
-sitting-room, and when one sat in the low bay window, one seemed
-absolutely in the street.
-
-Marcus, whistling a merry tune, paused a moment at the door, and then
-went by it, and tapped at the window. All the visitors acted in a very
-free-and-easy fashion at Sandyshore!
-
-He was invited to "come in," and without more ado he walked into the
-sitting-room, where the remains of breakfast were still upon the table.
-
-With apologies for intruding so early, Marcus shook hands with a
-sweet-looking widow lady, the depth of whose mourning betokened recent
-loss, and a tall slender girl, whose clear, grey eyes seemed too large
-for the fragile little face surrounded with an aureole of fair hair.
-
-"I came to see if Herschel had any plans for to-day. If not, we are
-having a picnic at Gullane Head, about seven miles from here, and I
-wondered whether he would bicycle over with father and me."
-
-"Do, Leslie; it will do you good," said his mother, as the young
-clergyman hesitated, and demurred about leaving them for a whole day,
-when his time with them was getting so short. "Robina and I have plenty
-to amuse ourselves with."
-
-"Would you both join us?" asked Marcus. "Mother and the girls are going
-in a waggonette."
-
-"Thank you very much, but I am afraid you must excuse us. Robina is not
-very strong, and it suits us best to have a lazy time by the sea." Mrs.
-Herschel smiled lovingly at her daughter, whose fair face flushed at the
-allusion to her health, for it was a sore trial to Robina Herschel that
-she had always to be taken care of, and shielded from every ill wind.
-But she bore her cross bravely, and no word of murmuring escaped her
-lips, although she was denied much that goes to make a girl's life
-happy.
-
-"What time do you start, Drury?"
-
-"Oh, 10.30, I believe; but come round to the vicarage directly you are
-ready, won't you?" and, excusing himself on the plea of having to pump
-up his tyres, Marcus hurried away.
-
-It was a merry party that finally left the Vicarage, after various
-delays, that morning. For some time the three cyclists kept level with
-the waggonette, and Marcus teased Amethyst and the girls most
-unmercifully about ill-treating the poor horse by making him drag such
-heavy weights as they were, etc., etc.
-
-"It isn't us, it's all the lunch we had to bring for you," cried
-Amethyst.
-
-"Oh, indeed! You hear, mother? Be sure not to give my small sister so
-much as a crumb, because, upon her own confession, it's all been brought
-for me."
-
-"Oh! isn't he tiresome, mumsie?" said his sister, with a little pout.
-She did not care to be made a laughing-stock of, and the others were all
-smiling.
-
-"He's only teasing you, girlie; I wouldn't mind," said Mrs. Drury.
-
-"Dick always goes on like that," put in Olive. "Brothers are an awful
-nuisance, but they 'keep a body alive,' as our old cook says."
-
-"I wish I had one," said Monica wistfully, her glance following the
-merry young fellow who was now cycling along at a good rate, in order to
-pick up the two clerics, who were well ahead.
-
-"I don't know what Mrs. Beauchamp would say to a troublesome grandson as
-well as a troublesome granddaughter," said Olive mischievously. But the
-words were scarcely out of her mouth before she wished she had not said
-them.
-
-For Monica, drawing herself up, with one of her haughty airs, said
-sarcastically: "I am much obliged for your opinion of me, I am sure;
-especially as no one asked you for it."
-
-"Oh, I only said it for fun," and Olive looked repentantly at her
-friend. But Monica chose to consider herself injured, and for some
-little time all the occupants of the waggonette felt a trifle
-uncomfortable.
-
-But a halt was proclaimed soon after, and all the party dismounted, in
-order to go over a lighthouse which was situated about two-thirds of the
-way between Sandyshore and Gullane Head, and in the general interest
-resulting from an inspection of the wonderful mechanism, which the
-lighthouse keeper proudly explained to them, the little cloud blew over,
-and by the time their destination was reached, Olive and Monica were as
-good friends as ever.
-
-Gullane Head, as the promontory which projected from the mainland was
-called, was an ideal place for picnics. There were several old caves,
-said to have been used as hiding-places for contraband goods years
-before; and the huge boulders which had evidently fallen at some time or
-other from the cavernous roofs made rough-and-ready chairs and tables,
-provided one was not too particular.
-
-It was universally decided that it would be the best plan to have lunch
-first, as they were all hungry, and then devote a long afternoon to
-exploring the neighbourhood. So a particularly nice spot was chosen,
-and amid much laughter an impromptu lunch was quickly laid upon one of
-the flattest boulders, and the party seated themselves, as best they
-could, around it.
-
-"I'm glad we've got it all to ourselves," said Amethyst, with a deep
-sigh of enjoyment, as she passed a plate containing half a pork-pie to
-Marcus; between whom and herself a truce had been declared.
-
-"I can't understand it," added the vicar. "I should have thought half
-Sandyshore would come to such a charming spot." And he leaned over and
-looked down at the dark blue sea, dashing up against the base of the
-rocks, some sixty or seventy feet below.
-
-"It is rather an expensive drive, for one thing," said his wife, who was
-engaged in pouring lemonade syrup into glasses, to which Elsa added
-water.
-
-"By the way, where is our coachee?" enquired Marcus. "Isn't he to have
-something to eat?"
-
-"He has driven on to the Coastguard station, to put up his horse,"
-replied his father. "Some relations of his live there, he says. He
-will turn up again at four."
-
-"Are you enjoying your holiday, Miss Beauchamp?"
-
-Monica started at the sound of a voice near her elbow, and looked up to
-see that the young clergyman, of whom she was frightfully shy, and whom
-she had done her utmost to avoid so far, had found a seat near her own,
-which was rather a high lump of rock where she had perched herself in
-order to get a good view of the undercliff.
-
-"Yes, thank you, very much," she faltered; and then she pulled herself
-together, for it was an unusual thing for Monica Beauchamp to be at a
-loss for words.
-
-"Sandyshore, and indeed all the coast in this neighbourhood, is very
-lovely," said Leslie Herschel, his eyes sweeping the panorama that
-stretched out before them.
-
-"I couldn't bear staying here last year," admitted Monica, "and when I
-knew my grandmother was coming again, I was vexed at first; but I should
-have been very sorry not to have come, now."
-
-"How is that? May I ask what has made the difference?" And there was
-eager questioning in his voice, also in the dark eyes which met
-Monica's.
-
-"Why, I have had my special friend, Olive Franklyn, with me, this year,
-and that has made all the difference," was Monica's reply.
-
-Leslie heaved an involuntary sigh, for he had observed the young girl's
-startled attention on the previous Sunday morning, and he had hoped to
-have heard that it was the presence of a new-found Heavenly Friend that
-had made things different. He looked earnestly at Monica, who was
-occupied with balancing her plate, safely, upon one knee, and wondered
-whether the present was a good opportunity for speaking a word for his
-Master, or whether a better one might occur later on.
-
-He had just decided that there is no better time than "now," when Monica
-looked up with a merry word about the difficulty she was experiencing
-with her plate, and in a moment more the article in question had slipped
-out of her grasp, and was lying in fragments on the ground, some six or
-seven feet below.
-
-All hope of a further _tete-a-tete_ was prevented by the contretemps;
-and when peace reigned again, Monica was to be found seated amongst the
-others, in case, next time, she should let herself fall, instead of her
-plate!
-
-"What were you talking about up there, Monica?" whispered Olive, who had
-been extremely curious to know what the young clergyman had been saying.
-
-"You!" was the very unexpected reply; and that was all the information
-she could get, whereat she was all the more puzzled. She had noticed
-Mr. Herschel glance at her, while Monica was speaking; surely she had
-never told him of their conversation after the sermon! If so, perhaps
-he would be trying to get a talk with her; and Olive was filled with
-alarm at the idea, for her conscience had been accusing her very loudly.
-However, she determined not to give him an opportunity of speaking to
-her alone, by never leaving Monica for an instant, and, by that means,
-she congratulated herself she prevented any more conversation between
-him and her friend.
-
-But Olive need not have been quite so scheming, for after the whole
-party had explored the caves, Mr. Drury and the two young men went off
-on a tour of inspection, leaving Mrs. Drury and the girls to amuse
-themselves close home.
-
-Mrs. Drury's suggestion that they should all sit still for a little
-while and enjoy the beautiful view and delicious breeze after the
-darkness and dampness of the caves, was received with acclamation,
-Amethyst stipulating that she should tell them a story.
-
-Her mother, who was accustomed to a request of that nature, demurred at
-first, but finally consented, and they were delighted with her racy
-account of a journey she had taken in her girlhood's days, when a
-terrific snowstorm had kept all the passengers imprisoned in the train,
-several miles from a station, for more than twenty-four hours.
-
-Monica followed next, with some particulars of her early days in Burmah,
-culled rather from what she had been told than from what she actually
-remembered. And then Olive protested that she was tired of sitting
-still, and proposed a search for some way of reaching a piece of sand
-which could be seen at a little distance along the coast.
-
-Amethyst and Monica were ready enough to go with her, but Elsa, who was
-no climber, decided to keep Mrs. Drury company; so the trio set off on
-their voyage of discovery.
-
-"Do be careful, girls," pleaded Mrs. Drury, who was rather anxious, well
-knowing their zeal was apt to run away with their discretion; "and
-unless you succeed in finding either some steps, or a proper path
-leading down to the shore, you are on no account to go. I can trust
-you, Amethyst?"
-
-"Oh, yes, mumsie! We'll promise to be awfully careful," the shrill
-treble voice called back, and a few minutes later the sight of a
-handkerchief waving in the breeze proclaimed the fact that a beaten
-track had been found; and the two who were left behind settled down to a
-cosy half-hour.
-
-Elsa, who loved Mrs. Drury only next to her own mother, squeezed up
-close to her, and the vicar's wife put a protecting arm round the
-girlish figure, for she had a very warm corner in her heart for quiet,
-gentle Elsa. Then they had what was a delightful, helpful chat to the
-young girl, who confided all her hopes and fears about Monica and Olive
-to Mrs. Drury, and was encouraged to pray on, and look out for
-opportunity of service. The latter remark reminded Elsa of the young
-clergyman's text, and Roger's decision, and, from her own difficulties
-and anxious thoughts about her twin sister, she went on to speak of the
-future that now stretched out before her favourite brother.
-
-"I think it is so splendid of him to want to be a missionary," and
-Elsa's face glowed with animation; "but I am afraid it will disappoint
-father a good deal, and poor mamma will be _very_ sad at the thought of
-his going so far away, but she will not let him know it, because she
-will be so glad for him to go, really. I suppose, if all is arranged,
-that he would not start for a year or two, would he, Mrs. Drury?"
-
-"No, dear, I expect not."
-
-"That will give mamma a nice long time to get used to it," replied Elsa
-contentedly. She was singularly childish in some things, and
-correspondingly sensible about others.
-
-Mrs. Drury cast a shrewd glance at the bright young face, which was
-turned seawards, and sighed. She realised what even the elder Franklyns
-either could not, or would not, dream of, that the gentle, patient,
-invalid mother was fading slowly, but surely, away; and she knew that
-the happenings of even a year hence would have no power to bring either
-gladness or sorrow to Mrs. Franklyn, who by then would be in the
-presence of the King. But the twins had no idea of it, and as Mrs.
-Drury sat silently looking at Elsa, who was all unconscious of the
-terrible sorrow in store for them all, she wondered if she were wise in
-leaving the girl in ignorance, for she could imagine what the shock
-would be like, when the blow fell. She had talked the matter over with
-Mrs. Franklyn, who well knew upon what a slender thread her life hung,
-and had urged her to let her children be prepared for the inevitable;
-but their mother had pleaded their youth, and said it would be time
-enough later on to break the news to them, and Mrs. Drury had no choice
-but to be silent, although she did not agree with her friend.
-
-Elsa, who had been indulging in the pleasantest daydreams, roused
-herself to find her companion beginning to look anxiously in the
-direction in which the girls had gone, for time was getting on, and they
-ought to have been returning by then.
-
-"It is half-past three, Elsa," she said, and there was a ring of real
-concern in her voice; "it is careless of them to have been so long, for
-we must soon think about preparing for home. Can you see any signs of
-them? Your eyes are younger than mine."
-
-But Elsa was obliged to confess that she could not, even though she
-mounted with some trepidation to the top of a huge boulder in order to
-get a more extended view.
-
-"We would go and look for them," went on the vicar's wife, "only it is
-hardly safe to leave the bicycles, and all our things. I am vexed with
-them for staying away so long."
-
-"Shall I run along the cliff and see if I can find them?" suggested
-Elsa, who was not without anxiety about the missing trio herself. "I
-could go very quickly, if you would not mind staying here with our
-belongings."
-
-"Perhaps you would be able to see them, Elsa, and then call to them to
-return at once. But don't go far, dear," said Mrs. Drury, now really
-worried about the absentees.
-
-"If you would go on packing up, we will all try to be back by the time
-you are ready," said Elsa, with a cheeriness she was far from feeling,
-as she hurried off.
-
-
-
-
- *CHAPTER XVII.*
-
- *"DON'T PERSUADE ME NOT TO, ANY MORE."*
-
-
-Meanwhile, how had the missing trio been spending their time?
-
-With delight, after walking about a quarter of a mile along the cliff,
-they found some old, uneven steps leading down to its base. They were
-very unsafe-looking, as several were missing at intervals; but, neither
-of the three girls being troubled with nerves, they proceeded to descend
-cautiously. Amethyst was the last to climb down, and it was her white
-handkerchief, fluttering in the breeze, which Mrs. Drury and Elsa had
-seen.
-
-"I say, girls, mind how you get down here," cried Monica, who was
-leader. "It's an awful stretch." And she dropped a distance of several
-feet, to gain a foothold on a lower step.
-
-"It's a good thing we have a gymnasium at school," said Olive, who had
-lost a considerable amount of breath over her scrambling; "that kind of
-practice helps one in experiences of this sort."
-
-"Oh, Olive, I can't possibly get down there, my legs won't reach!" And
-Amethyst looked hopelessly at the long distance between the step she was
-on and the next one below.
-
-"Drop down, you'll be all right," said both the girls encouragingly.
-
-"Oh, I couldn't, I should fall!" cried the smaller girl, a spice of fear
-in the shrill tones.
-
-"Oh, come along! Don't be a coward, Thistle!" said Olive
-contemptuously. "Here, I'll give you a hand."
-
-Either the hand or the sneer had the desired effect, for Amethyst was a
-plucky little girl really; and in another moment she was landed safely
-on the lower step.
-
-That proved to be the worst difficulty, and eventually, the shore was
-reached without further trouble.
-
-"I wish Jack was here; he would like a race along this sand, poor old
-chap," said Monica, whose one sorrow had been the leaving of her devoted
-dog behind.
-
-"Yes, isn't it jolly down here, and not a soul to be seen," cried Olive.
-"I wonder if there are any shells about?"
-
-A search was instituted, and a collection of various kinds quickly
-gathered together, and tied up in a handkerchief. Then paddling was
-proposed, and a merry time ensued of splashing about, off and on the
-large flat rocks with which the sand was thickly studded at that
-particular spot.
-
-"What's the time, Monica?" Amethyst enquired at length.
-
-"Why, past three already," was the horrified reply; "how quickly the
-time has flown! We must give this up, girls, and get our shoes and
-stockings on."
-
-The drying process was accomplished as satisfactorily as was compatible
-with only two very minute handkerchiefs, and seizing the bundle of
-shells, the girls reluctantly bade farewell to the charming and secluded
-little cove.
-
-"I vote we find some other way up the cliff," suggested Monica; and the
-idea was received with acclamation by Olive, on account of variety, also
-by Amethyst, who thought any other means would be preferable to the
-last.
-
-"There's no other way nearer the caves," said Olive, as her glance swept
-the dangerous-looking rocky cliffs, which seemed to be almost
-perpendicular. "But perhaps if we go a little further on we shall find
-some better steps."
-
-They walked along the sands some little distance, eagerly scanning the
-cliffs, but alas! no other steps were to be seen anywhere. However, the
-cliff seemed to be more sloping, and not quite so forbidding-looking,
-and Olive declared that she could see what looked like a pathway,
-running zig-zag upwards.
-
-"Let's try it," she said, and leading the way, she began scrambling up
-the rocky cliff.
-
-Monica followed suit, and Amethyst, determined not to be thought
-cowardly again, tried her very hardest to keep up with them. But,
-partly on account of her being smaller and a little more nervous than
-the others, and also because they had thoughtlessly rather than
-intentionally left her to carry the bundle of shells, she made very slow
-progress.
-
-Thus it came to pass that she had got a very little way up the steep
-incline, when a cry of fear, and a quantity of loose sand, and small
-rocky stones, falling about her, made her look up in alarm. Monica and
-Olive had managed, by hook or by crook, to get within fifteen or twenty
-feet of the top of the cliff, but a false footing had caused Olive to
-slip; a projection which she had imagined to be firm hard rock, and to
-which she had trusted her whole weight, having crumbled away beneath
-her, and she had gone slipping down with it!
-
-"Oh!" Amethyst's eyes grew round with terror, and she felt rooted to
-the spot; suppose Olive should go on falling all the way down. How
-dreadful it would be, and no one near to help do anything!
-
-Monica, separated from her friend by several feet of crumbling cliff,
-tried her hardest not to lose her nerve, but an irresistible feeling
-came over her that, if once she looked back, she must fall, too.
-
-"Are you hurt, Ollie?" she called out, while she clung to a tuft of
-grass which happened to be near, and tried to steady herself. But no
-answer came, and fearing she knew not what she looked down the cliff.
-
-"Oh! Ollie, have you hurt yourself?" she cried again, in an agony of
-fear, for Olive looked so white and strange, half-standing, half-lying
-on a sloping bit of rock.
-
-"I--don't--know." The answer came back, slowly, this time, in tones so
-unnatural that Monica shuddered and grew cold. What had happened to
-Olive that she should speak and look like that? Supposing she should
-faint, then all chance of getting her either up or down would be at an
-end. Monica did not know that her friend was simply paralysed with
-fear, and for the time being could neither speak nor move.
-
-"Try to hold on, Ollie dear, and I'll come down to you," said the elder
-girl bravely, although she well knew that it was certain danger to
-attempt to descend that shifting, crumbling portion of cliff.
-"Amethyst," she called out to the shivering child below, "try to get
-down, and run as hard as ever you can to the bottom of the cliff, where
-the others are, and shout to them to come."
-
-Slipping and sliding, Amethyst reached terra firma once more, and set
-off running as fast as her trembling legs would carry her; and Monica
-began her perilous task.
-
-"O God," she whispered, aloud, in her dire extremity, "do help me now!
-Do keep Olive safely, and let me reach her, and oh, please send some one
-to help us quickly!"
-
-She did not know what made her pray, but some unseen power impelled her
-to utter those few short words in her agony of helplessness and fear;
-and even as the words died on her lips she felt a peculiar sensation of
-calm stealing over her, and her hands and feet seemed to be guided to
-just the places which would hold.
-
-A few moments, and she had reached Olive's side, and steadying herself
-upon a small, but firm piece of rock, she put her arm tenderly round her
-companion's waist, and begged her to tell her if anything serious was
-the matter.
-
-"Oh, Monica!" Olive murmured, with a convulsive shudder which nearly
-caused them both to lose their foothold, "I am so frightened! I looked
-down as I fell, and it seemed as if I _must_ go rolling all the way down
-to the bottom, and if I had.... Oh, Monica, I should have been killed, I
-know I should!" And Olive burst into tears.
-
-"Don't cry, dear," said Monica, soothingly; "if we can manage to hold on
-until help comes, we shall be all right. I--have asked--God to let us
-both be saved, Ollie," she added, in a lower tone, "and--I believe He
-will."
-
-"Oh, Monica," wailed Olive, as she clung to her friend, "I tried so hard
-to pray when I felt myself falling, but I _couldn't_! And then I
-remembered all I said last Sunday morning, and it seemed as if God was
-punishing me for my wickedness, by giving me no more chance."
-
-"I don't think He is like that," said Monica. "I think He loves us too
-much. I am sure I have heard something about Him not wanting anybody to
-perish. I am going to try to serve Him after this, Olive, so don't
-persuade me not to, any more."
-
-"Oh, I won't! I am so miserable. I would rather be good, too, but I
-can't!" cried the unhappy girl, who had caught a glimpse of her real
-self during those moments of agonised suspense.
-
-"I will try to help you, dear, but I shan't know quite what to do
-myself," said Monica; "but if God hears our prayers, and lets us get
-rescued, it would be mean not to try to please Him after that."
-
-"He may hear your prayers," was Olive's desponding reply, "but I _can't_
-pray."
-
-"Try, dear," whispered Monica, closing her own eyes, and asking once
-again that help might be speedily forthcoming, for she did not feel as
-if she could hold on much longer. But, even as she prayed, a voice
-calling both their names came floating over the cliff, and Elsa's face,
-white and strained, but with hope written all over it, looked down at
-them.
-
-"Hold tight, Monica and Olive, just for a minute more. Mr. Herschel is
-coming down to help you."
-
-And in a moment more, the young clergyman, his body encircled by a stout
-rope, which was secured at the other end to the stump of a tree on the
-cliff path above, climbed carefully but quickly down to them.
-
-"Thank God, we were near at hand!" he said, as he realised the spent
-condition both girls were in; "but you will soon be safe now."
-
-"Please take Olive first," urged Monica, and Leslie, filled with
-admiration for the pluck and unselfishness the girl displayed, made his
-way cautiously to the summit, half-leading, half-carrying the almost
-helpless Olive, the rope which was slowly pulled up as he neared the
-top, affording him a sense of security.
-
-It was the work of a very few moments to lay his burden down upon the
-short heather, to be tenderly cared for by Elsa, and to return for her
-companion. Marcus eagerly suggested that he should take a turn, but
-Leslie waved him back, saying: "No, no, Drury; you do the holding,
-that's the hardest, really," and was scrambling down again before he
-could be gainsaid.
-
-"Your friend is safe," he said, as he reached Monica's side, and at his
-words a tinge of colour appeared in her face, which was white even to
-the lips, but quite calm. "You're not afraid to trust yourself to me?"
-he added, more as an assertion than a question, for he had observed,
-with satisfaction, that Monica had heaved a little sigh of content as
-she felt herself supported by his strong arm.
-
-"No, oh! no," she whispered, and a smile, pathetic in its wanness,
-illumined the girlish features, causing the young clergyman's heart to
-beat strangely, in a fashion hitherto unknown to him. Then she nerved
-herself for the necessary climb, which was accomplished in silence, and
-neither of the couple was sorry when the brow of the cliff was
-eventually reached in safety, and Marcus cried: "Bravo!"
-
-"I can never, never thank you enough, Mr. Herschel," Monica murmured, as
-Leslie gently pushed her to a heather-covered mound, and, bidding her
-rest a bit, threw himself on the grass beside her.
-
-"Please say no more," he entreated earnestly, "it was a mere nothing; I
-have always been a climber. But I am afraid this afternoon's mishap will
-cause you to have unpleasant recollections of Gullane Head."
-
-A happy little smile played about Monica's lips. "No, indeed, I shall
-always be glad----" she began, earnestly; but before she could finish
-her sentence, Elsa, whose whole attention had been taken up by Olive,
-came to express her delight at the happy ending to what had seemed an
-almost unavoidable accident.
-
-"How is Olive? I must go to her," said Monica, rising, vexed with
-herself for having forgotten her friend, even for a moment.
-
-"She is feeling more herself now," replied Elsa, "but I don't believe
-she can walk a step, her legs tremble so, she says. And I don't know
-how we shall get back to Mrs. Drury," and Elsa looked troubled.
-
-"We'll manage that," said Marcus, cheerfully. "Come on, Herschel, let's
-make a bandy chair, as the youngsters call it, and carry her between
-us."
-
-Olive demurred feebly, but it was very palpable when she tried to stand
-that she was far too exhausted to walk, so without more ado the two
-young men bore her off, Monica and Elsa bringing up the rear.
-
-The former was glad to slip her arm in Elsa's, for she felt surprisingly
-shaky, and as they walked along the heather-grown cliff path, Monica
-learned how it was that Elsa had procured help; a question she had been
-longing to ask.
-
-It was soon explained--Elsa, going in search of the belated trio, had
-met Marcus and his friend leisurely strolling along the cliff, but not
-near enough to the edge to see what was happening. Fearing she knew not
-what, but instinctively feeling that they were in danger of some kind,
-Elsa told her fears to the young fellows, who at once proceeded to help
-in the search.
-
-With long strides they made for the cliff-side, in order to scan the
-shore, and were horrified to see the perilous position the two girls
-were in, less than twenty-five feet below them. A fisherman's little
-shanty, presumably used in connection with lobster catching, close at
-hand, was hastily ransacked, and a stout coil of rope produced with
-intense satisfaction; and while young Herschel fastened on the rope,
-Elsa had encouraged the girls with words of hope.
-
-"What _will_ Mrs. Drury be thinking?" queried Monica, as they neared the
-Gullane Caves, following closely in the wake of the young men, who were
-still carrying their burden. "Oh, dear, what a lot of anxiety I do give
-people!"
-
-"I don't think you must blame yourself specially, Monica dear," said
-Elsa gently; "you all seem to have agreed to attempt the climb
-together."
-
-"It didn't really look difficult; not anything like so bad as the steps
-would have been to get up; and we should have reached the top all right
-if Olive hadn't slipped and lost all her nerve. Oh, there are Mr. and
-Mrs. Drury. They are looking _so_ worried," added Monica; "and Amethyst
-has actually got up to them. How _did_ she do it?"
-
-It was some little time before everybody knew just what had happened to
-everybody else; but eventually all was explained, and expressions of
-thankfulness were heard that the results were no worse than they were.
-
-"I was getting dreadfully frightened about you all," said Mrs. Drury,
-whose face still bore traces of the anxiety she had passed through,
-"especially when Elsa had been gone some time. I was thankful to find
-Mr. Drury close at hand; but I had no sooner told him what had been
-happening during his absence, than we heard shouts, and descried
-Amethyst down on the sands below, trying to tell us something, but what
-it was we could not hear, on account of the wind. However, in a very
-few moments Mr. Drury had gone down the steps and helped her up, and
-just as she had made us realise the danger you girls were in, we were
-immensely relieved to see the cavalcade approaching. It has been a
-merciful escape." And Mrs. Drury shuddered as she thought of what the
-result of their foolhardiness might have been, but for God's
-providential care.
-
-"Now, what shall we do for this girlie?" she enquired tenderly, as she
-endeavoured to improve Olive's dishevelled appearance, without much
-success, for both she and Monica were covered with sand, which no amount
-of rubbing would remove from their clothes. "Shall we drive to the
-coastguard station and get some tea; or will you have some lemonade and
-cake that was left from lunch, and get off home as quickly as we can?
-The waggonette is here."
-
-All were unanimously of opinion that the second proposal was most to
-their taste, and in a very short time the party set off homewards, the
-horse, well knowing he had his head turned towards his stable, going at
-a brisk trot.
-
-Olive, whom they made as comfortable as they could with cloaks and a
-large rug, seemed powerless to talk or exert herself in any way; indeed,
-her lethargic attitude somewhat alarmed Mrs. Drury, who felt she would
-be glad when Sandyshore was reached. But the motion of driving seemed
-to have a soporific effect upon the exhausted girl, and with her head on
-Elsa's shoulder she fell asleep, and did not awaken until the waggonette
-pulled up at Rocklands.
-
-"Are you very angry with me, Mrs. Drury?" Monica asked penitently,
-during the homeward drive, for that lady had been very silent, and
-Monica could not but feel that she was displeased with their rashness,
-as indeed she was.
-
-"Not more with you than the others, my dear," was the somewhat grave
-reply.
-
-"If you will forgive me this time, Mrs. Drury, I hope I shall not go on
-being quite so troublesome to every one after this." Monica spoke with
-a quiet decision and earnestness unusual to her.
-
-Mrs. Drury, who, of course, knew nothing of the new and unwonted
-thoughts passing through the mind of the girl beside her, was touched by
-her remark, but thought it would be a good place to say a word of
-caution.
-
-"I daresay you do feel, now, as if you would not willingly cause trouble
-and anxiety to your friends by your thoughtlessness, just as present.
-But it is not enough to _mean_ well, Monica; we always fail to keep our
-resolutions if we make them in our own strength."
-
-Her eyes sought those of the girl who sat beside her, and something that
-she read in them told her what had happened, even before Monica
-diffidently whispered the good news.
-
-The vicar's wife bent and kissed the earnest face, with glad tears in
-her eyes, as she murmured: "May God bless and keep you always, my
-child."
-
-Amethyst, turning round from her seat on the box, where she had been
-amusing the old coachman with her chatter, was amazed at what she saw,
-and looked curiously at Monica. But her mother, merely saying quietly:
-"Monica has some news to tell you another time," turned the conversation
-into a fresh channel.
-
-Elsa, who had caught a word or two now and then, as she sat silently
-supporting her sleeping sister, flashed a radiant look at Monica, which
-was acknowledged by a loving little smile; and the young girl's heart
-was almost overwhelmed with joy at this fresh answer to prayer.
-
-
-
-
- *CHAPTER XVIII.*
-
- *"I EXPECT IT WILL BE RATHER SLOW AND--POKEY!"*
-
-
-Olive, whose nervous system had received a severe shock, did not regain
-her usual strength for some days, and in accordance with the doctor's
-advice (for Mrs. Beauchamp had hastily sent for a medical man) was
-compelled to take things very quietly during the remainder of their stay
-at Sandyshore.
-
-It was quite a new experience for the high-spirited, romping girl to be
-cut off from the pursuits that they had all been accustomed to, and a
-not altogether pleasant one. But at first she felt totally unable to
-join Monica and Elsa at their bathing or tennis, and was only too glad
-to lie in a deck chair on the sands, and watch the others engaged in
-active exercise which she seemed to have lost the courage to enter into.
-
-It was a very quiet Olive who was Mrs. Beauchamp's companion during
-those days, and but for the doctor's assurance that she would soon
-recover her usual robust health, both the old lady and Mrs. Drury would
-have been very anxious about her. As it was, they all strove to cheer
-and amuse her, as much as possible, and Monica and Elsa were untiring in
-their devotion. They never alluded to the episode on Gullane Cliffs in
-her hearing, as any reference to it seemed to revive the old, nervous
-fear which had seized her at the time; but they often found her looking
-with a sort of fascinated, and yet awestruck intentness, at the white
-cliffs in the distance, which closely resembled those beyond the
-lighthouse.
-
-One day Olive broke through the reserve herself. Monica, who had been
-bathing, was sitting beside her, her hair hanging dank and loose about
-her shoulders, in order that the sun might dry it.
-
-"Monica," she said, "you none of you ever say a word about _that day_,
-but I am always thinking of it.
-
-"Then I should begin to forget it at once," was the brusque reply. "It
-is all over and done with, and there is no need for _you_ to remember
-'that day,' as you call it, any more. As for me, I do not wish ever to
-forget it." And a happy smile overspread Monica's sunburnt face.
-
-"Oh, I know," interposed Olive hastily, who was afraid her friend would
-open up the subject which she dreaded. "But even when I sleep, I always
-seem to feel myself slipping down, down, down; and I only stop when I
-wake. Oh, it is an awful feeling!" And the girl shuddered
-convulsively.
-
-"I am sure you could forget it if you made an effort to," was Monica's
-apparently unfeeling reply. But she had overheard the doctor saying
-something similar, and, to her strong-minded nature, Olive's fancy
-seemed ridiculous. "You will never be well until you do."
-
-Whether Monica's sensible advice had any effect upon Olive, or whether
-she really was on the mend already, it would be difficult to say, but,
-at any rate, it was noticeable that from about that time the improvement
-in her was very marked indeed, and by the time their return to Osmington
-drew near, she had become practically herself again. Mrs. Beauchamp was
-extremely glad, as she would have been very sorry for either of her
-charges to have gone home the worse, rather than the better, for the
-holiday.
-
-"Oh, dear!" sighed Amethyst dolefully, as the quartette ensconced
-themselves for the last time in one of their favourite nooks, on a
-grassy slope overlooking the bay--"oh, dear! I _am_ sorry to be going
-home."
-
-"So am I!" echoed the others, and Elsa added, "Except that it will be
-just lovely to see mamma again."
-
-"If it weren't for all of them at home," put in Olive, "I should like to
-stay until school begins."
-
-"We should find it rather dull," said Monica; "there would be no one
-left but us, for the Drurys would be gone. I miss the Herschels
-already, although they only went yesterday."
-
-"You got so awfully friendly with them after the picnic," retorted
-Olive.
-
-"We all liked them," interposed Elsa, for she saw a little flush upon
-Monica's cheek. "I think Miss Herschel was a dear; but, of course, she
-would naturally be most friendly with Monica, because she is the eldest
-of us!"
-
-A grateful little squeeze told Elsa that Monica was pleased with her for
-championing her cause, as she said softly, with far-seeing eyes, "I
-shall always be thankful that I have known the Herschels, even if I
-never see them again. They have helped me a great deal."
-
-Olive, fearful lest the conversation should drift in a direction she
-would fain shun, interrupted the silence that had fallen upon them, by
-saying hurriedly, and with apparent enthusiasm: "I say, girls, what
-about that missionary meeting we are invited to? When is it?"
-
-"To-morrow afternoon."
-
-"Shall we go? I expect it will be rather slow and--pokey."
-
-"Why should it?" queried Monica, who was continually finding herself
-differing from her friend, now-a-days.
-
-"Oh, I don't know why, I'm sure; but missionary meetings are always dull
-affairs. They read long reports, you know, and tell silly little tales
-about goody-goody children, who would a hundred times rather put the
-one, and only, penny they possess in a missionary box, than spend it on
-themselves." And the girl laughed satirically.
-
-"Oh, Olive!" expostulated Elsa, while Amethyst opened her eyes to their
-widest proportions.
-
-"Well, _I_ am going, anyhow," said Monica decisively, for whom, since
-she had been influenced by Leslie Herschel, every thing of a missionary
-nature had great attractions. "It will be my first experience of a
-missionary meeting, so I am going to find out what it's like."
-
-"So am I," echoed Elsa and Amethyst, and Olive was obliged to fall in
-with the general opinion, as she did not care about being left out.
-
-The meeting, to which the quartette, as well as many other girls among
-the visitors, had been invited a few days previously, had been kindly
-arranged by a lady living in Sandyshore, and was to be held on her
-beautiful lawn the next afternoon. Only girls, of all ages, had received
-invitations, and no grown-up people were expected to be present.
-
-When the appointed time came, the hostess, a dear old lady of seventy or
-more, whose heart, home, and purse were devoted to the cause of
-spreading the gospel news, welcomed her young guests as they arrived,
-and three, at any rate, of our party felt their hearts go out to her as
-her kindly smile and gentle words greeted them. Olive, who felt
-belligerent, prided herself on not being so easily won.
-
-They found quite a number of girls, most of whom they knew well by
-sight, from continual meetings on the sands or tennis-courts, already
-seated on the chairs which had been carefully placed in a shady portion
-of the lawn, and slipping into some empty places, they waited for
-further developments.
-
-Two ladies, standing under a pretty rose-covered verandah, were engaged
-in conversation near a little table strewn with various books and
-pamphlets; another had just taken her seat before a small harmonium,
-while yet a fourth was handing round hymn-sheets.
-
-"Which do you suppose is the speaker?" whispered Monica to Elsa, who was
-next to her, "the lady in the nurse's uniform, or the one in black?"
-
-"I can't tell, they both look so nice. The tall, dark one in mourning
-looks clever; but I almost hope it will be the other, she looks so
-sweetly pretty." And both girls looked admiringly at the fair, healthy,
-girlish face framed in its dark blue bonnet.
-
-Soon a hymn was given out, in which the twenty-five or thirty girls
-joined somewhat shyly at first; this sort of meeting was an unusual
-experience for the majority of them. But the easily caught-up tune,
-sung so heartily by the lady helpers, inspired them, and by the time the
-last verse was reached quite a volume of sound rose from the youthful
-audience.
-
-After a short, informal prayer, by the elder of the two ladies, which
-was a revelation to Monica, who had never heard a woman's voice uplifted
-in extempore prayer before, the girls sang another hymn; and then, after
-a few explanatory words from the same lady, who they discovered was a
-daughter of their hostess, the nurse stepped forward, and began to speak
-in clear, ringing tones, which could be heard all over the lawn, and
-which secured the attention of all.
-
-"I was so very pleased," she began, "when Mrs. Murray asked me if I
-would have a little 'talk' with some girl-friends of hers one afternoon
-while I was staying with her for a few days in this delightful place.
-And I will tell you why. First, because I love English girls; second,
-because I love Chinese girls; and third, because I long to get the
-former to become interested in their sisters with a pig-tail, in that
-far-off land, behind the Great Wall.
-
-"So now, while we are all here together, I want you to listen while I
-tell you something of my work for the last five years in China, and then
-I will try to show you what you can do, _if you will_, to help make the
-lives of Chinese girls brighter and happier. First and foremost, I must
-start by saying that girls are thought little or nothing of in China;
-they are _not wanted_. And, although it is not really allowed, in one
-way or another nearly one-half of all the baby girls who are born in
-China are either drowned, or murdered, or what is even worse, buried
-alive directly they are born! And when I tell you that out of every
-three people in the whole world one is born in China, you can guess
-something of how many there are. It made my heart ache, often and
-often, to be in the midst of such dreadful cruelty; and yet we must not
-altogether blame the Chinese, for they do not know that our Heavenly
-Father values girls just as much as He does boys, and is grieved when
-they are ill-treated.
-
-"But though it is sad to think of the little babies dying, they are
-really better off than many of the little girls who are left to grow up.
-For there is a cruel custom in China of squeezing the feet of little
-girls up tight, by means of a bandage--so"--and Hope Daverel picked up a
-strip of calico, and deftly bound up her left hand to illustrate her
-words--"until it hurts most dreadfully. Of course, the little girl
-cries with the pain, but no one pities her, and in a few days it is
-unbound, and done up tighter still. Sometimes a mother will take a big
-stick to bed with her, in order to beat the child if she screams with
-the awful pain. I wonder how _you_ would like that?"
-
-The young missionary paused a moment, and looked down enquiringly into
-the young faces before her, which expressed horror at the recital of
-China's woes.
-
-"Well, the poor feet have to go on being squeezed smaller and smaller,
-until after about two years they are considered small enough to be
-pretty! Oh! girls, you who love pretty things, think of it an ugly lump,
-without any shape, tiny enough to totter about in shoes like this," and
-Miss Daverel held up a wee Chinese shoe. "This is a full-sized shoe for
-a lady, and it only measures two inches and a half! This pair has been
-actually worn by a woman belonging to one of my classes, and she gave
-them to me on purpose to bring home and show to you. A girl's chances of
-getting married depend entirely upon the smallness of her feet: they do
-not trouble at all about whether she is clever, or handsome or good.
-And she is married, often, as young as six months old! and is taken away
-from her own mother, to go and live with the mother of the little boy,
-or lad, who is her husband. It is difficult for you English girls to
-imagine such a state of affairs; but unless you know _something_ about
-them, you cannot do much towards helping your Chinese sisters. Once they
-are married, the poor girls have a very, very dull life, if they are
-fortunate enough to escape ill-treatment from their husbands. One of
-the first questions asked by the Chinese ladies whom I go to visit, in
-their dim, cheerless rooms at the back of the house, is 'Does your
-husband beat you?' and when I shake my head and say I am not married,
-they look astounded, and say: '_So_ old, and no husband!'
-
-"But sad as their lives are, their fear of what comes after death is far
-more sad. The women are taught that there is no heaven for them, and
-all that the very best of them can look forward to is that, after
-numbers of future lives spent in torment, they _may_ be born again into
-this world as a little boy! And they are so afraid of evil spirits, who
-they think are constantly on the look-out to do them untold harm: they
-even call the boys by girls' names, so that they may not be thought
-_worth_ harming! and when the poor creatures die, as the funeral
-procession goes along the road, imitation money made in paper like this"
-(and the speaker held up samples) "is scattered about, to propitiate any
-evil spirits that may be near; while clothes, money, and various other
-things, all made in paper, are burned at the grave side, in order that
-the dead person may have them to use in the other world. And that sort
-of thing is continually being done before what they call ancestral
-tablets, or at the graves of relations who have died, lest the spirits
-of the departed should come back to earth and trouble those that are
-living. Millions of pounds are spent every year, in that way alone.
-
-"Is it not all terribly sad? I am sure that you agree with me that it
-is, and are wishing that you knew of some way to help. Well, I will
-tell you; there are many things you might do. I suppose that most of
-you elder girls go to school; when you meet your school-friends again,
-you can pass on to them what I have told you this afternoon; and perhaps
-you could gather some of them together to dress dolls, or make little
-presents such as we missionaries love to be able to give to the children
-and girls who attend our schools, or come to us for medicine. A little
-gift from England is _such_ a treasure; it would repay you for any
-self-denial it may cost, if you could only see the delight on the poor,
-little, dull faces, when they catch sight of the doll, or the pair of
-bright knitted cuffs, or the little cotton-box, that the _guniong_, as
-they call us, is going to give them. And besides that, you can give
-some of your pocket-money: those pence and shillings which it is _so_
-easy to fritter away on mere nothings, and things which do not last.
-Oh! girls, which do you think you will value _most_ in the great day of
-reckoning which is coming, the sweets you have eaten, the grand
-collection of picture post-cards you were so eager to get, or the
-Master's 'Well done!' which will surely be spoken to those who have
-denied themselves for His sake?
-
-"But working and giving are not everything--there is praying. And if,
-as I do hope, there are some here who have found a precious Friend in
-Jesus for themselves, will you not pray that your Chinese sisters may
-find Him too? There are millions of them who have never heard His name,
-even _once_, yet; and they are dying _so_ fast, without God, and without
-hope. So I am praying that He will touch some of the girls' hearts here
-this afternoon, and fill them with an intense longing to go and bear His
-message, in the years to come, to the women and girls in far-off China.
-
-"Now shall we sing a hymn, so simple that even the smallest can
-understand it, and will you try to mean every word?" And soon, girlish
-voices were singing, with real earnestness,
-
- The fields are all white,
- And the reapers are few;
- We children are willing,
- But what can we do
- To work for our Lord in His harvest?
-
- Our hands are so small,
- And our words are so weak,
- We cannot teach others;
- How then shall we seek
- To work for our Lord in His harvest?
-
- We'll work by our prayers,
- By the gifts we can bring,
- By small self-denials;
- The least little thing
- May work for our Lord in His harvest.
-
- Until, by-and-by,
- As the years pass, at length
- We, too, may be reapers,
- And go forth in strength
- To work for our Lord in His harvest.
-
-
-Just a few solemn words of prayer followed, in which Miss Daverel asked
-that her young hearers might realise the need of the heathen, and with
-God's help seek to do their part towards satisfying it; and then the
-meeting ended.
-
-While tea was being handed round by Mrs. Murray's maids, Miss Daverel,
-who had noted Monica's rapt attention, drew her aside, and after a few
-whispered words, she and a little maiden of not much over six
-accompanied the missionary indoors, to reappear in a few minutes in
-Chinese costume.
-
-"Oh!" cried the girls, as first one and then another discovered what
-appeared to be a Chinese lady and her little girl coming across the lawn
-towards them, and they all crowded round, while Hope Daverel showed them
-the beautifully embroidered red satin coat and kilted skirt, such as the
-wife of a mandarin or high official would wear, and which Monica's tall
-figure showed off to advantage. They all laughed merrily at the quaint
-little object in mauve and yellow jacket and _trousers_, who, they were
-told, looked just like a little Chinese girl, with the exception of her
-hair and feet.
-
-Tea over, all the girls were given magazines or little booklets about
-missionary work, and Miss Daverel showed them samples of all sorts of
-nice easy things that are valued so much as gifts, not only in China,
-but in all parts of the mission field; and she gladly promised to send
-all particulars (and a missionary box!) to any or every girl who would
-write to her, and tell her that she had found some others to help her,
-and they wanted to start working.
-
-"I say, girls, we'll make some things, won't we, when we get back?" said
-Monica, as the quartette wended their way homewards.
-
-"Oh, yes!" cried Amethyst and Elsa, simultaneously; and if Olive said
-nothing, her voice was not missed. "And we'll get a lot of the High
-School girls to join us."
-
-"I wish Miss Daverel lived at Osmington," said Elsa wistfully; "she
-would show us just what to do."
-
-"Oh, she is wanted in China," was Monica's decisive reply; "she can't
-possibly be spared from there. I daresay we shall be able to make the
-things by her directions, and we'll send them to her to give away."
-
-"Mother will help, I'm sure," said Amethyst.
-
-"And Lois, too," added Elsa; "she cuts out splendidly, and makes the
-stuff go ever so far, because she fits everything in so well."
-
-"It is evident we must begin to save up our pocket-money," said Monica,
-"because there will be a lot of things to buy, and we want to give it
-all ourselves, don't we, girls?"
-
-And again, in the eager assent that Monica's words called forth, if one
-voice was silent, it passed unnoticed.
-
-
-
-
- *CHAPTER XIX.*
-
- *"YOU TELL THEM, LOIS; I COULDN'T."*
-
-
-"There is not likely to be any letter for us, this morning, as we are
-going home to-morrow," said Elsa, the next morning, as the girls stood
-in the bay window, watching the postman delivering his missives at
-practically every house in the steep road which led up to Rocklands.
-They usually filled up the few minutes before breakfast, while waiting
-for Mrs. Beauchamp's appearance, in this way.
-
-"I hardly expect there will be one for any of us," said Monica, "unless
-there should be one from dad forwarded on."
-
-"He's coming in our gate," said Olive; and a few seconds later a maid
-entered, with one solitary letter on a salver.
-
-"For Mrs. Beauchamp, miss."
-
-"Very well, Ada;" and the girl withdrew, as Mrs. Beauchamp entered.
-
-"Only one letter for you, grannie." Somehow, Monica had slipped into
-the way of calling her grandmother thus, lately, and the shortened form
-was by no means unpleasant to Mrs. Beauchamp.
-
-"Just cut it open for me, Elsa, my dear," said the old lady to her
-"little right hand," as she called her; "while I pour out the coffee."
-
-And Elsa, preparing to do as she was asked, picked up the letter. But
-as she did so, she observed the writing, and with wonder in her tones,
-she exclaimed: "I think it must be from Lois!" and she cut it open
-hastily, a nameless fear taking possession of her.
-
-"Thank you, my dear, I will see what it says," said Mrs. Beauchamp, as
-she adjusted her pince-nez; "possibly it is some arrangement about your
-return home." She spoke quietly, but she felt otherwise, for she, too,
-had a presentiment of impending trouble. With eyes which seemed ready to
-devour her, Elsa watched Mrs. Beauchamp's face, while she hastily
-scanned the short letter, and something in its expression made her heart
-beat with great thumps.
-
-"Mamma!" she faltered, with trembling lips, and even Olive and Monica
-held their breath while they waited for Mrs. Beauchamp's answer.
-
-"Don't be frightened, dear," she said kindly; "it certainly is about
-your mother, who is not quite so well. But your father thinks there is
-nothing to be alarmed at, and hopes she will be as well as usual by the
-time you reach home to-morrow."
-
-"Are you sure that is quite all?" Elsa whispered, in a voice hoarse with
-emotion; she loved her mother so intensely that she could not bear the
-thought of her being worse than her usual invalid condition.
-
-"Quite, my dear; you may read it, both of you," and the twins found
-nothing different in the few sentences the letter contained.
-
-"I wish we were going home to-day," murmured Elsa wistfully, while tears
-trembled on her long, dark lashes.
-
-"Nonsense, Elsa!" said Olive, a touch of impatience in her voice; really
-a sign that she was troubled, too. "I don't suppose that mamma is very
-much worse than usual, only Lois croaks so."
-
-But Elsa, although she said no more, did not feel comforted; and Mrs.
-Beauchamp and Monica stole furtive glances at the sad, downcast face of
-the gentle, loving girl, who had endeared herself to both of them.
-
-Breakfast was a quiet meal, and all were glad when it was ended,
-although the bright sunshine seemed suddenly clouded over, and the
-girls' interest in the various amusements they had planned for their
-last day at Sandyshore had vanished.
-
-They were in their bedrooms, getting ready for a morning on the sands,
-when a double knock was heard upon the open front door, and poor Elsa
-grew white as death.
-
-"Oh, Olive, perhaps it's a telegram!" she gasped.
-
-"What a grizzler you are, Elsa!" said Olive, not really unkindly, for
-she was very fond of her mother, too, though in a totally different
-fashion from Elsa; "probably it's only the butcher or greengrocer."
-
-But Barnes, with alarm on her face, came to summon the twins, and Elsa
-knew that her foreboding was true, even before she saw the fateful pink
-paper in Mrs. Beauchamp's trembling fingers.
-
-"Oh, don't say she's--dead!" wailed Elsa, as she crossed the room; and
-Olive shuddered convulsively.
-
-"No, no, my dears," said the old lady; "no, no, not that; only very ill,
-and your father wants you home at once."
-
-"Oh, my dear mamma, my darling mamma!" sobbed Elsa pitifully, as she
-clung to Mrs. Beauchamp; while Olive, with horror-stricken face and dry
-eyes, read the few words of the telegram, which ran thus--
-
-"Mother very ill: girls to come home with all possible speed."
-
-"Oh, I wish I'd never left her! I don't believe I'll ever see her
-again," wailed Elsa, in such heart-broken, pitiful tones, that Monica
-begged her to try not to cry so, and whispered words of comfort.
-
-"How soon could we go, Mrs. Beauchamp?" Olive said, in a strained,
-unnatural voice.
-
-"There is a train at eleven," said Monica, who had been studying the
-time-table, "a very quick one, which arrives at Osmington by one-thirty.
-The Drurys go home to-day," she added, "but not until the three-fifteen
-train."
-
-"Oh, Barnes shall go with them," interposed Mrs. Beauchamp, "and return
-here this evening. We would all go to-day, but the packing could not be
-done in time for the eleven o'clock train. There is less than an hour,
-now; so, Monica, you help Olive and Elsa to get their things together,
-and Barnes shall pack their boxes at once. Cheer up, my dears," she
-added, to the poor twins, who were already collecting their books and
-needlework, which were lying about on the different tables; "let us hope
-for the best; and, very likely, you will find a change for the better
-has taken place when you reach home."
-
-"Elsa, darling, do let Jesus comfort you," whispered Monica, a few
-minutes later, when they were alone in the girl's bedroom, "I am asking
-Him to. And He can make dear Mrs. Franklyn better, you know, if it is
-His will." Monica spoke shyly; she was unaccustomed to giving Elsa
-advice--Elsa, who had always appeared almost perfect to hasty, impetuous
-Monica, who had, by no means, found it easy work to follow in the
-footsteps of the meek and lowly Saviour.
-
-"Oh, Monica, I have been asking Him to help me bear it!" said Elsa, "and
-I don't want to grieve Him by fretting. But, oh, you can't think what
-it would be like to lose my precious mamma!" And the tears rained down
-the poor child's face.
-
-"No," said Monica, with unconscious pathos, "I can hardly remember how I
-felt when I lost mine. It is so long ago now, I have nearly forgotten
-it."
-
-"Monica, will you go on praying, all day, that God will make her better,
-but if He sees--the other--would be best--for her--that He will help us
-bear it?"
-
-The words, so hard to utter, came falteringly, and the elder girl, with
-wet eyes, gathered Elsa into her strong, young arms, and while she
-pressed a kiss upon the downcast brow, she murmured: "Yes, Elsa,
-darling, and we know He will."
-
-A hasty scramble to get all packed, a short drive to the station crowded
-with visitors now making their way homewards at the close of their
-holiday, and then a few last words were said, after the twins,
-accompanied by Barnes, had ensconced themselves in one of the
-fast-filling compartments.
-
-Mrs. Beauchamp, at Elsa's request, had not accompanied them, so only
-Monica--her sunburnt face, usually so bright, now wearing a sad
-expression--stood on the platform waiting to bid them farewell.
-
-"The Drurys, Monica," said Olive, as she leant out of the window just as
-the train began to move, "they won't know. Tell them."
-
-"Yes, I will," replied Monica; "they'll be sure to see you to-night, and
-I shall come to-morrow. Good-bye, good-bye," and with a would-be
-cheerful smile she waved to both of them, but her eyes sought Elsa's,
-who, poor child, was making a brave effort not to give way, and make a
-scene before a compartment full of people. It was a good thing, in one
-way, that they had not the luxury of one to themselves.
-
-Very few words were said during the long, long two hours and a half
-which dragged wearily by. About half-way, Barnes produced a basket of
-lunch, which she had brought with kindly forethought, and pressed the
-girls to eat something. Olive managed a couple of sandwiches, but Elsa,
-who tried to swallow one, felt as if it would choke her, and gave it up
-after toying with it for a few minutes.
-
-"Have this lovely pear, now do, Miss Elsa," urged Barnes, with whom the
-kind, thoughtful girl was a great favourite.
-
-And with a pathetic smile, Elsa thanked her, and felt refreshed after
-eating the juicy fruit.
-
-The twins whispered a sentence or two now and again, but for the most
-part the journey was accomplished in silence. Elsa lay back with closed
-eyes as if asleep, except that sometimes her lips moved unconsciously,
-showing that she was taking her sorrow where alone she would find real
-comfort.
-
-Olive gazed through the window with unseeing eyes at the country through
-which they were passing, but her mind was in a turmoil. Could this
-terrible and unexpected blow be sent by God as a punishment to her for
-all her wilful neglect of Him? Did He think that by taking her mother
-away He would _drive_ her to become His child? Then nothing should
-induce her to become one! These and countless other thoughts passed
-through the unhappy girl's mind, and her heart grew more rebellious than
-ever. She did not want to become "goody-goody" she told herself, but it
-was too bad of Monica to have left her in the lurch. And then, she,
-Olive Franklyn, tried to make a bargain with God! If He would avert the
-threatened sorrow which overhung her home, and restore her mother to her
-usual degree of health again, then she would serve Him; but if not----
-
-At length the train began to draw near Osmington, and the girls dreaded
-and yet longed to see a familiar face on the platform, and to hear the
-latest bulletin.
-
-They had expected Kathleen, or perhaps only one of the servants, so that
-they were astonished to see Roger striding up the platform as the train
-pulled up.
-
-"Oh, Roger!" and the twins each seized a hand and clung to him, "how is
-she?" whispered Olive, for Elsa was trembling too much to speak; from
-Roger's sad face she feared the worst.
-
-[Illustration: "'OH, ROGER! HOW IS SHE?' WHISPERED OLIVE."]
-
-"She is very, very ill," was all he said gravely; "I am glad you have
-come, she has been asking for you both."
-
-Barnes, who had been standing near, now came forward, and, for the first
-time, Roger realised that his sisters were not alone. With a word of
-thanks he spoke gratefully of Mrs. Beauchamp's kindness in sending the
-girls home under her care, and enquired as to her plans.
-
-"Oh, I return by the next train, sir, thank you, which leaves just after
-two. I'll just have time to get a cup of tea before I start. Mrs.
-Beauchamp wished me to offer her sincere sympathy, sir, if I saw any of
-the family, and she would like to know the latest report."
-
-"Please thank her," said Roger. "My mother has been most grateful for
-all her kindness to my sisters."
-
-"And how is Mrs. Franklyn now, sir?" she asked.
-
-Roger turned away from the girls, who for the moment were collecting
-various small packages they had brought with them, and with something
-suspiciously like a sob in his throat, he replied, "She is sinking
-rapidly; she cannot live many hours."
-
-"Dear, dear. I _am_ sorry to hear that, sir!" said the woman, with real
-concern. "Poor, dear Miss Elsa."
-
-"Hush! Don't let them hear. I have not said so much to them."
-
-And with a word of farewell to the maid, he bade the twins come with
-him. Stopping only to give a porter instructions about the luggage, he
-strode on, and the girls had as much as they could do to keep up with
-him.
-
-Fortunately, it was only a matter of a very few minutes' walk to their
-home, so that they were soon there. As they entered the gate, Roger
-glanced furtively at the windows, for he knew his mother's life was only
-just trembling in the balance, and even during the fifteen or twenty
-minutes that he had been absent, the call might have come. But the
-blinds were up, and he breathed freely. In silence they entered the old
-side door, and quietly, oh! so quietly, Lois came downstairs to meet
-them.
-
-What a different home-coming was this from the one they had been
-anticipating. No bright welcome, no merry words, no gay laughter.
-Instead of all that, there was an awful hush and unnatural quiet
-reigning in the busy, bustling household, and it was all owing to the
-fact that their mother was lying so very, very ill in the well-known
-room, beyond the baize-covered doors, upstairs.
-
-"I am glad you have come, dears," said Lois, gently, as she bent and
-kissed the twins, and Elsa saw that her face bore traces of recent
-tears.
-
-"Oh, Lois!"
-
-"Hush, darlings, hush!" she whispered, as she gently pushed them into
-the deserted dining-room; "we must not make any noise, it worries her
-so."
-
-"But she will get better? Oh, Lois, say she will!" cried Olive.
-
-Lois looked enquiringly at Roger; but muttering: "You tell them, Lois; I
-couldn't," in hoarse tones, he strode by her, and went out, shutting the
-door gently behind him.
-
-And, with am arm round each of them, Lois told them, in tender words,
-that God was calling their mother to Himself, and that very, very soon
-they must give her up. For a few minutes she let them weep on
-unrestrainedly, knowing well that it was best so. And then, with words
-of comfort, the elder sister, who in future would have to act a mother's
-part, bade them think of the peace, and rest, and freedom from all pain
-that their loved one would soon be enjoying in the presence of her
-Saviour.
-
-As Lois talked thus, Elsa seemed not to think so much of her own
-sorrows, as of the gain that would be her mother's, and her sobs grew
-less as she remembered the blessedness of those who die in Christ Jesus.
-
-But Olive, over whose turbulent young heart a perfect hurricane of doubt
-was sweeping, refused to be comforted, and wept on unrestrainedly. God
-was cruel, _cruel_ to take their mother away, and nothing Lois or Elsa
-said would persuade her otherwise.
-
-A hasty opening of the door startled them, and Dr. Franklyn, looking ten
-years older than when the twins left home, entered the room.
-
-"I hear that Olive and Elsa have come," he said. "Let them get undressed
-and go to their mother at once. Remember, girls, no scenes," he added
-severely, and was gone without another word.
-
-After hastily removing their hats, and vainly endeavouring by sponging
-their faces with cold water to obliterate the traces of emotion, the
-twins entered their mother's room. If they had expected to see a vast
-difference in her, they were disappointed for only a very practised eye
-could tell that Mary Franklyn was nearing the gates of death. To the
-twins she looked much as usual, the bright flush upon her poor, thin
-face was so deceptive. She was quite conscious and free from pain, and
-lay with one hand in her husband's watching for them.
-
-"My girlies," she murmured, and she feebly stroked their sunburnt faces,
-as they bent over her, and kissed her passionately. "I am so glad--you
-had--a nice holiday--before--this trouble--came. Don't cry--my
-darlings--Jesus is--very precious--and He--will bring--all my dear
-ones--to me--some day." And then she stopped, for her breath was coming
-in quick, short pantings, and the pulse, upon which Dr. Franklyn had his
-finger, was only feebly fluttering.
-
-"Don't exert yourself too much, my dear," he said tenderly, with anguish
-in his eyes.
-
-A radiant smile passed over the dying woman's worn features, and she lay
-back, exhausted. "I will--rest--a little," she whispered. For she
-hoped to recover sufficient strength to speak a last word to these two
-of her children and Dick, who could not arrive for some hours.
-
-But it was not to be. The gentle sleep into which she presently fell,
-and which seemed as if it must be doing her good, deepened into that
-last, long, slumber that knows no awakening in this life, and Mary
-Franklyn passed into the presence of the King.
-
-The sorrow and sadness in that household during the days that followed
-can be more easily imagined than described. Lois, Kathleen, and Roger
-endeavoured to be brave and forgetful of self, as they strove to comfort
-their father and the younger ones.
-
-Dick, who arrived home a couple of hours after his mother had breathed
-her last, was inconsolable. He had adored his gentle, fragile mother,
-and it was heart-breaking to see the erstwhile merry whistler wandering
-listlessly and silently about the house; or to come upon him, unawares,
-in some quiet spot whither he had fled in order to indulge his grief
-unseen. Roger, who had always been his chum in a way that brothers
-seldom are, now became his comforter; and it was during those sad,
-sorrowful days, when the younger lad's heart was rendered impressionable
-by grief, that he began to seek the Saviour whom Roger had lately found,
-and whom their mother had loved so dearly.
-
-Elsa bore up bravely, after the first terrible outburst, and was very
-helpful in looking after Joan and Paddy, who fretted for their mother a
-great deal. But Olive seemed turned to stone. She realised that in the
-bargain she had sought to make with God she had been worsted! He
-_might_ have spared her mother; He _might_ have heard her cry: and she
-would have kept her promise if He had! But He was cruel, oh! _so_ cruel,
-to snatch her mother away without giving her a chance even to whisper
-that she was sorry for all the anxiety she had caused her, and that she
-would be a better girl, in future, if her mother would only say she
-forgave her. Both Lois and Kathleen sought to break down the stoical
-reserve, behind which Olive hid her real feelings, but she always
-repulsed them, and they could only hope that, in time, God would answer
-their mother's many prayers for her wilful little daughter.
-
-
-
-
- *CHAPTER XX.*
-
- *"KEEP IT UP, IT ANSWERS VERY WELL."*
-
-
-A few days after Mrs. Franklyn's funeral, Monica Beauchamp, looking very
-fresh and dainty in a pretty linen frock and straw hat was walking up
-the shady road leading from the town to The Cedars, Mr. Howell's
-residence.
-
-She had never yet paid the visit she had promised on the day she
-sprained her ankle, so Monica had coaxed her grandmother into dropping
-her in the town, that afternoon, while she drove on to pay a call at a
-little distance in the country. For some time a plan had been forming
-in the girl's mind, and a visit to Mrs. Howell was necessary before it
-could be put into execution.
-
-"I hope Mrs. Howell will be in," she said to herself, as she entered the
-white gates, and walled up the beautifully kept drive, "and I almost
-hope that Lily will be _out_," she added; for upon the only occasion she
-and Lily had met since the unhappy affair at school, the latter had
-passed Monica with no attempt at recognition, beyond an ugly scowl. At
-the time (it was before she went to Sandyshore) Monica had felt very
-much inclined to return the scowl with interest, except that she
-considered Lily utterly beneath contempt. But lately she had had very
-different feelings towards her would-be injurer, and it was chiefly on
-her account that she was so anxious to pay her mother a visit.
-
-Mrs. Howell being at home, Monica was ushered into a huge and
-magnificently furnished drawing-room, decorated lavishly with plush
-hangings, of decidedly gay hues, and was warmly welcomed by her hostess,
-who was delighted to see her.
-
-A quarter of an hour passed pleasantly in chatting over the sprained
-ankle, long since well, and the holiday she had enjoyed so much, and
-then Monica broached the subject uppermost in her mind.
-
-"Mrs. Howell," she began diffidently, for she was not quite sure how her
-proposal would be received, "did Lily tell you _all_ about the
-examination affair?"
-
-"Well, my dear, by degrees we got to know the rights of it, though she
-would not tell us till her pa threatened to punish her, if she didn't
-speak out. He was in a great taking when the notice came that she wasn't
-to go back no more, and he packed her off to stay with his step-sister,
-a very strict woman, and poor Lily has had a very rough time of it. She
-only came back yesterday, and wouldn't have done then, only for her aunt
-being took ill; for it was her pa's intention to let her bide there some
-months. Now he talks of sendin' her to boardin'-school, but where to he
-hasn't no idea. All our plans for her schoolin' was upset-like, you
-see, my dear, by that notice, and her pa was terrible annoyed to think
-it all came about through her trying to do you a bad turn. For, to tell
-the truth, my dear," Mrs. Howell rambled on garrulously, "he thinks a
-sight of you, does Bob. He would have wrote to apologise, but he
-couldn't get Lily to say she was sorry, nohow. Oh! dear me, what
-trouble that girl has caused us, and 'twill be far worse when she comes
-'ome from boardin'-school." And the poor woman whimpered distressingly.
-
-"Don't cry, dear Mrs. Howell," said Monica gently; "perhaps she won't
-have to go away to school at all. Would you like her to go back to the
-High School if she could? Do you think she would go?"
-
-"Oh, my dear, there's no chance!" was the dismal reply, as Mrs. Howell
-wiped her florid face with a tiny muslin handkerchief; "they wouldn't
-take her back now. I only wish they would. I know Lily would be
-delighted really, although she's said times and times that she'd rather
-die than ever go there again."
-
-"Well, don't tell her, please, in case it falls through, but grandmother
-thinks I might write to Miss Buckingham, and perhaps she would overlook
-it this once and let Lily go back." Monica spoke earnestly, and there
-was no hint of pride in her tones, neither did she say that it had taken
-a good deal of persuasion to get Mrs. Beauchamp to consent to let her
-write on her school-fellow's behalf.
-
-"Oh, Miss Beauchamp, my dear, if you only would!" ejaculated Mrs.
-Howell, delight and incredulity struggling for the mastery in both tones
-and countenance. "But it does seem strange that you that's been injured
-should be the one to do us a good turn. I can't think why you should!"
-And she looked searchingly into the flushed face opposite her, as if she
-would find the motive written upon it.
-
-Monica was sorely tempted to make just a mere commonplace reply, but she
-summoned up all the courage she could, and gave Mrs. Howell the real
-reason, realising that this was an opportunity afforded her of
-witnessing to her new Master.
-
-"I don't know whether you know Him, dear Mrs. Howell," she said, a
-trifle nervously, but with intense earnestness, "but while I was away I
-accepted the Lord Jesus Christ as my Saviour, and He has forgiven me so
-much, that I can't help forgiving everybody else. And I think He told
-me to show Lily how I feel, by trying to do this. Oh, I do hope Miss
-Buckingham will make it right! I almost think she will."
-
-"Oh, my dear, my dear!" said Mrs. Howell, tremulously, in her eagerness
-clutching hold of Monica's hands; "you've found some One I've been
-wanting for years! My heart's just breaking for want of peace."
-
-And in very simple fashion, for it was all such new and unaccustomed
-work to her, Monica tried to feed this hungry, longing soul with the
-Bread of Life. She felt so helpless, but trusting to the Holy Spirit's
-guidance, she repeated a great deal of the sermon which she would never
-forget; and Mrs. Howell seemed to literally drink it all in.
-
-"God bless you, my dear," she murmured, as Monica at length rose in
-haste, having discovered that the time arranged for her to meet the
-carriage was already past--"God bless and reward you for all you've
-done. I've been a sinful woman, all my life, but please God this shall
-be the beginning of better things."
-
-Monica hurried down the hill, a song of thanksgiving in her heart, and a
-happy smile flickering about her lips. How delightful this new life
-was! Not for anything would she go back now to the careless, thoughtless
-days of the past, when she had given others such endless trouble, and
-been so discontented and miserable herself. She felt as if she loved
-everybody, that beautiful September day, and as if it would be
-impossible ever to displease any one again.
-
-But, alas! a rude stare, without a trace of recognition in it, from the
-object of her solicitude, with whom she came suddenly face to face as
-she turned a corner, and upon whom she bestowed a radiant smile, and
-cordial "How do you do, Lily?" sent her on the rest of her way with a
-small cloud in her hitherto cloudless sky, and a nasty little feeling of
-wounded pride endeavoured to make itself felt. However, she consoled
-herself with the thought that Lily would soon have cause to think
-differently of her, and hastened to the place where she had promised to
-wait for the carriage.
-
-But, unfortunately, it was just the other way round! The carriage, with
-Mrs. Beauchamp in it, had been waiting some time for Monica, and her
-grandmother greeted her with words of displeasure.
-
-"I am very much annoyed, Monica; you are fifteen or twenty minutes
-behind time," she said severely. "Richards has been driving up and
-down, up and down, all that time, lest the horses should take cold; they
-were so very warm. It was very thoughtless indeed of you, to keep me
-waiting like this."
-
-"I am very sorry, grannie," was all Monica said, as she seated herself
-beside her grandmother in the landau; and it spoke volumes for her that
-her voice was gentle, and her look penitent. Monica of old would not
-have answered thus, and Mrs. Beauchamp knew it, and thoroughly
-appreciated the change, although she said nothing. Indeed, silence
-reigned during the drive, and it was not until they were in the
-drawing-room after dinner that Mrs. Beauchamp enquired the result of
-Monica's visit.
-
-"You might as well write to Miss Buckingham this evening, if you are
-still anxious to do so," she said, when she had heard what Mrs. Howell
-said; "there is no time to spare, as the letter will have to be
-forwarded to wherever she is spending her holidays."
-
-And Monica gladly fetched her writing-case, and began to write what
-proved to be a very difficult epistle. Her pen had to be nibbled
-thoughtfully many times before the letter was accomplished, and then the
-result was not all that the writer could wish. She was rather afraid
-that Mrs. Beauchamp would ask to see it before it went; but,
-fortunately, just as Monica had signed her name, in school-girl
-calligraphy, at the end of perhaps the most tidy letter she had ever
-written, the old lady roused up from the little doze in which she had
-been indulging, and bade Monica hasten, or she would lose the post.
-
-"I have just finished, grannie," and as Monica laid down her pen,
-Harriet came to say that Richards was waiting for the letters.
-
-"Have you any to send to-night, grannie? No? Then there is only this
-one, Harriet," and Monica breathed a sigh of relief as she shut up her
-writing-case and prepared to read to her grandmother.
-
-Not the most agreeable of tasks was this; for Mrs. Beauchamp considered
-that it was "improving" for her granddaughter to read aloud for at least
-half an hour every evening. Monica was not a very fluent reader, so
-that she was continually being pulled up for leaving out commas, or for
-emphasising quite the wrong word. The interruptions would have been
-very trying if the book had been even the least bit interesting, but as
-it really seemed to have been chosen for its dryness and dullness,
-Monica did not mind. However, she tried her hardest, nowadays, to read
-carefully, and with a fair amount of expression, and she was far less
-often interrupted than she used to be. She did want to be what Marcus
-Drury called a "whatsoever" Christian.
-
-"You really begin to read quite nicely, Monica," her grandmother said
-approvingly, as she finished a chapter, and was told that would do for
-that evening. "Your father would be greatly pleased with the
-improvement there has been in you lately."
-
-Tears of joy sprang to Monica's eyes, as she put the book away, and then
-stooped and gave the old lady a "good-night" kiss.
-
-"What has made the difference in you, Monica?"
-
-And for the second time that day the young girl answered radiantly, but
-humbly, "The Lord Jesus Christ."
-
-"Little Elsa said that was what it was," muttered Mrs. Beauchamp under
-her breath, as she toyed nervously with her eye-glasses. "Well, child,
-keep it up, it answers very well," she added, in a louder tone.
-
-"It would be no use for me to try to keep myself, grannie dear," was the
-stammering reply, "for I should do something wrong directly, but when I
-let Jesus hold me tight, then it is all right."
-
-Mrs. Beauchamp made no answer, and, after waiting a moment or two,
-Monica slipped off, fearful lest she had offended her grandmother.
-
-But the old lady sat thinking deeply for a long, long time--thinking of
-the past when she was a girl of Monica's age, and with as headstrong a
-nature as hers--thinking of her married life, when her whole time and
-thought had been given to the things of this world--thinking of the
-unrestful, unsatisfying present, and of the dark, dark future stretching
-out beyond.
-
-"Little Elsa told me, once, that she prayed God every day to bless me,"
-she murmured, while a tear trickled slowly down her cheek. "God bless
-the child ... and me, too!"
-
-A week elapsed before any reply came to Monica's letter, and she began
-to be afraid that Miss Buckingham would not make known her decision
-before it was too late, for the school reopened in another few days.
-However, one morning, the long-looked-for letter arrived, and the girl's
-heart was overjoyed when she found that her request had been granted,
-and that Lily Howell would be allowed to re-attend the school if she
-wrote an apology for her past conduct, and sent it to the head-mistress
-without delay. Miss Buckingham added that it had been a matter of
-regret with her, that one of her scholars should have had to leave the
-school under such circumstances, so that if Lily were really penitent,
-the past should be overlooked; more especially as the girl she had
-endeavoured to injure had taken upon herself the task of interceding for
-her.
-
-"I wish she hadn't put that last bit in," mused Monica, "because that
-will very likely offend Lily more than ever, because she will hate to
-think she owes anything to me. However, I can't help that; I have done
-what seemed right, and I must just leave the result, and I am dreadfully
-afraid she won't apologise. Well, I'll do as grannie suggests--just
-send Miss Buckingham's letter to Mrs. Howell, and then wait to see what
-happens."
-
-A little note, badly expressed and ill-spelt, but breathing gratitude in
-every line, from Mrs. Howell, was all that Monica received, and in it
-there was only a hope expressed that Lily would send the apology, but no
-certainty. So she had to be patient, and wait a little longer.
-
-Meanwhile, she kept the matter quite secret, not even breathing a word
-of it to Olive, for she thought, and very wisely, that if the whole
-affair fell through, it would be much better for no one to have known
-anything of it. But Monica was not very clever at keeping a secret, and
-if she had seen much of the Franklyns the probability is, that in a
-moment of forgetfulness she would have divulged it. However, the girls
-met but seldom during the days that elapsed between Mrs. Franklyn's
-funeral and the school reopening.
-
-Once, when Monica was in Osmington, she ran up against Amethyst Drury,
-and, as they were talking, Mr. Howell's motor car passed them, reminding
-the younger girl of his daughter.
-
-"I saw Lily the other day, Monica, and she wouldn't look at me. She
-walked by just as proud as Lucifer. The idea! As if we were all to
-blame, and she was innocent! I'm awfully glad she won't be at school
-any more."
-
-"I daresay we should feel pretty much as she does, Thistle, if we were
-in her place," was Monica's reply; "she can't enjoy herself much."
-
-"Quite as much as she deserves," said Amethyst, with decision; "horrid
-cheat!"
-
-"Oh, Thistle!" Monica's tone was reproachful.
-
-"Well, I ought not to have said that, I know," said Amethyst penitently,
-"but I _don't_ like her; do you, Monica?"
-
-"I am afraid I can't say I really like her," Monica confessed honestly;
-"but still she may be sorry inside, you know, and, perhaps, if we had
-been kinder to her at first, she would have been nicer to us now. I mean
-she would feel that we did not think the very worst of her," added
-Monica, a trifle lamely. She knew what she meant herself, but had
-difficulty in expressing it.
-
-"I am afraid the worst is about right," was Amethyst's sententious
-answer, as they parted. And Monica could not help wondering just _what_
-the girls, as a whole, would say, if Lily should reappear at the High
-School again.
-
-
-
-
- *CHAPTER XXI.*
-
- *"I GUESS I'LL JUST WATCH *_*YOU*_* A BIT."*
-
-
-"Monica!"
-
-"Yes, grannie?"
-
-"I want to talk to you for a few minutes."
-
-And Monica, without so much as a frown, although she had just reached a
-most interesting part of her story, laid her book down, and prepared to
-give all her attention to her grandmother. She had no idea that Mrs.
-Beauchamp was covertly watching her, as she frequently did, to see
-whether she would exhibit any irritation or temper at the interruption;
-but if she had been aware of it, she could not have smiled more
-brightly, or been more ready to give up her own wishes to please her
-grandmother. Truly the Monica Beauchamp of the present was a totally
-different being from the one of bygone days.
-
-The old lady noted her expression with an approving smile, and could not
-help acknowledging to herself that this grandchild of hers was fast
-becoming very dear to her, and well deserved the pleasure that was in
-store for her.
-
-"I wanted to have a little talk about your birthday, Monica; it will
-soon be here now."
-
-"Yes, grannie," replied the girl, with sparkling eyes. "Next Tuesday,
-the 27th."
-
-"And you will be sixteen. Dear me, how time flies, to be sure! I well
-remember the day your dear father was the same age," Mrs. Beauchamp said
-musingly, and her thoughts went back to past days for a few moments.
-But they soon returned to the present, and she went on: "I wonder what
-you would choose if I said you might have what you liked for a birthday
-present, Monica?" And she smiled into the eager, upturned face.
-
-"Oh, grannie, I don't know, I'm sure, _what_ I should choose; there are
-so many nice things!" And Monica turned over in her mind various things
-she had been wishing she possessed. Most people would have thought that
-she already had everything that she could possibly want, but even the
-best supplied of mortals can always do with "more." A nice
-writing-case, some books, a new brooch--any or all of these would be
-nice, and Monica was about to mention them, when a sudden thought
-flashed through her brain; here was the very opportunity she had been
-wanting! If only Mrs. Beauchamp would give her money this birthday to
-spend as she liked!
-
-"Well, Monica, how long are you going to be choosing? Remember, I did
-not say I would give you what you chose!"
-
-"Oh, grannie dear, I do hope you will!" coaxed Monica, in persuasive
-tones. "I would rather have it than anything else."
-
-"Well, what is it? Perhaps if it is anything in reason, you might have
-it, but I warn you not to ask for a bicycle." Mrs. Beauchamp looked
-quite stern, as if the mere mention of the article brought the past
-vividly before her, but there was a suspicious twinkle in her eyes,
-which Monica did not notice.
-
-"No, grannie, I will never ask you for _that_," was Monica's subdued
-reply, although her active young limbs literally ached sometimes, when
-she saw other girls jumping on their bicycles and spinning off along the
-country roads. But she had long since given up expecting ever to do the
-same, for she knew how her grandmother objected to women cyclists. "But
-I do wish you would give me money instead of any other present, this
-year, grannie, because I want some very particularly."
-
-"What for?" asked the old lady curiously. "Surely you haven't exceeded
-your pocket-money, and got into debt like boys do; have you, Monica?"
-
-"Oh! dear, no, grannie," and Monica's laugh rang merrily out, "it isn't
-anything of that kind! But if I tell you what I want it for, you won't
-say 'no,' will you, grannie dear? It's nothing wrong." And the clear
-grey eyes sought the old lady's earnestly.
-
-"Very well; now, tell me."
-
-"Oh, you are a dear grannie!" said Monica enthusiastically. "I'll tell
-you all about it. You know when we girls all went to the missionary
-meeting at Sandyshore, Miss Daverel, the lady who spoke, said there were
-lots of ways girls could help; and we four made up our minds to see what
-we could do." Monica paused, and looked a trifle diffidently at Mrs.
-Beauchamp; she was not quite sure what sort of reception her words would
-get, for, as far as she knew, her grandmother had no more interest in
-foreign missions than old Richards, the coachman, had.
-
-But the old lady nodded, and seemed in no wise annoyed, so Monica took
-courage, and proceeded with her story. "We want to have a sort of
-working-party, just amongst us girls, with perhaps Mrs. Drury and Miss
-Franklyn to help, and make all sorts of things to send out to China, for
-the poor little girls and the women who are so sad and unhappy, Miss
-Daverel says. She has promised to send us patterns and directions, and
-we want to begin very soon; but you see, grannie, we must have some
-money to buy dolls and print, and wool, and all sorts of things with.
-And I _thought_, grannie dear, if you would give me money instead of
-anything else, it would help us start, at any rate."
-
-"H'm." Mrs. Beauchamp said nothing in favour of the proposal, but then
-she did not say anything against it, which was fairly encouraging.
-Monica tried to read her thoughts by scanning the face which was
-slightly turned away from her, but could make nothing of it. "Why
-should this undertaking be started with your money, Monica? Surely it
-is as much the others' affair as yours?"
-
-"Oh, yes, we all want to do it; but you see, grannie, none of the others
-have much to spend, and I---- Oh, I do want to give something that I
-shall miss, if it is only a little!" And Monica's girlish face glowed
-with enthusiasm.
-
-"Well, I had intended giving you something that I believe you would have
-liked very much, Monica; but if you would really rather have money to
-spend as you propose, you may count upon having a five-pound note on
-your birthday instead. I was going to give you a bicycle."
-
-"Oh, grannie!" Amazement, consternation, hesitation, these, and
-countless other emotions played upon the young girl's heart. First,
-utter astonishment that her grandmother should ever have dreamt of
-revoking her decision about cycling; then a great desire for the
-long-coveted, and now possible machine took possession of her, and
-something within her said: "Here is the chance, at last, that you have
-been longing for. It is a pity you mentioned 'sacrifice,' but still, it
-does not matter, you have your choice, and your grandmother feels sure
-you will choose the bicycle, that is why she urges you to consider."
-Oh, how subtle was the temptation! Only those similarly constituted can
-imagine what a battle was being fought in Monica's heart. The
-bicycle--or the five-pound note: an endless amount of pleasure for
-herself--or the means to provide joy for others. How hard it was!
-Monica felt that no other choice that she might ever be called upon to
-make could possibly equal this; for it was just the one thing she did
-want, and yet----
-
-"Don't decide hastily, Monica," said her grandmother, seeing that she
-hesitated; "think it well over, and tell me to-morrow which you have
-chosen."
-
-Monica was glad that it was nearly bedtime, for she longed to get away
-to her own room and think. Once there, she determined to fight the
-matter out, and a very sharp battle it proved, this first real denial of
-self. For some time, it seemed as if she _must_ choose the bicycle, and
-satisfy her conscience by scraping together all the pocket-money she
-could muster (only a few shillings) and giving that to the missionary
-cause. She had not promised the girls a large amount, they knew nothing
-of the offer of the five pounds, and never need know. Her grandmother
-quite expected her to choose the bicycle, yes--she would decide upon
-that, and perhaps her father or some one else would give her a present
-of money, and if so, that should be added to the sum in her purse, and
-would provide quite a nice start for the working-party.
-
-Monica began to feel quite self-sacrificing, and having, as she thought,
-made a final decision, she proceeded to prepare for bed, her mind full
-of the joy and pleasure that the possession of (and permission to use) a
-bicycle of her own would afford.
-
-Her thoughts were still running in the same direction when she opened
-her little Bible and began to read a few verses, as she had done lately.
-She did not read according to any plan, she had never heard of such a
-thing as a Union for Bible Reading, so that she was just reading
-straight on through the gospels, and finding out many wonderful truths.
-She had read as far as Matt. xvi. 20 last time, and the little ribbon
-marker was laid between the pages. Her brain was still very full of the
-bicycle, and soon she found that she had read some few verses without
-having taken in the sense of them at all! So with an effort she sought
-to fix her wandering thoughts on the printed page, and as she did so,
-the words of the next verse seemed to stand out from it as if the
-letters were made of fire; at any rate they burnt right into her very
-soul.
-
-"Then said Jesus unto His disciples, If any man will come after Me, let
-him deny himself."
-
-Oh, how that one short sentence, straight from the lips of the Saviour,
-accused Monica! How guilty she felt! How small must be her love for
-Him, if she could, even for one short hour, think more of her own
-personal pleasure and gratification, than the needs of great, dark,
-heathen China! She fell on her knees beside the pretty white bed, and
-burying her face in her hands, she sobbed out her sorrow and humiliation
-into the ear of Him who never fails to hear His children's cry for
-pardon. And as she prayed, a deep, sweet peace filled her heart, and she
-knew that she was forgiven. Thus Monica Beauchamp was enabled to
-triumph over self, and the first real sacrifice she had been called upon
-to make, since becoming a Christian, was willingly, nay, gladly made.
-
-The next day, Mrs. Beauchamp, not without some misgiving (for she did
-not want Monica to fall short of her expectations, though she would
-hardly confess so much, even to herself), asked for her decision.
-
-"I would like the five pounds best, please, grannie dear," was the
-bright reply, while a little flush rose to the young girl's face.
-
-The old lady's heart thrilled with pleasure, but she evinced no sign of
-it.
-
-"Very well, Monica," was all she said; and if her granddaughter had
-expected to be asked for her reasons, she would have been disappointed;
-but Monica was glad that no more was said. The experience of the night
-before was too real, too solemn, for her to talk it over, and she was
-too honest to have given any but her real reason.
-
-With a glad heart, and a bright song often upon her lips, she prepared
-for school next day, and Mrs. Beauchamp, catching snatches of the
-refrain every now and then, marvelled at the total change that had taken
-place in her grandchild. "It is simply wonderful," she murmured,
-"wonderful! She used to be _such_ an anxiety, and now she is just the
-reverse. I am glad for Conrad's sake; he will find a treasure when he
-returns, if this condition of things lasts." And the old lady sighed a
-wee bit doubtfully; but then she had no experimental knowledge of the
-Saviour who is "able to keep from falling," as well as "able to save."
-
-The little governess cart was brought round from the stables punctually
-at nine o'clock the next morning, and Monica jumped into it, closely
-followed by Jack.
-
-"No, no, poor Jack, you can't go with me to-day," she said, as she tried
-in vain to get him out of the trap; "I'm going to school, my doggie, and
-you can't go there."
-
-Tom, the little stable-boy, who had been holding Caesar's head, and
-grinning with delight at Jack's persistence, volunteered to carry him
-back and fasten him up in the yard.
-
-"Poor old fellow," said his mistress, as Richards gathered up the reins,
-and the pony trotted briskly down the drive, for Jack's whines and
-short, yapping barks of disappointment could be heard for some distance.
-
-"Pony's a bit fresh this morning, miss," remarked the old coachman, who
-had all his work cut out to hold him in, for the road to Osmington was a
-downhill one. "Steady there, steady," he said, as Caesar tossed his
-dark-brown mane, resentful of some little flicks of the whip.
-
-"A nasty-tempered h'animal 'e is sometimes; look how he bit your 'and,
-miss."
-
-"Oh, that was all my own fault, Richards," replied Monica; "I deserved
-that."
-
-"Well, he didn't ought to have snapped out at you like that," continued
-the old man. "Belle and Beauty wouldn't have done such a thing, never,"
-and he shook his grey head decisively, for "the pair" constituted the
-joy and pride of his heart, and he had never forgiven the introduction
-of the pony.
-
-"They are always so quiet and gentle," agreed Monica, and the old
-coachman, having subdued Caesar into going at a steady trot, rambled on
-about the merits of "the pair" until the short drive was over.
-
-"I do _wonder_ if Lily Howell will turn up," thought Monica to herself,
-as she entered the school door, greeting one and another as she passed
-them on her way to the cloak-room. There she found Amethyst Drury, who
-informed her that several of the girls had been moved up, but the
-quartette was still intact.
-
-"And oh, Monica," she added, in an excited whisper, "Lily Howell must
-have come back! There is that pink and green hat of hers; no other girl
-would have one exactly like it, would she?"
-
-Monica, glancing at the pegs, and seeing what was unmistakably one of
-Lily's well-known, gaudy hats, was not as astonished or disconcerted as
-Amethyst could have wished.
-
-"I think there is no doubt about it, Thistle," she said quietly. "I
-shall be glad to find Lily has come back."
-
-"Whatever for?" enquired the younger girl, in a puzzled tone. Monica
-had been incomprehensible to her lately.
-
-But Monica was entering the hall by the swing-door, and only smiled her
-answer, for talking was forbidden. With one swift glance she saw that
-Lily, looking certainly less defiant than usual, was in her old place,
-and with a glad feeling in her heart, Monica slipped into her usual
-position at Olive's side, persistently ignoring the telegraphic messages
-that Olive's dark eyes were continually dispatching, until the
-head-mistress's bell announced the commencement of prayers.
-
-Every one of the girls was more or less excited that first morning at
-school after the long holidays, but the air of the Fourth Form seemed
-charged with electricity. No one, except Monica and Lily, knew how it
-had come about that the latter was again amongst them; and even those
-two were wondering just what would happen, when Miss Buckingham appeared
-in the doorway.
-
-"Good morning, girls. I am glad to meet you all once again," she said
-in the energetic, crisp fashion peculiar to her. "I hope you have all
-thoroughly enjoyed your holidays, and have now come back prepared to
-work hard. Some of you may be surprised to see one of your number here
-again, after what occurred last term; but when I tell you that she has
-apologised, and I have entirely consented to overlook what took place
-then, I am sure I may depend upon you, one and all, to do your share in
-helping to blot out the memory of the past, and by your kindness and
-consideration, strive to emulate the Spirit of Him who said: 'Whatsoever
-ye would that men should do to you, do ye even so to them.' I am not
-afraid that this unaccustomed leniency will be taken a mean advantage
-of, or I should warn you not to count upon a repetition of it. Instead
-of that, I advise you, one and all, to throw all your energies into this
-term's work, particularly those among you who will be candidates for the
-Junior Cambridge Examination at its close, and I shall look forward to
-seeing the majority of your names in the 'Honours' List."
-
-The excitement caused by Miss Buckingham's words soon subsided, and
-beyond being the object of a good deal of staring, Lily Howell was not
-interfered with; and as the morning wore on, she began to feel less
-uncomfortable. It had been a hard tussle to get her to write the
-apology, and, but for her father threatening to send her to live
-indefinitely, with her strict aunt if she did not, she would have
-absolutely refused. But now that it was over, and the head-mistress had
-spoken so kindly, as even Lily could not help feeling, the girl began to
-see how despicable her conduct had been, and she was seized with a
-sudden desire to prove to the whole form that she could be as nice a
-girl as any of them, if she liked.
-
-Fortunately, Maggie Masters, her former ally, was no longer at school,
-having left the neighbourhood, so that Lily had every opportunity of
-making a fresh start, and she took advantage of it. As the days passed,
-the change in her was very noticeable--even those who had always felt an
-aversion for her could no longer find any complaint to make; she was
-painstaking and persevering, and being by no means wanting in ability,
-she bade fair to rival the most clever in the class. But she kept aloof
-from the girls; she felt, instinctively, that in spite of Miss
-Buckingham's expressed wish, they were not willing to let bygones be
-bygones. They did not twit her, or indeed make any allusion to the
-past, but they simply let her alone.
-
-All but Monica Beauchamp and Elsa Franklyn, who from the very first day
-of the term had tried their best to be friendly. But she repulsed them,
-feeling convinced that they were only patronising her; it was an
-impossibility for a nature like Lily Howell's to realise that both those
-girls were actuated by the same principle, that of "loving one another."
-
-"I can't think what you did it for," she remarked to Monica, referring
-to the letter of intercession the latter had written on her behalf,
-"unless it was to make Miss Buckingham think a lot of you. Weren't you
-mad when she never even mentioned your name?" And the girl looked
-curiously at Monica, who was a complete enigma to her.
-
-"Oh, Lily! I never once thought of such a thing," she replied, in a
-pained tone.
-
-"Well, what _was_ it for, then?" persisted Lily.
-
-"I don't think you would understand if I told you," was the reply.
-
-"Why not, pray? Ma said it was because you had turned religious lately.
-Is that why?" And Lily's light blue eyes scanned the other's face
-inquisitively.
-
-"I have not turned 'religious' as you call it, Lily," said Monica
-gently, although a flush rose to her cheek; "I have only given myself to
-Jesus Christ, and I am trying to follow Him. I _do_ wish you would,
-too, Lily," she added earnestly.
-
-"My gracious goodness!" ejaculated Lily, inelegantly, for she was
-completely taken aback. "I guess I'll just watch _you_ a bit, and see
-the effect before I go in for it."
-
-Monica had to bite her lip hard to keep back the tears that would spring
-to her eyes, for she was tremendously in earnest, and Lily's mocking
-words jarred cruelly. "I am afraid you will see more failures than
-anything else," she said, in a low tone; "but you must not judge of
-Jesus Christ by me. He is the One to copy, He never fails or makes
-mistakes."
-
-"Pa always says Christian people are far more often 'libels' than
-'Bibles,' and that's why he doesn't believe in them," said Lily, to
-herself, as Monica and she separated; "but if I'm not mistaken, Miss
-Monica will prove an exception to that rule. All I know is, _I_ wouldn't
-have done for _her_, what she did for _me_! So there must be something
-in it!"
-
-
-
-
- *CHAPTER XXII.*
-
- *"I CANNOT SPARE YOU, MONICA."*
-
-
-Tuesday, September 27th, dawned bright and fair, as all birthdays
-should, and Monica, girl-like, was full of curiosity as to what presents
-she would have, beyond the one already promised.
-
-Several inviting-looking packages were laid beside her plate on the
-breakfast table, and also some letters. Monica made a dash at them,
-hoping, not without a good deal of misgiving, that there would be one
-from her father.
-
-"There is!" she exclaimed aloud, in her delight, just as Mrs. Beauchamp
-entered the dining-room, and greeted her with the old-time wish of "many
-happy returns," and bestowed upon her one of her rare kisses.
-
-"What is there?" she queried, as she slipped a sealed envelope among the
-other presents, and took her seat at the head of the table.
-
-"Why, actually a letter from dad, grannie, come on the very day," she
-explained, in glee, as she held it up. "And here is one from Miss
-Herschel, too, but she does not know when my birthday is, so that has
-only come by chance. Isn't that odd?"
-
-"Very," agreed Mrs. Beauchamp, as she began to pour out the coffee.
-"Now eat your breakfast, and then you can look at your packages."
-
-Either Monica's usually keen appetite was very small, or her digestion
-very good, on that particular morning, for in a very few minutes she
-expressed herself as "quite finished," and then began undoing strings
-and paper with eager fingers.
-
-A dear little pocket Bible "with love from Amethyst and her mother"; a
-crudely drawn, but wonderfully life-like portrait of Jack, nicely
-framed, from Olive; a beautifully-worked nightdress-case from Elsa: both
-inexpensive gifts, for the twins had very little pocket-money. Then
-there was a very handsome collar for Jack, the united gift of the
-servants.
-
-"I can't think who this is from," said Monica, taking up the last parcel
-and hastily cutting the string. "Oh, grannie, do look!" she cried,
-holding up a plain leather frame containing the photograph of Robina
-Herschel and her brother, taken together. In the frame was slipped a
-scrap of paper, bearing the words: "In memory of happy days at
-Sandyshore."
-
-"Oh, I _am_ glad to have that!" said Monica, as she gazed upon the
-pictured features of the two she admired so much, the fair, fragile girl
-presenting such a contrast to her firm, resolute brother. "I suppose it
-is in return for the snapshot which Marcus took, that I gave them. But
-how could they--I mean who could have told them when my birthday was?"
-
-"Probably the letter will explain," suggested Mrs. Beauchamp, who was
-not quite sure that she approved of a _double_ photograph. But a hasty
-glance at Monica's innocent face disarmed all suspicion.
-
-It soon transpired that Elsa had been the little bird who had been only
-too ready to tell Miss Herschel when Monica's birthday was; and thus the
-mystery was quickly cleared up. Robina only wrote a short letter, as
-they were all very busy getting her brother's things ready for his
-voyage to Africa. He was to be dismissed, among other missionaries, at
-a public meeting in London in the course of a few days, and would start
-for the Soudan almost immediately after. "He sends you his best wishes,
-not only for your birthday, but for always," the letter concluded, "and
-says that you will find his good-bye message in Colossians i. 9, 10. We
-shall miss him terribly, mother and I, but we are quite, quite willing.
-Perhaps Mrs. Beauchamp would spare you to pay us a little visit after
-Christmas, while your holidays were on. Tell her, mother says we would
-take the greatest care of you!"
-
-Monica read the last two sentences aloud, before she folded up the
-letter and put it in its envelope.
-
-"It would be nice, grannie, wouldn't it? I hardly remember going away
-on a visit to any one."
-
-"We must see," remarked Mrs. Beauchamp, in not very gushing tones.
-Strangely enough, the mere thought of parting with this granddaughter of
-hers, even for a week or two, filled her with dismay; she had grown to
-be dependent upon her for company, and the bright, cheery, girlish
-presence would be sadly missed at Carson Rise now.
-
-And yet, Monica must go out into the world, and make friends and see
-many phases of life, of which she was utterly ignorant now. So she
-stifled a sigh, and added: "It is very kind of Mrs. Herschel to invite
-you, and it would make a nice little change for you, during the winter."
-
-Monica, whose face had fallen somewhat at her grandmother's first
-remark, brightened up visibly. She _would_ so like to go and stay with
-the Herschels, and she had been afraid Mrs. Beauchamp meant to refuse
-her consent, but now the prospect looked more hopeful.
-
-"Two more letters and then I've done," she said gaily, opening the
-envelope bearing the old lady's handwriting first. Inside it was a
-crisp, new five-pound note, wrapped in a half-sheet of notepaper.
-
-"Oh, thank you so much, grannie dear!" she said, as she fingered the
-rustling bit of paper which meant so much for the cause she had at
-heart: her imagination already pictured all sorts of nice things for
-China which that sum would procure.
-
-"Are you not sorry now that you did not choose the bicycle?" said her
-grandmother drily.
-
-"No, grannie, indeed I am not," was the bright response, for down in
-Monica's young heart was a deep sense of satisfaction that that battle
-with self had been fought and won the week before; for however much
-common sense may say to the contrary, the Bible axiom that "it is more
-blessed to give than to receive" still holds good.
-
-"Now for dad's letter." With a hasty glance at the clock, which told
-her she had only a few minutes to spare, Monica tore open the thin
-envelope, and with eager fingers unfolded the closely written sheet. For
-a few seconds no words were spoken, and then she lifted her face, which
-was full of excitement and bubbling over with joy.
-
-"Oh, grannie, he's coming home!" she cried; "something quite unexpected
-has changed all his plans, and instead of the regiment staying out in
-Simla, it's been ordered home, and when he gets to England, dad's going
-to retire. Oh, isn't it lovely! Just fancy, grannie, he won't go away
-from home any more, and he says he will then be able to look after his
-troublesome child himself, and relieve you of all responsibility.
-Naughty dad!" she added, while a little thrill of pleasure ran through
-her at the remembrance of the long letter sent from Sandyshore, which
-would only just be arriving at Simla then. "I don't think I'm quite so
-much trouble now, am I, grannie? And I am sure you would miss me just a
-little bit, wouldn't you?"
-
-She looked up roguishly, and was amazed to see her grandmother's eyes
-were looking suspiciously wet.
-
-"I cannot spare you, Monica, I could not give you up now," she said
-tremulously; "your father must make his home here, as long as I live."
-
-A sudden impulse prompted Monica to slip out of her place, and give her
-grandmother a caress, and a moment later they were locked in each
-other's arms: the first embrace the girl had ever received from the
-undemonstrative old lady. But it was only the forerunner of many more;
-the possibility of losing her grandchild had shown Mrs. Beauchamp how
-intensely she loved her, and the proud reserve of her nature tottered
-and fell before the flood of love which came rushing in.
-
-"When does he speak of coming, Monica?" she asked, as she wiped her
-eyes, and felt if her dainty lace cap was on straight, while Monica
-returned to her letter.
-
-"He doesn't quite know yet, grannie dear," she replied, glancing it
-quickly through, "but it might be in time for him to spend Christmas
-with us. Oh, isn't it almost too splendid, to think of seeing my
-darling dad quite two years sooner than I had ever dreamt, and then, not
-just for a little while, but for always!"
-
-And Monica, gathering up all her packages, rushed upstairs to get ready
-for school in a perfect maze of delight.
-
-She was already behind time, so that she could only put all her letters
-and presents into a half-empty drawer, to be admired more fully upon her
-return. But she just managed to look out Leslie Herschel's text, and
-some of the words, which she never remembered having seen before,
-fastened themselves upon her memory.
-
-"We ... do not cease to pray for you, and desire that ye might be filled
-with the knowledge of His will ... that ye might walk worthy of the Lord
-unto all pleasing."
-
-"What a beautiful 'Good-bye' message," she murmured, as she closed her
-Bible, and began putting on her hat and coat. "I am sorry to think
-perhaps I shall never see him again, but I will try to become what he
-would wish, in case we should ever come across each other in years to
-come. Dear old dad would like the Herschels, I am sure."
-
-The Franklyns and Amethyst were quite excited at Monica's news which she
-told them during recreation, until Olive remembered that Colonel
-Beauchamp's return to England _might_ mean Monica leaving the
-neighbourhood and school, too; but she soon reassured them, feeling
-convinced that her father would fall in with her grandmother's wishes.
-Then she began talking about their work for China, and told them of the
-five pounds which Mrs. Beauchamp had given her, and which was to be
-spent on materials. She did not think it necessary to mention that it
-was in lieu of any other present, and, curiously enough, it did not
-occur to the girls to ask what her grandmother's real birthday gift to
-her, personally, had been.
-
-"We must have a committee meeting," said Olive importantly. She had
-made up her mind to enter heart and soul into the project, but her
-reason for doing so was very different from the others; she thought,
-poor child, that by working hard she would be able to drown the voice of
-conscience, which never rested, and was always accusing her. "I suppose
-we four will be the committee."
-
-"Yes, if you like," Monica agreed, laughingly; all this was new ground
-to her. "Where shall we meet?"
-
-"Mother says we can have my old playroom to use just as we like," piped
-Amethyst, "and we can have the working parties there, too."
-
-"Lovely! Splendid! Just the place."
-
-These, and other similar explanations greeted the proposal, which was
-unanimously accepted, and arrangements were quickly made for a committee
-on the following Saturday afternoon, to be followed by an expedition
-into the town to buy sufficient things to start the work with. Miss
-Daverel's instructions were expected to arrive at any time, Monica
-having written to her some days previously.
-
-The bell rang before they had finished planning everything; but enough
-had been arranged for the time being, and the quartette went into school
-with very light hearts, and the lessons went well that day. Indeed, Miss
-Churchill had a model class that term, the greater number of her pupils
-being intent on doing both their teacher and themselves credit. Her only
-regret was that the girls would probably all do so well in the
-examinations that there would be a wholesale removal, and she would lose
-them all next term! Of Monica she had grown particularly fond. The
-story of her intercession on Lily Howell's behalf had, of course, become
-known to the teachers, though it had not been allowed to reach the ears
-of the girls, and Mary Churchill admired the spirit which had prompted
-such an action. There was a subtle change in Monica Beauchamp, too, an
-indefinable something which was rounding off the sharp corners of her
-disposition, and the teacher could not think what it was. Good and
-upright as Mary Churchill was, she was, as yet, a stranger to Him Who
-can make all the crooked places in the lives of His children straight,
-and the rough places smooth, or she would have recognised His handiwork.
-
-However, she looked on and wondered, as day succeeded day, and the
-alteration not only lasted, but actually became intensified. Not that
-Monica became the least bit "goody-goody," even Olive could never say
-she was that; she was just as bright and laughter-loving as ever, and
-fond of every kind of fun that did no one any harm. But her companions
-soon found that it was useless to get her to join in a joke, or laugh,
-carried out at some one else's expense, and nothing would persuade her
-to do behind a teacher's back what she would not do before her face!
-
-Lily Howell, watching keenly, noted all these things, and being a
-quick-witted girl drew her own conclusions. Monica had not proved to be
-a "libel," and she felt constrained to admire the girl whom she used
-almost to hate.
-
-Sometimes the remembrance that Lily was judging Christianity by its
-effect upon her daily life prevented Monica from doing, or saying
-something, in a moment's thoughtlessness, that would have brought
-discredit on her Master's cause. But far more often it was the
-realisation of His presence, unseen, but very real, which kept her from
-doing that which would grieve Him, for she had taken as her motto Leslie
-Herschel's text, "Walk worthy of the Lord, unto all pleasing."
-
-Elsa Franklyn, who had been learning very hard lessons lately in the
-school of sorrow, was a great help to Monica. Indeed, when things went
-wrong Monica got into the way of telling Elsa all about it, and the
-quiet, gentle girl, who was so diffident of any attempt at advising the
-elder one, yet seemed, somehow, to straighten out the tangles in a
-wonderful way.
-
-Olive, whose unrest made her captious and pettish at times, was
-sometimes inclined to be jealous of her twin-sister, and angry with
-Monica for "taking up" with Elsa, instead of being content with her
-alone, as used to be the case. But when she expostulated with Monica,
-as she did occasionally, the answer she invariably received, was, "I am
-just as fond of you as ever, Ollie, you know that quite well; but you
-see Elsa _understands_, and you don't _yet_; that's why I must have a
-talk with her sometimes."
-
-And Olive, angry with herself for falling short of her friend's
-expectations, but not willing to take the same step as Monica and Elsa
-had done, felt that the explanation was even worse than the offence!
-
-
-
-
- *CHAPTER XXIII.*
-
- *"IT'S ALL SURPRISES, NOWADAYS!"*
-
-
-"Now, let's get to business."
-
-And the quartette, _alias_ the "China Committee," as Amethyst had
-playfully nicknamed them, gathered round the large table in the vicarage
-playroom and began to consider ways and means.
-
-"I've got a box full of patterns, and a long letter from Miss Daverel,"
-began Monica, who had been elected president by virtue of her munificent
-gift towards the Expenses Fund, and who in consequence, occupied the
-"chair" at the head of the table. "Let us look at each thing, and I'll
-read to you how it's made, and then we'll decide whether we can
-undertake to make some like it, or not."
-
-Half an hour was spent in admiring and examining the eighteen or twenty
-pretty and useful little "gifts," any, or all, of which, Miss Daverel
-said would be so acceptable to Chinese girls. Simply made children's
-clothing, a gaily dressed doll, bright knitted cuffs, a bookmarker, a
-woollen ball, a gay cretonne bag (containing a thimble, cotton, tiny
-pair of scissors and a pincushion), a knitted comforter, small Scripture
-pictures mounted on card--these were some of the articles the box
-contained.
-
-"Most of them are quite easy to make," said Amethyst, who was keenly
-interested; "I should like to make a work-bag best, I think."
-
-"I like dressing dolls," said Elsa, who was carefully examining the
-clothes of the sample she held in her hand.
-
-"Oh, doll's clothes are awfully finicking to make!" was Olive's opinion;
-"but I think I could paste pictures on cards, like that. What shall you
-make, Monica?"
-
-"I don't know, I'm sure. I am not much good at needlework. Perhaps I
-could knit a scarf, or some cuffs. But we must think about going to
-market first. Who will make a list of what we want?"
-
-"I will." And Olive produced a pencil and paper with alacrity, and by
-dint of many references to Miss Daverel's directions, for quantities, a
-list of requisites sufficient to start with was eventually drawn up.
-
-"Now about a working-party, Monica. When shall we begin, and whom shall
-we ask to join?"
-
-It was unanimously decided that they would meet on Saturday afternoons,
-for a couple of hours, once a month to begin with, and every fortnight
-afterwards, if they got on well, and Mrs. Drury and Lois Franklyn were
-to be asked to take it in turns to superintend things. Several girls'
-names were proposed, and seconded, as suitable for invitation, and then
-Monica said she would like to ask Lily Howell.
-
-"Oh, no!" cried Amethyst, in dismay; "we don't want her."
-
-And Olive said: "I should think not, indeed!"
-
-But Monica, who read approval in Elsa's glance, insisted that there was
-no reason why she should not join them, and realising that Monica was
-really the prime mover in the whole concern, the other two were
-reluctantly compelled to acquiesce; Amethyst comforting Olive and
-herself by remarking: "It's not the least bit likely that she will come,
-that's one good thing."
-
-But contrary to Amethyst's expectations and wishes, she did. And thus
-it came to pass, on the following Saturday when the quartette, with very
-varying feelings, were waiting the arrival of the half-dozen or so of
-their companions who had promised to come and help them, that Lily
-Howell was shown into the playroom, the first of any to put in an
-appearance.
-
-Monica, suddenly overwhelmed with a terrible fit of shyness, shook hands
-stiffly, and could not think of a single thing to say. But Elsa came to
-the rescue, and soon interested Lily in the work they were going to do,
-showing and explaining one thing after another, until the newcomer
-caught the infection, and was very ready to do her share.
-
-Indeed, that was the general opinion expressed Mrs. Drury, who, at the
-girls' earnest request, acted as spokeswoman, explained more fully the
-object of the little working-party, and with happy tact soon set
-everybody at their ease, having provided each one with exactly the piece
-of work which she had a fancy for doing.
-
-For at least half an hour the tongues wagged busily, and many were the
-questions asked, for the work in most cases was quite novel; but
-eventually all were settled, and then Mrs. Drury read part of a book
-which Miss Daverel had suggested they should start with--"Children in
-Blue, and What They Do," one of the most delightful and fascinating
-books ever written with a view to interesting English girls in their
-Chinese sisters.
-
-By the end of the afternoon every one of the girls had become quite as
-enthusiastic as even Monica could wish, and when the new missionary box
-had been handed round, it began to feel quite heavy.
-
-"What are you going to do with all the things when we have made them?"
-asked one of the visitors, and Monica replied that they wanted to
-collect a nice number, and let Miss Daverel have them to take back with
-her when she returned to China, in about a year; and if they had more
-than were wanted for her, the missionary had sent the address of a depot
-in London, where some ladies would gladly forward any gifts sent to
-them.
-
-"Are you going to have a working party every Saturday?" Gipsy Monroe
-enquired, as they folded up their work. She was making a queer little
-cotton jacket, and was eager to go on with it.
-
-"Only once a month, we thought," replied Monica; "we didn't suppose you
-would want to come oftener."
-
-But every one insisted that they should meet every fortnight, at least;
-and so it was arranged.
-
-"It _has_ been nice, hasn't it?"
-
-It was Amethyst who actually said the words, as they put away the work
-and cleared up the room after their visitors had gone, preparatory to
-going down to the dining-room for tea; but all the others were thinking
-the same thing. There were three very happy girls that evening, at any
-rate, out of the four.
-
-Amethyst whispered to her mother, in that hour of confidences, when the
-light is waning outdoors, and the gas has not been lighted within, that
-she still meant to be a speaker when she grew up, but she was quite,
-quite sure now that it would have to be about missionary work, instead
-of temperance; would mumsie mind very much? And Mrs. Drury imprinted a
-kiss upon the upturned brow, and repressed an inclination to smile at
-the rapidity with which the alteration in subjects had been made, and
-said that she thought perhaps there would be plenty of opportunities for
-her to plead on behalf of both causes, if her little daughter ever
-became a "platform woman."
-
-Olive slipped her arm through her twin-sister's, as they walked home in
-the dusk, and talked more frankly than she had done for a long time, and
-Elsa's heart grew light about her. She felt there was no end to what
-Olive could do, if once she started in the right direction, for she knew
-there were immense capabilities in her sister, such as she herself would
-never possess. And Elsa, who, ever since the meeting at Sandyshore, had
-had a great desire to become a missionary like Miss Daverel, when she
-grew up, but felt convinced that she would never be thought suitable,
-began to hope and pray that God would choose Olive instead. How
-splendid it would be if Olive, as well as Roger, should some day take
-the Gospel to the heathen!
-
-Monica being rapidly driven home in the brougham which had been sent for
-her, reviewed the afternoon with girlish satisfaction. It was nice of
-the girls to come, nicer of them to be interested, and nicer still that
-they should be willing to meet more often than they had expected. But
-it was nicest of all to know (and the knowledge made her very humble)
-that she, Monica Beauchamp, was being enabled in a strength not her own,
-to walk along the pathway of life, in a way that was pleasing to her
-Master and helpful to others.
-
-Mrs. Beauchamp was very interested in hearing all the details of the
-afternoon's work, and delighted Monica by offering to knit some
-comforters and cuffs during the long winter evenings that were coming.
-She would undertake to buy all the wool herself, she said, so that the
-"Expenses Fund" might last as long as possible.
-
-"That's very kind, grannie," said Monica, with a smile, "for I can see
-our money will soon melt. We have spent nearly thirty shillings,
-already!"
-
-"Out of your five pounds? Did none of the others contribute anything?"
-asked the old lady.
-
-"Oh, yes, seven or eight shillings between them, grannie. But they
-could not do more: Amethyst has very little pocket-money, I know, and I
-think the Franklyns are quite poor." Monica dropped her voice to a
-whisper. Not even to her grandmother could she explain her reasons for
-thinking so; but first, the barely furnished rooms at the doctor's, and
-then the very, very simple and inexpensive mourning which was all that
-could be afforded for the grown-up daughters, as well as for the younger
-children, told their own tale, which Monica, brought up as she had been
-in the lap of luxury, thought the essence of poverty.
-
-"The doctor's practice is not so large as his family," remarked Mrs.
-Beauchamp, with grim humour. "When is Elsa's birthday, Monica?" she
-added, after a short pause.
-
-The girl, who had been thinking deeply, started at the sudden and
-apparently irrelevant question.
-
-"Why, next Saturday, grannie, the same day as Olive's, of course." What
-could have made her grandmother ask?
-
-Probably she looked her surprise, for the old lady said: "You need not
-be afraid I am going to give them five-pound notes to squander on
-heathen Chinese," but her smile belied her words. "I was wondering how
-much younger they are than you."
-
-"Just over a year: they will be fifteen on their birthday. It will be a
-very sad day for them; Olive says Elsa can't bear to think of a birthday
-without their mother."
-
-"Poor children," said Mrs. Beauchamp, in tones of pity; then, as if to
-change the subject, she said: "I suppose Amethyst Drury is younger
-again?"
-
-"Oh, yes, she won't be fifteen until next summer, only she is so quick
-and clever that she is quite as forward at school as those who are
-older. I am much the oldest in our form," added Monica, with a sigh.
-Her backwardness in many subjects had been a source of trouble to her
-lately.
-
-"I expect you will know enough by the time you leave school, my dear, if
-you make the most of the next two years," said her grandmother kindly.
-"I have no fancy for you to become a blue-stocking."
-
-"I am afraid there is no fear of that, grannie!" and Monica laughed
-merrily. "I am far too big a dunce. Little Thistle will do the best of
-us all, I expect, but Elsa and Olive have to work hard, because they
-must earn their living when they leave school. Olive wants to go in for
-art, she says; and she is so clever at drawing I expect she will get
-on."
-
-"H'm! it's a pity she hasn't a fancy for cooking or washing," said the
-old lady bluntly; "either of those occupations would be more likely to
-provide her with food and clothing than dabbling about with messy
-paints. I expect my little Elsa is far more sensible, and means to be a
-home-bird."
-
-"No, grannie, she will have to do something; for Miss Franklyn can
-manage all the housekeeping. I _think_ Elsa hopes some day that she
-might be a nurse in a children's hospital, but she has not said anything
-about it lately."
-
-"Sensible girl. Now get the book, Monica, and we will have some
-reading."
-
-It was not until the twins' birthday that Monica realised what all her
-grandmother's questions were aiming at, and then she understood!
-
-"What time do the girls come, Monica," asked Mrs. Beauchamp, as they sat
-longer than usual over their breakfast, there being no need to hurry,
-for Saturday was a whole holiday.
-
-Monica looked up in surprise, for it had been all arranged before that
-the Franklyns should come at eleven, and remain the whole day at Carson
-Rise, in order that their birthday might not be spent among surroundings
-which would remind them continually of their loss. Amethyst Drury had
-been invited, too.
-
-"At eleven, granny."
-
-"Oh, yes, of course. How are you going to amuse yourselves, Monica?"
-
-"I don't know, I'm sure, grannie; we might get a game of croquet-golf,
-or tennis, if the grass is dry enough." And Monica looked critically
-out upon the beautiful lawn, which was the pride of the gardener's
-heart.
-
-"I have secured a new 'amusement' for you," said Mrs. Beauchamp, her
-eyes twinkling with fun. "I was going to say 'game,' but it is hardly
-that."
-
-"What can it be? Not badminton?" queried Monica, all excitement.
-
-"No, not badminton," repeated her grandmother, with a smile. "I hardly
-think you will guess, so as soon as you have finished breakfast we will
-go and see it."
-
-"I finished ages ago," said Monica, as she pushed back her chair with
-alacrity; "I am curious, grannie." And she slipped her arm through the
-old lady's (a favourite habit nowadays), and they went together to a
-large summer-house where the croquet and tennis sets were kept.
-
-"Is it a small game, or whatever you call it, grannie?"
-
-"Not very small," was the amused reply, "but here we are, and you can
-judge for yourself."
-
-She fitted a key in the lock, and opened the door, and Monica gazed in
-utter astonishment at what she saw; for, resting on its own stand in the
-middle of the quaint, octagonal summer-house, was a beautiful, perfectly
-new bicycle!
-
-[Illustration: "MONICA GAZED IN UTTER ASTONISHMENT."]
-
-"Oh, grannie!" Only an exclamation, but who can describe all that was
-contained in those two words? and Monica almost squeezed the breath out
-of the old lady's body with the energy with which she hugged her.
-
-"There, there, that will do, Monica; don't quite strangle me," protested
-Mrs. Beauchamp; but all the same, she keenly enjoyed her grandchild's
-unqualified delight. "Do you like it?" she added, as Monica examined
-and admired the bicycle to her heart's content.
-
-"I can't _think_ why you have given it to me, grannie!" was the answer,
-if answer it could be called.
-
-And Mrs. Beauchamp said she would find the reason inside the little
-basket fastened to the handle-bars.
-
-The old lady turned away, and pretended to look out of one of the little
-coloured glass windows, while Monica read the few words on a tiny card
-which she found:--
-
- "For an unselfish girl,
- from her loving
- GRANNIE."
-
-
-A lump rose in Monica's throat as she stepped across the little
-summer-house and bent down and kissed the face which only a few short
-months ago she had thought so stern and unlovable. _How_ different
-everything was nowadays!
-
-"I didn't do it for a reward, grannie dear," she whispered. "I never
-dreamt of such a thing. I _quite_ gave up all thought of the bicycle
-when I chose the five pounds."
-
-"I know you did, my child," replied the old lady, while she furtively
-wiped her eyes, which were suspiciously moist, although she was smiling
-now; "but you see, _I_ didn't! And as I knew nothing about these
-things, I took Mr. Bertram into my confidence, and told him to choose
-just the right kind and size; and I should think he has done his work
-very well. Now you will have something to amuse your friends with,
-to-day."
-
-"We shall have to take great care not to knock it about," said Monica.
-
-"Ah! that reminds me: Mr. Bertram advised your learning to ride on an
-old one first, so I have ordered Brown's to send a man over with one
-from Osmington this morning, and if you like to spend a little time in
-having a lesson, he can stay. I daresay the girls would find it
-amusing."
-
-"To see me tumble off, grannie?" cried Monica merrily.
-
-"Well, don't hurt your ankle again, or anything else," cautioned her
-grandmother; "I should prefer to hand you over whole to your father when
-he comes."
-
-The next hour passed quickly, and then the Franklyns and Amethyst
-arrived.
-
-Monica, all excitement, took them straight to the summer-house, not
-noticing, in her eagerness, that her friends seemed quite as excited as
-herself. But they no sooner saw the bicycle than Olive, who could
-contain herself no longer, exclaimed: "It's _exactly_ the same!" and
-then it was Monica's turn to look puzzled.
-
-However, the mystery was soon cleared up, as she learnt that there had
-been a great surprise at the doctor's that morning, too; a bicycle, the
-exact counterpart of Monica's, having been delivered there addressed to,
-"The Misses Elsa and Olive Franklyn"; and a little note attached to it
-stated that it was a birthday gift to the twins, with love and best
-wishes from Mrs. Beauchamp.
-
-"How splendid of grannie!" cried Monica enthusiastically; "now we shall
-have some lovely rides together."
-
-"Won't it be jolly?" said Olive, who was beside herself with pleasure,
-and Elsa's quietly happy face was good to see.
-
-"Poor Thistle, you are the only one left out! Never mind, you shall use
-mine sometimes," Monica said, suddenly remembering that this new
-departure would make Amethyst feel rather out of it.
-
-She was delighted when Amethyst replied with glee: "But I am going to
-have one of my own very soon. Father promised me he would get me one
-this autumn, and he said the other day he had seen one which was just
-what he liked, only a little too big for me, so he has ordered a
-smaller-sized one. I meant to have given you _such_ a surprise."
-
-"I think it's all surprises nowadays," said Monica; "how little any of
-us dreamt last half-term holiday that we should all be riding our own
-bicycles before the next one arrived!"
-
-"We wanted to bring ours up to show you," put in Elsa, "but Mrs.
-Beauchamp, in her note, asked us not to. We were dreadfully afraid that
-perhaps she didn't want you to know, Monica. But that isn't like her,
-and it wouldn't have been any pleasure if we couldn't tell you."
-
-"I should think not! Dear old grannie, I can guess why she said that.
-A man from Osmington is coming up this morning to give us some lessons
-on an old one. Why, there he is, and grannie too!"
-
-All four girls crossed the lawn, and while the twins were trying in vain
-to express to Mrs. Beauchamp the delight that her handsome present had
-given them, Monica and Amethyst spoke to the man, and inspected the
-bicycle he had brought, and which Jack was sniffing suspiciously.
-
-The greater part of the day, first with the teacher, and afterwards with
-only each other to hold the machine up, was spent on the wide, straight
-drive, which was a charming place to practise upon. And if the
-quartette were _all_ quite tired out as they bade each other "good-bye,"
-they were all agreed that it was well worth it, to be able to balance
-themselves and even go a few yards without assistance!
-
-
-
-
- *CHAPTER XXIV.*
-
- *"I THINK MY MONICA DESERVES THE V.C."*
-
-
-The autumn term sped swiftly away. In addition to the school work,
-which required a great deal of persevering effort to do as well as the
-quartette aimed at doing theirs that term, Elsa had her music, and Olive
-attended a school of art for extra lessons in drawing and sepia.
-
-Amethyst, who, as yet, evinced no great talent for any accomplishments,
-so-called, had a little more spare time than the others, and was
-therefore able to go occasionally with her mother to visit some of her
-poor old, or invalid, folk. These visits were a great interest to
-Amethyst, who had a kind and pitying little heart for sorrow and
-suffering, and Mrs. Drury wisely encouraged her little daughter to sing,
-or repeat a few comforting texts to the sad, or lonely, or suffering, as
-the case might be. Poor old Mrs. Robbins had long since gone to the
-"City bright" of which Amethyst had sung to her; but in the crowded and
-squalid streets of the poorer part of St. Paul's parish there were many
-more who needed temporal as well as spiritual help.
-
-Once, Mrs. Drury took her with her to see Mrs. Hodges, whose cottage was
-on the Disbrowe estate, and as Amethyst entered the little garden gate,
-the only occasion on which she had ever been there before recurred
-vividly to her mind.
-
-"I wonder whether that little old woman is still here, mumsie," she
-said.
-
-"Hardly likely, dear, but you will soon hear."
-
-It transpired that Granny Wood was there, circumstances having caused
-her to make her home with her daughter, and the dear old soul, now quite
-a prisoner through rheumatism to her chair by the fireside, was
-delighted to see one of the "little missies," of whom, as her daughter
-explained, she was never tired of talking.
-
-"They was angels without wings to me, that day, ma'am," the old granny
-asserted; "little missy here, and her friend. But them other two--well,
-there, I won't say all I thinks! My darter says I ain't no business to
-bear malice, an' me a Christian body, but I owes this last illness o'
-mine to that there bouncin' h'animal." And the wrinkled old face looked
-as nearly cross as it was possible for her apple-cheeks and faded blue
-eyes to manage.
-
-Amethyst looked subdued, and Mrs. Drury hastened to explain that she was
-sure the girls had not meant to be really unkind, and that both of them
-had learnt since what suffering meant, and she went on to tell of the
-death of Olive's mother.
-
-"Dear, dear; poor lamb!" ejaculated Granny Wood, commiseratingly, all
-her animosity gone; "to think o' that now, and me a-grumblin' at 'er an'
-all."
-
-"And Monica Beauchamp, the other one, you know," put in Amethyst, "she
-is quite different now. She tries to be kind to everybody, because Jesus
-was always kind."
-
-"Praise the Lord, missy," cried the old woman, in quavering tones; "then
-I'll never say aught agin' either of 'em again; but I'll just keep on
-asking the Almighty to bless every one of you, and make you all
-blessings every day of your lives."
-
-Amethyst and her mother walked home rather silently, until they reached
-the spot where the bicycle accident had happened that memorable
-afternoon.
-
-"It must have been just here," said the little girl, as they passed the
-place. "I remember Olive saying the motor was pulled up by that tree.
-It was a good thing Mr. Howell went by just then, wasn't it, mumsie?"
-
-"Yes, dear," agreed Mrs. Drury.
-
-"_Such_ a lot has happened since then," continued Amethyst, who was in a
-retrospective mood. "Everything seemed to begin with that half-term
-holiday."
-
-"What do you mean, girlie?"
-
-"Why, mumsie, Mrs. Beauchamp used to be so cross, and now she's the
-nicest old dear possible; and Monica was nasty and uppish, you know, at
-first. I didn't think I ever _could_ like her, and now I think she's
-almost too good to live, sometimes! And Olive is nicer too, although I
-shall always like my darling Elsa best." Here Amethyst paused, from
-sheer want of breath, for her tongue always ran twice as quickly as
-other people's.
-
-"Is that all, girlie?" put in Mrs. Drury, who was much amused at the
-comparisons, but felt they were truthfully if somewhat quaintly made.
-
-"Oh, no! There's Lily Howell, just _think_ how she's altered. I don't
-believe any one would know her nowadays who knew her then; she's so well
-behaved, and speaks quietly, and seldom gets into trouble at school.
-I'm so glad Mrs. Howell buys plain hats and things for her now,"
-Amethyst ran on. "I don't believe she could help being vulgar when she
-wore such hideously gaudy hats and dresses."
-
-"What has Lily's clothing to do with the bicycle accident? You have
-wandered a long way from that," remarked her mother, with a smile.
-
-"Oh, mumsie, I haven't! It's just because Lily wants to copy everything
-Monica does now, that she is so much more lady-like. I think she nearly
-worships Monica."
-
-"Hush, Amethyst! Don't speak like that, dear," reproved her mother; "I
-can quite understand that Lily feels she owes a good deal to her. I
-hope that she will one day be a star in Monica's crown. I am so glad
-that they have begun to attend St. Paul's."
-
-"Mrs. Howell and Lily were both at church twice last Sunday, mumsie, and
-Mr. Howell was there in the evening. I remember noticing him, because I
-did think father must have chosen his text on purpose for him, only of
-course he didn't, because he couldn't possibly have known he would be
-there."
-
-And Mrs. Drury, who had vivid recollections of the intense earnestness
-with which her husband had preached from Mark viii. 36, on the subject
-of Eternal Profit and Loss, said, softly, as they turned in at the
-Vicarage gates: "Father always asks God to give him the right text to
-preach from, girlie, and _He_ knew just who would be hearing the
-sermon."
-
-Shrewd little Amethyst had been fairly correct in her rough-and-ready
-epitome of the happenings of the last six months, which had certainly
-left their mark on all concerned, and, in every case, for the better, to
-a greater or smaller degree.
-
-The missionary working-party prospered and increased, and, by the time
-Christmas drew near, the number of members had risen to fourteen; quite
-a large drawer full of "gifts" had been already neatly and carefully
-made, and the Expenses Fund was almost exhausted! The committee began
-to consider how it was to be replenished, and hazy ideas of "collecting"
-(which they dreaded) or else having a little sale of work during the
-Christmas holidays, formed in their enthusiastic minds.
-
-But they were still only ideas, when, one Saturday afternoon, Lily
-Howell, who, upon one pretext or another, had waited until all but the
-quartette had gone, slipped a sealed envelope into Monica's hand, and
-merely whispering: "Pa told me to give it to you," was gone before the
-astonished girl could say a word.
-
-The excitement of the committee when they found that the envelope
-contained a cheque for L10, "To be used for your Chinese folks, and ask
-for more when you want it," was tremendous.
-
-"How splendid! Now we sha'n't have either to beg, borrow, or steal,"
-cried Olive. "It is a good thing we let Lily come, after all."
-
-And Monica, who remembered the opposition which she had met with upon
-proposing Lily's name, could not refrain from smiling.
-
-Those were happy days for Monica: her school life was most interesting,
-and now that she bicycled into Osmington, instead of being dependent
-upon the pony-trap, she enjoyed the ride to and fro immensely,
-especially as either one or two of her friends accompanied her most of
-the way to Carson Rise, on the days that she remained at school until
-the afternoon, for music or some other extra.
-
-Then the missionary work was a source of great pleasure to her, and her
-enthusiasm was kept very keen by long letters from Robina Herschel, and
-an occasional one from Miss Daverel.
-
-Sometimes, when Monica was poring over a missionary magazine, or
-exercising her ingenuity in making something fresh for the girls to copy
-at the working-party, her grandmother would tease her by saying she was
-"missionary mad." But Monica would only look up and smile, knowing that
-in her heart of hearts the old lady was well-content that her grandchild
-should seek to help forward, even in the simplest way, the spread of the
-"good news," which had brought light at eventide to her own dark heart.
-
-And every day was bringing Colonel Beauchamp nearer. Several letters
-had come from him, but in none of them had he been able, definitely, to
-say when he would reach England; he hoped, as he had said at first, to
-spend Christmas Day at home, but it was uncertain. Monica was counting
-the days, in true school-girl fashion, by marking off on a little
-calendar each day at its close; and the number had steadily decreased
-until very few remained to be crossed off now.
-
-She stood before the little calendar on the bedroom wall one night,
-pencil in hand, and crossed off the twenty-first of December. "Only
-four more days to Christmas now, and by then, my darling dad will be
-here. Oh, how I am longing to see him, and tell him everything! I have
-tried to explain in my letters, but it is so difficult to write just
-what one feels, and I _do_ want to feel his hand on my head once more,
-just as he used to do, and hear his dear voice saying, 'God bless my
-darling child.'"
-
-Here Monica's feelings overcame her, and her eyes brimmed with tears for
-a moment. But they were soon chased away, and a happy smile played
-about her lips, as she began to undress, and put the various articles of
-her attire neatly away. "I do hope he will think I have improved, and
-that I am growing up a little bit like he wanted me to. If I am, it is
-all owing to the Herschels," and Monica took up the frame containing the
-pictured faces of her seaside friends, and gazed thoughtfully at them.
-"Dear Robina, and--and Leslie, too; what sort of girl should I have been
-by now, if God had not sent you into my life? I can never, never thank
-Him enough for all His goodness to me, and so the only thing I can do is
-to seek to 'walk worthy of the Lord unto all pleasing,' as my motto
-says, and do what I can to get others to follow Him, too."
-
-Monica never crossed off December the twenty-second on her little
-calendar; indeed, she forgot all about it, for a telegram the next
-afternoon informed them that the colonel had already left London, and in
-less than a couple of hours Monica was in her father's arms.
-
-"My darling child!"
-
-"Dearest dad!"
-
-What else they said was unintelligible for the next few moments, and
-then Colonel Beauchamp held his daughter at arm's length, and critically
-examined her.
-
-"Shall I pass muster, daddy dear?" she asked, merrily; but there was
-more behind the words than appeared on the surface.
-
-And the proud father, noting the purposeful face, so full of expression,
-and reading true nobility of character therein, held out his arms, and
-Monica slipped confidingly into them, while he bent his soldierly head
-and pressed a long, long kiss upon her broad white brow, murmuring, as
-he did so, in tones so low as only to reach his daughter's ears: "I
-think my Monica deserves the V.C., for it is evident she has fought
-successfully against heavy odds, under fire of the enemy, and won a
-brilliant victory."
-
-"Oh, dad, I don't think I have," whispered the happy girl, her head on
-his shoulder; "but whatever good there is about me, is all owing to my
-having enlisted under the banner of Jesus Christ."
-
-"His arm hath gotten him the victory," repeated the colonel reverently,
-and Monica knew that her father understood.
-
-
-
-
- *CHAPTER XXV*
-
- *"THE CHILD HAS CHOSEN WELL."*
-
-
-Our story is done. With the retirement of her son from the army, and
-his return to England, and subsequent settling down at Carson Rise, Mrs.
-Beauchamp's responsibility over her once troublesome granddaughter
-ceased. But to those readers who have been interested in the quartette,
-during a few months of their school life, a glimpse at them all, seven
-years after the events recorded, will not come amiss.
-
-Olive Franklyn, having excelled in various drawing examinations, was
-fortunate in securing an exhibition which admitted her, at a nominal
-fee, as student at a much-sought-after School of Art for a couple of
-years upon leaving the High School. From thence, she went over to
-Paris, in order to perfect herself in her particular branch of art, and
-so talented are her sketches that already there seems a brilliant future
-stretching out before her. She has made many friends among her fellow
-students, for Olive Franklyn is not only a clever artist, but a
-congenial companion as well. But in her inmost heart, she feels that no
-one will ever take Monica's place. They are friends still, although for
-several years they have only met occasionally; but they have very little
-in common, for Olive has not yet surrendered to the King of kings,
-although Monica and Elsa have faith enough to believe that she will do
-so, sooner or later. She says she never intends to marry, for she is
-wedded already to her art, and that suffices her.
-
-Elsa has been able to carry out her girlish ambition, and for the last
-two years has been a nurse in the children's ward of a large London
-hospital. Her heart, brimming over with love for the pitiful specimens
-of humanity entrusted to her care, has found an outlet in tending the
-little ones, for as each newcomer arrives she seems to hear the Divine
-commission, "Take this child, and nurse it _for Me_." She is beloved by
-all the staff for her gentle, helpful ways, and her influence over the
-little inmates of the cots in her ward is marvellous. Seldom indeed
-does a child remain refractory after Nurse Franklyn has spoken a few
-words to it, in her soft girlish tones; and the Sister persists in
-saying that even the tiniest baby knows when it is in her arms, and
-leaves off crying instantly! But it was not merely for the sake of
-helping to alleviate pain that Elsa made choice of hospital nursing as a
-profession. That is a noble work; but it is a nobler still when the sad
-and suffering hearts of even little children are pointed to the tender
-Shepherd who said: "Suffer the little children to come unto Me." And
-that was Elsa's aim in all her work, and many were the young lives won
-for her Master in that large children's ward. She is hoping, some day,
-to become Sister of her ward if all goes well, and not one of her
-fellow-nurses would grudge her the honour; but the Rev. Marcus Drury,
-senior curate of Monkrigg, has other views for her, and, possibly, when
-he obtains a living, Nurse Franklyn will be persuaded to say "good-bye"
-to her bairnies; and if so, there will be much wailing and many regrets.
-
-Amethyst Drury has not developed into a "platform woman" yet; but one
-cannot tell what the future has in store for her, as she has only lately
-celebrated her twenty-first birthday. She has improved wonderfully
-since her school-days, and is her mother's right hand in the parish,
-while Miss Drury's Bible Class for girls just too old for Sunday School,
-but not yet "young women," is remarkably well-attended. She has a very
-pretty, clear soprano voice, and is much in request at various choral
-classes and concerts, and in that way has commenced platform work. And
-as Amethyst long ago, in the words of Miss Havergal's hymn had said,
-
- Take my voice, and let me sing
- Always, only, for my King,
-
-her mother and father feel that she is speaking for Him, in words of
-sacred song, just as clearly, and sometimes far more tellingly, than she
-could ever hope to do as a lecturer.
-
-The Drurys are still at Osmington, and Amethyst carries on the
-missionary working party begun so many years ago in the old playroom.
-Not one of the original members is still on the spot except her, but the
-younger sisters of some of those girls have taken their places, Joan
-Franklyn, who will soon be leaving school, being the oldest member. A
-very special interest is attached to the work this year, for it is all
-destined for the mission station in China, where Lily Howell has been
-working with an older missionary (none other than Hope Daverel herself!)
-for some few months. Little did any of the quartette dream, when two of
-them so reluctantly admitted her to their working-party, that she would
-become their "first-fruits." But it seems that Monica's disinterested
-action on Lily's behalf, and subsequent Christlike life, influenced the
-girl who was keenly criticising all her actions, with the result that
-she became an earnest Christian, while a great desire took root in her
-heart to go to the poor Chinese and tell them of the Saviour she had
-found. At first, her father was unwilling, and Lily felt she would have
-to give up her cherished desire; but eventually all hindrances were
-removed, and after training she went out as an honorary missionary to
-inland China.
-
-But what of Monica? Well, Monica Beauchamp is Monica Herschel now, and
-so, at last, she has a sister of her own in Robina, whom she dearly
-loves. Life has not been all unclouded sunshine to Monica, for, soon
-after her engagement to Leslie Herschel, who was home on furlough, he
-became seriously ill with African fever, and for days his life hung in
-the balance. But God was with her through it all, and her faith, which
-never wavered, was eventually rewarded by the giving back to her of the
-one whom she had always enshrined in her heart, as her ideal, because it
-was he who had been the means of her salvation.
-
-Leslie's serious illness put an end to their hopes of working side by
-side for Christ in the Soudan, for the time being, at any rate; but they
-still look forward to it, in the future, if God so wills it. Meanwhile,
-they are very happy in their work for Him at West Port, a large
-seafaring town, where Leslie is acting as curate-in-charge for an
-elderly and infirm vicar. The work is arduous, for the fisher-folk at
-West Port are hardly less heathen than the natives of Africa, but the
-seed is being faithfully sown there, and already a harvest of precious
-souls is being reaped.
-
-"Parson's lady" is a great favourite among the women, to whom Monica
-devotes all her energies, and not a few among them will one day "rise up
-and call her blessed," for from her lips and life they have learnt the
-way into the Kingdom.
-
-Perhaps the daily teaching, and oftentimes tending, of these poor
-ignorant fisherwomen, was not just the career that Colonel Beauchamp
-would have chosen for his handsome daughter; and when he gave his
-consent to her marriage with Leslie Herschel such a future for her was
-an undreamt-of thing.
-
-But who could resist her pleading tones and soft caress, when, with
-cheeks like damask roses, she whispered, "Oh, dad, I love him! I think
-I always have, since the old Sandyshore days. There never _could_ be
-any one but Leslie for me, and he says just the same!" So her fond
-father, remembering the sadness of his own short married life, confessed
-that he was conquered.
-
-"She might have married anybody, with her face and fortune," demurred
-Mrs. Beauchamp, who was very little altered, outwardly, despite her
-seventy-six years; "but she always would have her own way."
-
-"Well, I must say I think the child has chosen well," said the colonel.
-"Leslie is a man in a thousand, and worthy even of our dearest Monica."
-
-"Perhaps, as he was the means of my losing the troublesome part of my
-granddaughter seven years ago, he has the best right to have her
-altogether," murmured the old lady, more to herself than to her son, and
-she fell into a reverie, and lived over again the days that are no more.
-
-
-
-
- THE END.
-
-
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